"In the criminal justice system sexually-based offenses are considered especially heinous." "In new york city," "The dedicated detectives who investigate" "These vicious felonies are members of an elite squad known as the special victims unit." "These are their stories." " No, no, no." "You deal with it." "No, I'm not coming back to the office." "No, already- I promised lily" "We'd celebrate our seventh-month anniversary together." "She's a chic you know how it is." "Dude, she's not going to understand." "Look, it's after 10:00." "I'm already late." "She's going to be pissed at me." "Ah, I'll see you tomorrow." "Don't call me." "Hey, honey, I'm home." "You, uh, you ready to party with the parkster?" "Big guy has been aching for you all day." "Lily!" "Oh, god." " 911 operator, what is the nature of your emergency?" " Something really bad has happened to my girlfriend." " Lily milton, 23." "Lives here with her boyfriend, parker hubbard." "Matched the bloody print to exemplars" "From her personal effects." "They're definitely lily's." " No sign of forced entry." " But she put up a hell of a fight." " Till he bashed her head into that mirror." "I found her hairs on the bloody shards." " She was still alive when he took her" "Down the fire escape." "Blood trail." " The fire escape?" "It's got to be that perv." " What perv?" " The one who's been peeping here for the last month," "Watching us have sex." " Did you call the police?" " Lily did." "They didn't do anything about it." " Well, they're probably trying to identify him." " How hard can it be?" "The creep lives downstairs." " Police, open up." " Nypd." "This is my partner, detective benson." "I'm- - detective stabler." "And they say lightning never strikes twice." " Do I know you?" " How could you forget?" "Last time we met, you put me in jail for 19 years." "Sync by Adriano_CSI for Addic7ed" " In 1989, I was in uniform walking a foot post." "Callum donovan and some of his accomplices" "Were robbing a bank." "On their way out," "He runs into me, literally." " That's a lucky catch." " Changed my life." " You don't look old enough to shave." " I wasn't old enough to make detective," "But the p.C. Was impressed." "They promoted me on the christmas list." " So you made your bones on his back." "Any sex crimes on donovan's rap sheet?" " That arrest was his only fall." " He could still be our perp." "Guy does two decades behind bars." "Comes out with a new appetite." " Forensics put him at the crime scene?" " Not in lily's apartment, but his prints" "Are all over the fire escape." "Blood trail goes down to the street, stops at the curb." " So he must have put her into a car." "Did donovan own a vehicle?" " Nothing registered under his name," "But it could have been borrowed, stolen, rented." " Munch and fin are calling cab companies, gypsy cabs." " What about his apartment?" " Csu checked." "It's all clean." " You two have history." "Use it to sweat him." "Find out where he stashed the girl." " Or buried her." "Where is she, donovan?" " I don't know." " Wrong answer." " It's the only one I got." " And now I got you." " You're fitting me for a frame." " No, you put yourself in it." "Your peeping tom routine led us right to you." " The only time I've seen that girl" "Was in the stairwell." "And I wasn't looking up her skirt." " I'm sure you got plenty watching from the fire escape." " Sure, that's how I get up to the roof." " What's wrong with the stairs?" " The fire escape is right outside my window." "I like to be outdoors where I can breathe." "So I sit on the roof." " And on the way up, you watch lily." "Getting dressed, in the shower, having sex." "Would you slide your hands down your pants," "Pretending that's you in there with her?" " Who's the pervert now?" " All those years without a woman." "You're a pro at fantasy." "You get tired of just thinking about it," "So you go up there and you do" "All the things that you've dreamed up" "All alone in your cell." " I never did any of that." " Why would she lie?" " We paid $3,500 a month." "With that kind of money," "We shouldn't be assaulted by our neighbors." " Donovan assaulted you?" " With his cigarette smoke." "It comes up through the vents." "The whole apartment reeks of it." "Lily's allergic." " Okay, that's a landlord-tenant issue." "That's not a crime." " We called the landlord." "He said he'd love to turf donovan out." "That guy's on rent control." "He only pays $800." " We moved into that apartment fresh off the boat." "I was ten." "And now some johnny-come-lately wants to tell me" "I can't light up at home." "Try to be neighborly." "Smoke on the roof." "She's a nut." " She's a saint." "Lily teaches art to underprivileged kids." "Reads books on tape for the blind." "She just started med school, and that bastard killed her." " We don't know that." " Look, he said he would." "He threatened her with a knife." "He said he was going to cut her throat" "Unless she stopped running her mouth." " It was on my belt, not in my hand." "I'd just come from work." " You got an answer for everything, don't you?" " I got the truth." "Twist it however you want." "Won't change my story." " That you're just an ex-con," "Living a quiet, law-abiding life." " I lost my mother when I was in prison." "20 years passed me by while I sat in that cage." "So I go to work every day," "Visit my parole officer once a week," "And piss in a cup when he asks me to." "I'm not giving anyone any excuse" "To put me back inside." "I didn't touch the girl." "Sure, she was a pain in the ass." " And so are you, cal." "What happened?" "Freedom get boring?" "You want detective stabler to lock you up again?" " Petra, how'd you know I was here?" " Veronique phoned me when you didn't show" "For your date." "I made some calls." "Petra gilmartin." "I'd like to speak to my client alone." " You like donovan for this?" " He's got history with the victim" "That includes voyeurism and threats." " And you've got a history with him." " Well, I haven't given donovan a thought" "Since the day that I collared him." " What about the boyfriend?" "You bother to rule him out?" " Munch and fin did." "Lily was last seen at school around 5:00." "Parker hubbard was at work until 10:00." "He was still on the phone with a colleague" "When he walked in on the crime scene." " For now, donovan's our guy." " Humor me with some proof." " He's been watching lily from the fire escape." " And what about the boyfriend?" "Did he ever see donovan out there?" " No, but lily told him about it." " Ah, that's hearsay." "Guys, until you find some admissible evidence" "Against your old pal donovan, we can't hold him here." " Cut him loose, it's going to give him time" "To clean up after himself," "Which is going to make it that much harder" "For us to get that evidence." "Charge him or come say good-bye." "The next time you want to talk to my client," "Call me first." " You better clear your schedule." "See you soon." " If I'm not at home, you can find me at work." "Pier 19 over in bayonne." " Hey." "Where's lily, you freak?" " Wait, wait." " Not resisting, not resisting." "hey!" "That's enough out of you." " I'll kill you!" " Knock it off!" " You okay, cal?" " Pervert, I'll kill you!" " Yeah." " The boyfriend?" " Yeah." " Yeah, I'll give him a free pass" "Under the circumstances, but he touches my client again," "He's doing time." " Look at him." "He knows we're watching he's cool as a cucumber." " Give him time." "He'll crack." " Detectives." "I pulled donovan's time card like you asked." " Clocked out at 5:00." "That's plenty of time to go home and pay lily a visit." " He didn't go home." "It was payday." "Me and the boys went over to mcglades, had a few." " How late was he there?" " I left about 7:00." "He was still drinking when I took off." " Well, like you said, still plenty of time." " I know about cal's past." "Told me when I hired him." "People change, detective." " Not always for the better." " You know, I'm going to have munch and fin sit on donovan." "I don't want to stand out here in the hot sun." "Let's go get a cold one, huh?" " Why are you asking about cal donovan?" " There was some trouble" "At his apartment building last night." " Cal had nothing to do with it." "He was here." " What time did he leave?" " Ah, around 8:00." " Boyfriend didn't get home till close to 10:30 last night." " Boyfriend?" "Whose boyfriend?" "Was cal with a girl?" " Do you always take this much interest" "In your customers' personal lives?" " Frankie, take over." " Sure thing." " I've known cal donovan since I was a kid." "He broke my heart when he got locked up." "20 years later, he walks in here" "And orders a drink, says, "hey, betty jean."" "Just like he'd seen me yesterday." " So you got back together?" " Well, maybe this time, we can make a go of it." " So cal was with you last night?" " He had a load on." "Kept after me to go upstairs to my place," "But then he couldn't cut the mustard." "I said it was the drink." "Happens to a lot of guys." "He called me a whore." "Broke a lamp and stormed out." " Donovan comes home drunk, horny, and pissed off." "He goes up the fire escape to grab a smoke on the roof." "He sees lily, the yuppie bitch" "Who has been making his life miserable." "She's home alone." "It's the perfect storm." " Works for me." "Hey, captain." "We're on our way." "The crew on a dredger spotted a girl's body" "Floating in the water right off staten island." "The description matches lily's." " Special victims." "M.E. Take the body?" " No body." " You couldn't recover her?" " No, your girl's alive." "Barely, but still breathing." "Another miracle on the hudson." " Cardiac arrest en route." "Barely got her back." "Temp's 88." " She's hypothermic." "Prep her for bypass and ecmo." " Is she going to make it?" " She's not dead until she is warm and dead." " How's lily?" " They're warming her blood." "She was in the water a long time." " Oh, god." "I have to tweet this." "Her followers need to know." " Her followers?" " I started a twitter account last night: "where's lily?"" "We already have over 2,300 friends." " Great." "Now we got online looky-loos." " Detectives." "We got lily's temp up." "She is conscious, but she's showing signs" "Of post-traumatic retrograde amnesia." " What does that mean?" " She's experiencing some memory loss." " We need to talk to her now." " And she needs to rest." " I have a great bedside manner." " Lily." "I was so worried about you, babe." " Oh." " The cops." "They need to talk to you." " Cops?" "What happened?" "Am I in trouble?" " No, lily." "But we found you in the hudson river." "Do you know how you got there?" " No." " So what's the last thing you do remember?" " I was coming home from school, uh..." "It was 7:00, but it was so hot I just-I took a shower." "Um..." "I heard someone in the apartment." " Did you see who it was?" " A man." " Was it-?" " Hold on." "Did you see who it was?" " I think it was the creep from downstairs," "But I'm not sure." "It was all so blurry." " It's okay." "It's okay." "So what happened next?" " Uh, there was glass breaking," "And, um, stuff falling, and my head hurt." "I think I passed out." " And where were you when you came to?" " I was in a car, and then a dark room." "And it was freezing cold, and the door was locked." "And someone put a bag over my head," "And then I couldn't breathe." "Then I was falling and" " Okay, that's enough." "Everyone out." " Victim make an I.D.?" " Not a solid one." "Maybe it was the creep from downstairs," "Plus a diagnosis of traumatic amnesia." "Donovan's lawyer's going to make mincemeat out of her." " Let me guess- no trace evidence." " The river washed her clean." " Anything to put the cuffs on donovan?" " Timeline works." " Run it for me." " Well, he left betty jean's place around 8:00." "He goes to his apartment, grabs lily," "Stashes her somewhere," "And he's back at his apartment" "By the time we get there at 11:00." " Three hours is a lot of time." "He could have driven her anywhere." "Dumped her in the river." " Well, there's no way lily was in the water all night." "The currents would have washed her out to sea." " Maybe he wanted a little more fun with her." "But when we got onto him, he went back to his hidey-hole," "And that's when he throws her in the river." " Okay, but when?" "Munch and fin have been sitting on him all day." "Donovan's been at his job." " He works on the docks." "Pretty convenient place to dump somebody in the river." " Well, lily did say that she was freezing." "And it's been in the 90s all week." "Maybe she was in some refrigerated storage unit." " Liv, stay with theictim." "Elliot, see if they have a walk-in on the docks." " How long you going to keep us out of there?" "I got a crew sitting idle, and a shipment of tomatoes" "Going south on me." " Just tell your boy donovan to give it up." "We'll grab him and go." "Otherwise, you're making marinara." " Detective, we got prints up the yin-yang." "But not lily's." " No sign she was here?" " No blood or hair fibers." " All right, keep checking." "She was kept here overnight." "She left something behind." "Don't look at me." "The guy costing you overtime is sitting right over there." "Anybody seen this girl here?" "You want to get back on the clock, speak up." "She was here, and someone saw her." " Come on, put the cuffs on me." " Not now, but soon." " I'll see you when I see you." " You will." "Working hard?" " Following parker hubbard's tweet fest." " "lily's resting." "Thanks for all the love and support."" " Most of the posts are from strangers" "Claiming they spotted lily before you found her." " Or people with crazy theories," "Like she was abducted by aliens or white slavers." "At least they didn't tie up our tip line." " Too bad nobody saw her with donovan." " Maybe somebody did." "How about this one from tracie?" ""saw her around midnight, arguing outside my store" "With some angry-looking dude." "Wish I'd done something."" " We saw that and ruled it out." "Donovan was in the interrogation room" "With you at midnight." " Maybe tracie got the time wrong." " No way." " You're sure about that?" " I know exatly what time it was." "I get off at 1:00 a.M., so I was watching the clock." "That girl was outside going at it with some guy." " Okay, with him?" " Uh-uh." "Definitely not." "He was asian, like, ugly cute, and much, much younger." "Did I just solve the crime?" " Well, maybe the girl that you saw" "Just resembles lily." " It was lily." "I've got the receipt somewhere." " You didn't say she came in here." " I didn't?" "I guess I was caught up in the fight" "And her being a murder victim." " She's not dead." " I knew it." "Lily milton." "Came in at 11:23 p.M. Used terminal 5 for 46 minutes." "Our boss has us copy I.D.S in case some terrorist" "Uses our computers." "Do you want me to log you in to the terminal she used?" " No, I don't want you to touch it" "Until I get a tech down here." " Who's billy chang?" " Why do you want to know about him?" "Billy didn't kidnap me." "He's just some guy I know." " But he's also a former med student" "Who happens to have a rap sheet for selling crystal meth." " I don't know anything about that." " You don't?" "Then explain these e-mails." ""billy, can you stop by?"" ""billy, where are you?"" ""billy, get the hell over here."" " That isn't my e- mail address." " No, it's not the one your friends use." "Our tech proved that it was set up" "On your home computer six months ago." " Okay, so it's mine." "Does being the victim of a crime" "Give you guys the right to hack through my e-mails?" " No, but you're not a victim, either, are you?" " I was abducted." " No, you weren't." "You were not assaulted." "You weren't kidnapped or tossed into the river." "You were online at copy qwik scoring drugs." " No, you don't understand." " Okay, so make us understand, lily." "Hmm?" "Make us understand." " I had a crappy day at school." "In anatomy class, they gave me" "This ugly old woman cadaver," "And it creeped me out just to touch her." "When I got home, my skin was crawling." " So you pulled off your clothes when you got home," "And you jumped into the shower." " I didn't want to smell like dead old lady" "For my special night with parker." "So I got ready, but then- he didn't-he didn't show up." "So I got really pissed." " So you needed a little something to take the edge off." "So you e-mailed billy crystal meth." " Yeah, but he didn't answer." "You don't know what it's like, all right?" "I know I had a stash somewhere in that house." "I just couldn't find it." " You trashed your apartment." "You banged your head on the mirror." " My god, there was blood everywhere." "I just-when I saw how bad it looked," "I just-I freaked out." " Parker doesn't know about your little habit?" " No, I heard him on his phone out in the hallway," "So I just took off down the fire escape," "And I got in a cab, and I went to this place" "Where billy hangs out." " And he wasn't there, so you went to copy qwik" "And sent him another e-mail." " While I was waiting to hear from him," "I saw what parker had been posting." "That I'd been the victim of this horrible crime." " And you saw all the attention it was getting." "All the people who were worried about you." " What was I going to say?" "That I'd flipped out 'cause I couldn't score?" "It was just easier to go along with it." " And you couldn't hide out forever," "So you jumped into the river." " I didn't know it would take you guys" "So long to rescue me." "Well, I almost died!" " Hey, what do you- you want pity from us?" "You were willing to send an innocent man to prison" "To cover your ass?" " No." "No, I'm so sorry." " Sorry doesn't cut it." "Where are you going?" " To apologize." "Donovan." "Donovan." "Thought I'd find you up here." "Hey, wait a minute." "I wanted to" " 10-13." "Officer down." " Does he do this often?" " What?" "Almost die in the line of duty?" " Take a nap halfway through his tour." " I'm still alive." "I can hear you ladies." "Any sign of donovan?" " Not yet, but we're going to get him." "Half the department's looking for him." " And the other half is drowning thr sorrows." " Okay." " Shh." " Whoa, whoa, you're not going anywhere." " I'm a little banged-up." "I'm fine." " Not until the docs run every test," "And the mayor gets here to shake your hand." " Yeah, before the parade of brass comes," "I'm going to take off." "Let me know when you find donovan." "And don't touch a hair on his head, okay?" "Otherwise I got problems." " Tell me you found donovan." " Patrol's watching his job site," "His girlfriend's bar." "No sign of him." "But I dumped donovan's phones." "Most frequent caller is a veronique st." "John." " Sounds like a porn star." " No, I know that name." "That's the lady who sent donovan's lawyer" "When he was a no-show for their date." " They got to be knocking boots" "If the girl's got his attorney on speed dial." " Veronique st." "John?" " Yes." " When is the last time you saw callum donovan?" " He came by last night." " He tell you we were looking for him?" " I don't ask my clients questions." " You're a hooker?" " The hell I am." " Well, you said client." " This is a private grp home." "Mr. Donovan's mother is a resident here." " Cal said he lost his mother." " She is lost." "Alzheimer's." "Most days, mrs." "Donovan is 17." "She calls her son tommy, and thinks he is her first love," "But the real tommy died in world war ii." " How often does he visit her?" " Every night." " And which room is mrs." "Donovan's?" "It's over, cal." " I'll come quietly." "Just-please don't wake her." " You threw my friend off a roof." "You got nothing coming." "tommy?" " I got to go, fiona." "We're shipping out." " One last kiss for your best girl?" "I love you, tommy." " I love you too." "Now be a good girl, and go back to sleep." "Thank you." " I didn't do it for you." " Hey!" " Donovan, freeze!" " Don't move." "get up." " Do it." "Come on." "What are you waiting for?" "I killed your partner." "Shoot me." " He's not dead." " I'm a dangerous man." "Rapist, kidnapper." "Take me off the streets." "You'll get a medal for it." " Lily lied." "Elliot was coming to apologize to you." " Apologize?" " If you'd waited a moment longer, you'd be a free man." " Come on, let's go." " Glad to see donovan's in one piece." " So am I. Thanks for asking." " Where's his lawyer?" " Meeting him at arraignments." " Good, just make sure no one talks to him." "Including you." " Lady, I've had one hell of a bad day." "I'm in no mood to be told what to do." " Stabler." "God." " Get up." "Get up." "Get up, get up." " Elliot." " Take your hands off him." " I don't work for you." " I'm not going to watch you brutalize a prisoner in custody." " I wasn't going to lay a finger on him." " Oh, really?" "You could have fooled me." " I was transferring him to central booking." " Well, under the circumstances, that's not appropriate." " It's my case." " No, you're not the case detective." "You're the victim." "Oh." "Oh, I'm sorry." "Does that word offend you?" "Big, strong elliot stabler." "Can't be anyone's victim right?" " You don't know me." " Oh, trust me." "I read your file." " You know something?" "You've had a hard-on for me" "Since the day you walked into this squad." " No, hon, not at all." "I got problems with anybody who doesn't play by the rules." " No, your rules." "You act like the law's holy scripture." "You don't give a damn about the law." "You want control." "You don't know me." "You know me, I know you." "I see perps like you walk in here" "Every day of the week." "They goto have control or the whole world falls apart." "But inside they're scared, weak, damaged." "Yeah." " Docket ending 1-2-7-0." "The people versus callum donovan." "One count attempted murder in the first degree." " How does the defendant plead?" " Not guilty." " I'll hear the people on bail." " Remand, your honor." "The defendant threw a cop off a roof." " Mr. Donovan thought he was going to be arrested" "For a crime he didn't commit." " Well, he's here for the crime he did commit." " But he's not responsible for it." "Notice that we will be pursuing a psychiatric defense." " Insanity?" "There is no history of mental illness" "In his prison records." " The corrections department isn't known" "For documenting its own crimes." "My client spent the majority of his sentence" "In solitary confinement, completely isolated," "With no human contact." "It made him psychotic." " The defendant has been out of jail for over a year." "He's held a job, cares for his mother," "Has a girlfriend." "He's completely functional." " He regressed under the threat of reincarceration." " Sounds like there are issues to argue" "In front of the jury at trial." "I'm remanding the defendant." " Please." "Don't put me back in there." " Will the court instruct corrections" "To house mr." "Donovan in gen pop?" " I have no authority over the d.O.C." "The use of solitary confinement is up to the prison warden." " That's right." "Pass the buck." "You, you, you." "Put people in jail, walk away." "You don't give a damn about torture." " Torture?" "I'm sorry." "Were you beaten, water-boarded?" " What they did to me was just as bad." " I'm sure we'll hear all about it." "Next case." " Docket ending 4-8-5-3." "People vs. Steven johnson." "Two counts of..." " Stabler." "I got to talk to you." "Look, um, donovan's defense is completely bogus." " That's what you had to tell me?" " Yeah, well, you and I can see through him," "But I'm not sure the jury will." " What do you want from me?" " When he's on the stand," "I want you to stare him down, all right?" "Make him look you in the eye when he moans to the jury" "About how it wasn't his fault that he threw you off the roof." "We got to make the son of a bitch squirm, stabler." "I really got to hand it to you, sonya." "You know how to get under people's skin." " Right." "Yeah, about what happened" "In the- in the interview room." "Uh, could we just call it a truce?" " Truce." " I'm glad someone's finally airing" "The prison system's dirty laundry." " Are you buying donovan's bs?" " Humans are social creatures." "Prolonged isolation warps our humanity." " That's what happened to you, munch?" " Donovan is a hard man." "He's playing like a little alone time" "Made him crazy?" "Give me a break." " The brits did a study of solitary confinement." "They found it causes psychosis." "They stopped using it." " You got to control the prison somehow." "The hole's a good way to do it." " Funny, when some prisons stopped using isolation," "Inmate violence went down." " You stop treating convicts like animals," "They act like men." "I'll buy that." "But that does not mean solitary is torture." " Then why was it the preferred method of torture" "Used on the hostages in iran, the p.O.W.S in vietnam," "And at abu ghraib?" "The mind can survive prison, but we're not wired to be alone." " When I was in prison undercover," "The worst part was never being alone." "No private time, no quiet time." "Even on the toilet." "I would have killed to do a stint in the hole." " We buy free-range chickens," "Because we believe they're healthier," "Not being trapped in cages." "We care more about poultry than people." " You want to take pity on donovan?" "He threw me off a roof." " This is a smokescreen." "To make the jury forget what this is really about." "He tried to kill a cop." " The blue wall should remind him." " Mr. Donovan." "Why were you put in solitary confinement?" " When I got to prison," "The aryan brotherhood told me it was my duty" "As a white man to join them," "And I told them no in a few choice words." "When they tried to jump me in the showers," "I shivved the racist freaks." "One of them never walked again." " So the warden threw you in the hole." "What year was that?" " 1993." " And you stayed in solitary until..." " Six months before I got paroled in '07." " 14 years." "For a fight?" " It was supposed to be six months." "But when the guards came to let me out," "I was totally paranoid." "I thought they were coming to kill me," "So I fought back." "They tacked on more time." "The same thing kept happening." "In the end, they just left me there." " All that time alone." "What was it like?" " Death." "Except you're still breathing." "And all you hear is the sound of that breath." "For days, months." "Years." " What did you do every day, alone in that cell?" " At first you'd sleep." "12, 14 hours at a time." "But then you can't sleep anymore." "So I'd watch my shadow" "Till it turned into someone else." "It started talking to me." " Your shadow?" " I knew the voice was in my head." "But I couldn't shut it out." "It was always there whispering." ""swallow your tongue."" ""pluck your eyes out."" ""chew off your hands, come on, you can do it."" "Even now when I'm alone," "I sometimes still hear that voice." " How do you cope now?" " I work." "I walk for hours." "I'm afraid to sleep." "I sit on the roof all night," "Listen to the city." "Any sound to block out that voice." " And when detective stabler came up on that roof?" " I heard the shadow laughing at me." "I felt it pulling me back down into that hole." "Detective stabler," "You'll never know what it's like" "To be truly alone." "To go through endless days without seeing a face" "Or hearing a voice." "You can't imagine it" "Unless you wind up there yourself." " I shouldn't be letting you in here." " You owe me." " This settles the debt." "That's donovan's cell." "You sure about this?" " Yeah, open it." " Rack 66." "Don't do anything stupid." " Hey." "What time is it?" "Hello?" "Hey." "You son of a bitch." "I said three days, not a week." " It was three days." "I swear." "It's Sunday night, when you told me to let you out." " Where the hell you been?" " Athe hole." "I want to drop the charges." "don't be a wuss, stabler." "You took a bad trip in your own head, and now what?" "You feel sorry for donovan?" "Well, that's your problem." "Mine is convicting a would-be cop killer" "Who thinks doing a little time" "Gives him the right to whack the first cop" "Who looks at him cross-eyed." " It's not that simple." " Actually, it is." "If donovan walks, it's open season" "On law enforcement for any perp who did a day in the hole." " Look, you don't have to set a precedent." "Just cut him a deal." " If I plea bargain donovan," "He's out in five years, and then what?" "Does he run down the cop who pulls him over for speeding?" "I won't take that chance." " If I report you for assault, the d.A. Will suspend you." " Go ahead." "Thought so." "You may have lost your balls in lock-up," "But I've still got mine." " Has the jury reached a verdict?" " We have, your honor." " Will the defendant please stand?" "On the sole count of the indictment," "Attempted murder in the first degree," "What is your verdict?" " Guilty." " Ladies and gentlemen of the jury," "Thank you for your service." "You are excused." "I'll see you all back here next week for sentencing." "Court is adjourned." " We all know where I'm going." "Back to that box" "For the rest of my life." "Give me the needle, why don't you?" "Put me out of my misery." "You'd do it for a sick dog." "Why not me?" " Court officers, remove the defendant." " Please." "Please, don't do this." "I'm begging you." "Please." "Please, don't do this." "Please." "Please, don't do this." "Please." "Please, don't do this." " Hey, stabler." "Here, I'll get the next round." "Two more, please." "Olivia said I'd find you here." "Thank you." "So." "To a good day for the people." " I don't think so." " You think I don't feel sorry for donovan?" "'cause I do." " You feel sorry for him." "Good for you." "You had shot to do the right thing," "And you didn't." "Thanks for the drink." " Gave him haldol." "Better living through chemistry." " Who tuned him up?" " The face?" "He did it to himself." "Smashed his head against that wall." "Didn't stop until the doc gave him the shot." "Okay, donovan, let's go." "Infirmary." " Wait a minute, he doesn't need any more drugs." " He's not getting any." "Warden ordered him transferred to the medical unit." "Once he's stable, he's in gen pop." " Thanks." " It wasn't me." "The warden suddenly see the light?" " Not until your d.A. Shined it in his eyes." "She wouldn't take no for an answer." "Say good-bye to the hole."