"The probe revealed the class with Paul, the mastermind." "And Andres." "A putative leader, for Paul was truly the one..." "Along with O av... and Tiit set up a meeting of Kaspar and Joosep" "Mock ng that willingly could be described as a prank gone awry, climaxed with the usage of knives." "With knife-point threats and holding they forced the boys to an oral sexual act." "'m sorry" "THE CLASS L FE AFTER" "CONSOLATION" "Five months after the shooting" "You're here?" "Reen's phone, Vä no speaking" "No-no, she is taking a nap, she doesn't fee good" "No worres, "II have her call you back." "No, everything is fine." "Have a good one, bye." "What's wrong?" "Are you ill?" "Do you want me to get you anything?" "Tea w th honey?" "Aspirin?" "We could clean off tartar wh e she s drugged." "Ju a, what is it?" " I d d everything wrong..." "How come?" "T all went well She survived." "Ju a, your father is on the phone" "Dad, hi..." "Forgive me, haven t had time today." "S everything alright?" "Good See you soon." "You behave there, a right!" "Well, bye!" "She hasn't eaten for days, she won't talk to me." "She leaves things everywhere." "She won"t call to her office." "They are pan cking over there." "Paul was the masterm nd or of a sort for these bu es." "Don't know, maybe he just came up with these..." "Look, is t possible she cou d come over tomorrow?" "There s someone coming, have to hang up now." "Thank you Goodbye!" "He o!" " Hello!" "We're from Paul's class." "We came to offer our help" "What he p?" "We visit all parents, who've ost a child." "To support them." "F you need anyth ng done at home, go shopp ng or... see, at the moment there"s nothing I can think of..." "He o!" "Goodbye then." " Goodbye..." "Ju a." "Are you getting by?" " Yeah." "Sure." "And you?" " Yes." "Was just taking the dogs..." " I was going to go with Nero." "Nero?" " Yes, would you ke me to introduce him to you?" "How o d is he?" " Just turned 11" "You're quite an oldie." " He was Paul's dog." "After his death Nero s been mourning" "When did you last see a vet?" " Can't remember." "Paul took h m the last t me" " You should have h m checked." "Them old es, they deve op all sorts of problems." "Dogs' psychology is quite complex." "'ve got two dachshunds, for they can't stand solitude." "They shouldn"t be kept in a f at at all." "Nobody wanted them for they were the weakest two of the litter, albeit for free." "Can raise dachshunds, but cou dn't help my own son." "Who said our ecture has ended?" "So!" "For next time, please write a short story on "My father"." "Not that he's ta with moustache, but an analysis of your relat onsh p." "As honestly as you can." "What about those, who don't have a father?" "Those make h m up!" "M nimum three pages!" "Goodbye!" "Yes, Ralf?" " If you find it interesting and want to talk..." "To give a lecture?" " No-no." "To come... as a father." "Ju a!" "He o." " Hello didn't know Olav's here" " He sn"t, he's at Metsakalmistu" "was at Paul's grave" ""m with a car." "'m go ng to downtown... haven't been to Olav's grave yet." " Do you want to go alone?" "Väino, 'm alone all the time." "Let"s go!" "Olav blamed all on his granny, don't know how we bought it." "Yes, p ease." "Thank you" "Paul was a very happy child" "My wife always said just lift a finger and he smiles." "Always smiling on every photo." "No teenage prob ems either." "For him learning was never a problem, he had best marks." "We planned to send him to Oxford or Sorbonne, took anguage essons." "Saved up money... but spent it on funeral." "'ve always thought a man has to make his own choices..." "Olav never bothered to decide." "Two totally opposite raising methods - and neither worked." "Thank you." "Julia really needed th s evening" " Me too." "Bye!" "He o." "How was your day?" "Reen, why are you angry with me?" "Why d dn't you call?" "Forgive me." "Let's go eat, I' te you where I've been." "Okay?" "De cious!" "Reen, you have worn me out with your negat vism reen, you have worn me out with your negat vism don't have energy to continue like this, s mply can t" ""m not sure whether you comprehend it."" "You are so deeply caved in can t break that wall." "Reen, I beg you..." "We can't delay it any longer." "Want to talk about our son." "You don t want to see things as they are, Paul..." " Paul"s dead!" "Almost half a year now!" "Would you p ease et him go!" "What are you doing?" "Where were you?" "Was just wa king the dog." " For four hours?" "Worried myself sick here" "just wanted to have peace s that so?" "Well, did you?" "Did." "Don"t bicker now, please" "Forgive me." "Signing of the project is due in few days." "You heard news." "Morning." " Good morning." "Some Ju a." "Should I take it?" "He o, Väino"s phone" "Sweetie let me have it." "Oh." "Hi." "Julia." "L"m listening." "About the dog, yes." "Ha f past six is f ne." "Alright, very good, thank you, good bye!" "Who was t?" " Julia." "You should know her" "She's the mother of Paul's classmate, appears she's a vet." "She said our Nero has a tumour." " When did she tell you that?" "When mentioned her..." "don't know... that the dog is inert... and he has some..." "I don"t know, some lumps under his belly" "Look who"s here!" " Hello!" "Pretty Ju a." "You"re eaner" "Look here!" "This s how t looks like" "So this is what the famous Damascus steel is ke..." "My father's been ta king about it my who e life." "Careful." "T"s sharp" " What a beauty!" "You look good." "Thank you" " Awhile ago you"re w thered." "Was it that obvious?" " No-no." "Only noticed it." "Thank you." "Are you sure you do not want anything for th s?" "Stop that rght now..." "Say hi to your father for me." " Thanks" "See you soon, bye!" ""M tired of talking about this, it seems so pointless"" "We spoke to the potential mother, sa d we wanted to raise the boy." "She got scared, of course." "T's hard to find someone who"d just be a good donor mother..." "Why do you think two men shou d raise a child at all?" "Every kid needs also a mother." "Have you considered adopting?" "Or is t prohib ted if..." "We're not infertile." "You know." "We want to have our own child" "Absolute y surreal This sn"t for me" "Why not?" "You're a father." "Agrieving father." "Think what kind of he p..." "Why the he is everyone suddenly trying to force help on me?" "T drves me crazy." "Of course, you know what happened to my son." "Or... thinks they know They've read it in papers." "N fact it wasn"t so My son Paul was evil." "A bruta person." "How he turned out like that don't know." "Daddy!" "Dr. He nmaa will see you in a minute sn't Julia Neeme here?" " No, she has a day off" "He o, flower, why so sad?" "Wait, I've drank too much." "You're coo when drunk." "Johannes, you're lovely, but..." "But what...?" " It's too soon." "Also to d Ester it's soon." "What do you mean." "Told Ester?" "She thought I might entertain you ton ght, get back on track" "No-no, you take it wrong!" "Like you, you also know it." "Wait, I feel sick!" "Ju a...?" " Väino, sten." "'ve got a problem... can't find the bus stop and..." "bit of a situat on, you know" "Wait, what happened?" "Where are you?" " I don't know." "Somewhere in the woods." "Could you pick me up?" "Please." "Pretty please." "How can I come when don't even know where to come." "Can see sea from here..." "'m in Mähe, or Merivälja... s there any bus stop you cou d spot?" " No." "Jesus." " No, just me..." "What happened?" " I had to rest a bit." "Don't look that horrib e, do?" " On the contrary." "You look wild!" "Even f endish!" "Wait, I'll get it." "S everything alright?" "Ta k to me." "Dear Johannes, you're late." "Yesterday I laid in a ditch and was rescued by the man of my dreams, quite litera y." "Don't deserve th s" "Don't know what I was thinking shouldn"t have come" "Oh." "Dr Heinmaa to d Nero has cancer and needs a surgery." "Did you book for a time?" " Yes" "Professor." "I took your class two years ago, but got sick and I haven t received a grade for it." "What should I do?" "What's your name?" " Kalmar." "Listen." "Kalmaar!" "Do you take me an id ot?" "No, I just want to do the test" "Too late!" "Te me, why you even need the B.A. Degree for?" "As a dut ful citizen I'll make sure that people ke you would never get any academ c degrees." "Remember that!" "Professor." "Could I turn in my paper now, I can't come today." "Why?" " Why what?" "You want to give me the paper." "Yet can"t come to the lecture?" "Yes, but I've got casting and..." " Exce ent You go there!" "That's where you shou d be." "Even though..." "I doubt it..." "But yeah." "There's def nitely nothing for you to do here." "Good luck!" "Oh." "How cute dog!" "Well!" "Let's sp t up into four groups." "Those, who one day wish to be writers, come here by the door" "Well, hurry up, wrters!" "Next, those who dream about the honourab e profession of a terature teacher, please!" "The next group, those who just want a degree and a d ploma" "By the windows come those interested in reading." "Writing and work, work, work and once again work." "Can we change groups?" " No, you can't!" "Anything e se?" "Only these three w stay here and the rest can go to hell!" ""M not go ng to teach career-minded imbeciles,"" "won't waste my time on them!" "Those who cou dn't even dec de why they wear out the seats here are to get out first!" "Get out!" "We"ve got some work to do!" "Now what happened?" " I see red when lecture them terature, the art of arts - and a herd of sheep stare back." "They are not nterested, they just sit there to k time." "Listen." "They're just kids Maybe you need some time off?" "Have you lost your mind?" "Don't want to take time off, want to get rid of sheep." "Everyone tries to help me..." "Nobody asks me what I want." "My son s dead, my wife left me and my dog is dying, plus I'm about to fall n love." "Don't want to take time off, need some meaning to fe." "Not just some kind of bullshit." "What's up?" "Life"s fucked up" "Wait, I have a ways wanted to ask you as the expert." "Wh ch one s correct in Estonian?" "S t 'fucked"or 'fuuucked"?" "You know, in fact it"s the most sensib e question today" "You see, both are th rd degree of quantity, t depends on the s tuation." "F t's more or ess alright then its' 'fucked", but if like tota y, t's fuuucked'" "t"s good to have someone ntelligent to ask advice from." "Keep your ears and eyes open and fe s full of surprses." "Absolute y." "What s going to happen to me now, my child?" "Will you put me into the..." " Home for the e derly." "Dad, I don't know of any other options we have, can t afford to hire carers." "Besides, you won't let her n, anyways." "Dad, try to rest now." "Alright?" "He o." " Hello t"s as f we met by chance." "Actua y, I wanted to see you." "Went to the cemetery as well." "That's an improvement if you go to the cemetery to check out men, not because for your son." "You're a so making progress, if you already can augh at it." "No." "We can't do this." "T's not fa r" "Not fair?" "To whom?" "Ireen?" " No, to me." "You should eave." "That's all" "Please don't send me away, don't want to be alone" "No, this isn"t right." "Oh. look, who s here." "Lie down, Nero, lie down!" "Did you go out, didn"t you?" "What did the doctor say?" "She needs to operate." "T"s possib e he won't return home" "He o, Nero." "Come." "Nero, et"s go." "Think it's best you eave now." "Two hours m nimum." "I'll call." "Väino, did you know, that on y a third of fam es are ab e to stay together after this k nd of tragedy." "So, it's not about us." "Nor even about Paul or what he was ke." "T's just mercless statist cs." "Ju a, sn't it?" "'m glad that you were with me through the toughest times." "Want to say that I'm not holding you back." "Sn't it weird, Ireen." "When our son died." "I didn't cry at all" "But today when we took the dog in for the operat on, I cried." "Adog's death is something you can understand." "He o?" "Yes." "Thank you" "Well, he's recovering" "Let"s go get h m." "What are you star ng at?" "We haven't got a whole year." "What would be wrong with me be ng in a care home?" "'ve got my Damascus kn fe, 've got no other point." "And where would you work n the countryside?" "No, it won't go..." "Dad, I'm keeping my old job t"s some twenty kilometres." "Hey there!" " Howdy!" "He o." "Jass?" "Look, I have a favour to ask you now." "Our dog had an operation and we can't stay at home during the day" "Yes." "Many thanks!" "And there s one more th ng." "You know Olav's mother?" "Yes, Julia... f I were to g ve you some money, would you br ng her flowers?" "Say, on Sundays." "Yellow." "If possible..."