"Doyouevenget  what mom's alters do?" "Ruinmyfuckinglife?" "Marsh,man,Iam- - I am so sorry." "Thatwasn'tme ." "I would never" "Andmaybeyoucan  get him to fuck you," "But he is gonna marry a girl," "And he's never gonna love you the same way that you love him." "Remembermewhen you win your oscar, okay?" "Whatthehellisthat ?" "Isawit on yourfridge, and I couldn't resist." "Kitty,wefellinlove ." "Youknow,youmighthave  grounds for sexual harassment." "You should call h.r." "Sometimesthestrongestthing you can do is ask for help." "Iwannacommendyou  for making your way here." "We'rejustluckymysister was able to watch the kids." "Isthiswhatnormalpeople are like," "What dinner's supposed to feel like?" "She'snotgonnabring that new guy over" "And sleep with him in our bed, is she?" "Ibroughtjiffypop !" "It'snotjustfucking, and you know it." "Whatcantara expect from this?" "Myprogramprovidesatwo week protected environment" "Where patients can really dig in." "You can't get better until you know what happened to you." "Atboardingschool," "She had sex with a guy she didn't want to have sex with." "Hisnameis  trip johanssen." "Ifmyalters won't tell me what happened," "Then I wanna find him myself." "I wanna find trip johanssen." "Imissyou." "[Laughs]" "[Contemplative music]" "* *" "* Open up the sky *" "* This mess is getting high *" "* It's windy, and our family needs a ride *" "* *" "* I know we'll be just fine *" "* When we learn to love the ride *" "* *" "* I know we'll be fine *" "* When we learn to love the ride *" "* *" "* I know we'll be just fine *" "* When we learn to love *" "* The ride *" "SoI wannago over a few more things" "Before we meet mr." "Johanssen tomorrow." "Areyougonnahaveusdo  more of that role playing?" "Because, you know, frankly, I suck at the role playing." "Hedoes." "Ido." "[Tarachuckling]" "Asyouknow,Ido have  my misgivings about this..." "Considering where you are in your treatment." "But tara, you seem very clear that this is what you want." "Mm-hmm." "Yeah." "It is." "Okay." "I'll do everything I can to facilitate it" "And to keep you safe." "Thanks." "I think I'm okay." "I actually feel kind of calm." "I'm not expecting any kind of apology or anything." "[Clearsthroat]" "Can I at least shove some of that" "Shitty cafeteria stroganoff down this guy's fucking throat?" "All right." "Probably not being helpful." "No,it'sokay." "You have every reason to wanna face trip, max," "But remember," "Just because he's open to a meeting and talking" "Doesn't mean that his feelings won't change" "Once we get into the room." "And yours, too, tara." "Iknow." "I'm not looking for a miracle." "And I heard you yesterday when you said" "Even if it goes well, it might be disappointing." "But I just..." "I wanna get better." "Not knowing has gotta be worse" "Than anything that can happen in that room." "Right?" "Yeah,right." "So..." "Okay." "Okay." "[Gasping]" "[Laughing]" "Oh, my god, it's so weird." "It's like candy." "[Mumbling]" "Whatareyouguysdoing?" "Nickgotus  this miracle fruit." "It's like this fucked up berry that changes your mouth" "So everything tastes sweet." "Fabulous." "Well, keep it down, okay?" "I'm calling your mom at the hospital." "Howisshe?" "It'sprettyintense." "There's a lot goin' on." "Any messages?" "Yeah,tellherIsayhi." "Nope." "Youokay?" "Yeah." "Soyou'rejustnever gonna talk to mom?" "Andsaywhat?" "Dude,youneedtofigure that shit out." "Anyway, I gotta go." "I have a meeting at the barnabeez headquarters tomorrow." "Hopefully, they write me a big, fat check" "So I can get a vepsa." "Igottamakethiscall ." "Goodnight." "Mm-hmm." "Badtext?" "Notext." "Girlthing?" "Guything." "Oh,right." "Here, try the hot sauce." "Tastes like clover honey or something." "H-hisname'sjason." "Some really heavy stuff went down, but..." "I'm still-- still trying to figure out" "If it was just in my head like a movie or something." "Uck!" "Molasses." "Mm." "Mm." "Look, it's, uh..." "It's pretty common at your age--trust me." "I mean, someday, probably sooner than you think," "You'll be with someone and it'll be..." "Completely authentic." "Like this thing I have with your aunt" "Crazy real, you know?" "Oh..." "More pickle." "Ugh." "Okay." "It'sgood,right?" "Stillsmellslike a pickle, but..." "Itdoesn'ttaste like a pickle..." "I swear." "Stilldoesnottastegood ." "So...katy." "Kate." "Kate." "We're gonna go ahead and advise you to drop your case." "What?" "But I-I already told you that gene..." "Uh, mr." "Stuart was a huge pre-vert." "That'splausible." "But you have to understand that barnabeez" "Is a very, very large corporation." "With the addition of barnabeez to go in select restaurants" "And the barnabeez island shacks in wyoming and nebraska," "We've become the largest full-service seafood franchise" "In the country." "Wait." "Hold on one sec." "I have some proof" "That there was misconduct with gene." "Evidence, as you say." "Here." "Sorry it's a little grainy." "[Clearsthroat]" "Thatisoneof gene's inventions." "Now if...the two of you would..." "Maybe give me some money, compensate me," "I won't show anyone the picture." "Kate,by...showingus  this photo," "You're only proving that you were a willing participant" "In your relations with gene." "Well,I didparticipate, but..." "That doesn't mean that everything's cool." "He was my boss, you know?" "Andyouseemlikeayoung  lady who knows what she's doing." "Whoa." "You guys have creepy eyes." "You suck." "[Door thuds]" "[Footsteps on stairs]" "Don'task." "Notevenhere." "Theywerecompleteassholes!" "[Cell phone tune plays] whatever." "I'm 15." "I should know by now that the world is just..." "Complete and total fucking bullshit." "[Clips clatter] I hate everybody." "Moosh." "Petula'satstarbucks." "Um..." "Jason just came in with denise embry." "Whatdoyoumeanwith ?" "With." "Withher." "Just like you said would happen." "God, you must be so happy." "Why aren't you jumping up and down right now?" "I mean, you were right about everything." "That mom was just trying to protect me..." "Whyareyoutellingme?" "[Woman on p.a. In background]" "Dr.Holden'scomin' about 10:00." "I guess trip and his wife are there already." "Are you ready?" "Um..." "Hmm." "Thought I was." "Youdon'thavetodothis." "It's your choice." "You choose not to..." "It's just as strong as doin' it." "Idon'tknow!" "Okay,that'sit ." "We're callin' it off." "No,justwait." "Shit!" "Okay,I 'mgonnagetdr." "H. Keep your ass right there." "Okay." "[Woman on p.a. In background]" "Mom?" "Marshall?" "Auntcharmainedroveme." "She's in the car psyching herself up." "She says she can't handle seeing a hospital" "So soon after the whole..." "Dr. Pete ordeal." "Whatareyou" "God,mom,um ..." "Thought this place cost a lotta money." "Shouldn't they have more chairs for people?" "You should write a letter and get a refund" "Or a better room or something." "I could help you if you want." "I'm an excellent scathing letter writer." "Thanks,marshy." "You came 200 miles." "Itwasnecessary." "I forgive you, mom." "And I love you." "[Door opens]" "Sotara,thisis- - this is trip and his wife judi." "Hello." "Goodtoseeyou again." "Hello." "Hello." "Hello." "Well, there's some cookies in these containers." "Lemon and lavender in this guy," "Chocolate chippers in the other," "And, uh, there is a sun tea in case anyone's thirsty." "We'refine,thanks." "I'llhaveacookie." "Ilookedup d.I.d. On the internet." "It's so difficult." "Okay,so...tara's gonna talk about" "The impact of this event and ask questions." "Trip, you'll have a chance to respond to tara's questions" "And speak your own truth as well." "Well,I guess dr." "Holden told you" "I don't remember anything about what happened." "I've sort of stitched pieces together," "But I don't know if they're true." "[Clears throat]" "There's so many holes I need help with" "And, uh, apparently I was very drunk." "SowasI." "And I'll tell ya anything I can remember." "It'ssocoldinhere ,huh?" "Brr." "Youcamein ." "I felt bad thinking about you in here with all the crazies." "They'renotso bad." "No,it'sawonderfulasylum." "Boy...christiebrinkley's made some bad choices, huh?" "Doyoulikenick?" "Fakeunclenick?" "Myboyfriendnick." "Do you like him better than neil?" "It'slikeapples and oranges, you know?" "Yeah." "Imean,to use literary tropes..." "Neil is a holy fool, and nick..." "Nick is like deus ex machina." "God'sgift...right?" "Sortof." "[Cell phone tone] yeah." "'Scuseme,mayI help you guys with something?" "No,no,my sister's meeting with her rapist," "So we're just, you know, hangin' out." "Okay." "Hewaskindofbeautiful." "Helookedlike a retarded mark harmon." "Youknow,you'repicky because you're young." "No,tanya,it 'shopeless." "They're not gonna compensate me." "And I'm still gonna have to work" "At the fucking chocolate starfish." "Oh,really?" "Because I got fired." "Letmecallyou back." "How did you get in here?" "How long have you been in here?" "Longenoughto see that a once sweet girl" "Has become...very jaded." "Shutup." "You got fired?" "Itwasworthit." "I'd lose anything to be with you." "What?" "I'minlovewithyou, katy ." "Sure, I've had feelings for other girls at barnabeez before." "We both know I'm..." "No angel, but..." "You're the one." "No,I 'mnot." "Yes,youare." "From the moment you walked in with that..." "Silly blue streak in your hair," "I knew I would never be the same..." "As a manager or a man." "Wow." "Wow,indeed." "I knew you only went to h.r. To try and get my attention." "It was dramatic, but it worked," "As desperate acts so often do." "So what's next for us?" "Do we tell everyone or..." "Run away together?" "Runaway?" "Beingapartis notanoption." "Am I right?" "I know I can't live without you." "Gene..." "This is really intense." "Um..." "I'm just gonna go to the kitchen to, um..." "Just get some water." "Canyougrabme another sierra mist?" "Yeah." "Mm-hmm." "Sure." "[Tires squealing]" "[Horn honks]" "Soitmusthavebeen  a saturday." "The12thof may." "Iwenthomethe nextday for my grandmother's birthday." "When I got back, my girlfriend...confronted me," "But..." "I denied it." "Yourgirlfriendheidi." "Yeah." "Other than you guys being roommates, I..." "You know, I didn't know you very well." "You were very quiet." "Didn't really party with the group." "Iwasn't the party type either in school." "Wow." "This is hard." "Um..." "I'm glad you called, 'cause it's been troubling me." "I even have sleep problems." "I mean, judi can tell you." "I've been carrying it for a long time." "You'retired,huh?" "You took advantage of my wife." "She split into pieces." "Now you can't catch a nap?" "Max." "We'regonnatake a time out here." "It'stoughto sitinthesame room with that motherfucker." "He just went right on with his life." "Andhereyouare , all messed up in mine." "No,it'snotlikethat ." "It's not like that." "Ifthesituation was reversed," "I would drive over his face with a truck." "Think you can go back in there without killing anybody?" "No." "Maybe." "Yes." "Okay." "Okay." "Let's go." "[Man on p.a. System]" "Oh...sextips for the frumpy housewives." "Whatdoesit say?" "Is it gross?" "Itsayspositionapillow under his back" "To elevate him comfortably" "And provide more stimulation to your..." "Oh!" "I don'twannahear about anyone's...vagina." "Especially not a coupon-clipping mom vagina." "Well,I wonderif alice reads this magazine." "Youknow,aliceisactually more well-read than you think." "She's learning french right now" "So she can be more like jackie onassis." "Ican'tbelieve how normal you are." "Ican'tbelieve you're so damaged" "You think I'm normal." "[Gasps]" "Iletthesituation get outta hand." "And..." "like you said, I took advantage." "If I could go back..." "It sure as hell wouldn't have happened." "Well,I thinkthisis a good place to finish up." "Thanksformeetingwithme." "Wethoughtit wasimportant." "Yeah,wedid." "I'm glad you called." "I'm not--I'm not" "You know, I'm not glad." "I mean--I mean" "Theyknowwhatyou mean, sweetie." "Seeya,t." "What?" "I'msorry?" "Youjustcalledher t." "Wasthattoofamiliar?" "I-I'm--pardon me." "I-I mean..." "What do you call yourself?" "Idon'tunderstand." "No,youdon't,bitch!" "She can't tell you." "'Cause that was my night, not tara's." "And it wasn't just your hubby either." "Fucked his buddy mike too." "That guy's dick was huge!" "But don't take it too hard, trip." "You fucked like a jackhammer." "Jesuschrist." "Thisisb.s. T's just trying to act all cool." "If all the girls in tara woulda let me out that night," "I woulda pulled your balls out your butthole!" "Max,takebuck,just" "Buck'sgone!" "Nobody's taking me anywhere, you fuckin' fuckers." "Okay,I don'tknow what's going on," "But I think we've done our part." "What'sthebigdeal, sweetheart?" "Yeah, I fucked 'em." "Then they fucked each other." "What?" "Comeon,honey,let 'sgo." "Uphere." "Ow!" "Sothefactthat..." "T was out before this incident..." "Oh,I wasout,baby!" "Tarawasalreadyamultiple." "Sowhathappenedwithtrip  wasn't what made tara split." "You'recute." "I wish you were a gyno." "Shutup,t." "Thisisn'tuncommon." "The idea at the boarding school incident" "Was actually a re-traumatization." "Makes good sense, max." "She'shot." "I'm not a lezzo, but I'd suck her box." "That'senough!" "[Sounds fading, echoing]" "Tisjustimpossible." "I must apologize for her." "What you must think of us." "T's trying to say something, but she can't come back out." "N--no, t." "No, you can't." "And tara--well..." "I don't know where tara's gone off to." "Sotara'snotinside listening." "Idon'tknowwhere tara's gone off to." "Just as well." "I'mherewithmax ,tara." "And we want you to know that you're safe." "Y-yeah,nothingbad is gonna happen to you." "Itoldyou,there'snotara." "Ithinkthereis," "And she's stronger than you think, alice." "No,sheisn't." "She's weak, and she needs me." "That you would suggest..." "That you would dare to suggest" "That you know her better than I do." "Just..." "[Sounds fading, echoing]" "I wanna go home." "Oh,mygod." "Hi, you guys." "You look skinny." "In a...totally good way." "Thanksforbringinghim ." "Ofcourse." "You'rereading good housekeeping?" "Yeah,justlearned to, uh, hem slacks." "Areyouokay?" "How'd it go?" "Itwas..." "It was a lotta things." "Let'sgetyoursuitcase." "We'regoinghome?" "Goinghome." "Shegottimeoff  for good behavior." "Somom,whendoI gettosee  that portrait you made of me" "In art therapy?" "How' boutwhenyoutellme why you hijacked my car?" "So,um...wantsomemore parmesan, mom?" "No,thanks,honey." "I'm good." "I'llhaveat it ." "MayI getanyonesometea?" "Youhateparmesan." "Shejustsaid"mayI"." "Whatarewe doin'?" "Get your coats." "Shit." "Mom,yousuck." "Yeah,youdo ." "Isthisthatmiraclefruit?" "Yeah." "Youwannatry it?" "Messes with your taste buds for an hour." "Justdoit ." "Mm." "Notthatexciting." "No,youhavetobite itand roll it around in your mouth." "Okay, now taste this." "Tasteslike a chocolate shake." "Iknow!" "It's weird, right?" "Weird." "Hey!" "Interception." "Oh." "I 'mup." "Kate,I 'mgonnashowyou" "How to make this ball your bitch." "Okay." "Ugh." "Okay." "Hereit goes." "Oh,my" "Thekidsaregetting pretty good at this." "Yeah,they..." "Learned from buck." "Youknow..." "It could get worse before it gets better." "Iknow." "[The eels' love of the loveless plays]" "* *" "*Don'tgotalottatime*" "* Don't give a damn *" "* Don't tell me what to do *" "* I am the man *" "Thereyago ." "*Ifthere'sagodupthere*" "Howdoeshe do it ?" "*Somethin'above*" "Sobasicallyjust..." "Fuck it straight up the center." "*Loveof theloveless*" "[Pins clatter] yes!" "Whoo-hoo!" "[Laughing]" "*Loveof theloveless*" "Notbad." "*Don'thave too many friends *" "* Never felt at home *" "* Always been my own man *" "* Pretty much alone *" "* I know how to get through *" "* And when push comes to shove *" "* I got somethin' that you need *" "* I got the love *" "* Love of the loveless *" "* Love of the loveless *" "* Love of the loveless *"