"Once every 20 years we Ashokhs meet here to test the power of our art." "This valley is unique." "Only a sound of special quality will make its stones vibrate." "He who can produce this sound will be the winner." "Where does an Ashokh learn to play?" "From his father." "And he, where did he learn?" "From his father." "And so on back." "How far back?" "Back to God." "And where is God just now?" "God, just now, is in Sarykamich." "And what is God doing there?" "He is making double ladders." "On the tops of them, he is fixing happiness." "And why is God doing that?" "So that people and nations can go up and down." "So your family wants you to become a priest." "Yes, but I am interested in science." "Then, study medicine as well." "Body and soul depend on one another." "Become yourself." "Then God and the devil don't matter." "Pick it up." "Karpenko!" "The earth is too small for both of us." " One of us must die." " You are right." "They must fight a duel." "Yes, a duel!" "Quiet!" "What with?" "It is difficult to find pistols, but it is easy to find canons." "One of you must die." "In a duel with canons both of you might die." "If you take the risk it's the easiest thing in the world." "If you're killed, we'll say you went to collect copper and lead and didn't know they'd be firing today." "Karpenko!" "Come on!" "Hurry!" "Get down!" "He's breathing!" "Quick, pick him up!" "Carefully!" "Mind his leg." "Did you think you were going to die?" "Were you afraid?" "What did you feel?" "What is it like not to be here anymore?" "Father..." "When we die, Father, is nothing left?" "How shall I put it?" "Some people say we have a soul that goes on living when we are dead." "But I don't believe this." "And yet I am certain there is no doubt that through certain experiences we can develop a very fine substance in ourselves." "When we die this substance does not die at the same time," "but much later." "What is it?" " It's a Yezide." "He can't get out of the circle." "Professor, can I ask you something?" "Of course, come and sit down." "Have a vodka." "What is it you want to know?" "Why can't Yezides get out of a circle?" "Probably because they've taken a vow never to get out of a circle." "It's not that they can't." "They don't wish to break that vow." "Yezides are devil worshippers, so of course the devil leaves them alone." "But he limits their freedom so that no one should guess that they're his servants." "I'm sorry intelligent people still believe in such rubbish." "Give them a bottle of vodka and they'll get out quick enough!" "Doctor Ivanov, Your Excellency..." "What do you think?" "It's simply hysteria." "Hysteria?" "Yes, hysteria." "He was buried yesterday." "His spirits crept into him in the night and brought him here." "He's evil." "Now he can't do any more harm." " Are you Gurdjieff?" " Yes." "I am Sarkis Pogossian." "I've just come from Kars." "Your father asked me to give you this." "Have you anywhere to stay?" "No, the town's full." "Stay with me." "I'm here to finish my studies and in two years, I'll be ordained as a priest." "Is that what you want?" "My faith is very strong." "But a priest..." "to become a priest..." "I don't know." "My father said, "If you want to lose your faith" ""make friends with a priest."" "Nothing convinces me either." "Science proves one thing, religion another" "and both seem equally true." "So what?" "I've read every sort of book, new, old." "I've seen marvels which I can't explain and I am more thirsty than ever." "What are you looking for?" "I want to know why I am here." "Why I am here?" "Can any of us know that?" "There is a group of us all shattered by that question." "Nothing will stop us until we find an answer." "This is Yelov." "He's an Aissor." "You know what that means?" ""Boil 7 Russians, you get a Jew," ""boil 7 Jews, you get an Armenian," ""boil 7 Armenians, you get an Aissor."" "But what do you know of Aissors?" "An Aissor can make good business out of anything." "We're trying to understand the power of vibrations." "We are working in the dark." "This collection is unique." "It gives the mathematical basis of studies in the old monasteries." "I knew it had to exist somewhere." "He wants 5 rubels." "Impossible." "We must have them." "American canary." "Magnificent American canary." " How much?" " 5 rubels." "I'II take it." " There's nothing in this." " Nor this." "Quick!" "We found something!" "What is it?" " Can you read it?" " It's in old Armenian." "They seem to be letters from one monk to another." ""We have at last succeeded" ""in learning the truth" ""about the Sarmoung brotherhood."" "I've seen that name in one of the books." "The most ancient of all the secret schools, it was founded in Babylon in the year 2500 BC." "But after the 6th century disappears without a trace." "Go on." "The Sarmoung brotherhood exists in the valley of lzroumin, 3 days from Nivssi." "It might still be there today." "We must go." "It's a dangerous region." "There have been massacres." " It's not important." " It's forbidden to foreigners." "The frontier is closed and it's heavily guarded." "I must find this school." "We haven't the money." "I'II make some." "I'll ride on the devil's back if necessary, as long as I get there." "Anyhow, we can't all go." "I'm coming with you." "Sit down!" "We need these letters to be delivered secretly." "You'II be paid each time." "Here's the list of priests who help our movement." "Take care." "Halt!" "Halt!" "Jump!" "My leg!" "I have a letter for you." "My friend is very ill." "Bring him in." "You are very welcome." "I have lived here all my life, there has never been a school like the one you describe, not here." "What did you say it was called?" "Sarmoung?" "The year before last, a man quite unknown to me came and asked me to show him a map I possess." "How could he have known I had it?" "I have no idea." "I inherited it from my grandfather." "The man was so insistent I thought why shouldn't I let him see it?" "He looked at the parchment and immediately offered me 200 Turkish pounds for it." "You might like to take a look at it." "He said it was a map of Egypt before the sands." "I didn't wish to part with it." "Anyway, I didn't need the money so I refused." "The next day he came to offer 500 pounds." "Now I was tempted!" "But this proved to me that it must be very valuable and it must not be let go too cheaply, so I refused again." "He then explained to me he was a Russian prince who needed it for his collection of antiques, and if I wouldn't let him depart with it, would I let him make a copy of it for 200 pounds?" "Just think!" "200 pounds for a copy of a parchment." "He's gone." "We must go to Egypt." "Don't worry, we'll pay the price." "You're a fool not to rest." "I love work." "I'm beginning to understand why I like working with my body." "It stops me from being swept away by all my idiotic dreams." "You are right." "Pogossian, it's Egypt!" "Are you ready?" "We are there." "I'm not going with you." "Please understand..." "I'm staying with the ship." "We will not lose touch with one another, but I want to go on learning about machines." "You." "Help me with these." "Hey, gravedigger!" "Prince Lubovedsky." "Are you still collecting the dust of people who died long ago?" "Why not?" "At least it's real, not imaginary like your life's work." "Where did you get that?" "Are you the man who gave 200 pounds to an Armenian priest to copy this map?" "Yes, I am that man." "We need to speak to one another." "Since I was a child" "I had the feeling that something is missing in me." "I felt that apart from my ordinary life there is another life, a life which is calling me." "But how to be open to it?" "This question never gives me any peace and I've become like a hungry dog chasing everywhere for an answer." "You should be happy you've had that experience." "When I was your age I was only interested in myself." "I was concerned with satisfying my needs and those of my family." "Suddenly my wife died in childbirth." "I could not recover from the shock." "Life had no meaning any more." "One day, an old dervish came to my house and asked to see me." "We talked together for a long time and as he spoke" "I experienced something far greater than all the impulses I normally obeyed." "When the dervish left me the experience vanished, but I knew what I was looking for." "For that, help was needed." "Fortunately I had the means to travel." "I went to Africa," "India, Afghanistan and Persia." "I organized expeditions to places where I thought I'd find an answer." "I lived in monasteries and met many people with interests similar to my own." "How can I meet such people?" "I need to know." "What do you need to know?" "I want to learn." "I want to understand." "Be careful." "What do you call learning?" "If it means stirring up experiences and beliefs it will tie you up like a cord and prevent you from learning." "Knowing happens directly, when not even a thought stands between you and the thing you know." "Then you see yourself as you are, not as you would like to be." "I have learned how difficult this can be." "Dear young friend" "I will do everything I can to help you attain your aim." "This is the dervish Boga-Eddin." "You wish to ask something?" "What exercises can help me feel myself in a new way?" "I have been in Upper Boukhara where I met a most interesting man." "We came here together." "This old man is a member of a brotherhood from the heart of Asia." "He is living not far from here." "Go and see him." "Talk with him about the questions which interest you." "It may help you to become clear about what it is you seek." "Be so kind, father, and explain to me what you think of breathing exercises." "After breathing in the air" "I hold it for a certain time then slowly exhale." "Let God kill him who does not know, yet presumes to show others the way." "All breathing exercises taught today can do nothing but harm." "Our organism is very complicated." "We must either change everything, or nothing." "Otherwise instead of good you might do harm." "Therefore my advice to you is stop all your exercises." "One can think well here." "You are Russian?" "I am glad to speak to someone from Russia." "I have been in Russia." "But that is not the point." "Hey, Gogo!" "How do you know that name?" "Only my mother and my nurse ever called me by it and that was over 40 years ago." "You have worked and suffered all these years, but you never knew how to work, how to let the desire of your mind become the desire of your heart." "Who are you?" "How do you know me so well?" "Does it really matter who I am?" "Or what I am?" "Isn't your curiosity a reason why your life has come to nothing?" "It is so strong that even now all you want is an explanation of who I am and how I know you?" "Yes, Father." "You are right." "I have seen many miracles and tried to explain them, but it has brought me no real understanding." "Yes, I am empty." "It is too late." "I do not truly want to know what ljust asked you." "I sincerely beg your pardon." "Perhaps it is not yet too late." "If you feel with all your being that you really are empty, then I advise you to try once more." "If you agree to one condition, I shall help you." "The condition is: die... consciously to the life you have led until now, and go where I shall indicate." "I am looking for the dervish Boga-Eddin." "He has returned to Boukhara." "I owe them money." "I have been a cheat all my life." "I used to steal from my mother." "I forged bank notes." "I'll try to help you." "Professor Skridlov!" " This is my friend." " Soloviev." " The Prince has gone away." " I know." "What now?" "At last I am on the track of something really important." "I've learnt that under the sand of the Gobi desert villages and even entire cities lie buried." "The information has been handed down from father to son under the seal of secrecy." "I think I can find the site of an ancient library." "Can you imagine the secrets that still might be there?" "I'm preparing an expedition, would you like to come?" "We need men we can trust." "I can bring some friends." "I didn't think you'd reach us in time." " Nor did we." " We had to cross the Amou-Daria." "There were Afghan guards and British soldiers everywhere." "So Yelov got hold of the uniform of a British soldier and passed himself off as an officer from India." "What are those poles?" "That is something I have to learn about." "There are many dangers but we've found some extraordinary solutions." "They may save our lives." "There is always a way to keep our thoughts alive." "I'm learning Tibetan." "Untie them!" "Quickly!" "We are lost!" "Look!" "Careful!" "They are dangerous." "I cannot ask you to go any further." "Now we must separate again... till one of us finds a way." "I must go to Boukhara." "I can't go back now." "Take me with you." "Do you know the dervish Boga-Eddin?" "Do you know Boga-Eddin?" "The dervish Boga-Eddin?" "Is the dervish Boga-Eddin in Boukhara?" "Have you found what you were looking for?" "I have found nothing." "I don't know how to search." "There's never any answer." "What can I do now?" "I'm desperate." "You will never find the answer by yourself." "Alone, a man can do very little." "His only hope is to find the place where real knowledge has been kept alive." "I advise you to try to find the Sarmoung brotherhood." "Go up the Amou-Daria." "Go towards Kafiristan." "It is a dangerous undertaking." "You will be risking your life." "But at the right moment there will be a guide." "Can I take my friend with me?" "I think you may, if you can vouch for his honour." "I think that you are foreigners." "Please, do not be alarmed." "I do not want to know who you are or why you are here." "It would be pleasant for me to talk with a European." "My name is Father Giovanni." "Long ago, I was a Christian missionary, then accidentally I came in contact with members of the world brotherhood who were striving for what I had dreamed of all my life." "I was admitted to their brotherhood." "Since then, I have never wished to go anywhere else." "You are welcome." "Father Giovanni, how can you stay here instead of returning to Italy and giving the people there something of the faith you are now inspiring in me?" "Ah, Professor, you do not understand man's psyche as well as you know archaeology." "Faith cannot be given to man." "Faith is not the result of thinking." "It comes from direct knowledge, for example," "if my own brother were to entreat me to give him a tenth part of my understanding, I couldn't," "because he has neither the knowledge nor the experience which I have acquired in my life." "This would be like wishing to fill someone with bread merely by looking at him." "There is a law:" "the quality of what you understand depends on the quality of the person speaking." "In our order we have two very old brothers, the one is called brother Akhel, the other brother Seze." "They constantly travel from one monastery to another preaching there." "Once or twice a year they come to us." "This is always a very great event." "When brother Seze speaks, it is like the song of the birds in paradise." "Brother Akhel's speech has almost the opposite effect." "He speaks badly and indistinctly." "The stronger the impression made by brother Seze, the quicker it evaporates, until there is nothing left." "Brother Akhel makes almost no impression, but what he says penetrates into the heart and remains there." "We all came to the conclusion that the sermons of Brother Seze came entirely from his mind and acted only on our minds," "whereas those of Brother Akhel came directly from his being and acted on our being." "Yes, Professor, thinking and knowing are quite different." "One must strive to know." "This alone can lead to our Lord God." "Father Giovanni has consented to take me under his protection." "I'm going to stay here." "I have a feeling" "I have nothing more to seek." "Your guide is waiting." "I must ask you to take a solemn oath never to reveal to anyone the place to which we will lead you." "You have found your place, my son." "You come like a lamb, but don't forget you have a wolf in you as well." "Look." "Can you find the force to enable these 2 quite opposite lives to live together in yourself?" "Listen carefully, this will not happen by itself." "It is not enough just to think about it, to dream, to wait." "At any moment, the wolf can devour the lamb and you must learn what it means to become responsible." "This is an exact science and that is why you are here." "I will now put you into the hands of someone in whom you can have complete trust." "Go and look and see what is happening in the courtyards." "You will see movements, exercises, dances." "Afterwards come and tell me what you have got from them." "I will then be able to tell you what to do next." "I thought I had lost you forever." "I am happy that you got here by yourself, without my help." "It proves that during this time you haven't been asleep." " Are you ill?" " It's nothing." "Come with me." "Everyone in the monastery learns the alphabet of these movements." "They are exactly like books." "We can read in them truths placed there many thousands of years ago." "I understand." "What is the real meaning of these movements?" "They tell us of 2 qualities of energy moving without interruption through the body." "As long as the dancer can keep in balance these 2 energies he has a force that nothing else can give." "Affirming." "Denying." "Reconciling." "This morning, I was called to the patriarch." "He told me that I have only 3 years to live and advised me to spend them in the Olman monastery on the northern slopes of the Himalayas" "in order to accomplish what I have dreamed of all my life." "He said he would arrange everything to make my stay there productive." "I agreed to set out at once." "Oh God, is it true?" "There is no better way to finish my life." "Perhaps I shall be able to make up for all the years I lost senselessly." "Listen." "You have now found the conditions in which the desire of your heart can become the reality of your being." "Stay here until you acquire a force in you that nothing can destroy." "Then you will need to go back into life and there you will measure yourself constantly with forces which will show you your place."