"CENTER OF MY WORLD" "This is me." "A perfectly normal country boy." "A bit more gay than others but otherwise normal" "I am particularly good at:" "Simply lying around, chilling," "Listening to music" "Or on rainy afternoons squander time in our library." "Or with Kat, my, best friend," "Making parfait (ice cream) from stolen berries." "and eating it all." "And that's my family." "Glass, who's not allowed to be called Mum and get away with it, and my sister, Dianne." "We both once were like MacGyver and his pocket knife, like asparagus and Hollandaise sauce or like the Olsen Twins." "She was my protectress, best friend, my ally and I was her second heart." "And this is our house." "An inheritance from my great-great-aunt." "Carries the name:" "VISIBLE !" "?" "!" "Hello?" "He, who gave it that name, must have had brain damage." "And those?" "They are other families in the neighborhood." "And their houses, and gardens." "and their lives, to which Glass won't adjust." "Teresa?" "Hi Phil!" "Actually Glass wanted to pick you up, and cook for you." "And now she is ..." "You know your mother. come over!" "Tell me!" "How was camp?" "like following therapy for a cat allergy in a cat shelter!" "... that's how it is for me with French." "Old Drama-Queen!" " Drama-Queen, "bien sûr"" "And the other two at home?" "Every time I called to check, Glass was so..." "No idea." "Phil?" "What happened here?" "Don't you know?" "We had a severe storm!" "Came out of the blue." "I've never experienced anything like it." "Okay, Crass." "Thanks." "Say hello to Pascal." "Bye" "Sorry, I wasn't here ..." "It's alright." " Hungry?" "Actually, I wanted to cook chicken, But suddenly I ran out of time ..." "Mum!" "I did not expect you would learn how to cook in three weeks." "Don't get cheeky, young man." "No!" "Two." "Isn't Dianne here?" " Yes, she is." "So tell me about your "thing" there." ""Your Camp."" "Mum?" "It was great." "Love to go back next year." "Ah. that good !" "?" "!" "Hey!" "You're finally here." " Hey Phil." "Let's talk later." "I have to go." "Welcome home." "What's wrong with her?" "Nothing!" "Come on, let's eat!" "Mum?" "Don't "Mum" me, I'm warning you." "Was The third world war fought in our garden?" "The storm has ruined everything." "Hey, what happened to Dianne's tree?" "Glass?" "Mum!" "Glass?" "Mum?" "Not now, Phil." "Later, Darling, OK?" "Welcome home." "when Glass came here, she already was 17 and in her 9th month." "And then we suddenly there were three of us." "Three children out of nowhere, that didn't fit here." "One woman, two children, no man - They didn't understand." "But the 3 of us got along just fine." "Even without a man in the house." "The other children often asked us, Who our father was." "And we asked Glass." "And she said something like:" "A sailor at sea." "Or:" "A Cowboy, on a Ranch." "And later, when the fairy tales no longer grasped:" "I'll tell you, when the time is ripe!" "At some point we just stopped asking because we never got an honest answer." "So now we find it normal, not to know anything about our father." "The mysterious number three on the list." "At least for Dianne was no longer an issue." "For me it remains a strange emptiness." "A blank spot in my mind." "You?" "Don't you ever think of him?" "Whom?" "You know, don't you ever miss him?" "Why should I miss him?" "I don't even know who he is." "Don't you sometimes wish ...?" ".... don't you ever wonder how it would be, If we knew him?" "Come with me." "Do you understand?" " Yes." "What?" " These are the names of their lovers." "And now look at the date and add 9 months to it." "This must be him." "Would fit exactly." "America." "Somehow, this word always exerted a calming effect on me." "As if it filed the empty space in me." "You're back and don't contact me?" "... You Sissy!" "Sissy has just returned from vacation." "But can't wait to see you again too, Madame." "He he." ""He he" F^^ck You!" "I'm dying of boredom." "I want to see you!" "Right now!" "Phil, glad, you're back." "Those 3 last weeks were absolute horror." "Wait, this you'll like a lot." "What are you saying?" "OK." "Yes, okay, you are right." "My ass doesn't show at all," "And my tits, look like two peas." "The only wild thing was that storm." "Just before we drove away, there was a huge storm there." "It's said that a boy on his bike was almost killed by a falling branch." "Wild!" "And?" "MISTER?" "What do you say?" "I would say ..." "A little less "Chichi" would do it." "Otherwise the packaging is more spectacular than its content." "Damn, okay ..." "Kat loves to be different." "She would like to be like my mum, her "sun goddess"." "She's impressed with everything someone else despises." "Have you talked to Dianne lately?" " No, I didn't." "Please concentrate." "You're here with me!" "You're here with me!" "Oh, my god!" "I'm so glad you're back!" "Mum!" "Please stop!" "If the reputation is ruined, it lives completely uninhibited." "Glass took what she wanted." "She didn't care what others thought." "And that didn't suit them." "They called it calculated." "Glass called it organized." "We three - we stick together." "We're strong, and we defend ourselves." "We don't have to belong anywhere." "I'd always remember that." "We won't let us dictate, how we live." "By no one." "Dianne suffered more from Glass social ignorance than I did." "But back then she still had hope." "Oh ..." "Hey!" "Come on!" "Hey you two, I'm Kyle." "Will you stay with us forever?" "Excusez-moi." "Parfait?" " Bien sûr, Madame." "If I may?" "Lemons or strawberries?" " "Passion fruit"" "Madame, I like you." "Look at me briefly." "Ah ..." "Finally you're getting a beard showing." "I love it, "Monsieur"." "So beautiful." " A masterpiece." "That tickles very much." " For real?" " Yes." "Your hair looks like cotton candy!" "You have a very dense beard growth." " Un, deux, trios (1,2,3)." "You have to make whipped cream." "Let me." "We get a new one into the class." " And?" "Nothing!" "Only that I went trough the documents of my dad." "He should have lived here." "They were abroad for some time and are now They're moving back." "The new one is supposed to be pretty ..." "You can't manipulate my thoughts." "Hmh!" "Okay, yes, you can!" "Maybe." "Photo now!" " Yes." "OK!" "Dianne?" "Dianne, do you want to chatter?" "Good morning." "Hey Phil." "Good morning, and?" " Good morning." "Hey, Dianne, where were you?" "What?" "Last night, where were you?" "I don't know what you mean." "Do you want to ride to school together?" "I still have to do something." "My breasts have grown over the summer." "Feel them." "At least two sizes." " At least." "Are you sure you were not switched at birth?" "Honestly, what makes you two to twins?" "Chewing gum?" " No thanks." " I would share." "Ladies and Gentlemen," "Say goodbye to the lovely time of doing nothing." "Katia?" "My God!" "Can I get your attention?" "And?" "What did I say?" "Hi!" "Nicholas." "At last I know your name." "Phil?" "I'm pregnant again." "Would you like to feel?" "It still will be a while." "Now it still is ... so small!" "Don't you find it wonderful?" "Of course, yes!" "Did you already tell Dianne?" "Yes, Yes." "This afternoon." "And what did she say?" "I don't want any tears, when it all goes wrong. 275" "At last I know your name." "Why did you wave at the boy?" "Because I saw you like him!" "You too want lemonade, Darling?" " Yep." "Where is my globe?" " What globe?" "My snow globe?" "I told you to leave it in the car." "Hm." "Here, Take!" "Dianne, I urgently must tell you something." "Dianne?" "Yikes!" "Sometimes you really are disgusting." "How so?" "Hey!" "I have something for you." "Which hand?" "Right." "Tadaa!" "Your own bow." "Is that for me?" " Yes." "Here." "You can go and hunt now." "Do you know the Roman goddess "Diana"?" "No." " That's the goddess of the hunt." "Tomorrow I will make the arrow and show you how to shoot." "I just want to have some peace." "OK?" "I'll always be with you, always." "Promised." "Get out!" "Good morning." "Where is Kyle?" "Kyle doesn't come anymore." "He sends his greetings." "Was probably not the right one for me." "I don't understand what you have against him." "It's just like that." "The guy is a fraud." "I can feel it." "I have a very good instinct, As far as people are concerned." "Why are you in such a bad mood today?" " I'm not." "Ah, Then I probably must have mistaken myself." "I got a bad rating on eBay, okay?" "Aha." "There we have the wrongdoer." "Who does he think he is?" "Such a horny ass." "In addition, he collects stuff." "Who?" "Your eBay customer?" " No, Nicholas." "Listen to me." "Phil, something's wrong with him." "Com, let's go." "My God ..." "Such a horny ass." "In addition, he collects stuff." "Who?" "Your eBay customer?" "No, Nicholas." "Listen to me." "Phil, something's wrong with him ..." "Look closely, ladies and gentlemen," "And then tell me what do you see?" "If you don't recognize anything," "It sometimes helps to step back a bit," "To get a better view." "Yes, Katia?" "Did you have a philosopher for breakfast?" "Thank you, Katja, for your productive contribution." "And what do you see now?" "Distance creates clarity." "The overall picture lets you see things more clearly and better understand connections." "often you can see much clearer then." "Hey Phil." "Hi." "Where were you today?" "Where ..." "Where was I?" "Well, at Training." "On the field, you were not there." "Oh, there." "I was just sitting there." "Oh, okay." "Well then." "Pity actually." "I missed you." "Me?" "I missed you." "missed you." "And tomorrow?" "Tomorrow?" " Well, if you ..." "If you're just "sitting around there"," "Then just wait there for me until after training." "Um ... okay." "Okay." "Kat, come quickly, I have something to tell you. 384" "Thomas just told me about an affair with you." "With you!" "Isn't that completely stupid?" "Even if, it's none of your business" "Really, I'm so over him." "Men are just shit." "Hallo?" "Present company excepted." "With you, at least I can always, always, always certain," "That you belong to me." "What did you want to tell me, Darling?" "I've forgotten." "Okay." "Mum?" "Oh, Phil." " Everything okay?" "Yes." "What do you want?" "It's just that ..." "I think I have a date tomorrow and can't sleep." "Okay, come, sit down." "is everything okay?" "I'll just give you some advice, ok?" "Then you let me sleep peacefully." " Okay." "What should I do?" "Do it all." "But don't ask him if he loves you." "OK." "Why not?" "If he says no, you'd wish you'd never asked." "And if he says yes, then you don't know, whether he only does it because he doesn't want for an ugly scene." "In both cases, you will be unhappy, so don't do it." "But he could say yes, and just mean so." "Believe me, Phil, I know humans." "Very funny, Mum." "Great help." "If you have more questions," "Then ask them." "But not now, okay?" "Night, night, darling." "Good night, Mum." "For Glass, it never had been easy" "She has been battling for a long time." "And then she was tired of fighting" "That was some time after the day she went to hospital." "Mum?" "Glass!" "Glass!" "Mama!" "Mum!" "Call the emergency doctor!" "Now!" "Hurry up!" "Phil!" "What happened?" " I called the emergency doctor." "They are on their way." " Well done, my beetle. ( my son)" "Where's your sister?" "Upstairs with Glass." "She's cleaning." "Dianne!" "What's in there?" "Nothing for children's eyes." "Something terrible had happened," "And Glass, was very sad for a long time." "Dianne also withdrew herself more and more." "I also wanted to be sad, But somehow I couldn't." "I didn't have any connection with this baby yet." "I think at this moment Everything here was in a bad state." "And a small, shivering cold nestled in our midst" "Well?" "Can't you sleep?" "Come on." "As a baby I always stroked your nose like this." "You became very tired by it." "Someone once said to me, life is like a big house." "With many, many rooms." "You don't want to live in all the rooms, so some doors stay closed." "And often in life," "Things happen, that   one can't understand." "They are too big and too powerful." "And you feel too small, to confront them." "Then get very scared." "You know what you do then?" "You lock your fear in one of the empty rooms." "But the key to the room with your fears you must never, never throw away." "Do you understand that?" "Come." "Who's first up!" "Yes!" "What is it?" "Are we going to the lake?" "I don't have any swimsuit with me  I still have to help Glass ..." " Mhm." "Who doesn't want, already has." "Give Glass my regards, yes?" "Hey!" "Cool that you waited." "Are you coming with me?" "Oh, I'm so happy for you." "In love?" "Can you really already speak of love," "If one just fucked one time?" " Pascal!" "Prejudice is useless." "I've known him for weeks already." "Yes, from passing by." "Rather from gazing." "Naturally." "And often a just one look is Enough to fall in love." "Isn't it, Pascal?" "Of course, you are right." "And what did he say," "When you... when you finished?" " Um ..." "Nothing, we got dressed." "Well, please, but I can't say anything." "Not "until tomorrow" or "I'll see you" or so?" "O course." "He wants to meet me again," "But he doesn't know where." "Why don't you meet in "Visible"?" "You and your "Lover-boy"." "Because I don't want Dianne And Glass to know yet." "Of your "hanky-panky"?" "Is it a secret?" "From the sex?" "Huh." "You're so loud?" "All rights reserved!" "I'll give you the key if you would like to be "wildly romantic" again." "Yes!" "Phil?" "Can you come home a little bit earlier tonight?" "I'm cooking." "Hallelujah, what are you up to?" "What should I be up to?" "We're getting visitors, and I'm cooking, that's all." "Who is the victim?" " Hey!" "You don't know him." "He's a carpenter and his name is Michael ..." " Oho, a carpenter." "What's there to fix?" " Shut up!" "We met a couple of times ..." " And now you cook for him." "Is someone nervous?" "I ..." "I would only like to   you know ..." "You'd like that ..." "everything is perfect." "But then, this Michael gets a completely wrong impression !" "?" "!" "Bye, bye Phil!" "Get out of here!" "Wait here." "Tadaa!" "Tell us about yourself." "Hm?" "What do you want to know?" "No idea." "Something about you." "I want to know everything." "Okay, so ..." "I like ..." "Sleeping late, chill, eat." "I like running, and spaghetti." "Yes." "Perhaps it was a dream," "Earlier, a few years ago." "Can it be?" "I was with my mother on the way to the supermarket." "I saw you in the doorway." "I've dropped all the bottles." "Do you remember?" "No." "I can't say I remember." "Where were you?" "I asked you to be punctual." "Oh, sorry." "I somehow was ..." "Is he here already?" "Yes!" "Michael?" "My son." "Son" " Michael." "Pleased to meet you." "I already heard a lot about you." "Hi!" "Phil." "Pleased to meet you." "The fish has broken to pieces completely." "So I made fish soup of it." "Has most likely become terrible." "Ok." "Who dares?" "You're right, Glass." "It's really terrible." "I'm so sorry." "I'm so sorry." "You want some bread?" "No." "Shall we make pancakes?" " Yes!" " Yes." "Yes!" "How was your date?" "Do you have a boyfriend now?" "What?" "Glass told me you are seeing a boy." "I hope it doesn't bother you." "That I'm gay, or that Glass could not keep her trap shut?" "Both, I hope." "No, it doesn't." "And yes, maybe I have a boyfriend." "I ..." "What did Glass tell?" "That she doesn't know exactly." "Sorry ..." "I didn't want to be indiscreet." "Oh, I see." "No, no." "All good." "I ..." "I just don't know exactly myself." "Unfortunately." "He shouldn't get his hopes up that high." "What?" "He shouldn't go through too much trouble." "He will be ditched in no time." "Um." "It actually went quite well." "It always was like that at first." "For something like that, it's much too late." "Could be." "I ..." "I would like to try it anyway." "Just give him a chance." "I wouldn't change anything on the situation." "It's too late." "Don't you understand?" "And?" "Do you have any questions?" "What are you doing?" "Did you actually get something out of her?" "No." "I don't care." "If it interests you, then do something about it." "Just ask her." "Okay." "Then I'll take it back, yes?" "Glass?" " Hm?" "Where exactly is the center?" "How do you mean?" "The center." "The center of the world." "Where is it?" "You can ask weird questions." "The center of the world." "Hmm." "I think, that's different for everyone." "Depending on where you stand and what is important to yourself." "Yes?" "Can I get to know your mum better?" "Believe me, that you don't want." " Why not?" "Of what you hear about her, she seems cool." " Oh, what did you hear about her?" "Nothing bad." "That she is a bit more chilled than the whole "bourgeoisie" here." "Did you tell about us?" " Yes." "Really?" "And... is that okay for you?" "Mhm." "Did you ..." "Does anyone else know about us?" " Nobody." "And your girlfriend?" "Kat?" "No." "Would she be jealous?" " Could be, why?" "Can you tell?" "I don't think she likes me very much." "Nonsense." "What was that?" " What?" "Well, that." "And can I get to know her?" "Who?" "Your mother?" "I don't know." "Hm." "Hmm." "So, your good taste, you definitely got from me." "Enjoy yourselves, boys." "And not too wild." "May I introduce you?" "My mum." "You didn't mention you lived in a fairy castle." "Beware, that's ... um ..." "If one believes the studies," "I fully fill the stereotype." "Missing father figure, surrounded by dominant women ..." "Are you in contact with your father?" " But is completely okay." "You can say it like that." "Many grow up, without knowing their father." "For example:" "Romulus and Remus, after the mythology the founders of Rome, were raised by a wolf." "Father?" "dead loss!" "Or Da Vinci." "Or Charlie Chaplin." "Armstrong, John Lennon, Mike Tyson," "Capote, Nicholson, Gene Simmons, Eminem, Bill Clinton, Obama." "And don't forget Luke Skywalker." "They all grew up without a father." "And still made something out of their lives." "I wouldn't worry too much." "Why does this "blind spot" make you feel so uncertain?" "How can you miss someone you don't know?" "Can I visit you too?" "That's difficult." "Difficult?" "Why?" "Difficult because ..." "My father is constantly on the road." "And my mother drinks "job wise" prosecco with her girlfriends." "So.. ." "It's difficult." "Is that a problem?" "No. it's alright, it only was a ..." "Watch out, watch out!" "Come on, lift it up!" "That did not work." "Does she talk to you about it?" " About what?" "Does Glass talk to you about Dianne?" "No." "To be honest, I feel," "They need to clear the air between them, themselves." "You?" "How do you feel about this?" "Sorry, will be gone in a second." "Are you leaving?" " I'm meeting up with Cora." "I will always, always, always be with you." "Promised." "You should use makeup more often." " Slimer (bootlicker)." "What does Kat actually say, About your (boy) friend?" "Did she tell you about it?" "No she didn't." "I notice things like that." "Did you forget?" "I'm your sister." "Doesn't she know?" "I know, I should tell her." "Dianne?" "I miss talking with you." "Hey Phil, vanilla ice cream!" "Not more!" "On the contrary!" "Vanilla is good for the soul." " Who says?" " I do!" "I already feel sick." " You just have to force yourself." "Here." "Eat!" "Hmmm." "Slowly this is becoming pathological, Monsieur." "You need urgent help." "Do you really find him that terrible?" "Well, terrible?" "I find it to be fully exaggerated that everyone makes such a fuss about him." "You don't dislike him, or so?" "Nope." "I find ..." "Kat, I'm in a relation with him." "That was a joke, right?" "No." "Really, I'm not kidding." "Since when?" "Since ..." "No idea." "Not that long." "I wanted to tell you, but still didn't know it myself." "I'm sorry." "For real." "Madame." "OK." "My God, how is he in bed?" "Can't you ask normal questions first?" "Who made a move to whom first?" "Did you hit on him or he on you?" "Wedding?" "Children?" "Please, do me a favor." "Try to like him, okay?" "For you, I will put on my most-, most-," "Most beautiful smile." "Would you like to borrow my dad." "He loves to annoy children." "Very funny." "Hi!" "Hey!" " I know all about you two." "Every dirty detail." "Meaning?" "Hush money." "How much?" "2000." "In small, used bills?" " large, unused   ice-cream scoops." "Cherry and vanilla." "Deal." "I LOVE YOU" "It's one of those hot, blue sky days, that taste like vanilla ice cream and the future, on which the heart beats faster, without any reason, on which one would swear every oath that friendship never ends." "Phil?" "Come quickly!" "Dianne is at the police station." "Hi Phil." " What's happening?" "Where is she?" "I don't know exactly." "Both are in there with the police officers." "Who "both of them"?" " Dianne and Cora." "Cora is also there?" "Michael!" " Hi there!" "Where's Glass?" " She didn't want to come." "She didn't want to come?" "Dianne is at the police station, and she didn't want to come?" "Do you know anything?" " Nothing." "Something with a dog, says the policeman." "He should have attacked and injured a boy." "What dog?" " The boy's dog." "The boy was attacked by his own dog?" "And what has Dianne to do with it?" " The boy claims Dianne had egged the dog on him." "She would have influenced him." " Gosh!" "This is bollocks!" "Where are they?" " On the right." "I will talk to him." "Michael would probably be less convinced, if he had known Dianne before." "Dianne?" "Glass obviously had seen this coming for a long time." "To me It became clear that night." "Dianne!" "Glass!" "What the hell!" "What are you doing up there?" "Nothing." "Stop this shit!" "Come down immediately!" "Did you hear me?" " In a moment!" "No!" "Right now!" "Bye." " Bye." "Cora, shall I drop you off?" "Yes, gladly if it isn't a problem?" " No, no." "Okay." "Did you or didn't you?" "Did I what?" "Incite the dog onto the boy?" "Dianne?" "Don't act more stupid than you are." "What do you mean, Glass?" "Why do you believe complete strangers over me?" "Because I know you." "If you knew me, you wouldn't ask such questions." "How can one really know someone as crazy as you?" "Crazy, because I have girlfriends, who are not just interested in guys to fuck them?" "What did I do wrong, Dianne?" "Do you really want an answer?" " Yes!" "God demit!" "Yes!" "How much time do you have?" "I give up." " Mum." "You didn't really try ..." "Listen, Phil." "You have no idea." "No idea." "So leave your good advice out of it." "How do you do it, making animals come to you?" "I don't do anything." "But why do they come then?" "Because I listen to them." "What are you doing?" " Phil, don't bug me now." "Did you do it?" "Have you egged the dog onto the boy?" "Don't be such an ass." "Maybe I have held back the dog," "When I could do such shit like magic." "Then tell her!" "Then everything will be okay again." "Phil, nothing's okay." "And now, please go!" "What's the matter with you, Dianne?" "Why can't it be the same between us as before?" "I don't want to interfere, but ..." "Maybe it's time ..." "Then don't interfere." "This doesn't concern you." "So please don't get involved!" "This is childish!" " Ah!" "Then just go!" "Nobody is stopping you." "Please go!" "Maybe it's better anyway." "You just wait and see." "You won't get rid of me that quickly." "Come here." "And yet, this does concern me." "Because I care about all of you." "What the fuck?" "Why are you following me?" " I didn't." "I haven't been ..." "Okay, yes, okay" "Maybe a little bit." "I just wanted ..." "You're not saying anything." "Perhaps this has a reason?" "Drive home." "Dianne!" "Good morning!" "Hey, handsome!" "Breakfast?" "Greens too?" " Don't think so." "Look who I've brought with me!" " Surprise!" "Hey, I've seen a garden shower outside." "Well?" "Do you want to?" "What's wrong?" "You look like a train has ran over you." "OK." "Breakfast!" "Yes." "Come!" "Straight on the ass." "Stop." "Stop it!" "Guys, I've thought of something." "I want to dye my hair." "Black." " Why not?" "Look." "One day, you will be a beautiful man." "Do you think?" "At home everything is so horrible." "With you it's so beautiful." "I'm crazy about you." "I feel sick without you, I can't think of anything else." "Is that good or bad?" "Don't always be such a drama queen." "I love you." "Hey!" "What's happening?" "Nothing, just leave me." "I'm sorry." "Perhaps he has nothing to say or talk about." "Ever thought of that?" " Nonsense." "Everyone has something to tell." "Where is Teresa?" "She comes late today." "Great." "Tea?" "I'm fine." "Are you both happy?" "You and Teresa?" "Sometimes more, sometimes less." "But ..." "Yes, I think, we are happy." "I just don't know what he really thinks." "What he feels for me and so on." "What am I to him?" "Why don't you ask him?" "You're afraid, for his answer." "Glass also says I shouldn't ask him." "And Glass is the right person for advice in such matters?" "Oh, you're making me nervous." "Please sit down." "OK." "What do you want from him?" "I don't know." "More security?" "You see, we are approaching the matter." "The bad news:" "There is no security in any relationship." "Then at least that he isn't always so closed." "He knows everything me but I hardly know anything about him." "I feel I don't know him at all." "And yet I love him." "Not nonetheless but that's why." "Perhaps that fascinates you?" "The mysterious prince." "Very funny." "Boy!" "How did you manage your ambition," "To prevail under millions of sperms?" "Maybe it would help, if you didn't   stumbles through your own life, as an unconcerned spectator, but take more initiatives?" "Hey!" "If you want clarity, then do something about it!" "Do your parents know ..." "Did you tell them about us?" "No." "They wouldn't understand." "Oh, Okay." "So." "This is the garden." "That's the lawn." "My mother has it mown at least once a week." "Someone could pass by and see an irregularity." "And ..." "There's the house." "Are you coming?" "What's in there?" "Oh ..." "That's just stuff." "Come." "Phil, that isn't important." "You're hiding something." "Come, my parents aren't here." "I'll show you the house." "Phil." "This isn't really exciting." "May I?" "What is this?" "Those are my ..." "I collect things." "All the things here have been lost or were thrown away by someone." "Maybe you aren't needed here anymore." "Or they had and now are missing." "Well, yes." "You know, I ..." "I believe nothing is lost unintentionally." "In any case not unconsciously, you know?" "And so," "All things here are a symbol of disregard." "I ... have built my own world here." "Here, I give these things a new place." "And what do you do with these things?" "Nothing." "Well, I ..." "I make up a story about them." "Yes ..." "It sounds "psycho", right?" "That's why I didn't tell anyone." "I ..." "I ..." "Do you also have a favorite thing?" "What for?" "Come." "Hey!" "I cooked your chicken." "I thought maybe you like some." "Thanks." "When are you coming back?" "Are you talking to Dianne again?" "That really is my business, Phil." "If I have to live here, then it's my business too." "And Dianne's." "All three of us." "I won't let you pressure me." "Come back!" "This is childish." "I'll come back when you behave normal again." "This mood ..." "I can't deal with this." "Phil." "Phil!" "Phil!" "I'll talk to her." "But you have to leave it to me to decide when I'm ready, okay?" "Telephone." "Again." "Phil!" "I'm sorry, he's still asleep." "I will tell him." "Bye." "Slowly, I'm running out of excuses." "Don't you want to say something to Kat?" "I so wished, that everything goes well for you." "Perhaps you should go back to Visible?" "Why?" "Because it's your home." "Yes, but I won't go back." "Okay." "How long do you still want to hide?" "No idea." "Until those two get along again." "But maybe they need you for that?" " They don't need me." "They're so busy with themselves that they don't even miss me anymore." "Do you remember what I told you about the house with the rooms?" "That I can lockup things in it." "Precisely." "And what else?" "That you may not throw the key away." "And why?" "Because one day you might find," "That it leads to much nicer part of the house," "Only goes through this one room." "Do you like to talk (about it)?" "Where is Dianne?" "Don't you first want to tell ..." " Her things aren't there." "Where is she?" "She moved out shortly after you." "And where to?" "She didn't tell me." "Glass." "What happened?" " Phil." "This isn't the right moment ..." " Mum." "Please." "It's hard to understand." "Believe me." "Just try." "I'm here." "I'm not running away." "All right then." "You know the folios, in the library." "Those big books with the pressed plants." "It was some time ago." "That page." "What was on it?" "With belladonna poison, women used to make themselves more attractive." "With poison?" "Hey!" "In small quantities," "In small quantities, the poison dilates the pupils and makes the eyes more beautiful." "And that makes them attractive?" "Yes, if you have nothing else to offer." "And what they have did with their Attractiveness, they then used the poison in higher dosages ..." " BAM!" " ... to get rid of." "What does that mean?" "Uh ..." "Come on, let's go." "Dianne!" "Hey!" "Glass told me, you moved out." "Where do you live now?" " At Cora's." "She also helps me with maths." "You know." "Right." "There's also still room at Teresa's." "Or if you need something from home," "I can bring it to you." " Thanks." "There wasn't an accident back then." "No?" "It was planned." "Why?" "Phil, it's been ages." "Dianne, what happened?" "You know, don't you." "Glass has always chased everyone out." "With her actions and her personality." "And every time we were alone again." "At one point I reconciled myself with it." "But then Kyle came." "He liked us, and we liked him." "And suddenly it came back:" "The hope that ... that we ..." "Oh God, that sounds like   that we still could be a real family." "And then she drove him out again." "And I was so   SO angry." "I wish I had a different mother." "And then I thought ..." "When she would give us the name of our father, then   she didn't deserve another child." "Mom almost died." "And I was to blame." "I decided to keep it to myself." "Forever." "At times I could forget it, but ..." "Every time she stood at in the garden before it's grave," "Everything came back." "And when I was gone," "Did you want that stuff ..." " No." "I never wanted to tell her." "I first have to come to terms with it myself, but ..." "About a year ago I ..." "met someone." "Jan?" "How do you know?" "I found the letters in your room." "But why didn't you tell me?" "No idea it was ... still fresh." "Something special, fragile." "Jan was a good thing for me." "He understood me and could handle my anger." "Everything flew through the neighborhood." "Tiles fell from the roofs." "Trees were ripped out the ground." "And fell down ..." "like toothpicks." "Jan was on his way to Visible." "To me." "But he never arrived." "Come with me." "This is Jan." "I visit him almost every day." "At first I thought he would to die without me." "Crazy, right?" "God, Dianne." "Come." "Come on." "I felt so guilty." "I needed someone who cared for me and held me." "She wasn't there." "She was busy again with another guy." "They talked about having a baby." "That stirred up everything again." "So I told her what happened back then." "I suddenly was 10 again ..." "and helpless." "I jelled at her," "That I wished she had died back then." "Oh no." "I did." "Phil, you weren't here." "Come back home." "And you?" "I'm here for you." "I'm back now." "Hi." "Phil?" "What's going on?" "You're looking odd." "I saw you." "You and Kat." "In your cabin." "How so?" "I thought we ..." "Somehow ..." "Do you love her?" "Phil, I ..." "No." "Do you love me?" "How do you know, that your feelings for me ... is Love?" "I need you." "Need?" "Like the air for breathing or the latest iphone?" "That's unfair." " You tell me what's unfair?" "Why then change anything?" "We have a great time together." "Phil, I really like you insanely." "Can't we just go on like this?" "The three of us..." " Impossible." "Not for me." "It won't be enough, don't you understand?" "I can't imagine being without you anymore." "But I also need Kat." "I need you both." "I can't share you." "I just can't." "I'm sorry." "Phil?" "Phil!" "Uhm ..." "If there's a ..." "Itsibitsi, small chance, that you in the next 100 years ..." "Possibly ... think about, talking to me again ..." "I just want you to know I'll wait for you, okay?" "If I have to, I'll wait forever!" "Marvelous!" "Happy New Year!" "Happy New Year!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "Unwrap it!" "Tadaa!" "A small Survival-Kit for your trip." "Who was at the door?" " No idea, nobody was there." "But that was there." "You're toasting without me?" " Yes!" "Baby!" "On your trip!" "To the journey, to America!" "On your trip!" "I also have a little present for you." "I thought this I would be better than that old map above your bed." "Thanks!" "If you really should meet him, send me a picture, yes?" "Whom?" " Well, number 3!" "I thought that didn't interest you?" "Ah, you shouldn't be so radical." "I'd really like it if you came along." " Oh!" "Now everyone leads his own life." "Besides, what spectacular things could happen in the three weeks?" "Ha-ha." "First of all, I will destroy her list." "It should have been done a long time ago." "What?" "I did it already." "Should have been done a long time ago." "Hm'?" "Are you sleeping already?" "I think I can't sleep today." "I just wanted to say goodbye quickly." "Who knows if I can be up that early tomorrow." "Sit down, wicked mother." "And?" "Excited?" "Me?" "Not a little bit!" "Listen, Phil." "I'll make you a proposal." "Now you quickly ask what you want to know." "And I will answer." "Okay." "What's his name?" "Next question." "Where does he live?" "Great." "That's starting well." "All right." "How was he?" "Hum ..." "He was wonderful." "The most wonderful man you can imagine." "If he was so wonderful, then why did he leave you?" "He didn't." "We were madly in love." "He ..." "He was so kind, so sensitive." "When he touched a flower," "She began to blossom shortly after." "I swear to you." "I've seen it." "Butterflies, moths, all insects." "They were attracted to him as to light." "Like Dianne." "Like Dianne." "But ... it's not about crawling creatures." "It's about ... this overwhelming empathy." "This ... vulnerability." "Don't you see what happens to such people?" "I was always afraid for him." "And then?" "What happened?" "And then ..." "Then I became pregnant." "Suddenly, I also became afraid ..." "for you both." "And then I realized," "I wouldn't make it with him." "Never." "So I just ran away." "I thought, when I went away ..." "And?" "I didn't ..." "I did not taken into account my bad conscience and   that it hurts so much." "Why didn't you ever tell us about it?" "Because it was easier that way." "What?" " To not talk about it." "Oh Phil." "If there always was a simple answer to everything." "I wish, that your dreams come true." "But be careful and don't expect too much of it." "And don't be sad ..." " Mum?" " Yes?" "What's our father's name?" "I thought we didn't want to go there?" "Take care of yourself." "Guys, I will start crying in a moment." "Phil!" "That's still me." "And that's still my family." "I probably will miss them." "Every day." "Even ..." "Glass's food." "For now, I don't live here anymore." "And the little people and their little lives don't matter to me right now." "Life is insanely complicated here." "But one thing, I now know very well." "My center of the world, is where they are." "If I can find him?" "No idea." "Maybe he really is a sailor at sea, or a cowboy, a drop-out hippie, a transvestite, an inmate, or sells weapons to desperate housewives." "What do I know." "The answer is no longer essential." "The emptiness in me is getting less near end." "But now, I just want to open doors."