"In previous episodes..." "I want to celebrate my birthday now that we're together." "and maybe that'll lead to a change in my life." "What kind of change?" "Well... the teenage Lleó had quite a crappy life." "Perhaps the adult one will have more luck." "And the latest analysis has confirmed that it's completely benign." "One more day, and then home." "Will you go to the dance with me?" "I'd love to." "But I can't." "I'm sorry." "Why?" "I have something important to do today." "Tonight it's my birthday, and we're having a party outside, American style, and I've managed to get them to let you go." "You're beautiful." "Doctor." "Do you have and the results of the scan?" "No, we don't have them yet." "Why don't you go back to the party, Lleó?" "I'll give them to you tomorrow." "Do I have to return to chemo?" "Hasn't it reduced the size?" "What are my chances of surviving?" "Three percent, more or less." "What a fucking shit of a life!" "I've had enough, Benito!" "I'm fed up to the hilt!" "I want a normal life, with normal problems, like everyone else, a life without the fucking cancer." "Lleó." "What are you doing here?" "Earlier you asked something:" "how would your life be if you'd never been sick." "Yes, but what are you talking about now?" "I want to help you fulfill your wish." "Although you can't return to this life." "You understand?" "But why would I want to return?" "Never again." "Are you sure?" "Quite sure." "What's happened?" "Is this real?" "Completely, Lleó." "The change is not physical, it's reality, you've never been sick." "A dream!" "A great dream!" "I love it!" "Hey, what about Benito's ashes?" "You never came to know him." "Oh, of course, of course." "So what do I do now?" "Whatever you want." "Whatever I want?" "Can I leave the hospital?" "Sure, you're not admitted, but before that..." "I have to clarify a small detail." "No one will see me but you." "Ah!" "And that's just a small detail?" "Thank you for coming, Lleó." "Thanks for coming to see me on your birthday." "I appreciate that." "Gavina has broken her left foot and you've come to visit her." "You're welcome." "You're welcome, Gavina." "Did we have a good time skiing?" "It was great." "Yeah?" "And do I ski well?" "Don't show off." "You know you do." "Hey, and how long will you have to stay here?" "Two days, and then home." "Two days." "And is Amaya staying with Hugo?" "Who are Hugo and Amaya?" "Amaya wasn't born." "Remember that you're the one who introduced them at the hospital." "Lleó!" "What up?" "Who are they?" "Ah, no, no!" "It's nothing, nothing..." "Sorry, sorry." "Hey, you're happy, right?" "Sure." "The only thing that makes me sad is missing your party." "Will you send me a photo via WhatsApp?" "Do I have an iPhone?" "Lleó, what's the matter with you?" "It was my gift when you passed the "sele"." "The sellection exam?" "I passed the "sele"!" "Will you stop teasing me?" "Next you'll tell me you don't know what you'll be doing at INEFC!" "(INEFC = National Institute of Physical Education of Catalonia)" "Are you okay?" "Yes, I'm great." "I feel like jumping and shouting... and giving lots of kisses to my sister." "You're crazy, let me go!" "What about this hairstyle?" "Oh, I don't know." "I prefer it." "Yeah?" "Don't you like it?" "I don't know, it's a bit preppy." "Preppy?" "Go on, go, your flatmates are ready to organize your party." "It sounds good, "my flat"." "Yes that sounds good." "Christ, man!" "Out of the way, right?" "Out!" "Fucking chair!" "What the hell are you looking at?" "What are you looking at?" "This?" "I've got cancer and my hair falls out." "Got a problem with that?" "What awful people!" "Rym..." "How do you know my name?" "Ah, Rym, he's my brother." "You see, I told him about you." "It's okay, he didn't mean anything by it." "It's just curiosity." "Well, he can stick his curiosity up his ass." "Don't look at me, dammit!" "Are you stupid or what?" "Beat it!" "Lleó, she's not dealing well with her cancer." "Don't worry, just leave." "Happy birthday." "Goodbye, Gavina." "Bye." "Take care." "Episode 25 [2x12]" "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson" "She didn't know me." "And why would she?" "You've never been here." "Yeah." "Does it make you sad?" "Yes, a little." "Now you have another life, Lleó." "Hey, hello Lleó!" "Dr." "Montcada!" "Although we're in the hospital, you don't have to call me doctor." "Dr. Moncada is your father-in-law." "I was just going to see your sister." "How is she?" "Good." "Fine, fine." "Yeah, she's okay." "Carla told me you're celebrating your birthday in the flat." "Yes." "Be careful, don't destroy it, eh?" "No, relax, sir." "Do you want to go and see your girlfriend?" "Yes." "Are they here?" "Who?" "The Bracelets." "Are they admitted to this hospital?" "Some, yes." "I thought that you wanted to leave immediately." "No, yeah, I want to go now, it's just that... first, I'd like to know how they are." "They're not well, they're sick." "I know they're sick, but can you help me to see them?" "Sure." "Who would you like to see?" "Cris." "What room is it?" "In the usual, on the anorexia ward." "Want a race?" "Kid, this is a hospital." "Yeah, I know, Josep." "Sorry." "Josep?" "Have we met?" "I had a friend admitted, and I remember your name." "Well call me Dr. Josep, if you don't mind." "Ah, yeah, yeah!" "I know what your game is." "Sorry, what game are you talking about?" "Yes, the game of wanting to be a super important doctor, but in reality you behave like a Resident and you're a sweetie-pie, but you know what, man?" "I have 2 balls that work perfectly, two lungs that breathe okay, and two legs to run." "I feel great!" "Come on, off with you." "What's going on?" "Andrade!" "I'm happy!" "Who is that guy?" "I don't know, but he kisses very well." "How can she be like this?" "She's worse than ever!" "She's ghastly!" "She's been here for four years." "She hasn't recovered." "I want to talk to her." "You can't go in there." "Besides, she doesn't know you, Lleó, and she's too unstable to have a stranger tells her absurd stories." "Can you help me to talk to her?" "Please, I'm sure she'll recognize me!" "She won't know you." "That's what you say." "That door doesn't work well." "It closes late." "If you're agile, you can go in when someone comes out." "Run." "Cris." "Do I know you?" "Yes, yes, it's Lleó." "Sorry, I don't remember you." "Were you admitted?" "Yes." "Well... well, I was, but no longer." "I see, even you're confused." "Personality disorder." "What are you doing?" "Cris, you're stronger than you think." "You'll come out of this." "Trust me." "You'll make it." "Can you let me go?" "Come on, Chris, let's go." "But how can she be like that?" "Why didn't she recover?" "I suppose she didn't have the strength given to her by being a Bracelet." "But didn't Jordi give her that strength?" "Jordi and Cris don't know each other." "Cris never went out with him." "She's never had a boyfriend." "They don't know each other?" "No." "Don't the Red Bracelets know each other?" "No." "Don't you want to go to your party?" "Don't you want to see how your life is?" "Is Jordi admitted?" "Yes." "I want to see him." "You know he won't know you." "I know." "Why don't you leave?" "For so long you've wanted to go, and yet you're still here!" "I'm going, dammit!" "Don't keep on at me." "I'll go." "I just want Jordi and Cris to know one another, so that Jordi can help Cris." "That's all." "Can I, or not?" "You can try." "What room is he in?" "In 314." "Mine?" "That once was yours." "Hello." "Who are you coming to see?" "Roger, I think it's for you, eh!" "I don't know him, pinpin." "What do you want?" "Huh?" "I think I have the wrong room." "Then go away, we're very busy." "Yes, really busy juggling." "Look, I know a girl called Cris who's on the anorexic ward." "Wouldn't you like to know her?" "Anorexic?" "Yuck!" "Do I look like I want to be introduced to someone?" "And even less to a bag of bones, man." "Get out." "Wouldn't you like to form a group?" "A group?" "This is a hospital," "I don't know if you missed this little detail." "Beat it!" "Get lost, man." "Look, a friend told me that a group consists of the leader, the 2nd leader, who would be the leader if the leader wasn't there, the handsome one, the smart one, the essential one, and the girl." "Which do you think you are?" "What to you mean, who am I?" "I'm a fucking cripple, with only one arm." "Is that on your list?" "Go on, man, get lost." "Get lost, man." "Go on, get out, now!" "Get going!" "On your way!" "Clear off now!" "This is bullshit!" "He's lost an arm!" "It makes no sense!" "He never did the farewell party for his leg." "He didn't grieve properly, he didn't want to receive chemo, and the tumour spread to his arm more than a year ago." "Can you let go?" "You're hurting me." "But it cannot be." "It cannot be that my life has changed theirs so much." "No, it's not just your life." "The Red Bracelets, the strength that you had..." "Together you were very strong, but without you the group didn't form." "No, no, no, you're not going to make me feel guilty." "There are many people who are in good health," "And one doesn't ask how would the lives of others be if they'd been sick." "I have to forget about this hospital, dammit!" "And if it's like this, then so be it." "Jordi... he's already met people who have changed his character." "And this year has been bloody awful, and Cristina attempted suicide." "At least now she hasn't done it." "If you don't care, neither do I, Lleó." "No, no, I'm not worried, dammit!" "I'm fine, it's not my fault." "I want to see my new life." "It can't be." "Of course it can be." "Didn't he wake up?" "No." "Did Toni never hear him speak?" "He heard him, but nobody believed him." "And when he left hospital, he forgot." "What you're doing to me is shitty." "So: if I remain like this, if I'm not sick," "Roc stays like this, forever?" "I don't know what will happen in the future." "I only know what's happening now, in this moment, knowing that you're not sick." "Hello." "Hello." "Are you a friend of Roc?" "Yes, we shared a room some time ago." "Oh." "I dare say." "There have been so many room mates, that I don't remember you all." "What's your name?" "Lleó." "Pleased to meet you." "If you want to stay, I'm sure Roc remembers you." "He looks a bit better." "He's a good kid." "Yes." "Yes he is." "And one day he'll wake up." "I'm sure." "That will be so nice!" "We'll all burst with joy." "And... you... will hug him." "he... will look you in the eyes," "and that's it, he'll have woken up." "Hopefully it'll happen like you say." "Play some music, that Roc likes." "Do you remember Ignasi?" "The boy who died in the operating room?" "Did he die?" "yes." "You mean the boy who had a heart problem, or...?" "Yeah yeah." "Good luck, Roc's mother." "Thank Lleó." "Bye." "Do you know where Toni is?" "I'm sure he'll believe me and will get all the Bracelets together, so everything works without me." "Is he in the hospital?" "No, he runs a bar downtown." "If you want, I can go with you." "He has a bar?" "Yes." "So he's okay, right?" "Do you want to see him?" "Yes, yes, of course." "We'll take a taxi." "Why don't we go by bike?" "Do you have a motorcycle?" "No, but you do." "It's that one over there." "Is that my bike?" "Yes." "You have the keys in your pocket." "But I can't drive!" "You got your license 3 years ago." "You must know, Lleó." "What about your helmet?" "The police can't see me." "What can I get you, handsome?" "A coke." "And a donut, one of those chocolate things, and a croissant." "You're hungry, eh!" "Actually, what I have is a desire to order, it's a long time since I've been in a bar." "Oh, and I also want to talk to Toni." "Who are you?" "A friend." "Boss." "Someone for you." "Hello." "Toni." "Do I know you?" "No, but I know you." "I'm kind of like a friend." "Sort of." "I don't have any friends," "What I do have is a stack of plates for washing." "I came to tell you about something very important." "It's something about the hospital." "What hospital?" "Hey, man, it doesn't matter." "I'll stop bothering you." "Is your name Lleó?" "Do you know me?" "Sometimes I dream about a guy who looks like you." "You've dreamed about me?" "Yes, sometimes I have dreams, and I'm part of a group." "And you have a bracelet, right?" "Yes, red." "How do you know?" "But, in my dream..." "I don't know how to tell you this." "Tell me." "Well in my dream... you've lost a leg, and you have no hair." "I'm sorry to tell you." "Man... we have to help each other." "We have to form this group, and we can do it!" "We'll go to your grandfather's house, and plan everything." "Please Toni, we can do it!" "You bet we can do it!" "My grandfather is dead." "Dead?" "At 17, I was given up for adoption to a family, because he had lost custody." "He never understood why, and losing me led him to..." "No, it wasn't like that!" "You went to another hospital, and we helped you." "I have work to do." "I don't have time to listen to such nonsense." "Toni, but you're not like this, you'd never let the Bracelets be separated!" "Why should I care about anyone, since nobody cared about my grandfather?" "Nobody helped me when that family adopted me." "Nobody cared." "I want to go to my party." "Are you sure?" "Sure." "Get off." "Get off, please." "What you've done to me is shitty, really shitty." "Everyone is worse off, everyone." "It's unfair what you're doing to me." "It's unfair!" "And I don't believe they're this bad." "I don't believe it" "I haven't done anything." "You're the one who wished it." "What I wished was to be well, not that they were sick." "How do you want me to enjoy my life, knowing how they are?" "What do you want?" "That I go to my flat?" "That I see my girlfriend, and then what?" "Eh?" "I thought that's what you wanted." "I also deserve this life, I also deserve to be well, and not having chemo or radiation, or... or other shitty stuff they keep doing to my body." "Do you understand?" "I can't take it anymore." "For a long time I've suffered one pain after another, amputations, loneliness, death very close to me." "I'm only 18 years old, 18." "Since admitted, I dream every day that I have 2 legs, and know nothing of this world." "That I don't know what a tumour is, or chemo..." "The fact is that I deserve it." "I deserve all this." "I haven't done anything wrong, so..." "Surprise!" "Congratulations." "Have you changed your hair?" "Yes." "Happy birthday." "Congratulations!" "How's things, Leon?" "Litus, is that you?" "No, I'm your father!" "Since I got sick..." "But you've never been sick!" "Lleó, don't overdo it with the alcohol, you have a match tomorrow." "Congratulations!" "Congratulations." "How's your sister?" "Fine." "She'll be out of hospital in 2 or 3 days." "What a bummer being in hospital on your birthday!" "Yeah, yeah, yeah." "See you later, okay?" "Congratulations!" "How are you?" "18, man!" "How you doing, man?" "Congratulations, Lleó!" "Look..." "do you like the decorations?" "Yes, yes, they're good." "Caribbean Party, like the trip last Summer." "It was cool, eh?" "I guess so." "Ah, yeah, yeah, sure, sure!" "Hey, are you okay?" "Lleó is Lleó." "Are you okay?" "Yeah, yeah." "You sure?" "Yes." "I don't know, it's the people, the party, I didn't expect it." "You have many friends and they love you very much." "And a girlfriend who you drive crazy." "And a life full of health." "Sure, a perfect life!" "And what we have left to live." "Time to blow out the candles." "Let's play your song." "# It's night..." "# It's dark..." "# I'm alone..." "# And there's nobody here." "# It's night..." "# A memory... # in my heart..." "# She's inside there." "# Her eyes... they're bright." "# And a quirky smile." "# She's no longer here," "# I've lost her." "# She went away, # far beyond my reach." "# But she'll always be in my heart. #" "I'm a fucking cripple, with only one arm." "Is that on your list?" "Don't look at me, dammit!" "Are you stupid or what?" "Beat it!" "Personality disorder." "I haven't done anything." "You're the one who wished it." "I want to help you fulfill your wish." "Although you can't return to this life." "You understand?" "Are you sure?" "Never again." "Are you sure?" "Àlex, Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Àlex!" "Mercero!" "Mercero!" "Have you seen a girl who's been burned?" "You're the one from this morning." "I'm not the one from this morning, I'm Lleó." "Do you have a roommate?" "Where are you?" "Roc, Roc!" "Roc, please!" "Please wake up." "Roc, please, I don't want this life!" "I don't want this life!" "I want our life!" "Roc!" "Roc, please!" "Roc, please wake up!" "What are you doing?" "What are you doing?" "Stop it!" "Leave him alone!" "Roc!" "Hey!" "What's happening" "What's going on?" "Calm down." "I'm the same Lleó, dammit!" "I'm Lleó!" "Leave me alone!" "Where are you going?" "Open the door!" "Open the door, open up!" "It's me!" "I'm Lleó!" "It's my fault." "It's all my fault!" "It's all my fault!" "Lleó!" "Lleó!" "Lleó!" "Lleó, man!" "Are you all right, man?" "What happened to you?" "Do you know who I am?" "Yes, my father!" "Man, has Mercero given you alcohol?" "Did we wake Roc up, or not?" "What do you mean?" "Yes or no?" "Did we wake him up, or not?" "Of course we did!" "But that was a long time ago." "Come on, man, they're all waiting for you." "Have you got your arm?" "What happened to you, Lleó?" "I want to return to the party." "We walk so slow that when we get to the party it'll already be over." "Well, at least we're going at the same pace." "Looking on the bright side..." "Yeah, that's the way you have to look at it." "I love you, man." "I love you too, man." "Wow!" "Isn't that Dr. Moncada's daughter?" "Yes." "But how do you know, since she arrived after you left?" "Yeah." "I once went out with her." "In your dreams!" "Yes, in my dreams." "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, dear Lleó, happy birthday to you." "Gavina!" "What about Amaya?" "Sleeping at home." "Oh, sure, sure." "Did you think I'd miss your party?" "I owe you an apology." "I know you're sick, Lleó, Dr. Josep told me." "I'm sorry for deceiving you." "It's okay." "Now, blow, and don't forget to make a wish." "I don't need to." "I have really good friends, people who love me," "and a good life." "# It's not so easy... # to get carried away by the wind when... # it blows strongly, like feelings... # that have changed by magic," "# that have changed by magic." "# It's not so easy... # to get carried away by the wind when... # it blows strongly, like feelings... # that have changed by magic," "# that have changed by magic." "# Everything is different." "And now the sun rises in the West." "# It's changed by magic." "# The lies are true, when the wind takes them." "# And if now the sun sets in the sea," "# I'll look for singing mermaids..." "# I will tempt gravity." "# Flying high up, the wind takes away a feeling from me." "# It's changed by magic." "# The lies are true, when the wind takes them." "# And if now the sun sets in the sea," "# I'll look for singing mermaids... # until the sun warms again. #" "Why did you bring me here?" "I wanted to apologize." "Apologize for what?" "For having let you go to Toulouse." "It was the biggest mistake of my life." "Look, Lleó, who's to say?" "maybe if I hadn't gone the two of us wouldn't be here." "You know what Ester said?" "What?" "That you came to see me every day, even after we broke up." "Damn, stupid hospital!" "It's impossible to have a secret." "She told me when you were still here." "I tried to stop you, but I arrived as the bus was just leaving." "I wanted you to know." "What is it?" "Nothing, just something in my eye." "Let's see." "Well, I can't see anything." "No, no, no." "This time it's my turn to kiss you." "Look at those two." "I'm going over for a moment." "No, no, Lleó don't go." "I mean it, let me." "How you doing, Toni?" "Okay." "Thank you." "Thanks for what?" "You already know." "No, I don't know." "Well I guess I dreamt it, but it was so real, that..." "I finally know what I have to do." "Now I understand Benito." "It's not sad to die, the sad thing is not to live intensely." "And I intend living very intensely, I'm telling you." "Thank you for dreaming with me." "Now I have to face my real life." "Goodbye, Lleó." "Bye." "Have you told anyone about the relapse?" "No." "Not even to Josep." "Thank you." "I'm sorry." "I'm so sorry." "You know what?" "I still remember the first day I came here, to the emergency room." "You told me what I had, and all the good and bad things that could happen to me thereafter." "I remember my father fainted." "I remember." "I don't think I've ever accepted what I have." "Lucky I had my mother and Gavina, eh?" "Christ!" "Remember that sketch you did for me the first day?" "Well up until now, you've pretty much hit the nail." "everything good and bad, except for today." "What happened today, no." "It wasn't in the plan." "No... it wasn't." "And you know, I'd like to have only been right in the good things, that everything had been fine after the first tumour." "I've always wondered... why there wasn't the option in that plan to give up." "Give up?" "You mean to die?" "No, no, to quit, to give up the fight." "Do you want to quit?" "Don't you think I have reason to?" "Three areas of the body severely affected by cancer." "A three percent chance of survival." "And I don't believe that any session of chemo, or radiation, or any operation that they may give me, could stabilize every desease I may possibly aquire in the future." "And this year I lost señor Benito, that was like my father here." "and I was on the verge of losing Cris." "Do I want to quit?" "Certainly." "Yes." "I no longer have the strength." "I feel alone." "I know the life I have, and I know there are positive and negative things, but believe me, if you offered to change it, I'd say no, because without any of us, this, wouldn't be the same." "But I can't take any more..." "I've grown tired." "And I shall leave, whether you allow me or not." "You know that if you leave, you'll surely die." "But I don't want to die in captivity." "I need to be free." "As I am, but free." "Do you already know about Lleó?" "No." "What happened?" "His cancer has spread to 3 areas." "Oh!" "Seriously?" "He doesn't want to receive any more chemo." "He's leaving." "I want to go with you, and I'm sure the rest of the Bracelets will, too." "I don't think it's a good idea." "I don't understand, man, you're the greatest supporter of the Bracelets." "That's why, if Lleó doesn't want us to accompany him, we have to respect it." "So you're going away, eh?" "But, are you serious, or not?" "Because I've already seen you not leave once." "Eh?" "This time it's for real." "This is your voluntary discharge." "You know that if you sign it, you exempt us from any responsibility for what may happen to you outside." "You have to promise me you won't leave until I return." "I can't promise that." "Then..." "I'll have to do it." "Have to do what?" "You're the first person who looked at me, that spoke to me about the illness, and treated my stump as if it wasn't a stump." "And it's a long time since anyone made me feel good about my body." "I just wanted you to know." "I love you." "I love you." "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson"