"NORIKO´S DINNER TABLE" "December 2001" "I tore off a thread that was dangling from my coat." "I had run away fromm home." "I arrived at Tokyo Station." "Femmale, age 17." "Just a kid." "That was me." "I carried my big bag pretending I had just returned fromm a trip." "walked to Glnza." "It was right before Christmas." "Bright with neon lights." "Everyone was better dressed than me, and looked cool." "NORIKO" "I had a father, a mother, and a sister named Yuka." "I´m done." "Eat, Noriko." "When she has a problem, she can´t think of anything else." "I was 17." "Junlor in high school." "Always fighting with mmy father about college." "He wanted me to go to a local university, but I didn´t want to." "I knew it wouId be boring." "I wouldn´t find a boyfriend or even a friend there." "He peeled a tangerine and put the peel in the ashtray." "Boys in Tokyo are worthless... and..." "He hesitated to say." "But I knew." "My cousins." "Sato and Kel got pregnant while studying ln Tokyo." "Taeko?" "HeI Io." "Sato and Kei just came by." "Dad thought, girls go to Tokyo, get pregnant." "Boys are trouble..." "I watched the neatly folded peel ln the ashtray slowly return to its original shape." "Tangerine, tangerine..." "Orange-colored tangerine." "I had a friend nammed Tangerine in elementary school." "I thought people called her that because her cheeks were orange." "I had thought that..." "But I was wrong." "One day, when I was with Yuka, sommeone stopped me on the street." "Norippe?" "Remember me?" "It´s me." "Tangerine." "I didn´t recognize her at first." "Tangerine, age 17." "What´s up, Norippe?" "No one called mme that anymore." "My namme´s Noriko." "Do you know which school this uniform is from?" "Her uniformm?" "You have no idea, right?" "´Cause it´s my costume, actual ly." "It wasn´t her school uniformm." "She said that after junior high..." "... shebeganworkingatan "imageclub" dressing up and doing erotic things." "I ´m handing out packets of t issues for work." "Here." "... shebeganworkingatan "imageclub" dressing up and doing erotic things." "I ´m handing out packets of t issues for work." "Here." "I ´m handing out packets of t issues for work." "Here." ""AI I-GirI Fantasy School"" "I´ve heard of this place." "The "AI l-Girl Fantasy school," right?" "That´s the school I go to now." "And this is my route there." "That was the day I found out why she was called Tangerine." "Okay, class." "Who do you admire?" "Mom and Dad." "In 2nd grade, the teacher asked, "Who do you admire?"" "Tangerine." "That´s how I got my nickname." "You didn´t know?" "No." "I don´t know why I said that." "Maybe I real ly I lked tangerines." "She laughed loudly." "She looked happy." "Gotta go to work." "Nice seeing you." "Bye." "I sti I I Iove tangerines." "She waved goodbye and left." "On our way home, Yuka and I talked about our lives." "I was shocked that Tangerine already had a job." "I admire Tangerine." "She´s independent." "So am I." "You don´t understand." "What?" "Life as a woman." "Tangerine is real ly I iving." "All I did was skip class and read novels intended for adult wommen." "Tangerine was so inspiring to me." "Idiot." "Yuka called me an idiot." "She´s a whore." "You don´t even I ike being a woman." "You wish you were a man." "All I´m saying is, she´s mature." "Are you saying that ´cause Dad is always telling you to grow up?" "Gotta go." "Bye." "adults..." "My father was an adult..." "He was a reporter for a local newspaper called the Tlny Tokal Tlmes." "It didn´t matter if there was a war abroad or massive earthquake" "Come here!" "Yeah, I´m coming." " lt was a deer?" " Yes." "they only reported local news..." "Wild deer destroyed the rice field." "Ah, but today is a wonderful day." ""Deer Rampage Continues"" "Trivlal, local news." ""Shoppers Galore"" "Great." "Look this way." "Okay, cheese." ""Cactus Park Breaks 4O Mi l I ion Visitors"" ""Cactus Park Breaks 4O Mi l I ion Visitors" Just peaceful stuff." "I love this town... and I love you and Yuka, too." "I love this town... and I love you and Yuka, too." "I had no interest in his work." "I love this town... and I love you and Yuka, too." "I love this town... and I love you and Yuka, too." "But I ended up writing for the school newspaper." "But I ended up writing for the school newspaper." "published once a month." "I was edltor-ln-chlef." "and always running around school." "Let´s ask for more computer time." "Pleased to meet you." "This is our new reporter, Machida." "I thought Dad´s paper was too complacent." "So, by writing pieces opposed to school rules, I felt I was rebelling against Dad." "For example, advocating unlimited access to computers." "I think we should be able to use the computers anytime we want." "´Cause if we could, then we´d get much more..." "... information." "I think we deserve that." "Yeah, but..." "The rules must be changed." "We need information." "We only had one PC at home." "DefinteIy not enough." "I´m stil l using it." "Come back in 2 hours." "Cactus Park was fun, huh?" "Let´s go there again." "Noriko angry because she can´t use the computer. lt´s a scoop!" "One more picture." "Let´s take a picture together here." "Excuse me, would you mind?" "Thank you." "Let´s go over there." "I was a teenage girl stuck in the boondocks." "I wanted to talk to girls all over the country, so I wanted to go online all the timme." "Gotta get out of here." "Go somewhere different." "What?" "I´m definitely going." "Am I crazy?" "Whatever." "I wanted to go somewhere different, but I didn´t know where." "I wanted to go somewhere different, but I didn´t know where." "Stubborn, dltsy, rebellious, reckless." "I had to go forward." "After a while, the teacher decided we could use the PCs until 5 PM." "What´s the verdict?" "Good news, we can grant your request." "real Iy?" "Can I go use them now?" "I had a favorite website." "A strange name..." "It was called Haikyo. com." "There, 16- and 17-year-old girls talked about school and life." "I quickly became a regular member." "My username" " Mltsuko." "The name of French perfume." "When I becamme Mitsuko, I was no longer a naive country girl." "And I mmade some friends." "hello, Cripple #5." "I´m Mitsuko." ""To Mitsuko:" "Hel Io. "" "hello, Long Neck." "hello, Mldnight." "hello, Broken Dam." ""To Mitsuko:" "Hel Io. "" "And Ueno Station 54..." "hello, Ueno Statlon 54." ""To Mitsuko:" "Hel Io. "" "Whenever Ueno Station 54 showed up, It felt like we all became united." "It was like we were all standing on a plucked guitar string." "And the conversation would begin." "Like a conversation in Morse code..." "I´m walking..." "There´s a plucked guitar string and..." "I´m on top of lt." "I was happy and surprised that I found my best friends like this." "They were girls ln Tokyo." "I had to go to Tokyo." "They were girls ln Tokyo." "I had to go to Tokyo." "(Everything OK?" ")" "But you haven´t even met Ueno in person." "As I was about to tell him that I wouldn´t get pregnant in Tokyo..." "...to meet my friends..." "The power went out." "Our house was very old." "The breaker switch would often go off." "No big deal." "Momm slowly got up." "Looks I ike the breaker has switched off." "Yuka came out of her roomm." "Turn the power back on, Dad." "Taeko, is everything all right?" "The breaker isn´t fixing it." "Dec. 10, 2001." "I had lived in Toyokawa for 17 years." "A cold winter night." "I was so cold and confused." "In the dark, I packed my bags." "Tokyo, Tokyo, Tokyo..." "I had no idea what was in Tokyo, but I decided to gamble." "I had to find out." "I had to gamble." "The important things in my room..." "my diary, money, necklace, favorite shirt..." "I looked for all the things I couldn´t leave behind What did I really need?" "What ls it?" "I was born to breathe." "I wasn´t breathing just because I was born." "I inhaled oxygen and exhaled carbon dloxide. I felt alive." "I wanted to go somewhere different, but I didn´t know where." "Femmale, 17, ditsy, stubborn, rebellious." "Just a kid." "That was me." "I just realized that I was a virgin." "Never even had a boyfriend." "Everything made me feel anxious." "Just everything." "But I cherished the feeling..." "I was worried about everything and nothing." "But I loved those worries." "Men, life, love, growing up..." "Things were weird." "Life was weird." "I wanted to tackle something." "I had to go somewhere to find it." "I wanted to live, challenge, wish, forget, learn, know, ask..." "... see,stare,understand,hear , listen, speak, mmeet..." "... andbe there." "I wanted to stand on with my own heart." "I wanted to walk on my own legs." "I had to talk to Ueno Statlon 54." "So I logged on to Halkyo. com." "I knew she´d be there." "To the message board." ""Ueno Station 54?" "It´s Mitsuko. "" ""l finally ran away fromm home and came to Tokyo. "" ""l´m at an Internet cafe now." "I´ll stay in a cheap hotel tonight. "" ""Can we meet in person tomorrow?" "I´m free all day. "" ""Maybe I´ll be free forever. "" ""l´ve been pretending to be busy until now." "I feel naked. "" ""Suddenly without restraint, I feel kind of naked. "" ""Llke I´mm walking around naked." "I´m a Iittle self-consclous. "" ""Today, I realized I´m still a virgin. "" ""Maybe that´s because I feel naked now. "" "I sound I ike any other girl." "Did I disappoint her?" "We met online this past summer." "Ueno Station 54 had been a mmoderator on this site for a long time." " "To Mitsuko:" "How are you?" - "To Ueno Station 54:" "Fine. "" "She replied to all the mmessages from girls crying for help." "HeI lo, I´m Mitsuko." ""Be strong, Mitsuko. "" ""You can do it, Mi tsuko!" "!"" ""You can do it, Mi tsuko!" "!" I became Mitsuko and tried so hard to be just like Ueno Statlon 54." "I became Mitsuko and tried so hard to be just like Ueno Statlon 54." ""You have it hard, too" I became Mitsuko and tried so hard to be just like Ueno Statlon 54." "I became Mitsuko and tried so hard to be just like Ueno Statlon 54." "I wondered." "Could Norlko meet Ueno Station 54 ln person?" "I realized that I wasn´t Mitsuko." "Sommething obvious I just now realized." "I was afraid that Ueno Station 54 wouldn´t want to meet me." "I received her reply." "She wrote "l´Il be at Ueno Statlon #54 at 11 AM. "" "I went to Ueno right away." "Ueno at night was eerier than Ginza." "SHIMABARA" "MlTSUKO" "I set mmy alarm for 9 AM." "I needed 2 hours to get ready." "Be ready emotionally, breakfast, makeup..." "No,justtobeready emotionally." "I faded into darkness." "But I was ripe." "I was ripe for growth." "I didn´t dream." "But when I got up, I felt like I was ln a dreamm." "Being active, I was happy." "I was Mitsuko." "Once again, I tore off a thread dangling from my coat." "I had left home..." "and threw away that thread into the past." "I didn´t know what Ueno Station #54 mmeant." "Where is #54?" "I don´t know." "What´s #54?" "No idea." "Sorry." "Almost 11 AM." "I walked around the station." "I should have left my luggage with the hotel." "1O5." "133." "9O." "84,79,7 4..." "It´s close." "54." "Ueno Station 54?" "Mitsuko?" "6 months later, at Shinjuku Station..." "That happened." "54 high school girls threw themselves in front of a train." "They hide their inner selves." "According to the pol ice press conference:" "The 54 gi rls were..." ""7:29 PM, Track 8" According to the pol ice press conference:" "The 54 gi rls were..." "According to the pol ice press conference:" "The 54 gi rls were..." "Here is an eyewitness test imony." "What a tragic occurrence." "According to the pol ice press conference:..." "The 54 girls were not aI I from the same high school." "There are no suicide notes." "I t was horrible." "The platform was drenched in blood..." ""54 Dead at Shinjuku" I t was horrible." "The platform was drenched in blood..." "I wanted to be silly." "Just like all mmy cIassmmates." "Like all the girls my age, I wanted to laugh loudly and be silly." "I hated crying." "I didn´t wanna cry." "YUKA" "Yuka, stop." "Thought I´d jump?" "Just kidding." "Ever considered suicide?" "No." "Maybe my sister killed herself." "Being silly." "You know the recent mass suicide in Tokyo?" "At Shinjuku?" "I hear most victims remain unidentified." "They´re stil I trying to separate the bodies." "54 total." "Hand in hand..." "One,two,three!" "Hand in hand..." "One,two,three!" "I hated being silly." "You sound amused." "But I couldn´t help it." "They jumped so happi Iy, right?" "Maybe my sister was there." "No, she just ran away." "Probably with some guy." "You think so?" "Yeah." "Maybe." "What, you want her dead?" "I understand, Sis." "I know everything." "I know you´re alive somewhere." "I hear your heartbeat." "You know how they managed to meet at Shinjuku?" "I know you´re alive somewhere." "I hear your heartbeat." "I know you´re alive somewhere." "I hear your heartbeat." "54 of them were from different high schools." "54 of them were from different high schools." "I know." "How?" "It´s a secret." "A secret?" "And I know what it is." "Hey, common." "Tel I me, Yuka." "Wait, Yuka." "Tel I me!" "Stop!" "Check this out." "What?" "The red dots are women." "The white ones are men." "Stop." "Fine." "What´s this?" "The night before the mass suicide, 54 new red dots appeared." "It´s a signal." "A signal?" "For suicide?" "Yeah." "Or maybe a threat." "What´s this?" "Am I connected to mmyseI f, Sis?" ""Are you connected to yourself?" Am I connected to mmyseI f, Sis?" "Ueno Station 54?" "Mitsuko?" "Hi, I´m Kumiko." "Nice to meet you." "You too." "This is my dad." "Hi, I´m Kumiko´s father." "My mom." "I´m her mother." "I´m her brother." "Nice to meet you." "Let´s go, Mitsuko." "Dec. 2001. I wrote this on Haikyo. com." "Are you listening, Yuka?" "Dec. 2001. I wrote this on Haikyo. com." "Are you listening, Yuka?" ""That day, I was suffering from PMS, and rubbing my stomach. "" ""l thought about my sister Yuka." "I knew she was worried about mme. "" ""We got in their van and drove to Kummiko´s grandmother´s house. "" "Grandma!" ""Her grandma came out and hugged Kumiko´s brother. "" ""The grandma and Kumiko´s parents hugged, too." "She was moved. "" ""WhenKumiko said, ´Hi, Grandma, ´ she started crying"" "I wondered what Yuka would think if she saw this." "I kind of thought she had been posting on the board." "This girl "Yoko" sounded like Yuka." "Was it Yuka?" "See ya." "Wait." "Hey, wait up!" "I wondered what she´d think if she found out about me." ""Yuka, I ´m good friends with everyone on this site. "" ""Surprised?" "We´re both here now, so be nice to me, 0K?"" ""Understand, Yuka?"" ""By the way, are you connected to yourself?"" ""l wrote about Ueno Statlon 54 before." "Ueno Station Locker #54. "" ""When she decided to call herself Ueno Station 54... "" ""that´s when it aI I began. "" "I come here every night at 8 to check on my stuff." "Dad gave me this music box for Christmas when I was 6." ""None of the stuff was actually hers. "" "This pink dress is what my mom wore To the hospital when my brother was born" "Cute." "Yeah?" "This is the harmonica I used during Game Day in kindergarten." ""She just collected a bunch of stuff that people had left behind. "" ""And made up her own stories. "" "These rain boots were the first things I asked Mom to buy me." "But it didn´t rain much, so I wore them on a sunny day." ""She had no genuine memories." "She just didn´t give a shit. "" "You wanna put a memory in here?" "Me?" "This." ""Ever since I met Kumiko, I´ve been thinking that... "" ""... sheandIaresimilar." "Maybeitmeans  I´m fabricating my past to become a new woman. "" ""l´m no longer Noriko." "I´m Mitsuko, the new me. "" "What´s this?" "Mitsuko´s umbi I ical cord." ""l finally became the person I always wanted to be. "" "Okay, Mitsuko." "Your umbi I ical cord is here." ""Everythlng is our made-up story." "Isn´t it wonderful, Yuka?"" ""No End to Rash of Suicides"" "Let´s go." "Right." "The pomelos are doing well this year." " What about damage from the birds?" " Well..." "Tetsu, take a picture. please." "Okay." "I decided to become Yoko, and be connected to myself." "I decided to become Yoko, and be connected to myself." "A clue for Dad." "I wondered lf he´d notice." "Free tissues." "I kept hearing my sister´s voice, Iike a radio that wouldn´t turn off." "My sister´s voice..." "Taeko." "Taeko..." "Dad was shocked that I followed in mmy sister´s footsteps." "Where are you?" "It was a mmonth after I ran away..." "... thatDadfinallystarted looking thoroughly for clues." ""Daddy"" "He quit his job right after I Ieft." "Listen..." "I quit." "For a few weeks, he had searched for me and my sister." "But he lacked any understanding of us." "finally, he started looking for clues in our room..." "I stopped writing right there." "I was ln class." "I was just thinking If I ran away like mmy sister, what would my father, Tetsuzo, do?" "What would he do?" "How would he know anything about us?" "The clue I had left for himm?" "My father, Tetsuzo, would find it accidentally behind that poster in our room." ""Yuka´s handwriting, " he´d think." ""Ueno Station 54 Haikyo"" "A month later, Tetsuzo´s wife Taeko started to help him." "They searched their daughters´room and obtained pieces of informmatlon." "They checked every website that their daughters had visited." ""1." "Noriko was friends with a woman named Ueno Statlon 54. "" ""2." "Ueno Statlon 54 meant the locker #54 at Ueno Station. "" "Tetsuzo, a former reporter, knew what he was doing." "Meanwhile, he stopped sharing information with his wife." " What´s wrong?" " Nothing." "He thought it would be like saying he knew where an alien base was." "Like saying aliens had abducted Yuka and Noriko." "There was no way he would say anything." "He became more and more convinced that his supposition was correct." "He was afraid." "It would be wading into an unbelievably large amount of magma." "He was sure that his wife would ridicule him lf he told her." ""Sulcide Club Exists. " The tabloid headline matched his conclusion." "He knew the Sulcide club existed." "He had been fooling himself that..." "... Toyokawawassomekind ofparadise, apart from the dangers of the world." "Simple Toyokawa had become a bleeding corpse." "Because of the Suiclde Club?" ""What´s your connection to you, and to your family?"" ""How are you connected to yourself?" Tetsuzo felt the club was asking him." "Dec. 11, 2002." "After 3 months of investigation, he wrote the following" ""1." "The Sulcide Club exists. "" ""2." "Members mmeet on Halkyo. comm"" ""3." "The dots onHaikyo. com represent suicides. "" ""The white ones are men." "The red ones are women. "" "What was I writing?" "Where´s Tangerine?" "I don´t know." "On to the Iast scene." "This ls where the trouble begins." "What has the power to get the magma flowing?" "Tetsuzo tried to speculate..." "But he told himself to look only at the facts." "He wrote so hard that he could see his writing on the next page." "Wait..." "What if I tore this page from my notebook and went to Tokyo..." "Who would shade my blank pages with a pencil to discover what I wrote?" "I mmanaged to reach my sister´s heart." "would Dad reach mine?" "Nobody would care about my imprint." "People vanish all the time." "A beautiful day ln Toyokawa..." "That was the last time I saw the ocean." "And the last time I watched the sunset there." "KUMIKO" "What´s wrong?" "Nothing." "PMS?" "Kumiko..." "UenoStation?" "cal l me Ueno Station if you want." "real name?" "Here." "HeI lo." "Grandma, it´s been so long." "The first day, we went to Kummiko´s grandma´s house." "I´m almost done with elementary school." "Good for you." "Maybe I should give you a gift." "I wasn´t related to them at all, but I was there..." "... andit wascozy." "They were the epitome of happiness." "It was so great to see them." "I had lived as a member of the Shimabara family for 17 years." "But we had been cold and distant." "The bonds holding Kumiko´s family together were like fat pipes." "Each relationship an artery of happiness for them." "Kummiko´s happy family." "I wanted so badly to be a member of this family." "We´ll visit again." "We waved and said goodbye to Grandma..." "... andthenleftforanother grandmother´s house." "Come on, Mitsuko." "The other grandmother also gave us a hearty welcome." "How are you?" "They greeted each other." "This time I wasn´t so nervous for some reason." "The conversation went on exactly as at the Iast house." "This is my classmate Mitsuko." "Thanks." "The most ideal brother ln the world." "Kummiko helped her mom in the kitchen." "The perfect mother and daughter." "Hey, Shingo!" "Common!" "Dad!" "Kummiko´s dad gave Grandma a shoulder massage." "could there be a more famlIy-llke family anywhere in the world?" "Make yourself at home, Mitsuko." "She called mme Mitsuko." "I, as Mltsuko, became a member of this family." ""The most important thing You must be connected to yourself, Yuka. "" ""l´m connected to myself, Yuka"" ""You understand, Yuka?"" "The members of Kummiko´s family were connected to themselves." "Wait 5 minutes, then come inside." "Okay..." "Grandpa." "You´re late, Mitsuko." "Where were you?" "Mitsuko." "Come see your grandfather." "Mitsuko is here." "Mitsuko..." "Come closer..." "Grandpa!" "Grandpa." "The new girl is good." "He I ikes you." "Good job." "You even change your toothbrush to suit each client." "Pick yours." "I´l I take this one." "A great story opens your eyes." "There´s this one story..." "There was a baby born in a locker." "Born in a locker?" "Years later, the mother found out the girl´s whereabouts and went to..." "... seeher." "No way." "They met." "real Iy?" "Yeah, but the woman was a bad actress." "She sucked at playing a mother." "Once upon a time, there was a family." "Parents and two daughters." "They were seemingly happy." "However..." "The mother was smart and polite." "The father was hard-working." "But he didn´t try to understand his daughters." "Their individuality." "That´s why they ran away." "The first time in Tokyo´s Suginaml Ward." "Stray cats roammed the back alleys like blood flows through a vein." "Stray cats form fami I ies instantly." "No need to feel sorry for them." "They´re tough." "They own this town." "We have to relate to each other I ike stray cats do." "We own Tokyo, OK?" "We do?" "cool." "While I was chewing gum, I thought..." ""Yes, we own Tokyo. "" "A mlddIe-aged man came out." "Unkempt hair." "Unshaven face." "What are you wearing?" "Get in." "We went inside." "At that point, I had no idea what I was supposed to do." "But I knew Kumiko would tell me." "This way." "I walked down the hall." "I saw mmany mortuary tablets placed on the family altar." "Photographs." "His family, probably." "We went into the living room and followed his orders." "Sit!" "He lit a cigarette." "I sensed that he was mmy "father. "" "I looked at Kumiko." "She looked cute lost ln reflection." "She closed her eyes." "I saw shiny droplets under her long bangs." "Don´t cry, stupid." "But..." "I´m not a kid anymore." "Let me do what I want." "Dad." "My turn." "Dad looked at mme with teary eyes." "I loved Dad." "I was his daughter." "He was a lonely, stubbornman." "Suddenly, I had a vision of the Tiny Tokai Times." "Headline "Dad ls Lonely"" "No, not true." "That wasn´t my dad." "My real dad was sitting in front of me." "He looked depressed." "Ever since you girls disappeared, Daddy´s been..." "... thinkingaboutyou nonstop." "I didn´t forget for a moment." "We shouldn´t have come back." "Wait." "We ran down the hall, opened the door violently." "I heard Dad sobbing behind me." "I cried." "I couldn´t stop." "You crying?" "Let´s go back, OK?" "Slurring my words, I tried to convince her." "She smmiled." "Let´s go back." "Yes, let´s go back." "Let´s do everything over." "Can you hear me, Yuka?" "Can you hear my voice?" "I cried with my face buried ln his chest, Yuka." "I had never done anything like that." "I was mmoved." "Kummiko snuggled up to us and sobbed." "We reconciled." "Eat al l you want." "Sorry it´s not much." "Next time I´ I I get more food." "A variety of dishes." "It´ I I be fun." "Your dad just won big on..." "... bicycleraces." "Awesome, Dad." "Great." "Horse racing, pachinko..." "lately I´ve been winning them aI I." "It´s I ike a miracle." "You´re so lucky." "So, with that money..." "I want us to start over." "I won´t cause you any trouble." "Your mother is watching over us from heaven." "Just got kind of emotional, huh?" "Let´s eat." "We have dessert too." "This is a little too sweet." "Time´s up." "WeI l... canwe finishdinner?" "Time´s up." "You´re right." "Time just flew by." "A little bit longer, Dad." "real Iy?" "Yeah, you just got back, so..." "Don´t leave again." "Dad." "Don´t go." "please stay." "Don´t get carried away, asshole." "rules are rules, you fuck." "What the fuck is wrong with you?" "Let´s get out of here." "Get up." "Get the fuck up." "Wanna stay here forever?" ""Yuka?" "By now, you know what we do?"" ""lt´s called ´family rental. ´ You know it?"" "That... thatwasfun ." "Veryfun." ""Kumiko, born ln a coin locker, has her 25th birthday is coming up, and we´re wondering... "" ""... whichfamilytocelebratewith. "" "1 year later" "In Tokyo, I was waiting for her." "Kummiko, a. k. a." "Ueno Station 54." "I knew she´d be here." "Excuse me." "Kumiko, right?" "I´d I ike to talk to you about something." "An ordinary girl." "If you have any questions about our services, please cal I this number." "What?" "I can´t explain anything to you in person." "You can´t run away from me." ""Your support." "personnel placement." "We take al l orders"" "I´ll get you." ""... 24Dead..."" ""..." "MassSuicide..."" "They´re late." "Are they here?" "Who?" "That guy?" "Him?" "No." "Be cool, be cool, be cool..." "They´re not here yet." "Mr. Shimabara?" "Yes." "What do you wanna know?" "What?" "I wanna know the truth." "Be cool, be cool..." "Are you connected to you, Tetsuzo?" "What?" "Are you connected to yourself?" "Yes." "That´s why I´m here." "I know al I about you." "Good for you." "I used to be a reporter." "Is this Suicide Club´s headquarters?" "Suicide Club?" "No such thing." "There are theories of cults and mass hysteria, of cult groups embracing messiahs..." "... andtheapocalypse, all linked to a Suicide club." "Suicide Club this, Suicide club that." "It´s even in the media." "Don´t pretend like you don´t know." "But it seems I ike they´ve forgotten about that incident at Shinjuku." "54 people died there." "But humans are forgetful creatures." "people forget everything." "There is no Suicide Club." "I t´s al l a product of your apathetic curiosity." "There is no Suicide Club." "I t´s al l a product of your apathetic curiosity." "Be cool, be cool..." "Be cool, be cool..." "Even strongly put, it´s more of a suic ide social group. lt´s a ci rc Ie." "Even strongly put, it´s more of a suic ide social group. lt´s a ci rc Ie." "Be strong." "Even strongly put, it´s more of a suic ide social group. lt´s a ci rc Ie." "A circle?" "Anyway, imagine that the Sun Goddess was born in a locker." "The col lapse of civilization began at the #54 locker at Ueno Station." "Ueno Station, locker #54." "She runs a fami Iy-rental business cal led l." "C. Corp." ""Three-Day-OId Coin Locker Baby Found" She runs a fami Iy-rental business cal led l." "C. Corp." ""Three-Day-OId Coin Locker Baby Found"" "When requested, they go spend time with their clients..." "... andpretend to be their fami Iy members." "Sometimes for 10 years or 2O years." "What ls he saying?" "What ls he talking about?" "She has many companies, including several masquerading as car rentals." "Do you understand?" "What about the Suicide Club?" "What about it?" "It´s the result of Kumiko´s grudge, right?" "What Kumiko wanted was..." "... toliveanormallife and be a normal girl, right?" "So she acted like a normal girl in fami Iy-rentaI situations." "But that wasn´t enough." "She wanted revenge." "She wanted to turn every kid into Kumiko." "There´s nothing more to tel l you." "What?" "I told you everything." "Now, everyone else is starting to realize what they have to do." "Don´t you know?" "Be cool, be cool..." "You tried so hard to figure us out." "I know al I about you." "But what do you know?" "You used to be a reporter." "But it´s over and you can relax now." "I want my daughters back." ""Missing" I want my daughters back." "I want my daughters back." ""Searching for Lost Puppies"" "It´s time for you to wake up to your role." "Who are you?" "You said you were connected to yourself, but are you real Iy?" "You´re not beI ievable as a reporter or a father." "The world is ful I of I ies that people can´t play their roles convincingly." "They fai I as husbands, wives, fathers, mothers, children, etc." "So, the only way to figure out what we can be..." "... isto lieopenly and pursue emptiness." "feel the desert." "Experience loneliness." "Feel it." "Survive the desert." "That is your role." "That night, I had a strange dream." "The desert." "Was this what he meant?" "I was ln their hideout." "Was this really their hideout?" "I sensed Noriko and Yuka were here." "I knew they were alive." "They were here." "I felt their presence profoundly." "Noriko... hervoice..." "Yuka... 5 yearsold...runninginto the kitchen... holdingthenewspaper..." "They were alive." "Why did Norlko run away from home during a blackout in late 2001?" "Tetsuzo, what´s your connection to Toyokawa?" "To your fammiIy?" "To yourself?" "State lt in 50 words or less." "Yuka." "Noriko." "I heard that guy´s voice." "Suddenly I was back in the desert." "I had to go on and find themm." "I woke up." "TETSUZO" "HeI lo?" "Tetsu?" "It´s me." "I´m almost there." "What story are you working on?" "I´Il tell you later." "OK." "I´Il see you shortly." "What would I say to Yuka?" "I wondered." "What was she thinking whenshe wrote this story?" "Even lf l was there, I couldn´t be there for her." "She disappeared the next day..." "It wasn´t just some kind of hypothetical situation." "She was clearly expressing anger at me." "immediately quitting my job as edltor-ln-chlef the day after Yuka ran away..." "I didn´t do that." "I went to work like nothing happened, samme as when Noriko disappeared" "Is it OK I ike this?" "That´s fine." "Now, about the new Toyokawa history corner..." "The following day, our top story was about Toyokawa´s public library." "It was 2 mmonths later that I finally quit my job." "Because my wife killed herself." "Can I take a picture?" "I thought Yuka would be shocked." "I was an even worse father than she had immaglned." "I chose my career over my family." "Would you I ike to take a look?" "..." "I chose my career over my family." "Would you I ike to take a look?" "..." "Would you I ike to take a look?" "..." "I took pride ln my work because this newspaper was a symbol of peace." "I took pride ln my work because this newspaper was a symbol of peace." "In Toyokawa, The blue sky, the ocean, the harbor, farms and mountains..." "It was the perfect town." "I wrote pastoral fluff pieces for the paper, Iike an artist sketching the blue sky." "We all lived ln this perfect town." "My daughters were residents of Toyokawa." "Point at that thing." "Look at Daddy." "Let´s take a picture." "Picture time." "Come on, Noriko." "Right there." "Point at that thing." "Ready?" "Impressive." "Come take a look at this." "Noriko, Yuka, come on." "Look." "A happy fami Iy." "When mmy wife did a painting based on that photograph..." "I failed to notice my daughters´expressions." "Yuka wrote "All he understood was that he didn´t understand them at all. "" "When I read that, I cried." "Fuck this." "A bunch of crap." "I had all these notes on the walls of my room." "Fuck al l this." "A month later..." "My wife died." "She was tired." "Taeko." "I read the notes repeatedly." "Even though Yuka saw right through me..." "Yuka could simmulate me, but I couldn´t simulate my daughter´s actions lnmy mind..." "... ormy wife´s." "Right here." "Here." "I´m so sorry." "It´s all my fault." "Had I been a good mother, they wouldn´t have..." "What?" "Don´t say that." "It´s not your fault." "It´s all right." "Taeko." "What are you sti I I doing up?" "Taeko?" "Hey, Taeko?" "Hey..." "While I had my eyes averted from the bloody stench of reality,  my two daughters disappeared from this forced peaceful painting." "Taeko!" "calm down." "It´s all right." "No red balloons." "I would´ve done anything to catch them if they´d promised to take mme to my girls." "Tetsu." "How you been?" "Hey." "This way." "What´s the hurry?" "Sit." "You know the Suicide club?" "I started talking right away." "A summmary of my life in 30 sec." "This is my daughter." "She ran away..." "This is my daughter." "She ran away..." "I then explained why I was ln Tokyo." "I then handed him my notes, and told him..." "... tofinishwhatIhad started, if something happened to me." "I don´t understand." "Things have changed." "After today, I don´t know if I´ I I be safe." "You´re the only one I can trust with this information." "What exactly do you want me to do?" "If you disappear, then what?" "Suppose this Suicide club exists." "What am I supposed to do with it?" "You´I I know what to do." "It´s right up your al ley." "I´m gonna go now." "Wait here for a woman, Kumiko." "She´I I be here in a minute." "tel l her you want a fami Iy." "This is the scenario My daughters, Noriko and Yuka." "They´ I I play your daughters." "Kumiko wi I I play your wife, Taeko." "Noriko and Yuka will be cal led..." "... MitsukoandYoko,respectively." "Their favorite aliases." "Anyway, I have to go." "I´l I tel I you more later." "Yeah?" "You cal led us?" "Yes." "We appreciate your business." "Come on in." "Thanks." "Please sit." "So, let´s talk." "You want to be the father, correct?" "Yes." "You want a wife and two daughters?" "Yes." "Look through this photo album and pick who you want." "I I ike this girl." "The older sister wi I I be Mitsuko." "The younger sister wi I I be Yoko." "And my wife..." "Hey, Sis." "Sis?" "Mitsuko doesn´t need to act right now." "No acting when you have no role." "I was embarrassed. I knew she wasn´t my real sister anymmore." "I needed more practice." "You need more practice." "You´re Yoko." "She´s Mitsuko." "Not Yuka, not Noriko." "Not sisters." "Forget that." "Memorize this address." "Study the area." "Stores, banks, cigarette machines..." "Know where everything is." "He wants to act like he´s been in this town for 20 years." "So we have to act I ike we´ve been here for 20 years." "He wants us to be his fami Iy members." "I´m his wife." "You´re his daughters." "This time you´re sisters." "This guy is your father." "They stared at the photograph, and then closed their eyes." "They imagined being his daughters." "I looked at the photo..." "... doingthatmadethefather´sface become flesh and blood." "I look at the customer´s face." "Not to become his wife." "But to make sure it wasn´t the same guy from before." "That guy I met" " Tetsuzo." "I knew for sure he was behind this." "Tetsuzo Shimabara." "Mitsuko." "Yes?" "Do you still have the coat you were wearing when you ran away?" "Yeah." "You have it now?" "Yeah." "Can I see it?" "Sure." "I remember this." "Can you put it on?" "Okay." "Can you imitate Noriko with this?" "I want you to wear it today, Mitsuko." "Former sisters..." "He´s not a regular cI ient." "Be careful." "They weren´t ready for this." "Oftentimmes, people came to us to relive their past." "Business card." "5 years ago, I met someone who claimed to be my real mother." "She begged for a chance to fix our relationship." "Sayuri Yoshida?" "You´re a "flower coordinator"?" "What´s that?" "You read my letter?" "Yeah." "I read it, Mom." "I called her Mom." "Thank you." "Mom." "Once again." "Slowly." "Mom." "Mitsuko." "I don´t know that name." "You know how much I missed you?" "I´m sorry, Mitsuko." "Who´s Mltsuko?" "I always think about you." "Thank you, Mitsuko." "Where´s Dad?" "We´re back together now." "And?" "You suck at acting." "You wanna switch?" "What do you mean?" "You want me to play the mother´s role?" "Now you I isten to me." "If you want, I can play your mother, you bitch." "A locker is my mother." "I told her a locker was my mother." "The woman cried and screamed, but I didn´t give a shit." "You´ re so cruel !" "Even lf she was my real mmother, she didn´t convince me at all." "I´ m cruel?" "Yes, Iet´ s do a cruel role play!" "Even lf she was my real mmother, she didn´t convince me at all." "Even lf she was my real mmother, she didn´t convince me at all." "Express more suffering." "Even lf she was my real mmother, she didn´t convince me at all." "Express more suffering." "Just an amateur actress." "She couldn´t play it well." "So easy." "Crying is the easiest form of acting." "She couldn´t play it well." "So easy." "Crying is the easiest form of acting." "So easy." "Crying is the easiest form of acting." "I thought about showing her how to play the role properly." "I thought about showing her how to play the role properly." "I want to start over." "would Tetsuzo say that too?" "Practice with us." "I´l I do anything." "She says she´ll practice playing mother with us." "Sayuri." "I´Il do anything." "Take her." "Wait." "Bring along your man." "We´ll make him a "father. "" "He´s here now." "Where?" "Mitsuko." "Take him too." "Their daughter was probably named Mltsuko." "Mitsuko..." "A few years later, a girl named Mltsuko showed up." "If you do a good job tonight, you´I I final Iy become the real you." "OK." "Mitsuko?" "OK." "But remember, you´re not real sisters." "It´s all acting." "The guy will play your father." "Don´t let him confuse you." "OK?" ""8:.29" "PM"" ""8:.29" "PM" I had all the lights on." "I had all the lights on." "I heard a car stop outside." "It was a gamble." "They´re here." "What did I want?" "To regalnmy pride and dignity?" "No, I just wanted to show them what I was capable of." "This was a party." "A surprise party." "I grasped my wife´s knife that I had in my pocket." "I suddenly regretted my whole life." "For some reason as I felt that regret, I also loved lt." "How was Hokkaido?" "We´re home." "I had looked for a house that resembled my own." "This one´s very simi lar." "You´re right." " Can we go look at it now?" " Sure." "Thanks." "Here." "Great." "I think it meets your criteria." "Can we go inside?" "Sure." "Be careful." "Put the cabinet in this room." "I transported everything." "Furniture, Noriko´s stuff, Yuka´s stuff..." "Everything." "We´re home." "I´m exhausted." "welcome home." "Hi, Dad." "I´m so tired." "I missed you." "Noriko and Yuka carried their big travel bags." "It was the first time in 2 years that I saw my daughters." "My heart was beating." "All those repressed emotions welled up." "Mitsuko, Yoko..." "Something wrong?" ""How was Hokkaldo?" Ikeda started a conversation." "I humored him." "Mitsuko, smiling, got up and went to hug him." "I missed you." "I missed you too." "It wasn´t the same without you." "Corny acting." "Was this what their lonely, desperate clients wanted?" "But I was lonely and desperate too." "I´ve prepared sukiyaki for you." "wonderful." "Oh, no." "What?" "Taeko, come here." "What?" "problem?" "What´s the matter?" "I forgot to buy meat." "What was I thinking?" "You´re just tired." "It´s all right." "I´l I go buy it." "But you just got back." "It´s OK. I´ I I be right back." "Get me 3 packs of Cherry Cigarettes, too." "OK." "I needed to buy time." "Cherry Clgarettes were hard to find." "Kummiko was gone." "I heard the door shut." "vegetables, shirataki noodles..." "Ikeda went back to the roomm." "Put your bags in your room." "Sis?" "Yeah?" "Been a Iong day, huh?" "Yeah." "Just like old times, isn´t it?" "Come downstairs." "Hurry." "OK." "I didn´t have mmuch time." "I had to act efficiently." "My daughters were smiling." "They looked so lovely." "I had mmade up my past and stuffed it all in the back of a cold locker, in that metal box." "But in reality it was a cardboard box." "Soft and fragile, it wouId dissolve in the rain." "An outline..." "Hummans have an outline." "I wanted to make him a solid father." "It wasn´t long ago that Broken Dam was stabbed to death." "Phone for you." "How may I help you?" "What?" "He wants to kil I me." "You´re gonna die?" "Maybe." "could you leave?" "cheerfully, Broken Dam delivered her final lecture." "cheerfully, Broken Dam delivered her final lecture." "I took psychology." "In class, a buI Iy and his victim reversed roles..." "... andthebullyfelt thevictim´s pain for the first time and wailed." "He what?" "He wept." " Sorry I´m late." " Have a seat." "The buI ly learned his lesson and never bul I led again." "So, someone has to play the role of a victim." "Everyone wants to be champagne, not the glass." "A flower, not the vase." "But the world needs glasses and vases." "These roles need to be filled." "Like a master/servant relationship." "Maybe that´s how capital ism is?" " What´s capital ism?" " l´ I I tel I you later." "Lovers, spouses, fami Iy members..." "We all need to reverse roles and..." "... figureoutwhateach ofus  is meant to be." "survival of the fittest?" "So cute." "We need rabbits." "Not just lions." "Rabbits and I ions can´t switch places, but we human beings can." "Somme will kill." "Somme will be killed." "That´s the circle of life, though there are contradictions." "Just like the numbers after 3.14 in pi continue without end, real circles can never be perfect." "But if you draw a circle with a compass and a big fat marker..." "... a thickoutline wil l make it seem perfect." "I´l I give you a sense of perfection, Tetsuzo." "You can be a I ion." "I´l I be a rabbit." "I don´t need thick outl ines." "My metal box is starting to rot." "I´m gonna go to a higher level." "A rabbit, a suicide, a kil Ier, evi I, water overflowing from a glass. ." "I´Il be whatever no one else wants to be." "I´m sick of shameless outl ines of people seeking happiness." "They don´t wanna be rabbits." "They just wanna eat rabbits." "There´s no such jungle." "While our club expanded..." "Broken Dam, cripple #5, Long Neck, Midnight... theyal Idied." "Some killed themselves." "Some were ki I led." "Broken Dam went to see a client who hated his Wife ln a hotel room. I went along." "Red carpet in the hall." "I´l I turn it on." "You know what song he requested?" " Some SMAP song?" " Wrong." "What?" "Hint?" "Think, a geyser of blood." "What?" "Blood won´t be noticeable here." " l got it. "Wine-Red Heart" ?" " Wrong." "Just turn on the radio in 3O sec." "OK." "Why weren´t you with me that day?" "I´m sorry, sweetheart." " "Bright Red Sun" ?" " Wrong." "Forgive me." "Why did you go see him?" "You fuckin´ love him?" "I´m sorry I betrayed your trust." "I´m sorry I betrayed your trust." "... beautifulsong,isn ´tit?" "... beautifulsong,isn ´tit?" "This next song is a request from sommeone named..." "BrokenDam?" "It´s called "BIossomm of a Red Rose. "" ""blossom of a Red Rose. "" "It´s your favorite." "Let´s sing." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" It´s your favorite." "Let´s sing." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose"" ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" Shut up." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose"" ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" ... a rosehasbloomed..." "... a pureredrose..." "... a rosehasbloomed..." "... a pureredrose..." ""In my lonely garden a rose has bloomed" ... a rosehasbloomed..." "... a pureredrose..." ""In my lonely garden a rose has bloomed"" ""In my lonely garden a rose has bloomed" ... inmy lonelygarden..." "... inmy lonelygarden..." ""One t lny rose" ... inmy lonelygarden..." ""One t lny rose"" ""One t lny rose" ... onetinyrose..." "... onetinyrose..." ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful" ... onetinyrose..." ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful"" ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful" ... inmy lonelygarden..." "... inmy lonelygarden..." ""Rose, rose, I itt le rose" ... inmy lonelygarden..." ""Rose, rose, I itt le rose"" ""Rose, rose, I itt le rose" ... rose..." "littlerose ..." "... rose..." "littlerose ..." ""Bloom just I lke you are right there" ... rose..." "littlerose ..." ""Bloom just I lke you are right there"" ""Bloom just I lke you are right there" ... bIoomjust..." "... bIoomjust..." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" ... bIoomjust..." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose"" ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful"" "Here." "Thank you." "Thanks." "A look of satisfaction on his big fat stupid face." "A happy murderer." ""The rose lost i ts petals so suddenly" A look of satisfaction on his big fat stupid face." "A happy murderer." ""The rose lost i ts petals so suddenly"" ""The rose lost i ts petals so suddenly" "Forgive me, sweetheart, " Broken Dam said over and over." ""Forgive me, sweetheart, " Broken Dam said over and over." ""My garden is lonely as i t was before" "Forgive me, sweetheart, " Broken Dam said over and over." ""My garden is lonely as i t was before"" ""My garden is lonely as i t was before" "You deserve this, you fuckin´whore. "" ""You deserve this, you fuckin´whore. "" ""My garden ´s rose has lost i ts petal but" "You deserve this, you fuckin´whore. "" ""My garden ´s rose has lost i ts petal but"" ""My garden ´s rose has lost i ts petal but" The man stabbed her repeatedly." ""My garden ´s rose has lost i ts petal but"" ""My garden ´s rose has lost i ts petal but" Broken Dam played her role and died happily." "Broken Dam played her role and died happily." ""A rose has bloomed in mmy lonely heart" Broken Dam played her role and died happily." ""A rose has bloomed in mmy lonely heart"" ""A rose has bloomed in mmy lonely heart" Did she real Iy die?" "Did she real Iy die?" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart" Did she real Iy die?" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart"" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart" Yeah." ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart"" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart" Alright!" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart"" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart" You´re next." ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart"" ""Oh rose, rose, rose of my heart" I´l I do my best." ""Forever b Iooming there"" "Cripple #5, Long Neck, and Midnight..." ""Forever b Iooming there" Cripple #5, Long Neck, and Midnight..." ""Forever b Iooming there"" ""Forever b Iooming there" ... jumpedoffthe platform." ""Forever b Iooming there"" ""Forever b Iooming there" I mmade Mltsuko witness lt." "I mmade Mltsuko witness lt." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" I mmade Mltsuko witness lt." ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose"" ""A rose has bloomed, a rose has bloomed, a pure red rose" I wanted her to undertake a task of such magntude someday." "I wanted her to undertake a task of such magntude someday." ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful" I wanted her to undertake a task of such magntude someday." ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful"" ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful" She was still seeking happiness." "She had come to Tokyo to be happy." ""My lonely garden ls more cheerful"" "But I knew she´d transcend it." "After I finished shopping, I headed back home, a happy wife." "THE KNIFE in MY P0CKET" "What?" "Are you 0K, Dad?" "Something wrong, Dad?" "They kept saying "Dad. " Was that how they pleased all their "fathers" ?" "There´s someone I want you to meet." "Who?" "This is fun." "Come on out, Tetsu." "Tetsu." "Now." "HeI lo." "He has wanted to see you." "Sit down." "We´re not gonna wait for the meat." "Right, Tetsuzo?" "Come on." "Introduce yourself." "You want me to introduce you?" "Do something." "You´re their father." "What are you doing?" "What´s this guy´s problem?" "Hey, stranger." "You´re scaring Yoko." "Stranger?" "This is Yoko." "You don´t know?" "By the way, stranger..." "I´l I tel I you my name." "My name is Mitsuko." "Can you remember that?" "I´m Mitsuko." "I want to start over." "Noriko." "Yuka." "I´m your dad." "Your father." "I´m out of here." "Noriko, Yuka." "talk to your father." "Time´s up." "Let´s go." "It hasn´t been an hour yet." "Who are you?" "I thought you were my father." "Take this guy and leave." "Now, Yuka, cal I him "Dad. " We don´t have much time." "I´m back." "Hey, I´m back." "What?" "Stop." "You´re hurting me." "Stay out of this." "What is this, sweetheart?" "Stop this stupid act." "What?" "Stop this stupid act." "I´m the customer here." "You do what I say." "Customer?" "I was confused." "Sommetlmes, I would forget that I was Kumiko." "Sweetheart?" "No, I´m Ikeda." "I have no wife or children." "You come with me." "Get up." "Stranger..." "Get out of here." "Noriko..." "Noriko..." "I´m Mitsuko." "I´m Mitsuko." "Noriko." "I´m Mitsuko." "I felt like I was back in 2002, standing on that platform." "I tore off a thread that was dangling from my coat." "54 girls lined up on the platform at Shinjuku." "Open a window." "I needed somme air." "I walked past the stranger to the veranda." "I opened the window." "The white curtains billowed." "It was snowing." "saliva started to flow ln my mouth." "It might have been drool." "Cold drool." "I couldn´t breathe, so I opened my mouth." "Drool drlpped on the floor." "The table, reflected in the window, seemed so far away." "Guys from our circle were beating up the stranger, kicking and punching him." "I crouched down and touched my own drool." "I was drooling, and I wanted to pee." "Soon, everything turned white." "It felt like there was sand everywhere." "The floor seemed rough." "But I wasn´t ln the desert. I was in some nammeless town. I was somme nameless girl." "And I was talking to Tangerine." "Tangerine, Tangerine..." "Round, orange-colored Tangerine was standing in the snow." "What´s up, Norippe?" "Boys are trouble..." "I remembered that we used to walk to school together." "Recognize my uniform, Norippe?" "That´s the school I go to now." "And this is my route there" "It was a snowy nght, and Tangerine was there." "I sti I I Iove tangerines." "Tangerines." "Yuka was crying." "Mitsuko." "Yoko." "Mom." "I got some meat." "What happened?" "You must be hungry." "Let´s eat." "Can you go get the portable stove from the kitchen?" "So cold today." "I know." "Can you close the window?" "Also, can you go get the pan?" "My hands are numb." "What?" "It doesn´t work, Mom." "Where are extra gas cartridges?" "He´ll find them." " Don´t put it on the stove." " Why not?" "It´s out of gas." "I´l I put it here for now." " l´m so hungry." " Me too." "Do we have extra cartridges?" "Sweetheart, you wanted us to die together tonight." "Didn´t you?" "Please." "Kil I me." "Who´s this man?" "He´s your father, sil Iy." "Noriko, your father´s looking for gas cartridges." "Noriko?" "Kil I me now." "Just kill me." "Then run away with Noriko and Yuka." "No, I´m not Noriko." "I´m Mitsuko." "Don´t make a face, Noriko." "No." "You´re a girl." "I´m not Noriko." "I´m Mitsuko." "girls shouIdn´t do that." "No." "Dear, don´t you agree?" "Mom, I´m Mitsuko." "We wanna avoid pain." "We just wanna avoid pain, right?" "You, me..." "We just wanna avoid pain, right?" "We all just wanna avoid pain." "It´s time to go, but..." "Are we going?" "Or staying?" "What do you wanna do, sir?" "I´m so tired." "Right, sir?" "Sir?" "Do you want more time?" "I think..." "Can I say what I think?" "Is it OK, Mitsuko?" "You aI l look like I ions to me." "You aI l look like I ions." "Let´s be rabbits again." "Let´s be rabbits again, OK?" "I want to extend this session." "Let´s extend it." "Mm, this is good." "Ow, hot!" "Home-cooked meals are the best." "You have to eat vegetables too." "Get me some meat, Mom." " Get it yourself." " You should get it, Sis." "I gave you vegetables, too." " Want some meat, Dad?" " No, I´m fine." "It´s del icious." "Tea?" "RefiI I, please." " Here." "Yuka, you want tea?" " Please." "Honey, excuse me." "Oh, watch out!" "There is no Suicide Club." "Warms you up, huh?" "I know." "You can eat more, right?" "My face is burning." "The world is the Suicide club, with far more suicides than our circle." "Being close to death gives I iving value." "only a smal I fraction of our members actual Iy commit suicide." "Not al l members commit suicide?" "It was a stupid question." "only the members whose roles require them to commit suicide, do." "If you saw a lion eat a zebra, would you call it a "cannibal club" ?" "Lions eat zebras." "Zebras eat grass." "The circle of I ife." " Are you eating vegetables?" " Yeah, I even had seconds." "But there´s still a lot." "´Cause you´re only eating meat Sis." "Sorry." "I want..." "I want to start over." "What are you talking about?" "Listen to me." "Taeko." "I want to redo everything." "Starting now." "But..." "Don´t you know..." "We´re al I sick and tired of your selfish ways." "Dad..." "You´ve always been so selfish." "Noriko." "She had never said anything like that to me in Toyokawa." "If she had, I probably would´ve hit her." "I´m so sorry." "I was wrong." "So let´s..." "... makeafreshstart." "Let´s die once..." "... andcomebacktoIife." "I´m done." "It was delicious." " l´m ful l." " Me too." "We finished it al I." "3 hours had passed." "The extension on mmy time was about over." "I was happy." "I wanted to shout, "Happy!"" "My dad... mysister..." "... andKumikoasmmymmother." "Happy!" "I reminisced about..." "Toyokawa, 10 years ago..." "... thestuffedanimalattachedto my sister´s bag..." "... memories..." "Inrapidsuccession..." "After dinner, my sister and I took a bath together." "Sis." "Do you remember when Dad came to class?" "..." "...when he was discovered by the other kids?" "We talked about our past..." "when we were Noriko and Yuka." "Yeah, I remember." "Dad was so embarrassed." "I couldn ´t tell lf this woman was Mitsuko or Noriko,but she was laughing with joy." "You must be tired." "You must be too." "Mom, Dad." "Good night." "I wanted the power to go out before we went to sleep." "But the whole house remained bright with fluorescent lights." "I´m a I ittIe dizzy from the heat." "Gotta get up early tomorrow, right?" " Gotta get some sleep." " Me too." "G´night." "Good night." "I wanted to thank mmy father for setting this up." "That night, I thought I couId finally take over from my sister." "She had always said..." ""Gotta go sommewhere different." "Gotta get out of here. "" "I had laughed at her." "But I finally understood her." "I watched her sleep for the first time ln a long time." "She was moanng ln her sleep." "Sounded familiar." "I was happy." "I wanted to tell her, "Never stop acting, even in your sleep. "" "I´m sorry, Sis." "Then I quietly got out of bed." "Tiptoed down the hall." "Sommething I wanted to see." "Grinding his teeth..." "talking in his sleep... asusual." "Thank you, Dad." "While I was putting on mmy shoes, I almost sneezed." "I held it in." "I opened the door and went outside." "Fresh alr greeted me." "6 AM. lt was still dark." "I took a deep breath." "I inhaled deeply." "I started to walk down the street toward the center of the city." "I wanted to go somewhere commpleteIy different." "I sneezed." "I´m walking for the first time." "I was through with Yoko." "But I wasn´t Yuka either." "Just some nameless girl." "I started walking." "Your heart is a small glass." "If you pour too much emotion into it..." "... tearswillspillout." "Goodbye, Yuka." "Goodbye, my adolescence." "Goodbye, Halkyo. com." "Goodbye, Mltsuko." "I am Norlko." "screenplay and Directed by Sion Sono"