"Brought to you by WITH S2 Written In The Heavens Subbing Squad" "Please do NOT hardsub and/or stream this episode using our English subtitles." "Episode 15" "It's okay..." "No matter when you die, I'm fine with it." "As long as you die in front of me, I'm fine with it." "As long as you don't suddenly disappear..." "As long as you die right beside me..." "You should have told me..." "You should have told me first..." "Oh Joon..." "Oh Joon..." "Do you still remember the [name of club] club?" "Breathe in deeply." "Starting from now.." "Let's practice that one exercise where you go to the past." "If yesterday has already past," "Then go to yesterday's yesterday." "That way we can go back to a year ago..." "Then we can go back to ten years ago," "And we can go back to our childhood." "If we keep on looking back like that," "Do you know where we'll end up?" "In Mom's stomach." "That way, I..." "Am both someone who has already died" "And someone who has yet to be born." "When I'm living and experiencing the pains and tribulations of experience," "It's both gone past," "And it has yet to happen." "Let's just pretend..." "We've already died..." "Or that we still have a long time till we are born." "Let's just pretend we're one of the two." "Before our rebirth," "Let's be together." "Together..." "Dal Rae." "Listen to my every word." "For someone who is 25," "It's impossible." "Oh Joon." "Listen to what I say, Dal Rae." "Listen to me." "This isn't something a 25-yr old woman should experience." "This goes for a 5-yr old child too." "I can't let her lose a father twice." "Don't let me turn into that sort of criminal, Dal Rae." " Oh Joon." " Dal Rae." "I've been making mistakes my entire life." "You know I can't continue doing that." "Dal Rae, I can't continue doing that." " Oh Joon." " Dal Rae..." "Dal Rae..." "Don't come looking for me again." "Dal Rae, if you keep looking for me," "Then I really will have no choice." "Dal Rae." "If I want to hide from you," "I'll go to a place you will never find." "But I don't want to do that." "I'm afraid..." "Please, let me lessen my fears a bit." "I want to die in a familiar place, Dal Rae." "Please, don't make me go too far off." "Dal Rae." "Oh Joon." "Oh Joon." "Oh Joon." "Oh Joon." "Oh Joon." "Oh Joon..." "Oh Joon..." "Good, stick close!" "Hey, hey, go back!" "Okay, bring your shoulders up!" "Good, 1.. 2..." "Hey, bring your shoulders up!" "Good!" "Teacher..." "What is this?" "You know Kwang Bae, right?" "Jo Kwang Bae." "King of Newcomers in the year 1990." "His head is just like yours." "He's living okay right now." "That..." "I heard you don't necessarily die from that disease." "Teacher, what are you talking about?" "How did you know?" "Your friend, what's his name, oh, Man Du." "Man Du ran over and told me." "If you keep boxing," "What'd he say again?" "Negligent, yeah, he said it would be negligent homicide." "He also asked me if I wanted to go to jail." "This is the money for the sparring" "And some money for hospital fees." " If you're careful..." " Yes, yes, yes" "Hey!" "Hey!" "Bastard... who told you to do that..." " Ahjumma!" " Yes, one moment please." " Hurry up you bastard!" " Dad!" " Dear, dear!" " Hurry up, you bastard!" "Stop pulling on him!" "What are you doing?" "Go, you bastard!" " Aigoo, stop hitting him, stop hitting him!" " Hey, hey, you have to pay for the beer!" " Go, you good-for-nothing bastard!" " Dad!" "Stop hitting him, stop hitting him!" "Child." "The fortune-teller said you're possessed by a spirit." "Let's have a ritual." "When the ritual's over, you'll be fine." "What damn ritual!" "We should take him to an insane asylum!" "Aigoo, just be quiet for a while." "Child." "It's my fault." "It's my fault that I was confused." "I thought that all children need is food." "All I knew to do was to make food for you." "All I knew was to tell you to eat more." "It's Mom's fault, it's my fault." "Believe in me once." "Mom, I'm not crazy." "I'm not possessed by a spirit, Mom!" "I'm fine." "I already feel miserable enough, please, let me be!" "You... you crazy bastard!" "You crazy bastard!" "What crazy bastard?" "Hurry up and come with me, hurry!" "Stop hitting him!" "He doesn't feel very well to begin with, why are you hitting him?" "Uncle, uncle, What are you doing?" "What did Man Du do?" "Why are you hitting him?" "Let it go, Uncle!" "Is it you?" "Oh Joon, are you crazy like him?" " Are you possessed with a spirit too?" " Dad.." "Yah, what are you doing here?" "Leave, leave, you bastard!" "Get out of the way!" " You came at the perfect timing." "Perfect timing!" " Dad!" "Uncle, didn't he say he was going to focus on studying?" " Why are you like this?" "Calm down, Uncle!" " You bastard, wake up!" "Dad!" "Dad!" "You can't hit him, you can't hit him!" " Leave!" "Hurry up and leave, you bastard!" " Man Du, no..." "What are you doing?" "Hey!" "Child." "Go somewhere else." "Don't be together with Man Du." "Auntie, I'll try to get your fake teeth soon." "Our child is weak, he's got a soft heart, - and he's scared of things." "He doesn't have any friends." "The only friend that'll play with him is you." "So for a long time, - we were thankful that you were with him." "But... who thought you would turn out that way." "Mom!" "Men like women." "Women like men." " That's how things should be." "What sort of thing is it when it's two men?" "I'm asking you, - what sort of thing it is when it's two men!" "What is it?" "No..." "Auntie, what are you talking about?" "I don't understand..." "I don't understand..." "Man Du.." "Hey, Man Du!" "Hey Man Du!" "Man Du!" "Hey, Yoonja, hurry, get in the car, let's catch up to him!" " Man Du!" " Get on the car!" "Uncle, wait a minute." "Although it's hard for me to believe," "But even if it's true," "It's not a crime and it's not a mistake." "It's not a sort of disease either." "Nothing bad is going to happen in the future either." "It's not a huge crime." "And it's also not a contagious disease." "Uncle, why were you hitting Man Du?" "He's the kindest person in this world." "Don't you know that, Uncle?" "Why were you hitting such a kind person?" "Calm down, Uncle." "You too, Auntie." "Man Du ya!" "Hey, you bastard, Man Du!" "Man Du..." "Man Du!" "Man Du!" "Man Du!" "Man Du!" "Then what can I do right now?" "What can I do exactly?" "I... have I ever asked you for anything?" "I've never asked you for anything, right?" "I don't have any way of asking you either." "What are you doing?" "What's wrong with you?" "Every time I wake up," "I have to make sure that you're..." "still breathing." "I'm really very afraid." " Have a safe trip." " Thank you." "Oh, welcome!" "Man Du..." "Don't give up." "You can't give up for this sort of thing." "Man Du," "If it wasn't for Dal Rae, Maybe I'd consider you." "But to tell you the truth, you're not the best-looking around." "You're not the type I like." "Chief..." "From what I know, the representatives don't accept your resignation." "Mr. Hong Soo Won..." "I said this because I was afraid that you believed the representatives accepted your resignation." "Our company needs a treasurer." "There are thirteen projects that need to be managed." "That was ever since you, chief, was pulled here from the overseas headquarters." "The first loss occurred in three to four years." "Only the Paul de Vence one, that once..." "If you consider the entire company, this can't be considered a loss." "Also, following the changes made with the Paul de Vence incident," "There will be changes in every situation." "But right now you are cleaning up your belongings!" "Then what about us..." "Mr. Hong Soo Won." "Yes, sir." "Why haven't you returned the pen that I lent you last time?" "Excuse me?" "I didn't like people touching my stuff to begin with." "I lent you the pen because you are Mr. Hong Soo Won." "But why haven't you returned the pen yet?" "I really don't like people who like to borrow stuff from me, but never return it back." "Yes, I will try to return it to you as soon as possible." "I can count everything else." "Stuff like the money you earn in two days is equal to the hard money I work in a month." "I really am a second-hand good." "I'm a widow." "But my child is not a burden." "My Soondae is very precious to me." "You wouldn't be able to imagine that." "Why?" "Because Ahjussi has a lot of time now." "Why?" "I resigned from work." "Why?" "Because I want to play." "Why?" "Because I worked too much before." "I want to play." "With Soondae?" "How did you know?" "I want to play with Soondae." "Do you want me to go to Ahjussi's house?" "My... my house?" "Mommy, Ahjussi asked me to go to his house to play!" "Can I sleep over at Ahjussi's?" "Oh, Soondae..." "I came as Soondae's friend." "Are you sure it's okay?" "Yeah, it's fine." "Before, there was once a year that she could play an entire day at someone's house." "The friend she was going to play with this year went to a ski resort with her parents." "So Soondae's been pretty depressed lately." "Soondae, don't just follow Ahjussi around." "Be a good kid, okay?" "Have a fun time with Ahjussi, okay?" "See you tomorrow, okay?" "Okay!" "This has Soondae's cartoon DVDs and song DVDs, and toys and clothes and her pajamas." "If you're tired, you can play the cartoons and take a little rest." "Understood." "Ahjussi." "Can I bring my puppy with too?" "P... puppy?" "Soondae, if you bring the dog, you'll make a mess at Ahjussi's house." "Puppy... puppy..." "No." "What are you doing?" "Put up some more energy and work hard!" "Hey, you two..." "I can't give you too much pay." "Yes, we know, Hyung-nim." "Ho Jin, we haven't decided yet." "Hey, wipe that good, wipe that hard!" "Yes, Hyung-nim!" "Make sure to wipe the corners too!" "Soon Seom, you can go practice singing." "Don't a lot of people like to hear you sing?" "Haven't you had enough?" "Oh, you're here, Dal Rae?" "Mom." "I have something to tell you." "I've thought it over." "Mom, I really thought it over a lot." "That person..." "although I really shouldn't, but..." "You can't." "Mom." "He's very sick." "I know." "You know?" "Yes, I know." "That's why you can't." "Mom, you say you knew, right?" " You said you knew this already, right?" " Yes, I knew." "No." "Mom." "Are you telling me right now that you want to go to Oh Joon?" "Should you be telling me this?" "Mom." "I don't want to live the rest of my life in regret." "What did you say?" "He once said our family was very warm." "He also said that once he set foot in our house, he didn't want to leave." "Can't I just live like every day is the rest of my life?" "Even if he dies tomorrow, it won't be a pity." "I once thought," "Maybe I shouldn't let him have a reason to run away." "Should I or should I not let go of that person." "But..." "That person needs me." "I also need that person!" "You bad girl!" "Bad girl!" "Stupid girl!" "Soon Seom, don't be like this, calm down." "Let go." "Let go!" "Let me give this crazy girl a lesson!" " Mom!" " Calm down, Soon Seom." "Mom." "No!" "If I don't hold onto his hand now," "I don't have the confidence to live the rest of my life well." "How can you be telling me this?" " No, no!" " Soon Seom!" "Letting me ignore the person I deeply love," "Do you think I'll be happy?" "Am I that sort of person, Mom?" "Mom..." "I wanted to hide this from you, how did you know?" "If I let you know, there'd be no way for me to stop you." "I wanted to hide this from you forever." "Bastard..." "He told me not to tell you... but you..." "Bastard..." "If I was hidden from the truth the entire time, then what would I do?" "Ho Jin, look at what she's saying, look at what she's saying!" "Mom." "I'm going to pick that person up now." "You bad girl, you crazy girl!" "What will you do when he dies?" "What to do..." "What to do..." "What will our Dal Rae do..." "Let's help her." "Don't let her take this burden all by herself." "Let's help her take the burden." " Dal Rae... what to do..." " Soon Seom..." "What to do..." "Man Du, where is Oh Joon?" "Is he at the gym?" "He's... hiding from me." "What?" "The worst situation..." "What shouldn't happen... has happened." "Man Du" "It's because of me that... he's run away." "Man Du, what are you talking about?" "Did something happen between you and Oh Joon?" "Ahjumma, do you sell watermelons?" "You have to go to the supermarket for that." "The supermarket..." "[Jin Dal Rae Goddess]" "Hey, stop there!" "Where are you going you bitch!" "Stop right there!" "Hey, where you going?" "!" "Hey you jerk!" "Don't you know who I am?" "Hey, you piece of dog shit, get lost." "I really have the urge to kill you right now." "Get lost you bastard!" "Brother-in-law, I'm your sister's husband..." "Brother-in-law, I'm your sister's husband!" "Get lost you bastard!" "You're dead, I'm not going to let you get away with this!" "You crazy bastard!" "Don't show up here again you piece of dog shit." "If you show up in front of me again, I swear I'll kill you!" "You useless..." "You..." "You useless being!" "You useless being!" "He's like this because he's drunk." "If he doesn't drink then he's fine." "Oh Joon!" "I can't go on living!" "It's too hard, I can't go on living anymore!" "Get up." "Are you in the wrong here?" "What are you doing still sitting on the floor?" "Hurry up and get up!" "This is embarrassing!" "You inconsiderate woman!" "What's that sound?" "I'm not sure." "Ahjussi, come jump with me!" "Jump?" "Where?" "I don't want to." "Jump!" "Jump!" "[Jin Gu Ahjussi and Soondae, we are friends]" "Eat." "Eat." "Eat." "It doesn't even taste good." "Ahjussi, you too." "Ahjussi's drawing." "Come on!" "I can't dance." "Do it properly." "I'm already doing it seriously." "Didn't you say this before?" "That if he laid a finger on you again, you'd leave him." "You said that there's even a contract between you and him." "He's alright if he doesn't drink." "But that bastard always drinks!" "I just need to go outside away from him when he's drunk and it's fine." "I will find a place for you so leave him immediately." "Why didn't Dal Rae come with you today?" "I told her last time that she should come with you." "No matter what, leave him immediately." "If you stay with him again..." "Oh Joon." "Don't you want to see your father?" "Who?" "Father..." "I've found him." "Your brother-in-law got drunk because I mentioned to him that we would have to support our father." "Father has aged a lot." "He can't even recognize anyone." "He's got dementia." "He probably won't be able to recognize you either." "Do you remember?" "When we were little, Father took us to the pool room." "I sometimes think of times like that." "Thinking about it now, those were the happiest times." "You're getting married soon." "I think it's best if father is there." "Before I used to go searching when I had the free time, but this time I asked someone to help me." "I was determined to find him and I never thought I would be able to." "Father's in a care home now Oh Joon." "Shall we go together tomorrow?" "No." "Joon..." "No." "What rubbish are you talking about?" "What father?" "Who's that?" "I don't know that person." "Joon." "Joon!" "Joon!" "Is there a Kwon Oh Joon here?" "Kwon Oh Sook's husband has reported you." "He says Kwon Oh Joon has violently abused him." "Oh that person...!" "He's gone crazy!" "Call them and tell them that we're with Kwon Oh Joon right now." " Where?" "In there?" " Yes, in there." "So..." "When he was at the police station being interrogated..." "He vomited and fainted." "He's at the hospital now." "Yes." "He's sleeping now." "No." "Yes." "Dal Rae, what's happened?" "I'm really scared..." "I'm really scared, Mom." "Noona, it'll be alright." "Even though it's turned out like this, it doesn't mean it'll turn out like that." "If only he works harder, then he'll be able to live on." "Man Du." "Why is my Oh Joon so pitiful?" "Why is he so pitiful?" "What to do?" "Oh Joon!" "Good morning." "Is Ahjussi sleeping?" "Grandpa, I need to pee." "I need to pee." "Man Du." "Take this." "Hyung can only give you this." "This is the most expensive item I have on me." "You know right?" "Man Du, I really don't know..." "Why I always hurt the people who love me the most." "Man Du, forgive your Hyung." "Welcome." "What's up?" "I've loved you before." "What?" "I've loved you before." "Being with you..." "I really liked it when you were by my side." "If you weren't there, then I'd wonder where you went." "I..." "I really liked the carrot juice you used to make for me." "It tasted so good." "But since you left me..." "I've become allergic to carrots." "I don't know that that is love." "So I never said it to you before." "Thinking about it now..." "What I'm really sorry for is..." "For not saying "I love you" to you." "I've loved you before." "I've wanted to say that to you." "I feel that if I say that to you..." "Then I'll have the courage to say it to other people." "Honey." "Did you hear that, honey?" "This person here loved me before." "And he's got someone he loves as well." "That's what he means, right honey?" "I want to spend some time with this person alone." "I loved you too." "I couldn't tell you that either." "I'm sorry." "Also..." "Congratulations." "I hope that your love this time will become successful." "Thank you." "[Oh Joon's Pool Room]" "[Oh Joon's Pool Room]" "Unni said that you might come here." "I didn't know when you would come." "So I decided to wait here until you come." "I didn't think you'd come here so soon." "I'm very happy." "Dal Rae, don't do this." "If you're like this Dal Rae then..." " It'll be harder for me." " I've thought about it." "If Oh Joon you are in pain because of me..." "Then I shouldn't have come here." "So I didn't want to come here but..." "When I try not to come to you..." "I'm in pain as well." "I can't take this anymore." "If we carry on like this then who knows, I might die before you do." "I know I'm being very thick skinned right now, but I still have to show it to you." "During this time, I've been good to you." "I think you'd be very grateful to me in many aspects." "So Oh Joon, from now on you need to compensate me." "I need you." "Even if you hide till the end of the world, I will still find you." "No matter where, I will find you." "Dal Rae, are you a fool?" "In here, there's a bomb waiting to go off." "I don't know when it will explode!" "So what?" "I'm missing you like crazy right now so who cares?" "When I look back, you can choose not to be there." "I just want to be behind you." "When you look back..." "I will be there..." "Brought to you by WITH S2 Written In The Heavens Subbing Squad" "Main Translators: xingjing, wingyee" "Spot translators:" "Beeni, hjkomo" "Timer: julier" "Editor/QC: canyayasis" "Please do NOT hardsub and/or stream this episode using our English subtitles." "Coordinators: mily2, ay_link" "Crush this before you enter the house." "Don't just stand there, don't you want to come in?" "Why are you crying?" " Ho Jin." " Yes Soon Seom?" "Shall we spend the rest of the days together?" "Oh my!" "Everyone is looking!" "Let them look!" "Let them look!" "Let them look!" "It's alright!" "Did I let you sleep with me?" "Why are you avoiding me?" "I'm not a piece of shit." "You're the same as everyone else." "I won't be coming to see Noona anymore." "Our family's Kwon Oh Sook is very obedient right?" "So just sit there and don't follow me alright?" "She said it's alright for us to get married so..." "We'll see you again in two weeks time." "In two weeks?"