"That's Maya." "I gave it to you when you were 11." " What about your exam?" " Tomorrow." "Have you talked to him about Jean?" "Promise me you won't keep that secret forever." "That secret is none of your business either." "If I stop thinking about him, he'll be gone for good." "Accepting that someone dies is called "mourning"." "I have feelings for you, too." " We can't stay married." " You want to marry her?" "I brought the information your doctors need." "Leave!" "Get out!" "I don't want you here!" "The trust between us is broken, Béatrice." "Are you kicking me out?" "HELPING BEATRICE" "Is this your first night?" " You too?" " Yes." "I bet it's going to be boring as hell." "It's not OK to wish misfortune upon others." "Take it easy, Gandhi." "We've already done six months of our first year here." "We still have to sit the exam." "I'm flipping out..." "Thank you." "Not me." "But..." "I don't know if I'll stay here." "But you're the best." "Working with patients is not that easy." "I feel more comfortable among books." "You're a high performer." " I could do research." " Come on." "You're hard on yourself." "It's nice to be like that." "Bigheads are necessary, too." "Bigheads?" "I should give up, you know." "I'm always screwing up with the patients." "And with the bosses." "I come from a family that..." "Let's say it's not always big smiles and happy dinners with them." "You might make mistakes, but don't let that scare you." "You have to speak your mind." "It depends with whom." "Olivier-Luc?" "If you're interested, why are you always annoying him?" "Because I always do that to guys." "I reject them first." "You know what it's like." "I don't..." "I never had a girlfriend." "I suck at that." "Yeah..." "You didn't have to tell me that." " Going to the bar tonight?" " As a barmaid." "JP is away." "He's giving a concert in Charlevoix." "Good." "More money for you." "It's hard for girls, though." "Guys can become a real pain after a few beers." "I admire you." "You work in a bar and you don't even drink." "Is that a compliment?" "What do you want?" "Nothing." "I just realized the last 6 years went by really fast." "Don't you think?" "Yeah." "But you want a divorce." "That doesn't change anything." "You know that, right?" "Yes." "Yes, but..." " But, what?" " It will never be the same." "I need to find an apartment." "And you're going to date that..." "Béatrice." "Maybe, but the project we had for the last 6 years still stands." "It's doing better than ever." "Speak for yourself!" "I'm a waitress." "What a success!" "You're not just a waitress." "You have a band, you do shows, you'll record a demo." "Be patient." "They asked me to do a progress report on the demo." "I haven't done anything." "Really?" "I thought you were working on it." "You don't know what it is to work freelance." "You have to work hard." "I have no discipline." "Make yourself a plan." "A plan..." "I'm sorry, Caro." "I have to go." "I'm going to be late." "Béatrice wants to show the externs what a night shift is like." "Bye." "Put the bowl away." "Yo!" "You work tonight?" "Don't "yo" me." "Alright?" "I'm sorry, Daddy Tatush." "Yes." "I have to work." "It's my last night shift before I get the results." " You get them tomorrow?" " Yes." "I get my audition results tomorrow, too." "OK. "Break a leg", then." "In Polish, you say "zouame nogé"." "That's "break a leg", or "merde", in French." "You made this yourself?" "It's good." "It's celery soup." "Doesn't make me a great chef." "No, but I'm impressed." "It doesn't take much." "You know, young Zoé... she doesn't fancy me, after all." "She's just interested in the birds." "She's impressed by my knowledge of ornithology, but that's it." "How do you know that?" "Did you ask her?" "Are you insane?" "No, no." "But it's obvious." "We went to see the warblers together the other day." "Nothing." "Not a single double meaning, no physical contact." "You thought she was going to make a move on you?" "Please, Ben!" "Besides, she's 15 years your junior." "She probably can't even imagine you being interested in her." "By the way, are you?" "I don't know." "I don't dare to say anything to a woman anymore." "I'm traumatized." "What about your intern?" "He's different." "He rushes into it." "He's intense." "You wouldn't imagine." "He never lets up." "What will you do?" "I don't know." "But..." "I'm going to stop stepping back." "It's the only thing I can do, for now." "Remember the psychotic girl at the hospital?" " Eléonore the Spark?" " Yes." "Eléonore the Spark, her father's my shrink." "What?" "He's my shrink." "We ran into each other in the observation room." "Poor you..." "That must've been hard." "It was harder for him." "He wants to stop." "How come?" "I don't know." "He said we had cross a boundary." "He believes there's no more trust between us." "The bond is broken." "What are you going to do?" "Find another one?" "No, you don't understand." "That's not the problem." "I had barely started to feel good with him." "I'm upset." "Shrinks can be a stickler for ethics and deontology." "We didn't sleep together." "I just treated his daughter." "For a psychotic outburst." "That tells you a lot about him." "It's not a minor problem." "Then he was right to give up on me and I just have to find myself another therapist." "OK..." "I see it's hard for you." "It's not the first time I've been dumped." "I'm used to it." "I'll be fine." "Right..." "Your soup was very good." "I have to go." "Wait for me." "We'll go to work together." "OK." "Hurry up." "What a nerve." "You're the one who's always late." "Oh, shut up!" "I haven't been late." "Right." "You just don't show up." "What do you mean?" "You forget your dinner appointments." "You don't help me on my moving day." "You were invited to a reception, you ran away with your student." " That was a low blow." " Hey!" "Take this!" " What..." " Ouch!" "Serves you right!" "Get your things." "Can we play like the other day?" "Mom and I won't let you get my book." "No." "It brings back bad memories." "I don't want you to say I'm not good." "That's not true." "You laughed." "Didn't he, Mom?" "Then let's do the roundabout." "What's that?" "It's a bit complicated, but very cool." "You mean "great fun"." "It's great fun." "Come on, get up." "OK." " Hold my hands." " Alright." "Really tight." "And I jump on your thighs." " Then, you have to..." " That's the spin." "Jean always wanted to play that." "Who's Jean?" "He's Béatrice's brother." " Béatrice has a brother?" " Yes." "Zacharie?" " Who?" " Océane, listen to your dad." "No, no." "His name was Jean." "He died when he was little." "Why did he die?" "He had an accident." "A car accident?" "No." "Another kind of accident." "Océane, I think you're too young for us to tell you about it." "If he's Béatrice's brother, then he's my brother, too." "Yes." "I'll have to include him in my drawings of the family." "They're not right." "Little Jean is missing." "You're right." "How old was he?" "What was his hair color?" "Height?" "Favorite clothes?" "OK." "Go get your notebook and your pencils." "We'll fix that." "Christophe, why now?" "I don't know." "I guess it's the right time." "You changed your hypertension medication?" "Why are you asking me that?" "I found your pills when I was putting away your coat." "My doctor thinks Bisoprolol will be more effective for my pressure and a small angina I might have." " Really?" " Don't worry." "It's nothing serious." "It's the price to pay for all the years I was a heavy smoker." "That's all." "That's all, Isabelle." "It's a test" "I want you to do before the exam." "Call it "Manu at the ER"." "Or "Manu has fun with Mom"." "That's not funny, Anju." "No, I can just imagine that." "I was thinking about the no-mommy day." "Yes, I got that." "If Mommy decides to have fun with someone, it won't be you." "That's not funny either, Jean-Gilbert." "You know the night shift can be pretty hard." "It's important to know what it's like." "Right." "Having a drunkard throw up all over you must be interesting." "You're going to scare my students." " Hold yourself back." " I'm sorry." "There's a full moon tonight." "And?" "There are werewolves, vampires, witches..." "Of course not." "I see he's over-active tonight." "Everything you've heard about the full moon is nonsense." "It's an urban legend." "Have a nice evening." "Olivier-Luc, are you going to lay an egg?" "Back to work!" "It's a quiet evening." "Nothing serious." "Stretcher 1." "Thank you." "Don't give up, kids." "You'll understand, eventually." "I was told I would have the results tomorrow." "I mean, this morning." "I'm nervous." "There's no way you failed." "It's a lot to absorb in a very short time." "I'm not worried." "Thank you for your help." "She's not breathing!" "She's not breathing!" "When did she stop breathing?" "A minute ago, in the taxi." "Call the respiratory therapist." "Watch the time." "2 min, 28 sec." "Resuscitation room." "They'll take care of her." " What does she have?" " It's OK." "Epiglottitis, laryngitis, foreign body." "100 % ventilation with BVM." "Do you want something to drink?" "Good luck." "Dr. Laveaux?" "Still no breath." "Heart rate's at 50." " Time?" " 1 min, 45 sec." "1 min, 45 sec." "OK, let's see." "Put a towel under her shoulders." "Laryngoscope, please!" "Hurry up!" "Let's go, let's go!" "Open her blouse." "Let's see." "It's very tight." "Throat and epiglottis are fine." "It's a laryngitis." "It's swollen." "There are edemas everywhere." "Tube number 5." "Come on." "How can it be?" "This is the first time I've seen something like this." "Heart rate: 40." "We're losing her." " Time?" " 2 min, 15 sec." "2 min, 15 sec." "Shit, shit..." "When I told you that... my past took up too much space," "well..." "I had a brother who died at 9." "I was 11." "He hanged himself in his room." "I found him." "Ever since, there hasn't been a single day when I haven't seen his blue face." "Like Camille's, earlier." "Same color." "You know, that blue... a cold blue." "The blue of death." "I'm really sorry." "It took me... years to find out how to erase that image." "Not the color." "The image of my helplessness." "I think that's when I decided to become a doctor." "Of course, sometimes," "I can't bring back a patient who's gone too far." "But I'm always thinking that when you know what to do," "you can prevent people from dying." "It's too tight." "I can't get through." " Tube number 4." "Heart rate?" " 35." "Anju, come here." "Rub her, quick." "Jean-Gilbert, get the epinephrine ready." " Just in case her heart fails." " Right away." "Stop, stop, stop!" "Let's go!" "Shit!" "It's too tight!" " Time?" " 2 min, 35 sec." "2 min, 35 sec." " What is her name?" " Camille!" "Camille, stay with us." "Come on, Camille." "Let the tube pass, Camille." "Let it go through." "Calm down." "Try to breathe." "I don't want to calm down and breathe." "I want to talk to you." "I need to talk." "I need to tell this to somebody." "Not later, not tomorrow." "Right now." "OK." "What I never told you is that when Jean hanged himself," "I had told him off." "He didn't want to do his homework." "It was always the same." "Every day I had to force him to do his homework." "I was... rather mean to him." "I sent him to his room." "He slammed the door." "I can still hear the sound it made." "Bang!" "Béatrice, it was an argument between brother and sister." "It happens all the time." "Yes, of course." "But the outcome was different." "I prepared dinner and I called him." "He didn't answer." "He would sulk after every argument." "I went to see what he was doing." "I opened his bedroom door." "He was in the closet." "You're hurting yourself." "No." "No." "I've had it stuck right here for 37 years." "That's what hurts." "He was hanging by the neck." "The belt of his bathrobe was attached to the handle." "His face was blue." "That's the first thing I saw." "The color of his skin." "But then, I..." "I couldn't..." "I couldn't believe what I was seeing, so..." "I yelled at him, I told him to stop." "I slapped him in the face." "I slapped him hard." "And then I apologized for... arguing with him and sending him to his room." "After that, I spent all my life apologizing." "It wasn't your fault." "I know, but..." "I know it now." "But no one told 11-year-old Béatrice that it wasn't her fault her brother died." "No one." "Stay with us, my beautiful Camille." "No!" "It won't get in!" "Anju, rub, quick." "Thanks, Véro." "Feels great." "Prepare a crico kit." "We'll pierce the membrane above the trachea and give her some oxygen." " Time?" " 2 min, 53 sec." " A crico?" " Do we have a choice?" " Have you done that before?" " On a cat." "Heart rate's at 20." "We have no time." "3 minutes." "Open it, Camille." "Open it!" "Come on..." "Let the tube go through." "Remember when we talked about Mom?" "You said I was bitter." "You know where Edith was while Jean was hanging himself in his room?" "Stop." "It's not the right time." "It was never the right time, auntie." "I was never allowed to talk about it." "Mom would spend hours upstairs." "In her south-facing sewing room." "In winter, she would sunbathe through the window." "In April, she would go out on her balcony." "In a bikini, under her fur coat." "That was her "little Florida"." "She always had a Cinzano bottle with her." "At dinnertime, she was dead drunk." "Edith used to drink before Jean died?" "Yes." "He noticed it first." "One evening, he said:" ""Mom's drunk"." "I thought it was a rude thing to say." "He saw everything." "He saw everything before I did." " Where was Christophe?" " At work." "He worked all the time." "He always had deliveries to attend." "He usually worked at night." "He was running away from you." "That's what it looks like." "If only I had known..." "I'm sorry." "It's not your fault, auntie." "You weren't there." "You couldn't know." "You were too little to go through that." "Much too little." "Auntie," "I'm still too little." "You're going in, damn it!" "Jean-Gilbert?" " 3 min, 10 sec." " Pass me the crico kit." " No." "Tube 3." " For preemies?" "There's as much room as in a baby's larynx." " Have you done this before?" " Yes." "It's your turn." "Go ahead." "The girl's dying." "We have nothing to lose." "Lucie, press the epiglottis." "Anju, if you lose pulse, shout." "Is that better?" "I feel a resistance but I can't find the opening." "OK." "Go for it." "You're going to feel how the larynx reacts as you push the tube down." "Go ahead, easy." "Easy..." " Are you there?" " I think so." "Anju." "We have a pulse." "OK." "Oxygen at 100 %." " She's breathing." " Yes." "Hello, Camille." " Blood pressure?" " 80 over 50." " 80 over 50." " 80 over 50..." "That's good." "Close your eyes." "Close your eyes." "Close your eyes." "It's going to be OK." "It's going to be OK, Camille." "You'll be OK." "Caro, did you call?" "No." "What do you want?" "I got a message." "My phone misses you." "It must have called you." " Are you OK?" "Where are you?" " I'm outside." "At the bar, smoking a cigarette." "Can I do that?" "Can you tell your phone to stop calling me?" "I'm at work." "Caro?" "My God..." "When we heard her breathe," "I thought I was going to faint." "How do you think I felt?" "Thank you all." "It was exceptional teamwork." "Véronique, Anju, I hope you don't regret having come." "Hell, no." "We're almost done for tonight, but not yet." "There's nothing in there." "I'll treat you all at the cafeteria later." "The cafeteria is not really..." "You're right about that." "OK, bagels it is." "You can easily imagine how Christophe reacted to Jean's death." "He must have been devastated." "He was." "But I think he was more scared about people finding out than he was sad." "Finding out about what?" "See?" "Not even you know about that." "For months, I tried to warn my father about the fact that..." "Jean was playing dangerous games." "Asphyxia games, apnea competitions." "But every time, he would say that it was none of my business." "Before the funeral, he called me to his office." "He forbid me to tell anyone about it." "He said:" ""I have to protect Jean's friends." ""If you speak," ""they'll be in trouble." ""Your brother is dead." ""I think they've learned their lesson"." "See what he was trying to do?" "He wouldn't let me speak" ""to protect Jean's friends"." "But he was protecting himself." "No one but himself." "And his precious reputation." "I always had my suspicions." "And I always knew you hadn't got over that tragedy." "But now" "I think you have to let go, Béatrice." "Let it go." "Now I just have to paint the sweater." "It looks nice." "Let me see." "This is Jean." "His skin is lighter because he's in the past." "Is that OK?" "That's perfect, sweetie." "Yes." "You know," "Jean was just like you." "He had a gift for drawing." "Every..." "Dad, we didn't do Jean's spin yesterday, in the end." " No." " Can we do it now?" "Now?" "Isn't it a bit early?" " We have to go." " Yes." "Just one spin." "You can do it, even if you're old." " So I'm old?" " Océane!" "All my friends think you're my grandfather." "That's rude." "She's right." "I'm old enough to be her granddad." "OK, let's do that spin." "Come on!" "Come on, come on!" "Here we go!" "Great!" "You're good, Dad." "One more!" "One more?" "Alright..." " Mom!" " Océane!" "Shall we ask Jean-Gilbert and Lucie to come?" " I have to get changed." " I'm exhausted." "Anju?" "OK, I'll go." "OK, that's perfect." "Hello?" "Yes." "OK." "Shall I inform Dr. Rioux?" "She's here." "OK." "Lucie, Dr. Clément..." "I'm sorry, not now." "Let me know when the ambulance arrives." "They're here." "So?" "Are they coming?" " I'm not sure, actually." " Why?" "I'm afraid she might not like me." "She was quite blunt." "Jean-Gilbert's at the sauna?" "Milos, we're going to celebrate." "Are you coming?" "Sure." "I have something to celebrate, too." "Your results?" "Say hello to your new intern." "Yes!" "He passed the exam." "Congratulations!" " Congrats, doctor." " Thanks." " Well done." " Thank you." "Congrats." "Clear the aisles, please!" " I'll go get my things." " We'll wait for you." "Bernadette, you're here." " I need to talk to you." " OK." " They're here!" " Benoît." "Ben, what are you doing here?" "Resuscitation room." "Dad..." "No, Béatrice." "No." "You're not bothering me, Béatrice." "Tell me, how do you feel?" "I'm worried." "You can't say I worry about nothing because this time, it's serious." "Are you upset because I'm not there for you?" "No, that was not what I meant." "I can forward you to one of my colleagues." "One who doesn't have a personal life." " So you are upset." " No." "For the first time, I have to admit that I miss you." "Even though you're on the phone..." "When's the next report?" "I don't know." "We're waiting." "I have to go now." " Thanks for calling me." " Thank you." "Good luck." "Camille's story is based on a text by A. Vadeboncoeur." "Hello..." "It didn't take you too long to replace me." "Subtitles:" "Eclair Media"