"Previously on "Felicity"," "Previously on "Felicity"," "Previously on "Felicity"," " You never partied in school." " I went to a couple." " You never partied in school." " I went to a couple." " You never partied in school." " I went to a couple." "What is the deal with you and Ben?" "." "Are you dating?" "." "What is the deal with you and Ben?" "." "Are you dating?" "." "What is the deal with you and Ben?" "." "Are you dating?" "." "No." "We're just friends." "No." "We're just friends." "No." "We're just friends." "How could you think you're in love with me?" "." "You don't even know me." "How could you think you're in love with me?" "." "You don't even know me." "How could you think you're in love with me?" "." "You don't even know me." "So are you avoiding me, or..." "So are you avoiding me, or..." "So are you avoiding me, or..." "A little." "A little." "A little." "Is that because of Felicity or is it because of me?" "." "Is that because of Felicity or is it because of me?" "." "Is that because of Felicity or is it because of me?" "." "I get feelings for people." "I'm a sensitive guy." "I get feelings for people." "I'm a sensitive guy." "I get feelings for people." "I'm a sensitive guy." " OK." " Yeah, I get crushes on everyone." " OK." " Yeah, I get crushes on everyone." " OK." " Yeah, I get crushes on everyone." " You do?" "." " Am I blushing?" "." " You do?" "." " Am I blushing?" "." " You do?" "." " Am I blushing?" "." "Dear Sally." "I'm probably making too big a deal of this." "Dear Sally." "I'm probably making too big a deal of this." "Dear Sally." "I'm probably making too big a deal of this." "I'm sure I am." "I'm sure I am." "I'm sure I am." "But tonight is my first official college party ever." "But tonight is my first official college party ever." "But tonight is my first official college party ever." "I think I have everything down." "Anything else I haven't heard yet?" "." "I think I have everything down." "Anything else I haven't heard yet?" "." "I think I have everything down." "Anything else I haven't heard yet?" "." "This party needs a good band." "This party needs a good band." "This party needs a good band." "I know some bands that are mint." "And they'll come down." "I know some bands that are mint." "And they'll come down." "I know some bands that are mint." "And they'll come down." "Like I think I've said six times, we have to use CDs and tapes." "Like I think I've said six times, we have to use CDs and tapes." "Like I think I've said six times, we have to use CDs and tapes." "OK?" "." "As Resident Advisor, it's my responsibility." "OK?" "." "As Resident Advisor, it's my responsibility." "OK?" "." "As Resident Advisor, it's my responsibility." "I think we should have a band." "I think we should have a band." "I think we should have a band." "We're aware of that" "We're aware of that" "We're aware of that and somewhat concerned that you're not giving it up." "and somewhat concerned that you're not giving it up." "and somewhat concerned that you're not giving it up." "Now, I haven't heard back from the AV department." "Now, I haven't heard back from the AV department." "Now, I haven't heard back from the AV department." "Does anyone have access to a sound system?" "." "Does anyone have access to a sound system?" "." "Does anyone have access to a sound system?" "." " I can do it." " You can do what?" "." " I can do it." " You can do what?" "." " I can do it." " You can do what?" "." "The party." "The whole thing." "I'll take care of it." "The party." "The whole thing." "I'll take care of it." "The party." "The whole thing." "I'll take care of it." "The whole party?" "." "The whole party?" "." "The whole party?" "." "I got a big family." "My cousins, they'd kill for me." "I got a big family." "My cousins, they'd kill for me." "I got a big family." "My cousins, they'd kill for me." "We just wanna throw a party." "We just wanna throw a party." "We just wanna throw a party." "I know." "I'll take care of it." "I know." "I'll take care of it." "I know." "I'll take care of it." "You'll meet Yuri, he'll get us what we need." "OK?" "." "You'll meet Yuri, he'll get us what we need." "OK?" "." "You'll meet Yuri, he'll get us what we need." "OK?" "." " Book a band?" "." " Mitch..." " Book a band?" "." " Mitch..." " Book a band?" "." " Mitch..." "No, he didn't." "No, he didn't." "No, he didn't." "Yes." "That's what Noel said." "Last year at the same party," "Yes." "That's what Noel said." "Last year at the same party," "Yes." "That's what Noel said." "Last year at the same party, three people showed up naked." "three people showed up naked." "three people showed up naked." "Well, I'm gonna be wearing clothes to this party." "Well, I'm gonna be wearing clothes to this party." "Well, I'm gonna be wearing clothes to this party." "Me, too." "Me, too." "Me, too." "I wanna ask you something." "I wanna ask you something." "I wanna ask you something." "I went by your room last night and you weren't there." "I went by your room last night and you weren't there." "I went by your room last night and you weren't there." " I was at Lucky Strike." " Really?" "." "With who?" "." " I was at Lucky Strike." " Really?" "." "With who?" "." " I was at Lucky Strike." " Really?" "." "With who?" "." "I went over there with this girl Astrid." "I went over there with this girl Astrid." "I went over there with this girl Astrid." "It wasn't very special." "It wasn't very special." "It wasn't very special." "I just wanted to make sure" "I just wanted to make sure" "I just wanted to make sure something was OK with you before I did it." "something was OK with you before I did it." "something was OK with you before I did it." "I wanna invite Ben to the party." "I wanna invite Ben to the party." "I wanna invite Ben to the party." "Good." "You should." "Good." "You should." "Good." "You should." " What?" "." "You're getting weird." " No." " What?" "." "You're getting weird." " No." " What?" "." "You're getting weird." " No." "I'm not." "You should definitely invite him." "I'm not." "You should definitely invite him." "I'm not." "You should definitely invite him." " It doesn't bother you?" "." " In no way does it bother me." " It doesn't bother you?" "." " In no way does it bother me." " It doesn't bother you?" "." " In no way does it bother me." "We were like a 24-hour virus, me and Ben." "We were like a 24-hour virus, me and Ben." "We were like a 24-hour virus, me and Ben." "Not to blow it out of proportion," "Not to blow it out of proportion," "Not to blow it out of proportion, but it's kind of a big deal, isn't it?" "." "but it's kind of a big deal, isn't it?" "." "but it's kind of a big deal, isn't it?" "." " Our first college party." " Yeah." "It's huge." " Our first college party." " Yeah." "It's huge." " Our first college party." " Yeah." "It's huge." "You know how older people say, "I'll never forget my first party"?" "." "You know how older people say, "I'll never forget my first party"?" "." "You know how older people say, "I'll never forget my first party"?" "." "OK." "I just wanted to make sure that you're not..." "OK." "I just wanted to make sure that you're not..." "OK." "I just wanted to make sure that you're not..." "I'm not." "I'm fine with it." "I'm not." "I'm fine with it." "I'm not." "I'm fine with it." "I swear." "I swear." "I swear." "Julie's right, right?" "Julie's right, right?" "Julie's right, right?" "The first college party is when it all happens," "The first college party is when it all happens," "The first college party is when it all happens," "OK." "OK." "OK." "So, I mean, this is just one version of how it could go, one scenario." "So, I mean, this is just one version of how it could go, one scenario." "So, I mean, this is just one version of how it could go, one scenario." "Ben shows up and we see each other from across the party" "Ben shows up and we see each other from across the party" "Ben shows up and we see each other from across the party and he comes over and we talk about Mr Olgoski's class, or something." "and he comes over and we talk about Mr Olgoski's class, or something." "and he comes over and we talk about Mr Olgoski's class, or something." "He likes how I look." "I like how he looks." "He likes how I look." "I like how he looks." "He likes how I look." "I like how he looks." "We basically, you know, appreciate how each other looks." "We basically, you know, appreciate how each other looks." "We basically, you know, appreciate how each other looks." "And then we start dancing." "And we dance for hours" "And then we start dancing." "And we dance for hours" "And then we start dancing." "And we dance for hours until we're just exhausted and sweaty and ready to pass out." "until we're just exhausted and sweaty and ready to pass out." "until we're just exhausted and sweaty and ready to pass out." "But the party's on my floor, so I say,..." "But the party's on my floor, so I say,..." "But the party's on my floor, so I say,... ."'You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "."'You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "."'You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "Or, "You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "Or, "You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "Or, "You wanna go to my room?" ". "" "Whatever." "And Meghan's not here, thank God." "Whatever." "And Meghan's not here, thank God." "Whatever." "And Meghan's not here, thank God." "And so we just sit on my bed and talk about everything." "And so we just sit on my bed and talk about everything." "And so we just sit on my bed and talk about everything." "Of course, I blew my first opportunity to ask him." "Of course, I blew my first opportunity to ask him." "Of course, I blew my first opportunity to ask him." "Damn it." "Damn it." "Damn it." " Yeah." " Are you OK?" "." " Yeah." " Are you OK?" "." " Yeah." " Are you OK?" "." "There was a..." "There was a..." "There was a..." "I don't know." "I don't know." "I don't know." "So you didn't get a class?" "." "So you didn't get a class?" "." "So you didn't get a class?" "." "I signed up for a language class, but they gave me..." "I signed up for a language class, but they gave me..." "I signed up for a language class, but they gave me..." " They gave me drama." " You're in drama?" "." " They gave me drama." " You're in drama?" "." " They gave me drama." " You're in drama?" "." "No, I'm not." "That's a mistake, obviously." "No, I'm not." "That's a mistake, obviously." "No, I'm not." "That's a mistake, obviously." "No." "Did you get what you wanted?" "." "No." "Did you get what you wanted?" "." "No." "Did you get what you wanted?" "." " lnorganic chemistry." " You got that and you're happy?" "." " lnorganic chemistry." " You got that and you're happy?" "." " lnorganic chemistry." " You got that and you're happy?" "." "Yeah, the teacher is someone who..." "Yeah, the teacher is someone who..." "Yeah, the teacher is someone who..." "Dr William Garibay." "Dr William Garibay." "Dr William Garibay." "I don't know." "I never..." "I don't know." "I never..." "I don't know." "I never..." "He wrote the series of books I used in high school" "He wrote the series of books I used in high school" "He wrote the series of books I used in high school so it was kind of amazing." "so it was kind of amazing." "so it was kind of amazing." "I mean, being able to take a class" "I mean, being able to take a class" "I mean, being able to take a class being taught by the man who actually... being taught by the man who actually... being taught by the man who actually..." "I just really wanted the class." "I just really wanted the class." "I just really wanted the class." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "So, you didn't go last night?" "." "So, you didn't go last night?" "." "So, you didn't go last night?" "." " Where?" "." " Lucky Strike." " Where?" "." " Lucky Strike." " Where?" "." " Lucky Strike." "There was a..." "There was a thing." "There was a..." "There was a thing." "There was a..." "There was a thing." "Yeah." "You should've gone." "Maybe next time." "Yeah." "You should've gone." "Maybe next time." "Yeah." "You should've gone." "Maybe next time." "Yeah." "OK." "Next time." "Yeah." "OK." "Next time." "Yeah." "OK." "Next time." "Can you believe that?" "Can you believe that?" "Can you believe that?" "I was right there." "I was right there." "I was right there." "All I had to say was, "Yeah." "Next time this Friday"'" "All I had to say was, "Yeah." "Next time this Friday"'" "All I had to say was, "Yeah." "Next time this Friday"'" "God." "How incapable am I?" "." "That was lame." "God." "How incapable am I?" "." "That was lame." "God." "How incapable am I?" "." "That was lame." "L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T..." "You don't hear it?" "." "L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T..." "You don't hear it?" "." "L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T..." "You don't hear it?" "." "You think Q comes too early?" "." "You think Q comes too early?" "." "You think Q comes too early?" "." "No, I know it does." "Q should be at the end." "No, I know it does." "Q should be at the end." "No, I know it does." "Q should be at the end." "Q,X,Y,Z." "Q,X,Y,Z." "Q,X,Y,Z." "OK, but why?" "." "OK, but why?" "." "OK, but why?" "." "Because it's not like Q comes after O, which at least Q resembles." "Because it's not like Q comes after O, which at least Q resembles." "Because it's not like Q comes after O, which at least Q resembles." "And if you move Q to where it belongs, at the end," "And if you move Q to where it belongs, at the end," "And if you move Q to where it belongs, at the end," "P would come right before R, which would be so sexy." "P would come right before R, which would be so sexy." "P would come right before R, which would be so sexy." "I don't wanna bug you." "You don't have to return my calls," "I don't wanna bug you." "You don't have to return my calls," "I don't wanna bug you." "You don't have to return my calls, but Chavez is playing Tramps on Friday." "but Chavez is playing Tramps on Friday." "but Chavez is playing Tramps on Friday." " They're supposed to be pretty good." " Friday." " They're supposed to be pretty good." " Friday." " They're supposed to be pretty good." " Friday." "Yeah." "You wanna go?" "." "Yeah." "You wanna go?" "." "Yeah." "You wanna go?" "." "We're throwing a party on Friday at Kelvin, so I can't." "We're throwing a party on Friday at Kelvin, so I can't." "We're throwing a party on Friday at Kelvin, so I can't." "Alright." "You're never going out with me again, are you?" "." "Alright." "You're never going out with me again, are you?" "." "Alright." "You're never going out with me again, are you?" "." "I gotta get to class." "I gotta get to class." "I gotta get to class." "Alright." "Alright." "Alright." "You know what's amazing?" "I couldn't feel better" "You know what's amazing?" "I couldn't feel better" "You know what's amazing?" "I couldn't feel better about sticking with premed, and this is going to be my first class, about sticking with premed, and this is going to be my first class, about sticking with premed, and this is going to be my first class," "The beginning of my life as a doctor," "The beginning of my life as a doctor," "The beginning of my life as a doctor," "As I'm not at Stanford, now I study under someone who," "As I'm not at Stanford, now I study under someone who," "As I'm not at Stanford, now I study under someone who, in a way, I've idolised, in a way, I've idolised, in a way, I've idolised," "For years, through his books, I've learned so much," "For years, through his books, I've learned so much," "For years, through his books, I've learned so much," "I kind of feel like I've met him already," "I kind of feel like I've met him already," "I kind of feel like I've met him already," "Excuse me." "Dr Garibay?" "." "Excuse me." "Dr Garibay?" "." "Excuse me." "Dr Garibay?" "." "Hi." "I'm Felicity Porter." "I'm in this class." "Hi." "I'm Felicity Porter." "I'm in this class." "Hi." "I'm Felicity Porter." "I'm in this class." "I couldn't find the book." "I couldn't find the book." "I couldn't find the book." "I ordered it from the publisher, but if I don't have it today," "I ordered it from the publisher, but if I don't have it today," "I ordered it from the publisher, but if I don't have it today, will I be able to follow what we're doing?" "." "will I be able to follow what we're doing?" "." "will I be able to follow what we're doing?" "." "No." "I call it required reading because it isn't optional." "No." "I call it required reading because it isn't optional." "No." "I call it required reading because it isn't optional." "But I couldn't find the book anywhere." "But I couldn't find the book anywhere." "But I couldn't find the book anywhere." "Pardon me." "Pardon me." "Pardon me." "Everyone who did not get a copy of the textbook, raise your hand." "Everyone who did not get a copy of the textbook, raise your hand." "Everyone who did not get a copy of the textbook, raise your hand." "I don't know what to tell you." "I don't know what to tell you." "I don't know what to tell you." "The actor's responsibility is to communicate." "The actor's responsibility is to communicate." "The actor's responsibility is to communicate." "To convey truth." "To convey truth." "To convey truth." "To understand and express an internal life, subjective motivation." "To understand and express an internal life, subjective motivation." "T o understand and express an internal life, subjective motivation." "In the next class, I want you to bring in an object." "In the next class, I want you to bring in an object." "In the next class, I want you to bring in an object." "Something that has meaning to you." "Something that has meaning to you." "Something that has meaning to you." "This first exercise is designed to reveal hidden internal life" "This first exercise is designed to reveal hidden internal life" "This first exercise is designed to reveal hidden internal life not within characters, but within things." "not within characters, but within things." "not within characters, but within things." "Would this be a Meisner exercise?" "." "Would this be a Meisner exercise?" "." "Would this be a Meisner exercise?" "." "No." "Hopefully, we won't have any repetition in this class." "No." "Hopefully, we won't have any repetition in this class." "No." "Hopefully, we won't have any repetition in this class." "I'm gonna ask you to get up and describe the object physically." "I'm gonna ask you to get up and describe the object physically." "I'm gonna ask you to get up and describe the object physically." "Objectively." "Then I'm gonna ask you to tell us what it means to you." "Objectively." "Then I'm gonna ask you to tell us what it means to you." "Objectively." "Then I'm gonna ask you to tell us what it means to you." "Mr Keeney?" "." "Mr Keeney?" "." "Mr Keeney?" "." "Mr Keeney." "Could I talk to you for a second, please?" "." "Mr Keeney." "Could I talk to you for a second, please?" "." "Mr Keeney." "Could I talk to you for a second, please?" "." " Sure." " OK." " Sure." " OK." " Sure." " OK." "Now, I applied for Russian, a language," "Now, I applied for Russian, a language," "Now, I applied for Russian, a language, and they gave me drama by accident so I shouldn't even be here." "and they gave me drama by accident so I shouldn't even be here." "and they gave me drama by accident so I shouldn't even be here." "It might not be an accident." "Theatre's a communications elective." "It might not be an accident." "Theatre's a communications elective." "It might not be an accident." "Theatre's a communications elective." " Just like language." " OK." "No." "I can't take drama." " Just like language." " OK." "No." "I can't take drama." " Just like language." " OK." "No." "I can't take drama." "You're dropping this course?" "." "You're dropping this course?" "." "You're dropping this course?" "." "As soon as there's an opening in Russian," "As soon as there's an opening in Russian," "As soon as there's an opening in Russian," "Ms Petesky's class, I'm transferring." "Ms Petesky's class, I'm transferring." "Ms Petesky's class, I'm transferring." "There's usually at least one drop, and I'm first on the waiting list." "There's usually at least one drop, and I'm first on the waiting list." "There's usually at least one drop, and I'm first on the waiting list." "I'll tell you what." "I hope you get all the classes you want." "I'll tell you what." "I hope you get all the classes you want." "I'll tell you what." "I hope you get all the classes you want." "Thank you." "Thank you." "Thank you." "But while you're my student, you're obligated to participate." "But while you're my student, you're obligated to participate." "But while you're my student, you're obligated to participate." "OK." "That doesn't mean I have to get up there." "OK." "That doesn't mean I have to get up there." "OK." "That doesn't mean I have to get up there." "It means you have to get up there." "It means you have to get up there." "It means you have to get up there." "Next class, bring a hot object." "Next class, bring a hot object." "Next class, bring a hot object." "How's it going?" "." "How's it going?" "." "How's it going?" "." "Good." "Really good." "There's this thing I'm sort of..." "Good." "Really good." "There's this thing I'm sort of..." "Good." "Really good." "There's this thing I'm sort of..." "It's at Kelvin." "It's basically a dorm party." "It starts at eight on Friday." "It's at Kelvin." "It's basically a dorm party." "It starts at eight on Friday." "It's at Kelvin." "It's basically a dorm party." "It starts at eight on Friday." "I'm just kinda spreading the word, so if you wanna go..." "I'm just kinda spreading the word, so if you wanna go..." "I'm just kinda spreading the word, so if you wanna go..." " You know." " Julie told me about it." " You know." " Julie told me about it." " You know." " Julie told me about it." " Julie did?" "." " Yeah." " Julie did?" "." " Yeah." " Julie did?" "." " Yeah." "Well, cool." "So..." "Well, cool." "So..." "Well, cool." "So..." "You know, I gotta go, so I'll see you." "You know, I gotta go, so I'll see you." "You know, I gotta go, so I'll see you." "So, my roommate, he uses a toothbrush steriliser." "So, my roommate, he uses a toothbrush steriliser." "So, my roommate, he uses a toothbrush steriliser." "He said to me, "For the party, I'm gonna put plastic on my bed"'" "He said to me, "For the party, I'm gonna put plastic on my bed"'" "He said to me, "For the party, I'm gonna put plastic on my bed"'" "I was, like, "Congratulations"'" "I was, like, "Congratulations"'" "I was, like, "Congratulations"'" "So here's the thing." "I invited Ben to the party on Friday" "So here's the thing." "I invited Ben to the party on Friday" "So here's the thing." "I invited Ben to the party on Friday and he said you had already asked him." "and he said you had already asked him." "and he said you had already asked him." "I wasn't even gonna say anything about it," "I wasn't even gonna say anything about it," "I wasn't even gonna say anything about it, except, well, I just did." "except, well, I just did." "except, well, I just did." "Ben and I are just friends." "Ben and I are just friends." "Ben and I are just friends." "I know." "You guys can be whatever you wanna be." "I know." "You guys can be whatever you wanna be." "I know." "You guys can be whatever you wanna be." "I just..." "I just..." "I just..." "It's not Ben, OK?" "." "It's you and me." "It's not Ben, OK?" "." "It's you and me." "It's not Ben, OK?" "." "It's you and me." "Look." "I don't think that there's anything to talk about." "Look." "I don't think that there's anything to talk about." "Look." "I don't think that there's anything to talk about." "I just don't want us to resent each other." "I just don't want us to resent each other." "I just don't want us to resent each other." "Yeah, me neither." "Yeah, me neither." "Yeah, me neither." "But you don't have to worry about me and Ben." "But you don't have to worry about me and Ben." "But you don't have to worry about me and Ben." " You and Ben?" "." " I know." "Can you believe this?" "." " You and Ben?" "." " I know." "Can you believe this?" "." " You and Ben?" "." " I know." "Can you believe this?" "." "So you like Ben, too?" "." "So you like Ben, too?" "." "So you like Ben, too?" "." "Does everybody like Ben?" "." "And I'm not asking that rhetorically." "Does everybody like Ben?" "." "And I'm not asking that rhetorically." "Does everybody like Ben?" "." "And I'm not asking that rhetorically." "It's complicated because I think Ben really likes me." "It's complicated because I think Ben really likes me." "It's complicated because I think Ben really likes me." "Should I be writing this down?" "." "Should I be writing this down?" "." "Should I be writing this down?" "." "This party on Friday." "Felicity is so excited about hanging out with Ben." "This party on Friday." "Felicity is so excited about hanging out with Ben." "This party on Friday." "Felicity is so excited about hanging out with Ben." "But Ben wants to hang out with me." "But Ben wants to hang out with me." "But Ben wants to hang out with me." " Which I think will kill Felicity." " So don't do it." " Which I think will kill Felicity." " So don't do it." " Which I think will kill Felicity." " So don't do it." "I know." "But I really want to." "I know." "But I really want to." "I know." "But I really want to." "You're really talking to you right now." "You're really talking to you right now." "You're really talking to you right now." "I think I'm just gonna tell Felicity that Ben keeps asking me out." "I think I'm just gonna tell Felicity that Ben keeps asking me out." "I think I'm just gonna tell Felicity that Ben keeps asking me out." "No." "No, I wouldn't do that yet." "No." "No, I wouldn't do that yet." "No." "No, I wouldn't do that yet." "Because you're in this really confused state of mind." "Because you're in this really confused state of mind." "Because you're in this really confused state of mind." "If you do that now," "If you do that now," "If you do that now, it's like you're asking her permission to start dating Ben." "it's like you're asking her permission to start dating Ben." "it's like you're asking her permission to start dating Ben." "That's not what you wanna do." "That's not what you wanna do." "That's not what you wanna do." "No, you're right." "You're right." "No, you're right." "You're right." "No, you're right." "You're right." "God." "No offence, but this really did not help." "God." "No offence, but this really did not help." "God." "No offence, but this really did not help." "You're welcome." "You're welcome." "You're welcome." "Thank you." "Can you just not tell Felicity about this?" "." "Thank you." "Can you just not tell Felicity about this?" "." "Thank you." "Can you just not tell Felicity about this?" "." "If she knew I told you she likes Ben..." "If she knew I told you she likes Ben..." "If she knew I told you she likes Ben..." "It's OK." "I already knew." "It's OK." "I already knew." "It's OK." "I already knew." "It's thin, smooth." "It's thin, smooth." "It's thin, smooth." "Material." "Material." "Material." "It's folded." "Held together." "It's folded." "Held together." "It's folded." "Held together." "With print on it." "With print on it." "With print on it." "Don't say print." "Don't say print." "Don't say print." "OK." "With colour on it." "OK." "With colour on it." "OK." "With colour on it." "No, Alice." "Be subjective." "What does this mean to you?" "." "No, Alice." "Be subjective." "What does this mean to you?" "." "No, Alice." "Be subjective." "What does this mean to you?" "." "It's a programme from a play I did in 9th grade." "It's a programme from a play I did in 9th grade." "It's a programme from a play I did in 9th grade." "Blood Wedding, Lorca." "Blood Wedding, Lorca." "Blood Wedding, Lorca." "There are pictures of the cast, and a history of the author." "There are pictures of the cast, and a history of the author." "There are pictures of the cast, and a history of the author." "After it was over, the play, my brother gave me back his programme." "After it was over, the play, my brother gave me back his programme." "After it was over, the play, my brother gave me back his programme." "And, my brother, like, never talks about emotional stuff to me." "And, my brother, like, never talks about emotional stuff to me." "And, my brother, like, never talks about emotional stuff to me." "OK." "Hold your centre." "OK." "Hold your centre." "OK." "Hold your centre." "So I thought, why is he giving me back his programme?" "." "So I thought, why is he giving me back his programme?" "." "So I thought, why is he giving me back his programme?" "." "And then I opened it and he had written something." "And then I opened it and he had written something." "And then I opened it and he had written something." "Here." "Here." "Here." "Tell us what your brother wrote in the book." "Tell us what your brother wrote in the book." "Tell us what your brother wrote in the book." ""Alice, you were wonderful." "Love, Josh"'" ""Alice, you were wonderful." "Love, Josh"'" ""Alice, you were wonderful." "Love, Josh"'" "Which was the first time he ever, you know," "Which was the first time he ever, you know," "Which was the first time he ever, you know, showed me he might be proud of me." "showed me he might be proud of me." "showed me he might be proud of me." "OK." "Alright." "OK." "Alright." "OK." "Alright." "Who's next?" "." "Who's next?" "." "Who's next?" "." "Ben." "Let's give it a go." "Ben." "Let's give it a go." "Ben." "Let's give it a go." "Begin objectively." "Begin objectively." "Begin objectively." "Objectively?" "." "Alright." "Objectively?" "." "Alright." "Objectively?" "." "Alright." "Alright." "Alright." "Alright." "So it's a multilayered object." "So it's a multilayered object." "So it's a multilayered object." "The top and bottom layers are white and soft with dark edges." "The top and bottom layers are white and soft with dark edges." "The top and bottom layers are white and soft with dark edges." "And..." "And..." "And..." "In between those layers, sandwiched, are additional layers." "In between those layers, sandwiched, are additional layers." "In between those layers, sandwiched, are additional layers." "Why is this object so important to you?" "." "Why is this object so important to you?" "." "Why is this object so important to you?" "." "Because I just love sandwiches." "I love 'em." "Because I just love sandwiches." "I love 'em." "Because I just love sandwiches." "I love 'em." "You know what I mean?" "." "You know what I mean?" "." "You know what I mean?" "." "The end." "The end." "The end." "You got any special requests for the party?" "." "Food or drink or music?" "." "You got any special requests for the party?" "." "Food or drink or music?" "." "You got any special requests for the party?" "." "Food or drink or music?" "." "How about a copy of Inorganic Chemistry by William Garibay?" "." "How about a copy of Inorganic Chemistry by William Garibay?" "." "How about a copy of Inorganic Chemistry by William Garibay?" "." "Am I supposed to get that?" "." "Am I supposed to get that?" "." "Am I supposed to get that?" "." "I used up my entire MetroCard today" "I used up my entire MetroCard today" "I used up my entire MetroCard today going up to Columbia, down to Hunter, over to The Strand, going up to Columbia, down to Hunter, over to The Strand, going up to Columbia, down to Hunter, over to The Strand," "up to Shakespeare  Company, up to Shakespeare  Company, up to Shakespeare  Company," "I've been to every Barnes  Noble and college bookstore." "I've been to every Barnes  Noble and college bookstore." "I've been to every Barnes  Noble and college bookstore." "It's out of stock." "It's out of stock." "It's out of stock." "Keep repeating the phrase, "It's only college"' It helps sometimes." "Keep repeating the phrase, "It's only college"' It helps sometimes." "Keep repeating the phrase, "It's only college"' It helps sometimes." "So, any special request for the party?" "." "So, any special request for the party?" "." "So, any special request for the party?" "." "I like chocolate." "I like chocolate." "I like chocolate." "OK." "What kind?" "." "Milk?" "." "Dark?" "." "Nuts?" "." "Pieces?" "." "Bark?" "." "Nestlés?" "." "Hershey?" "." "OK." "What kind?" "." "Milk?" "." "Dark?" "." "Nuts?" "." "Pieces?" "." "Bark?" "." "Nestlés?" "." "Hershey?" "." "OK." "What kind?" "." "Milk?" "." "Dark?" "." "Nuts?" "." "Pieces?" "." "Bark?" "." "Nestlés?" "." "Hershey?" "." "It's not really party food." "It's not really party food." "It's not really party food." "Sure it is." "I'll take care of it." "Done." "Chocolate." "Sure it is." "I'll take care of it." "Done." "Chocolate." "Sure it is." "I'll take care of it." "Done." "Chocolate." "OK." "If you wanna special order it, I know the guys in the bookstore." "OK." "If you wanna special order it, I know the guys in the bookstore." "OK." "If you wanna special order it, I know the guys in the bookstore." "Just go freak out about your book." "Just go freak out about your book." "Just go freak out about your book." "Negative thermal expansion may, then, be produced in two dimensions." "Negative thermal expansion may, then, be produced in two dimensions." "Negative thermal expansion may, then, be produced in two dimensions." "Although at the atomic level," "Although at the atomic level," "Although at the atomic level, there is apparently no known example of this mechanism, there is apparently no known example of this mechanism, there is apparently no known example of this mechanism, which we will discuss next time." "which we will discuss next time." "which we will discuss next time." "Doctor?" "." "Excuse me." "Doctor?" "." "Excuse me." "Doctor?" "." "Excuse me." "Felicity Porter again." "Felicity Porter again." "Felicity Porter again." "Just so that you know, I did go to the library" "Just so that you know, I did go to the library" "Just so that you know, I did go to the library and photocopy the pages I need." "and photocopy the pages I need." "and photocopy the pages I need." "$20 later, but, anyway." "My book should be here by Monday." "$20 later, but, anyway." "My book should be here by Monday." "$20 later, but, anyway." "My book should be here by Monday." "And I just wanted to make sure that we're OK." "And I just wanted to make sure that we're OK." "And I just wanted to make sure that we're OK." "You wanna make sure we're OK?" "." "You wanna make sure we're OK?" "." "You wanna make sure we're OK?" "." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "What do you think?" "." "What do you think?" "." "What do you think?" "." "I was hoping so." "I was hoping so." "I was hoping so." " Then we must be just fine." " OK." "Good." " Then we must be just fine." " OK." "Good." " Then we must be just fine." " OK." "Good." "You and I are doing exceptionally well." "You and I are doing exceptionally well." "You and I are doing exceptionally well." "OK." "OK." "OK." "In fact, you and I are on such good terms, I have an idea." "In fact, you and I are on such good terms, I have an idea." "In fact, you and I are on such good terms, I have an idea." "Forget the assignment." "Forget the assignment." "Forget the assignment." " What?" "." " The weekend assignment." "Forget it." " What?" "." " The weekend assignment." "Forget it." " What?" "." " The weekend assignment." "Forget it." "Instead, write an essay on how OK you and I are." "Instead, write an essay on how OK you and I are." "Instead, write an essay on how OK you and I are." "I'm not..." "I don't know what you mean." "I'm not..." "I don't know what you mean." "I'm not..." "I don't know what you mean." "Then ask yourself if you belong in my class." "Then ask yourself if you belong in my class." "Then ask yourself if you belong in my class." "I got sound system, food," "I got sound system, food," "I got sound system, food," "Beverages, janitorial." "For how many people?" "." "Beverages, janitorial." "For how many people?" "." "Beverages, janitorial." "For how many people?" "." " Maybe 1 00." " Right." "Say 200." " Maybe 1 00." " Right." "Say 200." " Maybe 1 00." " Right." "Say 200." "You understand we don't have a budget for this party at all?" "." "You understand we don't have a budget for this party at all?" "." "You understand we don't have a budget for this party at all?" "." "I understand." "You should have disco light." "I understand." "You should have disco light." "I understand." "You should have disco light." "We can get whatever we want." "We can get whatever we want." "We can get whatever we want." "Yeah." "I really don't think we need a disco light." "Yeah." "I really don't think we need a disco light." "Yeah." "I really don't think we need a disco light." "It's a party." "You need disco light." "It's a party." "You need disco light." "It's a party." "You need disco light." "Now, for delivery." "You have beeper?" "." "Now, for delivery." "You have beeper?" "." "Now, for delivery." "You have beeper?" "." "What, like a pager?" "." "No." "What, like a pager?" "." "No." "What, like a pager?" "." "No." " You don't have beeper?" "." " Really?" "." " You don't have beeper?" "." " Really?" "." " You don't have beeper?" "." " Really?" "." "OK." "Not everyone has a beeper, you know." "OK." "Not everyone has a beeper, you know." "OK." "Not everyone has a beeper, you know." " For you, I get you a beeper." " Thanks." "I don't need one." " For you, I get you a beeper." " Thanks." "I don't need one." " For you, I get you a beeper." " Thanks." "I don't need one." " You need one." " Right." "You know what?" "." " You need one." " Right." "You know what?" "." " You need one." " Right." "You know what?" "." "There is one more thing, and it's sort of important." "There is one more thing, and it's sort of important." "There is one more thing, and it's sort of important." "You want girls?" "." "You want girls?" "." "You want girls?" "." "What?" "." "What?" "." "What?" "." "No." "No." "No." "Do you have access to chocolate?" "." "Do you have access to chocolate?" "." "Do you have access to chocolate?" "." "So how's..." "How's chemistry?" "." "So how's..." "How's chemistry?" "." "So how's..." "How's chemistry?" "." "It's sort of a crisis." "It's sort of a crisis." "It's sort of a crisis." " Really?" "." " Yeah." "My teacher hates me." " Really?" "." " Yeah." "My teacher hates me." " Really?" "." " Yeah." "My teacher hates me." "But I'm sure that it's gonna be fine." "But I'm sure that it's gonna be fine." "But I'm sure that it's gonna be fine." "Well, I'm sure, you know, that he or she doesn't hate you." "Well, I'm sure, you know, that he or she doesn't hate you." "Well, I'm sure, you know, that he or she doesn't hate you." "Yeah, he does, actually." "Yeah, he does, actually." "Yeah, he does, actually." "So how was acting?" "." "So how was acting?" "." "So how was acting?" "." "Acting?" "." "Well, acting was a bit of a disaster, actually." "Acting?" "." "Well, acting was a bit of a disaster, actually." "Acting?" "." "Well, acting was a bit of a disaster, actually." "I can't get out of the class, so I'm about to go get an incomplete." "I can't get out of the class, so I'm about to go get an incomplete." "I can't get out of the class, so I'm about to go get an incomplete." "What's the assignment?" "." "What's the assignment?" "." "What's the assignment?" "." "I have to bring in an object that's important to me." "I have to bring in an object that's important to me." "I have to bring in an object that's important to me." "So, what, anything?" "." "So, what, anything?" "." "So, what, anything?" "." "Yeah, anything." "I have to bring it in, sit there," "Yeah, anything." "I have to bring it in, sit there," "Yeah, anything." "I have to bring it in, sit there, and talk about it in front of everybody, which... and talk about it in front of everybody, which... and talk about it in front of everybody, which..." " God." " Yeah." " God." " Yeah." " God." " Yeah." "I don't know what I'd bring in." "I don't know what I'd bring in." "I don't know what I'd bring in." "This necklace, maybe." "This necklace, maybe." "This necklace, maybe." "It was my grandmother's." "It was my grandmother's." "It was my grandmother's." "Yeah?" "." "It wouldn't work for me." "Yeah?" "." "It wouldn't work for me." "Yeah?" "." "It wouldn't work for me." "I think the most important thing to me isn't an object." "I think the most important thing to me isn't an object." "I think the most important thing to me isn't an object." "I mean, it's just being here." "I mean, it's just being here." "I mean, it's just being here." "What?" "." "What?" "." "What?" "." "Are you still having that party?" "." "Are you still having that party?" "." "Are you still having that party?" "." " T onight?" "." "Yeah." " Good." " T onight?" "." "Yeah." " Good." " Tonight?" "." "Yeah." " Good." " I'll see you there." " OK." " I'll see you there." " OK." " I'll see you there." " OK." "OK." "OK." "OK." "Sally, I would only say this to you, so after you listen to this tape," "Sally, I would only say this to you, so after you listen to this tape," "Sally, I would only say this to you, so after you listen to this tape, you have to erase it." "you have to erase it." "you have to erase it." "But I can actually picture what it might be like" "But I can actually picture what it might be like" "But I can actually picture what it might be like to be with a man for the first time, sexually." "to be with a man for the first time, sexually." "to be with a man for the first time, sexually." "If you're laughing at me right now, I don't blame you." "If you're laughing at me right now, I don't blame you." "If you're laughing at me right now, I don't blame you." "But first, although a huge success with his exploration of the sandwich," "But first, although a huge success with his exploration of the sandwich," "But first, although a huge success with his exploration of the sandwich," "Ben will grace us with just one more try." "Ben will grace us with just one more try." "Ben will grace us with just one more try." " I don't think I can do this." " Did you bring an object?" "." " I don't think I can do this." " Did you bring an object?" "." " I don't think I can do this." " Did you bring an object?" "." "I'm just not so comfortable doing this." "I'm just not so comfortable doing this." "I'm just not so comfortable doing this." "This exercise is ungraded, you know?" "." "This exercise is ungraded, you know?" "." "This exercise is ungraded, you know?" "." "If you don't participate, you get an incomplete." "If you don't participate, you get an incomplete." "If you don't participate, you get an incomplete." "It's your call." "It's your call." "It's your call." "OK." "OK." "OK." "It's a smooth, hard, round loop" "It's a smooth, hard, round loop" "It's a smooth, hard, round loop connecting three shiny sharp metal... connecting three shiny sharp metal... connecting three shiny sharp metal..." "No." "Don't say metal." "No." "Don't say metal." "No." "Don't say metal." "Connecting three shiny sharp hard thin strips," "Connecting three shiny sharp hard thin strips," "Connecting three shiny sharp hard thin strips, which have teeth, sort of." "which have teeth, sort of." "which have teeth, sort of." "OK." "Talk about the object subjectively." "OK." "Talk about the object subjectively." "OK." "Talk about the object subjectively." "They're my keys to my apartment." "They're my keys to my apartment." "They're my keys to my apartment." "Why are these keys so important to you?" "." "Why are these keys so important to you?" "." "Why are these keys so important to you?" "." "I don't know." "This is stupid, sir." "I shouldn't do this." "I don't know." "This is stupid, sir." "I shouldn't do this." "I don't know." "This is stupid, sir." "I shouldn't do this." "You're doing fine." "You're doing fine." "You're doing fine." "Talk about the object." "Talk about the object." "Talk about the object." "Alright." "Well, for this to make sense," "Alright." "Well, for this to make sense," "Alright." "Well, for this to make sense, you've gotta understand that my father and I never... you've gotta understand that my father and I never... you've gotta understand that my father and I never..." "Well, it's his fault." "It's my fault." "Well, it's his fault." "It's my fault." "Well, it's his fault." "It's my fault." "It's my fault, and I know that's not fair." "It's my fault, and I know that's not fair." "It's my fault, and I know that's not fair." "But whatever." "We don't have a very good thing." "But whatever." "We don't have a very good thing." "But whatever." "We don't have a very good thing." "But as bad as it gets for me and him," "But as bad as it gets for me and him," "But as bad as it gets for me and him," "I think it gets even worse for my mom, who's so incredible." "I think it gets even worse for my mom, who's so incredible." "I think it gets even worse for my mom, who's so incredible." "She's so beautiful." "She's so beautiful." "She's so beautiful." "And she's..." "You know, she's elegant." "And she's..." "You know, she's elegant." "And she's..." "You know, she's elegant." "But she gets so sad." "She gets so upset when me and my dad fight" "But she gets so sad." "She gets so upset when me and my dad fight" "But she gets so sad." "She gets so upset when me and my dad fight that her face just gets... that her face just gets... that her face just gets..." "She just cries a lot." "She just cries a lot." "She just cries a lot." "And I've seen these pictures of my parents, before they had me." "And I've seen these pictures of my parents, before they had me." "And I've seen these pictures of my parents, before they had me." "And they look so happy." "And they look so happy." "And they look so happy." "They look so happy, so I know it wasn't always like it is now." "They look so happy, so I know it wasn't always like it is now." "They look so happy, so I know it wasn't always like it is now." "Anyway, I guess it's obvious" "Anyway, I guess it's obvious" "Anyway, I guess it's obvious that these keys mean that I'm not home any more, that these keys mean that I'm not home any more, that these keys mean that I'm not home any more," "which is great for me." "which is great for me." "which is great for me." "I'm subletting from this guy Sean," "I'm subletting from this guy Sean," "I'm subletting from this guy Sean, who's this really nice, frustrated entrepreneur guy." "who's this really nice, frustrated entrepreneur guy." "who's this really nice, frustrated entrepreneur guy." "It's me and three other guys." "It's me and three other guys." "It's me and three other guys." "It's cool, having a place you actually wanna hang out." "It's cool, having a place you actually wanna hang out." "It's cool, having a place you actually wanna hang out." "It's a big place." "It's a big place." "It's a big place." "But more than all that, these keys mean" "But more than all that, these keys mean" "But more than all that, these keys mean that I'm not causing anything at home." "that I'm not causing anything at home." "that I'm not causing anything at home." "I'm here right now so my dad and I don't have to deal with each other." "I'm here right now so my dad and I don't have to deal with each other." "I'm here right now so my dad and I don't have to deal with each other." "And so my mom isn't so sad, I hope." "And so my mom isn't so sad, I hope." "And so my mom isn't so sad, I hope." "It's just good." "It's just good." "It's just good." "It's better for everyone, I really believe that, that I have these keys." "It's better for everyone, I really believe that, that I have these keys." "It's better for everyone, I really believe that, that I have these keys." " Did you buy that for the party?" "." " Yeah." " Did you buy that for the party?" "." " Yeah." " Did you buy that for the party?" "." " Yeah." "Going with your little friend Julie?" "." "Going with your little friend Julie?" "." "Going with your little friend Julie?" "." " My little friend?" "." " Julie and her Tiger Beat boyfriend." " My little friend?" "." " Julie and her Tiger Beat boyfriend." " My little friend?" "." " Julie and her Tiger Beat boyfriend." "Julie doesn't have a boyfriend." "Julie doesn't have a boyfriend." "Julie doesn't have a boyfriend." "Is Ben invisible to you?" "." "Is Ben invisible to you?" "." "Is Ben invisible to you?" "." "Ben isn't her boyfriend." "Ben isn't her boyfriend." "Ben isn't her boyfriend." "Yeah, he is." "Yeah, he is." "Yeah, he is." " Why do you think so?" "." " Well, I always see 'em together." " Why do you think so?" "." " Well, I always see 'em together." " Why do you think so?" "." " Well, I always see 'em together." "No." "Julie says there's nothing going on with them." "No." "Julie says there's nothing going on with them." "No." "Julie says there's nothing going on with them." "Clearly, I've hit a nerve." "Clearly, I've hit a nerve." "Clearly, I've hit a nerve." "You've hit no nerve." "She's my friend, that's all." "You've hit no nerve." "She's my friend, that's all." "You've hit no nerve." "She's my friend, that's all." "Whatever." "Watch 'em when they're together." "Whatever." "Watch 'em when they're together." "Whatever." "Watch 'em when they're together." "The way he talks, how he gets close, the way she laughs at his jokes." "The way he talks, how he gets close, the way she laughs at his jokes." "The way he talks, how he gets close, the way she laughs at his jokes." "Trust me." "They're couch dancing." "Trust me." "They're couch dancing." "Trust me." "They're couch dancing." "Nice, isn't it?" "." "Nice, isn't it?" "." "Nice, isn't it?" "." "Yes." "Very tasteful." "Yes." "Very tasteful." "Yes." "Very tasteful." "Now all we need are actual partygoers." "Now all we need are actual partygoers." "Now all we need are actual partygoers." "OK." "Here it is." "OK." "Here it is." "OK." "Here it is." "Minutes before my first college party." "Minutes before my first college party." "Minutes before my first college party." "Next tape, I'll tell you how it turned out." "Next tape, I'll tell you how it turned out." "Next tape, I'll tell you how it turned out." "So stay tuned." "So stay tuned." "So stay tuned." "So..." "So..." "So..." "God." "God." "God." " Really?" "." " Yeah." " Really?" "." " Yeah." " Really?" "." " Yeah." "Thank you." "You look really nice, too." "Thank you." "You look really nice, too." "Thank you." "You look really nice, too." "You're kind of obligated to say that, but thank you." "You're kind of obligated to say that, but thank you." "You're kind of obligated to say that, but thank you." "Yeah, I feel handsome." "Yeah, I feel handsome." "Yeah, I feel handsome." " So, I have a question." " What?" "." " So, I have a question." " What?" "." " So, I have a question." " What?" "." "We're taking music requests." "Anything good?" "." "We're taking music requests." "Anything good?" "." "We're taking music requests." "Anything good?" "." "I have some stuff over there but I don't know if it's right." "I have some stuff over there but I don't know if it's right." "I have some stuff over there but I don't know if it's right." "What was the question?" "." "What was the question?" "." "What was the question?" "." "Well, I was wondering..." "Well, I was wondering..." "Well, I was wondering..." "Thanks." "Thanks." "Thanks." "I just thought I'd get on line now and ask you to dance," "I just thought I'd get on line now and ask you to dance," "I just thought I'd get on line now and ask you to dance, well in advance of the party actually starting." "well in advance of the party actually starting." "well in advance of the party actually starting." "I'd love that." "I'd love that." "I'd love that." "Good." "Good." "Good." "OK." "That went exactly how it was supposed to go." "OK." "That went exactly how it was supposed to go." "OK." "That went exactly how it was supposed to go." "You know what word disappears after high school?" "." "T ardy." "You know what word disappears after high school?" "." "T ardy." "You know what word disappears after high school?" "." "Tardy." "I bet you 20 bucks you never hear that word again." "I bet you 20 bucks you never hear that word again." "I bet you 20 bucks you never hear that word again." "Tardy." "Hall pass." "Hall monitor!" "Tardy." "Hall pass." "Hall monitor!" "Tardy." "Hall pass." "Hall monitor!" "You've got really pretty eyes." "You've got really pretty eyes." "You've got really pretty eyes." "Oh, my God." "Oh, my God." "Oh, my God." "I was just gonna say the same thing to you." "I was just gonna say the same thing to you." "I was just gonna say the same thing to you." "Are you serious?" "." "Are you serious?" "." "Are you serious?" "." "Or are you just acting?" "." "Or are you just acting?" "." "Or are you just acting?" "." " You care for a beverage?" "." " What is it?" "." " You care for a beverage?" "." " What is it?" "." " You care for a beverage?" "." " What is it?" "." "I don't know." "I don't know." "I don't know." "A guy over here's pretty damn sick." "A guy over here's pretty damn sick." "A guy over here's pretty damn sick." " What?" "." " You better come check this out." " What?" "." " You better come check this out." " What?" "." " You better come check this out." "I'll be right back." "I'll be right back." "I'll be right back." "Come on over!" "Come on over!" "Come on over!" "What's going on?" "." "What's going on?" "." "What's going on?" "." "Maybe you should tell me what's going on." "Maybe you should tell me what's going on." "Maybe you should tell me what's going on." "What do you mean?" "." "What do you mean?" "." "What do you mean?" "." "I mean every time I'm with you," "I mean every time I'm with you," "I mean every time I'm with you," "I keep getting this horrible feeling like I can't trust you." "I keep getting this horrible feeling like I can't trust you." "I keep getting this horrible feeling like I can't trust you." "When you talk about Ben, you get weird." "When you talk about Ben, you get weird." "When you talk about Ben, you get weird." "I know you say there's nothing going on," "I know you say there's nothing going on," "I know you say there's nothing going on, but that's just not what it looks like at all." "but that's just not what it looks like at all." "but that's just not what it looks like at all." "I really feel like you're lying to me." "I really feel like you're lying to me." "I really feel like you're lying to me." "It's just, I don't like how that feels." "It's just, I don't like how that feels." "It's just, I don't like how that feels." "Well, I don't like the way it feels either." "Well, I don't like the way it feels either." "Well, I don't like the way it feels either." "Ben wanted to go out with me but I told him about this party" "Ben wanted to go out with me but I told him about this party" "Ben wanted to go out with me but I told him about this party because I knew you'd be here and it's what you'd want." "because I knew you'd be here and it's what you'd want." "because I knew you'd be here and it's what you'd want." "He calls me and he asks me out a lot, and every time I say no." "He calls me and he asks me out a lot, and every time I say no." "He calls me and he asks me out a lot, and every time I say no." "But you know what?" "." "But you know what?" "." "But you know what?" "." "I'm just sick of protecting you and that's the truth." "I'm just sick of protecting you and that's the truth." "I'm just sick of protecting you and that's the truth." "You know what would have made this party even better?" "." "You know what would have made this party even better?" "." "You know what would have made this party even better?" "." "Like, a band." "Like, a band." "Like, a band." " Noel, can we talk?" "." " I gotta go to the emergency room." " Noel, can we talk?" "." " I gotta go to the emergency room." " Noel, can we talk?" "." " I gotta go to the emergency room." "This guy's having an allergic reaction." "This guy's having an allergic reaction." "This guy's having an allergic reaction." " To what?" "." " I think Estonian chocolate." " To what?" "." " I think Estonian chocolate." " To what?" "." " I think Estonian chocolate." "What's wrong with you?" "." "What's wrong with you?" "." "What's wrong with you?" "." "Nothing." "Nothing." "Nothing." " Tough day?" "." " Tough day." " Tough day?" "." " Tough day." " Tough day?" "." " Tough day." "I hate these things." "I hate these things." "I hate these things." "Room full of junior-high insecurities." "Room full of junior-high insecurities." "Room full of junior-high insecurities." "Everyone paranoid that people will be making judgements about them." "Everyone paranoid that people will be making judgements about them." "Everyone paranoid that people will be making judgements about them." "We never really met." "I'm Elena." "We never really met." "I'm Elena." "We never really met." "I'm Elena." "So where in California are you from?" "." "So where in California are you from?" "." "So where in California are you from?" "." "In my life, I can actually," "In my life, I can actually," "In my life, I can actually," "Sally, I would only say this to you," "Sally, I would only say this to you," "Sally, I would only say this to you," "Could someone turn that off?" "." "Could someone turn that off?" "." "Could someone turn that off?" "." "After you listen to this tape, you have to erase it," "After you listen to this tape, you have to erase it," "After you listen to this tape, you have to erase it," "Someone turn that off, please!" "Someone turn that off, please!" "Someone turn that off, please!" "But I can actually picture what it might be like" "But I can actually picture what it might be like" "But I can actually picture what it might be like to be with a man for the first time sexually, to be with a man for the first time sexually, to be with a man for the first time sexually," "If you're laughing at me right now, I don 't blame you," "If you're laughing at me right now, I don't blame you," "If you're laughing at me right now, I don't blame you," " Is this your room?" "." " Who are you?" "." " Is this your room?" "." " Who are you?" "." " Is this your room?" "." " Who are you?" "." "We're just makin' out." "We're just makin' out." "We're just makin' out." "Could you make out somewhere else, please?" "." "Could you make out somewhere else, please?" "." "Could you make out somewhere else, please?" "." "My jacket." "My jacket." "My jacket." "That came out all wrong, what I said before." "That came out all wrong, what I said before." "That came out all wrong, what I said before." "Could you just leave me alone, please?" "." "Could you just leave me alone, please?" "." "Could you just leave me alone, please?" "." "Dr Garibay?" "." "Dr Garibay?" "." "Dr Garibay?" "." "I need to know what I did to make you hate me." "I need to know what I did to make you hate me." "I need to know what I did to make you hate me." "Excuse me?" "." "Excuse me?" "." "Excuse me?" "." "Was it what I said about ordering the books," "Was it what I said about ordering the books," "Was it what I said about ordering the books, or did you look in my record and see something you didn't like?" "." "or did you look in my record and see something you didn't like?" "." "or did you look in my record and see something you didn't like?" "." "I've been a professor for a long time." "I've been a professor for a long time." "I've been a professor for a long time." "Twice as long as you've been alive, plus a few years." "Twice as long as you've been alive, plus a few years." "Twice as long as you've been alive, plus a few years." "You wanna be teacher's pet?" "." "Sign up for Mr Jergenson." "He's not tenured." "You wanna be teacher's pet?" "." "Sign up for Mr Jergenson." "He's not tenured." "You wanna be teacher's pet?" "." "Sign up for Mr Jergenson." "He's not tenured." "No, I don't..." "Sir, I don't need to be teacher's pet." "No, I don't..." "Sir, I don't need to be teacher's pet." "No, I don't..." "Sir, I don't need to be teacher's pet." "Then you'll do just fine." "Then you'll do just fine." "Then you'll do just fine." "The beauty is, you don't need to be OK with me" "The beauty is, you don't need to be OK with me" "The beauty is, you don't need to be OK with me to learn something in my class." "to learn something in my class." "to learn something in my class." "My advice is this, don't worry about me." "My advice is this, don't worry about me." "My advice is this, don't worry about me." "Worry about you." "Worry about you." "Worry about you." "I..." "I..." "I..." "I heard about that..." "I heard about that..." "I heard about that..." " Could we not talk about it?" "." " Yeah, sure." " Could we not talk about it?" "." " Yeah, sure." " Could we not talk about it?" "." " Yeah, sure." "Thanks for the chocolate." "Thanks for the chocolate." "Thanks for the chocolate." "So we'll take a rain check on that dance." "So we'll take a rain check on that dance." "So we'll take a rain check on that dance." "Which is OK." "Which is OK." "Which is OK." "It's Ben." "It's Ben." "It's Ben." "Sorry." "I thought you might still be up." "Sorry." "I thought you might still be up." "Sorry." "I thought you might still be up." "You can come in." "You can come in." "You can come in." "Yeah?" "." "Yeah?" "." "Yeah?" "." "I was only at the..." "I was only at the..." "I was only at the..." "I was only at the party for a little while, but..." "I was only at the party for a little while, but..." "I was only at the party for a little while, but..." "I don't know, I think people had a pretty good time." "I don't know, I think people had a pretty good time." "I don't know, I think people had a pretty good time." "Well, that's nice." "Well, that's nice." "Well, that's nice." "Did you hear my tape?" "." "Did you hear my tape?" "." "Did you hear my tape?" "." "No, not really." "No, not really." "No, not really." "Yeah, you did." "Yeah, you did." "Yeah, you did." "So how'd that acting thing go?" "." "So how'd that acting thing go?" "." "So how'd that acting thing go?" "." "I should think you, sort of." "You sort of helped me out with that." "I should think you, sort of." "You sort of helped me out with that." "I should think you, sort of." "You sort of helped me out with that." " I did?" "." " Yeah." " I did?" "." " Yeah." " I did?" "." " Yeah." "It went OK." "It was pretty good." "It went OK." "It was pretty good." "It went OK." "It was pretty good." " That's great." " Yeah." " That's great." " Yeah." " That's great." " Yeah." "I'm getting out of that class, though." "I'm getting out of that class, though." "I'm getting out of that class, though." "So, look." "I got a favour to ask." "So, look." "I got a favour to ask." "So, look." "I got a favour to ask." "When I was doing that thing for drama," "When I was doing that thing for drama," "When I was doing that thing for drama," "I sort of left my keys in the classroom." "I sort of left my keys in the classroom." "I sort of left my keys in the classroom." " You lost your keys?" "." " Yeah." " You lost your keys?" "." " Yeah." " You lost your keys?" "." " Yeah." "And none of my roommates are home, so..." "And none of my roommates are home, so..." "And none of my roommates are home, so..." "Do you think I could stay in here?" "." "I'll stay on the floor." "Do you think I could stay in here?" "." "I'll stay on the floor." "Do you think I could stay in here?" "." "I'll stay on the floor." "You wanna sleep in my room?" "." "You wanna sleep in my room?" "." "You wanna sleep in my room?" "." "Yeah." "I mean, if that's cool and if your roommate doesn't mind, yeah." "Yeah." "I mean, if that's cool and if your roommate doesn't mind, yeah." "Yeah." "I mean, if that's cool and if your roommate doesn't mind, yeah." "Yeah." "I mean, you can sleep in Meghan's bed." "Yeah." "I mean, you can sleep in Meghan's bed." "Yeah." "I mean, you can sleep in Meghan's bed." "She's never here at night." "She's never here at night." "She's never here at night." "Alright." "Thank you." "Alright." "Thank you." "Alright." "Thank you." "OK." "I'm gonna pass out." "OK." "I'm gonna pass out." "OK." "I'm gonna pass out." " Yeah." "Me, too." " OK." " Yeah." "Me, too." " OK." " Yeah." "Me, too." " OK." "Dear Felicity," "Dear Felicity," "Dear Felicity," "OK, Brace yourself," "OK, Brace yourself," "OK, Brace yourself," "A guy asked me out," "A guy asked me out," "A guy asked me out," "He's a teacher at the elementary school," "He's a teacher at the elementary school," "He's a teacher at the elementary school," "His name's Emmet, for God's sakes," "His name's Emmet, for God's sakes," "His name's Emmet, for God's sakes," "But I said no for now," "But I said no for now," "But I said no for now," "I'm still not ready to move past John," "I'm still not ready to move past John," "I'm still not ready to move past John," "It's like what you said on your last tape," "It's like what you said on your last tape," "It's like what you said on your last tape," "How on the one hand, expectations can inspire you," "How on the one hand, expectations can inspire you," "How on the one hand, expectations can inspire you," "But, then again, they can really let you down," "But, then again, they can really let you down," "But, then again, they can really let you down," "I'm just not ready to be let down quite yet," "I'm just not ready to be let down quite yet," "I'm just not ready to be let down quite yet," "But you know me, I still have hope," "But you know me, I still have hope," "But you know me, I still have hope," "That one day, maybe even pretty soon," "That one day, maybe even pretty soon," "That one day, maybe even pretty soon," "I'll take a chance again in the horrible face of expectation," "I'll take a chance again in the horrible face of expectation," "I'll take a chance again in the horrible face of expectation," "And maybe it'll be worth it," "And maybe it'll be worth it," "And maybe it'll be worth it,"