"Translation by mattrew" "Let's some, its not have many people come in, I would like to do ... is anybody like to do it in here." "Could everybody split?" "As I like to be here." "Thanks" " Maybe we can keep ..." " And close the door" " Keep people away from the door ..." " lock it is no good?" "Yep Thank you" ""And Never Have I Felt so Deeply at One And the Same Time"" "(Next page)" ""So Detached From Myself and so Present in The World" "" " Albert Camus."" "(Albert Camus) French philosopher and writer" ""For Henry"" "I wasn't good in school" "I didn't care for school" "Um ..." "It was an nice socially" "Based on my own experience" "But I can't just went along ..." "I started over in Music Major" "I'll be Rock-n-road Star" "But that didn't quite worked out." "In 1985" "The journey of hurricane during the Gloria" "I was taking an train into the city to work" "I was ..." "I gone to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law who ... he had just started teaching" "He said that he was off from school" "Now, wait a second," "You off from school for hurricane, I am going to the city ...." "To work in the Office building?" "Its an pretty good game, right." "My mother was an teacher" "I knew it without an shadow of a doubt" "From my early childhood" "By the one job, I would never do as become an teacher" "Ever never I would take the top-cards on a "turn plate"" "I'll be seperated anything" "Rather than become an teacher" "And I decided to be a teacher because I wanted to do something with my life besides what I was doing which I was driving a truck" "For a company and," "And decided that I want to the better for myself, so I started teaching a little bit, at the acting school" "I was at age of 37" "A friend of mine from the College" "His aunt was the ..." "Principle of the "all-girls" in the city school in New York" "In New Jersey" "They were desperate for teachers" "So I thought "Great", I can do this for years," "It will keep my father for making me an job for potential." "And I figured it out what I wanted to do" "Well they called up for enter an interview" "And I have to get an job, and" "In a Junior High school in Queens" "And I ended up ..." "I started it - my... what was now reached 30 years" "Most of the teachers here at one point" "They believe" "They could make the difference" "I know how important it is" "After guidance and to have ..." "Someone help you to understand the complexities of the world that we living, they didn't really have that ... growing up" "I am money" "I change hands like a dollar bill its been robbed by the lab" "I am geniea premium and cry for love with volume" "But the tears were off from myself" "And that's all went wrong" "* Phone ringing *" "* Beep *" "Hello, Robe, its Dead Mathias here" "I'm sick and won't be coming today alright." "* Beep *" "Get to the point, Dr. Harward I have a school today, alright." "The day school gone down at the state for last three years" "Don't pretend you know the game," "You "ink-mark" my school and the chance be done the worst kids in the region" "Children deserve an education Don't you agree?" "I agree, you joking of it and wasting my time" "Get to the point, Dr. Harward ..." "We need an concense builders" "A new methodology" "You corruptize the system" "No, we're cleaning house" "Supervisor-attendence feel that its time your step down." "Babe, you got some fucking nerve come to my yard with the heart your fucking self." "Carol, it was a time you were an educator" "You were very well respected." "Why aren't you go on top?" "Everybody to sit down and shut up, alright stop pulling out the referrals" "Sit" "Sit down." "I am starting the DVD" "I am starting the DVD" " Barth or Barthes" " Barth" " Mr. Barth" " Yes madam" "Mr. Barth Henry" "So you've been taking an long term assignments at the ..." ""Mark  Arthur"" "The French" "Ah thats what it worked out." "This an month-long assignment" "Until I can fill it permanently" "I was asked to meet with you because you come the highly recommended the best suburb of the hall city." "This is someone who to be the halls man." "I agree, Mr. Barth" "You'll find many of your students functionally well below the grade level" "That is your task is trying to get them not bother others" "Teach the curriculum is most importantly" "Understood?" " Good morning" " Good morning" "I'm Mr. Barth" "Most of you didn't heard this is English 11 A" " Yes" " Yeah" "Listen up, I have one rule" "Just one." "If you don't want to be here" "Don't come" "Dude, what does that mean?" "Its not dude, its Mr. Barth" "The letter S for silent" " You are fucking gay" " Marcus, Shut up!" "No, you shut up!" "A diet Bitch" "Hey Marcus" "Guess what" "What?" "You are free to leave" " Right now?" " yah right now." " hiya ..." " See you later, man" " What's the fuck, you want me to go to the Dean's Office?" " I don't care where you go." "Everyone pull it out your sheet of paper" "I would like to assess each of you individual writing skills you have ..." "What do you think if I got no paper?" "Okay here is the situation" "You dead." " Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about ..." " Hey jerk, ..." " I have a fucking question ... about what a friend or your parents" "Might say about you during your funeral" " Okay, you have 30 minutes" " Bullshit ... (class laughing...)" "I asked your motherfucking question, didn't I?" "Anything else?" "You had better fucking up before I am fucking up your rat shit" "That bag ..." "It doesn't have any feelings ..." "Its empty" "I don't have any feeling that you can hurt either" "Okay?" "I understand you're angry" "I used to be very angry too, okay." "I get it." "You have no reason to be angry with me, because ..." "I am only the few people that to see trying to give you an opportunity." "Now I am going to ask you you just sit down" "And do your best" "And I will give you a piece of paper" "How's that?" "Can I get a fucking pen too?" "Kids don't have any attention spend" "They're bored" "So how you supposed to view the man with class attitude they don't ... if they don't believe ... that you" "Have something meaningful to share" "Thank you" "Why you throw Marcus out of the class but not Jerry?" "Well I got to make an example for somebody you know Marcus has been expelled from this unit, and this would not be allowed in my classroom" "What they were saying to me is just an "material"" "What's your name?" "Meredith" "Nice to meet you, Meredith" "So you don't really care what the kid say to you?" "Perhaps I used to it" "I wish to be that strong" "It doesn't take that strength, Meredith" "You must understand that unfortunetly most of people are act on their self-awareness" "You should keep that in mind and you will have that chance at your second period" "You will meet them again at every age" "I want to see the Principle!" "That's her, mom" "You're bitch who expelled my baby?" "and for what?" " Excuse me, maybe you would like to ..." " Because you can't handle it?" "..." "Bitch why don't you be here?" "You want to be at home everyday like that?" "!" "I don't have time for this bullshit!" " Keep your voice down!" " Why don't you be here?" "Hey Madam, clam down" "We will talk about this in the Dead's Office" "I wouldn't go anywhere with you" "Look, I know you're angry, but" "But they won't listen to you, you need to talk with me." " Races come on, I will sue your ass ..." " Come on, ladies ..." "This way" " Ladies" " What happened?" "Bitch, Aamlteni she can fucking shame in class to making (Hernández) fucking game, I'll kick your ass!" "Excuse me" "Are you new here?" "Yes, first day" "Welcome" "That was quite a lot of scene back there." "I was a little shocked" "But its actually safe here" "Sorry I am Miss Madison" "I am Henry, Henry Barth" "Whenever on my mind, I say there was a feeling" "I am truthful to myself" "I am young" "I am old and I am bored to my soul" "So many times" "I am out of faces and I am gone" "I am just like you" "Patricia * knocking the door*" "Patricia" "Patricia" "Patricia" "(Phone ringing)" " Hello" " Henry, its me (Rita), from the hospital" "He's done it again, you need to get down here" "Bastard, leave me alone!" "Why don't you handle this?" "I can't get him out!" " You come and get him ..." " Patricia" "Thanks" "Grandpa, come on" "Its Henry, open the door" "Patricia" "No, its Henry, its Henry" " Who?" " Its Henry" "Grandpa, please, open ..." "open the door ..." "Wow, sweetheart" "I thought that you were with mom" "Your dress okay, there ..." "Were you going somewhere?" "Now I go to work" "You are retired" "You are retired, okay?" "Its very very late so I need you to go to sleep, okay?" "Lets come to bed" "How you doing, huh?" "Some people they sleep a lot before they died." "Is that ridiculous?" "Fuck." "Herny, everything okay?" "Shut up" "You listen" "I know you're just under-educated junk who" "Passing your time with these old dying people" "But I paying you to assist him for living" "You're not assisting him!" "I told you that take the lock off of his bathroom door!" "you know how he get up at night and he forget" "So you have to be there for him" "Make him feel safe" "Let me be very clear here" "You stop neglecting his needs" "And I would stop fucking with yours!" "I would have you fired!" "There is going to be your family" "Your children how can he be in risk!" "You got it?" "!" "I got it." "Don't make me come down here again to sort this out, okay?" "Okay?" "Give me the fucking money!" "Did you heard me?" "Give me the fucking money!" "Give me the fucking money now!" "You think I love you?" "Give me the fucking money!" " You want the money?" " Now!" "* Slap face*" "Why you follow me?" "I am not, its late, you should be home, just go school" "What?" "Are you crazy now?" " What the fucking of your deal, huh?" " Keep away from me" "Why you let the guy beat shit on me?" " Huh, you selfish like a fucking lemon or something" " Excuse me, I don't wanna talk with you" "Don't you think there're something wrong with that?" "Listen" "Little kid, I don't know how old you were, you are old and went wrong." "But this is the fucking answer, okay." "Figure it out, you gonna be really old really quick." " You should know that" " Why are you mean to me?" "huh" "You don't think that I have feelings?" "Do you?" "Do you have feelings?" "Listen, pa" "In between you and me" "You look like even have more problems than me" "Oh really?" " Yes really, so come on, I mean I will make you better" " What are you doing, get off from me please, u alcoholic?" "Nothing, I just want to hang out with you if you want me, and I..." " I don't wanna hang out with you" " I don't know you seem how lonely" "Maybe we can get back to your place just relax ..." "You fear to like it?" "I'm afraid I fuck the way you done so many times, I get used to it." "Fuck you, man!" "Fuck off, weird." "Have a good night, yeah" "Yeah, yeah, just walk away?" "heh?" "Where are you going?" ""He just fuck their shit up and the ..."" ""The ladies cried for me ..."" ""At the funeral"" ""Because I ate around no more to,"" ""Dig that split up ..."" ""Raw and shit ..."" ""And my boys or get faded ..."" ""Leave that gun shit and fuck."" "Toni" "You know it's funny that I spend a lot of time" "Trying not to have an deal" "Not really committed" "I am a substitute teacher" "There are no real responsibility to teach" "The responsibility to maintain the order" "Make sure that nobody has killed anybody in the classroom" "And then make that into next period" ""She used to be an sweet girl"" ""She never seems to be satisfied with her life..."" ""And why should she have been"" ""An mother of mine gave her everything she needed ... "" ""So why she become so angry?"" ""So miserable, so mean for all of a sudden"" ""We don't know."" ""Frankly, it doesn't reflected on us."" ""We were good parents"" ""But still, she will repay us for all we've done"" ""Like killing herself"" ""Stupid and selfish Child"" ""Now she will never get into Princeton" (Princeton is an U.S. well-known university)" "No name." ""Hello, its this Mathias Dean"" ""I can't do it anymore"" "" I ...um I quit! "" "Oh, if it isn't ... good afternoon Dr. Parker" "Do you like a happy pill or happy babe?" " They're yummy." " I need you to fill out the Dean Mathias in the second period." "I am worried about you, Charlie" "Just the ... maybe I like to watch you leave the room" "Haha Mr. Seaboldt, he maintain an sense of humor" "I think the sense of humor is the key, But I don't make processive ... haha" "I mean, I do ... in a tragic sort of way" "What are you doing here Mr. Sea?" "Um I am coming in fill for the Dean of Mathias" "Mathias is a Bitch" "Talked shit." "You can slap her like a bitch" "You are not gonna to give me the attention either" "I am gonna off this shit of type" "Motherfucker" "Oh shit, I am fucking your shit type of Motherfucker" "Wow...that is I mean really great." "I mean that its truly un-literical" "You should take that on the stage" "I mean that should serve itself" "Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says" "I am going to un-fuck your type of shit, Motherfucker." "I'll tell you now, your little naughty" "I'm not the fucking shit of your type" "I'm not the fucking shit of your type of ass" "You motherfucker!" "I am going to off fucking shit of type your motherfucker!" "I'll tell what, um..." "Why don't you have an seat?" "Okay and" "I will back shortly and then to discuss your great future" "Okay, my man?" "I mean, your motherfucker." "Okay, Miss what?" "Ellen, can I see your nipples?" "What?" "No!" "It will be wrong." "Actually I can" "See there is the whole point, you have to wearing bra in school" "Well Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just want to be me" "I don't want you tell me how to dress, you don't tell me." "Understand?" "Ellen you know what's that is?" "It's a beautiful picture of the sunset in Hawaii" "Its really pretty, isn't it?" "Now you know what's that is?" "It vagina infected with gonorrhea." "Its fucking disgusting" "Yes very, as you see" "When you come to school dress like that, you give ..." "The wrong signal, don't you want the people to respect you?" "Yah I get respected, I don't have to give everyone "dick" in my face" "Every "dick" in your face." "That's respectful." "Put it on, wear this for the rest ..." "Hey I said that, wear that for the rest of the day." "Okay?" "Can I go now?" "I supposed you can, I mean" "If we were done, I'll be done?" " We were done" " We were done" "Another student was saved * knocking the door*" "Come out of the bathroom, Grandma!" "Come on, laundry open the door" "Hello Grandpa * knock the door*" "Grandpa" "Grandpa" "You okay?" "What is it, Grandpa?" "Its Henry, Grandpa" "Grandpa, its Henry." " Who?" " Do you feel pain?" "I ..." "I pissed myself" "* Knock the door*" "Come on, grandma open the door!" "Excuse me" "Excuse me" " Can you come in here please?" " There has an accident?" " Yes - you should ... haa.." " Do you want to?" " You see, we've been taking care of him, see." "You see?" "you okay" " You right?" " Have you done any writing, Grandpa?" "Any writing, in journals?" "No, my life ..." "My life is not worth mentioning" "Its ok, its okay." "I didn't want you both odd like this" "I hate being a burden" "You aren't a burden" "Okay?" "You aren't a burden" "Sure, you do not like coming here" "Your mother came by today" "Have you spoken to her anything?" "No" "I would telling her I am fine?" "You always say you were fine, but I know you hide things from me" "You always been closed off." "Ever since you were an kid." "Why is that?" "Why?" "Ah .. you upset, I didn't mean to say these things to you ..." " I didn't mean to make you ..." " yah you didn't upset me" "Grandpa" "So I don't wanna talk about the past." "You and I remember it very differently" "Get some rest, close your eyes, I'm here" " I am here with you" " When you stop coming, Henry?" "I would die" "Fuck." "You got an cigarette?" "No, I don't have a cigarette" "Where you go eh?" " What gotta do now?" " What would you gonna do, little kid?" "I don't know" "Can you lend me ten dollars?" "Come on, man I'm hungry" "I may have some you need in my place." "Come in, wash your hands." "There are soap over there." "Sit down" "Really nice place you got." "Thanks" "You've got anything stronger?" "Here is your sandwiches." "Hey, hold on man!" "Its cost you $100" "Relax ..." "What?" "Have you been raped recently?" "What do you care?" "I'm not sure what I am doing to take care of it" "I would put something on" "Look, I think I got to get back" "Back?" "Back to where?" "Listen, buddy" "If you don't got the money its cool, i mean..." "I like you" "How about I can do it with you for 50?" "Listen to me" "Not off the bullsit, okay?" "Coming to the bathroom" "This stain of wounded ..." "Why you doing this?" "Take a shower" " This is freash towel" " Thanks" "Go to sleep" "Hello, this is Dr. Parker" "My son has ELD - "learning disabilities", I was an operator, this what he got ..." "Now you got to do is get him an free laptop" "Mr. Kevin, your son offensively hitting another student" "His problems are behavioral" "Hey he has to do it because my son is disable to learning anything" "And this is your fault!" "Hey hey ... what are you doing?" "What is the matter with you?" "As it is, our research has been made that we have an real ELD kids here may need your attention." "He is always mad all the time because he is not getting the services he needed" "No Chartered Hypathesis Society that protecting our right, you will be hear from my lawyer!" "Mr. ..." "Hey, what are you doing?" "What is this?" "What is this?" "Funny?" "Get the class, get the class right now" "What's the joke?" "I didn't got the joke, huh." "Is this funny?" "Was this little goodies?" "You like hurting animals?" "Huh?" "!" "Is that what you like to do?" "Listen to me, you like hurting Animals?" "You like this?" "!" "Come here, go, lets go, come on." "Go walk" "Mr. Raymond, the studies shown that the kid approach hurting the animals at their early age" "Eventually they fall into the highly percentage of adults" "Who may fail to develop even the most basic feelings for people." "Raven" "How do you feel about this?" "I feel ..." "Trapped." "Like the cat." "* Man's moaning"" "* Key sound*" "Fuck." "Who are you?" "Why?" "Did you paid?" "Did you paid for her?" " Yeah alright, yeah yeah alright, here ..." " Pay her" " alright, here, take ..." " Why are you pay me for, huh?" "!" "Wasn't my mouth!" "Get fuck out of here, get out of here!" "Fuck!" "It wasn't me!" "Here ..." "Change your sheets!" "How you do it again?" "Please don't be mad at me." "I am not mad at you" "Don't think about relinquish me" "I won't do it anymore" "I promise" "You don't need to promise me" "Okay don't promise to me" "Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it." "But don't do it here!" "Okay?" "What are you doing there?" "Don't you knock the door?" "What these sculpture all supposed to be?" "You tortune Soul?" "Why don't you paint something cheerful?" "Like happy with colors." "What do you want me dad?" "Besides of me before having me born like a peanuts." "I don't work all day" "To have my night ruining by your teen ants" "Mostly your age, I get my full right of sample at Stanford University like that some minority can ..." "I am not going to support you" "And your little creative hobbies!" "Okay?" "I have already tired of all your art projects" "They will going nowhere!" "You always know what got to say, Dad" "No people grow hair like yours" "And lost some weight" "You gonna to attract some boys, who knows." "There should be" "Prerequisite" "Curriculum from being an parent, before the people attempt to" "Don't try this at home" "Take this" "What those?" "You supposed to ask me before you taken them" "They're Vitamins" "And Aspirin" "At some point" "You should get an HIV test." "At some point" "Why are you crying on the bus?" "Go to sleep" "A friend of yours?" "A friend" "Oh..." "No no" "Of course a friend, he was ...." "Totally asshole" "What was his problem?" "He chosen an vocation that he did not chosen to have ..." "That man has spent his whole career" "Casting curses before swear, he talked like that ..." "The child hate his face" "He was trying to purchase Stanford back and" "Ford nerve of quiet willingness" "There will be sad for this safety years about bible" "You can do no more harm" "How did he died?" "Who knows, and who cares." "(glauas)" "*Phone ringing*" ""Hello"" ""Its tragedy this life"" ""and retention"" ""Friendship and exposion"" ""Death meetings"" ""The Papers cuts"" ""The vacant parents"" ""The wishes kids"" ""The draftful pigs"" ""They split on my soul"" ""This humanition will stuck"" ""Disciplines must be restored, these kids having fun of their run."" "" Wow ... run, our Child! "" "" It's fucking rabbit! "" "" Is every child have value? "" ""Where is your worthy of education?" "" Fucking kids who has lot of his fire "" "" Lot of fire ..."" "" No mind to be taught "" "* (Section of the speech of Adolf Hitler) *" "" Assimilate "" "What's that mean?" "To take something in" "Well excellent, to absorb" "" Ubiquitous "" "Anyone?" "Everywhere all the time" "So what is the meaning ..." "" ubiquitous and absorption "" "Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time" "Well done, George." "How were you to imagine anything?" "If the image is always provided for you" "Who here had read "1984" last year?" ""American novel turned into a movie"" "Good" "Anyone?" "Meredith" "Having two opposing belief at once" "Believes that both are true." "Excellent" "Why you always suck as a dick, fuck?" "To deliberately believes lies" "While knowning their false" "An example of this in your everyday life or I ..." "I need to be pretty" "To be happy" "I need surgery" "To be pretty" "I need to be thin" "Famous" "Fashionable" "Our young men" "Today" "They being told that women are prostitutes" "Bitches are things to be scroll" "Beaten" "Shit on" "Ashame" "This is a marketing holocaust 24 hours a day" "For the rest of our lives" "The power to be" "A harder work" "Dumbing us" "To death" "So, to defend ourselves" "And fighting against the similarities of this dumbs into our thought processors." "We must learn to read" "To stimulate our imagination" "To quantivate" "Our own conscious" "Our own belief system" "We all need these skills" "To defend" "To preserve" "Our minds" "Just carefully, yes perfect" "Great" "Let me have a look" "You just make your destination" " Wow" " I don't care what they say how you doing great." "I was having hard time in mathematics too, it takes time." "Wow, that was damn cool" "Hi guys" "Thank you for staying late 15 to 20 of you" "Today it will be presented an new course system, Engineering Bruce of State Examinations preformance as mandiated by" "No child had left behind" "Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here" "I have come today with some editify materials help your maturicuation and non-maturicuation students" "Better for prepare upcoming State of Exams in May" "Let me start by stating" "I love teachers" "I love what you do" "What you stand for" "You guys are the real heroes" "Now one thing I've learned all my years on private sector" "Is that" "Real estate generate revenue" "And emeraging the value of the property will be this school for saving grades" "But your school lower test scores" "I will bringing down the whole real estate value in this neighborhood" "During the market which already decline" "We gotta to get the score up" "New families in our districts" "And the motivated kids in this schools" "And I am not asking any blame" "Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material?" "Or show your concern the area of your property owners ?" "Listen, umm ..." "I am curious" "Can you giving me pop-corns or we grab some pop-corns for listening your bullshit?" "This faulty has been spent their lives on the board, and now you tell us" "Our careers were about to re-sell and evaluated" " Bullshit !" " Give him hell lady ..." " Storm the game" " Don't let the things simply, man" "That is not the thing that you can't afford" "This sound like an threat." " I mean that's enough, please sit down?" " No I would not ..." "That's enough, could you please sit down?" "We have some order here, please" "Dr. Harward was right" " This school was crying for this district" " Yeah you bad Pal" "Could you finish your bad tricks and go home?" "Why you hurry, huh?" "I heard you and Richard bastard ..." "So enjoy running this relevance place for fewl more months" "Your bastard order will be fucking done!" "You urge going home?" "Like I don't know what to do myself like I'm not in the classroom" "Some Friday afternoon, I am afraid to go home" "I spend all the time on my own" "Yeah" " My mother hated my father passionately" " Are they for there not permanently ..." "Just watched a lot of TV" " For the only time that I don't feel naked" " Not a temporary one" " I teached for selfish reasons" " My mother was Smith Madison ... I need an good control" " I need ... to get those kids" " It does great similar things ..." " Thats moments in school ..." " Is all she has ..." "It must be like an shit end up there" "That situation you ever have." "So what is your story?" "My story?" "I just ... umm I just taking one thing at a time" "Why waste your life, you know something worth to adore?" "I teach every day i mean, when we you are not really know me" "So what happened to you?" "You don't want something more permanent?" " Hi" " Where have you been?" "Why?" "I was out." " With a colleague?" " The boy or girl?" "A woman" "Made me feel like so stupid Why treat me like a child?" " Because you're a kid, I am sorry I wasn't expecting this" " All you have to do is ..." "Tell me that you will be home later" "Back up, alright?" "I am not obliged to you, okay?" "I mean you welcome to stay here, but you know?" "You don't have to get expectation of me, alright?" "This is an temporary thing, you ..." "you able to stay here, but ..." "Eventually you have to go, you understand that?" " I think it is important you to ..." " Its clear." "I get it, you want me to go now?" "I got better considering than clean up the stuffs" "I can't believe you made dinner" "From what?" "Goceries, from the Goceries store" "Wow, it's really nice kid" "Its been long time since somebody cooked me out at home" "Thank you Erica." "We all have problems, we all have things dealing with" "And we all ..." "Take them home with us at night, take them to work in the morning" "I think that is helpness, that realization for both parties" "Being ex-drifting that in the Sea" "No 'bowies' and safety, when you thought you will be the one." "Throwing the bowie," "Hello" " Anything for dinner?" " Tell me all about it from the beginning " " You don't care" " Oh no ..." " I am so much in care, love - relax" "You are so self-condensing" "Give me a kiss" "Come on, come with me, I will sort the thing out with you" " Come on" " Stop it." "Do you remember when I bought you this?" "The beautiful summer in "Vennz" before I travelled to Arizona to brought you an ring with passionation" "" You're suck! "" " Bloody?" " Yeah" " Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal?" " No ..." "I don't remember much" "When you were there, you can't thinking at this place" "Cannot make an new memories" "Thank you" " You alright?" " What?" " You see me?" " You see me standing here?" "Yes, I see you." "Oh God, its so re-linkness, thank you." "" Carol, there is no way for us to do this, I spoke with the Supervisor-attendant, He's agree to let you out for the rest of year "" "" It is where it is, take your pension and fill out your flabulous ... "" "" Send greetings to Bastards ..."" "I am Chairman before." "If I am Chairman, I just want to tell someone to fuck off." "I think I am sick" " Why?" " I crossed the line today" "I mean the whole thing is fuck" "Whole thing is fuck, is not?" "What's up, Dr.Parker?" "Can we get over It?" "I have got other things to do." "Well, what are your plan for after High School ever since you will not go to University?" "I don't know" "Hanging out with my boyfriend, designing an modelling shit ..." " Be my friends' band (music)" " I have your ten year grade report" "Do you know what they said?" "Fail, Fail, Fail" " F, F, F" " F, F, F yah" "You know what that means?" "Its mean you don't care" "You're brilliant." "Can I go now?" "Oh god, you are an shallow disgusting creature." "You want to know the truth?" "One, you not gonna be in an Band," "Or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition." "With no skills, you will gonna be the 80% of the U.S. workforce for minimum wages job" "Which mean the way of your living for the rest of your life" "Until they replaced by computers." " I don't care" " Two, ...." "The only talent you ever have is getting men to fuck you." "Your life will be become an part of pain" "Now, could you won't say it again" "Not for one more day, not one more hour!" "It will get worse, much worse!" "Everyday I came in this office and I listened your kids to shit-off all of yourself!" "Its so easy to be careless, it takes curse and courage to take cares" "None of you have any of these qualities." " Get out!" "Just get out!" "Get out!" " Fuck You!" "* Bang - shut the door *" " I am totally burn out" " No you were not." " I am." " I mean I don't know how you make it through the day." "Listen, seriously what do you think if you can take these pills on?" "I mean, there are lot of rooms over there." "Oh come on, if I don't dig these things, I can be an Master of these parents" "I can be help them out to throw the fucking kids out of the window." "Come on, you're the best." "I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job" "Is that nobody say thank you." " No" " No" "I'm here to say thank you" "Your doing the job, none of us could do" "None of us." " Grace" " Have I ever I told you that you're the only person" "That I have to talk to" " Hi Henry" " What happened?" "They called to your house" " Your grandfather felt his chest pain" " Then?" "Doctors said his condition is stable" "He doesn't have a lot of time" " I am so sorry Henry" " How long ..." "Have you been here?" "Since this morning, I didn't know how to get an hold of you?" "I don't know where you work" "You are having a whole day with him?" "Hello, Grandpa" "I am still hanging in there, as I see" "Hey sweetheart, your mother has visited me today" "Did you see her?" " No" " I told her I was afraid to leave you ... But she promised" " That she would look after you" " Sure, she means that all the time" "Patricia tell me that" "You've forgiven me, haven't you?" " What do you need to forgiven me, daddy?" " Those things" "You know, the things I did" "All you have to do is" " Always take care of me" " Why did you afraid of me?" "No, daddy, not" "I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up." "You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do" "So I was the one who hurted you?" "No Sir, that wasn't you" "I wish this wasn't true" "Patricia, I always love you" "Daddy, you can feel free to leave, when are you be ready." "Do you know that?" "Thats okay." "There is nothing to fear" "Come on" "Let's leave from here" "Is Patricia be your mom?" "What happened to her?" "She left a while ago" "You mean she died?" "How did she dead?" "My father left when I was a kid, I don't really remember him" "Its always the three of us, Mother and Grandpa and I together" "In this house" "I've found her... on the foor" "... She was taking enough pills" "And Grandpa at that moment, seriously kinda of lost ..." "* Tape written" " For Henry *" "I sat with my grandpa's bench and we watched her to came and go in" "How old were you?" "Seven, I am kinda not for sure, i think my mother was young when something happened" " With my grandpa" " Were you afraid of it?" "No" "Did she ever say anything to you?" "No" "But looking back on it, I think she protected me on her own way" "How?" "She made me locked my door at night" "The park is now empty in bare, and we feel ... ashamed about it" "The jungle Jim slide and swing and rusted together" "I also terribly alone now" "Where did the ... all children gone" "Didn't they know the park needed them?" "The child's intelligent heart can have flatten the death of many dark places." "I cannot find any kind of delicated moment of it own attachment." " Hi Mr. Barthes" " Hello Meredith" " How's going?" " Fine, I am alright ..." " I made a picture for you" "Come here" " you did?" " Yeah" "Wow, it's beautiful, and you have the great talent" " Thanks" " Are you doing this for an long time?" "I've been doing this since I was a kid." "Man with no face, in an empty room" "Is this how you see me, Meredith?" "I don't know how I see you" "This is just how I feel in your situation" "Is just you ever think of who is viewing you, the side view of that you were teaching us from the outside." " In real life?" " I guess so" " Does this place seem real to you?" " I watched you down the school," "You always seem so sad" "If you are having an hard times ..." "and if you need someone to talk to" " Meredith" " Yes Sir" " Do you need someone to talk to?" " Yes, will you talk to me?" "When you talk to me, you give me is like you really see me." "I do see you Meredith" " Would you like to see Dr. Parker?" " Oh come on, don't gudie to see any psychological Counselor" "I am not, I am not ..." "What can I do for you?" "Its like you said we brought up to the...there is nothing left, nothing to realize and how fuck up the things are ..." "It's not enough, I won't last" "Listen to me, just Listen" "We are all the same, we all feel pain, and we all have to caress in our lives." "Life is very very confusing, I know" "I don't have the answer, but I know if you write it out" "It all be okay." " Mr. Barthes, do you like me?" " Of course I do" " Meredith, please don't" " I want you to help" " Please, please" " No, no" " You don't ..." " You said you like me, please..." "Please, please ..." "Oh please, don't put me away, please just hold on to me, and you said everything will be fine" "Everything will be fine, It is okay, please." " Please... no, no..." " Meredith, wait a second" " What's going on?" " What?" "Hey (Meredith)" " Meredith, Meredith" " What were you doing?" "Meredith, I am sorry." " What were you doing?" " What?" "What are you doing?" " Excuse me?" "!" " You was just touching her" "What do you ... what do you insalivating?" "It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl" "It is inappropriate, she needed someone to talk with to" " What do you think I'm doing?" "lady" " I don't know what I am doing." ""Just make me close."" "What do you think I am fucking provert?" "Is that what you insalivating?" "She needed someone to talk to her" " Why would you touching her?" " I wasn't touching her" ""Its alright my dear"" ""Patricia"" "I'm not ... not a sick old man!" "Is that the way you thinking of me?" "Is that what you think?" "I just wanted to help her!" " Get out!" "Excuse me!" "Excuse me!" " What am I supposed to think?" "Fucking to your fucking judgement!" "Hello, no he's not home." "Hello Mr. Barthes" "Whenever you feel like you are ready to have some papers downstairs." "I need you to take care of them." "I am sorry." "I wish things would be different" "I tried, you know, fuck the things it is ... we all" "We all have problems with all the things we dealing with" "Somedays would better than others, Somedays we're not so great, somedays we have limited spaces" "For others." "Good day, sit down, have a breakfast." "Want some milk?" "These kids need something else" "They don't need me." " You don't have it?" " Yeah, I'm not hungry" " You know, you can't keep living on the street." " No I am not, I mean I here staying with you." "You cannot stay here with me." " Its not good for you" " This not true" "You're the only family that I ever have" "Well I can't be your family." "I can't give you what you needed" " You have to understand, you should be ..." " You are good ..." "And gentle ..." "You are the most guy" "I love you Henry" " Come in, hi" " Hi" "Hello there" " Erica ..." " Don't let them take me ..." "Please ..." " Noo ..." " Listen, you should ..." "You are all that I have, please..." " Don't let me go" " You should go, sorry" " No, no ..." " No, don't do this ..." " Henry!" "Henry!" " You should go" " Henry!" " You have to let go" " Henry!" " You have to ..." " Henry!" " You have to leg go now" "Henry!" " Thanks, you help me this" " Yes" " Henry!" "Henry!" " Come on." " No!" "No!" "..." " Things will be okay" "Don't do this" " You gonna be okay" " No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "..." "Well ..." "I does feel awful for her" " For who?" " For our school." "It might sound strange but I always felt that the school has its spirit." "It's not just an budgetful buildings, but they're alive." "I just can't understand where are all the parents?" "I don't know." "It was in my room for two hours and I saw only one parent, where are they?" "Where is everybody?" " We don't know" " Its impossible." "No annoying, its silence, no bombs" "Doesn't happen that way" "Starting the whisper, then nothing" "We had an music once, hadn't we?" "Yes, we did." "Do you remember that night, where we have two parents at a time?" "And then we have more and the many more waiting in the waiting list" "And halls were filled with joys and celebrations." "Now, its nothing." "I remember the things passed." "I actually felt quite at home" "No parents" "I thought about how its appropriate, Its like" " A moment of the insight" "The reality of the fucking problem in the first place." "Some of us believe that we can make the difference." "And then sometimes when we wake up" "And we realize we failed." "* Phone ringing*" "* Beep - recording machine *" "Hi its Gretchen calling from the film Clinic," "Erica Loius has an tests result was back" "Please get her to call us as earliest as possible at your convenience." "Thank you." "* Beep - recording machine *" """ " You have good parents " "" " Bitch you shut up. "" ""A Mother of mine gave her ... "" "" A Diet Bitch! " " ha ha...ha ha ... ha ha"" "" What sculpture supposed to be?" "This sculpture so bad ..." " Its has nothing to realize and how fuck up the things are ..."" """ " I won't stand that, Dad! " "" " Paint something more cheerful ..."" "" We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight"" "" We all gonna be okay "" " Good morning" " Good morning" "Before we take class" "I want to tell you that ..." "today will be my last day with you" "You will have a permanent teacher on Monday." " Where will you going, Mr. Barthes?" " I will go to another school" " We will miss you, man." "I'll fuck with you." " Yeah?" "All those teachers there in this place ... they're "dickies"" "Don't you get tired of moving around all the time?" "It's my job works, well I was coming in here for a period of time ..." "So you don't have to turn in yourself a lot here ..." "and then you will have an permanent teacher come in ..." "And I leave" ""Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. "" "" There will be all faulties meeting today during the nutrients (meal time)"" "" Students' nutrients period will be extended "" "" For ten minutes, thank you."" "I invited you here today to discuss, the status things." "I know they wasn't ..." "I know that there isn't ..." " I am sorry ..." " We all need something" "To extract from the complexity and reality" "More or less to think about where they came from?" "More or less to think about the struggle that it takes to become somebody to get out of   to get out of the ..." "The sea of painful, we all have to get out of it." " Hi Meredith" " Hi" "Haven't seen you in class lately?" "Where have you been?" " Baking" " Oh I see" " Yah" " I am happy to see you because it is my last day" "How ironic!" "Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself" "Maybe you could make better use of it." " I like that, its best" " You can't have that one" "It's mine" "But, can you have this one?" " It's better for you anyway" " Thanks" "I am sorry." "If I have hurted you in any way, I um ..." " I know that its tough right now, for you, but its not gonna your wish ..." " Goodbye Mr. Barthes." "Goodbye Meredith." "They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem" "How well would you know?" "My name is Meredith and I want to kill myself" "Meredith" "No" "Henry" "Things would gonna be fine." "Things would gonna be fine." "Things would gonna be okay." "We have such a responsibility to guide a young so that they don't end up ..." "Falling apart." "Falling by the way side." "Becoming insignificant." "I realized something today." "I'm not a person you are, you shouldn't be here." "I am not here." "You may see me, but I am hollow." "Failing, we failing" "Failure does have sense of mean, we left, everyone went down." "Including ourselves." "And I am walking an Hall way to the class." "How many of you have ever felt the weak of presence down on your chest?" "I have." "* Rise hands*" "Everyone?" "Well, poem wrote about these things over 100 years ago" "So as we read" "We can see that the House of Russia is not nearly an old ..." "The crapping castle there be repaired." "It is also an state of existence." "" During the whole of dull, dark and soundless day "" "" In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heavens, "" "" I had been passing alone, on the horseback, "" "" Through the singularly dreary tract of country; "" "" and at length found myself as the shades of evening dew on, "" "" within view of the melancholy House of Usher "" "" I know not how it was "" "" But, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit "" "" I looked upon the simple landscape features of the domain "" "" Upon the bleak walls, upon a few white trunks of decayed trees "" "" With an utter depression of soul "" "" There wasn't an iciness "" "" A sinking."" "" Sickening of the heart. "" "" Detachment "" "Translation by mattrew"