"IS brought to you by Kizuna Fansubs" "We can't see each other anymore." "What are you saying?" "I told you before that I have a secret." "I'm going to tell everyone at school that secret." "Here." "Usami." "What're you gonna use it for?" "I'm going to become the real me." "[Broadcast room] this is the personality I've had since I was born." "Hoshino!" "Wait!" "Hoshino!" "Are you trying to get expelled?" "!" "Hoshino!" "Hoshino!" "Hiding things from people..." "Hoshino!" "I can't exist that way." "It seems..." "It's impossible for me." "stop!" "I'm sorry for the interruption." " Hoshino!" " This is... turn the feeder up!" "the volume!" "Turn it up!" " Usami!" " Shut up!" "This is Hoshino Haru from the cooking department's first year." "I'm sorry for the interruption." "What?" "Hoshino?" "Haru-chan?" "What is this?" "The truth is..." "There is something I would like to tell you all." "It's about my body. you might not understand right away. also called IS." "my body had both male and female organs." "I was born with a body that you could say is neither male nor female... or you could say it's both male and female." "What is this?" "No way..." "I've thought of myself as male." "So..." "I lived my life as a boy. like my family register says I am." "they wouldn't let me enroll..." "So I enrolled as a girl." "I thought that I could handle it at first. lying to all of you... and I can't do it anymore." "I told them about myself." "Sensei?" "Mizusawa-sensei?" "Are you okay?" "I'd like you all to think about this." "we IS exist." "It's different from gender identity disorder." "there are also people who are closer to female. like a wide variety of gradation." "too." "I wanted you all to know this." "don't you?" "The magnitude of what you've just done." "I understand." "You may be hurt by this." "I'm prepared for all of that." "Thank you for everything you've done." "Usami." "Thank you for your help." "Ah... sorry." "huh..." "Ah..." "Let's go." "[This is just a rehash of what Haru said over the PA system.]" "I told you before that I have a secret." "right?" "Did you know?" "right?" "Both?" "Yeesh!" "What's it like down there?" "right?" "What's it feel like?" "Tell us!" "I dare you!" "Hey!" "I dunno." " We're not dating." " You're not?" "But she is a friend of mine." "I've just been asking her about what she talked about earlier." "This is Miwako." "Leave a message." "Miwa-chan." "Today I told the whole school about me... about IS." "so you might be shocked." "You might be angry." "I don't know what it's going to be like or how people will feel about me." "I'm kind of scared." "But I want to laugh." "I want to laugh confidently at my honest self." "I had no choice but to do this." "I'll call you again." "It was such a simple thing." "I have to tell them." "with my own words and lifestyle." "[IS is a condition in which it is difficult to distinctly classify a body as either male or female." "but the true number is unknown.]" "Kizuna Fansubs Presents IS" " Otoko Demo Onna Demo Nai Sei" "Episode 08" "Do NOT upload onto streaming sites or redistribute without permission." "I don't want to cause problems for you." "Hey hey!" "Gimme the ball!" "Pass pass pass!" "pass!" "Pass!" "hey!" "Pass it!" "Haru." "Miwako." " Miwako." " Papa..." "Yeah." "Your mother enrolled you at a friend's hospital." "She gave them some adequate excuse..." "She thought it best to keep some distance from you." "I didn't bother asking her where she put the key." "She regrets it too." "She's blaming herself." "She pointed a blade at her own child..." "But all the same..." "Didn't you promise you'd have the surgery?" "Inside of her..." "She's been pushed to her limit in a lot of ways." "It's not just because of you." "I left everything to her. protecting both this household and you." "All by herself." "Papa..." "I..." "Papa." "I love you." "I love you." "When did our home become like this?" "What is it like at Hoshino-san's house...?" "How have things become...?" "I feel like I can really do this." "you know." "you're the one who's" " always defiant." " Can you even say that?" "Papa!" "but... everyone's reactions were really something." "Amazing." "What'd they say?" "I've heard a lot of things first hand..." "I guess." "Everyone's still in shock right now." "But it feels like I've taken the first step." "thanks for the food." " Yeah. he really is you guys's son." "Natsu?" "We're not dating." "We're friends." "it's raining." "Go take your bath." " Kenji." " I heard you." "this..." "What a stupid thing." "She revealed herself on her own." "Dad... you knew about this?" " Yeah." " Why?" "Well... it all worked out in the end." "Now you won't be seeing each other." "So that's it..." "We can't see each other." "isn't it?" "Just like my sister." "It's just like back then!" "what's crippled mean?" "[Nine years earlier.]" "Who said that?" "Takuma-kun and Yuuta-kun and Yayoi-chan." "What did they say?" "Your big sister's crippled." "She's weird." "What's crippled mean?" "Kenji." "You don't need to worry about things like that." "Okay?" "Is your child well?" "let's go?" " Isn't that Kenji?" " That's Kenji!" " Kenji?" " Is that his sister?" " He has a sister like that?" "Ah!" "Aoi!" "Aoi..." "Aoi!" "Thank goodness." "What did you say?" "Kenji let go of her wheelchair on purpose?" "I was terrified." "too." "Don't blame it on Kenji." "Kenji is only eight years old." "Don't you think he's always felt lonely?" "everything is always about Aoi." "Our entire lives revolve around Aoi. not being able to lead a normal life?" "!" "Normal?" "Are you blaming this on Aoi?" "Aoi is part of our family!" " So for her we have to sacrifice Kenji's wellbeing?" " Fine!" "isn't she?" "Nobody is saying that!" "Leave!" "I'll raise Aoi on my own. and raise him on your own." "You just don't want to be Aoi's father!" " Aoi is in your way!" " Yuki!" "Dad." "Back then... back then the one you should have hit was me!" "Kenji!" "I didn't want the other kids to think my family was weird!" "I didn't want them to know I had a weird sister!" " I was embarrassed!" " Kenji!" "The one you should have hit back then was me!" "It was me..." "Why..." "Why did you stick up for me?" "!" "I'm the one who's weird." "Do NOT upload onto streaming sites or redistribute without permission." " It's a cicada's shed skin." " Amazing." " Good morning." " It's amazing." "isn't it?" "It really is." "that person has both male and female parts?" "I can't picture it!" "When it comes to that..." "You think she can do it by herself?" "Seriously!" "There's no way I could do that." "I was deeply moved by Hoshino-san's courageous confession." "each of us must come together to support and help each other out." "That's how society works." "That goes especially for us non-handicapped people. we must not forget our feelings of kindness and sympathy." "Hoshino-san." "Thank you for your courage and passion." "no..." "I didn't really... lady." "[Principal's Office]" " Do you remember the promise you made at the start of the year?" " Yes." "Haru-san absolutely would not tell any of her classmates about her body." "Haru... just couldn't keep lying after all." "He wants to be his real self." "That may be fine for Haru-san." "What I'm concerned about is the student body's reaction." "It's especially touchy when it comes to gender problems." "We don't know what kind of backlash Haru-san may face." "We think that he's prepared for all of that." "I understand." "I'm prepared for all of that." "He made something like this all by himself? it's not that he wanted to be more comfortable." "He wanted everyone to know the real him." "I think that's all there is to it." "Principal." "then by all means please expel him. until he says on his own that he can't take it anymore and wants to stop." "treat Haru well." "Please." "I understood." "I was prepared." "all of those voices... are pointed directly at me." "It's like they're following me wherever I go." " Hey." " Hey." "How're you doing?" "Huh?" "I dunno." "Do you regret it?" "Not even." "Then stop staring at the ground!" "right?" "Get that scared look off your face." "How are things with Ibuki-sempai?" "I haven't seen him... or talked with him." "Oh." "He said you two were friends." "Is that so." "Good." "I'm glad I didn't cause him any problems." "What's that supposed to mean?" "What..." "Usami..." "Thanks." "He sure is prepared for a lot of things." "Our kid sure is great." "He's strong." "I think..." "I'm glad that Haru is Haru." "Yeah." "We can't just ask Haru-kun himself." "I'll definitely ask her!" "right?" " That's pretty forward." " You think I'm forward?" "But wouldn't it be better to be spontaneous?" "Um... here..." "Haru made this himself." "He wrote a lot about himself here." "I'll see you three around later." "see you." "any time." "What is this..." "IS?" "!" "Miwako-san." "Thanks for calling me." "I've been worried." "Have you heard from Haru?" "What?" "Haru told everyone at our school that he's IS." "Is Haru okay?" "I..." "I'm scared so I haven't called him." "So you wanted to ask me if I know how he is." "I'm sorry." "it's totally fine!" "Man..." "So he finally did it." "Aren't you worried?" "Don't you disagree?" "It's just like him." "it's him after all." "don't you?" "I..." "I've known him a long time." "He and I think the same way on a lot of things." "Just like a fellow guy friend?" "Well..." "I don't really care if he's male or female." "What's important is whether or not he's a good person." "don't you?" " Am I keeping you?" " It's totally fine!" " But it's not fine to be late." " Right." "Saitou Reon is never late!" "I'll go three times as fast as usual to make it!" "Later." "Miwako-san!" "Call me any time!" "Good luck!" "Yeah..." "I came out of the closet." "right?" "That'll be better for you." "well." "What is it?" "Well ..." "Since I came out..." "Everyone's been kind of avoiding me." "they probably don't understand IS that well." "I guess." "They're all confused." "Confused..." "They probably have things they want to ask." "but they don't know how to ask." "Questions..." "Reon!" "Thanks!" "I was so happy. even just for a little bit." "Haru?" "that feels good." " What're you doing?" " Making a question box." "Question box?" "I figure everyone at school must have lots of things they want to ask me." " But they don't know how to ask." " I see." "So you're making a question box so that they can ask you quickly." "And so I can answer quickly." "Haru." "There's just one thing I've been worried about for a long time." "What?" "you'll have to do a better job than that." " Huh?" " I'll show you." "I do." "you need to... wait a second!" "what're you doing?" "!" "Papa!" "what are you doing?" "That's dangerous!" "Is anyone in our house able to do this?" "I can do it!" " Fine!" "I'll do it!" " That's dangerous!" " Can I put it here?" " Here." " Thank you." " A question box? I want people to ask me questions." "[IS Question Box." "Quickly ask questions related to IS!" "]" "what is that?" " From that broadcast before..." " IS question box?" "For a few days after that... nobody put in any questions." "Miwa-chan didn't come to school either." "me too." "How's your question box doing?" "It's been a week." "Have you gotten any questions?" "None." "It's because of that!" "Because of that bad drawing!" " It's the rabbit." " It's definitely because of the rabbit." " It's my fault?" "Absolutely." " It pushes people away." " It does!" "you're mean!" " Maybe if it were bigger and more eyecatching." "what if we had a raffle for one of my cakes on the box?" "That would be awful." "Rather than spreading gossip about my body" "I thought people would ask me things." "But they'd rather make wild guesses." "Whether it was because of good will" "nobody saw anything about my existence." "They didn't say anything." "They'd decided not to experience anything." "I had never existed at all." "But that day..." "[Hoshino Haru-sama]" "Hoshino-san." "my world has expanded." "Thank you for teaching me." "Don't give up." "I was happy." "There was somebody who understood." "someone who wanted to know about me." "but this work retains the original title of the manga on which it was based." "This work's intention is not to offend or mislead." "please consult a medical practitioner.]" "[This drama is a work of fiction.]" "don't you think you can become strong?" "[A harsh ordeal approaches.]" "it's definitely going to be tough." "I've been waiting." "jessyj" "Translator:" "A.J" "Timer: hitomi83" "Editor/QCer: hitomi83" "Thanks for watching!" "Do NOT upload onto streaming sites or redistribute without permission." "Follow us on twitter @kizunafs" "Join our community at kizunafs.dreamwidth.org"