"FONTANE" " effi briest, OR" "MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE AWARE" "OF their OWN capabilities AND NEEDS," "YET ACQUlESCE TO THE prevailing" "SYSTEM in their THOUGHTS AND DEEDS," "THEREBY confirm AND reinforce it" "A film BY rainer WERNER fassbinder" "In front of the Briests' manor in Hohen-Cremmen... the family seat since the time of elector Georg WiIheIm... the village street lay still, bathed in the midday sun." "On the park side, a wing built on at right angles... cast a broad shadow on a white-and-green chequered path... and on a Iarge, round flower bed with a sundial in the middle... and Canna indica and rhubarb around its edge." "Effi, you should have become an equestrian artiste." "Always on the trapeze, an aerial spirit!" "I do believe you would enjoy it." "Perhaps, Mama." "But then who would be to blame?" "Whom do I take after if not you?" "Or do you think Papa?" "You have to laugh yourself." "Why don't you make a lady out of me, then?" "Would you like that?" "No." "No." "Don't be so boisterous, Effi!" "Not so impetuous!" "It worries me when I see you like this." "A STORY OF renunciation is NEVER amiss." "Baron lnnstetten was not even 20... when he was garrisoned over there with the Rathenow regiment... and was on friendly terms with the local landowners." "He especially liked to visit my grandfather's estate in Schwantikow." "Not because of grandfather, of course." "When Mama talks about it... it's obvious for whom he came... and I think the feeling was mutual." "What happened then?" "Everything took its natural course... as it always does." "He was still so very young." "Then father came along." "He was already in the council of nobles and owned Hohen-Cremmen... and she accepted him without more ado... and became Frau von Briest." "And what became of lnnstetten?" "He didn't kill himself, or he wouldn't be coming today." "He resigned his commission... and began to study law." "But Frau von Briest, who could also be unconventional herself... detained Effi as she was hurrying off." "She looked at the charming young creature... who was still flushed from playing and in the bloom of youth." "And she confided to her.:" ""I think you had best stay as you are." ""Yes, stay as you are." "You look very comely..." ""so innocent and unprepared, not at all primped up." ""And that's the main thing right now." ""I have something to tell you, Effi." She took her daughter by both hands." ""I must tell you...."" ""What's the matter, Mama?" "You frighten me."" ""I have to tell you, Effi..." ""that Baron Innstetten has asked for your hand."" ""Asked to marry me?" "seriously?"" ""It's not a matter to joke about." ""You saw him two days ago, and I think you liked him." ""He is older than you, but that is all to the good." ""He's a man of good character, weII-situated and weII-bred..." ""and if you don't say no, which I scarcely expect you to do..." ""by the age of 20, you will be..." ""where others are at 40." ""You'II rise much higher than your mother."" "Effi, come here!" "Effi was not greatly interested... in mundane possessions... but when she went strolling with her mother... perusing the window displays and went into the Demuth store... to purchase all manner of things for her honeymoon in italy... her true character revealed itself." "only the most elegant things would do... and she would renounce all idea of the second-best." "Second-best meant nothing to her anymore." "She knew how to do without things... and in forgoing things like that, she seemed undemanding." "But when she really set her heart on something... it had to be quite exceptional... and in that respect, she was demanding." "What else have you set your heart on?" "Nothing, Mama." "Nothing at all?" "Nothing, quite seriously." "But if there were something...." "Well?" "It would be a black Japanese screen... with golden birds on it... with long bills like cranes." "And a lamp for our bedroom that would radiate a red light." "Now you're silent and look at me... as if I'd said something improper." "No, Effi, not improper... and certainly not to your mother." "I know you too well." "You have a great imagination... and you conjure up pictures of the future." "The more colourful they are... the lovelier and more desirable they seem to you." "I became aware of that when we were shopping for your honeymoon." "Now you think it would be wonderful... to have a bedroom screen... with all kinds of fabulous beasts on it... and all lit by a dim red lamp." "It seems like a fairy tale to you... and you would like to be the princess." "Yes, Mama, that's how I am." "Yes, that's how you are." "I'm aware of that." "But, my dear Effi, we have to tread warily in life... especially we women." "Don't you love Geert?" "Why shouldn't I love him?" "I love Bertha, I love Hulda, I love old Niemeyer... and needless to say, I love you and Papa." "I love everyone who's nice to me and spoils me." "Geert will spoil me, too." "He wants to buy me jewellery in Venice." "He doesn't know I don't care for jewellery." "I prefer to clamber around and play on the swing... fearing that something will break and I'll fall... but knowing it won't cost me my neck." "Do you love your cousin Briest?" "Very much." "He's always so amusing." "Would you have liked to marry him?" "Good heavens, no!" "He's hardly more than a boy." "Whereas Geert's a man... a handsome man... with whom I can cut a dash... who will make a mark on the world." "What entered your mind?" "You're right, Effi. I'm glad to hear it." "But you have something else on your mind." "Perhaps." "Tell me, then!" "Well, you see, Mama... the fact that he's older than I am... doesn't matter." "Perhaps it's a good thing." "He's not really old." "He's fit and well... and soldierly and dashing." "I could almost say I'm all for him... if only... well..." "if only he were just a little different." "Different in what way?" "Yes, in what way?" "You mustn't laugh at me, Mama." "It's something I heard only recently at the pastor's house." "We were talking about lnnstetten... when suddenly old Niemeyer frowned... in an admiring sort of way and said:" ""The baron is a man of principles."" "So he is, Effi." "Of course." "I think Niemeyer even said... lnnstetten was a person... of great probity... and that seems to me to be even higher." "But I am not at all." "You see, Mama... that's something that pains and frightens me." "He's so kind and good to me... so considerate." "But I'm afraid of him." "A MAN in his position" "HAS TO BE COLD, OF COURSE." "ON WHAT DO PEOPLE FOUNDER in life lF NOT WARM HUMAN emotions?" "There's nothing like a wedding!" "Except one's own, of course." "I don't know how you can say such a thing, Briest." "It's news to me that you have suffered from marriage." "I can't imagine why." "Let's not talk about us." "We didn't even have a honeymoon!" "Your father was against it." "But Effi is going on honeymoon." "How I envy her!" "On the ten o'clock train, off they went!" "They must be... somewhere near Regensburg by now." "I imagine he'll describe... the treasures of the Valhalla, without alighting, of course." "Innstetten is... an excellent person... but a bit of an art fiend." "Whereas Effi... our poor Effi is a child of nature." "I'm afraid he'll torment her... with his enthusiasm for art." "All men torment their wives." "There are worse things than a passion for art." "You're right." "We don't want to quarrel over that." "It's much too vast a subject." "And every person's different." "You would have been in your element." "You'd have suited lnnstetten far better than Effi." "A pity!" "Now it's too late." "The other things will be sent on." "Thank you." "Off we go, Kruse!" "They are dependent on the regions they trade with... and since they have connections throughout the world... you'll find people among them from all over the world... even in our good old Kessin, although it's out in the sticks." "But it's delightful, Geert." "You always speak of "the sticks"... but I find a whole new world to discover." "All sorts of exotic things." "That's what you really meant?" "A whole new world... with a black man or a Turk perhaps... or even a Chinese." "Even a Chinese." "How well you guess!" "Possibly we do still have one." "We certainly used to have one." "He's dead now and buried in a little fenced-off plot of earth... right next to the churchyard." "If you're not afraid, I'll show you... his grave sometime." "It lies among the dunes... surrounded by marram grass and a few immortelles." "And always the sound of the sea." "It's very beautiful... but also rather eerie." "Yes, eerie... and I'd like to know more about it." "Then again, maybe not." "If I hope to sleep well tonight, I won't want to see a Chinese by my bed." "How you spoil your poor little Effi!" "A grand piano, and this rug... I do believe it's Turkish." "And the bowl with fish, and the jardiniére!" "I'm being spoiled on all sides!" "The master was quite right." ""Up with the lark" was my parents' motto, too." "If you sleep away the morning... the whole day is in disarray." "But the master won't be too strict with me." "I lay awake a long time last night." "I was even somewhat afraid." "What do I hear, ma'am?" "What happened?" "I heard a strange sound above me... not loud, but insistent... like dresses with long trains brushing over the floorboards." "In my agitation, I thought I saw small, white satin shoes... as if someone were dancing up there, very quietly." "That's in the hall upstairs." "We used to hear it in the kitchen, too." "But not anymore." "We've grown accustomed to it." "Effi... you're a delightful creature." "You have no idea how much I think so... and how I wish to show you every moment... that I think so." "There's plenty of time for that." "I'm only 17... and don't intend to die yet." "Not before me, at least." "Admittedly... if I were to die, I would like to take you with me." "No one else should have you." "What do you say to that?" "I'll have to think it over." "But let's forget it." "I don't like talking about death." "I'm in favour of living." "What sort of life shall we lead here?" "In "good old Kessin," as you call it... there must be some society we can keep." "Are there good families in the town?" "No, Effi... in that respect you'll be greatly disappointed." "You'll meet a few members... of the local aristocracy." "But here in the town there's nobody." "Nobody at all?" "That's hard to believe." "Nearly 3,000 people live in the town." "And among a population of 3,000, apart from people like Beza, the barber... there must be some kind of elite or so...." "AS WELL AS THE COMMON PEOPLE" "THERE MUST BE AN elite." "...and the room upstairs, where the curtains brush the floor...." "But... what do you know about that room?" "Only what I just said." "For a good hour... when I woke up last night... it was as if I heard shoes shuffling over the ground... as if someone were dancing... and something like music, but very faint." "When I told Johanna about it this morning... in excuse for having slept so long afterwards... she said it was the long curtains in the room upstairs." "To put an end to the matter... I think we should simply cut them shorter... or close the windows." "The stormy season will soon be here anyway... by the middle of November." "Show him in!" "My husband already told me." "He's in his office... but he should be back any minute." "I'd like to tell you how much pleasure... your beautiful flowers and card gave me yesterday." "I ceased to feel like a stranger here." "And when I told lnnstetten, he said we would become firm friends." "The district councillor said that?" "The councillor and your dear self... are, if I may say so, ma'am... the perfect match of two kind persons." "For I know what your husband is like... and I can see how you are, ma'am." "I hope your eyes don't deceive you." "I'm so very young..." "and youth" "Ah, my dear lady... don't say anything against youth." "Youth... with all its faults... is something beautiful and engaging." "Whereas age... for all its virtues... is not worth much." "Personally, I can't say much on the matter." "About age, I can, but not about youth... because I was never really young." "People like me... are never young." "That is the saddest thing of all." "One has no pluck." "One lacks self-confidence." "The years go by... one grows old... and life was meagre... and empty." "Oh, you shouldn't say such things!" "We women are not that bad." "No, of course not." "GieshuebIer would have liked to declare his love... and, Iike EI Cid or some other hero... sought her permission to fight and die for her." "Since this was not possible and his heart could bear no more... he stood up, looked for his hat, which he found at once... and, after repeatedly kissing Effi's hand, quickly withdrew... without a further word." "Everywhere Effi went... she had the same impression." "Mediocre people, usually of dubious charm... who, while talking about Bismarck and the Crown Princess... were really eyeing Effi's attire." "Some thought it too pretentious for such a young lady." "Others found it unseemly for a lady of her social standing." "They recognized the influence of berlin." "A regard for appearances, a strange awkwardness... and uncertainty in her approach to major issues." "For the Borckes in Rothenmoor... and the families in Morgnitz and Dabergotz... she was "afflicted with rationalism"... while the Grasenabbs in Kroschentin declared her to be an "atheist."" "admittedly, old Frau von Grasenabb... née StiefeI von StiefeIstein from south Germany... had made a vague attempt to claim Effi for the ideas of deism." "But Sidonie von Grasenabb, a 43-year-oId spinster... would have none of it." ""She's an atheist, Mother..." ""and that's the truth of the matter!"" "Whereupon, the old lady, who feared her own daughter... wretchedIy held her tongue." "Yes... we should celebrate this day... but I'm not sure how." "Shall I play you... a victory march?" "Or should I... bear you in triumph across the hall?" "We ought to do something... for you should know... today's courtesy visit was the last." "Thank goodness!" "But the mere feeling that we can relax now is celebration enough." "You might give me a kiss, though." "But you don't even think of that." "Not a token of affection the whole journey." "You're as icy as a snowman." "Don't go on!" "I shall mend my ways." "THEN CAME their first separation," "which LASTED ALMOST 12 HOURS." "DEAR MAMA!" "Can I...." "You called, ma'am?" "Johanna, I'm going to bed." "It's still early, I know." "But I feel so alone." "Please post the letter first." "When you return, it will be time for bed." "And even if it isn't...." "What's she like?" "She's very young." "But that's no bad thing, quite the opposite." "The young ones just stand in front of the mirror... titivating themselves all the time, so they don't see or hear too much." "They don't count candle stumps... or begrudge a person a kiss... just because they don't get any themselves anymore." "My previous mistress was like that... but the present one's not." "is he very affectionate?" "Oh, yes." "You can imagine." "But he leaves her alone..." "Yes, but don't forget there's the prince, Frau Paaschen!" "And he is district councillor, after all." "He may want to rise even higher." "Of course he does." "And he will." "It lies in his nature." "My husband says so, too." "He's a good judge of people." "I'm so afraid." "That'll pass, ma'am." "We've all been afraid." "You've all been afraid?" "What do you mean?" "If you're really afraid, ma'am, I can make up a bed here... and sleep here till tomorrow... or until the master comes back." "The master shouldn't find out I'm afraid." "He doesn't like that." "He wants me to be brave." "But I can't be." "I know I have to overcome my fears... and do as he wishes." "What's the matter with your mistress?" "Kruse said you'd slept over there." "Yes, sir." "Madam rang three times quickly." "Not without reason, I thought." "And I was right." "Probably a dream, or the other thing." "What other thing?" "Oh, you know, sir-- -l know nothing." "Anyway, it must stop." "half an hour later, Effi appeared." "She looked lovely, quite pale, and leaning on Johanna's arm." "But when she saw Innstetten... she ran to him and hugged and kissed him... and the tears ran down her cheeks." "You see, Effi... I can't just go away from here... even if one could sell the house or exchange it for another... it would be like a rebuff to the prince." "I can't have the people here saying:" ""lnnstetten is selling his house..." ""because his wife thought the picture of a Chinaman near her bed was a ghost."" "That would be the end of me." "One would never live down... the ridicule." "You have no idea how ambitious I am." "I married you out of ambition." "Don't pull such a serious face!" "I love you." "What does one say when one plucks a flower and pulls out the petals?" ""l love you..." ""with all my heart..." ""with every part."" "ls someone buried there?" "Yes, the Chinese." "Ours?" "Yes, ours." "Then there is something to it?" "Some story?" "You'd better tell me all about it." "The truth can't torment me more than my imagination." "Where does one begin?" "Even with stories it's difficult." "Oh, Geert, how delightful it all is... and what a dull existence I led in Hohen-Cremmen!" "Never anything out of the ordinary!" "You shouldn't talk like that." "Whatever you think about ghosts... beware of things that are unusual... or what people call "unusual"!" "What you find so enticing, including the sort of life..." "Miss Trippelli leads... is usually gained at the cost of happiness." "It arrives in Berlin at 6:50... and an hour later... if the wind's right, they'll hear it in Hohen-Cremmen... rattling past in the distance." "Would you like to be on it, Effi?" "GieshuebIer was very fond of his artist friend... and esteemed her talents highly." "But his enthusiasm did not blind him to the fact... that she possessed... only modest social accomplishments." "And these were what he cultivated assiduously himself." "Marietta, I have ordered a modest supper for 8 o'clock." "We still have 45 minutes... unless you'd prefer to sing a cheerful song at table." "I wonder what he'll bring." "Something by Gluck, I imagine... something highly dramatic." "If I may say so, Miss Trippelli... I'm surprised to hear you're only a concert singer." "I think you'd be ideally suited... to the stage more than most." "lullaby by Louis Spohr." "AII is slumbering, sweet and deep" "Come, my child, now you must sleep" "Outside it's the wind that sighs" "Whispering "sususu, " its IuIIabies" "sleep, my child, sleep" "That's enough!" "I wish I could tell you... how grateful I am to you!" "It was all so... lovely, so assured... so fluent." "But most of all, I admire... the calmness with which you perform." "I'm so impressionable." "The least mention of ghosts... makes me tremble... and I am unable to regain my composure." "You sing these things so powerfully, so movingly... yet you remain so serene yourself." "I come from an enlightened family." "When the phonograph appeared... my father said, "There's something to it, Marie."" "And he was right." "There is something to it." "We are beset on all sides." "You will come to realize that." "Shall we go in to supper?" "BARONESS lNNSTETTEN, NÉE BRlEST." "arrived SAFEL Y. prince K. AT station." "MORE ENAMOURED OF ME THAN EVER." "MANY THANKS FOR YOUR hospitality." "REGARDS TO THE BARON," "MARlETTA TRlPPELLl" ""Three wise kings came to Christ's door." ""One among them was a blackamoor." ""Today, a Moorish purveyor brings all kinds of spiced and dainty things." ""instead of myrrh and incense, though..." ""he brings morsels of almond and pistachio."" "To receive the respects of a good person... is something special, agreeable." "Don't you think so, Geert?" "I do indeed." "It is perhaps the only true source of joy." "Or it should be at least." "But everyone is so wrapped up in mundane things." "including me." "In the end, though... we are what we are." "ALL WAS still in THE HOUSE." ""What I hinted at recently has now been confirmed." ""Every day anew, Innstetten expresses his joy at the news." ""I need not tell you how happy I am myself..." ""since I shall have new life and distraction about me..." ""or, as Geert puts it, 'a precious toy.'" ""Those are probably the right words, but he shouldn't use them." ""They're like a stab in the heart..." ""and remind me how young I am..." ""and that I'm scarcely out of the nursery."" "Who was she?" "Registrar Rode's widow." "Strange... I always imagined registrars' widows to be poor." "So they are as a rule." "She was an exception." "She was altogether a very peculiar woman... sickly and weak on her legs." "That's why she had a woman servant strong enough... to protect and carry her if anything happened." "I've seen her." "Kind brown eyes with a frank and honest look." "But a bit simple." "That's right." "To shake off her sense of coldness and dullness... she felt the desire to go for a longer walk." "And her doctor had told her that exercise in the fresh air... was the best thing for her condition." "What is your name?" "Roswitha." "That's an uncommon name. lt must be...." "You're right, ma'am." "It's a Catholic name." "And I am a Catholic." "I'm from Eichsfeld." "Being Catholic makes things even harder." "A lot of people won't take Catholics... because they always run to church to confess... but don't confess the main thing." "The times I've heard that!" "I'm a bad Catholic." "I've completely lapsed." "Perhaps that's why things have turned out badly for me." "You have to stick to your faith... and take part in everything." "I'd like to ask you something." "Are you fond of children?" "Certainly." "It's terrible, the things you have to do for old women like that." "But a dear little thing... like a doll... that stares at you with its little eyes... that's something... to put joy in your heart." "You are a good, true soul." "I can see that." "Somewhat plainspoken, but they're often the best people... I felt at once I could trust you." "Would you like to work for me?" "The baby will have to be nursed... and cared for... perhaps even specially fed." "I sure I'm not mistaken in you." "You did quite right, Effi." "If there's nothing bad in her serving record... we'll take her on the strength of her kind face." "One rarely goes wrong with that, thank God!" "All will be well now." "I'm no longer afraid." "ON THE morning OF JUL Y 3," "A CRADLE STOOD NEXT TO effi'S BED." "DR. HANNEMANN PATTED" "THE YOUNG WOMAN'S HAND AND said:" ""TODAY'S THE anniversary" ""OF KOENlGGRAETZ," ""pity it'S A girl!" ""BUT NEXT time MAY BE different" ""AND THE PRUSSlANS HAVE MANY" ""victories TO CELEBRATE."" "She completely forgot that she was married." "Those were happy hours." "But best of all... she liked to stand on the swing and fly through the air... with the feeling, "I'm going to fall!"" "A strange, tingling sensation... a sweet thrill of danger." "Innstetten is a man of honour." "He is indeed." "And he loves me." "Of course he does." "And where there's love, it will be returned." "That's how things are." "I'm just surprised he hasn't taken time off for a quick visit." "When one has such a young wife-- -lnnstetten is so conscientious... and wants to stand high in favour." "Kessin is just a stepping stone." "And anyway... I won't run away from him." "I belong to him." "If one is too affectionate with such an age difference... people just laugh." "Yes, they do, Effi." "But one has to live with that." "By the way, don't mention it to anyone... not even to your mother." "It's hard to know what to do." "And it's much too vast a subject." "Isn't that Crampas coming?" "And from the beach?" "Surely he hasn't been bathing on September 27th!" "He often does things like that." "Just showing off!" "Good morning." "Come in!" "Please forgive me... for not receiving you with all due ceremony... but 10:00 a.m. is an ungodly hour." "One is informal, not to say familiar." "Take a seat... and tell us what you have been up to." "Judging by your hair... which I wish for your sake you had more of, you've been bathing." "It's going to be a wonderful winter... if we can count on your support." "Miss Trippelli is coming." "Trippelli?" "Then my presence is superfluous." "By no means." "Trippelli can't sing the whole week." "It would be too much for her and for us." "Variety is the spice of life... a truth... that every happy marriage would seem to refute." "If there is such a thing as a happy marriage, mine excepted." "How about hunting seals next time?" "That's not possible." "The harbour police." "When I hear things like that!" "Does everything have to be so legal?" "Legality is boring." "Crampas, that's typical of you... and Effi applauds you." "Women, of course... are the first to cry for a policeman... but the law doesn't interest them." "That has always been their privilege, and we... can't change it, lnnstetten." "No." "And I don't want to." "I don't want to exculpate anyone." "But you, Crampas... you have learned discipline... and know very well that law and order are vital." "A man like you really shouldn't talk like that... not even in jest." "You have a sublime disregard for these things." ""lt won't be the end of the world," you think." "Not yet, perhaps... but one day it will be." "The election campaign, which began in October... prevented Innstetten taking part in further excursions." "Crampas and Effi would have stopped, too... in deference to the people of Kessin... if Kruse had not been present as a kind of chaperone." "As it was, they continued their rides into November." "A good conversationalist..." "Crampas would tell stories about war and his regiment... and anecdotes about Innstetten... who, with his earnestness and reserve... had never fitted into the spirited circle of his comrades... so that he had been respected rather than held in affection." "It's just as well, respect is the main thing." "He loved to tell us ghost stories." "And when he had got us all excited, and had scared some people perhaps... suddenly, it would seem as if he were just making fun of our credulity." "Once I told him to his face..." ""lnnstetten, that's a load of poppycock!" ""You don't believe it any more than we do..." ""but you want to make yourself interesting." ""You think that being unusual will help your career..." ""that ordinary people are not wanted at the top." ""And since that's your ambition..." ""you've hit on something out of the ordinary, namely ghosts."" "You say nothing?" "In all seriousness, Crampas, and I should like a serious reply... how do you explain all this?" "My dear lady... as well as furthering his career, regardless of cost... and with the aid of a ghost if necessary... lnnstetten has another passion." "He has an urge to be didactic." "He's a born schoolmaster." "And he wants to educate me?" "Education by means of ghosts?" ""Educate" is perhaps the wrong word." "But education in a roundabout way." "I don't understand you." "A young wife... is a young wife... and a district councillor... has to travel around a lot... which means leaving his house alone... and unguarded." "A ghost is like an angel with a sword." "The fact that Innstetten kept a ghost... so as not to live in a commonplace house, might be accepted." "It met his need to distinguish himself from the crowd." "But to use the ghost as a means of education... was mean, almost insulting." "And she realized that this "means of education"... was not even half the story." "What Crampas had implied went much further." "AN artifice CALCULATED" "TO lNSPlRE FEAR." "Heine's writing pulses with life." "Above all, he understands love... and that is the main thing." "But he's not one-sided in this." "What do you mean?" "He's not just on the side of love." "Well, even if he were... there are worse things." "What else is he in favour of?" "He's a strong adherent of romance... which comes close behind love." "Some people regard them as identical." "Major, please excuse my thumbs when I give you the sandwiches." "As long as you don't give me the thumbs down!" "At Don Pedro's court, was a dark, handsome Spanish knight... who wore the Cross of Calatrava on his breast." "This knight, whom the queen secretly loved, of course" "Why, "of course"?" "Because we're in Spain." "Oh, I see." "This knight had a magnificent hound." "This had all been going on for some time... and the secret love affair was no longer really a secret." "Unable to bear it anymore... and because he didn't like the Knight of Calatrava anyway... the king was not only cruel... but consumed by envy." "He decided to have the knight secretly murdered... for his secret love." "I can't say I blame him." "Well, just listen to what follows!" "In some ways, the king was right... but he went much too far." "Allegedly in honour of the knight's heroic exploits... he held a banquet." "And there was... a long table... at which all the grandees of the empire sat... with the king in the middle..." "Opposite him was the place for the guest of honour... the Knight of Calatrava." "But he didn't appear, and finally the feast had to begin without him." "There was an empty seat... an empty seat exactly opposite the king." "And then?" "Just imagine, as Don Pedro, the king... was about to rise to express his hypocritical regrets... that his "dear guest" had not appeared... cries of horror were heard from the servants outside... and before one knew what had happened... something raced along the table, sprang onto the chair... and set a cut-off head at the unoccupied place." "And over the head of the knight, his hound stared... at the person opposite... the king." "The dog had accompanied his master on his final journey... and at the moment... the axe descended... the trusty animal had seized the falling head." "There he was, our friend... sitting at the banqueting table... accusing the royal murderer." "Effi was content... and glad they had agreed... to discontinue their excursions together for the rest of the winter." "When she considered what had been discussed and intimated... during all those days and weeks... she could find nothing that would directly occasion seIf-reproach." "Was it the major's plan?" "Yes." "As you know, he was elected unanimously... to the entertainments committee." "We can look forward to a pleasant winter at the club." "He's ideal for the position." "And... will he be acting as well?" "No." "He declined to do that... unfortunately." "He could play Arthur von Schmettwitz quite excellently." "He's just directing." "All the worse." "All the worse?" "Oh, don't take me too seriously." "It's just a way of saying the opposite, really." "On the other hand... there's something forceful about the major." "He likes doing things over one's head." "One has to do things the way he wants." "What pleased me most... was my charming little wife, who turned all heads." "Don't talk like that!" "I'm vain enough." "Vain enough perhaps... but not nearly as vain as the others." "And your 7 beautiful attributes!" "Everyone has 7 beautiful attributes." "A slip of the tongue." "Multiply that number by itself!" "How gallant you are." "If I didn't know you, I might be afraid of you." "Or is there something else behind it?" "Do you have a guilty conscience?" "Have you been eavesdropping?" "No." "Sometimes one suddenly realizes... what a treasure one has." "After all, you might be someone like poor Frau Crampas." "A dreadful woman, unfriendly to everyone." "She's a bit like our Frau Kruse." "I don't know whom I'd choose between the two of them." "I know very well." "There is a difference between them." "The major's wife is unhappy." "Kruse's is uncanny." "And you're more in favour of the unhappy?" "Quite definitely." "He's half-Polish." "The name alone..." "Crampas!" "No reliability... not in anything... least of all with women." "A gambler... not at the gaming table... but constantly taking risks in life." "One has to keep an eye on him." "I'm glad you told me that." "I shall watch my step with him." "Yes, do that." "But not too much." "That's no use either." "Just behave naturally." "That's always best." "Best of all, of course... is to be of steadfast character... and to have, if I may use such a high-flown expression... a pure soul." "No doubt, but say no more... especially things that don't make me happy." "I thought I heard footsteps upstairs again." "Strange, they keep coming back." "And I thought you were joking." "I wouldn't say that, Effi." "But it makes no difference." "As long as one is upright... one has nothing to fear." "AN artifice CALCULATED" "TO lNSPlRE FEAR." "If it goes on like this, we'II have... a cold winter and be snowed in." "There are worse things than that." "Being snowed in evokes... pleasant sensations, such as protection and support." "That's new to me." "Associations are strange things." "They're based not only on personal experience... but on things one has heard or just happens to know." "You're a weII-read man, Major... but there's one poem I suspect you don't know." "It's called God's Wall." "God's Wall?" "A nice title." "What is it about?" "It's a modest story and quite short." "In some war, there was a winter campaign... and a terrified old widow prayed to God... to build a wall round her to protect her from her country's enemies." "God let the house be buried in snow, so that the enemy simply marched past." "Yes...." "Effi...." "She felt as if she were about to faint." "Did you sleep well?" "Yes." "You're fortunate." "I can't say the same for myself." "I dreamt your carriage fell into the river... and Crampas was trying to save you." "I have to put it that way." "And he went down with you." "You speak so strangely, Geert." "There's a hidden reproach in your words, and I sense why." "It irks you that Crampas came and offered us his help." "Us?" "Yes, us." "You and me." "Have you forgotten?" "The major helped at your request." "Why shouldn't I drive with him in his carriage, then?" "Where I come from... one says it is wrong... to mistrust a gentleman." "A gentleman!" "Isn't he one?" "You yourself said how gallant he is... a perfect cavalier." "Yes, he's gallant enough... a perfect cavalier." "No doubt about it." "But a gentleman?" "My dear Effi, a gentleman is something different." "Do you see anything noble about him?" "I don't." "It would seem we're of the same opinion." "Anyway... as you remarked, it's my fault." "I won't say it was a faux pas." "That's not the appropriate expression." "It was my fault." "And it won't happen again if I can prevent it." "But you, too... should be on your guard, if you'll take my advice." "He's an unscrupulous man." "He has his own ideas about young women." "I know him of old." "I shall heed your words... but I must say... I think you misjudge him." "I do not misjudge him." "Perhaps me, then." "Nor you, my dear Effi." "You're a delightful little woman... but steadfastness is not your strong point." "NOT A DAY PASSED without" "HER taking THE prescribed WALK." "Roswitha... I'm going down to the square where the merry-go-round is." "I'll wait for you there." "The first day, they met as arranged." "usually, though, when Roswitha reached the merry-go-round... nobody was there... and when she entered the hall at home again..." "Effi would come toward her and say.:" ""Where have you been, Roswitha?" "I got back ages ago."" "It went on like this for weeks." ""Forgive my sudden departure, lnnstetten." "It all happened so quickly." ""l shall try to spin it out." ""lt's good to get away for a while." ""My regards to your charming wife and my benefactress." ""Major Crampas."" "A good thing, too!" "What do you mean?" "That he's gone away." "He's always saying the same things." "When he comes back, at least he'll have something new to talk about." "I must go away as well." "To Berlin." "Perhaps I can bring back something new, too." "My Effi always likes to hear something new." "She's bored in dear old Kessin." "I'll be away for about a week... perhaps one day longer." "And don't be afraid." "It won't come back." "You know what I mean... that thing upstairs." "Effi smiled to herself... and in her smile was a hint of melancholy." "She recalled the day Crampas had last told her..." "Innstetten was enacting a comedy with the ghost and her fear." ""The born schooImaster!"" "But wasn't he right?" "Wasn't the comedy justified?" "conflicting thoughts, good and evil, went through her mind." "Three days later, Innstetten left." "He said nothing about his reasons for going to berlin." "SHE GAVE UP HER WALKS" "TO THE BEACH AND THE plantation" "while CRAMPAS WAS in STETTlN," "BUT SHE RESUMED THEM ON his RETURN." "NOT EVEN inclement WEATHER" "COULD DETER HER." "Either it was unrequited love, or it might have been requited... and the Chinaman couldn't bear the thought that it was suddenly all over." "The Chinese are human beings as well." "They feel everything just as we do." "Everything." "l need the leather varnish." "l'll bring it out to you, Kruse." "Everything as we do." "There's a time and place for everything." "But that business with the Chinaman is very strange." "It's a load of nonsense." "And instead of attending to what's important... my wife talks about things like that." "When I need a clean shirt, there's a button missing." "Then there's the black chicken!" "It doesn't even lay eggs." "And anyway... how should it lay eggs?" "It doesn't even get out." "You men are worse than one thinks." "I ought to take the brush... and paint your moustache." "Well... I could accept that from you, Roswitha." "Roswitha!" "I must remind you that Kruse is a married man." "I know, ma'am." "One knows so many things and behaves as if one didn't." "If you're reckoning on her illness, you'll be disappointed." "Sick people live longest of all." "How was it the first time with you?" "is it something you can tell me?" "Yes, I can tell you." "It was terrible... and for that reason... you can set your mind at rest as far as Kruse is concerned." "When you've been through what I've been through, you've had enough." "The next day, I always feel shattered." "And such terrible anxiety!" "Tell me, then." "How was it?" "I know from at home, with women like you, it's always the same story." "Yes... in the end, it probably is always the same." "I don't want to pretend my case was anything special." "Not in the least." "But when they accused me to my face... and I suddenly had to admit:" ""Yes, it's true."" "That was dreadful." "My mother wasn't too hard on me." "But my father, the village blacksmith, was strict and terrible." "When he heard about it, he went for me with an iron bar from the fire." "He wanted to kill me." "I had a younger sister... who used to point at me and say, "Shame on you!"" "When the child was due, I went into a nearby barn... because I didn't dare show my face at home." "Strangers found me half dead." "They carried me into the house and put me to bed." "On the third day... they took my child away... and when I asked later where it was... they said it was in good hands." "Oh, ma'am... may the Holy Virgin protect you from such heartache!" "The things you say!" "I'm a married woman." "You shouldn't say things like that." "It's out of place." "It's unseemly." "Oh, ma'am...." "Tell me... how do you imagine a ministry?" "A ministry?" "That can mean two things." "It may mean clever, distinguished men who govern the country... or it could be a building, a palazzo." "Would you like to live in such a palazzo?" "I mean... in such a ministry?" "Heavens above, Geert!" "They haven't made you a minister?" "Gieshuebler said something of the kind." "And the prince is all-powerful." "He's done it at last... and I'm only 18!" "No, Effi, not a minister." "We haven't come that far yet." "To tell the truth... we won't even live in a ministry... but I'll be going to one every day." "And you'll be the wife of a leading official and live in Berlin..." "Soon, you'll hardly remember... you once lived in Kessin... with only Gieshuebler... and the dunes... and the plantation for company." "Thank God!" "Get up, Effi!" "What's the matter?" "What's the matter?" "I thought you were happy here." "You say "Thank God" as if it had been an affliction here." "Was I the affliction?" "Tell me!" "How can you ask such a thing, Geert?" "Oh, ma'am..." "Kessin is... all well and good... but it's not Berlin." "Some days, you see no more than half a dozen people." "And nothing but the dunes... and the sea out there... rushing and surging." "But that's all there is." "Yes, you're right, Roswitha." "It rushes and surges... but that's not life." "One has all kinds of foolish ideas." "You have to admit... that matter with Kruse was not right." "Yes, my dear Gieshuebler, but just for a moment." "I've come to say goodbye." "But, my dear lady, surely you'll be back." "I heard it was for just 3 or 4 days..." "Yes, I should return." "In a week at the latest, I'm supposed to be back in Kessin." "But who knows if I shall return?" "I don't have to tell you, so many things can happen." "You want to say I'm too young... but even young people die." "And if I lived to be a hundred, I'd never forget you." "There were times when I felt lonely here." "Sometimes my heart was heavy, more than you can imagine." "I haven't always done the right thing." "But whenever I saw you... I felt better, a better person, too." "But, my dear lady...." "And I want to thank you for that." "Goodbye, my dear friend!" "Give my regards to your friend, Miss Trippelli." "I have thought of her a lot recently and of Prince Kotschukoff." "It's a strange relationship." "Yet I can understand it." "Let me hear from you." "Or I shall write." ""I am leaving tomorrow by boat, and this is a farewell note." ""Innstetten expects me back in a few days, but I shall not return." ""You know why." ""It would have been better if I had never seen this place." ""I beg you not to take this as a reproach." ""It was all my fault." ""In view of your home life..." ""your actions may be excusable, but not mine." ""I bear a heavy burden of guilt, but perhaps there's a way out." ""Being transferred from here seems like a sign..." ""that I may still find mercy." ""Forget me." ""Your Effi."" "What a lovely place you have, Mama!" "But what's wrong with your eyes?" "In the carriage, all we talked about... was lnnstetten and our career." "Far too much." "There must be an end to it." "Your eyes are more important to me." "In one respect, they're unchanged." "They have the same old kindness when you look at me." "You're so impetuous." "The same old Effi!" "No, Mama." "Not the old Effi." "I wish I were." "Marriage changes a person." "Innstetten is impatient for me to return." "To cut matters short, I suggest we rent the apartment today... and I'll go back tomorrow." "It's so hard to leave you." "Which apartment will you take?" "The one in Keithstrasse... which we both liked from the very beginning." "It's probably not quite dried out yet... but it's summer now, which is some consolation." "If I feel a twinge of rheumatism... there's always Hohen-Cremmen." "Don't tempt providence!" "Suddenly one has rheumatism without knowing why." "Dr. Rummschuettel... I don't know how to describe it." "It keeps changing." "At the moment, it seems to have gone." "At first, I thought it was rheumatism... but now I think it might be neuralgia." "Very likely, my dear lady." "Rest and warmth... are the best thing." "And a little medicine... nothing bad, will do the rest." "But no mental exertion... no visits..." "no books." "lt's Scott." "Oh, I've no objection to him." "Travel books are best." "I'll call again tomorrow." "The question of costs has to be considered." "Our expenses will increase anyway." "RummschuetteI will have to be paid if he remains our doctor." "He's a very pleasant old gentleman... although medically, he's not considered top rank." "His detractors call him a "ladies' doctor, " but there's an element of praise in that." "A NEW ERA is dawning," "AND I'M NO LONGER afraid." "I SHALL TRY TO BE BETTER" "AND COMPL Y MORE with YOUR wishes." "How are Gieshuebler and all the others?" "Who are "all the others"?" "Crampas sends you his regards." "That's nice of him." "And Frau von Padden sends her respects." "She said you are a charming woman... but I should take good care of you." "And when I replied... you regarded me more as a teacher than a husband... she murmured... almost absently:" ""A little lamb..." ""white as the driven snow...."" "Then she broke off." "Has Johanna ever shown you her Chinaman?" "Which one?" "Ours, of course." "Before she left our old home, she detached him from the chair... and put him in her purse." "When she changed a mark for me recently... I saw it." "And... she admitted it with embarrassment." "She told me... that her sense of being a stranger had gone... and that she was very glad." "Kessin wasn't the right place for her... with its spooky house and the people." "Some were too pious, others too pedestrian." "Since her move to Berlin, she says she feels at home." "He's the best of husbands... a bit too old and too good for her." "But now the worst is over." "That was the expression she used... and it rather surprised me." "Why?" "It may not be the best of expressions, but...." "There's something behind it... which she wanted to allude to." "You think so?" "Yes, Briest." "You think butter wouldn't melt in her mouth." "But you're wrong." "She likes to drift with the current... and if the current is good, so is she." "Fighting and resistance are not her strong points." "She recalled the day... scarceIy two years before... when the visitor had come... and she had climbed the steps beside the bench... and an hour later she was betrothed." "Images of her life in Kessin rose unbidden before her inward eye." "There was Crampas coming to greet her... then Roswitha with the baby." "She took the child, held her up and kissed her." ""That was the first day, when everything had begun."" "The nearby clock began to strike... and Effi counted the strokes." ""10.:00." ""This time tomorrow, I'II be in berlin." ""It's our wedding anniversary." ""He'II say nice things, an affectionate word perhaps..." ""and I shall sit and listen..." ""with guilt weighing on my soul." ""Yes, it is there..." ""but does it weigh on my soul?" "No, it doesn't..." ""and that's what frightens me about myself." ""What weighs on me is something different." ""Fear, a mortal dread..." ""that all will be discovered." ""And on top of the fear, I feel ashamed." ""But I don't feel true repentance." "Nor do I feel true shame." ""I'm tormented by fear and ashamed of the whole web of lies." ""But I feel no shame for my guilt, or not properly and not enough..." ""and that is what's destroying me." ""If women are like that, it's terrible!" ""And if they're not, as I hope, things are ill with me." ""Then something's wrong with my soul." "I lack the right sentiments." ""old Niemeyer once said to me..." ""when I was only a child..." ""that it's important to have the right sentiments." ""If one had them, one would be spared the worst." ""If one didn't have them, one lived in constant danger..." ""and what people call 'the deviI' would have you in his power." ""merciful God, is that how I am?"" "She laid her head on her arms and wept bitterly." "I thought you might not keep your word." "Really, Geert!" "That's the least I can do." "Don't say that. lt's not always easy." "Sometimes one can't." "Just think back." "I was expecting you back in Kessin, after you'd rented the apartment... and who didn't come?" "Effi." "That was something different." "Our life in Berlin is just beginning, Effi." "In April, when we moved in... the season was coming to an end." "We hardly had time to pay our calls." "And Woellersdorf... the only person we know better... is a bachelor unfortunately." "From June onward, everything's dead." "The lowered shutters... tell you everything." ""Everyone's gone"... regardless whether it's true or not." "So... what was left?" "A chat with cousin Briest... dinner at Hiller's..." "That's not real Berlin life." "But now things will change." "I've noted the names of all top officials who are active enough to entertain." "We shall entertain, too." "And when winter comes, the whole ministry should be saying:" ""The most charming woman in our circle..." ""is the wife of lnnstetten."" "Oh, Geert, I hardly know you like this." "You're talking like a ladies' man." "It's our wedding anniversary." "You must allow me that." "First and foremost, Crampas..." "Major Crampas, quite the beau... and something of a Barbarossa to whom my wife... understandably or not... had taken a liking." "Let's say "understandably"... because I assume he was chairman of the club and playing a role... the lover or bon vivant." "Perhaps something even grander." "He may have been a tenor, too." "A second year passed... and when a new foundation was established... the empress chose the "privy councillor's wife"... as a Iady-in-waiting." "At the court bail, the old Kaiser addressed appreciative words... to the lovely young woman, of whom he had heard so much." "Well then..." "Schwalbach to begin with, let's say... three weeks." "Then the same length of time in Ems." "During the cure in Ems, your husband may join you." "In other words... three weeks' separation." "That's the best I can do for you, lnnstetten." "Tell me, Roswitha... you're a Catholic." "Don't you ever go to confession?" "No." "Why not?" "I used to go." "But I didn't confess the important things." "Didn't you ever feel it a relief... to be able to unburden your soul?" "No, ma'am." "I was afraid... when my father went for me with the red-hot iron." "Yes... I was scared to death... but it wasn't more than that." "You have no fear of God?" "No, ma'am." "If you feared your father as much I did... you wouldn't be so afraid of God." "I always thought God was good... and would help a poor creature like me." "Let's see who gets up the stairs first." "It's nothing, sir." "Annie fell on the stairs." "There, there!" "Where were the letters?" "Right at the bottom, sir." "Johanna, bring me a cup of coffee!" "FRAU VON lNNSTETTEN" ""Come to the dunes again this afternoon." ""We can talk at Frau Adermann's place." "The house is isolated enough." ""Stop worrying about everything." "We have our rights, too." ""Get that into your head, and you will cease to be afraid." ""Life wouldn't be worth living if all the random rules had to be observed." ""The finest things lie beyond them." "Learn to delight in these things."" "MY DEAREST effi," "BE AT THE USUAL PLACE again TODAY." "I have asked you to come for two reasons." "To issue a challenge on my behalf... and to act as my second in the duel." "The first is not agreeable, the second even less so." "And what is your answer?" "You know I am at your service." "But before I know more, forgive a naive question." "Does it have to be?" "We're both too old... you to take a pistol in the hand... and I to assist you in the deed." "Don't misunderstand me." "That doesn't mean I'm saying no." "How could I refuse you anything?" "But tell me what it's all about?" "It concerns a suitor of my wife... who was also a friend of mine, or almost." "That's impossible!" "It's not only possible, it's a fact." "Read these!" "Addressed to your wife?" "I found them in her sewing table." "And who wrote them?" "Major Crampas." "Then these things happened when you were still in Kessin..." "six or more years ago?" "Yes." "It seems almost, WuIIersdorf... as if those 6 or 7 years make you think differently." "There is a theory of limitations, of course... but I'm not sure this is a case where that theory can be applied." "I don't know either." "But everything would seem to turn on that question." "Are you serious?" "absolutely serious." "It's not a matter of jeu d'esprit... or for sophistry." "What do you mean by that?" "Tell me frankly." "How do you see the matter?" "You're in a terrible situation." "Your happiness is destroyed." "But if you kill the lover... your happiness will be doubly destroyed." "The pain you have suffered... will be compounded by the pain you have caused." "It all turns on the question, do you have to do it?" "Do you feel so injured, insulted, incensed... that one of you must die, he or you?" "is that the position?" "I don't know." "You have to know." "No, that's not how it is." "How is it then?" "The thing is..." "I'm desperately unhappy." "I've been injured and shamefully deceived." "nevertheless..." "I harbour no feelings of hatred." "I don't even thirst for revenge." "And if I ask myself why not... all I can say is, the time that has passed." "People always talk about inexpiable guilt." "In God's eyes, that is wrong, and in man's eyes, too." "I would never have believed that time could have such an effect." "What is more... I love my wife." "Strange as it may seem, I still love her... and however terrible I find these things..." "I am so captivated by her good nature... and her own serene charm... that, in spite of myself, in my heart of hearts..." "I'm inclined to forgive her." "Can understand you entirely." "Might feel the same way myself." "But if that's how you feel, and you say:" ""l love this woman so much I can forgive everything"... and if one considers that this happened long, long ago... like something on a distant star... if that's the case, lnnstetten, I ask you..." "does it have to be?" "What's the good of it?" "It has to be done." "I've looked at it all ways." "One does not live alone." "One is part of a larger whole." "And we always have to bear the whole in mind." "We are entirely dependent on it." "If I lived in isolation, I could drop the matter." "I would bear the burden assigned to me." "My happiness would be over, but... so many have to live without happiness... and I would have to as well, and I could." "One does not have to be happy." "Least of all, one has a right to be." "One wouldn't need to remove from the world the person... who has robbed us of our happiness." "One could also... let him go free, if one turned one's back on the world." "But... in living together in society, a certain something has evolved." "It simply exists... and we're accustomed to judging everything by its rules." "Others... and ourselves." "One cannot contravene them... without society despising us." "We would come to despise ourselves, too... and ultimately blow our brains out." "Forgive my holding forth like this and merely saying... what everyone has said to himself a hundred times." "But then... who can really say anything new?" "I repeat... it's not a matter of hatred or personal happiness." "That tyrannical social element... is not concerned with charm or love... or the lapse of time." "I have no choice." "I simply have to." "I'm not so sure, Innstetten." "You must decide, WuIIersdorf." "It's ten o'cIock now." "Six hours ago, I admit..." "I still had a free hand." "There was still a way out." "But not any longer." "I'm in a blind alley." "I've only myself to blame, you might say." "I should have been more on my guard, kept everything to myself... fought it out in my own heart." "But it all came too suddenly for me to give myself the blame... for not having kept my nerves under control." "I went to your place and wrote you a note... and in doing so relinquished control." "From that moment... someone else was half-aware of my misfortune... and, more importantly, of the stain on my honour... and with this discussion, that person is now fully aware." "And since there is such a person... there's no going back." "I wouldn't say that." "I don't like using trite phrases... but I know no better way of putting it." "I'll be as silent as the grave." "That's what people always say." "But there's no such thing as secrecy." "You may be the soul of discretion... but you know about it... and the fact that you express your consent and understanding... does not save me from you." "I am, and I remain... from this moment on, an object of your sympathy." "Every word you hear me say to my wife is subject to your control." "If my wife talks about being faithful... or, as women do... sits in judgement over others... I shan't know where to look." "Or suppose I urge... reconciliation in some everyday affair of honour... because no ill intent is involved." "A smile will cross your face... or it will twitch, at least... and in your heart you'll say, "Good old lnnstetten..." ""has a passion for analysing the chemical content of all insults..." ""but he never finds the precise amount of poison they contain." ""He can swallow anything."" "Am I right, or not?" "It's a terrible thought, but you're right." "I'll stop asking, "Does it have to be?"" "The world is as it is." "Things don't work out as we want them to, but as others want." "All that talk about divine punishment... is nonsense, of course." "On the contrary... our cult of honour is idolatry... but we have to submit to it, as long as the idol stands." "Crampas wishes to speak with you, lnnstetten." "Grant him his wish." "He has only a few minutes to live." "Will you...." "guilt DEMANDS EXPlATlON," "THERE is A logic TO THAT." "BUT THE idea OF A time limitation is A terrible HALF-MEASURE." "How is Annie?" "She's well, sir." "She's not asleep if you" "No, that'll only excite her." "Who was here?" "Only the doctor." ""Arrived back this morning." ""Many experiences, both painful and touching..." ""above all GieshuebIer, the nicest hunchback I've ever met." ""He didn't speak much of you." "But your wife, your wife!" ""He was inconsolable." ""finally, he burst into tears." "The things that happen!" ""There should be more people like GieshuebIer." ""Then the scene in the major's house!" "dreadful!" ""Enough said." "One is on one's guard again." ""I'II see you tomorrow." "Yours, W."" "Another thing, Johanna... my wife will not be coming back." "You will find out why from others." "Annie should not be told." "Not yet, at least, poor child!" "Break it to her gradually that she has no mother." "I can't do it." "Do it properly... and make sure Roswitha doesn't ruin everything!" "Back in the kitchen... she felt a sense of pride and superiority, almost happiness." "Not only had her master confided in her... he had told her to make sure Roswitha didn't ruin everything." "That was the main thing." "although she had a good heart... and felt sympathy for her mistress... what most moved her was the sense of triumph... at enjoying a certain intimacy with her master." "WE ARE informed" "THAT YESTERDAY morning in KESSlN, EASTERN POMERANlA," "A DUEL TOOK PLACE BETWEEN" "councillor VON i." "AND MAJOR VON CRAMPAS." "THE MAJOR WAS killed." "A relationship HAD ALLEGEDL Y" "existed BETWEEN him" "AND THE privy councillor'S" "beautiful YOUNG wife." "The things these papers write!" "Yes... and people read it... and say nasty things about my mistress." "And the poor major's dead, too." "Should the master be dead instead?" "No, Johanna." "Our master should live." "Everyone should live." "But don't forget... it all happened so long ago." "The letters are yellow with age." "How can anyone dig up" "That's how you see it, Roswitha." ""As for your future, my dear Effi, you are on your own now." ""You may count on some material support from us." ""Live in berlin, where you'II be one of the many..." ""who have deprived themselves of air and sunlight." ""It will be a lonely life if you don't want to descend below your class." ""Your former world will be closed to you." ""The saddest thing for all of us..." ""is that you will also be excluded from your parental home." ""We cannot offer you a refuge in Hohen-Cremmen..." ""for that would mean..." ""cutting ourselves off from the world..." ""which we are not prepared to do." ""Not because we couldn't bear to bid farewell to what one calls 'society.'" ""No, that's not the reason." ""But we have to make our position clear..." ""and show the world that we condemn your actions..." ""the actions of our one and only daughter whom we love so dearly."" "After receiving her parent's letter of refusal... and taking the train back to berlin..." "Effi did not at first move into an apartment of her own." "She sought Iodgings in a boarding house with reasonable success." "Do you remember how Gieshuebler came and had to join us at table... and said he'd never eaten anything so delicious?" "He was always so well-mannered." "In fact, he was the only person who knew anything about food." "The others said everything was nice." "Have you thought it over?" "You've had it good all these years." "There was always enough." "We never had to think about saving." "But now I have to economize." "I am poor." "All I have is what I receive from Hohen-Cremmen." "My parents are very good to me... as far as their means allow... but they're not wealthy." "What do you say?" "May I move in next Saturday with my suitcase?" "Not in the evening." "In the morning, so as to be here when you arrange the household." "I'm more robust than you are, ma'am." "Don't say that, Roswitha. I can do it." "One can do anything if one has to." "And you needn't worry about me." "As if I could ever think:" ""That's not good enough for Roswitha."" "For Roswitha, everything is good... that she can share with you... and most of all the sad things." "everything WENT WELL" "until christmas," "BUT christmas EVE" "WAS A SAD occasion," "AND AS NEW YEAR'S GREW NEAR," "EFFl BEGAN TO FEEL VERY melancholic." "One day, coming from her painting lessons near the zoo... she got on a horse-drawn tram passing along Kurfuerstenstrasse." "It was very hot... and the curtains, flapping to and fro and billowing in the breeze... refreshed her." "She leaned back in the corner... and looked at the sofas enameIIed on a pane of glass... blue, with bobs and tassels." "The tram was moving slowly... when three schoolgirls with satchels and little pointed hats jumped on." "Two of them were fair-haired and lively." "The third was dark and serious." "It was Annie." "Effi started." "The thought of a meeting with her child... which she had long desired... now filled her with mortal fear." "What should she do?" "She opened the door to the front platform, where only the driver stood... and asked him to let her get off at the front." ""Not allowed, miss, " the driver said... but she gave him a coin and such a pleading look... that the good-hearted man reIented and muttered.:" ""ShouIdn't really, but all right, just this once."" "And he removed the grating, and Effi jumped down." "She's half one and half the other." "In her prettiness, her specialness... she takes after her mother... but she has her seriousness... from her father." "All things considered, she's probably more like the master." "Thank goodness!" "Well, ma'am, that's the question." "Many would be more in favour of the mother." "You think so, Roswitha?" "I don't." "You can't pull the wool over my eyes... and I think my mistress knows the truth of the matter... and what men really want." "Let's not talk about that, Roswitha!" "Effi was oppressed by the notion... of having run away from her own child." ""l'm delighted to be able to tell you the good news." ""lt worked out as we hoped." "Your husband is a man of the world..." ""and would not refuse a lady's request." ""At the same time, I should not conceal the fact from you." ""His consent was evidently not in accordance..." ""with what he considered wise and proper." ""But let's not find fault when we should be rejoicing." ""lt was agreed that your Annie should visit you at lunch time." ""May your reunion stand under a lucky star."" "One makes the bed one lies on, and I wish to change nothing in my Iife." "It is right as it is." "It was my own doing." "But the situation with my child is too hard." "I wish to see her from time to time... not furtiveIy or in secret... but with the consent of all those concerned." "Annie, darling, how glad I am." "Come and tell me about yourself!" "How you've grown!" "And that's the scar?" "Roswitha told me about it." "You were always so wild when you played." "You take after your mother in that." "She was just the same." "How are things at school?" "You look as if you were always first in your class... a model pupil... who always has the best grades." "What are you best at?" "l don't know." "Oh, you must know." "Everyone knows that." "What do you get the best marks in?" "ln religious instruction." "There, you see." "You do know." "That's good." "I wasn't so good at that... but that may have been the teacher." "We only had an ordinand." "We had an ordinand, too." "Has he left now?" "Why did he leave?" "I don't know." "We have the preacher again now." "Whom you all like?" "Yes." "Two girls in the first class want to convert." "I see." "That's good." "And how is Johanna?" "Johanna brought me here." "I shouldn't keep her waiting too long." "You're very considerate, and I suppose I should be glad." "It's all a matter of apportioning things." "Now tell me how Rollo is." "Rollo's very well." "But Papa says he's getting lazy, always lying in the sun." "I can believe it." "He was like that when you were very young." "Tell me, Annie..." "will you come and see me often?" "Certainly, if I may." "We could go for a stroll in Prince Albert Gardens." "Certainly, if I may." "Or go to Schilling's and eat ice cream." "Pineapple and vanilla were your favourites." "Certainly, if I may." "I think it's time for you to go." "Johanna will be getting impatient." "Roswitha, go with Annie as far as the church!" "Johanna's waiting there." "Let's hope she hasn't caught cold." "Give my regards to Johanna." "Oh, God in heaven, forgive me for what I've done!" "I was a child." "No, I wasn't a child anymore." "I was old enough to know what I was doing." "I don't want to diminish my guilt." "But this is too much!" "What is happening with the child... is not You, God, punishing me. lt is he... and he alone." "And I thought he had a noble heart!" "I always felt small beside him." "But now I know it's he... who is small and petty." "And because he's petty, he's cruel." "Everything that's petty is cruel." "He taught the child to behave like that." "He was always a schoolmaster." "That's what Crampas called him... sarcastically perhaps, but he was right." ""Certainly, if I may"!" "You don't have to ask if you "may" anymore." "I don't want either of you." "I hate you both... even my own child." "Too much is too much!" "He was ambitious... and that was all." "Honour, honour, honour... and then he shoots the poor man dead, whom I didn't even love." "Nothing but stupidity... and then blood... and murder." "And I'm to blame." "Now he sends me my child... because he can't refuse a minister's wife." "But before he sends her, he trains her to answer like a parrot... and teaches her to say, "lf l may."" "What I did disgusts me... but your virtuousness disgusts me even more." "Be gone the pair of you!" "I have to go on living... but it won't be forever." "Ma'am!" "When RummschuetteI was called... he was concerned about Effi's condition." "The hectic state he had observed for some time... seemed more pronounced than before." ""But it must be at Hohen-Cremmen." ""To regain her health, your daughter needs more than just a change of air." ""She's pining away." "AII she has is Roswitha." ""loyal service is good, but parental love is better." ""Forgive an old man interfering in matters..." ""that are no concern of a doctor." ""And yet, it is as a doctor that I write to you..." ""and make these demands out of a sense of duty." ""I've seen so much of Iife...."" "...I love her at least as much as you do." "Each in his own way." "But we're not here just to be kind and understanding... towards things that are against laws and commandments... and that society condemns... and rightly condemns at present." "One thing counts above all else." "Of course one thing really counts." "But what is it?" "The love of parents for their children." "Even if there's only one." "Then that's the end of... catechism... and morality... and the claims of society?" "It's hard to get along without society." "Without one's child, too." "EFFl, COME TO US!" "It was determined that Annie... would inherit Hohen-Cremmen." "Effi's spirits revived, and her mother, who was not averse... to regarding the matter as an interesting, but painful, incident... vied with her husband in showering love and attention on their daughter." "Itis STRANGE," "BUT MANY things in MY life" "might APTL Y BE described" "with THE WORD "ALMOST."" "Pastor Niemeyer!" "Effi!" "You're the same as ever!" "No, no." "That all belongs to the past." "I just wanted to try it out once more." "How wonderful it was!" "How stimulating the air!" "It was like flying up to heaven." "Shall I ever go there?" "Tell me, dear friend." "You should know." "Please!" "Yes, Effi." "You will." "Imperial office OF THE lNTERlOR" "DEAR lNNSTETTEN, I HAVE THE PLEASURE OFlNFORMlNG YOU" "THAT his MAJESTY HAS CONSENTED" "TO YOUR appointment." "MY sincere congratulations." ""l'm afraid, Roswitha, because I'm all alone here." ""But who should accompany me?" "Rollo?" "Yes." ""He bears me no grudge." "That's the good thing about animals." ""Those were my mistress's words." "I'll say no more." ""Please remember me to little Annie and to Johanna as well." ""Your obedient servant..." ""Roswitha Gellenhagen."" "We could learn something from her." "I think so, too." "That's why everything else seems so questionable to you." "It's been on my mind a long time, and these simple words... with their conscious... or perhaps unconscious hint of accusation... have completely unsettled me." "It's been tormenting me for some time." "I want to free myself of this whole business." "Nothing gives me pleasure anymore." "The more distinctions I gain, the more meaningless it all seems." "I've messed up my life." "May was lovely." "June even lovelier." "Once Effi had overcome the heartache..." "rollo's arrival aroused in her... she was delighted to have the faithful creature with her again." "Roswitha was praised, and Briest expressed to his wife... his respect for Innstetten... who was a perfect gentleman, not petty... and whose heart was in the right place." ""A pity that stupid affair had to happen!" ""They were the perfect couple."" "What a glorious summer!" "I should never have thought a year ago that I could be so happy." "Just get well again!" "Happiness will come." "Not past happiness, but a new one." "There are many types of happiness." "You'll see, we'll find something for you." "The summer passed... and the nights with shooting stars were over." "On these nights, Effi had sat long at her window... never tired of watching." ""I never was a very good Christian, but perhaps we do come from up there..." ""and when it's all over here, we'II return to our heavenly home..." ""to the stars up there, or beyond." ""I don't know, and I don't want to know." ""I simply feel a longing...."" "You wanted to tell me something." "Yes, because you spoke of my being still very young." "Of course I'm young." "But that makes no difference." "In happier days, lnnstetten would read to me in the evening." "He had some fine books... and in one of them there was the story... of a man being called away from a festive table." "On the following day, the man asked... what had happened after he'd left." "He received the reply:" ""Oh, all sorts of things..." ""but you didn't really miss anything."" "You see, Mama, those words stuck in my mind." "It doesn't matter if one's called away from the table earlier than others." "And since I mentioned old times and lnnstetten... I must tell you something else." "You're exciting yourself, Effi." "No." "Getting something off one's mind... doesn't excite one. lt's calming." "I wanted to tell you, Mama... I shall die reconciled with God and mankind... with him, too." "Did you feel such bitterness in your heart towards him?" "In a way... forgive my saying this now... you really brought these sorrows on yourself." "Yes, sadly enough." "But when misfortune befell me... and finally there was that business with Annie... then... if I may use the absurd expression... I simply turned the tables... and convinced myself he was to blame... because he was sober and calculating and cruel, too, in the end." "I cursed him." "And now it weighs on your conscience?" "Yes, and I want him to know... that during the days I've been ill... which have been almost the loveliest days of my life... I've come to see... that he was right in everything." "In the matter concerning poor Major Crampas... what else could he have done?" "The thing with which he hurt me most... was the way he raised... my own child against me." "But as much as it grieves me... as hard as it affects me... he was right in that, too." "Let him know I died convinced of that." "It will console him, give him new heart, reconcile him perhaps." "For there was a lot of good in his nature... and he was as fine a man as anyone can be... who doesn't know true love." "A small change had occurred in the circular fIowerbed." "The sundial was gone, and its place had been taken... by a white marble slab... which bore only the words "Effi Briest"... with a cross beneath." "That was Effi's last request." ""I'd Iike to have my old name on my gravestone..." ""I did no honour to my other name."" "And her request was granted." "Look, Briest..." "Rollo's lying by the stone again." "It has affected him more deeply than us." "He won't eat a thing." "Yes, Luise, these creatures!" "That's what I always say... we're not as remarkable as we think." "We talk about instinct... and in the end, it's the best thing." "Not a day has passed, since she was buried there..." "without these questions arising." "What questions?" "Whether we're not perhaps to blame?" "Nonsense, Luise!" "What do you mean?" "Whether we shouldn't have been stricter with her." "We most of all." "Niemeyer is useless really... because he casts doubt on everything." "And then, Briest... I'm sorry to have to say it, your constant equivocation." "Finally, I ask myself... since I don't wish to remain blameless in this matter... whether she wasn't perhaps too young?" "Oh, Luise, don't go on." "That's much too vast a subject." "Subtitles:" "Peter + Waltraut Green"