"I thought we were going further." "We are. 18 miles out." "So why are we stopping?" "I wanted to talk." "Been waiting a week till we were gonna do this." "I just wanna talk." " We don't need to." " We do." "we don't." "We're doing this." "I get it. -doesn't know where the farm is..." " That isn't what I need to talk to you about." "I heard what really happened at the school." "Was it to survive?" "Yeah." "One of us wasn't gonna make it out." "It had to be him." "Carl lives." "Reality is" "he had no business being here." "There." "Whatever." "I know you wouldn't have." "You don't think I can keep Lori or Carl safe?" "I didn't say that." "Or my baby?" "Is it gonna have to be me too?" "you can't just be the good guy and expect to live." "Okay?" "Not any more." "I'm not the good guy any more." "I would've done anything." "Anything. but you're not gonna be dangerous." "not any more." "How about you look at me?" "You and Lori..." "I get what happened. let you choke on your teeth." "But I didn't." "That wasn't weakness." "It took everything." "That is my wife." "That is my son." "That is my unborn child." "I will stay alive to keep them alive." "but you don't." "the only way you and me keep on is that you accept everything I just said and we move forward with that understanding." "When it started it was just... it was a couple of weird stories on the news." "Then it was so quick." "it just happened." "I'm in the hospital and there were soldiers shooting people in the halls." "not walkers." "Then the walkers came through. but we weren't gonna make it." "there was no way and I knew it." "But I couldn't live with it." "but I had to." "man." "They kept me alive." "I want you to know that I didn't look at her before that." "I would." "I wanna check the ropes." "It's all good." "Did Rick say anything to you about Glenn when they got back from town?" "Just that it had gotten pretty bad." "He's not the same." "Says he froze." "Blames me." "Says I got inside his head." "that's what matters." "and they're either gonna blame the little woman as the reason they do them or the reason they don't." "I'll tell you something." "What happens out there happens out there." "And we..." "We're just trying to keep it together till they get back." "and maybe I..." "Glenn's a big boy." "He makes his own choices." "I mean you..." "Do you have anything to apologise for?" "Tell him to man up and pull himself together." "Just don't say "man up." it never goes well." "Let me just get this to Beth." "You go on." "I got it." "We've gotta start using our knives more." "we use our knives." "We keep things quiet." "We save ammunition." "Yeah." "We need dry goods ahead of the winter." "Warm clothes." "Fuel." "Maybe we get a break." "You gotta think the cold affects them." "it's gotta slow them down. we got all that snow and ice." "My cousin got stuck on 85 for 24 hours." "Sitting in his car with a birthday cake for his girlfriend at Georgia Tech." "He just sat and ate birthday cake and listened to the Lord of the Rings book on tape." "we get the same winter as last year." "it's a different world." "Safer." "Maybe we find some snowmobiles to make runs." "That sounds good." "knock. we'll get you up and out of here and go take a walk." "What do you say?" "You'd do good to be outside." "You're pregnant?" "How could you do that?" "I don't really have a choice." "You think it'll make a difference?" "Of course it will." "You eat something." "It's more than 18." "I'm looking for a place." "A place for what?" "Give him a fair shake." "A shot." "There." "This'll do." "We'll leave the boy here and scavenge some supplies." "Psst." "Over there." "Wait." "Like I said." "but other ways to do this." "One more." "Your turn." "Rick." "I don't see any bites." "then." "other one's cheek." "burned bodies down the hill." "huh?" "huh?" "You're gonna..." "Hey." "I know how hard it is." "get her on the phone." "I can only assume..." "It's just so pointless." "and Patricia and Jimmy." "And you gotta stay strong for them." "I wish I could promise you it will be all right in the end." "but we can make now all right." "And we have to." "Thank you." "I'll be right back." "We'll go take that walk." "Beth?" "sweetheart." "You don't wanna do this." "have you seen Maggie or Hershel?" "but I saw Maggie and Glenn walk by maybe 20 minutes ago." "Could you find her for me?" "I've gotta get back to the house." "Of course." "The hell is this?" "don't be stupid." "I owe you guys!" "I can help protect what you've got." "Why would you save my life just to kill me by leaving me here?" "One guy..." "One guy can't make it alone." "That's why I was with those dudes." "I was alone." "Don't be stupid!" "I'm not like them!" "I'm just some guy." "I used to watch football and screw around on the internet." "I lived with my mom!" "I lost her like you lost people." "I went to school with Maggie for God's sake!" "I went to church." "I rode the bench on varsity baseball." "You went to school with Maggie?" "You go to school with Maggie?" "Answer the question!" "Did you go to school with Maggie?" "I..." "She didn't know me." "Didn't even know I existed." "I knew her." "I knew who her dad was." "There is no way I would ever do anything" "to hurt her or her family." " Jesus." "Or you." "Or your people." "I'm not like the guys I was with!" "Rick." "Where we are." "He knows." "Say he finds his way back to his people." "no!" "Not now." "Just not now." "Rick?" "When?" "When I've had a chance to think about it." "Don't let him kill me." "Please don't." "Shut up!" "We're going back." "It's a man's life." "I need a night to think it through." "Rick." "He ran with men who tried to kill you." "You gonna bring him back to where Lori sleeps?" "To where Carl sleeps?" "unless you bust it open." "don't start that shit." "I'm taking the night." "Rick." "Keep struggling with it." "man." "The right choice is the one that keeps us alive." "It's always the same with you." "it's whenever you're put to the test." "like you know the rules." "man." "We're lost." "man." "I know exactly where I am." "Rick." "man." " I don't think you can keep them safe." "Damn!" "God!" "man." "You're not doing this!" "You don't get to make these calls any more." "I won't let you." "Are you crazy?" "What if Dad finds out?" "What's he gonna do?" "Kill me for committing suicide?" "Stop being such a brat." "He'd die." "So would I." "This isn't just about you." "We all lost Mom." "and I couldn't stand that." "SQ you give up?" "bitch." "Let's see what you got." "Come on." " Where's Hershel?" " He doesn't want to find out yet." "It's a family affair." "We'll let them work it out." "That's working it out?" "that's when it's time to worry." "You are being so selfish!" "This could've been handled better." "How so?" "You shouldn't have taken the knife away." "Excuse me?" "like Dale taking my gun." "That wasn't your decision." "She has to choose to live on her own." "She has to find her own reasons." "Want me to tie a noose for her?" "she'll figure out a way." "Doesn't mean I can't stop her or let her know that I care." "Lori. and she believes the best one is suicide." "That's not an option." "Of course it is." "She doesn't need to be yelled at or treated like a child." "right?" "You'll understand if I don't send you in there." "I came through it." "And became such a productive member of the group." "Let Maggie handle this her way." "I contribute." "I help keep this place safe." "The men can handle this on their own." "They don't need your help." "I'm sorry." "What would you have me do?" "there's plenty of work to go around." "Are you serious?" "you're in my face over skipping laundry? and Patricia and Maggie." "Cooking and cleaning and caring for Beth." "And you..." "You don't care about anyone but yourself." "You sit up on that RV working on your tan with a shotgun in your lap." "I am on watch against walkers." "not fresh mint leaves in the lemonade." "We are providing stability." "We are trying to create a life worth living." "Are you kidding me?" "I went after Rick." "I took down two walkers." "Don't act like you're the only one..." "After crashing Maggie's car." "Ever apologise for that?" "Crashing her..." "You're insane. the way you take it all for granted." "My husband is out there for the hundredth time." "My son was shot." "Don't you dare tell me that I take this for granted." "do you?" "your son too." "And now you've got a baby on the way." "but you just keep on keeping on. laying down rules for everybody but yourself." "You know what?" "Go ahead. just like it is for you. boyfriend." "She just has to look on the bright side." "Mom would be ashamed to learn she raised such a coward." "Beth?" "He's clueless." "He had us waiting for a cure." "He knows he was wrong." "When has Dad ever admitted he was wrong?" "He's just telling Rick's group what they want to hear." "And Jimmy?" "We went out for three months and now I'm married to him?" "And me?" "You could do that to me?" "I can't take another funeral." "You can't avoid it." "What are we waiting for?" "We should both do it." " What?" " At the same time." " Help each other." " No." "but... easy." "and then it would be over." "Or we'll be forced to do it when the farm and this house is overrun." "No one can protect us." "Glenn?" "I heard what happened." "the others too." "We're alone." "with only Dad and Jimmy against a whole world of those things." "I don't wanna be gutted." "I wanna go." "In this bed tonight with you beside me." "Please." "You want some of that?" "shit." "Hey." "You can't sit on top of her." "I can't leave her by herself." "You're gonna have to." "You're exhausted." "Go get some air." "I'll sit with her." "get something to eat." "I got it." " Okay." "Thanks." " Okay." "Aren't you gonna say something?" "Is this what you want?" "The pain doesn't go away." "You just make room for it." " Stop!" " Holy shit." "Where the hell do you think you're going?" "man." "That's what you came here for." "I'm not gonna tell anyone anything." "Shut up." "You wanna stay here?" "Help the guy that just tried to bash your head in?" "There's 10 roamers there." "You think you can take that on?" "They don't see us." "We can get out of here." "Fine!" "But let me have a gun." "I'll help you." "I'll show you." "I can." "I know it." " Let's go." " What?" "He did this." "We're going." "thank you." "Rick." "Beth?" " Beth?" "Beth?" "Maggie?" "She's in there." "I heard glass." "you all right?" "please." "I left her with Andrea." " Where's a key?" " I don't know." "please open the door." "I'm not mad." "Beth." "Maggie." "Hang on." "I'm sorry." "Okay." "It's okay." "Stay there." "man." "you like that?" "Shane!" "Shane!" "Go for the back door!" "Come on!" "get in!" "go!" "Come on!" "yeah!" "You see that?" "You see what we did?" "Just keep driving." " Where were you?" " I heard." "Is she all right?" "She would be if you had stayed with her." "Where were you?" " How bad is she?" " It wasn't deep." "She wants to live." "She made her decision." "she didn't." "My father is stitching her wrist right now." "She'll live." "Stay away from her." "From both of us." "Don't you dare step foot inside this house again." "but Beth has made her choice." "She wants to live and now she knows it." "And sometimes you have to cross the line." "you're gonna have to do better than a wrench. but I am gonna think about it a night. killing anyone." "You know that." "That is my wife." "That is my son." "That is my child." "you gotta trust me." "It's time for you to come back."