"I want to touch you." "OK." "That's enough." "What now?" "You will leave." "Understood?" "Get out!" "Why should I leave?" "We had sex, that's it." "Got it?" "Hey, cute ..." "Okay, shut up, grab your shit and leave!" "So, see you Thursday." "I'll get it." "Alone" "Get your hands off me!" "You look tired." "How so?" "You tell me." "There are dark circles under the eyes." "You had a short night?" " None of your business." " Oh, really?" "Your route was slow, anyone can see." " What does this mean?" " What does that mean?" "It means that next time you're out." " I was at Tim's last night." " Really?" "I thought there was no Tim" "And there isn't?" "But it's alright to hell, yes?" "You're the one talking." "Take a look at yourself." "Sorry." "I meant it, however." "Something wrong?" "No, why?" "I dunno ..." "Hi" "Hi" "Hello" "I saw you." "In the library." "Good for you." "Yes, I thought so too." "I was thinking maybe we could ..." "Well .." "Nevermind ..." "I gotta go, bye." "Goodbye." "Goodbye." " Who was that?" " No idea, don't know." "You don't know?" "I don't know, only saw him briefly." "Hi" "Hello" "Hurt?" "No, it's okay." "Atlas of anatomy of vertebrates." " Are you becoming a doctor?" " Veterinarian." "I didn't know you could study that here." "You can't." "I just order the books here." "Actually I study in Munich." "I am doing my internship in vetinary medicine." "As an intern at the zoo." "Wuppertal." "Listen." "I thought ..." "Yesterday in the cafeteria ..." "I thought maybe I could get you a coffee." " I can't now, maybe another time." " Wait." "Here." "Just call me if you want, ok?" "What's with you?" " I don't want to go to the same place today." " So where?" "I want to go shopping." "We go and you buy some fancy clothes for me." "If you say so." "Do you really think you are the only guy interested in me?" "So what?" "Thanks." "Okay?" "Yesterday I met the guy from the canteen again." "We literally collided in the library." "I think he likes me." "And you?" "Do you like him too?" "Or will it be just another quickie ..." "You're really bad." "It's not like that, The first I knew." "So what?" "You are fashionable today." "Not bad, eh?" "When will you finally stay away from this guy?" "So why do you live here and not in Wuppertal?" "Because here I can stay at my aunt's." "At your aunt's ..." "It must be very exciting." "That is why I thought you could show me something." "Places to go at night." "I rarely go out." "What, never?" "I like to stay home." "I understand." "Of course, I go out sometimes but not often." "There must be something here." "Of course there is something." "You know what?" "I'll show you a thing." "Come!" "I am currently working on Cabinet monkeys with Nico." "He is a colleague of mine, Munich, too." "What do you do there?" "At the moment we basically observe animals." "Because many are sick." "It's a bit boring now." "But we want to go to Holland soon." "We applied for a Workshop." "In field studies, with a considerable population of chimpanzees." "Well, now we're waiting for a positive response." "You'll be away for a long time?" "No, a little less than a week." "It almost looks like a local landing for a spacecraft." "I have often thought about it." "Sometimes I imagine that they come and take me away." "Where to?" "Doesn't matter." "I'm talking rubbish ..." "Come!" "Listen." "I am going to the bathroom." " Where can I put my coat?" " Who cares?" "How about letting me come first." " Sorry." " Don't worry." "Want something to drink?" "I have wine, Vodka, Tequila ..." "No thanks." "Gotta get up early tomorrow." "Are you sure?" "Unfortunately." "I have a lot of work." "So ... see you tomorrow?" "Goodbye." "Goodbye." "The chief has come close, 2 gorillas?" " Yes, an hour ago." " And?" "All is well." " What did he say about Merlin?" " That he slept much, ate very little." " Anything I need to look out for?" " No, he had two pills this afternoon." "The vet said it was enough." "Otherwise ... Just call." "What a surprise!" " How did you get in?" " Ah, that wasn't too difficult." "I told the doorman that I was your wife and you had forgotten your sandwiches." "Here." " And he believed that?" " No way, I told him that we study together." "Incidentally, this is my classmate Nico." "I already told you about him." " You live with your aunt too?" " No, we'll leave that up to Jan. .." "See you." "Goodbye." " Bye." " Bye." " I am really surprised to see you here." " So?" "Was it a good idea?" "Yes, of course." "In fact, I would have come yesterday." "Hope you don't think that night was shit." "Bullshit." "I did ..." "Bad?" "No." "So what are you doing here?" "We are watching Merlin." "The little monkey is there." "He is sick and the vet has him undergoing prescribed medication." " Mind if I take a look?" " Go." "Just be quiet." "Jan?" "I have to tell you something." "Yes?" "I'm a little different than others." " And. .." " And what?" "I am very, very beautiful." "How long do you have to stay?" "So tell me." "It's only fair." "So." "The canteen." "Since when?" "Since last week." "Are you happy?" "Yesterday I felt safe for the first time." "Yes?" "No. .." "No." "I can't now." "No, this is not a joke." "I'll call you, okay?" "Who was that?" "The guy." "That guy?" "Well, the guy." "And what does Jan think about you constantly having problems?" "He likes nothing more, that's why I'll stop now." "So why not tell Wolfgang and all the others that it's over." "I just did, didn't you hear?" "You're not seeing your therapist anymore?" "I don't need a therapist, not anymore." "I have Jan now, right?" " I have Jan now and he's good for me!" " You only met him a few days ago." "You do not want this for me." "Why are you doing this?" "I never had something like that, you know?" "You know that, never, never, never!" "I want this for you." "I want this for you." "I know it is something very special." "I just want you to stay focused on it." "And the therapist can help you." "I have Jan now." "We will ask for another drink?" "What?" "I'd love another drink." " Another one!" " Yes!" "I almost can't anymore!" "Just one more!" " You left so fast last time, what's up?" " Back off!" " Hey, I don't ..." " I said get out!" "Who was that?" "Some jerk from way back." "Key." " You want the key, eh?" " Yes, give me, or we're not entering." "Not kidding me, right?" "Why do you think so?" "I wonder if you are kidding me." "I just want to go to bed." " You want to fuck me?" " No, it is what it is!" "Why don't you want to fuck me?" " You fell in love with another?" " No, stop that shit!" "You do not love me, right?" "You just wanted to use me." "I'm tired." "And just want to go to bed." "I will not hurt you, either." "Do you love me?" "I thought of something." "We'll take a trip this weekend." "Where?" "It is a secret." " Will you?" " Yes." "Hello" "What are you doing here?" "I don't have time." "I don't understand." "I said I'd call you." "But you didn't." "What do you want?" "Do you have anyone else?" " No." " Then you can let me in." "Where are you going?" "I met someone." "One of the many who likes both of you?" "Listen." "About us, everything was fine." "That was cool." "But nothing more." "And I do not want it ever again." "You can leave now, right?" " I do not want 'us' anymore." " "I do not want 'us' anymore."" "So who did you meet?" "A guy from college?" "That is sweet, little student sex for you?" "You really are disgusting, you know?" "All of a sudden?" "It's over, you heard that?" "And who will buy your clothes?" "Here, take this shit and find someone else to have sex with." " I don't understand what is your problem." " You are my problem!" "Fuck, you think this is a great deal!" "How can you live without me." "Wait, do not go!" " Are you coming?" " Yes, right now!" "What are you doing?" "Coming!" "You still think we'll know each other when we're at their age?" "I don't know." "I'd like that." "And you?" "I'd like that too." "Kiss me." "What was wrong with you yesterday?" "Why?" "Because you asked me if I was joking with you." "I was drunk." "But you did not look good." "I was just lost." "I was well and I have no problem." "I didn't say you had a problem." "I just want to say ..." "I want you to know you can always call me or talk to me when you're not feeling well." "It is important to me you know it." "I did not want to make you nervous." "You think I'm stupid is that it?" "No, no, I. .." "I think you're great." "Will you marry me?" "What?" "Will you marry me?" "I do not know." "Maybe you are stupid, anyway..." "If you want to marry me kiss me now." "Before the altar." "I'll kiss you now." "What is this?" "Nothing." "Once when I was a child I crashed my bike in barbed wire fence." "You think that's bad?" "No." "Good morning." "Good morning." "Don't get up." "Mary, I have to go." "Do not get up." "Stay." "I gotta go, or I'm late for work." "Will we see each other tonight?" "I don't know yet." "Maybe, I need to find Nico at the zoo later." " I'll call you later, okay?" " No." "Mary, I got to work." "Can't spend all day in bed with you." "Yes?" "Hey, it's Sarah." "I'm here and I have bread." "Yes?" "Come, let's have coffee!" "No, I'm cleaning." "Well, finish later." "See you!" "Did not sleep last night." "What did you do?" "Was out." "Did you cut yourself?" "I was out with Jan." "We were at the beach together." "Everything was great." "And then?" "Everything was so romantic, thought we could do it again yesterday, but he had no time for me." "Does he know?" "No." "He loves you, right?" "I do not know if I want him for myself!" "And he'll probably leave me alone, if I told him all this." "Bullshit." "Give him another chance." "Do something good for him." " Hello" " Hello" "I gotta tell you something!" "Now take your coat off first." " Surprised?" " Yes!" " What's the occasion?" " Just that." "Because I am a nice girl." "Now have a seat!" "This is great!" "Crazy." " Are you hungry?" " Yes." " Bon app�tit!" " Thanks." "Nico and I had a positive response." "What positive response?" "For Holland." "Our field trip chimpanzee." "We can go!" " When are you going?" " Tomorrow night." "Tomorrow already?" "Something wrong?" "Hey, baby." "You're back." "How was your holiday?" "What do you want?" "Bad mood or something?" "No." "I'm doing pretty well." "Then I'll buy you a drink." "Vodka?" "Yes" "Two Vodkas." " For me and my lovely girl." " Stop it!" "So?" "Can't find someone new to have sex with yet?" "That can be very difficult for you." "But you're back now." "No." "You have to find another." "Because I'm married now." " Are you married ..." " Yes." "So your husband allows you to come here alone." "I can live for myself very well." "Sure." "Let's drink to that." "Health" "Another?" "For old times?" "Two more." "You got married very quickly." "You've been missing for several days, and. .." "Who is this guy?" " Do you care?" " Indeed ..." "But you know what I think?" "He will leave soon anyway, when he finds out how..." "Bullshit." "Mary ..." "Everyone runs away from you." "Because no one understands you." "You know that." "You can only trust me." "I know what you need." "I'm always here for you." "You're my little girl." "Yes" "This is for you." "And finally Madame appears!" "Sorry." "Another violent night?" "What I do at night is not your problem, shit." "Now pay attention:" "If you can't have control over your sleep" "That's your problem." "But I told you before:" "Your work may not suffer for it." " It suffers because of your presence." " What?" "Not my fault if you can't take it anymore." "I had it!" "I'm tired of your adventures!" " No need to return next month." " What?" "Goodbye." "You're out." "Sarah?" " Sarah, are you?" " Mary, is everything okay?" " Where are you?" " At the convention, what happened?" "I slept again yesterday." "I always destroy everything." "You have time for me can we meet?" "I can not leave here now, but we can meet tonight." "Shit." "Where are you now?" "In a phone booth." "Tell me, what happened?" "Do not want to destroy anything, never again." "I want to do it right the first time in my life, but always destroy everything." "Ok, listen:" "I have to work till eight, then we can meet." "Ok?" "Please, Sarah, tell me what to do." "Please tell me ..." "I do not know where to go." "I have nobody I can go to." "Mary, listen, you still there?" "Yes, I ..." "Mary?" " I. .." "I. .." "I'm so alone." "I'll be back tonight." "You can go to my house, okay?" " But I do not want to get on your nerves about it." " You will not." "I'm getting on your nerves, not me." "I'm too much for you." " I always do everything wrong!" " Now, stop that shit!" "You're not getting on my nerves and can always come to me, ok?" "You hear that?" "Yes" "You understand that?" "Yes" "You know where my key is, promise me you'll go to my house and not ... do something crazy, ok?" "Yes" "You promise?" "Yes" "Did you cut yourself again?" "I'll make some coffee for us." "You must be very stupid ..." "You're an idiot like your father." "Now, please keep my father out of it." "This can not continue!" " Tomorrow we'll see your therapist together." " No!" "But why not?" "No time, no more." "And Jan?" "Does he know?" "Tomorrow we go to your therapist together." "And you'll stay here tonight." "What happened to your lip?" "I was on the hill, and stumbled." "But the spacecraft has not taken you?" "Come on." "I'll help with the bags." "How was it?" "It was very good." "Really." " It was very good." " Right." "What did you do?" "We were able to spend all the time inside the open enclosure." "Observing the animals." "They have a lot." "130?" "And you?" "What happened here?" "Nothing." "Just like always." "Well, I'm going here." " Ok then, see you soon." " Right." "Have a good weekend, see you." "Okay?" "Something happened while I was away?" "What could have happened?" "No idea." "Are you okay?" "I called you yesterday, and did not get through all night." " Do you not trust me?" " I trust." "I'm just wondering." "You weren't at home all night." "I was with Sarah." "And what did you do?" "A small party." "I missed you." "I missed you, too." "I can't." "You have an eyelash here." "Now you can wish for something." " What's wrong?" " Leave me alone." "Did something happen to you?" "Mary, please." "Please tell me ..." "What's happening?" "I can not." "Come on." "This is psychosis." "You know?" "We talked about it." "When we were at beach." "You don't remember?" "Sure." "Now tell me what's happening!" "You know ..." "I'm not good for you." "I do not understand." "I. .." "I got my world." "I have my own world." "It's here." "And it is very deep." "And probably always will be like this, nothing's different." "I let someone fuck me while you were away." "What?" "I did not want to." "But I was not well." "I don't understand you." "What ..." " Who do you think you are?" " Do not yell at me!" "What are you doing?" "I'm leaving." "You can't just leave now!" "It was not that important to you, with us?" "You know, I thought you loved me." "I really thought you loved me." "I love you." "So what are you doing?" "You don't understand!" "Then explain it to me." "I'm sick." "I let guys fuck me that I met for just five minutes." "I cut my wrists here!" "This was not a motorbike accident I did this to myself!" "That is what is happening, you understand?" "Do not touch me!" "..." "When I met you, I wanted to do everything better." "I really wanted to be happy with you." " Mary." " No." "You were so good to me, so different from others." "But I did not..." "I could not trust you." " I do not trust anyone." " Please!" " Nobody, you know?" " Please, Mary!" " Let's talk about it." " What, what!" "There is nothing to talk there is nothing to try." "I'm not good for you you do not understand this?" "I always destroy everything." "That's what you do?" "Always run away?" "I don't want you to go!" "Leave me alone!" "Mary!" "Mary, now wait!" "Wait, stop!" "That was close." "Where?" "Go ahead." " Are you okay?" " Yes." "Are you married?" "No." "Girlfriend?" "We just broke up." " Whose fault was it?" " Mine, of course." " Guilt is always the woman." " "Guilt is always the woman."" " You're probably wrong about it!" " Now listen, where you want to go?" " How to fuck things, go ahead!" " It does matter." "Go ahead!" "So?" "Cheated or not?" " "Baby I would never put my penis in someone else."" " That's enough, girl!" "Shit, what was that?" "Come back here, probably hit something." "This is all the luck I needed." "Shit." "Hey, stop!" "Stop!" "Not as bad as it seems." "Really." "This is the beach." "But ..."