"Then there was that thud." "Like an explosion." "I called the car phone." "All I heard was:" ""The number you have dialled is not available."" "That scared me even more." "I knew the car-phone." "Either it was engaged or it rang." "I got into the car straight away." "I drove the same way ..." "I drove after him." "There they were." "The bodyguards" "from the car behind his." "One called out:" "Here comes Mrs. Herrhausen!" "Both of them took hold of me." "I just wanted to go to the car." "I wanted to see it!" ""I want to see it!"" "I asked:" "ls he dead?" "Neither of them replied." "I said:" "Let me go over there." "I've seen more in life than you have." "They didn't let me." "They didn't let me through." "BLACK BOX GERMANY" "These were probably his last steps." "He came round the corner as I did." "He was attacked from all sides." "He fell off the platform backwards, banged his head ... and was lying down there." "Two police officers chased him ... leapt down here on the rails." "One of them knelt on his stomach, the other was beside him." "They pulled their guns." "When Alfred Herrhausen talked about whom he might compare us with he didn't mention Dresdner Bank or so." "He talked about those he saw as part of the international scene." "The peer group, the larger context, people around the world." "Aiming high was typical of him." "Saying, if we can get rid of so much dead weight" "why not take a European perspective or even a global one?" "If I am to do that ... then we've some catching up to do." "He became very enthusiastic." "We can do it, too." "We have what it takes!" "We have it in us." "We shouldn't set our limits in terms of geography or a legal system." "We can do more than that!" "We're up to it intellectually ... emotionally and on all fronts." "Good news for young ambitious people who want to belong." "He didn't want chitchat." "Not at meetings either." "Chairman, Board of Directors, Deutsche Bank" "He wanted to attain objectives." "But there was another side to that." "Everyone who had anything to do with him felt he didn't have time for them." "He wasn't attentive enough ... showed little human warmth." "He ticked things off mechanically." "Always racing the clock." "It had to be fast." "When he had questions he really probed deep." "He always put on the pressure," "hurrying, so as not to be hurried." "It was very competitive." "Many people didn't understand that." "The Deutsche Bank was doing well." "We did the phenomenal Flick deal." "We had good operating results." "So why was he so frenetic?" "If Herrhausen had been advised" "Board Spokesman which would have been difficult as spokesman of the Deutsche Bank ... or not to speak so precisely on certain issues ... or to be less compromising in his wording ..." "Alfred Herrhausen would not have taken that advice." "It wouldn't have suited him at all." "It would have distorted his character, his personality." "He wouldn't have been true to himself." "He wouldn't have been so successful." "And that's what mattered to him." "His primary school teacher saw" "Gram's father he was very musical and said" "I can just picture him as a choirmaster or a conductor." "He started violin lessons." "Mother They told him he had perfect pitch." "Around the age of 16 ... he stopped playing." "He said:" "No, I'm not continuing." "He always had original ideas and acted on them." "Friend" "Sometimes he ran up against limits." "Sometimes his parents boxed his ears." "In our presence, too." "Later on he was more reserved ... when asked about it." "He just vanished." "He disappeared." "We imagined he'd found some garden shed or other to crash in." "It was never for long: maybe a day." "He'd go and his mother would panic." "In our family of four, everyone had their place." "Wolfgang opposite me, Rainer opposite you." "Sometimes we got into arguments, especially father and son." "But ... people like us were happy." "We come from the East." "We were refugees and not so well off." "We were glad my husband worked ... so we could afford a few things." "It got better little by little." "We thought we were doing all right." "He didn't want to end up like his father." "Always getting up at the same time doing the same thing, day in, day out." "He didn't want that." "No way." "Wolfgang, 'Gaks', was really interested in theatre." "He was an extra in the Wiesbaden Theatre." "I was, too." "Friend" "He had a flair for acting." "Maybe he'd have been better off at drama school." "When we were together we had our own premiere parties." "We didn't want anything to do with those snooty people in dinner jackets." "We used to go to the spa park, to these highbrow places," "roll a joint and get high." "The police came." "Always friendly." "They never found anything." "We'd usually finished it before they turned up." "That's where we always met." "But even then, I noticed Wolfgang was headed somewhere else." "He was headed somewhere else." "Wiesbaden is an American army base." "Friend" "Erbenheim is the biggest air base outside the USA." "In a way, the Vietnam War was right on our doorstep." "I didn't have to go far from my parent's flat to see the planes taking off from Wiesbaden Erbenheim." "At first he just didn't know." "He had all sorts of ideas but nothing was clear." "He wanted to maybe become a forester." "Maybe a minister." "I said: if neither works out ..." "You learned a bit of music ... so join the army, the military band." "Try to find your place there." "Something with music." "They had big arguments," "[Brother] ...shouted at each other." "Sometimes he just left." "He realised they would never agree." "Wolfgang said right from the start:" "Carrying a gun is not for me." "He became a conscientious objector." "It suited him to take care of helpless people." "Even on their deathbed." "Preparing the corpses and carrying away the coffin." "Of course we talked about the war." "Wolfgang wanted to know:" "What did I do when I was a soldier?" "I applied to join the Waffen-SS." "As a volunteer." "Simple as that." "It was something special." "Today I'd say, it was like an inner compulsion." "Not that I'm trying to make excuses." "An inner compulsion." "We all felt it." "Everyone we knew." "I volunteered to go to war to serve the state." "As any normal boy in the Hitler Youth would have done." "Dear classmates!" "After 55 years we meet here again, where we went to school together for two and a half years." "On behalf of all those who have died, whom we cannot greet today," "I mention Alfred Herrhausen who, sadly, was killed" "in a devious, mean attack." "I was very proud to have been in the same class as him." "If he could be with us today we would reminisce about old times." "Just as I hope we will do today." "I remember him as squad leader." "We all had a lot of respect for him." "He was full of energy, even then." "A good mate, always friendly." "But he could also be very energetic." "If we didn't want to do what he, as squad leader, wanted he knew how to get his own way." "Feldafing was an elite school." "The Reich School of the NSDAP." "It was a National Socialist school but instruction there was excellent." "Father always told us, to succeed in life" "Herrhausen's sister you must work more than the masses, at least an hour more." "He was right." "One hour's not enough of course." "But that's what he told us to do." "Always try to do a bit more and be a bit better than the others," "than the crowd, the masses." "That proved to be right." "He got to know my sister in law when he was a student." "She came from an upper class family." "Got whatever she wanted." "She was driven to university by a chauffeur." "That sure helped my brother, who was still very young, to make up his mind..." "to marry her." "Herrhausen's first wife" "He went straight to VEW." "His father-in-law was the director." "He progressed very quickly." "My father didn't like that." "He didn't approve." "Understandably, as he always said:" "I don't want my son to succeed as someone's protégé." "He should succeed on his own." "But it soon became clear." "He wasn't promoted because of favouritism." "Lots of things bothered him here." "He said:" "There's so much poverty here in Germany." "We should do something about it." "Not just ... go along with consumerism." "He didn't want all that." "I was almost ashamed to see my son" "at the Red Cross, buying clothes by the kilo." "I couldn't believe it." "But I gave him things, too." "Wolfgang's future was the topic." "His father always wanted to know what he was going to do." "If he was going to study or what." "He came during lunch break." "Friend" "He was wearing grey overalls and he stunk." "I opened the door." "We went straight to my room." "Very good." "Despite the fish." "Back then Gaks, Gerd and I lived in Graben Street." "It was a good time." "Friend" "The kind of time I'd dreamt of before." "With intense political discussions." "All the human aspects played a role, too." "There was a closeness, an intensity," "Friend that I hadn't experienced before." "Or since." "Such closeness." "That's one reason why Gaks means so much to me." "Police violence is destroying housing here" "Eviction date: 28th February." "We're staying!" "Müller, Chief Constable in Frankfurt, praised the police for not employing firearms." "The street fighting warranted it." "Eyewitnesses talked of a situation resembling civil war." "I remember Gaks stood by me in that situation." "I was scared." "It was the first time I'd seen such rough clashes." "Gaks took it all in his stride." "The first proof of our friendship." "Mr. and Mrs. Herrhausen invited my wife and I to a restaurant." "Neutral ground." "All evening" "Friend we discussed whether he should go to Deutsche Bank or keep his hands clean at VEW." "That's the way Dr. Herrhausen was." "His fresh style:" "I'm your new boss." "The first thing he asked me to do" "Herrhausen's former secretary was to fetch a bunch off lowers." "For the telephone switchboard." "He said, come with me." "Then we took the flowers to the telephone switchboard." "He opened the door:" ""I'm Alfred Herrhausen." "I'd like to introduce myself."" "The ladies there were so surprised." "They almost dropped their pens." "They'd never seen anything like it." "Among the younger staff, he had passionate fans." "Board Member" "Regarding the bank's softer image." "He made it acceptable to talk about the elite." "We were in the "power of the bank" discussion once again." "He showed us away to survive with decency, emphasising honour." "You don't have to bow your head and hide." "Rather, yes, we do have power!" "Take a look at how we deal with it!" "That's the crux of it." "That gave us a sense of pride." "We don't just earn a lot of money." "We also do it honourably." "And we talk about it." "That was new." "We're not intimidated and ashamed for whatever reasons." "Somehow we left our bad consciences behind." "He was a key figure in that." "He wasn't spoiled by his bank career." "Chairman, Board of Directors" "He was a young hero, a Siegfried." "He whistled cheerfully and said:" "What could frighten me here?" "Where's the monster?" "Think it over!" "What do you want now?" "How do you intend to get out of this situation?" "You haven't a chance." "Come out!" "The arrest of Andreas Baader and Holger Meins, 1972" "It started with visits to prisoners." "He had friends in prison whom he visited." "They were in a real mess." "Political prisoners were important." "Their prison conditions and how ... inhumane solitary confinement is." "Without a proper legal trial." "Normal conditions had been suspended." "The hunger strike was about political prisoners receiving the same treatment as other prisoners." "They soon realised they weren't going to get anywhere like that." "There was a court order..." "...for forced feeding." "Former RAF member" "Forced feeding is one of the most humiliating ways" "to feed anyone." "Imagine me on this chair." "All tied up." "The head's pulled back." "They take this big pipe and shove it, whether you swallow or not, shove it through your mouth." "They don't even know where it's going to come out." "Often it ended up in your lungs." "You'd cough or God knows what." "Then they'd pull it out again, turn the tube so it went into the gullet." "Once they got a swallowing reflex, they took a big syringe full of liquid food." "And pumped it all in." "That was the end of the procedure." "You wobbled back to your cell and blacked out." "It was clear to Wolfgang." "That it was wrong, you see." "Anyone who's seen that, the way the visits go... decided either:" "I'm never going there again." "I can't take it." "Or:" "I have to do something about it." "He found something he could relate to." "This treatment isn't right." "It just can't be true." "I have to object to it." "All Social Democrats must deplore every victim that has fallen" "Federal Chancellor, 1974 as a consequence of an ideology blinded by rage." "An independent medical commission will examine the matter." "Let us not forget," "Mr. Meins was a member of a violent group that caused others to die:" "the Baader Meinhof Group." "Considering what this group has inflicted on our country's citizens, it is utterly inappropriate to put them up in a holiday home" "while they await trial." "They must accept the discomforts of prison." "Holger, the struggle continues!" "Schmidt and Genscher murdered Holger Meins!" "Stop prison killings!" "The real criminals work for the state!" "Friend" "Our commune was at breakfast when the call came:" "Ulrike Meinhof is dead." "We lived with a lot of people, 15 adults." "It split the commune in half." "It was the end of the Wiesbaden Socialist lnitiative." "Because for some of us it was clear:" "Ulrike had been murdered." "The others wanted to talk about whose turn it was to do the dishes." "I wasn't as outraged" "as Wolfgang was." "Too many counter arguments occurred to me." "It was hard for me to make such a clear distinction" "between the pigs and the good revolutionaries." "I saw that as a failing on my part." "We talked about it." "But we didn't split up because of it." "On an evening like this you really miss Alfred." "You have the whole evening to think about how things used to be." "We wound up in this kind of place after our various, very nice trips here, there and everywhere." "The ladies usually sat on the sofa next to us." "Friend" "You could talk to them." "You didn't have to sit in silence." "It was very nice." "Alfred was extremely charming." "Gripping, once he started chatting." "As you can imagine, I'm sure." "He did everything brilliantly." "Even more so in the evening, in a small intimate group." "It was very nice." "He enjoyed it very much." "I know he did." "There came a time when Alfred didn't want to go back to that house." "He stood at the door thinking:" "What awaits me here this time?" "Things had grown worse between the two of them." "She said so clearly:" "The important invitations, trips abroad, receptions... were meant only for him." "She didn't feel like going along." "The men used to withdraw and discuss the economy over cigars and cognac." "Which is why they met in the first place." "The women were left to talk about gardeners and staff." "She didn't intend to travel all over Europe just for that." "He needed a woman at his side ... to give him some support when they were invited." "Look, Mrs. Herrhausen is here too." "That trip to Texas." "All of a sudden she decided not to go." "Alfred must have said something she'd just been waiting for." "That was enough." "Someone new came in whom I'd never seen before." "I asked my friend:" "Who's that smart young man?" "She said:" "Mr. Herrhausen." "I was very surprised." "I'd imagined he was old, as he'd gone to bed early the previous evening." "An estate executor to boot!" "I just went over to him and said:" "I thought you must be ancient but in fact you're really young!" "Those were the first words we spoke." "He fell in love with Traudl at first sight." "He absolutely had to have her." "He asked me:" "How shall I go about this?" "He told me how, in the morning when he swam out into the lake, she'd suddenly pop up at his side." "A great swimmer." "Alfred liked to ride Bonana style." "She rode that way, too." "In Texas, where they first met, they sped all over the grounds." "That was just his cup of tea!" "He was enthused by her." "Then he said to me:" "I want to marry you, Ms. Baumgärtner." "And I replied:" "You must be crazy." "You're already married." "He said:" "I'll explain everything once we're back in Germany." "If I remember correctly... the spokesman read out a letter" "Board Member that said:" "They were getting divorced." "Herrhausen wanted a divorce." "He would understand if the Board members asked him to leave the Board." "Until the mid 1970's no active member on the Board of Deutsche Bank had ever divorced." "If they had said, okay, you have to go that would have been that." "Maybe it would've been better for him in the long run." "There was the question of the first marriage." "Friend" "He'd been married to a Protestant." "Without the agreement of the Catholic Church, which he couldn't have obtained back then, anyhow." "In legal terms no marriage had taken place." "On a wonderful autumn morning in September, in Innsbruck." "Very conventional." "The ladies wore hats." "It was lovely." "Hans Martin Schleyer, President of the Employers Federation, has been kidnapped by a commando unit of the "Red Army Faction"" "One day after, the kidnapping the RAF stated its demands." "The President of the Employers Federation maybe exchanged for 11 imprisoned terrorists." "Schleyer is said to be alive and unharmed." "Later the whole neighbourhood was surrounded by plain clothes cops." "We knew they had everything under surveillance." "Armed units were everywhere." "The flat Gaks lived in was wrecked." "The walls torn down, everything smashed up." "I'd been round 4 or 5 flats in 2 hours" "and finally, I met a comrade who'd spent the night at a friend's place." "All the others had been arrested." "Gaks really resisted being fingerprinted and photographed." "You could hear him screaming all over the police station." "In those days everyone knew Schleyer." "Schleyer, the Deutsche Bank and Daimler Benz were closely linked." "Schleyer was on the Board of Daimler Benz." "They knew each other well." "Prisoner of the RAF" "Here, I've found the letter." "For as long as I can remember it was always in the nightstand." "Traudl, in case I am kidnapped:" "I, the undersigned, A. Herrhausen ask that no response be made to irresponsible blackmail" "directed against the interests of the constitutional state" "of the Federal Republic of Germany." "Solingen, September 11th, 1977," "Alfred Herrhausen." "The news agency AFP received a letter from the RAF." "Police would find Schleyer's corpse in Muhlhausen, in an Audi 100 in Rue Charles Peguy." "Quote." "After 43 days we ended Schleyer's miserable, corrupt existence." "In general terms, in moral terms we didn't have a problem with someone being killed." "We said:" "Millions of people are killed in the Third World by exploitation, hunger and poverty." "It was legitimate... to call to account the people responsible for that." "When I imagine how they observed their victims, their private lives." "It didn't make it any easier." "You have to look beyond that and see their functions." "In February 78, Anna was born." "Then life really had a meaning." "Yes, it was lovely." "When he was at home, he was always even tempered." "Even when he worked at weekends." "I used to watch TV next door and run round the house with my friends." "It didn't bother him." "You never had to be quiet because dad was home and working." "I think he rather liked it." "He felt good about being a part of family life." "One night in Kirchgasse, there they were, 3 or 4 of them." "They checked their passports." "Of course, they took Grams away." "Accused him of being a sympathiser." "Of working as a courier." "Even of transporting weapons." "I don't know if he was out of jail then or if it was when he was still inside." "I said:" "Wolfgang," "it's your decision what you do with your life." "But no matter what..." "there's always a place for you here." "And he really..." "I can't do it." "Wolfgang wasn't impulsive." "He thought things over carefully." "He would only say later what he thought." "Maybe a bit too late, sometimes." "I saw it as the natural progression of what he believed was right." "Friend of Grams He was prepared to go to jail for it." "I found that admirable." "To have such a clear position, to be so definite." "Wolfgang was in prison for 152 days." "He was pretty innocent as far as I'm concerned." "After a year he was compensated for having been wrongly imprisoned." "In 1980." "So something wasn't quite right." "I reckon that's when he'd had enough." "He said:" "They can do what ever they like to me." "Gaks and I went our separate ways." "I was more cowardly than him." "I gave in to the state's repression." "I pulled out." "I learned from Alfred Herrhausen:" "If you're not ambitious, if you don't want to achieve anything, you won't." "And nor do you deserve to." "Chairman of the Board of Directors" "He spoke openly." "He was ambitious when it came to his goals." "Alfred Herrhausen wanted to be number one, on top." "He was the head-boy type." "Now one of two spokesmen on the Board of Deutsche Bank ..." "Germany's largest financial institution:" "consolidated total assets over 230 billion DM." "We heard these words years ago:" "How much the economy can stand." "Can the German economy function without Deutsche Bank today?" "Mr. Ambassador." "So pleased to see you." "Come in." "Change of Government 1982" "What we have to face?" "What I have to face?" "despite the need to solve economic problems," "is first and foremost an intellectual and moral challenge." "Friend" "At Frankfurt airport, returning from a hard week in the USA." "I said:" "I've a plane waiting." "You must fly to Budapest this evening." "He was quite beside himself." "He'd had enough." "I said:" "I already talked to Traudl." "She's just as cross ... but there's no-one else." "Please do it." "So, grumbling and not at all happy about this change of plans" "he went to Budapest." "It was a success for Hungary and for us." "It wasn't just a question of friendship." "That was patriotism in practice." "Those who have fallen live on in our struggles, their image etched indelibly into our dreams and hopes." "United in the struggle for freedom." "Venceremos!" "He asked me:" "How serious are you" "About doing something changing something here?" "I didn't answer straight away." "But ..." "The question really was:" "Whether we'd join the armed struggle together." "That was how he put the question." "He just turned up out of the blue." "He asked how we were doing, all very friendly." "He started to tell us about himself." "Slowly it emerged that he had contacts with the RAF." "He started into a long, tiring discussion with us." "An acquaintance of Grams about Imperialism in general." "The key thing for me was:" "They considered killing" "Friend to be a calculated risk that served the cause." "I said:" "That's not right." "No one has a right to do that." "No idea is so powerful that a human life may be sacrificed to it." "I just listened." "What's he getting at?" "Where will we end up?" "Yes, who chose you anyway?" "No one chose you!" "You may talk to me about murdering tyrants and people who should be killed." "But you have no right to do it." "No one gave you that right!" "After two hours he finally told us what he wanted." "He'd heard we lived on a secluded farm." "He wanted us to put someone up." "He tried to justify it, to convince us." "He wanted to involve us marginally." "He wanted lodgings for them." "But to let them stay would have put us" "in the same boat." "I'd had enough." "I cut it short:" "I want to remember you as a friend from my youth, a companion who's been through a lot with me." "When you leave I won't pick up the phone, call the police and tell them what you're planning." "I'll do that one last thing for you, as a friend." "But that's it." "That's it as far as I'm concerned." "You can go your own way." "A friend of Grams" "Birgit was very different." "Birgit was impulsive ... hectic, went at everything head first." "She always said what she thought." "She was always right." "I don't know if it was love." "They moved in together and I visited them." "Everything ... turned out differently than we imagined then." "They wanted to test themselves:" "Do we get along together?" "Can we cope with difficulties?" "Can we get beyond the normal, everyday blah-blah and ..." "somehow achieve something?" "For example, what we talked about:" "What it meant to shoot someone." "Gaks said:" "Imagine." "You don't just have to shoot..." "You have to be able to strangle someone with your bare hands." "Not shoot from a distance." "You have to hate someone enough to strangle him with your bare hands." "I wasn't up to that." "I wished I could be like that." "But I wasn't." "Then one day they were gone." "We had a good security policy." "We were very aware of the danger, especially for the spokesman and chairman of the supervisory Board." "Herrhausen used the underground or local trains on occasion" "Member of the Board to avoid using the same route, the same vehicles," "the same mode of transport." "I can't pin down exactly when it was." "He said:" "If anything happens to me then I'd like you to hold my funeral and give the sermon." "No-one else is to speak unless Traudl and you agree to it." "It was relatively easy to set a trap for him." "His response to that was:" "Ultimately we're in God's hands." "The police requests your assistance." "A search is underway for Wolfgang Werner Grams and Birgit Elisabeth Hogefeld." "They are suspected of belonging to the Red Army Faction's hardcore." "Grams is 33 years old, 1.80m tall and speaks with a Hessian accent." "He has blue grey eyes and a dark mark by his nose" "They may change their appearance as indicated in this photo montage." "What was it really?" "How did he become a target?" "Being a successful banker doesn't automatically make you a target." "What did he actually stand for?" "What did he symbolise?" "There was a political dimension." "Did the emphasis on that play a role?" "Daimler and Deutsche Bank were close." "Daimler acquired a company associated with arms manufacture." "Through MBB, Daimler owns everything that can fire." "In the air, on land or at sea." "High-tech weapons in an MBB promotional film" "When the Ministry of Defence in Bonn wants to order military planes there's only one place in Germany they can turn to." "the Daimler HQ in Stuttgart." "An arms giant on a scale never before seen in post-war West Germany." "The German aerospace industry must spearhead the European aerospace industry." "This is essential." "European aerospace will not otherwise be able to successfully compete with the Americans." "Nor with the Japanese, one day." "I don't know whether he had premonitions of death." "I mentioned it to him once." "This RAF list was found somewhere:" "He was right up there on the RAF list." "ALFRED HERRHAUSEN with guards" "I'm so happy that we have this." "Wolfgang made it while he was away, underground." "I think it's really nice." "We don't have many things to remember him by." "That's why it's so precious to me." "I always tried to interpret it." "Maybe he was somewhere in Africa." "You see a ship here, and the Nile." "Elephants and crocodiles and a hot air balloon." "I used to think he was there." "On the Nile, perhaps?" "or in the Middle East." "Vague guesses." "Perhaps he was telling us something." "But now we'll never know." "Siemens manager Karl Heinz Beckurts and his chauffeur have been killed in a bomb attack in Munich." "Beckurts was a renowned" "German scientist in cutting edge technologies." "An assassination was a horrible situation." "I was so afraid." "Knowing... that he, too, might be involved." "That was dreadful for me." "We watched the news all the time." "Of course." "If everything went well, it was a weight off our shoulders." "I always hoped he was elsewhere, anywhere but there." "Hoped and hoped all the time." "That conversation he had with the Mexican President ..." "He flew in from Washington for a day." "To talk to him about the debt crisis." "That certainly influenced him." "We talked on the phone for hours." "Before and after ... always in the middle of the night." "Former President of Mexico" "When I met Herrhausen in Sept. 87" "I explained our situation to him:" "The governments of indebted countries such as Mexico couldn't hold out any longer without debt relief." "It's worth keeping your debtors alive for a dead debtor" "can't pay up." "The Mexican President put this argument to him." "It got him thinking along different lines:" "Imagine what would happen in a country such as your own if you demanded that people live in poverty and refused to alleviate their need." "That moved him." "We have to find another way to tackle the problem." "Banks must make certain sacrifices and help these countries." "From the start there were 2 possible victims of the crisis:" "the creditor banks and the debtors." "They are both still here." "But the banks are now more powerful." "The debtors' power has dwindled." "Herrhausen said:" "Chairman of the Board of Directors" "All these debts would be waived." "Then the problem would be resolved." "A typically intellectual remark:" "In theory, you can solve a problem by removing the cause of the problem." "A few individuals profit vastly from the economy yet many others suffer as a result." "That wasn't his idea of a well ordered world." "The crucial difficulty was that so many people were" "interested only in their own profits." "Some people questioned his competence as a banker." "That hurt but he didn't mention it." "He was proud of having begun the discussion." "He got amazing support from those formerly in the '68 student movement, who held positions by then." "All were in favour of waiving the debt." "The money belonged to evil banks." "You can destroy them, no problem." "That's what they get for giving loans to Brazilians." "To now say, that person objected" "How much is a system worth if it can't cope with such a crucial question and simply fails?" "Someone as alert as he was eaten up by the question:" "Do I, by staying, support something that I don't want to support?" "Can't support?" "Perhaps should not support?" "He sat there on the bed." "He put on hiking boots." "He was so down." "He missed having supporters." "Who were receptive to his ideas." "Not always those objectors." "He hated them." "I think he felt more and more lonely." "I remember exactly how Herrhausen left that meeting, which was to be his last:" "very depressed." "Spokesman" "The whole bank resisted." "Everyone was shocked by the extent of ... the planned structural changes." "Naturally everyone wondered:" "What does it mean for me?" "A lot of people realised the change would affect their own personal position." "That was the reason for the immense emotional resistance." "It was too much all at once." "Too big a leap." "Everyone was afraid to leap." "They were scared they'd land in the ditch." "And the whole bank with them." "Fear of the new." "An aversion to anything too modern." "Xenophobia based on provincial ways of thinking." "Hatred of everything imported." "From the Anglo-Saxon," "Anglo-American world, and so on." "I thought he got carried away." "That he ran the risk, and he noticed it himself, of losing his link, his ties with the bank ... and everything he needed to take that leap." "I was somehow incredulous." "I'd never seen him like that." "He said:" "It's about my professional survival." "I don't really know whether I will survive this." "Dr. Herrhausen left the office lost in thought." "We had no opportunity to say goodbye." "I waited for Alfred." "He came home around 11:30 p.m." "We sat in the kitchen." "We drank a glass of schnaps." "I asked him:" "Don't you think You're simply going too fast?" "You're way ahead of them." "They need a chance to catch up, to understand the development." "And then to support it." "Maybe you're simply too fast?" "He said:" "If even you say stuff like that." "If even you abandon me." "If not even you can support me." "If even you doubt, I don't know what will happen next." "The next morning before he left ..." "I gave him a hug." "Said:" "Goodbye." "It'll be all right." "I repeated it and patted him on the back." "He was distracted and said:" "Well, we'll see." "3 minutes later came the explosion." "We didn't hear a thing for years." "We didn't even know if he was alive." "Then we got this letter!" "We got the message that we could meet." "But we didn't know how or where." "That was in autumn 92." "Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder." "It was Birgit and Wolfgang." "It took awhile to register." "The last few years I'd seen him only on "Wanted" posters." "We talked a long time about how they longed for a life" "of more than hiding away, being hunted and on the run." "How they longed for a middle class life a family and a child, children." "Then we came to sit here and I asked them straight out:" "Why they didn't take that thing ..." "They always had it somewhere ... a pistol or revolver or whatever." "Why they didn't simply chuck it in the water?" "And make their wish come true." "I saw that this totally unnerved them." "The whole business was very risky." "But I never once thought not to do it." "I really wanted to see Wolfgang." "Obviously." "We drove in circles for awhile in the Taunus." "To shake off anyone maybe tailing us." "Suddenly they were on the platform." "I thought I was dreaming." "I thought I was dreaming." "We embraced." "Wolfgang just smiled happily." "He can be so happy." "He was so happy." "It was like a miracle." "When we talked we couldn't find out:" "Where have you been all this time?" "How have you been?" "Of course we didn't hear about that." "I didn't ask nearly enough." "You don't think it's going to be the last time!" "You don't think like that." "Although you had to realise ... that anything might happen." "When we said goodbye at the bus stop he looked round like that." "Two men were standing there." "It was hard to leave." "He stood there." "I can see him waving ... until the bus turned the corner." "And then he was gone." "On 27th June 1993, Wolfgang Grams and a police officer were killed in an exchange of fire in Bad Kleinen station." "There were numerous omissions in the police investigation into the circumstances of his death." "In a letter dated 2nd December 1989 the RAF claimed responsibility for the assassination of Alfred Herrhausen." "It is unclear whether Grams was involved in RAF assassinations." "The assassination of Alfred Herrhausen and 9 further assassination attempts made between 1984 and 1993 remain unsolved."