"[man] "Life is very long."" "T.S. Eliot." "Not the first person to say it, certainly not the first person to think it, but he's given credit for it because he bothered to write it down." "[chuckles]" "Now, if you say it, you have to say his name after it." ""Life is very long." T.S. Eliot." "Absolutely goddamn right." "[clattering]" "Violet my wife." "She takes pills." "Sometimes a great many." "[sighs] Facts are, my wife takes pills and I drink, that's the bargain we've struck." "A little paragraph in our marriage contract." "So rather than once more vow abstinence with my fingers crossed," "I have chosen to turn my life over to a higher power and join the ranks of the hiring class." "It's not a decision with which I'm entirely comfortable." "[sniffs]" "I mean, I know how to launder my dirty undies." "Done it all my life." "But I'm finding that it's getting in the way of my drinking." "[Violet] Bev!" "Yes?" "Did you..." "Oh, goddamn it!" "Are the police here?" "Could you come here?" "Whoa." "Oh, hello." "[Bev] This is Johnna, the young woman I told you about." "You tell me she's a woman." "Woman." "Woman." "Whoa, man." "[Bev] That I'm hiring." "Oh, you hire women's now the thing." "I thought you meant the other woman." "To cook and clean," " carry you to the clinic." " [scoffs]" "Hello." " Hello." " [chuckles] I'm sorry." " Like this." " Yes, ma'am." "[Sighs]" "You're very pretty." "[woman] Thank you." "Are you an Injun?" "Yes, ma'am." "[Violet] What kind?" "Cheyenne." "Hmm." "You think I'm pretty?" "Like this?" "[chuckles]" "Like..." " Careful, careful, care..." " [groans]" "[Violet laughs]" "[Violet sniffs, chuckles]" "I'm sorry." "I took some medicine for my mu for my mu..." "[laughs] ...my muscular for my muscular..." "Why don't you go back to bed, sweetheart?" "Why don't you go fuck a fucking sow's ass?" "!" "All right." "[groans] I'm sorry." "I'll be... sickly sweet." "Sickly sweet." "[chuckles]" "I'm so... sweet." "I'm so... in love." "[muttering]" "Sweet." "We keep unusual hours here." "My wife's been diagnosed with a touch of cancer, and she'll need to be driven down to Tulsa for her final chemotherapy treatments." "What kind of cancer?" "Oh, my God, I nearly neglected the punch line." "Mouth cancer." "Do you have any questions?" "Um, what pills does she take?" "Oh, Valium, Vicodin." "Uh, Darvon, Darvocet," "Percodan, Percocet, uh, Xanax for fun." "OxyContin in a pinch." "[groans]" "And, of course, Dilaudid." "I can't forget Dilaudid." "My last refuge, my books." "[chuckles]" "Simple pleasures." "Like finding wild onions by the side of the road, or requited love." "[chuckles]" "Oh, here." "Here." "T.S. Eliot." "Read it or not." "It's not a job requirement, just for your own enjoyment." ""Here we go round the prickly pear." "Prickly pear, prickly pear." "Here we go round the prickly pear."" "[ Eric Clapton: "Lay Down Sally"]" "[phone ringing]" "[ringing continues]" "[QM] Mom?" "Mom!" " [knocking]" " Mom?" "[sighs] Morn?" "Mom?" "You didn't hear the phone?" "If it's your father, tell him to fuck off." "It's Aunt Ivy, from Oklahoma." "[man on radio] ...and all of Denver County." "Here's JD  the Straight Shot." "[music playing]" "' [Sighs] , [phone beeps]" "Ivy." "What's wrong?" "When?" "[low-tempo music]" "[chiming] [man on radio] Right here on your KZLY." "It's another hot day on the plains in Osage County." "Highs in the 90's all over Oklahoma." "And here's a good one from..." " [Violet] What'd you tell Barb?" " [Ivy] I told her Dad was missing." " [Violet] What'd she say?" " [Ivy] She's on her way." "[Violet] Goddamn your father for putting me through this." "Did you see that office of his?" "And then he hired this Injun for some goddamn reason." "Now I have a stranger living in my house." "What is her name?" " Johnna." " Hmm." "I can't handle this all by myself." "[Sighs]" "[Ivy] I called Karen." "Oh." "Yeah." "What'd she say?" "She said she'd try to get here." "[chuckles] Oh, she'd be a big, fat help." "Just like you." "Well..." "I need Barb." "What's Barb gonna be able to do about it?" "[inhales]" "What'd you do to your hair?" "I had it straightened." "Why would anybody do that?" "Just wanted a change." "You're a pretty girl." "Why don't you wear makeup?" "Do I need makeup?" "Every woman needs makeup." "Don't let anybody tell you different." "The only woman pretty enough to go without makeup was Elizabeth Taylor, and she wore a ton." "Shoulders are all slumped and your hair's straightened, don't wear makeup." "You look like a lesbian." " Mom." " You could get a decent man if you would just spruce up a bit." "That's all I'm saying." "I'm not looking for a man." "[sighing]" " How many was that?" " Wasn't counting." "Is your mouth burning?" "Like a son of a bitch." "My tongue is on fire." "You supposed to be smoking?" "[Sighs]" "Is anybody "supposed" to smoke?" "Are you scared?" "[Sighs] [chuckles]" "Of course I'm scared." "You are a comfort to me, sweetheart." "Thank God one of my girls stayed close to home." " In my day..." " [horn honking] ...families stayed together." " [honking continues] - [Ivy] Aunt Mattie Fee's here." "[Violet] She means to come in here and tell me what's what." "I don't know how Uncle Charlie puts up with it." "[Violet] He smokes a lot of grass." "He does?" "He smokes a lot of grass." "[chuckles]" "I told Vi, "You take all those goddamn books he's so fond of and make a big pile in the front yard and have yourself a bonfire."" "Well, you don't burn a man's books." "You do if the situation calls for it." "The man's books didn't do anything." "You get any ideas about just up and taking off, Charlie Aiken," " you better believe I will have your..." " I'm not going anywhere." "I'm saying if you did." "I will give you two days to get your head straight, then it's all going up in a blaze of glory." "[chuckles]" "Not that you got any books lying around." "I don't think I've ever seen you read a book in my life." "That bother you?" "[Mattie Fae] What's the last book you read?" "[Charlie] Well, Beverly was a teacher, and teachers read books." " I'm in the upholstery business." " Oh, sweetheart." "[crying] Your daddy's done this before." "Just takes off, no call, nothing." "I told your mother, "You pack that son of a bitch's bags and have them waiting for him on the front porch."" "[sighs] Where is your mother?" " Upstairs." " [groans, sighs] [sighing loudly]" "He'll come back again." "I know he will." "Always does." "Beverly's a very complicated man." "[Charlie] Yeah, like Little Charles." "Little Charles isn't complicated." "He's just unemployed." "You don't think Little Charles and Beverly share some kind of uh, complication?" "You have to be smart to be complicated." "Are you saying our boy ain't smart?" "Yes, that's what I'm saying." "[sighs] Whew, I'm sweating." "Why is it so dark in here?" "[groans] Are you sweating?" "Hell, yes, I'm sweating." "Man, it's 90 degrees in here." "Whew." "[Sighs]" "Feel my back." "Oh, I don't want to feel your back." "Sweat is just dripping down my back." " I believe you." " Feel it." " No." " Come on," " put your hand here." " Goddamn it." "Sweat's just dripping." "[chuckles]" "[Sighs]" "Oh!" "[Mattie Fae] Ivy, when did this start?" "This business of taping the shades?" "Been a couple of years now." "Do you know its purpose?" "You can't tell if it's night or day." "I think that's the purpose." "[low-tempo music] [indistinct radio commercials]" "[Barb] What were these people thinking, the jokers who settled this place?" "Who was the asshole that looked at all that flat, hot nothing and then planted his flag?" "I mean, we fucked the Indians for this?" "Well, genocide always seems like such a good idea at the time." "[chuckles] Right, just need a little hindsight." "I mean, if you want me to explain the creepy character of the Midwest..." "Please." "Midwest?" "This is the Plains." "A state of mind, a spiritual affliction, like the blues." "[chuckles]" "Don't." "Violet's a Clapton fan?" "What are you doing?" "Excuse me, dear, could I trouble you for another beer?" "Goddamn it." "She's not a waitress." "I'll get it." "Hell, I know that." "Then get your own beer." "I don't believe you, watching a ball game, drinking beers." "Do you have any sense of what's going on around you?" "Am I supposed to sit here like a statue?" "I mean, you're drinking whiskey." "I'm having a cocktail." "[chuckles] You're drinking straight whiskey." "Just... have a little class." "[chuckles]" "I'm gonna grab a smoke." "[muffled music playing]" " You've encouraged that." " I haven't encouraged anything." "You admire her for getting hooked at 14." "Makes her seem even more mature." "[car door opens]" "Goddamn, it's hot." "Suppose your mom's turned on the air conditioner?" "[scoffs] You kidding?" "Remember the parakeets?" "The parakeets?" "I didn't tell you about the parakeets." "She got a parakeet for some insane reason and the little fucker croaked after two days, so she went to the pet store and raised hell, and they gave her another one, and that one died after a day." "So then she went back, and they gave her a third parakeet." "That one died in two." "So the chick from the pet store comes out here to see just what in the hell this serial parakeet killer is doing to bump off these birds." " And?" " The heat." "It was too hot." " They were dying from the heat." " Jesus." "These are tropical birds, all right?" "I mean, they live in the fucking tropics." "[man laughs]" "Mom?" "[Mattie Fae] It's Barbara, it's Barbara." "Barbara?" "Oh, my gosh!" "You, come give me some sugar." " Hey, Mattie Fae." " Oh, Bill!" "Look how skinny you are." "[Bill] Mattie Fae." "Ah, will you look at this one?" "You come here and give your Aunt Mattie Fae some sugar." " [Bill] Charlie." " [Charlie] Hello, Bill." "Man, you have dropped some weight, haven't you?" " Look at you." "You're so big." " [Charlie] Hello, sweetheart." "Look at your boobs." "Last time I saw you, you looked like a little boy." " [Violet] Barbara?" "Barbara?" " Hey, Mom, I'm here." " Oh, Barb!" " It's OK." " Barb, Barb, Barb." " It's OK, Mom." " Oh, Barb." " I'm here." "[Violet] Saturday morning, the Indian girl made us biscuits and gravy." "We ate some." "He walked out the door, this door right here." "[engine starts]" "That was it." "He just left?" "[horn honking]" "Uh-huh." "[Sighs]" "I went to bed Saturday night." "Got up Sunday morning." "Still no Beverly." "I didn't think anything of it." "Thought he'd gone out on a bender." "Why would he do that when he can drink at home?" "Unless you were riding his ass." "I've never said a word to him about his drinking." "I didn't, I never got on him about it." "So, Sunday, still no sign of him." "That's when I got all worked up about that safety deposit box because we kept an awful lot of cash in that box and some expensive jewelry, and I had a diamond ring in that box appraised over $7,000." "Wait, wait, wait, I missed something." "Why do you care about a safety deposit box?" "Your father and I had an arrangement that if something were to happen to one of us, the other one would go empty that box." "[Bill] Are you sure there wasn't some incident that triggered his leaving?" " Some event?" " Like a fight?" " Yeah." " No, no." "I mean, we fought enough, you know, but no." "Maybe he needed some time away from you." "Oh, that's nice of you to say." "Hey, it's no crime." "Marriage is hard." "Under the best of circumstances." "So, nothing?" "No, "see you later, I'm taking a walk"?" "Mm-mm." "Good old unfathomable Dad." "Mm-hmm." "[chuckles] Oh, that man." "Oh." "What I first fell in love with was his mystery." "I thought it was sexy as hell." "Yeah." "You knew he was the smartest one in the room, knew if he'd just say something, whoa, it'd knock you out." "But no, he'd just stand there, a little smile on his face, not say a word." "Oh..." "Sexy. [chuckles]" "You can't remember anything unusual?" "He hired this woman." " [water running]" " He didn't ask me." "He hired this woman to come live in our house" " a few days before he left." " You don't want her here?" "Well, I have an Indian in my house." "You have a problem with Indians, Violet?" "I don't know what to say an Indian." "They're called Native Americans, Mom." "Who makes that decision?" "It's what they like to be called." "They aren't any more native than me." " In fact, they are." " What's wrong with Indian?" "Why can't you just call people what they want to be called?" "Let's just call the dinosaurs Native Americans" " while we're at it." " [all laughing]" "She may be an Indian, but she makes the best goddamn apple pie I ever ate." "[Violet] He hired a cook." "It makes no sense." "We don't eat." "Now you get biscuits and gravy." "That's kind of nice, huh?" "Yeah, that is nice." "Nice for you now, but soon you'll be gone, never to return." " When was the last time you were here?" " Don't start." " [Bill] All right..." " [Violet] I don't care about you two, but I would like to see my granddaughter" " every now and again." " Well, you are seeing her now." "And your father, you broke his heart when you moved away." "That is wildly unfair." "[Bill] Am I gonna have to separate you two?" "[Violet] You were Beverly's favorite." "Don't pretend you don't know that." "I'd prefer to think that my parents" " loved their children equally." " Oh?" "[Violet] Well, I'm sure you'd prefer to think that Sant-y Claus brought you presents at Christmas, too." "If you'd had more than one child, you'd know." "A parent always has favorites." "Mattie Fae was my mother's favorite." "Big deal, I got used to it." "You were your daddy's favorite." " Broke his heart." " [dishes clatter]" "What was I supposed to do?" "Huh?" "Colorado gave Bill twice what he was making at TU." " Why are we even getting into this?" " You think Daddy wouldn't have jumped at an opportunity like that?" "Oh, you're wrong there." "You never would've gotten" "Beverly Weston out of Oklahoma." "He gave me his blessing." "Well, that's what he told you, yeah." "And now you're gonna tell me the true story, some terrible shit he said behind my back?" "[Bill] Everybody's on edge." " Beverly didn't say..." " Vi, come on." "...terrible things behind your back." "He just told me he's disappointed in you 'cause you settled." "He thought you had talent as a writer." "Daddy never said anything like that to you." "What a load of absolute horseshit." "Horseshit?" "Horseshit?" "Oh, horseshit." "Let's all say "horseshit."" "Say "horseshit," Bill." "Horseshit." "[chuckles]" "Are you high?" " [Violet] Excuse me?" " Are you taking something?" " A muscle relaxer." " You listen to me." "I will not go through this with you again." "I don't know what you're talking about." "These fucking pills, calls at 3:00 a.m." " about people in your backyard..." " Stop yelling at me." " All the rest of it." " [scoffs]" "This isn't..." "It isn't the same thing." "I didn't have a reason then." "So it's OK to get hooked now because you've got a reason?" "I'm not hooked on anything." "I don't want to know if you are or not." "I'm just saying, I'm not gonna go through it again." "I'm not." "I'm in pain!" "Because of your mouth." "Yes!" "Because my mouth burns." "I have got cancer in my mouth." "And it burns." "Look." "Look!" "And it burns like a like a bullshit." "[crying]" "And now Beverly's disappeared, and you're yelling at me." "I'm not... [clears throat] ...yelling." "You know, you couldn't come home when I got cancer." "But Beverly disappeared and you rushed right back." "[sobbing]" "I'm sorry." "[sobbing continues]" "I'm sorry." "Do you know where I think he is?" "I think he... [sighs]" "I think he got some whiskey and a carton of cigarettes, and a couple of spy novels, and I think he got out on the boat and steered it to a nice spot close to shore like he likes and..." "He's fishing and reading and drinking." "Maybe even writing a little." "And I think he's gonna walk through that door any time." "[knocking]" "[Barb] Mom?" "[Sighs]" "Mom, the sheriff's here." "[Violet] What?" "Why did... [clears throat, muttering]" " Did you call?" " [Barb] The sheriff's here." "Oh, hey, sweetheart." "Go... go back to bed." "[indistinct conversation]" "What about Aunt Ivy?" "I guess we'll stop on the way." "[clears throat]" "Christ, I have to call Karen, too." "[sighs] Why the fuck am I brushing my hair?" "["Lay Down Sally" plays, muffled]" "[fingers snapping to rhythm]" "This is a story." "[slurring] Beverly's back." "[Violet speaking gibberish]" "Ma'am?" "[gibberish continues]" "Uh..." "Cigar..." "Cigar... [laughs]" "Archetects." "I'm in the bottom." "I'm in the bottom of them." "[chuckles] It's a good beat, right?" "Yeah, Barb?" "Um..." "From the day..." "The day." "[groans]" "I very nearly lost him." "Beverly?" "Lost." "And then... and then..." "And then you're here." "[grunts]" "And Barbara, then you're here." "And Beverly, and then you're... here." "And then you're here." "And you're here, and then you're here, and then you're here." "[Barb] I used to go out with that boy." "That man." "[girl] What man?" "The sheriff?" "[Barb] In high school." "He was my prom date." "You're kidding." "[Barb] Day of the prom, his father got drunk and stole his car." "Stole his own son's car." "Went someplace." "Mexico." "Deon showed up at the house." "He'd been crying." "Confessed he didn't have a way to take me to the prom." "So we got a six-pack, broke into the chapel and stayed up all night, talking and kissing." "And now here he is, showing me..." "It's so surreal." "[chuckles wryly]" "Thank God we can't tell the future." "We'd never get out of bed." "[car doors opening] [door closing]" "[talking quietly]" "[Barb] Listen to me." "Die after me, all right?" "I don't care what else you do, where you go, how you screw up your life, lust survive." "Please." "[car doors opening]" " [doors closing] - [Barb clears throat]" "[Barb] Holy shit, that's Karen." " Do you remember your Aunt Karen?" " [girl] Kind of." "That must be this year's man." "[sniffling, sighs]" "[inaudible conversation]" "[crying]" " You OK?" " Yeah." "[Karen] I used to spend so much time in our bedroom pretending that my pillow was my husband, and did he like the dinner I just made, and where were we gonna go that winter on vacation," "and then he would surprise me with tickets to Belize and we would kiss." "I mean, I would kiss my pillow." "[laughs] And then I would say that I'd been to the doctor that day, and... [gasps] maybe I was pregnant." "I know how pathetic that sounds now," " but it was innocent enough." "And..." " Mm-hmm." "[Karen] And then real life kicks in." " [ Salt'N'Pepa: "Push it"]" " Things don't work out like you plan, 'cause they never do, and then... and then that pillow was just a better husband than any man I'd ever met." "And you punish yourself, you tell yourself it's your fault you can't find a good one." "I don't know how well you remember Andrew." " You remember Andrew?" " No, I remember." "[Karen] Well, I loved him so intensely, so the things that he did wrong were just opportunities for me to make them right." "When he would cheat on me or call me "cunt,"" "I'd say, "No, love is forever, and this is just an opportunity for me to make an adjustment in the way that I view the world."" "And thank God I just looked in the mirror and I said, "Moron," and I walked out." "But one day, finally I said," ""it's me." "It's just me." "I don't need anything else." "I can live my life with myself."" "And that's when I got my license," "I threw myself into my work, and I sold a ton of houses, and that's how I met Steve." "[laughs] And that's how it works, Barb." "Oh, he's ten years older, but he is such a thinker, and he's such a good man." "He has such a good heart." "He's good for me, he's good to me." "I guess the best thing about him, for me, is that now, what I think about is now." "I live now." "My focus, my life, my world is now." "You can't plan the future, you just can't." "As soon as you do, something happens." "Some terrible thing happens..." " Like your father drowning himself." " That's exactly what I mean." "You take it as it comes, here and now." "[sighs] Steve had this huge presentation today with some big-wig government guys who could be really important for his business, and he's been putting it together for months now, but as soon as we found out about Daddy," "he just canceled his meeting." "[chuckles]" "He has his priorities straight." "And you know what the kicker is?" "You know what the kicker is, Barb?" "What's the kicker?" "We're going to Belize on our honeymoon!" "[laughs]" "[Billy Squier: "The Stroke"]" "[music stops] [bell dings, door opens]" "Is it always this hot?" "Usually it's hotter." "[groans]" "That's hard to imagine." "So how old are you, about 17?" "Fourteen." "Fourteen, fight." "Fourteen." "Know what I was doing when I was 14?" "Cattle processing." "You know what that is?" "It doesn't sound good." "Slaughterhouse sanitation." "That's disgusting." "Yeah, I wouldn't recommend it." "But hey, it put food on the table." "[chuckles] Get it?" "[chuckles]" "OK." "What's that smell?" "I don't know." "It's probably just that trash can over there." "No, that's not what I'm smelling." "[sniffing]" "What are you doing?" " Do I smell what I think I smell?" " I don't know." "What do you smell?" "Is that pot?" "You smoking pot?" " Come on." "You can tell me." " No." "No!" "You're a little dope smoker." " No!" " Then you are in luck." "Because I happen to have some really tasty shit." " [door opens, bell dings] - [chuckles]" "Here we go." "No Pinots." "They had some decent Californian Merlots." "[gasping]" "[Violet] Oh, look at me." " Oh, baby." " Look at me." " You're beautiful, Mom." " I was beautiful." "Huh." "Not anymore." " Oh, now." " You're still beautiful." "Oh, one of those lies we tell to give us comfort." "Women are beautiful when they're young, and not after." "Men can preserve their sex appeal into old age." "And not those men you see with the shorts and the little purses around their waists." "Lord, Lord, Lord." " [laughs, snorts]" " No." "But some men can maintain cragginess and weary masculinity." "Women just get old and fat and wrinkly." "[Mattie Fae] I beg your pardon?" "I'm still very sexy, thank you very much." "Yeah, you are about as sexy as a wet cardboard box, Mattie Fae." " [laughter]" " You and me both." "Look, wouldn't we be better off, all of us, if we just stopped lying about these things..." " Whoo!" " ...and told the truth?" ""Women aren't sexy when they're old."" "I can live with that." "Can you live with that?" "Hmm." "What about Sophia Loren?" "What about Lena Horne?" "She stayed sexy till she was 80." "Hmm, the world is round." "Get over it." "Hey, try this on." "I'm sorry, I won't." "You don't know how to attract a man." "I do." "[laughs] That's something I always..." "We just buried my father, I'm not trying to attract a man." "I'm not talking about today, dummy." "I'm just saying this is something..." "I have a man, all right?" "I have a man." "You said you weren't looking for a man." "And..." "I'm not, because I already have one, OK?" " Now, will you leave it alone?" " No," " I'm not gonna leave it alone." " No, let's not leave it alone." "I wish you both could see the brainsick looks on your faces." " Well, who is it?" " Nobody." "Forget it." "Tell us, is he someone from school?" "How old is he?" "What does he do?" "I'm not telling you anything." " Well, you have to tell us something!" " No, I really don't." "Are you in love, Ivy?" "[stammers] I don't..." " [laughter]" " Are you in love?" " Roses come to the cheeks." " H00!" "[laughs]" "[ Ricky Martin: "Living La Vida Loca"]" " [girl] Out, out, out!" " [engine, music stop]" "I'm getting out." "Thank you." "We maintain accounts offshore until we get approvals." "What, to get around approvals?" "To get around approvals until we get approvals." "There's a lot of bureaucracy, red tape." "I don't know what you know about Florida, Florida politics." "Well, only what I've read, and that's..." "Right, right, in this kind of business in particular." "Charlie?" " Picking up Little Charles." " Oh." " [Mattie Fae] I need another plate." " [Barb] When you set the table, you don't have to sit on the corner." "Give me the wine." "[music playing over TV]" "[sniffs] Is that what you were in such a hurry to get home for?" "What the hell is on TV that is so important to you?" "Phantom of the Opera, 1925." "They're showing it with the scene in color restored." "Oh, cool." "Wait, let me make sure I've got this." "When you threw a fit about going to the store with your dad..." " [sighs]" " Hey, look at me!" "And you were so distraught over the start time of your grandpa's funeral, was this your concern?" "Huh?" "Getting back here in time to watch Phantom of the fucking Opera?" "I guess." "[scoffs] Christ." " Phantom of the Opera, huh?" " Mm-hmm." "Hi, doodle." "Hey, baby." "Doodle?" " Oh, hey." "Hey, baby." " Hi." "[chuckles, moaning]" " I want to show you our old fort." " Yeah?" "Man, the air in here just doesn't move." "I'll hook you up later." "[brakes squeaking] [brakes hiss]" "[Sighs]" "I'm sorry, Dad." "No need to apologize." "I know Mom's mad at me." "Well, don't worry about her." "What'd she say?" "Your mother, she says what she says." "I set the alarm, I did." "I know you did." "I loved Uncle Bev, you know that." "You stop apologizing." "I missed his funeral." "Oh, it's..." "It's a ceremony." "It's ceremonial." "That doesn't mean anything compared to what you have in your heart." "Here, hold on." "Comb your hair." "Uncle Bev must be disappointed in me." "Oh, your Uncle Bev has got bigger and better things ahead of him." "He doesn't have time for spite." "He wasn't that kind of man anyway." "[panting] [crying]" "Hey." "Hey, it's OK." "[crying continues]" "Just... [sighs]" "I know how things are." "I know how they think about me and something like this, you want to be there for people." "I'm sorry I let you down, Dad." "Hey, you haven't let me down." "You never let me down." "Now, listen." "[Sighs]" "You're wrong about these people." "They love you." "They love you." "Some of them haven't gotten a chance to see what I see." "A fine man, very loving, with a... a lot to offer." " [sighs]" " Now, take this." "Give me my comb." " Oh." " [chuckles]" "[sniffling]" "I love you, Dad." "Love you, too, son." "[Barb] Phantom of the Opera?" "[Bill] You don't remember what it was like to be 14?" "She's old enough to exhibit a little character." "But I guess that's something you normally learn from your parents." "That's a shot across my bow, right?" " I missed something." " Really?" "Instilling character, our burden as parents." "Yeah, I got that part." "And you really haven't been much of a parent lately," " so it might be tough..." " Look, just because you and I are struggling with this Gordian knot, it doesn't mean..." "Oh, nice, "Gordian knot," but her 14-year-old self might view it differently." "Might consider it abandonment." "She's a little more sophisticated than that," " don't you think?" " Pretty fucking sophisticated, the restored whatever of The Phantom of the Opera." " I know that makes your dick hard." " Barbara." " Precocious little shit." " I am not defending her." " I'm on your side." " I'm not blaming her, because I don't expect her to act any differently when her father is such a selfish son of a bitch." " Be a father!" "Help me!" " I am her father, goddamn it!" "Her father in name only." "I have not forsook my responsibilities." "It's "forsaken," big shot." "No, actually, "forsook" is also an acceptable usage." "Oh, "forsook" you and the horse you rode in on." "You do not fight fair." "[sighs] I've seen where that gets me." "Grow up!" "While you are dyeing your hair and going through your fifth puberty, the world is falling apart, and our kid can't handle it." "Our kid is trying to deal with this goddamn madhouse" " you've dragged her into." " This madhouse is my home." "Yeah, think about that statement for a second, why don't you?" "Jean is here with me because this is a family event." "Jean is here because she's a buffer between you and the shrill insanity of your mother." "You'd have a lot more credibility if you had any credibility." "You're an easy mark." "You're so goddamn self-righteous, you know that?" "Surely you must have realized when you started porking Pippi Longstocking that you were due for some self-righteousness, just a smidge of indignation on my part." "Maybe I split because of it." "Oh, is this your confession, then?" "When you finally unload all, hmm?" "You're thoughtful, Barbara, but you're not open." "You're passionate, but you're hard." "You're a good, decent, funny, wonderful woman, and I love you, but you're a pain in the ass!" "[door slams] [muffled conversations]" "[chuckles]" "[pills rattling]" "One for me. [coughs]" "One for the girls." "[gulps]" "Mom's casserole." "They said you overslept." "Maybe I purposely accidentally overslept." "I don't know, I'm so sorry." "Please." "I know you had one of the worst days of your life, and I'm sorry that I wasn't there." "We don't have to do that with each other." "Wait." "You're breaking our rule." "Well... they're on to me." "Not us, just me." "I told them I was seeing someone," "I didn't tell them who." "I just wanted you to know, in case it came up." "What?" "Charles?" "I adore you." "[chuckles]" "Pass that casserole, please?" "Oh, my... my casserole's coming." "I'll eat some of yours, too." "[Barb] Mom, let's eat!" "Oh, there he is." "I wanted to put you at the kids table," " but they wouldn't let me." " Where do you want me to put this?" "Hi, Little Charles." "I want you to meet my fiance, Steve." " Hello." " This is Little Charles." " Jeez!" " [Mattie Fae] Goddamn it!" " You goddamn clumsy goofball!" " [Charlie] All right, all right." " Nobody's hurt." " I'm so sorry!" " What about me?" "I'm hurt." " You're not hurt." "Let it go." "It's not a party until somebody spills something." " That is my casserole!" " I'm sorry, the mess I made..." " Let it go, Mattie Fae." " [Little Charles] I'm so sorry." "Who wants chicken?" "Jean?" "You didn't get chicken." " [Jean] I don't eat meat." " [Bill] Pass the potatoes." "You don't eat meat?" " [Charlie] OK." " [Barb] Mom!" "[Charlie] Little Charles, chicken?" "[Mattie Fae] Put it on for him." "He's liable to burn the house down." "[Charlie] All right, Mattie Fae." "[Jean] Mom, stop." "I don't want that." "Barbara." "Will you put this up over there?" "Yeah, sure." " [clears throat] - [Mattie Fae] That is so nice." "That's so sweet." "I see you gentlemen have all stripped down to your shirtfronts." "I thought we were having a funeral dinner not a cockfight." "[men clearing throats]" "Somebody should probably say grace." "Barbara?" "[Barb clears throat]" "Well, Uncle Charlie should say it." "He's the patriarch around here now." "I am?" "[Violet] By default." "OK." "[coughs]" "Dear Lord, we ask that you watch over this family in this sad time, O Lord." "That you bless this good woman and keep her in your in your... grace." "[cell phone ringtone:" "Sanford and Son theme song]" "Oh, um... [stammering]" " [Charlie clears throat]" " I got to take this." "Work." "It's very important." " I'm working in Oklahoma, yeah." " Uh-huh." "Oklahoma, right." "Yep." "[Charlie] We ask that you watch over Beverly, too, as he... [sniffles] ...as he as he makes his journey." "We thank thee, O Lord, that we are able to join together to pay tribute to this fine man in his house, with his, uh, beautiful daughters." "We are truly blessed in our fellowship, our togetherness," "OUT... our, uh... fellowship." "We thank thee for the food, O Lord, that we can share this food and replenish our bodies with nutrients." "We ask that you help us get better and be better people." "[Steve] Thanks." "Bye." "We recognize now more than ever the power, the joy of family." "We ask that you bless and watch over this family." " Amen." " [all] Amen." " Amen." "So sorry, folks." " Let's eat." "[all chattering]" "[Violet] Barb, you have any use for that sideboard?" " Hmm?" " That sideboard right there." " You have any interest in that?" " It's so pretty." "No." "I mean, why?" "Getting rid of a lot of this stuff." "I just thought you might want that sideboard." "Well, no, Mom, I wouldn't have anyway to get that home to Colorado." "Maybe Ivy will take it." "I have something like that, remember?" " Clearing all this out of here." " It's really pretty." "I want to have a brand-new everything." "[Barb] I guess I'm just sort of not prepared to talk about your stuff." "[Violet sighs]" "Suit yourself." " The food is just spectacular." " Mm-hmm." "[all agreeing]" "Johnna cooked this whole meal all by herself." " [all chattering]" " It's what she's paid for." "Y'all did know she's getting paid, right?" "[Charlie] Uh, Jean?" "So I'm curious." "When you say you don't eat meat, you mean you don't eat meat of any kind?" " Right." " [Little Charles] Hmm, sure." "Is that for health reasons, or..." "Well, when you eat meat, you ingest an animal's fear." "Ingest what?" "Its fur?" " Fear." " [all laugh] [chuckles] I thought she said..." "[Charlie] You can eat fear?" "How do you do that?" "You can't eat fear." "Sure you can." "I mean, what happens to you when you feel afraid?" "Doesn't your body produce all sorts of chemical reactions?" "I don't know." "Does it?" " It does." "Adrenaline, and..." " [Jean] Yes, it does." "Your body goes through a whole chemical process" " when it experiences fear." " Yep, and cortisol." "[Jean] Don't you think an animal experiences fear?" "You bet it does." "I used to work at a cattle processing plant." " Lots of fear flying around that place." " [Jean] So, when you eat meat, you're ingesting all of that fear that the animal felt when it was slaughtered to make food." " [Steve] Right." " You mean I've been eating fear, what, three times a day for 60 years?" " [laughter]" " Right." "This one won't have a meal that doesn't have meat in it." "[Charlie] Well, I guess it was just the way I was raised, but somehow it doesn't seem like a legitimate meal" " unless there's some meat somewhere." " [laughter]" "If I make some kind of pasta dish, he'll be like, "That's fine as an appetizer, but where's the meat?"" "Yeah, "Where's the meat?" Isn't that the TV commercial, the old lady says, "Where's the meat?"" ""Where's the meat?"" ""Where's the beef?"" ""Where's the meat?" "Where's the meat?" "!" "Where's the meat?" "!" "Hey, where's the meat?" "!"" " [cackles]" " That's pleasant." "[cackling continues]" "Well, I thought the services were lovely." "[Steve] Preacher did a fine job." "[muttering in agreement] [chuckling] I give it a... eh." "Really?" "You thought so?" "Great, now we get some dramatic criticism." "Too much talk about poetry and teaching." "He hadn't written any poetry to speak of since '65, and he never liked teaching worth a damn." "Nobody talked about the good stuff." "Man was a world-class alcoholic for more than 50 years." "Nobody talked about the time he got wrangled into giving a talk at the TU alumni dinner." "Oh, my." "He drank a whole bottle of rum," "Ron Bocoy White Rum." "[chuckles]" "I don't know why I remember that." "And he gets up to give this talk, and he fouled himself." "Yeah, he comes back to the table with this great big, huge..." "Yeah, I can't imagine why no one told that story." "Well, he didn't get invited back to any more TU alumni dinners." "I can tell you that." "Now, I don't know that much about poetry, but I thought his poems were extraordinary." "And your reading was very fine." " Thank you." " [Ivy] It was, Bill." "It was nice." "Who are you?" "Well, this is my fiance, Steve." "You met him at the church." "Steve Huberbrecht." " Hide-the-what?" " Huberbrecht." "Hide-the..." "Hide-a-b..." "That's German." "German-Irish, really." " I, uh, just have one..." " Oh, yeah." "Well, that is peculiar, Karen, to bring a date to your father's funeral." "I know the poetry was good, but I really wouldn't have considered it date material." "He's not a date, he's my fiancé, and we're getting married on New Year's in Miami, and I would love it if you could make it." "Well, I don't really see that happening." "Do you?" "Steve?" "That right?" "Steve?" "Uh, yes, ma'am." "You ever been married before?" " Yes, ma'am, I have." " That's..." "More than once?" "Three times, actually." "Three times before this." "Mm-hmm." "You should pretty well have it down by now, then." "Yeah." "[laughs] Right, right." " [coughs] Excuse me." " Yeah," "I had that one pegged, didn't I?" "I mean, just look at him." "You can tell he's been married." "Do you know I went outside to show Steve the old fort," " and it was torn down." " It's been gone for years." " I was so sad." " What's this, now?" "Our old fort." "We used to play cowboys and Indians." " Daddy said rats were getting in there." " Karen!" "Shame on you!" "Don't you know you're not supposed to say "cowboys and Indians"?" "You played "cowboys and Native Americans."" "[chuckles] Right, Barb?" "What are you taking?" "What pills?" "Oh, leave me alone." "Uh-oh!" "[Mattie Fae] What, what is it?" "[coughs]" " What is it?" " [Little Charles] Dad?" " [groans]" " What's the matter?" " [Ivy] Are you OK, Uncle Charlie?" " [groaning]" " Dad, are you..." " I got a... big bite of fear." "[laughter]" " Fear never tasted so good." " Oh, you!" "It's pretty good once you get used to the taste." "I'm shaking in my boots!" "I do catch her having a cheeseburger every now and again." "[Jean] What?" "No, you don't." "[Barb] Double cheese, bacon, extra fear." "Mom, you are such a liar." "No, stop." "You are!" "If I ever called my mother a liar, she would've knocked my goddamn head off my shoulders!" "[Violet sighs]" "You girls know there is a will." " Mom." " We took care of that some time back." "[Barb] We don't want to talk about it." "Well, I want to talk about it!" "What about what I want to talk about?" "Does that count for anything?" "Bev made some good investments, believe it or not, and we had some money for you girls in his will, but, uh, we talked it over after some time passed and decided to change things," "leaving everything to me." "We didn't get around to, you know, the taking care of it legally, but you should know, he meant to leave the money to me." "OK?" " OK." " OK?" "OK." "Karen, OK?" " Yeah, OK." " OK." "But some of this furniture, some of this old shit, you can have." "I don't want it, got no use for it." "Maybe I should have an auction." "Uh, sure, an auction's a fine idea." "Because some of this... these things, the silverware, that's worth a pretty penny." "But I will sell it to you, if you like, for cheaper than I might get in an auction." "Or you might never get around to the auction, and then we can just have it for free after you die." " Barbara." " [Karen chuckles]" "Yeah, you might at that." "[Little Charles] Bill, I was wondering, your reading, the poems, which ones did you choose" " in the end to read?" " Well, I, uh..." "[Violet] Bill, where are you living now?" "You want this old sideboard?" "I beg your pardon?" "You and Barb are separated, right?" "Oh, or are you divorced already?" "No, we're, um, separated." "[Violet] Mm-hm." "You thought you could slip that by me, didn't you?" "Nobody slips anything by me." "I know what's what." "Your father thought he was slipping one by me, too, right?" " What's the matter with you?" " I'm sorry you two are having trouble." "Maybe you can work it out." "Bev and I separated..." "a couple times." "Of course, we didn't call it that." "Help us with an illustration from your storybook marriage." "Truth is, you just can't compete with a younger woman." "It's just one of those unfair things in life." "Is there a younger woman involved?" " You've said enough on this topic." " Yes." "There's a younger woman." "Well, see?" "Odds are against you there, babe." "Mom believes women don't grow more attractive with age." "[Karen] Oh, I disagree." "I think..." "No, I didn't say they "don't grow more attractive."" "I said they get ugly!" "And it's not really a matter of opinion, Karen, dear." "You've only just started to prove it yourself." "You are in rare form today, Vi." "Well, the day calls for it, doesn't it?" "What..." "What form would you have me in, hmm?" "I just don't understand why you're so adversarial." "I'm just truth-telling." "Some people are antagonized by the truth." "Everyone here loves you, dear." "Oh, you think you can shame me, Charlie?" "Blow it out your ass!" "Three days ago, I identified my father's corpse." "And now I'm supposed to sit here and listen to you viciously attack every member of this family?" "Attack my family?" "Have you ever been attacked in your sweet, spoiled life?" "Tell her about attacks, Mattie Fae." " Tell her what an attack looks like!" " Settle down, Mom." "Don't tell me to settle down, goddamn it!" "I'm not a goddamn invalid!" "Am I to be abided now?" " Have I been passed over?" " Come on, honey..." "This woman came to my rescue when one of my mother's many gentleman friends was attacking me with a claw hammer." "This woman has dents in her skull from hammer blows." "What do you know about attacks?" "What do you know about life on these Plains?" "What do you know about hard times?" "We know you had a rotten childhood, Mom." "Who didn't?" "You don't know!" "You do not know!" "None of you know!" "None of you know, except this woman right here, and that man we buried today." "Oh, sweet girl." "Sweet Barbara..." "[sniffles] ...my heart breaks for every time you felt pain." "I really..." "I wished I could've shielded you from it, but if you think you can fathom for one solitary second the pain that man endured in his natural life, you got another thing coming." "You know where your father lived from age four till about ten?" "DO you?" "Do you?" "' [Barb] No." " [Ivy] No." "In a Pontiac sedan." "With his mother, his father, in a fucking car." "Six fucking years in a car!" "Now, what do you want to say about your rotten childhood?" "Jesus." "This is the crux of the biscuit:" "we lived too hard, and then we rose too high." "We sacrificed everything, and we did it all for you." "Your father and I, first in our families to graduate high school, and he wound up an award-winning poet." "You girls, just given a college education, taken for granted, no doubt." "Where'd you wind up?" "What do you do?" "What do you do?" "Who are you?" "Jesus!" "You worked as hard as us, you'd all be president." "You had no real problems, so you got to make all your problems yourselves." "Why are you screaming at us?" "Just time some truth is told around here." "[sniffles]" "Damn fine day to tell the truth." "Well, the truth is I'm getting full." "[clears throat] Amen." "There's dessert, too." "Oh, she baked pies." "They look so lovely." "I got a truth to tell." "It speaks." " What is it, son?" " [Ivy] No, no." "[stammers] I have a truth." " [chuckles] Little Charles." " I..." "Charles, not like this, please." "The truth is..." "I forgot to set the clock." "The power didn't go out." "I forgot to set the clock." "I'm sorry, Mom." "I'm sorry, everyone." "Excuse me, I just... [door closes]" "Scintillating." "I gave up a long time ago." "Little Charles is your project now." "[sighs] Charles." "His name is Charles." "Oh, poor Ivy." "Poor baby." " Mom, please, Mom." "Just please." " Poor little thing." "She's always had a feeling for the underdog." "Just don't be mean to me right now, OK?" "I'm not." "Everybody's got the idea I'm mean all of a sudden." " Please, Mama." " I'm just telling the truth." "You're a drug addict." "[laughing] That's the truth!" "That's what I'm getting at!" "Hey, everybody, everybody, listen." "I'm a drug addict." "I love drugs." "Especially pills." "Especially downers." "You see these little blue babies?" "These are my best fucking friends, and they never let me down." "You try to get them away from me, I'll eat you alive." " Give me those goddamn pills!" " [screaming]" "Stop it!" "Holy shit!" "Give me these pills!" "[clamoring]" "Right now!" "Give me those pills!" "[screaming continues]" " Barbara, stop it!" " [Bill] Come on!" " Barbara!" " No!" "[indistinct screaming]" " [Bill] Please!" " Give it to me!" "Hey, now, come on." ", [IVY] Barb, Stop!" "Stop!" "Stop, goddamn it!" "[Violet groaning]" "Oh, goddamn you!" " Come on, Mama." " [coughing]" "Damn you." "[sighing] OK." "OK." "OK, pill raid." "Remember this?" "Remember how it goes?" "Search everything." "Every closet, every drawer," " every shoe box." " You can't do this." "It's my house." " Karen, call Dr. Burke." " OK." "You can't do this!" "It's my house!" "This is my house!" " You don't get it, do you?" " [whimpering]" "You don't get it." "lam running things now!" "[whimpering]" "[Violet sobbing]" "[Karen] Why did Dr. Burke write so many prescriptions?" "Didn't he know?" "It's not just him." "She's got a doctor in every port." "And you knew this was happening again?" "I'm sorry about you and Bill." "Me, too, Barb." "You think it's temporary, or..." "Who knows?" "We've been married a long time." "[Karen] Now what?" "[thunder rumbling]" "[Burke] The chemotherapy and the radiation coupled with the overuse of pain medications..." " [Barb] Right." " ...without the benefit of more thorough testing, an MRI or CT scan," "I believe your mother is suffering from mild cognitive impairment." "[Barb] Mild cognitive impairment?" "[Burke] Brain damage." "It may be time to consider placing her in a long-term care facility." "I know I'd feel a lot more comfortable if I knew she was receiving that level of supervision." "And, uh, where would you have us put her?" " A psychiatric hospital?" " Well, Beverly's gone." "Right." "Well, not so much "gone" as "dead," but I see your point." "Legal guardianship for you and your sisters, with my recommendation..." "[Barb] So you're thinking, if the three of us cooperated with this, uh, commitment end-around, that we would be less likely to sue your ass?" " [Burke] I'm sorry?" " [Barb] "Mild cognitive impairment"?" " Are you fucking kidding me?" " All right." "You know whose name is on these bottles?" " Barb." " Do you?" "[Burke] Your mother is a very sick person." "We've got a whole bucket of these at home with your name on it, evidence for the medical board." "Oh, let's go." "I think we're done." "[man on radio, indistinct]" "[gagging]" " Pull the car over." " We'll be home in a minute." "[wheezes] Pull the car over." "I'm gonna be sick." "[groaning] [retching]" "[coughing]" "Mom?" "Mom!" "Mom!" "[car door opens]" "[Barb] Where are you going?" "Mom!" "Mom!" "Mom, wait!" "[gasping panting]" "Mom!" "[panting] Mom." "What are you doing?" "Where the fuck are you going, Mom?" " [sobbing]" " There's nowhere to go." "[both panting]" "There's no place to go." " [car door closes] - [Barb] Mom." "I'm sorry." "[Violet] Honey, please." "[Barb] No, it's important I say this." "I... [sighs] I lost my temper at dinner and went too far." "Barbara." "The day, the funeral the pills." "I was spoiling for a fight and you gave it to me." "[Barb] So truce?" "[chuckling] Truce, honey." "Yeah, sure." "Now what?" "How do you mean?" "Well, don't you think you should consider going back to a rehab center?" "No, I can't..." "I can't go through that again." "Um, I can do this." "You, uh..." " You took all my pills, right?" " All that we could find." "Well, I don't have that many hiding places." "Now, Mom, come on." "You want to search me?" "No." "If the pills are gone, I'll be fine." "I just need a few days to get my my feet back under me." "I want you to know you're not alone, if you need any help... [groans] I don't need help." " Well, I want to help." " I don't need your help." " Mom." " I don't need your help." "I have gotten myself..." "I know how this goes." "Once all the talking's through, people just go back to their own nonsense." "I know that." "So don't worry about me." "I'll manage, I get by." "[laughter]" "[Barb] Remember the time we checked her into the psych ward," " that stunt she pulled?" " [Ivy] Big speech, she's getting clean, making this incredible sacrifice for her family." "She's let us down, but now she'll prove she's a good mother." "She smuggled Darvocet into the psych ward" " in her vagina." " [laughs]" "There's the "greatest generation" for you." "She's giving us this speech while she's clenching a bottle of pills in her cooch." " I've never heard this story." " Did you just say "cooch"?" "The phrase "Mom's pussy" seemed gauche." "You're a little more comfortable with "cooch," are you?" "What word should I use to describe our mother's vagina?" " I don't know, Barb." " "Mom's beaver"?" " "Mother's box"?" " Oh, God!" " Barbara!" " [laughter]" "One thing about Mom and Dad is you got to tip your cap to anybody who can stay married that long." "Karen, he killed himself." "We don't know that for sure." "Is there something going on between you and Little Charles?" "[chuckles] I don't know that I'm comfortable talking about that." "Because he is our first cousin, you know." "Give me a break." "You know you shouldn't consider children." "I can't anyway." "I had a hysterectomy last year." " [Karen] Why?" " Cervical cancer." " I didn't know." " [Barb] Neither did I." "I didn't tell anyone except Charles." " That's where it started between us." " Why not?" "And hear it from mom the rest of my life?" "[chuckles]" "She doesn't need another excuse to treat me like some damaged thing." "Well, you might have told us." "[Ivy] You didn't tell us about you and Bill." " That's different." " Why?" "Because it's you, and not me?" "[scoffs] Because divorce is an embarrassing public admission of defeat." "Cancer is fucking cancer." "You can't help that, we're your sisters." "I don't feel that connection very keenly." "Well, I feel very connected to the both of you." "We never see you." "You're never around." "You haven't been around..." "I still feel that connection." "I can't perpetuate these myths of family or sisterhood anymore." "We're just people, some of us accidentally connected by genetics, a random selection of cells." " When did you get so cynical?" " That's funny, coming from you." "Well, bitter, yes, but "random selection of cells"?" "Maybe my cynicism came with the realization that the responsibility of caring for our parents was mine alone." "Oh, don't give me that, I participated." "Until you had enough and got out, you and Karen both." "I'm not criticizing." "Do what you want." "You did, Karen did." "And if you didn't, that's not my fault." "That's right, so don't lay this sister thing on me, all right?" "When I leave here, I won't feel any more guilty than you two did." "I can't believe your world view is this dark." "[chuckles] You live in Florida." " [Barb] You're thinking about leaving?" " Yeah." "Charles and I are going to New York." "What are you gonna do in New York?" "We have plans." " [Barb] Like what?" " None of your business." " What about Mom?" " What about her?" " You feel comfortable leaving her here?" " Do you?" "You're going back to Miami, right?" "Yes." "I..." "Yes." "Well, there you go, Barb." "You want to know what we're doing about Mom?" "Karen and I are leaving." "You want to stay, that's your decision, but nobody gets to point a finger at me." "Nobody." "[Sighs]" "[Violet chuckling]" "My three girls, all together." "Hearing you just now gave me a warm feeling." " You had a bath?" " Yeah." " Want something to eat or coffee?" " No." "I'm fine, honey." "Thank you." "[Sighs]" "I'll bet this house has heard a lot of Weston girl secrets." "[chuckles] I get embarrassed just thinking about it." "[laughs]" "Oh, there's nothing to be embarrassed about." "Secret crushes, secret schemes." "I can't imagine anything more delicate or bittersweet." "That's just some part of you girls I always identified with." "No matter how old you get, a woman's hard-pressed to..." "throw off that part of herself." "That smells so good." "Oh, it's apple." " You want some?" " Hmm." "Sure, I do." "[clears throat] Hey, hey, did I ever tell you the story of Raymond Quails?" "That's the boy I had a crush on when I was 13 or so." "Rough-looking boy, beat-up jeans and..." "messy hair." "Terrible under-bite." "But he had the most beautiful pair of cowboy boots, shiny chocolate leather." "[sniffs] Mmm." "He was so proud of those boots." "You could tell the way he'd just strut around, all arms and elbows, you know, all puffed up and cocksure." "And I, I convinced myself that I needed to get a girly pair of those boots." "And..." "I was sure, if I did that, that he would ask me to go steady." "You know, he'd see me in the boots, and he'd just say, "That's the gal for me."" "[chuckles]" "Oh, gosh." "Yeah." "Oh, so I found the boots in a window downtown." "And I just..." "I just went crazy praying for those boots and I'm rehearsing the conversation that I would have with Raymond when, uh, when he saw me in the boots and..." "Oh, I must've asked my mama a hundred times if I could just get those boots." ""Vi, what do you want for Christmas?"" ""Mama, I'd give it all up just to have those boots."" "You know, bargaining." "So she started laying little hints around about a box." "[whispering] There was a package under the tree she had wrapped up about the size of a boot box, real nice wrapping paper." ""Now, Vi, don't you cheat and don't you go in there before Christmas morning."" "You know, with a little smile on her face." "So Christmas morning, I was up like a shot, boy, under that tree." "I was tearing that paper." "And... [chuckles] ...there were boots in there." "Men's work boots." "Holes in the toes and chewed-up, uh, laces and, uh, caked in mud... caked in mud and dog shit." "You... [scoffs]" "Lord." "My mama laughed about that for days." "Please don't tell me that's the end of the story." "Oh. [exhales]" "No, that..." "[Karen chuckles]" "That's, that's the end." "You never got the boots?" "No." "Uh-uh." "My mama was a mean, nasty, mean old lady." "[door opens, closes]" "I suppose that's where I get it from." "You're not nasty and mean." "You're our mother, and we love you." "[Violet] Oh." "[clears throat]" "Is the coast clear?" "Never very." "What are you watching?" "[sighing] Television." "Can I watch with you?" "I wish you would." "You mad at me?" "Nope." "I was trying to be brave." " I know." " It's just..." "I want people to know that I got what I always wanted." "And that means" "I am not a loser." "Hey, he)'" "You're my hero." "[chuckles]" "Come over here." "I wrote this for you." "[sniffs] Sit down." "OK." "[playing mid-tempo intro]" "♪ Well, I've never been a man of many words" "♪ And there's nothing I could say that you haven't heard" "♪ But I'll sing you love songs" "♪ Till the day I die" "♪ The way I'm feeling" "♪ I can't keep it inside" "♪ I'll sing a sweet serenade whenever you're feeling sad" "♪ And a lullaby each night" "♪ Before you go to bed" "♪ I'll sing to you" "♪ For the rest of your... a'" "Liberace, you better get yourself together." "We have to get home and take care of those damn dogs." "They've probably eaten the drapes by now." "I'm sure the house is fine." "Oh, look, honey, Little Charles has got the TV on." "This one watches so much television, it's rotted his brain." " I'm sure that's not true." " What was it I caught you" " watching the other day?" " I don't remember." "You do so remember." "Some dumb talk show about people swapping wives." " I don't remember." " You don't remember." "Too bad there's not a job where they pay you to sit around watching TV." "Come on, Mattie Fae." "You know he got fired from a shoe store?" "Mattie Fae, we're gonna get in the car and go home." "And if you say one more mean thing to that boy," "I'm gonna kick your fat Irish ass onto the highway." "What the hell did you say to me?" "!" "You kids go outside, would you, please?" "[gasps]" "I don't understand this meanness." "I look at you and your sister, and the way you talk to people, and I don't understand it." "I can't understand why folks can't be respectful of one another." "I don't think there's any excuse for it." "My family didn't treat each other that way." "Well, maybe that's because your family..." "You'd better not say anything about my family right now." "I mean it." "We just buried a man I loved very much, and whatever faults he may have had... he was a good, kind, decent man." "And to hear you tear into your own son not even a day later, that dishonors Beverly's memory." "We've been married 38 years... and I wouldn't trade them for anything." "But if you can't find a generous place in your heart for your own son we're not gonna make it to 39." " I didn't mean to eavesdrop, I froze." " That's..." "You have a cigarette, hon?" "[chuckles] No." "I quit years ago." "So did I, it just sounded good to me." "I thought at dinner, at that..." "horrible dinner, it seemed like..." "something might be going on between Ivy and Little Charles." "Do you know if that's true?" "Oh." "Um..." "I'm not sure." "Just... is it true?" "Yes, it's true." "OK." "That can't happen." "This is gonna be difficult." "Uh, Ivy and Little Charles have always marched to their own..." "And I'd expect this to be toughest on you." " Barb..." " They're in love." "They think they are." "I know it's unorthodox for cousins to get together," " at least these days..." " They're not cousins." "Beg pardon?" "Little Charles is not your cousin, he's your brother." "He's your blood brother." "Half brother." "He's your father's child." "Which means he's Ivy's brother." "Do you see?" "[Karen speaking indistinctly]" " Go away." "Go away now!" "Go away!" " We're just gonna..." "All right, all right." "You and Dad." "Who knows this?" "I do and you do." "Uncle Charlie doesn't suspect?" " We've never discussed it." " What?" "!" "We've never discussed it, OK?" "Did Dad know?" "Yes." " You know, I'm not proud of this." " Really?" "You people amaze me." "What, were you drunk?" "Was this just..." "I wasn't drunk, no." "Maybe it's hard for you to believe, looking at me, knowing me the way you do all these years." "I mean, I know to you I'm just your old fat Aunt Mattie Fae." "I'm more than that, sweetheart." "There's more to me than that." "I don't know why Little Charles is such a disappointment to me." "Maybe he..." "Well, I don't know why." "I'm disappointed for him, more than anything." "I made a mistake a long time ago." "OK?" "I paid for it." "But the mist... mistake ends here." "If Ivy found out, it would destroy her." "I'm sure as hell not gonna tell her." "You have to find a way to stop it." "You have to put a stop to it." "[dog barking in distance]" "[Steve speaks indistinctly]" "[Jean laughs]" "[Steve] Really good shit." "[Steve continues indistinctly]" " [Jean laughs] What?" " [Steve continues indistinctly]" "[Steve] Hey, you want a shotgun?" " You know what a shotgun is?" " [Jean] I know what a shotgun is." "[Steve] No, not that kind of shotgun." "Here." "You put your lips right next to mine and you inhale when I exhale." " Ready?" "[speaks indistinctly] - [Jean laughing]" "Hold it." "Don't let it out." "[coughing]" "How about that?" "It's a kick, huh?" "[laughs]" "[Steve speaks indistinctly]" " [Jean] No, I'm cool." " You're not passing out on me, are you?" " [Jean laughs]" " Christ, you got a great set." "[Jean] You weren't kidding." "That stuffs strong." "[Steve] Show 'em to me?" "I won't look." "[Jean] If you're not gonna look, then there's no point" " in me showing them to you." " [Steve] OK, OK, I'll look." "Come on, you're gonna get us both in trouble." "No, I'm white and over 30." "I don't get in trouble." "All right." "Come on, man, listen up." "Come on." " Show you mine if you show me yours." " I don't want to see yours." " [Steve] Hmm?" " oh, my God!" " Hey, wait, hold on there." " Oh, my God!" " Goddamn!" "Aah!" " Stop it!" "[Jean] Stop!" "Stop!" " Ow!" " [Steve groaning]" " Oh, my God!" "What is wrong with you?" "Steve?" "Steve?" "What happened?" " [Johnna] He was messing with Jean." " [Karen] Baby, are you OK?" " [Barb] Jean." " You're bleeding." " What are you doing up?" " [Jean] I don't know." " Do I need to call a doctor?" " I don't know!" " Are you all right?" " Yeah, I'm fine." "Johnna, what's going on?" "He was messing with Jean, so I tuned him up." "Messing with?" "What do you mean, messing with"?" "He was kissing and grabbing her." "I'll murder you, you prick!" "Do you know how old that girl is?" " [Jean] Mom!" " [Bill] Get him in the house!" " I didn't do that." " She's 14 years old!" " I didn't do anything!" " [Barb] You out of your goddamn mind?" " Back off, Barbara!" " She said she was 15." "That son of a bitch is a sociopath!" "What is the matter with you?" "Will you stop freaking out?" "Why don't you start at the beginning?" "Like, what are you even doing up?" "Sweetheart, we need to know what went on here." "[Jean] Nothing went on!" "Nothing, OK?" "Can we not turn everything into a federal case here?" "OK, I just..." "I came down, smoked a little pot, just a little pot and... then we were just goofing around, and everything just got a little bit crazy." "What have I told you about smoking that shit?" " Nothing happened." " Just tell me what he did." "He didn't do anything!" "What is the big deal?" "The big deal, Jean, is that you are 14 years old!" "Yeah, and that's just a few years younger than you like 'em." "[loud slap]" "[Jean sobbing] I hate you!" "What is the matter with you?" "[door slams]" "Jean?" " [dog barking in distance]" " Jean?" "I can do without a speech." " Where is he?" " Out in the car." "We're leaving back to Florida tonight." "Now." "Me and Steve together." "You want to give me some grief about that?" " You wait a goddamn minute." " And you better find out from Jean exactly what went on before you start pointing fingers." "Because I doubt that Jean's blameless in all of this." "You know, I'm not saying that I blame her." "Just because I said she's not blameless, it doesn't mean I blamed her." "I'm just saying that she might share in the responsibility." "It's not cut-and-dried." "It lives where everything lives, somewhere in the middle, where the rest of us live." " Everyone but you!" " Karen..." "And I'm no angel myself." "I've done some things I'm not proud of." "Things you'll never know about." "And I may have to do some things I'm not proud of again." "'Cause... [laughs] ...life just puts you in a corner that way." "Anyway, you have your own hash to settle before you start making speeches to the rest of us." "And come January, I'll be in Belize." "Doesn't that sound nice?" "[engine idling] [engine revving] [tires skidding over dirt]" "I'm taking Jean with me, heading back to Colorado in the morning." "You're never coming back to me, are you, Bill?" "Never say never, but..." "But no." "I'll probably never really understand why, will I?" "Probably not." "[door creaks]" "[starts engine]" "[door alarm beeping]" "Where are Bill and Jean going?" "Karen leave, too?" "Yeah." "Is Mom clean?" " She's moderately clean." " Moderately?" "You don't like "moderately," then let's say tolerably." " Is she clean or not?" " Back off." "I'm nervous." "Oh, Christ, Ivy, not today." "I have to tell her, don't I?" "We're leaving for New York tomorrow." "I don't think it's a good idea for you and Charles to take this any further." " Where's this coming from?" " There's a lot of fish in the sea." "Surely you can rule out the one single man in the world" " you're related to." " I love the man I'm related to." "Fuck love." "What a crock of shit, love." "People can convince themselves they love a painted rock." "[Sighs]" " Looks great." "What is it?" " Catfish." "Bottom-feeders." "My favorite." "You're nearly 5o years old, Ivy." "You can't go to New York, you'll break a hip." "Here." "Eat your catfish." " Oh, you're infuriating." " I'm not the one fucking my cousin." "I've lived here year in, year out, hoping against hope someone would come into my life." "Don't get all Carson McCullers on me." "Now, wipe that tragic look off your face and eat some catfish." "[groans] Howdy, Mom" " What's howdy about it?" " Look, catfish for lunch." "Johnna?" "You hungry?" "[Violet] Ivy, you should smile, like me." " Mom needs her lunch, please." " OK." " I'm not hungry." " You didn't eat today, you didn't eat anything yesterday." "I'm not hungry." "You're eating." "Do what I say." "Everyone do what I say." "May I ask why neither of you is dressed?" "[Barb] It's not like we're sitting here naked, right?" "We're dressed." "Or should we be dressed up?" "Right, 'cause you're coming over for fish?" " I'll eat in my room." " That's fine." "Thank you." "Yeah." " [sighs] Eat." " No." " Eat it..." "Mom." "Eat it." " No!" " Eat it, you fucker." "Eat that catfish." " Go to hell." "That doesn't cut any fucking ice with me." "Eat the fucking fish." "[Ivy] Mom, I have something to talk to you about." " No, you don't." "No, you don't." " Barbara..." "Shut up." "Shut the fuck up." "Please!" " What's to talk about?" " Forget it." "Eat the fucking fish." "I'm not hungry." "Eat the fish, bitch!" "Barbara..." "OK, fine." "Fuck it." "Do what you want." "I have to tell you something." " [Barb] lvy's a lesbian." " Barbara!" " [laughing] No, you're not." " No, I'm not." "Yes, you are." "Did you eat your fish?" " [Ivy] Barbara, stop it." " Barbara, be quiet, now." "Mom, please, this is important." "Eat your fish, eat your fish, eat your fish," " eat your fish, eat your fish..." " [shatters]" "What the fuck?" "!" "I have something to say." "Are we breaking shit now, huh?" "I can break shit." " Hey, see, everybody can break shit." " Charles and I..." "You don't want to break shit with me, motherfucker!" "Charles and I..." "Johnna, we got a little spill in here!" "Barbara, stop it!" "Mom..." "Charles and I..." " Little Charles." " Barbara." "You've got to say "Little Charles"" "or she's not gonna know who you're talking about." "[Sighs]" "Little Charles and I..." "Little Charles and I..." "Little Charles and you are brother and sister." "I know that." "Wait." "What?" "[chuckling] No, listen." "[snorts] Little Charles and I..." "I've always known that." "I told you, nobody slips anything by me." " Mom..." " Don't listen." "I knew the whole time Bev and Mattie Fae were carrying on." "Charlie should have known, too, if he hadn't been smoking all that grass." "It's the pills talking." "Pills can't talk." "Your father tore himself up over it 30-some-odd years, but..." "Beverly wouldn't be Beverly if he hadn't had something to brood about." "Mom, what are you talking about?" "Better you girls know now, now you're older." "You never know when somebody might need a kidney." "Why in God's name did you tell me this?" "He)', Why do you care?" "[chuckles wryly]" " You're monsters." "Monsters!" " Oh, come on, now." " [Violet] Who's the injured party here?" " [door slams]" " [sobs] - [Barb] Ivy, listen..." "You will never see me again." "Mattie Fae told me, and I didn't know what to do." "I was trying to protect you." "We'll go anyway, we'll still go away." "This is not my fault." "Mom told you." "It wasn't me, it was Mom." "There's no difference." "[sighs] [engine starts]" "[Barb] Ivy!" "[crying]" "Ivy, don't go!" "Ivy!" "Ivy!" "Ivy!" "[Sighs]" "Ivy!" "[Violet] We couldn't let Ivy run off with Little Charles." "It just... wouldn't be right." "She'll be back." "[chuckles] She's a sweet girl, Ivy." "I love her to death, but... [exhales] ...she isn't strong." "Not like you." "Or me. [chuckles]" "You knew about Daddy and Mattie Fae?" "Oh, sure." "Sure, but I never told them I knew." "Your father knew." "He knew I knew, but we never talked about it." "I chose the higher ground." "But if I'd had a chance, there at the end," "I would've..." "I would've told him," ""I hope this isn't about Little Charles, 'cause you know I know all about that."" "You know, if I'd reached him over to the motel," "I would've said, "You'd be better off if you quit sulking about this ancient history."" "What motel?" "I called over there on Monday after I got into the safety deposit box." "But it was too late." "He'd checked out." " How'd you know where he was?" " The note." "He said I could call him over to the Country Squire Motel." "He left a note?" "I did call over there on Monday." "After you got your money out of your safety deposit box." "We had an arrangement." "You have to understand, for people like your father and me, who never had any money, ever, as kids, people from our generation, that money is important." "If you could have stopped Daddy from killing himself, you wouldn't have needed to get into your safety deposit box." "Well, hindsight's always 20/20, isn't it?" "Did the note say he was going to kill himself?" "Mom?" "If I had my wits about me, maybe I might've done it different." "But... [sighs]" "I was..." "Your father and I both, we were..." "You were both fucked-up." "You were fucked-up." "You are fucked-up." "[sighs] You'd better understand this, you smug little ingrate." "There's at least one reason why Beverly killed himself, and that is you." "You think there's any way in hell that he would've done what he did if you were still here?" "No!" "Just him and me in this house, alone, in the dark, abandoned, wasted lifetimes devoted to your care and comfort." "Oh, yes, you stick that knife of judgment in me, go ahead, but make no mistake, his blood is just as much on your hands as it is on mine." "He did this, though." "This is his doing, not ours." "[Sighing] Jeez." "Can you imagine anything more cruel to make me responsible?" "Why?" "Just to weaken me, make me prove my character?" "So, no, I waited." "I waited to get into that safety deposit box." "I would have waited anyway." "You want to show who's stronger, Bev?" "Nobody's stronger than me, goddamn it." "When nothing is left, when everything is gone, disappeared... [hits table]" "I'll be here." "Who's stronger now, you son of a bitch?" "!" "You're right, Mom." "You're the strong one." "Yeah." "[door opens]" "Barb?" "[door closes]" "Barbara?" "Oh." "Barb?" "Barbara?" " [engine starts]" " Oh, Barb!" "Barbara!" "Barbara, please." "Barbara!" "Barbara!" "Barbara?" "Ivy?" "WY, YOU here?" "[I Eric Clapton: "Lay Down Sally"]" "Bey?" "Bey?" "Johnna?" "Johnna?" "Johnna?" "[coughing]" "Johnna?" "[song fades into low-tempo music]" "Johnna?" "Johnna?" "Oh." "Johnna." "Johnna." "[groaning]" "And then you're gone," "Beverly." "And then you're gone." "[chuckles]" "[Sighs]" "[engine starts]" "[I Kings of Leon: "Last Mile Home"]"