"IF YOU LOVE" "A Polish maid is waiting for our lady." " She's not a maid, she's an au pair." " "I'm so rich." "I have an au pair."" "Wanna go to the park?" " When will dad be home?" " Late." "He has a budget meeting." "I have some ironing to do." "Eat your snack." " Hello, mother." " Hello, Little Bean." "How are you?" " I'm fine." " Fine or "don't ask me" fine?" " I'm fine." " Wash your hands." "With hot water and soap." "Wash your fingertips and between the fingers." "Like a surgeon." " Did you have fun at school?" " No." "Schools and hospitals are awful places." "Let's never go there ever again." "Have you eaten already?" "It's time for your homework." "I'd like an open discussion on criminal legislation." "MP Helminen, there is a section of criminal law - that is close to your heart - namely punishment for drunk driving." " That is correct." " Are you planning to do something?" "I have proposed a bill for more severe punishments." " Thank you." " How are you doing?" " How is Ada?" " She's fine, thank you." " Mirja's sister takes care of her." " That's good." "A child needs a woman's warmth." "Let's go, Ada." "Hanna is waiting." "I don't want to hear her moaning." "What a horrible mess." "Agnes!" " Hi, Marja-Leena." " Clean up before Harri arrives." "Ada should take care of her own things." "Don't lecture me on parenting." "Yourjob is to keep the house tidy." "I'm Ada's aunt." "I'll handle the parenting." " I can do that, Agnes." " No, you won't." "Hurry up now." "It would be easier to clean up with a longer skirt." "What a tart." "Why can't I go to Hanna's place alone?" "Alone?" "On a bus to Itälahti?" "Are you insane?" "Nowadays bus drivers get their licence in Damaskos." "I have the last word, and it is nay." "My lucky fairy, please fly to me, I'm here below" "Cast your magic so that my mother will let me go" "I want to go where everybody goes" "The sea is warm, and there's sand between my toes" "I know my mother is worried to the bone - but I feel sad if I'm left alone" "My mother says with a teary face:" ""The world is a dangerous place"" "That same world took my sister away I have the last word, and it's nay" "My mother says with a teary face:" ""The world is a dangerous place"" "That same world took my sister away I have the last word, and it's nay" "This sadness makes her mean And she's almost sixteen" "Magic won't help, she has to shout:" ""Damn you, let me out!"" "Hello, Little Bean." "Don't call her bean." "She's a young girl, not a misshapen lump." " She'll develop an eating disorder." " You're late." "Did Bean give you trouble?" "I can't believe you're Harri's sister." "Why don't you let me find you an apartment?" "Why do you want to live in this dump?" "This is too close to the harbour." "I'll show you photos from Namibia - so you can see how most of the world's population lives." "I'll go now." "Here's Ada's bicycle helmet." "We'll wear this indoors also, just to be on the safe side." "Everything's a joke to you, even after Mirja's death." "Mirja died because she was run over by a drunk driver." "Don't talk about that to Ada." "Don't say anything awful." "Or you can come and wish her good night - even though people poo on the streets in India." "Toodles, Ada!" "I like that sound." "It sounds like exotic places." "Don't mind Marja-Leena." "She's just..." "That's just the way she is." " I'd like to live with you." " Poor Little Bean..." " It's not possible." " I know." "You're often abroad." "You were my mother's best friend." "This is almost like being with her." "I've got an idea." "I'll give you the key to my place." "You can come here anytime you want." "This is your hideaway." "What do you want to do now?" " This is the best place in the world!" " Let's not get carried away." "There are many wonderful places in the world." "Do you know what I've been thinking?" "Let's go abroad together." "When you have done your A-levels - we'll go abroad for a month." " To Turkey!" " Or Vietnam." "I left my heart in Mombasa that day" "On my mind Mombasa will stay" "Hot and humid was Mombasa to me" "And the African sea..." "Panama, Panama It's a wonderful place" "There you'll never fall from God's grace" "Oh Lord, can I make my way - towards America and make my stay?" "Girl, I'm on my way to Alabama Let's visit the bakery together" "I'm on my way to Alabama I'm a bona fide master baker" "I'm a master baker" " You stole my heart like a thief" " Eviva España" " Now longing gives me grief" " Eviva España" " I'm seeing it in my eyes" " Eviva España" "I miss your warm and sunny skies I will never say goodbyes" "Bingo, bango, bongo, Congo Here in the sunshine I feel fine" "I won't worry, I won't grieve, if I never have to leave" "I don't need no shirt, hair, sock or comfy chair" "No rock, frock, jazz or pazazz" "Estonia, Estonia, I'm Estoned out of my mind" " Estonia, it hits you like pneumonia." " Estonia, I want to be there" "Estonia, Estonia, I'm Estoned out of my mind" "Estonia, Estonia, on my mind" " What did you do?" " We ate at a fancy restaurant." " With white tablecloths and all." " Imagine that." "Oh my God!" "It's supposed to be like that." "I thought that the designer made a blunder." "Fabio Birandello doesn't make mistakes." "Why can't I have my birthday party in a normal place?" "There's nothing more normal than home." " Depending on the home." " Agnes, the joker is here." " A clown." " Where's the fireworks guy?" "I dont know." "Different firm." "Hurry up." "Ada, sit here." "Marja-Leena, everyone hates me for this birthday party." "They don't hate you, they envy you." "Children's party got an ugly end" "The dark angel came and took the birthday girl away" "Children's party got an ugly end" "The dark angel came and took the birthday girl away" "Who told you to eat too much cake - and pour cold juice on other children?" "For that, you'll end up in the devil's frying pan" "This world won't even spare the innocent man" "Children's party got an ugly end" "The dark angel came and took the birthday girl away" "Who will love the child and take her under the wing?" "Who will protect her tiny feet from everything?" "The dark angel takes those who are rotten to the core" "And there aren't any other angels anymore" "Children's party got an ugly end" "The dark angel came and took the birthday girl away" " Really anaemic." " That's right." "Change into second gear." "Go easy on the gears." "Didn't you already get your driver's licence from India?" " Yeah, I got it." " Be careful." "Anna Helminen, 22 years old." " Cool, you'll get anywhere with this." " Like I would care." " You'll get that car." " You always get what you want." "True." "What is this?" "Don't you know how to take care of yourself?" "As a matter of fact, it wasn't an accident." "Ada, I've met a man." "A couple of months ago." " And you didn't tell me." " I wasn't sure about him." "I guess you are now." "You're having a brat." "I'm almost 40." "I want more than this." "I want something permanent." "You never stayed at home because of me." " I guess we won't go abroad, either." " Of course we will." "This doesn't affect it." "It's our dream holiday." "Great party." "Hanna said that you organised this." "Thank you." " Would you like a drink?" " Thank you." "Are these non-alcoholic?" "Thank you." " Here's to you." " Cheers." "Be careful." "Teetotallers are often alcoholics who don't drink now." " Thank you." " You're welcome." "Waiter, minister's glass is empty." "Harri..." "Welcome to Ada's graduation party." "Ada's always been a good student." "In fact, she has excelled in every endeavour - including ballet and piano playing." "And her A-levels went as planned." "She got top grades." "The entrance exam for the School of Economics should be easy for her." "In return for your excellency " "I'd like to give you a gift you are not perhaps expecting." "I know that I've not been much of a father - but I hope it isn't too late." "A month-long sailing trip to the Caribbean will do us both good." "A toast." "Was that my present?" "My great surprise gift?" "A trip to the Caribbean?" "I don't want to go there!" " I want a car!" "Do you understand?" " A car?" "Out of the question." "No, it's not!" "You'll buy me a car!" " You won't get a car, never." " Because of mother's death?" "I don't give a shit!" "I'm not interested..." "You wish that I would have died instead of mother." "Are you blind?" "Can't you see that Ada has become a horrible shithead?" "Ada's had it tough." "Her mother died." " And you have abandoned her!" " Me?" "What do you mean?" "Don't give me that." "You know she loves you, but you're never here." "Now that you have a man, we thought you'd cancel your trip." "Hanna and I have planned that trip for ten years!" " Calm down, Ada." " No, I won't!" "I'm going with Hanna." "You can go to the Caribbean on your own." " Who's mobile is that?" " Mine." "It's from Ada." ""Go to Croatia on your own, you man-craving spinster."" "What?" "Fucking hell." "Ada and Harri Helminen - proceed to check-in immediately." "It is dark" "It's so dark, but I can see you clearly" "All your gestures and expressions" "I guard your every step" "We take deep, long breaths" "The air is cold" "Our breath forms clouds" "An eye for an eye" "Do you want some?" " I want some." " I don't know if you should." " You've been drinking." " You don't know the effects." "Soon I'll know." " Who was that?" " I'm leaving." " Already?" " My father will pick me up." "They'll come swarming when they realise I'm not your boyfriend." "Take a look at them." "They're drooling over you." " Is that strange somehow?" " Of course not." "When I look at you " "I see an 8-year-old kid who ran away from home all the time." " And picked her nose." " As if!" " And ate bogey." " Like hell I did!" "You ate bogey!" "Shut up now!" "It is dark" "It's so dark I can't see you clearly" "And I can't see anything else" "We belong to each other" "What are you doing?" "Do you really think he's good enough for me?" "No way!" " I could get anyone I want." " You stole him from me." "I'm in love with him, but you stole him from me." "What the hell?" "Everything I did, I did it for you" "What took you so long?" "Get on with it!" "What?" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion on the streets of Helsinki" "Commotion on the streets of Helsinki" "Give me a swig, you don't fool me" "You should be clean, but you're all just goons" "We're not stars, we're not heroes" "We're not stars, we're not heroes" "Too young to die, oh yeah!" "Too young to choke to death, of course!" "Run, boy, run" "Run, boy, run" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "Commotion" "It's nice to see a familiar face." "The whole building is empty." "Everybody's on holiday." "Now I'll be going too." "This is missing an "N" again." "Tell the house manager to order letters with longer pins." "Okay." ""Helminen"." "There's the vacant look of a lost child in my eyes" "I bear the marks of your love on my heart" "Darkness engulfs me like a bomber fleet darkens the night skies" "And the price I pay is tearing me apart" "With you I look at the world and see the same dream" "Like a madman after my love I scream" "I snuggle under your arm and am with you overnight" "And I don't know where I am by the morning light" "There's a wind blowing through my head from north to south" "I'm alone at the ruins of my thoughts again" "Into emptiness the words fall from my mouth" "On my shoulders I'm wearing the cloak of pain" "With you I look at the world and see the same dream" "Like a madman after my love I scream" "I snuggle under your arm and am with you overnight" "And I don't know where I am by the morning light" "And I don't know where I am by the morning light" "Excuse me, do you have any books on memory loss?" "Let me see..." "There aren't any here - but there are a couple of medical books in the main library." "I don't know." "I was looking for basic information." "If you're looking for general knowledge, you should Google it." "The computers are over there." "DRIVER FLED FROM THE ACCIDENT SITE" "NO RESULTS" "MEMORY LOSS" "DISSOCIATIVE AMNESIA" "You have amnesia." "She has amnesia." "Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia, amnesia..." "Amnesia, she has amnesia" "That's why this blonde beauty's mind is drawing blanks" "She has amnesia" "It's a psychogenic thing, when you can't remember anything" "Oh poor thing, the bells don't ring" "How can you lose memories so deep?" "How can a brain fall asleep?" "It's caused by a trauma or a serious accident" "Amnesia, she has amnesia" "That's why this blonde beauty's mind is drawing blanks" "I made a wonderful diagnosis" " Amnesia, amnesia" " She's drawing blanks" " Amnesia, amnesia" " She's drawing blanks" "Amnesia, she has amnesia" "That's why this blonde beauty's mind is drawing blanks" "Her mind is drawing blanks" "Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia, amnesia..." "The culprit was driving a stolen sportscar." "Nigerian-born entrepreneur Delmar Adebayo was injured..." " You can take it." " No thanks." "Hello, I'm looking for a patient." "Delmar Adebayo." "He was in an accident." " Are you a relative?" " No." "I'm sorry, but only relatives are allowed to visit him." "Thank you." "Get out." "This is the dispensary." " I'm calling the guard." " I won't tell." "What?" "There's nothing to tell." " I was just..." " You have your reasons." " Yes, I have." " I won't tell anyone." "Where did you come from?" "I need to find a patient, but without anyone knowing." " Why?" " I'm not a relative." " I don't want anyone to see me." " Is this patient a man?" " Yes, he is." " Who?" " Delmar Adebayo" " He's quite old." " He's about fifty." " It doesn't matter." "Please, try to pull through." "Try to make it." "I'm so sorry." "The visiting hour is about to begin." "You have to leave." "My name is Anna, Anna Helminen." "Mervi Takala." "Oh, Toni..." " What shall we do now?" " Everything will be fine." "It's impossible to take pills without you noticing." " I'm sorry." " Those were painkillers." "I'm not a pill popper." " Yesterday I took an abortion pill." " You had an abortion?" "It's a complicated issue." "If you do it legally, you have to wait two weeks." "Do you know how much a baby grows in two weeks?" "It would be unbearable." " Why don't you want to have a child?" " I didn't say so." "I'm a single mother with two rascals at home." "This ward is looking for a cleaner." "Just to let you know." "It's hot in here." " Do you mind if I open the window?" " I don't mind." " Someone brought dad flowers." " No-one is allowed to visit him." " Mervi, hit me in the head." " What?" " Just hit me." " No." "Hit yourself if you want to." "I wouldn't dare." "I've tried." "I want to run against a wall, but I'm too scared." "Someone else has to do it." "You've done an abortion yourself." "You can hit me in the head." " Crazy!" " You are." "Why do you want me to hit you in the head with a pot?" "Because..." "I'm amnesiac." "I don't remember anything." "I don't know who I am." "Looks like you're selling magazines." "I have to read everything." "I don't know anything." "I don't know anything about nature, movies - or football." " I guess I hit my head." " I don't want to know." "I was in an accident - so I thought I'd get my memory back if I hit my head again." "I don't even remember my own name." " It's Anna." " No, it's not." "At least I don't believe it." "I'm pretty sure my driver's license isn't genuine." "I don't remember anything, I don't know anybody." " And I have a weird taste." " I've noticed." "I couldn't have bought these clothes." "You should buy decent gear." "Like this." "You need an MRI scan, not a hit on the head with a pot." "Seppo could do that secretly." "He's my old flame." " You don't have to." " You're a strange case." "Nobody's looking for me." "Either I don't have anyone - or nobody's missing me." "Graduate Adebayo, let's celebrate our political science studies." " There's no point." " Why?" "I can't study." "Father's poorly and mother's wages aren't enough." "I have to work here." " That sucks." " Yeah." " Unless I win the lottery." " Have you played?" "No, but I should." "I was born under lucky stars." "Maybe you fell into a cauldron when you were little." "Cauldron?" "Do you think I was born in a witch doctor's village?" "The cauldron in Asterix, dumbass." " If you win the lottery, I want half." " You don't need money." ""It's a lottery win to be Finnish." I'll have to wait until Saturday." "Afya, come home." "Mother and grandmother are calling." " In a minute." " Now!" "Tell them I'm job hunting." "Hi, Toni." "Greetings from mom." "Call her when you come from your "job interview"." "I'm off to work." "Could you wash the clothes?" " Are you listening?" "Wash the clothes." " What if I don't?" "Will you beat me up then?" "Ooh, I'm really scared... midget." "I've kicked your ass several times." "And I'll do it again if I have to." "Wash the clothes." "We have the world and the winds so strong" "I sing to you, and you can hear my song" "When I'm close to you I can barely catch my breath" "I'd drink poison for you, I'm not afraid of death" "Every day and every single night I'm thinking of you" "Every day and every single night my heart's feeling blue" "This world is beautiful, although I don't always know" "Do you know where I want to go?" "I feel close to you even though I'm far away" "If you were mine, it's something I'd dare to say" "Every day and every single night I'm thinking of you" "Every day and every single night my heart's feeling blue" "And when I wake up in the middle of the night screaming your name" "I know never again will anything be the same" "I'll travel the world far and wide" "But it's worth nothing without you by my side" "One day I'll win overcome my fears, but they are more than I can bear" "One day in years to come I'll come back to you, I swear" "Every day and every single night I'm thinking of you" "Every day and every single night my heart's feeling blue" "And when I wake up in the middle of the night screaming your name" "I know never again will anything be the same" "Every day and every single night" "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." "Nothing to worry about." "This is, like, my tree." "I didn't know this was someone's tree." "This tree can be yours, too." "I'd like to have my own tree." " Hi, I'm Toni." " Anna." "Have you been here before?" "Not that I recall." "Are you a beauty queen or something?" "No, I'm a cleaning woman." " Why do you ask?" " Beauty queens eat baby food." "Those contain so few calories that beauty queens are floating in air." "I'm so stupid." "I thought you meant that I'm beautiful." "But you are beautiful." "If you're not a beauty queen - then baby food and sour milk is not a decent lunch." "This is good." "Have you not eaten Nigerian food before?" "Have some cobra." "Thank you." " This is good cobra." " Isn't it?" "It's even better than this mouse." "I think that mouse is better than cobra." "I prefer cobra." "My warmth, my love I will give to you" "My youth is in its bloom" "These roses of summer I will carry to you" "And myself, too" "I have nothing else to give - other than my youth" "I want to give it to you" "I don't want to keep it to myself" "I don't want anything else - other than to be with you always" "My surroundings - are fading away" "Tomorrow will never - threaten us with its dangers" "When I can be yours" "Yours and only yours" "Hi." "Do you work here?" "Yeah." "What are you doing here?" "He's my father." "You picked those flowers." " Do you want to meet me tonight?" " I can't." "I have to work." "Stop that scrubbing." "It's not that serious." "You don't know anything." "You're in love, and he doesn't know who you are." "Do you know what you need?" "An ice-cold Jägermeister helps." "Maybe three or four of them." "An ice-cold Jägermeister?" "I don't know what that means." "Stop pitying yourself." "I would gladly forget everything I've done." "I'd love a fresh start." "What are we doing here?" "We should leave." "I've got a secret stash here." "Oops, this is occupied." "Take a swig." "I'll have some, too." "I've got a babysitter tonight." " Do you want some chocolate?" " No!" "Why not?" "There's no-one here." "I've got prawns and fish fingers." "Why do you have food and booze in the mortuary?" " For emergencies." " Why not keep them in the kitchen?" "The kitchen staff won't let anyone use their refrigerators." " Was he one of your old flames?" " I'm a naughty nurse." "I'm doing fucking fine" "You ask me if you crossed the line" "I swear at the pigeons and whine" "I have a little secret to share" "I'm bashful if a man is naked and bare" "Let's take off our clothes and go on a flight" "Show me the map of your tan lines, let me show you light" "I'm doing fucking fine" "I'm doing fucking fine" "My family was looking for salvation They didn't give me sex education" "I'm obsessing about it 'til I'm insane" "I wanna do it on a train or a plane" "Let's take off our clothes and go on a flight" "Show me the map of your tan lines, let me show you light" "Let's pour some wine, I want to make you mine" "Let's fly like birds in the sky" "Let's pour some wine" "Let's take off our clothes and go on a flight" "Show me the map of your tan lines, let me show you light" "Thank you Mervi and Hot Nurses." "Next up is Pera - who will be singing "Lapin kesä"." "Hello again." "Hi." "Did I startle you again?" "I didn't mean to." "How's it going?" "Is something wrong?" " Everything." " I know the feeling." "My mother always says - that you can always start anew as long as there's life." "She survived the war and everything." "It's an annoying saying, because it means that you should shape up." "Tell me about yourself." "I don't know what to tell." "Tell me three things you like and three things you don't like." " I don't like karaoke." " Okay." "Good." " Neither do I." " I don't like lying." " And I don't like cheese." " Cheese?" "Its texture is somehow disgusting." "Okay." "Tell me what you like." "I like the sea." "I like African food." "And then I like... you." "I can't help it." "If you want" "I can be someone else for you" "If you want" "I can be a mistake out of the blue" "If you want, at Christmas I'll be knocking on your door" "If you want, I won't fight any wars anymore" "If you want, I can be a dog guarding your sleep" "I can be yours to keep" "If you want" "I can make you forget your unease" "If you want" "I'll let you do whatever you please" "If you want, I can worship your God" "If you want, I'll believe your every facade" "If you want, I'm willing to emigrate anywhere" "As long as I can see you there" "Because without you I'm living in a cell" "Because without you, oh well" "Without you I'm halfway to hell" "If you want" "I won't repeat your name" "Even if you want it" "I won't extinguish your flame" "If you want, I'll come busting through rock" "If you want, whatever makes you happy" "If you want, I'll bring Tibet to your bed" "I'll move north to northwest just using my head" "Again and again I'm missing you" "I remember kissing you" "Because without love I'm living in a cell" "And without love, oh well" "Without love we're halfway to hell" "If you want" "If you want" "If you want" " Hey, give me a couple of euros." " I don't have any." "I need money for a beer." "I don't have any." "Go back to your cage." "Take a look at this." " Let's trade." "Give me twenty..." " Twenty?" "Okay, a tenner." "You can have this." " I won't buy stolen goods." " I'm not a thief." "I found this." "I was digging up bottles from the recycling point - when I saw a horrible crash." "A sports car hit another car." "There were ambulances and policemen." "I found this at the scene." " I was hit by a rock." " What is this?" "I crashed with my bike and fell on a stick." "Here's another." "I fell from a swing on my sunglasses." " What a little rascal." " You don't know half of it." "I bet you haven't done anything naughty." " Graduate Adebayo, come play with us." " Okay." "Do you want to come?" "Luckily I haven't done anything naughty." "I can't tell him." "I can't tell him." "I don't want to tell him." "I just want to be happy." "Why shouldn't I?" "What's so wrong with that?" "What do you mean?" "Nothing, I was just..." " Hi, I'm Anna." " Afya." "So you're Toni's girlfriend?" "The hospital cleaner." " Have you been long there?" " I started a couple of weeks ago." "At the same time as Delmar was brought there." "Did you do your A-levels?" "Or haven't you graduated yet?" " I went to school." " Which one?" " Helsingin normaalilyseo." " Where do you live then?" " On Ketunleipätie." " The school isn't in our district." "Do you live at home?" " No." "Why do you ask?" " I was just wondering." "Did you leave your necklace home?" " No, I don't think so." " Come on, Afya." " You have a beautiful name." " It means "shadow"." " I won't look at the mirror" " I want to forget" "I want to leave you behind" " The city's full of memories" " I've gotta get away" " I don't want to face them" " I've gotta get away" " And I know this is stupid" " I've gotta get away" "But I can't stay" "I didn't stare after you when you left after our kiss" "It was the best and the last" "I tried to be so strong I tried to hold my head high" "But look at me now, I'm like a drenched dog" " Many miles behind me" " The engine is revving up" "The longing begins to ease" " The city's full of memories" " I've gotta get away" " I don't want to face them" " I've gotta get away" "And although it will be easier tomorrow" "I can't stay here" " Someone was asking about you." " Who?" "I don't know." "She didn't tell her name." "A dark-skinned girl with big golden earrings." " What did she ask?" " When you started and all that." "At first I thought she was waiting for you, but she didn't know you." "Then she left." "Who was she?" "Anna." " Father woke up for a moment." " Really?" "We're waiting for the doctor - but it's possible that father will recover." " I'm so happy!" " I can see that." "Sorry." "I'm Anna Helminen." " Sofia Adebayo." " Nice to meet you." "Mother..." "Anna, would you like to eat dinner with us?" " Anna, do you want coffee?" " Yes, please." " Have you tasted African coffee?" " Not that I recall." "Thats a strange way to talk." "Thank you, Anna." " Let's do each others' hair." " I have beads and hair clips." " Really?" " We'll be leaving soon." " Where are you going?" " To Anna's place." " Don't go!" " We'll come with you." "No, you won't, you piglets." " Should we go?" " Okay, that's enough." "Go now." " It was nice to meet you, Anna." " Likewise." "Bye." "This is horrible." " It doesn't matter." " No?" "At first nothing happens, and then it does." "This is horrible." "I'm going to kill myself." " No, you won't!" "Stop that!" " Don't try to stop me!" "Silly." " You're wonderful." " No, you're wonderful." "Too wonderful." "Basically this is all your fault." "Okay." "Hello there." " How do you feel?" " Toni..." " How are you?" " I'm tired." "You need some rest." "Father, guess what?" "I'm in love." " Is she a good girl?" " Yes." "She's the best." "Just rest." "Love me now, when everyone else is gone" "When shadows creep across the floor" "I'll take off my shoes because you're a burning bush" "Stop the funeral, the departed is missing" "A crow flies over a field and doesn't shed a tear" "Cafeterias open their doors" "Today a traffic accident will take away someone's body of steel" "Do we still have beer?" "Father?" "Father!" "Father!" "Help!" "Someone!" "Help!" "Luckily I have you." "I would die now without you." "The number cannot be reached..." " Hanna." " Hi." "Where are you?" " We're in Budapest." " We're in Buda, not in Pest." "I see." "Is Ada there?" " What do you mean?" "She's not here." " She's not there?" " Where is she then?" " With you in the Caribbean." "MINISTER'S DAUGHTER MISSING FOR WEEKS" "Harri, Ada's coming here." " Is she alright?" " She sounded fine." "Sunrise on a frosty morning" "The land is beautiful" "Everybody has time to celebrate" "Let's go again" "We're partying again, but we don't regret it" "We're tired, but there's no time to sleep" "We're partying again, but we don't regret it" "We don't feel sorry for our past" "It's not our fault the world is crooked and the clock runs backwards" "We're partying again, but we don't regret it" "We're tired, but there's no time to sleep" "We're partying again, but we don't regret it" "We don't feel sorry for our past" "It's not our fault the world is crooked and the clock runs backwards" "Ada." "You lied to me." " I'm truly sorry." " What an earth you were thinking?" "Luckily you're fine." "Where's mother?" " What do you mean?" " How come?" "Why do you ask about your mother?" "Your mother is dead." " When?" " When you were a little girl." "She died in a car accident." "A drunk driver killed her." " No..." " Ada." "Where have you been?" "What has happened?" "Ada, what has happened?" "I've done the worst possible thing." "MINISTER'S DAUGHTER MISSING" "This is what we're going to do." "We'll forget the whole thing." " What?" " Just keep quiet." "They'll handle it." " How?" " We'll settle out of court." " I intend to confess." " No, you won't." "I have to." "I'm in love." "What does it have to do with this?" "I can't do this." "I'm in love." " I heard you the first time." " I love Adebayo's son." "Toni Adebayo." "Hi." "Mervi said that you'd be here." "I have to tell you something." "About your father and that car crash." "I know." " How?" " Shut up." "I know your game." " Let me..." " Shut up!" "Shut up!" "I love you." "I've never loved anyone else." ""I'm so sorry."" "I don't remember anything." " I don't know who I am." " Neither do I." "I tried to tell you... many times - but I couldn't because you said you'd die without me." "I thought that when your father would be better - you would forgive me." "Forgive you?" "I should kill you." "Kill me then." "Kill me." " You might remember Hanna." " I can't remember you either." "But you loved Hanna." "Hello." " Hi, Little Bean." " I can't remember you." "But I remember you." "It feels like you were gone for ten years - and came back." "She" "She made me believe" "She made me hope" "And more" "She" "She made me laugh" "She made me sing" "She gave me a song" "She" "She was a good fairy" "She was the queen of the night" "Now it's nothing more than a name for a song" "She" "When summer turns to autumn and I see leaves flying" "I feel the same longing" "When she's away" "She" "She made me laugh" "She made me sing" "She gave me a song" "She" "I'm tuning my guitar again" "And I hear the familiar tinkling" "Like she was here with me" "That's the deal. 100000 euros for not pressing charges." "And an agreement to maintain secrecy." "Let's go." "Are you really considering it?" " Tell them to stuff their euros!" " Toni!" " In coins!" " You put me and father to shame." "I accept the deal." "Toni will study political science." "He needs money for his studies." "Luckily he won't study law." "Toni." "Hi." "How's it going?" "I love you." "I've always loved you." "I know I'm not Anna or whatever her name is - but I've always loved you." "I would never betray you." "Say something." "Why did you have to meddle?" "Why did you..." "You should have let it go." "I didn't want to know." "I'm sorry." "Forgive me." "This is just so unfair." "So unfair." "What's been going on?" "Nothing much." "Except this morning, when I looked in the mirror " "I thought my eyes were brown when in reality they're green." "I was puzzled." "It was out of sight." "Sorry we didn't stop you from taking that car." "We were afraid because we had given you pills." " Then we went on holiday." " And you tried to pull Niko." " Niko who?" " My boyfriend." " Did I try to pick up your boyfriend?" " Always." " I'm truly sorry." " So you don't remember a thing?" "No, I don't." "The doctors said it's psychological." "They did all the tests." "There's nothing wrong with me." "Cool." "My father told me your father will buy you a pad." "I don't know." "I've got a one-bedroom apartment." "Muru's my roommate." " We should get an espresso machine." " And our own barista." "A lovely Italian man." "Like Francesco Totti." "Yeah, Totti!" "Is this Mervi Takalo?" "This is Anna... or Ada..." "or whoever I might be." " It's good to see you." " I don't know about that." " I look horrible." " No, you don't." " You're pretty." " I've met a man." " But it came to nothing." " Why?" "He's a shoemaker." "They're all high on shoe polish." " We're going playing." " Okay." "How are you?" "Is your memory recovering?" " You never know." " Do you want it back?" "I don't know." "Toni's family will not press charges." "My studies will begin soon." "My father's buying me an apartment." " Life goes on." " That's good." "Are you still thinking about Toni?" "I remember the first time I kissed you" "I remember how much I was afraid" "I remember saying something beautiful to you" "Something I've always wanted to say" "Don't leave me, I need you" "Don't you ever go away Don't you ever go away" "I wanted to love more than ever" "I wanted to give you anything I could" "I tried to be good and friendly" "I wanted you to know how much I care" "Don't leave me, I need you" "Don't you ever go away, don't you ever go away" "Don't leave me, I need you" "Don't you ever go away, don't you ever go away" " Are you ready?" " Yes." "Your hair is flat, but it'll have to do." "Goddamn it..." "Go ahead." "Hello, my name is Ada Helminen." "I want to confess that I stole a car when I was drunk - and crashed it." "I accidentally killed Delmar Valentin Adebayo." "On June 2nd 2009, Helminen was driving a car - with the licence plate OGX-942... while inebriated." "Involuntary manslaughter on July 1st, 2009." "Helminen has..." "Please stand up." " Do you concede these charges?" " Yes, I do." "Toni, where are you going?" "Toni, will you call me tonight?" "Out of my room!" "Get out!" "Don't touch my stuff!" "Do you understand?" "Get going." "What?" "It's my room." "Someone has to discipline them." " Inya called me today." " Why?" " You spent the night with Afya." " So what?" "What is it to Inya?" " What you were doing there?" " You don't want to know." "Where are you going?" "Someone has to visit Ada." "I can see it's not going to be you - so I will go." " Ada who?" " Ada Helminen who is in prison." "How can you say that whore's name in my father's house?" "Do you know what is worse than father's death?" " Nothing!" " The person you've become." "I love you more than anything." "Your father loved you too." "What would he say now?" "We survived the war and had you." "Do you understand what it means?" "You have the chance to live." "You're flushing your life down the toilet." "It's like you drink poison and wish Anna would die." "I mean Ada." "I guess they are two different people." "But love..." "She crossed her fingers and looked at the heavens above" "And was thankful because she'd been blessed with love" "She wished for much but she was given even more" "But there was one thing she had ignored" "Only for a short time love is like driven snow" "It is pure like snowfall in February's morning glow" "Oh how I wish it would shine a little longer" "But it will always fade away when the darkness gets stronger" "When the bitterness begins it rarely stops" "And there's a small eternity between teardrops" "When a child falls asleep on your lap after a long day" "Or asks you to come home to stay" "Only for a short time love is like driven snow" "It is pure like snowfall in February's morning glow" "Oh how I wish it would shine a little longer" "But it will always fade away when the darkness gets stronger" "Only for a short time love is like driven snow" "It is pure like snowfall in February's morning glow" "Oh how I wish it would shine a little longer" "But it will always fade away when the darkness gets stronger" " Hi." " Hi." " How are you?" " I'm okay." "Mervi visited me yesterday." "She dares to come visit me because this is a women's prison." "If there were men here, she would fall in love." "How are you holding up here?" "At first it was terrible - but now life goes on more steadily." "I'm not as scared as before." " How's your life?" " Nothing special." "I work, my studies suffer." "I'm tormenting my sisters and my mother." "I try to forgive you." "But it's so damn hard." "I know." "But I can't help you with that." "I guess not." "You have to forgive every day." "That's why it's so hard." "I was surprised when I heard about your visit." " Were you delighted?" " Maybe a little." " A little?" " Yeah." " It's not easy to meet you." " Likewise." " What is it?" " Nothing." " I just remembered one thing." " What?" ""It's cobra." "Have some more cobra."" " Deep-fried cobra." " Sweet and sour mouse." "Sweet and sour..." "I guess this is yours." "If you love the cold moon" "Things and book covers" "Car doors and metal skins" "I won't come with to the seashore" "And I won't draw your picture in the sand" "If you love windows" "Silver mugs, sable furs" "A guest book with a leather spine" "I smile at you from across the street" "But I won't go with you to a fancy restaurant - to eat goose breast" "If you love sailing" "Travelling and the Canary Islands" "You will go away and I will remain here" "And I remember you without longing" "I remember the morning when the wind blew in my hair" "And took away your photo" "If you love banknotes" "I will help you to spend them" "And I will give you anything you want" "But I won't give you my heart" "If you love books too much" "I will ask you what will happen to me" "When you know me from cover to cover" "And my plots will bore you" "And you remember everything by heart" "If you love little girls and little boys" "Dogs, grandmothers, old maids, salad and celery root" "Roast mutton, spring mornings" "Lonely men at cold stations" "I will come with you to the seashore" "And I will draw your picture in the sand" "And I will draw your picture in the sand" "And I will draw your picture in the sand" "And I will draw your picture in the sand" "Your picture in the sand" "Directed by Neil Hardwick" "Producer:" "Jarkko Hentula" "Screenplay:" "Katja Kallio" "Cinematographer:" "Pini Hellstedt" "Editor:" "Harri Ylönen" "Music:" "Leri Leskinen" "Choreographer:" "Osku Heiskanen" "Sound designer:" "Pasi Peni" "Set designer:" "Kaisa Mäkinen" "Costume designer:" "Elina Kolehmainen" "Make-up:" "Marjut Samulin" "Hey, listen to me." "This thing goes like this..." "Hey, it's not true that I'm stupid" "Because I'm not good at school" "I don't feel like listening, I don't bother reading" "My thoughts are elsewhere" "But I'm not stupid!" "Do you hear me, world?" "And it's not true that I'm naughty" "Because I fight the law" "I disagree, and I can't stand all the rules" "But I'm not naughty!" "Do you hear me, world?" "I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free" "I was born to win" "Why can't you understand - that sometimes it's hard to be young?" "Why can't you accept - that I can have ideas too?" "It's not true that I'm ugly - because I don't wear fancy clothes" "Like rich kids who laugh at me and make fun of my clothes" "But I'm not ugly!" "Do you hear me, world?" "And it's not true that I'm nothing - because I'm not the best at anything" "My life's mine and nobody else's, I won't let anyone control it" "I can be anything!" "Do you understand, world?" "I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free" "I was born to win" "Why can't you understand - that sometimes it's hard to be young?" "Why can't you accept - that I can have ideas too?" "I'm beautiful, I'm bold, I'm free" "I was born to win" "You're beautiful, you're bold, you're free" "You were born to win" "We are beautiful, we are bold, we are free" "We were born to win" "You're beautiful!" "Subtitles:" "Janne Mökkönen Broadcast Text International"