"Previously on Felicity:" "I'm not having that surgery." "I'm not having it, OK?" "You're not OK." "You're sick." "So, you said we finished last night." "No, we didn't." "(Felicity) Ben beat up Randy last night." "They thought he had a concussion." "Did you hurt... oh!" "(glass shattering)" "Don't defend him!" "Don't start defending him to me!" "(man) There he goes." "(blows landing)" "(acoustic guitar)" "Hello?" "Anyone home?" "It's a nice walk home." "Shut that." "Sorry." "I'm sorry." "No, you're fine." "Let's go over here." "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "Let me get your coat." "OK." "All right." "Yep." "(grunting)" "Oh, my God." "Yeah, it's not that bad." "Well, it's worse than I thought." "Oh, thank you, that's nice." "No, I just mean, it looks..." "really bad." "Can I do anything?" "You can stop saying how bad it looks." "Right." "The Dean and Deluca thing..." "Oh, Noel." "Um, this is probably a huge inconvenience, but it was your idea, and I talked to Javier." "He wants me to cover for Ben at work." "Just give me the times." "I appreciate that, man." "You got it." "Don't worry about it." "(phone ringing) Where you off to?" "Some guy's giving a lecture at graphic arts on... on job..." "(Felicity) Hello?" "Job, uh..." "(Felicity) Oh." "Hi." "Want me to get you some ice or..." "No, I'm fine." "Um, yeah, hang on just a second." "Hey, it's, uh, it's your dad." "What?" "Tell him I'm not here." "I just told him you were." "Well, I'm not." "I'm not." "No, no, no." "Um, he's actually in the shower." "Yeah, he..." "he's all right." "(sighing) No, it's not serious." "They just wanted to keep him overnight for observation." "What do you mean?" "He knows?" "Oh, you are." "Let me just write down your number." "Feel better." "I know his number." "Just hang up on him." "Hey!" "Hang up!" "OK." "Right." "I got it." "(door closing) Yeah, I will." "It was nice talking to you, too." "(phone beeps off)" "He's in the city." "What?" "I guess the hospital called him last night." "His name's on your insurance, so they called him and he flew out last night." "Yeah, my mom's in Europe." "That's the only reason he's doing this." "So he can say look what I did for Ben." "You don't know that." "Yeah, I do." "I think you should call him." "I have nothing to say to him." "(man) Here you go." "Thanks." "Hey!" "Hey!" "I was just uh..." "I was just at a graphics lecture and I saw you and I thought, you know, that..." "You know, just..." "I'm Noel." "I fixed your computer." "Oh, right." "I'm sorry." "Oh, no." "It's all right." "Hey, you weren't at the lecture, were you?" "I mean..." "At that graphics thing?" "Oh, I'm not into that at all." "Yeah." "Oh." "Oh, I understand." "I just use my computer for e-mail and homework." "Which is good." "That's uh..." "Hey, do you like sushi?" "Oh, my God." "Yeah?" "You do, 'cause..." "I got so sick from a spicy tuna roll a year ago, I don't even eat rice anymore." "Oh." "Yeah, I mean..." "That happened to me once, you know, when I was a kid, but it was... play dough, which it turns out you're not supposed to eat anyway." "I got class." "Yeah, class is good." "Class is good." "Uh..." "that's why we're all here." "Yeah." "Um..." "Yeah." "All right, so, I'll see you later, OK?" "OK." "Bye-bye." "Class is good." "I'm an idiot." "♪ Can you become?" "Can you become?" "♪ The new version of you" "♪ New wallpaper." "New shoe leather" "♪ A new way home." "I don't remember" "♪ New version of you, I need a new version of me" "New version of you, I need a new version of me ♪" "(disco music)" "Oh!" "I'm sorry." "I didn't mean to scare you." "No, that's all right." "The door was unlocked." "I knocked, but nobody heard me." "We, we, we leave it unlocked, but the... all of the other suites leave theirs unlocked, and we should probably lock it but it seems antisocial..." "You are Felicity, right?" "Yes." "Hi." "You're Ben's dad and I met you, um... a few summers ago at the..." "the cafe, Hoby's, the..." "Oh, in Palo Alto, of course." "You know, I'm terrible at putting names to faces." "That's OK." "I hope you don't me barging in like this." "I called back and spoke to..." "Sean, was it?" "Yes." "Yeah, and he gave me this address." "Ben is not here, though." "I didn't come to see Ben." "I actually came to talk to you, unless this is a bad time." "No." "Are you sure?" "I could come back later." "No, no." "I mean you just flew 3,000 miles, I'm not..." "Yes, come sit down." "Oh, thank you." "This is a terrific apartment." "Yeah, we really lucked out." "It's pretty great." "He wasn't in the shower, was he?" "No." "Don't take it personally." "I think..." "I think Ben's just really kind of going through something and I..." "It's not you." "The ironic part is that now that I'm... going to AA regularly, I finally have something to say to him that's worth hearing." "That's great, I mean, that you've been going regularly." "I know that I'll sound like a cult follower when I say this, but there is this amazing program," "Al-anon, it's for families of alcoholics." "And I..." "I know it would really help Ben, that's... basically why I came to see you." "I want someone who loves him to talk to him about it." "You want me to..." "I know it's asking a lot, but if you could get him to realize that I'm not in New York to say I'm sorry, or to get him to return my phone calls," "I'm here... because I'm..." "I'm worried about him." "Right." "Um..." "Sure." "(Sean) Guess how many Jewish commandments there are." "I didn't know there were any." "613." "You believe that?" "Gentiles have it so easy." "Ten, give me a break." "Did you get the candles?" "Uh, yeah." "Oh, great." "What are those, uh, for?" "Starting today, I'm following the commandments of God." "Oh, well, that's..." "that's good to know." "Yeah." "You're Jewish, right?" "Morganstern, right?" "Yeah." "Yeah." "This is Meghan." "Nice to meet you." "Hi, yeah, nice to meet you." "The nurse took this out of the hospital library for me." "Why?" "Before I went into surgery, I didn't tell you this, but I made a pact with God." "I mean, I told him that if he got me through this, that I would devote my life to him." "And, God lived up to his end of the bargain so, now what am I gonna do?" "Blow him off?" "Oh." "Do me a favor." "The Torah says I'm not supposed to operate electronic gadgets during the Sabbath." "Can you just turn the light off?" "Oh, yeah." "You mean, the Torah uses the word gadget?" "Can you not blaspheme?" "Please?" "(Noel) I need a moral compass." "OK, can you bottom-line this?" "Because I have a test in three hours." "All right." "Jane Scott." "All right?" "She is this... this unbelievable woman." "She's gorgeous and smart and interesting and... gorgeous." "OK, you said gorgeous twice." "OK." "Bottom line." "I'm getting my life back on track and I would love for Jane to be on that same track with me, but, here's the problem." "There's uh... there's no commonality." "Now, here's the complication." "Last week when I was installing her computer, um..." "I happened to see her e-mail address and password." "Oh, God, Noel." "Exactly!" "Oh, God, Noel, exactly." "And she told me that she has some friend, that they e-mail back and forth their most intimate secrets." "Kinda like... their diary." "Right?" "So now I have the key to my dream girl's diary." "Noel, you cannot, under any circumstances read that girl's e-mail." "I know." "Trust me." "(door closing) Lies ruin everything." "OK, so guess what?" "Uh-huh." "You know that paper you helped me with?" "Yeah." "Not only did I get an "A," but..." "it's gonna be published." "Oh, um, congratulations." "Yeah, congratulations, Tracy." "Thank you, thank you." "But I couldn't have done it without my baby, here." "Um, I didn't really do anything." "All I did was input the data." "No, you did more than that." "And we're going out to celebrate that fact." "You, me and Finn." "Finn?" "Yeah." "He's my partner, I can't leave him out." "So are we going to, uh, study?" "Yeah." "Yeah, that's right." "Um... ♪ Going..." "OK, Noel, don't do it." "I don't know what you're talking about." "Um, don't do what?" "Nothing, have fun." "(Ben laughing) That's great." "Well, I'm glad you like it." "I do." "Thank you." "It's from your dad." "What?" "Um, well, he, uh... came to my apartment this afternoon." "Why?" "'Cause he wants me to see him?" "Is that why?" "Fine." "You know what?" "I don't want it." "I..." "Ben, come on." "What?" "I don't want it." "I mean, I don't want a gift from that jerk." "He's a jerk." "He's worried about you." "That's why he's here." "He wants to help." "I can't believe he's sucking you in." "I mean, he's charming." "I understand that." "I mean, that's his gimmick." "That's his thing." "Last time he was here, I thought you guys really connected." "Yeah." "Look what happened." "Listen, the last time was the last time." "That's it." "That's it." "I just think you're being closed-minded." "Because you don't know." "Just this once, just... one more time." "Just... for me, OK?" "♪ If you can't see through the haze" "Hi." "Hey." "Uh, congratulations." "I..." "I heard." "Thanks, thanks." "Did Tracy talk to you?" "About all of us going out?" "Uh, yeah, but I can't do that with the two of you." "Finn, what happened the other night was wrong and it..." "it can't happen again." "I love Tracy." "You got a weird way of showing it." "Why don't the two of you go." "No, I..." "I had plans anyway." "(keys jingling)" "(knocking)" "Hi." "Hi." "I was having coffee across the street and I saw you." "Yeah, come on in." "Oh, thanks." "Um, can I get you something?" "To drink?" "Like a soda or anything?" "Oh, no, I'm fine, thanks." "Did you talk to Ben?" "I did, I did." "Uh, he loves the basketball hoop." "He, really, uh..." "(sighing)" "I've lost him, haven't I?" "Yeah." "(exhaling deeply)" "No." "I..." "I just think he needs some time." "I knew I shouldn't have come here." "I talked to my sponsor and he said, "What's the worst thing that can happen?" "Your son refuses to talk to you, you got nothing to lose."" "(laughing nervously)" "Boy, was he right." "I've..." "I don't have anything to lose because, uh," "I've lost it already." "There's so many... things that I'd like to say..." "Oh, man, I'm sorry." "No, I... (weeping) I'm sorry." "It's... it's OK, I... (sobbing)" "Oh." "It's OK." "No, it's OK." "Thank you so much." "You're so kind to me." "Thank you." "Um..." "Oh, no." "No." "I'm so sorry." "I..." "I'm sorry." "Oh, God." "(door slams closed)" "(cheering crowd sounds)" "Great shot!" "(door opening)" "Hey." "Hey." "Where you been?" "I've been trying to call you." "I..." "I went for a walk." "Oh, yeah?" "Yeah, um..." "You know, your... your dad showed up at my apartment again." "He did?" "Yeah." "He, uh..." "He probably, you know, wanted to find out if I had talked to you." "You know, I've been thinking about what you said, about uh..." "giving him another chance, and," "I think you're right." "Oh, yeah?" "Well, yeah." "I mean, he flew out here, you know?" "I just feel like I've been a bit tough on him." "Do you agree?" "Yeah, I mean, you should probably..." "I mean, I think you should probably try to, um, patch things up as much as you can." "Yeah, that's what I want to do." "This is yours." "Can I have it?" "Yeah." "It's cooking wine, though." "I don't care, it's for the Sabbath." "I didn't know you were Jewish." "I'm not, I'm Wiccan." "Sean is Jewish." "All of a sudden he's like..." "ultra-Jewish." "Hey, you know what?" "That once happened to a friend of mine." "(door closing)" "She got hit by a car and suddenly thought she was the Virgin Mary." "I don't know what half this stuff is." "Do you know what this is?" "Oh, no, I can't even pronounce that." "I didn't know Kit Kats were kosher." "No, those are for me." "(Tracy) Hey." "Hey, Tracy." "Please, tell me you didn't get through chapter 16." "It was too thick." "Hey, Professor McGrath was busted for sexual harassment." "Get out of here." "McGrath?" "Look, man, he wasn't busted, just a complaint." "Nothing's been confirmed." "Give me that." "I wonder who would want to get down with the prince of darkness?" "Look, there's a whole list of interested honeys." "I mean, just check that out." "Hey, uh, by the way, can't make it to dinner tonight." "You know, I've got... moot court." "That's cool." "A guy I know, from Delta Gamma, is on the Student Disciplinary Committee." "He Xeroxed that himself." "Elena's on this list." "You know one of those girls?" "Look, Tracy, man, you know, I'm sure this isn't for real." "No, dude, I'm telling you, it's legit." "(Elena) What you did was so bad!" "(Noel) Yeah, I know, I'm a vile person." "Wait." "Look at these." "I am not reading that girl's e-mail." "It's incredible, they're like... they're like an instruction manual." "Noel!" "She's a person." "People don't come with instructions." "Well, these have all her likes, her dislikes." "What poems she likes, uh, what movies she's seen." "Oh!" "Guess what book she just read?" "What?" "Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters..." "I don't really want to hear." "and Seymour." "Noel, you cannot do this." "Indian's her favorite cuisine, she likes Macy Gray, she doesn't opera, she's Catholic, she has a friend named Tricky who she met at summer camp who she thinks of as a brother, and she goes to yoga at the rec center and takes it from a guy named Jim." "His next class is today at four." "You know, you're not getting away with this, right?" "Is yoga hard?" "(Eastern music)" "(all deeply inhaling)" "(deeply exhaling)" "(whispering) Sorry, sorry." "Hey." "Noel." "This is funny." "You... you take yoga too?" "Yeah." "At least three times a week." "Keeps me balanced." "Yeah, I know." "I mean between..." "Between classes and all the computer stuff," "I just feel like it keeps me conscious, you know?" "Really?" "Yeah." "I say that all the time." "Really?" "Yeah." "Huh." "OK, this is weird." "What?" "That book." "Oh, have you read this?" "Wow." "I know." "Huh." "Hey, you know if..." "if you're busy, I understand, but um... do you like Indian food?" "Indian food?" "Yeah." "They're out of kasha, but, wine." "Mmm." "And, oh..." "Kit Kat." "Which is actually kosher, did you know that?" "No, I didn't." "And, uh, you've certainly done your mitzvah for the day, thank you." "Don't thank me, just pay me back for what this stuff costs." "It was 160 bucks." "You're kidding." "God is not a cheap date." "160 bucks." "That's a lot." "I know." "Oh, and, that's including the ten percent discount I got for telling the guy at the Judaica store that I was converting to Judaism." "You're what?" "No, it was... a lie." "Oh." "But would you, I mean, would you ever?" "Convert?" "No." "Maybe?" "Sean, I'm not converting just because you lost a nut." "OK, well, um, then..." "thanks... for getting all this stuff for me and for all the help for the last few weeks." "Why are you talking so weird?" "'Cause we have to break up." "What?" "It can't work between us." "Me, a deeply religious Jew and you, a practicing witch." "Are they giving you painkillers?" "I want my kids to be Jewish, not Jew-witch." "This is a real problem we're going to have to face eventually." "Is this for real?" "Yes." "(door slamming shut)" "Hey." "Hey." "Um, so is it true?" "Tracy, I'm, I'm, I'm so sorry." "What do you want me to say to that, Elena?" "I know it was awful." "It was wrong." "I mean, McGrath?" "What?" "How come you didn't tell me about him?" "That was two years ago, I mean..." "How do you even know?" "What did he... what did..." "Because there's a list." "A long list of girls that his assistant said he's been with." "And the man's in a lot of trouble and..." "Look, I know it was a long time ago and it was before you and I ever met, so it's not like you're cheating on me, but we have talked about McGrath." "We went to a lecture he gave, Elena." "I know, I'm..." "It just doesn't feel right, you not telling me." "I thought we told each other everything." "I'm really sorry." "Tracy, I'm..." "I'm sorry." "(sighing)" "I'm not gonna take this too serious." "You know?" "Yeah." "I mean, it just freaks me out, you know?" "McGrath?" "It seemed like a good idea at the time, but now that he's on his way, I don't really know why I invited him over." "Because you want to give him another chance." "Yeah." "All right." "It's on." "How's that working?" "It feels OK." "OK." "(knocking at door)" "Hey, it's gonna be fine, OK?" "Yeah." "I bet he forgot the food, though." "(giggles)" "Hi." "Hi." "I brought Chinese." "Um, I'll take it." "I can handle it." "No." "Don't get up." "(chuckles)" "Oh, boy." "Look at you." "Yeah, uh, it's not so bad." "I look worse than I feel." "I wish I could say the same." "(laughs)" "(sirens in distance)" "Thanks for the net." "Well, thank you for letting me stop by." "Well, you should thank Felicity." "I know." "She's my liaison to whom I'm greatly indebted." "The wily veteran moves to the frontcourt." "He fakes to the left." "He moves to the right." "He shoots!" "Heartbreaker off the rim." "Ball goes to Covington." "He looks left." "He-he-he..." "Dad." "We're boring Felicity." "No." "You guys keep playing." "I'm fine." "Ben's right." "I am a terrible guest." "Wait, where are you going?" "To get a pain pill..." "I can do that." "I gotta go to the bathroom anyway." "You play for me." "Look, about what happened..." "I-I..." "I just don't know what came over me." "We don't have to talk about it." "You have to know that" "I have never ever done anything like that in my entire life." "Even when I was drinking." "It's just that this past year," "I've lost my business, my wife, the respect of everyone around me." "I don't know." "I just..." "I felt so alone." "But talking to you I felt so hopeful." "This is really uncomfortable for me." "I understand." "And thank you." "It's obvious that you haven't told Ben anything and I really appreciate that." "That means a lot..." "(door opens)" "(exhales) Hey." "(Ben) What's the score?" "You're up by four points." "Your girlfriend there made two unbelievable bank shots." "Oh, yeah?" "Well, she's the best." "Yes, she is." "(water running)" "(spits)" "Hey, can I talk to you for a second?" "I got kind of a huge problem." "Yeah." "What's wrong?" "Um..." "What's going on?" "Well, I got these tickets to see a play." "You said you wanted to see a play." "It's tonight." "It's called "The Dinner Party."" "We can't go tonight." "I know." "That's the problem." "I was wondering if you and my dad would go." "Without you?" "Yeah, I just..." "I want him to get out there, see some things." "Um..." "Yeah, I just, I mean, he doesn't... he doesn't even really know me and," "I mean don't..." "don't you want to, uh, spend time alone with him and..." "Yeah, I do." "And I will, I just, I mean, these tickets were like 80 bucks and I can't..." "I can't really afford to throw them away." "So, I know it's a huge inconvenience, but could you please do it for me?" "Please?" "Uh..." "Please?" "Yeah." "Uh, I mean, of course I will." "Thank you." "Here." "Take this back." "Oh, I told you this was horrible." "You know what he did?" "He broke up with me." "What?" "Yeah." "I gave him a tzitzit." "And he breaks up with me because I'm not Jewish?" "God, I don't care that he's not a warlock." "God, I sat by his side, I held his hand for like weeks." "I was vulnerable, and whatever." "And you don't know me very well, but I never do things like that." "No, I kind of gathered that." "Give me that." "(chuckles)" "This is why I hate relationships." "Oh!" "(Noel) Well, here's the part I wanted you to hear." ""You know what my favorite thing would be?" ""If a guy could come out and say what he's really thinking for once." "Like, 'This food's really good, but I'd rather be at home making love to you.'"" "You think I've become a monster." "I cheated on Tracy." "What?" "With Finn." "Finn?" "Elena!" "The boring little Tom-Cruise-wannabe-Finn, Finn?" "Ah!" "When... when did this happen?" "A few days ago." "Who have you told?" "You." "(dishes clanging)" "All right." "What are you doing?" "Let's make a deal." "I'll tell Jane the truth, and you tell Tracy." "I have a little more to lose than you do." "We can't just carry these secrets around anymore, can we?" "Deal?" "Deal." "(mumbling)" "Sean." "Huh?" "I've been wanting to say something." "Oh." "Was I reading out loud?" "I do that sometimes." "No, no, no." "I wanted to say, I'm not just Mr. Morganstern." "I'm Rabbi Morganstern." "What?" "I'd like to ask you a question." "What happens if you relapse?" "Oh, God forbid, you get a different type of cancer." "What happens with your relationship to God then?" "Then..." "Well..." "I would..." "I mean..." "This girl you broke up with, with the hair, the gentile... do you love her?" "Meghan?" "Yeah." "Then propose to her." "You're a real rabbi?" "Sean, life is serious." "You can't waste it on things that aren't that important to you." "Don't throw yourself into some crash diet with God." "That won't last." "God's not a fad." "He's a way of life." "(sighing) Hey." "Hey." "Thanks for coming over." "My hand was on the phone when you called." "OK, um..." "You want to sit down?" "OK." "Thank you." "Before I say what I want to say," "I just want you to know that being your girlfriend this last year has been the most wonderful and incredible experience..." "OK." "OK." "OK, hold it." "Hold it." "I want to read you something before you steal my thunder." "I have something really important I need to tell you." "I know." "Mm-hmm." "Yeah." "Baby, we're gonna get to that part, listen." "You need to hear what I have to say." "It's taken all of physics lab to write this, and you are going to listen." "We will get to that soon." "(paper rustling)" "(clearing throat)" "Elena," ""E" is for everything you do so well." ""L" is for your long, luscious legs and locks." ""E" is for every time my heart flutters when you walk into a room." ""N" is for never wanting to be apart." ""A" is for always and forever." "This is what you mean to me." "And this is how it will always be." "My love for you is so, so strong." "Right here is where I belong." "Not bad for a bio-chem major, huh?" "No one's ever written me a poem before." "(exhaling) So, what did you want to tell me?" "Nothing." "Just that I love you." "Aw." "I love you too, baby." "And I want you to know it." "Mmm." "(Noel) So, what I want now is to get a job at one of those sites, doing some graphics work." "Just something to get in the door." "Really?" "Yeah." "Thanks." "I'd love to see what kind of work you do." "Yeah?" "Mm-hmm. but it's really hard getting the fluid motion." "You know, I keep basing my work on Polobolis, they make it look so easy." "Wait." "You know Polobolis?" "What?" "The most inventive dance troupe out there?" "Yeah, I mean, what they do with motion is beyond anything I've ever seen." "I was just telling my friend exactly that!" "(laughing) I swear." "Wow." "OK, what's your favorite production?" "Oh, God." "Uh, there are so many." "My favorite production..." "I don't even know where to..." "(stammering)" "You know what?" "Before, Jane, before... before we talk any more about Polobolis, um... there's something that you need to know." "What?" "The truth." "About what?" "This food is... is great and everything, but you know what I'd rather be doing?" "I'd rather be making love to you." "(video game noises)" "This is actually really hard with one hand." "Listen, um..." "I don't think I'm gonna be able to go tonight." "What do you mean?" "Why not?" "I..." "I feel like I may be getting the flu or something." "You're supposed to meet my dad in like ten minutes." "I know." "I'm so sorry about this, I just..." "I'm really like..." "Hey." "What... what's wrong?" "Nothing." "You know, I don't want to talk about it." "Wait a second." "What do you mean?" "Hey, what's going on?" "What is it?" "Is he drinking again?" "No." "Then tell me what's going on." "You gotta tell me, it's my dad." "(stammering) He just makes me uncomfortable." "Did he do something to you?" "No." "Hey." "Did he do something to you?" "Wait a second." "What?" "Ben, no, what are you doing?" "I'm gonna go see him." "No, Ben, wait a second." "Ben, please." "(sighing)" "Ben!" "This is a nice surprise, I thought Felicity was gonna be my..." "What did you do to her?" "Son, why don't you sit down?" "No, she's too uncomfortable to be alone with you." "Answer me." "What did you do to her?" "It was..." "I was just incredibly confused." "You're confused about what?" "I was upset." "You refused to see me, so I went over to her apartment." "Yeah." "To talk about you." "And..." "It was..." "What?" "I was so sad, I felt like I was drowning and she... she reached out and..." "and we hugged." "And what?" "And what happened?" "I kissed her." "But listen to me." "I came to New York because I wanted to help you." "I want to be in your life." "You know what?" "I don't want you in my life." "Ben." "(keys jangling)" "(sirens in distance)" "He told me what he did." "And I'm really sorry that you had to go through that." "It's OK." "No, it's not OK." "The idea that anyone, especially my dad, would make you feel like that..." "I'm fine." "It's..." "Don't worry about me." "I just want..." "I just want to kill him." "I feel like I'm gonna explode, like, like I've got kerosene all over me and at any moment, something's gonna touch it off." "Listen." "Do you remember freshman year, Halloween?" "When... we were here and we were carving pumpkins?" "That was just at the first time that... you had ever told me about your dad." "And... just how hard it was, and growing up and all that, and I really..." "I remember really thinking that I understood." "But I know now that it goes way deeper than that." "And I don't want you to be mad at me." "Please don't be mad at me for doing this." "But there are these..." "You know, these..." "these groups for people..." "No, no, I don't need a group." "All right?" "I don't." "I don't need a group." "I need a new dad." "But that's not gonna happen." "I mean, just..." "Have... have you ever heard of this thing called Al-Anon?" "I'm not the one that needs help, OK?" "He needs help." "I don't care about him, I care about you." "Then stop treating me like I'm the one that's messed up." "You're not." "You said like, you want to kill him." "And you feel like you want to explode, I don't want you to have to feel like that." "I'm not gonna go to a group." "I'm not gonna go to a group." "(knocking at door)" "It's open." "You should go." "OK?" "I came to say goodbye." "Goodbye." "So, that's it?" "What is it you want from me?" "Your forgiveness." "I can't give you that right now." "I love you." "(door closing)" "(Sean) Hey, I need to talk to you." "Oh, great." "It's the bar mitzvah boy." "What are you doing?" "Meghan, will you marry me?" "What?" "I'm asking you to marry me." "You just broke up with me." "I know." "Let's get back together." "I'm not Jewish." "That's not important." "Being with you is important." "Come on, what do you say?" "(gasps) I say you owe me an apology." "OK, yeah, I'm sorry." "Oh my God, do you even know what you're apologizing for?" "For breaking up with you." "For breaking up with me because I'm not Jewish!" "It's like anti anti-Semitic." "OK, I'm..." "I really am sorry about that, I'm sorry." "Be my wife." "No!" "You're crazy." "I..." "I..." "Yes, I will get back together with you." "There is not a chance I will marry you." "Yeah, that's what I figured." "What?" "This... it wasn't even my idea." "You remember that old guy that was next to me?" "Morganstern?" "Yeah." "It turns out he was a rabbi." "Which..." "(sighing)" "And he told me that if I cared about you, that I should propose to you, not break up with you." "Oh." "Well, um..." "What about the..." "this Judaism thing?" "I don't know." "I..." "I..." "I think I just, I need a little more time." "You know, to find out if it's really something that's... that's important to me." "If that's OK with you." "Of course." "You're so weird." "(laughing)" "Take it easy." "Hey, hey, Finn." "Hey, what's up, man?" "Elena told me about the affair." "Uh..." "Wow, man, I, uh..." "I don't know what to say." "Except, uh, you know..." "I'm sorry." "She and I talked about it and..." "I'm cool with it now, you know?" "That's... wow." "That's, uh..." "I mean, I..." "I don't think I could be that understanding." "I love her." "Yeah, man, you know and she loves you too." "I mean, she told me." "You know, and just..." "just so you know, it wasn't an affair." "She and I, we were only together one time." "What?" "(dishes rattling)" "(indistinct chatter)" "Hey." "Uh, hi." "Hi." "Uh, is this a coincidence?" "No." "The guy at the computer center told me I could find you here." "Yeah." "Uh, you... you want some coffee?" "Or uh..." "Um, no." "I want to apologize." "No, listen, it's me that should apologize." "What I said the other day..." "No, no, no, no." "It was me." "I e-mailed my friend in Baltimore and I told her everything that happened last night." "And she reminded me that just a couple of weeks ago," "I wrote her and I said that I wanted a guy to just be honest and to say almost exactly what you said last night." "No lying, no pretending, just real, you know?" "And..." "I was a really big hypocrite." "And I'd like another chance." "Yeah, of course." "I mean..." "All right, but don't go thinking we're about to jump into bed or anything like that." "This is just a let's get to know each other type of thing." "Absolutely." "Absolutely." "OK." "(no audible dialogue)" "(group of voices) ...things that I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." "(woman) So, good news." "I finally found out who's been changing the chairs into rows every week... the cocaine anonymous group." "(laughter)" "They meet here on Thursdays, and they love the rows." "No surprises." "Um, so any first timers?" "What's your name?" "Um, Ben." "(whole group) Hi, Ben." "Hi." "(woman) Welcome." "(mouthing)"