" Hello!" " My little Family." " I'm Jennifer." "Isn't she cute?" "I'm telling you, this little girl is going to be something really special one day." "She's already a diva." "I guess, she'll be in the clothing business one day." "I got her." "I got her." "I got her." "No, no, no." "She's way too smart for that." "I personally..." "I mean, she always finds a way to fool us." "I personally believe, that she is going to be the best lawyer on earth." "Right?" "It doesn't matter." "The most important thing is that she gets healthy, is healthy and stays healthy." "And that she has a happy family, right?" "Yes?" "Yes." "Now she's looking all innocent again." "But trust me, actually she's trying to figure out another devilish plan to fool us." "But you are right." "She's the best thing that happened to our little family." "Wave into the camera!" "Look there!" " There!" " No." " No!" "Anyway, she's the best thing that ever happened to us." "Right?" "Come on!" "Move it!" "Faster!" "What do you want from me?" "I didn't do anything." "Shut the fuck up you little piece of shit!" "Listen." "You're making a big mistake." "I've got a wife and two children." "Their names are Miriam and Benjamin." "Stop this psychological shit." "I don't give a damn." "Not even if you had twenty kids." "I used to have a child, too." "His name..." "His name was..." "You fucking whore!" "Take this!" "Go to hell you son of a bitch!" "What did you have to suffer, my beloved child?" "Why?" "Why me?" "Why did I have to go through all this?" "Is it finally over?" "It's over." "It was very important for you to experience that." "Your soul should mature to carry away the collected guilt." " I don't understand." " Suffering is a solution." "If you accept it, you will grow with it." "If you deny it, you'll experience the same situation over and over and over again." "What do you mean by that?" "You've taken your test of life." "If your life appears perfect to you, would you be prepared to face your past?" "If you have to realize that you're not living your dreams, but dreaming your life, what would you do to find salvation?" "Good morning, my dear." "Didn't you want to get up at 9:00 am?" " Yes." "What time is it?" " Almost 10:00 am." "I fed Nico, changed his diapers and cleaned the bathroom." "Why did you clean the bathroom?" "Well, changing a diaper wasn't as easy as I thought." "It got a little messy." "If the neighbors ask for me, tell them I'm on a business trip." "And when I'm back, I'm going to take care of our new home." "No." "Just tell them I'll write an email." "Or even better, I'll send a postcard from the Carribean which says, that all of these wiseguys can kiss my ass." " Sebastian!" " It had to be said." "Wait." "Does this mean, that I have to do the whole moving and the annoying farewell orgy with the neighbors?" "Do I have this right?" "You still have Joe and Michael." "They'll bring some friends and it'll all be done before you even know it." "Give them some beer and they'll be happy." "But what about the neighbors?" "You know what I mean." "Come on." "Put on your famous Garfield grin." "Exactly!" "Honey, I'm late." "I need to go." "Bye." "Just a minute!" " Mrs. Goettler?" " Yes." " I have a package for you." "Thank you." "Could I use your bathroom?" "I'm wearing no clothes and I'm using the bathroom myself right now." "Sorry." "It's very urgent." " Well, you could ask the Heffners." " I really have to use it." "Please." "Okay, fine." "If it has to be." "Hey, my cutie." "You ate quite a lot." "The stupid postman distracted Mommy for a moment, that's why I couldn't be here." "Just because he needs to go poo-poo." "Hello?" "Hello?" "What a dirtbag!" "My God!" "Come on sweetie pie, sit down and eat." "Let's see what's in the package." "Okay?" "I'm curious." "And now Mommy's taking a peek." "Okay?" "Oh." "A book." "But we definitely won't read it today, because we've got more important things to do." "Right, cutie?" "I'm coming!" "Hello, Irina." "I just wanted to say goodbye." "It's too bad that you're moving." "Well, we've saved some money and now my future husband and I can finally afford moving into a condo." " You're getting married?" "I didn't know that." "I'm happy for you." "Well, I don't want to bother you." "Besides, I need to get ready for my date." "Anyway, I'm going to slide an envelope under your door later on today." "I wrote you a little farewell poem." " Alright then." "Good luck!" " Thank you!" "Bitch." "Sorry to bother you, Elisabeth, but I wanted to ask, if you can watch Nico for a while." "I need to go shopping." " Yes, sure." "No problem." " Really?" "Be a good boy!" " Just ring the doorbell when you're back." " Thank you." "Bye!" "Bye, Nico!" "Great." "That's all a man needs." "Some beer and a frozen pizza." "Awesome." "Hi!" " Are you okay?" " Yeah, but I was expecting somebody else." " I see." "I just wanted to say goodbye." " Sounds like somebody's going to die." "Yeah." "Sooner or later we're all going to die." "Aren't you too young to have these kind of thoughts?" "Maybe." "But I know how it is to die." "Last summer, I was drowning in that sea over there." "At some point you stop fighting against it." "Then there was this bright white light." "An absolutely amazing trip." "You really should try it." "Trust me." " You're totally insane!" " Yes!" "I know." "Fuck it!" "Alright." "I'll see you in the bright white light." "Someday." "Adios!" "Wait a minute, Willy!" "Have you seen Elisabeth?" "What do you think, where this old lady is?" " Hey, Elisabeth!" "Open the damn door!" " Stop it!" " Why?" "This old hag is deaf anyway." "She wouldn't even notice if the Third World War broke out." "Stop being so nasty." "I'm just worried, because she's with Nico and still isn't back home." "Relax." "She'll come back." "Okay." "And don't forget the light." "Don't forget it!" "Hello?" "Joe." "What happened?" "Yeah, of course you can come." "I'm here." "See you." "Shit!" "Fucking shit!" " Why?" "Why?" "Why?" " Joe." "What happened?" "If you cry, it has to be something really bad." "My little Silvia, she..." " It would have been her birthday tomorrow." " No, no, don't say it." "Yes." "Yes, Jenny, she's dead." "Joe, I need to go to Elisabeth real quick, she's with Nico and isn't back home yet." " But you can stay here, okay?" " No." "I'm going to the airport to pick up Carla." " It's okay." "It's okay." " I'll give you a call." " Alright." "Today in his arms she lies and the faded river of love she denies." "His mind is driven full with delight, to hold my body so tight." "He got overwhelmed by greed and made love to me between the sheets." "Bitch." "You fucking slut." "Okay!" "Okay, okay, okay." "You have to keep calm." "You have to make a plan." "You can't act from rage." "You have to be sure about what you're going to do and how you're going to do it." "That's the only way to be successful." "I'm going to take a relaxing bath now." "And then I'll go and get Nico, even if I have to kick in this old hags door!" "Fuck!" "LAYER 1 LEVEL RED" "Jennifer." "Jennifer." " Jennifer, can you hear me?" " Yes." "Yes, I can hear you." "Who are you?" "I'm here to show you the way into the light." "What are you talking about?" "And where's my child?" "Nico?" "Nico?" "Where's my son?" " You have to find enlightenment." " You fucking religious freak!" " Where's my son?" " Children are so full of innocence until they grow up." "And their mind gets poisoned by our society and our twisted values." "The child is already enlightened." "He waits for you in the light." "He already forgave you." "If you've lay a finger on him, I swear to God, I'll kill you!" "No!" "What did you do to him?" "What do you think?" "Who could be interested to do you harm?" "Please." "Please." "I'll do anything you want." "But please, don't hurt my child." "Please!" "You didn't answer my question." "Irina." "The bitch from upstairs!" "She's having an affair with my man!" "She did it!" "Turn on your media player." "Now push key 3." "What do you want?" "I did anything you told me to." "I'm sure, she read the poem!" "Look on my computer!" "The window with the photomontage is still up." "Please!" "Please, let me go!" "No!" "No!" "Please!" "No!" "No!" "Now you've seen what I'm capable of." "What do you think, whose bodyparts are those surrounding you?" " Those legs don't belong to a woman." " That's correct." "I don't want our little project to get interrupted by anybody, that's why I had to extinguish all the witnesses." "Witnesses?" "For what?" "Nowadays no one's doing you a favor anymore." "You have to force people to do it, this on the other hand leads them to become denunciators." "And that I wanted to prevent." "Now push key 1." "What do you want, huh?" "What do you want?" "Let's go head-to-head!" "Hey, asshole!" "I'm talking to you!" "You're a fucking faggot!" "I'll fuck the shit out of you!" "Don't touch me!" "Don't do this!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "I didn't do anything to you." "What do you want from me?" "No." "No." "No." "Please don't!" "No." "Please don't!" "Please!" "Stop it!" "I didn't do anything to you!" "Why are you doing this to me?" "I'm here to help you." "What you're doing to yourself, you're doing by yourself." " My help is unconditional." " I don't need your help!" "I was getting along pretty good without your help!" "Your soul has drifted from the right path and your mind is confused." "Your thoughts are so full of opportunism, when you're enlightened, you're going to realize that you're not standing in your real life." "And where do I stand?" "In your mental dreamworld, from which you'll never return." "Thank you for this dream!" "That's a fucking nightmare!" "That one dream certainly is." "He'll bring you back into your normal life." "But you have to understand, that you're the one, who's doing all of this." "The other dream shows the life that you would love to live but never could." "I don't want to see those abnormal cruelties anymore!" "Please understand!" "It's breaking my heart!" "Good!" "We're one little step further." "Now push key 2." "What are you doing with me, you hog?" "What do you want?" "Why Joe?" "He has already been through a lot lately." "You have to ask yourself that question and not me." "That's all your fault." "Now I want you to read the book, that I've sent you." "I want my baby back!" "All in good time." "Color-Allegorics: the interpretation of colors by values of symbols." "The values of symbols can be different in several cultures, though there are always combined elements." "For example: the color white stands in Western cultures for absolute purity and truth." "In Eastern cultures it stands for sorrow and death." "Back in the antiquity the four temperaments got assigned with colors." "Afterwards the color especially found access to the chronography and the heraldry." "Blue: sky, loyalty, pureness, Maria." "Yellow: sun, eternity, but also envy." "Green: hope, immortality." "Red:" "love, blood and the blood of Christ." "Black: sorrow." "Just one simple question:" "Which of these colors would describe your current feelings?" "Red." " And black." " I'll guide you to white." "And then you have to make your final decision." "But you have a long way to go." "A very long way." "Now it's about time for the second layer." "LAYER 2 LEVEL GREEN" " Where am I?" " You're at the 'Torture End Time'." "Jennifer, someone's waiting for you in the darkroom." "Why am I here?" "And what have you done with my eye?" "You just see one half and don't want to see the other." "Now I need to force your way." "I'm in your inside." "My appearance arises from your dark side." "Please, please, please!" "I can't take this anymore!" "If you won't give me my child back, why don't you kill me right away?" "Go ahead!" "What the hell are you waiting for?" "Do it!" "I didn't take your child from you!" "You took children away." "I'm trying to get you back to reality." "On a physical level there will be a sympathectomy after that." "But for that your conscience has to be pure." "You want to torture me to death, right?" "You're expecting euthanasia." "Basically you have to thank yourself for it." "Now I want you to start reading chapter two of the book." "I won't do shit!" "You motherfucker mutilated me!" "I've already told you to kill me!" "Come on!" "Do it!" "Mommy!" "Wait!" "Wait!" "Wait!" "Wait!" "I'll do anything you want from me." "Please forgive me." "I didn't mean it." "But you have to promise me, that you won't hurt him, okay?" "Okay." "Okay, okay." "I'll continue reading now." "Additive and substractive color mixing." "I don't know, why I have to read this." "What did you learn from reading chapter one?" "The symbols of various colors." "And now?" "This means, that the color of blue, red and green, in front of a black background, appears white." "Additive color mixing." "The other way around." "The color mixing of red, blue and yellow in front of a white background appears black." "Substractive color mixing." "Which way do you want to go?" "White stands for absolute purity." "The eternal light." "That sounds good!" "Sounds like enlightenment and peace to me." "I'm going to choose white." " Would you be willing to die for it?" " Listen!" "My son needs me!" "If I died, he wouldn't have anybody left." "Mommy!" "No!" "No!" "Give me back my child!" "I want my child back!" "Please!" "Please!" "I'll go to the church and I'll pray!" "I'll become a whole new person!" "I'll do everything!" "Please!" "Please!" "Please!" "Give him back to me." "When's your son's birthday?" "When's your husband's birthday?" "Where did you give birth to your child?" "On the maternity ward at the hospital or private?" "Did you deliver it at home?" "Was a midwife present?" "Where was your husband at that time?" "Where did you meet him?" "On vacation?" "At a bar or at the dentist?" "On a shopping spree or even at work?" " I can't remember." " You had a dream of life." "But you acted self-destructive." "Your amnesia displaces your dark doings." "All there's left is your little dreamworld." "Jennifer, you don't have a husband." " And you don't have a child." " You fucking bastard!" "You're lying!" "You're lying!" "You're lying!" "What was in that injection you gave me?" "I want the child." "No!" "No!" "Mommy!" "LAYER 3 LEVEL BLUE" "No matter what I've done, I don't want to die." "Poor suffering creature." "If I were you, I would watch out." "It's very dangerous here." " How do we get out of here?" " Out of here?" "There's no way out of here." "Here's neither a beginning nor an end." "You're here." "Nothing else exists." " What is it you're looking for?" " I'm looking for the bogeyman." "He killed my child." "I have to kill him." "Oh, a child." "An innocent soul." "Tender, soft skin." "Tender meat." "Fuck off, you freak!" "If I don't get your child's soul, then maybe I could get yours." " Go away!" "I warned you!" "It's dangerous to walk around here alone." "You're going to end up as food for the beasts." "I don't care." "Go away!" "Go away!" "Leave me alone!" "Hey, sexy lady!" "What's up?" "I'll tell you!" "I have everything that you need." "The finest shit!" "Acid, speed, coke, ecstasy, poppers, weed, crystal, crack and ketamine!" " So, what would you like?" " Nothing." "Leave me alone." "Hey, cunt!" "I know you!" "You don't have to act like Saint Mary here!" "I know for a fact that you need something!" "And down here I'm the only one, who can give you what you need." "Where's above?" " What?" " You've just said, you're the only one down here, who has what I need." "So, where's above?" "How do I get there?" " There's no above." "Wrong question." " Never mind!" "It's funny." "You're not the first one who asked me that today." " Really?" " Yes." "An old frump came by, carrying a little boy in her arms." "She was totally confused." "Always saying something like, she has to bring the little boy back." "Where did she go?" " What did the boy look like?" " What did he look like?" "Three heads, horn on the chest." "The way those little poopers always look like." "You're asking too much!" "Thank you!" "You helped me a lot." "See you!" "No!" "Go away!" "Jennifer." "I know it's hard for you to articulate, but still you found the right way to go." "In my dining room everything was red enlightened." "In the club everything was green." "Here everything's blue." "Up next and last I'm going to be in the white light." " I'm enlightened!" " Well done!" "Still one little step's missing." " Which one?" " Do you know, what you've done?" " I don't remember anything!" " Who's Joe and Michael?" "Two beloved friends." " Irina?" " My neighbor." "She lives in the same building." " And Willy?" " He also lives there." " Elisabeth?" " The old lady next door." "She babysits Nico every now and then, if I need to go someplace." " The postman?" " He brings you the mail." " And Nico?" " What?" "What kind of question is that?" "He's my son!" " I love him to death!" " Sebastian?" "Of course!" "He's my husband." "You called all of them by names." "Are you really sure?" "Yes!" "I'm sure." "Well, the last step is to get your memory back." "Are you ready for it?" "Yes." "Now I know who you are." "You are me!" "You're the good part of me and I'm the bad one." "I did bad things to people." "And now I'll have to pay for it." "My grief should be a lot worse, than what I've done to other people." "They sow the wind and reap the whirlwind." "Right?" "You had to undergo, what you did to others." "It was your karma." "I've chosen the physique of a men, that you wished for in your dreams." "But see for yourself." " Sebastian!" "Sebastian!" " Jennifer?" "I'm only exisiting in your imagination." "Just like Nico." "Now you'll see, what you're going to expect." "Keep your prophecies for yourself!" "Why did you do this?" "You're going to stay in the darkness forever." "LAYER 4 LEVEL YELLOW" "Substractive color mixing: blue, yellow, red." "The result is: black." "Allegory for: the void, the sorrow, the hell..." "She's in a coma." "No one knows, when she'll wake up again." "Anyway, she's so pumped full of drugs." "I've never seen something like that." "It's almost a miracle that she's alive." "It would be better, if that bitch died." "She killed seven people." "Life penalty would be too expensive for the taxpayers." "It's doubtful, if she'll ever get a normal mental condition again." "In such cases the brain often remains permanently damaged." "Then we'll commit her to a crazy house." "This woman spared no one." "She even killed an infant." "I'll definitely stay here." "And keep my eyes glued to that bitch." "I'm coming!" "Fuck you!" "I'm coming!" " Can you babysit my son for a moment?" "I need to get some groceries." " Si, si, si." " Really?" " Si, si." "Hey!" " Hello!" " What do you want?" " I've got mail for you." "What happened here?" " Please, don't!" "No, no!" "Please, don't!" " Yes!" "Hello, good morning." "What can I do for you?" "One transfer?" "Okay." "Good." "You just need to sign right there." "Hey, you fucking assholes!" "This is a hold up!" "Hands up!" "Get away!" "Away!" "And you, asshole!" "Put the money in the bag!" "And hurry up!" "I said hands up!" "What are you doing?" "Come here, asshole!" "Come here!" "Faster!" "Turn around!" "Dirtbag!" " Here!" "That's all we got." " That's all you've got?" " Yes, it is." "All you've got?" "Are you fucking with me?" "Give me the money!" "Here!" "Shut the fuck up!" "Give me the money!" " What are you doing, asshole?" " Nothing." " Nothing, nothing, nothing." "Take off your clothes." "Come here, fucker." "Move it!" " Undress him!" "Now!" "Hurry up!" " What?" "No!" " Come on!" "Just do it!" "Hey!" "Sweetie!" "Get over here!" "Over here, sweetie!" "Let's see what you got." "I said hands up!" "Go on!" "Put them up!" "Higher!" "Granny, the same for you." "Hands up." " Please take the money." "We..." " Shut the fuck up!" "I'm not talking to you!" " What else do you want?" "Why don't you just leave?" " Shut up!" "I want all of the money!" "I know how much there ist!" "Go!" "There's no more left." "Okay." "Good." "Now the pants." " Yes, honey, I want to see you naked, asshole." " Bitch!" "Take off his pants!" "Now!" "I want to see, what he's hiding." "What a teeny-weeny dick!" "Ridiculous!" "Not a word, asshole!" "Or I'll blow your fucking brains out!" "Move it!" "To the car!" "Go ahead!" "I'm going on a little trip with police protection." " That's crazy!" "And it won't work!" " Yes, right." "You think so?" "Come on!" "Open the fucking door I want to leave!" "Hurry!" "And, which dealer do you want to see?" "Wow!" "That little asshole has a great sense of humor, huh?" "What about your storeroom?" "I bet there's a whole lot of stuff, right?" "We already splitted the stuff among each other." "By the way, the doc said, you're going to have a screw loose, if you wake up again." "That's funny, because I don't behave like a lunatic, so he was wrong." " Well, I guess you are right." " The party is over!" " I want to know what happened and where my money is!" " Okay, okay." "200 meter near the bank you were found unconscious, the bag with the money was next to you." "But obviously your special cocktail knocked you out." "Fuck!" "What are you looking at?" "Never seen a naked woman before?" "Or do you want to fuck?" "Get out!" " What are you planning to do?" " You'll find out soon enough." "Please don't do anything you will regret later." "Don't worry." "I never regretted anything." "Get out!" "Go ahead!" "Move it!" "Come on!" " There are two things I hate about this job." " And that is?" "If children lie here, or if people throw their lifes away." "Then maybe you should try to get over it." "Let's just do our work." " Can you already tell, if it was suicide?" " Yes, definitely." "11:45 am." "In front of us lies the body of a 45-year-old woman." "5 feet 65 inches tall." "132 pounds, well nourished." "On her back are some red and violet death marks, which were caused by light pressure of fingertips." "The area of her left and right thighs are covered with plenty of bruises." "The body also shows several fractures." "The area of the right parietal lobe shows a 5 mm entry wound." "The edges of the wound aren't adaptable." "The edge of the entry wound is circled by 1 mm gunshot residues." "And in the gunshot residues ring is a 3 mm graze." "Externally you see the exit wound." "The gunshot injury still shows some half pieces of the bullet." "In the area of the left parietal lobe there's a 5 cm exit wound." "The edges of the wound are adaptable." "At the end, when you die, there's no tunnel, no white bright light." "There's neither the black nor the void." "You feel exactly the same way you felt before." "You feel pain, fear, hunger and thirst." "Except that you can't make yourself felt anymore." "You have to accept everything that's happening to you." "That's the real hell." "If only there was the eternal nothing, the eternal sleep, without dreams, then this would be the paradise for me." "I'm Jennifer Goettler, I'm happily married and have a little son." "His name is Nico."