"You'reaving Trouble breathing." "That's a heart-related symptom Called dyspnea." "I wish you would have Told me earlier" "That you were Having trouble breathing." "What does this mean?" "It means That your wife's heart" "Is a little weaker Than i'd like it to be." "Is she still getting A new liver?" "Her new lab results Moves her up on the list." "So..." "It's really just A matter of time now." "I'm making you A nice sweater, too." "I didn't forget you." "If it looks anything Like your husband's," "Then i'll wear it proudly." "Listen, there's This really great jazz club" "On the south side," "And i've got this friend That's playing there tonight," "If you maybe wanted To go out or " "What's up?" "Nothing...much." "Mary and i Were just talking" "About getting some drinks On the south side." "Oh, that sounds like fun, If i'm not intruding." "No." "Hey." "Hey." "How's miss crawford?" "If we don't get a liver In the next 48 hours," "Her heart's gonna give out." "Vancouver, How many times, man?" "What?" "What did he do?" "He's eating my pecan pie." "Did you label it?" "Uh-huh." "Yeah, why don't you put in The order for miss crawford?" "Plan on sticking around, just in Case you need to assist, okay?" "Eric: managing tech support -- Clients get disconnected," "And they just go crazy." "See, i focus on people," "Instead of the technology That's in front of them." "Half the time they call," "They just need some Human connection." "I think it's just a pager." "You know, if it's bothering you, I could put it away." "No, no, no." "I don't even see it." "I kind of long for the day" "When two people Can just get together" "And communicate Face-to-face." "It's funny." "Mary talked you up." "Said you were intelligent, Beautiful." "I thought, "yeah, right."" "But then you walked Through thor." "Well..." "Thank you." "Listen, kate, I've been out here, dating." "I mean, you have no idea." "No one's normal." "But you -- there's something About you" "That makes me want to just cut Through all the white noise" "And ask you if you want To come back " "Uh...ooh." "Hey, so, I found the liver " "Perfect match For helen crawford." "Where?" "West virginia, Hamilton county hospital." "You sending vancouver?" "No, helen crawford Is a nice woman." "I don't want To take any risks." "Been there before?" "Nope." "It's fairly rudimentary." "You better bring equipment." "I'm gonna ride down with kate." "Are you cool with that?" "Why wouldn't i be?" "Somebody help us!" "We need some help!" "Somebody!" "She collapsed." "She -- she collapsed In church." "She just collapsed." "Pulse, 129, B.p., 82 over 48." "Panels are up." "She's diaphoretic." "Rashes and spider angioma On bilat extremities." "She missed Her last appointment." "All right, Let's get her stabilized." "Start her on zosyn, Empirically." "Shouldn't be happening." "I'm looking at the blood work From her last exam." "This should not be happening." "Dr. Grant." "Who did this to her?" "±¾×öä"½ö¹©ñ§ï°½"á÷£¬ñï½ûóãóúéìòµóãí¾" "=ææàãðü×öä"×é=- ·­òë£ºimvp Ð£¶ô£ºimvp E±¼äöá£ºô¼¿ë" "Kate: and all he kept talking About was technology" "And how it was desensitizing People towards one another." "Yeah, i bet you 10 bucks You put your pager on the table." "Why would you say that?" "Did you?" "What does that have to do With anything?" "You sit there, you put Your pager on the table," "What does that say To the poor guy?" "That i'm on call." "Or that you're Not interested." "Give him a break." "He was just trying to let you Know that he likes you." "He basically moved right past Telling me he liked me." "You forced his hand." "You set the pager there." "You stare into space." "I mean, come on." "He had to pull out the big gun." "You're saying It's my fault." "Hey, i'm just saying -- I call it like i see it." "West virginia radio." "Yeah, i know." "I'll turn it off." "So, listen, if you don't Like this guy, why?" "I mean, mary told me that He's great-looking, good job." "I don't know." "I don't think He's really my type." "So, what are you Looking for?" "I don't know If i'm looking for anyone." "Okay, let's say You're looking for someone." "Oh, i don't know." "Someone who didn't" "At a fancy restaurant On a night like tonight." "A night like tonight." "A rainy night." "Yeah, you know, A rainy night." "Okay, all right, Car accidents." "Car accidents And dead people." "See?" "You get it." "Well, you wouldn't want Another one of us." "No, i wouldn't want Another one of you." "But i don't want A civilian, either." "Ah." "Copy that." "Nate:" "Well, as some of you know," "Emily diaz-turner Has autoimmune hepatitis." "She spent the last three years On the unos list" "Waiting for a new liver." "Now it seems she has taken Matters into her own hands" "And has received An illegal organ transplant." "Can we still help her?" "Well, that's our call, Ultimately," "But as dr." "Newel Will attest to," "There are 79 current Liver candidates" "In his chronic care department." "It's a question of the acuity Of our other patients." "It's a question Of fairness." "Neither dr." "Newel nor i Want to turn her away," "But we can't create An unfair playing field" "For our other patients, Either." "Anything else?" "Yes, we also need Your signatures here and here." "Dr. Jonas, This is mr." "And mrs." "Grayson." "Dr. Thomas jonas Will be performing" "The recovery surgery today." "This room closed Or something?" "It's for little kids." "I know what it's for." "I've been coming here for years." "I just want to know If it's closed." "What -- someone In your family sick?" "My mom." "I think she's gonna die." "I've always wondered -- Who's st." "Jude, anyway?" "Uh...some saint." "I don't know." "There's a statue outside That sort of explains who he is." "Can i see?" "It's not any good." "Come on, let me be The judge of that." "Wow." "These are intense." "What?" "That's my dad." "Okay." "Thanks." "I'll make sure i put her Back together exactly like that." "Let's get started." "Scalpel?" "Stop." "Stop the procere." "What?" "The graysons Have changed their minds." "Okay." "What do you mean?" "I mean the graysons Have changed their minds." "Hold on." "They were fine When we walked in here." "Why would they just Change their minds?" "Because of me?" "Because of me." "Hey." "Hi." "Have you seen my consultation Notes from emily's last visit?" "I can have somebody Dig them up for you." "Someone must have known" "That she was planning To go to mexico." "Why do you think that?" "Because i can't find My notes." "You think someone here took Your consultation notes?" "She needed them For the surgery." "Tom: oh, come on, kate." "If i could change the color Of my skin " "Tom." "So, what " "Did they just take one look At me and pull the forms?" "This is -- It's incredible." "Do we have enough time To get another surgeon?" "We can try." "Okay." "We'll keep her On the respirator" "And, uh, get vancouver Down here." "Well, just go talk to them, All right?" "Don't look at me Like that." "Just go talk to them, Please, before they go." "You know, i have A daughter of my own." "And if anything like this Were to ever happen to her..." "I just can't tell you How sorry i am." "Thank you." "We know You've come a long way." "We're sorry to have Wasted your time." "Mr. And mrs." "Grayson," "We can arrange To bring another surgeon down." "If you'll allow your daughter To remain on the respirator," "I can stay here with her." "Been a terrible day." "We just want To take her home now." "Um..." "You don't want dr." "Jonas" "To perform the surgery." "We understand that." "Ma'am..." "My daughter..." "Was shot In a convenience store." "We don't know who did it." "But we do know What kind he was." "All we want" "Is to honor your daughter's Decision to help us save lives." "That's why we drove here All night." "That's why dr." "Jonas Will remove himself" "And i will stay here For as long as it takes" "To get this right For everyone involved." "Hey." "Dr. Grant." "How did i get here?" "You lost consciousness." "Your husband brought you to us." "I thought I was going to die." "I was sure I was going to die." "I can still see his face " "Poor..." "Young..." "So young." "He was just trying To help his family." "Who?" "The young man in mexico." "You met your donor?" "After the surgery, Asked to see him again." "No one would look at me In the eye." "No one would speak to me." "Later, after the surgery," "I ularm Whispering" "Saying the young man Was dead." "Simon: uh, dr." "Grant?" "Yeah." "I just got a call From kate." "What is it?" "The potential donor In west virginia " "They won't allow jonas To recover the organ." "What did he do?" "?" "Kate asked me to fly down." "I have to ask for permission To get a helicopter." "Yeah, okay, call lifeflight And get down there." "What's happening?" "Mr. Crawford, i'm afraid There's been a delay" "With the potential Liver donor." "Why?" "We've sent a surgeon down To perform the recovery." "I thought you sent someone Hours ago." "Hang in there.ok" "As soon as a liver Becomes viable," "We'll start to prep her." "I'm sorry." "The tips procedure you performed On mrs." "Turner " "I know you weren't In favor of it." "I just treat the patients." "You're the surgeon." "But it did Buy her some time." "It also brought Her meld scores down," "Which lowered her status With unos." "Will my wife Get another liver?" "Michael, what you did" "Goes against everything We're trying to do here," "Everything That we believe in." "Twice before, Twice in three years," "We've gotten that call That you had a match for her." "Each time, false alarm." "You should have stayed here And tried to work with us." "Yeah, we started to believe That, um..." "That was never gonna happen." "It's a hard call." "Yep." "Half these people will die On our waiting list." "There's just not enough To go around." "It's not my department," "But i wouldn't penalize Ms. Turner for what she did." "But it's not my department." "Dr. Grant." "Hank carlson." "Oh, yes, mr." "Carlson." "How are you feeling?" "Well, my oldest daughter Finally got pregnant." "That's great news." "Baby girl's due In january." "Dr.neexplained My options." "He told me I could keep waiting" "Or talk toou About some procedure." "Right." "I just want to know " "Am i gonna live To see my granddaughter?" "Why don't you come see me?" "We can talk about your options." "Do you understand" "What dr." "Newel has been Telling you?" "Basically, It comes down to the fact" "That i'm getting worse." "The blockage in the vein" "That brings the blood flow To your liver" "Creates an accumulation Of fluid in the abdomen." "Believe me, i know." "We can place a tube In the middle of your liver" "To re-route Your blood flow." "But it won't cure me." "No, it only Buys you time." "But i won't be On the transplant list" "Until i get sick again." "That's the trade." "Ve always made' My own decisions," "The difficult ones, All my life " "In the army, with my family, For my kids." "You strike me as the kind of man Who understands that." "If you were me -- You had little time to live" "And a grandchild On the way " "Would you trade you a chance At 10 years" "For the certainty Of six months?" "As your doctor, i can only Present you with the options." "I can't make the decision." "As a man, dr." "Grant -- Then telme, as a man " "?" "We've decided Emily diaz-turner" "May receive care From st." "Jude's," "But she may not reive A transplant." "Why's that?" "The illegal transplant Pretty much guarantees" "That any procedure Long-term care" "Given by st." "Jude's" "Will not be covered By her insurance provider." "15 seconds " "That's how long it took you" "To mention The insurance company." "We've made our decision." "She'll be given care." "She's not A transplant candidate." "Um, you can look at this If you want." "It's okay." "I've got stuff to do." "It's of you." "What?" "It's you." "That's not really me." "It is." "It's what i see." "This one was a little nicer." "Let me draw it." "Nate: hi, sweetheart." "Uh, hi, daddy." "Um, daddy, this is paul." "Do you remember me, Dr. Grant?" "You're emily turner's Son paul." "Uh, he drew a picture of me." "Oh?" "Can i see it?" "That's beautiful." "I made one of you A couple years ago." "I was drawing a lot Of superheroes back then," "And you said you'd never Seen yourself in a cape." "Why don't you show him That other one, paul?" "Here it is." "Who is it?" "My mom made me draw this For her," "From her description of the man Who gave her his liver." "$100 u.s." "All of this for that." "I am told by a man that I can walk into the hospital" "For the short surgery And go home the next day." "He give me $100" "And tell me i will receive $3,000 more, u.s.," "After the operation." "My wife and child " "I told them i'm going to work For the week on the fishing boat" "So they would not be afraid." "I gave the $100 to my wife And tell her," "?" "Morning." "Yeah." "I'll make Another cup of coffee." "Yep." "I'm sorry." "Heard you guys had Quite a night last night." "Yeah." "Never once in my career" "Have i ever experienced Anything like that." "Oh, it's just, in some Of those rural places " "No, i'm not talking About, uh, west virginia." "I've experienced Plenty of that." "I'm talking About the turner woman." "Dr. Jonas?" "Yeah?" "Mrs. Crawford." "She's crashing." "Get a cart." "Mr. Crawford, i'm gonna Need you to wait outside." "No, wait." "Mr. Crawford, I need you outside, please." "No!" "Please!" "Let's start with 2 mikes of epi And 10 mikes of dopamine, okay?" "Let's go." "We need a bag." "We lost three hours To that." "Yeah." "Three hours." "?" "Nurse?" "Do you need something?" "St. Jude." "He is the patron Of lost causes." "Children and hospital workers And, yeah, lost causes." "Can you send me a priest?" "Uh, the chaplain will be in In a couple hours." "Is there a chapel here?" "There is." "Mrs. Turner wanted To come down here." "Mrs. Turner." "The woman who came in Last night." "Are you a priest?" "No, i-i'm a doctor." "Of course you are." "Mary, mrs." "Turner needs To go back to the i.c.u." "Okay." "I heard About mrs." "Crawford." "I don't know what to say." "It just still still amazes me." "Hamilton county coroner." "This the girl?" "She was shot By a black man." "Right." "So, are you gonna use her liver On the turner woman?" "Hard thing to do." "I know, But it's still our call." "We're gonna make A lot of people angry." "You know, from what i've Been through in the last day," "They're already angry, Nathaniel." "There's ?" "Hey!" "Hey!" "What's going on?" "?" "They are just Following orders." "Whose orders?" "Hastings." "He's forbidden the nursing staff From assisting in the surgery." "I am not your problem right now." "Hastings is." "¿qu?" "es lo que estamos A veces?" "es la segunda." "luna vez no!" "Otra vez, va a pasar otra vez." "It's going to be okay." "It's going to be okay." "estoy segura." "iva a pasar otra vez!" "It's going to be okay." "It's going to be fine." "I'm not going to have The surgery, am i?" "Yes, you are gonna get The surgery." "I promise you." "Stay here." "Keep things going." "I'll be right back." "I'll keep you here." "It's my call, ultimately." "Look, there's An available liver." "There's a woman On her deathbed" "In desperate need Of that liver." "We have two surgeons Who are willing" "To perform the surgery For free." "That's only a fraction Of the cost." "Oh, the hell with the cost." "We're past that." "You know, we make these rules." "We do our best to live by them." "But the rest of the world" "Doesn't just march along With us." "It doesn't stop china, Brazil, africa" "From doing whatever The hell they want." "You don't condone What they do, do you?" "No, i don't condone it," "But i don't have time To theorize." "I have a patient right now In my i.c.u." "Who is going to die." "I have a liver That can save her life." "Why this patient?" "Why not this patient?" "I am tired of dealing With uncertainties." "Emily turner will die If we pass on that liver." "That is a fact." "I just want to go With what i know on this one." "Be prepared to deal With the fallout" "From the other people On the list." "There's a kit..." "I'm gonna need an aortic conduit To restore blood flow." "The pedic artery Has a traction injury." "Okay." "We're gonna have to do A graft." "We'll use the vessels From the donor." "Here we go." "Let's retract that." "Doctor?" "Ok" "Thank you." "Just settle it in A little bit there." "Slide that one back Just a little bit, please." "How's mrs." "Turner doing?" "She's well." "How are you?" "You've had a long day, And i want to tell you " "I'm glad mrs." "Turner Is well," "?" "?" "When you asked For emily's consult files," "It didn't sit right With me." "I wasn't wrong To feel that, right?" "You were close with her." "Speaking spanish," "Talking about things You couldn't understand?" "You were close." "I was speaking a different Language with her," "Not conspiring." "Yeah, come in." "It's open." "I'm really very sorry About your loss, mr." "Crawford." "I hadn't allowed myself, uh," "Feeling hopeful In a long time." "Years..." "Years of waiting." "Life sort of stopped." "We had all these plans." "Even when you told us That she was next," "Even then i didn't allow myself To feel hopeful." "But last night, When you said" "That you were going To get the liver," "Then..." "Only then did i allow myself To breathe" "For the first time In years." "I allowed myself To believe." "I believed she would live." "She was making this For you." "?" "woman on p.a.: dr." "Guerrero." "Dr. Guerrero, please." "Hey." "Hey" "Do you want to talk?" "I'm fine." "You sure?" "Oh, kate, i'm fine." "Come on." "I mean, you know, Helen crawford " "If things hadn't gone down The way they went down," "She might still be alive." "But we found the organ." "We saved a life." "That's what matters, Right?" "Damn it." "Vancouver!" "Did you eat my pie?" "No, no, no, listen, man, What is it gonna take?" "Whoa, hey, i -- No, what is it gonna take..." "Dr. Jonas, take it easy." "...for you to respect me?" "Listen, when i ask you Not to touch my food," "I expect you to respect me." "Kate: tom?" "What?" "This what You're looking for?" "I'm sorry." "I was told kate armstrong Was up here." "Yeah, that's me." "Thank you." "dr." "Balesco to ccu." "Kate,i'm cool with you and your pager eric" "man on p.a.:" "Dr. Connory, 4619." "dr." "Connory, 4619." "Yeah?" "Hey." "Simon wanted To come talk to you." "I told him To give it some space." "Are the flowers From him?" "No." "But the pie is." "You know i'm used to dealing With difficult surgeons." "Snake handler." "Mm-hmm, and i've been bitten Many times." "Okay, look, i know That i was out of line..." "If that's what you're here To tell me." "I'm not here To tell you anything." "Do you mind?" "No, go ahead." "It's really good." "Yeah, it's from a bakery On forbes." "Not your wife?" "No." "Not my wife." "You know, kate, i want to get In touch with that family." "Which family?" "The one in west virginia." "I want To give them a call." "Oh, tom " "Look, i won't betray" "Any confidentiality." "I just -- [ sighs ]" "God, you know, i really feel Like i need to talk to them." "I don't know." "Think about it." "I want that number." "Hank: i want to meet My grandchild," "But i also want to see My grandchild grow up." "So, you'd rather not Have the procedure?" "I don't know." "My life is running out." "I come here, And i'm told to wait," "And i see people just like me Dying every day." "Now, i know there has to be This system here," "But some days -- I know." "I know." "I lived a life In the military." "There, you didn't follow Protocols, people died." "but sometimes, even when We did follow protocols," "People still died." "And you ask yourself If there's any right answer" "To any of this." "There's only the answer You choose." "I'm gonna skip your procedure, Dr. Grant." "I'm gonna keep my place In line" "And hope i see you On the other side." "I hope so, too, hank." "?" "Mrs. Turner's doing well." "Good." "Insurance company Been notified yet?" "?" "Actually, i got her Into a pro bono program." "Cover the long-term costs Of her medicine." "If you ask me, you did The right thing for her." "I guess." "The truth is our system Turns our patients" "Into our prisoners." "After a while, it's hard To be the warden." "It was you, wasn't it?" "You're the one Who encouraged her." "What was she Supposed to do -- die?" "Come on, seriously." "We drove her to this." "One false start After another." "I mean, What were her chances?" "No, really, Nathaniel, you tell me." "?" "Kate: wow." "Well, he wants to take me On a date to the movies." "Paul?" "Yeah, but i don't know What to say." "I mean, daddy is his mom's doctor." "You like him?" "Well, i mean, he's cute And talented and -- yes." "Well, i say Start as friends" "And see where it goes From there." "But no date." "Your father's His mother's doctor." "Whoa." "Is that the way People see dad?" "Some." "People think of him as, like, A god or something, though." "Sometimes." "Do people look At all doctors that way?" "Some..." "But not all." "Mr. Grayson, My name is dr." "Thomas jonas." "I'm calling from st." "Jude's Transplant hospital" "In pittsburgh." "I'm calling about the gift That your family gave to us." "I wanted to let you know" "That i personally transplanted Your daughter's liver" "Into a 39-year-old wife And mother." "Your daughter's liver was Healthy -- perfect, in fact." "How you doing?" "There are days, And there are days." "post-gazette " "All the local news are running With the turner story." "Okay." "We broke a few rules." "We're gonna be scrutinized, Probably fined." "When's The press conference?" "15 minutes." "What are you gonna say?" "That sometimes You cheat the system" "To save yourself From facing failure." "You're not gonna say that, Are you?" "The procedure was performed Without complications," "And the recipient Is in recovery." "She's doing well." "Her family is with her now." "I understand that she was A victim of a terrible tragedy," "And the pain you must Have been experiencing today" "Is something i can't even begin To imagine." "Because of your generosity," "Her death Is in no way meaningless." "I wanted to contact you" "And to thank you For what your family gave." "Yes." "A son, a teenager." "There are days, And there are days." "I just wanted to let you know" "That your gift Has given that family a chance" "Bt For a beautiful life together." "No, we haven't met before." "I'm just one Of the surgeons up here" "That wanted to make sure" "That your good deed Didn't go unmentioned." "That's right." "I'm just one of the surgeons."