"Bastards!" "Cocksuckers." "Faggots!" "Pigs!" "Boys, boys, boys..." "You have money that's not yours." "And now, we want it back." "Everyone should believe at least once in their youth, that death is coming." "Only then can he take count of what really matters to him." "Time's up, hand in the tests!" "And for next time, learn Keppler's law." "Rass, stay here for a moment, please." "So, what shall we do with you?" "I could write an essay or something." "I can't grade you if you don't come to class." "What do you do when you're not in school?" "I have to earn money." "Maybe you should go to night school then?" "Anything else?" " I'm sorry..." "But you know very well that they only keep you here because your mother was our former colleague." "You could at least make some kind of an effort." "You're not stupid." "At my age, no one's got a right to talk about our mothers, because they're usually wrong." "Both the mothers and those speaking." "Rass, you coming to eat?" " Don't feel like it." "Hey Talis, it's Rass." "Hey, you got anything for me tonight?" "I really need some cash." "Ok." "When it's dark, I'll get some plates and come for the wheels." "Alright, I'll call you." "Säde was the only person I told about my secret plan." "I'm getting out of here." "I gotta finish school." "I'm gonna be a doctor." "If that made you laugh, then you know why I only told Säde about my plan." "Hey, you bring anything to eat?" " We don't have anything?" "I told you, we have nothing." " Whatever." "You go to school?" " No school on Thursdays." "I asked, how many times did you go to school this week." " Don't start." "Don't start..." "Why the fuck am I wasting my time with you, anyway?" "Baby, take off your boots." "do you love me?" " Yeah." "How much?" " As much as a big house." "does it have a yard?" " Yeah." "How big?" " Big." "With a parking lot." "Listen, I need tampons." "And I want food." "If you get some sausages and cheese, I can make hot sandwiches." "What is it?" "Okay, I gotta get some money then." "Somehow I have the feeling that only I know what it means to be so hungry that you can't think about anything else." "This, in our prosperous country where the economy grows faster than fucking China." "I WAS HERE" "Hey." " What's up?" "These two." "do the Statoil on the roundabout." "There's no camera by the fourth and sixth, I checked." "If I go alone, it's 60/40." "50/50, like always." "What now?" "If you don't like it, I can get someone else." "Whatever, let's do it." " Ok." "Fuck!" "Fuck!" "Talk!" "What happened?" "Where the fuck are you?" "What do you mean?" "Give me a hundred?" "I'm totally broke." "The fuck you take a taxi then?" " Shut up, give it to me." "Tough guy..." "What the fuck was that?" ""You still got the keys"?" "The fuck you mean "you still got the keys"?" "I told you, there were cops." " Why the fuck didn't you get away?" "What happened?" " What happened..." "He wrecked my fucking car!" "Now you're doing 40 gas stations for free, got it?" "That heap didn't cost that much." " I don't give a fuck!" "A little less school and more work." "Fuck you, man!" "You little bastard, you don't talk to me like that, got it?" "Got it?" "And I don't know you until I get my money." "You can go now." "Got a cigarette?" "You pay the first grand next week." "Or don't show your face around here!" "You got a tissue?" "You gonna pay Talis?" "You better forget about that rich kids' school now." "Anyone seen Mõssa?" " Your half-brother?" "Yeah, he owes me money." " He's at a pub with Olar." "Olks got out of jail so drinks are on him." "Who the fuck is this Olar?" "I got school in the morning." "I'm coming too!" " No!" "Why not?" "We never go anywhere together!" "Which top should I wear?" " The black one." "Hey, bro!" "Long time no see!" " Hey, Mõssa." "What's up?" "Brought your girl?" " I heard Olar's out." "All clean." "Ruslan said he's an important guy, that you're doing business." "He's making shit up." "But I think he needs you more than me." " How come?" "You still at that rich kids' school?" " Yeah, so what?" "The fuck you staring at?" "You want it up the ass?" "This is my half-brother Rass, I told you about him." "Then he comes, sits with us." "You men order piss, or what?" "Let's go dance." " Later." "Fuckin' A!" "Went to a whorehouse last night." "Threw up on some Russian bitch's pussy." "She stunk so bad I needed a gas mask!" "But what's the use if she washes in an aquarium?" "Get a handjob!" " Eat me!" "What?" "Eat me?" " Suck a cock!" "Eat me, you fucker!" "It's a good song!" "Let's dance!" " I don't want to." "dance with me." " Stop, I don't want to." "Are you a man or not?" " Look, stop it." "I don't feel like it." "You go, if you want to." "Alright, up to you." "Out of the way!" " Something happen?" "Not your problem, you have your own girl." "But I still watch you." "Everyone does." "I wanna think that it wasn't my fault." "Not that I wanted to finish school and get the hell out of here." "Not because I wanted to pay Talis for his car." "And not that I didn't want to see Säde mixed up in my shit." "It's just that the wheel started turning." "The men had a deal that couldn't be stopped." "Idiots." "Säde's kissing some guy over there." " What?" "don't get all psycho, it might be Olar's friend." " Hold this." "Let's go talk." " Who are you?" "Olar's friend." " Let's go." "don't get up, your mouth and nose are full of blood." "I'll beat you so hard you won't fuck for six months if you ever touch that girl again!" "She's mine!" "What's the problem, bitch?" " He went after my girl." "And you had to fight him?" " Fuck, it was my girl!" "You think you're tough shit?" "Do you?" "No, but I hate cocksuckers who go for other guys' girls." "Fuck, nothing ever changes here..." "Hey, shithead, what's your name?" "Rass." " Rass, Rass, pederast..." "It was a joke." "You need something, you can call." "Use my name." "At that moment I was totally sure that I wouldn't ever call a sorry bastard like Olar." "Maybe my future could've been brighter, if Olar could've read my mind and heard all the places where I quietly sent him." "Then I remembered Säde." "You fight so you don't have to watch your soul bleed." "Rass." "Rass, are you sleeping?" "Rass, can you hear me?" "Answer me!" "I'm sorry." "I was drunk..." "I'd never do something like that to you." "Baby, listen to me..." "Please, don't touch me." "I have school in two hours." "You look awful." "did you party yesterday?" "No." "Played Nintendo at a friend's until morning." "God, what happened to your hand?" "Excuse me, I have to leave." "Why?" "Oh, God..." "Just go." "Fuck..." "Fuck off!" "Rass!" "You left Russian class?" " I fell." "Show me!" " It's not serious." "do you remember what we talked about?" " Yeah." "Damnit, you have no idea how serious I am about this school." "I'm sorry..." " Very well." "Alright." "Hello." "Hey, how you doing?" " Alright." "You need some cash?" " Sure." "Mark my words - the moment you don't want others to hear your conversations, you've lost your innocence." "do you need some cash?" " Always." "I heard that you go to that rich prick school." "And the moment you say "Yes" to Olar, you're pretty much fucked." "I go when I need to." "We get together tonight." "Talk about this." "What time?" " I don't give a shit." "Come to my place, with the BMW sign on the door." "Ok, I'll come by." "People whine that they can't adapt to the world's basic rules." "They blame everyone and everything else, but not themselves." "How much you got done?" " 10 done, 10 to go." "Weigh them." " I don't have a scale." "Then you have to make it yourself, stupid." "You take these caps..." "See, it stays balanced." "Beer caps are good because the teeth keep the thread in place." "You use matches for a counterweight and get started." "Hey, I'm Rass." " I know, come in." "I'm Hanna." "Olar will be here in a minute." "We need to renovate." "You can't kill yourself if you cut across." " How do you know?" "I'm gonna be a doctor, so I know." " Yeah..." "No, I know." "My mom cut her veins lengthwise." "My mom hung herself..." "Hey!" "You look like shit!" "drank too much and now you're sorry?" "Not sorry, my head's straight." " Come in." "See?" " Oh, shit." "What is it?" " Meth." "How much you got?" " Twenty." "Yeah?" "Rass is already here..." "Alright, come up." "You take it." "How much?" " Three grand." "I don't have the cash right now." " You pay me next week." "If you don't take it, I got a guy waiting outside." "You heard." "I'll try it." "Have you tried meth before?" " Yeah, many times!" "Ok, try it." "But don't get greedy." "Wait, let me prepare it." "Open it." "Where's the boss?" "Motherfucker!" "What's this pussy powder here?" "I just sold it to Rass." " He's got no cash." "Everyone knows he owes Talis for the car." " Fuck you!" "You're wrong, my friend..." "Now Rass only owes me!" "Meth can do wonders." "Even before your jaw cramps up and your eyes sting, you get a lot done." "For starters, we removed the hook in the hall because it reminded Hanna of her mother, who hung herself there." "Then we took the couch and carpet outside for a dusting, three times." "Chatted with the lady next door who couldn't understand the reasons for our actions." "Then we used an old electric shaver to check all of the sockets" "while Hanna washed all the floors five times." "We took the garbage out." "Four times." "Hanna told us what kind of a home she wanted, and we started renovating." "We continued in the bathroom, where time had left too many cracks in the tiles." "By morning, there were tinfoil snowflakes on the kitchen window, and I had been in the toilet for 30 minutes looking for my dick." "So, Mõssa is your brother?" " Yeah." "I don't believe it." "It's not my fault my dad fucked different women." "Actually, Olar's not really my brother either." "I gotta piss." "Fuck!" "What the fuck, damnit?" " We started renovating." "Whose fucking idea was it?" " Ours." "Fuck, three grand by Sunday, or you're dead." "Got it?" "And put the wallpaper back!" "We're getting a new one." " You'll get punished later." "We also worked on the bathroom." "Fucking idiots!" "Grandma told me how hard it was to walk 20 km every day to herd cattle." "Fuck, what I'd give to herd cattle 20 km away and get paid..." "But I had 19 G's and walking would get me nowhere." "That's the first thing you learn as a dealer." "What next?" "Then you learn that your phone battery is dead." "What do you want?" " I need a charger." "Go away, I'll throw it out the window." "I also need a lighter or something." "Please, go away, I don't want to see you!" "Quiet down!" " Fuck off, dickhead!" "I need a charger and a lighter." "I told you, I'll throw it to you if you go away!" "I'll kick the door in if you don't open it!" "Seriously!" "Please, go away!" "Get away from the door." "I'll call the police, if this doesn't stop!" "No need!" "Hey, wanna buy some A?" "A?" "You got some?" "How much?" "Clean stuff, not some shit." "Pure meth." "500." "Fat fucking G's." "It's big alright." "If you take four G's, you get 'em for 1500." "I don't have that much right now, but I'm waiting for a call." "I'll get some 20 thousand, then I'd take whatever." "How much you got now?" " Six hundred." "Your phone?" "Give me your phone." " I need it." "If you get your 20 grand tomorrow, like you say, you can borrow my phone until then." "There..." "Hey, dad, is Mõssa home?" " No." "But come in." "Something happen?" "I have no place to sleep tonight." "Oh..." "You know that we have no room." "Whatever, I'll think of something by tomorrow." "How's it going?" "In school and?" " It's ok." "If you want coffee or something," "take it from the cupboard." "You can sleep in Mõssa's bed, if you want." "I don't sleep at night." "I hadn't seen my old man for five years." "But that was my own fault." "And it didn't matter anyway." "I had reached the second stage of meth - depression." "What're you doing here?" "Things are fucked with Säde." " Because of that guy?" "What guy?" "Because of Aivo!" " So the other guy got it for nothing?" "Where you coming from, man?" " I was in the slammer for two days." "We wanted to get the Hella fog lamps from a Subaru, but someone saw us and called the cops." "You couldn't run?" " They had two cars." "The old man can't help?" "I did a gas station." "It went to hell too." "Well that sucks, then." " Yeah, it does." "With court fees it might cost me four to six grand..." "I gotta pay Talis for the car - at least 40 grand." "did Olks call you the other day?" " Yeah." "I completely forgot!" " What?" "We're gonna be rich!" "Rich, man!" "You took the sale?" " All of it." "This stuff really isn't that dangerous." "Helps to study, when you're tired..." "So, if you want to sell, you gotta make some calls." "Become everyone's friend again, not make an offer, but let them come to you." "Let's keep it between us." "I have this weird thing..." " If you hear anything, call me." "I heard that men last longer during sex and women have orgasms that make them squeal." "Listen, I actually wanted to tell you something..." "Look, this stuff is pure..." "The first thing you have to know - nobody sells pure stuff." "Some morons say that they mix with powdered sugar or flour but when you try that, you see that it's bullshit." "Aspirin dilutes blood and favors the absorption of amphetamine." "They say that then you don't get cramps or chattery teeth, but that's a myth, you get it all." "You just have to deal with it." "And when you want to sell 30 G's in two days, you deal with the constant hangover." "You're not high, but hung over." "Yeah... five hundred." "No one sells pure stuff, but they all say that they do." "Faster..." "Just like no one loves you, but they all say that they do." "Sorry, but I'm all out." "What are you doing?" " Come here, take it." "Take it." "It's all gone." "Thank you." "You let her give you a blowjob without any Gs?" "It's all gone!" " You are a total fucking pervert." "How much money we got?" "A lot." "Hey, drug brothers!" "I told you they're here." "Rass, where's my money?" " One grand this week." "Rass, you wanna give us a couple As for old times sake?" "Soon." "But for cash, of course." "Now, look." "What?" "Same neighborhood, doesn't count any more?" "Stop fucking around, give it all." " No, the rest is Olar's money." "Or you want trouble with him?" "Relax, I just want the money for my wheels." "Quit whining." "You get one grand every week." "You Olar's guy now or what?" "don't worry, you'll find some young sucker to do gas stations." "Aivo, for example." "drinks on me, for old times' sake?" "Rass, if you're Olar's guy now, the fuck you still paying Talis?" "You wouldn't get it." " Yeah, we're all morons to you." "Listen, man, I will never owe anybody anything." "Hey, Rass!" "Your first reaction is euphoria, when 15 grams of meth becomes 30 grams and you still get twice as much money as you expected." "But you're fucked as soon as you think about how next week you need a new way to humiliate Talis, and how you really want to go to school and not to work." "Hey, what's up sucker?" "You bring the money?" " Three." "I got a new load coming in next week." "You want it?" "2 kilos." "How much?" " Two and a half hundred." "Alright." " Good." "I'll call then, ok?" "Wait, what did you say?" "Two hundred and fifty thousand?" "Yeah, two and a half." "You ever seen so much money?" "You gonna shit yourself?" "If you don't want it, someone else will." "So..." "Wait..." "Of course, I'll take it." " Good." "So make sure you don't start assfucking your friends." "If you think I was very happy, you're wrong." "You'd also be wrong if you think I was scared." "With that kind of money I could've bought a small apartment." "To a man who's high, 2.5 hundred seem as real as an elf at your feet." "You got a cigarette?" " I love you." "Stupid." "I wanted a smoke." "I love you." "I don't have any cigarettes." "Too bad." " Wait, Renita!" "Long time no see." "How's it going with your girl?" "I was living somewhere else." "Now I'm back." "Something go wrong at the other place?" " No, I missed you." "Oh, you..." "I love you." "I don't want to live without you, I believe in you." "Where were you before then?" "Watching from afar." "Promise you'll never forget me." " Come find out tomorrow." "Finish it." "Finish it!" "dude sleeping or what?" "Listen..." " Relax..." "The fuck you staring at?" "You wanna be next?" "Bye, I'm going." "See, you can do it." "Keep up the good work." "Fucking lame ass sport..." "All sports are lame." "This isn't a real sport." "Would you rather have your son be a faggot or a curling player?" "I wouldn't know." " What don't you know?" "Listen, go ask them to change the channel." "Hey, pussy hunters!" " Jann!" "Having a drink?" " A quiet one." "I'll take a damned big one." "Tell them to change the channel." " Hey, change the channel!" "This is Rass." "The car's waiting at the East Center parking lot." "What car?" " You wanna be next?" "You have Lada keys in your pocket." "Find 'em?" "In the women's john at Kajaka bar there's a package." "Check the tank." "I need tampons." "Now what is it?" "did you break something at the other place?" "You bring the money?" "If you don't take it, I got another guy waiting." "You want it?" "If you don't take it, I can call someone else." "You don't want it, someone else will." "Two kilos." "You leave the car there." "Put the keys in the gas tank." "I don't understand." "Every Sunday you bring me cash." "When I have mine, you take the rest." "And if things get fucked?" " Then you get fucked." "Royally." "Whose shit is it?" " Yours, if you get caught." "Mine, if you sell it." "Why do I gotta go there?" " You won't be seen." "If you're caught, no one'll know where you got the stuff." "Elementary!" "And if you fuck us over, my people will visit your woman." "I won't fuck anyone over." "Listen, let's talk about this." "I checked her out, she has a real nice ass." "Rass, what're you doing out?" "Chasing women?" " Whatever." "Now, man, you sure about that..." "Let's meet and talk about this." " No more talk." "My people already know that a guy who looks like you will come to Kajaka bar." "After that, it's simple - you bring me cash every Sunday." "That's fucking it!" "No more talk!" "What is it?" "Something happen?" "did you know that Olar's meth belongs to some mobsters?" "Prison stuff..." "I'm supposed to pick up a new package at Kajaka bar. 2 kilos!" "2 kilos?" "Fuck..." "Diluted, that's, like, half a mill!" "Kajaka bar, man." "Listen, maybe we can leave Olks out of it?" "We're the only dealers in the neighborhood." "Oh, fuck, we're gonna be rich, man!" "They know that a guy who looks like me will come to Kajaka bar, take the stuff from the women's toilet and leave the car there." "Fuck, man, we're in deep shit!" " We're gonna be rich!" "does anyone know Renita's number?" "Not getting enough ass from Olar?" " Fuck off!" "Can I have a bottle of Vana Tallinn?" "You ask Janar for his dad's Jeep." "Offer Janar and Renita some money or something." "You also talk to Renita." " What should I tell her?" "Tell her that I asked." "You got something going with her?" "Let's say that I trust her." "Why do people need to get drunk when they're scared?" "Why couldn't they just... vanish?" "They wouldn't even find a body, everything would be forgotten." "But instead, I know an idiot, who drank the whole bottle of Vana Tallinn meant for Renita." "damnit, he's so drunk." " Oh, that's nothing." "Go now." "You'll be back soon." "Where did he go?" " He had to talk to Janar." "Kajakas, Kajakas..." "Damnit!" "Fuck!" "Tell me, how bad is it?" " It's nothing..." "I just can't..." "I can't go in the women's toilet." "Okay, I'll go." "Wait..." "The keys." "Yeah." " We're here, with Janar." "Okay." "Fuck, I'm gonna go look for her." " Sit still!" "Fuck it, guys, let's go." "You have no fucking clue who comes here." "Let's wait." "Fuck, it's stolen!" "Guys, where'd that bitch go?" " In that car!" "Fucking bitch!" "do I get my ten grand now?" " Tomorrow." "The next part was both simple and complicated." "Janar got grounded for a month for stealing his dad's car." "It was alright with him." "But when Mõssa dropped me and Renita off in our neighborhood, she started drinking the Breezer to get more drunk." "Did I get it that it was one of the most beautiful moments of my life?" "Today, I don't think there's ever been anything more beautiful to me." "What's in the bag?" "Synthetic drugs." "Renita, can I come to your place tonight?" "My dad's home." " So what?" "I think we'd have fun." " Fun?" "But why can't you stay at Mõssa's or Olar's place?" "You're much more beautiful than they are." "I don't know." "Come on, then." "The package I took, was it Olar's?" "No, it wasn't." "You're lying." " Yeah, I'm lying." "This is dangerous, Rass." "don't you want to get us a drink?" "What do you want?" " Something cold." "Enough." "I'm done with meth." "Fromnowon  I'm not dealing any more." "All I need is Renita." "And everything will be alright." "Olks can sell his own shit!" "Hey, is Olar home?" " No." "Rass, that thing this morning..." " How long's Olar been..." "He's not my real brother." "But you're..." "The first time was even before mom died." "At first I didn't understand what he was doing." "He just told me to shut up and be still." "Only the first times hurt." "Later, in the orphanage, one girl told me that her father did it to her too, and what it means." "That we're gonna have bastard babies and burn in hell." "don't listen to that God bullshit." " I hate him." "If he hurts you one more time," "I'll kill him." "I promise." "But I don't want to go back to the orphanage." "You won't." "Fuck, you know what time it is?" "Mõssa, don't tell anyone we took the package." " What?" "Just don't tell anyone." " But Olar?" " Just wait 'til we sell the stuff." "And maybe not even then." "Fuck off, get some sleep." "The rest was almost routine." "The band room was a good idea because rooms for bands are rented far away from neighbors." "We named our nonexistent band LOW - Lots of White..." "Only a few details were left." "Someone stole the classroom scales." "I had two microscopes disappear yesterday." "Where's Rass?" "You know him?" "Who's asking?" "Everyone should believe at least once in their youth, that death is coming." "Only then can he take count of what really matters to him." "Again and again, I sent messages to Renita in my head, because, really, everything was still unsaid between us." "I tried to imagine who could be sorry to hear I was dead." "There weren't many." "Renita." "Mõssa." "Säde." "And Hanna..." "Boys, boys, boys..." "You have money that's not yours." "Now, we want it back." "did you go to the Kajaka bar?" " I sent my guy, like I said." "did you get the stuff from him?" " He has it, he went there!" "Fuck off!" "You're lying!" "I didn't go anywhere!" "You're lying, you cunt!" "You went there, cocksucker!" "This guy wasn't at the bar when the package was lost." "Fuck off!" "I haven't been anywhere!" " I told him to..." "Someone else went and you're responsible." "No, I swear!" " Shut up!" " No, there's no need!" "You trying to fuck us?" " No!" "Why'd we protect your ass in jail?" "You remember?" "You fuck us and the deal is off." "Wait, men!" "You don't have to...!" "Suck it off." "What are you staring at?" "You wanna be next?" "Take daddy home." "If we don't have the money next week, we pick you up again and put you in skirts." "See you." "Why?" " Hanna is my family now." "And no one fucks with my family." "Fucking cocksucker!" "Answer it!" "How much money do they want?" "If Olks said two and a half, then I think we owe these guys around two hundred." "You're already leaving Olks's money out?" "That cocksucker gets nothing from us." "Where'll you get the money?" "It's not about where I get the money." "If you'd seen what we saw, you'd know that it's also your problem now." " Why the fuck did you lie to them?" "We could've given the stuff back, end of story." "I did what I did..." "If we give the meth back to them, they'd still rip our asses open." "We just gotta find the money." "I don't know..." "Let's start selling." " We can't." "If we sell now, those guys'll show up asking where we got the stuff." "You're a real asshole, man." "Mõssa's last words got stuck in my head." "I thought of different answers but I knew no one'd believe I felt something new." "I fucking felt responsible for them." "All of them." "For Hanna and Renita..." "Mõssa... even Janar..." "But I really couldn't tell anyone that." "Hey." "What happened to you?" "Tell me!" "I fell." " Don't lie." "You're beaten, your friend's dad blows up." "Tell me what's going on!" " Wait..." "Who was blown up?" "Janar's father's car was blown up on his way to work." "I told you, Rass, this is dangerous." "I gotta go." " Rass, wait!" "Not now." " Wait!" "Next, it was important to know, that Janar was too stupid and scared to think with his own head." "And Aivo knew nothing about the stuff." "But they both understood that the imagination of a guy needing money has to be limitless." "Fuck, Olar's gotta pay too." " But if he's hiding..." "Those fuckers will find us." "Where'd the stuff go, then?" "Should've asked Olar." " We just gotta make money." "We could rent out Säde's place." "These things bring people together, believe it or not." "The next morning such hell broke loose in town, that it was in the news, the papers, Police TV for a long time." "Boys, come here!" "You wanna earn a thousand kroons?" "Fast?" "The boys agreed to ask their parents for youth credit cards, they gave them to us and told the parents they were lost." "They got a thousand in cash and we made 4000." "What's this?" "A month later, the boys got a notice from the bank saying they owed 5000 kroons." "We found naive losers all over - in other towns..." "The next project started with scanning parking tickets." "We changed the account number and replaced real tickets with the fake ones." "We only did this with expensive cars, because the owners of shabbier cars were more likely to protest." "If anyone's interested - this specific yellow paper is still available at Aivo's mother's work." "Ruslan knew a guy who could unlock any mobile phones." "The phones were later sold cheap in basement shops." "Three days later, the police got a lot of reports of stolen car stereos." "A new suburb near Tallinn had a dark All Souls' Day, because somehow 6 kilometers of power lines were sold as scrap metal." "Hey, is Olks home?" "No, I haven't seen him since that morning." "What morning?" " You know, last week..." "And the phone..." " Not answering." "What do we do?" " Find him." "How?" "Look under his bed?" " Fuck off!" "His parole officer was here." "Olks didn't show up." "Asked if he had letters from some guy in jail named Vitja." "I lied." " Good." "You still got them?" "Tomorrow we go to prison." "It wasn't the smartest idea." "But it seemed to be the only way to get in touch with the big guys." "Or, the only thing that came to mind." "I'll tell Aivo and Mõssa." "Some people get locked up, because they did something stupid." "We came because we lived stupidly." "did we have to all come meet this Vitalik?" "But when you step in jail for the first time, you don't know anything." "For example, that you need an invitation." "We came to tell him that his former cellmate Olar is dead." "Go wait in that room." "What do you mean dead?" " What was I supposed to say?" "That I don't know who to give the money to?" "So, you came to tell him about his friend's death?" " Yeah." "Where did you hear about it?" "Olar Lepp was found in a forest, hung." "Before that, he was beaten and sexually assaulted." "What do you know about this?" "Take them away." "Shit, we're fucked!" "I love you." "Will you wait for me?" "I want to talk to you." "Come here, we need to talk." "I'm going to jail." "You're so important to me." "Please, wait for me." " Of course, I'll wait for you." "I love you." "You're so important to me." "Will you wait for me?" "Where are you?" " I'm going to jail." "I love..." "You never forget that feeling." "You always remember the first time." "You feel your pulse on the metal digging into your wrist." "I close my eyes and can see it so damned clearly." "Though I always knew it would happen sooner or later." "Like sooner or later you're alone with some girl and get your willy dirty, as Janar said..." "And like sooner or later you leave your first love..." "Some guys in our neighborhood had already been in jail and when they came out, serving time was somehow a thing of honor." "I always thought it was pathetic, but I really hadn't done anything to not get caught." "And when the moment came, I was scared as a rat." "Or like a small boy when the neighbor's dog gets loose." "You just remember the first times..." "Even if you're a boy." "Excuse me, can I have some more paper?" "You wrote all this?" "Hey, dad." "Is Mõssa here too?" "Listen, Rass..." "Why did you get messed up with this?" "Why did you become a cop?" "Was it so good at home you had to start worrying about strangers?" "You should know that I can't help you anymore." "I don't need your help." "Things can only get better for me." "Really." "I need some paper and three pens." "Give me your hands." "You know I'm going to medical school?" ""Thanks, Dad!"" "Subtitles by LeapinLar"