"The first time I did it for money was..." "I was invited to a bachelorette party and after I finished my show, the girl who hired me asked how much it would cost to be with her after the party." "If... how much..." "How much I would charge her for fucking her, right?" "500 dollars?" "And that was when I was 22, I think." "He was a guy who was approximately 38 years old." "I accompanied him to his room." "I was given 600 euros, and felt very satisfied." "For a job well done." "I was 26 years old." "The first client I had was quite a swift experience." "The same goes for the vast majority of my clients." "It's not tiring." "100 euros per hour." "I've been doing this for two years." "I felt I'd been doing this since day one, my whole life." "It happened in the morning." "That same afternoon I went to speak with the owner of the agency." "For me it was clear that working out in the street was out of the question." "For an hour, I charge 600 euros." "I am 30 years old." "What I didn't like at all was that it was a man who was trembling all the time." "It was not only my first time, but also my first orgasm with that old man." "He paid me well." "About 30.000 pesetas for half an hour." "One day I decided to go to the highway, hitch-hiking." "A man stopped he was mature." "I didn't know what to ask from him, so I simply told him:" "..."1500 pesetas"." "He told me to suck on him." "And, to tell you the truth, I dunno gross." "And so it was." "I was only 17 years old." "But who's a whore?" "The girl whose career develops out in the street?" "I don't think so." "Well, they can be called some other way, right?" "My name is África, 28, from Barcelona." "I'm an "escort" what one would call, a female companion." "My ID states I'm an interior decorator." "Whore." "Those girls have a job that's definitely not what I do." "My name is Denisse Valdés, 28, from Equatorial Guinea." "My dream is to become a goddess of whores." "Do you think I'll succeed?" "Prostitute." "Whore." "Cocksucker." "I think that prostitutes first of all are persons." "Secondly, they try to be professionals, as we all try to be professionals." "I don't want you to think I'm presumptuous, but I'm hot, really hot." "My goal is to become a goddess of whores." "Man, it's obvious that she has to talk and act dirty otherwise she'll be a lousy whore." "Then, since I like dirty bitches, I love whores." "Of course, I've an inclination!" "I'm inclined to be a whore." "Can't you see that?" "Javier. 28." "From Puerto Rico." "Well, my occupation..." "working at night, right?" "I work with women." "A prostitute is someone who's out in the street waiting to go out with any person that passes by." "Well, if you wanna try, I dunno I can give you a small demonstration." "My name's Charlotte, I'm 34, I'm French, from Paris." "My base profession is foreign trade agent." "My other job?" "Well, prostitution." "Prostitution De Luxe." "Let's see, qualities, most importantly being a very discrete person being capable to adapt to any kind of situation having a lot of psychology with men, and taking care of one's body following a good diet, know different languages." "And being beautiful." "A prostitute is a lady who spends her whole life out in the streets unless she's a "de luxe", but they really don't like sex." "No." "A prostitute is a person who's dead inside her head." "That's not true." "Erica, 28, from Tarragona." "At the moment, I'm prostituting myself." "That's it." "I like the street because I don't like taking orders from nobody." "In a club there's too many girls." "One can't make enough there." "I go at whatever time I like, and I work whenever and the way I like." "Yes, I depend on myself." "I work on my own." "I'm out in the street." "90% of the people who come to me are married." "I don't receive anonymous persons." "And neither do I receive people whose identity is unclear." "I never talk to them before our encounter." "Logically, if I do this job it's because I know how to take advantage of my sex as a woman and because I love sexual relations." "In reality, what I replace is the most positive part of having a partner." "All this began during a flight I was taking." "And it was really simple:" "the person who sat next to me was a very beautiful lady, extremely elegant." "The circumstances of that moment were propitious enough for her to realize that I could carry out that kind of job." "No, I don't think that if I had sat next to a bullfighter I would have ended up bullfighting." "One can't believe that the more power men have and the more they succeed in accomplishing their goals in life and the more they climb in their professional careers the more they need someone to hug them, cuddle with them, love them and kiss them affectionately like their mothers did." "Exactly." "But well, that's what we're there for, right?" "Because we have to give ourselves to one another." "Exactly." "If my partner would've satisfied me, not all the times I felt the need but at least almost every time, I probably would never have gone whoring." "Because I was totally in love." "Right." "What happens is that you reach a point where you get tired of refusals." "And you can tolerate that refusal for one day, then another, and another but when it's many in a role, you finally search outside what you don't find at home." "It's like..." "It's like a craving." "I think that it's mainly just a vice." "Yes, it's a hidden vice that I have." "You want something that..." "You want another thing that's nicer and you take whatever you like." "Understand?" "Yes." "It's just that..." "There's morbid men." "Jimmy, 44." "I usually frequent whore houses." "It's not that they don't receive love at home." "It's just that they like swapping women." "They get bored with the same woman, or they can't obtain with their wife what they can obtain outside." "Maybe his woman is a lot more qualified than he thinks." "But he hasn't given it a little though." "He sees that his woman is the lady of his home but he hasn't thought that she can be more of a whore in bed than me." "Let's see." "No." "No, no." "I mean, I've been in a couple and also have gone whoring." "Because they do all the things that men want to do." "If she tells me "yes", I'm not forcing her to do anything." "You go to a place, you buy and return home." "Quite simple, some money I pay you, and that's it." "I meet her, I fuck her and I leave." "Without risking falling in love, sexual infatuation, and all that." "I think that's why they go whoring." "In general, they look for something in the street." "Something where they have no responsibility, to enjoy themselves." "You have people who go to a football stadium, I go whoring." "Hello?" "Ingrid, 19 years old, student." "Shy, but slinky." "Whatever you want, I do it." "Specialty:" "oral sex, willing to swallow." "Anal sex, no rubber." "Deep black kiss and penetration." "My job consists practically of talking with girls." "After one talks to them, well, we go a little further until we get intimate, and for that, well, I charge them." "Yes!" "Yes, I charge a lot." "Obviously, it won't come for free unless I'm bored some night." "And if I like you a lot, well..." "All men tell their stuff to each other, but I keep everything secret." "I mean, I have a good friend as everyone has, who is like my brother." "I do call him and tell him:" ""I fucked this girl, she was awesome..."" ""...and so on", but I don't tell him they're paying me because then it isn't a secret anymore, my friend tells it to another and another, and another, then I end up like the biggest whore and it isn't really like that." "What do you think?" "Anything to refute?" "Well, yes, yes, I consider myself to be a whore." "Machine?" "No, not a machine, 'cause a machine is tireless." "It's something you switch on, and starts eating anything at sight." "I don't..." "I don't consider myself to be a machine." "Wow, in one night with a girl?" "Three... three good fucks." "Watching a movie I've reached 6, 6 masturbations, so..." "Yes, I like watching porn movies." "To distract my mind and also to learn." "And yes, I masturbate." "The strangest thing someone asked me to do?" "I used to work for the police, so this girl wanted me to arrive with my uniform and everything cop related." "I tell her:" ""Okay, no problem"." "But when we're there, she tells me "I don't want you to fuck me"." "I want you to introduce the club inside me." "And I went:" ""Is that what you want?"." ""Well, if that's what you're requesting, no problem"." "And completely dressed, but masturbating her with the club with the truncheon." "That's the strangest thing that happened to me." "It's just that all girls are beautiful, so..." "I don't think there's ugly girls but girls who don't value themselves properly." "There's no ugly girls." "I can assure you that." "Some are nicer about one thing, some are nicer about another thing." "There's fat girls who have a beautiful face." "But me, for example, I don't like busty women." "And fat girls, well, normally they have big breasts well I don't like that, it's not my style." "You answered yourself..." "She has to have the body I consider ideal." "Claudia Schiffer, for example." "She gotta have a good body, a nice butt..." "Height is not important." "There's short girls, tall girls..." "I don't care about that." "But I gotta like what I see." "If I don't like what I see, she's out." "Yes." "When the girls present themselves, men choose the one they liked most." "And then if they return it's because they had a good time." "Well, I think so." "That's why they hire me." "My opinion of men in general?" "It's a very difficult question." "Men?" "My opinion of men is..." "Look, God created them for a reason, they're necessary, but..." "They're animals." "Quite disgusting under certain circumstances." "Well, I suppose there could be one around who's not a source of income." "Who truly loves you." "But I don't care to look for him!" "I prefer to get the dough." "Well, I..." "live off men, of course I live off men." "And all women at the club live off men but that doesn't mean we have a high opinion of them." "There's mean men... men who don't deserve to be men." "You got those whom you'd toss down a gully." "And you got those to whom you'd say:" ""Offer me a drink, I'm going out with you!"." "That's my opinion of men." "What's my opinion?" "In general?" "Well, I keep it to myself." "Because I really don't know what I think." "Men, the further away from you, the better but my reality is that they're very close to me." "I don't consider any man as a man." "I think they're all pieces of shit." "That's it." "They make me sick." "No, for me men are a good business." "And for me, the best business I was able to find." "What's up?" "My name is Rosa." "Mirta." " I'm turning 46 right now." " 50 years old." " I'm from here, Madrid." " From Argentina." "I'm a madame at a club." "They come out one by one and the client chooses the one he likes most." "The client, he might like... or think that one of the girls suits him best e.g. a childish girl, or one with strong character." "Depends of the client." "That's why there's very varied girls." "Yes." "Yes." "But it's the life the girls chose, right?" "I adore being the girls' mommy." "I call them "girls"." "I don't call them whores, nor prostitutes." "The price of the drinks?" "I take care of them, I counsel them, I pay attention to their feelings." "The price of the drinks is..." "Yes, three drinks for 60 dollars." "The most important thing, as with everything, is money." "But what I would really like is that none of the girls were there." "They make money, I make money, and the owner makes money." "And after the girls chat with them for a little while well, they take them to fuck." "No, the girls?" "I don't teach them to fuck." "Foreign girls go straight to fucking." "And they replace language with gestures." "With caresses, touching him..." "Embracing him and you know." "When we get one of those clients we don't like, yes, the skirt-chaser type..." "It's like they pretend they don't see him the girls play dumb so that they don't get picked. "Don't pick me, ok"." "But one doesn't have to show that..." "I teach the girls that what can't be cured must be endured." "And it's just a moment, so bite the bullet." "There's no other choice." "It's sort of a cattle market:" "...thin men, fat men, for all tastes." "Well, naturally, Asian clients don't want me." "But for Europeans I'm a novelty." "I have far more European clients, and that doesn't bother me." "Everything: married women, single, with boyfriend, without boyfriend." "Yes, from famous people, to people who are politicians." "Construction workers, doctors, dentists, everything." "People from the sports world:" "tennis players, soccer players..." "The Japanese have, let's say, dicks as small as this." "While Europeans have it like this and black men have it like this!" "I dunno." "Mature people, young people, truckers, truckers, truckers." "We gotta have everything, so queer as folk." "To be honest, we get clients of all types and they request everything." "Normally, what men ask me to do most is to suck them, and then kiss them." "No, normally they don't request anything different." "Yes, they don't ask for strange things." "The usual." "I'm very traditional, in fact, I like to be in control." "Normally the girls want to be in control." "And slam him like this against the wall and everything, throw him to the ground and feel you're in total control." "But I tell her: "No, not this position, the classical one!"." "And don't get me out of that one, 'cause sometimes one can try a strange position but in the long run you return to the classical position." "Never." "Excuse me?" "I never do everything that the client demands." "No, I'm not very demanding about that." "It would be too easy, wouldn't it?" "I couldn't tell you right now." "'Cause since each one of them asks you different things..." "Well, what I ask her is different positions oral sex." "I tell her to suck it a little." "I like her to suck me, so I get aroused and then fuck her." "Yes, of course, that's very common." "Well, that's what I like." "Oral sex, in the majority of men is what they like most." "Yes, sure." " Anal sex..." " Yes." "Lesbianism, with other women..." "Well, men request just about anything but there's many things one can't do." "I did it only once with two girls and a client." "I just can't do it." "I can't." "There's things I can't, I can't tell you 'cause honestly you can't imagine what they ask me to do." "If she's there just to be looked at, she'd better stay at home." "Charge a fee for men who want to come look at her and that's it." "If she's there it's for a purpose, to make money!" "I only... fuck, bare naked." "My name is Carlos, 34 years old." "Yeah, I usually go to brothels." "Because I feel the need." "I'm happily married, but well, I have certain needs that my wife can't satisfy." "For example, what my wife can't satisfy and I like very much..." " ...is anal sex." " Pard' me?" "Pard' me?" " If they ask you for anal, do you do it?" " If they ask me to, I do it." " What, you like anal sex?" " Yes, if they request anal sex why not?" " Well, then come here so I bust your ass." " No!" "Agreed." "Okay." "Anal sex, at first yes, it's normal, hurts a little bit!" "But once you get used to it, you begin to like it." " It's wonderful." " Yes." "That's true." "I gotta tell you that I like sex above all other things in this world." "There's no other thing." "Yes, listen to me carefully, it's just that there's no other better thing." "It's good to make money!" "Carol Fonda, I'm 22." "I was born in the city of Targu Mures, in Romania." "I'm a porn star." "No, I don't consider myself a whore." "For me, doing porn films is a job as any other." "And, however, it depends on how you do that porn film." "No, I don't consider myself a whore." "I believe that, if a person has self-respect there are things that money can't buy." "Dora." "Dora Venter." "I'm 26." "I was born in Hungary, in the north of Hungary." "Actually, I studied to become a nurse practitioner." "Instead I became an actress in porn films." "I don't consider myself a whore at all because I do a job that I really enjoy doing." "I believe that if you don't like sex, then you're not a healthy person." "Rita Faltoiano." "I'm 24." "I was born in Hungary, Budapest." "At present, I'm a porn actress." "I will never become a prostitute because it's a job that degrades a person." "When I began, I was fascinated by money but I continued doing this because it's a job I like." "Do you know what I like best?" "I love to suck." "No, not the finger." "I do it with my finger 'cause I don't have another thing to suck." "I also like to ride." "I love it!" "But not horses!" "Men." "I love to feel a cock right here sitting like this." "Everybody has a hobby, right?" "Well, mine is that:" "my hobby is..." "Yes, go about fucking people!" "The cow I have for a neighbour, it's normal that she envies me." "She never fucks!" "I love to provoke." "Don't you fancy me?" "You know, everybody tells me my mouth is designed to suck cock!" "Yes!" "But not everything that fits here also fits here, you know." "No, I'm not a nymphomaniac, don't get that idea!" "The only thing I ask the client is to squirt their sperm on me." "It doesn't matter if it's on my face, on my tits whatever, it's ok." "I just want it on me." "I hope I don't get wet." "I have a girlfriend who has never sucked a guy's cock and one day I taught her how to suck cock with one of my dildos." "First we started with a carrot, then with a banana after that with a cucumber, and then with each one of my dildos." "Because there's different kinds of cocks." "Well, I always start like this, I don't know if it's ok, but I like it this way." "Like this I can tell if I would like to put it in my mouth." "If I do this and I don't like it, then I put him a rubber." "Whenever there's sexual contact either in the mouth or the ass it's always important to have a condom." " No." " If she doesn't want, even when it comes to anal sex..." "I won't do it." "I'd rather not have anal sex with her." "No, because it has nothing to do." "You can fuck using a condom suck with a condom but squirt the sperm, I don't need to swallow it." "The guy stands up, removes the condom and he ejaculates on the face of the girl." "In general nothing bad happens, but in reality something terrible could happen." "Because if she's unlucky enough to get sperm in her eye and therefore have direct contact with the sperm and if the guy is HIV-positive, he will surely infect her." "This is not a joke." "Pierre Woodman, I'm 40 years old." "I'm a director and photographer for pornographic films." "Conrad Son, 36." "I direct and produce pornographic films." "And sometimes starred in them." "The first filmed casting, I did it in '92." "Actually, I did it to protect myself from the eventuality that a girl could say:" "..."Woodman has obliged me to do something I didn't want to do!"." "I film, as what happened today, everything happening around me so I won't run the risk of having someone say to me that some other strange thing happened, different from the reality." "So, when a person comes to you to try to do porn films the worse you can do is convince her." "My role is to talk to the girls and interview them and convince them to do this job spontaneously." "First you gotta tell her:" ""Just so you know, if you do it..."" ""...your ass will be seen by your neighbour next door"." ""Oh, so that was your butt on TV!", that's an important matter." "A prostitute in general doesn't want people to recognize her activity." "She will always deny it she doesn't want to have anything that compromises her future." "I always advise the girls that I meet to stay as far away from prostitution as they can because it's a terrible world, a world of bastards, of death a soulless world." "On the contrary, a porn actress always tries to be exhibitionist." "Be on the spot as much as possible reveal her activity, and have a future in that profession." "They want to be porn actresses." "Normally, a porn actress doesn't have the guts of a prostitute." "There's a great hypocrisy in our world, due to ignorance." "Why have I chosen this trade?" "Well, because I wanted to change my life completely because I was desperate, I was feeling very depressed I had a great need to transform my life, yes." "So, I decided to enter the world of deluxe prostitution." "At first I thought it was some sort of suicide, more than anything else." "Then I realized how much it had helped me to have more confidence in myself." "It has been an incredible experience, and also positive." "Yes." "Maybe that's a little contradictory." "The best lover I've ever had was a man who was physically unattractive, in fact, he disgusted me." "But the body is not important." "And when I first saw him I thought of not doing it with him." "I was displeased because that guy was not my type." "It was..." "It was not attraction, but a great repulsion from my side." "But in the end I let go and it proved to be... like a work of art." "And that's how it went!" "Up to now I've only had one bad experience and I admit I've been very lucky because I've had just one bad experience." "I thank the Lord because nothing bad ever happened to me." "Maybe I just was very lucky." "It could be that I have a guardian angel." "But maybe I just was lucky." "No one ever laid a hand on me." "Well, some people don't want to pay you when you're finished." "And not to mention:" "psychopaths, and all that one has to be very cautious." "Walking the street, you know?" "There's a certain type of people of whom one's afraid of it terrorizes you when you're peacefully doing your job and all of a sudden he gets out of the bed to smoke..." "Well, one gets scared... he may be going to kill you or something." "Quite recently I was stabbed right here..." "You see it?" "I still have the mark." "It was a client who paid for two fucks and he fucked me twice, but then wanted me to return him his money." "I didn't understand why." "Because he had drank too much, or whatever." "It was time to part and he said we hadn't done anything and wasn't gonna pay." "But he paid." "Once, I couldn't get the client to have a hard-on." "I tried everything for over 2 hours, but it was no use." "I couldn't do it!" "There's always people who drink way too much and then lose control with us." "For example if we go to an apartment outside we always have our bodyguards which is a service we need to have because we can't go to anyone's place and risk his losing control and hitting us to death." ""Listen, Charlotte, you have to go to a client's apartment"." "At first I was scared." "He was in his sofa and told me to sit down to sit down next to him, and then he told me to touch him." "He touched me, and I didn't like the way he did it." "He kissed me, and..." "I dunno, I didn't like it." "So I started bitching about everything and the guy threw me out to the hotel corridor with all my clothes, my bag..." "So there I was, completely naked." "So, ok..." "I said:" ""Wait, what are you doing?"." "And he answered: "I thought I could do anything to a whore"." "And I told him:" ""No, I don't think so"." "At times you'd rather go back home on foot than stay with certain men." "When I finished doing my job, I ran out crying, crying." "I was so afraid." "And..." "He wanted an SM relationship." "He wanted me to be his slave, but I didn't want to." "No, I don't like SM at all." "Because I like pleasure." "And if a skirt-chaser arrives, I send him packing." "If you draw a whip, I shove it up your ass, the whip." "No, I don't like it." "I'm a very normal whore." "Very normal." "I like doing anything with a man." "Except getting beaten." "No, I don't like being pricked." "I don't like SM." "It's something I never did for money up to now and I'd never do it for all the money in the world:" "SM." "Play with candles, with high heels everything." "From pricking him with needles to whipping him." "Everything." "And this is what they request the most." "Thanks, but no thanks." "No, I don't want your money." "From crawling on all fours with a candle up the ass to whipping their backs until they bleed." "No, I don't like that." "And pricking needles in their nipples, a little bit of everything." "I don't like it." "We will never let anyone lay a hand on us." "But if that's what the client wants from us, we do it." "My name is Lorenzo." "I like being a slave." "The same as there's people who like having their breasts caressed, others having their whole body kissed others masturbating, or caressing their feet." "I like to be humiliated, beaten in that moment." "Submit myself, it's normal, I submit myself." "I submit to someone, and that person does whatever she likes with me because it's what I want." " He's here because he wants." " Yes, exactly." "When I have someone at my feet in submission like this human rug, this slave, this trash..." "He's not trash." "But if I call him "trash", he gets much more excited." "We play a lot with words." "The rules we've agreed on are simple." "Simply respect." "I submit to her and she does whatever she wants with me." "I have a few other slaves, but he's 24/7." "I enjoy myself and she enjoys herself, and I love to please her." "See her enjoy it." "Watching a woman enjoy herself is the best." "24 hours, 7 days per week, evidently, between these walls." "I need to do something to feel stable, useful." "And do something:" "sport, sex..." "Just anything." "He asked for this." "He wants to be there." "He fulfills himself with me." "He feels me." "Isn't that true?" " Yes, mistress." " I can't hear you." " Yes, mistress." "I told her one day:" "..."I want to be your slave, for whatever you need"." "I tell her: "Insult me, hit me, that's what I like"." "She insults me, she hits me..." "I feel I'm all hers in that moment, and that's all." "Good, like that." "That's good!" "There!" "Down!" "Stay still!" "Don't move!" "We offer people illusion, fantasy, alternative things." "Not traditional sex." "Never!" "What's pretty clear is that these tendencies are human." "They're universal, not from other planets." "Nor are we born in sewers." "We're intelligent people." "People with a lot of imagination, very sensitive persons." "And people who truly feel fulfilled, and feel alright." "Stick out your tongue!" "And for me that's the most important thing." "Can you see how I dominate him?" "No, not love her." "I don't love her." "I need her when I feel aroused." "I don't love my mistress." "Not love her." " You like that?" " I love it." "No." "I mean, I have a limit." "I practically fell in love because we had a pretty long relationship." "I went to a hotel, only for the night." "All night long." "And I was there only for him, and he made me fall in love... head over heels." "And then, due to some circumstances she had to leave Madrid." "And I never saw her again." "Then he called me." "And we talked over the phone." "Dating, this and that, but I found out he was married and everything, but..." "I left him." "Fall in love?" "For the moment that's not on my mind because if I'm immersed in this, how can I provide love and attention to someone I like when I know she won't accept the job I do?" "I had to accept she was sleeping with other guys." "It was her job." "And like any other job, she had to do it." "I accepted that." "I sort of felt like her pimp." "I've met many girls who have pimps and are in love with them, and that, well, they don't realize they're being exploited and mistreated and so much more, right?" "I, as a man, could evidently fall in love with a prostitute in fact I've fallen in love with them more than once." "For a woman that's hot I already got my wife." "That's pretty clear, I'm in love with her and happily married." "In fact, I think that besides my mother and sister the rest of my girlfriends are prostitutes." "The profession of a whore is the best in the world." "Yes, from now on I prefer prostitutes." "Of course." "Because a typical woman you find in the street will cost you the same as a prostitute or even more." "Luis, I'm an employee at a Bingo." "I'm a person with lots of feelings and almost all of them are honest." "Yes, I fell in love with a client." "I think I'm the only one in the agency that fell in love with a client." "I think that when someone hires you, your chip changes automatically and you look at him as a client, as a job, as a service." "And I never fell in love with any of them." "There's a saying that goes:" "...promise until you stick it in and once it's in, forget the promise." "Promising someone the Earth or the moon has nothing to do with love." "How can a woman turn into a deluxe prostitute?" "It depends." "Sometimes it's girls 19-20 years old who don't know what they're doing." "And yet they do it because they're completely in need of money." "It's a matter of money, but I think it all begins most of all because of a great love for sex." "To be honest, I took this road because it was the easiest." "It's a very tough job but for those who need some extra incomes, it's not that bad." "Sex?" "I like it a lot, but money is what I like most." "It's a matter of independence, more than anything." "I don't like to fuck, I like to tease." "I like being there, and making money." "Money is a temptation." "And you want more and more." "And as the years go by, there you are." "I grabbed the money and walked away happy my heart beating hard and the money in my hand." "That..." "For me, it was happiness." "I take care of the girls, I'm their manager." "I find them parts in porn films or strip-teases in private parties and all that's comprised in eroticism." "Karen, 44, Czech Republic." "It's not fair." "I deceive them." "I always deceive them." "I try to convince them in any way." "To some I take pictures, and to others I keep their documents so they cannot leave." "They're looking for a better life." "Many stay, others don't." "My name's Ivan." "I'm 23." "I come from Bulgaria." "I'm a pander." "If it hadn't been for my manager I'd still be a cathouse prostitute." "I wouldn't have had the possibility to dance, do strip-teases and not even porn films." "It's not easy to do all this." "Well, I tried to think, as everybody, of a way to make money which would require little work." "So I started thinking what I'd never give up, other than food." "Naturally, the answer was sex." "And I like very much working with my girls." "I was obliged to work in a club." "I had come to work in the fields." "And instead, they've forced me to prostitute myself." "All of us have been obliged." "They threatened us with a gun, and then..." "Then they said they would hurt our families in Lithuania." "My name's Laura, I'm 22." "I come from Lithuania." "I can consider myself as a guardian angel of my girls or someone that takes advantage of them but both considerations are true because I cannot live without them and they can't work without me." "I'm an inescrupulous trafficker of women, but..." "But I try to behave well with them." "My unhappiest memory?" "When the person with whom I lived decided to sell me." "I'd say that's the worse thing that could happen to me." "My name's Sonya, I'm 28, I come from Bulgaria, downtown Sofia." "Some Lithuanians kidnapped me, and then I was sold to the French." "Today, half of the Bulgarian girls here were bought and sold." "Because they buy you and they take you somewhere else." "It happens like that, and it's normal." "Here a woman, even if she isn't very beautiful can make up to 2.000-3.000 euros per month." "They live well, live the good life, they become rich in this country." "There are many cases like mine, but even worse things have happened." "Some girls have disappeared and some others have died." "But nobody really knows what happened to them." "Anyway, some have ended up a lot worse than me." "I don't know what else to say." "Let me see, I entered this world because I had no other choice." "To pay for everything that I had to pay." "It's not that I had, I HAVE drug problems." "I had no other choice." "Yes, of course." "I accept all clients that request my services." "As long as the pay me, I do anything." "An if they pay me big bucks..." "I don't know if they're good people, but they go for what they want, period." "Not much is spoken." " What for?" " Other than what I say to them." "Why would I need to chat with her?" "I'm not interested." "I go there and say: "How much?" "Really?" "Ok, let's go!"." "Yes, with truckers I do it under pine trees, any place." "On an old mattress that someone discarded." "I don't want to establish a friendship with her." "If I want a friend, I buy a dog." "And for girlfriend I have my wife." "I had a problem once." "The first time I had anal sex." "Well, I dunno if the guy had AIDS or what else he had but to be honest, he was gross to look at." "He fucked me up the ass and as a present he left me his shit." ""Hold on, now I'll pay you..." And I waited there for 5 hours... for him to pay me." "My parents have seen me:" "where I am, what I do..." "Everything." "They've seen everything." "They've cried." "They've told me I'm ruining my life that I'm destroying them and all the family." "But, well..." "I don't care." "I don't care." "I've thought about leaving prostitution." "I have a daughter, 3 years old." "And I think that I should do it for her, but..." "I've thought about committing suicide, but she keeps me going." "When everybody turns their back on you this is a way out, right?" "I dunno." "I think that sometimes it's a way out." "I think that I should do something, at least for her." "Yes, I should do something else." "That's what I think." "People don't know anything about prostitution." "They only know stories they see in films which have little to do with reality." "Angel, anti-prostitution task force." "We have no organizations on our backs we're independent." "We know from where they come, the route they follow how they come obliged why they entered this trade and what things occurred in their lives." "A great part of the girls come here deceived by ads offering work that promise a job as a waitress or a dancer." "But when they arrive here, they find a very unpleasant surprise." "Their passports are taken they're mistreated violence is used against them and they're battered to death." "And then they come forced to work." "Once they start, they take compromising pictures of them and threaten to send them to their relatives." "They're practically brain-washed and, if they don't make enough the men who exploit them mistreat them badly." "Sometimes they come with cuts in their faces and genitals." "Many of them start taking drugs." "It's hard for them to stay away from alcohol or drugs." "And once they're in, they never get out." "That never happens." "What do other women think of me?" "I really..." "No, I really don't care." "That doesn't worry me." "The majority of women wouldn't like us to be here because they're afraid that their husbands might come." "But, well... thankfully there's other women who are more open-minded they know we have to exist." "That's the way it is." "Well, I'm not offended when someone calls me a whore." "That doesn't touch my heart, let's say, because I don't see myself as the whore that people in general see as a whore:" "As something bad." "I think that what I do is instead a good thing, you know?" "Not only for me, but for the person who requests these services." "The fact that one's out in the street..." "well, nobody knows the reason for that." "Sometimes they keep staring at me, into my eyes, right?" "Well, I also stare back." "And most of the times I react and tell them:" "..."Do I owe you something?" "Why are you looking at me like that?"." "And they don't say anything, but others do...: "These whores!"." "When I'm 30?" "I'll be a family guy married I think I'll be away from all this I think." "From a personal point of view..." "I hope there will come a time when I feel enough need to have a family have children, I suppose all that will come in time." "I came here to do this and now I'm not going to change my life." "Anyway, I feel better every next day." "I think I'll go on with this life." "Married, four children, happy." "I don't know... 20 years from now I will have retired and all that." "I will have a big house with a garden and my stuff but I will still be the whore I am now, or even worse." "Well, all that's normal." "A family, children, an ordinary matrimony." "An ordinary job, an ordinary contract." "Whatever, as long as it's ordinary." "An ordinary person." "I like the idea that I'm being observed." "A wish..." "You want me to make a wish?" "A wish I make for all the people watching this film?" "Yes, I've many." "But I'm trying to find the most important to say it now." "I don't have any wishes." "I've everything I want." "I'd like everybody to be happy, but that goes without saying, right?" "Well, I'd like to win the lottery." "I'd like to win the lottery." "A wish?" "I'd like..." "I have a single wish in this life..." "I want everybody to be happy." "That there was more love in the world." "Fall in love and have a family." "Peace and happiness, if it can be reached." "That many of you come visit us at our club the more you of guys there are, well, the more we will earn." "A wish?" "I hope, that someday I can change my life." "Anyway, as everyone else, I'd like something else from my life." "I'd simply like to enjoy it more." "My biggest wish is to marry the person with whom I live and above all, to be able to raise children." "Perhaps my wish is absurd but I'd like to do this job until the end of my days because I don't think I'll get used to going to work all mornings." "I'm not used to a normal job." "My biggest wish is that the girls don't suffer while doing this job." "And that they can decide to get out of it whenever they choose to without being blackmailed or mistreated." "They must have liberty to choose." "I would only like to have the possibility to be free to decide." "To make progress, quit doing this and be with my daughter." "Nothing else." "I'd like that prostitution wasn't such a taboo subject and that, once and for all, this situation becomes legalized." "That no woman will ever have to depend of a man again." "Well, let's see..." "What can I say?" "I send you a kiss and that's it!" "For everybody." "See ya." "Bye." "A kiss." "Kisses for everybody." "To all of you listening to me, and watching me, this is a calling:" "...I need people to fuck, I need to keep practicing!" "Please, please!" "A kiss for all of you, friends." "A kiss." "For everybody." "I hope to see you guys soon." "I send you a kiss."