"sheldon." "Don't scare the erection." "It's up,violet." "Full mast." "I..." "I thoughtyou just wanted to be friends." "I did,but a week of friendship... it looks like I'm overmy issue,so... is--is this okay?" "Oh,god." "This is embarrassing." "I-I-I shouldn't have come." "hold it!" "What's your problem?" "You look like someone died." "Dying." "Big daddy." "Big daddy?" "Well,that is a screen name." "When you get backon the horse,you really get backon the horse,huh?" "Cooper-- -what's killing him,the--the sexor the cold-fish attitude?" "Big daddy's my father." "So,uh... kevin's backat my place." "That's good." "That's good." "I don't know." "It's just weird." "It's all negotiationand awkwardness,but it's fine,it's fine." "Uh,sam haa girlfriend." "Maya hung out last nightwith her at sam'S." "Oh,that's not good." "No,no,no,it's good." "No,no,no." "No,it's good." "Why do you twolook like that?" "We're good." "We're good." "what?" "Your girlfriend is nice." "Oh,thanks." "You have a girlfriend?" "Well,that's--good." "it's good." "It's really good." "Good morning." "Who calls their fath"big daddy"?" "I mean,that's like--it's like"cat on a hot tin roof." ""It's like... charlotte king does." "She actually calls her fherbig daddy?" "yes." "And,you know,he's dying,and," "I made a jerkf myselfin front of charlottebecause I was laughing." "Nice move." "Should I do something?" "yeah,walk away,cooper." "Big daddy is notyour problem." "you have another kid thatwe don't know about?" "Funny.This is julian." "It's the C.F.Family,sam." "Champ,come here." "It is just wrong--a single father,two kids,and all of them havecystic fibrosis." "And,uh,julian's fatherdoesn't sound so good." "hey,you two." "Is it photography day?" "Yeah,I got graciea camera for her birthday." "She's,uh,been taking picturesof everything." "I'm making a scrapbook." "It's really great." "When I don't feel good,it gives me something to do." "Well,let's see if we canmake you feel better.Do you want to be first?" "I'll keep your dad entertainedwith some percussion therapy." "Where you beat me healthy?" "Or we can let addison dothe bronchoscopy lavage." "All right,we'll getyour labs done,get you out of hereas soon as we can." "You gonna be okayon your own,kiddo?" "Dad,I'm 9." "all right,any dizzinessor slurred speech?" "No." "Yes." "Seth.Will you please tell my sonthat I'm fine?" "You still have weaknesson your right sideand a persistentvisual field defect." "I'm concerned." "Yeah,tell hershe needs to move." "I'm not moving to florida." "I can take care of you there." "I can take careof myself here,right?" "Well,you're still at riskfor another stroke." "You should be with someone." "Are you ganging up on me?" "Since dad died,you barelywant to talk on the phone." "That's not true." "It's not true." "It is." "He thinks I'm depressed." "I'm not." "I have friends.I'm not alone." "They're not family.You should be with family." "This is a big decision." "Deciding to move,uproot your life--it's huge." "But losing a spouseis huge,too." "Do me a favor,cynthspeak with our therapist?" "It would make me fla lot more comfortable." "I thought I was okay with it,but I'm not sureif I am okay with it." "I'm sleeping with two men." "Do I get a lecture now?" "Yes." "Yes,you do." "This is good." "This is progress." "Really?" "That's my lecture?" "It's fun,it's exciting,it'S... congratulations,man." "So you're okay with it?" "Because the weird thing is,I'm okay with it,e-except for the part of methat thinks I shouldn't be, but--but I-I think I am." "Sex is good." "Relationships are bad." "Relationshipsare what cause peopleto be cold and lyingand deceitful." "I mean,you know.You're a therapist." "O-okay,professionally,I would dispute thatand suggest that you needto see your own therapist." "But personally?" "Yes." "As a red-blooded american,sex is your birthright." "Go forth,enjoy--guilt-free." "I will." "I will exercise my right." "sorry to interrupt." "The C.F.Results are back." "How bad?" "If this--if this is,uh,if this is serious,if I'm gonna die,please just tell me now." "Daron,your testscame back fine." "It's,um,it's gracie." "She tested positivefor burkholderia cepacia." "It's a bacteriathat gets in-- -yeah,I-I-I knowwhat it is." "I'm sorry." "No." "It's gotta besome kind of a mistake." "Mean,she looks fine.Look at her." "Y-you're not gonna tell methat her lung function'sgonna start going downhill." "From her test results,it appears that it already has." "You know how contagiousthis bacteria can befor C.F.Patients." "It's a miracle that youand julian haven't caught it." "What we need to do nowis get gracie to the hospital,get her into isolationwhile we figure out what to do." "Okay.All right." "I'll--I'll,um,I'll take her there now." "No,daron,you can't take her." "You can't touch her,you can't be with heror you'll die. private.practice Season 02 Episode 12" "I'm not being stubborn." "I don't want to move." "Moving to a new cityat any age is stressful." "But just for a minute,let's look at the other side." "Could this movebe good for you?" "I can't move." "And I can't taiko himabout why I can't move." "And... he's not going to take nofor an answer." "and now... now he has samon his side." "Well,you can talk to me." "No." "If sethfinds out the truth,he's going to hate me." "Cynthia,anything you tell mestays with me." "Let me help you." "Talk to me." "You can't even... you can't even tell sam." "If I can't come near you,how are yougonna take care of me?" "Well,we'll fiomre sethingout,honey.Okay?" "I promise." "But for right now,you're gonna have to goto the hospitalwith dr.Freedman,okay?" "She needs me." "You can't put yourselfat risk,or julian." "If either of you gets exposed,this will kill you." "So I just leave her alone?" "Isn't there a family memberyou could call,someone who could help you,who could be with gracie" "I got a sister in nashville,but she doesn't reallyknow gracie." "Look,gracie needs me." "Okay?" "I need her." "she's alreadylost her mother,you know?" "I'm--I'm--I'm all she has." "Look,I-I-I could weara mask,right?" "We,you know,we could take precautions." "Daron,if you live together,you will get this,and there is no waywe can treat it." "Well,I need to be therefor both of them." "You know,they both need me." "how am I supposed to choose?" "I'll be back." "Okay,take care." "Hey,how's,uh,how's gracie oh,uh,you know,not good." "She's trying to be brave,but she doesn't likethe hospital..." "And I don't think thatshe really understandsthat not seeing her dador her brother,not living with them,that's permanent." "What were you talkingto charlotte about?" "Oh,she asked me to doher neonatal roundswhile she goes to alabamato see her dad." "What,like you owe her a favorafter what she did to us?" "Cooper,her father is dying." "I'm sorry about your dad." "If there's anything you need..." "I'm fine." "I see deathevery day on the job." "It's a part of life,and I'll deal with it." "I'm late for my flight." "Cynthia is fully capableof making decisionsabout her own care." "And you're not at all concernedthat a 70-year-old womanstill recoveringfrom a stroke is putting herself furtherat risk by living alone?" "Sam,you asked meto evalue her." "So she's not depressed,she is not clinging irrationallyto her independence." "She has legitimateeasonsfor what she's doing." "Which are?" "Privileged." "I think it's confusingto maya,meeting a woman that you'vejust started to date." "What?" "I think meeting a new girlfriendcould be... scary for her." "Do you have a problemwith sonya?" "No,no." "You date whomever you want." "Just,uh,think abouthow this affects maya." "That was almostthe highlight of my day." "Not in the mood." "Cute kid." "What,I can't feelfor a patient?" "Try me." "9 year oldwith cystic fibrosis patient." "Rare bacterial infectionin her lungs." "Father can't be with her anymorebecause he has C.F.,Too, same thingwith her 2-year-old brother,because ifither of them getinfected with the bacteria,they'll die." "So father has to choose-- let his girl die aloneor stay with her and leavea 2 year old with C.F.Behind." "Burkholderia cepacia?" "What?" "I--ie had cancer patientsmanifestthe same bacterial complicationsas those with B.Cepacia." "I've had successeradicating the infection." "Okay,no one in the worldhas found a curefor cepacia syndrome,but you're gonnapitch me one?" "I know cancer's a lot differentthan cystic fibrosis, and the bacteriais more drug resistant.I just... it's a tragic story." "Worth a shot." "Why would you help me?" "I'm a doctor." "So..." "I've spokento your mother,seth,and,um,she is not ready to move." "Mom-- -seth,please,you won'tlisten to me." "Listen to her.She understands your concerns." "She has agreed to come infor weekly checkups with sam and counseling with meand to put a medic alert systemin her house." "And if her condition worsens,then we can always revisit this." "I promised..." "I promised dad..." "I would take care of you." "Most of my friends,the idea of a parentmoving in is terrifying." "We want you." "Seth-- -it's not like I wantto put you in a home." "Please,seth.Stop pushing me." "Then help me understand." "You hate the city.You hate the traffic,you hate the crime" "I-- -talk to me." "easy,seth." "I think I need A... mom." "Get an ambulance,please." "Is she having another stroke?" "Is she having another stroke?" "It was a transientischemic attack--press--a warning sign for a stroke." "It happenedbecause I got upset." "That's all." "I am fine." "You're not a doctor." "Your doctors are sayingyou're not fine." "Hey,I cameas soon as I could." "I'm fine.Everyone is making a fuss." "You're not fE." "Hi,annette." "Hey,seth." "Thank you for coming." "Listen,can you just wait outside?" "We're discussing thingswith the doctors." "She can stay." "I-I wantsomeone on my side." "It's not about sides." "I'm sorry." "I'm--I-I can'T..." "I'm moving you out." "I--I'll get a lawyer if I have to." "Talk to him." "Talk to your son." "He'll understand." "Violet,what's--what's going on?" "She's right." "It's gotta bebetter than this." "I'm,uh,I'm not alone." "I have someone here... who... who loves meand who wantsto take care of me." "And..." "I was afraidto tell you because..." "I love you,too,and I..." "I'm afraidyou won't understand." "Understand what?" "I,uh..." "I have someone." "Your mother's in love." "She has someone herethat she doesn't want to leave,and she was afraidto tell you." "************" "I get that since dad'sbeen gone,it'been confusing,and--and--and you need to havesomebody here with you." "This is not who you are." "Seth,this isn't a reactionto your father dying." "I'm not talking to you." "Seth--this is just some... grief-stricken,crazy reaction." "No,no." "We've beentogether for years." "When you were with dad?" "I am so sorry." "You cheated on dadwith her?" "Seth... seth." "you wanna catcha movie after?" "Just... get away from it all?" "I can'T.C.F.Research to do." "Begins the day,ends the day." "Okay,I've got a little girlwho's about to die,kevin." "It's hard to think aboutgoing out and relaxing." "Well,you coulda called." "You--you coulda saiddon't come over." "You wanted me to cancel?" "You're giving me attitude." "I'm here." "There are other thingsI could be doing." "I get a lot of invitations--my friends,women-- so what,you wantto date other women?" "Maybe I do,but I don'T." "I'm not." "Because this is so much fun." "what hpened to us?" "I mean... there was a timewhen you'd eatnoodles off my naked body." "What... what happened to us?" "Look,I'm sorry.I thought..." "I... usually think thathonesty is for the best." "Well,I knew at 15." "But,uh,back then... that was not what you did." "You... found a guy,got married,had kids." "And I loved him." "I did." "And then I met annette." "You know,our kidswere the same age,and she was..." "I..." "I couldn't stop myself." "Well,you were honestwith yourself." "That'S... that's sometimesthe hardest piece." "He's got to understand,right?" "I mean... once he gets over the shock?" "He loves you." "He--he wanted to dowhat was best for you." "He'll come around." "Electrons that detachand move around are called... atoms?" "Free electrons." "Why are you beingso nice to me?" "Ten'she last timeyou gave me answerswithout torturing me first?" "I just know you... didn't havea chance to study last night." "Okay." "What do you wantto know about her?" "Sonya?" "I wasn'T... how was last night?" "It was fun." "It wasn'T...uncomfortable?" "Because,you know,you do nothave to hang out with your dadand his new girlfriendif you don't want to." "I like her mom,and dad really likes her." "You'd like her,too,if you got to know her." "Dot worry about me." "Dad's just having fun." "You should have fun,too." "You need to get a life." "Pete." "I can't stop thinkingabout you." "She loved sonya." "And why shouldn't she?" "She's smart,she is pretty,and she is fun." "I mean,she--she brings overmoes and popcorn,and I,I just--I do homework." "Nai,you're her mom." "You're supposed to do homework." "And sonya is being funbecause she's tryingto make a good impression." "That's what happenswhen things are new." "You go out of your wayto be nice." "Look at me and kevin,you know?" "Not so new,not so nice anymore." "That sounds like marriage." "you gonna end it?" "Hey,um,I've been throughall of wyatt's research." "It's pretty convincing." "Wyatt?" "He had an idea...to help." "Let's go find pete and coop." "So..." "I could get her back?" "It's a long shot,daron,but we'd like to try." "It's not gonna hurt?" "I mean,I don't wantanything to hurt her." "Her lungs are already full,so we have to clear them." "So it's the same procedure.We just take a sampleof the bacteria." "We know that it workedon cancer." "we are hoping--really hoping--it can help gracie." "you know,she loves horses." "Her whole room is horses." "You know,I thought if she hadthese here in her room,that she'd feel more,uh..." "I don't know.I'll,um,I'll go call her.I'll tell her maybe." "deliveryfor ms.Gracie rousakis." "He's worried about me." "I don't like itwhen he worries." "Well,you know,he's your dad." "It's his job to worry." "Tell him I'm fine." "Gracie--make him stop worryingabout me." "Since mom died,he's done everything." "And when he starts worrying,he starts coughing,anthen... you need to tell himI'm fine." "It's okay if you miss him." "I want my dad." "we got your page." "You've got togive her something." "Seth hasn't come back or called." "She can't stop crying." "We'll prescribesome lorazepam." "What you need to dois call sethand get him back." "Tell him... tell him she'll gowith him to florida." "I love youmore than anything,but you need your sonand you need your grandchildrenmore than you need me." "Please.Talk to him." "Tell him she'll go." "Just get him back here." "hey,I justwant you to knowthat your dad'soutside waiting." "He wanted to let you knowthat he's here." "What about dr.Cooper?" "He's gone for the day,but you don't have to worry." "I am gonna takegood care of you." "Once you're asleep,I'm gonna use thisto clean out your lungs." "You'll feel much better." "See?" "Who's that?" "Then we're gonna give dellsome of what we took outto give to dr.Montgomeryand dr.Lockhartto test the antibiotics on." "I know it's scary,but when you wake,it'll all be over." "I just..." "I hope it works." "Now we just need one of theseto stay clear, and then we'll know thatthe bacteria is sensitiveto that combinationof antibiotics." "By morning we should know,one way or the other." "Want to grab a bite?" "Actually,I am starved,but I am supposed to,um... meet someone." "The cop." "Yes,the cop." "So you really thinka hot date and fine diningis better than a guyyou can barely standand cafeteria mac and cheese?" "well..." "I do love the mac and cheese." "From a psychophysiolicalstandpoint,this is remarkable." "What is?" "You." "What you do to me.All day I couldn't stopthinking about you." "And--and ever sinceyou called,I..." "I remember this tastinga lot better." "I don't know." "It takes me back." "To residency,you know,when life was simple." "See,I have a hard timepicturing you as an intern,taking crapfrom your attending." "By year two,they all hated me." "Oh,it took them that long?" "sorry." "It's just,uh,yeah,they really hated me." "so'd my wife." "You're married?" "Was." "The divorce took two years,four lawyers,hundreds of thousandsof dollars." "We--we discussed assets,property,money,the dog." "But not once... in all that timedid anyone ever ask meabout love." "I'm still bitter... about the dog." "I get what bitter does." "You have all that love,and then... where does it go?" "You,too?" "Member of the club." "So I'm gonna ask this again,but this time,pretenyou think I'm human." "You want to maybehave dinner with me sometime?" "A date?" "I... don't thinkat's a good idea." "Is it 'cause it's meor because of the cop?" "Think about it." "nai?" "I am not here." "This is not jealousy." "This is concern for my daughter." "Nai,remember whenmaya told you--remember when maya told youto get a life?" "I have a life." "I have a--I have a great life." "I'm just--standing here on my patioin the darkspying on your ex,hisgirlfriend and your daughter." "I'm being replaced." "Sonya is my replacement." "That's maya's new mommy." "Oh,I am freaking--oh,god." "Ignore me.Ignore me." "I'm just freaking thank you." "Why aren't--why aren't youout with kevin?" "it's not likewe're married,naomi." "I don't have to be with himevery night." "I don't have to callor check in, and if I want to talkto another man,it's not like we havepromise rings or anything." "Who is it,this other man?" "Oh,no... wyatt asked me outon a date." "He'S... different than I thought." "Okay,well,um,can I just say that,uh,you're in a relationship,so,you know... knees together." "No,I am not a cheater." "Okay,I've done that." "I'm not gonna do that again.I don't know." "But I do wantto say yes to the date." "I just--I don't know.Should I?" "I shouldn'T.Should I?" "We are so screwed up." "this is a nice place." "Crazy humid." "Hi." "lung cancer." "Doctors gave him six monthstwo years ago." "He went into respiratory failurelast week." "How you holdin' up?" "Well,let's see... duke and landryare downing bourbon,om t vapors, and not a one of 'emwants any partof making a decisionabout big daddy." "The vapors?" "You have a medical degreefrom johns hopkins." "You've diagnosed your motherwith the vapors." "She's a drug addict,cooper." "But here in dixie,we're more polite about it." "what?" "Why are you here,cooper,in the middleof my southerngothic tragedy?" "I came for you." "landry was supposedto pull the plug this morning,couldn't do it." "Duke can't evencome in the room." "Sot's just you." "Just me." "He's not even there anymore." "It's just... the ethical,moral,medically correctthing to do." "Pull the plugand... it's done." "Are you okay?" "No,not really." "So I've been having sex,lots and lotsand lots of sex." "Yes,with pete." "And with sheldon,many times." "Many,many... many times." "and I'm in pain." "And I can't stop peeing." "You need addison." "You've got honeymoon cystitisfrom too much sex." "So I will prescribe youan antibioticand something for the pain." "Violet turner,I amyour friend,and I know you." "Sleeping with sheldon and pete is not you." "Oh,come on." "When cooper does it,he gets a slap on the backand an attaboy, but when I do it--when--when a woman takes controlof her sexuality,she's a whore." "You are just not that person." "Something is going on here." "Mean,I don't know,you'reavoiding something or in denial." "Something psychological." "I don't know.You're the therapist.You know." "And you know th this is not good." "Wouldn't it be betterjust to figure outwhich one you want to be with?" "How can I choose?" "I mean,pete is... pete's all heat." "I just see him,and I melt." "And sheldon is comfort." "Like mac and cheese." "What?" "Do you think this is okay,what she's doing?" "I think that it's hardto figure outwho the right person is." "Thank you." "Yeah,I mean,kevin's great,but,you know,I mean,is--is he the oneor is it someone else?" "I want to be okay withthis sonya thing.I do,I do." "But I-I don't think I care thatsam is dating,but do I care?" "Am I in denial?" "No,no,this is about maya,right?" "I'm not crazy.This isabout maya.I'm not crazy." "Does this really look likethe time for therapy?" "Thanks for coming in." "I-I just cameto pk up my laptop." "I left it yesterdaywhen I ran out." "Your mother needs you." "She is willing to moveall the way to floridaif that's what you want." "Think about it,seth." "Think aboutwhat's best for her." "The only thing I've been ableto think aboutis how stupid I wasnot to have fired this out." "Well,she wanted to tell you." "She was just afraid thatyou wouldn't accept her." "You know,it's notabout accepting her." "You think I can't acceptthat she's gay?" "I've known annettemy whole life." "Now it's like I'm--I'm replaying every moment,every christmaevery thanksgiving." "You know,I was inthe backyard playing footballand they were..." "fooling around." "You don't know that." "You think I wantto think about it?" "And my dad?" "She was everything to him." "She betrayed him." "She betrayed us." "You're a father." "You've gotta know how difficultit is to be a parent." "You love your kids,so you want to do everythingyou n to protect them." "So you try to figure outwhat's right to tell themand what's rightto keep from them." "And sometimes you don'tget it right,but... you know,you do your bestbecause you love them." "You thinkit would've been betterif your mother had leftyour father when you were a kid?" "She was just tryingto keep the family together,trying to give you the motherthat you wanted." "I don't know her." "I feel no connectionto that womanbecause I don't know herat all." "She is your mother,seth." "She would give up everythingfor you." "Don't you thinkshe has given up enough?" "I'm almost afraidto come in here." "We just need one dishwithout bacterial growth." "You make it soundso simple." "so that's what it looks likeinside of her lungs." "It was a long shot." "You had to try.We had to try." "Addison" "I don't thinkwe should have dinner." "Why?" "Why,because of meor because the miracledidn't work?" "I don't know." "Sam just left for st.Ambroseif you're looking for him." "Ohthank you." "I guess patient trumps lunch." "look,um,we didn't really get a chanceto talk the othenight,and,um," "I just wanted to-- -no,look,you don't have to." "It's mewho should say something." "I knowit must have been weird,seeing me hanging outwith your daughter." "I remember what it was likewhen my mom dated." "Oh,no.No,no,no,no." "It's--it's fine." "Well,you know,I justwant you to knowthat,um... wherever this isheading with sam,I want to be really carefulabout maya's feelings." "I got burned a few times,so..." "I get it." "Well,thank you." "That's,uh,very... thank you." "You're very ce." "Well,so are you." "big daddy always saidcancer was just his chickenscoming home to roost 'cause he didn't believein tears." "If he ever cried,he did it in private." "Cancer was justhis chickens... payback for beinga son of a bitch." "And he wasa son of a bitchto everybody... everybody but me." "He loved me being a doctor." "He loved that I didn't just... marry some boyand have a bunch of babies." "He would've killed mefor marrying a son of a bitchof my own." "'Cause he knew... what that would've been likefor me." "But if I'd have stayed... married some boyand had babies,I would've been here." "When he got sick,I would've been hereto take care of him." "So... these aren'this chickens." "These are my chickens,'cause now I'm the doctoring the family, and I knowwhat has to be done." "charlotte" "I can do this." "Shut up." "I can do this." "I can do this,damn it." "I can..." "I can do thi-- -okay." "that's that." "It's okay to cry." "No... it's not." "daron,I'm sorry." "Nothing?" "Well,we knew it wasa long shot,but I'm sorry." "I can't even go in thereto tell her." "I'll do it." "I can'T." "Gracie." "I want my dad." "Pete's gonna handle this.He'll take care of her." "I can't--I can't do it.I c-- here." "Here arethe keys to my house." "All julian's clothes... and his toysare in his room,okay?" "Just,um... just make sure that,um,he knows why I did this... don't d--and that they take careof him." "no,d-daron-- -y-you can't do this." "I will not let my daughtergo through that alone." "but,daron,if yougo in there" "I love my son,okay?" "but I love my daughter." "he's not coming." "I can tryto talk to him again." "Maybe he just needsmore time." "It's my fault.I triedto keep it separate--who I was,who I loved." "you are who you are,and you shouldn't have tohide that from anybody." "I love you." "I-I made itall the way out to the airport,but I couldn't get outof the car." "I just... sat therefor an hourin the rental car return lI'm still tryingto understand this." "I know you took care of us." "Dad was happy.I was happy." "I guess it's your turnto be happy." "You should... stay herewith annette." "I'll,um..." "I'll,um,I'll visit." "maybe sometime,we'll visit." "I'd like that." "daron gave up on his son." "Just... walked away from him." "Well,it wasan impossible choice to make." "It's hard to fault him." "The reality of gracie dyingwas right in front of him." "The idea of julian having tobury him or not be with him, it's just too abstract." "I just wanted to--oh,I'm sorry." "I--hey,pete." "Sheldon." "I didn't meanto interrupt a conference." "I just wanted to know if youwanted to come over later." "You're going overto his house?" "Pete..." "I'm sorry.Is there a-A..." "Okay,look,um,pete,sheldon,I am,um,I'm sleepingwith both of you." "Uh,I thought it was okay,but it's not." "I realize that,uh,y-you--you just can't do that." "I can't do that." "And,um... and I'm sorry." "Who are you?" "he's right." "I'm a mess." "we're all a mess." "Don't you know thatby now?" "all I know is,don't mind finding out... who you are." "oh,hey." "I was,uh,I wasjust coming to see you." "Yeah?" "Yeah,I,uh,I just wanted to say that..." "I feel I have a responsibilityto our daughter... for her to knowwho I am,good or bad,uh, even if that meanstelling her who I'm dating." "I never want herto not know who I am." "I'm gonna say this,and I know how it sounds." "Maya likes her betterthan me." "She's your daughter,nai." "You are her mother." "She doesn't likesonya beer." "Sonya's just new." "I don't knowwhat I'm doing here. private.practice Season 02 Episode 12"