"I have a devil hiding in the closet... and a wolf waits for me at the gate" "LOOK AT ME" "What's happening!" "What can I find open at this hour?" "Even the Trolo supermarket closed at 9pm tonight." "Andrea never goes shopping, she's always going to see something" "I think this weekend I'll go buy some clothes." "How about you, Nina?" "Nina!" "Is the gynaecologist happy?" "You know I've worked hard on this, right?" "Maybe the last scene could be improved." "Print them!" "Don't make that face" "They are perfect for the magazine." "Relax!" "See ya!" "My dear!" "Are you tired?" "As usual." "You?" "A little." "Almost couldn't stay awake, but the director insisted I had to do it." "Coming to the pool?" "Sorry, I can't." "We have to finish these ads." "I'll see you at home." "Don't let him watch TV too long." "He's already tired." "Then I'll put on one of Nina's videos!" "Let's get drunk!" "Hello, beautiful!" "I saw you dancing." "Pretty, eh?" "Going somewhere else?" "Staying here." "How about Baroni's?" "Why not go there...with us?" "Pretty cocky, huh?" "Like the music?" "It's not bad" "Who cares about the music!" "Want some?" "No, thanks!" "Right!" "On to Baroni's." "Dip your fingers in the marmalade." "Here all the boxes are open." "Peach, strawberry, cherry, Fruit of the Forest..." "Dip your fingers and enjoy the taste..." "Finally you came!" "It's been too long." "I brought two friends." "Sure!" "Order what you like, it's on the house." "Thanks!" "The pleasure is the marmalade mixed, sticky, nourishing." "Excuse me...is this...?" "A drag bar." "If you want, I'll show you around later." "So..." "You've said nothing about my proposal." "You know how to make money." "But I don't want to become your wife." "Why, what's missing?" "I need a manager." "I don't need someone to tell me what I can and can't do." "Otherwise I might need to shoot him." "I do this because I love it." "In this job, they all need someone." "Together we can go very far." "I don't want to go anywhere... just do what I want, and how I want." "What are you into, beautiful?" "Women, baby!" "Do you want to try?" "Let me introduce you to a friend." "So cute!" "You too." "Coming, Martino!" "When are you going?" "Tomorrow afternoon." "It's only three days." "The results are not too good." "For safety, I'll get these analysed." "And your father?" "How's he doing these days?" "He was transferred to Mostar." "Now he's in charge of a project for children there." "He's a great man." "Ever since University he was the best." "And Papa?" "You're still in love with him, and where is he?" "In Bosnia dealing with foreigners, and left you in this house which is falling apart." "Castellani says he is a great man." "A Great Man!" "For men only two things matter, their ideals and the size of their cock." "I lost a fingernail, I must have scratched somewhere." "We're having milk chocolate." "Grandma says he asks about you all the time" "Seriously now, Nina, what will you do next?" "You do it just for the money, right?" "Haven't I seen you somewhere?" "You seem familiar." "Maybe in a video..." "I do porn." "Actually, not only for the money." "I like it." "It's not just a question of sex..." "I like that, but it's something else." "The men are afraid of me when I look at them." "They want me... but I am the one who possesses." "It's the power." "Do you understand what I'm saying, Mom?" "I'm afraid I do." "...Why film it like this?" "Often it's nice to be romantic." "Aurora, for example... on her birthday, she put her head in my lap." "Because she felt lonely." "A little girl...a little girl" "She gave me a blowjob... but only to show her gratitude." "That's the only reason." "True?" "True, Aurora?" "Boys, prepare yourselves!" "I need you hard again in two hours." "Otherwise I'll send you both home" "Those are fine cocks, and you're very good." "You're getting great ass..." "Zinedin Zidane..." "Zinedin Zidane..." "It's always the way... big tool, small brains." "With me the opposite." "If I was your age, I'd put my mask on... and do it myself." "Want to stop?" "This is your job!" "Do I have to wear this nurse outfit?" "Why, is that a problem?" "Anal action!" "Calamarro, anal light!" "Silicon?" "No silicon." "We're moving away from video." "Virtual sex, it's interactive and secure." "Custom and clean..." "I wish!" "No joke, Nina!" "We're talking business here." "How about it, Cristiana." "I want exclusivity with Nina for the next five years." "What're you asking me for?" "I'm not her agent." "Why not give me a hand?" "I could use your help." "That's the key...?" "Like that." "Good!" "How do you say it in English?" "Don't tell me anything stupid." "Why not try 'Focus'!" "I'm focusing between her legs." "That makes everything double, ass and pussy..." "I'm not interested in the details." "No, I won't be exclusive." "Why not give a hand to the newspaper?" "Are you getting stupid?" "Cristiana, what's wrong?" "Are you master of the world?" "You think this is enough?" "I was trying to help." "Thank you, but I prefer to fend for myself." "Nina, it's my job." "Difficult, but it's my job." "I've been doing it five years, and trying to do everything well." "Are you coming to bed?" "It's something that can be associated with various pathological cases." "You said with a tumor, first?" "With a tumor, yes..." "We need a biopsy for confirmation." "A small cut." "I need to take a tissue sample, to be more certain." "Would you like to make an appointment?" "Are you going anywhere today?" "You won't feel a thing, just a small sting after the anaesthesia." "I want a panoramic picture." "Hell, a panoramic..." "You're right, but it's after midnight..." "No, I don't give a fuck!" "We can stay here 25 hours, shooting the film." "Idiots!" "How was it, Max?" "Shut up, your job is only to fuck." "And try not to fuck her too hard, I need her until tonight." "Max, I have to talk to you." "What about?" "I need a week off." "A week?" "I have to finish by Wednesday." "I can't." "You can't?" "In our work this shit can't happen." "If you do this I'll have to fine you." "Max, what fine?" "We're not regular workers." "You know the problem?" "You think you're too important for someone who fucks for a living." "What the hell is going on here?" "Continue!" "What are you doing in that room?" "No." "Whatever it is, I can't work." "I don't want to be cut." "Fuck cancer." "With Lymphoma, the treatment is radio and chemotherapy." "Does it work?" "Many results have been encouraging." "Many..." "Cristiana?" "Oh, Giorgia - it's Nina." "Is Cristiana not there?" "I'm in the park, but no sign of her or Martino." "Okay." "Okay." "It's not important." "Bye!" "I'm sorry for what happened yesterday." "What's up, Nina?" "You seem strange." "Maybe it's better to live apart for a while." "So what happened?" "You've found someone?" " No, no." "It's..." "Stefania, goodbye!" "Fuck off out of here!" "Do me a favour." "If you want to be alone, go home, pack your bags and go!" "You can have all the time you want." "Don't come back to the house." "Mom..." "Mom, I'm coming to stay with you tonight." "I have to tell you something." "OK, bye." "You can always stay here." "Thanks." "It's better that I'm outside, and the house is free." "I don't want to trouble her with this story." "She has enough problems with her child." "I want to handle this alone." "Nina, you can't do everything by yourself." "Look!" "You know I like piercings..." "I had it done today." "And that?" "That's nothing." "I cut it shaving." "You made me look beautiful in the last film." "Nobody else makes me look so beautiful." "Miss, excuse me..." "Does that hurt?" "Terribly!" "You're burning, and feel like vomiting." "It's no problem at all." "This is my second time." "I'm sorry." "My name is Nina." "Flavio." "That's better..." "Ermacora?" "Present." "It's me." "Come." "Your turn." "Here?" "Get your coat!" "First time?" "Yes." "There's always a first time." "Now, don't worry." "Nice tattoo!" "Like it?" "Work allows you to have a tattoo?" "Sure, I'm not a policeman." "I'll be back later." "See ya." "How many treatments?" "One." "They said the chance of it working is 70%." "Good luck!" "Have you been working here long?" "For six years as a volunteer." "I was a social worker in Anzi." "What do you do?" "I do porn." "I'm off now, let me know if you need anything..." "Castellani told me everything." "The treatment is going well, you can't do anything more." "Maybe you shouldn't work for a while, money is not a problem." "Money is a problem!" "Has been ever since you left." "For me, to make movies..." "You always did what you wanted." "As did you." "How long since you've seen Mom?" "I don't remember, six months..." "How is she?" "She's well." "She looks after the flowers." "And you?" "Do you miss home?" "A little, but I have my work." "I'm finished, I no longer belong to these places." "My place is not here." "Can I have a toke?" "It was shown scientifically that weed has a therapeutic effect." "Any doctor can tell you." "But you're not sick!" "You think that someone who works here every day, won't get sick in the head?" "Nina!" "What happened?" "Do you remember the last time..." "Complications!" "Everything has changed." "Fuck you!" "Nina, how can you joke about that?" "I was worried." "Why can't I?" "My situation is worse than yours." "And so you laugh?" "And make jokes." "Why not?" "Will crying all day change anything?" "I'm scared, Dad!" "Scared." "Not long ago, there was a centuries-old bridge, that united the two parts of the city." "And boys, to prove their courage, would jump from the highest point." "Emil was the bravest of all." "Then came the war, and like all the young people, Emil left to fight." "Didn't know why, and didn't ask anyone why." "After the war, the bridge was rebuilt, and one morning Emil went there." "He climbed to the top and stood there, and watched the river flow." "Since those days, he hasn't jumped." "You know what they say in these parts, Nina?" "Fear destroys the heart." "Every day I see people dying, people who don't think about it, they think about insurance money, taking children to piano lessons..." "But when they understand what's happening, they become like children, saying:" ""Nobody told me..."" "Stop!" "How can you wear that?" "It's elegant!" "Nina, do you like music?" "Because..." "I sing in a band." "It's a different type of music, We have chains, bicycle parts..." "We always rehearse in abandoned factories." "A few days ago, a nurse was giving chemotherapy..." "Enough!" "I listen to Grignan." "Okay?" "You don't say!" "What do you do, Nina?" "I work in porn." "In what way?" "It's...in a sex shop, right?" "No, I'm a porn actress!" "Shall we go?" "Yeah." "Hurry!" "Not coming in?" "We left the car open." "Where are you going?" "Swimming." " Dario, I've just eaten." "It's cold..." "What cold!" "Dario!" "Is it true?" "What you said?" "You know what I like about you?" "You make me laugh." "And so?" "I could do with some laughter..." "I found this in the car..." "Hi, Nina!" "I spoke with your mother this morning." "I've been looking for you all day." "Christ!" "Nina, I don't want anything." "I know I went a bit far." "What are you trying to prove?" "So you think you'll get better?" "This is Cristiana." "Hi." "Last November, Martino asked about you." "Martino?" "My son..." "More..." "More..." "Luke won't be happy." "Cut!" "Nice, eh?" "Icarus: the 'Tool Of Man', the absolute symbol." "These ritual porns will be successful this season." "Hopefully." "What are you doing?" "Calamarro, rope!" "I told them not to do that." "What should I do when on top?" "What do you think, a monologue from Hamlet?" "What are you doing?" "Joan of Arc?" "I'll do the porno Joan of Arc." "Let's put all the characters in a porn scene." "You look like a deportee!" "We can try a wig." "Right!" "Put a wig on, it'll be better." "Girls, let's go!" "'Tool Of Man' awaits!" "I told you that you'll need help." "You know, I love your hair." "It's good, isn't it?" "Yes, but should you be eating this?" "Why not?" "Want a sip?" "No, thank you!" "I have little appetite, I think it's because of chemotherapy." "I'd love to cook you something." "Are you inviting me to your house?" "No, it's not..." "Tomorrow at noon!" "You like it?" "You cooked this yourself?" "Of course!" "OK, Nina I admit." "I bought it." "In this neighbourhood it's easier to find exotic food than pasta." "Don't crucify me for that." "I tried..." "So... you work as a musician?" "No, it's in our spare time." "We all have other occupations." "For example, I teach secondary school." "Now I'm ill, and I couldn't have afforded this house if it wasn't for my father." "I can't stop working." "In my line of work disease is not taken into account." "Been doing it long?" "Three years..." "To earn more." "Disgusted?" "No!" "Not disgusted." "Why?" "I just don't understand..." "I don't understand how you can work every day doing the same thing." "Work is work." "I love to teach children." "My mother always tells me this story:" "When I was little, we went to the sea." "I went for a swim..." "When I came out of the water, all wet" "I went under the umbrella took off my bathing suit and totally nude, walked across the beach..." "Everyone looked at me." "I went to the cabin and put on a clean swimsuit." "I finished the story." "Yes." "Tell me... about your friend Cristiana..." "What do you want to know?" "It's just..." "I mean...." "You have a girlfriend?" "No." "She left me when she found out I was sick." "She said she didn't feel right." "Bad luck never comes alone." "Maybe this time it wasn't bad luck." "Dario..." "What?" "Nothing!" "You startled me." "Relax!" "I'm fine." "Listen, I want to ask you something." "You and Nina..." "Why laugh?" "You mean did I ever sleep with her?" "And that night on the beach?" "Flavio, nothing happened..." "Are you in love with Nina?" "Be careful!" "It's burning!" "This infusion is burning!" "Let me fix it." "Fuck, Dario!" "Be careful!" "Be patient, Nina." "It's the penultimate session." "Nothing today?" "No, I did blood analysis." "I'll be back later." "Go away!" "Tuesday I'm doing analysis." "You'll see, everything will be fine!" "You are much better." "Bullshit, I feel bad." "I don't know what to expect." "How about we have a night out with your new friends afterwards?" "Why?" "You like one of them?" "Who?" "The blonde one?" "Really!" "You like the blonde?" "Who?" "Me?" "Dario, you're sure it's here?" "This is the place." "She said a castle." "No!" "Dario..." "I am curious..." "Nina is happy for us to watch." "Come on!" "Hi!" "It's so nice that you came." "He didn't want to come up." "I didn't say that..." "You wouldn't come up..." "Why wouldn't you come up?" "No, It's just..." "You..." "Are you embarrassed?" "It's nice here." "It's my turn..." "Want to watch?" "I am the champion, challenge me if you have the courage." "Nearly got him..." "It won't budge..." "He'd swallow a machine!" "Going back?" "It's their job..." "Aren't you jealous?" "Not anymore." "And you?" "What do you mean?" "Of Nina?" "Jealous?" "At least..." "I got to meet her friends." " And me!" " Really?" " It's raining!" " Want a jacket?" "Thanks!" "Wait, Nina!" "Come here!" "Come." "I don't know how to kiss a women who makes porn." "But there you are..." "Look..." "I love you, Nina." "Would you sleep with me?" "Just sleep." "Do you mind?" "Imagine what would happen if Max had problems with you." "The idea of this image overlay, this double game..." "Yes." "Why am I on there?" "He saw those clips we made two years ago, and thought that..." "The truth is that I am sick, and am not good for you..." "It's true, right?" "Can we have some silence, please?" "You!" "Why you have stopped?" "Continue with your fucking job..." "What are you doing with that shit...?" "The hell with you all." "I work with idiots..." "You can get dressed." "Come by for the results on Wednesday." "What a surprise." "Fuck me." "Fuck me." "You've always wanted to, right?" "Do it!" "Fuck me!" "Do me hard!" "Howl!" "Push!" "Flavio." "It's Nina." "I received the results." "It's good..." "Yes." "I'll come over now." "Bye." "Easy..." "So...shall we celebrate?" "I brought something." "I'll get a glass." "I got the results this morning." "It has spread all over." "They can't do anything." "Bye-bye, Flavio!" "Where do you keep the food?" "I think I burned it a little." "I never was a good cook." "It's easier to do porn." "If that can give you pleasure, I'm here to do it." "Sorry." "You won't win any prizes!" "I added a calming sedative." "I stole it from the department." "What did the doctor say?" "Tell me, how much have I left?" "Take it easy." "A little." "I may have time to do one more infusion." "You play the fool, while I suffer!" "Yes." "Fool!" "I play the fool." "I play the fool, but I don't know what else to do." "There's so much misery in this world." "And I see it every day." "You know what you are, you sick bastard?" "Supremely oppressed!" "Make me feel like shit!" "I can handle it!" "Not anymore..." "Know what?" "From now on..." "I'll make my joints this big." "Stay for dinner?" "Invite Cristiana and the little one." "Listen to me!" "I've spent beautiful moments with you." "You have my thanks." "Nina!" "Where have you been?" "What do you mean?" "Don't you get it, Baroni?" "I'm the one that used you." "Give it to your wife." "I've seen this before at work." "Many continue to live." "I want that." "Nina!" "I'm still not dead." "Not yet!" "Will I call a doctor?" "Want something?" "Yes." "What?" "I want... to make love with you." "Easy..." "Yes..." "Easy!" "Sorry!" "I don't know if I will recover." "Everything hurts." "Wait." "Wait!" "OK?" "Like this?" "Does it hurt, baby?" "No..." "I've been in porn movies for 13 years, and still don't know what exactly surprises me." "You came back, Nina?" "I came to see the sea." "You know that's not how it was!" "Nothing is as it was." "What role are you dressed as?" "A Mother of the Regiment..." "Renaissance, Milena!" "Renaissance!" "Get ready." "I'll need you in a quarter of an hour." "They used to film westerns here." "A boy or a girl?" "Feel, and tell me." "Dario asked me to go on vacation with him." "I'll stay with Martino." "Really!" "And you?" "When are you due?" "Re-Translated into English by Holo69" "Further worked on by clenston53"