"It has gone to far." "The Faroe Islands." "Get away from here." "I changed my mind." "I want to sing." "I'll do it for 15.000 kroner." "Yes." "I have an institution here." "I'm a psychiatrist." "I didn't let you stay here so you could turn into a snot-nosed kid." "You have to open up!" "When will you visit us?" "Any time you want." "It's Carl." "I can't get anything out of him." "Maybe you could talk to him." "What's up with Ennen lately?" "Mattias, you are   the most important thing in the world to me." "You are everything good in my life." "I'm ready to go back to Norway." "Yes." "BUZZ ALDRIN, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN ALL THE CONFUSION?" "Thanks." "Hi, Sofus." "I've moved back to Norway." "One needs to go back to start now and then,   even when not collecting any money for it." "I hope you've made new friends..." ""And that your mother is doing well." "I promise to come and visit you sometime." "Greetings from your good friend, Mattias."" "Hello." " So, you're still alive?" " Yes." "It only hurts when I laugh." "Other than that, I'm fine." "How long have you been holed up In your grandparents' house?" "A few days." "Or a few weeks?" "Yes." "I'll drop by around seven." "Well, it's not..." "Hi." "Thank you." " These, I've tasted before." " You have." "They may be a bit cold." "Inside." "No." "It doesn't matter." "I got..." "I got this in connection with my job." "I thought you could use it." "Yeah, well, you never know." "Mattias?" "You've got to believe me when I say " " I haven't come to cleanse my soul  or to be forgiven for doing something stupid." "I understand that." "I wanted to make you understand that I   couldn't stay with you." "When you, no matter what, needed to hide away all the time." "I'm working on the problem." "I know that you have been in pain." "I was terribly in love with you." "I know." "And I'll be forever thankful for that." "You're a fantastic guy who I had   a fantastic time with." " But I have a new boyfriend now." " I understand." "Things just take   a little time with me." "I just wanted to tell you   not to do anything foolish." "You won't will you?" " No." " It's not worth it." "I'm not worth it." "Don't worry about me." "I never go out without a life jacket and a bike helmet." "And now a reflector." "Right..." "Thank you for coming." "Very nice of you." " Take care of yourself." " You too." " Hi." " There you are." " Come in." " Or a couple of beers in town?" " Don't you come from town now?" " I wasn't sure you'd show up." "Okay." "God!" "You guys played yesterday." " Right, you should've been there." " Yeah." " You should've said something." " Right..." "What?" " What's that supposed to mean?" " You know what that means." "I don't think I do, actually." "You haven't called me in more than a year." "I had to call your parents to find out what's happening." "It doesn't goddamn pay to trust you one iota." "Is it still about Helle, or what?" "Are you so goddamn hurt by that?" "It's time to move on, stop behaving like Kurt Cobain." "You say you don't want to sing, don't want to be part of the band." "Even though you sing goddamn great." "I've always respected that." "Then, on the boat to the Faroe Islands, you want to sing anyway." "Do you want me to sing now?" "With them?" " Jørn?" " Yes." "How much do I get?" "Goddamn primadonna..." "You didn't want 5000 or 10.000 kroner." "You wanted 15.000 kroner." "We put all the cash we had into an envelope for you." "Just because I so much wanted for the others to hear you sing." "Then you get totally pigheaded, refuse to give us the money back." "It was 15.000 kroner, did you think we could afford that?" "When I tried to take the envelope back, you punched me in the face." "I had to be taken to the hospital." "A zillion stitches on my face." "Almost lost my hearing in one ear." "And then..." "Then you run away." "You disappear." "Great!" "You disappeared as soon as the boat was in the dock." "You are one sick dude." "You know that?" "Are you running away again?" "Why didn't you just call?" "What did you actually do on the Faroe Islands?" "I was on vacation." "I heard you were committed." "Why not even a peep from you?" "For a year?" "I would've been there to help if I had known anything." "Did you ever have the desire to go to the Caribbean?" " Who hasn't?" "Why do you ask?" " Just wondering." "I read an article about Buzz a few months ago." "They call him Business Aldrin." "Did you know that?" "He didn't disappear." "That's just something you think." "You created your own world." "Made your own interpretations, just made things up." "He earns good money writing books and giving lectures." "Tons of advertising jobs." "He takes 400 dollars   for his autograph on a bad press photo." "And then the film, Toy Story." "Buzz Lightyear." "My God." "He hasn't exactly disappeared." "Just the opposite." "I actually got to get going." "I think Buzz Aldrin knew deep inside:" "Nothing would ever be the same again." "There were bad days, really bad days." "He slipped down into a depression." "He needed psychiatrical help and medication." "Aldrin paid for it himself, so that NASA wouldn't find out." "One afternoon, he breaks down completely." "Everything comes to a halt." "The only thing Buzz Aldrin manages to think, is   that he hopes he can stop feeling anything at all." "Hi." "Is that the best thing you can think to say?" "What the hell are you doing here?" "Why did you just take off?" "Eyddis..." "Don't you have words for whatever it is you are doing?" "I don't know how it is in Norway,   but in this country, we have certain forms of politeness." "Sofus and I don't deserve this." "We don't need it." "And now what?" "You want to move in?" "No, of course not." "I was just in the area..." "Faroe Islanders are generous, many doors will be open for you." " But we don't want to see you." " But what..." " Good morning." " Hi." "What are you doing here?" "I got bored." "So I came back." "Hello." "Hello." "We are sweethearts now." " We are sweethearts." " Really?" "Come on." "Good morning." "Jesus Christ, it's two thirty in the morning." "This is nothing." "Come on." " We're going up there." " Here?" "Terrific view up there." "You can see all the Faroe Islands." "And it's well worth while watching a sunrise there." " Not today." " No." "We'll have to wait for the fog to lift." "It's so nice to be here now." "I'm glad to be back." "How long are you staying this time?" "I want to stay here indefinitely." "There's no better place to be." "They're shutting us down." "I've been to a meeting in Tórshavn." "The factory is to be shut down." " They can't do this!" " It's already a done deal." " We must find other things to do." " We have to do something about it." "I've tried." "They say the reason is   the factory is no longer a post care facility." "That it's more like a normal dwelling." "The residents function on too high a level." "They are too healthy to need help." "Sofia was proof that such a place has every reason to live on." "Exactly." "But she isn't here anymore." " Why didn't anybody tell me?" " You should've called us." "This isn't getting any better." "Let's drive back to Tórshavn." " Let's go to the Caribbean." " What?" "We move out, buy a boat and leave." "It's not so simple." "It's as simple as we make it." " Couldn't we at least fly?" " No." "It has to be a boat." "That's what you want, what you have been planning for 20 years." " It's not so easy." " You already said that." " What will we do there?" " The same as here." "Work." " Doing what?" " Whatever." "We know the place." "You know everything about the Caribbean, we've read the guide." "Most of the information in that book is outdated." "We know where the Caribbean is and that there is no fog there." "There's no reason to stay here." "Carl?" "Anna?" "I'm in." "If we leave now we can get some sleep." "Sleep?" " We'll need plenty of fair wind." " We'll get that." "I don't know..." "This is your boat, Havstein." "It's a solid boat, can sail around the world in it." "It's just the right size for us." "This is fantastic." "It's all we need." "Yeah, well..." "It'll be quite a job to get it back into the ocean." "And sail it." "Who would've thought you were keeping secrets from us." "Pilot whales!" " Where?" " In Tjørnuvík." "Hurry!" "Pilot whales?" "Are we going?" "No, no." "Eyddis?" "My God, I..." "I thought you understood I wanted to get to know you better." "That becomes a little difficult when you disappear all the time." "I'm sorry." "What will you be doing when you don't disappear all the time?" "I thought that maybe..." "Hi, Mattias." "Hi, Mattias." "Good to see you again." "We're leaving now." "Just had to deliver..." "We've been babysitting." "Take care." "You're not going to travel away again?" "I don't have any special plans." "Good." "Come on, all up front!" "Come on, Ari!" "Same tactics." "Play on, everybody." "Come on, Sofus." "Come on." "Bloody..!" "Bloody hell!" "That's alright, Sofus." "I read in the paper that the factory is being shut down." "It is." "There aren't enough crazies to keep it going." "They should rather expand it." "Will the factory residents be spread in all directions now?" "Yeah, I guess." "That's a pity." " But not us." " No siree." "Hi." "There you are." "Great." "That was very good." "How many gifts have you actually given yourself?" "I am crazy." "There you are." "Thank you." "There's something I'd like to say..." "I really don't know why I haven't told you before." "Us at the factory, we have   a boat." "A real boat." "A boat?" "And we're leaving." " Where?" " To the Caribbean." " You're mad, Mattias." " I can see that it's..." "I want you to come with us." "I want you and Sofus to come with us." "I know that you can't give me an answer right now." "It's a big thing to ask." "I know you need time to think about it." "But there's nothing I want more..." "Yes." " Yes?" " Yes." " Yes?" " Yes!" "They have to come with us." " They are a large part of my life." " They must weigh a ton." "We'll wrap them in plastic and bring them along." "In plastic?" "You can't be serious." "What's so important about those files?" "You don't write much of any significance there." "What?" "Here." "It's only nonsense." "It's nonsense." " What are you doing?" " I want them with me." "It's madness to bring those file cabinets onboard that little boat." " There won't be room for us." " I really want them with me." "You can't, Havstein!" " Yes." " You can't bring them with you." "What are you really doing with this factory of yours?" "Did you stop treating people for fear of them   becoming too healthy again, that they might leave you?" "You are afraid of being alone." "And nobody figured it out?" "But now, they've figured it out." "It so damned sad, I can't watch it." "I studied psychiatry in Copenhagen." "Many years ago " " I worked part time at a hospital there." "One day  there was a patient..." "Who I thought..." "Well, Lars..." "I wandered the streets, thinking my patient would still be alive   if I hadn't put my hand on his shoulder." "I took a sick leave." "And I kept myself home behind closed, locked doors." "And I drank." "My girlfriend saw that I was just getting worse." "She wanted me to see a psychiatrist." "I refused." "It's only on TV that one psychiatrist seeks out another." "I wandered around in a fog." "My girlfriend had enough and left me." "I drank more and more." "I decided to go to the Faroe Islands to get a new start." "I started the factory, where the archives come into the picture." "I thought there must be connections   that weren't discovered yet." "A kind of psychiatric Rubik's cube." "If one could just solve it,   one could take better care of people." "Did you find those connections?" "The wind is coming on." "Hello, Mattias." "Got your address from your folks, who told me you're doing well." "Perkleiva is giving a concert on the Faroe Islands on July 13th." "It would be unbelievably cool if you showed up." "I'm ready." " Are you okay?" " Yeah..." " I won't be able to make it." " Make what?" "I'm not very strong." "I don't like the sea... or boats." "I know it's late to pull out, but I don't have a choice." "I am terribly sorry, but I think I have to..." "Anna, she..." "Who can just sail away   from their one great love?" "Just you calm down." "Let's have a talk with her." "I tried to talk to her, but I don't want to pressure her." "I just want to be with her." "I'll take care of you." "Love, Palli" "Hi." " This is Eyddis." " Damn." "Jørn." "Asia, America, Europe." "The whole ride." "Amazing." " We still need a sound man..." " I'm sure you do." "There is something..." "It is actually   the same envelope." "New money, the same envelope." "15.000." "Here you are, Jørn." "Thanks." "God..." "There you are." "Use it on the trip." "Use it on the trip." "I can try to make it up to you in another way." "Thank you!" "You are a great audience!" "And you deserve a great final!" "I'm going to bring out onto the stage   the best voice you've ever heard." "Mattias!" "It had gone better with me than with Aldrin." "Because for him it had gone as badly as it could go." "Aldrin is being forgotten gram for gram." "Aldrin got lost in all the confusion." "He was unhappy." "Terribly unhappy, without having the slightest idea why." "He took pills to sleep at night and to get up in the morning." "Aldrin drank everything he came across." "His wife went out the door and never came back." "I've searched for that moment, but I can't find it,   even though it's there:" "That one singular second when Aldrin understands   that it doesn't matter that he could never travel   further than where he's already been." "I try to pinpoint that moment   when Buzz Aldrin finally dares to really think it through." "It demands enormous will, luck and ability   to be first." "But you need a gigantic heart to be number two." "Yeah." "Come on." "Damn, Mattias." "Alright, thanks." "My God, Jørn." "That's the least I could do for you." "Right?" "I haven't been too nice   to you." " You liked it?" " I didn't say that." "We're not having that discussion now." " I'll never do it again." " Okay with me." "I can ride tonight for many years." "But you liked it?" "Cheers!" "Mattias." " The uniform?" " Yes." "Hi." "That's good." "Mattias!" "Bon voyage!" "Hoist the topsail!"