"When I remember Lisa, I don't think about our clouds or her work, or where she was from or what she said." "I think about her smell, her taste her skin searching mine" "The first time I met her was at the Brixton Academy" "Go save your soul, ok?" "Where are you going?" "I have a meeting this morning, an appointment with my supervisor." "The Antarctic, 13,800.000 km2 of ice." "A continent of ice" "A place where no man had ever been until its 20th century" "Oh Baby, pay attention to me?" "Who's gonna make your breakfast?" "Ah, yes." "Fuck me" " Fuck you?" " Please..." "Please?" " Say again, again.." "Again?" " Please!" "Sit" "Come here" "Fuck me" "Fuck me" "Put me inside you" "Do it faster." "Fuck me faster." "Come inside me!" "Come inside me!" "Come on...!" "Coffee?" "Yeah..." " Why not?" " I will put it back on you" "Do you think I look like a boy?" "Yeah, so I like it" "Boy?" "Girl?" "I feel it big muscle" "Look like wings!" "You look like an angel" "There's a big clog" "Only unhappy people abhor dancing." " How's Americans dance?" " Like this" " Um..." "Turn around" " Like this?" "And everyones in Brasil.." "I guess they can't help it" "This is how we dance raves in America" "This is how we dance in England" "That's fantastic" "I think we will make love without using a condome" "No!" "Why?" "I did all the test..." "make sure I am clean" "I know" "But I like better this way" "Can I take a bath?" "Yeah... you should..." "You stink" "Hello, Natasha." "Ahh..." "Not I was fine.." "I jusk kinda finished work and came home." "What happend to you?" "Um... mm!" "You always get all the good boys..!" "Um.." "What's the name?" "I'm coming to work at six" "Yah..." "I'll see you then.." "OK.." "Bye" "Natasha always comes back with these ridiculous stories about this really grand men she meets" "Really.." "Really fucking weird man" "The weirdest people coming to our bar..." "the princes," "Sons of whoever, daughters of whoever and the girlfriends and boyfriends... prostitute of God knows what..." "I went out with a guy who always had a briefcase with him" "And rumor had it that is filled 20,000 Euros at all times" "Did you ever see the money?" "I saw 10,000 of it" " Woman" " Man" " Blue" " White" "Ocean" "Waves" "Desert" "Storm" "Love" "Us" "Yeah!" "Those glasses are so ugly" "Do I look ugly" "You look stupid" "I tried to look stupid" "I have... once in Colombia once in Brasil, once in Argentina once in Germany, when I was in highschool" "And I.. have... an English boy friend" "Ahh... isn't this romantic?" "Beautiful morning..." "No it's not... it's gray" "Hang on.." "I don't want to..." "scared to death.." "The only reason I would swim in there is if I really loved you" "That so boring" "I will be with you nude beach!" "Matt, don't go in the water, it's cold" "I can't take you anywhere!" "I love you!" "I love you!" "The ice sheet can be 4 km deep" "The ice found there can be half a million years old." "The air trapped in the ice.." "we caught the climate when the ice was formed" "The Antarctic is the planet's memory a memory of the time before there were people" "She is 21... beautiful.. egotistical careless and crazy" "Hey!" "listen to this" "Immediately after undressing I was a little embarrassed to discover I had a hard-on" "And I lay down on my stomach beside her" "One of the misshaped pubic hair and you could easily make out her slender delicate slit." "I really go for that type of pussy Valery said low voice" "It makes you feel like slipping your finger inside" "As she lay down.." "I can make out the thick plump lips of pussy" "I heard footsteps approaching accross the sand and I closed my eyes again." "It sounds very hard on your skin" "Don't wave that belt in my face" "You know I got hurt once while waving a towel in my face." "Oh.. no, don't put my stockings on" "No.." "I can't see.." "Forget who you are" "Forget where you are" "You are on a beach in Thailand." "Your eyes closed" "So you can't see them" "You feel them watching you" "There's a couple behind me" "Am I right?" "I can feel them looking at me" "And I put my hand between my legs." "I am so wet." "she slides down her boyfriend's body" "she has most amazing breasts" "And she is rubbing them" "And she's covered with oil" "She leans hers... to... her boyfriend" "she grabs his balls." "put his cock in her mouth" "Fuck me, Matt." "Come up here and fuck me" "Come up!" "Come up here and fuck me!" "Matt," "Fuck me!" "Fuck me!" "Fuck me faster!" "Fuck me!" "Fuck me!" "Faster!" "Fuck me!" "Fuck me faster!" "Good" "Fuck me!" "Thanks for supper" "No problem" "Thanksgiving tomorrow" "I know" "We should do something" "Um.." "I got some dinner plans with some friends of mine from America" "You'll hate it?" "It's really good though" "Do it harder" "Massage my pussy" "Sometimes you kiss me I just wanna bite you" "Not a nice way..." "But I wanna hurt you" "Like I wanna bite your lips really fuckin hard and make you bleed" "Um.. that's him" " You wanna talk?" " Um..." "I just gonna go right out" "Ok." "in bed" "OK?" "Lisa didn't wanna go to the gig that night?" "so I gave her ticket away" "Five thousand people in a room and you can still feel alone" "Did you put sugar in my tea?" "Possibly" "I don't like sugar in my tea" "Good for your pig job" "I don't wanna be pig time" "You gonna drink your tea?" "It's too hot" "And it's got sugar in it?" "You are so boring today..!" "boring" "Bo.." "Boring" "I am sure there is someone named Bo..." "Boring" "Bo Derek" "You're not very interesting when you start taking pills at this time of the day" "You know what?" "I've hardly been taking these fucking pills at this time a day" "I took my prescription pill.." "everyday" "That I've been taking since you fucking met me" "I didn't take any of those pills.." "Did you see me taking any of those pills?" "You been sitting right in front of me..." "Are you sitting in front of me?" "... now looking at me... don't pay any fucking attention to me?" "Hey" "Hi" "I bought you a present" "Me" "Just kidding" "Explorering the Antarctic.." "is almost like exploring space" "You enter a void" "Thousands of miles with no poeple.." "no animals... no plants" "You're isolated in a vast... empty continent" "Claustrophobia and Agoraphobia are in the same place like a two people in a bed" "We spend my birthday in a hotel where a friend of Lisa's worked" "Lisa gave me a book on the Antarctic as my present" "The ice is everywhere and everything" "It spreads to all sides in an unbounded void of alien whiteness in geometric rigor" "The Antarctic is highest, windest, driest continent" "Its topography and dynamics is simpliest on earth" "An exercise in reductionism" "The iceberg is a microcosm of Antarctica" "It's a fragment torn loose from the continent both substance and symbol within it's ice the berg contains a record of all ice terrains" "As it moves away from the massive ice it gradually disintegrates" "Most bergs last less than two months in an open sea" "see your back..." "It's just this... back and forth" "But you have to move your ass more" " Do you love it?" " Turn around" "Bend over" "What time is it?" "I don't know" "Should we have a light?" "That's so attractive" "Yeah..." "We will save the rest for later" "It is Michael Nyman's 60th birthday concert" "That was the night she told me she's going back to America." "You look like a gangster, like that?" "I'm trying to look like a gangster" "You look ugly" "Trying to look ugly" "It's just for a year.." "um..?" "Sometimes you have to have faith in people" " You'll miss me?" " Always" "There was only a week before her flight home" "She was like a tourist on holiday in London" "She bought souvenirs and Christmas presents" "She was happy to be leaving" " Are you ready?" " Yeah!" " One, two, three!" " Heee.." "Ya" " Ah..." "like this" " Yeah..." "I see in your future" "Hey" "The day she left was the first time she invited me to her apartment" "She didn't want me to come to the airport or to the station with her" "She didn't want any long goodbyes" "That you fly over the continent you see the journey of the ice in reverse" "The sea, the iceberg, the sea ice, the ice shelf and the ice sheet" "Each year the ice inches its way from the heart of the continent to the sea into which it finally melts" "It's beautiful!"