"Here we go, Jersey!" "[Cheers]" "[Thumping the roof of the van]" " Yeah!" " I'm gonna throw up." "[Screaming]" "I am so excited to be home." "I'm like a hamster in heat." "[Screaming and laughing]" "All:" "Surprise!" "[Kiss] What the [Bleep]?" " I love you, pal." " [Sobbing] Oh, my God!" "Hopefully this means I've been given a second chance with Jionni." "I don't know, like, whether to be happy or sad, I..." "I..." " Why?" " Well, I was already spinning, emotionally, and seeing my family just puts the washing machine on overload." "Oh." "Welcome home, buddy." "[Hip-hop music] - ♪ get crazy" "♪ Dj Pauly Delvecchio" "I'm goin' to Jersey Shore, bitch!" "All right, we got a situation." "♪ Get crazy" "I'm the sweetest bitch you'll ever meet." "[Laughs]" "After I have sex with a guy, I will rip their heads off." "Go, Vinny!" "Go, Vinny!" "You like the boobs?" "♪ Do something crazy" "♪ yeah!" "I have anxiety, like, bad." "My brain just doesn't work anymore, dude, I can't sleep." "You know, I'm exhausted, I have nothing left in me." "Try to get through the weekend." "Like, maybe going out, listening to music, being around girls..." "You gotta work tomorrow, I'm not [Bleep] messing." "Bro, I can't [Bleep] function in this environment." "I want to go home." "Relax, bro." "I'm definitely not feeling like myself right now." "I am really, really anxious." "I'm suffering, dude." "Relax, man." "You're making it worse, you know?" "You're building it up in your head." "No, I'm seriously thinking about leaving." "No, I think that's..." "That's a bad decision, bro." "Yeah I don't think that's a good idea." "I..." "I got nothing left to give, man." "This is starting to get crazy." "How do I talk this kid off the ledge, because I know right now he wants to jump." "You can't go home, bro." "I would just try to get to some sleep tonight, because the weekend, I think you'll be fine once you get to the club with some chicks and thi..." " Yeah." " I think." " You know what I'm saying?" " Chillax, bro, you gotta..." "You know?" "At this point, like," "I'm starting not to think rationally." "I'm burnt out, I'm pushing through, but the car can only get so far on fumes, you know?" "[Dance music]" "♪" "Mike!" "Ah, what's up, baby?" "How are you?" "Paula, Paula, Paula." "Well, me and Paula, we go way back." " I'm gonna wake you up." " [Laughs]" "I had met Paula the first summer in new Jersey." " They're having sex." " Are they?" "We were in the jacuzzi together, and I think Paula may have fell down the stairs, as well." "[Dance music]" "Paula's looking smoking right now, okay?" "And not to be disrespectful, she's a sweet girl, but let's be honest, it's a sure thing." "Let's just get out of here." "So we're gonna go back to the house and we'll see what happens from there." "We gotta go." "Are you ready?" "Go." "[Thunder]" "All of a sudden, thunder, lightning, pouring." "[Screaming]" "Oh, my God!" "Everybody's running for their lives right now." "[Screams] Oh, my God!" "Ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew, ew!" "[Screams]" "It's right here, it's right here, it's right..." "[Bleep]" "Oh, my God." " I'm soaked." " Really?" " Everybody gets t-shirts and shorts." "You guys wanted to leave." "[Squeals]" "[Sighs]" "I hate rain." "Do you have a shirt for me?" "Oh, I thought you brought some." " It's in my car." " Oh, man." "Then we get home." "We're all soaking wet, and Jionni has literally, like, nothing to wear." "Mike, can Jionni have a shirt?" " What?" " Can Jionni have a shirt?" "Sure." "I'm like, yeah, I mean, we share girls, why can't we share underwear," "I mean, you know what I mean?" " That's okay?" " Whatever you want." " I can take that?" " Yeah, that's all you need?" " Yeah, he just needs a shirt." " Underwear?" "No, just a shirt." "Mike has cooties, so the fact that my man is wearing Mike's clothes, it's just like, "oh, I hope they're clean."" "You need underwear?" "[Laughs]" "Underwears, too?" " Thanks, Mike." " Mm-hmm." "What?" "We're gonna have to find something to cook in this mother [Bleep], I can tell you that." " Like, we're eating." " We got eggs, sandwich roast beef, we got that." "Roast beef." " All right." " I'll cook." "You gave me clothes, I'll cook." "It's the least I can do." "All right, all right, whatever you want." "It's very ironic that, uh, Jionni's borrowing my clothes and cooking in the kitchen right now for me, and Nicole is just sitting right there." "Now, that's a situation." "Snooki, you hungry?" "I'm just gonna sit and watch." "How do you like your eggs, scrambled?" "Uh, how... whatever, you know what I mean?" "If we had cheese it'd be great, but..." " We don't have cheese?" " We've got the..." "I think we got buns, though." "Jiminy cricket, I didn't know this was gonna be like a cook festival with, you know, Jionni and Mike." "Like, they're acting like they're best friends and I'm paranoid, 'cause I feel like" "Mike is gonna do something stupid." "Where are you going?" "I'm not hungry." "Nicole." "Just make you and her, I'm not gonna eat." " No?" " No." " Eat, dude, eat something." " No, no, no, I'm good, I swear." "I'll eat tomorrow." "Snooki just wanted to get him away from me as soon as possible, so she throws a tantrum, runs upstairs, and he runs away from his food." "But, uh, Jionni's hungry right now." "He wants to eat this sandwich." "He wouldn't be cooking if he wasn't." "[Knocking]" "What the [Bleep]?" "So I'll bring the food to you, mother [Bleep]." "[Laughing] No." "Snook, are you in there?" "[Knocking]" "Come on." "Really?" "Thanks, Mike." "I am the master of deception, and I can act like anybody's best friend." "All it is you gotta know how to play chess." "If you don't know how to play chess, maybe drop down and try checkers." "I'm so nice." "This is really good." "Ah!" "I burnt my whole face off." "It peeled, and then I exfoliated, and then burnt the part that I peeled." "Pauly D problems." "You're gonna stay always, right?" "I might have to make the best decision for myself, you know?" "I don't want to you to leave." "Bye, sweetie." "[Kiss]" "[Kiss]" "Call me soon." " Ah." " What the heck?" "Pauly likes to come into my room when I'm sleeping and tickle my feet and scream, "oh, yeah."" "So I just sneak up and I cuddle with him." "I probably shouldn't-a did that in front of vin," "I think vin got a little mad, because that's his bitch." "You can't walk in my bed, have your way with me, and leave me." "And just leave you there?" "[Laughs]" " When I'm not done." " And not even call you a cab." "[Laughter]" "I never felt so violated in my life." "I'll buy you breakfast." "[Laughter]" "Gym, tanning, laundry." "It's just me, you, and Mike today." "Vin doesn't feel good." "It's time for work." "I don't know where the boys are." "Maybe Vinny's meeting us." "I'm so tired." "I am happy to work back at the shore store." "As long as I'm doing something I love, I have a great time." "Morning, girls, how are we doing?" "Both:" "Morning." "Where's the third amigo?" "I have no idea, but he's going through a lot of issues and problems." "He's never late for a shift in three... two summers." "Something really bad's going on." "That really screws you girls over, 'cause you're lifting the gates then." " Uh, no." " Come on." " You should be mad at vin." " Why don't you lift?" "Oh, man, vin." "Come on, vin." "[Laughs]" "Go." "How much are these things?" "[Phone rings]" " Hello?" " Hey, poot." "What's going on?" "I miss you." "What, uh, what are you doing tonight?" "Going to karma." " Are you pre-gaming at your house?" "Um, probably." "We're gonna take, like, a couple shots." "Oh, boy." "Could you not drink, please?" "Jionni's like, "don't drink so much, don't black out."" "I can't even, like, get drunk with my roommates." "I don't want you falling over." "All right, I get it." "All right, call me later." "He just needs to respect who I am." "Bye." "Oh." "Do you want to pay together?" " My shift starts now, right?" "12:30." "You've gotten on executive hours, big shot?" "12:30, right?" "[Laughs]" "Vin, how are you?" " I'm okay." " Are you okay?" " Yeah." "What's up, bro?" "12:30, right?" "[Laughing] No, what's up, dude?" "I feel that work will help me kind of get out of my own issues." "Wow, it's been a while." "Let's see if I still got it." "[Shirt maker steams] It's been a long time." "I'm actually helping, you know what I mean?" "I'm not sitting there, dwelling on my own [Bleep], which makes it worse." "Ooh, still got it." " Still got it." " Still got it." "[Laughter]" "[Shirt maker steams]" "If I can get through this, you can get through this, you know?" "People think that... you know, when it's not, uh, physical, that..." "It's mental, I understand." "Yeah, but mental is just as bad as physical, you know what I'm..." "It's worse." "[Laughs]" "Have..." "Have you eaten yet, man?" "Have you had anything to eat?" "Um," "I had a little bar this morning, I'm all right." "Why don't you come with me, bud?" "Yeah, cool." "Sammi, you're working the presses." "I'll get a drink or something." "I got it, I can handle it." "Thank you." "So what's going on, dude?" "I'll explain it all to you, bro." " Oh, really?" " [Laughs]" "I kind of want to explain to Danny what's happening." "Oh, yeah, I used to eat here." "I am maturing, and I'm not afraid to talk about my anxiety." "Let's chill out, dude." "What really..." "What's really going on?" "I have, um, anxiety, I have, like, clinical anxiety." " You just got it?" " No, I've had it since I'm like 16 years old." " Oh, really?" " Yeah." "It's either two ways, it's either like" "I get it and then I kind of..." "I pull myself back at bay, you know what I mean?" "I just have little episodes, and like, I just had to breathe, and..." "Is that like loss of breath and all that kind of stuff?" "Yeah, like a real attack, like, you know, just totally disconnected and, you know what I mean, like, whatever, I've had them a million times in my life, and those are easy, those are, like, simple." "And then what happens is, if, like," "I become in a different stressful situation," "I get so many that it kind of puts me in, like, a funk, you know what I mean?" "Really?" "Like, more of, like, a depressed state, yeah." " Uh..." " I've been going through that since I left Italy, and on top of it I couldn't sleep." "I'm hoping now to develop some..." "Like I said, positive momentum, and to just keep the wheels rolling, you know what I'm saying, and live in the moment, not think about anything." "Go out tonight, have some drinks." "Yeah." "Let me hit on your girlfriend and I'll be good." "[Laughs] All right, man." "It is a necessary thing to do." "If you're having these problems, it is important to talk to people around you and let them know what's going on." "It helps you and it's better for them, too." " You guys got a close-knit group of friends." "It's true, but when you feel like it, bro, it totally disconnects you from the whole world." "See you tomorrow." "Vin, are you coming?" "[Belches]" "I didn't even put underwear on today." "Oh, my God." "Gym, tan, nails?" "Laundry, tanning..." " Gym." " Gym." "Oh, there's my boyfriend." "This whole bag's yours." "I had to get some aloe, 'cause my face is peeling off." "Wrong with that?" "Burn relief gel." "What are you doing now?" "Waiting for you." "What do you want to do?" "I'll give you that pedicure." " Really?" " Yeah." "Nice." "We're gonna have a guys' day today." "We're going to get mani/pedis, br." "You know, guy stuff." " Do the nail thingy?" " Yeah, buddy." "I'm doing everything to cater to Vinny a little bit." "Going the extra step, going the extra mile, just to keep his spirits up." "It's hard being a guy." "I got spray tan on my nails, and [Bleep]." "I'm trying to get a happy ending." "[Laughs]" "This is funny, right here." "You give me a mani/pedi." " Mani/pedis?" " Come over here." "For a guy one." "[Laughs]" " Yeah, nice and hot." " All right." "It's real hot?" "Yeah, yeah." "[Vibrating] Uhh..." "[Vibrating] Uhh..." "Uh, uh, uh." "[Laughs]" "As the guys try to help me get through what I'm going through, you know, it definitely doesn't fix the problem, but it gets me able to physically deal with my problem." "Can you put Vinny's name on my fingernail?" "Sure, you want a heart, too?" "[Laughs]" "That really shows how committed you are to me now." "You know what I mean?" "You get this done before?" "[Laughs]" "What'd he say?" "[Laughs] It feels weird." "What, did she go get the belt sander?" "Dude, she going... she's getting the Jigsaw out, buddy." "[Laughs]" "Right now, like, I'm in a good place, and, you know," "I want to be with my roommates and have this experience." "My legs feel good after that." "This is not a good time." "[Laughs]" "Ow!" "[Laughing] Ow." "I got no tan in Italy, so I got a little excited." "I went tanning in Jersey, went tanning, went tanning, went tanning, went tanning." "[Blows air]" "I burnt my whole face off." "Oh, it feels good in the air conditioning." "This is the best." "What the hell am I supposed to do?" "Yo, somebody help me!" "I burned my face off." "What'd you do?" "Tanning?" " Oh, you peeled it." " So it peeled, and then I exfoliated, and then burnt the part that I peeled." "Pauly D problems." "I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would tell anybody in this house to stop tanning." " Does it hurt?" " I can't see..." " I can't move my face." " Oh, my God." "That's when you know the world is coming to an end." "You need cocoa butter." "No more tanning." "Our G.T.L. Endurance is not up." "That's probably what it is." "I shocked the system, bro." "Yeah." "This really is white boy problems." "Hey, can we go back home?" "Snooki is snooki right now and Jionni's freaking out." "What?" "You're like pulling me." "Where's my chain?" "What the hell goes on in this house?" "♪ People want to get down with you ♪" "[Hip-hop music]" " Is that Ron-Ron juice?" "We're going to karma." "We're going to karma tonight, and I can't frickin' wait!" "Whoo!" "[Singing] Finally." "Listen, I'm just gonna say this, even though you're a little off your "a" game, you're still gonna bring back [Bleep]" "And probably have sex tonight, I'm just saying." "[Laughs] You made me feel better." "Let's be real, Pauly." "Wow, you look really good." " Would you bang me?" " Bent over and sideways." "Okay." "It's important to look your hottest the first night of karma." "Just because if you don't look hot the first night of karma, karma will get you." "I want to put my Jionni underwear on." "And the fact that Jionni's gonna be there," "I need to do stuff, you know, to make myself look good." "[Burps]" "[Laughing] Oh, my God." "Cool!" "Jenni!" "Yeah?" "Look!" "That's what you wanted to show me?" "Don't show your ass to everybody." "Isn't that how it happened?" "What?" "Didn't you, like, flash everyone your ass?" "And?" "Jionni left." "[Dance music]" "♪" "Where's my boyfriend?" "Oh, maybe I should take these off, then." " Yeah, good idea." " Yeah." "I definitely would've done that." "Ugh, I don't know who I'm gonna get with, but it's gonna be someone good." "I can't do sex." "You could have [Bleep] sex." "I'm not gonna try out [Bleep] sex until I, like, have a boyfriend." "I'm about to go take a shot, 'cause I'm really excited." "If you want to join..." "I'm actually thinking about not drinking tonight." "[Laughs] Just kidding!" "[Hip-hop music]" "♪ Uh, yes my vagina keeps [Bleep]." "I'm wearing my favorite necklace, my favorite watch." "Fresh to death for a "t" for karma." "♪ Uh first karma!" "We're back in seaside." "[Cheers] Whoo!" "I don't think karma's ready for us." "We've been deprived of this for so long, that we're gonna go extra-hard tonight." "♪ Just take one shot oh, my God, I see karma!" "Whoo!" "This is what I've been waiting for!" "♪ Right here, right now what's up, buddy?" "Yeah!" "[Screaming]" "So we're back at karma, kids." "♪ Right here, right now" "I'm really [Bleep] home, like, this is my home." "♪" "It's like an overwhelming feeling that I can't explain." "It's like love." "My first Jersey turnpike in Jersey!" "I finally feel back in my element." "♪" "Do you remember me?" "Oh, my God!" "Damian!" "I hit you up all the time." "Come here!" "[Kiss]" "All of a sudden my friend Damian comes up to me." "Come on." "We used to hook up back in the day, and I'm just like," ""oh, my God," like he still looks [Bleep] hot." "Can I kiss you?" "Kiss me?" "Yeah." "Damian is in the right place at the right time." "Maybe he'll get the golden ticket." "♪ My own" "♪ so far away [dance music]" "♪" "Oh, my boob!" "♪" "Babe, get down." "Oh, my God, I was gonna like cook you, like, chicken cutlets and stuff like that." " What?" " I'm over it." "What are you talking about?" "What chicken cutlets?" "Oh, my God." "Snooki is snooki right now, and she's abducted, and she's completely wasted." "Babe, can we go back home?" "I wanna go..." "And I think Jionni's freaking out." "Ooh, I just fell." "Enough's enough, come on." "This is your girlfriend, Jionni, you know?" "I wanna go back." "You're such a [Bleep] idiot." "♪" "We're gonna leave in a little while." "All right." "Yo." "Snooki is wasted off her face." "I can't control her." "Go." "That's your girl." "And Jionni's definitely pissed, because he has to babysit Nicole." "Babe, your whole [Bleep] ass is out." "Fine, so let's go." "It's not like you're with your girlfriend, it's like you're taking care of your child, and you don't want to do that with your girlfriend." "Relax!" "You're like pulling me." "♪" "What's your name?" "Chantal." "Nice to meet you." "Chantal is the definition of D.T.F." "She's like so D.T.F. Right now it's not even funny." "I'm ready to leave." "All right, let's go." "She literally wants to leave before I do." "[Laughs]" "♪" "Where's Vinny?" "Yeah, he's walking around by himself." "I just know Vinny." "Like, when he's in a good mood, he stays with the crowd." "When he's in a [Bleep] mood he kind of just does his own thing and like falls back and walks by himself." "Where are you going?" " I'm gonna leave soon." " Huh?" "I'm gonna leave soon." "Oh." "Alone?" "You know, I'm trying to make the best of it, but going to a loud, crazy club is not the best thing to do when you're having anxiety." "Let's go." "Want me to find you a girl?" "No, no, no, no, no." "Don't worry about it." "♪" "I'm leaving with no girl." "I was getting pissed, and I was like," ""wow, this might happen right now."" "Are you okay?" "It was almost like Joe Montana, 20 seconds left in the fourth quarter," "I throw the pass, Paula catches it." "Aw, poor Mike." "And guess what?" "I come home with a girl." "I don't even..." "I can't see, I'm so drunk." "[Laughs]" "Open the door, idiot." "Oops." "Ooh, it's sexy." "Come on." "Finally home." "Yo, these are my rims." "They 22s, son." "Just kidding." "That's called semen." "There's no semen." " What is it?" " It's not semen." "I want to lay you on the bed and do you." "I don't use the smoosh room, but Vinny's like," ""can you use the smoosh room?"" "Because he wanted to get some sleep, and, um," "I'm gonna cater to Vinny, 'cause I've been doing whatever it takes to get Vinny out of this funk, so I'm just trying to make him happy, I guess." "[Door closes]" "♪ Baby, I'm your love child ♪" "♪" "♪ I'm your love child awesome." "♪" "♪ I'm your love child my chain means the world to me." "Trying to think, I don't remember where I put it." "She stole it." "I'm thinking the girl that you brought home last night stole your chain, obvi." "She probably stuffed it in her ass [Bleep]." "I would do that." "Smooshing was good, but it's time for Chantal to leave and I gotta call her a cab." "Hey, here's my underwear." "Wait, I think." "This girl has to leave." "[Laughs]" "[Phone rings]" "I'm gonna eat Turkey." "[Laughing] All right." "[Indistinct]" " Hello?" " Hello." " Yes, hi." " Hi." "I would like a cab, please." "Where are you?" "I am in seaside heights, new Jersey state." "We ain't gonna have nobody down there for about..." "Probably about an hour." "Are you kidding me?" "No." "I don't have an hour." "[Laughs]" " Oh, well." " She's gonna die." "I'm like, it's 4:00 in the morning, how many cabs could be out right now?" "[Chain jingles]" "I don't know if this girl wants to hang around, but I definitely don't want her to hang around." "We have to go." "I can't find my shoes, though." "[Laughs]" " I just got punked." " [Laughs]" "Hold on." "[Laughs]" "I'm serious, yo, like, they're new shoes." "I have like a million shoes." "I gotta get some sleep." "I want to get it in, get her out, call the cab." "They know the deal." "Like, who wants to spend the night?" "The cab's here." " Cab..." " Cabs are here!" "Cabs are here?" "Cabs are here." "Cab's here." "Find my shoes?" "They're in the cab." "What?" " They're not in the cab." " Bye, babe." "Bye." "Adios." "[Kiss] I'll call you." " Thanks for last night." " Mm-hmm." "[Kiss] Love you." "Okay, love you." "Where's my chain?" "Is this clean?" "Trying to think." "I don't remember." "My chain means the world to me." "I don't remember where I put it." " She stole it." " Maybe." "She's selling it on eBay." "I need to find my diamond chain." "Yo, I don't know where I put my chain, I lost it." "[Bleep] Me, your diamond chain?" "Yeah." " Come on, bro." " Swear to God." "You better [Bleep] find that [Bleep], bro." "Weird." "Check everywhere, bro." "I'm flipping out, trying to retrace my steps." "I'm telling you, she took it." "I'm thinking, you know, the girl that you brought home last night stole your chain, obvi." "Yeah, but she left with nothing, I seen." "She probably stuffed it in her ass [Bleep]." "Maybe." "[Laughing] Well, it's not under the bed." "I don't know what happened to my diamond chain." "I don't know if this girl stole it, if I gave it to her, if I put it on her, but it's missing and it's my favorite gold chain." "What the hell goes on in this house?" "Hmm." "I'm tired." "I don't want to go to the club, you know what I mean?" "Like every night." "I could just see it in vin's face that he's, like, at that breaking point." "I'm dwelling in my problem." "That's not making it better." "You know, I can't find my chain." "I'm trying to think, I don't remember where I put it." "It's nowhere to be found." "It's definitely not in here." "[Knocking at the door] My sneakers were still in there, my sunglasses were still in there." "Oh, my God, it's the [Bleep] from last night." "Maybe she has it." " Yeah, she got it." " She got it?" " What's up, babe?" " Hey." "How are you?" "Good, how are you?" "What the hell?" "I see my diamond chain glistening in the sun, like looking all perfect." "I'm like, "phew!" Thank God." "Holy [Bleep]!" "Yo, we was like..." "Ripped the whole house apart." "[Laughing] I..." "I had your I.D., I'm like, honestly, I woke up this morning, and I'm like," ""oh, what do I have?" "[Laughs]"" "Oh, my God." "[Laughter]" "Congratulations." "So I was like," ""I..." "I can't keep that."" "She's like all happy, like, "oh, yeah, I forgot"" "to give you this back." I'm like," ""you got to be kidding me!"" " And..." " Yeah, where are you going, out to the beach?" "I want my shoes." " Where are they?" " I don't know." " Let's find them." " [Giggles]" " This is what I get for going into the nasty-ass smoosh room, like, I'll never go in the smoosh room again." "The funniest thing just happened." "What?" "We get a knock at the door, it's the girl from last night, and she's wearing the chain." "Shut up." "She's upstairs right now with him." "I feel like the girl just took Pauly's chain so the next day she can come back and see Pauly again, and probably try and smash." " Like this?" " No." "I would do that." "When did you take them off?" " I don't know." " Neither do I." "We're looking around and they are nowhere to be found." "So she lost her dignity, her self-respect, so what the hell you need shoes for?" "[Laughs]" "If I find the shoes, I'll call you." "They're black with wood heels." "So I'm now coming up with a new plan." "Whenever a girl leaves the house, I'm going to hug her and then pat her down at the same exact time." " ...the hell?" " Well?" "I'm not drinking, for the rest of my life." "Till tonight." "[Laughs]" "Ready?" "We have two minutes to get to work?" "Anybody here?" "Hello?" "Anybody home?" "I'm definitely not feeling like myself right now." "I am really, really anxious, and the anxiety has pretty much overcome, you know, my entire being here." "Anybody home?" " Vin?" " Yeah." "You all right?" "Yeah." "Want to do something?" "Go down to the boardwalk?" "Rides?" "Pushing..." "Not rides or pushing games." "Yeah." "Win some [Bleep], vin." "[Laughs]" "How are you feeling today, good?" "I feel [Bleep]." "Sort of like every other day." "[Laughter]" "With vin it's like I love the kid." "He's been my friend since day one in this house." "Want to go on the Ferris wheel and make out?" "[Laughter]" "Him going through stuff, it, like, it hurts me, because I don't want to see him like that, and I feel like he can snap out of it, or, like, you can get through it." " Oh!" " [Laughs]" " Oh, hey!" " Yeah!" "There goes another big one." "[Laughs]" "Can I touch it?" "[Laughter]" "I really appreciate Ronnie trying to cheer me up, but I'm like a little bit beyond that point right now." "I'm tired." "I don't want to go to the club, you know what I mean, like every night, you know what I'm saying?" " You do or you don't?" " I don't." "The thing, too, is that I'm dwelling in my problems." "You know what I'm saying?" "Like, that's not making it better, like, you know." "I need, um, rest." "You know what I'm saying?" "Not like sleep rest," "I need, like, rest." "I can just see it in vin's face that he's like at that breaking point." "You know, like, I can see it in him." "Like, what do you do if you don't want to go out to a club?" "You know what I mean?" "A lot of things that are happening here are triggering my anxiety problems." "Not being able to sleep, all the partying, all the staying up, all the loudness, and it's a pretty scary feeling." "♪ Summer's turned its back ♪" "♪ and left for good" "I have a choice, either not react to the craziness that happens around me..." "I gave up drinking." "Drinking's just not good for me." "Or remove myself." "Either way, I have a choice." "♪ 'Cause this is where I am ♪" "♪ in a lonesome river town" "♪" "Nicole?" "[Phone rings]" "You don't want to talk real quick?" "I keep trying to think what it is that he needs." "Are you sure this is what you want to do?" "Oh, my God." " Where'd you go?" " Down to the boardwalk." " [Laughs]" " Got you a bulldog." "Here." "Aw." "[Kiss]" "[Sighs]" "What you doing?" "Nothing." "Are you sad again?" "Yeah." "You're gonna stay always, right?" "I don't know." "What do you feel?" "Anxious." "Not myself, you know?" "You gonna drink tonight, or no?" "No, I'm not drinking at all anymore." "I'm not in the state of mind to be drinking." "Yeah, I get it." "For my own selfish ways I don't want Vinny to leave." "I'm like, "just stick it out, come on."" "But then again, you have to think of Vinny, like, how he's feeling, and if he's not comfortable, he needs to go." "Well, I don't want you to leave." "I know." "I'm sure nobody does, but..." " Mm-mm." "I might have to make the best decision for myself, you know?" "I know that my roommates are gonna make it hard on me to leave, but ultimately, this is my decision, and I need to take care of myself." "I just don't want it to be best for you now, and then two weeks from now you're like at home, right back in the same spot because of the choice you made." "Like, if I make the decision to go, like..." " No." " I want to do it from, like, a calm state of mind, like right now, you know what I mean?" "I don't want to do it, like, where I can't sleep, and I'm not thinking rationally and I'm flipping out." "At the end of the day, you have to be happy." "[Laughs]" "Right, that's the best advice anyone's ever gave me since I've been here." "Hello?" "Hello?" "Hi." "What club are we going to tonight?" " Karma." " Okay." " Vinny's sad again." " Yeah, I know." " Why?" " He's thinking if he wants to leave or not." "No." "Like, he doesn't want to drink anymore, so he's like..." "Why?" "'Cause he said that people look towards that to, like, fix their problems, and he doesn't want to do that." "Sure." "Vinny is really sad, so usually when one of your roommates is, like, depressed, it kind of rubs off on all of us." "So it's like..." "Dude, if he leave, this house is never gonna be the same." "We're gonna be so upset." "I'm gonna be so upset if he leaves." "And Pauly." "[Sighs]" "I'm not gonna drink at the club." "[Laughs]" "Ah, ha, ha, ha!" "[Laughter]" "Doing eyelashes when you're buzzed is not a good time." " Is your face better?" " Yeah." "It got better." "Cool." "Did it hurt when you made out with that girl last night?" " Yeah." " It did?" " Uh-huh." " Oh, [Bleep], was she like..." "Yeah." "♪ You play, you know your part ♪" "[Perfume spraying]" "♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh" "♪ ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh [coughs]" "♪" "♪ ooh, I say" "♪ hey... yeah, and I... ooh should we still go out?" "I'm gonna wait." "Should we all wait?" "I don't want to bombard him." "With the million people here." "But I don't know what to do, should I keep..." "like, I don't..." " Uh, me neither." " I don't know what to do." "With vin it's like when you smother him, he fights back, but when you give him his space, he'll come to you." "It just makes it worse by us staying home, you know what I mean?" "Like, like if he needs his space, that's understandable." " We can't all stay here and bum-rush him, it's gonna make it worse." "Yeah, no we gotta..." "We just can't, it's just..." "It's not gonna be good." "He's gonna... he's gonna walk out the house." "I know." "I want to stay, but I feel like you need to talk to him, because if... yeah, you put too many people around him..." "No, just..." "Pauly." "I don't want to be the reason that he leaves 'cause he feels overwhelmed." "In fact, we need to get out of this house and let them talk." "Yes." "Let's go, and I'm gonna talk to him then." "I can meet yous guys later or whatever." "I don't want to see Vinny leave, and I'm just hoping and praying maybe Pauly can, like, knock some sense into him." "Let Pauly do his thing." "That's what I was thinking the other night, you know what I mean?" "Love you, Pauly." "Love you, too." " Love you." " Love you, too." "If you can make it out later..." "[Blows a kiss]" "[Dials a phone number]" "Who are you calling?" "My sister." "[Phone rings]" " [On phone] Hello?" " Hi." "I want you to come get me." " [On phone] You do?" " Mm-hmm." "I've been strong, you know what I mean?" "Like, I'm a fighter." "[Laughs]" "But there's no fight left in me." "So I make the decision that I'm gonna leave here." "You don't want to talk real quick?" "Are you sure this is what you want to do?" "[On phone] Okay, are you positive?" " Mm-hmm." "All right." "I really don't understand what Vinny's going through, and it frustrates me, because I keep trying to think what it is that he needs." "I'll just get a cab sent out." "I think it'll be quicker that way." "All right." " All right, bye." " Bye." "Why do you want leave, man?" " I have to, bro." " Well, what now, what..." "Dude, don't make it a big thing, please." "I'm not trying to make it a big thing," "I just want to know why." "It's best for me, you know what I mean?" "I need to..." "I need to get myself better." "Every day I'm suffering." "You're a smart kid, you give everybody in this house advice." "I know, I know." "I... you sure this is what you want to do?" "Yeah, bro." "I'm not happy, you know what I mean?" "Like, I'm doing what's best for myself, and that's it." "Stay for me, man." "Why do you want leave, man?" "I have to, bro." "Don't make it a big thing." "You... you sure this is what you want to do?" "Yeah, bro." "I'm not myself, I'm not..." "I can't get better here." "I'm not happy, you know what I mean?" "Like, I'm doing what's best for myself." "Help me pack?" "I need to get better deep down inside, and the options are just not really available to me here." "I need to go recover at home." "You're not gonna pack everything." " Yeah, kid, I'm gonna pack." " You'll be back tomorrow." "[Lip smack] Stop." "There's nothing else in my power I can do to make him happy." "Will you write?" "[Laughs] Will I write?" "So I will let him fix himself, because I've tried everything." "Could we sext?" "[Laughter]" "[Dance music]" "♪" "Are we separated already?" "Let's go inside." "Karma is crowded and full of a lot of people, and we don't have Vinny." "It's weird." "So we're like, "let's just try and really enjoy each other"" "and stay together as a group."" " Love you all!" " Yeah, cheers." "Whoo!" "♪" " You all right?" " Hi, babe." "♪" "Should I go with you?" "[Laughs]" " [Laughs]" " Come." "So you know you have to come back?" "[Laughs]" "You're gonna leave me with the situation?" "[Laughter]" "That's your cousin." "[Laughs]" "Trust me, bro, the hardest part is leaving you, you know?" "I mean that, and you, as my friend," "I want you to understand that." "I know." "You know, this is best for me." "It's hard to look at Pauly's face right now, because, you know, I've never seen him this upset, and I feel the worst, leaving Pauly, but at the same time, I think Pauly truly does" "care about me, like as a family member, and if your family member is in need of something, then you've gotta completely understand." "You gonna need shirts?" "Nah, I'm good, I got so many shirts." "Thanks, though." "This is the weirdest thing I've ever had to do in my whole entire life, to help my man pack, because I don't want him to leave, but yet I'm helping him pack." "[Coughs] I'm so exhausted right now." "[Zips bag closed]" "It is messing with me, and I'm like," ""damn, like, it's... it's real, this is a reality right here."" "Bags, bags, bags, bags, bags, bags, bags." "♪" "♪ so please don't be offended ♪" " Got it?" " Thanks a lot." "♪ It's just the state of mind I'm in today ♪" "♪ on my way" "♪ oh" "I'm gonna miss, you know, just the fun times I had at the shore house." "Not gonna be the same without you, you know that?" "This is a fun place to be if you're feeling in a good mood." "All right, brother." "Love you." "I love you, too, man." "[Back slapping]" " Clear your head." " I will." " Call me." " I will." "I just want to grab onto my dude and just... and be like," ""don't go, don't go, don't leave me."" "♪ But please don't be offended ♪" "♪ it's just I'm feeling like I'm on my way ♪" "♪ oh" "♪ on my way there's so much going on in my head right now." "Like, was there something else I could've done for him not to leave?" "It sucks, like, what do I do now?" "♪ Oh, on my way" "♪ oh" "♪" " I had to come home." " Yeah?" "Okay." "That's good." "Let's celebrate for vin today." "Hang on, you're... whoa!" "I'm gonna have to cut my hair." "Are you kidding me?" "There was like a beehive in Deena's head." "We had a problem!" "[All cheering, clapping]" "It's my birthday, Pauly's birthday." "I'm pretty sure they didn't give a [Bleep] about me." "Thank you for the cake." "We made a cake for Pauly and not Mike." "That's what you get for being a [Bleep] douche bag." "It actually hurts me that people don't care."