"Previously, on Grey's Anatomy" "You and Burke, are you OK ?" "We're existing in total silence." "That hand is worth two millions dollars." "I want it fixed." "Mark and I--it wasn't a one-night stand." "I was in love with him." "At least, I thought it was." "your sister molly's just been admitted for an emergency c-section." "Molly's not my sister." "She is." "You have the same father." "Why didn't you stay and fight for us ?" "I did." "I-I tried." "Why didn't you try harder ?" "You are officially off my service." "But for what it's worth, I think you're gonna miss me." "(Cristina) Harold O'Malley, 63, diagnosed with esophageal cancer and severe aortic regurge." "You think I want to die and leave my boy in charge ?" "You are not gonna die. capture:frm@fadeout sync:frm@lepetitprince" "Good morning." "Are you watching me sleep ?" "Maybe." "Are you some kind of weirdo who watches women sleep ?" "Maybe." "Izzie." "What ?" "I just dropped $8.7 million on the floor." "And ?" "I shouldn't be able to drop $8.7 million on the floor." "You need to deposit that check." "George..." "Your father's surgery is tomorrow." "Any chance you're misplacing your anxiety on me and my check ?" "No, there is no chance." "That check ruins my morning every morning." "It belongs in the bank." "Would you just please-- as a favor to me" "Would you just..." "put it in the bank ?" "Please." "Mm." "No." "But..." "Ifyou'renicetome  for the next seven minutes," "I will give you a ride to work." "You don't deserve $8.7 million !" "Mm." "So true." "So true." "What's Burke doing ?" "I don't know." "She doesn't know." "He just had surgery yesterday, and you don't know how he's doing ?" "They're not speaking." "I thought they made up." "They did, sort of." "But she's still not speaking to him ?" "He's not speaking to me." "They're not speaking to each other." "Okay." "Did you ask Derek about Burke's hand ?" "I don't want to get in the middle of it." "Derek and I are happy." "Could we just keep it that way for while ?" "You know, u could always swallow your pride and just ask him yourself." "Her gut's not big enough for that." "Oh, Alex, you hurt me." "Oh, georgie." "(harold) Quiet down !" "Everyone, quiet down !" "Good morning, everybody." "Good morning." "Uh, who's presenting ?" "Oh, can Georgie do it ?" "He's real good." "Come on, Georgie." "Yeah !" "Come on." "Come on." "Um..." "HaroldO'Malley,63,  status-- post-aortic valve replacement." "Morning chest x-ray showed no atelectasis after aggressive C.P.T. for the last two days." "Um, scheduled for a transhiatal esophagectomy tomorrow morning at 9:00." "That's it." "Um, for the next few minutes, I think it would be best if the extended family could wait out in the waiting area." "Just a few minutes, guys, and then you can come back." "How are you feeling, Mr. O'Malley ?" "He's feeling great." ""better than ever, " he said." "Which is why we had everybody come out today, because we figured after today, he maybe won't be feeling so great for a while." "Uh, after the surgery, uh, then when do we start chemo and stuff ?" "That protocol depends on what we find when we open you up, Harold." "What do you mean, what you find ?" "Uh, Grey." "There's only so much they can tell from labs and scans, so they really need to get a good look inside to see if the cancer has spread." "If it's spread, that changes how much chemo he needs ?" "That changes a lot of things." "Like what ?" "I'll let the oncologist explain that to you later today, Harold." "And Dr. Grey will be taking you through a final battery of preoperative tests before we go." "So, um-- so it would be best if the party went home." "Mm." "Dr. Shepherd." "Uh, Dr. Burke's hand-- has he had any tremors ?" "That's confidential." "Uh, but I'm--I'm one of his doctors." "You're also his girlfriend." "Ask him yourself." "Good morning, everyone." "Who's presenting ?" "Good morning." "Preston Burke, post-op day one from I and d of a compressive hematoma to the brachial exus." "He is afebrile, and vital signs were stable overnight." "Incisions are clean with no signs of infection." "Last morphine was given at 2:00 this morning." "Ask about the hand." "You ask." "No, it's just one question." "(whispers) Be a friend." "Dr. Yang..." "Something you want to share with the rest of us ?" "No, ma'am." "Sorry." "Look good, Preston." "Take it easy on the nurses." "I'll do my best." "O'malley." "Your father's surgery is today ?" "Tomorrow." "(woman) You okay, honey ?" "Yeah." "Can you just help me..." "Mm-hmm." "Scoliosis ?" "Looks like a birth defect." "Looks like hell." "What are you all staring at ?" "Really, if you're expecting me to be the brave and heartwarming differently-disabled girl, that isn't gonna happen, so go ahead and do your thing." "Yeah." "(Miranda) Okay." "Stevens." "Heather douglas, 17, past medical history of vater syndrome." "Which is ?" "Vater syndrome is a genetic condition that affects the vertebrae, anus, trachea, esophagus and renal system." "Wow." "Give this girl a medal." "She memorized the whole acronym." "Which I assure you is a hell of a lot easier than living with it." "Stevens." "Right." "Um, heather is-- is in today for a lithotripsy to remove kidney stones and a thoracoplasty to alleviate pressure on her lungs." "Can I ask" "I-I know I'm just supposed to be here to remove a few ribs, but I'm wondering if you've ever tried anything more radical to treat the spinal curvature ?" "Let's se if by "more radical, "" "you mean having a steel rod inserted into my spine, then, yeah, we've tried." "The rod just bent." "Removing the kidney stones may seem minor, but it will really improve your quality of life." "Really ?" "So this surgery is gonna get me laid ?" "Heather, stop it." "Mom, I'm sorry, but she's talking about improving my quality of life, and I don't think doctors should make promises they can't keep." "Laura Grey-thompson, born four days ago with jejunal atresia." "Corrected surgically." "Uh, post-op course-- oh, I'm--I'm sorry." "Am I interrupting ?" "Her mom and grandma ha-have the flu, and they asked me to get an update." "Oh, she's doing very well, mr." "Grey." "We'll be out of here in just a minute." "Dr. Grey, you were saying ?" "Um..." "Excuse me, uh..." "I'll just come back a little later." "Grey ?" "Um..." "Uh, laura Grey-thompson, um, had some dilation of the bowels on x-ray this morning." "We need to do a barium enema to make sure there's no intestinal stricture." "Grey's Anatomy S03E11" "Dr. Grey, I'd like you to stick with Mr. O'Malley this week." "Yang, pit." "Karev, Sloan." "Stevens, prep heather douglas for surgery." "O'malley." "Yes." "You're taking the rest of this week off ?" "Yes, ma'am." "May as well take today, too, spend some time with your family." "Thank you." "Uh, dr." "Bailey, as things progress with my dad uh..." "You know, sometimes we-- with families-- we coddle them, sugarcoat things." "It would help me if you were straight with me as things progress." "Okay." "Thank you." "Uh, dr." "Bailey." "D-Dr." "Bailey." "I know that I'm supposed to prep her only, but any chance I can scrub in on Heather Douglas ?" "I mean, a vater patient isn't something you see very often." "No." "But I'm ready." "I am ready." "Your psychiatrist has not given you an all clear." "He's..." "I havedoneeverything he has asked me to do, everything, except deposit my inheritance check, which-- wait, you have not deposited a nearly $9-million check yet ?" "It--it's..." "Being unreasonable." "That check has nothing to do with any-- what's unreasonable is that you're losing thousands of dollars day in interest." "That's unreasonable." "You clearly are not reasonable yet, which, I think, is the point your psychiatrist is trying to make." "Hey, I need c." "B. C. And a chem-7 on harold O'Malley." "I need these labs asap." "Everybody needs everything "asap. "" "Oh, yes." "And all throughout this hospital, people are dying while you give me crap about "asap. "" "Hey, are you okay ?" "Why wouldn't I be ?" "Your father ?" "Freezing up on rounds-- oh, god." "That was mortifying." "Thank you." "Thanks." "Oh, okay." "It wasn't mortifying ?" "I just wish the baby would get well and go home and Thatcher would go with her." "Is that wrong ?" "Oh, wrong would be, uh, if you wished the baby wouldn't get well." "Okay, good." "Thanks." "You know, if you want to thank me, um, you could ask Derek if Burke has had any tremors." "Talk to him." "No." "'Cause then he wins." "Wins what ?" "Forget it." "Do you have a father ?" "I have a stepfather." "He's nice." "I see him for yom kippur." "Karev, what did I tell you about how I like my charts ?" "I like to round on pre-op before post-op." "Do you like wasting my time ?" "Is it fun for you ?" "No, sir." "Then get it right." "You like abusing the interns ?" "Is it fun for you ?" "Yes, it is, and in case you've forgotten, you don't get the high horse this week, Addison." "Not this week." "He's an ass." "Not this week." "You know Shepherd pretty well, yeah ?" "Lots of hair, too many women, likes elevators and long walks on the beach." "So, um, what's the best way to get him to do something ?" "What kind of something ?" "A consult that the patient hasn't requested but that the friendly neighborhood ortho resident thinks is worth pursuing." "Shepherd thinks he's busier and maybe a little bit more important than everyone else." "Standard neurosurgeon breed." "Exactly." "Okay, so ?" "So he'll say no until you stare him down." ""Stare him down" ?" "Stare him down." "You're way too hot to be a doctor." "Okay." "I mean, aren't people who look like you supposed to be dumb ?" "I'm just saying, you're not gonna be in my surgery, are you ?" "'Cause I'm a little too young to die." "I will not be in on your surgery." "See ?" "I knew it." "You're not even a doctor." "I am a doctor." "It's just that when my, uh, fiancee dropped dead not too long ago, I went a little nuts, and, uh, no surgeries for me for a while." "Well, so much for my theory that life doesn't suck for pretty people." "I'm sorry I was such a bitch to you." "Well..." "You'rein pain." "Sometimes I'm a bitch for no good reason at all." "Oh, um..." "Dr. Shepherd." "Yes." "I am so sorry to bother you." "I know you're very, very busy, but there's a girl here." "She'17 years old with severe scoliosis from vater syndrome." "She's here for thoracoplasty because her ribs are pressing against her lungs, and she's already had two spinal fusions and a segmental spinal instrumentation that didn't work." "She's bent over at 9degrees, which clearly sucks." ""Clearly sucks, " is that your professional assessment ?" "My professional assessment is that we can help her." "My day is impossible." "I'll come by for a consult in the morning." "I'm a good starer." "Doctors, could I get a word ?" "Oh, how are you feeling, harold ?" "Feelin' great." "Feelin' fine." "It's just that the oncologist..." "He said that, uh, if the cancer is in other organs, he said that maybe you wouldn't proceed with the surgery." "That's right, harold." "If the cancer's spread to your other organs, it would compromise your ability to recover from the surgery." "So if you close me up and then send me home," "I get, what, a couple of weeks to live ?" "You'd have..." "Weeks or months, yes." "No." "No, you gotta take the tumor out, 'cause I can survive this." "I know I can." "O'malleys, we're fighters." "Mr. O'malley, it--it's just not a good idea to-- you know, my wife..." "We've been married 40 years." "I make her crazy, but... 40years." "She needs me." "My family needs me." "I can't let you close me up and then tell them that there's nothing that can be done when I know I can fight it." "So I..." "I 'masking for your word." "I want you to take the tumor out." "Mr O'Malley" "My job is to do the best I can for you medically." "After-- well, closing me up and sending me home to die isn't best for me," "not medically or any other way." "Please..." "Take the tumor out." "All right." "All right ?" "Thanks." "This falls under confidentiality ?" "If you ask if you can tell this to his son, the response is no." "You're watching me sleep again ?" "You're cute when you sleep." "What can I say ?" "Yeah, but don't you sleep ?" "Why are you always up before the alarm ?" "(yawns) I'm a light sleeper." "It's no big deal so something woke you up." "It's no big deal." "It's just that..." "You snore a little." "What ?" "I do not." "Yes, you do." "I-I love it." "I find it charming that such a big noise can come from such a little person." "Do you know what's not charming ?" "What ?" "Your morning breath." "I'm sorry." "What ?" "I'm just saying, seeing how you're always up before me, you might consider brushing your teeth." "I don't-- okay, this is me brushing my teeth." "Thank you." "Surgery's today ?" "Yeah." "I'm okay." "Yeah." "I-I have a really good feeling." "Yeah ?" "Yeah." "I didn't even bake anything for you." "Thank you." "Aha." "Bone dry Cappuccino." "At least something's dry around here." "Does it ever stop raining in this hellhole ?" "Not really." "Great." "Good to know." "What the hell is this, Karev, vanilla ?" "Are you trying to poison me or are you just trying to make my day a little worse Mark." "Coffee cart must have screwed up." "You know, if you can't handle coffee, you can't handle plastics." "Maybe you oughta head back to the gynie squad where life was all squishy and pink." "Squishy and pink though it may be," "I have an amazing surgery today, Karev, if you want in." "Yeah." "(olivia) Good morning, dr." "Burke." "Yes, it is." "Beautiful morning." "I love watching the rain." "Feeling good ?" "Not too much pain ?" "Feeling great." "And..." "Yourhand-- your right hand-- feelin' good today ?" "I'm sorry, olivia, you're just-- you're gonna have to tell dr." "Yang that I'm not ready to give her that information." "Right." "Okay, then." "Sorry." "(whispers) George, ask him-- uh-huh." "Uh-huh." "Ask him-- you know Cristina's stalking your room ?" "I do." "Your father ?" "Yeah." "Um..." "Thesurgery my dad's having..." "Has a 50% morbidity rate." "Oh, O'Malley..." "That statistic, it means 50% of the people who undergo the surgery survive." "If you're gonna hang your hat on statistics, then you have to look at them from both sides." "(Derek) Heather, I've looked at your case history, and I know you've been through a lot of very painful and very unsuccessful surgeries, but if you're up for it, I think I could significantly help" "with the spinal curvature." "By "help, " you mean what, exactly ?" "I mean, I think I can get you standing up straight." "Are you messing with me ?" "'Cause it's not nice to mock crippled kids." "You see this-- this curved part here ?" "I'd remove it." "You--you want to remove a portion of my daughter's spine ?" "Mm-hmm." "And I would replace it with a titanium mesh cage that would fill in the space between the vertebra." "I've seen case studies." "There have been quite a few successes." "And--and the ones that aren't successful they result in paralysis or death." "But dr." "Shepherd is the best there is." "She's 17." "Mom, I know you still think death is the worst thing that can happen to a person." "Death is not the worst thing." "I'm in." "They're gonna cut out a piece of her spine-- heather douglas." "Doctors Shepherd and Torres, they're-- they're gonna straighten her spine." "And ?" "And..." "It's a once-in-a-lifetime surgery." "Please." "She's my patient." "I've gotten to know her." "I would really like to scrub in." "Did you deposit the check ?" "It's my money." "I should get to do what I want with it." "Uh, you get a 5% return on 6-month cd ?" "In the time we've been standing here, you could've just made $400." "Dr. Bailey." "It's not reasonable, Stevens." "Dad, it's you to discard." "I'm sorry about running over bucky." "What ?" "Your dog." "That happy dog bucky." "When you were a kid, I ran over him, and I told you he ran away." "I'm sorry about that." "You ran over my dog on purpose ?" "Of course not." "He was chasing after the truck like always and he got caught up under the tire." "You were so sensitive." "You were such a soft kid, I couldn't bear to tell ya." "I wasn't soft." "I mean it good, georgie." "You know, you were kind and you loved animals." "You were always looking to help people." "And I couldn't face you and tell you that I killed your dog so I told you a lie." "I'm saying I'm sorry." "Okay." "You're a good kid, georgie." "Always been such a good kid." "I want to tell you-- dad, stop acting like you're dying." "You're not dying, okay ?" "I want to tell you that I think you're crazy if you let that Callie get away." "Dad, please !" "No, she gets you." "She gets you in a way that your family never has." "I'm sorry about that, that you grew up feeling so different all the time." "That's another thing I'm sorry about." "Dad, stop it." "Stop apologizing, stop saying good-bye." "You can't..." "That's no way to go into surgery." "I'm gonna die someday, georgie." "We're all gonna die, and lying here in this bed gives me time to think about all the things I haven't said is all." "Okay." "Well, just discard." "Anything you want to say to me ?" "Dad !" "All right." "I'm discarding." "Dog murderer" "Tell me what I want to hear." "If I die, you'll kill me." "He's a quick study." "Meredith." "Hello." "Hello." "I'm..." "Uh, how are you ?" "Good." "Uh, busy with work." "We have a patient." "Hello." "Hello." "Hi." "Hi." "Uh, all right, then." "Oh, I'm so-- uh, nice seeing you." "Okay." "That's your ex-boyfriend." "No, that's my ex-father." "You see, Grey ?" "Good exposure to the esopheal hiatus." "Yes, sir." "Now we will inspect and palpate the abdominal cavity." "Oh..." "Those are the mets, right ?" "Throughout the stomach, the celiac lymph nodes, the liver." "It's everywhere." "So that's it ?" "We're closing him back up ?" "No." "We will proceed." "But I thought-- the patient asked us to proceed." "What does that mean exactly ?" "This man asked for a chance to fight." "What it means is..." "He's gonna have to fight like hell." "But he can recover ?" "There's a chance ?" "There's a chance." "Dr. Grey, the request from the patient..." "It was private." "Yes." "Okay." "Preston." "Oh, Addison." "How you feeling ?" "Better." "Looking forward to going home." "Well, I'm sure dr." "Yang is looking forward to having you back there as well." "Uh, maybe." "I wouldn't know." "Why wouldn't you know ?" "What..." "Is..." "Is that over ?" "No, it's not over." "It's just..." "Silent." "Si--oh, yeah, yes." "I heard something about this." "Um, one of the nurses was talking." "I just thought it was gossip." "It's not." "So you're not talking to her." "Why not ?" "Did you ever play say "uncle" ?" "Say "uncle" ?" "Someone bends your arm behind your back harder and harder until you say "uncle. "" "And then what happens ?" "Then they have all the power." "I see." "So you are not saying "uncle. "" "Yes." "And neither is she." "It seems that way." "That's pathetic." "Well, you may be right." "I am right." "If you did something wrong, then you apologize." "Well, I didn't do anything wrong." "Did she ?" "She doesn't seem to think so." "That's pathetic." "Hey." "You're all alone." "Where's your family ?" "Eating." "They like to eat." "Mm." "You're pacing." "Yeah." "It's just, he's been in surgery for a while." "That's good." "It means they're being thorough." "Or it means there are complications." "Somebody would've told you if there were complications." "Right." "It's okay to be scared." "I'm not scared." "I'm just sayin', if you are..." "I'm not scared." "You can talk to me." "You're sure about that ?" "Okay, now I'm scared of you." "Damn it." "I was staring you down." "Staring me down ?" "Yeah, it worked on Shepherd." "Seriously ?" "Wait, wait." "Let me try it again." "No, it's not..." "No ?" "I'm still scared." "Hold on." "I'll be right back." "Uh, you should prepare yourself, because this is a much more extensive surgery than the heart valve." "There's probably still a tube in his throat helping him breathe, and half his stomach was cut out and part of his esophagus, so there's gonna be a big scar." "Okay." "Just..." "Beprepared." "Welcome back, sweetheart." "Dad looks like something out of the butcher shop." "That's a cool scar." "You need to breathe." "He's my dad." "I know." "He's my dad." "I know." "Oh, you have got to be kidding me." "Where is George ?" "He spent the night at the hospital." "And you slept in his bed." "Mm-hmm." "All night ?" "No." "Just after you fell asleep." "So you're telling me that my snoring is so bad-- how did you deal with it for all those nights before I found out about your wife ?" "He usually sleeps on the couch, sets an alarm, gets back in bed before you wake up." "(Derek) Yeah, I didn't want to hurt your feelings." "Mmm." "Oh." "Well, I'm gonna do more than hurt your feelings." "What are you doing ?" "Oh." "Stop it." "Aah !" "I'm gonna hurt your feelings 'cause..." "Can I..." "Helpyou?" "(sobs) I, um..." "I-I inherited $8 million." "I'm sorry ?" "Almost 9, actually." "Sorry." "Oh, I'm sorry." "Thank you." "I'm sorry." "Did you say-- here, just take it." "Just take it, please." "Is that..." "It's covered in food." "Is this some kind of joke ?" "It is kind of a joke..." "A really cruel joke." "I'm sorry." "You want to deposit this ?" "If I wanted to deposit it, do you think that I would look like this ?" "I don't understand." "I'm..." "I 'msupposedto do  something good." "I'm supposed to do something good, and--and I didn't..." "Can--can you just deposit the damn thing already ?" "!" "I'm surprised they proceeded with the surgery." "Me, too." "I guess they think he has a strong enough constitution to fight the cancer." "Is he conscious ?" "Still intubated, so they have him sedated." "The main concern for the next few days will be multisystem organ failure." "That is that the surgery was too intense for his weakened organs to support." "You want to watch the kidneys because if the kidneys fail, that's a sign that everything else is starting to go." "So we're watching the kidneys." "You're watching the kidneys." "Thank you." "Oh, do you mind me asking, uh, how's your hand ?" "I don't mind if you ask." "I will mind if you tell Cristina." "You two have a strange relationship." "Yes, we do." "Yeah." "And when you go home, you're gonna have your very own room." "Yes, you do." "And your mom, she got one of those, um, you know, uh, those stencils." "Mm-hmm." "And she made little butterflies and flowers." "You need something ?" "No, I'm fine." "Oh, it gets quiet in here." "You're the one who paged me ?" "I started my shift ten minutes ago, noticed her stomach looked a little distended." "Her stomach's distended ?" "I-I didn't notice that." "It's hard to see." "Page dr." "Montgomery, stat." "Is everything okay ?" "Is this bad ?" "Well, let's just wait for dr." "Montgomery." "What's the matter ?" "My father's here." "Your father ?" "The one I don't talk to and barely know, he's here." "What, is he here to see you ?" "No." "He's here with his other family." "Oh, sorry." "Where do you sleep at the trailer ?" "What ?" "When we sleep at the trailer, where do you sleep ?" "You know the hammack outside ?" "Sorry." "I'm a girl with abandonment issues." "You have to sleep with me from now on." "Okay." "Okay." "A note from my hack of a shrink." "I get to scrub in." "Not till I say so." "I deposited the damn check." "You cheap son of a bitch bastards are going straight to hell-- straight to hell !" "Ms. Douglas ?" "Insurance bastards." "They say the surgery's too experimental." "They won't pay." "It's a $200,000 surgery, plus a hospital stay, plus rehab." "Even if I get three jobs..." "Son of a bitch bastards." "Looks like there won't be a surgery to scrub in on." "Sorry, Stevens." "Talk to me." "Her abdomen was distended and she needed increased ventilatory support, so I ordered some x-rays." "I'm sorry." "I was talking to her." "I didn't notice." "She's got massive free air trapped beneath her diaphragm." "Mr. Grey, we need to get laura into surgery." "What ?" "Another surgery ?" "Why ?" "Her x-rays indicate there's ?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "?" "We need to get in there right away." "Here's a consent form you need to sign." "I don't--I-- I don't know..." "Her--her mother has the flu." "At, you're not authorized to sign ?" "I am." "But I--I'd like to fill her in-- we don't have time for you to not know, mr." "Grey." "Your granddaughter doesn't have time." "All right, all right." "Take out more of the bowel." "I need better visualization." "It's so tiny, I'm afraid I might crush it." "Oh, it's tougher than you think." "Go ahead and give it a little squeeze." "Cool." "Thanks." "Hmm." "Look at that." "The n." "G. Tube has eroded right through the stomach wall." "I may have to resect an entire portion of the stomach." "She's hypotensive." "Push 30 ccs of albumin." "Got it." "Whew." "Scary." "You're telling me." "This is Meredith's Grey's niece." "If I lost her, people might think I did it on purpose." "How's it going ?" "Okay." "They had a scare a minute ago, but she stabilized." "Your, uh, father is pacing up and down the halls." "He's worried." "Maybe you can give him an update." "*Maybe you can give him an update. *" "He's not a big fan of mine." "He's not a big fan of mine either." "Oh, I can't imagine that's true." "Your mother was a force to be reckoned with." "If she wanted things a certain way, I..." "I'm saying your father was a good man when I knew him." "He may have a side in this that you don't know anything about." "What, you think he tried to send me a card every year and my mother has a whole drawer full of unopened cards ?" "Because it's not often that my life turns out that way." "I don't know." "You don't know either until you ask him." "Hey." "How's he doing ?" "Uh, georgie is obsessed with our dad's pee." "Yeah, this is weird, even for georgie." "Boys, be nice." "It's his kidney function." "I'm obsessed with his kidney function, not his pee." "And I'm not obsessed." "I'm excited." "You're not gonna drink that, are you, georgie ?" "130 ccs !" "130 ccs of shiny, yellow urine !" "130 ccs in how long ?" "Four hours." "No way !" "That is fantastic !" "Yeah !" "Yeah !" "Thank you !" "Mm." "Thank you." "Thank you." "Mark." "I'm sorry you're hurting." "You're sorry I'm hurting or you're sorry ?" "(Addison) Karev." "Oh." "Hey." "I was, uh, just checking the baby's capillary refills-- no, it's good, it's good." "We all need a little human contact from time to time." "It sucks." "It's like she hasn't had a chance to deserve this, you know ?" "Is that why you want to go into plastics, 'cause people sign up for the pain they get ?" "Yeah." "For the most part, they do, yeah." "You're right." "It does suck watching them struggle." "And that part never stops sucking." "But..." "Thenwhenyou get  to see a baby heal and, um..." "They get to go home and..." "Youjustimagine this whole life that they're gonna live, there's nothing better than that." "And that part never changes." "But..." "Ifyouwant to go back to plastics..." "Nah." "The vanilla latte ?" "I did that on purpose." "Why ?" "'Cause he was rude to you." "Oh." "I'm, uh, sorry." "No, I'm sorry." "Sorry." "Gosh, I'm..." "Reallysorry." "No, I'm okay." "I'm, uh, I'm just, um..." "I'm gonna-- yeah, okay." "Yeah yeah." "Oh, hey." "You need some help ?" "I can walk to the bathroom myself." "I've been doing it my whole life, and nothing's changing any time soon, so just get out of my way, okay ?" "* And I can't live alone in this lie * * so look up" "* take it away * don't look da-da-da down..." "Meredith." "* The mountain * if the world isn't turning * your heart won't return * anyone, anything, anyhow * so take me * don't leave me * take me * don't leave me * baby" "* love will come through * it's just waiting for you * well, I stand at the crossroads * * of high roads and low roads *nd I got a feeling it's right * * if it's real, what I'm feeling *" "* there's no make believing * the sound of the wings of the flight * * of a dove * take it away * don't look da-da-da down * the mountain * if the world isn't turning * your heart won't return" "* anyone, anything, anyhow * so take me * don't leave me * take me * don't leave me * baby * love will come through * it's just waiting for you *" "* love will come through * yeah * love will come through" "* love will come through"