"'Cal made these pendants with the moonhorse." "The moonhorse?" "'Ian killed Cal." "He abused him 'and then he thought he was going to get found out, so he killed him." "'And I don't know how Elizabeth found out, 'but he confronted her and killed by accident." "'And then you - you killed Ian." "'I've got to get out of here." "Let's get out, let's go together." "'I can lose anything, Eli, but I can't lose you.'" "Tintin?" "Tintin?" "We have got some fucking draw for you, Tintin, it's fucking amazing, isn't it, Janjan?" "Will you get off the phone?" "I think she's a bit angry, and you know, you wouldn't like her when she's angry." "Cal, I mean it." "Look, it's like... about 3.00am, and erm, you just fucking come here, all right?" "Oh, I've called your wrong phone, haven't I?" "Fuck." "Mum?" "Mum?" "Are you up?" "I fell asleep outside." "I've got something to..." "Mum..." "Well, I wasn't expecting to see you again tonight." "You've got such lovely hair." "I've always thought if we're ever short for money, we could just sell it." "And I've imagined you bald and you look OK, actually." "I just... thought that we'd do something special together." "Well." "Plenty more fish in the sea." "Not ones like him." "No." "Eli's like a chameleon sea eel." "Impossible to find." "Him?" "Dominic." "Apparently two horses have gone missing." "He thinks I'm hustling horses now." "I'm coming!" "It's all right, it's all right, this way, come on." "Let's see, love." "Good girl, good girl." "Nanny!" "Hi." "She's sleeping." "I'm glad you're back, Mum." "I was surprised when I heard you'd come back here." "I like it here." "You staying?" "I've arranged to stay for a week." "More than that, maybe." "I guess the question is whether you're staying." "I reckon Joe's persuadable." "You know your dad came to see me?" "Well, his mum did." "It must have been six weeks after you were born." "Offered me a cheque for £10,000 if I'd give you up to them, then and there." "My dad?" "I thought... he was useless?" "I said I was keeping you, but he should be part of your life." "He said our life was dirty - and he couldn't see his daughter grow up dirty." "And they tried to get the authorities involved and everything." "And so I went to see him - very in control - and said I'd kill him." "I'd kill him if he got you taken away." "I said I promised him that as a Romany." "Because I wasn't having you brought up with gorgias." "I wasn't having you mined." "Would you really have killed him?" "That's not my point." "I do care about you, Ruth." "I understand why you're back." "I'm just not sure I'm strong enough to BE back." "Ruth... where are you going?" "Sorry, I've got to check something." "She thought she'd got away." "But it just keeps pulling her back." "James?" "James?" "Where are you, you little criminal mastermind?" "If you've got your cock out, I'm coming in anyway!" "James?" "What's happened here?" "I think we might need to call someone." "These files went missing." "What are you looking for?" "Um... the person who put Cal into care." "The one who reported him to social services." "I overlooked it at the time." "Are those police documents?" "Should you have those?" "OK, Elizabeth Marshall." "Janine." "What?" "Elizabeth Marshall put Cal into care." "And that means...?" "I'm not entirely sure." "I can send you an essay." "Or I've got a letter of recommendation." "Yeah." "No, no." "OK." "No, I understand." "No, that's fine, thank you for your time." "Hi." "Hello." "What are you doing?" "I'm taking my future seriously, Dad." "What does that involve?" "It involves ringing up every university in the country and seeing if they've got a place for an average-slash-under-average student." "And what prompted this?" "I could answer your question - and I'm sure you'd find the answer fascinating - but I'd rather kick on, if that's all right, mate?" "Would you like some help?" "Really?" "So, where are you at?" "Well, I'm working through the alphabet." "And you're up to?" "Bedfordshire." "University of." "You're up to B?" "Yeah." "Right." "This could be a long day." "Just ignore that if that's one of your friends, Rob." "Just tell..." "Jackie..." "Slow down, you're not making any sense." "OK, I want an all-ports, I want a helicopter." "No, you're going to give me what I need this time." "We need him found NOW." "It's possible." "Last night, I wasn't feeling very well, so I took pills to sleep with, but I'm sure, I'm sure I wasn't..." "Is it true?" "Where is he?" "Who's got James?" "Eli, what do you think I've done?" "Whatever you think I've done, I didn't hurt Cal." "I couldn't hurt Cal." "Eli!" "Have you heard about James?" "Tina!" "Is he not with you?" "I left him to be with you." "You think Eli...?" "Yes." "You think he's capable of killing?" "I know he is." "Do you?" "Because, I mean, your fucking proof..." "You put Janine in jail and then you put James in jail, so..." "He killed Ian." "Yeah?" "Where's your proof of that?" "He told me." "I just can't get this thought out of my head." "What if he killed Elizabeth?" "What fol'?" "He said himself that Cal went wrong when he went into care." "And Elizabeth, she put him there, she reported him." "What if getting revenge isn't as simple as killing Ian?" "What if he wants to kill everyone that damaged Cal?" "No." "He's not a killer." "Yes, he fucking is!" "Are you going to help me look for him?" "You think he's got James?" "Just let's go to my car." "Come on." "You think he's got James." "No." "You're wrong about him." "Tina, if it's the last thing you do, just trust me, OK?" "I'm not wrong." "The question is, who do you want to find him, me or 500 police officers?" "If he's gone, he's not in a car." "I know where he's going." "He's not in a car." "I didn't hurt him, Eli." "I didn't kill him." "Eli." "Eli, what are you doing?" "Do you think saying the same thing over and over is going to make me hear it better?" "I don't understand why I'm here." "You'll find out." "Eli, are you going to hurt me?" "They know that you're gone, then." "Hold on." "Won't you get into trouble for this?" "I've already lost two this morning, what's two more?" "Yeah, but..." "You need them?" "Yeah." "Then take them." "I am occasionally capable of doing the right thing." "Why she needs to use my most expensive horse..." "He's half mine." "Not on the insurance he isn't." "Dominic, are you sure?" "Good luck, Ruth." "Still got it?" "Got what?" "To still ride?" "I gave you a run for your money once upon a time, didn't I?" "Yeah, that was a long time ago." "# When I was bound apprentice in famous Lincolnshire" "♪ Full well I served my master for more than seven years... ♪" "This could be a lot easier if you were to tell me what it's all about." "♪ Till I took up to poaching, as you shall quickly hear... ♪" "Eli can we just talk about this sensibly?" "♪ Oh, 'tis my delight on a shiny night in the season of the year. ♪" "I've always liked you, Eli." "I've always thought you a good man." "And I know a lot about you." "I know about your childhood and Cal told me so much about you." "Can we just talk about this, rather than...?" "♪ Success to every gentleman that wants to sell a hare... ♪" "Fuck me!" "We need to take cover." "Now!" "Now!" "Now!" "Here?" "Yeah, this is home." "His future." "It's everything he was going to be." "He's coming for his future, trust me." "Eli?" "Eli?" "Eli!" "Eli!" "Eli, it's me." "I just want to help." "Eli!" "Are you sure?" "You sure this is where he'll be?" "This is the place." "He's here." "Tina Fallon, always right about everything." "I never said I was right about everything." "Yeah, well, you didn't have to." "You just act like it." "What are you trying to say?" "I was a kid." "He was an older man and he..." "Eli!" "Eli, it's me!" "You think you own personal tragedy, Tina, but you don't." "Eli!" "He should have known better." "I should have known better." "And you should have known fucking better." "You fucked me up, Tina." "You left me with nothing." "You hear that?" "Oi!" "Oi, you little shit!" "Leave it, Tina, it's only Benji." "Eli's not here." "We're not done yet." "We lost them." "I've been riding Crowley almost four years now, every single day." "Some of the others, you can feel them moan at you as you kick them on." "Not him." "Never complains." "He's been sick." "Could barely breathe, you know." "I could safely say that he's the only living thing never to disappoint me, which is quite something, innit?" "No, you don't!" "Oi!" "You won't get away from me!" "You're not getting away, not like that!" "You're not going to escape and you're not going to be saved." "Today is about me and you." "It's how it's meant to be." "Get up!" "Tina?" "I wasn't wrong." "He came here, stayed here, slept here." "Left me waiting at that station." "He came here and now he's gone." "I didn't mean to leave you with nothing." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry you didn't get to say goodbye to your dad properly." "I'm sorry that I cost you that." "Really?" "A leg pat?" "That's what you're going with?" "It's all I can manage right now." "Do it to me if you like." "Surprisingly satisfying, right?" "I'm pleased it's us two." "I'm pleased, too." "Maybe when this is over, we can go for a drink or something." "I would really, really love that." "The past is the past." "Let's just leave it there." "You were wrong." "He doesn't give a fuck about the future." "He's going back to the past." "He's going to where his mum went." "Trouble is, the place is a fucking rabbit warren." "And we've got eyes on all possible exits?" "I'd love to say we do but the truth is, it's a big fucking wood." "How can people just disappear?" "Local knowledge has its uses sometimes, sir." "Don't let them out of these woods." "Just to be clear, we have stolen this car." "Understood." "I was going to nick my dad's but Annie encouraged me to steal Dominic's." "It's just got more room in it." "Just let's go." "Right, I'm driving." "Rob!" "Please tell me you know how to find James, because, right now, I'm more scared than I've ever been in my life and I've been pretty scared." "We know how to find James." "Just let's go." "Yes!" "You're leaving Blackout?" "We have to." "Horseback was a bad idea." "Gun bunkers always stink of shit and piss." "And no-one ever knows where they're properly hidden." "So we won't be disturbed, OK?" "It's tannin, for your wound." "Help the healing." "May soothe the pain." "Why do you care?" "Because I need you to walk." "I'm going to soothe it, bind it, and then you're going to walk on it." "Maybe you should have thought of that before you broke it." "You're a strong boy." "You'll be fine." "Ready?" "Look, if you're going to hurt me, just get on and hurt me." "No, there's a place that we need to go to first." "We ain't got there yet." "What do you think I've done?" "My brother is dead and I hold you responsible." "And why would you do that?" "You know, when our mum left, she wanted me to go with her, but not him." "Said she saw too much of my dad in him." "Said she saw the night in him." "I said that she was wrong but she wouldn't listen." "No-one would listen when I tried to get him out the various care homes, no-one would listen when I had to pick him up from the police stations." "I loved him." "She couldn't see what there was to love but there was..." "Plenty." "I know." "You don't have to convince me, Eli." "I know." "You want to compete?" "You want to compete with me in how much we loved Cal?" "If you're looking for revenge, you're looking in the wrong place." "I didn't hurt him." "I didn't kill him." "Argh!" "Why the fuck do you keep on saying that?" "Stop saying that." "Please just let me go." "I won't tell anyone about this." "Ugh!" "Help!" "Help!" "Somebody, please!" "Help me, somebody!" "Argh!" "You do that again and I'll fucking gag you." "Do you understand me?" "Do you?" "Yeah?" "Well, I wasn't expecting to see you again tonight." "Do you have one?" "He made one for you too, right?" "These pendants." "They were about me and him, about our mum." "They weren't about you." "I think he felt different." "I wanted to save him." "We were going to go away." "To leave." "I know you were." "We had a future together, Eli." "You've got the wrong man." "I didn't kill him." "Of course you didn't." "I did." "Well, I wasn't expecting to see you again tonight." "I've been looking for you." "And now you've found me." "What are you wanting, Eli?" "I was cleaning the trailer..." "That's a lie." "...and I found this." "What's this?" "It's a ticket." "It's got your name on it." "It's my ticket." "Yeah." "It cost two grand, Cal." "What do you want, Eli?" "OK, well, it's late." "I've had a heavy night." "I've got to go." "Places to go." "Beds to see." "Cal, what are you doing with the ticket?" "I'm using it as a fucking bookmark, Eli." "What do you think I'm using it for?" "What are you doing going through my stuff?" "You promised me..." "I didn't." "Are you fucking high?" "You fucking promised me you were going to stay off that shit." "How did you get the money for the ticket?" "I've got to go." "I've got to." "Because our family is a disease." "And now you, you've become a fucking disease." "You little fucking shit." "I've worked hard for you." "I've given up everything for you." "I've fed you, I've fucking clothed you." "Fuck off." "I don't..." "What is this?" "Fucking have it." "Have it all back, Eli." "Fucking calm down, Cal." "I'm leaving you." "I'm leaving all of this, cos it's poison." "You're poison." "I'm disgusting because of you." "I'm good for you." "You need to fucking listen to me, Cal." "You're as fucked up as she was." "She wasn't fucked up." "Our mum was a cunt and you know it." "What did you fucking say?" "I said she was a cunt and she fucked you up as much as she fucked..." "Don't talk about her like that!" "Don't fucking talk about her like that!" "That's your fucking mother!" "Don't talk about our mum like that!" "I don't give a shit about her!" "I don't fucking care!" "Fucking stop!" "Stop!" "Fucking child." "What's the matter with you?" "Stop!" "Get off me." "Fucking hell, Call." "Stop!" "Stop, please..." "Stop... stop..." "Fucking hell." "I'm not letting you leave me." "I'm not letting you go." "Cal." "Fucking hell." "Fucking..." "Cal." "Cal." "Come on, Cal, fucking hell." "Call!" "Come on, Cal!" "What the fuck are you doing?" "I didn't fucking mean that." "I didn't fucking mean that!" "I'm not saying it isn't me." "I'm saying that if all you lot hadn't ruined him, then..." "I'm saying that mine isn't the only mistake, is it?" "And Janine, if she hadn't have called them, the social, said that I weren't fit, then Cal would have been at home with me, wouldn't he?" "I found her name in the file, Elizabeth Marshall, and went to see her." "She gave me so much shit." "I didn't mean to." "She was a mistake too." "It was me who called the ambulance for her." "Once you've done two, three is easy." "And Ian was easy." "Fucking easy." "And then there's you." "I mean you, worst of all." "You were taking him away from the one place that he had a chance to get right again." "Cal shouldn't have been leaving me." "He shouldn't have been leaving me." "I hate you most of all." "I found this in your shed." "Thought it was a gun at first but it's not, is it?" "It's a cattle gun." "Is it?" "Right, and then..." "What are these called?" "That's a bolt." "What, so you fire it and you just push it back in?" "It's so you don't waste unnecessary bullets." "Makes sense." "Who'd want to waste bullets?" "Left leg." "# Till I took up to poaching, as you may quickly hear" "# Oh, 'tis my delight on a shiny night" "♪ In the season of... ♪" "Argh!" "Come on!" "Get up!" "Argh!" "Get up." "Get up." "Stand on it." "Stand on it." "♪ When I was bound apprentice... ♪" "It's where he scattered his mum's ashes." "Where he and Cal did it." "His mum died?" "I thought she just left." "He never even talked about her." "She left them." "Everyone thought she'd gone." "A week later, they found her body." "She'd killed herself." "She killed herself?" "Look, I don't mean to interrupt but there's trouble up ahead." "Oh, shit." "We can go this way." "What are you planning?" "Smashing through this gate." "Flashback." "Erm, or I could..." "I could..." "Just open the gate?" "That seems sensible." "Yeah, why not?" "Oi!" "Oi!" "Annie!" "I'll keep him busy!" "Just so you know, I may be small, but I'm a surprisingly dirty fighter." "I can see him." "Shit!" "I can see him." "We scattered her ashes up here." "That's why Cal made the pendants." "A connection to our mum." "You want to know what happened when my mum asked me to come with hen'?" "She begged me." "She said she couldn't do it without me." "She wasn't very well, my mum." "She made me choose." "A week later, they found her body." "She lasted a whole fucking week without me." "A week." "I chose my brother over my mother and, because of that, she died." "That has to count for something, doesn't it?" "And him, turning out the way that he did, meant it counted for nothing." "I had to set right those who damaged my brother." "I had to." "This beautiful boy, my beautiful baby brother." "And yours, too." "We're both saying goodbye to him today." "I don't know what to say to him." "You'll work it out." "Ruth, I can't do this." "Of course you can do this." "Get up!" "Get up!" "Where are you?" "Who are you talking to?" "I loved him, Eli, and Cal loved me." "I know I've made mistakes but I loved him." "Where are you?" "Are you watching?" "James!" "What the fuck are you doing here?" "Eli, what the fuck?" "You stand back!" "You come any doser and he's done, you understand?" "Eli, you don't want this." "He was going to take my brother." "I could have made him better." "He wasn't taking him." "They were going together, because they love each other." "And you love Cal, too." "I know you do." "Eli." "Do you think this is what Cal would have wanted?" "Do you think Cal would have wanted this?" "You don't want to kill him." "You know you don't." "You're right." "I don't want to kill him." "Don't do that." "I've got no choice." "Don't do that." "I've got no choice." "I've got no choice!" "I've got nothing!" "You've got me." "I don't deserve you." "My life is mined." "Then don't ruin mine." "I need you to live, Eli." "I need you to live." "I don't..." "Of course you do." "Because you love me and I love you." "You don't know what I've done." "You don't know who I am." "Whatever you've done, we'll deal with it, together." "That's for Ian." "That's for Janine." "And this, this is for Cal." "Cal?" "I've got blood on my fucking hands." "Cal?" "You want to love this?" "I'm a fucking animal." "I'm a fucking animal and I've got nothing." "I've got fucking nothing." "I just want to go back to the beginning." "All I want to do is go back to the beginning." "Don't touch me." "Don't you get it yet?" "Haven't you understood?" "I can't stop." "Don't let them take me..." "Don't let them take me..." "Secure the area."