"Our boy, an idiot I'd say, our Fritzl, used to say "Haider, I'm for Haider"." ""I will support you, Haider" and so on and all of the boys were like that:" ""Haider is the man" and so on" "Haider sucks." "Yeah, that's what everybody knows." "So." "Politics suck." "Haider can reach those youths, but he doesn't interest me anymore at my age." "He can motivate the young." "Haider seduces those children, all of them." "But i gotta tell you, the one thing he's right about... is to get rid of all of those foreigners." "Yeah, that's the only thing." "But if he got to power..." " He would betray us like all the others." "He would fill his pockets and that'd be it." "That's just what i am saying." "No need to get upset." "He would fill his own pockets, favourite his friends." "They will gain a fortune and no change at all." "On the current state" "Austria in six chapters" "Chapter one:" "A journey." "One of the characteristics of the Austrians, is, i think, the fact that they like to whine, and lament all the time something you notice everywhere be it in their spare time, at work, or in politics, or..." "Just notorious complainers." "Just take into account the neighboring states:" "Poland or Yugoslavia for instance;" "compared to what is happening there, we're living like rich men." "I don't want to leave the place where i have come from." "There's no place like home." "We've been abroad on holiday a couple of times, in Italy, on the beach but i've always been glad to return home." "The winter holiday in Austria" " Super." "I don't need to whine." "I just came across twelve people hanging around, drinking beer in a pub." "And no one has to ask another to buy a beer for him." "This is when you realize that everybody has enough money." "When everbody has enough for shopping." "But, of course, in our country, we have to organize things ourselves." "The discussions about foreigners and so on." "The pig farmers around here have their couple of pigs and we eat them." "Hi!" "So you know what's on your plate." "That's the benefit." "If you stop at a local hotel..." "Hi!" "...you'll see they are comrades to some extent." "Schüssel alright, that jerk, how could he do such a thing to us to become chancellor, that fool." "Nobody in all of Europe takes him seriously." "Him having become chancellor, ha;" "the ÖVP party will have to pay for that." "Of course we've amassed too much debt, and you can't go on like that." "But the burden, should be distributed equally." "Mr.Prinzhorn (M.P.), wants to grab the forests and all and he, at his ministry, is assigning his ministers and is spreading the goodies." "The guy he just chose is depending on him." "And those nazi guys." "It's not an option anymore." "Parading in the street is something else than to being in charge." "Haider is no politician." "And never was." "He's a clown." "And in two, three years they won't need him anymore, not that idiot." "Then it'll come crashing down." "Being outside and pointing at others, yes, that's nice..." "I drop you off here, because..." "that's the road to Oberpullendorf." "It's another ten kilometers, someone will give you a ride." "My father, for instance, he was a young lieutenant during WWI." "He was a monarchist, my father, he always said: "I've was proud to wear the emperor's uniform."" "That didn't work either, nothing you could do about it." "Back then, they all wanted to get out of the Habsburg's ethnic dungeon..." "Today, strangely enough, everyone is heading back into the ethnic dungeon..." "They all want to join the EU." "The Poles, the Czechs, the Hungarians, the Slovenians, and EVERY one of them - heading back into an ethnic dungeon." "Strange, isn't it?" "But after WWI:" "they all wanted to get out." "Although it wasn't bad for them." "A common currency, every state had its sovereignty, and so on, everyone could travel around with an Austrian passport and so on," "It wasn't an ethnic dungeon at all!" "It's not true!" "The socialists came up with that." "The socialist always had their beef with the House of Habsburg." "They came up with that." "But in fact this isn't true." "It wasn't a ethnic dungeon." "If you look around today, and i've been around some places," "In West-Poland, in Chechnia, in Hungary, everywhere, who settled down there 600 years ago?" "Who built up everything?" "Who cultivated the land?" "Who built the churches and the palaces and the roads ?" "The house of Habsburg." "Who else?" "Capitalism and the current capitalist ideas are worse than communism." "For under the reign of communism the micro-structures were still glowing under the surface." "and with a bit of air they would rise and revive." "But with Capitalism, the major investors and corporations erradicate all the small ones." "And that's what's deadly." "Consider ten minor regional companys." "If one of them fails, it's no big deal." "But if one major company with hundreds of employees fails, that's a catastrophe for the whole region." "I think this is the way it is:" "There just wasn't happening anything anymore." "The Red Party was handing out for years." "The Black Party was merely supporting this for years." "And then came the new; more attractive, a little rebellious just what people were waiting for." "It's the same as with a relationship:" "with no variety and with your mate no longer courting just the same with politics." "It's the new." "Haider is the new;" "The rebel." "Making things happen." "Misbehaving." "Not being politically correct." "Especially the youth fall for that." "And he is an artist in marketing himself." "People who are not into politics at all, may easily fall for a politician like Haider who will generously pay for a round and befriend them quickly." "This happened in my village." "The youth were cheering." "The following election showed for who's sake." "This is not authentic politics." "This is just blinding people." "The Austrian people are like sheep:" "they are easily tricked." "Sad but true." "All I've got are three cows." "My daughter has her small riding-horse," "It isn't like the old days anymore." "40 years ago we had at least 5 or 6 cows." "My father in law is a farmer." "He has 5 cows." "My dad, too." "But had no phone, no car, no TV." "Only lots of kids!" "More children, eh?" "Well we have three." "My dream's come true." "I had always wanted two girls and a boy." "I wanted a son first, naturally." "But I'm satisfied with the girls just as well." "Of course." "All of the three kids were born on a Sunday." "And three of the four grandkids, too." "Me and my twin brother were born on a Sunday, too." "In the disco for instance folks harass me about my long hair " "It's no good to start a fight." "if you wanna be left alone then it's loud..." "okay, sometimes I like it," "Being into the wrong kind of music" "Then you argue with your girlfriend you get to thinking:" ""Shit, what am I doing here?"" "I chill out at the cemetery with friends." "Not causing trouble!" "Just to be there, and sit quietly." "that's the way I like it." "the other people are like:" ""Those guys are sick!" "They go to the cemetery!"" "We are notorious in the neighbourhood." "They think about us like:" ""They celebrate black mass!" "They dig up corpses!"" "You're lucky only if you look like everybody:" "Blue jeans." "Grey shirt." "Nice haircut." "And every saturday you booze in the disco, getting dumber." "As far as I know, foreigners are steadily increasing in number." "Everybody's like:" "Haider is the new Hitler." "But he is right about some things." "He's exaggerating, perhaps." "But I agree with him;" "There's just too many of them." "I am not saying that Hitler did the right thing gassing the jews." "But if he had done things a milder form, without hurting anyone and stuff." "If he had gotten rid of them peacefully." "That would have been okay." "When my hair was shorter everybody would say i resembled "HIM" which is a rock band." "If you have this look all you have to do is talk to a girl and ask her: do you like that band?" "If she says yes, she's yours." "You can have almost any girl who's a fan." "It doesn't matter anymore if you look gay." "I could even put on a black undershirt." "In the disco they wouldn't say: "He's gay" All they'd say: "He resembles that singer."" "I won't forget who I am." "But for a while it was hard." "They said: "You look like" "HIM-." "You really are" "HIM-"." "They wouldn't even call you by your name." "They would call you "HIM"" "or by the name of the singer which is Ville Wallo." "They'd be like: "Hey Wallo!" "What's up!" "Can I have an autograph?" You know, for fun." "That really made me think:" ""Shit, I want to be the guy"" "But when I thought more deeply by myself I said "Fuck it."" "When you're looking in the mirror watching your face you'll always see who you really are." "The present state of society and family - some say and live like "grin and bear it!"" "But everyday the newspaper is spilling with broken marriages, murder and death." "The kids have lost their way." "We are now living as the second generation of the leftwing progressive movement." "And we've seen what good has come of it!" "And we are to see where it's still leading us." "More lesbians." "More homosexual men." "And all kinds of perversions that are being permitted." "Society openly allows just about anything today." "Notice the rise of disease." "Mental diseases." "Diseases of a physical nature." "Aids." "Sexually transmitted diseases." "Most brutal child abuse." "Child Porno." "They make billions off all that." "You have got to look for the roots of these matters." "Families are on the decline." "Massively." "As a father, that's all I can say." "In fact, I myself failed, in "family politics"." "My wife left me and took the kids with her." "Actually, the woman is supposed to be the steady anchor of the family." "But never being home, working on her career, anything else is just in her way." "Add sexual problems to this." "Hormonal changes because of the pill." "Nicotine." "Consumption of alcohol at parties." "Other things happening at parties." "And then there are scenes of jealousy" "Dramas of Jealousy." "Some men can cope with that, others cannot." "Like they say, if you're really in love with your mate, in love with a capital L, usually one half will end up as the loser, if he is more devoted to his mate or his family in love." "Because she used to complete him." "Having built a house together." "Having had kids together." "You just can't take it lightly, if your wife doesn't come home one night." "Or if she wants to go on holiday alone, with her girlfriends." "What is likely to happen on such a holiday?" "We've got all the classic examples of couples that got divorced after their holidays." "The kids hanging out on the street;" "orphans of divorce." "Being passed to and fro." "Being used as leverage." "A woman is the mirror of her family." "It is she who forms her husband and her family and also represents the form of society" "That is, how we get along with each other." "Chapter Two:" "I often wrote letters to the editor." "Because I'm convinced I can change things for the better." "More than once my letters have been printed in a Viennese daily newspaper." "I would like to mention this one." "It is titled "German without English words"" ""I watched Barbara Stöckl's gameshow" "The Millions Show- today." "Bravo to Miss Stöckl!" "Not once was the word "okay!" uttered." "Only the German word for -good- was used." "You can see how to get along without" "Okay- when speaking German." "Many German-speaking people should take Miss Stöckl as an example." "In my life, in my youth I never was content." "For me the meaning of life seemed to be getting to know a wife, marrying her, having a family." "That was the way I imagined things." "So I did marry." "But after a short while other women appealed to me more." "So, in 1969, I got divorced." "And in 1970 I started with 40 Schilling to begin my new life." "I have established myself and I am now content." "It's great to be content." "Which is something for unsatisfied people to consider." "Don't take a woman just for sex." "Because that women age!" "This is something to remind people of." "Go into an old people's home and have a look at those old folks!" "Of course we all grow old if we don't die early." "Consider the example of President Klestil:" "he didn't choose an old woman, but chose an attractive one." "In 1972 i bought this building site." "I then had my house built; worked on it myself." "And I'm very satisfied with it." "I've set up an ideal base:" "Two supermakets within a 5 minute walk." "I am near 2 bus stops." "Ten minutes to the train." "Five minutes to reach the forest." "I can recover anytime in the marvelous forests around." "This is where I store my underwear." "For easy and quick access my mother made tags." "I've got long-sleeved shirts for trips to Vienna." "I've got short-sleeved shirts for Vienna." "I've got short sleeved Sunday's shirts." "I've got long sleeved Sunday's shirts." "I've got work shirts with long sleeves and work shirts with short sleeves." "It is much more simple if you don't complicate things." "People should consider that and avoid unnecessary complications in life." "Austria and christianity have fought religious wars in vain." "Since there is a real chance for Muslimisation now." "And those Muslims are going to find it quite easy." "They just have to produce kids." "They won't have to fight." "In the past christians tried converting Muslims." "And today they simply have more kids." "This is unthinkable to me." "Muslims are tough, unlike the Christians." "The Christians have become slack." "They haven't got the Muslim mentality." "I see there's the danger ahead:" "Muslimisation is coming near, the party will be over for Christians." "What is most important for Austria is people believing in the truth;" "There has to be control over the observance of the law and over the interpretation of the law." "True values have been distorted in Austria." "Everybody does what he wants." "And there's no control from above." "Chapter Three:" "A Song." "There's no country more beautiful in our time than ours, so wide and far" "Where we gather under limes in the evening hour." "Where we gather under limes." "in the evening hour." "We sat there many times in a happy circle." "And sang, the songs sounded by the oaks." "And sang, the songs sounded by the oaks." "Chapter 4:" "Three House-Visitations" "Good day!" "Hello!" "Servus!" "Grüß Gott!" "etc." "I had him already." "Now tell me, what kind of a family are you?" "Quite a normal one!" "We hope so." "Now that is your home, eh?" "Right." "We are about to depart; in fact, on a journey to Rome." "To Rome?" "Yeah." "We are going to Rome." "What's going on there?" "We'll stay for a week." "And you will have an audience with the Pope?" " Sure." "Nice." "That's my little brother." "He's Lukas." "That's Dad." "That's me." "That's Mom." "And that's Magdalena." "We were still little then." "Josef didn't exist yet." "And Dad still had his hair." "Austria." "That's hard for me as a Tyrolean." "I don't want to discriminate." "My home country." "I've gotta tell you, is Tyrol." "Every country has its peculiarities, its own style and culture." "Today, though, things get mixed up." "Austria." "I haven't anything against foreigners." "But concerning the religions, Islam and so on." "Building churches and mosques in Austria and Tyrol." "I think that's no good." "I gotta tell you." "Because Austria is Austria." "It doesn't matter if it's from Turkey or Israel this is where those things belong." "It doesn't belong to us." "If someone wants to live here, no problem, but he has to adjust to our ways, not us to his." "To the religious ways, too?" "If they keep their religion to them, i won't have anything against that." "But the buildings already being set up, I don't have anything against that, it just doesn't fit into Austria or into Tyrol." "Mosques and stuff - just isn't Tyrol." "A classmate of mine is a Turk." "And I don't get on with him very well." "He doesn't leave us alone, never." "He's always looking for trouble." "What does he say?" ""Tyrol." "Bad Land." and stuff." "I don't like that." "And what is your relationship towards Turkey like?" "Not so good." "I don't want to go there." "We, in our class, we have a Turk, too." "I get along with him sometimes." "He gives me presents occasionally." "What kind of presents?" "Like a snack or such." "In what way is he different?" "He's got another way of talking." "And another religion." "What does he believe in?" "Muslim." "Is his belief wrong?" "Yeah." "I think so." "Do you think so or do you know it?" "I know it." "Hello, how are you?" "Who is that?" " My grandson." "Lukas!" "What kind of family is this?" "A nice family." "Do you love everyone the same?" "Yes." "It this possible?" " Yes." "What about politics?" "Do you lean conservatively or more liberally?" "How do you get along in life?" "How do I get along in life?" "Easily." "I've really never thought about these things." "Until now." "Which politicians appeal to you?" "Politicians..." "None of them." "How do you like Wolfgang Schüssel?" "(Federal chancellor at that time)" "Not bad." "I think." "That's why they elected him." "I really don't know." "It doesn't interest me that much yet." "Let's take another prominent person." "Jörg Haider?" "Yeah." "He has good ideas." "But can he put them through..." "He tries, though." "He's got the guts to do it." "Yeah." "He is better versed than me." "Yeah." "But I asked you." "I am not well informed, yet." "If you see him on TV,are you impressed, do you like him, or no opinion?" "He's not bad." "Let's talk about the others." "We have Gusenbauer, for example (Head of the Social Democrats, SPÖ)" "Don't know him." " Never heard the name?" "You did hear that name?" " I heard it, can't place him, though." "I don't really know what party he is." "My mother in law was a farmer's maid in upper Austria." "She got to know a Polish soldier." "And expected a baby from him." "My mother in law was a foundling herself." "Was found in front of a church and was raised by farmers." "Not really ideal conditions." "At that time she was imprisoned." "Into a concentration camp (CC) in Ravensbrück." "What was it like, Fredericke?" "Wen i was put into the CC?" "I'd been six weeks at that farm..." "Why?" "The farmer was a foreign worker." "Therefore i was put into the CC." "For how long were you there?" "One full year." "How did they treat you there?" "Very bad." "They beat you for nothing." "On the head with a truncheon." "They treated us so bad." "We were always crying." "Having no clue what to do." "They were very mean towards us." ""If you hadn't done wrong, you wouldn't be here!" things like that." "What did you do wrong?" "I didn't do nothing wrong." "I gave birth to that child." "What happened to the father?" "He applied for German nationality and that was it." "We said we would marry." "And then, nothing;" "after that they put me in the camp." "You were released..." "'45 it was!" "So you were liberated?" "It was like:" "Let's go!" "Everybody can go where he wants." "Of course I went back to Austria." "By foot." "It took me 2 months." "I didn't know my way around." "I had to ask everywhere." "When I finally arrived, i was so glad to be home, I could have dropped dead." "First you were imprisoned in Linz." "However an hour ago you told me that you consider all Austrians to be of good character." "The Nazi SS - those were Germans." "Austrians participated in that, too." "But I didn't know whether they were Austrians." "I couldn't recognize them as such in their black dress." "Were you in love with the Polish man?" "Yes." "He was a very decent guy." "He wasn't a real Pole." "Rather German-Polish instead." "Nevertheless, they put me into the concentration camp." "There was nothing I could do about it." "And I'll never forget how the farmer, when the policeman came and said," ""I have to bring her to Linz", he gave the policeman such a huge piece of bacon, because he wanted me to be deported." "And this is the entire family." "This is" " John." "Benzinger." "Hello." "This is my wife." " Hello, I'm Helga." "And these should take part, too." "This is junior." " Hello!" "Your name?" " John!" "Who are you?" " Pia." "Through the kitchen." "It's not a family kitchen but rather a business kitchen." "Open the door please." "This way to our private home." "Tell me John, what kind of family is this?" "Hopefully a natural, Burgenlandish family." "A pretty normal Burgenlandish family." "My grandfather survived the war." "My father, too." "Austria and Burgenland were devastated." "My grandparents and my father rebuilt all of this." "I am living in beautiful Burgenland again." "I think that the East is lagging behind." "They expect money from the wealthy states, like Austria." "I think it deeply wrong for us to have to pay money to them, now that we're doing well." "just because they want to belong to the EU." "I don't like that idea at all." "Either you work yourself up like me, or like Austria or like Germany, or Switzerland." "But building your nation with foreign money, which you will never pay back, is not okay." "This is my keyboard." "This is my satchel." "This is my radio." "This is my bed." "That is me." "Grandfather painted that." "And these are my dolls." "John is more alert." "I'm the bad boy." "I'm the nice girl." "Pia is just like her father." "And John... -like the mother." "Thanks, John." "It's alright." "We have to restrict both of them, though." "How do you throttle them?" "To throttle them in the sense of..." " Dad locks me up." "the more you permit the harder it gets." "Because a child always goes for the next level." "So somewhere you have to set limits." "You get locked up?" "Dad has to explain that." "I won't slap him." "If things go wild, i put him into the garage and lock him up." "And then you open up the garage's gate." "And after ten minutes it's all over." "i make these sounds then:" "Puff!" "Puff!" "Puff!" " and once he opened the gate himself." "Escape!" "I escaped!" "You have to throttle John." "When he feels the center of things." "And is reaching for more and more." "There is his room, too." "I am really a bad boy." " Not always." "Careful, John!" "Else you end up in the garage again!" "Do you discuss politics or even argue about them?" "From time to time." "Yes." "Deep conflicts or only marginal differences?" " Marginal." " Not about Politics, only about business or private matters." "It's only natural that I, inheriting this business, have the authority in that field." "and she as the mother of two children has the authority about them." "And i won't interfere with her, if not necessary." "I am the one who does things." "Who cares about everyone." "Who helps everyone." "But I have got things of my own, too, Things I want and I do." "Do you consider yourself last?" "Yeah." "I come last." "First are the children, because they are small." "Then my husband." "And then me." "Why?" " Because that's how it is for mothers." "No." "I meant why the husband" " Oh!" "After the kids?" "Because they are still small and inexperienced." "And I want to help them." "And the husband?" "Is he also small and inexperienced?" "I hope i can do the same for him as for the kids, but he's grown up and very independant." "Hello?" "Wait!" "I've got to ask the boss!" "Chapter 5" "You can't beat these things out of Austria;" "Catholicism, orderliness" "Somehow." "And they aren't even aware of this anymore." "It's not just the Catholics being orderly, it's the Austrians themselves." "The more uncertain life becomes the more order they will keep." "I'm protesting against this government." "Especially against the FPÖ (Haider's party)" "Against their racist campaigns." "Against their inhumanity." "Politics certainly matter a lot." "But I devote all my time to Stephanie." "I like to see that the hands of the "Big Guys" are competent for that." "See, it's not bad at all!" "Do I really frighten you?" " Yes." "Why?" "You've always been a nice girl, right?" "Have you been a nice girl, Stephanie?" "Mmhh?" "Cute?" "And now, suddenly, the same is happening here in Vienna." "What's serious about these protests is that they're never peaceful," "Even if it's just property that's damaged." "Now that we've had the Yugoslav War some years ago, right in front of our door, and now suddenly it's starting again, politics craziness, and these protests scare me." "I like the idea of many young families participating, with little kids, also many elderly people." "We're all of the same mind." "We stand united against this government." "We won't let them get us down." "You didn't get through, right?" "That's twenty, please." "I tried to call the father of my child, who is in Africa, in Guinea." "I couldn't get a connection." "It's very hard nowadays." "The rebels from Liberia invaded the country," "They kill brutally." "Naturally he would like to leave that place having no work, also, conditions being bad generally." "It's a hard time there." "He would like to see his daughter." "But he can't get a visa." "Yeah." "I would certainly like a black baby." "They are cute." "Do you think the baby would face problems in Austria?" "Nah." "I don't think so." "A friend of mine's son goes to primary school." "They are 28 children in a class, 24 of them are foreigners. 4 being Austrian." "Nowadays children are learning early to deal with foreigners." "Everybody was like: "She's so cute." I couldn't stand it." "Because they went on grouching about foreigners." "They know nothing about their living conditions." "They don't want anyone to get a better chance than they got." "Slowly." "Wait for me." " She is so stupid." " Don't talk like that." " Sorry." "She's always like: "blablabla" Talking Turkish." "And I tell her that I don't want to talk Turkish." "My mother doesn't want me to talk Turkish." "First you learn German, okay?" "A, B, C, E, Le, A" "I don't have anything against foreigners." "But they help them more than our socially disadvantaged people." "I do think this is unjust." "And those foreigners - the parents don't speak German and shoot out one child after another." "I know some." "No work." "All day at home." "And one child after another." "How do they make their living?" "I don't get it!" "Those who regularly work have to prop them up, too." "And this is unjust." "I won't put up with anything." "Why should I?" "We are born Viennese." "The have the citizenship." "The immigrants come from Burgenland and lower Austria." "I am Viennese." "You are the immigrants." "In Turkey they treat us as foreigners, too." "Here or there?" "We don't know where we really belong." "I keep saying:" "I am Viennese." "Don't let anybody else into Austria!" "First give every Austrian a job." "And those who don't want to work - force them somehow." "No." "I am not frightened." "No." "I am not afraid of anything." "I'm concerned for my children." "What will become of them." "When they've grown up." "Times are changing." "Nobody know what's next." "I got less this time because i was paid alimonies." "Hello!" "I just give a call to ask about my furniture." "Do you want my customer number?" "When will it arrive?" "He is not a very great help;" "by not working." "Do you go to the polls?" " No." "Not so far." "When I start working again and have to visit vocational school." "They urge you about politics." "We'll see then." "Yes." "I like Vienna." "It's about being responsible." "My vote matters." "Never did." "Never." "Why not?" "Because it doesn't interest me." "No." "Only once, when we have to vote." "Otherwise, no." "Don't ask me about politics." "Haven't got a clue." "I know someone who knows all about it." "Would you go to the polls?" "Yes." "Do you always vote for the same party, or...?" "No." "I did change parties once." "I support Jörgie." "Haider that is." "I support his opinion." "I don't think they will gas me." "But i do think that the present course of politics will have consequences for me." "Since I'm an artist and a handicapped woman." "And if they cut something, it's social benefits and culture." "So, I fall into two fringe-groups." "There will be consequences and I feel them already." "When only the strong and the brave count for anything, then as a handicapped WOMAN you quickly find yourself on the fringe and having to prove your abilities." "Perhaps women are more nimble." "No men around here." "Eight hours seated." "I don't think men would do that." "Some perfume for Mommy." "I grew up with boys." "Never got along with girls really." "They were into makeup;" "Wasn't my kind of thing." "I was involved in every coup." "We stole pears, for example." "And some woman chased us." ""You brats!" And I responded:" ""I am not a brat!" "I'm a girl!"" "she replied "And you dare say that?"" "There are some nice memories coming up." "My first jag." "Being driven home." "Taking a cold shower." "So many different things." "Do you want your child to grow up bilingually?" "What about the mother of your boyfriend?" "I still don't speak a word of Yugoslavian." "I told them to wait until I do." "But things got out of control." "But it doesn't matter yet anyhow." "If he doesn't even speak German he doesn't need to speak Yugoslavian neither." "Last New Year's there was a nice party with great fireworks." "It looked very cool." "If you are married with kids, everything's different." "When you're still young, you can do what you want." "No children, no husband." "No cooking." "No tending the kids." "Whatever." "Back then i didn't need to do all this." "I had my mother." "It was great." "My grandma made a costume for me." "With feathers." "I looked like a squaw." "One guy slapped me on the bum." "Of course I slapped him in the face." "He got upset and complained to my aunt." "My aunt said to me:" ""You can't do that!" "He's a customer"" "But that doesn't give him the right to slap me on the bum!" ""You will never be a saleswoman." And I did become a saleswoman." "When I lived with my parents we went to Rimini once." "With my husband and my sister we often went to Kärnten with a caravan." "And we did some short trips to Italy, where we had some fun." "I had such pains, i couldn't walk anymore." "They gave me infusions for eight weeks." "And then they operated on me" "Endometriosis." "I thought it would go away with some simple injections." "Now I know I can't have children because of them." "I don't like being home alone." "I have to turn up the TV to hear someone talk." "Or some music." "Don't mess around." "Drink properly or you'll spill it again." "I'd like to live in some wamer place that has no winters." "If i had the money, I'd like to fund a children's home in Africa." "My dream is some kind of home community." "Several families or non-families living in the same house." "You can walk up and down." "Send the kids out:" ""Go away!" "I can't stand to see you any longer!"" "And the kid says:" ""Let's go visit some other guy."" "That is my goal." "We have got to work on the facade." "So we have to heat it less." "There's no isolating material at all." "Last year we had to pay later another 43.000 Schillings." "That hurts." "Do you want another child?" "Later on!" "Another one for sure?" "Not for sure." "Me, yes." "I want a second one." "But you never considered separating?" "He pushed me that far sometimes, though, to think about ending it all by being such an arse." "But seven years is seven years." "It might sound odd." "If we did get divorced the house would probably be mine." "But what would I do in this house alone?" "And I would have a lot of memories of the work spent into the house." "I couldn't take it." "I hope for the pain to go away." "So I can lead a normal life." "Have proper sex." "With no pain." "That's what I hope for." "I accepted the fact that I won't have any kids." "But I would like that to improve." "I know I will have to swallow hormones every day." "I know that." "But the pain should go away." "I'd wish for another government." "And for me and my boyfriend to move in together." "And the third wish...for me no fear the future." "Chapter 6." "America is an example par excellence." "A land without culture." "Dumb like a bag of nuts." "All of them." "In that scenario when everyone in Europe was pointing at the Austrian madness" "America joined in and condemned Austria." "This is really hard to imagine!" "The most powerful nation of the world!" "Dumb like a bag of nuts!" "... isn't even able to elect their president!" "They can't even count!" "They are culturally weak!" "The president doesn't even know the names of the capitals he's going to visit." "As a president he has to travel the world." "He's simply a dumb man!" " a dumb man!" "And they want to be in charge!" " And he's the one who's got the key to the red button!" "Which he can push to trigger the nuclear bomb!" " Sure!" "They're like: "Let's bomb over there!"" "That is the one who's got the key and can push the button!" "And the one who is studiously signing death sentences!" "That's all he has to do!" "Sign death sentences all day long!" " In Austria we don't have the death sentence!" " He must suffer from tendonitis signing death sentences!" "And they want to point the finger at Austria:" ""They are Nazis!"" "And why?" "America is governed politically and economically mainly by Jews." "No doubt." " And they still seek revenge..." " Certainly." "They bear hatred toward us." "Yet most Jews were killed in wars..." " That's ancient history;" "But they don't care!" "Revenge!" "Revenge!" "Revenge!" "Whenever they have the chance." "We are threatened from all sides." "The Muslim poses a real threat!" "Since he has his own religion!" "For him everything is ruled by the Koran." "And the women have to subordinate themselves." "Everyone nowadays wants multi-cultural-relationships." "But this just doesn't work." "It can't possibly work for us." "It doesn't even work out for them in their state." "Much less so for us." "Another problem is that Austria's still supporting them!" "Their behaviour isn't taken into account at all!" ""Don't do them any harm!" "Be nice and friendly"" ""If you are nice to them they'll be nice to you!"" "But no one ever told THEM, neither the Green nor the Socialist Parties to make the first move." "Since this is our home country it's not us having to adjust ourselves." "They are indeed welcome if they behave themselves." "If they don't behave themselves - then we do have a problem." "The problem we are facing is them forcing their religion and lifestyle on us." " That is not acceptable!" " I just don't want to think like those women." "Many of the immigrants;" "Indians, Chinese they keep quiet, behave normally." "Nobody has any problem with these." "They are decent people, want to work - no problem." "But those who simply come here to take advantage of social benefits" "We have a lot of problems with our healthcare system because of those." "They have themselves cured by us!" "The consume the money of the taxpayers and don't pay anything but a pittence." "One is insured, eight have to be supported by the insurance." "But the whole system has to be paid." "By whom?" "By the Austrian." "I remember when i was 20 years old I had never heard of the problem of foreigners." "I knew a foreigner at school his name was X. But he was just a normal guy." "But now there are many more, and today we've reached a million" "Have a look around the 16th district you'll find yourself encircled!" "Let me tell you something:" "They'll knock down the churches and build mosques instead!" "Already we have build 4 mosques with our tax money!" "Just you wait until they have their own party sitting in parlament - that's when the fun's going to start!" "This is when we'll have no more say in anything." "We'll have to escape from our own homeland!" "Don't let it get to that point!" "Do you know what is going to happen then?" "We'll have a civil war!" "Hopefully one day people will get the courage to stand up and say: "That's enough!"" "A policeman just has to look at one the wrong way - he faces disciplinary action immediately." "Remember the case of X Y?" "(who obviously died during his deportation) They had him autopsied three times!" "Our doctor said he died of a heat attack." "Some Bulgarian doctor blames us with his death!" "What is true?" "They readily put the blame on us, on our country!" "Why did they have to gag him?" " Because he bit them!" "Would you as a policeman like to be bitten?" "In America they would just put a bag over his head." "He would suffocate either way." "They treated him quite humanely still!" "Me as a policeman, if he bit me?" "!" "I'd beat the teeth out of his mouth with my truncheon." "He wouldn't be able to bite anymore but he could still suck on my arm!" "In psychiatry they just give 'em an injection if they behave aggressively and tie them to the bed." "So why should someone who has to deport a foreigner " "And consider the costs that will come of it!" "You've got to appoint two policeman, book a flight" "And they don't even want to fly ." "The normal passengers are affected by the sight of the deportation." "I certainly wouldn't like to be attacked by some madman on my holiday flight." "There must have been a good reason why they gagged him." "We don't gag anyone if he behaves normally and peacefully sits in bondage." "He must have been guilty of something else they wouldn't have deported him." "They train these people, they know what they can expect in Germany." "Swallow drugs." "Avoid medical examination." "Everyone is at his place" "They've got it all organized!" "I wouldn't play their game!" "It takes too much time to wait until he shits out the balloons." "I'd let him die a miserable death." "These balloons will burst if they stay too long in the body." "I'd put him in a cell for three weeks until all of the balloons have burst and he's "Good-Bye"." "I woudn't play their game." "Wait until he's finished toilet." "Call a doctor who can handle things." "Imagine someone dies of a ruptured appendix because the doctor is occupied treating some drug-smuggling nigger!" "This will also reduce deportation-prisoners!" " All of this costs alot!" "We've got enough of our own criminals!" "We don't need to import anymore of them." "We are not the only ones to have these problems." "The same happens in Germany, Switzerland..." "in any civilised country in Europe..." "I don't care about Germany." "I care about my own country." "And I won't watch it being destroyed!" "But we can't win the fight as lone fighters!" "We need others to support us in preserving our homeland." "Otherwise we won't have a chance!" "Now it's one million of them some years later it's two million some more years later it's four million and we will end up being the minority in our own country." "This is when things will fall apart." "I wouldn't like to be around then." "Consider our friends who are even tougher Nazis...or... or are even more ready to take measures against the foreigners, but they are afraid to speak up just the same." "I know people who would just beat them out of their area." "But they aren't allowed to do so and they don't dare to do so." "I read about bombs that can penetrate mountains and find their way around corners." "I cannot imagine the superpower USA not having the means to exhaustively wipe out this dangerous militant Muslim state." "Unfortunately, I believe we really should raze this country to the ground." "They will never find their leaders, who chuckle about us in their hideout!" "If you cannot chase them down at the exact spot then you have to wipe out the whole area starting from the sea and continuing towards the mountains." "I won't be done with it until I've wiped them out completely." "I don't think they can permit themselves this." "It might be too massive, too terrible." "They don't do act thoroughly enough." ""Thoroughly" that is word with a history in some wars." "The Americans don't do it thoroughly anymore." "Consider the anthrax-bacteria!" "Not a single institution is safe from an anthrax-attack, neither the post-offices, the pentagon, the military, none." "The superpower USA with all their technology, cannot prevent this from happening." "What do we learn from that?" "Islam, especially radical Islamism poses a great danger..." " we have to defend ourselves, everyone." "...everyone has to watch over the area within his reach!" "Act!" "Watch out!" "Control!" " don't let things happen!" " Just the way it was in former days!" "Observe!" "Observe!" "Watch him!" "What's he about?" "Report him!" "If everyone in the whole western world would watch over his reach,his area, his region and report any suspects to the authorities." "We would have far less problems." "The authorities would have a lot of work." "They would have to check on more people." "But evil would have much less of a chance!" "The world is full of beauty and full of wealth." "But life isn't the same for all." "Wild confusion, it's all in a jumble." "Yet the earth remains a sphere." "Every man works, and every man strives." "But many have lived in vain." "Of what use is thinking?" "All there is is the end." "It always runs its course" "If God doesn't wish it, it's all in vain." "Turn around, smile." "Don't say nothing now!" "The way it has always been will stay forever." "Merry go round!" "If God doesn't want it, it's all in vain" "Don't get mad don't get nervous." "Don't say nothing now." "Don't run around in panic" "The Lord always knows why." "Subtitles by Jook."