"Previously on "Everwood"" "Reid tried to kill himself this morning." "I found him on the... floor of the bathroom, with a bottle of sleeping pills." "The doctors say he's gonna be okay." "You're going through a rough patch, that's all there is." "Relationships are hard." "Is it supposed to be this hard?" "Because, I mean, sometimes... other situations, they just feel... a lot easier." "Why couldn't we have just kept going the way we were going?" "Why did you have to mess it up?" "It wasn't a thinking choice." "I don't think I can forgive you, Bright." "Sing it, girl." "Yeah, let's talk in M." "Hey,what'sup ,guys?" "It'sReid ." "Uh, they let me out today, so I should be home in about an hour." "Can't wait to see you, guys." "Bye." "Oh, crap!" "I can't talk right now, Bright." "How soon you think you can get over here?" "Why, what's the matter?" "What's the matter?" "What is it?" "Reidjustcalled." "Theylet him out of the hospital an hour." "Ephram's still in New York." "Which means I'm... the entire welcome wagon to a guy that just tried to off himself." "Okay, well, you... are his roommate, Bright, so..." "Look, please, I'm beggin' you." "Come over." "Okay, I'll be there as fast as I can." "Thank you." "Thank you very much." "You do those things to serve my blood fun?" "Shut it." "What's the matter?" "What is it?" "Uh, Reid's coming home and..." "Bright's scared to be alone when he gets there." "I guess he is nervous about how to act around a recently suicidal person." "Fair enough." "It would be nice, though, for..." "Reid to have all his friends there, waiting for him when he gets home." "I mean, there's a sign of blood and sporing all that's tought." "That's fine, Amy." "I totally don't mind if you wanna go over there." "No." "No way." "Absolutely not." "No." "No." "You don't even know what I'm gonna say..." "I am not going over to that house with you." "No." "No, no, no." "Just hear me how." "This isn't even about Bright, this is about Reid." "Seem being Ephram a Christian thing to do?" "Oh, please, you know, if he had accomplished what he set out to do, he'd be on his way to H.E. the block E sticks right now." "But it's a sin, remember?" "So, don't try and bring Jesus into this." "No, no." "Okay, fine, forget Jesus." "What about just... good old-fashioned friendship, being there for him when he needs you?" "I..." "I feel bad for Reid, I do." "I just..." "I'm..." "I'm not ready to see Bright, okay?" "It's not the right time." "That's where I think you're wrong." "I think it's the perfect time." "The Reid thing is so huge it kinda diffuses the you and Bright thing." "True." "And you haven't a really good year today." "And your hands and your feet are new and shiny." " I thought this was about Reid." " It is." "This doesn't mean you can't look good." "Fine." "But I am not staying long, okay?" "Twenty minutes." "I just..." "I wanna make sure he's okay and let him know that we're all here for him." " Okay." "Uh, we're gonna need a touch-up." " Coming." " Sorry." "No problem." "Subtitles by demonseye" "Dad!" "Dad!" "What is it, sweetie?" "Somebody hurt?" " No, it's worse." " So much worse." "I just found out that Talia's birthday party is the same day as my Bat Mitzvah." "I guess we're gonna have to change it to another weekend." "How's July count?" "Honey, we can't move your Bat Mitzvah." "It's like a wedding, except instead of a groom, you have a cantor." "Oh, can't you just call everybody up and tell them we made a mistake?" "Or send an emergency e-mail." "Much more efficient." "No, I can't." "And, frankly, I don't understand what the big deal is." "Why can't Talia just move her party?" "Talia's the most popular person in the whole grade." "We're talking both classrooms." "Sweetheart." "Your Bat Mitzvah isn't just a party." "It's an important rite of passage that took months and months of planning." "Most people plans happen to change their dates." "My step mom sold her whole cruise vacation because she figured out that's gonna be her time of the month." "Thank you, Brittany." "I'm sorry, sweetheart, but there's-there's nothing I can do." "And I promise you people will still come." "Now, I have to get back to work." "You're gonna be okay?" " You're still coming to mine, right?" " I don't know, I mean..." "I'm not even Jewish." "You're lucky." "We were obviously chosen to be miserable." "Yeah." " Hello!" " Oh, thank God you're here." "I have no idea what to say when Reid gets here." "Oh." "Hey, Hannah." " Hello, Bright." " Okay, so when's Reid gonna get here?" " Any minute now." "So, here's the game plan, all right?" "You two, you're gonna talk to him." "I'm gonna hang back, kinda supervise the whole situation..." "You're such a moron." "And what's that smell?" "It smells like deodorant." "Yeah." "It's Right Garden." "Okay?" "My apartment stunk, I didn't have any air freshener left." " Surprise." " Welcome home." "Hey..." "I'm not gonna break." " Good having you back, man." " Missed you too, man." "So, how are you?" "It'll be great." "You know... my back's kinda sore, bed flap really sucked, but other..." "I'm truly happy to be home." "All right, guys." "Talk to me." "What did I miss?" "Anything exciting?" "No." "Not really." "Well, where is... where is Ephram?" "Is he at school?" "Ephram's in New York." "He's with, uh, Kyle." "Cool." "Living the..." "Juilliard dream?" "Right on." "Hey, uh, would you be up for some, uh, one-handed basketball?" "A little stir crazy, cooped up power." "I really need exercise." "Yeah, sure." "Of course." "Cool." "I jump in the shower and then... we'll go?" "All right." " Am I missing something?" " That was, uh, that was a little weird." "A little?" "He's acting like he just got back from the spunds instead of the hospital." "Maybe he's just back to normal." "No, it's not possible." "It's just weird." "Either way, um, I think he's gonna turn the key for our sobs, so I can, uh, take off." "Oh, okay." "I'll be out in a second." "Thanks." "She didn't even look at me." "It just gonna take some time, Bright." "How long, do you think?" "I don't know." "Longer than it's taken Reid." "Oh, everything looks great." "We'll have that Cesarian in two days, and you will go home with a beautiful baby girl." "How's that sound, Kathy?" "I don't know exactly who you are." "Once she gives birth, we'll be able to get back on her medications right away." "Shouldn't take long for everything to get back to normal." "I don't even remember what "normal" looks like." "I feel like I've been hit by a truck." "Every day..." "For the past nine months." "Year, you're looking rather run-down." "Tell you what." "Why don't you come into my office, so we can talk for a moment." "Perhaps I can prescribe something for that col..." "Louise, you could take care of Kathy?" " Course." "You think she'll even remember these last nine months?" "Probably not to the extent that you will." "Lucky her." "Schizophrenia's a brutal disease." "Kathy is a brave woman to construe with this pregnancy." "Or I'm stupid to let her go through with this." "I never wanted this, dr." "Abbott, I was happy with the two of us." "More than happy." "You know, I'm stubborn... better they could be." "Mm-hmm." "Tread my way since she was 15." "Even then she was... determined to be a mother, despite her illness." "Well, that's the thing." "You know, I've never seen her sick before." "As long as I've noticed, she's always been on her pills." "Schizophrenia's just a concept." "It's like a... story, in a scrap-up from her childhood." "I had no idea it could be so bad." "I didn't know... how-how different she could be." "And it's not to put a strain on your marriage, but... remember, when you're holding that little baby girl..." " I can't even think about that." "I know, it sounds horrible, but..." "I already resent her." "You know, it's a baby, I mean..." "Would that prevent me from making me... look at my wife differently?" "Cherios." "Has Kathy been violent?" "Oh, those..." "I've no idea where those are from." "Look." "Spot from fighting or even getting battered or something." "Um..." "You said that you were feeling tired." "Any... other symptoms at all?" "Headache, nausea, anything out of the ordinary?" "Uh... my gums... have been bleeding..." "lately, but I thought that was all from stress." "Well, I'm sure that it is, but..." "I'd like to run some bloodwork, just as a precaution." "Sure, no problem." "So, you don't think I'm a horrible person, do you?" "For those things that I said?" "No." "Not at all." "I think you are a man who's deeply in love with his wife." "And I think she's lucky to have you." "Sandra Brown's botox is up next." "And another fax came from UCLA, third one this week." "And the third one you're throwing away." "What's with all the tree killing?" "You're gonna run us out of fax paper." "It's nothing." "Just my old partners from L.A. As usual, they're trying to take a good idea and make it profitable." "Evil bastards." "I know, I know, it's not such a terrible thing." "They want me to give my master's in addictions counseling, so I'd be more marketable when I'm selling my rehab program." "And, if I had that degree, I could do more one-on-one work counseling." "Type stuff." "Well, doc..." "Much as I'd miss helping you inject poison into snotty women's foreheads... sounds like a great opportunity." "You could really help some people." "Yeah, I know." "I know, believe me, I'm getting tired of this stuff too." "But I just don't think it's the right time to be making such a huge change." "Things are finally getting back on track with Nina." "And I don't wanna screw that up." "Take her with you." "Nah, I could never ask her to leave Everwood." "She's already done so much for me and-and, besides, this is her home." "She's happy here... business is here... friends..." "What makes you think she'd choose all that stuff over you?" "I can never ask her to choose." " Here you are." " Thanks a lot." "That's perfect." "No raise." "Um, I was wondering if I could get a copy of Friday's notes from Berwick's class from you." "Sure thing." "You were at party adorn again, weren't you?" "You know Reid so well." " Hey." " Hey." " Friday night." "What are you doing?" " Uhhhmm......." "I was thinking, maybe we can grab dinner, see a movie or something." "Okay." "Unless... it's not a good night for you, and, I mean, we could do it another night." " No, Friday's good." "I just..." " Okay, great." "I-I'll call you and we'll figure it out." " Okay." " All right." "See you." "You guys ran out of T.P. again." "Third soft from the left." "What's up?" " I-I think Reid just asked me out." "On a date." "And I think I said "yes"." " Seriously?" "Do you like him yet?" "No, no, course not, he's just... he's in a fragile state." "What was I supposed to say?" "Exactly...." "Exactly!" "What if he's like a nervous breakdown?" "Or he tries to kiss you and you turn away and he just totally loses it?" "I mean, you're not trying for any of that." " Okay, you're freaking me out, Hannah." "Well, this is a freaky situation you got yourself into." "You know, so many things could go wrong." "You-you should not go alone." "Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you." "You're such a good friend." "No." "No, no, no." "No." "I am not going." "I can't go, I am a terrible third wheel." "We'll think of something, we'll get... we'll get a fourth wheel." "That way, it'll be less like a date thing and more like a group friend thing." "I don't have group friends." "You're my group." "Unless you want me to go with Ephram, which I think would be woogy." " Yeah." "No, it's not Ephram." " Don't even say Bright." " Nick." " Who?" "I don't know anyone named Nick." " You're about to." " Amy!" "Hey, Nick." "Um, I'd like you to meet Hannah." " Hi." " Hey." "That's awful." "Poor Delia!" "Yeah, I knew that Talia's trouble the minute I heard that squeaky voice talking about carbs and MTV." "Well, she sounds like the devil to me." "You know, there's a flu going around." "Maybe..." "Maybe there's a solution that doesn't involve German warfare." "Well, I'm open to suggestions." "Oh, it seems pretty simple." "The kid just wants to be part of the coolest thing there, right?" "So, you just make sure that Delia's party is so cool that no kid could turn it down." "But I'm not sure that I wanna teach Delia she can buy her way out of a problem with a bigger name." "Exactly." "Can you imagine what she'd expect at her sweet 16?" "Why don't you just talk to Talia's mom?" "And once you explain the significance of the Bat Mitzvah," "I'm sure she'll consider moving Talia's party." "Just have to be reasonable." "No, no, no, no." "I tend to get a little pushy when I don't get my way." "I'd hate to ruin Delia's entire junior high school experience." "I'll go with you." "I'm pretty good at keeping my cool, plus moms love me." " Really?" " Really?" "Yes, absolutely." "And then we'd have the ganging-up effect as well, which is, you know... works." "Right, babe?" "What?" "Uh... yeah, yeah." "Well, thanks, Nina." "You're really performing a mitzbi here." "That's Hebrew for "good deed"." "Well, I'm off to save the world, Rose." "The second week I'm working at the art museum and I'm already running late." "Let me grab my coffee and I'll walk out with you." "Potassium?" "Uh, no, thanks." "I'll get something at the museum coffee shop." "Oh, and I'm working late tonight, so I won't be home for dinner... but that there are left-overs in the refrigerator." "Don't worry about me." "I'm not sure I'll be home for dinner either." "The office has been a virtual clinic these days." "How long you think that'll be?" " Oh, I'm not sure." "Don't wait up." "I'll probably go to bed as soon as I get home." " And so will I. Well, have a good day, Rose." " You too." "So, you can... you can see my point, uh..." "A Bat Mitzvah is an important milestone in a young woman's life and it just wouldn't be the same for Delia if Talia weren't there." " No, it certainly wouldn't." "Talia's a very special girl." " Yes." "So, you'll move the party?" "I sympathize with you, dr." "Brown, and I suppose I could move Talia's party, but then, what kind of message would that send?" "That your daughter is more important than mine?" "That seems rather unfair." "I'm not sure you're getting the point." "This is a once-in-a-lifetime event for my daughter." "Delia has studied for months for the stay..." "and it's very important that her friends be there." "Then perhaps you should consider moving the event if that means that much to Delilah." "It's "Delia"." "And how many times do we have to explain, it can't be moved, it's a rite of passage, not a party." "I think we're done here." "Why don't we just let the kids decide which one they'd rather go to?" "Gimme a break." "Ashlee Simpson versus cantor Ford?" "Just where do you think they'll wanna go?" "You can't blame me for that." "I think the problem here is that we just have different styles of parenting." "Oh, you are a piece of work." "I can see where your daughter gets her brat genes." "Steady, Nina." "I think you should leave now." "Oh, what are you gonna do?" "Call Ashlee's bodyguards to throw me out?" "I'm so scared." "Bring it on, sweater stuts..." " And... now it's time to go." "Totally." "That sounds great." "Okay, cool." "I'll pick you, guys, at around 7, okay?" "All right." "I'll see you then." "Bye." " What's got you doing the happy dance?" " Nothing." "Just Amy, confirming her date." "Don't worry, I already told Ephram." "He's totally cool with it." "Already there?" "Oh, it's so cool." "We're all going bowling." "I haven't done that since... high school." "You all who?" "Uh, me, Amy, Hannah and some..." "Nick person." "Figured he's a..." "buddy or something." "Not my buddy." "I ain't got no buddies named Nick." "I don't know Nicks." "Look, it's... nothing I would fuss about." "Sound like a friend thing." "What do I know?" "I'll keep an eye on him for you, okay?" "Whoa, we just have to figure how to make Delia's Bat Mitzvah the place to be." "Do you know anybody who works at Apple?" "Cause I believe they give up Nanos as party favors." "I don't even have a Nano." "And, besides, it's not that buy-me-away-out-of-problems is now what we wanna teach the children." "Well, screw the lesson." "I want revenge." "I want Delia's party to kick ass." "And I thought it wasn't a party." "I thought it was a rite of passage." "Are you tryin' to annoy me right now?" "Cause I'm already like nine here." "Yeah, I can... sense that." "I'm just not sure I understand why." " Because that woman was horrible." " But why do you care so much?" "When you think about it, it's not, really, your problem." "It's not like the Browns are your family." " Well, in a way they are." " Yeah, but... they're actually not." "I know they feel like they are, but you have a family... already." "There's gotta be a line, right?" " What does that mean?" "It means that feeling that for Delia is one thing, but marching over to some woman's house with Andy is another." "He's not your husband." "And did you ever... even think about how it might make me feel?" "Especially knowing how you used to feel about him and how he used to feel about you?" "You're totally right." "I'm-I'm so sorry, Jake." "I-I-I didn't even think..." "But you know there is nothing going on there, right?" " I know that." " Okay." "I trust you." "What?" "Tell me." "It's nothing." "It-it-it seems since I..." "since I got back from L.A., it is... a bit a little off between us." "Am I crazy?" " Yes, you're crazy." "Come on!" "There you are." "I have some amazing info for you, Delia Brown." "I already know." "Courtney kissed Jimmy Funden by the cafeteria." "Please, that is old news." "There's been going out since like third period." "And talking about that loser, Ashlee Simpson backing out of my party." "She did?" "Mom's sitting Juss Gnarl, which is way better anyway." "It'll probably take a few weeks, so your Bat Mitzvah thing is back on." "Well, we were never actually in a can slip, but I-I'm happy you can come." "Yeah, definitely." "I... just need you to do one small thing for me." "Sure." "You know Brittany?" "She needs to be un-invited." "Like ten minutes ago." "But why?" "You're friends with Brittany." "She's been my best friend for like ever." "Never." "She's evil." "She tried to kiss Mike Godayer and everyone else knew I broke up with him two weeks ago." "Which means he's off-limits for far more." " But maybe Brittany didn't know." " Rules are rules, Delia." "Ignorance is no excuse." "I mean, you can always still invite her if you want." "But... if you do... she'll be the only one there." "Your call." "What's wrong?" "We have to reschedule the C-section?" "No, no, this is not about Kathy." "Your tests came back, James." "I'm afraid it is much more serious than we thought." "During the event stages of a disease called aplastic anemia." "Looks like you've had it for awhile." "So, what does that mean exactly?" "It means that your bone marrow is failing to produce red cells, white cells and platelets." "See, you're far more susceptible to fatigue, bleeding and, most dangerously, infection." "Your body is fighting a losing battle." "Your chances of long-term survival are not very good." "I'm so sorry." "So, what, that's it?" "And I just die?" "Well, there are steps we can take to extend your life, mainly by isolating it to prevent infection." "You crazy?" "The C-section's tomorrow." "I can't leave my wife." "She doesn't even know what's going on right now." "I know." "I know." "And what happens after the baby is born?" "I'm gonna check into a hospital... for weeks?" "Kathy's not gonna be back to normal right away, she's gonna need my help." "No, I... there's-there's no way that I'm gonna go to a hospital." "Obviously, this is an overwhelming amount of information to take in." "And an incredibly difficult decision to make." "As your physician, I felt ahead to suggest a treatment." "As a friend, I understand the future's not too..." "How did this happen to me, doctor?" "I-I don't understand." "I'm about to be a father." "I know." "I'll have a little girl." "Her life can be ending, my life's just starting." "Just starting now." "Do I have the tarsenar or what?" "What's my score?" " 180." "I mean, we should go forfeit." "I mean, you're killing us." "You know what I think?" "I think you and I need to join a bowling league." "With matching shirts." "A look like that is every girl's dream." "What do you think, Hannah?" "You in?" "I don't think I should be out to throw heavy objects right now." "No, it's just that you guys need to work on your form." "Here, let me show you." "Okay." "So..." "Hannah...." "What... do you like to do?" "I mean, since bowling is obviously not your thing." "I don't really have a thing." "That's cool." "And..." "I don't really have a thing, me either." "Although, I do..." "like love me." " Uhm-hm." "Okay, who's next?" "That'd be me." "But if I get another girl of bowl, I'm gonna kill myself." "Oh... hey, I got a whole another bottle of pills to do the trick, just... make sure you're taking them, otherwise it's really embarrassing." "That's it." " Hannah!" " I'm sorry, Amy, but this is... this is insane, okay?" "Are you... you honestly joking about your suicide attempt?" "Did-did you think that anyone here finds that funny?" "The whole point of tonight was to be supportive." "But, you know, you-you maybe you don't need our support, since, obviously, you're just..." "you're so fine." "With everything." "Which means, Amy, you, you know, you can stop pretending this is a date." "Then I actually, I don't have to be here at all because, honestly, you know what, I have my own problems right now that I'd actually really like to deal with." "So, I really don't need to be hanging out in a group date thing, whatever, I mean, no offense, Nick, sorry," "I just..." "I'm really..." "really distraught." "I'm gonna make sure she's okay." "Hello, dear." "Please tell me you're in the car." "Oh, no, I'm still here, honey." "I had a new exhibit coming and I've had so much work to do." "When do you think you'd be home?" "Oh, maybe an hour, two." "If you're hungry, there's something in..." " No, I'm not hungry, I'm just..." "I've just had the most awful day." "Rose!" "Remember James Carney, Kathy's husband?" "I-I'll be right there." "What?" "Oh, I'm sorry, dear." "Alvin was just calling for me." "Uh, what were you saying?" "Oh..." "Never mind." "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." "And I know you're busy." "I'll..." "I'll see you when you get home." "Okay." "Two?" " I got it." " Okay." "Hey, Sam." "Did you feel that?" "I think it might be snowing." "Got you!" "Hey." "I think I finally have the perfect idea for Delia's party." "Put on the coffee, we're gonna have a strategy session." "Uh, a-actually I can't right now." "We're about to watch a movie." "Oh, it's movie night." "I forgot." "Oh, I'm sorry to interrupt." "I'll tell you what." "Come by first thing tomorrow morning." "I'll get that crumb cake that you love." "We can hamber this out." "We haven't got a whole lot of time left, you know." "Um, actually, I have to... go to the office early tomorrow." "I-I got paperwork." "Oh." "Yeah." "Well, that's okay, I understand." "I'm really sorry, Andy." "No, no, it's fine, I-I can..." "figure this out on my own." "I'll see you later, Nina." "See you later, Andy." "You need some quarters?" "Oh, that's okay." "I, uh... got you an Icee." "Oh, that's nice." "Now, I, uh..." "I know I'm not promised country but, uh... are blue raspberries really found in nature?" "Ugh, I... don't think anything you can eat in the... bowling alley's found in nature." "I'm really sorry about tonight." "It's kind I'm going through some stuff right now in my life." "Obviously..." "I'm not really known to raise my voice like that." "No problem." "I'm just as happy to find you and me talk." "Oh, no, really..." "Nice interaction..." "Is this a part of the new Reid?" " A new Reid?" " Or whatever you're trying to be...." "I'm just trying... not to be who I was before." "Danny and I have..." "spent the last few days plastering on a fake smile and pretending to be happy." "So, I guess..." "old habits die hard, huh." "Well, do you have it so difficult to pick up?" "Oh, I'm sorry." " For what?" "For... asking you out." "I..." "It's unfair of me." "I wanted to come to know you, Reid." "I was worried about you." "I know." "I used-I used to be where I am." "I just want to... skip the next part and... go straight to the end where I'd have everything figured out." " You know you cannot do that, right?" " Yeah, but it's... fun pretending." "You know, in a way... it's kinda why I asked you out tonight." "You know, back in September, when we were... hanging out or... whatever... it's the last time I remember being... in a good place." "You know, men's quaden... frown me down..." "still have a future... still had hope..." "Did you know that my boyfriend passed away a few years ago?" "At first, I did everything I could not to deal." "Figured if I did that long enough, the pain would just go away." "Time heals all the wounds and all that stuff, but, uh..." "Problem was..." "I didn't get any better." "And things just got darker and darker until..." "I was... almost where you were at last week." "That's when I realized... the pain wouldn't go away and thus I really dealt with it." "How did you do it?" "I stopped pretending that I was fine, started having all the hard conversations." "None of them grieving with Colin should make me feel good or crazy, but... it worked." "And I finally came out of that place." "You know how great that smile is of yours, Reid?" "If you only had vined it for so long." "I just think you need to find the pain..." "wherever yours is and just deal with it, you know?" "It's just my opinion." "I'm..." "I'm gonna ride my bike to the park, if that's okay with you." "Sure." "And when you come back, we should talk about the Bat Mitzvah." "I think I came up with some great ideas." "We may even need a bouncer." "You don't have to worry about that anymore." "Talia's party got moved." " It did?" "Well, that's fantastic." " She's not coming anyway." " That's less fantastic." " Not really." "She wanted me to uninvite Brittany." "So, I decided to uninvite her instead." "You okay with all that?" "Truthfully, it's kind of a relief." "This whole being popular thing is a lot of work." "It seemed really cool in the beginning, but now..." "I'm over it." "I mean, I have as many friends as I did before, but..." "I actually like the ones I do have." "Well, that sounds like a step in the right direction." "Yeah, but I'm glad I won't be tired as much as I did." "Really?" "Why is that?" "At least now I know what kind of person I don't need." "And until I figure who I do wanna be..." "I'll just go back to being who I was." "I'm telling you, dad, it's quite a process." "Hey, if you can wait ten minutes, I'll grab my bike and go to ther park with you." "I don't think so." "There's a chance that Jack Bremen is gonna be there and, no offense, but you're kind of a mojo killer." "Later, skater." "How's she doin'?" "She's all right?" "Kathy is fine." "She'll be in recovery for two to three hours." "Then we'll start up on the anti-psychotics." "We'll bring her in here... today." "Okay." "Thank you, doctor." " Do you have a name for her?" " Yeah, Lilly." "When we..." "That's one of the last things that we, uh, talked about." "Kathy loves it." "Well, it's a beautiful name." "If you're not ready, we could bring her to the nursery." "You could visit her there." "No, no, I'm ready." "There you go." "There you go." "I could have loved her all this time." "These passed nine months I've been so angry," "I've been so resentful waiting for the pregnancy to be over with." "So I can have my life back." "And I spent so much time waiting for this part." "Figured I'd enjoy this part." "Now that I don't... look what I wasted." "Missed the entire ride." "And I lost the chance to love her till I die." "Oh, God, I'd give anything to have that time back." "Ten months with my sweet Lilly." "Hm?" "I would love you so much." "I would." "It's just so sudden." "I need more notice for stuff like this." "Hey, I already told you, man." "I'll leave you the last month's rent." "Not financial notice, emotional notice." "Break-ups... goodbyes..." "Do you really have to go right now?" "See, sure, yeah." "Amy said some interesting stuff the other night." "Oh?" "!" "..." "Really?" "Well..." "Leave it to my sister to completely ruin a good thing." "She's right, you know?" "Before... figuring what I'm gonna do next, I gotta work through all the stuff that got me here." "My mom and..." "Danny." "Truck's here." "Are you sure you don't want me to drive you home?" "Uh, no clue." "But I figure I'll learn as I go." "It's only Mayo." " Okay, well, call when you get home." " I will." "I will." "Thank you." "That's weird." "Think that..." "less than a year ago, I didn't even know where Everwood was." "Yeah, a lot of people say that." "Now that I do, it's like I can't imagine my life without it." "I'll really miss this place." "Okay, stop, you're gonna make me cry." "Hey." "Did I miss the hugs?" "No, I, you... just in time, actually." "I'm about to take off." "How was, uh, New York?" " Good." "Yeah." "You know... busy." "I can't believe you're movin' out." "Yeap." "Hit the open road out there, on my own... wind in my hair..." "All right, it's just to Denver, but... still..." "And like your hair grab any movement without that amount of crap in it." "Okay, time to go." "Bright, help me carry." "I really feel like Dorothy in "The Wizard of Oz" right now." "And you wonder why we're always thinking you're gay." "I don't know what to say to you, Ephram." "I find it hard to say goodbye to someone who, like, literally... saved your life." "Yeah." "We'll be in touch." "What're having here, weights?" "What else it would be?" "There you are." "I've been looking all over." "Goodness, I-I didn't realize we were doing this tonight." "We don't have to..." "if you're not ready." "Oh, no, no, that's not it, I just..." "had some paperwork I was gonna do, but..." "I guess I can..." "spare twenty minutes." "I don't want twenty minutes, Rose." "I mean, if now's a bad time, we can... do it tomorrow or... whenever you do have time." "What's the matter, Harold?" "Nothing's the matter." "I just, uh, I..." "don't wanna rush... anything anymore." "I feel like we spent the last seven months doing that and..." "What did we have to show for it?" "I don't think I know what you mean." "Well..." "We spent seven months trying to adopt a child." "Now, in all that time, we were together every day." "We shared almost every single meal." "We never once talked about anything other than that adoption." "It seemed important at the time." " Yes, it did." "Of course it did, but..." " But we didn't wind up getting the baby." "So, now you're upset that we wasted all this time?" "No." "No." "No, no, that's not it at all." "No, I'm..." "I'm upset that we wasted... golden opportunity." "We were so wrapped up in the meetings and... papework, social workers..." "Not only did we forget to enjoy the journey..." "honey, we forgot to enjoy each other." "Well... we did." "And now we're back to our busy lives again." "I miss you, Rose." "Oh, Harold." "So, I know packing up the surm was never something that... we ever wanted to do." "But has life stopped from churning?" "It's one that it might have shown me." "Come in, Amy!" "It's open." "It's not Amy." "Hm." "Hey." "Hi." "Has Reid already gone?" " Yeah, he left a little while ago." "Shoot!" "I thought he was leaving tomorrow morning." "Yeah..." "He-he could only get the truck today, I guess." "He, uh... told me to say goodbye." " Okay." "So, I-I should just..." " No, no, God, don't go." "Hang out." " You know, I-I'm just gonna go." " Wait, come on." "Uh..." "How was... how was bowling the other night?" "Did you have a good time?" "You really wanna hear about my date?" "Well, I mean, not really, but if we're gonna be friends again... we're gonna have to start somewhere, so..." "We'll be friends again, right?" " I don't know." "Hannah..." "It's not cause I'm mad, cause that's not it, it's just..." "I-I-I-I-I don't know how to just be friends with you anymore, Bright." "I mean, we started off that way..." " Which is why we can go back to that." "We can, at least, go back to that, right?" "Hannah, you gotta give me something here." "I know, I know I don't deserve, I'm not saying I deserve it, I don't." "But..." "I can't imagine my life without you in it." "I know, I can't either, it just, uh..." "I-I-I don't wanna talk to you about dates." "I don't wanna hear about your dates." "I haven't been on any dates and I don't even wanna go on dates, so..." "But you will, and... if we're like talking all the time like we were friends or whatever," "I'm just waiting for that to happen." " Oh, it doesn't have to be like that." " We keep having this conversation." "Okay." "Yes... you're absolutely right." "I think I just..." "I really need to figure out how to move on with my life right now." "... Without you." "That was great." "Doesn't look... like we had another date in... forever." "That's probably because we haven't." "I'm gonna be better at that one from now on." "Yeah, me too." "Is there something happening in there, smiley?" "Uh..." "Yeah, kinda." "Can we sit down for a second?" " What's the matter?" " Nothing." "Everything's fine." "I just..." "I just need to talk to you about something." "Okay, so now you're scaring me." " Oh, I'm sorry." " Okay." "Hey, don't get nervous all of a sudden, but here goes..." "My partners in L.A. got the funding for my program..." "And they're interested in moving forward." "You mean, the support groups?" "That's..." "that's amazing, that's good news, right?" "Yeah, it's, it-it's great news." "But, to them... moving forward will also mean... moving." "Okay, they... they've got it all mapped out and there's a million little details that I can fill you in when I made it." "But the-the big ones are... they want me to go back to school to get my master's." "And they want me to expand." "And they want both of those things to happen... in L.A." "Which would mean... moving." " Wow." " Yeah." "Well, I don't know what to say." "I mean, I-I know this... means a lot to you, so, if you feel you need to move..." "No." "No, no, no, no, no." "I mean, not... not just me." "Us." " Us?" " Yes." "I don't wanna do this without you." "I don't wanna do anything without you, Nina." "What's the whole point?" "I want you and Sam to move to Los Angeles with me."