"TOO TIRED TO HATE" "Thief!" "Thief!" "I've gotta go." "already?" "Don't go yet, it's still early." "I've gotta." "I've gotta go." "What are you leaving for?" "Don't worry about my parents." "I've gotta." "Where are you going now?" "I've got things to do in town." " What things?" "Christmas is coming" " So?" "little girls like presents." "I told you." "I don't want any presents." "That's not important to me." "To me it is." "Oh, Siim !" "My dear boy !" "Where have you been ?" "Mommy worries about you." "Guess what, Artur stopped by." "He's really nice guy ..." "Siim's always on the run." "You come back to work?" "Starting to like it ?" "Or do you need the money ?" "What's wrong?" "Has something happened?" "Mom drank up all my money." "I'm fed up with everything." "Oh?" " I've had enough." "AII that for nothing." "That's right, everything is meaningless - a chasing after the wind." "Everything, you hear!" "It's not what you do, or the money you get - it's the meaning behind the thing you do that's important." "Do you understand me, boy ?" "Shut up, at Ieast today !" "Listen hear, boy, I've only been telling you what I believe." "If there's no meaning, then it's all in vain - just a chasing after the wind." "I've been telling ..." "Can I help you ?" "No, you can't help me." "Hey, it's me." "What are you strutting around for?" " I'm waiting for you." "really ?" "Hey ..." "I couId use your help." "What's it this time ?" "Cars, apartments ?" "No, it's money, plain money." "Damn it, you're still here." "Scram !" "No way.You promised to take me to the movies." "Mom said ..." "Okay, okay." "First things first." "How come I never get to do anything fun ?" "Get lost. - I'm not gonna." "They're coming. - Get lost." "That's enough!" "Let's go!" "Eating is very important." "especially for a freely growing organism." "To freedom and free men !" "As a boy, I yeammed fom the expamse of sea." "It's fmothimg cmests ..." "Amd cmyimg gulls ..." "Come on, guy, take a swig !" " Can't you understand ?" "I keep seeing that girl's face." "How come you got yourself mixed up in something like that ?" "You told me yourself you had an honest job and money." "You damn mother fucker !" "Now, it doesn't matter who beats the shit out of you - the cops or the mob." "You've got quite a choice." "You know what ?" "Get scarce !" "Go to Latvia or Lithuania." "Yeah ... broad horizons await us yonder - neighbor lands, new roads to wonder ..." "Ome ship set out acmoss the sea im seamch of lee ..." "No, I don't want to." "Haven't you ever thought there might be other ways to live - in peace and quiet, normal like." " Fuck you !" "Cut the bullshit !" "See, this is the only thing that keeps people like us alive." "I've had enough." "I'm gonna turn myself in." "Too bad I didn't get that present." " You gonna give the hag a bottle ?" "Look, here's her name and telephone." "call her and say " "I couldn't help it, I didn't want to do it." "You'II call her, won't you ?" "Done." "Siim SuurkuIa." "Date of birth September 28, 1 97 7." "Paragraph 1 40, item 2, clause 2, and paragraph 1 1 1 ." "Two years total." "Do you have any friends waiting for you here ?" " No." "Were there any problems during the inquest ?" "If you want to get out of here - make sure your name never comes up." "Got it !" "Take him away !" "That's your bed." "Hey, you ..." "Want a go at it ?" "Why not !" "Game's over." "That's a pack of smokes." " Huh ?" "You owe me a pack of smokes." "If you don't give him a pack now, in an hour you'II owe him two - in two hours it'II be four, got it ?" " Wait !" "You don't have any smokes ?" " No." "well, I guess you'II just have to do me a little favor." "Let's go." "See, here's another guy who owes me a Iot." "Come on !" " What ?" "What do you think ?" "Punch his lights out !" "I don't feel like it." " Who's asking you ?" "You lost, so let him have it." "Kiss my ass !" "He's coming !" "Sweet dmeams, my little bimd I'II be watchimg ovem you" "I wom't leave youm bedside mow just got to sleep" "Summays im the mommimg gemtIy wipe youm dmeams away" "What do you owe them ?" "What do they want from you ?" "Is this your first time in the clinic ?" " Yeah." "They'II find a reason if they want to." "You just have to stick it out." "Then maybe they'II leave you alone." "Have you been in here before ?" " Yep." "But you're stupid." "You should have hit me." "Now you're on the bottom of the ladder." "Now you only have two choices:" "you gotta kill somebody - or they'II make you their fucking whore and slave." "There's nothing else you can do." "We'II see about that." "What do you want ?" "We're not gonna do any business with you right now." "My ... my sister died." "Sorry." "What do you want from us ?" "AII I know is the guy's name." "He's in the slammer right now." "I can't find his address anywhere." "I need it." "If there's anybody he loves, I'II ..." "Okay, okay." "You know what you're up to." "But that isn't our line." "Just get me the address, I'II pay you for it." "Okay, what's his name ?" " Siim SuurkuIa." "If I found out, I'II send you a bill." "Now, get out of here !" "It wasn't murder." "It was an accident." "I didn't want her to die." "But I still feel guilty somehow." "I guess I always will." "When I get out of here, I'm gonna give up petty crime." "I'II get myself a clean identity and then ..." "What then ?" "You gonna steal the president's limo ?" "No, I'm gonna be a banker or a politician." "That' II get me a limo of my own." "What are you in here for ?" "But actually ..." "actually , I think I'II join the army." "I'II start protecting our pack of thugs, thieves and politicians." "Who cares, at Ieast it'II be for my country." "And if I have to take some lead for it - it will have at Ieast been for a good cause." "well ..." "hercules ..." "You think that scavenger's gonna help you ?" "It's time you paid up." "hello." " Your permit, please." "I don't have one." "Can I get one here ?" "I need to see a prison ..." "detainee Siim SuurkuIa." "Visiting hours are over for today, and I don't issue permits." "But maybe I couId talk to someone who does." "Nobody's there." "But sir, please, maybe you could call someone else in charge ?" "Look, miss, "maybes" just don't happen around here." "What is he to you, any way ?" "He's ..." "A good friend." "Listen, I'II give you some good advice." "Come here during visiting hours and get yourself a proper permit." "Better yet, come here with his parents - then you're certain to meet him." "That's your right." "please, understand, I'm all the way down from TaIIinn." "I have to see him today." "Now just you understand, this is a prison with its own rules." "Do you understand ?" "Good evening !" "We've gotta come up with something." "I'm fed up with all this." "We should fix something up for them." "I'm gonna burn that asshole's beard off." "Looks like something's fallen in your soup." "Now listen ... fucking whore." "We're gonna nail you every day - if you don't start paying five crowns a week." " Take it easy." "Okay, okay, I'II pay you." "But we could play for the smokes." "Ping - pong ?" "No, cards." "Your game's up." " A pack a week." "Okay, kid." "Your challenge ..." "Our weapons." "That's our bet." "Jerk." "Two cards." "place my bet with the pack you owe me." "You've had it, bastards !" "Hi !" "Wow !" "How come nobody told me there was gonna be a beauty pageant." "Are you MuhkeI ?" " Yes." "You called me up." "My name is Merike." "Take a seat, Merike." "What brings you here ?" "I came because of Siim." "I want to know what actually happened." "Did he tell you ?" "Yeah." "Sure did." "But I'm not the right person to be telling you about it." "But why can't you just tell me ?" " Go and talk to him yourself." "I went to the prison, but I didn't get to see him." "Maybe I should talk to his mom ?" "Do you know her address ?" "Sure, if you're not scared of boozers." "Got a pen ?" "Thanks." "But you could tell me." "please, tell me." "It's important to me." "I just can't understand why he did it." "That's just not Iike him." "actually he is ..." "He is different." "He's ..." "He's good." "You're not going to tell me, are you ?" "I'II go then." "Hey ..." "Your pen." "Thanks." "That's where his mom lives." "The hag's a drunkard, you'II get everything out of her." "Damn idiots, what pranks are you up to this time ?" "Let's wash it off." "Get out of here, bastard !" "He thinks he can tell me ..." "Damn swine !" "Pretty blossoms of a fairy, on her thighs, oh, so hairy ..." "Dizzy bitch !" "Those ladies, oh, those ladies." "And without 'em the world would be so dull ..." "What the hell do you ..." "What do you want ?" "Hello." "If you want the rent, I'm very sick person ..." "My name is Merike." "I don't know if Siim has told you that we are ..." "So what ?" "I want to know what happened." "It's really important." "I went to the prison but I didn't get to see him." "They said we should go there together." "I understand, but right now ..." "Well, come in then." "Get up boys, line up !" "From now on there'll be an inspection every day." "And at night, if necessary." "Clear ?" "Now get to sleep." "You saw what can happen." "All kinds of accidents." "Avalanche warnings have been issued in Austria today - due to severe winds and weather conditions." "Heavy snow-fall in Bosnia has caused a temporary cease-fire ..." "Hey guys, the mail came." "There's a stranger's letter here." "Hey, Pete, go flush this down." "Tubby ..." "Bite your elbow, or you don't get your letter." "Bite it !" "Bite harder !" " l can't." "Climb up on the cupboard." " Stand on one leg, you jerk." "Pete, hand out the rest of them." "Hey, I really am sorry." "Damn it, I couldn't help it." "The darndest thing happened." "Pete asked for some paper." "He wanted to take a crap." "It must have been your letter." "Come on, punch me out." "Hit me !" "Hey, Pump !" "Come and blow on this !" "It's gone, sucker." " Give it back." "You really think I would ?" "I thought I wouldn't mention it." "A girl came by one day, Merike." "She wanted to come with me to see you." "Never saw her again." "One day, I was asked if you knew that dead girl's brother." "He hit Merike with the car." "They say she's in the hospital." "I firigured it was just a crazy coincidence." "Go get Juku." "I have something for him." "Well, you know ..." "what you're risking" "Got something to say ?" "Listen to me when I'm talking to you." "Come out." "I hope a week was enough time for reflection." "But if something new comes up " "don't forget your file will be re-evaluated." "Hit him !" "Hit him !" "Choke him !" " Break his fucking neck !" "Hit him !" "With the head !" "Stand up !" "Smash him against the wall !" "More !" "Your fucking maggot !" "Dead shit !" "Hit him !" "Hit him !" "Make the sissy cry !" "Break his neck !" " What are you waiting for !" "Wake up, what are you dreaming of ?" "Smash his teeth in !" "Punch his lights out !" " Rip his damn guts out !" "Finished !" "What are you staring at ?" "Twist, sucker !" "Don't give up !" "Don't let him !" "Slit his throat !" " Stab him !" "Stab him !" "Stab him !" "Stab, damn it !" "What are you waiting for ?" "Come out !" "Up against the wall." "Hands up !" "Spread your legs !" "Put out your hands !" "Up for a new inquest." "An extra year and back here again." "What monkey business are you up to ?" "What meaning is there in that ?" "Oh, well, it's none of my business." "Don't poke your eye out." "Here, take this !" "Thanks." "Thanks, thanks." "But there really ought to be some meaning in it." "Hi !" "Go away." "Why ?" "Do you even know who you are yourself ?" "Your kind are all crazy - murderers, sadists !" "You bastard !" "Look at what you've done to me !" "See what I look like !" "Just look at me !" "Do you want me to be also buried next to that other girl at Leesi ?" "is that what you want ?" "But I don't !" "Can't you see, I can't stand it any more !" "I can't !" "If you only knew - how much I've been through." "Why did this have to happen to us ?" "The whole time ..." "Just anxiety and grief ..." "Because of you, too, Siim." "I just can't go on like this." "I feel like I'm falling into bits and pieces." "It's so painful." "If you really love me, go away." "Yeah." "Do you even know who you are yourself ?" "Your kind are all crazy." "Murderers, sadists !" "You bastard!" "Look at what you've done to me !" "See what I look like !" "Just look at me !" "Do you want me to be also buried next to that other girl at Leesi ?" "is that what you want ?" "Help me !" "Forgive me ..." "Forgive me ... lf we get out of here - don't forget we have something to settle." "I'm tired." "No, I'm tired of everything." "Kill me now if you want to." "We have to finish it off." "The boats !" "Over here !" "Here !" "Hurry up, damn it !" "Halt !" "A bucket !" "Get a bucket !" "Turn it into the waves !" "I can't any more !" "Juri !" "Siim !" "Siim !" "Where are you ?" "Siim !" "Siim !" "Where are you ?" "Where are you ?" "Siim !" "Of the 35,7 39 crimes committed in Estonia in 1 994 - minors were charged for - one fourth of all auto thefts and break-ins - one fifth of all burglaries and robberies - and one twelfth of all murders." "Subtitles:" "Jack Rueter Maija Rantanen"