"Collect call from Zoe." "Will you accept the charges?" "Yes, I will accept the charges." "Daddy?" "It's me." "How are you?" "Hi." "Fine." "That's great." "Where are you?" "What's that sound?" "I'm in a car wash." "I've never talked to you when you've been in a car wash." "Make sure the windows are rolled up." "Remember when we were in the car wash and I started playing with the automatic window?" "How old was I, Daddy?" "Five or six?" "I got soaked, remember?" "Why are you calling me, Zoe?" "Why am I calling you?" "You're my father." "I'm not supposed to call you?" "What's the matter with wanting to talk to you?" "Nothing's wrong with trying to talk to me." "Then what's the problem?" "The problem is... I don't know who I'm talking to right now." "You think I'm stoned?" "is that what you're thinking?" "You think I've got a needle in my arm?" "Are you thinking that I've scored, Daddy, that I'm calling you for money, that I'm begging?" "God, I don't fucking believe this." "Are you listening to me?" "Why can't you talk to me?" "Because I need to know what state you're in, Zoe, before I know how to talk to you." "Come on." "Let's go." "Speak a little softer" "And work a little louder" "And shoot less, with more care" "And sing a little sweeter" "And love a little longer" "And soon you will be there" "Here" "All we have here is sky" "All the sky is is blue" "All the blue is is one more color" "One more color" "One more color" "Now" "That was great." "Really?" "You're gonna blow everyone away." "You mean it?" "Of course." "You don't sound sure." "I am." "Really." "It was awesome." "I'm so happy, Daddy." "Let's get some ice cream." "Operator?" "Can you hear me?" "Yes." "Go ahead, please." "I seem to be in a strange situation." "I'm calling from my car, and I appear to be stuck in a car wash." "A car wash?" "Can you speak a little louder?" "Sorry, sir, I'm losing you again." "Here we are." "Everybody out." "Come on." "Quickly, now." "Gather around." "Come on, everybody." "Come on quickly." "We haven't got all day." "I want you to listen to me..." "What is it?" "Just the way Dolores gets so excited with the kids." "Rule number one... lt's the biggest thing in her life." "Don't stick your fingers in the cages." "Heidi, this applies to you." "And, Shane, get back here, please." "I don't care how cute some of these animals may be." "The fact is, they don't like being here." "No matter how many ribbons they've won." "Rule number two-- Hey, Sam." "Hey, Nicole." "Rule number two:" "No kicking, pushing, shoving, or biting." "Rule number three:" "Older kids, you look after the younger kids." "If you get lost, come here to the red lady." "I will find you." "Rule number four:" "Wiggle your nose if you have fun." "is it raining outside?" "No. I had an accident." "Do you have a room?" "Will you be spending more than a night?" "Hard to say." "Could have business" "You a reporter?" "No, sir." "Are you here about the accident?" "I'm a lawyer." "This is an awful time." "It's important that we talk." "Kyle Landston's a drunk." "Nobody likes him." "He's a nasty piece of work." "In what way?" "He's been drinking since high school." "Fucked himself up." "Used to be smart enough." "Any criminal record?" "Probably half a dozen traffic convictions." "Drunk driving, lost his license." "That's why he don't work." "Can't get off that shitty dump they live on." "Whatever money does come in goes to booze." "How does the family survive?" "I don't know." "Church charity, welfare, food bank." "They scrape by." "What about Dora?" "Dorene." "She was a friend of mine." "When was that?" "ln school." "She fell for Kyle just before we graduated." "She got pregnant..." "moved into a trailer... up on a wood lot Kyle's dad used to own." "Kyle started spending more time at the Spread Eagle." "That's the local bar?" "And coming home drunk." "And feeling trapped by his life, I guess, and blaming her for that and..." "And?" "And he beat her." "He beat her?" "To do this right, to actually have a chance of winning, of getting some money to compensate you... for the loss of your boy... we need folks like you, sensitive, loving parents with no criminal background," "no history of trouble, do you understand?" "Of these people that you've told me about, whose kids were killed... who do you consider to be good, upstanding neighbors, people who will help us in our cause?" "There's the Hamiltons." "Joe and Shelly Hamilton." "Yeah, right." "Everybody knows that Joey steals antiques from summer cottages... and sells them to dealers in the city." "He's been doing that for years." "That's great, Wendell." "That's exactly what I need to know, so it won't come back to haunt our case." "There's the Prescotts." "You know how much money he owes to the bank?" "He's about to lose his house and car." "Charlene" "Charlene is at the Spread Eagle every other night." "She sleeps with whoever she can get her hands on." "She'd go down for a pat on the head... and a fistful of peanuts." "Forget the Atwaters and the Belledeaus." "They're all inbred." "The Ottos." "Well?" "Tell me about the Ottos." "Wanda and Hartley." "They lost Bear." "He was their adopted son." "He was a beautiful boy." "He was Indian." "That's good." "Judges like adopted Indian boys." "Tell me more about the Ottos." "They're smart." "They've been to college." "They moved here from the city about a dozen years ago." "What do they do?" "Crafts." "Wanda does these photographic things." "That's one of hers right here on the wall." "They only smoke weed." "You don't know that." "They ever been busted?" "No." "You don't know, that's what it is." "I'm sorry." "Excuse me." "Collect call from Zoe." "Will you accept the charges?" "Yes, I'll accept the charges." "Do you mind if I step outside?" "It's a private call." "I'm so sorry." "You don't know what you're talking about!" "Zoe?" "Where are you, darling?" "Oh, shut up!" "Yes, I am listening." "Shut your big, fat mouth!" "Of course I'm being sincere." "I understand what you're saying." "If you like the doctor, that's half the battle." "Shut up!" "Please." "Shut up!" "I'm jealous of what?" "Because he's smarter than you." "Smarter than me?" "The Ottos are smart?" "That man said, "Good, Wendell!"" "If you ring me in 10 minutes..." "Shut up!" "Yes, sir?" "I can't get any sound." "I'll get you another pair." "You can have mine." "Allison O'Donnell." "I was a friend of Zoe's." "We went to school together." "I used to come to your house." "Allie." "My nickname was Allie." "Allie?" "Right, right." "How are you?" "Well, I'm just fine." "How about you?" "I'm fine. I'm still working with my father." "Right." "What does he do again?" "He used to work with you." "You guys used to be partners." "How's Mrs. Stephens?" "Well, she's just fine." "We're not together anymore." "I'd heard that, but she's well?" "And Zoe." "How's Zoe?" "You beat me to it." "Here you go." "Thanks." "Morning, Wanda." "Hey, Hartley." "Morning, Dolores." "Beautiful snow we're having, eh, Dolores?" "Just a flurry." "It's clear up ahead." "That's good." "Look!" "What's that you got, Bear?" "What do you think?" "It's...certainly what you'd call interesting." "You hate it." "I didn't say that." "I could wrap it up, protect the children." "I could strap it on the roof." "There's an idea!" "Give me a break." "It's for the school bazaar." "Well, it's bizarre." "Come on, Bear, let's get you out of here." "Go on, Bear, away from your crazy mother." "That's right. I'll see you, Wanda." "Bye, Hartley." "So long." "Take care." "The Ottos always waited for the bus with Bear." "They're the only parents who did that... together like that." "I guess they were what you might call... hippies." "What do you mean by that, Mrs. Driscoll?" "Dolores." "No one ever calls me Mrs. Driscoll." "What do you mean by that, Dolores?" "About the Ottos?" "What exactly do you mean by "hippies"?" "The way they look." "Their hair...and clothing." "Do they have any reputation for drugs?" "Nothing like that." "The Ottos are what I would call... model citizens." "They're regular at town meetings." "They give their opinion in a respectful way." "They help out at various... fundraising bazaars... though they aren't... churchgoers." "And they love Bear?" "It's like he's their little treasure." "He's such a beautiful boy." "Well, there's a picture of him... on the wall over there just beside Abbott." "Those were all taken at the fair last year." "Abbott and me judged the pet show." "For rabbits?" "Abbott used to breed them till he had the stroke." "Bear won first prize." "Look at the smile on his face." "He's one of those children who bring out the best in people." "He would have made a wonderful man." "Billy Ansell started honking at us up around Upper Hat Creek." "He always started to do that when he caught up to the bus." "He'd wave at his kids Jessica and Mason." "They always sat in the back." "Billy loved to see his kids in the bus." "Normally, he'd follow us the whole distance, past the bridge, towards the school." "Are you saying that Billy was driving behind the bus... at the time of the accident?" "It... comforted him." "From what?" "I'll get the tray." "Did he have any particular problems that you knew of?" "Financial pressures, run-ins with the law?" "You go ahead." "Nothing like that." "Billy's wife Lydia, God rest her..." "She died of cancer a few years back." "She was a wonderful woman..." "great mom... warm, loving." "She had a beautiful voice." "She used to sing in the church choir." "Anyway..." "Billy took over raising the kids by himself." "It was obvious how much he missed Lydia." "Hey, Risa." "Can you talk?" "Where are you?" "On my way to work." "You see the kids?" "I'm waving at them now." "What's that noise?" "That's Wendell up on the roof." "He thinks he's fixing a leak." "I think he's punching new holes." "Nicole's baby-sitting tonight." "She'll be there around 6:00." "Billy, that's too early." "She's got to be home by 9:00." "Can't you make it later?" "Well, all right." "Well... I'll be waiting in the room, and you just get over as soon as you can, OK?" "OK, I guess." "All right, sexy." "I'm glad to hear that Zoe's all right." "Are you still in touch?" "Not really." "The last time I saw her was when she was at that clinic." "That was a long time ago." "Which one?" "Which clinic?" "l don't remember the name." "It was near a beach." "Sunny Ridge." "Yes, that was a long time ago." "So there were others?" "Other clinics?" "Oh, sure." "Clinics, halfway houses, treatment centers, detox units." "So when did she get better?" "She didn't." "l thought you said-- -l'm going to see her now." "She's in trouble?" "You find there's something strange about this meat?" "Excuse me." "Some more wine?" "This meat's a little overdone." "I'm sorry, Mr. Stephens." "Would you like the fish plate?" "What is it?" "Poached salmon." "Do you have a cold plate?" "We do." "is there shrimp on it?" "Take off the shrimp and anything touching it." "That won't leave much." "Let's just see what we get." "Yes, sir." "Will you excuse me?" "Mrs. Otto?" "My name is Mitchell Stephens." "The Walkers said you might be willing to talk." "I'm sorry to come over unannounced like this, but the Walkers said that you'd understand." "I know it's an awful time, but it is important that we talk." "Who are you?" "I'm a lawyer." "Look, I'm sorry, you can't come in here." "Let me explain." "I'll only take a moment." "Hartley?" "We have a guest." "What did you say your name was?" "The Walkers sent him by." "Would you like a cup of tea?" "Tea would be nice." "May I sit down for a minute?" "I want to talk to you." "The Walkers spoke highly of you." "You've been retained." "Their child died, and they got a lawyer?" "My task is to represent the Walkers... only in their anger, not their grief." "Who did they get for that?" "You're angry, aren't you, Mrs. Otto?" "That's why I'm here." "To give your anger a voice." "To be your weapon against whoever... caused that bus to go off the road." "Dolores." "Dolores was doing exactly what she's done for years." "Besides, the school board's insurance was minimal, a few million at most." "The really deep pockets are in the town... or the company that made the bus." "So you think someone else caused the accident?" "Mrs. Otto, there is no such thing as an accident." "The word doesn't mean anything." "As far as I'm concerned, somebody somewhere made a decision to cut a corner." "Some corrupt agency or corporation... accounted the cost variance between a 10-cent bolt... and a million-dollar out-of-court settlement." "They decided to sacrifice a few lives for the difference." "That's what's done, Mrs. Otto." "I've seen it happen so many times before." "But Dolores said she hit a patch of ice... and lost control of the bus." "Mr. Otto, how long has Dolores been driving that bus?" "How many times has she steered clear of danger?" "What happened that morning?" "Somebody calculated ahead of time... what it would cost to sacrifice safety." "It's the darkest, most cynical thing you can imagine, but it's absolutely true." "And now, it's up to me... to ensure moral responsibility in this society." "So you're just what we need." "Isn't that what you want us to believe?" "That you know what's best?" "You listen to me, Mrs. Otto... and you listen carefully." "I do know what's best, believe me." "As we're sitting here talking, the town..." "or the school board... or the manufacturer of that bus... are lining up a battery of their own lawyers... to negotiate with people as grief-stricken as yourselves." "That makes me very, very mad." "That's why I came all the way up here." "If everyone had done their job with integrity, your son would be alive and safely in school this morning." "I promise that I will pursue and reveal... who it was did not do their job... who is responsible for this... tragedy." "In your name, the Walkers' name... in the name of whoever decides to join us, I will sue." "I will sue for negligence until they bleed." "I want that person to go to jail... for the rest of his life." "I want him... to die there." "I don't want his money." "It isn't likely that anyone will go to prison." "But he or his company will pay in other ways, and we must make them pay." "Not for the money or compensation for your loss... that can't be done." "But for the protection of other innocent children." "I'm not just here to speak for your anger, but for the future as well." "Are you expensive?" "If you agree to have me represent you in this suit, I will require no payment until the case is won, when I will require 1/3 of the awarded amount." "If no award is made, then my services to you... will cost you absolutely nothing." "That's the standard agreement." "Do you have this agreement with you?" "Yes, I do. lt's in my car." "I won't be a minute." "In any case, you should have time... to discuss this without me before you make a decision." "I did everything a loving father of a drug addict... is supposed to do." "I sent her to the best hospitals, the best doctors." "Two weeks later, she'd be out on the street." "The next time I saw her would be a phone call for money:" "money for school, money for some new kind of therapist, money for a plane ticket home." ""Oh, Daddy, please let me come home." ""l need to see you."" "But she never came home." "I was always at the airport, but she was never there." "Had 10 years of this, 10 years of lies." "Wondering what would happen if I didn't send the money." "Kicking down doors, dragging her out of rat-infested apartments." "Explaining to somebody, that couldn't possibly be my daughter... that they saw in a porn flick." "Enough rage and helplessness, and your love turns to something else." "What does it turn to?" "It turns to steaming piss." "They just had supper." "Yeah?" "Was it good?" "All right, be good." "Was it good?" "Of course." "I'll be back before 9:00." "Let's go!" "Have you been waiting long?" "Awhile." "Billy, do you have to smoke?" "Wendell can smell if someone's been smoking." "What's all this?" "Wendell put some fresh enamel on that break in the tub." "l can't have a shower?" "No." "Should be dry by now." "When's he getting back?" "After the game, I guess." "Oh, the game." ""The Pied Piper of Hamelin."" ""Hamelin town's in Brunswick, by famous Hanover city." ""The river Weser deep and wide..." ""washes its wall on the southern side." ""A pleasanter spot you never spied," ""but when begins my ditty--"" "What's a ditty again?" "lt's like a song." ""Almost 500 years ago," ""to see the townsfolk suffer so from vermin was a pity."" "What's vermin again?" "Rats." ""They fought the dogs and killed the cats..." ""and bit the babies in the cradles..." ""and ate the cheeses out of the vats..." ""and licked the soup from the cooks' own ladies." ""Split open the kegs of salted sprats," ""made nests inside men's Sunday hats," ""and even spoiled the women's chats..." ""by drowning their speaking with shrieking and squeaking..." ""in 50 different sharps and flats."" "Can I sit beside you on the bus tomorrow?" "You sit at the back to wave at your dad." "I want to sit beside you." "Did the Pied Piper take the children away... because he was mad the town didn't pay him?" "That's right." "Well, if he knew magic, if he could get the kids into the mountain, why couldn't he use his magic pipe... to make the people pay him for getting rid of the rats?" "Because... he wanted them to be punished." "So he was mean?" "No, not mean." "Just... just very... very angry." "Should I keep reading?" "What are you thinking?" "Tomorrow I'm gonna put Sean on the bus, and he won't want to go." "He never does." "He'll cry..." "He won't want to let go of me." "Well, it's 'cause he misses you." "It's natural." "Your kids never cry." "They know I'll be following them behind the bus." "They can look forward to that." "Just like we look forward to this." "You're leaving?" "I'd better get back." "Like I said, Nicole has to be home by" "Good night, Billy." "Good night, Risa." "Are you sure?" "It just seems kind of weird." "Why?" "l don't know." "I'm just gonna take this stuff and pack it... and give it to the church for charity." "Don't feel bad." "Unless you feel strange about wearing it" "No. I mean, I... I remember Mrs. Ansell wearing some of this stuff, but I don't feel weird about that." "I really liked her." "She really liked you." "I think she probably would have given you that stuff herself... if she hadn't outgrown it." "What do you mean, outgrown it?" "I'm not sure." "I ran through that tune you guys were working on." "I came up with a couple of ideas." "Show it to the guys, see what they say." "That's great." "Thank you." ""There was a rustling that seemed like a bustling..." ""of merry crowds jostling and pitching and hustling." ""Small feet were pattering, wooden shoes clattering," ""little hands clapping, and little tongues chattering." ""And like fowls in a farmyard when barley is scattering," ""out came the children running." ""All the little boys and girls," ""with rosy cheeks and flaxen curls," ""and sparkling eyes and teeth like pearls," ""tripping and skipping," ""ran merrily after..." ""the wonderful music, the shouting and laughter."" ""When, lo, as they reached the mountainside..."" ""a wondrous portal opened wide..."" ""as if a cavern were suddenly hollowed," ""and the piper advanced and the children followed."" ""And when all were in to the very last..."" ""the door in the mountainside shut fast."" ""Did I say all?" ""No." "One was lame..."" ""and could not dance the whole of the way."" ""And in afteryears, if you would blame his sadness," ""he was used to say..."" ""lt's dull in our town since my playmates left."" ""l can't forget that I'm bereft..." ""of all the pleasant sights they see," ""which the piper also promised me."" ""For he led us, he said, to a joyous land..."" ""joining the town and just at hand..."" ""where waters gushed and fruit trees grew..."" ""and flowers put forth a fairer hue..."" ""and everything was strange and new."" "By the time I reached the bottom of Bartlett Hill Road, I had half my load." "Let's see...20." "No. 22 kids aboard." "They'd walk to their places on the main road, from the smaller lanes and private roadways... that run off it." "Bright little clusters of three and four children... like berries waiting to be plucked." "That's the way I thought of them sometimes." "Like berries?" "Like I was putting them into my big basket, clearing the hillside of its children." "Anyway, my next stop was across from the Bide-A-While, which is owned and operated by Risa and Wendell Walker." "Risa had walked her son Sean across the road, which was customary." "Sean, he has some kind of learning disability." "Well, he's behind the rest of the kids his age in school, and he's too nervous to play sports." "Strange little guy." "But you couldn't help but like him." "Morning, Dolores." "Hi, Risa." "Aren't your feet freezing?" "I guess they are." "I want to stay with you." "Sean...go on, honey." "Go on." "Come on, Sean, sit next to me." "ls he OK?" "l don't know." "Temperature?" "No, he's not sick or anything." "Just one of those mornings, I guess." "You know?" "Well, I never had those mornings, myself." "Not so long as I had my school bus to drive... not so long as I had my...kids." "You OK, Sean?" "Looking forward to school?" "You settle down back there!" "You'll be walking to school if you're not careful." "Don't want that. lt's a cold day out there, eh, Bear?" "Oh, Jesus." "Every time I go on one of these flights to rescue Zoe, I remember the summer we almost lost her." "She was three years old." "It happened one morning at this cottage we used to rent." "We were all together, sleeping in bed." "It was a wonderful time in our lives." "We still felt we had a future together, the three of us." "Did you ever visit that cottage?" "I don't think so." "I remember I was..." "awakened by Zoe's breathing." "It was labored." "I looked across and noticed that... she was sweating... and all swollen, and I... I grabbed her... and splashed some water on her face." "What happened?" "l didn't know." "I was in a complete panic." "I guess she'd been bitten by some insect." "But there was no doctor." "The nearest hospital was 40 miles away, and she was continuing to swell up..." "Clara took her in her arms and tried to breast-feed her... while I dialed the hospital." "I finally got a doctor." "He surmised that there was a nest... of baby black widow spiders in the mattress." "He said they had to be babies, or else, with Zoe's body weight, she'd be dead." "He said I had to rush her to the hospital." "He said, "Mr. Stephens, there's a good chance..." ""that you won't get her here before her throat closes." ""lt's very important that you keep her calm."" "He asked if there was one of us she was more relaxed with, and I said, "Yes." "Me," which was true enough... because at that particular moment," "Clara's eyes were wild with fear, and fear was contagious." "I was a better actor, that's all." "And Zoe... loved us equally then." "Just as she hates us both equally now." "Anyway, the doctor said to hold her on my lap... and let Clara drive to the hospital." "He asked me to bring a small, sharp knife." "It had to be clean." "There was no time to sterilize properly." "He explained how to perform an emergency tracheotomy... how to cut into her throat without her bleeding to death." "He said there would be blood." "I didn't think I could do it." "He said, "Mr. Stephens..."" ""lf her breathing stops, you will have to."" ""You'll have about a minute and a half," ""and she'll probably be unconscious when you do it."" ""But if you manage to keep her calm and relaxed..."" ""and not let her little heart beat too fast..."" ""and spread the poison around..."" ""you might just make it here first." ""Now, you get going," he said, and he hung up." "It was an unforgettable drive." "I was...divided into two parts." "One part was daddy, singing a lullaby to his little girl... and the other part was... a surgeon with a knife, ready to cut into her throat." "I waited for the second Zoe's breath stopped... to make the incision." "What happened?" "What happened?" "Oh, nothing." "We got to the hospital in time." "I did not have to go as far as I was prepared to go." "But I was prepared to go all the way." "I knew you'd be here." "Are you going to the funeral?" "l stopped by the station and... stared at the bus." "Almost hear the kids inside." "A lawyer was there, said... he'd gotten you signed up." "is that true?" "Something made this happen." "He said he'd find out" "What are you talking about?" "It was an accident." "Mr. Stephens said that someone put a wrong bolt in the bus." "I serviced the bus." "There was nothing wrong with it." "Or that the guardrail wasn't strong enough." "You believe that?" "I have to." "Why?" "Because I have to." "I don't." "is it true you gave Nicole one of Lydia's sweaters... and she was wearing it when the bus crashed?" "Why'd you do that?" "You think that caused the accident?" "That it brought bad luck?" "You're looking for a witch doctor, not a lawyer." "Maybe they're the same thing." "You know what I'm going to miss... more than making love?" "The nights you couldn't get away from Wendell." "I'd sit in that chair for an hour... smoking a cigarette, remembering my life before." "The mind is kind." "You are so lucky." "Don't even try to remember." "You just think about getting well." "That's all." "Wait till you see what we got for you at home." "How do you like it?" "The ramp?" "lt's pretty slick, eh?" "Very slick." "You like the color?" "lt's OK." "l could use a different color." "It'd be real easy to do." "I don't know about that green." "I'm not too sure about that color." "And I'll widen a few doors, too." "You'll see." "Hello?" "Hi, Mitch." "We just brought her home." "She's doing fine." "Well, I don't know." "She hasn't seen it yet." "We haven't talked about it." "Great, Mitch." "Right." "What do you think?" "The door needs a lock." "Sure. I'll fix that right away." "Can I come and visit you here?" "You better." "You can sleep with me in my bed." "It's too high." "I'll never reach it." "I'd better get some spackle." "So...do you like your new room?" "It's interesting." "Your dad spent all his spare time in here." "He wanted it to be absolutely perfect." "I feel like a princess." "What's that?" "It is... a present." "From you?" "No." "From Mr. Stephens." "That was him on the phone." "He called to see how you were." "Who's Mr. Stephens?" "He's our lawyer." "You and mom have a lawyer?" "He's your lawyer, too." "My lawyer." "Why do I need a lawyer?" "Maybe we shouldn't be talking about this just now." "Aren't you hungry?" "I'll fix you something." "What's this lawyer business?" "He's a very kind man." "He knew that you'd need a computer for doing schoolwork." "lt's even got a thing..." "Program." "...program on it to help you compose your songs." ""Fathers, mothers..."" ""uncles, cousins..."" ""families by tens and dozens..."" ""brothers, sisters..."" ""husbands, wives..."" ""followed the piper for their lives."" "I've been wanting to meet you for a long time." "Not just because of all the good things I've heard about you." "But because... well, I'm the guy who's representing you... and your mom and dad and several people in town." "We're trying to generate, however meager, some compensation... for what you've suffered." "At the same time... to make sure an accident like this never happens again." "I don't like thinking about the accident." "I don't even remember it happening." "Besides... lt just makes people feel sorry for me." "You hate that." "What she means" "People can't help it." "They see you in this wheelchair... they're going to feel sorry for you." "I didn't know you... nor how promising and exciting your life was before." "Even I feel sorry for you." "What is it that you want me to do for you?" "They work for the people that we're trying to sue." "See, their job is to minimize damages, and ours is to try and maximize them." "That's the way you have to think of it, Nicole, as people doing their jobs." "There's no good guys or bad guys." "There's just their side and our side." "l won't lie." "l don't want you to lie." "No matter what I'm asked, I'll tell the truth." "Of course." "I need you to tell the truth." "I'll be right there to advise you." "There'll be a court stenographer who will record everything." "That's what will go to the judge before the trial." "It'll be the same for everyone." "They'll be deposing the Ottos, the Walkers," "Dolores, your mom and dad." "l'll make sure you go last." "Why?" "So as you can go on getting well, so that you're able to get up there and do this." "Because it won't be easy." "You do understand that?" "When do they award the damages?" "That depends. it could drag on for quite a while." "We'll be there at the end, Sam, don't you worry." "I'm here about your children, Mr. Ansell." "My name-- -l don't want to know your name." "I understand." "No, you don't." "Get the fuck away from the bus." "I can help you." "Not unless you can raise the dead." "Here." "You may change your mind." "Mitchell Stephens, Esquire, tell me, would you sue me if I was to beat you right now?" "I mean beat you so bad you'd piss blood and couldn't walk." "That's what I'm about to do." "l wouldn't sue you." "You leave us alone." "You leave the people of this town alone." "You can't help." "You can help each other." "Several people in the town... have agreed to let me represent them in a negligence suit." "Your case as an individual will be stronger... if I represent you as a group." "Case?" "The Walkers have agreed, and the Ottos have agreed..." "Nicole Burnell's parents." "It's important that we initiate proceedings right away." "Things get covered up." "People lie." "That's why we must begin our investigation quickly, before the evidence disappears." "That's what I'm doing" "Listen." "I know Risa and Wendell Walker." "They wouldn't hire a goddamn lawyer." "The Ottos, they wouldn't deal with you." "We're not country bumpkins you can put the big city hustle on." "You're angry, and you owe it to yourself to feel that way." "All I'm saying is... let me direct your rage." "That's my daughter." "Or it may be the police to tell me they've found her dead." "She's a drug addict." "Why are you telling me this?" "Why am I telling you this?" "Because we've all lost our children." "They're dead to us." "They're killing each other in the streets." "They wander, comatose..." "shopping malls." "Something terrible has happened." "It's taken our children away." "It's too late." "They're gone." "Collect call from Zoe." "Will you accept the charges?" "Daddy?" "I've got some news for you." "Some big news." "News?" "Don't you want to hear?" "Give me the news." "You always think you know what I'm gonna say before I say it." "You always think you're one step ahead of me." "The lawyer." "Tell me your news." "Yesterday, I went to sell my blood." "That's how it is." "I'm in this fucking city, and I'm selling my blood." "That's not news." "No, but this is." "They wouldn't take my blood." "Do you know what that means?" "Does it register?" "I tested positive." "Welcome to hard times." "What do you want me to do?" "I'll do whatever you want." "l need money." "What for?" "No, you cannot ask me that, not anymore." "You asked what I wanted, not what it's for." "Did you have a blood test?" "You don't believe me?" "You don't fucking believe me?" "Of course I believe you." "I just thought I'd get you another test... in case the one you got was wrong." "I like when you don't believe me." "It's better when you just act like you do." "I can hear you breathing." "I can hear you breathing, too." "Oh, God, I'm scared." "I love you." "I'll soon be there." "I'll take care of you." "No matter what happens, I'll take care of you." "l have a question." "What is it?" "I told you I was doing 50 miles an hour... when the bus went over." "That's how I remembered it." "But how can I prove that?" "Billy Ansell will insist you were doing 50 miles an hour... just like you've done every morning for the past 15 years." "He knows that?" "Billy?" "Yes, he does." "He said that?" "You asked him?" "l did." "And he said he'd say that" "Mrs." "Driscoll... lf Billy does not volunteer to say so in court, then I will subpoena him and oblige him to testify." "But in order to do that, you have to let me bring a suit in your name... charging negligent infliction of emotional harm." "Because what is so obvious to me and to other people... is the sheer magnitude of your suffering." "What other people?" "Excuse me?" "Who has been talking to you about what I am feeling?" "Who should care about what I'm feeling?" "Dolores, people have to know about your suffering, and they won't understand until I can clear your name, your good name, once and for all." "Now, will you let me do this?" "Will you let me do my duty?" "You heard what Abbott said." "Abbott said the true jury of a person's peers... is the people of her town," "Only they, the people who have known her all her life, and not 12 strangers, can decide her guilt or innocence." "That's what he said, is it?" "Abbott understands these things." "I remember... wrenching the steering wheel to my left... and slapping my foot against the brake pedal." "I wasn't the driver anymore." "The bus was like this... huge wave..." "about to break over us." "Bear Otto." "The Landston kids." "The Hamiltons." "The Prescotts." "The teenaged boys and girls from Bartlett Hill Road." "Pete." "Susie." "Laurel." "Rick." "Sean Walker." "Nicole Burnell." "Billy Ansell's twins..." "Jessica and Mason." "All the children of my town." "Then what happened?" "Hey, Billy, come on in." "Take a load off." "Would you like a cup of tea, Billy?" "There's a piece of cake." "No." "No, thanks, Mary." "So what brings you out tonight?" "I'll tell you the truth, Sam." "It's about this lawsuit that you got yourself all involved with." "I'd like you to drop the damn thing." "That doesn't concern you." "lt does concern me." "Don't know why it should." "There's a whole lot of people in this town... who got involved with lawsuits." "We're hardly unique here." "I can understand how you feel." "How?" "It being so depressing and all." "That's reality." "Can't just turn this off... because you think it's a bad idea." "Why not?" "lt's what we have to do." "I don't want a thing to do with it." "Fine." "So stay out of it." "I've tried to stay out of it." "Turns out that's not so easy." "You've gone and got yourself this lawyer, Mitchell Stephens." "So?" "Lots of folks got lawyers." "He's the one who will subpoena me." "He'll force me to testify in court." "He came by the garage this afternoon." "Gave me that slip of paper." "Why would he do that?" "You didn't have anything to do with the accident." "Because I was driving behind the bus." "I saw it happen. lf that son of a bitch does subpoena me... and forces me to go over all of this again, then all those other lawyers will line up behind him... and do the same thing." "That won't happen." "Mitch Stephens' case is small compared to some of these guys'." "The way he told me, all he needs is for you to say what you saw that day... driving behind the bus." "I know it's painful, but" "There's lawyers suing lawyers... because some people were stupid enough to sign on... with more than one of the bastards." "There's people pointing fingers and making side deals... dickering over percentages." "If you two drop the case, then the others will come to their senses." "You're good, sensible parents, you and Mary." "People respect you." "We can't drop the lawsuit." "You know how much we need the money." "Why?" "You got the money from Dolores' insurance." "We all did." "That's not enough." "And for the hospital bills for Nicole." "I'll help you pay for Nicole... if that's what you're really talking about." "I'll give you the money I got for my kids." "That's what we used to do, remember?" "Help each other." "'Cause this was a community." "I'm sorry." "How is Nicole?" "She's resting in her room." "Say hello for me." "We're getting on with our lives." "It's time you got on with yours." "You sleepy?" "Tomorrow Mr. Stephens wants you to make... your deposition at the community center." "Thought I'd take you over." "Great." "You seem..." "I don't know... distant, I guess... hard to talk to." "We didn't use to have to talk a lot." "What do you mean?" "I mean, I'm a wheelchair girl now, and it's hard to pretend that I'm a beautiful rock star." "Remember that beautiful stage you were going to build for me?" "You were going to light it with candles." "I'll take you about 9:30 in the morning." "That's OKwith you?" "Great." ""When, lo, as they reached the mountainside," ""a wondrous portal opened wide..." ""as if a cavern was suddenly hollowed." ""And the piper advanced, and the children followed."" ""And when all were in to the very last..."" ""the door in the mountainside shut fast."" ""Did I say all?" "No."" ""One was lame..." ""and could not dance the whole of the way."" "Now, Nicole, if we could continue." "On that morning, was there a time when you left the house?" "And what time in the morning was this?" "About 8:30 in the morning." "Was there anyone waiting for the bus with you?" "I was alone." "My sister Jenny was sick, and she stayed home that day." "Was there anything unusual about the driver, Mrs. Driscoll, or the bus that particular morning?" "Like what?" "I mean, I don't remember a lot." "I object to that form of question." "Note that, please." "Was the bus on time?" "And where did you sit that particular morning?" "My usual place--the first seat on the right side." "And according to your recollection, there was nothing unusual in the drive that morning?" "Until the accident?" "There was a brown dog that ran across the road up there." "Dolores slowed down so that she wouldn't hit it, and he ran into the woods." "And then Dolores drove on... and turned onto the Marlowe Road as usual." "I remember that." "l'm remembering pretty clearly." "You are?" "Note that she said "pretty clearly," not "clearly."" "What was the weather like at this time?" "It was snowing." "Unless the report from the National Weather Bureau... for the district on December the sixth... goes into the record, I'm going to object to that question." "I'll offer that report." "Well, then, now that your memory seems to be clearing... can you tell us what else you observed?" ""lt's dull in our town since my playmates left." ""l can't forget that I'm bereft..." ""of all the pleasant sights they see," ""which the piper also promised me."" "l was scared." "Why were you scared?" "This is before the accident, Nicole." "You understand what I'm asking?" "Yes, I understand." "Why were you scared?" "Dolores was driving too fast." "Mrs. Driscoll was driving too fast?" "What made you think that?" "The speedometer." "It was downhill there." "You could see the speedometer?" "I looked." "I remember clearly now." "It seemed we were going too fast down the hill, and I was scared." "How fast was Mrs. Driscoll going, to the best of your recollection?" "Seventy-two miles an hour." "Seventy-two miles an hour." "You're sure of this?" "Positive." "So you believe the bus driven by Mrs. Driscoll... was traveling at 72 miles an hour at this time?" "I told you I was positive." "The speedometer was large and easy to read from where l was." "You saw the speedometer?" "Did you say anything to Mrs. Driscoll?" "Why not?" "Because I was scared." "And there wasn't time." "There wasn't time?" "Because the bus went off the road and crashed." "You remember this?" "I do now." "Now that I'm telling it." "Do you have any questions, Mr. Stephens?" ""And why I lied, he only knew." ""But from my lie, this did come true."" ""Those lips from which he drew his tune..."" ""were frozen as a winter moon."" "I have no questions." "I have no...no questions." "Thank you, Nicole." "You'd make a great poker player, kid." "Thanks." "Let's go now, Dad." "I don't know what she was doing in there." "She was lying." "It doesn't matter whether she was lying or not." "The lawsuit is dead." "Everyone's lawsuit is dead." "Forget it." "Tell the others to forget it." "It is over." "Right now, the thing you got to worry about... is why she lied." "Now, any kid who would do that to her father is not normal." "Do you think he'll let us keep the computer?" "Well, it was nice meeting you again, Mr. Stephens." "It was nice meeting you again, Allie." "Tell Zoe I say hi." "I will." "I hope she gets better." "You watch your step, now." "Thank you very much." "Good morning." "How are you doing?" "Watch your step." "Good morning." "Need any help with that case?" "Good morning." "Watch your step." "Thank you." "Mind your step as you go up there." "Can I help you with your case, ma'am?" "Thank you very much." "As you see her two years later... I wonder if you realize something." "I wonder if you understand that all of us..." "Dolores, me, the children who survived... the children who didn't... that we're all citizens of a different town now." "A place with its own special rules... and its own special laws." "A town of people living in the sweet hereafter." "Where waters gushed and fruit trees grew... and flowers put forth a fairer hue." "And everything was strange..." "and new." "Everything was strange and new."