"hi honey, it's me, I'm just wondering if you could refill my prescription on your way home." "or if you could come by at lunch that would be even better, anyway." "give me a call when you get this." "okay." "I love you. bye." "oh shit." "Stuart?" "hi Kathy..." "I can't get on hold it's timed." "No, I can't be alone right now." "okay. okay. thank you." "I really appreciate that." "okay." "it's not real, it's not real, it's not real..." "you know what's real." "Darknet Breast Implant Surgery Footage" "just keep massaging the incision area will help break down the scar tissue." "and what about the bruising it should be fading and not spreading, right?" "I've seen bruising extend all the way down to the inner thigh, it's quite common at this stage." "remember it's only been two weeks." "these things take time to heal." "take this twice a day for the pain." "and go ahead they on the liquids." "um... these seem a little bigger than I was expecting." "it's the swelling your muscles are stretching to make room for the implants." "just give it another week, things will settle into place gradually." "thank you for seeing me." "of course, make sure you call me if you feel any abnormal pain, fevers, chills, anything on next week." "okay, I'm going away this weekend but I'll make sure to come by next week." "taking a mini vacation. very nice." "yes, actually I want a round trip to New York City." "it's my first time out of Canada." "Am I okay to travel?" "Oh, shouldn't be a problem." "enjoy yourself." "Gemma?" "Just come into." "Thank god..." "Gemma?" "... you hear me?" "can you hear me?" "Gemma and it's Dr. Cooper." "you undergone some major surgeries week." "just take an easy, okay?" "Gemma?" "she is -- --- -." "she is -- -- --, right?" "right now it's hard to say." "the first cerebral cortexes damages can be difficult to assess for level of consciousness based only upon her reflexes in her eye movement." "we'll have to do some further tests to see how she really is in the meantime," "I'll keep her under close observation." "I get some rest... allright?" "Gemma?" "did you hear me?" "hey... do you know where I am?" " - -- -." "yeah she is... this is the - -- --- -." "I didn't pay so things could be solved like that naturally." "okay - -- -. yeah... bye." "no, they didn't feed us, the flight was only an hour and a half." "uh yeah. cousins was fine." "well... no four-star, that's for sure." "but I'm not really spending that much time inside so... it's fine." "um..." "Ellis Island, Times Square and then maybe I could see something off-broadway so... it'll be good." "doesn't feel alright, it still feels super gender." "yeah..." "I'll call my doctor." "it's not normal." "okay, well, talk to you later." "love you too. bye." "we're sorry, the number you have reached is not in service, this is a recording." "are you kidding me?" "I was hoping you'd be out a little longer." "my advice to you is to go home, get hydrated." "not say a word of this to anyone." "and I mean no one." "here we go." "hey, how's that?" "Good morning, Dr. Cooper." "Hello, Gemma." "I'm Alison." "I was present during your surgery." " --- - here hospital." "are you sure -- - - -, Dr?" "I was just my rounds and I thought I'd help on her lunch." "nothing Morris was deciding improving so attacked isn't happening I think so glad." "It was only a matter of time for -- --- -." " -- - . - -- -- -." "That's great - -- -- ." " -- -- -. -- -- -- ." "in this case is the only thing keeping from grand mal seizure." "alright well I'll get out of your way." "nice to see you Gemma." "what is it Gemma?" "Gemma?" "try to stay calm." "Gemma?" "try to stay calm." "hello?" "regional Memorial Hospital distress Center." "this is Harvey speaking. -hi Harvey." "hi ma'am, how can I help you this evening?" "oh I get it dsfdfsd." "I cant take this anymore." "that's okay." "you did the right thing by call." "how you feeling right now?" "I feel like, things are so bad." "I only think you can do this make the waters." "I understand. maybe you tell me about some of the good things going on in your life right now." "how about that?" "the one thing I had to live for is gone, has been for a while." "you know how it feels to lose someone you love, harvey." "I do. goodbyes are hard." "but I think there's a part of you that knows you can get through this little bit of support." "am I right?" "this is where things end for me that's the only thing I'm sure of." "maybe feeling that way today mine." "there's a reason why I called." "things can change, feelings can change." "you know what tomorrow's gonna bring him." "we don't want to make a decision as I'm gonna get us to tomorrow." "I was in love with this guy." "maybe it changed my life it was like that moment after you step off a plane in your ears pop." "you can hear everything clearly for the first time in a long while." "So we're a long away." "He fell in with the wrong crowd." "and their bad habits became his. there, there is nothing I could do to bring him back." "I try to save him then I seep." "do you mean these things are no one's fault." "the grieving process is a tricky thing." "you can't blame yourself." "I don't blame myself, harvey." "I blame you." "this is just as much your story as as mine." "I'm sorry ma'am." "I'm impressed though I wasn't sure if I had the right person." "You hide it really well, guilt I mean." "exuse me." "the guilt I made you leave town, Harvey." "the guilt that led you to work the night shift at a hotline 20 people from themselves hoping and it might be the one thing to set things right for you." "because you've killed your best friend." "last time I saw Terry, he was so high, he didn't even recognize me. seven years ago." "are you recognize your voice?" "through this... it was an accident by the time the paramedics called." "This was difficult for all of us." "But I turned my lifeline and I'm..." "I did it for Gary, I'm clean now." "did you clean now?" "oh man I'm glad a staff can help you grow." "I don't think that's not what I meant you really are so different, makes things easier." "what are you talking about?" "you have to understand something, Harvey." "I've been searching for you for a very long time." "you might say that the only thing keeping me going these past seven years is knowing that one day I'd be having this conversation with you." "the reason I call, Harvey. because I won't be able to live with myself anymore not after what I've done to you." "what?" "..." "what did you do?" "did you so scared?" "I like that. maybe now you'll feel a fraction of what Jeremy fell after you gave him his first hit." "for what he felt when he was lying there OD basement." "Okay... wait just, hold on a second." "You showed Jeremy his dark side and it destroyed him." "you can't outrun this anymore you have to accept responsibility for what you did." "okay..." "Path... whatever you've done it doesn't have to be like." "what I've done is something that cannot be stopped." "we're in this together now, Harvey. moment you picked up the phone you've been doing your part." "there's no turning back for either of us." "what have you done?" "please... what did you do?" "If you feel hopeless, talk to someone." "SILENCE HURTS" "I'm sorry about you." "do you feel me?" "if you -- - -- --." "you're probably wondering if all this is real." "I'm sorry." "....so sorry." "stay with me... stay with me... dr." "Cooper?" "what's going on?" "her husband was trying to smother her." "I knocked the month." "what did you call the police?" "no. oh yeah I just spoke to..." "what about Gemma?" "she's breathing, she's gonna be fine." "you can cut the bullshit dr." "Cooper. you got so much sedative and peace in that IV cocktail over there." "it's no wonder she's not recovering." "that sedative helps prevent strokes and that's elastic... hey, it's okay. whatever you've got going on here, I don't want to meddle with." "All I want is him." "What?" "give me him and... this can stay between us." "that was..." "I'm sorry you had to go through that." "I just wanted to make sure you..." "that... everthing's gonna be fine, and... your safe now, ok?" "you - -- --- it's just... your remarkable." "I better not to tell Gemma. it is - ---- -." "but as long as I'm here I'm not gonna let anything hurt you, you need to know that." "now perfect..." "Gemma... why are you looking at me like that?" "the safest place for you to be is right here, what do you want?" "you ever have one of those days you think you never should have gotten out of bed." "I know you're sorry." "I'm not you to judge you." "believe me. all this but about right or wrong." "it's okay." "I'm a doctor you won't feel this." "we see a lot of death working this place." "just comes with the territory." "and you know going in that we'll be able to save everyone." "but you never really think that is something we could grow on you." "Because one could require a taste for just about anything." "...Prepared by teSir..."