"CHAPTER 1 NECROLOGUE" "CHAPTER 2 PAIN" "Do you know what it's like?" "You disgusting little pig!" "You're letting everything go bad again!" "It reeks in here!" "Move to a fucking cemetery!" "What's all this racket?" "Are you acting up again?" "How many more drugs do you want to take?" "Do you know this kind of pain?" "The feeling of shame?" "The fear?" "Can't you smell the decay in here, you little piece of shit?" "You're not going to amount to anything in life, you little peasant." "If I find out that you're responsible for what happened to the cat," "I'm putting you in a home once and for all!" "Have you ever been truly alone?" "Is continuing worth the pain?" "Not now." "I can't stand your groping." "Don't you love me anymore?" "Do you really think this is love?" "The only thing that binds us together is pain and humiliation." "At least, that's the way I feel." "Have you ever lost your ground?" "Have you ever tasted this bittersweet pain?" "I love it" "The quiet sound of skin ripping and a blade cutting through flesh" "It shows me that I'm still alive and thus sets me apart from them." "The firs time, it hurt like hell" "Tears fell like drops of rain." "Welcome to the mirror image of countless human tragedies." "Is continuing worth the pain?" "A question only you can answer." "CHAPTER 3 ISOLATION" "A naked body." "Dead flesh." "Like bloodthirsty beasts among sheep." "Welcome to the rise of the heartless." "It is the scent of putrefaction that turns me on." "Why are you shaking?" "What are you afraid of, my friend?" "I'm not afraid." "And I'm not your friend, either." "I don't know what you are, nor what you want." "Whether you like it or not, I am a part of you." "Of all of you." "Get dressed!" "Sitting there, glued to your chair." "You sit there, eating and drinking." "Lifelessly, observing this tragedy of love, death and solitude." "You think all of this is sick?" "You portray yourself as being innocent?" "Take a long, good look at yourself in the mirror and then pass judgement again." "Each and every one of you contributes to this and so do you." "Brutality used against the weak." "Children die for nothing." "Man, the animal." "You are nothing!" "CHAPTER 4 LOVE" "Do you really think that was all?" "It has only just begun." "I remember how it all started." "The relationship with you is doing me good." "For the first time in my life, I am truly happy." "Hush." "One never knows for how long life's beautiful moments are going last." "What's that supposed to mean?" "I can't tell you." "Just enjoy it." "Have I already told you how beautiful you are and how much I love you, today?" "Love... such an overused term." "People talk about love way too often." "But it's the truth." "Aren't you happy about it?" "Of course, I am." "It's just that I've heard it too many times, you know?" "You know what, soldier?" "I have a request." "I want you to lie perfectly still." "And when I come, I want you to choke me, ok?" "Okay." "Yes, yes, now, yes." "CHAPTER 5 HATE" "I took a look at the relationships my so-called friends were in." "Somehow, they were different." "They didn't fight." "They didn't insult each other." "They didn't inflict pain upon each other." "Why?" "They were happy." "But how are two people who can't even cope with their own minds supposed to be in a happy relationship with one another?" "It was she who destroyed you." "She turned you into what you are now." "But there is something you can do about it." "I see!" "And what would that be?" "You're not stupid, are you?" "Think!" "Yes" "No!" "That's not what I meant!" "Why not?" "It would be best for everyone." "So, running away would be best for everyone?" "Can't you imagine anything better?" "Love?" "I never loved you, you fucking loser!" "Hey there." "What do you want?" "I want to talk." "Speak." "Please, come here." "It's really important." "It won't take long, I promise." "Fine" "Soon, I'll succeed and actually achieve something of value." "Then, she will no longer laugh about me." "No longer le able to torture me." "Then, she won't have any more power over me." "Soon, she'll fall silent and no longer be able to move." "Then, it will be she who gives me strength." "And I'll have power over her." "A lovely feeling." "A feeling I can share with almost nobody." "CHAPTER 6 AFTERMATH" "Subtitles by Innominabilis" "WHAT'S YOUR PASSION?"