"Alright, I'm going to spray some rosewater." "Okay, take a deep breath." "Take your time getting up." "Let's have some water okay?" "Thank you." "Um, Abby?" "Will you marry me?" "Ha ha." "The upstairs toilet is acting funny." "What?" "Upstairs toilet is acting funny." "Oh." "Have you noticed?" "No, I guess I haven't really noticed." "It was making a running sound like even, even when it wasn't, just when it was not in use." "And then it would stop." "Okay, well did you look in the back." "Like did you look in the tank of the toilet?" "Mm-mm." "Sometimes the chain just falls off." "And you just reattach it." "Is there, is there anything that I, I can..." "No, everything is everything's under to control." "Okay then." "I'll get it." "Hey Paul Hey Good to see you." "Yeah, I beat my record, by like two minutes." "Oooo..." "Ah man." "Is everybody in the kitchen?" "Are you out of your mind?" "A calzone is not the same as a hot pocket." "Ok, what's the difference then?" "There's a huge difference." "Okay, what's the difference?" "Ok, you've got your tomato -based filling and you've got your pastry based outer shell." "Hold on, have you ever even had a calzone?" "I got a pizza and I flipped it over and I called it calzone." "You know what we're going to do?" "I'm going to make you a calzone." "Okay." "And you're going to eat it and then I'm going to prove you wrong and you're gonna owe me." "Okay." "Deal." "What do you owe me?" "I don't know." "What's he gonna owe me?" "What should I owe her?" "I don't know." "How bout..." "How bout a beer." "Okay." "And if it turns out to be like a DiGiorno's Pizza, just folded over and thrown in the oven, what do I get out of it?" "Well, I mean, regardless you're gonna get a delicious homemade treat so." "What?" "The calzone?" "That's the treat?" "Oh, God." "Okay." "And what happens if I don't like it?" "Then what do I get out of it?" "Nothin." "That's just, that's just not possible." "A homemade treat." "I'm back!" "Hello." "Hi." "Smells good!" "Mm-mm." "Hey baby." "I remembered the salad dressing." "Why didn't you make the one that you make?" "The one..." "I didn't have any time." "Just tell me next time and I'll make it." "Well, then you would know my secret recipe." "Oh, oh I didn't realize." "The stew smells amazing." "What is that?" "Like cinnamon?" "Smells so good." "Will you take this?" "What is that?" "Beef beef stew." "I know, but what's that smell?" "Clove?" "It's just beef." "So, did you get the mac?" "The applications?" "I didn't send them." "Are you serious?" "Yeah, I'm serious." "What the fuck!" "Why?" "What the fuck?" "Give me a break." "What do you mean, give you a break?" "Why didn't you send them?" "It's like a really bad time." "It's a great time." "No, it's not a great time." "Why?" "We can barely pay Susan, okay." "What does that mean?" "What do you mean, what does it mean?" "It means we haven't had a new client in forever and all of Grandpa's clients are dying off." "Yeah, but that's not your problem." "Yeah, well that's really easy for you to say." "Yeah it is easy for me to say." "And it's easy for you to say too." "You don't get it." "Look, I love you." "It's your life." "It's your life." "I have to go to the bathroom." "Check these tomatoes, or does it matter?" "It doesn't matter." "Dad, will you get the ah, cornbread?" "Hey." "Hey." "Yeah." "I think it's an incredibly good idea." "Are you sure?" "Yeah." "You look wan." "Wan?" "Hm-mm." "Are you sleeping?" "You've got bags." "You're all puffy." "Yeah, I'm sleeping." "I should have Bronwen make an elixir for him." "I have a friend who makes these incredible energy tonics that stimulate everything." "Your liver, your gallbladder, you kidney's..." "I don't, I don't think that elixirs are dad's thing." "Well, maybe not..." "What does it taste like?" "It tastes like shit." "Garbage, but so good for you." "Cleansing, healing." "Bronwen's amazing." "She did Reiki on me last month, it was incredible." "Right." "Mm-mm." "You should get Reiki done." "Paul, you would love Reiki." "And, what's Reiki?" "I mean, what is it?" "It's energy work essentially." "It helps you release emotional blockages and clear out pathways and just makes you feel awesome in general." "Okay." "Paul, how's the practice doing?" "Great." "Yeah?" "Business is booming?" "Yeah, we're trucking along and..." "Good." "Awesome." "How's the um, the apartment search going?" "Good." "Have you found anything?" "Not yet, but I have a few leads." "You have to be out by the first." "I know, I know, I know." "Well, why don't you just move in with me?" "Well, I mean you're at my house every night." "Well, it's not every night." "I mean, rents really high right now, you know." "I mean, it just makes sense." "Or, you could move in here until you find a place that's suitable." "There's plenty of room, the door's always open to you." "Thank you brother." "That is a very generous offer Paul um..." "Thank you." "I mean it makes sense right?" "That's what I'm saying." "Right?" "Yeah, I mean, you're going to regret it though, because I'm a complete and utter slob." "Like I already don't know that." "I know but once all my stuff is there." "Alright." "So you'll move in." "Yeah." "That's great." "Why not." "And you guys can have dinner at our house." "And a little tap, tap, tap." "Close and grind and move side to side for me." "Perfect." "And tap, tap, tap." "One, two, three." "Hold and close, grind side to side." "Perfect." "Alright." "Mirror." "let's just take a look and see what we've got here." "Uh-huh." "Okay, Mrs Olstead, be sure to floss." "We'll see you next time." "Who's next?" "Um, no one today." "Mrs. Koppleson canceled." "Dad?" "Yeah, I was thinking, um." "I think we need some new blood." "We could, could advertise." "That's not, that's too expensive." "We have to, we have to spend money to make money right?" "I could call, I could do, I could do some research." "Who would you call?" "I don't know." "Look at bus ads or call some newspapers..." "I'm not comfortable with that." "Okay." "You feel good." "Yeah?" "Mm-mm." "Ah, it's amazing." "Ah." "So, what are his ah?" "What are your brother's symptoms?" "Oh um, he's really uptight," "Take this." "Thank you." "Judgemental, he's rigid and." "I don't want a character assasination," "I just want his symptoms." "Oh." "He's um, he's really ah, depleted." "His like energy is gone." "He's all sucked in and wan and he's not sleeping good." "Okay, I'll give him a liver tonic and something for his gallbladder." "Okay." "Alright." "That's not going to happen but alright." "He really should." "I can help him better if he's here." "How about you?" "How are you doing?" "You feel good, so things are good." "What?" "Jesse asked me to move in with him." "Yeah, last night in front of my family at dinner." "Wow." "Yeah." "Wow." "What the F right?" "No joke that's." "Did you...are you...you're..." "Yeah, I don't know." "Yes, good, good." "I'm flipping out about it." "You wouldn't be you if you didn't flip out about it." "Its great, it's fine, it's normal, it's normal." "Really?" "I mean, he was supposed to be my rebound." "You know." "Yeah." "Just my get back in the game guy." "Isn't it awful." "Something beautiful happened." "Is it?" "It actually have ...is it?" "I dont' know." "Is it being tied down again going to be awesome?" "Or is it going to be like a cage and like..." "No, honey." "I keep telling you, I have always told you, you have something that, yes started sexually." "And it's grown into something beautiful." "And that's what happen for me and Charlie, we started out that way and that was the most meaningful relationship of my entire life." "And you know what," "I didn't even appreciate what I had until Charlie past." "It wasn't until after." "And I, I," "I just don't want you to fuck it up." "I don't want you to fuck it up." "Alright." "Just appreciate it." "Ok." "Alright, cheers." "Gratitude." "Gratitude." "Appreciate." "What time's your first victim?" "Um..." "Oh, ten minutes ago." "Here take these." "Take these." "I mixed these for you." "This is my special blend, very proud of that." "I'll bring the tonic down later, okay." "Oh, and I will put your check in the box." "Oh yeah!" "Two months." "I know, two months, I'm sorry." "Can I help you?" "Um, yeah, Jenny sent me." "She said I could get a free cleaning." "Oh, ah, Okay." "Um, Jenny..." "Oh, Henry, you came." "Yeah, it's okay." "Come back." "Okay, you ready?" "Open up." "What, what, what are you doing?" "Oh hey dad." "This is Henry." "He ah, we know each other from Cafe Fiore." "Hello." "Hello." "You know each other how?" "Oh, I work there." "He makes my coffee every morning." "Yeah, I just figured that the chair was empty, so I'd just give him quick polish." "What do you mean?" "Well, I didn't want to bother you, you know." "He's my friend," "He hasn't had a cleaning in, in awhile." "That's not right." "What do you mean?" "You don't have the training." "I've seen you do it like a thousand times." "Well, I think it'd be better if you stayed on your side." "Don't you?" "So, when was the last time you saw a Dentist?" "About five years ago." "Oh, well, you're due." "Ah, G3." "The mirror." "Okay, let's open up and take a look." "Alright, what have we got going on here?" "I'm going to start you face down, under the top sheet and ah, you can hang your things here." "I'll see you in a second." "Alright thanks." "Is it warm enough in here?" "It feels nice." "I start with lite pressure at first okay, and you tell me if you want me to adjust it." "Okay." "Hey." "Hey." "How's it going?" "Okay." "How's your day?" "Shitty." "Well, why don't you come over here and I'll give you a back rub." "Oh. that sounds nice." "Oh, it's tempting." "But ah," "I have so much packing to do." "Oh, okay." "Um, I'll see you tomorrow then?" "Yeah." "You okay?" "Yeah, yeah, I'm okay." "I'm just ah," "I don't know." "I'm just in a funky mood." "I'll call you in the morning okay?" "Call me when you get up." "I will." "I love you." "Me too." "Bye." "Alright." "G'night." "E3." "Dad, he's like totally freaking out." "Mirror." "He loves you." "He says you cured him." "Cured him of what?" "Well, he had this horrible pain." "It was in his jaw." "TMJ?" "Yeah." "Temporomandibular Joint disorder." "Right, right." "It was so bad that he had to stop singing." "Since he's left office and he's had no pain." "My grand-daughter has TMJ." "Maybe you could cure her." "Well, that's doubtful Mrs Olsen." "But if she comes in, I'd be happy to take a look." "Let's open please." "Alright." "Oh..." "I hate to disappoint you, but if you came here hoping that I could somehow magically take away your pain," "I can't do that." "Okay." "I understand." "Do you?" "Yes." "Just do whatever you did for the last guy." "The guy you cured." "I, I didn't cure him." "Okay." "Just so long as you understand." "Okay." "Okay, and open, and..." "Mr..." "What happened?" "Word of mouth." "Mr. Harris?" "Hi, this is Abby." "Due to some unforeseen circumstances," "I will not be seeing any clients for the time being." "I'm sorry for any inconvenience that this causes anybody and ah, I hope to be back soon." "Namaste." "And Abby came running in here," "Grandpa Douglas had just mixed a batch of this... and everywhere it was all over his face." "I was sitting right where you are and giggling and I mean ..." "Oh my gosh, Look what else came." "Look what you are doing for people." "I dont', I don't understand it." "It's not like I'm doing anything differently." "Henry's singing again." "Well, that that's great, but I'm not responsible for that." "He thinks you are." "Alright." "To my favorite Dentist." "Family dentistry." "I'm going to take the car out for a bit." "Oh, hey Henry." "Hey Jenny." "Did you come back to see my dad again?" "Um, well, both of you actually." "I um, wanted to give you tickets to my show." "Oh, oh wow, thank you." "Um, it wouldn't be happening if it weren't for your dad." "That's incredible." "Thanks." "No, it's just a little invite only thing." "It's no big deal." "No, that's cool." "We'll definitely, definitely come." "Cool um, I ah, I made this for you." "Oh, is this your music?" "No, it's just some songs that I thought you'd like." "Thank you." "You're welcome." "That's so, that's really sweet." "Thanks." "Um, I gotta go, but I, I'm really looking forward to this." "Cool." "Thank you." "See you there." "Brandon said he's headed down to Galway." "Craking, Galway, it's the same thing." "He's really heading down there..." "Hey, Jesse." "Jenny, hey." "Hey." "I'm good." "I'm doing good." "Is that the it's, well it's ah, it's not a hot pocket." "Wow, that, that is not a hot pocket." "God, you really didn't didn't need" "I know, but I was, I was, I was gonna, you know I was gonna do it anyway because I, well, I love to cook and the conversation sort of inspired it, so." "God this smells great." "I mean, I feel" "No, no don't feel, I mean it was, it's nothing." "It's totally not anything you know." "Um," "Thank you I'll see you." "Yeah, um." "Hey Jenny, thanks, this is really nice." "Abby, what?" "Will you do me a favor?" "Are you ok?" "Yeah, I'm good." "Will you take your shirt off?" "What?" "Will you kiss me?" "What?" "Will you kiss me?" "What the fuck?" "Abby!" "Hey, Reiki." "What is Reiki?" "That's what Abby's friend does." "And um, how long have you had this pain?" "Oh, for like, ever." "That's what if feels like at least." "Well it started in a kind of on and off way." "Um, I was still working on the boat, so it was before 1998." "Right, right." "And um, then it started to get real bad." "And it's right um, right in here?" "It's both sides." "Both sides." "Both sides hurts." "So that was before 1998 when it started and then ah..." "And after 1998?" "Yeah ah, is started getting really bad, really persistent all the time." "You know, and um." "So that was like when I got divorced, so that was back in like 2005." "2005" "Thanks for seeing me." "I've heard great things." "Well, let's let's not get our hopes up too high, but ah, we'll see what we can do." "Wow." "Okay, what's going on with you?" "I don't, I don't know." "You're energy is, just completely waperjaw." "I just, I don't know, I don't know," "I don't know." "I just, I feel really weird." "Everything is weird, I don't know." "Yeah, I just." "I, I just, I feel off." "Well, you're energy is off." "It's completely all over the place and incredibly fearful." "I feel like I can't," "I don't know You can't?" "With everything I can't." "Like with Jesse I can't." "I don't want him to touch me, I can't connect." "I don't know how to, I don't know, is there something?" "Yeah." "Too much here." "When's the last time you guys just went out and you know... when's the last time you went dancing?" "Hiking?" "I don't know." "I can't I just." "I need you to fix me please." "You can fix yourself." "I can't." "Maybe you need physiological trigger." "Have you ever tried MDMA?" "Oh yeah." "It's like a big deal in certain psychotherapy circles." "Are you fucking with me right now?" "No." "Charlie and I tried it." "We did it." "It was a great way for us to... reconnect." "What?" "I, I just don't know where I would even get it." "Hold on." "Wow." "I haven't looked there since... anyway." "One for you, one for Jesse." "Think of it as a hall pass." "Permission slip to just let go of your fear and embrace the world." "Or not." "Oh my God!" "I'm such a jerk, I'm so sorry, I am so late." "Ah, that looks amazing." "Oh Bronwen had a cancellation and I just tried to sneak in and it just went way over." "Um, but I think she had a really great idea." "What's that?" "Look what she gave me." "What is that?" "Ecstasy." "Ecstasy?" "A-awesome." "Yeah, I know!" "I thought it could be really good for us right now." "Um, I kind of want to do it before Paul and Jenny gets here, but we should probably wait to do it til they leave." "Probably." "What's wrong." "Nothing um, ecstasy huh?" "What do you think?" "Abby, I think you're acting a little bit nuts is what I think." "Why?" "We haven't even had a chance to talk about what happened yesterday at the shop." "Yeah, I know I just I Wh-what was that?" "You come in then you take off and then you just leave?" "Yeah." "Imagine how that made me feel." "taking drugs right now is what we need to do?" "I mean, I think that's the last thing that we need to do." "I think we need to stop and and and get real with each other for a second." "I'm being real with you." "Abby, you're an hour and a half late for a dinner that I've been cooking for your family, which is totally fine" "But then you waltz in here with drugs in your hand and and.." "I'm sorry it may be me, but it feels a little bit weird." "I don't know, I just thought it would be..." "What, you need to take some sort of, you know, drugs, to be with me?" "No, no, God, no." "I just thought it would be fun" "I'm just saying like, you're just acting a little bit different." "I know." "And is there something going on with you?" "I mean?" "Yeah." "I just wanted to do something that might be fun." "I don't know." "It was stupid." "So stupid, it was stupid." "Stupid idea.." "No it's not stupid." "I just caught me off guard and and.." "okay, they're here." "You know, just forget I said anything about it." "It's stupid." "No, it it's... ecstasy." "Hey guys." "Yay salad, thank you, Come on in." "Here's some wine." "Thanks" "You guys find a seat." "It's kind of incredible actually." "I mean, you're like changing lives." "Yeah you are." "Yeah, Henry, he's gonna, he hasn't performed in like two years." "I mean that's because of you." "You should feel really really good about that." "That's great Paul." "Yeah." "Jesse's organizing a 30mile urban bike race downtown." "Oh, c'mon." "You are." "It's a bike ride, bike ride." "It's not a race." "I thought it was like a race." "No, it's like a group ride." "Oh group ride." "Yeah." "That sounds really cool actually." "And what's the point?" "Fun." "Can you pass your plate please?" "That was really really good." "Thank you." "It was really delicious." "Thank you." "How is it being roomies you guys?" "Um, I'll let you know when I, when I finish packing." "Someone's being lazy." "Yeah." "You're not moving in?" "I am moving in." "This weekend we're gonna tackle it." "Just been busy." "Oh Paul, I got you that elixir from Bronwen." "She said she wanted to see you in person, but I told her that was probably never gonna happen." "Why'd you say that?" "Because you said you'd, I don't know." "Here." "Her tonic." "Knock yourself out." "What are these?" "Ecstasy." "What?" "Are you taking that?" "Ah, yeah." "Why are you taking ecstasy?" "It's a hug drug Paul." "I'm addicted." "I'm actually a fucking drug addict," "I wanted to tell you about it." "Who wants dessert?" "Cheesy pudding." "That tofu was so, I don't usually like tofu and I just..." "Oh thanks." "I cooked it in like really special olive oil." "So." "Welcome." "Thank you." "So did you have a particular goal in mind for today?" "Um, no." "Just, I'm curious." "Okay." "You know Abby, my sister, she, said that it's amazing." "I think it is." "I think you're going really enjoy it." "So why don't we just get started into the session and see where it takes us." "Okay." "Okay." "I'll take your coat for you." "How's the temperature feel in here?" "Okay?" "In here?" "Yeah." "Um, it's good." "Oh." "You don't need to remove your clothes for Reiki." "I'm sorry." "No, it's fine." "Sorry." "No." "No, you know what you're actually if you would, if you are more comfortable" "I'd love you to remove your clothes." "I mean if you want to, if you feel comfortable." "No." "Okay, so if you want to just climb up here and get comfortable with your head this way." "Oh, wow, okay." "That's the most interesting way anyone's ever gotten on my Reiki table before." "Okay." "Just put my head up there." "Yes." "Okay." "I, that looks actually really comfortable, but I should have been more specific." "I meant on your, if you can get on your back with your head up here." "Oh, okay." "Perfect." "Like that?" "Yes." "Okay." "Is that good?" "That's perfect." "Just lie, if you let your feet, your legs lie flat on the table." "Yeah." "Just to completely let your legs fall where they, let your feet fall" "Like that." "Just absolutely relax." "Let every muscle just relax." "Your hands." "Okay." "Just resting comfortably at your side." "Alright Yeah, just get comfortable" "Alright." "Everything's fine, this is good." "Maybe you should picture yourself someplace where you feel the most comfortable." "The place where you feel safe, the place where you feel happy." "You picture that." "The office, like at my office." "Your office?" "Um, maybe we should try to get out of the office and go to the beach and sit on the sand and feel the warm sun on your skin." "I'd rather, I'd rather be at the office." "Okay, great." "So is there a favorite chair in your office?" "Or a favorite..." "I like the back room The back room where I look at x-ray's where you look at x-ray's, okay." "Well, you look at x-rays in your back room and I will do Reiki." "Okay." "Just get in your back room and close your eyes." "Are you're eyes closed?" "Yep." "Huh." "Okay." "Wow." "Are you alright?" "That was, that was great." "Uh-hum." "Nah." "I just want to know um, what it's about." "Yeah." "Like how you're doing, what are you?" "How are you doing it?" "How, how how are you doing it?" "What are you" "Well, do you want to learn how to do Reiki?" "Yes." "Because I can, I mean, I can show you how." "I can teach you." "Great." "Great." "I can, but it is energy work, you know that don't you." "Are you aware that it's energy work." "Energy." "And I channel energy into you to help you balance your energy and." "You know what, why don't we just for today, why don't I work on you and you can feel what it feels like and then we can meet another time and I can explain everything to do with Reiki." "You could even be a Reiki master if you wanted to be." "Is that what you want." "You could be a Reiki master!" "How's that sound?" "It sounds good." "Okay." "So, get back in your office." "Okay." "Alright." "Okay." "Oh, good." "Scooch down a little bit." "Okay." "That's perfect." "Is that good?" "Yes." "Alright." "Okay?" "Ready?" "Here we go." "Okay." "Let's go." "Pop your legs up on the couch." "Just cross them over." "Can you get that up there?" "Stay still, stay still." "Just don't let go." "Don't let go." "Just relax down a little bit." "Good, see, you're okay, I've got you." "You're, you're safe." "You're okay." "You know what?" "Put your legs down on the floor." "Just put them down on the floor, that's better." "And onto the next position, just put them over the heart, above the breast." "Okay, move down onto the lower abdomen, yeah, right down there." "So what we're gonna do Dillon, in the first step is we're just going to put some articulate..." "Are you ready?" "Alright." "One, two, three..." "How's that feel?" "Can you..." "Better?" "I think it is." "Thank you so much." "You're welcome." "Thank you Oh you're welcome." "Thank you." "You're welcome." "I felt something." "Did you feel something?" "Come on in." "See how that is." "Good." "Looks good." "Thank you." "I went to Bronwen." "What do you mean?" "I, I went." "You did?" "Mm-mm." "Did you like it?" "Yes." "I'm impressed." "Thank you." "And how, how are you?" "Been better." "And um, with the um, ecstasy, is that?" "Please don't start in." "No, I" "I have never taken it." "But, you had, had it in your purse." "Why did you..." "I just thought I could make some things better" "With Jess, you and Jesse?" "I don't know, it's supposed to help you open up and help you connect, and." "But, not to be." "Don't worry, your sister isn't a drug addict." "Okay." "You have to be careful." "I know." "How does Jenny seem?" "Fine." "Really?" "Mm-mm." "I don't think she's fine." "What do you mean?" "I think you need to let her go Paul." "I'm not, I'm not holding her hostage or anything." "I just think she wants to be doing other things." "I think she wants, I think she wants to go to school." "In fact, I know she wants to go to school." "She has never said anything to me about school." "I know.." "Because she thinks you don't want her to go." "She thinks you want her." "Never even..." "Never even discussed..." "Yeah, I know you never discussed..." "Where do you come up with this?" "You're like" "I come up with it from her." "She filled out all her college applications and she won't send them in because she thinks you're going to be crushed." "Yeah." "Okay." "You're a piece of work." "You know that?" "Yeah?" "How am I, how am I a piece of work?" "Um, okay." "Well you come into my house and..." "I come into your house?" "What do you mean?" "It's our house." "It's our parents house." "Our house, our house, but it's the house" "The house that I've been maintaining." "That I've been paying property taxes on since mom died." "That's the house." "Okay fine that's your house, your house your house That house that I've... mm-mm." "And then, so you come in and then you and then you accuse me of holding my daughter hostage." "Okay, as opposed to like, letting her live here rent free." "Providing her with gainful employment." "Teaching her, teaching her a skill." "Yeah, in a field she has zero interest in." "Just ask her." "Ask her if she's happy." "I don't know." "I'm going to put this away." "Hey in here?" "Scaller?" "Hello can you hear?" "I want my money back please." "This guy is a God-damn fraud." "Fucking TMJ's back." "Hello are you here?" "Be right back." "I'll be right back." "Hello?" "Yeah, hey buddy." "Go ahead and do that there." "Ah, he's he's" "Doctor He's in the middle of a procedure." "This guy's a god-damn fraud." "Hello!" "Doctor." "Oh there you are." "You did not cure my TMJ." "I, I never I never promised." "You didn't promise?" "I paid you money." "I'd like my money back please." "Not only is my TMJ raging, but I left here with the worst headache of my life." "And I still have it." "You know it's getting worse." "Maybe if you could calm down and stop yelling at everybody." "Oh screw you!" "Okay that's, that's that..." "You know do not get in that chair." "This guy's a..." "Oh my God!" "Oh my God." "Mr Fro..." "Mr Frobisher." "Can you hear me?" "Can you hear Bag." "Bag." "Bag Pocket Bag in your pocket?" "Here, here's your bag." "There's nothing in it." "Dumbass." "There nothing..." "That's it, that's it." "You're okay now." "Just take it easy." "Just stay lying on the floor." "Get off me." "Get off me." "Don't get up." "No, you shouldn't get up." "Don't get up." "I'm fine." "No thanks to you." "Why don't you sit down?" "Nope." "I'm outta here." "Thanks for nothing buddy." "I'm begging you Abby, I'm begging you." "Please talk to me." "Just talk to me." "I know things have been a little weird, but we have to talk baby." "Please." "Stop." "There you go." "Mr Phiser." "Let me just..." "Dad?" "Uh, sorry there Mr. Phiser." "I just um, looking good there." "We're, we're almost done anyway." "Jenny will rinse you out and ah..." "Thank you so much Mr Phiser." "And, I hope you have a great rest of your day." "And we will see you next time." "Jenny?" "Abby?" "Hey." "It's Adrian." "Wow." "Thought that was you." "Can I sit down?" "Yeah." "How are ya?" "I don't know." "Yeah." "God, I." "I don't think I've seen you since ah..." "Gina's." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "I don't drink like that anymore, you know." "I ah," "I've been sober for probably about a year and a half." "Um," "Good for you." "Thanks." "Anyway." "So you don't, you don't know?" "You look good." "Thanks." "You guys still over on Columbia St?" "Ah, no." "That's long back." "My, my grandma passed away." "Awe Yeah." "I'm just back kind a taking care of things." "Get the house ready to sell." "Yeah." "I remember that house." "You want to see it?" "Jenny?" "Jenny." "Jenny?" "It's Dad." "Ah, call me um, okay." "Bye." "I remember." "The light." "The light in this room." "It felt like" "morning but it wasn't." "I remember your bed on the floor with... just a box spring." "I remember UB-40 on the turntable." ""You Shoot Me Down With Flames."" "I remember" "you asking me if I trusted you." "I remember you opened your button fly's with one "foop"" "and I almost started cracking up." "I remember, I remember our bodies, like one thing, like one complete thing." "I remember feeling like maybe I didn't have a body." "Did it hurt?" "I don't know." "That part I don't remember." "Was I your first heartbreak?" "Yeah." "I think I knew I was gonna be even as I was doing it." "I'm sorry." "I'm really sorry for that." "It's okay." "Hey." "Hi." "Uh, Abby's not here." "I know, I know." "Um, you want to come in?" "Do you, do you want to go maybe see some music with me?" "Um, right now?" "Yeah." "Um, yeah." "Yeah sure." "Um, let me just grab a jacket." "Okay." "Hey." "Hey." "What, what is that?" "Go on in." "Check it out." "You might like it." "♪ Is it a blessing or a curse" "♪ to be found, to be found." "♪ Is it a burden or a gift" "♪ to be bound, to be bound." "♪ Are you coma or dot to my run on sentence. ♪" "♪ For I was just a word that refused to be defined. ♪" "♪ Oh oh oh ohohooooo oh oh oh." "Oh oh oh ohohooooo oh oh oh. ♪" "♪ There is freedom when you say, ♪" "♪ I am through, I am through. ♪" "♪ But for something to begin all in you all in you. ♪" "♪ I'm now a horse without a race, ♪" "♪ I will gallop where I please. ♪" "♪ And when those say, no hesitation, ♪" "♪ I'll go down upon my knees. ♪" "♪ Oh ohooooooo oh oh oh." "Oh ohooooooo oh oh oh. ♪" "♪ Oh ohooooooo oh oh oh." "Oh ohooooooo oh oh oh. ♪" "♪ My lonely days are over, over. ♪" "♪ Oh my lonely days are over, over. ♪" "♪ My lonely days are over." "♪ And love is love is love, no matter who you're thinking of. ♪" "♪ So you can open all those doors ♪ that someone closed so long ago. ♪" "♪ Cause you're bolder and when you say ♪" "♪ I am through, I am through." "♪ Hope for something to begin. ♪" "How long were you a messenger for?" "Like five or six years." "Is that when you first got into like, like all the biking?" "Yeah." "It was just so much different then, just a different vibe." "It was more my anarchist stage." "Anarchist cycling?" "Yeah." "I was just one angry dude." "That's hard to imagine." "Is it?" "Yeah." "You're just, you're so um..." "So what?" "Have you ever wanted to kiss someone so badly that it hurts your skin?" "Ah, Jenny." "I don't know what to say." "You don't, you don't have to say anything." "Maybe you, maybe you could just kiss me." "It wouldn't, it wouldn't have to mean anything." "Jenny, that's a terrible idea." "I, I know." "I know, I Look I'm sorry." "I mean, you know I love Abby right?" "I, I know, I know, I know." "Are you okay?" "Yeah." "Are you sure?" "Maybe could you just, just hold me?" "Yeah." "Yeah, sure." "Hey, Hi." "Thank you."