"I always wanted to be in the movies..." "When I was little I thought for sure 1 day, I could be a big big star...." "Or maybe just beautiful..." "Beautiful and rich, like the women on TV." "Yeah, I had a lot of dreams." "And I guess you can call me a real romaniac." "Because I truly believe that 1 day... they'll come true." "So I dream about for hours." "It was the year while I learnt, I shared thing for people." "They said I was dreaming." "But back then, I believed that whole heartily." "So whenever I was down, I was just escape into my mind." "To my own live, where I was someone else." "They maybe happily think that all these people..." "They didn't know that who I was gonna be." "But 1 day they'll all see." "I heard that Marilyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop." "And I thought for sure, it could be like that." "So I started going up real young..." "But I always secretly looking for who is gonna discover me?" "Was it this guy?" "Or maybe this one?" "You never knew." "They couldn't take me all the way like Marilyn." "They would somehow believe in me just enough." "They would see me for what I could be, they think I was beautiful." "Like a diamond in a rough." "They'll take me away..." "To my new life." "And my new world." "Where we think will be different." "Yeah, I lived that way for long long time." "And my head dreaming like that." "It was nice." "1 day it just stopped." "By the time I met you all..." "Shame..." "all I want is a beer." " How are you doing?" " Great." "Anyone sitting here?" "No." "Madam our services are for patrons only." "Give me a beer whatever the shit is." "So what it is like, a gay place or what?" "Yeah." "Whatever, man." "Can I buy you that drink?" "I got my own money." "I'll pay her whatever she's having." "Look, I'm not gay alrite?" "It makes sense." "So what are you doing here then?" "My truck broke down." "I got a pressure cleaning business." "What pressure cleaning?" "You know steam clean?" "Ball sheets, carpets, you know." "Someone kicked me out of the rain." "My name is Selby." "You owe me change." "Fuck it!" "I'm out of here." "It's alrite..." "Get your fucking hands off me!" "you dumb dyke..." "I'm not gonna fuck you for fucking beer ok." "Stop wasting your fucking time!" "I wasn't trying to fuck you!" "I just wanna talk to you." "I thought maybe I could buy you some beer maybe you'll talk to me." "I just tried to have a decent lay out." "Just talk to someone before I've to go back to my parents closet." "I'm sorry." "You don't have to stay." "So are you really a steam cleaner?" "I'm not." "Oh man, actually it's a real good job..." "But you should cleaning." "You want some?" "Oh come on don't let me down." "You ready?" "1...no, you don't have to do this." "Shit, I don't fucking trust you." "You ready?" "1, 2, go!" "You desorb" "I never desorb, I'm winner, man." "Yeah, winner though, man." "Oh, man that's all my cast." "You spilled some good shit there." "I'm gonna lick it up like a duck." "Please 2 more." "What's that bullshit?" "What time is it?" "The bar is closed." "Then why don't you take that stick out dress..." "Now would be a good time, don't you think huh?" "Now is the bar closed." "What you do for is that?" "We had a good time though." "Yeah, it was fun." "I'm sorry, I called you dumb dyke." "I don't care." "And thanks for the drinks." "No..." "So see you around ok." "If you wanna stay with me?" "I didn't mean....you know you don't have to do anything." "I know." "Ok." "Yeah?" "my truck is broken down." "Ok, car's over here, come here, this way." "All I wanted was a beer." "But the day I met Selby I spent most of the afternoon to kill myself." "So you can understand." "I was flexible, I mean everybody gotta have fate or something." "For me?" "all I've left was love." "And I was pretty sure that, I'm gonna love a man again." "I was gonna do it." "And the only reason I didn't with the five dollar bill." "I knew I probably given some asshole a blowjob for it." "So really tried to piss me off that if I killed myself without spending it." "Basically I sucked them off for free." "So many deal." "I said I gotta go spend this 5 bucks." "For once it's gone so am I." "If you've got something for me let's say, you better bring it on." "I knew she was." "Just a room of my friend that I was staying with." "You wanna take a shower or anything?" " Goodnite." " Goodnite." "I can't believe you are here." "Me either." "Can I touch your face?" "Sure." "Honey!" "Donna, Donna sorry, just a sec!" "I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be church." "Where's the my shirt?" "Look at this, is it 5 o'clock in the morning, she hasn't dressed yet." "I'm sorry about that." "No, it's alrite." "Hey thanks let me crash." "And that was nice." "So where are you living?" "G Street." "But you know, I may be hang out at the Moon Nite, around 5." " About 2 blocks up." " Yeah yeah." "Maybe I'll swing by." "Alrite." "You have fun at church, alrite." "Who is that person?" "She's just a friend of me." "Honey, I think she was straight person." "Did you check your stuff, because she might steal some." "No..." "I checked it, she didn't take anything." "Listen, honey, you can't bring people out here, we all can see here." "Sorry." "A person like that no way home." "We have no business with people like that." "I'm just getting some stuff." "I don't want to know what you get it." "Want some sandwich?" " I have enough for me." " Thanks, man." "I'll buy it if you want." "It's alrite." "You'll pay me when you got it." "How are you doing?" "I'm great." " I met a friend" " Really?" "good for you." "Hope it's not some asshole like the last guy..." "Almost trampled you almost to death." "No, she is...real nice, you know." "Thanks, man." "Hang on a sec." "Hang the fuck on!" "You look good." "Thanks." "Man, you know what I'm going to give $5..." "I got it." "I got it." "I'm glad you came." "Yeah I was around, you know, then I seeing by." "So where's your friend?" "Well, I..." "I'm not..." "You know what I mean." "Can I ask you a question?" "Are you prostitute?" "Yeah." "I don't know." "People like pay to be with you, it's wild!" "Men must just be line up to be with the gal like you." "I guess, I don't know, not really, no!" "What do you do?" "All kind of things, whatever they want." "How you know what they want?" "Well they ain't shy to tell you." "Really?" "It should be, men are easy to read anyway." "How about that guy?" "How about him?" "Oh, he's gay." "No way." "No, man, look at him, he tries too hard." "Oh man you see that little fucker over there?" "He straight up, that's enough." "That's Trevor, he's a friend of mine." "I'm sorry." "I don't care about that." "I don't realise he'll be here." "It's a gal in my church, she told everyone that I tried to kiss her." "So my parents just get pissed off me." "And I decide to come down here and try to figure somethings out." "And this happened before, I get a job." "How long you live in this town?" "Not any longer." "But my dad has paid medical bills." "So I made a deal with him, that I've to go back." "Which...you know...it...probably for the best... maybe it won't work." "Maybe he'll reveal my soul and all that." "Well I bet you, I'll beat your ass on the race, rite now." "Oh no..." "Oh yeah you are gonna have the fall rite now." "Serious I can't skate." "You gotta help me." "I know I gotta come." "So you got it." "So you better don't let me break my other arm." "See you can do this." "Very good." "Can you do by yourself?" " Ok" " There you go." "Hear music." "Do you have fun?" "There you go turn, turn." "Oh, man I love this song." "Oh I love it too." "Just like that." "Oh I can't see that." "Yeah you can." "No, no, no, come on, come with me." "Trevor." "Who cares anybody?" "Come on are you ready?" "So we don't hear anymore." "Are you ok?" "I can't, I can't do this here." "Maybe we go somewhere." "How about the yard over there?" "You don't like gals." "I don't like men anymore, really." "I like you." "Maybe... maybe we can go somewhere." "Where we can get a room or something." "Oh I don't have any money." "I gotta go." "I'll see you tomorrow." "Ok honey I talked to your father and guess what?" " What?" " You got a job." " How about that?" " Really?" "That's rite, you working rite with your dad." "And some very handsome young gentlemen, I understand." "Ok, if you need some you let me know, ok." "Thanks." " Thanks for the ride, man" " Sure" "It's real hard to get a help around here, you know." "I was getting lost therefore..." "So where are you headed?" "Just where you can take me, I'm trying to get some phone." "So my car broke down." "See, these are my kids." "They are cute." "They are down to Miami, I try to get down to them." "But I'm kind of broke, rite now." "So just trying to make..." "some cash now, you know." "Maybe I can help." "Yeah what have you got?" "I don't know, how about 10 bucks?" "I like to have $25 straight up." "If that do in the laundry shop..." "Look, man, I'm not a fucking shampoo gal here, ok." "I'm the real deal, alrite, let's see it." "Oh man, I'm talking about the cash, alrite." "Ok sorry." "Maybe you need a route, a ride?" "What time is that?" "Quater 6." "Don't go for too far." "No, I just want a little privacy, you know, I don't wanna get busted." "Me either." "What do you think, man?" "Cheers!" "So how about we make it quick I get 20 huh?" "No, I wanna get a fuck." "30, man, 30, straight up." "Hang on gal." "Come on, man, shit, alrite." "Hang on, hang on, let me finish my drink." " You want some more." " No." "Gees, hook of nowaday huh." "I love them and I hate them." "You know I love them and I hate them." "Stud always is." "Understand." "Better than my fucking wife." "I won't hold you up." "Come on, man." "Take the pants off." "I thought you are real rush." "Come on the money is rite there." "Hold on, hold on." "Suck me a bit first, come on suck me." "No, man, it's not the fucking deal." "Oh come on, I'll give you 10 more dollars, come on." "10 more fucking dollars you fucking bitch!" "Hey are you alrite?" "I knew that would get you!" "Are you awake now?" "Scream, let me fucking hear it!" "let me fucking hear it!" "Come on, in the state awake now?" "Do you wanna die?" "Do you wanna fucking die?" "Come on here we go!" "I wanna clean you up." "We got some fucking Dettol." "What the hell is that happened here?" "Sorry that was me I fell out of bed." "You mean nothing happened?" "No, it's me I fell out of bed." "If that woman is here." "I had talked with Trevor, and I really don't appreciate what he told me." "I don't think your father will leave her." "If she's rite here, I want you to get her out rite now!" "Or John will blow her head off." "What the hell are you doing here?" "I come here to see you." "I got in a fight." "You must be in a long fight." "I got a man really beaten me up, ok." "It wasn't my fault." "Are you ok?" "But it's cool now." "It's cool." "I was thinking..." "You know I should just stay a little longer." "Cause I can't." "Why not?" "Cause I told you I promised my dad." "You should stay alrite, when you understand." "So I'm sure you can see yourself a week from now, rite?" "See, I told you..." "no problem rite?" "That's not easy to take you out tonite, but..." "This enough to rent a hotel for whole week." "We can party, hang out, whatever you wanna do, you know." "Maybe I can come back." "No, you can't come back." "Cause I'll be gone." "Listen to me, this is once in a life time opportunity." "Give me a week, I'm gonna go later I'll buy you fucking ticket." "I'll take you there myself, give me a week." "You'll never meet someone like me." " Ok." " Alrite." "Where did you get this car?" "I borrow." "So what do we do now?" "Whatever?" " Cheers." " Cheers." "It's getting late." "My God Selby, later you'll be dead." "Mom, I'm sorry, I just came and get some stuff." "No, honey, you are gonna talk to your father." "You stand rite here!" "John, yes she's back." "She's here." "Ok, hang on, hang on." "Talk to your dad." "Hello?" "I found a roomate and..." "I can't dad." "I'm not even staying here anymore." "I just came by and pick up some stuff, I'm not even stay at Dona's anymore." "Ok..ok.." "I'm adult now, I'm not gonna stay..." "And I gotta go." "What are you doing?" "This is not even... jarl." "She's just some street hooker, she just using you." "I quit." "What?" "The bags..." "I'm staying." "Holy shit gal, you've made my day." "How did you get here huh?" "I took a cab." "You can take care of me rite?" "cause..." "I've spent all my money." "You don't even need it." "What you said?" "you quit?" "Hooking..." "I quit hooking." "Why?" "Why?" "because it's shit, man, I'm fucking hate it." "I heard you said it was not bad." "Oh..it is, you know, but, not always, it's not the point." "I got you now." "I got everything, I want for me." "So I'm gonna do a broil." "This time I'm doing it a broil." "How about that?" "Fine, but what are you gonna do about work?" "Exactly...." "I get a job." "Clean...shape up, you know, fucking, man, I'll get a career." "House, car...you know, how about that." "What kind of job are you gonna get?" "I've been thinking about that." "I was thinking maybe it's like a veterinarian, you know." "So I can love animals, you know." "Yeah..." "But that's a doctor..." "you gonna get a degree for that." "No, I'm not, no." "Shit, I know, you know what I wanna be?" "What?" "President of US." "I just don't feel to get laid, you know." "But I'll though, man." "I'll be feeling great." "It's just like the fucking celebration time." "Oh yes this is..." "this is big." "I wonder the saint is always stuck with me." "It must've been around 13 years old." "Cause as I remember I just put the baby off for adoption." "They call the assembly of my junior high." "Cause this guy who played drum for certain workmen..." "Was coming to talk to us about success..." "In making your mark on the world." "I don't have any experience, but..." "I'm a real..." "I mean I'm a real hard worker." "I was really excited, cause you are the 1st real celebrity I've seen..." "And this is for exactly that kind of thing I wanted to learn..." "How to follow in the footsteps are." "I don't even write it down, you know." "Just stay rite..." "just stay rite there." "And you should know that I work for people all my life." "So I'm real good with people and..." "I know how to work with all the days." "So I live in real heart." "For sure she said something just stuck rite in my real mind." "It was all you need in life... is love." "And to believe in yourself." "There's nothing you can do." "Make sure I've all these straight." "Basically, you've no experience, no college degree..." "No resume, no work history what-so-ever in fact." "And now you would like to be...a lawyer." "No, see..." "I'm sorry, but when I read the ad..." "It said you were looking for a secretary." "Ok, well you need to learn how to type..." "You need computer skills." "Most of our secretaries have college degree." "Infact most of them have specialised in law." "I don't mean to some harsh, but frankly this is a little insulting." "All that looks great, It must be wonderful, but..." "Can I tell you something?" "When the beach party is over, you don't get a stay, you know what." "I think now I like to have what everybody else worked their entire life for..." "It doesn't work that way." "Fuck you, man!" "Yeah fuck you!" "You don't fucking know me." "Ok, great, that's great, see?" "I'm sorry, Leslie could you please escort miss..." "I don't even know her name, because she doesn't have a resume..." "No need, you fucking asshole, you piece of shit." "What you think I'm fucking retard?" "Take your fucking job." "Fuck you Leslie!" "All I need is love and to believe in yourself." "Nice idea, it doesn't exactly work out that way." "And I guess it's better to hear front outline to know the truth." "It's fucking phoney shit, kiss my fucking sweet ass." "Slamped me out of the fucking door, just like that, man." "What did you do?" "Not a fucking thing." "Get not one fucking thing." "Stupid mother fucker." "I've been nobody fucking ever talked to me like that in this whole life." "Fucking office job, who the fuck wants the job like that." "You gotta fucking sitting in a little desk..." "You got your little phone..." "You got your piece of paper, your little pen..." "You write shit down, bla bla bla." "Fucking a monkey can do that shit, man, fuck!" "I know you don't want a job like that." "You know what?" "No, Toby, 2 more." "Honey, I can't give you no retail." "Toby, how long have I've been the customer here?" "We can be some fucking slag here?" "Go get me 2 more." "Fucking lazy bastard, it's no big deal, man." "And I run this all the time you know..." "You just probably doesn't know it." "Leen, what are you gonna do?" "I got it on fucking control, man." "I'm kind of starving here." "There's no way, you can maybe ah..." "I don't know, call your dad or..." "Yeah I know I know, I'm just saying for you, you know?" "Fuck it, man, I got shit line up, you know." "It isn't a fucking big deal." "Can I just give it to you straight." "The truth is, I'm..." "I'm a hook." "I'm trying to clean my life up here, you know..." "Go straight and questions and all, so..." "If there's any link that you can help me with..." " That's because I was..." " That's not even matter." "Because he'll give you factory work." "Tod, do you have any factory work?" "." "Fuck!" "I'm sorry, I'm just trying to talk to you..." "You don't have any change, do you?" "Madam, I'm afraid I've to ask you to come with me." "Why?" "There's some complain out of yourself." "So what they complained about?" "Cause I just got out, it's my day off." "A day off?" "And what's a day off for a whore, you go to church yourself?" "Don't you remember me?" "No." "8 months ago for tricking up in fire." "It seems to me you might owe me one." "Yeah, you show uneasy on me." "You almost broke my fucking jaw." "Please, you do time." "Front over." "Sel?" "Selby?" "Selby?" "Gees, what're you doing." "What the fuck are you doing?" "Please drop the fucking blade." "I take you to a fucking doctor, ok." "Just stop it." "What are you talking about?" "You can stop it?" "Stop what?" "You can stop the game." "I'm out there trying my best, ok?" "Why didn't you quit hooking?" "Cause I need it too, alrite?" "Do you think I'm stupid, I'm disappoint you?" "No, Selby." "Then you won't even have to fuck me again." "Because I'm so hard-on." "No!" "no!" "Selby, that's not the reason." "You said we gonna have party, party, party..." "We don't have a damn fucking party!" "Nothing, when I told you that I'm starving." " Cause you using me." " No!" "I just..." "Because I fucking killed someone, alrite?" "My last john, alrite, I fucking killed my last john." "I was just raped and beat the fuck and was almost get killed." "But I won't..." "I didn't wanna lose you, you know..." "I think about the rest of your fucking life." "And I never know I didn't fucking mean to be there." "I don't wanna die, thinking that maybe." "Maybe you could flip me." "So I killed him." "I shot him, alrite..." "I fucking shot him." "I'm sorry, I let you fucking down alrite." "Now, I'm all myself, now you fucking dump me alrite." "No, I don't wanna go." "Sure you do, sure you fucking do!" "Leave me fun, leave me fucking fun!" "I'm sorry." "I know..." "You really killed him." "I'm gonna get a job." "No, I understand that if you can't get a work." "I don't even mind." "I wanted to go back before it was just...to get a car." "You know it was the only reason." "I'm a hooker." "You got a wet pussy?" "Yes, sure." "You like to fuck?" "Yup." "Jesus Christ, you seem like nobody ever talked dirty to you before." "I just like to set off first, you know." "Call me daddy, while I fuck you." "I try, what you like to fuck your kids?" "What?" "i'm just kidding with you." "I'm just messing with you." "I'll call you daddy." "Daddy, see?" "See, I'm calling you daddy." "They do it all the time." "$20 huh?" "Yup." "Some good shake here." "Come on, suck it for me." "Come on baby." "Life is horny...it's hard." "But it's also strange, my think can be so different than your think." "I remember I was just a kid in before age club..." "Set up this beautiful gigantic wheel and let up to nite sky." "We call it....the Monster." "You want some money?" "Oh my god, are you serious?" "When I was a kid I thought this was about the coolest thing I ever recieved." "Then I couldn't wait to ride it." "Sure enough, I finally got my chance I got so scare in nous as..." "I threw up all over myself before he made 1 full turn." "I go and wash up ok." "Just a sec, baby, I gotta wash up here, ok?" "Ok." "Hey where did you get the car?" "My friend, Thomas, saw me on my way home, he let us borrow it to move." "We are moving?" "Yes, fuck this place, rite?" "This isn't place for my gal." "Oh, man, a real place?" "a department?" " You happy now?" " Yeah, I'm happy." "I know baby, I know." "I'm good now, I told you." "And that's what I mean." "And my life is always been harmless stuff that hurt the most." "Where things so horribly, you can't even imagine it." "It's usually a lot easier than you think." "You don't really know, until you are standing there." "No problem." "How is your arm?" "It looks weird." "So ok?" "I say I'll be coming home to you." "I love you." "Waitress." "The stuff was so good thanks for taking me here." "It's ok, you know." "It's pretty fun, someday I'm gonna take you to some..." "Real top places in the Keys like some real class." " Keys?" " Yeah." "I always wanna go to Keys." "I always wanna have a house on the beach, you know." "But I haven't had been there since I've been here." "So gal I'll buy you a house on the beach, how about that?" "That place like thousands of thousands of dollars." "So what?" "you think I can't get you a house on beach?" "What else you want?" "You want a little pony you can ride?" "This is non-smoking area." "You've to put the cigarette out." "What are you doing, man?" "you gonna sing us a song or what?" "Let me have that." "Put your fucking hand off." "You piece of shit!" "We paying fucking customer here." "What?" "what you got?" "You wanna bring it on?" "You all better watch your fucking food..." "It was a fucking cockroach in mine size like this." "It's not how you run your fucking establishment." "So what is the deal, man?" "Really like to fuck." "Like to fuck in the back?" "So really like to get rolled off?" "Shit, I bet you get real rolled back there huh?" "Real nasty." "You like that huh?" "Maybe you wanna slap me round of my back huh?" "Don't think I don't see it, man." "What, you can't speak?" "what the fuck?" "What, you got the fucking problem?" "Can't I get you fucking tongue huh?" "I don't like it rough." "I've never done this before, but I have..." "Take your pants off." "Thank you." "You are welcome." "You wanna have a beer with me?" "Don't you wanna come to bed?" "In a minute." "Wake up." "Wake up, I wanna go out." "Hey mind to handle that thing." "This guy is some asshole..." "Flick his chair over, flick his shit around." "Fucking office job rite?" "fucking retard sitting on phone..." "And talking to people, bla bla bla, bullshit." "Seems like your fun world." "What's fun world?" "Fun world in Orlando, this one over here said:" "Well I've to go there's so nice, then she starts some fun." "Get the fuck in here!" "Where the fuck were you?" "I was out." "In that fucking car?" "So?" "what are you doing?" "I'm just cleaning that's all." "What the fuck were you doing?" "I was out, we need these stuff." "We don't need this fucking shit, Selby." "Who the fuck told you to take that fucking car?" "What's the different does it make?" "The difference?" "Because I'm fucking borrow a car from my friend..." "That's my fucking business, ok, that's what?" "I'm gonna go any place that I want to." "Ok?" "any time I want." "Not in my fucking friend's car, you are not!" "Fine, fine, then I'll walk." "Ok, I don't wanna sit here alone all the time," "I wanna go out I wanna meet people." "I wanna hang out with people without you scaring them off." "Where would you like to go?" "I don't know..." "Travel...see different places." "We can go to Fun World." "You wanna go to Fun World?" "Not now." "No, now I gotta take the fucking car back." "And now we don't have any fucking money like usual, Selby." "So, you are leaving?" "Hey Selby, check it out." "Hey, there my friends." "Hey remember me?" "I figure you guys should be here." "I loved her..." "But the thing none ever realised about me..." "Who believe I could learn." "I could train myself into anything." "People always look down on hookers." "Never give you a chance because they think it is the easy way out." "And none can imagine the world power to what we do." "Walk in the streets, nite after nite." "Taking hands and still getting back off." "Do you wanna go again?" "But I did, and they don't miss out." "Cause they've no idea what I can discipline myself to." "And I believe it sometimes." "And now I believed in her." "I need to sit down." " There she is." " Who is she?" "I gotta talk to her." "Hey you wanna ride the Fairy's Wheel?" "Nope." "Maybe we go sit down." "Are you ok?" "My brothers and sisters, screwed me a lawyer." "After my daddy killed himself on the street." "And the neighbor who let them stay over but only with 5 or 10 tagalongs." "So I still clear." "But I knew they didn't have any money, you know." "I was having a hook anyway..." "So I trained myself the cloth, cigarette stuff like that." "But then 1 nite, there's party and this guy comes in..and his legs, you know." "He fucked so and so." "There were embarrassed.." "He was fucking standing in the corner, or..." "So they... you know they threw me out of the snow." "He screaming out, I'm a whore, and they were so embarrassed..." "And the hate me and all that." "That was it." "I just took off never went back." "This was so sad." "My family doing that too." "That's how people are, Selby." "Yeah..." "I know." "Fuck them, who need them?" "Right." "Yeah, fuck them!" "No, right, Selby, right!" "Get out!" "get the fuck out!" "Are you ok?" "I'm gonna call the ambulance." "That's ok." "We don't have any insurance." "We just rather..." "do it ourselves." "Don't worry, she's good." "You've yourself a good day now, ok." " Let's go, Selby, now!" " No!" "no!" "I wanna drive." "He's fucking dead, let's go, now!" " No!" " Selby!" "How can that man?" "What do you think?" "My god, you killed your friends." "What are you talking about?" "You fucking killing people." "Now listen to me, they are not coming." "I never want you this shit to deal with." "But I know what I am doing." "And you'll never gonna understand it, alrite?" "You gotta trust me." "They don't have 1 fucking face." "They got nothing." "They are not even looking, man, this shit is long over already." "I didn't want that fucking car and public what we did you know, we did." "So they'll gonna call the cops, they would've done it by now!" "How could you?" "I knew." "No..." "I knew about 1...1" "No, Selby...no Sel." "Come out here." "We're gonna have a drink, and we're gonna forget all about these alrite?" "Cheers." "Leen, this isn't funny." "You don't know what's going on, Sel." "Me too, so if you wanna keep your eyes shut to the whole world..." "The least you can do is hear me out." "It's not what you think it is, alrite." "I know what it is." "No, you don't know my life, Selby!" "But I know yours." "And I've done everything in the whole wide world." "Hoping that you don't have to know." "So that you can keep on thinking people are good." "And kind and that should make sense, you know?" "Cause you looked that about yourself." "But I can't." "No, I don't wanna hear that, Leen." "But you need to." "We can be as different as we wanna be, but you can't kill people." "I look at the Lord." "I'm firing with them." "And I know you'll raise." "And I know how people fucking think out there and fuck it's gotta be that way." "They gonna tell you all that." "But that's not the way the world works, Selby." "Cause I'm out there, every fucking day living it." "Who the fuck knows, what god knows?" "People kill each and other everyday." "And for what?" "For politics, for religion, and there are heros..." "No..no...there are a lot of shit I can't do anymore." "But killing isn't one of them." "And there's no fucking bastard going out there rape somebody else isn't either." "No, no, Leen there was 1 man." "They can't all has been bad." "You know me, you think I can do any other was." "I'm not a bad person, I'm a real good person." "So, don't feel bad, it's life, Sel." "People like you and I going down every fucking...day" "It's all over, look at this." "See this?" "it's everything." "Everything you ever wanted." "Just a little more, we out of here." "We have a shut, Sel." "We have a shut, real life, not this, a real one." "You know what to do, rite?" " See you later." " Ok." "So everything is rite now, and we are gonna happy." "But I just hope that you can tell my family." "So you choosing gal this way." "No, this isn't a choice I'm not choosing anything." "This is the way I am." "And I'm not gonna feel bad anymore." "You can tell him that too." "I know you feel romantic about that, gal." "What?" "I'm saying that's not their fault." "Whatever you wanna call yourself, Sel." "The point is people make bad choices." "And they pay for it, you can see only miserable straight people..." "And we see you choose this type of gay life." "You won't even have easy life with this." "No..she's out of real heart life." "All people have bad lives, and they still choose to move towards lights..." "Otherwise we all be hookers and drunky..." "I don't wanna hear this." "It isn't the point." "Don't fight the world, honey." "There's so much more you just love out there." "Or someday all you gonna do is move off your head and sleep with a man." "And that's your choice." "Yeah, it is my choice." "This weird love." "Are you going on a hike?" "Man, just get rite here." "The car was good." "Not one there's fucking gun in it." "So, lot's of people have gun." "Well you gonna undress or what?" "No, you 1st." "So...you married rite?" "you don't get that fucking shit." "Come out here with strange gals, do dirty things with them." "Why, man, you can rape them?" " No, God lord." " Fucking man." "I fucking hate them." "Then why are you a hooker?" "I'm not a hooker, see, I don't fuck, man." "Used to, it's against my will though." "There's an old guys used to rape me." "Real good friend of my dad, you know." "So I go to my dad, tell him what's going on..." "My dad don't fucking believe me, so..." "His friend keep raping me for years." "Ends up my dad...fucking beats me up for it." "Where the fuck do you think you are going?" "I'm not doing, but I feel sorry for you." "If you want a ride you better come on." "I don't need a ride, man." "I don't need a ride." "Cause I wanna take your car." "You think I'm stupid enough..." "To get back into a fucking car with you when there's a gun?" "Please!" "Victor Borne, that was his name." "My dad's friend..." "some friend." "Years later I found he's died in a car accident." "I got finally striking down for all these evils." "No, you can't get away with your shit forever." "Soon or later, it'll catch up with you." "Motherfucker!" "Where's the car?" "Come on, fucked up!" "Is that everything?" "Got beer?" "fucking man, I think we should just go." "How?" "Take the bus." "We got enough money, rite?" "We do?" "I don't know whatever, I fucking hook down there whatever." "We can't take our shit on the bus." "I can't get one rite now, ok, Sel." "What happened?" "Fucking cop, the guy I wasn't mean to do it..." "Then he has fucking gun in his car..." "So I popped then I know he was a fucking cop." "I think he was retired or something but still, man..." "I can't take the fucking car, it was a cop car." "It got some fucking tracks and devices in it." "Shit!" "They fucking track me, he's got a fucking gun in it." "Keep it down." "We just have to go and get us another one." "No...no...changing your mind on me." "Please." "Leen...this isn't my plan this is your deal, ok." "Your plan, the house and the beach." "Self-employed, just like you said, your plan." "So you just have to go and get us another car..." "We are leaving now." "Get up!" "Alrite....you just give me a sec." "I'm gonna try to get out of here with friend another week." "That's good, I'm proud of you." "Yes, I just wanna say good bye to you, Tom." "You've been real good to me." "Are you alrite?" "Yes, it's nothing." "Sometime, I feel like everybody just think I'm just a bitch." "All I'm fucking trying to do is survive, you know." " I know." " Yeah." "I know exactly." "I know what you do for living." "But It doesn't bother me at all." "I know you didn't dial up to the guy in the telephone." "That's what you lent, that's what you've to do." "Which your feeling rite now, is just guilty." "Or something you've absolutely no control over." "You know how about me just came back from the war?" "We almost kill ourselves..." "Because I felt exactly the samething like you do rite now!" " Yeah?" " Yeah." "And I never get it." "They don't get it now, they never get it then..." "And they sure is how one ever get fucking circumstances." "Fuck, man, circumstance that's exactly it, that's exactly it." "You know, it's like I feel like I never had a fucking choice." "You never get, but you got a leave." "You got a leave." "We are unable positively confirm the profile at this time..." "However the evidence does suggest that..." "The murderers had their current stirring some face of the Central Act." "Perhaps that's the prostitution?" "Yeah, that's exactly rite." "Get the fuck out of here." "Get the fuck out of here!" "These here my kids." "They are down in Miami..." "So I'm just trying to make a couples of bucks, you know." "They ok?" "They are fine." "I'm just trying to make some money." "Can you help me out?" "Maybe I can help you out, you know?" "If you need some help, I'll do what I can to get you back with your kids." "Maybe you need a warm bath, shower, some clothes..." "My son's room is empty if you want it." "And I'm sure my wife wouldn't mind if I did." " Pull the car." " I'm sorry." "No, just pull the car." "The car's still rolling, you can't get out of here." "Stop...the car." "They can't barely see you out there." "Are you in some kind of..." "Just drive the car." "Stop rite here." "Nothing that we can't fix." "Get out of the car." "They keys in the car, that's my wallet." "Turn around." "No, madam...no." "You don't have to do this." "Get down." "You really don't." "I can't." "You don't have to." " You just having a hard time." " No, I can't let you leave." "Oh God, my wife..." "my wife." " My daughter is having baby." " Shut the fuck up!" "I'm sorry." "I got a car, Sel." "We gotta go, alrite, you gotta drive." " It was out." " What, what's out?" "Sketches of us." "We all set." "So you'll get in tomorrow alrite?" "I always said I'll take you to the bus, I'll take it, you know." "Where I wanted to go." "I know I did...." "I did the fuck up!" "Maybe you can..." "help me?" "I don't know...if can forgive myself for..." "I'll come back to you, I'll come back." "I mean, we come back here and we go far far away." "Go." " No." " Selby, take that alrite." "You take it, and spend it, alrite." "2 whiskeys 2 beers." "2 whiskeys, 2 beers for the lady." " Leen." " Tom." "Hey, this is my only friend, Tom." "We got the fire outside, they all conversation kids." "Oh come on." " You run away first." " What?" "Yes you are, I wanna drive you out of here." "I gotta stay here by the phone for my gal." "Cause I gotta call her." "Cause she left, Tom." "She's just gonna come back, ok." "You've got a fucking wife and you tell me to come with you..." "What he fuck are you doing, man?" "Not you, Tom, not fucking you, Tom." "Fuck, man!" "You got some bucks to change?" "You want change?" "Yeah I gotta call my fucking gal." "Let's go, I got some change in my car." "So if you want, come over me." "My car is over there." "Yes, rite over there, you see?" "come here." "Man, what the fuck are you doing?" "Just the fucking call my gal." " Selby?" " Hi." "Oh man, it's good to hear your voice." "Yeah you too." "So, you back down here huh?" "Yeah, I came down to see what's going on." "Oh man, I'm glad to hear that." " Yeah?" " No, we all rite, because..." "They caught in here with some..." "warrant or something, you know." "But, I'm..." "Where are you now?" "In a motel room." "I wished I was there with you rite now." "But Leen...they went up to see my parents." "They were asking all kind of questions." "Yeah, you now well." "Let's better not talk in the phone here, you know..." "Because, because I don't know of there, you know..." "But...don't worry about that, Sel." "I mean that's some mistakes I've done to you, something, you know." "They've got nothing." "Besides just talk about us, you know?" "I can't Leen, my picture's on the paper." "From what we crashed the car." "Selby...what are you talking about?" "I'm talking about when we crashed the red car." "Why are you saying that?" "Cause I'm freaking out..." "they know me." "They know, and they've come after me, and I know, I'm gonna go down." "No, Selby, I wouldn't do that, you know, I would never do that ok." "So...just chill out here, ok?" "Why am I supposed to do that?" "You let me go down for something you did." "Selby, I didn't do anything." "Please, you know what I'm talking about." "What are you doing?" "I'm not doing anything." "Where's the money, Sel?" "What money?" "The money I gave you." "What are you talking about?" "I don't know what are you talking about, Leen." "Nothing, some change." "Yeah, I got that." "I just wanna leave, Leen." "I just want a normal happy life." "I don't know why you did this." "Cause I love you." "Cause I love you, and I never wanna lose you that's all." "I love you with all my heart, my soul, my mind." "And I never let you down, alrite." "Cause it was me." "It was only me." "I don't tell them that, ok." "That's over from me now." "I never gonna see you again." "Why you doing something like this, you know?" "But they can't..." "They can't end." "Thank you Judge." "I meet you rite in hell..." "Sentence a rite women to death." "And you are, you are a bunch of scum, you are." "Fate can move mountains." "Love would always run away." "Everything happens for a reason." "For yours, life, there's hope." "Hope..." "I gotta tell you something."