"What would you have done if you had had your life again?" "...Would you have finished your school?" "Got a job?" "...Got married?" "!" "I wouldn't have been taking this crap..." ""Destined for Blues"" ""When I was younger I wanted to die young, like Jim Morrison But then I started to look at this differently" / Ryszard Riedel" "Poland, Tychy, 1976" "Hey, Indiana" "Look if he's still here!" "nope!" "Loser, get out of there!" "I'm hungry!" "I hate when young ladies, like you behave in this way!" "I am talking to you, little shit, to you!" "What?" "You already know what, you little whippersnapper!" "Who spat on my car?" "Me?" "No, Maybe me!" "I will tell your father about this cigarette!" "And I will call to your school!" "You better keep eyes on Rysiek, Mr. Riedel!" "Rysiek!" "Yes?" "Dad wanted to talk to you, but he never got a chance." "He'd only babble me about my long hair." "Aah, cuz you only roam, pub-crawl." "You should find a job!" "?" "Mommy, you have made very good food!" "Yeah, it's really good, Mrs. Riedel!" "You like it?" "Yeah!" "Thank you" "You got a haircut?" "!" "Yes, you like it?" "Of course, mom." "You look like this famous actrees, Sophia Loren" "No!" "No!" "I'm not giving you any money!" "But I will pay you back everything." "I already got a job" "No, because your dad did not forbad me" "Get out of here, you stupid hoodlums" "I will call Police!" "Hey, Baska!" "What?" "Come over here for a second" "For what?" "Just come here, I need to ask you something" "Give me this cigarrette!" "He asks you if you wanna go out with him" "Why he wan't ask me?" "Rysiek, come here!" "So, what's the answer?" ""Red like a wine, hot like a stove..."" "What's up?" "It cannot be like this." "Why not?" "It just doesn't sound good!" "What doesn't sound good?" ""Red like a wine"!" "It sucks!" "Then give me something better..." "I don't know man..." "Red like what can be?" "like a beet like a rose perhaps like communusm?" "!" "We need to find sth that sounds good!" "Red like a brick!" "Red like a brick sounds good!" "Yeah, it may be better!" "Yes, he is my boy... a vocalist" "And who can you sing?" "Who do you want me to?" "Morrison, could you?" "Yeap!" "and Clapton?" "off course!" "Do you know the song "Free"?" "Yes, It the best, isn't it?" "Can I use the microphone?" "Why not?" "And how was it?" "Is she your girlfriend?" "No, only a friend!" "What did you say?" "Rysiek!" "Ohh, man you showed them how to sing!" "You think so?" "Yaa, man, I'm tellin you!" "Did you see Pawel's face?" "yhm, hey, how did she know I was there?" "Who, Baska?" "Yea!" "Ohh, I see." "That's how the girls are." "Where do you guys wanna go?" "To the centre!" "I am going to Gdynia." "Are you OK with this?" "Alright, jump in!" "You stupid morons from the south!" "What did you say?" "Fucking Hanys" "Andrew!" "What?" "..." "You fucking nobleman from Warsaw?" "Nobody is gonna say a bad word about Warsaw, you asshole!" "No, no, we like Warsaw I even have friends in Warsaw" "Who can you know you doushe bag?" "Waldek, from Warsaw... you know him?" "What is he famous from?" "He can drink a vino straight in less than 30 sec." "Everyone can do it!" "Indiana, give me the bottles" "We were goin to entertain you guys with some wine, like friends" "But if you play a game with me, show us what you can do." "Ooh, man, you still need a practise!" "This loser from Warsaw drank all of our wine!" "Let it go!" "He passed out, anyway, and the chicks are ours!" "Yeah, you are right!" "Are you OK?" "What's wrong?" "I'm fine" "I gotta walk a little bit" "May I go with you?" "Good Morning." "Good morning" "Is Gola at home?" "No, She's not here right now." "Do you want me to tell her something?" "Could you just hand it over to her?" "I'm sorry" "And please, tell her that we are playing tomorrow" "And she should come" "Rysiek, but where are you playing?" "Rysiek?" "Welcome everyone to the concert organized for this beautiful May Day holiday" "We also thank to the principal that she didn't make us cut our hair" "And now listen to the group "Jam"" "which, in my opinion, one day is going to be "something"" "What are you doing here?" "I came to the concert" "Please, you leave now!" "This concert is for students, isn't it?" "Yes, but not for you!" "Don't touch me!" "Rysiek Riedel!" "Kid, I am not going to tussle with you here" "I beg you, there is my boyfriend over there, I beg you" "Here you have a pack of cigarettes, just let me go, please!" "OK, go" "Thank you very much!" "Gola!" "What happened?" "Gola!" "Gola, honney, are you OK?" "People, do something" "Thank you everyone, you are fantastic!" "Who's that?" "ORMO" "Open the door!" "Ooh, it's you, Mr Riedel" "I'm looking for Rysiek" "On Sunday and in military uniform?" "I'm on duty" "Are you crazy, father?" "Get dressed, now!" "Leave me alone, I'm not going any place!" "Sergeant!" "Take him!" "Ryszard Riedel, born 27 September.." "1956!" "I'm not talking to you!" "You have to go with us now." "Military service will teach you life!" "Get dressed!" "What is up?" "What's going on here?" "I'm going to the army" "You are not going any place!" "Please don't make it difficult!" "First he made a child and now he's gonna duck out?" "!" "You better find him a job!" "Here is the calling!" "Calling?" "There is no calling!" "But you will go to prison for that!" "OK, then take me, pregnant, now!" "Gola, please, calm down!" "And you shut up!" "Wait a minute!" "Come on, take him!" "You're afraid of a woman?" "Are you crazy?" "He's your own son!" "Army will bring him up!" "Get out of here you stupid drank" "You little shit!" "If you were my daughter!" "What are you doing?" "Don't you see she is pregnant?" "What have you done?" "Look, father, what have you done?" "What the fuck!" "You call this army?" "Let it out, you moron!" "What did you say?" "You squeal your own son?" "In the name of Polish People's Republic, I order you" "Kiss my ass, you fucking ORMO" "You fucking idiot, I will inform about you!" "You saw it?" "He brought disgrace on the military uniform!" "Get out of here you stupid dick!" "And you better never come back here!" "So, now I'm supposed to carry you on my hands?" "Kiss!" "Kiss!" "Kiss!" "Rysiek, the key is not fitting" "Why not fitting!" "Try again!" "I am trying, but it really doesn't work" "How is it gonna work if your father changed all the locks this morning?" "But why?" "I am registered here!" "He said that he would not let the scoundrels come in here." "But why?" "So, what are we doing?" "Fuck that!" "Rysiek!" "And what now is gonna happen, Rysiek?" "Why?" "It will be like it was before" "It is not said." "People change after the marriage!" "Are you stupid?" "You will have to make it up with your father" "It's never gonna happen" "So where are you gonna live with Gola?" "I don't know yet, but I'll find out something." "Find out what?" "You will got to college?" "Get a job?" "Like the Indians, hah?" "When the Indians were hungry they were going hunting" "When they found a girlfriend they were building a wigwam" "You see, I think that the Indians were not free, either" "Fuck that, why can't I fly?" "Do you remember?" "We were going to be always together!" "We are together now" "We wanter to get out of this place" "We will, Indiana, don't worry!" "Give me your belt!" "For what?" "Roll up your sleeve!" "Hold this" "Where did you get this?" "From innocent" "Don't worry." "After all, we are like brothers." "Jesus!" "That man pays" "For your son!" "What's his name?" "You don't have respect for me, Rysiek" "And do YOU have respect for me?" "Do you know what was my father's name?" "What do you want from me?" "Richard, same as you" "And why are you telling me?" "Because it's the first time when you listen to me!" "That time I was very young, but I remember my father" "He would sit all day at home and drink." "If he didn't have enough money he was taking something from the house and sell it." "But I loved him." "At that time we were living in Chorzow." "The city where you were born" "Once, he borrowed a bike from his brother and we went to the lake" "We were fishing all day." "The sun was shining, and there were some little white flowers floating on the water." "It was the happiest day of my life." "When I went to the office with your mother and said that my father was Riedel and he lived there" "They checked and said that I could get the papers and they would give me the apartment." "I had a fucked up life." "I hope that yours will be better." "Dad!" "Dad!" "Dad, look, I found a cat!" "What happened?" "Get up, please" "What's wrong?" "A pale face shot me" "Treacherous" "Does it hurt?" "Are you crying?" "No, I was pretending" "You really scaried me." "You fell for it?" "Yes" "Let me see." "Very nice" "Dad" "Yes?" "Were you really pretending?" "Yes, really, I was" "But... why?" "It's a part of our life" "What?" "People want to cover up who they really are." "And you?" "What are you like?" "You wanna know?" "I do" "I like cats" "Me too" "And..." "I like to sleep long" "Me too!" "And what I like the best is to sing for people" "Dad, can we sing together one time?" "Off course we will" "Are you writing about this cat now?" "Something close." "When I was young I used to live in the small cottage next to the railroad" "And there was a dog coming sometimes into our yard" "And this dog was always hungry" "Did you like it?" "Rysiek, Get over here, now!" "Daddy" "Quickly, here!" "Your dog killed the pigeon" "Daddy!" "Daddy!" "Did you like him?" "I did, deeply." "I even wanted to take him home" "But your grandfather didn't want him" "So what did you do?" "I promised myself, that If I ever had a son, then..." "Yes!" "Can I take him with me?" "Really, dad?" "Yes" "Is Rysiek there?" "No, Mrs Gola, He's not here" "Really?" "Really!" "Where are you going." "Only Men piss over there." "I can smell." "Let's go" "Dad" "Tell me more when you wanted to run away to Indians." "I already did" "Tell me about Indianer, who taught you these signs." "He was coming to our yard, standing under the window, and then he was playing this melody" "How did you know it was him?" "Only he could play it" "And then I was looking through the window and he was showing me: "I am going to the prairie"" "I am going to the prairie" "Very good" "So, did you go with him?" "No, your grandpa didn't let me go." "It must have been hard for you" "Very hard" "So he was going alone?" "Ya, he had to go alone" "I understand, but I think that you are telling fibs." "We don't have any prairies in Poland." "You know what Bastek?" "I will explain it to you later." "Look!" "Could you see him?" "He is going to die because of a hanger." "He will die, anyway." "He is going to the slaughterhouse." "You are stupid." "What happened?" "I lost my cat?" "You lost your cat?" "Then We need to find him." "Wait a second." "People, Have you seen a small, black, kitten?" "Little, black kitten" "Take it." "Do you want Gostek to play for you the harmonica?" "Do you want?" "I cann't hear you!" "Gostek!" "Are you alright?" "Dad is kissing, and I am signing the authographs" "Let's go!" "What are you doing, dad?" "Bastek, dear." "my son" "Daddy is sick" "It hurts a lot" "You are pretending?" "!" "It hurts" "You want to trick me again?" "Dad!" "Dad" "Lord..." "let me try... again." "Give me another chance!" "I need some time" "Because time heals wounds" "Do you remember the doors?" "Morrison saw in his dreams the Indian horses." "They were dead horses." "It doesn't matter" "It's like destiny." "Everything means something." "Horses are OK." "They give you success." "But a dead horse?" "It's a bad sign." "It means that your luck is over." "You are full of crap..." "like Gypsys" "Do you think that Morrison predicted his end?" "Do you believe in destiny?" "There is no destiny" "There are only accidents." "So, If I jumped now would it be an accident or a destiny?" "Jump, then you will know" "Has anyone seen you?" "Did you bring it?" "Fuck!" "Get back there!" "On the stage!" "No can do..." "I cannot" "Rysiek!" "Rysiek, please" "Boys, I need some stuff." "Lend me some, please." "But I do everything." "I did everything I could." "Please, I beg you." "I have no strength, i have to take something" "Pawel, please, I beg yo" "You are all the same!" "I hate you fucking losers!" "Everything is fucked up" "Anybody's there?" "Mr. Riedel, open the door." "Mr Riedel, open the door!" "Jesus!" "There is a fire!" "Krzysiek!" "Krzysiek1" "Bastek!" "Bastek, dear." "Something is messed up." "We will have to record it again." "What's wrong?" "You were not cordinated with the band." "OK, my bad, maybe I missed something." "So what's the deal?" "Hey, Rysiek, Do you feel OK in general." "You look bad!" "I'm just tired." "Tired of playing or taking?" "What do you mean?" ":" "You know what I mean." "Your fucking drugs!" "How long can we deceive ourselves?" "We have to do something with it." "It wasn't a problem for you guys before!" "It always was a problem, Rysiek!" "Cuz, it's really hard." "I tried many times." "Listen, We were talking to Mietek." "He said that If you took a break, went in detox you could move to his house" "But I have my home..." "At least two weeks, you should rest from this environtment free from all these people, places" "I don't know what's the problem." "You are all against me" "Come on, Rysiek." "When you get back you will start again." "We don't know what to do." "You remember your friends?" "They were doing same things." "Seriously, that's no joke now." "It's a matter of your life." "OK, Mietek, Can I do it?" "in your house?" "We will drink some beer." "So, are you deciding on doing it?" "yes" "Ok, So should I get you the leave..." "OK, that's fine." "Mommy, I am hungry" "Me too" "OK, wait a second." "You were supposed to buy milk!" "You were supposed to buy milk!" "I went, but it turned sour." "And what will I give to kids now?" "Why are you picking on me?" "After all I take care of them!" "You were supposed to paint the walls" "I forgot!" "Everyone is picking on me!" "Again" "Rysiek" "Rysiek, let me in!" "Rysiek, you hear me?" "Rysiek, open the door!" "you hear me?" "Rysiek!" "Heniu" "Give me somthing, my friend" "Rysiek, no money, no jam" "Heniu, I will do everything for you" "I could spit and you would lick it!" "Ooh, come on, Heniu, let me have something" "I beg you" "Please, Heniek, give me" "Look, people!" "A great star is kneeling in from of Heniek!" "Kneel down!" "I said kneel down!" "Give it, please!" "I beg you" "Kneel down now!" "Give it to him!" "Fuck of!" "I said fuck of!" "You fucking jerk!" "Get the fuck out of here!" "Get the fuck out of here fucking junkies" "Malgosia" "Do you fing me disgusting?" "I am not the same as I used to be" "Gosia" "I don't mind if you want to find a new husband" "What are you talking about, Rysiek!" "If I wanted a different man I would have done if a long time ago, not now" "Rysiek" "I will stand everything, but..." "I need to feel that you love me" "Do you understand?" "Yes, I understand" "Gosia" "Tomorrow is your birthday..." "So I wish you a happy birthday" "Why don't you wait with your wishes till tomorrow?" "I don't know what will be tomorrow!" "Grandma is here!" "We're leaving" "I don't want to go to Grandma's" "Bastek!" "Is dad strung-out again?" "Your dad is sick!" "Hi, Gola" "Can I come in?" "You promised me!" "There is no way" "But he has to" "Did you see him?" "Gola" "Do you not understand me?" "But you don't understand." "He has to sing tonight!" "But it is an exceptional situation" "Gola, Richard is calling you!" "Rysiu" "I will go" "But you don't have to" "But I want to go" "Only, go with me, please like you used to" "Leszek, He wan't sing tonight." "What should I do with the sound?" "Let's do the playback" "It's too risky" "So what the fuck should I do now?" "Don't give me a shit now!" "You want me to go and sing instead of him maybe?" "Man, Jam has never played with lip-sync" "He's whispering something" "Who?" "what do you mean who?" "Richard" "They will kill you for doing it!" "Yeeaaaah!" "We have it!" "We have the contract!" "Jesus, boys, can you believe it!" "Gola, we have it!" "We have the contract!" "And where is Rysiek" "Where is Rysiek?" "Rysiek?" "O my God!" "Rysiek!" "Rysiek" "What can we do?" "Are you this young man's wife?" "Do you know, that he..." "I want to take him home" "But..." "I'm taking him home" "Then you need to fill a form" "I'll be back right now" "Mom... did daddy die?" "No, honney, he's just sleeping" "But he cannot wake up right now" "Go to bed!" "Give me 5 minutes more!" "Yes?" "Hello?" "Gola?" "Let me speak to Richard" "But he wan't hear you" "Dad can hear when he sleeps" "It doesn't matter, Just let me talk to him" "Rysiek..." "This is your father" "Can you hear me?" "Gola sent us your CD-album" "I like your music." "It is very pretty, son." "I know that you have hard feelings toward me" "But it will change" "It is just important for you to recover" "We will come with mother to your concert" "And We will sing together..." "like we used to" "You know Indiana." "Something is wrong" "What is wrong?" "I stopped to dream." "When human doesn't dream, then he dies" "Rysiek, but you are alive." "I don't know what I want." "I do wrong to people" "People love you" "People change" "We don't change." "We are like brothers" "Richard, what's wrong with you?" "Everyone is looking for you!" "The train didn't come" "Dude, where, the fuck, do you live." "There is no train at this time" "Come on, get in!" "We're already late" "I've gone through entire city." "Leszek will kill me!" "I know, I know that I'll succeed" "It has to be a success" "Because now I finally know what is important to me" "You betrayed me." "You were telling me how good it is and now you don't believe in it" "You don't believe that you can live like this" "So what do you believe in?" "That's a bullshit." "Who do you think you are." "God?" "Don't come here any more!" "He engaged me in this shit!" "Rysiek!" "He's dead!" "He died because of drugs!" "We went together to the funeral!" "Rysiek, please, wake up!" "Will you escape with me?" "I will" "Now We are like brothers" "Rysiek?" "Yes?" "This is your father" "Do you hear me?" "Where do you call from?" "From home." "Gola gave me this number" "But why from home?" "I am waiting for you here" "Something happened" "Tomorrow I am going to the hostital" "Something is wrong with my head" "I need a surgery" "You know" "I'm having a strange dream" "I'm sitting with my father at the lake and we're fishing" "And on the other waterside lies a dead horse" "But my father died a long time ago" "Ask somebody what does such a dream mean?" "Good morning." "Hello" "We are entering early on the air" "But we have our equipment still in the bus" "Hurry up, please" "Total mess!" "How do you feel?" "Pawel" "I have to get a little hit" "Pawel, please, help" "Richard, I cannot help you, you have to endure it" "Pawel, I can't stand it any longer" "You can do it, Richard" "Remember, you already beared so much" "I wanted my father to come here." "I wanted it so bad." "Take a nep, I will wake you up when necessary" "Indiana" "Indiana, is it you?" "Of course it's me" "Where did you get these horses" "They were standing... so I borrowed them" "Horses need to run, don't they?" "You crazy man" "I always wanted to ride a horse like this" "Help" "What should I do?" "Close your eyes and think that you are on the prairie" "It works" "I told you that you are gettin' it" "Like Indians!" "Let's get out of here?" "They will kill you for doing that" "It's not the first time they wanna kill me" "Mom, come here, it's just started" "Look, daddy on the horse" "Do you remember beating it from school?" "We wanted to run away from here" "It didn't work out" "A lot of things didn't work out" "It's nice up here" "You have a nice overlook" "And you don't smell the stench of this hospital" "You know." "I was born in this hospital" "And I don't feel like I'm gonna get out of here" "You have to escape" "I tried yesterday." "But they noticed me" "What do they give you here morphine" "But it's a crap" "Will you come to get me out of here?" "Richard Riedel died on 30th July, 1994 at the hospital in Chorzow." "He was 37." "Subtitles by ..:" "ZiOoM:.." "I'm sorry for mistakes!"