"5939)}Yasutake Chie" "Chie." "isn't it?" "Say..." "I wonder if Mama's lonely?" "Huh?" "Hana Mama won't be lonely." "356.345)}Yasutake Chie" "Wonder if this enough... tomatoes?" "tomatoes and eggplant; 400 yen." "pay him." "Here." "Yes." "I've got some delicious corn here." "take this." "Ah..." "Wonder if these big ones are good?" "too." "Really?" "can I get two of them?" "Yeah." "Sure." "There we go." "Ah." "How are these pumpkins?" "too!" "Really?" "Then I'll take this big one." "Yes." "Ah!" "So heavy!" "Is it that heavy?" "It's heavy!" "Hana laughs well." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Yume wa ima mo meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Even now I dream again" "Hana sings well." "what do you think?" "Huh?" "Yum." "That's good." "Let's see..." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Hey!" "Tomato!" "Hana eats well." "You mustn't!" "Ta-dah..." "Ah!" "You can't put tomatoes in the pickling mash!" "Don't!" "Don't!" "Don't!" "Don't!" "Then maybe I'll pickle Hana!" "Kyaa!" "Stop!" "Ah..." "Stinks!" "Stinks!" "Because this child inherited Chie's life I was able to go on living." "49.333)}Heiwa Fansubs Presents 360.667)}Hana-chan No Misoshiru" "602.667)}Hana-chan's Miso Soup" "Good morning." "Good morning." "I first met Chie thirteen years ago at my newspaper company." "Ah." "When I say "my" I mean she came to the newspaper company where I work." "Excuse me..." "Can I help you?" "yes!" "Um..." "Ahhh!" "sorry about that!" "Sorry!" "I'm sorry about this." "418)\b1\i1\3cH8CB5BC\cH1E3C4C}Ferichita College of Music Vocal Music Circle 27th Regular Concert" "She was a member of a Music College and she wanted us to report on her vocal music circle." "Bel canto?" "Yes." "What sort of person is that?" "Eh?" "Ah..." "Bel Canto isn't a person's name." "huh?" "It's a way of singing." "The Bel Canto singing method is..." "Hmm..." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi oishi Kanoyama {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits on Mt." "Kano" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Kobuna tsurishi Kanokawa {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Fishing for small carp in the Kano River" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Yume wa ima mo meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Even now I dream again" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Of my unforgettable hometown" "Like that." "This meeting was the start of our dating one another." "By the way... she was the one who approached me because she seemed to find my timid attitude to be adorable." "right?" "Then singing." "eating." "then I'm happy." "how about you?" "Eh?" "Hmm..." "Wonder if it wouldn't be eating my fill?" "either." "I'll make Yasu-san laugh." "changed." "Eh?" "!" "For Christmas it was cosplay..." "Merry Christmas!" "Here." "Eh?" "Valentine's Day." "Can I take it?" "Yeah." "Open it." "Open it." "Whaa!" "That surprised me!" "A jack-in-the-box for Valentine's day." "Hey!" "Look!" "165.655)\frz1.644\cH15253C\3cH356B87}Sorry I kept you waiting" "She's holding up a sign." "How cute." "165.655)\frz1.644\cH15253C\3cH356B87}Sorry I kept you waiting" "{\cH182370}Happy Birthday!" "A placard for my birthday." "Congratulations." "{\cH182370}Happy Birthday!" "I wonder how many times she made me laugh?" "2327)}Touto Newspaper" "Is such a thing even usable?" "!" "Hurry and rewrite it." "I'm sorry." "A year and a half had passed since we started dating and it was about the time when Chie had begun her long-desired work as a music teacher." "Yasu." "Get your phone." "yes." "Sorry." "Hello?" "Sorry for calling you during work." "No." "What's up?" "Well..." "I went in to the hospital today..." "I have breast cancer." "Eh?" "Eh?" That was the sound I uttered since I couldn't get any words to come out." "4185)}Yasutake Photo Studio" "And what are you going to do?" "About what?" "I mean." "I was thinking I want to be with Chie forever." "Wait." "Are you really sure about this?" "Breast cancer is a REALLY serious disease." "Dear?" "If this is just some superficial feeling it would be best for you two to just mutually part." "there's nothing to worry about; you'll be fine." "Just have the operation and you'll be cured." "Don't have such an anxious look." "You'll be fine." "Okay?" "Want something to eat?" "No." "64)\frz357.7\b1}Yasutake Shingo 421.333)\frz356.6\cH7A7A42\3cHD0D7C2}Can you come out for a little while?" "34.667)}Yakiniku - a Japanese dish of fried meat 93.977)}Yakiniku" "So pretty!" "This is the prettiest scenery that I know of." "for this some night scenery would probably be better though..." "Eh..." "Matsunaga Chie-san." "Please marry me." "Eh?" "you'll have to make do with this..." "I want to laugh along with Chie-san for now and for forever." "I'm too serious and not very amusing..." "But during those times when you're feeling down I'll do my best to make you laugh." "So please marry me." "What are you saying?" "You don't have to force yourself." "I'm not forcing myself." "you know." "They'll have to cut off my breast." "I know." "I may not be able to have children." "I'm not particularly marrying you..." "because I want children." "Are you really okay with me?" "It's not "are you okay with me" it's "I am okay with you." "Thank you." "Chie went in for surgery." "we were able to remove all her cancer." "Thank you very much." "cancer can have what looks like a gentle face and one that looks like a yakuza face." "It's the later." "It has a high level of malignancy and there's a possibility it will reoccur." "we'll strike at it with stronger anti-cancer agents." "Please take care of her." "Excuse me." "Three IV feedings of anticancer drug treatments. over eight courses... if periodic medical examinations over the next five years... and if no abnormalities were seen during diagnostic imaging then the Doctor explained that she would have overcome the cancer." "So long; see you tomorrow." "Yeah." "Ah." "Is there something you want me to bring you?" "Shingo-kun." "Yes?" "Thank you." "You've given her hope to go on living." "no..." "I didn't do anything..." "Shingo-san." "Yes?" "Please take care of her." "Yes." "After that Chie wouldn't show to me any behavior that she was in any pain..." "But..." "The side-effects of the anticancer agents... loss of appetite tormented Chie from all sorts of angles." "Ah..." "Chie!" "Chie?" "Although she was forced to quit being a teacher as a result of her illness... she wonderfully endured the anticancer treatments." "we... didn't he?" "Thank you for coming from so far away." "that's right." "Let me take a photo before all the fuss gets started." "How could he be working on a day like today?" "It couldn't be helped." "He had a sudden story to report on." "Not here yet?" "Yeah." "What is it?" "sorry!" "Sorry..." "You're late!" "Sorry; the interview went long." "Geez..." "A change of clothes..." "Ah!" "What's the matter?" "I forgot the ring." "Eh?" "!" "Eh?" "!" "Geez!" "Geez!" "Ow." "May with the Lord's blessing and with the oaths you have just exchanged before all of us today I now pronounce you husband and wife." "Amen." "Comment: 0,0:16:40.90,0:16:41.05,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "For Chie's health we rented a new home that was rich with nature." "Umm... this has a good feel to it." "Ehh..." "From here on please look out for us." "Please look out..." "Oh!" "That's the first time I've seen someone greet their home." "Eh?" "You haven't?" "Yeah." "I haven't." "You should do it." "Then I will." "Please watch over us." "Please watch over us." "She laughed even more after that." "Please watch over us." "Please watch over us." "it's cooked." "Here." "Mmm... wait!" "Have another." "Stop for now." "Have lots of meat." "isn't it?" "Ah..." "It's delicious." "Both eating... {\fs45\cH97D986}Yume wa ima mo meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Even now I dream again ...and singing..." "It felt like she was increasing in both." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Of my unforgettable hometown" "Shin-chan." "Eh?" "!" "no way..." "There's no freaking way I'm singing with people around." "Then I'll be the only one singing in public." "I ain't singing." "Hmm..." "Everyone!" "My name is Yasutake Chie!" "what are you doing?" "Yasutake Shingo will be singing to you... stop..." "Just wanted to let you know!" "alright already!" "Chie-chan." "You're on!" "that scared me." "Okay!" "Ready to go?" "will this be okay... go!" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits" "That's too low!" "when the hydrangeas began changing colors I received a sudden coming out by Chie." "Shin-chan." "Hmm?" "I feel I'm happy." "What's this out of the blue about?" "Somehow I was thinking how nice it'd be to just go on living the way we are forever." "Yeah." "forever." "Yeah." "right?" "It's fine." "has something happened?" "Yeah..." "Seems something's in my stomach." "What?" "What..." "A baby." "Eh?" "!" "Really?" "Yeah." "A baby... isn't it!" "Yeah." "My stomach... that's right." "sorry." "The doctor..." "The doctor told me this..." "Yeah." "because a woman's estrogen hormones start appearing more vigorously the possibility of the cancer reoccurring increases." "right?" "Eh?" "won't I?" "And the anti-cancer agents might affect the child." "I see... isn't it?" "Ever since hearing Chie's confession I was in a state where I was unable to continue at my work." "Excuse me." "Um..." "Would it be okay if I left a little early today?" "Why?" "Eh?" "well..." "Thank you." "I'm home." "Welcome home." "I went to the gynecologist today." "They told me the time limit was this week for it." "I see..." "I was thinking..." "Give up on the baby." "The most important thing is your health." "Even if you gave birth to the baby it wouldn't have any meaning if you're not healthy." "Chie." "Do you really think that?" "I do." "Then why?" "when I told you I should give it up the other day did you get a surprised look on your face and say "Eh?" for?" "That was..." "Your look then is stuck in my head." "don't you?" "at that time I was just... didn't you?" "why this?" "Do you want me to give birth that much?" "right?" "right?" "That's why I said it was okay." "What's "okay"?" "That way of speaking." "aren't you?" "That's terrible!" "Those anti-cancer agents I took... right?" "I might have to take those again!" "Do you understand that?" "to give birth?" "That's being too terrible!" "You're putting words in my mouth." "When did I tell you to give birth?" "You didn't say it!" "But I can tell!" "Let's stop." "I'm sorry." "But I'm scared." "I can't help but be scared." "I don't know what to do anymore." "Yes?" "Chie." "It's Mom." "Yeah." "What is it?" "Shingo-san came by earlier." "You told Mom?" "How could you do that..." "You're wrong." "He said he was sorry for reporting it after the fact." "He said he only came to report it after it was decided we would be troubled." "I'll support whatever decision the two of you come up with." "Even if it fills you with worries." "right?" "Ah!" "Look..." "What is it?" "I want you to give birth." "If you have even the slightest feeling of wanting to give birth... give birth." "It's your long-awaited gift of life." "Chie told me she'd give birth." "even if she died." "Chie." "that's it... okay?" "Do your best a little longer." "Yes!" "that's it..." "Go round for the blood test." "Yes." "Chie... 2003 about five hours after she had entered the delivery room... gave birth to a healthy baby girl." "So cute!" "didn't you?" "Thank you very much." "Have you come up with a name?" "Yeah." "We'll call her "Hana." "Hana." "Hana." "Ehh... right?" "As one who will be loved by everyone and who can heal a person's heart she'll become a gentle woman." "isn't it?" "in this way Hana had come to us." "I and Chie and Hana..." "When three of us were living together the time when we had had troubles everyday seemed like a lie and now our days were incredibly calm and contented ones." "smile." "Won't you smile when you see this?" "It's still no good." "386)\3cH778D91}Yasutake Hana" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi oishi Kanoyama {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits on Mt." "Kano{I keep thinking she's singing the British national anthem till she hits the last note.}" "Ever since Chie had given birth to Hana I felt she was facing forward even more than she had been before." "just as she had in the past." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}I dream again" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Of my unforgettable hometown" "Just by being there Hana had brought happiness to us." "Ah!" "It's cold!" "It's cold!" "See!" "It's cold!" "I felt this tiny life had rescued us from the darkness." "Father says he wants to retake photos of us." "Chie-chan?" "Hana's not drinking from my breast." "Eh?" "Nine months had passed since Chie had become a mother." "I wonder why?" "It's metastasized to the lungs." "Because this isn't a small thing at all you should begin the anticancer treatments again." "Chie's cancer had recurred." "Comment: 0,0:31:07.88,0:31:08.00,Narrator,0,0,0,CM Break" "Ala." "Welcome back." "hello there." "Why can't you understand?" "stop your crying!" "Chie?" "What are you doing?" "!" "Like I said!" "Wait..." "Geez!" "What are you doing?" "Hana!" "stop it!" "When we switched to at-home treatments changes began to appear in Chie." "I said!" "What are you doing?" "I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry." "Somehow..." "Somehow I don't understand it myself all that well..." "But emotions just burst out of me..." "Hana." "I'm sorry." "I understand." "Chie." "Chie!" "Hana." "I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry..." "It's okay." "It'll be okay." "Chie." "right?" "Let's get you cured." "whenever I could find even a little bit of time..." "Excuse me!" "I'm going out for a bit." "Oi!" "Excuse me." "...I would return home right away..." "Excuse me." "Good afternoon." "Chie?" "it's okay." "Chie?" "Welcome home." "I'm home." "Shin-chan..." "Huh?" "I've had enough..." "I want to stop these painful anticancer agents already..." "Don't say such things." "Hang in there." "As she became mentally unstable she imperceptibly began to lose her smile." "And in proportion to that my sleeping time decreased until I had become exhausted." "Welcome back." "Ah." "He's come back." "Thanks again for today." "We just lulled Hana to sleep." "Chie-san was in bad condition due to those drugs and has been sleeping since this evening." "I see." "could I ask you to come over during the day tomorrow?" "didn't it?" "Yeah." "I see." "Couldn't you ask Chie-san's mother to come?" "she's helped out quite a bit already all this week." "Ah..." "Then I guess I'll have to come home." "Already..." "I'm frazzled." "Between being anxious about leaving Chie alone... too... isn't it?" "Didn't you say you were resolved for this when you got married?" "Shingo?" "isn't it?" "make sure you protect that happiness." "I'm sorry." "um... please." "Prepare it." "Yes." "may I take this away?" "Um..." "Yes?" "though." "but well-known small restaurant." "The landlady there had gone through cancer before but is in amazingly good health now." "She had cured her cancer with her own strength." "if you'd like I thought maybe you'd want to have a chat with her." "Here it is." "492.8)\3cH7F7667\bor4\blur2}Yamaoka Toyono 268.8)\3cH7F7667\bor4\blur2}Small Restaurant" "408)\3cH7F7667\bor4\blur2}Tsumugi" "Thank you." "sorry about that." "Thank you very much." "Ah." "Ah!" "My kidneys?" "Yeah." "The results of your blood and urinalysis tests are not good." "right?" "I'll give you this medication for the time being." "it won't get cured." "please examine the patient in the waiting room." "yes." "please." "The biggest problem comes from your irregular life and diet." "What was I doing?" "Even though I should be supporting Chie..." "Ah..." "Ow..." "Thanks for your hard work." "Thanks for yours." "I'm sorry." "Here's the proposal I made." "A Letter to Great People." "To celebrities in various fields and those great people who are now dead but who nevertheless had an influence on them my plan is to have people write in a letter of thanks to them." "It's off-beat but by following my plan..." "Say!" "Huh?" "What's this?" "That's..." "Why didn't you tell me about this?" "I didn't want to worry you even more." "Think things through better!" "we can deal with it." "I'll feel sorry for Hana!" "Sorry..." "Look..." "There's somewhere I want the both of us to go to." "Eh?" "114)\frz273.7\frx2\fry16}Tsumugi 628)}Tsumugi" "Good afternoon." "Are you really okay with me?" "Yes." "Please give us your opinion as someone who overcame cancer." "Sorry if we're being unreasonable." "that's fine." "cancer differs by the person." "I don't know if this will cure you." "please tell us." "this was my situation." "Yes." "Yes." "this was a doctor's second-hand opinion." "within people's bodies there appears to be a power that can cure diseases." "It expels the bad things from your body and seems to be a power where you can cure yourself." "Yes..." "In other words..." "Being healthy" seems to be a state where that power is at work." "you won't get sick." "It's a thing like where how you live is the cause of illness." "my natural healing powers became stronger through diet therapy." "Diet therapy..." "Yeah." "very painful so I resolutely put a stop to those anticancer treatments." "Ehh..." "That's incredible." "I couldn't eat so my body grew weaker." "I thought I would die." "in my own way I thought I would stick to my own diet." "If I ate things that were good for my health I figured my body would naturally get better." "what's your normal temperature?" "It's always at 35 degrees." "{\fs30\cHFFFFFF}(95 Fahrenheit)" "That's no good." "Cancer is sensitive to heat." "with the intention of raising your immunity you should be above 36.5 degrees." "{\fs30\cHFFFFFF}(97.7 Fahrenheit)" "Ah... specifically?" "solid breakfast?" "And improving your life." "a miso soup and brown rice are central to Japanese foods." "Brown rice?" "Just eating your favorite things whenever you want them... now will it?" "Ah... but choosing good ingredients and eating at proper times is best for your health." "That's all." "Shouldn't you do that along with her?" "Eh?" "too." "She caught you." "Chie's bedtime was 10pm and she would try to get up at 6am." "watch out." "How about it?" "How about it?" "Is this the shaved bonito?" "Oh!" "Oh!" "I was able to do it." "It's pretty." "it's delicious." "It's good." "Ah!" "Ow!" "Ow!" "Are you okay?" "Cut yourself?" "Yeah." "the nabe!" "Ah!" "hot..." "Turn it down." "Itadakimasu." "Itadakimasu." "using a stock soup of kelp and bonito shavings... carrots and taro those root crops which act to warm the body we made sure to put in plenty of those." "The main dish was salted sardines." "The side dishes were natto and pickled vegetables." "Fermented foods establish themselves in the intestines and so help to improve bowel movements." "I think that was our first time at thinking about such foods and making these dishes." "Any good?" "Yeah." "Comment: 0,0:45:21.87,0:45:22.06,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "After keeping at that diet for six months we went in for an examination." "Look." "It appears to have gotten smaller." "Really?" "Yeah." "so I wonder if hormone therapy wouldn't be effective?" "To speak in slightly technical terms..." "With a once a month injection... but..." "Something seemed to have changed in Chie's body." "When she had continued the diet therapy and hormone therapy for two years the numerical values for her tumor stabilized and the cancer cells had disappeared from Chie's body." "that's good!" "If there were no changes in her numerical values in the next five years we could say that Chie's cancer would have been cured." "I've been praying every day that that day will come as soon as possible." "Fa Fa Mi Re Do..." "Whaa!" "That was good!" "Awesome!" "wasn't it?" "Hey!" "Did I ever teach you it was okay to leave food behind?" "too!" "Because it's no good if you only eat the others!" "Got that?" "!" "What is it?" "What's going on?" "I don't want brown rice" and then she deliberately turned her tea bowl over." "Hana!" "you don't need to be so strict about it." "Chie-chan!" "What? "Strict"?" "Because she's still little." "So what about it?" "Is the food of poor quality?" "Are you saying just to leave it be?" "I'm not saying that." "that Hana acts this way." "Why is this my fault?" "If you're thinking seriously about Hana's future then you know it's wrong just being kind to her!" "I am thinking about that properly." "You're not thinking about it!" "I am!" "You're not!" "Sorry about earlier." "I shouldn't have yelled at you." "too." "But don't be so strict about everything..." "Okay?" "Because she's still a child so taking our time is..." "That's useless." "discipline" is what I should be teaching our daughter before she goes off to be a bride." "Because I don't know what might happen to me." "Don't worry." "Because the cancer has disappeared." "I still have to wait five years for that." "at that time she doesn't have a mother around I don't want her thinking she can't do anything." "I don't want her to be troubled if I'm not there." "I want to teach her as much as I can right now." "fear"..." "She avoids that." "Comment: 0,0:50:28.88,0:50:29.06,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "Hana..." "Sorry about yesterday." "Look..." "Meat and fish and all the things we eat die and become sacrifices in order to give us nourishment." "That's why we must eat up all that nourishment properly." "don't we?" "{\fs30\cHFFFFFF}(an expression of gratitude before meals)" "That's the meaning of it." "as you go on living now this is something you must know." "It might be tough... do your best"?" "But it doesn't taste good." "Yeah." "Brown rice has a strong power of life to it." "White rice would rot if you put it into soil but a bud would come out of brown rice." "she eats brown rice... too." "Then... it's okay for you not to eat brown rice." "I'll wait until the time comes when you think you'll want to eat it." "you have to make sure and eat your miso soup." "Yeah." "Where's your "itadakimasu"?" "Yes." "Itadakimasu." "Itadakimasu." "one week after that." "Why?" "Why so suddenly?" "He's been hospitalized with pneumonia for three days." "And then today it became... but we haven't seen it have much effect." "As he regularly took steroid and immunosuppressive drugs for his collagenosis...{\fs30\cHFFFFFF}(a skin disorder) ...I think that's affecting things." "Collagenosis"?" "your Father..." "But he told me not to tell you guys about it." "he said." "Dear!" "Dear!" "Wake up!" "Dear!" "Dear!" "Hana I was afraid of dying from cancer..." "Hana." "But Grandpa told me this." "give birth to Hana." "Come here." "Since cancer is incredibly strong I didn't believe I would survive it but I didn't want to let it win." "I realized it." "I was going to live." "then I should have this child." "I wouldn't have been born?" "That's right." "if Grandpa hadn't been there... right?" "our lives are connected and so you are alive." "Yeah." "Comment: 0,0:56:25.87,0:56:26.08,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "Hana... breakfast is ready." "Yes!" "Can you sit?" "Yeah." "Here." "Here." "Yes." "Thank you." "here we go..." "Itadakimasu!" "Itadakimasu!" "It's no good unless you pat them down properly." "pat." "Nice and firmly." "little by little each day while Hana obediently accepted them." "Okay." "too." "Make sure you properly align the heels." "Did it." "the pattern is for both sleeves." "Halves is the pattern." "Yeah." "Now try it one more time." "The pattern is for both sleeves." "Halves is the pattern." "squeak..." "Is that good?" "let's drain it." "Ah!" "Ah!" "let's go!" "Hana-chan!" "Yeah!" "Just a minute!" "Hana." "Ala?" "Shin-chan!" "Huh?" "Shin-chan..." "Hana-chan!" "Hana-chan!" "go ahead." "You can do it!" "You can do it!" "522)\frz29.31\b1\bord4\blur2\cH1F315E\3cHBAD8E5}Hana-chan Happy 5th Birthday 682)}Ah!" "Congratulations!" "626)}Congratulations!" "How old are you now?" "Five!" "yeah!" "Yeah!" "Yeah!" "Yeah!" "Yeah!" "this is from your Grandma Matsunaga." "Make lots of drawings." "Wow!" "There's so many of them!" "aren't there?" "this is a present from Mama and Papa." "It's cute!" "Congratulations." "Congratulations." "One more time." "Put more strength into it." "Yeah!" "more..." "Just a little more there..." "Ow!" "Since you can eat all of a vegetable it's okay if you don't take the skin off them but you should wash the roots cleanly." "Eat it without wasting anything." "it's "eat the whole thing." "Eat the whole thing." "Eat the whole thing." "Eat the whole thing." "Do your best." "Eat the whole thing." "that'll do it for today." "that's all for today." "wasn't he?" "This is a flower she drew in nursery school." "Hmm..." "She says it's the three of us." "Ehh.." "And these are buds?" "Yeah." "I think they probably are." "Doesn't it give you the feeling that all of us have the power of life?" "Huh?" "Huh?" "Mama!" "The bath has heated up!" "yes!" "I'm coming right away!" "don't you want a brother...?" "Comment: 0,1:01:10.10,1:01:10.48,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "About four years had passed since the date that Chie's cancer cells had disappeared..." "It's a cat." "It's a bear." "A bear?" "Hmm..." "I've got it." "This one's a rabbit." "It's a capybara!" "A capybara?" "don't get angry." "Sorry." "I've come to see it as a capybara somehow." "like always..." "Shin-chan!" "Huh?" "come look!" "What is it?" "Eye-man has come to call!" "What is that?" "look!" "Number 1!" "You're right." "It's this." "too." "I'll be good at it." "you too?" "let's go." "Hana!" "OK!" "Yo!" "Eye-man Number 1 has come to call!" "Yo!" "Eye-man Number 1 has come to call!" "there can't be two Number 1s." "you be Number 2." "Let's try it again." "Here goes." "Yo!" "Eye-man Number 1 has come to call!" "Yo!" "Eye-man Number 2 has come to call!" "Hana." "Do a Shakin." "Eye-man Beam!" "Ahhh!" "Now that the hearts of those sumo wrestlers who were running a fixed game have been cleared it's time for today's weather across the nation!" "281.655)\frz5.537\cHAE62AF\3cHE6E6E6}Today's Weather" "Will you make it to school on time?" "We should be fine if we pick up the pace." "I see." "didn't she?" "Remember?" "That Eye-man guy." "What's the matter?" "Mama hasn't been hugging me recently." "I see." "Maybe Hana's getting to big for that." "It's not that." "It's like there's this pain in her face when she does hug me." "It might be she hurts somewhere." "It's regrettable but the cancer has spread to your entire body." "are now..." "No... right?" "So why all of a sudden..." "I'm not all that sure myself." "But hormone treatments alone aren't going to control it." "in half a year there's a possibility your liver won't function any longer." "I think all we can do now is the anticancer treatments." "Has it been hurting all this time?" "Yeah." "how long have you been enduring it?" "Since about a month ago." "Why didn't you say something?" "then..." "The one calmest about it might be Hana." "Thus the anticancer therapy started up again." "Chie didn't make any complaints at all." "Mama!" "I could feel the strength in her figure as she calmly accepted the treatments." "Welcome back." "I'm back." "Comment: 0,1:06:17.80,1:06:17.97,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "She was undergoing treatments at home and a few days had passed... early to rise brown rice life." "the Husband the husband." "What is this?" "Your blog?" "Yeah." "Wanna see it?" "Hmm..." "Not really." "go away." "Mama." "Huh?" "Do my hair." "Yeah." "Then come over here." "Yeah." "Here." "Okay." "Let's make two ponytails." "Yeah." "I'm sure Chie just felt she wanted to spit out all the pains that had piled up inside her." "But that was why I just couldn't bring myself to look at her blog." "you player." "Eh?" "What do you mean?" "don't you know anything?" "Wait... got a minute?" "Let's see... early to rise brown rice life... the Husband" "I dare you to read this." "That hurt a little..." "Thanks to his big heart... my husband was able to accept me and my illness." "...my husband was able to accept me and my illness." "I'm really glad I married my husband." "Seeing her mother growing uglier by the day I wonder what sorts of feelings are going through my daughter's small heart?" "Eh?" "You're gonna sing?" "11.2)}Tanabata - "Star Festival" held on July 7th 64)\b1\cH454110\frz1.134}Holding a Tanabata Live Concert!" "No way!" "There's no way I could do that." "I wonder if I should have been a much more normal mother?" "Ahh..." "Becoming ill brings these feelings of weakness." "no." "I must have a strong heart." "Won't cure this illness otherwise." "I'm home... welcome home." "She fell asleep." "Huh?" "Chie." "Huh?" "Here." "Eh?" "What is it?" "Huh?" "Won't you sing at the Tanabata live concert?" "But..." "I really love the sight of Chie singing." "too." "Then..." "let's go on stage together." "Eh?" "!" "Shh... too." "either." "Eh..." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi oishi Kanoyama {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits on Mt." "Kano" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Kobuna tsurishi Kanokawa {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Fishing for small carp in the Kano River" "You went out of your way to record it?" "Because you're totally no good." "It won't be that simple making me sing better." "It'll work out if you listen to this and work on it." "Yes..." "You can gain confidence by singing in the bath." "Really?" "Yeah." "Say "ah." "Ah." "right?" "Yeah." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Ikani imasu chichihaha {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Where Father and Mother" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Tsutsunaishi ya tomo ga ki {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}And friends are all in good health" "{\fs45\cH97D986}"Furusato" {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}"My hometown" "Mama." "Huh?" "Try drinking a little of this." "Taste it." "Well?" "it's good." "Then I'll put some in the bowl." "Yeah." "Be careful." "Yeah." "You turned off the fire?" "Yeah." "Two days before the Tanabata live concert Chie was urgently hospitalized." "The reason her abdomen is distended is because her liver has swollen." "90 percent of her liver is currently cancerous." "There's a possibility she'll start showing disturbances in her consciousness from here on." "She'll no longer remember places or people's name and she'll say the same things over and over." "Um..." "What should we do...?" "That's..." "Please think about Chie-san's life." "Won't you have her spend it at home from here on?" "With the little time she has remaining and so that you won't have any regrets..." "What's that "little time she has remaining"?" "Say... right?" "Then please save Chie." "I'm very sorry." "yet unable to do any more for her..." "Please!" "Please don't give up on her." "right?" "Please!" "Please save her." "What is it?" "Look." "Because your abdominal dropsy isn't enough to be extracted it seems you'll be able to go home tomorrow." "Yeah." "Thank goodness..." "I get to see Hana." "Comment: 0,1:15:04.78,1:15:04.88,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "welcome home!" "Yeah." "isn't it?" "too." "Huh?" "Hana." "Then..." "Here." "I'll give you this." "Huh?" "Whaa!" "It's cute!" "Recently..." "my hands have been numb." "can you do your hair yourself?" "Yeah." "I can do it." "Hana... is very happy... isn't she Chie?" "I wonder if she realizes she'll be singing tomorrow?" "She doesn't seem nervous about it at all." "I can't seem to sleep." "Don't worry." "You'll make it through somehow." "Yeah." "I hope we do..." "Huh?" "Amazing grace how sweet the sound" "That saved a wretch like me" "I once was lost but now am found" "Papa?" "don't put any pressure on me." "Amazing grace" "I guess I do want all of us to sing together." "That saved a wretch like me" "I once was lost but now am found" "Was blind but now I see" "Hallelujah！" "Good luck." "Because they're looking here." "Look..." "Come up on stage with us." "You don't even have to sing." "Huh?" "He's already nervous." "isn't he?" "Chie-san and Hana-chan singing "Hometown." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi oishi Kanoyama {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits on Mt." "Kano" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Kobuna tsurishi Kanokawa {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Fishing for small carp in the Kano River" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Yume wa ima mo {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Even now" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}I dream again" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Of my unforgettable hometown this is..." "I had a tape mixed with the three of us together." "Because it wouldn't mean anything unless it was the three of us singing together." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Chichihaha {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Father and Mother" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Tsutsunaishi ya tomo ga ki {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}And friends are all in good health" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Ame ni kaze ni {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}When the rain and wind" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Tsukete mo {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Blows at me" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Omoi i zuru furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}I just think of my hometown" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}My unforgettable" "500)\fs45\cH97D986}Furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Hometown" "Well?" "Have you written them?" "Yeah." "We've written tons." "I was only able to write one." "I see." "too." "Yeah." "What color do you want?" "Okay..." "I'll take yellow." "This yellow?" "Yeah." "Thanks." "5976)}I pray Mama gets better." "Hana Comment: 0,1:23:31.86,1:23:32.04,sign,0,0,0,CM Break" "Sorry for taking so long to eat." "It doesn't look that way." "Yeah." "I'll go give the flowers some water." "Yeah." "isn't it?" "They grow rapidly;" "like morning glorys do." "Ah..." "Ah!" "Chie." "Are you okay?" "You weren't hurt?" "I'm sorry." "is it?" "Can you throw it away?" "The bowl that Chie had been using since forever..." "I just wasn't able to throw that away." "If I did throw it away it would feel like I was losing Chie... that's good." "that's good." "it's Mama!" "that's good." "Chie?" "Chie!" "that's good." "Mama?" "Chie?" "Chie." "Yasutake-san." "Strong medications will be required in order to stop her convulsions." "there's a possibility they could cause a respiratory arrest." "What do you want to do?" "Hana." "Papa." "right?" "It might be hopeless." "I'm going to Mama." "Wouldn't it..." "be best to set her free now?" "Shingo-san." "When I found out about Chie's cancer..." ""Why Chie and not me?" "Why bring such unhappiness to her?" "was there?" "She had Shingo-san and she had Hana..." "Chie was a very happy girl..." "I sincerely believe that now." "Thank you." "This is enough..." "This... is enough already." "because they're putting the medicine in you.... ...you'll feel better right away." "Chie... you really did your best." "I feel so proud of you." "You really have done your best." "You really have... didn't it?" "wasn't it?" "But it'll be all right now." "You'll be able to talk right away." "let her hear your voice." "Yeah." "Go on." "Chie?" "Chie." "Chie." "Chie." "Eye-man Number 2 has come to call!" "Eye-man Number 2 has come to call!" "Chie." "It's Eye-man." "But only Number 2... too..." "Chie." "Chie?" "right?" "Chie." "Chie!" "Chie..." "Chie!" "Yasutake-san." "Chie." "Chie." "After that my body and soul came to a complete stop." "Thanks for the meal." "I'm taking a bath." "Yeah." "Comment: 0,1:34:30.13,1:34:30.29,Default,0,0,0,CM Break" "Papa!" "Hana?" "What's going on?" "Ala?" "Ah... you've come out of it." "haven't you?" "You have cholecystitis." "{\fs30\cHFFFFFF}(inflammation of the gallbladder)" "Your daughter has been staying at your side all this time." "you fell and wouldn't answer me so I called a friend and asked her mother to send us an ambulance." "huh?" "then what will happen to me?" "!" "I don't want that!" "I don't want to be left all alone!" "I'm sorry." "What made me recover myself was Hana." "Papa." "Good morning." "Okay..." "Itadakimasu." "Itadakimasu." "It's delicious." "It tastes the same as Chie's." "Thank you." "Not at all." "brown rice." "Itadakimasu." "Itadakimasu." "Comment: 0,1:38:57.69,1:38:57.87,Double Line,0,0,0,CM Break let's head to the meeting." "Yes!" "Yasu!" "Yes?" "I'll come right away." "You're getting a good reputation." "Eh?" "Your current article... um..." "who was it to?" "This young musician's letter to John Lennon." "It's interesting." "437.333)\3cH6F827F\bord4}"To John in Heaven 387.429)\3cH6F827F\bord4}Kinoshita Kenta" " John Lennon" "Really?" "Yasu." "Yes." "didn't you?" "too." "I'm home." "391.333)\frz10.37\b1\cH40577D\3cH8DB4C9\bord4\blur2\frx14\fry6}"To John in Heaven 316.666)\cH40577D\3cH8DB4C9\bord4\blur2}Article by" " Yasutake Shingo 233.333)\cH40577D\3cH8DB4C9\bord4\blur2\frx14\fry0}Kinoshita Kenta" " John Lennon 127.733)\cH40577D\3cH8DB4C9\bord4\blur2\frx22\fry14}Letters to Great People" "Papa." "Huh?" "Can't sleep?" "Not that." "Um... right?" "Eh?" "right?" "Ah..." "Something like that." "please." "All right." "Good night." "Good night." "370)}To Mama" "Dear Mama." "I have something to tell you." "And that's that I can make everything in the lunches." "aren't you?" "Mama and that was the piano." "Mama." "didn't I?" "music is my best subject when I study at school." "When I grow up..." "Mama." "Cheer for me." "I will have to skip cleaning the bath and doing the laundry a little... but I'll do my best." "right?" "Hana." "5939)}Yasutake Chie" "Chie." "isn't it?" "Say..." "I wonder if Mama's lonely?" "Huh?" "Hana Mama won't be lonely." "356.345)}Yasutake Chie" "Okay." "Let's go home." "don't you?" "Wrong." "I have the day off today." "You do?" "Yeah." "And so..." "I'll take you to your favorite places today." "Really?" "Yeah." "Hana." "What?" "Why have we come here?" "Because it's a place Mama wanted to go to." "Eh?" "I found these letters Mama had written when I was looking for some writing paper." "isn't it?" "I want me and Hana and Papa to go to the sunflower field." "I want me and Hana and Papa to go on trips." "I want to see Hana's graduation ceremony." "I want to see Hana's Coming-of-Age Ceremony." "Mama... wasn't able to do even one of those!" "I feel so sorry for her!" "I feel so sorry for Mama!" "Hana!" "Hold on!" "Hana!" "Hana... listen to me." "Listen to what I tell you." "You mustn't... feel sorry for Mama." "too." "Do you remember..." "all the things Mama taught you?" "That means inside of Hana... too." "too." "So... too the three of us will go on being a family together." "{\fs45\cH97D986}Usagi oishi Kanoyama {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Chasing rabbits on Mt." "Kano" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Kobuna tsurishi Kanokawa {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Fishing for small carp in the Kano River" "{\fs45\cH97D986}Yume wa ima mo meguri te {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Even now I dream again 500)\fs45\cH97D986}Wasure gataki furusato {\fs50\cHFAF9F7}Of my unforgettable hometown" "will differ from the original"