"( orchestral music playing )" "At rare intervals there appears among us" "A person whose virtues" "Are so manifest to all," "Who has such a capacity" "For relating to every sort of human being," "Who so subordinates his own ego drives" "To the concerns of others," "Who lives his whole life in such Harmony" "With the prevailing standards of the community" "That he is revered and loved" "By everyone with whom he comes in contact." "Such a man Dalton Trumbo was not." "( crowd chuckles )" "During the second world war 277 members of the guild entered the armed services" "To fight what was then called" "The war against fascism." "Five of them did not come back." "Within six years 43 of those who did return" "Were denounced as un-American," "Stripped of their names and passports" "And blacklisted." "I presume that over half of our members" "Have no memory of that blacklist" "Because they were children when it began" "Or not yet born." "To them I would say only this:" "That the blacklist" "Was a time of evil" "And that no one on either side who survived it" "Came through untouched by evil." "Caught in the situation that had passed" "Beyond the control of mere individuals," "Each person reacted as his nature," "His needs, his convictions" "And his particular circumstances" "Compelled him to." "There was bad Faith and good," "Honesty and dishonesty" "Courage and cowardice," "Selflessness and opportunism," "Wisdom and stupidity, good and bad" "On both sides." "And almost every individual involved," "No matter where he stood," "Combined some or all" "Of these antithetical qualities" "In his own person, in his own acts." "Interviewer:" "Dalton Trumbo-- he's a very distinguished film writer." "He's won academy awards." "He's a letter writer too." "And they're obstreperous." "They're funny." " They're eloquent." " Trumbo:" "Well, I suppose so." "Interviewer:" "And so these letters that you wrote" "Dealing with yourself, your independence, your stubbornness" "Trumbo:" "Words are lost on the air-- the spoken word." "You never know really what you said in the last conversation," "Whereas if you sit down and write" "A concise definition of your problem," "It commands the man's attention." "Interviewer:" "So your letters to all variety of people," "Friends and enemies" "In 1942 to 1962," "You almost tell us the story of our country" "Through the eyes of this very stubborn man Dalton Trumbo." "Trumbo:" "It was very lively two decades" "Very lively." "One was rarely bored." "Interviewer:" "All your warts are here too, 'cause you're pretty-- you're rough, you know, at times." ""warty warty"-- I prefer the word "abrasive."" " Abrasive." " But "warty" isjustas good." "Helen Manfull:" "I discovered the correspondence" "As a processor" "At the Wisconsin center for theater research." "And they were collecting the materials" "Of the Hollywood 10." "One of the collections that I got to process" "Was the collection of Dalton Trumbo" "Box upon box upon box." "It's the story of an absolutely devoted" "And passionate family man," "Trumbo's love of his wife Cleo," "Of their three children." "It's the story of the blacklist" "And what it did to people." "It also made me aware" "Of what it means" "To be true to your principles" "And to be willing to stand up for what you believe" "No matter what the consequences are." "Trumbo's this person" "With an unbelievably strong sense of Justice, you know," "And what's right." "And the letters for him" "Are his, as it were, forum" "To express that." "He was so opinionated and so passionate" "And so inventive and sharp and funny" "That you just didn't win an argument with him." "He would be one of our heroes" "Because he was an iconoclast." "He just plain was a little grandiose, I think." "He wasn't confrontational in the sense" "He went out looking for trouble." "It seemed to come to him." "Dalton was a contrarian, you know." "He had fights." "I'm just glad he never had a fight with me." "Trumbo:" "I think of myself as an extremely peaceable man." "God knows I never wanted to fight in my life," "But sometimes I think they're forced upon a peaceful man." "My father always had an ambition to become a writer." "And once he gets started," "Publishing his first book" "In 1933 or 1934," "By 1940 he's published three novels," "Won a national book award" "And written about 20 screenplays." "And he's been nominated for an Oscar also." "So he has, you know, sort of a brilliant" "Seven-years beginning." "Up to about 1945" "He was the highest-paid screenwriter in Hollywood." "He had a contract without a morality clause." "He was very very successful." "Everybody wanted" "To use the name of Dalton Trumbo." "He probably was the best writer" "At that time." "And then it all fell apart." "Newsreel announcer:" "In Washington, the committee on un-American activities" "Opens new hearings in a jam-packed caucus room." "Here charges of red influence" "Directed against the motion picture industry are aired." "This committee under its mandate" "From the house of representatives" "Has the responsibility of exposing" "And spotlighting subversive elements" "Wherever they may exist." "McCarthy was seeing communists" "In congress," "In the white house, in the army," "And especially in the movie industry," "And especially with the writers." "Man:" "What about Mr. Dalton Trumbo?" "Do you know Mr. Dalton Trumbo?" "Yes, I know Mr. Trumbo." "Mr. Trumbo was the editor of the official" " Publication of the guild, washenot?" " Yes, that's true." "Yes, at one time Dalton Trumbo was editor of "the screenwriter,"" "The monthly publication of the screenwriters' guild." "Do you think that Dalton Trumbo was a communist?" "Well, certainly I have no information on that" "Beyond what I've heard here this week." "People joined the communist party because it was doing something." "It was an effective instrument." "It was doing things" "That they felt should be done." "It was opposing the rise of fascism" "All through Europe." "It was helping those who were refugees." "I remember as a kid" "The conversations would be about the soviet union." "This was the depression." "The country was in a depression." "Socialism, communism seemed like somewhat of a solution" "To everybody being out of work." "Russia had been our allies through the early 1940s." "And then all of a sudden they became our enemy." "It is my duty to place before you" "Certain facts" "About the present position in Europe." "An iron curtain has descended across the continent." "Newsreel announcer:" "A growing struggle between two great powers" "To shape the postwar world." "On orders from the Kremlin" "Russia had launched one of history's" "Most drastic political, moral and economic wars" "A cold war." "Trumbo:" "We were ready for war" "And felt it was coming." "And people didn't want it," "But they were frightened." "And with the public that frightened" "One can understand" "How things like this could happen." "If you want to scare a country," "You go after its royalty." "And Hollywood was our royalty." "And they had two rounds of witnesses." "And the first round were mostly" "Either friendly witnesses or executives." "The committee wanted to bask in the publicity glow" "And fame of the stars and of Hollywood." "This is a foul philosophy-- this communistic thing." "I would move to the state of Texas if it ever came here" "Because I think that Texans would kill them on sight." "( crowd laughs )" "If I had my way about it they'd all be sent back" "To Russia or some other unpleasant place." "( applause, gavel pounds )" "I don't believe it's a political party." "I believe it's an un-American thing." "And I feel that they really ought to be smoked out" "And shown up for what they are" "So that all the good free causes in this country," "All the liberalisms that really are American" "Can go out without the stain of communism." "And then they called-- I believe it was 19 people." "And eventually" "It boiled down to the Hollywood 10." "Trumbo:" "Well, we were called originally" ""the unfriendly 10."" "And I like that much better." "Interviewer:" "Unfriendly to what?" "Trumbo:" "To that committee and to anybody else" "Who interfered" "Who tried to force a compulsory confession" "Of beliefs, Faith, anything else." "An official purpose of theirs" "Was to discover communist propaganda" "In the films that these folks had written." "It's a fallacy to think that they got" "Overtly leftist themes into films," "But as many scholars before me" "Have noted quite elegantly," "What they did is" "They were able to shift subtly" "Some of the archetypes" "That were really important in American films of that era." "You wrote from a particular point of view, you know." "The irony to me" "Of all these radical communist writers," "You know, was that what they were trying to do really" "Was to be good liberals." "What is democracy?" "Well, I was never very clear on it myself." "Like every other kind of government," "It's got something to do" "With young men killing each other, I believe." "Why don't old men kill each other?" "Well, the old men are needed to keep the home fires burning." "Couldn't the young men do that just as well?" "Young men don't have homes." "That's why they must go out and kill each other." "When it comes my turn," "Will you want me to go?" "For democracy" "Any man would give his only begotten son." "That was it." "He understood it now." "He had told them his secret." "And in denying him" "They had told him theirs." "He was the future." "He was a perfect picture of the future." "And they were afraid to let anyone see what the future was like." "Already they were looking ahead." "They were figuring the future." "And somewhere in the future they saw war." "To fight that war they would need men" "And if men saw the future they wouldn't fight." "So they were masking the future." "They were keeping the future a soft quiet deadly secret." "They knew if all the people all the little guys, saw the future," "They would begin to ask questions." "They would ask questions and they would find answers" "And they would say to the guys who wanted them to fight" "They would say, "you lying thieving sons-of-bitches," "We won't fight." "We won't be dead." "We will live." "We are the world." "We are the future." "And we won't let you butcher us no matter what you say," "No matter what speeches you make," "No matter what slogans you write." "Remember it well, we we we are the world." "We are what makes it go round." "We make bread and cloth and guns." "We are the hub of the wheel and the spokes and the wheel itself." "And without us you would be hungry naked worms." "And we will not die." "It will not be us who die." "It will be you." "It will be you" "You who urge us on to battle," "You who incite us against ourselves," "You who would have one cobbler kill another cobbler," "You who would have one man who works" "Kill another man who works," "You who would have one human being who wants only to live" "Kill another human being who wants only to live." "If you tell us to make the world safe for democracy" "We will take you seriously" "And by God and by Christ we will make it so." "Make no mistake of it we will live." "We will be alive" "And we will walk and talk and eat and sing" "And laugh and feel and love" "And bear our children" "In tranquility, in security," "In decency, in peace."" "Very much what my father took to be his politics" "Was the constitution of the United States" "And the first 10 amendments." "That for him outlined" "A reasonable way" "That human beings could live" "Within a society," "That it guaranteed the individual specific rights" "And that it limited the rights of the state," "It limited the influence of religion." "And that very much was his idea about what the west was." "It was an open place." "The ranch was fairly isolated." "There would be days on end" "Where you do not see any kind of automobile." "So the sighting of an automobile" "Is really exciting for my older sister and me." "It doesn't mean that the car is coming to us," "But there's a possibility." "And this one did." "And so we went out and we opened up" "A rather large, heavy gate" "And brought the man into the house." "And he was the process server." "So that's how my father received his subpoena" "With the help of his children." "The man knocked on the door" "And you got that pink slip." "The first thing you did was go out" "And try to sell your house before anybody discovers," "So you could at least get a fair price for it," "Or as fair as possible." "Don't let anybody know." "Keep it quiet." "Get as much work as you can in" "Before it becomes public." "Save every penny you have." "Sell what assets you have." "And get ready" "To become nobody." "Man:" "Do you solemnly swear that the testimony you're about to give" "Is the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth," " So help you God?" " I do." "Sit down." "Could you state your full name?" "Dalton Trumbo." "When and where were you born, Mr. Trumbo?" "I was born in Montrose, Colorado," "On December 9th, 1905." "What is your occupation?" "My occupation is that of a writer." "I have some other questions, Mr. Trumbo," "I'd like to ask you." "Are you now or have you ever been a member of the communist party?" "Mr. Stripling, you must have some reason" "For asking me this question." "You can address the committee." "You do." "I understand" "That members of the press" "Have been given an alleged communist party card" "Belonging to me." "Is that true?" "No, that's not true." " You're not asking thequestions." " I was." " The chief investigator is asking the questions." " I beg your pardon." "Now are you or have you ever been a member--?" "A number of Hollywood personalities" "Took the first amendment" "Not the fifth amendment against self-incrimination," "But the first amendment" "To refuse to answer their questions" "About their political backgrounds." "Well, Mr. Stripling, I think that there's" "A question of constitutional rights involved here." "I don't believe that you have" "When did you learn about the constitution?" "Now just tell me when you learned about the constitution." "Stripling:" "Mr. Scott, could you tell the committee" "Whether or not you are now or have ever been" "A member of the communist party?" "I believe that question also invades my right as a citizen." "I believe it also invades the first amendment." "I believe that I should not engage in any conspiracy" "With you to invade the first amendment." "Man:" "Well, now we can tell even from that answer" " Whether you're a member of the communist party." " ( laughter )" "Victor Navasky:" "If you take the fifth amendment" "You're talking about your right not to be incriminated." "Well, they didn't feel they had committed any crime." "Well, they believed that their freedom of speech" "Was being abridged." "I believe I have the right to be confronted" "With any evidence which supports this question." "I should like to see what you have." " Man:" "Well, you would?" " Yes." " ( laughter ) - well, you will pretty soon." "The witness is excused." "Typical communist tactics." "Typical communist tactics." "Typical communist tactics." ""dear Sam, it's 4:00 am." "And I've been working since 10:00 last night" "Back at last to the hours I love." "And all night it's been snowing." "I just flash the spots on" "And the sight is wonderfully soothing and beautiful." "No corners anywhere in the world," "Everything round and smooth and immaculate." "The kids and Cleo are asleep." "The house is in order." "The machines all function smoothly." "The larder is full." "And I feel," "For the moment at least," "That I am the luckiest and most contented man in the world." "If you were here we would break a bottle" "And light the fire and watch the falling snow." "And I would tell you all about it." "That being impossible, I shall write." "First I shall tell you something" "Which would embarrass us both greatly" "If I were to speak it." "Separated from people as I have been," "I have had a great deal of time" "To observe the reactions to the present troubled times" "And I have seen many betray themselves." "I have seen many fail at any decent test of conduct," "Some of them my friends." "And I have shucked them off" "With as little feeling as I would toss away a nail paring" "And have experienced no sense of loss in the process." "But through this whole interesting experience" "My respect for you has deepened" "And my affection has grown more profound," "Not only for the money you lent me," "Although that was a life-saver" "And a great demonstration of Faith," "But for your attitude toward me" "And other persons and toward life itself," "For your willingness" "To Grant me any belief I cherish" "So long as it is not harmful to others," "Even when you disagree with it," "And for your personal sense of outrage" "When that right is denied." "This and this alone" "Makes decent men and decent society" "And is rare" "And is why I feel warm in the knowledge" "That we are friends." "Perhaps I should not be as angry as I am" "Against the weaklings," "Cravens and liars who have succeeded" "In banning me from motion pictures," "For I feel the sense of relief" "And a sense of buoyancy" "At no longer being an employee." "I'm sure I should never have had the courage" "Or perhaps one should say the foolhardiness" "To have left it voluntarily." "My feeling now, as of today that is" "With the hope of succeeding elsewhere," "Is still strong in me that I shall never return to films," "That if metro asked me back tomorrow" "With all forgiven, I should refuse." "Hunger, of course, could in time alter that decision," "But for the present it stands." "Well, now enough." "I hope all things go well with you." "Cleo and I send you our best." "And the children have just risen." "They've started shouting through the house" "At the discovery of the snow." "Oh, say hello to my friends" "And piss on my enemies."" "I've learned that total adjustment to society" "Is quite as bad as total maladjustment," "That principled disobedience of unjust law" "Is more Christian, more truly law-abiding" "Than unprincipled respect," "That only freedom can tame" "The wild, rebellious," "Palpitating heart of man." "Encagement-- never." " ( air raid sirens blaring )" " Trumbo:" "Wherever there's fear, there's hysteria." "And wherever there are people who whip up fear" "For their own purposes," "They will produce the hysteria." "And they will try to do it again." "The fact that he followed" "The usual communist line" "Of not responding to questions of the committee" "Is definite proof that he's a member of the communist party." "Therefore, by a unanimous vote" "The subcommittee recommends to the full committee" "That Dalton Trumbo be cited" "For contempt of congress." "The committee recommends" "That appropriate action be taken" "By the full committee without delay." "Navasky:" "After the hearings" "There was this meeting at the Waldorf." "They united on a policy" "Which basically was," ""we don't believe in a blacklist," "But we're not going to employ anyone" "Who has been involved in any way, shape or form" "With the communist party." "Eric Johnston:" "We will forthwith discharge" "Or suspend without compensation" "Those in our employ" "And we will not reemploy any of the 10" "Until such time as he is acquitted" "Or has purged himself of contempt" "And declares under oath" "That he is not a communist." "You have the scapegoat." "You have the communists." "There were about 80,000 communists in the country" "At the peak of the party's success." "You know, they weren't as dangerous as the elks" "And didn't have nearly as many guns." "Christopher Trumbo:" "After the Waldorf agreement is signed" "By the various producers and studios" "And the blacklist is established," "My father's position became" "That he would have to accept the idea" "That the blacklist existed" "And operate under those conditions," "Which meant finding work in another way." "They lost their jobs." "They were personas non grata in Hollywood." "And they began writing under assumed names." "And it was really, you know, contrary" "To what this country is all about." "I have the feeling" "That if you give" "Most people" "In the world" "A choice between enough food for their children" "And shelter" "And clothing" "In return for their freedom of speech," "That they will go" "For the food, the shelter" "And the necessities." "And freedom of speech" "Becomes a luxury" "For which few fight at the most." ""dear guy," "I have had several days to ponder our discussion" "Of the Saturday before Christmas." "Though I have not yet had the opportunity" "To talk it over with the others," "I have had second thoughts of my own" "And a strong impression I didn't make myself clear" "As to my real opinions." "That day a prominent and liberal producer" "Whose motives I do not at all doubt" "Was quoted as saying to one of us:" "'look, you people are simply stubborn and foolish." "The committee and its requirements" "Are a part of our time;" "they are the law;" "They are the country;" "they are the flag." "That's the way it is," "And those who refuse to recognize this" "No longer arouse sympathy;" "They only isolate themselves" "And prevent their voices from being heard.'" "I know and can read the first amendment" "As well as anyone else." "I know it is the basic law of this country." "I know that if it goes," "All will go." "Thus, the court has presented us with a dilemma" "That lies at the heart of all philosophies and religions," "The dilemma best symbolized" "In the Faustian legend:" "Yield up your principles and you shall be rich;" "Cling to them and you shall be" "Less prosperous than you presently are." "That's the problem:" "Choice." "Not compulsion:" "Choice." "Committee or no committee, law or no law," "Capitalism or no capitalism, movies or no movies," "It is the constant necessity to choose" "That dogs every action of our lives," "Every minute of our existences." "Who is it then" "Who compels us to inform?" "Who is it that denies us work" "Until we seek out the committee and abase ourselves before it?" "Since it is neither the court" "Nor the law nor the committee," "The man who compels informing" "Can only be the employer himself." "He is the one who urges us to inform," "And he is the one who withholds work from us until we do." "He is, in fact, that same liberal producer" "Who was quoted at our Saturday discussion." "It is he and not the committee" "Who applies the only lash that really stings" "Economic reprisal:" "He is the enforcer who gives the committee" "Its only strength and all its victories." "Disliking the nasty business of blacklisting" "But nonetheless practicing it every day of his life," "He places upon his country and his flag" "The blame for moral atrocities" "That otherwise would be charged directly to himself." "And thus, since informing has nothing to do" "With the law and the country and the flag," "And since the necessities of his life as he sees them" "Oblige him to enforce what the committee can never compel," "And since without his enforcement" "The committee would have no power at all" "What he actually said" "Is that he is the law" "And the country and the flag." "Thinking back to our producer" "And his concept of country and flag," "I am more than ever bewildered." "I wonder if he has really seen this country," "If he has really seen these American people," "If he has really seen that flag." "If he has, and his conclusions are honest," "He has seen something I never imagined" "And don't believe exists."" "Trumbo:" "My mother and father always refused" "Declined to state their political affiliation in primaries." "And I learned to decline to state." "I learned that certain things were not anybody's business," "And that if you allow them" "To encroach upon this area" "Then they can ask you anything" "About your wife, about your children" "About your politics." "They might even-- and I can imagine a time in this country" "When they may bring democrats up to the platform" "And say, "have you now or have you ever been" "A member of the democratic party?"" "Mitzi Trumbo:" "My father loved it when he could be" "In some kind of magnificent battle with somebody." "I always loved hearing his perspective on anything," "But especially political, because he was just so astute." "He was really smart." "He was very funny." "He was charming." "Hewasverycharming." "He would enchant people." "He could also be difficult," "Grumpy and cantankerous" "And had a temper." "He was a terrible money manager." "As soon as money came in for a script," "He'd spend it is the only way I can think about it." "My father's relationship to money is" "He never managed to save any." "( chuckles ) this was always the problem." "He was consistently catching up." "So all of his plans," "You know, or all of his dreams" "To actually become financially independent" "Never had a Chance in the face of the things" "That he was interested in doing with the money" "At the time, which was like," ""maybe we should put a lake in there,"" "That kind of thing." "And so, as he was being unemployed by the studio" "And his contract canceled, he was in the middle" "Of improving the ranch again." ""dear burglars:" "Our baby sleeps in one bedroom" "And we sleep in another." "When she yelps at night we cannot hear her." "A man said you were the people" "To see about such things." "Can you install a speaker in her room and one in ours" "So we can gossip back and forth with her" "During the wee small hours?" "Not one of your solid gold outfits," "Something sensible and serviceable." "I am not a rich man anymore." "Now let's all get together and see if we can arrange" "A decent, modest little outfit for an old customer" "Without screwing him to death in the process." "Irritably yours," "Dalton Trumbo."" ""my dear Mr. Fourness:" "Your letter has arrived" "And been put to the only sensible use I could think of." "When we reds come into power" "We are going to shoot merchants in the following order:" "(1) those who are greedy, and (2) those who are witty." "Since you fall into both categories" "It will be a sad story" "When we finally lay hands on you." "I had hoped time might have improved your character," "But the prices you quote convince me otherwise." "You still cannot imagine a happy moment" "Which does not find your fist" "In somebody else's pocket." "Since I have little choice in the matter," "I must yield." "Send the set described and with it" "A man for installation." "I have no intention of creeping about the house on all fours" "With a wire in one hand and a hammer in the other" "And my larynx clogged with tacks." "The Bill should be sent to my business manager" "Whose name is Rex Cole." "I have employed him because he hates creditors" "And does not pay them too promptly." "You will feel better over the Thanksgiving and Christmas season" "If you have something to look forward to" "During the hangover period which follows;" "And I tell you quite frankly" "That it will probably be 60 days" "Before you get your money." "Considering what you've done to me," "I ought to make you wait the full nine months." "Please extend my good wishes for the holiday season" "To everyone in the thuggery."" "My father's poem for my birthday" "In 1951, I'm 10 years old," "Is precisely the kind of fun" "That he likes to have with language," "With, in this case, meter." "So there is an enormous playfulness" "That really has no outlet, you know," "In any other way." ""about 10 years ago today" "(or rather, in the night)" "Your mother turned to me to say" "A thing that gave me fright." "She whispered with surpassing Joy, 'my darling husband dear," "We're going to have a little boy." "In fact, he's almost here!" "'" "I leaped at once onto the floor," "Fell flat upon my face," "Jumped up and ran against the door," "Fell down again-- same place." "I scrambled into suit and hat," "Fell down the stairs, slid through the hall," "Did handsprings like an acrobat" "To where the car stood in its stall." "I packed your mother into it" "And started through the night" "To-whoop, to-whee, to-lickety-split," "To-wheedle-de-wham, what a sight!" "Then halfway to the hospital" "The engine's feeble pop" "Brought mother and me and unborn you" "To an absolute dead stop." ""oh dear, oh me, oh double-alas" "And mercy," cried my heart," ""the car has just run out of gas," "And having stopped, won't start!"" "I raced away to a standard sign" "For a bucket full of gas," "Filled up the tank with an old hose line," "Which I threw away on the grass." "Then off again with the speed of light" "(the tires and mother whining)" "Like a startled baboon through the dark of night," "My eyes all wild and shining." "We got to the place in a mile-long slide," "And seven minutes later" "You arrived with a mouth as wide" "As a full-grown alligator." "Your mother looked at me," "And I looked grimly back at her." "'what'll we name it?" "' I said with a sigh," "And she said, 'Christopher.'" "And that's how it happened, my little son," "My grim and glare and starey," "My gloom and glum and fearsome one," "My beautiful and scarey!" "Happy birthday from daddy." "Dalton Trumbo-- prisoner #7551."" "The guys went to jail in '50." "And that was a big shock." "That was a real shock to all of us." "Only two people stood trial." "Jack Lawson stood trial first," "And then I." "Both Jack and I were judged" "Guilty of contempt" "Of the 83rd congress I think it was." "And as far as I'm concerned," "It was a completely just verdict." "I had contempt for that congress" "As I've had contempt for several since." "All through the appeals things got very tight." "Everybody was working, scrambling terribly hard." "Navasky:" "It went all the way up to the supreme court." "By the way, they thought they were going to win." "Trumbo:" "Every law review in the country" "Thought we would win." "Now we didn't win." "Others saw something" "That we had not had the advantage of seeing." "They saw 10 men sell their houses," "Say goodbye to their kids" "And go off to jail, lose their jobs" "And then be subjected" "To public disgrace and punishment." "I have three children." "I have a nice wife." "Why should I go to jail?" ""my darling," "You know what I was thinking last night?" "I was thinking of the night" "A weary, frightened," "Tearful girl climbed into my car" "And let me drive away with her." "And I was thinking" "Of the truly remarkable person" "She has turned into." "And I came to the conclusion" "That the night in question" "Was the luckiest one of my life."" "Mitzi Trumbo:" "Yes, my parents' courtship was a famous family story." "( chuckles ) he had a friend named Earl Felton" "Who told him that he had met" "The woman that my father should marry." "And my mom worked in a drive-in stand." "Christopher Trumbo:" "My mother came out," "Served them dinner, whatever it was," "And my father proposed to her." "My mother rejected him." "She married-- I believe he was the cook at the drive-in stand." "I don't know if she did this in defiance or what." "Jean Rouverol:" "Trumbo was dismayed" "When she married this fellow" "Whom he had met somehow" "And didn't trust worth a darn." "So he put a detective on this other man" "And in due time discovered" "That the man was already married." "So to his great delight" "This invalidated Cleo's marriage" "To his competitor" "And before too long" "Cleo had chosen Trumbo." ""two days hence will be our 13th" "Wedding anniversary." "I have been lying here on my bunk" "Thinking about it." "The 13 years" "Seem so short a time" "Because it has been so happy a time for me." "All that is any good in my life" "Has grown out of it." "I think back on each year of it with pride." "I think our children take pride in it," "And will take more pride as they grow older." "I think the three things" "I want most when I get out of here:" "I want (1) a good drink," "(2) a rare steak," "And (3) a symphony." "More and more I realize that when I emerge from here" "I must make the choice of what kind of writer I want to be." "And I think it would be better for all of us" "If I returned to writing novels," "With the occasional foray into the theater." "It will probably take years to recover" "From the blow dealt by the blacklist." "But the discovery of friends who would rally around" "With such incredible generosity" "Perhaps makes the whole experience worthwhile." "Much love" "Dalton Trumbo-- prisoner #7551."" "( chuckles )" ""p.s. As for the problem of your children," "I have no solution," "Except that I will adapt myself to the solution" "Which you conclude is reasonable." "It is your problem." "They are, after all," "The fruits of your own unbridled lust." "And if they now appear inconvenient," "Remember the Joy of their conception."" "Christopher Trumbo:" "In 1951 when he gets out of jail" "My father came back to the ranch" "And all the attendant problems of" ""how do we start again?" "What are we going to do?" "What's the world look like now?"" "Is it your opinion, senator, that we're any nearer" "A war with soviet Russia than we were a year ago?" "As far as war is concerned, we're at war" "With the communist half of the world." "That war wasn't started by us." "It can't be ended by us except by ultimate victory." "It wasn't only McCarthy." "It was an attitude in the senate," "In the house un-American activities committee." "Communism in reality is not a political party." "It is a way of life," "An evil and malignant way of life." "It reveals a condition akin to disease" "That spreads like an epidemic." "And like an epidemic, a quarantine is necessary" "To keep it from infecting this nation." "Jean Rouverol:" "About this time the government was beginning" "To recondition the relocation centers" "That the Japanese had been interned in during the war" "For members of the left" "In other words, concentration camps" "For American radicals." "And that was really frightening." "We had had a long period of unemployment," "Which had scared the living dickens out of us." "So we realized" "That there was a gray list" "That was beginning to affect us." "But I had dinner with the kids" "And the doorbell rang." "I went to the door knowing exactly what I would find." "And I looked through the Judas hole" "And it was two men in hats on the front porch." "And they asked for Hugo" "And I said that he wasn't there." "And they asked where he was" "And I said I didn't know." "And they looked at each other and off they went." "And, oh, I was a wreck." "And I came back to the table" "And I telephoned Hugo." "He came on the phone and I said," ""honey, get on your horse."" "And there was a pause" "And he said, "no shit."" "And we were on the run." "We all agreed that maybe we should all leave the country" "Because we couldn't see any way out." "We couldn't see what lay in store for us." ""old boy, my limited view of the economy of Hollywood" "Indicates it's not too good." "Employment extremely low," "Many deserving hacks starving." "I find enough to do but don't enjoy doing it," "Stall a great deal of the time." "I just slunge around and bipper at people," "And dream of the time I'll be shed of everything." "I'm impatient for something to happen," "Good, bad or indifferent." "I want to move somewhere." "I think we might live handsomely" "And grow rich in Mexico." "Don't you?" "I'm perfectly willing to go anywhere" "That I can live not, perhaps, in peace," "But certainly in luxury." "If I could spend the next five or 10 years" "In Mexico city or its environs" "And earn say 40-50,000 a year," "Which isn't at all improbable," "And pay Mexican income taxes" "And stash enormous sums of cash away" "Hell, I'd go for it instantly." "Cleo and I intend to swoop into Cuernavaca" "And quiz Gordon Kahn about living costs," "Schools, rents, mordito, inmigrantes" "And the virgin of Guadalupe" "All of which he is said to know more about" "Than any other living person." "Naturally, we shall share our findings with you." "We all send you felicitaciones," "Y 'misereres', y fraternidades" "Y 'comisereres'."" "Ring Lardner" "And Hugo butler and Ian Hunter" "Were my father's closest friends" "And had been during the '40s." "And all of the families" "Ended up at some point" "In Mexico city." "We all moved to Mexico." "First it was" "The butlers and the Trumbos" "Went down in this caravan together." "And we followed in January." "I think they went down in November." "I've heard stories about ring and Hugo" "And Ian and pop." "And there are actually" "Some photos somewhere of them wrestling." "So this is the wrestling." "This is my dad" "This is ring." "And that's Hugo." "And this unflattering picture here" "This is Trumbo." "I think these are legs, and they would be Ian's." "Rouverol:" "Somehow or other these four writers," "Young writers, all got together," "All had a wonderful time together" "And made up a band, a little band of brothers." "They were adorable together." "They were terribly funny." "Mostly what they did was have fun." "They would think of pranks." "They would drink," "Which was, you know, a primary occupation." "Kate Lardner:" "They were all probably drunks." "I'm not sure about Hugo." "Trumbo seems to have been the most successful" "In being able to drink and write." ""my dear son," "I am sending you two books I think appropriate" "For a young man spending five-sevenths of his time" "In the monkish precincts of John Jay hall." "The first is 'education of a poker player,'" "By Herbert o." "Yardley." "Read it in secret, hide it whenever you leave quarters," "And you'll be rewarded with many" "Unfair but legal advantages over friend and enemy alike." "The second book I think you should share" "With your young companions." "It is "sex without guilt,"" "By a man who will take his place in history" "As the greatest humanitarian" "Since Mahatma Gandhi-- Albert Ellis, PhD." "This good man has written what might be called" "A manual for masturbators." "The result" "(mailed in plain wrapper under separate cover)" "Is one of those fortuitous events" "In which the right man collides with the right idea" "At precisely the right time." "This whole new approach-- this fresh wind" "Blowing under the sheets, so to speak" "This large-hearted appeal for cheerful self-pollution," "Invokes perhaps a deeper response" "In my heart than in most." "For I (sneaky, timorous," "Incontinent little beast with my paphian obsessions)" "Was never wholesomely at home" "With my penile problem" "All because of that maggoty," "Mountainous pustule of needless guilt" "That throbbed like an abscess in my young boy's heart."" "This is an exercise of language and style." "He's just read Nabokov." "He's playing with it." "He's entertaining me." "He's entertaining himself." ""on warm Summer nights" "While exuberant girl-hunting contemporaries" "Scampered in and out of the brush" "Beneath high western stars," "I, dedicated fool, lay swooning in my bed" "With no companion" "Save the lewd and smirking demons" "Of my bottomless guilt."" "The first thing I did was start laughing," "And the second thing I did was get a dictionary." ""cowering there in seminal darkness," "Liquescent with self-loathing," "Attentive only to the stealthy rise and crafty-ebbing" "Of my dark scrotumnal blood," "Fearful as a lechwe" "Yet firmer of purpose than any rutting buffalo," "I celebrated the rites of Shuah's son" "With sullen resignation." "Poor little chap on a Summer's night," "Morosely masturbating...!" "( clicks tongue )" "Even now, more than three decades later," "Even now when I forget a friend's name," "Or mislay my spectacles," "Or pause..." "In mid-sentence idiocy" "Even now such lapses" "Set a clammy chill upon my heart." "It's then," "While panic tightens my sagging throat," "That I whisper to myself:" "'it's true after all." "It does make you crazy." "It does cause the brain to soften." "Why, oh why did I like it so much?" "Why didn't I stop while I was still ahead of the game?" "'" "Ah well-- little good to know it now:" "The harm's done, the jig's up," "You're thoroughly rattled." "Better you'd been born with handless stumps." "I recall" "A certain chill winter night" "On which my father took me" "To one of those Calvinist fertility rites" "Disguised as a father-and-son banquet." "Master of the revels was an acrid old goat" "Named Horace T. McGuiness." "He opened his discourse" "With a series of blasphemous demands" "That the almighty agree with his ghastly notions," "And then got down to the meat of the program" "Which, to no one's surprise, was girls." "When you go out with a young lady, he slavered," "You go out with your own sister." "It seemed plain to me" "That if one day I did burst upon the world" "As the hymeneal Genghis khan of my dreams," "I would be in for an extremely incestuous time of it." "I can still hear that demented old reprobate" "Howling his bill of particulars against poor Onan," "The bible's first recorded masturbator," "Shaking his fist at us" "And sweating like a diseased stoat." "'he wasted his seed!" "Oh monstrous, shameful, nameless act" "He spilled it right out onto the ground!" "All of it!" "'" "And this displeased the Lord," "And the Lord slew him!"" "Yet the more I think on it," "The more positive I become" "That you will never truly be able" "To comprehend in all its horror" "That interminably sustained convulsion" "Which was your father's youth." "It's only reasonable that this should be so," "Since you had so many advantages" "That were denied to me." "To name but three of them" "A private room," "A masturbating father," "And Albert Ellis, PhD." "I carried the ball for all of us," "And carried it farther" "Than anyone had a right to expect." "I was the Prometheus" "Of my secret tribe" "A penile virtuoso," "A gonadic prodigy," "A spermatiferous thunderbolt;" "In fine," "A masturbator's masturbator."" "( blows air )" "I dreamed of living" "In luxurious exile in Mexico city." "Well, it was luxurious for the first year." "It was absolutely hellish for the second year" "Because I had assumed" "That I could get a little underground work from the north." "It turned out that I could get none." "And I was sort of heroically broke." "Rouverol:" "Cleo was staunchly loyal to Trumbo" "Staunchly loyal" "And everything that he stood for." "So she accepted what had to be." "By now the Trumbos had kind of used up" "Most of their reserves" "And they knew that it was" "They were going to have to sooner or later come back," "And it had better be sooner." "There were ideas that perhaps there were ways" "Of breaking into the Mexican film industry" "Or something like that." "For my father none of this ever paid off." ""dear Dorothy and Seniel:" "To start in," "I was a fool for moving south of the border." "The line of supply to my living source" "Was so tenuous that when I did work" "The people who owed me for it" "Mistook my absence for my death," "And simply did not pay" "Without the strongest kind of pressure" "Being exerted." "We lived out an old truism:" "'the first time you see Mexico" "You are struck by the horrible poverty:" "Within a year you discover it's infectious.'" "I'm as broke as a bankrupt's bastard." "When I arrived from Mexico, I pulled into town" "With a wife, three children, a dog, a cat," "One mortgaged jeep," "And $400 in my pocket." "There were other problems." "I had lost all my life insurance" "During that disastrous Mexican holiday." "I lived on borrowed money" "For the last nine months of the visit." "I couldn't even get my furniture out of storage" "Because of a $1,200 storage Bill I couldn't pay." "I sat down in a motel in Pasadena" "With a dog, cat and one child," "While Cleo and the two girls" "Moved in with my sister." "Most of my black market connections" "Had dissolved during my absence," "And it was like trying to find work at midnight" "In a thick fog among strangers." "Hence I started at the bottom," "Like any newcomer," "For as little as $1,000 a script." "In the first 18 months" "I wrote 12 scripts" "Which normally would take between four and six years to do." "The necessity of keeping the money grinding in" "Made it impossible for me to take as much as a month off" "And gamble on an original which might sell for enough" "To give me more gambling room." "Also, I am overly timid and evasive" "When I owe money" "And I can't see just how I'm going to pay it back." "This letter, then, is an apology" "Which I hope you will be generous enough to accept." "I enclose a check for $50," "Which I shall now be able to repeat every month" "Until the money you so very graciously lent me" "Is paid off in full."" "One of the objects of a blacklist" "Is to deprive the victim" "Of economic security" "And to drastically lower his living standards" "To the point where he will yield." "Well, that being their objective," "My objective is to maintain those living standards in spite of it." "Trumbo began to work very very hard and very fast." "And he would have three stories going at once" "Because he was beginning to have to sell stuff" "Under other names or with a front." "So there were a lot of secrets." "He had many, you know, different names." "And the phone would ring" "And it was never the wrong number" "As far as I was concerned." "I'd always just call my dad." "Trumbo:" "I had 13 pseudonyms, all told." "I had Irish names." "I had Jewish names." "I had Anglo-Saxon names." "Give them their preference." "So you say Sam Jackson calling or Doc Abbott" "Or Theodore Flaxman or Evelyn Dumain." "My dad-- his best friend," "One of the members of this group, was Ian hunter." "And Ian had an academy award." "Ian's was for this beautiful movie called "Roman holiday."" "It wasn't until I was in my early 30s" "That I learned that Ian had not written "Roman holiday."" "Trumbo had written the original story." "Ian had fronted for Trumbo." "Ian hadn't been blacklisted yet." "And when the credits were redistributed" "Sometime in the '90s to Trumbo" "The whole experience was embarrassing." "Just the blacklist is a little bit more complicated." "It just has these repercussions." "I thought a little wine might be good." "Shall I cook something?" "No kitchen." "Nothing to cook." "I always eat out." "Do you like that?" "I like this knowledge what one likes." "Is it--?" "No, it isn't." "Ray Murphy was a young man" "My father met in the south pacific." "Ray later became a front for my father." "And we needed the money as usual" "When the script sold." "And my father was expecting it" "And it wasn't coming." "So he made inquiries" "And a few weeks later discovered" "That Ray Murphy had died suddenly." ""dear Mrs. Murphy," "I want to tell you about your son" "And my relationship with him," "And of my wife's sorrow and my own" "That he is no longer living." "It has been my privilege, since 1945," "To be Ray's friend." "It came about in the following manner:" "In June of 1945" "A party of six or seven war correspondents" "Embarked from San Francisco by air" "On a three-month tour of pacific battle areas." "Among the correspondents were Ray and I." "During the invasion of Borneo," "Ray and I went ashore in a landing craft" "Between the first and second waves," "Dodging mortar fire" "As we sprinted across the sand." "From a slit trench outside the governor's palace" "Ray and I spotted a hilltop" "Which we believed would give us a better view" "Of what was going on, and decided to climb it." "When we finally reached the top of the hill" "We found an abandoned AA Gun" "That had been knocked out by naval fire," "And no sign of a human being." "We took what cover we could" "When we heard sounds of approaching troops," "Thinking the Japanese were returning." "Moments later a grim-looking Australian assault group" "With fixed bayonets appeared" "Expecting to meet the enemy." "Well in advance of our armed forces," "As it turned out," "Ray and I had accidentally captured the hill." "On the fourth day of the campaign," "The outcome being beyond doubt," "Our group decided to return to Tawi Tawi." "Once off we retired into the main cabin." "Somewhere off Japanese occupied celebes," "The alarm signifying an air attack" "Went off in the cabin." "It could only mean that a zero" "Had risen from celebes and was attacking." "I was on the top bunk." "I looked down." "Ray was lying full length on the floor" "Between two other men, his helmet on." "He looked up at me" "And although his face was, I daresay," "As pale as my own, he smiled." "Then he said, 'goodbye, Trumbo.'" "I cannot quite describe" "My emotions at that moment." "Perhaps I thought of my own son, then only four;" "Perhaps I thought of my father long dead;" "I certainly felt that a son not my son" "Had chosen me from among that company" "As the one he wished to say goodbye to," "And that a father not his father" "Had responded." "The fact, as it later turned out," "That there was no zero within a hundred Miles and no danger." "That the whole incident was a ludicrous mistake of nerves" "On the part of the crew" "In no way diminishes my memory of that moment," "Nor the surge of love I felt for your son." "We managed to correspond intermittently ever since." "Ray went to India," "And later published his first novel;" "I went before the house committee on un-American activities" "And later served my first term in a penitentiary." "I was at that time, as I am now," "Blacklisted by motion pictures, publishers, and magazines." "It was typical of his generous nature" "That he offered to collaborate with me for motion pictures," "And to put his name alone" "To the product of our mutual endeavors." "It was typical of my need that I accepted." "During our last visits," "In a moment of temporary depression" "Common to young men who are both sensitive" "And intelligent beyond their years," "Ray told me" "That he thought he believed in nothing;" "He felt himself a complete cynic." "It was, of course, not true." "A day or two later" "When he brought a copy of my novel" "'Johnny got his gun' for me to inscribe," "I wrote in it what I really felt" "About him and his future." "He telephoned me the next day to thank me." "He said, 'I hope I can live up to it.'" "I should have told him then," "And now have only you to tell" "That he already had."" "Man:" "Prisoner, show yourself." "( coughing )" "Give me the name and you're back on full rations." "Just one name." "I was born skinny." "Then you'll die." "Christopher Trumbo:" "In 1957 or '58" "The situation in Hollywood in terms of blacklisted writers is" "Unless you cooperate with the committee," "Unless you, you know, do what it asks you to," "You won't be employed." "Navasky:" "The next generation of witnesses" "Faced a different sort of choice." "They could take the first amendment like the 10" "And then their assumption was they'd go to prison;" "They could take the fifth amendment" "Which would keep them out of prison," "But they would then be blacklisted;" "Or they could cooperate with the committee." "If they did that and admitted" "That they had been members of the communist party," "The next question was, "and who else was a member with you?"" "Larry parks was the first witness" "In the new round of witnesses in 1951," "And parks was ready to talk about himself." "He was ready to talk about why he joined the party," "Which he said was because it was the most liberal thing around" "And then he got out." "And he said," ""but don't make me name names." "Don't make me play the informer."" "Don't present me with the choice" "Of either being in contempt to this committee" "And going to jail" "Or forcing me" "To crawl through the mud to be an informer." "I beg you" "Not to force me to do this."" "Navasky:" "They insisted that he name names" "And from then on you had to name names" "In order to get cleared by the committee." "It is only a matter of time." "You think so?" "He's on half rations now." "You can't exist on that." "Forced to choose between starvation and telling," "What would you do?" "We're not talking about me." "What would you do?" "I looked hard at Dalton and I thought," "What is it about this Guy that would not" "Which would make him say, "no, I'm not giving names."" "And that was a psychic death kind of." "Because you just lost everything." "You were never to work again." "You were never to have any money." "You went to jail." "I remember doing an interview" "With Adrian Scott" "Who was one of the Hollywood 10." "I visited him in his home" "And all of the furniture was gone." "He was sitting on the floor" "With a crate in front of him" "And a typewriter on top of the crate," "And on the wall was" "A photograph of Franklin Roosevelt." "And that was all there was in this house." "I'm really speaking of the personal experience" "Of a man who was fortunate during this period." "It was a matter of total disaster for others" "Financial, matrimonial," "For some of their children." "Wherever you are, at some point somebody discovers" "That Dalton Trumbo was Dalton Trumbo." "Mitzi Trumbo:" "We clearly stood out." "We were a different kind of family." "Dalton Trumbo:" "It is that we were thrust inward as a family." "We were thrust upon ourselves." "And we relied upon each other more" "And trusted each other more and helped each other more." "Mitzi Trumbo:" "I felt we were a very close family." "Christopher Trumbo:" "What you need is a person who is outraged" "By the fact that Dalton Trumbo lives in the neighborhood" "And, two, that his daughter" "Actually goes to school with their children." "Mitzi:" "It was beginning fifth grade." "I think I was 10 years old." "And it was pretty awful at school." "And I didn't tell them about it," "Because when you're a kid" "You pretty much think it's your problem to deal with," "Until it got to the point" "Where I just couldn't go to school anymore" "And finally let them know what was happening." ""to Mrs. Eleanor Barr wheeler," "Principal, Annandale elementary school." "My dear Mrs. Wheeler," "We entrusted to your care" "A happy, healthy," "Comparatively well-adjusted" "And demonstrably intelligent child" "Who loved school, adored her teachers" "And enjoyed the friendship" "Of her small circle of contemporaries." "Eight months later you have returned to us" "A spiritually devastated human being" "Who begs us not to send her to school." "I am informed that within the P.T.A." "And the bluebirds" "There have been a series of small secret meetings" "Devoted to a discussion" "Of Mrs. Trumbo's character, and of mine," "And what to do about us." "Since no one has come to our home to discuss at first hand" "The problems which so deeply trouble them," "We have obviously been tried and condemned in absentia," "And the verdict has filtered down" "From parent to child." "Mitzi," "Who started out the school year with many friends," "Has found herself in the past three months" "The object of the scorn" "And ridicule and hatred" "Of those she liked most." "Small childish conspiracies" "Are directed against her" "Patterned in secret" "After the conspiracies of the parents" "And she is quietly and incessantly persecuted" "And boycotted and shunned" "As long as the school day lasts." "This slow murder" "Of the mind and heart and spirit of a young child" "Is the proud outcome" "Of the patriotic meetings held by a few parents," "Under the sponsorship of the P.T.A." "And the bluebirds." "I should like you to watch" "How decently and bravely our daughter tries" "To suppress her bewilderment" "At her first encounter with barbarism" "Parading as American virtue," "Barbarism which began" "At your school among adult persons." "Now that we have discovered" "The source of matzo's agony," "We shall naturally secure competent treatment" "To rid her of the scars already inflicted." "If it then seems advisable" "We shall employ competent counsel" "To seek a court test" "Of the responsibilities of the school" "And of school organizations" "For the mental health of the children entrusted to it." "For it is within these school organizations" "That Mitzi has suffered an assault." "That the assault has been upon her personality" "And that the injury she has sustained is psychic" "Makes it no less real than if, in a physical sense," "The men and women of the P.T.A." "And the officials of the bluebirds" "Had incited their children to trample her senseless" "On the blacktop of the playground."" "Dalton Trumbo:" "That was the quality of hatred." "It wasn't just against me or our daughter." "It was against everything that is strange," "Everything that is different." "And that of course is" "Is the beginning of the apocalypse." "( crowd cheering )" "Rouverol:" "One Sunday Hugo and I and Trumbo and Cleo" "Went to a bullfight." "Hugo identified with the bullfighter" "And Trumbo identified with the bull." "So in this case it was a bad kill." "The bull was stabbed through the throat" "And bled profusely." "And Trumbo and Cleo were absolutely livid." "They were simply horrified." "They could hardly speak." "And within a couple of months" "Trumbo has gotten the idea for an original," "Which emerged finally as "the brave one."" "Trumbo:" "On the day that the academy nominations were announced," "It was announced that Robert rich was nominated." "Robert rich was one of my father's fronts." "Robert rich was an actual person." "He was the nephew of the king brothers who had produced the picture." "( fanfare )" "Announcer:" "...Night of nights in Hollywood as the film industry presents" "The 29th annual motion picture academy awards." "Christopher Trumbo:" "In 1957 at the academy awards" ""the brave one" received the academy award" "For best original story For "the brave one."" "...And the academy award was given to Robert rich." "Dalton Trumbo:" "That night no one appeared to pick up the award." "The next morning six other Robert riches announced" "That they had written it and demanded the award." "That Oscar became" "The only unclaimed Oscar, I believe," "In the whole history of the academy awards." "I remember as a child" "Seeing a photo composite," "That they were trying to reconstruct who Robert rich was." "Christopher Trumbo:" "As a result there came to be" "A search for Robert rich." "This was an opportunity that my father seized upon" "And used" "To bring the idea of blacklisted writers to a head," "That it couldn't be ignored anymore." "Mr. Trumbo, did you write "the brave one"?" "Well, you see, I've been accused" "Of writing many pictures in the last 10 years" "During the period of the blacklist." "So I've had to make a policy about such questions." "My policy is" "That I modestly refuse" "Either to confirm or to deny." "In this way I receive just a little bit of credit" "From almost every good picture that's made." "And for some reason" "I never get blamed for the scamps." ""the name Robert rich" "Lends itself magnificently to jokes" "And may even be" "The invention of a jokester." "But it nonetheless contains," "As every really good joke must," "An essential element of tragedy" "Or horror or disgrace" "Or doom." "Robert rich is the unknown artist." "He is the fugitive American of our time." "And it is my purpose and determination" "That his name shall be remembered" "As a symbol of this national disgrace" "Long after the blacklist itself" "Has been destroyed." "For I have seen the blacklist" "That produced Robert rich." "I know its pain and its frustration" "And its horror" "And its shattering cruelties." "I have seen families" "Rendered by it destitute overnight." "I have seen broken homes" "And heartbroken children and sorrowing friends." "I have seen its hideous waste of talent" "And of love," "Of friendship and of life." "I have long served" "In this lowly marching army of the anonymous." "And walking among its ranks," "I have seen" "The figure of death." "And helplessly I have watched" "Decent men and women die" "Before their stories had been told," "Before their work was finished" "Before their normal span of years had been lived out." "Every trade, every profession now has" "Its roll call of honored dead." "I can make no more jokes about Robert rich." "They turn sour on my tongue." "I can invent no more witticisms" "About the Oscar he dares not claim" "Because that small, worthless golden statuette" "Is covered with the blood of my friends." "I cannot laugh about it any longer" "Because my belly is filled" "With the poison of this blacklist" "And my heart is filled with its grief" "And my ears roar with rage" "At its injustices." "And my heart for the first time" "Is filled with something very close to hate."" "I have a daughter." "She's 13 years old." "I've been blacklisted since she was three." "She's known the title" "Of every motion picture I've written in this study" "And she's kept that title secret." "My parents and I watched the academy awards" "The night that Robert rich won" "And I was so thrilled." "And I was saying," ""daddy, let's go get it tomorrow." "Let's go pick it up."" "And he said, "well, you know, we can't."" "When her friends say to her, as children do," ""my father does so and so;" "what does your father do?"" "This has confronted her with a very real problem." "It confronts her with the problem" "And has since she was three" "Of who her father really is" "And what her father really does." "I think" "I will give this Oscar, if I get it, to that girl." "I think I will tell her," ""well, here is one secret" "You no longer need to be burdened with."" "I'll tell her," ""we have our names back again."" "I bring a message from your master," "Marcus licinius crassus," "Commander of Italy." "By command of his most merciful excellency," "Your lives are to be spared." "( crowd muttering )" "Slaves you were and slaves you remain," "But the terrible penalty of crucifixion" "Has been set aside" "On the single condition" "That you identify the body or the living person" "Of the slave called Spartacus!" " I'm" " I'm Spartacus." "I'm Spartacus." "I'm Spartacus." "I'm Spartacus." "I'm Spartacus." " I'm Spartacus." " I'm Spartacus." "All:" "I'm Spartacus." "I'm Spartacus." "( slaves continue shouting )" "You know, when you get close" "To 90 years of age" "You look back" "And you try to remember" "The things that you're not quite proud of" "And if there are the things that you're proud of." "I find one thing" "That I was very proud of." "I employed Dalton Trumbo" "To write the screenplay of "Spartacus."" "Trumbo's name appears on two films in 1960" "On "exodus" and "Spartacus"" "After years in which none of his peers" "Could get credited on films." "I had lunch with Mr. Krim and Benjamin" "And I said that I want to give Trumbo credit" "You know, official screen credit as Dalton Trumbo." "And they said to me, "you have autonomy of contract."" "If you want to give him screen credit," "We won't publicly agree with you" "For certain reasons." "But we will not stop you." "Do whatever you like."" "I know it." "I feel it." "Either you compromise or you lose." "We won't lose." "Kate Lardner:" "And I remember going to see "Spartacus"" "And I remember going to see "exodus" with my family." "I sensed the family pride," "The pride of the community," "You know, that this man's name" "Was on the work" "And it might make it easier for the others." "Christopher Trumbo:" "Everything for him comes down to" "Some very simple attitudes" "And some very simple beliefs." "And he just doesn't stray from those," "Which goes back to his ideas" "About the first amendment," "Freedom, what it is," "The way a man operates in society." "Donald Sutherland:" "We were talking and he looked at us and he said," ""don't forget to be happy."" "And I thought, "God, reflected in that" "Must be so much pain and suffering" "For the political commitment he made" "That put him on that blacklist."" "All over the world" "Here, there and everywhere" "Is this immoral assertion of power" "Over the most private thoughts of men" "And the assertion by government" "That it has the power to compel men to tell," "To recant, to disgrace themselves," "To swear they were idiots," "To revoke their past and to spit on their work." "This is what government wants" "In greater or less degree all over the world." "And this is what nobody" "Nobody can do." ""I've delivered newspapers," "Peddled vegetables, clerked in stores," "Waited on tables, washed automobiles," "Picked fruit, hosed down infected cadavers," "Shoveled sugar beets, iced refrigerator cars;" "Laid rails with a section gang," "Reported for newspapers," "Served an eight-year hitch on the night shift" "Of a large industrial plant." "I looked at many American faces:" "I've seen them as flack burst around them 9,000 feet over Japan;" "In a slit trench on Okinawa watching the night Sky" "To see where the next bomb would fall;" "In an assault boat as they moved toward a beach" "That tossed more violently than the surf through which they rode." "I've counseled with a paroled prostitute" "On how she might escape the clutches of a policeman" "Who had caught her and was stealing half her earnings" "And sending his friends to her with courtesy cards" "That entitled them to take her without pay." "I've been asked by Louis b." "Mayer why I had no religion," "And by a ranking member of the state department" "How I could bring myself to work with 'all those Hollywood Jews.'" "I've seen American faces in a congregational church in New Hampshire," "Where a colleague and I traveled with a bodyguard of students." "I've seen their faces in a miners' union hall in Duluth" "On a night when the wind off the lake" "Blew the snow so killingly and so deep" "Cars couldn't be used and everybody walked to the meeting." "I've seen their faces in the banquet room of a new York hotel" "When the American booksellers' association" "Gave me a national book award;" "And I've seen them again in the jury box" "As each of them twice said 'guilty as charged,'" "While one of them wept as she said it." "While one of them wept as she said it." "I've been stripped by Americans" "And paraded naked with them and before them" "And obediently bent over on command" "To present my anus for contraband clearance." "I've lived with and trusted" "And been trusted by car thieves and abortionists" "And moonshiners and embezzlers and burglars" "And Jehovah's witnesses and Quakers." "I've stood on a gray day" "In the fifth marine division cemetery on Iwo Jima," "And looked off at the graves" "Of 2,198 Americans." "In the center of all those graves" "On a slim white pole" "On a concrete pedestal flew the American flag." "And I swear it was not the flag of informers." "And if I could take a census" "Of all the American faces I have seen" "And of all the dead whose graves I have looked on" "If I could ask them one simple question:" "'would you like a man who told on his friend?" "'" "There would not be one among them" "Who would answer yes." "But, show me the man who informs on friends who have harmed no one," "And who thereafter earns money he could not have earned before," "And I will show you not a decent citizen, not a patriot," "But a miserable scoundrel who will," "If new pressures arise and the price is right," "Betray not just his friends but his country itself." "I don't know one Hollywood informer" "Who acted except under duress and for money;" "Such men are to be watched." "I cannot imagine they are not watched." "I've been noticing lately that I sneak small naps" "In the afternoon." "It's just a little more difficult" "To summon the energy to write this letter" "Than it was five years ago." "Wine goes to my head more quickly than it used to." "I walk forward instead of running," "And although there is much life in me," "Much is also gone." "So to sum up, I evaluate," "I calculate my course more thoughtfully." "There are certain men at my time" "Who have waged great battles" "And now look out upon the world" "From hilltops or from peaks" "Where the horizon must be immensely wider and more revealing." "But I, who have only skirmished," "Stand on a Ridge," "Lower than I had hoped for" "And yet perhaps higher than I deserve." "The horizons I had thought to see" "Will probably be denied." "I still hope (if I conserve energy" "And absorb the meaning of my experiences)" "That I shall be able to ascend" "One of the middle hills-- a little hill," "But still a hill and not a Ridge." "Be that as it will be," "Even from my Ridge I look back on two decades" "Through which good friends stood together," "Moved forward a little," "Dreamed that the world could be better" "And tried to make it so," "Tasted the Joy of small victories," "Wounded each other, made mistakes," "Suffered much injury," "And stood silent in the chamber of liars." "For all this I am grateful:" "That much I have;" "That much cannot be taken from me." "Barcelona fell," "And you were not there, and I was not there." "And perhaps if we had been" "The city would have stood" "And the world been changed and better." "But we were here," "And here together we remain." "And our city won't fall." "And if it should," "Better that we lie buried in its ruins" "Than found absent a second time."" "Dalton Trumbo:" "We are not guaranteed happiness." "We are only guaranteed the right to pursue it," "Which does imply that we all have adversity." "And it's not too bad." ""I always thought of my life" "As a sequence of conflicts," "Each separate battle segregated in my mind" "Under the heading, 'my fight with these guys'" "Or 'my fight with those guys.'" "In thinking back, I now realize" "I have regarded each fight" "As distinct and unrelated to the other," "And have sometimes marveled" "How one man can have so many of them." "I now realize it was all one fight;" "That the relation of each to the other was very close;" "And that I am really no more combative than any other man." "It just happened in my case" "That the original fight once undertaken," "Expanded marvelously into what seemed like many fights," "And that the most recent in a sequence of fights" "Is actually no more than the current phase" "Of the primary engagement." "Since all men have at least one fight in their lives" "And are not considered" "Professional troublemakers because of it," "The longer view reveals in me" "A citizen no less peaceful than his neighbors."" "( instrumental music playing )" "{{{ the end }}}"