"I always wanted to be in the movies" "When I was little I thought for sure 1 day, I could be a big big star..." "Or maybe just beautiful..." "Beautiful and rich, like the women on TV" "Yeah, I had a lot of dreams" "And I guess you can call me a real romantic" "Because I truly believe that one day... they'll come true" "So I dream about it for hours" "As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people" "They said I was dreaming" "But back then, I believed it whole heartily" "So whenever I was down, I would just escape into my mind" "To my other live, where I was someone else" "It made me happy to think that all these people... just didn't know yet who I was gonna be" "But 1 day they'll all see" "I heard that Marilyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop" "And I thought for sure, it could be like that" "So I started growing up real young..." "And I always secretly looking for who is gonna discover me?" "Was it this guy?" "Or maybe this one?" "You never knew" "But even if they couldn't take me all the way..." "like Marilyn" "They would somehow believe in me just enough" "They would see me for what I could be, and think I was beautiful" "Like a diamond in the rough" "They'll take me away..." "To my new life" "And my new world" "Where everything would be different" "Yeah, I lived that way for long long time" "And my head dreaming like that" "It was nice 1 day it just stopped" "By the time I met you all..." "Shame..." "all I want is a beer" "How are you doing?" " Great" "Anyone sitting here?" "No" "Madam our services are for patrons only" "Give me a beer whatever cheapest" "So what it is like, a gay place or what?" "Yeah" "Hey, whatever, man" "Can I buy you that drink?" "I got my own money" "I'll have a pitcher, whatever she's having" "Look, I'm not gay alright?" "Well, it makes sense" "So what are you doing here then?" "My truck broke down, I'm a..." "I got a pressure cleaning business" "What's pressure cleaning?" "You know steam clean?" "Upholstery, carpets, you know, shit like that" "So I'm just getting out of the rain" "My name is Selby" "You owe me change!" "Fuck!" "I'm out of here" "Oh, are you sure?" "Get your fucking hands off me!" "you dumb dyke..." "I'm not gonna fuck you for fucking beer ok" "Stop wasting your fucking time!" "I wasn't trying to fuck you!" "I just wanna talk to you" "I thought that if I bought you some beer maybe you'll talk to me" "I just trying to have one decent night out, you know.." "Just talk to someone before I've to go back to my parents closet" "I'm sorry" "You don't have to stay" "So are you really a steam cleaner?" "No, I'm not" "No man, actually it's a real good job..." "Pressure cleaning" "You want some?" "Oh come on don't let me down now" "You ready?" "1... no, you don't get to do this" "Shit, I don't fucking trust you" "You ready?" "1, 2, go!" "You do suck" "You're just a sore winner" "Yeah, winner though, man" "Oh, man that's all my cast" "You spilled some good shit there" "I'm gonna lick it up like a dog" "We need 2 more" "What's that bullshit?" "What time is it?" "The bar is closed" "Then why don't you take that stick out of your ass..." "Now would be a good time, don't you think huh?" "Now that the bar's closed" "What you do for is that?" "We had a good time though" "Yeah, I know, it was fun" "I'm sorry, I called you dumb dyke" "I don't care" "And thanks for the drinks" "No..." "No Problem." "So see you around ok" "Do you wanna stay with me?" "I didn't mean... you know you don't have to do anything" "Shit I know" "Fuck it" "Yeah?" "My truck's broken down" "Ok, car's over here, come here, this way" "All I wanted was a beer" "But the day I met Selby I'd spent most of the afternoon sitting in the rain, about to kill myself" "So you can understand" "I was flexible, I mean everybody gotta have faith in something" "For me?" "For me all I had left was love" "And I was getting pretty sure that, I wasn't gonna love a man again" "So I was gonna do it" "And the only reason I did it was a five dollar bill" "I knew I probably given some asshole a blowjob for it" "So really tried to piss me off that if I killed myself without spending it" "Basically I sucked him off for free" "So I made a deal" "I said God, I gotta spend this 5 bucks" "But when it's gone so am I" "If you've got something for me in this life, you better bring it on" "And there she was" "Just some friends my parents and I are staying with" "You wanna take a shower or anything?" "Goodnight" " Goodnight" "I can't believe you are here" "Me neither" "Can I touch your face?" "Sure" "Honey!" "God Donna!" "Donna sorry, just a sec!" "I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be ready for church" "Hey, where's my shirt?" "Look at this, it's 5 o'clock in the morning and she ain't dressed yet" "I'm sorry about that" "No, it's alright" "Hey thanks for letting me crash" "No, that was nice" "So when are you leaving?" "Tuesday" "But you know, I'm gonna be hanging out at the Moon Night, around 5" "About 2 blocks up" " Yeah yeah yeah" "Maybe I'll swing by" "Alright" "You have fun at church, alright" "Who was that person?" "She's just a friend I made" "Honey, I think she was a straight person" "Did you check your stuff, because she might have stole something" "No..." "I checked it, she didn't take anything" "Listen, honey, you cannot bring people like that here, what if Charles had seen her?" "I'm sorry" "A person like that... no Ma'am" "We have no business with people like that" "I'm just getting some stuff" "You'll give it to me when you get it" "Want some sandwich?" "Ham don't do it for me" " Thanks, man" "I'll buy it if you want" "It's alright" "You'll pay me when you get it" "How are you doing?" "I'm good" "I met a friend" " Really?" "good for you" "Hope it's not some asshole like the last guy... who almost trampled you half to death" "No, she is... real nice, you know" "Thanks, man" "Hang on a sec" "Hang the fuck on!" "You look good" "Thanks" "Man, you know what I'm going to give you the $5..." "I got it." "I got it" "So you came" "Yeah I was around, you know, thought I'll swing by" "So where's your friends?" "Well, I..." "I'm not..." "You're mean" "Can I ask you a question?" "Are you a prostitute?" "Yeah" "I don't know" "People like pay to be with you, it's wild!" "Men must just line up to be with a girl like you" "I guess, I don't know, not really, you know!" "What do you do to them?" "All kind of things, you know, whatever they want" "How do you know what they want?" "Well they ain't shy to tell you" "Really?" "Well shit, men are real easy to read anyway" "Well, how about that guy?" "How about him?" "Oh, he's gay" "No way" "Yeah, man, look at him, he tries too hard" "Oh man you see that little fucker over there?" "Well he, he's straight up, SM" "That's Trevor, That's the son of the people I'm staying with" "Shit I'm sorry" "I don't care about that" "I don't realize he was gonna be here" "This girl in my church, she told everyone that I tried to kiss her" "So my parents basically disowned me" "And I decided to come down here and try to figure somethings out" "Then this happened before I could get a job" "How long do you have to stay on?" "Not too much longer" "But my dad had to pay my medical bills" "So I made a deal with him, that I would go back" "Which... you know... it... probably for the best... maybe it'll work" "Maybe he'll be able to save my soul and all that" "Well I bet you twenty, I'll beat your ass in a race, right now" "Oh no..." "Oh yeah, me and you are gonna hit the floor right now" "Serious I can't skate" "You gotta help me" "I know, I've gotcha, come on" "There you got it" "You better not let me break my other arm" "See you can do this" "You're very good, man" "You think you can you do by yourself?" "Ok" " There you go" "Feel the music" "You having fun?" "There you go turn, turn" "Oh, man I love this song" "Oh I love it too" "Just like that" "Oh I can't do that" "Yeah you can" "No, no, no, come on, come with me" "Trevor" "Who cares about him?" "Come on are you ready?" "So we don't hit anyone" "Are you ok?" "I can't, I can't do this here" "Maybe we can go somewhere" "How about the yard over there?" "I thought you didn't like gals" "I don't like men anymore, really" "I like you" "Maybe... maybe we could go somewhere" "Where we can get a room or something" "Oh I don't have any money" "I gotta go" "I'll see you tomorrow" "Ok honey I talked to your father and guess what?" "What?" " You got a job, little miss" "How about that?" " Really?" "That's right, working right with your dad" "And some very handsome young gentlemen, I understand" "Ok, if you need something you let me know, ok" "Thanks" "Thanks for the ride, man" " Sure" "It's real hard to get help around here, you know" "I was getting lost there for a while..." "So where are you headed?" "Just where you can take me, I'm trying to get to a phone" "So my car broke down" "See, these here are my kids" "They are cute" "They are down in Miami, I'm trying to get down to them" "But I'm kind of broke, right now" "So just trying to make..." "some cash somehow, you know" "Maybe I can help you out" "Yeah what you got?" "I don't know, how about say 10 bucks?" "I like to have $25 straight up" "If that do in the laundry shop..." "Look, man, I'm not a fucking novice shampoo gal here, ok" "I'm the real deal, alright, so let's see it" "Oh man, I'm talking about the cash, alright" "Ok sorry" "Hey lady love, need a ride?" "What time you got?" "Quarter 6" "hey man, don't go too far" "No, I just want a little privacy, you know, I don't wanna get busted" "Shit me either" "What do you think, man?" "Cheers!" "So how about we make it quick I suck you 20 huh?" "No, I wanna fuck" "Alright man, 30, straight up" "Hang on gal" "Come on, man, shit, alright" "Hang on, hang on, let me finish my drink" "You want some more" " No" "Jesus, hookers nowadays huh" "I love them and I hate them" "You know I love them and I hate them" "Stud always is" "Understand" "They're better than my fucking wife" "I don't wanna hold you up!" "Come on man, let's see you" "Oh man, take the pants off" "I thought you were in a rush" "Come on, the money is right there" "Hold on, hold on" "Suck me a little first, come on suck me" "No, man, it's not part of the fucking deal" "Oh come on, I'll give you 10 more dollars, come on 10 more fucking dollars you fucking bitch!" "Hey are you alright?" "I knew that would get you!" "Are you awake now?" "Scream, let me fucking hear it!" "let me fucking hear it!" "Come on, you gonna stay awake now?" "Do you wanna die?" "Do you wanna fucking die?" "Come on here we go!" "I wanna clean you up" "We got some fucking Dettol!" "What the hell is happening here?" "Sorry it was me I fell out of bed" "You didn't hear nothing?" "No, it's me I fell out of bed" "If that woman's in here, Selby, so help me god.." "I had a talk with Trevor, and I really don't appreciate what he told me" "I don't think your father will either" "If she's in here, I want you to get her out right now!" "Or Charlie bound to blow her head off" "What the hell are you doing here?" "No man, I just wanted to see you" "I got in a fight" "It must have been a really long fight" "I got a man really beaten me up, ok" "It wasn't my fault" "Are you ok?" "But it's cool now" "It's cool" "I was thinking..." "You know I want you to stay a little longer" "Cause I can't" "Why not?" "Cause I told you I promised my dad" "Well, he's your dad right, wouldn't he understand" "So I'm sure he can save your soul a week from now, right?" "See, I told you..." "no problem right?" "I was gonna use it to take you out tonight, but..." "That's enough to rent a hotel for whole week" "We can party, hang out, whatever you wanna do, you know" "Maybe I can come back" "No, you can't come back" "Cause I'll be gone" "Listen to me," "This is a once in a life time opportunity" "Give me a week, I'm gonna go later I'll buy you fucking ticket" "I'll take you there myself, just give me a week" "You'll never meet someone like me again" "Ok" " Alright" "Where did you get this car?" "I just borrowed it" "So what do we do now?" "Whatever?" "Cheers" " Cheers" "It's getting late" "Oh My God Selby!" "We thought you were dead" "Donna, I'm sorry, I just came and get some stuff" "No, honey, you are gonna talk to your father" "You stand right here!" "John, yes she's back" "She's here" "Ok, hang on, hang on" "Talk to your dad" "Hello?" "I found a roommate and..." "I can't dad" "I'm not even staying here anymore" "I just came by to pick up some stuff, I'm not even staying at Donna's anymore" "Ok.. ok.." "I'm an adult now, I'm gonna stay..." "And I gotta go" "What are you doing?" "She's not even... gay" "She's just some old street hooker, she's just using you" "I quit" "What?" "What're your bags doing here?" "I'm staying" "Holy shit girl, you just made my day" "How did you get them huh?" "I took a cab" "But Leen, you can take care of me right?" "cause..." "I've spent all our money" "It don't even matter" "What you said?" "You quit?" "Hooking..." "I quit hooking" "Why?" "Why?" "because it's shit, it's time man, I fucking hate it" "I thought you said it wasn't that bad" "Oh.. it is, you know, but, not always, it's not the point" "I got you now" "I got everything going for me" "So I'm gonna do a broil" "This time I'm doing it a broil" "How about that?" "Fine, but what are you gonna do about work?" "Exactly..." "I'll get a job" "Go clean... straighten up, you know, fuck it, man, I'll get a career" "House, car... you know, how about that" "What kind of job are you gonna get?" "I've been thinking about that" "I was thinking maybe like a veterinarian, you know" "Cos I fucking love animals, you know" "Yeah..." "But that's a doctor..." "you gotta get a degree for that" "No, I'm not, no" "Shit, I know, you know what I always wanted to be?" "What?" "President of the US" "I just haven't been feeling too good lately, you know" "But I will though, man" "I'll be feeling great" "It's fucking celebration time" "Oh yes this is..." "this is big" "I once heard this thing that always stuck with me" "I must've been around 13 years old" "Cause I remember I just put the baby up for adoption" "They call the assembly of my junior high" "Cause this guy who played drum for certain workmen..." "Was coming to talk to us about success... and making your mark on the world" "I don't have any experience, per se..." "I'm a real..." "I mean I'm a real hard worker" "I was real excited, cause he was the 1st real celebrity I've seen..." "And this was exactly the kind of thing I wanted to learn..." "How to follow in the footsteps of..." "I don't even write it down, you know" "Just stay right..." "just stay right there" "And you should know that I've worked with people all my life" "So I'm real good with people and..." "I know how to work the rolodex" "So I listen real hard to any advice he had" "For sure he said something that stuck right in my real mind" "It was all you need in life... is love" "And to believe in yourself then there's nothing you can't do" "To make sure that i have all this straight" "Basically, you've no experience, no college degree..." "No resume, no work history what-so-ever in fact" "And now you would like to be... a lawyer" "No, see..." "I'm sorry, but when I read the ad..." "It said you were looking for a secretary" "Ok, well you need to learn how to type..." "You'll need computer skills" "Most of our secretaries have college degree" "In fact most of them have specialized in law" "I don't mean to sound harsh, but frankly this is a little insulting" "All that looks great, It must be wonderful, but..." "Can I tell you something?" "When the beach party is over, you don't get to say, you know what" "I think now I would like to have what everybody else has worked their entire life for..." "It doesn't work that way" "Fuck you, man!" "Yeah fuck you!" "You don't fucking know me" "Ok, great, that's great, see?" "Now I'm so sorry I didn't hire you before." "Leslie could you please escort miss..." "I don't even know her name, because of course she doesn't have a resume..." "No need, you fucking asshole, you piece of shit" "What you think I'm fucking retard?" "Take your fucking job and fucking shove it!" "Fuck you Leslie!" "All I need is love and to believe in yourself" "Nice idea, it doesn't exactly work out that way" "But I guess it was better to hear flat out lying then to know the truth at thirteen" "Fuck this phoney shit, told him to fuck himself, kiss my fucking sweet ass" "Slamped me out of the fucking door, just like that, man" "What did he do?" "Not a fucking thing" "Not one fucking thing" "Stupid mother fucker" "I've bet nobody fucking ever talked to him like that in his whole life" "Fucking office job, who the fuck wants a job like that" "You gotta fucking sitting in a little desk..." "You got your little phone..." "You got your piece of paper, your little pen..." "You write shit down, bla bla bla" "Fucking a monkey can do that shit, man, fuck!" "I thought you wanted a job like that" "You know what?" "No." "Toby, 2 more" "Honey, Al says I can't give you any tab" "Toby, how long have I been the customer here?" "Would you cut me some fucking slack here?" "Go get me 2 more" "Fucking lazy bastard, it's no big deal, man" "Al runs a tab all the time you know... he just probably doesn't know it" "Leen, what are you gonna do?" "I got it on fucking control, man" "I'm kind of starving here" "There's no way, you could maybe ah..." "I don't know, call your dad or..." "Yeah I know I know, I'm just saying for you, you know?" "Fuck it, man, I got shit line up, you know" "It's not a fucking big deal" "Can I just give it to you straight" "The truth is, I'm..." "I'm a hooker" "I'm trying to clean my life up here, you know..." "Go straight and questions and all, so..." "If there's any link that you can help me with..." "That's because I was..." " That's not even matter gonna matter" "Because the best you're gonna get is factory work" "Hey Todd, do we even have any factory work?" "Fuck!" "I'm sorry, I'm just trying to talk to you here..." "You don't have any change, do you?" "Madam, I'm afraid I've to ask you to come with me" "Why?" "Well we've had some complains out here, so..." "So what they complained about?" "Cause I just got out, it's my day off" "A day off?" "And what's a day off for a whore, you go to church or something?" "Don't you remember me?" "No" "I busted you not eight months ago for tricking up on 95" "It seems to me you might owe me one" "Yeah, you sure went easy on me" "You almost broke my fucking jaw" "Please, you do time" "Climb over" "Sel?" "Selby?" "Selby?" "Jesus Christ, what're you doing" "What the fuck are you doing?" "Please drop the fucking blade" "I take you to a fucking doctor, ok" "Just stop it" "What are you talking about?" "You can stop Leen." "Stop what?" "You can stop the game" "I'm out there trying my best, ok?" "Why did you quit hooking?" "Cause I needed to, alright?" "Because you thought I was stupid, enough to support you?" "No, Selby" "That you wouldn't even have to fuck me to get it" "Because I'm so hard-up" "No!" "no!" "Selby, that's not the reason" "You said we were gonna party, party, party..." "Well there hasn't been a fucking party!" "Nothing!" "when I told you that I'm starving" "Cause you're using me" " No!" "I just..." "Because I fucking killed someone, alright?" "My last john, alright, I fucking killed my last john" "I was raped and beat to fuck and was gonna get killed" "But I won't..." "I didn't wanna lose you, you know..." "All I could think about was that for the rest of your fucking life" "And you never know that I fucking meant to be there" "I didn't wanna die, thinking that maybe" "Maybe you could love me" "So I killed him" "I shot him, alright..." "I fucking shot him" "I'm sorry, I let you fucking down alright" "Now, you know me Sel, now you fucking know me alright" "No, I don't wanna go" "Sure you do, sure you fucking do!" "Leave me fun, leave me fucking fun!" "I'm sorry" "I know..." "He would have killed you" "I need to get this taken off and I'm gonna get a job" "No, I understand that if you can't get a work" "I don't even mind" "I wanted to go back before it was just... so shit scared of getting caught" "You know that was the only reason" "I'm a hooker" "You got a wet pussy?" "Yes, sure" "You like to fuck?" "Yup" "Jesus Christ, you'll think nobody ever talked dirty to you before" "I just like to settle first, you know" "Call me daddy, while I fuck you" "I try, what you like to fuck your kids?" "What?" "I'm just kidding with you" "I'm just messing with you" "I'll call you daddy" "Daddy, see?" "See, I'm calling you daddy" "I do it all the time" "$20 huh?" "Yup" "Some good shit here!" "Come on, you wanna suck it for me" "Come on baby" "Life is funny... it's hard" "But it's also strange, how things can be so different than you think" "I remember I was just a kid in before age club..." "Set up this beautiful gigantic red and yellow ferris wheel." "It lit up to night sky" "They called it... the Monster" "You want some money?" "Oh my god, are you serious?" "When I was a kid I thought that was about the coolest thing I ever seen" "Then I couldn't wait to ride it" "Sure enough, when I finally got my chance I got so scared and nauseous..." "I threw up all over myself before it even made 1 full turn" "I gonna go and wash up ok" "Just hang on a sec, babe, I gotta wash up here, ok?" "Ok" "Hey where did you get the car?" "My friend, Thomas, saw me on my way home, he let us borrow it to move" "We're moving?" "Yes, fuck this place, right?" "This no place for my girl" "Oh, man, a real place?" "an apartment?" "Ya what you happy now?" " Yeah, I'm happy" "I know baby, I know" "We're good now, I told you" "And that's what I mean" "In my life, it has always been the harmless stuff that hurt the most" "When there're things so horribly, you can't even imagine it" "It's usually a lot easier than you think" "You never really know, until you're the one standing there" "No problem" "How is your arm?" "It looks weird" "So ok?" "Cos I knew I was coming home to you" "I love you" "Waitress" "This stuff is so good thanks for taking me here" "It's ok, it's ok you know" "It's pretty fine, but.. man, someday I'm gonna take you to some..." "Real top places in the Keys, like some real classy joints" "Keys?" " Yeah" "I always wanna go to Keys" "I always wanna have a house on the beach, you know" "But I haven't even been to the beach since I've been here" "So gal I'll buy you a house on the beach, how about that?" "Those places are like thousands of thousands of dollars" "So what?" "You think I can't get you a house on the beach?" "What else you want?" "You want a little purple porsh huh?" "This is no-smoking area" "You have to put the cigarette out" "What are you doing, man?" "you gonna sing us a song or what?" "Let me have that" "Get your fucking hand off her" "You piece of shit!" "We're paying fucking customer here" "What?" "what you got?" "You wanna bring it on?" "You all better watch your fucking food..." "Cos there was a fucking cockroach in mine, size like this" "This is not how you run a fucking establishment man" "So what's your deal, man?" "Where you like to fuck" "Like to fuck in the back?" "So really like to get real rough?" "Shit, I bet you get real rough back there huh?" "Real nasty" "You like that huh?" "Maybe you wanna slap me round a little bit huh?" "Don't think I don't see it, man" "What, you can't speak?" "what the fuck?" "What, you got a fucking problem?" "Cat got your fucking tongue huh?" "I don't like it rough" "I've never done this before, but I have..." "Take your pants off" "Thank you." "You are welcome" "You wanna have a beer with me?" "Don't you wanna come to bed?" "In a minute" "Wake up" "Wake up, I wanna go out" "Hey, mind if I angle in on those nuts?" "This guy is an asshole right..." "Flick his chair over, flick his shit around all that jazz" "Fucking office job right?" "fucking retard sitting on the phone..." "And talking to people all day long, bla bla bla." "Bullshit" "Sounds like you're at fun world" "What's fun world?" "Fun world in Orlando, this one over here said:" "We all have to go on Thursday night, then she starts some fight with a bunch of fucking red necks" "Get the fuck in here!" "Where the fuck were you?" "I was out" "In that fucking car?" "So?" "What are you doing?" "I'm just cleaning this fucking pigsty we're leaving in that's all" "What the fuck were you doing?" "I was out, we needed stuff" "We don't need this fucking shit, Selby" "Who the fuck told you to take that fucking car?" "Leen what difference does it make?" "The difference?" "Because I'm fucking borrow a car from my friend..." "That's my fucking business, ok, that's what?" "I'm gonna go any place that I want to" "Ok?" "any time I want" "Not in my fucking friend's car, you are not!" "Fine, fine, then I'll walk" "Ok, I don't wanna sit here alone all the time," "I wanna go out I wanna meet people" "I wanna hang out with people without you fucking scaring them off" "Where would you like to go?" "I don't know..." "Travel... see different places" "We could go to Fun World" "You wanna go to Fun World?" "Not now" "No, now I gotta take the fucking car back" "And now we don't have any fucking money like usual, Selby" "So, you're leaving?" "Hey Selby, check it out" "Hey, there're my friends" "Hey remember me?" "I figure you guys would be here" "I loved her..." "But the thing no one ever realized about me..." "Was believe that I could learn" "I could train myself into anything" "People always look down their noses at hookers" "Never give you a chance because they think you took the easy way out" "And no one could imagine the will power it took to what we do" "Walkin the streets, night after night" "Taking the hitch and still getting back up" "We wanna go again" "But I did, and they don't miss out" "Cause they've no idea what I can discipline myself to" "And I believe in something" "And I believed in her" "I need to sit down" "Oh there she is" " Who is she?" "I gotta talk to her" "Hey you wanna ride the Ferris Wheel?" "Nope" "We're gonna go sit down" "Are you ok?" "My brothers and sisters, screwed me royal" "After my daddy killed himself, we were out on the streets" "And the neighbors would let them stay over but only if I didn't tag along" "So I stayed clear" "But I knew they didn't have any money, you know" "I was having a hook anyway..." "So I always made sure they had new cloths, cigarettes, and stuff like that" "But then there's 1 night, we're at this party and this guy comes in and he's like..." "She fucked so and so" "And they're are all embarrassed.." "They were fucking standing in the corner, all..." "So they... you know they threw me out of the snow" "Screaming out, I'm a whore, and they were so embarrassed..." "And they hate me and all that" "And that was it" "I just took off never went back" "That's really sad" "Your own family doing that to you" "That's how people are, Selby" "Yeah..." "I know" "Fuck them, who need them?" "Right" "Yeah, fuck them!" "No, right, Selby, right!" "Get out!" "get the fuck out!" "You all ok?" "I'm gonna call an ambulance" "That's ok" "We don't have any insurance" "We just rather..." "do it ourselves" "You know, she's good" "You have yourselves a good day now, ok" "Let's go, Selby, now!" " No!" "no!" "I wanna drive" "He's fucking dead, let's go, now!" "No!" " Selby!" "Who killed that man?" "What do you think?" "Oh my god, they're coming for us" "What are you talking about?" "You fucking killing people" "Now listen to me, they are not coming" "I never wanted you in this shit to begin with" "But I know what I am doing" "And you'll never gonna understand it, alright?" "You gotta trust me" "They don't have 1 fucking thing" "They got nothing" "They are not even looking, man, this shit is long over already" "I didn't want wreck the fucking car in public but we did you know, we did" "So if they'll gonna call the cops, they would've done it by now!" "How could you?" "You knew" "No..." "I knew about 1... 1" "No, Selby... no Sel" "Come in here" "We're gonna have a drink, and we're gonna forget about all this alright?" "Cheers" "Leen, this isn't funny" "You don't know what's going on, Sel" "I do, so if you wanna keep your eyes shut to the whole world..." "The least you can do is hear me out" "It's not what you think it is, alright" "I know what it is" "No, you don't know my life, Selby!" "But I know yours" "And I've done everything in the whole wide world" "Hoping that you'll never have to know" "So that you can go on thinking that people are good" "And kind and that it should make sense, you know?" "Cause I love that about your, Sel" "But I can't" "No, I don't wanna hear that, Leen" "But you need to" "We can be as different as we wanna be, but you can't kill people" "I'm good with the Lord" "I'm fine with him" "And I know how you were raised alright" "And I know how people fucking think out there and fuck it's gotta be that way" "They gonna tell you that 'thou shall not kill' and all that" "But that's not the way the world works, Selby" "Cause I'm out there, every fucking day living it" "Who the fuck knows, what god knows?" "People kill each other everyday" "And for what?" "For politics, for religion, and they're heroes..." "No.. no... there are a lot of shit I can't do anymore" "But killing's not one of them" "And letting those fucking bastard going out there raping somebody else isn't either" "No, no, Leen there was 1 man" "They can't all has been bad" "You know me, you think I could do it otherwise?" "I'm not a bad person, I'm a real good person" "So, don't feel bad, it's life, Sel" "People like me and you go down every fucking... day" "It's almost over, look at this" "See this?" "it's everything" "Everything you ever wanted" "Just a little more, and a car we're out of here" "We have a shot, Sel" "We have a shot, at a real life, not this, a real one" "You know what to do, right?" "See you later" " Ok" "So everything is working out, and we are real happy" "But I just thought that you can tell my family" "So you're choosing to go this way" "No, this isn't a choice I'm not choosing anything" "This is the way I am" "And I'm not gonna feel bad about it anymore" "You can tell him that too" "I know you think you're all romantic about that girl" "What?" "I'm saying it's not their fault" "Blacks or whoever you wanna call them, Selby" "The point is, people make bad choices" "And they pay for it, you can see all these miserable straight people..." "And we see you choosing, this life.." "this gay life" "And even more than that, the easy life with this..." "No.. she has had a real hard life" "Lots of people have bad lives, and they still choose to move towards the light..." "Otherwise we all be hookers and druggies..." "I don't wanna hear this" "This is not the point" "Don't fight the world, honey" "There's so much more than just love out there" "And someday all you gonna want is a roof over your head even if you do have to sleep with a man to get it" "And that's your choice" "Yeah, it is my choice" "Cos we're in love" "What?" "We you going on a hike?" "Man, just get right here" "The car was good" "Not when there's a fucking gun in it" "So, lots of people have guns" "Well you gonna undress or what?" "No, you 1st" "So... you married right?" "you don't get that fucking shit" "Come out here with strange gals, do dirty things with them" "Why, man, so you can rape them?" "No, Good lord" " Fucking man" "I fucking hate them" "Then why are you a hooker?" "I'm not a hooker, see, I don't fuck, man" "Used to, mostly against my will though" "This old guy used to rape me when I was eight" "Real good friend of my dad's, you know" "So I go to my dad, tell him what's going on..." "My dad don't fucking believe me, so..." "His friend keeps raping me for years" "And that's my dad... fucking beats me up for it" "Where the fuck do you think you are going?" "I'm not doing it, but I feel sorry for you" "If you want a ride you better come on" "I don't need a ride, man" "I don't need a ride" "Cause I wanna take your car" "You fucking think I'm stupid enough..." "To get back into your fucking car with you when there's a gun?" "Please!" "Victor Borne, that was his name" "My dad's friend..." "some friend" "Years later I found out he died in a car accident" "It's like God finally strike him down for all his evil" "No, you can't get away from your shit forever" "Soon or later, it's gonna catch up with you" "Motherfucker!" "Where's the car?" "Got all fucked up!" "Is that everything?" "Got beer?" "fucking man, I think we should just go" "How?" "Take the bus" "We have enough money, right?" "We do?" "I don't know whatever, I'll fucking hook down there whatever" "We can't take all our shit on the bus" "I can't get one right now, ok, Sel" "What happened?" "Fucking cop, the guy I wasn't even gonna do it..." "Then he has a fucking gun in his car..." "So I popped him sure enough he's a fucking cop" "I think he was retired or something but still, man..." "I can't take the fucking car, it was a cop car" "It got some fucking tracking device in there" "Shit!" "Fucker, tried to fucking trick me, while he's got a fucking gun in there" "Keep it down" "Well you just have to go and get us another one" "No... no... not changing your mind on me" "Please" "Leen... this isn't my plan this is your deal, ok" "Your plan, the house and the beach" "Self-employed, just like you said, your plan" "So you just have to go and get us another car..." "We are leaving now" "Get up!" "Alright... you just give me a sec" "I'm gonna try to get out of here before the end of the week" "That's good, I'm proud of you" "Yes, I just wanted to say good bye to you, Tom" "You've been real good to me" "Are you alright?" "Yes, it's nothing" "Sometime, I feel like everybody just think I'm just a fat shitty fucking person" "All I'm fucking trying to do is survive, you know" "I know" " Yeah" "I know exactly" "I know what you do for living" "But It doesn't bother me at all" "I know you didn't dial it up on a god dammed telephone" "That's where you landed, that's what you've had to do" "What you're feeling right now, is just guilt" "Over something you've had absolutely no control over" "You know how many of us came back from the war?" "And almost kill ourselves..." "Because we felt exactly the same thing you do right now!" "Yeah?" " Yeah" "And I never get it" "They don't get it now, they never get it then..." "And they sure as hell wouldn't ever get fucking circumstances" "Fuck, man, circumstance that's exactly it, that's exactly it" "You know, it's like I feel like I never had a fucking choice" "You never did, but you got a live" "You got a live" "We are not able to positively confirm a profile at this time..." "However the evidence does suggest that..." "The murderers had their current stirring some face of the Central Act" "Perhaps that's the act prostitution?" "Yeah, that's exactly right" "Get the fuck out of here" "These here my kids" "They are down in Miami..." "So I'm just trying to make a couples of extra bucks, you know what I'm saying?" "They ok?" "They are fine" "I'm just trying to make some money" "Can you help me out?" "Maybe I can help you out, you know?" "If you need some help, I'll do what I can to get you back with your kids" "Maybe you need a room, shower, some warm clothes..." "My son's room is empty if you want it" "And I'm sure my wife wouldn't mind a bit" "Pull the car over" " I'm sorry" "No, just pull the car over" "The car's still rolling, you can't get out" "Stop... the car" "Listen, they can't barely see you out there" "Are you in some kind of..." "Just drive the car" "Stop right here" "Look there ain't nothing that we can't fix" "Get out of the car" "The keys in the car, that's my wallet" "Turn around" "No, madam... no" "You don't have to do this" "Get down" "You really don't" "I can't" "You don't have to" "You just having a hard time" " No, I can't let you live" "Oh God, my wife..." "my wife" "My daughter is having a baby" " Shut the fuck up!" "Oh God I'm sorry" "I got a car, Sel" "We gotta go, alright, you gotta drive" "It's out" " What, what's out?" "Sketches of us" "You're all set" "So you'll gonna get in tomorrow alright?" "I always said I'll take you to the bus, I'll take it, you know" "Where I wanted to go" "I know I did..." "I did the fuck up!" "Maybe you can..." "help me?" "I don't know... if I can forgive myself for..." "You'll come back to me, You'll come back" "I mean, you come back here and we go far far away" "Go" "No" " Selby, you take that alright" "You take it, and spend it, alright" "2 whiskeys 2 beers" "2 whiskeys, 2 beers for the lady" " Leen" " Tom" "Hey, this is my only friend, Tom" "We've got a fire outside, the old conversation pit" "Oh come on" "You run away fast" " What?" "Yes you are, I wanna drive you out of here" "I gotta stay here by the phone for my girl" "Cause I gotta call her" "Cause she left, Tom" "But she's gonna come back, ok" "You've got a fucking wife and you tell me to come with you..." "What the fuck are you doing, man?" "Not you, Tom, not fucking you, Tom" "Fuck, man!" "You got some bucks to change?" "You want change?" "Yeah I gotta call my fucking gal" "Let's go, I got some change in my car" "So if you want, come with me" "My car is over there" "Yes, right over there, you see?" "the camero" "Man, what the fuck are you doing?" "Just want to fucking call my girl" "Selby?" " Hi" "Oh man, it's good to hear your voice" "Yeah you too" "So, you back down here huh?" "Yeah, I came down to see what was going on" "Oh man, am I glad to hear that" "Yeah?" " no, we all right, because..." "They caught in here with some old warrant or something, you know" "But, I'm..." "Where are you now?" "In a motel room" "I wished I was there with you right now" "But Leen... they went up to see my parents" "They were asking all kind of questions" "Yeah, you now well" "I rather not talk on the phone here, you know..." "Because, because I don't know if they're, you know..." "But... don't worry about that, Sel" "I mean that's just some mistaken identity or something, you know" "They've got nothing" "So just talk about us, you know?" "I can't Leen, my picture's on the paper" "From when we crashed the car" "Selby... what are you talking about?" "I'm talking about when we crashed the red car" "Why are you saying that?" "Cause I'm freaking out..." "they know Leen" "They know, and they've come after me, and I know, I'm gonna go down" "No, Selby, I wouldn't do that, you know, I would never do that ok" "So... just chill out here, ok?" "How am I supposed to do that?" "You gonna let me go down for something you did" "Selby, I didn't do anything" "Leen, you know what I'm talking about" "What are you doing?" "I'm not doing anything" "Where's the money, Sel?" "What money?" "The money I gave you" "What are you talking about?" "I don't know what are you talking about, Leen" "Nothing, just some change" "Yeah, I got that" "I just wanna leave, Leen" "I just want a normal happy life" "I don't know why you did this" "Cause I love you" "Cause I love you, and I never wanted to lose you that's all" "I love you with all my heart, my soul, my mind" "And I never let you down, alright" "Cause it was me" "It was only me" "And I'll tell them that, ok" "But it's over for me now" "I'm never gonna see you again" "That people could forgive you for something like this, you know?" "But they can't..." "They can't end" "Thank you Judge" "And may you rot in hell..." "Sentence a raped women to death" "And you all, you are just bunch of scum, that's what you are" "Faith can move mountains" "Love would always run away" "Everything happens for a reason" "For when there's life, there's hope" "Hope..." "They've gotta tell you something"