"=Episode 17=" "Cha Yeo Uk." "Cha Yeo Uk." "Where are you going?" "The autopsy report is out already." "Patient's death was because of myocardial infarction." "It's not your fault." "Take this." "The tear in your coat, I mended it." "Let's return to the hospital." "Let's go back together." "You did not cause the patient's death." "That was not the reason why I left." "Then what's the reason for it?" "Tell me." "I found out a secret that is hard for me to comprehend and accept." "Although I don't exactly know what it is." "But since you have already known then it's not a secret any more." "What's important is you come to terms with it." "If you escape this reality, maybe you'll feel better for a while." "But this is not the solution." "Your father, Dr. Cha Tae Jin experimented on Lee Hae Jo's father." "Your father deliberately made Lee Hae Jo's father blind." "I'm sorry." "What are you sorry for?" "I'm sorry for everything." "I'm sorry for liking you." "For being Cha Yeo Uk, I'm sorry for all of these." "What are you saying?" "Why say such a thing?" "That secret..." "Can you tell me what that secret is all about?" "Can I help you with it?" "Can I do anything to help you?" "Let me share it with you." "I can help you ease the burden." "Don't go." "You once mend my wounded hand." "When I made a mistake, you criticized me." "You even personally hanged the curtain around my bed." "We used to eat Jjampong together." "(Jjampong- spicy seafood noodle)" "We used to do surgery together too." "Together..." "You said you want us to become good surgeons together." "I want to help ease your burden." "I just found out that my real father is..." "Dr. Min Seong Jun." "My mom and Dr. Min Seong Jun used to be lovers." "My heart is aching right now." "Cha Yeo Uk." "Everything is a lie, including me." "From the beginning... everything... was a lie." "I don't know... what to say... to make it better." "But I think... nothing has changed." "Nothing changed?" "I have no way of knowing how you're feeling." "But the fact is... nothing changed." "You're still Cha Yeo Uk." "I don't know how Dr. Cha Tae Jin and Dr. O Eun Hui loved you when you were young and I don't know how they treat you right now." "but you can't suspect your parent's love just because of what happened in the past." "Regardless of who your father is, you are still the Cha Yeo Uk I know." "You squint your eyes whenever you're tired." "You don't like your tie very tight." "When you're embarrassed, the corner of your mouth will slightly turn upwards." "You have a gentle way of talking." "Once you like something, be it a person, food or place, you will stay true to it." "Whenever your mother is mentioned, your eyes tear up." "All these haven't changed and will never change too." "You have to understand your parents." "My father... deliberately turned my mom... into a Prosopagnosic." "Tell me, what do I do?" "It's me." "What brings you here?" "Have you considered my proposal?" "I proposed to do your surgery." "What if I don't agree?" "I kind of expected that." "Since you already expected it, why are you still asking?" "I just want to confirm if you're suspecting me." "If I perform this surgery on you, do you... think I'd give you... another side effect?" "If I lie down on your operating table, will there really be another side effect?" "Who knows." "Medical Post-op side-effects, Is it a personal wish of a doctor?" "If I agree, what will happen?" "You won't kill me, right?" "You are really an extraordinary woman." "Exactly who will operate on me," "I have to consider it first." "I can't believe it." "Why would Dr. Cha Tae Jin do that?" "That's not possible." "Who told you this?" "Who told you these lies, is there any evidence?" "Are there any evidences to prove that Dr. Cha Tae Jin did all those things?" "If this is real, if there's really an evidence." "Lee Hae Jo, what could you do?" "If this happens to me," "I won't leave the hospital either." "I won't desert." "I will continue doing what I need to do." "Continue doing what I can do." "Does Dr. O Eun Hui know about this too?" "She also knows." "Then what are you still doing here?" "Didn't you say that from now on, you want to appear stronger in front of your parents?" "Go back to your parents." "Go back and protect your mother." "With eyes wide open, go and protect your mother." "It's your mother who's in a lot of pain now, not you." "My father became blind after his tumor operation." "Back then, aside from me, there was no one beside him." "When my father was in the hospital," "I couldn't even pay for the school and meal fees." "The teacher would go Lee Hae Jo, Lee Hae Jo." "Everytime the teacher announced the names of the students who didn't pay their school fees, I really feel so ashamed." "Lee Hae Jo." "I got first honor when I was in 3rd year." "The school rewarded a 300,000 won prize." "After using that money to pay for electricty, water and food, only 71,000 won was left." "do you know what I did with the 71,000?" "What did you do with it?" "To me, 71,000 was a huge amount of money." "I used that to pay for my registration fee in medical university." "And then used the 1,000 to visit the outskirts." "I said a prayer when I reached the outskirts." "I prayed that the school would grant me scholarship every year." "I told God that I'm having a very difficult time because my dad was sick." "Often, I feel ashamed because I couldn't pay my school fees on time." "So I promised God..." "If I can finish medical university through scholarship grant," "I will definitely... dedicate myself to curing patients, after I graduate." "I used that 1,000 Won like that." "You can show your vulnerable side to me, but don't do that in front of Dr. O Eun Hui, you have to be strong." "I promise you..." "I will be there for you." "Lee Hae Jo, are you sleeping?" "Thank you." "What is it?" "Tell me." "It's all right." "Is this regarding Dr. Cha Tae Jin?" "Is this related to the brain map and the surgery cases connected to it?" "Dr. Pak." "Dr. Min Seong Jun told me." "I know about it too." "In the present circumstances, I can't do anything about it at the moment." "So I just kept myself abreast with the development of this situation." "It's very hard for you." "I know how difficult it is for you right now." "You think I don't know you?" "Although you're big and tall, but you have a tender heart." "During anatomy lessons, as soon as the bell rings, your classmates ran away from the classroom." "while you remain in the room alone and arrange the dissected parts one by one." "Dr. Pak." "I already know." "I'm sorry." "For what?" "You're sorry because you only came to me now?" "What do you want to tell me." "Spill it out." "I am preparing to do an independent operation." "What kind of independent surgery do you have in mind?" "The kind of surgery Dr. Cha Tae Jin did." "What do you mean?" "Don't tell me..." "I want to do an experiment on a patient." "What did you say?" "Dr. Pak, please help me." "Go ahead." "I'll pass by my mother's office for a moment." "Okay." "Cha Yeo Uk." "What is it, Lee Hae Jo?" "I know you will overcome this." "Buckle up." "Why do you think... that I can overcome this?" "Because I believe in you." "Believing in things you can't see, that's what believing is." "Believing in those inconceivable things, that's what believing is." "Yeo Uk, it's you." "How did you know it was me?" "How can a mother not understand her own son?" "It's good that you came back." "You did well." "Sorry, Mother." "I should be the one apologizing." "For all the things I did, sorry." "I will never run away again." "Mom, please tell me everything." "Regarding you and Dad and also Dr. Min Seong Jun." "Tell me all the things I need to know." "Yeo Uk." "I have been thinking carefully for a very long time." "I don't want to live being kept in the dark like a child." "I want to face reality head on." "I will do what's needed to be done." "I will do what I can do." "Are you going to put on a show just to obtain Dr. Cha Tae Jin's trust?" "Yes." "How can I help you?" "I need a patient." "I also need a forged CT scan and records of a patient with post-op side effects." "Do you think you can get the evidence by doing this?" "On what basis would Dr. Cha Tae Jin trust you?" "I am his son." "What?" "I am Dr. Cha Tae Jin's biological son." "Is the research papers progressing smoothly?" "It's basically almost done." "Do you have any problems?" "Your expression doesn't seem like a person on the verge of creating a sensation in the medical world." "O Eun Hui keeps getting in the way." "Well..." "Once the tail grows long, it will eventually get stepped on by people." "It's just natural for you to be anxious." "Once the surgeries we did are exposed, you will suffer too." "I should perform O Eun Hui's tumor operation." "I have to make a move." "Do you want to mess with O Eun Hui's brain again?" "Aside from this, is there any other way?" "Cha Yeo Uk." "Doctor." "You're finally back." "Yes." "The cause of that patient's death is because of..." "I already know the result of the autopsy." "Really?" "Doctor..." "I already know everything." "Mom told me all about it." "I am very confused right now." "But I will slowly accept the reality." "Back then, when you hit him, was it because of Mom?" "I didn't know anything and just blamed you." "You... never did anything wrong." "I cannot forgive that father of mine." "I will never forgive him for what he did to Mom." "No." "For doing that to an innocent patient, I will never forgive him for that." "Do you have something important to discuss with me?" "It's regarding the appointment of personnel in neurosurgery." "What about it?" "I'll cut to the chase." "I am planning to kick Dr. Min Seon Jun out of this hospital." "After I remove Dr. Min from this hospital, I will install you as neurosurgery chief." "Do you mean it?" "Why would I lie to you?" "How will you go about it?" "How to go about it?" "I will entrust this to you." "What can I do to help you?" "First off, I want to have a look at those records you have." "Okay." "I also want to know how you'll go about solving this from hereon." "To date, I haven't found any solid evidence yet." "I am also currently thinking of ways to expose this thing." "I think we have to come up with a more meticulous plan." "Doctor." "The fact that I'm your son, were you shocked at all?" "I wonder how you'll feel going forward after finding out that I'm your son." "I ran away after finding out the truth." "How about you?" "I thought of running away too because it was hard for me to accept this fact." "I felt awkward, surprised and upset." "But now, I am very proud." "Not because I am your father, but because Cha Yeo Uk... you... are my son." "I want to be like a big tree you can lean on when you're tired." "Doctor." "Dr. Gang, I'm back." "I came back in order to rectify my mistakes." "Rectify it?" "Yes." "You'll still do it even if Korea University falls apart?" "If you want to correct your mistakes, you should give up everything you have right now." "Are you upto it?" "I will do what I have to do." "It won't be as easy as you think." "Not only this hospital, but also your family." "Your whole life will be destroyed in one go." "I will be watching you, to see if you have the guts to do what you need to do at the crucial moment." "Dr. Gang." "What's your plan?" "Since you told me such a huge secret." "I presume that you would surely have a plan and have your own views." "Even if I have a plan, I won't tell you about it." "I don't think so." "No matter what happens in the end, let us do it together." "Why should I do it with you?" "No matter what you do, how you do it." "I can serve as your buffer." "If your plan goes awry," "I will be among those who will ease your burden." "Because I am one of this hospital's royalty, please use me." "Why are you so serious?" "Have another shot." "I have to return to the hospital." "Why?" "I have a patient for radiotherapy this dawn." "Radiotherapy at dawn?" "Yes." "Min Seong Jun, please do not panic after hearing what I'm about to say." "Eun Hui told me over and over again to keep this from you." "But right now, I can't keep this from you any more." "What are you saying?" "Eun Hui's brain tumor has recurred." "I'm aware of that, too." "Eun Hui's not acting." "After she fainted in the grand opening of the neuromedical center, she told Cha Tae Jin her brain tumor had recurred." "It wasn't a show, she really has brain tumor." "Seong Jun." "Where are you going?" "To the hospital, I'm going to see Eun Hui." "Sit down for a moment." "I'm not done yet." "Dr. Gang Eun Hyeon has come up with a plan against Cha Tae Jin." "What do you want to say to me?" "Stop working for Dr. Cha Tae Jin's research paper." "What?" "Whether it's collating records, or whatever chore it maybe." "Don't do it any more." "Do you have any special reason for it?" "I heard that you're back." "You're already an adult." "Isn't it about time for you to grow up?" "Until when are you going to act wilfully?" "Back then, you should have listened to me, choose another specialty." "Maybe, you should have gone to the States instead." "Don't you like to study?" "Father, I already know." "Know what?" "I know that you're not my father." "I already know that you never loved Mom." "All these, I know." "I am really curious about one thing." "Have you ever treated me like your son?" "I am confused whether I'm still your son or have never ever been your son." "I never disliked you." "This is not what a father is supposed to say to his son." "That phrase, "Never disliked"." "You never supported me." "You never trusted me." "Your don't expect much from me." "It's more rational, more pragmatic, more objective." "You were never affectionate to me, is it because I wasn't your son?" "Since you already know everything, then you can only continue living like your mom and I." "What do you mean?" "I don't plan on divorcing your mom." "Your mom doesn't plan to also." "Nothing will change." "I am still your father and you're still my son." "I will do my best to fulfill my duty as a father." "I hope you will still continue to fulfill your obligation as a son." "Why won't you let me participate in Dr. Cha Tae Jin's project?" "You're just a first year resident." "It's inappropriate to participate in matters other than your job." "Is this the only reason?" "Gain more work experience first, it won't be too late to participate in this kind of project next time." "Stop this right now." "Doctor..." "Lee Hae Jo, must you do your residency here?" "What is this again..." "Because of you, I feel so awkward." "What?" "I don't want to feel this too, but I can't help how I feel." "Whenever I meet you, I feel uneasy and very awkward." "Doctor..." "After all, you're not from Korea University." "It's not easy for a woman to be an NS surgeon and perform neursurgery." "Only university hospitals have the qualifications to do brain surgeries." "Furthermore, in this hospital, you don't have a great chance of performing your own surgeries." "Why are you doing this to me?" "What you're asking me to do is..." "You're using your femininity to get close to the chief resident." "Your objective is to be more comfortable working in this hospital, isn't it?" "The more I think about it, the more upset I become." "It's best if you leave this hospital soon." "This is better for you and I." "Doctor..." "Doctor..." "Doctor..." "Doctor..." "Please apologize to me." "You should apologize to me." "Please apologize to me." "I do like you and respect you." "But just because I like you, that doesn't mean I can tolerate what you said to me earlier." "I believe you can endure what I said to you earlier." "Why must you hurt me like this?" "From now on, I won't like you any more." "You don't need to feel awkward and uncomfortable with me again." "Be upset because of me." "From now on, I won't approach you with personal matters." "I will work quietly." "I like you not because I want to be comfortable at work." "I was wrong in mistaking... pity for love." "I'm sorry." "Lee Hae Jo." "What happened?" "Did you hurt your ankle?" "Why are you limping?" "Let's mend your ankle first before we talk." "Good thing it was just a sprain." "You didn't dislocate your bone." "Thank you." "What happened?" "Why were you crying?" "I tripped." "Was it because you were running carelessly?" "Were you crying like a baby because you tripped?" "It was too painful... and I was too embarrassed, so I cried." "Lee Hae Jo." "My ankle hurts a lot." "Are you done crying?" "What happened to upset you like this." "Cha Yeo Uk..." "I'm upset about something." "What happened?" "Tell me." "I have a very bad premonition." "Right now, I don't dare to confirm whether it's true or not." "What kind of bad premonition?" "Earlier, Dr. Gang... asked me if it's possible for me to stop working on Dr. Cha Tae Jin's research papers." "There must be a definite reason for saying that to me." "What reason?" "Maybe, I'm wrong." "Maybe, I was just imagining it." "I have something to tell you." "Please stay calm after listening to what I have to say." "Your father... became blind..." "after his brain tumor surgery, didn't he?" "That surgery was done by my father, Dr. Cha Tae Jin." "I suspect that your father's blindness was intentionally caused by my father." "What did you say?" "Your father was the first victim to Dr. Cha Tae Jin's clinical experiments for his brain map." "Cha Yeo Uk, what did you just say?" "Dr. Cha Tae Jin deliberately caused my father to lose his eyesight, is that it?" "For the sake of his brain map," "he deliberately made my father blind." "Is that so?" "I'm really sorry." "Doctor..." "What is it?" "There's an NS E.R. patient." "A homeless patient involved in a traffic accident." "He needs immediate surgery." "Homeless patient?" "Yes." "He approached us and offered my dad free surgery." "After the surgery, he often checked on my dad's condition." "So, it's all because of this." "So, in his eyes, my dad is just like a little white mouse being experimented on." "Deliberately turning a patient blind and then observing the patient's condition." "How can he do such a thing?" "So devoid of humanity." "Lee Hae Jo." "Because of my deep respect for him, I wanted to be a neurosurgeon." "I am Neurosurgen, Lee Hae Jo." "Okay, I'm going over now." "Lee Hae Jo." "There's an emergency operation." "We must go now." "I'll go, instead." "Your ankle's hurt." "You want me to lie down and cry here alone?" "No." "Let's go." "I am Gim I Jun." "I am Gang Eun Hyeon." "I need to see you immediately." "These are all the information I gathered on the brain map." "Regarding these infos, they have not been published yet." "Good luck, Dr. Gang." "Dr. Gang, the preparations are complete." "Cha Yeo Uk." "Yes." "Be my assistant in this surgery." "What?" "Cha Yeo Uk, you will be my assistant in this surgery." "Ok, I know." "Dr. Lee Hae Jo." "The files which you asked me to collate, I've already sorted them out." "You have worked hard." "Dr. Cha." "I want to say something to you." "What is it?" "When my father had his surgery with you, and he became blind afterwards," "It's all premeditated." "I know all about it."