"[Chattering]" " [Rock]" " Check, please." "Look, Daddy, a volcano." "It's very pretty." "Now drink up your volcano." "All right." "We're going." "Mommy's waiting." "Daddy, please." "Just one more minute." "No." "We're going." "No." " Yes." "Yes." " No." "No." "Until I ended up flatlining at the hospital." "But I survived." "And instead of letting that scare me," "I kept on going." "Until... my first daughter was born." "And now, I look at my girls... and my husband, who has been standing by me for so long." "Think which one you're gonna pull out." "I always think, man." "No, you don't." "They didn't lock you up this time 'cause you're not 1 8 yet." "Next time, they're gonna lock you up, brother." "Come on." "Well, you're not thinkin'." "Stealing might get you money, you can tap some cheerleader's ass, you can show off riding in some pickle-colored Thunderbird," "but tell me what's gonna happen if you shoot a pregnant woman or an old man, huh?" "." "[Liquid Pouring]" "You Nahuatl happen?" "." "The guilt will suck you down to the bone." "Stealing ain't worth it." "Going to church, reading the Bible... and believing in Jesus, brother, dustcart." "[ Snickers ] Yeah." "You think it's a fantasy, right?" "." "Huh?" "." "Come here, man." "Get up." "Come here." "[Traffic Noises] See that truck?" "." "Beauty, isn't it?" "." "[ Horn Honks ] I won it at a friend's raffle." "No shit." "No shit." "You know what?" "." "It wasn't luck." "It was Jesus who wanted me to have that truck." "That's bullshit." "I bet you stole it." "Jesus gave me that truck." "And as He who gives and He who takes away." "Yeah, right." "He doesn't give a shit about us." "Come back." "Come back." "Take off the hat." "Take off that hat." "God even knows when a single hair moves on your head." "You're wrong, Nick." "[Machines Beeping]" "[ Man Thinking ] So, this is death's waiting room." "These ridiculous tubes." "These needles swelling my arms." "What am I doing in this pre-corpse club?" "." "What do I have to do with them?" "." "I don't know when anything began anymore... or when it's gonna end." "Who will be the first to lose his life?" "." "He, in the coma?" "." "Or me?" "." "[ Buzzing ]" "[ Sniffing ]" "[ Sniffing ]" "[ Sighs ]" "[Paper Crinkling]" "[Clattering]" "All right." "You can get dressed now." "Your Fallopian tubes are severely damaged." "It, uh, looks like you had some kind of an infection... that, uh, wasn't taken care of properly." "We can try surgery, but I have to tell you, I think, uh, the probabilities are pretty slim." "Look." "Excuse me for asking this, but it's important that you tell me the truth." "Have you ever had an abortion?" "Yes." "Anyreason?" "I had already separated from my husband when I got pregnant, and I-- No." "I meant a medical reason." "My husband's dying." "I'm sorry?" "Paul, my husband, he's dying, and I want to have his baby." "We can operate then andhopeyou getpregnant within three orfourmonths." "[ Snickers ]" "He's got one month left, at most." "How'd it go?" "." "Not good, Reverend." "In one ear, out the other." "Be patient." "All it takes is one sheep in a thousand,Jack." "Come on." "Afternoon, Reverend." "Hey, Wolf, you still having that birthday partyWednesday?" "." "My place, brother." "Cool." "I may be late,Jack." "I have Bible class on Wednesday." "What the fuck is wrong with you, man?" "." "[Arguing Continues]" " I will hurtyou, boy." " Paul." "Paul!" "Back off." "Back off." "I told you to think." "Fuckyou!" " Hit me!" "Hit me!" "Hit me!" "Hit me!" "Jack!" "Jack!" "Jack!" "Hey, hey,Jack!" "Come on!" "Come on!" "Leave it,Jack." "He's a kid,Jack." " He's a punk, Reverend." " No, he's a kid." "You think,Jack." "You think." "[Man On Radio] Those who are making decisions that affiect ourlife, we must call out to God to give them His wisdom." "Daddy's home." "I'll see you tomorrow, Tam." "I'll pick the boys up after school ifyou want me to." "[DoorOpens, WarningSignal Beeping] [Girl] Daddy!" "Hello." "Hey, babe." "How's my queen?" "." "[Wife Chuckles ]" "And Hercules." "[Girl] You don't have a queen." "Freddy, help me out." "I got the cooler from the religious center." "Good." " Dad, arewe gonna go buy a dog now?" "." " Help me out." "Freddy, we agreed no dogs." "Grab the other handle." "Lift it up." "You said ifl got good grades, you'd buy me one." "Your sister has allergies, and dog hair is bad for her." "Bad for her, not me." "Get me a dog." "Freddy, leave it alone." "Well, at least get me a hamster." "Well, we'll see." "We'll see." "You always say you promise." "[ Chattering, Echoing ]" "[Man] Hey, Wolf." "You back, motherfucker?" "Lockdown six!" "Six down!" "Whoo!" "I win." "Age before beauty." "You're such a sore loser." "[Cell Phone Ringing]" "Doyou wanna go to theJacuzzi for a while?" "." "Shit." "No, I can't." "Michael and the girls arewaiting for me already." "Okay." "Well, call me later." "I'll call ya." "Cristina?" "." "[ Chuckles ]" "[Reverend] Andyougetawayfrom leading yourfamilylike a man ofGod... ought to lead his family in prayer... and reading theword ofGod and the things ofGod... and bringing them to the house ofGod, [Man]Amen." "then you're opening the door forthe devil to come in and slayyourfamily." "[ Congregation ] Amen." "Jesus is ourlight." "[ Congregation ] Jesus is our light." "Jesus is our hope." "[ Congregation ] Jesus is our hope." "Jesus is ourforgiveness." "Jesus is ourforgiveness." "Jesus is the water that quenches mythirst." "Jesus is thewater that quenches mythirst." "Ifyou'resaved andyou knowit, say "Amen. '"" "[ Congregation ] Amen." "Everybodyup onyourfeet." " Jesus is ourlight." "Jesus is our light." "[Keyboard Clacking]" "[ Groans ]" "[ Clattering ]" "[ Oxygen Hissing ]" "[ Hissing Stops ]" "[Wheezing ]" "[ Coughing, Gasping ]" "[Wheezing]" "[DoorOpens] Hey, honey, I'm home." "[Toilet Flushes]" "[ Coughs]" "Hi." "Jesus,you scared me." "How areyou feeling?" "." "I feel great." "Haveyou been smoking again?" "." "Oh, forfuck's sake, Paul." "You know iftheyfind out you're smoking, they'll takeyou offthe transplant list." "Ifldon'tsmoke, I'llgo fuckin'nuts." "Better nuts than dead." "[Coughs] Is thatnecessary?" "I don't know how the hell you get them." "[Wheezing ]" "[Whimpering] Baby!" "Baby!" "Baby!" "Baby!" "Baby!" "Oh, God!" "Call an ambulance!" "[Sobbing] Baby!" "Call a fucking ambulance!" "Goddamn it!" "Please, do something." "Baby!" "Come on, please." "[Doorbell Rings]" "[Doorbell Rings]" "[ Chattering ]" "[Men Laughing] [Man] Hey, Al,you wanta Coke?" "Jack, boss wants to talktoyou." "Hewants to seeyou now." "Come on." "We both know I'm not a caddieyet, but I'm working at it." "And I'm learning, Brown." "Man, I swear to God, I'm not going to letyou down." "No,Jack, that's not the problem." "What's the problem?" "." "The problem is some members have started complaining aboutyourtattoos." "I got a long-sleeved shirt." "No, man-- No long-sleeved shirt..." "You can't see it." "is gonna coverthat one on your neck right there." "You're gonna startwearing a scarf." "Look,Jack." "This club is for people different from me and you." "No." "You know, I don't drink." "I don't steal." "I'm clean." "Tell me, why me?" "." "Look, I knowyou're clean." "That's why I hired you." "But this decision comes from the administration." "Ifl don't follow through, they're gonna fuck me too." "[ Sighs ] Look, I cutyou a hefty severance check, and you can pick it up on thewayto the cashier's." "Tryto understand." "[ Ice Cubes Rattling ]" "Okay." "Good." "So, is there anypain?" "My head hurts a little bit." "That's normal." "That's because of the blood pressure medicine." "We'll getyou something else to makeyou feel better." "Thankyou." "I brought..." " whatyou asked for." " Oh, my God." "Oh." "Is that my heart?" "." "The culprit." "Which one is he?" "." "That's him with the brown vest." "He'sputting the bag up on top rightnow." "You okay?" "." "[ Breathing Heavily] Come here." "I wanna kill him." "We have to kill him." "Thankyou, Lord, for keeping us together, forfillingus with love andforgivingus this meal." "Amen." "[All ] Amen." "I got fired from the club today." "'Cause ofyour good pal Brown, right?" "." "He hadnothing to do with it." "It's mine!" " Believe that,Jack?" "Yes, I do." " [ Children Arguing ]" " Ow!" " Freddy, stop it." "Mommy, Freddy hit me in the arm." "Which arm, baby?" "." "This one." "Jack, don't start." "Hold outyour other arm and letyour brother hityou." " Give me it!" "Jack, no!" "Hold it out." "Whoever slaps you on the right cheek, turn the otherto him also." "Hit her." "Don't be afraid." " Jack, no!" " [Pounds Table]" " Hit her!" "Isn't that great." "Wonderful." "Greatparenting,Jack." "Good job." "It's okay." "Shh." "He didn't hurt her." "[ Sighs ]" "There's no hitting in this house." "Understand?" "." "Get in the corner!" "Do I put the chocolate chips in now, Mommy?" "." "That's right, honey, and then stir." "[Radio, Indistinct] Stir really quick." "Laura, put that back." "Come on." "When is Daddy coming?" "." "Soon." "Now let's get this finished, honey." " Mmm!" " None foryou." "Mmm!" "[ Chuckles ]" " No, Laura, stop it now." " [ All Laughing ]" "Next Friday, ask Lupe to staythe night." "I can't stay, 'cause I invited the company managers overfor dinner." "I fired her." "What, you fired her?" "." "Why?" "." "She made me feel like a cripple." "Oh, goddamn it, Paul." "So, now who's going to cook foryou?" "." "Who's going to clean up afteryou?" "." "Who's going to take care ofyou?" "." "Who?" "." "I can do it formyself." "Oh,you can do it byyourself." "I can't do it anymore, Paul." "Really, I can't." "[ Kissing ] What areyou doing?" "." "I'm just" " What?" "." "What does it feel like I'm doing?" "." "Don't." "Don't." "You might hurtyourself." "I'm not gonna hurt myself." "Besides, I need you to" "Huh?" "." "I went to a fertility clinic." "Oh good, more doctors." "Mary, I can't have this discussion again." "No, this is a-- this is a specialist." "He said thatwith surgery, I might get pregnant." "You need to donate sperm and then-- Mary, no." "Icouldtake care ofhim." "But I can't." "So what's the point?" "." "This is what I most want in the world." "Do it for me, please." "[ MachineryWhirring ]" "This'llbe $58.95." "[Cash RegisterBeeping, Dings]" "[Cashier] Thankyou." "[Bottles Clang Together]" "Findeverythingyou need, sir?" "I'll have, uh" "Oh, you know what?" "." "I left mywallet." "[ No Audible Dialogue ]" "[Chattering, Laughter]" "[Stereo]" "Gonna be hot." "Great." "When does my brother plan to show up?" "." "He said he'll be back by 6:00." "One hundred percent pure golden lager." "You outta your mind?" "." "[ Chuckles ] Pretty much." "Oh, it's warm." "Okay, well, hey, ifyou wanna drink lemonade all night-- No, no, no, no." "Just give it here." "Give me" "Katie?" "." "Laura?" "." "Where areyou guys?" "." "[ Keys Clatter] [ Cell Phone Beeps ]" "[Answering Machine On Phone, Indistinct]" "Hi, sweetheart, it's Dad." "I was hoping we could have lunch one day nextweek." "Give me a call." "[ Phone Beeps ]" "Hi, honey." "I'm on myway home." "Ifyou need me to pick up anything along theway-- [ Girl ] Look, Daddy, a pigeon!" "Girls, no, don't touch." "Laura, stop it." "[ Cristina Chuckles ]" "Gimme a call on my cell." "I'll seeyou in a bit." "Bye." "[Woman's Voice] To send a message, press-- [ Chuckles ]" "[Clattering]" "[Phone Ringing]" "[ Ringing ]" "Hello." "[ Caller Inaudible]" "Speaking." "What?" "." "Where?" "." "[Siren Chirps]" "[Police Radio Chatter]" "[Siren Chirps]" "Stay here." "I'll be right back." "[Siren Wailing] [DoorSlams Shut]" "Now, Mary,you understand that even ifthe operation is successful, artificial insemination doesn't always work." "It doesn't matter." "We want to try." "Paul?" "Yeah." "Now, Paul, um, this is about having a child." "And withyourcondition, you knowyouprobably won't evermeet him." "Mm-hmm." "Well, life goes on, right?" "." "Yeah, right." "I'd likeyou to put on one ofthese gloves to avoid contaminating the sample." "And, uh, tryto make it all land in the receptacle." "When you're done, just leave it in here." "In caseyou need a little inspiration." "[Woman On Video] Hey, bigboy, what are you doing?" "Oh,yeah,youreadytoparty?" "[Man On Video] Yeah, well, I'm here now." "[Video Continues, Indistinct]" "[ Woman ] Yeah!" "Yeah!" "Oh, thereyou go!" "[Moaning] Good, come on." "Come on!" "[Woman On P.A. ] Dr. Swann, call the operator." "Excuse me." "My husband and daughters were in an accident, and I was told to come here." "What were their names?" "." "Michael, Catherine and Laura Peck." "Okay." "[KeyboardClacking]" "Excuse me for a minute." "Cris." "What happened, sweetheart?" "." "I don't know." "They haven't told me anything yet." "It's gonna be all right." "Yeah, everything will be okay." "Don'tworry." "[Rock]" "Okay, whatis the mostimportant question forsafesex?" "What time does your husband get home?" "." "[Man] That's good, huh?" "Yeah." "His Highness has arrived." "Let's see what he comes upwith." "Serve up that chili." "Uh-uh-uh-uh." "[ Squirts ] [ Chuckles ]" "It's 7:00." "What areyou gonna make up this time-- traffic?" "." "You preaching theword?" "." "The entire congregation has been waiting foryou." "It's your party, remember?" "." "What's wrong?" "." "Haveyou been drinking?" "." "No." "You didn't drink again, did you?" "." "I just ran over a man and two girls." "You're lying, right?" "." "I was driving home." "Tooka turn... a little too quickly." "I didn't see them crossing." "[Rock Continues]" " [ Horn Honking ]" " Can'tyou go anyfaster?" "." "[ Honking Horn ]" "Baby, hold on." "[ Revs Engine, Honking Horn ]" "I loveyou." "[ Inhales ]" "[ Exhales ]" "Deep breath." "[ Inhales ]" "[ Exhales ] Good." " Yourlungsare clear." " I got a question foryou." "Yeah." "Whose heart do I have?" "." "Uh, I can't tellyou." "It's hospitalregulations." "Just like the donor's family doesn't knowyour name either." " Butyou know." " [ Chuckles ] Yes." "This is your heart now." "That's all that should mattertoyou." " I wanna knowwho saved my life." " Ifyou want,you can write... an anonymous letter to the family through the donor's association." "Personally, I think it's better thatyou don't know." "Mrs. Peck?" "." "I'm Dr.Jones." "What happened to myfamily?" "." "Please, sit down." "No, I-I'm okay." "What happened?" "." "Well, your husband and your daughters were hit by a car, and we had to perform emergency surgery on your husband." "[Man] Yourhusbandsuffiered multipleskullfractures, andwe hadto remove bloodclots from around the brain." "He's in critical condition, and we're concerned that he's showing low brain activity." "What?" "." "Is he gonna be all right?" "." "We're doing the bestwe can." "Andwhatabout mydaughters?" "Youryoungest daughter was brought in with severe bleeding." "Shejustwasn't able to get here in time." "I'm very sorry." "They" " They both died in the accident." "[ Shuddering ]" "[Cristina Sobbing] No." "No." "Oh, my-- Oh!" "Oh!" "Oh!" "Oh, myGod!" "No!" "Oh, myGod!" "Do" " Oh!" "Wh" " Where are they?" "Where" " Where are they?" "." "Mrs. Peck,yourgirls are here, andyou can see them ifyou like, but" "I wanna see them." "Mrs. Peck, I wouldn't recommend it." "[ Cristina Sobbing ] Oh, God, Daddy." "Oh, Daddy!" "[Doctor] I'm verysorry." "Ifyou'll excuse us, we have to get back to Mr. Peck." "[ Sobbing ] Uh, I'm verysorry." "[ Sobbing Loudly]" "Oh, God!" "Oh!" "[ Men Chanting ] We want dinner!" "Marianne, we'd like some dinner in here!" "[Rock Continues]" "Tell ReverendJohn tostay." "Makesure no one notices andget everyone to leave." "What happened?" "Trish,just do what I tell ya!" "Okay, baby." "It's gonna be okay." "It's gonna be okay." "Yeah." "Come on." "Start the truck up." "Start the truck up." "Pull it in." "Come on, baby." "[Vehicle Engine Starts]" "[Horn Honks]" "[Brown] Hey,Jack." "What areyou doing here, man?" "." "Just came to pick up mythings, Brown." "Why don'tyou let me buyyou a couple ofbeers?" "." "I don't drink, Brown." "How about a Diet Coke?" "." "You know, I've been talking to a buddy ofmine about hooking you upwith a job." "Been telling him all aboutyou." "So, what doyou say, huh?" "." "I've been feeling shitty aboutwhatwent down." "Come on." "I understand." "So, what doyou say?" "." "As you know, the doctors did everything they could to saveyour husband's life, but he has shown no brain activity." "We're here to helpyou with some ofthe final decisions that need to be made." "We have a patient... who is gravely ill." "I'm here to giveyou some information on organ donation." "Areyou willing foryour husband to donate his heart?" "." " Can we discuss this anothertime?" "." " I'm afraid not." "I can giveyou time to discuss it, but this is a decision that needs to be made soon." "[Beeping] [Mary] Paul?" "Paul, the beeper." "[ Beeping Stops ] It's the hospital." "I thinkthey've got a heart." "Hello?" "." "Yes, I'm calling on behalf of Mr. Paul Rivers." "Yes." "Okay." "Yes, I understand." "Where do I have to take him?" "." "[ Beeping ]" "[ Clippers Humming ]" "Good luck, my love." "[ChairScrapes On Floor]" "Hello." "Hello." "Doesyour shoulder botheryou?" "." "Why?" "." "Because I was watching you swim before, and you have a wide stroke." "Ifyou bring it in tighter, you get a better glide." "Thanks forthe advice." "Doyou mind ifl joinyou?" "." " Actually, I was just leaving." " Hereyou go." "Maybejust until you finish?" "." "No." "Maybe next time." "Did you know that eating alone can cause kidney damage?" "." "And that's bad." "[ Chuckles ]" "Well-- Okay, sorry." "[ Ice Cubes Rattling ]" "[ Beeping ]" "[ Line Ringing ]" "[ On Phone:" "Rock] [ Man ] Hello?" "." "Hello, is Ana there?" "." "What?" "." "Is Ana there?" "." "Hang on a sec." "Ana." "Ana!" "Telephone." "Hello." "[Continues]" "Hello?" "." "Whowas that?" "." "[Whirring ]" "Hi, honey, I'm on myway home." "Ifyou need me to pick up anything along theway, let me know." "Look, Daddy, apigeon!" "Girls, no, don't touch!" "Laura, stop it." "Gimme a call on my cell." "I'll seeyou in a bit." "Bye." "[DoorOpens]" "Did you go?" "." "Are they dead?" "." "I'm gonna turn myselfin." "Johnsays nobodysawyou." "Nobody." "They don't know the license plate orwhat kind of car." "Some asshole even swears itwas a cab." "Marianne, whatwould you do ifthesewere our children?" "." "Tell me." "But they're not." "It didn't happen to us." "No, it didn't happen to us." "It happened to me." "[Opens Door]" "[ Licks Finger]" "[Wedding Ring Clatters ]" "What the fuckdoyou gain byturningyourselfin?" "." "It's my duty, Marianne." "No,Jack,your duty is herewith us." "Withyourfamily." "[Clattering]" "My duty's to God." "Please." "Marianne, get outta myway." "Jack." "[ Chattering, Laughter]" "Oh, buddy, right there!" "Yes!" "Myturn." "[ Laughter]" "I think I better go backto the hospital." "Hey, he deserves it." "I thoughtyourdoctorsaid you're notsupposedto eat that." "I'm making up for lost time." "Lost time, not lostpounds." "We're gonna have to sendyou back forliposuction." "Well, here's to all those who didn't think I was going to die." "[Man ] Hear!" "Hear!" "Hear!" "Hear!" "To the first day of my new life." "Congratulations." "Cheers." "It's good to haveyou home, man." "I knewyou'dmake it." "I toldyou." "[ Clanging ]" "I also have an announcement to make." "I wanted to tell you that Paul and I are going to be parents." "That's great." "There's ascarythought-- Paulbeingaparent." " You kept this real quiet." " Haveyou told your parents yet?" "." "We're going to be parents." "Wejust don't knowwhen yet." "I'm going to have an operation, and then we're going to try artificial insemination." "Terrific." "Terrific." "Artificialinsemination, huh?" "Professor, doyourfemalestudents know you no longerhave leadinyourpencil?" "Hey!" "Come on!" "[ Raspberry]" "[Woman ] Playnice!" "Let's have more cake." "Let's pass the cake around." "[ Overlapping Chattering]" "Mr. Donneaud?" "." "Mr. Rivers?" "." "Yeah." "Thanks for coming." "Sorry I couldn't cancel this appointment, but theway I'm bowling today, probably should have." "Have a seat here." "Park it right there." "[ Breathing Heavily]" "[ Sobbing ]" "[Murmuring]" "Can I bringyou something to eat?" "." "I'm not hungry." "Honey,you need to eat something." "I'm fine, Dad." "When your mother died, I thought I wasn't going to make it." "I felt theworld was falling on me and that I was never going to get up." "But, sweetie, life goes on." "You knowwhat I thought when Mom died?" "." "I couldn't understand howyou could talkto people again." "Howyou could laugh... again." "I couldn't understand howyou could playwith us." "And no-- no, that's a lie." "Life does notjust go on." "Louise is getting fat, don'tyou think?" "." "She's done nothing but eat since Robert left her." "What?" "." "She looks okaytoyou?" "." "Why did you tell everybody we're having a baby?" "." "I wanted to share our plans with them." "Oh." "That's what I mean, they're our plans." "Why does everyone have to know our private life?" "." "Whythe fuss?" "." "They're our best friends." "Yeah, butwe haven't even talked about it." "Oh, we haven't?" "." "I thought this was more than settled." "Things change, Mary." "Something we have to think about." "I don't have anything to thinkabout." "I've already made my decision." "Would you help me with the glasses?" "." "[Murmuring]" "[Woman] Soyoung." "You wantme tostay withyoutonight?" "I'm okay." "Thanks." "I justwanna be alone." "[ Sniffles ]" "Cris, the police called." "They said you need to go and press charges." "I'll gowith you ifyou want." "I'm not going to do anything." "Y" " This guywas-- was some ex-con." "Areyou really gonna let him justwalkthe streets?" "." "What doyou want me to do?" "." "Well, he ran over Michael and your daughters." "Nothing I can do is going to bring them back." "Doyouget that?" "Hey, howyou doin'?" "." "You found it okay?" "." "Yeah, I did." "The donor's name was Michael Peck." "Hewas 37 years old." "An architect and married." "This is the authorization fortransplant signed by his wife, Cristina Williams Peck." "I have a copy ofthe medical report ifyou care to see it." "And I also have thewidow's phone number and address just in caseyou're interested." "How did Michael Peckdie?" "." "You might have seen it in the newspaper." "This guy named JackJordan ran over Mr. Peck and his two little girls..." "October 10 at 6:50p.m." "This JackJordan's a piece ofwork." "He's been in and out ofjail since hewas 1 6." "Carthief, small-time crook, drugs, bad checks, alcoholism." "Last time hewas in jail has only been a fewyears ago." "[ Coughing ]" "You feeling okay, Mr. Rivers?" "." "This is whatyou wanted, isn't it?" "." "Okay, I just, um-- You want somewater?" "." "Hewas, uh, an architect." "What's the point in getting involved?" "." "Mary, I wanna know who I am now." "I don't think that's thewayto do it." "What is then?" "." "Look forit with me." "Let's look ahead together, not behind." "Damn it,Jack, it's your birthday and you didn't even have one drinkwith me." "Why don'tyou come overto my place?" "." "I'm having a party." "Yeah, I bet they're all as boring as you are." "[ Laughs ]" "You'd be surprised." "No, man, I'll pass." "Listen, I'll call you later about thatjob, okay?" "." "All right, man." "All right." "Thankyou." "[Horn Honks]" "Hey, Brown, you should." "I will." "[Wheezing ]" "Okay, now, we canschedule thesurgery, um," "I could getyou in as early as Monday." "Yeah." "9:00 a.m.?" "What's the percentage chance that Marywill get pregnant?" "." "Well, I can't offieryou a realnumberon that." "Um, you know, there's the damage from the abortion... that wasn't handledproperly-- the blockage" "[Paul] What abortion?" "What abortion, Mary?" "I can explain." "Explain what?" "." "There is an explanation." "Uh-huh." "All that drama about artificial insemination." "Kids' names." "You got pictures ofourfriends' babies all overthe place." "Why?" "." "Soyou can flush it down the fuckin' toilet?" "." "We've been a fraud for a long time, Mary." "Oh, yeah?" "." "Why didn'tyou tell me that when you were sick, huh?" "." "Or did you expect one ofyour girlfriends to come and take care ofyou?" "." "You came back becauseyou wanted to." "Don't blame me forthat." "I came back to take care ofyou because I loveyou." "Or because you were feeling lonely." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry." "I can't keep going like this." "The insemination, the child." "It's likewe're trying to put a Band-Aid on something that's just been bled dry." "It's finished." "But it-- it isn't finished ifwe give it a chance and have this baby." "When we could have, you didn'twant to." "Wewere separated, goddamn it!" "It's different now!" "Yes, it's different." "We gonna go?" "." "You only know how to think aboutyourself." "[Guard] Closesix!" "Well, thanks forfinally seeing me." "Theytell me you don'twant to eat." "I'm not hungry." "Jack,Jesus didn't come to free us from pain." "He came to give us the strength to bear it." "Maybe Hewanted this pain for me." "No, He hadnothing to do with this." "It wasanaccident." "No, itwasn't an accident." "Jesus chose me forthis." "Jack, ask forthe mercy ofJesus Christ." "Ifitwas an accident, why do I have to ask for His mercy?" "." ""I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy." ""I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion." " Don't be so prideful." "That's a sin." " "And the fearful and unbelieving." ""And the abominable, the murderers, thewarmongers, Jack, listen to me." ""the sorcerers and the idolaters and all liars..." "Jesus came to save us, not to damn us." ""shallhave theirpart... in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone."" "Revelation 21 :8." "Jesus, lovesyou." "But He also knows how to punish arrogant sinners likeyou." ""As many as I love, I rebuke and chaste." Revelation 3:1 9." "Jesus betrayed me." " Stop this shit, oryou're goingstraight to hell!" "Hell?" "." "This is hell." "Right here!" "You're damningyoursoul!" "Youshut up now... andask Christ to forgiveyou!" "Hey!" "Forgive me?" "." "I did everything He asked me to do!" "I changed!" "I gave Him mylife, and He betrayedme." "He put that fucking truck in my hand so I could carry out His will." "Made me kill that man and those girls." "But hey, He didn't give me the strength to stay and save them." "Don't blaspheme, you bastard!" "Christ had nothing to dowith this!" "God even knows when a single hair moves on your head." "Andyou taught me that." "We're gonnapray foryou,Jack." "[ Chattering ]" "[ Car Engine Starts ]" "Good evening, sir." "[Rock]" "Excuse me." "[Rock Continues, Indistinct]" "Using discrepancy, lyric weaponry lessensyour chances oftesting me" "Stop and freeze M.C. 's I block atrocities" "Philosophies from the lips ofblack Socrates" "The pocket-penciler in yourpeninsula" "Killing Dracula M. C. 's who bit from my vernacular" "I can back it The ill scene we occupy" "~ No lullaby, gotyou high when I rock a fly ~" "~ Verse, for mypeople let me breathe slow ~" "~ Give a heave-ho and stimulate your cerebral~" "~ System, cut chemist grip the fader Tuna the group debater ~" "~~ [ Continues, Indistinct ]" "Hey, just like old times, huh?" "." "How the hell haveyou been?" "Did you end up marrying that hunkyou brought around here last time?" "." "Yep." "Yeah?" "Is he a goodlay?" "Howtheymake us suffier, huh?" "It's all right." "I got some great candyforyou." "I got Special "K, '"angeldust." "I gotyourall-time favorite." "And I got the newest ofthe new" " R-2." "This shit is all the rage." "You take two ofthese," " you go straight to heaven." " I'm not into chemicals." "Cristi, you're not a cuddly little kitty now, areyou?" "." "Look, ifyou don't like 'em, you don't payfor 'em." "That's mygirl." "It's busy." "[Knocking]" "Hey, go easyon the booze tonight, right?" " [ Neck Bones Cracking ] - [ Gasping ]" "[Yells ] What the fuck?" "." "[ Yelling ]" "What the fuck areyou doing?" "." "[JackSobbing ]" "[ Chattering ]" "Wouldyou get mycarkeys?" "." "Sure." " What doyoucare, asshole?" " I can getyou a cab." " I don't need a fuckin' taxi." "Just give me the glass, ma'am." "Here's yourfuckin' glass." " [ Crash ] - [Man ] You okay?" "Stupidfuckingasshole, moveyourcar!" "I'm fine." "Get awayfrom mycar!" "There's no damage." "I'm fine." "Get away from my car." "There's no damage." "Excuse me, I know her." "I can drive her home." "Is this any ofyour business?" "." "I'm your friend Paul from the sports club." "Yeah, well-- Remember?" "." "Yeah." "Well, can you tell these assholes to get awayfrom me?" "." "I'll drive her home." "It's not a big deal, okay?" "." "Okay." "All right?" "." "You can't drive like this." "What doyou care?" "." "You're gonna get arrested." "Let me driveyou." "Please?" "." "Damn it." "[ Parking Brake Clicks ]" "[ Engine Off]" "[KeysJangling]" "[Seat Belt Clicks]" "[Horn Blowing, Distant]" "[Chattering]" "I sold the truck to payforthe lawyer." "I didn't ask for a lawyer." "Marianne, I didn't askfor a lawyer." "You wantyour children to spend anothertwoyears withoutyou?" "." "Is thatwhatyou want?" "." "This is God's will." "So be it." "Twoyears ago, you didn't believe in anything." "Now everything has to dowith God." "I think I preferred you thewayyou were before." "I was a fucking pig before." "Is thatwhatyou prefer?" "." "Atleastit wasyou." "Now I don't have the slightest fucking idea whoyou are." "[ZipsJacket]" "Life has to go on,Jack, with orwithout God." "Hey, howyou doin'?" "." "How areyou?" "." "Fine." "Wereyou able to find anything out?" "." "JackJordan's living in a cheap motel lost out in the middle ofnowhere." "Phone records." "One ofhis prison fishy pals is from there." " Thatwas quick." "Just a matter of checking the calls." "Phone number and address forthe motel he's living in." "[ Coughs, Sniffles ]" "Here's a pretty recent photo ofJordan." "Itwas taken the last time hewas in jail." "Wereyou able to get that otherthing that I asked about?" "." "Mm-hmm." "This is a clean gun, no record." "They call this an "orphan."" "It is loaded." "Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa." "Careful there, Hoss." "You don't have to cock it." "Just pull the triggerto shoot it." "This releases the cylinder." "I thinkwe're set to go." "That's all I want to know." "Thankyou." "Good luck toyou." "Ma'am, it's been an hour since I called." "Forty-six St. Vincent Street." "Thankyou." "Hello." "Hello." "Some rain." "Doyou not haveyour car?" "." "No, but mytaxi will be here in a minute." "I'm right over here." "I'll giveyou a lift ifyou like." "No." "Thanks." "I'm the guywho drove your car home lastweek." "I'm sorry." "I don't remember." "I left myjacketwith you." "I'm sorry." "I'll bring it bytomorrow." "Sure I can't giveyou a ride?" "." "I'm right here." "Or doyou want to swim?" "." "[ Chuckles ]" "Okay." "Hello." "Thanks." "You'reverywelcome." "Let mejust giveyou my cell phone number soyou can have it." "Would you have lunch with me tomorrow?" "." "What for?" "." "Uh, you're gonna have to eat at some point, and I'm veryworried about those kidneys." "Come on." "Lawrence's, 2:00." "It's very nearby." "Please." "Okay." "I'll seeyou tomorrow." "Great." "[Woman On Radio] ...report we have construction on the ramp comingfrom southbound240 at Summer." "That ramp is closed until 6:00 p.m. Use Arlington Pike as an alternate." "Also" "Forty at the new bridge, theyhave the centerlane closed." "Use southbound I-20 as an alternate." "Safe Driving believes so strongly in minimum coverage." "They're easy, fast, affiordable and reliable." "They're serious about minimum coverage." "1-800-SAFE-DRIVING." "Minimum coverage is the best option" "[ Both ] Look, Daddy, a pigeon!" "Daddy, look!" "Girls, no, don't." "Don't touch it." "Laura, stop it." "[Machine Whirring]" "Gimme a call on my cell." "I'll seeyou in a bit." "Bye." "[Machine Stops Whirring] Good night, Mr. Peck." "Hey, Lucio, don't forget to do my garden on Saturday." "No, sir, I won't forget." "[Machine Revs, Whirring]" "[Screeching Tires, Thud]" "[Vehicle SpeedingAway]" "Son of a bitch." "Leave it to me, Marianne." "Sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn't." "Everybody reacts differently." "That's whyyou've been vomiting so much." "So, what areyou saying, I've got to change medication?" "." "Okay, I'm gonna be frankwith you, Paul." "The heart thatyou're carrying is gonna give out soon." "Ineedyou tostayin the hospital until Ican findyouanotherheart." "You want me towait for a new heart." "We don't have anotherchoice." "I can't do that." "I can't wait for someone else to die, locked up in a fucking room." "I can't" " I can't do it." "Y-You're dangerously close to heart failure, Paul." "You might die a lotsooner thanyou think." "Let me askyou something, and I wantyou to be really honest with me, okay?" "." "[ Sighs ] Ifl stay... will I be saved?" "." "I can't guarantee it." "But ifyou don't come back to the hospital, you're condemning yourself to a terrible death." "Yourheart won't work anymore." "You'lldie, asphyxiated." "It's an awfuldeath, Paul." "You can't imagine it." "At least here we could helpyou to-- You can help me die better." "That's what you're saying." "You can help me die better." "Well, I'm not gonna do that, okay?" "." "I'd rather die outside." "I'm not gonna do it again." "How much did the lawyer charge?" "." "Marianne, how much did the fucking lawyer charge?" "." "[John]Enough." "How much is enough, Marianne?" "." "Enough soyour children can rememberyourfucking face." "You keep asking stupid questions, I'm getting out at the next corner." "[TVPlaying] [ Growls Softly]" "[Marianne] Hi, guys." "We're home." "Daddy!" "Daddy!" "What'dyou bring us?" "I broughtyou a kiss." "You didn't bring me a present, huh?" "." "No,just a kiss." "We madeyou a cake." "Thankyou, sweetheart." "Freddy put the icing on it." "Freddy, areyou gonna say hello toyourfather?" "." "[Marianne] Freddydrewthose foryou." "I drew those ones." "Mommy made the cake." "Come here." "[Girl] Come look at the cake, Daddy." "[Jack]She did?" "[ Girl] Come on, Daddy." "There is a number hidden in every act oflife, in every aspect ofthe universe." "Fractals, matter-- that there's a number screaming to tell us something." "Am I boring you?" "." "No." "No." "I" "I'm sorry." "I guess I tryto tell them that numbers are a door... to understanding a mystery that's biggerthan us." "How two people, strangers, come to meet." "There's a poem by a Venezuelan writer that begins" ""The earth turned to bring us closer." ""It turned on itselfand in us... until it finally brought us together in this dream."" "That's beautiful." "There's so manythings that have to happen for two people to meet and" "Anyway, that's-- that's what mathematics are." "[Paul] Howlonghaveyou beenswimming?" "[Cristina] Oh, foryears." "It doesn't boreyou?" "." "No." "It's what makes me feel normal." "Ifl didn't swim orwalk or do something, I think I'd go crazy." "Thanks for lunch." "Yeah." "Bye." "Doyou want to come in?" "." "No." "Thanks-- Yes, I dowant to come in." "[ Chuckles ]" "[Wheezes ]" "[Wheezes ]" "[ Coughs, Wheezes ]" "[Whistle Blowing] [Wheezing ]" "[Wheezing]" "[Trash Can Clanging]" "[Coughs]" "Hey, can I askyou" " Huh?" "." " Okay, I have a gun." "Okay?" "." "Don't look at me." "Don't look at me." "Don't look at me." "I'llshoot" " I don't have any money." " Turn around." "Turn around." "I'll shoot you.Just turn around." "Go." " I don't have any" " Walk." "Walk." "Walk!" "P-Put 'em up!" "P-Putyourhands up!" "Why?" " Wait." "Just walk." "Go!" "We're gonna go down that path right there." "Do what I say and then you won't get hurt." " I don't have any" " Go!" "I'm not looking." "Come on." "Keep walking." "Go right down here." "Just keep walking." "Keep walk-- I said don't look at me." "I'll shootyou in the head." "Keepyour hands up!" "Walk!" "Over here." "Over here." "Hey!" "Come on, don't look at me." "Okay, keep going!" "Stop!" "Stop!" "Right" " Okay, uh-- Stop!" "T-Turn around." "But keepyour hands on your head." "Keepyour hands on your head!" "G-Get-Get-- Takeyour shoes off and get down on your knees." "Uh, take offyour shoes." "No, not that-- not that one." "J-Just get down on your knees!" "Get down on your knees!" "Sir, please." "You shouldn't have done it." "[Wheezing ] Donewhat?" "." "You shouldn't have done it!" "Closeyour goddamn eyes!" "She looked me in the eyes." "What areyou talking about?" "." "One ofthe girls that I killed, she looked me in the eye." "Shewanted to tell me something." "[ Sobs ]" "I just" " I left herthere." "[ Sobbing ]" "[ Sobs ] I ran away." "I ran away." "I ran away." "I ran away." "I ran away." "Shh." "Shh." "Shh." "Shh." "You sticking with red?" "." "Sure." "Areyou okay?" "." "Yeah." "I, um..." "Sorry." "I, uh" " Dizzy." "Can I getyou a glass ofwater or something?" "." "I think I should go home." "I'm sorry." "I just, uh" "I likeyou a lot, Cristina." "It's been a long time since I liked someone so much." "Can I seeyou again?" "." "I'm a married woman." "I figured." "Thanks." "Good-bye." "~ I've got peace like a river ~" "~ I've gotpeace like a river~" "~ I've gotpeace like a river in mysoul~" " Everybody!" "~ I've got love like an ocean ~" "~ I've got love like an ocean ~" "~ I've got love like an ocean in my soul ~" "~ I've gotjoy like a fountain I've gotjoy like a fountain ~" "~ I've gotjoy like a fountain in my soul ~~" "Look, Daddy." "These are thezebras, these are the lions." " Verypretty, Gina." "How could you draw a zoo ifyou've never been to one?" "." "I've seen them in" "Stop fighting." "The lawyer called to remind you you have to go sign on Monday." "Ifyou want, I'll gowith you to the church again." "Daddy, inschooltheysaid... you killed two girls and their daddy." "Is that true?" "Yes." " No." " Yes." " He killed them." " [Marianne ] It was an accident, sweetie." "You understand?" "Oh,Jesus, every time I look at my children..." "[ Mumbling, Indistinct]" "[Cell Phone Rings]" "Hello?" "." "Hello?" "." "[ Cristina ] Paul?" "." "Wh-Who is this?" "." "Cristina." "Did I wakeyou?" "." "Hang on a second." "Hi." "Did I wakeyou?" "." "No, that's okay." "Um, c-could you come to my house?" "." "Is something wrong?" "." "No, I just" "I justwantyou to come ifyou can." "Or ifyou want to." "Yeah." "I'll be right there." "Thanks." "Okay." "It's 2:00 in the morning." "Who areyou talking to?" "." "I won't be long." "Where areyou going?" "." "I said I won't be long." "Exactlywhere and with who areyou going?" "." "I thoughtyou'd change afterthe transplants." "And I thoughtyou'd change ifl did." "Neither ofus changed." "[ Horn Honking, Tires Screeching ]" "What's wrong?" "." "He's been shot in the chest." " [Cristina]Come on." " Shot in the-- in the chest." "He's been shot in the chest." "[ Cristina ] Come on." " Okay, howlong's he been like that?" " He's dying, okay?" "." "We need a" "Okay, I'll go get a stretcher." " [ Man ] Ma'am, he'll-- he'll be right back." " It's okay." "Hang in there, baby." "I shot him." " [Man ] You did what?" " I shot him." "Patrol, I need you to call the police." "It's an emergency,yes." "I'm right out front." "[Doorbell Chimes ]" "Hi." "Areyou okay?" "." "Cristina?" "." "You kept me thinking all day." "You see, I haven't spoken to anyone in months, and, uh, I barely knowyou... and I already need to talk toyou." "And... there's something the more I think about, the less I understand." "Whythe hell did you tell me thatyou liked me?" "." "Answer me, because I didn't likeyou saying that at all." "You can'tjustwalk up to a womanyou barely know and tell heryou like her." "You-You can't." "You can't do that." "You don't know what she's going through." "Orwhat she's feeling." "I'm not married." "I-- Come here." "[ Sighs ]" "It's okay." "[ Sniffles ]" "I'm sorry." "No." "[ Sobs ]" "Cristina, wait." "I have to tell you something." "Okay." "I have to tell you something." "Please, kiss me." "Wait." "Cristina." "I" "Cristina." "I have Michael's heart." "What-- I have Michael's heart." "You understand what I'm saying?" "." "Itwas transplanted into me at St. Francis Hospital on October 1 1." "No." "No." "I tried to tell you." "I just didn't know how to tell you." "How dareyou." "How dareyou!" "Cristina" "How fucking dareyou!" "I'm here for a reason." "Get out ofmy house!" "Cristina-- Don't touch me!" "Get out ofmy house now!" "You make me sick!" "I had a reason." "Can'tyou see that?" "." "You get out of my fucking-- Get the fuck out ofmy house!" "Okay." "You make me sick!" "Get out!" "[ Slams Door]" "[ Sobbing ]" "[Groans]" "Good morning." "Why didyou lookfor me?" "." "Because I needed to." "I don'twantyourfucking pity." "Thatwasn't it." "I was sick, Cristina." "I was very sick." "I was dying when Michael gave me his heart." "He saved my life." "I tried in everywaythat I knew how to find out... who had given me this heart." "And that's how I found out how he and your daughters had died." "And it's very painful for me to know how I got this heart." "And I couldn't sleep." "I just" " I wanted to thankyou." "I wanted to help in someway." "I justwant to thankyou for" "[ Sighs ]" "But I couldn't find you." "And then I sawyou... that day." "And now I can't be awayfrom you." "I can't." "You don't have to be afraid." "I've got a good heart." "I'm scared too." "[ Marianne ] Why did you leave us,Jack?" "." "Why?" "." "I am where I have to be." "Gina got really sick because ofthe hamster.Jack, we need you-- The past is like the Atlantic Ocean." "Backwhen I was mean, about the decisions I make, that's my mirror." "Just come back, please." "That's my mirror." "Jack, it doesn't matter." "And I have to livewith them alone." "Alone." "Just come back to us,Jack." "And I can't erase it." "No one can erase it." "Yourfamily needs you." "Jack-- [ Sobbing ]" "We needtostabilize him before we can gethim to the hospital." "But right nowwhatwe really need are units of B-positive blood." "I-I'm O-positive." "Will thatwork?" "." "Okay, open and closeyour fist several times." "[Woman On Radio] Unit 35, go ahead." "Okay, pal,you're free to go forlack ofevidence." "Your story doesn't check out and contradicts our investigation... and the statements made by Mrs. Peck and Mr. Rivers." "I just need you to sign here." "Whatiflreallyam guilty?" "Yeah, well, it happens." "Won't be the first time, won't be the last." "What areyou doing?" "." "You've been lost for too many days, don'tyou think, you prick?" "." "Mary, I don'twant to fight." "I want this to end well." "Oh, you think ending well means disappearing for a few days?" "." "You justwaited till you got better to tell me to fuckoff." "I'm going backto London." "We can't keep doing this." "Really?" "." "I'll have surgery and I'll be inseminated with your child, with orwithoutyou." "Mary, what for?" "." "Why?" "." "Because I want to." "Well, I won't authorize that." "No." "Oh, no?" "." "Well, you already have." "Ihave asignedcopy ofyourauthorization to useyoursemen." "Would you excuse me?" "." "I getwhat I want." "What doyou gain?" "." "What doyou gain?" "." "You decide ifyou come looking for me or not." "[ No Audible Dialogue]" "[ No Audible Dialogue]" "[Michael's Voice] Hi, honey." "I'm on mywayhome." "Ifyouneedme topick upanything alongthe way, letme-- Girls, no!" "Don't touch!" "Laura, stop, it." "Gimme a call on my cell." "[ Sobbing ]" "I'll seeyou in a bit." "Bye." "[ Woman's Voice ] To repeat the message, press one." "To delete, press two." "[ Beeps ]" "[ Michael's Voice] Hi, honey." "I'm on myway home." "Ifyou need me to pick up anything along theway, let me-- Girls, no!" "Don't touch!" "Laura, stop, it." "Gimme a call on my cell." "I'll seeyou in a bit." "Bye." "[ Sobbing ]" "[Paul] I'm grillingsome chicken." "You wantanythingto eat?" "No." "Thanks." "Ican makeyouasandwich ifyou-- No." "No, no, no!" "No!" "Cristina." "Cristina." "Listen to me." "You don't need that shit." "You don't need it." "Don't tell me what I need." "Katie could have lived." "What?" "." "She'd be alive right now, but that bastard left herthere..." "lying in the street." "He left the three ofthem like animals." "He didn't care." "[ Sniffles ]" "At least she could be herewith me." "That son ofa bitch is walking the streets, and I can't even go into their room." "What doyou mean he's walking the street?" "." "[ Sighs ]" "I want to kill him." "You want to kill him?" "." "I'm gonna kill JackJordan." "I'm gonna kill that son ofa bitch." "Slow down." "Wait." "Just-Just slow down." "Slow down?" "." "Slow down while I what?" "." "Huh?" "." "While I what?" "." "Take it easy." "Take it easy?" "." "My husband and my little girls are dead and I'm supposed to take it fucking easy?" "." "I can'tjust go on with my life!" "I am paralyzed here!" "I am a fucking amputee, doyou see that?" "." "Who areyou?" "." "You owe it to Michael-- No,you've got his heart." "You're in his house fuckinghis wife andsitting in his chair!" "We have to kill him!" "No, we-- Not like this." "Not like this." "Then how?" "." "Tell me how!" "Katie died with red shoelaces on." "She hated red shoelaces." "[ Sobbing ] And she kept asking me to get her some blue ones, and I never got her the blue ones." "Shewas wearing those fucking red shoelaces when shewas killed." "[ Sobbing Continues ]" "Oh, God." "You shouldn't have done it!" "Closeyour" " Closeyour goddamn eyes!" "Oh." "You... murderer." "You just let them lie there on the street." "Those two little girls, you just let them die like dogs." "I should have killedyou." "Nowyou disappear." "Don't even go backto the motel and getyourthings." "Just disappear." "[Wheezing ]" "[ Coughing ]" "[Wheezing ]" "Mrs. Peck." "How is he?" "." "Weweren't able to use your blood for his transfusion." "We found very high levels ofillegal substances in your blood." "You're taking very high risks here." "Well, that's my problem." "In your state, I suggest you stop using these substances." "What areyou talking about?" "." "You're pregnant, Mrs. Peck." "You sure?" "." "You really need to start taking care ofyourself, Mrs. Peck." "We'll letyou knowwhen Mr. Rivers is out ofthe O.R." "[ Sighs ]" "Wherewereyou?" "." "Did you kill him?" "." "Did you?" "." "Why didn'tyou wake me up?" "." "Where's the body?" "." "Nobodywill ever find the body." "[ Coughs ]" "I'm sorry." "We're gonna go home now." "[Wheezes ]" "Let's just get out ofhere, okay?" "." "Yeah?" "." "[ Coughs ] You okay?" "." "It's okay, baby." "Just lie down." "Need rest." "I need rest." "I know." "I know." "I'm sorry." "[ Wheezes ]" "I loveyou." "I loveyou." "Oh." "[Doorknob Rattles] [Wheezing ]" "Wake up." "[ Coughs ]" "[Footsteps] Hmm?" "." "Hmm?" "." "There's somebody outside." "[Cristina] Oh, myGod!" " Oh, myGod!" " You want to kill me?" "." "[Cristina] What's he doinghere?" "Here I am." " [Wheezing ]" "Shootme." "[Cristina] Goahead." "Killhim." "Paul." "Oh, myGod!" "Dosomething!" "[ No Audible Dialogue]" "[ No Audible Dialogue]" "[Gunshot] [ Panting ]" "[Cristina] Oh." "Oh, baby." "Oh, no." "No." "No." "Oh, myGod." "Baby." "Baby." "Baby." "Oh, myGod." "Oh." "Baby." "Oh, my God." "Baby." "Baby." "Baby." "Baby." "Baby." "Oh!" "Oh, God!" "Call an ambulance." "Call a fucking ambulance!" "[Wind Blowing ]" " [Paul Narrating] Howmanylives do we live?" " [ No Audible Dialogue]" "Howmanytimes do we die?" "Theysaywe alllose 21 grams... at the exact moment ofourdeath." "Everyone." "Andhowmuch fits into 21 grams?" "Howmuch is lost?" "When do we lose 2 1 grams?" "Howmuch goes with them?" "How much is gained?" "How much is gained?" "Twenty-one grams." "The weight ofa stack offive nickels." "The weight ofa hummingbird." "A chocolate bar." "How much did 2 1 grams weigh?" "~ One last kiss ~" "~ One only ~" "~ Then I'll letyou go ~" "~ Hard foryou~" "~ I've fallen ~" "~ Butyou can't break myfall~" "~ I'm broken ~" "~ Don't break me ~" "~ When I hit the ground~" "~ Some devil~" "~ Some angel~" "~ Has got me to the bones ~" "~ You said always and forever ~" "~ Now I believeyou, baby ~" "~ You said always and forever ~" "~ Is such a long and lonely time ~" "~ Too drunk andstill drinking~" "~ It'sjust the way I feel~" "~ It's all right~" "~ Is whatyou told me ~" "~ 'Cause what we had was so beautiful~" "~ But I feel heavy ~" "~ Like floating~" "~ At the bottom ofthe sea ~" "~ You saidalways and forever ~" "~ Now I believeyou, baby ~" "~ You said always and forever ~" "~ Is such a long and lonelytime ~" "~ Some devil is stuck inside ofme ~" "~ I cannot set it free ~" "~ I wish, I wish I was dead~" "~ Andyou were grieving~" "~Just so thatyou could know ~" "~ Some angel is stuck inside ofme ~" "~ But I cannot setyou free ~" "~ You said always and forever ~" "~ Now I believeyou, baby ~" "~ You said always and forever ~" "~ Such a long, lonely time ~" "~ Stuck inside ofme ~~"