" I don't know what to do." "She got into a bad group" "In minnesota, and i'm worried about her." " I really like you." "I really want to make a go of this." " Your mom told me that you're gonna go back" "To wyoming with her." " I don't have any other options." " I'm pregnant." " He doesn't know?" " Not yet." "I just started telling people." " Your diagnostics show multiple blockages." "I'm afraid it's time to talk about surgery." " ♪ it was in another lifetime... ♪" " I was talking to sheila again about her husband's surgery." "You know, he had the same surgery" "That you're having?" " Mm-hmm." " And she said some of the rooms at the hospital" "Have beautiful views of the courtyard." " Really?" " Mm-hmm." " Oh, boy, doesn't that sound exciting." "We can watch the squirrels fornicate." "That'll be a hoot." " You're gonna be at the hospital for a full day" "Before the procedure, so i just think it'd be nice, you know," "You had a beautiful view." " You know what?" "The only view i'm gonna need is you sitting next to me." " Now, look, you've seen the cards." " [chuckles] [door opens]" " Hey, anybody home?" " Wow, what a surprise." " How are you?" " Hey, wow." "Hey, sweetheart." "Hi." "Oh, baby, come on now." "Hey, aw." " You're gonna be fine." " Come to see the big guy before his big day." " Well, thanks, crosby." " Hi, daddy." " Sweetheart." " Hi." "You look really good." " Thanks honey." "Okay, okay-- - what?" " Enough hugging." "It's gonna get weird." " I'm good." "We're good." "You're looking good." " He doesn't like you." " You're gonna be fine." "I love you so much." " Don't make him stressed out, now." " He's already stressed out." " Now, look, you guys, it's gonna be fine." "I mean, got a 96% success rate." "That's like batting 900, so it's gonna be fine, you know." "Come on." "Jeez--aww, you guys." "I've got four just beautiful kids," "Nine wonderful grandkids," "A great grandchild on the way." "I mean, come on, let's celebrate." "Let's have a party, huh?" " What?" " I'm pregnant." " Wow, really." " Hey, congratulations, i guess." " Okay." " That happens." " One clean sweep." " Hey, mister loose-lips." " Oh, yeah, gosh, darn." "Well, there you go, see?" "Amber, i am so sorry." "I mean, i just put my foot in my mouth" " Don't be." " I just blurted out" " Don't be." " Huh?" " Honestly, i thought it was great." " Oh brother." " I was, like, extremely stressed" "About having to tell everybody anyway," "And you did it for me." "Besides, it's a great story we'll always have." " God." " Hey, i have something i want to show you." " Oh, my." "Why, he's beautiful, i mean" " Grandpa, you know it could possibly be a girl, right?" "That's okay?" " Well, yeah." "I mean," "He, she, it doesn't matter." "It's your baby." "So how's ryan doing with all this?" " Uh, i haven't-- i haven't talked to him yet." "I know--i know that i have to," "And i'm--i will." "Here, no, you keep it." " No, honey." "Nah, look it, sweetheart," "I'm gonna be there to see this child born, okay?" "I'm gonna hold him or her..." "In my arms." "I promise." "So you keep that picture." " Okay." " And you show it to ryan." " Yeah." "I'm so scared." " Oh, i get it." "I mean, i get the fear," "You know, and being scared." "My god, i've been going through it the last couple of days." " Oh, god." " But he needs to know, sweetheart." " I know." " Yeah." " And, you know, with you," "And what you're going through," "You know, like, i know it's scary," "But you're gonna get through it with such strength" "Because of how strong you are," "And we all get our strength from you." "So you're gonna be totally fine." "It's gonna be okay." " Ah, boy, i wish you were my doctor." " [laughs]" " Oh, golly, amber," "You're an amazing girl, sweetheart." " Uh-uh." " Mm-hmm." " ♪ may god bless and keep you always ♪" "♪ and may your wishes all come true ♪" "♪ may you always do for others ♪" "♪ and let others do for you ♪" "♪ may you build a ladder to the stars ♪" "♪ and climb on every rung ♪" "♪ and may you stay ♪" "♪ forever young ♪" "♪ may you grow up to be righteous ♪" "♪ may you grow up to be true ♪" "♪ may you always know the truth ♪" "♪ and see the light surrounding you ♪" "♪ may you always be courageous ♪" "♪ stand upright and be strong ♪" "♪ and may you stay ♪" "♪ forever young ♪" "♪ may you stay ♪" "♪ forever young ♪" "." " Hey." " Can i come in?" " Yeah." " This your new room?" " Oh, yeah." "This is it." " Wow, it's nice." "Brought you coffee." "Assuming you got my text." " Yeah, i got about 15 before that, yeah." " I'm sorry." "I should've" "I should've come over the second that everybody knew." "I should've-- i should've told you, first." "Like, you're the closest person to me, and somehow," "That made it the scariest to tell you about." " Amber, i totally" "I totally understand." "It's totally fine." "I'm just--i wanna know how you're doing, you know?" " Okay." " What are you gonna do?" "What's ryan saying about it?" " Uh, well, that's kind of what i came here to talk" "To you about, actually, um" "Uh, he doesn't know yet," "And i just woke up feeling like i had to tell him today," "So i just was wondering if i could borrow your car," "Because mine'll never make it to wyoming." " Are you trying to drive there?" " Yeah, i just feel like i need to, you know," "Tell him to his face, so" " I mean, can't you call him, or something, or" " I feel like i owe it to him to talk to him," "Person-to-person, about this." " You don't owe him anything." " Okay, drew, this is something that i have to do," "And whether i borrow your car or someone else's," "I'm gonna go up there, so" " I'm just-- i'm going up there with you." " What?" " I'm not gonna let you" "Go up there and talk to him-- - you don't have to go with me." " Yeah, i know, but i don't want you to go up there alone." " ♪ found a piece of me ♪" " I gotta change really quick." " ♪ staring at the sea ♪" " Dad?" "Dad?" " Mmm." " Dad?" " Yeah, yeah, hold on a second." "I just figured out this damn lighting." " You said you'd take me shopping." " Come on." " Does he tune you out too," "Or is it just me?" " Huh?" "Tune me out?" "Oh, he does, yes." "Oh, yes." " Well, will you please tell him" "That he's supposed to take me to the mall?" "He's ignoring me." " Yes, i will." "Hank?" " I'm not ignoring you." "Five minutes, that's it." "Five minutes." " You said that, like, five hours ago." "God, i'm-- i'm sick of being stuck here." " Hank?" "You know what?" "I'm sick of being stuck here," "So let's go across the street to the drug store." "It's not the mall, but they've got a great selection" "Of lip gloss." "You want to go?" " Great." " All right, well, i'll take that as a yes." "Hey, hank, we're leaving for a little bit." "Gonna do some secret girl stuff." "Hank, register." "Register, hank." " Yeah." " Okay, talk to you later." " You guys going?" " Okay, adam just talked to my mom." "They haven't even taken him into his room yet." "Why is this taking forever." " I wouldn't worry about it." "Your old man's a tough guy." "He's gonna be all right." "Well, i mean, he seems tough," "You know, from what you've told me about him." "And that one time i met him, he seemed tough as hell." " When did you meet him?" " You don't remember." " You did not meet my dad." " I distinctly remember that i did not" "Introduce you to my parents because my dad has a way" "Of making introductions to boyfriends very memorable." " Mm-mm, you don't remember because it was before" "We were dating." "It was our freshmen study group in your dorm room." "Ahh, you remember now, don't you?" " Yes, i completely blocked that out." " Mm-hmm." "He couldn't figure out where you were, so he was just" "Walking around the complex, screaming your name." " Yelling, yeah, "julia, damn it!"" " And then, he found your complex," "And he walked right in your apartment" "With your finals survival kit." " Candy." " A huge box." " Huge box of candy." " Mm-hmm, and a "go cal" t-shirt, if i recall correctly." " Mm-hmm, that is definitely my dad." "He will not, to this day, admit that i went to stanford." " I thought it was pretty cool that your old man" "Drove across the bay just to bring you a box of twizzlers." " My favorite study snack." " I know." "It still is." " I know." " How do you remember this?" "This crazy detail." " It took me six months to get the courage to ask you out." "I waited five dates." "You blew me off because you told me" "That you had to focus on school." " I was very focused." " You were, indeed, very, very focused, and very adorable too." "[phone ringing] - is it him again." " You should take that phone call." " Yep." " Give me a kiss." " Bye." " I'll see you later." " Okay." "Ahem." "Hey." "[pop music playing]" " How are you liking the new school?" " It's okay." " Yeah, well, it probably" "Takes a little time, you know, to get used to it." " It's--it's okay." "Like, you don't have to try and make conversation with me." "We can just shop." " Oh, all right." "Hey, help me pick a color, though." "What do you think of that?" "It's kind of a classic." " Red's for old people." " Red is--red is for old people." "Okay, well, i don't want that one, then." "What is--what is a good color?" " You should get the red." " I" " Ruby, did you want to buy a lip gloss?" " Nah, i'm good." " Wow, look at this." "This is a better view than the courtyard." " Okay, mr." "Braverman," "This will be your home while you come off your blood thinners." "There is your gown." "You can go 'head and put that on," "And put your personal belongings into the plastic bag." "Your clothing, your jewelry, don't forget your wedding ring," "And--we'll get your iv going, okay?" " What are you gonna do with my stuff?" " I'm sorry, what's that, mr." "Braverman?" " Where you gonna put my stuff?" " We'll put it in the closet." " That's my wedding ring" "Solid gold." " It's very safe, mr." "Braverman." " Hmm, yeah." "I'm sure it's safe." " Well, your wife can take your stuff home with her," "If that makes you feel better." " Actually, i'm spending the night here." " Well, i promise," "Mr. Braverman, we'll take very good care of your things." " I'm not putting my wedding ring in the closet." " I'm not supposed to let you keep anything." "I'm sorry." "They won't allow any jewelry into the operating room." " I'll give it to one of the kids." "Adam will take it." "I'll give it to adam." " Okay, here's" "Here's how this is gonna work." "This is not an operating room." "This is a crappy, little room with a view of dead people." "This is my last night with my wife," "So if you don't mind, i'm gonna keep my ring, okay?" " Yeah." "." " Is it that oak tree?" " You know that it's nothing, 'cause i'm not playing i spy." "I don't wanna play i spy." " Why won't you play with me?" "It's such a long drive." " 'have to keep my eyes on the road." " What are we gonna say to ryan?" "Like, how does one go about this tricky business?" " What are you trying to say to him?" "I mean, what is the point of going?" "Like, do you have something that you just want to tell him?" " Well, yeah." "The point is that i want him to know" "That i'm gonna have this, like, child that's both of ours'." "You know, but, like, i mean, i guess, honestly," "What i really want from him is just to tell him that, like," "I want to do this on my own." "And, you know?" " Yeah, just tell him that." "You know what?" "I spy-- - yeah," "What do you spy?" " With my little eye..." " Your teeny, little eye?" " Something that is black, and white" " Who wants to go to vegas?" " And read all over." " You noticing any difference?" "See how the light comes underneath there?" "Yeah." " They both look really good." " Yeah, i just can't" " Hey, do you have a minute?" " Yeah, yeah, go ahead." " 'cause something happened with ruby today." " This one's pretty good too." " Mm-hmm." " And this one-- there's not much difference." " Do you want to talk about it later?" " All right, yeah." "Doing it again." "I'm doing it again." "I'm not paying attention." "All right, i'm looking right at you." " No, no, no, no, it's okay." " Aw, man, you look pretty." "I like the whole thing." " Thanks." " Yeah." "What happened?" " We just had a funny" " Ruby said you had fun, by the way." "Yeah." " Did she really?" " Well she didn't, i mean, she didn't come out and say it." " Right." " But she didn't" "She would've came in really complaining and" "If something went bad," "So i think you guys-- - oh, i think you're being nice." " I think you hit it off--no, i think she would've complained." " She's definitely in a different place" "Than when i saw her last," "And i don't know if that's being a teenager," "Or the fact that we're together, or" " Yeah, well, she's-- - and that's fine, but she" " Yeah, she's at that age." " She took a lipstick" "And just put it in her bag and didn't pay for it." " She, like--shoplift?" " Yeah." " No." "She doesn't shoplift." "Ruby doesn't shoplift." " No, she did today." "And i asked her about it," "And she just shrugged it off, walked away, and" " Are you sure you saw it right?" "I mean, you might have made a mistake, maybe, 'cause i don't think she does that." " No, hon." " She's never done that with me." "I mean, i don't" "I don't understand." "What do i do?" "I don't, uh..." "Oh, god." "I suck at this, you know?" "I suck at being a parent." " ♪ desert, thirsty ♪" "♪ the lights are off ♪" "♪ habit, mercy-- ♪" " Hey, you okay?" " Yeah, i just" "I couldn't sleep." "I was looking at this." " What is that?" "Worst-case scenario, what's that?" " Adam's in a..." "Negativity vortex," "And he put together this email to scare the crap" "Out of everyone in the family," "Which is now starting to work." " He's just scared, baby." "That's how he deals with it." "Um..." "It's a big deal, you know?" "Your dad's having heart surgery." "It's okay to be scared." " ♪ down with a weight on your better side-- ♪" " I'm not gonna join him." "It's not gonna happen, so" "I refuse to go down this path with him." " Hi." " Hi." "Sorry, i thought i had this timed better, um" " How is he?" " He's good." "He's good, actually." "You know, we didn't talk about" "We just stuck to baseball," "Mostly." " Right." "The big a's game today." " Big a's game, yeah." "He's convinced we're going to the series," "Which i'm not too sure about," "But i humored him, so" "Anyway, i better get out of here before everyone gets here, so" " All right." " Hey, jules?" "Your dad's gonna be fine, you know?" "He's a tough guy." " Thanks." " Okay." "See ya." " Hmm." " ♪ now look at the dirt in my toes and tell me-- ♪" " Hey, pop." " Hey, cros." " Big day." " Yeah, man." "A's-tigers" "We gotta win this one." " Yeah." "This thing goes sideways, though, and i want the truck." " [chuckles]" " You look great, dad." " You sleep okay?" " Yeah, i slept pretty good." "You know, mom didn't do so well, though." " Mom didn't do so well because i was sleeping on a cot." " Well-- - it was uncomfortable." "I'm not nervous at all." " He'll do great." " Of course." "I'm not worried." " Mr. Braverman, it's time to take you down to surgery." "Mrs. Braverman, you can walk along with us." "The rest of you will have to wait in the or waiting room" "On the third floor." " Love you, dad." " Yeah, you too." " Okay." " Love you, daddy." " You're gonna be fine, pop." " Dad, 96%--good odds." " Hey, cros." "We're gonna win this one, son," "Or you're not getting the truck." " I love you." " Thanks." " We need to take your ring now, mr." "Braverman." " I'm scared, millie." "I'll see you." "Love you." " ♪ and tell me that i'm less of a man ♪" "♪ for leaving you ♪" "♪ for leaving you ♪" "." " What?" " It's just--it's not just dad," "It's that sydney's" "Having a really rough time at school, and" " Oh, i'm sorry." " Yeah, and the guy that i thought i was just seeing is" "May be in love with me?" " Mmm." " Mmm, i know." " Get on base." "Yes." " Honestly, could you turn that down?" "It's a little annoying." " What?" "I can't turn it down." "I'm trying to keep score, here." " Don't turn it off, i'm trying" "I'm asking you to turn it down." " No, no, no, i--what is the score?" " Oh, a's up by two." " Yeah?" " Yeah." "You seen this guy hit?" " Yeah, yeah, yeah, this is the kid they just brought up." " Hey, how you doing, mom?" " Oh, i just need coffee." "You want one?" " No, no thanks." "[indistinct chatter]" " This is really weird." " It's nice." " What did he say?" "He'll never-- - what?" " Did you talk to him, though?" " No, i didn't talk to him." " You didn't call him?" " No, i--what, the whole point was to" " What if doesn't live here?" " I'm pretty sure this is it, i think." " What if he's not even in wyoming," "And we just drove to wyoming." " Drew-- [derby announcer on tv]" " That's him." " All right, can we not look in the window like that?" "It's creepy." "Stop it." "Can we go to the door like civilized people?" " He's sleeping there." " Drew" "Amber" " Come on, donaldson." "Pull your head out of your ass." "Blow a two run lead like that?" " The a's suck." "They blow it right when it really matters." " The game's not over, though." "We got a lot of game left." "Can't count 'em out." "They're still in it." "Oh, please don't-- - oh, that looks like me, man." "Yeah." " Oh, hey, good--good luck." " Thanks, you too." " Oh, man." "I hope he's getting ' good news." " He's not." " What's wrong with you?" "The harbinger of" " Crosby, i spent the last year" "In hospitals." "This is how it works." "If you're getting good news, they tell you out here." "If you get bad news, they take you to the bad news room" "So you can break down in private." "Kind of worried about mom." "She doesn't look so good." " She's gonna be looking just fine" "When they wheel dad out healthy." " You don't know that" " Unless you're gonna say 96% success rate," "I don't want to hear it." "Nobody wants to hear it." "Get on base, can you?" " It's 62 degrees in london." " That's the paralegal from my office." "James, hi." "Is everything okay?" " I'm so sorry to bother you with this here," "But chris said it was urgent that you do this discovery." " Okay, yeah." "Sure, sure." " I'm really sorry." " No, it's fine." "It'll be a good distraction." " He also wanted me to tell you that he's available day or night" "If you have any thoughts." " Great, thank you." " How can they send you a giant suitcase of work?" " I don't know." " It could be a good" "Hmm." " I'm confused." "That's not where you went to school." " No, it's not." " Don't mind if i do." "God, sent enough for the whole hospital." " I think i like him." " I think i like him too." " I just--i wish you would've told me" "That you guys were coming here." " It's okay, ryan, you don't--you don't have to" " The place is just a freakin' wreck right now." " You can stop." "You don't have to clean up." "No, no, it's--and my mom, it's, like, she smokes like a chimney." "It's disgusting." " How is your mom." " We have our good days." " That's good." " Amber, i'm gonna go wait in the car." " What?" "No, hey." " No, let me give you a second." " You want, like, a--you want a lemonade, or something?" "Where you going?" " No, i'm fine." "Thank you." " Okay." "Um..." "What are you guys doing here?" " I don't know-- i don't know how to say this." "Um..." "I'm pregnant." " What?" " I'm gonna have a baby." " Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa." "What do you mean?" "Like, our baby-- you're pregnant with our--what?" " Yes, yes, but, look," "I didn't come here to ask you for anything, okay?" "I just, honesty, came here to tell you to your face," "But i don't-- i don't need anything from you." "Like, i have everything handled." " Oh, my god." "We're having a baby?" "Oh, my god!" "Oh, my god!" "[laughing]" "." " How you doing?" " Well..." "You know this day's gonna come." "You s-- you say it at the altar," ""in sickness and in health."" "You just hope that" "You're strong enough." " Mom, you're strong enough." " "in good times and bad, for richer, for poorer,"" "That's, you know-- we've been through all that." "It's this one." "This is the tough one." " All right, let's-- let's get us something to eat." "Come on." " Hey, cros, cros, come on." "I gotta talk to you." " Check this out, i got bottom of the eighth," "Tied--it's tied, i got-- - give me that." " I need to give dad the--i need to give dad the score, okay?" " I said we gotta have a talk." "Come on." " Why are you taking me into the bad news room?" " Listen to me, because i've got some bad news, all right?" "Oliver rome freaked out and left a sound check in albuquerque." " How is this even relevant right now," "When dad's in there getting his heart operated on?" "Who cares?" " Because if he doesn't get back" "On stage in two hours," "We're gonna get sued by the promoter." " Why don't you go deal with it," "And i'll stay here and be invaluable to this family." " No, i can handle this." "Oliver rome is your buddy." "He will listen to you." "Call him." " You go talk to him." " What is stuck up your ass?" "Call oliver rome." "It's not a big deal." " No, i'm-- - you know what?" "You're totally incompetent." "I'll handle it, okay?" "Thanks a lot." " Okay, you know what?" "Fine, no." "He won't even listen to you, so, you know," "I'll do it." " Hey, sorry." " You're such a dick." "[train whistle blows in distance]" " So what are you thinking?" "I mean, what are you-- how are you feeling?" " I feel like i'm gonna explode." "I'm so happy." " Wow, i gotta say," "I'm surprised that that's your reaction." "You know, it's" " No, no, no, no, i'm gonna be there." "You're gonna be able to count on me," "And this little baby's gonna count on me, and i'm gonna be" "I'm gonna be the most amazing dad you've ever seen." "And you're not doing this alone." "Okay?" "I promise you that." "I'm gonna be with you every step of the way." " So-- how'd it go?" " I'm not five, mom." "It was fine." " Something did come up, though, maybe--might've happened." " Whoa, whoa, whoa." "What might have come up?" " I don't know." "I don't know." "It doesn't sound like ruby." "Sarah, you know, she might've saw wrong." "I wasn't there, so--at all." " Whoa, wait, why was she with sarah alone?" " She was--well, they went out, 'cause i was working." " Oh, oh, okay," "So then you decided to pawn her off on your girlfriend." " I didn't pawn anybody off, okay." "I was just--they're getting to know each other." "Sarah says that's important." " Okay, that's great." "Sarah thinks it's important that she get to know our daughter," "Whereas i think it's important that you do." " Okay, this is all coming off the rails here, all right?" "And nothing probably happened." "Sarah probably saw it all wrong." " Okay, just, like, what did sarah think that she saw?" " Ruby might have tried to steal some lipstick," "But that doesn't sound like her, right?" "So-- - crap." " Yeah, that's what i thought." "I thought, hey," "It probably didn't happen, but i just thought" " She is-- she is out of control," "And if she doesn't stop, i just" "I don't know what happened." "I--it's" " Wait, so what, she's stolen before?" " What part of our daughter being in distress" "Did you not understand?" " Okay" " This is why i moved back here, hank." " She steals now." " She's at a crossroads." "The stealing, the talking back," "The sneaking out, this is her way" " And now sneaks-- she sneaks out too?" " She needs a father!" " I know that." " Do you?" "Because i think if you did," "Then she would've been with you and not the woman" "That you are sleeping with." "Listen, i just" "I feel like you're just-- you're not getting this," "So i'm just gonna lay down the law here." "When ruby is with you, she is with you, okay?" "I don't even want sarah around." "Do we understand each other?" " Yeah, yeah." " All right, don't just nod your head." "I hate it when you do that, because i know that you're not" "Really hearing me." "I need you to say it." "I need you to say it, hank." "I need you to say it out loud." " I'm trying, you know?" "I'm really trying." " Yeah, well..." "You're just gonna" "Have to try a little harder." "[door opens, closes]" " Hey." " Hey." " That took forever." " Sorry, i didn't mean to-- - that's fine, how'd it go?" " Leave you waiting." " It went, like, weirdly great." " What do you mean?" " Just, like, he's--i don't know." "He was, like, so excited" "And happy about it," "And, you know, it's--i don't know." "It's confusing for me." "It's weird being here." "Like, seeing him, and" "It's hard for me to see him again," "And" " Yeah, i mean, he was" "Seemed like he was kind of a mess to me, i mean." " Oh, i don't" "I don't think it was that bad." " Let's just talk about it in the car, 'cause we have," "Like, 18 hours to drive." " I wanted to talk to you about that, just for a second." "Drew, i'm--i'm gonna stay for a little bit here." " This is exactly why i came." "You're not staying here." " Okay, i am staying here, but you don't have stay." "I want you to go back, and i'll be back" " What are you thinking?" "Amber, what" " What am i thinking?" "I'm having a baby with this guy, and" " You're not having a baby with him." "You came here to tell him" "That you're not gonna have it with him." " Yes, i am." "He's--i know that, but after talking to him," "I still need some--i need to figure some things out," "And he's the father of my child." "I can't just" " He's a mess." "What do you expect him to do?" "You couldn't even marry him." " Drew, this is different." "You're gonna raise a baby with him now?" "Yeah, because this is different," "He was-- - no, it's not different." "It's exactly the same." "He's not gonna change." " That's not true." " He never changed." "It's like dad, you know?" "He's just gonna say a bunch of stuff" "And not live up to it, which he" " It's not like dad." "It's not like dad." "It's very different." " Yes, it is." "It's exactly the same." "You think that you're going to fix him" "Or something, now it's-- - well, i'm thinking of him." "He needs me right now, and to have him" " First, it was, "getting together" "Or getting married is gonna change him."" "Now, it's, "oh, having a baby" "Is gonna change him." you're not gonna change him." " Drew, i'm just trying to help, because he needs" " You can't-- no, you can't help him." "That's it." "You can't help." "If you were going to help, it would've already happened." " I'm sorry that you-- that you feel this way," "But i'm staying to figure some things out with him." " Okay, why don't--i'm gonna leave for, like, an hour," "And then i'm gonna come back." "You can go deal with it, but you're not staying here." "I'll be back." "I'm not leaving you in wyoming." "[engine starts]" " Oliver?" "Look, listen, do not hang up on me." "What the hell are you doing in santa fe, man?" "Well, yeah, we all have stuff going on." "You gotta get in your car right now and get back to albuquerque." "You gotta play those pseudo-alternative songs" "In front of the teenyboppers, man, you got a contract." "Do you understand that?" "Yeah, you can't just" "Have some whimsical, creative breakdown right now." "You know what i'm dealing with?" "Yeah, life or death, man." "Get in your--don't-- if you hang up on me, i" "No, you get in the car and get to the show, do you" "Oliver!" " ♪ run away, i'm a travelling' man ♪" "♪ been walking every day ♪" "♪ i watch you as you hesitate ♪" "♪ walking through the rain ♪" "♪ that just don't beat the same anymore ♪" "♪ that might as well be gone ♪" "♪ i'm at the darkened hill side ♪" "♪ and there's a haze right between the trees ♪" "♪ and i can barely see you ♪" "♪ you're like an ocean between the waves ♪" "♪ ♪" " Ahh--oh." "." "[phone ringing]" " Hi, how are the kids?" " Oh, they're--they're great." "I was just calling to see if there was an update on zeek." " Um, no." "It's been six hours, though," "So hopefully something soon." " Okay." "And how are you?" " I'm good." "I'm good." "You know, hanging in there." " Yeah?" "You know, it's okay if you're not." " I'm fine, really." " Jules," "I can hear it in your voice." "You need to get outside?" "You know, i know you don't want to cry in front of your mom," "But it--you know if you need to--i'd be happy to meet you" "Somewhere if you just need to talk or whatever." " Joel, it's too hard." " What?" " Just you asking me how i am and wanting to be there for me," "And" "It's confusing." " Well, you know, i care about you, and..." "And i care about the family," "And, you know, i just wanted to" " Joel, um..." "I'm seeing someone." " Uh, yeah" "Yeah, so i was just calling to see if zeek was okay," "And--yeah, we'll talk later." "Okay, bye." " Hey." " Hey." "How'd it go out there?" " Okay." "Um" "I just have to ask, like, what's going on with you," "And, like, the pill stuff." " I know." "It's time." "I've been-- i've been wanting to." "I'm gonna call the va and set an appointment with the doctor" "And get them to wean me off" "You know, help me, wean myself off it." " I want you to know that i will always want" "You to be in this baby's life." " I'm going to." "I'm going to be." " I know, but--okay." " I'm gonna be your teammate in this," "And i'm gonna be a father to that child." "Everything changed the minute you came here today." "Everything." " Ryan..." "I believe in you" "Just like i've always believed in you" " What are you doing?" " But you have a lot of work to do," "And i can't do it with you," "Because i have to start taking care of myself" "And of this baby, right now," "And i'm sorry, but you're just not ready yet." " Well, i didn't know" "That you were pregnant until today." " I know." " Hey." " Still nothing?" " No." " Wow." " What's going on?" "I called you, like, five times?" " I couldn't get a-hold of oliver," "And then i fought with him for a while," "And then i tried to call him back." "There's no updates?" " No." " Surgery went well." "He's recovering in the icu now." "You can all go visit him, but just for a minute, okay?" " So it's--it's all over." " There were no complications with the bypass" "Or the valve replacement," "So we'll just have to see how he responds." "Hopefully his heart muscle will get stronger." "Camille, please don't worry." "I'll check in with you tomorrow." "Oh, all right, okay." " Thank you." " Thank you very much." " Good work." " Everything's gonna be fine." " Let's go see him." " I could've dealt with that a lot better." " Sorry, it's my fault." "You all right?" " Mm-hmm." " You sure?" " I just tweaked something riding, i think." " ♪ i feel so light and i move like a bird ♪" "♪ hard as a rose sharp as a word ♪" "♪ ♪" "♪ i'm happy ♪" "♪ here she comes ♪" "♪ there we go ♪" "♪ ♪" "♪ when i die where i go?" "♪" "♪ i don't know through the sky maybe down low ♪" "♪ whichever ♪" "♪ is for real ♪" "♪ oh yeah ♪" "♪ ♪" "♪ and i never hit the spring so hard ♪" "♪ a new born song on an old guitar ♪" "♪ and i know ♪" "♪ what it means to be alive ♪"