"In previous episodes..." "You know that if you leave, you'll surely die." "But I don't want to die in captivity." "I need to be free." "Aren't you coming back?" "I won't be back, Roger." "when they have to throw you out, they're fast, eh?" "If Lleó doesn't want us to accompany him, we have to respect it." "But he needs us." "We have to go, and support him." "I'll support him by respecting his decision." "He also told Cris that he wanted her to leave and it wasn't true." "You know that Lleó doesn't like to be cared for." "It won't be an easy journey." "Staying here won't be easy either, eh?" "I can't believe that I'm saying goodbye to you." "These weeks you've taught me to think about the group, not to leave anyone alone." "You need us... and we need you too." "It's Benito's van." "The children have painted it." "It's perfect, man!" "I'm not going, Jordi." "But you have to come, the Bracelets need you." "The Bracelets take me along inside." "# Slowly I walk and observe, # and I stop enthralled... # to see the world, # how it turns." "# I go little by little, # for this road without asphalt." "# Dirt road." "# The climb is endless, # but I advance eagerly. #" "Park here, Toni." "You have animals!" "# I see on the horizon..." "How cool!" "# a highway... # that goes in a straight line..." "How cool, man!" "# that's not mine." "# I've spent many days... # searching for this route..." "Come on, let's go." "I want to show it to you." "# I'm at the crossroads. #" "But won't your father be home?" "He'll be working." "He's always working." "But if he isn't here, the door will be locked, surely." "My mother always left it open." "Wow, how cool, man!" "Look how big it is!" "It's very big." "It's beautiful, eh?" "Bah!" "What a mess, man!" "Your house is a little dirty, eh?" "But it has nice things." "I thought you spent your whole life in the hospital." "Look how small he was!" "Yes, I was very little there," "I'd be about three years old, or so." "How cute!" "And in this one?" "There?" "That, was the day before Kings!" "(Epiphany - kids get gifts)" "I remember I was really excited about the presents." "This is on a trip that we did with the whole family." "Is that your mother?" "Yes." "Look, it's Gavina." "Yes, Gavina." "She looks beautiful in that picture, eh?" "Yes." "And this is of when I played football." "I was a striker." "Episode 27 [2x14]" "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson" "Shall we go upstairs, and I'll show you my room?" "Okay." "Yes." "You're going to freak out." "It's pretty cool." "We saw a part the day of your birthday." "Yes." "What a lot of work, that day!" "I couldn't see it." "Goddamnit" "What a bastard!" "Son of a bitch!" "Dammit!" "Where are you going?" "What's wrong, Lleó?" "Where are you going?" "Wait for us." "Lleó, wait!" "Lleó!" "What the hell have you done to my room?" "What have you done?" "Lleó..." "Have you been discharged?" "Did you think I'd be locked up my whole fucking life, and you wouldn't see me anymore?" "Of course I've been discharged." "Great!" "Where are my things?" "Couldn't you stand them either, and that's why you removed them?" "Are you ashamed that they see the kind of man you are?" "Lleó." "Do you know what?" "This man who's served you drinks every day, hasn't come to see me not one fucking day in hospital." "Not one!" "He treats his customers better than his son." "I think this bar is his favorite son." "I'm not talking to you while you're like this." "I wont talk to you any other way." "I just want my stuff." "Where are my things?" "Have you already thrown them out?" "Of course not!" "Who the fuck do you think I am?" "Who are you?" "A bad father and a bastard, and a monster." "I no longer know who you are." "I'm refurbishing the house to sell it." "These are bad times." "I wanted to paint upstairs, not just your room." "I've stored your things." "You're selling the house?" "I need money and it's too big for me alone." "For you." "For you, for you, for you!" "And what about me?" "Don't I exist?" "I didn't mean that." "No, you never mean anything." "Why did you stop coming when Mom died?" "Gavina took care of you, and did it better than I would have." "I feel that I've failed you as a son." "It's not true." "And when were you coming to see me with this look of disgust?" "You told me when I was 13:" ""if you want to recover, you will recover," as if I chose it." "I hate you so much that I'll never forgive you." "I wanted you to know." "I can put things back in your room, and..." "No..." "You don't understand anything, nothing." "You've never understood anything." "But we can start again, this way..." "I don't want to start again with you." "I don't understand you and I never will," "I've got one thing to say to you:" "stick it up your ass!" "I have what I need now." "We can start the trip." "So where are we going?" "You'll see." "Are you okay?" "Pretty intense!" "Right?" "What?" "Everything." "But at the same time, it was great." "It was great when you shouted at him, man." "When you threw the glasses, eh!" "I did myself a bit of damage." "In the movies, it never hurts." "I don't know what happened." "Eh!" "I swiped some chips." "Here's to my father." "Yes, here's to your father." "Come on!" "Give me one, Lleó." "To you father." "Here, Toni." "Cheers to my father, have one." "Cheers father!" "Here's to Lleó's father!" "Who is it?" "I don't know, I don't recognize the number." "It just says, "it's time"." "Probably some nonsense that phone companies send." "Are you going to the bathroom to smoke?" "What's it to you?" "Well, you could smoke in here." "I thought that you anorexics were smarter." "It's not true." "It's just a lie to mislead patients." "What do you want?" "Nothing." "Why the hell do you want me to smoke in the room then?" "Eh?" "No, no, it's just that..." "Look girl, don't try and fool me." "I'm a 1000 times more of a bitch than you." "So wouldn't you like to see how it rains in the hospital?" "Go, go, go." "We're going on that." "Go on!" "Hey how do we get up...?" "We're here." "We've arrived!" "# We've reached the end of this journey." "# Absent, but lucid, I sit in the debris that leave the stares." "Bye, Eva." "Bye, Cris." "You're fucking crazy." "You too." "# Since there are no more moons in the April sky." "# We'll wait long enough to make this poison weaker." "# I won't believe in anything I cannot see anymore." "# There's no defeat that lasts forever. #" "It's huge, man." "Amazing!" "# Life seems empty without the noise of routine." "# All that just pushes us towards a new world." "# The nights turn bright as we make our way." "# There are so many battles we still have to win." "# Since there are no more moons in the April sky." "# We'll wait long enough to make this poison weaker." "# I won't believe in anything I cannot see anymore." "# There's no defeat that lasts forever. #" "You're a bit wet here." "Are you running away?" "Yes." "Well, I'll tell." "Cris." "Take care of him." "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "# Whose hand should you cling to so you'll reach a lot farther?" "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "# Whose hand should you cling to so you'll reach a lot farther?" "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "Hello, cris!" "Hello!" "Where are we going?" "We're going to the harbour." "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "# Whose hand will you cling to?" "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "# Whose hand should you cling to so you'll reach a lot farther?" "# Whose hand should I cling to so we'll make a life together?" "# Whose hand will you cling to?" "Why are you angry?" "Because you shouldn't have come." "You're in no condition, and it's dangerous." "And what about you?" "I'll watch what you eat, eh?" "I'm used to that." "Did you bring your medication?" "Of course, Lleó!" "I want to recover." "How did it go at your house?" "I went a bit nuts." "I don't know if you'd understand." "Tell me about it." "Just that my father ruined my room." "It was all I had left from when I was little." "It's all gone, it didn't even smell the same, dammit!" "But I yelled at him a bit!" "Cris, some yelling!" "So how are you?" "Fine, fine." "I've been very happy." "Hey..." "I hope you didn't come just to talk me into going back to hospital." "You get mad because I left the hospital, and you get mad if I try to convince you to go back, right?" "This "being the leader" is a cushy job, eh?" "It's great!" "Yes!" "Cris." "What." "Thank you for coming." "I wouldn't miss it for the world." "Both here together, without pajamas or wheelchairs." "Without that damn hospital." "I don't know if Cris will have much luck, but we all have to convince him to return to the hospital soon." "But he doesn't want to return." "He already told us that." "We know that, Toni, but if he doesn't go back..." "What, he could die?" "He knows that." "Toni, Lleó is confused." "About his liver, Benito, Cris, the chemo," "He's lost his strength." "On this trip we have to help him recover it." "But he wants to travel with us and have fun, not so that we try to convince him." "Yeah, Toni, but the fact is..." "But what?" "I think we should leave him alone." "I can't." "No, me neither." "Well try if you want to, but you won't get anywhere." "# There's a man who's left home, # that refuses to surrender." "# A man in the arms of his angel." "# There's someone who's already overcome fear." "# We'll continue dreaming." "# We'll knock down the walls." "# We go ever further. #" "Stop here, Toni." "Stop here." "Wow, what a beach!" "Well, do you like it or not?" "Yes, yes, I love it!" "# There's a man who now spreads his wings." "Wait, Lleó!" "# A man that's touched the sky." "Run!" "We can't go fast, dammit" "# Never ever return home." "# There's someone who's already paid the price." "# We'll continue dreaming." "# We'll knock down the walls." "# We go ever further." "# There's a man on a tightrope." "# There's a man who's now already in the world. #" "How long since you've been to the beach?" "Being there for real and not just imagining it, ages, I couldn't wait!" "Yes, it's great." "Hey, what did you do the first day you left the hospital?" "Not to sleep for the whole night." "Seriously?" "Yes." "I wanted to enjoy the day and for it to never end." "After spending so much time sleeping in hospital, a day outside without sleep was great, man." "I too must think of a good thing to do at the end of the day." "Incidentally, I've read about the odds." "What odds?" "They say that the odds of winning the lottery, are 0.00005 percent, but people don't stop playing." "So three percent is a lot." "Right?" "Are you trying to convince me of something?" "No... no, no, no" "No?" "But... the Christmas lottery..." "I swear, the Christmas lottery!" "The Christmas lottery...!" "Come on, give it a rest!" "People don't stop playing the Christmas lottery." "Guys." "Are you from the hotel?" "From where?" "Aren't those red bracelets you wear from the hotel?" "It's all inclusive." "Yes, of course." "If you come in by the back door, 5 minutes, we're already closed." "Okay, thanks." "Bye." "Okay." "Come on, guys, we're going to a hotel!" "They're closing!" "Where?" "I don't know, because of the bracelets we can get in a hotel." "He said it's all inclusive." "But we have five minutes." "Come on!" "Wow!" "What's this?" "A buffet." "But isn't a buffet to do with lawyers?" "(Sp: bufete = lawyers office)" "No, Jordi, it's a free food buffet, man." "And you can eat anything you want?" "Of course." "My grandpa told me he went to one once and ate everything they had." "Seriously?" "Yes." "And that too?" "Yes." "What about Cris?" "Don't go overboard, eh?" "Cris, don't eat just salad." "No, relax Roc." "I'll get a few sardines." "It's all delicious." "Jordi." "We can take the trays, right?" "Sure." "Everything is delicious." "A shame you don't get this in hospital!" "You know, I'm tired of soups and factory bread." "From now on, I promise I'll take you all the food you want." "Thanks, but it won't be necessary." "I mean it, really." "I also mean it." "I'm not sure that you understand what I'm saying." "I mean things will be different, I won't leave you stranded." "I know." "So why do you say it's not necessary?" "Because I've no intention of going back, Jordi." "Come on, who shall we drink to?" "To Ignasi!" "Right you are." "Here, here." "To Ignasi!" "Overboard!" "Jump!" "Lleó's scared!" "Don't muck about!" "Come on!" "What are you waiting for?" "Dive!" "Come on!" "Come on, Lleó!" "Jump now, jump!" "Dive!" "The water's great!" "One, two, three!" "Lleó!" "Lleó!" "Are you okay?" "Hey Lleó, are you okay?" "Lleó!" "Are you okay?" "Yes, I'm fine." "Relax." "We must return to the hospital." "You fainted." "Yeah, man, Andrade told you it could happen." "We have to go to hospital, Lleó." "Tomorrow or the day after, but you should go." "I don't know if you don't understand, or you just don't want to." "I'm not going back, dammit!" "I'm fed up with you trying to convince me to return, fed up!" "I know what I have:" "a 3 percent chance of surviving." "And I'd rather live my way, than die in theirs." "Do you understand, or not?" "I know you want me to fight, and be like a lion, and be brave, but I can't cope any more!" "I'm exhausted." "I've spent many years being brave." "Now I want to be a coward." "I want to be a coward." "I wanted us all to be together, to have fun, to do the things we couldn't do in hospital." "But if all you want is to convince me, you can leave." "I know that I could die." "I know that." "And I could faint again, and maybe worse." "But I won't change my mind." "I won't go back." "Either you're with me and respect me, or you can clear off." "# When you've touched heaven, # and feel close to hell, # you walk without faith, without a destination, # without wisdom." "# Fleeing from what you don't understand, # fleeing from this present." "# Think about those yearnings, # it's the only way you have... # of continuing." "# We will again be great." "We will return." "# When we get out of this emotional storm, # that we hide behind indifferent faces, # but it stings and makes us feel that we will return." "# Get over this mistake." "Convince yourself." "# We'll return to the roots... # of the dreams that saw us being born." "# It's time to be brave." "# It's time to be aware." "# It takes heart and judgment, # and we don't want to lose anyone in this way." "# We will again be great." "We will return." "# When we get out of this storm, # that we hide behind indifferent faces, # but it stings and makes us feel that we will return. #" "What if it's a private party?" "Hey, how can it be private?" "Then we'll sneak in." "Yeah, but they may just throw us out." "No way, man!" "How are they going to throw out two amputees?" "And a comatose boy." "And a guy with Aspergers." "And a suicidal bulimic." "Don't over do it!" "And a dead guy!" "What do you mean, I'm not dead yet, dammit!" "Shut up, idiot, I meant Ignasi!" "Ah, right!" "Excuse me." "Excuse me!" "Have you got "Sense tu"?" "What?" "Yes, it's our song, of our group." "Can you play it?" "Who's it by?" "I don't know." "Who sings it?" "You're asking me?" "Come on, you must know it." "No, how does it go?" ""Without you, without you..." and then it goes:" ""Without you, without you..."" "and then..." ""Without you, without you..." Yes, or no?" "Yeah." "Well I don't know it." "Too bad, it's really cool." "How cool!" "Where did you get these tatoos?" "Let me see." "Jordi!" "Jordi!" "I think she likes you, eh?" "Who?" "The one who's watching you the whole time." "Over there." "Jordi, Jordi... come on, man!" "Would you like to dance?" "Ah... no, no, I'm a terrible dancer." "What's wrong, don't you have rhythm?" "No, what I don't have is a leg." "Sure, man." "Because of my first cancer." "And... is he your little brother?" "Him?" "No way." "I met him in the hospital!" "He spent two years in a coma." "Wow." "What's your name?" "My name is..." "Ignasi." "Ignasi." "And I've never kissed a girl." "Thank you." "One less thing Ignasi has left to do." "What's that?" "It's my mother's diary." "It's what I was looking for at my house." "Is it her personal diary?" "Our personal diary." "Of both of you?" "We began it when the cancer appeared." "And she said, since they have our medical history, we could have our life history." "Can I see?" "Is this your handwriting?" "Yes." "What?" "Nothing." "I'm sure she got me to do it so I wouldn't forget how to write." "Your mother must have been very special." "Do you want me to read a piece?" "Today we were admitted." "We're in a small room, but nice." "I'm 10 years old, and this is the first time I've slept away from home." "My mom said, that if I wrote down what happens to me, I wouldn't be afraid, that one day, when I read it, it'll be an important reminder, and we'll laugh about this." "Do you want me to keep reading?" "They say that we won't stay long, and Mom has promised me that every day she'll bring me a toy." "One toy per day!" "I don't know if I want to leave, because I could be the kid with... with the most toys in the world." "I promised her that I'll always write this diary, until the last day, because she's sworn to me that there'll come a day... when we'll be cured, and on a beach, laughing and eating ice cream." "I promise I'll do it." "I'm sleepy." "Here, I'll end the first day." "I think my mother is right:" "I won't stay here for long." "Have you always written?" "I wrote until the day my mother died." "After that I couldn't continue." "And why did you go looking for it?" "Because I haven't kept my promise to write every day." "But I want to write the ending." "I don't know when or what day, but I want to write it." "What do you think, is that silly?" "No, no." "When you speak about your mother your face lights up." "And I also thought that..." "What?" "That I'd like to make love to you, Lleó." "Here, on the beach?" "Yes." "Why not?" "Can I see it?" "Here." "Wow, what a cool tattoo!" "Do you like it?" "I love it." "I'm a friend of Benito, from the hospital." "Go away." "Go and tell him I don't want anything to do with him." "He had his chance." "Benito's dead." "It's had it, guys." "So now what do we do?" "Walk." "And it's no coincidence that you're the second leader, who might be leader if there wasn't a leader." "It's because one day you'll lead the group." "Will you do it, Jordi?" "The world needs you, and needs you to tell our story, because you're indispensable, the essential one." "This seems like a farewell." "Is it?" "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson"