"So what do you want to do?" "I don't care, whatever" "You're easy Wanna come hang at my place?" "Sure." "I'll get to play with your dogs" "I thought we were going to your place" "Are you okay?" "Just relax." "Let me do all the work" "That was the first time I got fucked" "I never talked to him or saw him on-line again" "Taking it up the ass is not as bad as you think" "You get paid a lot more if you do" "It's not as tiring as giving a blow job or a hand job" "This is my favotite position lying on my stomach" "Because I don't even have to see his face" "I was never exactly your happy suburban kid... but things took a strange turn... when I started to explore my sexuality on-line" "That was just about a year ago when I was still going to school and working at my dad's restaurant" "Don't forget to lock the door" "We're closed" "Bag up all the money" "Okay, just chill" "What's going on?" "Give me the cash, now!" "Don't look at me, you Jap!" "No!" "My life started to spin out of control not long after that night" "What's wrong?" "Is this yours?" "Is this yours or not?" "Is this what you are?" "If I hadn't promised your mom before she died, I'd " "Then what?" "If you're really this then you're not my son" "And you gotta live somewhere else!" "Mom died when Noel was eight and I was twelve" "The photo is all I have of her now" "I remember how much she loved wearing her diamond necklace" "It was pretty much the only thing dad ever bought her" "Did you think about what we talked about?" "What?" "About you not having a home..." "and maybe I could adopt you" "Living here will be a lot better than where you're living now" "How was your day?" "Two tricks." "Bought Chinese food" "Yummy" "New stuff?" "I haven't tried one yet, but they're supposed to be really good" "I'm starving" "Teach me how to use chopsticks?" "No" "When I was a little kid I saw this kung fu movie on TV" "And this guy... he could kill people by throwing chopsticks at them" "It was the coolest" "You know it's unlucky to open a fortune cookie before you finished eating" "What did you get?" ""Your prayers will be answered"" "I met Remigio a couple of days after I started working on the strip" "I learned all about hustling from talking to a couple kids on-line" "I got paid really well because I was just the right type" "Howdy." "I'm Remigio" "What?" "Am I supposed to pay you a road tax?" "Just seen you around..." "thought I'd say hi" "Are you a cop?" "Vice squad." "Just kidding" "But if I were you I wouldn't make it so obvious" "Don't get dropped off on the street" "Thanks for your advice, Remigio" "Wanna smoke?" "I don't smoke" "Come hang with us" "I'm tired, hungry and homeless" "Will you excuse me?" "I'll buy you dinner" "Why?" "Because I dig you" "It's gonna cost you" "What are you in the mood for?" "How's the sushi?" "Good" "So you're just gonna sit here and watch me eat" "I'm not that hungry I'm still a little high" "On what?" "On E, and a little bit of coke Ever tried it?" "No" "I make good money on it" "Wow." "I guess I'm supposed to be impressed by a drug dealer" "You're a little bitch, you know that?" "Look, I know you're scared" "But trying so hard to act tough isn't going to get you anywhere" "Just be yourself and keep your eyes open" "Look, I'm going to pay for this and I'll leave you alone" "Wait" "Do you have a place to stay?" "Wanna crash at my place?" "I'm not going to fuck you if that's what you're thinking" "I know how you feel I've been there" "What's your name?" "Ethan." "Ethan Mao" "Hey, Christina." "How are you?" "Yeah." "I'll be down there around eleven" "OK." "See you" "Do you want me to come with you?" "You really need a good night's sleep" "I feel like doing a couple more lines" "You need your rest You haven't slept in over a day" "Can I ask you a favor?" "Tell me about it" "I need to get some stuff from my parents' house" "Can you give me a ride?" "Sure" "I hate straight clubs" "I'm so tired, but I can't sleep I'll come with you" "No, just stay here I'll be back in no time" "Is that really necessary?" "I've been in some rough situations" "Babe, I don't want you to do anything tonight" "From Miss Tina Trade herself" "I'm serious" "Mao's my mom's family name" "Where're you from, Ethan?" "Christminster." "What about you?" "Back east." "I came down here because I always wanted to be here" "I also came to look for my mom but it's been three years and I still haven't found her" "Were they divorced?" "I was adopted." "I never knew my dad, and my mom..." "Well..." "She gave me up when I was really young" "Last thing I heard was she came down here to be an actress" "Ethan?" "I'm so rolling" "I can tell" "I hope you're not mad at me" "I couldn't sleep, so I tried one" "It's really good" "Oh, Ethan" "I miss my mom so much You're gonna come with me, right?" "To my dad's house, right?" "I promised" "Will be give me a massage?" "Do you want to fuck me?" "For the things you've done for me like letting me stay here you know it's okay if you want to fuck me" "I don't care." "Just get it over with" "I don't want to fuck you, Ethan I told you that from day one" "Why are you so good to me?" "Do you remember Rubin?" "That big older white guy?" "I never told you this but I was his boyfriend for almost two years" "He deals higher stuff like coke" "He set me up to do what I'm doing now" "So what are you trying to tell me?" "I had no money, and I didn't know anyone when I first came out here" "I needed to be with him you know what I mean?" "He was completely in love with me but I wasn't even attracted to him" "How do you know you're in love?" "You just feel it" "I don't think I can ever love anyone" "One day you will" "I hope so" "Will you promise me something?" "What?" "We're leaving in an hour" "Yes, dad" "Move it, you fag" "Asshole!" "Did you wake the boys?" "Yes, M'am." "Can you put this in your purse?" "It's the jade for May" "Of course, darling" "Please don't forget You look lovely" "Um..." "I'm going to make breakfast" "Just my shake will be fine" "Hurry up, Noel" "Anywhere you want" "Do you guys have the Thanksgiving Special?" "Of course." "Serving it all day long from seven A. M" "I'll have one" "Do you know what you want?" "I'll just have pancake" "OK." "Coming up" "Let me see" "It's my little brother He just left me the alarm code" "Who were you calling, Noel?" "Just a school friend" "We gave you the cell phone for emergency use only" "I know." "Sorry, dad" "Maybe Noel has a girlfriend" "He's too young to have a date" "This is America, Abe." "Not China" "My family never celebrates Thanksgiving" "So what do they do?" "They usually take a road trip to meet some family friends" "Thanksgiving is the only day off we have from the restaurant" "My adopted mom She made great turkeys" "Did you bring the jade?" "Of course, I did" "Are you sure?" "Yes, darling" "Can you check?" "Can you find it?" "Can't we give it to her some other time?" "We see them only once a year Can you find it?" "I'm sorry, Darling It must have slipped my mind" "You're not turning around are you, Abe?" "I just asked you to do a very simple thing" "Don't talk to me like that" "I'm not your servant" "Hey, can I take care of the gun?" "Sure." "It's you hood" "Wow, nice TV!" "Why don't you sit here and watch TV?" "Oh, but we shouldn't make any noise" "Good thinking." "I'll pay for the cable when we get back, all right?" "Hey, do you need any help?" "No, I'm cool." "Won't be long" "Noel, who do you keep calling?" "Just checking the weather, Dad" "Ethan?" "Where did you leave it?" "On the dressing table, I suppose" "Get up!" "Listen, Sir, I was just " "Put it down." "Put down the photo" "Raise you hands and walk towards me out of the room" "Are you alone?" "Yes, Sir" "Now turn around and walk downstairs" "Drop the gun" "Ethan?" "I said drop the fucking gun" "Remigio" "What are you doing here?" "You know, Dad, I worked for you since I was eleven... and not once have I gotten paid" "So what are you going to do?" "Just stay back" "Go ahead, you faggot!" "I dare you!" "Let him go." "Let him go, Sir!" "What's going on?" "I need to use the bathroom" "I need to use the restroom too" "Get up." "Move" "Abe?" "What the hell?" "Shut up, Josh" "Just do what he says" "Ethan, what are you doing?" "This ingrate has come back to rob us" "You're gonna fry for this" "You think I'm still going to take your shit?" "Ethan, no" "For all the years you've been shitting on me and Noel" "I really feel like blowing your brains out right now" "Ethan, he's your brother" "You mustn't hurt him" "My brother?" "He's not my brother He never treated me like one" "And you are a back-stabbing bitch" "Look at me Look me in the eyes and... tell me you didn't take that magazine from my room" "I just found it, Ethan" "My mother loved you and worked for you all her life and... you treated her like a dog" "This woman is a leech and you treated her like a queen" "What do you see in her?" "Don't talk to me like this" "I talk to you however the fuck I please" "You've got our money." "Now leave" "Don't you ever come back again or I'll kill you, you monster" "Maybe I'm a monster But I didn't ask to be born" "And one more thing I want my mom's necklace back" "It isn't worth anything" "It's not yours." "Where is it?" "It's not here." "It's in the safety deposit box at the bank" "It's Thanksgiving, Ethan" "Well, then." "We just have to wait till tomorrow morning" "Get it first thing, and we'll leave" "But until we're gone, you'll all listen to me for a change" "Honey, let me take a look" "You don't have to look Mom." "I feel fine" "So Ethan, how've you been?" "I'm still breathing" "We haven't heard from you in months" "We're all very worried about you" "I don't know what happened between you and your father " "You knew exactly what happened" "You couldn't wait to show him the magazine, could you?" "Whatever happened, Ethan let's just put it all behind us" "You are part of the family" "Fuck you!" "Abraham, talk to your son" "About what?" "You're scared, aren't you?" "You're scared for yourself and your baby" "Ethan, there has been a great deal of misunderstanding between... all of us." "It shouldn't have come to this" "Just shut up, bitch!" "I need to take a crap" "So?" "So can I use the bathroom?" "Please?" "Please, your majesty" "Go." "Downstairs" "Shit!" "Motherfucker!" "Watch them" "I'm gonna fucking shoot you if you're on your cell phone" "Open the door!" "Stop!" "C'mon, Ethan." "We've never gotten a chance to do this man-to-man" "Remigio!" "Dad!" "I'm fine" "Get up!" "Why did you shoot Dad?" "He was trying to kill us" "I said get up." "Now move" "Oh my God, Abe What happened?" "My son shot me" "Josh, Josh!" "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "I'm all right, Mom" "Just don't hurt my son" "He started it all" "I've got to get some bandages for Dad" "Go!" "Everyone stays still" "It's Mrs Harvisham What the fuck does she want?" "I'll deal with her" "Noel, go take care of her" "Do you know what day this is?" "It's Thanksgiving" "Exactly." "This is a very important national holiday" "So if you could please keep the noise level down which means no banging no screaming" "And please don't play your Hong Kong action movies too loud" "Do you understand?" "Yes, Mrs Harvisham" "Good day!" "She's gone." "Where's Ethan?" "He'll be right back" "And I suggested all of you turn in your cell phones" "And you?" "Gracias" "Josh, honey" "Leave me alone, Mom" "Don't talk to your mother like this" "She's my mom And I talk to her the way I want" "Besides you're not my father" "Josh, I love you" "I know, Mom." "And I don't have to hear it all the time" "Will you help me tie them up?" "If that's what you want" "Ethan, take the money and tomorrow morning we'll get you the necklace" "I hope a gag won't be necessary" "Why are you doing this to us?" "Because I feel like it" "Sarah!" "This is all your fault Your son is a psycho" "You've made your point Please don't put us through this" "I don't trust you anymore" "I have to pee" "Piss in your pants" "Look Ethan, I may be an asshole But I don't lie" "You have my word that I won't do anything stupid and I'll make sure no one else does" "I will untie you when I feel like it" "Now that I have everyone's attention you better call Aunty May and tell her... that you guys aren't going to make it to Roy Town" "How did you know we were going to Roy Town today?" "Just a guess Roy Town is your favorite place" "Noel, you called him with the alarm code in the car didn't you?" "Yes, he did" "Noel..." "I'll kill you " "If any of you touches a strand of my brother's hair" "I'll hunt you down and put a bullet in your head" "He's my son" "I work all my life to put a roof over my children's head put them through school give them what they need..." "I don't know what more they want from me" "For you, all there is is money That's all your children need" "They just need your money" "And that's exactly what I'm here for" "Your stinking money" "I need to use the bathroom" "I said, "Piss in your pants, bitch!"" "Feeling better?" "You call Aunty May and make it sound good" "Hello May... it's Abe here" "Yes, something came up and we're not coming over anymore" "Yeah." "Sarah's not feeling well Yeah... okay..." "I'm sorry." "Hold on" "She wants to talk to you" "Hi, May." "I got a really bad stomachache" "We'll give it to you some other time" "Listen, say hi to Chuen for me and have fun." "And Ethan" "Ethan, you have humiliated us enough" "They got the point" "I don't know what more you want from us" "We'll give you what you came for" "And we'll listen to all your reasonable demands in the meantime" "But please, untie us!" "Do we have a deal?" "Fine" "I want your word" "You have my word" "So this is a done deal" "And no one is gonna do anyhting contrary." "Josh?" "You have my word" "Sarah?" "And Noel?" "Yes, Dad" "Tomorrow, only one of you goes" "Well it has to be Sarah" "The safety deposit box is under her name" "Don't worry." "I'll give it to you... it's not worth anything" "Don't you get it?" "It's not how much it's worth It's all I have of her" "So everyone understands and is going to abide by this deal" "Including you" "Don't worry I want nothing from you guys" "I'm only here because of Ethan" "But if any of you comes at me with a knife again" "I'll have no problem in shooting him or her" "May I please go and change now, Ethan?" "Yes." "But Remigio is going with you" "I'm hungry" "Can I cook something for them to eat?" "Yes, you may." "Why don't you clean up your mom's mess?" "What's your name?" "Remigio" "That's unique." "My name is Sarah" "So Romeo how did you meet Ethan?" "I'll leave that up to your imagination" "I need some privacy" "Use the bathroom." "And please don't try anything stupid" "Oh my my... you don't trust me?" "I don't know you" "Well, I'm not a wicked stepmom" "I was an actress" "My mom was an actress" "If I hadn't devoted my life to my son..." "I would have been the next Meryl Streep" "How're you doing?" "Just fine, darling" "Mom's going to help me" "Noel, why don't you go play video games with Remigio?" "You know I hate video games" "Noel, just go." "I'll stay here" "I owe you" "Wow, you guys have so many cool games" "You don't like to play video games?" "They're all Josh's" "So what do you like to do?" "I like novels and movies" "What are you reading now?" "A few books at a time One is Frankenstein" "Hey, Ethan, can I call Vicky?" "I promised to call her today" "Hey, Vicks." "It's me" "Just calling to say hi and hope you're having a good Thanksgiving" "Give me a call back when you get a chance" "I'll talk to you later." "Okay, bye" "I thought you and Vicky broke up" "I mean she's so far away" "You need a girlfriend here" "Besides I think you can do much better than her" "It's Vicky!" "Go ahead" "Hello, how're you doing, baby?" "I'm cool, just hanging with my folks right now" "We cancelled the trip and decided to stay home" "So... you're having a good Thanksgiving with your aunt?" "Cool." "Well I just call to say I love you" "Okay, I'll talk to you later" "Bye." "Thanks" "She isn't home this Thanksgiving?" "No... she's in Boston with her aunt" "I'm actually going to go out there next year" "You're not going out there" "You know what, Mom?" "I'm twenty years old now" "I can get up and walk right now so don't push me" "Oh really?" "And how're you going to support yourself?" "You've never had a job" "Not one in your entire life" "Watch me" "Oh, go ahead" "You just go ahead and leave me here to rot" "I'm going to play video games Is that cool?" "All right" "You use these to use your special skills" "Like that?" "And you press these two buttons for your back flip" "Hey." "Mind if I join you guys?" "Oh... go ahead." "You can play I'll just watch" "We can play teams." "I'll tag with Noel since he isn't that good" "Don't get dehydrated" "I hope you're taking care of yourself out there, Ethan" "Can I ask you a question?" "What?" "We used to be able to talk you and I. What happened?" "I mean I've tried the best I could to take care of you" "Take care of me" "I've worked in my dad's restaurant since I was eleven to support you and your son" "Have you even worked one day in that restaurant?" "Ethan, I didn't marry your father to be some kind of slave" "I love your father and I brought my own money into this marriage" "You've gotten things quite twisted If you think things were hard on you imagine how I felt when I first came" "You never even gave me a chance" "You wouldn't even looked me in the eyes for the first year" "How do you think I felt?" "I just lost my mom And you waltzed right in" "You wouldn't even acknowledge my presence" "You were trying to control me" "Well!" "It turned out none of us could control you, Ethan" "Youre out of control And you're not a kid anymore" "You're a criminal" "Oh, back flip!" "So what do you do?" "I sell stuff." "This and that" "What do you sell?" "Vitamins" "What kind of vitamins?" "Oh... crystal, E, K  G" "Seriously?" "Yeah, just for the time being To get by" "So do you think I can buy some E off you when this is all over?" "You mean ecstasy?" "Shut up!" "Well, a few of my friends do it at raves" "I mean..." "It's supposed to make you mildly intoxicated and relaxed... and energetic with a general sense of wellbeing, right?" "You're such a nerd" "Why don't you tell the kids the food is ready?" "How're you doing?" "I'll live" "Dinner's ready!" "Pause!" "You guys go ahead I want to talk to Noel for a minute" "It'd be better if you came with us Let's go" "I'm gonna go get something else to drink" "Hey can you get me a juice?" "Yo, Ethan!" "Can I have one too?" "Josh, please." "Stop throwing things" "In our family, we say grace" "You don't have to if you don't want to... but I'd like to have a moment of silence" "Dear God, I want to thank you for giving us life... and all the food on the table on this difficult day" "I pray that you guide us through these hours... and we pray that you forgive Ethan's sins." "Amen" "Amen" "Ethan, your father has made your favorite dish" "I'll get you a fork" "Wait." "I want to use chopsticks Just show me how" "Oh, I'll show you how I mean it's really easy" "You hold one like this and the other one like this" "Ok" "You got it?" "Fair enough" "It's still kind of bleeding You okay, dad?" "Noel, will you help me get some blankets... and pillows when you're done?" "I'm gonna go help Ethan" "I'm sorry, Noel" "I'm sorry all this had to happen I really didn't know" "I just hope Dad's gonna be fine" "He's tough." "He'll be fine" "I know he'd never say it But he cares about you" "He cares more about money" "He'd sell any of us out for money" "That's what I hate about him" "So Remigio seems cool So are you..." "We're just friends" "You ever think of coming home?" "It's too late now" "I need to change" "Romeo, why don't you watch over me?" "Your mother must be very beautiful" "I don't remember what she looks like" "I was only three when she gave me up" "I know she is, because you're a very handsome young man" "You're in love with Ethan aren't you?" "I can tell" "Have you ever been with a woman before?" "You have a very firm grip, Remigio" "Stop fucking with my mind and go get dressed" "Or what?" "You're gonna shoot me?" "How are you holding up?" "I'm finally coming down" "Tomorrow when this is all over" "I'll do whatever you want" "You don't have to do anything We're friends" "You're probably the only friend I've had for a long time" "We'll take turns watching them Take a nap" "Are you sure?" "I'll wake you up when I start getting asleep" "Thanks." "For everything" "Where am I?" "We're here in my apartment" "I just dreamt that I was at my dad's house with you" "And all these awful things started to happen" "At least you slept for a couple of hours" "Can I ask you a weird question?" "If you had to die tomorrow what would you have done today?" "If I had to die tomorrow..." "I'd still do what I did" "I'd still be here, with you, right now" "Are you okay?" "Yeah." "Sorry to have to woke you Go back to sleep" "Are you okay?" "Yeah." "I'm scared" "We'll be out of here soon I promise" "I need to go to the bathroom" "Dear God, please let me live and die without regret" "Hey, are you done?" "It's all yours" "Hey... just gonna get some water" "Can't sleep" "No... not really." "Water?" "Sure" "I know there's been bad blood between us for a long time" "But I don't really have anything against you" "You're a smart guy, Ethan" "You should go to college for something" "Whatever." "I just want to get out of here" "Thirsty?" "So Remigio says he can hook me up" "You know..." "Josh, you should be careful" "Just once in a while." "E Not a big deal" "Actually I want to do it with Vicky once" "Yeah." "That'll be fun" "Hey man, you know what?" "I have some in my car" "I'll give you a couple" "Serious?" "Yeah" "All right, man." "These are very pure and potent." "They're capsules" "No shit" "Have fun" "Thanks." "I'll pay you something" "Don't worry about it, man Seriously" "Just have a good time with your girlfriend" "I so approve of your boyfriend Ethan" "We're just friends" "I'm just playing with you, bro" "Listen, Josh, if somehting happens to me... will you keep an eye for Noel for me?" "Will" "What happened?" "My nightgown from Saks" "The dressing must have gotten loose over night" "He bled quite a bit" "How are you feeling?" "I'm all right." "Sarah, go get changed and go to the bank" "We need to take Dad to the hospital" "Not until I get what I want" "Get changed and go to the bank" "You want to kill your father don't you?" "Noel, go get some bandages and towels" "What are you doing?" "I go cook breakfast" "Just sit and relax, Dad" "This is my house" "Let me do what I have to do" "Listen, just go to the bank... get the necklace and we can put all of this behind us" "Don't worry." "I have absolutely no use for it if you think it's worth anything you're wrong" "You just don't get the point do you?" "No, I get it." "You don't think you have to work" "You think you two can just rob innocent people of all the things... they've worked hard to earn all their lives" "I hope you two get AIDS and die" "Well, I hope you'll be happier" "Trust me." "I am happy" "I just pity all you pathetic losers" "Oh, Sarah." "I'm sorry I forgot your shake" "I'm fine, Darling I'm going to the bank" "I'll be back in half an hour" "Do you want me to go with her?" "No." "She'll be back" "If not, I'll just blow her son's brains out" "My stepson is a homosexual and psychopath" "Where is she?" "The bank is only five minutes away" "Take it easy, Ethan" "I have a bad feeling about this" "I'm going to see who it is" "Hello." "No." "Dad" "Who's it?" "I don't know" "Calm down, Ethan don't fuck with me!" "She will be back and let me see who it is" "Yes." "Yes." "He wants to talk to you" "Who is it?" "It's the police" "Yes?" "This is Sheriff Black How're you doing?" "Listen, we have the house surrounded" "I want you and your friends to come out with your hands up... any weapons in the air." "Let's get this over with, so no one gets hurt" "I'll give you five minutes" "Fuck you!" "You lied to me" "I didn't lie to you" "Ethan, take it easy, dude" "You told her to call the cops" "You think I don't have the guts to kill you?" "I didn't know anything about this If that's what you want, go ahead" "Ethan, no!" "I told you, Noel" "I told he'd sell us out for money" "Please don't hurt Dad" "Get out of the way, Noel" "I'm sorry about that night" "It's too late." "It's too late for you to say that" "But you're my son" "Nothing can change that" "When I left that morning I was no longer your son" "I don't care if I die" "If that's God's will, let it be" "But I just don't want you to get hurt" "I don't want you to get in more trouble" "You didn't have to kill that kid, Dad" "Ethan?" "No, this is Remigio" "How can I help you, Remigio?" "Listen, maybe Ethan isn't going to shoot his family" "I may" "So I suggest you don't make a move until we've agreed on something" "What do you want?" "Thirty minutes" "And I'll call you back with demands" "So that makes it ten thirteen?" "Ten thirteen sharp" "I was just buying ourselves some time so we could think of something" "Noel, I need your help" "Promise I won't hurt you" "Josh, will you call the sheriff back... and tell him to look outside the dining room window?" "Act scared" "Yes?" "Sheriff Black?" "Who am I speaking with?" "This is Josh." "He told you to look at the window in the dining room" "Are you okay?" "Yeah" "The good news is the SWAT team isn't here yet" "Bad news... there're five police cars and cops with rifles" "Why did you do that?" "So that they'll take us seriously and..." "You didn't have to get involved" "I got involved when I came with you" "Think about what you want to do, Ethan" "Son, you've got to do the right thing" "What is the right thing?" "We'll help you." "We'll get a lawyer for you and everything will be fine" "What about Remigio?" "We'll get a lawyer to represent both of you" "You've got to do the right thing now" "Be sensible guys you can't get away" "Shut up." "Just shut up, everybody" "Ethan, don't!" "It's over!" "Please don't!" "Ethan, we'll do anything to help you" "Listen to be... babe, it's okay" "Dad, I'm sorry!" "I'm glad you came home" "What do you want to do?" "I don't know." "What do you want?" "I have an idea." "I'm just going to go out there and turn myself in" "I'm going to tell them that I force you to take me to your home and..." "I told you to rob your family" "What?" "It'll be easier." "You'll be okay and you'll come off clean" "You can't" "Listen, you don't have it that bad" "There's still a lot of love for you and you can't take that for granted" "No!" "Let go!" "You goddamn brat, don't you get it?" "They love you" "I didn't mean to hit you Look, I'll do some time... a few years max... take care..." "I'll see you again" "But you didn't do anything" "Not everyone get a second chance, Ethan" "I wish I had a second chance" "I can't owe you more" "For the past few months you were living with me..." "I had the best time of my life" "I was just using you" "I was happy That was all that mattered" "When I closed my eyes and tried to blow my brains out... the only person I could see was you... and I couldn't do it because I'd really miss you" "If I let you go out there alone I'd regret it for the rest of my life" "Let's do it together" "Are you sure?" "Ethan!" "I love you" "I love you too" "Ethan, will you promise me something?" "What?" "When you do fall in love, will you let me know no matter where I am?" "Sure." "You'll be the first person I kiss..." "If I ever love anyone"