"Previously on Felicity:" "I have a sore nut." "Huh?" "It might be... infected, and so I'm taking antibiotics." "That's it?" "Ben, I'm so sorry." "I should have told you..." "You should've, but you didn't." "All I know is I slept in his room." "I don't remember what happened." "I wanted to find out before I told you..." "You wanna know what happened?" "!" "You slept with him." "You had sex with him." "You take care." "You too." "(piano music)" "So, I think my humanities professor has a little crunch on me." "Every time she says the words "oral exam,"" "she looks me in the eyes like this." "Hmm." "Yeah." "Thanks." "Hey, can I ask you a personal question?" "Of course, it's me." "Yeah, um..." "Say you had a friend that you found out was... gay." "Is this about Benjamin?" "What?" "Uh, no." "Oh." "For a second there I got excited." "No." "I'm not gonna mention his name, all right?" "Ahh." "It's Richard." "Will you let me ask you this question?" "Don't tell me if it's not Richard." "If you found out someone you knew was gay, who was pretending that he wasn't, would you tell him you knew?" "Don't say a thing to Richard." "I never said that it was Richard." "When he is ready to come out of that walk-in closet of his, he will, on his own recognizance, reeking of cedar." "I'm afraid this person thinks his friends won't accept him if he told us." "OK, this is what you do:" "You say to him, "Richard..." Javier, I..." "OK." "Say, "I am your friend, OK?" "No matter what."" "He'll be very happy to hear that." "Whoever this person is." "You're such a sweetheart for caring so much." "Yeah, I mean, he would know, right?" "(man) Right." "So I wasn't gonna say anything." "(man) Yeah." "Yeah." "But then Richard showed up and he started doing it again." "(man) Doing what again?" "Convincing me that he's straight." "I gotta tell you about this girl I know." "She's so hot." "Who?" "I met her years ago." "She just moved to New York." "She's truly, the hottest." "Good." "No, it's torture." "Cause, um, I'm thinking of taking it to the next level." "You know?" "Making my move." "Upping the stakes." "Mm-hmm." "The ante, you know?" "Mm-hmm." "This girl, she's got brains, a sense of humor, unbelievable boombas." "Richard..." "I'm your friend, OK?" "No matter what." "And this is a sandwich, OK?" "No matter what." "What the hell's gotten into you?" "Nothing." "B.S. nothing." "You've been acting really weird to me lately." "All egg shells, awkward." "Gonna tell me what the problem is?" "I don't wanna talk about it." "Talk about what?" "See, there is something." "Just tell me man." "Don't puss around so much." "Speak your mind." "I know that you're gay." "OK?" "And I just want you to know that I'm OK with it." "It doesn't bother me." "I'm your friend no matter what your preference..." "You think I'm gay?" "I was fixing this guy's computer, Jason, and I saw the picture of you guys with your shirts off and your arms around each other..." "Is that what you think?" "I've got some sexual secret?" "That I'm hiding something?" "That I'm ashamed of something?" "I don't think you're ashamed..." "You can just go to hell!" "I told you." "♪ Can you become" "♪ Can you become" "♪ A new version of you" "♪ New wallpaper" "♪ New shoe leather" "♪ A new way home" "♪ You don't remember" "♪ New version of you" "♪ I need a new" "♪ Version of me" "♪ New version of you" "♪ I need a new." "Version of me ♪" "(Meghan) What time is your appointment?" "3:15." "But I'm meeting Felicity in about 20 minutes." "You nervous?" "Nah." "I like Felicity." "Sean, you can tell me if you are." "I'm not nervous." "Hey, look at me." "Do you want me to go with you?" "Definitely not, this is just a pre-surgery thing." "It's nothing." "Even the surgery's nothing," "It's exploratory, it's out-patient." "How serious can out-patient be?" "(door opens)" "Hey?" "Wanna do a five minute interview real quick?" "No thanks, man." "He's been like that for a week now." "Well, what do you expect?" "How would you feel if you saw a picture of me on the internet, naked and drunk?" "You wouldn't be surprised." "Not really." "You'd kinda like it." "Yeah." "Have a good appointment." "I will." "(Felicity) It's for the senior exhibit." "It's an art show, and, um... it'll actually be on sale, which is terrifying." "(man) You're kidding?" "How much you gonna ask?" "Um, I don't..." "I don't know." "(man) What is it, exactly?" "What's it gonna be?" "I don't know yet." "(man) You OK?" "Seem a little distracted." "Uh, no, I'm fine." "(man) You wanna talk about the whole Ben thing?" "Wanna get into that?" "No, you said this interview was gonna be about the exhibit." "(man) I know, but I need some details." "Are you guys breaking up?" "Gimme something, or else this week's really gonna suck." "So far, I've got nothing." "Um..." "Well, yeah, I mean, I did something really stupid." "And Ben is justifiably upset about it." "So... he asked for his space and I'm trying to give it to him." "There you go." "Where's my muffin?" "Your muffin..." "there's your muffin." "Javier, can you tell Felicity we need some more Soho blend?" "Nope." "I've got a huge line here and Kenny's out sick, please." "You cannot use me, Benjamin." "I'm not using you." "You cannot use me as a means of un-communicating with your girlfriend." "She's in the back." "But you know where she is." "Me, I'm going to take my break now." "Um, we need some more Soho blend." "OK." "Want some help?" "Yeah, that'd be great." "Do you, maybe, wanna get something to eat tonight?" "Uh, no, I'm gonna go play basketball with Sean." "He said he wasn't feeling that well." "He told me he wanted to play." "How many times am I going to have to apologize?" "I'm not asking you to." "You're not talking to me." "You woke up in some guy's bed." "Nothing happened!" "You don't know that." "At the time, I'm working at this bakery." "Kinda like Dean and Deluca, but really small and old and in Spain." "And I make-up this cake." "The cake says, "Your son is gay."" "I'm going to present it to my parents that night after dinner." "That way, if they kick me out of the house, at least there's cake to eat." "Javier, why are you telling me this?" "Listen." "So, that night I'm really nervous, all throughout dinner." "Finally it's time for dessert." "I go to the kitchen, get the box," "I open it up with grand flourish, and the cake says "Happy 83rd birthday, Maria"." "Why are you telling me a gay story?" "OK." "Anyway, P.S." "Maria Mendoza, that night had a stroke," "God bless her soul." "I tell my parents flat out that I'm gay and they're, like, "Uh... duh."" "But in Spanish, it has a different meaning." "And they're, like, "Jota, we love you exactly the way you are."" "Noel talked to you, didn't he?" "Everyone loves you." "You know what?" "Excuse me." "Don't be angry at Noel." "Richard, come here." "(tires screech, honks) Hey!" "(Sean) I'm filming a movie." "Relax." "Sean!" "(Sean) Keep kissing, I'm not here." "Dude, you are here." "You're everywhere." "Please." "Let her kiss me goodbye in peace." "(Sean) Wait, wait, wait." ""Goodbye"?" "What're you talking about?" "My church is organizing this thing for Habitat for Humanity." "All right?" "We're building a house in Yonkers." "(Sean) Oh, that's so great." "Wanna hear great?" "This is great:" "I got a Sociology paper due on Monday." "My girl, here... offers to do an all-nighter with my class project." "That's great." "They're gonna put all the work into the computer." "It's no big deal, he'd do the same for me." "I so would do the same for her." "You wouldn't." "(Sean) You guys are so in love, aren't you?" "(Elena) It freaked me out." "In love?" "Am I in love?" "Are you in love?" "Half of me is in love." "(chuckles) What about the other half?" "The other half is in trouble." "How so?" "Finn." "Ah, the guy next door." "Yeah..." "The pre-law guy." "I keep seeing him everywhere, in the park, on the way to class..." "So what you're saying is this "waiting till marriage" thing is getting really frustrating." "It's not about sex." "Even if I was sleeping with Tracy," "I'd still be having this problem." "(doorbell buzzes) I'll get it." "(door opens, closes)" "It's Finn, babe." "Hey." "I was curious what your plans were tonight." "Uh, Finn, please don't take this the wrong way, but... we can't hang out." "I admit I was attracted to you at first, and I might've led you on and I'm sorry, but I'm dating someone." "Tracy." "Yes." "I'm his Sociology partner." "So we're gonna be working together tonight." "And I was curious what time you'd like to get started." "Hi." "Uh oh." "I have a favor to ask." "What?" "I already told my brothers we didn't do anything." "It's not about them." "Thank you for that, but, um..." "Uh..." "Can I sit?" "Yeah." "Sure." "Ben, my boyfriend, saw that email, that picture and he thinks that you and I..." "Oh." "Right, so..." "Nothing I say or do can convince him that what really happened happened, and I just..." "I saw you and I thought maybe if he heard it from you, if he could see that you're actually a person... a nice person..." "You want me to talk to him?" "I'm probably the last guy on earth that guy wants to talk to." "I know." "I just..." "I love him and I don't know what else to do." "You talked to Javier?" "You told him I'm gay?" "There's a shock." "I'm not gay, for one." "Then how do you explain the picture?" "We work together in Florida." "That's how I know Jason." "Maybe Jason had feelings for me, but I did not return the sentiment, not in any way." "I know I'm not supposed to be part of this conversation, but from my point of view he seems very defensive." "Meghan, could you excuse us?" "You know what?" "She can stay." "You wanna know the truth?" "I'm not gay." "I'm a virgin." "That's it." "That's my big secret." "Never been with a girl." "Never even kissed a girl." "Never?" "I mean..." "You know, not like in sixth grade or eighth grade?" "No." "Never." "Not in sixth grade." "Not in eighth grade." "Never." "I've always been afraid to tell anybody because, you know, out of fear that people would laugh." "(Meghan giggles) Meghan!" "That's it, I'm outta here." "(laughing)" "He's just..." "I'm so..." "I just wish I felt compelled to apologize." "I don't." "(Sean) Hey, doc." "Hello, Sean." "(Sean) I'm doing the documentary for the Independent Film Channel where I chronicle everything." "So, if you don't mind, I'm gonna get this appointment on video so I have it on record." "I don't think so." "Why's that?" "Your blood work came back." "Your HCG is high." "Yeah." "That's human chorionic gonadotropin." "It's a marker that we use." "So is AFP, alpha-fetoprotein." "Right." "That number was also high." "We won't know for sure till we get the pathology report back, but if I had to guess," "I would say you have a non-seminomatous germ-cell tumor." "So I have to ask you to spend the night at the hospital..." "No, no, no..." "This was an outpatient thing." "You said that yourself." "Based on these numbers, we're going to have to remove the afflicted testicle... and take some pelvic lymph nodes for staining." "I'm also gonna, uh, take a CAT scan before the surgery, but that's common." "It'll take three to five days to get the final report back." "Uh..." "This was supposed to be an outpatient thing." "How does this sound?" ""Dear Richard, I'm so sorry I forced you to admit... that you'd never had sex with a man or a woman."" "You can't send that." "This is the weirdest e-mail I've ever written." "Hey." "Hey." "So?" "So, uh, you're not gonna believe this, but... it was a misdiagnosis." "What?" "What?" "The doctor looked at my blood test, and then he redid the ultrasound, and it said I'm totally fine." "That is the best news." "I know." "God." "When I didn't hear from you, I was..." "Can you turn around?" "Yeah." "When I didn't hear from you, I was..." "Worried?" "Worried, yes." "(phone rings)" "Sean, you wanted me to tell you when I got a computer call?" "Oh, right." "Right now?" "Yeah." "Great." "Can I come?" "Mm-hmm." "I'm gonna go videotape this." "But we'll have dinner tonight?" "Yeah, OK." "Yeah, whatever." "Yeah?" "Yeah." "(Sean) What are these usually like?" "You never know." "Recently there's been a glut of guys with really bad acne and corrupt hard drives due to nonstop Napster downloads." "(Sean) Napster downloads?" "Yeah, 'cause it's..." "Yeah." "Hi." "Hi." "(Sean) Whoa." "Are you the computer guy?" "(Sean) Apparently Noel has had a system error." "What is this?" "This?" "Well, this can go away really quickly... (Sean) No." "This is a documentary I'm doing, and if it's cool with you..." "What's it about?" "Uh, it's nothing... (Sean) Actually, it's turning out like Computer Geeks is what I'm calling it." "Really?" "(Noel) Well, not on me." "Uh..." "I love documentaries." "(Sean) Is that right?" "It boots up fine, right?" "Like when I go to print, like this, the whole thing just freezes up on me." "Right." "(Noel) Maybe you just didn't choose the right printer." "My integrated polynomials report is on there." "So, whatever you can do, just..." "Thank you." "Yeah." "Lisa, can we get some pizza tonight?" "Why you trippin'?" "We'll just workout twice as hard tomorrow." "She smells so good." "You're married." "Don't you have somewhere to be?" "Aren't you supposed to meet Felicity?" "Yeah, damn it." "Hey." "Uh, thanks a lot." "I'll see you later, OK?" "Yeah." "I'll be at Natalie's." "OK." "Sean, come on." "Professor Morton." "Hey, down to the wire." "Yeah." "Hello." "He's, uh, making a documentary." "This is you." "Come on." "Let's see it." "OK." "Just know if this is wrong in any way, you can just tell me." "Did you see the piece out front, "Blood Wedding"?" "No." "There is no way anything could be wrong." "OK." "Let's see it." "Wow." "I don't know why I'm so nervous, but..." "It's people seeing your work, judging it." "First time's always scary." "Yeah." "It's not about selling." "Not every piece sells." "Right." "It's about..." "putting it up there." "Mm-hmm." "I'll see you tomorrow night." "All right." "Terrific work." "Thank you." "Bye." "(Felicity chuckles)" "Palms are all sweaty." "(elevator bell dings)" "Hey, sweetheart." "Hey." "By the way, I guess Sean got back some good news from the doctor's 'cause Meghan is throwing him a dinner tonight." "Can you come?" "Yeah." "It's gonna be at the loft, and I think Ben might be there." "Right." "Um..." "Yes, of course I'll come." "Yeah?" "Yeah." "OK, cool." "I'll see you there." "Yeah." "Bye." "(woman) ♪ Took my time the other day" "(song continues)" "Ben, right?" "You got a minute?" "Um... for what?" "To talk." "No, I don't think I do." "OK?" "Just 30 seconds then?" "Please?" "Listen, man." "I just want you to understand something." "The other night, nothing happened between me and your girlfriend." "It was just a party." "People had a little too much to drink." "So she just ended up sleeping in your bed?" "That's right, but nothing happened." "Let me ask you something." "Why are you here?" "Tonight, you've been drinking." "Did you kiss her?" "Do you hear what I'm saying?" "Nothing happened." "I think you're full of crap." "You wanna talk to me?" "(screaming) (man ?" "1) Oh, whoa, whoa!" "(man ?" "2) Stop!" "Come on!" "Stop!" "Hi." "Am I allowed inside?" "Yeah." "Sorry." "(all laughing)" "Oh, God help you." "I just wanna say, OK, how relieved I am that, you know, it's nothing serious 'cause..." "My uncle Jedlow, he had a really bad, um, nut experience, and I was just nervous for you, so..." "Oh." "Well, thanks." "What happened to your uncle?" "He had a really bad pain in his nether regions, and a few months later he was dead." "(Meghan) Oh, my God." "(door opens)" "Does no one lock their door anymore?" "(all) Hey." "Hey." "Hey, Sean, good news about your nut." "Thanks." "Noel?" "Can I talk to you for a second?" "Sure." "Hmm?" "Um..." "Yeah." "So, uh..." "So, uh, I got your e-mail." "Yeah?" "Which was horribly written." "I'm sorry." "It wasn't easy to write..." "Don't worry about it." "Look, uh..." "I'm not gonna drag this on and be a drama queen about it." "I'm gonna be the big guy." "The big guy?" "Because you know what?" "Obviously, being a virgin is nothing to be ashamed of." "You're right, damn right." "Even though I want you to keep it top secret." "Oh." "Fine, right." "If you tell anybody, I'll kill you." "No problem." "Oh, hey, you know, Molly's here." "Uh, you still into her?" "Nah." "I'm over the Brit, but that doesn't mean I'm gay." "No, I understand." "I understand." "OK." "I have a real dilemma." "Yeah?" "What's that?" "Well, uh..." "Yeah, I like Tracy." "Tracy's a great guy, you know." "We're..." "We're friends." "But I like you, too." "I've liked you since we first met." "Tracy is a good guy, and I'm not an option." "Hey, Sean, I heard the news." "Thank your ass it wasn't serious, man." "My cousin Aaron had a problem down there." "Turns out it wasn't just an infection." "Long story short, he lost both his gumballs." "Aah." "Family tragedy." "(clears throat) I'm gonna go get some air." "Are you OK?" "Yeah." "Could you shut up about that?" "(phone rings)" "(sighs) Um, uh, Blumberg Productions." "Is Felicity there?" "Yeah, what's up?" "Just put her on the phone, please." "Yes, ma'am." "Elena." "Hello?" "I cannot think straight." "What's wrong?" "Finn is here, and we're in my room." "And we're on the floor doing all this work, and he keeps looking at me with those eyes." "J-Just relax." "OK, wait..." "I met the perfect girl." "Yeah, her computer's broke." "I'm gonna fix it." "And other great stories." "Yeah." "Hey, uh, I apologize for, uh, last week." "I've been under a lot of stress." "Oh, no." "Please." "I totally understand why you were so nervous." "What does that mean?" "Well, no..." "I'm just saying that it's fine." "I was a virgin once myself." "Noel!" "It wasn't me." "Meghan!" "Richard!" "Damn it." "Just a sec." "Hey. (Ben) Hey." "You know what?" "I'm gonna put you on with Meghan." "It's..." "It's Elena." "Hello?" "I am so attracted to Finn." "Who cares?" "Just sleep with him." "Jeez, you're in college." "I called for support, for some strength, not for license to cheat." "(call waiting beep) Wait." "Hold on." "Hello?" "Is Sean Blumberg there, please?" "This is Dr. Leonard." "Oh." "Um..." "He's..." "I can take a message for him." "Will you tell him he needs to call me back?" "We need to reschedule his surgery." "Ben, you can't keep treating me like this." "That's funny, you saying that to me." "Listen." "I talked to Randy, and I just wanted him..." "I know what you wanted." "Did he call you?" "No, he saw me at Epstein Bar." "And did he tell you that nothing, absolutely nothing..." "Yes, he did, OK?" "Yeah, He started to give me the whole speech." "All right?" "What happened?" "Nothing." "Did you get in a fight with him?" "Did you hurt..." "Oh, my God!" "Don't defend him!" "Don't start defending him to me!" "All right?" "(door slams shut)" "Hey." "Hey." "I just..." "I needed a breather, you know." "Dr. Leonard needs to reschedule your surgery?" "(chuckles) He just called." "He doesn't know what he's talking about." "He's a doctor." "I want to get another opinion." "You got another opinion." "They both said you can't afford to screw around." "I'm not having that surgery." "I'm not having it." "OK?" "It's amputation, what he wants to do." "I'm way too healthy, way too young for that." "I'm not doing it." "You're not OK." "You're sick." "Look at me for a second." "Look at me." "I don't wanna tell you some story about how... someone I once loved could've gotten help and didn't." "I will tell you that I don't wanna have a story like that." "What are you..." "Are you saying you love me?" "What're you saying?" "Sean, you're so good at fooling yourself... that things are gonna come true for you and that your inventions are gonna make you rich and, and that your movie is gonna be a success." "But you can't do that now." "You have to deal with this." "You have to call that doctor." "Listen." "If you don't wanna do it for yourself, if you can't think of a good reason, then... then do it as a favor to me, OK?" "I'm, uh, turning the camera on myself for the first time here, uh, because tomorrow morning I, Sean Blumberg, am, uh, gonna... enter Lennox Hill Hospital to have surgery, which I'm sure will go absolutely fine." "My doctor thinks that I have, or might have, cancer." "Um, actually, he's pretty sure of it." "I currently have two testicles." "Tomorrow I'll have one, which is..." "You know, that's 50 percent of the amount of testicles that I currently have." "And they're taking lymph nodes, too, to see if the cancer spread, which, you know, can't really, obviously, be the best sign, because, uh..." "I don't know, maybe they you know, have reason to believe... that the cancer already has spread." "Um..." "I mean, doctors don't tell you everything, right?" "So..." "I could really..." "I could be in... some, uh, pretty serious trouble here." "This could actually be one of the last Thursday nights that I ever see." "This could be it." "Um, I wasn't just staring at you." "That's OK." "I was just about to wake you up." "Well, I'm up." "So you said we finished last night." "No, we didn't." "Oh." "But you said we recorded all the numbers." "That's not what I meant." "So, he didn't stay at the hospital?" "Uh, no, no." "I'll just..." "I'll call back later." "Thanks." "Finn just left." "He kissed me." "What?" "Yeah, and I did this horrible thing." "I kissed him back." "It was a real kiss." "It wasn't just this passing thing." "What's wrong?" "Ben beat up Randy last night." "What?" "Yeah." "I just called the frat and talked to Randy's roommate." "it's pretty serious." "They thought he had a concussion." "(door shuts) Hey." "Hey." "Come here." "Come here." "I don't wanna do another interview right now." "That's not what this is." "This is important." "Come here." "What's up?" "Sit down." "(sighs)" "Uh, this is a pen." "Uh, it was my grandfather's pen." "(chuckles)" "He gave this to me when I was six." "This is probably one of the most important things that I own, and, um..." "I want you to have it." "Why?" "Because if I die on the table..." "You're not gonna die." "Let me finish." "If I die tomorrow, in a month, whatever, I just..." "I would like to know you have my pen." "I can't take your pen." "Please." "I can't." "OK, if I live, give it back to me." "All right?" "But if I die... which, uh, might very well happen... this is how you refill it, like that." "OK." "Thank you." "Thanks." "You're going tonight, right?" "'Cause Meghan's making me go." "No, I'm not going." "What?" "Hey, I'm having surgery in the morning." "I'm going and you're not?" "To Felicity's art show?" "No, I'm not gonna go." "Hey, wait a minute." "Listen to me." "I have cancer." "You don't have cancer." "Yeah, I do." "I do." "And, uh, you don't have to have cancer very long... to see the whole world differently, and to see your friends differently." "What, you see me differently?" "Yeah, I do." "What do you see?" "I see a guy who's out of control, Ben, and I see a guy who is not very good at handling a bad situation." "You're talking about that guy?" "That guy deserved to be hit." "He did." "Changed my mind about the pen." "I didn't want the pen." "You got a problem, Ben, OK?" "You've got this anger that has nothing to do with Felicity, and you're taking it out on her." "If you're willing to let... one drunken night break up the two of you, then maybe you don't deserve her anyway." "Sean, you don't..." "Ben?" "We're the same guy right now." "OK?" "We're both in trouble." "I want to hide." "Just like you, I wanna hide, too, but I am not gonna push away the people that are closest to me." "Hey." "It's a really good pen." "I, uh, have reason to believe that I can fix your computer." "You are saving my life." "Get in here." "All right." "(soul music) So, what year are you?" "I'm a junior." "I transferred from Florida State." "Oh, yeah?" "Uh-huh." "I'm a senior." "Graduating this year, so this is it for me." "I'm graduating this year." "What are you studying?" "I'm a dance major." "It's really nice of you to come back and help me out like this." "Yeah." "It was nothing." "It was just, uh..." "Of course." "Wait, if you're a dance major, why are you taking integrated polynomials?" "Just an elective." "You took integrated polynomials as an elective?" "Are you crazy?" "Yes." "And I'll never do it again." "I don't blame you." "Aw!" "(girl) What was that?" "Ha-ha!" "Nothing." "It's just the, uh..." "there was a..." "You all right?" "(lounge music)" "This is like a bigger deal than you said it was gonna be." "I can't believe how many people showed up." "What are the red dots for?" "Those are the ones that sold." "Yours doesn't have one." "Thanks, Richard." "Who cares?" "People are stupid." "No one has good taste." "It'll sell." "Don't worry about it." "Trust me, it'll make you feel better, get your mind off the surgery." "Thanks for bringing it up." "I'd forgotten about it." "I'm gonna throw up now." "Hey!" "How you doin'?" "What's up, guys?" "Hey, man." "Hi." "Thank you very much." "I can't thank you enough." "It was nothing, really." "Excuse me." "Can I talk to you for a second?" "You OK?" "No." "Follow me?" "He has surgery tomorrow." "Will somebody get a drink with me?" "Yes." "(Noel) Oh, yeah." "Don't let what Richard said worry you." "About your painting?" "There are so many others without red dots." "I don't care about that." "I just wish Ben and I weren't in such a weird place." "Especially tonight." "You know?" "Yeah." "Yeah, I know." "Thanks." "(crowd noise)" "Felicity." "I want you to meet some friends of mine." "Professor Piskin." "Hi." "Pleasure." "Nice to meet you." "(woman) And Dr. Morris." "(Felicity) Hi." "(woman) Having a good time?" "It's exciting, but nerve-racking." "(woman) It's her first art show." "Is that right?" "(woman) She'll get used to it." "(Morris) Lots of students are nervous on their first show." "(Piskin) I've seen your piece, and you have nothing to be nervous about." "It's absolutely wonderful." "You believe in God, right?" "You know I do." "And he can perform miracles." "He's been known to." "Good, 'cause that's what I need." "I'm a Jew, and I'm not practicing, so I'm sort of a bad Jew." "But I was just wondering, how do I talk to God?" "Where do I find him?" "Is it just, you know, prayer?" "It's about grace." "It's about his mercy." "It's about your faith." "There's a reason this is happening to you." "It's like the alarm's going off... and you can't hit the snooze button." "You know?" "You'll ask him what you need to and, he'll do what he does and, if you make it through this... and you know I have faith that you are gonna make it through this... maybe you'll realize that you don't have to find God... 'cause God's already found you." "(soothing music)" "So you made it." "Yeah." "If I could sit up I'd kiss you." "OK, so we wouldn't be giving these to you... if the surgery hadn't gone so well." "Replacement nuts." "Ha-ha." "(Richard) You get it?" "You get it?" "Peanuts." "When I'm all healed up, I'm gonna kill you." "It was Noel's idea." "No." "(all laugh) Ow, ow." "(laughter continues)" "You know what's really amazing about hospitals?" "Is, like, it really makes you think of the really scary crap." "You know?" "Like, some things are terrifying." "You think they're terrifying, like getting a bad grade... or not getting a job, being rejected by someone." "But life and death is..." "life and death." "Is it true you've never kissed a girl?" "Oh, you know what?" "Meghan has gotta learn to zip it, OK?" "Well, now she's wrong." "Don't get any ideas, OK?" "We're just friends." "But I'm sure that one day you are gonna make some girl... just mad with happiness." "I can't move anymore." "Ha-ha." "Come on." "(door knock)" "Hey." "I just wanted to say, about that kiss?" "It can never happen again." "Because I have a boyfriend." "I understand." "There's one thing I'm not doing when Sean comes home." "Taking him to the bathroom, That is your gig." "No, I'm not doing it." "Then we're gonna have to hire someone... because I gotta draw the line somewhere, and that's where." "Bye. (Ben) Bye." "(door opens and closes)" "I just wanted things to go back to the way they were." "Me too." "Can't you just believe me?" "Felt like me..." "just running into walls." "Acting like an idiot." "I don't know if you were thinking about me when you did it, but..." "Anyway, I love it." "You bought my picture." "You're the one person that I can trust." "And I need that." "Let's set up your email account, OK?" "So just, um, enter your address and your password." "OK." "(computer beeps)" "I don't know my password yet." "It's still in my registration." "OK." "Sorry." "Hello?" "I'll look that way." "OK." "Yeah?" "(phone rings) Excuse me." "Hello?" "Are we still on for tonight?" "You are not getting rid of me, I don't care what you say." "(girl) So where we going?" "I'm hungry too." "You know I hate Chinese food." "Where are we going?" "All right, that's cool." "What ya wearin'?" "Don't wear that." "Don't wear that." "Hmm-mmm." "All right, I'll see you then, OK?" "Bye." "You wanted..." "What did you want?" "Milk, rice, banana, what else?" "And ice cream." "Ice cream, almost forgot." "I'll be back in about five minutes." "All right." "OK." "(door opens and closes)" "(street noise)" "There he goes." "(punches)"