"Lopez:" "The fire started in the middle of the night." "Jeanette:" "They were trapped inside?" "and..." "JD's beside himself." "You figure you're gonna tell us what we should feel about some people we don't even know!" "I've been getting IVF treatments." "I want the donor to be somebody I know." "You really want a kid that bad?" "Shae Reese." "Mm-hmm." "We need her to testify against her pimp." "When's the trial gonna be?" "Maybe nine months." "We will get you into a shelter." "get paid?" "You need beer..." "I got that." "You want other stuff..." "Diego:" "I seen you going soft for that fool you brought to the farm." "I'm not soft." "[ Birds chirping ]" "[ Rustling ]" "♪♪" "[ Zipper zips ]" "[ Buzzer ]" "[ Urinating ] Casey:" "There's a right time to labor." "It is good for a man that he bear the yoke in his youth. then you should be building a better future for yourself." "But too many people just waste their time." "They do shameful things. and they have nothing left when they get old." "Stop wasting your life." "Life is not about going to parties and sinful clubs that don't help you grow as a person." "it is God who works the hardest and he will work for you and in you and through you. your children will curse you." "God be with you." "Together:" "And with you." "Carson:" "What the hell is going on?" "You need to look at the..." "I've looked at them." "You have put them in front of my face every day for a week." "Then what are you going to do about it?" "What am I supposed to be doing?" "those people are our responsibility." "How are they our..." "But you don't want to acknowledge it?" "There's nothing to..." "They weren't on our property. and you know..." "[ Sighs ]" "You know how they died... trapped in..." "In those... those..." "Hello?" "Why do you do this to yourself?" "I-I don't know why you do this." "I'm..." "I'm gonna go." "[ Chuckles ]" "[ Sighs ] I'll see you tonight." "Okay." "[ Cellphone beeps ]" "[ Men conversing in Spanish ]" "Isaac!" "Yeah?" "What are you doing with that white boy?" "We..." "We just talking." "That's it." "Talking about what?" "and that's it. and he ain't picking nothing." "He's a little thug." "You know that." "Sneaking around the farm this morning." "I-I told him to come early and aerate the soil." "Aerate the soil?" "Yeah." "I pay..." "I pay him extra." "You're paying him?" "Who says you can pay him?" "He works." "Who says you can pay him?" "He just trying to earn extra money." "That's it." "[ Scoffs ]" "You're soft." "You know that?" "and you..." "You're throwing him money so he can stay high?" "So he can take his white-trash pills and stay lit up?" "[ Sighs ] and I make him work." "And then... then you tell me that he's not working enough." "w-what do you want?" "I want you to think!" "You..." "You let a druggie on the farm." "You don't know what he's gonna do." "man." "You can't do that." "Go." "Go do some work." "[ Chuckles ]" "All right." "♪♪" "Hey!" "No." "Carson:" "I want you to know that I talked to Laurie Ann and JD. hmm? and they're..." "They're gonna review those." "so..." "Can I help?" "I just want to..." "They are gonna do a policy review." "it's... it's not just about the accident." "You asked me why I feel the way I feel." "his health... and I-I sit around." "That's what I do all day." "I sit around." "I sit here with these things that are happening to you. something I could do." "That's all I'm asking." "I'm..." "I'm asking if I could do something." "Jeanette..." "I will call JD." "you can help." "I just..." "I don't want all of this to come between us." "[ Men conversing in Spanish ]" "Raul:" "Oye... this is Manuel." "Sí." "it's kind of scary. 'cause you know what's happening. you know?" "same as always." "into your space." "uh... you just keep dropping." "and you try and fight it." "but you can't." "And you're scared." "you're scared as hell." "dying scared is... what's that like?" "What?" "Dying scared?" "It's dying scared." "That's what it is." "[ Both chuckle ] and... and you got nothing but fear." "with Narcan... and give you a shot right up the nose." "Right?" "I'm all right. right?" "You O.D.?" "They're right there." "they're right there." "Just..." "[ Breathes deeply ]" "It just got to be regular." "I must have... for real." "Not just..." "Not just O.D.'d." "I must have died for real like five times." "Wow." "You..." "You proud of yourself for that?" "That you figured a way to get yourself messed up?" "uh..." "Just telling you how it is. they didn't have any Narcan." "They let the Mexicans die." "They let the blacks die. they got magic powder." "dying means something." "And you act like you can take it back." "Dying's easy to you." "It's not easy." "That's why you ain't never gonna be nothing." "What I deal with is not easy." "'Cause the one thing that matters the most... the one thing that matters... it means nothing to you." "I work hard at getting myself right every day." "It's work to be regular." "It's work to be clean." "Think that's easy?" "What do you deal with that's so hard? and I don't..." "I don't see you dealing with any of it." "[ Sighs ]" "[ Grunts ]" "[ Grunts ]" "[ Footsteps departing ]" "Rafi:" "He was nice." "Nicer than most." "I went to the bathroom and did everything that he wanted." "He liked it." "I could tell. he grabbed me by the throat and started strangling me." "I was so high that I didn't know what was going on." "He bashed my head into the tile floor over and over." "And everything just went black." "I was in the hospital." "Someone had found me and called the cops." "I can't even believe that I'm still alive. he left the cash in my pocket... like he wanted me to find it." "Rafi." "You are incredibly brave." "I'm so glad that you're here and that you're safe." "Please." "Go ahead." "I'm Shae." "my deal's the same." "but... same kind." "I was living with my guy. promised that I'd never have to go back to my home or my dad... who made me have an abortion 'cause she thought the only reason I was having a baby was 'cause I wanted the attention." "and he did. but he's the only one who ever gave me anything." "I miss that." "I miss him." "I'm pregnant again." "It's not Billy's." "And I'm not gonna keep it. if he wasn't locked up... the three of us could be together." "Try and make a little family or something." "A little family would be good." "for your honesty." "[ Indistinct conversations ]" "and I see there's a lot of good that comes from having a baby with you." "you're gonna have to put your stuff in a tube because that's the closest we're gonna get to..." "Some good that comes with it." "Kimara." "I can't be your sperm donor." "Denise doesn't want you to... she's fine." "Mnh-mnh." "She gets it." "what's holding you back?" "I can't have a baby with someone I care about in his or her life." "then be in our lives." "We can work it out." "How?" "How?" "What..." "What... like a part-time dad?" "However you want to be involved." "I would be splitting my time between my children and your kid." "Jason is..." "He's on his way off to college." "And you don't have to be involved." "We can sign a contract..." "No financial responsibility." "you mean abandon my child?" "I..." "You don't have to..." "To disclose your identity." "I'm asking just for..." "For a lifetime commitment." "A good man." "you're struggling." "I'm ready." "you're getting by the best that you can." "I'm ready for this baby." "I don't believe you can raise this kid without my help." "you don't think I'm capable?" "how you gonna pay for daycare?" "huh?" "and you've got to just take off." "Then what?" "You leave the baby behind?" "Is this about my job?" "You forget why we broke up in the first place." "You were never there." "[ Voice breaking ] You see the way Jason smiles at you?" "No one..." "No one else will ever love you like that..." "Ever." "Reggie." "I want to be able to hold that kind of love in my arms." "I want to..." "I want to... and I want to see someone I care for." "I'm sorry." "Kimara." "I'm sorry." "I... but..." "[ Sighs ]" "[ Sighs ]" "You're not supposed to have any electronics at the shelter." "It's not mine." "It was found hidden in your belongings." "I stole it." "Stole it from where?" "One of the group-counseling sessions." "You don't have to be here." "Laura..." "You don't have to be at this shelter." "There's a database of women who desperately need to escape their circumstances." "An actual database." "That's how hard rooms are to come by." "And you treat this as if..." "Can you just let us have a minute to talk?" "Just a minute." "what were you thinking?" "Do you know how hard it was for me to get you placed here?" "Who were you even trying to call?" "Nobody." "Billy?" "No." "So you just stole a phone to call nobody?" "I don't care about the phone." "I just wanted to use the camera." "[ Cellphone sliding ]" "What are they images of?" "I don't know." "I just know they're beautiful." "They're just not here." "Y-You stole a phone." "You're gonna have to take it back." "Do you want me to drive you?" "I'm cool." "You sure you don't want me to..." "I'm cool." "They can take me." "♪ That fit is supernatural ♪" "♪ I've been on some groovy... ♪" "I got some groovy gigs ♪" "♪ Google told me you're lit ♪ never quit ♪" "♪ Got the... ♪" "♪ Talking sad is so on fleek ♪" "♪ Those some good expensive jeans ♪" "Mm." "♪ Looking good is gonna cost some G's ♪ looking clean ♪" "[ Chuckles ]" "Woman:" "How are you?" "Is that all for you today?" "Ooh!" "Oh!" "Um..." "My fault." "excuse me." "I'm sorry." "no." "Don't worry about it." "Just in case." "Jeanette." "JD." "[ Chuckles ]" "Mm." "Sorry." "that's all right." "Day gets away from you sometimes." "I know you have a lot to do." "well..." "Uh..." "Carson said you were looking for some work." "No." "I mean no." "Not work." "Said you wanted to get out of the house." "Carson told me that you and Laurie Ann to look at the... the situation um... I want to." "I want to help." "Carson said we were looking into... you were gonna do some kind of..." "Of review of the people you work with and how things can be done better." "Hm." "I would like to help with that." "[ Chuckles ] and there's not much to it." "You don't believe that." "not her." "[ Chuckles ] Yeah." "But I'd love to find a way in... in what we're doing." "You don't believe that there's nothing to be done." "Look at this." "Did you see?" "Did you see what was left..." "I didn't need to..." "of that fire?" "I don't need to see it." "I don't want to see it." "Look." "That..." "It's happened before." "That's happened." "How..." "How..." "How many times did it..." "I don't know." "A lot." "Did..." "How many died?" "Jeanette." "A lot." "Since I was a boy." "It's always been business as usual." "I should have been running this farm." "Laurie Ann could trust you more?" "[ Chuckling ] What does..." "What does that have anything to do with it? and I know what it does to people." "I want to help." "Let me help." "[ Vehicle approaching ]" "[ Sighs ]" "Young woman:" "Hey." "[ Indistinct conversations ]" "Hide it." "Hide it good." "[ Sighs ]" "Jorge:" "[ Speaking Spanish ]" "[ Dice thud ] [ Inhales sharply ]" "Ah." "Bueno." "[ Laughter ] me gusta." "[ Laughs ]" "[ Dice thud ]" "[ Speaking Spanish ]" "Sí." "¿Por qué?" "[ Chuckles ]" "Hmm." "Bueno." "Ven conmigo." "[ Scoffs ]" "[ Gasping ]" "Teo?" "[ Knocking ] Teo?" "!" "[ Door creaking ]" "Mira." "No." "Por favor." "[ Baby crying ] [ Speaking Nahuatl ]" "Ya itoca Luis." "Quiillihqueh quitl motequixpoh Teo." "Ya iconeuh." "Ticmati canin iztoc?" "No hizo nada malo." "[ Crying continues ]" "Shh." "Shh." "[ Humming ]" "melahuac?" "Ax queniuhqui." "Ax queniuhqui tlen pañoc." "Zanpampa nicnequi nicmatiz." "Timoyolillih... tictemohtica mopilconeuh..." "Estaban en el campo." "Se reía." "Su hijo la hacía sonreír." "Pero no es bueno sonreír en el campo." "como que ella no mercía sonreís." "Le quería quita la sonrisa de la cara." "[ Repeating in Spanish ]" "Huan nopa quenque?" "¿Sabe cómo le llaman al campo?" "El Motel Verde." "Los jefes piensan que pueden hacer lo que quieren con las mujeres." "[ Repeating in Spanish ]" "A nadie le importa." "Teo la trató de defender." "El jefe se enojó." "Mucho." "Huan quihuicac Teo... quitotoxtiyahqui." "arrastrándolo." "Tlen quichihuilih?" "No sabe." "Esa fue la última vez que lo vio." "Catlinya tlanahuahtiquetl?" "Queniuhqui itocah?" "Isaac!" "Yeah?" "huh?" "and look at that." "it..." "It's..." "It's full." "That's full?" "That's full to you?" "The Abuelitas pick faster than you." "I'm trying." "You're trying?" "He..." "He's been..." "Hey." "Hmm." "Let's see you try." "Come on." "Let's see you try." "too?" "okay?" "Do it again." "Come on." "okay?" "It's your fault he doesn't know how to work." "Do it again." "No." "What?" "I'm not doing this." "kick it over." "I'm not..." "I'm not doing this." "hey." "coughs ]" "Your fault." "You see this?" "Why you let him do it?" "!" "You can't even stand up to him." "Do something." "Do something!" "You're a... man." "I try." "and you don't do..." "You just let it happen." "man." "You take it." "It's yours." "You take it." "[ Engine starts ]" "♪♪" "♪♪" "[ Engine starts ]" "Roberto:" "If I told you the stories you'd say that we're making it up... that it doesn't happen... that it can't happen here." "some other city... but not here." "What we're telling you is la verdad." "The food on your table comes with a price that you can't see... but that somebody has to pay." "Same with the clothes on your back." "Same with the things in your house." "What does it cost to live the way I do?" "Can I afford it?" "Because other people can't." "you can choose to ignore it if you want." "Sometimes we all do." "All of us." "But what you can't do is be ignorant." "Thank you." "♪♪"