"What?" "You know what." "Still the lake?" "You know wt?" "Forget it." "Whatever." "We can talk about it, Thea." "I said, "forget it."" "You know, the haley sisters Finally invited me to " "The haley sisters Are 17 and 18, thea." "What's that Supposed to mean?" "Well, usually that means beer, Cigarettes, and older boys." "I'm 14." "I can handle myself." "Then you can also handle Keeping your promises." "This sucks." "Look, I know you're flattered" "That the haley sisters invited You to go to the lake with them." ""flattered"?" "They're the most popular girls In high school." "You made me a deal, Sweetheart." "Got stick to it." "But -- [ knock on door ]" "I'm lookin For karmstrong." "Yeah." "That's me." "My name is temple davis." "I'm supposed to start today." "Ali: oh, my god." "Professor alpert is the most Boring professor i've ever" "I can hardly Keep my eyes open." "I have fallen asleep Every single class." "All right." "Forget it." "No school." "We're gonna go." "Tom: are you sure You want to do this?" "I am." "If you agree" "To share your donor liver With another patient " "Dr. Griffith tells me that it has to be a smaller person (?" ")" "And that it could Even be a child." "This is true, But you should be aware" "That it makes An already dangerous procedure" "Much more complicated." "I know." "I'll take it up With the chief of staff, okay?" "It's a blessing." "You had to go And do that." "I only made him aware Of what i knew." "You had to go And do that." "So, i drive two hours in A recovery called east redneck." "I get in there," "And the supposedly Brain-dead donor blinks at me." "I mean, some of these rural Hospitals must think the doctor" "Is gonna shoot the patient if he Comes in with a broken leg." "[ chuckles ] teddy." "They should know." "?" "You can google it." "Guys, This is temple davis." "This is teddy desilva And lynn robbins," "Your new colleagues." "Patient -- jacob grier, 51, autoimmune hepatitis." "Played point guard for pitt, Didn't he?" "Yeah, he did Back in the day," "But now he runs a church Over on the north side." "He's actually expressed An interest in splitting" "The next liver available With another recipient." "Only after being asked By dr." "Griffith." "Dr. Griffith Is eager to perform" "His first Split-liver recovery." "Did the patient Agree to this?" "Well, it's not An easy procedure." "You have to spend two Extra hours splitting The liver in the cadaver." "But you get to save An extra life." "If the patient agreed to it And you two are okay with it," "I'm okay with it." "All right." "I am so off my game." "I haven't closed a donor In six weeks." "You'll get the next one." "Lynn here hasn't missed one In two months." "I'm starting To take it personally." "What's all this?" "We're getting ready For donor appreciation day." "Usually it's dead bodies." "Today it's arts and crafts." "We tie cards on balloons For each donor." "?" "And let them go." "It's really very touching." "All you have to do is write the Donor's first name on a card." "I'm going across the street To see dad." "What?" "Gonna go talk to dad." "Thea?" "What?" "Now i'm not even old enough To cross the street, huh?" "I can't believe that." "?" "Swing it around." "The two victims were both shot In the head," "And the suicide Is also a gsw to the head." "That's good." "What?" "And by "good," I mean a good percentage" "Of our successful Multi-organ recoveries" "Come from gunshot wounds To the head." "?" "?" "Thea's here." "Did you have a fight?" "We had an argument" "About the haley sisters And pinehurst lake." "She can't stay with me." "I've got too much " "Nathaniel, I have my hands full right now." "Right." "I'm sorry." "You could ask her to go to My office, or she can go home." "Okay." "I just can't imagine." "I know." "This is the sheriff." "His name is bradley rogers." "He was 42 years old." "No donor card." "Let me take The sheriff's family." "Teddy..." "I just have a feeling About this one." "I think it's a better Idea for you to take The shooter's mother." "Why?" "Because of who i am?" "Teddy." "I'm not the obvious choice here," "But i can do this one." "Okay." "Second victim's name Is ali york." "18 years old." "Has a donor card." "Just help her parents Understand her wishes." "Mrs. Donner: duane donner?" "That must be..." "The shooter's mom." "Right this way, Mrs. Donner." "Come with me." "You should watch this." "?" "Nate: your mother says you can Either go back to her office" "And finish your work Or go home." ""my mother says"?" "I have to work, sweetheart." "Yeah." "Right." "Thea, i don't have time For this nonsense." "I don't want to go back And sit in mom's office all day." "The haley sisters finally Invited me to pinehurst lake." "It's a no, okay?" "Now, i will either take you To mom's office," "Or i will drive you home and Call someone to stay with you." "You just don't get it." "Daddy?" "Dad?" "Okay." "What?" "It's a beautiful day." "Let's go get your swimsuit And drive out to the lake." "Mrs. Donner, My name is kate armstrong." "This is temple davis." "We work at the local Organ recovery center." "My sister Is supposed to come." "She said I should get a lawyer." "Mrs. Donner, we were told" "The doctors spoke with you About your son" "And that you understand he Won't recover from his injury." "Duane shot himself In the head." "So..." "No coming back From that." "We'd like to help you with Some end-of-life decisions." "No, i already Identified my son." "There's not going to be A funeral, and so..." "We'd like you to consider Donating his organs." "Mrs. Donner." "Excuse me." "Mrs. Donner?" "Mrs. Donner?" "Is everyone really dead?" "There's no chance?" "They're all dead." "I have to Get out of here." "Mrs. Donner, i understand You want to leave," "But there's no one else to deal With your son's death." "But i can't." "Yes, you can." "You're his mother." "You're all he has right now." "You're all he has." "?" "The doctors want to take Your son off the ventilator" "And send him To a funeral home." "That's fine." "Please consider allowing us To recover his organs." "I promise you we will Take very good care of him," "And i promise his organs Will go to very good use." "I don't think my sister Is gonna come." "I don't think she wants To be around this." "Well, we're happy to stay here For a while while you " "Why would anyone want any part Of my son now?" "Mrs. Donner..." "There are people who will die Without a heart" "Or lungs." "And they will only see your son As someone who saved their life." "But will they know?" "That's not something you need To worry about right now." "I don't think i want them To know." "You'll know, Mrs. Donner." "You'll know." "Hey, we just got word." "One of the victims is a match For reverend grier." "Consent signed?" "We're waiting." "Heard you and dr." "Grant Broke up." "Are you okay?" "They found a second recipient To go with reverend grier." "Child?" "Not exactly." "Well, he is small." "Well, let's see." "Liver failure Due to hepatitis c." "Right." "And i'm guessing He didn't get that" "From digging latrines In the peace corps." "History of drug overdose." "A case of syphilis In the '80s" "And two bouts Of chlamydia." "Yes, the point is He's a very sick man now," "And we can help him." "Hey, doc, why don't you stop Talking to your girlfriend" "And give me some morphine?" "A very sick man." "This is so cool of you." "What?" "To drop me off here." "Who says I'm dropping you off?" "Y-you're not invited, Dad." "It's a public park, Honey." "Please don't, okay?" "His blood pressure Is dropping." "We need to start him On dopamine" "And give him two more units Of red blood cells." "But we've already given him So much blood." "We need to treat him like Any other living patient." "In order to keep his organs In perfect condition," "We need to care for him" "Like we would someone Who was still alive." "don't think too much About what he did." "just think about What he can do." "I'm trying." "It's just that " "Gunshot wounds to the head Are notoriously unstable." "We need to keep very close tabs On him." "Believe me," "We're the only people In this hospital who will." "I think i screwed up With the yorks." "I think i blew it." "What happened?" "It was going fine, And then i said," ""even though three people died Today, if they all donate," "Dozens could get a chance To live."" "You said, "if they all."" "Oh, i mean, It just went so quiet." "Why is that so bad?" "Well, they know we're trying To get duane donner's organs." "I think They know that now." "Okay." "I'm gonna go talk to them." "You stay with mr." "Donner, And let me know" "If his heart rate Drops below 60." "Mr. And mrs." "York?" "Mother of that animal " "Did she agree To donate his organs?" "I'm afraid that information Is confidential, mr." "York." "She could do that, Right?" "To make herself feel like He was worth anything," "She could do that." "Hal, let's just Finish this." "I just have A few more questions." "Okay." "Has your daughter Been hospitalized" "In the last two years?" "This is the first time she's Ever been in the hospital." "Did your daughter have Any piercings or tattoos?" "You know, i saw him hooked up To the machine," "Nurses trying to save His useless life!" "Hal!" "I'm sorry." "We can't do this." "We just need to -- we just need To get her out of here now." "The sheriff's family Signed the forms." "The labs are back." "The operation room is scheduled." "And the slump is over." "What?" "What?" "What is it?" "Nothing." "Nothing." "Um..." "Really good work, teddy." "Thanks." "Very proud of this one." "Tom: we found a donor." "So we'll take you upstairs, Prep you for surgery." "And once we take a look At the donor's liver " "So we feel confident That it'll work " "Did you find a recipient?" "We did." "Is it a child?" "No, he was a man In his 50s." "Does he have a family?" "No." "All the same, he gets Another chance like me." "I hear you." "Excuse me." "So, what is it?" "Well, mr." "Stubbs had ascites Caused by the cirrhosis." "Well, did you drain him?" "I did, but now his kidneys Are deteriorating." "[ exhales ] Hepatorenal syndrome." "If we don't transplant him soon, His kidneys will fail, too." "Nate:" "Who tied this granny knot?" "This kind of knot Won't even hold my daughter." "Surgeon's knot Should do it." "Dad." "At least i hope it'll do it." "His systolic pressure Dropped down to the 30s." "You gave him pressors?" "He was at 15 mics of dopa, And i just started 5 of epi." "More dopamine?" "No, just leave it Where it is." "What are you doing?" "Sometimes they respond To touch." "Come on." "He's stabilizing." "He's not a human being!" "He's not a person!" "Security!" "He killed my daughter!" "He killed my daughter!" "?" "He killed my daughter!" "My baby girl!" "He killed " "He killed my little girl!" "God!" "You raised this child!" "You did this!" "This is your fault!" "Get down on your knees" "And have the courage To confess." "Have the courage To confess." "It's a beautiful day." "You're crazy." "[ laughs ]" "I'm not so sure I've been doing my best." "What do you mean?" "Well..." "You're growing up So damn fast." "And time -- It's hard to explain," "But time just goes So much faster." "What is it?" "Sometimes..." "When you talk to me [exhales]" "Sometimes it just doesn't feel Like you're really here." "What do you mean?" "You're always at the hospital, I think." "But i'm not." "You spend every day" "Trying to give strangers More time to live," "You know, do what they want, Maybe be with their families." "Right." "It's your time you're Giving away, you know." "It's your time." "It's the hospital, right?" "I have to " "You have to go?" "I do." "Can i stay?" "You can stay." "Oh, thank you." "?" "The minute that this Starts getting tricky," "I'm gonna take the whole liver For my patient." "I understand." "I'm not adding Any more risk." "Fair enough." "It's not because you manipulated A man of the cloth" "To get this opportunity." "Dr. Grant told me if i could Get any patient to consent " "The reverend grier?" "I mean, come on." "You took advantage of this man's Professional background." "I asked." "He consented." "Please." "Let's get started." "Scalpel?" "This has nothing to do with you Wanting to show dr." "Grant" "That you know how to do This procedure?" "Dr. Jonas?" "Of course i want to try The procedure." "Don't you?" "If we get it down, we can save Twice as many liver patients." "?" "Point taken." "So we're good." "Dr. Jonas, Take a look at this." "Okay." "Call it a day." "What is it?" "See that?" "There's a nodule Of cancer on his liver." "We can't even use His organs." "This man has cancer." "You got to send him back." "They're getting ready To take her off the vent" "And send her To the funeral home." "Mr. York?" "If you're here for her organs, You better walk away." "I'm not." "Are you one Of her doctors?" "No." "Who are you?" "I'm a surgeon," "And i'm here because " "Because i know What happened." "And i'm a father, too." "And i'm so sorry." "Mr. York..." "I'm just so sorry." "I'm sorry, teddy." "They can't use The sheriff's organs." "I know." "I should just quit." "Teddy " "I can't make any Of these things work." "It's not your fault." "The family Goes through all this..." "Accepts his death..." "Agrees to donate..." "And it doesn't work out." "Teddy, there was A cancerous mass." "Nothing showed up on our tests." "It happens." "But to get All the way there..." "And to have to Tell them again." "It's the worst part Of our job." "It's a second death." "Isn't there some comfort In knowing if it was cancer," "He might've avoided, You know..." "Later?" "There's no comfort." "Their dad got shot In the head," "And now they can't even donate His organs." "They're not comforted." "They're not happy." "Why don't you Take a moment?" "I know how this sounds..." "But i finally, Finally got a consent." "From a cop's wife, No less." "?" "Ali york" "Multiple orga donor" "Kate: an operating room Just opened up." "If you could just stay With the donners" "While i offer the organs." "I'd rather not." "Temple, stay with the donners." "Make sure he's stable." "But..." "This is a potential Eight-organ donor." "Can you do this, or should i Bring someone else in?" "I can do it." "Temple, you just need to Remember why we're doing this," "How many people are waiting." "You're right." "Thank you." "Hey." "Hey." "I was looking for you." "How you doing?" "It's been..." "It's been a day." "Are you all right?" "Of all the days to be training A new coordinator." "Anyway, i have an organ For you." "Oh, great." "A liver for a patient Named mitchell stubbs." "Mr. Stubbs?" "Mm-hmm." "His kidney failure put him At the top of our list." "Right." "Is there a problem?" "No." "Should i send The liver on?" "No." "No problem." "The operating room Has been arranged." "Okay." "I'll be down in a few minutes." "Great." "Mr. Stubbs, We have some good news." "We've located an organ For you." "Is it the donner kid?" "We can't disclose the name Of the donors." "It's got to be The donner kid." "Mr. Stubbs, Can you focus for a moment?" "So, a liver Has become available," "And you're now first On the recipient list..." "Okay." "...which means we need to Ask your permission" "To share the organ." "What?" "You were brought to st." "Jude's Because another recipient" "Was kind enough to share His donated liver with you," "So we need to make sure you're Comfortable doing the same." "I can have my own?" "You can." "Then i want my own." "Mr. Stubbs " "If it's mine, I want it." "Hey." "So we're good, right?" "What?" "He -- he won't." "He won't what?" "He won't share the liver." "Oh, come on." "Reverend grier was gonna Give him half," "And now he gets nothing?" "I'm sorry." "But mr." "Stubbs Wouldn't even be here." "Vancouver, you had to go Take advantage, didn't you?" "Dr. Jonas -- Look, you know what?" "I just wanted one thing In my life to be clear." "This was A simple situation" "Where we could've done some good For a good person." "Dr. Jonas, your operating room Is ready." "Oh ?" "Duane donner" "Multiple organ donor" "How'd it go?" "We got 'em all." "They all look good?" "All eight." "Perfect condition." "Did you take thea home?" "No." "I took her out To pinehurst lake." "What?" "I took her out there, I made sure she was okay," "And then i left her With her friends." "We do our best, katie, But we're not always deliberate." "You know, we practice Benign neglect," "And we don't want To pay the price for it." "I don't think We're neglecting her." "I'm not trying to undermine Your decisions." "I just mean that " "I don't know." "When i saw That dead girl today," "I just thought, "it's such A beautiful day outside."" "It was just Such a beautiful day." "So, you'll get a letter from me In a few days" "With some of the details -- Where your son's organs ended up" "And some broad information About the recipients." "I could meet them?" "In time, if you wanted to, And if they agree." "They'd never agree, Not to meet me." "Mrs. Donner, You never know." "People aren't always What you expect." "Well..." "Hold back." "Sorry, folks, Can't go in." "We can keep you here For a while, if you'd like." "They want to talk to me." "They want to know why he did What he did." "I'm sure they do." "Maybe the answer is me." "Maybe this happened because Of the things i didn't do." "But you couldn't Have known." "You couldn't have known." "Yeah." "You're angry with me?" "I am." "I'm sorry if i " "You walked away From our agreement." "I did." "And manipulated your father Into getting what you wanted." "I didn't." "You did." "When you are with me, It's my rules." "You don't go to your father And ask for them to be changed." "It was fine, mom." "I had so much fun and " "Fun?" "You had fun." "Well, that's terrific, Thea." "You lied to me, went somewhere You weren't supposed to go," "So if that's your idea Of fun " "Temple: kate?" "Are we done now, or do we still Have paperwork to file?" "We've got about an hour Of charting left to do at least." "Why don't you wait here?" "I'll bring it up." "Knock, knock." "I asked dad To drop me off here." "I was wondering If you wanted some help." "I could do some of these For you, if you want." "So many people." "Mm-hmm." "It's sad." "Sometimes." "I meant for you and dad." "It's got to be sad." "So it was fun?" "What?" "At the lake?" "Yeah." "Were the boys cute?" "Hmm...yeah." "And they were nice to you?" "Yes, mom, They were nice to me." "I'm glad." "I'm glad." "Looks like a pretty day." "I haven't been out yet." "You stayed here the whole night Finishing those cards?" "Mm-hmm." "Temple..." "Yesterday i -- i hope I didn't push you too hard." "Did i?" "Didn't you feel" "That maybe giving The killer's organs was " "I don't know -- In a way morally wrong?" "Morally?" "I stood there, and i held That man's hand, okay?" "I saw what he did to that girl And that cop." "And i held his hand." "Temple..." "What he did Was morally wrong." "But his organs saving Other people's lives" "Was probably the only just thing To come out of that situation." "I don't know If i can do this." "Well, i promise you It gets easier." "Is that true," "Or do you just get used to How hard it is?" "Come on." "Why don't you help me take These cards to the park?" "You'll like this." "Reverend grier?" "Reverend grier?" "Hey." "Are you coming To this thing?" "No, i'm gonna stay here In case an organ comes in." "Listen, i wasn't trying To push mr." "Stubbs up the list." "I just -- i was just trying To relieve his pain." "Well, you did what you did, Dr. Griffith." "I am not here to tell you You did the wrong thing." "Yeah, but the result " "Listen." "?" "We thought We scared you off." "Almost." "[ chuckles ]" "Is that Duane donner's balloon?" "It is." "It's the right thing to do, Remembering him despite " "I know." "Do you want me To take it?" "I've got it." "This is for you." "[ chuckles ] Bradley rogers." "Mm-hmm." "You did everything you could." "It just didn't Go our way." "Thanks." "And you got the consent." "You're right." "Mm-hmm, so let it go." "* ah * * hold me, love * * i can't sleep again * * i have to kiss your lips * * i want to lay here Next to him, love *" "* i remember * * walking in the rain * * rain was falling on my hands * * i don't want to live Through that again, no *" "* outside * * it hardly gets dark now * * lovers walking In the park now * * children singing songs * * of when they'll make All their dreams come true *" "My daughter " "She's 14 years old now," "And i can't stop thinking of her As 6, you know?" "Seems like She was just that age." "Everything i said Was funny." "Always on my shoulders." "Always wanted me To play with her." "She's not 6 anymore." "And that's good." "I kind of miss that time, You know?" "Talking to yourself?" "Yeah." "Listen, if i did the wrong thing Yesterday " "Thea tells me you tied the Rope swing and went swimming." "Yeah." "Good for you." "You think?" "How long has it been Since you took a day off?" "22 years." "Good for you." "There's So many people here." "All those cards And balloons." "Yeah." "* i would see you walking In your coat, oh *" "You knew all Of them, huh?" "Most of them." "There are a lot." "Not nearly enough." "Who is your balloon for, Dad?" "It's just a balloon." "Where's yours?" "I don't have one." "Why not?" "They're all your mother's, Thea." "Really?" "Guess i do kind of think of them As all my own." "But you go ahead, Sweetie." "Go ahead And let yours fly." "* i'll see you through it all * * just give me time To learn to crawl * * just give me many chances * * i'll see you through it all * * just give me time To learn to crawl *" "* just give me many chances * * i'll see you through it all * * just give me time To learn to crawl * * time to learn to crawl *"