"( car honks )" "( people chattering )" "JOE PATERNO:" "Youknow,it 'satoughlife ." "And to be able to get away and go someplace where you're gonna meet friends that you only see once in a while, eatstupidfood, drinkmore thanyoushoulddrink, cangetexcited aboutgoingto agame." "MALE P.A. ANNOUNCER:" "Welcome to Beaver Stadium..." "PATERNO:" "And you know, justgetit alltogether." "( cheers and applause )" "Andhave 100,000peopledoing thesamedumbthings, you know, which makes you feel like you're not as dumb as you think you are." "( laughs )" "Way,wayback,Isaid , youknowwhat," "Itellyouwhat, collegefootball issomethingspecial." "Anditis ." "Itreallyis ." "Hopefully, we'llneverlosesightofthat orscrewit up ." "(Wilcoperforming "CountryDisappeared")" "¶Wakeup ,we 'rehere¶" "¶It'sso muchworse thanwefeared¶" "¶There'snothinglefthere ¶" "¶Thecountry hasdisappeared¶" "¶You'vegot thewhiteclouds¶" "¶Hangingso highaboveyou¶" "¶You'vegot thehelicoptersdangling¶" "¶Anglingto shoot¶" "¶Theshotstofeed ¶" "¶Thehungryweekend newscrew,anchorman...¶" "( dish whirring )" "FEMALE NEWS REPORTER 1:" "TheStatetookfourdays  tolayoutits case againstJerrySandusky." "Eightaccusers tookthestand, andeachgave disturbingtestimony." "Andinteamcoveragetonight, we'regoingto lookahead..." "ANDERSON COOPER:" "Sandusky,asyouknow, pleadednotguilty tothosecharges." "Thescandal'sled totheremovalof PennState'spresident, theheadfootballcoach, JoePaterno, whodiedlastmonth." "Twootheradministrators areawaitingtrial..." "MALE NEWS REPORTER:" "There'sa feelingthat alotof peoplehad , that they should've known this." "Howcouldthishavehappened?" "Andmostpeople inthiscommunity reallyjust wantthisto be over." "Thatmaygivesomesense ofclosurearoundthis." "Butagain,I-Idaresay..." "FEMALE NEWS REPORTER 2:" "Aftermorethan12hours ofdeliberationstoday andeightandahalf hours ofdeliberationsyesterday, wefinallyhaveaverdict intheJerrySanduskycase ." "Everyonewantsto know, whatdidthejurydecide?" "Didtheydecide togowiththe prosecution..." "FEMALE NEWS REPORTER 3:" "Inabout20 minutes," "Mr.Sandusky willbein thecourtroom." "Thejudge willcallcourttoorder." "Thejurywillwalkin." "Theywillreadthe verdict." "JAY PATERNO:" "Everybodyinthiscommunity's kindofin thesameboat  because the national media and a lot of the people that came into town when some of the stories were written kind of cast a net over everybody here." "Theyputus allinthesame boatas"hadtoknow ."" "Youknow, "enabledthisto happen,"" "thosekindof things." "Thetruthis ,therewas  noenablingof JerrySandusky." "Thetruthis , this is not a Penn State issue." "It'snotaJoe Paternoissue." "Thisis aJerrySanduskyissue." "Excuse me." "Excuse me." "Excuse me." " WOMAN 1:" "Guilty?" " MAN:" "Guilty." "WOMAN 1:" "Guilty!" "Guilty on all four!" "WOMAN 2:" "Yay!" "( crowd cheering )" " It's 45?" " 45 counts, yes." " 45 counts." " 45 counts, only 2 not guilty." "Okay." "Jerry Sandusky was found guilty on 45 counts." "( cheers and applause )" "WOMAN :" "Yay!" "Essentially, the sentence the jury will receive will be a life sentence just due to the level." "( scattered cheering )" "The question is, does that prove to me that my client is guilty?" "And the answer is no." "You know, folks," " what this tells me is this..." " ( crowd booing )" "MAN:" "Do you think he's innocent?" " This jury-- - ( man shouting indistinctly )" "May I finish?" "You know, the community, seems to me, felt like there's an individual who caused, you know, horrific damage to many children and to a community and to a football program and to a way of life," "andthatthejusticesystem haspunished thepersonthat'sresponsible, andthat'senough." "MAN:" "You suck, Sandusky!" "Thewholesomeness ofPennStateFootball andthosevalues survivethis." "AndI thinkthatthatwouldbe adangerouslesson to take from this because I-- because I think it's just the beginning of the story." "WOMAN:" "Rot in hell!" "Ithinkit wouldbe convenientbutnotappropriate tosay,"Sandusky'sbeen convicted,youknow, whatelseis theretodo?" "Let'smoveon ." "It's,youknow, timeforfootball."" "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Inthistown, ifyou'rereligious... and you think of God as being the almighty, the all-encompassing, Joe Paterno would-- you could put Joe Paterno into that realm." "ButthenJesus, youknow,hisson , themanthat'srightthere wouldbeJerry." "Like,that's howitseemedinthis town ." "Like,theywere, tome,thetwo  mostpowerfulpeople." "They could do what they wanted." "And they could do no wrong." "We turn now to NBC's Bob Dotson, who has the story tonight of a man who can teach us all a lesson about how to be a winner." "BOB DOTSON:" "PennState'sJerrySandusky isoneof thebest inthecountry." "JERRY SANDUSKY:" "Boy,oh,boy,oh, boy !" "Goodbye, Charlie, there!" "DOTSON:" "He's developed seven first-team All-Americalinebackers." "Let's go!" "You got to hustle!" "Let's go!" "DOTSON:" "Sowhydoesn'taguylike thathaveateamofhisown?" " Bart!" " In a way, he does." "Inthesummer,Sanduskyruns  afreecampfor 400 children." "JERRY:" "Take your time." "You've got it, guy." "So many of them, I guess, by where they grew up or what they've done, they're stereotyped." "You know, they're not supposed to succeed." "Well, they succeed here." "JERRY:" "Good job, Neal." "I was 10 years old when I went to the Second Mile summer camp." "That'swhere Ifirstsawhim and met him ." "( laughs )" "Jerry was what a father would be like." "DOTSON:" "JerrySanduskytoldhim  hewaspartofa largerfamily." "Andfamilycanmakehim strongerthanhe is ..." "MATT:" "I'mpartof Jerry'sfamily." "Like,I wasbrought intothefamily." "So,that'sabond thathecreated." "So I had to be loyal." "I was loyal to the family." "I wasn't going to betray anybody." "I wasn't going to betray him." "And in the end, here I sit, betrayed by them all." "Like, this is where, like, I grew up, in this house, with no running water, you know?" "So... that's what I came from." "It looks exactly the same." "I remember when we all lived here, with all of my cousins, all of my aunts, when there was like 30 people living in that house." "But no toilets, no sinks." "The place was cockroach-filled." "I mean, they're just running everywhere." "AMIR BAR-LEV:" "Is this a house where Jerry ever picked you up?" "Yeah." "Yeah, he picked me up a lot here." "I mean, he would get out and walk down like he was royalty coming, and everybody was so excited about his presence there, and everybody was." "That's how it was." "He was like a savior." "DOTSON:" "JerrySanduskyseemshappiest whenheis mixingitup withhisspecialkids." "( Jerry laughs )" "Hemayneverhave hisownfootballteam, buthealreadyhas  somethingmore." "JERRY:" "I'velostcontrolofthis game ." "MATT:" "Itwasawesome,you know, wheneverhecameand picked youup'causeyou knew youweregoingtogetout ofwhatyouwerein,first off." "Imean,Iknew thatI wasgoingtogo whereI wasgoing tohavefood." "Iwasgoing totravelallaround." "Andthenallasudden," "I'mwearing anewNikePennStatecoat." "Youknow,to be seen withJerrySandusky waslikeacoolthing, itwaslike,yeah." "Eventually,I wasgoing tofootballgames." "Like,wewould walkoverto thestadium andtailgatewith, like,theSanduskyfamily andtheirfamilyfriends, anditwasnice." "It was kind of cool because a bunch of people, there's friends there." "And coming from where I came from, it wasn't-- you didn't-- you don't have that sen-- like that's not what family is, like, you know, friendship and all of that." "It's just kind of like fend for yourself." "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "JerrySanduskyenjoying therideandtrying tofightbackthe tears." "Butafter32 years..." "MATT:" "Afterthegame, youwouldgo withJerry." "Soyouwouldgointo thelocker roomwiththeplayers." "Everybody'scongratulatinghim aftera win andsaying,"Goodjob ,Coach," andeveryone's pattinghimon theback asyou'rewalking, andyou're walkingbesidehim--so, yeah," "toberightnexttohim andunderstand thathechoseyou ," "I felt powerful, I felt like people looked at me and envied me, instead of people looking down on me." "TheSanduskyname,thatwas agoldenticketinthis town ." "Youknow, ifyouwereaSandusky, thataffordedyouthings andgotyouthatrespect thatyoucouldneverget beingwhereIwas ." "And I wanted to have that." "I wanted to, you know, be adopted." "I was known as part of the family already." "ANDREW SHUBIN:" "Mattgotinto sometroubleas ajuvenile andbecameinvolved withtheSecondMile." "Fromthebeginning, Jerryexpressed anintention totryto adopthim ." "And Jerry began making deliberate moves to separate him from his family." "Oneoftheunusualfacts relativetoMatt's situationisthat he was court-ordered, literally court-ordered by a judge of the Court of Common Pleas in Centre County to live with the Sanduskys, despitethefact thathisbiologicalmother" "broughttotheattention ofjudges thattherewere lotsofproblemsthere, andwithJerry." "Soyounowhave themostpowerfulinstitution inourcountytakingMatt away  fromhisbiologicalfamily andcourt-orderinghim intoanabuser'shands." "MALE NEWS REPORTER:" "For 67-year-old Jerry Sandusky, ajubilantcareer atPennState hasdwindled to a perp walk and prosecution." "Sanduskyisalleged tohavetargeted atleasteightboys forsexualadvances orassaults over15years." "As you all know, Sandusky was taken into custody this past Saturday..." "JOE POSNANSKI:" "Thegrandjurypresentment ofJerrySanduskycomesout onSaturday, November5th,2011." "Anditdetails thesehorriblecrimes againstchildrenthat JerrySanduskyhadcommitted." "And Joe Paterno, at that point, has a small role in the presentment." "He'stoldby MikeMcQueary, graduateassistant, thathesawJerrySandusky committinga crime intheshoweratPenn State." "ANDERSON COOPER:" "Thegraduateassistant hadseenJerrySandusky fondling or doing something of a sexual nature to a young boy." "MALE NEWS REPORTER 1:" "Paternosaid,"Because Sanduskywasalreadyretired atthatpoint, Ireferredthematter touniversity administrators."" "FEMALE NEWS REPORTER:" "CurleyandShultztold Sanduskynotto bring anySecondMilechildren tothefootballbuilding." "MALE NEWS REPORTER 2:" "ButnoPennStateofficial wenttothepolice." "We'll take questions." "Yes?" "WOMAN 1:" "Was that the extent of Mr. Paterno's responsibility, just to report it to his superiors as opposed to reporting it as well to the police?" "( clears throat ) We believe that under the statute, he had an obligation to report it to the school administrators, and he did that." "POSNANSKI:" "Atthatpoint,the Attorney General'sofficesaid" "JoePaterno hadactedproperly." "Uh, he's been cooperative..." "POSNANSKI:" "Butwehaveall of thismediain StateCollege." "Nowthere'salot more pressureonJoePaterno." " Yes, ma'am." " WOMAN 2:" "Anybody who maybe had a moral obligation, or an extra obligation to report something?" "There is a difference between moral and legal guilt." "Right now, those of us up here are concerned with legal guilt, and I'm not gonna comment on morality now." "POSNANSKI:" "Therewasno question thatJoePaternoknew itwasaseriousmatter." "Youwerebeginning tohearpeoplesay ," ""Well,waitaminute, allhedidwas  gotohissupervisor?" "Shouldhehavedonemore ?" "Whydidn'the do more?"" "You guys have got a lot of good questions, and I'd like to answer, but I can't do it now." "POSNANSKI:" "There'sa moralquestionhere withJoePaterno." "Thatstarts reallygainingmomentum." "MALE NEWS REPORTER 1:" "JoePaternodidnothing otherthantellhis superiors." "MALE NEWS REPORTER 2:" "TakePaternoat hisword." "Therewassomething ofa sexualnaturegoingon." "FEMALE NEWS REPORTER:" "Afterthatincident, JerrySanduskywenton tosexuallyabuse atleastfourmoreboys ." "ANDERSON COOPER:" "CallsforPaterno's resignationaregrowing, butmany arestandingby himaswell ." "Tonight,hearrivedhome toa hugeshow ofsupport outsidehishouse." "Hedidn'ttakeany questions thoughormakeany statements." "POSNANSKI:" "Icameback toStateCollegeSunday 'cause I kind of sensed this was getting big." "I had to ask myself am I completely wrong?" "'Causethisdoesnot match the Joe Paterno that I have written about." "This does not match the Joe Paterno that anybody else has written about." "Itwasn'tlike therewasanydebate aboutJoePaterno's contributiontosociety." "Youknow,theFridaybefore thegrandjurypresentment," "Joe Paterno was on the list to be given the Presidential Medal of Freedom." "Myfeelingon it was ifthisis notatall themanthatIthoughthewas ," "Ihaveto findout ." "JOE PATERNO:" "I'vealwayshoped thatI canworkinatmosphere ona campuswhereIcouldbe alittlebitmore thanjustafootballcoach, toworkwithyoungpeople andhave aninfluenceon theirlives, andthat'swhat PennState'sallowedmetobe ." "POSNANSKI:" "Theideaof JoePaterno beinga symbol ofsomethinggreater-than goesbackyears." "ThinkofwhatJoe Paternodid." "Whenhefirstbecameahead coach,hebasicallysaid," ""I'mgoing todothisthe rightway. "" "JOE PATERNO:" "Football,ifit 's justa question ofwinning, isa sillygame." "Ithinkit 'strying tousethewinning to develop a kid into being something more than maybe he thinks he could be." "Whentheyputthe uniformon, they'renotgoingtohave  thenameson theback oftheirjerseys." "They'reonlyamember oftheteam, andwilling tobeunselfishpeople." "Let's get down on our knees." "We got a lot to be thankful for." "POSNANSKI:" "Histhinkingwas wedevelopgoodyoungmen thatcouldbe leaders inourcommunities, canbeleadersinourworld ." "Thatwasabsolutely themostimportantthing intheworldtohim." "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "Thirtygameswithoutaloss  forthisteam from the hills of Pennsylvania." "POSNANSKI:" "Andthenumbersbearitout." "Obviously,allthesuccess theyhadon thefootballfield, butoverandover andoveragain, theyhad thehighestgraduationnumbers." "You go and you make the best of any decision you make." "POSNANSKI:" "Butitwasn'tuntil theNewEnglandPatriots makethishugeofferthat  hebecamethisiconicfigure." "ThePatriotsofferedhim  many,many,manymultiples ofwhathe wasmaking atPennState togocoach intheprofessionalranks." "This is truly, you know, the guy coming to you with the briefcase full of money and saying, you know, "Do you want it or don't you?"" "Whenhestayed, hewasahero." "( crowd cheering )" "MALE NEWS REPORTER:" "JoePaterno,Ithinkyou're onethat weinthesportsworldadmire." "One, you have a tremendous percentage of your football players who get their degrees." "Two, you turned down supposedly a million-dollar offer" " to go to the pros." " ( Joe laughs )" "POSNANSKI:" "ThatbeginstheSt. Joe stuff." "MAN:" "Teacher of character and coach of champions, Joe Paterno!" "( cheers and applause )" "POSNANSKI:" "Thefeelingwasthat JoePaternowasperfect." "EveryplayerItalkedto wouldcallhimasecondfather, ora fatherIneverhad." "Hespentalot ofhisownmoney buildingthelibrary andsomeof theseother culturalpartsof thecity." "AndI think PennStatefans'identity wasbuilt aroundJoePaterno, butitwasreallybuilt aroundthisidea thatJoePaterno cameupwith,whichis, yes,itwasgreat thatthey'rewinning," "butthattheywere servingsomethinghigher." "And of course it made Penn State fans despised everywhere else." "I want to ask you about this issue of being the beacon of integrity." "I mean, you draw up game plans listening to opera." "You quote Robert Browning." "You write op ed articles for The New York Times." "Is it possible that this stuff's a little overblown?" " Sure, it's overblown..." " POSNANSKI:" "He was St. Joe." "That'showpeopleviewedhim,  thatitwas somethingmuchlarger thanI thinkhe ever wascomfortablebeing." "I'm the "beacon of integrity" is kind of scary." "You know, I-- yeah..." "Butitwasasymbol thathelivedwith for almost 40 years until that day in November." "JAY PATERNO:" "Myfatherdidthe rightthing." "Joe reported what he was told." "TheAttorneyGeneralsaid that'swhatthelaw  directedhimto do ." "AndTuesdaymorning, hewassettogoout andmeetwiththe press andexplainthings." "I have a brief statement, which we will pass out to everyone." "Due to the ongoing legal circumstances centered around the recent allegations and charges, we have determined that today's press conference cannot be held and will not be rescheduled." "MAN 1:" "Who made that decision?" "We will not have any further comments." "MAN 2:" "Jeff, you called this press conference-  why did you call" " WOMAN:" "Can we get a statement?" "JAY:" "When the university cancelledthepressconference, you know, suddenly, all those newspaper people and media people needed somewhere to go." "They came here." "Guys, get-- back up, back up, back up!" "This is private property." "It didn't shut." "MAN:" "Scott, can you confirm that the coach is leaving at the end of the season?" "Please get off the driveway!" "God love him, my dad, Saturday, said," ""This will blow over because we did the right thing." "They'll focus to Jerry, and then they'll move on, and they'll get off our porch, and that'll be the end of it."" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "I believe that we will win!" "I believe that we will win!" "I believe that we will win!" "( crowd cheering )" "SCOTT PATERNO:" "Myparentswereboth veryworldlyin thesense thattheywere verywell-read, buttheywere unbelievablynaive." "Can you guys clear a path?" "Ireadthepresentment, andmadetheconclusion almostimmediatelythatDad  hadprobablycoached hislastgame." "Icalledhim Sundaymorningandsaid," ""Youneedto getyourhead  aroundthepossibility."" "Yeah, he gave me sort of one of his, "Ah, you know."" "And I said, "Dad," I said, "you really need to think about it."" "He said, "I appreciate you telling me that." "I appreciate where you're coming from."" "He said, "I got get ready for Nebraska game."" "Hehadnotreadthepresentment whenhesaidthat." "Isaid,"Youhavetoread whatthey'rereading." "They're reading that Mike saw a kid being anally raped, told you about it, and you didn't do anything more than tell these guys up the chain."" "Isaid,"Theway thatreads, it'sgoingto be aproblem."" "( crowd shouting and chanting )" "Everyone, notjustmy father, nobodycouldseem tounderstand howthesethings tendtomushroom." "Gentlemen, gentlemen, gentlemen, thank you very much." "Guys, first off, really, we really appreciate it." "We really appreciate the show of support." "And before you guys continue cheering, can we just take a minute and say a prayer for" "Guys, look, no matter how this works out, there's a horrible story that involved a lot of kids getting hurt." "And as a father of three kids, I just" "Can you guys take a moment to say a prayer?" "And then please feel free to cheer, feel free to show your support, but let's remember that we want to show support for the victims first." "Gentlemen, thank you very much." "I have nothing more to say." "This was for them." "Thank you very much, guys." "MAN ( chanting ):" "Scott Paterno!" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "Scott Paterno!" "Scott Paterno!" "JAY PATERNO:" "Wednesdaynight, thephonestartsringing, and my wife said, "You need to call your sister." "I think they're gonna fire your dad tonight."" "And it was just complete shock." "It was like, "What the...?" "Why would you do this?"" "And my reaction was, "Why would you do this to this team right now?"" "'Causewewere8-1 ,we're twogamesup in theBig Ten ." "WebeatNebraska andOhioState." "We'regoingto  theBigTenChampionshipGame , chancetogo  totheRoseBowl, alotof greatthings goingonforus." "I figured if they hadn't fired him by Tuesday, they would hold their fire and just kinda let the season play out." "Uh, I'm gonna make some comments, and then we'll take your questions." "The past several days have been absolutely terrible for the entire Penn State community." "The Penn State Board of Trustees tonight decided that it is in the best interests of the university to have a change in leadership to deal with the difficult issues that we are facing." "The Board of Trustees and Graham Spanier have decided that effectively immediately, Dr. Spanier is no longer president of the university." "In addition, Joe Paterno is no longer the head football coach..." " ( crowd gasps ) - ...effectively immediately." "( scattered shouting )" "( crowd shouting )" "SUE PATERNO:" "Weweregettingintobed." "( crowd cheering )" "Whenitrang, IgaveJoethe phone." "And he said, "Okay, okay."" "And he hung up, and he said, "Goodbye."" "And he said, "They just fired me."" "( applause )" "SoI redialedthenumber, andI said," ""After 61 and a half years, he deserves better." "Goodbye," and I hung up." "I couldn't," "I couldn't believe that's how you..." "They can take your heart away... that quickly." "Why did you guys come out?" "What do you want to say?" " MAN 1:" "Back off!" " WOMAN 1:" "Back off!" "MAN 1:" "You guys, back off!" "WOMAN 2:" "Leave Joe alone!" "MAN 2:" "Leave Joe alone!" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "Leave Joe alone!" "Leave Joe alone!" "Leave Joe alone!" "Hey, look, get a good night's sleep, all right?" "Study, all right?" "We still got things to do." "All right, I'm out of it maybe now." "That phone call put me out of it." "But we'll go from here, okay?" "Hey, good luck, everybody." "Hey, thanks for coming." "WOMAN 3:" "We love you, Joe!" "We love you, Joe!" " MAN 3:" "I love you, Joe!" " MAN 4:" "I love you, Joe!" "MAN 4:" "Thank you for everything!" "We are Penn State!" "MAN 5:" "Yeah!" "WOMAN 3:" "We love you, Joe!" "MAN 6:" "You guys have no decency at all." "MAN 7:" "You know, you guys are fucking assholes." "WOMAN 3:" "I hope you media are happy!" "MAN 7:" "I'm gonna beat the shit out of all you motherfuckers." "MAN 8:" "We should!" "MAN 7:" "Everybody should look up every one of their asses." "MAN 1:" "What do you think of people who think you're making him the fall guy for this?" "I think we have to do what we think was the right thing to do in the circumstances." "I'mconfidentthat theuniversityandour students willbehave inthepropermanner." "MAN 2:" "Have you made anycontingencyplans?" "JOHN SURMA:" "Our administration isveryadept at handling these sorts of affairs, and I'm sure they're prepared for whatever eventualities there may be." "MAN 3:" "The campus is gonna burn." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "( shouting and cheering )" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe Pa!" "( rapid clapping )" "We want Joe Pa!" "We want Joe Pa!" "TYLER ESTRIGHT:" "Iwasjustsoangry." "So I-I took that picture I have of Joe, and I just stood out there on my balcony with it." "AndI got likea bunchof texts fromfamily andstuffsayinglike," ""Goodjob,yougot onTV representingJoe."" "( loud cheering and yelling )" "ESTRIGHT:" "Wegotalot ofbacklash forthateventthatnight, thatriotas theycallit." "EventhoughIwouldn'treally callitarealriot ." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "One more game!" "One more game!" "I would call it a protest." "That's definitely a better word for it." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "ESTRIGHT:" "I don't think itwasunwarranted." "Youknow, thismanwastreatedsobadly ." "ThisguywasPennState, andhebuiltthisplace." "Howcouldtheydothis tohim?" "Howcouldtheydothis ?" "They made him look like a freaking villain!" "You call him a legend, treat him like one!" "MAN:" "Hell, yes." "( crowd cheering )" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "That's the first time I've ever been really scared in State College, was at that riot." "I almost got in a fight with a student 'cause he was yelling at me, telling me that I was the reason this whole thing was happening." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "Fuck the media!" "Fuck the media!" "Fuck the media!" "Break the camera!" "Break the camera!" "MAN:" "Holy shit!" "LITTLE:" "Whentheyturnoveratruck , it'sa whole differentballgame." "Plus,theyweretrying tolightthegas onfire ." "Theywerethrowing cigarettesatit  andholdinglighters downtothegas ." "HappyValley,to me , it'smoreof afeeling thana place." "Itfeltsafehere." "Butthatwasthe night thatI feellike" "StateCollege lostitsinnocence." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe!" "We want Joe!" "Hey, guys, you guys, quick question." "MAN 1:" "Yeah!" "So give me a stance on why you're out here tonight." " What are you trying to say?" " 'Cause we want Joe Pa!" "MAN 2:" "We want Joe Pa!" "MATT JORDAN:" "Thestudents,in asense, they'rehaving tocometo terms withtheloss ofa fatherfigure." "I mean Paterno, paternal." "You know, it was always built that way." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe Pa!" "Itwasthesamefatherfigure for40years whokept HappyValleyhappy." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "We want Joe Pa!" "Fuck Sandusky!" "We want Joe Pa!" "MAN 1:" "Fuck Sandusky!" "MAN 2:" "All right, yes, we're out here yelling "We want Joe Pa."" "But if you also listen, we're yelling "Eff Sandusky."" "Sandusky can burn in hell." "What he did was wrong." "JORDAN:" "Sanduskyrepresentedanother surrogate-parentmodel." "Thesickirony ofthatallnow weknow , but at the time, the people came to that with total open arms." "We have the hope of setting up a home for troubled youths." "Now, uh, right now at this stage, it's just a dream, it's a hope, and..." "JORDAN:" "FromallIknow aboutthetwoofthem ," "Idon'tthinkJoe Pa likedJerrySanduskyverymuch ." "...who've had some problems." "You know, they've gone astray somewhere..." "JORDAN:" "Butthepowerfulmythos surrounding thefootballprogram, anditscapacity totransformpeople frombadbackgrounds providedcoverin away  toSandusky's predatorybehavior." "Thisisnotsomethingthat  peoplearecomfortablewith." "Theycouldn'tbelievethat somebodywhowassteeped inthatculture couldbecapableofthis ." "Soa badapple mustimmediatelybe taken fromthebarrelinorder thatthebarrelbesaved." "FEMALE REPORTER:" "We're right at the corner of College Avenue, and I want to take you in behind me." "You can see the artist who created this awe-inspiring mural is actually painting over the likeness of Jerry Sandusky." "He was the heir apparent for some time, thought of to be the heir apparent to Joe Paterno." "Students are devoted to Paterno, but those that we spoke to today say they are still very upset about the allegations, and they're feeling a wave of emotion right now." "MAN:" "Here he comes." "WOMAN:" "You've anything to say?" "You have anything to say?" "You have anything to say?" "How are you holding up?" "What do you have to say about more victims coming?" "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Asthestoryfirstbroke," "I mean, it really was like a whirlwind, you know, for everybody, I think." "Therewerereportersalways attheendofthedriveway andcomingto thedoor." "Yes, sir." "I'm sorry, but my attorney has advised me that the situation is in the courts, and I'm not to make any comments." "If you need any information, he will make any statements." "Can you tell us if you had any inappropriate relations with young boys, sir?" "You didn't hear what I said." "I said I am" "I've been advised by my attorney," "I am following orders, and I am not privy to making any statements" "You can't tell us if any members of the Penn State administration ever spoke to you about this matter at all?" "Any information that you want, my attorney would be available." "Well, you have an opportunity right now just to set the record straight, sir." "I mean, you can tell us right now that these charges are false." "Unfortunately-- unfortunately," "I'm not in a position I can make any statements." "I've been advised, and I've agreed to that with my attorney." "So I'm sorry." "What about Second Mile, sir?" "MATT SANDUSKY:" "JerrywasJerry." "Hewasjuststeadfast." "You're not listening." "( chuckles ) Okay." "Hebelievedthatthesekids  weregoing tobeproventobelying  anditwouldall  justgoaway." "I think most times, I would go over during the day." "Iwasdoingstuff aroundthehouse tohelp myadoptedmother,Dottie." "Shewasunder alotof duress." "You better get out." "Justbeingin thathouse withhimalone, hewaslockeddown, hecouldn'tdo anything." "MAN:" "He's right over there." "Do you see him?" "What's he looking at?" "Theneighbors, theywerenotsupporting'em." "Theywantedthem toleave,youknow?" "Becausethere's thiselementaryschoolright, really, intheirbackyard." "Andthehouse wasvandalized." "Like, a couple windows got broke on, like, two different occasions or something." "Butitwas liketherallying." "Youknow, itwasus against everybody outsideofthatbuilding, usagainst allthesepeoplesayingthis , andit'salie ." "Imean, thepolicequestionedme." "Theyaskedme  ifJerrySanduskytouchedme, ifheever didthesethingstome, ifI couldeverthink thathewoulddothat ,and..." "I said no, absolutely definitively, nothing happened to me." "I don't know anything about that." "And I, you know, I don't think that he would do those things." "( bell tolling )" "ESTRIGHT:" "Itriedto get myselfsoexcited fortheNebraskagame." "Therewassupposedtobe apeprallythatFriday." "Theydecided todothisvigilinstead." "MAN ( over P.A. ):" "Nothing can atone for the crimes that happened here..." "A lot of people were really, like, emotional about it, but I was just like, "This seems so fake to me."" "( crowd vocalizing )" "ThisisaFridaynight beforea footballgame." "Weshouldbe gettingready tosupporttheteam." "That's what we do here in Happy Valley-- we watch football on Saturdays, and that's our pastime." "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "NebraskaandPennState playersgatheringin prayer." "ESTRIGHT:" "Andthenwe havethe prayer atthemiddleofthefield  thenextday." "But we do know that you are bigger than it all!" "Alotof peopledon 'tknow this,buttheman thatledit wasanassistantcoach forNebraska, andhe'slikereally aradicalChristianleader." "Hewrotesomereallybadthings abouthomosexuals." "There are a lot of little boys around the country today who are watching this game." "And-and they're trying to figure out what the definition of manhood is all about." "Father, this is it right here." "ESTRIGHT:" "I'm like, thisguyis outhere leadingthatprayer, andI don'tagree withanything thatthisguythinks." "Youknow, Ithinkguyisignorant." "And may we be reminded, Lord, as it says in your word..." "Andthenfrompockets inthestadium, youhear kindofpeoplecheering." " May the truth be known." " ( man shouts indistinctly )" "May justice by known." "Would you protect the victims... ( crowd clapping and cheering )" "( preacher shouting indistinctly )" "Theykindof hadthe idea thatI had,kindoflike , allright,youknow, thisisgreatand all , butstoppraying inthemiddleofthefield ." "Getoffyourknees, stopholdingthehand oftheNebraskaguy ." "Getonyourown side, andlet'sgo playfootball." "( man preaching and crowd cheering continues )" "AndTaylorMartinez, Nebraska'squarterback, he was walking by, and I said," ""Martinez, the only way you're leaving here is in a hearse 'cause we're gonna destroy you,"" "or something like that, and I yelled it, and this kid, he's like, "It's not about that today!"" "And I'm like, it's not about that today?" "I'm like, I don't care what happened." "This is Penn State football." "It's always about that." "You know, I always want to see the other team destroyed, especially Nebraska, we got a rivalry there." "We're not playing Temple or some cupcake from down the street, you know?" "Like, this is a big game." "And I'm like, we need to-- we need to treat it like it's a big-- I understand what happened." "I feel badly for all the victims and stuff, and I hate that." "I hate how every time I have to share my opinion about Penn State Football and what happened," "I have to say I feel bad for the victims." "No shit!" "I mean, that should just be like... common sense for anyone." "Yeah, you feel bad." "But now with anybody who's not associated with it," "I have to say that just to make sure that they don't think I'm some kind of idiot that doesn't care about that kind of stuff." "Thatwasthebeginningofme  feelingstrange" " at Beaver Stadium." " ( crowd cheering )" "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "Well,inlightof thedevelopments ofthepastweek hereatPennState, youcanunderstand averyemotionalday  onmanyfronts, somenotknowingeven howtoreacttowhat they 've heardandseenthisweek ." "Well,Chris,forthe first timeinahalf-century," "JoePaternois not theheadcoachatPenn State." "Butthereis stillaPaterno onthesidelinestoday." "Jay, so much has happened this week." "How would you describe it?" "Well, you know, we've had better weeks in our lives, obviously." "I know you visited with your dad earlier today, your dad and Sue, and you wrote him a letter." "What were you trying to share with them, Jay?" "Just how proud of them I am." "( voice breaking ) And, Dad, I wish you were here." "We love you." "Go." "I don't know how we got through that week 'cause then he got fired on Wednesday night, and then, um, on Saturday, he was coughing up blood, and that's when I took him to the hospital." "And,um,to go  meetthedoctor atthehospital at8 :00inthemorning, hehadto liedown inmyCamry." "AndI coveredhim witha blanket sothepresswouldn'tsee hewasin thecar ." "Andthenthatafternoon, they had done a blood draw, and things were not-- the blood was not good." "So he had to go to the hospital." "POSNANSKI:" "Itwasoneofthosethings thathadhappenedsofast  thatnobody couldbelieveit ." "Thepresentment comesdownon aSaturday." "JoePaterno'sfired ona Wednesday." "Thewordgetsout  thatJoePaterno hadcanceron aSaturday." "That'showquickitwas." "Imean, itwasliterallyone week." "He-- he was" "Obviously, he was terribly wounded by it all." "MAN:" "Here he is." "AndI think forabout24 to 36 hours, heworehisemotions onhissleeve." "Imean, Ithinkhe--hecried." "Hetalkedabout,you know, "Myfathergavemea name , andI lost--youknow, thatnameis gonenow ."" "But,ofcourse, itwasrightatthat time  thathefoundout  thathehadcancer, andthatwas sototallythefocus ofthoselast threemonthsof hislife." "Atsomepoint,wewere having thisconversation,andhesaid ," ""Letmeaskyou something." AndI said,"Sure."" "Hegoes,"Whatdoyouthink  ofallthis?"" "Andhewasaskingme whatI thoughtof him withhisroleinthis ." "And I told him" "I told him, "I think you should've done more."" "I said, "You're Joe Paterno." "You've represented what's right." "Anditdoesn'tmean what'srighton thebaselevel." "Itmeansthehighestlevel ofwhat'sright."" "Andhe,uh-- hekindof nodded, andhesaid," ""Youknow,Iwish Ihaddonemore."" "MAN 1:" "Thank you, Joe!" "MAN 2:" "We love you, Joe!" "( cheers and applause )" "MAN 2:" "We love you, Joe!" "MAN 3:" "We Love you!" "MAN 2:" "We love you, Joe!" "MAN 3:" "We love you!" "SHUBIN:" "Oneofthevictims wenttotheparade thataccompaniedJoePaterno's casketwhenPaternodied." "Itwassurreal." "The town was lined with people four and five deep just to get a glimpse of a hearse thatwasdrivingaroundtown , youknow,forhours." "Thisvictim,youknow, tookituponhimself toseewhatthatwaslike,  andafterwardhe feltworried." "Youknow, "ThesepeopleadoredPaterno." "They'llneverbelieveme. "" " MAN:" "We are!" " CROWD:" "Penn State!" "MAN:" "We are!" " CROWD:" "Penn State!" " MAN:" "We are!" "SHUBIN:" "Becauseoftheway  peopleviewtheteam, viewfootball,viewPaterno, thereisalot offear ." "Ithinkthat thevictimswantpeace." "And,youknow,Ithinkthat theyalsowantaccountability, notjustSandusky, butthosethatenabledhim,  andthat,youknow, thatwealllearnfrom this , notjustPennState butthecommunity." "That'sveryimportant." "BRIAN WILLIAMS:" "Goodevening." "He is identified incourtdocuments asvictimnumberfour, a 28 year-old man, who today became witness number one in the criminal sex abuse trial of former Penn State football coach Jerry Sandusky." "( cameras clicking )" "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "It'sa classic courtroomconfrontation" "JerrySanduskyfaces hisaccusersforthe firsttime  sincebeingcharged." "Prosecutorsplan tostartouttoday withoneof  theirstrongestwitnesses, amanidentifiedinthegrand  juryreportas victimfour." "BRIAN WILLIAMS:" "Andagain,thereare more witnessesafterhim." "Thisisjustthe start..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Atthetrial,Iwassitting withDottyandthe family inthecourtroom, really just spinning, just trying to figure out what-- what was happening, what was going on." "MALE TV REPORTER 2:" "Thefirstwitnessidentified incourtdocuments asvictimfour saidhewasa90-pound teenagerwhentheabusebegan." "Hedescribedhow showerswithSandusky inthePennStatecoaches' lockerroomwentfrom horsingaroundto hugging andcaressingto oralsex ." "Now28..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Iknewvictimfour." "Hewasaround wheneverI wasaround." "I was older, and I would pick him up at school sometimes when Jerry couldn't pick him up to go play racquetball." "I played racquetball with him." "We did things together, you know?" "FEMALE TV REPORTER:" "HetoldthejurorsSandusky wouldsexually assaultandrapehim  inthebasement ofSandusky'shome..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Thattestimonywasveryhard  tohear andtohavetolistento." "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "Now,despitethatgrueling testimony,Sanduskyseemed unfazed,smiling andevenlaughing withsupporters inthecourtroom attheend ofyesterday'ssession." "MALE TV REPORTER 3:" "Victimnumberfourhad  gut-wrenchingtestimony, spokeforaboutfourhours..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Intheevenings,Iwould comehomeandbeoutofit." "Ididn'tspeak toanybody,youknow." "Iwasjusttrying toreallyfigurethingsout andcometo terms withthings." "MALE TV REPORTER 4:" "Victimfourtestified" "Sandusky lavishedhimwithgifts-- cash,sportsgear, asidelinespot athomefootballgames..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Hiswholestory,everything, thewaythatitstarted, thegifts,thetravelingthat  hegotto do ,thebowlgames, youknow,theprocess ofhowhe slowlytranscended fromthehandontheleg" "tomorein theshower orthesoapingyou up andhuggingyou tojustthemorevulgar detailsofit , youknow,it was thewholething." "The putting him into school programs, and helping him that way, having people give him money for college eventually." "And..." "his story was exactly-- is my story." "But he was in my place." "Afterthefirstday  ofthetrial," "IknewIwasn'tgoingback tothecourtroom." "IknewIwouldnotbeinvolved inthisanymore." "Iwentintomybathroom, andI lookedin themirror." "Like,I hadto look atmyownreflectionandsay... ( chuckles softly )" ""Which way am I going to go?" "Am I going to remain... you know, the coward that I have been?" "Or am I going to risk everything... and tell the truth?"" "FEMALE TV REPORTER 1:" "Amajordevelopment hasoccurred intheJerrySanduskycase ." "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "Alocallawyerconfirmed toNBCNewsthisafternoon thathehadbeenretained torepresentMattSandusky asa victim ofJerrySandusky'sabuse." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Intheend,Ididgoback to testify against him if needed." "MALE TV REPORTER 2:" "Aboutanhourago , theMattSanduskybombshell wasallthebuzz here on press row." "That is a bombshell George will not hear." "MALE TV REPORTER 3:" "Thenewsbrokeafter finalarguments anddeliberationsbegan..." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 2:" "MattSanduskywasprepared totestify..." "SHUBIN:" "Itwasjust enormouslycourageous," "Mattcomingforward likethat tosupportthevictims whoweretestifying." "Almosttoaman ,noneofthem feltthatit waspossible thatSandusky couldbeconvicted, thattheywouldbebelieved." "We had no idea that Matt was going to flip on us." "How did Jerry react to the fact that his son, his adopted son, was going to come in and testify against him?" "Jerry and Dottie were crushed." "As a matter of fact..." "It's just so complicated." "You know, these were, these were little boys." "AndJerrywas afatherfiguretothem ." "Andtheyfelt theywerecomplicit, whichisthemostconfusing anddifficultandsad thing." "Theyfelt,youknow,they were  takingthefootballtickets, theywanted togoto thegames." "Theyaccepted Jerry'sattention, andtheydidn'ttalk aboutit." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 3:" "FormerPennStatecoach JerrySandusky hasbeensentencedtoatleast  30yearsbehindbars." "Thepriceforsexually..." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "It'sreallycomplicated, whyI waspart ofthatfamily'slife andaroundhimfor solong  afterI hadbeenabused." "( cameras clicking )" "AndI understandthat,yes ," "Iknowthat Iliedto thepolice." "But... forme, itwasforthe family." "I needed the family." "I wanted-- you know," "I needed to know that I had their support, that we were-- they needed to see that they had my support, that we were all together." "Andmyfeelingis,  everythingthat Jerryhasdone, hedoesn'tfeelthat he'shurtanyofus." "Hethinksthat whathedidwas love." "( car engine starts )" "I mean, he came in, and he did help." "You know, he did try to direct me in positive ways." "90%ofthetimewhen youwere aroundJerrySandusky, forme,wasenjoyable, wasthings thatyouwouldwant." "But... you know, there was another part also that... destroys you." "( kids chattering )" "So now Sandusky's going to jail for the rest of his life." "Insomeways,that's sortoftheeasiestpart , is,youknow,toknockout theactualpredator." "Thetougherstuff istheself-examination, youknow,whatwedid asa communityto enablethis." "AndI think thegrapplingwiththat reallybegan withtheFreehReport." "¶ He's got the whole world in his ha-aands... ¶" "CAROL COSTELLO:" "Goodmorningto you." "I'mCarolCostello." "Westartwithbreakingnews  intheCNNNewsroom." "Injustseconds,a200-page reportwillbe postedonline." "ItinvolvesPennState andhowit handled thechildrapeaccusations againstJerrySandusky." "MALE ESPN REPORTER:" "Thenextshoetodrop  intheJerrySanduskyscandal is due this morning in just a few hours when Louis Freeh, the former director of the FBI, will release the results of an 8-month investigation intotheactions ofPennStateofficials." "Whowerethey?" "GrahamSpanier, theschool'sformerpresident," "TimCurley, theformerathleticdirector," "GarySchultz, theformervicepresident, andJoePaterno, thelegendary andrevered footballcoach whodiedlastJanuary." "MICHAEL PILATO:" "There'sdefinitelyamajor cloudonthisbeautifulday in Happy Valley, you know what I mean?" "You know, there's been a cloud for a while, but today I think it's a storm." "Idon'tlike thattheFreehReport comesoutat thefirstday ofartsfestival, but you know, things happen when they happen." "They fall when they fall." "AndI 'malsowondering inmyheadwhat-- whattodo  onthemural." "InNovember,rightafter weallheardthe news," "Icameup ,and-- twodayslater, andpainted Sanduskyoutof themural." "I'mgoingto wait,ofcourse." "Ihaveto read thereportmyself todecideaboutJoe ." "Butwefearedthismoment, youknow?" "SHUBIN:" "So we need-- do you guys each have a link to the web page where this Freeh Report's coming out?" "WOMAN 1:" "I can get it right now." "All right, download it." "Save it as a PDF file because it could go away." "WOMAN 1:" "It's crashing." ""Website cannot display--"" "Can you print the press release from the Freeh site and bring it in?" " 267 pages." " WOMAN 3:" "Okay." "WOMAN 2:" "Report coming your way, guys!" "All right." "MALE TV REPORTER:" "Ourmostsaddening andsoberingfinding..." "WOMAN 2:" "Okay, folks, here we go." "The press conference, ESPN, streaming live." "The most powerful men at Penn State failed to take any steps for 14 years to protect the children who Sandusky victimized." "I was finishing the book just as the Freeh Report was coming out, and my big concern about the Freeh Report was that it was going to have stuff in there that I didn't have." "The evidence shows that Mr. Paterno was made aware of the 1998 investigation of Sandusky..." "POSNANSKI:" "Thatitwasgoing tocompletelyblowup everything thatI believed." "SoI readtheFreehReport rightwhenit cameout , andmysense ofthesortof thecritical e-mailconversation specifictoJoePaterno wasfrom2001." "It's after Mike McQueary has reported this to Joe and Joe's reported it on." "And they had essentially come to a conclusion," "Tim Curley, Gary Schultz." "They'vedecided whattheirgameplanis." "Theyweregoing totheauthorities." "Somewhere in the middle of this e-mail conversation," "TimCurleysays, "Afterthinkingaboutit andtalkingit over withJoe," "I'mnotentirelycomfortable withthisgameplan."" "And the Freeh Report said that e-mail represented was that Tim Curley had shifted the plan away from going to the authorities, the proper authorities, and instead had decided to sort of quietly handle it in-house, and that Joe Paterno had been the one" "that had guided him to do that." "Tome,pullingthat fromsixwordsinane-mail isastonishing, absolutelyastonishing." "Wedon'tknowwhatJoePaterno saidinthatconversation." "Wedon'tknowwhatitmeant ." "SHUBIN:" "Peoplewhoareinterested inthelegacyofPaterno andthefootballprogram willdotheirbest todeconstructtheemails, youknow,parsewords, but from an ethical and from a moral standpoint, um, you know, the e-mails," "you know, thunderously demonstrate that a lack of concern for what happened to these kids." "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "The267-pagereportalsostates themenknew abouta 1998investigation intoSandusky butstillfailed..." "MALE TV REPORTER 2:" "FreehsaysPaterno knewaboutareport thatJerrySandusky abuseda boy oncampusin 1998 andfollowed..." "MALE TV REPORTER 3:" "Curleywrotein onee-mail toSpanierandSchultz thathehadtouchedbase  withPaterno abouttheincident, anddayslater, therewasthisfollow-up:" ""Anythingnew inthisdepartment?" "Coachisanxious toknowwhereitstands."" "MATT JORDAN:" "Onethingthatseems tobeverycertain isthatin 2001," "Spanier,Curley,andSchultz hadmuchmoreknowledge thantheyhad previouslydeclared." "Butinterms ofwhatJoePaternoknew  orwhathe was anxiousaboutin 1998, thisisoneof thosepointsof ambiguity inthewholestorythat  issodifficulttoprocess." "TOM KLINE:" "JoePaternowasconsulted." "There was a collaborative effort not to go to the authorities..." "JORDAN:" "Thevariouspartiesthathave  vestedinterestsin thefacts, they'reallstillcompeting togettheirnarrative outthere." "Knowing Joe, I can't see where he would purposely withhold anything along those lines." "As a player..." "FEMALE TV REPORTER:" "Paternoloyalistsinsist..." "But given what I know about the facts, no one narrative yet quite fits." "Andthewholething hadtheeffect ofpolarizingthedebate anddividingthecommunity." "Ready, Dad?" "Yep." "One, two..." "Keep your hands off me." "That's called assault." "Bite me." "Go to hell." "Ready?" "Pedophile lover." "What you're doing is an infringement" " on peoples' freedoms." " No, I'm not." "Yeah, you're being an ass to peoples' freedoms." " No, you are, too." " I am?" "How do you know me?" "I don't know you, but I can tell by the way you're talking that you don't have a clue as to what you're talking about." "I do know the facts versus fiction." "Facts about what?" " I do know that" " Do you know the facts aboutthisguy ?" " No, I don't." " No." " Neither do you." " Uh-huh." "So what do you need for the facts?" "What facts do you know?" " What, what do you" " Tell me a fact." "A fact is that Joe Paterno, in 2001, was told about a boy being raped in the Lasch building, and he didn't do anything for ten years." "That's called a cover-up." "That's a fact." "He reported it at 8:00 the next morning." "That's all he did." "Why" "When he knew that nobody else was going to" "No, though, you just admitted that." " Yeah, he reported" " You said he didn't doanything." "He reported it the next day." "Uh-huh, he reported it and that was it." " We all have an opinion, okay?" " We do." " Yours isn't special." " I'm allowed to present mine." "I know you are, but I'm allowed to stand here" " Then why are you so upset?" " I'm allowed to stand here without you bugging me or being in my picture." "I'm not bugging you." "You're bugging me." "No, you were holding that above my head." "If you don't want bugged, all you have to do is move." "You were holding that above my head." "I'm allowed to stand here just like you." "I know you are." "'Cause you're a fuckin' asshole." " That's why." " There's room on that side." "You can stand over there." "See you later, pedophile enabler." "What?" "What?" "What did you say?" "Huh?" "Gimme that." "Here, write another one." "I will!" "Why don't you take that hat off?" "MAN:" "Yeah." "Why are you wearing that hat?" "'Cause I still am proud of Penn State." "I just don't have much pride for this guy." "You don't like the facts." "I don't like assholes like you." "You don't like free speech." "Good-bye." "Go to Russia." "They don't like it either." "In the name of the Father, the Son..." "PROTESTING MAN:" "Get of here with your silly religion." "( protesting man laughs )" "Well, God bless America." " You're gonna rot in hell." " You know the Catholic church?" "I drove two hours to get here, and not to see you, jackass." "PROTESTING MAN:" "No, I'm not moving." "Go ahead." "Hey, hey!" "What the hell are you doing?" " She's pushing me." " I am not." " She's pushing-- yeah, she is." " You're a sick individual." "She's the sick one." "She's pushing me." " I don't think so." " Thank you." " I'm trying to take a picture." " Why?" "He touched my mother." "MAN:" "Thank you." "MAN:" "They took his halo." "He had a halo over his head." "( people chattering )" "This morning, you know, I came out to the mural." "I haven't slept for days." "I was thinking about a lot of things, and I-- at 12:00, painted the halo off of Joe Paterno." "And it was the hardest thing I've ever done." "The hardest thing I've ever done." "You can't take him out of the mural because he's done so many amazing things for this community, so many amazing things for his players." "But also we can't be blind to the fact of what happened at the end there." "So by taking the halo out, it means that we're all human beings." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 1:" "Sincethereleaseof theFreehReport," "Paterno'salmamater, BrownUniversity, removedhisnamefromits headfootballcoachingposition anda studentaward." "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "TheBigTenConference announcedthatPaterno'sname willberemovedfromthe league'schampionshiptrophy." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 2:" "Pennsylvania'stwosenators arerescindingtheirnomination ofJoePaternofor the  PresidentialMedalof Freedom." "MALE TV REPORTER 2:" "Nikehasannounceditwill  takeJoePaterno'sname offitschildcarecenter." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 3:" "ThePresidentbelievesremoving thePaternostatue istherightthingtodo ." "BARACK OBAMA:" "Ithinkit 'sagoodtime  forusto do  somesoulsearching, everyinstitution, notjustPennState." "MALE TV REPORTER 3:" "Thisiswhyyou don 'tbuild statuesforpeople whoarealive." "MALE TV REPORTER 4:" "There'sa library atPennState, andtherearecalls totakehisnameoffofthat." "MALE TV REPORTER 5:" "PennStatestudentshave decidedtorenamethe tentcity  theysetup forcampingout beforehomegames." "Paternovillewillnow becalledNittanyville." " ( jackhammer rattling ) - ( hammering )" "SUE PATERNO:" "MaryKaycalledmeandsaid," ""Mom,they're takingthestatuedown."" "( forklift beeping )" "They didn't give me a 2-minute phone call so that I could deal with it and tell the kids not to watch the television." "I see now that society likes to... destroy what they think is better than they are." "Youknow,everybodywho worked inthefootballprogram, itwasafamily." "Everybodycared abouteachother, andeverybodycaredabout howeverybodyelsedid ." "WehadCamelot." "We all had..." "It was good we all had that time." "MARK EMMERT:" "NopricetheNCAAcanlevy willrepair thegrievousdamage inflictedbyJerrySandusky onhisvictims." "Our goal is not to be just punitive, but to make sure the university establishes an athletic culture and daily mindset inwhichfootball willneveragainbeplaced aheadofeducating, nurturingandprotecting youngpeople." "With these intentions in mind, the executive committee, the Division One Board and I have agreed upon the following sanctions:" "First, the NCAA is imposing a fine of $60 million" " on the university." " ( crowd gasps )" "MATT JORDAN:" "Formeas afaculty, andintermsoftheway thattheprogramwas run ," "Ithoughtit wasanice blend ofacademicswithathletics." "...athletic culture that went horribly awry." "JORDAN:" "Ididn'tseethisasaproblem." "I had many examples over the years of teaching students where, um," "I had starters who wouldn't play the next week 'cause they didn't come to my class." "Soitwasodd tomethat theysingledoutthisplace." "Itmaybe truethattherewas areverenceforfootballhere , butyouknow, thereisareverence forfootball inAmerica,period." "EMMERT:" "PennStateFootball willbebannedfrombowl games andanyotherpostseasonplay  forfouryears." " ( students exclaim )" " To single this place out for that when it's pervasive, seemedprettysanctimonious." "For the next several years now, Penn State can focus on the work of rebuilding its athletic culture, not worrying about whether or not it's going to a bowl game." "JORDAN:" "HowcouldtheNCAAbeshocked by a reverence of football when that's the thing that their advertising campaigns promote?" "In order to minimize a negative impact on student athletes, the NCAA will allow any entering or returning football student athletes to transfer and immediately compete at the transfer university..." "JORDAN:" "NCAA makes $500millionayear." "TheBCSmakeshundreds ofmilliondollarsayear  becauseofthereverence offootball." "The NCAA vacates all wins of the Penn State football team from 1998 to 2011..." "JORDAN:" "Sotoactasifthis wassomethingabhorrent doesnothing fortheproblem." "Infact,Ithinkinmanyways, thiswillonlyexacerbate thereverence forfootballhere." "EMMERT:" "Anerosionof academicvalues thatarereplaced bythevalueofhero worship andwinningat allcosts." "JORDAN:" "Ina way,thisishowwedeal withthingsin America." "Wefind theverysensationalstory, andthenwe trytocreate akindof shamingspectacle toallowculturetomove on." "It'sa wayto avoiddoing somethingaboutit ." "( lawn mower humming )" "MALE TV REPORTER 1:" "AfterreviewingtheLouie FreehReport,NCAAofficials determinedPennState putfootballfirst, andthatultimatelyenabled" "JerrySanduskyto molest innocentchildren..." "MALE TV REPORTER 2:" "Iguessthebiggest take-awayisthatalothas tochange hereatPennState, alotof veryprofound culturalthings thatwouldallowsomething likethisto happen..." "MALE TV REPORTER 3:" "...thattherewasaculture ofreverence forthefootballprogram." "Look,thefingerisessentially pointedateveryone." "LOU PRATO:" "PennState'snevergoing toregaintheirreputation inmylifetime." "Imean,it-it'sdone." "TheycancallitHappyValley, butit's-- theHappyValleyweknew  nolongerexists." "We're all smeared." "Okay?" "Smeared." "You wear your Penn State shirt, they look at you different now." "Thecultureof football." "That'sreallystupid." "It's like me making a judgment that New York City is made up of all-- a bunch of crooks and hoods and rapists that just go into Central Park and rape people all the time?" "Come on!" "FEMALE TV REPORTER:" "Theplayersmetwith CoachBillO'Brien afterlearning therewon'tbe anybowlgames forthenextfouryears." "CoachO 'Briennowfaces thedauntingtask ofkeepingcurrentplayers fromtransferring tootherschools." "FEMALE REPORTER:" "Guys, do you plan to stay with the Penn State program?" "Any talks about the transfers?" "Guys, any talk about the transfers?" "Plans to stay with Penn State?" "PRATO:" "Wehaven'tbeengiven ourdayin court!" "Isn't this interesting?" "The only person's had his day in court is Sandusky." "Joe's never going to get his day in court." "We don't know whether he's a liar or not." "Sally Jenkins in The Washington Postthinkshe 'sthemost" "He lied about '98." "Do we know for sure?" "Nobody knows for sure." "Is he a liar?" "Nobody watching this interview that isn't a frickin' liar." "Nobody." "Therearealot ofpeople thatdon'tlikePennState becausewethumbed ournoseat people thinkingwewerebetter foryears,andwewere better." "Okay,wewerebetter ina lotof ways." "Joeranacleanprogram." "Hegraduatedstudents." "Idon'tfeel likecheeringthatmuch." "I mean, how can you cheer something like this?" "My school's ruined." "I'm going to go, I'm going to enjoy it, but the festive atmosphere like we used to?" "Not going to happen." "That'sgottagetdepressing." "Starting with the first game." "ESTRIGHT:" "Allofasudden,wedon't care aboutanything butfootball, and they lay all this stuff as this huge culture problem to try to fix this horrible culture, whichisjustbogustome ." "Butthething thatmademe themaddest wastakingaway Joe'swins." "The409winsare gone." "Anditwassuchasad ,  sadtimeforeveryone." "Luckily, we had that "Rise and Rally" thing, which I thought was great." "CROWD:" "We are Penn State!" "( all vocalizing )" "Wheneveryoneattacked JoePaternoandPennState, itwasn'tan attack onjusttheadministration." "Itwasan attack onthecommunity." "You know, it was like, no, I want to defend myself here." "I didn't know Jerry was doing that." "Nobody in this community knew." "SoI thinktherally wasa hugeturningpoint." "BILL O'BRIEN:" "So I'm going to do my very best to start this off." "You've all seen SportsIllustratedthisweek." "( crowd jeering )" "I want you all to answer one question." "Here's what it says." ""Is this the end for Penn State?"" "CROWD:" "No!" "I'm not sure where Alexander Wolf is out of, but let's assume he's in New York." "Let's make sure he hears us in New York." "Is this the end for Penn State?" "CROWD ( louder ):" "No!" "BILL:" "Damn right." "( scattered cheering )" "MAN:" "Bill O'Brien!" "CROWD ( chanting ):" "Bill O'Brien!" "Bill O'Brien!" "WOMAN:" "Today we're going to support the football players." "We're going to support Coach O'Brien." "We're here to let him know that, hey, we're not going to stand for what's been going down, right, guys?" "Huh?" "We know the truth hasn't been told, right?" "Yeah!" "Ask LSU and Alabama how many of their players graduate." "Yeah, right!" "Stick up for us!" "You guys are the TV guys!" "Stick up for us!" "Stop putting all the bad stuff on TV, huh." " ( crowd cheering )" " Stick up for us!" "You stick up for us!" "Come on!" " WOMAN:" "Eighty-five percent!" " MAN:" "Come on!" "Eighty-five percent!" "Eighty-five percent." "CROWD ( chanting ):" "Eighty-five percent!" "Eighty-five percent!" "Eighty-five percent!" "MAN:" "Take that, buddy!" "( crowd cheering )" "PENN STATE RADIO HOST:" "It'sallaboutthisteam  rightnow." "We're all proud Penn Staters, no doubt about that." "And we owe everything we have now and in our future to this team sticking together." "So let's cheer 'em on when they go to practice today, guys." " Yeah." " ( cheers and applause )" "PENN STATE RADIO HOST:" "Here come the players, guys!" "Let's give it up!" "Here come the boys!" "SHUBIN:" "There'sa loyalty tothisuniversity, areal,youknow, authentic,genuine, deeplovein thistown." "Butthereis  alsosortof auniformity inthoughtthat wouldn'texistin ,Ithink, aplacewherefootballwas notvaluedtheway itishere." "WhenI think abouttheanalogy," "Ithink aboutnationalism,almost." "Youknow,theway people mayfeelaboutacountry." "JerrySanduskygot everybenefitof thedoubt." "AndI think inanotherplace, inanothercity orinanotherarea wherefootballdidn'tget  thepassthatitgothere," "Idon'tthink thatwouldhavebeendone ." "I have to believe that people would have been much more discriminating and much more suspicious." "JAY PATERNO:" "Whatkindof humanbeings doyouthinkweare?" "These things happen within plain sight of us every day in every town in this country." "And you can't hold the people that didn't commit the crimes accountable for not knowing." "My theory at the time was, you know, I wasn't-- that somebody had to have seen something." "How could this possibly happen?" "Same reaction everybody else had." "Untilyouactuallystart peelingitbackand say ," ""Whydidit happen?" "Howdidwe notsee it? "" "Andsomy mother hasembracedthisideathat , okay,we'regoing tomakesomethinggoodofthis." "Wearegoing tobepartofthesolution." "Thetruthwillcomeout." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 1:" "Today,sevenmonthsafter theFreehReport wasreleasedto thepublic, thePaternofamily releasingtheirownreport..." "FEMALE TV REPORTER 2:" "ThePaternofamilyhired whotheycall independentexpertsto conduct theirowninvestigation inthePennState sexabusescandal." "SUE PATERNO:" "Idon'tthinkJoe and Ireally evertalkedaboutpedophiles... because my feeling is people don't do that to each other." "It'snotsomethingthat'seasy  towrapyourheadaround." "Ihadsuchaguilttrip." "How did we never see any signs?" " I hope this helps today." " I think it will." "SUE:" "We need experts likeJimClementetotell us." "Hey, how ya doing?" "Jim Clemente." "JAY:" "Good to see you, Jim." "Nice to meet you finally." " How are you?" "Yeah." " I've been reading your work." "Monday I spent eight hours going through it, and made a lot of notes and learned a hell of a lot." "If you'd asked me 15 months ago what a child predator looked like, I would say, it's a guy with a beard and a trench coat, you know, white van." "CLEMENTE:" "There's maybe 160 to 200 of those a year in the United States, there's a couple hundred thousand, like, acquaintance child sex offenders." " ( applause )" " JAY:" "Nice." "Onto the report." "Hi, everyone, and welcome." "Our show today focuses on a story that shocked the nation andturned theworldof PennState andthePaternofamily upsidedown." "I guess the big question people have is, why didn't Joe do more?" "Why didn't he follow up to protect these young men?" "We didn't have that mindset that he was doing anything more than teaching them, working out with them, and getting a shower." "JAY PATERNO:" "GuyslikeJerry makeittheirbusiness tomakesure noonedoesknow." "...suspecting he's a pedophile." "You'd be amazed how many people in this community thanked us for the Clemente Report because they read that report and said," ""God, now I know how I missed it."" "Jim, I know you were a part of the team that was commissioned by the Paterno family to investigate what happened at Penn State." "And you call him one of the most dangerous child offenders you've ever studied." "Why?" "Well, because the type of offender that Jerry Sandusky is, is very insidious." "In other words, it's hidden behavior, but it happens right in front of your face..." "SUE:" "The media should have concentrated ontheperpetrator." "It'snotabouteverybodyelse  attheuniversity oreverybodyelse onthecoachingstaff oreverybodyelseintown ." "When you have somebody like Sandusky who comes out and he starts a foundation to help children." "So people, when they're looking for the monster predators, they look right past the guy that's right in front of them because they think he's helping children." "SUE PATERNO:" "Ifanyonewants toknowanything aboutchildsexualabuse, you got to read Jim Clemente's report." "It's the best way you can find out anything." "It has been-- his report has given us all... ( clears throat ) sort of absolution that we never knew anything." "MALE TV REPORTER:" "ThePaternoReportisout." "Dowecare?" "Doesitchangeany  ofourthoughtsaboutJoePa?" "MIKE GOLIC:" "Alotof thePaternoReportis" "Sanduskypulledthewool overeveryone'seyes." "Youknow,there's alotof thatinthere." "MALE TV REPORTER:" "Thisreport,to me ,is not goingtochangeanybody'sminds aboutJoePaterno, whathedidordidnotknow." "Whathedidknow, hedidnotdoenoughabout ." "MIKE GREENBERG:" "Paternotestified thata graduateassistant reportedhavingseen JerrySandusky intheLaschbuilding showersfondling ordoingsomethingof asexualnaturetoa youngboy." " Done." "End of story." " GOLIC:" "End of story." "MALE RADIO CALLER:" "He'sa greatman inmany,manyregards, butI don'tknow howtheyconquer" "MALE RADIO HOST 1:" "Notanymore." "Notanymore,he 'snot." "Myanswerwouldbe,  "We'resorryforthe victims." "We'regoingto go awaynow ."" "MALE RADIO HOST 2:" "JayPaternoshouldbeashamed ofhisfather." "JAY:" "You know, a lot of Penn State people I know listen to the radio in their office." "And, you know, you get mad because I can't believe they said this and they said that." "And, you know, I used to tell my wife all the time," ""If I don't hear it, I don't know it exists."" "And if I don't know it exists, it can't bother me." "And, uh, you know, I joke around with friends of mine that have psychology degrees or whatever and I say," ""Yeah, I know that's denial, but so what?" "It's healthy for me."" "POSNANSKI:" "BythetimeIcame back  toStateCollege, therewas ashellshocknature, therewasanger, therewasasensethat  the entire community had been so utterly, um... misidentified." "Iwentto thestadium, andI wastryingtofind  wherethestatuewas , andI hadpassedthat statuehundredsof times." "AndI keptlooking." "And you give them a lot of credit." "They did an amazing job of covering it up." "I mean, it's-- you know, you look there, youwouldneverknow anythingwasthere." "AndI remember justlookingat that fora whilewhenIfinally figuredoutwhereitwas." "Youknow,Paternohad been theNCAADivisionOne  alltimewinsleader." "Aftertheytookthe winsaway , hewasnowsomethinglike 12th ." "AndI justthought, whenyoustarttrying toplaywithhistory andcoverup history, whatdoesit say aboutallof us ?" "Do we ever look back at anybody who tried to erase history and think, "Oh, yeah, they did the right thing"?" "I mean, history is what it is." "History is what happened." "Come on!" "Take off now, let's go!" "( crowd cheering )" "Thethingthatstruckmewas therewasno benefit ofthedoubtfor Joe Paterno." "Aftersuchalife,youknow,  afterthatkindoflife  throughout61years." "Now look, you guys gotta put a drive together." "Let's see if you got a little class and you put a good drive together." " Doesn't mean anything." " Two downs to make a first!" "Neverhappened." "SHUBIN:" "Frommyperspective, thefocus onPaternoas victim andPennStateFootball asvictim isreallyalostopportunity forthecommunity." "You know, I do feel that the further I get from State College, the more empathy there is toward the victims, and the more sobriety there is in terms of discussing what happened and who's at fault." "Thesevictimswerejustkids ." "AndJoePaternoand the others shouldhaveprotectedthem." "Youknow, thelackof curiosity, thelackof follow-up, it'shorrific." "Formostof my clients, they'regoingto be  processingthisforforever." "Soit'shardtofigureout, youknow,thepositivespin  onitforthem." "InMatt'scase,helost  bothhisbiological andadoptedfamily asa resultof Sandusky's behaviorandcrimes." "MATT SANDUSKY:" "Therewassomereliefknowing thatI would neverhaveto seeJerryagain." "Youknow,thatIknew that  hewouldbe goingtoprison." "Soinmy mind, IthoughtmaybeDottie, maybetherest oftheSanduskykids wouldseethetruth, wouldadmitthetruth, andwecouldstillbeafamily , bepartof theirlives." "Butthat'snot,you know-- that'snotwhathappened." "I have not heard one single word from any of them at all." "( thunder rumbling )" "JAY PATERNO:" "You'resoused toalwayslooking atthehorizon andseeingamountain." "Andit'sverycomforting." "It'salmost likea securityblanket." "Andit'salmostlikeforyears , youfeltthatthatwouldhold theworldat bay." "Obviously,a lotof things havechanged." "Imean,thenamePaterno, it used to mean one thing." "Now it means something else." "It'stough." "I'vetried toexplainto my kids thattheirgrandfather didtherightthing, andthat'sthemost importantthing." "Becauseyoucanlook atyourselfin themirror andyouknow yourconscienceis clear." "Ihopetheyget  thatlessonoutofthis ." "MATT:" "My children, theyknow,youknow?" "Iexplainedit to them." "Thepeopleyouknew asyourgrandparents arenotgoodpeople." "They'repeoplethat youshouldn'twant tobearound." "It'shard." "Imean,Ibelieveinfamily." "Ibelievein beingable toleanon oneanother whenyouneedto, you know." "Attheendoftheday, Iwantmy children tohavesomeonewho , no matter what, they can count on, someone that they always knew, no matter what happened, no matter what they did," "I would always be here." "So if I can accomplish that goal, then I've done my job." "( people chattering )" "( man speaking indistinctly on P.A. in distance )" "WOMAN:" "Go home, ESPN!" "Go home!" "We don't want you!" "Take your story elsewhere!" "Where is our-- where is our personal security?" " CAMERAMAN:" "Get our security." " You're not welcome here!" " Your security's over there." " MAN 1:" "When I say team..." " ...you say fight!" "Team!" " CROWD:" "Fight!" " Team!" " CROWD:" "Fight!" "MAN 1:" "When I say "Joe Pa" you say "Terno"!" " Joe Pa!" " CROWD:" "Terno!" " Joe Pa!" " Terno!" " MAN 1:" "Yeah!" " ( light cheering )" "MAN 2:" "Ya-aay!" "Beautiful!" "Beautiful!" "I'm glad you had some guts!" "MAN 2:" "He did the Joe Paterno cheer, and the guy over there, the Penn State guy, told him not to do it." "They're trying to wipe Joe's name from the records, completely, like he didn't exist at all." "And that's wrong, I'm sorry." "Here they are!" "Let's go!" "Let's go!" "( crowd cheering )" "( marching band playing, crowd cheering )" "( marching band stops, crowd cheering )" "MAN ( over P.A. ):" "We ask at this time that we all pause and together and take part in a moment of reflection." "And to especially consider all victims of childhood sexual abuse and those who have endured suffering and loss." "You are in our hearts today." "MAN:" "Joe Paterno!" "Joe Paterno!" " ( man boos ) - ( scattered cheering )" "MAN ( over P.A. ):" "Thank you." "( crowd cheering )" "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "Welcome to the official start of a new era in Penn State Football." "After the unspeakable acts of a former assistant coach, the first head coaching change in a half century, and NCAA sanctions that seem insurmountable, there will never be another day like today in State College." "( crowd builds to a roar for the kickoff )" "MALE TV ANNOUNCER:" "And so it begins!" "JORDAN:" "Inthetimesince welastspoke, thefootballteamhas  startedtodo well." "Andthat'sputanewdynamic inthewholestory." "Spiritsareon theup insteadofon thedown." "Whatever cloud was hanging over apparently is being lifted." "Finally felt like energy was coming back to the area, which was great." "From a terrible day last November," "I'm so happy to see all these Joe Paterno supporters." "You know, the last time we were together," "I believe it was a couple days after the Freeh Report." "Um, and it was when I had removed the halo off of Joe Paterno." "Butatthetime,youknow,  Iwasalittleupset, likea lotof people." "I think I was, in a way, at a point, a victim of sensationalism." "Butsincethen, alotof healinghappening." "SoI paintedthewhiterose  ontoJoePaterno." " Joe Pa!" " CROWD:" "Terno!" " Joe Pa!" " Terno!" " Joe Pa!" " Terno!" " Joe Pa!" " Terno!" "ESTRIGHT:" "This2012season wasreallyhardfor me." "I just was so disgusted with everything." "Toseethoseguys comeoutof thetunnel withthosenames onthebackoftheirjerseys, thatjustmademe,  like,cringe." "That'slikemessingwith, like,somereligiousthing." "That'd be like if the Catholic Church decided to take the cross and make it into a triangle or something." "Like, you can't do that." "You can't put names on the back of Penn State's uniform." "That takes away everything we stand for." "Thatwasjustone thing ina longlistofthings thatreallyangeredme aboutthewholePennState Footballexperience afterJoePaterno." "HappyValley wasalwaysaplace" "Icameto to be happy." "Butitbecame sucha sadplacefor me." "AndI wasjustlike, "Igottagetout ofhere ."" "JORDAN:" "Theyhavewanted toquicklyreplace apowerfulsymbol withanotherpowerfulsymbol." "Youknow, "Longlivetheking"" "aftertheoldkingisdead." "They'reeffectivelytrying tore-establish faithinsomething." "( all screaming )" "Fora yearandahalf , peopledidn'tknow whattodo aroundhere." "Thescreamingcrowd, whatdoesit do  withallthatenergy?" "It'slooking foritsnextsymbol toattach allthatenergyto." "( screaming )" "Yeah!" "( crowd cheering )" "Andnowthat thereisoneavailable, it's like a magnet." "Vvt!" "It's going to go there." "Youwouldthink thattheywouldbeless ready toanointanew king afterallthathappened." "Weallwant tothinkthatwelive  ina betterworld thanwedo ." "Sopeopleavoid takinga deeplook atsomething that'stroubling." "Andit'sprettyeasytodo  whenthere's abig,shiny,loudspectacle." "Spectaclesdraw theattentionof people." "It'slike aconjurer'strick." "Whenyoucreateone that issopowerfulthatitbrings everybodyout ofthewoodworkonceaweek,  whathappensthenispeople aren'tlookingaroundthem." "Therestof life isgoingon , andthey're notpayingattention." 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