"Saint...?" "Kim!" "Yeah, can I have an ambulance, please?" "My girlfriend's unconscious." "I think she's taken something." "Any idea what she took?" "No, sorry." "Where am I?" "You're lucky your friend got you here in time." "Friend?" "She's in room 12B." "You idiot." "You took one of them pills, didn't you?" "'Kin' 'ell, Kizzer." "Thank you." "For what?" "Saving my life." "It was nothing." "Really, it was nothing." "One way or another" "I'm gonna find ya" "I'm gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha" "One way or another I'm gonna win ya" "I'm gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha" "One way or another" "I'm gonna see ya" "I'm gonna meetcha meetcha meetcha meetcha" "One day, maybe next week" "I'm gonna meetcha, I'm gonna meetcha, I'll meetcha" "I will drive past your house" "I'll see who's around..." "'OK, after the night I had, I know I should be glad to be alive." "'But sometimes you get totally mashed for good reason.'" "The journey's long and" "The journey's wide and" "But I don't care" "I'll take a chance... I'm sorry." "'l'm so, so sorry.'" "But I don't care" "My love is here to stay" "Loving you... 'l did the very worst thing to the person I care the most about." "'Really, when you betray someone that badly... '..forgiveness is too much to expect, isn't it?" "'And in my family the best way to cope with guilt is to pay 'someone else to deal with it.'" "Darling!" "We came as soon as we got the message." "I'm so sorry we weren't there for you." "Never again, never again." "'Therapy." "Stella and Nathan's way of seeking forgiveness 'from the universe.' l want you to feel as though this is a safe environment." "This is your time, Kim, we can talk about whatever you like." "I'm fine." "'Complete waste of time for me.'" "There must be something?" "Nope." "Not really." "'l mean, only self indulgent people need therapy, right?" "'" "So then she said he was her ex." "How was I supposed to know she'd dated men before?" "I've never been attracted to men, so I was thrown." "Although, she does work in a sex shop so I should've guessed she'd been around." "Maybe it's my inexperience that makes me jealous." "What do you think?" "Yes..." "Well, great." "Actually Kim, that's all we have time for today." "But, I haven't even got on to the other night." "Our hour is up." "So that's it?" "No, we can pick up when I see you next." "We've got a lot of work ahead of us and there's plenty of time." "'Yeah, plenty of time to remember that Saint will never forgive me 'and I'll be alone and unhappy forever.'" "Careful Kimmy, there's breakables in there!" "'OK, maybe not alone.'" "So what happened?" "The Russian invasion." "Dmitri's whole family - brothers, sisters and this little old lady who I think is his mum and she's really scary." "They keep singing these Russian songs at like two in the morning." "It's doing my head in!" "I just need a couple of days." "OK." "Really?" "Yeah, I owe you." "Thank you." "For what?" "Saving my life." "It's the least I could do." "'There's nothing like someone else's troubles 'to take your mind off your own.' l was just trying them on." "Well, make sure you don't stretch them." "Stella will kill you." "Stella's a medium, I'm only a small!" "'ln my family, there's enough madness 'to keep a whole school of therapists in business.'" "Nice colour on him." "So, what's next then?" "In my boring life?" "An essay, maybe." "Can't it wait?" "I was thinking we could nick some of Stella's booze, go down the pier." "I'm not drinking." "Oh, course." "Look, not that either." "I'm on the wagon." "New house rules." "So what can you do?" "'OK, so maybe it wasn't up to our usual standard.'" "Just good to get some fresh air." "Yeah, it's all right actually." "What is that smell?" "Chip fat?" "So, things going well with Dmitri?" "Yeah, totally." "He just can't say no to his mum." "There's no reason why she should stay with him, it's not like there's no hotels in Brighton." "I'm really happy for you, Shugs." "It's no big deal." "No really, I am, and I'm sorry if I was a twat about him." "It's understandable, he's not exactly the easiest person to chat to." "Well, hey, at least one of us has got someone." "What's happening with Saint?" "I don't think Saint wants anything more to do with me." "She didn't even visit me in hospital." "But hey, I'm fine." "Some things just aren't meant to be." "Well, you're lucky that you've still got me, Kizzer." "'And some things just keep on haunting you.'" "Saint." "'Kim?" "Kim, where are you?" "' l still don't get it." "How did you know how to find me here?" "Just goes to show how well l know you, especially when you're wasted." "You know, little moments are coming back to me." "Really?" "Hmm, Just can't quite make sense of them." "You're still not right, are you?" "How can you tell?" "How long you been in that hoodie?" "He-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey-ey" "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh" "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh" "He-ey-ey-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah" "Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh" "What're you doing?" "I'm skint." "Well, don't worry, I'm buying." "Oh, yeah, and how can you afford that type of money?" "Dmitri gave me a wad of cash, and told me to buy myself something pretty." "Don't worry!" "But won't he notice if you've bought things for me?" "Well, so far all he's noticed is my tits." "So I think we're safe." "Are you sure?" "Kizzer, would I lie to you?" "FAST FRENCH singing" "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah" "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah..." "'Meanwhile, Nathan was doing his best to be a good parent.'" "You don't need to make such a fuss of her." "We need to be sensitive." "She's obviously going through a difficult phase." "Pull, Kizzer!" "Pull!" "OK, it looks like you're buying them after all." " You're joking!" " l thought you were loaded." "I'm not paying to be crippled!" "Help me out." "No!" "Oh, I'm so sorry." "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-yeah" "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-ohl" "Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahl" "Ow!" "You bitch!" "Bigfoot!" "I'm gonna get some plasters." "'lt used to be that a day out with Sugar made everything look better." "'But coming face to face with your past 'can be very unforgiving.'" "Saint!" "Hi." "How are you?" "I'm all right, yeah." "Good." "You look good." "Thanks." "Amazing how good your skin looks after having your stomach pumped." "'OK, moron, try again.'" "The other night, after you left." "I went on a bit of a bender, ended up in hospital, not that that should make any difference to you." " No." " No, I just thought I'd let you know." "'Oh, God help me, I'm dying here.'" "Kim, I already..." "Kim, have you got 10p, tight bastard won't break my 50." "'Not exactly the kind of help I was after.'" "Sugar, she took me to the hospital." "Oh, is that right?" "It's what she said, innit?" "My own stupid fault, of course." " l'm glad you're OK." " You don't have to say that." "I know." "I hate to interrupt guys, but... 10p?" "See you later, Kim." "Forgiveness is too much to expect, isn't it?" "Do you think that Saint won't forgive you, or that you don't deserve to be forgiven?" "'That's a good question. I mean, it's human to be flawed right?" "'" "Why do I always fuck up?" "!" "We all do things we regret, that doesn't mean we can't take them back." "What makes you think you've lost your chance with Saint?" "Well, haven't I?" "Try talking to her in private, it might be easier." "You know where she lives, don't you?" "What's stopping you from going to see her?" "'Apart from the fact that she'll probably tell me to sod off 'and I'll be left living a lonely, sorry, empty life without her?" "'So how is that any different to what I have now?" "'" "BUZZER" "'This time, I knew I'd find the right words.'" "BUZZER 'lf only she were here to listen to them.'" "BELL rings" "BELL rings" "BELL rings" "All right, keep your wig on." "She's out." "When's she gonna be back?" "Depends on how much fun she's having." "Right." "She didn't say where she was going, or who with." "So, you're living here again?" "Kim invited me." " Lucky you." " She gets something out of it." "So I see." "is that for her?" "It's nothing." "Oh, just an excuse to come round?" "When were you planning on telling Kim who took her to hospital?" "Why don't you tell her?" "Maybe I will." "That would put you right in the shit, wouldn't it?" "Don't take it out on me that Kim's copped off with another girl." "It's not my fault you're a shit shag." "So, what are you doing here again, Sugar?" "Nobody else want you?" "I'm here for Kiz." "Well, all I can say is, poor Kim." "Do you wanna leave a message?" "Yeah, ask her to give me a call." "Tell her I'd really like to talk to her, in person." "'OK, so I didn't get to speak to Saint." "Maybe it was fate." "'Maybe we just weren't meant to be." "'Or maybe if I tried again tomorrow, 'then she'd be there, and she'd forgive me.'" "Hiya." "Hi." "You don't have to sit up here." "You could make yourself at home." "What's this from?" "Saint came round earlier." "What?" "I'm really sorry, Kizzer." "Why?" "What'd she say?" "She just dropped that lot off." "Did she leave a message or anything?" "No." "I can't believe she'd just leave this without saying anything." "I'm really sorry, Kiz." "Look at this shit, she must really fucking hate me." "Can't even bear to have my old toothbrush in her flat." "Well, at least now you can move on." "Hm?" "Snuck it past Nathan." "I'm glad you're here." "Me too, you should hear Dmitri snore." "You miss him really, can't wait to get his family out of the way." "When are they leaving?" "Didn't I mention that they're staying a bit longer?" "They can't leave without seeing the aquarium." "So I get you here for another day or two." "Hmm." "'You can try to forgive yourself, but sometimes it's not easy.'" "So if they're not yours or Kim's, whose are they?" "You've got a short memory." "Pert, pretty, lives next door..." "Oh, oh, this is bad." "That he found our neighbour's knickers stuffed down the sofa or he's wearing them?" "Please, Stella, this is serious!" "Matt obviously has some issues." "Do you think he's a transsexual?" "Just cos he tries on frillies doesn't mean he wants to change sex!" "I didn't provide a proper role model... I've left him adrift in a moral and emotional vacuum." "All this fuss over a pair of knickers." "Give them to me." "We should never have had sex with the neighbours." "Right, Matt." "We should talk about these." "What about them?" "Your mother and I are just a bit worried." "You know that they're for girls, don't you?" "Women, actually." "They're for women, and not for men... ..like you and me." "But I like them." "I'm sorry, Matt." "But you'll get over it." "It's not fair. I don't judge you for being a swinger." "I'm sorry." "Stop saying that." "She didn't even want to see me." "She's a tosser." "Forget her." "I really thought we could be friends." "Why do lezzers always want to be friends?" "You don't understand." "You'd never get a bloke dropping off your stuff and asking you to call him." "I thought you said she didn't leave a message?" "So what else have you lied about?" "I saved your life!" "They were your pills that nearly killed me!" "Did I tell you to steal one and neck it?" "Dmitri and I were worried sick." "We looked everywhere." "The hospital?" "The beach." "Sugar, did someone else take me to the hospital?" "Who?" "OK, Saint took you but I was there straight after." "Why say it was you?" "Because she just dumped you there!" "I was protecting you." "That is such a load of bollocks!" "Christ, Sugar. I thought you were my friend." "Well, I'm not Mother T-fucking-resa but I had nowhere else to go." "What are you talking about?" "Dmitri." "Turns out he's a bastard like the rest of them." "So all that money?" "Stole it. I had no choice, he was gonna throw me out with nothing." "Why should I even care?" "Would you have taken me in?" "If you didn't think I'd rescued you?" "Do you think you have to lie to me so that I'll be your friend?" "No, just so you'd let me stay." "So now I knew that Saint had come to see me." "She'd rescued me, she'd wanted to talk to me." "Maybe I still had a chance." "Saint...it's me." "What are you doing here, Kim?" "Sugar just told me the truth." "Are you sure?" "Look, I know you don't like her, but this isn't about her." "This is about you and me." "You came looking for me the other night." "Even after I did what I did, you came and took me to the hospital." "I never said I was smart." "Look, I know this isn't an excuse, but I guess I think you're so smart and so beautiful..." "..that I don't know why you'd want to be with me." "So I fuck it up before you get the chance to." "That's really sad, Kim." "Yeah, I know." "I'm working through it." "It's late." "Can you just let me finish my piece and then I'll leave you alone?" "I've changed." "I'm really trying to be better." "Can we talk about this tomorrow?" "There'd be no more stupid suspicions." "There'd be no more jealousy." "BUZZER lt's probably just drunks." "You'd be able to trust me." "BUZZER" "What?" "I hope you're ready for the night of your life, cos l'm not wearing any pants." "I didn't know you were coming." "Hey, it's fine, you've moved on, I get it." "No, I haven't." "I don't blame you." "The journey's long and" "The journey's wide and" "But I don't care" "I'll take a chance" "I know there'll be rough times" "I know there'll be tough times..." "What are you doing?" "What does it look like?" "You can stay, OK." "I don't want your charity." "That's not what I'm offering." "Look, Sugar, you're a liar, you use me whenever it suits you, you steal, you're jealous of everyone I get close to, which makes you behave like a complete nutter." "Right." "But I don't know what I'd do without you." "Have a saner life, probably." "And where would be the fun in that?" "So it didn't matter if Saint forgave me or not." "She'd already made up her mind." "I'm sorry to hear that." "Well, you apologised - her forgiveness would have been a bonus." "Actually, I feel I've learnt a lot about forgiveness recently." " Really?" " Yeah." "I never realised how much better it could make things." "I try not to let them show" "But I think that now you've seen me" "For my true colours" "I'm sure you recognise I was stupid" "But I love you..." "No pants, huh?" "Ugh!" "There will never be a time when we have to say goodbye" "I've seen you try at all of my bad jokes" "And I've cooked you seven meals Six of them on which you choked" "But it has taken me a while to get used to this new feeling" "And I woke up with a smile Oh, I nearly started screaming" "That I love you, I love you" "I-I-I love you, I love you" "And I-I-I will love you" "Till the day I die..."