"{\cHFFFFFF}Still here?" "I thought we agreed {\cHFFFFFF}you weren't cut out for this." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I never agreed to that." "{\cHFFFFFF}She's told Nick you've split up." "{\cHFFFFFF}You have." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} But she hasn't mentioned my affair." "{\cHFFFFFF}Your pathological need to be loved {\cHFFFFFF}has been made worse" "{\cHFFFFFF}by your wife ditching you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I have a date.{\cHFFFFFF} Do I know her?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} No.{\cHFFFFFF} Sounds like I know her." "{\cHFFFFFF}Give me some slack!" "{\cHFFFFFF}I lost my daughter!" "{\cHFFFFFF}(ALARM BLEEPS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}(SIGHS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}What...?" "{\cHFFFFFF}let's try antibiotics {\cHFFFFFF}before a lumbar puncture." "{\cHFFFFFF}Let's try and steer clear of repeated {\cHFFFFFF}aspirations." "you'll be wondering {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} what you had to be depressed about." "{\cHFFFFFF}I take it this new and nauseatingly {\cHFFFFFF}upbeat attitude" "{\cHFFFFFF}is down to the fact that you finally {\cHFFFFFF}got some action." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She's been hurt in the past." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We both have." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} So we're taking it slow. {\cHFFFFFF}then you really have got problems." "{\cHFFFFFF}Sex decreases with time. {\cHFFFFFF}then you are in for a life of bitter {\cHFFFFFF}tears and masturbation." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} 'Alarm-bell sex?" "'" "I'll need to know." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Judith Warbin?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She had mitral valve repair {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} five years ago." "Mullery." "Judith." "Jenny." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Still being mean to your students?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Morning." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Morning." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Mr Grant... liver and kidney struggling." "{\cHFFFFFF}I to check cardiac function" "{\cHFFFFFF}and may need MRI to check viability." "{\cHFFFFFF}We might be looking at a repeat {\cHFFFFFF}operation to replace or repair {\cHFFFFFF}mitral and tricuspid valves." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You can tell all that {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} just by looking at me?" "{\cHFFFFFF}No sense of humour loss." "{\cHFFFFFF}That's one for the plus box." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Have you found a nice chap yet?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I will come and talk to you when {\cHFFFFFF}I've done all the tests." "All right?" "understood?" "{\cH00FFFF} Understood." "{\cHFFFFFF}Sally Fortune!" "{\cHFFFFFF} Full-time registrar {\cHFFFFFF}and part-time beauty queen. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Got an admission through from AE - {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} David Foster." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Fell off a wall on his way home from {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} a party." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He walked into AE and waited for {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} two hours to be seen." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} High GCS.{\cH00FFFF} Talking." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Good response to listening." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Good motor control." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Then told us he'd taken ketamine {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} at a party.{\cHFFFFFF} Ketamine?" "{\cHFFFFFF}He's conscious." "He's coherent." "{\cHFFFFFF}He sounds fine." "{\cHFFFFFF}Why are you telling me about him?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Because of his scan." "{\cHFFFFFF}OK.{\cHFFFFFF} It's subdural and it could be {\cHFFFFFF}bleeding." "{\cHFFFFFF}tell me why we want to operate." "{\cH00FFFF} stem the {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} bleeding." "{\cHFFFFFF} tell me why we don't." "we {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} might not get the dura closed again." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} All true." "All true." "{\cHFFFFFF}I think it's too big to leave." "{\cHFFFFFF} scrub the first elective of {\cHFFFFFF}the day." "{\cHFFFFFF} you can scrub in." "eh?" "{\cHFFFFFF} The drug that's simply {\cHFFFFFF}too good for horses." "I know.{\cHFFFFFF} My registrar tells {\cHFFFFFF}me you're ex-army." "that explains the stupidity." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm going to be straight with you. {\cHFFFFFF}I think it would be safer to operate {\cHFFFFFF}to take it out." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Fair enough." "{\cHFFFFFF}Have you anything you want to ask {\cHFFFFFF}me?" "{\cH00FFFF} No." "{\cHFFFFFF}Anybody you want me to contact?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} No.{\cHFFFFFF} Mum and Dad?" "Wife?" "Children?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} None that I want to contact. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I don't have any kids." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And let's just say {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm not in the mood" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} for the pained expression on my mum {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and dad's faces right now." "{\cHFFFFFF}OK." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm going to change my timetable" "{\cHFFFFFF}and operate as soon as I can." "OK?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Yeah." "Just get it done." "{\cHFFFFFF}A replacement valve?" "{\cHFFFFFF} At her age?" "{\cHFFFFFF}You have to question whether Lady {\cHFFFFFF}Bremner has got this right." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What would YOU suggest?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Leave Judith to die on a hillside?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Manage it with medication." "{\cHFFFFFF}Happens all the time in the States." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Are we looking at one valve or two?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Doctors? {\cHFFFFFF}given her health and age.{\cHFFFFFF} It might be {\cHFFFFFF}better managed with medication." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Oh... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Mullery?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't know." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Exactly." "Mullery." "very {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} basic surgical knowledge." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And you manage to disappoint me {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} even in that." "talk me through {\cHFFFFFF}it.{\cH00FFFF} Incision.{\cH00FFFF} Drill two holes." "expose the dura." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Open the dura.{\cH00FFFF} Suck out the clot." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Close him up.{\cH00FFFF} Bob's your knob." "Wilson." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I was just thinking about that thing {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} you said.{\cHFFFFFF} What thing I said?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I say many things." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} The thing about medicine being what {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} we do to keep a patient entertained" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} whilst nature takes its course." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Voltaire wouldn't have said it {\cHFFFFFF}if he'd this kit." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} OK.{\cH00FFFF} I shall go and anaesthetise him." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I just hope I've got enough drugs {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to knock him out.{\cHFFFFFF} How do you mean?" "he's taken {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} ketamine" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and he's still awake." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He's practically indestructible." "{\cHFFFFFF}Shepherd.{\cHFFFFFF} Hang on." "{\cHFFFFFF}We're not going to operate." "{\cHFFFFFF}Stop!" "{\cHFFFFFF} Take David back to the ward" "{\cHFFFFFF}and I'll get ITU to free up a bed." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm not going to operate." "I'm sorry to put you {\cHFFFFFF}through this." "{\cHFFFFFF}I've had another look at the scan {\cHFFFFFF}and I don't think you necessarily {\cHFFFFFF}need an operation." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'll go through it with you {\cHFFFFFF}back on the ward." "I'm sure. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but I might have to replace both the {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} valves." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Or I could re-repair one." "it won't be an easy {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} operation." "I won't lie to you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} The risks are always greater {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} at a repeat operation. {\cHFFFFFF}will I be right for my {\cHFFFFFF}granddaughter's wedding?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What can I do with her?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It's all she'll talk about." "{\cHFFFFFF}Is that the only reason you want to {\cHFFFFFF}go ahead with this operation?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Can you think of a better one?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Fortune.{\cHFFFFFF} You cover electives." "referrals and AE." "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't want to be in theatre {\cHFFFFFF}unless I can help it." "{\cHFFFFFF}I want to monitor this young man and {\cHFFFFFF}don't trust anybody else." "I don't even trust {\cHFFFFFF}myself.{\cH00FFFF} All right." "{\cHFFFFFF}So...{\cHFFFFFF} You're conscious." "{\cHFFFFFF}You haven't any impaired movement." "{\cHFFFFFF}You're not slurring your words. {\cHFFFFFF}is perhaps an indication that you are {\cHFFFFFF}what we call born survivor." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Maybe it's the ketamine that's {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} keeping me alive." "{\cHFFFFFF}It might be the alcohol." "{\cHFFFFFF}It shrinks your brain and leaves {\cHFFFFFF}more room for it to swell." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} But there is a blood clot?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} There is a blood clot.{\cHFFFFFF} I won't lie." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And a couple of hours ago you were {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} telling me you needed to operate." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's big enough to worry about." "{\cHFFFFFF}But then the scan tells me is one {\cHFFFFFF}thing" "{\cHFFFFFF}and you are telling me another." "{\cHFFFFFF}You're talking." "You're coherent." "{\cHFFFFFF}You're passing all these tests." "{\cHFFFFFF}Which makes me think we should wait {\cHFFFFFF}and see if it goes away." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Do blood clots ever just go away?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Sometimes." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Sometimes?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Sometimes I have operated on a clot" "{\cHFFFFFF}and the release of pressure has made {\cHFFFFFF}the brain jump out to meet me." "{\cHFFFFFF}Which I don't think either of us {\cHFFFFFF}wants to happen." "Do we?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Don't we?" "I'm going to monitor you {\cHFFFFFF}myself most of the time." "{\cHFFFFFF}I understand it's a bit scary." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm not afraid." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I've got nothing to lose." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Why should I be afraid?" "{\cHFFFFFF}OK." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Are you absolutely certain you want {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to play it this way?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I promise. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} everybody believes you've done your {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} very best. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} nobody believes that's your best." "but I'd know." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} So what changed?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Instinct.{\cHFFFFFF} It just {\cHFFFFFF}doesn't feel right to operate." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Are you going to fit a pressure {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} monitor?" "{\cHFFFFFF}What'll that tell me {\cHFFFFFF}that his behaviour won't?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Will you be using any technology {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} or shall I just book leeches?" "{\cHFFFFFF}(LAUGHS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I hear you just bullied yourself an {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} ITU bed for your patient." "{\cHFFFFFF}Not bullied." "Charmed." "{\cHFFFFFF}You should exercise YOUR charm {\cHFFFFFF}muscle some time." "{\cHFFFFFF}It gives you a warm glow inside." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Has she fallen off the ambulance?" "she must be somewhere!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} I can't leave the hospital." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She can't have got far attached to {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} two drips and a heart monitor!" "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm monitoring a blood clot." "{\cHFFFFFF}Strange case." "{\cHFFFFFF}An estate agent got hit over the {\cHFFFFFF}head with his own 'For Sale' sign." "so... just call before you come in." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Give me time to prepare my civilised {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} face." "I'm sorry." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} My mother.{\cH00FFFF} That was a joke." "{\cH00FFFF} by the way." "{\cHFFFFFF}(EASTERN EUROPEAN ACCENT) Tatiana." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Great coffee." "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't make it." "The machine does!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} But you have to refill the machine." "{\cHFFFFFF}my background really helps." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} East European?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} No." "Biochemistry." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Did you know that that snack-trolley {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} girl is a biochemist?" "everyone knows that." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Just phone the referring hospital {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} again.{\cHFFFFFF} I did." "{\cHFFFFFF}The consultant's gone home already." "{\cHFFFFFF}Please!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Sorry." "love." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You lot keep on inventing all this {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} stuff to make us live longer." "wouldn't it?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Now you can do all these marvellous {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} things." "{\cHFFFFFF}I hope you're not having the op {\cHFFFFFF}so as not to appear ungrateful." "all this." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'll support you." "is it?" "on your {\cHFFFFFF}own?" "{\cHFFFFFF} What would you do then?" "{\cH00FFFF} can I?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} They need me.{\cH00FFFF} You know I can't." "Gran!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Was she saying what I think she was?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} I don't know." "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't know what you were thinking." "{\cHFFFFFF}I didn't even know you could think!" "Mullery.{\cH00FFFF} That's {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} flirting where she comes from." "right...{\cH00FFFF} You wouldn't be smiling {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} if you worked for him. {\cHFFFFFF}the more I think the family is a very {\cHFFFFFF}over-rated institution. really? {\cHFFFFFF}cemented together due to the power of {\cHFFFFFF}association." "{\cHFFFFFF}It has no inherent moral worth." "like any {\cHFFFFFF}other." "who else is going {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to play Cluedo with you?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Don't undercut with humour." "{\cHFFFFFF}You sound like Monroe." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Right.{\cH00FFFF} Sorry." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Do you want to get something to eat?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I'd rather not." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} OK." "Sure...{\cH00FFFF} It's been a long day." "{\cHFFFFFF}What I would really like... {\cHFFFFFF}is for us to find a suitable venue {\cHFFFFFF}for sexual intercourse." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Right." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We'll eat later." "{\cHFFFFFF}(SIREN)" "{\cHFFFFFF}So why doesn't the ex-squaddie {\cHFFFFFF}want you to contact his family?" "in my view." "he's very frightened." "{\cHFFFFFF}He's probably done something {\cHFFFFFF}terrible out in Afghanistan" "{\cHFFFFFF}and can't live with the guilt." "{\cHFFFFFF}He's probably a war criminal." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He's not a war criminal." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He's just confused." "he looks like a war criminal {\cHFFFFFF}with the haircut you've given him." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He'll need a lot of monitoring and {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} support to get through the night" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and you're going to help me {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} hold his hand." "{\cHFFFFFF}I think the Hague Tribunal would {\cHFFFFFF}class that as collaboration." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He plays poker." "{\cHFFFFFF}I will raise you...four." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} So what made you want to neck {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} ketamine?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Don't answer that." "{\cHFFFFFF}He's trying to distract you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Trying to forget something." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} I'll call.{\cH00FFFF} Folding." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Must have seen some bad things out {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} there." "especially when they flew Jim {\cHFFFFFF}Davidson out to entertain us." "{\cHFFFFFF}Four of a kind." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Two pair {\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} I've got Muck." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Don't you have other stuff to do?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I have a highly trained team who {\cHFFFFFF}are rising to the occasion." "was it?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} The thing you were trying to forget?" "mate.{\cHFFFFFF} Something I DIDN'T do." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Looks like one of your highly {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} trained team needs her hand holding." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's a lumbar puncture." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's a basic procedure." "{\cHFFFFFF}Did you try Fortune first?" "{\cH00FFFF} She's in {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} surgery.{\cH00FFFF} Springer's panicking." "unless Springer has a {\cHFFFFFF}brain in a bucket" "{\cHFFFFFF}it is not an emergency!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You feel the give in the dura." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And then... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} it's all about touch." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Think of Paul Scholes." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Paul who?" "no." "Mr{\cHFFFFFF} Monroe." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Sorry for any discomfort." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} The lad's got to learn." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Indeed he has. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} look at you kindly" "'We've all been there.'" "I'm not a better man." "{\cHFFFFFF}(MOUTHS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That was your chance." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's different for you." "{\cHFFFFFF}He likes you." "how was it?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} After all this time." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Did you remember where everything {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} went?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Why would you imagine {\cHFFFFFF}that I would tell you anything?" "I get it!" "but she just wanted {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} you to hold her." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And you said that's fine" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} because you haven't made love yet {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and holding her is still exciting." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Then she fell asleep and so did your {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} arm" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} as you lay there watching the sun {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} come through her thin girlie blinds." "{\cHFFFFFF}Remind me why any of this {\cHFFFFFF}is your business.{\cH00FFFF} I care about you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I hate to think of you being {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} disappointed or humiliated {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} in any way." "{\cHFFFFFF}Yeah." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} MONROE:" "The future of neurosurgery! {\cHFFFFFF}but which is the best approach?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Witney?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} A transseptal approach {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to the mitral valve" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} gives good access to the tricuspal {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} valve as well." "{\cHFFFFFF}Right.{\cHFFFFFF} You've been reading books {\cHFFFFFF}rather than playing cards." "{\cHFFFFFF}Don't look so pleased with yourself {\cHFFFFFF}for doing what's expected of you." "{\cHFFFFFF}Are you ready?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} How long do you think you can hold {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} off surgery?" "his GCS is fine." "{\cHFFFFFF}And last night he bluffed his way {\cHFFFFFF}to the pot with a straight run." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You're playing cards for money with {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} a brain-damaged patient?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I've got a feeling there are rules {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} about that.{\cHFFFFFF} He wanted to play." "{\cHFFFFFF}Patient choice." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's part of the charter." "you bastard!" "{\cHFFFFFF}She's really got it in for me." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She?" "the blood clot." "{\cHFFFFFF}Nick." "Will you give me a call {\cHFFFFFF}some time soon?" "mate." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Mr Monroe?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Yes." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Tim Foster." "And this is Ann." "yes." "Good to meet you." "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't know how -{\cH00FFFF} Good news." "We've {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} been on the internet." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We've solved David's problem!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You can go in up David's nose {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and not touch the top of his head!" "{\cHFFFFFF}There's bore holes and a saline {\cHFFFFFF}drain.{\cHFFFFFF} We've got the YouTube link." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Mr Foster.{\cH00FFFF} Mrs Foster." "but David has {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} just spent an OK night" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and he seems to be coping well." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} But the tumour's still there!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Not a tumour." "A blood clot." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That's not the same thing." "{\cHFFFFFF}You don't bring a patient to a {\cHFFFFFF}hospital" "{\cHFFFFFF}just so the hospital can do nothing.{\cH00FFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is it because of the drugs?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is he at the bottom of the waiting {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} list?" "{\cHFFFFFF}You do know he's a war hero?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Not just some druggie." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That is not the reason I'm not {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} operating." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It isn't because I disapprove of {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} what he's done.{\cHFFFFFF} I should think not." "this up-the-nose thing." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It's still early days." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It'd be like painting your front {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} hall" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} by putting a roller through the {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} letter box." "how else are we supposed to {\cHFFFFFF}help?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Just be here for him." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Emotional support." "Mr Monroe." "{\cHFFFFFF}He won't even talk to us." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} He will once he knows you're here." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} He DOES know we're here." "{\cHFFFFFF}He won't see us." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} thickened leaflet and leaflet {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} perforation" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} with the whole valve leaking." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Risk of valve replacement?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Damage to the circumflex artery?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Good.{\cH00FFFF} Witney? {\cHFFFFFF}entrapment of the non-coronary cusp {\cHFFFFFF}over the aortic valve." "{\cHFFFFFF}oversizing the valve... thank you.{\cH00FFFF} That's enough {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} disadvantages to be getting on with." "shall we?" "please." "{\cHFFFFFF}You know your mum and dad are here?" "{\cH00FFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} A nurse told me." "{\cHFFFFFF}You don't want to see them?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} No." "{\cHFFFFFF}Why not?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is that any of your business?" "{\cHFFFFFF}No.{\cHFFFFFF} But I'm a bit bored talking {\cHFFFFFF}about your blood clot." "{\cH00FFFF} Helmand Province." "pushing a sofa." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Pushing it." "Dragging it." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Inches at a time." "right in {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} front of me." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} 'Wruq Sha!" "Wruq Sha!" "'" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And he reaches inside his pocket" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and I think...he's going for a gun." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} But I don't fire." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And he pulls out... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} a cigarette pack...and smiles." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Not a tooth in his head." "like winding me up." "{\cH00FFFF} sweat running off me." "down the back of my {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} neck." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And all the time he's just looking {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} at me." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} gets up and carries on... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} like nothing had happened." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And he was right." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Nothing happened." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That was the problem." "{\cHFFFFFF}I don't get it." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I wanted something to happen." "{\cHFFFFFF}So would you have felt better about {\cHFFFFFF}yourself" "{\cHFFFFFF}if you'd shot the Afghan fella's head {\cHFFFFFF}off{\cHFFFFFF} or he'd blown you up?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} At least then I would have mattered." "{\cHFFFFFF}Is that why you won't see {\cHFFFFFF}your mum and dad?" "{\cH00FFFF} their disappointment... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It's like this bloody great weight {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} that they put on me." "can I tell you a secret?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Everybody feels that way about their {\cHFFFFFF}parents." "it's a none-starter." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Then they disguise their {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} disappointment" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and that makes it ten times worse. {\cHFFFFFF}it's their kindness disguising it?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Bloody hell!" "is there?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} My dad was the reason I joined the {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} army.{\cH00FFFF} He wanted it more than me. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but I'm pretty sure it wasn't this." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What are you thinking about?" "{\cHFFFFFF}My son." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is this a good time?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Probably not." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I meant a good time for us to talk." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} See my first answer." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Hello!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Hello. {\cHFFFFFF}don't you?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It is in this hospital." "{\cHFFFFFF}It will always smell better than it {\cHFFFFFF}tastes." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's the contrast between orthonasal {\cHFFFFFF}smell and retronasal smell." "{\cHFFFFFF}But you know that.{\cHFFFFFF} Basic neurology." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You are the point at which coffee {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and neuroscience intersect." "{\cHFFFFFF}Does that woman know you?" "{\cHFFFFFF}She keeps looking at you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What woman?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Oh..." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Thanks." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Can you get Nick to call me {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} the next time he calls you?" "{\cHFFFFFF}He's angry." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Who isn't?" "{\cHFFFFFF}She was pretty." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Who?" "{\cHFFFFFF}The girl you were flirting with {\cHFFFFFF}like a sixth-former. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but she's better qualified than most {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} of our pathologists." "then." "{\cHFFFFFF}A girl who needs rescuing." "{\cHFFFFFF}Your perfect match." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Shall we have this argument now or {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} shall we take it home for later?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm sorry." "{\cHFFFFFF}I should have told you I was putting {\cHFFFFFF}the house on the market." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I didn't think they'd put up {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} the sign so early." "{\cHFFFFFF}I haven't had a chance to think {\cHFFFFFF}about any of this stuff." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm not even sure we split up!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Of course we've split up." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You know we have." "{\cHFFFFFF}Are you seeing someone else?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Of course not." "at least." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Why?" "Why would you?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Because that's {\cHFFFFFF}where we lived with our daughter" "{\cHFFFFFF}and I'm not ready to leave her even {\cHFFFFFF}if you are!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You cheap bastard!" "{\cHFFFFFF}The ventricle's distended." "{\cHFFFFFF} heart isn't going to beat {\cHFFFFFF}by itself." "{\cHFFFFFF}Any suggestions other than trying {\cHFFFFFF}again?" "yes." "{\cHFFFFFF}How long have we been on this?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} About four hours. {\cHFFFFFF}at least you'll have learned {\cHFFFFFF}something...{\cH00FFFF} You don't sound hopeful." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'm not." "{\cHFFFFFF}And nor was the patient." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I admitted the two electives this {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} morning" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and an emergency from Harrogate {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} from overnight." "{\cHFFFFFF}Springer?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Are you going to call or {\cHFFFFFF}raise on the hand of Wilson's?" "there's one admission {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm struggling with a little." "{\cHFFFFFF}You're going to have to be {\cHFFFFFF}a bit more specific." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I can't actually find her." "{\cHFFFFFF}You've lost her?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Since when?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Since yesterday." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I've got all her paperwork." "{\cHFFFFFF}Thank God for that." "As long as her {\cHFFFFFF}paperwork's bang up to date!" "{\cHFFFFFF}See the way it's sitting over {\cHFFFFFF}the right hemisphere?" "Springer?" "{\cHFFFFFF}That's another minute your lost {\cHFFFFFF}patient is closer to death." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm sorry.{\cH00FFFF} I knew about the missing {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} patient last night." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I should have told you earlier." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Don't worry.{\cHFFFFFF} I knew too." "{\cHFFFFFF}found her in the ambulance bay." "{\cHFFFFFF}She's being monitored on General {\cHFFFFFF}Surgical until a bed becomes free." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Shouldn't we... {\cHFFFFFF}where would the fun be in that?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She's come through the operation." "{\cHFFFFFF}Thank God. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but her heart wouldn't pump without {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} it." "what with the - what I'm saying is this." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She's still very sick." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She's not wake-upable at the moment." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} And we've put in a temporary device {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to help her heart out." "{\cHFFFFFF}So when will you be able {\cHFFFFFF}to wake her up?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We don't know." "We just have to hope" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} that her heart starts to work {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} independently." "{\cHFFFFFF}Are you saying...you don't know {\cHFFFFFF}when she'll recover?" "Sharon." "I'm saying I don't know {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} IF she'll recover." "{\cHFFFFFF}(SOBS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Where have you been for the last {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} hour?" "he doesn't text..." "{\cHFFFFFF}Mm-hm..." "{\cHFFFFFF}Sorry.{\cHFFFFFF} Didn't know anyone was in {\cHFFFFFF}here.{\cH00FFFF} I'm nearly done." "tubes out." "{\cHFFFFFF}Can't take that long.{\cH00FFFF} Indeed." "{\cHFFFFFF}Shepherd!" "{\cHFFFFFF} (MANCUNIAN ACCENT) {\cHFFFFFF}It's turning into a party." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Are you staying all night?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Yes." "{\cHFFFFFF}That's what constant monitoring is." "{\cH00FFFF} because er..." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm not busy...at all...tonight." "in fact." "{\cHFFFFFF} maybe there's some {\cHFFFFFF}football on the telly!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Yeah.{\cH00FFFF} Yeah." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'll be at home{\cH00FFFF} on my own all night" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} if you want to..." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} just give me a call." "{\cHFFFFFF} I'll bear that in mind." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Cool." "{\cHFFFFFF}Hm..." "He's a very needy boy." "{\cHFFFFFF}Can't really do anything without me." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}" "{\cHFFFFFF}I was thinking of going for {\cHFFFFFF}a coffee.{\cHFFFFFF} Do you want one?" "thank you." "{\cH00FFFF} so it depends." "{\cHFFFFFF} did I tell you my wife put my {\cHFFFFFF}house up for sale without telling me?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'm not really all that interested.{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}I'm just reaching out." "{\cHFFFFFF}How are her obs?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Pulse 130." "BP ropey." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Gotcha." "{\cHFFFFFF}I knew you wanted to make small {\cHFFFFFF}talk.{\cH00FFFF} What do you want to talk about?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Why don't we start with {\cHFFFFFF}the one that got away?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It was always going to be touch and {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} go." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She wanted to see her granddaughter {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} get married." "her daughter wanted her {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to see it." "{\cHFFFFFF}And her choice would have been?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She more or less told me {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} she'd had enough." "{\cHFFFFFF}do they?" "we're all holding out {\cHFFFFFF}for some miracle in the end." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Not me. {\cHFFFFFF}you'd want me to smother you {\cHFFFFFF}with a pillow?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It would be the right thing to do." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} I've often thought so." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} The only reason we don't want to die" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} is that we can't imagine the world {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} existing without us." "it might not.{\cHFFFFFF} We'll be dead." "{\cHFFFFFF}So we'll never know." "{\cHFFFFFF}(PAGER BLEEPS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Do you ever stop writing?" "then {\cHFFFFFF}I have to have written evidence {\cHFFFFFF}that I did it with good reason." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Do you want me to sign some kind of {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} insurance waiver?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Nothing to lose." "{\cHFFFFFF}Nothing to lose?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Why's that?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Because you're not dead or maimed? not jealous! {\cHFFFFFF}'Let's agree that life is useless {\cHFFFFFF}and disappointing" "{\cHFFFFFF}and then go out and enjoy the good {\cHFFFFFF}shit.'" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I feel a bit better." "{\cH00FFFF} I feel better." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} you know." "{\cHFFFFFF}Claggy?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Must have been off {\cHFFFFFF}med school that day." "which is {\cHFFFFFF}promising." "{\cHFFFFFF}of course." "{\cHFFFFFF}I hear from my colleagues in cardiac {\cHFFFFFF}that that's not good." "{\cHFFFFFF}Mwah!" "{\cHFFFFFF}You don't have to stop." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Stop what?" "{\cHFFFFFF}No change?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} No change." "{\cHFFFFFF}So what do you do next?" "{\cH00FFFF} Make sure {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I don't make the same mistake again." "{\cHFFFFFF} it's just unlucky." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We can't make decisions based on {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} experience" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and then blame luck when it goes {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} wrong." "{\cHFFFFFF}But you can when it goes right?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I take it his scan was good." "{\cHFFFFFF}yes." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Don't hold back on your usual {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} smugness on my account." "{\cHFFFFFF}It's night." "{\cHFFFFFF}Triumphalism doesn't play at night. {\cHFFFFFF}but during the night the hospital {\cHFFFFFF}is in control of US." "{\cHFFFFFF}I know you agree with me." "would you and me {\cHFFFFFF}be talking like this?" "{\cH00FFFF} That's true." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It would take the fear of death {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to do that." "Bremner." "{\cHFFFFFF}(MOBILE RINGS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}(HUM OF CHATTER AND ACTIVITY)" "{\cHFFFFFF}Hello?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Hello?" "Bremner!" "{\cHFFFFFF}Your phone." "{\cHFFFFFF}It was in the cardigan you tucked {\cHFFFFFF}round me." "{\cHFFFFFF}Must have fallen out {\cHFFFFFF}during the night.{\cH00FFFF} Thank you." "{\cHFFFFFF}Was last night a dream?" "{\cHFFFFFF} Do you feel {\cHFFFFFF}ashamed that we shared intimacies? {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but I don't have the time or the {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} energy to humour you right now." "{\cHFFFFFF}You're behaving as though we slept {\cHFFFFFF}together." "{\cHFFFFFF}Did we sleep together?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Stop.{\cH00FFFF} Stop. {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} but I cannot play along with it." "{\cHFFFFFF}What can I say?" "What can I say?" "{\cHFFFFFF}You are a genius!" "You are a genius!" "I know." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Thank you." "Thank you so much." "he's a remarkable young man." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} No doubt about it." "{\cHFFFFFF}Thank God he was in your care." "{\cHFFFFFF}Thank God." "no." "We wouldn't do that." "{\cHFFFFFF}One of the nurses told us." "{\cHFFFFFF}We wouldn't go and see him." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Not unless he said we could." "{\cHFFFFFF}I'll give you evens on Spirit of {\cHFFFFFF}Sahara.{\cHFFFFFF} That's as far as I go." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You know what I think?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I think Bremner's got a crush on me." "no." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} She's fighting her own feelings for {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} me by putting up a shield of hatred." "{\cHFFFFFF}My missus does that a lot." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} It's YOU that's obsessed with HER." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You really think she's speculating {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} right now about your crooked heart?" "{\cHFFFFFF}My crooked heart?" "{\cHFFFFFF}You're my only friend in the world!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Have you ever asked yourself why {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} that might be?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Push.{\cH00FFFF} Push!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Good.{\cH00FFFF} Arms." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Turn." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Back.{\cH00FFFF} Clench." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That's all looking good." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You are a lucky man." "{\cH00FFFF} but the clot is dissolving" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} and the intracranial pressure {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} seems to be dropping.{\cHFFFFFF} Is that good?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} That's very good." "you know." "{\cHFFFFFF}So..." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} So... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} how do I put this {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} with the right degree of subtlety?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You nearly died.{\cH00FFFF} You got lucky." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You owe it to fate to put some of {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} the shit in your life right." "OK?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Is this about my mum and dad?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} They need you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Doesn't that count for something?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Right.{\cH00FFFF} Springer will soon enlighten {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} me!" "{\cHFFFFFF}I've found the admission!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Great!" "{\cH00FFFF} Dead or alive?" "{\cHFFFFFF}Alive.{\cHFFFFFF} She was in General Surgical {\cHFFFFFF}for observation" "{\cHFFFFFF}until a bed became available." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I know." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} You know?" "How do you know?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I always knew.{\cH00FFFF} Don't go home without {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} taking a full history off her will you?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} Bastard." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} There's no change.{\cH00FFFF} She isn't any {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} better and she isn't any worse." "can't you?" "no." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} We can monitor her." "{\cHFFFFFF}And what if she stays like she is?" "{\cHFFFFFF}What then?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Then we have to think about what {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Judith might want." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What she might have wanted if she'd {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} known it would turn out like this." "{\cHFFFFFF}She'll come through..." "{\cHFFFFFF}She always does." "{\cHFFFFFF}She'll come through." "{\cHFFFFFF}(ROLLING STONES TRACK PLAYS) {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} you've come to the right place!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Yoo!" "{\cHFFFFFF}The estate agent just wanted to show {\cHFFFFFF}some people around." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Hello." "Hi there." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Do you think it's a good time {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} to put it on the market?" "I think it's the best thing {\cHFFFFFF}to do." "{\cHFFFFFF}And not just for me." "{\cHFFFFFF}For the both of us." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is that what the estate agent {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} told you to say?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I want you to be happy." "{\cHFFFFFF}But I can't see that in this house." "{\cHFFFFFF}These memories... {\cHFFFFFF}Deep down you know it too." "{\cHFFFFFF}You won't agree with me {\cHFFFFFF}because it's me saying it." "remember?" "{\cHFFFFFF} I'm not going back over this {\cHFFFFFF}argument." "{\cHFFFFFF}But you did deserve that one." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} OK." "You're right." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Maybe I did deserve it." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} But I just... {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} ..didn't want to close the door {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} on that part of our life." "it doesn't {\cHFFFFFF}mean you're leaving Charlotte." "{\cHFFFFFF}It really doesn't." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I want to buy the house off you." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} What?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Get three buyers' offers." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} I'll match the average price." "{\cHFFFFFF}You don't need a house this size!" "{\cHFFFFFF}You'll go mad here on your own." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Just say you'll think about it!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} What have you go to lose by that?" "{\cHFFFFFF}All right." "I'll think about it..." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Thanks." "{\cHFFFFFF}# YEAH YEAH YEAHS:" "Little Shadow" "shadow" "{\cHFFFFFF}# With all your sight {\cHFFFFFF}there's no sight to see" "{\cHFFFFFF}# Little shadow" "{\cHFFFFFF}# Little shadow will you follow me?" "shadow" "{\cHFFFFFF}# Hold on tight to your darkened key" "{\cHFFFFFF}# Little shadow" "{\cHFFFFFF}# Little shadow... #" "{\cHFFFFFF}(SOUNDLESS)" "{\cHFFFFFF}What if I tell you that God is {\cHFFFFFF}talking to me?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Why would he stop because {\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} you had a tumour removed?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} He's testing me!" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} Is everything OK?" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} No." "Everything is not OK." "{\cHFFFFFF}Rosario's?" "{\cH00FFFF} Pardon?" "{\cHFFFFFF}I hear you went to Rosario's {\cHFFFFFF}last night." "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cH00FFFF} You don't want me to be happy!" "OK?" "{\cHFFFFFF}itfc subtitles" "{\cHFFFFFF}{\cHFFFFFF} {\cHFFFFFF}"