"Hello, my name is Dr. Steven Lanyon and I'm the Director of the Alta Vista Research Center." "Bipolar disorder affects more than five million Americans today." "However, new research is constantly expanding the range of possible treatment options." "If you or someone you know suffers from bipolar disorder, the Alta Vista Research Center is currently seeking participants for a new study." "We offer patients who are experiencing severe mood symptoms the opportunity to take part in a randomized clinical trial." "Participants will be compensated for their time and travel expenses." "You must be 18 or older to apply." "For more information, please call the number at the bottom of your screen." "[sound of sirens]" "Mynameis HarryPoole." "I'm twenty-six years old." "Hello,Harry." "Why don't you tell us a little bit more about yourself?" "I'ma student and I live in an apartment with my brother John, who's five years older than me." "So,howareyou  feeling today, Harry?" "I'mfine." "I guess, I just, I just have a really bad headache." "How'syoursleep,Harry?" "It'snot,it 'snotgreat." "Anyhistoryof bipolar disorder in your family?" "NotthatIknowof." "Everhad suicidal thoughts, Harry?" "Any attempts?" "Once." "Canyoudescribewhatyour  mood swings are like?" "I thought I was just gonna be a guinea pig for some new medication." "Well,themore we know about what you're experiencing," "They're just mood swings, ok." "Up, down." "Up, down." "it's pretty self-explanatory, isn't it?" "Allright,Harry." "I hear you." "Anything else you want to add?" "Ok, that's enough for today." "Harry, this is nurse Miller." "She'll be assisting me with your treatment." "Hi." "Howareyoufeelingkiddo?" "Ok." "Here." "Thankyou." "You'rewelcome,Harry." "Ok,good." "We'll let you rest up." "If you need anything, just ask the nurse." "YoucancallmeAnna ." "[sound of ticking clock]" "Weneedto get one of those vending machines for the apartment." "I mean, how cool would that be?" "What are you smiling at?" "Huh?" "You're in a hospital eating shitty food, experimenting with some drug that's gonna make you impotent or lose your hair or grow a pair of tits." "You should be crying, dude." "How are you doing, little brother?" "I'mok." "Sohow'sthe treatments going?" "Idon'tknow." "It's fine, I guess." "We just started last night." "Noticeanydifferences?" "Drymouthandconstipation." "I'mgladIasked." "Whoa !" "What's with the camera?" "Oh,it'spart of the treatment." "They want to monitor my progress 24/7." "Bigbrother is watching you." "[knock on door]" "Hi,Harry." "It's time for lunch." "Hello." "Hi." "Porkrinds?" "I'm John, Harry's brother." "And you are?" "Guess." "Ah,prettyandfunny." "Ah, hey, nurse can you tell me where" "I can get one of the vending machines in your hallway?" "Hopeyoulike your lunch, Harry." "Bye." "Seriously?" "I thoughtthey only made nurses like that in porn." "I think I'm in love, man." "You're gonna be all right." "[sound of ticking clock]" "Howareyou,son ?" "Listen, if you don't mind, I'd like to talk to your doctor." "I had a few questions for him regarding your treatment." "I just want to make sure my boy's being taken care of properly." "You sure this thing is safe, Harry?" "Yes." "Why'd you come here?" "What do you want?" "Myboy'sin thehospital." "It's only normal I come to see him." "Youdon'tneed to come visit me." "Iwascleaningout  your old room the other day." "Found your first bible." "Jesus loves you." "And I love you, too." "Sometimes, sometimes I wonder if you're not like that lost lamb, that strayed from the flock." "Sometimes I wonder if the real reason you're here is because you lost your faith." "Hi,Father." "Didyou come to give me the last rites?" "No." "I 'monmy  lunch break, actually." "It'sgoodto seeyou ." "Do you want to sit down?" "Isawyourdad inchurch the other day." "He asked me to come by." "MymomdiedwhenIwas  nine, she killed herself." "They said it was an accidental overdose." "Iknow,Harry." "ButI don'tbelieve there was anything accidental about her death." "My father was such a monster with her and with us." "She probably just wanted to bail out." "And I get it, too." "I get it." "Life sucked, so she did what she had to do." "Iunderstand,butwe have talked about all this before, Harry." "I'mnottalking to you, Father -- I'm talking to my doctor." "I never felt comfortable telling him those things, but," "I always feel comfortable saying them to you." "I guess you've helped me open up to him." "GladI canbe useful." "So, any results from the treatment yet?" "Well,I stillhave my moments, but overall, I actually kinda feel better." "Who knows?" "Maybe it's starting to work." "Good,Harry,good." "That's the spirit." "TheHolySpirit." "Thank you, I'm here all week." "Well,itwasgoodtospend  some time with you, Harry." "Iwasn'tkiddingabout the last rites, Father." "I'm going to be someone else Father, I know I can do this." "I know that I have it in me." "Harry Poole is the past." "Edward Grey is the future." "EdwardGrey?" "Yeah,whynot?" "New guy, new name, right?" "I'mawake." "Ibroughtyouyourdinner." "I wasn't sure if you asleep so I didn't want to..." "Comesitwithme for a minute." "I'll share my applesauce with you." "Thankyou,butIhave  to get back to work." "Iunderstand." "Goodnight." "Anna." "Ok,justafew minutes." "But if anyone dies while I'm here, it's on you, Harry." "You're looking better." "Ifeelbetter." "There'sdefinitely something different about you, Harry." "Well,actuallyI'mnot  Harry today." "I'm Edward." "Oh,really?" "Yes." "EdwardGrey." "That'sa nicename." "I'mgladyoulikeit." "Soshould I call you Edward?" "Yes." "Harryandall of his problems are on vacation." "Ilikethat." "Edward." "AndI likeyourperfume." "Um,soit seems the treatment is having some positive results." "What'sfordinner?" "Steak,grilledvegetables and applesauce for dessert." "but I'm getting half of that, remember?" "What are you doing, Edward?" "I mean Harry." "I think I should go." "I'll see you later." "Holyshit." "[music]" "Goodmorning,Harry." "CouldI havemy medication?" "Yes,butfirst let's talk a little bit." "Canweplease do that some other time?" "Itwon'tbe long." "Ijust  need to ask a few questions." "So, have you noticed any changes yet, Harry?" "Yesterday, I felt a little better." "Good." "Andhow about your insomnia?" "Yes.canIplease have my medication now?" "Justa couple more questions, it won't be long." "Are you still having headaches?" "No." "God!" "Couldyoujust give me the damn pill!" "I'm sorry, Doctor -- that was out of line." "I'm just really excited because I think the treatment might be working and I don't want to go back." "It'sallright,Harry." "I understand." "But it's important that we have these sessions and that you continue to monitor your emotions very closely." "Ok." "We can stop for today." "[sound of ticking clock]" "IhopeIdidn'thurt you too much." "Hold this please." "So I'm happy to see you're getting better and better every day." "Doyouhaveaboyfriend?" "No." "Good." "I'llgetbacktowork ." "See you later." "Ihavesome bad news, Harry." "Unfortunately we're going to have to discontinue the treatment." "What?" "Itrecentlycame to our attention that the medication's formula just needs to be worked upon." "Whatareyoutalkingabout?" "I never felt better in my whole life." "Oh,I know,Harry." "But trust me when I tell you we only have your best interest in mind." "And right now, what we researchers need to do is get back to the drawing board." "Butit'sworking,Doctor!" "I'm living proof that it's working." "Youhavebeen super helpful, Harry." "And of course you'll be compensated for your time and effort." "Prozac.zoloft,paxil, effexor." "You name it, I have tried it." "There's never been anything that's worked like this for me." "Why are you doing this to me, Doctor?" "It'sforyourown safety, Harry. and I like I..." "Why!" "Why!" "[screaming]" "That'swhy." "We've had some episodes of rage and confusion from some of our other test subjects." "The medication's just not ready, Harry." "I'msorry." "I'm really sorry." "I don't know what got into me." "We'llkeepin touch." "I promise I won't abandon you." "You can call me anytime." "Ibroughtyou a little going away present." "Thanks." "Youhaveto promiseme one thing." "You won't open it until you get home." "Ok." "I promise." "Ithinkyou're going to like it." "Hey,Doctor I'm back home now and I've decided to continue monitoring myself." "I'll be using 2 cameras." "I have a feeling that things are about to get pretty exciting around here and I didn't want you to miss the show." "I'm not going to tell you how I managed to get these, but I'm going to resume treatment on my own." "I know that someday when you see these videos you'll understand how wrong you were to pull the plug." "And you'll also discover what a great doctor you really are." "Who knows?" "You might even win a Nobel prize." "Ok." "This is day 1." "[ringing doorbell]" "Hey.it'sLarry,right?" "No,Harry." "IsJohnhome?" "No,he'sout." "Fuck!" "I really wanted some weed." "Could you hook me up?" "Nah,I don'tsmoke." "Do you, you want to wait for him maybe?" "Wait 'til she meets Edward, Doctor." "Hey!" "You'rehome!" "What happened?" "They fire your ass or somethin'?" "You smoke weed now, Harry?" "No." "But apparently Edward does." "Who?" "Ah,Edward." "Right, right." "I'm really happy you're back, man." "You look good!" "You gotta puff, puff, pass." "That's the way it works." "Are you filming this?" "Yeah." "TheDoctorwantedme to continue to monitor myself for a little while." "Right, Doctor?" "TheDoctorwantsto watch you smoke some weed?" "Well,wedo havea prescription for that, right?" "Hell,yeah,we do ." "And for the record, this is being used for medical purposes only." "I mean, I have that herniated disc and my little brother has terrible insomnia." "Shutthefuckup and pass that shit already." "SoEdward,huh?" "It'stheage of the alter ego, John." "It's the age of the Avatar." "I'dtotallybang that blue chick." "I mean, I would like take her blue creepy tail and put it on my, my dick and then all of a sudden we'd be connected and one." "Ah,thatis somestrong shit you're smoking." "I got a huge headache." "Oh,I amgettingmy assed kicked by some 12 year old kid in France." "How do you say fuck you in French?" "Dadwasdrunkwhenhecame to see me at the hospital." "He tried to hide it, but I could smell it on his breath." "Tellmesomething I don't know." "Fuck you, you little frog." "Asshole just blew me apart with a grenade launcher." "Idon'tknowwhy  he keeps coming around." "I just wish he'd get out of our lives already." "[ringing doorbell]" "Youwantto getthat?" "And not walk in?" "Oh,you'reearly." "Oh,I 'msorry." "Did I wake you?" "No.no, I was just getting ready." "Hey,what'sup ,nurse?" "Youremembermy brother, John, right?" "Yes." "I'mouttahere." "Yeah, well, I'll get you later, you little bitch." "who I'm gonna fuckin' butcher when I return." "I'mgonnaput some clothes on, I'll be right back." "Yeah." "I don'tunderstand that." "All right." "Gummyfish?" "Youshould." "Fish is good for you." "More for me." "All right." "See you guys later." "So,Harry, how are you feeling?" "Well,prettygood." "Thanks to you." "Thank you for my gift, Anna." "Let'sgo." "I'mstarving." "Ok." "Couldyouwaitoutside for me for a minute." "I just want to leave a quick note for John." "Sure." "I'mgoingon adatewith  your nurse." "How cool is that?" "[music]" "IsJohnhere?" "It's Gary, right?" "No." "Edward." "Doyoumind if I wait for John?" "Smellsgoodin here." "I'mcooking." "Oh,thanks." "I don't know what it is, but there's something different about you." "Ichangedmy cologne." "Gotanythingto smoke?" "No." "Well,whatareyou cooking?" "Risotto." "Oh,wow.umm." "I wish my lame ass boyfriend could cook like that." "Did you cut your hair?" "No." "Hm." "Oh,Igot it!" "you shaved your goatee." "Takeiteasy on those crackers." "What?" "Carbs." "Sowhat?" "Youthink I'm fat or something?" "Dude, what's your fucking problem?" "What kind of asshole talks to women like that!" "Calmdown." "It 'sno big deal." "I'm just saying..." "Doyoureallythink I'm fat?" "Ididn'tmeantohurt you,  you're very pretty." "Especially when you're angry." "Iguessyoumet mybrother." "Yeah." "He'sabig asshole." "Got some weed?" "Thank you." "Seriously,dude?" "What?" "What?" "I 'veonlybeen trying to hit that for months and you come in with your Edward shtick and bam!" "What the fuck!" "How did you pull that shit, man?" "Well,maybeyoushould stop dressing like the big lubowski." "Oh,fuckyou." "Hey,I 'mjust playing with you." "Dude,yougottoteachme some of the moves." "Sure." "AndIhope you're hungry because I made a killer risotto." "I'malwayshungry." "Ooh!" "Now I should get the nurse." "Um hm." "Wow,lookat you." "You're very handsome, Harry." "Edward." "Harry dresses like a bum." "Ok." "SoEdward, what is the plan for tonight?" "Wecouldstayhome for a change." "You know, I wish you'd come see me in your nurse's uniform sometime." "Istheresomethingwrong with my dress?" "No." "Notat all." "I'm sorry, Anna." "I didn't mean to be rude." "SoJohn'snothome?" "Nope." "He'sat his girlfriend's place tonight." "You haven't seen my bedroom yet, have you?" "Ok." "Slowdown,Edward." "Really?" "Yes,really." "It's just, it happened so fast between us." "I'd like to get to know you better." "Iunderstand." "Ihopeyoudo,  'cause I really like you." "AndI likeyou,too ." "Ok." "Doyouknow anything about courtship?" "Vaguely." "I 'msure Harry knows all about it." "Anyway, aren't girls supposed to like bad boys?" "There'sa finelinebetween a bad boy and an asshole." "Hmm." "Niceguysfinishlast , haven't you heard?" "Ithink I like Harry better." "Harryisawoose." "Idon'tknow,but he was gentle." "He had manners." "Enoughwiththatloser." "Come here." "Maybeyoucanlearnathing  or two from that loser." "Talk to you later." ""Hi, you've reached Anna." "Please leave a message."" "Hi,Anna.it 'sme ." "listen, I'm so sorry that I was such, such a douche with you." "I don't know what I was thinking." "I, please just give me a chance to make it up to you." "I promise that I will behave next time." "Oh, God." "What a jerk." "I'm so, so so, sorry." "Ok, so I got a little carried away but it's no big deal." "I just like her so much, but I guess Edward can sometimes get a little impatient." "Hey,bro." "Oh, breakfast of champions." "Megan asked me to shave my balls a few nights ago." "So you know me;" "I aim to please." "So I obliged her." "But now my balls got stubble." "Fuckin' itch like a bitch." "I'm gonna order some pizza." "You want anything?" "The weather lady said it was gonna rain today." "Hmm, Elita." "Cloudy with a chance of boobs." "Wouldyoujust shut the fuck up." "What?" "Youheardme ." "You wake up at 2:00 o'clock in the afternoon." "You smoke weed, play videogames all day." "What kind of fucked up life is that?" "Wow." "Someonewokeuponthe wrong side of the bed today." "Fuckyou,youfat fuck!" "Are,areyouokHarry?" "No!" "no!" "I'mnot ok." "Hey,hey,hey." "I'msorry,I'msorry." "I didn't mean it." "No,it'sok ,man." "It'sok." "It's gonna be ok." "Ijusthaven'tfeltthis  bad in a really long time." "I think I need to up my dosage." "Don'tyouthinkyou should ask your doctor about that?" "Yeah." "I will." "I love you, John." "I really look up to you, you know?" "Hey,hey." "I look up to you, bro." "I mean, look at you." "Tryin' to turn your life around." "Soldierin' through this shit." "You're a fuckin' warrior, man." "And by the way, you're right, I should get off my fat ass more often." "I think I'm gonna join the gym down the street today, now is the day." "Yeah,right." "My,thisis good." "This is like the best apple pie I've ever had." "Are you sure you made this?" "Umhm." "Wheredidyou learn to bake like this?" "Hm,mymotherusedtocook when she was stressed and with my father, she was stressed all the time so she practically lived in the kitchen." "And I guess I must've picked up a few things along the way, just by watching her." "And I have to admit, cooking is good therapy." "Well,yourtherapy is making me fat." "Thisisaterrificmovie." "Yep." "Sowhydidyou decide to become a nurse?" "Um,tosavepeople'slives and alleviate their pain." "Cool." "No,justflexiblehours and good benefits." "I'd like to say that it was a dream of mine since I was a girl, but the truth is I always wanted to be an actress." "Ialwayswantedtobe a superhero when I was young." "I thought it would be so cool to have a secret identity, rock a cape, fight evil dudes." "Well,youkindadid it." "You kind of fulfilled your childhood dream." "Because Harry is Clark Kent and Edward is Superman, right?" "So, what's your kryptonite?" "You." "Wow,youlookgreat!" "Hey,Anna." "Hey,John." "I'mnotJohnanymore." "Call me Tyler Falcon." "Who?" "Youwantsomeapplepie?" "No." "TylerFalcon doesn't eat dessert." "It's bright in here." "Youguysarecrazy." "Wassup?" "Notmuch." "Didyougetmytext ?" "You could have called me back." "Beenbusy." "Eversincetheotherday," "I haven't stopped thinkin' about you." "Iknow." "Imissedyou,Edward." "What's up with the silent treatment?" "Are you gonna make me suffer, Edward?" "You're gonna break my heart, aren't you, you bastard." "I'm such a fragile little girl." "Hey." "Kiss me." "Lifeisn'tabout rainbows and unicorns, Ivy." "There's no prince charming, there's no knight in shining armor." "Vampires don't want to look lovingly at you while you sleep." "They don't want to hold you in their arms and protect you from werewolves." "Vampires want more than that." "Vampires want to suck your blood." "Isowantto fuck you right now." "[doorbell rings] Whothehellisthat ?" "Mike!" "Whatthefuck!" "Ifollowedyouhere, you little bitch!" "Listen to me!" "You get near my girlfriend again, I will fuck you up, asshole!" "Get over here, you little slut!" "That'snoway to talk to a lady!" "Granted, she's not much of one." "What?" "Oh,andyouhit  like a girl." "What?" "Edward!" "What are you doing?" "!" "Stop it!" "You're killing him!" "OhmyGod!" "OhmyGod!" "I  don't know what, I'm so sorry!" "I, I don't know what came over me." "This isn't me." "OhmyGod,he'sdead ." "No,no,no ." "he's still breathing." "Get the first aid kit outta the bathroom." "You're gonna be ok, ok." "You're gonna be all right." "I'm so sorry." "I don't know what came over me." "Ah, can you, can you hear me?" "Mike?" "Mike?" "Mike?" "Can you hear me?" "See, Doctor." "I think she likes Edward better." "Nothing, keep going." "Give the camera your best sexy pose." "[music]" "Iknowwhat you're thinking." "You're thinkin' see, I told you so." "The medication's just not ready." "Well, whaddya want me to say!" "He started it!" "He provoked me." "What are you supposed to do when someone hits you in the face, Doctor, hm?" "Turn the other cheek?" "Well, that was Harry." "Edward doesn't play that game." "No more mister nice guy." "And y'know something else, that douche bag jock woulda walked all over Harry -- but Edward?" "Edward showed that asshole who's boss." "I'm frickin' invincible, Doctor." "[knock at door]" "Hello,Harry." "Whatd 'youwant?" "CanI comein ?" "What happened to your face?" "What whiskey will not cure." "There is no cure for." "I came here today, Harry, because I want to reconnect with you." "You and your brother." "Family's all we have in life, right?" "I have some bad news, Harry." "I'm sick." "Cancer." "You got anything to say?" "Well,shithappens." "What'swrongwithyou ,huh ?" "You on drugs, Harry?" "Iguessyoucouldsaythat." "Betterwipethatsmile off your face, boy." "Or?" "Wegottatakesome fresh flowers to your mother." "Youthinkthat's gonna change anything?" "Enough,Harry." "No,youenough." "You were right, Doctor -- there are side effects to the drug." "I did something terrible today." "I didn't mean to do it." "I don't know what I was thinking;" "it just happened so fast and Doctor, it really felt like I was possessed or something." "I decided that I'm gonna stop taking the pills and I'm gonna turn myself in and I don't, I don't know what's gonna happen to me, but I just know that this has to stop before I hurt someone else." "I shoulda listened to you, Doctor." "You know what?" "That guy was also kinda annoying." "I mean, here I am, talkin' to my mom." "This guy walks up, he starts tapping' on his watch and he says, we close at 6:00;" "it's 5:50 now." "I mean, it's rude, isn't it?" "Just walkin' up, interrupting me like that." "Tappin' on his watch with his fat finger and staring at me like that." "No, no, no, no, no. no." "No, there's no excuse." "What happened was horrible." "He didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve it." "It's terrible, right." "I know I shouldn't laugh, but guess what I said to him?" "I pointed to all the graves nearby and I said, they're here for all of eternity and you close at 6:00?" "This guy didn't even get it, either." "He just, he just stood there staring at me with this, this blank expression in his eyes." "this stupid grin plastered on his face." "I mean, imagine Doctor, you're standing there, you're talking to your mom and some pathetic little cemetery employee barges in." "He starts tapping' on his watch and telling you they fucking close at 6:00." "I mean, you might have lost it a little, too, you know." "So anyway, there's this, there's this shovel, right." "This freshly dug grave nearby." "Well, I grabbed that shovel and I smashed his head so hard, fucker spun around like a cartoon character, boing." "[laughs]" "Fuckin' fell right into the hole." "And then I buried him in his own cemetery." "How's that for poetic justice, Doc?" "Anyway, this was all just a mishap, just a little bump on our way to greatness." "God damn!" "You and I make such an awesome team." "I actually feel a lot better, now that I talked to you." "Oh, and I'm sorry about that little meltdown earlier." "Oh!" "And forget what I said about the pills." "I'm gonna keep takin' 'em." "You'resuch a sweet guy, Harry." "Don't ever change, because I really like the way you are." "I'vebeen a bad boy, Doctor." "I picked up a hooker tonight, but it's not what you think." "I just want somebody to talk to." "So we go to this seedy motel room and she says, that's your thing, talkin' to hookers?" "I explained how I've always liked to talk to women about how I used to blab to my mom all the time and that unfortunately, she killed herself when I was a kid." "She looks at me -- totally indifferent." "Obviously she doesn't care very much about what I have to say." "Fine." "Whatever." "I keep on talking." "I tell her how at first I was very angry at my mother for abandoning me with my horrible father but in the end I realized it wasn't her fault." "That she loved me very much and that she didn't mean to hurt me." "And as I'm telling her this, the bitch pulls a compact out of her purse and she starts touching up her lipstick." "Ok." "Regardless, I keep on blabbing." "I say that as the years went by I began to understand why my mom killed herself and that eventually I learned to forgive her." "She looks at her fucking watch and she says, tick-tock." "Can you believe that?" "Tick tock." "So what do I do?" "[screaming] You want more money!" "Here's more money, take it!" "Take it all, I don't care!" "I stole it from some asshole." "She looks at me, all confused." "I laugh and I tell her to calm down, it's ok." "Relax." "Take the money, it's yours, really." "There's plenty more where that came from." "And I grab her fucking head and slam it against it against the bed frame." "Now as I continue repeatedly banging her head against the bed frame, you know what I tell her, Doc?" "I say, tick tock." "Tick tock." "Well, Doctor, it's looking more and more like it wasn't such a bad idea after all to discontinue my treatment." "But the thing is, I can't." "I mean, I can, but I don't want to." "I don't want to be Harry anymore." "I think I like being Edward better." "You see, Harry was such a depressed suicidal little victim." "But Edward has so much energy, confidence." "So Doctor, I've come to the conclusion that I would rather be alive in hell as Edward than dead in my pathetic and joyless little existence as Harry." "And of course I feel ashamed of the things I've done once I transform back into him." "But I immediately pop one of your pills to feel the ecstasy of being Edward again and all that shame and guilt just magically melts away." "And you know, when you really think about it, that pathetic cemetery dude and that little whore, well, they deserved to die." "They disrespected my mother, they disrespected me, Doctor." "Anyway, they're just a couple of lowlifes." "The way I see it, I did them a favor." "And I can see how most people would call me a monster." "But that is a small price to pay for being Edward." "Thank you, Doctor, for all that you've done." "Without you, I never could have reached my full potential." "Actually, without you, I'd probably be dead by now." "And I have no idea where this journey's going to lead but I want you to be there with me, every step of the way." "So I'm going to continue to record this little diary for you." "we're going to finish it together." "Harry's dead." "Long live Edward." "Pleasedon't;" "I look terrible." "Youneverlookterrible." "Thanks." "Tada!" "Willyoudo my back?" "You should put some on, too." "You're gonna get burned." "I love you, Harry." "Iloveyou,too ." "Comebackto bed,Edward." "I'm waiting for you." "What's wrong, baby?" "Come with me to the bedroom, I promise I'll turn that frown upside down." "Doyouremember the first time we met?" "Yeah." "Yeah,youwere cooking pasta or something." "And you were wearing that outfit I like." "You looked really good." "No,beforethat." "When we first met." "I guess that was the first time I really started noticing you." "Exactly." "Beforethat, I was invisible to you." "Listen to me." "When we first met, I was Harry." "Harry didn't mean shit to you." "But now Edward, on the other hand, you can't get enough of." "Areyouhigh?" "You 'renot  making any sense right now." "Don'tinterruptme ." "You would never go out with Harry." "Now all you want to do is fuck Edward." "Youareso  fucking stoned right now." "[yells]Shutup !" "Stop!" "You're hurting me, Edward!" "Don'tyoueverraise your hand at me again." "See that little box there?" "It's for you." "Take it." "Take it, I said." "Open it." "Isthatforme?" "Edward, it's beautiful." "I love it." "It'sa promisering." "I promise that I will fucking kill you if you ever leave me." "Now, go wait for me in the room -- I'll be with you in a minute." "Hey." "Don'tgo in the bathroom for a while." "I pooped something evil and we're all outta matches." "You guys fighting or something?" "I heard Ivy yelling." "Noneofyourbusiness." "Don'ttellme ." "Edward, right?" "So you smoke cigarettes now?" "What's up with you these days?" "You drink and smoke like crazy." "You treat people like shit." "You disappear all night." "You're not yourself, man." "Duh." "Ihardlyseeyou anymore, Ivy." "What's up with that?" "Come on, just go out with me tonight." "Kevin's gonna be at the party." "We'll have fun, I promise." "I'msureit 'llbe fun, Sarah, but I can't." "Youcan'tbecauseyou 're afraid of him." "That's why." "I'mnotafraidofanyone." "Niceringhe gaveyou ." "Nice bruises, too." "if a guy ever touched me like that, I'd..." "Honey,I 'mhome." "Andwho is our outspoken caller?" "Thisismy friend,Sarah." "Oh,it'snicetomeet you,  Sarah." "I'm Edward Grey." "Hi." "I bettergetgoing." "Oh,no,no ,no ." "This could be interesting." "The three of us, discussing friendly details." "Get to know each other better." "I'llcallyoulater,Ivy." "Sarah,I thinkthatyou  should come by sometime when I'm here." "I sense you don't like me very much, but you'll see." "I tend to grow on people." "Goodbye,Ivy." "Bye,Sarah." "Sarahisavery pretty girl, isn't she?" "Yeah,sheis ." "Isthatwhy you looked so scared?" "You're afraid that I'll become interested in her, aren't you?" "Ah!" "Ow,you'rehurtingme." "Please let go." "Oh,poorbaby." "Calmdown ." "Just playing with you." "What would my little princess like to do this evening?" "Canwego out?" "Hm,out." "Likemaybego clubbing or something?" "Paint the town red." "Yeah." "Couldbe fun." "Let'ssee." "Where could we go?" "Well,there'sthis new place called Totem." "I heard it was fun." "Can we go?" "Sure." "You really want to go out, don't you?" "Yeah." "I 'llgogetmystuff." "We'renotgoing." "What?" "Well,nowwe 'vegotta think of something else to do, don't we?" "There's no place like home." "Harry?" "Hey, babe." "Is something wrong?" "No." "AguyIdon 'tevenknow  just poked me on Facebook, gross." "Poking someone on Facebook;" "that's gotta be like the lowest form of communication I can think of." "I'm gonna make some tea." "You want some?" "Huh?" "D'youwantsometea ?" "Are you sure you're ok?" "You're not acting like yourself today." "Justtired." "Come in here and sit down with me." "What'sup?" "CanI askyouaquestion?" "Sure." "Howmuchdo youloveme?" "What?" "Let'ssayyoufoundout that I was a thief." "Would you still love me?" "Why,didyou steal something?" "Justanswerme ." "Yes." "Yeah." "How' boutifyou found out I was a criminal?" "Would you still love me?" "Idon'tknow, you're being really weird." "I'ma murderer,Anna." "I killed Harry." "You'rea funnyguy,Harry." "No,no,I'mnot kidding." "Harry's dead." "And I know that you weren't so crazy about Edward at first, but you're gonna see." "He's actually a lotta fun." "Haveyoubeenhitting your brother's bong?" "Because you know how much I hate it when you smoke." "Anna,I needyou to do something for me." "I need more pills." "I'm almost finished with the ones you gave me and I think that it is very important that I continue to take them." "Um,I haveto tellyou  something about that." "The pills I gave you, they were placebos, Harry." "What?" "Thepills, they were placebos." "Why?" "Whatdo youmean, placebos?" "Ididn'tliketoseeyou so sad and you looked so lost." "I was just trying to help." "Yougaveme sugarpills?" "Icouldn'tjustgiveyou an experimental drug, especially one that was potentially dangerous." "I'm a nurse, I could have lost my job over something like that," "Or worse, I could have harmed you." "Doyouhaveany idea what this means?" "Wow." "Nice fucking gift you gave me." "PleaseHarry, don't do that." "Youdon'tunderstand." "There is no more Harry, there is only Edward." "I was him and he was me all along." "[screams] Why the fuck did you have to give me placebos!" "?" "Sorry,Harry, I'm sorry, look, it, it wasn't me though it was Doctor Lanyon." "What?" "Hetookpityonyouand he thought you were going to do something terrible so he, he asked me to give you these pills and I didn't want to at first but he, he persisted and so I finally just did what he told me." "DoctorLanyontoldyou  to give me placebos?" "Areyoumadatme?" "No." "Notat you." "Listen, I'm sorry that I lashed out at you." "I just don't like to be lied to." "Anyway, it's not important." "That is what's important." "Anna, I want to spend the rest of my life with you." "Will you marry me?" "What?" "but I promise I will get you one very soon." "[sound of kettle whistling] Savedbythebell." "I didn't expect this so soon, Harry -- I mean, not at yet anyway." "I, I just feel like we just met each other." "Isthatano?" "It'sa maybe." "You know how much I love you, Harry, and I'm really happy and flattered right now." "But?" "I,I justdon'tthink we should rush into things." "I just need some time to think." "[doorbell rings]" "Ineedto talktoyou." "It's over, Edward." "I could have just called you, but I needed to come here for myself." "You're really a pathetic person and I can't believe I let you treat me the way you did." "So here's your ring." "Here, take it." "You don't scare me anymore, Edward." "Perfecttiming." "He just proposed and needed a ring." "Iwillcomeback for my stuff later." "Whowasthat?" "You know what?" "Whatever." "I'm outta here." "Didn'tthisring come with a promise?" "Oh,a volcanoinside!" "Always ready to flare up." "I like that." "I don't know if I want to kiss you or kill you right now." "I think I'll just kill you." "Edward!" "Whatareyou doing!" "Lookatthecamera." "What?" "Isaidlookatthecamera!" "Now say, thank you Doctor." "What?" "SaythankyouDoctor." "ThankyouDoctor." "[music]" "Ilovedher." "I loved her so much." "I'm sorry, son." "I'm sorry for all that I caused this family." "You didn't deserve it." "You and your brother are good people." "And your mother, your mother was a good woman." "I know that she swallowed all those pills to get away from me." "I know perfectly well I killed her." "And believe me, not a goddam day goes by that I don't wish it was me and not her down in that hole." "I'm going to start chemo." "Doctor says I'll lose my hair and my appetite." "He said I should quit drinking, too." "[ominous music]" "ForweeksI'vebeen thinking about killing you." "Now I realize there's something even worse I can do to you;" "let you live." "I'mcoming,Selma." "DoctorLanyon, this is Harry Poole." "Listen, I don't feel well at all." "I really need your help." "You promised you wouldn't abandon me." "Please, can you come see me as soon as possible." "[knocking on door]" "Hello?" "Hey, Harry." "Harry?" "Anybody here?" "Hello!" "You'vegottabe the last doctor in America who still makes house calls." "Pleasestate your name and age." "Whatisthis,Harry?" "What are you doing?" "HelloDoctorLanyon, why don't you tell us a little bit more about yourself." "Whatareyou talking about, Harry?" "Why am I tied to this chair?" "So,DoctorLanyon." "How are you feeling today?" "Whatthefuck are you talking about?" "What is going on?" "Nowremember, it's important that you monitor your emotions very closely, Doctor." "Oh, and please, call me Edward." "Whatthehell is all this about, Harry?" "I got your call, I came as fast as I could." "Aplacebo,seriously?" "What?" "Youtookpityonmeand gave me a fucking placebo?" "Hey nurse Anna -- pass the poor bastard a bunch of sugar pills that'll calm him down." "He'll never know the difference." "Pity!" "what the fuck, doctor." "Wait." "Thisis thefirst I'm hearing about this, Harry." "I don't know what you're talking about!" "You fooled him and you treated him like a child." "But guess what, Doctor?" "Harry's all grown up now and his name is Edward." "And let me tell you, Edward is pissed off." "Inevergaveyou anything." "Why would I give you a placebo." "[yells]bullshit!" "Anna told me you did!" "Well,Anna'sa fucking lying' bitch!" "I swear to you!" "I would never give you anything!" "Youdonot talk about her that way!" "She is the love of my life and she would not lie to me." "You are the liar!" "I can't think of anything more disgusting, more vile than pity." "Well, Edward doesn't take pity." "And Edward doesn't show mercy." "Ok,Harry." "Please just calm down." "[yells]Don'tfucking tell me to calm down!" "Who do you think you are, you smug little self-righteous piece of shit Doctor." "Oh, you guys are all the same." "You see, I thought that you created a monster." "I believed that I was your evil puppet." "Turns out I was pulling the strings all along." "Ok." "Doctor." "So, do you see those two little sugar cubes and that vial there in front of you?" "Well, I'm currently seeking participants for my own little research study." "And let's just say that you've just been recruited." "Oh, you will be compensated for your time and travel expenses." "And, you are older than 18, aren't you, Doctor?" "What'sinthevial,Harry?" "Lysergicaciddiethylamide." "Street name LSD." "So, here's how I'd like to conduct our little experiment." "One of those sugar cubes is spiked with acid." "The other one is just a placebo." "Inevergaveyou  a goddam fucking placebo!" "I mean, 50/50 ain't bad, though, right?" "HowmuchLSD is on the cube?" "Harry, you could kill me." "Ooh,yeah." "Y'know, I don't really know." "But, I'm pretty sure there's enough for a beautiful trip." "Listen,kid." "Icouldhelp  you." "We could work together." "On your condition, I'll find a cure for you." "It'sa little late for that." "Anyway, you had your window." "Thisisn'tyou,Harry." "Look at you." "Look at what you've become." "You've turned into a monster." "Youhaveno idea." "Icanseethat you're in a lot of pain." "But it doesn't have to be that way." "I can help you, kid." "I know it." "It's not too late." "You still have a future." "A bright future." "Don't ruin this by doing something stupid." "Please, just untie me and let me go." "I promise, promise I won't tell anyone." "Nah." "I don'tthinkso." "[screams] Help!" "Help!" "Help!" "Oh,no." "You're not going anywhere." "Those are good knots." "I'llfuckingkillyou !" "You lunatic!" "I will fucking kill you!" "Oh,lookat you!" "Who is the monster now?" "So, have you thought about which one yet?" "Oh, still not sure." "Maybe you'd like to use your lifeline." "You know, phone a friend or something." "You'recrazy." "You're completely crazy." "Isthatyour final diagnosis, Doctor?" "IfyouthinkI'm going to put that shit in my mouth, you can think again." "Comeon,whatkindof a research subject are you?" "pinch your nose and shove it down your throat like the big baby you are?" "Thattaboy!" "All right." "You sure?" "Yeah." "The one on the right?" "Youmightas wellkillme." "There's not a chance in hell I'm gonna put that in my mouth." "Oh,fuckme ." "Let's do this." "Open up." "Come on!" "Open up." "Come on, Doctor." "Open up, open up, come on." "Come on, open your mouth." "There you go!" "There you go." "There you go." "There you go." "Whoo!" "Now that wasn't so bad, was it?" "Oh, I'm sorry I don't have a lollipop for you." "Whichonewasit?" "The placebo?" "Don'tyoulikesurprises?" "Oh God, you look so pathetic." "It's just breaking my heart." "All right, I guess I'll just tell you." "So Doctor, as it turns out, neither one of them was a placebo." "Oops." "So Doctor, as it turns out, neither one of them was a placebo." "Oops." "I was just fucking with you." "How's it feel?" "Bon voyage, Doctor." "[music]" "Oh,it'skickin'in,  isn't it?" "Oh yes it's on." "Oh, there, there." "Don't cry." "Everything is gonna be all right." "I will make sure that nothing happens to you." "[laughing]" "Nowthat'smorelikeit." "Ican't,can'tbreathe." "You gotta, you gotta untie me." "You got to untie me." "Where you going?" "C'mon, come back." "Come join the party." "Please don't kill me." "Please don't kill me." "I don't want to die!" "Please!" "I don't want to die!" "I don't want to die!" "Aah!" "Aah!" "[music]" "IsthereaDoctor in the house?" "I said is there a Doctor in the house!" "I'm not really a doctor." "No, I just play one on TV!" "I'm on TV, man!" "I play a doctor on..." "Hey, I'm Harry Poole." "My father used to beat me when I was a kid!" "It's so goddam sad." "I'm so sad, 'cause my mother killed, killed herself." "My mother killed herself when I was a kid." "I'm so sad!" "I'm bipolar!" "I'm bipolar!" "Oh, Harry Poole, what a fool!" "What a fucking fool!" "Harry Poole." "[laughing]" "You're a fucking fool." "Hey!" "Hey, do something." "[fast paced music]" "OhmyGod." "Look at this bird, Harry." "Look at this bird." "It's so incredibly beautiful." "I saved a bird one time when I was a kid." "It broke its wing when it fell from its nest." "I took it home and I fixed it." "I fed it for a few days and then I, I set it free." "I'm sorry I can't fix you, Harry." "I'm sorry I can't fix you." "I need some air." "I need some air." "Ah, that's much better." "It's gorgeous, isn't it, Edward?" "Chemical sunsets." "Ah, it's so pretty." "Let'sgobackdown, it's getting cold." "Ina minute." "Oh my God!" "Look at the bird!" "It's huge!" "Hey buddy, wait up!" "[music]"