"[Tegan and Sara's "You Wouldn't Like Me" plays]" "Meredith:" "Surgeons fight." "I didn't bring it up." "He did." "Well, what?" "It's the truth." "I said we're not talking about it." "We fight against death." "It's our thing." "Well, on the plus side, it's your last day in the clinic." "Clinic wasn't so bad." "What did I just say?" "We're drinking tonight, right?" "Not about this." "Mer, the trial's tomorrow." "It could be our last chance for like 8, 10 years." "But eventually, if history is any indicator, death is gonna win." "Or you could win, and we could drink tomorrow night." "[Chuckling] Yeah." "Right." " There's a chance." " Yeah." "Slim to none." "We may win the battle, but we're never gonna win the war." "♪ And you haven't called me in weeks ♪" "What about a plea?" "Didn't they offer you a plea for like two years?" "I turned it down." "Maybe I shouldn't have turned it down." "Two years is still a long time." "Zero years is the goal." "So the trick is to go down fighting, to fight for the right cause, for the right person." "We're drinking tonight." "It's my last day on Earth." "Stop!" "Stop talking about drinking!" "Stop talking about last days on Earth!" "The world is not coming to an end." "And if you go down, you all go down together." "[Rumbling, glass breaking]" "[People screaming]" "Oh, we're drinking tonight." "We are the eye of the storm on this, people." "Everything and everyone is coming our way." "Code Yellow has been declared." "Disaster protocol is in effect until you hear otherwise." "I'm recalling all surgical staff." "Already recalled my nurses." "I've got the E.R. covered." "Klein's manning the O.R. floor." "Who do you have up there on..." "Doctors Grey, Shepherd, Baker, and Lowes are on nonstop cut-and-paste in O.R.s 1 through 4." "Okay." "I got one from the supply room." "Also, why do we keep these, anyways?" "I mean, who needs an instant photo anymore?" "Because an apartment building collapsed in the middle of Seattle." "Look, right now we're getting the victims, the survivors." "Then in about 20 minutes, we're gonna start getting the people who love the victims... their moms and husbands and girlfriends and grandmas and friends and children and wives with babies in their arms." "This waiting room is going to fill up with hopeful people wanting to know where their loved ones are." "Now, some of their loved ones are here, but most of their loved ones are buried under the rubble of that collapsed building." "And the only way to know for sure, the only way they can identify who made it to this hospital and who didn't..." "[Camera whirring]" "This photo is a golden ticket." "I want a photo of every single patient on this board in the next hour." " Got it?" " Got it." "Dr. Minnick." "I have surgical privileges." "Dr. Minnick!" "Well, I didn't expect you until, uh, Monday." "I was unpacking, and I saw it on the news." "They said the injured were coming here, and I thought, "Hey." "I work here." "I should help."" "Yeah." "Appreciate that." "I better get into some scrubs." "Hey, jump in, and then when this calms down," " maybe we can grab a cup of coffee." " I'd love to." "Be a chance to get you up to speed before I start." "I will find you." "[Siren wailing]" "Get me up to speed?" "Woman:" "We have two incoming!" "Dr. Webber, you're up!" "Hey!" "You got to clear the driveway!" "My kid's hurt!" "My kid's hurt!" "Someone help, please!" " [Sobbing]" " Someone help, please!" "Sir." "Sir." "You need to move your car now." "My kid's hurt real bad!" "Please!" "[Siren chirps]" "[Crying] Please help my baby, please." "Okay." "Don't move her." "Don't move her." "Get me a gurney out here now!" "[Indistinct conversations]" "[Sighs] Whose patient is this?" "!" "I've got O-neg!" "Nathan: [Exhaling sharply]" "Another round of epi!" "Ma'am, squeeze my fingers." "I'm gonna need you to squeeze my fingers." "O-neg!" "Yeah?" " I got to go home." "I-I need to go home." " No, you need to..." " My wife." "My wife." " You need to lie down, sir." " Lie down, sir." " [Telephone rings]" "[Camera whirring]" "I need a priest." "I'm dying." "Uh, sir, no, we..." "A priest, a pastor, anybody." "I-I need to talk to God." "Andrew." "Great." "I could use an extra hand." "Can you put these chart numbers on the photos as I take them?" "Did you know about this?" "Know about what?" "The..." "The photos?" "No." "Bailey gave me this huge lecture." "No, no." "The trial." "They want me to testify." "They're calling me to the stand tomorrow." "What?" "But they said you didn't have to." "They said you were drinking." "Y-You're not reliable." "Well, someone's calling me to the stand." "Did you..." "Did you tell them?" "Did you tell them about..." "Jo, hey, hey, I wouldn't do that, okay?" " Here." " Well, they must know." "Somehow they... they..." "they started Googling, and they figured out that I changed my name and that there's a point where Jo Wilson just isn't a person." "They might not know anything." "What if they ask?" "If they ask, then I have to answer." "Well, you don't have to." "It's court." "Excuse me." "If I lie under oath and get caught, it's a felony." "I would lose my medical license." "I have to tell the truth if they ask." "If I tell them, it's public record." "My husband could find me, and everything that I built is... is gone, done." "I'm sorry, Jo." "[Sighs]" "One minute, you're fine, and the next minute, everything just collapses around you." "Jo. [Sighs]" "Yeah, I've got a depressed skull fracture." " Is Shepherd here yet?" " I don't know." "Didn't you come in together?" "Kepner, your guess is as good as mine where she is." "We..." "Is everything okay?" "Hey." "I-I got to get home." " Uh, sir, you need to lie down." " My wife is..." "I understand that, sir." "What's your name?" " Charlie." " Okay, Charlie, what I need you to do..." "Ugh!" " All right." " Thank you, Charlie." "We got you." "We got you." "Okay." "I need an intubation tray and a central line kit." "Draw a CBC and a cross-match." "You guys, open up a trauma room." "Riggs, we're gonna need a hand here." "No." "I called." "The chaplain's M.I.A." "There might be a rabbi up in geriatrics." " Could you do it?" " What?" "No." "All you have to do is listen to him," " maybe nod your head a few times." " N-o-o." "It's got to be i-illegal or something." " You're not gonna go to jail." " Go to hell." "Please." "You don't believe in that." "No, but he does, and that's good enough." " Sir." " Wh..." "Ohh." "You're the priest?" "I-I-I was gonna..." " Uh, no, sir." " I was gonna fix it." "Fix it?" "They said it was the earthquake last year." "The foundation was crumbling." "Is he talking about the collapse?" "I was getting the money." "And now..." "[Voice breaking] all these people." "Please, please forgive me." " Okay, okay, okay." "Sir, sir..." " Please forgive me." "I-I killed all these people." "Sir?" "Sir?" "Sir?" " I'll get a crash cart." " Okay." "Notify C.T." "Give 5 lorazepam and start a benzo drip." "And somebody get a damn priest!" "[Sirens wailing]" "[Indistinct conversations]" "I'm here." "[Monitor beeping]" "Right-sided hemothorax." "Put in a chest tube." "It's already drained 300 cc of blood." "Winnie, sweetie, we're right here." "W-We're right here." " How old is she?" " She's 12." "We just went to get coffee." "We were about a block away." "This is fresh blood." "She's actively bleeding." "Okay, Mr. Adkins, maybe you and your wife should wait outside." "No, no, I'm not leaving my daughter here." "Please, no." "Maggie:" "Cross her for eight and set up a rapid infuser." "I need a central line kit." "Get the family out of this room now." "It's gonna be..." "No." "Baby, we're gonna be right outside, okay?" "Woman:" "Please." "I understand." "We'll be right out here, okay?" "We have to do our job." "Woman on P.A.:" "Dr. Carlyle..." "So, where is the landlord now?" "C.T. Then he's going in with Grey." "She's holed up in the O.R. doing back-to-back surgeries all day." "Hmm." "Nice work, Father Warren." "Do you do weddings?" "Okay, stop it." "I-It was not cool." "He said, "Please forgive me."" "What am I supposed to do with that?" "Maybe don't pretend to be Jesus." "I think we got pictures of all the patients in the back hallway." "He confessed to me." "W-What do I do?" "Do I go to the cops?" "I think there's some sort of confidence with priests, right?" "He told you in confidence as a man of God." " I am not a priest." " Amen." "Okay, what about doctor/patient confidentiality?" "That doesn't apply." " Fine." "I'm out." " [Laughs]" "Does that apply?" "H-How does that apply?" "I'll tell you what applies." "Maybe you don't let somebody confess to you in the first place because once you know, you can't un-know." "The landlord knew that there was earthquake damage, and he didn't do anything to fix it." "Shady as hell." "You at least tell the tenants." "You don't just sit around hoping that the building doesn't fall down." "'Cause guess what." "It's gonna fall down." "Yeah." "[Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly]" "That's my niece." "That's Marissa." "Okay." "Okay." "Just give me a second." "Man: 10:30 this morning, a five-story apartment building" " collapsed near downtown Seattle." " [Tablet beeps]" "Okay, uh, Marissa's got a broken femur." "She's in post-op." "I can show you where she is, all right?" "Experts believe the building..." "Yes, that's my husband." "He threw up blood?" "Charlie threw up blood?" "Yes, your husband has a gastric injury and a tear in his diaphragm." "Oh, my God." "Dr. Riggs and I will be taking him up to the O.R. now." "How did this happen?" "W-What happened to him?" "Your husband was in your apartment when the building collapsed." "We don't live in an apartment." "Well, I'm sorry." "Uh, I'll update you, okay?" "[Radio chatter]" "[Indistinct conversations]" "[Telephone rings]" "There he is." "Yeah, that's the guy." "We're gonna take him right up." "We were just in bed one minute." "Then the whole world caved in." "I don't know why I was okay and he was hurt so badly." "Look, I'll update you as soon as we know." "[Exhales sharply] Thank you." "[Groans]" "Uh, I updated Charlie's wife." "Charlie's wife?" "Yep." "Charlie's married?" "Our patient Charlie?" "What's the matter with you?" "I just updated Charlie's girlfriend." "[Siren walls]" "[Telephone rings]" "Oh." "Whoa, whoa, whoa!" "It's okay." "It's okay." "Hey, I need some oxygen over here." " It's okay." "It's okay." "It's okay." "It's okay." " [Gasping]" "Take some deep breaths, deep breaths." "Deep." "O2 is right here." "Okay." " [Breathing heavily]" " It's okay." "It's okay." "Lungs are clear." "Okay, make fists with your toes." "Tight, tight, tight, tight, tight, tight fists." "Good job." "Wow." "I haven't seen that one before." "Slow, deep breaths." "It just distracts them." " It's your first day?" " Sort of." "Just jumping in where I can." "Well, welcome." "Thanks, Dr. Robbins." "[Clears throat] Told you I wouldn't forget." "Forget?" "Your name." "Huh?" "You don't remember." "Wow." "Okay." "Uh, forget it." "I just..." "Last time I saw you, I said you had a name" "I couldn't forget, and so I thought..." " Oh." "I'm sorry." "I don't..." " No." "It's fine." " [Chuckling] I'm sorry." " It's nothing." "It's nothing." "Did you see that?" "Did you see me winning?" "[Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly]" "You're saying he knew?" "Micah?" "That's what we heard..." "that for almost a year, he knew that there was earthquake damage, and he didn't do anything about it!" "What he did is criminal!" "It's negligence!" "No, no." "Murder's what it is." "I heard Rhonda Coley didn't even make it out of surgery." "He can't get away with this!" "Harry." "Harry." "He won't!" "If I have a say, he won't!" "Harry, Harry, the doctors are here." "[Telephone rings]" "[Indistinct conversations]" "Hi." "How is she?" "Winnie's injuries are very severe." "Most urgently, she's bleeding into her chest." "The tube we placed is still draining blood." "So we'll need to operate on her right away." "A-And then she's gonna be okay, right?" "Hey, hey." "What'd they say?" " How's Winnie?" " Harry:" "She's in surgery right now." "Look, he is not gonna get away with this!" "That's exactly what I'm trying to..." "[Indistinct shouting]" "Man:" "Are you kidding me?" "I do not like the vibe here." "[Indistinct shouting]" "Did you hear that I was subpoenaed?" "Uh, yeah, I..." "My attorney's really good." "She says that..." "Probably..." "I don't..." "I don't think that we should talk about it." "Yeah, I-I don't want to." "It's just... after tomorrow, we might not get a chance to talk." "I might not see you after." "I just wanted to say I'm sorry." "Alex, you've said that." "I know." "I mean for the things I said." "You're not trash." "Don't ever let anyone say that." "I'm sorry, and I..." "You're not trash, Jo." "[Door closes]" "[Exhales sharply]" "Woman on P.A.:" "Dr. Dominick, extension 2501." "Dr. Dominick, extension 2501." "Dr. Minnick." " Oh." " You're here." "Not yet." "I start Monday." "I'm just volunteering today, helping out where I can." "That's so cool." "It doesn't look like we'll get our cup of coffee now." "I can send you some papers if you want." "And, you know, you'll just be observing the first few days anyway, getting a sense of how it works." "That'll actually help with the transition." "Transition?" "I thought you two were working together." "Y-Yes, we are." "Has Dr. Bailey spoken with you?" "You know what?" "I think you and I should sit down..." "You should talk to Dr. Bailey." "They're closing in O.R. 4." "We're next." "Right on." "So, what do we do here?" "Well, I don't think we need a mesh for the diaphragm," " just a running nylon suture." " No, no, no, no." "Are we supposed to update this guy's wife and girlfriend separately, hope they never meet?" "Do we sell them out, or are we enabling some guy to cheat on his wife?" "We don't have to do anything." "You cheat on your wife, it's gonna come back to bite you." "We had our own problems." "Megan and I." "That's what you're saying, right?" "But we had problems, and we were working on them." "And I'm not just making excuses, but you weren't in our thing, so you don't know." "Riggs..." "And you hold me responsible." "I know that." "But I promise you can't judge me harsher than I judge myself every day." "It's a life sentence, mate." "And you..." "Well, maybe you can't understand that 'cause you're..." "Well, you'd never do it." "You're better than that." "You're better than me." "You always have been." "I'm not better." "[Sighs] I've made my mistakes." "Not..." "Yeah." "You cheated?" "On Shepherd?" "On my first wife." "[Indistinct conversations]" "She made it sound like you're stepping down." "You're not stepping down." "Have you talked to Dr. Bailey?" "I tried paging her." "She's in surgeries all day." "Eliza Minnick needs to stop talking like she is running this program if she's not." "Okay, Maggie, I will talk to Dr. Bailey." "[Monitor beeping]" "How's she doing?" "Maggie:" "The hilum's clamped, but the P.A. is still bleeding." "Edwards, suction." "I saw Dr. Minnick earlier." "She's here already." "Lap pads." "[Blood gurgling]" "That's awesome. [Chuckles]" "Edwards, more lap pads." "So, I was thinking, in honor of that, do you think maybe I could have a shot at repairing..." "You're not doing a repair." "I've assisted Dr. Pierce and you." "Dr. Minnick would say I'm more than ready." "But Dr. Minnick would not say that you could do this one because I've done over a thousand, and this one's not holding." "And if I can't, you sure as hell can't." "[Monitor beeping]" "Father?" "S-Sir..." "I thought I was gonna be dead." "No, sir." "I knew all those people... the Goldmans, the Richters, the Flemings." "I heard their stories." "I heard their problems, their little victories." "I saw their children come home from the hospital..." "Elliot, David, Winnie." "They were my family, these people." "That place... how was I gonna fix it?" "Couldn't raise their... their rent." "Some of them couldn't pay me already." "Sir, I-I'm not a priest." "I know." "I don't care." "I just need someone to forgive me." "I need them to know how sorry I am and to forgive me." "[Voice breaking] Will you, please?" "Will you?" "Will you forgive me?" "Please?" "[Lily Allen's "Somewhere Only We Know" plays]" "[Sniffling, gasping] Sir?" "[Monitor beeping rapidly]" "I need an intubation kit!" "♪ I walked across... ♪" "Pierce, try to gain control more proximally." "[Monitor beeping rapidly]" "♪ I knew the pathway like the back of my hand ♪" "Pressure's dropping." "Come on!" "Come on!" "Pierce, I can't see." "♪ I felt the earth beneath my feet ♪" "Damn it!" "♪ Sat by the river ♪" "Ah, she's bleeding out." "Damn it." "Damn it." "Damn it!" "She's in V-fib." "Get a crash cart." "♪ Where have you gone?" "♪" "♪ I'm getting tired ♪" "♪ And I need someone to rely on ♪" "[Rapid beeping continues]" "♪ I came across a fallen tree ♪" "♪ I felt the branches of it looking at me ♪" "♪ Is this the place we used to love?" "♪" "♪ Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?" "♪" "Charge to 200." "♪ Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?" "♪" "Charge again!" "♪ I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on ♪" "♪ And if you have a minute, why don't we go ♪" "♪ Talk about it somewhere only we know?" "♪" "♪ This could be the end of everything ♪" "♪ So why don't we go ♪" "♪ Somewhere only we know?" "♪" "♪ Somewhere only we know?" "♪" "♪ Ahh, ahh ♪" "♪ Ahh, ahh-ahh-ahh ♪" "♪ Ahh, ahh ♪" "♪ Ahh, ahh ♪" "♪ Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?" "♪" "[Flatline]" "♪ I'm getting old, and I need someone to rely on ♪" "♪ So tell me when you're gonna let me in ♪" "♪ I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to begin ♪" "♪ And if you have a minute, why don't we go ♪" "♪ Talk about it somewhere only we know?" "♪" "♪ 'Cause this could be the end of everything ♪" "♪ So why don't we go ♪" "Hey." "♪ Somewhere only we know?" "♪" " ♪ Somewhere only we know?" "♪ - [Elevator bell dings]" "[Elevator whirs]" " [Whirring stops]" " Hey." "I'm married." "What?" "I'm married." "What the hell are you talking about?" "Since before I met you." "And I should have told you." "But I'm married to a guy who almost beat me to death." "And I can't divorce him because I ran away from him." "And I'm not..." "Jo Wilson isn't my real name." "That's why I couldn't marry you." "That's how this whole thing started, and..." "I should have told you." "You're married." "Yes." "And you didn't tell me." "I was scared." "I..." "Scared of what?" "Did you think I'd get mad?" "You thought I'd get mad at you for trying to get yourself out..." "No, not at me... at him." "I-I thought you'd want to kill him and that you'd try something stupid and you'd get hurt or killed or you'd get in trouble and you... you would..." "Wind up in jail." "[Scoffs]" "It might all come out in court tomorrow." "I wanted you to hear it from me." "[Sighs]" "[Elevator whirs]" "[Elevator bell dings]" "[Doors open]" "[Indistinct conversations]" "After the trial, if I just take off, if I leave, it's not because of you." "It's because my testimony will be a matter of record or whatever." "But I don't want you to think that it's you... ever." "[Elevator bell dings]" "Hey." "Don't go anywhere, no matter what happens, okay?" "I don't want him to find me." "He can't find me." "This is your life." "You're Jo Wilson." "You belong here." "[Elevator bell dings]" "[Mike Doughty's "Looking at the World From the Bottom of a Well" plays]" "[Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly]" "[Indistinct conversations]" "Is she okay?" "Sit down." "♪ Cuban girl ♪" "♪ That brought me low ♪" "♪ She had the skin so fine ♪" "♪ And red lips rose-like, now ♪" "♪ Her mouth was wide ♪" "♪ Sweet, as well ♪" "♪ And now relentless hours ♪" "♪ Dreaming up her smell ♪" "♪ I feel ♪" "♪ As if I am looking at the world ♪" "Owen:" "Sponge stick." "♪ From the bottom of a well ♪" "How did I not know that you were married before?" "Mm." " She moved to Finland?" " Switzerland." "Suction." "[Blood gurgling]" "We wanted different things." "I wanted a kid." "She did not want a kid." "No middle ground, no compromise." "Either/or." "[Sighs]" "And here I am again..." "different person, same place." "I'm right there again." "Yeah, no, you're not." "You've been there once." "Now you know better." "♪ Bat it down, bat it down ♪" "♪ And I feel ♪" "Hey!" "How's the kid?" "The hyperventilating kid." "Fine." "Oh." "I like girls." "What?" "Oh." "Okay." "I mean, I feel like you can't tell or something, that I like women, that I'm flirting with you." "You're not getting it, and I'm really good at this." "I have game, which means either you're not into women and the world is upside-down bonkers, because I know, or you're not into me and I'm totally deluding myself." "No." "[Telephone rings]" "You are not deluding yourself." "I'm not?" "No." "I am a human rainbow." "And you do." "You've got a lot of game." "You have a very sexy... somethin'-somethin' going on, believe me." "But there's a thing about you that bugged me." "You walk around like you own the place." "It's annoying." "Mm." "It's charming." "[Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly]" "Do you want to grab a drink some time?" "See?" "That." "That is what I mean." "No, I do not want to grab a drink with you." "Yes." "Yes, you do." "Shut up." "Fine." "I'll have a drink with you." "And I promise you will not regret it." "Go away." "[Chuckles]" "[Chuckles]" "[Telephone rings]" "Who's next?" "Splenic lac with blood in the abdomen." "We had to resuscitate her in trauma." "Show me." "Okay." "Finish up prepping her for an ex-lap, and I'll be right in." "Mer, you got a sec?" "No." "Not really." "Unless you want to scrub in." " I won't tell Bailey." " No." "Well, you're not gonna start with the end-of-the-world crap again, are you?" "Jo's married." "W-Wait." "What?" "She's married, and she's freaking out that she has to take the stand tomorrow and testify and put herself on the line." "Herself on the line?" "This is your trial." "Your life is on the line." "Look, she's scared, Mer." "What are you even saying right now?" "I-I just need to figure out what to do." "Figure what out?" "You're not even making any sense right now." "You don't know the whole story." "Okay." "So tell it to me." "Dr. Grey, her B.P. is 90/40." "Okay, so hang two units." "I'll be right there." "You should go." " I..." " Dr. Grey." "Yes." "I'm coming." "We're not done." "When this surgery is over, I'm going to page you." "You're gonna come back and tell me the rest of the story, okay?" " Go." " Come back." "[Sighs]" "Ma'am, can I help you?" "Uh..." "I'm looking for my h-husband." "Good." "Uh, yeah, he could..." "he could use some company." "You haven't spoken to the chief yet, have you?" "It's fine." "No, it's not fine." "What Dr. Minnick said is not fine." " It sounds like she's taking your job!" " No." "Pierce..." "And what's worse is it sounds like nobody has told you." "Maggie." "Man:" "Let me in!" "[Indistinct shouting]" "Oh, no." "Harry:" "Just let us in." "I need you all to calm down." "I have a right to know where he is!" "I'm so sorry." "You don't have that right." "And I can't give you that information." "He killed my little girl!" "Please step back!" "Step back!" "Whoa, whoa, whoa!" "Now, what is the problem?" "They're looking for the landlord." "[Ventilator hissing, monitor beeping]" "He's intubated right now, but he was talking earlier." "He had a tough time." "Uh, he was..." "he was asking for a priest." "[Sighs]" "Thank you, Doctor." "Uh, I'll leave you two alone." "[Indistinct shouting]" " Man:" "Get out of our way!" " Move." "Move now!" "No one is hunting down a patient in my hospital." "You want to get the hell out of my way right now!" "Harry." "She's gone." "No!" "Winnie is gone." "This is not going to bring her back." "You'll go to jail." "And then your wife will lose you both." "This will not help." "[Voice breaking] Oh, my God." "[Crying] She's gone." " [Monitor beeping rapidly]" " Security!" "Security!" "We need security!" "Carolyn: [Crying] No, please." "Damn it." " Up the O2 100%." " [Sobbing]" "What happened?" "She tried to disconnect his vents." "She tried to suffocate him." "She tried to kill him." "Someone has to be responsible." "He knew it." "He has to be held responsible for this." "Please." "Ohh." "I have been in O.R. all day." "Well, you missed some things." "[Siren chirps]" "Oh, Ben feels terrible, says he led the woman right to him." "Oh, she would have found him on her own." "Ben saved his life, is what he did." "[Horn honks]" "Uh, I heard you were looking for me." "[Thunder rumbles]" "Bailey, who's running this program... me or Eliza Minnick?" "I planned to tell you today." "Then she showed up early, and all of this..." " Today." " Mm." "Planned to tell me today?" "And you'd have tomorrow and the weekend to adjust to the situation, have your feelings, start fresh on Monday." "[Siren walls]" "That was me." "That's how I taught you how to fire people." "N-No." "No one's getting fired." "Yeah, right." "But she'll be running the program." "She's the Curriculum Director." "You are the Chairman of the Residency Program." "You're overseeing the whole thing." "But I'm ornamental, and you know it." "You didn't want to discuss it with me." "You don't want to hear my opinions about a program that I built, that I trained you in." "That's not respect." "I made a decision about what is best for the hospital moving forward, and I didn't want my personal feelings, my very strong [Voice breaking] personal feelings to get in the way of that decision." "If I do that..." "I won't be able to do this job." "Bailey... we reach into people's bodies and hold their lives and their futures in our hands." "There's nothing more personal than this job, in how we treat a patient, in how we raise our doctors and teach them how to do this work." "Every decision that you make should be a personal one." "If it isn't, then you have no business being chief." "[Monitor beeping]" " Hey, do you have a second?" " Not really." "Look, I don't want to put you on the spot, but you're on the board of this hospital." "Almost done here." "You're doing great." "You're an Avery." "It's an Avery hospital." "Land the plane, Pierce." "[Sighs] Eliza Minnick works here now." "I'm aware." "She thinks she's the new Residency Director, like she's Richard Webber's boss." "[Telephone rings]" "Minnick said that?" "[Knock on door]" "What is it, Karev?" "I need to adjust my pension account." "I need it signed over so the money goes to my mom." "Can you set that up for me?" "What are you talking about?" "Can you send it to my mom every month, please?" "You don't think it's gonna go well tomorrow." "Karev, what are you about to do?" "You were right about the clinic." "It got my head back in the game." "You are not leaving this office until you tell me what is going on." "[Maria Taylor's "Song Beneath the Song" plays]" "[Water running]" "♪ Cryptic words meander ♪" "Okay, you have five minutes." "Let's go." "♪ Now there is a song ♪ ♪ beneath the song ♪" "I'm going to the district attorney's tonight, and I'm gonna take the plea he offered." "Okay, that's not funny." "[Sighs]" "What are you talking about?" "I'm gonna plead out." "I'll be gone two years." "I just..." "I just wanted to say..." "You're not doing this." "I am." "It's my choice." "Why?" "Because of Jo?" "No." "Because I did it." "And I'm gonna go say I did it." "No, you're not." "Look, it'd save everyone a lot of time and trouble." "Alex, you're gonna go home and get a good night's sleep." " And then tomorrow..." " There's not gonna be a tomorrow." "Yeah." "Tomorrow you're gonna go into the court, and you're gonna tell them who you are, that you're a surgeon who saves children, that you make waffles for children, that you did one stupid thing." "And you will face whatever it is you have to face, but you are not going to throw yourself on the mercy of whatever and walk into prison, okay?" "You'll be okay." "Me?" "This is about you." "You think this is noble, what you're doing?" "It isn't." "It's giving up." "And it's buying into everything you've ever said about yourself, and I won't let you do it." "Look." "You'll be fine." "You are not going to jail." "You'll be just fine." "Stop making this about me!" "Stop using me as an excuse to make yourself feel better." "Of course I will be fine." "I'm always fine." "Don't you know that?" "This is about you." "You will be destroyed." "Your life, your career, everything... will be finished." "Who you are will be gone." "♪ It's not a love, it's not a love ♪" "♪ It's not a love song ♪" "I'd hug you goodbye, but I'm not scrubbed." "Well, because this isn't goodbye, Alex." "You don't walk in here when I'm in the middle of a surgery." "Dr. Grey?" "We're ready for you in the..." " I need a minute." " Kiss the kids for me." "No, Alex." "Alex, you're not gonna walk out of here." " Dr. Grey." " I heard you!" "Goodbye, Mer." " Alex!" " [Door closes]" "♪ Ooh, ooh ♪" "[Sighs]" "♪ Ooh, ooh ♪" " He did very well." " Your husband came through just great." " Everything went just fine." " He's awake and responsive." " Can I see him?" " When can I see him?" "Don't see why not." "As soon as you'd like." "I'll get a nurse, okay?" " Thank you." " Thank you." " Yeah." " Yeah." "Not our business, right?" "Not our business." "If you want to grab a beer..." "Actually..." "I want to go home and see my wife." "I get it." "Another time?" "Rain check." "Right on." "Hey, let me know how it goes, huh?" "Yeah." "[Siren walls]" "They don't get to make this decision." "There is nothing wrong with this program," " and it is totally disrespectful to you." " Maggie..." "And if they want a fight, they can have it." "I am not scared." "Maggie!" "Look, I appreciate it." "But, um..." "I'm not sure this is a fight I can win." "I'll fight with you." "I'm touched that you want to." "I really am." "Come here." "Look, I know a lot of you guys didn't come up in this program." "But I did." "April did." "And the difference between the education that we got at Mercy West and what we got under Webber?" " No, there's no comparison." " This is ridiculous." "He is the program." "[Crowd murmuring]" "So, if you guys are as pissed as we are..." " Woman:" "Yes!" " ...and you really, really should be..." "See?" "It's not just me." "[Crowd murmuring]" "Hey." "You okay?" "You want to talk about it?" "I know." "I know." "Church and state." "No." "No." "To hell with church and state." "It's not working." "It's not worth it." "It's not how to do this job." "I need to talk to you about something." "Okay, okay, look, I-I didn't impersonate a priest exactly." "Wh-What..." "No." "I-I'm not talking about..." "Wait." "What?" "What are you talking about?" "Alex Karev." "♪ There's a war inside of me ♪" " Hey." " Oh." "Sorry." " Where..." "Where are you going?" " I have to leave." "I got put on a case." "But, um, do you want to see something gross?" "Look, um, about tomorrow..." "Oh." "I told Alex." "I told him everything." "And you were right." "I should have told him right away because it was okay." "And we are... we're..." "I just feel like whatever happens tomorrow is gonna happen, and I'm not worried." "Not gonna worry." "I feel okay." "Well, uh..." "I'm sorry." "I have to go." " Right." " Okay." "♪ Well, I can't stop talking to you ♪" "♪ Listening to unwelcome sound ♪" "[Thunder rumbles]" "♪ And you haven't called me in weeks ♪" "♪ And honestly it's bringing me down ♪" "You're here to see the district attorney." "Is he expecting you?" "Uh, tell him it's Alex Karev." "I'm the defendant in the trial tomorrow." "I'll let him know." "♪ I feel like you wouldn't like me ♪" "♪ If you met me ♪" " ♪ Don't you worry ♪ - [Line beeps]" "Meredith:" "Alex, listen to me." "♪ There's still time ♪" "♪ Don't you worry ♪" "♪ There's still time ♪" "♪ There's nothing to live for ♪" "♪ When I'm sleeping alone ♪" "Meredith:" "Grab my phone and call Alex Karev and put it on speaker for me, please." "♪ And I wash the windows outside in the hopes that... ♪" "Alex:" "You've just reached Dr. Alex Karev." "I'm not here right now, so leave a message." " [Beep]" " Alex, listen to me." "You're better than this." "You're stronger." "Amelia: "Don't make this all your fault." "I know you." "♪ Don't you worry ♪" "That's what you do." "♪ There's still time ♪" "♪ Don't you worry ♪" "But, please." "Please don't do that."" "♪ There's still time ♪" "Meredith:" "We can't just give up, not after all this time." "We have to stand together." "We have to fight." "Because it's just us now." "There were five of us, and now it's just you and I." "And it can't be just me." "It can't be." "I will go down swinging for you, Alex." "You know I will." "But that means you can't give up." "You don't throw the fight." "♪ You wouldn't like me if you met me ♪" "So, whatever you're doing this for..." "Woman:" "Mr. Karev?" "...please..." "He'll see you now." "...don't." "♪ There's still time ♪" "♪ Don't you worry ♪" "♪ There's still time ♪" " ♪ Don't you worry ♪ - [Sighs]" "♪ There's still time ♪" "Mr. Karev?" "Mr. Karev?" "♪ Don't you worry ♪" "♪ There's still time ♪"