"4Giveness" "Tom Fontana and Bradford Winters" "John Henry Davis Life is an adventure in forgiveness." "you might rate bungee jumps off a bridge in New Zealand or bachelor parties in Vegas a few notches higher on the adventure ladder." "But think about the risks involved." "You could climb to the mountain top of Attrition only to get shot down by a victim who refuses to forgive." "Think about the rewards. reconcile with someone you love." "forgiveness might knock bungee jumps and bachelor parties off the charts." "huh?" "That's what Reimondo's saying." "And I ain't disagreeing." "I didn't imagine you would." "Vern?" "Is there someone else who needs to commit suicide before I get some respect?" "all right?" "Shut the fuck up and spot me." "And..." "One." "Come on!" "Come on!" "Sit down." "What did I do?" "that's what I'm wondering." "Tell me about your relationship with Wolfgang Cutler." "Cutler?" "The Nazi guy?" "We didn't have a relationship." "Dome-head was an equal opportunity racist." "it would surprise you if he left you something in his will." "He left me something?" "Like what?" "Like everything he owned." "What? both in Oz and on the outside." "hell his 1942 Indian motorcycle." "Get the fuck out of here." "The will is signed and notarized." "Are you shitting me?" "a couple of times at rehearsal." "That's it." "anything?" "no kids." "This is fucking crazy. put all his belongings into a box." "You're gonna have to decide what you want to keep." "I'm not gonna look through a dead guy's things." "Jesus." "I guess we'll have to wait 'till the afterlife to find out why Cutler would up and give his belongings to a fucking wetback." "I'm as bugged out as you." "I know you guys spent a lot of time with Cutler." "Did he ever mention anything about me?" " He'd whisper your name." " Fuck off. you sign all his stuff over to his wife." "I already thought about that." "do. being as you already gave him your ass." "Cunt." "Did you miss me?" "I've been missing you." "What happened to you the last few months?" "Things got a little hectic." "But now I'm back on track." "you look good." "baby." "what the fuck is your problem?" "Let go of me!" "Sit down now!" "you cocksucker!" "What did you just call me?" "Cocksucker!" "ever!" "I am not a cocksucker!" "Fuck!" "I'm at a Chinese restaurant." "whoever opts for revenge should dig two graves." "I hate Chinese food." "Hank." "Hank." "but I forgive him." "Why? forgive... or die a slow death. and heart attacks." "Who knew?" "Forgiveness is good for your health." "please." "Can I have your attention please? but we didn't. and Kareem Said's last great act was to get Augustus' book published. but it didn't because of the hard work and the dedication of these men." "I want you all to share in their triumph." "Here you go." "man." "All right already." "Quit fucking with me." "take it easy." "You have any idea how much this machine costs?" "I'm doing something wrong." "Don't touch it." "I'll get Arif." "We got big trouble." "One of the guys are having problems with something I couldn't help him with." "You might want to take a few minutes and check it out." "can't you?" "Would it help to hire someone from the outside to do the accounting ?" "And pay them with what?" "right there?" "1/5 of what it should be. taking on Hill's book pro bono wasn't a sound business plan." "Us paying minimum wage is the problem. might be the best solution." "And defeat the whole purpose of this operation?" "No." "exactly?" "To run a successful company or humiliate Burr Redding?" "Reginald Rawls." "2001." "Aggravated Assault." "up for parole in 4." "now bookbinding?" "Ain't exactly the kind of prison life you hear about on the street." "game's over." "I want you two back with me in Degenhart's company." "following him to work for the muslims." "you answer to me." "We do?" "here?" "You two begged like bitches to get a place in my clan." "I gave you shelter." "I showed you the ropes." "And this is the thanks I get." "day and night running tits and shit." "you turn around and want us to do work that's just plain fuckin' work?" "old man." "Reggie." "give me that." "you wanted to see me." "About what?" "you didn't believe me." "we didn't." "now you can see that my words are righteous. and I need your help." "I want you to squash them." "Squash them hard." "You want us to kill your own men?" "Not kill." "Demobilize." "Weaken them until they have to come back to me." "Looks like you've got yourself a deal." "I am done toting and lifting heavy machinery." "We need to get back to slinging drugs." "but the timing ain't right." "I would love to take that Dago down." "real smooth." "guys." " You all want to ball?" "Omar. 2003." "Murder in the Second Degree." "Sentence Life imprisonment without the possibility of parole. until we see how the rest of the population adjusts to you being around." "There's your nest." "Warden." "I'm Alvin Yood." "huh?" "I just heard the motherfucker that killed Said is coming to Oz." "He's already here." "what we gonna do?" "Do?" "we gotta whack his white ass." "No!" "ain't you got the balls? and no Muslim would seek revenge." "no balls." "I held him in my arms as he died." "Don't harm him. and you will do the same." "motherfucker." "you understand?" "Not one little bit of me." "Mail call." "How's the new guy?" "Marathon talker." "The brotherhood is grateful for what you did to Said. - we'll take care of them.\" " I am a Jew." "A Jew." "I've always said there's some good use for you people." "why the fuck did you kill him?" "Some Israeli-Palestine thing?" "Water." "Cold water." "Huh? right? until it is eventually cold." "That's the way things work in the universe." "cold." "You should have pleaded insanity." "you wanted to see me?" "sir." "I am hereby and officially requesting a face to face meeting with Lemuel Idzik." "that would be a no." "here me out." "He killed Said." "I'm not gonna give you a chance to return the favor." "I'm not gonna hurt him. but what will you say when you stand over his dead body with a shank in your hand." "Not gonna happen." "Fuck! why don't we do it more?" "Same reason I don't eat tofu." "It tastes like shit." "There are two reasons we hold back." "accountability." "we need someone to blame." "What can you do with all that pain if you've let the bastard off the hook." "Identity. who am I?" "the Correctional Officers Association is holding their annual awards dinner and banquet here later this month." "How come we always have to host these fuckin' things." "is why you probably won't be taking home a trophy again this year." "it's black tie and evening gown." "let's make a good showing." "All right that's all for today." "I can't wear an evening gown." "I don't even own one." "can I have a minute?" "Sure." "and in that time I've done some things I regret." "Sean." "Sean." "Occupational hazard." "what I mean is that... there's this... code of silence." "Which you're about to break." "I don't envy you right now." "Who?" "Dave Brass." "He killed Carlos Martinez?" "but Dave lied about talking to Martinez the night he died." "There was no death bed confession." "Martinez never implicated Morales in the cutting of Dave's tendons." "So that's the real reason you asked me to move Morales to the hospital." "I still think the dink is guilty." "But there's no proof." "We dumped him in solitary unjustly." "we... we're the ones who cut up Morales' ankles." "I suspected that Brass was involved and that Howell allowed it to happen." "Sean.... you know?" "Morales fucked up his life forever." "thank you." "That's it?" "Thanks?" "but how exactly I don't know yet." " Sean?" " Yeah?" "what you just did." "I didn't become a zookeeper just to behave like one of the animals." "Put it into your mouth." "Morales." "putting you back in Emerald City." "Why?" "do I?" "That might make me think twice." "forget the why." "what do you know about Nurse Grace? except she's worked here for years." "I'd check her background." "she's medically incompetent?" "I'm afraid." "Afraid?" "You?" "Of her?" "Yeah." "Must be the medication you're on." "Rebadow." "What do you want?" "Didn't I give you all the money that was left from that lottery?" "Too late to save my Grandson." "but you shouldn't." "Who then?" "Morales. which made me take off with your winnings." "He's the bastard you should hate." "There's room in my heart for both of you. you think I can afford that?" "I just got married for Christ's sake." "I'll repeat my question. for me to feel sorry for you?" "No chance." "Murphy." "you happy? Enrique fucking Morales?" "for justice." "Justice?" "Justice my pink ass." "call the blood banks." "Here comes another bleeding heart." "Leo told me all the gory details." "Tim. because you're the one person in my entire life that I can trust if necessary. red-neck slug who uses his badge as a weapon." "You're right." "You're absolutely right." "Don't you fuckin' agree with me!" "I'm telling you the fuck off!" "I've betrayed your trust." "maybe I should just transfer out of Em City." "What?" "Maybe I should just quit altogether." "Stop being so fucking remorseful!" "you don't want me to be remorseful?" "No!" "Yes!" "We're going to dinner tonight." "You're paying." "Okay." "I'm proud of you that you stepped forward." "It means..." "I can still trust you." "Morales?" "I'm sorry to disturb you." "huh?" "Yeah." "It's a precaution." "You're a big fella." "I didn't want a struggle." "Struggle? Enrique." "don't." "a nasty man who deserves to die." "knock." "who's there?" "Might be a while before she can say Agamemnon Busmalis." "she's gorgeous." "in Oz of all places." " Can I touch her?" " Of course." "Can I keep her?" "How about we share?" "and I need you back." "will you marry me?" "What?" "You're proposing to me now?" "Is that a yes?" "I think so." "yes!" "you little doll." "I can't work in the library anymore." "What?" "Why not?" "I'd rather not get into the specifics." "I need specifics." "Something happen I should know about?" "No." "Trouble with other inmates?" "No." "Is it Stella?" "Are you two having problems?" "No." "what is it then?" "Did you forget the fucking alphabet?" "but I thought you should know. though he did come to me asking to be switched to another job." "You have any idea why?" "No." "He's probably still depressed about Alex Jr." "Who?" "His grandson." "He died last year of Leukemia." "His grandson?" "Of Leukemia?" "I didn't say anything when I initially came to you." "I thought that the library would be a good place to distract his mind from his misery." "he'll be there tomorrow." "Ball Four"?" "I hit a homerun? where the players drilled the holes in the door of the hotel room and watched the stewardess fucking." "but how would you like to have been on the other side?" "What they did was an invasion of privacy." "Whatever." " Whatever." "this is a very good book about women." "might be a nice antidote to Oz." "Do I look like a fucking boy scout?" "yes." "I'll just be a minute." "I'd like to talk to you." "Robert." "if that's what you're afraid of." "I know about Alex Jr." "This isn't that." "but the joy of being there for someone who is going to make it? remember?" "Stop being an asshole." "show some respect and talk back." "we're done for today." "70 times 77." "Jesus said that's how many times you're supposed to forgive your brother." "Hank and I are sill working on 7." "Father." "They know not what they do." "huh?" "you started screaming." "I had a bad reaction to the medicine." "someone snuck in the private room and stabbed mayor Loewen." "The medicine was giving me hives." "Dr. Nathan tells us you weren't having a negative reaction to the medicine." "I couldn't stop itching." "You want to know what I think?" "I think you were paid to distract Officer Schwartzmyre from his post." "The scratching was driving me crazy." "That makes you guilty of murder." "That means you go to Death Row." "Huh?" "Death Row?" "For hives?" "here's the deal." "We now know you're guilty of killing Wilson Loewen." "That's a lie." "We have statements from two of the other inmates who were in the ward that night." "They say they saw you get out of bed and go into Loewen's room." "They're lying." "We also have a confession from Lionel Kelsch 000 to distract the officer on duty." "He's a liar." "we'll play it your way." "You have the right to remain silent." "The Aryans are gonna be so pissed when they hear you're guilty of killing their hero." "Anything you say may be used against you in a court of law." "you'll be dead within the hour." "You have the right to a lawyer before speaking to me." "All right." "all right." "I'll tell you who hired me." "It was that C.O. what's his name?" "Johnson." "how's it going?" "and you?" "The usual brouhaha." "Hey." "I hear you just bought a car." "Jaguar." "Yup." "That's a beautiful automobile." "Pretty pricey on a C.O.'s salary." "My wife's maiden aunt kicked." " She left us a little dough." " Nice." "Willy Brandt... sir?" "Willy Brandt confessed to the murder of Wilson Loewen." "Congratulations." "How did you manage to get that dink to spill?" "The truth? which he didn't." "Brilliant." "Here's the good part." "Brandt claims that you offered to pay him $5000 to waste Wilson Loewen." "Not that I believe him or anything." "sir." "He's a lying piece of shit." "Right." "goodnight." "Enjoy that car." "it's me." "We got a problem." "Glynn knows I set up the murder." "What do you want me to do?" "Okay." "your son." "Do you hear me?" "Your baby boy got butt fucked by Satan. you fucking bitch!" "I'm an idiot." "I would... that I would understand how he became the man he became." "Jazz Hoyt isn't very coherent these days." "He's been ruled mentally insane by the court of appeals." "Tomorrow they're moving him up to the psych unit." "what do I do now?" "How do I calm this guilt inside of me?" "And don't tell me to pray." "I've prayed so hard my knees hurt." "I usually try to imagine what my dad would have done in the situation." "Father?" "sure. because that's how my dad would have handled the situation." "I--I" "Father." "Call me Jessica." "Call me Ray." "Ray." "Like a Ray of sunshine." "I think what I should do is help men like my son become better people." "Volunteer?" "What would you do?" "I'm a nurse." "I bet they could use some help in the hospital ward." "Yes." "Ray?" "Of course." "Thank you." "I consider you a really good friend." "kiddies." "Do I have to go get more ECT?" "Hoyt." "Time to move you up to psych." "What the fuck?" "I'm bleeding." "He'll sleep." "I sedated him." "He's got no cuts on his forehead." "What's causing the bleeding?" "A rare condition called mematidrosis." "capillaries." "right? releasing small amounts of blood into the sweat glands." "Hoyt is literally sweating blood. and his sweat became like great drops of blood which fell upon the ground." "the agony of Christ in Gethsemane." "who knew they had so much in common." "What's the matter with him?" "Side effects of the electric shock." "I threw up on myself." "poor Cyril." "Clean him up and then admit him." "I was going to give him some Emetrol and send him back to Death Row." "he spent enough time up there." "He could use a change of scenery." "but I'm putting him in restraints. chill out in the hospital ward." "It means a lot to me." "that's okay." "his latest appeal has been denied and the lawyer's gonna plead his case to the state supreme court I think Cyril's going to be executed next week." "I have to go. not for a second." "Excuse me." "Don't you fucking ignore me." "You think because I'm slow that I don't know what's going on." "I have to go to the bathroom." "I'm gonna shit my in my pants." "Help me." "Too late." "you gonna leave me here lying in my own shit?" "What's the matter?" "I had an accident." "Not again. please?" "I'm here." "What's the reason?" "it's massive." "Back in the day with the Black Panther thing and..." "I know my own resume." "Get to the point." "we've been a little leaderless lately." "Burr Redding's off on some telemarketing ego trip." "and you want me to take over." "yeah." "You fellas know why I'm in Oz?" "For kidnapping or some such." "I picked up my daughter from day-care. and I got 16." "Maybe it's your turn to get to the point. sell drugs or hang in gangs." "contributing as best they can to make a better world." "My children are my pride because they make me proud. to learn." "End of sermon and end of discussion." "haven't seen much of you lately." "boyfriend." "Boyfriend? very intimate." "come on." "What?" "You gonna tell me that I'm imagining it?" " That my eyes deceive me?" " No." "he blew me off. he's just another fucking wanker." "You two enjoy yourselves." "my little brother's gonna die." "What?" "!" "Promise me you won't do anything to harm Jahfree." "you really think I'm capable of something like that?" "I know we haven't had much chance to talk since you arrived here..." "That's probably because we have nothing to say to each other." "but... you are anathema to me." "but it don't." "you've been supplying the children of our community with lethal drugs while I have fought to keep those same children safe. you want to believe that we have a bond." "We don't." "We do!" "and I'm trying to correct them." "I don't believe you." "man." "I say it's time he learned who's boss around here." "O'Reily?" "I wouldn't weep if he was. tie him to your mother's crime." "What do you mean?" "You're a clever boy." "You figure that one out." "Who's the hardest person of all to forgive?" "Oneself." "they laugh at the thought." "Fuck that." "it's "Fuck that" all the time." "you still can't let yourself off the hook." "40." "You gonna take that grudge against yourself to the grave?" "You gonna carry it for eternity?" "are you here to visit me?" "Keller." "don't get grumpy." "You're the one who made the deal with Heekin." "You're the one who got him to fib." "He saw you dump the body." "Cheaters never prosper?" "sir." "and I'm gonna get you for one of them." "Henry Stanton?" "I'm Tobias Beecher." "Sister Peter Marie suggested I come see you." "right?" "that's right." "Helping the prisoners with legal shit and such." "I hurt my back doing sanitation duty a few months ago." "Dr. Nathan told me not to do anything too strenuous. but I'm not." "they give me harder work." "nothing changes." "And the other day I screwed up my back again." "it appears the C.O.'s deliberate indifference. let me see what I can do." "take it easy." "Back injuries suck." "man." "Leo." "I gave him the proper medical documentation at least three times." "the C.O.'s screwed up." "They will be reprimanded." "Warden." "I'll win." "What do you want?" "Full physical rehab for Stanton at the prisons expense and a guarantee that he'll be assigned light duty tasks." "Okay." "And I want those two C.O.'s fired." "Gone." "Today." "The union will fight this." "So?" "Let the union take the heat." "they're fired." "I'm busy." "Tobias." "You ain't seen nothing yet." "how are you adjusting to life after death row? wiping my ass." "You know what?" "I don't think you're bored." "I think you miss Tobias." "he's turned into a real firebrand." "No sooner does he get my sentence overturned that he's out taking on the case of some other jamoke." "He's found a lot of joy in helping others." "You might want to try the same thing." "Sister?" "I'm not a lawyer." "who besides Beecher do you care about?" "I guess." "Start there." "you just gave me a great idea." "Thanks." "Socks." "I know how you are." "You wear them until the fall off your feet." "Exactly." "what's the latest from the outside world?" "Kid's are great." "Harry...actually hugged me yesterday." "Sweet." "I'd like to meet your kids." "right." "I'm serious." "though." "Been drinking?" "Not a drop." "Went to a cocktail party the other night and passed with flying colors." "Good boy." "how's she?" "Why do you ask that?" "you're the one who's mentioned her a couple times." "Chris" "Let's be honest." "Marian and I have been dating." "You fuck her yet?" "Be honest." "Yes." "you sexy motherfucker." "You're pissed." "I'm not." "Be honest." "You want a slice of truth?" "I killed Franklin Winthrop." "What?" "bitch gotta die." "Are you trying to get sent back to death row?" "I covered my tracks." "Shit." "I'm telling you this--I'm telling you this ..." "I'm not bragging." "I'm not trying to upset you." "I'm telling you this 'cause I need you to do me a favor. she's been diagnosed with ovarian cancer. he peddles in these kinds of illegal drugs." "All I need you to do is just meet him." "Take the Oxaliplatin to Bonnie." "I can't." "Why the fuck not?" "I'd be violating my parole." "I'm asking you to take a small package in your pocket from point "A" to point "B." "I can't." "Bonnie is dying." "I love you." " Don't." " I know that you love me." "please." "I'm begging you." "All right." "Give me the address." "I've gotta go." "this is all for the best." "Toby." "is Detective Weber there?" "I got a tip for him." "The sale of illegal pharmaceuticals." "A man stands in the cemetery reading a letter he wrote finally forgiving his long dead father." "The mother of a girl killed by a drunk driver is wracked with fantasies of retaliation. but you know you're not." "Maybe instead of forgive and forget it should be forgive and remember." "Remember that you might wake up tomorrow and have to forgive all over again the way the heart keeps beating like a drum." "Forgive." "I can't." "You can." "Forgive." "Forgive." "I can't." "You can." "Forgive." "Same old story." "I got fucked in the ass." "Sit down." "Sit the fuck down." "welcome to Oz." "Here's the procedure." "sync by YOUYOUP"