"Getting here in the dark Last night was difficult." "In every other location so far," "I've been able to find My permanent camp." "Within a couple hundred feet The first night." "This is very different This time." "And then I'm sick." "I don't feel good." "Starting to get pretty weak And tired," "And I'm still dragging." "It's emotionally And mentally taxing." "Because you know you're kind of Starting behind the 8-ball." "And it's not good." "The first thing I have to do this morning." "Is I have to find A more permanent place to camp." "Try and find water." "I heard quite a few birds Over this way." "I'm feeling dehydrated already," "And being sick is when you need extra fluids, not less." "So I'm in a dangerous situation." "This is promising." "Here we go." "I guess that's not What I was looking for." "It's a wide-open clearing." "Well, so much for that river." "Got to be a river Here somewhere." "Every time the wheel turns, It's stressful." "You don't know What location is next," "And you got to adapt quickly." "Or risk falling out Of this challenge." "There we go." "Thank you, lord." "Wow." "Caimans again." "Huge ones." "These things came after me In the last zone." "If they do that here, As weak as I am," "I'm in some real trouble." "You've got to make it Just to the next day." "My god." "Trying to stay positive," "Stay resilient." "It's always just you Versus yourself." "My heart is still Thumping out of my chest." "Time to go." "Not really knowing Where you're going," "It can take a toll on you." "I'm just thinking Of the possibilities." "Of where I'll end up." "God." "And that's pretty scary." "Captions paid for by Discovery communications." "Previously, on "The wheel"... at the rate I've been burning calories," "I'll be dead within 48 hours." "Luke became King of the caimans." "Wouldn't you know it..." "Tastes like fish." "But the other Creatures of the wetlands..." "I just heard a jaguar." "Began to destroy him." "Bugs just bit me All over my legs." "I'm sick." "I don't feel good." "Shon had his first Real meal in two weeks." "That's like a huge rabbit." "But his earlier Food struggles..." "I don't know If I'm allowed to eat bats." "Have left him Physically ravaged." "And the emptiness Of the tundra... the loneliness out here Can be overwhelming." "Has put josh under Severe psychological stress." ""I know our relationship Has been distant."" "Then the wheel turned again," "Sending the five remaining Participants to phase 3." "This is exhausting." "What hidden dangers Will the wheel unleash next?" "Something just bit me." "My gosh, I survived my first night." "It got pretty cold there Toward the end," "But I guess it was because Sunrise was about to happen." "I was thinking about how Gorgeous these mountains were." "When I arrived yesterday." "This place would be absolutely Stunning for a photo shoot," "But it's really, Really cold here." "Last night, I just built A temporary shelter," "Just enough to get me through." "But tonight, I have got to have A better shelter built." "I mean, That is just a necessity." "This wheel is throwing." "Just a whole new set Of challenges in this zone." "I don't like the cold, So this one's gonna be rough." "The shelter's gonna require A lot of work." "First, make my bed On the ground." "Make sure I'm not on dirt." "It's too cold." "Then the roof is What's gonna take a while." "Okay." "That's pretty sturdy." "Once I get the side supports up, It should stay." "It'll be an all-day project," "But my grandfather That passed always used to say," ""If you don't have time to do it Right the first time," "When will you have time To do it again?"" "He was such hard worker." "Even when you're tired," "Still important to work hard And give it your best." "Back in the modeling world," "No one would expect me To put myself in this situation." "There's this perception Of weakness." "In the modeling industry, And that's just kind of why" "I personally want to Conquer the wheel, you know?" "I just want to show That toughness." "Comes in all shapes and sizes." "I know it'll get cold tonight," "But I'm really betting That my little house." "Will make me feel Nice and snug and protected." "If there's any predators Out here," "They're gonna have a little bit Of trouble finding me." "Long day." "So, here they are." "They're not moving yet." "I don't know if you can See that... the shadows of them." "They're good size." "I think I want to start With my line first." "All right, I need a "W."" "Give me a "W" on this fishing." "I did a lot of fishing In the first two zones," "But I hardly caught anything." "I got to nab A few of these bad boys." "That was garbage." "While there are some trout here," "Low temperatures And a dearth of insects." "Have left them lethargic And hiding on the river bottom." "So far, none of the participants." "Who have come to the tundra Have caught a single fish." "I feel like I'm being Taunted by these fish." "I see them, But I can't get them." "Reminds me of my early childhood Of being messed with." "In the military, I had my fellow marines." "To give me support, But I don't have that here." "It's just me To do the best I can." "My fishing game is garbage..." "Complete weak sauce." "I think I used my line Maybe five times." "I saw fish follow it But didn't bite." "So I said, "Forget it, Let's go to the net."" "Went to the net." "There's always A problem somewhere." "Garbage-ass throws." "This is my first time Fishing here at this location." "I didn't have Any patience at all." "Felt like I wanted to punch Some fish in the face." "Can't get that close To do it, though." "To hell with it." "I am hard on myself, But an "L" is an "L."" "Nobody likes going home With the "L."" "That's the thing, though, About doing this challenge," "Is that every place Is different." "You start to feel like you're Getting the hang of things." "Surprise... you get Shipped off to a new place." "This is no joke." "I'm losing weight." "I haven't went to The restroom since stage 1." "I guess I'm doing not great," "But not here to cry And complain." "You know what?" "If I'm having trouble Catching food," "Let me see how much weight I can lose." "I'm keeping this six pack." "I got to." "You know how long it's been Since I've had a six pack?" "Man, I'm so proud of this." "Took a lot of days Of going hungry," "Not catching food out here To get this." "I may be dying, but at least I look good doing it." "Shon's six pack Won't look good for long." "After only three days Of starvation," "The body enters a phase Called autophagy," "Where muscle mass Has to be consumed." "To keep the brain functioning." "I know I have to find A way to get one of these fish." "I just haven't Figured it out yet." "Fresh water has been impossible To find the last couple of days." "If I can find some water, I'm back in the game, man." "I'm back in the game." "But if not," "Then I really got To figure some things out." "At first glance, This island, to me," "Looked so rich in resources." "With edible plants And shellfish," "But none of that means anything If you don't have water." "And the wheel from The last few locations." "Has taken its toll on me," "And it's been a struggle The last few days." "And it's really tearing me down." "This island's tough, man." "This island's tough." "I want to find a water source." "Where I can fill up Five liters quickly." "Experts generally Recommend consuming." "Between two and three liters Per day of fluids." "But survivalists Should collect more," "Since they will lose some." "To evaporation losses When boiling it." "With this much precipitation, There's going to be." "A water source Around here somewhere." "It might be A little bit of a walk," "But if I'm able to find water, Start a fire," "Then everything's set in place." "I'm gonna have to walk through The thicket of the jungle." "I don't really want to do that, But it looks like" "I'm gonna have to do that To find some water." "Sometimes you got to do Some things." "To get things To have big returns," "And that's really where I'm at With it all." "What I'm doing is just Gonna follow this trail." "That works the inner side Of the island here," "And hopefully, It runs into water." "I'm gonna head back out." "This is not the trail I want to go on." "Boy." "I don't want to go this way." "It's really thick All through here," "So I'm just gonna work My way down." "And see what I can find." "I can definitely tell I'm getting really dehydrated." "I'm feeling it." "I don't know if I can keep doing this." "Let me show you The nice spot I found." "Nice breeze." "It's nice cover." "I can really already tell That this heat." "Is gonna be a huge problem." "Caimans..." "They're also really huge." "I'm definitely gonna have to Keep an eye on those things," "But hunger is priority one Right now," "So try to do a little fishing." "I knew the wheel Was gonna be a struggle." "But now, I mean, You have to start over again." "I'm not even A third of the way through." "I'm gonna have to take The same approach" "I did when I was dealing with The cancer treatments." "You can't focus on The big picture too much." "Because you get overwhelmed." "You have to focus On day at a time." "That's the only way I'm gonna get through this." "Nothing." "Man." "I feel so weak." "I'm still feeling sick." "My body aches." "If I don't get food, I might be done here." "Whoa." "We got breakfast this morning." "I need a bigger frying pan." "'I'm gonna bring everything over And filet him over here." "Whoa." "Hey." "No, you ain't getting away." "You're my breakfast." "No, come on." "No." "No!" "Shoot." "That was dumb." "I didn't realize." "That there was water right there He could get into." "Bad way to start the morning." "I kick myself over being stupid And losing my fish." "Nothing." "I'm starving." "Nothing, not even little things." "Whoa." "There's a caiman right there." "He's a big guy." "He's got to be getting Close to eight feet long." "I don't know if I want to mess With something that big." "I got a small one in The wetlands with my machete." "Here, they're much bigger," "And they seem A lot more dangerous." "But there's not fish in sight," "And I just might not have Any other choice." "But to take One of these caiman on." "Wow." "I'm not anywhere near him, Yet he's already taking off." "These guys sure are smart." "In the pantanal, they had All the weeds to hide in." "Here, they are much more leery." "And won't let me get Anywhere close." "I'm hungry, though." "I'm gonna have to think Of something." "Nabbing one of these big guys Would be worth it." "The question really is," "How do I do it Without losing a body part?" "Coming up... see if I can make One of those catch poles." "To try to kill a caiman." "Pretty big one over there." "The participants Go on the offensive." "In their new zones." "These fish have been Whooping my ass." "Gonna try to come up With an alternative." "Ghetto blaster." "And luke Goes from predator..." "Praise the lord." "Got a fish." "To prey." "Something just bit me." "I've been out here Searching for water," "And the dehydration Is taking a toll on me." "This is tough, man." "I have searched for water." "It just isn't working." "Back's starting to spasm." "More than my back hurting, More than being thirsty," "More than being hungry..." "I miss home." "Struggling like this Makes you think about." "What's really important In your life," "And not just Your physical needs." "I headed into this With such shallow-mindedness." "Before I came out here," "I was asked, "What am I really gonna miss?"" "And I said a hot shower..." "And some music." "I never said family." "It's been about six years since I've been to my dad's birthday." "It's been about nine..." "Since I've been to my mom's." "And I just kind of Goes to show you." "How sucked into my own hole I've become." "I've been so focused on myself And my journey." "And what I'm doing." "That I've forgotten about What is really important." "Back at camp now," "And I may come out here And sit for a moment." "And just think about What I want to do." "I started this voyage To go 60 days," "So I can feel a sense Of accomplishment again," "To see If I still have it inside." "And it's made me realize What's most important." "And what's most important Is family," "And it's time for me to get home To see some family." "Today, my journey's gonna end On the wheel." "I think you'll look at this As a big failure," "But I'm gonna view it As the biggest win of my life." "It's time to go home And see my family." "And tell them that I love them And how grateful I am for them." "It's time to be there for them When they need me the most." "I feel reborn, A completely new person." "I'll never take another day For granted." "For the second time," "The island is the ecozone That prompts a tap-out." "With josh heading home, There are only 4 participants left With 40 days still to go." "Who will be next To exit the wheel?" "Nothing has happened The way I intended it to." "I was getting irritated Yesterday fishing 'cause these fish are literally Right in front of me," "And I can't get them with a net." "And I can't ge them With my damn hook." "I'm gonna try to come up With an alternative." "Try to mcgyver something, A makeshift harpoon," "Try something different, See what I can put together." "Got some rubber silicone Type of tubing." "Tie the tubing somewhere Around these two pieces." "Pull back and then release." "I'm gonna try to find A longer, straighter piece." "I'm not used to building My own weapons at all," "But I got to try Something different." "Some are harder Than you'd think to find..." "The straightest pieces of wood." "I have some string That you can knit stuff with." "I plan on tying that To the spear so I don't lose it." "The idea sounds cool, But realistically," "I could be spending time on this And totally not even work." "I'm gonna test it out On these bushes." "Okay." "Might have Some potential." "I still got to tie a rope Around this end," "So once I get one of these boys, I wheel his ass back in." "Hopefully, there's a fish Dangling off this bad boy." "I think right now I'm just gonna Take my baby ghetto blaster..." "G.B... over to the spot And just hope my aim's good." "I need a "W."" "I mean, these fish Have been whooping my ass." "Catching just one fish Would mean a lot to me." "This is my companion here." "Me and her, we got work to do." "We will catch something." "We've all seen The movie "Cast away,"." "The part where has a volleyball, Wilson, or whatever." "I totally understand how That could happen to somebody," "Where you just need Some type of friend." "Just to keep yourself sane Because you're alone." "Ghetto blaster, You got to do this for me." "Coming up..." "That's an animal." "Adam makes a friend In the rain forest." "Sloth selfie." "And luke makes Some enemies in the bush planes." "I might have to Try to kill a caiman." "Me and g.B., ghetto blaster," "We're gonna Take a swing at fishing." "Damn." "Strike one." "If I make it to stage 4, I'm gonna miss g.B. So much 'cause I made her." "We may not catch nothing." "I feel that we will, But we may not catch nothing." "But I'm proud of the hope That she's brought me." "Hope is definitely something That you need out here." "Because if you just Keep having the same result." "Of being unsuccessful," "The wheel will just cut you down And break you down." "So I feel like I'm replenished a little bit." "And I'm hopeful That I can get some food." "And accomplish something With ghetto blaster." "Can hardly see jack." "It's hard to tell what's a rock, What's a ripple, what's a fish." "I just don't know what else to Do as far as the damn fish go." "I can't catch them with the net, A line, and a ghetto blaster." "Looks like another "L."" "I'm obviously prepared to go Another day without food." "Builds character, right?" "I'm not gonna blame it on her." "Water's not clear." "Probably my aim." "G.B.'s doing All she can do right now." "I'm the one That put her together." "We're not doing too good Right now." "That's all." "Still love her, though." "She's a good friend." "Palm trees are good For fire-starting," "So I'm trying to get Some shavings here." "From this palm tree." "So far in the rain forest," "I've been drinking Untreated water," "And that really leaves me open To catching some bad illnesses." "So I'm really gonna have to Focus on getting fire started." "Trying to come up With a good way." "To collect the scrapings That I'm getting here." "This is the only thing I could come up with." "Just do it inside the water pot." "Palm wood is good For starting fires." "Because of its Fibrous composition." "Similar materials would be husks." "From seeds like the coconut And hanging moss." "I've had no success With the fire so far." "If I'm able to make fire," "Then that changes The whole strategy." "If I can't get a fire started," "I could definitely be In trouble." "Drinking this water untreated." "Is sort of like Russian roulette, you know?" "Any drink could be the one That makes me sick," "And then next thing you know, I'm out of this challenge." "The rain forest has been A serious grind," "And there's no one To share the burden with." "That may be the toughest part Of the wheel, honestly." "The fact that it's just Serious solitude." "Companionship Is so crucial to humanity." "It's a part of life." "And this is really testing me In a different way." "I'm constantly wondering What's going on with my wife," "What's going on with mark." "I know he's struggling." "Not knowing what's going on With him." "Is just really, Really difficult." "But he's the reason I'm here." "If I could take his cancer Away from him," "I would, but I can't." "So I'm symbolically here To share his burdens." "To do this, to me, Is a way for me to show mark." "That he can keep battling And fighting." "I got a fire started For the first time." "I just need to make sure It doesn't fizzle out here." "Yes!" "Whoo!" "I can't believe how hard That was and how long it took." "Now I'm gonna boil A few pots of water." "Once I get plenty of water In the system," "Then we'll go fishing." "I'm not giving up today, mark." "Not today." "I was doing the math, And I think I've probably eaten." "No more than 1,000 calories In almost a week." "And that's like easily What I eat." "Between breakfast and lunch In one day at home." "My clothes are basically falling Off of my body at this point." "This is as skinny or skinnier." "Than I think I've ever been in my life." "It's like I'm withering away Here." "I need to find some calories To put in my body," "So I'm gonna take my net And go try and find some fish." "This is the story I keep thinking of." "Every time I go fishing." "It's one of My favorite stories as a kid." "It's where Jesus feeds 5,000 people." "With five pieces of bread And two fish." "Every single time I go fishing, I'm like," ""Please let my fish Be multiplied in my stomach."" "I don't see any." "I'm gonna throw my net out a few Times and see what happens." "It's just kind of a bummer." "I don't know how to fish In a stream." "Aah!" "I'm gonna make it." "I'm gonna make it." "Feet are cold.." "No fish." "I don't know what to do About the fishing situation." "I don't know why there are none." "I haven't seen a single fish." "That's weird." "So I don't know what to do Other than head back." "And conserve my energy." "And warm up my feet again Because they got wet." "If I can't find fish In this location," "Then I'm kind of thinking," ""Okay, how long Am I gonna be out here?"" "My main concern is food just Because I'm getting really weak," "And it's getting harder." "I just burned a lot of calories The last couple days," "So I just hope I don't see any predators here." "Because I'm pretty weak Right now." "So that's also scary." "It's now 8:15 in the evening." "Dark out." "About to go to bed." "My ribs hurt." "I'm laying on the ground." "Nighttimes out here Are really scary." "In the wheel, you just Don't know what's out here." "Your mind just kind of Plays little tricks on you." "You know, it could Just be the wind," "Or there actually might be A mountain lion behind you," "And you probably Won't have any idea." "It's just really scary Whenever you can't see." "Five feet in front of your face." "I do not like the idea Of going out into the darkness," "But I mean, I can't hold it all night." "I have my machete, but I'm too weak to even swing it." "So if I got attacked By anything, I'm screwed." "The largest predator In patagonia is the andean puma," "Which can way up to 180 pounds." "They are primarily Nocturnal hunters." "Who stalk and ambush their prey." "Okay, time to head back." "All right, back in bed." "Hopefully, that's the last time I have to pee." "That's what I get For staying hydrated." "But better than the alternative." "Crazy." "My biggest struggle." "In all three zones Has been feeling satiated." "I can remember back on day 3 Thinking to myself," "I should probably create Some sort of a trap." "For fish to potentially come in And get caught in that net." "I've thought about setting a net Out in previous locations," "And I just haven't done it." "But it's time to give it a shot." "So this is day 7 In this location," "And the first two zones." "Were only about Seven or eight days each." "So there's a chance that the Wheel could turn any minute now." "If the past is any indication." "Of what's gonna happen In the future." "But I can't wait Any longer for food," "So I'm just gonna leave The net out." "And hope it pays off Before I'm pulled out of here." "Didn't look exactly How I wanted it to look," "But is said, "Hey, I was wet," And I wanted to get back." "And try to dry my boots And my socks out." "Pretty messy." "But..." "Think we'll just see What happens." "Anyway..." "Nothing to do now but go sit By myself in camp and just wait." "What in the world is that?" "There's something in this Tree branch over here." "Right there." "That's an animal." "Man, it's a sloth!" "Wow." "Look at that guy." "My gosh, this is crazy." "I'm going to attempt To bend down this branch." "And bring this sloth down by me." "So I can say A proper hello to him." "He's been my fishing buddy For the last 45 minutes," "And I didn't even know He was there." "Don't want to make you fall." "There he is." "My gosh, this is so cool." "Look at this." "Sloth selfie." "Look at this sloth selfie." "Hey, smile for the camera." "Hey, he's so soft." "Just a furry, gentle creature." "Wow." "This is next-level awesome." "He's going Right into the camera." "My gosh." "I know there's probably Some people thinking," ""Hey, there's lunch."" "But there's absolutely no way" "I could ever dream Of eating this guy." "Well, I've had some cool Animal sightings." "In my time on the wheel," "And this blows those Out of the water." "I saw some amazing dolphins And sea otters on the island," "But I'm staring a sloth In the face right now." "My head is touching A sloth butt." "This is so unbelievable Right now." "This is the kind of stuff That'll make me forget." "That I'm hungrier Than I've ever been in my life." "Man, that was total boost." "For someone feeling As isolated as I was." "I had so much fun playing With another living creature." "I absolutely could not have Needed that more right now." "I've had no luck catching fish." "I'm really hungry." "I've been looking At these caiman over here." "They're starting to look Kind of delicious," "But they're really big." "I got one in the last zone, But here," "They see me coming A long ways away," "And they just take off." "So I'm gonna have to try Something different." "I'm gonna get the longest stick I can find and see." "If I can make one of those catch Poles out of it with a noose." "Maybe I can, like, I don't know," "Loop or lasso them Around the neck." "The only problem with this noose Is that this loop." "Doesn't stay open." "I have a solution for that." "Need something That will both provide." "A little weight and stiffness, But also sink." "And this tin foil Is gonna do just that." "It's gonna keep things Spread out," "And that's what I want." "I think that will be Wide enough," "So I'll just roll This up on here." "I'd be willing to be right now." "That none of The other participants." "Are using their tin foil To try to kill a caiman." "I want this to sink Just in case he's in the water," "And I can dip it underneath him." "Caiman are their Most dangerous in the water." "And will search up from The shallows to attack prey." "They have more than 70 teeth." "And can bite with nearly 7,000 pounds of force." "Look at that." "Almost looks like We knew what we're doing." "There he is." "I see you." "The caiman here are hard To get close to." "Come on." "He must have heard me." "Those little guys..." "They'll just run away." "There's a pretty big one Over there." "But I'm hungry." "I'm very hungry." "He's just taunting me." "I think I can do it." "He keeps moving." "Trying to get a look at me." "Out here on the wheel, The environment." "In which you find yourself Dictates a lot of what happens." "In the amazon, the environment Is really hot and humid." "Ooh, sweating a lot." "It wears you down." "And it's also very, very rainy." "And every new environment That you're in," "You end up having to take on New challenges, new obstacles," "And I think that's part Of the beauty of the wheel." "You can't get comfortable Because once you do," "The wheel turns, And you're on to the next one." "Come on, where'd you go?" "He already got into The water, the coward." "What a chicken." "This morning, I decided To get up really early." "And try to catch a caiman." "He just retreated To the middle of the lake," "So I can't be chasing him around All day." "But he's smart." "I would have eaten him." "I was worried about actually Fighting with a caiman." "You know, I mean, These things are killers." "They take down very large prey," "But they also know What they're doing." "They pick their battles." "They're not gonna come at me When I'm ready." "They'll steer clear unless they Know they have an advantage." "How close am I To running out of food?" "I feel like I'm close." "This is no joke out here." "Yeah, I have food reserves, But I'm losing weight." "When my journey is done here," "I'm not leaving the same weight That I weighed when I got here." "I know it's really unhealthy." "I feel like I damn near need A belt to keep my underwear up." "I'm gonna be a damn bean pole Before too long." "Sometimes I do have self-doubt." "Every time I start thinking About back home." "Or what I got to do." "Every new location I go to, I'm a little bit scared." "I have a little bit of fear." "It's the unknown." "The majority of everybody..." "I don't care how cool, How tough you say you are." "Somebody tells you you're going Somewhere you have no idea," "You'll be freaking nervous." "Man, I miss my friends." "Especially every time I get to a new spot," "I really start missing them." "Especially marines." "Dude, military is totally Different than any active life." "Like, military members..." "They go through crazy stuff," "Especially if they go through Afghanistan or iraq." "And then some of them Come back into society," "And they can't handle it." "Like, I've had friends Commit suicide, who have died." "I hate Talking about it, but it's just." "When you have people That you consider brothers," "Who have gotten Their limbs blown off." "Over some" "I'm a very blessed individual." "I'm proud that I'm here," "And I know I can stop At any moment." "They didn't have That luxury of quitting," "Going back home To their sons or daughters." "And some guys That I served with," "They'll never be able To see another day, ever." "And I'm still here." "That's why I can't quit." "It just wouldn't Be right to them." "It just wouldn't be fair." "Back home, when I'm hungry, I usually stop working." "Here, when you're hungry..." "Work harder." "Nothing." "I fished for 2 1/2 hours." "And nothing." "They're just coming up Goose eggs here." "This is where the wheel Can really start to get to you." "I'm trying new things, and it's Just failure after failure." "It's really easy To feel defeated." "You know, say to the wheel, "Okay, wheel, you win."" "No, it's not the example To my boys that I'm gonna be." "I'm gonna defeat this." "I won't live the rest of my life." "With this defeat Hanging over my head." "If there's wildlife here, It's gonna be stubborn." "I'm gonna be more stubborn." "Son of a gun." "Geez, something just got me." "Wow." "Something just reached up And bit me." "Must have been piranha." "What a little bugger." "Really aggressive." "Drew blood." "There's two good holes right Here on the end of my finger." "And like four right here On the end, on the top." "So it was sizable." "It was able to clamp from here." "All the way up to here And chomp on me pretty good." "The ones on the end of my finger Are actually kind of deep." "He got me pretty good With his..." "Must have been Lower teeth there." "I really don't want to put Any other sensitive appendages." "In the water there." "The other day, I was sitting down." "In the water With my underwear off." "Toes dangling out in front and Other things floating around." "Wow." "So far, nothing has tried To eat me in any other zone." "Maybe it's time To go somewhere else." "Next week on "The wheel"... seek the lord first." "I sought fish first." "Luke's fishing woes Get some divine intervention..." "Hey, got a fish!" "While adam's Foraging has seeds of promise." "Looks like a nut of some kind." "But meager portions leave The participants wasting away..." "Never wanted to be this skinny." "But it's happening, And it feels pretty terrible." "Until one needs An emergency intervention." "You could have An infection."