"Our boy, that jerk, Fritzl was always like:" ""Haider is the man"" ""I will support you, Haider" and so on and all of the boys were like that:" ""Haider is the man" and so on" "Haider sucks." "Yeah, that's what everybody knows." "So." "Politics suck." "Haider can reach those youths, but in my age he isn't of interest anymore." "He can motivate the youths." "Haider seduces those children, all of them." "But i gotta tell you, the one thing he's right about... is to get rid of all of those foreigners." "Yeah, that's the only thing." "But if he got to power..." " He would betray us like all the others." "He would fill his pockets and that'd be it." "That's just what i am saying." "No need to get upset." "He would fill his own pockets, favourite his friends." "They will gain a fortune and no change at all." "On the current state" "Austria in six chapters" "Chapter one:" "A journey." "One of the characteristics of the Austrians, is, i think, the fact that they like to lamentate, and lamentate all the time something you notice everywhere be it in their spare time, at work, or in politics, or..." "?" "Just take into account the neighboring states:" "?" ", Poland, Yugoslavia, ?" "compared to what is happening there, we are all rich men." "I don't want to leave the place where i have come from." "There's no place like home." "We've been abroad on holiday a couple of times, in Italy, on the beach and i've always been glad to return home." "The winter holiday in Austria" " Super." "I don't have to lamentate." "I just came across twelve people hanging around, drinking beer." "And no one has to ask another to pay a beer for him." "This is when you realize that everybody has enough money." "When shopping goes well." "But, of course, in our country, we have to organize things ourselves." "The discussions about foreigners and so on." "The pig farmers around here have their couple of pigs and we eat them." "Hi!" "So you know what's on your plate." "That's to benefit." "If you stop for a local hotel..." "Hi!" "...you'll see they are comrades to some extent." "Schüssel alright, that jerk, how could he do such a thing to us to become chancellor, that fool." "Nobody in all of Europe is taking him seriously." "Him having become chancellor will come down on his party ÖVP." "It's perfectly clear that too many debts are made the which must not go on for ever." "But the burden must be placed equally on everyone." "Mr. Brennsohn want to bogart the forests and all and he, at his ministry, is assigning his ministers and is spreading the prey." "The guy he just chose is depending on him." "And those nazi guys." "It's no option anymore." "Parading in the street is something else than to be in charge." "Haider is no politician." "And never was." "He's a clown." "We gonna reach that stage, in two or three years, they will need this idiot." "Then everything is coming down on them anyway." "(commenting on the view, the street, describing the way, whatever)" "My father, for instance, he was a young lieutenant in World War I." "He was a monarchist, my father, he always said: "I've always been proud to wear the emperor's uniform."" "But it went down as well, nothing you could do about it." "In those days, everyone wanted out of the Habsburgian Empire (prison of peoples)" "Today, strangely enough, everyone is heading back into the prison of the peoples, everyone wants to belong to the European Union." "The Poles, the Czechians, the Hungarians, the Slovenians, and EVERY one of them - heading back into the prison of the peoples." "Strange, huh?" "But after World War I:" "OUT of this prison of the peoples." "But in this prison of the peoples they weren't suffering at all." "A common currency, every state had its sovereignty, and so on, everyone could travel around with an Austrian passport and so on, wasn't a prison of the peoples at all!" "It's not true!" "The socialists came up with that." "The socialist allways had their beef with the House of Habsburg." "They came up with that." "But in fact this isn' t true." "It wasn't a prison of the peoples." "If you look around today, and i've been around some places," "In West-Poland, in Czechia, in Hungary, everywhere, who settled down there 600 years ago?" "Who built up everything?" "Who cultivated the land?" "Who built the churches and the palaces and the roads ?" "The house of Habsburg." "Who else?" "Capitalism." "The current capitalist way of thinking is more dangerous than communism." "Under the reign of communism the micro-structures were still glowing under the surface." "and with a bit of air they would rise and revive." "But with Capitalism, the major investors and corporations are erradicating all the small ones." "And this is deadly." "Consider ten minor regional companys." "If one of them fails, it's no big deal." "But if one major company with hundreds of employees fails, that's a catastrophe for the whole region." "I think this is the way it is:" "There just wasn't happening anything anymore." "The Red Party was handing out for years." "The Black Party was merely supporting this for years." "And then came the new, more attractive, a little rebellious just what people waited for." "It's the same as with a relationship:" "with no variety and with your mate no longer courting just the same with politics." "It's the new." "Haider is the new one." "The rebel one." "Making things happen." "No more well-behaving." "No more politically correct." "Especially the youth falls for that." "And he is an artist marketing himself." "People who are not into politics at all, may easily fall for a politician like haider who will generously pay for a round and befriend them quickly." "This happened in my village." "The youth were cheering." "The following election showed for who's sake." "This is not authentic politics." "This is blinding people." "The Austrian people are like sheep:" "they want to be taken as idiots." "Sad but true." "All i've got are three cows." "My daughter has her small riding-horse," "It isn't like the old days anymore." "40 years ago we had at least 5 to 6 cows." "My father in law is a farmer." "He has 5 cows." "My dad, too." "But had no telefon, no car, no TV." "Instead they had children. (laughs)" "More children, eh?" "We have three of them." "My dream's come true." "I had always wanted two girls and a boy." "I wanted a son first, naturally." "But I'm satisfied with the girls just as well." "Of course." "All of the three childs are born on a sunday." "And three of the four grandchilds, too." "Me and my twin brother are born on a sunday, too." "In the disco for instance folks harass me for my long hair - no fun to get into a fistfight if you want to be left alone sometimes it gets on my nerve" "Being into the wrong kind of music all the time arguing with the girlfriend you get into thinking:" "fuck!" "what is keeping me from leaving this place?" "i chill out at the cemetery. with friends." "not to rampage!" "just to be there. everything easy." "that's the way i like it." "the other people are like:" ""those guys are sick!" "they go to the cemetery!"" "We do be notorious in the neighbourhood." "They think about us like:" ""They celebrate black mass!" "They dig out corpses!"" "You are lucky to look like everybody:" "Blue jeans." "Grey shirt." "Nice haircut." "And every saturday you booze in the disco, dulling forth." "As far as I know, foreigners are steadily increasing in number." "Everybody's like:" "Haider is the second Hitler." "But he is right about some things." "He's overacting it, perhaps." "But I admit to him that there's just too many of them." "I am not saying that Hitler did the right thing gassing the jews." "But if he had done things a more sweetened manner, without hurting anyone and stuff." "If he had gotten rid of them peacefully." "That would have been okay." "When my hair was shorter everybody would say i resembled "HIM" which is a rock band." "If you have this look all you have to do is talk to a girl and ask her: do you like that band?" "If yes, she's yours." "You can lay your hands on almost any girl who likes that band." "It doesn't matter anymore if you look gay." "I could even put on a black undershirt." "In the disco they wouldn't say: "He's gay" All they'd say: "He resembles that singer."" "I won't forget who I am." "But for a while it was hard." "They said: "You look like" "HIM-." "You really are" "HIM-"." "They wouldn't even call you by your name." "They would call you "HIM"" "or by the name of the singer which is Ville Valo." "They'd be like: "Hey Valo!" "What's up!" "Would you give me an autogram?" You know, for fun." "That really made me think:" "Fuck!" "I don't want to be someone else (?" ")" "But when I returned after some while I thought by myself:" "Fuck it." "When you are looking into the mirror watching your face you'll allways see who you really are." "The present state of society and family - some say and live like "grin and bear it!"" "But everyday's newspaper is spilling with broken marriages, murder and death." "The kids lack of orientation." "We are now living as the second generation after the leftwing progressive movement." "We see what good has come of it!" "And we are to see where it's still leading us." "More lesbians." "More homosexual men." "And all kinds of perversions that are being promoted." "Society is open and allowing just about anything today." "Notice the rise of disease." "Diseases of people's minds." "Diseases of physical nature." "Aids." "Sexually transmitted diseases." "Most brutal child abuse." "Child Porno." "Billions done in that business." "You have got to look for the roots of these matters." "Families are on the decline." "Massively." "As a father, that's all i can say." "In fact, I failed myself, in politics of family." "My wife left me and took the kids with her." "Actually, the woman is supposed to be the centre of tranquility in the family." "But never being home, working on her career, anything else comes in her way." "Add sexual problems to this." "Alteration of hormones caused by the anti-baby-pill." "Nicotine." "Consumption of alcohol at parties." "Other things happening at parties." "With the effect of jealousy." "Dramas of Jealousy." "Some men can deal with it, others cannot." "Like they say, if you are really in love with your mate, in love with a capital L, usally one part will end up as the loser, if he is more devoted to his mate or his family in love." "and originally there having been a characterwise complementation between the two." "Having build a house together." "Having had kids together." "You just won't put it away easily, if your wife doesn't come home at night." "Or if she wants to go on holiday alone, with her girlfriends." "What is likely to happen on such a holiday?" "We've got all the classic examples of marriages being divorced after returning from holiday." "The kids hanging out on the street as orphans of divorce." "Being pushed to and from." "Being used as leverage." "The woman is the mirror of the family." "It is her who forms her husband and her family and also she represents the form of society and of how you do get along with each other." "Chapter Two:" "I often wrote letters to the editor." "Because I am convinced of contributing thus to the better of things." "More than once my letters have been printed in a Viennese daily newspaper." "I would like to mention this one." "It is titled "?" "." "German and English words"" ""Today again I saw Barbara Stöckl on her program" "Die Millionenshow" "Bravo to Miss Stöckl!" "Never once on her show the word "okay!" was to be heard." "Only the word -good- was used." "There you can see how to get along without" "Okay- and speak german." "Many german-speaking people should take Miss Stöckl as an example." "In my life, in my youth i never was content." "For me the meaning of life seemed to be getting to know a wife, marrying her, founding a family." "That was the way i imagined things." "So i did marry." "But after a short while other women appealed to me more." "So, in 1969, I had myself divorced." "And in 1970 I started with 40 Schilling." "In the meantime i set up a business." "I have established myself and I am content now." "It's great to be content." "Which is something for the uncontent to be considered." "Don't take a woman just for sex." "Because that woman is going to grow old!" "This is something to remind people of." "Go into an old people's home and have a look on that old folks!" "Of course we all grow old if we don't die early." "Consider the example of President Klestil:" "he didn't choose a woman from the old people's home, but chose an attractive woman." "In 1972 i bought this building site." "I then had my house built, participating in the progress." "And i got very content with it." "I set up an ideal base for me:" "5 minutes to the supermarkets either on the left side or on the right side." "I am near to the bus station." "Ten minutes to the railway." "Five minutes to reach the forrest." "I can recover anytime in the marvellous forests around." "This is my store of underwear." "For easy and quick access my mother made tags." "I've got long-sleeved shirts to go to Vienna." "I've got short-sleeved shirts to go to Vienna." "I've got sunday's shirts short-sleeved." "I've got sunday's shirts long-sleeved." "I've got labor-shirts with long sleeves and labor-shirts with short sleeves." "It is much more simple if you don't complicate things." "Something to be considered by many people helping them not to complicate their lifes." "Austria and christianity have fought religios wars in vain." "Since there is a real chance for muslimisation now." "And those muslims are going to find it quite easy." "They just have to produce kids." "No need for fighting." "In the past christians tried converting muslims." "And today all you have to do is produce kids." "This is unintelligible for me." "Muslims are tough, unlike the christians." "The christians have become slack." "They haven't got the muslim mentality." "I see there's the danger ahead, as follows:" "Muslimisation coming near, the party will be over for christians." "What is most important for Austria is people believing in the true, which is the correct" "There has to be control over the abiding of the law and over the interpretation of the law." "The true values have been distorted in Austria." "Everybody does what he wants." "And there's no control from above." "Chapter Three:" "A Song." "There's no country more beautiful in our time than ours nowhere found" "Where we gather under limes in the evening hour." "Where we gather under limes." "in the evening hour." "We sat there many times in a happy circle." "And sang, the songs sounded in the oak's place." "And sang, the songs sounded in the oak's place." "Chapter 4:" "Three House-Visitations" "Good day!" "Hello!" "Servus!" "Grüß Gott!" "etc." "I had him already." "Now tell me, what kind of a family are you?" "Quite a normal one!" "We hope so." "Now that is your home, eh?" "Right." "We are on the edge of leaving, in fact, on a journey to Rome." "To Rome?" "Yeah." "We are going to Rome." "What will happen there?" "We will stay for a week." "And you will have an audience with the Pope?" "Sure." "Nice." "That's my little brother." "It's Lukas." "That's Dad." "That's myself." "That's Mom." "And that's Magdalena." "We were still little then." "Josef didn't exist yet." "And Dad did still have his hair." "Austria." "That's hard for me as a Tirolian." "I don't want to discriminate anyone." "My home country." "I gotta tell you, is Tirol." "Every country has its peculiarities, its own style and culture." "Today, though, things get mixed up." "Austria." "I haven't anything against foreigners." "But concerning the religions, Islam and so on." "Building churches and mosques in Austria and Tirol." "I think that's no good." "I gotta tell you." "Austria is Austria." "It doesn't matter if it's from Turkey or Israel this is where it belongs." "It doesn't belong to us." "If someone wants to live here, no problem, but he has to adjust to our ways, not us to his." "To the religious ways, too?" "If they keep their religion to them, i won't have anything against that." "But the buildings already being set up, I don't have anything against that, it just doesn't fit into Austria or into Tirol." "Mosques and stuff - just isn't Tirol." "A class-mate of mine is a Turk." "And I don't get on with him very well." "He doesn't leave us alone, never." "He is looking for trouble." "What does he say?" ""Tirol." "Bad Land." and stuff." "I don't like that." "And what is your relationship towars Turkey like?" "Not so good." "I don't want to go there." "We, in our class, we have a Turk, too." "I get on with him some times." "He gives me presents from time to time." "What kind of presents?" "?" "In what way is he different?" "He's got another way of talking." "And another religion." "What does he believe in?" "Muslim." "Is his belief wrong?" "Yeah." "I think so." "Do you think so or do you know it?" "I know it." "Good day. etc." "Who is that?" "My grandson." "Lukas!" "What kind of family is this?" "A nice family?" "Do you love everyone the same?" "Yes." "It this possible?" "Yes." "What about politics?" "Are you thinking rather conservatively or rather liberally?" "How do you get along in life?" "How do I get along in life?" "Easily." "I've really never thought about these things." "Until now." "Which politicians appeal to you?" "Politicians." "None of them." "How do you like Wolfgang Schüssel?" "(Federal chancellor at that time)" "Not bad." "I think." "That's why they elected him." "I really don't know." "I don't take a interest in these things yet." "Let's take another prominent person." "Jörg Haider?" "Yeah." "He has good propositions." "But if he can put them through." "He tries, though." "He's got what it takes to put his propositions through." "Yeah." "He is versed better than me." "Yeah." "But I asked you." "I am not well informed, yet." "If you see him on TV, are you impressed, do you like him, or don't you give a thing about him?" "He's not bad, too." "Let's talk about the others." "We have Gusenbauer, for example (Head of the Social Democrats, SPÖ)" "Don't know him." "Never heard the name?" "You did hear that name?" "I heard it, can't specify, though." "Which party might he be?" "My mother in law was a farmer's maid in upper Austria." "She got to know a Polish soldier." "And expected a baby from him." "My mother in law was a foundling herself." "Was found in front of a church and was raised by farmers." "Not really ideal conditions." "At that time she was imprisoned." "Into a concentration camp (CC) in Ravensbrück." "What was it like, Fredericke?" "When i was put into the CC?" "I'd been six weeks at that farm...(bla)" "Why?" "The farmer was a foreign worker." "Therefore i was put into the CC." "For how long were you there?" "A whole year." "How did they treat you there?" "Very bad." "They beat you for nothing." "On the head." "(Sorry, folks i don't get what she's saying)" "They treated us that bad." "We were always crying." "Having no clue what to do." "They were very mean towards us." ""If you hadn't done wrong, you wouldn't be here!" things like that." "What did you do wrong?" "I didn't do nothing wrong." "I brought a child into the world." "What happened to the father?" "He went off to ?" "And i never heard of him again." "Will you marry me?" "He said yes." "And off he went. ?" "You were released..." "'45 it was!" "So you got rescued?" "It was like:" "Let's go!" "Everybody can go where he wants." "Of course I went back to Austria." "By feet." "It took me 2 months." "I didn't know my way around." "I had to ask everywhere." "And...(blah)" "When I finally arrived, i was so glad to be home, I could have dropped dead." "First you were imprisoned in Linz." "However an hour ago you told me that you consider all Austrians as of good character." "The SS and stuff - those were Germans." "Austrians participated in it, too." "Yeah, Austrians participated, too." "Yeah, Yeah." "I couldn't recognize them as such in their black dress." "Did you love that Pole these days?" "Yes." "He was a very decent guy." "He wasn't a real Pole." "Rather German-Polish instead." "(some anecdote about her farmer-boss giving some ham to the police-man taking her to the CC)" "The whole family!" "This is - John." "Benzinger." "Grüß Sie Gott!" "This is - My wife." "I am Helga." "And these take part, too." "This is junior." " Hello!" "Your name?" " John!" "Who are you?" "Bea." "Through the kitchen." "It's not a family kitchen but rather a business kitchen." "Open the door please." "Into our private home." "Tell me John, what kind of family is this?" "Hopefully a natural, burgenlandish family." "A pretty normal burgenlandish family." "My grandfather survived the war." "My father, too." "Austria and Burgenland were devastated." "My grandparents and my father rebuilt all of this." "I am living in beautiful Burgenland again." "I think that the east is lagging behind." "The expect money from the wealthy states, like Austria." "I think it's deeply wrong us having to pay money to them, now that we are well finally, only because they want to belong to the European Union." "I don't like that idea at all." "Either you work yourself up like me, or like Austria or like Germany, or Switzerland." "But building your nation with foreign money, which you will never pay back, is not okay." "This is my keyboard." "This is my satchel." "This is my radio." "This is my bed." "That is me." "Grandfather painted that." "And these are my puppets." "John is more alert." "i'm the bad boy." "I'm the nice girl." "Pia is like her father." "And John... -like the mother." "Thanks, John." "It is allright." "We have to restrict both of them, though." "How do you throttle them." "To throttle them in the sense of..." " Dad locks me up." "the more you permit the harder it gets." "Because a child always goes for the next level." "So somewhere you have to set limits." "You get locked up?" "Dad has to explain that." "I won't slap him." "If things go wild, i put him into the garage and lock him up." " And then you open up the garage's gate." "And after ten minutes it's all over." "i make these sounds then:" "Puff!" "Puff!" "Puff!" " and once he opened the gate himself." "Escape!" "I escaped!" "You have to throttle John." "When he feels the center of things." "And is reaching for more and more." "There is his room, too." "I am really a bad boy." " Not always." "Careful, John!" "Else you end up in the garage again!" "Do you discuss politics or even argue about them?" "From time to time." "Yes." "Deep conflicts or only marginal differences?" " Marginal." " Not about Politics, only about business or private life." "It's only natural that I, inheriting this business, have the authority in that field." "and she as the mother of two children has the authority about them." "And i won't interfere with her, if not necessary." "I am the one who does things." "Who cares about everyone." "Who helps everyone." "But I have got things of my own, too, which i want to do and also do." "Do you consider yourself last?" "Yeah." "I am last." "First are the children, because they are small." "Then my husband." "And then me." "Why?" " It is like that." "I am a mother." "No." "I meant why the husband" " Oh!" "After the kids?" "Because they are still small and inexperienced." "And i want to help them." "And the husband?" "Is he also small and inexperienced?" "I hope i can do the same thing for him as for the children him though being grown-up and pretty independent." "Hello?" "Wait!" "I've got to ask the boss!" "Chapter 5" "You won't get them to drop that." "Austria sticks to its rules, catholicism, orderliness" "Somehow." "And they aren't even aware of this anymore." "It's not just the catholics being orderly, it's the Austrians themselves." "The more uncertain life becomes the more order they will keep." "I am on a demonstration against this government." "Especially against the FPÖ (Haider's party)" "Against their racist campaigns." "Against their inhumanity." "Politics certainly matter a lot." "But i spend all of my time on Stephanie." "I like to see that in the hands of the "Big", who are competent for that." "See, it's not bad at all!" "Do I really frighten you?" " Yes." "Why?" "You've allways been a nice girl, right?" "Have you been a nice girl, Stephanie?" "Mmhh?" "Cute?" "And now, suddenly, the same is happening here in Vienna." "What's serious about these demonstrations is that they never pass off smoothly." "And even if it's just property that's damaged." "Now that we've had the Yugo-Slavian-War some years ago, right in front of our door, and now suddenly it's starting again, politics going crazy, and those demonstrations are kind of frightening me." "I like the idea of many young families participating, with little children, also many elderly people." "We are all of the same crowd." "We stand united against this government." "We won't let them get us down." "You didn't get through, right?" "That's twenty, please." "I tried to call the father of my child, who is in Africa, in Guinea." "I couldn't get a connection." "It's very hard nowadays." "The rebels from Liberia invaded the country, killing people most brutally." "Naturally he would like to leave that place having no work, also, conditions being bad generally." "It's a hard time there." "He would like to see his daughter." "But he doesn't get a visa." "Yeah." "I would certainly like a black baby." "They are cute." "Do you think the baby would face problems in Austria?" "Nah." "I don't think so." "A friend of mine, her son visits elementary school." "They are 28 children in a class, 24 of them with a foreign background, 4 being Austrian." "Nowadays children are learning early to deal with foreigners." "Everybody was like: "She is so cute." I couldn't stand it." "Because they went on grouching about foreigners." "They know nothing about their living conditions." "They don't want anyone to get a better chance than they got." "Slowly." "Wait for me." " She is so stupid." " Don't talk like that." " Sorry." "She's allways like: "blablabla" Talking Turkish." "And I tell her that I don't want to talk Turkish." "My mother doesn't want me to talk Turkish." "First you got to learn German properly." "A, B, C, E, Le, A" "I don't have anything against foreigners." "But they help them more than our socially disadvantaged people." "I do think this is unjust." "And those foreigners - the parents don't speak German and put up one child after another." "I know some." "No work." "All day home." "And one child after another." "How do they make their living?" "I don't get it!" "Those who regularly work have to keep them up, too." "And this is unjust." "I won't put up with nothing." "Why should I?" "We are born Viennese." "The citizenship is ours." "The immigrants come from Burgenland and lower Austria." "I am Viennese." "You are the immigrants." "In Turkey they treat us as foreigners, too." "Here or there?" "We don't know where we really belong." "I keep saying:" "I am Viennese." "Don't let anybody else into Austria!" "First give every Austrian a job." "And those who don't want to work - force them somehow." "No." "I am not frightened." "No." "I am not frightened by anything." "I am troubled about my children." "What will become of them." "When they have grown up." "Times are changing." "Nobody know what's next." "I got less this time because i was paid alimonies." "Hello!" "I just give a call to ask about my furniture." "Do you want my customer number?" "When will it arrive?" "He is not a very great help not working." "Do you go to the polls?" " No." "Not just now." "When I start working again and have to visit vocational school." "They urge you about politics." "We'll see for it." "Yes." "I like Vienna." "It's about being responsible." "My vote matters." "Never did." "Never." "Why not?" "I just don't interest me in that." "No." "Only once, when we have to vote." "Else, not." "Don't ask me about politics." "Haven't got a clue." "I know someone who knows all about it." "Would you go to the polls?" "Yes." "Do you allways vote for the same party, or...?" "No." "I did run over to the other side once." "I support Jörgie." "Haider that is." "I hold his opinion." "I don't think they will gas me." "But i do think that the present course of politics will have consequences for me." "Since i am an artist and a handicapped woman." "And if they cut something, it's social benefits and culture." "So, I fall into two fringe-groups." "There will be consequences and i feel them already." "When only the strong and the brave will matter then as a handicapped WOMAN you quickly find yourself on the edge and you have to prove your abilities." "Perhaps women are more nimble." "No men around here." "Eight hours seated." "I don't think men would like that." "Some Scent for Mommy." "I grew up with boys." "Never got along with girls really." "Everyone painted." "Wasn't my kind of thing." "I was involved in every coup." "We stole from allotments, for example." "And some woman chased us." ""You brats!" And I responded: "I am not a brat!" "I am a girl!"" ""How can you dare to even say this!"" "There are some nice memories coming up." "My first jag." "Being driven home." "Taking a cold shower." "So many different things." "Do you want your child to grow up bilingually?" "What about the mother of your boyfriend?" "I still don't speak a word of Yugoslavian." "I told them to wait until i do." "But things got out of control." "But it doesn't matter yet anyhow." "If he doesn't even speak german he doens't need to speak yugoslavian neither." "Last silvester there was a nice party with great fireworks." "It looked very cool." "If you are married, and have children, everything's different." "If you are still young, and can do what you want." "No children, no husband." "No cooking." "No tending the kids." "Whatever." "Back then i need do all this." "I had my mother." "It was great." "My grandma made a costume for me." "With feathers." "I looked like some indian." "One guy slapped me on the bum." "Of course i slapped him in the face." "He got upset and complained about me to my aunt." "My aunt said to me:" ""You can't do that!" "It's customers"" "But that doesn't give him the right to slap me on the bum!" ""You will never be a saleswoman." And i did become a saleswoman." "When I lived with my parents we went to Rimini once." "With my husband and my sister we often went to Kärnten with a caravan." "And we did some short trips to Italy, where we had some fun." "I had such pains, i couldn't walk anymore." "They gave me infusions for three weeks." "And then they operated on me for some ?" "." "I thought it would go away after some injections." "Now i know i cannot get children because of this." "I don't like being home alone." "I have to turn up the TV to hear someone talk." "Or some music." "Don't mess around." "Drink properly." "You will spill it again." "I'd like to live in some land warmer and without winter." "If i had the money, I'd like to fund a children's home in africa." "My dream is some kind of home community." "Several families or non-families living in the same house." "You can walk up and down." "Send the kids out:" ""Go away!" "I can't stand your sight any longer!"" "And the kid says:" ""Let's go visit the other guy."" "That is my goal." "We have got to work on the facade." "So we have to heat less." "There's no isolating material at all." "Last year we had to pay later another 43.000 Schillings." "That hurts." "Do you want another child?" "Later on!" "Another one for sure?" "Not for sure." "Me yes." "I want a second one." "But you never considered to seperate?" "He got me that far some times, though, to think about ending it all him being such an arse." "But seven years are seven years." "It might sound odd." "If we did get divorced the house would probably be mine." "But what would I do in this house alone?" "And I woukl have a lot of memories of the work spent into the house." "I couldn't take it." "I hope for the pain to go away." "So i can lead a normal life." "Have proper sex." "With no pain." "That's what i hope for." "I accepted the fact that i won't have any kids." "But I would like that to improve." "I know I will have to swallow hormones every day." "I know that." "But the pain to go away." "I would wish for another government." "And for me and my boyfriend to move in together." "And the third wish...for me to lose fear of the future." "Chapter 6." "America is an example par excellence." "A land without culture." "Dumb like a bag of nuts." "All of them." "In that scenario when everyone in Europe was pointing at the Austrian madness" "America joined in and condemned Austria." "This is really hard to imagine!" "The most powerful nation of the world!" "The most powerful nation of the world..." "Dumb like a bag of nuts!" "... isn't even able to elect their president!" "They cannot even count!" "They are culturally weak!" "The president doesn't even know the names of the capitals he is going to visit." "As a president he has to travel the world." "Who is simply a dumb man!" " is a dumb man!" "And they want to be in charge!" " And that is the one who got the key to the red button!" "Which he can push to trigger the nuclear bomb!" " Sure!" "They are like: "Let's bomb those over there!"" "That is the one who got the key and can push the button!" "And the one who is studiously signing death sentences!" "That's all he has to do!" "Signing death sentences all day long!" " In Austria we don't have the death sentence!" " He will suffer from tendonitis signing death sentences!" "And they want to point the finger at Austria:" ""Those are Nazis!"" "And why?" "America is governed politically and economically mainly by Jews." " No doubt." " And they still seek for revenge..." " Certainly." "They bear hatred toward us." "It was us who...most jews were killed in wars..." " That we are done with that" " They don't care!" "Revenge!" "Revenge!" "Revenge!" "Whenever they have the chance." "We are threatened from all sides." "The muslim poses a real threat!" "Since he has his own religion!" "For him everything is ruled by the Coran." "And the women have to subordinate themselves." "Everyone nowadays wants multi-cultural-relationships." "But this just doesn't work out for us." "It cannot possibly work out for us." "It doesn't even work out for them in their state." "Much less so for us." "Another problem is Austria still supporting them!" "Their behaviour isn't taken into account at all!" ""Don't do them any harm!" "Be nice and friendly"" ""If you are nice to them they'll be nice to you!"" "But no one ever told THEM, neither the Green nor the Socialist Parties to make the first move." "Since this is our home country it's not us having to adjust ourselves." "They are indeed welcome if they behave themselves." "If they do not behave themselves - then we do have a problem." "The problem we are meeting is them forcing their religion and lifestyle on us." " That is not acceptable!" " I just don't want to think like those women." "Many of the immigrants Indians, Chinese they keep quiet, behave normally." "Nobody has any problem with these." "They are decent people, want to work - no problem." "But those who simply come here to take advantage of social benefits" "We have a lot of problems with our healthcare system because of those." "They have themselves repaired by us!" "The consume the money of the tax-payers and don't pay anything themselves besides neglegible sums." "One is insured, eight have to be supported by the insurance." "But the whole system has to be paid." "By whom?" "By the Austrian." "I remember when i was 20 years old i had never heard of the problem of foreigners." "I knew a foreigner at school his name was X. But he was just a normal guy." "The more there are and today we've reached a million" "Have a look around disctrict No.16 you will find yourself encircled!" "Let me tell you something:" "They will knock down the churches and build mosques instead!" "Already we have build 4 mosques with our tax money!" "Just you wait until they have their own party sitting in parlament - that's when the fun is going to start!" "This is when we will have no more say in anything." "We'll have to escape from our own home country!" "Don't let it get to that point!" "Do you know what is going to happen then?" "We'll have a civil war!" "Hopefully one day people will take the courage and stand up and say:" ""That's enough!"" "A policeman just has to look at one the wrong way - he will face a disciplinary action against him immediately." "Remember the case of X Y?" "(who obviously died during his deportation) They had him autopsied three times!" "Our doctor said he died of a heat attack." "The bulgarian doctor blames us with his death!" "What is true?" "They readily put the blame on us, on our country!" "Why did they have to gag him?" " Because he bit them!" "Would you as a police-man like to be bitten?" "In America (USA) they would just put a bag over his head." "He will suffocate either way." "They treated him quite humanely still!" "Me as a police-man, if he would bite me, i'd beat the teeth out of his mouth with my truncheon." "He wouldn't be able to bite anymore but he could still suck on my arm!" "In psychiatry they just give 'em an injection if they behave aggressively and tie them to the bed." "So why should someone who has to deport a foreigner " "And consider the costs that will come of it!" "You have got to appoint two policeman, book a flight" "And they do not even want to fly ." "The normal passengers are somehow affected by the sight of the deportation." "I certainly wouldn't like to be attacked by some madman on my holiday flight." "There must have been a good reason why they gagged him." "We don't gag anyone if he behaves normally and peacefully sits in bondage." "He must have been guilty of something else they wouldn't have deported him." "They train these people, they know what they can expect in Germany." "Swallow drugs." "Avoid medical examination." "Everyone is at his place" "They have got it all organized!" "I wouldn't play their game!" "It takes too much time to wait until he shits out the baloons." "I'd let him die this miserable death." "These Balloons will burst if they stay overtime in the body." "I will put him in a cell for three weeks until all of the balloons have burst and he's "Good-Bye"." "I won't play their game." "Wait until he's finished toilet." "Call a doctor who can handle things." "Imagine someone dies of a ruptured appendix because the doctor is occupied treating some drug-smuggling nigger!" "This will also reduce deportation-prisoners!" " All of this costs a lot!" "We have got enough of our own criminals!" "We don't need to import any more of them." "We are not the only ones to have these problems." "It's just the same in Germany, in Switzerland...in any civilised country in Europe..." "I don't care about Germany." "I care about my own country." "And i won't watch it being destroyed!" "But we can't win the fight as lone fighters!" "We need others to rear cover us preserving our home country." "Otherwise we won't have a chance!" "Now it's one million of them some years later it's two million some more years later it's four million and we will end up being the minority in our own country." "This is when things will fall apart." "I wouldn't like to be around anymore then." "Consider our friends who are even tougher Nazis...or... or are even more ready to take measures against the foreigners, but they are afraid to speak up just the same." "I know people who would just beat them out of their area." "But they aren't allowed to do so and they don't dare to do so." "I read about bombs that can penetrate mountains and find their way around corners." "I cannot imagine the superpower USA not having the means to exhaustively wipe out this dangerous militant muslim state." "Unfortunately, i am afraid we really should raze this country to the ground." "They will never find their leaders." "They chuckle about us in their hide-out!" "If you cannot chase them down at the exact spot then you have to wipe out exhaustively the whole area starting from the sea continuing towards the mountains." "I won't be done with it until i've wiped them out completely." "I don't think they can permit this to themselves." "This might be too massive, too terrible." "They don't do it thoroughly." ""Thoroughly" that is word with a history in some wars." "The Americans don't do it thoroughly anymore." "Consider the anthrax-bacteria!" "Not a single institution is safe from an anthrax-attack, neither the post-offices, the pentagon, the military, none." "The superpower USA with all their Hitec and possibilities cannot prevent this from happening." "What do we learn from that?" "Islam, especially radical Islamism pose a great danger..." " we have to defend ourselves, everyone." "...everyone has to watch over the area within his reach!" "Act!" "Watch out!" "Control!" " don't let things happen!" " Just the way it was in former days!" "Denunciate!" "Denunciate!" "Watch him!" "What's he about?" "Report him!" "If everyone in the whole western world would watch over his reach, his area, his region and report any suspect to the authorities." "We would have much less problems." "The authorities would have a lot of work." "They would have to check on more people." "But evil would have much less of a chance!" "The world is full of beauty and full of wealth." "But life isn't the same for everyone." "It goes upside down it's all in a tumble." "Yet the earth is a sphere." "Every man works, and every man strives." "But many have lived in vain." "Of what use is thinking?" "All there is is the end." "?" "Don't turn around keep your mouth shut!" "Don't say nothing now!" "The way it has allways been it will stay this way forever." "Merry go round!" "?" "Don't get mad don't get nervous." "Don't say nothing now." "?" "The Lord allways knows why." "Subtitles by Jook."