"Get lost!" "Piss off!" "it's... ..so hot." "Did I shoot?" "I shot Nadja." "But why?" "We just had an argument." "No." "That was no argument." "That was..." "She messed everything up." "It's all her fault." "I had a feeling when I came home." "I mean..." "It's getting worse... ..at Nadja's flat..." "He comes round after work." "sits down and doesn't say a thing." "nothing. not even hello." "He sits back and waits for me to make a fuss of him." "That's what I think anyway." "If I speak to him. say hello." "then he says. "Let me just sit quietly for a minute."" "So I sit and wait." "Yes." "So we just sit in silence." "It's awful." "Yes." "No. that's only the beginning." "Then he starts asking what I've done today." "I tell him and he interrupts me before I've even said anything." ""Be honest with me!" "I can't stand your lies!"" "Yes." "I tell him I'm not lying and he should let me speak." "Then he shouts that I can't fool him." "he knows what's going on." "He thinks it's awful that I'm so dishonest." "No. of course not." "No. I haven't told him anything." "I didn't dare." "Yes." "Instead... I would just have to listen to his pathetic self-pity." "How I'm lying to him. using him..." "Then when I see his miserable face." "I just feel sorry for him again... ..because I start thinking that once upon a time." "we were great together." "Yes." "Of course I've got a guilty conscience because of you." "I don't care if you think it's stupid. I was in love with him." "What?" "Don't you start too!" "Of course I'm not anymore!" "Yes." "Then he puts his arms around me and tries to kiss me." "I can't do it." "He repulses me. I just can't do it." "And he stinks of those awful boiled sweets." "I love you and not him and it makes me sick." "I don't know how I ever could have slept with him." "Yes." "Yes. I'll tell him today." "I promise. I promise." "No. I'll call. I'll call you." "OK." "Call me. if you want." "I love you." "You. too." "Bye." "Why?" " What?" " Why?" "Why what?" "Why are you doing this to me?" "I'm sorry." "What for?" "Why are you sorry?" "I didn't want you to find out like this." "How touching!" "Well. why did you sneak in?" "I didn't sneak in." "I have a key and I came in the same way I do every day." "Give back the key." "Please!" "That's it?" "Hello?" "Later." "Not now." "I can't." "Poor you. another nosebleed." "It won't work." "Go!" "What have I done?" "How can I change?" "What?" "Go now!" "Please go!" "Get lost!" "Get out of my life!" "Leave me be!" "I hate everything about you!" "Your jealousy. your endless selfishness. your brutality." "It's no wonder that no one can stand you!" "You're always depressed." "And you blame everyone for it." "I'm such an idiot." "I actually felt guilty for months." "The guilt is killing me." "And I didn't lie to you." "It doesn't matter if I tell the truth or not. you always act wounded." "Or angry." "And you take it all out on me." "It's unbelievable that I put up with it." "You'll never hit me again." "You'll never even touch me!" "You're disgusting and pathetic..." "Get lost!" "Get out!" "Piss off!" "Wait. this isn't right." "It's so hot." "Did I shoot?" "I shot Rainer." "But why?"