"[rain]" "rinjo (visit)" "good morning you were waiting there ... good?" "coming [administration of justice clerk] ... there all right" "i'm here already ok i'll wait" "run" "stop" "arrest him stop" "stop" "quick, fix him" "sir, we arrested him ichinose you check this way" "there are these two here and two more in the bus" "let's start -all right collect evidence ... first these two take photos ... mind your steps rear of the bus, male victim" "3 knife wounds on the face stabbed twice in the chest" "3 wounds in the face and 2 in the chest stab wound 10cm below the left breast" "8.5cm from the sternum one stab wound 2.2cm wide one-edged knife?" "double-edged stabbed in the chest now the back" "7cm under the scapula 6.5cm from the spine a 2.3cm wide wound chief" "one stab wound this is the knife we took from the killer" "the knife is double edged blade width 2.3cm consistent with the other victims situation is assessed -not yet" "there's a 2.5cm pressure mark on the left hand" "same for the right hand, a 3cm pressure mark a pressure has been applied on both palms she held tight on to something" "probably her grip on the stroller where's the mother of this baby?" "sir, calm down let me go there's an investigation -you can't now -don't touch me leave me alone please calm down -let go of me" "as a good mother you put your life on the line next" "boss" "let's go, the car is here" "alone in the world poor soul" "the killer is susumu hatano, 24 we established his identity from his driving license do you know his motive?" "about that ... let's hear it again" "why did you do that?" "heaven" "god -what about god?" "a revelation what revelation?" "kill them what's this blabbering -kill them kill them ... kill them" "no way ... he falls under article 39" "yoshimi?" "what are you doing?" "what are you doing here?" "wake up, yoshimi wake up naoko come on yoshimi we're taking you back home" "we're sorry about her behavior come we have to go yoshimi told you to wake up" "dad" "something's wrong with her yoshimi's strange" "wouldn't you wake up for your mom?" "the "insanity provision" of article 39 of japanese criminal law prevents the trial of an insane suspects who cannot be deemed responsible for his act" "2 years later" "yeah a call in minatoku district shinbashi nishi 3 cho-me a body found, stabbed to death coming" "go straight to the scene" "it's ok , it's the inspector hi guys good morning" "inspector" "good morning so you're on duty again kuraishi" "victim is norio takamura, 51, director of this law firm his employees say that ... what they say... is after i saw the body" "hello sir hi sir" "let's do this kosaka" "head to the north-east facing down" "one cm wound on left clavicle one 4cm incision a point mark on the left clavicle" "10 cm below the left nipple left side torso a 4cm stab wound stab wound, oblique below the left nipple" "a 4cm stab wound to the right side of the abdomen a point mark under the right arm pit" "1cm below the navel a 4cm wound middle of the abdomen, a point mark" "nothing to note on the lower body" "instant death how about this ... this is when he fell after being stabbed it is probably tea that was on the table" "replace it i'll reenact it take a photo" "something's not right what is?" "usually he goes along with kosaka's analysis" "it seems the stabbing was aiming at major arteries massive bleeding due to arterial injury coroner let's repeat what?" "cause of death , massive bleeding he was bled to death weapon?" "the murder must have taken it with him estimated time of death?" "internal temperature being 24.1 death took place between 6 and 8 pm we'll have to suspend that conclusion why should we?" "we'll see his autopsy coroner please wait the temperature decrease per hour never lies i don't like it you don't like it?" "the weapon was a 4cm wide blade about 15cm single-edged blade this wound didn't cause death" "stomach content?" "digestion was advanced can't say much considering the body temperature death is estimated at 6-8 pm last night i knew it" "sorry" "kura, what's this ?" "don't get upset wait, have a look" "30 degrees celsius weird , right?" "what's this ?" "i read something similar in an american case the temperature should be measured at the liver if it is 30 degrees now death must have occurred later that is, last night between 8 and 10 pm so we have 2 different times of death" "which one is correct?" "to determine which one is correct... the problem is... why would we have 2 different values?" "you get it?" "i don't neither do i think" "a mystery" "unfasten" "good morning sir good morning mind your step" "this way" "this way please good morning sir" "the victim is the director yuso kakogawa, 43, psychiatrist, single the nurse found him at her shift besides his practice he talks on a show on tv don't know him so?" "he's got 4 stab wounds main arteries have been severed estimated time of death last night 8-10pm a 3cm wide single-edged blade similar" "quick , we must follow our lead while it's hot press for answers the nurse who discovered him" "thanks what?" "eat vitamins in the morning, good for the skin thanks a lot" "i remember you couldn't believe your eyes you were the only one who took him to the toilet" "i was so desperate to become a coroner then these 3 months of lecture and practice brought me a lot to become what i am" "i owe it to you professor you're overestimating me not at all" "you said "our task is to give a voice to those mute corpses"" "tears come to my eyes remembering these first words of yours did i say that ?" "come on professor too early to go alzheimer on me kuraishi you don't change" "these are wonderful veggies you're not here just to deliver them" "did you autopsy this one?" "[famous psychiatrist found murdered] -indeed i did similar to one of my cases" "a 3cm wide blade 17cm long, single-edged ... same as yours?" "not the same weapon ... how many stab wounds?" "4 of them iliac artery on the right side, both axillary arteries and the heart" "as i thought places are slightly different but there are 4 wounds too i see ... same modus operandi ?" "professor?" "i'm fine you ok?" "i've worked too much lately are you ok?" "i'm fine now" "you scared me glad to see you can still be scared of course a serial killer?" "both in tokyo and kanagawa, a killer aiming surgically at arteries he made it look like it was botched look like?" "while reaching the arteries with surgical precision we have to find the connections between the 2 cases" "do you happen to know someone up to that task?" "i guess not" "well i too  started to draw connections with the kanagawa case" "there's some ground?" "the lawyer takamura and kakogawa have points in common remember, 2 years ago that mad killer in the bus considering he killed indiscrim... after that he was freed for irresponsibility based on article 39 his lawyer and his psychiatrist then... are none other than our 2 present victims" "first he appeared before psychiatrists they heard about how he was raised, educated, his environment" "they gave him a brain scan to search for malformation to inquire into his personality you mean : the accused is psychologically challenged?" "his psychological condition doesn't let him comprehend the consequences of his bad actions or control his violent impulses the accused had a psychotic episode at the moment of the crime this is my diagnosis ladies  gentlemen from the point of view of the victims, this act is unforgivable" "no doubt about that" "however according to the article 39, you can't punish him if he's not responsible you are declared innocent after the convincing plea of his lawyer mr. takamura he has been found innocent it was certainly a defeat for the public opinion" "but despite his sentence he was committed to an institution" "so that case 2 years ago is connected to this one we can't say yet if the murderer came from the bereaved families mr. nagashima i sympathize with his reaction to that innocence verdict" "stand up salute" "at rest inspector please" "as you may know the murder of the lawyer and that of the psychiatrist in kanagawa could be connected in a meaningful way to that indiscriminate massacre 2 years ago we have to consider a common perpetrator and run coordinated investigations" "we have started a cooperation hoping for swift results we'll be investigating this case through and through you will have to centralize all information from tomorrow we start conjoined investigation with all information shared dismissed" "kuraishi so which one of these 2 times of death was correct?" "soon we shall know" "so this is your famous coroner, he doesn't seem to care much for hierarchy surely not easy to deal with" "time of death is uncertain here too because he lost a lot of blood (temperature dropped very fast) how about his clothes?" "any stains?" "stains you mean?" "this body had a stain on his pants" "any such spot on the 2nd?" "really ?" "did you check thoroughly yes ok next" "can i see this again" "what is it?" "this was taken after sewing up" "did you sleep well?" "yes thank you birds sing in the morning, this is so peaceful i see the medicine is efficient i'm grateful for that" "the bereaved families, what do they think of me are you concerned?" "i wish to apologize, i know it wouldn't be enough i wish to pay respect to the graves" "beautiful ... we'll consider it thank you for your kindness" "as an lay person i'd say his recovery is miraculous we can soon return him to society as you noticed, sir, the treatment is efficient" "his crime was caused by a psychotic episode he now hopes to atone for it" "we also believe it is a necessary step sure now please consider my request" "for his return to society we will have to discuss it further thank you for your help thank you" "we are at the scene of that indiscriminate slaughter that took place 2 years ago" "5 family members of the victims have come today this is the 3rd memorial ceremony" "why is mama dead?" "may i bother you a minute?" "i remember you were there at her wake sorry i didn't properly introduce myself then it's alright" "i can't make sense of what happened still 2 years later i can't" "why did yoshimi meet such end why her?" "after that i wandered there many times but see ... yoshimi had no reason to be there she didn't even know anyone around, she shouldn't have been there and so, again and again i wandered never could make wrap my head around it" "the only thing i got there ... is the face of those people attending their business as if nothing ever had happened" "yoshimi ... wasn't such a good kid" "she was doing a good job of hiding it she didn't have good friends" "i was called at school many times till she finally decided to drop school" "i used to get mad at her often her father wouldn't take it somehow our couple paid the toll we started to talk divorce till the tragedy" "my health worsened, my husband was concerned" "and here we are ... still together though we hardly ever talk" "together going through the motions ... meals, tv how weird is that as for yoshimi" "meals and tv are not for her" "so i ponder what did i do wrong in raising her" "didn't i lead her to her death?" "thinking so" "it's become so hard to keep going my mind is totally occupied by it day after day after day, repeated in my mind" "all because of that one [buddhist prayer rosary beads]" "yoshimi is dead ... while that one yet lives" "what do they mean by criminal responsibility?" "why is that one still walking the pain he inflicted on us when he killed yoshimi why do they keep him alive?" "you are the police , right?" "explain this can't you tell me?" "my job is to listen to the voice of the dead no more" "i see" "no one cares what we feel you're wrong we... so tell us ... her last voice" "what her body told you... please?" "let me hear it ... i'm begging let me hear her last words please tell me what's going on?" "say something a word that would allow me to keep going naoko please help me to live let's go i'm begging" "focus on useful leads the murderer is probably a person with a grudge both victims are connected to those murders 2 years ago we are sure the suspect is among these check their alibi thoroughly" "what do i have to do with that?" "there were 2 times of death for the lawyer's case" "6 to 8, and 8 to 10 pm why?" "to fiddle with the time of death the murderer had to process the body it might well be the case for the psychiatrist too meaning, you'd be hard pressing a suspect's alibi on erroneous schedules waste of time" "kuraishi i'm asking you to leave" "a coroner has no say in the strategy of the investigation no say?" "who cares if a coroner or an inspector helps you catch the murderer your expertise came useful only in the analysis stage all we ask from you is a quick and accurate forensic report we don't see any point in the faulty reasoning of a corpse doctor" "and there's something else your trying to discredit the coroner of our team and when that coroner happens to be professor yasunaga your theories are of no value after all professor yasunaga was your teacher and now you are trying to make a fool of him" "am i right?" "a murderer capable of processing a body cannot be from the bereaved families" "what a peculiar character" "what do we do?" "first attend to your tasks yes sir" "i'm sorry about that man he's quite eccentric" "if you excuse me" "please mam your plan was to kill hatano?" "i don't know the psychiatrist takamura is responsible for the innocence verdict , right?" "you hate him , right?" "yes but somehow he ended dead somehow?" "are you referring to yourself i have no hand in that both crimes were committed at the same time you arrived home after that is that the truth?" "how many times do you want me to answer this as many times as needed is that the truth?" "yes it is she was really set to kill hatano" "people don't kill that easily but our inspector really believe she did it?" "surely not" "what happened?" "sorry ... i'm fine i'm out you don't eat?" "you can have it" "something wrong with your health?" "take a few days off, nagashima and i can take care of business i'll be fine after a good night i insist" "take a break and take care of yourself i must insist" "please i'm asking you" "how i feel is irrelevant but there's no rest until we've seen this through" "you feel the same" "kuraishi" "breaking and entering like a common burglar?" "the murder of takamura and kakogawa is not the deed of the families there's someone else" "would there be another case where both of them came in and another person with a grudge" "what ?" "did i guess right?" "no one says you did so this is where i find the kanagawa police" "what is it, inspector tachihara?" "please be honest 8 years ago there was a case connecting both victims in your jurisdiction a case dismissed on psychiatric grounds" "the victim was chiaki matsukawa, 22, strangled with an electric cord, the perpetrator was found 2 days later an ex-lover working with her, shota urabe, 23 i didn't do it a man fitting your description was seen there" "your prints were all over her place, you were there" "you did it you did it" "i know it's you i did" "his lawyer was takamura the boy had been causing mischief since high school they tried psychosomatic medicine on him a psychiatric evaluation was requested immediately" "and it was dr. kakogawa who delivered the diagnosis but the boy soon after committed suicide in his cell" "2 months after his death a man was arrested on a charge of breaking into an apartment and violence and he admitted to miss chiaki's murder too... which cleared shota ... of all ... accusations" "his only relative was kensaku urabe of the kanagawa police who has been transferred since the incident he was compelled to take a distance for that case the fact that shota admitted under excessive pressure and that takamura and kakogawa pleaded irresponsibility" "drove the boy to suicide not a far stretch to conclude that urabe bore grudges don't you see this too inspector nakane?" "urabe has nothing to do with our present case his alibi was clearly established on the night of both murderers this is not what i'm asking" "why did you hide this fact from us?" "obviously it is connected to our case it has nothing to do with the present case i judged it unnecessary to burden you with such information is that your call, bastard" "i'm not your subordinate, you don't get to shout at me" "you go through the hierarchy" "the head of criminal investigations is upset about you kuraishi, they don't want any more of your fuss in this joint investigation it's not my fault let me eat in peace, let it be the last warning" "what did you call me for what's up?" "please let me investigate kensaku urabe the matter is delicate enough as it is, it could leak to the press it's useless, forget it you're getting heat for above you don't know how this works director" "kensaku urabe has an alibi , right?" "now why would you bother him -who cares about an alibi what?" "according to kuraishi for both murders ... the murderer has muddled the time of death by processing the bodies which leads us to an investigation professional away person who knows well crime scenes and forensics urabe could have processed the bodies" "director" "in that case, you take this privately in your hands time of death is the key to the case?" "no doubt about that get it" "you look sick" "just drinking too much take care hoy, ichi" "hi" "what?" "i'm fine" "he's my son before the incident i was too busy to see him or i thought i was" "excuse me... i have no hand in the present case" "i have already established my alibi we're not asking for an alibi" "what do you mean?" "i guess you keep some information secret at that time you were an inspector then you decided to give up your office" "and now you're at this post here why is that" "i'm punishing myself punishing" "when my son was arrested i couldn't do anything they said we had to follow the lawyer's strategy and agree to a psychiatric evaluation" "this caused it" "no one believed my son he committed suicide to state his innocence [daddy, help]" "i was going to quit the police, but i thought better if i quit, i would evade punishment" "i would fulfill the duties of a simple officer and swallow all vexations this would be the punishment for what's left of me" "i certainly did not kill those two" "don't lose sight of him your change, ¥583 thank you very much welco... it seems hatano wrote a letter of apology to the families read it?" "a dollar fifty you read it?" "would that letter bring my daughter back?" "would be worth it that man certainly means no apologies i just want my daughter back" "$9.50 change he was judged innocent because he was sick" "so when i'm sick i can kill?" "we meet again" "what are you doing?" "the lawyer takamura had only this much in his cup but it made such big stain on his pants means the murderer used something else on him but he topped with tea to hide it" "kuraishi had spotted it from the start but i failed and he took me off the case" "surely this stain is not consistent with the cup then what kind of processing ... allowed the murderer to postpone the time of death i don't know, but mr. kuraishi... mrs. kosaka, enough with this kuraishi obsession" "isn't it enough already that kuraishi is always right mr. nagashima" "sorry , i got carried away" "forgive me" "it's just that ... i want to do this with all my heart that's why all these questions keep recurring in my mind i want to be thorough or we'll never match mr. kuraishi" "excuse me it's off limits even for police officers doesn't apply to me you're not helping the scene is untouched , right?" "sure i guarded it it's here?" "yes sir wait" "you know that grocery, kosmos?" "i often buy there really? kuraishi is here?" "what's this?" "how dare... move how dare... move" "wake up kuraishi i'm awake you entered the kakogawa crime scene without permission obviously you wanted to know the last content of his stomach kakogawa is my territory i'll send a report about you for disciplinary measures it's a joint investigation, there's no territory issue" "this is for the show, but reality remains the same don't mess with the organization" "guys like you always end up crushed by it this is a universal law of the organization" "i'll rather die than bow to it" "you guys ... won't live in the organization forever" "i'm out" "all right" "it's good , right?" "he was the last one... you're happy now, i told her to buy you a friend no you didn't" "you didn't want to keep it anymore you got me" "wanna drink?" "no, i still have to work" "it's ok ?" "if i touch you?" "ok touch let's see" "this one is healthy you like it in here what?" "mom is so cool i won't come out?" "it moved a boy?" "no a girl take good care of her when it's out you can hug it" "goodbye" "kuraishi wants to know the stomach content of kakogawa because in both cases he has doubts about the time of death possibly such an independent character, he listens to no one" ""steal your science" (don't wait for anyone to offer it to you) that's his teaching" "sorry to insist we won't tell, he looked here?" "some was eaten expiration date is 5:00 am on the 12th meaning...?" "the night of the murder he ate of it now it's rotten who's gonna eat all that?" "i bough food that keep for a long time put it in the fridge for as long as you wish ... for us old boys" "i've been on my own for a long time too i always buy these and eat them while watching tv how miserable i'm like that too really ?" "i heard in your youth you were a promising surgeon why this suddenly why did a brilliant young man become a modest coroner i always thought i'd ask you" "it's alright it's ok if you don't wanna talk well here you're favorite, "mick jagger"" ""niku jaga" (meat and taters) you're losing your wife was a sad event" "my wife mitsuko i met her in high school she worked as a nurse and we got married when i was in 3rd year" "she worked while i focused on my studies she paid my medical studies, then stopped when we got married when i decided to become a surgeon, our relation changed not exactly, my wife didn't change i'm the one who changed" "surgery was my higher call i could work on an operation and forget to eat and sleep without a problem i was scarce at home, often not returning she was up all night waiting for me" "she was afflicted with melancholy, but still my job came first she'd always tell me she was ok" "i relied on her saying so although i knew she wasn't ok i didn't want to face the situation" "then ... one day the fateful punishment fell" "but the worst was yet to come my wife was pregnant" "i didn't notice at all later the chief doctor told me my wife was feeling pregnancy sickness but didn't want to bother me with it" "she didn't want to hinder my work her situation deteriorated then" "then she started to struggle with death i don't want to die, i don't want to die" "i should has stayed with by her side now the surgeon had to save that one person this is how i quit surgery" "i started forensic science to listen to the last voice of the dead but i didn't hear my wife's last voice this is how i decided to follow the forensic branch my wife didn't want to die my new work became an atonement for my fault" "i shouldn't i'm a bit drunk let's move on ... you had a question about your case?" "according to their investigation lawyer kakogawa had lunch in a restaurant right after noon" "the time of digestion of that meal... is in contradiction with lower bowel temperature you concluded to a time of death of 8 to 10pm that's right however ... but he took his lunch right after noon but didn't eat anything until 8... how odd" "that man" "had to snack on such little meal containers but it doesn't appear in the autopsy could be... inspector osawa told me" "he saw you extract Kakogawa's stomach content immediately he saw you cut the stomach come on kuraishi, what kind of nonsense is that i did perform that operation but the stomach was empty come on" "so i probably misconstrued the circumstances probably right that's good" "take some if you don't mind no more ice i'll get some" "kuraishi let's drown it all into alcohol i had the same idea" "[january 19, 10pm]" "the letter you wrote to the bereaved families... really showed deep feelings of regret i wish they can accept your sincerity" "tomorrow you talk with professor yasunaga of yokohama medical university you know that" "i read his book and was deeply moved your request about visiting the graves i made arrangements for us to go tomorrow afternoon indeed?" "i'd rather not impose on you the responsibility of taking me out it's糸, you don't have to worry just don't forget your medicine" "you're back ?" "don't read that letter just want to check and then what?" "you'll forgive him ?" "this will give us back yoshimi?" "enough bullsh*t you'd better give him what he deserves" "how long will you keep saying such things?" "whatever i do, yoshimi want return to us you should understand that" "i received a call from yokohama medical university that man wants to visit our daughter's grave i gave them permission" "no way i thought ... that's a good thing we need to move on too... and leave yoshimi behind he'll visit her grave!" "?" "then i'll kill him with my own hands naoko" "yes, forensic department kuraishi was taken to the hospital" "no way you have a deficiency" "it's anemia accumulated tiredness, hospitalized for exams is that right" "for the time being you stay in bed sure enough ... ichi, a beer no way what?" "i think i figured out how he processed the time of death kakogawa didn't have the same spot on his pants the murderer ... too falsify takamura's rectal temperature he used another method" "the murderer knew that... we take that temperature to assess the time of death" "he introduced ice in the victim's lower belly to decrease the temperature then he hid that wetness with tea" "kakogawa didn't have that stain the murderer feared we'd connect both cases" "so how did he do?" "he used a rubbing alcohol alcohol being very volatile, the temperature drops the body temperature drops , but no trace is left only a forensic professional can do that" "dr. yasunaga these are all still conjectures we don't have material proof, and no motive we'll find the proof let's look for it" "this is the restaurant where mr. kuraishi fell mr. kuraishi wanted to see that video takamura ate his late lunch in that restaurant a person came to ascertain that fact the murderer in order to shift the time of death needed to know what he ate and when" "it's too contrived, we have no proof this is dr. yasunaga" "he's not wearing gloves his prints are in the restaurant cool off too many days have passed since that video no meaningful fingerprints are left in that restaurant we'll know if we search we need a warrant to search... the fingerprints dr. yasunaga left behind him" "just one print would be sufficient proof that's just what we need to identify the murderer this investigation is at a deadlock, this angle is valuable i'm asking you" "i'm asking you" "here it is" "here's the voucher" "thank you please" "yasunaga is in our computer with all police personnel fingerprints you think he was there?" "truly i have no idea a desperate shot?" "or a concession to your staff i simply thought this was a valuable angle" "if it is, the results will come up excuse me" "yes what?" "officer urabe has disappeared urabe?" "he's possibly coming for you... careful no risk from him" "mr. kuraishi" "hatano is the target" "text go away" "you don't approach my daughter go away take him away or i'll kill him quickly quickly" "keep an eye on her" "inspector" "i have served my country as a police officer for 40 years i was proud of it and all my life revolved around it so when my son was unjustly convicted 8 years ago when he was driven to suicide after a coerced confession" "the truth is, my son was innocent for 8 years i endured criticism and humiliation serving a police station now i'm suspected of murdering kakogawa and takamura why me?" "why don't they leave me in peace i'm going to kill hatano destroy all the credit i had as a police officer i'll break 8 years ... rather 40 years of silence take revenge" "mrs. kosaka i have it" "he's back" "about today i'm so... take his gun" "weapons ready" "hatano" "are you ok?" "have you see a cop?" "he's holding a gun that way" "this will sedate you" "the pain's gone already now you will properly... pay for that crime you committed 2 years ago" "i wasn't well then i was sick temporary insanity , right?" "your acting talent is moving you almost got me too" "you only pretended to be insane am i right?" "you have to pay for that crime" "because that... is a law for all humans" "this ain't a proper place for killing, professor" "i was waiting for what?" "you really thought i was after hatano i wrote that letter to lure you" "wait listen" "don't shoot one thing was strange after the autopsy you sewed him up" "i remembered from our days together your sewing was precise and delicate" "as a special care for their body and so... but kakogawa didn't get that treatment the seam was awkward and botched it was clear that the victim only inspired evil feelings to you" "your final goal was to kill this man" "but why?" "why did you have to do that?" "then i found this in the kitchen i understood your determination" "this is to alleviate the pain i use it too" "it hurts?" "pain proves you that you're still alive once dead you won't feel a thing neither cold not heat such is the place where you drove my son don't come" "i'm sending him on a trip to meet my son there you'll apologize and ask for his forgiveness if he forgives you , you can come back stop this only my son can grant you forgiveness is that how you atone for failing your son?" "this man has a wife and kids you'll inflict to them what was inflicted to you that family will be thrown in the hell you are in" "is that your wish?" "shota" "text when you know you have little left to live what comes to mind?" "how to live from now on?" "you need determination but what you set your determination on... is a wild goose chase you're just ranting i don't get it?" "2 years ago i was there at the massacre" "i don't wanna die i don't wanna die help me i don't wanna die darling" "i don't wanna die" "i ran same as 30 years ago ... i ran away" "i autopsied hundreds, even thousands... i wanted to hear their last voice and in return they'd convey my voice to my wife beyond yet i ran" "i abandoned these people to their death i attended this man's trial" "hoping to find peace" "last summer i was diagnosed with a terminal cancer the dr. gave me 6 months to live i wondered what i should do in that time i couldn't have an answer" "even old as i am i was holding tight on to life anguish was visiting me at night, i couldn't sleep" "at that time... when they pronounced the verdict" "found innocent after killing people, how indecent a sick person can kill then?" "after all he's done he'd be found innocent?" "quiet this trial is indecent he's guilty this trial is indecent he's guilty" "this trial is indecent quiet" "he smiled" "he had beautiful play everyone from beginning to end and he smiled" "only for an instant, i saw him smile isn't that indecent?" "why?" "he never sincerely regretted after a verdict of innocence, this man would eventually be free again" "and that smile on his face that day never left my heart" "was it possible... that he had perpetrated an odious crime in full consciousness" "and so he smiled a feigned illness?" "you have a proof?" "he knew it if such was the case" "the psychiatric evaluation according to article 39 has proved his innocence i had no hand in that" "am i right?" "your psychiatric evaluation on grounds of irresponsibility has cleared him of an atrocious crime" "how do you see your responsibility?" "i'm a psychiatrist there are as many opinions as there are psychiatrists" "hello mr. takamura, about our case?" "sure my diagnosis can tilt that way too it's alright" "[4 persons killed in a house, suspect arrested] both takamura and kakogawa didn't care about medical ethics they were only after personal benefit power, fame, money" "in order to get it to this purpose, they were securing their social status they knew the illness was feigned and they forged the psychiatric evaluation and now the next tragedy is coming" "i'm not running this time i couldn't stand dying with such shame now" "now it is my duty to offer this killing to the victims and this will be their last voice and so and so those two" "we have nothing in common" "what the dead would say... only a quiet ear can listen" "aren't they your own words?" "you said them" "because of these words i listened to all those dead people" "so what's happening to you ?" "you're scared of death you fill that little time you have left with disorderly deeds" "all i see is a loser" "what was that about listening" "are you for real" "your heart your wife died, and there you are what?" "as for me until my last day comes" "i'll live fully even cursed, even ridiculed" "yet my wife... when i'll meet yukie again" "i'll tell her i lived fully for her even, those years she missed" "with pride don't come any closer, kuraishi or else... you must live" "those we loved, who so wanted to live and whose faces have disappeared from this world..." "you won't be able to look them in the eyes this ain't right this ain't right" "until the end until the end" "the voice of your wife echoing here listen to it when you serve here" "as a teacher she's smiling at you" "kuraishi" "professor" "professor, are you ok?" "that's fine with me" "you live as long as it lasts" "kuraishi" "professor you can't die here professor" "i'll still be found innocent after i kill you" "don't do it please, don't do it i'm not healed, i'm still very sick don't do it , i'm very sick don't do it" "let's start the head" "nothing nothing on the head the eyes" "pupils, eyelids right, 2.5cm left, 2.5, same" "chest" "under the left nipple, diagonal to the right 5cm away" "7cm from the center 1 wound" "i'll do it one 2.2cm blade wound photo" "sir i'm fine" "you endured so much" "until now i listened to thousands the voices of the dead" "that's all i could i never could help one of them" "but it may well be that... somewhere in this city" "the voice of your daughter is still echoing" "what are these?" "kids were painting ugly tags on my shutter so a young lady offer this drawing instead when was that?" "2 years ago i think 2 years ago" "yoshimi this is so beautiful look at this" "look naoko mama, come look at that it's beautiful i bet look it's you , right?" "sure"