"Maybe I've never felt like this" "So I just don't understand" "Maybe I'm not what you think I am" "Nobody knew how to hold me" "Without room for secrets to breathe" "Only to pull me in tighter" "So I couldn't see" "Now I'm wondering I'm thinking" "It's something like a disarray" "And the memories streaming down my face" "Cuz I was strewn across your living room" "But you never did know what to do about me and you" "With all the sorry's inside me" "I just can't muster one up" "A tragic misunderstanding of love" "I try so hard to be happy" "Try not to ride that train" "But when it finally happens" "I run away" "Now I'm wondering I'm thinking" "It's something like a disarray" "And the memories streaming down my face" "Cuz I was strewn across your living room" "But you never did know what to do about me and you" "Miss Winston." "please. __ black" "wasn't she?" "Yes." "My mother says losing your best friend can be as hard as losing your husband." "Have you ever been married?" "Why do you ask?" "My mother told me that when someone asks you that question you just say why do you ask?" "__ stops me in the tracks" "if you don't learn the __ rules then everything you write will give evidence of a compromised education." "I don't deserve a good grade or a good job do you want your writing to ruin all your chances for success?" "Let's go over this one more time." "I've been meaning to call you." "Lola has decided that she'd like to try another tutor." "sometimes our pairings are a mismatch." "Lola is lazy. she wants someone who won't expect anything from her." "We just think another personality might work better with her." "Excuse me." "I'd like you to have the bike." "It's 50 dollars." "I told you we can't afford it." "But you promised." "I know." "We can't afford it." "Please." "Excuse me." "__" "Don't underestimate me" "And tell me to behave" "You got it easy baby" "Don't say "I feel the same" "You warned me to be careful" "Be smart enough to wait" "It's more than I can handle" "I'd like to set things straight" "I'm in the wrong" "I should be shot for thinking I could understand You knew all along" "I would be shocked I had to shake the underhand" "You keep believing in the one thing I'll keep believing in the other" "You called it right You called it right" "Don't say I'm going crazy" "See I just forget my place" "It's not the fool you make me" "This one seems real friendly." "Is he house-broken?" "Absolutely." "Bless you." "Shakespeare." "House-broken?" "Somebody who never speaks." "okay?" "Bye." "See you." "You look so hard For something real" "But I can't hurt And you can't feel run alone" "On your feet You kick my knees" "Leave me here On your empty street run alone" "'Cause you're gone without a trace leave those lies to lay across my face" "I was here waiting for your call" "Just to hear you say nothing at all" "But you're no fake my sweet mistake" "sad world you're living in" "Where no one breaths under their skin hey yeah" "That your gone Without a trace" "Leave those lies to lay across my face" "I was here waiting for your call" "Just to hear you say nothing at all my sweet mistake" "Anything specific bothering you today?" "Yes." "One of my friends died of cancer recently." "that bothers me a lot." "__" "daisies spinning inside my mind and as I float through the mist the world below me seems so far behind like I can fly fly fly nothing seems to matter now that you're here beside me" "Fly fly fly When I'm here with you I feel alive" "And all the cars swirling by in motion seem like they could be paralyzed and the light inside me feels so bright it's hard for me to deny like I can fly fly fly nothing seems to matter now that you're here beside me" "Do you know where the group meets?" "I think it might be a Bible study group." "Sorry?" "Do you know where the meeting is?" "yes." "I'm going myself." "Come with me." "You can just put your umbrella right there." "come." "...that God could and would if He was sought." "Anyone feel like sharing?" "I'm Hank and I'm an alcoholic." "Come on." "As most of you know I had my first drink when I was 13." "And ever since that time" "I've liked the way alcohol makes me feel: numb." "And I wish I was numb today." "My ex-wife is getting remarried." "I never saw that coming." "And as crazy as it sounds and as much as we fought" "I always thought we'd get back together." "I made it through another day." "I called him about 13 times but he picked up every time." "He was a minister before he retired." "He's a good man and he was there for me." "Leo." "'Cause I know I was now walking the park." "you come in." "aren't you?" "I see you're feeling exactly the way I did my first time." "But let me assure you will not regret." "Name is Kit." "Sarah." "Nice to meet you." "Wait!" "I really didn't get the chance to introduce myself." "I'm Darla." "This is Sarah." "It's her first time." "I could tell." "Do you have a sponsor here tonight?" "A sponsor?" "I don't." "Do you ever think of changing your hairstyle?" "Why do you ask?" "Cause I think you would look so much younger with your hair loose around your face." "__ makes you look 10 years older than you really are." "I have to be going." "Listen." "I know I'm just a kid but I've been in the program a while now and I can help you." "Good night." "then." "keep coming back!" "Sit back relax I've got a story to share About a girl who didn't have a care" "Well care she did for her friends for the world leave us a message." "The music of her life the thoughts of a girl" "She was looking for herself but she found someone else" "It's time to be me" said she" "Then she shed her skin and out there came" "Original life through every vein" "I'm contaged" "She was showing me the way" "She was life felt her through me" "Like warm showers from the sun" "Let it rain" "She was life and she knew me I saw myself so clear skye blue" "Who is there?" "It's Kit." "Our meeting is about to start." "Oh candy smoke it smelt like home Hush little babe you're not alone Ger smiling' spirit said to me" "I'm here for school You're as much os a genius as you are a fool Quote from lesson one" "Take your time you're doing fine Baby you'll see you are." "I won't take "no" for an answer." "It's really not a good time." "It's never a good time but you've got to do it." "let's go." "You don't understand." "I had a buddy who dragged me to my first two meetings and I wanna do the same thing for you." "Can we please go?" "I'm not going." "I'm absolutely not going." "Sweet vibrays from the stereo All my worries just let em go" "It's a misunderstanding." "We try to carry this message to alcoholics and to practice these principles in all our affairs." "Sarah." "Charlie. my kids and my self-respect." "The only thing I gained was weight." "About 45 pounds." "A bunch of us are going out to eat afterwards." "Do you wanna join us?" "She'd love to." "Did you think that my love was so weak that I'd just swim away if you sink?" "how long have you been sober?" "It's hard to say." "that's okay." "Even if it's a day or two." "It takes progress." "the expert." "Did you think I don't care that you aren't touching ground?" "I'm the one who should be giving you advice." "Because?" "Because I've done this 5 times." "that's great." "you're discouraging her." "I'll be hanging round if it hurts me to breathe." "It doesn't take 5 times." "dad?" "It's right." "Dad?" "Yeah." "together." "Did you think that my love was so cold my advice is:" "take things at your own pace and don't let anybody pressure you." "that I'd just run away if you get a little old?" "You missed one." "Did you think I don't see that you've given all to me?" "life would never be quite as warm without you right beside me" "And one time that Kit was snorting I came down pretty hard on him." "Those were bad times." "He looked at me like I was evil." "I've no right to criticize him after what I've put him through." "He was right." "he got through to me and we helped each other out." "We've been cleaning out for two years." "And what about his mother?" "She hasn't been in the picture since he was 2." "Put your head on my shoulder" "Thanks for walking me home." "My pleasure." "lean a little longer" "Do you want me to come and get you tomorrow?" "Put your head on my shoulder and breathe" "That would be nice." "then." "Bye." "Put your head on my shoulder lean a little longer" "Put your head on my shoulder and breathe" "...to realize that my kid is embarrassed of me." "Last week I was talking to my ex-wife." "She told me about a school play that he was in." "don't come" "You'd have to take time off work and it'd be too much trouble"." "He was pretending to be thinking about me but I could tell." "I could see it in his eyes." "He didn't want me there." "He knew that he'd be embarrassed by his old man." "Again." "I guess all I can do is keep following steps right and keep trying." "And that's it." "Why don't you go out?" "No." "Anyone else? would you and Kit like to come to my place for dinner tomorrow?" "We'd love to." "what you have in mind?" "Remember what you said about my hair?" "I sure do." "Would you mind if I __ by putting a little bit more makeup on you?" "I promise." "You shine in my eyes open wide fill my heart" "With a fire you flaunt" "And I can't say a word" "They would only sound absurd" "Maybe you're my shooting star" "Blindly falling through the dark" "Burning a hole in my sky so bright" "Maybe it's all I need so baby come shoot through me" "Wishes won't survive on you tonight" "If you stay for good" "I think you could" "It's not a life that you lead" "Just a path following cause everybody else has you aiming at yourself" "So?" "Thank you." "You look great." "Thank you." "perfect." "Where is Kit?" "He couldn't make it." "That's too bad." "Actually I didn't tell him he was invited." "__" "Go ahead." "All right." "This is truly heaven." "I can't remember the last time I had a civilized meal." "What do you mean?" "I mean I don't eat like this often." "Candles and cloth-napkins... there was a time when I used to make a pretty good jelly from scratch." "after a while I thought:" "I just gonna get can jelly" "And shortly after that I thought:" ""heating it up is so much work"." "And then I reasoned:" ""if I'm not gonna heat it up why not just eat the jelly out of the can?" "You wouldn't eat cold jelly out of the can." "regularly." "I'm pretty sure if I could figure a way to eat that jelly without opening the can I would do that too." "I think you'd better go now." "Why?" "What's the matter?" "Nothing is the matter." "It's just late." "Hello." "It's me." "Hi." "I couldn't bear to have my normal breakfast this morning" "It would have been an insult to my taste buds after last night." "What's your normal breakfast?" "Don't ask." "So how are you doing?" "I'm fine." "Why?" "I mean with the "eternal struggle"." "You mean the drinking?" "I'm okay." "Because you really haven't indicated where you're at." "I'm sort of about the beginning." "And what about you?" "Three-year anniversary coming up." "My previous record is two." "it's funny because before all I could think about was drinking and now all I can think about is not drinking." "So let me see if I got this straight. you prefer not to talk about your family and you prefer not to talk about where you are in the steps." "I'm a brilliant conversationalist." "You're a challenge." "How about football?" "No." "Baseball?" "I don't __ sports." "Movies?" "I used to go." "All the time." "That's something." "I like ping-pong." "I won a little tournament once." "aren't you?" "I haven't played in about 25 years but now I've got someone to work with." "I love that bed." "Wouldn't you love to fall into that every night?" "Aren't you and I planning on doing that some time?" "fancy beds with fluffy pillows." "I think we're making progress." "I gave up drinking" "I gave up smoking" "I gave up thinking all the time stone cold revoking." "The reason to my rhyme" "I wasn't joking I want it broken." "Sorry." "That was fun." "It was." "I hope that you didn't get the wrong impression of me the other night." "I think I've got the right impression." "Which is?" "That you're pudding in my hands." "I assure you I intend to exercise my power over you with extreme responsibility." "Charlie." "I'll see you at the next meeting." "I finally realized that drugs __ turning off my old friends." "I've become really disgusted with myself." "I've become so self-centered." "I don't want to be like that anymore." "guys." "I wanted to help people." "that's what I did." "Thank you for helping me get better." "One other thing:" "my band is " "Just kidding." "The music is free." "Anyone else?" "do you?" "You have missing a button." "I'm sure I have many buttons missing." "Do you work or are just independently wealthy?" "I work." "I just have a lot of time off." "What do you do?" "I'd rather not say." "I can't have my privacy?" "Just you?" "I'm a hit-man." "I knock out one guy a year and the rest of the time I play." "If you had that work you could admit it." "It wouldn't bother me." "Not that work." "I edit books." "I've taught English at a girls private Highschool for 12 years." "Then a friend of mine in publishing asked if I'd be interested in editing manuscripts." "It sounded interesting." "I do it from home." "It suits me." "Any good books coming out?" "I never read the books anyway." "Why not?" "I start with the last sentence on the last page and then I work backwards." "That way I can just focus on the punctuation not get distracted by the story." "What?" "Nothing." "everyone." "We're gonna start our set now." "I hope you enjoy it." "Two boxes full of you And labeled with your name" "Scared to go digging through I don't want to feel the same" "As I did before I went crazy" "And split us into two" "I've got people everywhere They tell me I'm okay" "I even met this new girl just the other day" "She's so perfect so I guess I'm crazy" "I can't get over you" "I try to fight but I give in I guess you win" "down on our parade" "The bubble bursted and flooded everything that we weren't all alone" "Then came storms driving in your car" "The perfect song when everything feels wrong" "I know this town may never come around" "But I know" "That nobody frees me like you do" "Nobody sees and sees right through" "The last and the first best and the worst in me is you" "keeps me up at night" "I'm stubborn and afraid" "I've never been married." "What?" "You asked me before if I'd ever been married and I was very rude not to have answered you." "of just being kind to me after my friend Amy died." "it was stupid of me." "I was being stupid." "Sorry." "but it's never quite enough" "No." "On the house." "Thank you." "To go" "'Cause nobody frees me like you do" "Nobody sees and sees right through" "Tony Tomato." "What are you doing?" "Betty Broccoli." "I'm gonna throw a surprise party for Rabbit." "Tony." "The last and the first best and the worst in me" "You can help me give out the invitations." "Like symmetry" "Watch your step." "I'm not exactly the tidy housekeeper." "No." "Indeed." "Kit says it's like a work of art." "Expresses my eccentricities." "It certainly expresses something." "I didn't know picture frames could serve to a purpose." "I always thought they were just for displaying art." "You never tapped into their amazing storage potential?" "never." "__ going on your fireplace?" "I'm __ ecologically minded one." "I figured why burden county's land fields when I can just go ahead and get my own." "Very thoughtful." "Have a seat." "Anywhere." "Make yourself at home." "I'll go get you something to eat." "Just kidding." "Come on." "Voilà." "Smells good." "It is." "It should be." "Good?" "Yes?" "Salt?" "Pepper?" "No." "Perfect." "Thank you." "You're welcome." "I hope you're hungry." "Charlie." "Where is he?" "How is he?" "Not good." "He's really drunk." "Threatened me to kill himself." "I've tried everything to get through and nothing worked." "I'll go with you." "Stop right there." "Charlie." "Okay." "Just take it easy." "Why?" "I've got nothing to live for." "You've got your son." "He don't need me." "He don't even want me." "better off without me and you know it." "don't you?" "And how do you think he's gonna feel when he has to explain to people that his father took a gun and blew his brains out?" "Thank you for today." "We need to talk." "No." "It is not what we need to do." "We have a problem." "You're telling me." "This is really embarrassing for me and you know how hard it is for me to open up." "I'm strange." "You are." "I don't mean about opening up." "I'm not strange in that way." "I don't mean to endlessly frustrate you." "I just..." "What are you trying to say?" "I'm trying to say that I'm not going to have sex outside the marriage." "I came to this conclusion because" "I've been through a lot of heartache and pain in the past and I can't go through that again." "I can't." "I promised myself I wouldn't." "I swore that the next time I had sex with someone we would be married." "right?" "Okay." "Marriage would just be a band-aid for what is going on here." "right?" "And your problem is that you are deeply afraid about opening up to someone." "I don't really need you to psychoanalyze me." "You have to get over this." "I don't wanna get over this." "I'm completely pathless." "I wouldn't blame you if you didn't wanna see me again." "I know that." "Isn't it?" "What do you think?" "We're gonna have to get married." "It's not funny." "Let's just call tonight." "Hello." "I think we better cool it for a while." "Because I don't wanna pressure you into doing anything you're uncomfortable with." "Okay." "See you." "Charlie." "These are for you." "Thank you." "I've been thinking." "It's not such a bad idea." "What?" "You and me getting married." "don't make fun of me." "I'm not." "Look." "we get and when we think it's run its course we get a quick divorce." "A what?" "it's obvious that you desperately need it." "You just have that mental blocks." "We need to find a way around that. there's no need for a prenup." "sooner or later and I really hope it's sooner" "I am gonna have my way with you." "Have your way with me." "Can you think of a better solution?" "That was the worse proposal I've ever heard in my life." "leave us a message." "I'm sorry you're so upset." "I'm not clear on one thing though." "What exactly are you so upset about?" "You don't know what I'm so upset about?" "You can't figure it out?" "Do you think it's been my life's dream to be married by an Elvis impersonator in some wedding chapel filled with slot machines?" "Or to plan my divorce before the marriage has even begun?" "Is that my life's dream?" "Let alone getting married to someone without feeling that they're at least a bit in love with me." "You know what?" "I have a good life." "I do." "I have my work" "I have my piece of mind and I have a manuscript to edit." "Good bye." "Sarah!" "open up." "I feel like an ass." "Come on!" "If I cause Sarah to start drinking again I'll never forgive myself." "Since when do you care about the women you see?" "Sarah!" "I do know Sarah." "Two messages" "Iris here." "I should have received the latest manuscript by now." "What happened?" "3:55." "This is Memorial Hospital." "We have Sarah Winston here and we're trying to locate family members." "call us if you receive this message." "Sarah." "I'm so sorry for everything." "there." "I'm fine." "maybe you are but I'm not." "Whatever are you doing here?" "What do you mean what I'm doing here?" "I'm taking care of you." "I'd be really angry if I died before I had the chance to ask you something." "What?" "the tomato?" "Look at this." "If you need a battery this is the place to come." "Unbelievable." "It's like an office supply store." "It says in case of emergency I should call her sister." "I guess I should do that." "What?" "What's happening to you?" "I don't know." "That's very sweet." "Thank you." "You're welcome." "Tony." "__ record those cartoons?" "I go in about once every other month." "__ and I also do the commercials for the __ products." "Why didn't you want to tell me about it?" "Because when people find out what I do for a living it generally changes their opinion of me." "Which is?" "They stop looking at me as the edgy man-on-the-world kind-of-guy that I am and they start looking at me like more of a... tomato." "yes." "I'm glad you're here." "Heading in there right now." "Where is it again?" "bedside table." "Hang on a second." "We got it." "this is it." "I will bring it with me when I come." "We'll see then." "What are you gonna do?" "Nothing." "Aren't you gonna call her on it?" "Wouldn't do any good." "we should throw all that away." "She's gonna do that herself." "Come on." "Are you Charlie?" "Yeah." "Sarah's sister." "sure." "Kit." "I thought you said she was dying." "I didn't say that." "you said it was urgent." "It was." "It is." "it's fine." "It's just superficial stuff." "She should be out of here in a day or two at max." "I wouldn't call a concussion and internal bleeding "superficial"." "How long you've known my sister?" "Not long." "And what's your relationship?" "We're friends." "Right." "How did you meet?" "At an AA meeting." "What's my sister doing at an AA meeting?" "She's handling her problems." "My sister?" "My sister does not have a problem with alcohol." "you're gonna have to talk to your sister about that." "I hope you're not just another guy trying to rip her off." "What do you mean?" "I mean are you trying to get your hands on her money?" "I didn't even know she had any money." "I don't care what you think about me but your sister really needs you right now." "my sister does not need me and I don't need her." "That's the beauty of our relationship." "And don't tell her I was here." "The news might __ her recovery." "Wait!" "Can I talk to you for a moment?" "Now what for?" "Cause I think you __" "Why else would you have come?" "I came because I thought she was about to take her last breath." "I have a feeling you're not the cold heartless bitch you pretend to be." "Excuse me?" "I thought I didn't need my dad either." "I thought I could make it on my own." "But he means the world to me now." "We helped each other with our addictions." "We've grown really close." "luckily my sister and I don't have any addictions so we don't really need to grow close." "Wait a minute." "If I can help you to make peace with your sister in any way here is my card." "Kit Peterson:" "musician slash mechanic" "You're being quiet." "Am I?" "I'm sorry." "I didn't realize that." "What are you thinking about?" "Us." "What's up?" "Sister." "She was a piece of work." "I didn't even know she had a sister until yesterday." "I don't really know nothing about her." "What a nice surprise!" "What's wrong?" "Can I talk to you?" "Yeah." "Come in." "Considering you might be in a very vulnerable position right now" "—and I don't just mean your injuries—" "I just think..." "Do you know how step 9 is to go round and make amends to all those we harmed in the past?" "I've come here today." "This visit is about that." "But you've never harmed me before." "I see." "So you plan on harming me in the future so you've thought you'd apologize now." "I didn't warn you now I'd feel bad later." "It's about my dad." "the best guy in the world." "He was never ugly or violent when he drunk." "He never hit me or anything." "He never even yelled at me." "He just disappeared." "Everything would be fine and then he'd fall into this weird mood" "I'd wake up one morning and find a note:" "I love you but I have to go away for a while" "I'll come back as soon as I can" "And then he'd be gone for months." "Happened when I was a kid." "Every time it happened I had to call my grandma to come get me." "He's on the same thing to every woman he's ever been with." "I see." "I really think it's best if you don't... with the stage you're in." "Just don't depend on him." "Kit." "I hope you feel better." "Welcome home." "Why haven't you tried to kiss me today?" "I wanted to be careful." "I don't want you to be careful." "why haven't you really told me anything about yourself?" "What do you mean?" "I mean" "I have no idea hat happened to you to make you the way you are. basic things." "I don't know everything about you either." "Charlie." "I need to go slow." "In case you haven't noticed." "I just need time." "That's all." "Sarah." "so you take your time." "okay?" "Percy is hiding behind the tree." "You've got your things and I've got mine." "Betty Broccoli." "Betty Broccoli." "You'll never catch me." "We've got something so exciting to find no!" "You'll never catch me." "If it's basically built for..." "My old records" "My shoe tree garden" "Here together in one apartment" "Who knows what's in store?" "Do we force this or let it go?" "I've been wondering for sure if it's basically built for..." "Two to love Loving room" "We need room to prove that it's basically built for..." "Two to love In this loving room" "We need room to prove that it's basically built for..." "You and I sent from here and there to have a home that we both share." "I'm figuring about getting a ring." "What kind of a ring?" "Have you lost your mind?" "right?" "She's obviously not in a good place." "Wouldn't be good for you either." "I just got this idea in my head it's the right thing to do." "__ clearly established many times before the big ideas you get in your head are almost never the right thing to do." "Kit." "dad." "If I were gonna get married" "I'd want to be sure if she was being completely honest with me." "Do you think it's a good idea to have alcohol in the house?" "What do you mean? do you think it's a good idea to have alcohol in the house?" "I think it's a terrible idea." "So you wouldn't do that." "No." "please?" "Are you okay?" "Would you mind if I didn't walk you to your door tonight?" "Who was that at the restaurant?" "That was my father." "I'm dead to him because I was a big disappointment to him." "Have you ever tried to talk to him?" "Maybe if you went to him and you were completely open and honest maybe you would have a change of heart." "What do you know about being open and honest?" "Sarah?" "You lied to me tonight." "You lied to my face." "What were you doing?" "Were you stepping under my bed?" "I found it by accident when I was looking for your address book." "I have an explanation." "I don't want to hear any explanations." "I have been honest with you." "I've been honest with you except for one thing." "Sarah." "Just go." "Just get out." "Get out!" "Just get out." "to accept things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can" "Is your dad home?" "No." "He wasn't here when I got back last night." "I'm worried about him" "I'll drive." "It's not him." "Your dad took me to this really beautiful place on the shore once." "Maybe he might be there?" "There was a place we used to go fishing." "Worth to try." "This is not good." "dad." "Hi." "Charlie." "So what are you doing here?" "I think the question should be what are you doing here." "I'm appreciating nature." "What about all of this." "That is a terrible waste of money and glass." "I really should have recycled." "I poured it out." "Came close but coming close doesn't count." "Charlie." "You two talk." "Since no one needs to talk to me I'm just gonna wait in the truck." "You've right to have lost confidence in me after what I did." "Sarah?" "I haven't had the best luck with relationships." "My first love swept me off my feet and then left me." "I was pregnant with his child and I was devastated." "I lost the baby 5 months later." "After that it seems like every man I ever trusted found a new way to hurt me." "And after a while it started to feel like I deserved all that pain." "That's why you drink?" "That's what I wanted to explain." "I've been allowing myself to tweed this web and it just keeps getting worse." "What are you talking about?" "I don't have a drinking problem." "I've never had." "You really had me going there." "For a second I thought you were finally opening up to me." "You don't understand." "I'm trying to tell you." "okay?" "Just stop." "you don't understand." "I can't deal with this crap right now." "I've had a very rough night." "__" "Hello." "Olivia who?" "right?" "That's me." "I left my wallet at home." "It's too far to walk." "It just died." "I don't know." "Thank you so much." "I really appreciate this." "Do you know your sister calls your home phone just to hear the sound of your voice on the answering machine?" "I asked her about it." "She told me." "I've long since lost interest in what my sister does." "Just try and talk things out with her." "How can that happen?" "I don't care about her anymore." "The spark plug __ came undone." "this is Sarah." "I just wanted to say that I'm sorry." "I'm sorry for the way that I treated you and sorry for the way I've behaved with you and Roy." "I just hope that you can forgive me because" "I miss you." "I miss you." "And I love you." "And I really need my little sister right now." "So please call me." "I love you. we probably have time for a couple more to share." "Who would it be?" "alcoholic." "I had a rough night." "I'm the only one out." "But I made it." "I made it through this day and here I am." "I was going through the big __ this afternoon something suddenly became very clear to me." "This might not make any sense but what came clear to me was that" "we all have wounds that will never heal." "But that's okay as long as we help each other to bind those wounds." "So you don't bleed to death." "But then it occurred to me that maybe that's what we're here on this Earth to do." "Help each other bind our wounds." "Anyone else?" "then." "Meeting over." "Could I say something?" "That's great." "I think it's her first time." "My name is Sarah and I'm not an alcoholic." "And I'm not in denial." "I want to extend my apology to all of you." "I've been dishonest with you." "I've betrayed your friendship and for that I'm very sorry." "I didn't start out intending to deceive you." "It's just that" "I used to watch you all gathered out in front and I just wished that I could be a part of your group." "And then one night" "I saw Charlie." "And I couldn't take my eyes off of him." "I loved the way he smiled." "I came to that first meeting just to meet him." "I was following my heart for the first time in a very long time." "And then one thing led to another and before I knew it I was pretending to be an alcoholic." "But I have to say that being here has helped me because the truth is" "I am a mess of a human being." "I may not be an alcoholic but I have problems to overcome." "scary problems." "And I've learned so much from all of you." "I know it's a lot to ask but if you would allow it" "I would like to keep coming back." "This was a meeting for people with serious problems." "Rules are everyone is welcome to our open meetings." "She can keep coming back as many times as she likes." "As often as you want." "Thank you." "Okay." "Meeting closed." "You have to keep coming 'cause this wouldn't be the same without you." "I'm so disappointed you're not a real alcoholic." "grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can and wisdom to know the difference." "Keep coming back!" "What do we do now?" "I know exactly what we do." "We start on page 1 and we don't worry about punctuation or grammar or misspelled words we just get lost in our story and we see where it takes us." "I love the sound of that. could I talk to you for a second?" "I just wanted you to know." "I probably should have said this before but" "I think you're very smart." "Exceptionally smart." "Do you think I could get into college?" "If you commit yourself and you work really hard" "I think you could get into an excellent college." "And if you let me I'd really love to help you achieve that goal." "You won't yell at me?" "I promise." "This is him?" "This is the killer?" "come." "There's the door." "I didn't get your message till this morning." "I'm in the wrong" "I should be shot for thinking I could understand" "You knew all along" "I would be shocked I had to shake the underhand" "You keep believing in the one thing I'll keep believing in the other" "You called it right You called it right" "Don't say I'm going crazy" "See I just forget my place" "It's not the fool you make me" "Let me begin by saying that" "Elvis is honored to be officiating at this ceremony today." "We are gathered here to celebrate the marriage of Charles Manning and Sarah Winston." "We'll stand as witnesses as they recite their vows and pledge their enduring love." "you take this woman to be your wife?" "Before we all start stuffing our faces I'd like to make a toast." "During the ceremony I asked myself if these two really did belong together" "So I sized them up." "cultured and dignified and Charlie is not." "But obviously offsets attract." "they do." "I'd like to make a toast as well." "To Sarah and my Dad." "Your wedding couldn't make me happier." "I've been looking for an excuse to move out of my Dad's place for years now." "I'd also like to make a toast." "To my sister who is starting a new life a new future and a new group of friends." "Cheers." "Subtitles by Héctor Lahoz ;-)" "I have one more surprise for you." "Close your eyes." "Turn left." "This way." "Open your eyes." "Do you like it?" "Sarah." "Subtitles by Héctor Lahoz" "I gave up drinking" "I gave up smoking" "I gave up thinking all the time stone cold revoking" "The reason to my rhyme" "I wasn't joking" "If there's a phoney bone in me" "I want it broken" "If you don't know what to say or where to begin turn your high light on tune me out and rub it in" "Rub it in" "Rub it in" "Rub it in"