"In previous episodes..." "I'll be right back." "Don't run away, eh ?" "The results of the biopsy of the arm... show that the tumour is very similar to what you had in your leg." "At the cemetery I saw that you had cancer again." "And I saw you had a boyfriend, right?" "Yes." "His name's Victor." "I met him at Toulouse, but actually..." "I also met someone, and we're in the midst of starting a relationship." "Don't you want to switch off?" "With a couple you'll sleep like a log, and with three, you'll sleep until tomorrow afternoon." "Please!" "Quick, quick!" "Give me that." "Come on, come on!" "Christ!" "What's happened?" "I don't know." "Mercero, tell me, please." "Cris has taken a handful of pills." "We all love Cris. you're not the only one who's upset." "And what do you know, man?" "Did you talk yesterday to Cris, after a year and a half without speaking?" "Did you tell her you didn't love her, and you were starting a relationship with another girl?" "She will recover." "I know I'm not your Prince Charming, and maybe this is useless." "Right now she's sleeping." "Guys, I'm sorry, but Cris is still recovering." "So, regarding visits, they can only increase gradually." "One at a time, and providing she can hold up okay." "But, didn't you say that she was completely recovered?" "Yes, she is, physically she is, but what she's done... has left significant consequences." "What consequences?" "Well, someone who acts as Cris has, usually doesn't understand the gravity of what they've done." "She may even want to repeat it, because inside, she still feels the same." "Could she do it again?" "Is that what you mean?" "Hmm." "And what can we do about it?" "Make her react." "Right now, she's closed in on herself, but if we can elicit a feeling like..." "If we can make her laugh, or make her cry, so she returns to the world in the next 24 hours, then we'll have taken a giant step." "And how do we do that?" "I don't know." "Right now her family is with her." "Drop by later, and you can visit her." "Except you, as you have an operation now." "They're operating on you?" "They're removing a damn tumour from my arm." "Today?" "You didn't say anything to us." "The important one today is Cris." "This is only a clean-up." "Nothing serious." "I'm fine." "Take care of her." "We need to split up." "Split up in order to multitask?" "Yes, today we have to take care of two Bracelets." "Episode 22 [2x09]" "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson" "Hey!" "A clean-up?" "As if you're a piece of furniture." "You're shit-scared." "I'm not scared." "Why not tell the truth?" "I know you're afraid of losing arm mobility." "They told me that they won't touch any muscle." "The tumour is very localized." "And you believe them?" "Look at me." "I came in after fainting, and look how I ended up." "Do you think that's helping me?" "I don't want to help you," "I want you to accept what you feel." "Then you don't get it either." "You make me feel afraid." "Leave me in peace." "Leave me in peace, finally!" "I guess you'd love to see me shit-scared, but no, I'm not." "I'm not!" "Disappear from my fucking life!" "Cris." "Cris." "Why did you do it?" "They've removed anything that could cut me or hurt me." "I'm watched 24 hours a day, and they all treat me like a crazy person." "The doctor told us that you took 23 tablets." "23, Cris." "We almost lost you." "Well, apparently they weren't enough." "23 were not enough." "I want to give you a slap, do you know?" "Do it." "The doctor told me that I should stimulate you, but I don't know how." "I don't know if I've ever come close to you, if I knew what you were thinking, or if I've made you feel something real." "For that reason I won't tell you anything else, because I think you're totally immune to my words," "and I'll just go," "I'll go away forever." "Have you nothing to say?" "You've already said everything." "Is that what you want?" "That I go away?" "You won't be happy with me." "You gave me a world in Toulouse, and I was fine, but I don't love you, nor have I ever really loved you." "You don't mean that." "The Cris I knew in Toulouse would never say that." "I'm being more honest with you than ever." "I'm sorry." "I've tried everything, but it hasn't helped." "I hope she recovers." "Really." "Dr. Andrade has asked me to let her friends in the hospital go in." "We took all her stuff away and she gave it all to us, except her red bracelet." "I think she has a great bond with that bracelet." "It would be right that her friends attempt to do it." "They were the key to success 2 years ago." "How are you, Jordi?" "Fine." "Yes." "Hello." "Hello, Mireia." "I'm going to deliver the papers." "Okay?" "Be right back." "Bye." "Goodbye." "Carlos told me that they were operating on you today, and... anyway," "I wanted to wish you luck." "Thank you." "And I also wanted to apologize." "What for?" "The day at the pool, when you disappeared," "I thought that you were..." "I don't know... making fun of me." "I left thinking that..." "you and I... well... that you weren't interested." "But Carlos told me... well, that's when you discovered... the lump, and that... well, that you were sick again, and that... anyway..." "I feel bad." "I'm sorry." "Okay." "I mean thanks." "I mean..." "Anyway, I just wanted you to know." "Goodbye." "I hope the operation goes well." "Goodbye." "Bye." "Who's that?" "Nobody." "And you let her go?" "But she's tremendous, man!" "Maybe she was looking for me." "No, she wasn't looking for you." "How are you?" "I already said I'm fine." "And I didn't believe you." "Well you're wrong," "I'm fine." "It's a clean-up operation." "They're going to remove a carcinogenic tumour from an area full of muscles." "They'll do a biopsy on it and tell you if it's a bitch or a real bitch." "Then decide if they'll give you chemo, radio, or both, but you don't fool me, man." "It's not a clean-up operation, it's a real bitch." "It's a real bitch." "So what?" "Do I gain something by thinking it's a real bitch, or admitting that I'm scared, that I'm scared shitless?" "eh?" "But, what do you gain by thinking that it doesn't affect you?" "Hello." "Jordi, OR have called to see if we can get down a little earlier." "I've already told your mother." "Let's go." "Hi, Cris." "What's up, Toni?" "Have you also come to cheer me up?" "What are you going to do, juggling?" "No, I don't know." "Well, with two balls, yes, but it's not very spectacular." "I don't know what to say to you, so I brought someone else that'll maybe help you more." "I don't want to bother you." "Toni's already told me that we can't stay too long, and, to not tell you how much I admire you." "I've brought you a gift." "It's my first respirator." "When I was very nervous, I breathed out, and saw how the world became bigger, that all my problems were not very important." "And when I breathed in again," "I could decide how small they would be, the problems in my world." "Let's go, Mariona." "Cris has to rest." "I love you very much, Cris." "This has almost healed." "This is turning out fine, Rym." "When are they going to operate on me?" "We'll wait until the chemo is over, and after that we'll finish the cleaning up." "Will it work that thing about taking the skin from my back?" "I hope so, Rym." "I'd like to ask you a favour." "Go ahead." "You see, we have a child who has leukemia, and well... he's a bit special." "I thought it'd be nice to put him with someone who'll encourage him." "And can't that be done by the expert, Lleó?" "He can do those things." "I think you could help him a lot." "He seems to be fine, but underneath I think he's very scared, and I think it would do him good to be with you." "I don't know if can do it." "I'd really appreciate it." "When does he arrive?" "In five minutes." "If you'd like, we'll wait here for your mother." "Yes, sure." "Can I ask you to do something?" "Let's arm wrestle." "Arm wrestle?" "I want to know if I'll keep my strength after the operation." "Okay." "But you know you still won't beat me, eh?" "I've become stronger in these last two years." "Not enough to beat me." "I assure you." "I'm glad that you're wearing it again." "I was lucky that someone kept it for me." "You're strong, you bastard." "You too." "Not bad for a forever cancerous one." "Hey, guys!" "Hey, come on!" "Mercero, stop." "Mercer, dammit!" "I was about to win" "You couldn't take any more, eh?" "Bullshit." "I declare you both winners, okay?" "Good luck with Cris." "Good luck with the clean up." "Lleó, Lleó." "Mom." "What is it." "I'm sorry I yelled at you the other day." "It's okay." "I know that everything will be fine, but if not, I'd like that..." "Jordi, it'll be fine." "I know." "But if it isn't," "I know you've brought me here for my sake." "And it's crap, but crap that had to be done." "Thanks, Mom." "Woe betide you, if something bad happens to you!" "You'll be sorry, because I'll give you a thrashing, you'll see!" "I've never heard you say, you'll give me a thrashing." "Well I'll give you a real thrashing." "And I mean it." "We have to go." "Are you ready?" "We were very scared." "Does everyone know it?" "That you tried..." "That you tried to commit suicide?" "Yes." "Shit!" "I came because... because I wanted to see you, like you would come to see me." "Do you remember?" "I don't know what you want, Roc, but I don't feel like talking." "I..." "I'm not very good with words." "I'm better at keeping silent than speaking." "I suppose they're side effects of the coma." "But if you want I can play the cello." "Do you?" "No, I don't." "Then, I'll leave you this CD." "It's my favorite music." "It makes me feel better." "When I hear it I forget all my problems." "Do you know?" "I don't want it." "Can you go now, please?" "Hello." "Hi." "You're missing a boob." "Did you know?" "Yes." "I've had breast cancer." "I beat you." "I have cancer of my entire blood." "So you and I are alike." "In what way?" "In many things." "No." "In me, they've shot a bullet." "They've shot a bullet in you?" "Yes." "Can I borrow a Euro?" "One euro?" "Wait." "I don't know if I have it." "Here." "Thank you." "Joan, give it back." "She gave it to me." "No, give it back right now." "He's made 400 euros with this tactic." "No one can say no." "Hell, that's a good tactic!" "eh?" "Joan, keep it, if you like." "Thanks." "I like you." "I like you too." "I can see that." "Well, I'll leave you to get settled." "I'm going to see a friend." "Mine!" "See you in a minute." "Hello." "Hello." "Can I come in?" "Christ, you're writing!" "And I thought you didn't know how." "Well, I'm not so sure I know either." "How's Cris?" "I haven't seen her yet." "But they've told us that we have to encourage her." "And well, I was thinking about reasons." "Reasons to live?" "What bullshit!" "Eh?" "Let's have a look." "Here." "Reasons to live." "1:" "Travel to places you haven't been to." "2:" "To meet people." "3:" "Swim in the sea." "It's cool, isn't it?" "It sucks, man!" "Yeah, I know." "I know." "You should do something more personal." "Talk to her about the two of you." "No, no, I don't think it's the time." "Sometimes it's okay, to not be the time." "You and I have an unfinished conversation." "You and I have many things outstanding, eh?" "But today..." "you have to be by Cris." "# You put... # tokens... # in a slot machine... # that's broken." "# You observe... # tenderly... # my fingers... # when they touch you." "# You're very far... # from any light." "# The moon will give you... # ways to get back." "Ignasi?" "I'm here." "Go to sleep." "I'll be here when you wake up, okay?" "# You put... # tokens... # in a slot machine... # that's broken... #" "Hello." "Hello." "And that letter?" "I wrote it to you." "Did you read mine?" "I tore it up." "This letter is to Cris." "When you return to being Cris, I'll give it to you." "I don't know if I will." "I don't know either, but I know that it doesn't depend on what I say to you." "It doesn't depend on what we say to you." "It depends on you." "I don't know if you know this, but they're operating on Jordi, and he may lose the mobility of his arm." "It's possible that his tumour isn't operable, and they may have to give him a lot of chemo." "But you know what?" "All our thoughts have been on you, even Jordi." "I don't know how to get you back, Cris." "I don't know how to get you to want to live again." "When you return to being a Bracelet, when you return to being one of us, I'll give it to you." "Take care." "And Cris?" "How did it go?" "I took her red bracelet, but even that didn't get a reaction." "What about Jordi?" "We still don't know anything." "Have you ever seen this?" "No way, it seems..." "Yes, it's incredible." "Sandra, a tray, please." "Here." "Do a biopsy on this right now." "Top priority." "Continue cleaning this area." "A swab." "Forceps." "Cris?" "Hello." "And who are you?" "I'm Rym." "Until recently I was Leó's roommate." "I think he spoke to you about me." "Yes." "He already told me that you're his girlfriend." "No, no..." "I'm not his girlfriend." "Besides, I couldn't be with a guy who's in love with another." "Lleó isn't in love with me." "It was he who left me." "I don't know your history, and nor do I want to know," "I only know that Lleó is a great guy." "He's an amazing guy, and he loves you dearly." "And he's a shit!" "Who sent you to tell me this bullshit?" "Was it the doctor, or my sister, or Lleó?" "Did you see Lleó yesterday?" "Do you know what happened yesterday?" "Yesterday he believed he was losing you." "And if you'd seen him, you'd understand today, how important you are to him." "Hey, I'm speaking to you!" "And not just for him, eh?" "Also for the rest of the friends that you have in hospital." "Don't you see that your life not only belongs to you?" "Cris, your life not only belongs to you, in some form it also belongs to those who love you." "And look, in that sense you're a lucky girl." "You can't complain." "How do you know how lucky I am?" "I would give everything... to have friends like yours." "That's it." "Well if that's all you can return to your room, to rest easy." "You've already done your good deed for the day." "They're taking a long time, aren't they?" "They always do." "I've been to many of these operations." "Something is going on." "They're taking too long." "Do you know what I played with Jordi when he came to see me in chemo?" "What?" "Where I'd like to be." "And how do you play that?" "Well, it's very easy, look." "You close your eyes, and imagine a place where you'd like to be." "Give it a try." "You'll see how it works." "# In the light of the night..." "# I haven't stopped for even a moment." "# Along some chords I've followed, # so much magic, so many memories." "# Hoping to have the opportunity... # of reliving everything at least once, # the trip to so many places." "# As the dream of one night." "# I'll never know if it's all true." "# I wake up every time... # more eager to know..." "# If I'll be able to go there, if I'll be able to escape, if I'll ever hear again... # how heaven sounds like." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "What are you doing?" "We're playing where I'd like to be." "Can I play?" "Sure." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again." "# I want to feel... # more often all those moments." "# I want to hear the voice... # that takes me beyond." "# I dream more when under my skin..." "# I feel so many sensations." "# I'll fly to fall again. #" "Doctor..." "We have some news that we didn't expect." "The tumour isn't the same as that of the leg." "It's a very rare type of tumour that only appears in one case in 100,000." "So what does that mean?" "That it's benign!" "Marijuana." "Is it really a cake of mari... ?" "Yes, of course." "It does have a strange taste, but it's nice." "Today, there's a lunar eclipse, the most important in 20 years." "Are you okay, Lleó?" "I remember Pato, but..." "No, no, "but" nothing." "He died the day of the eclipse and they were giving him chemo." "It's a deadly coincidence." "Why did they lock you in jail?" "Well... because I cut off the tongue of a boy who was asking too much." "I need you all to keep quiet and not move." "What the hell's going on?" "Shh!" "He's fired 3 times with the officer's gun to prove he's serious." "I want you all here... on the fucking floor, sitting down." "Ignasi Cura." "Base to Dani." "Base to Dani." "Do you copy?" "Yes sir, receiving you." "What do you prefer, that he dies, or us?" "You're forcing me to kill this poor boy." "We're going to go in." "Hey, there's patients inside." "They can't go in and start shooting." "We know that this man is capable of doing something crazy." "Subtitles by Oliver Sanderson"