""That's my dog"" " Whao!" " Really?" " Shit!" " Oh I know!" "You went a little showgirls on me there!" "Not that I'm complaining." "Happy anniversary baby!" "Same time next year?" "Oh, are you kidding?" "I got needs, I'd better wake up in the morning with you all over me!" "You don't think I'm waiting 'til morning." "Let's go shower." "Give me a minute." " It feels too nice." " Just don't cook yourself!" "Honey," "Annie you're ok?" "Annie?" "!" "Annie, annie?" "Oh my god Annie!" "I'm really gonna miss you." "This's the first time we've been apart for any real length of time." " Not that long!" " Keith, three months is a long time!" "David we were split up for like, what 8 months?" "What of that?" "God, you're gonna get hit on by really hot guys in every city?" "!" "C'mon, it's been ok for both of us to have an occasional random fuck here!" "What's gonna be so different?" "You're gonna meet some cooler, smarter, hotter guy, who's a lot easier to get along with than I am..." " I could do that here." " Thanks, that makes me feel a lot better!" "Besides, we're gonna be able to buy a fucking house with the money I'm making!" "With a pool, and a hot tub, and a steam shower, and room for kids!" "Yeah, all of which you'll be sharing with the cooler smarter hotter guy you're gonna meet on tour!" "Don't you know I ain't looking?" "I'm settled down, I found what I want." "Besides this will be good for us!" " How will this be good for us?" " It will show you you don't have to worry!" "Come on David what does it take?" "Don't be so insecure, I love you!" "I'm not insecure!" "If you want me not to do anything while I'm gone, just ask me!" " Really?" " Yeah, as long as you don't do anything either!" " Just be safe!" " Of course I'm gonna be safe!" " I'm safe with everybody but you!" " Yeah but be extra safe, even with blowjobs you have to use a condom!" "Excuse me but did you use a condom with that plumber?" "No, but that was different!" "We hadn't made up the rules yet!" "And no sex with anybody more than once!" " We'll see about that..." " Keith!" "David?" "There's my car." "How do I look?" " So fucking hot it's ridiculous!" " Ohhh I'm gonna miss you!" " I feel like I'm gonna cry..." " So, cry." " Call me every night." " Ok." " Starting tonight!" " Alright!" "I will!" "Alright bitch calm down!" "Bush just lies and no one cares..." "Nate!" "You got fucking oatmeal on my print!" "I don't believe this!" " Hey, not in front of Maya ok?" " Asshole!" " This is really important to me." " Yes Nate, there're for Claire's crit!" "Mom don't say crit, it sounds weird coming from you." "Now what, are you trying to be like a model or something?" "No, I'm not selling anything!" "Isn't that what you should be doing, trying to figure out how to sell out to the highest bidder as fast as you can?" "Before your life just totally blows up in your face, because it will!" " It just doesn't stop, does it?" " It gets better, but it never goes away, no." "Maybe you should try to meet someone new?" "But mum I don't wanna meet, What, a date?" "I don't wanna be with anybody right now, I can't!" "Even if it's just sex then." "Sex can be very healing!" "Mum, it's ok for us to be celibate if we want to!" "Thank you Claire." "Then maybe you should get a job!" "Look, I've been trying alright!" "It's not that easy these days." "Besides who's supposed to take care of Maya." "Us, your family." "I think it's best if I look after my daughter right now thank you!" "Don't you think what's best for Maya is to have a healthy father?" "Mum, all I do is think about what's best for Maya, ok?" "What.. a bereavement group?" "mum." "I was a professional grief councelor for three years, I know what a load of crap this is!" "When you loose someone it actually helps to spend time with others who are going through the same experience." "Yeah if it's so great why didn't you go when dad died?" "I did." "You didn't tell us that?" "I went once a week for several months." "Why didn't you tell us?" "One of us could have gone with you!" "I felt like it would have been wrong to burden my children." "Maybe I could have used it too!" "Why is this family so repressed!" "I can tell you from experience, Nate, you're not simply gonna wake up one morning and find that's all over, you have to grieve!" "Look I know that!" "I have grieved!" "I have done big grieving!" "Ok, I just don't feel like I'm... stuck in this quick sand and there's something bigger than me that's holding me back!" "It just doesn't make sense." "Something as stupid as that, falling in the shower." "It was my fault." "No, no of course not, it was an accident." "No, I directed her out to the hot tub, made her drink tequila, got her all dizzy," " it was our anniversary." " Mr. Thorneton," "I think your wife was very much in love, and did all those things because she enjoyed doing them with you." "Why did this happen?" "Out of nowhere for no reason!" "I was a good husband." "I loved her." "I took care of her." "Now why's god punishing me?" "I don't think god punishes people like that Mr. Thorneton." "No." "Of course not." " Hello Ruth!" " Hello Becky!" " Pyjamas?" " Yes, it's hard to get them long enough for George." "He's such a large man!" " Nothing wrong with that!" " No no, I'm not complaining." "How are things with Hakim?" " He got back together with his wife." " Oh no!" "Yeah I guess I was just a pretty toy to him!" " 22 dollars and 40 cents." " I'm so sorry." "I'm not, I left a bag of burning dog shit on his front porch as a little parting gift!" "Moving on!" "You know," "George has a son." " He got a job?" " I believe he's independantly wealthy." " What's his name?" " Kyle." "He's about 40, rather boyish." "Does he have a moustache?" "I like a moustache." "No, but I believe he's capable of growing one." "Why is he still single?" "He's a very complex man." "Really, I like a man who can keep me guessing!" "Maybe I'll have you both over for dinner." "I'll call you!" "Shall we start?" "Anyone?" "They remind me of Kitty Grand's earlier work" "Yes, they certainly do." "I like them." "They're really simple, unpretencious, pretty, like Claire herself." "I wonder though, if there're a little to staged." " It may be." " Are they staged Claire?" "Mmm, yeah it's kinda hard to take a candid self portrait!" "Not just staged, but stagy." "Yeah maybe there're a little stiff." "Dead, that's what I like about them." "This girl who's like, dead and beyond everything." "Beyond hunger, beyond sex, beyond boredom, and really it's so beautiful to be in that state." "Like nothing can reach her." "Nothing can get to her." "See, I wouldn't say dead, I would say empty." " Yeah, definetly, empty." " Was that your intention Claire?" "No, I was trying to capture the stillness I sometimes feel." " Really?" "Not emptyness, apathy?" " No, stillness." "Ok, what are you doing in this picture?" " Nothing, being still." " What are you looking at, what are you thinking?" "Nothing!" "Ok, see, I, I thought you were actually thinking something deep." "Ok, let me ask you this and feel free to roll your eyes, but do you really wanna perpetuate the idea of women as a vacant vessel?" "Is this more lesbian stuff?" "Yes I have to meet my quota so I get my toaster oven." "Ok I'm not trying to perpetuate anything, I don't have an agenda, I shoot from a more instinctual place!" " An empty place?" " I'm not empty!" "No, of course not!" "So maybe with your next work we can see something that actually is inside you." "May I help you?" "Oh, I'm just looking for Rico." "Federico?" "Rico Rico!" " Hello?" " Hey, it's me." "God, I'm glad you called!" "I hated the way we left things this morning!" " How did we leave things?" " Awkward..." "Oh, I was just calling to remind you to pay the cable bill, I left it on my desk." "Ok," " So how is it going?" " That's great!" "W'got our own sushi chef, I'm eatin' yellow tail.. out of this fucking world!" "I'm drinking lukewarm coffee and driving a body back to the funeral home." " I'm having an awful day!" " Why?" "I told you, the way you left this morning it just seemed so..." "Whatever!" "Honey forget about it, you're just feeling needy right now!" "Honey?" "When do you ever call me honey?" "Because you don't want them to know you're talking to a guy?" "Jesus why don't you just call me Darlin'!" " Listen I gotta go, they're starting a movie." " What movie?" "Some japanese whore fuck they want Celeste to do the remake of." "Listen I love you, gotta go." "Rico!" "Wh..." "What are you doing here?" "What are you doing here?" "Well obviously you weren't gonna come to see me." "Come on, Maria is watching Nicole today!" "Let's go to magic mountain!" " Are you stoned?" " So?" "I don't have to work today!" "You can't come in here stoned!" "You can't come in here at all!" " Come on you don't like me anymore?" " Of course, I like you, it's just, you know..." "Are you gonna take me to dinner?" "I got a new dress," " it's very short!" " No, Sophia, no, Sophia, no!" "You got the wrong idea!" "I spent all day alone yesterday." "I was so sad." "I cried like three times." "I miss you, you're important to me Rico." "You make my life better!" "Oh, whao, Sophia..." " I'm sorry if I did something wrong but I..." " You didn't do anything wrong, it's just..." "Well I can't help that I like you!" "You're the best thing that ever happened to me." "I guess I should go." "Maybe I can get off early tonight..." " I'm sorry..." " No no, you're not interrupting anything." "Sophia Moralez, this is Nate Fisher." " Nice to meet you." " You too." " Do you... need anything?" " I..." "I was just gonna play some Doom." " Meet me up at seven." " Ok, ok." " It's not what you think." " Rico I don't care." " Hey, I can't believe someone finally stopped!" " What's wrong?" " I ran out of gas..." "I know, so lame..." " No, it's happened to all of us at least once!" "Yeah, it's just I'm supposed to help my grandma today..." "She broke her hip and she can't make it upstairs so I told her I'd move her bed downstairs in the den and I know she's just sitting there waiting for me," "I'm sorry, it's just one of those days!" "Believe me I know what that's like!" "Any chance you could give me a lift to the next gas station?" "I wouldn't even ask, I just..." "I don't know what else to do." " Sure, get in!" " Whao, thank you so much!" " I'm Jake." " David." "David!" "You just saved my life!" "This is so much fun!" "I haven't been on a campus in years!" "Hi!" "Oh, let's wrap him up and take him home!" " Now what?" " You're being widely inappropriate!" "As usual..." "And as usual I'm feeling irritated and resentful." "Well that's your shit!" " Oh, is Richard Brawn teaching here?" " Yeah, my cognitive sci class." "You don't believe in all that cognitive crap do you?" "You have to dig through the past!" "Just knowing where behaviour comes from doesn't change the behaviour!" "It doesn't change anything!" "Except, you know where the behaviour comes from..." "Ricky Brawn has a most unusually shiny penis." "I went on this retreat with him, and when he'd get out of the hot tub, the water would just beat up on his shlung!" " Do you suppose he kept it oiled?" " I don't know mum and I don't care." " He's a good teacher." " He's an exhibitionist and an idiot!" "Then maybe you should teach the class!" "Here?" "No thanks you darling, I'm not that desperate!" "This happens to be an excellent program!" "It doesn't matter where you're doing your training sweetheart you're gonna be a terrific therapist!" "I mean you really have this uncanning understanding of inner personal dynamics, which you've always had!" "You just have a problem applying the principles to your own life, which is so often the case!" " I was wondering when the insult would come..." " Come on we're exactly the same!" "Who's a bigger train wreck than I?" "So how is it going with Olivier?" "He's a very passionate man." "He's a lot of fun if you don't take him too seriously." "And he's completly supportive of my decision to have vaginal rejuvination surgery." " Oh mum!" " Darling, I've had a couple of children!" "You especially took your toll!" "I mean come on!" "No one wants to fuck a glass of water if you know what I'm saying!" "Speaking of children, are you still interested in having one?" " I think so." " You think so?" "And is Joe the man you wanna have them with?" " I think he is, yeah." " You think he is?" "How's the sex?" "It's fine!" "It's creative?" " It's interesting!" " Oh dear god, you have to dump him!" "Mum last month when I brought him to dinner you said he was the one!" "I know but I didn't realize at the time that the sex between the two of you was this cerebral exercise!" "That's not good!" "Sex is something you should feel, not something you should think!" "Yeah well I have to think to keep from behaving in a compulsive and destructive manner thanks to my early exposure to compulsive and destructive sexual energy thank you very much!" "I thought you just said the pouring over the past is not important?" "Change the behaviour!" " I have changed the behaviour!" " Well then what are you complaining about?" "This is probably the healthiest relationship that I have ever been in!" "I'm not gonna dump him!" "As a matter of fact we're talking about moving in together." "Now that's the Brenda I know!" "I hate your new hair!" "I could feel the gentle rocking of the train as we started to move." "And he was so handsome sitting there against the window, smiling at me." "When I woke up, I could hardly believe I was this old lady in bed all by myself." "And what's odd, is that I had completly forgotten about that trip!" "It was so long ago!" "I have so many memories of my time with Walter, that I can't even remember them all!" "Memories are nice aren't they Ellen?" " Their ATM is down!" " Really?" "I got no cash, I tried to use my credit card to get a gas can, and a couple of gallons of gas, but of course I'm way over my limits, so he won't take it, I begged him, please!" "He laughs at my face!" "How humiliating is that!" "Sorry." "Man!" "I must have been like a serious asshole in a previous life!" "I don't think it works that way, Things just happen." "At least I stole a pack of gum!" " You stole that?" " I figured he deserved it!" "Want a piece?" "Now you're my accomplice!" "Oh shit!" "What's wrong?" "My poor grandma is still waiting for me..." "I'd call her but she's deaf, she never hears the phone." "Why don't you let me buy the gas can and the gallons ok?" " No way!" " It's no big deal, I'm going to!" "Only if you take to an ATM so I can pay you back!" "Ok!" "An apple, some sharp cheddar, and a hunk of crusty bread!" "And somehow it all tastes just a little bit better when you cut it with your grandfather's pocket knife!" "I've been thinking, we should invite Kyle over for dinner." " Why?" " So he could meet my friend Becky who's quite adorable in her own way, and quite single." " Ruth, what are you doing?" " I'm trying to arrange a dinner." "I can make my vegetables lasagna, you like that, and Becky said she'll..." "You're meddling!" "I don't think it's meddling to simply introduce two people." "When one of them happens to be my son, who leaves boxes of shit on our doorstep." "oh yes, that's meddling!" " But, don't you wanna help him?" " I only agreed.." "to meet with him because I wanted you to see first hand, what a mess he is!" "If I had any idea..." "Look, just leave it alone, Ruth, ok?" "You deal with your messed up children, and I'll deal with mine!" "I don't care for that tone George!" "I'm very disappointed in you Ruth!" "Very!" "When you loose somebody you love, you truly have lost a part of yourself, because you shared a lifetime with this person." "It's only natural to have moments" " when you're feeling completly lost." " What if you haven't?" " Well, if you don't feel lost..." " No I didn't get to share a lifetime with her!" "Look I'm sorry, I've been listening to your stories, and they're... they're really upsetting to me because I don't have that!" "I don't have a lifetime of memories, we were just getting started!" "Just working things through... and... now I have..." "I have a two year old daughter who doesn't have a mother." "And so she, she has to get everything from me because I'm all there is, and I don't know..." "I don't know what to do with that!" "You know, and most of the time, I just, I just feel numb," "and sometimes, I feel just, just terrified," "and sometimes I just feel so angry, but then, then I don't wanna be this bitter guy so," "I try to deal with it because I don't want my daughter to have to live with that poison." "And I try to be thankful, I try so hard to be thankful." "And I am thankful, thankful I have a beautiful child that Lisa gave me." "And some days, some days I just feel like I'm going crazy, like I'm literaly loosing my mind!" " That's the fire alarm!" " Probably just a false alarm." "But just to be safe, we're gonna walk down the hallway and out into the parking lot." "Is everyone ready?" "Thanks for the gas man." "This is one incredibly shity day for me." "You are like the coolest guy I ever met david." "Now let's go hit that ATM." "Yeah, they're usually all over." "You want some water?" "No thanks." "Are you gay?" "Yes" "I thought so, you look gay." "No I mean, you could be." "I was hoping you were gay." "I mean, I figure you have a boyfriend, you're too cute not to." "but what if I could be your guy on the side, who understands you, and loves you unconditionnally and pretty much lives just to please you." "Want me to take my pants off?" "Hello, do you want some water or not?" "Oh no thanks, i'm fine." "Dude where did you go?" "I'm a little preoccupied, i'm having one of those days too." "Hey say no more." "I smell smoke!" "Is anyone else smells smoke?" "Ok everyone , false alarm, we can all go back in." "So you grew up in LA?" "yeah, one of the rare natives." "what about you?" "Nah, I was born in St George from Utah." "Not as exciting as it sounds." "It was the naval air station." "Your dad was in the navy." "At first and then he worked for a food service company that supply the navy." "I used to fantasise about running away and joining the navy." "Mostly I just pictured myself walking down the gang way in my silly uniform like Gene Kelly in "On the town"." "Who?" "Ah, nevermind." "The navy sucks." "When I was little as soon as I make friends my dad would have to move so," "I was always the new kid." "I know how that feels." "I was never the new kid, I was just the odd kid." "I think there's one in there." " What?" " ATM?" "Oh, cool." "Ok, this is the deal we walk in there you get as much cash as you can with your ATM card." "Now if you try anything, I mean if you even breathe in a way that I don't like." "I will shoot you in the spine." "Understand?" "Not 300, 500" "I don't think you can withdraw 500." "Yeah you can, do it." "I don't even have 500 in my account." "How much?" " Maybe 4." " Do 4." "Let's go." "Nice try." "I really hit you hard, didn't I?" "I'm sorry bro, it's just... it felt so fucking good, god." "I didn't even know I was gonna do that I just fucking I just did it." "Look, you got your money just leave me alone." "Don't be angry David, come on." "Get in the van." "I'm not going anywhere with you." "Hey, you're not gonna dump me after our first fight, are you?" "We're best friends for ever, now get in the van." "Before I kick your motherfucking ass." "Let's go cowboy." " Where?" " That way" "Wipe your face." "You want me to take you back to your car?" "I don't have a car." "Where I picked you up." "That wasn't my car." "I don't have a car." "Where would I get a car?" "So.. where am I taking you?" "Well, it's definetly party time." "There're these guys I know in Long Beach that deal meth." "Have fun all t'week-end long." "Y'know?" "Oh no no.." "We 're doing old school tonight, Mac arthur park.." "head on down the crack gallery." "Jesus," "You could just take the van." "No, i'm drinking you have to drive." "Friends don't let friends drive drunk." "How do I get there?" "Just head towards down town." "No, what are you doing?" "I'm getting on the freeway." "No stay off the fucking freeway." "Just go.. get on Alvarado." " ok, calm down." " I don't like the freeway" "I had an accident on the freeway, my father was killed." "Right after we moved here." "Sorry." "On the way to a Dodger game." "We were just talking and bam we plowed into the back of this truck." "I'm really sorry." "When the car had finally stopped moving, he just.. he wasn't there anymore." "What happened?" "He went through the winshield." "He never wore a seatbelt, it was his little "fuck you" to the world." "I lost my father in a car accident too, he was hit by a bus." "How old were you?" "It's just three years ago." "Fuck you!" "It's not the same," "I was ten years old." "Jesus man, did you fart?" "No." "Yeah you did, holy fucking christ." "It was the body." "What?" "The body, it's releasing gaz." "What the fuck is that?" "I just said it's a body." "I'm a funeral director, I was taking it home when I picked you up." "Fuck!" "Fuck!" "Get it out of here." "Stop the fucking van!" "Stop the fucking van!" "Jesus, it's a chick." "Hey you wanna fuck her?" "I was kidding!" "Oh shit, you should see your face." "What do you want?" "I want to get her the fuck out of my van." "Jesus, that's a person, that's somebody's wife." "If she was always farting like that." "He must be happy to be rid of her." "Oh god, that is disgusting." "Let's go!" "I said let's go!" "Man, you got any Lysol?" "It still smells like farts." "No." "Pull in there." "Get in the back." "Lay down." "On your stomach." "What?" "Do you think we're gonna make out?" "You faggot!" "Give me your hands." "That's tight?" "Yes." "Tuff shit!" "I don't want you going anywhere." "I like you." "Fuck!" "That was so great, you're fucking cell phone." "You are so lame." "Oh my god," "You poor thing." "You thought you were so fucking rescued." "All gone." "Cops go blind, don't they?" "Now say you're sorry for running away from me." "Say fucking sorry pussy." "I'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry!" "God!" "i'm sorry, i'm sorry!" "So are you really a mortician?" "Funeral director." "Man, that's so sick." "There's nothing sick about it, what's sick was leaving that woman in the middle of the road like that." "Imagine the guy who finds her." "Oh what do we got here?" "A bag of gold?" "It's some dead cunt!" "Oh come on that's funny." "It's not funny what if that was someone you cared about?" "Like who?" "Like someone in your family." "Why are you doing this to me?" "How can you be this way, because your father died?" "You idiot, I made all that up." "My father is not dead." "He's doing time somewhere in Washington state." "Then why?" "Why?" "I need to understand how you could do this to me, to anybody." "Don't you have any fucking sympathy for me?" "At all?" "How can you be so completly disconnected from another human being?" "Jesus!" "David," "What fucking difference does it make?" "Let's just get high and have some fun." "Man, look at your face." "See you could use some crack." "You ever done before?" "No." "Shit, I haven't done crack in a long time." "I think about it, Sometimes, I walk by a car right after the engine's been turned off and there's that smell, that crack smell." "Fuck, this is gonna be great." "Come on let's go find us a crack dealer." "What you need?" "Him?" "Too freaky." "There the little jog-runner." " What you want?" " Couple of rocks, how much?" " Forty each." " Forty shit." "Just give me one." "You buy the drugs right out of his mouth?" "Yeah we're close that way" "Hold on a second, let me enjoy this." "No thank you." "Come on it's good stuff." "No." "Or I could put a hole in your throat." "and blow the smoke in that way." "Ok." "There you go." "Hold it, hold it in." "Ok." "Nice ha?" "Yeah" "I'm so fucking loving life right now." "Oh my god, i've never felt like this." "How can i've never felt like this?" "Can you drive?" "I could do anything." "D'you wanna have sex?" "Are you serious?" "Totally, I need to suck dick, man." "I need someone to fuck me." "Ok." "Careful, I'm driving." "Hand me out you're fucking money man" "Or I'll beat your fucking face in." "Shit-faced motherfuckers." " Will he come after us?" " No way." "oh fuck!" "Your winshield is busted." "I swear to god, you're such a fucking hero." "Will you let me go now?" "No, come on!" "Now you're gonna go and hurt my feelings?" "Man, we're best friends for life." "You just said I saved your life." "That was just talk." "That's what you do with people like you, you say nice things to them so they feel better about themselves." "That guy would've killed you." "I don't think so." "God dammit, I gave you money, you got highed, there's nothing else you want from me, come on!" "Jake, let's just end it." "No, no, we got to go to long beach." "What?" "I need some meth." "God!" "There's definetly some downsides to crack." "Ok, look!" "Just take me to Long Beach, and you're done." "Really?" "Really." "Do you even know where we are?" "Not exactly." "Am I going in the right direction?" "I guess." "How will I know when I get there." "If you hit the fucking ocean, you've gone too far." "I just don't know where I am." "It's a red house like a barn red." "Should I start looking?" "yeah, when we get closer, yeah." "That's my dog." "That's my fucking dog!" "Wait, stop!" "Stop!" "Pull down the window." "Hey Charly!" "Here boy!" "How can that be your dog?" "I used to live around here." "Follow him!" "Follow him!" "I think he's gone." "Keep going!" "Don't scare him just get close." "That's what i'm doing." "Yeah, but don't scare him." "Now help me catch him." "I don't want to." "I don't want to shoot you." "Get out!" "And help me get my dog and i'll let you go." "what about getting the meth?" "Just help me get my dog." "And i'll let you go." "Promise" "I swear to fucking God!" "You're scaring him." "He's going to get away." "Charly!" "Here boy!" "I got a cookie." "I got a cookie for you." "Don't lie to my dog." "I caught him!" "Charly, here boy." "That's not my dog." "What?" "That's not my dog, let him go!" "Of course, it's your dog." "I know my own dog, stupid let him go!" "Jesus, I ask you for one thing and you can't even do that." "Give me your wallet." "What?" "Give it!" "So they can't identify your body right away." "That's right you fucking faggot" "You're so dead." "I'll help you, we'll keep looking, i'll find your dog." "Jesus, he'd be like thirty years old now." "Fuck it, i'm through with you man." "No!" "it's time to end this once and for all." "Please." "Oh what, you're gonna kill me with a rock?" "So what it will be?" "You want go out in a blaze of glory or should I just shoot you." "Please don't kill me!" "Suck it!" "Put it in your mouth!" "Suck it!" "That's right!" "You are so fucking pathetic" "Close your eyes!" "Close your fucking eyes before I shoot them out." "Sous-titres par la Fisher Team :" "Superviseur et Grand Maître:" "Guzo" "Transcripteurs :" "Paqui, Marie" "Traduction VF :" "Paqui, Petrushka" "Corrections VO et VF:" "Fr@nckbl!" "st, Guzo" "Synchronisation:" "EZ, Youyoup"