"The best banking services Belgrade Credit Bank" "LANDSCAPES IN THE MIST" "Girls, hold each other's hands!" "Form a line." "Form a line!" "Hold hands!" "Sasha!" "[indistinct]" "Hold hands." "Hold hands!" "[JIK BANK]" "[indistinct]" "Please, move away from the tracks." "What are we doing here, anyway?" " I had to show up or I'd get 10 truant hours." "Sasha called me to drop some LSD with him." "We're going to a Bijelo Dugme concert later." "Come with us." "Okay, bye." "It's very nice in here." "It's like being in a tent." "They put ugly paper on the walls, so I covered them with sheets." "I couldn't stand them anymore." "What song would you like me to play?" "I have all the new stuff." "Put on whatever you usually listen to." "I don't care." " I usually listen to Tibetan music." "Here, take a look." "Have you smoked weed before?" " Yes, I have." "And?" " Nothing." "You're not scared?" " No, not at all." "You can feel like you're at the beginning of time." "But that's nirvana, it takes some learning." "Aren't you bored?" "No, I'm not." "Come on, take a hit." " You're acting like a junkie." "Don't taunt me." "These are the photos I was talking about." "Some Americans made these, but there are some people here in Yugoslavia who make similar paintings." "I heard they take LSD every day." " Every day?" "Isn't that dangerous?" "I knew you were afraid of LSD." " Why should I be afraid?" "Why didn't you take it if you're not scared?" " Maybe because I didn't have any." "Do you have some?" " Yes, I do." "Well, give me a dose." "This picture is one hell of a trip." " I knew you didn't have it." "I have it, take it if you want." "But it's better to have something to look at while you're tripping." "Can't we just look at each other?" " Maybe if we were sniffing glue." "You're so rude." "What do you see?" "Can you feel anything?" "Are you coming home for lunch?" " No, I have a meeting." "So, you like classical music?" " Fuck you." "Lela came home very late last night." " She has school in the afternoon, so she can sleep." "Let's go somewhere tonight." "We'll take Lela with us." "Fine." "Good morning." " Good morning, capitalist." "Did you get laid?" " I found a girl, you know?" "She's cute, but she's a junkie." "Her mother won't let her out of the house." "What's her mother like?" " Do you want me to hook you up with her?" "No way." " Why not, Pops?" "A bit of petting, romance." "Fuck romance." "Don't get involved with drugs." " Do I look like an idiot?" "Listen..." "Do we have a deal?" "Will you be my partner when I open a cafe bar?" "That's your idea." " Yes, but I'm doing it for you." "The future lies in the private sector." "Private business, I'm telling you." "I realized that while I was in Germany." "And the communists seem to realize it too." "That'll be a great business if people start coming, but if the tax man starts sniffing around..." "We're in a fascinating school." "The modern world appreciates good design." "Successful export is usually based on good design These students' works are brilliant, so it's quite peculiar that only a small percentage get a job in their sector designing merchandise, our homes and workplaces." "The teachers say: "Seems that nobody requires designer services."" "Hello." " This is Lela." "You know, Vesna's friend." "Can I talk to Vesna, please?" " I don't know." "Let me see if she's here." "She might be sleeping." "I'm sorry, darling." "She's not home." "She went to see a doctor." "If you'd only help me this one time..." " We give you methadone to help you and you trade it for heroin." " Who trades it for heroin?" "I can't give it to you." "If you want a shot of apaurine, I'll give it to you." "Why won't you understand?" "Apaurine will help me as much as an aspirin." "Please, give me methadone just for today!" " We do not treat drug addicts." "Where can I get the treatment, then?" "Where can I get methadone?" "Try someplace else." "Why don't you go to the psychiatric clinic?" "Even if they took me in, I couldn't live with those nutcases!" "I was there once before!" "Good afternoon." " Please wait." "Listen, girl." "Apart from giving you apaurine, there's nothing I can do for you." "Who can?" " Please, let me get back to work." "The patients are waiting." " I'm afraid to leave this place!" "Doctor, please hurry up." "We are having a meeting." "I'm sorry, but I have to go." " Please!" "Just listen to me!" "Let go of me." "Hello." "Vesna, is that you?" " They wouldn't give me anything!" "I'm freaking out!" " I'll call Misha." "He'll get you some Valeron." "Do something, you faggot!" "I'm going crazy here!" " Fuck off, I'm going cold turkey." "Have you seen Charlie?" "How about Vesna?" "Useless dawdler!" "Hey, look at that guy." " He's handsome." "Hi." " Hi." "I'm Nada." " Lela." "This is Zoki." " Give me the money." "What, only a 20?" " My old man started hiding his money." "There's Charlie." "Hi." "Who's the girl?" " She just started hanging out here." "Do you have H?" "How much money do you have?" " 20." "I'm not selling such small amounts." " Come on, Charlie, don't give me that." "I really need it." "Well, fuck you!" "Hi." "Who's that kid with you?" "Fresh meat, honey." "It's none of your business anyway." "Bye." " Bye." "Hello." " Hi." "Who's the new girl?" " Lela." "I'm Ljilja." " Where's Zoki?" "He's around here somewhere." " Hi." "For a 20 I can't get shit." "And you took that Valeron already, you bitch." "You faggot, that was my Valeron anyway." " I have a prescription for some good stuff." "Fuck it!" "Shit..." " Fuck off." "That's good stuff." " That'd be great." "Can you pick it up?" " I can't." "They'll bust me." "I really can't." "You pick it up." " Why do I have to do all the work?" "We need somebody who looks innocent." " I have a date." "You can run a little late." "I'm hitting the wall." "Be a friend." "You have an innocent face, there's no way they'll suspect you." "They won't give it to me." " Just boldly walk in and give him the prescription." "If he's taking too long to come back, run." "That means he's calling the cops." "We'll end up in jail." " Get some old guy to do it." "Sir?" " Yes?" "Please..." "I wanted to ask you if you could..." "You know, I have to pick up the medicine for my granddad but I forgot my ID." " I'm sorry, but I'm in a hurry." "It would be greatly appreciated." " I'm in a hurry." "Please, sir, I'll watch this for you." "Please." "Please, really..." "Thank you." "Thank you very much." " How about we go for some coffee?" "I know a place not far from here." " Is this old fart bothering you?" "We can't all go in, the tenants will bust us." " Okay, we'll wait here." "But don't be long." "Let's go." "Hurry up." "Tonight, I present you our exclusive guest of honor, from the Architekton production house," "Mister Pedjovic!" "Mister Pedjovic, greetings and welcome." "Our other special and exclusive guest tonight is a big star and a fashion designer," "Miss Petrovich." "Good evening." "Willkomen." "That girl really worked that old idiot." " She doesn't know what she's getting into." "The tap's over here." "Be patient." " Come on, fill it up." "Great." "Come on." " Let's go." "This is the place." "Come on, mix it up." " Give it to me." "Here, take it." "My hand hurts." " Get the shot ready." "Hurry up." " You shut up." "You're always late." "I'm late because I'm running around all day trying to find some drugs." "Filter it good." " Give me the shot." "Be careful filtering that, or you might get a methadone fever." "Tonight, our special guest of honor, Mister Petrovich!" "Let's go, Petrovich." "Come on, come on." "Rub my hand, so my veins start showing." " Tighten the band." "Rub." " I'm rubbing." "Hit me." "Come on." "Zoki, keep watch." "Just be cool." "Besides, those two girls are outside." "Be careful, you missed the vein." "Easy..." " This needle's big enough for elephants." "Inject all of it." "Okay?" "This is some great stuff." "Give me a smoke." "You butchered me." " That's because your veins are fucked up." "This heroin's not bad at all." " Great, huh?" "Yeah." "Fuck it!" "What are they doing down there?" "Making that methadone from scratch?" "Come on, Zoki." "Fuck, just look the size of this needle." " It's a .45 calibre needle." "Are you ready?" " Hit me." "Don't even think of OD-ing on me." "I'm starting to feel the flash." " Are you okay, Zoki?" "I'm great." " Didn't I tell you to be careful and filter it?" "What's the matter?" " I feel a fever coming on." "A fever?" " Yes." "Ljilja!" "What happened?" " She's got a fever." "Let's go to my place." "You can rest there." " Get me heroin any way you can." "It's the only thing that can help me now." "I'm sorry I'm late, something came up." "I'll explain later." "Police?" "Put me through to the narcotics department, please." "This is Zoki's mother." "That junkie Vesna is dating my son." "He stopped using drugs." "He even got a job." "Let's go." " What's the matter, Lela?" "They brought Ljilja here while I wasn't home." "When I came here," "Ljilja was neither alive or dead." "Stop it, I'm not in the mood." "Have you ever used drugs?" "I mean, have you ever injected drugs?" "No, is that a downside?" " You're afraid." "Do you want a coffee or a coke?" " A coke." "Be a sweetheart and bring me some." "Doctor!" "Okay, it's in." "Come on, pump." "Pump, pump." "Find a vein, nurse." "Find a vein." "Quick." "Hello?" "Is this the police?" "I'm calling from the hospital." "I'd like to report a case of poisoning." "Probably heroin." "The patient is unconscious." "Could you please send a police officer here?" "You really like your college." "But mechanics aren't really interesting." "People who think rationally about everything annoy me." " People are usually annoyed by things they don't understand." "It would do you good to learn about Mother Nature." " Technology is an extension of Nature." "It makes our lives easier." "Do you understand that?" "It brings order to the entropy." "What's entropy?" " A need for chaos." "Nature needs chaos." "It's spontaneous and mystical." "Order is needed so that technology and nature can coexist." "I'll fuck you like a machine and you'll have a mystical experience." "I have to go home." "You called us?" " I'm glad you're here." "How's the patient?" " It's probably heroin poisoning." "If you'd like to take a look..." " Well, if you don't mind..." "Who gave Ljilja heroin?" " She took it herself." "We told her not to do it." "Who is "we"?" " There were these two guys who came with her." "Who's the girl who had the prescription?" " I told you, I don't know her." "You know I'm not a criminal." "And you know I won't be insulted." "I have enough money." "And I'll be a junkie until the day I die." "That's none of your business." " Zoki, you did something." "You committed a felony." " I'm not buying that." "Well, your mother told us Ljilja took drugs in your apartment." "She's full of crap!" "Ljilja took heroin in the basement." "Do you really think I'll believe you, a junkie, and not your mother?" "She's full of shit." "Where did you take heroin?" " In the basement." "A week ago two junkies died from that same drug." "It was a bad batch of heroin." "Where did you get it?" "Who sold it to you?" " I know the faces, but not the names." "Look, I don't have time for this." "I have statements from two of your friends saying you were selling that heroin." " You're bluffing." "No, I'm not." "Listen, I'll tear these up, and you'll give me the name." "How can I trust you?" " We're not negotiating here." "You know what'll happen to you." "One to three years in prison." "I'll destroy this, and you'll give me the name." "Well, the other way around, actually." "Let's hear it." "Was it Charlie?" " Yes." "That's better." "Nothing will happen to you." "We all said she bought the drug herself." "You did a good job with your essays on the topic "Youth – it's the most beautiful poem"." "Only this essay wasn't marked." "I think Lela should read her essay out loud." "Maybe then you'll understand why it wasn't marked." "I didn't write anything down because I think it's a stupid topic." "It should be "Youth - it's a beautiful problem"." " What do you mean by that?" "I understand." " We've all been there." "It's nothing horrible." "And nothing unique." "You'll see." "When you're young, you shouldn't think too much about the meaning of life." "We were given life simply to live it and to pursue happiness, not problems." "Why are you so quiet?" "I'm sick of hearing those phrases." "I hear them every day at home." "They're supposed to comfort us." " Tell your parents I'd like to talk to them." "Fine." "You'll find out you have much in common." " Watch your language." "I'm speaking the way I usually speak." "You have to decide." "There must be some things in life that interest you more than others." "I think you've got a talent for learning languages." "You could enrol in a language class." "Well, I'd like to..." "If I could..." "I don't know..." "The soup is cold and the wine is warm." "Great." "If you graduate from math school you can get into any college you want." "Like architecture." "I don't want to be stuck in a routine, like you two." "That's your world." "You can't sketch." " A person must want to be successful." "We're living in a world where that's very important." "Well, I'd like to..." "I was at the art academy with a friend the other day." "They have a lot of courses." "What?" "What's so funny?" " Look at this:" "Listen to this ad:" ""I butcher at your home."" ""I bring my own tools."" "Oh, hi." " What's going on with you?" "Our teacher threatened to expel you." " I don't give a fuck about school." "I'm hooked and I didn't take a hit for three days." "There are raids everywhere." "Zoki should score some drugs." "I couldn't get anything." "I'll keep searching." "Hi." "Do I know you?" "I'm Steve." "Lela." " I can't find anybody." "Everybody's at home." "Where are you?" " Do you have a crib?" "What do you have?" " Heroin." "Don't stall." "Sell us some." "Let's get to my place." "Lela!" "Hi." " Hi." "Ajkich, you're so cute." "Come on, let's go to my room." "Calm that mutt down." "Stop eating that!" "Stop!" "What's this?" "Bread?" "Where's the liver I prepared for Ajko?" " I ate it." "I was hungry." "You motherfucker, you ate it all!" "What's Ajkich going to eat now?" "Bread?" "You old fuck, I'll get you for this." "Vesna flipped out." "Where are the syringes?" "Bring the syringes." "Where's my syringe?" "Where did you put it?" " Calm down, sweetheart." "Calm down." "Here you go." "Fuck it." "Who could that be?" "Who is it?" " Stay on the line." "You have a call from Münich." "Hello, Vesna?" "It's Mom." " Hi, Mom." "How are you?" "How are you?" "What's Grandpa doing?" " Mom, Ajko wants to say hello." "Come on, Ajkich, say hello to Mom." "Do you remember what you promised after the treatment?" "Did you break up with Zoki?" "Listen, Mom, that's my problem." "Hey, Mom, send me some more money." "We're going on an excursion." "I'm going to Switzerland for treatment." "After that, I'll go to Africa." "It's great there." "Dad got a job there." "Palms... the sun..." "The most beautiful sunsets..." "And the sky at night..." "You'll never see so many stars here." " Maybe you'll see a UFO." "How many shots?" " Six." "I'll go on a photo - safari." "I'll only eat fruit." "All day long, I'll run around in a see-through dress." "I'll be like a butterfly." " Be careful." "The elephants might run over your dog." "You're full of shit." " Wrap my arm." "My veins are all fucked up." " Here, hit me in the other." "Come on, baby." "It's your turn." "I'm afraid it'll hurt." "It won't hurt." "Trust me." "First time is the best." "Shit man, look at your veins." "Are you scared?" "Cut the crap." "Can you sell me a gram?" " Do you have the money?" " I'll go get it." "Grandpa, what happened with that methadone from Switzerland?" "The stuff for my treatment?" "Has it arrived yet?" " Mister Pavlovich promised to bring it here by Tuesday." "I hope it'll be here on Tuesday." "You don't give a fuck about my treatment." " You know we care, sweetheart." "Grandpa, give me some money to buy heroin." "You know I'm in withdrawal." "Please, grandpa." "My dear, you know your Grandpa loves you." "But, I don't have any money." "What do you mean, you don't have it?" "I'm hurting all over." "Give it to me." "Please." "I don't have any money, Vesna." "Please, believe me." " You must have some!" "You better shit it out if you don't have it!" "Do you understand!" "Give me money, you asshole!" " Calm down!" "Calm down!" "I'll give you some money!" "Calm down, my darling, please." "Here, here..." "I'll give you..." "This was for the electricity bill." " What's this?" "Is this all you have?" "That's all..." "It really is..." "You got drunk again, huh?" "I feel wonderful..." "How are you doing?" "Take your needle and fuck you!" " You asshole." "... it's the first step in studying this electronic phenomena." "Faraday discovered this through his experiments." "Without this, electronics as a science could not exist." "How does it feel wearing that mask?" "It pisses me off to see you so serious." "You always know what you want." "You can't even argue." "I don't see a reason for that." " Does everything have to have a reason?" "I can already imagine your future:" "A young businessman." "Next: army service, job, family." "A successful business type." "Spends his days working with people." "Solves all of their problems." "He comes home exhausted." "He's sick of it all." "He has to take a rest, read the newspaper, eat his dinner and scold the kids." "He sits in front of a color TV." "He watches the news." "He must be informed." "Football, basketball, boxing." "It's midnight." "Wife's sleeping." "That's good." "Now it's time to go to bed." "She's a provincial." "[indistinct babbling]" "On Fridays, I'll go and watch porn with my business associates." "Saturday..." "Saturday's great." "Finally, I have to fuck my dear wife because she's becoming hysterical." "I don't get why you're called our "better halves"." "You are idiots." "I'll never get married." "I don't want to live a day after 30." "Guys over 30 are old, and the girls..." "I think you'll look great when you're 30." " Did you ever think about death?" "You should try it." "Hey, Ivan, I'm in trouble." "I need some money for heroin." "Back off." "So, the heroin is good?" "Give me the money." "Just be careful." "Don't take it all at once." "It'll kill you if you do, and I don't want to have you on my conscience." "It's good, huh?" " It's not good." "It's great." "Awesome." "Do you like when chicks make the first move?" " What chicks?" "You know, girls." " Where did you pick that term up?" "In Zagreb." "How long have you two been dating?" " Goca, don't tease the guy." "He had only the best intentions." " Did I?" "I don't think so." "Once you try me, you won't leave me." "Is that a recommendation?" "How's it going with that other girl?" " Compared to you, she's frigid." "No, she probably isn't." "You're just not her type." "But you're just my type." "Why do you treat girls like that?" "Don't you think that's the source of your problem?" "They expect me to behave like that." " You're oversimplifying things." "I'm kidding." "I'm not interested in her, but I think I can help her with some things." "What things?" " Not the ones you're thinking about." "Wake up, child." "You'll be late for school." "I barely managed to excuse your absence for the last few days." "What's this?" "Were you awake all night reading this?" "What are you doing with all these books?" "Why won't you understand?" "I like reading, but only stuff I find interesting." "Why are you sleeping in your shirt?" " Get out so I can get dressed." "What's the matter with you, my child?" "I had a fight with my parents." " The better you are to them, the worse they get." "But run away from home, and they'll come crawling after you." "That's a classic." "You can stay at my place." "Okay." "I found an awesome book." ""Symbols of the Chinese cosmobiological cycle"." "What sign are you?" " A monkey." "A harmless egoist." "What about me?" " Snake." "The wise intellectual." "The most important thing for a snake is to find a cause, idea or a person to whom he'll dedicate himself to the maximum." "The snake has a lot of inside conflicts due to supressed emotions." "Until he finds a purpose in life, a snake will be in conflict with himself and the world around him." "But, once a purpose is found, the snake's life will change." "Everyday, trivial things don't satisfy the snake." "Hey, Steve wants to see you." " Great." "I found a great pharmacy." "It's full of drugs." "You're too careless, Charlie." "Do you want to go back to jail?" "Well, I don't have an influential daddy to get me out of prison." "My dad doesn't have to pull me out of jail." "I don't force my way in." "I sneak in." "If you don't use your brain, you'll get nailed." "Hey, babe, your boyfriend already worked everything out." " I don't feel like going to prison." "Where's the pharmacy?" " We'll be there in three hours." "But let's pick up Ljilja first." " You're too conspicuous in that suit." "Tell Ljilja to wear something black." "I'll take my gun." " Okay, see you in two hours." "What's your old man doing?" " He's on a vacation, writing his memoirs." "I escaped from home." "Let me see that." "I like it." "Where did you get it?" "In prison in Mardelj." " Is it true what they say about you?" "What?" " That you introduced lots of underage girls to heroin." "People say all kinds of shit." "How many times did you go to jail?" " Once, twice..." "You won't be going to jail anymore." "You'll stop using drugs." "We can take a hit now and then, just to mess around." "Concentrate." "Don't start laughing." "Here he comes." "Focus." "Good evening." " Good evening." "Could we come in for a glass of water?" "My friend feels very ill." " I feel dizzy." "We need an aspirin or something." " Come on in." "She'll faint." " Hold me." "Have a seat here." "Have a seat." " Just a moment, I have to lock the door." "I'll be right back." "Who are you?" " Where are the narcotics?" "Show me." "Charlie!" "Show me where they are, you motherfucker!" " Give me all the morphine!" "All of the morphine." "If you don't give it to me I'll whack you on that bald head of yours." "All of it." "Give me all of it!" "Hello, Charlie." "How are you doing?" " Hello." "Are you looking for something?" "Did you lose something or what?" "No, we're just cuddling with you." " You're an old friend of ours, we like you." "I like you too." "Would you like something to drink?" " No, thanks." "That's a nice suit you've got there." "Hey, give me a cigar." "It'd mean the world to me." " You already have one." "What do you need another one for?" "Those are some French watches." " Straight from Paris, huh?" "You're smoking two packs at a time?" " No, I usually smoke 4 packs at a time, but I already smoked two." "What happened?" "What's the matter?" "Our daughter wants to kill herself!" "What happened?" "Come on, tell your dad what's the matter." "Do you have a problem with something?" "Is it love?" "So, you won't talk to me?" "What is this?" "You're not a child anymore." "You're a young woman." "You could..." " Fuck off." "That's right." "Slam the door." "Slam it." "It took you long enough to start worrying about her." "Fuck off." "What's the matter?" "What are we going to do now, huh?" "I'm going to kill her!" "That little bitch!" " You'll do no such thing." "Back off." "Stay out of this!" " Shut up!" "Zip it!" "You don't have the right to interfere!" "You're never home." "You were never here for us." "While I was holding her in my hands like this, you were whoring around!" "And getting drunk..." "You lived your life to the full." "I can't stand this." " What?" "This." " What "this"?" "All this!" " You're crazy." "Yes, I know." "And now you're going to drink that whiskey, you'll take the money, slam the door..." "Yes, that's exactly what I'm going to do." " And you'll come back!" "When will you stop coming back here?" "I'll give you some time alone to calm down." "I don't feel like playing anymore." "I'll go take a bath." "Whenever you start losing, you stop playing." "FRANEEE!" "What happened?" "What's the matter?" "Lela!" "Call the ambulance!" "Call them!" "Lela, dear..." " Come here, quickly!" "Lela!" "Lela!" " We don't know... we found a syringe next to her." "What should we do?" " Please, what do we do now?" "She's... she..." "No, we can't get a cab." "No!" " [indistinct]" "She's dying on us!" "What are we going to do?" "!" "I suspected her for months." "At first, I thought it's just a phase." "Or a trend." "Did you talk to her?" "You ought to talk to her." "What do you think of yourself?" " Good things." "I appreciate myself." "It depends." "Sometimes I think I'm a good person and sometimes I don't." "I'm trying to find my true self." "Sometimes I feel like an object." "Like everything that happens doesn't happen to me." "Sometimes I get angry for no reason." "Tell me, are you happy with your life?" "What do you think about drugs?" " They're great, to be honest." "At least in the beginning." "Did you take drugs when you were younger?" "Who's responsible for your education?" " Who?" "Everybody." "But I don't care about it." "My parents, the school, the street..." "Newspaper, movies, radio, TV..." "You can always find a reason to start taking drugs." "I want to be somebody else." "Drugs help me understand who I really am." "It solves all your problems." "Nothing can upset you." "What do you call a state in which you experience neither happiness nor sorrow?" "Like a vacuum, a void." "The drugs fix me up." "I can feel like myself." "[Institute for Alcoholism and Drug Addiction] [Alcoholism" " The Journal]" "How did you find me?" " Through this week's horoscope." "It said I'll have a fatal encounter with a mentally unstable person." "Do you want to get high?" " So, you started taking drugs?" "Only marijuana." "I won't take anything else." " Why are you here, then?" "Do you want to move in with me?" " Yes." "But you'll fuck up your whole life." "So what?" " You probably want to know what happened to me." "I want to know what your future will be like." " I was hanging around, taking drugs... robbed a pharmacy, sold drugs..." "Disappointed my parents, had sex..." "That's good." " I'm not the person you think I am." "You want other people to match your image of them." "That's the only way you can love them." "And now you're dealing with an ordinary junkie." " Wow, you're getting the hang of it." "What now?" "You want to fuck me?" "Do you think that'll help me?" "I'm leaving." " You're not going anywhere!" "Chill out, dude." "Do you want to snort some heroin?" "I have some." "It's very pure stuff." "They say it's great here." "You have your own room, you can sleep as long as you want, you can listen to music..." "And the best part is, they give you methadone." "Instead of going to jail for robbing that pharmacy, we're voluntarily taking a treatment." "I'd like to talk to Lela." "It's Ivan." "That asshole." "You must have the inner strength to defeat heroin." "Do you have it?" "Stanko, do your folks back in the country write to you often?" "Hey, check out the kid." "New Wave generation." "You must have come here with Zoki and Vesna, right?" "What did you take to get that stoned?" "You're so stoned, you can't even open your eyes." "You're like a cactus." "Put her down here." "Hello?" "I'm a nurse, calling from the drug addiction hospital ward." "Please get here as soon as you can, we have a situation here." "Zoki?" "It's me, Baki." "Leave me alone, you morons!" " Open the door, don't piss me off." "I know you're in there." "And I know you have some heroin with you." "Zoki, do something!" "I'm scared!" " Open up!" " Open the door!" "I'll fuck you both up once I get in there!" " Come on, say something!" "Calm down." " You faggot!" "Zoki!" "I know you're in there." "I know you have the heroin." "Open up!" "Zoki, I can't take this anymore!" " Open up, you faggot!" "We'll knock the door down!" "I'll get you!" "Calm down!" "What's going on here?" "!" "What do you want?" "You stole the medication now what else do you want?" "Doc, I've been a junkie for 10 years." "So I'll need 10 years to get clean." "And your therapy can't even put me to sleep." " I'm not a judge here." "Your doctor will be here tomorrow, so complain to him." " And what are we going to do today?" "We're going cold turkey." " Okay, that's solved." "What do you want?" "I want you to increase my methadone dosage as much as possible..." "Your dosage?" " Yes..." "Or else what?" " Or else I'll leave this place, of course." "I'll leave too!" " We should discharge you anyway." "We're leaving too!" " You need to understand that there are rules in this place." "Rules!" " Fuck the rules!" "Your junkie "friendship" makes me sick!" "You should be ashamed!" "[VISITS ALLOWED ON THURSDAYS AND SATURDAYS BETWEEN 2 p.m. - 4 p.m.]" "My dad's chasing me all over the town." "He locked me up in the apartment so I escaped." " When he catches you, he'll beat the shit out of you." "Why did you do that to me?" " You can handle that." "What if I can't go on like this?" " Then it's the way it was meant to be." "Who says that was meant to be?" " You should know the answer to that." "Bye." "Lela, I have some money!" "I'll buy you heroin." " You're so sweet." "Junkie scum." " What does that make you?" "I'll arrange a treatment in Russia for you." " Sure, but make arrangements for two persons." "Is it that girl again?" " Yes, Dad." "I don't want to hear a word about her." "Do you have any idea what you're doing to yourself?" " That's my problem." "My only problem is that you're my son!" "You asshole!" " I wasn't an asshole while I was giving you money, huh?" "Nor when I opened a cafe bar for you?" " I pity you." "You're a junkie, right?" "I'm way past that." "Now I'm mentally unstable." "Did you lead an exciting life?" " I used to paint." "You have pretty fingers." "You'll live a long life, if you survive your 27th year." "You can tell me the rest some other time." "Are you any good at astrology?" "I like to watch the sky during the winter nights;" "while the snow is falling, and the moon is full." "I'm waiting for that moment..." "I know it'll happen." "Snowflakes will arrange themselves like the atoms in a diamond and then they'll start blinking." "And I'll see the configuration of all the planets." "Like looking through a window." "Like looking through a giant telescope." "I'm leaving this place tonight." "Do you want to come with me?" "I want to get off heroin." "I'm afraid to go cold turkey, but I have to try." "Hey, what are you doing here?" "You escaped from hospital too?" "That place is a fucking nightmare." "I have to sit down for a minute." "You're in withdrawal, aren't you?" "You look really fucked up." "Are you feeling sick?" "Please, give me a hit, please!" " I don't have any H. None." "Calm down!" "You're hysterical!" "Hold on." "Here, baby, come to mommy." "I'll make a few calls." "I'll get you some horse." "Man, this stuff is good." "Give me a smoke." "Sometimes I catch myself staring at the ceiling feeling totally empty." "And they want us to fit in." "They don't understand we lost a few years with heroin and that eveything changed, but we stayed the same as we were." "Children." "With a huge gap between us and the real world." "They promised to find me a job." "A job!" "But who'll hire a junkie?" "We're stigmatized." "I have a child now, but that doesn't change a thing." "Junkies have kids all the time." "It helps them get methadone." "If my daughter started taking heroin one day, I'd tell her: "Okay, kid, buy some for mom" ""so she can remember the old days." Then I'd make two nice overdoses." "And inject her with one, and myself with the other." "Hello?" "Who's there?" " It's me." "Who's there?" " Can you hear me?" "Where were you?" " Nowhere important." "How's dad?" "Do you want to see him?" " I don't want to go home." "At least for now." "Why?" " I need some peace and solitude." "If I came home I'd have to explain things that I don't understand myself." "It's really great here." " Why didn't you call?" "I wanted to be alone." "Doing anything I want." "It was awful for the first few days, but I got over it." "The sea helps me relax." "Dad got me some methadone." "I'm done with horse." "I'll go straight." "This place is beautiful." "I'll take you sightseeing." "Mljet is awesome." "Do you want to score?" "I have some horse with me." "It's pure." "I want to prove to myself I that can enjoy life without heroin." "I have a job to do." "After that, we'll leave the country." "We'll live as a happy family." "It's just a stupid fantasy." "Hey baby, I have to ask you something." " What is it?" "Can I score?" " What, now?" "It just came to me naturally." "When can I see you again?" " I have to meet a guy in one hour." "Do you want to come with me?" "Hi." "What brings you here?" " You look great." "What happened?" "I was on Mljet." "I got off heroin." " Good for you." "So, what are you doing here?" " Same old..." "Trying to score some H. Can you help me out?" "I have to meet a guy in one hour." "Let's go for a walk." "I'm going to Vienna." "Charlie invited me to stay with him." "So, you're in love again?" " Who says it's love?" "Look at those guys." " They must be cops." "Fuck, what am I going to do with my syringe?" " Throw it away." "Good afternoon." " Good afternoon." "We're police officers." "Can I see some ID, please?" "Where are you from?" " I live in Belgrade." "Who are you here with?" " My parents." "Where are you staying?" " In private accommodation." "Where?" " Somewhere around here, I don't know." "What are you doing here?" " I'm taking some pictures with my friend." "Can I have the camera?" " I just came here yesterday" "What's that in your pocket?" " Nothing, just cigarettes." "What are these injection marks?" " What about them?" "They're old." "What about this new one?" "You'll have to come with me." "I don't want to!" " I have to take you in." "I'm telling you I don't want to!" "My mother is waiting for me." "Don't give me that bullshit." " Let me go!" "What did they do?" " They're junkies." "Why do you ask?" "Here you go." "Take it." "Are we near Belgrade?" " We'll be there soon enough." "Are you in a hurry?" "Yes, I'm in a hurry." "I'll piss my pants." "Please, watch this girl for me." "I have to go with this one, so she doesn't try to escape." "Where's your friend?" " What friend?" "The one who got arrested with you." "She escaped from the train." "I just happened to run into her that day." "She needed some company." "So she found you to keep her company?" " We're in trouble." "The cops won't let us go." "I know a guy who'll help us make some money." "After that, we're leaving the country." "Hey." " Hello." "Why did you fuck me over in Dubrovnik?" "I had to buy heroin off somebody else." "The kid got arrested." "I had to help her." "Look, I'm in trouble." "Can you get me two passports?" " Sure, I'll do it." "I couldn't sell my stuff." "But we're getting passports." "We'll go to Vienna." "But first, we need some money." "Hey, preggers, be careful not to drop the pillow." " Don't worry." "Good afternoon." " How can I help you?" "We'd like to see some jewellery." " Can you be a little more specific?" "My future wife would like to look at some rings." " White or yellow gold?" "White gold, please." " With brilliants?" "Yes, please." "And we'd like to see some bracelets." "That's white gold?" " This one's pretty." "Do you want something else?" " Are you interested in something else?" "Yes, I'd like to pick a bracelet, please." " Can we see some bracelets?" "Is the bracelet for you?" " No, it's for her." "What's this?" " That's agate with zirconium." "When are you expecting to have a child?" " Can you give me this bracelet over here?" "This slim one." " Would you rather have a boy or a girl?" "I'd like to have both." "Do I really have to take my engagement ring to a pawn shop?" "We need the money." " You won't get a good deal there." "I'll make you a better offer." "Plus, I'll pay you in foreign currency." "Okay." "Take us to the airport." "A successful man gets up in the morning, goes to sleep in the evening, or maybe the other way around, but he does what he wants in between." "Always be yourself." "I have to call Charlie and Ljilja." "I made a few calls, but I couldn't get an answer." "He suggests a deal." " He's a scumbag." "He fucked me over once before." "He's my pal." "Well, well... greetings, countrymen." "I'm still around here, Ljilja." "What are you doing here, huh?" "What are YOU doing here?" " You fit in Vienna like a frog in a porno." "Pup from Belgrade sends his regards." "You're looking at a few years in prison there." "Fuck him." "How would you like to earn 300-400 thousand schillings for some anal sex?" "You're an asshole." "That job might suit you." " Get out of here." "After you." " I'll talk to you later." "Steve, can I talk to you in private?" "How much do you have?" " 200 grams." "I'll do a job with Charlie." "We're going to Istanbul." "But I wanted us to be together." " I have to go." "I'll stay with Lilja." "She invited me to live with her." "Steve hasn't called." "I think drugs helped me find my true self." "And to love myself." "You know what Steve told me?" " What?" "Nobody can live through somebody else." "Everybody needs to find his own way in life." "I noticed your relationship with Steve has changed." "You're lying to him and to yourself." "I don't know whether I liked Steve for who he is or for the drugs he was giving me." "Forget men." "Heroin would be perfect if you didn't become addicted to it." "I wish I was dead." "I thought about it a lot." "What?" "About killing yourself?" " I always imagined it happening in a poppy field." "Me, surrounded by blood - red flowers..." "Raw opium is dripping into my hair..." "My hair becomes sticky..." "It falls on my white dress..." "White..." "Red..." "Green..." "Let's go to Istanbul to piss off Steve and Charlie." "I've been waiting for you." "What kept you?" "I worked some guy..." " I need some H for tomorrow." "I'll go cold turkey." "I came here to see if I still love you." "Now I know I don't love you at all." "What happened?" "Why so suddenly?" " You've been talking about getting off heroin since we met, and in meantime you're selling it." "You don't care about me one bit." "You just pretend to love me." " That's nonsense." "You lied when you said we'd be like a happy family here." "I don't want to be with you anymore." "You're just not my type of guy." "You're just a punk." " Okay." "Charlie'll escort you back to Belgrade." "What's up, fatso?" "You hitting the wall?" "You don't look good." "My liver's fucked up." "If I don't get treatment, my kid will become an orphan." "I feel a fever coming on." "I'll go and get Charlie." " Okay, okay." "Hang in there." "Two... ticket..." "Belgrade... to Belgrade..." " Two tickets for Belgrade." "When?" " First possible flight." "Today?" " Yes." "How will I get the drugs to Belgrade?" "What if they figure out about the condom?" "The condom is in a safe place, don't worry." "Fuck that, let's eat." "I have no idea what happened to Steve." "Looks like we have company." "I'll try to shake them off." "Are you ready?" "Okay." "He's one of the most persistant cops, but I'll escape him." "Don't worry." "That motherfucker's back." "Hello, Charlie..." "How are you doing, Charlie?" "How long have you known each other?" " We just met today." "Where?" " In front of the "Balkan" cafe." "At the ice-cream parlor." "I wanted to buy her an ice cream, because..." "Because I wanted to fuck her." "My basic motive was getting laid." "Get out." "In there." "There, there." "Calm down." "Easy." " Let me go!" "I'm trying to help you." "It hurts!" "I can't take it anymore!" " We've all been through that." "You'll just have to wait it out." "Massage her legs." "Easy, easy..." "It'll pass." "You'll see." "It'll pass." "Hello." " Hello." "I got through withdrawal." "They're giving us some medications for psychosis." "I didn't want to take it." "They're straitjackets disguised as a pill." "They're keeping us with nutcases here." "I'm waiting for my verdict." "Everybody's on drugs here." "Last week junkies cut their wrists." "The whole place reeked of blood." "It looks like I'm getting off of heroin." " I think about Steve a lot." "Send me some." " I'll send you a package." "Do you remember that guy I used to date before Steve?" "Ivan?" "He writes to me all the time." "He'll be back from treatment in Russia soon." "He'll bring me some great stuff." "He wants to marry me." "He convinced his old man he's clean." "Call me when you get out." "You cut off all contacts with your parents?" "So they don't bother you?" "I'm glad you're straight now." "Here's the key to your apartment." "Dad will take care of everything." "Hey Pops, fuck that sensitive shit and get us a beer." "What brings you here?" " So kid, you're still alive?" "My mom told me you died." "I got myself in trouble." "I'm on my way to see a shrink." "How are you?" "I was in county prison for a while." "Where's Vesna?" "She's in the asylum." " She's what?" "She tried to kill her mother." "They're giving her electroshock treatment." "They won't let me visit her." "Do you have a boyfriend?" "Yes, Ivan." "You remember him, right?" "He underwent treatment in Russia." "Do you have some H?" " I'm trying to score some, too." "I have to go now." " Bye." "Zoki?" "You know..." "You know I was always on your side." "I always tried to understand you." "Son..." "Son, what's the matter with you?" "Are you back with Vesna again?" "Don't worry, Mom." "She's in the asylum." "You drove her insane!" "What were you doing while you were in the army?" " What was I doing?" "I was learning to throw grenades!" "Zoki!" " That's what I've been doing." "I was looking for trouble." "I'll end up either in prison, or in a nuthouse!" "I'll help you." "I'll call in a few favors." " Like you helped me before?" "Zoki!" "Don't!" "Stop!" "No, son!" "No!" "Don't!" "Stop it!" "Damn you, Zoki!" "I'll call the cops!" "Damn junkie?" "Schizophrenic?" "Paranoid?" "Human waste?" "A social case?" "A gentleman?" "!" "Where do you think you're going?" " I'm going to give my little sister a kiss." "Don't let them do to you what they did to me." "I couldn't get anything." "I'm hitting the wall." "Wait, I'll try to score something." "You have a great scheme." "You're a junkie, you don't have any money, you're going cold turkey and you want a hit?" " Fuck it, Baki!" "Hello?" "I found another ring." " Which one?" "I don't know..." "I don't know how many carats is it." "I think it's 18 carat." "It's definitely 18 carat, just hang on a moment." "Hi." " Hi, Baki." "Do you have anything?" "I need something, anything." "You're my only hope." "I'm in withdrawal." "A man told me..." "Forget that man." "Don't mention the word "man"." "When I hear it, I get incredibly pissed off." "Do you have the guts to do a job with me?" "I have an idea." "Are you in?" " Sure we are." "Come on." "Let's go." "18 carat, I think." " Do you have a 24 carat one?" "I don't have any 24 carat ones, bro, but these are really heavy." "Where did you see a heavy 24 carat golden ring?" " It weighs at least 5 grams, Baki." "Will that be enough?" "[INSTITUTE OF ONCOLOGY AND RADIOLOGY] [BELGRADE]" "You're going straight to the nurse." "You stop everybody in a white jacket." "Don't let anybody in." "Do you understand?" "I can't help you, man." " Don't be like that, man." "I'm your friend." "You know I won't fuck you over." "I really need it bro." "Now." "Excuse me, may I ask you something?" " Hold on, I'm in a hurry." "I'm looking for my relative." "I brought him some oranges." " What's his name?" "Vinko Pashalich." "Do you know where can I find him?" "Wait here." "I'll get you some superheroin." " Hurry up man, I'm flipping out." "Sure, I'll get you some superheroin." "Hey, shield me from the cops." "Come on man, do something." "Hurry up!" " I'll get you some excellent stuff." "Stop talking and hurry up, you motherfucker!" " I'll be back in 5 seconds." "Hey girl, why haven't you called?" " Hi." "Did you get my package?" " Yes." "What was it like in prison?" " Great." "Only things I missed were Steve, drugs, freedom and stupid little things like that." " Who are you hanging out with now?" "With whoever I run into." "I'd like to get high right now." "I'm done with needles." "We're going on vacation tomorrow." "Wanna come with us?" " When are you leaving?" "The train leaves at 10 am." " Okay, I'll be there." "Are you sure?" "I'll be waiting for you at the station." " Sure." "Sorry, I have to leave now." "I'll be waiting tomorrow." "Don't fuck me over." "Everything's clear." "Let's go." "Hurry up." "I'll go cold turkey until you drag your ass there." "Hurry up." "What's the matter, Baki?" "You're looking pale." "The amount of blood in my heroin is rising." "Here we go." "The exorcism." "Exorcising the devil." "Make me a strong one." " Jimmy Jones cocktail is like flour compared to this." "I'm hitting the wall." "Hurry up." " I know you're hitting the wall, but this is some powerful stuff." "Don't worry about it." "Just fill it up." "Give me the shot, I'll do it myself." "Be careful." "Don't inject it all at once." "It's mighty strong." "Don't worry." " It's incredibly pure." "Lean against the wall." "This stuff is deadly." "You look like you OD-ed, baby." "Relax." "Overdose!" "The kid OD-ed." "Salt!" "Give me salt, quick!" "[The department of desinfection, desinsection and deratization]" "Translation and timings:" "Menta Proofreading and corrections :15jugglers Many thanks to IRC guys:" "fetusomnom, Yancy, [m][-.-][m] and all the others who helped me out." "Cheers!"