"THE THEATER EQUATION" "ACT I" "DAY 1:" "VIGIL" "BEST FRIEND:" "Did he open up his eyes?" "Did he try to touch my hand, or is my mind playing tricks on me..." "Do you think he hears us cry?" "Does he understand we are here by his side?" "WIFE:" "Why are you so concerned?" "Do you really care, or do you feel responsible?" "Now the tide has turned, won't you try to clear the air?" "Let your conscience be your guide..." "DAY 2:" "ISOLATION" "ME:" "I can't move, can't feel my body" "I don't remember anything" "What place is this, how did I get here?" "I don't understand what's happening...am I alone?" "FEAR:" "You've been deserted, everyone has left you" "You know it's always been that way" "Those frantic years, the people you've neglected" "Now the time has come to pay." "You're alone..." "No one here is dancing to your tune" "ME:" "Is this a dream or is it real?" "REASON:" "Sometimes the dream becomes reality" "ME:" "But I don't know what to feel" "REASON:" "Then I will guide you through this haze" "ME:" "But who are you, why are you here?" "REASON:" "I am you and you are all of us" "ME:" "I can't think, my mind ain't clear" "REASON:" "Then I will free you from this maze" "PASSION :" "Can't you feel it burn, deep down inside?" "Won't you ever learn, don't try to hide" "Can't you feel that fire scorching your soul?" "A wounded man's desire, out of control" "PRIDE:" "Can't believe you're giving up, that's not your way" "I can't believe you'd pass the chance to make them pay" "You've always had complete control, never thinking twice" "You always called the shots, a heart as cold as ice" "ME:" "You are delusions of my mind" "REASON:" "And so we are, we're all a part of you" "ME:" "Am I a part of some design?" "REASON:" "The one design is in your head" "ME:" "How can it be, you look so real..." "REASON:" "We are as real as you imagine us" "ME:" "Well I can touch you, I can feel..." "REASON:" "Then take my hand and follow me" "PASSION :" "Can't you feel it burn, deep down inside?" "Won't you ever learn, don't try to hide" "Can't you feel that fire scorching your soul?" "A wounded man's desire, out of control" "PRIDE :" "Can't believe you're giving up, that's not your way" "I can't believe you'd pass the chance to make them pay" "You've always had complete control, never thinking twice" "You always called the shots, a heart as cold as ice" "LOVE:" "Close your eyes, listen to your heart beat" "Surrender to its soothing pulse" "Silence the cries, gentle and carefree" "Good or bad, true or false..." "You're not alone" "You'll find me here whenever they oppose you" "And I am the strongest of them all" "No need to fear these feelings that enclose you" "I'm here to catch you when you fall, you're not alone" "I am here, dancing to your tune" "ME:" "I can't hear." "Why can't I hear?" "This is all so strange..." "PASSION :" "Can't you feel it burn, deep down inside?" "Won't you ever learn, don't try to hide" "Can't you feel that fire, scorching your soul?" "A wounded man's desire, out of control" "CHOIR  PRIDE:" "I can't believe you're giving up, that's not your way" "I can't believe you'd pass the chance to make them pay" "You've always had complete control, never thinking twice" "You always called the shots, a heart as cold as ice" "RAGE:" "Pain!" "ME:" "Wake up." "It's only a dream." "Wake up!" "DAY 3:" "PAIN" "AGONY:" "I am pain." "I am real, I'm not a dream" "I'm the chain around your neck as you scream" "Surrender now, you can't beat death at his ruthless game" "Make your bow, hang your head in shame" "ME:" "I can't believe there is no way out..." "AGONY:" "You'll find you are wrong" "ME:" "You fill me with doubt..." "AGONY:" "You were never that strong" "ME:" "What do you want?" "AGONY:" "I am pain." "I am the wound that never heals" "It's all in vain, no compromise, no deals..." "ME:" "I can't believe this is the end" "AGONY:" "It's written in stone" "ME:" "Where are my friends?" "AGONY:" "You have always been alone!" "RAGE: (Pain!" ") We lead, we hide as the pain leaves" "(what a nightmare) The rage inside (motion personified alpha)" "Being here, welcomed by... (what a nightmare) A sane mind, a travelled lie!" "AGONY:" "I am pain." "I am the end, I am your wraith" "Nothing remains, I'm the loss of hope and faith" "ME:" "I can't believe there is no way out..." "AGONY:" "You'll find you are wrong" "ME:" "You fill me with doubt..." "AGONY:" "You were never that strong" "RAGE: (Pain!" ") We lead, we hide as the pain leaves" "(what a nightmare) The rage inside (motion personified alpha)" "Being here, welcomed by... (what a nightmare) A sane mind, a travelled lie!" "All the time, I had waited with... rage!" "All the time, I was promised my... salvation!" "LOVE:" "I can't accept this, we will find a way" "Out of this cesspool of doom and dismay" "Beyond this dejection there's beauty and grace" "A glorious future we long to embrace" "RAGE: (Pain!" ") All the time, I had waited with...rage!" "(motion personified alpha)" "All the time, I was promised my...salvation!" "All the time I had waited with (what a nightmare) rage!" "(motion personified alpha)" "All the time, I was promised my...salvation!" "DAY 4" " MYSTERY" "BEST FRIEND:" "No, I can't seem to figure out what happened" "On the brightest hour of day, no car in sight" "No, I can't seem to accept these strange conditions" "No matter what they say, it doesn't feel right" "WIFE:" "Do you think he's seen it?" "BEST FRIEND:" "I don't think he did" "WIFE:" "Do you think he knows it?" "BEST FRIEND:" "I don't think he knows" "WIFE:" "Do you think he's been there?" "BEST FRIEND:" "I don't think he was" "WIFE:" "Do you think he'll die?" "BEST FRIEND:" "I don't think...he will..." "WIFE:" "No, could it have been a moment of distraction?" "A creature on the road, a plane in the air..." "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he's seen it?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he did" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he knows it?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he knows" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he's been there?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he was" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he'll die?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he will" "CHOIR" "No, will we ever understand what happened?" "Will the mystery be unveiled, or die with him?" "No, will we ever understand what happened?" "Will the mystery be unveiled, or die with him?" "Do you think he's seen it?" "Do you think he knows it?" "Do you think he's been there?" "Do you think he'll die?" "Do you think he's seen it?" "Do you think he knows it?" "Do you think he's been there?" "Do you think he'll die?" "No, will we ever understand what happened?" "Will the mystery be unveiled, or die with him?" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he's seen it?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he did" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he knows it?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he knows" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he's been there?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he was" "BEST FRIEND:" "Do you think he'll die?" "WIFE:" "I don't think he will" "PASSION:" "Do you think you've seen it?" "ME:" "I don't think I did" "PRIDE:" "Do you think you know it?" "ME:" "I don't think I know" "LOVE:" "Do you think you've been there?" "ME:" "I don't think I was" "AGONY:" "Do you think you'll die?" "ME:" "I don't know!" "DAY 5" " VOICES" "PRIDE:" "I hear voices, they're talking about you" "Can you hear them, do you know what they mean?" "Try to remember, yeah what have you been through" "What do you know and what have you seen?" "I can read the thoughts they're conveying" "So intense, can you feel them too?" "I can't believe, yeah It's true what they're saying" "You're far too strong, it couldn't happen to you" "ME:" "But what if there's truth in the words that they speak." "Me:" "What do they signify?" "PRIDE:" "You worry too much" "ME:" "And what are the questions to answers I seek?" "What will they clarify?" "PRIDE:" "You're losing your touch" "ME:" "Help me out, this means nothing to me..." "WIFE:" "Nurse!" "WIFE:" "Is he dying?" "NURSE:" "Please, wait outside, miss." "ME:" "Am I dying?" "NURSE:" "Please wait outside" "REASON:" "Who are these voices, where do they come from?" "Should we try to understand?" "Mere illusions, hallucinations?" "They might be vital to our plan" "LOVE:" "They sound familiar, they must be here to help you" "All this confusion's tearing you apart" "You must be patient, time is the healer" "Open up and let them in your heart" "FEAR:" "Their guilty sighs" "I think you understand it all" "You were afraid to live, now you're afraid to die..." "You fool yourself" "You rose so high, you were bound to fall" "Longing for the truth, you lived a lie..." "DOCTOR:" "You know, tremors like these are common in trauma patients." "NURSE:" "He'll make it?" "DOCTOR:" "It's too soon to tell." "REASON:" "I am convinced now, they are essential" "They must be our way out of here" "LOVE:" "Listen and learn, let your heart lead you" "And you will find the solution's near" "FEAR:" "Their guilty sighs" "I think you understand it all" "Longing for the truth, you lived a lie..." "It is very important that he wants to live" "If he gives up now, there is nothing we can do." "DOCTOR:" "Is he a fighter?" "WIFE:" "Yes... yes he is." "That's good.That's very good." "PRIDE:" "If they are right, we'll fight for survival" "Look to the future but learn from the past" "Confront the danger, face up to your rival" "Take a deep breath, we have to move fast" "ME:" "I think there is truth in the words that they speak." "ME:" "What do they signify?" "PRIDE:" "You worry way too much" "ME:" "I will find the answers to questions I seek." "What will they clarify?" "PRIDE:" "Yeah, you're losing your touch" "ME:" "Help me out, this means nothing to me!" "PRIDE:" "Yeah, you're losing your touch" "Yeah, you worry way too much" "PAIN REPRISE" "AGONY:" "I am pain, I am the wound that never heals" "It's all in vain, no compromise, no deals..." "ME:" "I can't believe this is the end" "AGONY:" "It's written in stone" "ME:" "Where are my friends?" "AGONY:" "You have always been alone!" "RAGE:" "Pain!" "DAY 6" " CHILDHOOD" "AGONY:" "You're alone in your bedroom" "Hiding from the world, staring at the ceiling" "ME:" "Mother said he'll be home soon, but he never was" "And I knew how she was feeling." "FEAR:" "You always let him down, you'd never be like him" "He'd always break you, never let you win" "No matter what you said, he'd always disagree" "You swore that one day you would be... better than him..." "One day you'd win" "AGONY:" "You're hiding out in your cellar" "Aching and ashamed, covering up the bruises" "ME:" "And then he would tell her... how I tripped and hurt my head" "How I'd always be a loser" "FEAR:" "You always let him down" "FEAR:" "You'd never be like him." "ME:" "I'd never be like him." "FEAR:" "He'd always break you, never let you win" "No matter what you said, he'd always disagree" "You swore that one day you would be... better than him..." "FEAR :" "One day you'd win ME:" "One day I'd win" "AGONY:" "You're all alone in your bedroom" "How could you learn to care, when nobody cares for you" "ME:" "Mother said he'll be home soon MOM:" "He'll be home soon" "But he never came, as for me... he didn't have to..." "DAY 7" " HOPE" "BEST FRIEND:" "Let me take you back to the time when we were chasing all the girls" "Two maniacs, indulging in the pleasures of this world" "So much to see, so much to live for" "Questions to answer, places to go" "So much to be, so much to care for" "Deep down inside I think you know... you are free..." "Come back to me" "Look ahead and see, there are still so many borders we could cross" "Just you and me, making up for all the time that we have lost" "BEST FRIEND :" "So much to see ME:" "He may be right" "BEST FRIEND :" "So much to care for ME:" "I've got to fight" "BEST FRIEND:" "Questions to answer ME:" "I will pull through" "BEST FRIEND :" "Places to go ME:" "Take me with you" "BEST FRIEND :" "So much to be ME:" "I will not break" "BEST FRIEND :" "So much to care for ME:" "I must awake" "BEST FRIEND:" "Deep down inside I think you know ME:" "I think I know" "BEST FRIEND:" "You are free ME:" "I am free" "BEST FRIEND:" "Come back to me..." "BEST FRIEND :" "Aaaah, aaaah, come back to me" "ME:" "There's no way out, my whole world is black!" "BEST FRIEND:" "Aaaah, aaaah come back to me" "ME:" "I try to shout, something's holding me back!" "RAGE:" "Don't try to shout, I am holding you back!" "DAY 8" " SCHOOL" "FEAR:" "It's time to leave your sheltered cage, face your deepest fears" "The world is against you, you're fighting back the tears" "ME:" "All the kids were watching me, I felt very small" "I could hear the laughter as I stumbled down the hall" "RAGE:" "Seeking to find, deep in the trauma as it leaves you behind. (CHOIR:" "Human)" "(human) bleeding it gone into the profit of the competition" "(human) loving today, all of the feelings are they going away" "(human) ending it now, I'd rather hear about the where and the how" "AGONY:" "The bigger boys they beat you up, out here you cannot hide" "No friends to help you, no father at your side" "ME:" "I swore that I'd get back at them, but I was just a kid" "One day I'd show them, I wouldn't rest until I did" "RAGE:" "Seeking to find, deep in the trauma as it leaves you behind. (CHOIR:" "Human)" "(human) bleeding it gone into the profit of the competition" "(human) loving today, all of the feelings are they going away" "(human) ending it now, I'd rather hear about the where and the how" "PRIDE:" "You gotta prove you're not like the rest" "REASON:" "There's no need if you know you're the best" "PRIDE:" "That's not enough, let the other kids know" "REASON:" "What's the use, go with the flow" "PRIDE:" "Be a man, give in to hate" "REASON:" "You better learn to communicate" "PRIDE:" "Better to learn to protect yourself" "REASON:" "That's not the way to get out of this hell" "PRIDE:" "See that kid, wipe the smile off his face" "REASON:" "He's just like you, feeling out of place" "PRIDE:" "Well I don't care, let's show him who's boss" "REASON:" "That's not the way to get your message across" "PRIDE:" "Be a man, give in to hate" "REASON:" "You better learn to communicate" "PRIDE:" "Better to learn to protect yourself" "REASON:" "That's not the way to get out of this hell" "PASSION:" "Don't rack your brain, let it all go" "Savor the moment and feel your blood flow" "ME:" "Then I got back at them, still acting like a kid" "Then I showed them, but when I had, I could not quit..." "RAGE:" "Seeking to find, deep in the trauma as it leaves you behind. (CHOIR:" "Human)" "(human) Bleeding it gone into the profit of the competition" "(human) Loving today, all of the feelings are they going away" "(human) Ending it now, I'd rather hear about the where and the how" "ME:" "What have I done?" "CHILDHOOD 2" "ME:" "I always let him down; 'I'd never be like him'" "He'd always break me, never let me win" "No matter what I said, he'd always disagree" "I swore that one day I would be" "Better than him..." "One day I'd win" "One day I'd win" "LOVE:" "You're all alone in your mind now" "Hiding from the world, scared of what you're feeling" "No one said you'd be home soon" "And you never will, if you don't believe you're healing" "DAY 9" " PLAYGROUND" "DAY 10" " MEMORIES" "DOCTOR:" "It's been 10 days, It shouldn't last this long" "I'm really mystified, nothing's physically wrong..." "NURSE:" "But maybe in his head he's struggling to survive" "It would help if you talk to him, bring him back to life..." "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "Do you remember that time" "We were showing off our brand new flashy bikes" "WIFE  LOVE:" "You looked so fine" "Until you both fell over and then started to cry!" "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "Do you recall that day" "Fearlessly we climbed the highest tower" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Then you became afraid" "Too scared to climb down you stayed up there for hours!" "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "Do you remember that time?" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Do you recall that day?" "WIFE  LOVE :" "Do you remember that time" "Alone at last, naked by the fire" "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "Then all your friends came by" "They rushed in the room and you had no time to hide!" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Do you recall that day" "You proposed to me, and fell down to your knees" "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "You didn't know what to say" "So she knelt down too for she thought you'd lost your keys!" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Do you remember that time?" "BEST FRIEND  PRIDE:" "Do you recall that day?" "PASSION:" "Can you see her light, shining through the black" "She's reaching out to you, what's holding you back?" "REASON:" "Can you feel her warmth glowing on your skin" "Don't repress the memories, let them all in..." "ME:" "What's the use?" "What's done is done." "PAIN REPRISE 2" "(whisper) We lead, we hide..." "Motion personified alpha..." "We lead, we hide" "What a nightmare" "The rage inside" "What a nightmare" "The rage inside" "You have always been alone" "The pain... the pain... salvation!" "I can't accept this we will find a way" "Out of this cesspool of doom and dismay" "Beyond this rejection there's beauty and grace" "A glorious future we long to embrace" "The pain!" "The pain!" "Salvation!" "DAY 11" " LOVE" "ME:" "Friday night, I had a few" "There she was, out of the blue" "Thunderstruck, nailed to the floor" "I couldn't move, I couldn't talk... anymore" "LOVE:" "Of all these guys it's you she desires" "Secretly her heart is on fire" "Waiting for you to ask her to dance" "Go ahead, make your move..." "Now's your chance" "PASSION:" "Do it right, do it right, we ain't got all night" "Do it now, do it now, I think you know how" "PRIDE:" "Let it out, let it out, now don't mess about" "Let her in, let her in, let the party begin!" "ME:" "There I was, nervous and shy" "Struck with awe as I caught her eye" "I mustered up courage and walked her way" "Figuring out what to do..." "What to say" "LOVE WIFE:" "Her heart sings as she sees you come near" "The music fades, the crowd disappears" "She weeps in silence as you pass her by" "And she's wondering why..." "Oh why" "PASSION :" "Do it right, do it right, we ain't got all night" "Do it now, do it now, I think you know how" "PRIDE:" "Let it out, let it out, now don't mess about" "Let her in, let her in, let the party begin!" "AGONY  RAGE:" "Remember your father, well you're just like him" "Nothing but violence and fury within" "Remember your mother, so lonely and sad" "This will be her fate if you treat her as bad" "FEAR:" "You're afraid she might turn you down" "All your hopes, dashed to the ground" "Nobody loved you, nobody will" "Why should you even try... but still..." "ME:" "Friday night, I had a few WIFE:" "There was no need to talk." "ME:" "There she was, out of the blue WIFE:" "We just started to walk." "ME:" "Hand in hand, we took the floor WIFE:" "And we danced, and we danced" "ME:" "I could move, I could talk... even more..." "PASSION :" "Do it right, do it right, we ain't got all night" "Do it now, do it now, I think you know how" "PRIDE:" "Let it out, let it out, now don't mess about" "Let her in, let her in, let the party begin!" "AGONY  RAGE:" "Remember your father, well you're just like him" "Nothing but violence and fury within" "Remember your mother, so lonely and sad" "This will be her fate if you treat her as bad" "PASSION :" "Do it right, do it right, we ain't got all night" "Do it now, do it now, I think you know how" "PRIDE:" "Let it out, let it out, now don't mess about" "Let her in, let her in, let the party begin!" "ACT 2" "DAY 12" " TRAUMA" "REASON:" "Think hard, you're lying here in a hospital bed" "Disregard the emotions inside your head" "Concentrate on the real world beyond your mind" "It's not too late to leave your burdens behind" "FEAR  AGONY:" "We won't let you go" "Take you down below" "Dark crypts of your soul" "Locked inside your head..." "You're better off dead!" "AGONY  FEAR:" "Locked away, she lives in isolation" "It's been that way since he has gone" "She's been through a life of deprivation" "She depends on you, her only son" "PASSION  RAGE:" "She won't let you go" "Keep you down below" "Dark crypts of your soul" "Locked inside your head, you're better off dead!" "AGONY  FEAR:" "Where are you, can't you hear her calling?" "Nothing you can do, you have no time" "There's no one there to catch her now she's falling" "Why should you care, you're doing fine" "PASSION  RAGE:" "She won't let you go" "Keep you down below" "Dark crypts of your soul" "PASSION:" "Locked inside your head" "RAGE:" "Locked inside your head" "PASSION  RAGE:" "You're better off dead!" "REASON:" "Now she's at rest, she finally found her peace" "There's no need to blame yourself" "You must let go or the pain won't ever cease" "It's time to crawl out of your shell" "ME:" "Mom?" "Mom!" "REASON:" "Your mother died, the day your father left" "A part of you, it died as well" "ME:" "Nurse!" "Nurse!" "REASON:" "Feelings of guilt will haunt you 'til the end" "You must fight hard to break this spell" "But it hurts..." "FEAR:" "You hear her voice, from beyond her grave" "MOM:" "Where were you, son, when I needed you?" "Is this your thanks for all the warmth I gave?" "Did you forget what I've been through?" "FEAR:" "You hear his voice, cold and merciless" "FATHER:" "You worthless fool, you let her die!" "FEAR:" "And deep within yourself you must confess" "Your ways cannot be justified" "PRIDE:" "By now you realize you have to be relentless to survive" "Repress your memories, bury your emotions and thrive!" "It's your life!" "REASON:" "Now she's at rest, she found her peace" "FEAR:" "You hear her voice from her grave" "REASON:" "You must let go or the pain won't cease" "MOM:" "Is this your thanks for all I gave" "REASON :" "A part of you died as well" "FATHER:" "You worthless fool, you let her die!" "REASON :" "It's time to crawl out of your shell" "FEAR  RAGE:" "Your ways cannot be justified" "PRIDE:" "By now you realize you have to be relentless to survive" "Repress your memories, bury your emotions and thrive!" "It's your life!" "DAY 13" " SIGN" "LOVE:" "Fate has come to warn that you've far too long forsaken her heart" "Move to the truth, breathe the sunlight burning in her open arms" "Break the chains that bind you to a past that feeds these bitter days" "Seize your only chance, follow the stars that beckon you through blackened skies" "WIFE:" "Can you feel me touch your aching heart" "I can sense how much you're missing me" "Give me a sign, show me you're there" "I am sure you'll find a way back to me" "ME:" "I can't believe I turned so vile." "How could I've ignored her smile?" "She was always there to ease my pain..." "I'm so ashamed..." "I wonder why she stayed with me." "How she endured my vanity" "I wish I could go back and mend my ways..." "Is it too late?" "WIFE:" "Can you see, I swear it's true, a teardrop trickling down his cheek?" "BEST FRIEND:" "Yes indeed, I see it too" "Could it be he's hurting inside?" "WIFE:" "Don't you think we should be glad he feels anything at all?" "BEST FRIEND:" "It could well be he cries because of us" "WIFE:" "Does it matter why he cries?" "BEST FRIEND:" "What's going on in his mind?" "WIFE:" "Has he given us a sign?" "WIFE:" "Can you see, I swear it's true, him clenching his right hand into a fist?" "BEST FRIEND:" "Yes indeed, I see it too" "Could it be he's raging inside?" "WIFE:" "Don't you think we should be glad he has any thoughts at all?" "BEST FRIEND:" "It could well be he's angry coz of us" "WIFE:" "Does it matter if he is?" "BEST FRIEND:" "What's going on in his mind?" "WIFE  BEST FRIEND:" "Has he given us a sign?" "DAY 14" " PRIDE" "ME:" "I've always been creative, I don't understand" "Aspired to be an artist, I'm not a business man!" "PRIDE:" "You need to show your old man you're in control" "To be successful you'd sell your own soul!" "Yeah, you'd sell your own soul" "ME:" "I've always been respectable, I don't understand" "I tried to be compassionate, I'm not a ruthless man!" "PRIDE:" "You need to show them you're superior, you lead the field" "No one opposes you, well all men must yield!" "Ha!" "All men must yield!" "ME:" "I've always been affectionate, I don't understand" "I really love her, I'm not a heartless man!" "PRIDE:" "You have no time for commitments, they get in the way" "Get down to business, there's no time to play!" "REASON:" "You can still change, and right what is wrong" "PRIDE:" "But can you swallow me, am I too strong?" "REASON:" "You have to get back now, it's not too late" "PRIDE:" "It's not like you to resign to your fate" "REASON:" "Your loved ones are waiting, break out of your cage" "PRIDE :" "You have the power, give in to your rage" "REASON :" "Listen to Pride now for once he is right" "PRIDE :" "Listen to Reason, let us be your guide" "VIGIL REPRISE" "DOCTOR:" "Did he open up his eyes?" "Did he try to touch my hand, or is my mind playing tricks on me..." "Do you think he hears them cry?" "Does he understand they are here by his side?" "NURSE:" "I can see they're concerned" "And they really care, but could they be responsible?" "Now the tide has turned, they should try to clear the air" "Let their conscience be their guide..." "DAY 15" " BETRAYAL" "FEAR:" "This is what you dreamt about, director of the firm" "Will it be you, or your best friend?" "He's always been the better man and fits all their terms" "What will you do to gain your end..." "AGONY:" "You remember he once told you, he tampered with the books" "When he lost out on the deal" "You're digging up the evidence... no one looks" "You leave it there for all to see" "REASON:" "This memory burns inside" "You can't forget, you cannot fight or erase it" "PASSION:" "Let it go, try to unwind" "REASON:" "You have to tell and set it right" "You cannot run, you cannot hide so face it!" "PASSION:" "Wake up, free your mind!" "FEAR:" "You'll never talk, he'll never know what you have done" "But can you live with this betrayal?" "AGONY:" "They found him out and let him go, I guess you've won" "But one day the truth might be unveiled..." "REASON:" "This memory burns inside" "You can't forget, you cannot fight or erase it" "PASSION:" "Let it go, try to unwind" "REASON:" "You have to tell and set it right" "You cannot run, you cannot hide so face it!" "PASSION:" "Wake up, free your mind!" "REASON:" "This memory burns inside" "You can't forget, you cannot fight or erase it" "PASSION:" "Let it go, try to unwind" "REASON:" "You have to tell and set it right" "You cannot run, you cannot hide so face it!" "PASSION:" "Wake up, free your mind!" "ME:" "I have to talk and let him know what I have done" "I cannot live with this betrayal" "He's always been the better man, I never won" "Now the truth must be unveiled" "SCHOOL REPRISE" "RAGE  AGONY  FEAR  PASSION:" "Seeking to find deep in the trauma as it leaves you behind" "Bleeding it gone into the profit of the competition" "Loving today, all of the feelings are they going away" "Ending it now, I'd rather hear about the where and the how" "PRIDE:" "You gotta prove you're not like the rest" "REASON:" "There's no need if you know you're the best" "PRIDE:" "That's not enough, let the other kids know" "REASON:" "What's the use, go with the flow" "PRIDE  RAGE:" "Be a man, give in to hate" "REASON  FEAR:" "You better learn to communicate" "PRIDE  RAGE:" "Better to learn to protect yourself" "REASON:" "That's not the way to get out of this hell" "PASSION:" "Don't rack your brains, let it all go" "Savor the moment and feel your blood flow" "ME:" "Then I got back at him, still acting like a kid" "Then I showed him but when I had, I could not quit" "DAY 16" " LOSER" "FATHER:" "Look at you, lying there, defenseless and alone" "See I'm no fool," "I always knew you wouldn't make it on your own" "Cos you're just like your mother, well...where is she now?" "You'll end up like her soon, six feet underground, loser!" "I came here to watch you bleed, oh howl love to gloat" "If you had any balls at all, you'd grab me by the throat" "You don't even look like me, ha ha ha!" "Not even close!" "You're an aberration, some freak I suppose, loser!" "Wow, my god...what have we got here?" "Well, that's not coming out..." "I've had my fun, I'm going back to the place I don't call home" "Well there's no one there who waits for me, but aah... you won't hear me moan" "My ex-wives all sue me, with half my kids in jail" "I'll still come out laughing, coz me?" "I never fail, loser!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Killing it from afar, go tell it in a bar, you're killing it from afar my father!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Killing it from afar, go tell it in a bar, you're killing it from afar my father!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Never!" "Killing it from afar, go tell it in a bar, you're killing it from afar my father!" "DAY 17" " ACCIDENT?" "REASON:" "You're driving home, it's one pm" "You cannot function, you're a broken man" "Your past is catching up with you" "Only her tenderness can help you through" "REASON:" "You see her smile at another man" "WIFE:" "Did you see me smile at another man?" "It was only us, please understand..." "REASON:" "You see him hold her in his arms" "WIFE:" "Did you see him hold me in his arms?" "We needed warmth, we meant no harm..." "AGONY:" "Love left you" "Without me you're all alone" "REASON:" "Tears of sorrow fill your eyes" "Your cold and wretched life flashes by" "Is that your father standing there?" "You turn the wheel, you no longer care..." "REASON:" "You saw her smile at another man" "WIFE:" "Did you see me smile at another man?" "It was only us, please understand..." "REASON:" "You saw him hold her in his arms" "WIFE:" "Did you see him hold me in his arms?" "We needed warmth, we meant no harm..." "AGONY:" "Love left you" "Without me you're all alone" "Love wrecked you!" "PASSION:" "You saw her smile at another man." "Now you finally understand" "He held her in his arms." "There's nothing left, it's gone too far..." "AGONY:" "Your memory begins to clear" "Now you see what brought you here" "You try to open up your eyes" "The doubts leave you paralyzed" "WIFE:" "I smiled at another man... please understand..." "He held me in his arms... we meant no harm..." "AGONY :" "Love left you" "Without me you're all alone!" "Love wrecked you" "I am the oldest friend you know!" "PAIN REPRISE 3" "RAGE  FEAR  AGONY:" "We are pain, we are the wounds that never heal" "It's all in vain, no compromise, no deals" "RAGE  FEAR:" "Better believe, this is the end" "AGONY:" "It's written in stone" "RAGE  FEAR:" "Where are your friends?" "AGONY  RAGE:" "You have always been alone!" "DAY 18" " REALIZATION" "REASON:" "Now you know the truth, what will you do?" "ME:" "I still can't believe it's true..." "PASSION:" "You better believe it, and make them pay!" "ME:" "There's got to be another way..." "PRIDE:" "You cannot take this lying down!" "ME:" "I gotta stand up, can you show me how?" "LOVE:" "You must forgive them and open your heart" "ME:" "It's all my fault, it tears me apart!" "AGONY:" "It would have been better if you would have just died!" "ME:" "No, I've got to win this fight!" "FEAR:" "But can you face them after all you did?" "ME:" "I gotta reveal the feelings I hid" "BEST FRIEND:" "See him fight, he's all on his own..." "ME:" "I need your help, can't do it alone!" "WIFE:" "Listen to me, can you hear me shout?" "ME:" "Let me out!" ""TRAUMA REPRISE"" "DOCTOR:" "Think hard, you're lying here in a hospital bed" "Disregard the emotions inside your head" "Concentrate on the real world beyond your mind" "It's not too late to leave your burdens behind" "LOVE :" "Close your eyes, listen to your heart beat" "Surrender to its soothing pulse" "Silence the cries, gentle and carefree" "Good or bad, true or false... you're not alone" "DOCTOR:" "Now he's at rest, he finally found his peace" "There's no need to blame yourself" "NURSE:" "You must come clean or the pain will never cease" "Help him crawl out of this hell" "BEST FRIEND:" "His mother died, the day his father left" "A part of him died as well" "WIFE:" "Feelings of guilt will haunt us 'til the end" "DOCTOR:" "You must try hard to break this spell" "I know it hurts..." "DAY 19" " DISCLOSURE" "BEST FRIEND:" "My good friend, I hope you hear my voice" "I must alleviate this ache" "I thought about this and found I have no choice" "I have to tell you this for conscience' sake" "I felt alone, forsaken and afraid" "Out of work and out of love" "I needed someone to ease some of the pain" "She was there for me when times were rough" "WIFE:" "My sweet love, my heart belongs to you" "But I was lonely and the need for passion grew" "You were never here, and even when you were" "Most of my words would go unheard" "BEST FRIEND:" "I'd be there to comfort her" "WIFE:" "We'd share our distress" "BEST FRIEND:" "But we were never in love WIFE:" "Can you forgive us?" "BEST FRIEND:" "My good friend, well maybe I am wrong" "I think you saw us on that day" "I want you to know, she loved you all along" "I hope that this might help you in some way" "WIFE:" "My sweet love, my heart belongs to you" "But I was lonely and the need for passion grew" "You were never here, and even when you were" "Most of my words would go unheard" "BEST FRIEND:" "I'd be there to comfort her" "WIFE:" "We'd share our distress" "BEST FRIEND:" "But we were never in love WIFE:" "Can you forgive us?" "LOVE:" "Don't be afraid, her heart belongs to you" "PASSION:" "Don't be afraid, don't keep her waiting!" "LOVE:" "It's time to rise, and tell them what you feel" "PASSION:" "You have to let them know" "LOVE:" "Here the dream ends, this is real" "ME:" "I'll be there to comfort her" "PASSION:" "I know you will be!" "ME:" "I'll come back to life LOVE:" "I know that you can!" "DAY 20" " CONFRONTATION" "BEST FRIEND:" "See his mouth, he tries to speak." "He cannot move, his voice is weak..." "ME:" "My dear friend can you hear me now?" "I'll try to tell you howl feel" "BEST FRIEND:" "I feel the pain inside of you." "Tell me please, what can I do?" "ME:" "Listen well to what I have to say." "I have to tell you... of my betrayal" "ME:" "I revealed the facts, it was clear they spelled the end of your career" "BEST FRIEND:" "Yes I always felt that it was you." "I repressed the thought although I knew the truth" "ME:" "The truth is out, I feel relieved." "You hate me now you've been deceived?" "BEST FRIEND:" "In a way we are even now." "Come back to us... somehow..." "WIFE  LOVE:" "Cross that bridge to the other side." "Follow your heart, you can't go wrong" "Come with me, I will be your guide." "And lead you back where you belong" "AGONY:" "Welcome to reality, be ready for the pain" "Welcome to reality, will it be in vain" "Welcome to reality, nothing much has changed since you were gone" "PASSION:" "Rise up and show the world you can be a better man" "Rise up and show the world you care, yes you can" "Rise up and show the world you're taking your chance" "Rise up and show the world!" "AGONY:" "Welcome back!" "REASON:" "Welcome to reality, wake up and rejoice" "Welcome to reality, you've made the right choice" "Welcome to reality and let them hear your voice, shout it out!" "PRIDE:" "Rise up and show the world your battle is won" "Rise up and show the world the old you is gone" "Rise up and show the world your new life has begun" "Rise up and show the world!" "AGONY  PRIDE  REASON:" "Welcome back!" "Welcome back!" "FEAR:" "Here inside the question burns... are you sure of your return?" "ME:" "Yes I am, I deserve the chance." "Now I understand it all" "FEAR:" "It all seems so unreal to you." "Can you decide what to do?" "ME:" "Yes I can, oh I will survive." "Look at me..." "I'm alive!" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Cross that bridge to the other side." "Follow your heart, you can't go wrong" "BEST FRIEND:" "There is so much to see, and so much to live for" "WIFE  LOVE:" "Come with me, I will be your guide and lead you back where you belong" "WIFE:" "Come to me, my love" "REASON:" "You feel her warmth, glowing on your skin" "LOVE:" "You're never alone, I knew we could make it" "FEAR  RAGE:" "Aaaaaaaarrrrgh!" "PASSION:" "Can't you feel that fire, can't you feel it burn?" "AGONY:" "Be ready for the pain, ready for the pain" "PRIDE:" "Well rise up, your battle has been won, your new life has begun" "ME:" "Yeah I'm alive, I won't give up.Yeah!" ""The Human Equation Program aborted... have a nice day"" "Dream Sequencer system offline" "ARJEN:" "Ah yes..." "The Human Equation." "I remember."