"You wrote "So glad that I have you", right?" "You don't need to send it Mr. Halil, I will pick it up myself." "I will be there in 20 minutes the latest." "See you." " Aslý, I am leaving." " Okay, take it easy." "If we cannot fýnd the place we'll call you." "In the email, I put even the plan so if you cannot fýnd it, shame on you!" "Don't pile on the dessert, we wear out to burn it later on." "By the way, make sure that there is enough drink I would fýnish half of them before Hakan arrives." " All right." " See you." "Hi." " Hold on, I am coming." " Come quick." "Olcay!" "Why did you come?" "I was going to pick you up." "Olcay..." "Olcay, wait a minute!" "Don't go, Olcay!" "Olcay!" "FORGET ME NOT" "Yes, this wardrobe will cover all of your stuff." "And also you will make some partitions inside like this." "Right side will be Sinan's, he'll hang his shirts this side." "And the ties here..." "isn't it right, Sinan?" "Of course." "Of course Ma'am." "I say that all the Sinan's shirts and ties should be on the right side and we will make this side mine." "If you wish, you can draw all these partitions by yourselves." "Or we can sit and decide it together." "See, this is a great idea so we make him draw and we will decide." "Okay." "Isn't it Sinan?" "What?" "Sinan, are you okay?" "You don't look good." "I just remember, I have to take a dossier from the offýce." "I mean there was an important fýle..." "Mom, you look around with Ebru." "I must go." "What is going on?" "What's wrong with you?" "I am getting bored, okay?" "It feels like everything is coming at me." "What is coming at you?" "You know what?" "Don't worry about me." "You decide where to put my shirts and ties with you mother." "In fact let's do it like this:" "Let your mother put some of her clothes into our wardrobe this way when she poke her nose into our home, she wouldn't feel herself as an outsider." "Poor woman is just trying to help, she is just giving her opinion." "Being close with the mother is something including your mother in your marriage in every way, is another thing." "What are you talking about?" "She is my mother!" "She is helping!" "I fýgured you out, Ebru." "You really are one of those women who go under their mothers' nose." "Aren't you?" "What was your relationship last year?" "You were almost killing each other." "And now you get along perfectly!" "I mean, it's like you both have decided to ruin my life!" "Shhh!" "What is going on?" "What is wrong with you?" "It's not working, Ebru, do you understand?" "It's not working." "We are trying to get married but everything is going wrong!" "I can't do this..." "I mean..." "I can't breathe!" "I have to go, good bye." "Sinan!" "Sinan!" "Why did we come here?" "We should go to the seaside instead." "We said we'll hang out, sit there!" "Let it go, dude!" "It's better this way!" "You can't push these kinds of things." "Who pushed who, dude?" "!" "He ran after the girl for days!" "Than he did something that he had never done, he said "I'm gonna get married"." "How could I know?" "It seemed like the right move by then." "You cannot break off the engagement that easy after two years, bro!" "I can bro!" "I've had enough!" "Ebru has changed, dude!" "She became a woman that I don't recognize!" " Who knows what will happen if we get married?" " No, no." "It sure is better this way, dude!" "Trust me." "What an enemy of marriage you are?" "!" "So what would happen if he gets married?" "Let me tell you." "We wouldn't see his face." "Why?" "Because the women's fýrst job is to get rid of the men's friends." "That means you and me." "Come on!" "You are always generalizing everything." "That day we sit and talked." "She was miserable." "That day she didn't understand a thing but today I explained everything." "I said "there is nothing to talk"." ""Because you already destroyed everything."" "I said "if you flirt with someone or you like someone and you come to tell me this then I would behave differently."" "I said that our romantic relationship was over and this marriage thing was only for covering it." "Of course she didn't believe it." "He said "It has no meaning for me."" "It is a classic busted man's lie." ""You are so precious" she said!" "So precious!" "She was crying." ""How come it has no meaning?" I said." ""You've taken all the risks in the daylight, you've convinced the woman, you've brought her home and put her in bed."" ""You've made plans."" "I said "Don't humiliate yourself anymore"." "I tried to comfort her constantly but I didn't work." "That moment, I felt myself as a disgusting man I felt horrible, dude!" "Yet what can I do?" "I was doing this for our own good we were going to be unhappy, I've foreseen our future." "He said "I gave in to temptation"." "He said "She came down on me"." ""I should have resisted it, forgive me" he said." "I said "But anyway there was already missing something between us we were trying to fýx it"." "I said "I wish it wouldn't be over like this"." "I wish I've had the guts to fýnish this relationship earlier." "I said "Your mother... it is your mother" who helped me to see the reality." "Dude, I swear you were so good until the mother part," "Dude, the primary cause of the ending marriages in Turkey, is the mothers." "Totally!" "It is either the girl's or the man's mother." " Mother Türkan shall not hear this." " I don't care if she hears, she was getting along perfectly with Ebru's mother already." "They were going to generate the Voltron soon anyway." "What can I do?" "In every aspect I barely got away with it." "You sure did, dude." "Sevda, just before my mom passed away, she said:" ""You wish for the man who gives you his own world instead of giving you the entire world."" ""Because you will give him the entire world."" "I miss her so much." "Anyway we came here to loosen up, didn't we?" "Let it go." "Girl, I need to pee, I'll be right back then I'll tell you something really weird, okay" "My dearest." "This fellow will be drunk tonight, man!" " Who else wants a drink?" " Have one for me." "Could you give me two Jacks?" "Excuse me!" "The phone is ringing..." "Excuse me!" "So what?" "Is it bothering you?" "It bothers me for sure." "No, it is ringing and I just thought that perhaps you didn't hear." "Unfortunately I hear it." "Look, if the phone rings and you don't answer it they say that there is only one reason for that:" "...someone broke your heart." " You are awesome." " Thank you." "And I think someone broke your heart too." "Yes." "But with a move that I made today, I think I broke her heart even more." "I tell you what let's give their numbers to one another and they work it out between them and we'll be free." "You know what they say the best way to forget about someone is to fýnd someone new." "Well..." "Aren't you doing the same now?" "No, no, no, I was talking about them." "Excuse me." " Sevda, what are you doing here?" " Sinan, what are you doing here?" " You knew Olcay?" " No but after you said Olcay now I know her." "Look, you see?" "They've found each other so it seems that they were in the same bar." "What did I tell you?" "Aren't you hitting on my friend?" "Not at all, I don't have such intention, I mean, yet." "Sinan is my colleague." "He is getting married in two weeks." "I don't think so, Sevda." "What do you mean?" " I think this is over, Sevda." " No kidding!" "Dude, today we were just collecting money to get you a gift." "It is okay, you collecting it." "Maybe it'll come handy one day." "Keep it aside." "What do you mean by "you felt close"?" "Sometimes when you meet some people you feel like you knew them before." "It was like that." "It was like we've met year ago then we've had an accident, our memory erased and now when we run into each other we start remembering a bit." " Well, well..." "He drank it all but it is you who got drunk." "What are you talking about, Sevda?" "He just made me forget my sorrow for a couple of hours." "Yet, I think he is a good guy he said something but you didn't hear that." "What did he say?" "Do you agree that the best way to forget about someone, is to fýnd someone new?" "I don't know that, Sevda but I believe that is Sinan's way." "Look at this, it is too soon." "This guy was always a womanizer, you know his ex-fýancêe Ebru she worked so hard to keep him to herself!" "The guy was getting married in a couple of weeks!" "I still can't believe this!" "No way, dude, no way." "You know, they say "man like a man" there is none, they've ran out." "The girl must have been gone crazy." "Which girl?" "I mean Ebru, his ex-fýancêe." " It's a pity." " Well, you must hold the leash without being noticed." "But Ebru did it explicitly so the guy ran off." "As befýts his name, as his name implies." " What's up?" " You scared me!" "The drunk womanizer, did you sober up?" "You spread the word that I break off the engagement so I am explaining it to everyone repeatedly, you know?" "Come on, it was going to be heard anyway." "Yeah, sure but I forgive you." "In any case you are a close friend of Olcay's." "I don't buy that." "Right after you break off the engagement, you go back to your old hunter days." " I won't let my friend to be your hunt." " Why are you making stories now?" "There is no such thing." "I don't have any lousy intentions." "I just made a CD for her." "Yesterday while we were on the phone, her voice was so bad." "Look, I worked so hard for this, I couldn't do my work!" " Please." " Sinan, what is this?" "Are we at high school?" "What is wrong with this?" "I just wanted to do it!" "I don't have time for this CD thing, here, take it." "No, no, I can't take it." "There is too much work, I should go." "Sinan!" "My goodness!" "Are you still crying, Olcay?" "He is not worth it, don't cry for him anymore." "Don't do this, dear, you're making me sad." "It is easy to say "don't do it", Sevda, last year you were in the same situation." "Yes but..." "It's all past now." "And I broke too many hearts too." "This is life." "You break their hearts and they break yours." "Nothing is more painful than realizing that you gave yourself someone who doesn't deserve you." "Dear, that is your point of view now because your grief is so fresh." "However, we always do this, Olcay." "I've fooled myself." "There are people who realize this after 20 year, you know that, right?" "Nothing can stop me, Sevda." "I feel like I'm losing my mind when I think about it." "I go hot all over my body." "That woman's laughter." "Her saying "you animal!"" "But the woman was really weird by the way." "Did she present herself as a birthday gift?" "I wonder if he put a red ribbon on that place?" "Don't make fun of it." "Nowadays nobody likes anybody, girl." "Everybody is after a profýt." "Maybe he already has thrown himself on someone." "In order to forget." "For consolation." "Actually I wasn't thinking to give you but you're getting worse." "Maybe It makes you feel better, I don't know." " What is this?" " Sinan sent it." "He said "She was crying so badly, this will make her feel better"." ""DON'TBOTHER YOURSELF, LITTLE GIRL"" ""STOPBEING SAD"" ""THINKABOUTIF ITIS ONL Y YOU"" ""WHO HAS FORGOT TO BE LOVED"" ""EVERYBLACKIS FOLLOWED BYA WHITE"" "EVERYNIGHTIS FOLLOWED BYA DAY"" "He's made a CD for me." "Olcay." "He's made a CD for me." "Yet it is pretty old-fashioned move." "It is so romantic." " Could you give me his number?" " Why?" " Do you have his number?" " Sinan's number?" "Of course I have it but it is so unnecessary." " Could you, please?" " Don't put yourself in trouble by bringing this man into your life, pleas" "Sevda, give it to me." "Hello?" "Sevda, I was just going to call you." "Do you think that the cure for crying is crying more, Sinan?" "Olcay..." "You should go to the very bottom, you know?" "You should go bottom fýrst so then you can go up again." "Cry more, you get it all out from your eyes." "Sometimes crying makes people more beautiful." "They say that you are insensitive, you are womanizer, you are women hunter." "I know." "They say many things." "They talk without understanding, without listening." "And even they are so hopeless that they say that nobody likes anybody." "Yes, they say that." "Yet no one knows what I am thinking since the fýrst moment that I saw you." "So what are you thinking?" "The fýrst moment that I saw you you were weepy, just like you are now." "I wanted to hug you." "For the fýrst time, without thinking." "Wýthout thinking the next, just hugging." "Wýthout imagining you naked." "Thank you for the CD." "Are you going to call me again?" "For making me cry more?" "I would never make you cry." "Is it a promise?" "Expectation." " Expectation of what?" " Expectation of being closely acquainted with you." " How would I know that it is real?" " You can't." "No one can know this." "If people know that, they wouldn't go closer." " It is very promising." " Absolutely." "Can pick me up from work tomorrow?" "Sevda will give you the address." "Thank y..." "If you upset her, I'll destroy you in this company, okay?" "You will have to resign by then." "That wouldn't matter if I upset her." "All done?" "You got it all out from your eyes?" " It still remains this much." " Good." "I came to fýnish it." "Where did you come from?" "I mean, how did you come up?" "I came by car, and it is white." "Just like the fairy tales, isn't it?" " Like the end of a romantic movie." " Yet ours is just beginning." " What is the name of this flower?" " "Forget me not" flower." " Is there such flower?" " There is." "According to the legend, God has created all of the flowers, and named all of them." "But he forgot this poor fellow." "She was waiting at the corner and she waited, she waited more and suddenly she said "God!" "Forget me not!"." "And God said " Well done, so your name be it"." ""Forget me not flower"." "The flower of who doesn't want to be forgotten." "And now it became a quite fairy tale." "Thinking about the other option right after you made a choice, is a terrible thing." "For me, I am so pleased of my choice." "Don't think that I don't appreciate your courage." "I mean, your move was way more courageous than mine." "Ebru didn't make anything against you but she will be like the girl in the movie she'll look back and she'll wonder about what she's lost." "She will live the life that she has in front of he not the one she dreams about." "What are you doing now?" "What are you doing?" "In these last couple of months we have something that we didn't have before in our lives, are you aware of it?" "I mean, nowadays how many people have something like this?" "Although we have many subject to talk about, you're now asking me about Ebru?" "I wonder if you'll look back one day." " To see if Ebru is still there?" " That is never going to be happen." " Is she still calling you?" " Well!" "There you are!" "Now you are talking." "No, she is not calling." "She's stopped." "I am not the bad guy in that story, Olcay." "I mean, I realized that my decision was right as time goes by." "We didn't fýt to each other." "I mean, holding on to it was going to harm her." "I've never cheated Ebru." "Don't think that I don't agree, I just wanted to know." "So did you forget about Hakan?" "You were so successful on that matter." "It's gone." "It's over." "I want to introduce you to my mom." "I'm sure she'll love you." "So under this circumstance should I introduce you to my father?" "Yes, yes." "This way we can complete the missing parts in our lives see, you don't have a mother and I don't have a father." " Maybe they'll like each other." " And we'll do a double wedding just like in the Turkish movies." "Huh?" "Don't kid around!" "My father really is like Münir Özkul." "Shoot!" "My mom doesn't look like Adile Naþit at all." " But since she's given birth to you, she must be a good woman." " You think so?" " Are you real?" " I am not." " I'll leave now." " I won't let you go." "Look." "This is my father." "He was a solid man as a rock." "But he melted away." "After my older brother Gökhan passed away in the accident my father passed away too." "He couldn't bear with the pain." "My mom was a very tough woman, I mean she keeps being like that in order to raise me." "She is a bit rigid." "So don't take it personal, okay?" "My son." " Hello, Mrs. Türkan." " Welcome, my daughter." "Please have a sit." "My son, I missed you so much." "Come and sit next to me." "No, mother." "I'll sit across so we'll see each other better." " I already told you about Olcay." " Yes." " How are you doing?" " I am very good, thank you." "You look gorgeous." "What is my gorgeousness for?" "How is Ebru?" "I don't know mom, how could I know?" "It's been almost a month, she came to me." "We sit and talk little bit." "She came to you?" "What for?" "She missed me." "We chattered, like good old days." "What is your profession, dear?" "Decoration." "I mean interior architect, it's like designing." "Your home is beautiful, the furniture have their own language." "Do they have?" "So what do they say?" "Are they saying; "We are so ancient and we are so out of fashion"?" " Mother!" " No." "They saw many great things." "They witnessed so much happiness." "I mean they look ancient but also they are like full of emotions." "Good heavens..." "My son told me about your profession but I think I didn't understand much." "You look at the furniture and say put this here, put this there?" "Something like that." "So people don't know where to put their stuff and they ask you to do, is that right?" " Mother!" " They can't decide and I help them to do that." "And they name this as a profession." "Some people named it in the past and it's became a profession." "It is important." "What suits what, is very important." "We better go." "We have a rendezyous with our friends." " Is this a proper behavior now?" " Yes, mother, it is." "So what?" "We'll come again, don't worry." "Say hello to Ebru." "Tell to come by some time." "You are unbelievable mom!" "I don't know what to tell you!" "Come on." "It was nice to meet you, Mrs. Türkan." "What do you say about sitting somewhere and have a coffee in a couple of days?" "Let's say next Tuesday." "Okay." "Sure." "Okay." "All right then." "Take good care of yourself." "Yes, she liked Ebru." "And it looks like she still does." "But I could I know that she would act this way?" "Don't feel bad." "Of course you can't know that." "Besides she is just getting acquainted with me, she'll act like a mother in law for sure." "So they get along quite good with Ebru." "I think she was assuming her as in the same category." "And perhaps she thinks that she was the one who puts me in order." "Because she has never thought that I can mature by myself." "And this is always like this, you know, it is the woman who raises us." "We, women, like so much the idea that we put the men in order." "And after you become a man like a man we are very fond of saying "I raised this one"." "Thank God!" "At last someone just admitted this!" "But what can we do?" "If we leave you along you start to grow up after age of 45." "Then we should set off immediately." "How is it?" "Excuse me, I've never got used to this microphone thing." "I couldn't even read a poem in primary school, I am very bad at memorizing." "All right." "Okay, now, today, here we get together for a great event." "We've met with Olcay here, 3 months ago." "In fact, they were sitting on the exact place that they sit now, that night." "And that night..." "I experience the acquaintance that changes my life" "And in these 3 months, there were only 414 days that I didn't see her." " And this destroyed me." " I don't believe this, he counted the days." "I swear I wasn't aware of this." "Dude, during these 3 months they didn't see each other for only 414 days?" "It is like a marriage." "During these 414 days..." "I mean, during the 414 days that passed without her I lost my mind thinking what she was doing at the moment." " So is this normal?" " Nooo!" "No, it is not." "It is not normal to me either." "So just because of this, today, I want my days without Olcay to be over, in front of you guys." "Olcay..." "I am sorry, this is a surprise for some of you guys but I have to do this." "Olcay, end my days without you, please." "I want to unify my life with yours." " I love you!" " BRAVO!" "I love you too." "Yes!" "You're as alive as your heart beats, you're as young as your eye sees." "You're as good as your loved ones, you're as bad as the ones you hate." "Whatever is the color of your eyes and eye brows  their color is what sees the person front of you." "Don't think that what you lived as benefit, you're close to the end as you lived." "It doesn't matter how long you live, your lifetime will be as long as you love." "Wow!" "It's a beautiful poem." " Does it belong to you?" " No way, I've never been that good." "It was from Can Yücel." "I raised Olcay with these poems, with these writers and with these emotions, Mr. Sinan." "Call me Sinan, please." "That is why my daughter is so sensitive." "After she's lost her mother I taught her the life that I know of." " It was a bit melancholic life." " I'm very glad about the result." " I mean Olcay is a great woman." " So her mother was." "My wife was full of love." "Thank you." "Thanks." " Here are my two favorite men." " My dear." "They are reading poems." "Could there ever be a better scene for a girl?" "I love people who reads poem because I really can't read." "That means you didn't come together with the poem of your life yet." "Maybe my daughter will help you fýnd it." "And I wish you a life like a poem." "My dear mother." "I am getting married." "I know, I decided it so suddenly but something weird happened." "He came up all of a sudden." "He healed me." "His looks, his voice, his touch, his gestures and him being with me completely." "Like you said, he gave me his own world." "I'm sure you would like him." "Why aren't you with me?" "Being without you really makes me down in these days." "Bravo Sinan!" "Yes!" "Bravo!" "Yes, yes!" "Bravo Sinan!" "Shhhh!" "You started to be a henpecked husband right after you sign." "Is this a henpecked husband?" "There are men who enjoy this like crazy." "Wait a minute, wait a minute!" "But as far as know, Sinan wasn't one of them." "Dude, whatever this woman has, I am crazy about all." "Did you get your answer?" "It was an awesome night." "I wish it never ends." "You know what they say, "It was the most beautiful night of my life"." "Mom!" "What happened?" " That..." " What do you want, water?" "You've had a dream?" " Yes." " Was it bad?" "I think I am pregnant." "What?" "What are you talking about?" "What are you saying?" "Is this your way of saying this?" " I am feeling sick during last few days." " So you're sure." " Are you sure?" " I mean, I feel like it, I am pretty sure." "Is this the way of saying this, Olcay?" "What are you saying?" "I don't know, I mean in movies it's always different, you know." "But it's been less than a year since we've got married." "Are you crazy?" "Are you crazy." "It's okay." "It okay, my dearest." "My beautiful wife." "My sweetheart." "You were one, now you'll be two." "We'll be three." "What happened?" "What now?" "I think I just saw him in my dream." "He was a beautiful boy." "Just like you." "It doesn't matter, he or she will be our darling." " Sweetheart." " I know." " Ebru, what are you doing here?" " Okay, don't be angry." "I happened to be here by chance." "I just ran in to Kaan's ex-girlfriend and she said that you're here." "I know it is ridiculous." "I just wanted to take a look." "You know, I still fýght with you, as if you are just front of me." "And all of them end with me apologizing from you." "What is his name?" " Can." " Can." "He is your life." "It is beautiful." "Thanks." " Ebru, look..." " Don't say anything." "I made a huge mistake." "But what can I do?" "I miss you so much." "This feeling will be over one way or another." "Tolerate it." "I am so sorry." "I am sorry." "Be good." "Okay?" "Olcay." " Are you okay?" " I am okay." " I just remembered my dream." " Which dream?" "That night." "The night I realized that I'm pregnant." "Yes." "What a strange dream it was." "It was a total shock." "The boy in my dream told me that he was scared, Sinan." " It is understandable." "Maybe he was afraid that we would change our mind and get abortion." "Thank God, he was born." "You are so tired, I better leave so you can rest." "I feel like there is something you don't mention." "Yes, there is." "Today, I didn't say "I love you"." " Are you going to love me forever?" " Forever and a lot." "Liar." " These are fake kisses." " Look what she says." "This was fake too." "You better don't push your luck too much." "You just gave birth, don't make me give you a second one here." "Do you want anything?" "There you go." "Look, what do you think?" "It says plus 3." "What our son will do with this, Sinan?" "I think you're looking it for yourself." "Come on." "Our son is 3 years old." "And I like it." "Let's buy it, I'll play with it with my son." "Hello?" "Yes?" "Yes, I am out of the offýce now." "Can we talk later?" "I am not available at the moment." "All right, okay, see you." "Goodbye." "What do you say?" "Shall we buy it?" "What happened?" "What happened to what?" "Well, they called from the offýce, I think they are missing something and I said that I'm out and I'll call them later." "What is wrong?" "She still calls you, doesn't she?" " Who?" " Why do you do this?" "Why do you shake my faith in you?" "Why do you lie to me?" "I don't lie to you, Olcay." "What kind of woman goes to the hospital to see the baby of her ex-lover?" "Should I tell you?" "A woman who still loves him like crazy." "And what kind of woman, even after many years, regularly calls a man who is happily married?" "I'll tell you that one too." "Because the man don't stop her." "Because this situation is flatters his pride." "Don't you think my ex-lover doesn't send me emails or doesn't call me?" " Do I act like you?" " But Olcay, there is no harm in this." "How could I know that?" "How could I know if that whore didn't stuck on you?" " How are you saying?" " Maybe you are still seeing each other." "Maybe you pretend like you go to work and you screw her." "Maybe you are a real asshole and I am just fýguring it out." " What kind of speech is this?" " Let me go!" " Come on." " Let me go!" " Madam, calm down, please!" " So what if I don't calm down?" " You gonna rape me?" " What a rude lady you are!" "What you gonna do, huh?" "You gonna fuck me?" "Let go of me!" "Let me!" "Let me go!" "Olcay." "Olcay." "I am so sorry." "I am so sorry." "If I knew this affects you this much trust me I wouldn't hide anything from you, Olcay." "I am sorry." "There is nothing going on, Olcay." "She calls so rarely." "There is nothing to be afraid of." " She calls just to hear a voic..." " Sinan." "What just happened in there?" "Nothing." "Nothing happened, we've only had a fýght." "Sinan... what happened there?" "Olcay, are you alright?" "You all right?" "I felt terrible." " Olcay..." " All of a sudden..." " It's okay." "It's okay, we've only had a fýght." "It's okay." "Okay?" "I am so sorry." "I'll never put you in this situation again." "I promise." "Okay?" "Okay?" "I am so sorry." "I love you so much." "What's up you little?" "What happened, huh?" "Olcay, are you all right?" "Where is Selin?" "Sinan." "When have you arrived?" "Why didn't you knock the door?" "Selin has gone." "Didn't you hear the doorbell?" " No, I was daydreaming." " You didn't get dressed." "People will come any moment." " No, I am ready." " How?" "You'll be like this in front of them?" "Yes, why?" "Are they strangers?" "Our friends, your father are coming and we'll have dinner and we'll drink wine." "Everybody will be dressed up, you want to be like this?" "Yes, what is wrong with it?" "By the way, when have you arrived?" "God help me!" "My punishment is not over yet?" "Just because of this Ebru thing, you are still punishing me, aren't you?" " No." "Not at all, Sinan." " Yes, of course not at all, right?" "I didn't know that you are so vengeful." "What?" "What are you talking about?" " Are you joking around with me?" " No." "I better go and change." "God help me." "Make love to me in rainy days." "While birds are pecking the zinc roofýng." "While the rain changes the smell of my skin make love to me in the warm afternoons." "While the frankincense gives out the smoke of my skin..." "While the mist of the burning soil is my breath..." "In the days of spring, make love to me on the river bank." "While the butterflies are attached to your maroon hair..." "In the summer nights, on the dried riverbed..." "While the hot sand is our bed, the willow tree is our roof and wall..." "Whatever happens, make love to me in the mornings." "In your muscles, there is the strength of being well rested..." "Ready to pour out all you have inside of you." "Then, in order to make you perceive as it is the fýrst time..." "Every single morning I shall leave you to be, on earth." "Bravo!" " Bravo!" "Uncle Mustafa!" " Spectacular performance!" "You were great." "Olcay, I think you didn't like the poem?" "You read the poem so well." "It was... it was..." "Romantic." "Music." "Waggish." "Just like you." "But I believe that my mom has never seen this side of you." "You've always read to her said things, haven't you, dad?" "This poem was one of your favorites, Olcay?" "You've always taken refuge in others poems." "You've never put in anything from yourself." "You're breaking my heart, Olcay." "What is all this all of a sudden?" "Olcay must be joking." "Bastard!" "You bastard!" "You lowlife!" " Olcay!" " Useless!" " Olcay!" " Selfýsh bastard!" " Olcay!" " Let go off me!" " Let me!" "Let me go!" " Olcay, you'll wake the kid!" " Olcay!" " Let me!" "Olcay!" "Olcay!" "Kaan, bring the car!" "Kaan, bring the car!" "We'll keep her here tonight." " What is your opinion?" " Mr. Sinan, I'm not a psychiatrist." "But what you just described looks like a depression." "There is specialist doctor that I can recommend to you." "She started to act weird after she gave birth." "In the beginning I thought it was a postpartum depression." "However it didn't come to an end." "She gives extreme reactions." "She becomes dull." "Sometimes she repeats a sentence over and over." "I mean, she is the sweetest person on earth, she never curses but lately, she became a foulmouthed and aggressive person." "In some cases, the postpartum depression lasts so long." "I may cause to alterations of personality." "Is there any big change in your life recently?" "For example, an elder family member who passed away." "Or having an accident." "No, no, nothing happened." "I mean, normally we are so happy." "Well." "I'll give you my friend's business card." "You visit him." "Here." " Thank you very much." " Thank you." "Good luck." "Your wife indicates different symptoms than depression." "She indicates more different behavioral disorders." "Actually we are using the medicines that you gave us but they don't seem to be helpful." "Okay, of course she calmed down a little but there is something wrong." "It's like she is drifting apart." "She is disappearing." " Please, tell me something." " Mr. Sinan I think we will have to do some more examinations." "I'll ask for help from professor Oðuz." "He is one of the best about dementia, in Turkey." " Dementia?" " Cerebral diseases, Mr. Sinan." "It is necessary to think this possibility too." "There is something wrong with me, Sinan." "I feel it." "You'll come through." "You'll come through, do you understand?" "In any case you'll come through." "If I can't, you'll take good care of our Can, right?" "Don't be silly, Olcay." "Look, don't let me hurt anyone." "If it happens, just take me away." "Am I always your other half?" " You are." "Of course you are." " So don't leave me then." "What was that flower...?" "Flower of..." " Is it "forget me not"?" " Yes." "I am that flower." "You'll get through." "Everything is going to be okay." "How did you fýnd it?" "It fýts me perfectly." "Are you doing this on purpose?" "Do you enjoy it?" "I wish I go to a movie now." "Let's say, to a comedy movie." "What was the name of that guy?" "Jim Carrey." "But you don't like Jim Carrey at all." "Being stuck, makes person want all sorts of things." " Sinan." " Sweetheart." "You are my everything." " You'll always be with me, won't you?" " Always, always." "Whatever you do, I will always be with you." "Mr. Sinan, Mrs. Olcay, please come." "Let's go." "Your wife's illness is generally known as Pick disease." "At this age, it is very rare to see this cerebral disease." "So... what kind of disease is this?" "Your wife will lose her brain functions one by one and this will not be in a slow pace, Mr. Sinan." "I am so sorry." " I mean, she is so young." " We'll give her some tranquillizers but the Pick disease has no treatment yet, Mr. Sinan." "You need to be ready." "Unfortunately it is a terrible period." " How will I be ready for this?" " Explosions of anger show that dementia is severe." "Deciding disorder, being careless to herself and others around." "Becoming antisocial." "Unfortunately these are only fýrst stages, Mr. Sinan." "You wife has been sick for 3-4 years." "Pick disease advances faster than Alzheimer." "Insouciance will come up, she'll lose her ability to speak." "She'll also lose her ability to make a decision." "Her depressive mood will decrease but more severe things will come up." "She'll have hard times remembering." "Her brain will start to erase the knowledge in her memory starting from the recent ones." "One day she'll totally lose her interest to you and your son." "I am sorry, I am talking this way so you can be ready, Mr. Sinan." "The Pick disease is a tough one and for the relatives of patient, it is unbearable." "Unfortunately you lose your wife in a terrible way." "You have to be strong and ready, Mr. Sinan." "Take support from everyone and everything." "We'll suggest you to use antidepressant medicines as well." "Welcome, honey." "Shhh." "It's okay." "I knew there is something wrong." "It is that bad, huh?" "I am sorry." "I am sorry, Sinan." "I ruined everything." "Selin!" " Yes, Ma'am?" " Bring Can home right away." " There is still time for that, Ma'am." " I said bring him right away." "There will be no kindergarten anymore." "Okay." "Okay Ma'am." "I'm going now." "Sevda will be with her all the time in order to help." "And if you want, she can also quit her job." " Not necessary." " Dude, my work hours are convenient." "Whenever you want me to come..." "I know that, brother, thanks." "You know what is the worst?" "It is just because of me." " Don't be silly." " It is true, dude." "In the past, I've broken so many hearts I even ruined Ebru's life." "Don't be silly, Sinan." "Eventually, all end up..." "All hit my beautiful wife." "Olcay, are you all right?" "I don't want to forget, Sinan." " I don't want to forget about you and my son." " You won't." "You won't, do you hear me?" "Look, I don't want to hear such thing anymore." "Even if no one could get through it, we will do." "Okay?" "You won't forget." "Look." "I've bought many games, many memory booster exercises." "Look, you see?" "Books." "And there are the extra medicines." "But I can't take them just like that, I must ask the doctor." "I already asked it, I did." "I asked it, sweetheart." "We will beat this." "Am I going to get well?" "Am I going to get well?" "You'll get well, honey." " I wonder if I will get well." " You'll get well, Olcay." "Am I going to get well?" "You will." "It is one in a million, you know that?" "Having it at this age." "And the worst..." "The worst is to forget." "The worst." "I don't care about the rest but..." "To forget about you and my son is the worst." "The worst is to forget." "You won't forget." "Okay?" "I won't let you forget." "Now, we will be calm, okay?" "No such thing is going to happen." "Let's go outside." "Shall we go out?" "Let's go for a promenade." "Let's go to a movie." " It's been so long." " Let's go." "Let's watch a movie." " It was late but we've found each other." " Yes, we have." "We have." "We'll watch a movie." "Olcay." "Olcay." "Hakan." "Olcay." "What a wonderful coincidence is this." "I..." "Olcay!" "Olcay, come!" "Come and sit here." "It's okay guy, give us a room." "I'll bring some water." "Olcay, are you okay?" "Thank you, I appreciate." "Here, drink some." "Are you okay?" "Hakan?" " Where were you?" " What do you mean?" "I was around." "It's been so long, I've missed you." "Where were you?" " I don't get it, Olcay." " Olcay?" "Olcay, where were you?" "I looked everywhere." "Come on." "Excuse me." "Wait a minute." " Who are you?" " I am sorry, are you a friend of Olcay?" "Sinan, this is Hakan." "Hakan, Sinan is my husband." "I understand." " Hello." " Hello." "Hakan is you, then." "I am sorry, I invited Olcay to my table when I saw her." "It's been many years since we don't see each other." " I think she is little bit tired." " Yes, yes, she is tired." "We were hanging around and suddenly we lost each other." " And I was looking for her." " You've changed a little." "You are same." "I heard that you've got married but I didn't know your husband." "So today is the day." "We better go now." " Take care." " You too, Olcay." " Good bye." " Bye." "Hakan what just happened?" "Was she her?" "Everything is getting more fucked up." "To deal with our troubles we totally abandoned the home." "Selin is with us every day." "It's like she is living with us." "And of course her family wants to see her around." "And plus the kid." "My mom is also helping but..." "She speaks less now." "She daydreams more often." "Her memory comes and goes." "She cannot fýnd anything that she put somewhere." "Sometimes she looks at Can without recognizing him." "She is melting away." "How come that there is no treatment for this disease?" "How come people can't cure it?" "Our money is running out." "Our hopes are running out." "Our life is running out." "Our morale is running out." "All I want is a little hope but..." "But there is none." "Sometimes I just want to run, just run I want to run until my lungs blow out." "To where?" "That I don't know." "But I want to run anyway." "I feel like if I run I can reach her." "It's ridiculous." "Enjoy it." "Sinan." "Why are you always around?" "Why don't you ever go away?" "Are you okay?" "I am fýne." " Not so bad." " But you don't look good." " Don't you feel good?" " I am sleepless, it must be why." "You look good." "I am good indeed." "It was hard times." "Touch wood." " I'll ask you one question." " Go ahead." "Did you ever..." " Never mind." " Go ahead, please." "Do you have time?" "We can have a cup of coffee if you want." "I promise, I won't cry this time." "Did you imprecate upon me?" "I mean you sure did but did you mean it?" "I don't understand what you're saying." "I upset you too much, Ebru." "Water under the bridge." "I am really good now." "Look." "Congratulations." " How is your son?" " Good." "He is growing up." "Very well." "You get along with your wife?" "Are you good?" "We're good." "Very good." "I better get going." "Take care of yourself." "Sleep well, you really look bad." "Okay." "You take care yourself too." "Congratulations." "Good bye." "See you." "Olcay." "My sweetheart." "Do you know that it takes only one fýfth of a second to fall in love with someone." "Sinan." "Stay... here." "Don't go." "Never." "I go nowhere." "I will never leave you." "I'll always be with you." "In every inhalation of you it will be me what you breath." "Whenever I think of you, I'll get warmer and warmer so I'll mount on the clouds." "Then..." "I'll rain on you and pour out on you." "During the day the sun will nourish me." "And at night the moon." "In every full moon, I will be with you." "I'll pour out from your eyelids and I will be your greatest dreams." "Sometimes I will be a little bird which looks at you on a twig?" "Sometimes I will be a cute faced, and sad puppy." "Sometimes I will be a giant plane tree." "But bolt upright." "In fall, I'll shed my leaves on you." "I'll be your shade in the summer time." "In every inhalation of you it will be me what you breath." "Away from you but also very close to you." "Sinan..." "Sweetheart." "Don't leave me." "Olcay." "Today I am so well and so happy, you know?" " You really look awesome." " Stop." "Don't get up." "Yes, I am awesome." "Because I feel awesome." "Can I read you a poem that I like?" "Very short one." " Forget about the poem now, come here..." " No." " You want me to read it or not?" " Okay, okay, go on." "Read it but sit next to me." "You know there no such thing as death, says the man to the woman." "Yes, I know, says the woman." "Since I am dead now your two shirts have been ironed." "They are in the drawer." "What I want is a mere little rose." " Is it fýnished." " Yes, it is." "What was that?" "Where did poem come from?" "The name of the poem is "Almost complete"." "I love you so much." "You made me so happy." "I love you so much too." "Come on, lie down now." " You'll come upon my call." " Olcay..." "Don't go." "Olcay?" "Olcay?" "Olcay?" "Olcay?" "Olcay?" "Olcay?" "I can't believe this." "What happened?" "Come in." "I can't believe this." "I'm still in shock." "Welcome." "The chair where is it?" "What chair?" "The red chair." "That mono chair." "It was so old." "No." "It was good." "Am I dreaming?" "So it means that we should have bump into each other in some place." "There are some things that I couldn't tell you that day." "Please sit." "It is so messy, sorry." "Sit." "Here." "I tried to reach you." "You were always special." "I am so regretful." "It was meanness." "Whatever you say, I admit it." "But I became so miserable." "Nothing went well after you, Olcay." "Why you... you mention it this way?" "You mean why I am talking like this?" "Because I still love you, Olcay." "I fýnally said it." "That day, when I saw you at the cafe, I felt terrible." "We were so good, Olcay." "So what did you?" "We gave her photo to the police." "Did you look carefully?" "Now, we'll let her father know." "I don't know Kaan, I am so messy now." "Sinan, how could he be, terrible." "Okay, come over then." "Well..." "Was it a dream or not?" "I can't remember it." "I mean, did she really kiss me and leave?" "You know there is state between being asleep and awake..." "She was so nice." "She said "you made me so happy"." "She said "Almost complete"." "And she left." "Hakan, this isn't the right time now." "What?" "What?" "So glad that I have you." "I can't, Olcay." "This isn't right." "This isn't right, Olcay." "This is wrong." "You are not conscious." "Downstairs." "Hakan, it's okay." "Olcay?" "My love." "We looked everywhere for you." "Sevda, who is this guy?" "What is happening?" " Olcay..." " Olcay!" "Olcay, it's me." "It's Sinan." "Your husband." "Come on honey." "Let's go home." "Come on." " Hey bro..." " We'll talk later!" "You shut up, we'll talk later!" "Olcay, come on." "Come on my dear." "Come on honey." " Hakan, what is going on?" " Nothing, Olcay, take it easy." " Don't you see?" "You're scaring her." " Oh God help me!" "You shut up fýrst!" "Olcay, honey, look, there is nothing to be afraid of." " Come and sit, we will talk." " What are we talking, what?" "What are we talking about here?" " Come on Olcay!" " Bro, you take it easy..." "Let me go!" "Let me!" " Let me go!" " Sinan please!" "We know this is why hold on for a minute." " What do we know, huh?" "!" "Olcay come on!" "Come on, Olcay, let's go!" "Get out!" "Get out!" "Get out of here!" "Get out!" "Get out!" "Get out!" " Sinan..." " Get out!" "Sinan." " Olcay." " It's okay." "Okay, we'll come back." "Olcay." "Olcay come on." "Get out!" "Get out!" "Get out!" "She is at his place." "It's been a week." "It's like I don't even exist." "Or like we've never met we've never seen each other we've never made love we've never had child and named him Can." "It's like this damned sickness has never come up." "As if she's left me." "Left me and gone." "As if she's left me and gone to that guy." "She'd never do that." "No way." "She wouldn't, would she, Sevda?" "How were we in the past?" "I forgot it all." "Were we happy?" "Were we good?" "Are you crazy?" "You were so happy." "You were shining." "You've had incredible years." "We've had that, haven't we, Sevda?" "Of course." "And we were looking at you and hoping to be in love like you were." " Do you want anything?" " Yes, I want my wife." "Look, please don't start." "Believe me I can't stand it either." "Look, her place is just next to me." "Next to her son." "Her own house." "You get it?" "The other day, you tried to take her and the whole building turned into a hell." "Did you like that image?" "I can't stand to see her like that one more time." "Can you?" "Well, aren't you aware that she is getting worse every day?" "Of course I am aware of it." "One day she'll forget about me as well." "Sometimes she looks at me as if I am a stranger." "You are a stranger." "You are." "Her husband is me." " Don't worry, nobody forgets about it." " So what are you doing?" "What are you doing?" "You're trying to be forgiven?" "Are you salving your conscience?" "What are you doing?" " Unfortunately, it is impossible." " So what are you doing?" "I love her!" "And the last thing in my mind is myself." "If I haven't done that stupid thing that day, I'd be in your place now and you would be married with another woman and you'd know none of these." "I made Olcay unhappy, Sinan." "You cured her." "Yes, now I am taking care of her but I wish I could do more." "I wish I can give her the things that you gave." "So shut up now." "I'm sick of your sarcastic speeches." " Where are you gonna move?" " It doesn't matter." "I can't stay in this apartment anymore." " Welcome, Mr. Sinan." " Thank you." "Is everybody here?" "There are inside." "Hello." "Can-Can!" "Mom." "Okay?" "Okay." "I swear this Sevda's idea." "And it was a good one." "I couldn't think of it." "I was drifting away." "But Sevda..." "That Sevda..." "How am I going to pay you back?" "Thanks to you, I never felt myself as a singleton." "I would never believe in women's friendship if didn't know you." "I know, you always protected me, even from Sinan." "But you see, you aren't that successful." "You fell in love with Sinan's friend." "He is..." "He is..." "I tell you, he is a worse lover than Sinan." "Offff!" "I can't do this!" "Moreover, I am an emotional person already." "Daddy." "In fact I am this much emotional just because of him." "Today when I think about it yes, I was always disconnected from life." "I was always emotional but you were telling me "Don't afraid of crying, afraid of not to be able to cry"." "You raised me this way." "I am not offended to anyone." "People must be accepted with their all mistakes." "For example, Mrs. Türkan." "I'm sure that today she is so regretful about the fýrst day we met." "But I realized it after I became a mother myself." "When you have a boy you can fýnd no one suitable for him." "The day that you bought me the "Forget me not flower", Sinan that day I fell in love with you." "You pulled me out from my unhappiness." "You made my life meaningful." "I've never been loved as much as you made me feel." "I wish we could be together forever." "Wýth our Can as well." "I know one day it's going to be over." "Are you okay?" "We can stop if you want." "It was something like a panic attack." "I have a medicine there." "Look, you won't give this right away." "After... after that happens." "Olcay, what are you saying?" "Don't be silly." " Promise?" " Okay, I promise." " You are my sister." " Okay, I promise." "Come on, turn it on, there is not much left." "I feel better now." "Can." "I couldn't take care of you much." "I've seen you in my dream before you were born." "The beautiful kid." "That time... you told me not to be afraid." "I'm not afraid because you have a wonderful father." "But I am sad." "I'll not be with you." "You're going to grow up without a mother, just like me." "However, your father will teach you to be reliable to be proud." "Your grandfather; to be gracious, right-minded and renunciant." "Your grandmother;" "imperturbability and self confýdence." "Your aunt Sevda will teach you the friendship, fellowship and helpfulness." "And life will do the rest." "But don't be afraid." "See me in them." "Because I'm a piece from all." "We were such family." "But I think we were not aware of it." "Now you are sleeping in your room." "In a little while, I'll go and kiss you." "Every single time that you watch this video, think of me kissing you." "Support your father." "Your father will not let you but you forget me not."