"THE ENEMY INSIDE" "Over and over again I relive the moment" "I'm bearing the burden within" "Open wounds hidden under my skin" "Pain is real As a cut that bleeds" "The face I see Every time I try to sleep" "Is staring at me crying" "I'm running from the enemy inside" "Looking for the life I left behind" "These suffocating memories" "Are etched upon my mind" "And I can't escape from the enemy inside" "I sever myself from the world And shut down completely" "All alone in my own living hell" "Overcome with irrational fear" "Under the weight of the world on my chest" "I buckle and break as I try to catch my breath" "Tell me I'm not dying" "I'm running from the enemy inside" "Looking for the life I left behind" "These suffocating memories" "Are etched upon my mind" "And I can't escape from the enemy inside" "I'm a burden, I'm a travesty" "I'm a prisoner of regret" "Between the flashbacks and the violent dreams" "I am hanging on the edge" "Disaster lurks around the bend" "Paradise came to an end" "And no magic pill" "Can bring it back again" "I'm running from the enemy inside" "Looking for the life I left behind" "These suffocating memories" "Are etched upon my mind" "And I can't escape from the enemy inside" "THE SHATTERED FORTRESS" "Freedom calls my name" "Serenity keeps me sane" "Happiness it dulls the pain" "Honest to see my place" "Open to other ways" "Willingness to understand" "Justice but do not judge" "Courtesy for others' flaws" "Kindness it's not that hard" "Self-restraint of tongue and pen" "Inventory, my daily friend" "Analysis let down your guard" "Look in the mirror" "What do you see?" "The shattered fortress" "That once bound me" "Faithful ascent, through darkest fires" "I've found the path to take me higher" "You're smart enough to me to trust go live your life now" "Just keep these steps in your life and you'll know how" "If you're not sure, ask yourself:" ""Have I done to them as I would have them do to me?"" "Look in the mirror" "What's that you see?" "The shattered fortress" "Fly now be free" "Faithful ascent, through darkest fires" "I've found the path to take me higher" "I once thought it better to be right" "But now I have finally seen the light" "Sometimes you've got to be wrong" "And learn from mistakes" "I live with serenity now" "Not self-righteous hate" "Help me be a channel of thy peace" "That where there is hatred, I may bring love" "That where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness" "That where there is discord, I may bring harmony" "That where there is error, I may bring truth" "That where there is doubt, I may bring faith" "Now that you can see all you have done" "That where there is despair, I may bring hope" "That where there are shadows, I may bring light" "It's time to take that step into the kingdom" "That where there is sadness, I may bring joy" "All your sins will help to make you strong" "That I may seek rather to comfort, than to be comforted" "That I may seek to understand than to be understood" "And help you break right through the prison wall" "That I may seek to love, rather than to be loved" "For it is by self-forgetting that one finds" "It is by forgiving that one is forgiven" "Keep all of me" "The desires" "That once burned me deep inside" "Help me live today" "And help to give me grace" "To carry out your ways" "I am ready, help me be all I can be" "I am ready, help guide me and keep me free" "I am responsible when anyone, anywhere" "Reaches out for help," "I want my hand to be there" "I am responsible when anyone, anywhere" "Reaches out for help," "I want my hand to be there" "ON THE BACKS OF ANGELS" "Standing on the Backs of Angels Destined to create" "Mounting the attack While heroes carry your weight" "We spiral towards disaster Survival fading faster" "Riding off the wave Content to feed off the machine" "Leading us to death The new American Dream" "You're blinded by your hunger" "Beware, your days are numbered" "Tears fall from the shameless" "Shelter me, guide me to the edge of the water" "Selfless are the righteous" "Burden me, lead me like the lamb to the slaughter" "Blurring lines drawn in between What is right and what is wrong" "Victims on the radar Straining us alone" "We're on to your agenda" "The dead end road to nowhere" "Tears fall from the shameless" "Shelter me, guide me to the edge of the water" "Selfless are the righteous" "Burden me, lead me like the lamb to the slaughter" "Tears fall from the shameless" "Shelter me, guide me to the edge of the water" "Selfless are the righteous" "Burden me, lead me like the lamb to the slaughter" "Selfless are the righteous" "Burden me, lead me like the lamb to the slaughter" "THE LOOKING GLASS" "I would not expect you felt unnoticed and ignored" "Better to rise above the clouds Then be a stranger in the crowd" "All that you protected doesn't matter anymore" "Rather be stripped of all your pride" "Than watch your dreams be cast aside" "You are caught up in your gravity" "Glorifying stardom" "Singing your own praise" "You live without shame" "You're digging up a gold mine" "Standing on the sidelines" "Watching through the looking glass" "You are not content with being nameless and unknown" "Trying to rise above the fray" "Eager to give it all away" "Some will not admit that 15 minutes have expired" "Too much attention much too soon" "Don't see you walking on the moon" "You are caught up in your gravity" "Bathing in the spotlight" "Imitating fame" "You live without shame" "You're digging up a gold mine" "Standing on the sidelines" "Watching through the looking glass" "You are caught up in your gravity" "Glorifying madness" "Singing your own praise" "You live without shame" "You're digging up a gold mine" "Standing on the sidelines" "Watching through the looking glass" "You live without shame" "You're digging up a gold mine" "Standing on the sidelines" "Watching through the looking glass" "TRIAL OF TEARS" "Under the sun, there is nothing to hide" "Under the moon, a stranger waits inside" "People disappear" "Music fades away" "Splashing through the rain" "I'll dream with them one day" "It's raining, raining," "On the streets of Boston City" "It's raining, raining, raining, deep in heaven" "I may have wasted all those years" "They're not worth their time in tears" "I may have spent too long in darkness" "In the warmth of my fears" "Take a look at yourself" "Not at anyone else" "And tell me what you see" "I know the air is cold" "I know the streets are cruel" "But I'll enjoy the ride today" "It's raining, raining," "On the streets of New York City" "It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven" "Raining deep in heaven" "I may have wasted all those years" "They're not worth their time in tears" "I may have spent too long in darkness" "In the warmth of my fears" "And as I walk through all my myths" "Rising and sinking like the waves" "With my thoughts wrapped around me" "Through a trial of tears" "Hidden by disguise, stumbling in a world" "Feeling uninspired, he gets into his car" "Not within his eyes to see, open up, open up" "Not much better than the man you hate" "Still awake" "I continue to move along" "Cultivating my own nonsense" "Welcome to the wasteland" "Where you'll find ashes, nothing but ashes" "Still awake" "Bringing change, bringing movement, bringing life" "A silent prayer thrown away," "Disappearing in the air" "Rising, sinking, raining deep inside me" "Nowhere to turn," "I look for a way back home" "It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven" "It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven" "It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven" "It's raining, raining, raining deep in heaven" "ENIGMA MACHINE" "ALONG FOR THE RIDE" "At this moment words fail me" "And my vision's unclear" "Blind to the truth Like hands reaching out in the darkness" "I can't stop the world from turning around" "Or the pull of the moon on the tide" "But I don't believe that we're in this alone" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I believe we're along for the ride" "Through the gift of surrender" "I'm embracing the fight" "Breaking the code There's clarity on the horizon" "I can't stop the world from turning around" "Or the pull of the moon on the tide" "But I don't believe that we're in this alone" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I will not live Under a shadow of fear" "Never be crippled by chaos and doubt" "Fall prey to your madness" "I am not shattered Out of the ashes I rise" "Knowing that nothing is stronger than faith" "Finding hope in our hopeless lives" "I can't stop the world from turning around" "Or the pull of the moon on the tide" "But I don't believe that we're in this alone" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I can't stop the world from turning around" "Or the pull of the moon on the tide" "But I don't believe that we're in this alone" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I believe we're along for the ride" "I believe we're along for the ride" "BREAKING ALL ILLUSIONS" "With the sun in place" "There's a test of faith" "Streams of thought awaken" "New realities" "Singularities" "Breaking all illusions" "Sudden bust of heat" "Burning source of life" "Masterful destruction" "Power's not an act" "It's understanding truth" "Changing my direction" "Live in the moment" "Breathe in a new beginning" "Wisdom revealed" "As I unlearn to learn" "Life's biggest battles" "Often are fought alone" "My spirit brings me home" "Emerald thoughts flow through my consciousness" "Drawn to curses left behind" "Test of will the threshold to one's faith" "Starts a fire in the mind" "Searching out" "Reaching in" "To arrive where I began" "Sights remembered" "In the light" "Searching out" "Reaching in" "To arrive where I began" "Sights remembered" "Come alive" "Embrace the days" "Don't turn away" "Life's true intend needs patience" "Karma starts the signal" "THE MIRROR" "Temptation Why won't you leave me alone?" "Lurking Every Corner, everywhere I go" "Self Control Don't turn your back on me now" "When I need you the most" "Constant pressure tests my will" "My will or my won't" "My Self Control escapes from me still..." "Hypocrite How could you be so cruel and expect my faith in return?" "Resistance- Is not as hard as it seems" "When you close the door" "I spent so long trusting in you" "I trust you forgot" "Just when I thought I believed in you..." ""What're you doing?" "What're you doing?"" "It's time for me to deal" "Becoming all too real living in fear" "Why did you lie and pretend?" "This has come to an end" "I'll never trust you again" "It's time you made your amends" "Look in the mirror my friend" ""That I haven't behaved as I should"" ""Everything you need is around you"" ""The only danger is inside you."" ""I thought you could control life, but it's not like that." "There are things you can't control."" "Let's stare the problem right in the eye" "It's plagued me from coast to coast" "Racing the clock to please everyone" "All but the one who matters the most" "Reflections of reality are slowly coming into view" "How in the hell could you possibly forgive me?" "After all the hell I put you through" "It's time for me to deal" "Becoming all too real living in fear" "Why'd I betray my friend?" "Lying until the end" "Living life so pretend" "It's time to make my amends" "I'll never hurt you again" "LIE" "Daybreak at the bottom of lake it's a hundred degrees I can't breathe" "And I won't get out 'til I figure it out" "Though I'm weak like I can't believe" "So you tell me 'trust me' l can trust you" "Just let me show you" "But I gotta work it out in a shadow of doubt 'cause I don't know if I know you" "Doing fine but don't waste my time" "Tell me what it is you want to say" "You sin, you win, just let me in hurry" "I've been out in the rain all day" "So you tell me 'trust me' I can trust you as far as I can throw you" "And I'm trying to get out of a shadow of doubt 'cause I don't know if I know you" "Don't tell me you wanted me" "Don't tell me you thought of me" "I won't, I swear I won't" "I'll try, I swear I'll try" "Mother Mary quite contrary" "Kiss the boys and make them wary" "Things are getting just a little bit scary" "It's a wonder I can still breathe" "Never been much of a doubting Thomas but nothing breaks like a broken promise" "You tell me 'bout your two more coming but once is just enough for me" "Don't tell me you wanted me" "Don't tell me you thought of me" "I won't, I swear I won't" "I'll try, I swear I'll try" "I had gotten used to being a soul destroyed" "She comes in apparently to fill the void" "All dogs need a leash and at least I'll forget it" "And she would never hurt me though she's never said it" "But I'm not gonna ask her today" "I don't wanna scare her away" "Your town, I'm all alone Know that I, just can't stare at the phone" "I wanna talk about lifelong mistakes and you can tell your stepfather I said so" "Don't... you thought of me" "I won't, I swear I won't" "I'll try, I swear I'll try" "LIFTING SHADOW OFF A DREAM" "He seems alone and silent thoughts remain without an answer" "Afraid and uninvited he slowly drifts away" "Moved by desire and fear" "Breaking delicate wings" "Lifting shadows off a Dream once broken" "She can turn a drop of water Into an ocean" "As the rain is pouring down" "Tears of sorrow wash his mind" "Drifting with the current" "This stream of life flows on" "He seems alone and silent waiting on his hands and knees" "The chill of winter's darkness sits quietly" "Moved by desire and fear he takes a few steps away" "Lifting shadows off a Dream once broken" "She can turn a drop of water Into an ocean" "And she listens" "And she listens openly" "He pours his soul into the water reflecting the mystery" "She carries him away and the winds die slowly" "And she listens openly" "And she listens openly" "Lifting shadows off a Dream once broken" "She can turn a drop of water" "Into an ocean" "Lifting Shadows off a Dream" "Lifting Shadows off a Dream" "Lifting Shadows" "Lifting Shadows" "SCARRED" "To rise, to fall." "To hurt, to hate." "To want, to wait." "To heal, to save." "Can't hear it We fear it" "Awareness won't come near it" "Distractive Reactive" "Disguised in spite of time" "I never bared my emotion My passion always strong" "I never lost my devotion But somewhere fate went wrong" "Can't let them rape me again Your venom's not family here" "Won't let them fill me with Fatalistic remedies" "What if the rest of the world Was hopelessly blinded by fear?" "Where would my sanctity live?" "Suddenly nobody cares." "It's never enough You're wasting your time" "Isn't there something I could say?" "You don't understand You're closing me out" "How can we live our lives this way?" "You tell me I'm wrong I'm risking my life" "Still, I have nothing in return" "I show you my hands You don't see the scars" "Maybe you'll leave me here to burn." "What if the rest of the world Was hopelessly drowning in vain?" "Where would our self pity run?" "Suddenly everyone cares." "Blood...heal me Fear...change me" "Belief will always save me" "Blood...swearing Fear...staring" "Conviction made aware" "Give up on misery" "Turn your back on dissent" "Leave their distrust behind" "Wash your hands of regret" "Do you feel you don't know me anymore?" "And do you feel I'm afraid of your love?" "And how come you don't want me asking?" "And how come my heart's not invited?" "You say you want everyone happy" "Well, we're not laughing." "And how come you don't understand me?" "And how come I don't understand you?" "Thirty years say we're in this together" "So open your eyes." "People in prayer for me Everyone there for me" "Sometimes I feel I should face this alone" "My soul exposed It calms me to know that I won't" "Blood...heal me Fear...change me" "Belief will always save me" "Blood...swearing Fear...staring" "Conviction made aware" "Give up on misery" "Turn your back on dissent" "Leave their distrust behind" "Wash your hands of regret" "Blood...heal me Fear...change me" "Belief will always save me" "Blood...swearing Fear...staring" "Conviction made aware" "Learning from misery" "Staring back at dissent" "Leaving distrust behind" "I'm inspired and content" "SPACE DYE VEST" "Falling through pages of Martens on angels" "Feeling my heart pull west" "I saw the future dressed as a stranger love in a space-dye vest" "Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart" "Beauty projection in the reflection" "Always the worst way to start" ""But he's the sort who can't know anyone intimately, least of all a woman." "He doesn't know what a woman is." "He wants you for a possession, something to look at like a painting or an ivory box." "Something to own and to display." "He doesn't want you to be real, or to think or to live." "He doesn't love you, but I love you." "I want you to have your own thoughts and ideas and feelings, even when I hold you in my arms." "It's our last chance..." "Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it" "Learning to swallow the rage" "Found a new girl I think we can make it as long as she stays on the page" "This is not how I want it to end" "And I'll never be open again" ""..." "I was gonna move out...ummm...get, get a job, get my own place, ummm, but..." "I go into the mall where I want to work and they tell me, I'm," "I was too young..."" ""Some people, gave advice before, about facing the facts, about facing reality." "And this is, this without a doubt, is his biggest challenge ever." "He's going to have to face it." "You're gonna have to try, he's gonna to have to try and, uh, and, and, and get some help here." "I mean no one can say they know how he feels."" ""That, so they say that, in ya know like, Houston or something, you'd say it's a hundred and eighty degrees, but it's a dry heat." "In Houston they say that?" "Oh, maybe not." "I'm all mixed up." "Dry until they hit the swimming pool."" ""..." "I get up with the sun..." "Listen." "You have your own room to sleep in," "I don't care what you do." "I don't care when." "That door gets locked, that door gets locked at night by nine o'clock." "If you're not in this house by nine o'clock, then you'd better find some place to sleep." "Because you're not going to be a bum in this house." "Supper is ready..."" "There's no one to take my blame if they wanted to" "There's nothing to keep me sane and it's all the same to you" "There's nowhere to set my aim so I'm everywhere" "Never come near me again do you really think I need you" "I'll never be open," "I could never be open again." "I'll never be open" "I could never be open again." "And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend" "And I'll never be open again" "And I'll have no more dreams to defend" "And I'll never be open again" "ILLUMINATION THEORY" "Consider this question Look deep inside" "Deliver a true confession What are you willing to live for?" "Consider this question Open your eyes" "Examine your own reflection What are you willing to die for?" "When your backs' against the wall And the times uncertain" "Consider this question No standing by" "When flesh and blood are threatened What are you willing to kill for?" "We seek to understand" "We cry with hand in hand" "The bridges we build to connect" "The distance that makes us forget" "Hate dividing us, love reminding us" "Of our shared humanity" "Hope can be a shadow fleeting" "I would rather die believing" "Capture it all in a final act of faith" "We seek to understand" "We cry with hand in..." "A story that needs to be told" "An answer that begs to found" "The beauty we wish to behold" "Is never too far away" "Mothers for their children" "Husbands for their wives" "Martyrs for the kingdom" "Fighting for your life" "A soldier for his country" "A junkie for the high" "Teachers for their students" "Vengeance for a crime" "Rebels for their freedom" "A tyrant for the prize" "Courage for salvation" "Money, love, and fame" "Noble embrace Lay down our lives for the cause" "Death over shame" "The grace before glory" "To really feel the joy in life" "You must suffer through the pain" "When you surrender to the light" "You can face the darkest days" "If you open up your eyes" "And you put your trust in love" "On those cold and endless nights" "You will never be alone" "Passion glows within your heart" "Like a furnace burning bright" "Until you struggle through the dark" "You'll never know the joy in life" "Never know..." "Know the joy..." "You'll never know" "You'll never know..." "OVERTURE 1928" "STRANGE DEJA VU" "Subconscious strange sensation" "Unconscious relaxation" "What a pleasant nightmare" "And I can't wait to get there again" "Every time I close my eyes" "There's another vivid surprise" "Another whole life waiting" "Chapters unfinished, fading" "Closer now, slowly coming into view" "I've arrived, blinding sunshine beaming through" "There's a house I'm drawn to" "Familiar settings nothing new" "And there's a pathway leading there" "With a haunting chill in the air" "There's a room at the top of the stairs" "Every night I'm drawn up there" "And there's a girl in the mirror" "Her face is getting clearer" "Young child won't you tell me why I'm here?" "In her eyes" "I sense a story never told" "Behind the disguise there's something tearing at her soul" "Tonight I've been searching for it" "A feeling that's deep inside me" "Tonight I've been searching for" "The one that nobody knows" "Trying to break free" "I just can't help myself" "I'm feeling like I'm going out of my head" "Tears my heart into two" "I'm not the one the sleeper thought he knew" "Back on my feet again" "Eyes open to the real world" "Metropolis surrounds me" "The mirror's shattered the girl" "Why is this other life" "Haunting me every day" "I'd break through to the other side" "If only I'd find the way" "Something's awfully familiar" "The feeling's so hard to shake" "Could I have lived in that other world" "It's a link that I'm destined to make" "I'm still searching but I don't know what for" "The missing key to unlock my mind's door" "Today I am searching for it" "A feeling that won't go away" "Today I am searching for" "The one that I only know" "Trying to break free" "I just can't help myself" "I'm feeling like I'm going out of my head" "Tears my soul into two" "I'm not the one I thought I always knew" "I just can't help myself" "I'm feeling like I'm going out of my head" "Uncanny, strange deja vu" "But I don't mind," "I hope to find the truth" "THE DANCE OF ETERNITY" ""You are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light." "Allow the light to lead you away from your past and into this lifetime." "As the light dissipates you will slowly fade back into consciousness remembering all you have learned." "When I tell you to open your eyes you will return to the present, feeling peaceful and refreshed." "Open your eyes, Nicholas."" "FINALLY FREE" "Friday evening The blood still on my hands" "To think that she would leave me now For that ungrateful man" "Sole survivor No witness to the crime" "I must act fast to cover up I think that there´s still time" "He´d seem hopeless and lost with this note" "They´ll buy into the words that I wrote" ""This feeling inside me" "Finally found my love, I´ve finally broke free" "No longer torn in two" "I´d take my own life before losing you"" "Feeling good this Friday afternoon" "I ran into Julian Said we´d get together soon" "He´s always had my heart He needs to know" "I´ll break free of the Miracle It´s time for him to go" "This feeling inside me" "Finally found my love, I´ve finally broke free" "No longer torn in two" "He´d kill his brother if he only knew" "Their love renewed They´d rendezvous" "In a pathway out of view" "They thought no one knew" "Then came a shot out of the night" ""Open your eyes, Victoria."" "One last time We´ll lay down today" "One last time Until we fade away" "One last time We´ll lay down today" "One last time We fade away" "As their bodies lie still" "And the ending draws near" "Spirits rise through the air" "All their fears disappear, it all becomes clear" "A blinding light comes into view" "An old soul exchanged for a new" "A familiar voice comes shining through..." "This feeling inside me" "Finally found my life, I´m finally free" "No longer torn in two" "I learned about my life by living through you" "This feeling inside me" "Finally found my life, I´m finally free" "No longer torn in two" "Living my own life by learning from you..." "We´ll meet again my friends someday soon..."