"CENTER OF MY WORLD" "That's me." "A ordinary country boy." "Maybe a bit more gay than others," "But otherwise pretty normal." "I am particularly good at:" "just lying down, chill out, listen to music or fritter away in our library on rainy afternoons." "Or with Kat, my best friend, steal fruit and berris and make parfait from it." "And then eat it all." "And that is my family." "Glass, my mum, even when you can't call her that without impunity, and my sis, Dianne." "Dianne and I were like MacGyver and his pocket knife, such as asparagus and hollandaise or like the Olsen Twins." "She was my protector, my closest friend, my ally and I her second heart." "And that is the house were we live." "An inheritance from my great-great-aunt." "Carries the ringing name:" "Visible - (sichtbar)." "Hello?" "This already cries after a brain damage." "And them?" "These are other families in the area." "And their houses." "And their gardens." "And their lives, to which Glass doesn't want to adapt." "Tereza?" "Hi Phil!" "Actually Glass wanted to pick you up, but then she set it in her mind to cook for you." "And now she is..." "You know your mother." "Come!" "(Tereza) Come on, tell me." "How was your camp?" "Imagine you have a cat allergy and will be put in the cattery for a therapy,  this is how I feel about french." "Old Drama Queen!" " Drama-Queen, bien sûr (of course)." "And my two at home?" "Every time I called, Glass was so..." "No idea." "Phil?" "What happened here?" "Didn't you get that?" "Here was a severe storm!" "Out of nowhere." "I never have experienced something like that." "(Phil) Okay, crass." "(Phil) Thank you." "(Phil) Greetings to Pascal." "Bye." "Sorry that I wasn't there..." "It's okay." " Hungry?" "Actually, I wanted to cook chicken for you, but suddenly the time was too short..." "Mum!" "I didn't expect you learn to cook in three weeks." "don't get cheeky, young man." "(Glass) No!" "Two." "Is Dianne not here?" " Yes, yes." "So tell me about your "thing" there." "From your camp." "Mum?" "It was great." "Please again in the next year." "Ah." "So good?" "!" "." "(Phil) Hey!" "(Phil) There you are." " Hey Phil." "Let's talk later, ok?" "I have to go." "Welcome home." "What's wrong with her?" "Nothing." "(Glass) Come on, eat!" "(Phil) Mum?" "(Glass) Don't "mum" me, I warn you." "(Phil) Was the Third World War carried out in our garden?" "(Glass) The storm, it has devastated everything." "Hey, what happened to Diannes tree?" "Glass?" "Mum!" "Glass?" "Mum?" "(Glass muted) Not now, Phil." "Later, Darling, yes?" "When Glass came from overseas, she was only 17 I think and already in the ninth month." "And suddenly there were three of us." "Three children in the middle of nowhere - that didn't fit here." "A woman, with two children, no man - It didn't go in their heads." "But we three got along very well." "Even without a man in the house." "The other children often asked us who our father was." "And we asked Glass." "And she said something like:" "A sailor traveling." "Or:" "A cowboy, on a ranch." "And later, when the fairy tales no longer grasped:" "That's what I tell you when you're ready, right?" "Somehow we stopped asking, because it didn't work." "And today It's somehow normal to know nothing about our father." "The ominous number three on the list." "At least for Dianne it was no longer an issue." "For me it was a strange emptiness." "A blind spot." "(Phil) You?" "Do you ever think of him?" "Whom?" "You know, don't you ever miss him?" "Why should I miss him?" "I don't even know him." "Don't you sometimes wish,  don't you ever wonder how it would be if we knew him?" "Follow me." "Do you understand?" " Yes." "What?" " These are the names of their lovers." "And now look at the date and count for nine months." "(Dianne) This must be him." "It would fit exactly." "America." "Somehow, this word always exerted a calming attraction on me." "As if the empty place inmegotcolor." "(Cat) You're back and don't get in contact with me?" "You Lulu!" "Lulu has just returned from vacation." "But I can't wait to see you again too, Madame." "Hehe." "(Cat) "Hehe" me on my ass!" "("KISS me on my ass!" or "Fuck you!" in a playful manner)" "I'm dying of boredom." "I want to see you!" "Right now!" "(Cat) Phil, I'm so glad you're back." "The last three weeks were the absolute horror." "Wait, you will like this very much." "What are you saying?" "Good." "Yeah, okay, you're right." "My ass doesn't show at all," "And my tits look like two peas." "The only crass was the storm." "Just before we drove (into the holidays), there was a mega storm there." "It's said that a boy on his bicycle have almost been killed by a branch." "Crass." "And?" "Monsieur?" "What do you say?" "I would say..." "A little less Chichi would do it." "Otherwise the packaging is more spectacular than the content." "Damn okay Kat loves to be different." "She would like to be like my mum, she admires Glass like a sun goddess." "She is impressed with what is disturbing to everyone else." "Have you talked to Dianne lately?" " No, I didn't." "Please concentrate." "You're here with me!" "You're here with me!" "Oh my God!" "I'm so glad you're back!" "(Dianne) Mum!" "Please (stop)!" "(Singsang) If the reputation is ruined, it lives completely uninhibited." "BITSCH WRITES WITHOUT AN S!" "Glass took what she wanted." "She didn't care what others thought." "And that didn't suit them." "They called it calculating." "Glass called it organized." "(Glass) We three - we hold together." "We are strong," "And we defend ourselves." "We don't have to belong anywhere." "I'd always remember that." "We will not let us dictate," "How we have to live." "By no one." "Dianne suffered more from Glass social ignorance than I did." "But back then she still had hope." "Oh..." "Hey!" "Come on!" "Hey you two, I'm Kyle." "Are you going to stay with us forever?" "(Cat) Excusez-moi." "Parfait?" " Bien sûr, Madame." "(Phil) Lemons or strawberries?" " Love fruit." "Madame, I like you." "Look at me briefly." "Uh..." "Finally you get a beard." "I love it, Monsieur." "So beautiful." " A masterpiece." "That tickles very much." " For real?" " Yes." "Your hair looks like cotton candy" "(Phil) They have a very dense beard." " Un, deux, trois." "(Cat) You have to make cream." "Let me." "(Cat) We get a new one into the class." " And?" "Nothing and." "Only like that." "I stalked in the documents of my dad." "He should have lived here." "They were abroad for some time and are now coming back." "The new one is supposed to be pretty..." "You can't manipulate my thoughts." "Hmh." "Okay, yes, you can." "Maybe." "(Phil) Photo now." " Yes." "OK." "Dianne?" "Dianne, do you want to chatter?" "Good morning." "Hey Phil." "Good morning, na (whats up)?" " Good morning." "Hey, Dianne, where were you?" "What?" "Tonight, where were you there?" "I don't know what you mean." "Do we want to go to school together?" "I have to do something." "My breasts have grown over the summer." "Feel it." "At least two sizes." " At least." "(Cat) Surely none of you were interchanged at birth?" "Honestly, what makes you two to twins?" "Chewing gum?" " No thanks." " I would share." "(Teachers) Ladies and Gentlemen," "Say goodbye to the sweet time of doing nothing." "Katia?" "My God!" "May I ask for your attention?" "And?" "What did I say?" "(Nicholas) Hi." "Nicholas." "At last I know your name." "Phil?" "I'll get a baby again." "Do you like to feel?" "But it takes a while." "Now it's still so small!" "Don't you find it wonderfull?" "Yes, yes." "Have you already told Dianne?" "Yes, Yes." "Today at noon." "And what did she say?" "(Glass) I don't want any tears when it falls down." "(Glass) Earth to Phil!" "At last I know your name." "(Phil) Why did you call after the boy?" "Because I've seen you like it." "You also want a limonade, Darling?" " Yes." "Where is my globe?" " What globe?" "My snow globe." "I told you, leave it in the car." "(Glass) Hm." "Here." "Take!" "Dianne, I must tell you something." "Dianne?" "liih!" "You are sometimes really disgusting." "How so?" "Hey." "I have something for you." "What hand?" "Right." "Tadaa!" "Your own bow." "Is that for me?" " Yes." "Here." "You can go on a hunt now." "Do you know the Roman goddess Diana?" "No." " This is the goddess of hunting." "Tomorrow I will make the arrow and show you how to shoot." "(Glasses) I just want to have my peace." "OK?" "(Dianne whispers) I'll always be with you, always." "Promised." "(Glass screams incomprehensibly)" "(Glass) Get out!" "(Glass) Good morning." "Where is Kyle?" "Kyle doesn't come to us anymore." "He sends his greetings." "Was probably not the right one for me." "(Phil) I don't understand what you have against him." "It's just like that." "The guy is a imposter." "I can feel it." "And you know I have a very good instinct about people." "Why are you in such a bad mood today?" " I'm not." "Ah, I must have deceived myself." "I got a bad rating on eBay, okay?" "Aha." "There we have the culprit." "Who does he think he is?" "Such a horny ass." "(Cat) Also he collects stuff." "Who is?" "Your eBay customer?" " No, Nicholas." "Listen to me." "Phil, something is wrong with him." "(Cat) Come on, let's go." "My God..." "Such a horny ass." "Also he collects stuff." "Who is?" "Your eBay customer?" "No, Nicholas." "Listen to me." "Phil, something is wrong w..." "(Teacher) Look closely, ladies and gentlemen," "And then tell me what do you see?" "If you don't recognize anything," "It sometimes helps to step back," "To get a better overview." "Yes:" "Katja?" "Have you had a philosopher for breakfast?" "(Laughter) Thank you, Katja, for your productive contribution." "And what do you see now?" "Distance creates clarity." "The entirety lets you see things more clearly" "And better understand connections." "You often see much clearer then." "(Nicholas) Hey Phil." "Hi." "Where have you been today?" "Where .." "Where was I?" "Well, at workout." "On the field, you were not there." "Oh, there." "I've always just sat there." "Oh, ok." "Well then." "(Nicholas) A pity actually." "I've missed you." "Me?" "(Nicholas) I missed you." "missed you." "(Nicholas) And tomorrow?" "Tomorrow?" " Well, if you..." "If you just sit there tomorrow," "Then just wait for me after the training." "Um... okay." "OK." "Kat, come quickly, I have something to tell you." "Thomas recently told me about an affair with you." "With you!" "Isn't that completely stupid?" "Even if, it doesn't concern him." "Really, I'm so over him." "Men are just shit." "Hello?" "Present exceptions." "With you I can at least always, always, always be sure," "That you belong to me" "What did you wanted to tell me, Darling?" "I have forgotten." "OK." "Mum?" "(Glass) Oh, Phil." " Everything okay?" "(Sniffed) Yes." "What do you need?" "It's just that..." "I think I have a date tomorrow and can't fall asleep." "Okay, come on, sit down." "Really, is everything okay?" "I'll give you some advice now, okay?" "If you then let me sleep in peace." " Okay." "What should I do?" "Do it all." "But don't ask him if he loves you." "OK." "Why not?" "If he says no, you wish you'd never asked." "And if he says yes, then you don't know," "Whether he does it only because he doesn't wish for an ugly scene." "In both cases, you are unhappy, so don't do it." "But he could say yes, and mean so." "Believe me, Phil, I know people." "Very funny, Mum." "Great help." "If you have more questions," "Then ask them." "But not now, okay?" "Night, night, darling." "Good night, Mum." "It had never been easy for Glass." "She has been fighting very long." "And then she was tired of fighting." "That was some time after the day she came to the hospital." "(Phil) Mum?" "(Dianne yells) Glass!" "Glass!" "Mum!" "Mum!" "(Dianne) Call the emergency doctor!" "Now!" "Come on!" "Phil!" "What happened?" " I called the emergency doctor." "They are on their way." " Well done, my beetle." "(Käfer; here it's a term of endearment)" "Where is your sister?" "Upstairs with Glass." "She cleans up." "Dianne!" "(Phil) What's in there?" "Nothing for children's eyes." "Something terrible had happened," "And Glass was very sad for a very long time." "And also Dianne withdrew more and more into herself." "I also wanted to be sad, but it didn't work." "I didn't had any relationship with this baby yet." "I think, it was this moment everything began to drift in a state of misery." "And a small, silver cold nestled in our midst." "(Tereza) Hey?" "Can't you sleep?" "Come on." "As a baby I always stroked your nose like this." "You became very tired then." "(Tereza) Someone once said to me, life is like a big house." "With many, many rooms." "You don't want to live in all the rooms, so some doors stay closed." "And sometimes in life, there are things happening... that can't be understood in the moment." "They are to big and to powerful." "And you feel to small, to confront them." "Then you become very scared." "Do you know what you're doing then?" "You lock your fear in one of the empty rooms." "But the key to the room with your fear" "You must never, never throw away." "Do you understand that?" "Come." "(Cat) Who's first up!" "(Cat) Yes!" "What is?" "Are we going to the lake?" "I don't have any swimwear with me..." "I have to help Glass..." " Mhm." "Whoever doesn't want, already has." "Greet Glass from me, yes?" "(Nicholas) Hey!" "Cool that you've waited." "Are you coming with me?" "Oh, I'm so happy for you." "(Pascal) In love?" "Do I make myself unpopular when I ask if one can really speak of love," "If you just fucked one time?" " Pascal!" "It's of no avail for him, when you sugarcoat everything." "(Phil) I've known him for weeks." "Yes, from seeing," "Rather from gazing." "Just." "And often a look is enough to fall in love. isn't it, Pascal?" "Of course, you are right." "And what did he say," "When you... when you finished?" " Um..." "Nothing, we got dressed." "Well, please, but I can't say anything." "Not "until tomorrow" or "I call you" or somethink like that?" "Yes." "He also wants to meet me," "But he doesn't know where." "Why don't you meet in Visible?" "You and your lover." "Because I don't want that Dianne and Glass would notice everything immediately." "From the hanky-panky?" "Is that a secret?" "From the sex, if you want to know it exactly." "Huh." "It's so loud with you?" "You know my allotment arbor!" "I'll give you the key if you want it wildly romantic (aka fuck like bunnies) again." "Yes!" "(Glass) Phil?" "Can you come home a little bit earlier tonight?" "I cook." "Hallelujah, what are you up to?" "What should I be up to?" "We get visit, and I'll cook, that's all." "Who is the victim?" " Hey!" "You don't know him." "He is carpenter and is called Michael..." " Oho, carpenter." "What's there to fix?" " Shut up!" "We met a couple of times..." " And now you're cooking for him." "Is someone nervous?" "I..." "I would only like to you know." " You'd like it... if everything is perfect." "But then this Micheal gets a completely wrong impression." "Bye bye Phil!" "Get out of here!" "Wait here." "Tadaa!" "Tell me about yourself." "(Nicholas) Hm?" "What do you want to hear?" "No idea." "Something about you." "I want to know everything." "Okay, so..." "I like... sleep long, relax, eat." "I like running" "And spaghetti." "Yes." "(Phil) Perhaps it was a dream," "But I think we've met before." "Earlier, a few years ago." "Can this be?" "I was with my mother on the way to the supermarket." "I saw you in the door." "I've dropped all the bottles." "Can you remember about it?" "No." "I can't remember about it." "Where were you?" "I asked you to be punctual." "Oh, sorry." "I was somehow..." "Is he already here?" "Yes!" "Michael?" "My son." "Son" " Michael." "I'm pleased to meet you." "Have heard a lot of you." "Hi!" "Phil." "Pleased to meet you." "The fish has fallen completely to pieces." "So I did fish soup out of it." "Has certainly become terrible." "OK." "Who dares?" "You're right, Glass." "It's really terrible." "I'm so sorry." "I'm so sorry." "(Glass) You want some bread?" "No." "Do we want to make pancakes?" " Yes!" " Yes." "(Glass) Yes!" "How was your date?" "Do you have a boyfriend now?" "What?" "Glass has told me that you wanted to meet with a boy." "I hope this doesn't bother you." "That I'm gay, or that Glass could not hold her trap?" "Both, I hope." "(Phil) No, it doesn't." "And yes, maybe I have a boyfriend." "I..." "What did Glass say?" "That she doesn't know exactly." "Sorry..." "I didn't want to be indiscreet." "Oh, I see." "No no." "All good." "I..." "I just don't know myself." "Unfortunately." "He shouldn't make himself such high hopes." "What?" "He should not take too much trouble." "He will be dropped in no time." "Um." "It actually went quite well." "It was always like that at first." "For something like that, it's much too late." "Maybe." "I..." "I would like to try it anyway." "Just give him a chance." "The situation would not change." "It's too late." "Don't you check it?" "(Glass) And?" "Do you have any questions?" "(Drawer is pulled up)" "(Dianne) What are you doing?" "Did you actually get something out of her?" "No." "I don't care." "If you are interested, then do something." "Just ask her." "(Glass) Okay" "Then I'll take it again, yes?" "Glass?" " Hm?" "Where exactly is the center?" "What do you mean?" "The center." "The center of the world." "Where is is?" "You can ask questions." "The center of the world." "Hmm." "I think that is for everyone somewhere else." "Depending on where you stand and what is important to you." "Yes?" "(Nicholas) Can I get to know your mum?" "Believe me, you don't want that." " Why not?" "What you hear around, she is cool." " Oh, what did you hear about her?" "Nothing bad." "That she is a bit more chill than the whole bourgeois here." "Did you tell her about us?" " Yes." "Really?" "And... is that okay for her?" "Mhm." "Did you..." "Does anyone else know?" "About us?" " Nobody." "And your girlfriend?" "Kat?" "No." "She would be jealous or?" " Can be, why?" "Do you see that?" "I think she doesn't like me very much." "Nonsense." "What was that?" " What?" "Well, that." "And can I get to know her?" "Whom?" "Your mother?" "I don't know." "Hm." "(Glass) Hmm." "So the good taste you definitely got from me." "Take care, boys." "And not too wild." "May I introduce?" "My mum." "You didn't say you lived in a fairy castle." "Beware, that's .. um .." "(Phil) If one believes the studies," "I fully serve the stereotype." "Missing father figure, surrounded by dominant women..." "Do you have contact with your father?" " But is fully okay." "One can say it like that." "I'm not the first who grow up without knowing his father." "For example:" "Romulus and Remus, after the mythology the founders of Rome, raised by a wolf." "Father?" "Wrong!" "Or Da Vinci." "Or Charlie Chaplin." "Luis Armstrong, John Lennon, Mike Tyson," "Truman Capote, Jack Nicholson, Gene Simmons, Eminem, Bill Clinton, Obama." "Don't forget Luke Skywalker." "They all grew up without a father." "And still made something out of themselfs." "I should not worry too much." "Why does this shitty blind spot (not to know who the father is) make me so uncertain?" "How can you miss someone you don't know?" "Can I visit you too?" "This is difficult." "Difficult?" "Why?" "Difficult because..." "My father is constantly on the road." "And my mother is drinking jobwise prosecco with her girlfriends." "So.. ." "It's difficult." "Is that bad?" "No. it's alright, that was only a..." "(Michael) Watch out, watch out!" "(Michael) Come on, lift it up!" "This can't work like that." "(Phil) Does she talk to you about it?" " What?" "Do you talk about Dianne?" "No." "To be honest, I don't want to ask her." "I have the feeling they must clarify this between each other." "You?" "How are you doing with the situation?" "(Dianne) Sorry, I'll be out in a moment." "Are you going out?" " I'll meet with Cora for a moment." "(Dianne as a child) I will always, always, always be with you." "Promised." "You should put makeup on yourself more often." " Schleimer (bootlicker)." "What does Kat actually say that you have a boy/friend?" "Did she tell you about it?" "No she didn't." "I notice something like that." "Already forgotten?" "I am your sister." "Doesn't she know?" "I know I should tell her." "Dianne?" "I miss talking with you." "Hey Phil, vanilla ice cream!" "Not even more!" "On the contrary!" "Vanilla is good for the soul." " Who says that?" " I do!" "I feel already sick to my stomach." " You just have to force yourself." "Here." "Eat!" "Hmmm." "Slowly this is becoming pathological, Monsieur." "You need urgent help." "Do you really find him so terrible?" "Well, terrible?" "I find it overly exaggerated, that everybody make such a fuss because of him." "You don't dislike him completely, or?" "Nope." "I find..." "Kat, I'm with him." "That was a joke, right?" "No." "Really, I'm not kidding." "Since when?" "Since..." "No idea." "Not so long." "I wanted to tell you, but I still didn't know it myself." "I'm sorry." "For real." "Madame." "OK." "My God, how is he in bed?" "Can't you ask the normal questions first?" "Who made a move for whom first?" "Did you hit on him or he on you?" "Do you want a wedding?" "Do you want children?" "Please, do me a favour." "Try to like him, okay?" "For him, I will put on my most-, most-," "Most beautiful smile." "(Cat) Would you like to borrow my dad." "He loves to annoy children." "Very funny." "Hi!" "Hey!" " I know all about you." "Every dirty detail." "(Nicholas) That means?" "(Cat) Hush money." "How much?" "Two thousand." "In small, used bills?" " In large, unused scoops of ice." "Cherry and vanilla." "Deal." "I LOVE YOU" "It's one of those hot, sky-blue days, that taste like vanilla ice cream and the future, one of those days in which the heart beats higher without reason, and in which one would swear every oath that friendship never ends." "(Tereza on the phone) Phil?" "Come quickly!" "Dianne is at the police station." "Hi Phil." " What's happening?" "Where is she?" "I don't know exactly." "Both are with the officers in there." "Which "two"?" " Dianne and Cora." "Cora is also there?" "Michael!" " Hello there!" "(Phil) Where is Glass?" " She didn't want to." "What?" "She didn't want to come?" "Dianne is at the police, and she didn't want to come?" "And do we know anything?" " Nothing specific." "Something with a dog, says the policeman." "He should have attacked and injured a boy." "What dog?" " The dog of the boy." "The boy was attacked by his own dog?" "And what has Dianne to do with that?" " The boy claims Dianne had rushed the dog on him." "She should have influenced him." " Gosh!" "This is bollocks!" "Where are they?" "Here?" " (Tereza) Right." "(Michael) I will talk to them." "Probably Michael would be less convinced, if he would have known Dianne before." "(Phil as a child) Dianne?" "What Glass had obviously observed for a long time." "It was clear to me that night." "Dianne!" "Glass!" "What the hell!" "What are you doing up there?" "(Dianne) Nothing." "Stop the shit!" "Come right down from there!" "Did you heard me?" " In a momenti!" "(Glass) No!" "Right now!" "Bye." " Bye." "(Michael) Cora, shall I drop you off somewhere?" "Yes, gladly if it doesn't make any circumstances?" " No, no." "(Glass) Okay." "Did you or didn't you?" "(Dianne) Did I what?" "Hounding the dog onto the boy?" "Dianne?" "Don't be more stupid than you are." "(Dianne) What are you doing, Glass?" "Why do you believe now more in complete strangers than in me?" "Because I know you." "(Dianne) If you know me, you wouldn't ask such questions." "(Glass) How do you really know someone who is so crazy?" "Crazy?" "What is so crazy about it if you have girlfriends, who are not only interested in guys or for fucking?" "What did I do wrong, Dianne?" "Do you really want an answer?" " Yes!" "God damnit!" "Yes!" "How much time do you have?" "(Glass) I give up." "(Phil) Mum." "You didn't really try..." "Listen, Phil." "You have no idea." "No idea." "So leave it with your good advice." "(Phil) How do you do it, that the animals come to you?" "I don't do anything." "But why do they come?" "Because I listen to them." "(Phil) What are you doing?" "Phil, don't bug me now." "Did you do it?" "Have you rushed the dog onto the boy?" "Phil don't be such an ass." "Have you thought that perhaps I have held the dog back," "As if I could do this Hokuspokus." "Then tell her!" "Then everything will be okay again." "Phil, nothing is okay." "And now please go!" "What's the matter with you, Dianne?" "Why can't it be the same between us as before?" "(Michael) I don't want to interfere, but..." "Maybe it would be time..." "Then don't interfere yourself." "This thing doesn't concern you." "So please don't get involved!" "This is childish!" " Ah!" "Then just go!" "Nobody stops you here." "Please go!" "Maybe it's better anyway." "With this act you will not get what you want." "You will not get rid of me so quickly." "Come here." "And it does concern me." "Because I care about all of you." "(Dianne) What the fuck?" "Why are you following me?" " I didn't." "I didn't." "Okay, yes, okay" "Maybe a little bit." "I just wanted" "You're not saying anything." "Perhaps that has a reason?" "Drive home Phil." "Dianne!" "(Nicholas) Good morning!" "Hey, handsome." "Breakfast?" "Are the "green" in there too?" " Don't think so." "Look who I've brought with me!" " Surprise!" "Hey, I've seen a garden shower outside." "What is?" "Do you want to?" "What's happening?" "You look like a train has rolled over you." "OK." "Breakfast!" "(Cat) Yes." "Come!" "(Cat) Full on the ass." "Stop." "Stop it!" "Guys, I've thought about something." "I want to dye my hair." "Black." " (Nicholas) Why not?" "Look here." "Do you know what a beautiful man you will be." "Do you think so?" "At home everything is so terrible." "With you it's so beautiful." "I'm crazy for you." "I feel sick without you, I can't think of anything else." "Is that good or bad?" "Don't always be so dramatic." "I love you." "Hey!" "What's happening?" "Nothing, just leave me." "I'm sorry." "My heart for your heart." "(Pascal) Perhaps he has nothing to say or talk about." "Ever thought of that?" " Nonsense." "Everyone has something to tell." "(Phil) Where is Tereza?" "She comes late." "Great." "Tea?" "That's OK." "Are you both happy?" "You and Tereza?" "Sometimes more sometimes less." "But..." "Yes, I think, we are happy." "I just don't know what he really thinks." "What he feels for me and so." "What am I for him?" "Why don't you ask him?" "You're afraid, for his answer." "Glass also says I shouldn't ask him." "And Glass is the right one for advice in such matters?" "Oh, you're making me nervous." "Please take a seat." "OK." "What do you want from him?" "I don't know." "More safety, I think?" "You see, we are approaching the matter." "The bad news:" "There is no security in any relationship." "Then at least that he isn't always so closed." "He knows all about me and I hardly know anything about him." "I feel I don't know him at all." "And yet I love him." "Not nonetheless." "That's why." "Perhaps that fascinates you?" "The mysterious prince." "Very funny." "Boy!" "How did you manage with your ambition," "To prevail under millions of sperm?" "Maybe it would help you if you didn't as an uninvolved spectator stumbles through your own life, but take more initiative?" "If you want clarity, then do something for it!" "(Phi) Do your parents know..." "Did you tell them about us?" "No." "They wouldn't understand it." "Oh, so." "So." "This is the garden." "This is the lawn." "My mother lets it prune at least once a week." "Someone could get over and detect an irregularity." "And..." "There is the house." "Are you coming?" "What's in there?" "Oh" "That's just stuff." "Come over." "Phil, this isn't so important." "You're hiding something." "Come, my parents aren't here." "I'll show you the house." "Phil." "This isn't really exciting." "May I?" "What is this?" "These are mine..." "I collect things." "All the things here have been lost or thrown away." "For others they have perhaps no meaning anymore." "Or they had one and are now missing." "Well, yes." "You know, I..." "I believe that nothing is lost inadvertently." "In any case not so unknowingly, you know?" "And so," "All things here are a symbol of disregard." "I... built my own world here." "Here I give the things a new place." "And what do you do with the things?" "Nothing." "Well, I..." "I think about their story." "Yes..." "It sounds psycho, right?" "That's why I'm not telling anyone." "I..." "I..." "Do you have a favorite thing?" "What for?" "Come on" "(Glass) Hey!" "I cooked some chicken." "I thought maybe you like some." "Thank you." "When are you coming back?" "Are you talking to Dianne again?" "This is really my business, Phil." "(Phil) If I should live there, than it's my business too." "And Dianne's." "From all three of us." "I will not let you pressure me." "Come back!" "This is childish." "I'll be back when you behave normal again." "This mood..." "I can't deal with this." "Phil." "Phil!" "Phil !" "I'll talk to her." "But you have to leave it to me when I'm ready, okay?" "(Schubert's" " The gods of Greece (Die Götter Griechenlands) ♪ Fair world, (Schöne Welt,) where are you?" "(wo bist du?" ")" "Turn back again, (Kehre wieder,) sweet blossom-age of nature!" "(holdes Blütenalter der Natur!" ")" "Turn back again, (Kehre wieder,) sweet blossom-age of nature!" "(holdes Blütenalter der Natur!" ")" "(Tereza) Telephone." "Again." "Phil!" "I'm sorry, he's still asleep." "I will tell him." "Bye." "Slowly I don't have no more excuses." "Don't you want to say something to Kat?" "I wished for it to go well." "Maybe you should go back to Visible?" "(Phil) Why to Visible?" "Because it's your home." "Yes, but I will not go back there." "OK." "How long do you still want to hide?" "No idea." "Until the two get along again." "But if they need you for it?" " They don't need me." "They are so busy with their own problems that they don't even see me anymore." "Do you remember what I told you about the house with the rooms?" "That I can lock up things in it." "Precisely." "And what else?" "That you can't throw the key away." "And why?" "Because you might feel one day," "That the way into a larger, much nicer part of the house" "Only leads through this one room." "Do you like to talk (about it)?" "Where is Dianne?" "Don't you want to tell..." "Her things aren't around." "Where is she?" "She has moved out shortly after you." "And where?" "She didn't tell me." "Glass." "What happened?" " Phil." "This believe this isn't the right moment..." " Mum." "Please." "But that's so hard to understand." "Take a chance." "Try it." "I'm here." "I'm not running away." "All right then." "You know the folios, in the library." "These big books with the pressed plants." "(Glass) It's been a while since." "(Phil) The page." "What was on it?" "(Tereza) With the poison of the belladonna, women formerly made themself more attractive for their men." "With poison?" "(Glass) Hey!" "In small quantities" "The poison of the belladonna dilates the pupils and makes the eyes more beautiful." "And that makes it attractive?" "Yes, if you have nothing else to offer." "And what they have done with their attractiveness, they have then with the poison in higher quantities..." " zick - ...got rid of." "What does that mean?" "Uh... (laughter)" "(Glass) Come on, let's go." "Dianne!" "Hey." "Glass told that you moved out." "Where do you live now?" "At Cora's." "She also helps me in math." "You know." "Yes." "Otherwise there is still room at Tereza's." "Or if you need something from home," "I can bring it to you." " It's okay." "This was not an accident back then." "Or?" "That was planned." "Why?" "Phil, it's been ages." "Dianne, what happened?" "You know it yourself." "Glass has always chased everyone out." "With her actions and her personality." "And every time we were alone again." "At some point I resigned myself to it." "But then came Kyle." "He liked us, and we liked him." "And suddenly it was back:" "The hope that..." "That we..." "Oh God, that sounds so..." "That we can still be a real family." "And then she pushed him out again." "And I was so..." "So angry." "I just wanted another mother." "And then I thought that..." "When she takes us the father." "Then  she didn't deserve a new child." "Mom almost died." "And I was to blame." "Then I decided to keep it for myself." "Forever." "Sometimes I could forget it, but..." "Every time she stood at the grave in the garden," "Everything came back up." "And when I was gone," "Did you wanted to te..." " No." "I never wanted to tell her." "I have to life with it myself, but..." "About a year ago I..." "met someone." "Jan?" "How do you know?" "I found the letters in your room." "But why didn't you tell?" "No idea it was... still fresh." "Something special, fragile." "Jan did me good." "He understood me and could handle my anger." "But then this storm in the summer." "Everything flew through the area." "Tiles have fallen from the roofs." "The trees were ripped out" "And have fallen down..." "like toothpicks." "Jan was on his way to Visible." "To me." "But he never arrived." "Come with me." "This is Jan." "I visit him almost every day." "At first I thought he was going to die without me." "Crazy, right?" "God, Dianne." "Come over." "Come on." "I feet so guilty." "I would have needed someone to catch me and hold me." "She was not there." "She was again busy with a guy." "They talked about wanting to have a child." "That has stirred everything up again." "So I told her what happend back then." "I was suddenly 10 again..." "and helpless." "I shouted at her," "That I wished she had died then." "Oh no." "I did." "Phil, you were not here." "Come back home." "And you?" "I'm there/here." "I'm back now." "Hi." "Phil?" "(Nicholas) What's going on?" "You're so odd." "(Phil) I saw you." "You and Kat." "At yours in the hut." "Why did you do it?" "I thought we..." "Somehow..." "Do you love her?" "Phil, I..." "No." "Do you love me?" "How do you know, that your feeling for me... is Love?" "I need you." "Need?" "Like the air for breathing or the latest iphone?" "That's unfair." " Unfair?" "You tell me what unfair is?" "Why do you want to change something?" "We have a great time together." "Phil, I really like you madly." "Can't we just continue?" "The three of us..." " That will not do." "That will not do for me." "That's not enough for me, don't you understand?" "Phil I can't imagine anymore to be without you." "But I also need Kat." "I need you both." "Nichcolas I can't share you." "(Phil) I can't." "I'm sorry." "(Nicholas is sobbing softly)" "Phil?" "Phil!" "(Cat) Er..." "If there is a..." "little chance, that you will be in the next 100 years... maybe... just think about talking to me again..." "I just want you to know I'll wait for you, okay?" "If I have to, I'll wait forever!" "Excellent!" "Happy New Year!" "Happy New Year!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "(Pascal) Tadaa!" "Small survival kit for your trip." "Who was at the door?" "No idea, nobody stood there." "But that was there." "(Phil) You clink glasses without me?" " (Pascal) Yes!" "(Pascal) Baby!" "On your trip!" "(Michael) On the journey to America!" "On your trip!" "(Dianne) I also have a little present for you." "(Dianne) I thought this is better than the ancient map from the last millennium above your bed." "Thank you!" "If you really should meet him, send me a photo, yes?" "Whom?" " Well, number three!" "I thought that didn't interest you?" "Ah, you should not be so radical." "I'd really like it if you came along." " Oh!" "Now everyone has to arrange his own shit (life)." "Besides, what big things could happen in the three weeks?" "Haha." "(Dianne) First I will destroy her list." "This should have been done long ago." "What?" "I've done it already." "Had to be done long ago." "Hm?" "Are you already sleeping?" "I think I can't sleep today." "I just wanted to say goodbye." "Who knows if I'll be up so early tomorrow." "Sit down, Rabenmutter (ravenmother - callous mother)." "And?" "Excited?" "I?" "Not a little bit!" "Listen, Phil." "I'll make you a proposal." "You are now asking quickly what you want to know." "And I will answer." "OK." "What's his name?" "Next question." "Where does he live?" "Great." "That started well." "All right." "How was he?" "He..." "He was wonderful." "The most wonderful man you can imagine." "If he was so wonderful, why did he leave you?" "He didn't." "We loved each other as madly." "He..." "He was so kind, so sensitive." "When he touched a flower," "She began to blossom shortly thereafter." "I swear it to you." "I've seen it." "Butterflies, moths, all insects." "He attracted them like light." "Like Dianne." "Like Dianne." "(Glass) But... it's not about crawling creatures." "It's about... this exaggerated empathy." "This... vulnerability." "don't you see what happens to such people?" "I was always afraid of him." "And then?" "What happened?" "And then..." "Then I became pregnant." "Suddenly, I was also afraid..." "of you." "And then I realized," "I will not make it with him." "No way." "So I just ran away." "I thought when I was gone..." "And?" "I have..." "I didn't expect the bad conscience and..." "That it hurts so much." "Why didn't you tell us about it?" "Because it was easier." "What?" " To not talk about it." "Oh Phil." "If there was always a simple answer to everything." "I wish," "That your dreams come true." "But be careful and do not expect too much." "And don't be sad..." " Mum?" " Yes?" "What is the name our father?" "(Phil) I thought we don't wanted to do this?" "(Glass) Take care of yourself." "Guys, I will pee myself in a moment." "(to have tears in the eyes)" "(Glass) Phil!" "(inaudible)" "That's still me." "And that's still my family." "I will probably miss them." "Every day." "Even the food from Glass." "This won't be the house where I live for the time being." "And the little people and their little lives don't matter right now for me." "It's insanely complicated here." "But one thing I know very well now." "My center of the world is where they are." "Would I find him?" "No idea." "Maybe he's really a sailor on a journey or a cowboy on a ranch, or a drop-out hippie, a transvestite, an inmate or sells weapons to desperate housewives." "What do I know." "The answer is no longer essential." "The emptiness in me is getting smaller." "But now I want to open doors."