"One day, in a town at the edge of the world the tide went out and never returned." "The sea just left without warning." "At first people were little more than puzzled." "They continued to gossip and fight over the same old things." "soon a silence began to permeate the township." "A desert of unbelievable magnitude.... ...was forming before their very eyes." "We come together as family and friends to farewell him and to grieve for him." "We think especially of you, his family; Andrew, Penny, Jonathan." "For the loss of a father, a father-in-law and grandfather." "Part of our grief may be regret for things done or left undone, words said or words never said." "Subtitles by 232324" "Yes?" "Is Andrew there?" "You must be Paul..." "Please, come in..." "I'm Penny." " Hi Penny." " Andrew's wife..." "Ah, they're in here." "Andrew?" "His brother." "Sorry, my.... ...plane was delayed in Hong Kong." "Paul?" " Thank you." " Thanks." "Jonathan!" "So how's London?" "Is that where you're based?" "Actually I'm spending more time in Istanbul these days..." "Oh Jesus, fuck it..." "My balance is complete, fuck." "It's fine, really." "You...have a nice place." "You've really done well." "I'll get Penny to make up a bed in a spare room." "No that's fine." "I made reservations from London." " No really...it's no trouble." " It's done." "Andrew it's done." "Thank you." "So..." " ...he's gone" " Yeah." "Paul wait...." "Paul wait..." "Paul come back home..." "Paul don't leave..." "Paul..." "Andrew?" "Shit the lawyers." "Oh fuck!" "Sorry." "Sorry, I wanted to be there." "Slept in." "How did it go?" "He left you a third." "Well, you deserve two thirds." "He left me a third as well." "And the rest?" "He left it to a charity." "He..." "Listen I need to move on this." "We need to clear the orchard and the cottage." "I can't wait around Paul." "I made an appointment for you to see the lawyer on Tuesday." " Well, I'll drop by and see him later." " You can't just drop by and see." " You can't just drop by and see them Paul." " Right." "Hey, you know what?" "Another job came through, so..." "I'm leaving...." "Tomorrow." "Well you obviously have more important things." " I'll see you in another 17 years." " Come on Andrew, don't be such an old?" "Come on Andrew don't what?" "How long have you been here Paul?" "Two days?" "Forget the fact this all just leaves me." "You're just like when Mom died." "Leave Mom the fuck out of it." "At least have the decency to do that." " Decency?" " Yeah!" "You think you're the one being decent?" "Swanning in here like some bloody film star with your accent?" "You know nothing about me, Andrew." "Listen he would have wanted you to have these." "I almost forgot." "They handed me this at the council meeting." "You dropped it at the pub the afternoon of the service." "It could be useful going home ." "You didn't have to lie to me, Paul." "We weren't expecting you in the first place." "That's good wine you're spilling." "How did you find this place?" "I heard music." "Mom doesn't know about this place?" "No she doesn't." "It's okay." "You can stay." "When do you think you'll learn?" "As soon as we get these blood samples back and the swabs...." "A couple of days." "I've extended my trip." "Let's sort the house out." "Paul!" "Thanks." "Green Tea." "What's he doing down there?" "There's been an outbreak of some virus." "I'm praying they're okay." "He cares about you, Paul." "He never told Jonathan about me." "We each have our own way of dealing with things." "I can't believe how much you look like Mom." "Who is she?" "That's Hope." "Is she crying?" "She's thinking." "What about?" "Many things." "Jesus!" "What are you doing here?" "It was just a place that I found that no one else comes to." "And I just..." " Did he let you come here?" " No." "No one else knows that I come here." "You know..." "I should probably go." "Yeah, you should." "I'll give you a couple of minutes to get your shit together and get out." "Paulie?" "Paulie Prior?" "Hey, Winnie." " Look who it is." " How are you doing?" "I was looking for you at the service." "I thought I bet the little bugger is here somewhere and I don't even recognize him." "No, I had some complications." " Oh, that's a shame." "Hey, you remember Pat..." "Pat, look, look who it is...." "it's Paulie." "Ms. Seager?" "Well, well..." " Kia ora Paul." " I had no idea you were still here." "What?" "You thought I'd dropped off the face off the earth?" "And he even has the fancy blooming plumy accent." "War zones." "From the genocide in Rwanda to the ceaseless fighting in the Middle East and the horrors of the Bosnian conflict." "War zones have been both home and work for the last decade to the man you are about to meet." "A man whose dedication and courage has gained him an international reputation of the highest merit not to mention the numerous awards he has received for both his articles and photographs." "And that he is an old dear student of mine who I taught in these very buildings." "I present to you Paul Prior." "Thank you." "That was a very generous introduction Ms. Seagar." "My school reports were never that good." "The truth is that I've been called many things many worse things since I last stepped foot in this building." "Vulture, parasite, leech." "And it's amazing how insults in most languages sound pretty much the same." "I was once held captive for three days and publicly urinated on." "I don't really know what to say." "But I'd be happy to answer any questions that you might have." "He was a finalist for the Pulitzer." "Pulitzer?" "What the hell is that?" "It's a huge prize." "He had a one in three chance of winning it as well." "He first work for printing and for taking photos." "But he does both." " How do you know this shit?" " I read an interview." "Sounds like a lonely wolf." "That reminds me I'm thinking of getting a tattoo..." "A little unicorn...." "Right here." "Why?" "Steve has exactly the same one?" "No, I just think it would be cool." "So anyway how'd it go with Jake?" " Piss off." " Tell me!" "First of all we had a moonlight stroll down the beach and a candlelight dinner and then he told me what beautiful eyes I had." "Really?" "Hayýr, çük kafalý." "No you dickhead..." "He only got drinks to go to Big Day Out." "He talks like is from Brixton." "You know he was like:" "Yo man." "Yo bitch." "But I don't think it should be quite so obvious?" "I was reading the local rag today.... ...the medic team...." "calling the cell phone." "Front page." "Oh God!" "I'd forgotten how quiet it is." "I've had this bloody ringing in my ears ever since I got here." "Maybe the change here will do you good." "Like I said, if you ever get bored photographing war..." "You weren't being serious were you?" "I'm three staff down, Paul." "I know it might sound desperate but..." "Pat, I'd be hopeless, I've never taught in my life." "Come on." "You got out and made something of yourself." "What can beat that?" "Half these kids don't even know what's on the other side of those hills." "Paul?" " Great!" "Take one of your Mom..." " No!" "Don't!" "Paul gave it to Jonathan..." "It's got a good Zeiss lens." "It's much, much too kind." "No...it's fine." "Honestly, I'm using digital these days." "If you're going to be a serious photographer, you need a good zoom lens." "See you tomorrow then." " Goodnight." " Goodnight Paul." "Jonathan said he gave a talk at the school." "Apparently the kids really liked him." "Good." " Can I fuck you now?" " God!" "You've got a way with words!" "Sorry, what do you want to do then?" "What you all doing man?" "Just playing." "Just play carefully...." "Shit!" "Ah!" "Fuck you, crazy bitch!" "You're meant to stay still!" "You look well." "Well used more like it." "It's different." "Your accent." "...so English." "You think?" "Well, it was inevitable." "...sick of being called an Australian." "Fair enough." " Help yourself." " Oh no, I quit." " Kids?" " Yeah two!" "One of each." " Remember Ben?" " Ben Steimer?" "Yeah." "We got together about 18 months after you left." "He died when my first child was five." " Motorbike." " I'm sorry." "I was pregnant with Sam at the time so I had the kids to think about and decided to keep the business running." "What was that?" "Butchery." "Shortest butcher in New Zealand!" "Really?" "Yeah well I'm a ninja with a boning knife." "No surprises there." "I see your brother from time to time." "Yeah, he's....he's up to his neck in ostriches." "Is he still married?" "I never see his wife." "No, yeah, no." "I don't think she goes out much." "How many times have I told you about leaving the gate to the pen open?" "If you think you're going to see this again you're mistaken." "You disgust me." "Who the hell is this guy?" " Look, just an old school friend." "It's no big deal." " No big deal?" "Where's my jacket?" "Celia, it's rubbish night." "And please tie the bags." "I don't want dogs getting into them." "Bye." "Hey, we'll be waiting." "Need a hand with that?" "Done your homework?" "Please take your foot away?" "What?" "Do you think I've never done homework?" "Just asking." "I'm sure we used to be able to do this." "Did you think of me?" "I was terrified of seeing you." "You remember those poems and stories you used to write?" "I was going to put music to them, release an album...." "What were we going to call ourselves?" "What was it?" "Was it silly bastards?" "Silly...stupid buggers?" "Sick mother fuckers?" "Sick fuckers, wasn't it?" "Sick Puppy, actually." "Live at the Hammersmith." "See that's me." "Eight years behind what was going on." "But, you know, still thinking I had created it all for myself." "Hi." "I've got an assignment where I have to interview an important local community member." "And it was a choice between you and Mr. Aiken who set up the irrigation main." "I was just wondering if I could interview you." "Can I come in?" "Is there real coffee?" "Sure." "How do you love it?" "Macchiato thanks." "I'm Celia by the way." " I gather you do have some questions?" " Yes." "Ah Yeah." "Okay." "So, how did you get to do what you do?" "Well, I was working for a paper in London on local articles and they needed somebody to go to Bosnia." "That's right, yeah." "You were working as a typesetter in Wellington and you studied journalism in London and found your break as a feature article writer and then a field journalist for Reuters." "And for the past 3 and a half years you've been solidly freelance living between London, Istanbul and Paris." "Well done." "Yes." "That's it." "You've really done your homework." "People must worry about you a lot doing this kind of work." "Your wife?" "Children?" "No." "Not married." "What's it like going to war just to watch?" "I'm not there to watch." "I'm there to...record." "Is that how you got those scars?" "No." "I fell off my bike when I was 12 coming down a gravel track...." "No other scars?" "Are you going to drink your macchiato?" "What's the hardest thing you have to deal with?" "Jesus...." "Are these going to get any easier?" "I don't know, finding a loo when you need one, always seems to be pretty fucking impossible." "Why don't you celebrate your birthday on Christmas?" "Now tell me, which article did you read that one in?" "It was your birthday when you took that photo of that girl." "The one you won the Pulitzer for." "I was shortlisted." "I read that when you got nominated you withdrew the entry." "Long story." "I've got a 120-minute tape." "I was in Grozny." "I heard about an offensive that was being mounted against the Russians." "I was warned by some friends not to write about it in case the Russians caught whiff about what was going to happen." " So what did you do?" " Wrote the article." "Then I declined sending it through to Reuters." "They found out anyway." "And they retaliated by massacring over 100 civilians in the village outside the city." "And I'd been out all night drinking with people who were killed a few hours later." "The girl in the photo was the...." "was the only survivor." " Did you know her?" " No." "Was there anyone else around?" "Not at the time, no." " Just you?" " Just me" "So then what?" "I think your batteries are running flat." "Are you Ben Steimer's daughter?" "Did you know him?" " Yeah." "We went to school together." " It's a photo of a baby." " Whose?" " I don't know." "Do I mean to?" " Yeah, look at the bracelet." "No." "Look: "Celia 27th-2nd-87"." "That's roughly 8 months after I left." "I sent that photo nearly 16 years ago." "Why did you send it?" "Why did you send it Jax?" "You want an explanation?" "Do you know what's it like to be invisible, Paul?" "Even just a postcard." "A phone call." "Hi, Sid up there next to the hoggets." "It's in the past, okay?" "Just leave it." " Will you be needing a copy of that?" " No, thank you." "I think I need to rescue from these Kiwi Boys." "Is a gook book is it?" "The Cloud of Unknowing, it sounds mysterious." "Where are you from?" "Where am I from?" "Along way from here." "Me too." "Might for join you?" " Have a drink?" " OK." "Kiss me." "Am I warm?" "Getting closer." " Warmer?" " Getting warmer." "Warmer?" " Warmer, in springtime." " Here." "Alone we are born And die alone" "Yet see the red-gold cirrus Over snow mountain shine" "Upon the upland road Ride easy, stranger" "Surrender to the sky Your heart of anger" "Don't be frightened of possibilities son." "She's a wonderful mistress." "It's okay." "Go back to sleep." "I'm helping out for a couple of weeks." "And I'm new at this, so be patient with me." "Who knows how many words there ar in the English language?" " Ten thousand." " Ten thousand?" "Dictionary." "There's actually over 750,000 words." "And I was a....." "I thought maybe you could all choose a word any word, doesn't matter what, preferably something that means something to you and then compose something on this word." "Anything..." "It could be just a static image of you if you think that's easier." "But, just so I get an idea of who you all are and what the fuck I've gotten myself into." "Hope." "Her mind is a graveyard." "Her heart is an island." "She and I are not good friends but I've known her all my life." "She sits in my belly hollow and distant and her whispered words of encouragement will never comfort me." "Mom?" "I'm on to her tricks." "Her false promises." ""Go away," I tell her." ""I'm busy today..." "I've got things to do."" "But this acquaintance never knows when to leave." "It'snotaquestionofwhyshe...  ...befriended me in the first place." "It's more a question of why I choose to let her stay." "Teabag!" "Teabag!" "Go away, you animal!" "Come on babe!" "Be my whore in front of the camera." "Your knee's bleeding." "I know." "I fell." "Come on." "Let's take a look at that." "Weeks passed and there was still no sign of the ocean." "The people grew worried." "It was decided to send a small group to search for it in the hope of bringing it back." "All right, attention please." "I'd appreciate it if everyone listened." "It includes you, Mr. Brook" "Look." "Have any of you seen Celia since yesterday?" "No?" "Well, if she gets in touch with any of you , you know where to find me." "OK?" "Thanks." "All right." "Settle down." "We've all seen a police officer before." " Paul." " Hello." "Look, Just wondering." "Can I have a word for a second?" " I'm already late for a class." " It won't take long." "Back to class!" "Hey, Pat, It's fine." "I'm just helping out with something." "Thanks Pat." "Did you see Celia on the weekend?" "No." "She used to visit though?" "Yeah." "She came by sometimes to borrow books." "How often did she pop by?" "She liked to drop by most Sundays I guess, yeah." "Liked?" "Likes." "I said likes, I think." "You see, cause I think I know what Celia likes." "I mean I've known her since she was a little kid." "She's my daughter's best friend." "I also know that you sent her an e-mail on the weekend asking her to come by and visit." "She wasn't too happy about that from what I understand." "You see I know this Paul because Miso agreed to drop her off." "Actually she did drop by briefly." "I don't know where did she go back." "It's nice out there at the orchard." "Quiet." "Private." "So why did you stay on?" "Favour for a friend." " How long did you guys go out for?" " What?" "Mom." "Oh, she mentioned me." "When did you break up?" "God, seventeen." " The way..." " Keep your leg still." "Listen, what you wrote the other day I thought it was well considered." "Well considered?" "Intriguing." "I like what you've done here." "Where did all these books come from?" "He never told me." "Wanted to keep it a mystery, I suppose." "Father's have got a lot to answer for?" "Hey beautiful." "Sorry I'm late." "She can't have gone far." "Me and some mates are going to take a look around Lawrence later." "Can you bring those?" "Sure." "I asked for an essay about the pros and cons of immigration, Jake, not the best places to surf." "Louise, Tonga has a king, not a president." "I think you'll find there's more to life in Hong Kong than dance clubs, Miso." "What?" "Like secret book clubs?" "Paul?" "Sgt. O'Neill's back." "He's waiting for you in the common room." "I told him you were busy." "You had nice handwriting as a kid." "Is this one of the books she borrowed?" "I didn't, I...." "I didn't keep a record to tell you the truth.....the..." "What?" "Other things on your mind, did you?" "We found this on the side of the road the one that comes from your place." "Just want to know how it got there, that's all." "Did she ever talk to you about leaving?" "Name a teenager around here who doesn't." "There are a few actually." " You'll make me walk in a tree." " No, you will not." "Stop." "Okay, you can open your eyes." "Happy birthday." "Who is this anyway?" " Kiri Te Kanawa." "You chose it." " Who's she?" " Who's she?" "There are people in this country who would shoot you for asking that question." "There are people in this country who would shoot you for listening to it." " Not that I can do such a thing." " No?" "So what's she singing about?" "Love." "What do you normally do on a Saturday night?" "Who do you hang out with when you're not having picnics with me?" "What do you do, go to parties or what?" "If you can call them that." "Why do want to come along?" "You actually might get to see them tea bagging." "Tea bagging?" "What's that?" "Well, That's when guys get a girl completely comatose and then they take turns in lowering their testicles into her eye sockets  and film it." "And if they're really kind they send a copy to a paranoid friend." "First class excitement." "It's not funny!" " I don't know what we're talking about." " Oh God!" "Well I hope you keep your distance from those kind of guys is what I'm saying." "So, tell me about you and Mom back in the dark ages." "It wasn't that long ago." "My Mom wanted to sing like this?" "Your mother wanted to be Patti Smith..." "Come with me." "Come on." " I'll show you something." " What?" "Where did this place come from?" "No one knows except my Dad." "So what are you doing here?" "Write." "Think." "Mystery boy." "So many secrets..." "What are you doing?" "Giving you something to write about, moron." "Mom the rock star." "It's hard to believe she even had a dream." " Do you want to know what my dream is?" " Yeah." "I'm sitting in a café in Spain." "And don't know a single person there." "And I can't understand a single word that anyone's saying." "I've got a glass of wine." "And I can see the sea." " ...don't worry." " No, go on." "And?" "I'm just writing." "And....yeah." "And you know, it doesn't matter if no one ever reads what I'm writing." "But, you know, I don't want to be famous." "I just..." "I just want to be there." "Anyway, I'd rather be a no one somewhere than someone nowhere." "I've already packed my suitcase." " I'm not joking." " I'm not laughing at you." "I had a similar dream once." "Really?" "Really?" "Tell me." "Sometimes I'd see faces..." "..at night before I fell asleep and people I'd never met." "And I'd wonder who they were  where they might live, what they did." "It was strange because  it was like they knew I was thinking about them." "Why did you become a war journalist?" "Who you set out to be is not always who you become." "You know, things happen, plans change...." "I see them too." "Faces." "I wanted to give you something." "Yeah, right." "I just...." "I think you should enter." "You never talk about your Mom." "My Mom?" "She's very religious." "She had these little sermons about the beauty God hides away in quiet corners." "Is that what your Dad was hiding from in here." "No, they...." "I think she was just quiet." "My Dad and her were very different." "My Dad didn't believe in anything." "He's an atheist." "My brother and her were very close." "I heard she had an accident." "Yes she did." "She she was diagnosed bi-polar, manic-depression." "And doctors prescribed lithium but she stopped taking it." "What happened?" "She was standing in the river at the back of the property and she pointed up to this hawk in the sky and then when I looked back she was gone." "Found the body two days later." "Is that why you push people away?" "I do as I fucking please, Celia." "You know I hate to spoil your illusions but the world out there isn't a bed of roses waiting to be picked or. what ever it was you said, a glass of chardonnay in a fucking tapas bar." "You understand?" "It wasn't an insult." "Sorry." "OK." "Hey Jax!" "Hi." "I saw the smoke and I didn't want to disturb you but  I remembered it was your birthday." "So I..." "Get in the car!" " No!" " Celia, I am sick of this." " Get in the car." "When I said get in the car, get in the car!" " No!" "You have no right to be here." "Good night Paul." "You have the audacity to bring her here and give her alcohol?" "Jax, it's not what you think." "You even presume to know what I think." "Shit!" "Excuse me." "I....need a notebook." "I know it's here somewhere." "I'm...sorry Dad." "There's nothing to be sorry for..." " ...as long as you're being cautious." " Yeah, of course." "Allways." "I'll be on my way." "You shouldn't be here." "He doesn't care." "I mean you saw for yourself." "I care." "What are you telling me?" "That I'm not as important as what goes on in your head?" "There's just parts of me you can't have." "No one can." " Hey." "You're okay?" " Hý, hý!" "Get it back to your place." "What's this?" "Jesus Christ." "Did she do this?" "Celia tell me, who did it?" "I don't want to talk about it." "It wasn't Mom." "Hey, where is he?" " Paul, what are you doing?" " Where is he?" " Paul, what're you doing in my house?" " Where is he, Jackie?" " What's going on?" " Is this the asshole?" " What?" "Who the fuck is this?" "Just shut up, Gareth." "Paul would you leave?" "So this is the famous Paul." "You like beating up little girls, do you." "You know it's assault, is what it is." "You touch her again." "I'll kill you." "Is that right mate?" "Yeah." "What do you call it, dickhead?" "I was minding my own fucking business." "Fucking prick." "Mind your fucking business." "Cut your fuck off." "Is that clear, hey?" "You still wanna fucking kill me, cunt?" " Get the fuck inside!" " He did fucking start it...." " Get the fuck inside!" "Do you think you can come here and do this shit in front of my kids?" "Have you seen her fucking bruises?" "What did you think I would do?" "She got a lot more than she got." "I want you to stay away from her." "You changed the birth certificate." "When were you going to tell her?" "Just stay out of our lives, all right?" "See you around Paul." "You fucking prick." "Hello...." "Hello...." "Hello..." "Celia?" "She might have gone to Spain." "No, no, no, wait." "My daughter plans on running off to Spain and he sees nothing, I don't call that irrelevant." "Come on Jackie it not like it's the first time she's done something like this." "Oh, great." "How good, this is good." "So you are defending him now?" "Okay, so when exactly did she say she was running off to Spain?" "She didn't." "She didn't say." "All I knew is she had the ticket." "I thought she was going to leave when school was finished." "That's all." "I didn't know what to think." "Yeah." "Well I know what I think." "I think you are out of your mind." "She made me promise not to tell a soul." "I'm her mother." "Okay?" "When exactly did she make this promise Paul?" "Was it when you were plying her with alcohol?" "I wasn't plying her with alcohol." "I gave her ...a glass, Jackie." "A child could have drunk it." "A child did drink it." "Oh yeah." "And did he think of that when he was punching the shit out of her?" "And the rest." "Fuck off." "Don't bring me into it." "Sneaking up to her." "Pissing in the toilet while she is lying in the bath?" "If it took her going half way around the world to get away from you, you fucking asshole." " You want a fucking bite?" " Don't!" "You two stay in here." "You, get in my office." "I want a word alone." " What's he talking about?" " Nothing." " What the fuck is he talking about?" " Nothing, nothing..." "Tell me about the last time you saw her." "Everything." "We were at the gate." "She was carrying the atlas." "She said goodbye and she left." " No special goodbyes?" " No special goodbyes." "No, she had a couple of books she hadn't got around to reading and I told her she could keep." " Names of these books?" " Oh fuck!" "Say, what does it matter?" "I don't know." "Owls Do Cry by Janet Frame and another one, Camus, The Outsider." "That's Camus not canoe, C-A-M-U-S." "You smug prick." "Not all of us had to run off to Europe, mate....." "I guess you've seen this." "Small town bloody gossip." "I don't know what to do about this Paul." "The board of trustees have called a meeting." "You don't deserve this." "You know it's fine, Pat." "It's time I left anyway." "Honestly." "Hey, Jonathan." "Jonathan!" "Jonathan!" "Hey, Jonathan!" "Get in." "Jonathan, get in the car, it's bloody freezing." "Come on." "Put your seat belt on." "Were you having sex with her?" "What?" "You know who." "Who said that?" "Who said that?" "Who?" "Kids at school said you were giving her special coaching in bed." "And you believed them?" "And you believed?" "How's that camera going?" "I haven't seen you with it lately." "As the days went on, more and more people went looking." "The people searched far and wide." "But the ocean had vanished without a trace." "The quiet land once bountiful had become hard and unyielding." "Then a shape appeared on the horizon." "Througha blazeof hate , the people saw what looked like tumbling water rolling towards them." "Awaveof excitementpassedthrough the town as they anxiously watched the ocean return." "But as it grew closer the shape began to alter and mutate." "Whatlookedliketumblingwater  was in fact wild horses." "Everywhere they turned, they saw horses drawing closer and closer." "Their excitement turned to fear." "And their fear became panic for it seemed that nothing could stop their advance." "Which as the ocean's disappearance had come without warning." "But then no one not even for a moment , had stopped to question why the ocean had left in the first place." "Mr. Prior." "I am Detective Inspector Farnon from Wellington C.I.V." "This is Detective Dunleavy." "I have a warrant to search these premises .and I'll need you to accompany me to the station for questioning." "I'll need your passport and keys to your car." "I believe there's a shed where Celia used to visit you." "Right then, let's get you home." "Why did Celia come to your place last Sunday?" " Did you hear the question?" " Yes." "I understand that she visited you regularly." "What was the nature of the visits?" " We talked about things." " What things?" "Europe." "Books." "Celia wants to be a writer." "I am not flesh." "I am not blood." "They can look all they like but they'll never see me." "If I never hear your love or hold your hand again in this life, promise me we will touch when I am dead." "It's called "Poem for a Lonely Friend"." "Would you consider yourself lonely Paul?" "Thank you." "Would you keep that door closed please?" "Why did Celia keep visiting you even though her parents had forbidden it?" " Parents?" " Mother." "I guess she saw something in me." "And what was that?" "Well, I'm not Celia." "Then perhaps you'd like to tell me what it was you saw in her?" "I know this is diffi....." "I remember being her." "Fuck off!" "Fuck you!" "What did you do this time?" "Come on leave me alone now." "Go away." "Just fucking go." " Come on, leave me alone." "I don't need this shit, Celia." "Just.....go." " What?" "Did Mom say something to you?" "Your Mom threatened to ring the school, yeah." "Okay?" "No it's not okay." "God she's so fucking presumptuous." "Who the fuck cares what she thinks?" "She's got a fucking boyfriend." "He wears boat shoes." "He bought her a pair and now they're both wearing them." "You never see a fucking boat around here." "I just came to tell you that I entered the contest." "Well that's great, now get going." "It's not like we're friends or something, Paul." "That was you who said that we shouldn't care what other people think of us?" "Or were you just saying that?" "...how you and Mom used to go out and now it's me and you that are friends?" "I feel like I've known you my whole life." "Yeah, well it's a small world." "No, it isn't a small world." "Were you guys in love?" "There must've been something going on if you tattooed each others feet." "It's a little hard to imagine what you saw in her." "Well, you're not the first person to feel that way about their parents." "Anyway it's a long time ago." "When I was implant Mum was only sixteen." "You'd tell me if you knew anything?" "Is that a promise?" "Oh stuff it." "Let's get wet." "Come on." "Oh geez!" "Andrew..." "Jonathan..." "We were on our way home from church and thought we'd stop for a cuppa." "Fuck!" "It's freezing!" "Have you seen this new thing that they're building?" "It looks like a giant barn." "I'm gonna to go to the bathroom." "I'll put the kettle on." "Family and friends of Celia Steimer  are doing everything possible to help police find her." "More than 50 volunteers are now scouring waterways and bushlands in the Marshall Road forest." "The 16 year old Rapari Junction H.S. student has been missing now for more than a week." "D.I. Robin Farland says  they have to consider every option." "Sheacknowledgedalocalman  is helping them with their inquiries and the police will also be visiting every house in the area." "He'll be fine." "Let them handle it." " Please just use an ashtray." " Okay." "Listen, I spoke to the lawyer in Alexandra and he reckons he's handled this sort of thing before, so." "He wants you to give him a call first thing in the morning." "Hey, what..." "What sexual position creates the ugliest offspring?" " What sexual position creates..." " I don't know Paul." "Ask your mother !" "Can you imagine if she saw us now?" "Can you imagine that?" "What do you think she'd say?" "Two brothers having a drink and a chat." "What do think?" "She'd be proud, or what?" " Why are you doing this, Paul?" " Doing what?" " You know exactly what." " Why can't you just talk to me?" "Fuck you." "What the fuck are you looking at?" "Never seen two brothers talking before?" "You want to talk, let's talk." "Forget the fact you come in here blind drunk and interrupt a meeting but then you just bring up Mom like that?" "I mean, how dare you?" "I realize you are in a spot of bother Paul but that doesn't give you the right to behave like this." "The truth?" "You were never there for Mom when mom was sick." "Where the hell were you?" "Brilliant." "So you do have an opinion." "OK Andrew." "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" "I couldn't get near her." "Blame it all on me." "I had to be you." "Did you know that?" "And she..." "You made fucking sure of it." "A happy little fucking threesome:" "Andy, Mom and God." "Noone else invited." "You were begged to do it." "You were begged to do it Paul." "And you never took one single step towards her." "I never want when Dad turned to the booze, you know,.... ...at least for all his faults, he let me in." "He let me in Andrew." "I was the one who made his funeral, remember?" "Do you understand?" "You've always thinked that man." "You listen to me Paul." "You listen, listen to me." "You know sometimes I look at you and all I see is him." "Just him." "I find that quite disheartening." "Yeah, well, at least I didn't marry my fucking mother." "She's always been like that or was it just when she met you?" "Go to hell Paul." " Just open it." " No." " Give...the letter to me." " No." " Celia, give me the fucking letter" " No...!" "It doesn't matter." "Open it." "Will you just open it?" "No." "You open it." " Open it." " I don't want to." " Ha?" " No." "One day confused..." "Amid the 2000 or so entries we were delighted with Ms Steimer's story." "This work shows an emerging remarkable talent for someone so young." "It catches a sense of beauty, mystery and loss without ever losing sight of what might be." "I wonder who came in first." "I'll tell you who came first." "Someone three times your probably, someone who bloody well deserved to come first." "Thank you for making it special for me." "The den and everything." "I need a cigarette to cope with this sort of scenery." "In the car." "I'll be back in a tic." "Can you leave me your jacket?" "Are you going to be home tonight?" "I need you to baby sit Sam." "Celia, I asked you a question?" "Fuck!" "Is he my father?" "I wish it were that simple." "Hey!" "You!" "What's up?" "Did you know?" "Did you know?" " Answer me!" "Did you know?" " Ah, Celia..." "I know what you did when you took the photo of that girl." "You walked away and left her." "That's why you withdrew the entry so you wouldn't even have to deal with her." " You don't know..." " Don't." "Was she just another photo?" "Just another picture of this fucking war puzzle that you try to figure out?" "Was she just like me?" "Was she just like me?" "Was she just someone you could pick up and throw away and forget about?" "How do you live with yourself?" "Andrew!" "Penny, are you there?" "Will you just open the door?" "I just need somewhere to stay." "Come on Penny, I know you're in there." "You know Jonathan all that stuff in the papers that's all just speculation." "All right?" "That's It's rubbish." "They have no proof." "I'm still your uncle" "No you're not." "Do you think we're both fucking stupid?" " What did you say?" " Leave me alone!" "I hope they kill you." "I hope they..." "Why did you do?" " Why did you do?" " It's OK, it's OK." "It's allright." "It's all right." "I know you like her." "I know you like her." "It's all right." "Listen you have to tell me what you meant by "both of you"." "Look at me." "What did you mean "both of us think you're stupid"?" "Tell me what you meant by both of us?" "I'm not going to hurt you." "I promise I'm not going to hurt you." "What is it Jonathan?" "I was looking for my camera." "I thought he was hiding it to protect you." "Where is he?" "In Christchurch 'til tomorrow." "Paul?" "Paul, are you there?" "I just heard from the lawyer." "What do you mean you don't want to sell?" "You can't." "I'm up to my eyeballs..." " What the hell did you do that for?" " Get up!" "Get up!" "What were you going to do?" "Plant it at my place like the atlas?" "This is really unnecessary." "Okay." "Okay." "There was a time I wondered why you up and left." "You knew what he was up to, didn't you?" "At least look at me and tell me you didn't know before you pull that trigger." "You know the really sad part?" "I didn't even find out until I read the will." "That's how far back I was." "But then how was I to know Paul?" "I was only a kid, a 15 year old kid." "You killed me when you walked away and left me with that evil piece of scum." "You think you even get a second fucking chance?" "You knew you bastard." "And you had the gall to come back here and bring that thing into our house." "My mother's house!" "And God knows what you're doing with her but then like father like son." "Andrew, you don't know what the fuck you're talking about." "He was screwing that teenage whore of yours." " No!" " He was." "You knew it." " No!" " And you walked..." "Andrew no!" "It's got nothing to do with you." "You saw it with your own eyes." "You knew and you walked and you never looked back." "What did you do to her?" "Our mother died the moment that bastard was conceived." "Just tell me." "Wherefore come out from among them, and be separated, said the Lord." "And touch not the unclean thing." "Mom!" "Tell me." "Go ahead and cry." "It's about time you cried for our mother." "I'll kill you." "I fucking swear I'll kill you." "I told her everything." "Everything." "Someone had to set the record straight." "I had a right to that money, Paul." "That money was mine if nothing else, at least that..." "And I should give her a third at 18 along with a nice little letter." "Rather convenient, hey!" "Nice and smooth." "She wanted proof." "She asked to see the will." "Wait here." "Mom was there." "What?" "What?" "What are you doing in here?" "I was just looking." "Who are you?" "He brought me here." "I know what you are." "You have no right to be in my house." "I want you to stay away from my family." "Is that clear?" "Stay away." "So he told you about me." "Haven't you told her?" "I told you to wait outside." "Is it true, Andrew?" "You people." "Get out!" "She smiled, Paul." "Simple misunderstanding." "What's done is done..." "For what it's worth, Mom wants it this way." "Uncle Paul." "Jonathan?" "Can you come over?" "I rang the police." "Am I in trouble?" "No you're not." "Paul wait...." "Paul wait..." "Paul come back home..." "Paul don't leave..." "Paul..." "The people had no choice but to trust that the horses would lead them to their ocean." "Without reins or saddles..... ...they rode the horses across the barren land." "Buttheoceanhad disappeared for good." "Andthepeople,togetherandalone  had no choice but to face each other in their loss." "Theymadeahomeforthemselves in a new environment." "Although one that had changed forever." "They learnt to live in the space the ocean had left." "Although it lingered in their dreams." " Celia!" " Your e-mail said it was urgent." "Yeah, I..." "I just wanted to see you." "I've just been reading your story." "So, you want to come in?" "Have a cup of tea?" "I'll make you a macchiato." "I wanted to give you this." "It's a bit out of date." "I don't think the world has changed that much in 25 years." "Have a look inside." " What's this?" " What do you think it is?" "It's open." "So you can use it anytime you like." "You can leave after schools finished." "Hey, Celia, this is not some pathetic attempt to make everything all right." "It's...." "It's just.... ...the ticket is just a gift." "You knew about Mom and your father together." "But I didn't know about you." "Why didn't you just tell me?" "I didn't know how." "I'm sorry." "Look." "In Spain , there's a place called Andalusia." "It's hot and it's white and dusty." "And you can see the ocean." "This is it." "I can drive you home." "It's okay." "I can walk." "Hey Paul, about the ticket..." "Don't worry about it, of course." "Promise?" "Yeah, it's our secret." "Es nuestro secreto." "I thought you couldn't speak Spanish." "Adios brother." "Bye Celia." "THE END"