"When life forces us to do something impossible an explosion happens inside the body." "A rush of hormones blasts through us, making us stronger..." " What the hell?" " ...making us faster." "Biology overrides fear." "And that makes the impossible possible." " Okay, so, either this is a drill or it's a real fire." "And if it's a real fire, then it probably has something to do with the guy, so I vote drill." "Despite that large boom you just heard?" "Really?" "All right, fine." "It's the guy." "The bad, escaped-rapist guy." "Why?" "Why?" "!" "Oh!" "The door's unlocked." "Well, yeah, fire would override a lockdown." "I'm gonna go find Stephanie." "Just be careful." "Then entryway is closed, ma'am." "I just watched an explosion up there!" "And I already reported it." "The hospital's on lockdown." "Whoa!" "Did you see that?" " Something exploded up there." " Yes." "This entrance way will remain closed." " East, South." " Possibly in the South Wing?" "Four or five floors up." " That's right near the NICU." " And the CCU." " We have to get in there!" " Yeah, we need to get in there." " There was an explosion!" " He won't let us in!" "They're clear to come in." "I need their help." " There's a lockdown!" " I ordered the damn lockdown!" "Fire in the hospital trumps rapist on the loose." "They are cleared!" " There's a rapist on the loose?" " Where have you been?" "We have a multiple-alarm fire on floors five and six, from the service elevators east." "And we are concerned about structural damage on that floor." "We're diverting all incoming traumas." "Patients in immediate or impending danger need to be evacuated first." "Unaffected areas... the E.R., radiology, nursery, daycare... they stay put." "We have to prioritize." "Firefighter Carroll here will be directing you to the most urgent areas." "Yeah, and, uh, the woman with her arm in the air over there is Dr. Kepner." "She is setting up a holding area...?" "Outside by Parking Lot 1." "By Parking Lot 1." "Take evacuated patients to her." "She is in charge." "And if your patients can walk, they can transport themselves." "Okay, thank you Dr. Grey." "Do not be a hero." "Okay?" "If they can walk, let them walk." "Carry the rest." "The elevators are not working." "Do not try and use them." " Work fast, but work safe." " Okay." "And our man's still at large, so we're maintaining security at the exits, and we're keeping active sweeps." "Hmm." "Because just one hospital emergency wasn't enough..." "Lord, don't make me have to tell Catherine Avery" "I burned her hospital to the ground." "Edwards?" "Stephanie!" "Edwards?" "!" "Go, go, go!" "Stephanie?" "Maggie." " Hey, take this to Kepner outside." " Right away." "I've been texting you." "Are you okay?" "They're trying to contain it near the CCU, but I heard it spread to the O.R. floor." "I just figured I'd help with evac." " Have you seen Nathan?" " No." "No, and don't... don't go thinking he's been burnt to a fiery crisp." "I'm sure he's fine." "No, I'm not." "I'm just..." "I need to speak with him." "So, if you see him..." " Yeah." " ...please let him know." "I'm legit, I swear!" "High alert in progress, sir." "I need to see some I.D." "I don't have it." "My wife has my wallet." "Our baby's upstairs for observation." "Please!" "Is there a problem?" "Y-You got to help me!" "I've looked everywhere." "I went..." "I checked the..." "the cafeteria, the gift shop," "I-I tried looking outside and looking there..." "What are you looking for?" "My daughter." "Erin." "She's missing again." "Help." "Help me!" "Stephanie?" "Help!" "Erin?" "Stephanie?" "Erin!" "Erin, where are you?" "Don't do that!" "I thought you were dead!" "I thought you were gone!" " Stephanie?" " Yeah." "Erin, uh, hang on!" "Hang on!" "I don't like this." "Don't worry, uh, uh, Sondra." "You'll be fine, all right?" "Um, you're just gonna get a bit of fresh air, all right?" "Okay, we got Mr. Pruitt downstairs safe and sound." "Who's next?" "Okay, these two very capable doctors are gonna carry you down." "Carry?" "Yeah, you're gonna have your own personal escort." "Down four flights of stairs." "But it's a smooth ride, I promise." " Like Cleopatra." " Exactly." "Okay, hurry up, okay?" "This place is full." "We've got to move quick." "Yes, sir." "Come on." "Let's go." "Just finished alerting all dispatchers to divert their traumas." " Do you need hands here?" " Absolutely." "Hey, you guys seen Edwards anywhere?" "I'm looking for a missing girl." "We don't have eyes on Edwards yet?" "!" "No, I've been looking everywhere." "Is she missing?" "Yes, yes." "The..." "The rapist guy in the hospital... that's her patient." " She's with him somewhere." " What?" " I got to go." " What?" "Did you alert police?" "About Edwards?" "No, no, good idea." "Could you do that?" " I..." " Thank you." "We need all hands on deck, Avery!" "Let him go." "Dr. Webber, there's a protocol when it comes to this..." "I am looking for a missing girl." "And, yes, the police are also looking for her." "Then maybe we should let the cops do their jobs, we focus on patients." "Okay, listen, she likes to run and hide." "She has brownish hair." "Her name is Erin." "All right." "We haven't seen her yet." "Grey!" " Dr. Webber..." " Look..." "Look, I'll be fine, Dr. Minnick." "Would you let the police know we have a resident missing, will you?" "Okay, the kids are asleep, so it should be easy." "Ellis is just getting over a bug so when she wakes up, just take her temp." "We are gonna be on the road for the next several hours, but after that... texting is best." "Hey." "Uh, you might want to eat something." "What's gonna take hours?" "Owen." "There's been an explosion at Grey-Sloan." "What?" "What do you mean "explosion"?" "So it looks like the helipad there is off limits." "How many casualties?" "Are there people hurt?" "Why didn't you wake me?" "It only affected a few floors, and they have got it covered." "Look, I'm the head of trauma, I need to be there." "No." "We have to go." "It's gonna take a few hours to drive to Madigan Army Medical Center." "And we have to be there when your sister lands." "Yeah." "They suggested you might want to bring photographs or," " um, uh, keepsakes if you have any?" " Right." "Right." "Right." "Because she might not remember." "You know what?" "You stay here." "I'm gonna go to the house and see if I can find an album..." "No, no." "I know where everything is." "Erin, don't be scared!" "Just hang on!" "All right, Erin?" "Okay." "Fire extinguisher." "Fire exting..." "It's a lab." "It's a lab." "It's a lab." "There has to be a fire extinguisher somewhere." "Is he gone?" "Is that man gone?" "Uh, yeah, yeah." "He's very, very gone." "You keep your face low, okay?" "You keep your face low and stay as far away from the fire as you can." "I can't!" "I..." "I can't." "I can't." "My leg... it's stuck." "Okay." "Don't worry." "Uh..." "I'm coming." "Don't panic." " Oh, God, just..." " Ow!" "Ow!" "Move it off, please!" "No, no, honey, it's keeping all the blood in your leg." "It hurts." "Uh, yeah, I know." "I know it hurts, but I can't..." "I can't f..." "I can't move it until I figure out how to fix your leg." "And I... which I..." "Aah!" "How the hell am I gonna fix her leg?" "!" "Stop it!" "You're scaring me!" "I'm sorry." "Okay." "Okay." "You..." "You lucked out, Missy." "'Cause I am the best surgeon in here." "I do this kind of stuff in my sleep." "Ah!" "Okay." "All right." "Okay." "We're gonna figure this out, okay, right?" "Just you and me, right?" "Okay." "Whoa!" " We'll figure it out." " Okay, okay." "Right?" "Just you and me." "I really want my mom." "I know." "I know." "I do, too." "Okay." "Oh, God." "Oh, hey, it's okay." "It's okay!" "It's okay." "I got you." "I got you, okay?" " All right, lie back." " Okay." "Just lie back." "Relax as much as you can." "You know, when I was a kid," "I was in the hospital a... a lot." "And, uh... they would have to..." "Ow!" "Ow!" "Oh, that's okay." "I'm sorry." "They would do a bunch of stuff that hurt me, too." "And I hated it." "I hated it." "So, do you know what I would do?" "What?" " I would clench my fists, real tight ...tight as I could." " Mm-hmm." "Sometimes my, uh, nails would dig in to my hands, and I would even break the skin sometimes, but it helped." "The more I thought about my hands," " the less I thought about anything else." " Mm." "And sometimes I would just scream my head off." "And it would drive my doctors crazy, but... it made me feel better." " Okay." " Okay?" "Okay." "All right, Erin..." "Look, what I'm about to do is really gonna hurt, Erin." "It's gonna hurt a lot, and so..." "I want you to clench your fists." "Clench them real tight..." "as tight as you can for me." "Okay." "And if you need to scream, you just go ahead and scream, okay?" " All right." " Okay." "Oh, okay." "Here we go." "I want patients organized by condition and severity!" "The temp CCU area needs ventilators and crash carts on standby!" "And please check everyone for smoke inhalation!" "Erin!" "Erin!" " What's going on?" " Where is..." "Oh!" "What..." "We don't know." "A fire, explosion..." "There's no kids out here." "How are my PEDS patients or the NICU?" "Listen, the fire is on the south side, like four floors up." "The kids should all be okay." "What happened with Jo's husband?" "You never called me back." "Yeah, the trip was a waste." "Okay." "So, I'm looking for this little girl." "She's 8, she's super-smart, she keeps ditching her parents." " Look for her." " All right." "Hey." "What do we have?" "CCU patient, one-day status post." "CABG." "She's stable." "She just needs to stay on her... heparin infusion..." "Are you okay?" "Yeah, it's..." "Yeah, yeah." "Not a big fan of fire, you know?" "It's..." "If I'm being honest, this is, uh... kinda my worst nightmare, actually." "Well, just, like, imagine that it's a parking-lot barbecue." "The smoke." "The burning burgers..." "Okay." "All right." "You know what?" "Just take a minute, okay?" "Just take a minute." "No, no, I'm..." "I'm..." "I'm good." "I'm good." "You sure?" " Burnt burgers, right?" " Okay." "Burnt burgers." "Okay." "Oh, Pierce!" "Can you come take a look?" "Okay, I got him." " Hi." " Hi." " Hi." " Hi." "The chest sounds good." "Those handsome boys treated me like a queen." "Good." "I'm glad to hear it." "We're gonna get you set up in triage." "We're gonna get you attached to an EKG machine, okay?" "All right." "Hey, uh, you didn't happen to see Jackson in there, did you?" " Yeah." " Yeah?" "Right when the alarms went off, and then he took off, running after Edwards like he was fireproof." " He's not back yet?" " No!" "Of course not." " Typical." " Typical?" "Yeah, he ran into a burning bus once to save a child." "He's the kind of guy that runs into a fire, apparently." "I'm sure he's fine." "Yeah." "Me too." "That's okay." "All right, I just want to... loosen this... and see... if there's less bleeding, okay?" "Uh, nope..." "less blood." "No blood." "No blood." "Good girl." "Okay." "All right, this is heavy." "Skooch on out." "Skooch out." "Skooch out this way." "Don't bend, don't bend, don't bend." "Go this direction." "Keep going." "There we go." "Okay!" "Get you out of here, okay?" "Hang on." "Let me help you up." "Okay." "Okay." "Don't put any weight on it." "Weight on me." "Good girl." "Good girl." "Good girl." "Hang on." "Okay." "Aah!" "How do we get around it?" "Uh..." "We ca..." "Well, we can't." "We can't." "Hang..." "Hang on." "Hold up, hold up." "Okay." "Sorry." "Gonna pick you up, and I want you to take a big, deep breath, okay?" " Biggest breath you can." " All right." "And then hold it." "1, 2, 3, jump!" "Good." "Keep that leg straight." "Okay." "Good girl, good girl." "All the way." "Okay." "All right." "Here we go." "We can't go down there." "There's the roof." "Okay." "Here." "Come here." "Put your arms around me, tight as you can, okay?" "Okay." "Okay." "Got to go up." "Got to go up." " One at a time." " Uh-huh." "One step at a time." "One step." "One at a time." "There we go." "Steph!" "Edwards!" "Stephanie!" "Ma'am, can I help you?" "Let me help you walk." "I don't need any help!" "Aah!" "Aah." "Ma'am, did you just have surgery?" "For God's sake, I'm not a "ma'am."" "My name is Cheryl, and surgery would be better than this." "Being sliced open and gutted would be better than this." "It's just kidney stones!" "Okay." "Look, no, we gotta get you out of this hallway." "There's way too much smoke, all right?" "I'm gonna pick you up." "Is that okay?" "No way!" "I'm perfectly capable of... aah!" "...of walking and... aah!" "Okay." "I'm sure you are." "Aah!" "Aah!" "It's just kidney stones!" "Aah!" "Do you not hear the alarm?" "The fire is on the floor above us!" "I was midway through a lobectomy when the alarm went off." "I'm not leaving a patient open on the table." "Well, okay." "Glove me." " What the hell are you doing?" " Well, you're right." "You can't walk away from the patient." "And it'll be quicker if the two of us work together." "This floor is supposed to be clear." "You need to evacuate." "Sir, I have a man's lung in my hand." "We're working as fast as we can." " How long do you need?" " 15 minutes." "15." "No more." "Sir, we're looking for a missing girl." "She's 8 years old." "Her name is Erin." "We've all got our eyes out for her." "Okay." "Thank you." "Bovie." "All right." "Let's get her on a morphine drip." "All right, you're gonna be all right." " We have been looking for you!" " You scared the crap out of me!" " Oh, I need some O2." " Yeah, of course you do." "That's what happens when you don't listen and... and instead you inhale an entire hospital full of smoke!" " Ow." "Watch it." " Stupid heroics!" "I was trying to help her." "You are a surgeon, not a firefighter!" "I wasn't trying to fight a fire, all right?" "!" " I was trying to save Edwards!" " Don't yell at her." " She is the mother of your child!" " Okay..." "And what would I have told Harriet?" "!" " I'm fine, April!" " Breathe." "Mm." "Yeah, still ready to go." "Do you have room for one more?" "You know, Megan use to call me *** during *** so serious." "Go ahead." "You can say it." " What?" " She was right." "Wouldn't war make anyone grumpy?" "Not her." "Nope." "She was..." "She was happy." "She was always smiling and joking and laughing." "I..." "I don't know what to say." "I mean, how do I even..." "I don't know what..." "I don't know what to say" "You will." "When you see her." "You'll know what to say when you see her." "They found her 10 miles away from where I was stationed." "She was right there the whole time." "Owen, your sister is alive, and that doesn't feel real right now, but it will." "When you see her." "Almost there... oh!" " You okay?" " Yeah." " Okay." "Almost there." " Okay." "Almost..." "Almost there." "Okay." "Stand there." "Good." "No." "No!" "No!" "No!" " No!" " What?" "!" "No!" "What?" "My key card..." "I don't have my key card." "I ca..." "I can't get out of here without the card." "We can go down." "Oh, my God." "We can get through the fire." "We can make it." "So we're stuck?" "No." "No, we're not stuck." "We are..." "We're gonna sit right here and put this over our heads, and we're gonna be just fine, I promise you." "Come on." "No." "That's pulling the covers over your head." "My mom said when things get scary, you don't do that." "You turn on the light so the scary goes away." "Listen, your mom is right." "Usually." "But I'm a doctor and I know that in this case..." "This blanket is our best chance, okay?" "Okay?" "Okay." "All right, come on." "Let me help you." "Lean on me, lean on me, lean on me." "Good girl." "There we go." "Oh." "Okay." "Okay." "Hang on." "Okay." "No." "The scary will get you." "The scary will get you." "No, no, no." "No, no." "Don't worry about me." "Don't worry about me, okay?" "I got a lot of ways to..." "to keep scary out." "Is that my card?" "That's..." "That's my card!" "That is my card!" "No!" "Stephanie, don't leave me!" "No, it's okay." "Don't leave me." "It's okay." "I'll be right back." "I'll be right back." "Keep your face covered, okay?" "All right?" "I..." "Erin, I am gonna be right back." "Fists." "Fists." "Good." "Good!" "No!" "No." "No, Stephanie!" "Stephanie!" "No, don't go." "Don't leave me." "Please don't leave." "Stephanie, no." " Stephanie, come back." " Come back." "No." "No." "Stephanie!" "Stephanie, come back." "Stephanie..." "Please." "Stephanie!" "Let's get out of here." "Whoa!" "I found him in O.R. 2." "O.R. 2?" "We evacuated that floor ages ago." "Yeah, I was in the middle of a thoracotomy." "Hey, Maggie, can you take over for him there?" "You need some oxygen." "Not until my patient's stable." "You inhaled a lot of smoke." "Put this over your face." "Thank you." " Come here." " Okay." " Stay here." "Stay here." "Don't move." "Don't move." " Okay." "Help us!" "Help!" "Help us!" "Somebody help!" "Here!" "Help!" "Help!" "Stephanie?" "Stephanie?" "Oh, my God." "Wait." "Erin." "Wait." "No." "No, no, no, no, no, no, no." "Don't..." "No, don't, don't..." "Erin!" "Erin!" "No!" "Erin, don't!" "Hey, Erin, stay with me." "Erin." "No." "Stay with me, okay?" "Stay..." "Somebody help me!" "Somebody help me, please!" "Somebody help me!" "Put your mask back on." "And..." "And, no, no one has seen Edwards." " But that doesn't mean that..." " Hey, Chief!" "Any word on Edwards?" "No one's seen her since the lockdown." "I told Minnick to tell the police that she was missing." "But..." "Minnick!" "What did the cops say about Edwards?" "Oh, my God." "I forgot." "You forgot?" "There were patients." "I forgot." "I saw Edwards earlier, before the alarm." "She was, uh..." "She was with a liver lac patient." "That's him." "That's the guy." "What?" "Where?" "Where did you see her?" "It was a hallway." "Just a regular hallway." " Where's radiology on this thing?" " All right." "When..." "When I saw her, we were close to there." "I had no idea who she was with." "If I'd realized, I could've done something." "Which way were they walking?" "It's just..." "You know what?" "It's easier if I show you." " I could just walk you right in there..." " Benjamin Warren!" "Absolutely not." "You're a civilian, and the fire is not completely contained." "We are wasting time out here." "Agreed." "If it helps us find this guy sooner..." "No, we're seeing sporadic flare-ups inside." "And giving a criminal the perfect opportunity to escape the premises, no questions asked?" " This isn't about protocol." " Oh, hell no!" " It's about capturing a dangerous predator." " You coming or what?" "!" "Let's go." "Ohh!" "We're ready." "Okay, hold up." " Hold up, guys..." " I got you." "Right in here." "Around there?" "Yeah, this is it!" "This..." "This is where I saw her." "And they were..." "They were..." "They were headed in this direction." "And, uh..." "They must've gone in here." "Hey." "If she was near the explosion when it happened, could she... could she have survived it?" "Would depend on her proximity to the blast." " Captain, over here." " Yeah." "We got a casualty." "We have an adult." "Can I borrow your... your light?" "Help me!" "Please!" "Somebody help me!" "Stay with me." "S-Stay with me." "No." "No, see, this is too tall to be Edwards." "Um..." "It's blood." "It is..." "It's blood!" "There's blood over here." "All right, let's go." "Edwards!" "Edwards, you all right?" "!" " I'm fine!" "I'm fine!" " Are you hurt?" "!" "She needs an I.V. access and air!" "Send an ambu bag and a frickin' gurney!" "Right." "On it." "Let's go!" "Did you take the scenic route?" "!" "They were on the roof!" "The patient coded." "She needs as much O neg as possible and get her typed and crossed!" "Okay, okay." "Get her to Trauma One." "Edwards, we got this." "You can get down." "No, ma'am!" "She needs to go straight to the O.R." "No, O.R. floor is inaccessible." "The fire..." "She's not gonna make it." "She needs to be treated here, now." "Edwards, you're injured." "You need..." "She needs blood and a defibrillator now!" "I deep-fried a rapist." "I..." "I dove through a wall of fire." "I did not do all of that so that this little girl could die, okay?" "She..." "I saved her." "I saved her." "I saved her." "I saved her, Dr. Bailey." "We need to finish saving her right now, and I need you out of my face!" " Dr. Bailey!" " You heard her." "Get out of her face." "This E.R. is now an O.R." "She's back in sinus." "Pressure's holding at 70." "Yeah, this leg is still cyanotic." " Should we amputate?" " No, save the leg." "We save the leg." "That son of a bitch does not get to cost this girl her leg." "Dr. Bailey, please." "We'll need to do a graft." "Okay." "Let's throw a shunt in, and it'll give the leg a chance." "All right." "How is she?" "We're prepping to do a graft to save her leg." "You need to be lying down, Stephanie." " Let me take a look at these burns." " No, not yet, not yet." "Okay, look, you need to at least be hydrated, okay?" "Will you stay there?" "Let me just take care of this." " Did you get the proximal end?" " Oh, yeah, I got it, I got it." "You need to isolate the distal." "How's she doing?" "Her BP's steady, sats are 96." "Which means she's finally stable." "Mm-hmm." "She's gonna make it through this and keep the leg." "Oh, my God." "You got her back, Edwards." "Now you need to get yourself back, okay?" " Oh, my God." "Oh, my God." " Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!" "Gurney!" "All right, let's get her on a bed right away." "All right, her adrenaline faded." "Pain's probably set in." "Yeah, it's the body's way of protecting itself from the pain." " Got her head?" " Yep." "All right, okay." "Okay, let's get back to work." " Hey." " Hey." "You okay?" "Yeah, I think so." "You sure?" "Yeah." "Look, I'm sorry if I scared you." "I'm..." "I was fine." "I'm fine." "It's just, you're gonna need to breathe." "When I... when I tell you what I have to tell you, so... take a deep breath for me so I know that you can." " What do you mean?" " What do you want to tell me?" "Take a deep breath for me." "Okay." "So..." "Remember the dream... where they come back to us?" "Hmm?" "Derek forgets his keys, and Megan goes for..." "For coffee." "Yeah." "What..." "What about it?" "Nathan, they found Megan." "She's alive." "That's not funny." "The Army called Owen this morning." "That's not funny." "Shh, shh." "Okay." "It's okay." "Shh, shh, shh, shh." "Shh." "Major Hunt." " Dr. Shepherd." " Mm-hmm." "I'm Lieutenant Hill." "This is Colonel Turner." "Glad you guys could make it on such short notice." "If there's anything you need, don't hesitate to ask." " We're here for you." " We appreciate it." "Absolutely, ma'am." "If you'll just walk this way." "I know it's hard to know exactly what to expect, so you should be prepared." "She may not know who you are." "She may not trust where she is." "She could be fine, or she may communicate in extremes." "There could be yelling." "So it's best to avoid any potential triggers, any sudden movements, sudden noises... anything like that." "And why did it take us so long to find them?" "I was sidetracked by treating patients, which is my job." " I was doing my job." " Right." " That "protocol" states that..." " I'm sorry." "If anyone could follow protocol around here," "Edwards would be perfectly fine right now." "I'm sorry." "What?" "She was supposed to be in counseling." "But Dr. Webber over here decided she should be able to work today." "If you hadn't completely undermined me..." " If I hadn't compl..." " Then a little girl would be dead!" "Dr. Minnick..." "I don't believe that there's a place for you in my hospital any longer." "Dr. Bailey, hold on." "It's Chief Bailey, and I am not holding on." "She is holding on." "She is... is clinging to these procedures and protocols and cannot see when to let go in order to save the life of a patient... a child!" "I do!" "I know!" "Because I was taught right." "Dr. Edwards certainly knew, because she was taught... right." "This is not some factory that turns out surgical robots." "We make doctors." "Thinking, feeling, human doctors." "And we will teach them right." " Hey." "You're not going home?" " Uh, nope." "Incoming's two minutes out." "Well, look, I just wanted to, um... say I'm sorry about earlier." "I yelled at Jackson when I shouldn't have..." "Well, he was an idiot, and he almost died, so..." "I just meant that, you know..." "He's your baby's father, and I went too far." "I was just mad because he and I had been talking earlier when the alarms went off..." "Maggie." "What?" "Jackson, he, uh..." "He likes you." "I know him, so I know what that looks like." "And, uh..." "He likes you." "He has feelings for you." "No, he doesn't." "Why would you even..." "Because I have a feeling that you like him, too, so you know what?" "You should just tell him." "I got to get out there." " Hey." "Long night?" " Yeah." "You want to go back to my place?" "Sleep it off?" "Or maybe do some other stuff before we sleep it off?" "And by "other things," I mean sex." "You want to go have some overly tired sex?" "I shouldn't." "I have to pack up." "Pack up what?" "I just got fired." "Wha..." "I'm so sorry, but you know" "I'm gonna have to do this again today, right?" "Mm-hmm." "Oh, it's looking good, it's looking good." "Edwards, I can turn up the morphine." "You don't need to be in this much pain." "Not yet, not yet." "Mnh!" "Mnh." "How're you feeling?" "I've had better days." " Your burns are severe." " Mm-hmm." "But we are all with you." "We are gonna get you back." "But, uh... it'll be a while before you step in an O.R." "Oh, yeah, yeah." "Actually, about that." "I've spent my whole life in hospitals." "My whole life, and..." "I..." "I think I need to see everything that's not the inside of a hospital." "I need to travel and..." "and explore and... and hike and... and breathe... and breathe..." "Okay." "Breathe..." "Breathe... real air." "So deep." "I want to breathe it all in." "Away from the monitors and the blood and the... and the sterile gowns, away from saving other people's lives." "I want my own." "It's time..." "It's time I live my own." "You changed my life, Dr. Webber." "You have." "You..." "You taught me how..." "You taught me how to take my past and find my path." "Thank you." "Thank you." "I think I found it." "Which means?" "Which means I quit." "Mnh." "Okay, DeLuca, turn that morphine up as high as it'll go, please." "Hoo." "Nathan?" "Are you okay?" "Where was she?" "I don't know." "Well, who had her?" "Is she hurt?" "I wish I knew more." "Do we know for sure it's her?" "I mean, have they confirmed that?" "Apparently so." "I'm... not really sure how it works." "Where is she now?" "Oh." "They're taking her to Madigan Army Medical Center." "Owen and Amelia are on their way now." "Tell, uh, Pierce I..." "I had to go." "Okay." "Wait." "Are..." "Are you okay?" "Can you drive?" "And someone needs to contact my patients." "Tell them that I finished surgery." "Don't worry." "We'll take care of it." "Are you okay to drive?" "Do you want me to take you?" "Megan's alive?" "Megan's alive." "Oh." "I'm sorry." "Don't." "Don't do that." " No." " Don't do that." "Don't apologize." "If this were Derek, I would've already been gone." "Okay." "I can drive." "Get out of here!" "Go!" "I can drive." "Nobody wakes up thinking, "My world will explode today."" ""My world will change."" "Nobody thinks that." "But, sometimes, it happens." "Sometimes, we wake up, we face our fears..." "We take them by the hand." "And we stand there, waiting hoping, ready for anything."