""Quando Eu Era Vivo" (2014) AKA "When I Was Alive"" "Top-notch quality subtitles:" "The Brazilians" "Like us on Facebook for more information on new releases:" ""My children." "May this book mark the beginning of a new journey." "We'll be walking side by side, eternally." "From mom, Olga."" "Let me see that book." "Hush, it's dad." "Pedro?" "Junior?" "Junior!" "WHEN I WAS ALIVE" "Hello?" "Hi, it's me." " Me who?" " Me." "I'm going down." "I thought you were only coming tomorrow." "Is that all the luggage?" "It's a madman from the street." "His family abandoned him, now he's homeless..." "So sad." "Come in." "It's not good staying out this late." "We changed the wiring, there are sensors now." "The whole building was renovated." "The elevator's also new." "Did you see how fast it goes?" "The other one was like a locomotive, remember?" "If we don't take good care of things, they end." "There's only the sofa." "Bruna is staying in your room, that girl from Avare." "Where are the grates?" "After your mother died, I decided to take them all out." "It only made sense when you two were little." "But I reupholstered the sofa, it's great." "And the pillow is made out of that Nasa foam, that remembers people's shape." "Even I like sleeping here." "Sometimes..." "Is Caio OK?" "I thought he was coming with you." "He chose to stay with her." "You need to explain everything to your lawyer, with this whole custody thing." "The mother always wins." "Thanks for having me." "Don't worry..." "You can tell me all about it later." "You need to rest." "I didn't want to wake you, but if I skip my routine, my doctor will kill me." " Did I oversleep?" " It's 11 AM." "There's coffee for you in the kitchen." "Aren't you thinking about having lunch?" "I need to go, I have so many things to do." "I'll find the number of that hotel I promised you." "Perhaps we can get dinner, what do you think?" "That's fine." "Bruna is great." "She never delayed a single day in rent." "It's not much, but for a retired man like me, it's already something." "You should meet her." "Hello, I'm Zuzu." "I come from space." "I came to talk to you, kid, who's all alone, no one to play, sometimes you don't have someone to play with." "So, my hint is:" "Make up your friend!" "That's right!" "Hi, I'd like to talk to Tavares." "It's very simple." "You'll need:" "Paper..." "It's a friend of his." "You'll also need non-toxic glue, a pair of children's scissors, that's very important." "Now that everything's set..." "OK, I'm waiting." "Let's fabricate a paper doll" "Make a drawing with pen or pencil" "Cut the legs very carefully" "Then the arms, one at each side" "After you cut the whole body, don't cut the poor guy's head out!" "Did you get it?" "No?" "We'll explain again." "Now, using the children's scissors..." "Did you get some rest?" "I had forgotten how we used to eat eggs here." "That was your mother's, where did you find that?" "In a drawer." "Which one?" "In the living room." "What's the matter?" "Nothing..." "I thought I had packed everything." "Did you talk to your friend?" "Who?" "You said you'd talk to a friend..." "Tavares, that you hadn't seen in years, you said he'd get you a job in Sao Paulo." "No, his phone number's changed." "Can't you look him up in Orkut?" "I'll see that later." "Do you want to eat?" "I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, I'm having dinner at Lurdinha's." "Lurdinha is a neighbor from the eighth floor." "We're just starting something." "I can make us some pasta tomorrow, how about it?" "That's fine." "When you finish, turn off the gas." " Hi." " Hi." "Did you cook dinner?" "This was my favorite dish as a child." "It makes me nauseous, you know?" "Really?" "I swear." "Since mr." "Ze isn't home, let's listen to some loud music." "It's not the same with headphones." "Does my father usually stay out for long?" "It depends." "Do you know that one?" "That song?" "Yeah." "Do you?" "I don't think so." "Does it remind you of anything?" "Madonna?" "That's me." "Do you go to music college?" "I do." "What kind of pizza do you like?" "Anything with cheese." "Are you staying here for a long time?" "Not much." "Just a few days, until I find a place." "Did my father say anything?" "No." "Hi, I'd like to order." "I'd like a pizza, please." "It'll be R$15 each." "You can pay me later." "Large, pepperoni." "Without garlic, please." ""DIED..."" ""DIED..."" "Well, it could be the sciatica." "If it is, it's not in my area of expertise." "It's not something I master." "But what's part of my area is the famous lactic acid." "This lactic acid, that everyone hears about, but no one knows what it is." "What I always say is this:" "The important is to die healthy." "You can't give up on physical exercise, even with pain." "I'm already awake." "I'd like to introduce you to a great friend of mine." "Miranda." "Manicure, advisor, and psychic." " Is that your first son?" " In the flesh." "Good morning." "Good morning, good morning, good morning, magic!" "It's late." "Past 1 PM." "I just need a little space..." "My God..." "No, look that way, just so I can see one thing." "It's the spitting image." "Your nose..." "That bone is just like your dad's." "I hope you got his kindness, too." "Here's water." "There's coffee in the kitchen." "I'm getting up." "I had already seen them, in the picture." "That picture, in the farm, you were holding the horse's reigns, your brother on top of the animal." "I remember it because of the bromeliads, the farm was full of them." "I'm allergic to bromeliads." "My throat closes down, I can't even speak." "Ze, didn't the picture use to be here?" "I put it away." "To keep it safe." " Do we have any aspirins?" " In the usual cabinet." "Excuse me, Miranda." "Where did you get this black on your nails?" "That's a very strong word..." "Let me see..." "There's a great love in your life, but you haven't seen it yet." "Didn't the market have the white one?" "No, only that one." "Less meat, light tomato sauce, no garlic." "That's great, thanks." "I ran into Mathias, the lawyer, by chance, at the club." "He's always there." "I have a lawyer." "You'll need a better one." "It's always good having contacts up your sleeve." "I worry about my grandson too." "Well..." "I bought you both something." "As an apology for bothering." "Nothing fancy..." "How cute." "You didn't have to." "What's this?" "There must be a mistake, this wasn't what I bought." "I bought a stone elephant, so you could put it close to the door." "This is crazy..." "I'll take it back tomorrow." "No, it's not a problem." "It's big, huh?" "I'm always curious to know which face they use to... to make these saints." "I was thinking of something very important." " What?" " It's a visitor's card." "You have to let Miranda do it." "It'll change your life." "That's the first thing they look in a job interview." "Is the resume finished?" "It is." "I mean, I have to make some changes, it's a bit outdated." "I have some samples, if you want." "And a printer, too." "Single or married?" "That's a hard question." "Well, I'll print this one, then you can complete it, OK?" "OK." "My computer's kind of slow." "There..." "What are you doing?" "This used to be Pedro's bed, my brother." "Didn't you ever feel anything weird?" "When I lie down, I sleep like a rock." "Even if rats were in there..." "It's Pedro's handwriting." "Is that blood?" "Stamp ink." "It's funny, I've been dreaming about him so much..." "Him and my mother." "BLOOD BROTHERS I can't stop thinking about this house..." "And this room..." "I have a sister, did you know?" "Camila." "I haven't seen her since I came here." "She still lives in Avare." "But I'm not going back there, no way." "Hey, Paulo." "Can I call you later?" "I'm a bit busy now." "FULL NAME:" "Jose Matos Junior" "ADDRESS:" "I've been thinking about moving to the spare room." "Is my morning exercise bothering you?" "No." "I got the phone of that hotel, down the street, remember?" "I'll pay, of course." "But what's the problem with the spare room?" "It's full of garbage, you can't even go in." "Fine, I can take it all out." "No, I want you to be comfortable." "Fine..." "I don't even know where I put the key." ""For My Children" Olga Matos" "What's this?" "It was in the spare room." "I found the key." "That must be rotten, full of termites..." "I don't want old things in my living room." "I'll have the superintendent take it all away." "There are no termites." "It's just like it was." "Like it was?" "What did you do all day?" "Is the headache better?" "And that, what is it?" "It's Lurdinha's." "She lent it to me." "So I can watch in bed." "PEDRO + ..." "I LOVE YOU MOMMY" "I'm ready, go." "Jump." "I said "jump", not "skip like a gazelle"." "Are you Pedro or Pedrita?" "Film over here." "Play it right, Junior." " Can you do better?" " I can." "Let me film you, man." "Try raising the camera." "I can't see anything." " Let me try." " Fine." "Can you see her?" "5 to the left, 3 to the side..." " Can you hear it?" " I can." " What is he saying?" " He's pulling your leg tonight." " Stop it!" " It's true." ""Pedro..." "I'll pull your leg toni..."" "5 to the left, 3 to the side, Pedro..." "That's it..." "I can't hear anything." "He doesn't like you, he won't talk to you." "He only talks to me and mom." "Stop it..." "He thinks you're ugly." "You are." "Strawberry flavor." "The heads are really good, Olga." "They really are." "It's my time, I have to go." "Give it to me." "It's the serpent..." "Why did you come back?" "I'll tell you one thing:" "You can't go back in time." "Miranda said it's not good keeping old things." "It brings bad energy and bad luck," "I should've solved this a long time ago." "I made it myself." "With Bruna." "But I don't speak English." "You should have learned by now." "The car's picking you up at 3 PM." "The driver's name is Donato." "I left you a shirt on the sofa." "Giani's waiting for you at the shop to talk." "Don't forget your resume." "Mr. Jose Matos?" "Yes." "It must be funny, having the same name as your father." "I'm sorry, I just need to check the hood, this engine's a bit temperamental." "Lurdinha sent you a cake." "This is for you to check for a fever." "I explained everything to Giani." "He'll see you another day." "How is this pain you're feeling?" "On the head." "Yes, but where?" "Over here, at the back...?" "It's everywhere." "I think it's best to call dr." "Romeo." "I have his home number." "You don't need to call or talk to anyone." "If it's head related, it's always best to check." "Your insurance is valid, right?" "So it doesn't make sense not to..." "Shut up!" "I'm not my brother." "Don't make any noise, mr." "Ze's home." "How bizarre..." "What happened here?" " Stop it." " No." "Stop it!" "Give it to me." "It's none of our business." "5 minutes, I'll be right back." "Wow..." "What's up, bro?" "How's it hanging?" "Hey!" "Can't you knock?" "It's just that..." "I found this." "It's my mother's." "I wanted you to play it for me." "Can't you see I'm busy?" "My mother used to play the piano." "We had a piano in the living room." "But my father must have thrown it away." "Where are you going?" "I don't know." "The night is young." "I'm ready." "May I come in?" "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell." "It's alright." "Do you know what mom did with the cast heads?" "No, that was her business." "She kept it somewhere." "I forgot where, it's not in the spare room." "This thing of making your heads out of cast was part of her craziness." "She said she'd take it to Aparecida city, that it would be good for you, like a cleanse." "She used to love those things." " What things?" " The occult." "What about yours?" "Why didn't you let her do yours?" "I don't believe in that stuff." "Someone had to put a stop to those habits of hers." "She was crazy." "Your brother started believing in those stories, and at the end, he was crazy just the same." "He wouldn't cross the T's." " What?" " The letter "T"." "He'd always forget." "Do you miss him?" "I do." "I miss how he was before." "Before..." "Do you remember how I used to put you to sleep?" "You..." "You were very young..." "We'd take you to the car, and I'd cruise around town with you," "until you fell asleep." "You rode backseat with your mother," "In that white Brasilia." "The first car I ever bought." "You'd keep saying a bunch of things in that crazy baby language." "And your mother would laugh..." "I drove slowly, looking at you two on the rear view mirror." "I'd leave the radio on, not playing music, you used to like hearing the news." "When you'd fall asleep, your mother would poke me for me to turn down the volume." "We'd cruise around for a while more, so you didn't wake up." "But then your mother started to have her things..." "Only she could put you to sleep, no one else." "And there were prayers, and singing..." "Then the heads, we had to make the heads." "Make the heads, make the heads..." "Once, we were coming back from Rio, me and Lurdinha, and we stopped in Aparecida." "While she took pictures, I went to see the heads." "Those saint offerings..." "I had an absurd idea that if I found your brother's head and brought it back to him, he could get better." "Do you know how many heads are there?" "I couldn't find it, of course." "I don't even know if she took them there." "But I made the mistake of telling Pedro, and he became obsessed, said I had to go back there, and look harder." "I want to visit Pedro." "No way, are you crazy?" "I'm ready, go." "Jump." "I said "jump", not "skip like a gazelle"." "Are you Pedro or Pedrita?" "Pedro." "Only dad didn't want to make the head." " Will he be sad?" " He's stubborn..." "Stop laughing, hold still." "Mr. Ze?" "Is everything alright?" "Just getting some air." "I'm going to Lurdinha's in a moment." "Is that all?" "It's my boy." "I don't know what else I can do to help," "I'm feeling useless." "I need to take him to a doctor." "I don't even know how to bring it up." "I want to know if he's alright, maybe have a psychologist look at him." "I'm trying to talk to her, to Marcia, to really know what happened." "But she won't pick up." "She hates me." "Call from my cell." "Maybe she won't pick up because she knows it's you." "Nothing." "Fuck!" "Are you trying to scare me to death?" "I'm sorry." "I didn't mean to scare you." "It's just that I discovered something." "Why are the lights always like this now?" "Someone needs to check this." "Look..." "Behind the music sheet." "I discovered that my mother left an anagram." "She used to love giving us anagrams." "If you take the first letter of each word, you get this." "The third gives you this." "I'm sure she's trying to tell me something." "The letter "N", for example." "I think it means "Christmas"." "My mother used to love Christmas." "She'd hang saints on our tree instead of balls." "I wanted to ask you to help me understand this." "What this means..." "Ask your father." "He may know what it is." "That man is not my father." "I mean, this man here now is not my father." "My father from before." "It's not him." "Relax a little." "Your father told me he's sleeping at Lurdinha's tonight." "We have the house to ourselves." "Relax, take this off." "Will you help me set the table?" "Mozzarella and light turkey slices." "Eat." "It's good..." "It's just a lasagna." "What is it?" "There's a smudge." "Your hand's cold." "When I was alive it was warmer." "Would you like to hear something I wrote the other day?" "What is this fear that comes when night falls" "It's the longing that comes when the sun sets" "It's the longing for what...?" "It's simply nostalgia" "The loneliness manifest" "Intermittent guest" "That never takes back what he brings" "It's something like that." "It's not finished yet." "It's a music sheet for piano and two voices." "You see?" "Piano and two voices." "It must be yours and your brother's, by the song's name." "Yours must be the first, and your brother's, the second." "And these doodles may be the lyrics, I don't know." "I'm sorry." "I'm not feeling good, I'm having a..." "I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER!" "I KEPT YOUR SHEET." "KISSES, BRUNA." "Good luck, honey." "I just made them." "Do you want it?" "Not now, I already ate." "I found her recipes." "No one does it better." "I'm going to take a shower." "Bruna?" "Yes?" "Are you on the phone?" "I am." "Well..." "That's what I came to ask you." "If Marcia called..." "That monster." "She did." "I talked to her." "Is everything alright?" "Yeah..." "Fine, then go back to your phone call." "I'm going to my bedroom." "I'm tired." "I'm so horny..." "Come here..." "Wait." "It's Marcia." "Hello?" "It's..." "It's..." "Paloma." "You called me the other day..." "I don't recall calling you." "Wasn't it wrong number?" "Are you with Jose?" "I know him, yeah..." "Why?" "He's my boyfriend." "I think we can call it that." "You can't be serious." "Hey!" "I am serious!" "Serious?" "You're a skank, a whore..." "Who was it?" "Come here, come..." "I don't like doing it here." "Since when?" " What is this shit?" " Give it back." "Paulo, give it." "It's from that guy, isn't it?" "What's wrong with you?" "Just take me home..." "Dr. Romeo," "I remember when you explained me about the phases." "First there's the confusion phase, when they only say nonsense." "Then the calm comes." "That's how he is now." "Have patience..." "I know, doctor, I have patience." "I observed his headache, I did all that." "Then bring him to me..." "He doesn't want to go there!" "It's just like what happened to his brother." "He's in phase two." "We can't know for sure..." "But I can, I see it!" " Doctor, I need to hang up." " Wait, wait..." "Thank you, Bruna." "I'll go get him." "Here he is." "Hi, beautiful." "You can shave him, too." "I don't do shaving." "I don't even carry a razor, so I don't get asked." "I'm very busy." "You should have told me before." " It'll be fast." " Sure..." " She was available today." " It'll be fast..." " Shall we start, Miranda?" " Sure, sure..." " Have a seat." " We're all set." "Won't you start with the nails?" "No, I..." "Actually, it doesn't matter." "It's best to do this first, so I can feel him." "Well..." "Honey, straighten up." " So I can align your chakras." " What is this?" "It's for your own good." "It'll cleanse you, you'll feel better." "Fine, we may begin." "Close your eyes, so I can feel you..." "Have you taken your first communion?" "Yes, but..." "You can't come in here!" "You can't come in here!" " You can't come in here!" " Who's that?" "You can't... come in here!" "You can't come in here!" "You can't come in here!" "Now tell me, darling..." "What do you want?" "It doesn't matter what I want." "It matters what she wants." "And what does she want?" "The same she wanted from my brother." "And do you know what that is?" "Do you know what your brother did?" "He tried to kill my father with a .38 caliber pistol." "But he didn't have bullets." "You don't want to do that, OK?" "You don't want to do that." "You... don't want to do that." "Your father loves you." "He's not my father." "That man over there is not my father." "He never called me "son"." "Never." "Never in his life has he called me "son"." "He's not my father." "My house is my church, my family is my creed." "My house is my church, my family is my creed." "My house is my church, my family is my" "What's happening in here, Ze?" "It's all so dark..." "It's him." "He turned the house to what it was." "There's something in your boy, Ze." "Ms. Neide's daughter, my mother's neighbor..." "They thought she was possessed, they even brought experts." "Then they found out it was a tapeworm maggot in the brain." "She had surgery and that was it." "I think... before we do something more serious... you should take him to a doctor." "I know, Miranda." "I know." "Are you wearing your protection?" "Never take it off." "Did he give you anything?" "Is there anything you have from him recently?" "Hi, Bruna." "Hi." "Did you have dinner?" "May I come in?" "Do you have the music sheet?" "I do." "Let me clear some space..." "Here." "I need to show you something, Bruna." "Look." "It's my brother's handwriting." "He was the one who wrote behind it." "I need to visit Pedro." "He knows what it says." "My mom's dead but he isn't." "This is his handwriting..." "You better be careful." "They want to take you to a hospital." "I have something to show you, too." "Every time I look at you, my heart beats nonstop..." "Don't worry." "It's her, talking to me." "Can you hear it?" "Hi." "I'm Lurdinha, your father's girlfriend." "I just came to lend you guys a little hand." "What is this?" "!" "No, let me go!" "Let me go, let me go!" "Help!" "You can't come in here." "MAY GOD PROTECT THIS HOME." "You can't come in here..." "You had no right to do that to her." "No right!" "I came to get my TV." " Don't you want coffee..." " No, I just want my TV." ""Lurdinha" my ass, I want my TV!" "I want nothing to do with you." "You'll visit your brother, as you wish." "You deserve to be grounded." "We'll see the doctor afterwards." "We already have an appointment." "Watch..." "Pen, pencil..." "Anything else that's piercing?" "Sir, your necklace." "No." "I never take it off." "May I see it?" "You may go in." "Did you like the surprise, Pedro?" "He's still alive." "Look, all your favorites." "Chocolate cookies, coconut candy..." "Soda..." "I couldn't find that bubblegum you loved, but I brought a similar one." "Your brother was dying to see you." "He missed you." "Didn't you?" ""Blood brother."" "Put it..." "Put it away." "What is this?" "You wrote on the music sheet, isn't it?" "You and mom scrambled the letters, right?" " What does it say?" " Dad..." "Did you find the heads, dad?" "You must find the heads, fast." "Tell me, Pedro." "Tell me what it says!" "Give me this, let's put an end to this." "Give it back or I'll kill you!" "Do you need anything?" "I wanted to be alone with my brother, I miss him..." " If it's OK by you..." " It is." "It's OK by me." "Yes." " Make yourself comfortable." " Thank you." "Why did you take so long?" "I lived far..." "I missed you." "Me too." "Is there strawberry flavor?" "It's his language." "She offered us to him." "Both of us." "Now she wants dad's soul." "It's the only one left." "Don't you remember anything?" "It's his prayer." "Repeat it." "Here's your medicine, Pedro." ""I am the serpent of the night." "My body is your shelter." "My blind eye I give to you." "The head, I take with me."" "If you take these now, the next ones will be at 7 AM." "That way you won't have to wake up in the middle of night." "You must take it at the right time, until the date of the exam." "Dr. Romeo was very clear." "Take it." ""I am the serpent of the night." "The West wind brings me." "Give me your..." "I hear you..." "I hear you..." "He's awake." "I am the serpent of the night." "I am the serpent of the night." "The West wind brings me." "Give me your hand and in exchange" "I'll give you my lilac wing." "I am the serpent of the night." "And I live under the ground." "To your heart, I offer my fang and my sting." "I am the serpent of the night." "Your soul is my home." "I steal your head and leave you with your eyes that see nothing." "I am the serpent of the night." "Your body is my shelter." "Your blind eye I give to you." "The head, I take with me." "Son." "Father." "Top-notch quality subtitles:" "The Brazilians" "Like us on Facebook for more information on new releases:"