"We started at Kauri Tree bend and walked all the way along the ridge." "And it took like an hour." "Over there?" "All along there,..." "We went around to the next door beach, which is just..." " Excuse me." "I wonder, could you tell me,  is this where they make the film, the 'Piano'?" "No, that's the next door beach, Karakare." "Damn." "Thank you." "I forgot!" "What?" "Check this out." "It's Ant's screenplay." "You should read this, read that." "Rebecca takes off her shirt, then her bra." "She looks at the camera, proud, defiant." "When I was 14 we moved to Hamilton because my father got a job there." "That's weird." " That's not weird, it's crap." "What if it's his only copy?" "I don't care!" "Liz, he'll kill you!" "He's my darling." "He's so fine, oh yeah." "Excuse me, I want a photo." "Hallo again." " Hi!" "I want a photo of myself here, I don't have time to go to the other beach,  I will just pretend." "Looking good!" "How can people leave rubbish in this beautiful place?" "It's terrible." "It's awful." "Oh, it's a script." "By Anthony..." "...Bainbridge." " Bainbridge." "Bainbridge." "It's interesting." "I have a friend who makes films in Germany." "Yeah?" "It's funny." "What day is it?" "I've no idea." "Shit, maybe it's Wednesday." "Who cares?" "My appointment's on Wednesday." "Shit!" "It's alright." "Do you want me to come along with you?" " No, don't worry." "Shit!" "Do you go to Remuera?" "Fuck!" "Here it is." "Here!" "Stop!" "Hi sorry I'm late, I'm here for my abortion." "What time was your appointment?" " Two." "That's fine." "What name was it?" " Elizabeth Freen." "Freen?" " F.R.E.E.N." " Unusual name." "Not in my family." " Freen?" "I'm sorry, we don't have any record of your appointment." "What do you mean?" "Your appointment was for last Wednesday." "What?" "No,..." " We tried to ring." "... you don't understand!" " But there was never anyone at home." "You've got to give me another appointment." "It's not that simple." "How many weeks are you?" "I don't want a baby!" "If you really wanted this termination, you'd have been here a week ago." "Subconsciously you really want this baby." "What do you know about my subconscious?" "It has to be exceptional circumstance for us to grant a termination now." "Well you see they can get quite infected." "I knew a gay who's nipple just fell off." "Dickhead!" "Dickhead!" "Piss off!" "How'd it go?" "Fine." "Thank you." "It's a great honour to receive this award  and I'd just like to thank my mother whose support made this film possible." "Well I'd like to thank the Academy, or the  New Zealand film thing, for this award, and  I like to thank my mother." "Hi there!" " Hi Prue!" "Ant, Mike." " Nice to meet you." "Great drying day." "Yeah." "Guess what!" "What?" "Mike and I have decided to get married!" "Who to?" "How often dose it happen that a New Zealand author has to  make it overseas before he gain any recognition here in New Zealand?" "Anthony Bainbridge struggled for years writing scripts." "Now he's a force to be reckoned with, an international reputation, in Germany." "Anthony, hi." " Hi." "Did you show your script to many people in New Zealand before  sending it to Germany?" " No, I didn't show it to anyone." ""Topless women":" "Surely a risky subject to write in the climate of political correctness?" "Is your Film a critique of the increasing prudishness  of modern society?" " No." "How did you get the ideas for the film?" "I don't Know.." "I guess, I just like women's  women's... wom..." "Do you like Chinese?" "I hope they have sticky rice, I love sticky rice." "You got a little bit of a spring onion." "Hi, good morning, would you like to have any shark fin dumpling?" "What do you think?" "" " Spare pork?" "No, thanks.." "I'll have sticky rice." " Maybe on the other tray." "Get you later, okay?" "Okay." " Thank you." "Do you like anything else to eat?" "Sticky rice!" "Do you have any sticky rice?" " Sticky rice?" "Sticky rice, yeah." "I ask another one to take it to you." "Could you wait 3 minutes?" "Yes, fine." "Oh Christ!" " What?" "Just someone I know." "Kerry?" "Yeah." "What have you against him?" " I just hate tall people." "I booked it a week ago." "Kerry Mulvehille." "Oh god, I'm so full." "I think I'm putting on weight." " Excellent." "In fact, I think I'm going to be putting on quite a lot of weight." " Excellent!" "You know that morning that I went for my abortion?" "Well I didn't have it." "So are you getting back with the father?" " No!" "Liz, I don't want to get too involved." "Who is getting involved?" "Well it's just that  my girlfriend's coming back from Turkey in three weeks." "Your what?" "My girlfriend." " You have a girlfriend?" "I know, I should have said something before." "But I didn't think it was that important." "We've slept  together what ten, fifteen times." "It's not like we're having a relationship." "I'm sorry." "Sticky rice." "Neil." " How's it going?" "Okay." " Not pregnant or anything?" "Who the fuck told you?" " Prue." "She's got a big mouth." "I'd like to know who the father is?" " Can't we talk about this another time?" "No, I want to talk about it now!" "I have a right to know who the father is." "Stay out of my face." "It isn't the right time to be talking about." "Liz!" "Gary!" "What's the occasion?" "You're fired." "Liz!" "All right, who's the father?" "You are." "Happy now?" "Christ, I knew it." "Fuck, this is serious Liz." "Why didn't you talk to me?" "Or just had an abortion?" "Where was the condom?" "So you are having the baby." "Why?" "You don't want kids!" "I've changed my mind, I've been feeling all maternal." "Jesus!" " Look Neil,  you don't have to have anything to do with this you know." "I don't want any fucking part of it." "It's an insane idea." "And you shouldn't be smoking!" "Liz!" "I'm sorry for what I said." "Just leave me alone." "Now listen!" "I know you've got a boyfriend now, but just in case it doesn't work out..." "What?" " Well, we could get back together." "I could be the father if you want." "You what?" "You know, mother, father, baby." "We could get married, whatever you want." "Liz." "You don't love me, you said so yourself." "Well the feeling was mutual as I recall." " Exactly." "We could try." "Look Neil, it wouldn't work." "Yeah." "Yeah, you're right." "Is it kicking?" "God, look at you." "That's so unfair, you got a head start." "I'm carrying a child." "Are you enjoying it?" "It's good to have big tits for a change!" "I reckon!" "So are you gonna come to my wedding?" " No, can't afford 3 grand." "Got fired." "What?" "Again?" "I'd really like you to be my best women." "Come on Stuey!" "Good boy!" "Who's a great big wet bunny then!" "You little sweetheart." "Just a couple more lengths." "Away you go." "Mr. Mulvehill?" " Sorry?" "Yes, that's me." "I'm sorry to bother you." "I wanted to speak to you about your son." "Which one?" " Kerry." "I don't want to make any trouble for Kerry your family or anything." "I know he doesn't love me." "Could you make that out for cash?" "Three thousand dollars." "I don't really want to give you this." "And you know why?" "Means I'm going to be a grandfather." "Me!" "Come and sit here." "Come on." "You know I don't even know your name." " Rebecca." "Rebecca." "Oh Jesus!" "Stuey!" "You lazy little shit." "Shit." "Thanks, Mum." " Do you want me to iron your shirt?" "I wanna fuck you." " That's nice dear." "Geoff!" "Ant's going to be getting really nervous!" "Yeah." "Prue!" "What?" "You know this marriage thing?" "It's serious." "It's not a joke." "Why?" "It's just hard to tell sometimes." "You know?" "I love you." "And I can't wait to be your wife." "I'm gonna be late." "Can I come?" "Geoff, don't do that!" "Thank you very much." "I hope you enjoy the film!" "Thank you for coming!" "Nice speech Ant, good one." " Thanks." "It will start in a minute." "I first met Andrew at Alcoholics Anonymous." "I thought he was rude and arrogant." "Now it's hard to believe he's really the most  gentle and loving person I've ever met." "Maybe I'll look back on this part of my life and  say yes, that was the best time." "The very best time." "Our first child was born in 1980." "We've still been living in a little shag in Geraldine." "Robert would work on the ski field during the season  and in the summer we would do a little fruit picking." "We had a beautiful life." "When I was fourteen my family moved to Hamilton  because my father had a job as the foreman on a construction site." "My name is Rona." "Il think it's a Maori name." "It's ironic, because my mother was very racist." "Every time we drove past Maori land,  she would complain that the Maori  were too lazy to do anything with their land." "I almost forgot." "My father..." "Have you seen Ant?" "What a load of crap." "I'm going  to go and see where Ant is?" "Sure." "How's it going?" " Good." "And you?" "Yeah, good." "Well I'll see you." " You must be Buckwheat  and Bertha, right?" " That's right!" "I'm Geoff." "Liz's boyfriend." "You look fucking gorgeous." "How are you going?" "Glad to see you." "What are you doing here?" "Hi!" " Hi!" "Are you okay?" "Yeah." "Wasn't it great!" "Yeah." "I was so..." "I was so excited I had to go and have a vomit." "Ant." "Geoff!" "What?" "Are you okay?" "Sure." "I don't think we should see each other anymore." "What do you mean?" "I mean it's over!" "How's that?" "That's alright." "Liz!" "Liz!" "What did you think?" "It was really good!" "Yeah it was really good." "See ya!" "See ya!" "Right, let's go in." " No, Ant!" "You're not looking well." "You should call it a night." "I want to go and mingle." "We'll go get a drink, somewhere else, down here." " Why?" "Why not?" "Come on, cross, quickly!" "I saw  some reporters there." "They'll want to take my photo, won't they?" "I was in the room, pregnancy,  and she had a baby, it was painful,  but I remember when she born me..." "This guy with you?" "Hey ma'am?" "Sort of." "I'm sorry." "I was a dick." "Liz!" "Hi." "Prue" " Hi." "Welcome." " Thank you." "Congratulations on the baby, when  is it due?" "Couple of months." " Are you the father?" " No, He is." "Good for you to eat." "She's a vegetarian." "He says you have to eat meat to make big strong babies." "Shut up." "So what do you do?" "I'm just husking off the coconut." "I'm a scriptwriter." "Feature films mostly." "Do women in Niue go around topless?" "Just I'm thinking of writing a feature film script set on a Pacific Island." "Here you are, this is your room." "We can have two little rooms." " Mike and Prue can sleep in here." "Yeah." " But, they can't." "Why not?" "Because they're not married yet!" "Thank you!" "This holiday's going to be fun." "Well don't blame me." "I'm not blaming you." "This is like one of those old romantic comedies." "The guy and the girl  are forced to stay in the same hotel room and eventually they just..." "Yeah Neil but this time..." " They don't." "Well you can sleep here and I'll sleep in Ant's room or something." "Okay." " No really, I insist." "What?" "This is pretty ridiculous." "Why?" "This is the only thing we've got in common." "Fuck!" "Yeah!" "See ya." "Good on you mate!" "You are champion." "She's broken up with Geoff." "Didn't you know?" "No." "It's terrible when your best friend goes out with someone that you can't stand." "Come on." "It's just a wedding." "You okay?" "Yeah." "I just guess I found it really moving." " Bullshit!" "I'm just really scared." "You know?" "Scared of being alone." "You're not." "You've got great friends, you have." "I don't know, I've just never really been in love before, you know." "I don't know what to do?" "About what?" "I told them you were a virgin." "What?" "They might check the sheets in the morning." " For Jesus!" "Well what happens?" " They stone the girl and call her a slut." "I've had an idea for a feature film script that I'd like to run past you..." "Ant!" "What?" "Your film." "You know the premiere." "Yeah." "It was a disaster, man." "Everybody hated it." "It sucked!" "You're funny!" "It's the truth." "No one had a good word to say about it." "Yeah, right?" "How come everyone said they loved it?" "." " Because Prue told them to." "Crap!" "She did." "She didn't think you could handle it." "She said you were too psychologically unstable, but that's bullshit, man!" "Isn't it!" " Yeah right!" "Course." "Ant!" "Ant, what's wrong!" "How are you feeling?" "Well?" "I think he just wants to be by himself, but how knows?" "Come on." " How could you." "Fuck!" "Look, this is our honeymoon!" "You shouldn't worry about that loser!" "This is trivial!" " This is not trivial!" "Hi." "I've been thinking." "What?" "You know how most couples, the first few years it's really good and they have great sex and everything. - yeah?" "And then it gets boring and they just stay together  out of convenience or for the sake of the children." "Yeah?" "We could skip that good bit." "We'd just go straight to the boring, loveless, sexless thing." "What a wonderful opportunity!" "Well maybe." "Maybe it is." "Are you serious?" "Yeah." "Do you reckon you could ever fall in love with me again?" "No." "Sorry." "What about you?" " Nah." "Well, it's perfect then isn't it?" "Okay, it's a deal." "What?" "I'm just having a pee." "I didn't expect to see you here." "I'm actually here waiting for..." "You look great!" "Yeah." "I'm actually here waiting for Bryony." "And there she is." "Bryony!" "How's it going?" "Where is Prue?" "I don't know!" "Go away, leave me alone." "Baby, I've missed you so much." "Car been running okay?" "It's fine." "How've you been?" " Unbelievably lonely." "Yeah right." " I've been learning to knit." "The lady at the shop cast on for me." "See!" " Nice." "So, you're not going to tell me about this great sex life you've been having?" "What great sex-life?" "You know." "No I don't." "No I don't." "I don't need anyone else, I'm through with all that, I love you." "Well fuck you buddy!" "You 're a fucking liar." "I know what you've been up to." "I've heard about Liz!" "Kinky!" "Nice not having to use contraception for a change." "I don't know who you've been talking to." " Don't bother with your fucking lies!" "This is the last fucking time Geoff!" "Fuck you!" "Well fuck you, Bryony!" "I'm sick of having a relationship where we don't even trust each other." "You know what Geoff?" " What?" "I don't care who you fuck." "It's your stupid pathetic lies that I can't stand." "I've not been lying to you." "Oasis!" "Right!" "Hi mum!" "Just go away!" "Prue and I are having a trial separation." "Wow, you guys sure work fast." "Why?" " Because of something I did." "Did you try and fuck her up the arse?" "Someone's here to see you." " Prue?" "Hi!" " Hi." "Look, I need to stay for a few days." "I..." " Sure, help yourself mate." "I mean hit the couch, cook some eggs." "Thanks." "Look Mike, you're the only person I can trust." "Just don't tell anyone I'm here, okay?" "No thanks, makes me paranoid." "Going to have some dinner?" " I can cook my own, really." "What are you going to have?" "Steak." "Well, I have courgettes and a little bit of pasta." "We could maybe have some together." "I don't want to impose." " No, no." "You alright?" " Went down the wrong way." "What?" " Oh god!" "Shit Neil!" "What's wrong?" "Only kidding." "Cheers!" "Cheers!" "Do you know what?" "What?" "This is really great not being in a relationship." "You know, not to have to worry about what the other person's feeling." "You okay?" "Ant!" "What?" "Why don't you go and see Prue tomorrow." "What for?" "Well, so you can tell her you're okay!" " I don't think that's a very good idea." "Melrose Place!" "Just in case you get lonely, man." "I can't reach, it's too uncomfortable." "What the fuck are you doing?" " You'd look good with short hair." "Would I?" " Or a fringe." "Why don't you bonk somebody else?" " Right, like who?" "The guys aren't exactly flocking these days." "Well not in here buddy." "What about Neil?" " Fuck off!" "We're just friends, we're just mates, I mean, god!" "Hi everybody!" " Hi." "How's Ant doing?" " Good I think." "He's staying with Mike." "Mike?" "Prue!" "Come on." "Come on." "It's okay." "Fuck." "Why do all these beautiful women spend their lives  thinking about some guy?" " It's not like that, Mel." "It is." "Fuck." "You girls don't know what you're missing." "Show me." "Hi!" " Hi." "How's our little All-Black today?" "What do you think?" " I think this place is a mess." "I'd just like it, you know if you could be a bit more tidy, okay?" "Sure Liz, that's fine." "There's nothing to worry about." "About what?" "The last month of pregnancy you're bound to be sensitive  to smells, and mess, you know that sort of things." "Is that right?" "Yeah." "They're cute!" " How sweet." "From my aunt." "What are you staring at?" "Fuck you!" "You!" "Your hair looks nice!" " Thanks." "You're the only person who'll ever see what this leaf looks like underneath." "You can look at it too." "No one else will ever see it." "It looks like all the other leaves." "Ant!" "Hi." " Hi." "Come in." "How are you?" "Good, yeah." "I didn't expect to see you." " No." "A cup of tea?" " No, thanks." "Ant, I'm sorry about your film." "It's fine." "Wasn't very good, was it?" " No." "It was terrible!" "Load of crap!" "Ant, I've missed ya!" "I was worried about you." "Don't be." "You LIAR!" "." "You're bleeding." " Don't worry, I'm ok." "How'd it go?" "Yeah, good." "Hi." " Hi, Mike." "You okay?" "Yeah." "Ant just visited me." " I brought him around." "I was hoping that maybe..." "What?" "Miss you Prue." "Yeah." "Miss you too." "What?" "What is it?" "Oh fuck!" "Shit!" "What did he...?" "It's nothing!" "Shit!" "I'm sorry babe!" " No, it's all..." "Please don't die." "Love you." "Fishcakes!" "What can I get ya!" "Liz!" "What are you doing here?" "So bored." " Not for much longer." "Hi, Liz." "I mean Rebecca." "How's my baby?" "She's a big girl now Kerry!" "Careful,  we don't want anything to happen to the baby." "Right, Space?" "My God!" "Congratulations!" "Wow!" "Fortunately my father's extremely rich so junior will have all the luxuries." "Liz." "Won't he darling?" " Don't they make a lovely couple?" "Have you chosen a name yet?" " Neil?" "If it's a girl?" "I want you to leave now!" "Come on, lets get out of here, I don't like it, you might get jostled." "Come on we're not welcome here." " Fuck off!" " Kerry!" "Kerry mate!" "How are ya?" "Good mate!" " What's going on here?" "Is there going to be a fight or something?" "Excellent!" "I haven't had a fight since school." "You always were a fucking homo!" "Yeah?" "Wanna come to a party?" " Great!" "Can I catch up with you later?" "Ka-boo!" "Okay!" "You okay?" "You okay?" "Yeah." "Good." "Thanks a lot." "Did you get my booties?" "Yeah, I did." "Did you really knit them yourself?" " Yes." "But I'm past all that now." "I don't use patterns anymore, I do my own stuff." "Fucking great party, Kerry!" " Well what are we going to do now?" "Let's go back to town!" " Hang on, I've got an idea." "You know that girl Liz?" " You know her address?" "Geoff!" "Hi!" "Do I know you at all?" " No." "You know her." "Bryony, what are you doing here?" "I live here." "So, how the hell are you?" " I have been going through hell!" "I've been trying to contact you for ages." "I left  phone messages and faxes for you." "Maybe I wanted to punish you." "Well it worked, Bryony." "Good." "I wanna fuck you!" "What?" "Geoff, I'm gonna go man." " Look, just wait a minute, okay?" "Yeah, it's what I've heard." "Do you think we could have a relationship again." "Yeah, sure!" " Really?" "Sure!" " Excellent!" "I love wool, don't you love wool?" "Well tidy!" " Things will be a lot tidier from now on." "Why?" "I'm moving out." "What?" "I'm moving out." "Why?" "I can't do this." "You don't give a fuck about me." "Hold on a minute!" "What do you mean?" "I mean that was the whole idea." "That was the deal, remember?" "I lied to you." "I do love you." "I know." "You know?" "Yes." "It's that obvious" "Yeah." "I love you too." " Do you?" "Yeah!" "Fuck off!" "You know I'm not stupid!" "You're still in love with Geoff!" "Fuck off!" " You are, I'm not stupid!" "Fuck you!" "You know you are totally fucked up man!" "I'm not fucked up!" "I mean what is this shit here?" "He loves him, I love her..." "No, I can't do this!" " If you can't do it, then fuck off!" "You selfish bitch, you just think of yourself!" " No, you are wrong!" "Wrong!" "I am not selfish, you fucker!" "Just be careful  of the baby!" " Oh be careful of the baby!" "I didn't even want this baby, remember!" "Look at me Neil." "Just look at me, you fucker, look!" "Sorry." "Thought it was going to rain." "You know when you said before  that you loved me?" "Well, did you say that you loved me?" "Yeah." "Really?" "Why didn't you tell me?" "Because I wasn't sure  whether you like lovey-dovey." "I do!" "I fucking lovey-dovey you!" "God you're beautiful." "What about Geoff?" "I've finished with him, I can't stand him." "So you don't want him in your life anymore or...?" " Nah." "I've just got to go out for a bit." "I'll be back, okay?" "See ya!" "See ya!" "Prue!" "Hi!" "No nothing yet." "I was just phoning 'cause, well I've  just done something really terrible." "I just told Neil that I loved him." "It's not true." "I lied." "Because he was going to leave me." "Yeah." "I don't really feel that I can do this by myself." "Look Liz, don't worry." "Yeah I know." "It'll be okay." "What?" "Well I would, but I'm just getting over the flu or something." "Yeah, talk to you soon." "Don't forget to ring me when it starts because I don't want to miss anything." "Why didn't you tell her what happened with Ant?" "Cause she's got a lot to think about and I didn't want to worry her." "I did it again, didn't I?" "Do you believe me?" "What are they tooting for?" "Anyway, that's it.." "I've changed." "It's good what happened." "I really needed it to happen." "I did sleep with Liz a few times." "You're not angry with me?" "No." "Do you like these pants?" "Yeah I love them." "They're fantastic." "I've been such a bastard you know." "I've been really cruel,  I mean to Liz." "I just used her for sex, I mean can you believe that?" "It's so destructive." "Bryony?" "We're going to be late!" "Where's she gone?" " To the airport." "I'm gonna miss her!" "Why?" "Where's she going?" " Overseas." "Forever." "Kerry, we gotta go!" "What?" "Kerry, can I borrow your car?" " No way." "We don't need any of your fucking knitting, okay mate!" "So you stay the hell away!" "What?" "Is Geoff home?" "Is Geoff home?" " No." "Do you know where he is?" "Get out of the car, mate!" " What?" "Get out of the car!" "What's up, mate?" "An emergency?" "No." "Everything's fine." "Don't worry." "Bryony!" " Jesus, what's he doing?" "Bryony!" "Geoff!" " Bryony, stop!" "I love you!" "God!" "Stop!" "I love you!" "Just ignore him!" " Bryony!" "Go away!" "Bryony!" "Bryony, stop, I love you!" "Bryony!" "You stupid bitch!" "Geoff mate!" "Happy birthday!" " It's not my birthday." "It's your name Jeremy?" "Damn." "Can't even get the name right." "Look Geoff, this really isn't such a good time for me." "Is Neil here?" " No!" "I haven't seen Bryony in months." "We broke up." "How is everything with you and Neil?" "Good." "Yeah great." "Geoff." " Liz?" "If things don't work out between you and Neil..." "Yeah?" "I'd make a good dad." "I'm great with kids." "What's so funny?" "Look I'm really serious." "I'm talking marriage, I'm talking the whole bit." "I'm serious." " You're kidding, right?" "No!" "I'm not." "I know, I've been a bit of a prick." "I'm sorry." "I'm really sorry." " Geoff." "I just, you know,..." "I'm speechless." "I know." " How cute!" "What the hell are you doing here?" "Geoff, you are one sick fuck, did you know that?" "Did you ask her?" "I told you to stay in the car." "What?" "Did you bring this arsehole up here?" "It's just that you owe his father three thousand dollars so I thought  like I can pay it for you, if you want." " Piss off!" "Liz, I'm only trying to help you out." " Look, would both of you just fuck off!" "I hate it when girls say the word 'fuck', you know, I find it really unattractive." "Fuck off!" "My kind of party!" "Kerry!" "Kerry stop!" "Yuk!" "Oh my God." "You want me to come along with you?" " No, don't worry, I can do by myself." "Taxi!" "Fuck!" "Ant!" "What?" " Help me!" "Go away!" "I'm busy!" " I want you to help me now!" "We've got to get you to a hospital!" "No!" "It's to late!" "Shit!" "Can I help you?" "Shit." "She's having a baby!" " Oh my God!" "Hang on a minute,  I'm just closing up!" " Have you got any drugs?" "Painkillers?" "Crunchie!" "Crunchie!" "Where are you?" "Hang on." "Just hang on Liz!" "No, I think you should keep your clothes on!" "Got to get my undies off!" "Oh Jesus." " Liz just hang on!" "One more second." "I can see his head!" " No!" "It's coming!" "It's... it's a baby!" "My baby." "Have you seen my goat?" "Crunchie?" "Yeah." "What are you doing?" " I'm just having a rest." "Are you sick?" " No." "I'll be okay in a minute." "What's your name?" "Sally." "Sally!" "Crunchie always chews on his rope." "He's naughty" "Liz, hi!" " Kia Ora!" " Look!" "Congratulations!" " Hi." "Where is Neil?" "I don't know." "He wanted to be at the birth more than I did." "He's going to be so happy." "Yeah, I know."