" doggerel?" " Yep." "It means bad poetry." "I know what it means." "You just turned my doginto doggerel." "And it's what,13 points?" "Nope,26." "Double word score." "I am forfeiting this game." "Oh,come on,robert." "You can't forfeit." "Sure I can.I've gotfive I's and an O." "Besides,you look too beautiful." "Focus." "You have to focus." "I didn't comeall the way up herejust to play board games." "You're not trying." "now come on.You said you had an O." "Do you--do you havean--an r?" "You could spell rumor." "okay,let me see your letters." " Oh,look at that." "You have a T." " So?" "So you can spell tumor." "I don't want youstaring at the word tumor." "Robert... do you thinkthat I have forgottenthat I have cancer?" "I had kevin rescheduletomorrow's press conference in case the chemotakes longer than they say." "Oh,no,no,no.You don't--you don't have to do that,because,uh,I'm gonna be fine." "No,it's your first time.I should be there." "No,sorry." "I've already decidedthat you are not gonna bemy chemo buddy." "W-w-well,who is?" "I dot know.I have a wholegaggle of family membersjust waiting in line." "But you,my friend,you are gonna be concentratingon the campaign." "What has happened to you?" "I mean,you didn't evenwant me in this race," " and now I want to be therefor you..." " you're gonna be there for me." "You're running for governor." "You're not going to the moon." "And besides,the last thing I needis you quitting on my account." "Okay." "Can I at least quitthis game?" "Yes." "You can." "**** yes?" "I'm,uh,justin." "Justin walker." "I'm sorry.Office hoursdon't start until 1:00." "You know what?" "This willonly take a second." "I've been reading upon the cancer researchyou've been doing, and I know it's a bit late,but I was wonderingif I could possiblyjoin your team?" "My assistant positionswere filled a month ago." "I know.And I know this wouldbe making an exception." "Well,even if I could,my grant funding only allowsa certain number of students." "Okay,you know what?" "I'd,uh,I'd volunteer." "I'd,uh,I'd work for free." " Uh,what year are you?" " First." "You know,in my experience,it's better not to rushinto specializing." "You might want to takea year or two, make sure oncology'swhat you really want to do." "No,its." "Look,I'll,uh,I'll do anything." "I'll,uh,empty your trash." "I'll sweep the floors." "I can,uh,offer you a penthat works." "Here you go." "What was your name again?" "Justin walker." "I'll think about it,justin." "Thank you.Thank you." "Um,I won't disappoint you." " sorry I'm late." " Where are we?" " We?" " Yeah." " You mean me." " Okay.That's all right.We'll catch up." "I was trying tgetan internship with dr.Condon." "But you barely got thisunder control." " Look,I can handle this." " Look,I told you." "I'm not gonna get dragged down but your unfocused,naiveapproach to medical school." "Look,I told youI can handle this." "All right,carter?" " Unbelievable." " Carter." "I know this is probablynot what you'rein the mood for, but,uh,rebecca and I are gonnalook at wedding venues today." "I would so love to,but I can't today." "It's,um,kitty'sfirst chemo treatment,and I have to be there." "She hates hospitals,and she hates needles, and it's--it's gonna bea very rough day." " She needs me." " Of course." "Besides that,I really don't want to intrude on your mother-daughter time." "Please,we're going to bein-laws soon enough." "We would loveto have you with us." "Thank you,holly.I really appreciate that." "Okay,bye." "Holly,you wanted to see me." "uh,yeah." "I nt you to follow upa line on a jue broker." "I think I have finally locateda supply of cheap wine that we can useto make our blend." "I would do this myself,but I have promised rebecca that we would lookat wedding venues today." "Okay,but don't you thinkwe should waituntil sarahgets back to work?" "I mean,she needs to weigh inon the possibility of a low-budgetor a second line plan." "And who knows?" "She might havefound something in france." "Well,we needthe revenue now." "We need to put this deal intomotion with the broker today." "Okay,well,how do you knowpeople are gonna buythis $2.99 swill,holly?" "In this economy,people will buy itif we market it correctly." "And if you give thema lottery ticketto distract themfrom the taste." "You know what,saul?" "Forget that I even asked." "If that's the way you want toleave it,that's fine with me." "No,what I want isto generate new revenue now." "We have no idea how long it's gonna be before people are willing to buy high-end products again." "And quite frankly,we can't afford to wait." " What,are we having company?" " no." "No.I just want to be prepared." "We don't know how you'll feelafter this first treatment." "So I made all your favores." "I made tapioca pudding." "I made fresh banana bread,lots of p--no,no,don't,don'T." "Don't--don't drink that." "You don't want any of that.No,no,nolook,I made youa protein drink, because they say you shouldn'tgo there on an empty stomach." "Yes,so I madeoua great protein drink." "And it has almond milkand protein powder and" "It's thick." " A little thick." " Well,let me justthin it out for you." "And then I'll put itin a travel mug,because we can take itwith us." "And I am all ready to go." "Oh,mom." "Oh,god,mom." "I'm so sorry." "I totally forgot to tell youthat-- that sarahis actually going tocome here and pick me up, and--and she's gonna bemy chemo buddy for today." "Oh,great." "Good." "I mean,I,you know,I've hardly seen hersince she got backfrom france, and I thoughtthat it would bea nice opportunityfor us to catch up." "So,you know,it doesn't allhave to fall on you,okay?" "I mean,look at--look at allyou've done so far,and it's only 10:00in the morning." "I mean,I thinkyou should take the day." "Take the dayand just enjoy yourself,because guess what." " What?" " I am gonna be fine." "Yes,yes." "I know that." "I know that." "Yeah." "Absolutely." "The truth is,kitty and ispent a great deal of timeweighing this decision, and the choice was clear--we could suspend our campaignand let the cancer win, or we could continue to liveour own livesand stand upfor what we believe in." "And so that's why I'm staying in the race, because kitty and I believe that's what's best for our family as well as the stateof california." "Okay,I'll take a few questionsnow." "Uh,one at a time. steve." " Senator,I think I spefor everyonein wishing kitty well." " Thank you." "But to focus on your decisionto keep campaigning-- do you risk losing donorswho may fearyou might drop outdown the road?" "Well,uh,I thinkthat my donors appreciatethat I'm steadfastin my decisions." "So,no,I-I don't thinkthat's gonna be an issue." "yes,lynda." "If mrs.Mccallisterdoes support your decisionto stay in the race, why isn't she here today?" "She's at home recuperating." "Of course,but,senator,are you concerned that continuingyour gubernatorial run in the face of your wife'sconditions will appear callous?" "Well,I think most calanorniswould appreciatethat this isa private,family matter, and I think that they'lljudge it as such." "Next question." "now,kitty,you may feela little coldas it reaches your vein." "Okay." "Get you nice and warm." "Sarah... can you,uh,can you talk please?" "What do you want meto talk about?" "I don't know.I don't know.Anything." "You can talk aboutyour trip." "Okay." "there it is." "it's okay." "You're okay." "So...we were running late, sat on the tarmacfor,like,two hours." "I don't know how the airlinesget away with that." "We circled parisfor at least an hour-- sarah,tell me a good story." "I don't want to have to firemy chemo buddy." "I met a guy." "You did?" " Really?" " Really." "Well,you didn't--you didn't tell me that." "Well,I'm telling you now." "Oh,my god." "Okay." "Okay,I want youto tell me every detail,and don't skimp on anything." "Okay." "I was running late." "I'd been driving all morning." "I was lost looking forthis little vineyard outside a placecalled bergerac..." "Driving throughthese beautiful fieldspeppered with sunflowers." "And there was this little farmlet,I guess... beautiful,big,old barn." "bonjour." "Uh,puis-je vous aider?" "Bonjour." "Brothers and Sisters Season 4 episode 04" "Qc'est dit ici,uh,il pour tourner droite sur,uh,rue de chollet." "Oh,no.Uh,no." "Tourner ?" "gauche.Il pour tourner ?" "gauche on rue de--de,uh,chollet." "avez-vous entendu parler de cheau de,uh,chollet?" "vin?" "Vin?" "You know...non." "You're enjoying this,aren't you?" "Okay,look,I-I havean appointment." "Uh,j'ai rendez-vous... business." "it's a winery." "de chollet." "Nothing?" "Cheau chollet." "soul,oui,oui." "Cheau chollet." "Of course." "It's not so far." "you speak english?" "Oui,bien s!" "Of course." "Well,I'm very gladto have amused you." "It was cute." "Could you please give mesome directions?" " I'm--I'm running latefor this appointment." " I take you." "I take you." "You'll take me?" "Are--are you sure?" "Let's eat,and then we go." "Oh,uh,no." "I'm sorryI didn't explain myself." "I'm running late." " I have to..." " you don't want meto take you?" "Uh... no,no." "Uh..." "I just--I have to go now." "What do you think?" "kitty?" "Kitty?" " How are you feeling?" "Everything okay?" " Yeah." "Any shortness of breath?" "No,no.I-I feel great." "I-I feellike I could run a mile." "Good.How about chills,any of those?" " No,no,not at--not at all." " Okay." "this is sarah,my sister." "She just met a guy in france." " Congratulations." " Merci beaucoup." "she does seem to beshivering a little bit." " Is that normal?" " No." "Totally." "We'll just,uh,slow down the dripand give you an extra doseof hydrocortisone," " see if thatcalms things down." " Okay." "I wanted to go over,with both of you,the post-care information." "Okay,okay,can you just please,um,maybe give us one second?" "Sure." "did you--did you stay?" " Kitty." " No,no,no,just tell me." "Of course I stayed." "You know,jean harlowonce lived here." " really?" " yeah." "I'm so glad I found you.Did I miss anything?" " Hi,I'm nora." "I'm--I'm the groom's mother. - oh,welcome." " What--what are youdoing here?" " Hi,honey." "I asked her." "I thought kittywas getting a treatment." "Well,yes,she did.We were halfway out the door,and sarah showed up." "They haven't had any time to betogether since sarah got back." "And then I got to comehelp you here." " Oh,that's so sweet." " Oh,this is so exciting." "I canuse all the help I can get." "Well,I'm--I'm--I'm thrilled,and look at this!" "Look at--this isan impressive place." "Jean harlow once lived here." "Did she live here?" " oh,that must be sarah." " Oh,no,no,it's mine." "I'm sorry,rebecca.This will just be one minute." "Yeah,what is it?" "Yeah,I-I just needthe price of the juice." "Fine,fine." "Put me throughto the broker." "Uh,now most of our couples doa cocktail hour right out here." " We fill the poolwith floating candles." " it's beautiful." "I mean,what do you ink,nora?" "Well,I-I think--I thinkyou have to,you know,feel it." "Feel what?" "Well,feel that it's right." "Feel that it's likeyou and justin." "well,I mean,justin likes water." "Uh,I'm so sorry." "So where were we?" "Uh,why don't we go upstairs?" "We have a fantastic areafor the brid suite." "Are they shooting a movie?" "Are you shootinga movie here?" "Uh,yes." "Well,you know,we rent the space outfor a variety of events." "I thought they'd be done by now." "Must be a priodiece." "I-I think it is." "what period?" "olden times." "Yes.I can't keep up." "but why don't we go lookat the bridal suite?" "Shall we?" "I'm sorry." "are they shooting porn?" "Really?" "Here,now?" "Well,now--now we don'trent out the space for filmingon the weekends." "And I would be happyto throw in free valet." "Free valet." "oh,no.I don't think so,no." "Go,go." "We can get to the streetthis way,can't we?" "go right downthese stairs." "This wasn't supposed to happen." "we need to discussthe kitty issue." "Ternal polls are showinga drop." "First of all,can we pleasenot refer to my wife's illnessas the kitty issue?" "Okay,sorry." "but if we don'tget kitty out thereand show the publicshe's behind you, this is just gonna get worse." "No,it'll be worse if we do." "They'll think we're using her." "It's a risk,I agree,but we can't do nothing." "Look,kevin--a-and jotthis down if you have to, because I'm--I'm notgonna say it again-- kitty's well-beinghas nothing to do withthe state of california or myintegrity or my job performance." " Why can't we say that?" " We did say that." "We--we said that explicitly." "Yeah,and they didn't hear you." "You know why?" "It came from the wrong mouth." "A statement at the least." " No,I'm not gonna use her." " I willhelp her draft it myself." "No,do not--kevin,back o-- there is too much in playfor you to see this clearly." "Leave kitty alone." "She and ihave made a decision." "And that should be good enoughfor everybody!" "Including you." "Spend the most importantday of your lifein the opulentastin ballroom." "Details include fine linenswith buttercup or eggshell, silver,gold or blackchiavari chairs-- what's chiavari?" "Well,it's that.That's a chiavari chair." "Okay,wait." "W-what else is in this--this love in the afternoonpackage?" "A love in the after--it includesa chocolate fountain." "yeah,the idea of the walkersin the same roomwith five tiers of hot, moltenchocolate is pretty rrifying." "all of these packages--they're like--the'yre like... a slightly different versionof the same generic wedding." "Oh,well,maybe your momhas some ideashow to personalize it." "Yeah,if she would everget off the phone." "sweetie,you know what?" "If you don't like this venue,then we should just go." "There are plenty of othersto look at." "Yeah,maybe we should." "so what do you think?" "Does this place have potential?" " Uh,no.We're moving on." " We just got here." "Well,maybe it seems that waybecause you've been onhe phonethe entire time, but--rebecca,I was onlyon the phone for five minutes." "Look,why don't wenot make any decisionuntil we tour the grounds?" "Why,so we can just sign a checkand get the search over with?" "I mean,I know that this isan inconvenience for you,clearly,but-  you know,I-I don't think that...- that's not what I'm saying." "I'm saying how can you makean informed decision withoutchecking out the entire venue." "Because I've seen enoughto know that it's not right." "I mean,ask nora." "You eitherfeel it or you don'T." "Okay,I-I thinkthere is something to that." " But--but sti,you--but... - what,mom?" "You've never done this before." "Nora has,multiple times." "I mean,kevin and scotty'swedding was perfect,and it was--it was so them." "I want that for justin and me." "Oh,so what you're saying is that you want to have your wedding at nora's?" "Well,she's sitting right here." " So why don't you just ask her?" " You know,that" "If youwould just listen for once,you would know that's notwhat I'm saying at all." " I'll tell themI'll call them right back." " Take it.Take it." "That's what you'd ratherbe doing anyways." " Rebecca,please." " Take the call." " I don't have to take it." " Nora,I'm sorry we wasted yourtime." "To think that we couldactually do this together?" " It's unbelievable.- Rebecca,don't be this" "careful." "You'll severthe radial artery." "Hey,can you back up?" "It's pretty hard to focus whenyou're breathing down my neck." "Not bad." " Uh,thanks." " Thank you." "Justin,can you come byand see me tomorrowduring office hours?" "Uh,yeah." "Everything... all right?" "Just want to discussa few things." "Yeah,yeah,I'll be there." "Great." "this is aboutlast week's quiz." "Damn it." "I thought I nailed it.We studied that for,like,six straight hours." "god,why does hewant to talk to me?" "I told him I wantedto switch lab partners." " What?" " Sorry,nothing personal." "But I just need someonewho's 100% committed." "Wait a second.You told madsenI wasn't committed?" "You show up late." "Yeah,and you freaked outwhen you saw a cadaver." "I didn't go running to madsen." "That was once,this is a pattern." "You know what?" "Screw you." "Back up,carter." "here we go." "P.Mini marshmallows,oven-fried chicken,mac and cheese and pudding." "God,how do I get your diet?" "Oh,sorry.That was insensitive." "It's okay." "I-I guess mom is tryingto spark my appetite by bringing out all my oldchildhood favorites." "but... oh,no way." "I'm not hungry." "I don't care." "You are going to eat." "All right,I'll eat..." "If you tell me moreabout mr.Frenchy." "It's a deal." "You never made it to that wineryyou were looking for,did you?" "Not that week,no." "Week?" "It was amazing." "stop blocking your face." "you're making meself-conscious." "Your face,it is powerful and soft..." "like you." "What do you know about me,except for my inabilityto read a map?" "Your expressions--it tells me many things." "For example...your brow,your jaw... sarah,you're a womanwho's in control." "You like control." "Your eyes and your smile... they say something different." "You want to be wild,give in to your impulses." "Did they teach you thatat art school?" "No." "It's something I simply see." "What elsedo you simply see?" "That you're slow to trust." "Maybe a little." "But you want to let go." "Hello." "Hello." "Should I come back?" " Yeah,yeah." " No,no,yeah." "No,no,no." " Uh,you'll stay,I'll go." " No,no,no." " We'll,uh,continue this tomorrow." " Oh,tomorrow?" " Keep her hydrated,will you?" " Yeah,yeah." "Thanks." "No problem." "I'll call you tomorrow." "when I'm better,we're going to france." "Wherever you want." " How's evan?" " Oh,his--his cold'sgetting better." "The doctor says he's almostwell enough to be around you." "Oh,good,good. 'Cause I-I really miss him." "Tommy. he sent a very nice note." "So how was it?" "Uh,it wasn't,uh...it wasn't as scaryas I thought it would be." "And I--I'm definitelynauseated,though." "Here." " At's that?" " Acupressure." "If I put pressureright on your palm,it reduces nausea." "How come I never knew aboutthis skill before?" "'Cause I justlooked it up online." "I'm just... happy to be ableto do something to help." "Are you gonna make me askabout the press conference?" "It went fine." " Fine?" " Yeah." "That's it?" "But you--but you alwaystell me everything, right down to the distractingsheen on the loafersof ted from the times." "Usylly,mwifeisn't just finishingher first round of chemo." "What were the numbers?" "I bet you're down with women." "What--what are they?" "We took a hit." " But I'm not worried." " You always worry." "That's why you win." "All right,well,this time,I'm gonna win and I'm not gonna worry." "How's that sound?" " Like a lie." " Come here." "Just leave...california out there." "In here,it's just you and me." "Hey." " Uh-oh. - Uh-oh,what?" "You're folding socks." "You only fold sockswhen you're upset." "well,we don't havea wedding venueand my mother and ifought today." " Oh,well,that sucks." " Yeah." "How was your day?" "Remember that oncologyinternship I applied for?" "Oh,no." "You didn't get it?" "Oh,that's up in the air,but check this out." "So carter decides to tellprofessor madsenthat he wantsa new lab partner." " What?" " Yeah." "He says I can't handlethe workload that I already got." "Doogie thinks you can'thack it?" "What a tool." "all right,so what's going onwith the venue things?" "I mean,I had no ideathat wedding stuffis so cookie cutter." " It's just not us." " All right." "So what wouldmake it personal?" "Becca,I surewhen you were a little girl,you know,you had plansabout your wedding." "Kitty and sarah used toplay bride all the time." "So did kevin." "well,I didn'T." "I mean--I-I mean,it's not like" "I had some wedding album of my mother's to look through,you know?" "I..." "I think you havea defective bride." "Rebecca,I don't havea defective bride... at all." "Well,I don't know." "I don't know." "I..." "I think maybeyou should plan the weing." "yeah." "Well,unless you wantchili dogs and chicken wings at a dodger game,that's probably a bad idea." "how's kitty?" "She's asleep." "Great." "God,she's tough." "according to sarah,they had fun today." "Good." "I'm glad sarah's back." "Kitty needs you guys." "How are you holding up?" "Good." "So I assume you don't wantan update on the polls,which are still down." "Correct assumption." "Uh,well,let's see,in otherimportant state matters--oh,yeah, madera countywould like your support in their campaignto change the state bird." "How about the ostrich?" "They're so cute." "You know,they do that wholehead-burying-in-the-sand thing." "I'm not burying my heading the sand." "Yes,you are." "Come on,robert." "You march into that officeand act like you're working." " We all know what's going on-- - what do you want from me?" " You do realize,kitty will notlet you quit this campaign?" " I haven't quit." "No,you've stopped running,because you knowif you do nothing, your whole campaignwill fall apart on its own, and you can tell kittyyou tried your best." "Reality is,you're sabotagingyour chances,and you know it." "Kevin,stay out of it." "hey,how are you feeling?" "Oh,I feel likeI want to vomit,and the deep breaths are notcutting it, so please,you need to tell me the end." "It was a vacation romance." "And..." "like vacations...it ended." "Oh,I know." "But just tell me--tell me how." " Sarah?" "Are you there?" " Yeah." "you know...he... he wasn'twho I thought he was." "The last day I was there,I went for a walk." " sarah-- - who was at?" " I must explain." " Don't bother." "I'm so sorry." "You wonderwhy I don't trust." "No,no,no." "Whoa,whoa,whoa,whoa,whoa,whoa,whoa." "No,no,wait a--wait a second." "I know this." " You go back to your car,and it doesn't start." "and then you go backto t farmhousewith the both of them." "It's the movie." " What movie?" "This whole time,you've been telling me the plot of that french movie that mom used to lovewhen we were kids." "Okay,you're right." "You busted me." "I'm sorry." "You mad at me?" "No,I'm not mad." "I'M... you took my mindoff of everything." "I'm--I'm just very sadthat you didn't get to havea love affair with a hunky frenchman." "Yeah... me,too." "Hey,where'd you go?" "I thought you were next to methe whole time?" "Oh." "You're not robert." "He's at the drug storefilling a prescription." "But I can sit with youif you want." "That's why I'm here." "Are you allowed to have that?" "that blog waright." "Chemo definitely makesthe beer taste better." " Could I?" " Get your own." "I have cancer." "So,um...robert's been gettingreally beat up for not suspendinghis campaign,right?" "He told you?" "Nope." "He didn't have to." " how bad is it?" " You know what?" "I wouldn't say that bad." "Well,that's becausehe won't let you." "But what's the plan?" "What's the counterstrategy?" "Oh,great." "You don't have one." "You know what?" "I'm kinda caught here betweena rock and his wife," " so can we just-- - oh,you know what?" "Come on,kevin." "He's not doing anything." "It's--it's like the rope-a-dope with no plan of coming off the ropesand actually throwingany punches." "All right." "So what are we gonna do?" "Let him suspend--a clean,dignified break." "Why let him limpthrough a campaignhe doesn't even wantto be a part?" "All he wants is to be herewith you." "Well,too bad." "He can'T." "Why not?" "You know,you keep asking usto keep on living normally." "Well,you know what?" "People put things on holdwhen people are sick." " No,no,no,we're not gonnaput anything on hold..." " yes,they do." "Take care of yourwife." " That's acting normally!" " Because if he quits,and idon't survive this,then what?" "Don't--please do notgo there,okay?" "Well,I have to go there,kevin." "I don't have a choice." "Now you are either in denialof who robert is or you'rein denial of how thingsmay turn out for me,okay?" "If he quits,and I die,then what?" "Anwe're notgonna let that happen." "And you are nnahelp me,kevin,because robert needs this," " especially if-- - please,one condition." " What?" " No more if-G." "You're getting better." "That's that." "Okay,fine." "I'm getting better." "so how do we help him?" "I think I have an idea." "Look,sir,I-I know that goingfor an internship right nowmay not bethe best idea, but--has someone in your familybeen diagnosed with cancer?" "Yeah." "Um...my sister kitty." "It's lymphoma,stage iii." " How did--how did you know that--- because I've seen this before-- a-a sudden academic fire,newfound interest in oncology." "I'm sorry." "I--you know,I-I--that's--I'm--I just wantto help somehow." "And there's nothing wrongwith that, and many of the greatestadvances in medicine, in every branch of science,has been made by people who havevery personal motives." "Then--then why is goingfor an internship a bad idea?" "Justin,because there isa right way and a wrong wayto go about things." "Taking on so muchin your first year, and then,god forbid,you fail?" "How does that help anybody?" "Yeah,you're--you're right." "I-I-I get it." "And now...about carter." "carter,yeah." "He,uh,he wants a new lab partner." "Well,he is brilliant." "So he tells me." "But he's so afraid of failurethat he can't think straight." "Yeah,well,me,too." "But you have more practicallife experience than any student I've hadin years." "And he's had less lifethan anyone I've ever met." "So what,you--you want meto get him laid or-- no,mr.Walker. I want you to teach himby example how to get along with peoplein the real world." "Yeah,I...yeah,I c--I can do that." "Good." "And look,someday you may becomean extraordinary oncologist, able to help peoplelike your sister." "But every journey startswith the first step." "And in this case,the first step is the hand." "Start with the hand." "I left my cell phonein the car." "I'm surprised that youwanted to meet me here." " No,I-I asked you becauseI wanted your opinion." " Yeah." "But,uh,I also really needto apologize." "I'm--I'm sorry." "I-I was frustrated,and I took it out on you, and I shouldn't have." "I promise I won't beall bridezilla for the rest ofthe wedding planning." "you weren't that bad." "And I'm sureit was really annoying, me picking up the phoneall the time." "No,no." "Is everything okay?" "Yeah." "Everything is great now." "I got enough juicethat we can start productionon our new blend." " That's great." " It's great." "But today is about youand your wedding." "So what do you thinkabout this place?" "Mom." "Is it me,or doall of these places suck?" "No,you're right." "None of these places have beenright for you and justin." "So let's just takea step back,all right?" "Okay,so now when you thinkabout your wedding, what do you picture?" "I don't have a picture." "I mean,where was lwhen all of these little girls were staging fake weddingsin their bedrooms?" "Outside in the backyardsplashing in the mudand" " begging meto let you stay outfor five more minutes,please,mommy." " I remember." "You would stay outas long as I would let you." "You and that stuffed dolphinthat I got you at sea world,running through the ferns." " Awoka-woka." " Awoka-what?" " Awoka-woka." "That's it." " What?" "Mom,I-I think I knowwhere we should get married." "Great." "Thank you." "If you're not up for company,I could come back." "No,no,I am." "Come on in." "How are you feeling?" "I'm tired,but,you know,I'm actually not that bad." "Good." "Or not good." "No,I... it's good." "mom,are you--are you angryabout yesterday?" "no." "I am... over it." "Whatever it was,I'm over it." "You're the one that knowswhat's best for you, and whatever you wantor don't want-- just tell me what to do,and I'll do it." "Mom,you're already doing it." "I feel likeI'm not doing enough." "Well,you can't cure me." "I wish I could pull every bitof that cancer out of youand put it in me instead." "I wish it were me." "I know." "That's why I couldn'thave you with me yesterday." "I didn't want to put youthrough that, and--and besides,if you cry,I cry." "did sarah do okay?" "Yeah,sarah--sarah did great." " Just--aah." " What?" "No,it's just this--this,uh,injection siteis just pretty sore." "I don't know." "Dr.Avadonsaid they're gonna maybeput in a chest catheter." "It makes it easier." "I don't want to cry." "it's okay." "you can cry." "Are you at a good placeto take a break?" "Sure,if you canhelp me rememberthe erector spinae muscles." "There's iliocostalis,uh,longissimus,spinalis." "I'm just trying to geta head starton next week's work." "I.L.S. I love sex." "Erector." "Sex." "Yeah." "I'm into that." "I got it.I.L.S." "What--what's going on?" "Okay,um,so you knowhow you said that, you know,little girlsplay bride?" "Well,I-I didn'T." "But I did playthe isle of awoka-woka." "I would go outsidewith my littlestuffed animal-- bradmore--this little dolphin, and we'd great strand..." "Bradmore?" "On a deserted island." "But instead of--instead ofbeing sad,we would be happy, because,you know,there werepalm trees and tiki torchesand--and coconut desserts, and it was just--it was perfect." "And it was everythingthat I ever want edon this--this little island." "Please tell me this meansa wedding in hawaii." " Oh,I love that." " Yeah?" " I love that." " Yeah?" "I mean,you can surf." "Uh-oh." "Maybe a little bitof this?" " Yeah." " A little of that." " A little hula dancing." " Yeah." " A little bit of this." " look at your spinalis!" "What do you say to peoplethat think that robert should suspendhis campaign?" "Well,I would say thatthat would be a real tragedyfor the people of california." "California needsrobert mccallister." "And he will be there for us." "He'll be there for all of us." "You know,robert needs tocontinue to fight his battle just like I need to continue to fight mine." "and I don't think you'll find either one of uscowering in the corner." " what is this?" " Your polls going up." "Her idea." "I also truly believethat robert has this uncanny ability to stay focused... even when he needs to make hard judgments." "You seem well,kitty,and I mean you soundincredibly positivein light of thisdifficult situation." "How do you achieve that?" "With a lot of help." "I am surrounded by--by so much love and support." "Ever since my diagnosis,my husband,my mother,my siblings-- everybody has really..." "really rallied around me." "hey,mom." "It's so funny you called." "I was just in thisgorgeous patisserie." "They had those little pastriesyou love." "she's got what?" "Oh,my..." "I'll be home tomorrow." "Okay." "Sarah." "What's wrong?" "it's my sister." "I've gotta go home." "I've gotta go." "I'm sorry." "Sah." "thank you forspeaking with us today,kitty." "Well,thank you." "It's my pleasure." "that was pundit and blogger kitty mccallister, the wife of senator robert mccallister,talking..." "I thought we hadan arrangement." "Which one was that?" "That you we gonna concentrateon getting welland leave the campaigningto me." "Right,right." "But you weren't holding upyour end of the bargain." "It's not healthy for you." "You need to ignore it." "Well,then you need toallow me to ignore it." "Stop throwing the game." "That's your--your plan,right?" "I'd still be a senator." "I just wouldn't be min theiddle of this campaign." "No,I know what this is about." "This is about us." "This is about--this about us... before." "What if I'm notthat guy anymore?" "What if I don't want itat any cost?" "Because I know that you arethe most important thing to me." "And I didn't know that before." "And I..." "I'm ashamed of that." "Honey...you don't owe me anything." "Yes,I do." "Well,then you can't stopbeing an example." "What do you mean?" "You never give up." "I don't nt youto give up now." "Please." "All right." "just a second." "Pardon me." "I lost." "I was wonderingif you could help me." "Oh,my god. brothers and sisters s04e04"