"Previously, on "Army Wives"." "I know I only met you four days ago, but I think you're my soulmate." "Roxie, will you marry me?" "You spread a rumour." "My husband lost his promotion to yours because of it" "Sweetheart, you made a mistake." "I've known Trevor, my husband, for 17 days now." "I'm so glad you came Lenore." "Oh, I wouldn't miss it." "Not after all I've been learning about you." "I choosed West Point because he didn't go there." " I wanted to do something by myself, but no..." " Jeremy" "I'm a lieutenant coronel, I have 400 men at my command." "What I did over there, if you knew, you wouldn't love me." "I don't care what you did." "Your waters broke, baby." "This is not how I imagined this to happen." "They're not mine," "I'm a surrogate." "Please, don't tell anybody." "We all have our secrets." " The Harpers are out of town." " What?" "What am I gonna do?" "I can't bring them to my house." "Ok." "They won't let them stay here..." "they are taking space in the E.R." "Dhe is protecting her husband, Micheal." "Where are the real parents?" " In México..." "The last vacation before parenthood." "Only to... only to have parenthood come four weeks early." " Thank you." " It's all." "This doesn't make any sense." "Being a surrogate is an honorable thing to do." "That's why we're helping her." "By hiding them here?" "And not telling the truth." "I..." "I just don't like this, Claudia Joy." "It's only for a day." "Twins like to be nice and close." "How are you gonna explain these babies just... disappearing?" "We're gonna say they died." "Army Wives - season 01 Episode 02" "Transcript: hnort" " We are playn we are in the arm..." " Take the command." "I got tenant u have a good." "So how's your friend?" "She's fine." "I'm sorry it took so long." "500 yards until impact." "release countermeauseres." " You're so good with them." " Of course." "I'm in this for the long" "Listen..." "I was wonderig, how would you feel about the boys taking on my last name?" "Y'know, they don't know their fathers, and I was thinking maybe I could adopt them, it's ok with you." " Yeah!" " Yeah?" "Yeah!" "Now, all we need is for their biological fathers to sign off on it." " Uhm, okay, Finn's dad is gonna be easy." " Yeah." "But uh, DJ's dad," "Trevor, I don't know." "He's all kinds of unacceptable." "Hey, you don't worry about him," " I'll take care of it." " O.k." "O.k.?" " O.k." "And you have their numbers, 'cause I kinda wanna do it tonight," "Tonight?" "Why?" "what's the rush?" "It's not like you're going anywh..." " No." " Rox" "We just got married." "Where?" " Iraq." "I know, it's okay." "...Report down early bue it's ok," "It's okay." "I have you, I have Jeremy." "yeah you know i met my friend Frank Sherwood ...make sure that your son's going to West Point." "When you comin' home?" "I don't know yet, D. I don't know." "Hey, I gotta go now, alright?" "My time is up." "I love you so much, D." "I love you." "You too." "Whose dress is this?" "You wore that when we baptized you." "I wore a dress?" "I promise not to tell." "I'm taking those to a friend's house, she just had a baby." "I'll be staying with her tonight, help her night feed." "But I'll be back before breakfast." "Mom" "I'm not going to West Point." "Of course you're going to West Point." "I can't." "I don't want to." "Jeremy" "We spent the last two long years getting you in." "I thought that's what you wanted." "It's what dad wanted." "It's his dream, not mine." "Jeremy, getting into West Point is one of the highest honors anyone can achieve." "Y'know, your father couldn't even get in, but you surpassed him." " And you've made him so proud." " I know, mom, but please just listen to me?" " Honey..." " ÄãÑ¡ÔñÁËÕâÑùµÄÉú"î" "You tell this is life." "Dad chose this life, not me." "People ask me where I'm from, I can't say Boston or Chicago." "All I can say is army." "I'm from the army, and I don't even wanna be here." "I can talk to your father." "But maybe, you would consider going just for the education." "No..." "I knew it." "No." "I knew you wouldn't understand" " Honey, forget about the military." "I knew it." " It's the best education in America!" " I knew you would not understand." "I do understand." "Sweetie?" "Chase, we need to talk." "You have no idea how those four words strike fear into me." "Chase" "What is it?" "Uhm..." "I was wondering if you would go screw yourself." "I mean, if you got time." "You're not pregnant." "No, I'm not pregnant." "Whoa, what happened?" "Baby, what happened?" "I went into labor at Claudia Joy Holden's tea party." "What did you do?" "I improvised, I gave birth on a pool table." "Come on, be serious." "Be serious now." "Those people know about the surrogacy?" "Yeah, it's kind of hard to drive when you're crowning so people know." "Pamela" "Oh God, what were you thinking?" "I was thinking "I'd like an epidural"." "Where are the babies?" "Where are the babies?" "They're at the Holdens." "Coronel Holden is the number three guy around here." "All he has to do is say the word and we're out of Delta Force, Pamela." "Pam..." "Pamela!" "You really screwed up here, you" " really put us in a bad spot..." " No, you know... i am fine..." "Thank you for asking!" "I am a little sore." "No, I'm a lot sore." "Kinda like I've been ripped apart, because I have." "But I am fine, thank you for asking." "Ehi." "You okay?" "Yeah." "Where you been?" "I had an emergency patient" " You changed the furniture." "Yeah." "Like it?" "It's different." "No, it's actually the same." "It's...it's the way it was the day I left." "Remember?" "I even had all this furniture on their basements" "It was worth it." "Cause that is the chair where we made love in the day that I left." " Remember?" " I do." "You wanna see if that chair still works?" "How much did you have to drink?" "Roland, there's a woman on top of you." "Are you sure this is the question you wanna ask?" "Morning." "Morning." "The kids just left" "What happened to us, Chase?" "What do you mean?" "I mean, we used to be a team." "No matter what happened." "We always had each other's backs, and now all we do is fight." "Maybe cause it's like nothing I ever do is right?" " Okay, you're not helping." " Okay." "what is it?" "What you want?" "I want you to stop spending all the money that we're making." "That game system was for the kids." "And the plasma TV, and the new truck?" "And the jacuzzi out in the backyard?" "Okay, okay." "You made your point." "Pamela, I work hard." "I should be able to spend some of that money." "Not when we owe my father 15 grand and we are maxed out on the credit card." "We'll get that covered when we get the final payment from the Harpers." "Chase, it's more than just the spending." "It's everything." "I feel like I'm doing this marriage alone." "At least 19 American, British and Iraqi troops were killed in action over the past two days on the Iraqi front." "...four American soldiers died" "You are so gorgeous." "I think that's more than half a cup of crazy most folks are allowed." "Something wrong?" " Sorry, it's just.." "I have a lot to do." " Okay." "What's this?" "Oh, I got up early and I went to the Px to start on your pre-deployment check-list." "Oh, yeah." "You know, this is a lot of paper work." "Sorry baby, but these are the wrong color." "You're army, right?" "Army green." "Yeah." "But on deplyoment, the marines, they wear green." "Army wears tan." "Well, I have some tans in there as well." "Um, these aren't gonna work either." "Why?" "They're made out of synthetic fabrics." "And... command just won't allow that." " You know?" " Yes." "Yes." "I'll take 'em back." "He's right: synthetics melt and infuse onto burnt skin making the burn twice as bad," "He has an high percentual of syntetics a shirt like that could kill him." "I know it' s hard Roxy but you gonna learn yourself you gotta keep it together for your hudband." "I'm tryin'." "I guess I just thought that marrying a soldier would be romantic, but instead it's worrying about whether he's coming back." "He can't go to work worrying about you." "H ecould die for that kind of distraction." " Are you okay?" " Yeah, I'm fine." "Well, you being out this morning is five shades of stupid." "You should've been home." "I told you, I need to get out." " Pamela Pamela" " I have to get this done and over with so I can move on." "Oh brother." "Excuse me, Pamela, Hi." "Wow, so they arrived." "Boys, girls?" " A boy and a girl?" " Girls." "I can't believe you're here." "Rembemer, I said, is that Pamela." "I wanna know their names." " They are dead." " What?" "They died." "Any more questions?" "Mom, this is crying." "How do you know that's "this" ?" ""That" has a mole above his lip." "This and that aren't the best names, you know." ""This one" and "that one" became cumbersome." " Have you tried all?" " Yep." "Yep." "He's not hungry, lonely or tired." "The answeri it's angry." " I thought they were leaving tonight." " And they won't." "Ellen, I know this seems odd to keep this a secret, but sometimes it's necessary when you're protecting someone's family." "I know how it works around here, mom." "And it's worse than high school." " Bye." " Have fun at your game." "And no making out with the drummers under the bleechers." "I'm putting you on ignore." "Hey little one, isn't that sweet." "Hi, we're here." "When you look at them it's hard not to believe in something greater." "Okay, so, what do you want us to do?" "Ah, nothing really." "The formulas are already mixed." "Extra spit-out towels are over there, the diapers are over there and that should hold you for the last three hours before they go home." "I got my cell if you need me." "You're bringing the sexy, by the way." " Where are you going?" " Ah, FRG meeting." "FRG?" "Four... no!" "That's all I got." " Family Readiness Group." " And what do they do?" "Well, the official answer is to empower wives whose husbands have been deployed to... to become more self-reliant." "but lately with the war and the influxes widows we're going to houses with nothing else that their pain." "That was the Harpers." "They can't get back to Charlson until tomorrow night." "I can't believe this." "I came here to pick them up and deliver them." " Can I stay here?" " Sure." "Mom, Mrs. Baker is here." "What is Lenore Baker doing here?" "I don't know." "We..." "We can do ...nothing better than to sever my head and dip it in her tea." "That's not very friendly." "Okay, okay I need to protect my husband here." " She cannot know that these babies are here." " Okay." "Pamela, you gotta keep 'em quiet." "Pamela." "Mom, the door." "And... thank you for that lovely introduction, dear." "I'll just go on up to see her." "Lenore, hi, what a surprise." "Well, I just thought I'd drop off these pamphlets for the FRG meeting." " Do you have a baby upstairs?" " No." "Of course not." "It's my cat, it's getting old." "Do something." "There's also the matter of that poor girl from your tea party?" "Mm, Pamela Moran, isn't it?" "But, I'm sure you've heard." " Heard?" " She lost her twins." "It seems they were born premature and died in childbirth." "Uhm, shall we?" "Oh my God." "This is too hard." "It's amazing how when they're this small cleans doors and rocking and a nipple can solve all of their problems." "It works for most grown men I know too." "Just in time to play "what's the worst thing that can happen" game." "Ah, deployment checklist." "Sorry to hear about your hubby Roxie." "May I?" "Disposition of bodily remains." "I don't even know his shoe size." "How am I supposed to know about a funeral." "Just ask and then write it down." "Well, I gotta go." "I gotta go pick up something called "M40 filter"?" "Yeah, they're for gas masks." "I have extra, you can stop by my house tonight." "Okay." "I'll see y'all later." "You really don't have to do this." "I've given birth too, remember?" "Forget the flowers, the stuffed animals." "The greatest gift anyone ever gave me was folding my laundry and doing my dishes." "Please, don't do my dishes, Mrs. Holden." " Claudia Joy, okay?" " Yeah." "Pamela, I know I don't know you that well, or Roxie for that matter." "I don't even know Roland that well, except for his wife circling with my husband." "But we were all there when you gave birth." "An experience we will never forget." "Okay." "And those babies..." "It's one thing to keep a secret, it's another to ask us to lie." "I am..." "I'm sorry." " But please, you can't say anything." " Okay." "But it's not just us I'm worried about." "It's you." "I saw how you distance yourself in those babies." "This lie will start eating at you until you hate yourself." "I'll get it." "You have two kids that need you." "You can't afford that." "Oh my God, it's Lenore Baker." "Don't worry." "Hi." "I didn't expect to see you here." "What's surprising?" "I'm here for the same reason you are." "Pamela hi!" "I'm Lenore Baker." "And this is Lynette Barry." "Hello, dear." "We're here from the FRG to express you our deepest sympathy for your loss." "Thank you Mrs. Baker and Lynette, thank you." "They brought a cake too." "It's in the kitchen." "Is it your birthday?" "No, stupid, it's for the babies." "When are they coming home, mommy?" "Okay, it's not my birthday sweetheart, and you don't call your brother stupid, alright?" "Okay." "Okay." "I need you guys to go play in your room for a bit, okay?" "Go, go." "We haven't... we haven't told them yet." "Oh, goodness." "Well, it only makes it harder, the longer you wait" "You know, we're quite skilled in grief counseling at the FRG." "Would you like us to help you explain everything to your children?" "No, uhm, no thank you." "I'm just waiting for my husband to get home, so we can tell them together." "Ladies, I hate to do this..." "Would you mind if I asked you to leave?" "I'm just completely exhausted." " Ah, of course." " Absolutely." "Take care dear." "Bye." "Thanks." "People are bringing me cake." "10-17." "Dr. Hirsch, your quote recommending my book means a lot to me." "The publisher is putting it on the back cover." "Yeah, you're welcome." "It was an honor to be asked." "So, 19-10" "Looks like you're paying for lunch." "Rolandeven has been long enough." "I am, the worst basketball player." "So why am I really here?" "Can we walk?" "Shoot it." "Shoot it." "Joan's having a tough time." "But it could be a transitional thing." "You know." "once she's settled, back into her routine..." "Well, look, Roland, we're both doctors here, know that these symptoms point to post-traumatic stress." "I know." "I know, it's just..." "You don't want to admit it?" "I mean, we've treated several cases after desert storm" "It's a downward spiral here." "Look, you're her husband, not her doctor." "You're the closest thing to her." "As your friend," "Let me warning you, let's be careful." "What did you tell dad about West Point." " He is your father." " I asked you not to tell him." "How do you even know?" "Because he called me half an hour ago and intimated me to go to West Point." " Can we talk about this tomorrow?" " Said I'm going, period." "End of Story." "I've been helping my friend all day and I'm tired right now." "You said you were gonna help but you're not gonna help me, right?" "west Point is about honor and discipline." " Your father thinks..." " Who cares what my father thinks." " Jeremy," " I'm not him, okay?" " You're hurting me." "I am not my father." " Which is why you should think about..." " Stop telling me what to think." "We just want what's best for you." "Shut up!" "Shut up!" "I don't wanna do it..." "Get out of here." "Get out of here." "Are you okay?" "Who was that?" "My son." "Meanwhile 12 soldiers died at three separate incidents." "Four were in the area just outside Baghadad." "Ehi." "I was watching that." "Oh, baby, you don't need to watch that." "Yeah, I do, cause I don't know nothing about this war." "Ah, damn it." "You know, you could've just used the iron-on ones." "You said they peel off." "Can you, can you just turn that off please?" "No, because I need to know about where you're going." "Well, you know what?" "I just don't wanna hear it right now." "Sorry..." "I can't." "What's that?" "It's a clue class nuclear submarine." "Well your sub is spitting parts all over our floor" "It's for Finn," "I was hoping I could build it and finish it before I leave." "It's..." "You think maybe you should meet my mother before you go?" "I thought you didn't get along with your mother." "I don't but it doesn't mean you shouldn't meet her" "I mean, she is my mother." "Roxie, why are you being like this?" "Like what?" "Aargh, so difficult." "Ehi, it's like..." "It'ìs like you're trying to pick a fight with me." "Do you think I'm difficult?" "Because this is who I am Trevor." "Ok?" "I mean, maybe you're realizing that when we got married you didn't know me from Adam's house cat and now that you do, maybe you're realizing that... that you made a really big mistake." " Where's the...?" " Plasma TV?" "I returned it." "Along with everything else and I paid my father back." "And you didn't think to ask me?" "I thought about it and I did it anyway." "Don't look for the jacuzzi," " it's not there." " Where is it?" "I returned it." "But why, you can return a jacuzzi?" "There are ways." "Don't worry, you can keep your precious truck." "I'm not worried." "I've always heard it's the hardest job you'll ever love." "I see why." "Makes you want one of your own, uh?" "I do think about it." "from time to time." "How's Joan?" "She's fine." "What we talk about doesn't include my husband." "I'm concerned." "Has Michael had any problem after a long deployment?" "Of course he has." "They all do." "It's the part no-one really talks about." "On TV you see the flags waving, big reunions." "But it's later, when it's just the two of you and... you're looking at someone you love and... you realize years have gone by, years you'll never get back, and during that time you've both grown, changed..." "But not together." "C'mon, let's go." "Hit me like that again, I'm gonna deck you." "I don't know why I ever agreed to this." "Because you know, deep down... that you need to kick some ass." "Go!" "C'mon, let's see what you got." " Okay." " C'mon." "Ow!" "You almost hit me." "If I wanted to hit you, I would've hit you." "Keep your hands up," "Now that I've got your attention, let's see what you got." "Give it to me." "No!" "I need a snap, you gotta snap!" "Now, c'mon, give it to me, let's go." "C'mon." "Go." "Better!" "Yes!" "How come you're so good at this?" "Because when my first husband hit me, it broke my heart." "And I swore I'd never let anyone hurt me like that again." "That's why I started to boxe." "I know what it feels like to lose a part of yourself when somebody hits you." "Let's go." "Hands up!" "Up!" "Up!" "I don't wanna see that anymore, let's go!" "Give me everything you got, baby, or you'll be looking at me from the floor." "C'mon, go!" "Go, anger." "Focus!" "Give it to me here." "Go, harder!" "C'mon!" "They divorced last year." "I though I told you." "You probably did." "It's hard to keep track of it all these days." "So Joan..." "Two years in Afghanistan." "I'm curious, what was it like?" "C'mon." "Come on, no work drama, okay?" "Just..." "It's date night!" "Just..." "Just pure sensuality." "And if you are finished with dinner," "how about a little of this for a dessert?" "I was thinking maybe we could just talk for a minute." "Okay, you wanna talk?" "Let's talk." "You're coming up on 20 years." "We have to talk about your retirement, moving upstate, starting a family." "I said we'd talk about it, not necessarily do it" "That's what we're doing Joan, talking." "Break up for that search, I can be sent back any time." "But if you retire then we..." "You do wanna go back, don't you?" "Of course I wanna go back." "I'm a soldier." "Now come on." "You can't keep putting this off." "I can't." "I cannot tell my kids that those babies died." "I'll do it." "I'll do it now." " Who wants to go for a ride?" " I do." "I do." "See you later." "Rox?" "Roxy?" "Welcome to Morocco." " Morocco?" " It's our honeymoon, before you leave." "And... how did you do all of this?" "Staple gun?" "Those words never got me so hot." "Oh, the kids?" "Oh, foreign country." "No passports." "Even hotter." "God." "What did I do to deserve you." "You loved me." "It's so easy to do." "Even when I'm being difficult?" "I wouldn't know," "I've never seen you difficult." "You were getting it from somewhere else." "I was gone for two years, Roland, two years, leaving you here all alone on post with all those lonely wives." "I know men." "I saw them cheat and then have them blame it on the loneliness." "But I never cheated on you Roland," " I never cheated on you" " Stop it, stop it, stop it." "Okay?" "I don't know what you're talking about." "I don't know what happened to you over there, but it's changed you." "And if you let it control you, it's gonna destroy your marriage." "You understand?" "Do you understand?" "I made you an espresso." "I thought you can bought yorself." "Thanks." "I can't do this anymore." " What do you mean?" " Last night." " I can't keep on having those kinds of scenes." " Yeah, no." "uh, we can fix it." "No, you don't understand, Roland." "I don't think I can do this anymore with you." "I need to be alone." "We've been alone for two years now, that is not the solution Joan." "I can help you." "Hey, I'm trying." "I will keep trying to find new ways to keep you safe." "What do you want me to do?" "I wake upo in the middle of the night sometimes and I reach for my rifle." "And it's not there." "You are." "And I'm pissed." "I'm pissed off..." "Because my beautiful husband is there in my bed next to me instead of my M4." "I don't know how to change that." "Michael, they're leaving." "* I know what I'm doing may be dumb *" "* I know I should not be staring at the sun * * but the thought of you leads me to temptation * * it's the same whatever side you're on * * separated,we are delicate and small *" "* and the space between needs our attention *" "* I see you right in front of me * * as close as you can get * * and I pray that you won't leave *" " You ready?" " Yeah." "* And it might seem much too far * * to get back to where you are * * but it's close enough * * with an ocean size love * * so if you can't reach out to me *" "* send a sign across the sea * * and I'll pick it up * * with an ocean size love *" "* I don't have to worry anymore * * if I really need you,I'll go to the shore * * and the thought of you there is my protection *" "* I see you right in front of me *" "Are you ok?" "Yes."