"INTIMATE HEADSHOT" "The light is pretty good here." "Smoke too much, don't you Gabor?" "I don't think so." "Ever thought about quitting?" "No, not really." "Your honeymoon's going to be wonderful in Italy." "Yeah..." "Gabor, sweetheart, you look stressed out." "Is it because of your wedding tomorrow?" "No, I'm just..." "tired of all these dress rehearsals." "I don't see why once isn't enough." "I understand her." "She wants everything to look perfect." "You know what she's like." "Yeah, I know." "But I would have been happy just imagining it." "She's so cute though, I love watching her get ready." "Tell me what you like best about me." "You really want to know, darling?" "I can't look at you without getting excited." "I'm serious, what do you like best about me, honey?" "No, no, no." "Stop using that word." "I've asked you several times already." "No more 'honey this' and 'honey that'." "Especially with people around." "I mean it." "You embarrassed me in front of my friends last time." "I'm sorry, luv." "Your husband-to-be's nickname will be:" "Diamond Ace." "My friends wouldn't understand that honey stuff, you see'?" "Okay, Diamond Ace." "Yeah, Diamond Ace." "Diamond Ace, I got it." "So, Diamond Ace, what is it you like about me the best?" "I've said it a hundred times already." "But you said something different every time." "Okay, I love you coz you tamed my wild side." "Is that okay?" "Yeah, We're fine now." ""Why do you find moustaches sexy?"" ""I don't know, they're just cute. "" ""BTW, what kind are you wearing today?"" "Hi, home so soon?" "It's Friday and there was a power-cut at the office and I have to work on my laptop." "What would you do if you found out your best friend was shagging your wife?" "That really sucks." "But what would you do?" "I can't say, but I'd be pissed off for sure." "Would you surprise them?" "I think every guy would." "Everyone, huh?" "Yeah." "So you'd surprise them, huh?" "Definitely." "Where's the toilet?" "At the rear." "Thanks." "Hi, mum." ""Hi, Tomi, I've got a surprise for you. "" ""I ordered your furniture; it'll be delivered tomorrow afternoon. "" "Mum, please, I told you I wanted to choose my own furniture." ""I chose it - but in your taste. "" ""Have you heard, you're not the only one living in the apartment Mock now?"" ""Apparently someone else moved in too. "" "Really?" ""A girl, a bit younger than you. "" ""She's also living on her own"" ""On the same floor as you. "" "I'm bound to run into her then." ""Right, that's all I wanted to say;" "see you tomorrow luv. "" "Bye." "Hello?" ""... and I heard she's kind and pretty... "" "Who?" ""The new resident I was talking about. "" ""She's an undergraduate. "" "Is this why you've rung me again?" ""She asked Gyuri to tea, you know the guy managing the apartment block. "" ""Gyuri said she's really great. "" "And how does that involve me?" ""You need a bit of love in your life, Tomi. "" "Did you tell Gabor?" "I couldn't." "Why?" "Because I really thought you'd told him," "I felt he was a bit moody." "I just couldn't start talking about it." "But I've decided to do it tonight." "Tonight of all times?" "You should have done it before." "I must." "There's no telling how he'll react." "Yeah, but what if someone else tells him?" "If you ask me, it should remain a secret forever." "Forever." "We've gone through some hard times." "It's taken years." "It spoiled the relationship between you and your father." "Gabor won't be able to get over this in a single day." "Wow, how exciting!" "You two look really good." "You're going to be beautiful." "Your makeup is great, and it goes with the tie." "Yeah, and the socks too, though you can't see them." "Let's have a kiss." "Tomorrow." "Oh, come on." "I don't like things too upfront, especially when there's a camera." "What will happen tomorrow'?" "You'll have stage fright and will flunk it." "Just one kiss as a rehearsal." "There will be more cameras around tomorrow." "We'll practice it after you've gone home." "Listen, I'll help you do it, I'll direct." "The show is over." "You can call it a day, get it?" "Hey, sweety!" "Relax, let yourself go." "Concentrate on Eva." "I don't normally concentrate while kissing." "Okay, whatever." "Look at Eva, feel what she means to you." "What is this?" "Some kind of film shoot?" "We're through, Zozi, understood?" "You're tired." "Because I'm doing too many crazy things all the time." "Do you want me to massage your back?" "Thanks, but not really." "Why not?" "It loosens up the muscles." "Gets rid of all the toxins." "Helps fresh Mood flow to the brain." "The thing is I have to go back to the office." "We've got another important meeting today." "What do you mean?" "You told me there was a power-cut." "And it's Friday, late in the afternoon." "I'm not going to explain it right now." "The point is I'm not happy about it either." "It's a crazy client." "But an important meeting." "They won't have time Monday, we've got to deal with it today." "If there's still no power, we'll go to a cafe." "Couldn't you have told me a bit earlier on?" "I thought we'd chat a little." "You're not even going to finish your meal?" "The meal was great, but I have to go now." "Hi." "Hi, Gabi." "Are you Akos?" "Yes." "I'll just put my things down, and go to the toilet, if that's okay." "That's fine." "I'll have a coke, if the waiter asks." "Sure." "Hello, you're the other resident, aren't you?" "Yeah." "At last I found you." "I've just been down to the swimming pool, Have you tried it yet?" "Not yet." "Then I was the first one to use it." "It's nice." "My name is Katalin Sonntag." "Kali." "Tomi Szabo..." "Tomi." "When did you move in?" "About two weeks ago, I mean..." "without any furniture." "I'm still without my furniture too." "Apparently, the next family will move in..." "in a month's time." "Till then, it's just the two of us." "Which flat is yours?" "Number thirty-four." "What have you been up to in just one slipper?" "I'm making for the other one." "Where?" "I think I left it somewhere here." "Have you found it?" "No." "I'm going to swim again at six." "Will you join me?" "No, I'll be busy then." "AH right." "Just knock on my door if you need..." "anything." "We can have a cup of tea if you have the time or..." "if you feel like it." "Yeah that sounds great." " Bye then." " See you." "No, no, please don't." "Would you pour me some more wine?" "Okay." "It's time for you to learn to relax without wine." "That would be great." "Balazs has gone to Vienna for four days." "I know he's gone to Vienna;" "we work together, you know." "You do, really?" "I didn't know that." "Are you serious?" "You and Balazs work together?" "I had no idea." "I love your humour." "I thought you loved my hot games... and the little volcano inside me." "Are you going to open your present?" "I'd rather not yet." "Let's have some wine first." "Sure." "You're having a coke, too?" "Yeah, I'm the accommodating type." "Do I look embarrassed?" "I didn't notice." "You didn't'?" "That's good." "It's just I've never met anyone from a chatroom in real life." "Really, you haven't?" "To be honest, neither have I." "I hadn't intended to - originally-." "But we've been chatting online for such a long time now," "I thought I could trust you." "I hope you won't be disappointed." "Well then, I'd better tell you right now that..." "Gabi isn't my real name." "So what is it?" "My real name is Szilvi, I'm Gabi only in the chatroom." "I see." "I think everyone has an online identity and a real identity, and the two aren't the same thing." "A clever psychology student explained it to me." "How does your internet persona differ from your real one?" "What do you mean?" "Aren't your two personae different?" "Maybe." "I feel a lot freer on the net. and a lot braver." "I even talk about intimate things, things I'd never talk about with strangers." "But we're not strangers." "Yes, we are." "Hi!" "I'm a little drunk." "I'm not an alcoholic, but I'm a little drunk right now." "I came over just to ask you for a glass of milk." "It will do me good." "Come in, I'll give you a carton of it." "I think a glass will be enough." "Jesus!" "Are you crazy?" "What are you doing?" "You're drunk." "Just go home, okay?" "Cool down, just cool down." "Go home, and have a good sleep." "At last, just the two of us-." "Did you really need to invite Zozi?" "You know I don't like gays." "He's my best friend." "I promised he could help us today." "I suppose there's nothing wrong with drinking coffee together," "I know you like him." "I'm not even jealous." "You're such a square." "You've really taken to this little gay bear he gave you." "I love it." "And I love you." "Very, very much." "But I love you very, very, very much..." "Hey, don't you want me now?" "I don't know." "Who would have thought it?" "My nymphomaniac bride doesn't even know whether she wants me or not." "Does she?" "Should I do what you love me to do?" "Should I?" "I have to tell you something." "Have you decided we'll go to Rome on the fourth day instead of the third?" "It's not that simple this time." "Is something wrong?" "Yes, no, I mean nothing's wrong." "What then?" "Your mother?" "It isn't my mother." "Listen, I'll tell you, okay?" "Just don't get upset." "Is there something to fear?" "Oh, no, no, nothing." "Right, get if off your heart." "I wasn't manning on this kind of an afternoon but go ahead." "I want to go into this marriage honestly." "We are honest with each other, aren't we?" "You agree that we should know everything about each other, don't you?" "But we already know everything about each other." "We know each other, don't we?" "No, because there's something I haven't dared tell you yet." "Fm always thinking about it." "But what?" "Whatever it is..." "We love each other enough to overcome anything." "No, no, no, this one first, please!" "OK." "Interesting..." "This is a new massage oil." "You'll see." "The one with coconut I wanted so much'?" "This will be something entirely new." "Akos and Mari" "I'm different here." "In the real world." "That's the point." "A real person here, just words over there," "Yeah." "But we had some great chats, didn't we?" "It was fun." "Don't you think I'm a bit old for you?" "I told you I like older men." "But I think we're still at the very beginning." "Yeah, I agree." "I didn't mean anything else." "We agreed on lots of things and there were lots of shared topics." "That's great' that's a good start." "Yes..." "Sports!" "Cars!" "The topic of what panties you're wearing today." "Hey, we should make things clear." "It's true I told you what panties I wore every day, and so on, but..." "But that was my point, that we are a fair way from that." "Do you see?" "Of course I do, but..." "In about eighty percent of our chats we were talking about that." "I thought we could just continue where we left off." "But whatever works for you." "You seem to understand me." "Well then." "Let's start at the beginning." "Is that okay?" "Yes, let's do that." "Go ahead." "We haven't talked about your work." "Are you really an investment advisor?" "Yes, it's just as I wrote." "Then you must earn a lot." "You could say so." "Then the Volvo isn't a fake either." "It isn't, but you'd prefer an Alfa Romeo, wouldn't you?" "I like Volvos too." "We can go for a ride, if you feel like it." "It would be great!" "I love going fast!" "But I'm afraid it's still too early." "Your online persona would go' but your real one won't?" "Yes, something like that." "Why do you live alone?" "The usual story." "I haven't found the real love of my life yet." "That's sweet." "I like going for a spin." "Look at that cloud." "What a funny shape!" "Does it resemble...?" "A dog!" "A dog?" "I think it looks more like a cauliflower." "Then it must be a cauliflower dog." "A cauliflower dog." "You see, you're also completely different in reality." "You think so?" "Yeah." "Look." "That one looks like a big click." "I love this." "At such times I feel like I really don't give a damn about anything." "Me too, I don't give a damn... yeah." "And all of life's problems are gone." "Just like when making love." " Shall we get out?" " Wait!" "I think we have a lot in common." "We do." "You're beautiful." "Stop doing that, will you?" "We're not ready." "But we are here together." "I've caressed you." "But this is strange to me, you're touching my breasts." "Stroking my hand is okay, but why did you touch my breasts?" "I didn't want that, you know'?" "I feel we've got something in common." "We simply..." "breathe together." "Sit back... and let's talk." "I would rather kiss you." "But I would rather not." "Are you angry now?" "There's no sleeping together on the first date with me, okay?" "I'm not the type you can pick up online for a one-night stand." "But we've been chatting for two months." "You see this?" "I'll spray it if you get closer, you hear me?" "You chatted with my online persona for two months." "I don't know you in real life, and I don't even want to anymore." "You want nothing but a bit of nookie." "T was an idiot to trust you." "We were making love online for two months." "You told me what kinds of panties you wore, and where you liked to be caressed." "You told me all your fantasies." "You sent me photos of your bras, and I even printed them out." "I enjoy sex, but I'm not a whore." "And what you need is a whore." "You really interest me." "Sit back in the car, and forgive me." "I want to get to know you." "Too late!" "You just want a quickie." "You don't want to know my real personality." "I really want to get to know you." " I won't be nasty, I promise." " There's no need." "You want to stay here in the middle of nowhere?" "I'll hitchhike home." "Hopefully I won't get raped." " Let's talk it over." " I don't trust you anymore." "Forgive me." "I'll spray if you keep harassing me." "I'll be good, I promise." "Do you want to stay here?" "Drop dead!" "I don't want to hurt you." "You hear me?" "Wait!" "Something could happen to you here." "Stop kidding around!" "I'm not a pervert." "I'm leaving." "You're not funny." "I'm really leaving." "I'm out of here." "Crazy online whore." "I hope you get fucked by a great big bear!" "I'm using bad language huh?" "Because I'm a fool, a bloody fool!" "Are you going to eat all that?" "Perhaps." "What happened?" "Nothing special" "You seem hungry." "I haven't eaten all day." "You didn't have the meal I cooked for you." "No wonder you're hungry." "Now you're eating cold stuff, all mixed up." "Oh my God, jam with tomato!" "It's not so bad." "I'm working for a crazy woman." "It's really a tiring job." "She's a little bitch." "Is she really so tiring?" "She drives me mad with her silly questions." "Where is your wedding ring?" "What?" "Where is your ring?" "I took it off." "What's this?" "Did someone scratch you'?" "It's a crazy story." "A fucking pigeon flew in my face," "I raised my hand, and it scratched me." "What are you talking about?" "A pigeon flew towards me." "I raised my hand and it scratched me." "A Pigeon?" "It hurts real bad." "I hope I won't get some kind of infection." "Avian flu or something like that." "I never heard a story like that." "Wouldn't a branch have been simpler?" "Don't you feel sorry for me?" "You think it was a woman, don't you?" "Akos, for a university graduate, that's a miserable explanation!" "It's ridiculous." "What's your little pigeon's name?" "You're completely mad!" "I should have just lied." " Should I have said it was a cat?" " Do you know any cats?" "Do you think you can fool me forever?" "I've had enough." "Here you are." "I know about these, too." "Let me explain." "I'm leaving you." "Sit down, let's talk it over-." "I won't sit clown, I want to stand." "I didn't cheat on you, believe me." "I can put the clues together." "This wasn't the first time." "There's something else bothering you." "Something else?" "You haven't touched me since my operation, that's bothering me." "I'm alone, for God's sake!" "We live together like two strangers." "Since my mastectomy I'm not a woman to you," "Yet I feel like a woman." "You are a woman." " You're my wife." " You don't think of me as a woman." "You find me revolting, don't you?" "Say it!" "Tell it to me.. -..." "Mari, how can you say that?" "You're my wife." "We haven't made love for two and a half years." "You don't even embrace me." "You just chase young chicks." "The situation is different now." "But I don't find you revolting." "How can you say such a thing?" "I asked you if you wanted me to have silicone implants, but you didn't." "Silicon is just as bad, maybe worse." "Then what do you think I should do?" "I don't know." "But don't go, please." "We have to stay together." "I'm sure of that." "You know it too." "If you love me, you must be able to touch me." "I'm going to the bedroom now, and I'll wait for you there." "Either you join me there and we make love, or I move out." "Or you can decide right now." "I don't want to decide." "I'll close my eyes." "I can't do it." "But I do love you-." "Give me a little more time." "I've decided to move away." "Then I'll get breast implants." "Silicon ones." "That's what I'll have." "I'll take out a loan for the operation." "I'll have new breasts in two months." "If you still need me, you'll have to accept me the way I am." "If not, there'll be someone else who can." "You'll come and court me like a lover." "What's the use of that?" "We've been married twenty-six years." "You've got two months to ask me out." "Bring red roses and chocolates." "I want to see your romantic side, if do you come." "Tomi and Kati" "You scare me." "You should have a rest." "You're drunk." "Calm down, right?" "Are you mad?" "Son of a bitch!" "Let me go!" "Help!" "Cool it cool it, cool it!" "Look, WI take my panties off." "Just kiss me first." "You wanted to rape me, you bloody piece of shit!" "I'm calling someone to do your face in." "Bastard!" "I'm really fucked up!" "I'm bloody finished!" "Fuck!" "Please, forgive me-." " You're bleeding." " Don't be mad at me!" "Does it hurt so much?" "Wait." "My whole life's a piece of shit." "You wanted to rape me." "Forgive me." "Forgive me." "Why should I?" "You're like a child now." "What should I do with you?" "You almost bit my nose off." "It's not going to fall off." "My life's pretty shit, too." "It can't be as crap as mine." "I can't remember when it was all right." "I only meet the most wretched guys." "My last boyfriend was always beating me up." "My mother hates me." "I hate myself, too." "Isn't that enough?" "I'm a virgin." "Even though I'm twenty-seven, twenty-seven years old." "You're not bad-looking." "That's not the point, the point is..." "Fm sick." "What's wrong with you?" "It's monstrous." "What is it?" " Is it infectious?" " No, it isn't." "Won't you tell me?" "Yeah..." "No." "Is it fatal?" "Yes." "I have a small penis." "Listen, that's not a disease." "But for me it's become like one." "My whole life is a nightmare because of it." "What size is it'?" "Small." " How small is it'?" " Very." "In centimeters?" "I don't know." "It's a little smaller than small." "The problem is I have no self-confidence." "I was a different guy before, but I changed, and now..." "I was the leader type, I wanted to be an actor..." ""because I felt like a strong character." "But I've been living with my parents for ages." "Then puberty, I started measuring my penis all the time." "I began to change." "Then they bought me this flat." "I don't know what for." "I just sit here all day." "Size really doesn't matter." "The fuck it doesn't!" "I know it does." "I know." "I know." "But I don't give a shit." "The problem is..." "I can't imagine the moment I take it out in front of a girl." "My personality became so twisted." "I'm simply negative, negative about everything." "Come on, I'll bandage your nose." "I've got brandy and beer." "I'd like a little beer." "Uh, the beer's not so good for me now." "I feel more dead than alive." "I don't drink normally, these are only for guests." "But today... well, this day's been too much for me." "Mind if I have a little?" "Not at all." "Your old boyfriend really beat you up?" "Yes, he did." "That's why I moved here in fact." "I hope to cut all the threads that might lead him to me." "He's an animal." "Were you in love with him?" "Very much." "The trouble is I've not been able to erase him from my mind." "Do you like the song?" "It's my favourite." "Will you go to the amusement park with me?" "Sure." "We used to have such a gas there with my brother." "Do you have any brothers or sisters?" "Two sisters." "I'm a little drunk now." "There's no point in excuses." "I just can't take drink." "Don't drink then." "I'll cap the bottle, okay?" "Would you massage my feet?" "I don't know how to do that." "I'd better go home, right?" "I think you should stay." "I think I should leave and get some sleep." "I think you should stay." "You're so sweet." "I liked you the first time I saw you." "You knew I did, didn't you?" "I think so." "You're so sweet, lovely and sensual." "I like you." "And your tiny one, too." "I'm sorry." "Listen, I didn't..." "I didn't mean it like that." "I think 'tiny' is a cute word." "That word makes me feel awkward." "But it's as cute as you are." "No." "I'm not cute and I don't want to be." "Don't be silly." "I understand you." "No, you don't." "Don't be angry." "This is too quick for me." "Don't get me wrong, I want it as much as you do." "You're the only one who understands me." "Let's just sleep next to each other' okay?" "Don't be angry." "This is too quick for me." "Don't get me wrong, I want it as much as you do." "You're the only one who understands me." "Hiya!" "Hello." "Visiting Kati, are you?" "Yes, but I don't want to disturb anybody." "You're not, don't worry." "Come in." "I send her out for beer, she should be back soon." "You can wait inside." "OK." "Sit down." " Did you try her on?" " What?" "You tried out my girlfriend, didn't you?" "No." "You screwed her, you snake." "Admit it." "I swear I didn't." "Then what the fuck are you doing here?" "After some good pussy, aren't you?" "But this pussy is already occupied." "It's my tried and tested, domesticated pussy." "You can go home and wank." "The real thing is mine." "Get what I'm saying?" "Yeah, I get it." "Now get the fuck out of here before she comes home." "If I see you hanging around here again, I'll tear you to bits." "Are you mad?" "What are you doing?" "You fucked up, sprout." "You're out of your mind." "Gabor and Eva" "I can't tell how you'll react to this." "You might leave me after you hear it." "And that would kill me." "My love!" "Tomorrow's our wedding day." "I'm so happy" "Come on then, tell me." "OK, but get ready to hear something that you'd never have imagined." "Did you sleep with someone?" "No, it's far worse than that." "Worse?" "What?" "Take my hand, please." "Do you promise whatever you hear now you'll control your temper and try to understand?" "What are you talking about?" "This whole thing reminds me of a really bad psycho-thriller." "Do you promise or not?" "I do." "I promise." "Come on, tell me, come on, come on!" "Well..." "The truth is"..." "My name was Peter Sashalmi." "Come again." "Are you playing with me?" "Fuck!" "Not again!" "One of your crazy games!" "Really, sweetheart, do you think this is the rig ht time?" "This isn't a game." "The doctor made a mistake?" "That's what I want to explain." "It wasn't the doctor's mistake, I was born... a boy." "I had male genital organs." "I lived my life as a man until I was 18." "I don't get it!" "I can't understand it!" "It's like you're testing me, or something?" "It is my birth date." "Peter Sashalmi became the woman you love." "Now I'm Eva Sashalmi." "Tell me you have a twin brother!" "Look, it's me." "If you really love me you should try to understand." "I'm a woman who was born in the body of a man; it needed to be corrected." "I was operated on abroad, using money inherited from my grandma." "That's the real reason I can't have kids." "I always felt attracted to men." "Am I going to marry a man?" "You're going to marry a woman, a hundred percent woman." "You know I hate fags." "Look in my eyes." "You see?" "I'm a woman." "I was born into my own body through the operation." "I am a woman who was always dreaming of a man like you." "So that's why your father doesn't talk to you." "That's why I couldn't meet him." "Yes." "Did you sleep with women?" "That's not the point." "It simply turns my stomach." "You know fags disgust me." "But I'm not a fag." "I'm a woman." "Your woman." "Who can grasp it?" "There'll be some big trouble, I'd say." "You promised not to get angry, didn't you'?" "You stay there!" "You hear me?" "Stay right there!" "Okay." ".. But you love me, don't you?" "I love my Eva, but that's not who you are." "I am the same person as before." "You had a dick like me." "What I'd really like is to kill you and forget you." "Do it then." "Have you gone mad?" "You should have kept it a secret." "Why the fuck do I have to know about this shit?" "I won't be able to touch you after all this." " I should beat you really hard." " Beat me then." "I should knock your face in." "Fuck you!" "I deserve it." "It doesn't make any sense." "It's crazy." "Hi everyone!" "Sorry, I left my wallet here." "I'm always doing it." "Is Eva in the other room?" "What are you doing?" "Are you all right?" "She told me." "What?" "Everything." "Everything'?" "Yes." "No anger between us, right?" "You're not jealous, are you?" "Now you know I was the first man in her life." "What?" "She didn't tell you that?" "Oh my God!" "I thought she really did tell you everything." "Listen, I'm going now, does Eva..." "Sit down and tell me everything." "Otherwise, I'll rip your balls off." "Take it easy, Gabor!" "Sit down." "Did you fuck her in the ass?" "I wouldn't have chosen those words." "But since you put it that way, she was with me when she realized she's a woman." "It was a really important moment in her life." "I thought she'd told you already." "Gabor's gone mad." "That's my favourite dress." "I get the bit about a dick being cut off, but how the fuck do they drill a hole there?" "You're swearing!" "Because my brain's fucked, that's why!" "Please, don't!" "Cut the crap." "Italy?" "Fuck that!" "I've been fucking a transvestite for three years?" "Balazs and Hajni" "Chambermaid outfit?" "For a role playing game?" "The thought of it excited me." "Mind'?" "You want me to be a waitress?" "Chambermaid." "So what we usually do isn't enough." "No, no, I was just thinking..." "We could spice things up even more." "It's just another dress after all." "Though if we're role playing, I'd rather dress as Santa Claus." "I like giving presents." "Let's have a look at the other parcel." " Handcuffs?" " Is that going 100 far?" "You want to treat me rough?" "No, no, no, how can you think that, it's not for rough sex." "What are they for then?" "Adding to the excitement." "We can put ourselves at the mercy of the other." "At the mercy of the other?" "I don't know." "I've never liked handcuffs." "You never liked giving head before either." "That's true." "But handcuffs are rough." "But it's not for doing rough things, it's just a..." "You're at the mercy of the other, it's a..." "It's a classic role play with handcuffs and a chambermaid." "The ultimate role playing game." "How do you know all this?" "I read some articles on the subject..." "About the most popular role playing games, and sexual perversions." "All right, let's try it." "I like the dress anyway." "Now..." "I'll take this off." "Then..." "I'll put this on." "And you can make your dreams come true." " Are you happy?" " Very much." "Other people watch porn, I get to do it for real." "These two years have been amazing." "You've freed up everything inside me." "You've done the same for me." "Balazs!" "Look, it's not what you think." "You didn't expect me, did you?" "Let's talk this over." "There's nothing to say." "But there is." "Let's just try." "So this is why our friendship ended, Peter?" "Balazs..." "Listen, this may sound strange... but I feel as embarrassed as you do." "We should really try to talk about this." "The truth is the earlier we express things, the better." "Look, Balazs, it's..." "It's really difficult to say this, but Hajni chose me." "Is that true?" "No." "I am your wife, it's you that I love." "And I beg you to forgive me." "I needed more sexual contact." "It was all right with him..." " What?" " It was all right with him?" "What?" "It was all right with him, but..." "But you're the one I love with all my heart, and I'm pleading with you... to forgive me, and then let's go home." "I want us to talk things over, and put them right." "I neglected you, or what?" "Yes, you did, a lot." "I'm really sorry." "I love you so much." "You love me?" "Why are you cheating on me then?" "You're wiggling around here like a cheap whore." "For me..." "This is a very important aspect of my life." "But I don't want to leave you, believe me." "This. this is..." "This is like a transition, this is..." "This was just flirting compared to you." "I told him I would leave you to calm him down." "You played a dirty trick on me, Hajni." " I'm totally confused." " Confused'?" "Really?" "You really feel confused?" " Where did you get that?" " Does it matter?" "Is it loaded?" "Listen, don't spoil everything." "There's nothing to spoil any more, my friend." " You want to kill us?" " Maybe." "Come on, both of you on the bed!" "Put it down, Balazs!" "This isn't you." "Are you mad?" "Fuck you." " Calm down, man, take it easy." " I'm taking it fucking easy." " You really frighten me," " Shut the fuck up!" "Shut up!" "Take those handcuffs." "Put them on yourself-." "Come on, do it!" "To the radiator." "Tie yourself to it." "Do what I say!" "Do it!" "Don't make a move." "I can see anything goes here." "How long have you been coming here?" "For a year and ten months." "A year and ten months." " When did you start?" " Christmas." "Christmas?" "Christmas, you were working then too." "I was awake, he came over, we talked we were waiting for you." "Then I put the children to bed... we kept waiting for you." "We drank two bottles of wine, then it just happened." "The ultimate role playing game, isn't it?" "Being completely at the other's mercy." "Stop it, Balazs, let's go home." "We're staying here." "It's all over, don't you get it?" "You only wear white at home." "Why don't you play such games with me, Hajni?" "Would you like that?" "Not really." "You could have told me this was what you wanted." "We never talk about such things." "It's to bad." "But I changed' and he changed me." "He changed you'?" "How?" "He simply... paid attention to me." "He made me feel free, he opened me up..." "He opened you up?" "What does that mean?" "OK, OK, OK, now I tell you, I should have told you before..." "I had my first orgasm a year and ten months ago." "And that's thanks to him." " What did you say?" " You heard it." "You never had one before, is that what you're saying?" "I didn't even know what it was." "Then I experienced it." "Peter became my first... sex master." "He gave me a book, too." "Here it is." "'Female orgasm', it's very useful, you should read it." " You never had one before, right'?" " No." "I never noticed." "And what's the difference?" "It's not easy to get one." "You have to pay attention to me..." "I need some wine to relax, because I have a lot of inhibitions." " I see, so there is a method to it!" " For me there is." "You've been pretending for eleven years." "You became a cheap slut." "What is this?" "Geisha balls-." "What are they for?" "Is it for your orgasm?" "Not directly, but..." "You perverted bastard!" "I bet you have unexpressed desires too." "That's all I do have." "You also watch porn." "That's none of your business." "Everybody is a bit perverse, not everyone admits it." "Men won't ask their wives to suck them off and visit whores instead." "So you need a little perversion?" "Let him go." "Put that shit on." "Do it." "Stop playing around." "I told you what to do." "Come on." "And do what?" "Peti, you start." "Balazs, it won't work this way." "Calm down, and let Peter go." "Now you show me a few things." "You're being a real creep." "Peti, start now." "Doing what'?" "You fuck, I watch." "Come on." "Balazs, Balazs, please let me go..." "H's enough." "We've had enough." "Put that gun down." "Handcuff her." "Lean heron the bed." "Strip her panties off." "No, don't do it. please, shoot me instead, ifs all my fault." "T didn't pay attention to you." "But you were working for us, please don't leave us now." "I didn't even notice that you never had an orgasm." "But you love me, and I love you, too." "I should have told you." "And you became my best friend's whore." "But I love you, I'm your whore, yours." "No doubt about that." "English translation:" "Andrew Gane"