"Good morning.When did you get here?" "I didn't." "What do you mean?" "I'm not really here.You're just dreaming." "I am?" "Is this a vision?" "Sort of, but not." "Oh i should wake up.I think I have to go pee." "No, don't wake up yet." "Why not?" "Because this is the last time you'll ever see me." "Why would you say that?" "Listen, I don't have a lot of time." "You're about to wake up, and there's one last thing I want you to do for me." "What?" "I want you to follow the signs." "Okay, you are good to go." "What you doing?" "Trying to move the jell-o toward me." " What?" " Don't touch the jell-o." "You said you wanted the jell-o." "No, I said I was trying to move the jell-o with my mind." "Have you had a psych consult yet?" "I know this is gonna sound weird," "But when pastor dunn had me tied up in his barn o' crazy before he stuffed me into the coffin And tried tourme alive, I *****." "With my mind." "No, you didn't." "Yeah, I did!" "I mean, how else would I have gotten myself untied?" "Well, maybe..." "You didn't untie anything?" "Honey, post-traumatic stress disorder Affects people in lots of different ways." "Your memory may be jumbling stuff right now." "You knthe mind has a way of protecting itself From dealing with things it's not ready to process." "I' already processed the whole kit and caboodle." " Got kidnapped." " Right." "Almost died." "Moved a knife thingy with my mind--didn't die." "Scuffed my new ballet flats." "Okay, I am gonna have a counselor come down, And they can explain to you p.T.S.D." "I don't have p.T.S.D." "I have s.A.P.--Super awesome powers." "I just need to figure out how to use them." "Are you sure you don't wanna stay just a little while longer For observation?" "Nothing left to observe." "I am fit as a fiddle and ready to rock, And you know what I'm rocking, don't you?" "Your s.A.P." "High five." "No, I got it." "See, this--this poor soul could have been me, But it wasn't." "I got a second lease on life" "Oh, no, no, no.This can't be right." "What is it?" "Eastwick Season 01 Episode 07 mammy's little baby loves shortnin' mammy's little baby loves shortnin' shortnin' mammy's little baby loves shortnin' bread" "The water of eastwick Has long been famous for its purity," "Its vitality, and the barest hint of effervescence." "And now that water has found its true calling." "Ahh, the eastwick brewing company" " Taste..." "The magic." "All right, chad, I don't know why, But I'm getting worried." "Call me." "I'll try your cell." "Pick up your damn phone, chad." "****" "Chad left his phone here." "Um, sweetie..." "Why don't you sit down for a minute?" "He's dead, isn't he?" "Who told you?" "Nobody." "He did." "How?" "I really think you should sit down." "Tell me how." "It was an accident." "Statue of darryl." "Outside the eastwick inn." "My statue." "It is not your fault." "Roxie, it was a-a weird freak thing that happened." "I'm familiar with those." "I should go pick up my dry cleaning." "Honey, we are so, so sorry." "Do you want a shot of tequila?" "I could use a shot of tequila." "No, I really should go to the dry cleaners And pick up my dress-- you know, the one I was wearing At the funeral from my vision." "I should go do that, And I have to write a eulogy, and I should bake something" " A pie, but not a fruit pie 'cause chad didn't like Fruit pie." "He liked pie and fruit, But not fruit pie." " What about a boston cream pie?" " Honey" "He said there was something I was supposed to do for him, But I don't know what that is." "I'm supposed to follow the signs." "But I don't know what that means, But you guys should go, cause I'm very busy." "It's a shame, isn't it, fidel?" "Damn shame.I liked that statue." "Hey, you know, maybe I could move it into the garden." "Mommy!" "What happened?" "R.J. Tripped me." "Raymond junior!" "Get over here!" "What'd you do?" "You told me not to bite her, so I didn't." "Well, no biting means no tripping," "No hitting, no scratching, no slapping, no wedgies." "Now get your butt upstairs.Ten minutes of time-out." "Go." "God." "You're okay." " Mommy, mommy." " Okay, okay, okay." "Let me just clean your cut." "Look at me, look at me, look at me." "Here you go." "Mommy, how'd you do that?" "I-I did" "Um,I-I..." "Well, that's..." "What mommies are for, right?" "Now why don't you go upstairs and wash up, okay?" "Go on." "Oh my god.I heard about chad." "I know." "I spent the night at roxie's." "It's so horrible and strange and creepy," "Like a lot of things that have gone down around here lately." "Yeah, speaking of which, Shouldn't you be home recovering?" "Nope!" "Anyway, I wanted to surpre you," "And I brought us a little break room picnic,'cause I wanted to talk to you about something" "Something that's not horrible." "Awesomeness is afoot for ol' joanna frankel." "One word, penny... telekinesis." "Oh, you know what, actually?" "The break room totally smells like guacamole today." "So what do you say we go out for lunch?" "Uh, did you hear what I just said?" "Yeah, you got a job As a telemarketer.It's awesome." "Let's go." "Why are you trying to get me out of here so fast?" "I'm not,I'm not." "I'm just..." "I'm hungry." "Penny, don't lie to me." "I'm not." "Yes, you are." "Every time you lie, you touch your nose." "Okay, first of all,I'm not..." "M not touching my nose." "Tell me what's going on, or I will let the entire office Know about the time That you got arrested for chasing that guy you thought Was keanu reeves into the airport bathroom." "Oh, you're worse than The interrogators at guantnamo bay." "All right, look, Clyde has hired someone else for your job." "You've officially been replaced." "Don't freak out." "What do you think you're doing?" "Hey.You're joanna frankel." "Yeah, I recognize you from that little sketch Next to all your articles in the paper." "I like the glasses." "That's my desk you're sitting at." "Then I guess these must be yours then, huh?" "They're useless to me." "I need the super absorbent kind." "And you're not amused." "Okay, well, um..." "I'm max brody." "And I guess this must be my lucky day," "Because I wanted to talk to you about a story I'm working on." "No, thanks." "Don't care.Very busy." "Clyde?" "It's about you." "Not interested." "Wait." "What?" "Big story." "Front page-- you, nailed in a coffin," "Laying on a burning pyre by an insane pastor Bent on revenge?" "Come on." "I call it "death box:" "The kidnapping of joanna frankel."" "I'm not dead." "Yeah, but "near-death box" doesn't have quite The same ring now, does it?" "So come on." "How about it?" "Care to give me the exclusive?" "Now what makes you think that I would give the nerd-hole Who stole my job a front page scoop?" "I need to talk to clyde." "Yeah, clyde is out of town." "He's at an editors' convention." "All right." "You're bitter." "I get it, but mae I can help." "I mean, hey, would you consider relocating, say, to d.C.?" "I know people at the "post."" "You know people "the washington post"?" "Worked there for three years." "And "the baltimore sun,"t."And you like cajun food, there's always new orleans." ""Times-picayune."" "I mean, so, uh, I guess you have some problems Keeping down a job, huh?" "Well, it's "holding down a job" and "keeping down" your lunch." "Look, I know what's going on here--A little--a little quid pro quo, huh?" "I saw "silence of the lambs."" "You're not getting my story, hannibal." "That's a fascinating reference.Do you identify with clarice since the ordeal?" "This is not an interview." "Come on, penny.we're going to lunch." "Hey, whatcha doi?" "Looking for signs." "Oh, god." "You didn't find rat poop again, did you?" "No, no, chad came to me in a dream." "He said there's something he wanted me to do" "But that I should follow the sign..." "Or signs." "I'm not sure which." "He got cut off before he could finish." "Why couldn't he have finished?" "Are you okay?" "I will be, soon as I take care of this." "It's the least I can do to fulfill his final wishes." "After all, it's my fault he's dead." "You know, justine's mom is a therapist." "I don't need a therapist.I need someone who can figure out puzzles" "A puzzle-ist." "Isn't that dad's drawer?" "No, that's dad's drawer-- the bottom one." "So you're gonna keep chad's stuff in his drawer, too?" "Why not?" "I could clean out this one for The next fatally unlucky guy." "Just designate This whole dresser for dead exes." "Uh, you seem really upset." "Maybe we should skip the funeral." "Yeah, god forbid I should be upset at a funeral." "Except, um, you..." "Can't go to the funeral." "Why can't I go to the funeral?" "Well, josh just called, And his mom doesn't want you coming." "She thinks I killed him because I'm the black widow And I'm cursed." "I'm sure it's not that." "I think it's just immediate family only." "Wow." "That's... this is it." "What are you doing with that?" "This is the first sign.I have to follow it." "Okay,"a"--stop poking me." ""B"--I asked for a flu mask." "These hospitals are petri dishes of pestilence." "Fine." "I'll be right back." "And hurry up." "You." "You're my nurse now." "Come here." "Uh, excuse me?" "Would you place your hands on my scrapes so I can go home?" "Why would I place my hands on your scrapes?" "To heal them." "Why did you just say that?" "Because 's true, isn't it?" "How do you know..." "That?" "You're like me." "What do you mean?" "Well..." "Well, think of it like dogs.You know, they look different, but a majestic afghan Can still recognize that a little shih tzu Is also a dog." "Well..." "You're a shih tzu... and I recognize you." "So..." "You've got..." "The gift, yes.I'm a dog, too, just like you." "But what do you--what do you mean?" "What is the gift?" "You don't..." "No!" "It's all over you." "If I'm not mistaken, you used it today." "How do you know that?" "Well, I have ways.I have ways of knowing, yes." "As a matter of fact,I'm dealing with this a lot longer Than you have." "Dealing with what?" "Don't play dumb with me." "You and I both know that there are bigger things out there" "Bigger than you and me And anyone else who's part of your little cone of power." "A what of power?" "Never mind." "Okay, you know what?" "Uh, that's fine." "I don't believe in this stuff anyway, so..." "Whatever." "Um,I'm just gonna treat you medically, okay?" "So..." "Wait a second." "Bun waverly is your emergency contact.I know bun." "That's..." "I want you to tell me everything," "Starting with the moment that pastor dunn showed up At your door, and go." "Uh, if you don't mind,I'd rather we talk about my magical powers." "Your what?" "I can move things with my mind." " Oh, no, you can't." " Yes, I can." "No, you can't.You're just traumatized From being kidnapped.We should talk about that." "Penny, getting kidnapped and almost burned to death Was the best thing that ever happened to me.Okay?" "Like, things are-- are more vibrant and brighter." "Food tastes better." "Smells smell smellier." "I feel alive, like awakened, you know, to my true potential." "Okay, so are you gonna bend spoons And dodge bullets like neo in "the matrix"?" "Does everything have to be about keanu?" "Uh, yeah.All right, mr." "Anderson, Move that saltshaker." "Okay." "Prepare to be wowed." "I'm prepared." "Hey!" "I was making progress." "Look, if you're not ready to talk about what happened to you, It's fine." "It's not that I'm not ready." "It's that I'm already over it.There's a difference." "Great." "Well, let's figure out what you're gonna do next," "Because I don't mean to be a downer, but, frankly," "Getting kidnapped is not the only crappy thing That has happened to you recently and, I mean, You happen to be unemployed and in love with a guy who's," "You know, he hates you, so which one of those Do you wanna tackle first?" "Um, neither." "You're right." "The will situation does seem kind of hopeless." "It's good." "It gives us time to focus on getting your resume In shape and get your writing career back in action." "Well, I don't have time to worry about mundane things Like having a job or liking a boy." "Uh, actually, you've got loads of time, Because you don't have a job." "Joanna, you're not acting like yourself.I'm starting to really worry." "Penny,I'm fine!" "Okay?" "I'm great." "I'm better than ever." "And I don't need to have a job, because I have a gift." "Now watch..." "While I bend this spoon." "It's not the spoon that bends, neo.It is only yourself." "Ah, roxie,I'm so sorry for your loss." "I've been meaning to come by your place, but I..." "I wasn't sure if you'd want me to." "After all, it was a statue of me that..." "Smushed him." "Yeah, well, I made the damn thing." "I don't blame you." "So you haven't come here to kill me with that hammer." "No, no, in fact,I'm here to give you this hammer.From chad." "Does it make you wanna tell me anything?" "Does it symbolize something?" "No." "Just a hammer." "Chad came to me in a dream." "He said there was One more thing I'm supposed to do for him," "But I don't know what it is, but all I have so far Is a hammer." "I need another sign." "What about the funeral?" "Shouldn't you be there anyway?" "I was disinvited." "What the hell are you doing?" "Fire walking." "Of course you are." "Care to join me?" "Uh, no, thanks." "I need the bottoms of my feet." "Oh..." "My..." "God!" "Walk with me, roxie." "It is electrifying." "Maybe I should as punishment for being cursed." "You say cursed like it's a bad thing." "It's not?" "You know, women get their periods, And they call it the curse, and yet it is because Of this so-called curse that they are blessed With the most awe-inspiring power on earth" "The power to create life." "Curse?" "Please." "Would you dare get rid of this curse if you could?" "Well, they have this pill now where you only have to" "God curses adam and eve after they eat of The tree of knowledge, and what does he curse them with?" "What is this terrible thing he inflicts upon them?" "The curse of self-awareness." "They come to know desire, lust, passion, greed, fear, hatred, Anger, ambition," "Gluttony, jealousy, everything that makes Life..." "Interesting." "You have got to be in all kinds of pain right now." "*****Is that you are extraordinary." "Now people will fear you." "People will hate you." "You don't fit in, and you never will, so toughen up." "Develop a thicker skin, and you may come to see That this curse of yours Is truly your greatest gift." "But chad and--and gus and danny." " All dead." " Yes." " And all possibly victims of your curse." " Yes!" "*****To wear that curse with pride." "Put it out there.Tell the world," "Knowing roxie torcoletti is not for the cowardly Or the faint of heart." "It comes with risks--Great risks." "But it also brings tremendous reward." "Let those with courage come fward and face me" "And let those too afraid run from the very sight of me." "I don't want pepople to run away from me." "I can't even go to my own boyfriend's funeral." "This is not a gift." "I thought in your vision, you were at the funeral." "I told you, I was disinvited." "Besides, in my vision, it was raining." "Well, that is definitely a sign." "You don't have to do this with me, you know." "I know, but I wanted to." "I cared about him, too." "Thanks, honey." "Welcome, all..." " This is gonna be bad." " I know." "...To mourn the untimely passing Of our dear beloved chad." "It is with great sadness that we mark the loss Of someone so young." "I don't know who this woman is.Why did you bring me here?" "Because, bun..." "I want to help you." "You know, you're her emergency contact," "So that must mean that you two are close." "Maybe she can help you with your amnesia." "Pl I really need to talk to her, And you're my only way in." "Hello.I there." "Um..." "What do you want?" "Well,I, uh, I thought that I might arrangeA little reunion of old friends." "Ta-da." "I don't have any friend Especially not her." "I haven't seen her for 20 years, And I'd be happy not to see her for another 20." " Okay, but see, the thing is, Bun here lost her memory." " Lucky her." "And I just thought maybe you could help her get it back." "So if could just come in, just for, like, a second..." "I don't think this is a very good idea, kat." "This woman seems very unfriendly." "Put a sock in it, bun." "Please, please, just for a minute." "All right." "I'll help you get your memory back," "But then you're gonna have to do something for me." " Fine." " Great." "Come on." "You know you wanna." "Fancy meeting you here." "I don't find it fancy at all." "I find it annoying." "That's a fairly common reaction." "I don't take it personally." "So were you just talking to your beer?" "What?" "No." "Of course not." "Perhaps an imaginary friend in the seat next to you." "You know, some people develop mild cases of schizophrenia For short periods of time" "To work through traumatic experiences." "You totally just made that up." "I did, but it sounds possible, doesn't it?" "I'll take the check, please!" "So what were you doing?" "Cause I'm happy to print That since the kidnapping," "Joanna frankel sits in bars during the day And has conversations with alcoholic beverages," "But I'm not sure..." "I was trying to recreate an experience that I had.That is all." "What kind of experience?" "It was an intense experience." "I was able to do something that I was never able to do before," "And I would like to be able to do it again." "Multiple orgasm?" " I'm leaving." " I kid, I kid." "Okay, so something happened to you, And you wanna mat happen again," "Only you're not sure how or why it happened first time around." "Exactly." "All right, well, did it happen here?" "Uh, can you tell me what you were doing when it happened?" "Interesting." "Uh, how about the feelings in the moments That led up to it?" "Uh, were you happy?" "Sad?" "Scared?" "Nervous?" "Yes." "All of 'em?" "Two of them." "Okay, um... well, then, uh," "I would do whatever I could to summon those feelings." "You know, it's not always about recreating the exact situation." "It's about recreating the elements that led To the situation." "You know, like bill murray in "groundhog day."" "Oh, I love "groundhog's day."" "Yeah, well, it's "groundhog day,"" "And of course you do." "You're not an idiot." "Remember when bill was making snow angels to try to get Andie macdowell to have sex with him?" "It almost worked that first time." "But when he tried again, he got bitch-slapped." "Because he was faking it." "Exactly.He tried to get the result Without going through the emotional journey first." "You got to feel the feelings to get the goods." "That actually makes sense." "Yeah, well,I'm a smart guy." "Oh." "So where to now?" "I didn't invite you anywhere." "Yeah, but I'm just gonna keep following you." "So you can either tell me, or we can do the whole,"hey, fancy meeting you" thing at the next location." "It's totally up to you." "Wow." "You are really obnoxis." "I know." "Shall we?" "Dorothy,I'm so sorry." "You should be." "You have a lot of nerve showing your face here After I asked you not to come." "I loved him, too, dorothy, more than you can know." "You should have honored my wishes." "I'm just trying to honor his." "Why don't you move along, okay?" "Nobody wants you here." "Thanks, dad." "Is this really neccesary?" "You've hurt my family enough, roxie torcoletti." "It's okay, grandpa." "Please let me go." "He never should have been with you in the first place!" "I warned him about you!" "I didn't kill him." "Get your hands off me, Or so help me-- you're a horrible woman!" "I'm sorry!" "That--that wasn't the curse!" "That was just me accidentally shoving an old man Into an open grave!" "I'm sorry, sir!" "Get me out of here." " Let's go." " Good idea." "That woman..." "That t-shirt--that's the next sign!" "That's the next sign." "All I have is tea." "Would you like some?" " Sure." " Okay." "Oh, eleanor, your garden is amazing." "As is yours,I'd imagine." "It smells like... bird." "Excuse me, your majesty.My maid has the decade off." "Hey, are these your kids?" "I have five kids." "I know." "That's why I said we're the same." "Let me guess." "When you get angry," "Bad things happen--Natural disasts, that sort of thing." "And strange weather patterns seem to follow you around." "How do you know about this?" "What part of "we're the same" are you not getting?" "Okay, okay, so what is it?" "And--and how can I control it?" "And why is it happening?" "Oh, my god.You're exhausting me.Just tell me how she lost her memory." "Uh, well, bun was..." "Attacked by a horde of red ants," "And she suffered a minor stroke.She slipped into a coma," "And then when she came to, she couldn't remember anything." "Red ants, huh?" "He is one tricky bastard." "Who?" "You're curious about your gifts." "Yes." "Well, you are about get..." "A crash course." "Excuse me!" "Hi." "Um,I'm roxie." "We didn't get a chance to meet." "Oh." "Hi." "I'm jenna." "Hi." "Nice to meet you.Can we talk a second?" "Sure." "So you knew chad?" "I've been seeing him for almost six months." "Are you okay?" "Yeah." "Uh..." "Just can't believe this." "I had no idea." "He wanted to keep it a secret from you." "But he told you about me?" "Yeah, he talked about you the whole time we were doing it." " Weird." " But he wasn't very good." "You know, I can tell you that." "So that's all he was to you-- just a dull lay?" "What?" "No." "Lay?" "Dude, I was his guitar teacher." "His what?" "Yeah, he was taking lessons from me for the last six months." "He's been trying to learn a song for you.We recorded it last week." "*****" "He wanted to save it for your birthday." "It's like he sent you a message from beyond the grave." "Freaky, huh?" "Freaky." "Are you noticing that most people Seem to be heading the opposite direction as us?" "That's because the park is closing in ten minutes." "Ah, but you suddenly had an insatiable desire To ride the bumper cars." "Ferris wheel." "Ah, I see, and have you always loved ferris wheels, joanna?" "Never been on one before.I'm terrified of heights." "Me too.Yeah, heights and spiders-- hate 'em both." "Tarantula on top of the empire state building?" "That's my worst nightmare." "Sorry, guys." "Ride is closed." "Darn." "Hey, here's a thought." "Maybe we go play the ring toss While you tell me what pastor dunn said" "Before he put you in the coffin." "*****" "I supposed we have tim for one more ride.Hop on." "I just miss somethin'?" "What, did you flash him some boob?" "I guess you didn't want that interview that badly.See ya, sucker." "Th-there's no seat belt on this thing." "I'm locking the bar in place." "Put your hands in your lap, sir." "You don't need to do that." "Stop us at the top." "So let's start at the beginning, shall we?" "Uh, where were you born?" "Joanna, where'd you grow up?" "I was born in philadelphia, uh," "But my family moved to boston when I was 10 yearyears old." "Really?" "Uh, I went to college in boston." "Oh, yeah, yeah." "Harvard." "And, uh, And, uh..." "Ohh!" "Holy crap!" "Just calm down." "We're gonna die." "We're gonna die." "We will if you don't shut up!" "You're ruining my concentration." "Don't!" "Why did you do that?" "!" "Because I'm young and attractive and have no interest In plunging to my death!" "Get me off this ride!" "I said I was sorry." "Oh, I am not talking to you without my lawyer present." "It was an accident." "Oh, clearly, that was not an accident, all right?" "And I feel bad.I feel bad for you, lady, That you got this--this death wish." "But that doesn't give you the right to trap someone Into riding shotgun with you On these sicko suicide missions." "Uncool!" "That was not a suicide mission." "You say tomato, I say suicide mission." "Stop saying that." "You had some bad stuff happen to you, joanna frankel." "You don't want to talk to me about it, that's fine." "I get it." "But you better talk to someone" "Because a person does not go through what you went through" "And come out of it psychologically unscathed." "Denial is adorable for about ten minutes.Then it's just dumb." "Well, I didn't think that I was in denial." "********And eliminating the negative." "Are you seriously quoting bing crosby to me right now?" "Okay, you're right." "Something happened to me in those 24 hours," "And 99.9% of it was so horrible" "That every time I close my eyes, I break out into a cold sweat." "But a tiny fraction of it was--was like..." "I don't know, it was-- it was miraculous." "And so I choose to concentrate on that part And not think about the other stuff" "So that maybe I could-- maybe you can eliminate the negative?" "Don't skip the negative." "You can't have critical thououi." "And where would we be without critical thought?" "Floating on a rainbow cloud full of marshmallow bunnies?" "Go to therapy.Work it out, okay?" "Chug it down.Don't sip it." "Chug it." "So you were talking about a cone of power?" "What is that?" "Not that I even believe in powers," "But, like, what is m-my power?" "You should be quiet." "Oh, I feel funny." "In a few minutes, you're gonna start to feel numb From the waist up, but don't worry." "It's temporary." "Um, okay, what is going on?" "How are you feeling now?" "Well,I-I feel numb from the waist up." "What--what is happening to me?" "It's just to dull the pain!" "But I'm not in pain." "Well, you're going to be, And you need to hold her legs down." "Okay, I don't know what you're thinking about here, But I-I can't let you do that." "Too late!" "Oh, bun!" "Oh, my god." "Bun!" "Bun!" "Averto absum, malum licentia." "What the hell are you doing to her?" "!" "Relax!" "Relax?" "!" "Are you insane?" "Okay,I'm--I'm calling the police, Because you are clearly out of your mind!" "Are those ants?" "!" "Yes, kill as many as you can." "Why is this happening?" "You were the one who wanted to find out about this stuff." "What's..." "Happening?" "Where--where am I?" "Bun, bun, are you okay?" "Ugh." "It's you." "You're welcome." "Wait." "You--you remember her?" "You remember eleanor?" "I remember everything, dear." "Thank you for helping me." "Did you find out what you wanted to know?" "Bun, we have got to get out of here." "Actually,I..." "I need to stay here now." "Then I'm leaving." "Uh..." "He's back you know." "What are we going to do about darryl van horne?" "I think we're gonna have to kill him again." "Hey.What's up?" "****" "I can't dodge bullets, and I don't know kung fu." "That's okay." "The sequelucked." "Think I might be mildly crazy." "I could have told you that." "I was locked in a box, and I was almost burned alive." "I know." "I almost died." "I know." "And to top it all off, I am unemployed and..." "Completely alone." "You're not alone." "You got me." "I don't know what I'm gonna do, penny." "I can't even afford a therapist." "Uh, that's what I'm here for." "Come here." "Come here." "I did it." "I completed the puzzle." "I know what chad wanted me to do." "To interrupt my tantric yoga session?" "He wanted me to release myself." "Exactly." "Stop." "This is important." "Chad wanted me to be okay." "He wanted me to stop blaming myself for him and danny." "He wanted me to let them go." "Well, that's very generous.It's..." "Enlightened." "I know, and I know I'm right." "But how do I do that, exactly--release myself?" "Well, there's really only one way, don't you think?" "Um..." "You're a mother." "How many times have you tried to take away Something dangerous from a baby" "Like a pencil or a glass or a chain saw?" "You try to pull it out of their hands," "And they just grip tight, holding on for dear life." "But if youive them a new toy, They will drop the old one and grab it." "Now adults are the same." "You only move on when you give yourself To someone new." "Maybe chad understood more than we imagined." "Why is it that his quest for you Sent you over here t?" "Maybe, just maybe that hammer wasn't just a hammer." "You know what?" "He hasn't sent me here, anthat hammer Was just a dead end, if you think about it." "I keep coming over here 'cause I assume talking to you is gonna help." "But it doesn't, not really." "Oh, now you're just trying to hurt my feelings." "Not that I don't enj our chats, But I think I've been using you as a crutch." "If I'm going to free myself or release myself Or forgive myself, well, then I need to do it by myself." "You can't help me, darryl." "No one can." "But, you know, you might not have figured that all out" "If you hadn't come all the way over here." "I'm just saying..." "It keeps falling over." "I know." "We need more support." "Why don't you get some books, And we can pile 'em up and prop up the cushions?" "Ow!" "Crap!" "Ooh!" "R.J.!" "It hurts." "I know, but we need to stop using that word, okay?" "Me, too." "You need a band-aid." "Okay?" "Put your finger out." "You do it yourself, okay, buddy?" "There you go." "Lift it up." "Just like maGic.Good as new." "See?" "On!" "Uhh!" "Go on." "Well, where are we going camping tonight?" "* They say everything can be replaced * * they say every distance is not near *" "* and so I remember every face * * of every man whput me here *" "* I see my light come shining * * from the west down to the east *" "* any day now * * any day now *" "* I shall be released *" "* I see my light come shining * * from the west down to the east *" "* any day now * * any day now *" "* I shall be released * * any day now * * any day now *" "* I shall be released *"