"SILVIA'S GIFT" "April 1, 2002." "I'm very happy today." "At last I've found what I was looking for." "A meaning to my life." "TRANSPLANT UNIT" "It's the only way I can stay alive." "The only way I can be happy, honestly." "Goodbye." "Now I'm going to remove the dressing, Inés." "Don't be afraid." "At first, you'll have to get used to the light." "Juan?" "I'm here." "Your vision will improve gradually." "But you mustn't be impatient and strain your eyes." "I shan't." "Carlos, you're a wonderful recipient." "Your new heart is beating perfectly." "Don't say you're scared now that the transplant is over." "I am a bit." "Well, you shouldn't be." "Enjoy your new life." "You can do the same things as any person of your age." "But not in excess." "This is your discharge form." "You can go home now." "Fuck, you want that more than I do." "You've got details of the anti-rejection medication, dosages, check-ups, what you can or can't eat and drink." "I hope you stick to it and don't go back to your old ways." "Thanks for everything, doctor." "Grandpa, I'm out of here." "I'll leave you this." "Take care." "This is over for me." "Well..." "My name is Silvia." "I'm 1 7, and today is November 1 0, 2000." "My psychiatrist has recommended I talk to this video camera, like a kind of diary, and tell it my problems, things that happen to me, things in general." "They say I'm sick, that I'm a chronic depressive." "To be honest, I think this therapy is stupid, but it can't do any harm, can it?" "I'm glad electroshocks are out of fashion." "And they didn't trephine my head like they used to." "Anyway..." "This is my piano." "I'm studying sixth grade." "The door, the bags." "My bed." "The pictures." "The artificial bird!" "My desk." "Some photos, and my family." "Shall we get the bus?" "No way." "We're taking a taxi." "Rey?" "Hello, my darling, how are you?" "Did you miss me?" "Come in, Juan." "Come on, come on." "What's this, Juan?" "A gift." "You're too good to me." "Want some coffee?" "Maybe you don't." "I don't think I've got any." "You do, I bought some." "How do you want it?" "I'll make it with milk." "What are you doing?" "Sorting out bills." "We won't let that scare us, will we?" "I want to cry, but..." "I'm not going to." "Not in front of this goddamn camera." "No." "But I am scared." "Very scared." "Yes, because..." "I'm dying from anguish and I don't know why." "I just don't know." "But everything seems like shit." "So meaningless that..." "I just don't understand." "But I'm fucking empty!" "The psychiatrist gives me pills." "A classmate at the conservatory laughed and said I was mad." "My mother..." "She cries, poor thing." "My father doesn't speak to me... because... he says I'm neurotic." "Yeah." "They all know who I am." "Apparently, they all know who I am." "Yes, even the caretaker knows who I am." "Everyone knows except me." "And that worries me." "But deep down..." "I just want to know how to hang on to life." "That's all." "Yes, what is it?" "I'm the plumber." "Remember me?" "I've come to fix the washing machine." "There must be some mistake, my machine is new." "I've just bought it." "And you've got nothing broken?" "No, nothing." "But as soon as I do I'll let you know, all right?" "And you've got no electrical problems?" "No, no." "Everything here is working perfectly." "Sorry to bother you." "Goodbye." "Mateo!" "Iñaki!" "They did a great job!" "I'm good as new." "Let's try out that new liver!" "Take it easy." "Fuck!" "I'm sorry I didn't visit you in the hospital, but it gives me the creeps." "I was delighted when I saw the bike was gone." "I took it last night." "So they told me." "It was in great shape, right?" "It was gleaming, and started at the first attempt." "I took care of it myself." "Yeah, sure!" "This deserves a toast." "No." "I can't drink." "Iñaki, no." "Come on, this whiskey won't hurt you, it's therapeutic." "Come on." "To your return." "And to the baby!" "Isn't he good looking?" "You know who he took it from." "Come and meet him some day, and see Ana too." "She'll be delighted." "Fuck!" "That's a nice ticker!" "Things are going well, huh?" "With you here, they'll be better." "I guess you're a bit short." "No." "No, Iñaki, no." "Shut up." "You old bastard." "What's this, kid?" "You trust him so much you don't even count it?" "I don't trust anyone, but the customer's always right." "Have some, you earned it." "Let's go." "What do you think of him?" "Sharp, isn't he?" "Yeah." "It's dangerous to be too smart around here." "Hortensia." "Yes?" "The cooker's all right." "It was just a bit clogged." "What do I owe you?" "Nothing, I didn't fix anything." "You can't do that." "You have to charge me something." "But it was nothing." "You have to charge me something, please." "No." "Yes." "Take this, Carlos, really." "You don't owe me anything." "Yes, I do." "Take it, please, take it." "Even if it's just for the girls." "Here." "What are you looking at?" "Your dress." "Do you like it?" "I don't know." "What does that mean?" "Do you like it or not?" "If you don't, tell me, because I think yours is boring." "Boring?" "Why?" "It just is, don't you see?" "If you say so..." "Are you laughing at me?" "No." "God, you're really weird!" "What's your name?" "Inés." "Hello, I'm Macarena." "Hello." "And this gorgeous dog?" "What's his name?" "His name's Rey." "Hello, Rey." "Pleased to meet you." "Where did you find it?" "On the floor." "Where's the paper that was inside it?" "It was a secret paper." "Will you tell me where it is?" "I didn't find any secret." "What did you do?" "A wee." "What's wrong?" "Your daughter flushed away the money Hortensia gave me." "It's late and everyone is asleep, but I've been to a concert by María Joao Pires and I heard a piece by Schubert that was incredible." "It brought tears to my eyes." "At one point, I looked at the girl sitting beside me and she was crying too." "When she saw me, she smiled." "After the concert we had a coffee together." "She's studying the piano too, the same year as me." "So we talked about music, about Pires, about how wonderfully she plays." "She's really impressive." "I'm sure about it." "I'm going to be a great pianist." "I have to be a great pianist, and be able to move people like Pires moved us tonight." "That's my dream." "Yes." "The work is very easy." "Watch how it's done." "Now you try." "It's important to be alert and not lose the rhythm." "If there's a slip-up the conveyor belt stops and that means the production rate drops." "I understand." "Not like that." "You're doing it all wrong." "Let me do it." "Like this." "Understand now?" "Yes." "Let's see if it's true." "Ignore him." "He's been like that recently." "Well, boss?" "The first telling-off of the day?" "It's to keep him on his toes from the start." "You couldn't do this either until you became manager." "Do your job, Rosa." "Or I'll make you an apprentice." "Yeah, yeah." "Hey, I'm Félix, I didn't introduce myself." "I'm Carlos." "Welcome!" "Thank you." "Take it easy." "It's a long day." "Don't kill yourself." "Don't get in a panic." "If they pile up, that's normal." "Thanks a lot." "Hello." "Hello." "Come in." "What?" "You look horrible." "Is this horrible?" "Can't you see that those flowers don't go with the top?" "And pull your hair back!" "Hello, Rey," "The only one here with good taste." "How are you, sweetheart?" "I'm going to miss him so much." "Yeah." "Yeah, yeah, yeah." "Change your hair, and the clothes too." "They're giving me a headache." "My hair and the clothes?" "Yes, but I'll choose the clothes." "Hello, Rey." "Don't worry, his new owner is going to love him." "He'll be fine." "Want to meet him?" "No." "It's best if I don't." "We're off." "Let's go, Macarena." "The manager's a pain." "He's burned out." "Why's that?" "He's had a few rows with the bosses, especially with a new guy, but he isn't a bad sort." "How are you, Félix?" "This is my friend isabel." "How do you do?" "Hello." "You want a lift?" "Into the center?" "Yes." "Then I'll come along." "Where are you going, Carlos?" "To the center too." "Come with us." "I was telling him that if he has a nightmare tonight and dreams about frozen pizzas, it's quite normal." "Tonight, and many others." "Once I dreamed I was putting prawns on the pizzas and they were turning into mushrooms." "Shit, instead of "marineras" I was getting "four seasons"." "The manager kept saying he wanted "marineras"" "and my prawns kept turning into mushrooms." "That went on all night." "Hey, there." "Give me an orange juice." "Chilled?" "Yeah." "Doesn't Jesús hang around here anymore?" "I think he's in the clink again." "Fucking hell." "How are you, Mateo?" "Do I know you from somewhere?" "Yes, I was in Iñaki's workshop." "Right..." "Well, hello and goodbye." "I really like your bike." "Yeah?" "So do I." "I'll buy it." "He'll buy it, he says." "Kid, you haven't got the balls to ride that bike or the money to buy it." "For fuck's sake." "But I can buy you a drink." "Will you let me?" "Selos, take this for my friend's juice and give me a beer." "Is it true you had to retire because you were sick?" "Are you thinking of taking my place, or what?" "Shit, no way." "Selos, I gave you 50 and look what you gave me back." "The bastard!" "Hey, do you know what Selos' real name is?" "His name?" "No, I don't." "And I've never asked him." "Selos, what's your name?" "What the fuck is it to you?" "Don't get pissed." "Go to hell!" "And give me a beer, I can't drink this." "Give it here." "People have got big mouths." "They've got big mouths." "Don't believe them." "I haven't retired, and I'm not going to." "I'm not through yet." "But they said you were fucked up." "And I was." "But I'm fine now." "Look." "They gave me a new liver." "Shit, what a scar!" "Neat, huh?" "Daddy!" "Look what Daddy has brought." "What do you think?" "Pizza!" "They're delicious!" "Daddy makes them." "Let's go heat them up." "Watch." "Just watch how he looks back." "Seduction is like fishing." "You throw a look which can be a real hook." "You try it now with this guy." "You didn't throw a hook at him, you threw a kitchen knife!" "Watch." "The orange tee-shirt." "First I throw the hook." "Now I let out the line." "He'll be back." "In a few minutes he'll walk past us again." "I don't think so." "Today's lesson is over." "Hello." "We've been waiting half an hour." "I couldn't get here earlier." "This is Román." "Hello." "Nice to meet you." "Shall we go?" "The film will have started by now." "We could still make it." "I don't want to run." "May I?" "You have to finish it all." "No." "This is the food of the future." "Astronauts eat this." "To be strong in space." "It's inedible." "I'm having another slice." "What about you?" "I was younger than you the first time I got drunk." "If you knew the benders I've been on." "Some of them lasted a week." "Let me drive it." "Sure." "Can you start it up?" "Of course!" "Go on, then!" "Fucking Christ Almighty!" "This isn't a toy, kid." "Fucking bike!" "Get on." "Hello!" "See how happy he is on payday." "You should see his wife!" "And my kids, my mother-in-law, the landlord, the bar on the corner..." "Hang around after, I'll buy you a drink for my birthday, all right?" "Great!" "Thanks, but I can't." "I'm doing some overtime." "It's your loss." "Some other time." "Thanks, anyway." "Happy birthday!" "Don't work so hard." "You'll have a heart attack." "Did I say something wrong?" "No, it's all right." "What's wrong with you?" "You're talking and holding up the belt." "I can't go any faster." "Don't give me that shit, Félix." "You know you can go faster." "Come on, shake a leg and liven up." "You come here to work, not to chat." "That's it." "I've passed another exam." "It was worth staying in all this month." "You have to keep working." "This month I'm going to sacrifice another hour of my free time to keep practicing, because there's a lot of competition now." "And I have to win that contest." ""And suddenly the wolf appeared from behind a tree, but Little Red Riding Hood" "wasn't scared easily." "And so..."" "What's going on here?" "Come on, go to sleep." "Your dad's very tired." "Let's have supper, you're exhausted." "Why are you looking at me like that?" "All the better to eat you with." "You were falling asleep." "Stop it!" "Little Red Riding Hood turns me on!" "Don't be silly." "Have you taken your medication?" "No." "Not yet." "What are you waiting for?" "Go on!" "This looks delicious." "We have to move house, Conchi." "This one is too small." "We're fine here." "But it's too small." "We can manage." "And apartments are expensive." "It said so on the TV." "We'll get a mortgage." "A mortgage?" "Yeah, everyone does." "What's this?" "My wages for this month." "And next month I can do more overtime." "I'm going to change my image and become a vegetarian." "It's nice to feel attractive, right?" "Stand out a bit among all those insipid faces." "Tomorrow I'll buy the black dress." "I can see it all." "I'm on the stage, I play the last notes, I hear the applause." "I won't be like everyone." "I can't be like everyone." "If I don't win this contest I'll kill somebody." "Are you having a nice time?" "Yes." "Do you like anyone?" "Enjoy yourself." "That bastard Román still hasn't arrived." "I swear, one of these days I'll poison his fish." "Once, a friend took me to see a boxing match." "I'd never been to one before." "But, really, it's amazing to see two guys in shorts, swinging punches, beating each other up viciously, while people are shouting and encouraging them to hit each other even harder." "I was there, and suddenly..." "My friend started to feel me up." "I was frozen to the spot." "He'd never tried it on before, but the truth is he was so good looking I didn't stop him." "If only you knew how aroused I was that night." "I can still see those boxers punching each other and the people shouting and that smell of sweat while I was dying of pleasure." "That image can never be erased from my mind." "Can you talk to fish?" "What?" "What do they say?" "I don't know." "Look, those are always together." "Those?" "Do you like them?" "Yes." "They're very pretty." "The city aquarium is beautiful." "Why don't you go there?" "I work there." "I know." "Did they tell you?" "Hey, you!" "Can't you see the gas is spilling?" "You bastard!" "Fermín!" "Fermín!" "What is it?" "That shit wants to burn us alive!" "Throw it!" "Go on, throw it!" "Well?" "You should've thrown the lighter." "Are you crazy?" "I just wanted to scare them." "Just imagine everything burning up and exploding!" "Fucking terrific!" "I was working it out and in these two months I've spent 495 hours sitting at the piano." "Good Lord!" "To be honest, my hands hurt a bit, but it'll be worth it because I have to be the best." "Thanks, Carlos!" "What happened?" "The roller system on that machine failed and I had to go and fix it." "Rosa, for crissake." "Why has the belt stopped?" "The roller system failed, but the problem's been solved." "Come on, this has been sorted out." "Rosa, look after this machine." "Carlos, go back to your place." "Come in to your office." "Do you know some fish change color depending on their mood?" "Yeah?" "Yeah." "If they're sad, they've got very dull colors." "But if they're happy their colors become bright, intense." "Like people." "Well, like people's eyes." "Let me see." "Hello, Carlos." "How are you?" "Well, as you know, we had problems with the previous manager," "and the firm has decided you should take his place." "It's a post of great responsibility, and we think you are the right person to fill it." "The contract and salary would be these." "Thank you." "The previous manager didn't understand his work." "The firm needs someone to control the belt and get a better performance from the workers." "They must be encouraged to be more competitive." "You understand?" "Yes." "That will be your job." "And this will be your office." "I feel that we're going to get along." "At least, I hope so, because we'll have to work side by side." "This news item I'm going to read appeared in all the newspapers today," "April 5, 2001 ." "Listen." ""The young pianist Silvia Plaza," that's me," ""has won the María Canals piano contest." "At just 1 8, the pianist Silvia Plaza was the winner of the competition created in 1 954 and with a prize of 6,000 Euros." "As in previous editions, the fine technique of all the competitors put the competition at a very high level but the winner was Silvia Plaza who gave a magnificent performance."" "What a bit of luck!" "I can't believe it." "The manager!" "I wasn't expecting it." "The drinks are on you." "That's for sure." "Carlos!" "Carlos!" "Congratulations!" "Thanks." "Where shall we go?" "You choose." ""Los Guerrilleros"?" "They do great prawns." "We'll go there, then." "Come on." "What'll you have?" "The house special." "And your friend?" "I'll have the same." "The special." "Like it?" "It's not bad." "Want another?" "Sure." "Another special, Daisy." "Hello." "Hello." "It's for you." "They're lovely." "Thank you." "Come in." "Do you like them?" "Yes, I love them." "You have to find a spot that won't get direct light." "You'll find it." "Well, for the time being, here." "You have to change the water occasionally." "And, above all, give them lots of love." "I'll take good care of them." "What do they eat?" "Where's the house, dad?" "It's around here." "Not bad, huh?" "We can't afford a house like these." "With my new job and the mortgage we can do it." "I spoke to the bank." "Is it much further?" "No, we're almost there." "We've passed here before." "What are we getting into?" "This is it." "We're here." "Let's check it out." "In you go." "See how big it is?" "A bathroom, another one upstairs, and a sitting room." "Look." "The TV goes there." "The garden." "It's a bit overgrown." "It's enormous." "Let's go upstairs." "Kids, don't break anything." "I feel like shit." "Like shit." "And I should be happy, right?" "This is how I am, today." "September 20, 2001 ." "My eyes are dead." "Expressionless." "It's hard to pretend with your eyes." "Impossible." "You can do it with your mouth." "That's all lies." "My nose is like some kind of decoration." "All it can do is sniffle." "It's snotty." "My ears..." "They're ugly." "I mean, really ugly." "I look at people's ears and I don't understand them." "I don't know." "And I haven't washed my hair." "It's disgusting." "It's..." "But I can't say any of this to anybody because" "I'm supposed to be happy, pretty, intelligent..." "Now I have to get dressed up to go to a party and attack anyone who dares doubt it." "Come on, let's go, let's go!" "Let's go!" "What's this?" "Why is he here?" "He'll cover your back." "What do you mean, cover my back?" "Since when do I need that?" "Don't get me wrong." "It's to be safe." "All right." "Fine." "I get the message." "But not him." "Get another driver." "He's a great driver." "This isn't a fucking game." "It's no place for kids." "Fuck, Mateo." "He knows what he's doing." "He wants to be here." "And he isn't such a kid." "He isn't such a kid?" "What do you mean?" "Look at him." "Look at him!" "I see him." "At what age did you start?" "Come on, Mateo." "How old were you when you did your first job?" "The bastards were waiting for us!" "Let's get out of here!" "Fucking hell!" "There they are!" "Where are you going?" "Come back!" "Mateo, what's wrong?" "Mateo!" "Get out of the car!" "Mateo, react!" "Get the fuck out of here!" "Come on, we have to go!" "Come on!" "Start it up, for fuck's sake!" "You see?" "The best on the market." "It's linked directly to the police." "What do you think?" "Great." "What's up?" "I'm tired." "I haven't even made the supper." "Don't worry, I'll make it." "Did I take my medication?" "I don't know." "No, I didn't." "Shall I serve you?" "No, thanks, I'm not hungry." "Why don't you want to eat?" "Mom is tired after the move." "Come on, eat your omelet." "I don't like it." "I haven't made an omelet in ages." "Maybe we should eat a pizza." "I'm going to eat the omelet." "So am I." "Then Daniel said, "You're getting wet, get in the car"." "So I did." "That's normal, isn't it?" "In the end he drove me home." "When we got here," "I opened the door, I thanked him, all very normal." "But as I was getting out, he grabbed me, turned me round and kissed me on the mouth." "He kissed me!" "Wasn't it lucky I lost my umbrella?" "That was my first thought while he was kissing me." "Then he stroked my thigh, right up to my groin, underneath my skirt." "I felt an electric shock all through my body..." "My God!" "If that's love, then I'm in love." "Yeah, I am." "I want to see you." "Let me see you." "You've got a visitor." "Me?" "Yes, you, come on." "Why are you here?" " Can't I come and see you?" " Yeah, of course you can." "How are you?" "Better." "I was in the infirmary but I'm getting better." "It's my first time in a jail." "Yeah?" "Let it be the last." "What's it like in here?" "It's shit, Rubén." "Shit." "The worst thing in the world." "Have you got long to go?" "I might get out on parole in a month." "That'll soon pass." "Don't you believe it." "Time passes very slowly here." "That's why I don't wear a watch, so I'm not always checking the time." "How are you?" "You can talk." "Nobody will hear us." "I did a job for Iñaki the other day." "He was delighted." "Typical of Iñaki." "I told him I was coming to see you." "He says hello." "Shit!" " I know what Selos is called." " Yeah?" "What?" "Doroteo!" " I swear." " Shit!" "Doroteo!" "I'm alone again." "Alone again." "Well done, Carlos." " We're very happy with your work." " Thank you." "The thing is, the company has decided to cut back on staff." "We can maintain production with fewer workers." "I need a list of employees who could be laid off." "When can you let us have that list?" "Me?" "Yes, you're the one who controls the employees' work." "Yes, but who am I to lay anybody off?" "You're the manager." "But I don't have anything to do with lay-offs." "I think you do." "Carlos, don't get uptight." "It's normal for a company to lay off workers." "Don't take it personally." "It's up to you." "Carlos!" "Going to the center?" "No, I'm going home." "Do you know how to tell if a fish is fresh?" "By the smell, right?" "You look in its eyes." "Yeah?" "It's true!" "A fish's eyes never lie." "I'm finishing with Román." "I haven't told him yet but I'm moving out." "I'm definitely finishing it." "I'm sorry." "I don't know what to say." "You remember the friend of mine who took me to a boxing match?" "Yes." "He was a friend of Román too." "It happened when I was with him." "I told him about it because I thought I had to." "Román was furious about it." "But he forgave me." "We decided not to mention it again and to stay together." "But from then on things were never the same." "Deep down, Román never really got over it." "And he finally paid me back." "Am I any use or not?" "For what?" "To help you get over it, to get back at Macarena," "and wipe the image from your mind." "What image?" "Macarena and your friend at the boxing match." "I didn't see them." "But you imagine them." "I don't imagine anything." "That's all in the past." "Are you sure?" "Absolutely." "But I'm annoyed she told you." "You could have told me." "It's between Macarena and me." "You still love her." "No." "How can I convince you?" "By looking into my eyes and saying that you love me, that you're in love with me, that you don't care about Macarena, and that I'm the only one in your thoughts." "Yes." "I love you." "I love you." "She also told me that she's leaving you, that she's moving out." "Mom!" "What's wrong?" "Rebeca, what did you do?" "It was Laura." "Go to your room, both of you." "Immediately!" "I don't want to see you all day!" "Go on!" "Stop it." "Leave them alone." "It isn't their fault." "It's nobody's fault." "If I could express all this anguish by playing the piano..." "But I can't even do that." "I can't even describe how I feel." "I don't understand why I spend the whole day crying." "I've decided that I'll never play the piano again." "No way." "All those hours of practice and of study, for nothing." "Just to realize in the end that it's all lies." "And I'm cold too." "My hands are shaking with panic." "My parents are suffering." "I hate them." "I'm biting my nails so much I've hardly got any left." "Mateo!" "Iñaki, Mateo is here!" "How are you, kid?" "Leave him be, Rubén." "You've turned the kid's head." "I'm glad to see you too." "Come in." "Get the bike tuned up, I won't be long." "So, how are things?" "Bad." "What's up?" "Jail fucks me up more than my liver does." "Did you know that?" "Yeah." "Things aren't much better here, did you know that?" "You know the money I lost on that last job?" "Still, what matters is that you're here again." "And you're in on the next job, okay?" "No, Iñaki." "No." "No, what?" "I'm retiring." "I can't risk going back to jail." "I'm quitting." "You're quitting?" "You owe me one, at least, don't forget that." "I owe you one?" "Yeah." "I owe you one?" "Yeah!" "You smashed up the fucking car!" "What the hell are you on about?" "The whole thing was messed up." "You messed it up." "They were waiting for us." "I was the one who went to jail, and I never opened my mouth." "Yeah, I understand, Mateo." "You're burned out." "The clink, your liver..." "All right." "I'll tell you what." "Take a couple of days, rest up, and then you'll see things differently." "Here, take this," "No, Iñaki, no, no." "You don't understand." "I'm telling you that it's over, I'm quitting." "All right." "There's the door." "Get out!" "Here." "What's this?" "A present." "Go on, open it." "It's not as good as Iñaki's, but..." "What do you mean?" "For me, it's better." "And it's really nice." "I'll even wear it in the bath." "Well, they said it was waterproof but I wouldn't trust them." "But it does have a two-year guarantee." "I'm leaving, Rubén." "I'm moving on." "Where to?" "I don't know." "I don't know." "The south, maybe." "I've got family there." "I might get a job as a mechanic." "A mechanic?" "You, a mechanic?" "Yeah, why not?" "It could be all right." "And it's time I looked after this, right?" "I'll come with you." "You'll what?" "I'll come with you." "I want to see the south." "I don't know it." "Are you serious?" "Yeah, sure, I've never been out of here." "I'll go for a while and then come back." "Are you sure?" "Totally." "Can we go now?" "Shit, not right now." "Get the bike and we'll go." "Take it easy." "We'll go tomorrow." "Hello." "Hello, Inés." "How are you?" "Please, I don't want to see anybody." "What is it, Román?" "What is it?" "Can't you see?" "Macarena's gone." "It's over." "Yes, I can see that." "And I see you, too." "What about you?" "Do you see me?" "Look at me, please." "Say something." "Go away." "I want to be alone." "As you know, the company has been forced..." "Yes, I know, I'm being laid off." "The company has to reduce staff." "But there's loads of work." "No, there are people who don't want to work." "What?" "What about your performance?" "What?" "The hours you missed..." "Come off it!" "Sit down." "No, I prefer to stand." "This isn't easy for me." "Give me the form and shut up." "How are you, Selos?" "Hello, Mateo." "Give me a fruit juice." "Chilled?" "Have you seen Rubén?" "Yes, this morning." "He said you're to wait, you're not to go without him." "Give me a brandy!" "What's up, Juan?" "Why the big hurry?" "What is it, Juan?" "What's happened?" "They killed the kid." "What kid?" "Juan, what kid?" "Rubén, dammit." "They sent him on a job and he was killed." "How are you, Carlos?" "By the way, the new workers are starting next week." "We have to prepare the temporary contracts." "But weren't we laying people off?" "Company policy." "I want the money today." "If you don't bring it tonight, you'll be in big trouble tomorrow." "What the hell do you want?" "You're a bastard." "You've always been a bastard." "Look, Mateo, if you'd done the job, the kid would still be alive." "So, get out." "You piece of shit!" "I'm going to kill you!" "I'm going to kill you!" "Help me, for fuck's sake!" "Bastard!" "I'm going to kill you!" "I'm going to kill you!" "Let go of me!" "Let go of me!" "Open up!" "Try this for your fucking cirrhosis!" "Drink that." "Now, get him out of here!" "April 1, 2002." "I'm very happy today." "At last I've found what I was looking for." "A meaning to my life." "To die so that others may live." "That's what I want." "My organs can be transplanted so that anguish and suffering can give way to happiness." "It's the only way I can stay alive." "The only way I can be happy, honestly." "Carlos!" "Carlos!" "Take it easy." "Lie down." "Lie down." "Take it easy." "Lie down, lie down." "That's it, come on." "Stretch out your legs, and your arms." "That's it." "Take it easy." "Look at me." "Look at me." "Breathe." "Breathe." "That's it, come on." "Take it easy." "Carlos?" "Goodbye." "Hello." "I'm going to call the doctor."