"[Rattling and whirring]" "[Noise stops]" "[Lively electronic music]" "# #" "[wind blowing]" "[Jet engine whooshing]" "Hey." "Hey, Linda." "Come here." "Come outside." "[Jet engine whooshing]" "I wonder what Tokyo looks like from up there." "I don't." "Why not?" "I'd be scared." "Scared of what?" "Dying, I guess." "Falling into the void." "They say you fly when you die." "It's fucking cold." "Hey, check out this book Alex gave me." "It's, like, the, uh, Tibetan bible." "Alex the junkie?" "It's all about what happens after you die." "Look." "Hmm..." "So you're gonna become all Buddhist on me, huh?" "No." "You know they're all the same, the fucking Catholics, the Jews..." "Just a bunch of sects out to get their hands on your money." "Alex is gonna make you a junkie, and then..." "He's just..." "He's gonna make you a fucking Buddhist." "No, he's just a friend." "I'm not gonna become a Buddhist." "Alex is a fucking junkie." "He's not your friend." "Come on." "He's not your friend." "I gotta go." "Hey." "I'll see you later?" "See you." "[Thinking] Lock the door." "Just lock the door." "Okay, good." "Why did she say I'm a junkie?" "I know I'm not a junkie." "I know who I am." "I know I'm not a junkie." "She's my sister, but sometimes she doesn't know who I am." "[Footsteps pounding]" "[People yelling in the distance]" "There you go." "This is the good stuff." "Why else would Bruno give this to me?" "He probably wants a blow job." "That's disgusting." "Who do they think I am, anyways?" "I know I'm not a junkie." "[Sighs]" "[Inhaling]" "Easy..." "[Inhaling]" "[Inhaling]" "This stuff doesn't taste good." "His drugs taste like shit." "Wow..." "It's already kicking in." "This is it." "It started." "Oh, God..." "This is the best." "What if you faint?" "I'm not gonna faint." "Just calm down." "You've done this before." "You love this." "[Distorted sounds and music]" "Wow." "[Hissing and rattling noises]" "[Exhales]" "[Distorted music and voices]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Rushing noises]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Distorted sounds and voices]" "[Rattling and hissing]" "[Faint haunting music]" "[Distorted engine noises]" "[Faint distorted voices]" "[Whirring and screeching noises]" "[Whirring noises, distorted voices]" "[Rhythmic whooshing noises]" "[Noises build and fade]" "[Gurgling noises]" "[Phone ringing]" "[Phone vibrating and ringing]" "Mmm..." "Hello?" "Oscar, it's Victor." "Mmm..." "Hey, I've been looking for you." "Uh, can you bring me my stuff?" "Can't you come and get it?" "No, I need you to bring it to me." "Oh..." "Okay, where are you?" "I'm at The Void." "You know, I'm really sorry about yesterday." "I'll wait here." "Actually..." "Actually, I'd rather..." "Don't be long." "Mmm... hello?" "[Phone clicks]" "Hello?" "Oh, come on." "Oh, fuck." "[Sighs]" "Oh..." "Wake up." "Get ahold of yourself." "Oh, God, what's that?" "[Distorted whirring sounds]" "Wake up." "Come back to yourself." "The balcony..." "Walk away from there." "Keep your eyes open." "My head is throbbing, though." "Oh, you look like shit." "Some water..." "Water, splash water." "Fresh tap water from some natural place to here." "Nice, clean tap water will help." "[Exhales]" "That's perfect." "Back to normal." "[Sniffs]" "Look at your pupils." "Look at your eyes." "They look different." "[Doorbell buzzes]" "Oh, shit." "Is it the neighbors?" "Did they hear me?" "Did I scream?" "Maybe I did." "[Doorbell buzzes]" "Just calm down." "[Buzzes louder]" "Alex." "Hold on." "Hey, Oscar." "You all right?" "Oh, what's going on, man?" "How are you doing?" "Nothing much." "Doing pretty good, pretty good." "[Sniffs]" "I think I need a shower." "No, the balcony..." "Don't go to the balcony." "Stay away from the balcony." "Hey, have you read the book?" " The book?" " Yeah." "Ah, The Book of the Dead?" " Yeah." " Yeah." "I haven't actually finished reading the whole thing, but it's pretty good." "It's a wild book." "I'm glad you like it." "Do you mind if I keep it so I can finish it?" "No, I don't mind." "Oh, thanks." "Thanks, thanks." "You okay?" "Yeah... well..." "I bumped into your sister." "Yeah?" "Yeah." "She was with that cunt Mario." "I fucking hate that guy." "I can't believe she's going out with him, you know?" "Oh, if she ever gets pregnant," "I'll kill the baby." "I swear to God." "Hey, look, anyway, do you mind if we go and see her tonight?" "I'd really like to see her." "Yeah, sure." "First, though, we have to stop by The Void." "I have some stuff for Victor." "You want to come?" " The Void?" " Yeah." "Well, I don't like that place, but I'll follow you, and we go and see your sister?" "Oh, yeah." "Let's go." "Great." "Can I grab some water?" "Yeah, sure." "Water." "You're not taking everything, are you?" "No, only his share." "Man, that's a lot of gear." "Yeah." "Shit, that's fucking dangerous, you know?" "You should let him come and fucking pick it up himself." "No, he won't come by here anymore after what happened with his mother." "What?" "He found out?" "Yeah." "How did he find out?" "I don't want to talk about it." "All right." "You don't mind if I take your water?" " No, bring it." " All right." "[Coughs]" "The streets are really empty." "Is it a holiday today?" "Hey, what's wrong with you?" "[Tires squealing, train rattling]" "[Door bangs shut]" "You're tripping, man." "Yeah." "Yeah, you can tell?" "Yeah, you look really fucked up." "I popped some... some tabs this morning and just took a hit of DMT before you came, actually." "Shit." "Looks like you had a good day." "Yeah, and the day isn't over either." "Hey." "Do you think Bruno has anything stronger than DMT?" "Come on, you're gonna fry your brain, man." "You should finish The Book of the Dead." "That'd be a lot better." "You can wait until you die, then you'll get your big trip." "That book is still confusing to me." "How would you explain it?" "Um... it's a little bit hard to explain, so basically, when you die, your spirit leaves your body." "Actually, at first, you can see all your life, like, reflected in a magic mirror." "And then you start floating like a ghost, and you can see anything that's happening around you." "You can hear everything, but you can't communicate with the world of the living." "And then you see these lights, all these different lights of all different colors." "These lights are the doors that pull you into higher planes of existence." "But most people, they actually... they actually like this world so much that they don't want to be taken away." "So that's when the whole thing turns into a bad trip." "The only way out is to get reincarnated." "[Thumping club music]" "Does it make any sense?" "Yeah, I guess so." "I don't know." "What's the bad trip?" "Well, the bad trip is, you get all these nightmares, you know?" "You go, like, real crazy." "All your fears become reality, and it scares the shit out of you." "It's, like, what's left of your mind has to be on top of everything, right?" "At that point, you wish you never died." "Then some darker yellow lights appear to you." "They represent all these couples making love." "And then the light comes out from their bellies, and if you get closer, they give you a vision of a possible future life, and you choose the life that suits you the best, you know?" "End up in a womb, and you're reincarnated, end of story." "And basically, you do this forever and ever until you manage to break the circle." "You follow me?" "So you mean we are stuck in this world for all of eternity?" "You mean there's nothing better out there?" "[Chuckles]" "Hey, you know what?" "I can't wait to see your sister." "She looks really beautiful, man, you know?" "I know, but she's still my sister, okay?" "I know, I know, I know." "I'm just saying, you know, I'm not blind." "I mean, what can I say?" "She's gorgeous." "Fuck off." "[Horn honking]" "Fucking taxis." "Well, you should look after her, you know?" "What are you talking about?" "You're turning into a dealer." "I'm not turning into a dealer." "Yes, you are." "What are we gonna do tonight, you know?" "You know, look at what your sister is doing, you know?" "She's trying to stop you from doing that." "What are you, schizophrenic?" "You're the one who introduced me to your provider." "Ah, come on." "No, honestly, you should try to get a job, you know?" "[Man shouting in Japanese over loudspeaker]" "I don't know." "I mean, you know, you're a smart guy, you know?" "You could DJ and... maybe ask the club, like, to give you a job part-time, like bartending." "It's really fucking easy." "I did it." "It's a piece of cake, you know?" "Especially in Tokyo, I mean." "You're a foreigner." "You're good-looking." "[Chuckles]" "You know, there's a big difference between taking psychedelics and being a dealer, you know?" "I said I'm not a dealer." "Man, you're a dealer, and you're a motherfucker, man." "I can't believe you're fucking that old bitch, you know?" "You're in Tokyo." "There's a lot of fucking cute chicks everywhere, and you're fucking some old bitch." "And she's a foreigner as well." "At least, if you're fucking a Japanese old bitch, you know?" "She fucked me." "Anyway..." "Oh, man." "Look at that." "Cops." "Fuck." "Hey, um... [sighs]" "I want to dump my bottle." "Be back in a sec." "Have you ever heard of datura?" "No." "It's crazy shit." "Why?" "What's datura?" "Is it a mushroom?" "Yeah, it's..." "it's a plant that, um, that takes you somewhere, you know?" "Pretty freaky." "What's it... what's it like?" "I mean, what's a trip like on datura?" "Uh..." "like..." "You don't even know you're fucking tripping, you know?" "You'd be on the floor." "You'd be talking to every-fucking-body, but you realize two weeks later that you... you was not talking to anybody, you know what?" "I mean, I took it." "I saw that chick, man." "She was gorgeous!" "L... hang on a sec." "Hang on." "Yeah?" "She was fucking gorgeous." "I really fucking like her, right?" " [Chuckles]" " And I tried to kiss her." "I'd been talking for 30 minutes." "Tried to kiss her." "She fucking disappeared." "She had never existed." " Hmm." " Look, Oscar..." "I don't want to see you doing that shit with Victor, all right, so I'll wait for you." "I'll just grab some food, and I'll see you in a minute." " Okay." " All right." "I'll catch you in a minute, man." "Okay, see you later." "Linda's right." "Alex is more of a junkie than me." "[Rhythmic club music]" "I hope Victor is here already." "I don't want to wait for him." "Hey." "I brought your stuff." "I'm sorry." "What?" "[Crying] I'm sorry." "[Men yelling in Japanese]" "Oh, shit." "[Panting]" "[Police yelling in Japanese, banging on door]" "[Chain clanking]" "Come on!" "What are you doing?" "I'm gonna call my embassy!" "[Police continue yelling and banging on door]" "Hold on!" "Hold on a minute!" "I'm coming out!" "[Chain clanking]" "Oh, shit." "Open up!" "Open the door!" "I have a gun!" "I have a gun!" "I'm gonna shoot!" "[Police speaking Japanese]" "If you don't leave, I'll shoot!" "What do you want me to do... [gunshot]" "[Gasps]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Drain gurgling]" "They shot me." "I can't die now." "They shot me." "Did they kill me?" "Did they shoot me?" "[Muffled banging on door]" "I don't want to die like this." "Not right now." "I have a sister." "That's blood on my hands." "They're gonna test my blood." "They'll find me positive." "They're gonna put me in prison." "It's the police, isn't it?" "They'll rape me." "No." "I didn't do anything wrong." "[Heartbeat slowing]" "I can't feel my arms." "This isn't happening." "I'm just tripping." "Tripping, that's what it is." "It's the DMT." "No, I'm still alive." "I'm dying." "Am I dead?" "None of this is real." "What'll happen to her?" "Linda, little sister." "Please, help me." "I need your help." "[Whispering indistinctly]" "I don't want to die." "I don't want to die like this." "I don't want to die." "[Heartbeat slows]" "[Heartbeat stops]" "[Faint whirring sounds]" "[Faint whooshing]" "[Warbling ringing]" "[Loud ringing, distorted sounds]" "[Ringing continues]" "[Warbling tones, distorted sounds]" "[Noises fading]" "[Muffled thump]" "[Faint whooshing]" "[Faintly] No!" "[Louder] No, no!" "[Screaming and crying]" "Help me!" "[Screaming]" "[Police yelling]" "[Victor screaming]" "[Screaming fades]" "[Men speaking Japanese]" "What's happening?" "An accident." "Accident, accident?" "What accident?" "[Victor screaming]" "What, Victor?" "Victor!" "What happened to Oscar?" "They shot him!" "They killed him!" "Fuck!" "Get the fuck off me!" "[People yelling]" "[Whistle blowing]" "[Distorted yelling and whooshing]" "[Panting]" "No, no, no, no, stay." "Private, private." "[Dance music thumping]" "[Neon sign buzzing]" "[Thumping music]" "# #" "[music continues in distance]" "[One person clapping slowly]" "[Moaning]" "[Sighs]" "[Cell phone ringing]" "Oh, wait." "Oh." "I have to get that." "[Phone continues ringing]" "[Both panting and moaning]" "[Laughs]" "[Moaning continues]" "[Phone ringing again]" "[Muffled rushing noises]" "Linda..." "The cops shot your brother at The Void." "He was bringing some shit to Victor, and I don't know what happened." "I heard a shot." "And Victor said they killed him." "You should run... [distorted whooshing]" "[Music thumping]" "[Moans]" "[Cell phone beeps]" "So who was that?" "Does it matter?" "[Buckle clicking]" "[Music continues thumping faintly]" "[Sighs]" "[Grunting and panting]" "[Moaning and panting]" "[Muffled, distorted voices]" "[Moaning]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Panting and moaning]" "Oh, God... [heartbeat pounding]" "[Grunting]" "[Kissing]" "[Doorknob rattling]" "[Knock on door]" "Mario?" "Mario!" "Huh?" "[Both speaking Japanese]" "What the hell are you doing?" "[Chuckles]" "[Knock on door]" "[Grunts, mutters]" "[Sighing]" "[Muffled voices]" "Go on." "[Automated voice on cell phone]" "The cops shot your brother at The Void." "He was bringing some shit to Victor, and I don't know what happened." "I heard a shot." "[Whimpers]" "And Victor said they killed him." "You should run there and find out." "Sorry, I was outside." "I can't tell you more." "The cops are after me now." "I'll call you back." "[Sobbing]" "[Wails]" "[Younger Linda crying]" "[Crying blends]" "[Younger Linda] And if you die?" "What's gonna happen to us?" "What will happen to us?" "Will we ever see each other again?" "[Indistinct voices]" "[Distorted whirring and screeching]" "You promised me we'll always be together, forever and ever." "[Young Linda sobbing]" "[Screaming and sobbing]" "# When the bough breaks #" "# The cradle will fall #" "# Down will come Linda #" "# Cradle and all #" "[water gurgling]" "Hey." "Hey." "Oscar." "[Laughing]" "Ohh!" "Oscar, do you love me?" "Yes." "How much?" "A lot." "What's a lot?" "[Lullaby music playing softly]" "# #" "[truck horn blares, loud crash]" "[Sirens wailing faintly]" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "[Crying]" "Mommy... [sobbing]" "[Sirens continue wailing]" "Do you remember that pact we made?" "Kind of." "We promised to never leave each other." "Never ever?" "Never ever." "You swear?" "I swear." "And if you die?" "I'll come back." "This is a blood pact." "[Cries softly]" "Now we'll always be together." "# Rock-a-bye, baby #" "# In the treetop #" "# When the wind blows #" "# The cradle will rock #" "# When the bough breaks #" "# The cradle will fall #" "# Down will come Linda #" "# Cradle and all #" "Stop it!" "I'm not letting you take..." "Oscar!" "[Continues yelling]" "Oscar, don't let them take me!" "You promised me!" "Oscar, you promised me!" "No, no!" "No!" "No, no, no, no!" "[Elevator door slams]" "Then she was sent to a foster home, and I was sent to a different one, and life became like a nightmare." "Well, you should take her to Tokyo." "I miss her so much." "She's younger, and she's still in school." "Come meet my flatmate." "Oscar." " Hey." " Hey." "Check it out." "What?" "Holy shit." "No way." "Oh, wow." "Pretty cool, eh?" "Yeah, that's actually pretty insane." "It's like Tokyo on acid." "And this is the plane that bring your sister." "Trust me." "I really want to." "It's just money, man." "Money, money, money that I don't have." "Money, money, money." "You can make money." "Be smart." "Rob a bank." "[Chuckles] Yeah." "Yeah, that's, like, the hardest thing I can think of." "I'd rather be a drug dealer." "No, man, that's fucking dangerous, you know?" "Shitty job." "Good drugs are nice, yeah, but, uh, you can make a lot of money, but you can go, like, really deep into the shit, you know?" "You can end up in prison." "My mom was saying, when she was young, to make money, she was a go-go dancer." "Really?" "Yeah." "She's an amazing woman." "You should..." "you should come and meet her." " Yeah." " Come out for dinner." "Like, come meet my parents." "When I met her, she was a go-go dancer in Tokyo." "Yeah, I went down to the club a few times, got a disease." "Anyway..." "It's just a story." "Tell us about you." "Uh, um..." "Are your parents here in Tokyo?" "No, no, my parents passed away a long time ago." "What happened?" "If you want, I can find the money to lend you." "How about it?" "You don't have a lot of friends in Tokyo, right?" "And Victor?" "What about Victor?" "Nobody knows I'm here, right?" "Nobody." "[Distorted electronic music]" "# # [moaning]" "# #" "Hey, it's beautiful." "You know what it reminds me?" "What?" "Smoking." "It reminds me of sucking on my mother's nipples." "The best feeling in my life." "Yeah... freak." "When is this acid gonna be hitting me?" "Whoa." "You know, the good thing about LSD, if you can manage to overcome your fears, you can take your hallucinations wherever you want." "# #" "Hey, Mom, what happens if you die?" "I'll be with you forever." "I will always watch you." "I will watch you from the sky." "You promise?" "I promise." "You love Daddy more than you love me?" "No, I love you both, but it's a different love, a very different love." "Why?" "Why?" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "[Loud moaning]" "[Woman moaning]" "[Thumping club music]" "# #" "Hey." "Hey." "Daijoubu?" "Daijoubu?" "Do you remember me?" " No, no, no." " No?" "You were all here last week." "You guys remember, like..." "Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait." "Bye, now." "Bye." "[Music thumping]" "[Music continues faintly]" "Hey, do you take drugs?" "Drugs?" "Yeah, do you take drugs?" "No." "Never once have you taken drugs?" " Never once." " Never once?" "Never once." "But I like alcohol." "Yeah, so you like alcohol, then you like drugs." "It's, like, one step, then the next step." "One step?" "Yeah..." " Excuse me, David?" " Yeah, what you want?" "[Money rustling]" "What?" "Some of my friends said I could come by here and get some stuff to party with." " Mm-hmm." "Who is that?" "Who's your friend?" "It doesn't matter." "What do you have?" "Well, it does matter." "Who is that, your friend?" " Gaspar." " All right." "Okay, what do you want?" "Coke or X?" "How much is coke?" "10 gram for $60." "Okay, yeah, that's good." "Are you sure?" "Here, take it." "Just... [sniffs]" "There you go, yeah." "[Music thumping]" "[Moans]" "[Music continues]" "[Music swells]" "# #" "How strong are they?" "Be careful." "They're really trippy." "[Music thumping]" "[Music fades]" "Hey, guess what." "What?" "I finally found an apartment." "That's great." "I have a job now." "Hey, and I have enough money for your ticket." "Are you kidding?" "Isn't it exciting?" "Oh, my God!" "Well, well, how'd you make enough money to buy me a ticket?" "That's crazy." "Hey, I told you, I have a job." "Wow..." "Oscar, I love you." "Start packing, okay?" "What?" "Um, nothing." "So, um, so what are we getting?" "Um, "E"s and acid, and I think I can get some DMT too." "Oh, nice." "Can I come with you?" "[Chuckles] Not a chance." "The guy's so paranoid." "Do you have the money, though?" "Here." "The drug guy, he's a dirty bastard, you know?" "Yeah, he likes boys." "Who is this?" "Bruno, the guy that gave me drugs." "Don't even take a drink." "If he gives you... you go there on your own and you take a drink, you might wake up two days later with his shit on your mouth, you know?" "[Elevator clangs]" "Or your own shit, you know?" "Actually, I'll introduce him to you today, but I won't come back with you, so you should be careful." "You know what his new trick is?" "He can't even be turned on by fucking now, so what he does is..." "Hey." "I'm not gonna jump from here, am I?" "Hey, when some new guy gives him a blow job, yeah, he sticks his finger inside his own ass, and then he wipes his finger on the back of their head so they walk around with his shit on their hair." "That's the guy I was telling you about." "Hey, you look just like me." "What's your name?" "Oscar." "So what do you want?" "Do you have any LSD?" "Let's have a look." "Cool." "Hey, Oscar, check this." "What happened to him?" "Poor baby." "Screaming for his mom all night." "Yeah, this is what I'm looking for." "Cheers, mate." "[Inhales]" "[Sniffles]" "Nice." "Good shit." "Hey." "Uh, do you have any DMT?" "DMT?" "I might have a little bit left." "You ever tried GHB?" "It's funny, you know." "DMT only lasts for six minutes, but it really seems like eternity." "It's the same chemical that your brain releases when you die." "It's a little bit like, um, dying would be the ultimate trip, you know?" "Hey." "Let's try this." "Be careful." "You see this tunnel?" "It leads to these huge gutters." "You know, all those bums are hiding there." "People go at night in those gutters." "What do you think?" "[Chuckles] It's fucking awesome." "Yeah?" "Imagine if, like, the walls were all clear and all your friends were inside, like, fucking and, like, massive melt into this massive orgy." "Oscar?" "Yeah?" "Come and check it out." "I've got something for you." "You should read that before you try DMT." "Tibetan Book of the Dead?" "I'm assuming it's about death." "Well, it tells you how your spirit comes out from your body after you die." "Have you had a out-of-body experience?" " Have you?" " Yeah." "Once as well." "What's it like?" "First, it fucking took me so long to get there, you know?" "I had to practice, slowing down my breathing, slowing down, slowing down and..." "It's like my mind is out, and I can see myself, you know, like, just above myself, right?" "[Automated voice on cell phone]" "I really freaked out because I..." "I would not be able to get back in my body." "Yeah, it's fucking crazy, you know?" "Yeah, that's cool, you know, but..." "Hey, it's me, again." "Hey, hey, hey, hey." "Check this out." "Check this out." "Hey, it's me, again." "It's me, Linda." "Your sister, is it?" "Don't forget:" "I'll be arriving at the airport Monday evening at 6:00 p." "M." "You will be there, won't you?" " Hey." " Oh." "Mmm." "I missed you so much." "Mmm." "[Both chuckling]" "[Bach's Air on the G string playing]" "# # [laughs]" "# # [roller coaster ratcheting]" "[Laughs]" "Look at that!" "Whoo!" "Whoo!" "[All screaming]" "[All screaming]" "# #" "[truck horn blares]" "[Screaming and crying]" "Mommy!" "Mommy!" "[Screams]" "[Jet engine whooshes]" "[Thunder rumbling]" "When you die and Grandpa dies, what will happen to us?" "You'll be taken care of, dear." "We promise, you'll be taken care of." "No!" "No!" "No!" "[Screaming]" "Oscar!" "Oscar!" "Oscar!" "Hey." "You know what?" "I dreamt again of the accident." "Yeah?" "Well... doesn't matter." "We're gonna be like a family from now on." "[Chuckles]" "Just you and me." "Do you want some more?" "Was it good?" "Hey." "It's for a club." "Want to go?" "[Pounding music]" "Wow." "# # [music grows louder]" "Hey, take this pill." "What is it?" "It's ecstasy." "I never did it before." "Just take it." "Is it dangerous?" "No, it's a drug." "Come on." "It's like a vitamin." "Okay." " You're gonna love it." " Yeah?" "Okay." "[Giggles]" "Whoo!" "# #" "Hey, Oscar, man." "Your sister, she's real fucking hot, you know?" "You got to take care of her." "Look at her, Oscar." "Come and dance with me." "Hey." "Come on!" "Hey." "Hey, hey." "[Laughs]" "She likes me." "# #" "All right, here's the deal." "You front me the money for the E." "I take the risk of scoring and selling the stuff, and we go for a 50-50 split." "It means we get all the profit." "Listen." "Wait, wait." "Who's your dealer?" "That's none of your business." "Oh, okay." "So how much do you need?" "[Music softens]" "Look, where were you?" "[Slurring] I was looking for you." "That guy got you way too drunk." "Where were you?" "Hey, guys." "Hey, seriously, let's go." "Come on!" "Mmm." "Watch the step." "Oh." "[Giggles]" "Let go of me." "Do you know that tomorrow is the anniversary of Mom and Dad's death?" "[Faint, distorted music]" "I'm having fun." "# #" "Wow." "This is like heaven." " Mm-hmm." "It's so beautiful." "# #" "I really feel so happy here with you." "I feel free." "I feel very, very free." "You promise me you'll never leave me?" "Of course." "We die together?" "We'll never die." " We'll never die?" " Never." " We're immortal?" " Yes." "We will never die." "Good." "[Chuckles]" "What?" "I missed you..." "I just missed you so... so much." "# #" "Have I grown?" "Of course." "I look like a woman now?" "Boo." "[Giggles]" "Do you believe in reincarnation?" "[Laughs]" "I don't have a mental age of five anymore." "[Chuckles]" "[Birds squawking in distance]" "Don't you want to find a real job?" "Fuck, no." "Everybody who has a job is just a slave." "If there's one important thing, though, it's... it's to have a goal." "Like, do you have a goal?" "I don't know." "You should have a goal." "Maybe have a big love affair." "You know?" "Hey, what did that guy want with you in the nightclub?" "He offered me a job." "Doing what?" "[Pounding electronic music]" "# #" "Hey." "You're Mario, right?" "Yeah." "Look, that's my sister." "Don't touch her, okay?" "Don't be a bad brother." "So how much do you want?" "Uh, 50 pills." "It's for me and my friend Victor..." "Look, man, I don't want to know your friend." "And I don't want him to know me, okay?" "Okay." "Hey, baby." "You like snakes?" "And don't look so nervous." "You're with friends here." "So you want any coke?" "Any ice?" "No." "Do you have any DMT?" "No." "Come here." "[Sniffing]" "What are you looking at?" "[Women giggling]" "You want to try some?" "Sure." "[Door opens]" "Get ready, you guys." "Oh, shit." "[Clicking tongue]" "What the fuck are you doing in here?" "It doesn't matter to you." "I'm not hurting anybody." "Shit." "Don't touch my stuff." "You're selling the drugs to my girls." "Fuck off." "Give it back." "Fuck!" "If I ever see you again here, I'm gonna kill you." "Out!" "[Music thumping]" "# # [music fades]" "[Door slams shut]" "[Faint voices and music from street]" "Do you know what Mom and Dad said?" "What?" "That they will bring us to Japan one day." "Can Doggy come?" "Yes." "[Faint, distorted music]" "# #" "[door clicks]" "What's up?" "Where the fuck were you?" "You didn't come home last night." "You didn't call me." "You could let me know the next time you get laid by that dick sucker." "If you mean Mario, I wasn't with him." "Mm." "What?" "Are you jealous?" "[Garbage can rattles]" "[Faint, thumping music]" "# #" " Oscar?" " Yes." "Who is this man?" "I'm his friend." "He's doing..." "He's trying to fuck me." "[Distorted music]" "# # [street noise and indistinct conversations]" " Bruno." " Hey, Oscar, my man." " How's it going?" " I'm glad you could make it." "Come on." "So I know you like MDMA, right?" "Sure." "You want to try some of this?" "Yeah." "I can just take it?" "Sure." "You can worry about the price later." "Straight from Amsterdam." "Real trippy shit, man." "Cool." "Thanks, man." "And I got what you wanted." "Got you a little DMT." "[Lighter clicking]" "Just light her up." "A bit longer, come on." "Real, real..." "go for it." "That's a boy." "Just you want to be careful, though." "You might... you might drop it, and you might fucking burn yourself." "So if you want, I can help you out next time." "I can hold it for you." "[Lighter clicks]" "[Inhaling]" " Hey." " Hey." "What are you doing here?" "I just came to see you." "You're fucking crazy." "Get off, get off." "Hello, Oscar." "How are you?" "Hey, I'm fine." "Hey, darling, do you want to see what's on TV?" " Mm-hmm, good." " Let's go." "Hey." "I brought your stuff." "Okay." "Let's go to your place." "I don't know why I'm paying you for this shit." "[Scoffs]" "[Sighs]" "Have you slept with my mother?" "What are you talking about?" "Have you fucked my mom?" "[Whispers] Hey." "Yeah." "Keep your fucking pills, you piece of shit!" "[Glass shatters] You piece of shit!" "You piece of fucking shit!" "Victor!" "[Groans]" "Victor." "Fuck." "Victor!" "Victor!" "Victor!" "[Police speaking Japanese]" "Victor!" "Victor, call me back." "[Phone ringing]" "Hello?" "Oscar, it's Suzy." "Um, Victor didn't come home last night." "Do you know where he is?" "No." "Well, will you call me if you hear from him, please?" "What'd you dream about, Oscar?" "Do you remember that pact we made?" "Mm... kind of." "We promised to never leave each other." "No matter what." "Never ever?" "Never ever." "[Sighs]" "I got into a fight with Victor last night." "You want to trip?" "Are you sick?" "[Bach's Air on the G String playing]" "# #" "[jet engine whooshing in distance]" "Linda?" "I wonder what Tokyo looks like from up there." "I don't." "Why not?" "I'd be scared." "Scared of what?" "Of dying." "# #" "[inhaling]" "[Phone ringing]" "[Ominous tones]" "Mmm..." "Hello?" "Oscar, it's Victor." "# #" "I have to bring this shit to Victor." "You want to come?" "Sure." "By the way, have you read The Book of the Dead?" "# #" "I'm sorry." "[Police yelling in Japanese]" "Open, police!" "[Yelling in Japanese and banging on door]" "[Chain clanking]" "[Gunshot]" "[Gasps]" "[Faint, distorted music]" "# #" "[faint, distorted voices]" "[Scrubbing noises]" "[Toilet flushes]" "[Distorted music]" "# #" "# #" "[speaking Japanese]" "# #" "[birds squawking in distance]" "[Rock-a-bye Baby playing slowly]" "# #" "[whimpers]" "[Muttering faintly]" "[Ominous music]" "# # [car alarm blaring]" "# #" "[gears ratcheting]" "[Metallic clanging and sliding]" "[Motor whirring]" "[Clanging]" "[Flames whooshing]" "# #" "[music intensifies]" "[Whooshing]" "[Flames crackling]" "Don't worry." "I'm burning his stash now." "Yeah, everything." "Gone." "They're fucking assholes." "First they said he had a gun, and now they won't even take a fucking autopsy." "I can't believe this is real." "Fuck." "[Distorted music]" "# #" " Mm-mm." "[Men speaking Japanese]" "The police are still here." "They are looking for Alex." "Mm-hmm." "[Men speaking Japanese]" "[Men speaking Japanese]" "# #" "You're Alex's friend, right?" "Tell us about him." "I'm asking you." "Say something." "I don't know anything." "Yes, you do." "Don't lie." "I can smell when people lie." "And if you can help us, we can help you out." "We can help you to get out of this situation." "If you don't, you go to jail." "Now, you don't want to go there." "So tell us about your friend Alex." "We know that he knows the main supplier." "Say something!" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "# #" "[flames crackling]" "[Coughing]" "[Coughs]" "[Whooshing]" "[Pounding electronic music]" "[Speaking Japanese]" "What did he say?" "They say, uh, Linda's brother had a friend who attacked the..." "one of the officers, and, uh, they want us to let them know any information." "[Speaking Japanese]" "# #" "[whooshing, faint voices]" "It's in Japanese." "I can't read it." "Come on." "I can do it for you." "# #" "[toilet flushes]" "# #" "It's positive, isn't it?" "Huh?" "Yes, it's positive." "# # [music builds]" "# #" "[music blends with distorted sounds]" "# #" "[thumping electronic music]" "# #" "[distorted Air on the G String playing]" "# #" "[thumping music continues faintly]" "You all right?" "Oh, man." "You're sweating a lot." "So you mean I can't get any coke from you?" "No, I got rid of my entire stash." "How do I know Oscar didn't give my name to that slime bag Victor?" "[Whooshing and street sounds]" "It is your fault!" "Who made the call?" "I didn't call the fucking bastards." "You called them!" "Bitch!" "You called them!" "Get the fuck off me!" "Hey, we're a family here!" "Quit it!" "Stop it!" "So fucking ashamed of you." "You know my mother's a bitch!" "Don't talk to your mother like this!" "Oh, you idiot." "She fucked my best friend, and you think you can play man of the house?" "I still am the man of this house!" "You are not the man of this house." "Aah!" "Now get out!" "[Crying]" "Get out!" "Go fuck yourselves." "[Both arguing indistinctly]" "I fucking despise you!" "Fucking hate you!" "[Crying]" "[Hissing and rattling noises]" "[Flame hissing]" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "# #" "[sounds fade]" "[Instruments clattering and clicking]" "[Whooshing]" "[Thumping electronic music]" "Don't you see she's just using you?" "No." "That's not the point." "It's just that I like Linda." "She even want have a baby with me." "Hi." "Hey." "Hey, are you okay?" "[Whooshing]" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "# #" "[high-pitched drone]" "[Ominous music]" "# #" "[music intensifies]" "[Distorted sounds]" "[Distorted music]" "[Whooshing]" "# #" "[model trains whirring]" "# #" "[whooshing]" "[Faint voices and street noise]" "No, man." "I'm not okay." "I'm in deep shit." "Look, can you do me a big favor?" "Can you go to my place and speak to my roommate?" "Yeah, I need some money." "Yeah, he knows where it is." "I need a jacket as well." "I'm freezing." "And don't call him." "You go to my place." "I'm sure the cops are tapping our phones." "Okay, okay, look, I'll call you later and give you a place for the meeting." "All right." "All right, ciao." "[Light fixture buzzing]" "[Whooshing]" "[Distorted noise and music]" "# #" "[thumping electronic music]" "# #" "Mario was just a good fuck." "Hmm." "I should have listened to my brother." "I should have been with Alex." "I really liked him." "Hmm." "Actually, he contacted us, you know?" "What did he say?" "He's okay." "That's all we can say." "[Whooshing]" "[Faint voices and distorted music]" "# #" "[siren wailing in distance]" "[Dogs barking]" "# #" "[distorted rock music]" "# # [gasping]" "[Moaning]" "[Shrieks]" "[Laughs]" "[Giggles]" "# #" "[distorted music and sounds]" "[Music and sounds intensify]" "[Reverberating tones]" "[Whooshing]" "[Ominous music]" "# #" "Why did you bring me here?" "The manager isn't happy with your dance." "We can't keep you anymore." "[Crying] But what am I gonna do?" "I am not your daddy." "But I could take care of you." "Are you listening?" "I would have already committed suicide if I didn't have this sensation that Oscar is somewhere around me." "I wish he could come back to life." "Stop hurting yourself." "I know it's hard to admit, but dead is dead." "[Whooshing]" "Please let us know if he gets his speech back." "[Engine turns over]" "That thing is not my brother." "He's obviously not like he was." "That thing is fucking disgusting." "Shut up." "So have you two decided where we're going?" "Have you two decided where the fuck we're going?" "No." "There's no way I could put up with him." "[Sighs]" "Aah!" "Don't fucking touch me!" "[Speaking Japanese]" "Let's get the fuck out of here." "Hey, wake up." "Hey." "Hey, wake." "Hey." "[Faint distorted music]" "# #" "[scraping]" "[Flames crackling]" "They burnt you, didn't they?" "They burnt you, didn't they?" "They torched you." "They torched you." "Come on." "Think about it." "Close your eyes and think about it." "If you're lucky, you might find your ashes." "Go on, little cunt." "Go on." "Close your eyes." "Think about it." "Go on." "[Flames crackling]" "[Whooshing]" "Mario?" "What?" "I had another dream where my brother resuscitated from the morgue." "I find it creepy keeping his remains in that box." "What are you gonna do?" "That's your fucking brother." "Those remains are not my brother." "Do what you want." "Good-bye." "[Kissing sounds]" "[Whooshing]" "[Distorted music]" "# #" "[insects chirping]" "[Coughing]" "[Panting]" " Here you are." " Thank you, man." "Are you okay?" " Oh." " Shit." "Thanks." "You got cigarettes?" "Oh, yeah, yeah, I do." "Ah." "Oh." "[Lighter clicks]" "Hey, I'm gonna need some money." "Okay, I'll ask Linda to bring it to you." "She want to see you." " Yeah?" " Yeah." "Is she still with Mario?" "Yeah, I think." "Fuck." "[Faint music and street sounds]" "# #" "[doorbell buzzing]" "What do you want?" "I want to say sorry." "[Sobbing] I want to say sorry." "I'm sorry." "That's what you came here to say?" "That you're sorry?" "Yes." " Really?" " Yes." "Why don't you go make yourself useful and go kill yourself?" "Yeah." "Why don't you go and make yourself useful and fucking go kill yourself?" "No, you don't..." "you don't mean that." "I do." "You don't understand." "Uh, I..." "I mean... it's..." "It's partly my fault." "Listen." "For me and Oscar..." "Go fucking kill yourself." "No, you have to understand..." "You piece of shit!" "Yeah, but Oscar started dealing drugs because... because..." "because you... you were with all these sleazy people..." "Because it's me?" "Because it's my fucking fault?" "You piece of shit!" "Get the fuck out of here!" "I'm just saying that..." "I hate you!" "I hate you!" "Fuck you!" "Fuck you!" "[Crying]" "You piece of shit!" "It's my fault?" "Get the fuck out of my house!" "Fuck you!" "Fuck you!" "Fucking hate you, you piece of shit!" "It's my fault?" "My fault?" "Fuck you!" "Get the fuck out of my house!" "Get the fuck out my house!" "Fuck!" "Fuck!" "[Clattering]" "Fuck!" "[Crying]" "I want to fucking die." "Aah!" "Oh!" "Fuck!" "It's the fault of my brother and all his stupid fucking friends." "My life is fucked!" "My life is fucked!" "My life is fucked!" "[Glass shatters]" "Fuck!" "[Sobbing]" "Calm down." "Calm down." "[Wailing] I don't want to be here." "I don't want to be here with these fucking evil... evil fucking people!" "They're fucking evil." "[Sobbing]" "They're fucking evil." "They're fuck..." "they're fucking evil people." "[Choking sobs]" "I want to be alone." "I just want to be alone." "[Coughing]" "I just want to be alone." "All you people are evil!" "Fuck off." "[Crying] Fuck off." "I just want to die." "[Distorted music and faint street sounds]" "[Distorted music and street sounds]" "[Wind blowing]" "[Faint ominous music]" "# #" "[jet engine whooshing]" "[Baby crying]" "[Baby cooing]" "[Whispering] Oscar." "Calm down." "[Baby resumes crying]" "[Jet engine whooshing]" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "# #" "Hey." "Hey." "Good to see you." "Good to see you too." "How have you been?" "I've been better." "Me too." "[Kissing sound]" "I'm sorry about your brother." "It's okay." "Watch out!" "[Truck horn blares]" "[Younger Linda] No." "[Sobbing]" "No." "No, no!" "No!" "[Crying]" "Don't leave!" "Daddy, don't leave." "No!" "No!" "No, no!" "No!" "Mommy!" "[Wailing]" "No!" "[Screaming] No!" "No!" "No!" "No!" "[Crying and screaming]" "No!" "No!" "No!" "No, no!" "No, Mommy!" "No!" "[Voice fading] No!" "[Distorted sounds and whooshing]" "[Distorted voices and street sounds]" "[Distorted music]" "# #" "[distorted sounds and music continue]" "# #" "[music pulses and throbs]" "# #" "[woman moaning]" "# #" "[woman and man moaning]" "# #" "[woman moaning and gasping]" "[Thumping electronic music]" "[Woman gasping]" "[Woman moaning]" "[Both panting softly]" "[Woman gasping and moaning]" "[Woman panting]" "[Ominous music]" "# #" "# #" "[woman panting and moaning]" "[Man grunts]" "[Woman moaning]" "[Woman panting]" "# # [man and woman panting]" "[Man grunts]" "[Distorted music and street sounds]" "# #" "[woman gasps, echoing]" "[Woman gasps, echoing]" "Come." "[Sign buzzing]" "# #" "Linda." "[Moaning]" "[Moaning]" "[Moaning]" "[Moans]" "[Moans]" "[Panting]" "[Moaning and panting]" "[Moans]" "Come." "[Moaning]" "[Moaning and music fading]" "[Baby fussing]" "[Lullaby playing faintly]" "# #" "[ominous music]" "# # [lullaby music continues]" "# # [jet engine whooshing]" "[Ominous music]" "[Moaning]" "[Moaning]" "[Moans]" "Come." "Come inside me." "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Distorted sounds and music]" "# #" "# #" "# #" "# # [sounds stop]" "[Faint, rhythmic humming]" "[Faint, muffled sounds]" "[Woman moaning loudly]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Woman moaning quietly]" "[Faint gurgle]" "[Woman breathing calmly]" "[Heartbeat thumping]" "[Baby gurgling]" "[Heartbeats thumping]" "[Baby whimpering]" "[Snipping sound]" "[Baby crying loudly]" "[Crying continues]" "[Sounds stop]"