"I woke up I didn't kwow" "Where I was." "Didn't know who I was." "Couldn't believe I'd slept" "Through most of my life." "I'd been unconscious for 22" "Years." "Since 1989." "I was 18." "and the accident happened" "At a construction site," "Is that right?" "yes, it was a summer job." "I was installing a church" "Steeple." "A crane collapsed." "I don't even remember it hitting" "Me." "One second, it was" "A beautiful day, the next," "Phhtt--lights out." "and what exactly is it that" "Brought you here?" "What don't you" "Like about yourself?" "jesus, man, look at me." "I'm ancient!" "Even though my body was alive" "For 40 years, I was only awake" "For 18." "and you want to look like" "An 18 year old again?" "I am an 18 year old!" "I had plans before I went in" "The coma." "I was gonna go to" "College." "I was gonna meet" "A girl, have a family." "Have a career." "mr." "Kenny... see, that's" "I'm a mister." "I'm a mister now." "[sighs]" "I lothe mirror and I see" "This old man looking back at me." "And I'm like, "who are you?" "Who put me in your body?"" "I need you to make the outside" "Match the inside." "You can give" "Me a chance to live all those" "Years that I lost for the first" "Time, fully awake." "You can give me back my life. * ahh," "Make me" "Beautiful * * make me" "The perfect soul," "A perfect mind," "A perfect face," "A perfect" "Lie *" "Lie *" "* now my life wears out," "And I wonder [indistinct]" "Look like this," "There's a knock on the door * [song continues]" "[tv playing] why aren't you getting ready?" "ready?" "For what?" "I have a meet and greet" "At the pacific design center" "Tonight." "I told you this" "A week ago, you don't remember?" "[sighs]" "Christian, this is really" "Important." "I need to make" "Contacts tonight, and I had all" "Of these business cards made." ""over 15 years experience."" "In what?" "well, I had a life before" "You and I met." "I designed all my own" "Movie sets." "oh. [chuckles] ok." "well, you haven't exactly" "Thanked me for what I've done" "Here." "can't imagine how that" "Slipped my mind." "look, I know it takes" "A little bit of getting used to," "But in the overcrowded markets" "In l.A., you need to make" "Bold style choices." "And speaking of style, could you" "Please get up off the couch" "And go get dressed?" "[turns on tv] this is the third time" "You tried to drag me out this" "Week, all right?" "I didn't get" "Married so that you could get me" "In a suit and have me rub elbows" "With the great unwashed." "[turns off tv] all right." "Look, I got the house, the job," "The beautiful wife." "Just let me" "Relax and enjoy my life." "[turns on tv] [puts remote control on table] ok." "awesome ballgame last night." "You get to catch it?" "is that you?" "huh?" "you stink." "And you look like shit." "thank you." "You know how long it took me to" "Get ready this morning?" "3 minutes." "Got to catch" "Sportscenter for the first time" "In months, didn't cut myself" "Shaving, didn't have to swing by" "The dry cleaners on my way" "To the office." "yeah, maybe you should have." "I am done getting up at 6:00" "Every day, getting ready for" "Work." "Shower, shave, do the" "Hair, press the suit." "All that bullshit's hard on" "A man." "Why are you looking" "At that thing, by the way?" "trying to find a bed." "Only have a mattress on" "The floor right now." "a man over thirty should" "Never buy anything that he has" "To put together, particularly" "From the swedes." "mm-hmm." "Julia used to buy our furniture." "Never really had to do this" "Before." "Never had my own place" "Until now." "ha, call my wife." "She apparently is an interior" "Designer now." "kimber?" "matter of fact..." "You'd be doing me a huge favor." "She's being a real pain in" "The ass." "Do you mind giving her a buzz?" "Huh?" "excuse me." "I've been" "Waiting for a half hour." "Should I reschedule?" "I told you already, we'll be" "With you as soon as we can." "hi." "hi." "sorry to keep you waiting," "Mrs., um-- banks." "banks." "willow banks." "willow banks." "Wow." "Beautiful." "Dr. Christian troy." "[chuckles]" "You a model?" "I was." "great." "I'd like to apologize" "For the receptionist." "She can" "Be a real bitch sometimes." "dr." "Troy-- do it again, you're fired." "Ok?" "[murmuring]" "Shall we?" "yeah." "Please don't fire her on my" "Account." "Women always seem" "To treat me like that." "maybe I'll give her a raise." "[chuckles]" "Ahh." "maybe I should bang" "The shit out of you right here" "On this desk." "Dr. Troy?" "Dr. Troy?" "Excuse me?" "yes." "So..." "What can I do for you," "Ms. Banks?" "I'd ask you what you" "Don't like about yourself," "But you look pretty good to me." "[chuckles] well, that's exactly" "The problem." "right." "I'm tired of all" "The attention I get because" "Of the way I look." "I'm tired" "Of every guy I meet either being" "Too intimidated to talk to me," "Or think that he can just stroll" "Up and ask me out." "hmm." "I can't tell you how many" "Times a guy has tried some" "Cheesy pick-up line or howled" "Like a dog as I walk by." "I mean," "Is it too much to ask for just" "A little conversation before" "Telling me that you're" "Envisioning me naked?" "[sighs] and I'm tired of not having" "Any girlfriends because they" "Think I make them look bad." "I just..." "I can't be perfect" "Anymore." "I want to be unperfect." "unperfect?" "mm-hmm." "Yeah." "[chuckles]" "Well, that's the stupidest thing" "I ever heard." "[laughs]" "People come in here every day" "Asking for what you have." "They want your face." "well, I don't." "Not any" "Longer." "It's just too much" "Pressure, dr." "Troy." "I feel like" "I'm onstage all the time." "I even quit modeling, and that" "Hasn't helped." "Look, for once in" "My life, I just want to be able" "To walk down the street" "And be ignored." "I want to be normal looking." "I want to be average." "what about putting on" "A couple of pounds?" "You know," "A double cheeseburger," "Something like that." "I don't eat red meat." "ice cream." "I'm lactose intolerant." "jesus." "You know what I'm talking about." "Just take worse care of" "Yourself." "Like some nuts?" "no, thanks." "come on, you might enjoy it." "look, I said I wanted to be" "Unbeautiful, not unhealthy." "ok." "and I have tried to make" "Superficial changes." "I'm not" "Wearing any make-up, I haven't" "Washed my hair in like a week." "I mean, look at what I'm" "Wearing, for christ sakes." "And still, your parking valet" "Gave me his phone number." "well, you'll just have to try" "A little harder, because looking" "The way you look, I would never" "Touch you with a scalpel." "And good luck finding a doctor" "Who would." "[knock on door] phew." "hey." "hey." "oh, hello." "Heh." "Do you want" "Me to come back?" "no, no, no." "Come in, come in." "you sure?" "Ok." "I just got a little carried" "Away." "working out?" "yeah." "It's kind of a metaphor" "For my life these days." "You want some water?" "oh, no, thanks." "I'm good." "I just keep running" "And running without a clue" "Where I'm going." "well, at least you care about" "Your health and your body." "Christian's at home laying" "On the couch drinking beer" "Like a fat slob." "Seems he's" "Given up." "well, maybe that's his way of" "Saying he's happy." "or maybe it's his way of" "Telling me he doesn't care" "What I think." "Ah." "well, he is proud of you," "Kimber." "I suppose." "Well, ok." "I hope you like" "What I put together." "Do you mind?" "no, no." "Yeah, yeah." "first one." "oh." "Now, see, this is" "A little more christian than me," "Don't you think?" "all right." "Well, what are your tastes?" "Like, how would you describe" "Sean mcnamara?" "[chuckles] well, how would" "I know?" "I'm just a doctor." "well, you're more than that." "What about like an artsy," "Intellectual, mid-century type" "Of guy?" "hmm." "hmm?" "Or you could do kind of a homey," "Kick-back, country french look?" "look, do I need to go to" "Therapy just to get some" "Furniture for this place?" "That's why I hired you." "no, it's just, in design" "School, they really emphasize on" "Listening to the client." "You know, like your likes," "Dislikes, colors." "yeah, well, this particular" "Client has no self, it seems." "He's arrived in his 45th year" "With no opinions or taste of his" "Own." "He spent too much time in" "Everyone else's shadow." "Kimber, just do your thing." "You know, whatever you think." "Let your imagination go," "You have my permission." "yeah?" "yeah." "ok." "Well, I think I can do" "Something in here." "Thank you." "I promise you, I'm going to blow" "You away with this place, ok?" "I have total faith in you." "thanks." "I'll see you later." "ok." "bye." "bye." "[chuckles] see ya." "see ya." "[music playing] [monitor beeping]" "it really is a miracle." "oh, absolutely. 99% of comas" "That last more than three years" "Are permanent." "no, I mean because he can" "Steal $40,000 from us just lying" "On this table." "It's--it's miraculous." "this is not a typical" "Pro-bono case." "The wear and tear on his face" "Is completely out of the norm" "Because of his prone position." "ok, we're doing" "A rhytidectomy with an s.M.A.S." "Plication." "you're right." "We can now corner the market" "On rip van winkles." "Very impressive." "Made up a lot of new expenses." "You know, I'm just trying to be" "Responsible." "at this point in my life," "I'm not compromising on work" "I find interesting and rewarding" "So you can have new toys." "I don't know why you're worried" "About money." "I just got kimber's" "First bill." "well, unlike mr." "Kenny," "You're not a charity case, ok?" "Did you think she was going" "To work for free?" "there's a difference between" "Pro-bono and bleeding me dry." "I'm her first client, and I only" "Hired her as a favor to you." "you know, if I had have known" "You'd be such a pain in the ass," "I never would have suggested it" "In the first place." "you know what?" "Why don't you just leave?" "huh?" "I'd like to finish this" "On my own." "are you serious?" "I'm tired of the witty banter" "And the back and forth and you" "Telling me all the ways I'm" "Making your life more difficult." "If you don't mind, I'd like to" "Spend some time focusing on" "My work." "are you serious?" "yes." "hmm." "[music continues]" "jesus!" "wait a second, don't push it." "It's gonna get dirty." "don't tell me you're redoing" "The living room again." "no, no, this is for sean." "I have to go there later" "And finish." "well, I thought we were going" "To stay home and watch some" "Television together." "honey, I told you, I have" "A client deadline." "[scoffs] client?" "He's not a client, he's sean." "The only reason he gave you" "The job was because I asked him" "To in the first place." "well, that's not what" "He told me." "[sighs]" "Ok." "Damn it, I can't find" "The swatches." "Christian, why do you have to" "Ruin everything for me?" "look, I told sean to call you" "Before you got booked up," "That's all, all right?" "This is exactly what I was" "Worried about, by the way." "I mean, you working again was" "Supposed to make you feel happy," "Not miserable." "Now you feel" "Miserable and I feel miserable," "And..." "It's not good." "Maybe we should spend more time" "Together or something." "[scoffs]" "And how are we going to spend" "Time together with that giant" "Gut of yours in between us?" "what?" "I have a gut?" "and that stubble you've got" "Going on?" "You think I like that" "Rubbing in between my legs?" "I thought" "You liked the beard." "I'm not talking about your" "Beard, christian." "I'm talking" "About your balls." "You used to" "Shave them for me." "Now I'm lucky if you even run" "A comb through your hair" "Before you leave the house." "This whole new christian look" "Isn't exactly working for me." "So maybe if you could rediscover" "A brush, or, I don't know, maybe" "A razor..." "Until then, you're not doing me" "Either, ok?" "Oh, don't wait up for me, 'cause I'm gonna be late." "[music playing]" "you look good." "hey." "Ah." "Sorry." "I, uh--linda gave me" "This, and..." "I used to think" "The walkman was cool." "[chuckles] have a seat." "I want a last little look," "Send you on your way" "With a clean bill of health." "my mom started crying when" "She looked at me." "She said" "Looking at me made her feel 20 years younger." "well, I don't know about 20." "But we definitely chopped off" "At least 10." "So, what's next on your agenda?" "it's all pretty weird." "All my friends have grown" "And have families and careers," "And a lot of them have moved" "Away." "So I really want to meet" "Someone my own age." "Early twenties, maybe." "I don't" "Want to aim too high." "But" "I figured I'd go to the clubs" "And see if I was any better" "Of a dancer than I used to be." "any suggestions?" "no, not really." "I travel in a slightly older" "Circle." "oh." "best of luck, though." "thank you." "I feel like a freak." "I have no idea what girls like" "Today." "You know, texting," "Cell phones, google." "It's all pretty..." "Nerve wracking." "well, it's kind of like" "Riding a bike." "I'm sure you'll" "Be fine." "except I've never ridden" "A bike." "So to speak." "so you're... yeah." "A 40-year-old virgin." "Oh." "Could have been worse." "Could have died one." "I know a place that you might" "Like." "They even let old guys" "Like me in." "[knock on door] oh." "Hi." "hi." "um, did you come find me to" "Tell me that you changed your" "Mind about my surgery, or... no, actually, I came to" "Change your mind about" "The surgery." "that won't happen." "I already have two more" "Appointments with plastic" "Surgeons next week, dr." "Troy." "So-- you can call me christian." "hmm." "I'm not here as your doctor." "[chuckles]" "You do like wine, don't you?" "yeah." "yeah?" "Well, this is, uh," "Really nice." "Goes perfectly" "With the colonel's special" "Recipe." "I've already eaten," "But thank you." "oh, ok." "Well," "That's more for me." "what are you doing?" "huh?" "you know, it's Saturday" "Night." "How do you know" "I'm not going out?" "you don't like aggressive" "Men, and there's more aggressive" "And drunk men out on a Saturday" "Night than any other night" "Of the week." "So why don't you do" "Us both a favor, just quit your" "Yappin', grab a couple" "Of glasses and a corkscrew," "And come sit your little ass" "Down on the couch." "seems like I don't have to go" "Out to find an aggressive man." "ok." "Come to papa." "Ha ha ha." "Ah." "ahh." "I don't think I've had fried" "Chicken since I was in, like," "High school." "But at least you're removing" "The skin." "That's where" "All the fat is." "that's where all the taste" "Is." "Ahh." "Ok." "Mmm." "ugh." "mmm." "Mmm." "Woh." "Are you sure you don't want to" "Try some of this?" "yeah, no." "mmm." "Mmm." "ok." "Give me one of those." "mm-hmm." "[music playing]" "* one thing that I" "Just can't see" "Is how to touch a girl * the music's pretty cool." "What is this?" "to tell you the truth," "I think the last time I bought" "A cd, you were still awake." "I'm mostly into pop music" "From the late eighties." "You know, phil collins," "Richard marx." "There was" "An innocence to it." "it sucked." "The girls dress a lot better" "Now, though." "yeah." "You woke up at just the right" "Time." "This is the slut" "Generation." "Most of these girls," "Their role models are famous for" "Having sex tapes." "My partner's really the expert" "In these places." "well, what would you do now?" "[music continues]" "hi." "I'm dr." "Sean mcnamara." "I'm a plastic surgeon." "are you guys narcs?" "what do we do now?" "now we get drunk." "Tequila." "Best you have." "[music continues]" "mmm." "tomorrow,'m introducing you" "To a triple stuft burrito" "With sour cream." "I think we should buy" "A kfc franchise together." "mmm." "settle down somewhere" "Like..." "Fresno." "And never be" "Heard from again." "[chuckles]" "Sounds good." "Fat and happy ever after." "fat and happy." "And ugly." "mmm." "uh, wait a second." "I have an idea." "ohh." "[train whistle in distance] [door closes] [water running] you better not be puking your" "Guts out in there." "You don't have anything sweet," "Do you?" "[water stops rning] [clattering] so what do you think?" "hmm?" "Holy shit." "yeah." "I can't belve" "I did it." "But I did it." "It worked." "I'm ugly, right?" "you're, um, impulsive." "Which is very hot." "Ahh." "[dance music playing] this place is awesome!" "hey, how are you doing?" "* launch me into space," "Launch me into space * hey." "I gotta--I gotta get out of" "Here." "You stay, I'm gonna go." "[vocalizing]" "what the hell... [door opens] oh, hey." "oh, I didn't know" "You'd still be here." "oh, well, it took a lot" "Longer than I thought it was" "Going to." "Actually, the movers" "Just left." "So what do you think?" "Oh, you hate it." "Oh." "this is how you see me?" "well, old-fashioned gentleman" "With a hint of old-world" "Glamour, yeah." "old-fashioned." "Old world." "Old pretty much says it, right?" "sean..." "Think of clark gable." "Or rudolph valentino." "If those guys had a bachelor" "Pad, they'd totally decorate it" "Like this." "[sighs] all right, you hate it." "I'm sorry if it's not what you" "Wanted." "I just wanted to make" "You feel special." "[sighs]" "kimber..." "So caught up in myself," "I wasn't thinking." "You know, now that I'm really" "Looking at it, it is pretty" "Great." "You got me, or somebody" "I'd like to be." "yeah, now you're just" "Saying that." "no, no, no." "Hey." "It's" "Completely different from" "Anything I could have imagined." "But strangely..." "Right." "I think I'll like coming home" "To this." "yeah?" "yeah." "oh, that's great." "Oh, sean, thank you." "Ohh." "My god, you have no idea how" "Hard I have worked on this." "well, you are talented," "Kimber." "well, tell that to christian." "He hates how I redid" "The house." "Our house, whatever." "well, he can be tough." "I'm terrified of making" "Mistakes, right?" "Like," "I completely lose my instincts." "I don't know who he is." "I don't know who I am, or..." "Us as a couple." "It's just so" "Frustrating." "But thanks for" "Being sweet and making me feel" "Confident." "doesn't take much." "A little sunshine, a little" "Watering." "Look what you did." "well..." "Um, you know, I did the library" "Back there, and it has this" "Beautiful, dark carved wood... show me the bedroom first." "Mmm." "mmm." "I came here to tell you that" "We can't do this again!" "oh, yeah, we can't do this" "Anymore, you're right." "I mean, like, we're bad." "Like, this is really bad." "I know." "The worst." "How come I don't" "Feel guilty?" "ooh!" "Oh!" "Oh!" "[clattering]" "Is that him?" "Is that christian?" "yeah." "We're only separated" "By this wall." "oh, I like it." "Oh!" "[both moaning] not even fast food?" "You gotta eat." "why do you need to go to [indistinct]?" "I'll be back in a flash." "a flash?" "mm-hmm." "Come on." "Big old burrito" "Smothered in guacamole" "And sour cream." "ok." "Pull the car out front." "Meet you downstairs." "Ahh." "[kimber and sean giggling] sean, who the hell you" "Banging in there?" "oh, just your wife," "Sweetheart." "hey, what's up?" "what the hell" "Are you doing here?" "well, she's doing such a good" "Job on the apartment, I wanted" "To ask her advice on a new desk." "Tired of glass." "I want to warm it up in here." "why was it locked?" "um, oh, I had just mentioned" "To sean about the new brush" "Nickel door hardware, and so" "I must have just, you know," "Hit the button." "brush nickel?" "hmm." "look, no changes" "Without me, ok?" "I gotta go take care of" "Something I forgot to take care" "Of before." "And if I'm not back" "In time, just start surgery" "Without me, ok?" "Ahem." "no changes without my ok?" "What kind of ego trip is he on?" "well, it's always gotta be" "The christian troy show," "Even my office." "You were very" "Cool, my dear." "mmm, well, it's all my years" "Of acting." "yes." "Mmm." "ok, so, sean, um," "I'll get you some tear sheets" "On the wood desks." "for this stuff," "You need to byob." "I don't drink beer, remember." "I mean bring your own beano." "Eating like a pig is one thing." "Smelling like them is another," "Ok?" "Stinky women are" "A real turn off." "I'll keep that in mind." "ah." "All right." "We got everything." "when do you have to be back" "At work?" "whenever." "It's not like my" "Partner has anywhere else to go." "then let's hit a matinee." "We'll waste the whole afternoon." "You know, a movie theater" "Is the only place I can really" "Relax." "because you sit in the dark" "And nobody bothers you, or... maybe." "Maybe I just like juju fruits." "[chuckles] [rap music playing] [speaking spanish]" "... Alien nation!" "[laughter] [speaking spanish]" "That's right!" "Aye!" "hey, have a little respect," "Buddy boy." "[speaking spanish] whoa!" "[speaking spanish] go!" "Go!" "[tires squealing]" "you know, uh," "You can slow down now." "I can't do anything" "To change myself." "I'm so sick of this face." "jesus!" "What are you doing," "You crazy bitch?" "!" "If you want to kill yourself," "Fine, all right, but just let me" "Out of the car!" "sorry, christian." "It's the only thing left" "For me to do!" "please stop the car," "Please stop the car!" "Jesus, jesus!" "Stop!" "[crash]" "those guys at the e.R." "Were awesome, by the way." "She's lucky she's alive." "What a crazy bitch." "You're driving me bat shit," "Sean." "don't move." "oh, jesus." "Like waiting to" "Get a shot, the anticipation" "Is worse than the actual needle." "Just go ahead and say it, all" "Right?" "I think with my dick." "I am a dick." "Ok, say it." "it's none of my business." "since when is me screwing up" "None of your business, huh?" "You thrive on it." "that should heal without" "A scar." "I know you." "You can pretend" "You don't care." "But I know you do." "that may have been true once." "come on, you can't tell me" "You don't want to know" "What happened." "I think I'll leave that for" "Kimber to ask." "She's your wi." "She's the one who might be" "Curious." "she's the one who pushed me" "Out of the goddamn door." "ahem." "so tell me..." "Is there anything about me" "That you still like?" "I don't think so." "you're a self-righteous" "Little prick, you know that?" "did it ever occur to you that" "Maybe it's you who needs me to" "Be angry at you?" "quite frankly, it never" "Occurred to me." "good, 'cause I'm done" "Being a substitute" "For your conscience." "I know you can't change." "phhtt." "so we met at the club." "it was love at first sight." "But then when he told me his" "Story, oh, my god, imagine" "How much fun it will be to teach" "Him all about the last 20 years." "Obama and britney." "All that" "Stuff." "well, I don't understand," "Rupert." "You don't need my" "Consent to have a girlfriend." "oh, fiancÃ©e." "We're engaged." "well, engaged to be engaged." "I want to get mckenzie" "Breast implants." "a diamond is more" "Traditional." "my right one's a little" "Smaller, and isort of has" "That pancake thing going on." "it's been a struggle" "Her whole life." "rupert, can I speak to you" "Alone for a moment?" "she's awesome, isn't she?" "she's using you." "dude, you're wrong." "We've been doing it nonstop" "For like two days straight." "yeah, sex is not love, ok?" "It's usually not even" "An expression of love." "Sometimes women and men use it" "For less than innocent purposes." "You're just a kid." "You've been" "Asleep for 20 years." "You don't" "Understand how women work." "oh, you do?" "I saw your moves" "On the dance floor," "It was pretty mediocre." "I was married for 20 years." "how'd that turn out?" "look, I've slept with plenty" "Of women." "The good ones don't" "Ask you to buy them new breasts" "On the first date." "well, look, thank you for" "Caring, but I'going to do" "This." "So do you want my business" "Or what?" "ok." "I'll just go get" "A couple of samples." "I assume she wants ds?" "yeah!" "How'd you know that?" "they always want ds." "[sighs] [chuckles]" "something's wrongith him!" "I didn't touch him, I swear." "I just wanted new tits," "I didn't touch him!" "he slipped back into a coma." "well, when is he going" "To wake up?" "[dialing]" "oh, my god!" "Baby," "What happened to you?" "Your face!" "I'm fine." "your arm..." "I'm fine." "Seriously, I just" "A few scrapes, I was in" "An accident." "I tried calling" "You." "You didn't pick up" "Your phone." "I was--I'm sorry-- why didn't you pick up" "Your phone?" "You always pick up" "Your phone when I call you." "I'm sorry, I don't-- you ignoring me?" "no." "I get it." "I've been such an asshole" "Lately." "Especially with that" "Thing with sean." "what thing with sean?" "[chuckles]" "He's your first real client," "And I" "I should" "I should bsupporti you," "And I'm not, and I'm sorry." "oh, honey." "You don't have to apologize." "no, I do." "I'm sry, ok?" "well... please." "um, ok." "Where's your car?" "Is it totaled?" "no, it wasn't my car." "I was a passenger in somebody" "Else's car." "[exhales] well, are they ok?" "Who was it?" "they're fine." "I mean," "I think, you know." "It was" "A client, willow banks." "the model?" "yeah." "Yeah." "you were in a car" "With willow banks during" "The day, and you were supposed" "To be at work?" "mm-hmm." "Good news is that I didn't have" "Any lunch, so, ha." "I think I lost about 5 pounds." "[exhales]" "Maybe I should go take a shower." "maybe you should make it" "A cold one." "[exhales]" "I guess it worked" "After all, huh?" "I wanted people to stop looking." "And now after they do," "They turn away." "Just like you" "Did." "With their eyes full of" "Pity and disgust." "They still" "Don't see me." "well, I guess going through" "A windshield at 110 miles" "An hour was the answer all" "Along, huh?" "Who knew?" "I need to talk to you." "Please." "My parents sent me to this" "Really exclusive all-girls' prep" "School." "The rich kids would" "Always dress like they were" "Poor." "Slummin' it." "It was fun for them you know?" "Cool to reject the values you'd" "Grown up with." "are you coming to a point" "Any time soon?" "when you have money," "It's easy to romanticize not" "Having any." "And when you're beautiful," "Well, it's easy wanting to give" "That up, too." "The romance of ugliness..." "All I wanted was to know that" "When someone looked at me," "They were actually seeing me." "Not some image they could place" "On their mantelpiece or show off" "To their friends or brag" "About having screwed." "you need to get help, willow." "Serious help." "I told you that," "I'm not the one you should be" "Coming to." "but you understand me." "You're just like me!" "bullshit!" "I'm not trying" "To carve up my face or endanger" "Other people." "then why were you" "With me, huh?" "[scoffs] you wanted to destroy" "Yourself, too." "In your own" "Little passive aggressive way." "'cause you're pissed." "You know that all the success" "You've ever had wasn't because" "Of what you did or who you were." "It's always been about" "The way you look." "Just make me beautiful again." "Fix me." "Give it back to me." "I--I can't live" "Looking like this." "no." "You need to listen to me." "There's no doctor alive" "Who can make you beautiful" "Again." "[crying]" "[door closes] [crickets chirping]" "where's my treadmill?" "I had it moved to the malibu" "House." "Your apartment's too" "Small for it." "And I was hoping christian" "Might take a hint." "[treadmill beeps]" "oh." "I gotta get going." "no, no, no, hey," "Just go back to sleep." "Come on." "oh." "Christian's going" "To start to worry." "no, he won't." "Just a few more minutes." "ok." "Will you wake me up in 15 minutes?" "Promise me you're not going to" "Fall asleep." "don't worry, I'm wide awak." "[treadmill running]" "[treadmill beeping]" "[beeping continues]"