"I see you, there." "There it is." "That's good." "Are you smiling?" "Because you're here." "You're smiling because I'm here?" "Yes." " You look surprised." " Yes." " Why?" " No." "No?" "It makes me glad." "That's good" "It's good." "I don't know how to erase on your mobile." "I'm going to smoke a cigarette." "Meet you at our apartment?" "I'm waiting for you over there, ok?" "I paid." " Thanks for this breakfast." " My pleasure." "What?" "When I'm not pleased, I let you know." "And when I'm, also do I." "So, I can tell you as well?" "When I'm pleased and when I'm not?" "Yes." "No, you censor all the time." " I censored only twice." " We can't shoot." "I don't want you to manipulate me." "I'm fed up with that." "We can't shoot when you're drunk, nor..." "You're so brazen, Bruno." "I saw images of me." "You're just so brazen." "Grace will come." "Right?" " Maybe it's already here." " Now?" "I don't know." "Not now." "But..." "I don't know." "In cinema, I do this, see?" "I touch your foot." "Then I keep the memory of your foot and I write it into a scene." "Then I reconstitute it." "Understand?" "But there's something raw right now." "So, rawness is very difficult for me." "But I'm trying." "I feel you're very digital." "Yet not at all, I feel." "Really?" "But, digital cinema..." "digital camera is..." " Rawness." " Yes." "As it's a handy-cam it's unstable." " Things as they come." " You see me that way?" "I think you're quite like that." " No?" " I don't know." "Actually, I'm not sure." "I'm a bit like that, but not exactly like that." "On the surface you are." " You know me beyond the surface." " I know you're different inside." "Your interior is cinematographic." "Your exterior is digital." "I want to shoot Films." "So, explain." "Too late." "I was talking about sex and you said I came too late." "Listen Bruno, you're tiring me out." "I like touching your body." "Day and night." "Voilà." "That's what I have to say." "And when you have your period, I know you do." "But I still want to touch you and I want you to touch me... to touch one another." "You may want things that I don't want." "Tell me that you don't want to." "If you don't want to, answer me so, ok?" "I'm talking to you, telling you what I want." "That's ok if you don't want to." "You used to say:" ""You can't touch me at night." "I can't stand it."" "I couldn't stand it." " I didn't touch you, then." " I've changed." "Yes, I know." "For now, it's only words." "If you don't want to, I respect you." "Understand?" "You are so touching, so I want to touch you." "But I came too late." "I don't know." "Did that line mean something to you?" "I don't even remember what I was talking about." " Really?" " Yes." " Don't you remember that line?" " No" "You told me: "In any case, you came late."" " No." "I remember you." " Did I really come too late?" "I remember what did happen." "And you, that I love." "That's all." "I don't remember saying that line." " Not at all." " I love you too." "But you ask so many things of me." "I never ask you for anything." "Nothing." "I just want you to be yourself." "I am myself." "I'm like that." " I like who you are." " Then take me as I am." "Yes." "But you don't like who I am, do you?" "Don't say that." " What do you love, then?" " About you?" "Many things." "Many things." "You are so touching." "But I came too late." "It's a problem for you not to touch me?" "Of course, Joana!" "I want to touch you." "But you say:" ""All these guys, etc."" "I don't care about them." "I'm talking about me." "Above all, I like talking about love with you." "If I can't, with whom could I?" "I don't know." "You don't?" "No!" "Why should I?" "No!" "I don't know with whom you could talk about love." "I want to talk about it with you." "I'm delighted that you want to talk about it with me." "I want to talk about it with you too..." "I think." "I'm asking too much?" "You ask me for many things but there's nothing to ask." "You'd rather not know?" "Me to be silent?" "No!" "Not knowing what?" "What I'm talking about." "You decide not to talk and we don't." "No." "It's just that..." "For me, sex is more natural..." "Much more natural." "Tell me why I came too late." "I never said that." "But why do you keep saying that" "I want to live with you but you think I'm annoyed about you taking decisions?" "Why do you say that?" "I want to live with you?" " What?" " Do I want to live with you?" "I don't know." "Do you or don't you?" "Do I?" " No!" " No." "I want to be with you, not to live with you." "I don't want to be, nor live..." "Neither?" " You don't want us to be together?" " Sometimes." "Sometimes?" "And what about the rest of the time?" "I'm all alone." " You're all alone?" " Yes." "It seems weird to you, doesn't it?" "I'm not there." "I don't know what goes on." "What do you mean?" "Nothing." "I don't know." "So you answer me that it's like that." "The answer to what?" " To what I just said." " I have no idea." " I don't even know if I said it." " You don't..." "You don't want us to touch each other." "Get some girl who wants to touch you!" "Take the TV host." "She fancies you." "Fuck, yes!" "She'd fondle you so bad." " You think?" " I'm not like that at all." "There you have it!" "You're not like that." "And you know it!" "That's also why you love me." " I didn't get what she said." " She said she's sixty" " That woman is not that kind." " Which one?" " The one charging the batteries." " Which one is that?" " The one in the other carriage." " I don't know her." "The one on the right is very nice." "The head of our carriage is very nice." "Yes." "Do you want me to put you to your bed?" "I love you." " Do you want me to help you?" " I love you." "I love you too." "I'm asking you if you need my help." "You have to see the sculpture of Marilyn Monroe." "When we arrived in Vladivostok." "She was hideous." "I didn't see it." "She looked like a monster." "It doesn't seem to work." "But I want to eat and I have no Russian money." "I'm staying here!" "You can't eat." "I will." "I'm going to take some money out." "Where are we?" "What were you saying?" "Being with someone means you can't be with someone else." "Not at all." "You're so great, Bruno!" "You are really monomaniac." " I am monomaniac!" " Not at all!" "Our affair is unique and I couldn't have it with anyone else." "I just want to be normal and people to be normal with me." "What keeps you from having a normal relationship?" "See, I'm entering this room and everything will be fine!" "I'm sure it won't." " That's why I'm going to leave you." " No!" "I'm going home with you." "I can go home alone." " I don't want to alienate you." " Do you love me, Bruno?" "I love you, Joana." " I love you too." " I don't want to alienate you." "I can hear it all  now." "I hear things that I like and it makes me feel complete." "Let's smoke a cigarette on the way and then eat." " I'm very hungry." " It's on the way, ok?" "Could you care about my desires?" "And you about mine." "I do." "I don't smoke while you smoke so much." "You don't smoke..." "Tell me what kind of effort is that?" "I accept that you smoke whereas I don't." "I don't smoke in front of you:" "I go outside." "So you don't get annoyed." "But I have to wait before eating." "I often wait for you." "That's true." "I can't say otherwise." "That's a problem for you?" ""That's a problem for you?"" "Sometimes no." "Sometimes yes." "You often leave before I do so that you don't have to wait for me." " You're so selfish..." " You take your time." "You have your own time and I have mine." "I don't want to wait for you." "When I'm looking for something, I want you to help me." "You mean your mobile?" "I searched for it with you." "It wasn't in the apartment." "You took your time before searching." "I really feel you didn't give a shit." "That it actually comforts your fantasy about being alone with me for a week when I have no mobile." "You are really paranoid." "Perhaps you stole it from me." "Yes, I did." "I want to cut you off from the world." "I don't want you to see anyone." "I want you to be all mine." "Is that what you think?" "Don't know." "I wonder sometimes." "I can't stand it when you talk to others." "I want you to talk to me only, to be connected to me." "I'm for the primitive couple." "See?" " You lived 17 years with your wife." " That was not primitive." "I want you to be my wife, my own thing, my object." "I don't want you to have contact with anyone." "A return to the archaic." "Your liberty:" "I don't give a fuck." " So..." "Want to tie me up now?" " To tie you up..." "There's something about the veil that I like." "Next time you leave, put your sweater on..." "So, none will see you." " I'm going to do it." "Every time you step out, I see all men..." "You love it." "From now on, you shall be veiled." "How do you do that with a film camera?" "How do you film inside a carriage?" " How do I?" " The carriage is too small." "So we trick." " We redo this in the studio." " We have to, don't we?" "Or you shoot close-ups." "But if no one knows where the character is, there's no point of being in the carriage." "What?" "If we don't know where the character is..." "I mean: if there is no long shot of Trans-Siberian we don't know what the close-ups mean." "Did you pay?" "Yes I did." "He's saying something..." "I don't understand." "Me neither." "Maybe you didn't give him enough." "Did you give him more?" "So!" "Give him more!" " Do you have my jacket?" " Yes" "That guy's so great!" " Stop!" " It's not our room!" "Shit!" "It's so crazy!" "Get that, Bruno." "Do you have my jacket?" "Fuck." "It's 4:30 am!" "Calm down!" "Everything's cool." "So..." "Cheese!" "A green apple?" "A red one?" " A red apple." " Red." "Let's take two." "A pear!" "Pears, it's better!" " l'd rather have a pear too." " Do you?" "A yellow pear or a green one?" " Yellow." "No apples." "Maybe a banana?" "How to say..." "You can't eat." "I only have 10 rubles." "The way you're talking to me..." "Where were you?" "Did you go to the restaurant?" " The shop." " There's a shop?" "Which way did you go?" "Which way?" "Sorry..." "No, I was in the toilets." "I want to direct you but you don't." "I do!" "But only be directed..." "I direct my actors that way..." " I try to catch rawness." " But you direct other actors." "But you're an actress, Joana." "But in your films, you direct other actors." "Not now:" "I want to work with you now." "But you want to frame me when I'm really angry." " Of course." " I don't want to." "You suck." "It's weird." "You surprise me." "Why do you limit ourselves?" "I like to put up limits sometimes, with you." "Why?" "I don't totally trust you." "I'm not sure you totally love me." "I'm only making this film for "lot of love"." ""For lot of love"?" " "For lot of love" of what?" " Of you." " Why don't you want to be framed?" " I do." "But not the way you want me to." "I don't want you to manipulate me." "It's my job." "I want to be conscious of it." "That's why I don't work with people like you." ""You!"" "I mean all of you..." "Manipulation is beautiful." "It means to take in one's hand." "But that can't only go one way." " The way I direct actors isn't pejorative." " That's not what I mean." "Manipulation is good when we get paid for it." " It's a worthy manipulation." " It's a job." "Bruno." "I agree on being manipulated by a director if I'm paid." "It's my job." "Really." "Should I pay you?" "What do you mean?" "No." "But..." "You could..." "Oh..." "Fuck!" "I'm asking!" "Stop judging me!" " Do I have to pay you?" " Why are you yelling?" " So, say "No"!" " No!" "So, money's not the problem." "No." "But if I do what you ask me to," "I think you should pay me." " How much do you want?" " Nothing!" " I want us to make a film..." " You say you need to be paid." "So, let's act and I pay you." "I don't want you to pay me Bruno." "Why?" "You're my lover and I don't want you to pay me." "I will pay you to act one scene." "So, which scene do you want?" "I don't have a lot of money." "So that's not going to work." "I'm too expensive." "What's the scene?" "A real argument." " How much will you pay me?" " I want you to be angry." "How much for that?" " 50 rubles." " Great." "Wonderful!" " 50 rubles." " No." "Never." "Too bad." "We won't do it." "We'll do nothing." "Don't cover up your face." "I can't see you." "We are experimental." "We love in an experimental way." " Like no one else." " But I'm not sure you love me." "Do you doubt?" "That makes you sad?" "Do you feel sad or unhappy?" " I don't know." " You feel sad." "As you know how I feel, I'll let you decide." "It's a question!" "I doubt about it." "Doubting is good." "I also doubt your love for me." "That's why we keep saying it." "People say "I love you" because they're worried." "You can feel it too." "When I don't feel it, I tell you." "And the last time I said it, it made you angry." ""Don't speak about it!"" ""What is this question?" I don't feel it." "Last night, I felt it." "Sometimes I don't." "We made love and you feel something." "Fuck Bruno!" "That's the way it is." "You live as someone who has been alone a long time." "I'm alone." "I'm also alone." "That's not the point." "I don't know how to say this." "It's something you feel when you're with someone." "My story with the phone makes you giggle." "No, it doesn't!" "I'm stoic, and there's nothing I can do!" "Yes you can." "You can be with me..." "When things aren't well." "When things go badly, you're not there." "I'm fed up with that!" "I expect more from you." "You have lived." "You have children, you know life..." "You made meaningful films." "For me, you make films which say something." "But sometimes I think you're a complete idiot." "I mean it." "You're a material for films." "It's not that bad!" "It doesn't matter as you don't film me." "I'm filming you naked and we can't see you." "Great." "Right?" "So I'm commentating it." "Here I am, on your bum but we can't see you." "Understand?" "No." "But I hear you." "I don't understand you, but I'm hearing you." "You're hearing me?" "I'm filming you naked but we can't see you." "You don't like me to film you naked." "If nobody sees me, that's ok." " Why?" " I can't be seen." "And if you can?" "I don't want to anymore." "China is there..." "Further to the south." "What have we done so far?" "Since the beginning?" "Look." "I'm showing you." "And that's what's left..." "All that." "I'm here." "You took some horrible shots of me." "Not my drunken moments, because those can be beautiful." "For example, you once filmed my profile and..." "For a filmmaker, I find that's mediocre." "I'm not only interested in beauty." "But you usually film people so well." "I started to doubt you loved me that day you shot my profile for so long..." " I wondered if your eyesight was ok." " No." "So, that might be the reason..." "Bruno, you're very beautiful!" "Do you want some chocolate?" " We already have vodka." "Water?" " Water's good." "Do you want a beer, no?" "I'm scared that in the long run..." "Oh, this fucking fly again!" "many things are knotty for you." " I can't stand you drunk." " I could be not drunk." "When you're drunk, I can't stand it." "When I'm not around, that's your business." "I don't care." "You can do what you want." "You love talking about that in front of the cameras." "You're cutting the camera?" "I keep telling you." "Does that bug you?" "I'm not hurting anyone." " Never." " Yes." "Me." "When?" " When you are drunk before me." " Why?" "Because I'm here!" "When I'm not around, you can do as you like." "You're so masculine and macho!" " Change fiancée!" " No." "With me, it won't work." "That's why we should break up." "I think so too." "I think we should separate." "That's what I've been saying." "I can get it." "I've come because it's very far." "I'm a foreigner here." "And for me, foreigners are the ideal spectator." "I don't know if I will be, but I'm going to try." "No, I really mean it." "I think you have to go for the audience." "I'm not happy to be in an ivory-tower making films on my own." "I'm interested in my audience so..." "You must go after it." "That's what "popular movies" mean for me." "But you can be popular and also rigorous and..." "Dignified." "I thought travelling together would be great..." "But didn't you realize at one point that this trip to Russia was the only occasion for you to be alone with me." "I know I'm really paranoid..." "Didn't you think about it?" "Now?" "No." "Before we decided to go to Russia together."