"Voicemail:" "You've reached the bell..." "Voicemail:" "You've reached the bellows." "Leave a message." "Hey, um, you weren't there to meet me at the station, so I'm, I'm just walking home so i hope you're not on your way, 'cause I'm nearly there." "Um." "Well, I'm looking forward to seeing you all;" "I hope everything's okay." "Alright, um..." "Are you coming over?" "Wha-what's wrong?" "Dude, what's the matter with you?" "The fuck you doing?" "You wanna fucking go?" "Fucking fuck you up." "Katherine:" "Nick?" "Yeah, mum, it's me." "Katherine:" "How's my boy?" "Yeah, I'm fine, mum, how are you?" "Fine." "Did you go to mass, son?" "Yeah, uh-huh." "Good, good." "Was a beautiful day here actually." "How was the weather there?" "Um, yeah, yeah." "It's a beautiful day, yeah." "Strange, isn't it?" "That today should be so beautiful?" "Yeah." "It is." "Yeah, it is." "Operator:" "You have one minute left on your call." "Mum, maybe I better go." "Already?" "Yeah, well, this phone card is running out, and time seems to be taking its toll ay-de-ay-de." "It's lovely to hear from you." "Yeah." "I'm really sorry I couldn't be there today, mum." "Mum?" "Hey, man." "Oh, hello to you, too." "You, you alright, man, you, you were late again." "Sorry, Sam." "I'm sorry, it's fine, i don't really care." "I probably care about this job as much as you do so." "But just, uh, you know, try to show up on time." "I don't wanna have to fire you." "Ah, can you go clear some tables or, ah, you know, take someone's order, anything?" "Please, thanks." "Um, don't look over there, but there's a guy who looks..." "Don't look over there!" "Don't look over there." "Oh, uh, table 7." "Table 7." "Table 7 perhaps?" "You want something?" "You don't remember me, do you?" " Of course I remember you." "Stare much?" "Huh?" "Stare much?" "Are you serious?" "Whoa, whoa, whoa." "Guys, settle down, settle down." "He started it." "Hello, that guy started it, we saw, we saw it." "Yeah, he totally did." "He totally started it." " Emily:" "He was being a dick." " Anna:" "Huge dick." "Yeah." "Enormous, enormous dick." "Huge dick." "Emily:" "He was, get him out of here." "I've already had you once, mate." " Hey, come on." " Emily:" "Kick him out." "Get him out." "Kick him out, right outta here, get him outta here." " Anna:" "Out." " Emily:" "Out." "Anna:" "I want him outta here, we want him outta here." "Nick:" "Hey." "What's your name?" " Her name's sue." "You can't speak for yourself?" " No, she can't." "Wow, you're a serious wacko." "Come on, em." "I mean sue." "I'm, I'll be right there." " Ya sure?" "I'm watching you, wacko." "So how'd that go for you?" "Yeah, it was good, i got fired." " Great." " Yeah." "I've got another job so..." "Well, hopefully you don't kill anyone there." "I can't promise." "Where do I know you from?" "I saw you at the club the other night." "That's not it." "This is our favorite restaurant." "You probably just saw me here before." "No, that's not it either." "Where's your girlfriend?" "What?" "Your girlfriend, the one you were dancing with." "Oh, she's not my girlfriend." " Does she know that?" " Yeah." "What about you, you got a boyfriend?" "I should probably go." "Okay." "Nice to meet ya." "Give me your hand." "Pretty girls make you wait though, that's all I'm saying." "Maybe we should call them or, I don't know." "Nah." "Give me your phone." "Oh, hi, you alright?" " Yeah." "Um..." "I'm sorry, it's Anna, right?" "Yeah." " Sammy." " I know." "What happened to your hand?" "Nothing of particular import." "You won't tell me?" "You're not from around here, are you?" "No, I'm not from around here." "So why'd you come here?" "Work?" "School?" "I heard you girls had really good oral hygiene." " We do." " Yeah?" "Go on, show me then." "So, is this just what you do?" "What?" "Go from girl to girl to girl." "No, it's not what I do." "So you wanna come home with me?" "Get a fucking room." "Whoa, Nick." "Hey, whoa." "Hey!" "Nick?" "Wrong eyes." "Scary." "Am I?" "Oh, no." "Uh, I really hurt myself that time." "No, I'm joking." "Good though, right?" "It's funny?" "What time are you getting off work?" "Soon." "Why?" "I was coming to rescue you." "Oh, I don't need rescuing." "Emily:" "Guys, this is nickle." "I don't want this sword, swap me." "Okay." "Up against the wall." "Go time!" "Ahhh!" "Oh, I'm saving you." "Bang." "I've got her, I've got her, I've got her." "No, no, no, ah, no." "Ah." " Sammy." " How's it going?" " Sammy:" "Hi, how are ya?" " Emily:" "Good." "Sammy:" "Hey, Nick, where's your friend?" "Well, we didn't know you guys were coming, so she's not here." "Sorry." "You're adorable, you know that?" "Yeah, tell that to your friend." "She gave me her number, and we were texting last night, and then, I told her that she dazzled me, and sent her that, like, the three stars, and the, like, the, you know, the whooshy symbol thing." "She likes you, she likes you, man, you just need to text her and tell her that you think she's great, and just be really direct." "She doesn't like guys who are, like, you know, so just make a decision." "He has to be patient, right?" "Nickie?" "What, what, wha..." "Why are you being weird?" "I'm not being weird." "Okay." "Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm fine." "Man:" "Hey, Emily!" "Just two seconds, two seconds." " Hey." " Hi." " Hey, how are you?" " Good, how are you?" "I'm good." "Good." "Where have you been?" "Here and there, everywhere." "What does that even mean, here, there, everywhere?" "I've just been busy." " Yeah." " Yeah, sorry." "So what's been up?" "I've been trying to reach you and stuff like that." "Yeah, I mean, I don't really have a phone right now," "I'm kind of going on without a phone..." "Yeah." "So I don't really have, I'm trying this no-phone thing so." "But yeah, but I'll see you..." "No, no, no, please just stop walking around, and walking everywhere like that, just..." " I'm not a violent person, I swear." " Okay." " No, ah, Emily, I'm not." " I believe you." " I know what you must think of me, I know." " I believe you." "But I'm not, okay, I'm not." "Why did you do that then?" "I don't know, I didn't even think to do it, I just, I just, it's not something i even thought about." "It's a bit of a hard time of year for me." "What does that mean?" "Nothing." "Why won't you tell me?" "I don't think i can do this." "Okay." "Is that what you want?" "Okay." "I'm confused, Nick." "I'm just not really used to this." "I'm not really good at it, you know?" "Mm-hm." "Em, I had a really nice time with you today." "I had a really good day." "It was really fun." "I know I shouldn't have..." "Em, you didn't do anything." "I got ex..." "I got nervous." "Emily, it was my fault." "Nick:" "Are we gonna continue to see each other?" "Mm-hm." "Can we not see anybody else?" "If you were seeing someone else right now," "I'd throw her into a volcano." " Yeah?" " Yeah." "My dad won't be home until late." "Em." "Emily:" "You're beautiful." "You're so, so beautiful." "You're so very beautiful." "Shh." "Em, em please." "Beautiful man." "Shut up." "You are beautiful." "What is this, Nick?" "This right here?" "Hmm?" "What is it, Nick?" "It's a date." "What date?" "What date?" "Em, my brother disappeared 5 years ago." "My little brother." "On the way to school one day." "And that's the date, that's the date that it happened." "You have to meet my dad." "My dad would love you, Nick." "I wanna show you a painting, Nick." "I have to show you a painting, Nick." "I have to show you a painting." "Will you marry me?" "Sure, I'll marry you." "Okay, what if I'm serious, Nick?" "Ahh!" "Nick:" "Don't you think we should wait a little bit?" "Emily:" "Why?" "Nick, why?" "Nick:" "Because that's what people do." "Emily:" "What do we care what people do?" " We don't." " No." "Serious?" "You serious?" "Yes." "No." "No." "I know, I'm sorry, Princess nut bucket, I know." "You can go if you want to." "Why would I want to go, I don't wanna go." "Good." "What's going on?" "Nothing." "Just get the jitters sometimes, that's all." "But they're gone now, it's okay." "Why do you get the jitters sometimes?" "Why do you get the jitters sometimes?" "'Cause I'm rapid cycling bipolar 1." "I'm rcbp1." "I'm like a poorly assembled robot." "I think you're wonderful." "And I adore you, em." "Katherine:" "Where you calling me from this time?" "I'm actually calling you from my apartment." "Well, settling down, son?" "Sure, mum, whatever you say." "And to what do I owe the pleasure?" "Uh." "Hm?" "Kinda seeing someone, i suppose." "Is it serious?" "Um, ah, yeah, kinda, yeah." "Nice girl, I hope?" "Oh, no, she's horrible, she's a hag, deals drugs, missing teeth, no nose, she hasn't got a nose, mum." "Yes, mum, she's, um, i think she's lovely." "Well, it's getting late." "Okay." "Quick chat with your father." "William?" "William:" "Hey, Nick, you doing alright?" "Hey, dad." "Mm-hm." "You?" "Yeah." "Hey, listen, dad, I'm really sorry" "I didn't make it back this year." "Yeah, that's okay, Nick." "There's no need to come back all this way just for one day." "Um, it's an early day for me tomorrow." "It was nice speaking with you." "Very nice speaking with you too." "Jacob:" "Emily." "Emily." "Ohh, oh, oh." "Whoa!" "Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes." "Hey." "What are you doing, what's going on?" "Getting it done." " Sure looks it." " Yeah." "Marie:" "Hello?" "We're in here." " Emily:" "Yeah." " Yeah." "Marie:" "Coming." "Hi." " Hey." " How are you?" "I'm okay, mm-hm, how are you?" "Hey, how are you, sweetie?" "You've been painting, oh, my gosh." "Don't you touch me, what's that?" "Oh, you look lovely, but you have a lot of paint on you." " I know." " What happened, what happened?" " I threw up paint." " Why?" "Ah, 'cause I ate too much." "Hello?" "Yes." "Hi, mm-hm." " Yeah." " I'll be right back." "I haven't forgotten, come over." "Of course, come over, come over now, come over now, okay bye, bye, bye, buh buh bye." "Em, how ya feeling?" "I feel great actually." "Right now, I feel so fine, I feel actually..." "What?" "I feel fine." "I feel really good right now." "So I don't wanna do that right now," "I don't wanna talk about that right now." "I get that, but you need to, uh, sit down, and you need to take your meds." "I don't wanna sit down right now, dad." "Look at what I'm in the process of doing, and I have to go." "Em, you can't go out the way you are." "Why not?" "Well, because you have paint all over your dress, so why don't we get yourself cleaned up first." "Ugh, I'm late, I'm late, I'm late." "Sorry, I don't have time for this right now." "Where's my purse?" "It's okay, just..." "We're all cool, hmm, right?" "Emily, can we be honest?" "I-i would love that." "You are so up right now!" "Wake up, wake up, dad!" "You're taking these, Emily." "You're taking these, and I'm giving you this, alright?" "Keep it easy for us." "I-I'm making it easy." "You stay right here." "Get her some water, please." "Officer:" "Good evening." "Can I help you?" "We received a call about some loud music at this address." "Well, you don't hear any loud music, do you?" "No, probably the wrong house, I would guess." "Thank you." "Officer:" "Is everything okay?" "Jacob:" "Yeah, everything's fine." "Who's that?" "What?" "Who broke...?" "Why did you call the cop?" " We didn't call the cop." " You did." "I can see him." "We did not call the cops." "I see you." "Come on in, yeah!" "Come in." "No, it's fine, it's good." "You know why, because my parents are illicit pharmaceutical pushers." "Would you please...?" "You're trying to poison me, maybe he'll help me." "Is everything okay here?" "Can I talk to you in the kitchen, please?" "Can I just talk to you for a couple minutes in the kitchen?" "You know what, you can go, you can get out of here." "Sir, please step aside, thank you." "It's alright." "Dad." "I'm done with you." "I'm done." "Go away." "Emily, if you don't calm down, i can't help you, sweetheart." "I'm calm look at me, I'm so calm right now," "I'm not even up there." "I'm like way down here." "You have no idea what I'm capable of!" "Do you understand?" " Do not touch me." " I'll touch you with my goddamn eyeballs." " Emily." " You are not real!" "I asked you to leave now." "You asked me to come inside." "You're under my bidding because you know what, i said I talked to god." " No problem." " I talk to god." "You worship him." "You do, yeah!" "I'm gonna call ambulance, okay." "You don't need to call an ambulance." "That's it." "I think he should." "I think he should." "Dad, dad, dad!" "Do not touch me." "You're exciting her!" "Sir!" "Sir!" "Sir!" "Just chill!" "Get your hands off my daughter." "Give me your other hand." "Give me your other hand." "Calm down, calm down." "Calm down, calm down." " Hey, sweetie." " Relax." "Stop moving and we're gonna let you go, okay?" " I'm not moving." " Can we make that deal?" " Yes, deal." " Alright." "Deal." "Stop moving and we'll let you go." "I'm moving." "I'm late, you goddamn fucking dick sucker cunts!" "Officer:" "Would you like me to..." "Emily:" "I'm fucking late!" "You're gonna really like him, Marie." " I know." " I swear to god." "I swear to god, because, you know what, the thing is nickle and I, me and him are the same ones." "You know?" "We just, we just are." " I know." " We just are, you know?" "And I need him." "Why?" "Why isn't he here?" "No!" "Where is he?" "I can hear him, i know he's there." "You're not letting me see him." "I don't wanna stay here." "I wanna see him!" "I'm nickie, and I saw what happened." "Can I see Emily?" "Uh, listen, nickle, Emily's resting." "Whoa." "Yes?" "When do I get to see Emily?" "Emily is resting." "Good night." "Oh, for god..." "Just give me one minute, alright?" "Emily:" "Were we supposed to meet tonight?" "My memory isn't what it could be." "Yeah, we were, yeah." "Okay." "I thought so, sorry." "Emily, take off your sunglasses, please." "I just wanna see your face." "Hey." "I have to go in now." "Okay." "When am I gonna hear from you, em?" "Emily:" "I'll call you tomorrow." "Really?" " Yeah." " Okay." "Thanks." " Yeah." " Yeah." "Voicemail:" "Hi, you've reached Emily." "Hey, uh, how you doing?" "Umm..." "I just wanna know how you're feeling." "Hi, you've reached Emily." "Nickie:" "Hi, uh, look, I really don't wanna bother you." "Um..." "No, I'm just..." "I just wanna know that you're doing okay, and..." "Yeah, alright." "Well, I'll speak to you soon hopefully." "Voicemail:" "Hi, you've reached Emily." "Katherine:" "And then, without even realizing where I was, suddenly I was driving by the old house." "So I stopped." "It looks exactly the same from the outside." "But it isn't the same now, is it?" "Strangers living there now, some strange boy or girl sleeps in your brother's bed now." "It's a strange thing, isn't it, Nick?" "Yeah, it is." "I'm sorry, son." "Mum, you do not have to apologize to me." "So did you think about it some more?" "Nick:" "Yeah." "And?" "I'm not gonna be able to make it home, mum." "Because you're still seeing that girl?" "Uh-huh." "Okay." "I should go, mum." "Fine, but if you don't take care of yourself" "I'll come fetch you." "Mum, you do not have to worry about me, okay?" "Hi." " Come in." " Okay." "Where you been hiding?" "Here, just here." "Well, I'm glad you allowed me into your secret hiding spot." "Hey." "Nick, you can talk to me, okay?" "I mean, what do you want me to do, should I go?" "Okay." "Wow." "Hey." "Nice to see you." " Hey, John, you alright?" " Yeah." "Hey, man, how's it going?" "Good to see ya!" "Whoo!" "Yeah, three more." "Here we go!" "Yo, can we have three more, come on, man." "You don't have to be a dick." "Might as well have some fun tonight, yeah?" "There we go!" "Ya alright?" "Have a little bit of fun!" "?" "A little bit." "I get home, he's just peed on my fresh laundry, all my fresh laundry." "And I was pissed." "I was really, really mad 'cause i had just done the laundry." "I don't like doing laundry particularly, so i-i, you know, I took him, and I sat him down and I, uh, I peed on him because i..." "I tried to teach him a lesson." "I was thinking, okay..." "You pissed on your fucking cat, bro?" "You pissed on your cat!" "Okay, it was territorial." " Long live Jack." " Long live Jack." "Urine-stained cat." "So good to see you!" "Yeah, yeah." "It's gonna be good, man." "Who are you texting, man?" "Put your phone away." "Oh, I'm seeing that, uh, I'm seeing that Anna girl, 'member?" "That girl Emily's friend." "Yeah, fuck, she's so cool man." "I'm trying to play it cool and everything, but I'm terrible at it, i really like her." "Yeah, she's great!" "Yeah." "That's cool, man." "Yeah." "When did you get back?" "Emily:" "Couple weeks ago, you?" "Nick:" "Oh, you know, I've just been here." "Emily:" "How have you been?" "Nick:" "Yeah, good." "Good." "You?" "Emily:" "Yeah, good." "When you went away, I found it really difficult, and, uh, obviously, it was harder for you." "I can't go through that again." "You won't, you wouldn't." "Honestly, I'm so much better now." "I really am." "I have a rule..." "Rules that I follow, and a system, and it's working, and I've never felt more, you know, okay." "So, I'm not gonna do that to you again." "The only rule I broke so far is coming to see you, 'cause I'm not supposed to get in touch with you, but that makes me not feel good so..." "We can't go through that again." "We won't." "Help me." "Help me!" "Really!" "Ouch." "Please." "There's a button on..." "Stop." "You're gonna pull my eyes out of the sockets." "There's a button on the back." " Please." " Okay." "Why did you try to pull it off, it's your top." "I was trying to be cool." "Emily:" "About a month ago I was gonna call you." "I did, but I hung up." "I got scared." "Nick:" "Of what?" "Emily:" "Of doing something I shouldn't do." "Or of you having a girlfriend or being angry and not caring." "Or you thinking I was just some weird girl." "Crap!" "Ah, shite bottles!" "Fuck it!" "Got the mop." "You need a bucket." "Um, you find the bucket, I'll find the..." "How do mops actually work?" "That doesn't do anything." "You're spreading it around." "It was just the anniversary of your brother, wasn't it?" "I mean, I know it was cause it's a year since we met." "Just want you to know that i know, that I remembered." "Hello!" "Fucking kiss me!" "Oh, fuck off, let's go." "You really don't wanna wear a suit, eh?" "Huh?" "You don't wanna wear a suit?" "This is like $100." "I could get that for like 5 bucks." "No, you couldn't;" "This is like really nice." "Anyway, don't worry about the money, doesn't matter." "Try this one on." "And the pants." "And the cowboy thing." "Ooh." "Hubba hubba, Mr. dreamboat." "What?" "Good, you like it?" "Do you like it?" "It's a bit expensive, isn't it, for second-hand clothing." "Don't worry about it." "What does that mean?" "You're not paying for it." "No, you're right, I'm not." "What does that mean?" "Have you got daddy's card, daddy's girl?" " No." " No?" "Yes." "Wow." "If it's too fast, maybe I should just cancel it?" "I'm happy to meet your dad." "It's for him, not for me, it's for him, not for anybody else." "It's just..." "Just what?" "See you at 9:00, still?" "I'll see you at 9:00, still." "William:" "Hello?" "Hi, dad." "Nick?" "Uh, everything okay?" "Yeah." "Yeah, it is, yeah." "Everything's, um, everything's, yeah." "All is well." "Good, good." "Um..." "Do you wanna talk to your mum?" "No." "No, don't fetch mum, I was just..." "I was calling to speak to you, dad." "I was wondering how you were." "Fine, Nick." "Everything's fine." "Good, I'm glad." "I'm really glad." "Really glad to hear that, dad." "I'm..." "Hey, listen, I'm just going out to, um, meet my girlfriend's parents tonight, and, uh, just got me thinking that maybe, um, you and mum might wanna come out and visit sometime." "That would be really..." "I'm not sure I can get the time off work now, son." "And money's tight." "Nick:" "Yeah, of course, sure." "I understand completely." "Yeah, yeah." "Well, you know, maybe you can mull it over or something." "William:" "Okay." "Alright." "Alright, Nick, will do." "Nick:" "Okay, dad." "Hello!" "Hello again." "Hi, nickle." " Emily:" "And Marie." " Oh, I'm Marie." "It's two in Quebec." "Okay." "So, Nick whereabouts are you from?" "Emily:" "Uh, dad, it's nickie, actually." " Nickie?" " I'm sorry." "What part of the uk are you from, nickle?" "Um, I'm actually not from the uk;" "I was born here, but I grew up in the uk." "I moved here when i was three." "Oh, you were born here?" " Yeah." " Is that right?" "How long have you two known each other?" "I can't remember." "Emily:" "We've known each other for quite a long time now." "Haven't we?" "Yes, please." "Thank you." "Uh, four tasting menus, I think." "No, thank you." "Jacob:" "Uh, Emily tells me that you're an artist?" "Uh..." "No, I drive a cab." "Well." "Well, uh, she said you were into arts, so I just assumed." "I studied music for a bit, so..." "That's great!" "Nickie:" "A long time ago now." "What do your parents do?" "My dad's a security guard, my mum, she works at a school." "That's nice." "So, my work is going really well right now." " Yeah." " Mm-hmm." "I just love your ladybugs;" "They're beautiful." "Yeah." "I think they're great." "My dad's a comedian." "He hasn't actually seen any of it." "How is a comedian..." "You just haven't looked at any of it." "Yeah, I have." "Emily:" "No, you have not." "It's okay, it's okay." "I will unveil them one day to you." "Um, we have a very, um, we have a request for you, dad." "We have an investment proposition for you, actually." "Um, because I've been looking at all these schools in the uk, and because com..." "It's very competitive right now, as you know, and-and so if you don't get into the top school, you might as well just give up and start popping out babies." "Joke." "Joke." "Marie:" "Did you look at any schools closer to home, maybe?" "Well, the thing is that, um, even if I had a good scholarship or whatever, I would..." "I would still have to take out loans, and then that would affect both of us, because we would be raked over the coals for the next 70 years." "Right, so, um, we just wanted to know if you wanted to give us a loan, actually." "Instead of going through the bank, right, so..." "We would pay it back quickly, because we're both really good at what we do, and-and we just kinda wanna avoid all the interest, you know, and-and the bank foreclosures, or whatever, destiny foreclosures or whatever." "We would pay it back, of course!" "And my-my work is so strong right now, and my portfolio is so solid." "I just feel like we just need a little bit of extra help, and then we'd be fine." "Anyhow, it'd be great if you found a school closer to us, right?" "Marie, I love you, I'm talking to my father right now." "No disrespect, no disrespect." "Okay." "Alright." "Well, uh, I think your portfolio is great, um, but I don't think you're quite there yet." "What does "quite there" mean?" "You haven't seen any of my work." "You haven't even looked at it, dad." "That's not what I'm talking about." "Waiter:" "It's prosciutto wrapped in asparagus with truffle-infused balsamic vinegar." "Sorry, we don't really care about your truffle infusion right now." "Marie:" "Emily, please." "Sweetie." "Sorry." "Thank you very much." "Okay." "Dad." "I apologize, I apologize." "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." "But you were on the other side of this table, were you not?" "With my grandfather?" "When you asked him for money so that you could make your life happen?" "Em." "Excuse me." "Jesus Christ." "I didn't know she was gonna do that." "I don't want anything from you." "I just wanna make that really clear." "I just thought that..." "I know what she's like, it's okay." "I did, I mean, I wanted to meet you." "Emily's involved in a process that requires rest, quiet, and social simplicity." "So, based on what I can see, i think it's best that you and Emily stop seeing each other for a while." "I don't think it's your place to say that." "You don't know the girl in there." "And you don't know me." "You don't know one thing about me." "So, what are you gonna do when she's very sick, and she refuses to take her medication?" "What are you gonna do when she takes her medication, and she's still very sick?" "I don't know, but I'll cross that bridge with her when she gets there, if she gets there, 'cause right now, she's doing really well, isn't she?" "I mean, isn't she?" "It's very hard to say." "Looks to me like another fling into health." "It's where a person thinks they're standing on solid ground but really, they're on-on..." "Quicksand." "She needs time, nickle." "Look, maybe in a little while, if she can maintain some sort of equilibrium, and you both still feel the same way about each other, then who knows?" "But for now, it's not a good idea." "I'm gonna go and check on Emily." "I was right where you are." "You know that?" "I mean, Emily's mother was doing about the same just before she-she took her own life and..." "We thought we had it figured out." "And from what I can see, you're not capable." "Don't make this any more difficult than it already is for her." "Okay?" "Nick, where are you going?" "Em." "You should've told me that you were gonna say that." " I know." " Well, why didn't you?" "Because." "Because you wouldn't have wanted me to, and-and money means nothing to him, Nick." "I don't need money." "I don't need your dad's money." "Okay, then we won't..." "We won't take it then." "It's not about money, em." "Okay, okay." "I just don't wanna waste any more time." "I know what I want, and I know who I want it with." "Is that wrong?" "Would you tell me if i was bad for you?" "Would you?" "Em, would you know if I was?" "What did he say to you?" "He's not my doctor." "I have a doctor, and she says I'm doing really well." "She says when it's adolescent onset, 'cause I was 15 when it first happened, that it can be very hard to balance, but I found a balance, Nick." "My medication doesn't make me feel like a robot." "It makes me feel actually pretty good." "It's not always perfect, but..." "You believe me, right?" "Good, 'cause I'm not a leper." "What if I am?" "You're not a leper." "I'm not a leper." "Em." "If you need anything, if you need something, you need to tell me." "You're not doing this by yourself, nor am I." "Okay." "Okay." "I love you, Nick." "I'm in love with you." "Oh come on, come on!" "Come on!" "Come on." "You can do it harder than that, seriously." " Can you unpack me, please?" " Sure, no problem." " No, not my..." " Got something here." "Little bit down here." "Uh-huh, what'd you find?" "Woah, it's quite squidgy." "Squidgy?" "I'm not even ticklish right now, go ahead." "Ow!" "Hey, that's my really delicate fucking sweaters." "Watch what you're doing!" "Watch what you're doing?" "You're gonna have to leave the house sometimes though." "What?" "For private stuff." "So you can shit?" "No!" "What!" "Don't say it like that." "I don't do that." "I don't." "Okay." "Okay!" "Yeah, I'm waiting for the beat." " What?" " Nothing." " What?" " Sorry, you looked accusing." "Did I?" "You're like..." "A-five, six, seven, eight." "I don't wanna sing this." "I don't wanna sing about that." "Em?" "Em?" "" " Oh, fucking hell!" "Got ya!" "I made dinner." "Yeah, I saw." "Thanks." "You're welcome." "What's wrong?" "Why does something have to be wrong?" "It doesn't." "It's just because you seem upset." "Come on." "You're freaking me out." "You wanna know what I'm thinking." "Yes, I want you to tell me what you're thinking." "Or whatever you wanna tell me." "Please, Nick." "You're freaking me out." "Fucking please, get off me!" " Em?" " Yeah?" " Em?" " Do you wanna go eat something?" " Em?" " Why don't you go sit down and eat?" "Em?" "I'm trying to apologize." "I know." "What's so funny?" "What's so funny?" "Nothing." "What?" "Your apology is like angrier than your real voice." " Nick:" "Wanna come for a walk?" " Emily:" "No, thank you." "Nick:" "It's a really nice day." " Emily:" "No, thanks." " Nick:" "Okay." "We can cancel, you know?" "Emily:" "No, no, I don't want you to cancel." "Don't cancel." "Nick:" "I'm just gonna tell my mum to get a cab then." "No, hey, you-you go, okay?" "I'll be fine once you're back." "I just have the jitters." "You think I'm gonna run into a bus or something?" " Hey." " No, course not." "I just, I'm not gonna go." "No, no, go." "I'm communicating and telling you that I need some space, okay?" "Okay." "I'm telling you I'm gonna be okay when you get back." "Okay." "Well, I'm gonna take your cell, yeah?" "You give me a call if you, if you need anything." "I can grab whatever you want on the way back." " Katherine:" "Hiya." " Nick:" "Hiya." "I can't believe you're sat next to me." "Stop looking at me, mum." "Katherine:" "Oh, you look so well." "Nick:" "Yeah?" "Katherine:" "Yeah." "Hey, mum, I'm sorry Emily can't be here, she's feeling a bit tired, but she'll be up and about when we get back, I think." " That's okay, Nick." " Alright." "Your father sends his regards." "Hello?" " Em?" " Hi." "Hi, I'm Katherine, Nick's mother." "I'm Emily, nice to meet you." "Nice to meet you, sweetheart." "Look at you." "You're so very pretty." "Thank you." "Alright, mum, you're gonna scare her." "No, it's nice, it's nice." "Do you want, um, do you want wine or anything?" "Katherine:" "I'd love some." "What's with all the candles?" "Um, I thought it was more romantic this way." "It's beautiful." "Might be too many." " No." " I don't know." "It's very nice, i like it." "Emily:" "Good, good." "What wine..." " did you want wine?" " Sure." " What do you want?" " Red, please." " Red?" " Yes." "Perfect, 'cause that's kind of all we have." "It's beautiful, really great." " Good." " Yeah, yeah." "What's the special occasion?" "You guys getting married or having kids?" "No." "What about you?" "Should we tell them?" "I think it's..." "I think we should tell 'em." "Do you wanna tell them, or should I?" "Well, I think, um, we've got some news." "We're getting married, and it's because she's pregnant." "Mm-hm." "No." "Anna:" "Yeah." "No, em, I'm not, oh, my god." "Sammy:" "Sorry, I gave that away." "It was a bad joke." "Anna:" "He was just joking." "May I make a toast?" "Sure, yeah." "Mum, you don't..." "Yes, I want to make a toast, please let me." "I've missed nickie so much over the past two years, and I'm so glad now to have come and met you all, because it makes it much easier to know that he's happy here." "It makes us very, very happy to know that Nick has..." "Has started a new life here." "What, darling?" "What is it?" "It's just, you know." "He's just my whole heart, you know?" "Come on, let's go to sleep." "Okay." "Beautiful man, beautiful man." "You beautiful, lovely man." "You beautiful, sweet man." "Look at you, you beautiful man." "Your fingers, your fingers, your skin, your beautiful skin, and your fingers, and your beautiful hair." "Your skin and your beautiful fingers." "Your beautiful face, and your beautiful love." "Shh." "Shh." "Em?" "Em?" "Emily." "Come back to bed." "Em." "Holy fuck, em." "Em?" "Emily?" "Mum?" "Katherine:" "What is it, nickle?" "Go back to bed." "It's okay." "What is it?" "Em, em?" "Emily, look at me." "I am right here with you." "Yes, I am, I am right here with you." "Yeah." "I'm not goin' anywhere." "I can't have this, nickle." "Can't have what?" "What can't you have?" " I can't..." " You can't what?" "I can't, I can't." "You can't what?" "I wanna, I wanna, i wanna be awake." "I understand, em." "Where were you, nickle?" "What do you mean, where was I?" "I didn't see you." "I didn't see you, nickle." "You didn't see me where, em?" "I can't see you, nickle." "I'm right here." "I wanna be old with you on this bench." "Yeah?" "I wanna be old with you, and we know that it all worked out." "I wanna be..." "Is it gonna work out, nickle?" "Yeah, it is." "How do you know?" "I just know, I know 'cause I'm here, and I'm gonna look after you, I promise." " You promise?" " I promise." " Okay." " Okay." "Okay, okay." "I just, I need you to do something for me, okay?" "Okay." "Okay, em, look at me." "I need you..." "I need you to start taking your medication again, okay?" "I just need you to do that." "Okay?" "Em." "I am taking my medication." "What do you mean?" "I'm taking it." "Okay." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry." "It's okay." "I'm gonna call us a cab, okay?" "I'm gonna call us a cab." "Okay?" "I'm right here." "I'm right here." "We should go now, Nick." " Huh?" " We need to go." "I called the cab, remember?" " The cab's coming." " Please, Nick." " I know." " Please." " I know." " Let's go now, okay?" "Okay, well, why don't we sit down on the bench, and wait until, until the cab comes." " Hey." " Hey, hey, kids?" " I just needed help." "Jacob:" "What's going on?" "Marie:" "Emily, are you okay?" "Okay, Nick." "Emily." "Okay." " Emily!" " Emily!" "Emily!" " Emily!" "Oh, thanks, mum." "Hello." "Thank you, I'll be down now." "Should I come with you, Nick?" "No." "You know, Nick?" "We're none of us to blame, son."