"Subs by brainz@FSC." "Such a beautiful scene" "I'm like everybody else everyday" "Looks, clothing" "Even walking the same way" "I'm just a dot in the scenery" "Idiot, why do you think you're special?" " Idiot?" " Yeah idiot." "Don't wanna be the same, but don't wanna give any effort" "I think you have no goals in life." "So you're always the same" "Identical to everybody else" "Just coping with life's most basic troubles" "Is this why you're sinking lower?" "Yeah, kinda want to die too" "Then don't go to school and take a break" "I want to." "But if I skip class once, then I'll skip even more later" "So?" "So what if you skip more classes?" "I won't know when to stop" "Doesn't matter." "With Momoko it doesn't matter" "Thank you" "What's the matter, Ms. Nozawa?" "Nothing Ms. Momoko" "Who were you with in your dream?" "With your sweetheart" "What?" "Sorry." "I'm in a bad mood so early in the morning" "I'll go home" "Let's continue." "Who wants to read next?" "With the sun shining down upon me, I threw away my habit of going to school" "On the way using the whole morning" "To throw away all the things in my room" "Right now for some reason I'm so troubled" "I can't pass a day without feeling stuck" "System error" "Freeze" "Don't drink beer" "Not even light beer" "Never even had sex before" "Because of this my 17 year old spirit feels empty" "Like an unflying bird" "Just why do I feel this way?" "If this keeps up, I won't have anywhere I would want to go" "Computer" "8 years before my parents divorced" "Grandpa used his pension to buy one for me" "For my grandpa who lived in the country and me," "It was a promise to keep in touch with each other" "Grandpa, do you have all the same stuff over there?" "Yeah, that's why Grandpa planned this earlier" "Grandpa likes to wake up early to send email" "Is that OK?" "Grandpa's not that good with machines" "Of course it's OK, I've read the manual many times" "Modem should be connected with the phone line" "Double click the mouse" "And that's it" "We never were able to send email" "Last year Grandpa went to heaven" "Door is closing" "Sorry Grandpa" "In the morning when I'm both nervous and relaxed" "Is when I'm able to show my true personality" "If this kind of young, fresh body" "Was a kind of treasured commodity," "Would I regret not using it when I'm old?" "Still 17 years old, no, already 17 years old" "During high school I had many chances for success" "I discovered time's already passing" "From this point on, am I'm entering a more boring phase of life?" "So you have take more initiative" "Living like this, you may lose everything" "The people at school are very kind" "Go back to school and start at zero" "You don't have any goals in life" "You have no goals in life" "You have no goal in your life" "Not even one" "What a waste" "What should happen next?" "Idiot" "Then what goals in life do you guys have?" "It's all because of you that" "You can't show us a single bright future" "Who are you to judge whether its a successful life, or not?" "Shit." "Right now I am the world's most troubled person" "Um..." "Are you OK?" " Me?" " Yeah" "There's nothing with me" "I might have been a little anemic just now" "Thank you for your concern" "It's nothing" "Hey!" "Did you see my panties just now?" "You're just thinking too much" "I was just enjoying the scenery." "This view here" "Who would come live here?" "Looks very meaningful" "Something deep inside that's making somebody really troubled" "Just who would come live here?" "Welcome!" "This is a flea market" "Everything here is for sale" "Want this fan here?" "I used this when I was in elementary school" "Very pretty eh?" "Don't ignore the stuff" "Look at these mangas" "The sizes of the books are just right" "I'll give them to you." "They're just gonna be thrown away anyways" "Excuse me, but can you give this to me?" "This computer" " Grandpa" " Grandpa?" "Oh my grandpa died" "Look, like this MD Walkman?" "Is this computer busted?" "Even though I connected the power the display doesn't show" "If you can fix it I'll give it to you" "Don't mind if I do" "Really?" "You can't move it by yourself" "It's OK, my home is nearby" "Careful" "This way" "What are you doing?" "I'm sweeping" "When I was studying I noticed it was too messy" "Are you telling the truth?" "So fussy" "It's not that I want to be fussy" "This is an apartment" "I'm going." "Have a good trip" "My new lifestyle" "In the morning I put on my uniform and step out 25 minutes before my mom leaves for work" "Hiding in the building" "Door is closing" "And then, go back home and spend the whole day cooped up inside" "This is called skipping school" "What if..." "Suicide?" "Right now I don't understand" "My own view on life is missing" "Living is worse than death" "I thought you moved" "Because you threw away all that trash" "And then?" "Then I saw you on the balcony" "Oh, just now right?" "If you really want to die" "Can you let me feel your boobies?" "What did you say?" "I wasn't thinking about dying" "I was just looking at the scenery" "This view here" "I wasn't thinking about dying at all" "But you..." "Then why did you throw away so much stuff?" "Oh nothing, maybe you're just thinking too much" "I said you're just a kid, why are you asking so many questions?" "Why should I let you touch me before I die?" "Nothing, it's not that I really want to touch them" "But if a person is thinking about suicide, I just thought this question would be the most logical" "It would help change their mood" "What does that mean?" "It would be my fault if someone were to die after she gave me things" "Why?" "What is this?" "It's my mom's stuff" "I would have never thought." "This one's even furry" "From a personality point of view, my mom is a shopkeeper at a mall." "She sells lingerie" "Why did you put it here?" "It's not a good spot" "I didn't tell my parents you gave me this." "Putting it here will keep it a secret" "Move a little bit?" "Turn it on for me and see" "Turn it on?" "Whoa, scared me." "What's this?" "Because I installed the OS, the boot up program changed" "Oh, install" "You know what it means?" "Install?" "Use a CD to put new software into the computer" "Like a new OS and new applications." "It's very convenient" "So you're saying the computer wasn't busted?" "Even if it has a virus, the computer hardware will be fine" "Computer hardware?" "So I can send email?" "Yup, but you need to go online first" "So my computer's fine" "Yup, perfectly fine" "Grandpa's alive again!" "Grandpa won't be alive again" "But this thing's very good" "What?" "Oh don't worry, I won't tell you to give it back" "It's just I regret it a little bit" "To throw away a computer and it working again" "Damn pisses me off!" "Don't hit it, it's mine now" "Excuse me" "Are you wishing you were me?" "Whatever." "No big deal" " No big deal?" " Yeah no big deal" "Isn't it better like this?" "You're just a kid so you won't understand" "There's a lot of things inside me." "It's the troubles of an adult" "So then?" "Hurts a bit." "So then?" "So then I'm not going to school" "Skipping class eh?" "Sorry" "What do you do during the day?" "Hmm?" "I have a lot of things I want to do, like looking at scenery" "So you haven't done anything" "Hiding at home" "Will hiding at home solve your troubles?" "Hiding at home?" "Am I running away?" "Have you ever thought of working?" "Team up with me" "Somebody like you who has so much free time, team up with someone like me who comes home early everyday from school to work" "Work?" "Not really considered real work." "More like part-time work on the computer" "I wonder if this could be your turning point in life" "Of course, changing your life is not that impossible" "Hey are you trying to install something into me?" "Kanoko-san." "It's Miyabi." "I'm watching TV with the kids while writing this letter" "Even though it's a bit sudden, can you do me a favour?" "A favour?" "Welcome!" "Thanks" "You should say it a bit differently" "When you start you should be less formal" "Be more slutty?" "Yeah, what about it?" "But I don't understand so much" "First off, who's Miyabi-san?" "And who's Kanoko-san?" "What's this?" "Kanoko is me" "Kanoko?" "!" "Kanoko." "Oh my real name's Aoki Kajioshi" "I'm Nozawa" "So what's going on?" "A 25 year old housewife takes an interest in unfaithful men" "In this anonymous cyber world, this is a daily thing" "Daily thing?" "What are you writing?" "Nozawa-san" "Have you ever lived with a man before?" "No" "To be more specific, you'll be talking about some embarrassing stuff" "Embarrassing?" "Possibly" "If you want to change your life, now's the chance" "Nobody else would know?" "Please" "Miyabi-san met me through the internet" "She's a housewife." "Willing to sell her body to live a little" "To a housewife like me, she wants me to join her cybersex business" "Aoki-kun, how old are you now?" "I'll be 10 in September" "This is Miyabi-san." "She's a cybersex housewife" "From 10 in the morning till her husband comes home at 6 at night are her business hours" "Because she usually has a lot of chores, she asks me to sub for her sometimes" "And because I have to go to school, one person can't handle it" "So you're saying..." "The wage is 1500 yen an hour" "It's no good" "So strange!" "You being in that kind of world" "But the truth is, everybody is living in that kind of world" "It's just that you've never noticed it before" "So?" "To try?" "You want to try don't you?" "You look like you're interesting" "I'm interesting?" "I'm interested?" "How could I have mixed it up?" "But you know, I don't know how to use the computer" "I can only use 1 finger to type" "And when I'm sending SMS I'm not as fast as my friends" "So that's how it is" "Learn it fast." "You'll get used to it" "The question is, does Nozawa-san want to do it?" "I very much treasure my youth" "Female high school student, 17 years old" "My body is at its peak." "Even if I don't sleep my body is still energetic" "In my head are so many famous historic figures" "In this short period of youth, why would I go be a cybersex housewife?" "With an unreal elementary student, to participate in sexual acts?" "Because of this, I'm in my most confused state" "It's meaningless" "Right, meaningless" "You went down the wrong path" "Right, I went down the wrong path" "Idiot" "If I choose this immoral path," "I definitely would feel like I would not be able to do anything in the future" "You have no goals in life" "Use the computer to do some part-time work" "I wonder if this could be a turning point in your life" "This isn't a joke!" "You don't want to?" "Let me do it" "Those sexual pictures opened my eyes to a whole new world" "Seems kinda meaningful" "Today's the start of my new job" "10 AM, go into an empty apartment and do my thing before 2 PM when the kid returns" "That's the plan" "Nozawa Asako" "My first mission" "I left 5 hours early" "Good morning!" "Nozawa-san, you could get me in trouble" "That's what I thought" "My parents are sleeping in the next room" " Don't you want to sleep?" " Nope" "From last morning till this morning, I've been drinking something to keep me up" "To turn my life around, I took something that's been in the fridge and brought it to good use" "Hey look, these micro organisms" "What are you doing?" "I'm just playing" "I was worried about the computer so to be safe I came early" "Or else I would nap for a while" "What do you think?" "Very great of me eh?" "So early." "Do you know what time it is?" "You reek of alcohol" "What're you up to now?" "Quick open it." "Quickly!" "OK." "Go in" "Please, you first." "OK" "Quick outta the way" "What's this?" "Still nobody's here" "Wonder if the people on the other side can cope" "Kajioshi" "Kajioshi" " Crap" " Kajioshi are you awake?" "Before my parents leave, you've got to be quiet and stay here" "Ow" "The password!" "You still haven't told me" " Yui" " Yui?" "Y-u-i" "I think it's Miyabi-san's kid's name" "Yui" "A kid's name" "Occupation" "This is an job to live a little" "Let's take a look" "Time for work" "I'm going now." "Be careful" "Oh, before I go how about that something that I used to have all the time?" "Ok I'm going." "Have a good trip" "Somebody's entered the room" "Somebody!" "I'm Taka, spend some time with me before I go for work" "How's it going?" "What?" "What's going on?" "Is Miyabi there?" "Shit" "What should I say?" "What is it?" "I can't type Japanese, only English" "Sorry, I was playing with myself just now" "Don't worry, it's Japanese now" "Later Nozawa-san." "Try your best!" "Yes, Sensei" "Kajioshi wait!" "Mom'll come with you" "Hey Kajioshi" "Do you like a little brother more or a little sister more?" "Next stop elementary school" "Sorry" " Are you OK?" " I'm OK" "The bus is in motion." "Please remain still" "Good morning!" "Aoki-kun!" "Good morning" "Good morning" "That boy just now, he was last month's transfer student right?" "Yes." "It was due to home circumstances" "His mom right?" "His mom's still so young" "You know a lot about it" "Only a little" "Born and forgotten." "Forgotten and born." "The cycle doesn't break" "What do you do for a living?" "I work with computers" "Because I'm too busy, saved a little money" "A very enthusiastic office worker came to Miyabi's website" "Hey, photocopy this?" "Thanks" "Rebel student" "Truck driver" "Of course, they don't even know if I exist for real" "I'm an 18 year old student and I like older men!" "Welcome!" "Bring the apple here" "I lie about my name and age" "How old is Miyabi anyways?" "26 years old" "Isn't that very old?" "I want to chat with a high school girl with pink nipples" "How can he say such impolite things?" "Miyabi has pink nipples" "If that's true then good" "Still I'm just a high school student" "Don't mind me asking, but where is Miyabi most sensitive?" "How should I say..." "It's down "there"" "Have you ever done it?" "Jerk" "So have you?" "Who is it?" "How long are you going to skip school?" "When they teach something I like I'll go" "Oh yeah?" "Yeah" "They'll find out soon." "So will your terrifying mother" "No she won't." "Mom still hasn't noticed my room's empty!" "Besides it's my own life" "It's not normal" "Of course it's normal!" "Bye" "Looks like you have something to look forward to now" "Yeah of course" "A dark, small, suffocating world" "But," "My opinion of men has changed" "I feel they're stupider than me" "On the other hand" "They deserve to be pitied" "When I was small, when I first heard about sex" "When I found out about that disgusting stuff" "I felt that adults were so stupid" "What a strange view on life" "The younger me did not even know real sex" "Online for 20 days" "Mom still hasn't found out anything" "Is Miyabi really married?" "Yup!" "Has a kid too" "I'm like a ocean buoy on the water" "When the men are excited I make up lies" "I want to meet Miyabi the housewife" "Come to our store then" "The store's in Tokyo right?" "Damn, I'm in Shinwoo" "Bye, I'm not excited anymore" "Not excited anymore" "The people who return to reality at this moment" "The people who are all feeling the same" "Suddenly return to society's reality" "And I'm left alone in this world" "Forever sinking deeper" "I'm back" "You're back?" "Early today" "Starting today is parent-teacher week" "Do you still feel nervous?" "I get it now." "As long as I have the right timing, I can fake having sex perfectly" "I get them off so quickly that I have to wait a while for them in between" "Oh and I said "it" can't be too big because I'm not used to it" "And I've even learned much about topics surrounding sex" "Topics that seem like sex, but not really" "I've said my heart was beating real fast" "That it was the first time I've said such disgusting stuff" "Or even that I was so excited that I wet my panties" "The point being, keep the guy thinking about me" "What?" "Something wrong?" "No, just never thought Nozawa-san would get used to it so fast" "Yeah?" "You're free today right?" "Hey Aoki-kun" "What does "scat" mean?" "Just now some guy asked if Miyabi was into scat" "If she was he told me to concentrate hard" "What does it mean?" "Those are men who are interested in excreting bodily waste" "Excreting bodily waste?" "Do you mean shit?" "Yes." "It's shit" "Eating it and drinking it" "Today I prepared something special for you" "Waiter" "Sorry to keep you waiting" "Is it fresh?" "We did our best" "You're not feeling well?" "No" "I just relived something in the world of sex" "Actually, after you get used to knowledge about sex" "You will realize that its not that different from other subjects" "For people who can get past the dark parts" "They will have been desensitized." "Their whole world would have become smaller" "Right now I'm just lost" "Enter the broad and deep world of sex" "Right." "If you enter the world of sex," "Then you will not be afraid of going anywhere else" "This isn't a realm where only adults can touch" "It used to be our natural world too" "You are a genius!" "You're not that shabby yourself" "And so, the elementary school student Kajioshi" "For the first time showed the face of a typical kid" "And laughed" "Sensei" "Nozawa-sensei" "Sensei" "I'm Aoki" "Right, you're Aoki Kajioshi-kun's mom" "What's Sensei doing here at this hour?" "I have a light fever so I took a sick day" "What're you doing here?" "!" "I was just thinking if it was alright for us to work together" "There's some reaction" "That's not good" "If you have a fever you shouldn't go to school" "I can't relax at home" "I'm late today too" "Oh yeah?" "Sensei" "Do you want to take a break with me?" "Take your time" "Has Kajioshi gotten used to school?" "Yeah, he has friends at school" "He never talked to you about school?" "I never hear anything." "I'm his step mom so I can't really talk with him" "Does Sensei's daughter likes drinking Coke too?" "You seem like you don't care about your mom" "What?" "Like me whose outward appearance is shy and quiet" "Na that's not true" "But we really are similar" "My real mom died when I was young" "And my dad married my current mom last year" "Because of this I moved here" "So you're a transfer student?" "Yes" "Yeah?" "Transferring must be tough" "You have to suffer through a lot of rumours and speculation" "Oh, are you just avoiding the stress and hiding in this world?" "No way!" "I have my own friends" "Then why didn't you go to school today?" "If you're not, why can't I?" "Is it because you don't have any friends?" "I do" "They're not worried about you?" "They're worried" "But, when you're an adult you can't just bottle up all your troubles inside you" "Adults sure are indescribable" "I don't think an elementary student would understand" "You're just a student too" "You're just a kid with no pubic hair" "What's so important about pubic hair?" "That's right" "What is real sex?" "The people today don't want real sex" "All they want is wild sex" "I don't think it's too big a deal" "Isn't it more romantic Aoki-kun?" "I don't want a little brother or sister" "My new mom is very concerned about my feelings" " Although I don't hate it, it's not a good habit" " Oh yeah?" "Take for example" "Before I shower" "She takes my underpants and other clothing and arranges them carefully" "And then asks me, "Does Kajioshi-kun like a little brother or sister?"" "Like this she asks me" "All this is a daily thing" "Is a daily occurrence" "Excellent!" "But, am I just too troubled now?" "Maybe you're just a romantic" "When you think about sex then you will have a desire of the heart" "What are you up to?" "Toilet" "A client!" "Hi Miyabi" "Hi" "Miyabi" "Yesterday was very good" "I wonder if it's one of Miyabi-san's store clients" "What should I do?" "Yup, it was very good" "Did my thing feel good?" "Do you want to see Miyabi again?" "Keep going to the store then" "I'm too good" "You're not Miyabi" "I am" "Then tell me what I did to you yesterday" "Tell me" "I tied you up with rope" "Open your legs" "I want to cut open your skin" "Stop it" "You're screaming, bleeding" "Stop it!" "Idiot!" "So it's fake" "This is supposed to be safe" "You're a virgin" "Are you high school girl doing some part time?" "No friends, no men" "Family doesn't care about you" "A person without any goals in life" "Nobody to fuck you" "You have only this kind of place for entertainment" "A pitiful girl" "You're wet now" "No!" "You're making it all up!" "At this time of day, holding this kind of woman" "Maybe in reality nobody cares about YOU" "A very nasty bastard" "Because you're afraid of reality you come here, idiot!" "What now?" "Come here?" "Come here" "Come here" "What's this?" "Don't click that!" "But I already did" "Oh no" "Like I said Aoki-kun, just what is..." "We're screwed now" "welcome to heaven!" "What happened?" "Virus" "Recently there's been a widespread virus" "Some guy called Heaven" "All you do is connect and you're infected and the computer crashes" "No way" "But at least you get to see a very pretty world" "Is Grandpa busted?" "Just reinstall it and it'll be fine" "But, if I don't get in touch with Miyabi-san then we're screwed" "Nozawa-san" "I just discovered" "To be found out as a fake" "That I'm just a girl without any spirit" "He said nobody cares about me" "I don't think it's that serious" "Can't do anything" "Men don't even notice me" "Discovered the real me" "I'm the same as an idiot" "I really am an idiot" "Even I know this fact" "Don't keep blaming yourself" "To judge somebody without seeing them" "It's not worth mentioning" "I know now" "There's no two ways about it" "Honestly," "That day," "I did see Nozawa-san's panties" "How was it?" "Nice curves" "This view here" "Although it's not that sexy" "Same as your mom" "Wanna touch them?" "Boobs" "Go ahead" "Only for a little while" "Go ahead, nobody's touched them before" "You're a man right?" "How is it?" "It's not that big" "Yeah?" "I don't think so" "No," "It is" "I think it's warmer and softer like this" "Yeah?" "Can you feel that there's no bra?" "Such a soft face" "An unreal scene" "Right now I'm having these weird feelings" "These kinds of feeling" "Whether they're real or not, I don't know" "But" "This is undoubtedly reality" "Want some Coke?" "Aoki's mom" "Only she likes to drink pop" "Because everyday the Cokes in the fridge would disappear" "She thought somebody might be coming into the home" "Therefore" "Nozawa-san" "I've been looking for you" "Never thought you would be in this kind of place" "This place..." "Koichi always came here" "Our secret meeting place" "You too" "You know?" "I" "Can't forgive him" "Wanted to speak to him one last time" "About you" "But I still can't forgive" "It's already been half a year" "Half a year" "Right" "Unnoticeably, from that time on" "It's already been half a year" "Asako" "A student's mom told me" "That my daughter is very good" "She works at a lingerie shop" "Lives in the same building" "Why are you here?" "I've been on leave" "And during leave" "Sleeping in this empty room my mood is the best" "That can't be true" "In this kind of girl's room" "To say this is the best place, I think not" "And...and..." "And what?" "I threw away everything" "The clothes, and the things you bought me" "Everything's gone" "Don't mind the room" "It's OK too if you don't want to go to school" "Your teacher called earlier" "She was crying too, what was up with her?" "That kind of person is not fit to be a teacher" "Asako" "How can I not worry about you?" "Is somebody bullying you?" "Asako, Mom wants to..." "Size too large." "Does not comply with collection regulations." "Management" "You have no goals in life" "Half a year" "Right" "Dunno when, from that point on" "Already been half a year" "Has it changed?" "What?" "What has changed?" "It hasn't" "Nothing has changed" "Good morning" "You have no goals in life" "No goals" "Right, we might be the same" "Isn't that for the better?" "Now, you can find your own path" "First off" "Happy 17th birthday" "April 5th 12:13 AM" "10 minutes after Koichi called" "He died" "How can I describe this period of time" "With you not being here" "Nobody truly cares about me" "Now is now" "Just keep living." "This is the only way" "But I haven't been living" "I really want to live" "Even if it's tasteless" "Even if it's boring" "I still want to live" "Want to see that somebody" "To chat a bit" "To listen to that voice" "To make friends" "To become one with time" "To take control of it" "Softly and completely" "To do things that seem impossible" "Even if it's boring" "Even if it's meaningless" "A little later" "A little later and it'll definitely be possible" "You didn't do too bad" "Goodbye" "Goodbye" "Goodbye" "Goodbye" "Welcome" "Miyabi-san" "First time we've met" "I'm Kanoko" "And I thought it would be some great figure" "Never thought it would be an elementary school student" "I'm not doing that kind of stuff anymore" "Even if communicating through writing is difficult" "Those who know, already know" "Already 300 000 yen!" "I already knew that" "Aoki-kun you're great!" "Half" "Don't play with money" "You'll be punished" "Don't sound like my mom will you?" "Forget it, the most important thing is youth" "Money is not that valuable" "Let's use this secret money" "Do you want to go to my mom's lingerie shop to buy some stuff" "Yeah?" "What should we buy?" "We could buy a lot of things" "Like a small pillow" "Time machine" "Time machine" "You sure are a romantic" "OK" "A present" "A fee for your installation" "Right, time machine" "If one day there are time machines" "I would want to take a trip" "Hey you," "Did you tell your mom you want a little brother?" "Try your best!" "I need to go to school" "Even though nothing much has changed" "Isn't this best?" "After installation, the person returns to the beginning" "Everything's the same" "Yesterday is forever stored" "Later!"