"There are more people alive now than have died in all of human history." "But the number of dead people is increasing." "One day, there isn't going to be any room to bury anyone any more." "So, what about skyscrapers for dead people that were built down?" "They could be underneath the skyscrapers for living people that are built up." "You could bury people 100 floors down... and a whole dead world could be underneath the living one." "Father of our Lord, Jesus Christ, who has blessed us all with the gift of what to come..." "Doesn't anybody know there isn't anybody in the coffin?" "We should've filled it with his shoes or something." "It's like a pretend funeral." "For a goldfish or something." "This is just what it is, Oskar." "It doesn't make sense." "What if you could ride an elevator down to visit your dead relatives just like you take the bridge to see your friends in Brooklyn or the ferry to Staten Island?" "Dad once told me that New York used to have a Sixth Borough right next to Manhattan." "But you can't visit that any more because it ﬂoated away and no one knows where it is." "Okay, you think you're so smart?" "Let's find the Sixth Borough." "Okay." "And?" "What?" ""And what" what?" "What am I supposed to find?" "What are the clues?" "Mm." "He shrugged his shoulders like he had no idea what I was talking about." "I loved that." "This was my favorite game Dad and I would play." "We called it "Reconnaissance Expedition. "" "I found something from every decade in the 20th Century." "You rack." "He racks!" "The search for the Sixth Borough was the greatest expedition ever." "All right, I've got amateur entomologist, Francophile... amateur archeologist, computer consultant." "Why "amateur" everything?" "It's a compliment." "Amateur pacifist?" " "Pacifist"." " Amateur inventor." "Inventor." "Good one." "Okay, you're all set." "Dad designed my expeditions so I would have to talk to people which he knew I had a hard time doing." "What do you want?" "What do you think?" "Could be useful." "Can't you even tell me if I'm an the right track?" "But if you don't tell me, how can I ever be right?" "Well, another way of looking at it is how can you ever be wrong?" "Mm?" "There you go." "Thank you very much." "Central Park didn't use to be where it is now." "Dad said it used to rest in the center of the Sixth Borough." "Enormous hooks were driven deep into the ground and the park was pulled by all the people of New York like a rug across the flour, from the Sixth Borough into Manhattan." "I found something." "Over!" "What area, Oskar?" "Over!" "Zone E-3." "Over!" "Dad said it's only because of the clues in Central Park... that we know the Sixth Borough existed at all." "Where's this from?" "Oh, that was my father's." "Grandma gave it to me when I was little." "Never had much use for it." "What's this?" "Oh." "Grandma's old home movies." "Haven't seen these in years." "Do you know what your father looked like?" "Nope, not a clue." "Here's what I do know:" "He was from Dresden, which was in Germany... went through some really bad stuff... and decided he wasn't up to having a family." " That's it?" " That's it." "Did you always want to be a jeweler?" "I might have liked to have been a scientist." "I'll never know." "Why is that?" "Because I'm a jeweler." "Strawberry Fields." "Belvedere Castle." "What's he looking for?" "Well, when he finds it, let him tell you." "Gonna send him all over the park... and he'll have to talk to every single person he meets." "It'll be the greatest Reconnaissance Expedition." "Don't make it so hard an him." "If it was easy, this wouldn't be worth finding." "And what kind of adult is he gonna turn into?" "I don't know." "That's what I have you far." "He'll be one of those guys who falls in love with the very first bossy..." " Watch it." " I mean, beautiful... flaxen-haired lady who tells him what to do." " Like write the check?" " Oh..." " How much?" " It's the last one. 70... 71.40." " 71 dollars and 40 cents." " Where you going?" "Bedtime!" "Was there really a Sixth Borough?" "Well, as with anything, if you want to believe, you can find reasons to." "What reasons?" "The clues, of course." "What clues?" "What clues?" "The clues!" "The peculiar fossil record of Central Park." "The incongruous pH balance of that reservoir." "And that brings us to the swings." "According to the paper of record, ahem... a note was found beneath one of those swings in Central Park." "And because of many scientific tests... which you are too young and I am too simple to understand... they were able to determine that the note must have been written... in the Sixth Borough." "What did it say?" "What a fantastic question." "Let's find cut." "Ah..." "It doesn't say." "It ought to, but it doesn't." " Can I see that?" " You want to see what?" "Wanna see this?" "No?" "That was the last conversation we ever had." " Give it!" " It's behind you, behind you!" "Hold on." "The next time I heard my dad's voice... was when I got home from school that morning on the worst day." "Spaz!" "Because of what was going on, they let us out of school early." "Again, that's the incident, that's what we are hearing." "This is terrible." "You're not supposed to smoke in the lobby." "You'll get in trouble." "There's no such thing as trouble today." "Where are your parents?" "Is anybody downtown?" "My mom's at work." "My dad's at a meeting somewhere." "Anyway, it's none of your business, dip shiitake." "Eff you, Oskar." "Succotash my ball sack." "Oh, God." "Message 1, September 11th, 8:56 am." "Are you there?" "Hello?" "If you're there, darling, pick up." "Ugh." "I just tried the office, but no one was picking up" "Uh, listen, uh, something's happened." "I'm okay." "They're telling us to stay where we are and wait for the firemen." "I..." "I..." "I'm sure it's fine." "I'll give you another call when I have a better idea of what's going on." "I wanted to let you know that I'm okay and not to worry... and I'll call again soon." "All right, bye-bye." "Message 2, September 11th, 9:12 am" "Are you there?" "Are you there?" "It's me again." "Hello?" "I'm sorry, I was..." "I was hoping you would be home." "I don't know if you heard about what happened... but I just wanted you to know that I'm okay." "Everything is... is..." "is fine." "We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do." "It's pretty chaotic." "Firemen are supposed to be coming." "What..." "If the sun were to explode... you wouldn't even know about it for eight minutes... because that's how long it takes for light to travel to us." "For eight minutes, the world would still be bright... and it would still feel warm." "It was a year since my dad died... and I could feel my eight minutes with him... were running out." "Democrats argued that Estrado is too conservative... and not answering all of their questions." "Estrado was first nominated for the position in May, 2001." "The Bush administration has asked for a 4.2 percent increase in military spending... from 365 billion dollars to 380 billion dollars." "That figure does not include..." "I hadn't gone into my dads closet since the worst day." "Mom hadn't touched his stuff." "It was all there." "Oskar!" "You okay?" "This is Oskar Schell." "Grandma?" "Grandma, are you awake?" "Over." "Grandma?" "It's Grandma." "Uh, what is it, sweetheart?" "Can't you sleep?" "Do you want me to come over?" "Over." "Did Dad ever mention a special key to you, Grandma?" "Over." "A special key?" "I don't think so, no." "A special key?" "What for?" "What was this special key for?" "Over." "Is the Renter home?" "Over." "The Renter?" "No, no, he's never home this early." "Over." "Grandma had rented a room to a man... three weeks after the worst day." "Why is the Renter's door always closed?" "And why can I never meet him?" "He likes quiet." "Why can't you tell me anything about him?" "He's someone I knew in the old country." "Now play." "How long will he be here?" "He never stays any place for long." "Is he dangerous?" "If you ever see him, don't say anything." "He can get very angry." "Now play." "What have you found, Oskar?" "Over." "Oskar, are you still there?" "Oskar?" "It's for some kind of lockbox." "It's not like any of these." "It's thicker, harder to break." "But it's not for a fixed safe, I don't think." "Could be a safe deposit box, post office box." "It's old." "Maybe 20, 30 years old." "How can I find the company that made it?" "Anyone could've made it." "Then how do I find the look that it fits?" "I'm afraid I can't help you there, unless you wanna try it in anything you come across." "You never know what a key's gonna fit." "There a million different possibilities." "That's what I love about keys." "They all open something." "Just one." "Shouldn't you be in school?" "It's Dr. Martin Luther King,Jr." "Day." "Lie number two." "I had started counting my lies earlier that morning when I told Mom I had a fever." "I don't wanna potentially infect a multitude of people at school." "I could be a walking pathogen." "I thought Martin Luther King's birthday was in January." "It used to be." "They changed it." "That was lie number three." "Hold on, Oskar." "Who's "Black"?" "On the envelope?" "Anybody you know?" "Could be somebody who knows something about the key." "Thanks for being such a great locksmith." "What do you need these far?" "A project an the census." "Lie number four." "Why aren't you in school?" " They said I know too much already." " Ah." "Black, Black, Black." "Well, "Black" was definitely a person." "Probably." "If "Black" was a person, he or she must have known Dad somehow." "Faur-hundred-seventy-two." "But how?" "And how was I going to find him/her?" "Was this a Reconnaissance Expedition?" "Lagos, Nigeria." "And it drifted..." "Dad's expeditions always included a journey." "2278.3 nautical miles." "Brazil!" "And he always planned them, down to the smallest details." "Five miles an hour." "Seven hundred." "What else could it be?" "If there was a key, there was a lock." "If there was a name, there was a person." "I'm home." "There had to be a lock." "I would find it because he wanted me to find it." "Q-56." "Q-56." "Q-56." "And I would find it because it was the only way I could stretch my 8 minutes with him." "Maybe I could stretch them forever." "I put together a backpack of vital things I would need for my survival." "An Israeli gas mask Grandma bought me two weeks after the worst day." "My tambourine to help keep me calm." "Binoculars, obviously." "I had to travel light to be as quick as possible." "My expedition journal." "My father's father's camera." "A Brief History Of Time, by Stephen Hawking, that my dad used to read to me." "Cell phone." "Fig Newtons, which I love." "The key, obviously." "And my father's message to not stop looking." "And I wouldn't, not ever." "Hey." "Where you going?" "Out." "Where?" "I told you, to the comic book convention with Minch." "Be back later." "Lie number five." "Except for the "be back later" part." "Well, leave your cell phone on." "Check in with me every hour, okay?" "I mean it." "I didn't know what was waiting for me." "Although my stomach hurt and my eyes were watering..." "I made up my mind that nothing, nothing was going to stop me." "Not even me." "First up, Abby Black, Fort Greene, Brooklyn." "Because public transportation makes me panicky, I walked." "I've always had a hard time doing certain things." "The elevator works, genius." "I know, retard." "But the worst day made the list of things a lot longer." " Old people..." " Ah!" "running people... airplanes... tall things... things you can get stuck in." "Loud things." " Screaming, crying." " Aah!" " People with bad teeth..." " Ha-ha-ha!" "bags without owners, shoes without owners, children without parents... ringing things, smoking things, people eating meat... people looking up." "Towers, tunnels, speeding things... loud things, things with lights, things with wings." "Bridges make me especially panicky." " Come on, try." " I can't try." "If you don't try, you'll never know." " So try." " Don't be disappointed with me!" "Come on." "Take your juice." "You know, Grandma brought me to these swings." "My favorite... was one, two... the third from the right... because I thought it would go higher than any other one." "So when everyone had gone home..." "I'd swing." "It was just me and the swings." "I'd do a lot of thinking up here, especially when I learned how to pump." "I would go as high as I could go... until I couldn't go any higher... and then I would jump." "Ah!" "And for a moment, I would feel as free as a bird." "You should give it a whirl, Oskar." "It might change the way you look at things." "It's not safe." "You don't have to jump." "Can we go home now?" "Fort Greene." "Fort Greene." "Fart Greene!" "Fart Greene!" "Fart Greene!" "Fart Greene!" "Fart Greene!" " [ABBY:" "What are you doing?" " Hello." "My name is Oskar Schell." "Did you know my father, Thomas Schell?" " You are Abby Black?" " Uh, yeah." "I'm sure people tell you this constantly... but if you look under "incredibly beautiful" in the dictionary... there's a picture of you." "Abby, I'm trying to say something here." " What are you doing?" " Would it be okay if I come in?" " New is really not a good time." " Why not?" "I'm in the middle of something." "I'm going upstairs to get this dune." " Me too." " And you can do whatever..." "What kind of something?" " Is that any of your business?" " Is that a rhetorical question?" "I had to get in there." "I'm extremely thirsty!" "Lie number seven." "What do you want to drink?" "Iced coffee with half-and-half, please." "You coming?" "I love this." " So did I." " How much do you know about elephants?" "Hardly anything." "I know quite a lot." "Loxodonto Africano." "There's this woman who spent the past 10 years in the Conga... making recordings of elephant calls to learn how they communicate." "Abby!" "Where is everything?" "This past year, she started to play them back to the elephants." "What's fascinating is that she played back... the call of a dead elephant to family members, and they remembered." "They approached the Jeep, the speaker." "I wander what they were feeling when they heard those calls." "I don't know." "I'm walking out of here." "I'll call you back in 15 minutes, alright?" "Did they cry?" "Only humans can cry tears, did you know that?" "Even the elephant in the picture is crying." "It looks like it, but it was probably manipulated in Photoshop." "Don't cry." "Hey, Bob, how are you?" "I'm great, I'm great." "How's the family?" "Awesome." "We're awesome, we're doing great." "So listen." "Meet me at the office at 3:00, okay?" " Who's that?" " My husband." "You must think this is very add." "Oh, I think a lot of things are odd" "People tell me I'm very add all the time." "I got tested once to see if I had Asperger's disease." "Dad said it's for people who are smarter than everybody else but can't run straight." "Tests weren't definitive." "Are you sure you didn't know him?" "Thomas Schell?" "He was in the building." "In 9/11." "I'm trying to find a lock for this key that was in the envelope... that once belonged to my father." "I'm sorry, I don't know anything about the key or your father." "Can I borrow that?" "You're welcome to it." "I thought you really liked it." "Lots of things will be different around here." "Can I kiss you?" "You're a sweet bay, but I don't think that would be a good idea." "Can I take your picture so I can remember you?" "How was the comic convention?" "Were you there the whole day?" "Can you unlock the door, please?" "Oskar, can you open the door, please?" "Oskar?" "Do you hear me, Oskar?" "Let me in, please." "Oskar, please, let me in." "Why do you wanna come in?" "To tell you that I love you." "Look, I was hoping you would be home." "I don't know if you heard about what happened... but I wanted you to know I'm okay." "Everything is fine." "We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do." "It's pretty chaotic." "Firemen are supposed to be coming." "What..." "Message 3, September 11th, 9:58 am." "Having survived what is an extraordinary event... the collapse of two towers..." "As we said earlier in our report, 110 stories each." "I will tell you that what fell..." "Oskar?" "Oskar!" "Oskar?" "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "They let you out of school early." "Yeah." "Do you know what happened?" "Yeah." "Your mother will be home scan." "You want to just wait here until she comes?" "I guess so." "Do you want me to wait here with you?" "It's okay." "You're sure?" "Positive." "You're sure?" "Oskar." "Oskar!" "Oskar." "Oskar!" "Did your fa..." "Did your father call?" "Are there any messages an the machine?" "Thank you." " All circuits..." " Oh!" "All circuits are busy now." "Will you please..." "All circuits are busy now." "Will you please..." "All circuits are busy now." "Will you pl..." "Please, please." "Sorry, your call did not go through." "Will you please try your call again?" "All circuits are busy now." "Will you please..." "Okay." "Okay." "Sorry, due to heavy calling, we cannot complete your call at this time." "Mam, I don't know, I've already told you everything I know." "Hospitals, the police, and any number I can find." "I only missed one of the calls." "No, I don't want you to come aver." "I don't want to make any of this any bigger for Oskar than it already is." "Uh, I'll call you if I need you, okay?" "Recording." "Hi, you've reached the Schell residence." "Today is Tuesday, September 11th." "Here's today's fact of the day:" "It is so cold in Yakutia, that breath instantly freezes... with a crackling sound they call "the whispering of the stars"." "Hi, you've reached the Schell resid..." "Now no one will ever have to listen to them like I did." "Just like nothing ever happened." "Every time I left our apartment, I become a little lighter... because I was getting closer to Dad." "But I also got a little heavier, because I was further from Mom." "Why are you looking at me like that?" " Like how?" " Like I did something wrong." " Do you have your cell phone?" " Right here." "I love you." "Maybe she was waiting there until I left." "Or maybe she'd already walked away." "Maybe she was just talking too quietly for me to hear." "Hazelle Black lived in Hamilton Heights." "Gonna worry about" "Come on, come on." "If you know the Lord is keepin' you Why don't you sing and shout?" "Hey!" "Dear God, I just ask that you would watch over little Oskar... and I pray, ah, God, for a miracle for him." "And that you keep him safe and in your loving arms as he goes an his way." "Amen." "Remember, every day is a miracle." "I don't believe in miracles." "Finding what this key fits... would be a miracle." "I started with a simple problem: a key with no lock" "And I designed a system I thought fit the problem." "I broke everything down into the smallest parts... and tried to think of each person as a number in a gigantic equation." "It could be for a safe deposit box or a lockbox." "It's old." "Can I try it to see if it fits something?" "But it wasn't working." "Because people aren't like numbers." "They're more like letters." "And those letters want to become stories." "And Dad said that stories need to be shared." "That's it, leg, leg, leg, leg!" "I had anticipated a six-minute visit with each person named Black but they were never just six minutes." "Everyone took more time than I had planned for to try and comfort me and make me feel better about my dad." "And to tell me their stories." "But I didn't want to feel better and I didn't want friends." "Tae Kwon Do, museum, comic back convention." "I just wanted the lock." "Paint two five divided by 65... 156 days divided by 52 equals three years." "I wasn't getting any closer to my dad." "I was losing him." "What are you, some kind of asshole?" "Dickass!" "Shiitake!" "All of you in this stupid fukozowa building!" "It must be a very confusing day." "I'll call you right back." "Message 4, Septem..." "Oskar, what's wrong?" "Do you promise not to bury me when I die?" "It's the middle of the night, Oskar." "Do you promise not to bury me when I die?" "You are not going to die." "You are going to live a long, long life." "You sure you love me?" "Completely sure." "Then put me in one of those mausoleum thingies above the ground." "Oh." "Okay, we need to talk." "About my mausoleum?" "No." "About what's been going on." "Why do you find it so hard to talk to me?" "In case you haven't noticed, half the time, you're asleep." "And the other half the time, you forget the first half." "You're what they call in the law "in abstentia"." "An absent parent." " That was mean." " Which part?" "All of it." "Dad used to say, "The truth will set you free"." "Well, Dad's not here." " It's just the two of us." " More like one and a quarter of us..." " to be mathematically accurate." " Don't walk out of this room, Oskar!" " What if I die tomorrow?" " You're not going to die tomorrow." "Dad didn't think he was gonna die tomorrow either." " It's not gonna happen to you." " How do you know what's going to happen?" "You know nothing." "You buried an empty box!" "That's not the paint!" "His memory is there!" "It's exactly the point." "Dad was just cells." "Now they're on rooftops, and the rivers..." "Oskar!" "...and the lungs of millions of people who breathe him every time they breathe!" " That's not how it works!" " How do you know how it works?" "You don't know anything about atoms or molecules." "He might even be part of the dog shit in Central Park!" "That is enough." "Stop it." "Excuse me, dog feces." " Stop it!" " But it's the truth!" "Why can't I say the truth?" "Just because Dad died doesn't mean you can be illogical." " It has to make sense!" " Not everything makes sense, Oskar!" "There's not an answer for everything!" "You're just stupid!" "It's completely nonsensical!" "It's just a box!" "An empty box!" "I know it's an empty box!" "I know this." "But I did it for me, and I did it for you so we could at least try and say goodbye to him because he's gone, Oskar, he's gone and he's not coming back." "Never." "I don't know why a man flew a plane into a building." "I don't know why my husband is dead." "But no matter how you try, Oskar, it's never gonna make sense because it doesn't, it doesn't make sense!" "Fukozowa you!" "You don't know anything!" "Why did you lie to me?" "What are you talking about?" "Where were you?" "Where was I when?" "That day, the worst day." "You know I was at work." "There was no one here." "I wish I had been." "But it wasn't possible." "You should've made it possible!" "I can't make the impossible possible." "I wish it were you." "I wish it were you in the building instead of him." "So do I." "I didn't really mean that." "Yes, you did." "Go back to bed." " Hey." " Linda?" "Yeah, I've been trying to reach you." "I'm on my way home." "I'm coming home." "Thomas, can you hear me?" "Yeah, I can hear you." "Ugh, this is unbelievable." "Are you watching this?" "Listen to me, other people want to use the phone, so I don't have too much time." "Listen to me, I'm gonna be home in about 20 minutes." "No, you listen to me." "I'm in the World Trade Center." "What do you..." "What do you mean, you're in the World Trade Center?" "I had a meeting." "But I'm gonna be okay." "They're telling us to stay where we are." "We broke a window to let in some air." "Where are you?" "I'm on the 106th ﬂoor." "There's about 50 of us up here." "You..." "You listen to me, you come home right now." "It's gonna be fine." "You're gonna be fine." " No..." " Where is Oskar?" "Oskar's an his way home, but you listen to me, you come home right now." "I will." "I will call and I will tell him." "Tell him what?" "I'll..." "I'll tell him, ahem, what's happening." "I'll tell him what's happening." "We've been told to wait where we are." "The firemen are on their way." "And we're all fine." "We've been told to wait." "Thomas?" " That's what we got to do." " Thomas..." "Okay?" "Na, it's not okay." "Listen to me." " Yeah." " Thomas." "You need to listen to me." "Here's what you're gonna do." "You need to find a stairwell." "Do you hear me?" " Yes." " Find the stairs and you come home." "Linda, honey, I've gotta go." "Other people need to use the phone." "I'm gonna be fine." "You're gonna be fine." "Stop saying that." "Just find the stairs." "Linda, listen to me." "You do everything to make my life better." "I want you to know that I absolutely love you." "I absolutely love you" "Don't stop talking to me." "Just stay talking to me." "I'm gonna try to call you again in a few min..." "Please, just stay talking to me..." "This is unconfirmed, but we are getting information... from an employee of United Airlines." "Again, we want to emphasize this is unconfirmed, but there is speculation..." "Grandma, are you awake?" "Over." "Grandma, please wake up." "Over." "Please." "Over." "Grandma?" "I know someone is in there." "I won't hurt you." "I'm only 4 years old." "Lie number 64." "Who are you?" "I'm Oskar Schell, Grandma's grandson." "Do you know where my grandma is?" "Out this time of night?" "Do you know where?" "It's kind of a matter of life and death." "Are you a stranger?" "Technically?" "I wouldn't go into a stranger's bedroom." "How come you don't speak?" "Are your vocal cards damaged or something?" "Or did something scare you to death?" "Cool." "When was the last time you spake?" "Do you ever try to talk?" "Why don't you try to say something to me?" "Go on." ""My name is the Renter"." "Do you have a criminal record?" "Mm." "Maybe you hurt people for a living?" "Well, what's your story then?" "I had to tell someone." "I couldn't keep it a secret any more." "Can I tell you my story?" "My father died at 9/11." "After he died, I wouldn't go into his room for a year because it was too hard and it always made me wanna cry." "But one day, I had completely heavy boots and I went into his room anyway." "I miss doing Tae Kwon Do with him because it made me laugh." "When I went into his closet where his clothes and stuff were..." "I reached up to get his old camera with the brown case... and I broke a blue vase." "Inside was an envelope with "Black" written on it." "And I knew that Dad had left something... somewhere for me that the key opened and I had to find." "So I take it to Walt the locksmith..." "I get from Stan the doorman..." "Some kind of lockbox." "for all the five boroughs." "I count there are 472 people with the last name "Black"." "There are 215 different addresses." "Some of the Blacks live together, obviously." "I calculate if I go to two every Saturday plus holidays... minus my Hamlet school play rehearsals, it'll take me about three years... to go through all of them." "But that's what I'm gonna do." "Go to every single person named Black... and find out what the key fits and what Dad needed me to find." "The very best possible plan." "I divided the people by zones and I really had to tell my mother another lie." "She wouldn't understand how I need to find what the key fit... that would help me make sense of things like him being killed by people who didn't even know him at all!" "And I see some people who don't speak English..." "Hazelle Black, who's all prayered up and spake to God." "If she spoke to God, how come she didn't tell him not to kill her son not to let people fly planes into buildings" "Maybe she spake to a different God than them!" "I meet a man, who is a woman who is a man, a woman all at the same time" "I didn't wanna get near him/her, because she/he scared me because she/he was so different." "I still wandered if she had a VJ or penicillin, but what does it matter?" "What would this place be like if everybody had the same haircut?" "I see Mr. Black, who hasn't heard a sound in 24 years." "Which I can understand, because I miss Dad's voice that much." "Like when he would say "Are you up yet?" or..." "Let's go do something." "I see the twin brothers who paint together." "And there's a shed that just has to be a clue, but it's just a shed!" "And Astrid Black, who has the same drawing of the same person over and over and over again!" "Boris Black, the doorman, who was once a schoolteacher in Russia but now says his brain is dying." "Ramos Black, who has a coin collection but doesn't have enough money to eat every day!" "Alan Black has a view of Gramercy Park but not a key to it which he says is worse than looking at a brick wall." "I feel like I'm looking at a brick wall because I tried the key in 148 different places... but the key didn't fit and open anything Dad needed me to find." "So that I'd know without him everything is all right." "Then let's leave it there." "I still feel scared every time I go into a strange place." "I'm so scared I have to hold myself around my waist or I think I'll just break apart!" "But I never forget what I heard him tell Mom about the Sixth Borough:" "That if things were easy to find..." "They wouldn't be worth finding." "But I'm still scared every time I leave home, every time I hear a door open." "And I don't know a single thing that I didn't know when I started... except I miss my dad more than ever... even though the whole paint was to stop missing him at all!" "It hurts too much." "Sometimes I think I might do something really bad." "Like you to what?" "No way." "Absolutely not." "No, no, no." "Sure." "Next Saturday, 7 am." "I got there 23 minutes, 37 seconds early just in case." "I didn't know if I wanted him to be there." "I didn't even know if I didn't want him to be there." "I'd give it the day to find out." "If you're coming with me, there are rules." "You are allotted two bathroom breaks, one 19-minute stop for eating." "And sightseeing is strictly prohibited although sites of historical merit may be noted." "Also, there's a list of 15 simple questions about yourself I'd like you to answer." "Come on." "Rule number four is keep up." "I can't stop and wait every two minutes." "Jean Black is in Zane H, map grid AQ-16." "It's in the Rockaways, 11.3 miles This way." "I don't take the train." "It's not safe." "It's an obvious target." "All public transportation is." "You can get blown to pieces by people who don't even know you." "Oh, no." "He said, "I can't walk that far"." "He said if I wanted him to go with me, it would have to be on the bus or a train." "And the train was a lot faster." "And he wrote:" ""Anyway, there's nothing to be afraid of"." "To which I said:" "It's easy for you to say!" "Which actually... it wasn't." ""Think about nothing"." "That's an oxymoron, like, "now, then"." "An oxymoron is when two words contradict each other." "My father and I used to have oxymoron wars." "Seriously funny." "Sah!" "Deafening silence." "Fwa, fwa!" "Original copies." "Found missing!" ""Student teacher"?" "Liquid gas." "Clearly confused." " Living dead!" " Oh!" ""Almost exactly"." "Genuine imitation." " Accidentally on purpose." " Aah." "Jumbo shrimp." "And even though he never said a word... for the first time since Dad died, I felt like I had someone to talk to." "No one's there." "Ring it again and I'll kill you!" " What are you doing?" " Get out of there!" "Hey, you!" "What are you doing with that camera?" "So how come you stopped talking?" "I did some extensive research." "You know, it's medically impossible to stop talking unless your vocal cards are taken out or cut or diseased with carcinoma of the larynx or something." "It said, "Otherwise, it is a hysterical reaction to a singularly traumatic event in which the person makes a psychological decision not to speak because speaking would re-create the event"." "Just thought you should know." "Wait!" "I can't cross this!" "The bridge isn't safe." "I might fall through." "I can't read what you're writing from there." "He wrote, "If you cross the bridge, I'll tell you my story"." "Wait for me!" "Don't go too far!" "Wait for me!" "He also wrote, "Let's take a break and we'll talk"." "We can't!" "We only just started." "Wait here." "Don't leave me!" "Hello?" "Did you hear me?" "There's no one here!" "You promised not to leave me." "What's he saying?" "Okay." "Uh..." "He's saying, "I have lived in many places but I was born in Germany." "After the war, I got married." "There was a child, but I was too afraid to be a father." "When I was a young boy, I was in a bomb shelter with my parents." "A bomb exploded, and they were both killed"." "Is that why you stopped talking?" "I'll get you a soda, kid." "Is that when you stopped talking?" "I want you to come with me from new on." "And he shrugged the way Dad did." "I loved that." "A month of Saturdays and Sundays he'd come with me and we'd seen 37 more Blacks." "No, no, no!" "You have to watch what you're doing." "Cassidy Black doesn't live in Glendale." "She lives in Woodhaven." "Here, let me help you." "Aurelia Black lives in Whitestone." "Baz Black lives in Flushing." "Bea Black lives in Rosedale." "B.G. Black lives in Sunnyside." "Got it?" "Tomorrow we can make it to Amara Black in zone JJ, map grid AN-50, Mill Basin." "Rule number seven, nothing gets in the way of the search." "Hello, my name is Oskar Schell My father..." "Wrong way!" "Enjoying that?" "You know, I don't say anything when you walk too slowly because you can't help it." "And I don't say anything when you go to the bathroom three times an hour... because I know you need to." "But you could eat a little faster!" "It was James Black, Dan Black, Amos Black..." "Guthrie Black, and all three Ben Blacks." "Pointless." "We're not finished." "Hey, guys, I got a wife and kid to get home to." "Please!" "Just give me a minute." "Right." "Ben Black." "Guthrie Black." "Amos Black." "Do you really expect me to go out there and see what I..." "Hey, kid, you need a master key." "I can't!" "If I ask you a question, will you tell me the truth?" "Even if it will hurt me?" "Do you think the key fits a lack?" "Really?" "I mean really?" "And do you think we'll find the lock?" "I'm not so sure either." "There's something I've got to show you." "I couldn't be sure, so I didn't say anything." "But I felt it all the time." "The way he walked, the way he shrugged his shoulders the way my grandmother wouldn't talk about him." "He must be my grandfather." "My mom is out." "This way." "You can sit on my bed." "I printed these out from the Internet." "This is probably him." "Or it might be him." "He's dressed like he was." "When I magnify it until the dots are so big it stops looking like a person sometimes I can see glasses on him." "Or I think I can." "Probably the other kids see their dads too." "This is what I want to show you." "On the worst day, my dad left six messages an this answering machine." "No one else has ever heard them but me." "Especially not her." "The first message was at 8:55." "I was still waiting to be let into school." "I was playing with Mitch, wasting time." "Are you there?" "Hello?" "I just tried the office, but no one was picking up" "Uh, listen, uh, something's happened." "I'm okay." "They're telling us to stay where we are." "The second message was at 9:12." "I was in class by then." "parallelogram." "Okay, so, you take the beautiful, magical parallelogram... and you'll out it into two beautiful..." "It's me again." "Hello?" "Sorry, look, I was hoping you would be home." "I don't know if you heard about what happened... but I just wanted you to know that I'm okay." "Everything is fine." "We're still waiting to find out what we're supposed to do." "It's pretty chaotic." "Firemen are supposed to be coming." "What..." "The third message was at 9:58." "A bunch of us were walking home with Minch's mom... who said something was happening, but didn't say what." "I stopped at a deli at the corner of 92nd and Broadway to get a Juicy Juice." "I know I was there at that exact time because I saved the receipt." "It had the time on it." "Hello?" "Hello?" "Hello?" "Hello?" "I have to play you all of them." "The fourth message was at 10:07." "Given that the average walking speed for a child my age is 4.4 feet per second... and that it was 9 minutes between those two messages..." "I calculated that I walked 2376 feet... putting me in front of the United Church on Broadway." "I know this because I went back and measured." "It's me." "I was hoping you were home." "I really, really wanted to talk to you I wanted to explain to you..." "Wait, wait, no, no, I'm just gonna be another minute, I'm sorry." "I can't use the phone for very long." "So I wanted to tell you... how much I love you." "I wanted to tell you how much I love you." "The fifth message was at 10:17." "I was talking to Stan the doorman when Dad left this." "Are you there?" "Are you there?" "Please, pick up if you're there." "No." "There's one more message." "The sixth message." "Ten twenty-seven." "Hey!" "Wait a minute!" "What are you doing?" "Who said things should be getting better?" "So that's it?" "Hey!" "Unh!" "You wanna go, so go!" "I always knew you were my grandfather." "But if you think we'll miss you after you go now, don't worry, because we won't!" "In fact, I should be saying thank you!" "My dad was the greatest dad in the world because you were the worst!" "My dad went to Bronx Science High School where he was manager of the baseball team and science editor of the paper!" "When he graduated, he went to Rutgers, where he majored in biochemistry." "He met my mom in a bookstore, and he asked her to marry him in Norwalk, Connecticut." "And every summer, we'd go back to Toby Pond.." "...and he would ask her to marry him again." "The day I was barn, he pressed leaves between wax paper and they still hang in the bedroom window." "He wanted to be a scientist but he become a jeweler to earn money for our family." "He loved the smell of gasoline." "He hated tomatoes." "He never talked to me like I was a kid." "So, in a way, your boots are heavier than mine." " Hello?" " Um..." "Hello." "My name is Oskar Schell." "Oskar?" "This is Abby Black." "Are you there?" "Hello?" "It's Oskar Schell!" "I'm here!" "Oskar, you've grown." " Let's go." " Where are we going?" "I don't take rides from strangers." "That's a good rule, but we're not entirely strangers." "Get in." "I told you when you were here before I didn't know anything about the key." "But you do." "Well, my husband ex-husband had the estate sale you mentioned so I think you should talk to him." "Where's your ex-husband?" "At work." "I'm gonna take you to him now." "On Sunday night?" "It's Monday morning in Japan." "Okay." "He said you should come right up." "32nd flour." "Aren't you coming?" "I'll wait here." "Good lock." "Come in." "Hello." "Hello." "What can I do for you?" "What's going an?" "Do you know my father?" "Your father?" "Who's your father?" "Thomas Schell." "I don't think so." "I don't know any Schells." "He died at 9/11." "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that." "I found an envelope with your name on it... and I thought it was your wife, who I know new is your ex-wife... but she didn't know anything about it... and there was a man yelling from the other room." " What do you know about my father?" " When was this?" "Three months and 17 days, eight hours... 15 minutes, 11, and new 12 seconds ago." "And tonight, at 1:42:45 pm..." "I found a newspaper clipping where my dad had circled "not stop lacking"... and I found a telephone number on the back." "And the number was for Abby Black." "That was me." "At the house." "I was moving out." " I know." " Hm." "What was so special about the envelope?" "Can I see that?" "Was there anything written an the envelope?" "It said "Black"." "And did you find it in a blue vase?" "Hm?" "I don't believe it." "This is truly the mast amazing thing." "I have been looking for this key... for more than a year." "I've spent months trying to find the lock that it fits." " Then we've been looking for each other." " What does it open?" "A safe-deposit box." "What's it got to do with my dad?" "With your dad?" "I found it in my dad's closet, and since he's dead, I couldn't ask him what it meant... so I had to go find out for myself." "Well, uh... my dad passed away too." "A couple of years ago." "He, um..." "He went in for a checkup and, um..." "Ahem." "Anyway next thing you know, doctor says he has two months to live." "I needed to figure out what to do with his things, his backs, his furniture." " Didn't you want to keep them?" " I didn't want any of it." "I had an estate sale." "My father and I weren't exactly close." "He spent his last couple of months writing to everyone cousins, business partners, people I'd never heard of." "He wrote about all the things he wanted to do but never did and all the things he did do but didn't want to." "Shared all the things he never shared with me." "You know, all the things that I wanted to know about him." "Do you need a hug?" "I'll be okay, thanks." "Didn't he write a letter to you?" "Yeah, but I was afraid to open it." "I would have been extremely curious." "Well, my wife told me I was being ridiculous." " Childish." " But you were his child." "I was afraid it was gonna be some sort of confessional." "I was hoping he would tell me he was sorry... or that he loved me." "Or something personal about us, but he didn't." "At the end of the letter, he says:" ""There's something that I want you to have in the blue vase... an the shelf in the bedroom." "I think you'll understand why I wanted you to have it"." "But I had sold the blue vase!" "Or I..." "Actually, I gave it away to your dad, I guess, before I'd opened the letter." "So that's why I've been trying to find it." "You met my dad?" "I guess so." "Do you remember him?" "Uh, he mentioned something about an anniversary." "September 14th." "And that he had a surprise planned for your mom." "Happy anniversary." "Something about a fancy restaurant." "His tuxedo." "Without the key, I was stuck." "That's why you needed to find my dad." "But I didn't know how to find him." "I didn't even know his name." "For a few weeks, I'd wander over to my dad's neighborhood hoping that I'd bump into him." "I put up sighs saying that the guy who got the vase at the estate sale.." "...at 75th Street, please come contact me." "But that was a week after well, you know, September 11th and people were putting up posters everywhere." "Well you don't have to look any more." "I'm sorry, I know you've been looking for something and this isn't it." "It's okay." "Let's you and I go to the bank." "We'll find out what it is together, we'll share it." "You're nice." "But no, thank you." "Hey, you're gonna be all right there?" "Can I tell you something I never told anybody else?" "Sure." "On that day, they let us out of school basically as soon as we got there." "I walked home." "My friend told me he would call, so I went to look at the answering machine." "There were all these messages." "From your friend?" "From my dad." "He was in the building." "But there's something I've never told anyone." "Not anybody else, not anybody ever." "The phone rang." "Oh, God." "I couldn't pick up the phone." "I just couldn't do it." "It rang, and rang, and rang, and I couldn't move." "I wanted to pick it up, but I couldn't." "I just couldn't." "The answering machine come on." "There was a beep." "Message six, September 11, 10:27 am." "Then I heard Dad's voice." "Are you there?" ""Are you there?"" " "Are you there?" " " Are you there?" ""Are you there?"" "He needed me and I couldn't pick it up." "I was scared." "I just couldn't do it." ""Are you there?" He asked nine times." "I know because I've counted." "And why didn't he say "Anyone"?" ""Is anyone there?" "You" is just one person." "I think he knew I was there." "Maybe he kept saying it to give me time to be brave enough to pick up." "The longest space between the third and the fourth, which is 15 seconds." "Are you there?" "You can hear people in the background crying." " Are you there?" " You can hear helicopters." "Are you there?" "You can hear glass breaking." "Are you there?" "Are you the..." "Then it out off." "Do you forgive me?" "Forgive you?" "For what?" "For not being able to pick up?" "For not being able to tell anyone." "Oh..." "Of course I forgive you." "I can't tell you how much better that makes me feel." "I hope you find what you're looking for." "I've got to go." "Thank you." "What's he doing?" "Oskar!" "Hey, give it to me, give it to me, give it to me, give it to me." "It's okay, it's okay, give that to me." "Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me, it's okay." "Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go." "It's okay, I got it." "It's all right." "Let go." "Let go, let go, baby." "Let it go, let it go, it's all right." "It's all right, let it go, let it go." "Let it go." "It's all right, it's all right, it's all right." "It's okay." "I promise I'll be better soon, I promise!" "I'll be normal!" "That is the last thing that I would want." "You are perfect." "I tried incredibly hard, Mom." "I don't know howl could have tried any harder." "I know you did." "I know you did." "I know you did." " You don't know." " I do." "But you really don't know, Mom." "I know how proud your dad would have been that you didn't stop looking." "Sweetie, do you think I would ever let you out of my sight?" "Do you think I would let anything happen to you?" "I always knew where you were." "Always." "You did?" "When Stan the doorman told me about all the phone books you said you needed for a school project on the census, I knew you were up to something." "How?" "The census isn't for another seven years." "So I went into your room and I tried to think like you did." "I wanted to understand." "You were snooping on me?" "I was searching for you." "I found your Enchanted Forest game with the list of the Blacks." "I saw your index system of the five boroughs." "My CZI." "Your CZI?" "Collapsible Zane Index." "I saw how you used the last four digits of the phone numbers." "I thought that was clever." "That was very clever." "I made my awn map." "And I marked up all your zones." "One hundred and four." "216 addresses." "472 people named Black." "I made a list of all the people you were going to see that weekend." "I called the ones you'd already been to... and I went and met the ones you were going to go see." " You did?" " Mm-hm." " All of them?" " Mm-hm." "So since my husband's death, my son has been searching all over the city... with a key he thinks might be a clue, so he's very..." "Um..." "Oh." "Um..." "Thank you." "Thank you, thank you very much." "Um..." "So, when he comes, he took this entire map and he..." "Thank you." "Thank you very much." "Thank you very much." "Thank you." "Um..." "Oh." "Thank you." "Hector Black sure liked to hug." "He hugged me 17 times." "I wanted to get away, but he just kept on hugging" "And he feels that it's somehow related to his father's death." "I know, it's sad." "It's a sad story." "I liked Elaine Black and her five noisy kids." "Did you get a drawing?" "Dozens." "So when he comes, maybe you guys could let him sit on that and he could..." "And what about Leigh-Anne Black?" "She yelled at me to go away." "Yeah, me too." "Whether or not you had any connection to..." "Go." "Please, get out of here." "Go!" "Lona Black had an amazing story." "I thought Lona Black would burst into tears." "He's gonna be fine." "Just a few questions, that's all he's gonna need." "You sure you're okay with this?" " She was fine when I got there." " Oh, yeah?" "I knew how long it would take you... to get from Eleanor Black's in Astoria to..." "Harlan Black's in Bushwick." "I'm really sorry about your father." " Mom, it's that bay!" " It's that bay!" "I think our moms look kind of similar, don't you?" " So you knew about the key." " Mm-hm." "I knew you had to go make sense of things." "And I got to go with you." "You weren't ever worried I was gonna be raped... or killed or strangled or stabbed or something?" "Every hour of every day." "I couldn't breathe until the door closed." " Hey." " I'm home." "I thought only Dad could think like me." "Me too." "So many of them had last something or somebody, Mom." "Just like us." "What do you miss about him?" "Oh, I miss so many things about him." "I miss how he could tell the weather just by touching the window." "When he would come in the house and yell:" ""What's everybody doing?"" "I miss how he would stick his entire arm into the coffee beans at Fairway..." " because he liked how it felt." " Ah." "That would make me so angry because everyone in the stare was watching him." " Were they?" " Oh, I don't know." "I don't know." "I miss his voice." "I miss his voice telling me he loves me." "Me too." " Mom?" " Mm?" "It's okay if you fall in love again." "If you want to." "Oh." "I'll never fall in love for the first time again." "Nobody can be him." "Nobody." "He told me." "He said:" ""I really love your mother." "She's such a good girl"." "Mom?" "I don't tell you I love you enough times, do I?" "Oh." "Yes, you do." "Oh, baby." "You do." "Stairs are broken." "You're going to school awful early." "There isn't any school today, it's Presidents' Day." "I thought that was in February." "They changed it." "Mm." "I'd written a letter to the people I'd met." "It said:" ""Dear Mister or Missus or Miss... or Abby or Hazelle or Tommy or Elaine... or anybody I'd met whose last name is Black." "You might remember me." "My name is Oskar Schell." "I come to visit you to see if you could help me find the lock that fit the key I thought my father had left me." "Most of you were very helpful and nice to me." "I want to thank you for that." "And I want to thank you for the horse ride you gave me and for Taylor's picture of me and my key." "You might want to know, the key wasn't meant for me." "It was meant for a Mr. William Black who maybe needed it even more than I did." "I was disappointed, obviously but I'm honestly glad that it's where it belongs." "And I'm even glad to have my disappointment which is much better than having nothing." "My dad told me that New York once had a Sixth Borough that ﬂoated away." "They tried to save it, but they couldn't and it's never coming back." "As much as I want him to my dad is never coming back." "And I thought I couldn't live without him, but now I know I can." "I think that would make my dad proud... which is all I ever wanted"." "I got the Renter's address from Grandma... and although I wanted to say, "You selfish butthead," and, "Fukozowa you"..." "I didn't." "I asked him to come home." ""Congratulations, Oskar." "With unbelievable bravery, and wisdom for beyond your years... you have solved Reconnaissance Expedition Number Six." "You have proven both the existence of the Sixth Borough... and your own excellence." "Wherever they now are, the people of the Sixth Borough celebrate you." "And so do I." "Now it's time to go home"." "One..."