"What can these be but the playthings of a mad God who made us to build them for him?" "Imagine Neanderthal man glimpsing with this vision in his head:" "a flash of city at night, all motion and light." "He cannot tell what it means, he has had a poetic vision, all motion and light," "A sea of lights, he cannnot unravel the images that land in his mind, like birds, swift, unreachable birds." "Thoughts, memories, visions are the same to him, a scary hallucination." "Such was William Gibson's vision when he wrote Neuromancer and invented Cyberspace:" "He saw a Sargasso Sea, full of binary algae." "On that image we Neanderthals grafted our own visions, our thoughts and memories, our pitiful scraps of information." "But none of us knows what a city is." "This is the stuff you used to write." "You wrote at night, late, sitting at the computer, before you logged out." "I'd find it in the morning when I logged in." "You had been working at your game, and I was about to work on my book." "Computer at night, barnow's delight." "Computer in the morning, tomcat's warning." "You said we were two eights, eight hours for you," "eight hours for me, eight hours for us both." "Okinawa was sacrificed!" "Why do material objects display such endless, willful mockery?" "If it could be turned to energy, the world coud do without oil." "Why is it whenever I ask friends to taste my Tarte Tatin, my speciality, my triumph." "all the teaspoons dematerialise?" "And why at coffee time do we stir the sugar with forks?" "So shaming." "And why does a monkey steal one of my socks every night, just one, to see me scrabble in the morning and leave with odd socks?" "Shame again." "Not to mention the computer." "Bombs everywhere," "Application" UNKNOWN"." "System unexpectedly quit." "Type 14 error ." "Type 13 would be prettier, but it's always type 14." "Is that what general Ushijima thought when he saw victory slip away?" "When war displayed the stubborn willfulness of material objects?" "All that strategy, all that loyalty to the Emperor, and the malignity of objects stole an army as neatly as monkeys steal socks." "I thought the Game would rectify this malignant fate." "The 9th Division stuck in Formosa?" "So I create a "Formosa" sub-program," "I ask for the 9th Division's intervention." "You're kidding! "Access denied"." "If I insist, the sub-program vanishes." "If I insist again, the system crashes." "The beginning is strange." "Landing April 1st sounds foolish." "It's Sunday, like Pearl Harbour." "The Americans expect a bloodbath, like in the other islands." "They land on the beach." "No reaction." "No reception commitee." "They reach the Japanese forts, find them abandoned, yet intact: the bombs didn't work." "So why did the Japanese leave?" "Ushijima, watching from the Shuri heights, waits for planes to decimate those idiot Yanks trapped on the beaches." "No planes." "For both sides, nothing goes as planned." "I'll sort this mess out." "Put the Japanese back in their bunkers, bring in planes." "Sounds easier to move symbols than real planes..." "But no. "Request denied"." "And here I am with my codes that don't enter, my access denied, my type 14 errors..." "And my calling on you." "One day I'll give Chris all this stuff for him to try to do something." "A game that won't work, a woman going loony..." "We'll see what he can do, the editing wunderkind." "That's where I came in." "At that point in my life I was readier for other people's images than my own." "Laura's challenge fired me up." "I began with their trip to Tokyo." "Like them I loved the city." "And the Game offered me a new way in WWII." "I'd become so Japanese I shared their collective amnesia." "As if the War'd never happened." "I feel the Japanese have changed a lot." "I feel they want to bury their whole past," "World War II..." "Japanese people tend to avoid facing that issue." "It's a tragedy that's affected my whole life." "Yet it contains a depth, a kind of life so strong and vivid that today we cannot approach that kind of intensity." "There's some kind of madness, in fact, about WWII." "It's not nostalgia, I'm not nostalgic about that era." "But those who lived through it find something missing today." "Some of that was worthwhile." "Which is not to belittle the atrocities perpetrated by the Japanese military." "But having to define who one is, having to fight to the very end, means facing something which alters your whole perception of life in the face of something crucial." "I want to tease the computer, like we used to, fool about with it, turn its neurons inside out." "In Logo, for instance, a noun for a verb." ""Dog" and the computer is foxed," "It doesn't know what to answer and confesses: "I don't know how to dog"." ""Sardine":" "It doesn't know how to sardine," "Or "Cauliflower":" ""I don't know how to cauliflower"." "So humiliating for a computer not knowing how to cauliflower." ""Tortoise":" ""I don't know how to tortoise"." ""Rhododendron"..." ""Cake-slice"..." ""Eiffel Tower"..." ""Shoe":" ""I don't know how to shoe"." "I remember an abandoned shoe, one night." "It was in a crosswalk, alone, derelict." "No one had picked it up." "No one had run over it." "Another night, it was still there." "As if the citizens of Paris had no interest or found superflous to deal with abandoned shoes." "Maybe an unknown woman left her shoe every night in the crosswalk." "Welcome to OWL." "Optional World Link." "This terminal will give you access to all available networks:" "Radio, television, news networks, whether they exist or not, present or future." "Bits have replaced savings." "Gold and dollar belong in the past." "Right here, feel the beating of the heart of the future." "The Knowledge-standard!" "Ah, the Network!" "That was Wladimir Zakrjevski's contribution, the genious of the banks." "The Network's Network, that gave you a free connection to databanks worldwide." "In pre-historic times people used pseudonyms." "Here they wore virtual masks." "Laura spent time cyberlooking for Okinawa witnesses and informants, but, like in any other network, she found all sorts of things." "Rumour had it initiates could plug into other people's nervous system." "So they said anyway." "Yesterday I had a strange exchange on OWL." "A guy said:" ""Good evening, Michel." "I just took something to sleep." "I won't wake up." "I feel so calm." "Before dying, I want to make a gift of the kind my contemporaries can appreciate." "One last phone call before I go." "I am well-known, you see, very well-known." "Tomorrow my name will be in all the papers." "And yours too, if you say you're the last person" "I spoke to before I left." "So I make this gift." "The last words of..." "You'll see tomorrow in the papers, I'm not fooling, you see?"" "I answered:" ""I think you're fooling, because I know about death," "I know it well," "I know it by heart." "And we could still talk even if you said you were dead." "Because the man I loved is dead and I talk to him every night." "Good night, Michel."" "The next day there was nothing in the papers." "At first, I thought that he was fooling, that he was a nobody." "But there's a dark space there." "thinking back on it." "Nothing in the press." "But what if the death part wasn't fooling, only the fame part?" "What if he'd only lied when he said" ""I am well-known", to make me believe before he died" "he was someone else, and I deprived him of that pleasure, one last joy before dying?" "And I thought I've never mentioned you to a stranger before." "He died somewhat mysteriously after the trip to Okinawa." "For those who love premonition signs, his last images were shot in the foreign graveyard of Naha." "He said it'd be good to lie among the decaying tombs of the combatants of all the useless wars, including that of Commodore Perry's." "92 years before MacArthur, Perry came unasked to Shuri Castle, that World War II would turn to dust, whilst modernising Japan." "As if this country needed a US soldier each century to enter a new era." "Beside Perry's tomb he'd explained Oshima's comment, his: "Okinawa was sacrificed!"." "Sute-Ishi, a term from the game Go:" "It means sacrificing a piece to save a game." "If you cut... the root." "If you cut life at the root." "If you are cut from the root of life, you die." "If..." "In any strategic technique, you need to consider saving yourself and sacrificing a victory card." "If we speak of Okinawa with respect to Japan's main island, such was the sacrifice." "The battle was lost in advance, a battle the Japanese army had no chance of winning." "It was inscribed in the context of defeat." "And because that was the context, the purpose was to fix the aftermath, and reinforce the "Tennosei", the imperial system, which had to survive to the military defeat." "Another direct consecuence inscribed in this context of defeat, was that no effort was made to protect the civilian population, so civilian casualties far outnumbered military casualties." "It's true that Okinawa was a horrendous battle." "Nothing remains, no culture heritage, no culture from the past." "Everything was destroyed, utterly destroyed." "I who love so much the past, in Okinawa I feel a deep despair." "In a way, the people of Okinawa are resentful, even today." "There is a profound feeling of injustice on account of those events." "I think the war isn't over yet." "In conversation, I still mention the levels we used to give to people when we spoke." "When someone came and said:" ""I am Catholic, or Communist, or Anarchist", or any other bigotry, we would say:" ""Level One!" We'd laugh so much!" "When they were funnier, or wittier, we'd say: "Level Two!"" "But it never went higher." "The Game became such a standard that we could do nothing unless we gave levels to everything in life." "But nothing ever reached Level 5." "I remember one day I said to you:" ""Must one die to get to Level Five?"" "She had enjoyed Okinawa." "She had loved the ice in summer." "She had loved Naha, a spiritless city, apparently, yet full of ghosts, and they loved ghosts." "She had loved the jungle figs indoors, and birdsong at traffic lights that got the blind across." "It was Japan, yet that Japan that hadn't lost its memory." "There were cats too, for they loved cats." "There were tags, and owls and karate." "And their cult-film: a ghost story." "Seeing together there was a sign to them, and they loved signs." "That's when you started calling me Laura." "We loved the film." "We didn't know about the song yet." "I was amazed you could fall for an image, then have a real lady appear in its stead." "Can one be as lovely as an image?" "Can one be as memorable as a song?" "I remember about David Raksin, commissioned to write a song over the weekend for Mr Preminger." "You don't keep Mr Preminger waiting." "He'd got a letter from his wife which he couldn't decipher." "He wasn't short-sighted, but something odd inside him prevented him from being able to read it." "He used to compose by placing a sheet of paper on the piano to focus his attention, so the music flowed from a void," "not from an idea." "And he took his wife's letter that he couldn't decipher and put it on the piano." "Then the notes started to flow." "And as they flowed, as they fell, he began to decipher the words." "They said his wife was leaving him." "And me too, when" "I decipher your programme, I don't understand it fully." "It seems complicated, I'm afraid I'll mess it up," "I'm afraid I'll find things hidden" "that flow out without my noticing." "Like in a storm when there's a fog and suddenly the sun pierces through and truth appears." "I'm afraid..." "I'll find something's going to happen there which I can't see yet," "something that suddenly will seem as potent as a song suddenly not ours anymore," "but everyone's to share, just as Laura's song has become ours... now." "Can you hear my footsteps?" "That summer, a store hired dancers from Kyoto, there in the big island, the true Japan." "Where, in 1944, they'd sent thousands of children for safety." "No one asked their parents, for 4 centuries no one asked anything to the Okinawans." "The children were put on a ship and the ship sank." "1000 dead." "Even before the battle started," "Okinawa had its dead, only they didn't know." "Survivors were told to send cards saying everything was fine, everyone had landed safely." "Ten years later, Oshima filmed the parents gathered where the ship sank, to console the souls, as the Japanese saying goes, of their drowned children." "Seen from the sky, Okinawa's main island looks like a beast." "Not a green crocodile like Cuba, rather a crouched beast," "ready to jump, to unfurl into who knows what form:" "a lizard, a dragon?" "As if all History's fierceness, was in that island, where people are so peaceble they infuriate History for having something to do with them." "It's like Julius Caesar moving to Bora Bora." "Or Napoleon in the South Pole." "St Helena was no fun anyway." "Strange to think that the first ever mention of Okinawa was on account of him." "An English Captain came to him after going around the Pacific, and described a strange little island, wherein "the natives had no weapons"." ""No cannons?", says the Emperor, somewhat disgusted." ""No cannons, no pistols, no muskets, no weapons at all."" ""How do they wage war?"" ""They don't." "They're not interested."" "Napoleon, outraged, concluded that people who don't love war are most "despicable"." "So thought the island, the big dragon hidden in the island, ready to pounce like a cat, like a tiger waiting for the proper time." "Travellers enraged him, travellers of all times, with tales of Okinawan's gentleness." "Gentleness!" "Is history written with gentleness?" "Do you honour gentleness when you're a dragon?" "So Okinawans hated violence?" "They had it coming." "A peaceful isle out of the world, out of History, would become the stage of the bloodiest battle of all time." "A happy, life-loving woman was chosen to encounter death." "I recognise myself in that little island, because my suffering," "my most unique suffering, my most intimate suffering is also the most banal," "the easiest to name," "So..." "It's irrelevant to give it a name that sounds like a song, like a movie," ""Okinawa mon amour..."" "The Americans landed in the Kerama islands." "They bombed Naha from there." "Look, we had a swim over there yesterday." "I'm sure you've read about it in the papers, mass suicide in the Kerama islands..." "I read page after page on Okinawa and I feel like crying." "The only place in the world, the Nazi camps aside, where people continued to die after the battle." "The islanders weren't true Japanese, but were Japanese enough to die." ""No one falls into enemy hands alive, it is shameful"." "We were imbued with army orders stating that, if necessary, meaning when encountering the enemy, the first granade was for the enemy and the second we had to use for suicide." "Two months later, one of the most famous images of that battle showed a little girl waving a white flag at the head of a line of civilians and soldiers." "Okinawa would remember that symbol:" "A child survivor of forced suicide put out to protect an Army in ruins." "See that?" "You'll be on American TV." "And because we were convinced this was what war was, that everyone was doing this to everyone, because they must not shame, a superior race, a model for humanity, and because they were nice, and because they were helpful" "and wanted to do what was expected of them, and wanted to prove Napoleon wrong," "they killed themselves..." "in their thousands, whole families." "With a granade, if the Army has supplied granades, with sticks if they had no granades or by jumping off cliffs," "like the women of Saipan had done." "I'd seen these images before." "In slow-motion you can see this woman turn back, and spot the camera." "Do we know she would have jumped if at the last minute she hadn't known she was watched?" "I remember the man in Paris, in 1900 attempting a mad leap with a Batman-like parachute from the Eiffel Tower." "It's so obvious, at least it is to me," "that at the last minute, he knows the contraption won't work, he knows he'll die," "but the camera is there." "He can't chicken out, so he jumps and dies." "The woman in Saipan saw the lens and knew that foreign devils would show the world she hadn't had the guts to jump." "So she jumps." "The cameraman aimed at her like a hunter through his sights, and he shot her like a hunter." "This is a little book entitled "The tragedy of Okinawa"." "The print is odd, with characters spaced like in a primer." "It's very thin, the lines are doublespaced." "It's like it intends to teach how to read, and how not to read." "No book can explain how a 16 years old boy kills his mother" "beacause an invisible camera spies on him, and he cannot desobey." "The boy's name was Kinjo, he lived in Tokashiki Island, where you used to go whale-watching." "What could he tell us now, Kinjo?" "What could we say to him?" "Know what?" "When I began to choke, literally choke, among this horror where everyone is a persecutor," "I put a flag in the program that'll prompt a quote." "Too bad for those who don't get it." "You know it." "It was in the Keepsake where I saved sentences for tough times." "Thinking ahead..." "It's Rabbi Huna's admonition." "Maybe most people won't understand." "It's the one that goes:" ""God always sides with the persecuted." "If a just man persecutes a just man," "God sides with the persecuted;" "if a bad man persecutes a just man," "God sides with the persecuted;" "if a bad man persecutes a bad man," "God sides with the persecuted;" "and even if a just man persecutes a bad man," "God sides with the persecuted"." "These bullfights, like in Mycenae..." "In Spain when there's a bullfight it's to challenge death, you stare at the sun, stare at death in the face, like in the fascist anthem "Cara al sol"." "In Okinawa, it's the opposite:" "They say that before death is a time for playing, not a time for killing." " It's a brave animal." " But it's not in shape." " Can it do better?" " It's really brave." " It has no luck." " It's a brave beast." "If some future ethnologist gets to see these images, he'll ponder the funeral rites of the strange tribes of the late 20th Century." "I'll be pleased to give details." "Yes, it was customary for such tribes to address a familiar and protective spirit known as a computer to some of them and as an electronic calculator to others." "They'd consult on everything, it kept their memory." "In fact, they no longer had a memory, it was their memory." "It was accompanied by a whole ritual." "The ethnologist from the future doesn't know what he's missing, by not following me in the morning, between switching the computer on and coming later to work on it." "He could send a spy camera, and see me having breakfast with two cups, hanging out two towels," "placing two toothbrushes in a glass.." "Pardon me, dear ethnologist, this is not really for you." "It's for Gloria, when she comes to clean for me, and for passing friends." "It re-assures them." "They think : "Laura has got someone in her life." "She plays the mistery girl, but I know the tell-tale signs"." "If they suspected my encounters with you, they'de be aghast." "In The Girl with the Golden Eyes, Marsay refers to screen-women, women you display to hide the one that matters." "I've got a screen-man, with my cups and my towels and my toothbrushes." "Only he's the hidden one and you're invisible." "You can't make a better ménage à troi." "Well." "Back to the grind." "The Knowledge-standard..." "When you saw the knowledge available on the net, you could smile." "But that was exactly their game:" "have information ever further and faster." "In past times, to lend weight to money, they sought a dense, rare material to act as a pledge inside coffers." "They chose gold." "Money became invisible and volatile, so the new power needed a pledge that was invisible and volatile too." "They found Knowledge." "Atoms of knowledge came through our screen," "It was into Knowledge's black holes... that fell this century's dreams of power." "This unending century." "The screen tore into black shapes reminiscent of other forms, wherein the century had made the blueprints for its own suicide, engraving images in our minds." "Images of ruins:" "The ruins of Coventry and Berlin, of Dresden and Stalingrad." "The ruins of Okinawa." "Yesterday I set the puzzle as a screensaver." "Very appropriate." "I have the impression that you left me in a huge puzzle, with the discouraging thought that, in the end, there'd be no image." "Pretty modern." "A puzzle about itself." "Our grandmothers' puzzles were the Mona Lisa, the Night Watch." "I imagine a perfect gift for the century's end, that might be an Yves Klein puzzle." "Strategy games are made to win back lost battles." "No?" "Did you really think a player would just repeat history the whole night long and learn he could only play his part one way?" "I tried the Marienbad game." "After a few moves the computer said:" ""I won already, but we may go on if you like"." "Death could say that." "The south of Okinawa is an anthill with thousand of caves and tunnels fortified by High Command." "The frontline is at Shuri, where Ushijima's headquarters were." "With him, General Cho, a hardline nationalist, involved in the coup d'etat in Manchuria in 1931, the Sino-Japanese prelude to World War Two." "There is also Colonel Yahara, a man as reflective as Chao is loud." "He too plays by the book." "Reading the archives, you find proof the three of them know:" "their mission's suicidal." "The battle cannot be won." "Yet there were bombastic bulletins and tracts proclaiming victory." "Doubters received drastic punishment." "In April and May," "Cho launched mad counter-attacks." "Since the battle is lost, samourai spirit is what counts." "Japanese soldiers practising bayonet drill on live prisoners, or choking babies in caves so the enemy don't hear them, doesn't sound so samourai-like." "But committing suicide with granades in the subterranean Navy HQ is truly in the grand tradition." "But Maginot Lines never hold." "Outside, the US attack progresses." "Another famous photo shows the Tomori lion surrounded by infantry men." "I wonder what the first GI thought when he saw that critter." "The lion still guards its village, since its mission was to protect it." "Visitors never fail to leave coins in its mouth, for good luck." "They chuck coins in the tunnels too." "In a bunker like this, Yahara writes in his diary that before the final rout, he took the time to destroy all his papers and rearrange the furniture "to leave a good impression"." "I found one Kinjo in one of your listings," "I was obsessed by that boy who had killed his family to obey a tacit order engraved on his child's mind." ""No one falls into enemy hands alive"." "The syllables of his name sum it up." "I was disappointed." "That Kinjo is in Yahara's book, one of the many boys of Okinawa drafted under the engaging motto:" ""By blood and by iron"." "Not even soldiers, they're just trying to help out, obeying orders." "Yahara describes going by night to get sugar-cane, underfire, for survival." "Then he ran home and hid under the bed, like a puppy." "Yahara thinks of his own son and he starts to have doubts about the War." "But the other Kinjo, will I ever get to understand him?" "I only know it happened in the Kerama islands, where we went on a day so glorious." "A massacre seemed inimaginable." "The view over the archipielago." ""The fractal islands on Klein blue", you said, simple as ever." "Kannon, Goddess of Mercy's temple, her statue behind glass that made her appear in her place, in the sky." "There was also a magical Okinawa weaver." "Unavoidably, one calls on all those myths the knotted threads of man:" "the Parcae, the Norns, all the figures devised by men to say life's thread unravels and breaks." "Do they spin Kinjo's life still?" "What would Kinjo think before fractal islands and Klein blue?" "Before the Goddess of Mercy?" "A few visits to Heiwa Dori, Naha's indoors market, and you become aware:" "it is run by women." "All are connected with the War." "They are widows and orphans." "Sometimes survivors." "Most little girls of that age experienced mobilization, propaganda, a feeling that they too must fight." "The nurses at Himeyuri-no-to became a symbol." "An obligatory tourist pilgrimage in Okinawa." "It starts with a cheerful song, which was their favourite." "Then the photo sessions." "And faces peering into a hole that looks like a simple hole in the ground." "This is the entrance to the Himeyuri cave, site of the 3rd surgical unit, where 46 girls died suffocated during the final attack, when the Army disbanded the Nursing Corps and left them to their fate, with orders not to surrender." "In the local museum, there's a diorama of the cave with sound and light effects." "Next comes a "requiem" room with portraits of the 206 pupils and teachers of the Himeyuri College, and eye-witness accounts." "As could be expected, the choice of site was controversial." "Was too much made of girls from the Okinawa elite when others were forgotten?" "As if there were privileged martyrs." "This adds more sadness, this competition of memory." "My dead are deader than your dead." "We had seen that too." "The Game had kept only the faces." "That was enough." "But to understand what happened, one must climb down into the caves with rope and a torch, then turn out the light and try to imagine a teenage girl in the dark, with rotten corpses and amputation without anaesthetic." "The sound of maggots in live flesh." "and other sounds, the shrieks of dying men, the hungry begging for amputated limbs to be cooked." "Try to imagine that." "And also the wait for a resolution." "Most likely, liquidation with flame-throwers." "Soon, Heiwa Dori will get normal traders like any other." "Until then, the market guards Okinawa's memory." "Its ladies are grave-keepers." "I wish I could bring good news." "The Network is not what it was." "You said there is something irretrievably vulgar about success." "OWL must be a success." "You wonder how some people plug in." "A few days ago a man in an Oberon mask asked me if I was his baby donkey." "I felt a whiff of nostalgia." "I remembered the time when you were all just weirdos in Washington DC, and thought that secrecy in this overbugged world meant entering the most open network, with passwords to discourage morons." "But there's no discouraging morons." "You were part Robin Hood, part secret society," "You were on raids for information, like leaving Sherwood for supplies." "Then you retreated back to your impenetrable lair." "I have to go out too, to gather knowledge about Okinawa, and I feel like a hunted spy, I'm afraid they're after me." "And I wonder if it isn't true." "Under those pussy-hound masks," "I discern true enemies, people who want to know too much or who already know too much." ""Okinawa?" "Rings a bell." "Wasn't there a strategy game about that?" "Written by some peculiar guy?" "Remind me his name..."" "Sure I'll give your name!" "Now, I don't mention Okinawa." "I sidestep: the end of the Pacific campaign," "Ernie Pyle's death, as if Okinawa was a lethal word, an "open, Sesame"." "Only I don't know waht it would open." "How come he knew about the Game?" "To whom did you talk?" "How stiffing suddenly these unasked questions." "I get time-ache like headaches." "Here." "It spins you inside." "You want to excise it, to get out, and leave your head to its aches, you want to go for a stroll." "Time should take care of itself, leave me to here and now, talking to cats," "feeling early spring sun on my skin." "No way." "Time drills into me." "I suffer electric shocks, time neuralgia," "the image of a silent house, a garden in snow, a rainy day," "fondling a horse over a gate." "It is in me but not mine, a migraine of time, where time is just pointless pain, without sentiment or nostalgia, the sting of time, the sting of an invisible insect you can do nothing about." "I was in Vézelay for two days." "I realised I'd forgotten the clue which distinguishes genuine capitals from restored ones." "Or vice-versa." "I had the question, but the answer was a blank." "Could an angel scan my memory and find the clue which distinguishes remembrance from oblivion?" "An angel, like in the Jewish legend you used to love so much:" "One second before birth, we know all about everything." "Plato used to say the same." "But, one second later, an angel gives us a pat and erases our memory, so man has the honor of rediscovery," "if he's up to it." "Does another angel come later when, willy-nilly, we've gathered our scraps of memory, like refugees, and erase the lot pat by pat?" "If I forgot the clue to the capitals, so vivid last time I was there, what clues to you will I lose, one by one?" "The Gershwin song we loved, sung by Sarah Vaughan..." "No, no they can't take that away from me..." "The way you this, the way you that..." "They can't take that away." "But, yes, angels can." "They can take everything one day." "Here's a piece Florence wrote." "it's in her book of short stories," "To Be Read in an Elevator..." "Cocoloco." "It was on an endless tour in South America that she bought Cocoloco, the prettiest of parrots." "Everyday, to exorcise awful shows, shabby theaters, dangerous and dirty hotels, she devised an act with Cocoloco, which exhaustion and fever helped her consider brilliant." "Perhaps it was, after all." "She gathered up scraps of news from a Europe she loathed and now regarded as Paradise Lost." "She concieved comic, poetic scenes, with political satire..." "Cocoloco was very good as Yeltsin..." "A zaniness reproduced before startled Indians, startled but friendly." "Each night took her closer to home." "Closer, in her delirium, to a triumphal return, with her and Cocoloco as kings of TV." "Too exhausted to take notes, she rehearsed sketches in her head, with brilliant repartee..." "Yes, that was a blank, but it would come back, she knew." "And Cocoloco on her hand would look so funny in close-up." "Then Cocoloco died of parrott-disease, and, back in France, she realised she'd forgotten it all." "You see, Cocoloco?" "We'd have been a great act." "You would have spoken just after me." "You would have said things." "You would have said things." "Things as fun as now." "Things as fun as now." " Pretty Cocoloco." " Pretty Cocoloco." "We would have been a hit." "We would have been a hit...." "You and me in America." "You and me in America." " You're so sweet, Cocoloco." " You're so sweet, Cocoloco." "Do you forget stuff too?" "Do you ever forget things?" " Do you ever..." " Does the little angel come to you?" "Does the little angel...?" " And, with a pat, erase..." " And, with a pat, erase..." " the memory of things?" " the memory of things?" "Do you too hover... between remembrance and oblivion?" "Between remembrance and oblivion..." "Cocoloco, say something!" "Cocoloco." "Cocoloco." "Have you forgotten everything too?" "Cocoloco!" "You too refuse to speak, Cocoloco?" "The angel has erased the lot." "You too." "Cocoloco!" "Cocoloco." "All you remember is your name." "This film hasn't been seen in 35 years." "Demoralising, the army censors said." "More moralising was John Wayne in The Sands of Iwo Jima, that got shown in wartime with unexpected results." "The Star turned up in cowboy garb at a naval hospital, and got booed!" "An episode in a war of images that soon coincided with real war." "It started here, at Iwo Jima, with that famous scene." "Or with another scene, in Borneo." "Each scene has its tale." "I know where Gustave is from." "You told me his name was Gustave." "I'd seen him a hundred times." "Nobody had ever filmed a man burning alive so close, a lulu for war documentaries." "The unknown soldier, in full kit, holding his own flame." "He was carted around battlefields, like a war-artist on tour with a unique act." "Gustave in the Philippines, Gustave in Okinawa." "I even saw him in a Vietnam movie, still burning 20 years later." "i viewed so much newsreel I knew Gustave at birth." "Filmed in Borneo, by Australians." "The interesting thing is that, at the end of the original shot, you can tell he doesn't die." "He gets up again." "You feel he'll get over it like the napalm girl in Saigon." "That ending has always been cut in all documentaries." "A born symbol doesn't get out of it so easily!" "He testifies against war, you cannot weaken his testimony for the sake of a few frames." "Truth?" "What is truth?" "The truth is, most didn't get up." "So what's so special about this one?" "The ethics of imagery?" "Is napalm ethical?" "Are you in favour of napalm?" "Whose side are you on, comrade?" "Private Ira Hayes knew his side." "He was a US Marine, brave and disciplined." "He was told to pose, with five pals, to re-stage the picture." "He didn't waver." "It was for the cause." "Those who had put up the flag in combat, were gone." "They took six others." "It wasn't much, just a set-up, there'd be more like it, the original was uninspiring anyway." "Hayes never got over it." "He wasn't to blame, he had fought with the best, but he'd been asked to lie." "Simple soul, he couldn't live with that lie." "He couldn't tell the truth, the Corps honor was at stake, so he took to drink, and died in poverty." "The picture has become an icon." "It was used in Sarajevo in 1994, but not to hail the US Marines." "The Army would gladly have done a replay in Okinawa, but Marine Corps Public Relations was unbeatable." "and Okinawa wasn't that simple." "Mabuni Museum shows war as chaotic and hard to represent, and unpresentable." "But - as in the books and films - the smell of battle is missing." "Till we get smellies, like talkies, war films don't exist." "Just as well," "I swear there'd be no audience." "I remember the fear and I have really experienced the feeling of being a part of Japan at war." "That is why I particularly feel, since my job is film-making, that Japanese war films are rubbish." "They deal only with themselves, how they suffered from the war, how brave and painful it was," "They never show the other side." "Once again, Oshima pointed the way." "Laura went on to study how each side depicted the enemy." "It was none too pleasant." "We were taught that Westerners were demons." "We were told if US troops captured us they'd cut off our noses and ears, cut off our fingers." "They would drive tanks over our bodies, and rape our women." "We would suffer horribly, then die." "We were so imbued with all this that it seemed better to suppress our loved ones, than leave them to the enemy," "For them, it would be a consolation to die by the hand of a loved one." "Filled with this thought, we lamented and, lamenting, interrupted our mother's life." "That's where I recognised him:" "Kinjo." "The boy from the Keramas." "A village elder, a leader, was snapping off a tree-branch." "I watched him, intrigued." "Then, on his very hand, the stick beame a weapon." "As if having a seizure, he began to beat the life out of his wife and children, whom he loved, using just this piece of wood." "It was terribly shocking, but telepathically all of us thought this was the thing to do and others began to kill the people they loved most." "They began with children, with the weak and the old, with those who lacked the strength to take their own lives." "So husbands killed wives, parents killed children, brothers killed sisters." "They killed them because they loved them." "Such was the tragedy of those mass suicides." "It was a real butchery, and the waters of the river where they threw the bodies indiscriminately became rivers of blood." "As for my own family, my brother, who was two years my senior, and I raised our hand for the first time against the mother who had borne us." "At 19, my brother could not help moaning." "He suffered so much." "My father went off to die." "We also killed our younger brother and sister." "Afterwards, he sought a glorious death in war crossing enemy lines:" "He was captured alongside soldiers who had called capture dishonorable." "Mass suicides accompanied the advance of US troops." "Together with Japanese executions and casualities of war, some 150.000 civilians died in Okinawa, a third of the population." "No other group suffered so, except in the Nazi camps." "Europeans, surviving this, might have turned to Buddhism." "Kinjo found Christianity." "He became a minister." "He offers his memory to help others decipher theirs." "He wants Japan to acknowledge its war crimes, and mass suicides taught in school books, not ignored, or called madness." "He wants what nations and men are least capable of:" "that memory be faced, and forgiveness asked." "If you look in the Bible, you'll see confessing your mistakes and expressing repentance, cleanses people of their past." "But Japanese mentality, the way of thought, considers that errors committed in the past remain errors forever." "They cannot be erased." "I decided that my mission must be to proclaim the value of human life to counter the notion, the ideology of the past, that held life in such contempt, for such was the lie they taught." "That was the motivation for my becoming a missionary, a Christian minister." "After the retreat from Shuri, General Buckner sent Ushijima, in his Southern bastion, an offer of honorable surrender." "The Japanese general reacted with an outburst of laughter." "Was it laughter, borne on the wind, that prompted a frontline gunner?" "Unknowningly, he aimed at Buckner, who was examining the ground, and Simon Bolivar Buckner, only US general to die in combat, failed to convince his enemies, and died a few days before them." "It is said that Ushijima prayed for Buchner when he died." "Then he and Cho arranged the ending, the only end they could conceive." "He doesn't know how to harakiri." "You don't say." "Seppuku is not, in the European sense, suicide, but the act of giving oneself death." "The act of living through harshest pain at the end." "That's what seppuku is." "So to perform seppuku, you must be in good health, very well-balanced, with enough energy to make a gift of death." "Pulling a trigger is not enough, nor is swallowing pills, nor stepping out into the void." "You must touch yourself to the end, with living energy." "What of the piety that surrounds the tombs at Mabuni Hill?" "Hard to believe these quiet people, these quiet girls born thirty years later, are nostalgic for imperial times." "Does sacrifice erase everything?" "When you say "it happened here", something deep inside us resurfaces." "That is why many people come spontaneously, join hands and pray." "Myself, knowing or learning the nature of this place," "I'd offer incense and pray." "That's all I need to know." "One wonders what a Japanese general has in mind when he offers his life to the Emperor." "Thanks to Yahara, we know." "The last thing Cho tells him is:" ""Remember the French film we saw in Saigon, in '41?"" "It was Waves of the Danube, with extras posing as gypsies." "And the music Cho heard while disembowelling himself, watching the horizon for the last time, was Black Eyes." "Am I going mad?" "I used to see you everywhere," "I recognised you from afar," "I went back to the places we loved, the Jardin des Plantes, the little farm at the Bois de Boulogne, the shore beneath the Golden Gate where Kim Novak feigns suicide in Vertigo..." "I'd see a man from behind, looking at parrots, or sitting among goats, or leaning against a rail, and it would be you." "Then I'd come closer, he'd turn round, be someone else." "I'd wonder how anyone could replace you so fast." "In my moment of distraction, not more than a split second..." "Now it's the same in the Network." "Someone calls, it's you," "I know by tell-tale signs, a special word only we would use." "Then I'd question him, and he'd shy away, not like you anymore." "Then another sign." "Is this a game?" "Is it you teasing me?" "One day, one woman knows too much, too much about you, about me, about the Game, about everything." "We are plugged into the masks gallery." "I ask her to show me hers and on the screen I see this." "The end of the battle is written in the deep, by Okinawa, where Oshima, surveyor of memories, filmed underwater graveyards." "Okinawa was the Japs' sute-ishi, their sacrificial pawn." "If the price was high enough, the US would shrink from invading" "Japan's main island and peace could be made." "The reality was, it made the case for the Atom Bomb." "Without Okinawa's resistance, Hiroshima would not have been, and the century would've been different." "Which means that in all respects, our lives were fashioned by events that took place in that little island, between the moment when Kinjo killed his family, and general Ushijima's self-death." "Now Laura saw the Game couldn't change history." "It would repeat it, in a loop, with respectably futile obstinacy." "Storing the past so as not to revive it was sheer 20th Century." "She was detached now, as if she'd come to a limit;" "The Game was not hers anymore, nor was History." "I knew she spoke with Masks at night." "I asked what she wanted, she responded:" "Level Five, of course, in a tone that made you think she was cured, as if for her the War was over." "Naturally, I was wrong." "Last night: fun dialog with a mask." "A Harfang owl mask, so I listened." "Having some knowledge about Harfang, in our days, shows some culture." "Disappointing, as usual." "When he went for a date" "I really got him:" ""Think of all the time we've saved in just five minutes:" "Six months of passion, two years of jealousy, four years' infidelity, eight of misunderstandings," "reconciliation one spring, one summer of fighting, one autumn of breaking up, one winter of dispair, just work it out." "Bye and thanks for the time saved"." "He found nothing to say." "And you?" "Shall I thank you?" "The list I gave him, so as to shine, did time have it in store for us?" "I see me, in ten years, without you, reading in the paper you've died," "a feeling of something already seen, already lost," "the faraway echo of something I don't know, your absence now which I wouldn't have known, but would have felt within me, as if my programmer foresaw it all, what happened, what might have happened." "Like when you search for a word that escapes you." ""I had it on the tip of my tongue"." "I'd have your death on the tip of my memory," "I'd have thought:" ""There was a time when..."" "But then there was another time, the time of my list, from jealousy to deceit, and that time would mute our time," "mute the echo of our life." "Everything would have been as though through a wall, barely audible..." "Like when rescuers search through a wall of rubble, they always come too late." "And you?" "What would you have kept?" "One day my image would begin to blur, you'd realise the scraps of words," "scraps of life filling your memory, were shifting out of focus." "Must I thank you too?" "Thank you for this gift?" "A life in which there wasn't enough time for something mediocre to slip in, neither lies nor cruelty." "So swift that the ordinary gremlins, that sneak into everyday life, haven't had the chance to get to us." "They met a shut door:" ""Closed for a death"." "So annoying for them." "Nothing for them in the will." "A life, a body, untouched, on which I never saw the first signs" "of lovelessness," "abandon or relinquishment." "A real fairy-tale, one of them falls asleep and never changes." "There's no greater gift." "Shall I thank you?" "I thank you." "Thank you." "Thank you." "I never saw Laura again." "The workshop seemed unchanged, the machines were on, as if she had just stepped out." "Our loyal screensaver cat kept watch." "and the OWL mail page was open." "Without thinking, I typed in her name." "He didn't know that either."