"'DDR'" "Is he mic'ed up?" "That dawn will come some day..." "You have my article with my blackened face, too?" "I have all your articles." "Azaad sir, this is such an honour for me." "Thank you." "I still don't see why you're making a documentary on me." "Who'll watch?" "Many, sir." "Ready?" "Sir, could we just check your mic?" "Please say something." "The stains of blood on the floor." "The smell of corpses in that lane." "Over these existing borders a few more are drawn." "Sir, can you tell us about yourself?" "To the camera." "My name is Vinod Durge." "I've been living in Mumbai for many years." "23, 24." "Yes, 24 years." "And..." "During the day I work at a Tar company... as a manager." "And..." "At night, I'm free." "Azaad." "My columns are printed every Sunday in a paper called News Express." "Everyone knows me as 'Azaad.'" ""Azaad."" "Yes, Ma." "I've reached." "I came straight from the airport." " Are you coming?" " Just leaving." "Did you check Papa's footage?" "Any clues?" "Ma, I seriously doubt this footage will tell us much." "I think we're wasting our time." "Sameer..." "Check carefully." "His phone's been off for two days." "I've asked everybody, but..." "I don't know where he is." "He is Azaad." "Must be trying to get about change somewhere." "Not again, Sameer." "Can you be of some help?" "I'm leaving now." "Meet me there." "Ok." "The Express doesn't run on your articles." "C'mon, Vinod!" "You send the articles, that's why they print them." "They're happy to get a free article every week." "Are you listening?" "If you don't ask for the money, they'll never give it." "Not again, Zainab." "What's the big deal?" "We're managing on our salaries." "And if I start writing for money, I can never write the truth." "We need more money." "Sameer wants private tuitions." " Must I...?" " Tuitions!" "Whatever for?" "These private tuitions are a big scam, I'm telling you!" "Remember that!" "Live in the real world." "See what's really going on." "You mean sell myself?" " No point talking." " So don't talk." "So what's the solution?" "Use your brains and study on your own." "You don't get it." "Kids are under so much pressure." "Don't let the pressure get to you." "Everyone isn't like you." "You write about change and ignore the reality around you." "If only everyone was like me." "I didn't have the password so couldn't start the laptop." "But I brought it anyway." "These are the books that he was reading." "His employer's ID." "What is this?" "God is not Great." "Good Muslim, Bad Muslim." "What is this?" "Get me some tea." "Anything else?" "Sir, the money." "When can we expect him home?" "You investing in the stock market?" "Is he in my pocket?" "No sir, he didn't mean it like that." " He's worried." " Worried?" "Worried because he hasn't spoken to his father?" "When did you last speak to him?" "Mr. Worried!" "When was the last time?" "We don't talk to each other much." "Meaning, what?" "Sir, he lives in Delhi." "He's reading economics." "He's busy studying." "Where's my tea?" "Hurry!" "He arrived today." "Zainabji, there are many police cases against Vinod Durge." "See this?" "17th March, 1995." "He assaulted Arun Vajani." "Non-cognizable offense." "Article 323." "Another one." "Article 427." "He broke the landlord's door." "Mr. Kulkarni, this incident took place 20 years ago." "It wasn't Vinod's fault." "The landlord acted illegally." "The case was solved." "Maybe it was solved, but it's still on our records." "There's a new case against him." "Sedition charges." "Article 114." "About his writing." "Why must he write controversial articles?" "Can't he write cheery things?" "Get that tea!" "Stop that!" "Are you aware of your popularity?" "After all, you are an icon!" "Zainab tells me: "You write well But, about bad things."" "I write what I observe." "About what I see all around me." "I write about that." "Some people read my articles, others are angered by them." "What can I say?" "That's it." "How do you feel when people get angry?" "Saadat Hasan Manto Saab put it very beautifully:" ""If you can't bear my writings, then we're living in unbearable times."" "So... yeah." "Even Manto felt scared at times." "Do you feel scared?" "Last month someone smashed our car windscreen." "The first thought that crossed my mind was... what if Zainab was in the car?" "So... yes." "I do feel scared." "And angry?" "I write." "Sameer, come." "The documentary filmmakers have sent the footage." "What is it?" "Don't you know?" "It's his old habit." "All thanks to you!" "He does what the hell he wants." "Comes and goes as he pleases." "And we just take it." "It's been a month." "Has he bothered to fix the car windscreen?" "No!" "He calls himself "Azaad."" "Is this 'azaadi' (freedom)?" "See the state of the house." "You hear me, Ma?" "We don't deserve this." "You don't deserve this." " I'm fed up." " No, I'm fed up, Sameer." "Of your anger." "I'm fed up." "He's your father, not your enemy." "Wow!" "He causes the problem, and I have to hear this." "Don't listen." "No one is forcing you." "I made a mistake asking you to come here." "Book your ticket and go back to Delhi." "Sure!" "Why don't I go to London instead?" "Sameer!" "Arsehole!" "Hang on!" "I made a mistake asking you to come here." "Book your ticket and go back to Delhi." "We don't talk to each other much." "You moron!" "You crazy?" "Is that how you drive?" "They've come to interview your father." "We'll eat when they take a break." "You tell me, how's the Delhi winter?" "Ma, actually, I wanted to tell you something." "Last time, Daddy didn't say anything, but..." "I've applied to the London School." "And, I've got admission." "They're giving me a 60% scholarship too." "Wow!" "Congratulations!" "I don't know why but I always thought... you'd become a writer like your father." "Ma!" "You imagine anything." "So, I wanted to ask..." "So can we... take a loan for the remaining 40%?" "Please?" "A loan?" "You know him." "He won't take money from anybody." "Great!" "Same story again." "OK." "I'll work it out." "Why do you get angry so quickly?" "I'm just saying." "Ma, it's ok." "Wait." "Give him the good news yourself." "No, Ma." "No." "It's ok." "Ma, please." " Sorry for interrupting." " Not now." "What are you doing?" "It's Sameer." "He wants to talk to you." "Ma, please, I don't want to talk to him." "Sir, tea?" "Coffee?" "'Amid the night's noise' was your first article?" "Yes." "17th March, 1995." "Our landlord had thrown us out of the house." "Because he suddenly realized that my wife was a Muslim." "Muslims were not allowed to live in that building." "So he threw us out." "It was late at night." "All our belongings were scattered on the road." "Zainab was pregnant." "That night... she delivered our son on the road." "I was furious." "I was angry with Vajani, with the other tenants, with everyone." "But, then..." "I looked at Sameer." "And I thought to myself... which world do I want to show my son?" "A world that chains itself with borders." "Or the world that is far away from all the noise... on the other side of that tiny bridge." "That world." "Which world did I want to show him?" "You asked me if I feel scared." "I do." "We can block the noise from outside by closing our doors and windows." "But what about the noise within us?" "The noise of religion, class, social divide, poor, rich." "I battle this noise every single day." "But I feel scared." "What if this noise defeats me some day?" "I do fear that." "I started writing for Sameer." "Azaad writes for Sameer." "Sorry for interrupting." "Sameer's on the phone." "He wants to talk to you." "What are you doing?" "Ma, please, I don't want to talk to him." "You're still awake?" "I couldn't sleep." "Why don't you sleep, Ma?" "I was thinking..." "I'll go and see Kulkarni again tomorrow." "I'll also stop by the Express office." "If we put more pressure, they'll find him sooner." "Ok, get some rest now." "Yes, Mr. Kulkarni?" "Yes, I've called them." "They came to me yesterday." "His whole family is looking for him." "I just reached." "His son is here." "Talk to you later." "We found these papers in his bag." "Education?" "The cyber cell retrieved some emails from his laptop." "Threat emails." "He's had them for 3 months." "I'll explain." "Come." "We have to take the body for the post-mortem." "Get an ambulance from Thakur Hospital... send two constables there." "Send one man here." "The stains of blood on the floor." "The smell of corpses in that lane." "Over these existing borders a few more are drawn." "Those are your quarters." "The others belong to me." "New treasures are won." "Some by me, some by you." "Neither did you step forward," "Nor did I show my face." "You could not understand some things." "I could not explain some things." "How did those relations break?" "What were all those promises?" "Those moments of silence." "The intentions of that noise." "Change." "We have the room for exactly 8 hours." "They're very strict." "Where did you find this?" "If you wanted sound why did you check in here?" "It's too quiet." "It bothered me." "But you chose a silent room." "I've never heard such silence." "Does it seem natural to you?" "It's unnatural." "Never mind." "Go fill a new form for indoor ambience." "I can destroy this, or I can report it." "What do I do?" "I'd better go to the bathroom or I'll disturb you all at night." "Is it time?" "Five minutes." "I'll call home and say good night." "Hello?" "Hello!" "Can you hear me?" "Can you hear me?" "You chose indoor ambience." "I just wanted something normal." "All our sounds are normal." "Indoor ambient number 56 at 20 decibels." "20 decibels, exactly!" "It's not normal." "Do you even remember normal?" "Your tone is above 60 decibels." "This is not normal." "Get up." "You like that?" "Does it matter?" "Where are you from?" "The eastern province?" "When did you move?" "Two months ago." "After the war..." "The East is peaceful now?" "And now you're here and you cannot sleep." "Not much." "I get nightmares." "In your nightmares, you scream but nobody hears you." "How do you know?" "Lina, I can't help you." "There's one place..." "But..." "Good!" "What do you want?" "Look, if I don't have it, nobody has it." "I have the biggest sound library in town." "Seen this?" "A CD?" "Where did you find it?" "My Dad had bought it Can you play it?" "Never thought I'd hear a CD." "I want all that." "What's this?" "A bed." "Bed?" "You slept on wood?" "Everyone slept on wood even after the New Rules." "I've never even seen a wooden bed." "Wow!" "This is all illegal." "You know it's all above 90, right?" "Do you care?" "Not me." "Amazing!" "Who made this?" "When the New Rules came into force... the black market was flooded with these CDs." "Sh." "What's that?" "A swing." "Swing?" "There are two chains with a plank between them." "You can sit or stand." "It's great fun." "No, not that." "I don't want this." "This is the worst sound ever." "They wear different boots..." "Now you can't hear them coming." "You want this?" "Thank you." "I don't take cards." "Too risky." "Where do I get so much cash?" "Why don't I just keep this?" "What will you do with a CD?" "CDs are obsolete." "So are wooden beds." "What will you do with this old noise?" "These are my memories." "Give it back to me." "I want it too." "You can copy it." "I can copy it." "This is my first CD." "I'm not giving it to you." " I'll break it." "Ever since I had a baby..." "I realized my skin was ageing much faster than I was." "Then I discovered this magical cream!" "Forever Baby Young!" "Because your skin deserves it!" "I have told you people so many times not to ring the bell at this hour!" "Don't want it nothing from you Get out!" "Hello" "Hello.." "Hellooo" "Hello" "Hello .." "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "Bloody Idiot!" "What?" "No..no Sir .. not you .. umm..." "there seems to be some network issue" "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "Hello" "It's no trick" "It's a hat trick of being the best network" "Weather your number is odd or even" "In this network there is no traffic congestion" "It's like a heart to heart connection" "Pistachio Telecom!" "(Radio Ads)" "Sir..." "Sir will you fill out this one form for me?" "Look... it's a very simple form..." "requires only basic information." "Sir, what are you thinking?" "We will keep this information confidential, won't leak it anywhere." "Let me buy you some tea!" "Waiter... bring him a cup of tea." "And biscuit is almost over too.." "Bring some biscuits too please." "While you drink tea, please fill this along" "Bholanath..." "Trivedi?" "We belong to the same clan." "What a co-incidence!" "Amazing." "Where are you from Sir?" "Kanpur!" "You are from Kanpur and I am from Banaras This is unbelievable!" "You ought to help me out," "Please fill out these three or four form with different names" "Come on, we belong to the same village, I am sure you can do this for me." "It's the question of my job." "You don't have a mobile number?" "Sir why are you stuck in this stupid survey forms..." "Let me directly get you a connection Sir." "Sir, in today's times, one can manage without bread, clothes, home, girlfriend... but a mobile connection is indispensible!" "Sir I will get you such a mobile connection that won't ever get disconnected... even if you try to disconnect." "Check this out Sir." "Let me introduce myself..." "I am Ashok from Pistachio!" "Go green Faff more..." "I am sure you must have heard the name." "You haven't!" "Never mind Sir, let me explain." "We are the best telecom service providers in India." "Since last three years we have been winning this award Sir!" "Best network, best service, best customer base, in short best Sir!" "So Sir let me offer you such a scheme that you will never receive the bill." "I mean we only send soft copies you see!" "Oh you Pistachio representatives what do you think of yourselves?" "Pistachio promised that they will send me a soft copy..." "You conveniently didn't... and now you are penalizing me for late payment?" "Who activated my data pack?" "Who the hell permitted you to do it?" "I am going expose your fraud on Facebook, Twitter." "No Sir, it's not like that..." " This is no way to treat your customers!" "Damn I don't even own a smart phone why will I need a data pack?" "No way..." "Excuse me gentleman." "I will sue you!" "You can't treat your customer like this." "You are making me wait past half hour." "I don't understand if I don't have a smart phone why would I buy any data?" "Sir, we have a vast subscriber base... once in a while such small misunderstandings do happen." "But I assure you sir, we will take care of this." "We are committed to excellent customer service." "So... here..." "look at this scheme.." "Oh... what is this form?" "It's too plain!" "Check this out, it's so green and colorful!" "Sir you are showing that to me again..." "It's too plain" "Look what I have is more colorful" "Here have a look at the latest schemes.." "Along with a free SIM card against the rental of a grand... you get hundred thousand seconds free for hundred thousand days." "What happened Sir?" "You didn't like it?" "Don't you worry there are more schemes." "Sir have a look at this... another one which says you get fifty thousand seconds free... for fifty thousand days only for Rupees Five hundred!" "Sir Rupees Four ninety nine!" "Same scheme at the cheapest rate." "Dear mobile phone users.." "Your good days are here!" "So you fish a customer and start making a fool out of him eh?" "In fifty thousand days you get fifty thousand seconds free!" "That's our scheme" "Why don't you spell it out straight, you get only one second free usage per day." "Sir, we will give you a better scheme!" "Forty nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine seconds free... for fifty thousand days." " One-second sir" "Sir SIM activation charges only Rupee One Sir!" "That's even now." " What's even now?" "Now it's the same price" " That's rubbish." "Sir let me introduce myself, , Shiv Kumar from Saffron Mobile" ""Yojitam akhilam bharatiya jananaam bharatam" means..." "Connecting Indians to India." "Sir Pistachio Sir, Go green faff more" "Sir looking at you I can sense that you are a nocturnal person, right?" "You spend a lot of time talking at night?" "Me too Sir." "That's why we have a special scheme for you" "Night calling absolutely free" " What?" "Yes at only Rupees ninety nine per month." " Sir how is it free then?" "Sir, Value added + Service tax + Swacchh Bharat Cess." "These are Government policy." "Sir they have so many taxes, he making a fool out of you, we don't have any taxes" "No taxes?" "Sir they are dealing with black money, I must tell you." "How is that possible?" "Everyone has to pay taxes." " No sir I meant, inclusive of taxes" "Sir we keep full transparency, we have laid it all out for you... where as they have lot of stuff hidden deliberately" "Sir listen please sir, faff more" "I almost got him you just barged in" "I did not make a single sale since morning" " So?" "I have to take my girlfriend out for a date this evening" "It's our 'One Month Anniversary'" " Don't give me this sentimental crap" "I promise, I will bring you five customers tomorrow" "If I wait till tomorrow, I will lose my job" "Cut the crap... go have your tea" "Good days are here for mobile phone users." "If you are a true Indian then you must buy Saffron Mobile" "Buy a new connection of Saffron mobile now... and get a chance to meet Me!" "Won't you meet me?" "Earlier, I used to live abroad..." "I used to be very sad..." "I used to be very depressed..." "No one would talk to me...." "I lost all my confidence... people used to run away from me." "But after using Saffron mobile SIM card... my life has changed." "Its full of happiness" "I have become a true Indian." "Along with happiness my hair has grown... confidence has been boosted and everything else has grown!" "Saffron mobile..." ""Yojitam akhilam bharatiya jananaam bharatam"" "Connecting Indians to India" "Sir what is this rubbish - "Yojitam akhilam bharatam!"" "Sir, I, personally port out at least 50 customers every day to my company!" "Allow me to port you out too from their trap." "Now throw away all the stress from you and your kid's life" "Kothari tutorials is offering you "cash back"" "Enroll now and avail 25 % cash back!" "Sir you have just won Rupees ten thousand cash - back." "Sir this is our latest scheme, which has just been launched a minute ago... and you are one of the first fifteen lucky winners!" "So here, we give you Rupees ten thousand cash - back." "Sir!" "You will spend all this amount within ten days!" "The amount is of very little use." "Sir we at Saffron mobile, we offer you a treasure!" "Treasure?" "Munnar Sir," "Those beautiful valleys in the open sky of Munnar, you get five nights and three days absolutely free Sir!" "If you buy our one thousand nine hundred and ninety nine billing plan... and additional 5 % discount on hotel accommodation... if you by our STD plan Sir." "Sir there is a lot to explore in Munnar." "Uganda!" "Sir Imagine Uganda!" "You get one night and three days free." "Just check this out and buy our special ISD calling pack... with twenty five thousand seconds free for fifty thousand days... and thirty five SMS free for lifetime sir.." "Thirty five SMS?" "Thirty eight..." "Thirty eight SMS free for lifetime sir!" "Pistachio Telecom!" "Check this out Sir, 24 Carat Gold-plated SIM card... your life is about to change with this SIM card sir" "J phone!" "What will you do with a SIM card without a phone?" "Phone free with a SIM card and SIM card free with a phone." "If you don't have a J phone..." "You don't have a J phone!" "And top of it you get Solar power battery free with this phone." "Exactly Sir!" "All you have to do is keep it under the sun for two hours and the battery is charged." "If you also stand out under the sun you will get vitamin D!" "Online registration and no paper work." "Go Green Faff more" "Didn't I tell you Sir?" "What an amazing network" "Look in the middle of nowhere we have network" "Hello" "Hello Sir, I am calling from Pistachio Telecom." "Your number has been selected for a lucky draw competition" "But I will need to know some details from you" "So Sir can I talk to you for five minu...." "Hello Hello!" "Hello Hello!" "Hello...." "Hello!" "All the hellos they ring..." "All the hellos they ring..." "Hello" "They dance and they sing..." "They dance and they sing" "Hello Hello" "Till the Customer is deaf to the bray..." "Till the Customer is deaf to the bray" "Peek a boo peek a boo is the game they play" "Peek a boo peek a boo is the game they play" "Hello Hello!" "All the hellos they ring..." "Promised the false greed, trumped like a pack of cards Customer is shuffled" "Promised the false greed, trumped like a pack of cards Customer is shuffled" "Every card thrown is an ace" "Every card thrown is an ace" "All fifty-twos are thrown to win the race" "All fifty-twos are thrown to win the race" "Hello Hello" "Hello...." "Hello" "All the hellos they ring..." "All the hellos they ring..." "Hello" "They dance and they sing..." "They dance and they sing..." "Hello Hello" "Till the Customer is deaf to the bray..." "Till the Customer is deaf to the bray..." "Till the Customer is deaf to the bray" "Peek a boo peek a boo is the game they play" "Who is it?" "Any special request for your last meal?" "Hmm?" "Care for some Biryani?" "No, no food." "I don't want to eat anything." "If you want to offer a last prayer, it can be arranged." "For me you are God here." "Just once..." "Please, once..." "Sign here." "Will you have me sign even my last document through this door, Prakash Sir?" "Sign here." "Aren't you scared?" "Sign." "Can anything be done now?" "Ten years and not a single response." "Do you hate me that much?" "Very soon, I know you will think of me, at least once." "Do you want to inform anyone?" "Inform whoever you want to... inform everyone." "Thank you!" "24th March" "24th March" "It's for your own good, old man." "You know, the noose is made according to the body weight." "Even if it's slightly off, the neck does not snap easily." "Then you will keep hanging, choking and twitching for a long time." "Out!" "Out!" "Can anything be done..." "It's just a small request." "Thank you!" "Thank you." "24th March?" "Sir..." "Please, give me a minute." "The bee-like buzz of her headphones was the closest she'd come to silence" "His dreams were his daily dose of colour," "And what's to follow is a collection of their favourite anecdotes" "She walked and she walked and he cycled and he cycled he left crossword trails and she thought of words that alliterated she lived in silence and he lived in black and white and their roads were parallel but unknown to anyone the roads kept coming closer and closer" "'why?" "' they will never know 28kms below them, the tectonic plates shifted ever so slightly everyday till the two roads were one" "97 days later, two political parties fought over the name of the new road but that's another story" "It was a usual day in June" "Temperature -30 degrees, Humidity-58 percent" "No forecast of rain" "A day perfect for lime green paper planes" "She was thinking about the tiny purse she had when she was small, exactly the size of her palm, as if tailored to fit" "He thought about a city of dodo birds and if extinct animals and extinct languages all go in one box labeled 'extinct'?" "That night he found a pair of earlier white, now faded brown canvas shoes from school which he was sure he had thrown away a long time ago" "And her pillow smelt of star anise" "You can speak..." "I won't be able to hear anything." "There's a place where there's no sound." "She was sure such a place didn't exist in the city but decided to not say it" "When I..." "Now?" "Now?" "And then she discovered that his voice had the rare talent of not piercing her ears" "Whenever I see a colour for example, blue" "Then all the blue things I've seen in my life flash in front of my eyes" "almost like a film which I can't stop till I've thought of all those blue things" "It's a little strange, right?" "It's called Synesthesia" "The sensory nerves in my brain are overlapping" "There are many types of Synesthesia but Google says that mine is the most unique" "Which is why, these" "In that moment she thought of him as an astronaut gliding though black and white galaxies but for some reason wearing a glittering orange seatbelt" "That film in my brain kept getting longer as my memories kept growing" "That night she thought of blue and then she thought of indigo and when she thought of indigo she thought of turquoise and ink blue and cobalt and Persian blue and Oxford blue and midnight blue and cyan and azure and teal and sapphire." "Open your eyes" "This was the precise moment that replayed in his head 12670 times" "Seeing her in black and white was as if world had agreed to play itself out in the only colour he could see" "And this was the exact moment when she spoke" "Words tumbled out of her mouth like a dictionary had become liquid" "She spoke but she couldn't hear herself" "She spoke and he could hear her" "She spoke about exams that she didn't want to cheat in but heard answers being whispered in another classroom" "She spoke about her eardrums which were thinner than grapeskin" "She spoke about the fruit that she'd only tasted once- both a plum and tomato at same time" "She spoke like language won't exist tomorrow" "She spoke till she was out of breath" "That night he thought of all the tin can telephones of his childhood that never quite worked." "She thought of tin roofs, cans, canned peaches, phone companies and two lovers one in Paris, one in Jaipur talking to each other through a wireless tin can telephone" "Not everyone dreams in colour 12 percent people can only see black and white dreams" "If you could see only one colour, which one would you choose?" "Blue" "How do butterflies taste their food?" "With their feet" "I dream of the sea but I don't know why it's always in black and white" "I've never been on a train" "If I do, my eardrums will burst" "And then he traded the sound of his dreams with the colour of hers" "The tectonic plates remained unaccredited" "Mia" "Mumma has called." "Mia" "She has been calling since morning." "Hey" "I am Gino." "I have never seen you before." "I know something about you" "You said you know something" "What do you know?" "Okay" "If you come to my gig then I'll tell you." "You should come man..." "it's pretty cool" "It's my first gig you know!" "I said yeahh yeahh yeaah yeahiii..." "I am free ya" "I am free oah... haaaahh" "I said yeahh yeahh yeaah yeahiii..." "Alright, enough of the suspense." "I'm gonna tell you what I know." "I know you have earphones under that hood... and you listen to music in the church." "What?" "You have earphones under that hood and you listen to music in the church." "That's not good." "Shouldn't do that." "You will feel your self complete" "You will finally find what you need ya" "If you can find the peace in a troubled soul.." "You will finally feel hope..." "You finally feel like you belong.." "I said yeahh yeahh yeaah yeahiii..." "I am free ya" "I am free oah..oooah" "Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahi yeah..." "Coz know.. you know.." "I am free.." "Said you can find the beauty in a moonlight..." "Or you find that everything goes so right no..." "Why are you recording this?" "So that I can see you whenever I want to." "Put that away." "It's just between us two." "C'mon..." "I love your hair so much." "Your eyes." "Your lips." "The way you laugh" "And what else?" "Your tattoos." "Which one?" "The one that you got for me." "I didn't get a tattoo for you." "C'mon..." "Show it to me." "Rohan..." "Put that away." "Trust me." "I love you..." "Didn't you say that you loved my hair" "I thought you would forever care" "Now look what you did" "You left me to deal with all this shit" "Wait... don't judge me yet" "Yeah that was me, yeah that was you" "Remember when you said that you were true?" "You said the moment was between us two" "You read the comments that the people threw?" "I had to even go bald" "My mom and dad were my wall" "But the tape that you made." "Has shattered it all" "Where are you daddy when I needed your hand?" "You believed everybody but didn't understand" "It was a mistake daddy" "You sent me so far away" "I'm sorry;" "don't I matter to you anymore?" "This is because of you Rohan!" "I get insane from the noises....inside of my head" "Rohan I hate you for what's left... inside of my head" "I hate the pain and the voices... inside of my head" "A living ghost in this world..." "coz inside I'm dead" "I get insane from the noises..." "inside of my head" "Rohan I hate you for what's left..." "inside of my head" "I hate the pain and the voices..." "inside of my head" "A living ghost in this world..." "coz inside I'm dead" "I can't believe what you wrote..." "on my wall" "You didn't know me at all, I guess" "From the rest, you're no different" "And now you're ashamed to call me your friend" "When you followed the trend?" "But no blame!" "I suffocate living in fear" "Hiding away this girl called Mia" "Home was no longer the place.." "What it should" "The safest place was.. under the hood" "I get insane from the noises...." "inside of my head" "Rohan I hate you for what's left..." "inside of my head" "I hate the pain and the voices..." "inside of my head" "A living ghost in this world..." "coz inside I'm dead" "I get insane from the noises..." "inside of my head" "Rohan I hate you for what's left..." "inside of my head" "I hate the pain and the voices..." "inside of my head" "A living ghost in this world..." "coz inside I'm dead" "I can't forgive you..." "I can't forget" "Because I loved you" "You took away my pride" "My song" "My soul" "Just a bald headed girl lost of word.." "Trying to make it through One rhyme at a time.." "She's just a bald headed girl lost of word" "Trying to make it through One rhyme at a time.." "Keep looking up Ooh Yeah.." "Don't ever stop.." "Don't ever lose all of your sense.." "With all that keeps going on.." "Keep your mind and looking forward to dawn.." "If you find that he's alive with the sound of the rhythmic feel.." "Just release and say to yourself.." "Open up to the breeze and remind yourself... remind yourself" "I am freeee freeeee yaay..." "I am freeee freeeee yay.." "She's just a bald headed girl lost of word" "Trying to make it through One rhyme at a time.."