"Wonderful Life" " Episode 15 - Making Memories..." "Dad..." "Yes, Shin-bi." "Am I going to die?" "What?" "Mom, am I going to die?" "What?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "Am I going to die?" "What are you doing?" "Are you crying?" "I'm not crying." "Go on in." "I have to go to the twins." "Am I going to die?" "I don't like you, Dad!" "I don't like you, Mom!" "Shin-bi." "The baby chick died." "And so did the bear." "You're all liars!" "Shin-bi..." "Do you know what dying means?" "Se-jin." "Do you know what dying means?" "I know." "What does it mean?" "It means I won't live with you." "It means I'll never see you again!" "I don't want to be apart from you!" "That's not true." "You're not dying." "Why would you be dying?" "Your mom and I can't live without you." "You're lying." "The twins told me I'm dying." "Is that true daddy?" "Am I really going to die?" "I'm not going to see you again?" "No, it's not true." "You're not dying." "Who said you're dying?" "Se-jin." "Dad." "Go after her." "Run the tests again." "Se-jin." "I think the test results were wrong." "Why would my bone marrow not be a match for Shin-bi?" "Se-jin." "I'm her mother." "Why wouldn't I be a match?" "There's got to be a mistake." "Please run the tests again!" "Se-jin." "I don't need anything!" "Please give my bone marrow to Shin-bi!" "A parent's bone marrow doesn't always match a child's." "Let's wait for a donor." "How long will that take?" "What if we don't find a donor?" "How can I wait when Shin-bi's in so much pain?" "What's the matter with you?" "Give me the address of a possible donor." "I'll go and beg him." "I can't." "Is that all you can say?" "I'll just beg him to donate his bone marrow." "You said donating bone marrow doesn't affect a person's health!" "They don't reveal addresses." "And even if we knew, we can't force a donation." "Then what's going to happen to Shin-bi?" "Se-jin." "We have to let her suffer?" "Come on, let's go." "You said she was a gift from God." "You told me she wasn't a punishment but a gift." "Is this what you call a gift?" "Sabina." "You should've let me have an abortion!" "It would've been better if I hadn't kept her!" "Then she wouldn't be in this pain!" "He gave her to me when I didn't want her." "Why is He now trying to take her away from me?" "Why is He punishing me now?" "Why does Shin-bi have to suffer?" "He should punish only me!" "Having an abortion is a sin, but taking a child away from her parents isn't?" "Sabina, God is..." "There is no God." "I don't believe in God anymore." "Sabina!" " Sabina!" " Se-jin!" "BP?" "90/60." "Pulse?" "70." "Check her hemoglobin." "Yes, doctor." "It really looks like your mom." "Do you want me to draw you too?" "Would you?" "Why did you cry and upset your parents earlier, my good little puppy?" "Grandpa, I'm not good at all." "Yes?" "Hello." "Father." "Have you been doing well?" "No, I haven't been well." "It would've been better if I hadn't kept her!" "Then she wouldn't be in this pain!" "Why is He punishing me now?" "Why does Shin-bi have to suffer?" "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry, Se-jin." "Can you see God?" "Sure." "Can you speak with God on the phone?" "Sure." "Does He really like good children?" "Yes, He loves good children like you." "Then call Him and make sure you tell Him this." "What should I tell Him?" "Tell Him not to take me away because I'm not at all good." "I didn't want to get the shot, so I cried." "I upset my mom and dad today." "I'm not at all good, am I?" "Sabina, are you awake?" "Father..." "Do you remember how upset you were when you came to me 5 years ago?" "You told me you thought long and hard about asking God for help with your predicament." "You said you couldn't ask Him because you knew the answer." "You said you were too afraid to make the decision alone." "Do you remember?" "Shin-bi's life was in your hands, not anyone else's." "You could've chosen either way at the time." "But you kept her." "Sabina, Shin-bi's life is in your hands again." "Only you can keep her alive or let her die." "You made the difficult decision to keep her then." "Now you have to make another difficult decision." "Father..." "It won't be too late to figure out later if your decision was a gift or punishment." "Be strong." "Don't cry." "Dad." "A husband and father must not let his family see his tears." "A father must never show his family his pain, no matter how difficult it is to conceal it." "You must keep it together, so your family can keep it together." "Stay on your feet so they can stay on theirs." "You must smile for your family to smile." "All right..." "I'm sorry, Dad." "I'll cry only today." "All right." "Princess, you're not feeling well today?" "Smile just once, and I'll buy you a pretty hair pin." "Shin-bi, I'm going to buy you a pink hair pin." "Seung-wan stay with Shin-bi." "Okay." "Did Mom brush your hair?" "Give me all of these." "You want all these?" "All right." "Do you know why you're losing your hair?" "It's because your body's fighting bad germs." "The germs hid in your hair." "Now they're saying, "We give up."" "Your body's beating the bad germs, but some of your hair's going down with them." "But it'll grow back quickly." "So the bad germs are running away?" "Yes." "I'll fight your bad germs too." "Okay." "Shin-bi, fighting!" "Me too!" "Fighting!" "No, not me." "Do you want to see?" "Dad, you're the best!" "Shin-bi, you're the best!" "I look so weird." "You're so adorable." "You're so pretty." "Give Daddy a kiss." "Shin-bi, say hi to the baby chick." "How have you been, baby chick?" "It would've been better if the baby chick hadn't died." "Now I can't see it." "Everyone leaves this world one day." "Really?" "Yes, everyone eventually dies." "So the time we have together is very important." "We can't live together forever?" "We can." "We'll end up with good memories if we spend everyday of our lives happily." "The time we spend together and the feelings we have for each other will never go away." "That means we'll be together forever." "Do you remember the baby chick's face?" "I remember." "It loved you." "That's why it has a place in your heart." "Let's live happily together and make happy memories." "Okay." "Isn't there anything else you can do other than a bone marrow transplant?" "We're not possible donors." "All the students from Seung-wan's school got tested too." "How could none of us be a match?" "Could the test results be wrong?" "The chances of finding a match outside the family are 1 in 25,000." "My poor baby..." "Isn't there any other way to save her?" "There's no other way..." "It would've been helpful if Se-jin had Shin-bi's cord blood." "What's cord blood?" "Mom." "Your sister-in-law said there's a 25% chance of a match between siblings." "And an even better chance with cord blood..." "How could you ask us to have a second child now?" "What's wrong with having a second child?" "And you could save Shin-bi's life." "Then what about the life of the baby?" "What?" "It hurts me that Shin-bi wasn't born out of love." "And now you want me to have a second child out of need?" "What I'm trying to say is..." "What would I say to the child later?" "Do I say, "You were born to save Shin-bi"?" "But doing something to save Shin-bi is better than doing nothing!" "I'll find a match." "I'll find that person." "Determination isn't going to get us a donor." "I'll find that person." "Where's Se-jin?" "Don't talk to her about it." "She's exhausted as it is taking care of Shin-bi." "She's barely holding it together." "You two are not desperate enough." "I would do anything to save her!" "Yes, and she would do anything to save her." "That's why I can't let her do it." "Shin-bi's important to me, but so is Se-jin." "Is he that doctor?" "Yes." "I think your dad's better looking." "All right, I'll do it since you like him." "Excuse me, Doctor." "Yes?" "Wait!" "Do you like him that much?" "Yes, but I feel bad for Mr. Do-hyun." "And you don't feel bad for me and your dad?" "Why would I feel bad for you and Dad?" "We'll be lonely when you get married." "Then I won't get married." "Really?" "You're so adorable." "Shin-bi, when were you the happiest?" "When you and Dad hung a swing in the yard." "Yes, that was fun." "What about you?" "Me?" "For me, it's right now." "I'm the happiest now." "Why?" "There are flowers right there." "Where?" "Right over there." "It's pretty." "And you're right here beside me." "Do you love me that much?" "Of course." "You can have it." "Here." "You must be happy you're so popular." "Can I play with him?" "Do you want to?" "Just be careful, and don't go too far." "Hello." "Shin-bi looks like she's in a better mood." "Hyung-wook looks better too." "I'm grateful he's getting through it." "I'm glad you found a donor." "I'm praying the donor won't change his mind." "What do you mean?" "Some donors change their mind at the last minute." "I see..." "Do you have any intention of having a second child?" "What?" "Cord blood from a sibling could help Shin-bi." "I'm just hoping there'll be a donor for Shin-bi." "I'm staking it all for her sake." "Mrs. Han." "Hello." "You must be very worried about Shin-bi." "Let's go somewhere and talk." "Do a better dance." "No, another one." "Not that one." "Can't you dance like the singer Bi?" "I want you to dance like Bi." "Cut!" "You're nothing like Bi." "Can't you dance like him?" "Okay, try Se7en then." "That's good." "That looks great." "Cut!" "You can't do it either?" "I give up!" "You can't dance like Bi or Se7en!" "I don't want to do it!" "Are you mad a me?" "Yes, I'm mad at you." "I guess you can't dance." "So let's forget about dancing." "Let's do something else." "Do you have strong teeth?" "Maybe you can pull something with your teeth." "Or maybe you can do something else with your body part." "Do you like it?" "Yes." "Hi, Shin-bi." "Aunt, Mr. Chang-myung." "Shin-bi, you should call me Uncle." "What did you do today, pretty baby?" "I played with Mom." "Weren't you upset that the bear didn't come today?" "The bear's busy practicing his dance moves for you." "You like Bi, don't you?" "The bear will come when he can dance as good as Bi." "Do you want to see pictures of the bear dancing?" "No." "I know the bear was Dad." "Your dad?" "Yes." "He pretended to be the bear because I'm sick." "You knew?" "You weren't disappointed?" "No, because Dad loves Shin-bi." "Then what about the baby chick?" "I said goodbye to it too." "It's dead, but it's always in my heart." "In your heart?" "Yes, right here." "Who told you that?" "Mom told me." "Mrs. Han, it's me." "You don't have to worry about Shin-bi." "I think Se-jin's going to save Shin-bi." "So don't worry about Shin-bi." "Yes, I'm sure she's going to save her." "Shin-bi, the bad germs are coming out of your body." "Yes, let those bad germs come out." "Mom." "Yes?" "Mom, are you crying?" "No, I'm not crying." "Mom, I'm sorry." "What for?" "I'm sorry I'm sick." "Shin-bi, you shouldn't be sorry." "You're going to be fine soon." "I'm going to throw the bad germs away, okay?" "I'll go help her." "You can let it out once in a while." "It'll make you sick if you keep it all inside." "I think it'll be a long battle." "But I'll never give up." "I'll save Shin-bi." "You can do it." "I'll do it." "So everything's going as scheduled?" "Yes." "Don't worry about the costs." "Just do a good job." "Dad." "What are you doing here?" "I came to pay you back for Shin-bi's hospital bills." "Can I work for it instead?" "It may look like deserted land right now, but it's going to be a rest home for the elderly." "Isn't it hard for you to work on site?" "I've been doing it almost all of my life." "What about you?" "No matter how careful you are, accidents happen on construction sites." "And sometimes all our hard work comes crumbling down due to natural disasters." "But we can't accomplish anything if we're afraid of unexpected events." "Yes..." "Love and family don't happen overnight." "They have to be built slowly, sort of like laying bricks." "Yes, Dad." "You should go." "Shin-bi must be waiting." "Okay." "Dad, call my home later." "Why?" "Mr. Kim, bring me the blueprint." "Yes, sir." "Grandpa and Grandma, I miss you and love you." "I miss Mr. Do-hyun." "I miss Chae-young too." "I miss both of them, so why don't they visit me?" "You seem to be in a good mood." "My girlfriend invited me." "You've gone back to your old playboy ways?" "Stop following me." "I'm not following you." "Then go this way, and I'll go that way." "You may come in now." "Not you too..." "I thought a bone marrow test would be scary, but it's a simple blood test." "You have blood in you?" "What?" "What are you doing, snooping around?" "I just want to see what they're doing." "It's not like we can't look inside." "Move aside." "Is it fun?" "Yes." "Shin-bi, won't you even look at me?" "I came to see you because you said you missed me." "Are you going to just ignore me?" "Why is he smiling at Shin-bi that way?" "Do you want to give him a scary look?" "I'm telling you now, I don't want her to marry someone like him." "Stop overreacting." "You know how to write?" "Mom told me to write the name of a person" "I want to see every time I get a shot." " MOM, DAD, GRANDPA, GRANDMA " " DO-HYUN, CHAE-YOUNG, CHICK, BEAR " "I want to give you this." "It's a present from me." "Thanks." "I'll make good use of it." "And this is for you." "Thanks, Shin-bi." "What are you doing here?" "Mother..." "Mom." "Are you back already?" "Hello." "Grandma." "Goodbye." "Why don't you go to a sauna?" "No, it's okay." "But you smell." "You really should wash up..." "What?" "Mom." "You too." "Mom!" "Shin-bi." "Hyung-wook..." "Come outside." "Aren't they pretty?" "Yes, they are." "Don't fish ever sleep?" "They sleep with their eyes open." "Isn't that amazing?" "Does it have leukemia too?" "It's wearing a hat!" "Really?" "It's true..." "I'm going to play soccer and grow my hair long when I get well." "I won't need my hat after the surgery, so I'll give it to you." "You can use this when your hair grows long." "Thanks." "You've done very well." "The past 4 weeks of treatment have been very successful." "The cancer cells have been destroyed." "So can she go home?" "It's too soon to let our guard down." "She'll be getting chemotherapy every two weeks." "So she'll be all right as long as she gets treatment?" "She'll be just fine as long as we find a donor." "So we must find a donor soon." "It's just the beginning." "Her immune system is weaker which means she's susceptible to complications." "You two have to be strong." "I don't want you to worry too much." "But you've already scared us." "I want you be prepared, so you won't be caught off guard." "Shin-bi, are you happy to go home?" "What do you want to do when you leave the hospital?" "I want to go to an amusement park." "An amusement park?" "You want to go to an amusement park?" "Then we'll go." "But you know you have to wear a mask at all times." "Mom, I want to say goodbye to Hyung-wook." "Who's Hyung-wook?" "He's her boyfriend." "What?" "Boyfriend?" "But all men are wolves, except for me!" "He's not a wolf." "What?" "We'll be right back." "Come on, Shin-bi." "Where's Hyung-wook?" "Well..." "He was fine last night, but this morning he..." "He was so happy a donor was found..." "Say goodbye to Hyung-wook." "Where is he?" "He went to visit the baby chick." "The baby chick?" "So I can't see him anymore?" "I told you that the ones you love stay in your heart forever." "Say goodbye." "Bye, Hyung-wook." "I'm going home today." "Bye." "Let's go, Shin-bi." "God, do all good people die early?" "But God, I'm not always good." "I cried when I was getting my shots." "And I make my mom and dad cry a lot." "Bad germs are coming out of your body." "God, isn't it a lot of work to have people die, and then have to make more people?" "God, can't you leave the people who are living alone?" "Now you're even stealing fish from the hospital?" "I never stole it." "I asked your brother to get it for me." "Shin-bi insisted we take it home." "Do you want to take the fish to the park?" "I want to set the fish free in the pond." "I thought you wanted to bring it home." "Bye, fish." "You shouldn't be sick now that you're out of the hospital." "Se-jin." "Yes?" "Do you remember this place?" "Sure." "Do you think Shin-bi will be able to come back here when she's our age?" "Sure, she should." "I'm sure she will." "What do you want to do now?" "What's wrong, Shin-bi?" "Shin-bi." "Hyung-wook." "Come on, your dad's waiting." "Shin-bi, why didn't you tell us where you're going?" "What's wrong?" "Mom, Dad, I want to go on the merry-go-round." "The merry-go-round?" "Okay, let's go." "Shin-bi!" "Are you having fun?" "Tell me right away if you feel dizzy or your head hurts." "525 00:57:58,862 -- 00:58:03,845 No, I'm fine." "I want to ride on it." "Shin-bi, look!" "God, I'm not always good." "I told the father earlier." "Didn't you hear?" " Credits " "Transcribed KBFD subs, timing,  editing by: onoturtle QC: innerouter2000, chowfan" "***Special Thanks: aNToK for episode titles!"