"Sub made by Spygirl" "Classes will begin." "Won't you go upstairs?" "No." "I'm not going." "I'm going to the class now." "Can you sit with me for a little bit?" "I can't stand those two." "I'm going to the class." "Are you coming?" "Will you tell me what's going on with you?" "Today's is the anniversary of Sheng's death." "Is it today?" "I'm thinking about to visit his grave." "But I just couldn't remember where he's buried." "Haven't you ever been to his grave?" "Because I always feel it isn't real." "I can't admit..." "I can't admit the fact that Sheng is already dead." "In fact" "I can't remember anything happened after Sheng's death." "I don't have any recollection of it." "I can only remember I went to a police station." "I seemed to faint there." "When I woke up, everything related to the funeral had all finished." "You said you pushed Sheng off the building." "Is that true?" "Probably." "If you want to visit Sheng so much, why don't you ask your father?" "He will not let me go." "He doesn't like me to visit Sheng's grave." "Why?" "Because he doesn't like Sheng and me." "How can parents dislike their own children?" "Every time when you mention your father, why do you always make him sound so awful?" "Why do you dislike him so much?" "Why is it?" "I don't know." "I really don't know why." "It was my mother." "She kept telling us." "Don't ever come close to your father." "Your father is very cold and ruthless and he hates children." "And he is very frightening." "Don't ever depend on him." "Don't believe what he says." "Do you understand?" "You're looking more and more like papa." "Ling." "It's true that you're looking more and more like papa." "Has you father ever done anything terrible to you two?" "No." "My old man has never done anything." "Then, why did your mother say things like that?" "Yeah." "Why?" "Why did my mother always say such awful things of my old man?" "Every time we met, she always kept reminding us of it." "But then," "that I was looking more and more like my father." "My mother always acted like that, saying words with contradictory and confusing meaning." "Why did she say things like that?" "Why did I believe her?" "Why do I dislike my father so much?" "=(" "Every time I try to think it through." "But whenever i strained hard to think about it, my whole body felt very ill." "So, my doctor told me not to think about it." "The doctor?" "A psychiatrist." "He was my attending doctor when I was in the psychiatric hospital." "He told me if I couldn't think about it, don't think about it;" "be it my father or my mother, they are all the same." "So after that, I stop thinking about them." "So is the matter of Shazhi." "Even if I keep on telling myself not to look it that way." "In the end, I still connect her with Sheng's death." "You tell me not to avoid Shazhi, but I don't know if I can handle facing her." "I don't have any confidence at all." "I don't want to go back to those days." "She is not the problem." "It's me." "I've reached my limit." "I'm sick and tired of those days of taking medicine and staying in the psychiatric hospital." "I don't want to go back to those days." "Shazhi." "What do you mean by your not having confindence?" "You're running away again, aren't you?" "You're not being fair." "When Sheng was still alive, you were already like that." "You liked me but you always worried about Sheng's feeling and how he would look at us." "You didn't even look at me." "Do you know how I wished you only had me in your heart?" "@" "It was the same with Sheng." "In your hearts, you only had each other." "Every one envied me that I had both of you all to myself." "But no one understood how lonely I was inside." "Neither of you had his heart only for me." "So, I told Sheng to disappear." "I told him why there were two of you; if there was only one of you, I wouldn't be in such pain." "If one of you disappeared, how wonderful it would be." "After I told him that, he disappeared." "Sheng granted my wish." "I never thought that you would care even more about him." "Is God punishing me?" "Punish me for saying those words. $" "Punish me for killing Sheng." "You stay with here." "Stay with Qliuo." "I'll chase after her." "Sheng." "You go it all wrong." "I was just playing around with Shazhi." "I know I tent to act casual." "Why do you lie to me?" "I know you really like Shazhi." "I also know Shazhi likes you better." "I don't want to tie you down." "I don't want to tie you down at all." "It's almost dark now." "Those two still haven't come back." "I don't believe Sheng committed suicide for such a reason." "Ling is the person Sheng loved most." "He must have known what a terrible blow it would be to Ling." "If this isn't the reaon, what could be the reason Sheng committed suicide?" "Where is Shazhi?" "I'm sorry." "I didn't catch up to her." "I tried and looked up everywhere." "But I just couldn't find her." "Has she gone home?" "I called her home." "Her mom said she hadn't come home yet." "This...." "Today is the anniversary of Sheng's death." "Originally Shazhi was going to ask you to go together to his grave." "The rooftop." "The school's rooftop." "Ling, wait for me." "Ling, are you okay?" "You hurry up and go upstairs to look for her." "I'm fine." "I'm fine." "I'm fine..." "I remember it now." "I remember it all now." "Shazhi didn't do anything at all." "I was going to jump." "But when I looked downward, I became so scared." "I was so scared." "I really feel so sad." "I don't know why he did that." "Shazhi." "No." "It wasn't like that." "Sheng didn't committed suicide because of you." "It was because he knew that we weren't our father's real sons." "We are love children from out mother's extramarital affairs." "Sheng couldn't take the blow, so he chose to give up on himself." "It wasn't because of you." "No." "It wasn't..." "Class begins." "Is Chen Ling the only one absent today?" "It's rare that he has been attending classes more often lately." "How come you're here?" "You didn't come to school." "I'm worried if you've got sick." "I feel drowsy and my head aches acutely." "You have a temperature." "Have you caught a cold?" "Where is the thermometer?" "Do you have any cold medicine?" "How would I have any of those things?" "Don't worry." "I'm fine." "I'll be in a good shape after one good night of sleep." "No." "Is there any hospital around here?" "I'm taking you to see a doctor?" "Okay." "Are you kidding?" "I hate doctors the most and you're telling me to see a doctor." "I'm fine." "All I need is to rest for a night." "But you're sick and alone." "You need someone to take care of you." "How about I ask Shazhi to come over?" "Shazhi." "If she comes, my temperature would get even higher." "She doesn't know how to take care of people." "How about I contact your father?" "I'm fine." "I can handle it." "You hurry up." "Go home and rest." "I'm really fine." "Mom, It's me." "Can I spend the night outside tonight?" "Oh, with Qimgmei." "She keeps asking me to stay overnight." "I understand." "I'll go home right away after school tomorrow." "I know it." "Mom." "See you." "I also need to call Qingmei." "Every one lives alone in this world." "I know this." "But Ling's loneliness seems to be lonelier and loneliness." "You're up." "Can you get up?" "Didn't I say I'd be fine after one night of sleep?" "The peson who carried me to the bed was.... !" "Otherwise, you probably would be a goner too after sitting and sleeping the whole night like that." "Let me tell you beforehand." "All I did was to carry you to the bed to sleep." "I didn't do anything else." "I'm not that strong." "Hehehe." "Are you really okay?" "How can a little cold defeat me?" "Let's not talk about this." "What are these pots, pans, spoons, and bowls all about?" "Now you've made me penniless." "How am I going to live?" "I was afriad you might wake up in the middle of the night and get hungry." "I wanted to cook some food for you." "But you didn't have anything here." "So.." "Anyway these are all useful things." "I have brought a lot of food." "What would you like to eat?" "I can make it." "Is that right?" "Then, I want steak." "No." "Hamburger will do." "No." "Tempura." "What can you cook after all?" "Omelet with rice." "Why didn't you say so earlier?" "Wow." "It's so cute." "Try it." "What a small sausage!" "Not bad at all." "As long as you like it." "After you finish the dish, can we go out a little bit?" "Why?" "Because I haven't gone to the rest room since last night." "Okay." "I understand." "Sorry." "I never thought that, besides being adept at painting, you've also got a culinary talent." "Because my mom works outside, I often cook for myself." "So this is what's called the smell of mother." "Because I've never tasted it, I'm not sure of it." "A year after we were born, my mother was hospitalized." "Even if she wasn't hospitalized, I don't think she was ever a homemaker-type of woman." "Even if she's still alive, it's still questionable if I will ever get a chance to eat something she makes." "Ling, do you plan to continue living by yourself?" "Are you sure you really can't live with you father?" "Suppose I get married." "One day I find that the kid is looking more and more unlike me." "To keep up the appearance, I can't separate from my wife." "Even my wife left the world before me." "In the end I have to face this kid of someone else and pretend we're are all on good terms as a father and son." "If it were me," "I couldn't help but hope the dislikable kid to disappear before my eyes as soon as possible." "Was Sheng thinking the same way, so he made himself vanish?" "But if he hadn't known about this, none of this would have happened." "Who knows?" "But how did Sheng know about it?" "How did he know that you two weren't your father's real sons?" "If no one had told him, he shouldn't have known about it." "Who told him?" "Ling, how did you find out?" "Not long after we returned from Los Angeles," "I found a letter among the stuff my mother had left behind." "It was a love letter my mother wrote to another man." "You'll blush and heart-thumping if you read the letter." "I think it was a letter failed to be delivered." "There was a photo inside the letter." "In the photo was a man," "looking very much like me." "It was I who told him." "It was me." "I told Sheng." "Sheng." "I've found something very interesting." "You see." "Look." "Look at the photo." "The guy in the photo looked very much like us, didn't he?" "Do you know where I found it?" "Our mother had an extramarital affair." "So you actually are not the naturally son of the old man whom you respect most." "Why?" "Why did you do that?" "You know Sheng best and you valued him more than anyone else." "Why did you still...." "You should have known very well that, when Sheng found this out, what could have happened?" "Why did you do that anyway?" "Because I disliked him." "Because ever since we were kids, he always liked to act like an emissary of justice in front of me." "He always spoke of being proper and morality." "But he was so fragile and broke down easily and was a crybaby." "The person I dislike most was him." "It was just like my father's disliking us; how he wished we would vanish before his eyes." "I also wished...." "I also wished he would never show up in front of me." "You lie." "How could it be possible that you disliked Sheng?" "You specifically told me that it was becuase of him, you didn't feel lonely." "You specifically told me that the two of you were inseparable." "That was because we didn't have any choice." "Our mother was dying." "Our father didn't like us." "He was all I had." "He also only had me to rely on." "I was left with him as my only companion, so I had to take care of him." "We didn't have the choice to choose." "We had to be co-existent." "But our co-exstence relationship completely changed after we returned to Taiwan." "It all changed." "Sheng just wanted to please our old man whereas I argued with the old man almost every day." "Finally one day the two of us argued." "It was the first time we argued;" "the first time we completely revealed our dissatisfaction with each other." "We had never seen each other so not eye-to-eye." "When we were kids, if we didn't see each other for just a little while, we would feel so uneasy." "We grew up replying on each other's body heat." "But in the end..." "I killed him." "Maybe there were other things he couldn't handle, but the one who compelled him to go up to the school's rooftop and helped pushing him from behind." "No." "You can't think like that." "Your heart has also been hurt." "Why are you trying to console me?" "I don't want to run away from it any more." "My psychiatrist once told me that people tend to forget things that looks most unfavorable to themselves." "Isn't this what I am?" "Because I couldn't rescue my own younger brother, I became frustrated , repellent and caused the nerve system obstruted." "Looking at it from another perspective, how touching it is!" "I have been trying to persuade myself in this way." "But now I've remembered everything." "My nervous system actually was not caused by frustration and responsibility." "It was because I deeply sensed that true distorted personality inside me." "Distorted personality." "In fact, vaguely I've found it out myself." "In my heart, there's a part which is very evil and cruel." "I couldn't do anything about it." "I had been straining hard to return to normal;" "however the thought withered whenever I was with Sheng." "He was too innocent and too naive." "Everytime when I was with him, he was always right whereas I was always distined to at the distorted role." "Whenever he showed his censoring attitude, I just go antagonized." "When he cried, I got furious." "When he buttered up my old man and be my old man's boy with the same face as mine, it made me sick." "So..." "So you showed him your mother's letter." "Do you really disliked Sheng so much?" "Is it true?" "Who told him to treat me with the same attitude as my old man?" "I protected him at all cost, but then why did he always look at me accusingly?" "=(" "I was the person who understood him very well and also his only family." "I had protected him as my mother asked." "But the protection he wanted was just a mother's embrace and tenderness." "But I couldn't do it." "I couldn't give him the kind of protection he wanted because" "I had never even owned it myself." "How would I know how a mother protects her own children?" "I'm not a mother." "Neither am I a father." "How would I know how to protect somebody?" "You must be hoping someone can protect you, right?" "You, even more than Sheng, are arching for someone to support you by your side." "But you don't have time to think of those things." "But protecting Sheng had already kept you hands full and you didn't have time to take a break." "Don't look." "It's okay." "Go ahead and cry." "Don't suppress yourself." "It's a very natural thing." "But it's already too late." "No matter how many tears I shed, it won't change anything and couldn't bring anything back." "Sheng will never come back." "I can never even hear his voice." "It's too late..." "=D. Thank you." "It tastes so good." "I've never known that water could taste so good." "Both ours eyes are so swollen." "People who don't know might think we're lovers after a fight." "Yeah." "We don't look like brother and sister." "Sorry." "I've troubled you so much fro these two days." "Thank you." "Don't mention it." "Can you kiss me?" "What I mean is the kind of kiss between friends in foreign countries." "If we can be like this forever and forever, laugh together and cry together." "How wonderful it will be." "It doesn't matter if we can become boyfriend and girlfriend." "Ling, it feels so great to know you." "I feel lucky to have met you." "Are you an idiot?" "Spend the night at Ling's apartment and all you did was cooking for him and taking care of him." "Are you becoming a true convenience store?" "If you keep going like this, Shazhi will steal Ling away." "There's nothing I can do if Ling really can't forget Shazhi." "Are you becoming a plaster statue after painting too many of them?" "Don't you feel sad?" "I'm willing if this can make Ling happy, Because" "I like to see the way Ling laughs." "As long as he can be happy, I'm contented." "But I like to see Ling with you." "You don't know how happy Ling looks when he's with you." "How irresponsible Ling used to be." "How hot-tempered he used to be." "He was very cool but sometimes he looked scary." "Actually, he was difficult to get along." "But when he is with you, how should I put it, he suddenly become cute." "It's you who have changed him. =p" "Subbed by Spygirl" "Edit By Littlun" "Chen Ling." "Do you think you're invisible?" "Why did you come to class so late?" "No." "I went to remove the stitches." "Reasonable reason but rejected." "You're marked tardy once." "Hey, where are we?" "Can I borrow your textbook, I didn't bring mine?" "Idiot." "You're here to sleep." "Why do you need the textbook?" "Sleep." "You think I sleep in every class." "Anyway, hasn't Teacher taught you?" "You should give more encouragement to student who went astray but are now striving hard." "Chen Ling." "Do you think I'm deaf." "Can you lower your voice while we're in class." "Strange." "Every time you come to class, I can't teach." "What's going on?" "The whole class worked with the teacher to bully me." "Do you actually want to bully an aspiring young man who intents to get back on his feet?" "Which part of you wants to stand up?" "Sit down." "Sit down!" "Your textbook." "Qingmei, this is the 500 dolllars I borrowed last time, which I can pay you back now." "So quick." "I just got my paycheck." "I'm leaving." "Bye bye." "Chen Ling, these are the summaries of Chinese and English and lectures notes of other various subjects for you two." "Hey, I wonder what those two will become of." "Suppose." "I mean suppose." "What if those two break up," "Qiluo will be alone by herself." "Will you pursue her again?" "You still llike Qiluo, aren't you?" "You're talking to yourself." "It's none of your business." "Even if I'm so bored, I will not cling to people shamlessly." "Further, it's unlikely Ling will like me at all." "I'm neither as independent and strong as Qiluo nor as adorable as Shazhi." "In a nutshell, I'm not cute." "Who says that?" "I think you're quite cute." "I'm cute?" "Really?" "Which parts?" "When you scold people as if scolding dogs, you look quite cute." "You're belittling me!" "=)" "I mean it." "You've an honest and genuine personality." "When you're angry, you show it." "When you're happy, you show it too." "It's what being cute is about." "You're really not good at words." "No wonder Qiluo doesn't like you." "These two are the same." "Is your hand really ok?" "It's fine for me to ride bikes." "That's great." "I feel you look more like yourself riding a bike." "Qiluo, how about going for a ride?" "Where should we go, seashore or mountains?" "Can I really ride on your bike?" "What I mean is that this might not look nice to Shazhi." "To be honest," "I can't image how she'll look on my bike." "After that day, have you talked to Shazhi yet?" "I just hope that won't avoid facing your true feeling because of me." "It is most important to face yourself truly." "I've thought about it." "I've really thought it over seriously." "I have to come to understand one thing." "That's the relationship between me and women will never be just pure friendship." "Women, I either like them or don't like them." "That's how it is." "I can't think as clearly as you." "So..." "What is it now?" "I'm sorry for keeping bothering you." "But, I think this is the last time." "Shazhi said she would like to meet you." "She said she would wait for you until you show up." "If possible, I also hope that you can talk to her." "Okay." "I'll go." "Can you wait for me?" "I'll going to straighten out my own feeling." "I'll be right back." "There's a park by the station." "I'll wait for you there." "Qiluo, she is a really nice girl." "She's such a nice girl and yet I keep treating her cruelly." "I think she probably hate me in her heart." "She is not that narrow-minded." "Ling, I know that the way I say It may sound unfair." "But are you overlapping and mixing her up with Sheng?" "Shazhi says that it is because Qiluo and Sheng are much alike, that's the reason you..." "If your feeling toward Qiluo is just a substitute." "It's not love." "It's just weakness, using emotional transference to pretend that Sheng is still alive." "I don't believe you're such a wimp." "I'm a wimp." "I'm not only weak but also ugly." "I'm the one who told Sheng about our parents." "I've always thought that I would be free if Sheng didn't exist in this world." "It ends up that I'm not only being freed." "Instead, I have been bonded even more tightly." "It's vey funny, isn't it." "This is my weakness." "I hate Sheng but I also love him." "I can't tell at all which one is the real me." "Tell me how I am able to be strong." "Don't worry." "I'll make a decision on Shazhi and Qiluo." "In fact, you do love Sheng, don't you?" "I only know that if there's a chance, I'm dying to see him again." "It's been 22 minutes and 20 seconds." "I knew you would be here." "Memei(younger sister), what are you drawing?" "A little bird." "A little bird?" "Does a bird have so many legs?" "What kind of bird is it?" "A swan." "A swan?" "Jeijie(older sister), are you waiting for somebody?" "Because I can't bear to miss this chance again," "Ling, you see how foolish we both are!" "After going around such a big circle and wasting so much time, we are finally able to sit face-to-face like this." "But, we'll never separate from each other again, right?" "We can laugh happily once again as before." "We can make it up and fill in the space previously left blank." "No, no." "We will to be happier than before." "Right?" "Ling." "Starting from today, we'll work hard to bring back our happiness." "I believe we definitely can." "Previously, I always felt what I had owned was just some unpleasant memories." "But now that I think it over, they weren't all that bad." "With you and Sheng, many things have happened among us." "But there were happy moments." "For us, you were the first time." "In term of our thoughts and the things we liked." "Sheng and I were drastically different" "It was the first" "The first time that we both were interested in the same person." "It was you." "We often discussed about you, how you smiled and how you got mad." "You're very cute," "like a proud and confident little VIP." "I felt quite happy simply looking at you." "In fact even now," "I still think you're very cute." "But that's all," "just a feeling that you're cute." "Shazhi." "For me you're a dream, but not a woman." "This is not love to embrace." "Learn to take good care of yourself." "Moreover," "remember." "Cherish all the things you own now." "I'm leaving." "Qiluo is waiting for me." "If I don't hurry up and go back," "I feel that she's about to cry." "I'm the only who would cry." "Previously when you or Sheng cried," "I would risk my life to eliminate the sources that made you two cry." "When Qiluo cries," "But do you know?" "I just felt helpless and didn't know what to do." "I'm not kidding." "At those time, even I felt like crying." "You're only worried about her crying, aren't you?" "Shazhi." "There's someone in this world, and I believe" "there's such a person who will be so very important to you." "I hope you can find him soon" "because I've found mine." "Goodbye." "I've known it since the first day I saw Qiluo." "I know it." "I know that I've really lost you." "Jiejie, are you still waiting?" "This is for you to eat." "For me?" "I'm going home." "Goodbye." "How is it?" "This time it's really quick." "I'm back." "Why are your eyes red?" "Aiyao, were you thinking that I wasn't coming back?" "No." "I knew you would be back." "You see." "I even bought some snack to eat here." "You bought only for yourself?" "I didn't think you would be back so soon." "Then, you can have it." "No." "Go ahead and eat it." "You bought it." "I'll open it for you to eat." "Okay." "The shocker absorber is also okay." "Next are to skills." "Do I ride around here?" "You're dumb." "Off-road bikes are specially designed for this kind of grass and hills." "They are different from regular bikes, so they're suitable for beginners like you." "Pay attention." "When you ride a bike, relax your wrists and tuck in you chin." "Good." "Is there anything else to watch out for?" "What else?" "Make sure you don't ride into the river." "Are you ready?" "Okay." "Release the clutch slowly, slowly." "release more slowly, slowly, just release a little bit more." "Increase the gas flow gradually, gradually, gradually." "That's right." "Be careful." "Ling, the bike is moving forward. =)" "You fool." "Instead of moving forward, isn't it strange if it moves backward?" "How come the river is coming closer and closer to me?" "You're moving toward the river, aren't you?" "Ling, the river is flowing in my direction." "Brake the bike." "Brake the bike." "Brake the bike." "You can train me to be as good as you." "We can put on a show and collect money." "I see." "You been with me too long and are getting more and more seriously contaminated by me." "Do we want to call the environment protection agency?" "Stupid." "What are you two doing out there?" "Practice riding motorcycle." "Qiluo said she wanted to learn riding a bike." "So I took her here." "How about you?" "working part-time?" "No." "I'm helping out with the family." "My dad owns a moving company." "It took me seven years to graduate from the university." "It's difficult for me to find a job." "So my dad told me to inherit the family business." "Seven years." "I've never heard you were in the medical school." "What are you talking about!" "I thought you would break my record." "I never thought it would be all pass for you this year." "It looks that I'm ahead in term of studying." "I'm willing to be defeated." "I'm willing to be defeated." "Abin comes down here to chat." "Yeah." "No." "I can't." "I've something to do." "I'm leaving." "Remember, when there's a need, contact our company." "Sure." "Okay, bye bye." "Good." "See you." "Bye Bye." "Hey, I've never thought that Abin will be the boss of a moving company." "I can't imagine how he'll looks like being a boss in the future." "I wonder what will happen to us." "For you, you will become a very famous rider." "I don't know what will happen to me." "You'll become a famous painter." "It's not that easy." "Not easy?" "You're so talented." "Moreover, you've just won a prize." "One prize doesn't make much difference." "In this world, there are only a few painters who can live by painting." "Indeed." "It seems pretty tough to be painters." "But if you want me to buy that painting, I'll buy it." "Of course, it's not because I'm the model in it." "Ling, I'm sorry." "Originally I promised you that I would give you the painting after the art exhibition ended." "But when I remembered it, it was already hung in the school lobby." "That's okay." "Anyway it's your painting." "Talking about that Mars, Teacher Lili asked me if my painting could be displayed together with hers in her art show." "She said displayed artworks openly would be more helpful for me." "More helpful." "But...shouldn't it be more helpful for her?" "After all your painting has been well recieved." "Let me put it this way." "You're like the beckoning cat in a Japanese restaurant." "The way you say it sounds like you're saying bad things about Teacher Lili." "Yeah." "I'm a bad guy." "No." "You're a good guy." "Am I?" "At least for me, you are." "There's no one in this world nicer than you." "Have all the guests sign the guest book." "Someone will deliver water at 2 o'clock." "If they deliver flowers, here are the reply forms." "That's all." "Are you feeling miserable?" "Finally you've got a break and we get you here to help out." "No, not at all." "I'm free anyway." "I have nothing else to do anyway." "Is that so?" "How about dating Chen Ling." "No." "He has to work today, too." "Then, that's great." "Teacher is coming at 5 o'clock." "I'm leaving everything here to you." "Bye bye." "It's rare to win such a big prize." "Don't worry about the money for graduate school." "You simply can't waste your talents." "It would be a shame to your late father." "I'll find a way for the tuition." "You just concentrate on studying." "Please sign..." "Miss." "How much is this painting?" "This painting is not for sale." "Not for sale, no matter how high the price is." "Is it possible for me to meet the artist?" "I'm the artist of the painting." "You are the artist?" "Then, the young man in the painting is your schoolmate, isn't he?" "Yes." "It's because I've already promised him that I would give him the painting if he modeled for me." "So I can't sell it." "So, that's it." "Too bad." "I saw a flyer with this painting, so I dropped in to see it." "It's really a good painting." "It feels glorious and beautiful." "You also sense pains withing the glory and beauty." "In fact, what really moves people isn't beauty and gentleness." "Beauty and gentleness can certainly move people, but the feeling won't last." "Instead, sadness and anger leave ineraseble traces in people's hearts." "Even after wounds are healed, he still can't completely forget the pains." "Even though many people have experienced such pains, but very few people can express the feeling." "I hope you can paint more good painting in the future." "Aren't you stupid?" "He wanted to pay high price for your painting." "Why did you rejected and not sell it?" "Because you're the real owner of the painting." "Stupid." "It depends on the time and occasion." "I'll leave it as it is." "Next time if similar things happen, you have to tell me." "I'll negotiate a good price for you." "Does your negotiation mean threatening?" "That man felt really nice." "He looked like a gentleman." "I never thought that some gentleman would want to buy my painting." "Why didn't I find out you were so interested in uncle-kind of men?" "How about that?" "You go and seek out that gentleman and date with him?" "What are you talking about?" "Are you angry?" "Why should I get angry?" "I don't have any suit." "I have never sprayed cologne." "The smell on my body at most is gasoline." "Don't get angry." "Are you jealousy?" "I like the smell of gasoline on your body." "Your hair is very long" "I'm a little bit hungry." "What would you like to eat?" "I'll cook them." "No." "You don't need to." "I'm going shopping." "Actually, what I'd like to eat is you." "Indeed Qiluo is like that." "But you..." "I don't understand." "When have you become so prudent and cautious?" "=(" "There is a beam of light." "A beam of light shooting in my direction." "Light?" "There is always a beam of no-no light coming out of her eyes." "Every time I meet the beam of lights, it freezes all my passion." "Even I'm losing almost all of my self-confidence." "Probably you're too impatient." "Qiluo is not like you." "This is her first time." "You can't come on every time like that." "Impatient?" "Do you really think I'm an animal?" "I've never thought you as a human being." "Tell me yourself." "Before you met Qiluo, do you even know how many women have you slept with?" "Difficult, isn't it?" "So, now it's the time for you to suffer a little bit as you were so easy before." "Yeah." "Bravo!" "Qiluo." "Avenge for women." "Stop humiliating me, Daye." "I'm telling you." "Regardless whether I was an animal before, but what I have for Qiluo... is... is love. =)" "Do you know what love is?" "When you're in love with someone, you can't help feel like hugging her, kissing her." "This is something very natural." "Do you understand it or not?" "I understand." "Two people fall in love." "Why are you so high?" "Nothing." "In fact..." "In fact...that..with Qingmei, we already..." "Why are you laughing?" "I tell you." "Don't say a thing." "If you divulge, we can no longer be friends." "I mean what I say." "Oh." "My god." "Nevermind." "He's very cute." "All the girls in the school have been talking about that, among the new students, there's a boy looking like a girl." "Haven't you heard of it?" "His name is Fan Tongdao." "He really looks like a girl." "Don't get any wrong idea." "He's male." "Housi and his friends have followed him to the rest room to check it out." "You can't say it." "I won't say it." "You're finished if you reveal it." "I won't say it." "I absolutely won't say it." "I won't talk about you and Qingmei." "Do you have that?" "No." "And you.." "Since you really like him, why not?" "It's not that I can't, it's just that I feel out current relationship is already very good." "I already feel so happy." "But if you really like Ling, don't you want to give him everything?" "Don't you want to know more about him?" "Don't you want to know how strong he is?" "How depenable his shoulder and chest are?" "Let him hold you tightly and hide you face in his chest, thinking about with him..." "Don't I look strange?" "No." "I think you look really cute, so cute that I envy you." "Actually, I'm very scared." "I feel my relationship with Ling at this moment is at its best and the happiest." "Moreover, I like the current Ling very much." "I'm afraid that, if our relationship is changed to that kind, Ling will no longer be like what he is now." "Actually, Daye and I already..." "You two quarreled." "No." "So, I think what you say isn't corrected." "Now Daye has changed a little bit." "I can't really tell what has changed." "But our relationship has indeed changed a little bit." "We now are like good friends, but also like brother and sister." "This kind of relationship feels very happy and sweet." "So I think, after two people had that kind of relationship, what have been really changed is the feeling inside your hearts." "Now Daye is always in my heart." "I believe there's also a place in Daye's heart belonging to me." "But I support your viewpoint, too." "I'm just worried that you might think the relationship of you two is sufficient, but how about Ling?" "What is he thinking?" "He may think you don't like him or hemay think you dislike him." "What if another girl appears and likes him, what are you going to do?" "Why?" "Why indeed?" "Why can't you date Jingjing?" "You got to have some reasons." "Tongdao." "I said it before." "I'm not in the mood." "Didn't you tell Jingjing that you liked her?" "So you lied to her." "Aren't you being unfair?" "I like her as a friend." "What's wrong with that?" "Then at least you two can start from being just friend." "I'm sorry." "I already have someone I liked." "Who?" "You tongue is tight, isn't it?" "Please don't just give us some excuse to get out it." "A junior." "It is the junior, Chen Ling." "What did you say?" "The junior, Chen Ling." "I'm sorry." "Except for upper classmate Chen Ling, my heart really can't have any one else." "Jingjing, wait for me." "Whom did he say?" "Did he say Chen Ling?" "Today's the cafeteria is so quiet." "Yes." "It wasn't like that when we walked down." "Curry." "Black pepper beef." "I feel something definitely wrong and it must be related to you." "I'm running away first." "You find a seat yourself." "Thank you." "Chen Ling." "Miss, what are you doing?" "I didn't mean to hit you." "Why did you move forward yourself?" "I moved forward." "You..." "Chen Ling, how can you stoop so low?" "You always like women, but you don't even leave men alone." "I..." "I won't leave men alone." "It is the freshman Tongdao." "Tongdao?" "You mean teh freshman Fan Tongdao." "How can you pretend it?" "Today's Tongdao told my sister and me that the reason he couldn't date my sister was because he'd fallen in love with you." "Fall in love with me." "Why does he fall in love with me?" "Is it because my charming hipline?" "You're so vulgar." "I don't know why Tongdao falls in love with someone as vulgar as you." "Little sweetie, you got me all wrong." "First of all, I'm not vulgar at all." "Secondly, even if I'm vulgar; it's only a little bit." "I'm not interested in men at all." "Since you hit the wrong person today, I'll let it pass." "Next time, don't hit people without a reason, it really hurts." "Okay." "We're leaving."