"You sure it's the one?" "There is no way they could make a mistake." "No way, it's the one." "Ohhh... shit." "You afraid?" "Of what?" "Of what they say." "What do they say?" "That you'll die." "That's what they say?" "That I'll die?" " Yup." " That's ridicules." "You didn't open it, did you?" "Did you?" "Hello." " Can I help you?" " What'd you want?" "We didn't order any food." "You're looking for 964." "This is 962." "Eric?" "Eric?" "Eric." "Eric!" "Eric, you in there?" "Eric!" "Eric." "Eric." "Eric." "Eric." "Help me." "BIOHAZARD." "Come on, Kelley." "Slap on the War-paint." "Let's go!" "I'm coming." "So..." "Where'd you want me?" "The usual?" "No..." "I'm feeling daring." "you pick today." "This is boring." "No complaining." "You're a model." "You get paid to be two things." "Beautiful." "And quiet." "I like some creative pictures taking of me some time." "Like those." "Do you know the artist who did those?" "Yeah." "Could you, uh... put me in touch with him?" "I'll, um... take care of you with something." "Jennifer?" "Jack... this is Jennifer." "My new discovery." "Nice to meet you, Jack." "You too, Jennifer." "How did you get the nick-name "Limpey"?" "I've seen you walk and you don't limp." " You, uh... run along now." " Okay." "Jesus, Sparky." "What bus-station you find her in?" "Jack..." "I'm insulted." "She doesn't even look legal." "Take it easy, she's legal." "I maybe in the pornography trade... but I'm not without a sense of morality." "How was your session this afternoon with Kelly?" "Fine." "That's... uh, not very imaginative, Jack." "Yeah, like you need the money." "Oh, I guess you're right." "These are the black and whites." "I pick up the color ones, in the lab tomorrow." "Why'd you waste your time with these?" "I do them because I like the way they look." "You like the way those look, Jack." "Those are art." "Erotica." "We're not discussing art." "We're discussing pornography." "Art and pornography don't mix, Jack." "Trust me." "Erotica it... is the softer... let's the imagination fill in the blanks." "Pornography celebrates the explicitness of detail." "Fortunately, you have talent at both ends of the spectrum." "You put a lotta thought into this." "It's called education, Jack." "I've earned degrees in Philosophy, Theology and Art." "And you end up with... "that"." "With your credentials you shouldn't be pondering porn." "You should be a professor." "Or a priest..." "Did you meet "Limpey" while studying Theology?" "I've known him much longer than that." "Alright ladies, let's go." "We'll see you tomorrow, Jack." "Oh and... uh, don't forget to deliver the stills... to our..." "nocturnal friends downstairs." " Hey Nibles, what's up?" " Hello Jack." "New nudes for the Web-site." "Yeah, I'll pick up the color ones from the lab tomorrow." "You don't have to do this, you know?" "There are plenty of other jobs, for someone with your type of skill..." "It's just, the picture quality would be so much better... if you quit given me photographs... and start giving me digital files." "Digital sucks." "They always look flat and lifeless." "No soul." "No emotion." "Besides, I don't think the low-lifes who look at this... they care about "image quality"." "Ancient technology." "There's nothing you can shoot on film that can't be done digitally." " The end of art." " Art-smart, boo-hoo." "What the hell you do with all those?" "You can never have too many batteries, Jack." "I gotta backup the system." "The system?" "The system, Jack, the one who runs all of this." "Those batteries run all this?" "Yeah... but that's not what I'm talking about..." "I'm talking about the whole enchilada." "The world." "Information as we know it." "They're making everything simpler... so that it's easier to monitor, your every move." " They?" " They keep track of everything." "They know every... seemingly insignificant detail, about your life." "It's no joke, Jack." "They're watching... and it's all going on your permanent record." "My permanent record?" "You sound like my junior high principle." "Next you be telling me I have so much potential... if I would just learn to apply myself." "I swear, if I had a dollar for every teacher who told me that..." " I'd be retired." " Hey Scooter." "Besides, I never applied myself in high-school... and look at me now." "I'm an executive, doing Web pages on porn for information technology." "You're V-P. of a company with two employees." "and you're late." "Well, lets be it... one more time." "Oh, well... see you later." " I'm hungry." " Okay." " Schmeckts?" " So far." "Just to remind you, will you take me when I wanna go?" " You're beautiful." " No, I'm not." " Jack, let's go..." " Okay." "Jack!" "You will wait here." " Hello." " Jack, it's Alex." "Jack?" "Come on up." "Oh, man, that is stong." "Talking about cutting through a hangover." "I thought you quit drinking." " Not a drop in 2 years." " Really?" "Take them any?" "No Alex, I haven't." "Hey, don't get all snippy with me, Jack." "Well, I'm not just your agent, I'm your friend," "I have been for years." "You may have given up on yourself, but I haven't." "You haven't taken a decent picture in 3 years." "Just Tinas'." " That subject is off limits." " Bull-shit." "If you're truly my friend, you leave that alone." " I have left it alone." " Please." "You're throwing away your career and yourself." "Of all the people I represented, you were on top." "For christ sake, Jack!" "You published four books." "We've gotten into galleries on both coasts'..." "That's in the past." "Why?" "Because of Tina?" "I said leave it alone." "What is it then?" " Look Alex, I'm real busy today..." " Please!" "More wack-off garbage for that scum-bag Sparky Larussa?" "He pays cash." "You made 10 times more on 1 gallerie showing then the..." "Let her go, Jack." "Let her go." "The police aren't even looking for the body anymore." "They're not gonna find her killer." "3 years is a long enough grieving period." "It's time for Jack Fender the artist, to make a comeback." "Jack Fender the artist, is a creative void." "He is dead." "Have a glance of that, maybe you find some inspiration." "Jack!" "Stop sign, ass-hole!" "Oh, my god, you been shot." "There's a box in the back-seat... take it." "I live very close." "I can call 911," "Jack, it's the box." "There are people after it." "Go, before it's to late." "They've already seen you." "You must take it with you and protect it." "You will know, who the right one is." "You... are chosen." "What the fuck's going on?" "What is in the box?" "Guard it, but don't look upon it." "Go Jack." "Wait, how did you know who...?" " Yeah?" " Jack?" "We came for our photo session." " Haven't forgotten, have you?" " Of course not, come on up." "Jack?" "Jack?" "Jack?" "Ladies, have a seat." "Sorry, I was in the shower." "Shall we set up?" "Is there... something else on your mind, Jack?" "No." "Good, because... you are on the verge of... of capturing... and preserving this moment of her life, Jack." "This moment of peak, physical condition." "Innocence and sensuality." "This moment of perfection." "So... should I start with the 9 or the 12 inch dildo?" "Kelley, what the hell you think you're doing?" "Sparky told me you took those pictures, Jack." "Well Sparky doesn't know what the hell he's talking about." " Go back to the bed." " I thought we had an understanding." "Excuse me?" "I want my portrait taken." "Well, then go back to the bed." "Sparky?" "Where's Limpey?" " Getting another drink." " Oh..." "I get it." "You want me to uphold my end of the bargain, Jack." "What the fuck you're doing?" "Upholding my end of the bargain." "I blow you and you shoot me like those." "Nobody's blowing anybody." "And nobody is getting their portrait taken." "Hey..." "Jack, maybe we should postpone the shoot for this evening." " No, I'll be alright." " Jack... this is Sparky you're talking to." "I can see you've got..." " something on your mind..." " No Sparsky, everything is golden." "Girls, let's... get dressed." " Tomorrow is another day." " Sparky, I said everything is okay." "Girls, please." "At times like these, I reflect on my on back-ground... and one of my favorite Bible passages..." "Luke 15:10." "I tell you, there is rejoicing among the presents of the angels of god." "Over one sinner who repents." "Sinner?" "What're you talking about?" "What that have do with me?" "I didn't do anything." "We're all sinners, Jack." "Even Saint Constantine... one of the great Caesars of ancient Rom." "He ordered the murder of thousands of christians." "He even had his own wife murdered." "And he became a saint?" "Get some rest, Jack." "It's getting dark." "Guard it, but don't look upon it." "You will know, who the right one is." "They've already seen you." "You... are chosen." "Now it's dark." "No way, shit." " Oh, shit." " Oops... sorry." "Did I scare you?" "A little, I didn't think anyone else was here." "No..." "Isn't it great?" "It's like having your own private pool." "Is this your first time?" "I'm a regular actually." "I'm usualy here at night." "Late night." "Maybe you should come early more often." "This place is kinda creepy when I'm all by myself." "Uh... yeah." "Sure." "You can count on me." "I see you again soon." "Iona." "Iona?" "Jack." "Did you want to light a candle for someone?" "No, thanks." "Did you want to speak with the father?" "I can get him for you..." "No." "It's okay." "I can hear your arteries crackling from here." " Hey, guys." " I'll take that, Jack." " Yesterdays shoot?" " Yeah." "You know, Jack?" "If you just shoot digitals..." "Save your breath." " Jacks' mind is closed." " Not closed, contend." "Okay Jack, What'd you want?" "You guys noticed anything odd lately?" "Like you?" "No, like the accident down the street this morning." "What accident?" "At the viaduct, two people killed." "A car accident?" "There's nothing odd about that." "Probably 20 accidents a day in a city this size." "No, it's more then that." "It's the weird feeling, you know?" "In the air?" "Uh... there's a creepy home-less guy outside." "A lot of them, Jack." " The city's full of them." " This one's differend." "He keeps, you kow..." "watching me..." "Watching you?" "Yeah, from the across the street." "Hey, I'm not nuts." "There's something going on." "The lady that died in the crash said..." "What lady?" "We can't help you, Jack, if you don't tell us what happened." "Alright, this woman told me..." "Nobody move." "Wait for it..." "Wait for it..." "Oh, what'd you know?" "It worked." "What'd I tell you, Jack?" "One mans' garbage... powers another mans' multi-level many web pages and other networks..." "There's always something happening under the surface, Jack." "People think what the see in front of them is reality." "It's not." "The surface is fragile like the shell of an egg." "It'll crack and reality will come spilling out." "That's..." "why we hide the truth." "It's safe." "They like it that way." "Who you're talking about?" "Ever look at them..." "at the Website?" " No, not really." " Look again." "Reality isn't always what you think it is." "Well, that's quite a story, Jack." "She knew your name?" "That had to freak you out." "Alex, why'd you bring me here?" "I thought this could inspire you." "Maybe get you thinking about a new gallery again, you know?" "Oh, it's a beautiful piece." "My God." "Let me go, stop it!" "How much do you remember that night?" "Not much." "Just disappeared." "I woke up with a fat lip and bloody nose." "She was gone." "That's all you remember?" "No!" "No!" "Yep." "Well, you know?" "Sometimes the mind only gives us what we can handle." "So, you wanna tell me what was in the box?" " No." " Why?" "I never said I opend it." "Well, did you?" "No." "Hello." "Hello?" "Hello." "Hello?" "Hello?" "Hello." "Is someone there?" "Who is it?" "You need some help?" "Would you mind getting off of me?" "I'm sorry." "What are you looking at?" "No one, I guess." "Hey, did you know the men's locker-room is down the hall?" "So, are you gonna join me?" "No, I already dried off." "So peaceful at night." "I know what you mean." "Is that why you swim alone?" "Yeah, high-school swim-team kinda stuck with me." "It's probably the only element of structure in my entire life." "Me too." "Sometimes..." "when I'm all alone," "I don't really need this." "Don't let me stop you." "Jack!" "What's wrong?" "Why did you leave?" "You said you liked the solitude." "That's not why you left." "No, it's not." "Are you married?" "Yes." " What're you doing?" " No!" "Well, no..." "I guess not." "Not really." "It's just, that it's been..." "a while, since, you know... since I been with someone." " Be careful." "Don't peek." " No." "Wait right here." "Happy birthday, Jack." "I love you." "Iona?" "Reality isn't always what you think it is." " And it's in that box..." " Yeah." " Maybe there's a reason you have." " Father... don't waste your breath with all that spirituality talk." "I'm about as far as you can get from the type a guy... who should be holding on to it." "There are no mistakes in his plan." "There's always a reason." "Just not apparent as yet." "Well..." "This must be his first." "Because I am definitely the wrong guy." "And what should I do about it?" "I don't know, father." "It's not my problem now, it's yours." "If it is what you say it is..." "It would be wrong of me to accept it." "I'll give you the same information that woman gave me." "Don't look at it... don't let anyone take it from you." "The right person will make themselves known." "What ever the hell that means." "Well..." "Mr. Fender, you're not following that advice she..." "I'm outta this shit as of right now." "You made yourself known to me." "You're the holy guy, that's good enough for me." "So there you go." "Good luck to you, father." "Mr. Fender..." "I know you feel unworthy of your task... but... whatever it is in your past... that makes you feel this way... remember..." "god forgives you." "You should forgive yourself." "You scared the shit outta me!" "Sorry..." "I found another cell." "Thank you." "Next time you come into a room say something... hello..." "look alive..." "something!" "You've noticed what's going on, right?" "Yeah." "I don't understand what's happening?" "They got it in all the papers, for everyone to see." "No one's noticing..." "They got one from Web Site." "In todays paper." "Citizens are ask to bring all unregisterd weapons... to exchange-stations where they will receive a coupon... for a free Sub-Sandwich." "Are the authorities blind?" "Does no one see what is happening?" "She's beautiful." "What's her name?" "Iona." " Exotic." " Yeah." "I don't know, Jack." "Their a little soft for the Web Site." "The religious propping is definely kinky, tough." " She is not for the Site." " Are you sure?" " Oh, she's got a great look." " I'm serious, Sparky." "These are for my new project." "Well... congratulations, Jack." "You've... found your inspiration." "Your Muse." "Where these people think all these guns are going?" "They're building an arsenal... of unregistered and untraceable weapons." "That arrogant, parasite Alex, must be delighted." "He's been supportive." "He's got his meal ticket back." " It's not like that, Sparky." " Of course, it's like thay." "He's your agent... if you're not out there taking pictures," " he's not making money." " He's also my friend." "He's been there for me... during some very intense situations." "You don't think, he's just protecting his investment?" "No." "Interesting choice of subject matter." " Religion... is Iona religious?" " I really don't know." "I'm interested, in how all this fits together." "Alex, Iona, religion... and the sudden disregard for your ex-wife." "What's the matter, Jack?" "Iona, keeping you up late?" "Come on, Sparky." "Stop busting my clams, okay?" " I call you tomorrow." " Sure Jack." "Hello." "Hello?" "Iona, is it you?" "Who is it?" "We're gonna need more batteries." "It's starting." "Where is father Darren?" "Where is he?" "!" "Father Darren?" "Who do you work for?" "Go tell your people they got the wrong guy." "He turned his back on me.." "So I turned my back on him." "How could god see fit to do that, to one of his messengers?" "Is that the kind of love and forgiveness?" "Where are you, Scooter...?" "We know we needed more batteries." "Now, let there be light." "Go ahead have a seat." "Let me put this away." "Well, you looked like taking these pictures kept you busy last night." "It's always for the best not to fall asleep before you get busy." "It's not as creepy as it seems." "It's the light the way it was hitting you." "I'm mixed up with a lotta stuff that's been going on in my life." "Along with this greative block I had for a life-time... finely... crumpling down." "These images just..." "kept coming to me." "You have to realize... this hasn't happened for a long long ago." "It's okay." "It's okay." "They're beautiful." "Can I have a copy?" "Well, absolutely." "It's an interesting subject matter." "Something that you inspired in." "Is that your book?" "You really are an artist." "I thought for a minute there..." "you were just some sicko... that took nudy pictures of girls while they slept." "It's not like that." "These are beautiful." "They say something important about our spirit." "Show me." "You ready?" "Don't pretend." "Do you have something planned for the finale?" "The most special of all?" "I'm working at it." "Okay." "Good morning." "Hello." "I thought you were gonna take a powder on me... like you did the other day." "Well, I was going to..." "but then you woke up..." "Last night was beautiful." "You ready for round two?" "Donkey." "Is that all I am just your little tart?" "Of course not." "I have to go." "When you go..." "where is it you go to?" "You're not getting all possessive on me, are you?" "I'm not getting possessive." "I don't think it's outta line, for me to know a couple things... about the girl I'm..." "photographing." "That's very funny." "Well... my favorite food is..." "the waffle." "Favorite movie..." "is the Godfather... and love..." "the dangerous gangster type." " My parents have been in this country..." " All right, already." "Don't make me feel guilty, for wanting to know about you." "I'm not trying to make you feel guilty..." "I just can't be late for class." "Jack, you've outdone yourself." " You think?" " Oh, yeah." "Totally sexy and completely blasphemes." "We are gonna make a fortune." "Say what you mean?" "Jack, don't you see it?" "This is gonna completely piss people off." "We're gonna get so much press and publicity on this..." "This isn't supposed to offend anybody." " Actually it's just the opposite." " You got a nude woman... with a ceremonial incense burning between her legs, and... it looks like she's touching herself." "You don't think people gonna be offended by that?" "I'm trying to show the beauty and spirituality of both objects... they're connected..." "one and the same." "That's your interpretation, but trust me, not everyone's gonna get that." "And frankly, I'm not sure if I want 'em too." "She is beautiful." "Who is she?" "Just some girl I met." "Seems like I know her, or seen her someplace before." "Her name is Iona." " Like... the Isle of Iona?" " I don't know." "There is this place where they hid a bunch of religious icons... and relics... you know like..." "the Holy Grail." "What?" "I've..." "I've read about it someplace." "Are you screwing with me?" "No, no, check it out..." "You know what?" "You probably read the same article... that's where all this religious icon stuff is coming from." "Something wrong, Jack?" "No." "Scooter!" "Scooter!" "Is it save?" "Jesus Christ." " Is it save or not?" " Yeah..." " Tell me." " Yes, it's save." " They can not find it?" " No, I don't think so." "That's not good enough." "Don't die on me, god-damn-it." "Don't leave me." "I don't know what I'm doing." "Or why I have this thing." "How will I know, who to give it to?" "..." "When?" "Who do I trust?" "Trust no one." "It was always meant for you." "This is your time." "The time of great battle." "Don't die on me." "Embrace your faith." "Here's what I'm telling you." "I have none." "I lost it because of Tina." "Yours is the strongest of all." "What the fuck is going on?" " Hello." " Jack, come outside right now." "Who would have done that?" "Evil comes in many packages." "Human, super-natural..." "Super-natural, Nibbles?" "Come on, what're you telling me?" "We've been tracking all this for a long, Jack." "You and Scooter?" "We... we're world-wide." "Their're about tens' of thousands of us preparing." "Trying to... keep the others from getting to it first... facilitating and clearing the way, clearing the vision." "For what, Nibbles?" "Who?" "The prophecies were right the second time... it will happen in the second millennium, just... just not the way everyone tought." "Not in the... imperfection of flesh and blood, it's us." "Uncorrupted purity..." "The true language of God." "Binary code..." "from a one to a zero." "Right" " Wrong, Dark" " Light, Good" " Evil." "Artificial intelligence." "Is that what you people think?" "The end of the world?" "No Jack... not the end..." "The Beginning." "Scooter... father Darren and some home-less guy getting murdered... fits in how?" " Martyrs." " How do you fit in?" "I mean, for that matter?" "It's all gonna fall into place." "make perfect sense and be beautiful." "This is an exciting time." "It's happening now, Jack, really." "To find out who's been right all this time." "Where the new place will be... this is so cool." "Have you ever heard of the..." "Isla of Iona?" "No... but it sounds like a beautiful place." "I'm sure it is." "But..." "you never heard of it." "I wanna finish the project tonight." "I wanna see the finale." "They all know what's coming." "Something doesn't feel right." "Daughter..." "It's being rewritten." "I know who you are..." "and what're after." "I don't know what you're talking about..." "Alex, what're you doing?" "Oh, hello Jack." "What the fuck is going on here?" "Things are not what they seem." "Not so fast, Jack." "This one here is getting exactly, what she deserves." "Alex, what the hell is the matter with you?" "Remember I told you, I had a feeling about this one?" "Turns out I was right." "She's been after only one thing from the very start." "I don't know what he's talking about." "The Grail, Jack." "It's important you give it to me and not to her." "How'd you know it was the Grail?" "If you give it to her, she'll destroy it." "You can't let that happen." "Jack... he's gone crazy." " Jack, don't listen." " Shut her up!" "Let her go and I let you have it." "This is a protector." "This doesn't have to be a bloodbath." "But that's exactly what I'm dressed for." "You still think this is the girl that opened your soul, Jack?" "Iona." "Stop it, Iona." "Iona." "Come on, Jack..." "Like you haven't wanted too..." " For Tina." " No..." "What're you talking about?" "He didn't have anything to do with it." "No!" "Get out!" "Who knows what it's gonna do for your career, Jack." "It's definitely not good for your health." "I think it be best for everyone involved... when the next time she tries this... you shall stop her." "It wasn't his fault." "Jack... he talked you in to it." "It was suicide." "Was it Jack?" "I didn't murder her..." "Well, who could blame you?" " She was crazy." " She wasn't crazy." " She was sick." " All right... sick." "Alex... there's something we need to hide." "And why is that?" "Because of the book, it was about to come out." "We couldn't risk... the press, it would ruin everything." "It was the book, Jack, he was protecting his investment." "And you." "He was working you." "Positioning himself for when it... passed to you." "So, you didn't tell me what was in the box." "I never said I opened it." "There's a place where they hid a lotta religious icons and relics... like the Holy Grail." "I actually did you quite a favor." "He would have killed you, you know?" "Now..." "let's go get..." "that drink." "All your dirty little secrets are in one hiding place." "Open it." "Where is she?" "Don't give it to her, Jack!" "Nibbles." "A guy name Nibbles is coming to your aid." "Drop the knife." "Nibbles..." " I just want this all to be over..." " It can be..." "Jack." " Just hand me the box." " Simmer down, missy." "Jack, I've seen the prophecy." "It's you Jack." "You are the chosen protector." "Why me?" "Of all people?" "He showed his love and forgiveness." "His grace..." "Ahh..." "Oh, Nibbles..." "I still have so many questions." "Who're those people I gotta see?" "Past protectors... they're watching out for you." "He knows your faith..." "protects you now." "Jack." "Don't you still find her beautiful?" "I do." "Even more beautiful because you killed her." "Jack!" "No more." "So is it really the behavior the One?" "Her bipolar episodes were getting worse." "And she was sick of taking her god-damn pills." "All I can do is hold her." "She twisted her body." "And she was gone." "No!" "Alex." "It's Jack..." "She just didn't wanna live that way anymore." "Suicide is obscene, Jack." "And you're just as guilty as she." " Please, forgive me." " That's enough." "Tough guy." "I waited 2 hunded years." "To pose with my blood tripping into the chalice... that represents the blood of your Christ." "Now give it to me." "Bravo Jack, you've done it." "You saved the world." "Sparky." "Oh, my..." "Hello Iona." " I recognise your work." " You're in on this too?" "Oh, we all had to assume double lifes in order to keep it save." "Yeah..." "I guess so." "You've... uh, actually done quite well in your time." "Now you can go back to your life." "We'll take the box..." ""Limpey"." "Now, now, Jack." "He's not the one in charge." "I've got the gun." "Remember?" "Nobody's gettin' it." "Now is not the time to get all holy, murderer." "Jack, you are a murderer, a sinner." "Your faith is weak." "That's close enough, Sparky, you can fuck with his head from over there." "Jack... what you've been doing up to this point... is a... single grain of sand in the hour-glass of what's coming." "Is your faith strong enough?" "Of course not." "That's why people want the trinket in the first place." "Who are you're people?" "Why are they threatened by it?" "And you Sparky?" "Who's errand boy are you?" "Jack's getting all defiant." "Very nice, don't you think so Iona?" "Well done, Jack." "Really is quite a shame." "Such a beautiful girl." "Alex and I have admired her passion for centuries." "You know I'm not gonna let you have it." "The Angels original Battle for Heaven was a scuffle... compared to the next war." "It's gonna last a long, long time." "And it ain't gonna be pretty." "Millions upon millions will perish because what you will need to do." "Will you be able to live with that?" "You magically recoverd your lost faith, Jack." "Is it strong enough to stop a bullet?" "There's nothing else only rubbing alcohol." "Jennifer." "Champagne..." "It's time to celebrate." "No." "No." "I understand you need a statement but he is totally unresponsive." "With a head wound like this he could be in a coma for weeks." "Nibbles and the women from the crash, said I was chosen." "It is hard to deny that I walked away from a gun shot to the head." "I'm the only one who can look at the Grail... and live." "Jack..." "Sparky warned me about all the horrible things..." "I'd have to do to keep it safe." "Maybe I am the guy for the job." "All I know for sure is..." "now it's dark." "The dark times." "And the battle rages just below the surface." "Those countless groups, religions governments after it... all have their reasons." "Sparky, Alex, Iona, were just the first." "Keeping the Holy Grail save isn't easy." "I'm constantly on the move." "On guard." "I'll just stay the course until I get the sign that woman talked about." "Welcome to my life." "Jack Fender, pornographer, murderer, saint."