"Rikyu's tea was the best, isn't it?" "A pity he had to die but even though he's dead he 's still my teacher everytime I make tea, li feel Rikyu near he died but he needn't have" "I wish I could meet him after I die" "Oribe do you smile when you feel like weeping?" "That's impossible they are separate emotions" "I know you and Tadaoki bade farewell to him quite openly" "I didn't like it, though why don't you say something?" "Then... say it would you tell me why you ordered Rikyu's death?" "He was guilty of misconduct misconduct?" "Right everyone was talking about his misbehavior that isn't reason enough if you tell me the truth I'll be convinced why must you be convinced?" "Tell me what the people in town are saying he had a wooden image of himself dedicated in the temple what of it?" "Simple priestly flattery but it make you angry it was as if he were showing you his pride" "I don't remember he wanted money It was said he sold inferior tea ceremony utensils at high price and this made you angry absurd!" "He knew the value of everything what's wrong with merchants liking money?" "Anything else?" "I cannot speak, my lord it's about his daughter, Ogin she has a big bosom" "I thought she'd be able to bear a healthy child but Rikyu refused maybe he loved her that much" "I don't know is that all?" "I'll speak, my lord" "I'd heard that he'd refused your order there are things you must never mentioned personally, I detest the idea of poisoning someone rather, I prefer to turn poison to medicine and make friends of my enemies" "I have nothing further to say" "Oribe it means I had no reason for ordering Rikyu's death" "Oribe" "I want you to devise me a true tea ceremony" "Rikyu's wasn't grand enough for me it only make him all the more stubborn stubborn men fight to the bitter end they never surrender this may be considered admirable unless he lives, a man has no future about politics, I take care of all that" "about tea ceremony" "I must leave everything to you try to do better than Rikyu understand?" "Did I surprise you, Oribe you must behave like a princess" "a marriageable girl your father will scold you scolding won't work he said I'm perfect as I am he will reprimand you no, he wishes I were a boy" "I could have succeed him as the ruler that's what he says are you leaving already?" "Then will you take me to your home?" "Wait, I'll speak to my father" "you wait" "Oribe, smell this can you tell me what's in it?" "It's lovely the first one this spring" "I like to see dandelions blooming everywhere what about you?" "For you thank you very much can I meet you again next time?" "Here I am that looks interesting Give it to me our lord told me to become his tea ceremony master then you've become the country's best but you seem unhappy he said, do better than Rikyu what?" "Rikyu?" "Give me some sake here it is" "from now on, you'd best not be too stubborn" "Hideyoshi hates men who're too honest rulers are hard to understand in some ways they're a madman every ruler is like that speaking of myself maybe I'm like a madman to my retainers" "Oribe, open the door my hands are full who's that?" "A formidable person lord Maeda's daughter, Goh princess Goh?" "You brought it yourself?" "I want to drink so I brought three cups do you know this gentleman?" "Yes, of course, lord Gamo he looks as strong as people say" "I heard it snows heavily in your province you are quite correct is that so?" "I saw something odd today what did you see?" "You don't know?" "Rikyu's head what?" "It was absolutely ridiculous they put his head at the feet of his wooden statue what?" "It made me so angry, it is the worst sort of conduct so mean... the way Kyoto people are probably someone trying for favor" "Hideyoshi may be a sly fox but he wouldn't have gone that far" "I'm going now" "the head's gone!" "It's gone!" "She's Maeda's daughter, you say?" "Yes, Hideyoshi adopted her as soon as she was born she's a girl soon or later, she'll end up marrying a feudal lord" "I feel very sorry for her" "So!" "You love her, too, right?" "Look at their swords!" "There's no telling what the old man does" "Enough!" "Stop!" "Let's go!" "Goh, Aiming at Oribe with a bow was bad enough you went too far today next time I might decide to punish you" "I'm afraid virgins tend to be thoughtless" "you're angry?" "Your cheeks look like plum blossoms as your father, I love you" "do I have to see him here?" "Call that servant here" "He's a forward fellow" "What's he called?" "Usu - it means "mortar"" "Mortar?" "But he isn't that round how true!" "He does have a curious name" "Oribe" "Ask him... why he chased my retainers like that" "This is Lord Oribe's mansion" "I'm the one to ask why" "What?" "What a forward way to speak!" "It's all right, Usu" "Just tell his lordship the facts" "Well..." "Lord Oribe found me and raised me" "I owe him a lot" "I serve him as a gardener" "I couldn't help but throw the intruder over the fence" "What a creature Makes me laugh" "How amusing!" "Like in the Kyogen What a provoking servant!" "Quick girl" "About Rikyu..." "I wasn't truly willing" "I know, my lord yesterday I heard for the first time... his head was being exposed someone was trying to show loyalty to me but what a mess!" "I had thought of having Rikyu's head re-entered" "I had thought it would ease the minds of those close to him but that basara girl... snatched the head away, together with that peculiar Usu" "I followed them and found myself... outside the fence of your mansion what do you think?" "Interesting?" "Maybe your man Usu knows where Rikyu's head is" "Oribe... take care of it... secretly" "I'd like to have a word with you" "Lord Hosokawa" "that's typical of her you must have had a difficult time yesterday, right?" "Not that hard But a bit difficult, yes" "Uhisato came to stay at my place he was all excited" "I can imagine" "He's moody, changeable" "He's difficult" "But the officials were even more difficult they exposed Rikyu's head in that unseemly way did you know?" "I stayed away being too honest is bad being stubborn brings death, do be careful" "sorry I caused all the trouble" "That hero, Ujisato, didn't even come to help doesn't look it but he's a coward and Oribe here was no different when I was in danger, he didn't move a finger he just looked at me" "Because Usu was with you" "But why turn away?" "Why hit the brazier?" "Azen debate!" "Give Usu to me" "What?" "Will you give him to me if he agrees?" "Does he want to?" "I don't know but if you tell him to, he'll serve me" "I doubt it They say, tread on a worm and it will turn but I fear that Usu will do much more than that" "It's not likely that he'll serve me" "Not necessarily Why not ask him first?" "I wonder what he'll say he won't say he'll come to me" "He's like a dog" "He obeys only one master" "He serves me only because you tell him to" "His master is you after all, not me" "Evidently you want Usu very much" "Where did you hide him?" "What?" "Hasn't he returned yet?" "You sent him off, right?" "I was told to deliver this to you, Ogin" "By whom?" "I can't reveal anything further" "Wait, who sent you here?" "Someone to whom Rikyu was very dear" "Don't put the fire out" "I'm... not Rikyu's daughter" "I'm happy..." "turning to ashes... together with him, please" "Just stay until I die" "who is it?" "Stay away!" "Where have you been?" "Please send me away" "Rikyu's head...?" "It's my fault" "I don't think so" "Where did you take the head?" "Ogin..." "To Ogin?" "Ogin... she killed herself" "What?" "Be calm This is not like you" "Breathe slowly... then exhale" "She wasn't Rikyu's daughter" "What?" "Usu, who told you that?" "Ogin herself She was dying" "Did you meet anyone on your way back here?" "No, I didn't... except for one person" "Where did you meet the Princess Goh?" "Did you meet only her?" "That's good" "My lord, please send me away" "Thinking I might get into trouble?" "I'd like you to dismiss me" "Do you want to serve the Princess Goh?" "I don't mind Well..." "Kyoto frightens me" "Any complaints against me?" "No, sire!" "Never!" "Usu... why not become one of my samurai?" "I appreciate your kind offer" "But I don't want to be one" "I'm Oribe Furuta Come!" "You may be Lord Furuta" "But we don't want you here" "I regard you merely as an old man using that name stop me, and we'll kill you" "Go on!" "Leave the rest to Usu!" "But he's wounded" "No, he isn't who'd let any man I love be shot with a gun?" "Love?" "How did you know that Usu would pass here?" "He told me" "When was that?" "Last night" "And where?" "Must I tell you every detail?" "I'm sorry Please spare me" "Keep quiet or you won't stop bleeding" "I know it hurts" "Let it hurt" "is it true that you came here to see Usu off?" "No I didn't even know he'd pass here" "If I'd known..." "I might've sent archers" "Usu sneaked into my bedroom" "He forced himself on me" "I've changed my mind" "I discovered Mitsunari had sent assassins to kill Usu so he wouldn't talk about Rikyu's head Then..." "Mitsunari was to have killed me" "I decided not to kill Usu, I decided to let him live" "I felt sorry for him" "I felt as if I were in love with him" "you sure groan a lot when that princess isn't around" "But groaning won't... stop the pain" "Old bastard!" "What?" "I saved your life, yet you call me a bastard?" "You were all but frozen in the snow out there" "I don't mind dying" "Is that so?" "Is love that painful?" "It's not that" "Don't blame on" "I'd be... better off dead whatever you say but this thing here says you want to live" "you'll catch cold" "What's wrong?" "The cloth that was on my head?" "It was so dirty I threw it in the stream" "I didn't know it was so important to you" "I'm sorry" "What's your name?" "My name?" "Just call me Junsai" "Junsai?" "If you master everything I know you could live here for a century" "But... there's one thing I can't manage" "What is it?" "Women" "I don't like women" "Don't talk like that!" "Live too long by yourself and even monkeys start looking good" "That's hard to do" "Don't just stand there" "he's alive!" "Merciful Buddha..." "Hurry!" "Junsai..." "I can't do this" "I'll just hide in the mountains, and live by myself" "That's selfish!" "Now that you've seen all this" "I can't let you stay alive" "I'm dead already" "No, you're still alive" "Listen, just leave me alone, go!" "That's enough!" "I came to thank you for the fish" "sit down You live in a nice home" "The fish were delicious" "I suppose you know that Kideyoshi died" "And Oribe is being kept away by Ieyasu" "Poor man!" "I'm not interested in our feudal lords Ieyasu is afraid of the Christians" "The Christians in Japan will be a major force Ieyasu is afraid of them certainly is a nice day drink this" "Thank you" "Do you know what happened to the princess?" "I'm no longer concerned she's under the custody of Lord Maeda" "She's in Kaga" "Junsai" "Have you got more armor in that cave?" "Her husband Ukita was defeated in the civil war against Ieyasu" "He was exiled to Hachijo Island" "When will you use all that armor in the cave?" "Or don't you have any use for it anymore?" "You're making useless stuff, too" "I like useless stuff better It's interesting" "Aren't you really interested in just collecting things?" "You'll never know how I feel" "Which lumber do you plan to use?" "White cedar from Hida" "Some old man is here asking to see you" "His name is Junsai" "Junsai?" "I don't believe it Junsai Kita!" "Yes, I'm so happy to see you again!" "So it's you It's good to see you again!" "Come here Come here" "Have you been well?" "I consider it a great honor to be granted an audience with you" "How have you been?" "It's seventeen years since I left you" "I've managed to stay alive" "Your former retainers who all dispersed into the mountains are waiting for you to rise to action for me to rise?" "Exactly We lost the civil war and the country's still in a turmoil" "Now is the time for you to seize the rulership of Japan" "Please make up your mind before Ieyasu can strengthen his position" "Your retainers are already prepared to fight whenever you give us the order" "For warriors dying in battles is the best but I've already abandoned my weapons" "Junsai... try to understand that" "I'm sorry but God doesn't want to me fight" "God simply doesn't want me to fight" "Go away!" "Is he saying that Christians will no long fight?" "Or making a fool of me because I'm old!" "You sure you up to it?" "Let's do it again" "What?" "Let's do it one more time?" "All right Wait a minute" "What's this?" "No good give me that" "Is it all right, your taking such a strong medicine?" "It's bad for your health" "Who cares?" "Man dies anyway" "Now, look" "Good medicine!" "I'm strong enough" "Old man!" "Are you all right?" "That you, Usu?" "I'm done for This is the end of me" "Don't die, Junsai Please, be brave" "He knew I was once a Christian he insisted on bringing me here" "He bought me" "He said I was the best woman for him to die with" "Step aside, what do you want?" "I am grateful to you" "Women are hopeless" "And I was going to let them, I'm already past forty" "Come with me" "You shall have some new clothes" "Without you, what might have happened to her?" "Nothing, she is very strong it taught me a good lesson" "Come this way It's quiet here" "My lady lives here alone" "Her husband and sons were exiled" "Here family is dispersed She is alone" "This will be your castle This will be your castle" "The lord is here!" "You're too careless" "Careless about what?" "Going out, with no thought, all by yourself" "With no thought?" "I like that" "With no thought, go to bed" "I live that way" "Day after day, with no thought" "What else can I do?" "Today those men wanted me" "I enjoyed an afternoon to remember" "Anyway, dear sister, be more careful" "The tokugawas are all around" "You must be always on your guard" "The Tokufawas again!" "They're already saying I should thank them for keeping me alive" "Must I be kind to them as well?" "For the Maedas' sake" "I know I wasn't serious" "Thank you very much" "Nice place to live, right?" "Thank you kindly, but..." "Just live there!" "I ask you to" "For warriors, health is important when ill, people speak nonsense" "Oribe, are you in good health?" "I have no physical problems" "That wont' be enough" "Ukob Takayamam contracted this disease called "Christianity"" "He's staying with the Maedas and working as hard as any soldier, so I hear" "And Maeda keeps building castles" "Sick people easily suffer high fevers none of his medicine works for him" "I'm one of them too" "I keep making my ceramic bowls" "Builder and makers are often stubborn and selfish so are tea-ceremony masters" "Rikyu was" "What do you think?" "If I may speak frankly..." "Pleasure in making things lies in discovering something new" "It's difficult to estimate the value of something new hard to estimate its worth" "Creators may indeed appear selfish" "Rikyu was an example of this" "What did you say?" "Discovering something new?" "That's not necessary" "You're the Tea Masterto the Shogun" "The finest utensils are at hand" "Isn't it your duty to make the most of these?" "You're absolutely right, Lord Shogun" "However... though I admit that fine utensils have their own value" "I cannot deny the joy that comes with making something new" "Do you not think it's the providence of nature?" "How do Christians interpret "providence"?" "Divine will, perhaps Human will, I suppose" "Are you a Christian?" "No" "Then forget about providence" "Human wisdom brings peace to the world try to remember that" "You sister married Ukon, right?" "SO you know something about Christianity" "I know nothing" "I've been shocked by the report that this fever prevails in my feud, too" "Even among my retainers, my ladies-in-waiting" "It's a disgrace" "It's an epidemic" "Prohibiting it doesn't work either" "Warriors must remain healthy" "They say there are 750 thousand Christians in Japan" "The actual figure could be only half that" "But if a general like Ukon now confined in Kaga, unites them then their war-potential might exceed even that of the Tokugawas" "What if the Christianity were banned now?" "It would have no effect on foreign trade then, is it time to get Ukon on the move?" "Right" "What about Oribe?" "He's Ukon's brother-in-law" "One of his sons is in the enemy force" "He may be a great artist but he's nothing as a warrior" "But he's very stubborn" "And it's catching" "Oribe's tea ceremony seems trivial, too novel and too frivolous it's not suitable for our world" "This has arrived from your exiled husband" "Oh, really?" "It's been exactly one year" "These must be from your sons" "This seems to be a nut I see It's called "coconut"" "They are good in writing and drawing" "Why not chop some more?" "I've already chopped plenty" "Chop more!" "I told you to chop more wood" "I'm getting tired of this house it's about time to move on" "Then go where I tell you to go" "Why do you treat me this way?" "Listen to me" "Stubborn, I cannot forget you!" "Yet you've been ignoring me" "What about you?" "You didn't even call me by name" "Stupid!" "I gave you that hut to live in!" "A tea-ceremony, right here" "I'll invite Oribe, Ukon and Lord Hosokawa" "People always seem to grow apart" "You miss Oribe, right?" "But I left him, and I owe him so much" "That's in the past" "We'll go see Ukon tomorrow" "Oh, it's you, is it?" "I haven't seen you for a long time, forgive me" "Why?" "I am the one to apologize" "I'd like to hold a tea-ceremony" "The guest will be you, Oribe and Lord Hosokawa" "I'll be the hostess, well?" "Superb And when will it be?" "When the cherry trees are in full bloom" "What about the twenty-eighth of next month?" "What day does it fall on?" "Rikyu's death anniversary" "Yes, of course" "Good idea Let's make it that day" "But I shall be unable to attend on that day" "Why not?" "Leyasu has ordered me to move to Nagasaki" "What?" "When will you go?" "Very soon, I suppose Ieyasu!" "He's after you" "How can you play the organ then?" "I've only recently begun to enjoy it" "What about Oribe?" "I've already informed him no time for that now" "Maybe I came here by intuition today" "It's good" "Is it ready?" "Yes, everything is" "No peaceful settlement?" "NO, I doubt that Ieyasu will compromise" "He's very old and must hurry with everything" "He must get rid of all obstacles After that... he'll obviously be ready to play the tyrant naturally I'll lose my place" "Yet someone must try to control him" "Usu is here" "Will you take it to Oribe?" "You know where he lives, right?" "You can ask him where Lord Hosokawa is" "You're the only one who can do this" "Usu?" "Come in" "So, you're alive" "I'm alive, I've been travelling" "What are you doing now?" "I once nearly died in the mountains" "You're seeing a living corpse" "You haven't changed You look strong" "Maybe you've grown a bit older" "No, you haven't changed so much" "Where did you come from today?" "From Kaga" "What?" "To deliver this" "From Kaga?" "This handwriting..." "The Princess Goh?" "Are you living at the Princess Goh's?" "It turned out like that... before I even knew it" "It was all by chance" "Same as always" "It's just like the Princess" "How is she?" "She looks as young as when she was in her twenties" "But now it's hard to know what she's thinking." "Or, so it seems" "She married a feudal lord, but he was exiled" "She's from the Maedas" "Our rulers hate them but at the same time respected them, and kept their peace with the Maedas" "But the heads of families always died at difficult times Two in a row" "Widow Matsu is having difficulties with the clan" "She's difficult, isn't she?" "And Goh is her daughter" "So it's hard to know what she's thinking" "What shall I tell her your answer it?" "Be patient, of course I shall go to her tea party" "Lord Oribe Furuta" "As the Shogun's tea-ceremony instructor you must act very carefully shouldn't I go?" "No Absolutely not!" "Think about it" "Her husband was exiled" "And Goh was placed in the custody of her family" "She's like a glowing ember there" "Be careful or anything could happen" "You know how unreasonable and fickle old rulers can be" "That's not all" "The only one to hand down Rikyu's tea-ceremony is you, Lord Oribe" "I advise you, as his disciple" "Do not accept Goh's invitation" "About Ukon..." "He already left Nagasaki for Luzon" "They tried to sink his ship just out of the harbor" "IF he'd died in Japan, the Christians would have risen" "But he's out of Japan" "That's good for us" "What's so good?" "He might join our foreign enemies" "By the way, Oribe Furuta will go to Kaga next spring to attend Princess Goh's tea-ceremony" "To the Maedas?" "What's on his mind?" "Stop" "They're finally in full bloom" "For a distance, your head..." "Looked like an old dandelion Dandelions everywhere..." "Do you remember when I said that?" "And your language has not improved" "The tea was delicious" "Oh, yes, I remember this bowl" "It holds traces of that prank you pulled" "You made it when you were young, didn't you?" "Young or not, I never made another after I got married" "SO it's the only one" "Do you remember that stupid argument we had years ago?" "Yeah About Usu, wasn't it?" "That's right" "Maybe you heard that" "I met him again by chance" "It's hard to predict what God will arrange" "Don't you want to know what happened to me?" "Let's see" "You know that I don't like unhappy stories" "That gilded thing in the alcove is a coconut from Hachijo Island There was island sand inside it pleased me" "That's what regard is your alcove is beautifully arranged" "I'm very impressed" "What you do shines like a light to encourage the people around you" "You think so?" "Really?" "Then, being alive isn't so bad, is it?" "With Ujisato and Ukon gone..." "I feel..." "I don't want to hear unhappy stories, either" "I made a mistake" "But... can I have all this happiness... for myself?" "I wonder" "I hope we can meet again, next time in your tearoom" "I have many memories there" "I made tea for Hideyoshi there" "I met Ujisato for the first time there too" "The next anniversary of Rikyu's death, then" "Decided" "Please take care of yourself till that day" "The same to you" "Take up pottery again I expect you results" "Farewell" "I presume you to be Lord Oribe Furuta" "My name is Terasaki" "I serve Lord Itakura, Governor of Kyoto" "I'm under orders from him to escort you there" "Please come with us" "What kind of order is this?" "I cannot accept it" "I understand how you feel" "But Governor Itakura will explain his true intentions directly to you" "We've prepared a palanquin for you" "Bring it here!" "We'll keep your swords!" "I have something to tell you" "The fact is one Soki Kimura has attempted to assassinate the present and retired Shoguns He's been arrested" "The ringleader's still unknown" "But this Soki is Oribe's key vassal" "So Oribe is suspected" "Oribe has been sentenced to remain in confinement" "Are you a Tokugawa spy?" "You are Right?" "You told the governor above my tea-ceremony" "Leave!" "Right now!" "Tell him" "I've just finished the finest of tea-ceremonies" "My lady, I've brought Usu" "Go to Kyoto and get as close to Oribe as you can it'll be hard to approach him" "But you can do it" "You may die" "Please leave your life in my hands" "I don't care about my life" "You won't go?" "Who says I won't?" "If you're killed, just remember you've already given me your life" "I said I didn't care about my life" "Oribe will die" "He'll be killed" "He resisted the Shogun and helped the Christians" "He'll be killed for what he's done" "Did he really intend betrayal?" "I don't know" "I'll go" "Are you saying that" "The Princess Goh actually told you to meet Lord Oribe?" "Troublesome woman!" "It won't be easy" "He's being strictly guarded by the governor's samurai" "No matter how well guarded it's still his house" "I can sneak in" "You seem confident" "Well... don't worry" "Who'd kill a minor servant like you?" "I don't' care what happens to you" "But she mustn't be involved" "If they catch you use this dagger Be certain to kill yourself" "I won't get caught" "I'll come back and report to her" "I'm under household arrest" "SO I won't invite you in Stay there" "The Princess Goh sent you?" "Yes, my lord" "You sound like a samurai" "I remember you said you'd never be a samurai" "Two of my sons were killed in the battle at Osaka Castle during the war against the Shogunate" "Nothing special about their death" "But, I felt sorry for them" "I'm really lonely" "Ujisato died Ukon is now gone too" "And I shall never again see the Princess Goh" "Here they come" "It seems that you came all this distance to see just where I'm destined to die" "I appreciate that" "Tell the Princess Goh that I thank her for her dandelion" "Get home safely" "You were in league with the enemy force and attempted to attack our Kyoto encampment" "For the charges, you are ordered to commit hara-kiri the eleventh day of June, the year of 1615" "SO, at this final moment" "Final moment?" "Would you like to write a death poem?" "Oh, you mean that?" "It's before killing oneself" "A custom Please do so" "Are you saying I must scrawl something before I kill myself?" "What shall I scrawl?" "It's an odd custom, isn't it?" "If I don't scribble away it might be interpreted as your failing in your mission" "I will say some words then" "Have I entered an abyss?" "No difference do I see between the nobility and those in livery" "Have I entered an abyss?" "Would you repeat the rest?" "No difference do I see between the nobility and those in livery" "Is that enough?" "That's all then" "We have duly recorded your death poem" "Then..." "I refuse to commit hara-kiri" "What?" "Were I a mere servant" "I would receive an order for death then I would commit hara-kiri" "Rikyu was such a case" "But at the last moment, I have changed my mind" "Have I entered an abyss?" "No difference do I see between the nobility and those in livery" "Right now I find myself in an abyss" "So, why must I accept an order from Ieyasu that nobleman, to commit hara-kiri?" "Ridiculous!" "Oribe, have you gone mad?" "I heard Lord Oribe had committed hara-kiri" "You know already?" "I'm tired Let me sleep for a while" "I'll see my lady after I wake up" "Very well" "In Kyoto, you came into my bedroom" "So tonight I've come into yours" "Then it was after Rikyu's mistress Ogin had died" "Now, it's after Oribe has died So, each time is to talk about death" "How prosaic, when a man and woman are meeting" "Leave everything as it is" "Did you actually see how Oribe died?" "I actually heard that's a strange answer" "I had to hide under the house and listen" "I had no chance to see what happened" "Is that so?" "What a pity that you had no chance to meet him and speak with him" "No" "I met him and spoke with him" "Where?" "In his sitting room" "Good!" "Those memories!" "Was Oribe calm, cool, proud" "I felt no change in him" "But I didn't show myself" "I merely put the bowl on his veranda" "Was he surprised at your sudden appearance?" "He thanked you for the dandelion" "Stubborn men have no fear because they're stubborn?" "Or... is it that fear makes them stubborn" "Oribe moved against the wind" "He dashed against the rocks" "Maybe he died satisfied" "I wish I'd been born a man and become such a one as he" "Usu, what do you plan to do now?" "I'll go home to Mino and make bowls" "Idiot, what are you saying?" "I asked what you plan to do - right now" "Who cares where you go or who you go with?" "Right now, Usu..." "Will you hold me like you did that night, or shall I hold you?"