"Swimming relieves my backache." "It's odd because, as a child, I hated swimming." "This is my grandmother, Leonor." "I don't know why, but for years I needed to film her." "Mom says she was so pretty, men on the street turned to see her." "Mom says she was so pretty, men on the street turned to see her." "Grandma Leonor worked in this cinema for 35 years." "I spent many afternoons with her and, between sessions, I did somersaults in the entrance." "We did soccer pools together in this bathroom." "Though we knew nothing about soccer, we kept each other company." "You ask, and let me record, okay?" "While in college, I tortured her with my exercises." "For hours I would ask her about something she couldn't answer." "How nice!" "97,we are there." "Grandma, don't look at the camera." " What do you mean?" " Don't look at the camera." "Come on, once again." " What will I do with her?" " Walk, but don't look at the me." " What will I do with her?" " Walk, but don't look at the me." "But there was one subject I never asked her." "About my grandfather." "My family had always been her and my mother." " Do it like you normally do." " I'm doing it like always." " Do it like you normally do." " I'm doing it like always." "Okay, whenever you're ready." "Shall I sit down?" "Shall I sit down?" " Hello!" " Hello!" " Hi, how are you?" " You're looking well." "You're dressed all in green!" "You're dressed all in green!" "I don't know where my drink is, so..." "This is my family." "These women are friends of my mother." "When I think of Christmas, I see them." "When I think of Christmas, I see them." "I'd put him on my shoulders." "Clarisse would go out..." "They are separated, divorced or simply lonelywomen." "We went dancing every night." " Who?" " Everyone." "I don't know what she used to do." "I don't know what she used to do." "They went on authentic binges but they never invited me." "Lets toast to Cadaqués." "We've known each other for 45 years." "This is my mother, Ana Subirana." "My parents separated before I was born and he went to live in Puerto Rico." "For many years, he was just an X on a map." "That's why there are no family pictures with him or with my grandfather." "Not a trace." " Shall I comb it like this?" " Yes, just like that." " Wow!" " Look in the mirror." "That's fine." "Now comb it up." " Up?" " Yes." " Is this okay back here?" " Yes." "Carla, I've been holding the dog for an hour!" " Are you okay now?" " Yes." "Not talking about my grandfather at home was normal." "Perhaps my father's absence made me not think about the other absence." "All I knew was that he had been executed in 1940, like so many others." "I wanted to know who he was and why he had been executed." "Mom and I set out on that story, without knowing anything." " Joan Arroniz Moreno." " You found him?" " Yes." " Where?" "Here." "Joan Arroniz." "I told you." "Well, that's it." "He's dead, dead." "At that time, you couldn't think for yourself nor could I do anything." "I realized she was saying:" ""Don't ask me." "If you want to know, now it's your turn."" "When grandma fell ill, I walked many corridors like this one." "The medical report indicated:" ""Of good colour and hydrated." "Peripheral pulse present, symmetrical, with distal suboedemas and trophic disorders." "Severe cognitive shortage with an acute aphasic-apraxic-agnosic-amnesic syndrome."" "Truthfully, I didn't understand a word." "What's the matter?" "Look, Leo, instead of making it so small..." "give me your hand and look." "Take it from here and put all this here." "All this here." "Grandma, did you have a good lunch?" "Yes." "What did you want to tell me before?" "What did you want to tell me?" "Close your eyes." "Relax." "She could tell me nothing about Juan Arroniz." "It was too late to share her memories." "Whenever I thought about my grandfather, this is the image I got." "I wonder if their story was a love story or an unfortunate encounter." "Thank you." ""Charges against Juan Arroniz Moreno, Carneado Marcen and" "Carlos Sanchez Orto-o:" "Armed robbery." "Sentence:3 death penalties for 3 armed robberies."" "If I ever wondered why my grandfather was executed," "I never thought he was a robber." "I always invented the story that he was a defender of freedom, an idealist." "What sort of a man had my grandma Leonor been with?" "[" "Yes?" "]" " Jordà, it's me, Carla." " Come in." " How are you?" " Come in and have a seat." " I'll leave this here, okay?" "Joaquin Jordà died on Joan Saint's Day, 2006." "I still remember his crooked walk and our conversations." "You take it for granted that there was a political nuance but..." "If you committed armed robbery and were caught, you were executed." "You didn't go to jail 5, 10 years." "You were executed." "No one risked their neck for 100, 1.000 pesetas." "Don't you think they were so desperate, had nothing, and so?" "If they were desperate it was because they could do nothing else." "It all makes sense." "The people here wanted to survive, get money for the prisoners and take actions that today we would say "to encourage"" "the population." ""Not all is dead, lost."" "While also feeding the people who needed it." "One robber held a gun with pearl grips and golden barrel." "AStar 9 mm." "He was the tallest, brunette, husky, with a heavy accent from Murcia, who a witness identified in a police line-up, last name Arroniz, as having taken part in the robbery, the boss of the group and who threatened the witness." "He was the boss or a nobody." "It depended." "He gave orders or received them: "You first." Depending." "They never said they had arrested a FAI commando." "They arrested 3 delinquents, gangsters, robbers, because they didn't want to admit there was a Resistance, just delinquents, and they were arresting them." "Here's an excerpt of the shoe store robbery." ""After the robbery, both suspects threatened the victims to be still and quiet for 10 minutes or they would come back to get them, and the tall one, Arroniz, finished saying:" ""We Reds also have a right to live."" "What more do you want?" " That's not such a great clue." " Excuse me, but that only increased his penalty." "It increased his penalty." ""Robbers had a right to live." "Red robbers had a right to live."" "That guaranteed you'd never get out of jail." "But all that is over now." "Your grandfather was a member of an organization, the FAI, I presume, or of some independent group," "that robbed with social goals." "On the afternoon of May 25th, 1940, 3 men entered" "Mr. Oncina's shoe store on Princesa street." "One robber, supposedly Arroniz, threatened the victim with a gun after hitting him with the butt, and continued leading the robbery." "The tall one, Arroniz, finished saying:" ""We Reds also have a right to live."" "This is "la Sindicalista", a Star." "It was a common gun here in Spain." "It's a 7'65 calibre, not as powerful as the one your granddad used." "It's a Star 9 mm., which could which could be long or short-barrelled." "It could be a regulation gun, as I said before." " Or if not, it would be..." " This would be a long 9." "You can't hide this in your pocket." "To use that you had to be prepared." "To commit a robbery, you'd kept it here." " You'd kept it here." " Sure." "But you wouldn't carry it all the time, it was too heavy." "To go buy the newspaper you'd carry a 7'65." "That one's bothersome." ""The gun Arroniz carried was a Star, number 1926..."" " That's the serial number." " The serial number." ""...is confiscated by Vicente Villa because he had no hand gun."" " So the civil servant keeps it." " Yes!" "Avery important piece of evidence!" "The report says that when they arrested him, he fired two shots at point-blank without consequences, fortunately." "This is point-blank." "If you can't hit him, imagine." "Impossible, sure." "But the police wrote whatever they wanted to." "You can't miss at point-blank." " To shoot a gun isn't easy." " But it was like this." "Yes." "At a distance of one meter." ""One robber held a gun with pearl grips and golden barrel."" " Yes." "That was normal." " Adecorative piece?" "Yes." "First silver-plated and then gold-plated." " That was a luxury gun." " Yes." "Why?" "Who knows?" " Maybe he stole it from a rich man." " Or bought it." "These are ads of those times." "Well."You must defend yourselves, gentlemen."" "These were sold in hardware store." ""Pay in 7 months." Like buying a car today." " Very good!" " Very good." "This one is similar to the one he used to carry." "With this one, if I were you, I'd use both hands." "Wow!" "What a pain!" "Hi." "Stop it!" "That's enough." " What did your grandma tell you?" " Grandma said, at the time I got the most out of her, that" " he belonged to a gang." " Then she told you everything." " Agang." " That's it." "She never wanted to talk, as if she had bad memories..." "They had to be terrible." "You've got a guy, you get pregnant and then they execute him, leaves a very bad memory, you must admit." "Besides, it was dangerous to talk about that." "It was dangerous." "If you told your neighbours, they were scared to death." "At that time, a single mother..." "It's not that." "Forget about single mothers." "The problem is being the wife of someone who's been executed." "Whether you were married or not, being a single mother was better than the widow of someone executed." "For over 60 years, grandma had kept one only document of his." "I, the parish priest of Santa Maria del Boix, Mont-ros, Urgell, certify that I published in the offertory 3 days in a row and in a clear manner, the wedding to be celebrated between" "Juan Arroniz, unmarried, born in Murcia, and" "Leonor Subirana, unmarried and living in Mont-ros." "Leonor andJuan took one trip to Mont-ros, her hometown." "But, why did they come?" "What does this document mean?" " Hello and welcome." " Thank you." " I'll have to park." "Where can I?" " Over there, if there's any space." " Lf not, then inside." " No, it's better outside." " Outside's better." " We'll try over there." " Okay." " Thanks." "See you later." "Yes, it's a confirmation that someone from a town here in Vall Fosca" "has or wants to marry someone in the city." "It means the wedding can be carried out." "Neither the parish in which she was born nor the parish where they are to be married have any impediment for the moment." "Perhaps someone in Mont-ros will remember that trip." "At present, only 3 houses are inhabited." "Very good!" " So I see." " You catch on fast." "Any music lover would think:"How gross!"" "Very good!" "Thanks a lot, Juanito." "Yes, they said he was from another regime." "And belonging to another regime, they'd pick you up" " in Franco's times." " Another regime?" "That he was a Red." "Clearly speaking: "A Red"." "He was a Red." "They came here, but secretly." "At least that's what I've heard." " Were they him long?" " No, theyweren't." "That's all I know." "What did you hear about his trip here with Leonor?" "I don't know what you've been told." "All I know is what I have heard." "Back then, dad worked at town hall and the Secretary told us he had a man at home," "a Red, and he was being pursued, wasn't he?" "Or something of the sort." "But then he left and must have been arrested in Barcelona." "And the family image that remained here was that they too could go to jail for having hidden him at home." "We can find the baptism certificate of the person with a note attached." ""Married so-and-so in the Pueblo Seco parish of Barcelona, on such-and-such a date." We can find that." "Yes." "Yes, I've found them." "Subirana, Leonor ModestaTeresa." "Leonor Modesta Teresa Subirana, as per her baptism certificate." "There is no note attached." "So this lady... this marriage was not carried out." "Here rises the river that saw my grandma Leonor grow up." "The Flamisell, "water falling from the sky" in Latin." "Leonor and Arroniz's trip is still a secret, hidden somewhere in this valley." " Where were you born, Leo?" " I was born in Mont-ros." "What year were you born?" " What year I..." " What year were you born?" "I don't remember." "What do you remember most, grandma?" "Mont-ros is in my heart." "How old are you?" "How old?" "How?" "How?" "It's sad not being able to..." "If anyone knows about that trip, it must be Herminia, grandma's younger and only surviving sister, of 5." "Hello?" " Hi." " Hello." " Do you serve paella?" " Yes, and you're right on time." "Come in." " Make it good, Enric." " Sure, don't worry." " Look, Casa Aranyo." " Look, out on the balcony." "And that's Cisco's house there." "There's Balbina, you..." " Agirlfriend of mine." " And here's Herminia." "Herminia doesn't like my filming about Leonor's past." "She has the feeling she wouldn't have liked it." "Leave it there." " You like this too?" " Yes, of course I do." "I hope she understands that her sister's story is mine as well." "Most of her family still lives in the country." "My cousin Alba helps her father with the cows." "My life has nothing to do with hers, with animals, climate, rain or shine." "Okay, be still, be still" "It was too difficult to live in Vall Fosca and Leonor left." "Leonor's trip turn my mom and me into urban women." "No, come here." "At times I think she chose not to know anything about her father, fearing what she could discover." "And her fear brought me here" "On June 9th, prisoner Arroniz testifies that he got to Gavà in 1929, at age 23, and worked at the Roca factory as a radiator assembler." "[Next stop, Gavà.]" " Here we are." " Hello." " Who is Carla?" " Me." " You're Carla?" " How are you?" "It's a pleasure to meet you." " I called you but..." " We spoke over the phone." "I thought you were your mother, but you're the granddaughter." "Yes." " How old were you when?" " The war?" "7." "7.And 10 when it ended." "I remember because, as I said we used to come here to get" " powdered milk." " Here?" "My mother was here." "The CNT, FAI, had there union here." "I came in back there, a 7, 8-year old kid." "And I saw how they made paellas with rabbit and tomatoes." "This was full of wool mattresses." " They were requisitioned." " Yes, for the war." "They'd make the paellas right here." " Right under there." " Yes, there." "They had a wire fence, and that was full of chickens, chicks, rabbits, everything they requisitioned for the war, and we made the paella right here." "Did you feel he had some sort of post here?" "Everyone was on equal terms." "They were all militiamen." "No captains nor lieutenants." "Theywere all militiamen." " How do you remember Arroniz?" " He was husky." "He was very husky." "It's as if I were seeing him now." "He was a husky man." "He and Long John were husky." "The other 2 were short." "Then he went to France, came back, got involved with a gang, robbed a bank," "he got caught and was executed." " He robbed a bank?" " So they say." " That was in Barcelona." " He didn't come back to Gavà?" "So he went to France, came back..." "Then he went to my wife's town, Alquer'as." " Really, to Alquer'as?" " Yes, and my wife was a child." "She'd see him hide beneath the lemon and orange trees." "And since there were fascists there as well, they'd have killed him." "So he hid out and slept at his mother's." "She lived there, and he hid during the day." " My wife used to see him." " Sure, looking out." "George Orwell wrote:" ""It is better to have fought and lost than not to have fought at all."" "The Gavà militia." "I'll never know if any of these was Arroniz, I never saw him." "But knowing he could be in this group of men means being closer." "But, closer to what?" "I don't know. **" "I need to speak to someone who understands Arroniz." "And so I contacted Abel Paz." "He knows about living in jail and underground." "You've found no other family or political relationships?" "With other companions?" "No, I've onlyfound a woman, but she knows nothing." "No one wants to talk." "I know very little of his companions." "What have I got to do with this?" "I don't understand a thing." " You don't understand?" " No." "Well, it's impossible to know if all this is true or not." "To work from a hypothesis, to try and understand the possibilities." "Guesses only." " Don't you have the file there?" " Yes." " Let me see it." " Sure." "The investigation to compile this report has concluded that" "Juan Arroniz Moreno's record is unfavourable, both morally as well as politically and socially." "Having gone through the police files, he has no previous record." "...to understand what went through his head." " Like anyworker at that time." " And what was that?" "I don't know." "They were up to their balls from being exploited." "That's the problem." "The working class then was not like the working class now." "Today there are too many cars, back and forth..." "But the working class wasn't up to that, it was up to other things." "That type died, they killed it." "Today's type is shit." " That type of people, you mean?" " Yes, the people." "Why did they struggle, for what ideal?" "What made them keep on struggling?" "My God!" "If you ask me that..." "It's very basic but I'd like you to tell me." " And why me?" " Because you understand it better." "I don't know, I think." "It's logical, isn't it?" "I don't understand anything." "I don't understand a thing." "I know nothing at all." "You understand?" "And all I know is as if I knew nothing." "You look nice." "You like it, don't you?" "I am glad you like it." "Turn around." " Are you getting pretty, Leo?" " Yes." "As my granddad materialized in my imagination, grandma moved further away from us." "I tried to imagine what happened between Arroniz and her." "But what most worried me was that she was fading away." " Does she like to be combed?" " Yes, a lot." "This is a monument to those executed during the war." " Yes, in Barcelona." " Like my own father." " Yes, way at the top." " The monument they built up there." "She had no trust in that man." "Since he left her by dying, she never forgave him." "Grandma never forgave him." "I don't know." " What is this?" " "Fossar de la Pedrera."The columns." " I think we came with grandma." " You may be right." "They go by years." " Look." " I didn't know that." "1940, 1942, 44." " Are the names there?" " Yes." "Your father was executed" " in 1940." " '40." "Sure, the year of my birth." "And, of course, my mother was left alone, with a daughter, and that was very tough, because as I got older" "the stress was terrible." " What was his name?" "I don't remember." " Arroniz." " Arroniz." " Juan?" "Juan Arroniz." "Look, here's the "E"." " And here's the "B"." " The"B", here?" "Yes, the"B" is over here." "The "B" moves upwards to the"A"." " Let's see." " Juan Arroniz." "There." "Arroniz." "That's him." "Wow!" "That same day, she decided her father was a hero." "Aforgotten stone column in a cemeterywas enough for her." "You never bring me here..." " Wherever, you burn me out." " I do?" "Yes." "But not here." "Perhaps we'll see someone we don't want to." " Because death... you deal with someone..." "I guess." "To follow Arroniz's tracks." "What is there of him in us?" "Was there ever anything?" "Arroniz is a ghost that has marked grandma and mother forever." "...as a child, an adolescent, as I was always used to being with my mom and grandma." "Just the 3 of us." "When I went to a home with around 20 members, I'd think:" ""What is this?"" " Mothers and fathers." " Mothers and fathers." " Yes, it was shocking." " It shocked you too?" "It still does." "I remember Lea's home in Brazil a few years ago." "The parents were holding hands, watching a TVsoap opera." "I think I pulled a disgusted or surprised face." ""What are they doing?"" "When children said "my parents", ljust had my mother." "When I felt uneasy, I'd say "my parents"." "That I remember." "One year I lived a few months with my father and it was very strange for me to say I'm living with my father." "Ateacher even gave me a comb thinking: "Poor girl, no one even combs her."" "Mom, stop." "You're going through a test for your headaches." "Okay." " It's a sort of photographs." " Does it hurt?" "No." "But I think it takes about 20 minutes" " and you must be very still." " All alone?" " You'll see me." " That will keep me calm." "I'll be by your side, but you must be still." "If not, the pictures wouldn't be clear." "Okay?" "Please sit here." " Shall I take my shoes off?" " There's no need." " Now please lay down." " And put my feet there?" " And your head to the back." " Asleeping position, mom." " You can close your eyes." " Move a bit further down." " Raise your legs a bit." " You can close your eyes." " Yes, that's no problem." " My eyes?" "But stay completely still." "You'll wear this sort of helmet." "Here's a mirror." "Open your eyes and you can see us." " I see my daughter." " Great, that's perfect." " How's that?" " Fine." "The atrophy of these surfaces, precisely, is characteristic of the Alzheimer's disease." "What we see specifically with this study is images that could mean a slight dementia, cerebral atrophy, that do not specify a specific disease but, as we also see here, the atrophy of the hippocampus lobe," "these are specific." "So with the existence of both atrophies, the probability of a patient with these plates having Alzheimer's, and not some other dementia, is high." " Don't worry, they don't bite." " Okay." " I hope not." " They're tied up." " Look at the cats." " They all come here." " Stop that!" " Look at the cats." "The cats kill the rats." " It's very hot." " Hi, pretty boy." "This dog is so pretty." "Hello, pretty ones." " Come here." " They'll come along alright." " Your prince is far away..." " She said she be right here." " Do you want to ask Herminia..." " Don't slip there." " Anything else about your father?" " She must know what the father was." " I don't know much." " No?" "I was very young." " What was he like?" " Very tall." "Husky and tall." " That's all I know." " He was killed?" " I don't know." " You don't know?" " You know he was killed." " Well, yes," " but he left, so I don't know." " Leonor said nothing?" "No." " Did he love her?" " I think so." "I don't know." "They're similar!" "You can tell they're sisters." "This is the mother of them all." "She has a wound." " She probably had a fight." " Why'd he come here?" "He wanted to get married, I think, but his papers..." " With Leonor?" " Yes." "...never get here, so he went to Barcelona to get them, and never came back." "My mother, Ana, was born 3 months after that trip." " Do you think grandma loved him?" " At the beginning." "Those were men who went out, traveled to see things, people..." "They weren't a couple who'd go have lunch somewhere." "No." "He did as he pleased, and she must have been annoyed or..." "Then there was that other man, remember?" "What do you mean "theyweren't a couple"?" "Well, he'd go out on his own and come see her a while the next day." " And that's a bit..." " Grandma told you that?" "Yes." " You think he had various women?" " Yes!" "And she knew that." " How old are you now?" " Oh, I don't know." " I don't remember." " More or less." " Now, maybe60 or 60-odd." " Okay." " Lf not 70." "No, not 70." " What's your birth date?" "Around..." "During the war, the 13th I guess." "When is your birthday?" "You three are very strong women." "Leonor..." " Leonor was very brave." " She was very brave." "Brave because you, a cultured, working woman..." " Just normal." " Well, more than normal." " And not vain." " And not vain." "You're strong, you have a husband and you tell him," " you tell your husband..." " Husband?" "Not even in dreams!" "But listen." "You educate your daughter, you work, you're an independent woman." " Your parents' names?" " Father died before I was born." "But what were their names?" "My mother was alive but, my father, that's my father, was killed." " What was his name?" " I don't remember." "Do you remember your mother's name?" "No, I don't." "Fist, fist, side and palms down." "Now you." "May God help me." "Let's see." "The last movement." "Palms up?" " Palms down." " Like this?" "Listen carefully." "Pearl, garden, crown, hero, sand, cat," "carnation, lake, gorilla, prison." "What do these words remind you of?" "My father's prison." "He wanted people to have their own lives, but got caught and was killed." "Do they remind you of anything else?" "I don't remember." "Her diagnosis is presenile dementia, family-related, Alzheimer tipus." "Although she does it at a very later age." "Wear these glasses." "They're better than your sunglasses." " These are sunglasses." " No, they're reading glasses." " Really?" " Yes." "Look." "Now you'll do a few exercises." "They are drawings." "Help!" "Let's see if I can draw them and you copy them right here." " Okay?" " No." "They are very simple." "She has lost the capacity to record this memory, store it, because she can't store it, and that's what we call learning and working memory because, if I don't remember what I've been told, I can't do anything." "Which now?" "This one?" "Just as it is?" "When will she be on the street and not know how to come home?" "I think that will be pretty soon because when that space, the clock, is unstructured... the clock tells us where east and west are," "it's to divide this office in 4 and know I have something in front of me and another behind..." "The "clock" has many interpretations." "I think she'll go out and not know where she's going." "I'll draw the sphere of a clock." "And you draw the time: 10:10." " Where should I start?" " How'd you draw a clock?" "I can't draw a clock." "Just one of those." "I don't know how a clock goes." " Could I do this?" " I don't know." " Aclock is round." " Don't copy your watch." " I could do this, right?" " Is that a clock?" "I'll draw a clock." "No, it's a child." "She doesn't draw the time, or the hands." "What does that mean?" "That her mind is quite unstructured." "For example, if I were to go to your home" "I'm sure her closet is unstructured, winter with summer clothing, underwear with..." "Total confusion." "Atotal confusion of space." "What's a clock or closet for?" "Spaces for underwear and shirts." "But I never mix them together." " It's all mixed together." " Right." " How would you draw 10:10?" " Yes." "Here?" "10:10?" "I don't know." "How'd you draw a clock?" "I don't know." "Let me have a look." "I have to look at my watch." "I have a watch." " That isn't very scientific." " No." "This goes like this." "And now like this." " Atriangle." " That's 10:10?" "How silly!" "My mind is a mess." "It's strange that documents of 1940 include one of 1983." "Maria Rodr'guez, accompanied by her son Jose Arroniz, residing in Gavà, declares that Juan Arroniz was her husband and requests a war widow's pension." "Barcelona, January, 1983." "Grandfather had formed a family before meeting grandma, and that was concealed for over 60 years." " Have you spoken to that family?" " No." "It's indispensable." "Carla, it's indispensable to talk to them." "You can't complete that portrait if you're lacking the testimony or rejection of his first wife and of your..." " She must be dead by now." " Of their descendents." "Your family lived the illegal part;" "the other, the legal part." "Aworker in Gavà, in the CNT, who does a series of things, etc." "The war breaks out, he disappears from this family and creates another, which is your family." "It's very important to know the rest." "Grandma with Alzheimer, Mom with presenile Alzheimer..." " Does that mean I too?" " You have more possibilities than I." "I have no one with Alzheimer's, just a grandmother who developed it at 90." "You have more than people who have no one in the family, or less than if your mother had had 4 or 5 brothers," "2 brothers of hers, or sisters of your grandmother would have had Alzheimer's at a younger age." "But your family is so limited that you're 3 women and a child." "My search concludes here, with a name, surname and an address." "Arroniz Moreno, D. D is for Dolores, Juan Arroniz's sister." "Only she can tell me what he was like." "She's my great aunt, my mother's aunt." "At 97, Dolores does the same route almost daily." "This pharmacy had been the union headquarters of her brother, Juan." "What does she know about us?" "Probably nothing." "Arroniz's sister tells she went to visit her brother one day." "There she saw a woman." "Could she have been Leonor?" "That may have been the last time they saw Juan Arroniz." "At 5 a.m. The convict, Juan Arroniz Moreno, 34 years old, born in Murcia, was turned over to the leader of the firing squad." "While visiting Dolores, I saw Arroniz's face for the first time." "She cried remembering her brother." "Then I realized she had nothing to do with us." "My family was another, and he was still a stranger to me." "[Severe cognitive shortage] [With an acute]" "[Aphasic-apraxic-agnosic-amnesic] [Syndrome.]" "[Mont-ros is in my heart.]" "[What's going through your head?" "]" "[He is dead.]" "[Husband?" "No way.]" "[You're 3 women and a child.]" "63 years after Arroniz's death, my grandmother died." "On the day of Leonor's burial we had breakfast at this bar." "When about to leave, I discovered an old black and white picture." "I realized it was Campo de la Bota, where they executed Arroniz." "From my visit to his sister I received the most important." "My grandfather's face." "It's as if he's looking at me and saying:" ""How the hell did you get this far?"" "My son, Mateo, was born since I started the shoot." "He has broken the family tradition ofwomen only, and Leonor gave him her blue eyes." "I dedicate these images to my mother, Ana." "I wish I could have finished the film before her closet was so untidy."