"'Friends'... what's that?" "You need them, but they're in the way..." "They help you, and they hold you back..." "Someone to talk to..." "Someone to fight with..." "Someone precious..." "Someone to use..." "Friends..." "Who needs them?" "Rina!" "What's going on here?" "!" "Uh-oh..." "Oh, Hiroko..." "You're early." "Don't you work today?" "What the hell?" "!" "She sent me an email and said she wanted to do it with me." "But we're friends!" "That's why I borrowed him." "'Borrowed'?" "!" "Have him back." "Yeah." "She just borrowed me." "Wait a minute!" "How could you do that!" "You can't just fuck a friend's guy!" "Say something!" "Friends are a pain in the ass." "Friends are something you use." "That's not 'friends'." "So what are friends to you?" "People who can talk and help out." "'Talk'?" "'Help out'?" "That's just two people licking each other's wounds." "Friends are people you can use when you need to." "Keiko Kitagawa" "Yuika Motokariya" "Rina!" "Piss off!" "Come with us!" "There she is!" "Rina!" "You're late!" "Sorry." "I've been so bored!" "How are you?" "Thirsty." "What'll it be?" "You decide." "OK" "Look, look!" "A pissed-off email from Hiroko!" "See?" "Did you really do it with her boyfriend?" "Sort of." "His name means 'hard'." "How was he?" "Not great." "'Not great'?" "You're so lucky you're cute." "You can just call up any guy you want and he'll do it with you." "I haven't got lucky in weeks!" "I'm frustrated!" "There's the guy at the arcade..." "I have standards!" "Oh?" "Rina, you bitch!" "Oh yeah..." "DJ Yousuke's on tonight." "Yousuke?" "He just got back from Europe." "there he is!" "Isn't he cool!" "He's talking to a foreigner!" "That means he must speak English!" "I want to do it with someone who speaks English!" "I wanna!" "Not a chance!" "He only does it with babes." "Look who's talking!" "Oh yeah?" "He might take Rina." "There you go." "Thanks." "A cocktail I invented." "The 'Keigo Special'." "The name sucks." "Knock it back and see." "It'll light your fire." "Right!" "Changed my mind." "I'm going." "What's going on?" "Try her." "She's a fan." "You don't mind?" "Hey, we're friends." "Great!" "I'll just take this off..." "Uh, look..." "I only do it with hot babes." "Same here." "Only with hot guys." "Rina, wait!" "Wait!" "Rina, that was so cool!" "But what a waste!" "He's a hunk!" "He's not much of a hunk." "But if you'd got it on," "I was hoping I could, too." "You always say that!" "I'm going to his next show." "What about you?" "What's wrong?" "I just felt sick..." "You're pregnant!" "I'm OK." "I'm on the pill." "Oh." "Are Mom's pickles all gone?" "All right." "Hi, Rina." "Have you had supper?" "I made that cream stew you like." "Do you want some?" "I don't feel good." "Are you getting a cold?" "I told you to stay out of here!" "I'm sorry..." "Shut up, OK?" "Get out." "Are you awake?" "What about school?" "You didn't look good last night." "Are you all right?" "Leave me alone!" "I was just tired." "What's wrong?" "Rina's not feeling well." "You mean she gets sick?" "She's quieter that way." "Maybe she'll stay sick." "How can you say that!" "She never has any use for us till she wants something." "Leave her be." "Rina?" "Are you awake?" "I heated up some of that stew from last night..." "Do you want some?" "Or maybe the doctor?" "The stew from yesterday..." "All those calories, at this hour?" "Are you nuts?" "Sorry." "Hey, you... shouldn't you let this girl sit down?" "Why?" "'Why'?" "She can't see!" "So what?" "First come, first served." "Of all the nerve!" "I'm fine." "Try putting yourself in her place!" "How could I do that?" "I'm not blind." "Hey!" "With that attitude, you'll never have any friends." "Who needs 'em?" "Are you listening to me?" "Ms Takahashi, I'm still talking to you!" "Hands off!" "If you keep missing lessons and exams, you'll be left back, you know." "And..." "You'll become more and more isolated." "You won't have any friends." "What's that got to do with you, anyway?" "Ms Takahashi, wait!" "Ms Takahashi!" "What's that for?" "!" "Shut up, pig." "She makes me so mad!" "She thinks she can do anything just 'cause she's pretty!" "Rina... lots of girls know who you are." "Some ignore you, some talk about you behind your back and some swear at you." "But others try to get close to you." "You're beautiful, and you've got style." "You've got things every girl wants." "Toshi?" "It's Rina." "It looks like I'm pregnant." "So you're sure it's mine?" "Yep." "It's yours." "But you said you were on the pill!" "I missed a day." "So?" "You're good for it, aren't you?" "Oh, shit!" "If not," "I'll just ask Tomomi." "Wait wait wait!" "She doesn't know about us." "So... what do you want?" "Money." "Look at all that money!" "Whoa so much money!" "Where'd you get it?" "Oh, somewhere." "I got it." "Another amateur-model contest!" "Something like that." "You're amazing, Rina." "Tonight I'm buying." "You are?" "Great!" "Dom Pérignon!" "Really?" "Tonight we drink!" "Yes!" "Dom Perry!" "Hurry it up!" "There!" "And there!" "Hey!" "You're crazy!" "Rina!" "Are you awake?" "Are you OK?" "Do you hurt?" "I'll call the doctor." "Just a minute..." "I think it's just a bit of anemia." "But I see some other things" "I'd like to run tests on." "Other things?" "Has she got something serious?" "That's what the tests will tell us." "Then hurry it up, will you?" "Ms Takahashi..." "It'll take two or three days." "What, you can't do it right now?" "!" "No way." "I've got a party on Saturday." "I'm going." "Take this out." "You take it out if you like." "But I won't be responsible." "Oh, dear!" "Doctor!" "Please excuse her..." "Huh?" "Get a life!" "Keigo..." "That, uh, 'Rina', was it?" "They took her to hospital?" "Oh, yeah..." "She was dancing, and she just keeled over." "What, are you worried?" "Don't tell me you're in love!" "Yeah, right!" "But she does stick in the mind." "I guess so." "They usually fall right over for you." "Did she hurt your pride?" "It ain't over yet." "Yeah?" "What's up?" "You never looked anemic to me." "Oh, it's you." "What do you want?" "You coming Saturday?" "Why?" "What's going on?" "I'm deejaying." "It'll be a great night." "You won't be bored." "Be there." "I'll think about it." "That last DJ was..." "No cell phones in the hospital." "Gimme that!" "You have a visitor." "What?" "Come in." "And you are who?" "Maki." "'Maki'?" "You don't remember me, do you." "No, I don't remember you." "We've always gone to the same schools." "Oh." "What do you want?" "I'm at this hospital a lot." "I heard you were here." "Are you OK?" "Mind your own business." "Go away." "I'm sorry." "I'll come back." "Who the hell is she?" "'Big Sister'..." "The toilet's down this way." "Oh." "My name's Kanae." "Yeah?" "Why are you following me?" "Why are you following me, I said." "I need to pee." "Oh... sorry." "Were you waiting for me?" "Yeah!" "You're pretty, aren't you." "And you've got big breasts, too." "You'll get them by high school." "Are you in high school?" "!" "That's great!" "I can't wait to grow up!" "It'll happen." "It will?" "Sure it will." "You're so lucky you've got friends." "Huh?" "Friends?" "One came to see you today." "I'm always in the hospital." "I don't have any friends." "You want friends?" "Friends aren't all that big a thing." "But I want one!" "I know!" "Will you be my friend?" "Uh..." "OK, sure." "Great!" "A friend!" "A friend!" "Hey, Sis..." "What do friends do?" "'What'?" "You hang out." "Use them when you need them." "And they help you out, don't they." "Well... good night." "Sis..." "Thanks for being my friend." "Sure." "So..." "When did you first feel nauseous?" "About a week ago." "At first I thought I was pregnant." "Rina!" "Did you check?" "Yeah." "I'm not." "We'll check once more to make sure." "Is there anywhere else that hurts or anything?" "My neck... and my shoulders are stiff." "Could you sit up?" "Face this way." "If I might..." "I see." "A slight swelling..." "That's fine." "We'll begin the test." "Take the cup in your left hand." "Drink it in one gulp." "We'll tilt you head-down." "Hold onto the bars behind you" "Tilting." "Hold still." "Breathe in..." "Hold there." "That is OK." "Is this the way back to my room?" "Excuse me." "Are you Rina?" "You came to see Kanae..." "Not really." "Her bed was empty." "thought she'd gone home." "She was moved over here early this morning." "She was so happy you said you'd be her friend." "Is she very sick?" "Yes." "Since she was four or five." "She's taken a turn for the worse." "She fights hard for a little girl like she is." "She sees us." "Wave back." "Rina Kanae" "Rina..." "Will you come see her after you get out?" "When you said someday she'd be like you she was very, very happy." "That gives her courage." "Even a letter would help..." "I hate that stuff." "Volunteers are just a bunch of posers." "Rina!" "Dumb-ass!" "Are you getting out?" "Yeah." "Good." "You're OK, then?" "Sure I am. 'Bye." "Um..." "You're Rina's mother..." "You know my daughter?" "We're friends." "You are?" "So she does have friends..." "I really like Rina." "Rina I guess you were thinking if people were going to use you, you'd use them first." "What made you think like that?" "So..." "are we on?" "You want me that much?" "You do, too." "Hmm..." "There's lots of guys." "You look good, but you don't look like you're good." "Try me." "You're sure you can please me?" "One kiss and you'll be in Heaven." "That's it?" "Where's Heaven?" "Leaving again?" "Go practice some more." "Don't push me." "You're going to force me?" "That's for losers." "See ya." "Rina!" "You'll love me." "You'll see." "I can hardly wait." "Rina, come here." "What for?" "Just come here!" "come here!" "What?" "I went to the hospital today and heard your test results." "And it looks like you'll have to go back in." "Huh?" "Why?" "Well..." "Forget it!" "No way!" "Rina!" "Rina, wait!" "Hey!" "What?" "Now you listen to me!" "Get your filthy hands off!" "You little bitch!" "What are you doing?" "!" "Stop it!" "Listen" "Tomorrow you're going with me to the hospital!" "I'd rather die!" "It's for your own good!" "What's for my own good?" "You're just blowing things up." "OK, I'll tell you." "You've got..." "Kozo, no!" "What?" "You're sick." "No!" "Don't tell her!" "She won't listen otherwise!" "Kanako!" "Rina you've got cancer." "Cancer?" "Yes." "Cancer." "We told our daughter last night." "There was no choice." "I see..." "Rina, we can fight this." "Rina..." "Please." "I'll explain the course of treatment." "The lymph glands in her neck are a bit swollen..." "So I'm dying?" "It's true that people die of this, but many who fight are cured." "How long have I got?" "Let's concentrate on getting you cured." "We want to stop it from spreading." "Then get to work!" "Who do you think you're talking to?" "!" "You are patient." "You shut up!" "Listen to the doctor!" "If I'm so sick, be nice to me!" "Damn you!" "Who does she think she is?" "!" "You take care of her." "I've had it!" "Kozo!" "No food other than what the hospital provides." "Your medicine will be intravenous." "You might start to feel nauseous." "If you do, use the call button." "Is all that clear?" "Don't treat me like a kid just 'cause I have cancer." "And pity is even worse." "I'm not doing either." "Here." "Change into these." "Rina!" "I'm sorry!" "It's all right." "Rina?" "Rina?" "Oh, it's you..." "Sorry to burst in on you." "The Matron said you were back." "Why are you here?" "For a laugh?" "No, I'm not!" "Sorry." "I meant to cheer you up." "Whatever." "I don't feel like talking." "No, you wouldn't." "I brought this for you." "A music box." "It'll make you brave." "I'll put it here." "Give it a listen." "Can I come again?" "Why?" "Well... we're friends." "Suit yourself!" "OK." "I'll see you later." "Looks like Hiroko's queen of the floor now." "Compared to Rina, she's crap." "But Rina's still in hospital." "What's wrong with her?" "I don't know." "It's been a while." "Get me a drink." "Are you OK?" "You're not high, are you?" "Just get me a drink." "OK." "Emi..." "Rina!" "Are you OK?" "Any cool guys here?" "Uh, tonight, well..." "Well, if it isn't Rina!" "Boy, you've changed!" "Changed?" "Me?" "Looked in a mirror lately?" "You look like an old lady." "Here you go." "What's that for?" "!" "Rina!" "What?" "!" "You don't look too good." "Maybe you should go home." "Let's do it." "You wanted to." "What's going on?" "Tonight you can." "Rina!" "Rina!" "Talk to me!" "Are you OK?" "Rina, wake up!" "Someone!" "Help!" "Someone!" "You haven't eaten?" "You've got to eat, you know." "Rina?" "If this is what happens I don't want to be cured." "Kanae!" "Hi, Maki." "Would you mind?" "Excuse us..." "Excuse us..." "Matron..." "Did Kanae get out of the Bio-Clean Ward?" "Yes." "Good!" "Rina'll be happy." "Are you all right?" "You're in Rina's room every day." "I'm fine." "But Rina's refusing treatment." "You're more worried about her than about yourself." "Well..." "Rina's my friend." "Matron what can I do?" "Is there anything?" "It all depends on the person." "Sometimes a little girl like Kanae will fight it like anything..." "Look, I can walk, I said!" "It's all right." "Where are we going?" "It's all right." "Kanae?" "I brought a friend." "Hi, Rina." "You..." "Sis I might not get better." "You'll die?" "I think so." "But..." "I've fought and fought but I don't think it's working." "Don't die, OK?" "You and me, we're more than friends." "We're comrades." "Sis!" "If you die," "I'll get scared." "So..." "Yeah." "OK." "I'll keep fighting." "All done?" "You've eaten everything!" "You want to get better now..." "Aw, shuddup." "Some things don't change." "Hello, Kanae!" "Hello." "Hi, Rina!" "Rina, you know what?" "Kanae's getting out." "Yeah?" "You're better?" "Uh, yeah." "They'll do the rest at another hospital." "Another hospital?" "Look!" "I drew it how Mom said." "Nice, clean air, and a beautiful view of the sea." "That's what Mom said." "Rina, come and visit when you get better." "Uh, sure." "You come too, Maki." "That sounds like fun!" "We'll play in the water." "Yay!" "But first we'll have a colored ice!" "An ice?" "An ice!" "And then..." "Rina, let's all have an ice." "Yeah, for sure." "Then we'll look for seashells and build a sand-castle." "Thanks for everything." "See you, Maki." "Take care of Rina." "Bye-bye." "Tell me why are you always coming here and doing stuff like that?" "Because we're friends." "That again?" "Since when are we friends?" "You don't remember?" "Not at all." "You heard the music box?" "Music box?" "That?" "I forgot all about it." "That was yours, you know." "You might not remember." "We were in the same class in primary school." "And once you had a birthday party..." "Happy birthday, Rina!" "I was really happy that I was able to be there." "But my family didn't have any money so I couldn't buy you a present." "You came..." "What are you hiding?" "Uh... a present." "Give it here." "Come on..." "What's that?" "She found it!" "Yuck!" "How's that?" "That's so cute!" "That's great, Rina!" "I thought that was so nice..." "Here you go!" "Here's the cake!" "Bye-bye." "Come again!" "Thanks!" "Aren't you going, too?" "Yes." "This music box sounds really nice." "Music box?" "See?" "We still have that?" "It sounds nice." "It makes you brave." "You take it, then." "Why?" "'Why'?" "We're friends." "'We're friends.'" "When you said that I was really happy." "What you said then has always kept me going." "So when I got down I'd always listen to it." "So that's why you come and see me." "That's right." "When I heard you were sick," "I figured it was my turn." "But... that was years ago." "I've forgotten all about it." "You can quit coming." "But" "I want to." "Come in." "Thank you." "She seems to be more positive about this now." "I've got you to thank for that." "Sit down..." "Her friend Maki's been a tower of strength, too." "Oh yes, Maki!" "We're lucky she's around." "I'm glad a girl like my daughter has a friend." "Excuse me." "I've asked you here to talk about your daughter's condition." "Yes." "The swelling's gone down..." "I'm told she's improving..." "The swelling is down but there's another problem." "Look there." "Can you see that white shadow?" "Hello." "Can I get by?" "Excuse me." "This looks good!" "Who gave us that?" "Remember that girl Kanae?" "Her mother sent it to say thank you." "Oh, that girl..." "No luck with her, huh?" "The bone-marrow transplant didn't work." "They knew that when she left." "And that girl of yours, Rina!" "Boy, does she have an attitude!" "Not even a thank you!" "How do you stand her?" "Well, considering what's going on with her..." "What happened?" "The breast?" "Keep your voice down!" "All of it?" "Probably." "Serves her right!" "Don't talk like that." "Ms Takahashi!" "Sorry!" "Ms Takahashi!" "Matron!" "Ms Takahashi just overheard us about her breast!" "Where is she?" "She ran off somewhere!" "Go find her mother!" "Yes." "Rina!" "What are you doing?" "Maki..." "Don't be stupid!" "It's all over." "Rina!" "Stay back!" "I don't know what you heard, but you can be cured!" "Don't lie!" "Kanae died, didn't she." "The doctor'll operate, and you'll be fine!" "Yeah, without a breast." "What's the point?" "Stay back." "Rina don't die!" "Please!" "If you die..." "I I can't live!" "What, 'because we're friends'?" "You don't know how it feels!" "Did you ever lose a breast?" "!" "OK." "I'll... feel the same pain as you." "Maki!" "Maki!" "Maki!" "Don't die, Rina!" "I don't want to lose a friend!" "Maki!" "I..." "I..." "I'm the kind of person who always got picked on." "Time and time again" "I've wanted to die..." "But then I'd think of you and want to live." "Kanae was the same." "She said you made her brave." "I never did anything..." "Yeah, but..." "I don't think I'll be coming back." "So you help Rina, OK?" "OK." "Promise?" "I promise." "I promised Kanae." "Why did you two do that?" "What did I ever do for you?" "Why?" "Because we're friends." "So go for it, Rina." "Rina Takahashi, 17." "She's in your hands." "She's in your hands." "Rina, good luck." "They're starting..." "She'll be fine, won't she." "Sure she will." "She wants to fight now." "Because of you." "I didn't do anything." "Maki, it's good to be concerned about a friend but you've got to think of yourself, too." "I've talked to the doctor." "You can't go much longer as an out-patient." "Has it gone that far?" "I'm afraid so." "All right." "I'll go with what you decide." "I'll get started on the paperwork, then." "Matron..." "Don't breathe a word to Rina about my illness." "One, two, three!" "Thank you." "It'd gone further than I thought." "I had to take the entire breast." "But it doesn't seem to have spread anywhere else." "At this rate, she should be out in a few weeks." "Thank you very much." "All the best." "Rina?" "Rina?" "'At first I thought you were just one of lots of girls." "'But for some reason you're really on my mind." "'When I get back to Japan... '..." "I'm going to hit on you... '" "'Hit on you'!" "'So try and make yourself more worth it by then." "'Yousuke.'" "What is this?" "!" "Yousuke left it with Keigo." "I said I'd visit Rina, so Keigo gave it to me." "But this is a love letter!" "Rina's so amazing!" "Hey where's that girl gone?" "'That girl'?" "Maki." "They said she's not healed up yet, so she can't come around." "Oh." "I'd better get off to work." "Oh, and your father..." "He's out of town a lot these days, and working late..." "He's sorry he hasn't visited you." "Who cares about him?" "'ll see you next time." "Hi, Rina!" "How are you?" "What are you doing here?" "Well, Hiroko wanted to see how the old club queen was doing." "A get-well gift." "Hospitals are so awful!" "Dark, and smelly." "That suits you now, though." "Go away." "Is that how you talk to friends who've come to visit you?" "We're not friends now." "So what are friends?" "Once you told me that friends are people you can use." "And you're not much use to anyone right now." "Go away, I said." "Don't worry, I'm going." "There's just one thing..." "I did it with Yousuke." "A threesome with Emi." "It was great." "Wasn't it?" "Huh?" "Uh, yeah..." "Great." "He said he hated stuck-up chicks like you." "Bye." "Let's go." "Did you see her face?" "She is so over!" "You're going home." "Thank you for everything." "Rina I know it's hard now, but time heals all wounds." "Maki had to do something, so she can't be here." "She asked me to tell you to stay well." "Thank you." "Thank you." "I'll put your things here." "About your room..." "I was afraid you might be angry, but it needed cleaning so I tidied up." "That's OK." "Hey!" "Where's Maki?" "She hasn't been here in ages." "Why not?" "I don't know." "Sorry." "I'll be late for class." "Rina!" "Welcome back!" "Rina!" "You're back!" "I'm sorry about coming and saying all those things." "But Hiroko insisted!" "How's she doing?" "She's gotten into drugs..." "You're the real queen of this club anyway." "Here" "From me, to celebrate the return of the queen." "Thanks." "Hey, that's Yousuke!" "He got back yesterday." "Where was he?" "Didn't you get his letter?" "I gave it to Hiroko." "Didn't I, Emi." "Uh, I'm just going to the washroom..." "Hiroko didn't give it to you." "What letter?" "To make a long story short," "Yousuke's in love with you." "Yo!" "Come and dance." "I don't feel like it." "After I played this song for you..." "You've changed somehow." "Yeah?" "Well, I was in hospital a while..." "It's not that." "I don't know... you seem more laid-back somehow." "I want to be with you." "Not just for sex." "To be my girlfriend." "No way, huh?" "Why?" "Why do you want me to be your girlfriend?" "My face?" "My body?" "No answer, huh?" "I guess I'm right." "Stupid!" "I'm just surprised to hear you talk like a girl." "Let's say my face got all messed up... in a car accident." "What would you do?" "Would you leave me?" "I'd stay with you, of course." "What if I lost my legs in an accident?" "I'd carry you." "You would?" "Yep." "Can I believe that?" "Thank you." "No!" "Again?" "I don't mean that." "I'll take my own clothes off." "OK." "Yousuke..." "You know I was sick..." "You saw me, all thin, with my hair falling out..." "Yeah." "But that's over, isn't it?" "Yeah, but I lost one of my breasts." "What?" "I made up my mind I'd never sleep with a guy again." "But then you said that stuff just now..." "So..." "So..." "Sorry." "How am I supposed to..." "...live like this?" "With a body like this?" "Never making love..." "Never being loved..." "How do I live with this body?" "!" "Maki!" "Maki!" "Maki!" "Where are you, Maki?" "!" "I can't go on!" "Rina!" "I thought you'd be here." "Your mother phoned." "She was worried." "Rina, even if life gets hard, you don't throw it away." "The day's sure to come when you'll be glad you didn't." "No one needs me." "There's no point." "That's not true!" "Your mother needs you, and your friend Maki..." "Maki?" "Maki..." "She just pitied me." "Don't be silly!" "She worries about you all the time!" "That's a lie." "No, it isn't!" "She thought about you before anything else." "Then why?" "Why doesn't she come see me?" "Maki?" "Maki!" "I'm sorry." "She insisted she had to talk to Rina." "Rina..." "Maki?" "What's wrong?" "Maki has a disease that starts with the fingers and hands and then gradually paralyzes the whole body." "That's why she's always been coming here." "Rina listen." "Maki!" "No." "Maki!" "Maki!" "It's..." "It's hard..." "living with..." "a body that's not right." "I know how you'd want to die." "That's why I kept..." "slashing my wrists." "But I want... to live." "It's only because I'm alive..." "It's because I'm alive that I made a friend... like you." "Isn't that so?" "Isn't it?" "!" "Maki!" "Maki!" "That's a nice breeze." "About what I was telling you the other day..." "The Matron got a nursing school to send me an application." "It looks pretty hard but I guess I'll manage, huh?" "What's that look for?" "I know." "You don't think I can!" "I'll be fine." "Don't you worry." "I'm going to be your nurse someday." "So you have to stay well till I qualify as one." "Promise." "Thank... you." "Don't say that!" "After all we're friends." "Rina being a friend having a friend is fantastic." "Maki's diary ends here." "I've continued it since then." "The pump?" "Hold on a second." "Maki can no longer walk or speak." "But I understand her." "By watching her eyes I know exactly what she wants." "You want to go out..." "Takashi, come back here!" "You have to take your medicine!" "No!" "I was sick once, too." "I told you about my scar..." "You old bitch!" "You little brat!" "These kids now have no manners at all!" "'Old bitch', he called me!" "You're laughing, aren't you." "You're awful!" "Yeah, I'm a few years older..." "'Grown up', I prefer to call it." "There" "Let's change those sheets, too." "Hang on." "Is it true?" "Do I really understand what she's thinking?" "Does Maki really want to go on living the way she is now?" "Maki?" "Maki!" "She's fibrillating." "Ablation." "Come on, Maki!" "Maki!" "But then" "I always remember..." "what she said." "'Because I'm alive" "I made a friend like you.'" "The words she said to me." "Three months later Maki's strength gave out and she left this life." "Subtitles by LeapinLar"