"my beloved," "soon the police" "is going to come" "I'm waiting for them, they've already" "locked down our neighborhood" "checkered (=locked down) paper" "your ID (=papers)" "yet once more, I am going to school" "but which school they're going to" "ask for me to talk" "learn to shut myself up" "so I write to you" "1 last time 2 once there were 2" "I" "you others" "us 3" "it's done they" "got me and" "I now am in shadows (=jail)" "with for sole" "light" "the memory of" "your face" "live in a well-behaved way (= fa ce)" "they asked me" "who was your friend Carlos" "but as you" "never wanted to tell this to" "me" "how could I tell this to them" "but here is the thing" "the police didn't know that" "it didn't even know that I knew you" "and I'll lose lose consciousness under" "questions and torture while I" "don't even have" "a secret" "how am I going" "to have" "the desire" "to resist" "to stay alive" "while I don't have any secret" "I'd pass out at each strike from the pain and I" "would remember your pleasure we never had the time" "they had all the time" "and this is strange, the time we never had, well" "facing the police, I had it, because torture" "would put me back in" "time immemorial" "our days and our nights" "your words silently broadcasted by the sound of the strikes" "you see" "seize the opportunity to think back" "your desire" "to change something" "in this societ" "summer (=ety) winter" "our young girl how in your turn would you tell her" "my death since you'll never get this letter" "all of this helps me to not tread water when" "the violence of the questions" "I forget by thinking before me and after me" "and you" "the beach" "anne" "marie" "I read on your lips" "I make up stories through your channel" "you often complained because I had my heads in the clouds" "and you" "speak" "so, you're going to talk the only words they could say" "I was moved to" "another prison" "after some time" "they were clever my only strength" "was putting your image and your sounds" "a split second before" "a blow would strike this way, pain" "would come in my body with a slight delay" "or at least the sound of pain" "in my body via the conscience" "I still had left of it" "the conscience I still had a body" "and in this transition from 1 prison to 1 (= a)" "another link" "what happened (=past) compound past" "made up (=compound) of something this thing" "was that I had lost my memory" "of your face of the image of" "your face who helped me" "to put on a happy face under torture" "I tried to remember you" "but another would come instead of you" "another image of you in time" "probably" "for I also had because of my method" "to resist lost the notion of real time" "you had become figurative time" "and I was trying to" "I was trying to fit this new image of yourself" "to my new situation this was difficult" "I couldn't anymore read on your lips for" "you spoke very little in this new image" "who came to me instead of the former one" "under the blows and I wondered" "whether my image" "had took the same journey towards" "under other strokes" "strokes of bad luck" "twenty minutes with your head under water" "= 20 centuries" "I was starting all over again a little time before" "I was born but a little above" "in space" "empty my space my problem was still there" "they were trying to fill it" "sometimes I tried in thoughts" "not to write to draw instead" "to outpace their hands" "so, you're going to talk who Carlos" "who is he working for" "and you this new you" "former in time and new in space" "little by little it would settle" "I remembered you again" "eventually, they were fed up with it before I was they put me in a little room, on top of the building," "from there, I can peek outside" "there are people sending letters" "I wonder what's inside of them" "time goes by"