"Previously on "New Amsterdam"..." "You will not grow old... you will not die... until you find the one." "I almost died." "You meet your true love and then die?" "Doesn't sound too romantic to me." "My heart exploded chasingNsome guy on the subway." "And you're naked." "Right again." "Who are you trying to impress?" "Only you,amsterdam." "I think she was there." "Who?" "The one." "The one who'llNmake me old like you." "I'm aN65-year-old man." "You're also my son." "She's out there somewhere." "It just seems like the only think youNcare about these days is finding this girl." "She's an E.R.Doc at st.Francis." "Her name is sara dillane." "new york's always been full of peopleNtalking to themselves on the street." "Back in the day,everybodyNworked hard for themselves." "They were crazy." "Nuts." "Delta tango zulu." "Charlie... tango echo." "Babylon." "You have to be vigilantNof babylon,brother." "Eyes in the back of your head." "Babylon!" "Delta... tango zulu." "Charlie tango echo." "I'm in indian country,man." "Street full of hostiles." "Rosey dozey?" "I don't think so." "I see you!" "Lookin' at you,too,brother." "So?" "So what?" "What you got under thatNshirt?" "You wearing a vest?" "Wh-what?" "Lookin' to go to paradise?" "Go away." "You scare my customers." "Go!" "Ain't taking' me,I'll tell you that." "I'll make you a martyr." "You in such a hurry to get to heaven?" "It's hot." "You got some water?" "I give you water,you go away?" "Medivac my ass out of here,achmed." "Damn keen on the quick foot." "'Aight!" "Back to base!" "Back to base!" "Back to base!" "Back to base!" "Unnecessary." "Unnecessary." "It's gonna be ok." "Can you tell me your name?" "Forget it." "He's got no clue." " Where'd you pick him up?" "N" " Union square." "He was having a chatNwith gandhi's statue." "Sounds harmless." "Then he got violent." "Sara dillane-- whatNdo you know about her?" "E.R.Doc,med school atNcornell,old-line new york family, lives alone west village,walks toNwork,tex-mex,merlot,takeout tandoori." "You've been doing your due diligence." "Never had a coronaryNover a woman before." "Sometimes a coronary is just a coronary." "Face it--you've been eatingNomelets now for nigh on 400 years." "I have the arteriesNof a 35-year-old." "You keep telling yourself that." " Dr. Prender.N" " Dr. Dillane." "We took in a vet-- well,we thinkNhe's a vet-- not sure who he is vet." "How did he present?" "Violent,hallucinating." "We sedated him,gaveNhim an antipsychotic." "He should be lucid by now." "I'll take a look at himNbefore I go to the V.A." "Thanks." "So,if she's the one,whatNare you waiting for?" "The right moment." "Well,why not just walk up toNthe woman and introduce yourself?" "How do I explain what happened?" "She there when you died?" "Her hospital,where he took me." "You're gonna have someNfancy footwork to do." "We miss you at group,harold." "Where have you been?" "Rank,name,serial number." "Staff sergeant haroldNlamar wilcox,U.S.Army." "Retired." "Emphasis on tired." "I don't remember my serial number." "You do remember where the V.A.Is?" "I don't do the V.A.No more,doc." "No way." "Why not?" "You work there." "You have to ask?" "I have a private office,too." "Come see me tomorrow." "About 5 P.M.?" "I'm gonna get by the doorman?" "I work from home." "You ring the bell,I let you in." "Thank you." "See you,dr." "Prender." "Yeah,hi." "This is dr." "Dillane." "Yes,again." "Did you ever locate my john doe?" "Well,yeah,he couldn't have justNgotten up and walked out of there." "He had a massive M.I." "It would have felled an elephant." "Yeah,his heart stopped." "Flatlined." "He was dead." "I called it myself." "So where is he?" "No,no,ma." "Saturday's fine." "What time?" "Ok." "Ok." "All right." "I love you,too." "I'd love to meet your family." "You wouldn't like them." "Your mother,is she a cop,too,likeNthe rest of the family?" "Teaches history at queens college." "History." "Fascinating." "Right." "I taught history,at columbia,ages ago." "It was still kings college." "Of course you did." "So what are we doing here?" "Amsterdam." "Yeah." "On our way." "I don't think we need to wait for the M.E.ToNtell us that dr." "Prender got her head caved in." "That the weapon?" "You think?" "Heavy bluntNobject,covered with blood?" "I was being rhetorical." "You know what rhetorical means?" "That was rhetorical,too." ""Dr. Evelyn prender,for herNwork with america's veterans."" "We get a running start right there." "A lot of those guys got issues." "Wound tight doesn't even begin to describe it." "You a vet,santori?" "Gulf war I,the good gulf war." "You got issues?" "I've worked through my rage." "Anger management,marquez." "I recommend it." "Amsterdam,you a vet?" "Army,3 times." "Marines,navy,coast guard." "Not the air force." "Don't like heights." "What,no border patrol?" "Crime of impulse and opportunity." "Rage." "Personal connections." "Someone she knew." "We'll have to get a court order toNaccess her patient files,computers." "Way ahead of you." "It'sNalready in the works." "You want something to do,youNshould look into her husband." "He found the body." "Called it in around 9:00." "My favorite part of the job." ""Sorry for your loss." "Got an alibi?"" "Always go first to theNnearest and dearest." "And he's upstairs." ""New hope for post-traumaticNstress disorder."" "Dr. Evelyn prender and dr." "Martha fox." "I'm gonna take this with me." "Hope it helps." "Eva,let's go upstairs." "Medical examiner estimates time ofNdeath between 5:00 and 7 P.M.,Roughly." "I--I was at my officeNat sloan-kettering." "Uh,I was,uh,finishing some work." "I was talking toNcolleagues,seeing,uh,patients." "I left a little after 8:00." "I--I gotNhome,and,uh..." "I found evelyn." "We'll need names." "I understand." "Are you a psychiatrist,dr." "Prender?" "I'm an oncologist." "Do you have,uh,thoughtsNwho might have done this?" "We thought we'd startNwith your wife's patients." "I find that hard to imagine, because,uh,evelyn's patients areNupscale,neurotic,nonviolent,mostly female." "She had an award in her officeNfor her work with veterans." "Evelyn does... she did pro bono work atNthe,uh,V.A.And the E.R.At st.Francis." "Not here?" "No,the vets didn't,uh...gel with her parkNavenue patients and with the neighborhood." "St.Francis?" "Yeah." "I can give you theNname of her colleague there." "It's dr.,Uh...sara dillane." "dr." "Dillane?" "Yes." "Detective marquez." "This is detective amsterdam." "May we have a moment?" "Dr. Prender's husband gave us your name." "Oh,yeah,of course." "You're here about evelyn." "What a terrible thing." "Have--haveNwe met?" "I have one of those faces." "Tell us about her work." "Evelyn specialized inNveterans' mental health issues." "I'm sorry,what didNyou say your name was?" "John amsterdam." "We'd like to interview her patients." "If we could take a look at her files... you know that's privileged." "We'll have a courtNorder by this afternoon." "Come back then and talkNto an administrator." "Really,I can't help you." "We will,but...time's everythingNin a homicide investigation." "If you can." "oint us in the rightNdirection,mention a name... evelyn was worried aboutNa guy named lonny amadee." "She said he wasNviolent,paranoid,delusional,fixated on her, convinced she was gonnaNmedicate him against his will." "Violent,paranoid,delusional." "Post-traumatic stress." "Raging." "They used to call it soldier's heart." "Soldier's heart?" "Shell shock,battleNfatigue,post-traumatic stress syndrome." "Different wars,differentNnames for the same thing." "Soldier's heart,whatever youNcall it,lonny amadee's got it." "Dr. Dillane,we have a gsw in the E.R." "I have some other questionsNfor you when you have more time." "I have questions,too,so..." "I'll call you." "Make an appointment." "I'll be waiting." "What was that about?" "What?" "She couldn't stop staring atNyou,you were flirting with her." "I wasn'T." "Shamelessly." " And when we walked up,her reaction--N" " I get that a lot." "It's,uh" "I know." "It's your face." "Mr. Amadee,what can youNtell us about dr." "Prender?" "Prender wanted to put me on this drug." "Some kind of blocker she called it." "Beta blocker." "What's the big deal?" "It takes the edge off." "Yeah,that's just how sheNsaid it." "Takes the edge off." "No big deal." "Dull the pain,lonny." "DullNthe memory." "Make isafe." "What's wrong with that?" "Anbar province." "Corpse on the side of the road." "We stopped to pick itNup,take it to the morgue, so the family can I.D.TheNbody,give him a proper burial." "It was booby-trapped." "V.C.Did the same thing." "Well,2 guys in my squad blewNtheir legs off at the knees." "I watched them bleed out whileNthe medics tried to save them." "Why wouldn't you want toNforget something like that?" "Because that wouldNmean it didn't matter." "That it was all for nothing." "In vain." "But that's not evenNwhat I remember most." "The corpse...was a kid." "An 8-year-oldNboy." "Gangrene." "You gonna take my leg,doc?" "No need." "You'll die if I don'T." "Sorry I didn'T." "Wish I had." "You'll feel different when it's done." "Ether." "RunningNlow--again." "I need it now,walt." "Do me a favor?" "Save it for somebody else." "It'd be a mercy." "I swore a solemn oath." "Solemn oath" "Well,god love you,doctor." "I guess you have no choice." "No,I don'T." "Check out his alibi,talk to hisNgirlfriend,for what it's worth." " Ptsd,ever had it?" "N" " No." "You?" "Off and on,for the last 300 years." "Seriously." "Ok. 350" "Whatever." "Amadee's girlfriendNsays he was with her." "Of course." "You don't believe her?" "Personally,I think she wasNlying through her teeth." "Everybody lies." "Even when they don't have to." "Well,they lifted someNprints from the weapon." "Running them through afisNand the army C.I.Lab now." "The myth of fingerprints." "What,you don't believe in fingerprints?" "No two people in the worldNhave the same fingerprints?" "It's an untested,untestable hypothesis." "You'd have to fingerprintNeverybody in the world to prove it." "Well,I do believe in fingerprints,pally." "And if the perp's a vet or has aNrecord,we're gonna get a hit,guaranteed." "Amsterdam." "Be right there." "What?" "It pisses me off when he does that." "Better get used to it." "So unkind." "So who's harold wilcox?" "He was walking down the middle ofNbroadway raving about dr." "Prender." "And he had this." "He had an appointment with her that day." "It wasn't in the books." "5 P.M.,About the time theNM.E.Says she was murdered." "I'm gonna call the lieutenant." "When will he be lucid enough to talk?" " in a couple hours.N" " In the meantime" "You want to tell me how you got upNfrom the dead and walked out of my E.R.?" "I remember the heart attack." "I remember seeing you onNthe platform just before." "I remember a feminine presenceNhovering over me like an angel, full of tenderness and concern." "That was you,wasn't it?" "I'm a doctor,not an angel." "Of course I was concerned." "You had a heart attackNon a subway platform." "After that,what's the nextNthing that you remember?" "waking up in the hospital." "In the morgue." "You were dead,you woke up in theNmorgue,and then you just got up and left." "Yep." "That's not eve happened before?" "A patient rising from the dead?" "Not in my experience,no." "How long have you been an E.R.Doctor?" "3 years." "Don't change the subject." "I worked on youNmyself,detective,to bring you back." "Thank you." "I didn't save you." "You must have." "Your heart had stopped." "I couldn't do anything about it." "I must not have been dead,obviously." "Your blood work was curious." "It had anomalies." "Anomalies." "A toxic level of lead." "Native american genetic markers." "A great-great-great-Ngreat-grandmother was part lenape." "Lenape." "The original inhabitants of manhattan." "The ones who sold it to the dutch?" "Old wives' tale." "Trust me,it never happened." "You know what?" "Maybe you should run more tests." "You'd be up for that?" "If you'll do them,personally." "Absolutely." "I don't--I don't rememberNabout dr." "Prender." "You had an appointment at her office." "I don't know." "I'm walking down broadwayNand then they brought me here." "Then they told me what happened... and you lost it." "Sometimes my grip on realityNis,uh,you know,precarious." "Well,that's why we're gonna holdNon to you for a couple of days." "Ok?" "Ok." "Is this what they mean byNthe city that never sleeps?" "Which is why it looksNlike hell in the morning." "You saw her." "I can tell." "She's gonna run more tests." "Wait'll she gets the results." "How did you explain theNdying/not dying thing?" "I didn'T." "I see." "I want her to get to know me first." "Oh,what a tangled web we weave." "Spare me." "I hate getting parentalNadvice from my children." "Do they take requests?" "When they're written on a $20 bill." "Ask them to play how longNhas this been going on?" "Amsterdam." "Ok." "We got a hit on the fingerprints." "You don't seem too happy about it." "Usually I can tell whenNsomeone's lying to me." "Must be losing your touch." "Your fingerprints were foundNon the murder weapon,sergeant." "You bashed her head in with an award she won forNworking with guys like you,trying to help them." "There was blood on your jacket." "I fell." "Nosebleed." "Dr. Prender's blood." "Dr. Prender's?" "Is the blood back from the lab already?" "No way." "Smooth move." "Make the perp thinkNyou've got forensics." "I would have done the same." "You went to her office,sergeant." "You told me you didn't,but you did." "I just wanted to talk to her." "You had a fight,sergeant.NWhat did you fight about?" "Never no fight." "Well,you picked up that pieceNof glass and you struck her." "No." "I knelt down... and tried to help her." "That's how I got the blood on my jacket." "After you hit her." "I don't remember that at all." " You remember picking up the glass.N- yeah" " Yeah.N- i do" "She was all bloody." "She tried to say something." "I tried to wipe the blood off." "And then...she made a little sound... and she died." "I tried to help her." "But she died." "You tried to help her." "After you hit her." "You saw her lyingNthere in her own blood." "I did." "You felt bad about it." "Yeah." "I did." "She tried to help you,harold... and you killed her." "I don't know how I would have done that." "Did she try to make you doNsomething you didn't want to do?" "Maybe." "Send you to a hospital,putNyou on medication?" "could be." "Yeah." "Could be you killed her." "I guess I did." "You guess you did... or you did?" "I did." "He opened the door and theNguy walked right through." "You killed dr." "Prender." "I did." "Yeah,I remember now." "I..." "I did." "I killed her." "Well and deftly done." "If he lives,he'll thank you." "He'll curse me first." "Operation enduring freedom website." "Wilcox,harold." "Wilcox,harold lamar,staff sergeant." "Silver star,afghanistan." "Hey,walt,how is he?" "Fever's gone." "No infection." "Letter home?" "A note to my wife,tellingNher the good news." "What's her name?" "Mary." "I'm sure she's fine." "If she's not,there'sNnothing I can do for her." "How do you feel?" "My leg hurts." "I can't give you more morphine." "Morphine wouldn't help,doc." "It's not the part of my legNI've got that bothers me." "It's the piece that's gone." "The part you sawed off." "Yeah." "That's common." "Itches,something fierce." "Phantom limb,it's called." "That feeling leaves." "Phantom,huh?" "It'll fade away eventually." "That's just what I'mNfixin' to do,doctor." "Excuse me?" "Fade away." "We all fade away,eventually." "I'm thinking sooner rather than later." "Online content,journalNof psychiatric,et cetera." "Follow-up letter to dr.NPrender's article on ptsd." ""Alludes to litigationNinvolving dr." "Prender."" "Lucas vs.Prender." "Evelyn prender was the defendant... psychiatric malpractice." "You know,uh,evelyn always wasNinterested in memory,how it works." "She'd just finished a bookNabout it,found a publisher." "We never have as much time as we think." "I wanted to ask you about a lawsuit." "Your wife was a defendant." "Lucas vs.Prender?" "Yes." "A patient's familyNsued her for malpractice." " You've heard of recovered memory?" "N" " Yeah." "Well,that lawsuit helped evelyn realizeNhow terribly mistaken she'd been." "That's when she startedNworking with veterans." "Yeah,it was her way ofNmaking amends,I suppose." "You know,ptsd,st-traumatic stress,isNthe opposite of recovered memory." "It's the memories you can't forget,asNopposed to the ones you can't remember." "That was years ago,before we met." "I--I don't reallyNknow the details." "You know,it wasn't somethingNshe liked to talk about." "Who would know?" "Dr. Macvittie,what can youNtell us about the lawsuit?" "Evelyn and I were partnersNwhen the lucas family sued her." "Susan lucas was one of dr.NPrender's recovered memory patients." "I was always very fond of evelyn." "But..." "I can't forgive her." "Why is that?" "Well,it would have been oneNthing if she had just walked away, abandoned her patients,butNshe actually recanted." "Recanted?" "Apologized to herNpatients,begged their forgiveness, urged them to return to their families." "The perpetrators." "The cause of their misery." "It was very confusingNfor them,very damaging." "What happened to susan lucas,after dr.NPrender told her the whole thing was a mistake, that her father never abused her?" "She became my patient." "We'd like to speak with her." "Give me your number." "I'll pass it along." "If she wants to get in touchNwith you,I'm sure she will." "And you and dr." "Prender?" "Dissolved our partnership,amicably." "Do you still practice recovered memory?" "I can't abandon my patients." "Some of them haveNbeen with me for years." "Shouldn't they be getting better by now?" "The wounds are deep,theNroot causes primal." "You think dr." "Prender was wrong,thatNsusan lucas' father did abuse her?" "I have never doubted that for a moment." "There's no greater crime... than for a parent to do that to a child." "Mr. Lucas,how old was susan whenNshe became dr." "Prender's patient?" "That's when everything changed." "That's when the wholeNworld turned upside down." "One day your kid comes to you and says," ""daddy, I'm feeling a little anxiousNabout...things-- "school,work." "Maybe I should talk to somebody."" "Sure." "Whatever you want." "I'll pay for it." "And the next thing you know,you'reNaccused of being a child molester." "Your whole life is in shambles." "You lose your family,your friends, all because some therapistNwho's never met you, doesn't know anythingNabout you or your family, convinces your precious child thatNyou committed unspeakable acts." "You sued dr." "Prender." "We had to do something." "Judge threw it out on aNtechnicality,said we had no standing." "Her own family." "We couldn't sue the doctor thatNdestroyed everything we had." "Funny thing,though." "The lawyers didn't give us a refund." "We'd like to talk to your daughter." "So would I." "She hasn't spoken to us in 10 years." "Have a nice day." "Angry guy." "I could like him for this, except for the fact we alreadyNhave a suspect in custody." "Why are we doing this?" "You already got wilcox to confess." "Staff sergeant haroldNwilcox-- the guy was a hero." "Evelyn prender was trying to help him." "And he resented it deepNdown,felt emasculated." "I want to keep workingNthis just a little longer." " Wilcox reminds me of someone.N" " Who?" "Another vet." "Someone I knew a long time ago." "Someone I failed." "Sullivan... he's melancholy." "It's temporary." "Oh,I'm not so certain." "He's pining away forNsomething he'll never have." "What's that?" "His old life." "Nostalgia." "More than that." "Soldier's heart,they call it." "Soldier's heart." "It's what happens to a man whenNhe studies war too hard,too long." "What can I do?" "Sit with him." "Talk to him." "I haven't the time." "Besides,we've all done that." "What?" "Studied too much war." "If that were the cause,we'dNall have soldier's heart." "Maybe we do." "Amsterdam,wilcoxNconfessed." "You broke him." "That's what I'm afraid of." "Amsterdam." "Yes." "See you ere." "That was the daughter." "Susan lucas." "She wants to talk,about her father." "Oh,yeah." "Dr. Prender tried to apologize." "And you wouldn't accept it." "I know my memories are true." "You know your father abused you?" "I do." "And I know he won't takeNresponsibility for what he did to me." "And I know he blames dr.NPrender for everything." "If he'd just... he'd say he was sorry..." "I don't know." "Maybe I could forgive him." "Do you think your fatherNcould have killed dr." "Prender?" "My father's capable of anything." "But why now?" "The lawsuit was years ago." "Because he's going bankrupt." "Because my mother's leaving him." "And he blames dr." "Prender." "For ruining his life." "What about you?" "Did she ruin your life,too?" "No." "She helped me." "She's the one who helped me remember." "But then she told you the whole thingNwas a mistake,that it never happened." "I think it was just too much for her." "What was?" "The truth." "What happened to her patients." "I think it was just too awful toNbear,so she decided it wasn't real." "But it was." "I didn't hate dr." "Prender." "I felt sorry for her." "James lucas." "No alibi for the night of theNmurder,hated prender with a passion." "I hate to rain on your parade,butNnothing places lucas at the scene." "Besides,we already haveNa suspect in custody whose fingerprints are on theNweapon and who's confessed." "Amsterdam doesn't buy it was wilcox." "Of course not." "Forensics andNa confession-- that's too easy for amsterdam." "He's gotta go fishing forNmore esoteric suspects." "What about susan lucas,the daughter?" "She's got no alibi either." "Says she can't rememberNwhere she was that day." "Well,she stakedNeverything on her therapy." "Then prender turns around andNsays,"you know what?" "It never happened."" "After she destroyed her family." "I'd want to kill my therapist,too." "Whatever." "Knock yourselves out." "But you'd better hurry,becauseNthe D. A.Likes the guy we got." "And so do I." "You saw her lyingNthere in her own blood." "I did." "And you felt bad about it." "I did." "You tried to help her." "What are you doing?" "Watch this." "I did." "I was there inNthe observation room." "I didn't see it." " See what?" "N" " I led him." "Watch." " You tried to help her,harold.N" " Yeah." "And you killed her." "I led wilcox." "Got him to remember somethingNthat didn't actually happen." "I didn't mean to,but I did." "I ended up hurting himNin the worse possible way." "Which is exactly what prenderNdid to susan lucas and her family." "You guess you did...or you did?" "I did." " That was a false confession?" "N" " Yeah." "What are you gonna do about it?" "Follow evelyn prender's example." "I remember now." "I did it." "I didn't do it?" "No." "How do you know?" "How do you know I didn't do it?" "How do I know?" "Sullivan." "Now give me the gun." "I'm disinclined to do that,doctor." "Believe me,I ain't nothin' butNgrateful if I didn't kill that woman." "But how do I know for sure?" "I'm not sure I can live with myself." " I can help you.N" " Can you?" "Can you give me my leg back?" "I remember hitting her." "It never happened." "It's a false memory." "Can you send me home toNmy wife,the way that I was?" "I think not." " I picked up the glass.N" " Yeah." "She died in my arms." "No!" "No,don't!" "That part's true." "That partNof what you remember is true." "You didn't kill her." "I'll prove it to you." "How?" "Arrest the person who did it." "What are you doing here?" "Thought I'd make that appointment." "You could have called." "I could have." "Follow me." " What are you doing?" "N" " Checking my pulse." "That's my job." "It's just a little experiment." "It's not just traumatic eventsNthat make the pulse race." "This won't be traumatic." "It is racing." "Told you." "I read the articles you wrote onNptsd therapies with dr." "Prender." "Evelyn was intenselyNinterested in how memory works." "Especially the effectNof trauma on memory." "Biochemistry tends to reinforceNtraumatic memory,not bury it." "Traumatic events are searedNinto the memory by adrenaline." "Adrenaline?" "The adrenaline surges,theNhet pounds,the pulse races." "That's why soldiers and crime victimsNand holocaust survivors and the victims and first responders from 9/11 have had suchNa hard time putting the past behind them." "You ok?" "When did dr." "Prender changeNher mind about recovered memory?" "Her epiphany came one dayNwhen one of her patients suddenly remembered her motherNkilling the neighbor's baby, frying it for breakfast,andNmaking her eat it." "Fried babies." "Think you'd rememberNsomething like that." "That's when evelyn realized theNwhole thing was just hysteria and that she'd been complicit inNencouraging these destructive fantasies." "She had a partner at that time." "Leonard macvittie?" "They had a really bitterNfalling-out over it." "Are you sure prender's ok with this?" "He told me where he hidesNthe spare key,didn't he?" "Relax." "I have the owner's permission,andNwhatever we find is admissible." "I wish we had a warrant." "There's an old one in the gloveNcompartment if it makes you feel better." "What exactly are we looking for?" "Prender said his wifeNwas publishing a book." "Why would she hide the manuscript?" "Someone found out sheNwas writing a book." "Someone didn't care forNsomething that was in it." "Someone asked her to take itNout before it was published." "When she refused... someone killed her." "Do you have an idea who?" "I'll tell you when we find it." "It's a desk." "I alreadyNlooked through it." "It's a campaign desk from the civil war." "Heavy suckers." "Fascinating." "Soldiers in the field needed aNplace to store secret documents, so they usually had aNhidden compartment built in." "Like this." "You are a freak of nature." "Yeah,so I've been told." "Dr. Leonard macvittie." "It must have been a realNshock to you when she recanted." "Evelyn caved." "When the media turned against us andNthe wind started blowing the other way, she abandoned the truth." "Did you know she was writing a book?" "Was she?" "Did you know that you wereNin it,prominently featured?" "I don't see my name anywhere." "Sorry." "This is,uh,garbage." "Libelous trash." "Which page was that?" "The page where dr." "Prender accuses dr.NMacvittie here of knowing the therapy was bogus." "That the memories theyNwere recovering were false." "Isn't that called malpractice?" "What case was that again?" "Susan lucas and her family." "When this is published,maybeNthey'll sue dr." "Macvittie this time." "You were still treating herNfor abuse that never happened." "Illegal,immoral,unethical." "Have I left anything out?" "If this is published,I'll sueNher husband,I'll sue the estate," "I-I'll sue the editor,theNpublisher,anything else" "We're just the messengers." "Ok?" "You can't sue us." "But if he could... he'D...kill us." "Ok." "These are dr." "Macvittie'sNprints from the manuscript page." "And these...are from the murder weapon." "I've identified 18 ridgeNcharacteristics in alignment." "Which is about as definitiveNa match as you can get." "Want to pick him up?" "I'll take santori." "He just loves shrinks." "What are you gonna do?" "Doctor's appointment." "Everything ok?" "Routine tests." "thank you." "Thank you." "Thank you." "For what?" "It's a long story." "Get yourself some help." "Some real help." " I'll try.N" " Don't try." "Do it." "Find somebody." "All right." "Somebody who knows what they're doing." "You did what you could." "The operation was a success,but theNphysician botched the convalescence." "I knew how to cut off his leg,butNnot how to cure his melancholy." "Melancholy." "It's a mystery." "It either gets betterNof its own accord or not." "Still..." "I should have sat withNhim,as you suggested." "It...it might have helped him." "I've written something." "Published it myself." "Thank you." ""Leaves of grass"" "What are you grinnin' about?" "I'm remembering an old friend." "He gave me a copy of his book." "It'd be worth some money these days." "Somebody we heard of?" "He used to be famous." "In the future,who knows?" "Better strike while the iron is hot." "How'd your tests go,by the way?" "I need to follow up on that." "Dr. Dillane?" "Detective." "I was in the neighborhood,thoughtNI'd catch you, ask you about those test results." "You should come by the office." "Of course." "Robert,this is detective amsterdam." "Detective." "Detective,this is myNhusband robert camp." "Pleased to meet you."