"Good morning ladies and gentlemen" "It's 6 o'clock" "It's time to get up" "I don't know what did you dream about, but I hope it was nice" "It's 15th September" "Albin's and Nikodem's name day" "I wish them everything good" "There'll be a beautiful weather however morning can be foggy" "During the day there will be 17 degrees" "The sky will clear up." "The afternoon will be very sunny." "Deviation from the reference frequency equals... 1" "Honestly I never know what all those numbers mean but I believe they are very important" "And now some music, good for morning exercises." "(song based on the text of 'Kordian' by Juliusz Slowacki)" "'THE MOTH'" "Hello" "Magda?" "It's me." "Jan" "Do you want to come over?" "So you could sleep here all day without me?" "What am I supposed to do?" "Come..." "People!" "Help!" "What has happened?" "Nothing." "I'll come." "Close the curtains?" "I tire you." "Admit it." "No, why?" "I like that fragility of yours." "Or messiness." "Maybe you simply trigger the maternal instinct in me." "Old women get sometimes like that." "My slippers." "My books." "My typewriter." "I clattered it all in your place." "There is some stuff that is both ours." "I wonder what would you do, if your wife walked here now." "Silly question." "You'd done nothing." "Absolutely nothing." "At most, you would turn over on the bed or light up a cigarette." "But it can't go on like this anymore." "It's unbearable." "Don't think that I have any stings of remorse." "Soon I'll make friends with her." "What am I suppose to do?" "When she calls me to remind you to make some important phone call." "Or that you should take care of the apartment." "If she at least called to threaten or harass me or to cry." "So I also try to be cheerful." "Damn those lousy, 20th century threesomes." "Although every threesome is lousy." "But what am I supposed to do, when your son sees me in the streets, waves at me, says 'Hi', I say 'Hi'." "Do you hear what I'm saying?" "Tell me, whether you hear?" "Fallen asleep..." "No, I wasn't sleeping." "Wake up." "It's 11 o'clock." "You changed?" "Do you go somewhere?" "No." "I came back from my work." "I had a shift in the theatre." "Get up, get up." "It's 11." "I brought you coffee" "Oh God!" "Good evening." "Hi there girls." "How are you?" "Did we win?" "We lost, 3 to 1." "Losers..." " Miss Jola, do you have this ribbon for me?" " Yes, yes." "If I don't find anything suitable, this one should be fine." "This was the last news and the end of our daytime broadcast." "We'll contact the studio at the coast, from where the usual night show "radiotelephone" will be broadcasted." " I wonder when this beast sleeps." " No idea." "Hi there!" "Tomek, you fine?" "Yes, it's me." "I come to you again, as every other night." "I know that you can't fall asleep this broadcast is for you." "We'll split up at dawn." "I don't know, if we will manage to do anything during this night, we'll at least have a chat." "I can't help you much or give any advice." "I can't do much about your insomnia." "But I believe, I'm a good listener." "Call 777-44" "And as for right now for a little encouragement a song." "It's seems that someone wants to share something important with us." "Yes?" "Hello, is it Mr Jan?" "Yes, this is he." "Don't be mad that I'm getting so intimate." "Not at all." "You know, my son was born an hour ago" "Congratulations!" "I think, I'll give him name 'Jan' to your tribute." "To mine?" "It's such a common name." "Yes, but..." "You've saved my life once." "And actually he was born thanks to you." "Do you remember me?" "It was 6 months ago." "Back then, I didn't know what to do about myself." "I was in a situation without solution." "I wanted to do something stupid." "You told me to let it go, to leave somewhere, to give it a try." "Do you remember me?" "Yes, I think I remember." "You had problems at work." "It was you?" "Yes, it was me!" "So you see everything has changed." "I listened to you, and now I have a son!" "Where do you call from?" "From Kalisz." "I came here, because that was where the train was coming to." "Kalisz is a beautiful city." "Beautiful?" "Mr Jan, it's paradise!" "You're right." "Call me when you pick up your wife from the hospital." "Alright, I'll call." "I did a good deed." " Good evening." " Good evening." "Yes?" "Promise me that you will help me" "I can't promise you that." "It would be the abuse of trust." "I know but..." "promise me." "Fine." "I promise." "What is your name?" "Anna." "I'm listening Ms Annie." "You see..." "Everything became indifferent." "Hopeless." "Yes?" "In Warsaw I graduated only from school of catering." "And now, I began to work in this restaurant." "It's horrible." "Please speak up." "Cause..." "It's not a job." "It's not a life." "It doesn't matter that it's there..." "And..." "where would you like to work?" "Or how would you like to work?" "I would want to 'want'." "To have something real to do." "Ms Annie?" "Do you have someone close?" "Family?" "Yes, I have." "But..." "It doesn't matter, if no-one needs me." "And friends?" "People your age?" "I do too, but..." "It doesn't help." "On the opposite." "It makes everything even worse." "God, when it will end..." "I'm sorry, I didn't hear the last sentence." "Please, repeat." "I just realised, felt now... there is so many people in the world, that I..." "am not needed." "Ms Annie..." "It's not true." "You are very much needed." "Listen to me." "How do you look like?" "I'm... not insecure" "I'm just a girl." "Neither pretty nor ugly." "I'm not ashamed of it, cause" "I won't become any different, right?" "You know that, it's very mature what you're saying?" "I had hard time to come to terms with my looks." "As a child, I thought that my nose was very pug." "I used to press it against the wall or window for hours to flatten it." "Adults thought that I got crazy." "They were taking me to the doctors." "It was adventurous." "It ended up when the window broke." "There was a parade." "The glass fell on the street." "And someone screamed 'It's provocation!" "' so I said 'No.'" "'It's just a nose'" "So you can laugh sometimes?" "'Cause, you're adorable." "But I won't chat with you all night." "Ms Annie." "Do you like books?" "Literature?" "Yes, very much, but" "I don't want to close myself inside of them" "I have girlfriends who do that." "They absorb books and films, because they don't have a life." "It's a substitute." "And I I would want to live." "But I guess, I already said that." "Annie." "You're not older than 20?" "Maybe you should have a boyfriend." "Walk by his side." "Look into his eyes." "Do you want to listen to something?" "Now, that I'm sharing all this with you." "He is lying here and snoring." "Do you know what that snoring means?" "I know." "Are you crying?" "No..." "I just..." "I'm using a tissue." "Ms Annie, please call me again." "Maybe I'll manage to do something?" "Young lady." "I've been thinking that if you want something to happen it will happen." "Hello?" "I actually wasn't supposed to call, but an hour ago I've heard this girl." "You know, it reminded me of something." "May I tell you?" "Yes sure, I'm listening." "'Cause you know" "I was once in an opposite situation from this girl..." "Annie?" "Yes." "If I understood correctly, she has difficulties in order to be with people?" "More or less." "Right, so I come from a small town, where everyone knows everybody." "And you know, we had this group." "We did everything together, you know." "And out of friendship 'cause everyone liked each other." "It started getting to me." "Going to the meeting together." "Doing homework together." "Playing, chatting together." "Fuck, even spending summer holidays together." "So you know." "After a while, no-one had his own space." "Maybe even it was self defence." "There was nothing but this horrible city, apart from this group." "Please, speak up." "After a while this group of ours, also became a town." "And you know." "I started to stand out." "They wanted to see the game, I wanted to read a book." "I wanted to go to the cinema, and they to the meeting." "And it was like that all the time." "Damn." "And all this shit started." "I'm sorry." "Please, speak up." "It's interesting." "They started to be so kind to me." "You know it, that 'there's something wrong with Mirek'." "'Does Mirek need help?" "'" "That 'we need to be careful'." "And I just." "I didn't have anything to talk about with them." "My God." "You know." "Out of that stupidity." "I started going to church." "But I'm not a believer." "I started going, to show them." "And everyone else was taking Communion." "'Cause you know, teachers, parents..." "It was obvious." "Right." "And they were irritated because you were different?" "Or your insubordination?" "I guess both." "You know." "And then my girlfriend left me." "She wanted to be with the group." "That's the truth." "I wanted to say." "To this Annie." "The one that has called you." "That the solitude is also needed." "When you're alone you can be yourself." "Otherwise it's difficult." "Yes... and how did it end up?" "With the group and with you?" "Can you hear me?" "I was asking how did your relations turned out?" "Can you hear me?" "It seems that we have a break on the line." "Well..." "I guess will have to postpone this conversation." "Maybe our listener, will call us again." "I slit my wrists." "What did you say?" "You see." "I committed a suicide." "As you can hear I actually didn't." "Nothing." "I regret nothing." "I won't cut myself anymore." "You know." "Then I was in this clinic." "They told me many thing there." "But I understood one thing." "That one must live in conflicts." "There's no way out." "Maybe it's for the best." "It's just sometimes difficult to fall asleep." "Hey, can you hear me?" "Yes." "I'm with all my heart with you." "And I'm with you." "Bye." "Bye." "Listen to me." "Do it for me." "If you have called here, and I've listened to you." "You can as well do something for me." "So listen up." "You gonna pour this booze down the sink." "All of it." "You gonna take a cold shower." "You will wear a shirt." "Old pants." "Some shoes." "You gonna leave the house and run that long until your heart wears out." "Then you will sit down, take a breath and light up a cigarette." "If it doesn't help, call me." "From the nearest phone booth." "If it helps go to him and talk like an adult." "Then, you will take him home." "In case he doesn't want to, too bad." "You will call the police." "And now." "Pour that booze." "Pour this booze down the sink." "Did you understand?" "For fuck's sake?" "I understood." "Fine." "Mr presenter." "We have to go." "Next ones are on their way." "C'mon, are you staying?" "Naah, I'm just shuddering." " I'm on my way." " See you in the evening." "Justyna." "Can I come over?" "Jan, my dear." "Come as soon as possible." "I won't stare the whole day at your picture." "Will you come?" "Yes." "Has Marcin already went to school?" " Will you come?" " Yeah." "Look." "I bought you a shirt." "I got my wage today." "You probably want to lie down?" "Coward." "How could you?" "This is meanness." "Mean, do you understand?" "No!" "What the hell?" "Nothing, nothing." "Should I play the piano for our listeners?" "Fine, it's fine by me." "Mr Marian." "Do you have some cigarettes?" "For you always." "Yes?" " Is that you?" " Yes, it's me." "I love you." "It's a joke, right?" "Like in high school?" "No." "What can I do about your feelings?" "And what am I supposed to do with mine?" "What was it about with Jola yesterday?" "Aren't you sick of those phone calls?" "But during the night, people get crazy." "And I've been dealing with you for 6 months." "Every night." "One can loose it." "I heard that this guy, who has here before me, got crazy." "Not exactly, you know." "I met him recently." "He built this glider and flies." "He says that up in the air, it's quite calm and peaceful." "And that's what he always wanted to have all his life." "It's not that stupid." "When I get old, I'll build myself a glider as well." "Mr Jan, tell me honestly." "Do you believe, that someone listens to this broadcast?" "And you believe that no one?" "Anyway even if it was only for few people." "It's still worth it." "You see." "You always do something anything for a specific person." "Sometimes it's called 'society'." "But, somewhere on the bottom This word is someone's inner self." "Society consists of individualities." "I was taught that in school." "I'm obvious, right?" "Very probable." "Tonight you don't want to tell me why did you hit Jola." "Today I have witness some strange argue between you two." "It's your secret." "It's fine." "But one day you will want to open up." "But there won't be anyone to open up to." "Only this wonderful, deaf society that consists of individualities, how you wisely noticed." "And it will be at night." "I sleep at night!" "And what if you won't be able to fall asleep?" "The music is almost over." "Play the next song?" "Yeah, play it." "That's where you're hiding!" "How do we always miss each other?" "You probably smoked in the studio again?" "It's unbearable in there!" "This smoke penetrated the walls." "I think that you could smoke a pipe." "It has such a masculine smell." "They are probably out of hot water again." "It doesn't matter anyway." "Why won't you jog with me?" "It is so healthy." "Hold it." "Anyway none of us has nothing to do between 5 and 6 AM." "Actually it's a shame that such a wonderful man allowed himself to get bold." "Lungs worn out by nicotine." "And overweight." "You know." "You have to start getting old at some point." " What are you doing in there?" " Nothing..." "I'm adjusting my laces." "Laces?" "I thought you wanted to peep at me." "C'mon, don't be shy." "There, take a look." "And see how your ex-wife looks like." "After jogging, when she ran 100 meters in 16 seconds." "Don't be shy, stupid." "Don't pretend." "Take a look." "That's enough." "Dear God." "Hyzio, look!" "What?" "A lady." "Get lost!" "What time is it?" "5:45 AM" "Damn, I won't have time to do make up." "It's not a TV." "But listeners feel, when I try to look good for them." "Do you remember about my birthday party?" " I do." " Will you come?" "I'll come." "May I call you 'mom'?" "You want to?" " Don't you prefer by name?" " No." "I prefer 'mom'." "And how will you call your mom?" "Also 'mom' when I am staying with her." "Drink coffee." "You'll be late for school." "Why do you eat garlic?" "I know that you're drinking." "About the 'radiotelephone' broadcast." "I must admit that it is how I said." "I know that there were reluctance to introduce such night program." "But it meant that those with little faith." "didn't believe that it could result in something good." "It was thought that it would be only about complaints." "However thanks to generosity and intelligence of Jan." "Rather of those who have trusted him." "Thank you Wojtek." "Our broadcast is needed, interesting to listeners." "Optimistic." "And that what it's all about." "Well, then..." "Thank you." " So..." " So?" "There's cognac in my office." " Did you see how I got to Kwapisz?" " What Kwapisz?" "What are you mumbling?" "I don't understand." "'Cause you work in a greenhouse." "And I had here one hell of a mess." "Kwapisz wanted to get rid of you." "I don't want to upset you." "So I won't quote arguments he used." "Anyway he was desperate." "You have no idea what was happening here." "Anyway, we overcame it." "What about this cognac?" "It's Saturday, you don't have to work." "Alright." "It's on me." "But remember, no chatting about politics." "It's tiring, Jan." "I can't take it anymore." "From 8 AM till 4 PM." "And from 4 PM..." "Ok mate." "Don't tell me about morality." "It's no good." " Listen." " What?" "Let's write maybe... an application?" "What application?" "Where?" "To whom?" "To the see." "It's so dark." "Dark as hell." "A moth!" "It gives me the creeps." "Jan" "You're my best friend." "And you're my only friend." "A coincidence." "Magda!" "Magda, open up." "Oh, it's you." "I thought you're staying home tonight." "Come in!" "How could you?" "What?" "What 'how could I' ?" "You can't even say it!" "You think that I'm always good and carrying Magda, whom you can have whenever you want." "And Justyna is always in tears, faithful wife." "What do you know about us?" "About me, Justyna, your son." "So why do you put up with this?" "Did you give my another choice you coward?" "What?" "What Marek?" "There's no Marek in here!" "Fuck off!" "Congratulations." "At least you know how to answer the phone." "How could you?" "Christ." "My dear son." "Mom, someone will see us." "You know what, mom?" "I think they'll expel me from the school." "I have signed the letter about this teacher." "The one they want to get rid of." "You think that it was the right move?" "Yes, I'm sure of it." "Don't you worry." "Interesting... that in big cities there are always insects sneaking into big houses." "Some have cockroaches." "Others pharaoh's ants." "And we have moths." "Why moths?" "This is me." "This is still me." "Don't come here anymore." "You don't want me to?" "I want." "But don't." "What has happened?" "Nothing." "You know what?" "I'll cook you this meat tomorrow that needs to be stored for 24 hours in a stone bowl." "Then I will stuff it with pork fat and onions." "The sauce will be made of tomatoes, garlic, wine." "And how do you like this one?" "Sure we do." "I can also make pickled hen." "I'll leave you to it." "Bye." "I have workout." "I allowed him to sign for hydroplanes." "You don't have anything against it, do you?" "No." "You're not asleep?" "Why?" "I just wanted to remind myself of you." "Do you believe in delusions?" "What do you mean?" "Those delusions, when you know that something isn't real and you still give in." "I guess it's like UFO." "Very interesting, mysterious and very difficult to prove." "Maybe everything is a projection of our dreams or fears?" "You say 'a projection', I'll tell you what 'projection' I have." "People lie." "Even, when they don't speak." "Sometimes a guy in a bus looks through the window and smiles." "And I know that there's a venom in this smile." "He's happy because he finished somebody off." "You'll say it's ridiculous." "That everyone has those illusions." "I used to think this way but it became to be daily and chronic like a headache." "At work I can barely take it." "I do what I have to and crawl back to my den." "They think I'm an idiot." "I don't even watch TV." "I know that it is naive but there is hell." "I started reading books, they explain it somehow there, say that it leads to the schizophrenia." "To schizophrenia?" "Let them call it how they want!" "But it can't be it, if I know of it." "How do you think?" "Am I a nutcase?" "Or not?" "And how do you think?" " I guess not?" " Right." "If I didn't sleep during the day," "I would be in similar situation." "So you think that I'm fine?" "I guess so." "There are delusions that are even worse." "A friend of mine believes that that the ground will part." "That there will happen a cataclysm, something irreversible." "And he also knows that it's just a delusion." "You've helped me a lot." "Thank you." "I wanted to go to see a doctor, you know." "But after first visit, you can get used to it." "Anyway, they lie as well." "By the way, how do you know whether I'm not a liar?" "How come you trust me?" "Why would you lie?" "Think it over." "Anyway, I see." "I see everything." "You have trouble dealing with everything as well." "It gave me courage." "Thank you." "Why do you laugh, you idiot!" "I laugh at you, you idiot!" " Why?" " Because I was given a life!" "I'm not afraid of anything anymore!" "Alive!" "I've been calling you for so long and with no success" "I'm from Bytom and the line is busy all the time." "And I have little time left." "Mr., I have two children." "7- and 5-year-old." "I love them very much." "I mean, I don't love anything more" " I understand." "And my wife, loves for a long time some other man." "They're together." "And children have no clue?" "It's much worse." "I really don't have more time left." "Only couple of hours." "Today at 10 AM there's my divorce case." "I can't hear you very well." "It's much better now." "There's not much time left, but" "I don't know the background." "But please, fight!" "Fight for the settlement." "Can you hear me?" "!" "Fight!" "Do you hear?" "But it's the second trial." "It's too late." "I wanted to settle but..." "Fight?" "Against the judge?" "What am I supposed to be doing?" "I see..." "It's terrible." "But I don't know how to help you out?" "3-5-6-7-4 Bytom, please someone call, help." "3-5-6-7-4" "Yes?" "I'd like those binoculars." "Please, pack it for me." "So it turned out, that the director came to the rehearsal." "Drunk." "So the fight began." "He was saying 'it's not a theatre, it's a brothel!" "'" "He berated also the greatest ones." "Terrible fight." "Someone pretended to faint, we had to stop the rehearsal." "Don't bother." "I won't say anything." "You know." "Sociologist, not those like I am, but the real ones wanted to see what kind of a family is the best." "They came to a conclusion that it's two men and one woman." "At first they sent Americans to the desert island." "They visit after one month." "and ask 'how was it?" "'" "'Fine' Mary says." "For one week I was with John and Paul was working." "During second week I was with Paul and John was working." "We had a great time." "For the second month, they sent the French." "The visit again after a month ask 'how was it?" "'" "'Wonderful' says Evette." "Pierre is the husband, Claude is the lover." "We like each other a lot." "At last they sent Poles." "They arrive after a month and ask." "They look and see that" "Staszek sits on the one edge fishing" "Wojtek sits on the other edge sharpening the knives" "In the middle there is Zosia who cries." "'What's happened' ask sociologists." "'The first day Wojtek had me' 'the second" " Staszek' 'the third day they said that they don't want to have anything to do with this whore'" "He is that woman." "I am this woman." "My apologies." "It wasn't really funny." "At least I'm very elegant." "Mom always told me 'if you have to drink, at least be elegant'" "Mom..." "Into the grave... elegancy..." "What do you ponder over?" "Eat." "Eat, it's very good." "Yes?" "I fight consciously against love towards you." "I don't have courage to give up." "I grab every root, every branch." "To cross this abyss of my life by myself." "But I won't delude myself anymore." "I need need your help in order to survive." "Otherwise I will fade." "If you only gave me something for what I could hate you." "Hate entirely." "So that any good thought about you didn't hurt me in this terrible place I'm in right now." " Tell me, have you read..." " Yes, I did read." "Where do you call from?" "Where are you?" " What is your name?" " Iwona." "Justyna!" "What are you doing here?" "Please, take a sit." "How are you?" "Right..." "It's been a while." "I got old." "What are you saying, you look great!" "I write poems." "Yeah, I right under the nickname in some magazines." "I even set a volume of poems in a publicity." "Maybe they'll print it." "You've always been nuts!" "What to you laugh at?" "Krzysiek, you know" "I'll tell you straight." "I would want you to help me out." "Lately we are not that good with Jan." "He's changed." "I can't recognise him anymore." "I think it's because of this night broadcast." "Yes, I often listen to it." "Right, you see..." "If you..." "'Cause people tell all those things over there." "Is it socially useful?" "After all, people talk differently on the radio and television." "So..." "If you could..." "If we could cancel it?" "He would come back to you." "That's what you wanted to say?" "Yes." "In terms of contents everything is fine there's no reason to cancel it." "And the fact that sometimes some thought pops out... that's the way it must be I guess." "In the radio they know better what they need." "Secondly, it's not my call." "Anyway, the broadcast is great." " Personally like it." " So what am I supposed to do?" "I don't know." "You can finish off Jan privately." "Maybe..." "I should write a letter." "Anonymously?" "You can finish off anyone this way." "The gambit, the intervention." "There are many ways but quite primitive." "I doubt he would come back to you if you deceived him like that." "I'm a repulsive whore, aren't I?" "No, why?" "You just love him." "Give my greetings to Jan." "Tell him to come over." "I'll read him my poems." " I don't understand." " Don't bullshit, that you don't understand." "Don't you remember how we were in this bus?" " What bus?" " Back then." " Right, back then." " Jog your memory, what were you talking about?" "I don't remember." "Please." "I don't know anymore whether you're a friend or a regular dick." "A human." "Jan!" "I'm having a great time." "Of course." "No towel." "Thank God, it doesn't happen to me." "I've experienced telepathy." "I just started talking to myself." "It's a full on crazy." "Hi." "Mr. Jan, I brought you tee." "You drink that?" " Asia makes such a tasty tee." " Sometimes I have to." "And what has happened to Jola?" " I haven't seen her for a while." " She doesn't work here anymore." "Because of you?" " Because of you?" " I don't care." "Lets drink the tea." "Hey mate, you're completely drunk." "Get the fuck out, go home." "I'll call the technician on duty." "And you get the leave from doctor." "When you sober up!" "What right do you have to judge me?" "Do you think that a young technician must be stupid?" "You can slap him like your customers?" "You're so interested in that girl should I tell you why she doesn't work here anymore?" "Why did I hit her?" "Maybe you are brave enough to listen up?" "You're always in charge ." "And you believe that you make no mistakes?" "Usurper!" "How dare you listen to the confessions." "How?" "What rights do you have?" "You know, Luther nailed his thesis?" "Because he was teased, it palled on him that people make their confessions out loud." "You see, huh?" "Now, you don't know what to say." "You... valve." "You think that, when people shit out in the open they can go out and sin again?" "You fuckin' valve!" "You don't give a fuck!" "That everything stays the old way!" "How it was." "Congrats." "Exemplary neurosis." "The treatment starts from the 30 points." "And you've gained 62." "Maybe it's the new national average?" "I guess not yet." "What do you do for a living?" "I'm a journalist." "Journalists are nervous, but 62..." "You write about the economy?" "No, I..." "I work in the radio station." "I have this night broadcast." ""Radiotelephone'" "It's you." "You voice was familiar." "Congratulations, that's a great broadcast." "I wanted to call myself." " Seriously?" " Yeah, seriously." "However..." "You are the last person I expected to see in here." "Actually you do exactly what I do." "Who knows, maybe you're even better." "The only difference is that I can subscribe the pills but subscribing water would have same effect." "But you're a doctor, you know how to classify or find causes." "And I... just telling people 'don't worry'." "If you wanted to help people for real you would have to be involved socially on a larger scale." "And that's our job." "But I... crack." "I'm just cracking." "It's not that I can help someone out." "I feel like an ashtray." "Where everyone can throw something out and leave." "And they leave me with their ashes." "You see." "My stitches can't take it anymore." "In the beginning I was angry someone even called me a valve but after a while I understood that" "I may be this valve for real." "You know, the one for deflating things." "The one for getting rid of too much air." "However everything stays the same." "As it was." " Don't you want to change your job?" " No." "It's like an addiction." "You see, I don't know how to deal with it during the day." "I feel like an outcast." "Maybe these are symptoms of multiple personality disorder." "No, not yet." "Nevertheless you must be careful." "I have only one advice." "You must become a professional." "It is said that an actor who cries with his real tears isn't a professional and should quit." "Until you realise that your job is some kind of a theatre it will be difficult to help you." "So everything is fine apart from only one condition?" "Change entirely." "I'd give it a try at least." "You know, I'll invite you over to the radio station." "I'll introduce you as another journalist." "You'll have a chat with the listeners." "If I refuse, you'll think I'm a coward." "Ok, fine." "Our phone number is the same 777-44" "We can talk while the music is on." "You don't seem to be agitated and stressed out right now." "Because now I ain't." "You see... the severance of the informative metabolism during the long sleep for an example or during the detention leads to the phenomenon called 'projection'." "The projection of functional structures which are formed in the central point of motor system into the external environment." "They behave, as if they were passing through both receptors and effectors." "Subjectively" "they are used or felt as an reality." "It means that they are beyond the boundary between the internal and external reality." "For example in a dream everything happens beyond not within this boundary." " Something has happened?" " No, nothing." "Our listener just hung up." "Here's the next one." "Yes?" " Mr. Jan, are you still there?" " Yes." "Why?" "I'm afraid that this other guy wants to con you." " Don't trust him." " But he's my friend." "I understand but it's phoney." "I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this." "Don't be mad." "Bye." "My apologies." "This guy could be right, you know." "You shouldn't deal with it the way I tried to." "It's me." "Iwona." "I know, I knew." " Is this guy still next to you?" " He is." "Too bad." "I'll call you while he's gone." "Listen, thousand other people can hear us anyway." "Could be, but I talk only with you." "This is it?" "Yeah." "Mr. Jan, if it gets to you call me." "I can't help much but maybe you should rest somewhere quiet and calm." "Few doctors, couple of pretty nurses." " Sometimes it helps." " Thank you." "What is it?" "Nothing." "I just... wanted to talk to someone strong." "Maybe I'll manage to pick out right frequencies." "Mate, I see clearly that you're not fine." "Listen..." "What's going on in this 'radiotelephone'?" "I get it, it's an experiment but every experiment has it's boundaries." "I'm not the only one who thinks this way." "You want to be a priest, a nurse, the police?" "And God only knows what more." " An ashtray." " What ashtray?" "!" "It was supposed to be cheerful, positive broadcast." "Music and chats with listeners." "Something to think over." "And now you pick up women." "I get letters from upset parents." "And so on..." "Cut the crap." "We've been there." "Hold on a sec, mate." "I'm not done." "First of all the phone calls can't be anonymous anymore." "If they are given the right to speak up in the public we can require the information who they are." "It's fair and honest." "You're not using a nickname." " I could resign." " Resign?" "What about me?" "Think about me!" "It was supposed to be a golden ticket." "Fine." "I'll fight till the end." "What end?" "Retreat's over." "I'll receive Communion at home." "Mate, put it together." "It's a friendly advice and official warning." " Is it?" " It won't appear in your file." "I almost forgot." "The Big asked, if he could come over for a longer while." " Who did he ask?" " Me." "Allow me to disturb you today." "Go on." "Take a sit, make yourself at home." "What is it?" "Come straight with it." "Don't get upset." "Is it true that you drink booze here?" "No." "What else?" "What happened between you and Agata?" "I'm not following." "I've heard that you're taking baths together." "In front of everyone!" "Yeah, so what?" "Nothing." "Don't be so nervous." "Jan, you know that I'm lecturing everyone lately." "You know me." "But everyone whispers strange things happen here at night." "It's not an accusation." "I like you!" "However, I can't be indifferent about what people talk." "What people?" " He?" " Kwapisz?" "No." "Tell me, what is he doing here?" "No idea." "Came to take a look." "I know, he would want to take your place." "He wouldn't be upset, even when I jumped all over him." "C'mon, have some faith in the Big." "Kwapisz could be your servant." "See?" "How honest I am?" "Mr. Jan!" "Yes, what is it?" "It's for you, something important." " What is it Annie?" " Nothing, I wanted to help you." "What do they want with you?" "No idea." "But I'm grateful to you." "How is life and job?" "Good." "You don't use tissues anymore." "And you're not flattening your nose anymore?" "I do, even harder." "Listen Annie." "I have a favour to ask of you." "Get rid of that Kwapisz." "Sir, what are you doing in there?" "!" "Please leave immediately!" "The broadcast is about to begin." "Terrific." "Thanks a lot." "Good evening and good morning." "Here's the team of 'radiotelephone' again." "How was your day?" "I must admit, mine was horrible." "I was tormented by dreams, nightmares." "There is this saying 'the dawn is wiser than the night'." "But I have this feeling more often that it's not true." "Anyway, it's not important." "I remind you the phone number which you can call." "777-44" " How are you?" " Somehow." "And it's fine." "Is that you?" "Yes, it's me." "Do you have some courage?" "Maybe I do." "I'll be waiting for you tomorrow in a coffee shop by the pier." "You know which one?" "At noon." "But I..." "Don't worry, I won't bring shame on you in case one of your friends wanted to sneak on us." "And it's happened." "I'm alone." "And forever will be." "No, don't say a word." "I call, because now you're the only one I know." " Have we met?" " Yes, I guess so." "Come closer to the window." "Sweetheart, do something!" "Play!" "I had a bad dream." "Now I know why." "Please, come inside." "Want something to drink?" " No, I want to sleep." " Sleep?" "There you go." "Go sleep." "I know that you're leaving for two weeks." "Could you borrow me the apartment?" "Fine." "But remember our deal." "What deal?" "Our conversation by binoculars." "Was that a deal?" "I remember." "Don't disturb!" "Here it swims!" "Look how funny it is!" "Hi dad." "How are you?" "Fine." "I have a lot of work." "And you?" " I was expelled from a school." " Not bad." "I also have a job." "And what else?" "Jolka!" "This is my dad." "Dad, it's my girlfriend." "Hi." "I'm happy." "Dear Ones, I'll stay with you for 20 more minutes." "And then, we will part until the next night." "And now, some more music." "I'm waiting for your phone calls" "But now, honestly saying is time to go sleep." "Yes." "Can't you understand that all this mess in your head is just a game of imagination." "I came to a bad end." "What is it?" "What's happened?" "Are you sure I didn't have..." "No, how?" "Listen, I'm very tired." "I want to go home." "Play something from the stock." "I'm going home." "It's too tight for us, in between the stars." "Frames suppress and shackle." "Moral law within me, starry heaven above me." "It glitters far away, the light of human words." "In silence and in pain, are built the new worlds." "It's too tight for us, in between the stars." "Frames suppress and shackle." "Moral law within me, starry heaven above me." "How do you think?" "Is it worth anything?" "Thank you." "Mr. Jan!" "I am supposed to record your broadcast tonight." " On the tape." " Why?" "Thousand of people listen to it on the radio." "Yeah, but those who want to listen to it must sleep at night." "Fine, record all the way." "You say that this broadcast threatens you." "That we shouldn't peek underneath." "You're right, there are boundaries." "They shouldn't be crossed." "One could see the devil himself." "Atos, the musketeer died, because he lit up the bomb." "While running away, he started to wonder how does it come that he places his left leg, then the right and at the same time he raises his left leg again." "I mean, how does it happens that it happens?" "He stopped and started thinking and the bomb went off." "Just be nice." "Go to bed early." "And dream." "About the smiling face of the dawn." "Why won't you do that?" "Why do you call me over and over?" "Who orders you to be threatened?" "Nowadays you should be nice." "That's what they teach." "So be nice!" "Can you hear me?" "Go to sleep!" "You don't want to go to sleep." "So be it." "I'll play you the old Goral lullaby." "It's an old Goral tune." "Moral law within me, starry heaven above me." "It's too tight for us, in between the stars." "Frames suppress and schackle." "Moral law within me, starry heaven above me." "I composed it myself." "It glitters far away, the light of human words." "In silence and in pain, are built the new worlds." "I performed it many times, it was very successful." "It glitters far away..." "Once even one activist has fallen in love with me and then she poisoned herself." "But it doesn't matter." "The concert of requests." "Do you enjoy the concert of requests, honey?" "20 thousand." " You mean all of it?" " That's right." "18, 19, 20." "All of it!" "Jan, I've heard that you want to return the advance for the books!" " I've already done that!" " Are you nuts?" "People dream of singing the contract." "What are you doing?" "It would be the bestseller!" "All those chats, advices..." "Why won't you write a book about your life?" "Mate, I'm just an ordinary reviewer." "Some people just live and others write and explain it." "See ya!" "Mr. Jan!" "Are you mad with me?" "No, why are you asking?" "I would want to have a clean slate with you." "It's my last day here." "My successor is already in there." "Did they fire you?" "No, they even gave me a raise." "I changed my job by mutual agreement." "Visit me some time." "Or I could call." "Why didn't you have the courage, to come?" "Now I do." "Now it's too late." "Such a shame..." "Listen, so much has changed." "You didn't call for a long time." "Jan, come back to me!" "This is me, Justyna." "Don't you recognise me?" "I don't know, I..." "It's me." "For the last time." "Come back to her!" "Jesus Christ!" "Have mercy on us." "And how have you been?" " You know..." " What's happened?" " I got a kick." " They promoted you?" " Where do you work now?" " In television." "It's a nice place." "Every place is nice." " Do you mind?" " No, please." "Oh yeah, sir." "It was the same weather as today." "Such things happen than were dreamt of by people." "They flew in a V formation." "Or more of a Y formation." "They were shining." "At first I thought I went crazy." "But when I saw those flying objects" "What objects?" "The UFO!" "Haven't you heard?" "No..." "It was an year ago in the mountains." "I don't want to listen about it." "You don't want to listen?" "Sometimes it's worth listening to the others." "Are these for me?" "May I come in?" "Come, take a look." "I've cleaned everything out." "I refurnished a bit." "You like it?" "A lot."