"The world was not round, not from where I stood, watching the sun wither into the shadows." "It left me knee deep in the winter water." "I used to be comfortable in the dark, listening to the wind scream and howl, snapping branches off family trees, casting them downstream into the mouth of the Mississippi, into the heart of what I call home." "What if she doesn't like me'?" "It Won't matter if she's likes you, man." "She loves me." "She's gonna do it if I ask her to." "Besides... you're my little brother." "Wherever I go..." "YOU go." "Okay?" " Okay?" " Yes, sir." "Don't call me sir, faggot." "' FUCK you!" " What if I don't like her'?" " I thought you said you liked her." "What if she doesn't like me or What if I change my mind?" "No, no, no, man." "It's easy." "Once you're inside, all you got to do is pump like this." "Look." "Uh!" "Uh!" "Boom!" "Check it." "Uh!" "Uh!" "Boom!" " Don't laugh at me!" " No, man." "No, no, no, no." "Look." "Look." "It's like this, okay?" "Boom!" "You start with the titties." "Start with the titties first." "Okay?" "And you Work your way down." "How you doing?" "Over there." "Okay?" "Then you go, uh!" "Yeah!" "Uh!" "Then you go, boom!" "Boom!" "I'm going to butter your biscuit, bitch!" "Hey, Nana!" "Hey, Nana!" "Oow'." "Woo-woo-woo-woo-woo'.!" "Hey, Nana!" "Hey!" "What the fuck are you yelling for'?" "You're trying to wake up my mother?" "Well, shit, we ain't got all day." "Hey, Asher." "The world is warped." "My brother, Chester, he taught me that." "Chester said love is for the weak." "I disagree." "I think he's dead wrong." "Don't you think it's a little weird with your brother Watching?" "Look, buddy, I'm, er..." "I'm going in with her." "You just look through the Window and you take notes." "Okay?" "Goddamn it!" "It's fucking cold." "You're my foot soldier." "Remember?" "Yeah." "Oh." "Keep an eye out for any trouble, man." "Cos I've seen it with my own eyes." "Just as clear as I've seen a slug slither from one wah to another." "It's like being sucked into the bottom of a bottomless pit only to be spat out again." "She saw my silhouette." "My shadow behind the glass." "Nothing more than a smudge of a boy in the dark." "I smell blood and rain and mud." "But I hear nothing." "My fathers fingers ripped me out of the ground like something rotten." "My ears rang out... like the whole world was screaming at once." "Chester!" "Chester!" "Chester!" "Chester!" " Dad, wait!" "Wait, wait, Wait!" " Shh, shh!" "Why are you fucking cheating on me, girl?" "With my son!" "Huh?" "No!" "I'll fucking kill you!" "This is my fathers way of silencing the world." "A vain attempt to prove himself a god." "If only the emotions I felt were natural... natural in the same way venom is to the snake." "The ground tried to swallow me up." "Mother Earth knows life moves in cycles." "Even Tank knew better than to stop what was already in motion." "They spent years together killing Viet Cong." "My hands knotted into little fists, and I screamed with my first deaf word." "Chester." "Chester." "But Chester was gone." "By the power of the Almighty, let these men break free in Jesus' name." "All men are free!" "Hallelujah!" "Amazing, ain't it, Asher?" "It's amazing What the Lord can do." "I said it's amazing What the Lord can do, ain't it, Asher?" "Deliver his message." "Told me to start the Temple of Bodily Saints." "Oh, yeah, and skin that gator before he starts to rot." "It's been a day already." "Oh, and, Asher." "Hey, Asher!" "Take out the trash." "Lazy." "Lazy since the day he was born." "Jesus is good to me." "Buck, would you lead us in?" "I know this is unexpected and I'm sorry." "Oh, God!" "Don't make me no happier either." "No!" "No!" " No." " Hello, Ash." "You know hunting season's done, right'?" "Have a seat, son." "This is hard." "Asher, um, the reason I'm here," "I got to notify all the necessary people that, uh... your father got out earlier this evening... due to overcrowding and, um, good behaviour." "When you say necessary people, you mean that little whore, don't you'?" "Yes, ma'am." "All the necessary people." "Now, look, I know he had four more years, but..." "No." "Judge put a restraint order on him." "Where is he now'?" "No, I ain't seen him in a while." "Man, I'll tell ya, a let's changed around here since you've been away." "But do you know What?" "You look like you haven't aged a day." "You look great, man." " You need another one'?" " Why not'?" "It's a lot quieter around here." "Haven't seen all the boys from the clubhouse." "Why don't you put that one on my tab, Russ'?" "Hey, Lawn." "I'll take one too." "The name's Lawny." "I haven't seen you around here before." "Thank you, Russ." "To, uh..." "Shit." "Friends, family and fornication, huh'?" "Thank you, Russ." "Mm-hm." "You know, my, uh, old man used to work in a distillery." "And he always told me, whiskeys good at year 12, but it's better at 17." "He would always say, "Boy, you'll go blind you drink that shit!"" "But, but... he also told me" "I'd go blind if I fiddle with my flesh flute too much too." "Look at me now." "I got 20/20 vision." "I'm a goddamn miracle over here." "There were whispers of how my father came to be." "Some say he was born and left for dead... under a rotten sycamore by a whore of 17, only to be found and raised by a descendant of a slave, who beat generations upon generations of his relatives' resentments into the bones of the boy." "But I do know that my father was a ferocious fighter, had great potential." "Mama said he could have gone all the way to the top." "Said the safest place for him was in the ring." "She blamed America for sending him into the jungle." "I blame Vietnam for not bringing him home in a box." "Hey, man, hold up." "Forgot your cigarettes." "Where you headed off to in such a hurry there, man'?" "You need a ride somewhere?" "I'll give you a ride." "Look, I don't mean to speak out of line or anything, but didn't your daddy ever teach you it's rude to walk out on a man just after he bought you a drink?" "Are you in trouble and you need some saving, huh'?" "Well, maybe you don't need it, but I could tell from the way you looked at me in there that you definitely want it." "I think you're just... shy timing." "Aagh!" "Ah!" "Fuck!" "Fuck!" "You fucking idiot." "Don't fucking move." "You just assaulted a goddamn police officer, horse." "Now why don't you drop that fucking bag, put your hands in the air, then why don't you wheedle your faggot ass over to that oar'?" "That's right, fucking move to the fucking car." "Spread your fucking legs." "Spread your fucking legs for me, right'?" "Huh?" "Oh, yeah." "Looks like I'll be missing out on that, huh'?" "You got a key?" "You're in fucking deep now, man." "You're fucking deep." "Oh, you're gonna fucking rot for that." "You're..." "Fucking... faggot!" "A little out of your jurisdiction, ain't you, Johnson?" "I got the call." "I figured I'd come out and give you a hand." "Besides, I might have a related case." "Right, right." "That going to be a problem, Wayne?" "I guess we can work on this one together." "Tell me something, Russ, the fellow that Lawny was chatting up..." "I wonder if you'd describe him to me." " Strong, silent type." " Mm." "Great head of hair." "Blue eyes." "About six feet tall." "He wore a really bad, cheap, mix-match suit." "Oh, and he wore a polka dot tie." "Like this'?" "Exactly." "Tell you What, Russ... he should come back, you should think anything, call me." "Aaagh!" "Don't fucking move." "We're closed." "Goddamn it!" "I said we're fucking closed, asshole!" "What the fuck are you doing, man'?" "Jesus Christ!" "What are you, the big, bad wolf?" "I'm little red riding hood?" "Is this a sex fetish thing?" "You want some boy pussy?" "So What?" "Who the fuck is Ivan Rawlings'?" "Did Will Tucker put you up to this'?" "You know you look like a goddamn idiot." "Aagh!" "Fuck!" "Agh, motherfucker!" "Agh!" "Why you cocksucker fuck head!" "Fuck you!" "Fuck you!" "Agh!" "What the fuck is Wrong with you'?" "!" "Agh!" "Jesus Christ!" "You little fucking cocksucker!" "You little fuck!" "You're going to have to do better than this, young man." "I ain't no faggot little pussy." "Eh, eh, eh, eh!" ""Cos he is my father and a..."" "Oh, shit!" "Oh!" "Shit, I know you!" "Goddamn it, you're Asher!" "You're the little fucking retard!" "Agh!" "God!" "Agh!" "Jesus!" "I think your hold man put down the Wrong dog." "You're still a fucking retard." "Retard!" "Look at me!" "Look at me!" "Hey!" "Read my lips." "Go fuck yourself!" "Agh!" "Aagh!" "Okay!" "Okay!" "I'll tell you." "He just got out." "He's in Mexico." "He's in Mexico." "Ah, ah!" "He's..." "' Aaaagh!" "Aaaagh!" "You little motherfucker!" "Aaagh!" "Okay!" "Okay, okay!" "He got into some scrap with some cop the other night, and he wanted to lay low before he came back to the clubhouse." "We were going to throw him a party." "He didn't show." "Okay'?" "He didn't show!" "I don't know." "I know, I know, I know!" "He's staying at the Gator Stray motel or some shit, all right'?" "Don't shoot me in the nuts!" "God, don't shoot me in the nuts!" "Don't shoot me in the nuts." "Hey!" "Hey!" "Hey!" "You gotta untie me!" "Hey!" "I'm gonna die here!" "My brother taught me all there is to know." "Not just in his actions, but also in his failures." "Showed me that the Earth and the Moon and the stars holds everything we need to sustain ourselves." "Taught me that nature can be just as violent as man, if not more." "He was destined to be more." "I want to go home!" "Look, I need you." "Okay?" "I can't do this without you." "You don't want to be a boy forever now, do you?" "Welcome to the Gator Stray Motel." "How can I help you'?" "Hm." "Rawlings'?" "Mr Rawlings'?" "Nope." "Nobody here by that name." "Mr Clark, nice to see you again." "And you." "I left my... key in the room." "Ah, just a moment." "Not a problem." "Thank you." "You dropped this." "Now, you two have a good night." "Oh, yeah." "Sir'?" "Is there another name you would like me to check, sir'?" "The world is crooked." "Fathers have always taught their sons to replace them." "Taught them how to use their hands and their feet." "Taught them how to use their knives and their guns." " Huh!" " Oh!" "Oh, yes!" "And soon the sons slayed great beasts, giant lions lay dead." "" Oh" yes!" "on!" "' Oh, yes!" "Then the aggressive alligators." "Then the massive and mindless bulls." "Finally, when there is nothing left larger than the father, the fathers became the prey." "And the fathers were proud." "Oh, my god!" "Jesus, please!" "Oh, Jesus!" "Please don't hurt me!" "No." "Help!" "Help!" "Yaaaah'.!" "What are you going to do with me'?" "You're going to kill me too, aren't you'?" " Agh!" " Shh." "You're not'?" "Of course you're not, because you're a... you're a good man." "You're a decent man." "I knew it the moment I saw..." "Shh, shh, shhh!" "I swear to God, I won't tell a damn soul!" "You can trust me!" "Yes, I understand." "Asher." "A." "Asher, you can do this." "You can do this." "Dear Nana, last time you wrote to me you said you missed me." " What if she doesn't like me?" " It don't matter if she likes you, man." "She loves me." "I just want to let you know, I miss you m." "A lot has changed since Chester died and father got lacked up." "My mama hasn't left her bed in almost a year, so I'm taking it upon myself to be the man of the house." "Come on, bad boy, show me what you've got." "Good boy." "Let it all out." "I cleaned your clothes for you." "I hope you don't mind." "Put some food on the table." "Want some coffee?" "Do you have any work'?" "You still living at your mother's'?" "Why did you come here, Asher?" "You killed who?" "They let him out'?" "When'?" "You okay?" "Did you get stabbed?" "Actually, you know what?" "I don't even want to know." "Poof!" "Are you in trouble with the law'?" "What you did was stupid." "You could have got yourself killed, you know that?" "Just trying to make ends meet." "Hence the free show you got." "Safer than other things, if you know what I mean." "I got a little boy." "He's five now." "Got pregnant not long after we stopped talking." "C." "H." "E." "S, S." "Your clothes are probably dry." "They re hanging outside." "I gotta go to my mother's and pick him up and run a few errands." "Nothings moved since last time you were here." "You start hurting, there's some Vicodin in the bathroom." "Oh, and, Asher, please do not take them all." ""Dear Nana, maybe signing was just meant to be for us, our own secret language." "I tried to speak the other day, but when Wayne and his friends heard the noises that came out of my mouth, they just made fun of me." "I have decided that from here on out..." "I will never speak again." "Yours forever," "Asher Rawlings."" "It's just not the same any more." "I know." "I know." "And that's why I wanted to make this special for you." "I want you to feel safe." "You feel safe, don't you'?" "Yeah." "I love you." " Oh, Jessy, it hurts!" " Oh, baby, I'm sorry." "OW!" "Oh!" ""Uh!" ".Ow!" "Jessy," "It hurts!" "Ow!" "'Stop!" "' Uh!" " Aah!" "" "Aah!" "OW!" "Uh!" "Ow!" "It hurts!" "I'm sorry." "OW!" "Stop!" "Oh, shit, that's fucking good!" "Jessy, it hurts." "Oh, fuck, I'm gonna come!" "Aah!" "Aaah!" "Oh, baby!" "We sure had a good time with that one." "Aaah." "Aaah!" "Lisa." "Lisa'?" "Fuck!" "Oh." "Wait a minute!" "Slow down!" "Slow down before somebody gets hurt." "Asher." "Chess, would you like some dessert?" "' Oh, yeah!" " Okay," "Then we have ice cream or cookies and milk." " Which one'?" " Hm'?" " Both!" " Both." "Of course." "Stupid question." "Asher, would you like some dessert'?" "Okay, baby, would you please clear your plate and fetch yourself dessert and get Asher some dessert too'?" "Thank you." "He likes you." "Do you need any money?" "I care about you, Asher, but I can't have you here." "Mm." "Thank you." "You're just giving it up." "Wow!" "Did you see What he just said'?" "Hm'?" "What's it mean?" "Asher said he's really happy he was able to meet you, baby." " Tell him thank you." " Thank you." "So I'm just going through this wine like an animal." "Next thing I know, there's this little itty-bitty lady, right'?" "She's, like, "Would you like an Ambien, sir?"" "I'm, like, "Fuck, yeah, I'd like an Am bien!" "What's it do?" Anyway..." "So I walk back, take my shirt off, right'?" "Holy shit!" "Agh!" "Well, I'll be damned!" "Shit, man!" "What the fuck'?" "I can't believe you're here right now." "Give me a second." "Shit!" "So What the fuck, man'?" "First thing you do when you get out is you kill a cop'?" "You crazy fucker." "Looks like he tried to kill you, brother." " What happened to you'?" " What happened to your legs'?" "Oh, I got them jammed under the hydraulic system on the lift." "You know my dumb ass." "I drink too much, smoke too much." "What's going on, buddy?" "What you looking for'?" "Oh." "Really, What happened to you'?" "I need the keys to the safe." "Oh, it's... it's a combination now." "Six-six-six." "Had it made custom." "What you needing?" "What's going on, Ivan?" "What happened to my room'?" "I just moved my stuff in after the first year." "Shit, I didn't know." "You Weren't supposed to be coming back." "Loan move all my shit out." "I can do that right now, Ivan." "Ain't no big deal." "Shit, man, I'll do that right now." "Get that shit out of there." "Come here." "How long we been friends now'?" "I don't know. 30 years maybe." "I'm sorry about your old lady, by the Way." "Thank you." "You get the flowers?" "I did." "Thank you." "You know, Tank..." "I know the fucker... who fucked up your feet was the same fucker who tangled with me." "No, I'm not mad at you." "But I need the name." "I want to go and kill this motherfucker." "You know better than that." "I didn't..." "I didn't say anything." "I'd never say nothing about shit to nobody, I swear." "You know me better than that." "We got a code." "I didn't say shit." " Shhh." " I swear to God." "I swear." "I swear." "I know you told him where I was." "And that's okay." "Am I right'?" "I'm sorry, brother." "I'm sorry." "I'm fucking sorry." "He shot my fucking toes off." "He was going to shoot me in the balls." "It's okay." "It's okay." "It's not your fault, my brother." "The motherfucker made you a cripple, but like I said, I need a name." "And no one came into that room or left that room except this young couple, am I right'?" "There was this guy who was in and out." " Forgot something also." " What did he look like?" "He had a fuzzy-looking animal hat and glasses." "Did he say anything?" "Detective." "The plate's came back on the truck." "It's Officer Lawny." "We need to run an APB on that truck." "Actually, sir, we found it." "You said he forgot something." "What did he forget'?" "Forgot this." "Okay." "Now it's time for you to go to bed." "Why can't Asher hear'?" "Cos he was in an accident when we were kids." "How do you know his secret language?" "Because my daddy was deaf too, baby." "I think it would be better for him if he stayed here with us." " Do you'?" " Uh-huh." "And why is that?" "Because I think he needs people who care about him." "When did you get so smart?" " I love you." " I love you too." "Okay, you go to bed." "And don't get up." "We're going to church tomorrow." "Would you like to join us'?" "We go every Sunday." "You don't have to come." "I just thought you might want to hang out with us." "Well, you can't come looking like that." "I think I might still have some of his father's clothes." "They should fit." "Tell me about Rawlings." "He killed his son in a drunken rage." "Made the other one deaf beating him in the head." "This is a pre-historic motherfucker." "And the Lord has a plan for you too, but you gotta ask." "In Jesus' name, Amen." " Amen!" " Amen!" "Now, who here today needs to be touched by the spirit?" "Needs to be touched by the hand of the Temple?" "Needs... to be saved?" "What did you do'?" "Fucking eat him'?" "Come up, sir, come up." "Come up and be saved." "What happened to my beauty queen'?" " Just let yourself go, huh, boo-boo'?" " By the law of our heavenly father." "Yes, sir." "Yes, sir." "Come on up." "Come up, sir, and be saved." "Be saved." " Is it your legs, son?" " It is, Preacher." "Do you have faith in the Temple and in the All Mighty?" " Yes, sir." "Yes, sir, I do." "Yes, sir." " Brother Steve, Won't you give us a hand?" "And by the power invested in me," "I command the sickness out and put in the breath of our Lord." "Amen!" " Amen!" "Oh, hallelujah!" " Give it a hallelujah!" "Hallelujah!" "Oh, hallelujah!" "Hallelujah!" "Hallelujah!" "Let the sick and suffering perish the way the world does today." "The sick and backwards..." "We cannot let the wicked run free, because it is our father who said," ""All men of sin must be punished."" " Well, ain't that some shit." " Pluck the world clean." "And only those... who repent... are free." "Lord, drive the devils out." "Lord..." "You're my little brother." "Wherever I go, you go." "Hallelujah!" "Repent." "I love you." "And that's when I heard my God speak to me and he said," ""You've gotta help your daddy shine before you can shine for yourself."" "God's got a plan." "I'm just saying with everything that's happened," "I don't think it's a good idea for you to be seen with him." "He is a Rawlings after all." "So What should I have done, left him on my porch to die'?" " It doesn't seem very Christian." " No, no, no, heavens, no." "And don't be putting Words in my mouth, and don't be thinking I'm not proud of you for helping him out now." "But you've done your part." "It's up to him now." "He's got no reason to be sticking around." "I told him that." "I just feel guilty." "You're an independent Woman, Nana, raising a smart, healthy, young boy." "You don't need to be raising a man child." "Like the proverb says, "Not my circus, not my monkeys."" "Yeah." "I guess you're right." "He's leaving tomorrow anyway." "I told him my mother was coming to stay." "White lie never hurt anybody." "Just let me know if you need anything, all right'?" " Okay." "I will, Preacher." " All right." "Mwah!" "Bye, Lori." "Bye, Chess." " Say goodbye, Chess." " Goodbye, Chess!" "Come here!" "Time for bed, Chessy." "I Come by here, my Lord" "♪ Come by here" "♪ Come by here, my Lord" "♪ Come by here" "♪ Somebody's praying, my Lord ♪" "♪ Oh, Lord" "♪ Come by here ♪" "♪ Come by here, my Lord" "♪ Come by here. ♪" "All right, everybody, sit down, relax and be quiet." "It is time for my sermon." "I walk through the fire!" "I walk through the flames!" "I'm sorry, sir, but services don't start until tomorrow morning." "Where's the deaf guy and the nigger'?" "Excuse me'?" "Agh!" "Agh!" "Now, you take me to the preacher." "You like that?" "I know how you like it." "I know how you like it, motherfucker." "Let me see." "Good boy." "Goddamn it, Lori, get the fuck out!" " Oh!" " You stupid fuck!" "I'm sorry, Preacher Michael!" "That man made me tell." "I'm sorry!" "I knew you were doing your sermon again." "I'm sorry." "You're really good, Asher." "Watch the bad guy." "Could we get an ice cream?" "My favourite is vanilla." "I also like strawberry." "What's yours?" "Vanilla?" "What's your second?" "Vanilla?" "Mine too." "Uh!" "Uh!" "Keep your arm up." "Keep your arm up." "Thank you." "He was a monster." " The Lord is my salvation..." " I need to know..." " which I fear." " Arm up." "About the monster." "Who lit the fire, Lori'?" "One-eyed gator." "Are we talking about a one-eyed alligator here'?" "A one-eyed alligator lit the fire, is that what you're saying?" "Did the one-eyed gator want to hurt Pastor Michael?" "He wanted his son." "The one-eyed gator wanted Pastor Michael's son'?" "Hand up." "No." "He wanted to kill his own son." "The man with the pretty girl and the little boy." "His son." "The Lord lead the path with the light." "Through the dark." "One, two, three!" "You gotta want it!" "You gotta feel it!" "One, two, three." "Where is he'?" "He left." "He Went north, said he was going to a friend's house." "I swear to God, he left a day ago." "I'm sure if you could just go out..." "Oh." "Aaaah!" "No!" "You motherfucker!" "No!" "I' m sorry!" "Are you sorry for fucking me or for fucking my son'?" "No, no!" "No!" "No!" "Asher and Mommy sitting in a tree, k-I-s-s-i-n-g." "First comes love, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage." "That's not all." "That's not all." "Baby's drinking alcohol." "Oh!" "Get in the back!" "Get in the back." "Chess, I want you to lay down and stay there, baby." "Do you understand me'?" "You said you killed him!" "You fucking lied!" "You said he was dead!" "You lied to me!" " Mommy!" " It's okay, baby." "Cover your ears." "No, I ain't touching no gun." "Oh, shit!" "Give me that fucking gun!" "I'm out of bullets." "I'm out of bullets." "Asher." "Asher." "This motherfucker, I'm going get his ass." "Stay down, Chess!" "Stay down!" "I can't hit him!" "Babe." "He's bleeding." "He's been shot!" "Asher!" "He's been shot!" "I have dreamed so many times that I have burnt his name from my skin," "leaving me with open wounds and deeper scars." "Here, I have no eyes, but I have a tongue and ears." "I hear my fathers footsteps stomping through the corridors of my brain, eating at my walls." "He does not know that I stand behind him." "I pull back his head and expose his throat." "I out it." "I weep as I drop his body to the floor." "I cutoff my fathers hands." "They seem bigger than I remember." "I start a fire and cook them until they are black and charred." "I kneel in the mud, like I did once when I was a boy." "I lift my father's hands towards my mouth, licking his rough palms until my tongue bleeds." "Then I awake." "I'm exhausted by this long lapse of time, eager to go home." "They should have put that man down like a dog when they had the chance." " Mama, shhh." " I'm sorry." " But, Asher..." " Asher was trying to help." "Ivan was released and he came to our house." "I don't want to hear any more." "I don't want to hear any more!" "That boy brought this trouble to your porch and now look." "You don't think I know that?" "But we both know it would have only been a matter of time before Ivan came sniffing around here." "He's going to be okay." " It's my fault!" " Shhh." "Don't blame yourself, child." "There's no time for that." "Get you some rest, baby." "You can sleep in my room." " I'll stay with him." " I can't leave him." "I'll be here." "You don't want him to wake up and find you like this." "It ain't fair." "Okay." "Let me know when he Wakes up." "Jesus, Asher!" "You scared me." "You hungry?" "Damn." "Why did you stop Writing me'?" "Was there something I did'?" "Well, you certainly made up for lost time." "You can sleep out here tonight." "What'?" "It's more comfortable than the one at my place." "Sit down on it." "Mm, that's What I said." "That's not the real reason you stopped Writing me, is it'?" "Hm'?" "Is One Eye as big as that?" "Bigger." " Are you sure'?" " I told you I've seen him, didn't I'?" "Yeah." "Well, how comes you didn't kill him when you had the chance?" "The timing Wasn't right." "To kill a beast like that, you gotta wait until he's asleep." "Hey, where are you going?" "I'm coming with you." "Yes, I am." "Give 'em to me." "Don't be a fucking asshole." "Look, I want to do this as much as you do, if not more." "And I'm happy you didn't kill him the first time, because this time I want to watch him die." "What's in it'?" "I told you, I'm coming in there with you." "Motherfucker." ""My dear Nana, there are no words that can ever repair the damage" "I have brought upon you and your family." "There's not much more I can do to right these wrongs, besides what I intend to do today." "I want you to know that I have loved you since the first day I saw you." "The only thing I can give you besides this truth is what's in this bag."" "Mm." "Give me some of that." "Now, listen carefully." "If I do not see the sun set this fine day, promise me that you will send my body home to the mouth of the Mississippi." " Asher."" " Fuck you!" "I know you." "Hey!" "Young man, should have killed me when you had the chance." "Take this, you fucking retard!" "Aagh!" "Aagh!" "I..." "I..." "love... you." "I love you." "You fucking retard." "Motherfucker!" "Asher, come on!" "Get up!" "Get up!" "Come on!" "Let's go." "Let's go." "Go!" "Go!" "Come on!" "Make me proud!" "Come on, motherfucker!" "The world is not round." "Not from where I stand." "It is warped... contorted... crooked." "Now I know... revenge is not a noble sentiment." "But God knows... it is a human one." "So take me home, my brother." "Take me home." "Take me home." "♪ Wild horses, wild sons" "♪ Like slaves on the run" "♪ Bullets to guns" "♪ Drop one by one" "♪ Feathers to bone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ This life's unrehearsed" "♪ Said the preacher in verse" "♪ From the cradle to dirt" "♪ Silently hurts" "♪ Like feather to bone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ Feather to bone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone" "♪ You're not alone. ♪"