"Another one?" "Where are you going?" "I have an interview." "Don't I take care of you?" "You can't go!" "What do you want?" "What the hell do you want?" "That'll be 48 dollars." "What the hell, you guys are always right, and I'm always wrong." "Bastards." "So I'm the sacrificial lamb, is that it?" "Bullshit." "If you guys aren't happy, it's fine." "If I'm not happy, I'm crazy." "Why didn't you take my call?" "Are you out with another guy?" "Get your ass back here!" "I'm downstairs." "Take your time." "I'll wait, bye." "Where're you going?" "Stay right here." "I want to be alone." "Alone?" "You promised to be with me," "You promised to stand by me!" "I just don't want you to get hurt out there." "Who is out there to hurt me?" "You are the one who is hurting me!" "3 years since our son died, and 3 years you've been tormenting me." "Isn't it enough?" " What are you talking about?" " You're a man..." " What are you talking about?" " ..." "I'm begging you..." "Am I supposed to console you and take care of you?" "What are you talking about?" "I have always taken care of you!" "Loan sharks knock on our door every other day, that's how well you've taken care of me!" "My mother has to mortgage the apartment to pay your debt, what do you want from me?" "What more do you want from me?" "You won't let me get a job," "You won't even let me out to get grocery!" "What do you want me to do?" "Please, just let me go." "Our son is dead," "He will never come back." "Just let go, ok?" "I am letting it go too." "I'm begging you." "There is someone else." "There is someone else." "I know there is someone else." "If there is, will you..." " Don't come near me!" " I am sorry." " Don't come near me!" " I am sorry." "Help!" "Stop screaming!" "Stop screaming!" "I am sorry!" "Don't touch me!" "I'll make it up to you." "I'll make it better." "I'm sorry, I'll make it better." "I've forgotten what our son looks like." "I've forgotten what our son looks like." "He wants to go to college but his phone isn't working." "I try to call him but his phone ran out of juice." "He says he wants to be a pilot." "How am I supposed to find him?" "Sang"." "How do I find him?" "I understand." "I really miss him." "Don't be like this." "Hello" "I'm okay." "Almost." "You've been waiting long?" "Let me take it." "I'm okay, you don't have to..." "Help!" "Help!" "Help!" "Help!" "No!" "No!" "I won't go!" "Help!" "I won't leave you!" "Hello" "Daughter..." "What's wrong?" "Say something!" "I'm downstairs!" "Wai Ling!" "My daughter..." "Help..." "Wai Ling!" "Help..." "Help..." "There was a man at that window." "What are you doing?" "!" "Don't do anything stupid!" "Get out of here." "Early this morning a tragic event has happened in Mongkok district." "A man is suspected of pushing his wife out of their 6th story apartment, resulting in her death." "When the officer arrived at the crime scene, the suspect set fire to a natural gas tank." "Fortunately, the doors and windows were open, minimizing the damage of the explosion." "The officer and the suspect are seriously injured." "Wai Ling, come back!" "Wai Ling, come back please!" "Come back to me..." "The court granted an extension before delivering a verdict on the FAN KWOK SANG murder case." "Claiming Insanity in his defense, the suspect's attorney pleaded with the court to wait for results of a psychiatric evaluation." "Injustice!" " This is not a fair trial!" " Are you going to appeal?" "Do you think you'll ever forgive the killer?" "Give me back my daughter!" "The psychiatric evaluation indicates that the suspect suffers from schizophrenia." "The jury found the suspect guilty of involuntary manslaughter, and the judge mandated treatment at a mental institute for an indefinite period." ""MING SUM PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL"" ""3 YEARS LATER"" ""Fan Kwok Sang's Diary"" "Doctor Chow." "Come in." "Good morning Doctor." "Hello Fan." "This is our new resident psychiatrist, Dr. Wong." "Have you been sleeping well?" "Fine." "I dream a lot." "What kind of dreams?" "All kinds." "I dream of you a lot." "Me?" "The dream looked pretty much like right now." "Around the same time of the day." "You sat as you do now." "Did you dream of her as well?" "Was she in your dream?" "I just met her, how could I dream of her?" "Do you recall what was I doing in your dream?" "You said, after 3 years of treatment," "I have been cured." "And you promised to let me out of here." "If I tell you that you will soon be released," "what would you do?" "Find a job." "Make a new life for myself." "What kind of job?" "A waiter, or a delivery man." "A Fed-Ex man maybe." "What about a phone operator?" "Hello" "I'm looking for Ms. Fong." "Your name is Wong, right?" "No one here named Fong." "I think you have the wrong number." "I'm looking for Fong Wai Ling." "Don't you know her?" "Fong Wai Ling was my wife." "She passed away several years ago." "She was pushed off a building by her husband." "Why did you kill her?" "I blamed her for our son's death." "After our son died, I worked very hard." "To give her a good life." "But she cheated on me." "Sol..." "Only later did I realize I was mentally ill." "I was not in control of myself." "For three years I was unemployed, and lived on borrowed money." "The truth is, my wife was always there for me." "She wanted to help me." "I was suspicious." "I accused her of cheating on me." "In the end I..." "Looking back," "I still don't understand why I did what I did." "Dr. Chow, please stop testing me with this." "This is really painful." "Fan." "People will not stop asking you these questions." "But I have faith in you." "To me, this is the worst punishment." "As you can see, he knows he is sick, he knows about the hallucinations, and he is capable of dealing with it." "He is also aware of his mood swings, and would come to me for help when needed." "He can also describe the effects of his medications." "As long as he keeps taking his medications," "I believe that he is ready to leave the hospital and rejoin society." "Fan's bipolar disorder was caused by his son's death." "For 3 years, he never sought help, and it developed into acute schizophrenia." "But we are all aware that such a development so late in his life means the prospect of recovery is quite high." "He is definitely ready to leave." "You honestly think that he is stable enough?" "His emotional response is to be expected." "Had he been inexpressive in those conditions, then we ought to be concerned." "Hold on a second..." "So he is off the hook just after 3 years?" "For murder?" "This is not a courthouse." "And we're not hereto discuss morality." "The court sent him here for treatment." "He is just a patient." "When he's cured, he should leave." "If the media gets a hold of this, there could be a scandal." "Sir," "What if we move him from solitary treatment into group observation for a while?" "Doctor Lui," "Remember the Leung On murder case, in 1988?" "The convicted was also sentenced to psychological treatment." "She was discharged after a few years." "And nothing has happened to this day." "You're not worried about the media?" "I'm a doctor." "I don't care about what the media says." "Do you?" "Fan shouldn't have to face unnecessary pressure." "Everyone on this planet faces pressure." "You do." "And so do I." "As you can see," "He is perfectly alright now." "Sir, your call." "The hospital's budget hasn't changed in so many years." "But new patients arrive every day." "We can't even have a meeting without phones ringing off the hook." "We are short-handed." "We can't keep a guy here forever, if he is cured." "Sir, non-critical patients can be released, but this guy is a murderer." "Fan is just a patient." "That is the only applicable label here." "Fan is Doctor Chow's patient." "We should respect his opinion." "So be it." "It's just work." "No hard feeling." "Is this Jackie?" "I need a favor." "Mrs. Chan is due for a visit with her doctor." "Can you look after the patient for me?" "I'll be back and pick her up." "Sure, I will hurry." "I will get you the documents when I return." "Thanks,bye." "Be punctual." "Don't call in sick unless you really are." "You start on Monday." "Thank you sir!" "I'll come back to visit you again in three weeks." "Call me if you need anything." "My number is already in your phone." "I gotta go." "Go ahead and settle in first." "I have a complain." "She won't let me wear makeup." "What's up with that?" "Mona, you were late already." "Doctor Chow is very busy." "You two have a date or something?" "Mona." "It's been a year since your last visit." "Miss me?" "Ms. Sham says she had to track you down in nightclubs." "Why do you refer to your girlfriend like she's a stranger?" "Recovered patients usually are non-violent." "Especially Ah Leung" "It's unlikely that he pushed you on purpose" "Have you been taking your medicine?" "Yes" "I take all kinds of drugs, except the ones prescribed by you." "You're here because of your drug habits, and you still want to be a junkie?" "Do you follow the daily schedule for rehabilitation?" "Men ask me out, and I go out." "I don't have a schedule." "You must learn to say no to these men." "Not all of them are sincere." "That's why I need to try them out." "Do you like me?" "I just want to get married and have children." "Why do they all run away?" "I have no right to interfere with your private life, but if you keep hurting yourself, as your doctor, it is my responsibility." "We can be a couple..." "Mona." "What are you doing?" "I knew you'd be jealous." "Stop pretending." "It'll take at least 3 months to transfer her to another doctor." "3 months is not a critical delay in her case." "She now has illusions about me." "She will do better with a female doctor." "They brought him in 40 years ago." "That was my first day working here too." "In the first few months," "His wife and daughter visited him every week." "Later, they visited once in a couple months." "Finally, they stopped coming at all." "They even changed their phone number." "Who knows if it was for better or worse?" "Now we're letting him out, but how could anyone know that he'd kill himself on the last day?" "Perhaps he was afraid to start over again." "He realized that his life was all for naught." "What was left had no value at all." "Sir, was I right to release Fan?" "This is the first time I've seen you question yourself." "God knows." "Just remember, he is your responsibility now." "You said the same thing when I was a student." "Today it's the last lesson." "I have terminal cancer." "The doctor gave me 3 months." "6 if I'm lucky." "You are the first one to know." "It is okay, that's life" "My wife passed away long ago, and I have no children." "I will be fine." "Also, will you take my place as director of this hospital?" "You're more than qualified, don't worry." "No,I'm not worried about myself," "I'm concerned about your health." "Then it's all set." "What about Doctor Lui?" "He is contemplating retirement." "You can do it." "It's going to be alright." "What would you like to order?" "We have a set menu for two:" "a soup, a main course, and drinks." "How are you doing?" "Settling in?" "I heard you've moved into your own place." "It's more convenient." "Whatever makes you more comfortable." "Fan!" "I've got to work." "Take a look at the menu first." "What would you like?" "I spent three years treating him and now he is out." "This is the real beginning." "Doctor Chow." "I should be the one doing patient follow up." "You should spend more time with your girlfriend." "Another thing," "The director selected me to take his position." "The board has approved." "Really?" "Cheers!" "So now you'll have even less time for me?" "Why don't you just move in with me?" "So I can cook and raise kids?" "What?" "I thought we agreed not to have kids." "Perhaps we should reconsider..." "No." "Can I ask why?" "What's wrong with just the two of us?" "Fan!" "Fan?" "Here, have some soup." "No need." "I made..." " Why are you here again?" " Fan!" " You are going to get me fired!" " I brought you some soup." "I'll go take a look." "Okay." "Have some." "What is it?" "It took me a long time to make this, why do you throw it away?" "Stop bringing me things." "You look terrible." "Work is tough?" "Quit your job now." "Wai Ling's life insurance paid off." "It's more than enough for us to live on." "Have you lost your senses?" "Stop taking those medications." "Doctor Chow!" "Doctor Chow!" "Not only did you cure him, you follow up with visits." "You are a good man." "Please help me convince him to come and live with me." "Let us live like mother and son." "Let us live in peace." "I got it." "Let me talk to him." "Doctor you are truly a good man." "How can I ever repay you?" "Thank you." "Don't work too hard." "Thank you, Doctor Chow." "She comes often?" "She used to come to the hostel everyday, so I moved." "I don't know how she tracked me down and now she comes here." "Looks like I got to look for a new job." "If she bothers you again, you should call the police." "Me?" "Call the police on her?" "Hey Doc," "I stopped taking my medications." "Don't look at me like that." "I have not relapsed." "Were there side effects?" "I can't sleep;" "I can't work." "Come see me at the hospital." "I'll write you a new prescription." "Why are all these people talking to me?" "I don't understand." "Everyone wants to talk." "They surround me and talk non-stop." "It is terrible." "I scream at them, and kick them," "I cuss at them..." "May!" "Lift him up." "Mr. Director." "Chlosedine just announced that they are recalling their product due to quality control problems." "We need to maintain observation for signs of side effects and negative reaction." ""Incoming call:" "Fan"" ""1 missed call"" ""Contact List:" "Doctor Chow"" ""Contact List:" "Chan-Social Worker"" ""Contact List:" "Doctor Chow"" "Hello." "This is Lam." "The Director just passed away." "He wanted you to take over this place." "Here are the keys." "He used the space to store his books." "Dr.Lau," "You... you've grown into a man!" "I would've walked right pass you on the street!" ""In memory of Fong Wai Ling"" "I knew you'd come to see her." "You miss her?" "Then you should visit her more often." "Why did I let her marry you?" "Why was I so late that day?" " Please stop." " I let you throw her out of the window." "I'm such..." " an useless mom." " Please stop." "Why?" "You know why she wanted to leave you?" "Because she was pregnant with you baby." "She was afraid that you would hurt the baby." "You had not only killed my daughter." "You'd killed your own baby!" "Mark my words," "I'm never going mad." "I'm going to stalk you until the day I die." "I'm going to stalk you until the day I die." "Chow Ming Kit not only graduated with first class honors, his essay was published in the Asia Medical Journal." "You got here." "Where're you going buddy?" "Come home with me." "The Director asked me to take care of him." "You know," "I used to visit just for the tea." "Take it then." "Here are the spare keys." "The Director spoke of you a lot." "That you were an excellent student." "He thought the world of you." "You were his favorite." "What else did he say about me?" "You really want to know?" "Cocky, stubborn, lack of regard to others' words." "Being cocky belies self-confidence." "Stubbornness comes from faith in oneself." "Regarding others... well, why should I care if they say foolish things?" "He also asked me to look after you" "Not necessary now." "You are the Director." "Fan?" "Doctor Chow, I have a question for you." "What is it?" "Was my wife pregnant when she died?" "Impossible!" "Who told you that?" "Why do you lie to me?" "Stop lying to me!" "Why would I lie to you?" "It would've been in the coroner's report." "People like me deserve to die." "Don't let it get into your head." "Have you been taking your medications?" "I killed my wife, and my own child." "Fan?" "Doc, please put my ash next to my wife's." "Fan!" "Where are you?" "I want to see you." "Doc, I deserve to die." "No one deserves to die!" "Don't be foolish!" "I shouldn't have left the hospital." "Scum like me." "Are you going to jump or not?" "You don't pick up the phone." "You don't jump." "You're a wimp!" "Waiting for your wife to stop you?" "Fan!" "Fan!" "You're going to bring the cops down on me." "Here, I'll give you a push." "Jump!" "Jump!" "What happened?" "Sir..." "It was an accident." "Go, quickly." "Go!" "Come on!" "MY phone." "Act as if nothing happened, go home, pack, get out." "Remember," "I was never here." "Are you listening?" "Medicine!" "Remember to take your medicine!" "Medicine." "I will call you!" "Medicine?" "Where's my medicine?" "Around 11 PM tonight a tenant spotted a dead body on the rooftop of a residential building in To Kwa Wan." "Police has sealed off the area." "Our sources tell us that someone had called the police earlier about a fight on the rooftop." "Open the door please." "Police." "Ok, coming." "Did you notice anything unusual earlier this evening?" "Lots of people come and go around here." "I didn't notice anything peculiar." "If you think of anything, please give us a call." "Something's wrong with that guy." "This?" "What do you mean?" "He is just weird." ""Patient:" "Fan Kwok Sang Doctor:" "Chow Ming Kit"" "What's up?" "There are two detectives here to see you." "I asked them to wait inside." "Dr. Chow, director of our hospital." "Hello, Mr. Director." "I am Detective Lee from Kowloon West Regional Crime Unit." "Have a seat." "We'd like to ask about your patient, Fan Kwok Sang." "Sure." "Have you seen him in the past few days?" "No." "But I talk to him from time to time." "It's difficult for a patient to re-adjust to society." "He needs care and friendship." "Friendship?" "To a recovering patient, sometimes a friend is more helpful than a doctor." "Has Mr. Fan shown any sign of relapse lately?" "He is completely cured." "But he is still on medication." "Only supplementary drugs." "What exactly happened?" "Three days ago, a homicide took place near his residence." "We want to ask him a few questions." "Are you sure he is connected to the incident?" "Just due diligence." "We're questioning all tenants." "If he contacts you, please let us know." "Thank you for your time." "Doctor Chow." "Fan, Where are you?" "Do they know it was me?" "I'm done." "What should I do?" "Should I go into hiding?" "Turn yourself in." "I spent three years in that hospital, I'm not going back!" "I won't do it." "You can't get away, they'll find you sooner or later." "You told me to run away." "Now you tell me to turn myself in?" "You said you'd stand by me." "Now you wanna walk away?" "I won't go back!" "Did you skip your medication?" "I brought some for you." "Your pills have no use at all!" "You're trying to drug me, so cops can take me down!" "I will cure you, trust me!" "How can I trust you?" "I'll get in touch." "Last night around 7:30 pm" "A 10 year old boy was stabbed multiple times in a park in Tsz Wan Shan." "The boy remains hospitalized and in critical condition." "Police believes that the perpetrator is a man in his forties." "At the crime scene," "Detectives found a chef's knife which they believe to be the weapon used." "Hello ls this Doctor." "Chow?" "Who is this?" "I'm the host of the radio show "Current News Talk"." "I'd like to talk to you about the surge of violent acts..." "Sorry, I have no comment." "After the rooftop slaying on Monday, there was the park stabbing last night." "Fan Kwok Sang seems to be wanted by the police." "Do you think he is connected to these events?" "Do you know where he is?" "I don't know, I have no comment..." "He was institutionalized for killing his wife, and you released him from the hospital." "How can you be sure that he will not commit violent acts again?" "Mentally ill or not, every parolee has a possibility of relapse." "99% of violent acts are committed by people who are "sane"." "Yet the media correlates violence with mental illness" "Dr. Chow's view certainly differs from the public's opinion." "Thank you for sharing with us." "Now let's take a call from a listener." "Mr. Director." "Mr. Director." "Doctor, I think my son is ill." "What's wrong with him?" "He talks to himself." "He sees people when there aren't any." "He says our home is full of his mates." "I pulled him out of school so he won't freak out other kids." "Some say that he is possessed that I should take him to the temple." "But I don't believe in spirits." "I took him to many doctors." "They bounce me back and forth back and forth." "Some say nothing's wrong with him." "I am very confused." "As his mother," "I know that something is wrong." "Please help him!" "okay" "Can you step outside for a second?" "I'd like to talk to him alone." "You know your mother is ill, don't you?" "She is in pain." "Can you fix her?" "Doctor, what is wrong with him?" "Don't worry." "He will be alright." "Really?" "Come back next week, for a follow up." "You don't look too well." "Discoloration on your face." "My stomach has been acting up lately" "Come back yourself tomorrow for an examination." "I don't want to trouble you..." "Not at all." "Well then, thank you!" "Let's go home." "You're here?" "It's very late." "You've been busy." "I'm just doing a little tidy up." "Chow," "I want to show you something, come here." "Two and a half months..." "Didn't we agree not to have kids?" "It was an accident..." "We're getting married anyway." "Marriage and kids are two separate things." "I thought you understood." "What kind of a world is this?" "It is a screwed up world!" "Better to keep a dog." "We have no time to raise a child." "What do you want me to do?" "If you really want to keep it, there is nothing I can do." "But it will not be the same between us." "Please don't keep the child." "Why?" "I am selfish." "I do not want the responsibility!" "Dr. Chow." "We have a gathering this weekend." "Please come." "We haven't celebrated your promotion yet." "Nothing to celebrate." "Maybe you should take some time off." "A vacation with your girlfriend." "Not interested." "Doctor Lui is just worried about you." "He advises me in front of another doctor." "It's an insult!" "Since Fan was released, you have had no control over his actions." "As long as you have a clear conscience." "You really want my desk, don't you?" "That radio host- you told her to call me, didn't you?" "It's not what you think." "You're under a lot of pressure." "Leave me alone, and I'll have less pressure." "Didn't you say that pressure is what motivates you?" "Don't look at me as if I am your patient." "Doctor Chow." "Doctor Lui is just concerned for you, that's all." "It always starts out this way." "You'll get used to it." "Ms Sham." "Bye" "Everything I do, I do my best." "I don't want to disappoint anyone." "I am the best student, the most popular doctor." "I want to be the best husband." "I hope you understand," "I don't want to be a disappointing father." "A patient needs me." "Only I can help." "When I finish, I will come back." ""Incoming Call:" "Sham"" "Whatever it is, let's work it out together." "Where are you?" "Please call me, Bye." "I'm taking days off from work." "Please keep it a secret." "If other people find out," "I'll be ruined." "Don't try to find me." "Other than your home and your office," "I have no idea where to look for you." "I know so little about you." "I have a place for you." "No need to hide anymore." "Thank you for taking me in." "I will leave once everything quiets down." "You only have one role here:" "my patient." "After you're cured, you can go anywhere you want." "I am already cured." "The rooftop was an accident." "lam fine." "This is not a common cold." "It's not up to you to decide." "It's not easy to diagnose your own brain." "When someone is sick in the head, he loses the ability to make a judgment." "He can't properly judge his own state of mind." "So he never realizes that he is sick?" "It's hard for him to know." "That's why you must trust me completely." "I've set up a schedule for you:" "when do you wake up, when do you sleep, when do you eat." "You must tell me everything you do and want to do." "Every pill you take, every reaction will be recorded." "What's the difference between this and being back at the hospital?" "At the hospital, no doctor treats a patient 24/7" "Here I am not only your doctor," "I am your psychiatrist, your nurse, your friend, even your family." "I will observe, treat, and cure you." "I need absolute cooperation." "Do you understand?" "Let's begin." "We began when you set foot in this room." "Schizophrenia affects your abilities to focus and to remember." "Part of the treatment is monitoring how you react to things." "Orange" "Banana ls that woman fat or pregnant?" "Telephone." "Your phone is ringing." ""Incoming call:" "Sham"" ""1 missed call"" "I cannot come to the phone right now, please leave a message." "The patient showed adequate logical and emotional response." "No signs of repression or hallucinations." "His eyesight is sharp." "All reactions are normal." "Yet he has no awareness of his illness." "What is the problem?" "What are you doing?" "Nothing." "Did you take your medicine?" "Yes, in the morning" "You can check the video." "You are improving." "I think the medicine is working." "How much longer with the pills?" "I'll let you know." "You keep reading that book, ls it that good?" "You slept for more than 20 hours," "I had to find something to do." "What?" "I'm full" "Losing appetite after your medication?" "Please, stop looking at me like that." "Like how?" "Like I am a patient" "Like I could act up any moment" "Do you feel pressure?" "Stop staring and I'll feel better." ""Psychiatric Rehabilitation Counseling"" "Doc," "What is sane and what is insane?" "You say I'm sick, but the hospital says I'm cured." "The world is larger than the hospital." "So it's really a tyranny of the majority:" "suppose I'm sane, but everyone else is insane," "So to them, I'm insane!" "I have no say in the matter." "Even after I'm cured," "People can still insist that I'm ill." "That's discrimination!" "So it's better to hide my illness, than to admit that I was cured." "Don't you think?" "Time to take your medicine" "What do you mean by this?" "How long have you been doing this?" "There are side effects" "Side effects or not, you must take your pills!" "I told you, I am cured." "How long have you been doing this?" "Didn't you say I was improving?" "I no longer give him pills, instead I put it in his food." "He's been sleeping for more than 2O hours." "A normal dosage." "Even though the drug induces sleep, but not this long?" "You're up?" "I've been up for 6 hours." "I know you're watching me," "I've been watching you too, for 6 hours." "Watching me?" "I know you're drugging my food, sneaking around." "Why lie to me?" "I told you I'm OK now." "You said, we need to trust each other." "It's for your own good" "For my own good?" "By insisting that I'm sick?" "I say again:" "I am not sick!" "I don't want any more pills." "Take them yourself!" "If you can find them." "You threw them away?" "Whatever." "You promised to work with me." "Why do you..." "Resist." "Why do you resist?" "Doctor Chow?" "I thought you went on vacation?" "Something came up." "I'm leaving in a few days." "It's pretty late in the day..." "Just need to pick up a few things." "In a lab coat?" "Looked like you were back on duty." "Just a habit, I guess." "Did you drive?" "No, it's okay." "I have my own car." "Can you give us a lift?" "I didn't drive today." "I'm not leaving just yet." "I thought you were just picking up a few things." "No sweat." "Have fun on vacation!" "Bye" "He's acting strange." "Do you have his girlfriend's number?" "I do." "Call her right away." "Dr. Chow, hold on a sec." "You alright?" "I'm fine." "Mr. Director!" "Fan Kwok Shang!" "Fan Kwok Shang!" "Fan Kwok Shang!" "Stop stealing drugs." "It's no use now." "Don't waste your energy." "I've decided to leave." "You have to take your medicine." "Take it!" "Why don't you take it?" "I think you need it more." "You are a workaholic and a perfectionist." "You think you are in control." "You think you enjoy the pressure." "The truth is, you can't handle it." "Do you suffer from anxiety attacks?" "Do you have trouble paying attention or keeping your thoughts coherent?" "You're not the first doctor to be ill." "There is no shame in it." "You have all the symptoms." "I've checked them all." "I am not sick!" "You know that is the first reaction." "Denial!" "I am not sick!" "Don't worry, you're not completely mad yet." "Why didn't you call the police on the rooftop?" "You didn't want to be responsible for letting a killer back on the streets." "No..." "I didn't..." "No one must know that I'm still sick." "And that's why I had to be treated here." "Doctor Chow, what should I do?" "Should I hide?" "Turn yourself in." "I'll turn myself in." "You screwed everything up, and I've been helping you all along!" "No!" "You can't turn yourself in." "They'll get me eventually." "I am your doctor." "I'm responsible for you." "I won't give up." "Everyone is selfish." "I don't blame you." "I'll help you." "That's why I'm telling you the truth:" "you are schizophrenic." "You can't run from it." "Doctor Chow." "Doctor Chow." "I have worked so hard to cure you." "How can I face everyone?" "You turn yourself in--what happens to me?" "I'm responsible for you." "You can't go back, you can't turn yourself in." "If you do, I'll be ruined!" "You are acting up." "I have medicine" "I'm cured, Doc." "Why won't you take the medicine?" "You want the cops to get me don't you?" "Doc." "You want to ruin me?" "You want to ruin me?" "I'll get in touch." "You've had a hard life." "It's not easy to keep a secret for 20 years." "He talks to himself." "He sees people where there aren't any." "He says our home is full of his mates." "I pulled him out of school so he won't freak out other kids." "Heritability of schizophrenia is a grey area." "If both parents show symptoms, a child has 36% risk of being affected." "If one parent shows symptoms, the risk is 13% for the child." "As we have discussed before, statistics is not empirical proof." "Morn" "Mommy is lonesome." "Mommy is tired of hiding everything inside." "No one would ever understand me." "When you grow up, please forgive me." "Chow Ming Kit." "Chow Ming Kit." "Chow Ming Kit." "Let me help you." "Chow Ming Kit." "How come you're in there?" "Not me." "It's you." "Me?" "This is not real." "You recognized your hallucinations." "Good." "It's time to take a good look at yourself." "It is easy to help yourself." "Let go of everything you hold dear:" "your pride, career, your past, even the baby." "What are you talking about?" "You fear that mommy's illness is hereditary, is that why you don't want a child?" "Get rid of it, then you'd be fine." "What?" "I'm serious." ""Incoming call:" "Sham"" "Hello?" "Where are you?" "Are you at the workshop?" "We're on our way." "No!" "Let us help you!" "Please don't come!" "Is he really at the old workshop?" "She is on her way." "If you can't do it, let me." "No!" "Don't you hurt her!" "If you hadn't, maybe things would be different?" "No one must know!" "Look." "Shifting the blame again." "He couldn't cure your mother." "This is a pain you carry." "I've relieved it." "From your heart." "The authorities think Fan is connected to the case." "Do you know where he is?" "I do not." "You know." "You're always together." "You know." "Speak!" "He murdered my daughter, why did you..." "Son..." "You've always hated me for being ill." "For leaving you." "Right?" "No..." "Never?" "Never!" "I don't believe you." "I don't hate you." "Maybe not as a kid." "But now?" "I'll help you resolve this." "Please." "I beg you." "Please do not hurt her." "She is already dead." "How can I hurt someone already dead?" "Now you know the pain of a patient." "One more." "You want to do it, or should I? Chow created an alternate Fan in his imagination." "He thought he was treating Fan, but in fact he was treating himself." "I'm fine, I'm not sick." "Where is my medicine?" "Where is my medicine?" "You will get well very soon." "We will wait for you." "How are you feeling today?" "Very good." "Fan would like to speak with you." "You knew I was ill?" "That night in the bus depot," "I saw myself in you." "I turned myself in." "I told you," "I was cured." "I'm responsible for everything I do." "Not you." "The court put me in prison." "Not back in the hospital." "I don't understand why" "I was such a person in your imagination?" "Most likely I projected my own prejudices onto you." "I have something to tell you." "You didn't kill the junkie on the rooftop." "What do you want?" "Sorry." "Murderer!" "He didn't mean to hurt you, he is mentally ill." "Help!" "Stop!" "Be quiet!" "Help!" "I'll give you some money!" "Help!" "Be quiet!" "Be quiet!" "I made the mistake of keeping the secret about my mother for 20 years" "I don't want to keep another secret." "After I killed my wife, my life is over." "Truth is no longer relevant." "No one will believe us anyways." "Doctor Chow, look at me." "Do you still think that I am ill?" "No." "Thank you." "Thank you, Doc." ""In my hands I held everything"" ""Then came a midnight storm"" ""I had a destiny of my own"" ""But it vanished in the morning sun"" ""Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run"" ""Hopeless against nature's power"" ""No shelter can keep out the rain"" ""Life is so fragile"" ""The storm has no reason"" ""lt wrecks everything in its path"" ""Yet it lasts but for a moment"" ""However fierce, it will pass"" ""Lunacy, like the rain falls upon the evil and the good and although it must forever remain a fearful misfortune yet there may be no more sin or shame in it than there is in an ague fit or a fever"" "lnmate of the Glasgow Royal Asylum, 1860"