"After Japan-Korea Annexation Treaty in 1910, many Koreans came to Japan." "Some to seek for a better life, but some were forced to." "Many went back after the war, but those who started their life in Japan decided to stay." "They must always carry their alien registration card." "They pay taxes, but cannot vote." "Discrimination always existed." "Korean residents in Japan are about 500,000 and decreasing." "Nearly 10,000 are naturalizing as Japanese each year." "Me, who naturalized at age 5," "Hiromi Aikawa who debuted in this film, and Jitta Hanaoka, a veteran actor," "December 11, 2003 A beach in Okayama" "Amateur actor Mr.Matsuyama (Age 31)" "It's cold." "Amateur actor Mr.Matsuyama (Age 31)" "Amateur actor Mr.Matsuyama (Age 31)" "People don't come here..." "Amateur actor Mr.Matsuyama (Age 31)" "People don't come here..." "People don't come here..." "Hiromi Aikawa (Age 20)" "Hiromi Aikawa (Age 20)" "In winter?" "Yeah." "Hiromi Aikawa (Age 20)" "Do you go to beaches?" "Not that much." "Really?" "I hate getting sandy afterwards." "Ta ke a shower." "But the swimsuit is still..." "I hate it." "Troublesome?" "I like going to beaches." "But I hate anything troublesome." "Mr.Matsuyama, who came with us on this trip, lives in Kansai and is a pure Japanese." "Since he had no knowledge of Korean residents in Japan, we wanted him to ask Aikawa few questions." "I don't have any friends who are Korean residents in Japan." "When did you find out?" "That I'm..." "A Korean resident in Japan." "When was it?" "Ever since I could remember, I knew our family was different." "My grandfather and grandmother were speaking Korean, and wedding costumes were different." "But I was attending the party with a normal dress." "So what nationality are you?" "South Korea." "The Republic of Korea." "Will you go back someday?" "Never" "You're not?" "That's how my family got our permanent residency in Japan." "Then you're a Japanese?" "No?" "I'm not a Japanese." "Sorry, it's a bit confusing." "Don't worry." "Sorry." "If so..." "What are you now?" "Now?" "What's your position now?" "I'm a Korean, who was born in Japan and brought up in Japan." "Okay." "But I don't really understand what IIresident in Japan" means." "It sounds like we're going back in the future." "On my driver's license and ID's," "I have my Japanese name and my Korean name after it." "You have two names?" "Yes, two." "Your family calls you by your Japanese name, right?" "Who told you your Korean name?" "Mom or grandmother." "Like IIYou're Korean name is... "" "I wasn't shocked that I had two." "Ijust thought, IIIt's so difficult to pronouce. "" "Yeah, I can imagine it being difficult." "It's like that." "Okay, I got it." "Yep." "It's my first time." "Iget it." "Nice to meet you." "My pleasure." "I'm a Korean resident in Japan." "Shall we take some sexy shots?" "Okay." "Okay?" "Sure." "Here?" "Yes." "Show us your tits." "Downwards?" "That's fine." "It's cold." "Look this way." "Okay." "Pull it down." "But I know people who try to avoid insecurities of identity," "Third generation South Korean resident in Japan" "November 24, 2003 Sendaga ya, Tokyo" "First Interview" "Yes, you can move." "Do I look at the camera?" "No, no." "Look at me." "How many videos have you been in?" "None yet." "None?" "This is your first one?" "It's my first." "I really like porno vieos." "You like to watch them?" "Yes, to watch." "I see." "Right now, I'm working at a sex shop." "Girls have to be passive in those places." "But in porno videos you can be more aggressive." "That's what I like about it." "I see." "You're from Hiroshima?" "Yes." "Onomichi?" "How long did you live there?" "Until lst grade." "I think it was the summer." "From there, I went to Kyoto." "Kyoto, I see." "I lived there until 9th grade." "Okay, 9th grade." "After that Tokyo?" "Yes." "With your family?" "Yes." "Where did you work after you graduated from college?" "I was helping my father's business." "What kind of business?" "Pinball parlor." "Pinball parlor?" "Okay." "Pinball parlor?" "Okay." "Because it is difﬁcult for foreigners to obtain loans," "Because it is difﬁcult for foreigners to obtain loans," "You're not naturalized?" "Because it is difﬁcult for foreigners to obtain loans," "Because it is difﬁcult for foreigners to obtain loans," "No, I'm not." "Because it is difﬁcult for foreigners to obtain loans," "No, I'm not." "No, I'm not." "many Koreans start pinball parlors, many Koreans start pinball parlors," "Korean nationality?" "many Koreans start pinball parlors, many Koreans start pinball parlors," "Yes, South Korea." "many Koreans start pinball parlors," "Yes, South Korea." "Yes, South Korea." "to earn daily income in cash." "to earn daily income in cash." "Me too." "Third generation." "to earn daily income in cash." "to earn daily income in cash." "I'm third too." "to earn daily income in cash." "I'm third too." "But I'm already naturalized as a Japanese citizen." "But we still do Jae-Sa." "How about you?" "But we still do Jae-Sa." "How about you?" ""Jae-Sa " A Korean tradition." ""Jae-Sa " A Korean tradition." "Yes." "I thought so." ""Jae-Sa " A Korean tradition." "My father is the eldest son, so we always do it at our house." "People think of the deceased and make an offering," "My father is the eldest son, so we always do it at our house." "My father is the eldest son, so we always do it at our house." "on anniversaries of ancestors' death and new years." "on anniversaries of ancestors' death and new years." "Do relatives gather?" "on anniversaries of ancestors' death and new years." "on anniversaries of ancestors' death and new years." "Koreans like grilled meat." "Yes, I love them as well." "So our family went often." "Instead of family restaurants?" "Exactly." "Yes, I understand." "Our family was the same." "Never?" "My whole family has never been to Korea." "Oh, really?" "That's interesting." "Do you want to go?" "Not really." "We were thinking of ﬁlming in Korea this time," "Because I wasn't born or brought up there." "We were thinking of ﬁlming in Korea this time," "IfI had any memory of Korea, if she wanted to." "if she wanted to." "I'd want to go back and see the place." "if she wanted to." "I'd want to go back and see the place." "I'd rather go to Onomichi and see how it's changed." "Okay, I see." "Yeah..." "So you're not interested in the country of your grandfather?" "I prefer Onomichi." "Like Kyoto and Onomichi." "And so, we went on our trip to look back at her childhood." "Day One December 10, 2003" "Shinaga wa Station, Tokyo" "First to Kyoto, where she spent her teenage years." "We head for our seats with the box lunch in our hands." "You're taking this too?" "Of course." "Big breakfast, huh?" "She finishes up easily, though it's still in the morning." "You have a big appetite." "She finishes up easily, though it's still in the morning." "She finishes up easily, though it's still in the morning." "Yeah, I do." "Because there was still time before arriving in Kyoto," "One time..." "Where was that?" "Because there was still time before arriving in Kyoto," "I asked her experiences of being a Korean." "When you're in Tokyo." "I asked her experiences of being a Korean." "I asked her experiences of being a Korean." "you see stylish Japanese and foreigner couples everywhere." "And I was telling my boyfriend how cute their baby was." "But he said "I could never marry a foreigner. "" "So I asked IIYou mean like whites and blacks? "" "He said IIAny foreigner. "" "And added, "Especially Koreans and Chinese. "" "Iasked why." "He said "Because they admire Shogun-sama. "" "He said "Because they admire Shogun-sama. " "Shogun-sama " The leader of North Korea." ""Shogun-sama " The leader of North Korea." "I told him IIThat's North Korea." "South is different. " "Shogun-sama " The leader of North Korea." "I told him IIThat's North Korea." "South is different. "" "I told him IIThat's North Korea." "South is different. " Indicating Kim Jong-Il." "Indicating Kim Jong-Il." "I don't know why, but I was getting frustrated." "Indicating Kim Jong-Il." "I don't know why, but I was getting frustrated." "I asked him, IIWhat if I was a foreigner? "" "But he replied IIThat's impossible. "" "So I said "But what if? "" "Then he said that he couldn't imagine it at all." "It felt like he was insulting my family as well." "I hate it when people say things about my family." "I used to hit anyone who did." "Kyoto Hiromi Aikawa (Age 6 to 15)" "Amazing!" "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "I can't stop smirking." "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "That's okay." "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "Wow..." "This was her ﬁrst time to see Kyoto Station after its reconstruction." "Wow..." "Look at that!" "Aikawa, what's your plan for Christmas?" "Buddihist memorial service." "Really?" "Rest of my life." "With Jae-Sa on the eve, It was Buddhist memorial service for her grandfather." "It was Buddhist memorial service for her grandfather." "did you ever have a hard time?" "It was Buddhist memorial service for her grandfather." "did you ever have a hard time?" "did you ever have a hard time?" "He was her favorite grandfather." "He was her favorite grandfather." "Not really." "He was her favorite grandfather." "Not really." "No?" "Are you sure?" "Even if my boyfriend wanted to spend the eve together," "I don't want to miss the service." "He may beg me to stay with him, but I can only meet my grandfather once a year." "I can't miss that." "But your boyfriend..." "I'll think of a reason, and tell him," "I'll think of a reason, and tell him, But she hasn't had a boyfriend in 2 years," "But she hasn't had a boyfriend in 2 years, that it's not possible." "But she hasn't had a boyfriend in 2 years, so there has been no need to worry." "I see." "so there has been no need to worry." "so there has been no need to worry." "Your family is really important to you, aren't they?" "so there has been no need to worry." "Your family is really important to you, aren't they?" "Yes, that will never change." "Nice." "Koreans take good care of their family." "True." "Relatives are important to us." ""In junior high, I used to be a lone wolf. " said Aikawa." "She took us to the riverbed where she used to ﬁght." "I used to be more fierce." "She took us to the riverbed where she used to ﬁght." "She took us to the riverbed where she used to ﬁght." "On my way from cramming school, bad girls were waiting for me." "I was in 8th grade." "It was beyond pulling hair." "They hit me with a fist, butI blocked it." "We walked along there, and went under this bridge." "Around here." "Here?" "Yes." "A lady called the police." "My dad came to the station." "III'll goII he said." "I thought he'd be mad at me, but he wasn't." "He said "If they pick a fight, accept it. "" "IIIf it gets too messy, I'll help you out. "" "IIOtherwise, solve it yourself. "" "He was like that as a kid." "Really?" "My whole family member, including me, can't really keep quiet when people say things." "We always talk back." "That's inherited." "Issen Yoshoku, a-must-eat when in Kyoto." "Is it like IINegi-yaki"?" "Is it like IINegi-yaki"?" "Although Aikawa grew up in Kyoto, she never had it before." "Although Aikawa grew up in Kyoto, she never had it before." "You know Rikidoza n?" "Of course." "Yes?" ""Rikidozan (Kim Sin-Nak) "" "Your dad told you?" ""Rikidozan (Kim Sin-Nak) "" ""Rikidozan (Kim Sin-Nak) "" "He said IIRikidozan is..." "you know what. " "Rikidozan (Kim Sin-Nak) "" "He said IIRikidozan is..." "you know what. "" "He said IIRikidozan is..." "you know what. " He is the ﬁrst generation," "IIHe's with us. " and is known as a hero throughout Korea." "and is known as a hero throughout Korea." "He used words like IIhe's with us"?" "and is known as a hero throughout Korea." "and is known as a hero throughout Korea." "And IIcon-se-sa-lam "." "And IIcon-se-sa-lam "." ""Co-sen-sa-lam " North Korean" ""Co-sen-sa-lam " North Korean" "Maybe it's only our family but, "Co-sen-sa-lam " North Korean" "Maybe it's only our family but, didn't they tell us while watching TV?" "What?" "Like, this singer is with us or not." "Yeah, my dad used to say all the time." "Really?" "Yes, always." "He's from General Association." "He's from General Association." ""General Association of Korean Residents In Japan "" ""General Association of Korean Residents In Japan "" "I hated that when I was little." ""General Association of Korean Residents In Japan "" ""General Association of Korean Residents In Japan "" "Political organization supporting North Korea." "Those people on TV, Political organization supporting North Korea." "Political organization supporting North Korea." "they hid it and people didn't talk about it either." "Political organization supporting North Korea." "they hid it and people didn't talk about it either." "And only us Koreans were saying they are one of us." "Like a closed community." "How about you?" "I was enjoying it." "Thinking they must live a same life." "Following the same customs." "My dad would say IIHe's North." "He may be South now. "" "My dad would say IIHe's North." "He may be South now. " North:" "North Korea South:" "South Korea" "North:" "North Korea South:" "South Korea" "I was like, IILeave him alone! " North:" "North Korea South:" "South Korea" "I was like, IILeave him alone! "" "Jyokyo-ward Apartment Hiromi Aikawa (Age 6 to 15)" "We head for the apartment where she lived from lst to 9th grade." "The family moved to Tokyo, when her father opened up a pinball parlor there." "I guess it's what you'd call a new town." "when her father opened up a pinball parlor there." "I guess it's what you'd call a new town." "Yes." "When was the last time you were here?" "I left here when I was in," "9th grade so... 9 yea rs ago?" "Slow calculation?" "That?" "Yes." "Which?" "Over there." "No.19." "Not anymore, rig ht?" "Yeah." "Not your home anymore." "I remember it!" "Where was your room?" "It was on this side." "Through the lawn." "There it is." "Which?" "Up there." "One, two, three, four..." "With antenna?" "Yes." "They're airing a futon." "Nice, huh?" "It's really nice." "Building No.19 is the biggest of all." "There're more rooms." "Oh, really?" "Do you know if there are any other," "Korean residents in Japan living here?" "Here?" "No?" "Probably." "You wouldn't know, right?" "You were brought up in an environment, where there're no Korean residents in Japan around you, besides your family and relatives." "How was that?" "Did you want to meet more Koreans while you were growing up?" "No, not really." "IfI had friends who were Korean residents in Japan, we would be under the same circumstances." "So we could talk about our families and our worries." "Like IINew Year's Day is hectic. "" "It may be nice, but I never really wanted a Korean friend." "Oh, really." "Interesting." "Osaka" "We wait for Actor, Mr. Matsuyama" "Hello?" "We're in front of OCAT right now." "It's a white van, parked by the road." "That's him." "Ordinary guy." "Yes, he is." "Very ordinary guy." "Hi, nice to meet you." "Nice to meet you." "I'm Matsue." "Hi, nice to meet you." "Please go in." "I came." "I came" "Let's do more." "It feels good." "God, it feels good." "It feels good." "It felt so good!" "Come on, hurry." "Although Aikawa was repeatedly saying that it felt good," "I knew she was faking it." "Is your sex always like that?" "What?" "Your sex." "No..." "It's usually more erotic." "More erotic?" "That's what I thought." "When I'm interviewing you, you're much more expressive." "Yeah..." "More erotic?" "Much more." "Why is that?" "I'm always like that if it's the first sex with a guy." "I kind of hold back." "Day Two December 1 1, 2003" "Tsuruhashi, Osaka Biggest Korean town in Japan" "Since we were in Tsuruhashi, we decided to buy kimchi." "But Aikawa looked dazed." "What?" "Looking at the flags." "Flags?" "Tsuruhashi shopping street was decorated with flags." "And I realized that, Tsuruhashi shopping street was decorated with flags." "And I realized that, there are no flags of North Korea." "Yeah, you're rig ht." "There are flags of other countries, but no North Korea." "I don't know, may be they just didn't make it." "Or may be they decided not to put it up." "How do you feel, when you see the news about North Korea on TV?" "How?" "What do you think about it?" "I honestly think, iithis country is crazy. "" "Oh, you do?" "I'm often asked IIAre you from North? "" "Because we're Koreans." "So I answer "No"." "Originally we're all the same, right?" "Originally we're all the same, right?" "Since the cease-ﬁre of Korean War in 1953," "Since the cease-ﬁre of Korean War in 1953," "But still..." "Since the cease-ﬁre of Korean War in 1953," "Since the cease-ﬁre of Korean War in 1953," "Yes, it was still one country in our grandparents' era." "Since the cease-ﬁre of Korean War in 1953," "Yes, it was still one country in our grandparents' era." "Yes, it was still one country in our grandparents' era." "The nation is still separated into North and South." "Now there's the Man Gyong Bong and abduction issues, The nation is still separated into North and South." "Now there's the Man Gyong Bong and abduction issues, and my friends see it on TV as well." "They know I'm not from North Korea, but when they see it, it seems to remind them of me." "And get bad impression of Korea." "Their image of North Korea is the image of whole Korea." "It's somehow all blended." "You know?" "This town is ﬁlled with a distinctive smell." "It makes you want to eat kimchi." "Chinese cabbage kimchi please." "Chinese cabbage kimchi please." "But I hate kimchi." "But I hate kimchi." "Because my mother forced me to eat them when I was little." "That's enough." "And um..." "I was thinking." "You know when we had the World Cup in Japan?" "Koreans and Japanese coexist here in Tsuruhashi." "Koreans and Japanese coexist here in Tsuruhashi." "In Ikuno-ward, population of Korean residents in Japan" "In Ikuno-ward, population of Korean residents in Japan" "So was red, color of Korea, In Ikuno-ward, population of Korean residents in Japan" "In Ikuno-ward, population of Korean residents in Japan mixed with blue, the color of Japan around here?" "is said to be 1/4 of the total population." "mixed with blue, the color of Japan around here?" "I was talking about it with my mom." "But she was saying IINot all Koreans cheer for Korea. "" "I was asked a lot, which country I was cheering for." "Yeah, my friends asked me that too." "But my family was, all cheering for Brazil so it didn't matter." "I asked my grandmother, but even she said III like Brazil. "" "My mom said IIOf course, Brazil. "" "My sister as well." "Why Brazil?" "They're strong." "You like strong teams?" "I can see that." "Wow." "It's so red." "Can I put it on this?" "Yes, go ahead." "Looks good." "Yeah." "Two plates?" "You're right." "Here honey." "Oh, come on!" "Why does this tastes like fish?" "This is really good." "It's hot!" "After a while." "There." "Try this after you eat the cabbage." "Let's leave some, and eat it at night." "Let's do that." "Keep it outside the car." "Outside." "What do you mean?" "Right here." "Hang it?" "Yeah, because it stinks." "It's going to smell!" "So what?" "No way." "I swear, I'm going to get sick." "Even when you were bringing it here..." "I had no idea." "You hate it?" "I really do." "Sorry." "What were you thinking now?" "What were you thinking?" "Now?" "It's really stupid." "Okay." "It's really nothing much." "Sure." "Well..." "I'll be moving next Monday, so I was thinking," "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "I'm going to be busy." "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "That's it." "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "But um, you know, Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "Aikawa was moving out from her parents' house in a week." "I can't really hide secrets." "So I'm afraid of mentioning my trip to Onomichi." "I might say it to my family." "Like IIYeah, I went to Tsuruhashi. "" "If you can't hide things, are you fit for this job?" "I will keep it a secret all the way." "It's a secret." "Secret, huh?" "But you don't feel guilty about this trip at all, right?" "That it's a bad doing?" "How do you say..." "Hiding from my family?" "Yes, that." "Not at all." "No?" "Yeah..." "I don't feel guilty about being in a video at all." "And this time, you also had the chance to visit your home town." "I don't know how to express it, but everything was new." "Was it exciting for you?" "Yeah, it really was." "Then I'm glad." "Yes." "Thank you." "Near Okayama Station Love hotel" "Wait!" "Wait!" "Please wait!" "I'm coming!" "I'm coming!" "Last Day December 12, 2003" "Onomichi, Hiroshima Hiromi Aikawa(age 0 to 6)" "This is Onomichi?" "We're in Onomichi City?" "Yeah, we are." "I remem ber." "Stores are different..." "Look, Toraji!" "I've been here." "Oh, really?" "It hasn't changed." "Now it really feels like I'm back." "How long ago?" "I left here in lst grade so..." "It's been over 10 years." "Yeah." "20 years?" "No..." "But it's almost 20 years." "No, you're supposed to be 20." "You're right." "A bit over 10 years." "Hiromi Aikawa said she was 20 years old on her profile." "Hiromi Aikawa said she was 20 years old on her profile." "About 10 years." "Hiromi Aikawa said she was 20 years old on her profile." "About 10 years." "We're at the port." "Oh my god!" "It's exactly the way it was." "It's shimmering." "It's so beautiful!" "I can smell the sea." "When I was little, I couldn't sleep." "I would often wake up at night and start crying." "So my grandfather would take me for a walk along here." "In the middle of the night." "Usually children are afraid of the dark ocean." "But strangely, it calmed me down and I could go back to sleep again." "Sometimes, I pretended to cry just to go out." "Look through the camera." "What?" "I swear to you, I remember being here." "Really." "I sat here." "We looked for the house where she grew up." "What was around it?" "The pinball parlor and two cafes next to it." "Two cafes." "That's how it was." "Where are we?" "What's the address?" "Ad d ress?" "We're at..." "I knew it." "It's around here." "I think it's that way." "Can we?" "Sure." "Bingo!" "I guess you don't say "Bingo" anymore." "They'll know my real age, so please cut this part." "They'll know my real age, so please cut this part." "Hiromi Aikawa is 20 years old." "Hiromi Aikawa is 20 years old." "Oh my god." "Yes, this is it!" "Yumekaido." "Yes, it's here." "The exterior is modern now." "The pinball parlor was there, but it was remodeled." "The building looked very different from what it was." "Maybe it was because I was a kid, but I remember, the building to be taller." "And it wasn't this fancy." "There were just two buildings, and one was our home." "It's quiet now because it's still day time." "It changes completely at night." "My friends couldn't come around here much." "Too many bars." "Their parents had to come and pick them up." "I didn't want to trouble them, so I started to play by myself." "Ah, I understand." "That's how you became a strong woman living..." "By myself." "A lone wolf." "Take your time." "Can I walk around?" "Sure, of course." "You've become a woman, that fits into this atmosphere." "I asked for it." "No, I mean in a nice way." "This smell." "The smell of gutter." "I was afraid to walk here." "Once I entered an alley," "I would keep on running to look for light." "Let's go in." "Should we?" "You're not afraid anymore, right?" "Of course." "Yes, of course." "But little kids would be scared." "If you're little." "Once you're out, it feels really great." "There's a feeling of relief." "It's like your back in the real world." "If you can bear the fear, they'll always be a light." "I'm sorry." "Why are you crying?" "There's nothing to cry about." "I don't know why." "It felt like we were one big family." "To be honest, I was surprised to hear the word "family" from her." "Sorry." "Please don't shoot." "To be honest, I was surprised to hear the word "family" from her." "To be honest, I was surprised to hear the word "family" from her." "IIDon't shoot II?" "The first taboo word you said." "To be honest, I was surprised to hear the word "family" from her." "IIDon't shoot II?" "The first taboo word you said." "IIDon't shoot II?" "The first taboo word you said." "It was a happy surprise." "It was a happy surprise." "I don't know what to say." "Thank you so much." "It was a happy surprise." "I don't know what to say." "Thank you so much." "See you..." "Soon." "My make up is smudged." "Doesn't matter." "Have a nice trip." "Thank you." "You too." "See you!" "See you again!" "Yep!" "Bye." "Student from China Anna" "December 20, 2003 Sendagaya, Tokyo" "I heard that there was a Chinese student porno actress," "She's only been in one video." "I heard that there was a Chinese student porno actress," "I heard that there was a Chinese student porno actress," "Oh, really?" "I heard that there was a Chinese student porno actress," "She wore young girly clothes along with many others in it." "I heard that there was a Chinese student porno actress," "She wore young girly clothes along with many others in it." "She wore young girly clothes along with many others in it." "so I decided to interview her." "She wore young girly clothes along with many others in it." "I wanted to know what she thinks about Japan," "I was just playing around." "I wanted to know what she thinks about Japan," "I wanted to know what she thinks about Japan," "They were playing leapfrog and doing gymnastics." "I wanted to know what she thinks about Japan," "They were playing leapfrog and doing gymnastics." "They were playing leapfrog and doing gymnastics." "the country she just started living in." "the country she just started living in." "It fits her image." "the country she just started living in." "the country she just started living in." "And I wanted to ﬁnd out what kind of sex she enjoys." "You're right." "And I wanted to ﬁnd out what kind of sex she enjoys." "And I wanted to ﬁnd out what kind of sex she enjoys." "How long have you been working?" "And I wanted to ﬁnd out what kind of sex she enjoys." "How long have you been working?" "3 months." "What were you doing before that?" "Part time jobs." "I taught Chinese at a printing company, and I sold Chinese food." "So you were engaged in jobs related to China in some way." "Yes, I suppose so." "Why did you start this job?" "Modelling and porno actress?" "I saw it in a magazine." "My picture would be on the internet, so I wanted to try." "And have nice pictures taken?" "Yes, kind of like that." "When did you come?" "An year and half ago." "Year and half?" "Your Japanese is good." "Thank you." "You studied?" "Yes, I studied in China." "You had your first sex at age 19?" "I did't like the guy so much." "The sex wasn't that good either." "You wrote here that Japanese guys give good sex." "Yes." "You really think so?" "I really do." "Japanese guys think about the girl when they're having sex so, he tries to satisfy her." "You like macho men?" "Mascular guys." "Yes, love them!" "You like machos, okay." "You like machos, okay." "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "So you like aggressive men?" "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "We'll find a mascular man." "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "And so, we decided to cast top ranking porno actor." "You didn't write your favorite word." "Do you have any?" "I have one in Chinese." "Could you tell me?" "Chinese is okay." "What does this mean?" "It means lido what you believe in. "" "IIAnd don't listen to what others say. "" "Even if others don't like it, if you think it's right, then do it." "Okay." "Even if others don't agree with you, you should do what you really want to do." "Iget it." "Day of the shooting December 27, 2003" "We looked for lingerie at a discount shop." "Is see-through okay?" "Is see-through okay?" "And the actor introduced as top ranking was..." "And the actor introduced as top ranking was..." "Sure." "And the actor introduced as top ranking was..." "And the actor introduced as top ranking was..." "Let me see..." "Second generation North Korean resident in Japan" "Jitta Hanaoka Born February 4, 1 964" "We talked about this the other day too, but..." "You're the third generation, right?" "Second." "I think." "My father was born in Korea." "Was your father strict?" "Following Korean customs?" "Yeah, he was." "When you're a kid?" "We couldn't get much information from the news back then." "So everybody just worshipped him unquestionably." "You still have the image?" "What?" "Kim Il-Song's." "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." ""Kim Il-Song "" "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." "Leader of the Democratic People's Republic of Korea." "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." "No way." "We put it in a box and it's probably somewhere in the house." "Deceased 1994." "Deceased 1 994." "We should have it appraised." "It might be of value." "Why did you change?" "I don't know." "I guess I changed after I naturalized." "I mean, changed my nationality to South Korea." "I was around 26." "I see." "The reason was because it was more convenient?" "Because South Korea has wider diplomatic relations," "Yeah, I wanted a passport." "Because South Korea has wider diplomatic relations," "Because South Korea has wider diplomatic relations," "Your father agreed?" "Because South Korea has wider diplomatic relations," "Your father agreed?" "Your father agreed?" "it is more convenient to have South Korean nationality." "it is more convenient to have South Korean nationality." "No way." "I kept it a secrect until I was over 30." "it is more convenient to have South Korean nationality." "No way." "I kept it a secrect until I was over 30." "Even then, he got mad." "Though you were 30?" "If he found out earlier, he would have disowned me for sure." "But I think it's really strange." "Even though we don't understand the language, we call our father and mother, "aboji" and IIomoni"." "we call our father and mother, "aboji" and IIomoni"." "Aboji:" "Father Omoni:" "Mother" "Aboji:" "Father Omoni:" "Mother" "I hate it." "Why can't we call them in Japanese?" "Aboji:" "Father Omoni:" "Mother" "I hate it." "Why can't we call them in Japanese?" "Korean residents in Japan are, so undetermined and that bothers me a lot." "so undetermined and that bothers me a lot." "Undetermined..." "Undetermined..." "IfI had children, I would make them Japanese." "Undetermined..." "IfI had children, I would make them Japanese." "I won't make them speak Korean." "We can see Mt.Fuji." "You're right." "If you think Mt.Fuji is beautiful, then you're a Japanese." "Special feeling." "I see." "It's more than just beautiful." "You're touched by it." "Interesting." "Chinatown, Yokohama We meet up with Anna" "Chinatown?" "Yes, we're going there." "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "We're buying China dress." "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "Okay?" "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "I'm wearing a China dress?" "Today, we film a one-day date of Anna and Mr. Hanaoka." "I'm wearing a China dress?" "Yes, you are." "Will they look good on me?" "How old are you?" "How old are you?" "We wanted to know the viewpoint of Anna, who's from China." "We wanted to know the viewpoint of Anna, who's from China." "I'm 24 years old." "We wanted to know the viewpoint of Anna, who's from China." "We wanted to know the viewpoint of Anna, who's from China." "You look younger." "We wanted to know the viewpoint of Anna, who's from China." "You look younger." "You look younger." "And I myself wanted to know the viewpoint of Mr. Hanaoka," "And I myself wanted to know the viewpoint of Mr. Hanaoka," "You look like 20." "And I myself wanted to know the viewpoint of Mr. Hanaoka," "And I myself wanted to know the viewpoint of Mr. Hanaoka, who is older than me." "That's nice to hear." "who is older than me." "I'm almost 25, but that's a secret." "The way she talks..." "It's cute." "Very cute." "Bringing her here is so unoriginal." "To Chinatown." "You feel at home?" "Right?" "I guess I do." "First we went to a Chinese restaurant." "We leave the ordering to Anna." "Do you each want a porridge?" "We leave the ordering to Anna." "We leave the ordering to Anna." "I do." "Okay, then we'll all have one." "We leave the ordering to Anna." "I do." "Okay, then we'll all have one." "It's nice to come with someone who speaks Chinese." "You can depend on them." "But when I go to Korea, I try not to speak Korean." "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "Really?" "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "I pretend I'm Japanese." "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "When they talk fast, I can't follow them, so I ask again." "Mr.Hanaoka learned Korean at a Korean school," "When they talk fast, I can't follow them, so I ask again." "When they talk fast, I can't follow them, so I ask again." "which he attended for 9 years." "When they talk fast, I can't follow them, so I ask again." "Then they'll know I'm a foreigner." "I hate that." "You know Korean?" "Yes, I do." "Everyday conversation." "That's nice." "Can you speak Korean?" ""Hello"." "You're good." "Ijust know one word." "Don't do that." "No?" "Hold it like this." "This way it won't rip." "Upside down?" "Yes." "Then you bite a little, and you suck... the soup." "The soup is good." "This place is good!" "Speciality of the restaurant, preserved duck egg porridge." "Are you full?" "Can I have this?" "Go ahead." "Were you waiting for it?" "Preserved duck eggs gives you energy." "Oh, really?" "Like this?" "I can feel it." "Power of preserved duck eggs." "Then went to buy China dress, the main purpose of coming here." "Size?" "Small." "Small?" "Here you go." "This is extra large." "Extra la rge?" "Yes, large." "I'll try it on." "And this." "Is she Chinese?" "I thought so." "I'm Chinese too." "Yes, I'm an overseas Chinese." "Yes, I'm an overseas Chinese." ""Overseas Chinese "" ""Overseas Chinese "" "Oh, really?" ""Overseas Chinese "" ""Overseas Chinese "" "What generation?" "Third generation." "Chinese who moved overseas." "And their descendants." "Chinese who moved overseas." "And their descendants." "Oh, third." "Chinese who moved overseas." "And their descendants." "Chinese who moved overseas." "And their descendants." "Do you have any pins?" "Pins?" "What kind?" "Safety pin?" "How's this?" "Don't make it too tight." "It may rip you know." "She was not satisfied with the waist line." "Looks good." "Yeah, it does." "Is this small?" "Yes." "Small?" "Yes, it's small." "We don't have smaller size." "That one's nice." "He seemed to be getting bored." "Beautiful." "Do you like this one?" "Okay good." "Men all hate shopping!" "Yes, men hate shopping." "What do you want to do?" "I'm cold." "Want to get warm?" "How about you?" "I'd like to warm each other up." "Yamashita Park, Yokohama City hotel" "Oh, T-back panty." "They all like T-back?" "What?" "All men?" "Yes." "I don't really care." "It was his choice." "He preferred T- back." "It's so small." "It's very small!" "Were you that cheerful when you lived in China?" "Not so much 2 years ago." "I probably changed after I came to Japan." "You changed?" "Really." "I think that I'm basically a cheerful person, yet I was hiding it in a way." "But when I came to Japan, I saw many new things, and I opened up a lot more." "Revealing my real self." "Ithink..." "How do you feel now?" "Let me see..." "A bit nervous." "Where's your erogenous zone?" "Erogenous zone?" "Either my back, my neck, or IIcli-chan "." "Your clitoris?" "I didn't think I'd hear the word IIcli-chanII from you!" "How do you say IIcli-chan " in Chinese?" "How do you say IIcomeII in Chinese?" "The word means "I have arrived. "" "Oh, "arrive"!" "Not "come"." "The expression is different in every language." "In Japanese it's "go"." "In Chinese it's "arrive"." "It means "I've arrived at the very top. "" "That's beautiful." "Interesting?" "Yes, very m uch." "Anna is great." "There's a gap between, her cute looks and her dauntless behavior." "I like that." "You are so sexy!" "We have this." "Ever seen it?" "No." "Never?" "Do you want to use it?" "Yes." "I want to try." "Try it yourself." "Go ahead, try it." "Slowly." "Put it all in." "How is it?" "How?" "Feels good." "I'm coming." "I'm coming!" "It feels good." "Come!" "Come!" "My eye!" "Oh, eye!" "There you go." "Okay?" "Are you okay?" "It's in my nose." "It's sticky." "It's sticky?" "I'd have to admit that Anna's charm, made my blood rush." "Anna, can I ask you?" "Do you know the word "identity "?" "I don't know." "Is my pronunciation bad?" "I-D-E..." "I'll write it down." ""The fact of being yourself. "" ""I den tity "" "Identity is the basis of knowing, "Identity "" "Identity is the basis of knowing," "Identity is the basis of knowing, The fact of being who a person is." "The fact of being who a person is." "what you really are." "The fact of being who a person is." "what you really are." "what you really are." "One's characteristic recognized by others and the society." "One's characteristic recognized by others and the society." "Like your country, race, or your family." "One's characteristic recognized by others and the society." "Like your country, race, or your family." "Things like that." "Me?" "What's the basis, the identity for you?" "If so, I think it'd be..." "My family." "My father and mother." "What's your parents like?" "My mother is strict." "Always nagging." "And father?" "He's nice." "Nice?" "You like them both?" "Yeah, I do." "Okay." "I was asking Anna what her identity was." "Identity?" "Like what her basis is." "And she answered her family." "What do you think yours is?" "Me?" "Let me see." "Identity?" "Ja panese society." "Really." "I feel that my life is, all based here in Japan." "I don't have special feelings for, my family." "I believe that, the strong will win." "And the weaks should accept defeat with good grace." "I see life that way." "You're like Shintaro Ishihara." "If I lose, ifI become weak and can't even support myself," "I'll choose death." "Starve to death." "Die?" "We took a walk around Chinatown at night." "Give me one." "Wait." "I'll try one." "It's good." "What did he say?" "He'll discount it." "Do you want?" "Yes, please." "What's that?" "It's peeling tool." "It sticks." "After this you use your fingers." "You're so cute!" "You're adorable." "Do you want to eat?" "You peeled it for me!" "It's good." "She breaks my heart." "She's like a small animal." "Squirrel?" "Yeah, squirrel." "Here you go." "Thank you." "You're only taking me." "Take Mr.Hanaoka." "I'm not interesting." "You like chestnuts?" "Because chestnut is "Cli" in Japanese." "I hate this." "I'm takipng pretty things." "We were getting ready to go to Mr.Hnaoka's place." "I like Japan." "Even the current Japan?" "I mean, I like the whole history of Japan." "Including now." "Of course Japan has done some terrible things in the past." "But I still like Japan." "Isee..." "Great country." "If you like Japan so much, don't you get frustrated that, for example, you can't vote?" "That can't be helped." "Because I'm a Korean." "This is not my country." "So I can't complain about it." "I've noticed you say things like that often." "Like "not my country", and about where you belong." "That's true." "It's strange you think that way because, you're not a Japanese." "What you think and say is, so much more Japanese like," "than those usual..." "Japanese?" "Yes, some Japanese actually talk like that." "I really hate it when a Japanese says it to me." "I know." "Like, "Don't talk big if you don't have the right to vote. "" "Sadly, what your saying justifies their comment." "I believe in accepting defeat with grace." "Japan lost the war." "I like that." "But... somewhere deep inside my heart," "you know," "I might be irritated because I was born as a Korean." "A feeling of anger, so to speak." "I see." "Anger?" "More like..." "Complex?" "Yes." "Like "Why did I have to be born in a situation like this? "" "So there's inferiority behind it all." "It's difficult but..." "I suppose you can't fully agree with my comment." "Katsushika, Tokyo Mr. Hanaoka '5 house" "Excuse me." "Quietly." "Very q uietly." "Quietly." "Very quietly." "His father was already asleep." "His father was already asleep." "Wow, your room is... so big." "Dull place, huh?" "You don't look so comfortable." "You like Michael Jackson?" "Yeah, I do." "Why is that?" "Why?" "I like his dance." "He's a superstar." "You have a straightforward character." "Yeah." "Not special but best?" "The best." "That's what I thought." "Your room says it all." "Again, Anna changes into a costume Mr.Hanaoka likes." "Go like this." "Wimpy." "No, not wimpy." "Sturdy?" "Plumpy." "Do you like the outfit?" "I look like a fish." "Like a fish?" "Look at this." "It's so erotic." "Look at this." "It's so erotic." "Yes, it does look like a ﬁsh." "Yes, it does look like a ﬁsh." "I'm going to fall." "Ta ke it off." "If I move around," "I might come." "You're coming?" "I'll come." "Go ahead." "But if I come, I'll become very weak." "You were holding it back?" "You can come." "I'mexhausted." "Exhausted?" "I'm coming.I'm coming." "Hurry." "Hurry." "Wait." "She'll suffocate." "Are you okay?" "Yes." "It feels too weird to do it in my house." "Was it a bad idea to do it here?" "Feels strange?" "Yeah." "Strange?" "It's okay if I'm alone." "Oh, downstairs?" "Your father?" "Can he hear us?" "No, I don't think he'll hear us." "You seem to have feeling of hatred, towa rds your father." "What's the reason?" "Why?" "I've always felt that way, since I was a kid." "He's always had strong influence toward me, and my mother." "He did everything, his own way and wouldn't listen to others." "That's why." "If so isn't it difficult to live with him?" "I don't see him at all." "You must see him sometime." "I don't." "You don't?" "We just pass by." "I see." "Could we get back to the topic about," "Korean residents in Japan?" "You were saying you had national consciousness before, but one day it vanished all of a sudden." "What was the reason for that?" "There's no one particular reason for it." "It happened slowly." "Slowly?" "I started seeing how phony Korean resident in Japan were, and I didn't want to be part of it." "I see." "What do you mean by "phony"?" "Are you talking about what's going on in North Korea?" "Yes, that too." "Our effort came to nothing." "You don't agree with me?" "I don't know how it was before, you see." "I don't know the era when there was still an ideal." "I'm not sure if it was an era." "But during that time we were manipulated by North Korea." "I guess it was about 9 years in total." "I guess it was about 9 years in total." "In late 1950's "Homecoming Movement " started." "North Korea was portrayed as "Paradise on Earth ", and" "Even afterI graduated, North Korea was portrayed as "Paradise on Earth ", and" "Even afterI graduated," "Even afterI graduated, for those who went back, for those who went back, ﬁnancial security and employment was promised." "it was another 5 to 6 years." "ﬁnancial security and employment was promised." "ﬁnancial security and employment was promised." "Now that I look back, those years were a waste." "Now that I look back, those years were a waste." "But the wealth of 93,000 who went back," "Now that I look back, those years were a waste." "Now that I look back, those years were a waste." "were mostly taken away." "were mostly taken away." "The fate of some is unknown as well." "It did not lead us into the future at all." "The fate of some is unknown as well." "It did not lead us into the future at all." "What's your personal dream for the future?" "I know it's serious question." "Your image of the future." "Well my dream is to..." "I want to live with the person I love." "Happily." "And..." "I don't know." "Get married?" "Yes, I would like to have children." "I want happiness to last, as long as possible." "I guess that's about it." "It's really simple and ordinary, right?" "It comes down to that." "I see." "How was the day for you?" "How was the day for you?" "We asked Anna too." "We asked Anna too." "I had a lot of fun!" "We asked Anna too." "I had a lot of fun!" "Fun?" "What was fun?" "Playing together." "Eating together." "It was really a nice day." "We asked questions." "Yeah." "Like about your father." "How did you feel about it?" "How did Ifeel?" "I love my family very much so it was, an honor." "Interesting." "I see." "We can all see that." "It really shows." "I think it's great." "I could never say that" "I love my parents." "I envy that." "I don't hate my mother but..." "I've always had this gloomy image toward my parents." "Dark and shadowy." "Yes, I've noticed that." "Has your father ever seen your video?" "He doesn't know." "Doesn't know?" "How about you?" "Have your parents seen them?" "They'll faint." "Well, they know Ido modelling." "Even nude?" "They don't know about the video, but I told them about the pictures." "They know?" "My mother is opposed to it." "Her way of thinking is very old-fashioned." "Because she's a woman." "But my father is... he's very open- minded." "He's understanding." "Yes." "More than understanding." "He's amazing." "You can't stop a person, from doing what they really want to do." "That's true." "That's what I think." "You'll never know until you actually try it, right?" "I see." "Are you cold?" "Are you?" "My hands are cold." "Yeah, it is." "Us, the third generations" "But I know people who try to avoid insecurities of identity," "You didn't write your favorite word." "Do you have any?" "In Chinese?" "W rite it." "I like this best." "This one?" "It means "Do what you believe in. "" ""And don't listen to what others say. "" "I see." "Directed by Tetsuaki Matsue"