"[ School bell rings ] [ Students conversing ]" "[ Birds chirping ]" "[ Mid-tempo pop music plays ]" "Ashley?" "Ashley?" "Did you have a good weekend?" "How are things going at home?" "Me and Stacy went shopping." "How are things going with me and Stacy went shopping." "How are things going with your mom?" "Bought jeans." "That sounds fun." "How's everything going in class?" "That sounds fun." "How's everything going in class?" "Are you learning anything new?" "How's everything going in class?" "Are you learning anything new?" "Anything that you like?" "Reading "catcher in the rye." That was a good book." "Do you like it?" "What do you like about it?" "Is there anything you wanted to talk about?" "Ashley?" "Talk about?" "Ashley?" "Nothing on your mind we can" "Ashley?" "Nothing on your mind we can discuss?" "Nothing on your mind we can discuss?" "What happened to your hand?" "Discuss?" "What happened to your hand?" "Is that a cigarette burn?" "What happened to your hand?" "Is that a cigarette burn?" "Did you do that to yourself?" "Is that a cigarette burn?" "Did you do that to yourself?" "Or -- or did somebody do that to did you do that to yourself?" "Or -- or did somebody do that to you?" "Or -- or did somebody do that to you?" "Ashley, do you smoke?" "You?" "Ashley, do you smoke?" "Does your mother smoke?" "Ashley, do you smoke?" "Does your mother smoke?" "[ School bell rings ]" "Okay, guys, we're going to be talking about holden's character breakdown today, which everyone talking about holden's character breakdown today, which everyone was supposed to do last night breakdown today, which everyone was supposed to do last night for their homework." "Was supposed to do last night for their homework." "So, hopefully, you all did it." "For their homework." "So, hopefully, you all did it." "Um, let's all turn to page 75, so, hopefully, you all did it." "Um, let's all turn to page 75, please." "Um, let's all turn to page 75, please." "75 -- if everyone doesn't have a please." "75 -- if everyone doesn't have a book, just look on to the person 75 -- if everyone doesn't have a book, just look on to the person next to you..." "Book, just look on to the person next to you..." "♪ never fell next to you..." "♪ never fell like this before ♪" "♪ never fell like this before ♪ ♪ I can feel it, humanoid" "♪ looking out across the waves, I envision I am strong ♪" "♪ deep inside a wave, I still feel you in my base ♪" "♪ oh-oh ♪ don't..." "[ School bell rings ]" "♪ Don't..." "[ School bell rings ] All right, guys." "[ School bell rings ] All right, guys." "Make sure you finish chapter 14 all right, guys." "Make sure you finish chapter 14 for tomorrow." "Make sure you finish chapter 14 for tomorrow." "We're gonna talk about it, so for tomorrow." "We're gonna talk about it, so know it." "We're gonna talk about it, so know it." "Thank you." "Know it." "Thank you." "Have a great afternoon." "Thank you." "Have a great afternoon." "Don't forget your work tomorrow." "Have a great afternoon." "Don't forget your work tomorrow." "Hey, ash?" "Don't forget your work tomorrow." "Hey, ash?" "Ash?" "Hey, ash?" "Ash?" "How's everything?" "Ash?" "How's everything?" "Good." "How's everything?" "Good." "Um..." "See ya around?" "Good." "Um..." "See ya around?" "See you later." "Who are you?" "Sorry." "I see you all the time." "Sorry." "I see you all the time." "What's your name?" "I see you all the time." "What's your name?" "Ash..." "What's your name?" "Ash..." "[ School bell rings ]" "Ash..." "[ School bell rings ] What?" "[ School bell rings ] What?" "Ash..." "What?" "Ash..." "[ Sighs ]" "Ash..." "[ Sighs ] Huh?" "[ Sighs ] Huh?" "Ashley." "Huh?" "Ashley." "I see you looking at me." "Ashley." "I see you looking at me." "It's just kind of weird." "I see you looking at me." "It's just kind of weird." "I got to go." "[ Sighs ]" "[ School bell rings ] All right, welcome to "cooking with dad."" "All right, welcome to "cooking with dad." I'm your host, Manny." ""Cooking with dad." I'm your host, Manny." "Today, we're gonna be cooking a" "I'm your host, Manny." "Today, we're gonna be cooking a traditional Portuguese meal, today, we're gonna be cooking a traditional Portuguese meal, along with my daughter traditional Portuguese meal, along with my daughter jacqueline." "Along with my daughter jacqueline." "Ashley, get in here!" "Jacqueline." "Ashley, get in here!" "...Portugueserecipes..." "Ashley, get in here!" "...Portugueserecipes..." "[ Shuts TV off ] ...Portugueserecipes..." "[ Shuts TV off ] going through my shit again, [ shuts TV off ] Going through my shit again, huh?" "Have you?" "[ Turns TV on ] you're 17 years old." "[ Turns TV on ] You're 17 years old." "Just get your own shit!" "You're 17 years old." "Just get your own shit!" "You fucking listening to me?" "Just get your own shit!" "You fucking listening to me?" "[ Shuts TV off ]" "You fucking listening to me?" "[ Shuts TV off ] that shrink of yours called from [ shuts TV off ] That shrink of yours called from school." "That shrink of yours called from school." "What did you do now, you little school." "What did you do now, you little bitch, huh?" "What did you do now, you little bitch, huh?" "Wants me to take you downtown to bitch, huh?" "Wants me to take you downtown to some group-therapy thing at a wants me to take you downtown to some group-therapy thing at a hospital." "Some group-therapy thing at a hospital." "[ Turns TV on ]" "Hospital." "[ Turns TV on ] do you hear me?" "[ Turns TV on ] Do you hear me?" "[ Sighs ]" "Do you hear me?" "[ Sighs ] [ Shuts TV off ]" "[ Sighs ] [ Shuts TV off ] does he think you're crazy?" "[ Shuts TV off ] Does he think you're crazy?" "[ Turns TV on ]" "Does he think you're crazy?" "[ Turns TV on ] oh!" "Look at me!" "[ Turns TV on ] Oh!" "Look at me!" "I can't do this." "Oh!" "Look at me!" "I can't do this." "I can't take this shit!" "I can't do this." "I can't take this shit!" "Doyouwanttodo..." "I can't take this shit!" "Doyouwanttodo..." "He says you got some burn on doyouwanttodo..." "He says you got some burn on your arm." "He says you got some burn on your arm." "...Alittleportwinehere ." "Your arm." "...Alittleportwinehere ." "Did you do that?" "...alittleportwinehere ." "Did you do that?" "Took my lighter, didn't you?" "Did you do that?" "Took my lighter, didn't you?" "You know who gave me that?" "Took my lighter, didn't you?" "You know who gave me that?" "You know who gave me that?" "!" "You know who gave me that?" "You know who gave me that?" "!" "[ Glass shatters ]" "Ashley?" "Ashley?" "I asked you if you were gonna" "Ashley?" "I asked you if you were gonna participate?" "I asked you if you were gonna participate?" "You don't have anything to say." "Participate?" "You don't have anything to say." "No." "You don't have anything to say." "No." "You know, if you're not gonna no." "You know, if you're not gonna participate, there's really no you know, if you're not gonna participate, there's really no point in you coming." "Participate, there's really no point in you coming." "Didn't choose to be here." "Point in you coming." "Didn't choose to be here." "How do you expect to work on didn't choose to be here." "How do you expect to work on your problems if you're not how do you expect to work on your problems if you're not gonna talk about them?" "Your problems if you're not gonna talk about them?" "Hmm?" "Gonna talk about them?" "Hmm?" "Lay off her." "Hmm?" "Lay off her." "I mean, that's all you do." "Lay off her." "I mean, that's all you do." "You just push us, push us." "I mean, that's all you do." "You just push us, push us." "I mean, maybe some of us ain't you just push us, push us." "I mean, maybe some of us ain't got shit to say." "I mean, maybe some of us ain't got shit to say." "I recall you having plenty to got shit to say." "I recall you having plenty to say, James." "I recall you having plenty to say, James." "[ Chuckles ]" "Say, James." "[ Chuckles ] That's funny." "[ Chuckles ] That's funny." "Yeah, well, maybe she doesn't." "That's funny." "Yeah, well, maybe she doesn't." "It's not your turn to talk." "Yeah, well, maybe she doesn't." "It's not your turn to talk." "It's Ashley's turn." "It's not your turn to talk." "It's Ashley's turn." "Ashley, why don't you just tell it's Ashley's turn." "Ashley, why don't you just tell us something about yourself." "Ashley, why don't you just tell us something about yourself." "It's okay -- safe here." "Us something about yourself." "It's okay -- safe here." "Come on." "It's okay -- safe here." "Come on." "Anything." "Come on." "Anything." "She doesn't want to fucking anything." "She doesn't want to fucking talk!" "She doesn't want to fucking talk!" "Okay, can we please cut the talk!" "Okay, can we please cut the swearing?" "Okay, can we please cut the swearing?" ""We"?" "Swearing?" ""We"?" "I'm the only one fucking" ""we"?" "I'm the only one fucking swearing!" "I'm the only one fucking swearing!" "Shit, balls." "Swearing!" "Shit, balls." "No, if you're not gonna shit, balls." "No, if you're not gonna cooperate -- no, if you're not gonna cooperate -- this is bullshit!" "Cooperate -- this is bullshit!" "This is fucking bullshit!" "This is bullshit!" "This is fucking bullshit!" "Sit back down now." "This is fucking bullshit!" "Sit back down now." "Fuck you!" "Sit back down now." "Fuck you!" "Okay, that's it." "Fuck you!" "Okay, that's it." "Fuck you, you fucking bitch!" "Okay, that's it." "Fuck you, you fucking bitch!" "Get off me!" "Fuck you, you fucking bitch!" "Get off me!" "Don't fuck -- oh!" "Get off me!" "Don't fuck -- oh!" "You're out of here." "Don't fuck -- oh!" "You're out of here." "Oh, fuck!" "You're out of here." "Oh, fuck!" "Please stay here." "Oh, fuck!" "Please stay here." "[ Laughs ]" "Please stay here." "[ Laughs ] Do not leave here." "[ Laughs ] Do not leave here." "Don't worry." "Do not leave here." "Don't worry." "It happens all the time." "Don't worry." "It happens all the time." "Why don't you talk?" "It happens all the time." "Why don't you talk?" "Come on." "Why don't you talk?" "Come on." "What are you scared of?" "Come on." "What are you scared of?" "I won't bite you..." "What are you scared of?" "I won't bite you..." "[ Gruffly ] unless you want me i won't bite you..." "[ Gruffly ] unless you want me to." "[ Gruffly ] Unless you want me to." "[ Growls ]" "To." "[ Growls ] [ Laughs ]" "[ Growls ] [ Laughs ] [ Normal voice ] that's better." "[ No audio ]" "That's a nice lighter." "What?" "I said, that's a nice what?" "I said, that's a nice lighter." "I said, that's a nice lighter." "Dad gave it to me." "Lighter." "Dad gave it to me." "[ Chuckles ]" "Dad gave it to me." "[ Chuckles ] Your dad gave you a lighter?" "[ Chuckles ] Your dad gave you a lighter?" "Can I sit?" "Your dad gave you a lighter?" "Can I sit?" "Yeah." "Can I sit?" "Yeah." "I'm Vicky." "Yeah." "I'm Vicky." "Ashley." "I'm Vicky." "Ashley." "Can I get a light, Ashley?" "Nice." "Is it real?" "I don't know." "Is it real?" "I don't know." "Scratch it." "I don't know." "Scratch it." "What?" "Scratch it." "What?" "You know, like they do in the what?" "You know, like they do in the movies." "You know, like they do in the movies." "They scratch gold to see if it's movies." "They scratch gold to see if it's real or whatever, with, like, a they scratch gold to see if it's real or whatever, with, like, a knife." "Real or whatever, with, like, a knife." "[ Gasps ]" "Knife." "[ Gasps ] so cool." "[ Gasps ] So cool." "Your dad give you this, too?" "So cool." "Your dad give you this, too?" "I bought it." "Your dad give you this, too?" "I bought it." "Kick-ass." "I bought it." "Kick-ass." "I like it." "You, uh, go to school around here?" "I'm home-schooled." "Here?" "I'm home-schooled." "My parents are away right now." "I'm home-schooled." "My parents are away right now." "Want to come over?" "You want to?" "Huh?" "Come on." "Come on!" "Come on." "Come on!" "Come on!" "Come on!" "Come on!" "[ Chuckles ]" "♪ I'm much brighter than I used to be ♪ ♪ a shining star, baby than I used to be ♪ ♪ a shining star, baby ♪ I feel the air" "♪ a shining star, baby ♪ I feel the air underneath my feet ♪" "♪ I feel the air underneath my feet ♪ ♪ I feel it coming over me underneath my feet ♪ ♪ I feel it coming over me ♪ and I'm about to face Monday" "♪ I feel it coming over me ♪ and I'm about to face Monday ♪ it's kinda scary," "♪ and I'm about to face Monday ♪ it's kinda scary, but I'm all right ♪" "♪ it's kinda scary, but I'm all right ♪ ♪ I'm gonna give it everything but I'm all right ♪ ♪ I'm gonna give it everything this time ♪" "♪ I'm gonna give it everything this time ♪ ♪ I'm gonna put myself this time ♪ ♪ I'm gonna put myself on the line ♪" "♪ I'm gonna put myself on the line ♪ ♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa on the line ♪ ♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star" "♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa" "♪ I'm a shining star ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star" "♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star do you have a computer?" "♪ I'm a shining star do you have a computer?" "We can talk online." "Do you have a computer?" "We can talk online." "My screen name's we can talk online." "My screen name's "sappho girl 13."" "My screen name's "sappho girl 13." Sappho..." ""Sappho girl 13." Sappho..." "Girl 13, yeah." "Sappho..." "Girl 13, yeah." "♪ I'm a lot happier now girl 13, yeah." "♪ I'm a lot happier now ♪ thank you for showing me how" "♪ I'm a lot happier now ♪ thank you for showing me how ♪ how to be me" "♪ thank you for showing me how ♪ how to be me and how to stay strong ♪" "♪ how to be me and how to stay strong ♪ ♪ how to get myself and how to stay strong ♪ ♪ how to get myself off the ground ♪" "♪ how to get myself off the ground ♪ ♪ and I don't know..." "Off the ground ♪ ♪ and I don't know..." "So... ♪ And I don't know..." "So..." "You..." "So..." "You..." "Did this to yourself?" "You..." "Did this to yourself?" "Kind of." "Did this to yourself?" "Kind of." "[ Chuckles nervously ]" "Kind of." "[ Chuckles nervously ] Kind of?" "[ Chuckles nervously ] Kind of?" "♪ I'm a shining star kind of?" "♪ I'm a shining star I mean, no one did that to" "♪ I'm a shining star I mean, no one did that to you, right?" "I mean, no one did that to you, right?" "[ Sighs ]" "You, right?" "[ Sighs ] wow." "[ Sighs ] Wow." "♪ whoa, whoa, whoa who did..." "[ Moans ] Are you okay?" "[ Moans ] Are you okay?" "You want me to do it again?" "♪ I'm much brighter than I used to be ♪ ♪ a shining star, baby than I used to be ♪ ♪ a shining star, baby does it... ♪ A shining star, baby does it..." "♪ I feel the air..." "Does it..." "♪ I feel the air..." "Doesn't it hurt?" "♪ I feel the air..." "Doesn't it hurt?" "♪ I feel it coming over me doesn't it hurt?" "♪ I feel it coming over me yeah." "♪ I feel it coming over me yeah." "♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa yeah." "♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star" "♪ and whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a shining star ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa" "♪ I'm a shining star ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a hero" "♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ I'm a hero ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa" "♪ I'm a hero ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa" "♪ whoa, whoa, whoa ♪ whoa, whoa, whoa [ Sighs ]" "♪ And I'm okay to fade away" "♪ and I'm okay to fade away" "I-I can't." "Why not?" "I'm sorry." "You should go." "Please." "Go!" "♪ Who am I, when I think I'm something I'm not?" "♪ ♪ is it right that I gave it all" "I'm something I'm not?" "♪ ♪ is it right that I gave it all but nothing got?" "♪" "♪ is it right that I gave it all but nothing got?" "♪ ♪ and I'm scared, but nothing got?" "♪ ♪ and I'm scared, but I'm scared of giving up ♪" "♪ and I'm scared, but I'm scared of giving up ♪ ♪ well, time seems so long but I'm scared of giving up ♪ ♪ well, time seems so long without you ♪" "♪ well, time seems so long without you ♪ ♪ I put myself wrapped up without you ♪ ♪ I put myself wrapped up ♪ and everything seems so" "♪ I put myself wrapped up ♪ and everything seems so ♪ but I give it all," "♪ and everything seems so ♪ but I give it all, give it all to you ♪" "♪ but I give it all, give it all to you ♪ ♪ I'm waiting for something give it all to you ♪ ♪ I'm waiting for something more than a sip of the life ♪" "♪ I'm waiting for something more than a sip of the life ♪ ♪ I'm waiting more than a sip of the life ♪ ♪ I'm waiting for something real ♪" "♪ I'm waiting for something real ♪ ♪ so sweep me off my feet for something real ♪ ♪ so sweep me off my feet ♪ tell me I'm alive" "♪ so sweep me off my feet ♪ tell me I'm alive ♪ throw me up high" "♪ tell me I'm alive ♪ throw me up high ♪ catch me" "♪ throw me up high ♪ catch me ♪ I am alive" "♪ catch me ♪ I am alive ♪ hey, hey" "♪ I am alive ♪ hey, hey ♪ I am alive" "♪ hey, hey ♪ I am alive ♪ hey, hey" "♪ I am alive ♪ hey, hey ♪ I want it more" "♪ hey, hey ♪ I want it more than I've ever wanted before ♪" "♪ I want it more than I've ever wanted before ♪ ♪ and I'm tired than I've ever wanted before ♪ ♪ and I'm tired of giving up, giving up ♪" "♪ and I'm tired of giving up, giving up ♪ ♪ and I'm sick and tired of giving up, giving up ♪ ♪ and I'm sick and tired of all the nights" "♪ and I'm sick and tired of all the nights where we laid in bed of all the nights where we laid in bed and gave up the fight ♪" "Where we laid in bed and gave up the fight ♪ ♪ I'm thinking about you, and gave up the fight ♪ ♪ I'm thinking about you, where we would be ♪" "♪ I'm thinking about you, where we would be ♪ ♪ I'd give nothing more where we would be ♪ ♪ I'd give nothing more than to be ♪" "♪ I'd give nothing more than to be ♪ ♪ waiting for something more than to be ♪ ♪ waiting for something more than a sip of the life ♪" "♪ waiting for something more than a sip of the life ♪ ♪ I'm waiting for than a sip of the life ♪ ♪ I'm waiting for something real ♪" "♪ I'm waiting for something real ♪ ♪ something to hold onto something real ♪ ♪ something to hold onto ♪ I'm waiting for something more" "♪ something to hold onto ♪ I'm waiting for something more than a sip of the life ♪" "♪ I'm waiting for something real ♪ ♪ so sweep me off my feet something real ♪ ♪ so sweep me off my feet ♪ tell me I'm alive" "♪ so sweep me off my feet ♪ tell me I'm alive ♪ throw me up high" "♪ tell me I'm alive ♪ throw me up high ♪ catch me" "♪ throw me up high ♪ catch me ♪ oh, I am alive" "♪ catch me ♪ oh, I am alive ♪ I am alive yes, but I don't see why that's needed." "Well, that's what I'm asking." "That's needed." "Well, that's what I'm asking." "So, she'll be coming here." "Well, that's what I'm asking." "So, she'll be coming here." "Fine." "So, she'll be coming here." "Fine." "Asshole!" "Fine." "Asshole!" "Your school therapist." "Asshole!" "Your school therapist." "So now, because of you and that your school therapist." "So now, because of you and that burn mark on your arm, we're so now, because of you and that burn mark on your arm, we're gonna be visited by a social burn mark on your arm, we're gonna be visited by a social worker." "Gonna be visited by a social worker." "Fan-fucking-tastic!" "Worker." "Fan-fucking-tastic!" "Do you understand what that fan-fucking-tastic!" "Do you understand what that means?" "Do you understand what that means?" "God!" "You..." "Means?" "God!" "You..." "You do nothing to help me!" "God!" "You..." "You do nothing to help me!" "Nothing!" "You do nothing to help me!" "Nothing!" "Listen to me, you little bitch." "Nothing!" "Listen to me, you little bitch." "You don't start responding to listen to me, you little bitch." "You don't start responding to me, I'm gonna take your precious you don't start responding to me, I'm gonna take your precious computer out of here." "Me, I'm gonna take your precious computer out of here." "And then you got nothing!" "Computer out of here." "And then you got nothing!" "Please!" "Don't take it!" "And then you got nothing!" "Please!" "Don't take it!" "I'm sorry, mom." "Please!" "Don't take it!" "I'm sorry, mom." "That's more like it." "Have this room cleaned up by the time I get back." "And I don't want to hear from time I get back." "And I don't want to hear from the fucking counselor again." "[ Piano playing mid-tempo jazz ]" "What are you doing?" "I can't sleep." "[ String instruments playing mid-tempo classical music ]" "[ Choir vocalizing ]" "[ No audio ]" "[ No audio ]" "Hey, drink." "[ Laughs ] all right." "[ Laughs ] All right." "Here, I'll help." "All right." "Here, I'll help." "[ Rock music plays on radio ]" "Here, I'll help." "[ Rock music plays on radio ] ho-ho!" "[ Rock music plays on radio ] Ho-ho!" "Crazy bitches." "Ho-ho!" "Crazy bitches." "I love it." "Crazy bitches." "I love it." "Of course you do, Randall." "I love it." "Of course you do, Randall." "Hey." "Of course you do, Randall." "Hey." "Now try it on your own from the hey." "Now try it on your own from the bottle, girl, and I'll give you now try it on your own from the bottle, girl, and I'll give you another little kiss." "[ Laughs ] [ Choking ] Oh, there you go!" "[ Choking ] Oh, there you go!" "Smooth, huh?" "Oh, there you go!" "Smooth, huh?" "This is gonna be good." "Smooth, huh?" "This is gonna be good." "Who is this girl, anyway?" "This is gonna be good." "Who is this girl, anyway?" "Shut up!" "Who is this girl, anyway?" "Shut up!" "Keep your eyes on the road." "Shut up!" "Keep your eyes on the road." "You want me." "Keep your eyes on the road." "You want me." "I know it." "You want me." "I know it." "I see how you look at me." "I know it." "I see how you look at me." "Mm-hmm." "I see how you look at me." "Mm-hmm." "[ Laughs ]" "Mm-hmm." "[ Laughs ] ow!" "Ow!" "[ Laughs ] Ow!" "Ow!" "Ow!" "You're -- you're hurting me!" "Ow!" "Ow!" "Ow!" "You're -- you're hurting me!" "Ow!" "Ow!" "You're -- you're hurting me!" "Ow!" "Fuck!" "Ow!" "Fuck!" "You really are some kind of fuck!" "You really are some kind of freak." "You really are some kind of freak." "No, no, don't stop." "Freak." "No, no, don't stop." "Why'd you stop?" "No, no, don't stop." "Why'd you stop?" "Because Ashley here is a why'd you stop?" "Because Ashley here is a freak who fucking pulled my because Ashley here is a freak who fucking pulled my hair." "Freak who fucking pulled my hair." "Drive her back to the park!" "Hair." "Drive her back to the park!" "Wh-- drive her back to the park!" "Wh-- I said, do it!" "Wh-- I said, do it!" "This is getting good!" "I said, do it!" "This is getting good!" "Just do it!" "This is getting good!" "Just do it!" "Fine, fine." "Just do it!" "Fine, fine." "Just chill out." "Fine, fine." "Just chill out." "Ow." "[ String instruments play mid-tempo classical music ]" "[ Door opens ]" "[ Woman singing in foreign language ] Ashley?" "In foreign language ] Ashley?" "Ashley?" "!" "Ashley?" "Ashley?" "!" "[ Singing continues ]" "Ashley?" "!" "[ Singing continues ] help me brush my hair?" "[ Sighs ] Don't look at me like that." "Just help me." "Gentle!" "Careful." "[ Singing continues ]" "That's nice." "That's good." "Your hair is messy." "I used to brush your hair all the time when you were little." "Here." "See?" "You can go now." "[ Choir singing in foreign language ]" "Hi." "[ Birds chirping ] name's chico." "[ Birds chirping ] Name's chico." "You know, like the name's chico." "You know, like the Marx brothers?" "You know, like the Marx brothers?" "You know, like groucho and Harpo" "Marx brothers?" "You know, like groucho and Harpo and zeppo and chico." "You know, like groucho and Harpo and zeppo and chico." "You know gummo?" "And zeppo and chico." "You know gummo?" "He's the fifth Marx brother." "You know gummo?" "He's the fifth Marx brother." "He left before they hit big." "I see you on the bus a lot." "And I always thought you looked cool." "And I always thought you looked cool." "I wanted to talk to you." "...againstPhiladelphia." "And Colorado, a victory..." "[ Door slams ]" "And Colorado, a victory..." "[ Door slams ] ...Will be a game 7." "[ Door slams ] ...Will be a game 7." "We'll see whether or not that ...will be a game 7." "We'll see whether or not that holds up here in this game 7." "We'll see whether or not that holds up here in this game 7." "Hello." "Holds up here in this game 7." "Hello." "Say hello to bill, Ashley." "Hello." "Say hello to bill, Ashley." "Hi." "Say hello to bill, Ashley." "Hi." "Hi." "Hi." "Hi." "Herecomesshanahan." "Hi." "Herecomesshanahan." "Your mom didn't tell me you herecomesshanahan." "Your mom didn't tell me you had her good looks." "Your mom didn't tell me you had her good looks." "Say thank you, Ashley." "Had her good looks." "Say thank you, Ashley." "[ Softly ] Thank you." "Say thank you, Ashley." "[ Softly ] Thank you." "Say thank you, Ashley." "[ Softly ] Thank you." "Say thank you, Ashley." "[ Louder ] Thank you." "Say thank you, Ashley." "[ Louder ] Thank you." "You're welcome." "[ Louder ] Thank you." "You're welcome." "Gonna have dinner with us?" "You're welcome." "Gonna have dinner with us?" "[ Chuckles ]" "Gonna have dinner with us?" "[ Chuckles ] listen." "[ Chuckles ] Listen." "I hope we're gonna have dinner listen." "I hope we're gonna have dinner soon, 'cause I'm starving." "I hope we're gonna have dinner soon, 'cause I'm starving." "It's almost ready." "Soon, 'cause I'm starving." "It's almost ready." "All right." "It's almost ready." "All right." "Whata blastdownthe chut!" "All right." "Whata blastdownthe chut!" "What do you think of him?" "Please." "Can we just have a normal conversation for once in our can we just have a normal conversation for once in our lives?" "Conversation for once in our lives?" "You saying anything would be lives?" "You saying anything would be great." "I don't like him." "Of course you don't." "Just don't screw this up for me again with your charming just don't screw this up for me again with your charming personality." "Just fucking forget it." "Let's get dinner on the table." "I hope everyone's ready for a let's get dinner on the table." "I hope everyone's ready for a delicious meal of veal and i hope everyone's ready for a delicious meal of veal and asparagus." "Delicious meal of veal and asparagus." "I like your dream come true, asparagus." "I like your dream come true, Stacy." "I like your dream come true, Stacy." "You're gonna make me blush," "Stacy." "You're gonna make me blush, mister." "You're gonna make me blush, mister." "Yeah, well, it's my job." "Mister." "Yeah, well, it's my job." "Ashley..." "Yeah, well, it's my job." "Ashley..." "You know what veal is?" "Ashley..." "You know what veal is?" "It's baby cow." "You know what veal is?" "It's baby cow." "Mm-hmm." "It's baby cow." "Mm-hmm." "Yeah." "Mm-hmm." "Yeah." "Young, tender, juicy." "Yeah." "Young, tender, juicy." "[ Clears throat ]" "Young, tender, juicy." "[ Clears throat ] I'm a little concerned about her [ clears throat ] I'm a little concerned about her appetite, not eating a damn" "I'm a little concerned about her appetite, not eating a damn thing." "Appetite, not eating a damn thing." "Ashley, eat." "Thing." "Ashley, eat." "I'm not hungry." "Ashley, eat." "I'm not hungry." "Eat your food." "I'm not hungry." "Eat your food." "You know, I really love what eat your food." "You know, I really love what you did with the place." "You know, I really love what you did with the place." "It's really nice." "You did with the place." "It's really nice." "You think?" "It's really nice." "You think?" "Yeah, yeah." "You think?" "Yeah, yeah." "I especially like this whole yeah, yeah." "I especially like this whole inverted-wine-glass thing." "I especially like this whole inverted-wine-glass thing." "Very clever." "Inverted-wine-glass thing." "Very clever." "[ Laughs ]" "Very clever." "[ Laughs ] Sure." "[ Laughs ] Sure." "You've done a really nice job." "Sure." "You've done a really nice job." "Thank you." "You've done a really nice job." "Thank you." "Yeah." "[ Stacy, bill moaning ] [ Rock music playing on laptop ]" "[ Laptop beeps ]" "♪ Don't give it away now ♪ ♪ don't give it away ♪" "♪ can't you see... ♪" "♪ don't give it away now ♪" "♪ don't give it away to everyone ♪" "♪ don't give it away now ♪" "♪ can't you see... ♪" "[ Cellphone ringing ] [ Music stops ]" "Hello?" "Homestarch?" "Yeah." "Homestarch?" "Yeah." "Hi." "Yeah." "Hi." "Hi." "Hi." "Hi." "You have a name?" "Hi." "You have a name?" "Yeah." "You have a name?" "Yeah." "Are you gonna tell me it?" "Yeah." "Are you gonna tell me it?" "Ashley." "Are you gonna tell me it?" "Ashley." "Hello, Ashley." "Ashley." "Hello, Ashley." "So, you're Candice." "Hello, Ashley." "So, you're Candice." "Yeah." "So, you're Candice." "Yeah." "What's the matter, shy?" "Yeah." "What's the matter, shy?" "[ Chuckles ]" "What's the matter, shy?" "[ Chuckles ] That's cute." "[ Chuckles ] That's cute." "I'm usually the shy one." "That's cute." "I'm usually the shy one." "You are?" "I'm usually the shy one." "You are?" "Yeah." "You are?" "Yeah." "Hmm." "Yeah." "Hmm." "So, you sound like a nice hmm." "So, you sound like a nice girl." "So, you sound like a nice girl." "What are you doing talking to girl." "What are you doing talking to strangers online and giving them what are you doing talking to strangers online and giving them your number?" "Strangers online and giving them your number?" "Oh, the horror." "Your number?" "Oh, the horror." "I don't know." "Oh, the horror." "I don't know." "I was just kidding, Ashley." "So, you talk to a lot of girls?" "I do..." "Girls?" "I do..." "But not like this." "I do..." "But not like this." "They don't have sweet voices." "But not like this." "They don't have sweet voices." "God, that sounded cheeseball." "They don't have sweet voices." "God, that sounded cheeseball." "Crack a smile?" "God, that sounded cheeseball." "Crack a smile?" "You did, didn't you?" "Crack a smile?" "You did, didn't you?" "Maybe." "You did, didn't you?" "Maybe." "Hey, you may be shy, but you maybe." "Hey, you may be shy, but you got a lot of guts, letting a hey, you may be shy, but you got a lot of guts, letting a complete stranger call you." "Got a lot of guts, letting a complete stranger call you." "I'm glad you let me." "Complete stranger call you." "I'm glad you let me." "Gets lonely sometimes." "I'm glad you let me." "Gets lonely sometimes." "Mm-hmm." "Gets lonely sometimes." "Mm-hmm." "You don't have a job?" "Mm-hmm." "You don't have a job?" "Um, not really, no." "You don't have a job?" "Um, not really, no." "I inherited a ton of money when um, not really, no." "I inherited a ton of money when my parents passed away." "I inherited a ton of money when my parents passed away." "So, I really don't have to worry my parents passed away." "So, I really don't have to worry about anything." "So, I really don't have to worry about anything." "Money-related, that is." "About anything." "Money-related, that is." "Cool." "Money-related, that is." "Cool." "Sorry about your parents." "Cool." "Sorry about your parents." "Thanks, Ashley." "Sorry about your parents." "Thanks, Ashley." "You know what?" "Thanks, Ashley." "You know what?" "You made my day." "You know what?" "You made my day." "You're different than the you made my day." "You're different than the others." "You're different than the others." "What usually happens in these others." "What usually happens in these chat thingies is, half the time what usually happens in these chat thingies is, half the time they start talking dirty, get chat thingies is, half the time they start talking dirty, get off, and that's it." "They start talking dirty, get off, and that's it." "The other half of the time, off, and that's it." "The other half of the time, they're men, as if they can fool the other half of the time, they're men, as if they can fool me." "They're men, as if they can fool me." "Are you still there?" "Me." "Are you still there?" "Yeah, I can hear you breathing." "Are you still there?" "Yeah, I can hear you breathing." "I'm not boring you, am I?" "Yeah, I can hear you breathing." "I'm not boring you, am I?" "No." "I'm not boring you, am I?" "No." "So, what do you do, Ashley?" "No." "So, what do you do, Ashley?" "I'm a student, high school." "So, what do you do, Ashley?" "I'm a student, high school." "What do you do for fun?" "I'm a student, high school." "What do you do for fun?" "Do you have any hobbies?" "What do you do for fun?" "Do you have any hobbies?" "I like to paint." "Do you have any hobbies?" "I like to paint." "Nice!" "Really?" "I like to paint." "Nice!" "Really?" "I actually consider myself an nice!" "Really?" "I actually consider myself an artist." "I actually consider myself an artist." "I paint, too." "Artist." "I paint, too." "Kick-ass." "I paint, too." "Kick-ass." "[ Chuckles ]" "Kick-ass." "[ Chuckles ] You're cute." "[ Chuckles ] You're cute." "Would you mind if I called you you're cute." "Would you mind if I called you again?" "Would you mind if I called you again?" "Or I can give you my number, and again?" "Or I can give you my number, and you can call me." "Or I can give you my number, and you can call me." "Either way, I'd love to talk you can call me." "Either way, I'd love to talk again." "Either way, I'd love to talk again." "Okay." "Again." "Okay." "Really?" "Got a pen?" "Okay." "Really?" "Got a pen?" "The number's on my phone." "Really?" "Got a pen?" "The number's on my phone." "Oh, yeah, right." "The number's on my phone." "Oh, yeah, right." "You have to go?" "Oh, yeah, right." "You have to go?" "No." "Guess not." "You have to go?" "No." "Guess not." "Cool." "No." "Guess not." "Cool." "Okay, let's begin with your cool." "Okay, let's begin with your background, Ms. Collins." "Okay, let's begin with your background, Ms. Collins." "My background?" "Background, Ms. Collins." "My background?" "Yes." "My background?" "Yes." "I think that's irrelevant." "Yes." "I think that's irrelevant." "You don't want to tell me" "I think that's irrelevant." "You don't want to tell me about it?" "You don't want to tell me about it?" "Okay, let's try something else." "About it?" "Okay, let's try something else." "What do you do for a living?" "Okay, let's try something else." "What do you do for a living?" "I'm a waitress." "What do you do for a living?" "I'm a waitress." "Okay." "I'm a waitress." "Okay." "Pays the bills." "Okay." "Pays the bills." "And are you currently in any pays the bills." "And are you currently in any relationships?" "And are you currently in any relationships?" "No, not really." "Relationships?" "No, not really." "Not really?" "No, not really." "Not really?" "I just started seeing not really?" "I just started seeing someone, but it's early." "I just started seeing someone, but it's early." "What does this have to do with someone, but it's early." "What does this have to do with anything?" "What does this have to do with anything?" "And Ashley is 17, correct?" "Anything?" "And Ashley is 17, correct?" "Yes." "And Ashley is 17, correct?" "Yes." "And she's the only child?" "Yes." "And she's the only child?" "Yes." "And she's the only child?" "Yes." "May I ask why you need to know yes." "May I ask why you need to know all this?" "May I ask why you need to know all this?" "I just would like to all this?" "I just would like to understand all aspects of" "I just would like to understand all aspects of Ashley's home life so I can understand all aspects of Ashley's home life so I can better assess the situation." "Ashley's home life so I can better assess the situation." ""Assess the situation"?" "Better assess the situation." ""Assess the situation"?" "What does that mean?" ""Assess the situation"?" "What does that mean?" "If this environment isn't what does that mean?" "If this environment isn't safe -- if this environment isn't safe -- I provide for my child." "Safe -- I provide for my child." "There's more to providing" "I provide for my child." "There's more to providing than paying the bills." "There's more to providing than paying the bills." "What if I told you to leave than paying the bills." "What if I told you to leave my house?" "What if I told you to leave my house?" "That wouldn't be the best my house?" "That wouldn't be the best course of action." "That wouldn't be the best course of action." "Get out." "Course of action." "Get out." "Ms. Collins." "Get out." "Ms. Collins." "Now." "Ms. Collins." "Now." "If my report says that this now." "If my report says that this is an unsafe environment for if my report says that this is an unsafe environment for Ashley, the state will take her is an unsafe environment for Ashley, the state will take her from you." "Ashley, the state will take her from you." "Do you want that to happen?" "[ Sighs ] Okay." "Talk about your background." "[ Birds chirping ]" "♪ I wake up and you're gone ♪ TV's still on ♪ and I sit," "♪ TV's still on ♪ and I sit, and I watch another rerun ♪" "♪ and I sit, and I watch another rerun ♪ ♪ she is left all alone and I watch another rerun ♪ ♪ she is left all alone ♪ her lover's gone to sea" "♪ she is left all alone ♪ her lover's gone to sea ♪ and I can't help but feel" "♪ her lover's gone to sea ♪ and I can't help but feel she is just like me ♪" "♪ and I can't help but feel she is just like me ♪ ♪ and I gave all I could, she is just like me ♪ ♪ and I gave all I could, but it wasn't... ♪" "♪ and I gave all I could, but it wasn't... ♪ why?" "But it wasn't... ♪ why?" "Why?" "!" "Why?" "Why?" "!" "I like girls." "Why?" "!" "I like girls." "What?" "I like girls." "What?" "I don't like boys." "What?" "I don't like boys." "♪ I don't know why..." "I don't like boys." "♪ I don't know why..." "You li" "♪ I don't know why..." "You li-- ♪ my heart still beats you li-- ♪ my heart still beats why didn't you tell " "♪ my heart still beats why didn't you tell -- ♪ why I can't feel why didn't you tell -- ♪ why I can't feel anything ♪" "♪ why I can't feel anything ♪ ♪ but I gave all I could anything ♪ ♪ but I gave all I could ♪ but it wasn't good enough" "♪ but I gave all I could ♪ but it wasn't good enough ♪ and you say you would be here" "♪ but it wasn't good enough ♪ and you say you would be here before I woke up ♪" "♪ and you say you would be here before I woke up ♪ I'd like to try an exercise before I woke up ♪ I'd like to try an exercise today." "I'd like to try an exercise today." "Ashley?" "Today." "Ashley?" "Would you try this for me," "Ashley?" "Would you try this for me, please?" "Would you try this for me, please?" "Okay." "Please?" "Okay." "I want you to picture yourself okay." "I want you to picture yourself lying on a beach." "I want you to picture yourself lying on a beach." "The sun is perfectly warm, and lying on a beach." "The sun is perfectly warm, and you hear the waves crashing into the sun is perfectly warm, and you hear the waves crashing into the sand." "You hear the waves crashing into the sand." "And I want you to take a deep the sand." "And I want you to take a deep breath in and hold it." "And I want you to take a deep breath in and hold it." "Now release it." "Breath in and hold it." "Now release it." "Good." "Now release it." "Good." "And I'd like you to do that two good." "And I'd like you to do that two more times, slowly." "And I'd like you to do that two more times, slowly." "Now picture yourself walking more times, slowly." "Now picture yourself walking into a building." "Now picture yourself walking into a building." "And a strong-armed security into a building." "And a strong-armed security guard confronts you." "And a strong-armed security guard confronts you." "But he sees you, and he knows guard confronts you." "But he sees you, and he knows you." "But he sees you, and he knows you." "He smiles." "He places his arm around you, and you feel safe, secure." "As you move on from there..." "And you feel safe, secure." "As you move on from there..." "Ashley?" "As you move on from there..." "Ashley?" "Is everything okay?" "Ashley?" "Is everything okay?" "Ashley, what's wrong?" "Is everything okay?" "Ashley, what's wrong?" "[ Wailing ]" "Ashley, what's wrong?" "[ Wailing ] Ashley?" "Is it something in the meditation?" "Which part?" "Meditation?" "Which part?" "[ Crying ] The man!" "Which part?" "[ Crying ] The man!" "The man who put his arm [ crying ] The man!" "The man who put his arm around you?" "The man who put his arm around you?" "You thought of your father, around you?" "You thought of your father, passed away." "You thought of your father, passed away." "So sorry." "Passed away." "So sorry." "When he was alive, did he give so sorry." "When he was alive, did he give you this feeling of security?" "Sometimes." "Only sometimes?" "Why didn't he make you feel only sometimes?" "Why didn't he make you feel secure all the time?" "Why didn't he make you feel secure all the time?" "Did he hurt you?" "How?" "He..." "He..." "He..." "He..." "[ School bell rings ]" "He..." "[ School bell rings ] Wait." "[ School bell rings ] Wait." "Ashley, look." "Wait." "Ashley, look." "Your father betrayed your trust" "Ashley, look." "Your father betrayed your trust in him, but you don't have to your father betrayed your trust in him, but you don't have to feel ashamed." "In him, but you don't have to feel ashamed." "There are good people out there feel ashamed." "There are good people out there who want to help you, okay?" "Okay, guys." "So, what did we learn about this one?" "So, what did we learn about this one?" "Yes." "One?" "Yes." "He was really annoying." "Yes." "He was really annoying." "Okay." "He was really annoying." "Okay." "I guess I can give you that one." "Okay." "I guess I can give you that one." "Guys, holden reflected on how he" "I guess I can give you that one." "Guys, holden reflected on how he felt everybody was phony." "Guys, holden reflected on how he felt everybody was phony." "But what did we learn about him felt everybody was phony." "But what did we learn about him at the end of the book?" "Ashley?" "Ashley?" "What did we learn at the end of" "Ashley?" "What did we learn at the end of the book about holden?" "What did we learn at the end of the book about holden?" "Ash?" "The book about holden?" "Ash?" "I, uh, you know me, right?" "Ash?" "I, uh, you know me, right?" "No." "I, uh, you know me, right?" "No." "No?" "No." "No?" "Not really." "No?" "Not really." "You know my name?" "Not really." "You know my name?" "Steve?" "You know my name?" "Steve?" "Yeah, that's it." "Steve?" "Yeah, that's it." "I was wondering, you want to yeah, that's it." "I was wondering, you want to kick it sometime?" "I was wondering, you want to kick it sometime?" "I don't know." "Kick it sometime?" "I don't know." "You don't know?" "I don't know." "You don't know?" "No." "You don't know?" "No." "All right." "No." "All right." "Catch you later." "Oh, shit." "Lose something?" "I can't find my debit card." "Lose something?" "I can't find my debit card." "Maybe you left it at the" "I can't find my debit card." "Maybe you left it at the market." "Maybe you left it at the market." "I have to go back." "Market." "I have to go back." "I'll go back for you." "I have to go back." "I'll go back for you." "I'll get it." "I'll go back for you." "I'll get it." "It's okay." "I'll get it." "I'll get it." "It's okay." "I'll get it." "You sure?" "It's okay." "I'll get it." "You sure?" "Yeah, I'll handle it." "You sure?" "Yeah, I'll handle it." "Okay." "Yeah, I'll handle it." "Okay." "See you later." "Hey." "What's new, pussycat?" "Your mom went back to the store." "What's new, pussycat?" "Your mom went back to the store." "I think she left something your mom went back to the store." "I think she left something there." "You mind if I watch TV?" "Hmm?" "Oh, thanks." "[ Turns TV on ] If you're cooking with us t home, and you're using if you're cooking with us t home, and you're using medium-high heat, you, too, can home, and you're using medium-high heat, you, too, can turn the pan down if it looks" "medium-high heat, you, too, can turn the pan down if it looks like it's getting a little too turn the pan down if it looks like it's getting a little too hot..." "Like it's getting a little too hot..." "It's your mom's favorite hot..." "It's your mom's favorite show." "It's your mom's favorite show." "...Overmedium-highheatte show." "...Overmedium-highheatte whole team." "...overmedium-highheatte whole team." "She's crazy about that shit." "Whole team." "She's crazy about that shit." "By now you'd think she'd be a she's crazy about that shit." "By now you'd think she'd be a better cook." "By now you'd think she'd be a better cook." "[ Chuckles ]" "Better cook." "[ Chuckles ] incidentally,wewantedto [ chuckles ] Incidentally,wewantedto give a huge shout-out to our incidentally,wewantedto give a huge shout-out to our friend..." "Give a huge shout-out to our friend..." "[ Audience cheers]" "Friend..." "[ Audience cheers] so..." "[ Audience cheers] So..." "How's everything at school?" "So..." "How's everything at school?" "...Lots of great stuff and how's everything at school?" "...Lots of great stuff and lots of fabulous clothes and ...lots of great stuff and lots of fabulous clothes and little accessories, but many of lots of fabulous clothes and little accessories, but many of the stores also have..." "Little accessories, but many of the stores also have..." "I'm kind of worried about the stores also have..." "I'm kind of worried about you, you know?" "I'm kind of worried about you, you know?" "You..." "You, you know?" "You..." "...Andtheyhookedusup you..." "...Andtheyhookedusup today andtheyhookedusup today..." "Not too much to say." "Today..." "Not too much to say." "Huge,bigshout-outto not too much to say." "Huge,bigshout-outto target." "Huge,bigshout-outto target." "[ Audience cheers]" "Target." "[ Audience cheers] all right." "[ Audience cheers] All right." "Drawing pictures, huh?" "All right." "Drawing pictures, huh?" "We'regonnado acoupleof drawing pictures, huh?" "We'regonnado acoupleof qas." "We'regonnado acoupleof qas." "I'd say you like skin and qas." "I'd say you like skin and bones." "I'd say you like skin and bones." "Wegotacoupleofminutes bones." "Wegotacoupleofminutes here while we're..." "Wegotacoupleofminutes here while we're..." "What happened to your hand?" "Here while we're..." "What happened to your hand?" "You know, that burn there." "What happened to your hand?" "You know, that burn there." ""Do you have any advice for you know, that burn there." ""Do you have any advice for me?"" ""Do you have any advice for me?" Ah, if the chicken is sticking me?" Ah, if the chicken is sticking to the pan it's because the pan ah, if the chicken is sticking to the pan it's because the pan is not hot enough, or you" "to the pan it's because the pan is not hot enough, or you haven't allowed it..." "Is not hot enough, or you haven't allowed it..." "Let me see that." "Haven't allowed it..." "Let me see that." "So,don'tforcethe chicke." "Let me see that." "So,don'tforcethe chicke." "Let it get really brown, and as so,don'tforcethe chicke." "Let it get really brown, and as it starts to pull away..." "Let it get really brown, and as it starts to pull away..." "What is all that?" "It starts to pull away..." "What is all that?" "My goodness." "What is all that?" "My goodness." "Don'tforceit andmakesue my goodness." "Don'tforceit andmakesue the pan's very hot before you don'tforceit andmakesue the pan's very hot before you add the chicken to it." "The pan's very hot before you add the chicken to it." "Are you doing that to add the chicken to it." "Are you doing that to yourself?" "Are you doing that to yourself?" "What happened there?" "Yourself?" "What happened there?" "Nice,drymeatbeforeitgs  what happened there?" "Nice,drymeatbeforeitgs  into the hot oil, okay?" "Nice,drymeatbeforeitgs  into the hot oil, okay?" "[ Sighs ]" "Into the hot oil, okay?" "[ Sighs ] Sure." "Noproblem." "[ Sighs ] Sure." "Noproblem." "Do you have a question for us sure." "Noproblem." "Do you have a question for us from out in L.A.?" "Do you have a question for us from out in L.A.?" "Igotawonderfulquestion from out in L.A.?" "Igotawonderfulquestion here from Corey." "Igotawonderfulquestion here from Corey." "Fire away, Corey." "Here from Corey." "Fire away, Corey." "Hi,Corey." "Fire away, Corey." "Hi,Corey." "Justwonderingaboutthe  hi,Corey." "Justwonderingaboutthe  shallots here on the train, and justwonderingaboutthe  shallots here on the train, and i was wondering why we're using shallots here on the train, and i was wondering why we're using those and what the benefit is." "I was wondering why we're using those and what the benefit is." "Okay." "Those and what the benefit is." "Okay." "What are you doing?" "Okay." "What are you doing?" "Nothing." "What are you doing?" "Nothing." "Get away from her!" "Nothing." "Get away from her!" "I wasn't doing anything." "Get away from her!" "I wasn't doing anything." "Get out of my house!" "I wasn't doing anything." "Get out of my house!" "Get out of my house now." "Get out of my house!" "Get out of my house now." "Stop being upset." "Get out of my house now." "Stop being upset." "I wasn't doing nothing." "Stop being upset." "I wasn't doing nothing." "What were you doing on her?" "I wasn't doing nothing." "What were you doing on her?" "I wasn't on her." "What were you doing on her?" "I wasn't on her." "You were touching her!" "I wasn't on her." "You were touching her!" "It's my daughter!" "You were touching her!" "It's my daughter!" "Okay!" "It's my daughter!" "Okay!" "Get out!" "Okay!" "Get out!" "Get the fuck out!" "Get out!" "Get the fuck out!" "What were you doing?" "!" "Get the fuck out!" "What were you doing?" "!" "What were you thinking?" "!" "What were you doing?" "!" "What were you thinking?" "!" "Fuck!" "Answer me!" "What were you thinking?" "!" "Fuck!" "Answer me!" "Answer me!" "Go to your fucking room!" "[ Crying ]" "[ Exhales deeply ]" "[ Ringing ] Hello?" "Is this Ashley?" "Hello?" "Is this Ashley?" "Hi." "Is this Ashley?" "Hi." "How are you?" "Hi." "How are you?" "Well, I'm glad you called." "How are you?" "Well, I'm glad you called." "I'm lonely." "Well, I'm glad you called." "I'm lonely." "You are?" "I'm lonely." "You are?" "I've thought about you." "You are?" "I've thought about you." "Really?" "I've thought about you." "Really?" "Not in a weird way." "Really?" "Not in a weird way." "It was fun when we talked." "Not in a weird way." "It was fun when we talked." "Yeah." "It was fun when we talked." "Yeah." "What are you doing?" "Yeah." "What are you doing?" "I think it's really cool that what are you doing?" "I think it's really cool that you're an artist, too." "I think it's really cool that you're an artist, too." "[ Chuckles ]" "You're an artist, too." "[ Chuckles ] I'm always attracted to artists, [ chuckles ] I'm always attracted to artists, for some reason." "I'm always attracted to artists, for some reason." "Hey, Ashley, can I ask you a for some reason." "Hey, Ashley, can I ask you a question?" "Hey, Ashley, can I ask you a question?" "Yes." "Question?" "Yes." "Did you come online to meet yes." "Did you come online to meet someone to just..." "Just chat?" "Did you come online to meet someone to just..." "Just chat?" "Chat." "Someone to just..." "Just chat?" "Chat." "Or have you ever..." "Chat." "Or have you ever..." "I touch myself." "Or have you ever..." "I touch myself." "You do?" "I touch myself." "You do?" "Do you want to now?" "You do?" "Do you want to now?" "Yes." "Do you want to now?" "Yes." "Are you?" "Yes." "Are you?" "[ Exhales sharply ]" "Are you?" "[ Exhales sharply ] Yes." "[ Exhales sharply ] Yes." "Can I touch myself, too?" "Yes." "Can I touch myself, too?" "Yes." "Can I touch myself, too?" "Yes." "I want to touch you." "Yes." "I want to touch you." "Me too." "I want to touch you." "Me too." "[ Breathing deeply ]" "Me too." "[ Breathing deeply ] Yes." "[ Breathing deeply ] Yes." "Can we do it together?" "Yes." "Can we do it together?" "[ Moans ]" "Ashley?" "Did you..." "Yes." "Did you..." "Yes." "Yes." "Hey, Ashley." "What's up?" "Mind if I sit down?" "It's me, carly." "Carly, Sammy, and summer." "Remember?" "Carly, Sammy, and summer." "Remember?" "Really?" "Remember?" "Really?" "I like your shirt." "Really?" "I like your shirt." "Oh, yeah." "Nice." "I like your shirt." "Oh, yeah." "Nice." "How about ditching next class oh, yeah." "Nice." "How about ditching next class with us?" "How about ditching next class with us?" "Meet you out back next period." "[ Birds chirping ]" "So, you like girls, huh?" "Fucking freak." "[ Groans ]" "Come on." "[ Choir singing classical music ]" "[ No audio ]" "I'm sorry, you know?" "I don't mean to do things." "You know, my brother likes guys." "You know, how you like girls?" "You know, how you like girls?" "He told my mom and dad on his he told my mom and dad on his birthday." "My mom and dad kicked him out." "He calls once in a while, and we're not allowed to answer." "We're not allowed to answer." "No one talks about him anymore." "No one talks about him anymore." "I really miss him, you know, gay" "I really miss him, you know, gay or not." "Or not." "Your mom and dad know you like your mom and dad know you like girls?" "Girls?" "No." "No." "Well, don't tell them on your well, don't tell them on your birthday." "[ School bell rings ]" "Birthday." "[ School bell rings ] Hey." "[ School bell rings ] Hey." "Staying after school today, I hey." "Staying after school today, I see." "Staying after school today, I see." "I'm in detention." "See." "I'm in detention." "What's your excuse?" "I'm in detention." "What's your excuse?" "Studying." "What's your excuse?" "Studying." "Cool." "Studying." "Cool." "I was wondering if we could, cool." "I was wondering if we could, uh..." "[ Doorbell rings ] Shit." "[ Ringing continues ]" "Something wrong?" "God damn." "Aah!" "I just need to validate that Ashley is living in a safe environment and doesn't require" "Ashley is living in a safe environment and doesn't require the state's intervention to environment and doesn't require the state's intervention to protect her." "The state's intervention to protect her." "She's the one with the protect her." "She's the one with the problems, not me." "[ Wailing ]" "How long has Ashley been this withdrawn?" "Since Michael passed away, this withdrawn?" "Since Michael passed away, her father..." "Since Michael passed away, her father..." "My husband." "Her father..." "My husband." "And how was Ashley's my husband." "And how was Ashley's relationship with her father?" "And how was Ashley's relationship with her father?" "It was very good." "Relationship with her father?" "It was very good." "He loved her." "It was very good." "He loved her." "He was a good man." "And that's all?" "Ms. Collins?" "He, uh..." "Ms. Collins?" "He, uh..." "[ Crying ]" "He, uh..." "[ Crying ] Ms. Collins?" "[ Crying ] Ms. Collins?" "[ Voice breaking ] I think he" "Ms. Collins?" "[ Voice breaking ] I think he was..." "[ Voice breaking ] I think he was..." "Sexually..." "You think that he was or..." "I know he was." "[ Horn honks ]" "I know he was." "[ Horn honks ] Aah!" "[ Horn honks ] Aah!" "Fucking bitch!" "You cut me!" "Aah!" "Fucking bitch!" "You cut me!" "Bitch!" "[ Knock on door ]" "Ashley?" "I can't believe it." "Come -- come in." "Sorry." "Come in." "Come -- come in." "Sorry." "Come in." "Got to close the door, yeah." "Sorry." "Come in." "Got to close the door, yeah." "Thanks." "Got to close the door, yeah." "Thanks." "Actually, let me take that for thanks." "Actually, let me take that for you." "Actually, let me take that for you." "It's kind of heavy." "You." "It's kind of heavy." "[ Chuckles ]" "It's kind of heavy." "[ Chuckles ] Did you want me to take your [ chuckles ] Did you want me to take your jacket?" "Oh, sorry." "Got it." "I'll just set it right here." "Got it." "I'll just set it right here." "Are you thirsty?" "I'll just set it right here." "Are you thirsty?" "Did you want something to drink?" "Sorry about the mess, too." "It's..." "It's my roommate's actually, my it's..." "It's my roommate's actually, my roommate." "[ Chuckles ] Am I what you expected?" "You're a lovely, young lady, am I what you expected?" "You're a lovely, young lady, Ashley." "You're a lovely, young lady, Ashley." "Yeah, sit down." "Sorry." "Ashley." "Yeah, sit down." "Sorry." "Here, let me take that." "Are you sure you're not thirsty?" "Yeah." "I mean, I have lemonade, yeah." "I mean, I have lemonade, diet root beer, water." "I mean, I have lemonade, diet root beer, water." "No?" "Okay." "Diet root beer, water." "No?" "Okay." "Crack a smile?" "No?" "Okay." "Crack a smile?" "[ Chuckles ]" "That's -- that's Cassidy." "She's an old friend of mine." "She was sick." "She's an old friend of mine." "She was sick." "She passed away." "She was sick." "She passed away." "You have her smile." "She passed away." "You have her smile." "[ Chuckles ]" "You have her smile." "[ Chuckles ] You are so pretty." "[ Chuckles ] You are so pretty." "Do you know that?" "[ Chuckles ]" "Do you like that?" "You're soft." "I have an idea." "Why don't I take you out?" "Okay?" "Why don't I take you out?" "Okay?" "You don't have to worry about okay?" "You don't have to worry about money or anything like that." "You don't have to worry about money or anything like that." "Sound good?" "Money or anything like that." "Sound good?" "Okay." "Sound good?" "Okay." "Okay." "Okay." "Okay." "It's cool." "Okay." "It's cool." "Oh, I wanted to show you it's cool." "Oh, I wanted to show you something." "Oh, I wanted to show you something." "It's in my room." "Something." "It's in my room." "But it'll just take a second." "Don't be shy." "Sit." "So, do you mind if I give you something of mine to wear for so, do you mind if I give you something of mine to wear for dinner?" "Something of mine to wear for dinner?" "Okay." "Dinner?" "Okay." "Awesome." "Okay." "Awesome." "Let's see what I got." "Here we go." "Here's a shirt." "It'll look great on you." "Here's a shirt." "It'll look great on you." "I should probably change, too, I it'll look great on you." "I should probably change, too, I guess." "Beat you." "[ Chuckles ] That looks great." "[ Chuckles ] That looks great." "It looks good." "That looks great." "It looks good." "How about mine?" "It looks good." "How about mine?" "Okay?" "How about mine?" "Okay?" "Good." "Okay?" "Good." "Thanks." "Good." "Thanks." "And a jacket." "[ Chuckles ]" "Got it?" "Perfection." "You ready?" "Let's go." "I love this place." "I usually come here alone to think, but I've never actually" "I usually come here alone to think, but I've never actually brought anyone here, though." "Think, but I've never actually brought anyone here, though." "I like your smile." "Brought anyone here, though." "I like your smile." "Do you like my smile?" "I like your smile." "Do you like my smile?" "[ Laughs ]" "How about this one?" "[ Laughs ] Are you gonna laugh?" "[ Laughs ] Are you gonna laugh?" "Come on." "Are you gonna laugh?" "Come on." "It's good for the soul." "Come on." "It's good for the soul." "[ Mid-tempo pop music plays it's good for the soul." "[ Mid-tempo pop music plays in background ]" "[ Laughs ] [ Both laugh ] See what I'm saying?" "♪ And if you lead him to the valley ♪" "What's the matter?" "You don't like sweets?" "No worries." "♪ When the weather vane is moving ♪" "It's so good, right?" "I love this place." "What?" "Do I have something on my face?" "Oh, really?" "Huh." "Do I have something on my face?" "Oh, really?" "Huh." "Just get that off here real oh, really?" "Huh." "Just get that off here real quick." "Just get that off here real quick." "There." "Is that better?" "Quick." "There." "Is that better?" "[ Chuckles ]" "There." "Is that better?" "[ Chuckles ] Is that better?" "[ Chuckles ] Is that better?" "I didn't get it all, did I?" "Yeah, you have just a little bit of stuff on your face." "May I?" "You look divine." "You too." "Okay." "So awesome." "[ Mid-tempo dance music plays ]" "Hey, there you are." "Oh, hey." "Gee." "Oh, hey." "Gee." "Who's this?" "Gee." "Who's this?" "A friend, Ashley." "Who's this?" "A friend, Ashley." "Well, hello, Ashley." "A friend, Ashley." "Well, hello, Ashley." "I'm Clair." "Well, hello, Ashley." "I'm Clair." "She's cute." "I'm Clair." "She's cute." "Where'd you meet her?" "She's cute." "Where'd you meet her?" "My little secret." "Where'd you meet her?" "My little secret." "Robing the cradle?" "My little secret." "Robing the cradle?" "Shut up." "Robing the cradle?" "Shut up." "[ Laughs ]" "Shut up." "[ Laughs ] Ashley, it's wonderful to meet [ laughs ] Ashley, it's wonderful to meet you." "Ashley, it's wonderful to meet you." "Hey, Laura, come say hi to you." "Hey, Laura, come say hi to Ashley." "Hey, Laura, come say hi to Ashley." "Oh, hello." "Ashley." "Oh, hello." "Lovely to meet you." "Oh, hello." "Lovely to meet you." "Hi." "Lovely to meet you." "Hi." "Sorry about the photo shoot." "Hi." "Sorry about the photo shoot." "Yeah, what is going on over sorry about the photo shoot." "Yeah, what is going on over here?" "Yeah, what is going on over here?" "Oh, my God." "Here?" "Oh, my God." "Oh, that is so gross." "Oh, my God." "Oh, that is so gross." "You're blocking my light." "Oh, that is so gross." "You're blocking my light." "I'm making a statement." "You're blocking my light." "I'm making a statement." "Which is?" "I'm making a statement." "Which is?" "I'm leaving it up to the which is?" "I'm leaving it up to the observer to interpret." "I'm leaving it up to the observer to interpret." "There's too many meanings." "Observer to interpret." "There's too many meanings." "[ Camera shutter clicks ]" "There's too many meanings." "[ Camera shutter clicks ] Interesting." "[ Camera shutter clicks ] Interesting." "Interesting." "Interesting." "Interesting." "Can I get your friend interesting." "Can I get your friend anything to drink?" "Can I get your friend anything to drink?" "We just came from Salvador's." "Anything to drink?" "We just came from Salvador's." "Oh." "We just came from Salvador's." "Oh." "You guys are screwing up my oh." "You guys are screwing up my light." "You guys are screwing up my light." "Hey, why don't you take a light." "Hey, why don't you take a break?" "Hey, why don't you take a break?" "We have guests." "Break?" "We have guests." "You want to stop for a minute?" "We have guests." "You want to stop for a minute?" "Laura, Laura?" "You want to stop for a minute?" "Laura, Laura?" "Yeah, okay." "Laura, Laura?" "Yeah, okay." "Are you sure you don't want a yeah, okay." "Are you sure you don't want a drink?" "Are you sure you don't want a drink?" "You have a lovely face." "Drink?" "You have a lovely face." "She has a lovely face." "You have a lovely face." "She has a lovely face." "I know." "She has a lovely face." "I know." "May I take your photograph?" "I know." "May I take your photograph?" "Would you mind?" "May I take your photograph?" "Would you mind?" "Go for it." "Would you mind?" "Go for it." "Hold this, babe." "Can I get you to stand over here?" "Stand right here." "[ Camera shutter clicks ] That's beautiful." "No, here." "That's beautiful." "No, here." "Oh." "Oh, what did I do?" "No, here." "Oh." "Oh, what did I do?" "Is there something wrong with oh." "Oh, what did I do?" "Is there something wrong with your arm?" "Is there something wrong with your arm?" "Hey." "Your arm?" "Hey." "It's okay." "Hey." "It's okay." "We don't judge here." "It's okay." "We don't judge here." "Okay?" "Wow." "It's beautiful." "May I?" "[ Camera shutter clicks ] It's amazing." "Thank you." "It's amazing." "Thank you." "You okay?" "Thank you." "You okay?" "Don't worry, okay?" "You okay?" "Don't worry, okay?" "We don't judge." "Don't worry, okay?" "We don't judge." "Ashley?" "We don't judge." "Ashley?" "I used to be a cutter, too." "[ Sighs ]" "Oh." "Good morning." "Morning." "Good morning." "Morning." "Did you sleep good?" "Morning." "Did you sleep good?" "Me too." "Did you sleep good?" "Me too." "Oh, shit, you're probably gonna me too." "Oh, shit, you're probably gonna be late for your train." "Oh, shit, you're probably gonna be late for your train." "Hey, hey." "Be late for your train." "Hey, hey." "Don't be sad." "Hey, hey." "Don't be sad." "Hey." "Don't be sad." "Hey." "I don't want this to be a hey." "I don't want this to be a one-night thing, okay?" "I don't want this to be a one-night thing, okay?" "I like this." "One-night thing, okay?" "I like this." "But you should probably go home." "I like this." "But you should probably go home." "Okay?" "But you should probably go home." "Okay?" "Yeah." "So, what do you think?" "Am I gonna see you again?" "Yeah." "Hey, you should wear what I gave you." "It looks fantastic on you." "Here." "Take this, too." "[ Chuckles ]" "Okay." "Do you like it?" "Yeah." "Perfection." "[ Laughs ] You're getting really good at [ laughs ] You're getting really good at this smiling stuff." "Hey?" "What's the matter?" "What's wrong?" "What's the matter?" "What's wrong?" "It's okay, Ashley." "What's wrong?" "It's okay, Ashley." "All right?" "It's okay, Ashley." "All right?" "It's okay." "All right?" "It's okay." "I just don't want to hurt it's okay." "I just don't want to hurt myself again." "I just don't want to hurt myself again." "I know." "Myself again." "I know." "I know that." "I know." "I know that." "I just really don't." "I know that." "I just really don't." "I know, sweetie." "I just really don't." "I know, sweetie." "Shh!" "I know, sweetie." "Shh!" "Shh-shh-shh." "Shh!" "Shh-shh-shh." "You're gonna be okay." "[ Door opens ] Ashley, what..." "You know what?" "Where have you been?" "What are you doing to me?" "I was at a friend's." "A-a friend?" "Who?" "A-a friend?" "Who?" "Candice." "Who?" "Candice." "Is she nice?" "Candice." "Is she nice?" "Yes." "Is she nice?" "Yes." "She give you that outfit?" "Yes." "She give you that outfit?" "Yes." "She give you that outfit?" "Yes." "You look really pretty..." "Yes." "You look really pretty..." "Really pretty." "You look really pretty..." "Really pretty." "I..." "Really pretty." "I..." "I just thought something" "I..." "I just thought something happened." "I just thought something happened." "[ Sniffles ]" "I'm okay, mom." "[ Choir singing ]" "Ashley?" "Ashley?" "Wake up." "Ashley?" "Wake up." "We have to find Michael." "[ Crying ]" "I told him not to leave us." "It's okay." "Mom..." "It's okay." "Mom..." "Everything's okay." "Mom..." "Everything's okay." "[ Crying ]" "Hello, Ashley." "Hello, Vincent." "Wow!" "Hello, Vincent." "Wow!" "Well, that was a first." "Wow!" "Well, that was a first." "Okay." "Well, that was a first." "Okay." "[ Clears throat ]" "Okay." "[ Clears throat ] How have things been going in [ clears throat ] How have things been going in class?" "How have things been going in class?" "Good." "Class?" "Good." "Yeah?" "Good." "Yeah?" "Finished yeah?" "Finished "the catcher in the rye."" "Finished "the catcher in the rye." Oh, yeah?" "What did you think?" ""The catcher in the rye." Oh, yeah?" "What did you think?" "That's how I felt -- "eh."" "Oh, yeah?" "What did you think?" "That's how I felt -- "eh." You know, like, what's the big that's how I felt -- "eh." You know, like, what's the big deal?" "You know, like, what's the big deal?" "I like your hair." "Deal?" "I like your hair." "Did you -- did you just say" "I like your hair." "Did you -- did you just say you like my hair?" "Did you -- did you just say you like my hair?" "Oh, my, I can--I can't breathe!" "You like my hair?" "Oh, my, I can--I can't breathe!" "[ Chuckles ]" "Oh, my, I can--I can't breathe!" "[ Chuckles ] Geek." "[ Chuckles ] Geek." "[ Laughs ]" "Geek." "[ Laughs ] Thank you, Ashley." "[ Laughs ] Thank you, Ashley." "Thank you for the compliment." "Thank you, Ashley." "Thank you for the compliment." "[ Laughs ]" "[ Dog barks ]" "Hey." "Hey, chico." "How's it been going?" "Hey, chico." "How's it been going?" "Things are good." "How's it been going?" "Things are good." "Yeah." "Things are good." "Yeah." "Well, sometimes things are good." "Yeah." "Well, sometimes things are good." "[ Barking continues ]" "I saw a Marx brothers' movie once." "Really?" "Once." "Really?" "Yeah." "Really?" "Yeah." "Which one?" "Yeah." "Which one?" "Um..." "They were fighting a which one?" "Um..." "They were fighting a war." "Um..." "They were fighting a war." ""Duck soup."" "War." ""Duck soup." Yeah, that's one of my" ""duck soup." Yeah, that's one of my favorites." "Yeah, that's one of my favorites." "Did you see the part where the favorites." "Did you see the part where the bullet goes through the window?" "Did you see the part where the bullet goes through the window?" "I don't remember." "Bullet goes through the window?" "I don't remember." "Oh, okay." "I don't remember." "Oh, okay." "Well, that's okay." "Oh, okay." "Well, that's okay." "Do you maybe want to be my well, that's okay." "Do you maybe want to be my friend?" "Do you maybe want to be my friend?" "Yeah." "Friend?" "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Close friend?" "Yeah." "Close friend?" "Just friends." "Close friend?" "Just friends." "Okay." "Just friends." "Okay." "Okay, that's -- that's cool." "Okay." "Okay, that's -- that's cool." "That's really cool." "♪ So, you waited a long time and now you are ready a long time and now you are ready to face the world ♪" "And now you are ready to face the world ♪ ♪ but it passed you by to face the world ♪ ♪ but it passed you by ♪ don't worry about it" "♪ but it passed you by ♪ don't worry about it ♪ it's just a mistake" "♪ don't worry about it ♪ it's just a mistake you've made ♪" "♪ it's just a mistake you've made ♪ ♪ you know there's more to life you've made ♪ ♪ you know there's more to life than just surviving ♪" "♪ you know there's more to life than just surviving ♪ ♪ you have wasted than just surviving ♪ ♪ you have wasted all these years" "♪ you have wasted all these years being controlled by our fears ♪" "All these years being controlled by our fears ♪ ♪ there's no one being controlled by our fears ♪ ♪ there's no one who can take your hand" "♪ there's no one who can take your hand and show you how to understand ♪" "♪ so, you waited a long time and now you are ready to face the world ♪" "And now you are ready to face the world ♪ ♪ but it passed you by to face the world ♪ ♪ but it passed you by ♪ don't worry about it" "♪ but it passed you by ♪ don't worry about it ♪ it's just a mistake" "♪ don't worry about it ♪ it's just a mistake you've made ♪" "♪ it's just a mistake you've made ♪ ♪ you know there's more to life you've made ♪ ♪ you know there's more to life than just surviving ♪" "♪ you know there's more to life than just surviving ♪ ♪ but you have wasted than just surviving ♪ ♪ but you have wasted all these years ♪" "[ Mid-tempo introduction plays ] ♪ give me a reason to fall in love ♪" "♪ give me a reason to fall in love ♪ ♪ take my hand and let's dance to fall in love ♪ ♪ take my hand and let's dance ♪ give me a reason" "♪ take my hand and let's dance ♪ give me a reason to make me smile," "♪ give me a reason to make me smile, 'cause I think I forgot how ♪" "To make me smile, 'cause I think I forgot how ♪ ♪ I want to fall asleep 'cause I think I forgot how ♪ ♪ I want to fall asleep with you tonight ♪" "♪ I want to fall asleep with you tonight ♪ ♪ I want to know that I am safe with you tonight ♪ ♪ I want to know that I am safe when you hold me tight ♪" "♪ I want to know that I am safe when you hold me tight ♪ ♪ I want to feel when you hold me tight ♪ ♪ I want to feel how I want to feel forever ♪" "♪ I want to feel how I want to feel forever ♪ ♪ girls need attention, how I want to feel forever ♪ ♪ girls need attention, and boys need us ♪" "♪ girls need attention, and boys need us ♪ ♪ so let's make everybody glad and boys need us ♪ ♪ so let's make everybody glad ♪ they had each other, and..."