"P M R" "_P_ M_ _R_" "__P_S_ MO_ _E_R__" "___P_S_E_ MOV_ _S_E_R___" "___P_S_E_R_ MOVI_ _P_S_E_R___" "___P_S_E_R_ MOVIE_ _P_S_E_R___" "(:_P_S_E_R_:)*MOVIES*(:_P_S_E_R_:) ----------------- ÖTOÑÖ 2004" "Synchronized by:" "Synchronized by:" "[P_" "Synchronized by:" "[PS_" "Synchronized by:" "[PSE_" "Synchronized by:" "[PSER]" "Synchronized by:" "[PSER Maldonado Uruguay]" "I wasn't afraid of this new happiness, but of mentioning it." "I don't know if Fernando realized that  because our love was made of words too..." "THE CITY OF THE SUN ... those words said to avoid saying "love", for instance." "Now I understand that fear." "I'd learnt that important things lived in silence." "You're an old woman!" "It's Mum!" "As she wasn't home when I got back from school she'd change their position just to surprise me." "Doesn't she know you have company now?" "Well, yes and no." "My mum!" "She must be feeling ill to stay home during the week." "Mum?" "Mummy?" "Mum?" "Mummy?" "Mum?" "Mum?" "Mummy!" "Mother!" "Mum!" "Mummy!" "Mother!" "We're all camels." "The camel behind cries because of the hump of the camel in the front." "Manuela should be with me." "But my parents..." "I can't take her home." " Do you have their number?" " No." "Go and ask her." "No." "Poor Manuela." "You love them, but parents are a drag." "I phoned Dr Rios, just in case." "But no, Dalma wasn't ill." "We'd hardly seen each other the last month." "I'm studying for my finals, I met a boy." "I didn't realize she was not all right." "She'd never talk about herself." "Nothing." "She didn't leave me any clue to understand." "You never know how the mind works." "Dalma was a great fighter." "I don't think it was any particular problem." "Maybe she was just tired." "Dalma loved you!" "And I loved her." "But maybe Mum wanted more, don't you think so?" "Calm down..." "It's all right, yes..." "Yes, it's all right, relax..." "Is Pablo there, please?" "Don't be long." "Someone's waiting a call." " You're such a darling." " Could you knock?" " Why?" "Aren't we all girls?" " Sorry, but we're gay." "Don't take it bad!" "Just kidding!" "Next time I'll knock!" "How are you?" "Hey!" "I can't hear a thing!" "Shall I visit you when I finish here?" "Say I'm your boyfriend and the Recycled will drop dead!" "You won't have to see them anymore." "If I weren't gay, you'd be my girlfriend." "Because you're a girl with balls!" "Poor Dalma!" "She was never happy." "Never." "Dalma, it's Luis." "I've been waiting for your call." "Please, I need to talk to you." "I have just a few days." "Please, Dalma, please." "Hey, girl." "You didn't give us the Recycled's number." " If you hear this..." " Please call me." "Call me?" "Call us!" "Kisses." "Luis again." "I thought I might find you at this hour." "I know it's hard, but please, Dalma, we must talk." "Thank you for letting me take care of you." "Thank you for coming." "PETITION TO PRESIDENT GENERAL J. R. VIDELA" "Is this your dad?" "Yes." "When did you find out what happened to him?" "I've always known." "My mum moved to France after he disappeared." "She was three months pregnant with me." "We were alone there and she'd always talk about him." "The more I understood, the more I loved him." "My Mum used to say that you don't die as long as there's someone that remembers you." "What am I going to do now?" "I can't believe Mum did this to me without a reason!" "Why?" "Why?" "Manuela, I know it's terrible, but maybe she felt so bad she couldn't leave any explanation." "I need to know!" "I need to know!" "Yes?" "Phone the office, please." "Do you have the number?" "All right." "It was Luis, a customer." "He wanted an appointment." "I'll run the bath for you and make you a nice breakfast." "Why?" "I don't know." "You've been working together for 20 years!" "Did she have money problems?" "Anything I don't know?" "No." "When you finish here, come to my office." "Yes." "All right." "Bye." "Things are not going so smoothly." "She left you no money, but no debts either." "I know Dalma counted on me." "I'm not the friend of hers you love most but I..." "When you have no family, you think who'll inherit your stuff." "Some day, all this will be yours." "Say yes, Manuela." "Nowhere will you be better than here." "You'll have all the time you need to study." "Please let me help you." "Who's calling?" "All right." "Yes?" "It's a Luis." "You know him?" "He called many times, but Dalma wouldn't talk to him." "He says he's a friend." "I think he's a nuisance." "Shall I deal with him?" "Yes, it's Manuela." "I asked for Dalma, please." " Who is it?" " Luis, a friend." "I'm Dalma's assistant." " Could you tell me...?" " It's personal." "You can come to her office today at 16 hours." "Do you need the address?" "Her office?" "OK." "Thank you." "You could've told him you're Dalma's daughter." "He wouldn't have told me anything." "You're lying to that poor man." "Poor man?" "He told you he was a customer." "At the office, he said he was a friend." " It's not right, Manuela." " Mum wouldn't talk to him!" "Stop it!" "You're just seeing things!" "You too." " And what did you get?" " Time." "I need to find out who he is!" "Hi, stud!" "I have no idea who Luis is." "Maybe if I see him..." " Mail for you." " Thank you." "Thank you." "How do you do?" " Manuela?" " Yes." "I'm so sorry, but I had no way to contact you." "Dalma had to travel to meet a customer in the provinces." " Can I do anything for you?" " Yes, call her." "Tell her that I came here specially to talk with her." "Ask her when we can meet." "I must go back to Barcelona." "Where can I find you?" "I'll call you tomorrow." "Good afternoon." "Room 823." "His name is Luis Formosa." "Dalma was very quiet when she was a little girl." "It was easy to look after her." "I brought her up, you know." "She was five when she came." "Her parents couldn't keep her." "After a while, they stopped visiting her." "She waited for them until she was fifteen." "Then I thought the worst part of her life was over." "I can't go to the cemetery." "I don't know why I went back to the square." "I loved Raul very much." "He had no mum either." "Mrs Carla, I'll always come." "If you need anything, call me." "Don't get mad at your mum." "We must respect the dead's wishes." "I hadn't prayed for so long." "But now I'm asking God not to get mad at her!" "Don't...!" "Mrs Carla do you know Luis Formosa?" "He's a friend of Mum's." "No." "She never brought him here." "We used false names." "Juana and I were in a group that had just joined the organization." "We didn't know all our comrades." "Besides, we were caught much earlier than your dad." "This Formosa might have joined later." "He could be a new friend." "Why should he be from those times?" "I don't know." "They don't know him at the office." "He's attractive, isn't he?" "He's got an air of authority, distinction." "He's not like any of mum's friends." " Thank you very much." " Walter!" "He lives in Barcelona, but hasn't got a broad accent." "You can tell he's got money." "He's certainly not like any of you mum's friends." "Mrs Benita is waiting for me." "Walter sent me." "Come in." "It's been a whole hour." "He won't come." " Can you buy another one?" " I can't." "Let's go." "He'll come." "He's about to finish." " We'll have to do it." " Shit!" "My name is Raul Silveyra." "I live in Villa Urquiza." "Shit." "Benita de Jesus." " Stop joking." " You stop it." "Benita de Jesus." "Pompeya." "300 Cachimayo Street." "Show me the picture, but I think I know who he is." "Obviously the rich get old much nicer." "Your intuition was right." "He was part of the organization." ""Facha" Formosa." "He was caught in a meeting with other comrades." "We had a lot of troubles at that time." "We had no houses, no cars, no money." "It was a meeting of comrades from the provinces." "The military were looking for some of them." "Like Raul, your dad." " My dad was there?" " Yes." "Your dad was in charge of the link with other regions of the country." "Raul and other three disappeared another one escaped two stayed in prison until democracy was recovered." "Facha had no police record." "He was beaten hard." "He had military relatives." "They sent him abroad." "No one saw him again." "Those of us outside thought he'd betrayed them." "Those who were inside were not so sure." "And what do you think?" "He was the only one who could've betrayed us." "I wonder why he's looking for my mum." "I don't know." "I stopped seeing them long before Raul was caught." "We were working in different zones." "I was more a friend of your dad's than of Dalma's." "I was a bit in love with him." "I didn't know he had a daughter." "You must see Lucia." "She was in charge of your mum." "In charge?" "She led the group where Dalma was." " What day is today?" " Wednesday." "Oh Lord!" "Lucia will be here in a second." "Come, come!" "In 1976, my brother saw Formosa in a detention camp." "He was in bad shape." "They had no mercy on him." "He had no military relatives but his family did have important connections." "Lineage does count, you know." "Everything went all right." "I'll see what we can eat." "You don't resemble your mum very much." "No." "Formosa was quite a character." "He was arrogant." "He liked giving orders." "But he was bold." "He knew how to cope with bad times." "Some saw him in Europe some years ago." "He looked away." "As he was accused of turning people in he decided to break contact." "How was his relationship with my mum?" "They were lovers." "He was madly in love with her but Dalma had always been in love with Raul." "Did Formosa and my dad get along?" " Who's your father?" " Raul." "You're Raul's daughter?" "Hi." "I thought it was paranoia." "Uncle Walter in person and aunt Juana in spirit." "Hard, isn't?" "Dalma?" "Dalma?" "You don't trust me?" "I don't trust you either, Luis Formosa." "I don't." "That man, Luis, said he'd ring today." "But he didn't." "I don't want him to find me home if he comes back." "What are you going to do?" "Let's do a swap." "For me?" "Let's get out of here." "I told Pablo we're eating out together." " What's all this?" " I'm not joining you today." "Pablo, they're two!" "I want to experience everything, girl." "Don't stay if you don't like it." "And if he takes those strangers to your place?" "How far can he go?" "And you want him to take care of you?" " You dislike him because he's gay!" " That's all he talks about!" "All the time!" "You've everything sorted out and just can't understand." "Me?" "What have I sorted out?" "I only know how to study." "It's not that I don't understand." "I don't think it's right." "That's why you ask Pablo for help and not me." " I don't want to mess you up with my things." " I care about you." "Manu, if I'm not all right with you I can't do anything." "Fer it's best not to see each other for some days." "You must study and I need to know what happened!" "We shouldn't drift apart." "That's not the way." "Please." "Please!" "You said you were coming home after the show!" "I've been waiting for you for two hours!" "Pablo, you're not taking this seriously." "What's wrong?" "I'm so cold." "It's nothing." "You keep sleeping." "Please don't ask me to leave." "Do you know who I am?" "My nights are a nightmare." "I can't sleep and end up sleeping all morning." "I haven't seen the sun in Buenos Aires these days." "I thought you were the type that lives in planes that manages to adjust." "Yes, but this is not a trip." "It's a return." "Temporary, but a return." "Have you lived here?" "Yes." "When did you leave?" "Centuries ago." "I thought you were younger." " What do you do in Barcelona?" " I have a business." " Do you trust this?" " No." "It's not too late." "Let's get something safer." "Does your family live there?" "No." "I'm a hopeless Ioner." "Like Dalma." "You want to talk about her, don't you?" " How much a loner?" " Very much." "It's been centuries since you last saw her too?" "Yes." "She keeps to herself." "I know little about her." "She's not married she works hard, she's efficient." "Was she like that before?" "Partially." "Seriously sociable." "Hard to make her laugh." "Generous, intelligent." "The criticizing type to the level of intolerance." "She would never let her limits be known." "Gorgeous." "Did she tell you how long she'd be away?" "No, but she must be coming back soon." "I haven't got much time." "I could go where she is." "If you're in such a hurry, you could do that." "I'll ask Dalma." "Don't call me at the office." "I must go to college tomorrow." " What college?" " The Law School." "Let's meet in Plaza Francia." "At 13:30." "You'll see Buenos Aires during the day before leaving." "A law girl." "See you, then." "See you tomorrow." " Get in." "I'll take you home." " No, please, there's no need." "I don't do only what is needed." "Get in." "Thank you very much." "Thank you, for helping me out with Dalma." "Where were you?" "I was having dinner with Walter and Juana." "Having dinner with Walter when Juana rang and with Juana when Walter rang." "The messages are there." "You'll choke with so much lies." "Be careful, girl." "You can see a hormone commotion at first sight here." "Bye then." "Don't you ever keep a promise?" "Where's the sun?" "Dalma will be back soon." "She doesn't want me to give you her address." "I had the hope you'd do the wrong thing and let me surprise her." " And lose my job?" " Dalma won't see me?" " No, she didn't say that!" " But you think so." "I'm not saying she won't see you but anyone who knows her knows she doesn't mix work with pleasure." "And she sets the example." "You're on your way to become her replica." "Bye then." "Things don't change by themselves." " Great people don't make a corrupt world." " Hi." "Hi." "And they don't make it last either." "Walter, you think the same you thought 20 years ago." "Do you know how much I had to change to be able to hold the values I believe in?" "I never knew any lover of Mum's." "When I asked, she'd say it was her own business." "I guess she had some affairs when she let me sleeping here." "She didn't want to get engaged to anybody?" "A great love like your dad is a privilege and you pay a price for a privilege." "That those of us who came later had to pay." "Don't say that!" "Dalma loved you very much!" "She talked a lot about Dad when I was little." "But later when I tried to talk about him, she'd get upset." "I'd think that in some time, when it wasn't so painful..." "I was wrong, and she took advantage of that." " It's not like that." " It is!" "I trusted her, but she didn't trust me, you or anybody." "You were her best friend and you don't know her." "You can't even imagine how much you don't know." "I try to make a mixed group but they all begin to think alike with time." " To think like you." " Certainly not!" "This is the group of the skeptics." "They'll leave you aside." "I'm not important." "I don't want to teach them anything." "I bring them to my field to make them study." "In our times, you all should be little bourgeois." "Wait a second, these are my times too!" "I don't miss the past a bit." "You're son and father of the times you live." " And about bourgeois..." " The class is over, Walter." "What could I do?" "Go through her drawers, through her mail?" "Force my way into her feelings?" "Force her to confess?" "Your privacy has been respected since you were born." "You can't imagine what it's like to lose it." "When I was in prison, when I suffered that the most I realized you don't need to be in prison to be invaded." "I didn't need to conquer her secrets to be her friend." "I was not her police, but I didn't look the other side." "If suddenly Walter leaves you without a word would you just accept it and respect his privacy?" "I don't need Walter leaving me to understand you!" "With Dalma, a part of my life left too." "But I accept it, even if it's painful." "I accept I couldn't make Dalma stay because she didn't give me any chance to do it." "Consultancy." "Just a minute, please." "Manu?" "Telephone." " Yes?" " I want to apologize for my demands the other day." "Dalma hasn't come back." " Let's have dinner together." " I can't." "Please." "You can't refuse me this favour." "I mean, you can but don't do it." "Don't you have friends or relatives?" "My life here is over." "Thank you." " There's Dalma." " Really?" "She's back?" "Why Law?" "Some lawyer in the family?" "No." "There are no lies in Law." "We give the best we expect of ourselves always keeping in mind that we can fail." "I'm studying Sociology too but as I'm working, I don't have much time." "What do your parents do?" "They're doctors and they're quite worried about my future." "Competition, specialization, masters and all that stuff." "The idea I won't be able to make it terrifies them." "It was getting contagious, so I got a job and moved." "And you're not afraid now." "I know the future may end anytime right now." "That's true." "But you must live as if you were immortal." "That's deluding yourself." "This might be the end and we might not meet again but who can know we won't meet in some time in any other place." "You see, there are no certainties." "Then why not let myself be carried away by mystery and enjoy this moment I'm living with you?" "Thinking only about the present is as dangerous as living for the future or living in the past." "Believe me, when one of the three times is not there something's wrong." "A while ago you said your past life was over." "My ties are over but I carry my past with me." "Why is Dalma the exception?" "I need to sort something out with her." " Is it so important?" " Yes, very much." "It's unforgivable." "I'm with the prettiest girl in Buenos Aires and instead of persuading her I'm the best for her tonight I tell her things that make her sad." "What?" "You can tell any secret to a man you won't see again." "I can't now." "You've left me with no certainties." "Not knowing what's happening is not for me." "It scares me when there are matters unresolved that question..." "I don't like that." "I don't like mysteries." "No!" "I can't!" "Forgive me, but I can't!" "It's all right." "It's all right, but please don't look at me like that." "Oh God!" "Luis is my dad!" "Zulema was like a sister to us, always together at college." "When the group broke up your mum and I ended up clashing with Zulema." "We never saw each other again." "After a while, the two groups began working together again and joined the same organization, but we couldn't ger over our bitter feelings, I suppose." "Go." "Good luck." "Thanks for your help even if you think I'm violating my mum's privacy." "You have a right to know your history." "And it takes courage to do what you're doing." "A girl wants to see you." "If you get her as volunteer, she's working with me, right?" "Ask her what she wants, because I can't see her now." "She says it's personal." "She's Dalma's daughter." "In those times, political differences meant everything." "You were either with or against a position." "Dalma was against the armed struggle." "It's been so long since I last talked about these things." "Raul and your mum disagreed completely and he broke up with her." "I think Dalma never got over it because it was love, passion." "You don't get over that easily." "Javier, go!" "Your lunch will get cold!" "Some time later, she began to see Facha, Luis." "Though knowing your mum, it doesn't surprise me that being with Luis she kept seeing Raul." "Love, passion." "Their closest friend was Gabriel." "He can tell you more." "And you must see Tito too." "It won't be easy to find him, because Tito has the oldest profession in the world." "He's a thief, and he's into heavy stuff." "You need to go with me." "Bloody hell!" "They took my van away." "Someone's waiting for me in a car." "It's Juana." "If you don't mind..." "Let's go." "Why did Dalma kill herself?" "I don't know." "It wasn't easy for us to build a life." "Sometimes you think it's gone but you keep asking questions the wounds are there, and there's your child." "And you feel urged to sort it out." "Otherwise, you'll leave the problem to them." "It's hard." "I think it's impossible to get out of this alone." " Hi." " Hi." " How are you?" " All right." "We're not going far." "Could you?" "Of course." "Get in." "Tito, what are you doing here?" "Zulema, you can't see your son for a while." "Negro, Facha, Santiago, Gringo!" "They were waiting for us!" " I'll give him a kiss!" " There's no time!" "Come!" "Wait for me, Mum!" "Wait, Mum!" "Wait!" "Turn at the corner and go five blocks straight." "You can come at three." "I knew my mum was against armed struggle." "We talked about that." "But she never told me she had problems with her comrades." "Dalma was not the only one." "But nobody argued against it as hard as she did." "Dalma and some comrades thought that if we forced our way into power with guns we would create a violent power that the means make the end." "It would've been different with an armed struggle." "We wouldn't be able to avoid hierarchical discipline." "We would stop being what we were." "We didn't want power for our group, but for the people." "That was the point!" "We were fighting for the people or with the people?" "It needed time." "Dalma thought things needed time that you couldn't force them." "But with so much injustice so much arrogance it was very hard to be patient." "And most of us disagreed with Dalma." "When we split up, it was very hard for her." "Drifting apart from her dear comrades." "And when she came back from exile she didn't want to see anybody." "Your dad and Manuela's dad disappeared the same day." "And after so much shilly-shalling I married Gringo." " He's Gringo's son?" " Yes!" "Oh, Turca!" "I just can't believe it!" "You and Gringo!" "I need to see Tito." "It's about something personal that happened long ago." "If that wasn't the case, you and I wouldn't be talking." "Tell me about it and Tito might see you or give you the information you want." "He knew my mum." "I forgot to ask the name she used then." "Just tell him I'm Dalma's daughter." "Does your mum know you're looking for Tito?" "My mum died." "The doors my mother had closed down were opening  letting me see Dalma  a stranger that was taking me deep into the unknown." "It was a painful victory." "Dalma was destroying Mum, and I hated her for that." "Great!" "Divine!" "Get out." "I've come to sort things out." "Leave me alone." "Don't be so difficult now." "I was stoned the other night." "It's all right but get out." "I love the way you are." "Fast, straightforward." "Don't pretend to be so difficult now." "I apologize, all right?" "Come on." "Alone." "Let's say good-bye as friends." " Let's go, Manuela." " What are you doing?" "What gave you that shit?" "No one gave me anything!" "I just drank too much!" "I'm really worried!" "Why?" "Could anything worse happen to me?" "It wasn't you who caused what's happening to you so far." "Let go of me!" "You're a bastard!" "Let go!" "I don't want to!" "Are you listening?" "I don't want to!" "Fernando, don't!" "Let's go!" "Who are these fuckers!" "I'm not in the mood anymore." "Your friend is rather unkind." " And the jeep?" " Round the corner." "Let's go with them so they get there safe." "Manu?" "It's me." "I'm at your place." "Please, pick up the phone." " You and Raul were friends, weren't you?" " Yes." "When Dalma and Raul broke up it was very painful for all of us." "I was so down I slept two days in a row." "After they broke up, they kept seeing each other?" "Yes." "Nobody knew that." "They'd meet in my place." "Both of them found a new lover." "But they needed each other." "It was a difficult time." "What happened with my mum when Formosa was caught?" "My mum wouldn't talk about it and I didn't insist enough." "Gabriel, if I don't know who she is I'll never know who I am." "Listen, girl, I loved Dalma very much." "I respected her disagreement and her need to get out but I could never understand why she mixed with Formosa." "So upper class, pretentious, vain, arrogant." "I could never stand him." "The fact Dalma chose him made our comrades respect him ever more." "Who could think Dalma would choose a bad man?" "But time proved I was right." "It was very hard for her that her new lover was a traitor." "Then she hid in a friend's place and some months after the military coup, in June she left the country." "You can meet tomorrow." "Tomorrow?" "I have no time!" "Keep your voice down." "All right, in two hours then." "Thank you." "I'll explain while we walk." "I'd like to see Mrs Dalma, please." "Yes." "A man is asking for Dalma." "She's dead?" "Liliana Cardoso told you..." "That she's gone, she died." "Then she began asking question." "I just tried to make up something." "Sir, there's no need for this tip." "I'm sorry." "No, please, that money is yours." "It's all right." "Dalma is as alive as you and me." "Well, that woman sounded honest to me." "Yes, she did." "It's all right." "Thanks for your try." "Why didn't I stop her?" "What's your name?" " Manuela." " Your cousin on the phone." "Yes?" "It's not a good time, but Tito wants to help you." "Look down." "Don't raise your eyes." "It's better for everyone." " Do you understand?" " Yes." "Give me your handbag." "Yes, yes, yes." "Now your boots." "That's the smell of rubbish." "It'll go soon." "You can open your eyes now." "Are you all right?" " Yes." "Thank you." " Come in." "Your mum!" "We used to call her Mireya." "You've got her same legs." " Have you seen Formosa?" " Yes." " Where's he?" " He wouldn't say." "But you know it." "Would you tell me if you knew?" "I think he doesn't want to see anybody..." "They told you he's a traitor?" "Yes, some people." "But you'd rather believe the others." "You take a risk coming, but don't want to blow his cover." "Facha, bloody hell!" "All women choose Facha!" " Come on, come on!" " Let's go, let's go!" "You were the one that managed to escape that day?" "We met in a warehouse." "Facha used to call it "The Caribbean"." "It was so cold there!" "They were waiting for us." "It was raining bullets." "I wetted myself." "Facha helped me out of there but he didn't follow me." "He stayed taking it all with the others." "Some say I made this up to cover him up." "But I didn't." "It's not like that." " I didn't know Dalma was expecting." " No one knew." "When she left, she was three months pregnant." "I was born in France." "I tried to contact your mum to give her a hand but she was hard to find." "Besides, Raul was caught that day." "They were legally married." "She was wanted." "Dalma let us know she was all right but we never saw her again." "Some time later, I heard she'd gone abroad." "Oh God!" "Facha!" "He had such a wild affair with your mum." "I used to envy that." "Well..." "Did they meet again?" "I don't know." "Mum never talked about him." "You're surrounded!" "Give up!" "Did Raul and Formosa get along?" "Raul was first-class the activist we all wanted to be." "How was their relationship?" "It was normal." "You mean about your mum?" "Everything was all right." "Raul had another partner." "But they kept seeing each other." "When your mum had a fight with Facha, she'd go with Raul." "She had a fight with Raul and Facha would be there, always willing." "Nobody knew about this." "What do you want to know that Formosa can't tell you?" "Why does he come to see my mum after so long?" "Why shouldn't he tell you?" "I've got a hunch." "Mum always talked about Raul and said he was my dad." "But when I began to ask about Luis Formosa I thought I thought that Luis is my dad." "But when I talked with Gabriel and he said Raul and Mum kept seeing each other until the end I don't know what to think anymore." "Your mum left when she was three months pregnant." "Do you know the date?" "A few months after the coup, in June." "That I know." "She left the first days of June, 1976." "I was born in December." "She couldn't have got pregnant before March." "They were caught the first days of April, 1976 and Raul had been away for more than three months." "I know that because he used to call me." "He was the link with the provinces." "And he came specially for a meeting in The Caribbean with a comrade from Mendoza." "They had just arrived." "Listen, girl those times are not like these ones." "Your mum was..." "How can I say it?" "She used to see things in black and white." "If she thought that Formosa had betrayed us why would she talk about him?" "When you go fighting you know you can lose." "What you don't know is how painful it is to be defeated." "It's pride." "And without pride what are we?" "Just shit." "Each one of us coped with it the best we could." "But your mum cut her off, she chose the hardest way." "Your mum lost the pride of having fought." "It's a good thing you're strong because when a woman cries I just get more stupid." "If you want me to give him a message..." "No." "I can't be around." " Pucho!" " Yes?" "Thanks a lot." "You can raise your eyes now." "We'll leave you at the next corner." "Could you give Tito this?" "Ask him to give me one day." "Thank you." "No words." "I promise I won't ask any question." "It was very hard for her to leave the country." "A woman was calling me every day." "We pretended that she had a boutique and that I was the dressmaker." "That's how Dalma let me know she was all right." "Who was that woman?" "I never knew." "Thank you." "Wait here." "I heard you looked the same." "You look better to me." "Like everything, it depends on the point of view." "That's true." "While I thought you'd follow my path you were becoming a terrorist." "You never said thank you." "When I ask a favour, I always say thank you." "I would've chosen to die." "It's good your mother never knew that." "She died happy because you were safe." "I always had a soft spot for you." "Your father wanted you dead, but I helped your mum." "She didn't stop until she managed to get you abroad." "Then thank you for helping my mother." "For your father, I was not his brother anymore." "For you, I was not your uncle anymore." "You broke the family up." "That's what wars do." "Come here, you little shit!" "I'd like to talk to Luis Formosa, please." "Thank you." "Can I see you?" "All right." "Tell me when you'd be able and I'll arrange an interview." "All right." "Good afternoon." "Manuela, you're overqualified for this job, but there are many mistakes." "It's not that I'm worried about." "Maybe you need more time to take this responsibility but we can't overlook this matter." "I think Dalma would tell you the same." "Manuela there's no way to survive in such a hard world ignoring things as if they were unimportant." "Yes, she'd say the same." "Don't be afraid." "When I'm drunk, I'm intolerable but harmless." "I become a crybaby." "That's why I drink alone." "You're dangerous." "You're that kind of woman." "And it's been ages since I last felt attached to anyone." " You know what I mean?" " Yes." "Yes?" "You see you're dangerous?" "I've been packing for hours." "Have you ever regretted anything?" "I've always regretted everything." "I shouldn't have come." "I thought it'd be hard to find her and I found her the same day I arrived." "I can't believe I'm leaving without talking to Dalma!" "You could help me packing." "Aren't you happy?" "I'm finally leaving!" " Luis..." " I don't want to hear another lie!" "Death is always the end, even if it's a lie." "I can't believe Dalma could be capable..." "This must be some thing from..." "Liliana Cardoso." "You could understand that 20 years ago, but not now." " No, Dalma!" " What are you saying?" " What?" " Tell your boss she can rise from the dead now." "I'm leaving." "She can't." "Luis, Dalma killed herself just after you arrived." " I asked you to shut up!" "Please!" " Let me explain!" "I asked you to please don't lie to me!" "Luis, please, I need you to listen!" " Please let me talk!" " Get out!" "Get out!" "Luis, please!" "Get out!" "Luis, please!" "I lied to you, Luis!" "I'm Dalma's daughter!" "Mrs Carla, can I ask you a favour?" "Of course, dear!" "What?" "I need you to talk on the phone with someone." "Just keep her talking about anything." "Listen to her voice and tell me if you recognize her." "Good evening." "I was given this number by an estate agency." "I'd like to see the flat." "Please, could you speak a bit slower." "I can't understand." "Yes, I was given this number..." "Yes." "It's her." "Forgive me, Mrs Carla." "I needed to know." "Hi." "Is Fernando here?" "Have you heard about Manuela?" "You've been to my place." "I can imagine what your dad said, if he's not still talking." "My mum thinks Manuela is my girlfriend." "We've really left them without a clue, haven't we?" "But my mum is much happier with Manuela than your dad with me." "If Manuela were really your girlfriend your mum wouldn't like it so much." "Have you heard about her?" "I'm going mad." "Her answerphone full of messages she didn't go to your place either." "I wanted everything with her but she doesn't need me." "She's feeling bad, but she can be without me." "Are you taking the exam?" "Let's study together." "I tried to take it, but my mind went blank." "So I'm taking it next week." "Let's study together." "Yes..." "Yes, yes, yes." "In the cafe tomorrow at eight." "Walk quietly." "Everything's all right." "Go straight." "A friend of us told me she saw you in Europe and you ignored her." "So when I heard you were here I said to myself:" "I'm going to make a pass at him and get him into my limousine." "It'd be a shame that after so many years he'd leave me there on my own." "Turn right." "Say something, you fool!" "I don't have much time!" "Say something!" "How did you find me?" "I've been around doing some business." "How are you?" "Rolling in money, man." "What about you?" "Need any help?" "Because you look a little tired." "Tito, you said two minutes." "This is getting dangerous." "You mustn't push your luck." "Do you mind if I leave you here?" "No, it's all right." "Thank you." "When you see your daughter, tell her from me that we're even." "Let's go!" "Put me through with Fer." "Come in and close the door, please." " What do you know about him?" " That he's my father." "Is he here?" "Since when?" "What does he want?" "Is it him the only one that worries you?" "Look at me!" "Look at me!" "I'm here!" "I've always been here." "How could you conceal from me that Luis is my dad?" "It was because of him, wasn't it?" "Dalma didn't tell me anything!" "You two teamed up not to mention him." "She wanted for you something better than a treacherous dad!" " A fake father was better?" " Luis is dangerous!" "I'm more afraid of schemes." "And what for?" "What did she change killing herself?" "I'm still the daughter of the good and the bad in them!" "Is that so wrong?" "Isn't it what all children live?" "If she decided having me, her duty was to tell me!" "Didn't you think I could see things in another way!" "You see Dalma as your mum but she was a girl." "She was your age and was terribly scared." "She could only think of escaping!" "She couldn't choose as you can now, Manuela!" "That was 20 years ago!" "And now?" "And me?" "She couldn't tell me the truth and she couldn't keep lying?" "Who was I for my mum?" "I beg you not to see that man." "And ignore things as if they were unimportant?" "Have you forgotten your advice?" "I won't sweep my dad under the carpet." "Dalma...!" "Give me a minute, please." "Why did you lie to me?" "She kills herself leaving no clue and you show up!" "I needed to know who you were." "Did they tell you who I am." "The man that made many people get caught." "Is that true?" "Yes." "TERRIBLE CRASH TWO PEOPLE DIE" "Pablo!" "You must leave, please." "Please." "Don't die, you fool." "It's not worth it." "Believe me, it's not worth it." "I was there!" "I was there!" "I couldn't do it!" "I couldn't persuade him!" "I couldn't avoid it!" "I couldn't do anything!" "Pablo would tell me "leave Manuela alone"." ""Who are you to tell her to stop?" "Leave her and wait."" ""If she makes it, great;" "if not, we'll pick up the pieces."" "And now?" "How do we pick up his pieces?" "We're fucked up but we must be on our own!" "Each one of us on our own path." "Is it like that?" "Thanks, but I pass." "This is not for me." "I can't love without caring for the other." "I never talked about this with anyone." "I had lost hope and suddenly I felt the need to talk and I came." "Dalma never gave me a chance." "She thought I had betrayed them and that's it." "You don't need to inform on someone." "There are many ways to betray." "They followed me." "I didn't realize they were there." "But it wasn't your fault, then?" "Yes, it was." "I visited my parents." "I knew I couldn't go back home." "It was their silver wedding anniversary." "And I hadn't seen my mother for so long." "I got home and she was happy to see me, so I stayed." "For one day." "For one day I enjoyed again the things I had left." "Good food, good clothes being caressed being cuddled." "I was 21 and I was feeling old." "For one day, I was again a spoiled child." "In the party, there were some friends of my sister's." "One was from the services." "He recognized me." "And they followed me." "That way foolishly, I put all my comrades at risk." "That's what happened." "Why did you let her keep thinking you were an informer?" "Because I felt like that." "Like an informer." "It took me some time to discover the difference." "Manuela, are you there?" "Manuela?" "You can't make good the damage I've caused." "I didn't come to ask her forgiveness." "Why did you come, then?" "To tell her I bear her no grudge for what she thought." "And to recover..." "I believe in the honor of those who confess their guilt." "I wanted to tell her "yes, Dalma" "I'm guilty I'm innocent and I'm guilty."" "There's something I can't understand." "If you gave your best, what else did you need?" "What did Dalma find lacking?" "What did she expect from her?" "To live up to our ideas." "I know that's hard to understand but that was our happiness." "Living or dying for what we thought we had to do." "When you fail when you couldn't do it you're left out even from yourself." "There's something else." "Sure." "These last days, good things happened between us." "Although sometimes I mistook you for your mother." "She never talked to you about me?" "No." "She never even talked to me about her, poor thing." "Now I think Mum didn't want to live." "She put it off for me." "Then you showed up and she couldn't wait anymore." "Her life must have been terrible, compared to her ideas." "I didn't know about you either." "I didn't know." "I didn't know I had a daughter that I had a daughter." "And Manuela?" "How about talking about Manuela?" "Now I know who I am." "No, you know where you come from." "It's only the beginning." "And you have what it takes." "You're amazing." "I suppose Dalma had a lot to do with that." "The sun's come out today." "I've been lucky on my last day in Buenos Aires." "The rock I had in my chest was beginning to dissolve." "Mum and Dalma were not quarreling inside me anymore." "There was a point where they could meet." "I was the daughter of both of them." "I was a part of her she had offered to the world." "That was where my job began." "Pablo is still with the trial for the death of those men." "Fernando is persuading his parents to support him  although he's living with me." "I'm looking for a job." "As I don't know which degree to leave, I'm still doing both." "The world got bigger but I don't feel smaller." "See, Mum?" "I'm not afraid of words anymore." "La citta del sole" "In 1602, Tommaso Campanella described under this title how a perfect society." "Should be." "Synchronized by:" "Synchronized by:" "[P_" "Synchronized by:" "[PS_" "Synchronized by:" "[PSE_" "Synchronized by:" "[PSER]" "Synchronized by:" "[PSER Maldonado Uruguay]"