"CAITLYN:" "I 'vecomeouttoall the girls." "I think it's just harder for my guy friends." "What do you think?" "PAM:" "They'regonnameet" "Caitlyn and say, "Same personality."" "CAITLYN:" "I don'tknowifguys  get that." "KYLIE:" "Hey,pretty." "CAITLYN:" "Hey,baby." "KIM:" "Youlookbeautiful." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,thankyou very much." "They keep saying to me openly that, "Everybody's great, it's great, we want you to live your life."" "You never know when they get away from here and they go home, they go, "Oh, my God, I don't know if I really agree with this."" "What we're trying to do is normalize this as much as we possibly can." "KATE:" "Partof thereasonyou want to is 'cause you don't want to be a freak." "PRODUCER:" "Scott'shere." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,God." "Okay." "I really want to see the reaction to my, "male straight friends."" "(knocking)" "CANDIS:" "I thinkyoushould come to New York." "I'm performing there for Gay" "Pride." "What a better way to have" "Caitlyn come out to Gay Pride?" "CHANDI:" "Wedon'twantCait to feel that pressure of feeling like she's carrying the load for the community." "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Right." "No ,forsure." "And our community is desperate for help." "CHANDI:" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "I havealways worried about what that first experience would be like, how people would react to me." "And here I am going to a very public outing." "(lively crowd chatter)" "WOMAN:" "I thinkit 'san  amazing opportunity that Caitlyn has to really raise the narrative and raise the profile of the trans community as a whole." "MAN:" "Seeingsomeonelike" "Caitlyn Jenner, who is in a position of acknowledged privilege, go through this is very different than the experience, day-to-day reality of most of..." "The vast 99.9% of trans people are not having the same experience as her." "WOMAN:" "I wouldliketothank" "Caitlyn Jenner for raising the bar and making it that much harder for an old hag like me." "The bitch is two years older than I am, and she's absolutely gorgeous." "Here's somebody that is familiar, somebody you know, somebody who was a hero, and they're going through this." "This person is a human, and not a monster, and that's what it's about." "(lively crowd chatter)" "ZACKARY:" "Areyouhavingfun today?" "CANDIS:" "I am." "ZACKARY:" "Youlooklikea vision." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God." "ZACKARY:" "It'sverysandy, desert, wind and camel zones." "WOMAN:" "Itis ,isn'tit?" "ZACKARY:" "Peachy." "CANDIS:" "Oh." "CANDIS:" "Hey." "(phone ringing)" "JEN:" "Hey!" "CAITLYN:" "Hey!" "CANDIS:" "Hey." "JEN:" "Hi!" "You look like you're golfing." "CAITLYN:" "I 'minmy stealth mode." "CANDIS:" "Wow." "JEN:" "I didn'trecognizeyou ." "CANDIS:" "I know." "CAITLYN:" "Don'tworry." "I haven't totally lost it." "CANDIS( laughing):" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "So,what's happening?" "JEN:" "Well,here,I'llshow  you." "I'm gonna flip the camera around so you can see." "So, this is Trans Pride." "CAITLYN:" "There'salot  of people there." "CANDIS:" "Thereare." "JEN:" "Theythinkthere'slike  800 or 900 today." "CAITLYN:" "Really?" "JEN:" "Yeah,it 'shuge." "It's their biggest one ever." "CANDIS:" "We'remissingyou ." "CAITLYN:" "AnyTeamCaitlyn" "T-shirts?" "JEN:" "I don'tthinkI've noticed." "CANDIS:" "I haven'tseenany  yet." "JEN:" "Your15 minutesisover ." "(Candis laughs)" "CANDIS:" "I thinkthat'sless of a trans thing and more of like a-a community, like a gay community kind of thing." "Wish you could be here today, though." "CAITLYN:" "It'skindofscary, because, you know, you're really exposing yourself." "CANDIS:" "We'lltelleverybody you said hi." "CAITLYN:" "Pleasedo ." "Love you." "JEN:" "Loveyou." "CANDIS:" "Allright,loveyou." "JEN:" "Bye." "CANDIS:" "Bye." "Now especially because of who" "Cait is, she has to attend some, you know, events like this." "Once she gets past this initial shock of being afraid to go out in public, it'll be good for her to make appearances in the community." "(birds singing)" "(knocking)" "CAITLYN:" "Oh,my God, just come in." "What are you knocking for?" "CANDIS:" "I know." "I'msorry." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,God." "CANDIS:" "Youneedanescalator for the front of your house." "CAITLYN:" "Youknowwhat?" "Honestly, I've already talked to a guy about putting steps in there." "It's like almost impossible." "CANDIS:" "It'simpossible, yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Have a seat." "CANDIS:" "Howhasitbeen ?" "It seems super mellow here." "Like..." "CAITLYN:" "Um...it 'snoteasy." "(laughing):" "A few little incidents." "CANDIS:" "Whatdo youmean?" "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,acouple of the kids thought the, like... the Vanity Fair was a little too sexy." "Just the guys." "I don't think they get kind of the girl thing." "You know, like..." "CANDIS:" "Yeah,butCait,like , you have been..." "You have been repressing your inner woman for so many years." "CAITLYN:" "Somanyyears." "I know." "CANDIS:" "AndIunderstand." "I understand the pushback because you... you..." "CAITLYN:" "I wantto respectmy kids." "CANDIS:" "Ofcourseyou do." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Andyouwantthem to respect you, too." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Whichis super important." "CAITLYN:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "But,um ,you'vebeen living the past 40 years taking care of them and not taking care of yourself." "CAITLYN:" "I know." "Taking care of them and not taking care of myself." "Now I'm trying to take care of myself." "CANDIS:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "I wasthinking..." "You know what I ought to do?" "I'm gonna do it..." "CANDIS:" "I thinkyoushould come to New York." "I'm performing there for Gay" "Pride." "What a better way to have" "Caitlyn come out to Gay Pride?" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "I-I..." "What I wouldn't want is... and, um..." "'Cause my sons, Burt and" "Brandon, go, "Oh, going to Gay" "Pride?"" "This last weekend." "I said, uh, "No, I'm not."" "And the reason was not because I certainly don't support what they're doing down there, but, uh, I didn't want it to be a circus." "Okay?" "CANDIS:" "Well,andyou  probably don't feel a part of the community yet." "(birds singing, waves crashing)" "PRODUCER:" "Scott'shere." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,God." "Okay." "I really invited Scott over for a couple of reasons." "I want to stay close with my family members, and Scott still is part of the family and will always be because he's the father of three of my grandkids." "The second reason is, I really want to see the reaction to my," ""male straight friends,"" "and how they're gonna deal with this situation." "I never really came out with the guys, you know, been honest with them, so, kind of going to take the temperature." "(knocking)" "Scott Disick!" "(knocking)" "CAITLYN:" "Oh." "Here we go." "Scotty's here." "SCOTT:" "Hello...sexylady." "CAITLYN:" "We'rerockingit,  baby." "How we doing?" "SCOTT:" "How'sit going?" "Good to see you..." "CAITLYN:" "Goodto seeyou ." "I can't believe..." "SCOTT:...asyou." "CAITLYN:" "I know." "Um... yeah." "Uh, have a seat." "SCOTT:" "Thehouselooksreally great." "I love it." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "SCOTT:" "Sohowhaveyoubeen feeling?" "CAITLYN:" "Me?" "Like a million pounds are weight... off your chest... off your shoulders." "SCOTT:" "Well,it lookslike you got some more weight put on your chest." "(both laugh)" "CAITLYN:" "That'sright." "No, it's not easy to be able to, in the public eye, kind of live your true self and be who you are." "What do you think?" "Like, what was worrying you?" "What were you thinking about coming over here?" "SCOTT:" "Well,it 'sgonnatake some getting used to, I think, for everybody." "CAITLYN:" "ButI'mstillthe same person." "SCOTT:" "Butobviously,it's interesting to look at you, because, you know, I've never seen you look like this." "I mean, it's still you, so I'm not, like, "Who is this person?"" "CAITLYN:" "Right." "SCOTT:" "It'sstillthe ..." "CAITLYN:" "It'sjustlikethe same person with just a little icing on the cake." "SCOTT:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "SCOTT:" "A littleicing." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "SCOTT:" "I mean,I..." "Obviously, I'm just excited for you to finally have all the weight lifted off of you." "And, I mean, you look great, you seem happy." "That's all that matters." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "Um..." "You're one of the first guys to come over." "Mostly all of them have been women." "Like my buddy Jeff Dunham-- he has been very supportive, but hasn't come out and actually met" "Caitlyn." "My buddy Dean-- he had no idea." "What do you think from a guy's perspective?" "Because everybody seems to be very supportive and this and that." "I don't know." "It's just... a guy thing." "I've just struggled with it, you know?" "SCOTT:" "Well,Imean,I definitely think it's a lot different for me... than a buddy, you know..." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "SCOTT:...becausethesense that, you know, you've been in my life a long time." "You're a part of my kids' lives." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "SCOTT:" "So,Imean,tobe  completely honest, I don't know... if every man in the world is gonna be as comfortable as I am." "CAITLYN:" "Kindof likethe" "Kris Humphries..." "Did you hear what he said after the Diane Sawyer piece?" "SCOTT:" "No." "CAITLYN:" "Kris"Idiot"" "Humphries tweets, "Thank God I got out of that family in time."" "SCOTT:" "Oh." "CAITLYN:" "Andjustgot  absolutely ripped." "SCOTT:" "Oh,my God." "I'm sure." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,justripped." "To where, four hours later, he had to do an apology." "SCOTT:" "ButIonlythink that's a short period of time." "You get used to things." "Anybody who's worth being in your life will understand and will work at the relationship." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Igot too many friends, too many things to do." "SCOTT:" "Right." "Andtoo many people love you." "CAITLYN:" "I don'tneedhaters in my life." "SCOTT:" "Right." "Anynegativity." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "SCOTT:" "You'vebeenthrough enough, and now's your time to live it up." "CAITLYN:" "I broughtthisupto" "Brody the other day." "He was on his way to Vegas." "You go up there a lot." "SCOTT:" "Pleasetellmeyou want to host a party." "CAITLYN:" "Yes." "Andthe theme of the party is Come as Who You" "Really Are." "SCOTT:" "Yeah." "Perfect!" "CAITLYN:" "Canyouimagineall the..." "SCOTT:" "I 'llclosethatright now." "Anybody who's had a struggle not being themselves..." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Comeon.down." "SCOTT:" "I 'llbethere." "I can understand why she's so worried about coming out to her guy friends, because she probably feels like other men could never in a million years relate to this." "But of course she was fine with me coming over... so that makes me... question myself." "Well, it was good to see you." "Give me a good old hand hug." "And then we'll go in for the real thing." "Good to see you." "CAITLYN:" "Yougotit." "Good seeing you." "Thanks for coming out." "SCOTT:" "Okay,callmesoon ." "I'm around." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "SCOTT:" "I lovethehouse." "See you." "CAITLYN:" "Seeyou." "Kind of a crazy day." "(gulls squawking)" "(line ringing)" "SERGIO:" "Hello." "CAITLYN:" "Sergio,didyou  change my name in your, uh," "Rolodex?" "SERGIO:" "OfcourseIdid." "CAITLYN:" "Ofcourseyou did ." "You're..." "That's great." "SERGIO:" "Myphonejustsaid ," ""Caitlyn Jenner called you."" "CAITLYN:" "I likethat." "It really did?" "SERGIO:" "Mywifeisjealous now." "I told her I have a hot friend." "She's like... (indistinct)" "(laughing)" "CAITLYN:" "That'sgreat." "That's great." "That's good." "Well, here's my dilemma." "I'm looking at my poor little helicopters, and, my 600, one of the servos went while I was flying and it kind of went in." "Uh, what are you doing over the next couple of days?" "Could you sneak out here?" "'Cause I kind of have a hard time getting in there." "SERGIO:" "Yeah,Ican ." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,verygood." "I'm gonna look at my schedule." "SERGIO:" "Yeah." "Letmeknow so we can arrange it." "CAITLYN:" "Okay." "Yeah,and" "I'll-I'll give you directions on how to get here." "SERGIO:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "Tillthen." "SERGIO:" "Takecare." "CAITLYN:" "Okay,bye." "He even changed his phone to" ""Caitlyn."" "Sergio's a very good friend." "Never met Caitlyn, obviously." "I think he had kind of figured it out, but nobody would ever talk about it." "And the guys at the heli-field have all said, "Well, is she coming out?"" "You know? "Is she gonna come fly helicopters with us?"" "Um, you know, I could be the best female helicopter pilot out there." "This-this..." "I could, you know, go to the top here." "So, anyway, Sergio's gonna come out." "Great guy, a lot of fun." "(birds chirping)" "The doors have opened." "(Candis chuckles)" "Hello." "How are you?" "SARAH:" "Hi." "SarahKateEllis." "CAITLYN:" "Niceto meetyou ." "Yes, we hug around here." "SARAH:" "I know.(chuckles)" "So nice to meet you." "And you know Nick Adams." "NICK:" "Yes." "SARAH:" "AtGLAAD,we accelerate acceptance for the" "LGBT community through media, through positive portrayals." "And the more people know trans people and the issues that they face, the more accepting they become, and it creates a safer environment for everyone." "CAITLYN:" "Itseemslikeevery time I saw anything, you guys had my back, and I certainly appreciated that." "SARAH:" "Wetried." "And Nick worked endlessly, tirelessly, especially with the... uh, the tabloid press." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,God." "Yes ." "NICK:" "Well,we putout a style guide, like, how, for journalists, to report respectfully about Caitlyn" "Jenner, and it was viewed 200,000 times in 24 hours." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,I-Iknow." "NICK:" "Sowe gotalotof traffic saying, like, "How do we write about this?"" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "No ,it-it was... it was amazing to me." "Yeah." "SARAH:" "I thinksomethingthat people don't realize is that, in the media, it's taboo to out people if they're gay." "And if you're trans, however, it's fair game." "And we kept trying to remind the media that this is actually creating a really dangerous environment out there." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,Iagree." "NICK:" "I transitionedin 1997 and I still find myself learning new things about the trans community every time I meet someone new, because we're an incredibly diverse community." "CAITLYN:" "Incredibly." "NICK:" "Dependingon whenwe transitioned, at what age, which way we're going, where we grew up, you know, whether we're... what our sexual orientation is." "I mean, there's... whether people of color and everybody's experience is so incredibly different." "CAITLYN:" "Andyouknowwhat I found out, like, uh, first is they're all just so damn normal." "(Nick chuckles)" "No, they really are." "SARAH:" "No,they'renothing scary." "CAITLYN:" "They'vebeenthrough incredible things to get where they are." "SARAH:" "Well,they're incredible, yeah." "CAITLYN:" "I mean,youhear these stories and you can't believe that all these girls were just, like, now, so normal." "And so much fun and want to enjoy life and..." "I'm trying to make sure we project them that way, like they're not freaks, they're not freaks of nature and this and that." "CANDIS:" "We're...we 'renot." "It's hard to hear her say "them"" "and "they" when she talks about the trans community." "She still can't grasp the concept that she's a part of our community." "Maybe it's because she's been outside looking in for so many years that she refers to us as" ""they."" "But then, at the same time, people are going to look at that in, in a snobby kind of way, because it isolates her from her own community." "(birds singing)" "Wow, what a view, Caitlyn." "CAITLYN:" "Doyoulikethis ?" "This is kind of different." "CANDIS:" "I loveit ." "CAITLYN:" "Kindof Malibuchic." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "I boughtit  yesterday." "I-I actually went shopping." "With Courtney." "CANDIS:" "I lovethat." "Oh, wait, which Courtney?" "Your daughter Kourtney?" "CAITLYN:" "No." "CANDIS:" "Oh." "CAITLYN:" "I talkedto her, too." "CANDIS:" "Youdid?" "CAITLYN:" "But...yes." "CANDIS:" "Isshedoingokay ?" "CAITLYN:" "Isshedoingokay ?" "She's doing as well as she can do under the circumstances." "It's obviously very tough on her." "CANDIS:" "No,of course." "CAITLYN:" "So,um ,obviously" "Scott has a lot of issues and she's trying to deal with them the best she can." "And she's got three kids with him and..." "She'll be okay." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Relationshipsaren't easy." "CANDIS:" "They'renoteasy." "At all." "CAITLYN:" "Atall." "CHANDI:" "How'smy girls?" "CANDIS:" "Hi." "CHANDI:" "Wow!" "CANDIS:" "Wow." "CAITLYN:" "Doinggreat,baby." "How are you doing, babe?" "CANDIS:" "Oh..." "CAITLYN:" "Howyoudoing,babe ?" "CANDIS:" "Weorderedyou a margarita." "CHANDI:" "Oh,well,you did the  right thing." "CAITLYN:" "Good,yeah,Iknow , we were thinking about that, yeah." "I haven't seen you in a while, babe, how have you been?" "CHANDI:" "I know." "Good." "How are you?" "CAITLYN:" "I 'mdoinggreat." "What did you think of the GLAAD meeting today?" "CANDIS:" "Itwasgood." "CAITLYN:" "I thoughtit was really..." "I liked them." "CANDIS:" "I thoughtthey're... they're on their (bleep), excuse my French." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,they,they, yeah, they got their stuff." "They've got their act together." "They know what they're doing." "CANDIS:" "It'samazing." "CHANDI:" "Soareyou starting to feel as if you are a part of this community?" "CAITLYN:" "Yes." "Um, I have learned-- because of you guys..." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CAITLYN:...somuch." "CANDIS:" "Butsometimes,when you do say "them" and "they,"" "it's like you're not including yourself in that group of people." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Butyou're...you 're one of us." "CHANDI:" "Theworldneedsto feel as if you are inclusive of our community." "So it's totally... one of those things where you have to start embracing the word "we."" "We can start there." "♪ ♪" "CHANDI:" "Theworldneedsto feel as if you are inclusive of our community." "So it's totally... one of those things where you have to start embracing the word "we."" "We can start there." "Because when you say "they" or" ""them" to girls who have been on the streets, they don't feel included." "As you continue, I need you to say "we" and not "they" and not" ""them," because they want to feel like you're a part of their struggle." "CAITLYN:" "A partof that." "CHANDI:" "Regardlessof whether or not you know what that looks like, because have you ever thought about if-if there was no one around, no security, no nothing, and you just walked outside alone, by yourself, how" "would that be for you?" "CAITLYN:" "Tough." "Tough." "Um, I have had a hard time even with myself..." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CAITLYN:...identifying myself as me and who I am." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CANDIS:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Okay?" "It 'stough." "CANDIS:" "Itis tough." "CHANDI:" "It's-it'snoteasy." "CAITLYN:" "BecauseIhavefor all these years..." "CANDIS:" "Becausein youreyes, they were "them" and "they."" "CAITLYN:...she'sbeen,they were the... they were the outside, not the inside." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CAITLYN:" "I findmyselfall  the time, uh, kind of falling back into that rut." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "Yeah,we wantthe  outside world..." "CAITLYN:" "Right." "CANDIS:...toembraceevery aspect of you, uh..." "CHANDI:" "Thewaywedo." "CANDIS:...thewaywedo." "CAITLYN:" "Here'sto "we."" "CHANDI:" "Yes,to "we."" "CANDIS:" "Here'sto "we"and" ""us."" "CAITLYN:" "Here'sto "we."" "I'm here." "CANDIS:" "Andnot"them"and" ""they."" "CHANDI:" "And-andwe 'regoing to figure out how we're going to begin to work that into our repertoire." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Wegotplentyof battery there." "Battery charged there." "PRODUCER:" "Shouldwe call" "Sergio and make sure he didn't get lost?" "CAITLYN:" "I 'msurehe 'llbe  fine." "The guy friends." "I've text..." "Uh, I've talked to 'em on the phone, pretty much sound the same thing, sounds like old, you know, good old whatever his name was." "But meeting you is a whole different story." "This one has a boo-boo." "We'll give that one to Sergio." "He's the doctor." "(humming)" "Where is he?" "This is the last text he had, but I didn't hear anything after that." "Can you make it?" "It looks like this is the first time I've been stood up." "He would have been here by now." "(crowd cheering)" "PRESIDENTOBAMA:" "Thismorning the Supreme Court recognized that the Constitution guarantees marriage equality, regardless of who they are or who they love." "REPORTER:" "Forthefirsttime , the Supreme Court has said there is a constitutional right for same-sex marriage." "You can hear the cheer in the crowd, a very dramatic moment here, a 5-4 decision." "CAITLYN:" "Whataday ." "This is a monumental week for the LGBT community." "Just found out the Supreme Court just passed same-sex marriage." "Good for all the people out there." "It just shows you how far the gay issue has come in so many ways." "The trans issue, the "T," um, we still have a long ways to go." "The trans issue's probably 20 years behind." "Um, we've got a lot of decisions and a lot of things that we have to get passed, too." "So, uh, good step in the right direction." "I'm actually..." "I am off to New" "York, and, uh, for Gay Pride" "Week." "Uh, it's going to be, after this decision, quite a party." "Might be a little overwhelming, but it's gonna be quite a party." "It'd be fun to see Candis, too." "She's performing in New York, so" "I'll have to look into that." "CANDIS:" "Justyourmere presence of coming to the event will be a huge thing for the community." "CAITLYN:" "I mean,I'venever been that out and that exposed in my life." "It's kind of scary." "CANDIS:" "No,it is ." "I get that." "CAITLYN:" "Bigtimescary." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Eventually,it 'llbe  part of everyday life, but I, you know, I need to get out there." "How are we doing on a plane?" "RONDA:" "Uh,oh ,theplane." "It's all taken care of." "Wheels Up." "CAITLYN:" "Wheelsup ?" "(chuckles)" "RONDA:" "KennyD." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,yeah,Kenny" "Dichter from Wheels Up." "Actually, I met him at the golf course." "RONDA:" "Theywerevery,very  accommodating, so..." "CAITLYN:" "Oh." "Good." "RONDA:" "I didnotknowthat  you knew them." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Yeah." "RONDA:" "Sothat'sgood,you know?" "CAITLYN:" "Well,that'sgood." "I'm glad we're using them." "Well, I'm very excited about your show." "CANDIS:" "I thinkit 'llbe fun." "RONDA:" "Well,so ,guys,I..." "CAITLYN:" "I 'venever..." "Everybody is funny, because everybody knows you for your show..." "CANDIS:" "Right." "CAITLYN:...andI'venever seen your show." "Can you still kick it as high as you used to?" "(Ronda and Candis chuckle)" "CANDIS:" "Not-notas high." "RONDA:" "Comeon ,let's..." "I saw you the other day, come on." "CANDIS:" "No,Imean,andI 'm not warmed up." "CAITLYN:" "Butthat'strue." "RONDA:" "Oh,allright,all right, let's just-just see how you do it without warming up." "CAITLYN:" "Don'thurtyourself, damn it." "CANDIS:" "I know,uh ,Ijust..." "RONDA:" "Inheels?" "!" "CAITLYN:" "Waitasecond,not in those shoes." "Do you want to take those shoes off?" "CANDIS:" "No,Idon 'twantto take my shoes off." "RONDA:" "Whattheheck?" "!" "Do it again." "CANDIS:...alittlebit of..." "RONDA:...thesexiestever." "CAITLYN:" "Wow." "Wow." "Do it one more time for camera." "RONDA:" "Pleaseonemoretime ." "CAITLYN:" "Thereyougo, that's good." "(Candis laughs)" "(phone line rings)" "Let's see if he's even gonna answer." "He didn't answer his other phone." "SERGIO:" "Hello?" "CAITLYN:" "Sergio." "SERGIO:" "Yes?" "CAITLYN:" "It'sCaitlyn." "SERGIO:" "Hey!" "CAITLYN:" "What'shappening?" "SERGIO:" "Notmuch." "CAITLYN:" "Here'sthedeal." "My little 600 got a boo-boo." "It needs a little massaging." "I was thinking about coming in." "SERGIO:" "Okay." "CAITLYN:" "I reallylike" "Sergio." "I understand that he might be a little apprehensive in meeting me now." "I mean, we were good friends for many years." "You know, I'm not gonna call him out for not showing up." "SERGIO:" "What-whatdo you think?" "CAITLYN:" "I don'tknow,Ilook  pretty good." "I think you can handle it." "SERGIO:" "Thereyougo." "CAITLYN:" "Thereyougo." "I have to admit, when it comes to my male friends, um, and meeting them... been kind of dragging my feet, but friendship is a two-way street, so I just decided I'm going over to the" "hobby shop for the first time in six months." "(engine revs)" "I would just like to get life back to normal, that's all." "PRODUCER:" "Howdo youfeel about meeting Cait?" "Do you have any nerves about it?" "SERGIO:" "I don'tknow,I'm ..." "Uh, kind of." "PRODUCER:" "Yeah." "SERGIO:" "Like,youknow,it's  the first time I kind of, like..." "I-I'm confused." "PRODUCER:" "Right." "SERGIO:" "Wewereshockedlike  everybody else." "But I guess we will get used to it." "She's here?" "PRODUCER:" "Yeah,she'shere." "CAITLYN:" "Asof rightnow ," "I've just met with a lot of very positive people, and I certainly hope that continues." "But you always wonder." "What will their reaction be?" "Are they going to be accepting?" "'Cause I hope at some point that somebody doesn't turn on me." "I'm scared, I'm skeptical and, you know, gonna do my best." "How bad did you miss me?" "Well, things haven't changed." "SERGIO:" "Sure." "CAITLYN:" "Howbaddid you miss me?" "Well, things haven't changed." "SERGIO:" "Sure." "CAITLYN:" "SowhathaveI missed?" "What's new?" "SERGIO:" "Notmuch." "CAITLYN:" "No?" "SERGIO:" "Everything'sthe same." "CAITLYN:" "Sameold,sameold?" "SERGIO:" "Sameold,sameold." "CAITLYN:" "Well,me ,too." "I haven't..." "Nothing's going on with me." "(Sergio chuckles)" "Uh, but anyway, I think all the servos are good on this." "'Cause it came down hard, it went all... hell started breaking loose." "I got it down, landed it." "I got tall grass, landed in the tall grass." "But it was flying good till it crashed." "So have you heard from Dunham?" "SERGIO:" "I wastalkingtohim earlier today." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,God." "SERGIO:" "I-Iwould..." "CAITLYN:" "He's,like,mynext  one." "He keeps talking about coming out to the house, but he never seems to quite get it done." "It is what it is." "Sergio..." "SERGIO:" "What-whatmattersis your happiness." "You're happy?" "CAITLYN:" "Oh,I'mhappy." "SERGIO:" "That'sit ." "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "That'sall,that's all that matters." "I'm moving on." "SERGIO:" "Okay,Caitlyn." "CAITLYN:" "Tillthen,buddy." "Good seeing you." "PRODUCER:" "Haveyouevermeta  transgender woman or man before?" "SERGIO:" "No." "No ." "PRODUCER:" "Sohowdid itgo?" "SERGIO:" "It'skindofawkward but we got, we got used to it." "Whatever makes him happy." "Or her, now." "CAITLYN:" "Youknow, everybody's a little nervous." "They meet you and they find out you're the same person, just you look different." "He had to get that first one over with, and I got it over with." "One more down." "All my buddies." "It's all good." "(birds singing)" "Hello." "How you doing?" "Caitlyn." "Nice to meet you." "MILES:" "Wonderful." "CAITLYN:" "Candis." "Chandi." "CHANDI:" "Hi." "Nicetomeet you." "MILES:" "Hi,howare you ?" "I'm Miles from Wheels Up." "Have a wonderful trip." "CHANDI:" "Thankyou." "CAITLYN:" "Weneedapicture." "MILES:" "Perfect." "CAITLYN:" "Gotit ." "Off to New York!" "♪ ♪" "CHANDI:" "I 'veneverbeenona  private jet." "CAITLYN:" "Okay,hey,now we'll see how you do here." "CHANDI:" "Okay." "CANDIS:" "Haveagoodflight, ladies and gentlemen." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Look out the window." "We are climbing up and we are out of L.A." "♪ ♪" "CANDIS:" "Youguys." "How cool is that?" "CHANDI:" "Wayto go ." "It's amazing." "CANDIS:" "WhenIsaw that,I was like, what a gorgeous picture." "CHANDI:" "Soexciting." "CANDIS:" "That'sso good!" "CHANDI:" "You'reready,you 're ready, you're ready." "CANDIS:" "Youhavetoknow  that, because you're new to this and this is a whole new chapter, we're here for you." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,Iknow." "I know that." "No, I know that very well." "CANDIS:" "Becausewe 'vebeen experienced this for a long time." "CAITLYN:" "See,I'vealways had a tendency to be a little bit of a loner." "CANDIS:" "Whichmakessense." "CAITLYN:" "Youdealwiththis  issue, can't tell anybody..." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CAITLYN:...youbecomea loner." "I mean, I would play golf... 95% of the time, play by myself." "Just, I never felt like one of the guys and I never felt like one of the girls." "But I've always kind of been that way." "And I always have survived on my own just fine." "But it's much better to go through life with friends." "CHANDI:" "Right." "♪ ♪" "CAITLYN:" "Allright,just remember, girls." "When it comes to these things," "I'm a virgin." "CANDIS:" "I know." "CHANDI:" "Oh!" "CAITLYN:" "Yes,I'mavirgin." "You're gonna have to take it slow." "CHANDI:" "Takeit slow." "CAITLYN:" "You'regonnahaveto do a lot of explaining." "CHANDI:" "ButI'mavirginto the NYC Pride." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "We'rebothvirgins?" "CHANDI:" "We'rebothvirgins." "CANDIS:" "It'sbeenmanyyears since I was..." "CAITLYN:" "Okay,guys." "This is it." "The disco." "CHANDI:" "Allright!" "CANDIS:" "Thisis theparty room." "CAITLYN:" "Oh!" "Even better yet, we've got cookies." "(Candis laughs)" "CANDIS:" "I 'llskipthe cookies, I'll go to the bar." "(laughs)" "CHANDI:" "I 'lljoinyou." "CAITLYN:" "I 'mgoingwiththe  cookies." "CHANDI:" "Cait,I'mbeingnosy ." "Ooh, wow." "CANDIS:" "Backhere?" "Chandi?" "Chandi, girl." "Look at this." "CHANDI:" "Ooh." "CANDIS:" "Thisis gorgeous." "CHANDI:" "It'sgorgeous." "CAITLYN:" "Lookat this bathroom." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God,that shower." "(Caitlyn laughs)" "(Chandi laughs)" "CAITLYN:" "Perfect!" "CHANDI:" "Perfect!" "CAITLYN:" "Yay!" "CHANDI:" "Brava." "CAITLYN:" "ToNewYork." "CANDIS:" "Toan amazingtrip." "CAITLYN:" "Andhereweare." "CHANDI:" "It'smarriage equality." "CAITLYN:" "I loveit ." "CHANDI:" "Cait,you'rehere." "CAITLYN:" "Firsttime." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God,Caitis coming to my show." "CHANDI:" "Let'stoasttothat ." "CAITLYN:" "I 'lldrinkto that." "CANDIS:" "Yes." "CAITLYN:" "I 'lldrinkto that." "You know what's next on the schedule?" "CANDIS:" "What?" "CAITLYN:" "Sleep." "Not that I'm kicking you out." "You can stay here; there's another bottle in there you can finish off." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "Oh,no ,we 'llbe  bringing..." "CAITLYN:" "It'sbeenalong  day;" "I'm getting some sleep." "It'll be a long day tomorrow." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "Good night." "CAITLYN:" "Seeyouinthe morning." "CANDIS:" "AsmuchasI wasa  part of the community and I was, you know, praised for my work and I have a lot of, like, gay friends and, you know, people in the community that look up to" "me, there's always been something missing." "CHANDI:" "Mm-hmm." "CANDIS:" "Onalargerscale." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CANDIS:" "Youknow,our  community's always kind of been... at the bottom of the totem pole." "CHANDI:" "Andit 'snotlike we've ever looked for the gay men to-to give us our rah-rahs, because we have to give them to ourselves." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "We'vealwayshad to do that." "But hopefully, the "T" will be able to be embraced in the way that we always should have been." "CANDIS:" "Right." "No, that's true." "CHANDI:" "I don'tthinkCait has a clue that there is so much separation within our LGBT community." "The history with gay boys is they've never been able to see trans women as someone who is a human being." "Being able to respect us for the walk that we live each day has been a problem." "There's segregation right within our own community." "It's crazy, because we don't want Cait to feel that pressure, of feeling like she's carrying the load for the community." "CANDIS:" "Right." "No ,forsure." "And-and our community is desperate for help." "CHANDI:" "Yes." "CANDIS:" "Thisis thehaven." "For all us girls." "PATRICIA:" "Thisis the breeding ground." "(laughter)" "CHANDI:" "Right,right,right, right." "(Candis laughs)" "CAITLYN:" "Getreadyfor" "Kendall's runway." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,just... cool me down." "CHANDI:" "Coolyoudown." "(crowd cheering)" "FAN:" "Caitlyn!" "Caitlyn!" "CAITLYN:" "I havealways worried about what that first experience would be like." "How people would react to me." "And here I am, going to a very public outing." "CANDIS:" "SoIjustwantedto take you to Patricia Field's, because she is a designer and from the '80s, she had stores in-in the city and it was kind of the only place that anybody who was different could go and" "get clothing, bigger shoes, bras, corsets..." "CAITLYN:" "Really?" "CANDIS:...andit wasall  the, all the people from the clubs, all the cross-dressers, all the trans people." "They would go to Patricia Field, 'cause that was the only place you could go." "And she would open her arms and, you know... we would all work at her store." "CAITLYN:" "Andyouworked there?" "CANDIS:" "I workedthere,yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,my God." "CHANDI:" "Shealsodid the  styling for Sex and the City, right?" "CANDIS:" "StyledSexand the" "City." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,no way!" "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,that'sbig ." "CANDIS:" "Yeah,shewas the ..." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,'causethat show was just known for..." "CANDIS:" "Foritsfashion." "CHANDI:" "Forfashion." "CAITLYN:" "Forstyleand stuff." "Wow." "How exciting." "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Maybe alittleover  the top for me." "(Chandi laughs)" "I don't know." "REPORTER:" "Caitlyn!" "Just look here!" "(reporters clamoring)" "MAN:" "Keepdoingyourthing," "Caitlyn!" "PATRICIA:" "Hi,gals." "CANDIS:" "Chandi,Caitlyn,this is Patricia Field." "PATRICIA:" "Howdo youdo?" "How do you do?" "Welcome." "CAITLYN:" "Niceto meetyou ." "Thank you." "PATRICIA:" "Yougotsomebody great here." "CAITLYN:" "Oh..." "Canyou  believe that Candis worked here many years ago?" "PATRICIA:" "Ofcourse." "CAITLYN:" "She's...yeah." "CANDIS:" "Thisis thehaven." "For all of us girls." "PATRICIA:" "Thisis the breeding ground." "(laughter)" "CHANDI:" "I loveit ." "CANDIS:" "Itis thebreeding ground..." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CANDIS:...forallthe girls to just be themselves." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "Howgreat." "Well, let's check it out." "PATRICIA:" "Good." "(laughs)" "CAITLYN:" "Lookat that." "I actually love that." "CANDIS:" "Thisis cute,right?" "CHANDI:" "Right,right,right, right." "(laughter)" "CANDIS:" "I loveit ." "CHANDI:" "I 'mthinkin'that's kind of hot." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah." "CHANDI:" "Oh,wow." "Ooh!" "CANDIS:" "Oh,yeah!" "PATRICIA:" "Ta-da!" "CHANDI:" "Ooh." "Right." "CANDIS:" "I lovethat." "PATRICIA:" "Lovethat." "I think it's so important to, you know, catch... her essence and then develop it in our way." "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,wejust  kind of work it, Chandi." "CHANDI:" "Oh." "PATRICIA:" "I tryto getto understand her taste, her soul, her heart... so she has to feel comfortable." "Otherwise, the clothes are wearing her, and we don't want that." "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Getready for Kendall's runway." "CHANDI:" "Right." "CAITLYN:" "Youknow?" "Just... cool me down." "CHANDI:" "Coolyoudown." "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,justcoolme down." "PATRICIA:" "I cantellshe 's feeling it." "(laughter)" "Oh..." "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou." "Thank you." "PATRICIA:" "Oh,it wasgreat." "CAITLYN:...forbeingsonice  and having fun with this." "PATRICIA:" "Itwasgreat." "CAITLYN:" "Thankyou." "What an amazing experience, to meet and spend some time with" "Patricia." "I mean, over the years, she has been very supportive and committed to making a difference for the transgender community." "That, to me, is like... amazing." "♪ ♪" "CANDIS:" "Doyouwantsome  coffee or anything?" "CHANDI:" "I wouldlovesome coffee." "Great." "CANDIS:" "Oneof ,like,the  trans pioneers is really sick right now." "In the hospital, in Cedars." "Her name's Holly Woodlawn." "Do you know Holly?" "CAITLYN:" "No." "CANDIS:" "Shewasone ofthe original, like, Andy Warhol girls." "She's not doing very well right now." "She was kind of trans before you could..." "CAITLYN:" "Right." "CANDIS:...youknow,be trans and, you know, get killed in the home life." "CAITLYN:" "Sothisisinwhat years?" "'60s, '70s?" "CANDIS:" "Yeah." "CAITLYN:" "Wow." "CANDIS:" "I thinkaboutthe  '60s." "CAITLYN:" "Youknow,Holly's story really touched me." "I'm sitting there getting tears into my eyes, thinking how difficult life has been for her." "And it just reminds me of just how much of a short time we all have to really make a difference." "CANDIS:" "I justwanttosend  a little prayer out to Holly." "And-and, you know..." "CHANDI:" "Wedefinitelyneedto say a little prayer for Holly." "Send up some prayers." "CANDIS:" "Sendup someprayers." "CAITLYN:" "They'rereadyfor  us?" "CHANDI:" "They'rereadyfor us." "CAITLYN:" "I saywe go do it ." "I thought all my life about going public." "You know, I've snuck around when nobody's known who I was or anything." "I have always worried about what that first experience would be like, how people would react to me." "And here I am... going to a very public outing." "That acceptance in the public where I really don't know what's going to happen there." "I'm hoping for the best, but you just don't know." "(crowd cheers, whoops)" "CROWD( chanting):" "Caitlyn," "Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn," "Caitlyn, Caitlyn...!" "(crowd cheering)" "CHANDI:" "Doesn'tthatfeel good?" "Feels good, doesn't it, girl?" "Yes!" "CAITLYN:" "I amso blessedto be able to get the reaction that" "I have gotten." "It has been overwhelmingly good." "You have no idea how freeing it is." "EMCEE:" "Ladiesandgentlemen, welcome to the stage Candis" "Cayne!" "(crowd applauds, whoops)" "(up-tempo jazz music plays)" "CAITLYN:" "OnethingIreally do admire about Candis is she has really embraced her femininity." "(crowd whoops, whistles)" "And her show is, like, over the top, a lot of fun, and it's, for me, in a lot of ways, you know, it inspires me, that I can have that inner beauty come out in" "me." "(crowd whoops)" "MAN:" "NewYorklovesyou," "Candis!" "(Candis sighs)" "(crowd whoops)" "CANDIS:" "Thankyou." "It's so good to be home." "What a good, amazing Gay Pride to be at, I mean... (crowd whoops)" "And let me just give a shout-out to my mom and dad who are here today." "(applause, whoops)" "I love you guys." "Thank you so much." "I've had the most amazing few days." "And, you know, a lot of that has to do with somebody that I met recently and that I've got to know and really got to love." "And I'm so honored and happy that she's here today." "Caitlyn Jenner, we love you." "(crowd cheering, whooping)" "Honey..." "CROWD( chanting):" "Caitlyn," "Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn," "Caitlyn, Caitlyn, Caitlyn...!" "CAITLYN:" "Somuchfun ." "CANDIS:" "Thankyoufor coming." "I think that Cait was probably a little nervous about going to" "New York City and be a part of" "Gay Pride, which she doesn't really... she hasn't really felt a part of ever in her life." "But the response from the community was so immense, and I think that was proof to her that she had a family in our community, which was really important." "CHANDI:" "I amso impressed..." "CAITLYN:" "Impressed?" "CHANDI:...withtheLGB ..." "CAITLYN:" "Oh,Iknow." "CHANDI:...embracingyourT, like mine." "(everyone laughs, groans)" "That just meant the world to me." "It almost brought tears to my eyes to hear them chanting" ""Caitlyn."" "CAITLYN:" "Yeah,Iknow,itwas cute." "Very cute." "CHANDI:" "Oh,my goodness." "See what I mean?" "This is the type of impact..." "COURTNEY:" "Not...not"cute,"" "that was a moment." "CHANDI:...thatyouare  making on the community." "And it's not about you even doing or saying a thing." "You haven't said a word." "COURTNEY:" "No,youwerejust  there." "CHANDI:" "Butlookhow they love you." "That's what we need." "Just to be in that room just felt so electric." "Just to feel all the love that was going on was amazing." "I wouldn't trade it for the world." "KATE:" "Thathasn'thappened." "CAITLYN:" "Noway." "KATE:" "That'sabig deal." "You're opening doors for a lot of us." "Thank you." "CAITLYN:" "That'sgood." "BARBARA:" "Yeah,youare ." "CAITLYN:" "You'vebeendoing this a long time." "It's been a long struggle, you know?" "And I'm glad we're moving forward." "I'm glad I can be a part of it." "KATE:" "Lessof astruggle, more of a giggle." "BARBARA:" "Yes." "Yes." "Yes ." "CAITLYN:" "I 'min!" "(chuckles)" "I am so into that." "Yes." "CANDIS:" "Oh,my God,thatwas so good." "I can't wait to go backstage." "I'm on Broadway!" "I'm finally on Broadway!" "Goddamn it!" "JRJR:♪I can 'tbe..." "Everything you want me to be" "I can't be... everything... ♪" "CAITLYN:" "Overthelastcouple of years, I've really isolated myself from the world, uh, especially the last five months leading up to the Vanity Fair article." "Uh, the vibe in New York is so different than what I'm used to." "Everybody seems to be so excited, one, that I'm there, and so enthusiastic that it's kind of overwhelming." "I'm not used to that." "Even in the old days." "This is a bigger response." "CANDIS:" "I 'llbufferit for you." "CAITLYN:" "Go." "JRJR:♪Overandover...♪" "CAITLYN:" "Let'sdo it ." "JRJR:♪I can 'tbe...♪" "CAITLYN:" "Allright,here we go." "JRJR:♪Everythingyouwant me to be" "♪ I can't be..." "Everything you want me to be" "♪ Finally..." "I can see the light" "Through the leaves... ♪" "CAITLYN:" "Ithasbeenan amazing journey for me." "And I'm seeing all of it come true." "JRJR:♪But it'sallgone. ♪" "CANDIS:" "Wow,whatacrowd." "(playful shouting)" "CHILD:" "Wewanttowelcome everyone to camp." "CHILD2 :" "Beingaroundfriends is really nice when you haven't been around friends for most of your life." "CAITLYN:" "We'reallbeautiful!" "Hey!" "CANDIS:" "Wecouldhave,like , a girls' night." "JENNY:" "WhatI'mafraidofis  that you're afraid to come out and say, "I love women, and I'm a lesbian."" "CAITLYN:" "Justkindofso obsessed with educating people." "JENNY:" "Butyou'renot  answering my question." "CAITLYN:" "W-Wait,wait,wait." "JENNY:" "CaitlynJenner,you 're running away from it." 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