"Previously on "In Treatment"..." "We were watching TV and I said," ""I don't think this pregnancy's worth fighting over."" "And I said, "I think I might want this baby."" "I don't know if I'd ever be able to get pregnant again." "Amy, let me in." "What happened?" "What, she had a miscarriage?" "I'm seeing someone." "Who the fuck is he?" "What really gets me, is that you can go to this guy's place, and then you can come home here, all wet and flushed and excited and horny, and you can sit down with our son and do his homework." "How does that make you feel?" "It makes me feel like shit." " Hi." " Hello, Amy." "So..." " How are you feeling?" " Fine." "Thanks for calling." "No Jake?" "S01E14:" "Jake and Amy, Week Three" "Remember, I told you both... at the beginning that in couples therapy... we don't meet alone, unless the third party agrees." "What if I want private sessions?" "You mean you want to begin..." "individual therapy?" "Yeah." "I think it would be better if it wasn't with me." " Why?" "You afraid of Jake?" " No -- should I be?" "Why then?" "Well... it's like three friends who go to a restaurant, for dinner, and then two of us decide that we gonna go to a movie, without telling the third person." "You ask me to a movie?" "I, I think we have to agree that Jake can hear everything that we say here." "Okay, fine." "It's couples therapy." "Jake's entitled to hear whatever we say." "It's great." "So..." "How do you feel?" "Fine." " Were you worried?" " Yes, very." "Really, you worried about me?" " Are you surprised about that?" " It's nice to hear." "Did you worry about Jake, too?" "I was worried about you both, to tell you the truth." "Who'd you worried about more?" "See, he... he is here." "Actually I worried about you... more... because you are the one who went through it... physically." "Well, actually, I feel great." "I feel... too good." " "Too" good?" " I feel really, really good." "And that's..." " that's not good?" " I feel happy, I feel... like I have energy, I feel like doing things, I feel like putting on make-up and going out dancing." " You think I'm a monster." " No." " Just a little bit?" " No, not at all." "Well, Jake hates me." "He hates you, too." "He thinks we conspired against him," " he'll never come here again." " Did you tell him... you are coming?" "No, he doesn't want me coming here." "Do you feel the need to hide things from him again?" "I, I don't have the energy to argue." "I don't know, he probably wants me to feel awful after what happened, and... he knows that you'll help me not feel like that." "Is that what you want?" "For me to help you not to feel awful?" "Actually, no." "Just the opposite." "I came here because I'm not feeling bad enough." "And you feel bad about that?" "Yeah, I'm a woman who..." "loses a baby." "She'd feel grief, right?" "That's what expected." "Or perhaps... you just feel relieved." "I mean, after all your concerns and all the " "I had no concerns." "I didn't want it." "So, why is feeling good surprise you?" "It isn't... it isn't surprising as much as it's disturbing." "You know, I mean, what..." "What's wrong with me?" "Don't I have feelings?" "Why are you silent?" "You think I don't have feelings?" "No, I..." "That's a very serious accusation, doctor." "That is not what I think." "But you are silent, and I ain't believe you." "Are you trying to pick a fight with me?" "No." "'Cause, sometimes I feel that... you need to be defiant, that you need to oppose, and, and" " be opposed." " Oppose what?" "I don't know -- your husband, me." "A society that decides, a woman should desperately want a child, that decides a woman should mourn when she miscarries." "It's a little embarrassing, you know, when you start playing the shrink." "You suddenly got all... chatty." "It's very... very un-alpha-male of you." "Does it bother you that I'm "un-alpha-male"?" "It should bother you, doesn't bother me." "That's too bad ,actually, 'cause you could..." "look... pretty good." "I mean, under the right circumstances, you could be handsome, even." "Under what circumstances?" "Oh, I don't know... on a desert island... when I'm unconscious." "I'm just kidding... you're very handsome." "Is it Jake?" "Yep." "Where does he think you are?" "Who knows... maybe fucking Reeves." " Your boss?" " Mm-hmm." "That's alright, I don't think that." "Is he attracted to you..." "Reeves?" " Why wouldn't he be?" " And what about you?" "Doctor, I'm a married woman." "So, why is Jake so worried about you and Reeves?" "He's scared." "What about you?" "What about me?" "What do you think about me?" "I think, you're flirting with me." "Why on Earth would I do that?" "I don't know." "Maybe keep Jake on his toes." "Like with Reeves." "I was just kidding." "Are you... are you annoyed with me?" "No..." "I don't feel anything, remember?" "I, I, I thought maybe I upset you, that's all." "No, I'm not upset." "I'm just... bored." "Where's the stain?" "I saw it when we left here." "You must have scrubbed the couch like a lunatic." "Actually, it, uh, it came off quite easily." "Oh." "I'm surprised, I... actually thought you'd have been down on all fours, scrubbing away, and... your wife standing over you, shouting instructions, and... you wiping the sweat from your brows, saying, "It's not coming out!" "I don't know what to do." "My next patient will be here any minute."" "I didn't think, it would come out that easily, though." "Did you want it to still be there?" "Yes, I was very attached to it." "Have some sense of humor, come on!" "No..." "Yes, I, uh..." "I don't find it so... so funny." "I think you're disappointed." "Why are you making such a big deal out of it?" "What were you expecting to feel when you saw it?" "Nothing." "No... sadness?" "No grief?" "Over a stain?" "No." "Over the loss of your baby." "Maybe you wanted to see that stain because... you needed to accept it." "And all the... the mixed feeling you have about it." "Hello, Jake." "Don't mean to interrupt." "What are you doing here?" "It's couples counseling, isn't it?" "I thought you said, you weren't coming back." "We weren't coming back, remember?" "I just wanted to talk to Paul alone after what happened." "Were you following me?" "No." "You think I was following you?" "No." "Should I be following you?" "So what were you... just talking about?" "I didn't say a word to him last week while we waited for you." "Two weeks ago." "Two weeks ago, whatever." "I didn't say a word." "We waited 15 minutes for you." " You said you weren't coming, so..." " I know what I said." "I'm here, OK?" "What's that?" "I'm not pregnant anymore." "Why does everything that comes out of your mouth sound like an accusation?" " Accusation?" " Yeah, you interrogate me, and then... whatever I say or do, I'm guilty." "I can't win with you." "Doc, my wife's paranoid." "Can you treat that?" "Oh, Jake, you're so crass it's frightening." "So, how are you, Paul?" " I'm quite well." "Thank you, Jake." " That's great." "That's fantastic." "You're very quiet today." "Oh, that's right." "I forgot." "You're here to just nod your head and do a little damage from time to time." "What do you mean, "damage"?" "I don't know." "I wasn't here." "You were talking to Amy." "So you're here to survey the, uh... damage?" " I'm here because she's here." " Not for yourself?" "Does it bother you that I'm here?" "Because I'm paying, so I don't really care if it bothers you or not." "You got guts talking about money." " It's not his money." "It's mine." " Oh, that's right." "I forgot." "Everything is yours, right?" "The money is yours, the pregnancy is yours, the miscarriage is yours." "Everything's yours." "Do you feel it's damaging for Amy to talk to me?" "Well, if she leaves our child on your couch, it is." "How do you feel about what happened with..." "Amy's pregnancy, Jake?" "I feel like shit." "Would you like to talk about it?" "No." "Amy?" " I don't wanna talk about it if he's here." " Why?" "What do you got to hide?" "You know you're insane, don't you?" "What do you think I'm hiding?" "Amy, do you see how your behavior might sometimes encourage Jake's suspicions?" "Did she make a pass at you?" "What if I did?" "You're hitting on our therapist, too?" "You are fucking unbelievable." "Why?" "Because he's a doctor?" "He could be your father." " Sorry, Paul." " Don't apologize for me, all right?" "Why are you so threatened by Paul?" "I'm not threatened by Paul." "He doesn't worry me." " Your compulsion worries me." " What do you mean, "compulsion"?" " She knows." " No, I'm asking you." "A compulsion to... come on to men." " And do you think that's... a pattern?" " Yeah." " Why do you think she does that?" " Um, ask her." "No, I'm asking you." "Sometimes people... behave like that when they feel trapped" " in a relationship." " Is that what she told you?" "I'm asking you, Jake." "Why does she wanna fuck Reeves?" " She loves authority." " What about you?" "Are you not authoritative?" ""Authoritative" and "authority" aren't the same thing." "There must have been other bosses before Reeves." "Was, was Jake jealous of them, too, Amy?" "No." " What's different with Reeves?" " It's not about Reeves." " It's about her." "She's changed." " In what way?" "She didn't use to have that look in her eye." " What do you mean, "look"?" " That look." "Right there." "On the prowl." "She's out of control." "Is it possible that..." "Amy's pregnancy was a chance for you to... control her?" "A pregnancy, a baby -- it's not that easy to get out," ""on the prowl", as you put it." "She's much more restricted." "Perhaps like in the... good old days when Lenny was a baby," " and she was more..." " House-broken, tamed, brain-dead." "Do you know that I got pregnant a month after we met?" "I gave up my freedom the day I met you." "I'd like to pay you." "I don't think we paid for the last two weeks." "We do have, uh... a few minutes." "I'm leaving." "Shit, I can't find my checkbook." " You're leaving without me?" " I came without you." "Where is it?" " Where are you going?" " I don't know." "Sorry, Paul." " Now, when do you think you'll be home?" " We'll see." " How about Lenny's dinner?" " How about his loving father" " cooks dinner for him?" " I said, where are you going?" "You shit!" "What do you mean, "on the prowl"?" "What am I, some... fucking animal in heat?" " I'm glad I'm not pregnant any more." " Really, really?" " You're glad our baby died?" " Yes, yes." "And I'm not gonna go around looking sad for you anymore." "I didn't want this baby, and man, fucking hell, I know why." "Was it three sessions?" "Look, Jake, it, it doesn't matter." "We can, we can sort this out next week." "It's not a problem." "I owe you 80." "This has been really great, Paul." "A couple more of these, and we can trade you in for a good divorce attorney." "Maybe you should start coming here before that happens, Jake." "As you said yourself, you have been here... for Amy... not for yourself." "Maybe you should start coming back here... for you." "Hey, I heard music." "Are you done?" "Are you going out?" "No, I'm -- well, um, I'm going to Caroline's, because she asked me to come over and give her some advice." " They're redecorating." " Well, you got a new career." "Uh, great." "She likes my taste." "Do you have a problem with that?" "Is there anything to eat?" "No, Paul, you can order in." "You're really losing it." "You know that?" "Why's that?" "Because there's nothing for you to eat?" "No, because you haven't been home a single night this week." " What about your kids?" " I don't know." "Maybe they'll suddenly discover they have a father." "Oh!" "You're doing this for them?" "You're having an affair so that they can rediscover their father." "No, I'm doing it for me." "You know, what?" "I actually, I came down here to tell you that I'm not gonna be here next week." " I'm going away for a couple of days." " A couple of days?" "Rosie is not gonna be here, and I thought I'll have my mother come and help you with Max." "What is this?" "What are you talking about, you're going away for a few days?" "It's for a week, actually." "With..." "With him?" "Where're you going?" "To Rome." "Rome." "Wow!" "Rome." "Of all the cities?" "Rome." "What is this, some kind of revenge?" "No, Rome is completely coincidental." "It was some deal he got with work or something." "Next to the passports, there's, uh, some business cards of our favorite restaurants in Rome." "Maybe I can book you two into the, uh..." "Il Palezzato, maybe?" " You know, Paul, all you have to " " Why don't you just get out of here?" "I don't intend to feel guilty, you know?" "I'm not really interested in what you feel, Kate." " You've made that perfectly clear." " Just close the door behind you."