""All children, except one, grow up and they soon know that, they will grow up. "" " PETER PAN" "FAIRY DUST" "Emre." "Emre." "Emre, come on wake up." "Did you sleep here last night?" " Go away." " Emre." " Silly bug." "Emre, Emre." "Please get up." "Come on." " Good morning." " Good morning." "Dear mum, I miss you mostly in the mornings." "As usual, Emre and I get along very well." "They call as the crazy siblings at school." "I don't have a boyfriend nowadays." " Hi." " Hi." " Welcome." " What's up buttercup?" " I thought you would be at the store." "He came to check out that girl from his lit class." "He's going to bankrupt us trying to be Casanova." " Casanova Kazim." " Everything's fair in the game of love." " Bye guys." " See you." "Volki I have something for you." " Did you bring it?" "You're both sick." " Isn't this the sweetest time of the day, Volki?" " Sure, thanks." "Wait, stop." "I'm going to need more booze." "I can't work with this." "I need more vodka." " Finish that first, I'll get you more." "Thanks dude, you're a good kid." "Let me put these on for you." "Take it, dude." "Take it, dude." "Take it." "Just a moment, I need to look handsome." " You are very handsome." " Take it, dude." " Give it to me." " Let's make sure Volkan doesn't drink too much tonight." "He tries to kiss everyone when he drinks." " But, he's so funny when he drinks." " He shouldn't try to catch up Deniz." " My point exactly." "That's enough for me." " Look at you, tired already?" " I'm getting old, partner!" "Hi." " Do you work here?" " I do." "How can I help you?" " A lighter." " A lighter." "Here you are." " The transparent one, please." "The transparent one." " I don't like chocolate." " Our party will start soon you can stay if you like." " Have fun." "You too." "Why are you acting like this when this jerk is around?" "He's not a jerk." "I think he's really cute." "Surprise!" "Happy birthday!" "Happy birthday, dude." "Happy birthday, my darling." "Asli, what did I tell you?" "Yes, but please don't be so tense." "Just relax and try to enjoy it." "You know that I hate my birthdays." "Shall we go in?" "Asli prepared you a cake." "With cream cheese puff pastry since you don't eat anything sweet." "That's borek, not a cake." "So what?" "She prepared it for you and that's what counts." "Do you have a smoke?" "I specifically asked her not to throw me a party." "If I knew about this I wouldn't have come home." "I told her the same when she called me up." "That you would be pissed." " She never listens." "She always does what she wants." "And now, she wants to get married." "What?" "She wants to get married." "What did you say?" "I said all right." "You can't grow up without making mistakes." "Who was this guy?" "Why all the wrong guys come and find me?" "Because you become friends with people you hardly even know." "And worst of all, you fall in love with them." "It takes time to really get to know someone." "Be careful or you will end up crying in this corner." "I just want someone to be mine, to completely belong to me." "I want him to peel fruits for me while we watch T.V. Together." "By the way, when did you see me crying?" "Fruit?" "When was the last time you ate any fruit?" "I couldn't eat since nobody peeled for me!" "What about me, your slave?" "Paint this, move that." "Make me pudding in the middle of the night." "Iron my clothes, do the laundry..." " You are such a liar." " Get a hold of yourself or I'll kick your ass." "Come on you filthy bug." " Don't!" "Don't do that!" "I released you, my slave, enough." " Good morning." " Good morning." "This one is ok." "Thanks." "This is also good." "This is it, bro." "How can you eat while looking at these bloody photos?" "How could you take these bloody photos?" "Hello." "Hold on, Mrs. Ayla." "I need to check." "He's not here right now." "I'll make sure he calls you when he gets back." "I got it." "Okay, I'll tell him." "Good bye." "What are we doing tonight?" "What did she say?" "She said, your dad's health is getting worse." "So what?" "He told her that he wants to see you before he dies." "You promised to dance with me at the party, brother." "Don't worry, I will." "Canan!" "Canan!" " My head hurts." " Canan!" "Canan!" "Come here, princess." "Come, come." " We'll have a nice birthday, won't we?" " Of course we will." "Of course." "Don't leave me." "We were going to dance." "Cheers, princess." "Yesterday was a bleak day without you, Canan." "You used to love our birthdays so much." "Even though the worst of the worst always happened then." "Sometimes I feel like that you'll going to come back." "Come I won't be surprised." "Partner this looks awesome." " Yes." "Even my nostrils are painted." "I saw at the bathroom." "This is what happens when you spread it across the room." "Emre?" "You know I can't eat the peanuts." " No." "Why didn't you get the plane kind?" "I'm not a freaking monkey." "I have a date with Ayca tomorrow." "I need to look very handsome." " That stupid moron." "She was trying to dance with you all night." "So what?" "She doesn't have to be very smart." "We're not going on a quiz show." " I'll show you!" " Stop." "You silly bug." "Come here!" "Come on." "Get up so you can get ready for your date tomorrow." "Emre, get up." "Get up, you charlatan." "You dragged me around last night and I'm going to do the same now." "Emre?" "Emre, are you all right?" "Please don't let anything bad happen to him, please." " Okay, calm down." " Please do something." " You have to sit down." "Deniz, what happened." "Where is Emre?" " If he goes, I'll go too." " What?" " Good night." " Good night." ""Peter, did you come to take me?"" "Can I have one?" " We can share it." " No, it's all right." "You need it more than I do." "Everything was fine, on track suddenly life can run off the rails." "You talk to him, I can't handle it." " Is the patient your son?" " Yes, my son." " Your son suffered a heart attack." " I don't understand, he's so young." "Emre is very healthy." "These things are supposed to happen to us not to the kids." " It's extra risky at his age." "We'll be monitoring him for a couple of days." "The smartest thing you can do is to go home and get some rest." "You've been here all night." "Peter, please come and take me away." "I don't want to stay here all alone." "Don't be so sad." "It's not like you." "What happened to your hand?" "Emre, I'm so worried." "Don't worry." "It hurts like a mosquito bite." "Fairy dust." "All my wishes are going to come true then." "It's stronger than Tinkerbell's fairy dust." "Peter is always fooling you." "If he would have come, then I wouldn't have the pleasure of growing up with you." "Misa." "Please but it away before the nurses see it." "Are you scared?" "Of course I'm." "With my luck, I'll end up heartless like the tin man." "Emre, please don'tjoke about this." "I feel very bad." "I'm writing one for your father, we'll give it to him when we go to see him." "Congratulations!" "Are you the news editor now?" "He didn't say anything." "Mrs. Ayla called here." "Cem your father is dying." "Why are you being so stubborn?" "How do you expect a dead man to attend the wedding, Asli?" " I'm just trying to help you." " I don't need your help." " We'll go together." " That's enough, Asli!" "What will you do there?" "Do you think you'll understand why I turned out like this, when you meet my asshole of a father?" "I don't want to talk about this anymore." "No, we are going to talk, just like normal couples do." " No!" "You'll keep on insisting and I'll accept in the end." "Always the same story." "Really?" "What else did I insisted on, Cem?" "Come on guys, calm down." "I'm calm already." "I'm not!" "Come back!" "What's up?" "I knew I would find you here." "Is she all right, Hasan?" "She's fine." "She cried a lot but still, she was worried about you." "She asked me to find you." "I can't do it." " What do you mean?" " I can't do it!" "I can't get married." " So why did you tell her you would?" "I just blurted it out." "You do everything in your power not to make your own decisions." "Good strategy I guess." "When things don't work out, there is always someone else to blame." "Sit down, Mr. Refik." "Please sit down." "How is he?" "When will he get out of intensive care?" "When can we see him?" "How was the operation?" " The operation was successful." " Thanks God." "I'm not really good with these things so..." " Yes?" " The patient is in a coma." "There may be a blood clog in his brain." "Poor kid." "Can you imagine coming back from school and finding your mother lying dead?" "God forbid that!" "She was so young." "Deniz, come here dear." "Come and stand by me." "I can't stay here anymore." "My mother is gone." "If I go to Neverland, I can live with the lost boys." "They are orphans as well." " But you must stay." "We'll brother and sister at my home." "That is better than being partners." "Can't we stay here?" "They won't let us now." "I wish we were grown up." "No one could tell us what to do." "We could have built our own Neverland." " Let's do that, Emre." "Okay, I promise." "This will be our Neverland." "Emre, what are you doing?" "No more games." "You need to wake up." "You can't go anywhere, there's so much that we need to do here." "Did you forget that I stayed here for you, partner?" ""Do you believe in miracles?"" "We'll have a feast when I come back, I promise." "What are you doing here?" "I'm having tea." "I'm really tired." "I'll have some, too." "So, what's up?" "How about the kittens?" "Thanks." "I'm on my way to catch life." "Forget about me and answer my question." " Which question?" "What are you doing here?" "What am I doing here?" "Actually I really don't know what I'm doing here but I'm on my way to see my father whom I haven't seen since my eight birthday." "That is great." "You have a father and you're wasting your time sitting here." "If I were you, I'd be running there." "This story is not as fun as you think it is, missy." "Rewrite it then, that's what I'm doing." "In chapter one, very bad things happen:" "The person I love most, is in a coma." "In chapter two, I bring him fairy dust from Cappadocia and the finale everyone is waiting for;" "Emre gets well." " Fairy dust?" " Yeah." "I'm going to wish for a miracle." " Do you believe in that?" " Of course." "We'll get some for you." "Don't waste your fairy dust on me." "So what's your name?" "Let's meet properly." "Cem." " Deniz." ""Come with me Wendy." "Come and tell your stories to the lost boys." " Good luck." " Thanks." "Deniz can you come with me?" " But..." " Please." "It won't take long." "Please..." "Come in." "Welcome." "Can I see him?" "He just dozed off." "He was in a lot of pain, so I gave him an injection." "He's going to be very happy to see you." "Please, have a seat." "How did you recognize me?" "From the photos Canan used to bring." "We used to look at them all together." "Asli, welcome dear." " No, I..." " You must be starving." "I made lentil soup." "I'll kiss the bubu." "It's a chocolate cake, Cem!" "Don't be a nasty boy." "Come on." "Don't forget to make a wish." "What did you wish for?" "I wished for Barbie's dream house." "Welcome." "Mine has already come true." "My goodness!" "Don't you have any shame?" "Couldn't you find anywhere else to take your whore than the kids birthday party." "Come off it!" "I just want to see the children, then I'll leave." "My boy is a grown man now." "Come here, let me hug you." "See how much your father loves you, Cem." "He brought his whore here so all your friends can see her." "Are you going to stay?" "Please." "Take me with you." "Look, you have to stayed here and take care of your sister, okay?" "You hurt him enough." "Now, get out of my house!" "I didn't come here to see you, daddy." "You are dying." "Do you know how many times Canan and I died, after you left us?" "How we waited for you?" "We waited." "Waited..." "Who I am?" "I'm dying but I'm not senile, you silly boy." "Did you call to insult me?" "You used to do that when you were little." "You always took a sip from my glass." "That was a long time ago." "Such things happen." "We all made mistakes." "But Haluk and I understood each other." "And although no one approved of our relationship, we managed to be happy." "You've come a long way, you must be tired." "I'll make the bed so you can rest." "Do you think you can make up all the nightmares you've caused for all those years." "You were the one who refused to see me." "You wanted to see us just to relieve your own conscience." "You left us with a witch, who didn't want us when we needed you the most." "You escaped from your responsibilities!" "Whatever happens, she's still your mother." "You don't become a mother by giving birth." "Don't hold a grudge son." "Sometimes in life, you need to accept things and move on." "As you can see, life can be taken away from you so easily." "I can't believe how calm you're!" "I know I've let you down." "That's a very sad thing for a father to admit this." "Don't be so stubborn." "You can't build a future before making peace with your past." "Cem I'd like to give you something." "How come you never look into my eyes?" "Really?" "Canan forgot this here the last time she visited us." "It's been here for a long time." "I thought it would be better if you kept it." "I know you don't go to your mother's house." "I mean, that's what Canan used to say." "I guess we try to console ourselves with the things that are left behind from our beloved ones." "I couldn't protect her." "I didn't want to see how they separated us, mom." "Emre and I escaped to a funfair." "And I stayed on the Ferris wheel all day, thinking it might wind life back to the way it used to be and bring you back to me." "You had a chance to say good bye." "That's not granted to everyone." "I even messed that up." "Seeing you here must have been enough for your dad." ""I'll teach you how to ride the wind. "" "We're out of gas." "Fuck you." "I need to pee." "I'll go behind those bushes." "Pull up your panties!" "A truck is coming!" "Hurry, hurry up." " Hi." " Hi." "We ran out of gas." "Could you drop us by the nearest gas station?" "Don't worry, we're not psycho killers." " Climb on the back." " Thanks." "Hello, my name is Tacettin." "My friends call me Taci." "Cool." "Did you have a car trouble as well?" "No, I just wanted to get some fresh air." "But I am so hungry right now." "We should get off on the next stop and fill our bellies with some hot soup." "He thinks we're on the city bus." "Get on, get off." " Is there a restaurant around here?" " No, but wouldn't it be nice to have a nice, warm meal?" "You, my lady, what would you like to have?" "I like grilled cheese sandwiches with chocolate spread of course." " Chocolate paste?" " Yeah." " Do you spread it on your toast?" " No, that's for amateurs." "I suck the chocolate right off the tube." "That's fifty grams of chocolate filling your mouth all at once." "Yeah, that's a great invention." "What about you dude?" "Do you like that thing in the tube?" "No, thanks." "Really?" "What was that lamb doing in the front seat?" "I don't know." "Maybe he didn't want the animal got bored." "The lamb is traveling at first class." "They complain that there are no animal rights in this country." "Let the poor thing ride first class." "They'll sacrifice it soon." " How can he butcher his pet?" " With a dull saw." "So he can have it with rice and a mixed salad." "Yummy!" " Goodbye." " Bye!" " Goodbye, goodbye." " Goodbye." " This guy is crazy." " I need to use the rest room." " Go, quick." " Hello." " Hello." "Welcome." "If you're hungry, this stuff won't fill you up." "Look!" " It looks delicious." " It's a cheese pastry." "Delicious." "Come in, we have pastries." "It seems that you're a beloved groom." "My fianc prepared it, please try." "Thanks." "Can we find a vehicle to take us back to our car?" "I'm afraid not." "There is no one around at this hour." "You can't find anyone." "Let me prepare you some tea." "We'll have some breakfast and when my boss gets here, he'll give you a ride." " That sounds good." " Let's get the gas and go." " Fine." " Okay." "I'll bring out the gas can." "Who's Asli?" " What did she tell you?" " Nothing." "She just called me Asli." "I mean, whoever this Asli is, she thought I was her." " Let me carry it for a while." " I'll carry it." "Everyone needs to find a tree of their own size." "Neverland." "So, you know about it." "Did you want to live in that home underground, when you were a kid?" "I just wanted to live in the good version of my own life." "What is this?" "An offering of peace?" "After my daddy left my mother stopped cooking completely." "She didn't even buy bread." "She made desserts and baked cakes." "A home like that!" "Just like Hansel and Gretel's house." "It's nothing to romanticize, trust me." "You disgust it after a while." "The witch who kept feeding the children so she could eat them." "I started cooking in elementary school because of that witch." "All I know how to prepare is instant pudding." "When we were kids, Emre and I used to scrape the bottom of the pot afterwards." "His mom used to yell at us." "They say, if you scrape the bottom of the pot, then it'll rain on your wedding day." "But I don't think I'll ever get married." " Everybody gets married one day." " So it's just like dying then." "No it takes longer." "And is much more painful." "What will you do if the fairy dust doesn't work?" "Of course it's going to work." "Miracles happen." "Come on." " I'm going to catch you!" " Emre!" "Fairy dust!" "Thanks." "I'll give the key to the parking guy." "I'll find the car but how am I going to find you?" "Life is going to be wonderful from now on." "You must be angry with me thinking where did she go, leaving me here all alone." "I brought fairy dust." "I don't know what else to do." " So, tell me." "What's going on?" " What should I tell you?" "There is nothing going on." " Fine." "When will you call Asli?" " That's over, dude." " That's your business but don't run away this time as usual." "Just go and tell it to her face." " Why are you ragging on me?" "Because I don't want you to make the same mistakes that I've made." "The Hasan I know doesn't make mistakes." "He's the poster boy for maturity." "I had to accept that position to talk some sense into you." " Deniz..." " Go away, Kazim." "Don't be like this." "He'll be fine." "Come in." "So you were drinking, right?" "Slow down, you're gonna throw up." " Did you take pictures?" " Yep." "There you go." " Thanks." " Bon appetite." "I'm preparing a book with those photos." "The name of the book will be "Portraits of Pain"." "They're having a good ol' time." "You noticed them in your first visit." "It took me a long time to discover their peaceful routines." "I thought, routines were boring." "The way they eat, dance, fight." "They're happy even when the plates are flying up in the air." "As if they know all the right answers of life's questions." "Come here." "Come on!" " Where?" "We're going." "Deniz..." "Deniz, this is really stupid." " No, it's not." "Deniz, we're gonna get into trouble." "If these people have a secret like you said we'll ask them to share it with us." "Is that a crime?" " No it's not but..." "Are you looking for someone?" "Wrong floor, excuse us." "Good night." "No one would give the prescription for a peaceful life to two strangers anyway." "Forget about it." "Let's go to a wonderful place." " Like where?" " Surprise me." "Okay, okay." "Is this place wonderful enough for you, missy?" "Deniz, look at me!" "Emre didn't wake up." "I know." "When my mother was gone when she died I waited for Peter Pan to come and take me away." "Because kids in Neverland forgot about their pasts." "Instead, Emre's parents took me in their home." "And I held on to him so tight that, I didn't need to go far away to find happiness." "Deniz don't fool yourself by believing in happy endings." "You will be devastated in the end." "Deniz if you try to hold on to me you will only be more miserable." "I'll break your heart." ""Dying could be a great adventure. "" " Hello." " Hi." "Little bug." "How are you?" "I'm doing laundry." "I thought you would never come." "Come." "I've been thinking a lot but I couldn't find the answers." "If you weren't happy, why did you carry on with this game." "You act like I've somehow taken you prisoner, kept you against your will." "I've became suspicious of myself." "I was suspicious of myself." "But you had so much faith in this relationship that I thought, maybe you could believe for both of us." "Don't think that I hurt you on purpose." "We were going to make each other miserable." "It is better this way." "Don't say that." "Please." "Two years." "When I first saw you you guys were doing research for Hasan's thesis." "He told me to be careful." "Just like that." "Stupid of me!" "When I looked at you, I thought somehow I can save you." "Instead of saving you you pulled me down to the deepest end." "It's over now." "You can come out to the surface." ""Come back home, Peter... "" "Emre is awake." "Miracles happen." ""Dearest, mom." "My wish has come true." "Emre is back at home and we're trying to survive." "I think about Cem sometimes." "I wonder what he's doing on the new years eve?" "I don't know if I made a mistake by leaving him that night." "I didn't let him hurt me like he said he would." "Seasons are passing by and he still didn't call me yet." "I hope he's fine and he will find the peace he has lost one day. "" ""I'll turn on the lights so you can see it with your own eyes. "" "Everything looks so delicious, thank you." " But you didn't eat anything." " Thank you very much." "There is no need to act polite and loose time." "You are probably wondering why I came to see you." "Of course you're going to come to see me." "I'm your mother." " I went to see dad, before he died." "I believed if I saw him I would find answers to some of my questions." "I was wrong." "Canan loved spending time with him." "Your sister was very kind hearted." "There is something that I have to ask you." "I hated myself every day ever since the accident." "But you you didn't even love me even when I was a kid." "Why?" "It was so easy for me to hate myself because you hated me all my life." "Is that what you think?" "I did not hate you, Cem." "How can a mother hate her own child?" "But I couldn't love you either." " What did I ever do to you?" " You were just like your father!" "I saw him in your face." "I hated him Cem not you." "Thank you for the tea." "Here they are." "There's no need to panic." "His paw is going to be fine." "But you know he's the only heir to Necati Can." "He is the most noble German shepherd." "So, what do you think, doctor?" "Will he be all right?" " Don't worry, okay?" "Just don't miss your next appointment." "Of course I won't." "I can't handle if anything happens to him." "May I kiss you?" " Of course." " Good bye." " Good bye." "I'll take care of your turtle in a minute." "I'm going out to dinner with Sevgi tonight." "Come on!" "Twice this week." "She's pretty." "So, are we going to pick a shirt and a tie for your date?" "No." "Actually she has this friend, from her office." "She wants to introduce you guys." "I'm not up to that right now." "Are you sure?" "Maybe you'll like this guy." "Maybe you'll find new material for the wall of mistakes." "That wall is all filled up." "There are no spaces left for new mistakes." "Anyway, you should look out for yourself." " I have a tin heart now." "It won't break!" " Is that so?" "Let's check it out." "Shall we get some desert?" "Let's check out the exhibition first." ""Dedicated to Deniz... "" "Thanks." "Just a second." "Happy birthday." " To my doomed birthdays." "All of my birthday stories are doomed." "Forget about it." "Hasan why are you still tolerating me?" " What do you mean?" " Even my mother doesn't love me." "Yet you always want to hang out with me." "Why?" "You are such a pain in the ass." "Stop talking like that, You're very boring!" "You're breaking my heart." "You believe, you don't deserve anything good." "Nothing!" " I pity on you." " No need for that." "When you find the right person, you shouldn't think twice." "All right?" "I've made mistakes as well." "I'm speaking from experience." "You know, the ropes are in our hands we just can't manage to hold them, that's all." "Where are you going?" "I'm going to change this story, dude." "I'm going to break the cycle of my doomed birthdays." " Why didn't you bring me any cookies?" " They're still baking in the oven." "We're also selling, why don't you buy from us?" "I brought these for you." ""Will you be mine?"" "Won't you eat your chocolates?" "That day, when you came..." " That was to say good bye." "I always pushed away the ones who tried to love me." "But pushing you away was the biggest mistake I ever made." "Deniz I want to learn how to breathe with you." "Wasn't it you who told me not to believe in happy endings." "I don't want a happy ending I want a new beginning." "I was scared then." "Maybe I am more terrified now but I'm here." "I've to go home." "Emre is waiting for me." "There is something really important that I forgot to ask you." " Yes?" " Do you like peeling fruit?" "Sorry, but I'm really bad at it." "So, we'll manage somehow." ""Dearest mom, I don't know what life will bring in the future but I'm enjoying the moment." "And I'm eating fruits with their hulls from now on. ""