"Catch this one, John!" "Hey, good stuff." "Something set him off quickly." "Let's see that again." "He's coming down, now." "Sorry to disturb you, Dr. Denman." "Yeah?" "We've got an attempted suicide case in Admissions." "I think Dr. Farmer should see him." "Okay, thanks." "Dr. Farmer," "Will you go to Emergency, right away?" "Sorry to disturb you, Dr. Denman." "Okay." "All right." "Will you shut up!" "Hello, Ron." "Hi." "Thank you." "Did they have to resuscitate him?" "No, he was conscious." "When did it happen?" "Around lunchtime." "Who is he?" "He doesn't have the faintest idea." "There's no wallet or ID?" "Just rocks in his pocket." "I'm Gail Farmer." "I'm a psychiatrist." "I'm Gail Farmer." "It says in the report you tried to drown yourself." "Is that true?" "I hate this name they gave you." "John Doe 83." "I hate this name they gave you." "Can you tell me your real name?" "I hate this name they gave you." "Is that light bothering you?" "So, what am I gonna call you?" "Mr. Doe?" "John?" "Johnny?" "Get stuffed." "Well, I know two things about you, anyway:" "You had a mother and you had a father." "Right or wrong?" "Just leave me alone." "Do you know where you are?" "The mental hospital." "A state mental hospital," "Which his no place to ride an attitude." "You ever been in a hospital, before?" "No." "Where do you live?" "In a house." "Where?" "How far away?" "Where do you live?" "I don't remember." "Who else lives there?" "My mother." "Who else lives there?" "What's the matter?" "Can't you tell?" "I said something stupid before, didn't I?" "About your parents." "You said I had a father." "Did he leave you?" "Or die?" "I never had a father." "Like Jesus." "That's right." "That's gonna be a problem." "Because this other guy here, he thinks he might be Jesus." "What am I going to tell him?" "Fuck off." "I could tell him to fuck off." "Quit messing with my head." "You'd sooner die?" "That's right." "Then why didn't you jump off a bridge," "Or in front of a train," "Instead of going for a swim?" "You chose a public park at noon." "You did everything but bring a towel." "Think you might want to stick around for a while." "At least until we find the true Christ." "Let's go, fish." "You've been sleeping all day." "Come on." "Wards 043 and 048, last call to sub-group." "Ah, welcome to O-forty-eight." "What you in for?" "My memory." "Memory?" "Look, don't worry about the Messiah." "He lost his marbles in India." "Thinks he's the chosen one." "Listen, stick with me, kid." "I'm faking it." "They want to send me back to Vietnam." "Shit, man, I'm saner than all of them." "So tell me something:" "How are our boys doing out there?" "Where?" "Nam!" "They're finished." "Years ago." "The war is over." "Oh, shit, not you, too, kid, huh?" "They told you to say that!" "Well, I'm not going back there!" "Fuck it!" "I'm not going back, you hear?" "Hey, someone's looking for you." "What's the matter, rookie?" "You look like you've seen a ghost." "You think you're Jesus." "Walk on that." "You think you're Jesus." "Please go to OR-5." "What is it?" "John?" "What's wrong?" "Nothing." "Nothing's wrong." "You didn't sleep, did you?" "What do you mean?" "I've been sleeping all day." "Is that the John Doe?" "Yes, it is." "Don't come near me." "He's been guillotined." "Says he can't move his head, it will fall off." "How come it didn't fall off?" "He's biding his time." "Who?" "John Doe." "Did he threaten to cut your head off?" "Yes." "You lie like a dog." "He never said boo to you, private." "When was his last medication?" "He won't take it." "He's afraid to swallow." "When was his last medication?" "Then, we'll have to inject it." "Who is it?" "Who is it?" " This is Sergeant Stroud." " Hold the line, please." "Hello?" "Sergeant Stroud." "Yes..." "This is Dr. Farmer, 505 Corinth Way." "Somebody's breaking into my house." "Okay." "Now stay calm." "There's a car on its way." "Dr. Farmer?" "It's all right." "It's not a prowler." "It's a patient of mine." "Dr. Farmer?" "He took a piece of jewelry from my nightstand." "A necklace." "He saw me wearing it today." "Excuse me, I've got to call in." "Okay." "043." "Hi, it's Gail." "A patient of mine, a suicidal patient, walked off the locked ward tonight." "I want to know when and how." "His name's John Doe 83." "John Doe 83." "Hold the line." "Thank you." "How'd he get in?" "He broke a window." "Uh-huh." "And you live here alone?" "Dr. Farmer?" "Yes, what happened?" "I don't know, doctor." "If he walked off the ward, he walked right back on again." "He's in the dorm now, sleeping." "Are you sure?" "Yes, doctor, I'm sure." "Well, thank you." "Thank you very much." "Well, that may not have been him." "You want to show me which window he broke?" "Yes." "It's in the living room." "You see, doctor, we checked these windows from the outside." "You sure it wasn't a bottle in the street?" "Yes." "I heard a window break." "Where were you?" "In bed." "Sleeping?" "No." "You're positive?" "Yes!" "Why?" "Boss?" "Yo." "Is that the missing item?" "It seems to me, doctor, like somebody was dreaming." "Good night, ma'am." "Thank you." "What's that lady doing here?" "What lady?" "Where?" "There, in that room." "Well, you don't have to see anybody you don't want to." "Do you want me to tell her to go?" "No." "No, I'll tell her." "What's the matter, baby?" "Aren't you happy to see me?" "How did you know I was here?" "Merciful God..." "You have to ask me that?" "You ran away from me, remember?" "Yes." "Well, I've come to take you home." "I've given him a sedative." "Do you think we should schedule him for shock?" "No." "Why?" "He's severely depressed." "Practically catatonic." "He's amnesiac." "I'm trying to loosen his memory," "Not knock it out." "Just give me some more time with him." "For what?" "Another suicide attempt?" "Gail..." "I know your views on shock therapy." "But in every other hospital I know," "Electroshock is the treatment of choice." "For suicidal depression." "It works." "So would torture." "There's no pain involved." "How do you know?" "Have you ever been shocked?" "No patient has ever reported pain." "Yes, because they don't remember it." "That doesn't mean they didn't feel it." "You shock a patient." "You punish him." "He stops feeling guilty, for a while..." "Exactly!" "And he becomes accessible to psychotherapy." "He's already accessible!" "He's not going to kill himself." "Can you be sure of that?" "Some woman came to see him today." "That's why he's so upset." "Why are you so upset?" "I am not upset!" "Dr. Farmer," "Did you want me to give the Messiah his injection?" "No." "I'll take care of it." "Gail..." "What is it that's bothering you?" "Just tell me." "What is it that's bothering you?" "Just please, give me some more time with him," "Before you start." "Scrambling his brain." "Oh, my..." "What were you looking for?" "The Thorazine." "There's the Thorazine." "It's right in front of your nose." "Doctor?" "What's wrong?" "Nurse..." "I'm sorry, Dr. Farmer, I didn't mean to spook you." "I'm here about your patient..." "The one that's driving you crazy." "My name is Jerolyn." "Yes..." "What can I do for you?" "Tell me you haven't been seeing things." "Of course, I didn't let it throw me." "I've been living with it for 20 years." "I gave him perfect love." "Whatever he needed, I gave him." "I'd be working at the factory, I'd rush home." "If he was hungry," "Or having a bad dream, I'd know about it." "A mother always knows her baby needs something." "He tells her." "That's all he is, he's a baby." "He's crying for his mama." "No matter where I am, I..." "I can always hear him crying." "That's why you're here?" "He needs me." "He's lost without me." "He's never been away from home." "I'm all he's ever known." "I'm a good mother." "I raised a powerful, good son." "Yes, I know." "Will you tell me his name?" "You're in dangerous water..." "Take it from me." "I appreciate the warning." "If you don't mind," "I'd like someone else to hear this." "Dr. Denman's office." "Yes, Mary, I need to see Dr. Denman." "Would you ask him to come, right away?" "I'm sorry, Dr. Farmer, he's on the telephone." "He may be a few minutes." "Well, when he's finished," "Would you tell him to come to my office?" "Tell him John Doe's mother is here." "Thank you." "There was a woman in my office." "Where did she go?" "I'm sorry, doctor, I didn't see." "There was a woman in my office." "Where did she go?" "Dr. Hirsch, please report to Reception." "Eddie..." "Eddie, did you see a woman go by here," "About 40, with a dark blue dress on?" "No, doctor, I can't say I did." "Jerolyn!" "Dr. DENMAN:" "Well, how do you explain it?" "Doctor..." "I'm some kind of a receiver for John Doe." "He's sending me his dreams." "This truck..." "Did anyone else see it?" "I thought I was going crazy." "I wasn't." "I was seeing what he was seeing." "That's how he communicates." "It's how he's always communicated, since he was born." "How do you know this?" "Because his mother was here, earlier." "She told me." "It's been occurring since he was a baby." "It's possible," "I suppose it could be some form of telepathy." "Yes, that's what I think." "Do you think John Doe knows he has this ability?" "No, I don't think he wants to know." "He can't control it." "That's why it comes out in his dreams." "Dr. Farmer..." "You asked to see a Bible?" "Oh, yes, yes, thank you." "What are you doing?" "I'm looking up that license plate number." "It's Luke 1:31." "Luke..." "One..." "Thirty-one." ""And behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb" ""and bring forth a son and shalt call his name Jesus."" "My God, that crazy woman." "Thank you." "Don't forget your jacket." "Where is John Doe?" "He's in the day room." "Where is John Doe?" "Does it remind you of her?" "This decision start up a business at your age..." "What's 1963?" "Why were you trying to get there?" "I don't know what you're talking about." "Look at the top card." "What for?" "Just look at it." "Don't show it to me." "It's a heart." "Again." "Club." "Wrong again." "Keep going." "Black card." "Red card." "Red card." "Black card." "Red card." "Black." "Black." "Red." "Zero out of ten." "Red." "You know the odds against that?" "About a thousand to one." "The same as getting ten out of ten." "People read your mind." "They think your thoughts." "They see your dreams." "They feel your pain." "You may not want to admit it, but they do." "I'm not trying to hurt you." "You see, that's when it happens," "When you feel threatened or upset." "But you can't control it." "That's what really scares you." "Leave me alone!" "Keep her away from me..." "You're crazy." "Definitely some sort of telepathy." "How else would you explain the cards?" "Have you considered this possibility?" "What?" "Patient comes into the hospital..." "Depressed, suicidal." "You feel sorry for him." "You want to mother him." "In your eagerness to empathize," "You even start seeing things through his eyes." "Then his real mother shows up." "You feel threatened by her." "She's a rival for his love." "You get upset." "With her, with me, with yourself." "And go out and wreck my car." "I'm not that guilty." "No..." "Guilt would be neurotic." "And you think I'm just flat-out crazy." "...says, "yeah, but now, I'm back in Albert's beard."" "Gail, I want you to go home." "And I want you to get some rest." "And I want you to stay away from John Doe 83." "And that, I'm afraid, is an order." "Dr. Farmer?" "Nurse!" "Dress it and take him to room B. What are you going to do?" "Nurse!" "What we should have done immediately." "No!" "I knew he was trying to kill himself." "He sent me a warning." "Please report to station A, men's dormitory." "Lie down." "You're gonna have to keep your hand still." "Don't be frightened." "You won't feel any pain." "As soon as I turn that machine on." "You're gonna fall fast asleep." "Okay?" "Okay." "Take these to treatment room A." "And then give me a call." "Right, doctor." "Gail, listen, I have to talk to you." "Bite down." "Ready." "How do you feel?" "I'm fine." "I ran a research study." "Interesting material on mothers and babies." "It seems an infant can communicate." "Mentally with its mother." "It's called sending." "Research shows it's a two-way communication." "It finishes when the baby is about seven months." "We've got the first adult case." "We have to be very careful with him." "I'm going home." "How much longer will you need him?" "We're nearly through." "Good night, Joseph." "Good night." "Good night." "See you, Gail." "Hello?" "Dr. Farmer, this is Jerolyn." "Please pardon me for calling this late at night," "But it's very important." "It's about my boy." "Are you listening?" "Yes, I am." "I know you're real enhanced with him." "And I don't blame you." "But you're making a terrible mistake." "He tried to kill you once," "But it'll get worse, believe me." "I know what I'm talking about." "Yes, I know you do." "I'm trying to help you out," "But you've got to do what I say." "You've got to let him go." "You want me to release him?" "He belongs with his mother." "That way he'll be safe and so will you." "Otherwise, I promise you," "You're gonna curse the day you were born." "Jerolyn, I have a pot of water boiling here." "Can I call you right back?" "Can you give me your number?" "Tell me where I can reach you right now." "Jerolyn?" "Great." "Oh!" "Oh 43." "Yes, it's Gail." "John Doe is having a nightmare." "Tell me about it." "Nurse, get her medication." "It's all right." "It's all right." "Come on." "Easy, easy." "Easy, down." "Get her into the room." "That's it, come on." "Mommy." "It's okay." "It's all right." "I'm here." "I died." "I know." "I saw you." "Do you think you can talk about it?" "I smelled gas." "Here, sit down." "What else?" "Did you see this?" "Do you recognize it?" "Is it your number?" "I don't know." "If we called it would we get your mother?" "Are you afraid to talk to her?" "Yes." "Why?" "What did she do to you?" "She, um, she locked me up." "She wouldn't let me go." "In the dream you're not locked up." "In the dream you're dead." "Look at me!" "Did she try to kill you?" "To keep her Christ child from leaving?" "Is that why the gas was on?" "I don't know." "Why don't you ask her?" "Because I think you should ask her." "Mama?" "I'm sorry." "You have reached a number." "That has been disconnected or is no longer in service." "If you feel you have reached this recording in error," "Please check the number or try your call again." "Come on, I'm gonna give you something." "To help you sleep." "No!" "No!" "I can't sleep!" "You have to." "You need it." "These pills are very strong." "You won't dream or..." "I don't wanna die!" "You're not going to die." "I'll be right there." "Swallow that." "Psst." "Hang in there, brother." "Here." "I'll be on call if you need me." "And then what happened?" "She told me to turn off the lights." "And turn up the heat, say my prayers." "That's the last thing I remember." "You don't remember leaving the house?" "No." "Or where it is?" "Or how to reach her?" "No." "She heard me crying." "She came." "God knows where from." "Don't worry." "We'll get it." "I'm scared to even close my eyes." "I'm scared of hurting you again." "Why can't I control it?" "When you remember everything that happened," "You will control it." "I hope she never comes back." "I hope I get some sleep tonight." "Are you sure you don't want to play?" "Say, you okay, brother?" "Hey." "Say, my man." "...man recently admitted to their ward suffering from amnesia." "If you know this face maybe you can help." "He has no identification on him whatsoever." "And he could only recall the fact that he lives alone with his mother." "It's crucial that the hospital contact her." "The hospital knows that they live in a house or a cabin near a highway." "They don't know the number of the highway." "What's the matter, mama's boy?" "If you know this man or his mother, notify..." "Oh, change it!" "The man don't want to see that!" "Do it!" "No!" "Give it here." "It's mine!" "Give it to me!" "Stop it!" "Get your hands off it." "Stop it!" "If you know this man or his mother, if you can identify him or his mother's whereabouts," "if you have any information whatsoever..." "To call our hotline number." "You can't change it!" "If you have any information whatsoever..." "To call our hotline number." "We'll put you in touch with the hospital." "You can't change it!" "If you have any information..." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Information." "Do it!" "Come on!" "Incoming." "Save me!" "Mama's boy!" "Phony." "Mama's boy!" "Phony." "Phony." "Phony!" "Hey, you!" "What the hell has happened with the lights?" "They're out, that's what I mean." "Yeah, okay." "As soon as you can." "John Doe, what you doing here?" "Ron!" "Ron!" "John Doe?" "What's going on here?" "I don't know, Dr. Erskine." "Okay, I'll take him back." "Come on, now." "He didn't have a head!" "I swear to God, he had no head!" "It's all right, it's not your fault." "I'll take care of it." "You take John Doe back to his ward, okay?" "Uh, Ron." "Call Dr. Warren and tell her to get the operating room ready immediately." "Yes, sir." "And send a stretcher here, okay?" "All right." "How long has he been in dreamless sleep?" "About 16 hours." "You can't just keep feeding him barbiturates." "He'll go into a coma." "Precisely." "The longer we keep him under," "The more likely he is to hallucinate when he wakes up." "What options do you have?" "We go in with micro electrodes." "We stimulate his limbic system point by point." "And he's awake the whole time?" "From beginning to end." "Then you're flying blind." "You'll have to knock out his whole limbic system." "No." "If you want to keep him from dreaming," "You most certainly will, if that's what you're after." "Every time he hallucinates, we oblate that area." "In effect, for the first time we'll be identifying." "The regions of the brain responsible for telepathy." "How about the kleptomaniacs?" "Sorry?" "How did you cure the kleptomaniacs?" "Did you chop off their hands?" "No." "Just their fingers." "Doctor, we're getting some beta." "This boy hasn't raped or murdered anybody." "He tried to murder you." "He nearly killed the Messiah." "He's totally without control." "Then by all means, let's control him." "I know how you feel about this patient." "What about his feelings?" "Or weren't you going to ask him?" "No." "I was gonna leave that up to you." "Dr. Denman!" "Right." "Right." "It's starting." "Nurse, come with us." "Tell her to leave me alone!" "Tell her to quit it!" "Tell her..." "All right, all right." "Okay." "Yeah." "Yeah." "How did you get in here?" "Why couldn't you let me have him?" "Because you tried to kill him, didn't you?" "I only wanted to help." "That's all I ever wanted." "You're going to help." "You wanted him dead?" "Now you're going to save his life." "What is it?" "What's going on?" "Sheriff Prouter, this is Dr. Farmer." "She's been working with the boy." "What is it?" "What's going on?" "You've been trying to locate his mother?" "Yes, what happened?" "They found her." "Where?" "In a cabin by Potter's pond, four miles north of here." "That's impossible." "I just saw her." "I just talked to her in my office." "I don't know who you've been talking to," "But it can't be his mother." "Dr. Farmer, she's dead." "Some hikers found her." "The gas was still on in the cabin." "The windows were sealed, the outlets taped," "The vents stuffed with towels." "We knew it wasn't a suicide." "There were two sets of prints in the cabin," "And the ones on the gas valve weren't hers." "Then we saw your report on TV about a runaway boy." "That's why he escaped." "He killed her." "No." "She told him to turn on the gas." "How do you know?" "Because I know." "Because I talked to her." "You couldn't have talked to her." "She's been dead at least five days." "She was dead when he got here." "When does he go into surgery?" "He's in there now." "I'm going to have to post a man." "He's in there now." "Okay, sure." "Thank you." "Is this the woman whose body you found?" "Start bringing him up." "No, it's bedtime." "Come on." "Take him down." "Slowly." "Okay?" "Yeah, okay." "Mama!" "Get out of here, quick!" "Get him out of there!" "Where is he?" "It's no use." "No!" "It's no use!" "She's dead!" "Give me your keys!" "No, she's dead!" "Let me..." "No!" "No!" "Take me with you!" "Please!" "Stop!" "No, wait!" "Okay." "Maybe you ought to leave now." "Where am I gonna go?" "What?" "I said:" "Where are you gonna go?" "That's not what you said!" "Yes, it is." "Come to me." "Put the candle down." "Sorry, I can't help it." "I know." "Poor baby." "Come on, lie down." "That's better." "Close your eyes." "There you go." "Shh..." "Now, baby, time to sleep." "I pray the Lord my soul to keep." "If I should die before I wake..." "I pray the Lord my soul to take." "That's a good boy." "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "Where do you think you're going?" "Are you trying to run away from me again?" "She's not real." "She's dead." "Sweet Jesus!" "When are you ever gonna learn?" "There's no place for you out there." "Go back to sleep." "Die." "Die." "No!" "Die." "Die." "Die." "I fell asleep." "When I woke up, I could smell the gas." "She was dead." "I made it out of the house." "I made it down the highway." "I must've passed out by the lake." "When I came to, I couldn't remember anything." "Except I wanted to die." "Because she wanted me dead." "At the same time, I wanted help." "I was..." "I was afraid," "So as long as I could blot it out," "As long as I didn't remember what happened." "I didn't have to face the truth." "She couldn't help him." "I hate what she tried to do to me," "But she couldn't help me." "So his amnesia is completely gone." "Any questions?" "What you gonna do?" "What's it matter?" "He's getting out, isn't he?" "So long, brother." "See you when we've won the war." "Come on." "You look after yourself now, okay?" "All right." "Goodbye."