"[Bell Tolling]" "Father." "Father Chisholm?" "I remember now." "It was your particular wish to return to your native parish." "the bishop." "I'm aware that Bishop Mealey shares with you... the... distinction of having been born here." "Father?" "no older than Angus Mealey." "but life has treated you somewhat differently." "To be brief... the bishop and I both have the feeling that your... long and faithful years should now be recompensed... retire." "But I have no wish to retire." "I'm sure you will understand that this has been a somewhat painful experience for me- this week of investigation." "I find that I must point out to His Grace... uh... peculiarities in the administration of your parish... which he can scarcely overlook." "the advice you give... your approach to..." "certain points of doctrine." "Still peculiar after so many years." "Here is a remark that you made in Holy Week." "All atheists are not godless men." "I knew one who I hope may now be in heaven." "But he was a peculiar atheist." ""The good Christian is a good man... but I found that the Confucianist usually has a better sense of humor." "one of your best parishioners... whom naturally cannot help her extreme stoutness... you looked at her and said..." "Eat less." "The gates of paradise are narrow." "Father." "I have no wish to command anyone's soul." "I don't presume to be your judge." "I can only submit my findings to His Grace... for his consideration in reaching a final decision." "I will go to my room." "I shall be leaving the first thing in the morning... and I have work still to do." "would you-would you be good enough to remind Angus" "I mean- that we were boys together?" "The bishop has not forgotten." "He spoke about it only last week." "will you?" " Of course." "if it could be helped." "Naturally." "Good night." "you know." "Father." "Francis Chisholm-his journal." "1878." "Nothing could have been more remote from the life I have lived... than the beginning of it." "My father was a master fisherman in the little village of Tweedside... the most honorable man I have ever known." "as I was." ""My mother was a Protestant." "seem divided..." ""but never were three souls more nearly one..." ""never were three hearts as happy and as filled with love... as ours for each other. "" "remember." "and she's bringing Nora." "lad?" "She's a girl." "laddie." "Women can't help it that they're not men." "I wish you'd let one of the other men take the accounts to town." "There'll be trouble again." "Last week I knocked their heads together... and this week I'll do the same if they cross me." "Alex." "one way or the other." "I'll be back for supper." "sir." "Mother?" "Francie." "What did you say?" "what is there to fear in the town?" "son." "Some people fear Catholics." "Some people hate them." "[Thunderclap]" "it is." "me lad." " Be careful." " I'll be all right." "Don't you worry." "There goes that dirty papist!" "We told you Roman scum to stay away from this town!" "[Thunder Rumbling]" "It's the storm that's keeping him." "[Loud Thunderclap]" "Polly." "Francie." "You stay here." "son." "She may need you." "Nora." "Francie." "Francie!" "I don't want anything to happen to him." "Alex." "We'll make it home." "Carefully." "Careful!" "The water!" "It's filled my boot!" "Alex!" " Help yourself." "Go away." " No!" " No!" "No!" " Let go!" "Let go!" "No!" "No!" "Mother!" "Father!" "Nora." "I don't want to go in just yet." "Let me stay with you." "Nora." "[Sobbing]" "[Stifled Crying]" "[Sobbing]" "[Monsignor Reading] "Although I was not related by blood... her brother Ned or Nora- they were distant cousins of my father" ""they took me to live with them in Tynecastle." ""Their kindness and affection once more filled me with happiness..." "I became increasingly satisfied..." ""with the fact that Nora was a girl." ""My return to college after each vacation... became an increasingly difficult parting for both of us. "" "I'm glad you finally arrived." "People were beginning to think Willie was here to see me off." "in a way." "I want to be sure you go." "Angus." "You and Francis better get aboard." "and you'll miss the train." "And so it's good-bye again." "and I'll be here." " And go away again." " For the last time ever." "I'll be graduated in June." "Angus is going on from Holywell to the seminary." "I'll wish him the best of luck and come home to you." " And then" " And then?" " What is it?" " Nothing." "Tell me." " You won't come home to me." " Nora!" "you'll go away again to the seminary with Angus." "Francis." "Why won't you get that out of your mind?" "any more than you can." " I love you." "but" "She just lives for the day you become a priest." "It's all she talks about and dreams about and prays for." "It's the reason you went to school with Angus instead of Willie... because Holywell is a Catholic college." "I'm sure Aunt Polly would be very happy if I were to become a priest." "I know she would." "But there isn't a chance of it." "How could there be when I feel about you the way I do?" "How strong will your feelings be when they come up against what Polly wants more than anything?" "She's had her way with you." "She's wrapped you around her finger since I can remember." "are you?" "I suppose not." "why don't you just wait and see?" "I'll try." "But sometimes I get so afraid... and so lonely." " [Train Whistle Blows] - [Polly] Francis!" "Francie." "how could you wait until the last second to say good-bye to me... when there's so much I had to say to you?" "but there was a lot I had to say to Nora too." " It's been wonderful to be home." " Take care of yourself." " Write to me often and study hard." " Of course I will." "Angus." "Ned." "Thanks for everything." "Take good care of Aunt Polly." "Willie." "and write to me." "you'll get the next heart I dissect as a valentine." "dear." "I'm not going off to the salt mines in Siberia." "[Whistle Blows]" "Francis." " Come on." "The train will be starting in just a minute." " You'll miss the train." "Angus?" " Yes." "Francis!" "Good-bye!" "Ned." "Bye." "Have a nice trip." " Bye!" " Wait a minute." "I forgot my present for Angus." "Something for those cold nights at Holywell." "Are you sure you can part with it?" "I wouldn't want to deprive you of your only comfort." "I never thought I'd live to see a Scotsman throw a bottle of whiskey out a window." "And another one to stand there and let him do it." "But there was a third Scotsman there to catch it!" "isn't it?" "I don't think I'll ever get used to not having Francie around." "It'll be a good thing that next year he's home to stay." "I wouldn't be so sure of that." "Francis may decide to go on to the seminary after all." "And why not?" "He's a fine boy." "It's a fine church." ""[Monsignor Reading] " My studies prevented me from returning home for Christmas..." ""as I had planned." "it was necessary for me to work twice as hard as the next man..." ""to accomplish as much." "another summer had come. "" " [Knocking]" " Come in." "what explanation have you to offer for your conduct?" "Father?" " Something unforgivable." "exactly." "Merely an additional example of what seems to be a general mental disobedience in you." "Father?" "I referred to the one true and epistolic religion." " He saw fit to question this description." " Well?" "Father." "I asked whether God set an exclusive value on creed... since it was such an accident of birth." "The answer to your question is "yes." "Have you done any fishing lately?" "sir." " There's a big one there." " There's nothing in the Glebe Pool." "sir." " Oh!" "Imaginary." "Father." "Francis." "Sit down." "You'll be out of here in another term." "Isn't it about time you made up your mind about the future?" "sir." "I think of it all the time." "I've been appointed a rector of our San Juan seminary in Spain beginning next year." " You'll be leaving Holywell?" " Yes." "I'd hoped that we might meet at San Juan next fall." "Father." "I... lad." "You've got worries eating at you." "it's just that I..." "Father... but I don't know where to find it." "I can't go on letting Polly and Ned support me." "How can I ever repay them for what they've done already?" "I'd be no help about the tavern." "since last summer's vacation." "so little word from any of them." "And now a letter from Polly... asking me not to come home this year." "and she begs me not to come." "that I ought to help." "I'm sure that if help is needed and you can help... there's none they'd rather ask for than yours." "How can I be expected to stay away without a reason?" "You cannot say that there is not a reason." "I had my heart set on never leaving Holywell." "You had yours set on going home." "What do you say?" "Shall we both agree to let Almighty God have his way?" "Hmm?" "[Chuckles]" "Francis?" "I did." "then why aren't we after him?" "Eh?" "Before he's gone." "Father." "There." "what are we waiting for?" "Thank you." "MacNabb." "Up." "Up!" "careful!" "Careful now." "lad." "Watch him." "Father." "bonny fisher you are!" "Father." "lad." "Get him before he's lost!" "I wouldn't object to your eating so little... if it didn't emphasize the fact that I ate so much." "[Train Whistle Blows] to put all the little fishies in the brooks... and to send me here to catch them." "[Whistle Continues] that." "When I was a homesick lad and heard it in the night..." "I'd imagine it was the cry of a lost soul speeding through eternity." "Father." "the only thing I have of home." "and tomorrow night it will whistle for them." "Francis." "if only she- she objected bitterly to my coming back to Holywell." "I know." "Francis." "I've got something to tell you." " You've got bad news." "Is it about Nora?" " Aye." " Why wasn't I told?" " Because it wasn't easy to tell." "lad." "How long is it since you've seen Nora?" "It's been over a year now." "I've told you." "You told me she quarreled with you then... because she thought you were being made a priest here despite yourself." "She knew in her heart that that wasn't so." "but it seems that... she" "Have any of your friends written to you about her?" "Willie Tulloch." "He's been away at medical school." "he's at home now." " At home?" "looking after her." " But" "I'm afraid." "She became increasingly bitter... even with those who loved her most." "There seemed little she cared about- her own character least of all." " Until finally" " Father." "What is it you're trying to say?" "What's happened?" "A baby was born to her some six weeks ago." "A little girl." "She alone knows who the father is." "She will not say." "She's desperately ill." "But it was her express wish that you were not to be sent for." "I've often wished that I were a wiser man than I am... but never so much as now." "I cannot tell you to do anything... except what is in your own heart to do." "Francis." "Father." "lad." "[Whistle Blows]" "Willie." "Nora is dead." "It would be easier if you didn't go up now." "huh?" "[Bell Tolling]" "Indistinct]" "Francie?" " [Tolling Continues] - [Choir Vocalizing]" "Amen" "[Monsignor Reading] "It would be pleasurable to record..." ""that I became an immediate success as a priest." "the facts were quite otherwise." ""I failed dismally in my first two curacies." "for that matter." ""When one day there came a summons from the new bishop" "Hamish MacNabb. "" "[Chuckling] it does my old eyes good... to see a priest so manifestly unprosperous as you." "I walked most of the way in the rain." "I'm afraid I got a little wet." "eh?" "[Chuckling]" "Go over to the fire." "I'll get you something warm." "I'm not yet properly accustomed to my new dignity." "I ought to ring and command some of the fine vintages... used by all the bishops one reads about." "This is only whiskey." "huh?" "But don't look so scared." "Sit down." " Thank you." " Sit down." "Under these bishop's robes there still beats the heart of MacNabb... the master fisherman." "Remember?" "[Chuckling] here-here's to us." "Francis?" "Your Lordship." "Failure might be closer to the facts." "let's see." "You've had two curacies since Holywell." "you insisted upon establishing a dance hall." "Your Lordship." "There was a desperate need of it." "If you could have seen the poverty and destitution of those people." "there was a rather serious disagreement... between you and your superior." "to your home." "your closest personal association was with an atheist." "as his father was when he saved my life." "Willie's my oldest and dearest friend and one of the kindest men I've ever known." "Atheists have reason to be kind." "Then Father Fitzgerald." "He found you argumentative and frequently guilty of unorthodox doctrine." "eh?" "he cannot be too pleased with me." "there's so many mansions." "Surely there's room for me." "believe me... and failed so miserably." "Am I so ill-equipped to give what's in my heart to give?" "It's strange." "I imagined it was not in the least difficult to be a priest... that they were all infallibly perfect." "And now you've discovered how frighteningly human we are." "Hmm?" "[Chuckles] To me you have never been a failure... and I think you never will be." "Your Lordship." "But don't ask me why." "I'm sure I couldn't say." "Perhaps because I've always been partial to the stray cat... who comes stalking down the aisle... when everyone is yawning their heads off at a dull sermon." "in a way." "I haven't been able to take me eyes off you." "not by chance... but for a reason." "so I'll risk giving you a swelled head." "You've got inquisitiveness and tenderness." "You're sensible of the difference between thinking and doubting." "You feel an excitement about your work... that'll keep it from ever becoming routine." "You'll never become what I call "an ecclesiastic mechanic." "No." "I don't want ye ever to change." "of course." "I say these nice things to you... because I want you to do something for me." "Your Lordship." "That's why I've been made a bishop." "this will call for great personal sacrifice." "It will mean a long period of training... procedure." "nor a safe one." "But I believe sincerely it is the life for you." "The Society for the Propagation of the Faith... has asked me to supply a volunteer missionary... for China." " Will you go?" " China?" "It'll mean leaving far behind you everything that is near to you now" "Aunt Polly" " Judy." " Judy?" "Yes." "Nora's little girl." " She means a great deal to me." " Of course." "Your Lordship." " I knew you would." "And you'll be a credit to both of us." "Come to see me again before you leave." "We'll pray for ye." "Your Lordship." "Francis?" "Take this with you." "It's a good thing to have." "You never know when it's going to rain." "[Sniffling]" "[Monsignor Reading] "How different from the China of today..." ""was the country to which I came so many years ago." ""Exploited and abandoned by the world around her... a dream" ""unity and dignity and a place in the sun." "to the province of Chekhow..." ""a thousand miles from the sea... to my mission in the city of Pai Tan. "" "[Cheering]" " [Cheering Continues] - [Fireworks Popping]" "[Cheering Louder]" "uh-I assume you've come to meet me." "your beloved catechist." "Philomena." " How do you do?" "if Father is ready." "how nice." "It's such a lovely day." "I'd rather walk." "thank you." "Thank you." " My-My trunk is on board." " [Chinese]" "Shall we go?" "why are we stopping here?" "is the mission." "Why has this taken place?" "Father." "It was a beautiful mission and cost much... but the good father who is gone place it too near the river... and the devil sent much wicked rain." "Where are the people of the congregation?" "Why have they done nothing to rebuild?" "we get no cash." "Cash?" "you were given money?" "Why?" "Father." "How else could we bring new members?" "But among the 400 communicants listed on the books... surely there must have been many true Christians." "there were many." "they went far into the hills to the Christian village." " And those who have remained?" " Their faith left them when the rice gave out." "And... you?" "As soon as Father restores our lawful stipend of 15 taels per month... he will find us as useful as ever." "we include the serving of Mass." "Then I think you should know that I cannot pay you any money." "[Chinese]" "I should warn you that I understand almost everything you say." "I know what rice-Christians are." "I have no interest in them whatever." "Perhaps Father needs to understand more than the language of Pai Tan." "There is much animosity lately against the foreigners... particularly if they are without money." "It would be wise for Father to have two friends of influence." "Without them it might be that harm could come to him." ""[Monsignor Reading] " While the ruined stable was suitable for my living quarters..." ""it was not likely to attract many converts." "I used part of my meager funds... to rent a small room in the city. "" "Laughing]" "[Laughter]" "bishop of Tynecastle." "My Lord... truly this is a most difficult task... but there must be a way along which to carry God's grace... his most unhappy creatures." "If I do not find the way... it will be only because I have failed again." "I can promise you only that I will search for it to the end of my days." "I've lived this far in failure." "If I am to die in it... where only God and I will know." " [Quiet Clattering]" " Who's there?" " Who are you?" " I am Joseph." "Father." "I was called Ta-ming." "I demanded the name of Joseph at my baptism." "Father." "Strange I've not seen you before now." "there were many Christian families... who traveled to the Christian village of Liu." " My family was among these." " Why have you returned?" "Word came to us that you were here." "I left at once." "come in." "Come in." "Father." " You seem exhausted." " I'm a little tired." "I have walked for five days and four nights." "Joseph." " Thank you." "Sit down." "Surely this miserable stable cannot be where Father lives." "those in Bethlehem were no better than this." "Father." "Together we will build a chapel again and a house." "and cook... and care for the grounds." " I am a most useful man." " I cannot pay you any money." "I have not asked Father for money." "I want to serve you because there is work to be done... and I'm a Christian." "I've been alone for so long." "my faith and trust have been shaken." "Joseph?" "I have some melon... and some ducks and several dozen of eggs which I gathered along the way." "like flowers." "with no one to watch over them." "I could not find it in my heart to leave them forsaken." "Joseph." "We must teach you not to apply it to other people's property." "from home." "Would Father welcome a cup?" "A cup of tea." "You make me feel very humble indeed." "I have so little that I can share with you." "Father can share with me his privilege to work for God." " [Hammering] - [Crate Creaking]" " Medicine!" " Bandages!" "Iodine!" "Father?" "no." "That's to drink." "Joseph!" "[Chuckles] thanks." "I'm not thirsty." "I faint like a woman." "Willie Tulloch." "Your Holiness." [Chuckles]" "It's amazing how religious you can make a man feel by fixing his bellyache." "I'm sending all my secrets and a book of instructions." "Cure what you can and kill what you can't." "M.D. And heathen." "report you... the pope and my Chinese laundryman." "Willie." "[Chattering]" "[Arguing In Chinese]" "Joseph!" "Joseph." "Father." " [Chinese]" "Joseph... that conversion is accomplished through faith and not kidnapping." "I do not feel up to replacing a human eye." "Perhaps you could pretend to cure me of a broken arm." "I could advertise it." "No!" "Father is right." "That would be dishonest." "Perhaps if I really broke my arm" "Joseph... but we have need of both your arms as they are." "that the outlook is encouraging." "[Woman Coughing] and I'll lock the door." "mother." "[Coughing]" "That's a bad cough." "Just a moment." "Just a moment." "if you'll just drink this down." "[Speaking Cantonese]" " Is she speaking Chinese?" " It's Cantonese." "and she enjoyed it." "tell her she's very welcome." "but on account of her granddaughter." "[Chisholm] Then why did she take the medicine?" "Father." "[Chuckles]" "I appreciate her delicacy." " Does she know what's wrong with the child?" " [Conversing In Cantonese]" "[Coughing]" "There is nothing the matter with this child that our medicine can help." "Her trouble seems to be that she is a female." "she has that in common with all little girls." "The old woman is going to die very soon... and she wants your sacred promise that you will care for the girl." " Are there no other relatives?" " None." "she will be abandoned and alone." "surely there's someone who'll care for her." "she's just a baby." " A female baby." "No one would want her." "I have told her how much we regret that we cannot accept the child." "Joseph." "It's a dream I've cherished ever since I arrived here:" "A school at the mission for children." "and barely home enough for us." "Someday the sisters are going to come- teach 'em their letters and their catechism... and how to play." "tell her that- tell her that we'll watch over her granddaughter." "[Cantonese] please don't do that." " [Cantonese] make them get up." "Make them stop." "to stop." "please." "Mr. Chia." "we were fellow passengers on the boat when I arrived." "I've not had the honor of seeing him since." "He has not been unaware of your presence in Pai Tan." " I am to ask whether you will accompany me to his house." " May I ask why?" "lies sick unto death." "I'm terribly sorry." "My cousin asks that you bring with you all of your... remedies." "Can you tell me what his illness is?" "the boy scratched his thumb..." "upon no one knows what." "his five elements have been disturbed." "His body burns and grows thin." "The lower humors have gained an ascendency... distending it and leaving it blue." "It sounds like a very bad infection." "Has it been treated?" "Three physicians and a Taoist priest are in constant attendance." " Sacred herbs have been applied." " You must understand that I'm not a trained physician." "I" " I treat only the most simple disturbances." "and that his blessings were for all alike." "That's true." "My cousin asks only that you bring whatever blessings... and do whatever good you can." "Father." " I know." " If anything should happen..." " the responsibility will not be theirs." " I know." "Chia Yu is an only son." "His father is a Mandarin." "His power is great and unquestioned." "I want you to start praying to St. Andrew the minute I leave." "Don't stop praying until I get back." "Father." "Thank you." "one of them with boiling water and a cloth." "[Chinese]" "Don't be afraid." "[Chinese]" "[Water Sloshing]" "St. Andrew." "[Chinese]" "give him a cup of warm soup and nothing else." "No treatments of any kind." "It is my cousin's wish that we do as you say." "It's most unexpected that Shen-fu would cut with a knife into the flesh of a boy." "There was nothing else to do." "That arm was filled with corruption." "it might've spread throughout his whole body." "Let us hope that corruption can be removed by cutting and squeezing." "of course." "I" "Mr. Pao." "Mr. Pao." " Good morning." " How's the boy?" " Shen-fu will know that better than I." "Well." "Chia Yu." "[Chinese]" "please." "but there seems to be little to worry about now." " I'll stop in again this evening." " I have been instructed... to thank you and to say it will not be necessary for you to trouble yourself again." "just a simple matter of changing a dressing." "thank you." "My cousin Mr. Chia regrets having been incapable... of expressing his gratitude in person." "His grief has been such that he has chosen not to show it openly." "And now that his son will soon be well... it is probable Mr. Chia will soon present himself once more in public." "Good day." "Mr. Pao." "let me have patience and forbearance where now I have anger." "it was only thy merciful goodness... and thy divine providence that saved the boy." "and you know it!" "It will seem strange to the doll at first... to have one leg almost as big as she is altogether." "she will soon be convinced that she would not have it otherwise." " Have you given her a name?" " Anna." "because you came to us on the feast day of St. Anna." "But what will you call your doll?" " Anna." " You're becoming a very obstinate little girl." "you eat too much." "We will call your doll "Victoria." " Doll Anna!" " [Chuckles] you haven't won an argument yet." "Father." "is it possible we have a Sunday afternoon visitor?" "please." "will you sit down?" "May I take the liberty of telling you who I am?" "Mr. Chia." "of course." "my only son whose life you saved is well." "Last week he walked with me in the garden." " This week he is able to run with his friends and play." " I'm very happy to hear that." "much business to settle." "But now-now I am here." "Mr. Chia?" "to become a Christian." "You mea-Have you come to believe in Christianity?" "I will no doubt accustom myself to it." "Mr. Chia." "Do you want to become a Christian?" "I am here." "Is it not therefore apparent that such is my wish?" "Not at all." "Why are you doing this?" "You have done the greatest good for me." "I must now do the greatest good I can for you." "If I as a Mandarin accepted your Christian belief... all of Pai Tan would follow..." " as inevitably as the day follows the sun." " I'm sorry." "but you would not be doing good for me." "nor do you desire to believe." "My acceptance of you would be a forgery for God." "you reject me?" "I mean precisely that." "do not feel that I wish ever to make any demands upon your gratitude." "You owe me nothing." "I regret that I am not acceptable." "I understand that this is so because I am unworthy." "perhaps there will be some way in which I" " [Door Closes]" " Go." "Father realized that he has turned down a Mandarin." "I see no difference between buying a man's soul and... taking it in exchange for services rendered." "It has occurred to me to ask:" "Has Shen-fu ever looked or walked upon yonder hill?" "often." "It's the most beautiful part of the countryside." "The property is large and extent- more than 60 mous." "It is called "the hill of the brilliant green jade." "I gathered as much." "could not help but notice that the grounds and buildings of your mission..." " are in a disastrous condition." " We'll manage with God's help." "in my humble way." "I beg you to honor me by accepting as the property of your church..." " the hill of the brilliant green jade." " Mr. Chia!" "forever." "I beg further that you accept the use of 20 of my workmen... and the materials to accomplish fully any building you may wish to carry out." "Are you serious?" "I would be unworthy to look upon my son as his father." "The deeds and legal papers will be delivered to you tomorrow." "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "Joseph!" "My soul doth magnify the Lord... my savior." "For he that is mighty hath done great things to me... and mighty is his name." "[Monsignor Reading] "Two years of planning and building..." ""found my congregation flourishing and my mission nearly completed- except for the eagerly awaited arrival of the sisters. "" "please." "I am Mother Maria-Veronica." "But-But you weren't expected until tomorrow." "are we to trudge back to that miserable ship and wait?" "Please take us to Father Chisholm at once." "I- But I'm Father Chisholm." "I'm most distressed that you weren't met. - 000 miles of travel." "please understand." "The letter from Angu-from Monsignor Mealey... please understand." "The letter from Angu-from Monsignor Mealey..." "Sister Clothilde." "How do you do?" "I can't tell you how sorry I am that the plans went wrong. " "Will Father have us shown to our quarters?" "My companions are sadly in need of rest." "Certainly." "please." "This is our schoolroom." "And this is to be your house." "I planned it so when we were building." "it's lovely." "It's very nice indeed." " Truly a job of work keeping it clean." " You'll have lots of help.." "The Christian women have been looking forward to you almost as much as I have." "please?" "l-I planned it" "I thought perhaps we could all dine together tonight... by way of a special occasion." "but I think not." "If we could be spared some milk and fruit after we've rested properly..." " we shall be fit for work tomorrow." " Could I send you nothing else?" "thank you." "Mei-li." "[Chinese] You go inside and do what you can to help." "It's... the 19th." "the 19th." "today's the 18th." "Tomorrow's the 19th." " [Knocking]" " Come in." "Did you send the fruit and milk to the sisters?" "Father." "A half-cooked pheasant is of little good either to himself or to anyone else." " What shall we do with them?" " Do with them?" "have one of the women take this in to Mother Maria-Veronica." "Say that-Say that I'd like her to see it." " Reverend Mother is in the schoolroom." " At this hour?" "Are you sure?" "I saw her go in." "She was carrying a leather case for writing." "I'll take it in to her myself." "will the pheasants keep until tomorrow night?" "Father." "Good evening:" "Reverend Mother." "Good evening:" "Father." "sit down." " My supply of ink was gone." "I imagined I would find some here." "does our little schoolroom please you?" " It seems excellent" "There'll be 20 children here tomorrow morning." " I'm looking forward to meeting them." " We have a fine dispensary." "I've been hoping that you'll find time to assist me with it." "I shall be there." "I haven't much medical knowledge... but we've achieved the most amazing results with simple" " What a beautiful photograph." "Did you take this yourself?" " No." " But you've been there?" " Yes." "It is Schloss Anheim in Austria." "I'm sure I've heard that name." "It sounds historic." "Is it near your home?" " Yes." "Quite near." " Hmm." "from Tynecastle." "but living in all its aspects." "the idea of a ruling class-of a rigid discrimination between an aristocracy" "I'm sure you understand how earnestly..." "Martha and I desire to work for the success of this mission.." "and we shall do all we can." "I trust you will afford us a certain freedom of action.." "what do you mean?" "our order is partly contemplative." "We should like to enjoy as much privacy as possible- maintain a separate establishment." "your little house will be your convent." "Then you will permit me to manage all of our convent affairs." "be careful about money." "We are very poor." "Our order has made itself responsible for our support." "We shall not require financial assistance." "No?" "Doesn't your order enforce holy poverty?" "does not require me to beg." "I'll send you a note of the dispensary hours and of the church services." "Reverend Mother." "our peasant priest... dripping with good fellowship and very careful of his manner." "were not much cleaner..." "than they were this morning." "you will know... that every word I write is a sin against God... but I cannot help myself." "I dread the future..." "shut up in this isolated spot... dedicated to serve certainly the lowliest subjects of God's kingdom... and dedicated to a belief in their equality with me before God." "I wanted it so." "I have it so." "[Monsignor Reading] "As the weeks passed..." ""my disappointment at being unable to win the friendship of our Reverend Mother..." ""was lost in my growing admiration for her efficiency..." ""and the manner in which the mission prospered through her efforts... and those of her associates. "" "Ah." " Good morning." "who art in heaven... hallowed be thy name." "thy will be done... on earth as it is in heaven." "Give us this day our daily bread... and forgive us our trespasses"" "Mei-fei." "hmm?" "Father." " There." "come in." "Mumu." "have you brought your things?" "Yes." "Our few humble possessions.." "Then go to the small house." "Sister Martha will show you your quarters." "Mumu." " Is that the couple you hired?" " Yes." "to my misfortune." "apparently." "They've described the incident to me." "they're far from reliable characters." "and even less of Christian forgiveness." "I would fail in my responsibility toward the mission and you if" "You have no responsibility toward me." "If I did not warn you that they're a bad lot and advise you to get rid of them at once." "I will not get rid of them!" "May I remind you of your promise that I am to be responsible for the management of my house?" "Father." "Father." " There is a man at the gates who desires to see you." " Who is he?" "A most peculiar man." "He speaks the same tongue as Father.." " and insists that he will see no one else." " Didn't he give you his name?" "Father." "He said to tell you that he was the devil's number one boy." " What?" " Joseph!" "You've been drinking." "There's only one man in the world" "But that's impossible!" "It couldn't be!" "Willie Tulloch!" "Up pops the devil!" "Willie!" "[Chuckles] my boy!" " What brings you here?" "it shouldn't be so surprising." "a man gets to know as much about Tynecastle as he'll ever know." "I set to wondering whether there was a hill... behind the hill I could see from me office window." "there was another hill behind that one." "here I am in China and your sacred presence." "man?" "Do the honors." "this is Dr. William Tulloch." "Dr. Tulloch's my oldest friend." "Francie is not to be blamed for me." "have long ago disclaimed any responsibility for him." "Doctor." "I hope you enjoy your visit with us." " I'm sure that Father Chisholm will make you most welcome." " I'm sure." "sir." "Joe." "Let's empty your luggage later." "Let's all go in and have some tea." "Doctor" "Mother." "Quite a woman." "thanks." "Judy's a strange lass- moody and perverse and unpredictable." "perhaps." "when she sees fit... and maybe she'll find happiness in life." "Happiness in life." "what you get." "I've given the world thousands of aspirin tablets... and I've acquired a taste for Irish whiskey." "And I'll thank you not to use my maudlin self-pity... as an argument to prove the existence of the soul.." "Why should I try to argue you into something you already believe?" "Francie." "In the three days since I've been here" "Joseph?" "where on earth did you get that?" "Father." "This evening I found it necessary to give Hosannah Wong a beating." " Mm-hmm." "So?" " His wife hit me with a broom handle." " I gave her a beating too." " Equal rights for women." "I agree." "they continue to say many unkind words about you." "that Mother Maria-Veronica is a great lady... while you are simply dust." "Joseph." "Surely we can put up with a few unkind words." "who are blessed with tolerance and charity." "Joseph." "a holiday tomorrow and that new robe you've been wanting.." "Father?" "no!" "please?" " I've been asked to come to the sisters' house at once." " Of course." "no." "It'll be all right." "thank God you're here." "Those hypocrites!" " Those low-lying fiends!" " Where are Hosanna and Philomena?" "Gone with our money and our silver and Sister Martha's ivory crucifix." "Sister Clothilde." "Father." "She had nothing to say." "She went straight to her room." "those miserable people who steal from the church." "It was my fault that your crucifix was stolen." "I know how dear it was to you." "Please accept this in its place if you can." "but is over a thousand years old... and has always been one of the most precious possessions of my family and of myself." " Good night." " Good night." "Father." "Good night." "this is indeed a pleasure." "It is good to see you again." "May I offer you my hand in the fashion of the English?" "but I must decline." "My little son waits in my chair." "I have come hurriedly to pay my respects and to say farewell for a while." "We are even now on the way to my summer home in the mountains." "Summer home?" "But you've just come back from there." "Autumn's practically upon us." "It would afford me great happiness if you and the ladies who assist you... would lower yourselves to be my guests." "Mr. Chia." "But you would not leave Pai Tan and take your son to the safety of your summer home..." "without an important reason." " What is it?" " You wish me to-How is it said?" "Come to the point." " Exactly." " Very well." "the soldiers of the new Chinese Republic..." "I know that." "What you do not know is that some Imperial troops under General Wai... have moved into the hills today." "He has already issued an ultimatum of surrender to the Republican troops..." " and the ultimatum has been contemptuously disregarded." " I see." "What will happen now?" "General Wai threatened an immediate bombardment of the city." "I cannot understand why it has not already begun." "that with the Imperial troops in the hills... your mission is inconveniently in the middle." "I'm sure that our neutrality will be respected." "would it not be wise... to remove yourself and your female associates at once to safety?" "but I'm sure that none of us would consider... leaving the mission at such a time." "If you should change your mind- you have a mind that is uniquely unchangeable." "my friend." "Mr. Chia." "We're indebted to you once again." "Good night." "what was that?" "Shooting- Someone's shooting at us!" "it's nothing of the kind." "Imperial troops on the hill have opened fire on the city." " I'm afraid it's the beginning of a battle." " [Explosion]" " Oh!" " Sister Clothilde!" "I'm sure you realize that our conduct at this time... will serve as an example for the Christian women." "I'm going to the children." "They'll be frightened." "leave one of the Chinese women in charge." " Then come to the schoolroom." " As you say." "bring any servants you think can be of help." "Yes." "I want you to take one of the men and go into the city tonight." "See that as many members of the congregation as possible come to the mission at once." "They're to bring with them their bedding and whatever food they may have." "you and the women will draw up a list of all the provisions in our stockroom." "We'll need it in the event it becomes necessary to ration food." "Also the medicines." "Sister Martha will supervise." "you will see to it that no change is made in the children's routine." "nothing must be done to alarm them or make them feel in any way insecure." "Any questionable decisions will be left either to the Reverend Mother or to me." "I think you'd all better get started" "God has set a great responsibility upon us." "We must all work hard together." " It'll be necessary to forget any personal differences." " Of course." "some of the shells have landed in the city." "There are many fires." "The Imperial general has picked a strange way of winning the love of the people" "Willie." "Willie." " Why?" " Why?" "Because I'm a priest." " But most of your congregation will soon be up here and safe." "but what makes you think you're wanted down there at a time like this?" "everywhere." "I've got no right to quarantine it behind these mission walls." "the town is full of wounded and dying." "There's a great danger of pestilence." "Why is nothing being done?" " What would Shen-fu suggest?" " There's a British doctor who's doing everything he can." "and we must have a house to use as a hospital." "[Laughs] I'm childish enough to contemplate helping my civilian brothers... but I cannot spare any of my soldiers." "you're fighting to liberate the Chinese people." "These are Chinese who need you tonight to save their lives." "Huh!" "I cannot see the sense of bringing dying people back to life... so that General Wai can again kill them with his cannon." " Is the situation that hopeless?" " We have no artillery at all." "By the time my promised reinforcements arrive..." "we will have been inevitably massacred." "Shen-fu." "you might say a prayer for us." "I'm not going back to the mission." "I'm going to the Street of the Basket Makers." "What can you and your doctor do by yourselves?" " Whatever good we can as long as we can." " Wait." "Shen-fu." "The Imperial judge is a coward and thief." "and I will personally kick down his front door." "[Explosion] Major." " Tell them to bring in the next one." "one squad is to be detailed to the sole duty of scrubbing this floor... continuously and with disinfectant." "It is comforting to know that when we are hit... we will be the most antiseptic cadavers in Pai Tan." "But remember how close to godliness cleanliness is." "but I've never seen godliness kill bugs." "Don't be shocked." "It's a matter of religion." "and I put my trust in prophylaxis." "here's a patient for both of us." "Better clear out this entire section." "Doctor." "but it's vitally necessary we dispose of those who've died." "Under the circumstances this is the only proper method." "Willie." "I see this village... left without fresh water and proper sanitation." "I see pestilence waiting to move right in to these miserable hovels... filled with unburied dead." "Francie." "we have." "it seems there's no alternative." "but it was not easy." "in touching off our holocaust?" "thanks." "Tell me-Can hell be any worse than this?" "and that blasted gun has gone to bed." "and another night is gone." "I'm gonna write a book:" "Six Days and Nights in a Chinese Abdomen." "I must be daft." "I'm talking to myself." "Hmm?" "Oh!" "Silly." "I must've dozed off." "seeing you've had no sleep in almost a week." "Why don't you leave today's collection to the army and me?" "Go up on the hill and get yourself a bath and 400 winks." "that'd be a pretty sight:" "A man of God taking his ease safe from harm." "This is no time to think of appearances." "who's to see you here in this abandoned outpost of humanity?" "Willie." "but keep your motives to yourself..." "Shen-fu?" " Father Chisholm!" " What are you doing here?" " Last night they fired on the mission." " What?" "Was anybody hurt?" "but our beautiful church" "It was destroyed by fire." "Some of the men were injured when we tried to save the altar pieces." "tell the major I'll be back." "this way." "And keep your head down." "[Gunfire] Willie!" "Willie." "[Mouthing Words] Francie?" "go right ahead." "you're wasting your time- and the Almighty's too." "Willie." "My respiration is down... my fever's up... and I am deep in the Valley of Shadow." "I still can't believe in God." " Are you mad at me?" " Of course not." "Are you disappointed that I won't let you save me?" "Willie" " And mine." "when you... get to your kingdom..." "don't look for my name on the register." "It would be fun just to meet by chance." "Francie..." "I never loved you as much as I do now... because you haven't tried to bully me into heaven." "You see..." "I have such an awful headache." "Give me your hand." "O Lord." "hear my voice." "Let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my supplication..." "because with the Lord there is mercy." "With him there is plentiful redemption." "to the Son..." "and to the Holy Ghost." "my actions may have been responsible..." "for the shelling of the church." "several wounded soldiers made their way to our dispensary." "I took it upon myself to admit them." "There's nothing else to do." "I would've done the same." "Must be a great blow to you... to see your beautiful church so wantonly destroyed." "No one can destroy my church." "I shall build it again." "I shall build my church." "[Joseph] Father." "Father." "is here." "He demands that you talk to him." "All right." " You want to see me?" " Yes." "General Wai has decided to favor you with several requests." "First:" "You will stop sheltering the enemy wounded." "The wounded are beyond fighting." "They can do nobody any harm." "Second:" "General Wai confers upon you the honor of contributing to his supply." "Your first contribution will be 800 pounds of rice... and all the American canned goods in your possession." "and I have no intention" " Third:" "It is essential that all Chinese men... be released immediately from your protection to enlist in the army of General Wai." "And what will happen if I decline the honor of complying with these requests?" "You already have a slight indication." "In less than half an hour I will be able to reduce your mission and everyone in it to dust." "[Conversing In Chinese] You must realize that it'll take me a while to comply with all your demands." " How much time will General Wai permit me?" " Possibly until tomorrow... provided that you deliver to me by midnight tonight at my gun position... a personal offering consisting of tinned goods and sufficient valuables... to comprise a suitable offering." "it seems I have no alternative." "I'll be at your gun position tonight." "Good." "I shall expect you." "I warn you not to fail." "Father?" "Tell the reverend mother I've gone to the city." "suppose-suppose it were possible to capture General Wai's gun?" "About 20 of my men are now explaining to their ancestors why it is not possible." " I know." " I understand several are being ministered to at your mission... for which I thank you." "but I cannot." " There's a way to get near to it." " I do not doubt your goodness." "But permit me to question your ability to perform miracles." "I've been ordered to bring food and money... to the captain in command of the gun tonight before midnight." "you are an undeserved gift from heaven." "I'm afraid I've forgotten about heaven tonight." "Then concentrate closely on what I am about to propose." "[Whispers] Shen-fu!" "It must be nearly time." " Just 11:30." " You understand exactly what is going to occur?" " Yes." "We've been over it a dozen times." " For the 13th then." "In this sack is cordite and one can of gasoline." "it will ignite instantly and explode the cordite." "you must begin to move away from the gun." "for the concussion will be extreme." "you will count to 250 slowly." "Then you and your men will follow us carefully." "you will attack successfully." "That is all." "if you will." "[Chinese] And for the love of your Lord in heaven and my perishable body... keep it away from this sack." "[Shouting In Chinese] I'm Father Chisholm." "I was instructed to come by your captain." "You brought what was demanded of you?" "which I hope will impress you." "And I brought you some money too." " Give it to me." " All right." "Would you hold this?" "I want some assurance that the mission won't be molested." "Not only will the mission not be molested... but tomorrow we shall occupy it and place it under our protection." " [Men Laughing] - [Chisholm] You gave me your word." "[Captain] Stop chattering and give me the money!" "run!" "Save yourself!" "Father." "We are all well and safe." "And the gun-Is it finished?" "It is finished... and 32 of the enemy blown into little pieces." "Never in my life have I seen such a lovely killing." "and you will force me..." "to endure Christianity." "The question is... how long will Christianity be forced to endure killings like that?" "[Monsignor Reading] "My shattered leg had barely mended..." ""when word reached us that Angus Mealey- Monsignor Angus Mealey by now" ""was to visit us on a tour of inspection... on behalf of the International Society for the Propagation of the Faith. "" " Francis!" " Angus!" "my dear fellow." "It's wonderful to see you again!" "Angus." " What a wonderful day." "What a healthy climate." " Come in." "Come in." "I hope." "children." "Thank you." "Thank you." "Sister." "how do you do?" "Monsignor?" " Sister Clothilde." " Sister Clothilde." " Sora Martha." " Sora Martha." " How do you do?" " How do you do?" "splendid." "Now I regret I can't stay longer than today and tonight... but you know I must be on my way again tomorrow." "let me fill every minute with memories... of our beautiful mission." "there's something I want to tell you." "my dear fellow." "Later." "Let us steal these first moments to enjoy the happiness of reunion and companionship." "Wh..." "What has happened to your church?" "Angus." "Francis." "I had my heart set on celebrating High Mass in your church." "Angus." "I'd even promised a lecture at our London headquarters:" "or God in Darkest China." "It places me-It places all of us in a most awkward position." " I'm truly sorry." "I've tried to explain" " I'm not reproaching you." "I know." "if only Reverend Mother hadn't antagonized that wretched general" "She did exactly as I would have done." "Would you have acted otherwise?" "no." "Of course not." "Francis... too... with the reorganization necessary after Bishop MacNabb's death." "no." "I am sorry." "he-he died in March of pneumonia." "of course..." "and muddled and past his best." "a most worthy choice." "we must take things as they are and face them." "I'll do my best to get things straightened out." "I've had quite some experience in such matters." "It might interest you to hear one day how I" "Francis." "And now you've discovered how frighteningly human we are." "not by chance... but for a reason." "Shall we both agree to let Almighty God have his way?" "Eh?" "I seem to be depressing you pretty thoroughly." "brisk walk?" "we can entertain the reverend mother... and have a real round-table parochial conference." "Angus." "Reverend Mother never leaves the sisters' house after the dinner hour." "I'm sure." "I took the liberty of sending her an invitation.." "Francis." "but it's been pointed out... that I am the youngest monsignor in the northern diocese." "I've even been accused of having an overactive thyroid gland." "thank you." "I assure you." "Pale Amontillado." "No?" "thank you." "since it came with me from home." "I must admit China fascinates me." "I disagree violently with those of our world... who still regard the Chinese as an inferior race." "Truly there are no limits to the benefits of a belief in God... and-[Chuckling] Plenty of soap and water." "Angus." "I understand you founded two new missions in Japan... and a native seminary in Nantou." "and I'm happy to say that all three are flourishing." "Francis... they've put quite a strain on our financial reserves." "I can't see how you're going to rebuild your church." "I'm afraid the Society cannot let you have the money." " I haven't asked for it." "If only you had been more successful... with some of the better-class Chinese- the rich merchants." "If only your friend Mr. Chia had seen the light." "and he's given most generously." "I'm not going to ask him for another penny." "Francis... that on our charts at headquarters..." "I'm sorry to say that your convert rate is the lowest." "I suppose missionaries differ in their individual capabilities." "Francis." "It's just in the way you do things." "Living personally in such poor style..." "eating in the kitchen and all that." "make more of a show." "But the Chinese hate that kind of ostentation... and priests who practice it are regarded as dishonorable." "I presume." "just as Christians are not always high." "Many of their priests are good and noble men." "have it your own way." "It's just struck me." "I can still give that lecture in London." "I shall make my subject the dangers and difficulties of the missionary field." "God Chastiseth His Own." "Reverend Mother?" "I am sure that my judgment must mean very little... beside your vast experience in such matters." "And now it is time for me to go." "Reverend Mother?" "Monsignor." "I assure you." "you may have some problems more easily discussed... away from Father Chisholm's presence." "Father Chisholm is aware of all my problems." "your distinguished mother... whom I had the pleasure of meeting in Vienna last year." "thank you." "Reverend Mother." "Reverend Mother." "Francis." "may I say something sinful?" " Of course not." "because I'm thinking it." "Father." "The benefit of too much soap and water..." "made the sherry bottle fall and break." "good-bye." "good-bye." "to let me borrow his chair." "won't you?" "He doesn't want to be thanked." "He regards it as an honor." "he finds it impossible to" "I shall never be able to fathom the Oriental mind." "positively inscrutable." "good luck and God bless you." "Angus." "Come back again." "I promise you a church in which you'll be proud to celebrate High Mass." "as far as understanding you is concerned." "I'm gonna give up trying." "You'll build your church." "I can think of no way in which it will be possible." "That's why I know you'll do it." "Francis." "Angus." " All right." " [Rapping]" " Good-bye!" " [All] Bye!" "Good-bye." "May I speak with you?" "please excuse me." "I didn't notice." " I don't want to disturb you." " Not at all." "nothing for me to do." "I've come to tell you something..." "and it-it isn't easy for me." "thank you." "From our first meeting..." "I have behaved shamefully and sinfully toward you." "I want you to know that I am most bitterly sorry for my conduct." "no apology was ever more abject than mine... nor has anyone ever been less worthy of forgiveness." " You needn't" " Please." "It's easier for me to speak now." "It becomes easier with every word." "How strange that the moment of my greatest humiliation should bring with it... the only peace I've ever truly known." "and taught contempt for those who were not." "How could I hope to live by the word of God... which is the same for all men?" "From the beginning... your presence tortured me." "I knew that yours was a true humility... and that mine was a duty." "I resented your deep and honest compassion... because mine was difficult..." "and filled with doubt and pain." "Last night I intended to ask Father Mealey to send me away." "as I..." "heard him humiliate you and slight you... as I felt the magnificence of your faith and the courage in your heart... as I saw you reject the worldliness of this priest... who is unfit to untie your shoes" "Father." "Forgive me." "Pity me." "There-There's nothing for which I have to forgive you." "I'm so glad you no longer dislike me." "You know..." "we're all children to God... we'll work and mature." "peaceful..." ""and unnoticed in their going..." ""as passing years should go." "of no possible interest to anyone..." ""that they treated me personally with exceeding kindness... for increasing difficulties with my injured leg..." ""and the diminishing ability to see much further than the tip of my nose." ""But my personal joy was a workshop..." ""outfitted for everything from mending school benches..." ""to separating beeswax from honey." ""The beeswax would become candles for my church..." ""and the honey would go to my children.." "to my children's children." ""Two hundred faithful souls were in my congregation..." ""and not a grain of rice in any of their prayer books." ""Our new church was but one of the many debts we owed..." ""to the thoughtfulness of Mother Maria-Veronica..." ""and the generosity of her family." ""Some of the older girls were already novices..." ""and others were ready to go into the world" "I will always maintain... is closer to heaven than we think. "" "my friends." "Fresh honey." "it's a pity that none of you like it." "which would you rather do-learn your catechism or eat honey?" " Eat honey." "Eat honey?" "for telling the truth.." " For that you shall have a double portion." "How can we restore discipline?" " They'll all be jealous of Joshua." " That's very simple." "Give them each a double portion with Joshua's compliments." " Has Joseph brought you the news?" " That he intends to marry?" "he's the last to know." "That girl's had him helpless for over a year." "I was referring to something less joyous." " Another mission has been opened in Pai Tan." " Oh?" "They've rented a fine house and have a great deal of money." "of course." "Yes." "It is their intention to build an enormous establishment... playgrounds..." "and a hospital with resident doctor." "Sounds extremely beneficial." "Protestant." " The American Methodists." " Hmm." "I remember when I was a little boy and used to go berry-picking." "I always resented the other little boys who found the same bushes that I did... and insisted on picking the berries." "I knew that they had just as much right to them as I did." "And yet- what are you going to do about these little boys?" "Do?" "take my umbrella and call upon them." "Good afternoon." "I'm Father Chisholm." "I took the liberty of calling to welcome you to Pai Tan." "won't you come in?" " Thank you." "You'll have to forgive the way things look." "We're not even unpacked yet." "Agnes?" "have him or her come in." " If you don't mind." " It would be my pleasure." "how do you do?" " I'm Father Chisholm." "Welcome to Pai Tan." "Father." "I don't know whether I should return your thanks for that or not." "you should." "You can be well proud of your reputation." "I'm surprised that I have any at all." "News travels amazingly fast in China... and reputations are made and unmade just as quickly." "Father?" " Thank you." " May I?" " Thank you." "but perhaps I could fix you some tea." "please." "It was really improper of me to call unannounced." "you have a splendid establishment here." "at any rate." "do you resent our coming here?" "What justification could I possibly have for such a feeling?" "in a way." "once we'd been upcountry all by ourselves for nine years." " And you've been here a great deal longer than that." " Then another missionary came." "but I'm afraid we did feel a little" "Father." "sometimes I wonder how the Christian faith must appear... to the Chinese mind... with all the different sects all crying at the same time..." "Come over here." "This is the one." "This is the true one." "We've seen a great deal of it." "We're old campaigners-over 20 years in China." " Over 20 years!" " Been a long time." "from Maine." "married in the same town." "Father?" " No." "lobster." "John." "It was taken when he was at Harvard just before he went to Oxford as a Rhodes scholar." "He has a fine face." "Is he still in England?" "he's doing settlement work." "Right now he's at a place called Tynecastle." "that's my home." "Have you ever been there?" "for two weeks." "an aunt and a daughter of an old friend." "we had the pleasure of meeting the rector of Tynecastle Cathedral..." "Monsignor Mealey- Angus Mealey." "Do you know him?" "very well." "We were boys together." "splendid.." "would you say?" "Not formal." "stuffy." " Did you say "stuffy"?" " Decidedly stuffy." "put that tea on the fire." "Father Chisholm and I are going to settle down to a nice visit." "[Laughing] It's been nice." "thank you for your hospitality... welcome to Pai Tan." "I can't tell you how happy you've made me by your friendliness." "I'm not a bad doctor." "I'm not a bad doctor." "Right!" " [Chia] Shen-fu!" " Mr. Chia." "Happy to see you." "Am I right in assuming that the father has just encountered... the newly arrived holy man and his woman?" "they're American missionaries of the Protestant sect." "Our city seems to attract more than its share of goodness." "I cannot imagine any mission garden more pleasant to walk in than yours." "my friend." "I remember that when Father came here many years ago... he received much ill treatment." "It may be that I will look with displeasure upon these new missioners." "but that a series of misfortunes... will befall these worshippers of the false god... to depart." "Mr. Chia." " It's the same true God that I serve." " Incredible." "I would like to discuss this amazing doctrine in more detail." "rickshaw has room only for my own miserable body." "Will you lower yourself to permit me to walk with you?" "It'll be a great honor." "I have adopted your custom of greeting people by the use of the hands." "I will find walking equally bearable." ""[Monsignor Reading] " It is only when I look back upon the pages of this journal..." ""that I realize how time flashed across me..."" ""how the years tumbled into my lap..."" ""almost too fast for me to tell one from the other."" ""How many years?" ""Ten?" "Twenty?" "for me to know that I had grown old in my exile." ""I was reminded of this everywhere I looked." "as he was..." ""in that dark hour when he came to me." ""Now that the time had come for me to go home.." ""I spent my days in memorizing every face... every tree..." ""of my beloved mission..." "I could carry them with me." ""Two priests had been sent to assist me and to serve in my place after my departure." "young Chinese from the College of Pekin." "but not-so-gentle American..." ""who had been famous at Notre Dame University..." ""for playing American rugby football." "Sister Mary had come from Australia after Sister Clothilde died. "" " Father?" " Take it away." "It's time for you to drink your milk." "Just what is the object of this treatment?" "To get me to moo like a cow all the way home to Scotland?" "Sister Mary.." "I'll see to it that he does as he is told." "And why must I do as Wilbur Fiske tells me?" "Because he's your friend and your doctor and knows what's best for you." "I'll be free to decide for myself what I shall eat and drink." "I don't want to go." "I don't want to leave here." "Honestly... there is no one here who's content to see you go." "It's difficult to remember that you've been recalled for your own benefit." "It's difficult to think of anything..." "but that we shall miss you so much." "I'm afraid I've reached the age when it's easier to part with the dead... than with the living." "A great part of my life shall stay behind with you." "My life has been preoccupying me lately now that it's almost over." "I've taken to rereading my journal." "Certainly a typical old man's weakness." "Hmm." "How out of proportion are the events of our lives... to the words with which we describe them." "No one's ever really been able to write pain or love... or fear or God..." "as well as we can feel them." "here's a picture of Andrew." "Judy's little boy." "uh- How do you say?" "A bonny lad." "he's bonny." "from Nora." "What a strange continuity of unhappiness that was." "First Nora... who lived and died as wretchedly as she was born." "And now Andrew... deserted by his father and wanted by no one but me." "the woman who looked after Judy." "and I've sent what little I had." "I've never been able to send for him." "I had to reckon with the possibility... that he might arrive to find me no longer here." "I realize how vain it is of me... to think that it matters much to him either way." "here's an item of history." "1935." "Angus Mealey is now the bishop of Tynecastle." "It was inevitable." "I must say that I was rather pleased with my reaction to the news." "and I'm not." " I'm truly happy for Angus." " I'm sure he is too." "You see?" "I've long been aware of the difference between Angus and me." "Angus is a man of great presence and great charm..." "at ease everywhere and with everyone." "six friends in all my life." "except for one..." "were humble folk." "I suppose it should make me sad to think of how much he's made of his life... and how little I've made of mine." "I've bumped my head so often and so hard..." "in my strivings after God." "I mean no disrespect to your bishop... but it is my personal opinion..." "that you are closer to God than he." "Twilights come earlier these days." "The summer and I are almost gone." "And how shall I write this latest..." "and saddest entry of them all?" "On this day..." "I said good-bye to Reverend Mother Maria-Veronica." "How does one say good-bye to a friend... with whom one has shared disappointments..." "and accomplishments... of almost a lifetime?" "famine and poverty- and had come to know each other very well?" "When I insisted that I didn't want to leave my mission... she made me foolishly happy by encouraging my rebellion." "And yet both of us knew that we could not consider our own preferences... against the manifest wisdom of the appointment... and that-to quote the wisest man I've ever known- we would "let Almighty God have his way." "And may that Almighty God watch over her..." "and bless her and keep her... and bless her and keep her..." "always." "My dear friend..." "I shall never forget you." "what have you been up to?" "they'd have run wild." " You wouldn't want a riot the day you left." " A riot." "Why" "[Singing Hymn] Listen to that." " [Singing Continues]" " It's my favorite hymn." "Father." "Father. - [Ends]" "Chia Yu." "Father." "God bless you." "Anna..." "still my number-one girl." " And which little Anna are you?" " She's Anna number three." " Joseph?" " Father." "Reverend and worthy disciple of the Lord of heaven... thy children- thy children- thy children- children" "Father." "It's no use." "What I was supposed to say is written on the scroll for you to read." "Twenty times I have said it perfectly before my wife and children." "But how could I speak to you in words I have memorized... like a parrot or a child?" "There is no one here who has not his own memories of you..." "and your love and your goodness." "Let them each speak in their own hearts for themselves." "dear Father Francis..." "I cannot speak." "I have no memories other than those of you." "I have had no life other than yours." "my oldest and most loyal comrade." "what can I say?" "I have neither the talent nor the knowledge... to find words that would express what is in my heart." "You would only hear the mouthings of a sentimental old man... mortally afraid of making a fool of himself." "Will you let me bless you all?" "thy children... bring to them peace and contentment..." "to the end of their days." "Thank you." "[Bell Tolling]" "Father." " Hmm?" "Oh." "Good morning." "Good morning." "I hope you slept well." "I didn't sleep at all." "Your journal was on the bookshelf by my bedside... and I must confess I spent the night reading it." "I hope you don't mind." "I'm flattered." "I should imagine that the memories of a life as ineffectual as mine..." " would guarantee sleep." " Ineffectual?" "Father." "Monsignor." "His Grace-about the" "There is nothing I will say to the bishop that will in any way... alter your position here..." "or your hopes for the future." "Father Chisholm." "Andrew." "Father." "Good-bye." "don't stand there with half the morning gone." "Get the rods." "[Chuckles] boy." "Wasn't it just fine of God to make all the rivers..." "and fill them all with little fishes... hmm?"