"What are the things you have done here on the drawing?" "It's blood." "Why is there blood?" "In case there is broken glass on the floor you get blood on your feet." "Here." "Thank you!" "Forgive me for coming on Christmas Eve." " No problem." "Are you going out?" " No, we will be home, at my place." "Some relatives will come later, but it'll be pretty calm." "Come!" "Come on, so you can get it." "Damn, Eva." "You are my angel." "Luckily someone puts up and works." "I don't know what people think!" " What are you doing this weekend?" " I'm going to London with some friends." "Will you have company?" "ALARM SIGNAL" "I need backup." "There is someone still here." "You must get away from here." "Come on." "Hurry up!" "Get in the car." "Lie down!" " You can go." "There's no one here." " Why did you call then?" " I was wrong." " Aha..." " We might as well take a look..." " No, it's okay." "I have already checked." " Have you looked through it all?" " Mm." " It was three minutes since you raised the alarm." " Yes." "May I see your guardian identification?" "You don't look like a guardian." " No, but you're just like a policeman." " Let me see your ID." " Shall we go, then?" " You?" "I want to see your ID." "Does it seem okay?" "But see!" "We should probably put something there." " Erik!" "Was there something?" " No." "Probably some junkies." " Does it hurt?" " No." "I must go now." "Could you at least have called?" "After you came out, I mean." "I have to know that you are well." "That you are alive." " Were you alone in there?" " No, Tomas left when the alarm rang." " The Tomas?" " Yes." " Are you still together with pigs?" " Yes, it's just like that." "He's okay." "Look what I got!" "We must go out some evening." "Or hang up and take something now." "No, I have stopped." "Thank you!" "See you!" "Here." "Open your mouth." "I'll be fine, Grandma." "Things are going well." "PHONE RINGS" "We'll go out soon." " Hey!" " Hey." " I tried to call you." " Aha?" "But then they said that you usually come around here..." " What did you want?" " I thought about inviting you to dinner." " Well, I can't." " Why?" "No, I..." "I'm working." " When will you be free again?" " On Friday." "Then we can meet on Friday, at seven." "I'll write my address..." "I go now, before you have time to think too much." " Do you want a beer?" " No thanks." " What did you do on New Year's Eve?" " Nothing special." " But you must have done something?" " Yes, there was some celebration, but..." "Is that you?" "Yes, and my dad and a perch..." "You're not so alike." " He is also a police officer." " No... ?" " Can I help you with anything?" " Mm." " Do you want a glass of wine?" " No, thank you." "I don't drink." "Then you're like one of those chaste men, right?" "Water is great." "Welcome." "Thank you." "I didn't believe you would come." "Me neither." "Why did you do that, then?" "I don't know." "How is it going?" "Good." "Or..." "I don't know." "It..." "It's good." "I think it's going to snow." " Do you?" " Mm." "Yes, maybe." " But what the hell!" "It's one o'clock!" " I'm sorry, but something happened." " Two, or?" " Three." "I'm sorry." "I'll not come at this time again." " Won't you count them?" " It's not necessary." "It feels like I've been waiting for you." " But you don't know me." " Yes." " You know nothing about me." " Yes." "No, I want to..." "I have to..." "I just have to go to the bathroom." "What have you done here?" "It was an asshole who jumped on me." "A drugged, fucking psycho..." " Eva?" " Yes?" " Are you on time?" " I will." "Come." "Open the door." "Anna, open the door!" "Anna!" "Open the door." "Open the door!" "We have an overdose here." " Hello?" "Can you hear me?" "Wake up!" " We need an ambulance..." " Can you hear me?" " We have an overdose here." "Damn, come on now!" "Wake up, girl!" " Where is the ambulance?" "!" " Is that heroin?" "Is that heroin?" " She is dying..." " Don't you recognize me?" "It is..." " Shut up now." " But what the hell..." "It's me." " Shut up now, you fucking idiot!" "Cute, huh?" "I got them from Tomas on my birthday." "I have cake left!" "Of that frozen princess cake." "But sandwiches first, right?" "Chicken/curry, sundried tomatoes, salami/arugula..." " Cheese-something..." " Cheese-something is great." "I'll have meatballs." "I need protein." " This one was old." " That's probably why they were thrown away." " They are usually good." " Here, take mine." "I missed you." "Your shirt..." "It's very yellow." "39, 90 on the web." "But tell me, then." "How are you doing?" "How do you feel?" " I have like a schedule." " What?" "I take only when I work and stop when I'm free." " Do you take heroin on schedule?" " Mm." "Why?" "You're completely fucking nuts!" "Entirely gone!" "But you took it now, and now you are not working." "Will you have the last bit, or what?" "Otherwise, I'll take it." "It's not worse than any other, anyway." "You should not be together with that kind of people." " How fine we were, huh?" " Mm..." " Here." "You can get it." " Thank you." " What a hell are you doing?" " Here!" "Package!" " I'm going to work tonight." " Open!" "But stop it now!" "I waited for you for over an hour." "Why didn't you come?" " Sorry, I forgot." " Forgot?" "Then you have a fucking bad memory." "It feels like if you didn't give a damn." "You don't call even once, and then you come and hand out gifts." "Yes..." "Because I thought you might need a gift." "Open now." "A fishing rod..." "Will we go out and fish, or something?" "But how do you drive?" "Beware, a police officer!" " Where?" " Here..." " Are you sleeping?" " No." "Are you afraid of dying?" " Of course." " Mm..." " Now I could die." " You will not die." "Now, when I feel like this." "Then do nothing." "But what the hell... ?" "No... !" "I must fucking go home." "I must fucking..." " I must fucking go home now!" " What's wrong with you?" "You are a fucking policeman, you may well start a bloody car?" " I called." "They are on the way." "Take it easy." " No, I must go home now!" " I don't understand." " I hate people who don't understand." "But what are you doing?" "You're sick!" "Why didn't you say anything?" "Wasn't it you I would begin to wonder." "Four thousand." "Four thousand five hundred, by the way." " Have you quit?" " No, it has only happened a few things." "But I get paid on Friday, so I'll take everything next time, I promise." "Good." "Fucking young bastards, that keep on with this stuff..." "Will you call our contact, so I take the glazier?" "Damn, that is..." "There should be a bounty on that kind of fucking idiots!" "Hello?" "Hey, it's Ingmar Gride from the security company." "We have a lot of work for you." "Twenty broken windows." "Okay, bye." "Eva?" "How are you?" "Are you sick?" "What the hell... ?" " What the hell?" "!" "What are you up to?" " It's..." "It's nothing." "Do you think I'm stupid?" "Stand up!" "Stand up!" "No, I can manage it." "No one will notice anything." "I promise, it..." "I need to have this job." "You can't keep working for a single minute." " I need this job!" " Eva..." "But what the hell!" "Damn you, if you do this to me!" "Damn!" "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry, Ingmar..." "But please..." "I can do it." " Come on, let's go." " Please, please, please, please..." "Come on." "Hello!" "How's it going?" " I don't want to see you anymore." " Why are you saying that?" " Because it's like that." " No, it's not like that!" " What the hell..." " Stop now!" "You're so damn naive!" "You..." "Can't you just go?" "Then go... !" "Dear, good God." "If you are, take care of Elvis." " Do you need money, or something?" " What?" "God, how you play bad!" " What if he notice anything?" " Give them back before Saturday." "I promise." "Nice of you." "That's what friends are for." " Where is he now?" " At Mora." "His son turns five today." " I didn't know he had children." " Ha hardly knew either." "How can you have children, but give a shit to it?" "Fuck!" "Go into the kitchen!" "I haven't done anything!" "Let go my jacket!" " Stop it, dammit!" " What has it happened?" "Unauthorised driving, drug-influenced..." "You don't have a license." "I sat in the car and waited." "I would not even run." " Omid would drive me to Mora..." " Shut up!" "You should be fucking happy that you didn't have time to start the car." "Next time it won't be just a taxi." " What happened?" " I fell." " Shall we take an inspection?" " You have no right..." "I told you to shut up!" " Is everything okay?" " Yes, you can go now." "Thanks for your help." "You don't need to be left here." "You know that, right?" " You can come with us out of here." " I'll stay here." "Close the door, I said!" "Fucking bastard cops." " Yeah." "Hey." " Hey." "Why the hell do you stand here and push for?" "What?" "What the hell is wrong with you?" "What?" "You look as if you are going to shit on yourself." "Damn, you're beautiful!" "Is it just vodka and heroin?" "You keep better that way, right?" "Preserved and fine, huh?" "Tell the whore." "She'll look like my mother soon." "How are you?" "I haven't seen you in years." "I thought you were gone - finito." "No..." "No, I'm here." "Can you bring people in here without asking me?" "What?" "!" "I'm sorry." "I miss you." "I feel lonely." "You don't know what lonely is." "I know it, I know what lonely is." "It takes a lot to know it." "You are too simple to know." "I'm sorry, but it was me who just showed up." "Bye." " See you." " Yes." "Bye." " You, I have some questions for you." " Aha?" "You haven't forgotten that we're going out with the job on Saturday, huh?" "No, no." "And..." "Do you want to be with me?" "For real?" "Because sometimes I don't know..." "Sometimes it feels like if you're going away all the time." "I love you." "Okay, it's been a while since you had contact with us here." " How do you live now?" "Do you have a residence?" " Yes, I have." " Do you work?" " Yes." "A couple of years at treatment centers, I see." "What made you start again?" "I don't know, it..." "It's good if you give yourself an answer to that question   before you go into a treatment, so you know if you are motivated." "Yes, but I am." "I really am." "How long have you used drugs?" "Since I was 14." "Okay, Eva." "I've booked an appointment for you on monday. 10:30." "Then you can meet both a doctor and someone from the social services." " What did you take?" " Can I sleep here?" " Take this." " I don't give a damn about it!" " Do you have anybody here?" " I have neighbors!" " I have to sleep here!" "I must!" " No, you can't." "Pull yourself together." "I can't go home." "He's crazy." "I'll call you tomorrow." "It'll be all right." "I'll call you tomorrow." "This is Jocke, and Mats, that I ride with." "This is Thord." "He's a tough guy." "And Göran and Marie..." "It's not just drugs, he's sick in the head." " The most grotesque thing I've seen!" " It was Christmas Eve..." "We don't need to talk about it now." "How can one be together with someone like that?" "He was the one we picked up in the car." "Tomas something." "How can one cut your own bride in the stomach?" " We had been able to bring him in." " Slash his pregnant girlfriend in the stomach..." "Eva?" "Listen, what the hell... ?" "Eva?" "Eva..." "What the hell have you done?" "Hey, it is Erik Sandstrom on Norrmalm here." "Can you check a girl here..." "What?" "Yes, 820928-1 41 7." "Arrests, charges, investigations..." "Everything." "You can go back in time as well." "Everything you can find." "Okay." "Yes, fine." "Bye." "Area 1, 1 2 19, ride up to the SOS." "Identification, overdose, a young woman." " Who was that?" " A girl like those found at Odenplan." " 1 2 19, can you check identification?" "We are located at Sveavägen..." " We take the SOS." "It's closer." " It's not at all!" "What are you doing?" "I'll go and receive the relatives." "You can not, huh?" " Mom, can we go now?" " No, be quiet!" "Patrik!" "Open!" "Can we go?" "Don't stand there crying in the stairwell!" "You are fucking annoying now." " Eva!" " No!" "Ebba, come here!" "Was it fun at the party?" " Patrik, fuck it there now." " Was it a good cake?" "Eva!" "Eva!" "Eva!" "Eva, open the door!" "Open the door!" "Open the door,  or I'll open it myself." "Eva, open the door." " Open the door." " I can't..." "I'll help you." "Open the door." "Open the door!" "Eva, open the door!" "Hello..." "Listen..." "Eva..." "I'm sorry." "You don't need to say that." "Listen..." " I'm sorry." " Don't say that." " I don't want it this way." " No, of course." " I'll help you." " You can't." "I want but I can't." "Of course you can." "Listen to me..." "I will help you." " But you can't..." " Yes, I can." "I want to." "Yes, I want, Eva." "I want to." "She must be hospitalized for detoxification now!" "Eva has already broken our agreement." "She didn't come on time." "Broken an agreement?" "She goes on heroin!" "She has her own will and she's able to make her own decisions." " See if you can find some time next week." " You should help people here, right?" "Where are we?" "You..." "We'll fix this now." " You..." "You?" " Yes." "Will you stay with me now?" "I'll stay here." " Let me out!" "Let me out!" " Stop it." "No!" "Let me out!" "No!" "Stop it!" "Stop!" "I have to go out!" "I want to go out, I want to go out..." "Let me go!" "Damn, I hate you!" "I hate you!" " You're so damn naive!" "Let me alone!" " Calm down, calm down." "So, calm down." "Calm down." "So..." "Quiet now." " Please, please..." " Calm." " Sch, sch..." " Please..." "Please..." "Something..." "I must have something." "Please!" "This will not happen." "I can't." "Fuck it, fuck it." "You're so fucking stupid." "You don't understand anything." "You don't understand anything, damn." "You can't leave me." "You shouldn't be here." "I'm so disgusting." "Yes, a little bit disgusting..." "I don't deserve you." "You are too good." " I'm totally rotten." " No." " Yes." " No." "Drink." "You?" " Isn't it good now?" " What's it that is so good?" "I was clean for almost two years once, but  I certainly didn't find out what I should do." "What I should start doing." "It's completely stupid." "When you feel just even clearer how pointless everything is." "So you don't want to get well, is it?" "I know nothing." "I can't anything." " I have nothing." " What do you mean by 'have anything'?" "I have done everything for you, but it doesn't seem to mean a fucking shit!" "Forgive me for doing this to you..." "It's okay." "Maybe I needed it." " Is it all right now?" " Mm." " Are you sure?" " I'm sure." "I'll make some shopping on the way home." "Do you want something?" "Yes, a little heroin would be fine." "I'll call and check later." " Leave my daughter alone!" " But I... but I..." " Come on!" " Hello!" "This is the police." "But I haven't done anything." "I haven't done anything!" "Let me go!" "I haven't done anything!" "I haven't..." "Stand here." " You can start to search." "Don't apologize." "It was just nice." "Now we are equal." "Now we are even." "That's how it should be, right?" "Where the hell have you got your vision of the world from?" "You are so..." "You'll never understand." "No, wait!" "Wait, wait!" "Don't go!" "Don't go!" " Where is she?" " You must go through her things." "Can you do that?" "Do you understand what I'm saying?" "As the closest relative, you must..." "Okay, we'll book a new time to go through this." " Where is she?" " She's not here." " She has been dead for three weeks." " Fucking bitch." " Excuse me?" " I said fucking bitch!" "I have called and written a letter." "Haven't you received the letter?" "If you change your address it's your obligation to..." "Case 64 13, 18 December 1988." "Eva Matilda Stjärne, six years." "You have done such a fine drawing here." "What are the things you have done here on the drawing?" "It's blood." "And why is there blood?" "In case there is broken glass on the floor you get blood on your feet." "If I cleaned it up I would get pizza." "But then I didn't get it anyway." "What did mom and dad do, then?" "Sometimes, mom can be very nice." "But if she's drunk, so..." "What do you do?" "I hide myself in the bathroom." "Though it's my fault,  because they did not fight before I found." "How do you know?" "They say I'm difficult and I complain." "And that I nag..." "Dad used to say that I'm a fucking idiot." "does it bother you?" "I won't tell." "Is it difficult?" "Mm." "What else have you drawn?" "A star,  which is a light bulge on the side." "And what does it mean?" "Does it mean anything?" "Something that you can hope will happen." "And what is it that you hope will happen?" "That someone will think about me."