"you, I can't... see myself dating, like, women in the dating, like, women in the future." "future." "ELLA:" "Wow." "ELLA:" "Wow." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,Iwoulddate a" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,Iwoulddate a man-- and it's kind of nice just man-- and it's kind of nice just to get that kind of off your to get that kind of off your chest." "chest." "CANDIS:" "Like,Imovedout" "CANDIS:" "Like,Imovedout here with a guy, and then when here with a guy, and then when things got rough, he... was things got rough, he... was abusing." "abusing." "Your pool of men, it" "Your pool of men, it gets thinner as you... once you gets thinner as you... once you tell them that you're... you're tell them that you're... you're trans." "trans." "Like, I've failed relationship" "Like, I've failed relationship after failed relationship, after failed relationship, and I can't figure out why." "and I can't figure out why." "CANDIS:" "He'scute." "CANDIS:" "He'scute." "CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "ZACKARY:" "MissCandishas a" "ZACKARY:" "MissCandishas a date tonight." "date tonight." "CANDIS:" "I 'malone,waiting" "CANDIS:" "I 'malone,waiting for somebody with a drink, for somebody with a drink, and nobody's showing up." "and nobody's showing up." "CAITLYN:" "I gotto go backto" "CAITLYN:" "I gotto go backto New York to get the Glamour" "New York to get the Glamour Woman of The Year Award." "Woman of The Year Award." "PEOPLE:" "Caitlyn!" "PEOPLE:" "Caitlyn!" "Kylie was supposed to be my" "Kylie was supposed to be my date, but she's had a wardrobe date, but she's had a wardrobe malfunction." "malfunction." "KYLIE:" "Myvaginawas out ." "KYLIE:" "Myvaginawas out ." "Not my boob, my vagina." "Not my boob, my vagina." "(people whooping, shouting)" "(people whooping, shouting) CHANDI:" "Ithasbeensolong" "CHANDI:" "Ithasbeensolong since I have performed, since I have performed, so I am a little nervous." "so I am a little nervous." "PEOPLE:" "Chandelier!" "PEOPLE:" "Chandelier!" "ļ ļ" "(footsteps approaching) ELLA( singsongy):" "Hello." "ELLA( singsongy):" "Hello." "CANDIS:" "Hi!" "CANDIS:" "Hi!" "ELLA:" "Goodmorning." "ELLA:" "Goodmorning." "CANDIS:" "Goodmorning." "CANDIS:" "Goodmorning." "ELLA:" "We'rein winter" "ELLA:" "We'rein winter wonderland this morning." "wonderland this morning." "CANDIS:" "I know." "CANDIS:" "I know." "Full snowstorm in New Mexico." "Full snowstorm in New Mexico." "ELLA:" "Yeah." "ELLA:" "Yeah." "CANDIS( laughs):" "Ofcourse." "CANDIS( laughs):" "Ofcourse." "KATE:" "Thisis likehomein" "KATE:" "Thisis likehomein New York." "This is fine." "New York." "This is fine." "I'm good with this." "I'm good with this." "CAITLYN:" "Breakfast!" "CAITLYN:" "Breakfast!" "ELLA:" "Goodmorning." "ELLA:" "Goodmorning." "(indistinct chatter)" "(indistinct chatter) CHANDI:" "Morning." "CHANDI:" "Morning." "ZACKARY:" "Great." "ZACKARY:" "Great." "I believe Miss Candis Cayne has" "I believe Miss Candis Cayne has a date tonight." "a date tonight." "(others gasp, chatter)" "(others gasp, chatter) CANDIS:" "Tonight?" "CANDIS:" "Tonight?" "ZACKARY:" "Tonight." "ZACKARY:" "Tonight." "I took the liberty" "I took the liberty of creating a profile." "of creating a profile." "CANDIS:" "Mm-hm." "CANDIS:" "Mm-hm." "ZACKARY:" "I justwantedto" "ZACKARY:" "I justwantedto make an announcement that we've make an announcement that we've succeeded... finding a date for succeeded... finding a date for Candis Cayne." "Candis Cayne." "CHANDI:" "Go,CC ." "CHANDI:" "Go,CC ." "So, what's your type, Candis?" "So, what's your type, Candis?" "CANDIS:" "TheAtype." "CANDIS:" "TheAtype." "CAITLYN:" "A pulse." "CAITLYN:" "A pulse." "CHANDI:" "Soyou'relookingfor" "CHANDI:" "Soyou'relookingfor tall, dark and handsome?" "tall, dark and handsome?" "(Caitlyn laughs)" "(Caitlyn laughs) CAITLYN:" "I can'tbelievethat" "CAITLYN:" "I can'tbelievethat even Candis, an absolutely even Candis, an absolutely gorgeous woman, has to do online gorgeous woman, has to do online dating." "dating." "I've never realized, or" "I've never realized, or certainly have experienced, the certainly have experienced, the issues, uh, when it comes to issues, uh, when it comes to trans women dating." "trans women dating." "Uh, Candis has been out there" "Uh, Candis has been out there for a long time, uh, never been for a long time, uh, never been married but had some very long married but had some very long relationships." "relationships." "But right now, she doesn't." "But right now, she doesn't." "She's kind of footloose and" "She's kind of footloose and fancy free, so, if that's really fancy free, so, if that's really important to her, hey, Candis, important to her, hey, Candis, go for it." "go for it." "CANDIS:" "I 'mdisillusioned" "CANDIS:" "I 'mdisillusioned with it all." "with it all." "Areyounotexcited?" "Areyounotexcited?" "CANDIS:" "Uh,notreally." "CANDIS:" "Uh,notreally." "CAITLYN:" "Afterthe" "CAITLYN:" "Afterthe stimulating conversation we've stimulating conversation we've had over politics... had over politics..." "CANDIS:" "Yes!" "CANDIS:" "Yes!" "CAITLYN:...thatwouldbe" "CAITLYN:...thatwouldbe like nothing!" "like nothing!" "CANDIS:" "Thatwouldbe" "CANDIS:" "Thatwouldbe nothing!" "nothing!" "It would be like sleeping." "It would be like sleeping." "JENNY:" "Youmightfinditmore" "JENNY:" "Youmightfinditmore of a relief." "of a relief." "CANDIS:" "I haveto saythatmy" "CANDIS:" "I haveto saythatmy online dating experience so online dating experience so far has been dismal." "far has been dismal." "I don't go out to clubs, I don't" "I don't go out to clubs, I don't really do anything but work or really do anything but work or go home, and so I thought online go home, and so I thought online dating would be a good way to" "dating would be a good way to meet guys and meet somebody that meet guys and meet somebody that I'm compatible with, that I" "I'm compatible with, that I like." "like." "CAITLYN:" "Wegotacouple" "CAITLYN:" "Wegotacouple things to open here, and it's things to open here, and it's extraordinarily significant." "extraordinarily significant." "Drumroll,please." "Drumroll,please." "CAITLYN:" "Drumroll!" "CAITLYN:" "Drumroll!" "(drumming on table)" "(drumming on table) Everybody ready!" "Everybody ready!" "Whoa..." "Whoa..." "Whoa!" "Whoa!" "CHANDI:" "It'sofficial!" "CHANDI:" "It'sofficial!" "(cheering, clapping, whooping)" "(cheering, clapping, whooping) CANDIS:" "We'relegal!" "CANDIS:" "We'relegal!" "JENNY:" "Wow." "JENNY:" "Wow." "CAITLYN:" "Inthetrans" "CAITLYN:" "Inthetrans community, proper identification community, proper identification is a big issue." "is a big issue." "To get a job, to travel." "To get a job, to travel." "I cannot believe you came all" "I cannot believe you came all the way down here, early in the the way down here, early in the morning, to support me." "morning, to support me." "KIM:" "Doyouunderstandhow" "KIM:" "Doyouunderstandhow important a..." "DMV photo is?" "important a..." "DMV photo is?" "KOURTNEY:" "Hey,guys." "KOURTNEY:" "Hey,guys." "CAITLYN:" "You'reherefor the" "CAITLYN:" "You'reherefor the  big day!" "big day!" "Okay, guys, we got the picture." "Okay, guys, we got the picture." "KIM:" "I needto addsome" "KIM:" "I needto addsome good lighting and light you the good lighting and light you the right way." "right way." "KOURTNEY:" "Yeah,baby." "KOURTNEY:" "Yeah,baby." "KIM:" "Lookstraightahead." "KIM:" "Lookstraightahead." "KOURTNEY:" "Congratulations!" "KOURTNEY:" "Congratulations!" "KIM:" "Congrats." "KIM:" "Congrats." "CAITLYN:" "ForKourtneyand Kim" "CAITLYN:" "ForKourtneyand Kim  to come in to kind of be at my to come in to kind of be at my side, and to have that process side, and to have that process done for me was really" "done for me was really important." "important." "The picture came out great!" "The picture came out great!" "(sniffles) Yeah." "Yeah, that's... (sniffles) Yeah." "Yeah, that's..." "You know what?" "You know what?" "You know what, I noticed it when" "You know what, I noticed it when my social security card came my social security card came through." "through." "It's almost, like, a whole part" "It's almost, like, a whole part of my life." "of my life." "Like kind of throwing old" "Like kind of throwing old Bruce... out the door." "You know, he was a very good person." "person." "ļ ļ" "(choked up):" "Did a lot of good things in his life." "And sometimes I feel like maybe he didn't deserve to be... gone." "he didn't deserve to be... gone." "And I probably held that in for" "And I probably held that in for a long time." "a long time." "But at some point in your life," "But at some point in your life, after all of the other things after all of the other things you're... you gotta say, "Aw, you're... you gotta say, "Aw, (bleep), I gotta move forward."" "(bleep), I gotta move forward." CHANDI:" "Yes." "CHANDI:" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "And,uh ..." "CAITLYN:" "And,uh ..." "it's not that I ever wanted to it's not that I ever wanted to throw him away... (sniffles) throw him away... (sniffles) but, uh... anyway, it's just a but, uh... anyway, it's just a significant... you know?" "significant... you know?" "You look at this, and not only" "You look at this, and not only done a gender marker, name's done a gender marker, name's changed, the picture's changed, changed, the picture's changed, all that sort of stuff-- it's a" "all that sort of stuff-- it's a totally... different person." "totally... different person." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CAITLYN:" "Andcertainlynot" "CAITLYN:" "Andcertainlynot  that that old person was a bad that that old person was a bad person, just wasn't me." "person, just wasn't me." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Sowhenyou see" "CAITLYN:" "Sowhenyou see  this... pretty significant." "this... pretty significant." "You know?" "Yeah." "You know?" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Congratulations." "CHANDI:" "Congratulations." "OTHERS:" "Congratulations." "OTHERS:" "Congratulations." "CAITLYN:" "Well,thankyou ." "CAITLYN:" "Well,thankyou ." "It is kind of symbolic that I" "It is kind of symbolic that I get my driver's license a couple get my driver's license a couple of days before, uh, I have to of days before, uh, I have to fly to New York to get Glamour's" "fly to New York to get Glamour's Woman of the Year Award." "Woman of the Year Award." "Which, to me, is, unbelievable." "Which, to me, is, unbelievable." "So I'd like to take, in the" "So I'd like to take, in the future, all the great qualities future, all the great qualities that he had, and, um, put him that he had, and, um, put him into her, and move forward." "into her, and move forward." "Remember, this award is for all" "Remember, this award is for all of us, it's not just about me, of us, it's not just about me, that is for sure." "(indistinct chatter) WAITER:" "Hi,ladies." "WAITER:" "Hi,ladies." "ZACKARY:" "Hi." "ZACKARY:" "Hi." "WAITER:" "Sometequila?" "WAITER:" "Sometequila?" "ZACKARY:" "Whynot?" "Thankyou." "ZACKARY:" "Whynot?" "Thankyou." "KATE:" "Excuseme ." "KATE:" "Excuseme ." "She certainly would." "She certainly would." "CHANDI:" "Oh,absolutely." "CHANDI:" "Oh,absolutely." "Thank you." "Thank you." "KATE:" "Thankyou." "KATE:" "Thankyou." "CANDIS:" "Sohe 's,like," "CANDIS:" "Sohe 's,like, meeting me here in, like, meeting me here in, like, 20 minutes." "20 minutes." "ZACKARY:" "Uh-huh." "ZACKARY:" "Uh-huh." "You need more moral support?" "You need more moral support?" "You know what to do." "You know what to do." "CANDIS:" "Youwouldthink,but" "CANDIS:" "Youwouldthink,but I don't know." "I don't know." "ZACKARY:" "Yeah.(laughs)" "ZACKARY:" "Yeah.(laughs) ļ ļ ļ ļ CAITLYN:" "Where'sthepicture" "CAITLYN:" "Where'sthepicture of this guy?" "of this guy?" "You gotta be hard to get, girl." "You gotta be hard to get, girl." "Your biggest problem is, you" "Your biggest problem is, you gotta get this guy past me." "gotta get this guy past me." "You know?" "You know?" "And so..." "I'm watching." "And so..." "I'm watching." "CANDIS:" "Thatmightbekind of" "CANDIS:" "Thatmightbekind of awkward with the... (laughs) awkward with the... (laughs) CAITLYN:" "I 'veneverbeen,in" "CAITLYN:" "I 'veneverbeen,in my entire life, a, like, a big my entire life, a, like, a big dater, like I was going out all dater, like I was going out all the time." "the time." "So for me in the future," "So for me in the future, dating as a trans woman, I don't dating as a trans woman, I don't see myself, like, obsessed, with see myself, like, obsessed, with something like that." "something like that." "I see the girls being rejected" "I see the girls being rejected a lot, when it comes to dating, a lot, when it comes to dating, and I don't want that in my and I don't want that in my life." "life." "And so yeah, the rejection" "And so yeah, the rejection thing kind of scares me." "thing kind of scares me." "CANDIS:" "I keepon lookingat" "CANDIS:" "I keepon lookingat that door." "that door." "CHANDI:" "Whyaren'tyou just" "CHANDI:" "Whyaren'tyou just sitting at the bar?" "sitting at the bar?" "What time is he coming?" "What time is he coming?" "CANDIS:" "I shouldbe sitting" "CANDIS:" "I shouldbe sitting at the bar, waiting." "at the bar, waiting." "CHANDI:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "I thinkI'mgonnago" "CANDIS:" "I thinkI'mgonnago find a seat somewhere and wait find a seat somewhere and wait for him to arrive." "for him to arrive." "WOMAN:" "Whereis he ?" "WOMAN:" "Whereis he ?" "CAITLYN:" "He'stenminutes" "CAITLYN:" "He'stenminutes late already." "late already." "ļ ļ ļ ļ (indistinct chatter)" "CANDIS:" "Honestly,Ifeelkind  of embarrassed." "of embarrassed." "I'm alone, waiting for somebody" "I'm alone, waiting for somebody with a drink, and nobody's with a drink, and nobody's showing up." "showing up." "It's insulting." "It's insulting." "Why am I doing this to myself" "Why am I doing this to myself again?" "again?" "ZACKARY:" "Girl." "ZACKARY:" "Girl." "Oh, yes, honey." "Oh, yes, honey." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) You are a vision." "You are a vision." "I just messaged him and said," "I just messaged him and said, "When are you coming by?"" ""When are you coming by?" CANDIS:" "Andwhatdid hesay?" "CANDIS:" "Andwhatdid hesay?" "ZACKARY:" "Um,he hasn't" "ZACKARY:" "Um,he hasn't responded yet." "responded yet." "CAITLYN:" "Didhe showup?" "CAITLYN:" "Didhe showup?" "CANDIS:" "Hedidn'tshowup." "CANDIS:" "Hedidn'tshowup." "CAITLYN( laughs):" "Couldyou" "CAITLYN( laughs):" "Couldyou be stood up?" "be stood up?" "CANDIS:" "You'relaughing?" "CANDIS:" "You'relaughing?" "CAITLYN:" "No,no ,no ,no ..." "CAITLYN:" "No,no ,no ,no ..." "CANDIS:" "You'relaughing." "CANDIS:" "You'relaughing." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mnotlaugh..." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mnotlaugh..." "I'm not laughing." "I'm not laughing." "CANDIS:" "You'retotally" "CANDIS:" "You'retotally laughing." "laughing." "CAITLYN:" "No,I'mnot" "CAITLYN:" "No,I'mnot  laughing." "laughing." "No." "No." "CANDIS:" "I gotstoodup." "CANDIS:" "I gotstoodup." "CAITLYN:" "I wouldbe" "CAITLYN:" "I wouldbe  devastated." "devastated." "I think it takes a lot of guts" "I think it takes a lot of guts for Candis to be sitting at the for Candis to be sitting at the bar, waiting for this "date" to bar, waiting for this "date" to show up; it is not easy at all." "show up; it is not easy at all." "I think, for me, at this point," "I think, for me, at this point, I-I don't even want to deal with" "I-I don't even want to deal with it." "it." "COURTNEY:" "Washe supposedto" "COURTNEY:" "Washe supposedto show up at a certain time, or show up at a certain time, or no?" "no?" "CANDIS:" "Yeah,andhenever" "CANDIS:" "Yeah,andhenever did." "did." "CAITLYN:" "He'sadog !" "CAITLYN:" "He'sadog !" "CANDIS:" "Well..." "CANDIS:" "Well..." "As most of them are." "As most of them are." "CAITLYN:" "Wedon'tlikehim" "CAITLYN:" "Wedon'tlikehim already." "already." "COURTNEY:" "Aren'ttheyall ?" "COURTNEY:" "Aren'ttheyall ?" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "We'rein thenew" "CANDIS:" "We'rein thenew  millennium." "millennium." "I'm sick and tired of men who" "I'm sick and tired of men who feel like they have the feel like they have the upper hand on trans women." "upper hand on trans women." "(bleep) you." "(bleep) you." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CANDIS:" "I 'msorry." "CANDIS:" "I 'msorry." "I'm over it." "I'm over it." "CAITLYN:" "I likethat" "CAITLYN:" "I likethat attitude." "attitude." "I love it when you cuss." "I love it when you cuss." "(Candis laughs)" "(crickets chirping) (rooster crowing)" "(rooster crowing) (chickens clucking)" "(chickens clucking) CANDIS:" "Let'sgo ." "CANDIS:" "Let'sgo ." "WOMAN:" "Haveyouguysever" "WOMAN:" "Haveyouguysever  been around chickens before?" "been around chickens before?" "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "WOMAN:" "Yeah?" "WOMAN:" "Yeah?" "CANDIS:" "NotSilkiechickens." "CANDIS:" "NotSilkiechickens." "To help your mind/body" "To help your mind/body experience healthy living, this experience healthy living, this resort does animal therapy." "resort does animal therapy." "So we're just gonna pet Silkie" "So we're just gonna pet Silkie chickens." "chickens." "WOMAN:" "They'rereally,really" "WOMAN:" "They'rereally,really soft-- it's almost like petting soft-- it's almost like petting a cat." "a cat." "CANDIS:" "Wow." "CANDIS:" "Wow." "(chickens clucking)" "(chickens clucking) ļ ļ ļ ļ WOMAN:" "Mm-hmm." "Comeonout." "WOMAN:" "Mm-hmm." "Comeonout." "CANDIS:" "Allright." "CANDIS:" "Allright." "Oh, my God." "Oh, my God." "Wow." "Wow." "WOMAN:" "So,chickensare part" "WOMAN:" "So,chickensare part of our animal interaction here, of our animal interaction here, 'cause they've actually shown 'cause they've actually shown that lowers your anxiety and that lowers your anxiety and your stress levels." "your stress levels." "Each one has a really" "Each one has a really different personality." "different personality." "JENNY:" "Justlikeour groupof" "JENNY:" "Justlikeour groupof trans women." "trans women." "PRODUCER:" "Isthereany way" "PRODUCER:" "Isthereany way  that you could relate the that you could relate the experience of the chickens to experience of the chickens to your dating situation?" "your dating situation?" "(Candis laughs)" "WOMAN:" "Theseguysare  notoriously hard to actually notoriously hard to actually tell who are boys and girls." "tell who are boys and girls." "JENNY:" "Storyof ourlife." "JENNY:" "Storyof ourlife." "CANDIS( sighs):" "Well,it" "CANDIS( sighs):" "Well,it  really got me thinking about really got me thinking about petting cocks." "petting cocks." "(laughter)" "CANDIS:" "Butyoushould..." "(laughing)" "(laughing) (imitating chicken clucking)" "CAITLYN:" "Hey,Cayne!" "CANDIS:" "Yeah?" "CANDIS:" "Yeah?" "CAITLYN:" "Areyoureadytoget" "CAITLYN:" "Areyoureadytoget it down?" "it down?" "CANDIS:" "I amready." "CANDIS:" "I amready." "CAITLYN:" "Wearegoing" "CAITLYN:" "Wearegoing dancing, girl." "dancing, girl." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "Forour ,you" "CANDIS:" "Yes." "Forour ,you  know, two-woman show that we're know, two-woman show that we're gonna do." "gonna do." "(laughter)" "(laughter) CAITLYN:" "I ,uh..." "CAITLYN:" "I ,uh..." "(laughter)" "(laughter) CANDIS:" "I reallywantedto" "CANDIS:" "I reallywantedto have us all go to salsa class, have us all go to salsa class, but mostly Caitlyn, because I but mostly Caitlyn, because I want her to start getting in want her to start getting in touch with her feminine side." "touch with her feminine side." "CARLOS:" "Hi,ladies." "CARLOS:" "Hi,ladies." "OTHERS:" "Hi!" "Hello!" "OTHERS:" "Hi!" "Hello!" "CANDIS:" "Andit wouldbea" "CANDIS:" "Andit wouldbea  bonus if there are some really bonus if there are some really cute guys there." "cute guys there." "CARLOS:" "MynameisCarlos" "CARLOS:" "MynameisCarlos Mora, and I'm gonna be the" "Mora, and I'm gonna be the instructor today, and I will instructor today, and I will explain to you the steps of explain to you the steps of salsa which are very, very salsa which are very, very simple, and then we'll just line" "simple, and then we'll just line up in couples." "up in couples." "Okay, so we're gonna start the" "Okay, so we're gonna start the class." "class." "Can anybody tell me when salsa" "Can anybody tell me when salsa dancing was invented?" "dancing was invented?" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkwe 'rebeing" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkwe 'rebeing set up here." "I am not comfortable with doing this." "this." "CANDIS:" "Withwhat?" "CANDIS:" "Withwhat?" "CAITLYN:" "Havingabunchof" "CAITLYN:" "Havingabunchof guys here so we dance with guys here so we dance with guys." "guys." "CANDIS:" "Whatevermakesyou" "CANDIS:" "Whatevermakesyou  feel comfortable." "feel comfortable." "CAITLYN:" "Thatain't" "CAITLYN:" "Thatain't happening." "happening." "That picture is going to go all" "That picture is going to go all over the world, and I don't want over the world, and I don't want my kids to see that." "my kids to see that." "CANDIS:" "I lostmy appetite" "CANDIS:" "I lostmy appetite when that went down." "when that went down." "I was like, ugh!" "I was like, ugh!" "CHANDI:" "Oh,well..." "CHANDI:" "Oh,well..." "CANDIS:" "Therestaurantowner" "CANDIS:" "Therestaurantowner didn't want us there." "didn't want us there." "He found out what show it was" "He found out what show it was for, and he said, "No, you can't for, and he said, "No, you can't film here anymore."" "film here anymore." What is holding you back from..." "What is holding you back from..." "just going on a date with just going on a date with someone?" "someone?" "CAITLYN:" "Thoughtabout" "CAITLYN:" "Thoughtabout bringing up to Kylie, "I should bringing up to Kylie, "I should start dating or doing something start dating or doing something like that."" "like that." I just, I-I can't even bring the" "I just, I-I can't even bring the subject up." "Water has play ļ ļ CAITLYN:" "I amnotcomfortable" "CAITLYN:" "I amnotcomfortable with doing this." "with doing this." "CANDIS:" "Withwhat?" "CANDIS:" "Withwhat?" "CAITLYN:" "Havingabunchof" "CAITLYN:" "Havingabunchof guys here so we dance with guys here so we dance with guys." "guys." "CANDIS:" "Whatevermakesyou" "CANDIS:" "Whatevermakesyou  feel comfortable." "feel comfortable." "CAITLYN:" "Thatain't" "CAITLYN:" "Thatain't happening." "happening." "That picture is going to go all" "That picture is going to go all over the world, and I don't want over the world, and I don't want my kids to see that." "my kids to see that." "CANDIS:" "Honestly,Caitlyn" "CANDIS:" "Honestly,Caitlyn hasn't really embraced those hasn't really embraced those sides of her feminine self yet." "sides of her feminine self yet." "But this isn't like speed" "But this isn't like speed dating, this is a dance class, dating, this is a dance class, we're doing salsa, and that's we're doing salsa, and that's usually pretty normal to have" "usually pretty normal to have male dancers." "CAITLYN:" "Whichwaydowe start with?" "start with?" "Which way do we start?" "Which way do we start?" "CANDIS:" "Um..." "CANDIS:" "Um..." "CAITLYN:" "Isit thisway oram" "CAITLYN:" "Isit thisway oram I that way?" "I that way?" "CANDIS:" "It'sthisway ,yeah." "CANDIS:" "It'sthisway ,yeah." "CARLOS:...andfive,six ," "CARLOS:...andfive,six , seven." "seven." "And one, two, three..." "And one, two, three..." "and five, six, seven." "and five, six, seven." "CAITLYN:" "Comeon ,Ican" "CAITLYN:" "Comeon ,Ican  shake it just as good as you shake it just as good as you can." "can." "(salsa beat playing)" "(salsa beat playing) I was too busy on shaking it." "I was too busy on shaking it." "First of all, who wouldn't want" "First of all, who wouldn't want to dance with Candis?" "to dance with Candis?" "She's a great dancer, great," "She's a great dancer, great, perfect." "perfect." "ļ ļ ļ ļ (indistinct chatter)" "(indistinct chatter) (Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) CAITLYN:" "I wastoobackonmy" "CAITLYN:" "I wastoobackonmy  heel." "heel." "(Caitlyn groans)" "(Caitlyn groans) I just feel uncomfortable," "I just feel uncomfortable, especially if you get some guy especially if you get some guy who I don't know who the heck he who I don't know who the heck he is." "is." "I am just not ready to put" "I am just not ready to put myself out there." "myself out there." "I'm gonna stick with Candis." "I'm gonna stick with Candis." "CARLOS:" "Rotate." "CARLOS:" "Rotate." "(music pauses)" "(music pauses) CAITLYN:" "We'renotrotating." "CAITLYN:" "We'renotrotating." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) CARLOS:" "Thankyouverymuch ." "CARLOS:" "Thankyouverymuch ." "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou!" "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou!" "(cheering, whooping)" "(cheering, whooping) That was fun." "That was fun." "CANDIS:" "Youdidit." "CANDIS:" "Youdidit." "That was so much fun." "That was so much fun." "CAITLYN:" "Thatwasfun ." "(crickets chirping)" "COURTNEY:" "I thinkI'mready." "CAITLYN:" "Firstcommercial" "CAITLYN:" "Firstcommercial road trip." "road trip." "(gasps) God, it's great!" "(gasps) God, it's great!" "KIP:" "Yougettouseyour" "KIP:" "Yougettouseyour driver's license for the first driver's license for the first time." "time." "CAITLYN:" "Allthosepeople," "CAITLYN:" "Allthosepeople, all those people, yeah." "all those people, yeah." "COURTNEY:" "Youhaveyour" "COURTNEY:" "Youhaveyour license?" "license?" "CAITLYN:" "Oh,Igot it." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,Igot it." "COURTNEY:" "Okay." "COURTNEY:" "Okay." "Just making sure." "Just making sure." "CAITLYN:" "Allright." "CAITLYN:" "Allright." "I got to leave the trip." "I got to leave the trip." "I got to go back to New York to" "I got to go back to New York to get the Glamour Woman of the get the Glamour Woman of the Year Award." "Year Award." "JENNY:" "Haveagreatjourney." "JENNY:" "Haveagreatjourney." "You're gonna be great." "You're gonna be great." "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou." "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou." "Okay." "I'll get through it," "Okay." "I'll get through it, I promise you." "I promise you." "JENNY:" "You'regonnabegreat." "JENNY:" "You'regonnabegreat." "CAITLYN:" "I 'llrepresent." "CAITLYN:" "I 'llrepresent." "I'm quite nervous about this." "I'm quite nervous about this." "Kylie's gonna meet me in New" "Kylie's gonna meet me in New York-- she's my date." "York-- she's my date." "It's a really big deal." "It's a really big deal." "JENNY:" "You'lldo well,and" "JENNY:" "You'lldo well,and  we'll... we'll be here for you we'll... we'll be here for you CAITLYN:" "I appreciateit ." "CAITLYN:" "I appreciateit ." "JENNY:...whenyoucomeback ." "JENNY:...whenyoucomeback ." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,don'tworry," "CAITLYN:" "Oh,don'tworry, I'll find you in Chicago." "I'll find you in Chicago." "JENNY:" "Good." "JENNY:" "Good." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "(train whistle blowing in distance) distance) CHANDI:" "So,Jason,wherewe" "CHANDI:" "So,Jason,wherewe headed to?" "headed to?" "JASON:" "IntoTulsa." "JASON:" "IntoTulsa." "CHANDI:" "Tulsa?" "CHANDI:" "Tulsa?" "Tulsa, Oklahoma?" "Tulsa, Oklahoma?" "ELLA:" "Thetransguy ,Idon't" "ELLA:" "Thetransguy ,Idon't know if guys you're familiar, know if guys you're familiar, Arin Andrews, lives there." "Arin Andrews, lives there." "He was on Barney's with his..." "He was on Barney's with his..." "KATE:" "Thefashionspread." "KATE:" "Thefashionspread." "ELLA:" "Yeah." "ELLA:" "Yeah." "And he's really (bleep) cute." "And he's really (bleep) cute." "(laughter)" "(laughter) CHANDI:" "Oh,we loveit!" "CHANDI:" "Oh,we loveit!" "CANDIS:" "Hella." "CANDIS:" "Hella." "CHANDI:" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Yeah." "JENNY:" "Well,if we canfigure" "JENNY:" "Well,if we canfigure it out, you should definitely it out, you should definitely hang out with him." "hang out with him." "That would be great." "That would be great." "Thatwouldbe awesome." "Thatwouldbe awesome." "ļ ļ ļ ļ CANDIS:" "I 'msuperexcited," "CANDIS:" "I 'msuperexcited, really, to go to Chicago, to see really, to go to Chicago, to see Mimi." "Mimi." "She's one of my best friends." "She's one of my best friends." "She's a showgirl." "She's a showgirl." "She's been working at the Baton" "She's been working at the Baton for, like, 25 years." "for, like, 25 years." "CHANDI:" "Nothinglikeagood" "CHANDI:" "Nothinglikeagood  drag show." "drag show." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Alltherigmarole" "CHANDI:" "Alltherigmarole and kinky things that go on... and kinky things that go on..." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "CHANDI:...backthere,I" "CHANDI:...backthere,I really miss those days." "really miss those days." "CANDIS:" "I wasthinkingthat" "CANDIS:" "I wasthinkingthat maybe we can go and see her at maybe we can go and see her at the Baton." "the Baton." "Maybe I would do a number with" "Maybe I would do a number with her and Chandi." "her and Chandi." "KATE( gasps):" "Oh...oh ,yes," "KATE( gasps):" "Oh...oh ,yes, please." "please." "CHANDI:" "No." "I'mhereto" "CHANDI:" "No." "I'mhereto support you girls." "support you girls." "CANDIS:" "I know,butyou were" "CANDIS:" "I know,butyou were saying you were kind of missing saying you were kind of missing the old Chandelier days." "the old Chandelier days." "ELLA:" "Youusedtododrag?" "ELLA:" "Youusedtododrag?" "CHANDI:" "I did!" "CHANDI:" "I did!" "ELLA:" "Oh,my goodness!" "ELLA:" "Oh,my goodness!" "CHANDI:" "I usedto ." "CHANDI:" "I usedto ." "I think about those days a lot." "I think about those days a lot." "And I would love to perform" "And I would love to perform again someday soon." "again someday soon." "Performing is such a great" "Performing is such a great outlet for me." "outlet for me." "Not all performers are men." "Not all performers are men." "Just like Candis Cayne." "Just like Candis Cayne." "She's a trans woman who likes to" "She's a trans woman who likes to perform and entertain." "perform and entertain." "I feel such happiness when I'm" "I feel such happiness when I'm on that stage, shining, getting on that stage, shining, getting my life." "my life." "ELLA:" "I 'veneverbeentoa" "ELLA:" "I 'veneverbeentoa  drag show." "drag show." "CHANDI:" "Oh,my goodness,you" "CHANDI:" "Oh,my goodness,you  are in store for a treat." "CANDIS:" "Who'shungry?" "CHANDI:" "Oh,thisisperfectly" "CHANDI:" "Oh,thisisperfectly okay." "CANDIS:" "We'realmostto Texas, and what just happened in" "Texas, and what just happened in here in this restaurant?" "here in this restaurant?" "CHANDI:" "Theywouldn'tallow" "CHANDI:" "Theywouldn'tallow us in here, which is horrible us in here, which is horrible for them, because, um, you know, for them, because, um, you know, a lot of people see this show," "a lot of people see this show, so it would be some good so it would be some good promotion for them." "promotion for them." "CANDIS:" "I lostmy appetite" "CANDIS:" "I lostmy appetite when that went down." "when that went down." "I was like, ugh!" "I was like, ugh!" "CHANDI:" "Oh,well..." "CHANDI:" "Oh,well..." "CANDIS:" "But,youknow,itis ," "CANDIS:" "But,youknow,itis , what it is." "what it is." "It is really kind of a bummer" "It is really kind of a bummer the restaurant owner didn't want the restaurant owner didn't want us there." "us there." "Um, we were allowed to film, and" "Um, we were allowed to film, and then... he found out what show then... he found out what show it was for and he said, "No, you it was for and he said, "No, you can't film here anymore," he's" "can't film here anymore," he's not interested." "not interested." "We're so used to living in" "We're so used to living in our... our bubble... our... our bubble..." "CHANDI:" "Ourbubbleof" "CHANDI:" "Ourbubbleof acceptance." "acceptance." "CANDIS:...thateverythingis" "CANDIS:...thateverythingis happy and accepting." "happy and accepting." "CHANDI:" "Butthisissomething" "CHANDI:" "Butthisissomething we can look forward to we can look forward to experiencing, being down this experiencing, being down this way, though." "way, though." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) CHANDI:" "IntheSouth." "CHANDI:" "IntheSouth." "CANDIS:" "It'salittleweird," "CANDIS:" "It'salittleweird, you know?" "you know?" "C'est la vie." "ARIN:" "Allright,let 'sdo it." "it." "CANDIS:" "Oh,God." "CANDIS:" "Oh,God." "He's cute," "He's cute, CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "CANDIS:" "I know,right?" "CANDIS:" "I know,right?" "CHANDI:" "Laithis gettingit" "CHANDI:" "Laithis gettingit in!" "in!" "CAITLYN:" "Kyliesaysshe 's" "CAITLYN:" "Kyliesaysshe 's coming, but we'll see." "coming, but we'll see." "She hasn't made it here yet." "She hasn't made it here yet." "So I got to do the red carpet" "So I got to do the red carpet all by myself, and to be honest all by myself, and to be honest with you, that is very scary." "with you, that is very scary." "PEOPLE:" "Caitlyn!" "Caitlyn!" "(birds chirping) CHANDI:" "What'sgoingon?" "CHANDI:" "What'sgoingon?" "You're on speaker now, Mom." "You're on speaker now, Mom." "We're in the van." "We're in the van." "CANDIS:" "Hi,Mom." "CANDIS:" "Hi,Mom." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Oh ,okay." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Oh ,okay." "CHANDI:" "There'sCandis,and" "CHANDI:" "There'sCandis,and  there's Ella, JB's up there, there's Ella, JB's up there, too." "too." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Hellotoallof" "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Hellotoallof you guys." "you guys." "Where you going now?" "Where you going now?" "CHANDI:" "We'reon ourway rock" "CHANDI:" "We'reon ourway rock climbing." "climbing." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Now,you be" "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Now,you be careful climbing rocks, 'cause, careful climbing rocks, 'cause, you know, you're not a little you know, you're not a little person, you know." "person, you know." "(laughter)" "(laughter) CHANDI:" "Oh!" "Okay." "CHANDI:" "Oh!" "Okay." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Youguystake" "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Youguystake  care." "Okay." "care." "Okay." "CHANDI:" "Allright." "Bye-bye." "CHANDI:" "Allright." "Bye-bye." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Bye-bye." "CHANDI'SMOM:" "Bye-bye." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) ļ ļ ļ ļ CANDIS:" "Hi." "CANDIS:" "Hi." "LAITH:" "Hi." "LAITH:" "Hi." "CANDIS:" "Howareyou ?" "Candis." "CANDIS:" "Howareyou ?" "Candis." "LAITH:" "Hi,Candis." "Laith." "LAITH:" "Hi,Candis." "Laith." "Nice to meet you." "Nice to meet you." "ARIN:" "Niceto meetyou ," "ARIN:" "Niceto meetyou , Candis." "I'm Arin." "Candis." "I'm Arin." "ELLA:" "Hi." "Ella." "ELLA:" "Hi." "Ella." "LAITH:" "Niceto meetyou ." "LAITH:" "Niceto meetyou ." "ELLA:" "So,actually,Arintold" "ELLA:" "So,actually,Arintold  me that Laith Ashley, another me that Laith Ashley, another trans guy who he did his trans guy who he did his Barney's campaign with, is also" "Barney's campaign with, is also in town, so we're gonna get two in town, so we're gonna get two for the price of one, so... for the price of one, so..." "Whoo, whoo!" "Whoo, whoo!" "I'msogladthisallworked" "I'msogladthisallworked out." "out." "ARIN:" "Yeah,absolutely." "ARIN:" "Yeah,absolutely." "LAITH:" "Areyouall gonnabe" "LAITH:" "Areyouall gonnabe climbing as well?" "climbing as well?" "CHANDI:" "Well,we 'reall" "CHANDI:" "Well,we 'reall curious." "curious." "(laughter)" "(laughter) ARIN:" "That'ssafe,that's" "ARIN:" "That'ssafe,that's safe." "safe." "All right, let's do it." "All right, let's do it." "CHANDI:" "Laithis gettingit" "CHANDI:" "Laithis gettingit in!" "in!" "We need you all the way at the" "We need you all the way at the top, Candis, like Laith." "top, Candis, like Laith." "CANDIS:" "Laithis beefy." "CANDIS:" "Laithis beefy." "(laughter)" "(laughter) LAITH( laughs):" "AmI?" "LAITH( laughs):" "AmI?" "CHANDI:" "Yes,he is ." "CHANDI:" "Yes,he is ." "CANDIS:" "Allright,Ella." "CANDIS:" "Allright,Ella." "ELLA:" "Oh,God." "ELLA:" "Oh,God." "CANDIS:" "He'scute." "CANDIS:" "He'scute." "CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "CHANDI:" "Gorgeous." "CANDIS:" "I know,right?" "CANDIS:" "I know,right?" "CHANDI:" "Theybothare ." "CHANDI:" "Theybothare ." "ARIN:" "Thinkyou'reup." "ARIN:" "Thinkyou'reup." "CHANDI:" "I thinkso ,too," "CHANDI:" "I thinkso ,too, Arin." "Arin." "CANDIS:" "Youlivehere?" "CANDIS:" "Youlivehere?" "LAITH:" "Y ..." "No,no ,no ,I'm" "LAITH:" "Y ..." "No,no ,no ,I'm visiting Arin." "visiting Arin." "I'm from New York, born and" "I'm from New York, born and raised." "Yeah." "raised." "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Oh,wow." "CANDIS:" "Oh,wow." "LAITH:" "I workedat" "LAITH:" "I workedat  Callen-Lorde in Chelsea, yeah." "Callen-Lorde in Chelsea, yeah." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God." "CHANDI:" "I 'mdone." "CHANDI:" "I 'mdone." "I broke a nail." "I broke a nail." "LAITH:" "Well,arewegonnado" "LAITH:" "Well,arewegonnado this wall over here?" "(laughs) this wall over here?" "(laughs) CANDIS:" "I 'llletyoutakethe" "CANDIS:" "I 'llletyoutakethe lead on this one." "lead on this one." "LAITH( laughs):" "No." "LAITH( laughs):" "No." "CANDIS:" "I metLaith." "CANDIS:" "I metLaith." "PRODUCER:" "Yeah,youwere" "PRODUCER:" "Yeah,youwere spending a lot of time looking spending a lot of time looking up." "up." "(laughing)" "(laughing) CANDIS:" "I mean,it 'sagood" "CANDIS:" "I mean,it 'sagood view from below." "view from below." "(laughter)" "(laughter) CANDIS:" "Um,Iwas gonnaask" "CANDIS:" "Um,Iwas gonnaask you and Arin if you guys wanted you and Arin if you guys wanted to maybe meet for dinner later." "to maybe meet for dinner later." "LAITH:" "Oh,absolutely,yeah." "LAITH:" "Oh,absolutely,yeah." "I'd love to, yeah. (chuckles)" "I'd love to, yeah. (chuckles) CANDIS:" "Cool." "CANDIS:" "Cool." "Um, I'll let you know when" "Um, I'll let you know when and where and all that stuff." "and where and all that stuff." "LAITH:" "Okay,cool." "LAITH:" "Okay,cool." "Sounds good." "Sounds good." "CANDIS:" "Okay,good." "(insects chirping, chittering) (dogs snarling)" "(dogs snarling) ZACKARY:" "Havefun." "ZACKARY:" "Havefun." "CHANDI:" "We'reat Legends." "CHANDI:" "We'reat Legends." "ļ ļ" "ELLA:" "Wherearethe boys?" "CANDIS:" "Oh,there'sLaith!" "CANDIS:" "Oh,there'sLaith!" "LAITH:" "What'sgoingon?" "LAITH:" "What'sgoingon?" "(laughs)" "(laughs) CANDIS:" "Hi,gorgeous." "CANDIS:" "Hi,gorgeous." "LAITH:" "Hello." "LAITH:" "Hello." "CANDIS:" "Youmadeit." "CANDIS:" "Youmadeit." "LAITH:" "Yougotthe bull" "LAITH:" "Yougotthe bull set-up right here." "set-up right here." "CANDIS:" "I know!" "CANDIS:" "I know!" "ļ ļ ļ ļ JENNY:" "Ourprofessorfrom" "JENNY:" "Ourprofessorfrom Maine is gonna go Oklahoma" "Maine is gonna go Oklahoma style!" "style!" "Be gentle with me!" "Be gentle with me!" "(whooping)" "(whooping) (Jenny yelling)" "(Jenny yelling) Yee-haw!" "Yee-haw!" "CHANDI:" "Candisis running" "CHANDI:" "Candisis running around, dancing and... oh!" "around, dancing and... oh!" "ļ ļ" "CANDIS:" "I neverthoughtabout dating somebody who's trans, dating somebody who's trans, ever, and then, you know, ever, and then, you know, meeting Laith... he's really meeting Laith... he's really beautiful." "beautiful." "So I should, maybe, open myself" "So I should, maybe, open myself up to a bigger pool of guys that up to a bigger pool of guys that I'm willing to date." "I'm willing to date." "LAITH:" "Itwasgreattomeet" "LAITH:" "Itwasgreattomeet you." "you." "You're awesome." "You're awesome." "CANDIS:" "That'sright,Iam ." "CANDIS:" "That'sright,Iam ." "(Laith laughs)" "(Laith laughs) That's great." "That's great." "You're so cute." "CAITLYN:" "Doyouthinkit's  elegant?" "The whole thing?" "elegant?" "The whole thing?" "JEREMY:" "It'smorethan" "JEREMY:" "It'smorethan elegant." "elegant." "CAITLYN:" "That'sit ,babe." "CAITLYN:" "That'sit ,babe." "You're so good." "You're so good." "Are you my date tonight?" "Are you my date tonight?" "JEREMY:" "Ofcourse." "JEREMY:" "Ofcourse." "CAITLYN:" "Ofcourseyou 're..." "CAITLYN:" "Ofcourseyou 're..." "(laughter)" "(laughter) Well, thank you for making it" "Well, thank you for making it here for this." "here for this." "JEREMY:" "Oh,my goodness,my" "JEREMY:" "Oh,my goodness,my pleasure." "pleasure." "Wouldn't miss it for the world." "Wouldn't miss it for the world." "CAITLYN:" "I know!" "CAITLYN:" "I know!" "It's the Glamour Awards." "It's the Glamour Awards." "BUZZ:" "Caitlyn,whendid you" "BUZZ:" "Caitlyn,whendid you  find out you were getting the find out you were getting the award?" "award?" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,acoupleof" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,acoupleof months ago." "months ago." "I was kind of shocked and" "I was kind of shocked and extraordinarily honored." "extraordinarily honored." "BUZZ:" "Whywereyou shocked?" "BUZZ:" "Whywereyou shocked?" "CAITLYN:" "Youdon'tgrowup" "CAITLYN:" "Youdon'tgrowup your whole life as being me, and your whole life as being me, and think that your biggest fear is think that your biggest fear is that you would be thought of as that you would be thought of as an absolute freak and weirdo," "an absolute freak and weirdo, and... and..." "BUZZ:" "Right." "BUZZ:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Tobe so welcomed," "CAITLYN:" "Tobe so welcomed, by not only the trans by not only the trans community, but, uh, Glamour community, but, uh, Glamour magazine, womanhood in general, magazine, womanhood in general, it's, um... uh, it's a" "it's, um... uh, it's a wonderful, wonderful feeling." "Perfect." "Cinderella!" "Cinderella!" "(crowd clamoring)" "GUARD:" "Kylieisn'thereyet." "I'll inform you when she" "I'll inform you when she arrives." "arrives." "CAITLYN:" "Yougotit." "CAITLYN:" "Yougotit." "MAN:" "Caitlyn!" "MAN:" "Caitlyn!" "CAITLYN:" "Goingto abig event" "CAITLYN:" "Goingto abig event like this, it's always more fun like this, it's always more fun to go and share it with somebody to go and share it with somebody else." "else." "So, of course, I wanted Kylie to" "So, of course, I wanted Kylie to go with me." "go with me." "But she's had a wardrobe" "But she's had a wardrobe malfunction." "malfunction." "So I gotta do the red carpet all" "So I gotta do the red carpet all by myself." "by myself." "And to be honest with you, that" "And to be honest with you, that is very scary." "is very scary." "(clamoring)" "(clamoring) MAN:" "Caitlyn!" "MAN:" "Caitlyn!" "Caitlyn!" "Caitlyn!" "Caitlyn...!" "Caitlyn...!" "CAITLYN:" "I wantedyouright" "CAITLYN:" "I wantedyouright by my side." "by my side." "KYLIE:" "Mydressrippedall" "KYLIE:" "Mydressrippedall the way down my ass." "the way down my ass." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "KYLIE:" "I wouldn'twanttobe" "KYLIE:" "I wouldn'twanttobe on a red carpet with my vagina on a red carpet with my vagina out." "out." "CAITLYN:" "Uh..." "CAITLYN:" "Uh..." "MIMI:" "I 'llsaygood-byeto" "MIMI:" "I 'llsaygood-byeto Chandi and come back and say" "Chandi and come back and say hello to Miss Chandelier." "hello to Miss Chandelier." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) (Kate whooping)" "(Kate whooping) ļ ļ" "CAITLYN:" "Allright,willdo." "KYLIE:" "Hello." "KYLIE:" "Hello." "CAITLYN:" "Yougotit." "CAITLYN:" "Yougotit." "Till then, bye." "Till then, bye." "Hi, baby." "Hi, baby." "Can I say something?" "Can I say something?" "You were supposed to be my date" "You were supposed to be my date last night on the red carpet." "Honestly, I wanted you right by my side." "my side." "KYLIE:" "Mydresswas" "KYLIE:" "Mydresswas  completely see-through and then completely see-through and then my option "B" ripped all the my option "B" ripped all the way down my ass." "way down my ass." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "KYLIE:" "I wouldn'twanttobe" "KYLIE:" "I wouldn'twanttobe on a red carpet with my vagina on a red carpet with my vagina out." "out." "CAITLYN:" "Uh..." "CAITLYN:" "Uh..." "KYLIE:" "Myvaginawas out ." "KYLIE:" "Myvaginawas out ." "Not my boob, not my butt crack," "Not my boob, not my butt crack, my vagina." "my vagina." "CAITLYN:" "I didn'tknowall" "CAITLYN:" "I didn'tknowall  that, but, hopefully, we that, but, hopefully, we could've worked around that could've worked around that somehow." "somehow." "KYLIE:" "Andmy option"B, "my" "KYLIE:" "Andmy option"B, "my whole zipper ripped down, so... whole zipper ripped down, so..." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "KYLIE:" "AndIhad atailor" "KYLIE:" "AndIhad atailor there, trying to fix it." "there, trying to fix it." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "Kind of disappointed in Kylie," "Kind of disappointed in Kylie, but at least she showed up for but at least she showed up for the actual show." "the actual show." "Of course, I wanted her to go" "Of course, I wanted her to go with me to the red carpet, but with me to the red carpet, but I need to feel comfortable just" "I need to feel comfortable just doing them on my own." "doing them on my own." "Okay, well, then next time..." "Okay, well, then next time..." "I'm dragging your ass there." "I'm dragging your ass there." "KYLIE:" "Yeah." "DRIVER:" "Hey." "CANDIS:" "Hi!" "CANDIS:" "Hi!" "Are you ready for the drive?" "Are you ready for the drive?" "DRIVER:" "Ready,ready." "DRIVER:" "Ready,ready." "Born ready." "Born ready." "ļ ļ" "(Jenny, Ella shouting, laughing)" "KATE:" "Chandi,whereyou  headed?" "headed?" "CHANDI:" "ToChicago." "CHANDI:" "ToChicago." "KATE:" "It'sared eye !" "KATE:" "It'sared eye !" "Look, see?" "Red." "Look, see?" "Red." "CANDIS:" "What'sthehardest" "CANDIS:" "What'sthehardest part of road life?" "part of road life?" "KATE:" "Notenoughmarijuana." "KATE:" "Notenoughmarijuana." "DRIVER:# boomboom." "DRIVER:# boomboom." "(laughter)" "(indistinct chatter)" "KATE:" "Haha !" "Hello,Chicago!" "CHANDI:" "It'sthewomanofthe" "CHANDI:" "It'sthewomanofthe year!" "year!" "CANDIS:" "Womanof theyear!" "CANDIS:" "Womanof theyear!" "CAITLYN:" "Hey,babe,thereyou" "CAITLYN:" "Hey,babe,thereyou go, Chandi, how you doing?" "go, Chandi, how you doing?" "CHANDI:" "Incredible!" "CHANDI:" "Incredible!" "I'm loving the hair." "I'm loving the hair." "CAITLYN:" "Zackary,you're" "CAITLYN:" "Zackary,you're back!" "back!" "I think we need to go have some" "I think we need to go have some pizza and talk about all that." "pizza and talk about all that." "KATE:" "Yes." "KATE:" "Yes." "(murmurs of agreement)" "(murmurs of agreement) KATE:" "I 'veheardaboutthis" "KATE:" "I 'veheardaboutthis for years." "for years." "ELLA:" "It'sdelicious." "ELLA:" "It'sdelicious." "The best pizza in the world." "The best pizza in the world." "CANDIS:" "WeareinChicago," "CANDIS:" "WeareinChicago, and you know, Chicago's known and you know, Chicago's known for the Baton Show Lounge." "for the Baton Show Lounge." "Mimi Marks works there, and so I" "Mimi Marks works there, and so I asked her if I could come and do asked her if I could come and do a number with her... a number with her..." "CAITLYN:" "Ooh!" "CAITLYN:" "Ooh!" "CANDIS:" "Andyouguyscould" "CANDIS:" "Andyouguyscould come and watch the show... come and watch the show..." "CAITLYN:" "Wegottasee the" "CAITLYN:" "Wegottasee the  show." "show." "CANDIS:...andsee the other" "CANDIS:...andsee the other performers." "performers." "And trans people have been" "And trans people have been performing in drag bars since performing in drag bars since the beginning of time." "the beginning of time." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,I-Iagree." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,I-Iagree." "CHANDI:" "Ittotallysavedme" "CHANDI:" "Ittotallysavedme and helped me figure out who I and helped me figure out who I was." "was." "I look at it a, um, a beautiful" "I look at it a, um, a beautiful thing." "thing." "CAITLYN:" "I don'tseeyou" "CAITLYN:" "I don'tseeyou  going to drag shows." "going to drag shows." "JENNY:" "Um,it 'snot...it's" "JENNY:" "Um,it 'snot...it's not really my thing." "not really my thing." "Some of my sisters and brothers," "Some of my sisters and brothers, it's important for them to see it's important for them to see their lives not as a their lives not as a performance, but as-as reality." "performance, but as-as reality." "CHANDI:" "I 'mtotallyconfused" "CHANDI:" "I 'mtotallyconfused with how some of your, um, with how some of your, um, brothers and sisters, who brothers and sisters, who identify with our community, identify with our community, separate themselves from the" "separate themselves from the world in which some of us began." "world in which some of us began." "JENNY:" "Dragdoesn'tdoa lot" "JENNY:" "Dragdoesn'tdoa lot for me." "for me." "I'm not pretending to be" "I'm not pretending to be anything." "anything." "So there are people in the drag" "So there are people in the drag community who find this, uh, a community who find this, uh, a great source of fun and love great source of fun and love and celebration of life." "and celebration of life." "And then there are other people" "And then there are other people who say, "This is about who say, "This is about performance, and our lives are performance, and our lives are not about performance, our lives not about performance, our lives are about the reality."" "are about the reality." Some of us come from, uh, a drag" "Some of us come from, uh, a drag or a performance or-or showgirl or a performance or-or showgirl universe." "universe." "CANDIS:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "Mm-hmm." "JENNY:" "Andsomeofusdon't ." "JENNY:" "Andsomeofusdon't ." "CHANDI:" "I wouldneverexpect" "CHANDI:" "I wouldneverexpect you to be able to identify with you to be able to identify with the world that we've come from, the world that we've come from, because it has never been your because it has never been your stilo." "stilo." "It wasn't your introduction." "It wasn't your introduction." "I totally respect the fact that" "I totally respect the fact that Jenny sees things from that" "Jenny sees things from that perspective." "perspective." "But she should be able to see" "But she should be able to see the connection between our the connection between our communities." "CANDIS:" "JennyandCait processed it differently, they processed it differently, they hid differently." "hid differently." "CHANDI:" "Ifit wasn'tfor" "CHANDI:" "Ifit wasn'tfor  drag, maybe I would be a drag, maybe I would be a miserable gay boy, trapped." "miserable gay boy, trapped." "CANDIS:" "Wouldit be harder" "CANDIS:" "Wouldit be harder for you to be dating a man, as for you to be dating a man, as opposed to a woman?" "opposed to a woman?" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkit mightbe" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkit mightbe a little bit tougher on the a little bit tougher on the girls if it was, um, a guy." "girls if it was, um, a guy." "If I was dating some guy, they" "If I was dating some guy, they would go, "Wow!"" "Go, go, go" "(knocking on door) CANDIS:" "Hi,honey." "CANDIS:" "Hi,honey." "(Chandi laughs)" "(Chandi laughs) Can I come in?" "Can I come in?" "CHANDI:" "SoundslikewhatI" "CHANDI:" "SoundslikewhatI was doing at your door the was doing at your door the other day." "other day." "CANDIS:" "Ooh,youhaveit" "CANDIS:" "Ooh,youhaveit chilly up in here!" "chilly up in here!" "CHANDI:" "I wasgonnapop this" "CHANDI:" "I wasgonnapop this champagne open." "champagne open." "CANDIS:" "Oh!" "(chuckles)" "CANDIS:" "Oh!" "(chuckles) CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "I couldn't get over JB." "I couldn't get over JB." "If it wasn't for drag and being" "If it wasn't for drag and being able to do... do those shows, able to do... do those shows, maybe I would be a miserable gay maybe I would be a miserable gay boy, trapped, right now." "boy, trapped, right now." "CANDIS:" "A lotof times,like" "CANDIS:" "A lotof times,like Jenny and Cait, they come from a" "Jenny and Cait, they come from a different side, they processed different side, they processed it differently, they hid it differently, they hid differently." "differently." "CHANDI:" "Thatusedtobea" "CHANDI:" "Thatusedtobea stress reliever for me, and I stress reliever for me, and I miss..." "I miss it." "miss..." "I miss it." "I really do." "I really do." "CANDIS:" "Weallknowhowmuch" "CANDIS:" "Weallknowhowmuch you love your work and you love you love your work and you love your kids." "your kids." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "Butthereis..." "CANDIS:" "Butthereis..." "You will not survive if you" "You will not survive if you don't clock out." "don't clock out." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CHANDI:" "Right." "Clocking out is a big issue for" "Clocking out is a big issue for me." "me." "Because I feel like I need to be" "Because I feel like I need to be there for them." "there for them." "And my mom, she's dealing with a" "And my mom, she's dealing with a lot right now." "lot right now." "CANDIS:" "Talkaboutit." "CANDIS:" "Talkaboutit." "Talk about it, honey." "(exhales) CHANDI:" "Mydadwas one ofthe" "CHANDI:" "Mydadwas one ofthe best people that any person could really ask for." "for." "And he has been dealing with" "And he has been dealing with dementia and my mom is always, dementia and my mom is always, always, always not thinking always, always not thinking about herself because she's so about herself because she's so worried about him." "worried about him." "And that's where I get it from." "And that's where I get it from." "When you talk all day and you" "When you talk all day and you have to, you know, try to fix have to, you know, try to fix things for people, and things for people, and you're-you're trying to find" "you're-you're trying to find housing and you're trying to housing and you're trying to find food, it's one of those find food, it's one of those things that gets really crazy things that gets really crazy for me, because it makes me" "for me, because it makes me want to do so much more." "want to do so much more." "(Chandi sobs)" "(Chandi sobs) CANDIS:" "I know,honey." "Chandi is amazing." "She comes across, always, as" "She comes across, always, as really happy and she's always a really happy and she's always a really positive person, and she really positive person, and she works non-stop with on-the-edge works non-stop with on-the-edge youth." "youth." "CHANDI:" "Hi!" "CHANDI:" "Hi!" "We do get into heavy" "We do get into heavy discussions." "discussions." "You know." "You know." "We lay it all on the line." "We lay it all on the line." "YOUNGWOMAN:" "Theyaskedme" "YOUNGWOMAN:" "Theyaskedme for my I.D. and then it was for my I.D. and then it was like, um, "She's a tranny."" "like, um, "She's a tranny." YOUNGMAN:" "Somepeoplelook" "YOUNGMAN:" "Somepeoplelook  at me as a human, and some other at me as a human, and some other people look at me as an animal." "people look at me as an animal." "CAITLYN:" "It'sextremely" "CAITLYN:" "It'sextremely important that we're heard." "important that we're heard." "CHANDI:" "Andwe saythankyou" "CHANDI:" "Andwe saythankyou for everybody coming to group." "for everybody coming to group." "CANDIS:" "Butyouknow,Ithink" "CANDIS:" "Butyouknow,Ithink  that she has a lot more going on that she has a lot more going on then any of us even realize." "then any of us even realize." "CHANDI:" "AllIsay isit's" "CHANDI:" "AllIsay isit's  gonna be okay, Candis." "ZACKARY:" "Herewe go ." "You look bodacious. (laughs)" "You look bodacious. (laughs) For some of the girls, finding" "For some of the girls, finding love, it's a challenge." "love, it's a challenge." "CAITLYN:" "Onedrink." "CAITLYN:" "Onedrink." "Are you buying?" "Are you buying?" "Of course you are." "Of course you are." "ZACKARY:" "Yes,I'llbuy ." "ZACKARY:" "Yes,I'llbuy ." "CAITLYN:" "Okay,right,okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay,right,okay." "ZACKARY:" "Yes,I'llbuy ." "ZACKARY:" "Yes,I'llbuy ." "So we are all gonna have" "So we are all gonna have cocktails at the hotel." "cocktails at the hotel." "I'm hoping to exercise my" "I'm hoping to exercise my matchmaking skills." "matchmaking skills." "CANDIS:" "There'salot ofboys" "CANDIS:" "There'salot ofboys  around." "around." "ZACKARY:( laughs)Allright." "ZACKARY:( laughs)Allright." "JENNY:" "I thinkZackaryand" "JENNY:" "I thinkZackaryand  Candis went to mingle." "Candis went to mingle." "COURTNEY:" "There'sthiswhole" "COURTNEY:" "There'sthiswhole table of guys back here." "table of guys back here." "CAITLYN:" "Um,it 'slike..." "CAITLYN:" "Um,it 'slike..." "I'm uncomfortable." "I'm uncomfortable." "It's in the middle of such a" "It's in the middle of such a public place." "public place." "Yeah." "Yeah." "COURTNEY:" "Oh,really?" "COURTNEY:" "Oh,really?" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "For me, the big problem I have" "For me, the big problem I have in a lot of things is rejection." "in a lot of things is rejection." "That's why, probably, one of the" "That's why, probably, one of the reasons I didn't date that much." "reasons I didn't date that much." "SCOTT:" "I 'mScott." "SCOTT:" "I 'mScott." "CANDIS:" "Hi,nicetomeet you," "CANDIS:" "Hi,nicetomeet you,  Patrick." "Scott." "Patrick." "Scott." "ZACKARY:" "We'restayingin" "ZACKARY:" "We'restayingin this hotel." "this hotel." "MAN:" "Okay." "MAN:" "Okay." "ZACKARY:" "Sowe 'rejust" "ZACKARY:" "Sowe 'rejust hanging out." "hanging out." "MAN:" "Nice." "MAN:" "Nice." "ZACKARY:" "Youknow?" "ZACKARY:" "Youknow?" "CAITLYN:" "What'syourname?" "CAITLYN:" "What'syourname?" "JOE:" "I 'ma friendof" "JOE:" "I 'ma friendof  Taylor's." "Joe." "Taylor's." "Joe." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "CANDIS:" "Caitlyndoesn't" "CANDIS:" "Caitlyndoesn't really know how to talk to guys really know how to talk to guys at all." "at all." "With a flirt, with something" "With a flirt, with something more than just who she is." "more than just who she is." "And so she doesn't know how" "And so she doesn't know how to... follow." "to... follow." "She wants to lead." "She wants to lead." "CAITLYN:" "Well,Joe,itwas" "CAITLYN:" "Well,Joe,itwas nice meeting you." "nice meeting you." "What do you do for, uh, work?" "What do you do for, uh, work?" "What do you do?" "What do you do?" "JOE:" "I own,uh ,arealestate" "JOE:" "I own,uh ,arealestate office and I'm a developer." "office and I'm a developer." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,so ,residentials" "CAITLYN:" "Oh,so ,residentials or commercial?" "or commercial?" "JOE:" "Littleof both." "JOE:" "Littleof both." "CAITLYN:" "Whatever." "CAITLYN:" "Whatever." "JOE:" "Commercial." "JOE:" "Commercial." "CAITLYN:" "Whereverthere's..." "CAITLYN:" "Whereverthere's..." "wherever you can make a buck." "wherever you can make a buck." "JOE:" "That'sright." "JOE:" "That'sright." "CANDIS:" "Sometimes,when" "CANDIS:" "Sometimes,when you're talking to guys, you have you're talking to guys, you have to take the back seat a little to take the back seat a little bit." "bit." "I don't know if she's ready to" "I don't know if she's ready to do that." "do that." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mouttahere." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mouttahere." "ZACKARY:" "DidJennerleave?" "ZACKARY:" "DidJennerleave?" "JENNY:" "Jenner's..." "Jenner's" "JENNY:" "Jenner's..." "Jenner's left the building." "CANDIS:" "Hello?" "CAITLYN:" "Oh!" "CAITLYN:" "Oh!" "Coming in the back door?" "Coming in the back door?" "CANDIS:" "I realizedthatwe" "CANDIS:" "I realizedthatwe have adjoining rooms." "have adjoining rooms." "CAITLYN:" "Wehaveadjoining" "CAITLYN:" "Wehaveadjoining rooms, I know that, yeah." "rooms, I know that, yeah." "I know, I know." "I know, I know." "CANDIS:" "They'regonnatalk." "CANDIS:" "They'regonnatalk." "CAITLYN:" "Now,youneedany" "CAITLYN:" "Now,youneedany hair?" "hair?" "CANDIS:" "Uh,well..." "CANDIS:" "Uh,well..." "CAITLYN:" "Courtney'sgotthe" "CAITLYN:" "Courtney'sgotthe  hair." "hair." "CANDIS:" "Oh,that'scool." "CANDIS:" "Oh,that'scool." "CAITLYN:" "Youshould," "CAITLYN:" "Youshould, actually, put some dark streaks actually, put some dark streaks in there." "in there." "Well, how are you doing?" "Well, how are you doing?" "CANDIS:" "I 'mgood." "CANDIS:" "I 'mgood." "I was gonna say that, um, you" "I was gonna say that, um, you wouldn't dance with the guys wouldn't dance with the guys when we went dancing." "when we went dancing." "You only wanted to dance with" "You only wanted to dance with me." "me." "CAITLYN:" "I justdidn'tfeel" "CAITLYN:" "I justdidn'tfeel comfortable." "comfortable." "CANDIS:" "Whichis fine." "CANDIS:" "Whichis fine." "I'm not trying to push you into" "I'm not trying to push you into anything." "anything." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "I 'mjust-just,you" "CANDIS:" "I 'mjust-just,you know, trying to get you trying know, trying to get you trying new things as far as dating." "new things as far as dating." "CAITLYN:" "I lookat yougirls" "CAITLYN:" "I lookat yougirls and I listen to you about all and I listen to you about all the challenges of dating as a the challenges of dating as a trans woman." "trans woman." "CANDIS:" "Right." "CANDIS:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Okay?" "CAITLYN:" "Okay?" "How guys, like, want to have sex" "How guys, like, want to have sex with you, but then they don't with you, but then they don't want to be seen with you." "want to be seen with you." "Yeah." "Yeah." "I-I would have a hard time with" "I-I would have a hard time with that." "that." "Yeah." "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Whatis holdingyou" "CANDIS:" "Whatis holdingyou  back from... just going on a back from... just going on a date with someone?" "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,the other day, I thought about bringing it day, I thought about bringing it up to Kylie." "up to Kylie." "You know." "You know." ""I was, uh... maybe I should" ""I was, uh... maybe I should start dating or doing something start dating or doing something like that."" "like that." And I was thinking about it, and" "And I was thinking about it, and I thought:" "I can't." "I thought:" "I can't." "I just..." "I-I can't even bring" "I just..." "I-I can't even bring the subject up." "ļ ļ (cheering)" "(cheering) WOMAN:" "Hey,we allreadyfor" "WOMAN:" "Hey,we allreadyfor a good time?" "a good time?" "JENNY:" "Chandi!" "(whoops)" "JENNY:" "Chandi!" "(whoops) CAITLYN:" "Somuchfun for me" "CAITLYN:" "Somuchfun for me to watch my little Chandi up to watch my little Chandi up there, letting it go." "there, letting it go." "(whooping)" "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,the other day, I thought about bringing it day, I thought about bringing it up to Kylie." "up to Kylie." "You know." "You know." ""I was, uh... maybe I should" ""I was, uh... maybe I should start dating or doing something start dating or doing something like that."" "like that." And I was thinking about it and" "And I was thinking about it and I thought:" "I can't." "I thought:" "I can't." "I just..." "I-I can't even bring" "I just..." "I-I can't even bring the subject up." "the subject up." "CANDIS:" "Wouldit be harder" "CANDIS:" "Wouldit be harder for you to be dating a man, as for you to be dating a man, as opposed to a woman, on the kids opposed to a woman, on the kids or visa versa?" "or visa versa?" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkit mightbe" "CAITLYN:" "I thinkit mightbe a little bit tougher on the a little bit tougher on the girls if it was, um, a guy." "girls if it was, um, a guy." "Yeah." "Yeah." "I think, yeah, if I was dating" "I think, yeah, if I was dating some guy they would go, "Wow."" "some guy they would go, "Wow." Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Have you ever dated a woman?" "Have you ever dated a woman?" "CANDIS:" "No." "CANDIS:" "No." "CAITLYN:" "No." "CAITLYN:" "No." "See, okay." "See, okay." "I'm not looking forward to" "I'm not looking forward to having conversations about having conversations about dating with my kids." "dating with my kids." "I think if I were to date a man," "I think if I were to date a man, I think it would be confusing" "I think it would be confusing for them." "for them." "And, uh, I don't want to confuse" "And, uh, I don't want to confuse them." "them." "CANDIS:" "Youhavetogetto" "CANDIS:" "Youhavetogetto the root of what you are going the root of what you are going through." "through." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "YouknowwhatImean?" "CANDIS:" "YouknowwhatImean?" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "You'reallowedtogo" "CANDIS:" "You'reallowedtogo out there, have fun, experiment." "out there, have fun, experiment." "There's no one... no one's" "There's no one... no one's judging, anymore." "judging, anymore." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Becauseyouare" "CANDIS:" "Becauseyouare  living your truth." "living your truth." "You know?" "You know?" "CAITLYN:" "Maybeif Ithinkof" "CAITLYN:" "Maybeif Ithinkof it as an experiment." "it as an experiment." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "I have to tell you:" "I need to" "I have to tell you:" "I need to start new and fresh, also." "start new and fresh, also." "Like going out on... on a group" "Like going out on... on a group date... date..." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:...withLaithand" "CANDIS:...withLaithand  Arin kind of showed me that I" "Arin kind of showed me that I have to broaden my horizons, have to broaden my horizons, too." "too." "I think we both need to." "I think we both need to." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "A double experiment." "A double experiment." "That's why we call 'em" "That's why we call 'em experiments." "experiments." "CANDIS:( laughs)Salsa!" "CANDIS:( laughs)Salsa!" "CAITLYN:" "Salsa!" "CAITLYN:" "Salsa!" "(laughs)" "(laughs) (indistinct chatter)" "JENNY:" "Soareyou goingto the thing tonight?" "the thing tonight?" "ZACKARY:" "Ofcourse." "ZACKARY:" "Ofcourse." "We're gonna go see Candis and" "We're gonna go see Candis and Chandi perform... at a drag" "Chandi perform... at a drag show!" "show!" "(Jenny laughs)" "(Jenny laughs) JENNY:" "Arewe ?" "JENNY:" "Arewe ?" "I'm feeling pulled in a lot of" "I'm feeling pulled in a lot of different directions here." "different directions here." "You know, I had this kind" "You know, I had this kind of... ambivalent relationship of... ambivalent relationship toward drag." "toward drag." "And I think a lot of people who" "And I think a lot of people who come from a different part of come from a different part of the community have this unease the community have this unease with some aspects of drag with some aspects of drag because there's a sense of," "because there's a sense of, "Here we are, pretending to be" ""Here we are, pretending to be women."" "women." And I know that that's not the" "And I know that that's not the best way to describe drag, but best way to describe drag, but it's one way to describe drag, it's one way to describe drag, and, you know, so... and, you know, so..." "I'm not pretending to be" "I'm not pretending to be anything." "anything." "ZACKARY:" "Thetranscommunity" "ZACKARY:" "Thetranscommunity is so diverse, you know?" "is so diverse, you know?" "And each one of us has such a" "And each one of us has such a different story." "different story." "JENNY:" "I wantto celebrate" "JENNY:" "I wantto celebrate everybody's way of being, but I everybody's way of being, but I also want to fight for my own also want to fight for my own identity, which was hard won." "identity, which was hard won." "And, um..." "And, um..." "ZACKARY:" "Untilit ...isolates" "ZACKARY:" "Untilit ...isolates you from the people that you you from the people that you love." "love." "Jenny's not wrong here, but" "Jenny's not wrong here, but neither is Chandi." "neither is Chandi." "The trans community as a whole" "The trans community as a whole is split on this issue." "is split on this issue." "So it's a complicated thing, but" "So it's a complicated thing, but bottom line, friends need to be bottom line, friends need to be there to support each other." "there to support each other." "I think the higher road to take" "I think the higher road to take is to, you know, go and is to, you know, go and experience it." "experience it." "JENNY:" "I 'mbeingaskedtodo" "JENNY:" "I 'mbeingaskedtodo something here that I probably something here that I probably wouldn't normally do and I still wouldn't normally do and I still don't think that many of my don't think that many of my sisters understand my" "sisters understand my resistance." "resistance." "And we're not all gonna agree o." "And we're not all gonna agree o." "ZACKARY:" "Youknow,embracing" "ZACKARY:" "Youknow,embracing difference is... that's your difference is... that's your challenge here, today." "challenge here, today." "CHANDI:" "Oh!" "ANDIS:" "Hey, girl!" "It's good to see you." "It's good to see you." "REGINE:" "It'sgoodtoseeyou," "REGINE:" "It'sgoodtoseeyou, too." "Oh!" "too." "Oh!" "CHANDI:" "Hi,howare you ?" "CHANDI:" "Hi,howare you ?" "REGINE:" "Hi,I'mRi, Regine,m" "REGINE:" "Hi,I'mRi, Regine,m Chandi." "Chandi." "REGINE:" "Niceto meetyou ." "REGINE:" "Niceto meetyou ." "VOICE:" "Oh,no !" "No ,no !" "VOICE:" "Oh,no !" "No ,no !" "CHANDI:" "Ah!" "CHANDI:" "Ah!" "JENNY:" "Okay,everybodyfollow" "JENNY:" "Okay,everybodyfollow me." "me." "I've come to underst" "I've come to underst for Chandi, the drag world saved for Chandi, the drag world saved her life, literally." "her life, literally." "So how can anyone stand in the" "So how can anyone stand in the way of that and not celebrate way of that and not celebrate that?" "n't flash them, that?" "n't flash them, Jenner." "Jenner." "CAITLYN:" "Hey...we don't" "CAITLYN:" "Hey...we don't want to... there we go." "want to... there we go." "JENNY:" "Don'tflash'em ," "JENNY:" "Don'tflash'em , Jenner." "Jenner." "CAITLYN:" "Afterallthe" "CAITLYN:" "Afterallthe  controversy, for Jenny, eat thag controversy, for Jenny, eat thag show." "show." "So I think it's going to be a" "So I think it's going to be a fun night." "fun night." "Thank you." "Thank you." "CHANDI:" "Oh." "CHANDI:" "Oh." "I am totally nervous." "I am totally nervous." "A girl needs... needs a little" "A girl needs... needs a little CANDIS:" "Yes!" "CANDIS:" "Yes!" "I'm gonna go see what I can do." "I'm gonna go see what I can do." "(Chandi laughs)" "(Chandi laughs) CHANDI:" "Thatwillhelpme" "CHANDI:" "Thatwillhelpme with my nerves, you know. been e with my nerves, you know. been e performed." "performed." "So I am a little nervous, but" "So I am a little nervous, but I've received nothing but love" "I've received nothing but love from Candis and Mimi." "from Candis and Mimi." "And that does help calm anyone's" "And that does help calm anyone's nerves." "nerves." "Hopefully." "Hopefully." "(laughs)" "(laughs) MIMI:" "Allright,I'llseeyou" "MIMI:" "Allright,I'llseeyou in a minute." "in a minute." "CANDIS:" "Havefun." "CANDIS:" "Havefun." "MIMI:" "I 'llsaygood-byeto" "MIMI:" "I 'llsaygood-byeto Chandi and come back and say" "Chandi and come back and say hello to Miss Chandelier." "hello to Miss Chandelier." "(Candis laughs)" "(Candis laughs) CHANDI:" "Oh,right!" "CHANDI:" "Oh,right!" "(cheering)" "(cheering) WOMAN:" "So,we allreadyfor" "WOMAN:" "So,we allreadyfor a good time?" "a good time?" "ļ You know my pretty girl swag ļ You know my pretty girl swag Don't hate miss sis 'cause I'm" "Don't hate miss sis 'cause I'm bad bad ļ My head back, yep, newly bad ļ My head back, yep, newly bad My handbag, that's... ļ" "My handbag, that's... ļ CANDIS:" "Wehavelike,six" "CANDIS:" "Wehavelike,six numbers, and then you go on." "numbers, and then you go on." "CHANDI:" "Okay,babe." "CHANDI:" "Okay,babe." "CANDIS:" "Okay?" "CANDIS:" "Okay?" "You're gonna tear it up." "You're gonna tear it up." "CHANDI:" "Wegonnaprayon" "CHANDI:" "Wegonnaprayon that." "that." "(both laugh)" "(both laugh) ļ Tonight I'm doing it big ļ Tonight I'm doing it big Might switch it up, rock a wig" "Might switch it up, rock a wig ļ Hear them say "Oh, no, she ļ Hear them say "Oh, no, she didn't..." ļ didn't..." ļ (bleep)" "(bleep) (cheers, whooping)" "(cheers, whooping) ļ ļ" "CHANDI:" "I hopeIdon 'tslip and slide." "and slide." "CANDIS:" "We'vehadsuchan" "CANDIS:" "We'vehadsuchan amazing cast tonight." "amazing cast tonight." "MIMI:" "Yes,butwehave one" "MIMI:" "Yes,butwehave one entertainer that... entertainer that..." "CANDIS:" "Shehasn'tdonea" "CANDIS:" "Shehasn'tdonea show in a long time." "show in a long time." "MIMI:" "Shesaid"decades."" "MIMI:" "Shesaid"decades." "Decades."" ""Decades." CANDIS:" "Withoutfurther" "CANDIS:" "Withoutfurther ado... ado..." "MIMI:" "Forherreturnback to" "MIMI:" "Forherreturnback to the stage... the stage..." "CANDIS:ofMiss..." "CANDIS:ofMiss..." "CANDISANDMIMI:" "Chandelier!" "CANDISANDMIMI:" "Chandelier!" "(cheering)" "CANDIS:" "Withoutfurther ado... ado..." "MIMI:" "Forherreturnback to" "MIMI:" "Forherreturnback to the stage... the stage..." "CANDIS:" "OfMiss..." "CANDIS:" "OfMiss..." "CANDISANDMIMI:" "Chandelier!" "CANDISANDMIMI:" "Chandelier!" "(cheering, whooping)" "(cheering, whooping) (drumroll)" "ļ Sit back and put your feet up Yes, sir, and feel the rhythm" "Yes, sir, and feel the rhythm You know we going crazy" "You know we going crazy ļ All turned up like Patrick ļ All turned up like Patrick Swayze... ļ" "Swayze... ļ ļ ļ" "CANDIS:" "MissChandelier was incredible." "was incredible." "When she went on stage, it was" "When she went on stage, it was like... she was meant to be like... she was meant to be there." "there." "ļ ļ ļ ļ ļ You know how to rock it... ļ ļ You know how to rock it... ļ CAITLYN:" "Itwassomuch fun" "CAITLYN:" "Itwassomuch fun for me to watch my little Chandi for me to watch my little Chandi up there, letting it go." "up there, letting it go." "All these girls are, like," "All these girls are, like, taking risks all over the place." "taking risks all over the place." "Jenny Boylan, who didn't even" "Jenny Boylan, who didn't even want to go... there she was, want to go... there she was, stuffing dollar bills down stuffing dollar bills down Chandi's bra." "Chandi's bra." "So I think she had a lot of fun." "So I think she had a lot of fun." "Hey!" "Hey!" "JENNY:" "Chandi!" "JENNY:" "Chandi!" "(whoops)" "(whoops) CHANDI:" "Beingabletohit" "CHANDI:" "Beingabletohit that stage and unleash that stage and unleash Chandelier, was... a moment that" "Chandelier, was... a moment that I hadn't experienced in a very" "I hadn't experienced in a very long time." "long time." "I really let go." "I really let go." "It was totally a reconnecting" "It was totally a reconnecting moment with myself, because I moment with myself, because I forgot how good it felt." "forgot how good it felt." "ļ You should be famous... ļ ļ You should be famous... ļ It doesn't matter what walk of" "It doesn't matter what walk of life you're from, you can enjoy life you're from, you can enjoy drag." "drag." "There was so much love in the" "There was so much love in the air." "air." "And it was beautiful." "And it was beautiful." "ļ You should be famous. ļ ļ You should be famous. ļ (cheering, whooping)" "ACTIVIST:" "CaitlynJenner, you're an insult to all trans you're an insult to all trans people." "people." "(shouting)" "(shouting) ZACKARY:" "Youknow,nobodyin" "ZACKARY:" "Youknow,nobodyin the trans movement is required the trans movement is required to love any of us." "to love any of us." "STUDENT:" "Howdidyou goabout" "STUDENT:" "Howdidyou goabout your transformation and your transformation and everything, like, and still everything, like, and still acknowledging God in your life?" "acknowledging God in your life?" "Because, like, religion and" "Because, like, religion and everything... everything..." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mgoingto Des" "CAITLYN:" "I 'mgoingto Des Moines..." "Democratic debate." "Moines..." "Democratic debate." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God." "Is that Hillary Clinton?" "Is that Hillary Clinton?" "HILLARY:" "Oh,my gosh!" "HILLARY:" "Oh,my gosh!" "Captioningsponsoredby" "Captioningsponsoredby  BUNIM-MURRAY PRODUCTIONS"