"Translate nova" "Hope you sanatize your hands properly yes" "If you are going to wipe off tears you need to wear gloves" "I know but he was sad" "You know the rules, everytime you visit a patient If you're going to adjust the sheets or ask if he is thristy the precedure is santatize, gloves, mask and the green coat." "No exemtion, now you know" "NEVER WIPE TEARS WITHOUT GLOVES" "Everything in this story is true and happend here in this city" "It was like a war in peacetime" "In a city where people pretended like nothing happend" "Young men got ill got skinny, weak and died" "Don't climb on the railing, you could fall" "I wont fall" "You don't know that" "Would I die if I fell down here" "I think you should not try to find out, Benjamin" "One time our summer felt like eternity" "We were wandering around in the sunshine without end" "We were sinking in smells of green deep without end and felt no fear" "Pancakes are ready" "How did we forget holy affinity our day was to short" "What a lovely weather" "Benjamin" "Are we going to swing later?" "Benjamin eat with your fork" "I am full" "Are you full then?" "yes" "I am too" "Can we go swimming now?" "We were forming an effort, that would last forever" "Is it not to could then?" "Not at all" "You have to wait half an hour so you don't get cramp" "What did you do now?" "I was just cleaning the window -oops" "Is it not cold?" "Don't go to far" "Benjamin, enough" "Jehova, we thank you for today and that we are your witnesses" "We beg you to look after Margaretha" "And Benjamin and me and daddy" "That we will sleep good and wake up to a new day tomorrow" "And hallow you in your name in everything we do" "Rasmus, RASMUS" "Rasmus, Rasmus" "There you are, can't you answer when I am calling you?" "What are you doing?" "Writing my name" "I saw Erik with a friend, don't you want to go there?" "He is not breathing" "He is breathing, look" "Are they not coming?" "Good that you will be here for a while" "Yeah very good" " They are coming now" "Make sure he will see the plate" "I can't see him" "Hold up the plate" "I am I can't hold it higher than this" "There he is" "Hey" "Congrats son, You did that damn good, really" "Congratulations" "Hey, congrats" "Wait until you see what they have done" "Look" "You will sit there all the way home" "Am I going to sit here?" "We are driving and will go behind you" "What do you think Rasmus?" "He almost looks terrified" "Jump up now so we can leave" "Are you recorning now?" "Yes" "Hi Hi" "watch it now" "What the fuck are they doing over there?" "drive" "tjing tjong" "Don't you want to bring this?" "What for?" "Yes, I dont know" "Look, there is Erik and them, Hey hey" "They could have said hi back" "I did not say hi either" "You were in the same class for nine years" "Are you not dressed yet?" "Sara?" "Rasmus is still in his pyjamas" "Rasmus, you will be late for school." "You dont that, do you?" "Listen, you will be late for school." "Come now." "Sweetheart" "Sweetheart come come come come come you are going to bed" "Watch this -fucking fag" "His dad will go crazy now" "Did he say anything?" "Drive Harald" "Are you okey?" "Do not listen to them, they are just jealous." "They never graduated" "He is not what they were shouting." "Boys in that age talk so much nonsense." "Can I see the ticket?" "32, it's here by the window" "Maybe i should move this" "You better get on now so you wont miss the train" "take care of yourself, darling" "Good luck now" "Hallsberg next" "Something country boys knew about Stockholm was this" "In Stockholm were the gay guys" "And the gay guys met by the gayring at the central station" "Where they met and went home to fuck" "Rasmus had been waiting for 19 years" "And there it was, the gay ring" "Hey sweetheart, do you have a lighter?" "I have to go" "Are you going somewhere and need to hurry?" "Of course you are." "We will meet another time then" "Hey, finally." "Come in." "Sara called at least six times to see if you arrived" "Are you hungry" "No" "Hallo" "Yes he is here." "Can i call you back." "I will call you soon, bye." "I used to dream before I went to Stockholm that I would live so I could see the City hall" "And now I do, look" "I think you will like it here" "There is Lars-Åke, hello." "Whole city seems to be out today." "Move in Bengt sweetheart so everybody can sit" "How is the acting going?" "good" "Your only problem is that you are to good looking for your own good, that will change little friend, it will change" "No, yellow blend is so scary" "Old woman cig for an old lady jehovah meeting" "Hi my name is Brita I am a witness of jehovah." "This is my son Benjamin." "Hi I want to leave you this" "How did it go today Benjamin?" "It is always good" "Good job." "Even if they wont listen, you are doing God's work" "Today we met a gentleman that was very interested" "What did you read?" "Revelation book 21:4" "Tears from your eyes, and death will not exist anymore and sorrow, scream and pain What once existed is now gone" "Revelation book 21:4" "I want to show you this part too, do you want me to read it for you?" "Wake up?" "Well hello, what have we here?" "Hi, my name is Benjamin I am a vitness of Jehovah." "I want to ask if you tought about why God allows misery." "But you don't wanna talk about that out here, come in for God's sake." "Do you want coffe, wine or gin and tonic?" "Or do you drink when you are a christian?" "Coffe please" "Beautiful young man." "For you I would do anything, but not coffe I dont have time." "Booz or nothing." "I was packinp christmas things, I know it's only october but it is so much shit i need to take out." "You know how it is." "No, I don't celebrate Christmas" "But sweetheart I am a jew, I don't celebrate christmas either." "But we are talking glitter and that I want." "Sit down there." "When you read the bible." "Anything you want sweetheart as long as you have a fantastic picture of a family on a picnic with a tiger and a sheep next to a lake in the Alps." "Do you have that?" "Let me see." "Here it is, wonderful picture." "Say what you wanted to say." "I want to read a piece from the Revelation book." "But I already like the whole concept." "Did you not hear that." "I go down on my knees whenever you want." "A cult that can produce this amazing stuff." "I am in." "Just that you wanted to come in." "Darling i am in heaven." "Maybe this was a bad time" "Not at all" "You read" "Now you know where I live" "Yes I do" "Welcome back whenever you want" "I might come in a week so you can read more." "I am already in honey, but come back." "You should come on christmas eve More nice people will come." "You have to try to celebrate christmas." "Thanks, nice of you." "I will think about it." "One more thing sweetheart." "You know that you are homosexual right?" "You are late" "Do you want food?" "No, it is ok." "We were expecting you for dinner" "Sorry, it took a bit longer than i expected." "How did it go today?" "Well, it is always good." "How is the university?" "Did you meet any new people yet?" "No, well yeah" "You should go to the university clubs, it is the best way to find friends." "Yeah" "May I ask what you are doing out all night, I never get to see you." "Sara is calling all the time and I dont know what to tell her." "You got to understand she is worried." "You know how she is." "I have not told Sara that you are out every night." "But Rasmus, you are careful right?" "You never know what could happend." "Stockholm can be a tought, cold city." "Curry again?" "Was this for me?" "Hey, are you a member of RFSL?" " I want to be Okey, sign this form." "There you go, then you can write if you want the magazine sent to you." "That is not a good idea, I live with my aunt." "You do what you want but it will come in a brown envelop without sender." "Ok then" "That will cost 150 crowns" "Wow, that was expensive." "A beer" "Stockholm 20 years ago was completely different city." "Small, dark and provincial" "For a homosexual there was one place you could go." "Sometimes RFSL was the only option." "I'm going out for a while -where are you going then?" "for a walk" "Some fresh air, goodnight then" "But for us that were to scared to go, that were to scared to exist" "We had the parks" "Skinnarviksparken, Humlegården" "Kronobergsparken" "Långholmen" "City Hall and Klara norra kyrkogatan of course" "Or Klara porno was it called" "Fucking fags" "And the bathroom at central station" "Is it you Benjamin?" "Yes" "That was a long walk." "Goodnight" "Nite" "Rasmus moved too" "Yes, I know that" "So soon after graduation." "It was last spring." "You saw him in his graduation hat, he was so handsome." "Harald, can you get the photo album?" "Mm" "Karlstad or what?" "Stockholm Oh, Stockholm" "Is he going to study then?" "Yeah, yes he is." "Hey, how is it going?" "Good What do you like?" "Everything" "Want to come then?" "Okey" "Like we don't have any schools closer." "Harald Yeah, yeah you know what I know" "How dare you let him go to Stockholm?" "What can you do, he is 19 after all." "And he lives with my sister, it will be fine." "Rasmus has always been a little, how to say it..special" "There is nothing wrong with Rasmus." "He will be home soon anyway." "Harald!" "Yeah, yeah yeah." "You know I am right." "What is that?" "I don't know, I have one here too." "Allergy or something." "Is it bothering you?" "No" "He did not fit in here, am I not right Harald?" "What would he have been here?" "Can you tell me that?" "I am not worried, not at all." "Rasmus is careful and sweet, he would not do anything stupid." "Be careful." "I am careful." "It is in now, all the way in." "I have heard that they put drugs in oranges and trick people to eat so they get addicted." "In Stockholm?" "Maybe it is just something they say?" "I am gonna cum now." "Cum Cum Cum" "God so disgusting, the worst thing I have heard." "Listen here, listen!" "Poppers can cause cancer according to a research from Århus university." "So now we can't take poppers anymore?" "They are looking for the cancer that affects homosexual men." "In Denmark four men got it so far and they think it is caused by poppers." "Cancer, what kind of thing is that to write about?" "They died, all of them!" "Bitches, typical dramaqueens." "I am going to have another beer." "Yeah I can take one." "Lars-Åke?" "No, I am good." "Two beers please." "I am going to Klara norra to see if something is going on there." "Are you going out again?" "Just a little while." "Have fun!" "mm" "Be careful" "I will try." "Bye." "Do you have a lighter?" "Thanks" "We have met before" "I know" "I know that you know" "At the gay ring at central station" "Actually, you were the first gay I saw after I got off the train." "So, new in town?" "Yeah." "Where are you from?" "Värmland." "And you went to the gay ring right away?" "You don't waste time, do you?" "And now you found Klara norra." "We are not on the flip-side here." "I have been waiting for 19 years about time right?" "Absolutely, you have to fuck for the time you have lost." "I am on your side." "Poor little boy, then you are lucky you met Paul then." "I will take care of you in the scary big City." "For a start you have to come to me on Christmas eve." "Are you not going to celebrate with your family then?" "Can you hold on for a moment, we are talking about important stuff." "I will be right back." "Horny damn guy." "Of coure I will, you should always spend Christmas with your family." "You just have to define family, right?" "What the fuck!" "Do you have a paper and a pen?" "Call me later." "Are you hitting on me or him by the way?" "Him" "Damn typical." "They always pick the young handsome one over a bitch with class and experience." "There you go." "He is yours." "35-40, straight. 3 kids i assume." "Call me later" "Bye" "My name is Paul, do not forget." "Have fun!" "Did you find any blueberrys darling?" "Can i look in the basket?" "Don't eat them all, we have to save some." "Daddy, it is hot with the boots." "That might be true, but we wear boots in the forrest if we step on a snake by accident." "Sara, Rasmus." "Come!" "Look over there!" "Wow" "Look Rasmus, a white moose." "It is not an albino, just different genes." "It is just different." "And Rasmus, do you know what?" "Here in Värmland there is a whole family of this kind." "A long time ago they belived they had magic powers." "And it meant bad luck to shoot them" "Who would want to kill such a beautiful animal?" "Many, that think they should not exist." "That they don't belong here." "But it does exist." "Yes it does, it does." "No, it is leaving." "But it was fun to see, right Rasmus?" "Hey, I" "Are you not going to say." "Bla bla bla my name is Benjamin, I want to talk about Jesus." "May I come in?" "Of course." "I have been waiting on you." "No brochure you want me to look at?" "How did you know?" "What?" "How did you know?" "Oh that" "Sweetheart it is so obvious." "Oh my God." "What did you say?" "It is God that is testing me." "Yeah, I guess that is true then." "All of my life, to love somone that is like me." "You know what, my beautiful young friend" "I really think it is time for you to celebrate your first christmas." "What do you mean not comin, of course you are coming home for christmas." "You can't just.." "I am not screaming." "What I am saying is that you can meet your friends all other days." "Everybody will be here." "Holger and Christina and Kerstin and..yeah they are coming." "What is it?" "It is Rasmus and he wont come home for Christmas." "He does not want to come home for Christmas?" "Of course he will." "Can I talk to him?" "I am talking now." "Rasmus, now you made your dad upset too." "Symptoms are in the beginning not noticable." "It gets worse after a couple of months." "Poor people." "Sickness and decises." "What do they expect when they live like that without morals." "But still, poor people." "Now we are not watching that anymore." "Benjamin, how nice." "You did come after all." "Come in." "And an Aladdin box did you bring, you are too cute." "They are all here." "Everybody this is Benjamin." "This is Reine and Lars-Åke, Bengt and Seppo and Rasmus too all the way from Värmland." "There you are, can't you answer when I call for you?" "What are you doing then?" "Writing my name." "Benjamin say hello to Rasmus now." "Have we not met?" "No i don't think so." "He is just flirting with you." "Rasmus you know you are the trofe of the night." "I thought you were." "Darling I am the unleashed queen of the night." "Do you want glögg?" "Yes please." "We don't have that, we have Champagne." "Glögg, heat up bad wine and put raisins in it." "And then they call us perverted." "What did you do now, I just cleaned thast window." "oops" "Because of this I am bending me knees" "For the father." "What is it sweetheart?" "Come" "Come here" "Like every family like heaven and on earth." "Shall be thankful for their name" "So you are from Värmland?" "Yes" "We are a diffrent kinds." "Reine is from Bohuslän,Bengt is an actor." "A big star." "I have three more years in scene school." "Like I said, a big everyday star" "Seppo is finnish." "My mom is finnish" "Lars-Åke is dating a finnish guy." "I am jewish." "Benjamin here is a vitness of Jehovah." "I got a brochuse I have to show you." "Lets take that some other time." "Rasmus here is also new in the family." "Oh my God, this Christmas is like a dubutante prom" "I will carry him." "So, little baby." "Can you?" "No I don't think you can." "How will you do then?" "I have to choose." "Do you want me to sing before I leave?" "I put glasses on my nose to see" "To see if I could read." "What i read was it's impossible to live happy without you." "We can't celebrate Christmas" "Really?" "Christmas virgin." "Yep." "What about alcohol?" "Cheers." "How are you?" "I am getting sick or something." "Oh well." "Lets eat." "Why don't you celebrate Christmas?" "Jesus was not born then." "We don't celebrate birthdays either." "Stop that nonsense." "Sit down anywhere so we can eat." "Here is oysters, shrimps,clams,brussel sprouts, lobster,meatballs,princewiener" "A great mix" "But darlings, that is the story of my life." "Not so kosher for a jew." "They would have stoned me anyway." "By the way." "I had sex once with an Orthodox jew once in a park in Tel Aviv." "Yeah, with corkscrews and everything." "And the corkscrews were swinging back and forth with he was giving me blowjob." "I asked him if it was a sin." "The bible clearly says it is forbidden for a man to have sex with a man." "Absolutely he said, but I have never had sex I was on my knees the entire time." "He is like that, you dont have to listen all the time." "What is wrong with you Reine?" "Are you not going to eat?" "I don't know." "My mouth is sore." "I've got yeast infection or something." "More Champagne?" "Yes please." "Benjamin by the way." "Cheers." "Welcome." "Oh my god how they are fighting over him." "You old jew." "Why are you celebrating Christmas?" "I celebrate everything, I am not so fussy." "Guys, don't you want to sing?" "Yeah" "Asshole running across the ice." "Sara" "Are you going to sit down?" "Yeah, of course." "It's going real good." "I think Rasmus see me as a friend, not aunt." "Brave of him to move all the way to Stockholm." "Go ahead." "Have you never been married?" "It just never happend." "Värmland is full with lamb boys." "Lets sing now." "Hey little santas" "Harald!" "Yeah, we can we can say cheers then." "Asshole splashing over the ice." "And may I, may I sing sissy queens song." "Sissy queens are doing this where they stand and where they're sitting and where they go" "And may i sing the sissy queens song." "Cheers my darlings, I am so happy you are here." "Now my ladies, is Baileys served on the couch." "Lets move." "Sara" "Why is he not even calling?" "It is Christmas and e does not even call." "Rasmus." "mm" "Are you on your way?" "Yes" "Then I will leave too so we can walk together." "oh, you are going to evangelise of course." "What direction are you going then?" "Does it matter?" "Same as you." "Do you know where to go in Stockholm yet?" "No, not at all." "Lets dance my ladies." "The rooster in the courtyard." "Look at this." "What is it?" "Come." "I'll be dogged." "A moose, a white moose." "In the middle of the village." "So you are that new in town?" "You could say that." "You don't know where you are now?" "No, not really." "Whispering" "If I remember correctly, Rasmus parents live far away from here." "Värmland." "I think we should try to call them now." "You mean?" "It is good if they are here now, yes." "Do you know where to go then?" "No" "Do you?" "No" "Want to go there together?"