"Neighborhood had also some worries about them." "It scared us how they have been." "We couldn't know them, since they didn't talk to anyone." "You never know." "Nobody goes to that place anymore." "It shall be wrecked, we are scared too." "An awful incident, everyone trys to forget it." "I can't say that I'm not scared." "We are worried." "I know uncle Burhan, but I'm rather his son's friend." "It's destiny." "There is nothing to say about Burhan's circumstance." "Destiny, there is anything to do." "May Allah have mercy on them." "I've been very sad." "I don't want to talk to about this." ""From the diary of Haji Burhan Kasavi"" "Learn, tell others, take precautions and never forget!" "It was the darkest day's brightest night." "What should be done, were enlightening that way." "He was going to be buried where he was born." "That far village where everything started and ended." "We were told, we are not alone in this world." "Whatever happened, happened because of the denial." "It started nine months ago." "Oh brother, you are used to this life in just two weeks." "Tea bag, kettle etc." "No, no." "I'm not used at all." "I don't think I will." "I can't even enjoy a cup of tea." "You will get used to it bro, don't worry." "It's been twelve years, all my family got accustomed." "Even my grandmother got used to it." "She doesn't sleep without eating Berlin Donut." "They forgot the people in the village and brought all family here." "Look at this." "Sweet, look at us." "How many years has it been?" "It's been fourteen years." "We have spent our childhood there Suat." "I were drowned in the stream, if your father wouldn't be there." "May Allah rest his soul, may he rest in peace." "Amen!" "Being away is very tough." "I've missed them a lot, Metin." "Bro, don't care so much." "Two-three years aren't that long." "They pass in the blink of an eye." "And after two years, you will bring Nurcan here too." "God Willing!" "Hello!" "OK, OK!" "I am at Suat's, OK." "I am leaving now." "Are you sleeping Suat?" "Come on, Suat." "Today is our day." "You have never waken up Suat." "Hey, you." "I can't sleep because of you." "If you turn up the volume again I will call the police." "Suat what's up?" "How is it going?" "Problems?" "No, there aren't any problems but..." "I don't feel well at all." " How do you feel bro?" " I am having very bad dreams." "Dreams, what dreams?" "Like nightmares." "Forget about it bro." "It must be because of the weather." "It's not like our village." "And how many days are gone since you came?" "You've been here for a short time." "Come on, let's talk while we eat." "Look, let me explain the situation." "Germany is equal to working hard." "You will work and work here and won't care about anything." "Working ones make the money brother." "Look around you, are there any starving people here?" "I don't know, will money solve my problems?" "Why did you come here, then?" "Not for money?" "Yes, but it's a language which I don't know at all." "Look around!" "Everyone is a foreigner." "You are my only friend." "Thanks a lot brother, thanks." "It is a life struggle bro." "Everyone likes to be with his father, mother and the loved ones." "But how are you going to make money in the village?" "I can't explain, anyway." "I don't have much appetite, enjoy your meal." "Look at him, an idiot!" "Mum, it's me." "What's the matter son?" "I'm not well mum." "I can't breathe, I'm stressed." "Sure..." "Everything is alright here son, thanks Allah." "There is a drought, but it shall rain this week, we'll see." "I'm not well, don't you understand mum?" "I'm not sure if I've done the right thing by coming here." "How is Nurcan, does she ask about me?" "Fine, fine my son, I am glad..." "How is Metin's family?" "Thanks to them, you are making money." "OK, take care." "Mum!" "ONE MONTH LATER" "What would you like to do, may we go out and take a walk?" "You've got depressed." "Let's think for ourselves." "I'm tired Metin, I'll go home to rest." "I get exhausted in the night shift, too." "It fucks up my routine." "Nothing is better than sleeping at night." "I don't have any routine at all, so it doesn't make any difference." "Get few days off if you want, you get rest." "Anyway, we'll talk." "[german] Metin hurry up!" "Something is wrong with Suat!" "[german] Hurry up, something is wrong with Suat!" "Suat!" "I'm allright, I felt dizzy." "Let me talk to Boss and take time off for you." "Suat, what's wrong with you bro?" "I don't know, I really don't know!" "What's up with you Suat?" "Take these pills, too." "[arabic]" "My Allah, please help me." "Please help." "THREE MONTHS LATER" "So, what's the important thing you want to talk about?" "Say it, so we find a solution..." "Metin, listen..." "You are my only friend." "I'm not going to talk much." "I'm neither embarrassed." "Everybody here think that I'm crazy." "Don't talk nonsense..." "Don't be stupid, you are just a bit confused, that's all." "Brother, you are my only support!" "I want you to lend me some money." "Rent, tickets, expenses etc." "If only I can manage for a couple of months, that's all." "Then you are sure." "It hasn't worked out Metin, I couldn't make it." "I am going back for good." "When I go back, I promise to pay you back." "You don't understand me Suat." "Money isn't the problem." "I don't understand you Suat." "You are handsome, young, you are in Germany, employed..." "Stop thinking about Nurcan." "You are going to come together one way or another." "You worry too much." "Come on, let's go!" "You are just struggling a bit." "Let's have fun tonight." "OK?" "OK?" "Taxi!" "You are going straight back home." "Don't even think about sleeping, I am coming soon." "[german] Kreuzberg!" "[german] Kreuzberg?" "OK!" "You are going to be a father, my son!" "[german] Is everything allright?" "Yeah!" "Oh brother, have a good time!" "Thanks, but... [german] How handsome!" "What is this?" "I made a favor for you." "You are a young man,..." "I don't want her, take her away!" "Come on, sure you want, she is not going to bite you." "All right, you go in and have fun." "I am pregnant." "I am going to have a baby." "[german] What are you doing, are you mad?" "Suat!" "What happened?" "Suat!" "What happened bro?" "Just take them away bro!" "Just go!" "Alright, I take them home." "Don't thing about anything and relax." "Call me if you need something." "I don't understand what's wrong with you." "Let's go!" "[german] Let's leave this place immediately." "Hello mum!" "How are you my son?" "Mum, I feel very bad." "Good, be well son." "I feel awful!" "Don't you hear?" "Strange things are going on." "Good, what did you do about the job?" "What job?" "I want to come back to Turkey!" "How is Nurcan?" "I couldn't get in touch with her." "I am having very bad dreams." "I can't stand it anymore." "OK my son, OK!" "How is Metin's family?" "Metin?" "Mum, are you making fun of me?" "I want to leave this place as soon as possible." "I will lose my mind!" "We have to wait and see my son." "Take care!" "Mum wait!" "Mum, don't hang up!" "Mum!" "Suat, I have good news for you." "I've talked to the Boss, they like your working." "Plus you will get a raise." "All your problems will be over." "I don't want to hear "I want to go back" anymore." "FIVE MONTHS LATER" "[german] Have a nice day, can I help?" "One way ticket to Ankara please." "What is your name?" "Suat Ozdal." "When is the first plane?" "I am checking." "Suat!" "My son!" "Mum!" "What kind of a son are you?" " Sir!" "Sir are you allright?" " Stay here!" "I am pregnant." "I don't want you." "Don't come back." "I don't belong to you." "Suat, my son!" "Don't come back." "Kill yourself, jump down!" "Just end your life." "Find your salvation." "[german] Damn, are you crazy?" "[german] Everything seems fine." "Go to a shrink if you want." "Suat, you really need to go back to Turkey." "But I can't send you to the village like this." "First, we go Istanbul to find a solution for your problem." "OK?" "Many people have regained their health with this Haji Burhan." "Everything is going to be fine, you'll see Suat." "Taxi!" "Dad we are going to neighbors." "OK." "Goodbye grandpa." "Come with me son, come!" "What happened?" "In order to control himself he had to make him understand the value of his life." "So did he?" "He did." "He raised his arms and protected himself." "I am going to write a charm." "He will take care of himself and we will take care of him." "Thank you so much." "How much do we owe you?" "Your debt is to Allah." "We try to help those who can not protect themselves alone from the evil with our prayers." "There is no debt here." "All right, come back again tomorrow." "Metin, what is happening to me?" "You are going to be fine bro." "Why are you helping me?" "What kind of a question is this?" "There is no coincidence in the life Suat!" "Don't you see, we met after so many years." "Obviously there is a reason for this." "Aren't we buddies?" "Thanks." "Thank you, too." "Let's sleep, we will get up early in the morning." " Salamun alaykum!" " Alaykum salam, welcome!" "Please, my father is about to come." "Come on daughter, go to your mum." "This must be my dad." "Come on, let's go in." "My father is waiting for you in the room." "What is your sin?" "I've thought a lot." "But there isn't any." "There is no human being without a sin." "We all have sins." "Immediately after the migration to Madinah, an agreement was made." "All creatures... should stay in their own dimensions." "But it didn't happen in this way." "First the humans disrespected the agreement." "Come closer." "My hoja!" "What do you think, is he going to be fine?" "We are going to try." "Many people in this situation come to me." "But this one seems to be a little difficult." "So what are you going to do?" "In people's relations with them... so far people have suffered everytime." "I will just remind them the agreement and draw the boundaries." "Hopefully you will heal Suat too!" "We trust you." "We think that you are a great scholar in this issue." "Being a scholar doesn't solve everything." "Those who come to me, should be faithful either." "Knowledge and faith go side by side up to a certain point... at one point they depart from each other." "Then whatever the cure for your problem is, you follow that path." "We pray for you my hoja." "Do you have a long way, where are you staying?" "By the street, Demircan Hotel." "You don't call Nurcan... but why didn't you tell your mum that you came to Istanbul?" "What may I say?" ""I've lost my mind and Metin is taking me to a hoja to recover"?" "You're right." "Even if I call, I can't talk to her, anyway." "She doesn't hear me." "She is telling me some other things." "I can't explain my problem." "She is an old woman... may be she really doesn't hear you." "Or she doesn't want you to get spoiled." " Salamun alaykum!" " Alaykum salam, please!" "Let's go in to the room." "You come in, you will be a witness too." "You come next to me." "Come my son!" "Look son, what do you see?" "A hamam." "What else?" "There are women." "What else?" "A girl is having a bath." "What else?" "Nothing else." "Look, look carefully!" "Don't be scared my son!" "OK, OK, OK!" "[arabic] In the name of Allah..." "OK son, that's enough." "Allright." "Get dressed in the room." "Dad?" "Very bad." "Marid or lfrit's action." "It used Avamir on him." "Is this possible?" "Yes it is." "If there is something he can't leave... or it can't be far away someone it sends Avamir." "What doesn't it want to leave?" "May be a human being." "If this is the case, may Allah help him!" "You seem better." "Thanks a lot." "I kept you away from your job." "I can take time off any time Suat." "You should recover as soon as possible." "They started to grumble." "I don't know how to say it." "Boss isn't happy about your performance at all, Suat." "You said that he was very happy with my performance." "None of them could stay to this curse." "But it didn't come." "What does this mean?" "He gave up even about his existence." "So?" "Complicated, very complicated." "I feel exhausted." "I'll go out and get some fresh air." "If the same had happened to you, I don't know if I could do the same for you." "Well everybody is different." "If I wasn't with my family..." "I couldn't make it in a foreign country." "Thanks to your family, they've supported me a lot." "I don't know how I will pay them back." "Thanks a lot Metin." "Don't be silly." "Suat we've been living in Germany for 12 years." "Until you came there, I didn't have even one friend, trust me!" "You are my childhood friend." "Off course I will help you." "I give you my word, as soon as you get better... we will go to the village together." "God Willing." "I am going to sleep." "Ok go to sleep." "I am coming soon, too." "Hi mum." "We are fine mum, everything is OK." "He is fine, too." "He went upstairs to sleep." "We'll be there in two days." "OK, say hi to my dad." "Suat!" "Suat!" "Suat!" "Suat!" "Suat?" "Suat!" "Suat!" "Oh my Allah!" "Hello!" "OK, calm down!" "I am coming right away." "What happened dad?" "There is nothing to worry." "Dad?" "You stay with Zeynep and the kid." "I'll be back soon." "Allah, Allah!" "For Allah's sake, where are you going?" "Close the door." "Dad, may I come with you?" "Give me the key." "And close this." "Dad?" "My hoja, he is upstairs." "My hoja, I didn't know what to do." "I didn't know what to do!" "May Allah rest his soul." "He was caught unprepared." "He should be immediately buried in his village." "My hoja, we should call the police." "We may get into trouble." "Is there a bigger trouble than this?" "You go, if you want and tell the police... explain them how your friend's legs and feet got broken." "Or help me." "You stay here." "Still there is no news." "I asked him, where are you going?" "He got in the car and left." "Don't worry he will come back." "He is a grown up, there is nothing to worry about." "He became different after my mother's death." "Anyway, be patient." "Bushra!" "Come on, do your homework!" "Stop playing." "20 liras father." "Here you go." " Thank you, have a good evening!" " Thanks, you too!" "Bushra, don't be scared my child!" "look at me!" "Don't be scared my child, dont!" "Burhan!" "Look, look carefully!" "So, what was the reason for all these things?" "All these misfortunes, all these curces?" "The reason was obvious." "Love!" "A great love!" "It was a misfortuned love." "If people knew how great this love was... they would have stayed away from her." "They would have never tried to have her." "I am going to talk to Suat." "Come on Suat, let's have a talk." "Listen Suat." "Nurcan is a sensitive girl." "She has an illness, you know." "I know." "Be kind to her." "It's her first night." "OK." "Women would get a cold feet if you push them too much." "OK, thanks." "Good boy." "You are very beautiful Nurcan." "Welcome." "Thank you." "You are my wife now." "Stop." "Don't be late." "Allright mum, I am going." "Goodbye son!" "So what happened?" "Nothing happened, I am just too scared to do it." "Don't be scared." "At first I was scared, too." "Later you get used to it." "Thanks my daughter." "Oh, what's the matter?" "ONE MONTH LATER" "Suat when you get close to me I get suffocated." "Don't be scared." "Be relaxed." "I am ashamed." "You are my woman, my wife." "It has been a month since we got married." "There is nothing to be ashamed of." "Suat." "It is like you have been mine for years." "Since I saw you first time." "I let myself to you." "For years?" "You don't know." "I have been in love with you for a really long time Nurcan." "Although you didn't know, you were mine." "You waited a long time by hiding this from me." "I had to hide." "Why?" "If you loved me so much." "Why did you wait so many years?" "Because you couldn't understand my love to you." "I couldn't explain to anyone." "Many people in this village wanted to marry me." "Why didn't you go to my dad and asked him?" "What if he had married me to someone else?" "I wouldn't allow it." "You have always been mine." "Where did you go at this time of the night?" "Dogs were making noises." "I wondered." "Why didn't you turn off the tap?" "THREE MONTHS LATER" "An old villager was coming back from a district bazaar late in the evening." "It was pitch black." "He said to himself, let me climb this slope." "And get some rest under the fig tree." "He climbed up looked around." "There were four men under the tree." "They had wonderful food." "Everything you can imagine." "The old man said, may it be blessed." "He was about to walk away." "They invited him." "So he joined." "The four guys started to eat." "The old man prayed to Allah before eating." "Suddenly, the men turned into dwarfs." "And meals into dog shit." "These are lies." "I don't believe." "Don't talk like that." "These things really happened." "Mum, I will tell you something." "I am listening." "I haven't had it for three months." "What haven't you had?" "Oh, are you pregnant?" "I think so." "Do you have blackout, queasiness?" "I gagged twice today." "Great!" "Congratulations!" "What is going on?" "You are going to be a father." "Nurcan!" "Be careful." "Go inside, come on!" "Are you asleep?" "Aren't you eating Suat?" "You are so beautiful Nurcan." "Don't say so, I am getting embarrassed." "Are you still embarrassed from your husband?" "Soon we are going to be four people in the house." "You will be a mother." "Why don't you eat?" "I will go out for a few minutes." "You always disappear." "I get scared." "What are you afraid of?" "Your mother and I, two women alone in the house." "OK, I am not going anywhere!" "Suat, your mother and I are going to go to the hamam." "No." "I don't want you to go there." "What's the matter, for so many months, Allah forbids." "FIVE MONTHS LATER" "Is she still having queasiness?" "I don't know." "They say if it is a boy it makes queasiness." "It has nothing to do with this." "Bring me scissors and a knife." "Why?" "Just bring them to me." "Let's hide them under the pillow." " Here they are." " Give them to me." "If she sits over the knife, it is a boy." "If she sits over the scissors, it is a girl." "Allright, you know so much!" "Sit down." "Come and sit next to me and let's have a chat." "I am very tired mum." "Come on my beautiful girl, sit in front of us." "Let us see your face and have few words with you." "You are so bad tempered, I hope this baby won't look like you!" "What would happen if you had sat with us?" "I don't want to mum, I don't feel like doing it." "We should get going." "You behaved shamefully." "You humiliated me in front of the neighbors." "Learn to behave respectfully." "Shameless." "Come son." "Come and see your mum's situation." "What's the matter?" "I was humiliated in front of everyone." "Is Nurcan inside?" "She is inside, crying." "She gets offented from everthing." "You disappear very often." "I am confused what to do son." "Nurcan!" "If you yell at her once again, I'll suffocate you!" "What kind of son are you?" "Do you understand?" "Everything will be fine, don't worry." "I am leaving now." "I will come back as soon as possible." "Where are you going, again?" "I'll be back." "It has been two days since he left." "I'm worried about him." "He didn't say where he has gone, he was very angry." "It is our fault." "He got very angry." "I am very scared mum." "Don't be scared, I am here!" "Where have you been Suat?" "Wake up Suat." "I think, it is time!" "I'll be back." "Her water has come!" "Come on my girl, come on push, push." "Be patient!" "A little bit harder." "It will be over soon." "Oh my Allah!" "This is the seed of a devil!" "It should be killed immediately!" "Everthing was your fault." "None of these would happen if you didn't fall in love with her." "Now vanish and never breathe again!" "Learn, tell others, take precautions... and never forget!" "This great, damned love started years ago." "The one from another dimension fell in love with someone from our dimension." "The one that was created from fire... fell in love with the one that was created from soil." "He loved her for years." "Secretly." "Everything was going well for it." "He owned her." "Until a stranger wanted to take her." "This stranger was going to go far away." "He would come back and take the loved one." "But that stranger could never come back." "He was restrained." "The thing which kept him there... was the great love which he couldn't even dream about." "And the owner of this love... submitted for his love." "He had to live in a human shape." "For its love, it even accepted to live in another creature's form." "It was beyond imagination!" "It had to learn everything." "It happened at the same time!" "It happened at the same time!" "It happened at the same time!" "Hello mum, I want to get out of here as soon as possible." "I don't feel well mum!" "Don't you hear?" "Strange things are going on!" "Its love was unique." "Its was incomparable." "Its love was from this world... but itself not!" "Everyone who involved in this curse took his share." "And me?" "I could be considered mad, since I have to write these things." "Either you can see these events as a madman's absurdity... or call these writings as written under a great influence." "I have seen these things!" "It was wrong." "Completely wrong." "It was a great love but... it was wrong!" "Learn, tell others, take precautions... and never forget!" "Don't ever neglect the curse under the great love!" "Always look carefully... to the people around you!" "Very carefully!" "Suat went to Germany to work there." "He was planning to come back in couple of years." "A few weeks later... he could'nt stand it and came back." "But the one who came back, wasn't him." "He always seemed sick at work." "He couldn't get used to Germany, he couldn't make it." "And he had to go back to Turkey." "Since Nurcan's childhood." "She used to faint quite often." "We thought, she would get better after marriage." "But there were things we didn't know about." "Some people used to go to Haji Burhan." "We didn't know what he was doing in his house." "No one was in his house." "He took his son, daughter in law, grandchild and left." "haji Burhan was a bipolar person." "He is getting psychiatric treatment right now."