"MY GOLDEN DAYS" "MY GOLDEN DAYS" "MY GOLDEN DAYS" "My friend worked at the French Embassy." "He is returning to Paris." "His name is Paul Daedalus." "A small box will suffice." "They are mainly books and documents." "Thanks." "Sure." "There will be no problems at customs." "It is diplomatic luggage." "Thanks." "The crate will arrive there in three weeks." "Great." "When you have found an apartment just call this number to inform your new address and they will occupy to deliver your stuff." "I love organized women." "It's part of my job, professor Daedalus." "Are you sure you want to come back?" "I will miss you." "I paid, Ulysses!" "Come back home!" "I'm not Ulysses." "No I miss my country." "So... to come back?" "I imagine it is needed." "I always knew he would return one day." "It is a dream world what I'm doing." " Irina?" " Me decline." "Do not Cry." "I want you to do a spell." "So forget you, immediately." "Oops!" "Disappear!" "I would like to remember you when I am very old." "I remember..." "I remember... 1." "CHILDREN" "I remember..." "Get out!" "Get out of here, you crazy!" "Why come here to meddle?" " I do what I want, little king." " It's night, you come and open the door." "They are 400 times, 400 times, that opens our door." "Stop spy on us!" "Am I entitled to get anywhere." "Leaves our floor." "I'm sending." "Why are you talking like that?" "You're just a kid." "Parem!" "Pare, Paul!" "This is not your house, it's my father's house." "Your home is with the insane." "Get out!" "Go it is, right?" "And I have a knife." "If climb over, tuck in your heart." "Interest!" " You want to kill me?" " Do not go here anymore." "I'll tell Dad!" "Stop it!" "Do not give Mom!" "He'll tell Dad." "Oh, nothing say to the Father." "I look at my hands." " I'll have your blood spots." " Stop!" "Stop!" "You make me crazy!" "You here?" "His brothers are not at home?" "Yes, but I wanted to visit you." "Between." "It will make your bed in the room." "Right." "Do you take?" "Well, this is for... draw." "You have a book for you to copy images..." "We plan to stay here long?" "I do not want to live with my mother." "It's hard to Jeanne." "My nephew is here." "And why the mother does not take care of it?" "Paul left the house." "Will live here for a while." "I prepared a tea for you." "I owe everything to Ivan." "He lifts me and I support him." "We are one body with two heads." "I will break you!" "Take that!" "And it anymore!" "We received a complaint!" "His brother," "He took the bike from a colleague and smashed against the wall." "He did not mean to." " You were together?" " No sir." "Ivan told Paul what he has stolen from a folder?" " No..." " What did you steal?" "Cash." " I'm babysitting him." " What?" "What did you say?" " What the hell, right?" " Yeah, what the hell." "When you coming home?" "When Mom goes away." "I came to France in 1950." "My husband was consul in Marseilles." "And one day, Sacha was ordered to return to Moscow." "So I told my husband that I would not return, ever." "In Moscow, he had only known hunger and cold." "The lack of everything." "If we return, we would be processed." "Result, deportation or death." "My husband said he would obey because it was forced." "Men always are "forced to"." "And women, "they flee. "" "And so, my husband returned to Moscow alone," "It was tried and run." "God, if you love me, do not appear to me." "I do not want to see it." "I beseech Him, have I not believe in the Lord." "Ivan, but what are you doing here?" "I was praying." "Very well... very well." "I also pray frequently for his mother." "And how's your dad?" " Resumed work?" " Yes, he is traveling." "Say "hello" to him for me?" "1... 2... 3!" "You saw those notes?" "What son would his father notes as well?" " How could you?" " Do not know." "Do not bring me notes like that." "Not me!" "If at least you were stupid or retarded." "I do not want a lazy in my house." "And do not give me that look!" "You do not even passed the entrance exam!" "Because I married your mother." "She was sick and then pregnant." "And I had to work as a crap for you!" "And now I'm alone with you three." "And I'm not getting." "You do not see that?" "So my wife died and you go to work!" "Just find another woman!" " What?" " No!" "Come, come here!" " I'm here with you!" " Stop it!" "My father beat me and I did not feel anything." "It does not hurt, it does not feel anything." "My Lord!" "Sorry, but there is a problem with your passport." "I do not understand." "I'm tired, I did not sleep on the trip..." "When was your last visit to France?" "I think it was eight years ago..." " 10 years?" " What is your home?" "I live with my brother in Roubaix." " And will live there?" " No, I will install me in Paris." "Tomorrow, I resume my duties at the Foreign Ministry." " Has arrived?" " Yup...?" "It was summoned by the secret service this morning." "Look." "Very chic!" "He became a spy?" "Not that I know." "And then...?" "Who are you?" "I do not know anymore... 2." "RUSSIA" "Paul?" "What was the problem with my passport?" "There is something very boring." "You have a namesake in Australia." "We find another Paul Daedalus." "I imagine it's a pretty common name." "Its namesake was born in the same place and on the same date than you." "It's a tough match to imagine." " Ah... this is." " So you agree." "It's a case it difficult to identify, I agree." " May I ask who you are?" " I'm not allowed to say." "I received a list of their homes in the last 20 years." "You travel a lot." " Doushanbe?" " That." "Before, was in Boukava, Tachrous," " Atamirat?" " Stay in Turkmenistan." "He lived in Iran in 1984?" "Yes, I accompanied funeral rites in the south for six months." "Perhaps I am wrong, I am a very homely man." "And I'm anthropologist." "Doing research." "And now he returned." "We learned that is entering the Quai D'Orsay." "Sim." "It is a prestigious ministry." "I speak several languages." "Could you tell me where you were in 1987?" "I do not remember, I think it was in France." "We find an application for renewal of its portfolio identity in Tel Aviv consulate in 1987." "Never visited Israel, it must be false." "Here is the photo of his twin brother." "Mr Daedalus, French citizen resident in Melbourne." "Someday, had stolen his identity papers?" "Not that I can remember..." "This is a theft declaration of the Russian Customs, signed by the Lord when I was 16." "Your signature is still childish, but its for sure." "My trip to Minsky." "It is wary that I am a Communist agent?" "What were you doing in Minsky?" "A school trip at school time." "It was a friend from high school, Zil, who had the idea." "Islander?" "Marc Zilberberguer." "With parents, he was part of an organization who helped Jewish refugees." "Perfect." "The guys from Strasbourg arrived yesterday." " You still want to find them?" " Yup." "If so, no conversation." "They are in a hurry, right?" "You can take it." "Excuse me." "We have friends who are captive in the USSR and want to go to Israel." "We want to help them." "Have you heard of these people?" " The misiorabinos." " It is the otkasniks." "And who told them about us?" "Serge told me." "And you?" "I read in the newspapers, but it was Marc who told me." "Serge told me you're going to Minsky, soon." "Yes when?" "Hence 15 days." "Then, we will send cash and documents to our friends who are there." " Want to help us?" " Yup." "Her parents are communists?" "My father enrolled in the party, but it is not militant." "You can not tell him." "To nobody." "No one, really." "What's that on your arm?" "My mother died." "I am so sorry." "Okay, it's been over 5 years." "Minsky know very well." "I have some questions to the two." "Marc, do you smoke?" " And your friend, which he smokes?" " Chesterfield or Camel." "There, do not smoke American cigarettes on the street." "They will be immediately caught by the police." "On the day that they visit" " The Museum of Fine Arts..." " I do not know if we will." " We don t know yet." " Marc, the trips always organized for this museum." "Whether you want to or not." "Ended." "They will have a companion among the companions." " Who is he?" " You will not know." "On that day, they will escape the Westerners to program." "On leaving the museum, will take a tram." "There is a stop directly in front of him." "Iran to Gagarin station." "And at this address." "Dimitri...?" "Here it is." "Read to me." "October street, number... 5 - 7." "You have the ticket?" "No." "Two round trip to Gagarin Stop, please." "When you arrive, deliver this envelope to the person." "It contains only documents and money." "They take the same tram back here... and return to the group of you." "Hour will have a..." "They need to be back before the end of the visit." "Here's the money for the tram." "Before arriving in Minsky should memorize well the address, the path and the apartment number." " You are also a Jew?" " No sir." " And he's willing to do that?" " Yup." "Why?" "Because Marc is my friend... and the right of peoples to freedom." "As this boy is serious." "What's your name?" "Paul Dédalus." "Give me your passport." "We will ask you one thing, Paul." "You could give your documents once you're there?" "Make angel face as if he were here." "Banque the poor." "There is no risk." "Unless two hours at a police station." "You could give your documents to them?" "I give in My Documents." "If you change your mind, never mind, you know well?" "Yes I understand." "Fear is human and you feel fear when you're there." "Even without a passport you will return, but will be able to deliver the envelope?" "The envelope is important." "What are the "misiorabinos"?" "They are refused." "And what was the word I said?" " Otkasnik?" " I do not know whether they are those who refuse or those who are rejected." "And this fashion?" "Do not laugh at me if they find." "Look for the passports and prepare." "We are reaching the border." "Prepare passports." "Very good." "Staff!" "Passports, please." " Because?" " We are coming." "Fast!" "In here." "When return?" "Because?" "Intends to run?" "Marc, his passport." "When you pass the border?" "Hence 45 minutes." "Incidentally, customs will in magazines and maybe ask to see what you have in backpacks." "To..." "The customs did not find the money, they looked over." "They were children." "In Minsky, escaped during the visit to the museum." "Zil was much smarter than me." "Was located without difficulty." "I just followed him." "Paul Jean, lose the passport put in your pocket." "Fall behind and come down the central staircase." "In the basement, in the locker room, there are two packages are coats." "Good luck with that, be careful." "The locker room, Paul." "In here." "View this, fast." "C'mon C'mon." "Fast." "Go tear it." "Vai, o envelope." " Where did you get that cigarette?" " I picked up at the hotel this morning." "The tram passed it in front of the museum." "The journey was long." "Then we come to a strange house, in a neighborhood." " What is the name?" " We do not know." " Good day." " Good day." "The ladder come." "Elie was the one who sent you?" "Efrain am Ilitsj." "Come on in." "Take off your shoes, please." "Follow me." "Naoum, our guests are here." "Have a seat." "Cookies?" "Tea?" "He's a little strong." "No, thanks." "And then?" "What brought for us?" "Ilia!" "You will always be in my heart." "See." "Look what I have." "First we tell." "Let's count already." "This is for you." "Thank you." "When Uncle Eli's in a good mood, your heart beats better." "Why your buddy does not say anything?" " What did he say?" " He asked who you are." "Paul." "Take it." "What are you doing?" "Take, it is for you." "Nathan?" "I have a surprise for you." "This is your visa to Israel." "I present the new..." "Paul Dédalus." " Which one is my twin brother?" " What are scared." "Like his brother?" "Thank you." "Thank you both." " Viva Israel!" " Now go." " How will the Customs?" " I'll find out." "Hey, foreigners." "Come here." "What are you doing here?" "Let's take the tram." "We are French tourists." "Your documents." "The documents, has said." "Please." " Get out." " Right." " Go logo." " All right, Mr. Police." "And faster than that!" "Clowns." "Come on though." " Hit me now!" " What?" "Will tell you that I was assaulted and stole my documents." "Vai logo, me bata." "I will not hit you, stop it." "Seems." "What are you doing, stop." "Stop it!" "I just need a good black eye." "Hit me." " Let me go." " Go hit!" "Loose!" "But beat strong!" "Beat again." " Stronger." " I can not." "Seems." "What the fuck!" "Road..." "Shit!" " Are the French group?" " Yup." "What are you doing here?" "Your bus is gone." " Where were?" " We lost the group." "Military await them." "Follow me." "After we arrived at the hotel." "You come with me." "He stays." "He said it is for you to stay." "Why Paul did not come to the hotel?" "Why they left the museum?" "Why U ask?" "They have told that came out." " Quiet you, please." " Shit!" "Calm down." "What have they done with it?" "Look at that coat." "Cut and torn." "We were attacked by bandits in the museum." "And Paul stole the passport." "Teachers held our history." "One theft was sufficient statement and returned to France." "Come, let us look for a nurse." " It's hurting a lot?" " Not alright." "I felt nothing." "Here it is." "It was heroic." "It was something so spectacular." "Two French teenagers, it was not so risky." "Is your friend?" "A year later, Marc's parents moved to Lion." "And we get lost of view." "But I'm glad" "By my passport have served someone in need." "I did not know I had a twin in Melbourne." "Currently, he is dead." "We have a death certificate dated two years ago." "Is not..." "It's not often I read my death certificate." "Thus you were dead but very much alive." "And life is strange..." "I remember..." "I remember..." "I look for traces of memories of me and do not remember anything." "Sometimes they are 3 or 4 crumbs." "A short stretch." " Oi." " Oi!" "Long time is waiting for me?" "I was expecting an artist." "But can go up anyway." "You are accustomed in Paris?" "It going." " Many colleagues who have sex?" " In the second year, how?" "Only they are changing hands." " I should have done Pharmacy." " Poor thing." "Will soon, do not want to find her father." "It is not this weekend." " So that's why I came." " I came because I came." "Come on, Kovalki." "What is this?" "..." "What are you doing here?" "It was not to come this weekend." "I came to visit some friends." "What friends?" "Kovalki?" "So what?" "What's wrong with Kovalki?" "Kovalki not worth a trip?" " Sure, sure." " Okay, Kovalki?" "He came to piss me off." "A well-educated girl does not smoke on the street." "It is as it is." "For you, I bought a package." "Where did you get all this money?" "Escafoide, homato, piramidal e trapezoide." "The large bone and the five metacarpals." "Ever dissected a corpse?" " Of course." " That's horrible." " Man or woman." " Both." "I will never sleep with anyone, or find love." " Never." " According to you." " Paul, what you do in Paris?" " The course of anthropology." " That's what he says." " Paris is weird." "You are getting used there?" "I am." "He managed more than just talk." "And I cultivate my mystery." "Mystery, now... she entered her waiting list?" "Paul?" "Paul?" "Or trombadinha." "Trombadinha pobre." "Vem fish!" "So what is it?" " His mother accepted?" " She does not know." " Come on." " Bye, love." "Come on." " Moloides." " Right away, Paul." " Yeah." " Come on." "Are you Ester and is in the class of my sister." "Sou Paul." "I know." "You think I did not see who was looking at me?" "Yes, I think you saw." "I was eating you with eyes." "You always do it." " True?" " IT IS." "This tease the boys." "You found me two years ago." "I think that was it." " Yeah." " You will not forget me." "I never will forget." " Really?" " IT IS." " You'll be tied." " Because?" "Because I am someone exceptional." "I'm not like her friends, Bobinhas." "Pénélope and my sister?" "What was?" " I'm lousy chin." " Oh yes...?" "I often wonder what the guys say when they give up on you." "They look at you, say things, you laugh." "I can not guess what they say" "What's so funny." "They say any bullshit, that's what makes you laugh." "It's super hard to talk any nonsense." "I have great admiration for these guys," "They should be fed." " Sit afraid of me?" " Yup." "Do not." " You think I'm beautiful?" " Yes beautiful." "Of course." "I feel a shock every time I see you." "I do not think I'm beautiful, but I have a nice ass." "I think it has anything to mess up the whole school." "When you come in the high school exit first look at the ass Girls and then the face." "No, I can look at her ass and her eyes at the same time." "And her breasts too." "Know that you are not really free, having three husbands." " I'm not married." " What comes out with three guys." " Who?" " Michel, the glasses man." "No no." "Not with him." "Not really know, because just not finished." "But it's over." " It was fun with it." " And it was..." " He is Funny." " Funny at all" "Michel this what's-the-what." "It is pretentious," "It must be a bag and both." "Is over, why not finish?" "Why not, I do not know." "And also out with the face of football." " I leave." " He is very good." "Yeah, I love you." "This is getting increasingly difficult." "I'm not good with," "I am not very pretty, do not make jokes," " I will not get anything." " IT IS." " And go out with an old, too." " No, it is time." " And I was not much older than you." " Yes, I was a little older." " It is amazing." " No." "Her three husbands are not too jealous?" "No..." "But I'm jealous." "If one of them to mess with another girl, I'll kill her." "This vai be tragic." "Topa come back home to play soon." " O Country?" " Logo." "It is a Chinese game, I can teach you if you want." "Both do not know what I've forgotten the name." " This means that no stumbles?" " Yes, I'd love to." " Today, after lunch?" " Yup." "See you later..." "For this reason God gave Abraham to kill his son if you did not want to do that." "For Abraham obeyed." "But if Abraham had disobeyed God would have done His will, then why?" "I do not know that." "But it proves that it is always God's will that is made." "So why He tells us to pray so that His will be done." "In fact, I know nothing." "Maybe it's just to be polite." "It's like when they say "please" in high school, but it is an order." "No one can go against God's will, because God is all powerful." " Or you refer to men?" " That." "A man may not want to hurt yourself." "I get it." " Hello!" " Hello." "You want tea?" "He was a friend of my sister?" "You screwed up in contact with them." "No longer I who do not like them, they are not like me." "Apart from you, boys like me." "And still wants to play Logo?" "That's why I came." "Talk to your sister makes me sick." "This is the board and these are the stones." "Each one puts one in his turn, but after they do not move over them placed." "The goal is to form territories... limited by stones." "I will not learn everything the first time." " So let's review us." " Several times?" " Yes, several times." " Just to play soon?" "In the early years, it will be embarrassed, but little by little..." "But I'm not tired of it?" "Oh no!" "No, it's great fun." "His sister did not want to believe that you had invited me." "She was disappointed." "You will come at the party tomorrow?" "I] do not know for sure." "We will see." "Password isso logo." "Past." " Look at it." " What?" "Look." "Saw?" "It is the necklace Mom." "It was Dad who gave me." "It's beautiful." "Do you remember?" "Not good." "After you left I'm afraid here at home." "Dad is never and Jean loves it." " What he is doing?" " Guess." "He is praying." "Look, Ivan plan to assault." "A robbery?" " With whom?" " By myself." " It was Mehdi who traced the plan." " What plan?" " Assault to a bank, do you?" " No..." "Makes three Thursdays to go there to prepare." "Look!" "Wow!" "What a terrible idea." " She told Dad?" " No, I waited for you." "It's all right?" "What were you thinking?" "Was thanking." "Drug, Ivan." "Stop your prayers." "It serves no purpose." "Give me your rosary." "Delphine told me that will make a robbery?" " You need money?" " No." "No, it's like chemistry in school." "Not because left with Mehdi three fifths Mondays" "I have learned how a bank." "A month since we are preparing." "And even bought a pistol." "I know you bought a gun." "I know!" "Damn Ivan." "This does not please me." " Mehdi's forcing you?" " No." "Why did you stop reading?" "I read yes." "The Bible." "And the other books?" "Before, always lent me books." "There is no question you attack whoever with this weapon." " Damn, what's on your mind?" " Maybe I did not do anything." "Calm." " Me of." "Me of." " Calm." "I will show you something." "It is taking too long." "Will not make it." " How are boring his parents!" " Do not want to go there to help?" "Get out of the car." "Seeing the niece, she will calm down." "Tell her I sent a kiss, all told." "It's because I?" "Why you like me." " But I'm not going." " Me neither." "There." "At least." "Give rise to it." " Oi, first." " Vamos logo." "Come on." " Bye, good luck with Pénélope." " Right." " Here it is." " Very good." " Here is my." " Do not wait, come back alone." " Oi, primo." " Oi." " So back?" " No, just for the weekend." " And the family, okay?" " Yes all right." "You know where to find Francis Belkacem." "Francis." "To buy?" "Is here." "Francis está?" " Whether six bars?" " For you, okay?" "It depends." "What will you do with all this?" " Will smoking it alone?" " Is it to several friends." "But it is too." "Not for resale." "It is for a party." "Next I do a 300." "I can not lower my price." " Or, more expensive sale." " I do not want to take profit of it." "Where is this party?" "Youssef, where is it?" "Do not know." "Why will not either." "Seeing the merchandise there with a higher profit." "You have weapons at this party?" "No..." "But it's not competition." "I will not sell the bars." "Did you find the guy you need." "I spoke of the party because, in fact, there will be no seller." "So will sell for me this party where Arab does not." "Will sell the drug for me." "I do not care, I'm not one vendor." "It was a joke, gives 300 and get out." "Youssef, prepare for him." "In fact, I think I sold something to my brother." "No no no." "Calm." "No no no..." "Ivan is not well at the time." "He will not need that gun." " I'm not a social worker." " Of course, keep the money." "It is not an offense, cousin." "I need to take care of my brother." "Never call me cousin." "Thank you." "It will not tell who came here a certain girl, yesterday afternoon?" "No, I will not tell." "I do not like to talk about it?" "It is a superstition." "Esther." "It comes from, is not it?" "However, it is already mine." "Class!" "It kills." " Is there anybody there?" " Are you busy." "I'm not asking for anything, just to use the bathroom." " Wait a minute." " 10 minutes." "Wait a minute." "They assume that neither has a beard." "So, do not drink anything, not one cigarette after." "You smoke and drink because he is unhappy." "I'm happy." "Paul Dedalus is happy." " Paul never mind." " Never." "See that look hideous." " Hideous!" " You, to control." " I'm happy, right?" " I see you every day," " But I believe in you." " It is because I believe in God." "I'm like Ivan, not as Christian as he was, but I believe in happiness." "You live in terror away from God." "Nothing to do, I'm an atheist." "You are not an atheist, either." "Do not know what you're talking." "He told the whole truth, your soul is small and frightened." "Esther?" " Is disguised?" " Saw?" "It fell well!" " Go after her." " No." " She came because of you." "Ditch." " Do not fill." "You want to meet in your room?" "Not to do so." " You're worth more than that." " Yeah, but I'm not sure." "Why they did not come alone, bitch?" "I do not think he wanted to come along." "It is her game." "Who is the man?" "You know him?" "Do not." "It's all right?" " Want to do something about it?" " No, I want nothing." " Have you got?" " Yup." "I warned you." "You do not have too much noise?" "No, I'm glad you folks at home." "How will Paul." "He returned to Paris?" "Yeah, but you know." "He never tells anything." " They are having fun?" " I think so." "E John?" " It is he who chooses the music." " Oh, it's..." "Good." " Need something?" " I'm not well." "Great." "Come here." "And you?" "Why up?" " I was not having fun?" " No, really." "It's what you say when you have too." "Daddy, why I'm ugly?" "Have you gone crazy?" "You're not ugly at all." "You are very beautiful." "No, I know I'm not beautiful." "It is difficult to know." "They say I'm sweet, or smart, to avoid saying I'm ugly." "Wait a minute..." "Is there a boy who you like down there?" "That's it!" "Do not break your head." "That is why it has no boyfriend." "His two brothers take up much space, right?" "A little." "Be patient." "It must be patient." "Say there, her friend ... There is a way to..." " Who?" " Guess." "What are you talking about?" "Penelope." "Tonight, I'm going out with her." " You do not want more." " And you are asking for permission?" "No, you do not want to know me." "Tell her you." "Say what?" "For her fuck me." "And will want me to hold his dick, too?" " Yes." " You're disgusting." "Disgusting." "Go, let's get out." "I would not go now." "We go to a nightclub." "No, I do not want to go." "Not worth it." "Since the arrival stuck in me." "And not like the way you dance, it's boring." " It sucks, I get embarrassed." " I'm boring?" " Yes it is." " In this case, goodbye." "Bye." "I think your guy took off." "He went to a nightclub seek friends." " I should not have gone with him?" " No no." "I will be upset if you have problems." "I will not have problems." "Later, Esther danced with other boys." "She looked at Paul and he for her." "Sentada, Delphine cochichava com e Penelope." " Wanna Dance?" " This is a beautiful and great." " What?" " A beautiful and great hope." "Cai fora." "Then, while she was wearing the coat..." "Paul appeared in the hallway." "Will return home?" "You want me to go with you?" "He asked her if she could accompany her." "He was already dawning." "About mothers..." "My mother died when I was 11," "But it is not very important to me." "In high school, aged 16," "I had a friend who I liked." "His name was Marc Zilberberguer." "We went to Russia together." "Later, his family went to Lion and never saw him again." "I'm talking about it because I do not know what to say." " I knew I had depression?" " Yes I know." "Me admitted to a clinic for 3 months." "I felt so embarrassed that." " What was there." " It was pretty ridiculous." "Drawing sessions, consultations with nurses." "Then I returned to school." "The guys helped me with math" " And I passed the entrance exam." " You were healed?" "I've never been sick." " It was a crisis." " It is desperate crisis." "Is seeing." "I'm no good for you." "I do not talk to their parents because they do not interest me." "I know." "It's all right." " Have any brothers?" " I'm the only daughter." " And your parents?" " I'm the favorite of the house." "Is here." "You are cold." "I return to Paris tomorrow." "Going to call me?" "Will write to me?" " See you later?" " See you later." "Again." "Stronger." "Has anyone ever loved you more than life itself?" "Do not." "I would love you so." "Bye." "Paul kissed Esther the house entrance of her parents." "And then he came home on foot." "Oi!" "You have some guys out here." "I think they're looking for you." "Come see." "They come break your face because brancão walks with Esther." " I want my help?" " No, I manage." "Hello...?" " Esther took home yesterday?" " Was." "I'm sorry, but I think you lost." " Why, had sex with her?" " Ask her." "She is an adult." "She was filled with you." "And me too." "We not met and has filled me from you." "Damn, that hurt." "Ivan, bring it here." "Sit down here." " All right, Paul?" " I felt nothing." " Want me to tell the Esther?" " No no." "Ask her to write me." " Find Dr. Béhanzin.." " Do you have an appointment?" "No I do not have." "I can not bother her, without an appointment." "Came from Lille, is not a simple query." "Two years ago, I met with her." "My future depends on this meeting." "Wait here." "I came transferred from another university." "That's the paperwork." "Paris chose to take the course with you." " Because?" " From what I read what happens with girls from Benin." "Oh, that book." " Have you read "The Bar"?" " A little." ""Elementary Basis Of Relationship"?" " Yes, that I read." " Very good." "Sit there and draw me to a group of clans." " Do you understand Greek?" " No." " Because?" " Why not studied Greek." "Sim, por mas quê?" "I want to go to Benin, one day." "And since I have many difficulties in college." "I can not accept it on a course that will not keep up." " Need new elements." " What does that mean?" " Your students are bright?" " Yes they are." "I would be a less brilliant student." "Would make them feel even better." "Here three weeks, I want a first page translation." "We'll see how it works." "But I can not accept it from my students." " I'll be right here...?" " On Monday, same time here." "See you later." "What was?" "During the week, Paul is in Paris." "He is poor." "Most of the time sleeping in youth hostels." "Goes to College taking luggage." "Hello Hello." "Do you know if will have a free bed for tonight?" "There is a group of English coming this afternoon." "On Wednesday, may take place." " Match for me?" " In whose name?" " Daedalus." " I'll check." " Here it is." " Thank you." " There's coffee, lady?" " Yeah, help yourself." "Paul:" "Today, Monday, I feel good alone." "I know well that you are no longer here." "I went to his house yesterday and his sister is still a boring." "When you are not, people despise me." "The impression is of being anonymous." "Having nothing to say or do with them." "I lost patience." "They believed that this is due to my natural aggressiveness." "And you still quiet?" "Esther, you exist and is as strong as a mountain." "For me, it's as if there were no those frogs making noise in the summer." "It makes me feel safe." "They require me use damage." "If you exist," "I mean I'm not trapped inside a dream." "Front of you, at your feet..." "I deposit my beliefs." "It is as if the wall fell for yourself." "It's unbelievable." "Paul, look at me." "Why still looks sad?" "Sou um how triste." "What are you talking about?" "That's hilarious." "I remember what I've been through." "Was his trip to Russia." "Once he was Minsky with his friend." "O Zilberberguer." "They returned with a day and a half late and a black eye." "Black eye?" "What happened to you?" " He never told." " I have no right to tell." "I know where can I find it?" "You know?" "I think Esther got another guy." " I already suspected." " Be careful, brother." "Where they were last night?" " Do you think he will too?" " No." " You are here?" " Do not fill." "Does not fill you." " Will stay?" " I told you, I'll stay here." "So keep this clown." "I'm out." "Bye." " Do not come?" " No." "Bye, Esther." "Come here." "Look, I summarized my week." "How I did not know what to write, I copied some parts of a book." "I will read..." "Later." "Catch me." "Turn off the lights." " And his mother?" " IT IS." "She was beautiful?" "Do not know." "My friend." "My friend." "You went away once?" "Twice?" "What did I do?" "Left." "It is men who come, but the woman she leaves." "Now count how many times have you been away?" "I refuse to answer." " Has arrived?" "Once?" " More, be quiet." "Good day." "Forgiveness..." "Miss." "Good day." "It was his father." "I love this picture." "Do you think he looks like me?" "Do not you think he looks like me?" "Since I like him so much." " Sim." " Por quê?" "I spoke nonsense?" "No no." "I will tell you why it looks like you and because you're a wonderful woman." "It is a Hubert Robert's picture painted in the eighteenth century." "It is a landscape in Italy where everything seems abandoned." "Below the picture is in ruins, as if a tornado time had passed." "I think you look like the down these columns." "Wild, violent..." "I'm like the man with the red cape." "A red spot as his mouth." "But you party like those two women there." "By far the water from that source." "Are you running away through my fingers." "Upstairs is all my time it seems simple and straightforward as a Latin text." "But that is violent too, like Acteon." "I'm like Acteon, torn to pieces by dogs." "And it's like Diana." "But it's sweet as Venus." "Or as Nosika that welcomed Ulysses." "Completely naked and wounded, while other women fled." "And this is your frame." "Here are his forehead, his eyebrows, and his blue eyes like the sky." "Because his face has the whole meaning of the world in his features." " You speak very well." " Thank you." " But do you think?" " In what?" "In my exceptional sex?" "Yeah, it was exceptional." "So I love you." "Sometimes, to find a place to sleep, he roamed the library trying to find someone to invite." "It was a life of solitude." "Look here..." "That's the secret." "Sorry to bother you." "Usually I sleep in the hostel, but has no place." "I say that you have a free place." "You can take it." " You're looking Trotsky?" " Yup." " Here you go, have a towel." " Thank you." "What time up in the morning?" " Together with you." " At 7: 00." " Good evening." " Thank you." "Paul, dear:" "How I've missed you," "I went to sleep at his house." "His father was not." "His sister welcomed me without the slightest goodwill." "Dane it." "His father's bed is just a mess." "Another night, I ate a peach and wiped his hand on the table." "I imagined his father having a heart attack front of the girl he turns away and crawled into his bed." "Let him go in peace." "If it does not bother me, I did not bother with it." "He is calling me in the same cabin?" "No, I'm near the Luxembourg." "What then you see?" "A counter full of fruit." "A poor beggar wearing boots." " There are people going, too." " I can not imagine." "In front there is an empty bus and the bar where I left my stuff." " You here, honey?" " Yup." " It is Paul?" " IT IS." "Tell me when you return." "If you know when I can count the days." "I have no money for passage." "I send the money." "Esther, do not want your money." " And ride?" " I do not want more." "Tired of pedophiles stopping because I have 19 years." "And do not insist too much with me, it makes me tired." "Esther:" "I just got off and I'm writing you." "When will we see us?" "I can not accept the idea that my uncertainty poison you." "I wish you gave in before me." "I would like..." "I do not know, it scares me." "I think you want to call me, but I blame myself for not being secure enough." "Writing, I think about how stupid I am." "I was so afraid of being a fool who did not bother to be safe." "I will hate me all the time for being weak." "I'm not ready." "And security can not offer because I myself." "I can only offer you platitudes." "How to admire each one of your smiles when he plays." "Then measure how little I offer you." "You make me laugh." "Be angry, nasty or nice, you make me laugh." "They were only superficialities with you." "And I'm so in disguise... and sinister." "You did not notice that night." "You were right, I do not want to wait for me." "You should not count on me." "My life is too austere for this." "Paul." "Paul:" "Do not be afraid." "No regrets." "You worry too much." "I am simpler than that." "It's simple, I'm happy when I see you." "HABITS AND SEXUALITY IN OCEANIA." "Paul!" "One day Paul crosses Gilberte, near the Sorbonne square." "It was she who harbored for one night." "She proposed to him to have lunch." "Her boyfriend was missing." "Great." " What was this?" " I was securely fastened!" "Excuse me." "Well, be kind to me." "Gilberte was older than him and that was against his principles." "Thank you." "You are invited to come to the strange house and then disappears?" "It's barely slept because of the mattress." " It was a terrible night?" " Was." "So not thanked." "But she had an amazing body." "They ate pasta and then went to bed." "Come here." "Paul and Gilberte continued to meet, hidden from the legitimate boyfriend." "A steep situation." "Paul told about the situation Esther and asked for her to accept." "Esther accepted." "That brave soldier!" "Some nights, Paul went to work at the student's home" "Letters, whose apartment was very spacious." " What you mean?" " But in what way?" "Option mode." "Or future present, or past tense." "Could you not seduce my wife?" "Phones." "Gilberte and her partner had a telephone." "Esther've come to call Paul at home lover." "AlÃ, Gilberte." "Ah, Esther!" "In his letters, Esther wrote:" ""Say hi to Gilberte for me. "" "He is studying Greek." "The two women joined forces, without the slightest regret." "Yes, you are lucky." "The week was good?" "How life is strange, thought Paul." "Now, Paul lives in a maid's room." "Through the window he could see the Eiffel Tower." "Sometimes Esther sends her pictures." "One of her belly, another one of his legs." "A photo with hat." "She strives not much Paul and admire it." " Finished?" " Not yet." "May I ask who your parents?" "My mother died." "He committed suicide when I was 11." "It was a logical end, expected." "That's what I think." "His father still alive?" "Yes, but I see very little." " What does he do in life?" " You seller." "It is representative of things." "Now this, now that." "Why is so little his father?" "He never speaks of work." "When he goes back home, he..." "He was depressed by the death of his wife." "I already think he was so long ago." "I do not want him to talk of his depression." "I do not want to hear that because I can not do anything." "It is Paul?" "Maybe, I will see." "Who is?" "Hello lady." "Hello." "Robert is there, in your home?" " And his mother." " Oh no!" "She does not." "Damn, this boring!" "Tell him down already." "Now!" "He comes." "Mom, I'm right." "We're on vacation and it's Saturday night." "Do not make me go up there!" "George is here." "We are waiting." "It's only 10: 00h, he's right." "Are parents at least once." "Stay out of it." "It's not a brat that will teach me to educate my son." "It can not be so stubborn!" " They will not talk to her?" " Oh no." " Nothing to say." " Me neither." "I do not talk to crazy." "Nevermind." "They will not help." "You are an overly possessive mother, Mrs. Christien." "Do not talk to me in that tone!" " You could be my daughter." " I'm glad I'm not." "You are so rude." "Yet this wash your mouth until you reach the brain." "And your coat?" "Give me his coat, now!" "What does she think?" "I'll steal his coat?" "Where is his coat?" "Take it!" "Your kids will leave you!" "Retract!" " Take care of your ass." " Shut up!" "Eu beg, cale of mouth." "Scream at home, not in front of friends." "His parents did not realize that there has a brothel?" "You are rude, walk away or call the police." "They know that their husbands eat you there?" " The lot that you've ever eaten?" " I'm going to die of shame!" "Robert!" "Are you being scammed." " Robert?" " He ran-away." "Do not run over." "Do not run over!" " Robert?" " Go away from here!" "Get back over here!" "Robert!" "If not go back now will find your bag packed!" "He understood well?" " A bag packed!" " You kill me!" "That boy kills me!" "Bob?" "Where are you?" " Bob, is Ivan!" " I'm going." " I thought!" " Damn, that cold." "Vista, will get sick." "It is over." "In the morning, after Bob had returned home on foot," "He found his stuff out the door." "Mom?" "The windows closed." "Mom?" "Shit!" "Mom!" "Bob took everything and went to their cousins to ask to live with them since then." "Bob?" " Do you live here now?" " And you?" "I fought with my parents and put me out." "That chance." "And Ivan, how are you?" "He did no more nonsense?" "No, that's fine with his brother." "E Delphine?" "The worst news is hers." "She is dating a guy from Escabane the class." " She dreamed find Valjean." " Who?" "Yeah, they all traveled on a weekend." "She wanted to have sex with him, but did not find." " Poor thing." " But now she has found." "She is very happy." " Want your bed?" " No, I'm in the Esther home." " I remembered..." " What." "It's the other news." "I fuck with Esther." "What do you mean?" " I think we had sex a little." " Oh no!" "Damn it, why do it?" "I come home, you're in my bed, and even sex with my wife?" " Calm down, she just loves you." " I know." " It was out of pity." " Of course it was out of pity." "I'm kind of angry, this is horrible." "Dedalus ROSE 1905 - 1987" "Go find your father." " Rose?" " Yes my Darling." " I thought you were dead." " Yup," "I am dead." " Then I also died?" " I do not believe." " Do not live in Paris now?" " Yup." "I came to do a little visit to you." "That's good." "But you need to go help his father." "He still mourns the absence of his wife." "I wonder if he still marry again." "He must feel very lonely." " I never loved my mother." " No." " Esther?" " I'm glad you came." " What happened?" " Anything." "Do not deny it." "Something happened." "Look at you." " Do not know." " What you did today?" "I will not tell." "I am very distressed." " Because?" " I do not know how to explain." "Maybe not explain, but speak." "We had gloomy ideas?" "I felt very afraid you die." " I'm not dead." " But I thought so." " And he gave me very afraid." " But it's nonsense." "Death does not impress me." "Look, I'm very much alive." "See?" "Lean on me." "It is you who are weakened." "Do not eat, smoke too much." "It is feeble." "I remembered my grandmother died." "One day everything will stop and then everything ends." "It's too scary." "But..." "I was afraid for my death or his?" "I am a fool." "I thought about it all day and I am very distressed." "It must be because of my grandmother." " Do you miss her?" " No." "Just a little, but I anguish." "But has passed, come." " What did you do all day?" " I do not want to tell." "Why?" " Shame." " From what?" "That think I'm awful." " Damn, what did you do?" " I did not leave." " Why did not go sightseeing?" " Because I did not." "He is crying all the time, feeling bad." "It seems to be acting mechanically." " What can I do?" " I do not know, go see your friends." "I have no friends." "Go see PÃ©nÃ©lope and my sister." "They are already two people." "They do not like me." "Just be kinder to them." "Be damned." "Are two pit vipers." "Great, great." "Get several friends as well." "You go see your friends." "Already filled me." "I do not care." "I wish I feel normal around here." " Are you ashamed of me." " Yes, I have." "It is not ashamed of you, is not ashamed to show me." "Just go out and you surrender to the first idiot that appears." "Or insults my sister." "I am not happy seeing my family treat you like shit." "Do not treat, just do not like to talk to them." "I am not rude to anyone." "And be damned his family and his friends." "I feel my life going back and forth." "Vem fish." "Honey." "I want you." " I know." " I want you to stay." "Do not." "Do not." "I do not want to go, I'm going to die." " Honey, you will not die." " I guess so." "I feel short of breath." "Lack air." "Ar missing." "We've done this before, is not the first time." "I am afraid of losing you." "Each-way Paul was suffering." "Sometimes, she said she was afraid when he was not." "In front of the station," "Jean Pierre and Bob were waiting, but they could not comfort her." "I'm afraid when you go away." "You will go to the movies with Jean Pierre, Jean right?" "Sim." "I do not want to talk to him." "I do not want you to go." "I do not want to be alone." "Will rise or not?" " Why Go?" " I write tonight." " Miss, please." " Get lost." "Get out." " Get out!" "Get lost!" " Stop it!" " Stop it." "Need to go." "Stop it!" " Get out!" "I must go now." "I'm sorry." "Stop this..." "It's all right?" "I am writing you to tell a strange case," "Jean Pierre related." "After you leave the station, we talk in the car." "For the first time, he was sadder than me." " We are abandoned." " Not you." "Since he went to Paris, Paul turns away from me." " It was fatal." " Lie, he's your friend." "It started when you started dating." "I do not want to hurt you." "I love them both." "Before he went to see me, now you will see, when it comes." "I am a burden to him." "A weight of the Interior." "It is having gloomy ideas." "I also have these ideas." "What will happen is that all my friends will go away." "Paul is now, then you will be after Bob, Ivan..." "And I am alone here." "Suffering from a curse." "A being the guardian of a child you no longer need." "He was quite upset." "He confessed that the friendship of the two of you was over." "You had no will to see him, to talk to him." "He sees a bleak future." "All friends will go, little by little." "And he'll be living here alone." "He told me he needs you." "He asked me not to tell, but I will mention that he cried." "A strange and disturbing fact." "Let it cry in my arms." "It was horrible." "What to do?" "For now, he recovered, but it is still there." "However, Paul.." "This disturbed me greatly." " Paul?" " Sim?" " Like music?" " Yes, a lot." "Can by a disc." " I came to save you." " Saving me why?" "Because you are weak and defenseless." "Stop talking." "I never understand what you say." "I hope you have not left too much Bob." "Kovalki wants to see you." "I see why?" "I have nothing to talk to him." "Close that door!" "You can not call me a tyrant." "When I returned, Esther told me that you two had sex." "I kept the line, even hurting, I kept the line." "Because you are my friend." "And because I love you madly." "Now I try to forget it," "I think I'm not a cop, that was a slip, but..." "Esther is no longer with you!" "Now it's me." "And the game has changed." "No longer want it with you." "This means..." "When you come back here, to kiss her and all that, it is over." "Esther, you decided that?" "Sim." "Are you really going out with this guy?" "Sim." "She is unhappy with you." "Let her live a little." "No one enters." "We are busy." " Bob, could leave us alone?" " Yes, get out." "Do not talk to my cousin." "What I do?" "Bob, get out of here!" "I am uncomfortable here." "Or discussed only two of us, and keep quiet." "Like a slave." "Or Esther come sit here." "Come, sit here." "And we discussed the three together as adults, our matrimonial matters." " And it makes me throw up so much..." " over!" "Esther, tell him, please." "I am now with Jean Pierre." "He understood well?" "That means..." "I think I'll die." "I want you out of my house." "It was his brother who invited us." "You do not live here anymore, it is no longer your home." "Will dance with this guy, then what?" " It's all right?" " Bad." "What a pitty." "Chance is forced Jean Pierre and Esther stay here during the week?" "They do not come here anymore!" "And where am I?" "I am a slut, right?" "It's a bitch because of Kovalki the asshole." "Would come barely talk to me?" "I ended up fighting with him." " You are a quarrelsome, right?" " I am." " I can not stand." " You are unbearable." "I am." "And go to dance." "Screw you, too." "Do not hurt me." "I thought you'd be worse without me." "Less beautiful, less arrogant, less yourself." "And he believes me." "It's something I regret nonstop." " Without you I'm worse." " Of course not." "Do not." "Sometimes I do not know what to make of me." "You did not even bother." "Kovalki it is..." "It's just a guy." "And when you were not here, he clung to me." " You know, I'm not the type to..." " house and have children." "How do you know that?" "You know well, Mr Daedalus." "What will you do after high school?" "I will let you down." "Is little." " He was pleased with me here?" " Yup." "That eye pain, drug." " How it hurts." " Wait a minute." "Come on." " Take your hands." " Yes my dear." "Now." " Got better." " Yes Yes." ""With you I became what I wanted to be." ""I do not know what's mine and what you gave me." "God knows." "I'm happy to be so, because we are closer. "" " No." " Yes it is." "Before you I did not feel over time." " Because I'm ugly." " Oh no." "Do not." "I am, but you love me anyway." "It was not a compliment." "In principle, do not like the intelligence in women." "I find it too common." "But, the form of intelligence not account." "Because I know that I will not use my strength to crush you." " Good morning, honey." " No." " Esther?" " Good day." "No!" " What is it, my treasure." " I do not know anymore." " It was because of this trip?" " I do not know how to count." "Paul, had to quit school due to a disagreement with the German teacher." "Not like in Germany, nor of their language, arrives." "As explained..." "Then, after leaving the room, I found her at the school exit." "I warned it would no longer to her class." "It was enough." "Tomorrow see it, you will see only." "She suspended me from school until the end of the year." "This woman does not like me for real." "No problem with my parents, I'll do the entrance exam." "Esther went to the surprise of parents." "As Paul had no phone, she spent a telegram to college it." "The secretary stopped the class and did deliver the telegram, under the embarrassed eyes of other students, who feared news of a death." "Paul opened the telegram, was the good news of Esther." "Why the excitement?" "I PASSED IN VESTIBULAR." "ESTHER." " What happened?" " No, it's good news." "It's all right." "A week later, it was time for Paul to receive the final result." "Teacher?" "Paul?" "Why are you here?" "Hello." "I came to see Dr. BÃ©hanzin." "Paul..." "Paul, did not know the news?" "Do not." "I'm sorry." "Dr. BÃ©hanzin died yesterday." "What happened to her?" "She had a fragile health, was sudden." "Where is she?" "The body was in the hospital, but it was sent to Benin, this morning." "Where it will be buried by the family." "Pardon." "Please forgive me." "Not want to see the end result of your evidence?" "You have been accepted." "You receive it by mail." "Congratulations!" "Thank you." "It was with this news, in a haze of pain," "Paul made his enrollment in doctoral studies." "It was not to spare any memory of it, not to be that from that day forward he was an orphan." "He never would go to Benin." "It was a bitter year." "Esther and Paul were still together." "Appeared 10 years, but only two had passed." "Alone, my brothers in Lille." "And now...?" "Esther remains in Lille to study." "Working at his parents' shop and goes into crisis." "The letters are almost everyday." "Paul, it is certain that I will again write you a letter..." "You want me to feel his absence." "Consider that every time I think of you, or that I write, tears appear unintentionally." "I know you love me and when I think about it," "I feel pain so much joy and so much weeping." "You are the one who always will." "When you come, maybe..." "It will bring down my door with an ax." "I will not scream in fright." "I will shout for joy because I'm crazy about you." "I shall faint smile." "Esther." "Each time, Paul is quick to respond to the absence and the longing grow." "But the letters do not arrive fast enough para reconfortar Esther." "You know, I'm not all right." "I do not know what's wrong with me." "I'm afraid of something." "For you, certainly." "A few days ago I'm not normal." "I do not talk to anyone." "I'm alone." "Sorry I all, but I can only talk to you." "I feel so alone." "I do not know how to give consistency to this letter." "But I can not stop writing you." "Want to know how it is when you're not here?" "It is as if inside my head I wrote you, all the time." "I think the last time we fought." "And yet I'm afraid." "I wanted everything to stop." "But I love you and nothing to." "And my fear grows." "That's it, I have puffy eyes." "A full head." "I am very ugly." "At the end I imagine..." "Not pleasing to anyone, but would not be alone." "I would like you to write me fast." "I wait for your letter." "You need to do something for me." "Esther." "Before, whatever it was," "Paul always found a grace in Esther." "He found her amusing, noble, trivial or accurate." "I loved all the words she used." "Today, her words are bad for your soul." "Esther is withering and it's a shame to let it happen." " The bus." " Over there." "Four years have passed and they loved each other madly." "Esther reached half of lovers, while Paul was honestly 7 lovers." "Then he managed research funds to go to Dushanbe." "A few months after he had left," "Esther said by phone that he had decided to terminate." " He left with a guy?" " Of course I went out with a guy." " Do you need a protector." " What?" "Can not live without one." "You are a whore." "An insecure bitch who will say "I will give my heart to you. "" " Do not say that, Paul." " Do not talk more my name." "It was you who left, not me." " You never loved me." " Not true." "You know I love you, but you're too far." "Just between us." "I hate having said that, but I will hang up." "I'm hanging up." "They got tired of each other." "They would cross the street would avoid meeting." "For friendship passion was intact?" " And then, you want some tea?" " I want." " Morale is low?" " A little." "It's all over with my mate." " Am sorry." " Do not regret, he had already finished." "Twice, Ivan told his brother" "Esther was broke." "He had moved to Paris and was experiencing difficulties." "Paul had a job and twice sent 1,000 francs to it." "Next he sent a poem by Yeats, on which made lengthy comments." "He read books of this author at the time." "Esther ran up to him smiling, but he had not changed, very hot, but obscure." "EPILOGUE" "Thus Paul rediscovered France." "He settled in Paris and lives alone." "Work on What D'Orsay does not consume much of your time." "His life goes quiet and it feels full of energy." "On a sunny morning, he receives a letter from Jean Pierre Kovalki." "His old friend, now a surgeon." "He asked the address of Esther." "Paul's anger had not disappeared." "Kovalki, the summer went by fast as an arrow." "We're in January and... let's say here I send you wishes for a happy New Year." "If I write you today is because these days reli as cartas da Esther." "Ten years of matches..." "I did not get to finish because of the emotion." "Appalled at my mistakes." "It seems to me that Esther e-eu... can recover us for having been together." "A kind of utopia." "I wished it." "And I believe that Esther also, in its way, wished..." "Our connection never come to an end." "I do not know, but for me it was for the better." "Without it there would be nothing without her..." "My life did not care." "After our break..." "I live in terror that to her was worse." "Since our break my 19 years, I defy fear" "I have not been right with her." "The certainty that I was looking for, which still try, to be... nice smart, she was what she liked." "At the time I wondered why you did not go out with..." "Medical, brilliant surgeons..." "There must be beautiful girls in college." ""Why is rebaixa ele much?"" "Today I think it was because Esther seemed very safe." "For you it represented no ambition." "Esther impressed me." "That contempt..." "She triumphed to see that I kept choose it of all its rivals." "The chosen for six years, with open eyes, trembling with fear." "Bob and you, Esther did not represent danger." "And I did not want to be protected and helped myself." "What you thought I was?" "How could I let them play with something so precious?" "And he could not stop it." "Lived 200 km." "Esther was so young and so alone." "Only now I realize we were a couple of poor youth." "I hate being this friend very practical, which lent the woman because they had no curiosity about the female world." "Paul never finished the letter of the Kovalki response." "A few months later, crossed with him on leaving a concert." "Paul?" "I can not believe." " Kovalki..." " I was just thinking of you." "It was he who made me discover golf." "In our teenage years." "I present you Vitorina." "My wife." " Pleasure." " Pleasure." " Mrs." " Hello." "Let's go back to the hotel." " Hinterland visit." " That's good." "I would not like to drink?" "Where were you during that time?" "In Dushanbe, Tajikistan." "It is a former Soviet republic." "He is also a doctor." "I guess I never met anyone who was there." "In my research," "I was also in Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan... and even in Iran." " It is fascinating!" " No." "One day we had a uzbequense patient in the clinic." "He was hospitalized with lung problems." "He was very upset for not being able to call his wife." "He feared that she got restless." " I loaned him the phone..." " Kindness... and upon returning home I was looking where he called, and I had no idea." "Pedejarisaw?" "I wrote to you last year." "His brother must have made a mistake with the address, right?" "No!" "I received your letter." "But did not answer it." "I started to write, but then I stopped..." "What you wanted was the address of Esther." "I figured you would get by other means." "Who is Esther?" "I did not understand what you mean." "What?" "Because of it we are obliged to say nothing of Esther?" "It was to hear her who wrote me, right?" "I said think of Esther, was not it?" "Please friend." "Not the place nor the time." "Of course, Jean Pierre Kovalki always correct." "Is it too much you get back to that, right?" "When I returned to Paris who accompanied Esther to comfort her by my absence?" "Were you or Bob?" "Who consoled her since she reciprocate the favor?" "Enough." "He is talking nonsense." "I was 19 and 16 Esther!" "I reviewed her letters." "It tells how the persuaded." "The invited to go to the movies, to the restaurant." "I was away, was unreliable." "My absence away from us, was so easy for them." "And I did not want to Esther alone." "Then she had sex with you, Bob, with PÃ©nÃ©lope, and others." "It is promiscuous." "It's a shame." "While you "took care" of it, he was in uncertainty." "And now you say that it is neither place nor time for that?" "Jean Pierre, it was taking advantage this situation for four years!" " 4 years!" "Around it." " That's true?" "I am sorry you hear it." "I thought it was over, after all these years." "I see that after our last meeting, you did not calm down." "Last?" "In Paris, 8 years ago?" "I remember very well I was rude, drug." "It was a mistake of pitiful." "You silent." "Silence for compassion." "Compassion, my ass!" "And you contact me again..." "Saying he thinks of Esther..." "And I answer with the same previous excess, you loved Esther, but I object." "Enough, Paul." "Stop now." "Like me, you know the code." "Is in all the Old West movies, police, the novels we saw on TV as kids." "So why ignore the moral they taught you and me too by various means?" "Esther and I never had the comfort to have a place to live." "She quit me, but have holiday did not give." "It was a bad deal, but we were happy, I think." "Intact, that's the word, an intact love." "An intact hurt." "Um anger intact." "Translating, "If I believe that God exists, I am not an atheist. "" "Thats it?" "This letter is like in Russian, an "F"." "It is, is a "fi"." " This sentence is for you." " What she says?" ""You are divine regarding the speech. "" "Oh, Paul DÃ©dalus!" "And this here, what does it mean?" ""Anyway, where you are you now?"" "Why stopped studying Greek?" "It seems to be good at it." "At the beginning I became interested because of the alphabet." "It looked like a secret code that I could use." "But then filled me." "Know what?" "Are your now." " Will not do more?" " Not in this lifetime." "One day I donated my identity." "For whom?" "The one guy." "It was in the USSR." "Now I know that somewhere in the world there is a copy of me." "O homeland?" "As a teenager I donated my identity to a face." "I do not know if I am the truth." "I know you are well endowed." "Tests to see if I am myself?" "Yes my love." "Confirmed." " Art Subs - 7 years making art for you!" "Durenkian subtitles"