"Dedicated to Andrea Kormos" "Present" "With the participation of" "A film by" "Starring" "Opium:" "Diary of a Madwoman" "Executive Producers" "Co-producers" "Line Producers" "Co-producers" "Make-up, Wardrobe" "Production Design, Art Design" "Editor" "Cinematographer" "Based on the writings of Geza Csath, Screenplay by" "Produced by" "Directed by" "I'll have you know that I'm an arm of your God." "God himself!" "I was the first living being." "My upper part is the fiery Sun in the rays of which live the Souls of the Dead." "The Sun is God itself." "The Sun shoots off millions and millions of electric beams." "Initially I started to revolve around myself." "While circulating immense heat developed and compressed itself to Earth." "This is how I created the Earth and the Stars." "I took God's name, but I am wicked in all my cells." "Yes, the Evil is sitting on the throne of the world." "Lower her back!" "For every person I have an invisible arm through which I govern the world." "These invisible arms that arrange people's fate, their every step and smallest action." "I'm an arm of your God." "October 13th, 1913, Tuesday." "A terrible and depressing thought:" "I no longer have any inclination to write." "Since I've been dealing with psychoanalysis," "I no longer need to write." "Yet analysis only brings suffering, bitter recognition, and disappointment," "while writing brings joy and fame" "I've always longed for." "Ever since I've been incapable of writing," "I feel as if I'm not able to speak." "I feel as if I'd gone dumb." "The deranged mind is just like a broken mechanism of a clock." "We must get rid of the faulty parts if we want it to work again." "With this tiny operation medical science can restore health to our hopelessly suffering patients." "To put it frankly, we bring them oblivion, which frees them from their demons." "Next step:" "We cut the nerve tracks and isolate the frontal lobe." "Thus we terminate its connection to other parts of the brain." "Is that you, Doctor Brenner?" "Welcome to our institute!" "October 14th, Wednesday." "The tight garters of the corset hindered penetration, so I unfastened them." "Then I lifted up her petticoat and she bent forward, leaning against the window of the carriage to make penetration easier." "Her sighs put me into ecstasy," "I placed a vaginal suppository in her, and I penetrated her after 5 minutes." "As often, I was shocked by how swiftly a girl could be ruined." "Colour of hair:" "Brown; eyes:" "Brown;" "height:" "Slightly taller than average." "I met her just a half an hour ago on the train." "I forgot to ask her name." " When did you write this book?" " Four years ago." "Do you like it?" "Before that at dawn a light breakfast, then 2 milligrams of morphine." "A long, never-ending journey and depressing fantasies about my new place of work." "And what else do you write about?" " About things that happen to me." " Do you write everything down?" "Every single minute." " Doctor Brenner." " Good evening." "Enough!" "Enough!" "Enough!" "Today red, tomorrow dead!" "I don't want to write!" "I hate to write!" "I hate to write!" "Well little girl," "I'll take the life out of you even if I need pincers to do it." "Don't worry." "You will soon have an autopsy, and you'll soon have a knife cut on your head." "Shit." "The Essence of life is such an expensive commodity that entire generations receive not more than an hour." "He who accepts this accepts the fact that he must die even before he is born." "But who has forever been obsessed with poison should spare fourteen hours every day." "These fourteen hours are equal to eight thousand years of life lived by four hundred generations." "But let's just say five thousand." "Which means that in just one day I live five thousand years." "In one year, this amounts to approximately two million years." "The Evil One is constantly rummaging around in me, he dwells in my lower parts, enters my vagina." "He wants me to serve him, to be his whore, whose lower parts will help him maintain his power." "I don't want this delight, but I struggle against him in vain." "The traces of the night murder had completely disappeared by the morning." "The doctors should see me at night." "My head and my neck hang listlessly on my breast." "If I go down on all fours," "I keep collapsing" "since I have a living soul only in my head." "October 15th, Thursday." "I have begun my service at the Winter clinic." "Unfriendly people everywhere." "I still don't have a single rotten thought worth putting down on paper." "But at least I can get the morphine easily." "My first inspection went well," "disregarding minor issues, nothing special." "If you start smoking opium as a strong man and pay attention to your health, with the aid of a good doctor you can live for ten years." "And then, having reached the age of twenty-million, you can lay your head down in peace on the ice-cold pillow of perdition." "But before that, the suffering lingers on." "In the morning, blaring rays of light roar through the streets." "If I understand correctly, this story is the confession of an opium-smoker." "Congratulations." "You write extremely sensitively in your short stories." "Tell me:" "Where do you get this insight from?" "I'm a doctor." "Still, you write so authentically." "I wonder if this is pure imagination?" "Or reality itself?" "Pure fantasy, of course." "More tea?" "Yes, please." "There is a patient of mine, her name is Gizella Klein." "I'd like you to examine her tomorrow." "Maybe your methods will work in her case." "Of course, you're a man of the new ideas." "Psychoanalysis, superego, penis envy." "You despise my medieval methods, don't you?" "And yet you accepted this job." "Why?" "Gizella Klein, born January 31st, 1885, 175 cm tall, a relatively well-developed female patient." "According to our examinations Gizella is a virgin." "There is no trace of penetration of the hymen." "Her mother was bed-ridden for eight years, dying of a prolonged bout of tuberculosis." "Gizella nursed her mother at home from childhood right up till her mother's death." "I remember one afternoon a breeze lightly touched me on the street." "The Evil One entered me." "I felt the force." "And I felt that" "this force wanted to compel me to get married" "and leave my mother forever." "That evening, my mother leant up in bed and looked at me." "I heard her shouting something, but I switched on the gramophone." "The music quelled her voice." "I didn't take in her supper that evening." "Or the next morning, either." "Or ever again." "Read it." "It's very important." "This Being." "Is he whispering something to you now?" "Does he speak to you?" "You can tell me." "I am spitting into your face." "So the creature speaks in German." "And does it speak in a male voice?" "I wouldn't say that it is a male voice." "Now it's saying:" "Empty yourself!" "Why?" "It's telling you to talk because it doesn't dare release me until you've spoken." "I don't understand:" "It's scared of you executing me yet it slashes me." "I'm a fool." "I've no more brains!" "I'm totally demented." "The Sun is God!" "The Sun is God!" "The Sun is God!" "October 24th, Friday." "This year so far I've earned 376 Koronas." "Spent: 297 Koronas and 12 Cents." "Morphine total: 170 centigrams." "Average per day: 0,6 centigram." "Coitus: 142." "I still haven't had a single rotten thought worth putting down on paper." "To encourage myself to write" "I started counting the written lines." "However the consequence was that I wrote ever bigger letters." "Since then I've been counting the letters." "October 27th, Tuesday." "Today I was examined." "My new doctor seems to be a very knowledgeable person." "A serious man." "He reminds me of the doctor who cured my mother." "That man was seriously interested in me." "By then mother was very ill, tuberculosis had taken hold of her." "All my time was taken up nursing her." "I remember, a breeze lightly touched me on the street." "I felt the force." "It was something like electricity equipped with some sort of mind." "This force wanted to compel me to get married and leave my mother." "My poor pale mother!" "Don't write any more!" "Stop it!" "Stop writing!" "Lights out!" "Stop writing!" "Stop it!" "Put it down!" "Put it down!" "Put it down!" "Obsessed!" "Your writings are very interesting, do you know that?" "I do." "How long have you been writing?" "Since I was brought in here." "And why were you brought here?" "Because I'm mad." "Why did you go mad?" "Why did I go mad?" "Because I do not have a brain." "I will comment on the pictures, tell me the thoughts that come to your mind." "My life is sad." "Yes." "My heart's aching." "I don't have one." "I suffer a lot." "I'm no longer alive." "Oh, God!" "Misfortune awaits me." "Never." "My life is misery." "Oh, my God." "Oh, my God." "I'll be reduced to being a beggar." "I have been destroyed." "It'd be best if they buried me." "No!" "If only death were here!" "I want to live." "But I won't be evil." "I've committed a great sin." "I've committed a great sin." "I don't remember." "Everybody despises me." "They are lying." "October 27th, Tuesday." "My blood pressure is 136/88." "My secretory system works faultlessly." "I am increasingly occupied by Gizella." "Her level of intelligence is undoubtedly low, her condition is middling serious, but in her writing there is some sort of unusual force." "She swamps me with new pages." "She seizes every opportunity to write to me." "Her passion is enviable." "If only I was able to write like this!" "Field." "Wide." "Home." "Spacious." "Leaves." "Shady." "And knife?" "Sharp." "Horse - animal." "Stove - burns." "Cigar - smokes." "Child - runs." "Apple - falls." "Bud - opens." "Soup - tastes." "Scythe - glistens." "Old man - hobbles." "Shall we begin?" "Yes." "Picture?" "Frame." "Home, leaves, knife." "Home, leaves, knife." "Spacious, shady, sharp." "Sun, fish, field, horse." "Shiny, numb, wild, animal." "Stove, cigar, child, apple, soup, scythe, old man?" "Burns, smokes, runs, falls, tastes, glistens, hobbies." "You've made a mistake!" "I beg your pardon?" "You left 'bud' out!" "Have you been made to do this exercise before?" "I don't understand." "Have you played this game before?" "Perhaps with another doctor?" "I don't play with other doctors." "Don't write!" "Please!" "They will hurt you!" "Don't write!" "This morning when I looked out my window" "a bird looked at me." "I don't know what kind of a bird it was." "But it was a bird." "Its eyes shone dully." "Its look was familiar." "That was my mother's expression as she lay there, looking straight through me." "First" "it was her hands that went cold" "and then gradually her arms," "her shoulders, her legs." "She just stared at me" "until she became completely cold." "As cold as metal." "Like a doorknob." "How long haven't you been outside?" "10 years, 4 months, 12 days." "You haven't left the institute since then?" "No." "Take a look around!" "Isn't the countryside beautiful?" "Lean back and enjoy the drive!" "Surrender yourself!" "I want to go back." "I want to go back." "I want to go back." "Take me back!" "Stop!" "Gizella, you must remain calm!" "Stop!" "Stop this, please!" " Stop!" " All right." "We'll soon go back." "Stop!" "That's enough!" "Stop that!" "Gizella, stop that!" "Stop that!" "Professor Winter has decided that I shall oversee your treatment." "We'll meet more often in the future." "We'll meet more often." "Do you hear me?" "Good." "Do you have any requests?" "Yes." "All right, tell me." "Remove my brain." "Everything is all right." "Relax!" "Try to sleep!" " Don't let me!" " Sister, give her more medicine!" "Don't let me die!" "October 27th, Sunday." "Sister Hortenzia came to me on the transparent excuse that she was very dizzy and would like a doctor to examine her." "She is a 30 year old woman with huge buttocks, slightly sagging but beautiful breasts, masterfully formed on the whole, with velvet-smooth pink skin." "Have you ever had dealings with a man?" "Once." "A long, long time ago." "And what do you say to having it again?" "I'd permit it." "I pulled on a condom and there, standing by the table I mounted her." "She raised her hips as much as she could to serve me." "She worked with ghastly pleasure." "Her legs were poking towards the ceiling," "and she leant her broad thighs against my waist." "The orgasm that she produced was noteworthy because her ugly being was transformed in a strange way, and this excited and amazed me." "Don't you undress, Gizella?" "You fucked the new doctor." "You will die for it!" "What did you say?" "What are you telling me?" " I see your death." "You're going to die." " What did you say?" "November 1st, 1913, All-Saints day." "My morphine doses have risen to excess." "Many times bigger than the biggest doses ever." "Shameful failures." "Zero lines zero letters." "I spend all my time reading Gizella's diaries." "Gizella hasn't eaten for days." "The Evil One suggests every day that I become his whore, and then he would turn my life into gold." "Force-feed her!" "Eat!" "You can go." "Yes." "Why have you called me?" "I want to talk to you." "What about?" "You are interested, aren't you?" "I don't understand." "My diaries." "I have not shown this to anybody yet." "Please read it!" "Everything is in it." "How can you write so much?" "I have time." "Don't you have a friend?" "I've got plenty of friends." "Who's your best friend?" "You." "Follow me, please!" "I'm going to examine you." "You can take off your clothes." "You can leave your underwear on." "You can sit down." "Look here, please!" "Follow my finger!" "You have beautiful eyes." "Do you know that you write very well?" "I sometimes feel like continuing your sentences." "Tell me if you hear anything." "Time." "I can hear time passing." "Go on." "I hear it clearly." "It's time." "And what about now?" "I can smell it." "What do you smell?" "The Devil." "He wants me" "to serve him." "To be his whore," "he wants my body." "The creature" "is constantly rummaging around" "in me." "He settles in my lower parts," "and enters" "my vagina." "Obsessed." "Give it back to me!" "Give it back to me!" "Gizella!" "Give it back to me!" "Stop that!" "I know someone who loves me." "I despise him, but he loves me." "I may give in to him even so," "I may become his wife even so." "I'm seeking someone who will cut the Evil One out of me." "Someone who is wicked enough to be good to me." "The Devil makes you an offer every day, again and again" "that you should be his," "and then he'll turn your life into gold, your sufferings will cease in an instant and you'll get everything you want," "happiness and time, limitless time." "That was enough for me." "The Evil One doesn't gobble up your body at once, he just makes a meal of you," "day by day eating your flesh in tiny pieces." "He wants to destroy you by slow torture." "Gizella, please." "Last night, in the bath" "Sister Hortenzia died of a heart attack." "According to our patients you foretold her death." "This is obviously nonsense." "No one can foretell anybody's death." "Listen to me, Gizella!" "Answer me, please!" "How did you know?" "Where did you get the idea from?" "Concentrate, please!" "You can tell me." "Gizella, please." "Please stop this!" "Two more weeks detention!" "Don't give her any paper or pencil!" "Why don't you let her have writing materials?" "This is cruel." " Gizella is not your patient any more." " Answer me!" "You want an answer from me?" "Yes." "Why do you interfere with my work?" "I'm the director of this institution." " That doesn't entitle you to..." " Yes, it does." "It entitles me." "I created this institution from nothing." "On my own." "And I won't stand anyone interfering with how I run it." " Is there anything else?" " Why do you stop her from writing?" "Because it makes her hysterical." "Being banned from writing makes her hysterical." " She'll die without it!" " You can't be serious about that." "She'll forget about it in a couple of days." "How dare you?" "Paper." "I beg your pardon?" "Give me some paper!" "I'm afraid, I can't." "Give me paper!" "I beg you." "I'm sorry." "Don't worry little girl, even if I need pincers to do it," "I'll take the life out of you!" "Don't worry, you'll soon have an autopsy, and you'll have a knife cut on your head." "Stop writing!" "Stop writing!" "No!" "Let me through!" "My God!" "I know what you want." "You want me to give you my body." "You want me to be your wife." "All right, you can have my body," "the Evil One has destroyed it anyway." "For God's sake, stop that!" "Why are you doing this to me?" "I'm risking my career because of you." "I've had enough of your silly tricks!" "I resign today!" "I don't care what you want or not, you're draining away my energy, taking over my life day by day." "You are a..." "I know you are aiming at something, but I don't understand it." "You've moved right into me!" "If you try to leave" "I'll kill you." "What did you say?" "!" "If you try to leave I'll kill you." "January 1st." "Friday." "The sooty lamps glow, hardly giving off any light." "Get yourself together or you're going to die." "My friend, you're going to die." "In the afternoon I injected another dose, but I started to feel guilty." "I was unable to write." "Zero lines, zero letters." "Come!" "Don't be afraid!" "Come!" "January 3rd." "Monday." "I feel new strength within me again." "I don't feel like taking the poison." "Today I started a new work." "The idea came like a streak of lightning." "Strange I hadn't noticed, although it was lying in front of me for months." "I got out Gizella's writings and put new life into the stories written there." "Or did I just copy them?" "It makes no difference." "Every line of the growing work is mine, every thought my thought." "You know why I'll have to disappear forever." "Because you erase me forever even from your memories." "You'll forget me like a worthless trifle." "And I'm going to sink as if I had never existed." "I remember, one afternoon a breeze" "lightly touched me on the street." "The Evil One entered me." "I felt the force." "It was something like electricity equipped with some sort of mind." "And this force wanted to compel me to get married and leave my mother." "Tuberculosis had taken hold of her." "I was nursing her all my time." "Now I know that she was only bait on the hook of the Evil One." "First her hands went cold and then gradually her arms" "and shoulders." "She just looked at me until she became totally cold." "Metal cold." "Like the handle of the door." " What are you doing here?" " Eating." "Go back to your seat, Gizella!" "I'm under the protection of Doctor Brenner." "The doctor is my husband." "Tell him!" "I beg your pardon?" "Inform this gentleman." "Of what?" "About the two of us." "What do you mean, Gizella dear?" "We spent the night together." "We are husband and wife." "Of course, naturally." "The Professor knows about it." "We spent the night together." "We are husband and wife." "We are husband and wife." "We are husband and" "wife." "Of course." "We are husband and wife." "We are husband and wife." "Please!" "What?" "Please!" "Yes?" "I know you can do it." "Remove my brain!" "I'm eaten alive." "I'm gradually rotting." "The Evil is chewing me up from inside." "I know he is the one you want." "Kill me!" "I'll die if you don't kill me." "What do you want from me?" "Cut it out!" "It's not possible." "I can't." "Please!" "Please!" " I can't." " Please!" "Please!" "Please!" "Please!" "Good evening." "Good evening." "I finished your book a few days ago." "I was right." "You are a monster." "I'm honoured." "And nowadays?" "What are you working on?" "Have you found your new subject yet?" "I think so." "And what is it, if I may ask?" "I am writing about the Evil." "That's interesting." "Go on!" "I'm getting acquainted with it." "You're kidding!" "Really?" "And what's it like?" "Stupid and strong." "And what about the plot?" "The hero has to commit a sin to win the Evil's trust." "You writers, you infect people's souls with your scribbling." "I'm giving you 24 hours to leave my institution." "Is there anything else you need to do?" "Yes." "There is something." "All right." "But then be gone!" "I never want to see you again." "I know you love me." "We are husband and wife." "Sleep!"