"Vernon:" "Where the hell were you?" "Hey, let's just drop your bags off at the desk, and I'll run you right over to the grizzly." "For Christ's sake, Vernon, what's the fucking hurry?" "We're not even playing there till tomorrow." "You got to meet X-ray..." "I told you." "He can wait for five minutes, can't he?" "We don't want him on our backs." "So, why do I even bother coming?" "Vernon, please, don't start that shit." "Come on, man." "Don't get all uppity." "He's not a bad guy." "He won't pay us." "But it's an influential venue." "Vernon, he won't pay us!" "We're just dropping off the bags." "We'll be back in an hour." "[ Door chimes ring ]" "Excuse me." "[ Door chimes ring ]" "[ Introduction to "dead disco" plays ]" "Hey, hey." "This is the man..." "X-ray." "Vernon, show them around." "I'll be with you in a minute." "You want a drink or something?" "Beer?" "Yeah, thanks." "¶ Skip town, slow down, push it to the east coast ¶" "¶ step down, turn around, push it to the west ¶" "¶ need less, use less ¶" "¶ we're asking for too much, I guess ¶" "¶ 'cause all we got is dead disco ¶" "¶ dead funk ¶" "¶ dead rock 'n' roll ¶" "¶ remodel ¶" "¶ everything has been done ¶" "¶ LA-LA LA-LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA ¶" "¶ dead disco ¶" "¶ dead funk ¶" "¶ dead rock 'n' roll ¶" "¶ remodel ¶" "¶ everything has been done ¶" "¶ LA-LA LA-LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA ¶" "[ whispering indistinctly ]" "[ Whispering indistinctly ]" "¶ Tits out, pants down, overnight to London ¶" "¶ touchdown, look around, everyone's the same ¶" "¶ worldwide, airtight ¶" "¶ no one's got a face left to blame ¶" "¶ all we got is dead disco ¶" "¶ dead funk ¶" "¶ dead rock 'n' roll ¶" "¶ remodel ¶" "¶ everything has been done ¶" "¶ LA-LA LA-LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA ¶" "¶ dead disco ¶ regarding the new stuff, the best I can do is crux." "They're pretty excited." "They're this new label out of Austin, Texas." "The advance is pretty much symbolic, but I can get you a good percentage." "What's their distribution?" "'Round Austin, out the back of a van or something?" "No, all over the continent in alternative record stores." "But if it turns into a real..." "really breaks out, there's nothing stopping them from signing over to a major." "Hang on one second." "Wasn't I doing that deal?" "Yeah, you were supposed to be three months ago." "I told you, I'm in discussions with two major labels here." "Yeah, well, I think it's time we took what we could get." "You're hocking Lee's music at bargain-basement prices, and you don't give a fuck." "I'm being realistic." "I'm in the real world." "What do you mean by that, "the real world"?" "As opposed to some psychedelic, junkie-fantasy world, just for instance." "I'm being straight with you." "Do you realize what this bullshit deal will do to Lee's career?" "It's as good as he's gonna get." "What?" "I can do better than that in two phone calls." "Two phone calls?" "Really?" "Don't let me stop you." "Be my guest." "Make your fucking phone calls." "Go ahead and make your phone calls!" "It's not my fault his reputation is shit." "Are you trying to say that it's mine?" "Yeah, I am." "So, keep out of my way, or I will slap you down." "Vernon, you're gonna regret this." "No, I don't think so 'cause you're not even here, okay?" "I don't even see you." "I don't talk to you." "I'm talking to Lee about his life and his work, and his wife's ego is his fucking problem." "¶ I know, I know you tried to change things ¶" "thank you." "We're metric." "[ Cheers and applause ]" "I saw Lee." "Yeah, yeah, he just left." "He couldn't wait five minutes?" "He's with Emily." "It's my fault." "She pissed me off, and I scared them away." "When is he gonna get rid of that woman?" "I don't know... maybe if he stops shooting up for a day." "It's not gonna happen as long as he's with her." "She's a junkie to the bone." "Yeah, that girl's a curse." "She's been bringing him bad luck for five years now." "What's their kid's name?" "I can't remember." "Jay?" "Jay?" "Vernon:" "Jay it is." "Jay, yeah." "Where is Jay?" "Jay is in Vancouver with Lee's parents." "What the hell are they doing in Vancouver?" "That's where they're from." "They just moved back." "What's the point in having kids if you just dump them?" "[ Door chimes ring ]" "[ Door closes ]" "Tell him you got his number from Lewis." "Mmm." "Cheers." "[ Dialing ]" "Is it working?" "Lee:" "No, it's not working." "Oh, how come?" "I don't fucking know." "Oh, try... hello." "Uh, yes, Lewis gave me your number and... yeah." "All right." "Uh, yeah." "Hold on." "Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes." "Right, go on." "Yeah." "Mm-hmm." "Yeah, got that." "I'll be there." "Uh, now?" "Like in 15 minutes?" "Okay, I'll be there." "Bye." "I'm just going out for a bit, all right?" "Yeah, right, see you." "You get what you wanted?" "Yeah." "I didn't like the way you spoke to Vernon, you know." "You liked the way he spoke to me?" "No, I didn't, but you know he's right, don't you?" "Come on, I told you," "I'm waiting for dreamworks to get back to me." "They don't give a shit at dreamworks." "Come on, that little slut Susan, she'll go down on you anytime, anywhere, darling." "It's not Susan's decision who gets signed to fucking dreamworks, is it?" "Whose is it, then?" "I don't know who makes the decisions." "I don't know anyone there anymore." "How long ago did you send her those tapes anyway?" "I said, how long ago?" "I don't know..." "maybe like two months." "Two months, and you still can't figure out why I had to get Vernon to sort it out." "Actually, I don't." "If you want me to give it away to some bullshit label," "I could anytime, no problem." "I think it's pretty bloody obvious now that the problem is the record." "It's not the fucking record label." "Where's the bottle opener?" "Look, I'm 42." "No one expects anything from me anymore." "If I do something now, it's got to be absolutely exceptional or no one's gonna give a fuck." "And this record is anything but exceptional." "It's just a lazy, shoddy, average piece of shit." "And right, I might be off my face half the fucking time, but I know what I'm doing, you know." "And I've done better than this." "I fucking hope I have." "Well, then, do better again." "Oh, for God's sake." "What I'm saying is simple." "Maybe next year, next week, next month," "I'll do something better than this, but right now, all I'm worth is just this pathetic, little bunch of songs... you know, absolutely fucking nothing." "You think it's my fault?" "It's my bad influence?" "You always think just everything is based around you." "Did you read that article in q?" "Oh, forget about it, for fuck's sake." "I can't stand this shit anymore." "Did you see what they wrote about me?" "How am I supposed to take that?" "We've been through this a million bloody times." "Would you just do yourself and do me a favor... forget about them for five fucking minutes, right?" "If you want to talk about drugs, let's talk about drugs." "Christ, no." "That's all we ever talk about." "I was just trying to talk about something else for a fucking change." "You're just like Vernon." "You think the minute that you get rid of me, everything will be fine, right?" "You're a fucking pain in the ass, Emily." "I'm out of here." "I will leave you in peace to make your music to rebuild your career." "Do what you fucking like." "I couldn't care less." "Just leave me in peace." "Really do it." "[ Indistinct conversation ]" "[ Indistinct chatter on police radio ]" "No, no, you can't be in here." "Let go." "Let go of me!" "I'm his wife!" "Let go!" "I'll need to see some I.D., please, madam." "All right." "Get back here." "Ow!" "Aah!" "Stop." "Let go of me!" "You have no right to do this!" "Ma'am!" "Let go!" "Calm down!" "Let go of me!" "You're hurting me!" "You're hurting me!" "Let go!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "[ Sobs ]" "[ Ambulance doors close ]" "[ Crying ]" "[ Siren walls ]" "Please, ma'am." "[ Clears throat ]" "All right, miss Wang." "You admit to knowing about Lee Hauser's drug problem?" "Yes." "Did you supply him with the heroin that he overdosed with?" "No." "The heroin you were carrying at the time of your arrest... where did you get that from?" "I got it from Lee Hauser." "Hmm, and where did he get it from?" "I don't know." "All right, he died at 4:00 A.M." "Where were you at that time?" "I was sleeping in a car by the lake." "And did anybody see you there?" "I don't think so." "All right, you admit yourself to being addicted to drugs?" "Yeah." "And for how long have you been using heroin?" "Several years." "How you doing?" "We're looking for Mr. Hauser." "Yeah, he's up on the boat over there." "Thanks, guy." "[ Sighs ]" "Would you fellas like some coffee?" "No, thanks." "Are you sure?" "Yeah, we're fine, thanks." "[ Sighs ]" "[ Door opens ]" "Albrecht!" "Show grandpa." "Albrecht!" "Are you okay?" "What's wrong?" "Come on, darling." "Get your knapsack." "I'll call you for afternoon tea." "You finish the drawing for grandpa." "[ Sobs ]" "Rosemary." "Rosemary, no!" "No!" "Rosy!" "Hi." "The hotel clerk's deposition is pretty much in your favor." "He said he saw you leave way before Lee died." "And you didn't provide the drugs." "If you plead guilty for possession, you should get off pretty lightly." "Don't expect to go home tomorrow." "Are you with me here?" "Yeah." "I'm not feeling too well." "I'm on methadone." "Hits you pretty hard off the top." "Does it get better?" "Uh, depends on the person." "Not for me." "What did the lawyer say?" "Worst case, six months." "And, uh, best case?" "Six months." "Oh, and, yeah, I forgot to tell you." "I signed a contract for Lee's record." "He's obviously more interesting dead than alive." "Plus he got a ton of press... way more than I would have expected." "He was on the cover of mojo." "Thanks for not sending it to me." "Well, the general tone with regards to you wasn't particularly flattering." "So, I fielded a bunch of offers, and I accepted the most prestigious." "Of course, I'm joking." "I mean, the most lucrative." "It will pay some debts..." "And your lawyer's fees." "Thanks." "Don't thank me." "I did it for Lee." "You won't have to pay for a thing." "And in return," "I don't want you to ask me for anything ever again." "When I walk through this door, I no longer exist." "Just tell me this." "Were you there when he died?" "No." "Had you been fighting?" "Yes." "Did you buy the stuff?" "No." "Your keys." "Go out the doors to your left or right to the right side of the building, spot 5." "Thank you." "Oh, my God." "Here's your salad, sir." "Everything over there..." "vinegar, salt, and pepper." "Thank you." "Wouldn't you have preferred somewhere more private?" "I'm really grateful that you came." "You didn't have to." "I've been taking care of Lee's unfinished business." "And it's mostly debts, as you know." "I had to sell your apartment in London to pay them off." "Of course, I had it emptied." "[ Clears throat ]" "And..." "The receipt of where I put your things... it's in your name, and the address is right on it." "I'm not going back to London..." "not right now." "I'm going to go to Paris." "Is that where you lived before you met Lee?" "Yeah." "I've worked things out with barclays, and what was left of your joint account is now in your name, and your credit card is working again." "How much is left in the account?" "Well, it's not much." "It's enough to pay your way back, maybe get by for a few weeks, and not much more." "If you want... no, thank you." "I'm fine." "Woman:" "Hamburger... half fries, half onion is ready." "Mmm." "I've been trying to work out Lee's contracts with the different record companies... the compilation... but it's like reading algebra." "There's still a lot of unpublished stuff, mostly from the late '80s." "There's this friend of Lee's." "He's been very helpful." "This fellow tricky." "He's famous." "Yes, I've heard." "A huge star." "I don't know his music, but Lee liked him." "He, um..." "He's been faithful to their friendship." "It's very unusual." "Since Lee died, he, uh..." "Oh, God." "I'm sorry." "It's hard for me to..." "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "I'm taking methadone." "It's a heroin substitute." "I'm sure your lawyer told you." "The court handed down its decision yesterday." "Jay is staying with us." "Father dead." "Mother in prison." "Yeah." "No home, no job, nothing." "Do you intend to appeal it?" "No, of course not." "I can't take care of him right now." "You see the motel sign?" "It's right there." "Thanks for the ride." "You know your way back?" "Well..." "More or less." "More or less?" "Well, don't get lost." "No." "Emily, there's something I'd like to ask you." "It's a bit delicate." "You see, it was difficult to explain his father's death to Jay." "I don't know what he thought or what he felt, but he's a well-adjusted boy, but he's sensitive." "I'm scared." "[ Sighs ]" "I'd prefer it if, for the next few years, you'd agree not to see him." "Rosemary and I have done everything we can to give him some kind of stability... a home, a sense of belonging... and I'm afraid of unsettling him." "I understand." "Legally, you have the right to see him." "But I think you should give him some time." "We'll keep in touch." "If you have any problems, we'll help." "Goodbye." "[ Indistinct talking ]" "¶ Spider and I sit watching the sky ¶" "¶ on a world without sound ¶" "¶ we knit a web to catch one tiny fly ¶" "¶ for our world without sound ¶" "¶ we sleep in the morning ¶" "¶ we dream of a ship... ¶" "bon appétit." "Aah!" "[ Slow music plays ]" "¶ She's tender and ¶" "¶ electricity ¶" "¶ but here she comes ¶" "¶ she's shining light ¶" "¶ takes the train back home across the sea ¶" "¶ catch her as she's falling through the floor ¶" "¶ my candy girl ¶" "¶ is coming close to me ¶" "¶ she walks across the room ¶" "¶ and it turns to gray ¶" "¶ she can tell you why it's getting late ¶" "¶ can't expect her eyes to look the same ¶" "[ telephone ringing ]" "[ Rock music plays ]" "¶ I'm closing in ¶" "¶ please, let me go and break away ¶" "¶ break away ¶" "¶ how could you not say no?" "¶ [ indistinct singing ]" "¶ You touch my face and turn around ¶" "¶ your steps confuse, don't you see?" "¶" "¶ I'm trying to leave ¶" "excuse me, tricky, I have Emily." "She's on the phone, and she's on the street outside." "What should I tell her?" "Nothing." "Okay." "[ Indistinct conversations, telephone ringing ]" "Would you like tea or coffee?" "No, thank you." "I'm fine." "I'm so sorry." "I-I thought I was on time." "No." "You're on time." "Come this way." "So, are you staying long in London?" "My wife is sick." "She has to have some tests." "It depends on the results." "Nothing serious, I hope." "No, no." "Here's the first drafts for the cover graphics for the re-releases." "A friend of Lee's did them, Morris Ort." "Do you know him?" "No." "He's very talented." "He's a painter who's doing extremely well these days." "He doesn't normally do this sort of thing anymore, but for Lee, he made an exception." "We're thinking of releasing all three albums at the same time, in September of next year." "As we agreed, nothing is definite until we get your approval." "I think he'd like that." "And if it was a friend of his..." "A friend of Lee's did them." "Who?" "Oh, God, I can't remember." "A friend from London, I think." "Is that supposed to be Lee?" "Uh..." "Yes, it's... it's stylized." "I think it's pretty good." "Doesn't look like him." "No, I think it does." "When?" "When did he look like that?" "Well, when he was young, when he first left and went to London and we didn't hear from him for a while." "I read the liner notes they want to put with the cds." "So did I." "I didn't think much of them." "No." "They give a false image of him." "[ Chuckling ] Yeah." "As if there was nothing but drugs in his life." "And misfortune." "It's not true at all." "No." "It's journalists." "They have this romantic idea of self-destruction." "Lee wasn't self-destructive." "Well, he... he did everything to excess." "Less than the friends he hung around with back then." "They're all complete alcoholics." "It's good they're re-releasing his records." "Yes, I'm happy about it." "In spite of the stupid liner notes." "[ Laughs ]" "I think they would have made him laugh, too." "[ Laughing ] Yes." "[ Television turns off ]" "[ Door opens, closes ]" "I wasn't gone too long?" "Jay:" "No." "So, what did you get up to?" "Did you watch cartoons?" "Yes." "What did you do when the cartoon was over?" "I read." "You read?" "What'd you read?" "I read M.D. Geist." "I thought you read that already." "No, I meant the new one." "I have to tell you something." "We're gonna have to stay in London a bit longer than I thought." "Are we gonna stay at the hotel?" "Yes." "Do you remember how I told you that the specialists had to examine grandma Rosemary because she had a very sore back?" "Yes." "Well, they don't know what it is that causes the pain." "So, they have to keep doing these tests." "So, she's gonna stay in the hospital, and we're gonna stay together." "Are we gonna live in the hotel?" "Yeah." "The two of us are gonna stay in the hotel." "Is that okay with you?" "Yes." "Now, tomorrow, you'll come with me, and we'll go visit grandma Rosemary at the hospital." "Okay." "[ Telephone ringing ]" "[ Slow music playing ]" "[ Breathing heavily ]" "[ Indistinct singing ]" "[ Knocking on door ]" "[ Dog barking ]" "[ Dance music playing ]" "[ Emily sobbing ]" "Hi." "Albrecht:" "I didn't see you here yesterday." "It was my day off." "Oh, that's why you were here on Sunday." "And I'll be here again next Sunday." "Oh, good." "Good." "I haven't been to see Mrs. Hauser yet." "Well, they promised they'd do a scan today." "What does the doctor say?" "I don't know." "I have a bad feeling about this." "Are you sure the scan is today?" "Albrecht:" "That's what they told me." "That's what they said yesterday and the day before..." "same thing." "Listen, I don't know." "All I can do is repeat what they told me." "I wasn't complaining." "No, I'm sorry." "It's me." "I'm tense." "Oh, I got it." "I got it." "I got it." "I got it." "I got it." "How are you doing with Jay?" "Oh, fine, fine." "It's the first time you've spent any time with him." "Yes, even with Lee," "I didn't take much of an interest until... until he was already a little grown-up." "Oh." "Kids intimidate me." "Why?" "Because they understand everything." "They read your thoughts." "They know what you're gonna say even before you say it." "So..." "What conclusions has Jay come to?" "Oh, he thinks that I'm shy..." "A bit awkward..." "Pretty boring...." "Not that smart." "But I'm smarter than he thinks." "Are you?" "Yes." "He takes coins from my pockets, and he doesn't think I notice." "But I do." "[ Chuckles ]" "[ Chuckles ]" "Other than that, he wants to see his grandmother." "Let's wait until tomorrow." "I spoke to Emily." "Who?" "Your daughter-in-law." "She lives in Paris." "[ Sighs ]" "She says she's off the drugs." "She's getting a job." "I think she's having a hard time." "I don't know." "I feel sorry for her." "Albrecht." "Yes?" "I don't want to talk about her." "Of course, of course, but she is Jay's mother, and one day, we're going to have to talk." "One day, not now." "[ Telephone ringing ]" "¶ LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA LA-LA-LA-LA ¶" "¶ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ¶" "¶ I miss the country ¶" "¶ I miss the country ¶" "¶ I miss the country ¶" "¶ I miss the country ¶" "¶ LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA LA-LA-LA-LA ¶" "¶ ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh ¶" "excuse me." "Ah, there you are." "Now, did you do what I said?" "Did you set your stopwatch?" "Oh, yes." "Good." "How long have we been in the tunnel?" "4 minutes, 35." "4 minutes, 35." "You're right." "What are we going to do in Paris?" "I've already told you three times." "You're gonna see your mother." "Do I have to see her, too?" "Yes." "Can't you go by yourself?" "No." "Coffee, please." "You didn't tell me I was going to spend the weekend with her." "She's your mother." "She killed my dad." "No, she did not!" "Yes, she did." "Grandma Rosemary told me so." "Jay, you know it was an accident." "No, it wasn't." "He died because he took the drugs she gave him." "I have to talk to you." "Your grandmother and I are old." "We won't always be here." "What's gonna happen when we're gone?" "I haven't finished timing." "Stop." "She's your mom." "She loves you, and you have to get to know her." "I don't love her, and she doesn't love me, either." "You're alone." "Jay didn't want to come." "What do you mean?" "You promised me." "No, no, no, no." "I didn't promise you anything." "I said I'd come to Paris and we'd talk." "No, you said I have him all weekend." "If he doesn't want to, I can't force him." "It's no good for you, either." "He doesn't want to see me." "He doesn't know you." "He hates me." "I don't know." "He never talks about you." "I know, but..." "[ Voice breaking ] But if you told me earlier," "I wouldn't have got my hopes so high." "[ Sobbing ]" "I'm trying to do my best." "It's not easy." "I know." "Me too." "We have to stay in London..." "maybe for a few weeks." "Give it some time." "I'll talk to him." "You can come over and see us." "I'm sorry." "I can't do this." "Let's meet another time." "[ Breathing heavily ]" "Albrecht!" "Jay is here." "He's with me in Paris." "He's at a hotel." "It's not far from here." "His grandmother..." "She thinks we're in Scotland." "She doesn't know he came with me." "How is she doing?" "They're gonna do a little operation next week." "After that, it just depends on the tests." "But she seems to think that, um..." "Well, to be honest," "I can't even mention your name in front of her." "Because she thinks that I'm responsible for what happened to Lee." "Yes." "That and everything else..." "his decline." "How about you?" "I believe in forgiveness." "People change." "If they need to, they change." "But I don't want to hurt Rosemary." "If she thought I brought Jay over here for one second, it would tear her apart." "I called you back because what you wrote in your letter really moved me." "But you don't trust me." "Does that make any difference?" "I mean, Emily, I'm old." "I won't always be able to look after Jay." "Do you mean by yourself?" "Yeah, that's it." "That's exactly it." "[ Sighs ]" "Without Rosemary." "So, have you started your new job?" "Yes, I sell clothes for active women at printemps." "It's a department store, but I get the weekends off." "Printemps?" "Somehow, I can't imagine you." "It's better than nothing for now." "You'll find something you love." "You'll find something else." "I hope so." "Oh, you will." "Wait for me." "I have to talk to him first." "If he doesn't want to, then..." "No, no, no." "Of course." "Of course." "I am completely in your hands." "If you choose to, you can run off with him." "You're his mother." "You don't risk much." "I won't." "And you will bring him back by 3:40 train tomorrow afternoon?" "Yes." "I'm sorry, Emily." "I need you to give me your word." "You have my word." "Okay." "[ Bell dings ]" "Hmm." "[ Bell dings ]" "[ Sighs ]" "Have you been on a scooter before?" "No." "Would you like to try?" "Mm-hmm." "Come on, you'll see." "It's really fun." "Come." "Are you scared?" "No." "Since you didn't say anything, I thought you were scared." "I'm not scared." "Maybe you're scared of me?" "No." "Your granddad said you were scared of me." "No." "Well, I'm glad to hear it." "Hold on tight." "Let's go." "¶ We sleep in the mornings ¶" "¶ we dream of a ship that sails away ¶ come on." "Yeah." "When I was a kid, I only liked tigers and monkeys." "Do you like monkeys?" "Depends which ones." "How about the gorilla?" "I seen gorillas." "Where?" "In Canada at the Vancouver zoo." "Oh, come here, look." "Is it nice..." "the Vancouver zoo?" "Much better than this one." "Oh, come on, look at the zebras." "This one's lame." "What's it called again?" "It's the vincennes zoo." "That's the name of the town." "We're not in Paris?" "No." "In Vancouver, they have grizzly bears, elks, and beavers." "Maybe they've got some here, too." "We can ask." "No, I seen enough of them in Canada." "They're everywhere." "Once one tried to bite me." "One what?" "A beaver." "Are they dangerous?" "No, they're really dumb." "Oh, look, there's a baby." "So, what do you want to see now?" "I want to see a snow leopard with white spots." "A snow leopard..." "that's a very rare animal." "I'm gonna ask the guy over there." "You wait for me?" "Okay." "Jay?" "Jay!" "Jay!" "Jay!" "[ Breathing heavily ]" "[ Ducks quacking ]" "You think that's funny?" "No." "Me neither." "I don't want to spend the weekend with you now." "Why not?" "Because you killed my dad." "Is that what you think?" "I'm not the only one." "Who else?" "Everyone." "I didn't kill your dad." "You gave him drugs that killed him." "That's not true." "Then why does everybody say you did?" "Because they don't know." "You're a liar." "Come on." "Let's just get out of here." "It was me who went and bought the drugs that night." "He took some." "I took some." "That's the way it was always between us." "What's the difference who bought them?" "Anything could have happened." "It could have been Lee losing me." "And you know what?" "Drugs are more complicated than what most people think they are." "Some people need them because they're suffering, because they don't know how to live any other way." "Your dad was like that, and me, too." "Because you're weak." "No, your dad wasn't weak." "He did some really great work, but it wasn't easy for him." "You have to be very strong to do that." "You should be proud of him." "Then how come he needed drugs?" "They gave us some really good times." "But afterwards, you always have to pay the price, and it's very high." "Look at me." "I'm still paying." "You're not on drugs anymore?" "I gave up..." "mainly for you." "Why for me?" "'Cause otherwise I knew I'd never see you again." "Hi, sniff." "That's Jay." "Elena's gone out." "Here's the box." "Thank you." "I'll show you upstairs..." "our room." "Yeah." "Huh?" "It's on the left." "So, this is the room Elena lends us." "She's really nice." "You gonna meet her later." "You don't have your own room?" "It was in London." "Then why don't you live in London?" "Too many memories." "Memories of my dad?" "Yes." "You don't want to remember him?" "Yes." "But not for now." "It's still too painful." "How about later?" "Yeah, maybe later." "And how about you?" "Do you like London?" "Yes." "More than Vancouver?" "Yes." "Albrecht and Rosemary are nice, but they're old and sad." "Because your father died." "Because Rosemary is going to die." "She told you that?" "Yes." "I'm gonna make some hot chocolate." "Do you want some?" "Okay." "Look over there." "There's some DVDs." "Choose and see if there's one that you want to watch." "Go on." "Over there." "[ Beeps ]" "Gloria:" "Hey, it's Gloria." "Are you there?" "No?" "I'm in San Francisco, at the triton hotel on grant street." "Remember, I told you about it." "Please, please, please, call me back." "David put the sessions off 48 hours to give you one last chance to get here." "I don't know what else to say." "I'll give you the number." "Just a minute." "It's..." "[ Beeps ]" "Can I watch this one?" "No way." "That's not for kids." "Jay:" "Are you going to San Francisco?" "I don't know." "I don't think so." "That's where I was born." "Yes." "What's San Francisco like?" "It's a beautiful city by the sea." "It has a big bridge." "You must have seen it in photos, no?" "If you go, can I come, too?" "Hey, try one of these." "They're really good." "Are you sure there's not another film that we can watch?" "There must be something." "Oh, look... "Robbie le renne." Have you seen that?" "Hey, you hurry up, all right?" "Okay." "I'll wait here." "Okay." "Emily!" "[ Chuckles ]" "What, are you bringing him back already?" "No, he forgot something." "What?" "His hat." "His hat?" "I thought he had it with him." "So, how's it going?" "Really well." "Yeah?" "Has he adopted you yet?" "Well..." "[ Chuckles ]" "I forgot to take my magazine." "Oh, and your hat." "But now you have it." "Yes." "Let's pull it down over your ears." "Otherwise, you'll get cold." "[ Horns honking ]" "I've got to talk to your mom, okay?" "Let's go inside." "In you go." "What did he get from upstairs?" "His passport." "I thought so." "Where's he going?" "He wants to come to San Francisco with me." "I got offered to record some songs there, and it's a chance that's never gonna come back." "So, you're giving up?" "The clothes for active women at printemps, yeah." "Good." "I'm glad to hear it." "[ Sighs ] Thank you." "Come on." "I think it's brave of you." "It's easy to be brave when everything's going well." "But when life is more difficult, it's unusual..." "And special." "I'm sure that's what Lee would've advised you to do." "I have a deal for you." "Do I have a choice?" "Of course you have a choice." "He's your son." "You're his mother." "Rosemary is not going to live very long." "I want him to stay with her so that she can see him now and then." "So, you go to San Francisco and then come join us in London afterwards." "Is that okay with you?" "Of course." "It's going to be a very difficult time for me..." "And for Jay." "He's gonna need his mother to protect him." "And I'll try and help you rebuild a life..." "Your life..." "If that's at all possible... for both of you." "Okay?" "Good." "[ Indistinct talking ]" "Chris, stand by." "I think she's ready." "Go ahead and roll it." "[ Acoustic guitar plays ]" "¶ I saw her ¶" "¶ coming to me ¶" "¶ you were leaving ¶" "¶ here tonight ¶" "¶ everybody ¶" "¶ is an ocean ¶" "¶ drinking wine ¶" "¶ from the vine ¶" "¶ going home ¶" "¶ with the stars ¶" "¶ up in the sky ¶" "¶ me ¶" "¶ I'm down in the light ¶" "¶ there's a rhythm ¶" "¶ don't you know it?" "¶" "¶ right here ¶" "¶ for everything ¶" "¶ there's a lady ¶" "¶ she's a killer ¶" "¶ silver Mountain ¶" "¶ in her eye ¶" "¶ going home ¶" "¶ with the stars ¶" "¶ up in the sky ¶" "¶ me ¶" "¶ I'm down in the light ¶" "¶ me ¶" "¶ I'm down in the light ¶" "Emily, maybe we should take a break for a few minutes." "[ Music continues playing ]" "Emily, I really liked it." "I think we should just go on and do another song." "All right." "Okay." "That was so great." "You're not tired?" "No, I'm fine." "Okay, great." "[ Sobbing ]" "¶ Here she comes ¶" "¶ she's feeling low ¶" "¶ she took the train ¶" "¶ and she waits a while ¶" "¶ if she walked across a room, you wouldn't know ¶" "¶ she's the kind of girl ¶" "¶ she's falling through your door ¶" "¶ here she comes ¶" "¶ she's night and day ¶" "¶ she can't tell you why ¶" "¶ it's getting late ¶" "¶ early Sunday morning on the train ¶" "¶ catch her as she's falling next to me ¶" "¶ she's tender and ¶" "¶ electricity ¶" "¶ but here she comes ¶" "¶ she's shining light ¶" "¶ takes the train back home across the sea ¶" "¶ catch her as she's falling through the floor ¶" "¶ my candy girl ¶" "¶ is coming close to me ¶" "¶ she walks across the room ¶" "¶ and it turns to gray ¶" "¶ she can tell you why it's getting late ¶" "¶ can't expect her eyes to look the same ¶"