"=Episode 8=" "Hello." "Is anybody outside?" "The elevator stopped all of a sudden." "The emergency crew will be here soon." " Jeong Ju." " Where are you taking me?" "Where am I going?" "Patient, please calm down." "Kid." "We're on our way to have your CT scan done." "Release me now." "Patient." "Doctor." "What is wrong with him?" "Patient." "Are you all right?" "Please calm down." "He's having a seizure." "What did you say?" "He has elevated intracranial pressure." "Jeong Ju." "Jeong Ju." "Experiment." "What do you mean by that?" "What's going on?" "Yeo Uk." "I'll tell you all about it later." "Mom." "Go up and do your work." "You're in a bad mood." "It feels like I'm looking at a person who's struggling from an induced hypnotic state." "There's a lot of side effects." "You still want that drug?" "Why are you in Dr. Min's room?" "Dr. Min has something to confer with me." "It is regarding your surgery." "What do you want to ask?" "Cha Tae Jin." "You did not commit any mistakes in Dr. O Eun Hui's surgery?" "From the Craniotomy to the Hemostasis." "Are you all right?" "She was awake all the time during the surgery." "Are you holding me responsible for what happened to her?" "Patient." "You can't do that." "You can't shut your mouth." "You won't be able to breathe." "You will die." "Jeong Ju." "Open your mouth." "Jeong Ju." "Jeong Ju." "Open your mouth." "Did you call me?" "What?" "I am asking you as a surgeon." "Answer me, as a surgeon." "Is it an 'above board' operation?" "O Eun Hui's head had a 3 X 4 Meningioma." "A tumor that posed a risk to her speech and motor skills." "It's not life threatening." "All through out surgery, her speech and motor skills were verified." "From the beginning of surgery to the end, she was in a stable condition all through out." "Her vital stats were also stable." "I did my best." "This is her destiny." "I can't be held responsible for that, don't you agree?" "In this world, there is no 100% sure fire surgery." "A basket case patient, facing death, will miraculously walk out of the hospital." "A surgeon cannot be too confident of his own skills." "Interesting, not other people, what you said." "Min Seong Jun. You're not asking me this question as a doctor but as a coward who cannot accept this destiny." "If you're asking me as a surgeon, then ask me specific questions." "Only by doing this, can I answer you properly." "This has really gone too far." "In the future." "You have to face this problem head on." "You cannot make a mistake like this again." "Such a thing..." "It was deliberate." "It was intentional." "Are Lee Hae Jo and the patient inside?" "Where were you all this time?" "I am sorry." "The elevator is stuck in the middle." "I put on an eager expression asking him to get me the trial drug from the United States." "And then?" "Why did you do that?" "I want him to mock me." "What do you mean?" "I've never seen Cha Tae Jin act like that in my life." "I have a question." "I've never thought of that." "It's my turn now." "I have to hide the real me, and show him the weak me." "Why did you look for Cha Tae Jin?" "Is there a problem with my surgery?" "How perfect Cha Tae Jin is in surgery." "I want to see it for myself." "A stone has a crack too." "A stone mason has to know where to strike it in order to crack that stone open." "The harder the stone is, the more quickly it will break into pieces with one blow." "Doctor." "Don't do that any more." "For what?" "He will die if he continues on like this." "I know." "Just leave it like that." "Don't bother any more." "Open your mouth." "You can't die like this." "The door is slowly opening." "Wait a minute." "Lee Hae Jo." "Doctor!" "Are you alright?" "Yes." "What is the patient's condition?" "Epilepsy attack." "Serious brain swelling." "I want to open his airway." "The patient is having difficulty breathing." "We must do an intubation." "Give me the laryngoscope." "Lee Hae Jo." "Can you do an intubation?" "I can." "I'll pass the laryngoscope to you." "Take it." "Don't worry." "Insert the laryngoscope first." "Doctor." "It's not going in." "It can't go in." "I can hear his breathing but it can't go in." "Don't move first." "Seems like it can't go in any more." "Then what should we do?" "We can't leave him like that." "We'll do a Tracheostomy." "[Tracheostomy- an opening is cut in the trachea (windpipe)]" "Tracheostomy?" "She's just a first year resident." "Will she be able to do that?" "I'll personally go inside." "Doctor, you're going in yourself?" "We can't have a first year resident do it too." "But, it's too dangerous." "I'm going in." "Doctor, Dr. Lee Hae Jo can do it." "She can do Tracheostomy." "Cha Yeo Uk." "How can Lee Hae Jo do Tracheostomy?" "Don't meddle." "Just step aside." "Entering an out of order elevator is very dangerous." "A little mistake can be very dangerous." "Trust Lee Hae Jo." "Entrust it to her." "He can't breathe because of the seizure..." "Because of laryngeal spasm, I can hear a sound already." "He needs intubation." "This can't continue on like this." "What do I do?" "Lee Hae Jo." "You can do it." "You can do it, Lee Hae Jo." "Lee Hae Jo." "Doctor." "No matter what I do, it can't go in." "It's not your fault." "I'll give you the surgical equipments." "Do a Tracheostomy." "In here?" "Do a Tracheostomy here?" "Scalpel." "Take it." "Cut between the adam's apple and the Cricoid cartilage." "It's cut." "Insert your finger and feel the muscle." "I can." "Separate the muscle." "Don't touch the thyroid gland." "Consciously move towards the center." "Doctor." "There's too much blood gushing out." "Cut into it first." "Worry about stopping the bleeding later." "Lee Hae Jo." "The patient's life is in your hands." "You have to make him breathe fast." "The membrane is cut." "Insert your finger in." "Can you feel his trachea?" "I can." "Can you feel the many cartilage intertwined together?" "I can." "Do an H cut." "Cut." "Insert a tube in the middle of the H cut." "Here, take this." "The moment you insert the tube, pull the obturator out." "and then inflate the balloon of the tube." "Inflated." "Check him." "Doctor." "I can hear steady breathing." "The surgery was successful." "When the elevator opens, we have to commence surgery immediately." "Cha Yeo Uk..." "Hurry and reserve an operating room." "Yes." "What are you doing here?" "The surgery..." "It's just starting." "Once the intracranial pressure is controlled, there won't be any big problems already." "That's good." "Lee Hae Jo." "What's wrong with your hand?" "It's nothing." "It's nothing?" "Don't tell me... in order to make him breathe, you inserted it in his mouth?" "Don't move." "It hurts a lot." "A doctor who's scared of pain." "Compared to an animal's teeth, a human's teeth is sharper, don't you know that?" "There are no apparatus available." "What kind of doctor are you?" "You can't even protect your hand." "I can't let the patient die, can I?" "Don't move." "It's all done." "Thank you!" "You... still don't know how to do intubation." "Are you..." "I'm just kidding." "You were very cool today." "This is the first time you did a Tracheostomy." "Yet you did it very fast and successfully." "When they were in there, I felt that my fingers weren't mine." "Just like eating, just like writing." "My hand just moved." "That is a Surgeon." "Consider yourself lucky." "You think I'd do this for anyone?" "Okay." "Thank you." "Doctor!" "The surgery..." "It went very well." "That is really fortunate." "You have worked hard." "Go and rest." "Thank you." "For what?" "Earlier..." "Tracheostomy... didn't you ask me to do it?" "Thank you for trusting me." "You've worked hard." "Doctor!" "Ajumma." "Doctor." "I already washed your handkerchief." "I'm so sorry." "I'm all right." "I'm really very sorry." "And thank you for saving my son." "Ajumma." "He's worse than an animal." "He deserves to die." "A terrible person." "Even if the whole world accuse him, curse him and throw stones at him, he is still my son no matter what happens." "As a mother, I would rather die on his behalf." "as a mother, I shouldn't have asked you to kill him." "I said I would rather die on his behalf." "Dr. Ho Jo Gang." "It's 6 O'clock." "Doctor." "Wake up." "Oh." "Okay." "Doctor." "It's already 6 O'clock." "I'm already awake." "Dr. Lee Ji Yun, it's already 6:02." "6:02." "Ho Jo Gang." "Yes." "Are you still asleep?" "No." "Your sunbae is already sitting, getting ready for a new day." "And you're still in lala-land?" "Do you want to stay asleep forever?" "I am sorry." "You've already been a doctor for 2 years." "You don't have any concept of shame, do you?" "Why are you glaring at him?" "Lee Hae Jo went to wake Chief up?" "What time is it?" "6:10" "Why are you sleeping here?" "What is that expression of yours?" "What's wrong?" "Is something wrong?" "No." "Everything's fine." "Tell me." "Yesterday... in the elevator..." "while I was trying to keep his airway open, his mother asked me to stop doing it." "I can't forget her expression." "Clutching my arm and with her head shaking." "You did the right thing all along." "A doctor cannot decide for the patient nor condemn." "What was running through your mind back then?" "When his mother grabbed your arm and asked you to stop saving him." "I felt that she would surely regret it." "A family is always a burden." "it's like a rock weighing on your shoulders." "Like a sponge soaked with salt water." "Because it's too heavy, you want to toss it away." "He might as well died." "If he died that time, then it's not too late to think like that." "But no matter how much you try to submerge it, but don't you still have to carry your family till the end?" "Were you startled yesterday?" "'Mom, are you all right?" "'" "You've been asking that same question a lot to me recently." "'Mom, are you all right?" "'" "'Mom, are you okay?" "'" "Yeo Uk." "Yes." "I have decided to try the medicine from the US clinical trial studies." "It's a medicine which can improve brain skills." "There's a possibility of curing Prosopagnosia." "If it's a drug from clinical trials, there might be some side effects, isn't it?" "The chances of having side effects maybe very low." "Did Dr. Min Seong Jun say he'll help you obtain that drug?" "Yes, that's right." "I want to be able to recognize your face." " Hi." " Hi..." "I am James." "I'd like to obtain the drug, please." "It is very important to me." "Breaking News." "The Human Brain is a mysterious world yet to be conquered." "Korea University Hospital's Dr. Cha Tae Jin, announced that he will do a lecture on it's undiscovered functions, which would lift the science of neurosurgery to a new level." "Reporter Lee Yeon Jung will report on the subject matter." "Dr. Cha Tae Jin's brain research team of Korea University Hospital" "This morning, up until this moment, the sensory nerves that can feel pain, the undiscovered world of motor neuron, has announced the results of a breakthrough." "in this brain map discovered a a more advanced and intensified research." "Oppa..." "As long as the neuromedical center and brain research institute is established." "I can embark on more innovative research." "The brain map will give a whole new chapter to the medical profession." "This, this." "Gang Eun Hyeon." "Just to see a very busy NS surgeon, I've come all the way here." "You don't have patients in the emergency room?" "It's my day off today." "I'm just passing by to say hello before I leave." "How is she doing in the Nursing Home?" "Is your mother coping well?" "Yes." "Her hands are very cold." "Her hands felt as cold as ice cubes." "Seemed like they were frozen together." "Her heart also, her memory too." "Since a long time ago, mom's memory was stuck in that period of time where she was at her happiest." "Seems like her life got frozen along with that memory." "She's living with that kind of perception." "What is frozen together, you can only leave it alone." "She will get hurt if it gets broken." "It will trickle out." "you can only protect her from the side." "even if it gets very tiring for you." "I know." "Did you call me, Doctor?" "Cha Yeo Uk." "Lee Hae Jo." "Yes." "Do you know what today is?" "It's a very glorious and famous day worth commemorating." "Is it your birthday?" "Lee Hae Jo." "Of course, my birthday is also very important and is worth celebrating." "Although today is not as important as that," "Regardless." "For the likes of you, this will become your most unforgettable day." "What is today?" "Today is your Admission Ceremony." "Today is the Hospital Admission Ceremony?" "Yes." "Actually, the admission ceremony is held on a date where there's the least amount of patients." "It's a special tradition of the NS department." "Before sunset, finish what you have to do then prepare to eat good meat." "From today, your jjamppong eating days are over." "Yes." "Eun Hui." "You came." "Espresso double, please." "So, you still love to drink strong coffee." "It's here?" "Yes, right." "Do you really want to do this?" "Didn't I say so?" "I've already decided." "Eun Hui." "Just let me do it." "This might sound audacious, but I have a favour to ask you." "In case, something happens to me and Yeo Uk is left all alone," "bring him to the States with you." "I am not asking you to assume responsibility, but I want you to be his mentor till until the day he can stand independently on his own." "I'm very interested in the surgery." "It's an honor." "To actually pique your interest." "The connection between the 2 cranial nerves." "The patients who had injury to the central area, Arcuate Vasculature." "commonly developed paralysis to the lower half of the body." "4 out of 5 patients experience this kind of side effects." "80% probability." "I also discovered it by chance." "By chance." "It is also by chance that we discover we can alter a man's fate in life." "I am looking forward to you findings." "Patient Ok Jeong Ju." "Your trauma patient." "During your operation, due to the injury to his brain, it gave rise to this condition." "Because of that side effect, his lower body became paralyzed." "You have a very good memory." "Your memory is very clear when it comes to my patient." "That patient's case, what did you do to create that side-effect." "If you use this case in your findings, doesn't it hold more weight?" "I just use the patients as subjects with direct correlation to the disability." "Thank you for your concern." "Isn't today your admission ceremony?" "Congratulations!" "Everyone, thank you." "Doctor, you are already handsome enough wearing your uniform." "But you look even better, wearing civilian clothes." "You've now become a formal member of neurosurgery." "Bcause of Dr. Cha Tae Jin, the whole hospital has been turned upside down." "There is even more pressure on you." "to keep up with your father's reputation." "I will do my best." "Call me at once if there are any problems with the patients." "Ok, we got it." "Don't worry." "Hurry and go." "Hello everybody, I am Korea University NS' third year resident Lee Ji Yun." "First off, I would like to thank these extremely busy doctors for attending this dinner." "Third year resident." "Enough with the greetings." "We've already seen enough of each other everyday." "Ah, yes." "Then, Chief Min Seong Jun is also here to join this beautiful..." "Didn't I tell you to cut it short?" "Yes, Sir." "Doctor, say a few words." "I am Min Seong Jun." "Who doesn't know your name?" "Seems like everyone has never eaten meat before." "seeing how focused you are on your meats." "Then I'll just talk briefly." "Neurosurgery is not only about controlling a person's life and death." "It's where a neurosurgeon can affect a person's life significantly." "A neurosurgeon has to bear the responsibility of the patient's life." "It will go on for life." "Cha Yeo Uk." "Lee Hae Jo." "Today, these 2 people have jumped into a sea of fire." "For the new doctors who just joined our hospital." "and also hope that these 2 people can some day become mainstays in the operating room." "Cheers!" "Cheers!" "A Celebration party." "I Jun. You did well." "You don't have to thank me yet." "Isn't this just the beginning?" "Yes, right." "The findings you've announced in the news is just the tip of the iceberg." "For the emergence of the new prominent brain member." "It's really delicious." "Eat some more." "More meat please." "Lee Hae Jo." "Come here." "Drink a shot." "Good." "Finish it." "Drink." "Wow." "You really can't drink." "You should drink soju in this kind of glass." "Where did you learn how to drink spirits?" "Just like they do in the province." "Sir." "You're here to get some air?" "I feel so old already." "I can't drink a lot any more." "How is it possible, Sir?" "I'm just kidding." "I don't feel old myself." "I haven't seen you smile in a long time, Dr. Gang." "You were always smiling back when you were an intern." "You would also crack jokes once in a while." "You were a very easygoing person." "It hurts looking at you now." "Whenever I see you, it feels like you are guarding a secret from people." "It seems very lonely." "That." "I'm all right." "It's been over 10 years already, our teacher-apprentice relationship." "Hope that one day, you can understand this teacher's unrequited love." "Sir..." "It's all right." "You don't have to say it." "Good luck." "Let's continue on to the 2nd round." "Second round." "To the Karaoke." "Let's go." "Hurry up." "Are you all right?" "You drank a lot." "I'm fine." "You might pass out any moment." "Take care of yourself first." "Isn't the 2nd round, the soju bomb?" "Lee Hae Jo." "Hurry." "Lee Ji Yun and Ho Jo Gang are both having a great time." "We must mentor them well." "Doctors who can play hard are also very skillful in surgery." "Which country's code of ethics is that, Dr. O Gwang Hui." "Isn't there a lot of stress in Neurosurgery?" "So we have to play hard." "Doctor, let me pour you a cup." "Yes." "I want to ask you something." "You've been doing research and writing papers continuously, compared to other neurosurgeons, aren't you more serious about it?" "But as far as you're concerned, the operating room is everything." "What's your reason?" "What's your reason?" "If you feel that I've overstepped my boundaries, then I apologize for that." "Why do soldiers go to battle?" "To win the battle?" "Yes." "Initially, it is to win." "But later on, they are fighting to survive." "If they don't fight, they will be killed." "In the end, he doesn't even know how it started." "Because the soldier, himself became the battleground." "No reason, no motive." "Unconsciously..." "Fighting for the sake of fighting." "Battling for the sake of the battle." "What about you?" "Why did you choose this battle?" "For the sake of carrying on." "I became a neurosurgeon." "Carrying on for the sake of carrying on, so you want to be a neurosurgeon." "=Dr. Cha Tae Jin is using his patients to experiment on his brain map.=" "Lee Hae Jo." "What are you doing here?" "Sir." "It is dangerous here." "I want to go back to the hospital." "But I can't hail a cab." "Wait for a while." "I'll take you back." "What are you doing?" "Poking you." "For what?" "Do you know what your nickname is?" "The man who cannot fall." "You're the kind who doesn't fall no matter how much you are poked." "Doctor, are you that great?" "Are you that outstanding?" "You are really." "Doctor." "You seem so cold." "We have to cherish our hands." "Although it's a new hand but" "I'm still a surgeon, aren't I?"