"STATE OF MIND Season 1 Episode 3" "[ James' voice ] WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "DON'T BE DAFT." "WHEN THE FEATHERS COME OUT, THEY DON'T GO BACK IN." "BUT " " NO "BUTS."" "FEATHERS OUT THE PILLOW, SMOKE UP THE CHIMNEY," "ALIMONY OUT THE DOOR." "WHAT'S GONE IS GONE,SON." "* OOH,OOH,LA-DEE-DA,OH" "* OH,OH" "SO THE BEAR'S TELLING ME WHAT'S WHAT,IN MY OWN VOICE," "AND THERE'S BLOODY FEATHERS EVERYWHERE." "I HAD A DREAM JUST LIKE THAT A FEW WEEKS AGO," "ONLY,INSTEAD OF FEATHERS, IT WAS KIDNEYS." "WHAT'S GOING ON,GUYS?" "FORGET I ASKED." "GOOD LUCK." "GOOD MORNING,CORDELIA." "GOOD MORNING." "I'D LIKE TO RAISE A FEW SAFETY ISSUES." "SAFETY?" "EXACTLY." "NUMBER ONE,VOLUME..." "I.E.,BODIES PER CAPITA." "WE NOW HAVTWICE AS MANY PER HOUR, TO BE EXACT,IN MY OFFICE." "YOU MEAN THE WAITING ROOM?" "NUMBER TWO,THIS LAWYER..." "THIS BARRY WHITE PERSON" "WHOM YOU'VE ALLOWED TO SQUAT IN THE DOWNSTAIRS OFFICE..." "HAS A CLIENT LIST I'M PRETTY SURE THE FBI WOULD LIKE TO SEE." "NUMBER THREE, THE OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE..." "PATIENTS?" "YEAH." "I'M AFRAID I'VE HAD TO TAKE STEPS." "SO I'VE CREATED A SORT OF VISUAL BARRIER" "TO SECURE MY PERSONAL SPACE... 3 FEET FROM MY DESK IN ALL DIRECTIONS,TO BE EXACT." "IT LOOKS GOOD." "FRED,IT'S A WAITING AREA." "IT'S WHERE PEOPLE WAIT." "AND THEY CAN WAIT." "THEY JUST CAN'T VIOLATE THE OFFICE MANAGER'S AREA." "CAPICHE?" "CAPICHE." "CAPICHE." "THANK YOU." "I DIDN'T SLEEP." "REALLY?" "IS IT ANYONE I KNOW?" "PHIL." "YOU SLEPT WITH PHIL?" "NO." "HE FILED FOR DIVORCE." "I'VE BEEN SERVED." "THAT BASTARD." "HE'S THE CHEATER." "HE SHOULD HAVE LET YOU FILE." "IT WOULD HAVE MADE YOU FEEL BETTER." "I GUESS." "YOU KNOW THE COUNTRY-WESTERN SONG..." ""I'M SO MISERABLE WITHOUT YOU, IT'S LIKE HAVING YOU HERE"?" "HMM." "YOU GOT TO GET UNSTUCK." "I LIKE,UH, "ANGRY AND VENGEFUL."" ""MM-HMM." "SORT OF LIKE" ""IF I SHOT YOU WHEN I MET YOU, I'D BE OUT OF JAIL BY NOW"?" "EXACTLY." "HONEY, YOU HAVE TO,UH,MOVE ON." "I'M GONNA HAVE BARRY LOOK THESE OVER." "BABY FACE?" "OH,PLEASE." "HAVE YOU SEEN THAT WAITING ROOM?" "HE'S GOT THAT SLEAZY REPORTER TEDDY RIVERS" "AND HALF OF PALERMO OUT THERE." "YOU KNOW,BARRY'S HERE, HE'S NOT STUPID..." "AND HE'S CHEAP." "THANKS,CORDELIA." "YOU'RE WELCOME,BABY." "THIRD D.U.I.?" "I KNOW." "I KNOW." "HEY,I'M PRETTY WELL-KNOWN IN THIS TOWN." "WHY DON'T WE TRY PLAYING UP THE TROUBLED-CELEBRITY ANGLE?" "I KNOW YOU JUST MOVED HERE, BUT,UH..." "LISTEN,TEDDY..." "I'M NOT SO SURE THAT I HAVE TIME FOR THIS RIGHT NOW." "I'M MR. "INSIDE NEW HAVEN" " "EVERY MONDAY, 3:00 AND MIDNIGHT,CHANNEL 7?" "YEAH,YOU MENTIONED IT." "HOW'S YOUR DADDY..." "TEDDY?" "I'M SURE HE'S FINE." "HE STILL LIVES IN MILWAUKEE, RIGHT?" "HE'S A GREAT GUY." "I TOLD YOU HE SENT ME,RIGHT?" "YEAH." "YOU SHOULD CALL HIM UP AND ASK HIM ABOUT ME." "[ CHUCKLES ] UM..." "WE DON'T TALK." "UH,I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HIM IN FOUR YEARS." "YOU SHOULD CALL HIM UP AND ASK HIM ABOUT ME." "HE OWES ME,YOUR DAD." "AH." "[ CHUCKLES ] LUCKY YOU." "ALL I'M SAYING IS, IF IT WASN'T FOR ME,HE MIGHT NOT..." "BE AROUND RIGHT NOW." "ALL RIGHT,I WILL TRY AND FIND SOME TIME FOR YOU." "MEANWHILE,GET ME SOME CHARACTER REFERENCES FOR THE COURT." "THAT MEANS TWO PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU DRINK AND DRIVE" "AND WHO THINK YOU'RE A DECENT HUMAN BEING WHEN YOU'RE SOBER..." "TWO PEOPLE LIKE THAT." "TWO?" "Mary Bridget:" "IT'S WINTER," "AND THE MOON IS RISING THROUGH THE TREES," "AND HE'S THERE..." "MY BABY..." "LOOKING JUST THE WAY HE DID" "THE DAY THAT THEY TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME." "HIS LITTLE FACE IS CRYING," "AND THE MOON IS CRYING..." "RIGHT OVER ME." "IT'S 13 YEARS AGO,RIGHT?" "WHEN YOU GAVE HIM UP?" "13 YEARS,6 MONTHS." "HIS BIRTHDAY'S IN DECEMBER..." "WHICIS WHY, I THINK, IT'S WINTER IN MY DREAM,YOU KNOW?" "YES." "IT'S A VERY DIFFICULT THING..." "GIVING UP A CHILD." "WELL,PLEASE DON'T SAY THAT, 'CAUSE YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT," "AND I DIDN'T GIVE HIM UP." "HE WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME." "WHEN YOU SIGNED THE PAPERS FOR HIS ADOPTION." "I WAS MANIPULATED.." "MANIPULATED BY A SYSTEM THAT SERVES RICH,INFERTILE COUPLES" "AT THE EXPENSE OF POOR, HELPLESS TEENAGE GIRLS." "WE TALK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME IN MY B-MOM SUPPORT GROUP." "IT'S THE WAY THE COUNTRY IS..." "THE RICH WIN,THE POOR LOSE." "WELL,THERE'S..." "THERE'S NO ARGUING WITH THAT." "BUT THIS..." "THIS TERRIBLE GRIEF..." "HAS LED TO YOU BEING A VICTIM" "AT EVERY TURN IN YOUR LIFE " "YOUR JOB,YOUR BOYFRIENDS, YOUR OWN FAMILY." "I AM A VICTIM." "I HAD TO DROP OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL." "I HAD TO LEAVE MY TOWN." "I WAS ONLY 17 YEARS OLD." "YOU FEEL YOU WEREN'T EQUIPPED TO MAKE A CHOICE." "HOW COULD YOU HAVE BEEN?" "BUT YOU DID MAKE ONE." "DON'T YOU THINK THAT MIGHT BE WHAT MAKES IT SO HARD?" "THE ROLE YOU PLAYED IN THIS LOSS?" "THE DECISION THAT I MADE?" "THE ROLE THAT I PLAYED?" "YES,YOU." "YOU KNOW WHAT?" "I-I KNEW YOU COULDN'T HELP ME." "I KNEW IT FROM THE FIRST DAY THAT I MET YOU." "AND YOU KNOW WHAT?" "MY SUPPORT GROUP WILL HELP ME FIND MY BABY," "EVEN IF YOU WON'T." "MARY BRIDGET." "HE'S NOT YOUR BABY ANYMORE." "HE'S A 13-YEAR-OLD BOY WITH A WHOLE..." "WE HOPE..." "HAPPY LIFE." "I KNOW YOU WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE ABOUT THIS." "WHY NOT GO THROUGH THE NATIONAL REGISTRY?" "YOU KNOW,IF HE'S LOOKING FOR YOU, HE'LL BE LISTED." "MAYBE THEY DIDN'T LET HIM REGISTER," "AND MAYBE HE MISSES ME AS MUCH AS I MISS HIM" "AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FIND ME." "MAYBE THEY DON'T WANT HIM" "TO BE REUNITED WITH HIS OWN MOTHER!" "MAYBE HE ALREADY LIVES WITH HIS OWN MOTHER." "[ German accent ] YOU KNOW..." "WHAT DO I KEEP TELLING YOU, KETZELE?" "IT'S NOT JUST HOW GOOD THE INTERPRETATION IS." "IT'S WHEN YOU DELIVER IT." "I'M HIS MOTHER, AND I HAVE NEVER STOPPED LOVING HIM." "HOW DARE SHE?" "I'M THE ONE WHOSE BABY WAS STOLEN." "I'M THE ONE..." "EXCUSE ME,MA'AM?" "DID YOU SAY YOUR BABY WAS STOLEN?" "WHO ARE YOU?" "I'M TEDDY RIVERS FROM "INSIDE NEW HAVEN," THE TV SHOW," "ON MONDAYS, 3:00 AND MIDNIGHT." "WE SHOULD TALK." "Fred:" "HEY." "YOU TWO." "THIS ISN'T MySpace." "YOU WANT TO TAKE IT OUTSIDE?" "CAN I HELP YOU?" "THAT'S SO NICE." "NO,THANKS." "SONOMA?" "[ LAUGHS ] JAMES!" "IT'S ME " " WIFE NUMBER TWO." "YES,I REMEMBER." "WOW,JAMES." "WHAT A PLACE." "WELL..." "AREN'T YOU GONNA SAY HELLO?" "HMM?" "SORRY." "SORRY." "HELLO." "HELLO, MY FAVORITE HUSBAND EVER!" "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" "OH..." "I THOUGHT IT WAS TIME FOR A VISIT." "IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS." "UH-HUH." "AND HOW IS YOUR BOYFRIEND?" "THE MAKER OF VERMONT'S FINEST GOAT CHEESE?" "MARSHALL." "HE'S GOOD " " BUSY." "YOU KNOW..." "PEOPLE LOVE THEIR GOAT CHEESE." "YOU DON'T SAY?" "THEY DO." "THEY LOVE IT." "ALL RIGHT." "SONOMA, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" "UM..." "WE'RE OKAY,RIGHT?" "YOU'RE..." "YOU'RE NOT STILL MAD AT ME ABOUT..." "ABOUT YOU HAVING SEX" "IN OUR BEDROOM WITH A MAN WEARING CLOGS?" "NO,I'M NOT MAD AT YOU." "YOU DROVE ALL THE WAY DOWN HERE TO ASK ME THAT?" "I CAME TO SAY GOODBYE." "HELLO AND GOODBYE?" "THAT'S RIGHT. [ CHUCKLES ]" "WHY?" "WHERE YOU OFF TO?" "OH,THAT'S A TOUGH ONE. [ CHUCKLES ]" "JAMES..." "I'M DYING." "HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN?" "A WHILE." "WHAT'S THE DIAGNOSIS?" "NOT GOOD." "LOOK, JAMIE, I KNOW THIS IS HARD TO HEAR," "BUT I'VE BEEN LIVING WITH THIS FOR A LONG TIME NOW." "AND THE DOCTORS " "NO." "I AM DONE WITH DOCTORS." "I AM DONE WITH TREATMENT." "YOU CAN'T GIVE UP." "WHILE YOU'RE STILL WALKING AROUND," "THERE'S SOMETHING THAT CAN BE DONE." "I'M AT PEACE WITH THIS." "LISTEN TO ME." "WE ARE GONNA GO TO YALE-NEW HAVEN." "I KNOW SOME PEOPLE THERE." "WE WILL GET THEM TO LOOK AT YOUR RECORDS," "AND WE'LL SEE WHAT CAN BE DONE." "YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY WANT?" "WHAT?" "JUST TO BE HERE WITH YOU FOR TODAY." "LET'S DO THAT." "LE [ EXHALES SHARPLY ] PHIL SUCKS." "HE SERVED YOU?" "THE PRICK COULD HAVE AT LEAST LET YOU SERVE HIM." "THAT'S WHAT CORDELIA SAID." "I KNOW." "WE'RE LIKE THE SAME PERSON." "I GOT SOMETHING TO SERVE THE LITTLE WEASEL" "NEXT TIME HE SHOWS HIS FACE IN HERE," "AND IT AIN'T NO REUBEN SANDWICH,BABY." "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?" "THOSE TWO..." "OVER THERE." "HOW LONG HAVE THEY BEEN HERE?" "I DON'T KNOW. 15 MINUTES." "SHE CAME IN LOOKING LIKE A WRECK" "WITH COUNT DRACULA RIGHT BEHIND." "YOU KNOW WHO HE IS,RIGHT?" "OH,YES." "MONDAY, 3:00 AND MIDNIGHT." "I WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR ME." "I NEED YOU TO TAKE THE CASH REGISTER" "AND BASH ME OVER THE HEAD UNTIL I'M UNCONSCIOUS." "FIRST OF ALL, IT'S BOLTED DOWN, AND..." "WHY?" "I'M ABOUT TO GO OVER AND TALK TO THAT MAN." "EW." "YEAH." "ALSO, MARGINALLY INAPPROPRIATE." "EXCUSE ME." "MR. RIVERS?" "HELLO!" "WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT WOMAN?" "OH,YOU MUST BE HER THERAPIST." "WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT YOU..." "ABOUT HOW YOU MADE HER FEEL SO TERRIBLE ABOUT HERSELF" "AND SENT HER SCREAMING FROM THE OFFICE." "GOSH,YOU MUST BE A REALLY, REALLY BAD SHRINK." "MAYBE." "WHAT MAKES YOU SO INTERESTED IN HER AND HER THERAPY?" "WELL..." "SINCE YOU COULDN'T HELP HER," "I'VE AGREED TO STEP IN AND SEE IF WE CAN FIND HER SON." "AND THEN WHAT WE'RE GONNA DO" "IS WE'RE GOING TO BROADCAST THE WHOLE REUNION," "INSPIRING OTHER HOPEFUL, HELPLESS..." "I LIKE THAT..." "HOPEFUL,HELPLESS VICTIMS TO FIND THEIR CHILDREN." "YOU ARE GOING TO DO HARM HERE..." "TO HER,TO THE CHILD, AND TO HIS FAMILY." "OH,THAT'S A MATTER OF OPINION, DON'T YOU THINK?" "NO,I DON'T,AND IF THERE'S ANY JUSTICE IN THE WORLD," "YOU'LL BE HIT BY A BUS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES." "WELL, I HAVEN'T BEEN HIT YET." "WE'RE DONE HERE." "I DON'T THINK SO." "HUH." "WOW." "LOOKS LIKE WE'RE OUT OF COFFEE." "MON DIEU!" "THERE'S A SALE ON BEANS, WHOLE AND GROUND, AT STOP  SHOP." "FRED, WHAT IS THIS?" "THERE IS A HEADING..." ""WAITING-AREA RULES."" ""DO NOT APPROACH THE OFFICE MANAGER'S DESK"?" "I KNOW." "YOU WOULDN'T THINK IT'D BE NECESSARY," "BUT SOME PEOPLE FEEL COMPELLED TO TOUCH EVERYTHING." ""NO FLAVORED COFFEE"?" "HAZELNUT..." "UGH..." "PARTICULARLY DISGUSTING." "I WOULD AGREE." "ALSO,FRENCH VANILLA." "I KNOW." "I KNOW..." "NOT FRENCH, NOT VANILLA." ""NO OUTSIDE READING MATERIAL"?" "I PICK OUR MAGAZINES VERY CAREFULLY." "YOU SHOULD SEE WHAT THEY'RE BRINGING IN..." "THE BELMONT DAILY, FOR GOD'S SAKE, SPORTS ILLUSTRATED." "IT'S LIKE WE'RE ENCOURAGING GAMBLING," "NOT TO MENTION REPRESSED HOMOEROTIC IMAGERY." "UH,I WOULDN'T MIND SPORTS ILLUSTRATED." "YOU CANNOT TELL PEOPLE WHAT..." "OH, YES, I CAN." "YOU SHOULD SEE HOW THEY BEHAVE." "THIS OFFICE IS SUPPOSED TO BE" "A SANCTUARY OF PSYCHOLOGICAL HEALTH," "AND FRANKLY, I THINK SOME OF THEM" "COULD BENEFIT FROM A FEW BOUNDARIES." "THAT'S YOUR PROFESSIONAL OPINION?" "EXACTLY." "YOU MIGHT BE RIGHT, BUT THIS LIST..." "STAYS DOWN." "HELLO." "NAMASTE." "HI." "I'M BARRY." "HI,BARRY." "I'M SONOMA,ONE OF JAMES' WIVES..." "THE SECOND." "WOW." "I'M SURE YOU GET THIS ALL THE TIME," "BUT YOU HAVE THE MOST INCREDIBLE HEALING AURA." "COBALT BLUE." "YOU'RE A DOCTOR,RIGHT?" "WELL,YES." "PSYCHOPHARMACOLOGY IS MY SPECIALTY." "I KNEW IT." "YOU,MR. WHITE, IN MY OFFICE NOW." "MR. "INSIDE NEW HAVEN,"" "WHO WAS IN THE WAITING ROOM THIS MORNING," "IS NOW ACROSS THE STREET, PREYING ON A PATIENT OF MINE." "HOW EXTLY IS HE PREYING ON THIS PERSON?" "HE IS PLANNING ON FILMING HER ILL-CONCEIVED REUNION" "WITH A CHILD THAT SHE GAVE UP FOR ADOPTION 13 YEARS AGO." "DOES THAT SOUND GOOD..." "LIKE PEOPLE'S LIVES ARE BEING IMPROVED IN THAT PROCESS?" "NO." "THE THING IS, HE..." "I'M NOT SURE THERE'S MUCH I CAN DO ABOUT IT." "YOU BETTER THINK OF SOMETHING." "IF YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOUR BOTTOM-FEEDING CLIENTS," "YOU NEED TO MAKE OTHER OFFICE ARRANGEMENTS!" "HEY." "YOU,UH,YOU GOT A MINUTE?" "NO,I'M EXPECTED AT HOME." "IT'S IMPORTANT." "I NEED YOUR HELP." "MY HELP?" "THIS SURPRISES ME." "CAN'T SAY I BLAME YOU." "I'VE GOT SOMEONE VISITING ME AT THE MOMENT, ONE OF MY..." "MANY WIVES." "YES." "WE MET..." "IN THE KITCHEN, EARLIER." "SHE WAS IN A ROBE." "SHE'S VERY SICK." "REALLY?" "SHE LOOKS GREAT TO ME." "ACTUALLY,SHE'S DYING." "JAMES, I'M SORRY TO HEAR THAT." "THE THING OF IT IS..." "SHE WON'T SEE A DOCTOR." "SHE'S PRETTY MUCH GIVEN UP, AND I AM TRYING TO FIND OUT..." "HOW MUCH TIME SHE HAS" "AND IF THERE'S SOMETHING SHE CAN DO, SO..." "SO WHAT IS IT YOU WANT ME TO DO?" "SHE SEEMS TO HAVE SOME NOTION ABOUT YOU." "YES." "I'M A HEALER " " MY COBALT-BLUE AURA." "THAT'S THE ONE." "SO I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD GIVE HER AN EXAMINATION..." "JUST..." "JUST SOMETHING CURSORY..." "AND THEN RECOMMEND AN ONCOLOGIST," "'CAUSE I CAN'T GET HER TO SEE ANYONE ELSE." "SHE HAS THIS..." "AVERSION TO WESTERN MEDICINE." "I HAVEN'T DRAWN BLOOD SINCE 1995." "THAT WILL DO." "YES OR NO?" "YES." "I'M A HEALER." "[ CHUCKLES ] THANKS." "I SCREWED UP WITH A PATIENT TODAY." "BAD?" "PRETTY BAD." "30-YEAR-OLD WOMAN NOW SEARCHING" "FOR THE BABY SHE GAVE UP FOR ADOPTION," "AND I SUGGESTED THAT SHE HAD SOME RESPONSIBILITY" "FOR WHAT SHE'D DONE, EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS 17," "EVEN THOUGH IT WAS TERRIBLE." "AND I SUGGESTED THAT NOT EVERYONE ELSE WAS TO BLAME." "AW,GOD." "THEN I SUGGESTED THAT IT WAS TIME" "FOR HER TO MOVE FORWARD IN HER LIFE," "ALL OF WHICH DROVE HER INTO THE ARMS OF TEDDY RIVERS." "LORD,HAVE MERCY." "WHAT DID SHE DO TO DESERVE THAT?" "I DON'T KNOW." "NO." "NO,I DO." "SHE IS SO UNHAPPY " "SO MIRED IN THE PAST, SO UNWILLING TO MOVE FORWARD." "OH,I HATE THAT IN PEOPLE." "MEANING..." "I HATE IT IN ME." "OH,I KNOW." "LET ME DO THE RIGHT THING." "I'M GONNA CALL." "I GOT THE COFFEE." "THANKS." "HELLO?" "It's Anne Bellowes." "I JUST WANTED TO SAY" "THAT I REGRET THE WAY OUR SESSION ENDED TODAY," "AND I HAVE SOME TIME TOMORROW IF YOU'D LIKE TO COME IN." "WE COULD TALK AND SEE WHERE WE FIND OURSELVES." "DID YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND?" "About my finding Brian?" "MARY BRIDGET,I WORRY" "THAT THIS SEARCH IS NOT GOING TO MINIMIZE YOUR PAIN and it may add to the pain of someone you love." "I also worry that it might not help you" "MOVE FORWARD IN YOUR LIFE." "OH, I THINK IT'S GOING TO HELP A LOT," "AND SO DOES TEDDY RIVERS," "WHO,BY THE WAY, HAS ALREADY FOUND BRIAN." "He has a lot of connections." "THAT'S A VERY BIG THING." "IT IS A BIG THING." "YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG." "DO YOU EVEN HAVE KIDS?" "THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT." "It is what it's about," "BECAUSE ANYONE WITH CHILDREN WOULD UNDERSTAND that there is a connection between a mother and a child that cannot be broken." "BUT YOU DON'T HAVE KIDS,DO YOU?" "IT'S OBVIOUS." "YOU COULDN'T TAKE CARE OF A DOG, LET ALONE A CHILD." "I'M SORRY,BUDDY." "NO CAN DO." "I CAN'T LET A STORY LIKE THIS SLIP THROUGH MY FINGERS." "MY PRODUCERS ARE CREAMING ABOUT THIS ONE." "WHO DOESN'T LOVE A MOTHER-AND-CHILD REUNION?" "I'LL MAKE A DEAL WITH YOU,OKAY?" "YOU CALL OFF THE DOGS," "AND I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOUR D.U.I. FOR HALF PRICE." "I SMELL EMMY." "[ EXHALES SHARPLY ] FINE." "FINE." "I'LL DO IT FOR FREE." "OH." "ALL RIGHT." "I DO LOVE A BARGAIN." "THERE'S PLENTY OF SCREWBALL MOTHERS OUT THERE" "LOOKING FOR THEIR KIDS." "WE'LL DO ONE AT CHRISTMAS." "GIVE ME HER NUMBER." "NOW..." "TELL HER IT'S OFF." "You do it." "TAKE THE PHONE,TEDDY." "HEY,THERE,LITTLE LADY." "TEDDY RIVERS HERE." "HI." "GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS." "EVERYTHING APPEARS NORMAL..." "BLOOD PRESSURE, REFLEXES." "WHAT I NEED,REALLY, ARE YOUR MEDICAL RECORDS." "THAT WOULD HELP A GREAT DEAL." "I'M AFRAID I DON'T HAVE ANY." "I COULD CALL YOUR DOCTOR'S OFFICE, HAVE THEM FORWARDED." "SURELY,WHOEVER YOU SAW, EVEN IN VERMONT," "RECORDED AND FILED YOUR TEST RESULTS." "NO,NO,NO." "THERE WERE NO TESTS." "I DON'T UNDERSTAND." "HOW DID THEY MAKE A DIAGNOSIS WITHOUT TESTS?" "HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE SICK?" "[ Voice breaking ] WELL..." "I WOKE UP ONE MORNING..." "IT'S OKAY." "...AND MY CHAKRA WAS COMPLETELY BLACK." "NOW,JAMES WILL TELL YOU," "I'VE NEVER BEEN ONE TO FOOL AROUND WITH MY HEALTH," "SO I WENT RIGHT TO MY PSYCHIC." "HE CONFIRMED IT." "ALMOST COULDN'T BEAR TO LOOK AT THE CARDS,POOR MAN." "HE SENT ME TO LIONEL CUMMINGS, THE HERBAL REFLEXOLOGIST." "YOU MIGHT BE FAMILIAR WITH HIS WORK." "HE'S ONE OF THE BEST..." "A SPECIALIST IN RARE IMBALANCES." "THEY ALL HAD THE SAME BAD NEWS." "IT'S BEEN DOWNHILL EVER SINCE." "I WOULD AGREE." "THERE IS A RARE IMBALANCE." "JAMES ASKED FOR MY ADVICE, AND I'M GONNA GIVE IT TO YOU." "YOU MUST SEE A MEDICAL DOCTOR..." "IMMEDIATELY." "OKAY?" "NUTJOB,LINE 1." "EXCUSE ME?" "Your patient..." "Mary Bridget Donohue... she's on the phone." "HER GENERALIZED ANXIETY IS SPIRALING" "INTO A FULL-BLOWN PANIC ATTACK..." "I'D SAY." "HELLO?" "Mary Bridget: [ Voice breaking ] I can't." "I-I can't." "IT'S ME." "I CAN'T MOVE." "WHERE ARE YOU?" "ARE YOU ON THE ROAD?" "I'M,UH..." "EXIT 19 OFF THE MERRITT." "I PULLED OVER, AND I WAS ON MY WAY," "BUT BRIAN IS WAITING FOR ME." "OKAY." "IT'S OKAY." "IT'S GOOD YOU PULLED OVER." "JUST BREATHE,MARY BRIDGET." "OHH." "I " "I SPOKE TO..." "HIS " "I SPOKE TO THE WOMAN WHO ADOPTED HIM, AND SHE SAID I COULD COME." "TEDDY RIVERS WAS SUPPOSED TO COME WITH ME,BUT... he canceled." "I don't know what happened." "OKAY." "IT'S OKAY." "YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING." "JUST SIT THERE AND BREATHE." "I'M RIGHT HERE." "OKAY." "OKAY." "CAN YOU HELP ME,PLEASE?" "JUST SIT TIGHT." "I'LL BE RIGHT THERE." "YOU!" "OH,GREAT." "CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH DAMAGE YOUR CLIENT HAS CAUSED." "WHAT DID HE DO?" "IF I COULD TELL YOU, I WOULD." "[ CELLPHONE RINGING ] WHAT A BITCH." "SHUT UP,TEDDY." "JUST SHUT UP." "TEDDY RIVERS." "HEY,BOSS." "NO,NOT REALLY PANNING OUT." "HI,FRED." "SHE BLEW ME OFF." "WHERE'S JAMES?" "HE WENT TO GET YOU A LITTLE SOMETHING VEGAN TO EAT." "HE'LL BE A WHILE." "YOU REALLY LIKED IT, HUH?" "OKAY, OKAY." "YEAH, I'LL FIND HER..." "NO PROBLEMO." "YOU WANT MISS DONOHUE'S PHONE NUMBER." "SURE DO." "GET LOST,JERK." "CALL 911." "I DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS SICK." "I DID." "WHAT HAPPENED?" "THE PARAMEDICS WOULDN'T WAIT." "HER BLOOD PRESSURE WAS DROPPING." "THEY'VE TAKEN SONOMA TO THE E.R." "JAMES!" "I'LL DRIVE." "I'M OUT BACK." "COME ON." "FEELING BETTER?" "YEAH." "OH,GOD." "HERE WE ARE." "I THOUGHT MAYBE WE COULD JUST SIT HERE FOR A WHILE." "WAIT." "SURE." "FOR WHAT?" "OH,UNTIL I COULD RING THE DOORBELL OR..." "DRIVE HOME." "OKAY." "I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT I SAID EARLIER ABOUT THE DOG." "I'M SURE YOU COULD TAKE CARE OF A DOG." "YOU MIGHT EVEN HAVE A DOG." "NO." "BUT IT'S CROSSED MY MIND." "I'VE GOT THREE." "DOESN'T HELP." "OH,MY GOD." "SHE SAW US." "WILL YOU COME IN WITH ME?" "H YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO SPEAK." "MAY I HELP YOU?" "AAH!" "YES." "[ CHUCKLES ] ALMOST GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK." "EXCELLENT." "I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE UP TO." "YOU KNOW WHAT ST." "AUGUSTINE SAID?" "VIOLENCE IS SOMETIMES A SAD NECESSITY FOR MEN OF PRINCIPLE." "I THINK THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT." "AAH!" "FRED,LET HIM GO!" "YOU CAN'T MANHANDLE THE PATIENTS!" "NOT A PATIENT." "OH,IT'S YOU." "THAT'S RIGHT,TEDDY RIVERS, MR. "INSIDE NEW HAVEN."" "HE WAS TRYING TO GAIN ACCESS TO PATIENT RECORDS!" "HURT HIM." "AAH!" "STOP HIM!" "STOP HIM!" "STOP HIM!" "STOP HIM!" "I KNOW DR. SHAPIRO." "HE'S THE BEST." "BONE SCAN,CAT SCAN, MRI, FULL BLOOD WORK-UP..." "WITHIN A COUPLE OF HOURS," "YOU'LL KNOW EXACTLY WHERE YOU STAND." "THANKS." "HOW LONG WERE YOU MARRIED?" "NINE MONTHS." "SHE LEFT ME AFTER I WALKED IN ON HER." "THAT WAS YOUR NEXT QUESTION..." ""WHAT HAPPENED?"" "NO,ACTUALLY." "I HAVE A POLICY NOT TO INQUIRE ABOUT THESE THINGS." "OH." "SHE WAS SHAGGING A GOAT-CHEESE FARMER." "ENORMOUSLY SUCCESSFUL, AS IT TURNS OUT." "PEOPLE LOVE GOAT CHEESE." "I DID NOT KNOW THAT." "SHE LOVES PEOPLE EASILY..." "AND FULLY AND QUICKLY." "I GATHER." "BUT GETTING MAD AT SONOMA IS LIKE GETTING MAD AT THE SUN FOR RISING." "I..." "I WASN'T MUCH OF A HUSBAND." "I WAS..." "BUSY AT WORK, DISTRACTED..." "NO INTEREST IN HER CHAKRAS..." "OR MINE..." "OR LONG WALKS AT DAWN, DISCUSSING PAST LIVES." "IT WAS MY OWN FAULT, IN THE END." "INTERESTING PERSPECTIVE." "I WOULD KILL MY WIFE..." "AND HER LOVER." "INTERESTING PERSPECTIVE." "[ EXHALES SHARPLY ] GENTLEMEN, WHAT CAN I SAY?" "SHE HAS LOW BLOOD SUGAR, MILD ANEMIA," "A FEW BRUISES FROM HER FALL." "I'M SORRY." "WHAT?" "SHE PROBABLY FORGOT TO EAT AND PASSED OUT." "WE'LL GET SOME NUTRITION INTO HER,RELEASE HER IN THE MORNING." "THERE MUST BE SOME MISTAKE." "SHE'S DYING." "[ Chuckling ] NO." "DEFINITELY NOT DYING." "OT YOU SURE?" "U YES " " ABSOLUTELY." "BLOOD SUGAR " " LOW." "ANEMIA " " A LITTLE." "DYING?" "ABSOLUTELY NOT." "OH,BOY." "I'M SORRY." "I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S KEEPING HIM." "HE WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS." "IS THIS HIM?" "IS THIS BRIAN?" "YEAH." "OF..." "OF COURSE, THAT'S A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO." "IT'S LITTLE LEAGUE." "I'LL GET HIM." "DAMN IT,SHE'S NICE." "I KNOW." "BITCH." "HONEY, THIS IS MARY BRIDGET..." "AND,UM..." "ANNE BELLOWES." "LET'S ALL SIT." "BRIAN?" "I'M GLAD TO SEE YOU,BRIAN." "I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU" "EVERY SINGLE DAY SINCE YOU WERE BORN." "AND I DON'T KNOW" "WHAT YOU MAY HAVE HEARD OR IMAGINED,BUT..." "I HAVE..." "ALWAYS LOVED YOU." "AND I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOW YOU,AND..." "WELL,I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE YOU WANTED TO KNOW ME,TOO." "NO,NOT REALLY." "BRIAN." "[ Voice breaking ] OH,THAT'S OKAY." "THAT'S OKAY, BECAUSE I FIGURED THAT YOU..." "MIGHT BE MAD AT ME." "SO..." "I JUST REALLY..." "I JUST REALLY WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT..." "THIS IS TOTALLY MESSED-UP." "I-I KNEW SHE'D BE WEIRD." "BRIAN,WE " " NO." "SHE'S WEIRD." "I MEAN,ACTING LIKE SHE'S MY LONG-LOST MOTHER OR SOMETHING..." "LIKE I EVER WANTED TO MEET HER." "YOU DECIDE TO BREAK INTO OUR RECORDS?" "I THOUGHT YOU WERE LETTING THE STORY GO." "WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?" "MY BOSS LOVED IT." "IT WAS A CLASSIC." "YOU'RE A SOCIOPATH, COMMON TYPE..." "LACK OF COMPASSION,REMORSE, INABILITY TO PLAN AHEAD." "GOD, YOU'D THINK I HELD UP A LIQUOR STORE." "SOMEBODY MAKE AN EMERGENCY CALL?" "I DID." "THIS MAN WAS CAUGHT TRESPASSING IN AN ATTEMPT" "TO STEAL CONFIDENTIAL PATIENT INFORMATION." "WE'RE ALL WITNESSES." "OH,NO,HE'S NOT A WITNESS." "HE'S MY LAWYER." "NO." "HE'S ALL YOURS,GENTLEMEN." "I MEAN,MIRANDA HIM AND ALL, BUT..." "OH,YEAH, CUFFS ARE GOOD." "YOU PRIM,UNGRATEFUL LITTLE BASTARD." "YOU WOULDN'T BE ANYWHERE IF IT WASN'T FOR YOUR OLD MAN." "YOU WOULD BE CHASING AMBULANCES" "IF IT WASN'T FOR THE GUYS YOUR FATHER WAS SENDING YOUR WAY." "OUCH!" "OW!" "OW." "WELL,AT LEAST " " PLEASE." "HE'S RIGHT." "THAT'S A DISGUSTING HABIT." "I KNOW." "TWICE A YEAR,I SWEAR." "YOUR KIDS KNOW YOU SMOKE?" "DON'T HAVE ANY." "SO,WHAT ARE YOU?" "HER FRIEND?" "SORT OF." "I DON'T THINK YOU OWE HER ANYTHING." "YEAH,I KNOW." "I-I DON'T." "THAT'S WHAT I TOLD MY MOTHER." "WHAT DID SHE SAY?" "THAT IT WAS VERY HARD FOR HER." ""POOR MARY BRIDGET," BLAH,BLAH,BLAH." "NOT YOUR PROBLEM." "YEAH,THAT'S WHAT I SAID." "MARY BRIDGET'S NOT THE EASIEST PERSON TO LIKE." "WHY SHOULD YOU HAVE TO BE NICE TO SOME INTRUSIVE WEIRDO?" "OF COURSE,MAYBE OWING HER ISN'T THE ONLY THING HERE." "YOU KNOW, IT'S ALSO ABOUT..." "WHO YOU ARE, WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOUR MOTHER RAISED YOU TO BE." "I DON'T KNOW." "MAYBE SHE RAISED YOU TO BE,LIKE," ""DON'T GIVE PEOPLE A BREAK." "IF THEY'RE NEEDY OMISERABLE, TOO BAD FOR THEM."" "NO." "MY MOTHER DID NOT RAISE ME THAT WAY." "YOU MET HER." "UH-HUH." "I MET YOU,TOO." "THERE IS A RESEMBLANCE." "IT WAS YOU." "YOU CURED ME." "YOU WERE JUST..." "MISDIAGNOSED." "NO,IT WAS COMING HERE AND SEEING YOU AND BEING NEAR YOU." "I KNOW IT." "OKAY." "IF YOU SAY SO." "YOU SHOULD CALL HOME, GIVE MR. GOAT CHEESE THE GOOD NEWS." "NO,HE DIDN'T KNOW I WAS SICK." "I WASN'T TRYING TO SPARE HIM." "IT'S NOT THAT." "IT'S JUST THAT..." "WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS GOING TO DIE, I THOUGHT..." "NOT WITH HIM." "HE IS NOT THE MAN I WANT TO BE WITH AT THE END OF MY LIFE." "YOU ARE THAT MAN." "I HAVE BEEN SUCH AN IDIOT." "WE COULD TRY AGAIN." "THIS HAPPENED FOR A REASON, JAMES." "THE UNIVERSE IS TELLING US SOMETHING." "I'M DIFFERENT." "IT COULD BE DIFFERENT." "PERHAPS." "BUT THERE'S NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE DIFFERENT." "YOU'RE FINE." "A LITTLE CASUAL, A LITTLE CARELESS, YOU KNOW, BUT..." "BUT FINE." "IT'S ME." "I'M NOT DIFFERENT." "I-I WOULD END UP WORKING TOO MUCH." "YOU..." "WELL,YOU WOULD END UP SLEEPING WITH" "THE MAKER OF VERMONT'S SECOND-BEST GOAT CHEESE." "WHAT'S DONE IS DONE." "HERE." "MAKE A WISH." "WELL,I GUESS WE'LL BE HEADING OUT." "OH." "I'VE GIVEN " "GIVEN YOUR MOTHER SOME FAMILY MEDICAL HISTORY," "IF IT COMES IN HANDY." "I " " I HOPE IT NEVER DOES,BUT..." "THANKS." "AND,UH..." "YOU KNOW, IF..." "IF WE NEED MORE STUFF OR ANYTHING MAYBE WE'LL CALL YOU." "SURE." "THAT'D BE GREAT." "THAT'D BE REALLY GREAT." "OR MAYBE WE'LL JUST CALL." "YOU KNOW, W-WHEN I GET OLDER." "THAT'D BE REALLY GREAT,TOO." "YOU KNOW, PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY," ""GOD DOESN'T GIVE US MORE THAN WE CAN CARRY."" "YOU,MARY BRIDGET, MUST BE AN OX." "PEOPLE SAY I WAS A GOOD MOTHER" "TO HAVE GIVEN BRIAN TO ANGELA," "WHO CLEARLY IS A GREAT MOTHER." "BUT THE TRUTH IS, IS THAT..." "A GOOD MOTHER DOESN'T GIVE HER BABY UP." "ANGELA WOULDN'T." "I'M A COLDHEARTED BITCH." "COLDHEARTED?" "NO." "YOU CAN'T BREAK A COLD HEART." "AND NOT A BITCH " " BIG HEART." "YOU MADE LIFE EASIER FOR BOTH THOSE PEOPLE TODAY" "BY OFFERING, NOT PUSHING " "MEETING THEM WHERE THEY WERE." "YOU WERE GENEROUS." "WELL,I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO NEXT." "I HATE TO SAY IT, BUT YOU COULD LET ME HELP YOU..." "IN A MORE CONVENTIONAL WAY..." "IN THERAPY." "HAVE WE STARTED YET?" "THERAPY?" "ALMOST." "I'LL JUST SAY THIS NOW," "BEFORE WE HEAD BACK TO SHRINK LAND." "NO DOGS,NO KIDS," "YOU'VE GOT ALL DAY TO SPEND WITH A CRAZY LADY?" "YOU GOT TO GET A LIFE,GIRL." "* DON'T BITE THE LIPS THAT KISS YOU *" "* I WON'T SAY IT AGAIN *" "* DON'T FIGHT... *" "YOU'RE QUITTING?" "I WOULDN'T SAY..." "* THEY ALWAYS WIN *" "YEAH,I'M QUITTING." "* I KNOW THAT YOU'VE BEEN... *" "DON'T HAVE ANY CLIENTS EXCEPT CRIMINALS SO MINOR" "MY FATHER DOESN'T THINK THEY NEED COMPETENT COUNSEL." "AND ME. [ CHUCKLES ]" "I THOUGHT YOU WERE MAD AT ME." "I WAS..." "BUT I STILL NEED A GOOD LAWYER." "WELL,I HOPE YOU FIND ONE." "YOU KNOW, I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC," "AND I HATE SELF-PITY." "IT'S TERRIBLE." "IT'S LIKE LOVING LOBSTER AND KEEPING KOSHER." "YOU DON'T LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC." "YES,I DO." "PLEASE,STOP PACKING." "* I WON'T SAY IT AGAIN *" "HOW ABOUT I SING YOU" "THE WORLD'S MOST PERFECT COUNTRY-WESTERN SONG?" "YOU'RE SO ASTONISHED, YOU UNPACK AND GO BACK TO BEING A LAWYER?" "YOU'RE GONNA SING?" "YES." "WELL,THEN,A LIFETIME OF LITIGATION IS YOURS." "* WELL,I WAS DRUNK" "* THE DAY MY MOM" "* GOT OUT OF PRISON" "* AND I WENT" "* TO PICK HER UP" "* IN THE RAIN" "* BUT BEFORE I" "* GOT TO THE STATION IN MY PICKUP *" "* TRUCK" "* SHE GOT RUN OVER BY A DOGGONE TRAIN *"