"The probe revealed the class with Paul, the mastermind," "and Andres, a putative leader, for Paul was truly the one..." "Along with Olav... and Tiit set up a meeting of Kaspar and Joosep." "Mocking that willingly could be described as a prank gone awry, climaxed with the usage of knives." "With knife-point threats and holding they forced the boys to an oral sexual act." "I'm sorry." "THE CLASS:" "LIFE AFTER" "CONSOLATION" "Five months after the shooting" "You're here?" "Ireen's phone, Väino speaking." "No-no, she is taking a nap, she doesn't feel good." "No worries, I'll have her call you back." "No, everything is fine." "Have a good one, bye." "What's wrong?" "Are you ill?" "Do you want me to get you anything?" "Tea with honey?" "Aspirin?" "We could clean off tartar while she's drugged." "Julia, what is it?" " I did everything wrong..." "How come?" "It all went well." "She survived." "Julia, your father is on the phone." "Dad, hi..." "Forgive me, I haven't had time today." "Is everything alright?" "Good." "See you soon." "You behave there, alright!" "Well, bye!" "She hasn't eaten for days, she won't talk to me." "She leaves things everywhere." "She won't call to her office." "They are panicking over there." "Paul was the mastermind or of a sort for these bullies." "I don't know, maybe he just came up with these..." "Look, is it possible she could come over tomorrow?" "There's someone coming, I have to hang up now." "Thank you." "Goodbye!" "Hello!" " Hello!" "We're from Paul's class." "We came to offer our help." "What help?" "We visit all parents, who've lost a child, to support them." "If you need anything done at home, go shopping or..." "I see, at the moment there's nothing I can think of..." "Hello!" "Goodbye then." " Goodbye..." "Julia." "Are you getting by?" " Yeah, sure." "And you?" " Yes." "I was just taking the dogs..." " I was going to go with Nero." "Nero?" " Yes, would you like me to introduce him to you?" "How old is he?" " Just turned 11" "You're quite an oldie." " He was Paul's dog." "After his death Nerds been mourning." "When did you last see a vet?" " Can't remember." "Paul took him the last time." " You should have him checked." "Them oldies, they develop all sorts of problems." "Dogs' psychology is quite complex." "I've got two dachshunds, for they can't stand solitude." "They shouldn't be kept in a ﬂat at all." "Nobody wanted them" "Nobody wanted them for they were the weakest two of the litter, albeit for free." "I can raise dachshunds, but couldn't help my own son." "Who said our lecture has ended?" "So!" "For next time, please write a short story on "My father'." "Not that he's tall with mustache, but an analysis of your relationship." "As honestly as you can." "What about those, who don't have a father?" "Those make him up!" "Minimum three pages!" "Goodbye!" "Yes, Ralf?" " If you find it interesting and want to talk..." "To give a lecture?" " No-no, to come... as a father." "Julia!" "Hello." " Hello." "I didn't know Olav's here." " He isn't, he's at Metsakalmistu." "I was at Paul's grave." "I'm with a car." "I'm going to downtown..." "I haven't been to Olav's grave yet." " Do you want to go alone?" "Väino, I'm alone all the time." "Let's go!" "Olav blamed all on his granny, I don't know how we bought it." "Yes, please." "Thank you." "Paul was a very happy child." "My wife always said just lift a finger and he smiles." "Always smiling on every photo." "No teenage problems either." "For him learning was never a problem, he had best marks." "We planned to send him to Oxford or Sorbonne, took language lessons, saved up money... but spent it on funeral." "I've always thought a man has to make his own choices..." "Olav never bothered to decide." "Two totally opposite raising methods - and neither worked." "Thank you, Julia." "I really needed this evening." " Me too." "Bye!" "Hello." "How was your day?" "Ireen, why are you angry with me?" "Why didn't you call?" "Forgive me." "Let's go eat, I'll tell you where I've been." "Okay?" "Delicious!" "Ireen, you have worn me out with your negativism." "Ireen, you have worn me out with your negativism." "I don't have energy to continue like this, I simply can't." "I'm not sure whether you comprehend it." "You are so deeply caved in I can't break that wall." "Ireen, I beg you..." "We can't delay it any longer." "I want to talk about our son." "You don't want to see things as they are, Paul..." " Paul's dead!" "Almost half a year now!" "Would you please let him go!" "What are you doing?" "Where were you?" "I was just walking the dog." " For four hours?" "I worried myself sick here." "I just wanted to have peace." "Is that so?" "Well, did you?" "I did." "Don't bicker now, please." "Forgive me." "Signing of the project is due in few days." "You heard news." "Morning." " Good morning." "Some Julia." "Should I take it?" "Hello, Väino's phone." "Sweetie let me have it." "Oh, hi, Julia." "I'm listening." "About the dog, yes." "Half past six is fine." "Alright, very good, thank you, good bye!" "Who was it?" " Julia." "You should know her." "She's the mother of Paul's classmate, appears she's a vet." "She said our Nero has a tumor." " When did she tell you that?" "When I mentioned her..." "I don't know... that the dog is inert... and he has some..." "I don't know, some lumps under his belly." "Look who's here!" " Hello!" "Pretty Julia." "You're leaner." "Look here!" "This is how it looks like." "So this is what the famous Damascus steel is like..." "My father's been talking about it my whole life." "Careful." "It's sharp." " What a beauty!" "You look good." "Thank you." " A while ago you're withered." "Was it that obvious?" " No-no, only I noticed it." "Thank you, are you sure you do not want anything for this?" "Stop that right now..." "Say hi to your father for me." " Thanks." "See you soon, bye!" "I'm tired of talking about this, it seems so pointless." "We spoke to the potential mother, said we wanted to raise the boy." "She got scared, of course." "It's hard to find someone who'd just be a good donor mother..." "Why do you think two men should raise a child at all?" "Every kid needs also a mother." "Have you considered adopting?" "Or is it prohibited if..." "We're not infertile, you know." "We want to have our own child." "Absolutely surreal." "This isn't for me." "Why not'?" "You're a father." "A grieving father." "Think what kind of help..." "Why the hell is everyone suddenly trying to force help on me?" "It drives me crazy." "Of course, you know what happened to my son." "Or... thinks they know." "They've read it in papers." "In fact it wasn't so." "My son Paul was evil, a brutal person." "How he turned out like that I don't know." "Daddy!" "Dr. Heinmaa will see you in a minute." "Isn't Julia Neeme here?" " No, she has a day off." "Hello, ﬂower, why so sad'?" "Wait, I've drank too much." "You're cool when drunk." "Johannes, you're lovely, but..." "But what...?" " It's too soon." "I also told Ester it's soon." "What do you mean, told Ester?" "She thought I might entertain you tonight, get back on track." "No-no, you take it wrong!" "I like you, you also know it." "Wait, I feel sick!" "Julia...?" " Väino, listen." "I've got a problem..." "I can't find the bus stop and..." "bit of a situation, you know." "Wait, what happened?" "Where are you'?" " I don't know." "Somewhere in the woods." "Could you pick me up?" "Please." "Pretty please." "How can I come when I don't even know where to come." "I can see sea from here..." "I'm in Mähe, or Merivälja... ls there any bus stop you could spot?" " No." "Jesus." " No, just me..." "What happened?" " I had to rest a bit." "I don't look that horrible, do I?" " On the contrary." "You look wild!" "Even fiendish!" "Wait, I'll get it." "Is everything alright?" "Talk to me." "Dear Johannes, you're late." "Yesterday I laid in a ditch and was rescued by the man of my dreams, quite literally." "I don't deserve this." "Don't know what I was thinking." "I shouldn't have come." "Oh, Dr. Heinmaa told Nero has cancer and needs a surgery." "Did you book for a time?" " Yes." "Professor, I took your class two years ago, but got sick and I haven't received a grade for it." "What should I do?" "What's your name?" " Kalmar." "Listen, Kalmaar (Squid)!" "Do you take me an idiot?" "No, I just want to do the test." "Too late!" "Tell me, why you even need the B.A. degree for?" "As a dutiful citizen I'll make sure that people like you would never get any academic degrees." "Remember that!" "Professor, could I turn in my paper now, I can't come today." "Why?" "Why what?" "You want to give me the paper, yet can't come to the lecture?" "Yes, but I've got casting and..." " Excellent." "You go there!" "That's where you should be." "Even though..." "I doubt it..." "But yeah, there's definitely nothing for you to do here." "Good luck!" "Oh, how cute dog!" "Well!" "Let's split up into four groups." "Those, who one day wish to be writers, come here by the door." "Well, hurry up, writers!" "Next, those who dream about the honorable profession of a literature teacher, please!" "The next group, those who just want a degree and a diploma." "By the windows come those interested in reading, writing and work, work, work and once again work." "Can we change groups?" " No, you can't!" "Anything else?" "Only these three will stay here and the rest can go to hell!" "I'm not going to teach career-minded imbeciles," "I won't waste my time on them!" "Those who couldn't even decide why they wear out the seats here are to get out first!" "Get out!" "We've got some work to do!" "Now what happened?" " I see red when I lecture them literature, the art of arts - and a herd of sheep stare back." "They are not interested, they just sit there to kill time." "Listen, they're just kids." "Maybe you need some time off?" "Have you lost your mind?" "I don't want to take time off, I want to get rid of sheep." "Everyone tries to help me..." "Nobody asks me what I want." "My son is dead, my wife left me and my dog is dying, plus I'm about to fall in love." "I don't want to take time off, I need some meaning to life." "Not just some kind of bullshit." "What's up?" "Life's fucked up." "Wait, I have always wanted to ask you as the expert, which one is correct in Estonian?" "Is it 'fucked' or 'fuuucked'?" "You know, in fact it's the most sensible question today." "You see, both are third degree of quantity, it depends on the situation." "If it's more or less alright then its' 'fucked', but if like totally, it's 'fuuucked'." "It's good to have someone intelligent to ask advice from." "Keep your ears and eyes open and life is full of surprises." "Absolutely." "What is going to happen to me now, my child?" "Will you put me into the..." " Home for the elderly." "Dad, I don't know of any other options we have," "I can't afford to hire carers, besides, you won't let her in, anyways." "Dad, try to rest now, alright?" "Hello." " Hello." "It's as if we met by chance." "Actually, I wanted lo see you." "I went to the cemetery as well." "That's an improvement if you go to the cemetery to check out men, not because for your son." "You're also making progress, if you already can laugh at it." "No." "We can't do this." "It's not fair." "Not fair?" "To whom?" "Ireen?" " No, to me." "You should leave." "That's all." "Please don't send me away, I don't want to be alone." "No, this isn't right." "Oh, look, who's here." "Lie down, Nero, lie down!" "Did you go out, didn't you?" "What did the doctor say?" "She needs to operate." "It's possible he won't return home." "Hello, Nero." "Come, Nero, let's go." "I think it's best you leave now." "Two hours minimum." "I'll call." "Väino, did you know, that only a third of families are able to stay together after this kind of tragedy." "So, it's not about us, nor even about Paul or what he was like." "It's just merciless statistics." "It's just merciless statistics." "Julia, isn't it?" "I'm glad that you were with me through the toughest times." "I want to say that I'm not holding you back." "Isn't it weird, lreen, when our son died, I didn't cry at all." "But today when we took the dog in for the operation, I cried." "A dog's death is something you can understand." "Hello?" "Yes." "Thank you." "Well, he's recovering." "Let's go get him." "What are you staring at?" "We haven't got a whole year." "What would be wrong with me being in a care home?" "I've got my Damascus knife, I've got no other point." "And where would you work in the countryside?" "No, it won't go..." "Dad, I'm keeping my old job." "It's some twenty kilometers." "Hey there!" " Howdy!" "Hello." "Jass?" "Look, I have a favour to ask you now." "Our dog had an operation and we can't stay at home during the day." "Yes." "Many thanks!" "And there's one more thing." "You know Olav's mother?" "Yes, Julia..." "If I were to give you some money, would you bring her ﬂowers?" "Say, on Sundays." "Yellow, if possible..."