"HARRIET:" "We have but a short time to live." "Like the flower, we blossom and then wither." "In the midst of life, we are in death." "It's Monday, it's 9am." "And that was synthetic cannon-straddler Cher." "Turning back time to 1989, If I Could Turn Back Time." "It's starting again!" "I visited a fete with a difference in the village of Emmerdale." "Organised by the Hotten Dementia Society, the key speaker was Ashley Thomas." "(CHEERING) He is living with vascular dementia." "Ashley has been campaigning to spread awareness of..." "What's happened?" "It's that flipping fuse again!" "It's in the utility room!" "I know!" "Your dodgy electrics." "I've done it that many flaming' times!" "It's difficult - It's back on!" "But it's a great comfort to know that I can rely on the love of my friends and family." "And days like today demonstrate how, beyond just family and friends, whole communities can come together to offer support." "What would you say to anyone listening who might have their own concerns?" "Well, firstly and most importantly, tell someone." "Make an appointment straight away with your... ..doctor!" "GP, GP." "And don't panic." "Don't panic." "Just let others help you." "In my experience, people want to...help." "Inspiring story." "Another example of how our communities here in Yorkshire " "That's it!" "That is it!" "You were brilliant, Dad." "Who's for another bacon buttie?" "Me!" "Me!" "Me!" "Thanks, Diane." "I'll give you a hand." "Are you OK, Ashley?" "Yes, yes, I'm fine." "You sure?" "If you're not feeling up to it, I'm more than happy to postpone..." "You know." "No, honestly, I'm fine." "You look lovely." "Oh!" "Thank you." "You should be getting dressed." "Do you want a hand with your suit?" "No." "No, I'm... ..fine." "Oh!" "What are you doing, Arthur?" "Squirting it everywhere." "You'll get it on your suit." "Think." "Think." "(KNOCKING) Dad?" "Why are you in bed?" "Shouldn't you be getting dressed?" "Right." "Just was a bit tired." "You left this downstairs." "You've got to keep it on you." "I just thought I should be rested." "Such a big day." "Dotty's christening." "It's OK to tell me you forgot, you know." "Sorry." "Do you mind if we don't tell anybody?" "I don't want to... ..add to the stress." "If you forgot that though, does that mean you forgot Dotty?" "I know you said you'd always love me." "But you will forget me one day." "Won't you?" "To tell you the truth, one day I might." "Hopefully not for ages yet." "But one day, this...my brain might." "But I promise you, OK..." "I promise you that no matter what I say, or do..." "..this never will." "I've just got a horrible feeling he's coming down with Gabby's flu." "It's just that they said his symptoms could become worse if he gets ill." "Then postpone." "Till when?" "Even his good days..." "Hi!" "Ah!" "Arthur said that he helped you with your tie." "You look very smart." "You do realise you've still got your pyjama bottoms on, Ashley?" "Stupid!" "(LAUGHS)" "Dad!" "We've just done this!" "What's wrong?" "Dad keeps forgetting Dotty." "He's got back into bed." "Twice!" "Sorry." "It's OK." "I even wrote it on his arm." "Look!" "So you did." "Very ingenious." "It's no good if you forget to look though, is it?" "Arthur!" "Arthur!" "Oh, leave him." "Bad day?" "Not..." "How could I forget something so important?" "Let me cancel today." "No." "I'll postpone it, then." "To when?" "Till I'm better?" "I want to do this." "I need to." "To see her christened, it's the biggest thing I was counting on to be there for." "Properly being there." "Please." "OK." "But first things first." "Look at arm." "(SINGING)" "# For evermore" "# My dwelling place shall be #" "Dear Father in heaven, bless this child and bless this day of new beginnings." "(DISTANT VOICE)" "I'm terribly sorry, everybody." "I've entirely forgotten who the parents are." "I've performed so many - Ashley." "It's OK." "It's OK." "It's Dotty's christening." "Do you remember?" "I..." "Our Dotty." "That's it." "Home now." "We're late." "We're late for something, aren't we?" "Come on." "Don't you worry." "The only thing we're late for is an afternoon nap." "Hello, you two!" "SANDY:" "There isn't a way you - LAUREL:" "But I did know." "I knew he was having a bad day." "I went ahead and I made him do it." "In front of everyone, Sandy." "He was just weeping." "It was awful." "No." "No." "No, no, no." "No, no!" "Ashley!" "I'm afraid I dozed off too!" "Would... (CAR STARTS)" "Is this your car?" "No, it's mine." "Looks abandoned." "(MUFFLED SCREAM)" "(THUD)" "Definitely not abandoned." "I love this car." "# We're going camping #" "Wait!" "Stay!" "I will come with you!" "No!" "Paddy!" "Aagh!" "(GROANS)" "(TWIG SNAPS)" "Hello?" "Hey!" "Can you help me?" "(HORN)" "SATNAV:" "At the next junction, turn left." "Calm down!" "Don't tell me to calm down!" "He hasn't driven in months." "And he's probably just had a mini stroke!" "Did he take his phone?" "No, no." "It was on the side." "Blue Ford Focus." "I've already told you this." "Is Terry there?" "We don't know where he's gone." "But he's in a bad way." "Don't worry, we'll find him." "Do you think he might have gone back to the christening?" "We'll try there first." "Why don't you stay here?" "No, I'm going." "Come on!" "Hey!" "What's going on?" "Ashley's had a funny turn and drove off somewhere!" "We're going to look for him." "I'll keep an eye out." "All right." "Just stay away from me!" "Emma, I'm warning you!" "What?" "Why?" "James, it's me." "Can we just talk about this?" "You don't have to be guilty for what you've done." "For what I've done?" "!" "Stop there!" "Stop!" "I'm telling you, this ends now!" "You have got to stop!" "But I can't." "Don't you see?" "I can't." "It's too late." "If I stop now, I lose everything." "Yes, that's right." "You lose!" "You lost me." "God knows, when they hear about this, you'll lose the boys." "No." "No, I can't!" "Moses " "You think Ross will let you anywhere near him after this?" "Emma, please!" "Listen to me." "You haven't lost everything." "Life goes on, Emma." "You don't need us." "You can't only live your life for a man you don't love." "No!" "No!" "You're obsessed." "You're sick." "But this isn't love." "If you really loved me, you would walk away right now." "From all of us." "Not my boys." "You lived without them for years." "You moved on." "I " "You moved on." "I didn't." "And I won't ever do that again." "Yes, you can." "You will." "Because that's what people do." "You lose someone because of a mistake you made or something horrible happens." "Oh." "Oh, you mean like Holly." "And John." "What?" "Like Holly and John." "You're saying that I should be like her." "What?" "Perfect, strong Moira." "She did it, so why shouldn't I, eh?" "Just move on." "Oh, my God, Emma." "Even now, you can't stop thinking about her." "No." "The woman of your dreams." "All you've ever done is use her to hurt me." "To destroy my life." "Our life." "You did this!" "Not me." "This is all because of you!" "This is all because of you!" "You did this!" "You think I'd do anything with a pulse?" "You had Chrissie and Rebecca at the same time." "You had Chrissie, you came looking for me." "(VOICES)" "(BANGING)" "He came looking for me because he cares." "Prisons are full of blokes who go looking for women because they care." "They're also full of blokes who can't let their exes go." "Ha!" "Did I beg you to get in the car?" "Look!" "You're going to lose him!" "No, we won't." "ROBERT:" "I've chosen you!" "I've lost enough today." "Get off me!" "(CRYING)" "Please, no more!" "Did you mean it?" "Did you mean it about Moira being..." "Being the one that you love?" "Yeah, I heard you." "I heard you in the hospital with Ross." "You told her..." "You told her that you'd always loved her." "Then you can't have heard everything." "Because I was telling Ross I was wrong." "That I wanted you." "So you..." "You do love me?" "There's still hope, isn't there?" "I know there is." "Because deep down, you still love me." "Please!" "Tell me the truth." "That's all I want." "Please." "I um..." "Yeah." "OK?" "Yes." "Even now, there is a part of me that still loves you." "Emma." "# The Lord's my shepherd" "# I shall not want #" "You're lying." "# He makes me down to lie" "# In pastures" "You're lying!" "Ohh!" "# He leadeth me" "(SCREAMS)" "# The quiet waters" "(GROANS)" "You know Miss Daisy didn't drive." "That's why it's called..." "Paddy!" "Aaghh!" "This!" "I'm talking about this!" "Stop!" "So I could ask you to marry me!" "Aaron!" "Stop the car!" "Stop the car!" "(CLUCKING CHICKEN)" "subtitles by Deluxe"