"Having a clear head means thinking clearly." "But it's not always fun." "Sometimes you start to hate yourself." "What I need is a fresh start." "Others talk about it, but I'm gon na do it." "I'm leaving Switzerland." "I want to open a small restaurant." "In a town on Mallorca." "Why not?" "I have good contacts there and I'm a trained chef." "I know about the catering business." "I know I can do it." "What's missing is the money." "I have some savings but not enough." "But I'll manage somehow." "Because, dammit, I'm almost 45." "It's now or never." "I've been sober for six months now." "There's light up here again and what do I see?" "Agoal." "Excuse me, can I clean here?" "Of course." "Ciao, thank you." "Hello darkness, my old friend." "The Sound of Silence, Simon and Garfunkel." "Shit, was that so easy?" "An astronomer and a hairdresser." "Galileo" "Figaro!" "Bohemian Rhapsody." "How about karaoke?" "Is that a song?" "It's a question." "I swear, after three gin tonics it doesn't matter if you sing badly." "I don't like tonic." "Have you moved things around?" "Lcan'tHnd theflshfood." "Papa!" "Where's the fish food?" "I don't order it anymore." "Why not?" "Because it doesn't sell." "He buys it!" "He alone doesn't make me any money." "Money money." "It's also about customer service." "Miss, this is still my store." "Don't worry about it, Cousteau." "You'll get yourflsh food." "Small, cozy restaurant with apartment" "JackTheiler." "Yes." "Who?" "When was the last time you saw him?" "I was still a kid." "He's been living in Thailand for the last 11 years." "Good for him." "Well, he was completely neglected and when the police picked him up, he fought them." "The deportation papers said he was psychotic but WE'V€ FUD SOfT1€test." "The disappearance of the self." "He's in the early stages of Alzheimer's." "HE DEVEI' SEW 3 dOCtOl' or talked to anyone over there." "He can have a room here but not just yet." "Wait a minute!" "He's not coming with me!" "He has no money." "He's a welfare case." "I'm a welfare case!" "I don't have a job." "It would only be temporary until weflnd a room for him." "Can't you put him up in a hotel or something?" "Mr. Theiler you're his only relative." "You're his family!" "Mr.Theiler." "He can still take care of himself." "He gets through the day all right." "Sometimes you don't notice anything." "So Mn Theiler." "We can take that off." "I'll report you, you dumb woman." "You're going to stay with your son for a while." "Good luck." "Any fool can say he's Jakob." "You have any proof?" "I don't know what to say." "Hoka-hey!" "I'd rather shoot myself" "Cmon, let's go." "You're not Jakob." "You're not my son!" "You got fat." "Hold on." "You can't smoke in here." "You're a health freak?" "I quit a long time ago." "It's better without the smell." "Are you a dog?" "I'm a cook." "A carrot peeler?" "I always thought you'd be an artist." "Cooking is an art too." "You used to have a lot of imagination." "I kept them all." "Look here." "The tree is nice." "Maybe you'll start drawing again." "I'm driving!" "You have to be careful on the beach." "Where?" "On the beach." "Pick-pockets everywhere in Thailand." "You're not in Thailand anymore." "You're here with me." "What are you doing?" "You can leave that there." "Okay." "Then you can have your peace." "What's that?" "That's Saddam." "Saddam?" "He terrorises the other ish." "And where are the otherflsh?" "He ate them." "Smoke only on the balcony." "You know what?" "I'd rather go home." "You are home!" "I have to go now." "We just got here." "Yes, I have to" "I have to" "I have to go to work." "Here's my mobile number in case something happens." "When are you coming back?" "Mr.Theiler." "WE ARE LOOKING FOR JOBS" "Isa." "Isa!" "Jack." "A co-sign for 50,000 Francs." "If it were up to me I wouldn't be here." "But the bank wants a guarantee." "Why don't you ask your boss?" "HE OWHS 3 I'€StaUl'3flt." "Or did he throw you out?" "You and your drinking." "I don't drink anymore." "I'm in group therapy now." "And a new job?" "I don't want a new job." "I want this." "I've planned it all very professionally, including a businessplan." "I can't co-sign a Ioan for that much money." "I know we've had our problems but I want a fresh start." "Jack, I'm pregnant." "His name is Adi and doesn't cook as well as you do." "But I've gotten closer to him in eight months than I got with you in eight years." "Yeah," "I'm sure you'll be a great mother." "You always wanted that." "Say hello to yourhsh for me." "There's only Saddam left." "Jack." "He said we're all fools and if we have a problem we should call you." "What's wrong with you?" "I don't care." "I pay whichever way I want to." "There, take it!" "Alzheimefs" "Early stages." "Shit." ""Just as lazy as the rice-eaters in Phuket!"" "I know my rights and money is money!" "What are you looking at?" "It's me" "Jakob." "Jakob?" "Your son!" "Not again!" "Jakob, I didn't do anything" "I just wanted to buy dinner." "Yeah!" "V\Hth three tonnes of spare change!" "And you've been drinking too!" "Is that ours?" "He stole it!" "Go ahead and cry, you dope!" "Again!" "You can stick that camera where the sun doesn't shine!" "Come, we're going." "What's wrong with you?" "You could havejust given it to him." "I just wanted to buy something nice for us." "So you buy canned ravioli and six bottles of wine." "We can go shopping together." "Or cook together." "Now that we live together." "We don't live together it's only temporary until they End you a place at the home." "You used to be fond of me." "Do you really think you can just be my father all of a sudden?" "I am your father." "Prove it." "What?" "Were you there?" "On my birthday?" "Or my Hrst day of school?" "Did you help me with my homework?" "Were you there when mother got cancer?" "Were you at her funeral?" "!" "Ithinklshould go home." "Sit down right there!" "You can't order me around!" "Do what you want." "I want to go home now!" "You are home, you fool!" "Jack!" "Everything's okay?" "Um ...thehsh food." "Shall I just sprinkle it around?" "Yes, you know how to cook," "Iikea real chef" "That's what you should do." "Do you want some more?" "You two are screwing, right?" "We know each other from the store." "Your son is a regular customer." "And quiz master." "A kiss master." "No. it's a game where you have to guess the song." "Ready." "What's your name?" "Milena." "Milena,Milena," "Jakob's girlfriend." "No, she's not my" "Jakob prefers to be called Jack." "I came up with Jack." "I've been calling myself lack since school." "No, I came up with it." "When we were on holiday we used to play cowboys and Indians and I was Poncho Paul and you were Rider Jack." "We should go on holiday again." "To Thailand?" "No, to Ticino, you clown." "To my vacation house in Centovalli." "You have a vacation house?" "Yeah, we haven't been there in ages." "You have a house in Ticino?" "!" "Yeah." "Dominik Dachs life suddenly looked completely different." "Careful, Mr. Theiler, it's hot." "Mr. Theiler, Mr. Theiler." "Mister is for strangers, honey." "I'm just Paul." "Your father is great." "A little crazy but really rock 'n' roll." "He WES 3 CTBHE Op€I'3tOI'." "Dams, airports, the big stuff." "Always away." "He was rarely home." "Never, actually." "And do you know why?" "Because of his affairs." "My parents divorced when I was four." "Ah, shit!" "Fathers, eh?" "When their gone, you miss them." "And when they're there, you wish they weren't." "Or you spend the weekend with them in 'lTcino." "You and Paul?" "Yes, in his vacation house." "You want to drive?" "It'll be ine." "Ouch." "Sorry." "I think..." "I think you need a Fine Young Cannibal." "Why did we bring the ish?" "Because you broke the aquarium." "Yes, but not on purpose." "Taking a fish to the mountains doesn't make sense to me." "You have to change the water regularly." "If you leave him alone will he die?" "But we're not leaving anyone alone, are we?" "Hey!" "What are you doing?" "Relax, why don't you?" "I" "What's that?" "They're from Jakob." "He drew those in 'lTcino." "Were you there often?" "Not nearly enough." "Here comes the pass." "We'll take the tunnel. it's fasten" "Why the tunnel?" "There's nothing to see in there." "My car is too old to go over the pass." "Hoka-hey, Jakob." "Hoka-hey!" "Enough with your 'Hoka-hey'!" "When I was a small boy," "I was a little rascal." "Smoking cigars and drinking beer." "Shirt over my pants, broken boots, and instead of going to school," "I would wander in the forest." "What a long way" "I've come since then." "Lime has turned the little rascal into a big rascal." "Bravo!" "Your turn." "No." "Cmon, are you a wimp?" "I don't know any poems." "Ah, come now!" "Did you sleep through school?" "Cmon." "Okay." "When I get olden losing my hair, how old will I be?" "What kind of poem is that?" "It's a line from a song, Paul." "How old?" "Sixty-four." "It's from the Beatles!" "Beatles, what nonsense!" "I've got another poem." "If some men knew what some men were then some men would sometimes give No," "If some men knew, who some men were, then some men would" "I've forgotten." "I always knew it." "Dammit." "It's my favorite poem." "Yes!" "Nice!" "Nice!" "Jakob, get over here!" "Come, little Jakob." "Stand there." "A little closer, a little closer." "No." "No, on the other side." "Yeah, that's good too." "Say cheese!" "Another photo." "Ready." "Yes." "It's out ofhlm." "We'll get pneumonia up here." "Why don't we get some tea?" "It'll take too long." "We don't have to rush." "I want to get there before dark." "I'll do it!" "It doesn't matter if it gets dark." "He has to show us the way once we get to Centovalli." "He'll ind the way." "Yeah, I'll ind it." "He doesn't even know the address." "L'llflndtheway." "He's been there a thousand times." "Will you help me lookif he can'tHnd it?" "I" "Dammit." "Don't act like I'm not here!" "I'm still here." "It's all downhill from now on." "Step on the gas and we'll be there in no time." "You want us to have an accident." "You'd like that, wouldn't you?" "I have to piss." "Do you want some tea?" "Paul?" "That's why there's two of us." "So there's always someone to watch him." "I just went to get some tea quickly." "You weren't quick enough." "Dammit!" "If you weren't always berating him, nothing wouldn't have happened at all!" "We'd all be sitting peacefully in the restaurant." "I don't berate him." "You cringe when he so much as looks at you." "Bullshit." "Is it because he screwed around?" "Look, you don't understand." "Is it because he left your mother?" "You know how many divorced parents there are?" "You act as if you're" "He almost killed me!" "Just after the divorce he would come get me for the weekend." "At least, when he was around." "After myflfth birthday he was driving too fast and had an accident." "The car started to burn and I was in the back seat." "He never came to visit me in the hospital." "He didn't even call." "He just left." "My mother said" "I kept asking about him for a year." ""Where is Papa?" "Why doesn't he comeback?"" "Then I stopped." "I didn't want to hearfrom him again." "I wanted to forget him." "Hey, da mmit." "There." "There!" "Oh, no!" "Paul!" "You're my Jakob." "You're holding on wrong." "You'll break your arm if you slip." "What are you doing up there?" "I've started working again." "So I can stop thinking so much." "Thinking about what?" "About you." "Listen to me, Paul!" "You're not on a crane." "You're on a cable car pylon." "I never wanted to be a bad father." "Never!" "Jakob's shop." "Idiot." "Make peace with Jakob." "We had some good times together." "You know, it's very hard for him." "He needs time." "I don't have that much time." "Everything okay?" "Yeah, except for the fatflne we got, everything's "hoka-hey"." "Paul." "Paul!" "What?" "We're in Centovalli." "Where?" "In Centovalli." "Where?" "So?" "Where do we go from here?" "We go home?" "No!" "We're in Centovalli." "You have to show us how to get to the house." "Then why didn't you say so?" "I" "it's a little dark." "You see?" "I told you he didn't know." "It's darker than the inside of a cow." "Do we have to spend the night in the car?" "Enough now!" "He started it!" "Is this Disneyland?" "Better than spending the night in the car." "Good evening." "Good evening." "Do you speak German?" "Please, don't touch that." "It's art." "Paul!" "Don't touch it. it's art." "Would you like to stay the night?" "Yes, we would." "But do you have a room for the three of us?" "No!" "I sleep alone." "Yeah, so you can run away again!" "I'm not a child." "Isleep alone." "So, two rooms then?" "Yes." "Paul," "I'm in room 22." "I'll stick it up here for you." "We have to get up early in the morning." "Otherwise, we'll never End the house." "The important thing is that the two of you End each other." "Yes, he messed up." "But he likes you." "And you," "you loved him once too." "You have to make peace with him while he still knows he has a son." "He got away with everything he did!" "Everything." "Now, everyone is nice to him just because he's sick." "Get undressed." "What?" "Take off your shirt." "I want to see how badly he hurt you." "I won't faint." "May I?" "Does this hurt?" "It tickles." "Really?" "Well it depends." "Sometimes I feel more, sometimes less." "I think it depends on the weather." "And here?" "I don't have a scar there." "You're not alone." "Is that a song?" "You're not alone with your father." "I can help you." "Why don't we talk about it tomorrow over breakfast?" "Why did you bring him here?" "If he bothers you so much?" "Because" "Because actually" "because it's more about the vacation house than him." "I want to sell it." "I need fT1On€yto start 3 restaurant." "But the house belongs to your father?" "I can sell it legally." "I'm his guardian." "And anyway" "I've earned it." "For all the pain he's caused me." "And you think a restaurant should be your compensation?" "Yes, in Mallorca." "And you'll ind happiness cooking Paella?" "Why are you taking this so personally?" "Because I almostjust slept with you, you asshole!" "But it's been my dream for ages." "And you thought you could have a goodbye fuck with the sales girl before you leave?" "Sorry, but you started." "I'm not cheap." "What did you expect, that I propose to you?" "Ouch." "Who is it?" "I don't need a babysitter." "But I need a bed." "And Milena?" "Women." "It'll pass." "You want one?" "No." "Is everything all right?" "This damn thing." "Should I come in?" "No, I'm still in the shower." "I'm coming in now." "What's going on?" "The door" "What?" "It's stuck." "You have to push it instead of sliding it." "Piece of garbage." "Leave me alone." "I've lived in Singapore," "Dubai, Cairo." "I've seen every kind of shower in the world." "And now?" "I can't even get out of the shower." "I'm losing myself." "Paul, you've you just had a bad start today." "I'll go see where Milena is." "Milena?" "Okay, go." "Your girlfriend left already." "She left?" "And there's a ish in the bathtub." "What kind of water is this?" "It isn't water, it's orangejuice." "I wa nt water." "There you go." "I hate those pills." "At breakfast, at lunch, at dinnertime." "They help." "They help for shit." "I swear, the day I wet my pants," "I'll kill myself" "Don't talk bullshit." "A pistol." "Bang." "Why keep thejar when the jam is fmished?" "JackTheiler." "Mr. Theiler, this is Ms. Gaukler, we have an opening for your father." "You know, placement in a home is a big step for all involved, and very emotional too." "It would be good if he could stay with his family a while longer." "You understand whatl mean?" "I know how to butter my bread but this bread is really hard." "You can't spread anything on it." "It doesn't work!" "Excuse him." "Here you go." "So much?" "Minibar and extra cleaning." "Someone was smoking in room 20." "I have to pay by card." "Can I have two bottles of Merlot?" "Sorry about the bread." "It would be best if your father doesn't come back." "We don't welcome guests with drinking problems." "Wait." "What is it?" "Where's your girlfriend?" "She went home." "Why did your girlfriend go home?" "She's not my girlfriend, okay?" "!" "What?" "Milena is not my girlfriend!" "You don't have a girlfriend?" "No." "No, you just keep thinking that I do." "Milena, Jakob's girlfriend." "Are you gay?" "No." "Are you" "Are you still a virgin?" "Stop talking shit." "I almost got married." "Why didn't you?" "I was afraid." "What?" "Because I fucked things up." "You'rejust like me." "Always troubles with women." "Are you sure it's here?" "Yes." "It's a bit overgrown." "But it's here?" "Yes" "Maybe not." "Maybe not?" "!" "No, no, it's here, you dumb-ass." "Look." "We used to collect these." "We would play Indians with them." "Paul, we've been walking for half an hour." "Yes it's just a little overgrown." "Enough with the 'overgrown'." "There's no path here at all." "You have no idea where we are." "Like Hansel and Gretel, eh." "You." "Paul." "Is there anyone who would know where the house is?" "Busi." "Busi?" "A work colleague." "I bought the house from him." "Great!" "He was funny." "A polisher." "Yes, of course, Busi." "He would look after the house when I wasn't there." "And what's Bust's real name?" "Wejust called him Busi." "No, I don't know if that's his Hrst or last name." "And how about Busi with a P?" "Pusi?" "Yes." "Or with two S's?" "Okay, thanks." "Bye." "There's nobody with that name." "Paul!" "Yes!" "They looked it up." "There's no one with that name." "Paul!" "Paul!" "Papa!" "Dammit, what are you doing there?" "Help me!" "Give me" "Give me your hand!" "Cmon." "I'll help you." "You okay?" "Oh, boy." "You" "You should grow up." "I can't look after you forever." "Walking is healthy and it makes your calves hefty." "Saddam needs fresh water." "We're nowhere." "Then we'll fall into some ravine and they'll ind our bones one day." "That's really not funny!" "Do you know what that means?" "Hoka-hey?" "Enough, Paul!" "I'm not in the mood for that Indian stuff." "Hoka-hey means 'on with the fight, it's a good day to die." "Yeah, I'm not in the mood to die either." "It's not about your mood." "It's about whether you're ready or not." "Someday the moment will come and then" "At least, we'll die together" "Yeah, okay." "Paul, don't do anything stupid!" "Paul!" "I want to go home now." "Can we go home now?" "It's dark, we can't go anywhere." "This is our bedroom now." "Can I have one too?" "Great!" "What?" "It's my birthday." "Then you have to blow out a candle." "Wait, wait." "Happy Birthday." "Here." "It's for you." "From me." "I don't have anything else." "Thanks." "Yeah, another adventure." "Like we used to." "We used to play cowboys and Indians?" "You were the big Rider .lack and I was the bad Poncho Paul." "I would kidnap the Indian princess" "Atahachi and hole her up in a hut." "Which hut?" "The house." "You always called it a hut." "Then you would come and free the princess." "Hanna always looked so funny with the feathers in her hair." "Mama used to play too?" "Yes, of course." "She was the princess." "After the divorce I had to improvise a little but we had fun playing just the two of us, too." "Hold on." "Better?" "Yes." "If it was so much fun," "why did you leave after the accident?" "The accident." "The accident." "I didn't mean to." "Why didn't you come visit me?" "I wanted to." "But I wasn't allowed." "Hanna showed up one day with a lawyer and sent me packing." "Yeah, and later?" "When I was grown up?" "Later?" "Later,I didn't have the guts." "I know I'm a bad father." "If some men knew what SOTTIE [TIER WETE," "some men would" "SOTTIE would give" "some men would give manya man [NOTE hOI'1Ol'." "When some men" "don't know who some men are, that's why some men sometimes forget some men." "You see?" "It's all still there." "You just have to Search a little." "It's a nice poem." "Ithinkl learned it from Mama." "If some men knew what SOTTIE [TIER WETE, some men would give many a man more honor." "When some men don't know who some men are" "Cmon, you know it." "...that's why some men sometimes forget some men." "Bravo!" "Paul!" "Paul!" "Must be a right idiot, who parks his car here and doesn't lock it." "Want some?" "Let's go home." "I don't want to go home." "There's something I have to do." "Land registry, town council" "Maybe we can take a walk together." "We don't have time." "You in a hurry?" "Look at me." "Lookatyou." "I don't feel like wandering around anymore." "Give up that easily, do you?" "I always thought you'd be a hero." "Last week you said you thought I'd be an artist." "An artist and a hero!" "Rider Jack!" "What are you doing now?" "I'll show you Rider Jack." "A wonderful good morning to you Mrs" "Mrs" "We came back especially to tell you that you're bread is really hard." "As hard as your hairsprayed head." "And your shower?" "Atechnical catastrophe, a torture chamber." "Just like Guantanamo." "My father almost died in it." "What?" "Be quiet." "And one more thing, if anyone is a drunk it's me and not my father." "I can smell it." "Yes." "Same to you!" "Go on." "Say cheese." "Jakob." "Jakob!" "Is that your hobby?" "I" "Hobby?" "You almost got me killed again." "You were driving!" "You blinded me with the flash!" "Yes, but I didn't do it on purpose!" "Of course not." "It's never your fault." "I just don't believe it!" "I wasn't thinking." "Nothing happened." "We crashed into the hay." "You can fix the bumper." "It's important that we ind the house." "That's what's important." "You know, we used to" ""Used to" is over!" "Nollakob, no." "Wait." "Look," "I just" "Here." "Come." "Come and look." "It can be like it used to be, we just have to try a little." "Look, Jakob, make peace with Jakob." "You know why I'm looking for your house?" "Not because of your cowboy and Indian story." "I want to see it so I can sell it." "Sell it?" "I need money." "That much." "And then I'll be gone." "You can all stay behind here in Switzerland.You too." "You want to sell my house?" "Do you know what became of your son while you were wandering around the world?" "A loser." "A damn loser." "And you know why?" "Because of you!" "Bullshit!" "Because of you I had to go through years of treatment, in and out of hospitals while other kids were playing football." "Stop it." "Because of you Mama got depressed and went to the doctor too late when her damn pain started." "Stop it right now!" "You think I never wanted to travel abroad?" "But I had to take care of Mama." "I wish you had gotten cancer." "Do you want to eat with us?" "I just have to tell the kitchen." "No ...thanks, I'm ine," "I have to go." "We'll come get you at lunchtime, okay?" "Yeah." "When are you coming back?" "Where's my boy?" "I'm sorry." "We don't have a list of names,just the maps." "So if you tell me where the house is," "I can tell you who it belongs to, and not the other way around." "It's in 'lTcino, in Centovalli." "Well, then you have to go to the land registry there." "And where is the land registry?" "Every town has its own." "8.40, please." "Nothing on the house?" "Did you" "You want to come by for dinner?" "I think it's better if you don't come back here." "Jack!" "Here." "I took them out of the trash." "Look at them." "At least once." "Wait." "You know, yo U I' sto TE," "you're like a family for me." "You already have a family." "August 1st, at Enzo Gattoni, Verscio 1974" "Busi the cat!" "Good morning." "Hello." "Do you speak German?" "It's been a long time." "I'm Jack Theiler." "Son of Paul Theiler." "Rider Jack." "I come by, once in a while, to make sure everything is ine." "The last time he was here was about ten, twelve years ago." "Here we are." "Come!" "Come!" "Most of it" "Paul built himself." "Even the chairs." "That was yours." "You always wore it." "How much is the house worth if we sell it now?" "Both the land and the house, about 80,000." "Hefti." "Milena, it's me." "I found it." "So you're leaving?" "It's my last chance." "Is that a song?" "No." "Sorry, but you're not allowed on the plane." "May God be with you, Saddam." "Make peace with Jakob." "Mr.Theiler..." "My suitcase" "Paul?" "I" "Hello." "Hands up!" "Put the money in here." "What money?" "That money!" "I don't have the key!" "Paul?" "I need that money now!" "Paul it's me" "Milena" "I don't care who you are, Miss." "L.m" "Jakob's girlfriend." "Jakob." "Where, where, where" "Where is Jakob?" "I don't know." "Milenal" "Milenal" "I think..." "I think this construction site is closed now." "Paul!" "No!" "You bastard!" "He only noticed when he pulled the trigger." "Where is he?" "In the office." "Wait!" "I'll go in alone." "Stop!" "Don't come any closer," "Rider Jack!" "Or the princess Atahachi dies!" "What's going on?" "What, no duel?" "You don't have your gun." "Sorry, I forgot it in the car." "You know what," "Poncho Paul doesn't need a real gun." "Why?" "Because this here is far more practical." "I just wanted to get some money for my son, forlakob." "He needs money." "I want him to be happy." "But" "Poncho Paul doesn't need a real gun." "I have to help Jakob." "We'll help him together" "Really?" "Every day." "For as long as you like." "Jakob found the hut." "We'll have to clean it up." "We'll do that together" "Fixed  Synced By MoUsTaFa ZaKi"