"Black Lucia" "Fansubbed 4 Cinemageddon" "I am writing this for you, only for you." "It is all that matters." "She had always been afraid of him." "It was that fear that made her make up her mind." "She could not resist it." "Mikaela!" "You are crazy." "You won´t make it." "Won´t make it, huh?" "You are absolutely crazy." "It´s getting old." "Think of something new." "I would like to see you do that." "Like that´s something special." "I was late on purpose to make it more exciting." "You are so late that we will almost miss the exam." "Are you afraid you won´t see your idol?" "He is not my idol." "Oh, you are a bit cranky today." "You need to wake up." "What the hell are you doing?" "Stop it." "Let go..." "let go!" "What´s wrong?" "Hey..." "I am all right." "Really?" "I´m fine." "You are always in such a hurry." "I know." "Do I have to choose one of these subjects?" "What would you like to write about, then?" "This." "Do you always have to be so difficult?" "I just want to impress you." "I read that book when I was in your age, but I didn't understand much." "But Max understands everything." "Can´t you just be quiet, Johan?" "What did I do wrong this time?" "You may choose whatever subject you like." "What´s important is that you write about something that concerns you." "Something that matters." "Here you are." ""It will be our secret", she said." ""You may not tell anyone."" "His smell was on her hands." "It was like it was contagious." "As if he had infected her." "She remembered how she had pretended to fight him the first time." "How she had tightened his necklace and felt how it broke." "He had taken hold of her wrists, pressed them down on the mattress- and fixed the restraint." "Mikaela!" "You looked like you were in another world during the exam." "What subject did you choose?" ""A summer memory"." "There was no such subject." "Did you write about Sartre?" "No." "I wrote "Being an outsider - a breakdown"." "It´s pathetic, isn´t it?" "I love to confirm the myth about me like that." "I had an erection for two hours." "It´s true." "Guess what..." "I made some great connections between French existentialism  and my night at the the docks in Hammarby last week." "But really, what did you write about?" "Mikaela, what did you write about?" "I wrote about a dream." "A nightmare?" "No, just a dream." "Boring." "Hello, Jocke!" "He seemed ok at first." "But then he said that he only  believes in love that can give birth to children." "That made me terrified." "Why?" "Then I´m condemned to eternal misery." "That´s right." "I knew Jocke would agree." "Don´t call me Jocke." "You should learn to like girls, then." "But Sandra, I do." "Stop..." "Just stop it!" "Do you even want me to tell your fortune?" "Yes, I do!" "You must tell me." "Jerker!" "Wait a moment." "Pour toi. (For you)" "These are your desires." "You want to be satisfied with whom you are and seek harmony." "Harmony is such a dull word." "You often doubt that people like you." "You don´t have to." "You are loved." "This is the final card." "It holds the answer to your question." "This means change." "And it means finding a new life." "You will see someone you haven´t noticed before." "Which card means "death", then?" "None." "I don´t do that." "Did you get an answer to your question?" "Yes." "I got an answer." "I know exactly what to do." "What can I do for you, Max?" "A caputchki caputchki please." "Any luck with that girl the other night?" "Girl?" "It was a boy." "What´s it like at your home now?" "It´s ok." "Dad is out of town so..." "And your mother?" "Every time he leaves, she thinks..." "What?" "What are you talking about?" "The girls have secrets." "Are you leaving?" "Bye." "He didn´t even say good bye." "Mother?" "No, no..." "Not yet." "Christmas or birthday gift?" "Do you want Christmas gifts to?" "It smells really good." "Yes." "I got the idea that I should cook a proper dinner." "It´s the French casserole, you know?" "You are staying at home, aren´t you?" "And wine too?" "Of course I got wine." "Has anything happened?" "Does something have to happen in order to have a good time?" "No, I don´t think I am good at cooking this dish anymore." "I like it." "I think something is missing." "But the wine is fantastic, isn´t it?" "If you have a good wine the food doesn´t have to be perfect." "And it helps you through the night." "What is that supposed to mean?" "Just that you will be able to sleep tonight." "Why do you say like that?" "Like what?" "As if the food only are an excuse." "I didn´t mean it like that." "What did you mean, then?" "Mikaela." "Hello?" "Don´t you want any more?" "I lost my appetite." "I´m sorry." "It´s not your fault." "Magnus phoned today." "He will be home earlier." "Why?" "Because I asked him to." "I told him I can´t stand it any longer." "Not knowing where and with who he is." "Who was it that called?" "I don´t know." "It was nobody there." "Hello." "What's wrong?" "I´m so mad with him." "I can´t stand him when he´s like that." "Who?" "Max!" "He doesn´t know what he´s doing." "Hi." "Are you here again?" "Come here." "Hello kitty." "It´s just as well I hand them out at once." "Otherwise there will be nothing done." "I had trouble grading some of your essays." "The front of the house I live in is being repaired." "There´s loud noises all time of day." "We´ll talk about some things that many of you get wrong." "For instance the difference between "give up" and "leave out"." "Mikaela, what grade did you get?" "What grade did he give you?" "Four out of five." "Four plus." "Johan, please form a sentence with the words "give up" in it." "I felt given up." "That´s a common mistake." "Almost everyone says that." "What comments did you get?" "... the writers tells their most secret thoughts." "What comments did he give you?" "May I read them?" "He gave me nothing." "What do you mean, "nothing"?" "What did you write about?" "Max, give it to me." "Take it." "Take it." "Give it to me." "What the hell..." "Give it back!" "Take it, take it." "Give me my essay." "Give it back!" "Open... open..." "OPEN!" "Joakim, open the door." "I have read it now." "Are you still mad at me?" "Why would I be?" "Your essay." "I want to apologize about that." "It doesn´t matter." "It was stupid of me." "Are you busy this afternoon?" "Yes, I have to study." "It´s just me." "Did you hear that sound?" "What sound?" "It was a shriek." "I heard nothing." "Here is your book." "It was in the corridor." "I was about to take it to the library." "I just came from there." "You study there a lot." "I have to, otherwise I will fall behind." "It seems like you are there every day." "Are you driving?" "Why are you living in the house while it´s being repaired?" "I refuse to move." "It is only the front." "I didn´t expect it to be so bad." "Do you mind if I smoke?" "No." "There." "I live there." "Damn!" "You should write more." "Thanks for the lift." "The cigarette between his lips." "His hands that turned the rear view mirror." "Second of August." "What?" "Yes." "Could you please tell him to call his wife?" "No..." "No, I can´t hear you!" "Yes..." "This is Mrs. Holm." "Mrs Holm." "Ask him to call me." "Home, yes..." "Holm!" "If an individual  with one extra male chromosome, XXX, is called "supermale"" " then maybe you can guess what XYY mean." "It´s Max." "He has always been "super female"." "And guys like you are impotent." "I guess you know a lot about that." "Why are you always so mean?" "How about stop bullying each other and try to learn something instead?" "Sandra, Mikaela..." "Please go get the chromosome models." "I don´t think Max is like everybody think he is." "I think I read him better than the rest of you." "Damn Spielman... sending us here without telling us where to look." "Don´t you think people can change?" "I don´t know." "Maybe." "Fuck." "You can never give a proper answer." "Ouch!" "What?" "I´m hurt." "Hold the hand high." "I will find some band-aid." "But there´s blood." "It´s blood everywhere." "But it´s not my blood." "I heard it yell." "Spielman wants to know where the hell you are." "Mikaela, what´s wrong?" "I used to like guys who are the quiet type." "Secretive..." "I thought I could figure out their secrets." "Then I realized that they are silent because they are so damn boring." "I will not be able to sleep tonight." "You are so sensitive, Sandra." "I can walk you home later." "Damn, that was great." "Beautiful..." "It was disgusting." "Something like that requires an esthetic mind." "Beautiful." "It was scary as hell, but all you can say is how beautiful it was?" "It was only a cat, Sandra." "An animal." "Have you no emotions?" "Who are you, really?" "What do you mean?" ""Who am I?"" "Do you have any emotions at all?" "I have emotions like everyone else." "That´s hard to tell." "And what would you like me to do?" "What do you want to know?" "Let´s talk about something else." "No." "Sandra..." "What do you want to know?" "I think it´s best if I leave." "Sandra..." "Can´t someone take her virginity so she´ll be at least a bit normal." "He let her hair out and wrapped it around his hand." "Then he pulled her head back." "He kissed her." "Mikaela..." "Excuse me." "Damn, you scared me." "Are you all right?" "Yes." "I was just getting this book." "Sometimes when I look at you, you seem to be somewhere else." "Look." "It is so simple." "With just a few lines he manages to capture the lightness of the body." "It´s only a sketch." "He made thousands of them." "It´s so beautiful on days like this." "Isn´t it your birthday soon?" "On Lucia Day." "What do you wish to get?" "Nothing." "I don´t like to celebrate my birthday." "I wanted to celebrate my birthday, but all everyone could think of was Saint Lucia and tinsel." "Nobody ever sang just for me." "I can sing for you." "*Singing a Lucia song*" "Not that one!" "*Sings a Swedish Happy Birthday song*" "Hello." "This is Mikaela." "My name is Birgitta." "I have heard about you." "Yes, she is my classmate." "You usually don´t talk about them." "Only about Mikaela..." "and someone else, I think." "We´ll be in my room." "I think Linda is in your room." "She is sleeping." "Why can´t she sleep in her own room?" "Are you hungry?" "I have some pie left from yesterday, and salami." "I´m not hungry." "Are you?" "No, I just ate." "Thanks anyway." "You know where it is." "Wow, she is really good." "Are they new?" "Yes..." "Please wait here." "I wish I could do something like this." "Mommy!" "Mommy, mommy!" "What is it this time?" "I am so fed up with this!" "She has broken all my stuff." "Have you seen what it´s like in there?" "Did you hit her?" "I kicked her in the head, why?" "Come on, we need to talk." "I don´t understand you anymore." "What don´t you understand?" "Why do you look at me like that?" "Don´t you understand that I´m worried?" "I´m worried about you." "Me?" "Go upstairs to the girl." "We´ll talk about this later." "Younger sisters..." "I didn´t know you had one." "She is my half-sister." "I call her "bread loaf"." "She looks like a loaf of bread." "Who is her father?" "His name is Frank." "He live here for some time." "It was a good time." "I liked him." "What happened?" "They didn´t get along any more." "My mom is a bit difficult." "So was my dad, apparently." "But I don´t remember him." "He had a sheet with a hole in it that he placed on my mother's head." "She gave him a blowjob through the hole." "What?" "It´s true." "He didn´t want to see her face." "Why are you telling me that?" "We are friends, right?" "Come, let me show you something." "I saw the eclipse of the moon really well with this." "Do you want to see?" "Wait, let me adjust it." "No, I can do it." "Like that." "I can´t see a thing." "Are you like that?" "What do you mean,"like that"?" "As you wrote in the essay?" "That was just fiction." "Hello!" "Girl, get up here!" ""You ask me whether to send me my books."" ""My dear, please spare me them."" ""I no longer want to be led, entertained, fired up"." ""My heart pound well enough on its own."" "Isn´t it strange that individuals can commit suicide after reading about it?" "What do you think about Werthers actions?" "Did he do the right thing?" "Why not?" "Committing suicide out of love is silly." "Why?" "It´s to over react." "What do you think, Mikaela?" "I think it´s beautiful." "Beautiful?" "I don´t know if Werther actions were right or wrong." "But being so much in love that it kills you is beautiful." "It's completely insane!" "You haven´t even read the book." "So?" "Are you not feeling well?" "Excuse me, I..." "What the hell are you looking at?" "Leave me alone." "Go away!" "Go away!" "He let her hair down and wrapped it around his hand." "He pulled her head back and kissed her." "Mikaela, what´s going on?" "Are you ill?" "You are late." "Have you already begun having Lucia and Christmas-parties?" "No, it´s nothing!" "Go to bed." "He had taken hold of her wrists, pressed them down on the mattress- and fixed the restraint." "The red hair band." "He puts it   around her neck." "She wants it." "That's how it has to be." "Oh, excuse me!" "Justine, just take care of the customers at the beginning." "Do you think I will manage?" "Yes, just be as perfect as always." "I like your hair like that." "Who is invited to your party?" "Everyone." "Even one of the teachers." "Mikaela!" "And Sandra?" "Have you invited her?" "I can talk to Sandra." "What will you do about her?" "What do you mean?" "You have to do something." "Do I have to?" "Damn it, Max!" "Hello?" "Did it fit?" "Yes, very nice, thank you." "But..." "I have to think about it." "Yes, of course." "Thank you." "Can I help you?" "Do you need assistance?" "What´s that smell?" "What smell?" "Mikaela, someone is here to see you." "Hello." "I wasn´t sure if you were awake." "You left suddenly today." "How did you know I was home?" "Shouldn't you offer him something to drink?" ""And the darkness slowly fell into the shadow of the sun."" ""The silence opened the five senses" "to the dire influence of the stars"" ""while the dusk slowly begun to pour down" "in the shadow of the sun as black snowflakes" "and paralyzed the nature."" ""But the darkness that the bir..."" ""But the darkness that the birds silence" "waited, only touching the ground with its wing"." ""to disappear in space."" ""And in the light everything got confused as before."" "That was beautiful..." "I wondered what was wrong with you today." "You seemed so strange." "I feel better now." "Do you feel like you know what´s going to happen?" "I got a feeling I would see you today." "I wish I could make things the way I want it to be." "Sometime I believe I can." "What´s going on in your head?" "I know I am weird." "May I...?" "*Dressed to celebrate Saint Lucia day, singing a Lucia-song*" "Give it rest, come on!" "What do you want?" "Don´t look, Mikaela." "Don´t look at it." "Come!" "Oh, that´s really gross!" "Not even with every bit of my sense of humor   can I see what´s funny about this." "We will NOT tolerate   any more abnormal pranks like this." "Mikaela, are you all right?" "That was all." "Go back to you classrooms." "Mikaela." "The headmaster wants to talk to you." "Don´t you have any idea who might have done this?" "Have you gotten into any fights lately?" "No." "Any trouble with your classmates?" "I have no trouble with them." "They are my friends." "Very well then..." "I hope you will tell me if anything more happens." "We can´t let this go on." "It´s true." "He did just as I wrote." "Even the red hair band." "Even that." "How long have you been doing this?" "I don´t know." "A while." "At first I just waited for him without seeing him at all." "Lately he has been going out." "Every time he brings someone home with him." "I couldn´t stand it." "That´s why I did it." "Did what?" "That´s why I made up that he killed her." "I wanted it to happen." "I wrote it just like that." "He did everything right." "I can´t at all believe this has happened." "You have just imagined it all." "May I sleep here tonight?" "I didn´t know you make drawings." "I don´t." "They are old." "Why do you tear them up?" "I don´t, "Bread loaf" does." "She also destroys my guitar." "You can sleep in here." "I will sleep on the sofa in the other room." "Hold me." "I want you to hold me." "What did you do?" "I went to the bathroom." "I like your drawings." "How are you?" "Better." "It´s strange how things turn out." "Do you like me?" "I wish there is a way to find out." "If she is dead, what has he done with the body." "I don´t believe it any more." "You don't?" "I only saw a few seconds." "I must have imagined it." "I saw something and filled in the blanks." "Like one do." "Hello." "Hello." "Are you invited to the party?" "Yes, aren´t you?" "Everyone but me has got personal invites." "That must be a mistake." "Didn´t Max say that he would invite Sandra?" "Yes, he did." "He must have." "My name is Eva Jörgens." "I´ll be your substitute teacher today." "It doesn´t mean you will have nothing to do." "Good, you´re here." "I thought you were going straight to the party." "Happy birthday." "It´s from your dad and me." "It´s your birthday so I won´t say anything about you not coming home yesterday." "But you could have called me." "I´m sorry." "I spent the night at Joakim´s." "Are you two a couple?" "I don´t know." "Isn´t that something you need, since you write so much." "How do you know about that?" "I have noticed." "Even all night long." "Who knows?" "Maybe you can do something of it." "Something good." "What is it?" "You are very pale." "Don´t you think you should skip the party?" "Black Lucia" "Hello." "Come in." "You look great." ""Scarlett O´Hara was not beautiful" "but the men didn´t notice once they were caught by her charm."" ""Just like the twins Tarleton right now."" "You are beautiful." "Thank you." "Where´s the party?" "Come on, I will show you." "If anyone should ask the house belongs to Max family." "In here." "You must be careful." "I have to find it." "Shit!" "And now you broke it!" "But here is the key." "How typical of Max." "Don´t tell me we have to take a bath." "Only you, Johan." "And you think I will do that?" "Kneel before me." "Kneel, Johan!" "Blow on the eyes." "Blow!" "This isn´t water." "It´s wine, damn it!" "Congratulations, Mikaela." "Hello?" "Hi!" "Hello." "I forgot to sing for you this morning, so this is for you." "I didn´t know what to get you, I thought you might have use for it." "Thank you!" "What do you want?" "Wine, food - everything." "Fun, right?" "Hello friend." "Joakim!" "Guess why we´re having this party." "Max is getting engaged." "What?" "With who?" "Someone we don´t know." "Max was terrified of getting turned down, but Sandra's fortune telling gave him courage." "He didn´t want her to come." "Two glasses of red wine!" "No..." "Champagne." "Two glasses." "One bottle." "Come." "Are you sure you don´t want it?" "If you take out the worm..." "Sandra, that´s the point." "If you want to drink, you have to swallow the worm." "Drink it." "You want it." "If you want something you have to be ready to fight for it." "You have to dare." "Sandra, you will feel much better if you just dare." "See you later." "Did you see that?" "Then it was no dream." "That was really cruel." "I think it was beautiful." "You heard what Johan said, right?" "We should stay together, you and me." "You are the only one I really know." "Everyone else is so strange." "They torment each other." "I want to tell you so many things." "But I don´t know if you want to listen." "Of course I do." "You can tell me anything." "We are friends." "Where are you going?" "Mikaela?" "I´ll be back later." "Max!" "Max?" "What are you doing?" "You are crazy!" "Stop it!" "You want to." "When did I say that?" "All night long." "You have to make an effort, you know?" "Johan!" "Open!" "Hey?" "What the hell?" "Open the door, Johan!" "Damn you, Johan!" "Open the door!" "Johan!" "Johan!" "What the hell?" "Open the door, Johan!" "Have you called the police?" "It looks like a necklace." "We will end with a silent minute in honor of Sandra." "Please stand up." "Max?" "Everyone looks at me." "They all want me to say something." "As if it was my fault." "No one thinks it´s your fault." "Mikaela!" "Hey..." "What are you going to do?" "It could have been you." "You liked her." "She was your friend." "Does that mean nothing?" "Is he the only one that matters?" "I didn´t see him all night." "No, but he was there." "Mikaela!" "What are you going to do?" "It feels much better now." "Without the bandage." "God, it feels so good to get rid of it." "Isn´t it too soon?" "No." "Look!" "I can move the hand anyway I want to." "It is all over now, Mikaela." "It has been decided." "Magnus called and we talked about it." "He will be away for another week and then he will pick up his things." "So you have made up your mind?" "What happened in your class is just awful." "What was her name?" "Sandra?" "Have I met her?" "I hope not." "She has not been here." "Do they know who did it?" "They always reveal themselves." "I have been thinking a lot." "I brought out my old diary." "It read like this:" ""Yesterday I met a boy named Magnus."" ""We talked for more than three hours."" ""Tomorrow we will meet again."" ""But I don´t know if I can trust him."" ""There is something about him."" "Weird, isn´t it?" "You know some people right away." "You know what will happen." "I am afraid of him sometimes, of the way he looks at me." "I am the only one who can see how he looks at me." "He wants something of me, but I can´t give it to him." "Mikaela." "Hello?" "Hello." "It is I, your dad." "Did you call a second ago?" "Yes, but it was busy." "Have you talked to you mother?" "Yes, we live under the same roof." "Is she asleep?" "I don´t know." "I thought..." "Can we get together when I come home?" "Just you and I?" "Sure." "Is everything ok?" "Yes." "Ok then..." "We will see each other next week?" "Good bye." "I know who killed..." "Mikaela?" "I was hoping I would find you here." "There has been an accident." "Your mother is in the hospital." "Accident?" "Car crash." "I´ll drive you to the hospital." "Where is my mother?" "She won´t wake up until tomorrow morning." "Are you a relative?" "No, I´m her teacher." "She was very lucky." "Do you know what happened?" "She seems to have lost control of the car." "She went straight off the road." "Another driver witnessed it." "What shall we do with the daughter?" "I´ll driver her home." "Whisky?" "Ice?" "No thanks." "I don´t like ice either." "I don´t like winter." "I will hate every winter after this one." "Where is your father?" "Away." "I don´t even have his phone number." "My mother has it." "I forgot to look in her handbag." "It was there, right?" "Her handbag?" "I didn´t see it." "You knew I was following you, didn´t you?" "You followed me to that store." "You looked for me at the coffee shop." "Yes." "I followed you every day." "I thought it was a game." "It was just a game, wasn´t it?" "I want you to leave." "Leave." "You know who it is." "Come here." "Have a seat." "Why do the look so innocent?" "The stars." "Small and innocent." "Do you remember when we were small?" "Do you remember how we used to play?" "Do you remember that?" "At the beach." "We ran on the beach and the ocean was so bright it hurt our eyes." "Stop it." "No." "No wait." "Wait..." "You hid in the sand." "But I found you and threw you to the ground." "You yelled." "But it was not dangerous." "It was just a game." "It wasn´t me, Joakim." "We didn´t grow up together." "I didn´t even know you then." "We were happy then." "Stop it!" "It wasn´t me." "It will never again be as we planned." "We will never get what we want." "Have you gotten what you want?" "Have you?" "Sandra didn´t get it either." "It was something strange about her that night." "Don´t you think?" "The way she danced and stuff..." "She made a fool of herself." "She thought she could get Max!" "It was sad." "I felt sorry for her." "What are you going to do?" "I thought we were friends, you and I. That we were alike." "But something happened to me when I read what you had written." "Your words." "I have always had a lot of strange thoughts." "I thought I could get rid of them by drawing, but it didn´t work." "I..." "I am not like you." "I am not like her." "You all think you are so damn good at everything." "You don´t care about anything else." "Don´t touch me!" "You don´t want anything that is real." "This is real, I am real." "Can you see me?" "Can you see me?" "We are alike you and I. We want the same thing." "Drink." "What is it?" "It´s not dangerous." "I will also drink it." "It is what we want." "No!" "It´s only you and I now, Mikaela." "Why are you scared?" "I didn´t want it to be you." "But I knew all along." "I am afraid of him sometimes, of the way he looks at me." "I am the only one who can see how he looks at me." "He wants something of me, but I can´t give it to him."