"!" "Idon't even know yourname!" "!" "But I'm hoping all the same!" "!" "This is more than Just a simple hello!" "[ Woman ] !" "Hello!" "!" "Do I smile and look away!" "!" "No, I think I'll smile and stay!" "!" "To see where this might go!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "'Cause the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "I was Falling in love!" "!" "Falling and Feeling!" "!" "I'd never Fall in love again!" "!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "[ No Audi ble Dialogue ]" "!" "Was long before I knew!" "!" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With you!" "[ Man ] !" "Hello!" "!" "I can't wait till we're alone!" "!" "Somewhere quiet on our own!" "!" "So that we can Fall!" "!" "The rest ofthe way!" "[ Woman ] !" "I know!" "!" "That before the night is through!" "!" "I'll be talking love to you!" "!" "Meaning every word!" "!" "I say!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "Oh, the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "I was Falling in love!" "!" "Falling and Feeling!" "!" "I'd never Fall in love again!" "[ Man ]!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "[ Woman ]!" "The very last time!" "[ Man ] !" "Was long before I knew!" "[ Woman, Man ] !" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With you!" "[ Whisperi g ] Come on, dam n it." "H i." "U h... hello." "That's a real sharp-lookin' outfit." "What time is it?" "My watch is on the bed table." " Ten to 1 2:00?" " No, no, it's 8:25." "The stem is broken." "It's three hours and 25 minutes fast." "Why don'tyou get it fixed?" "I was going to, but I got used to it." "Doesn't it miXyou up?" "No, I'm very quick with figures." "Oh." "Why areyou looking at me like that?" "Why doyou have to look so luminous?" "Itwould make things easier ifyou woke up with puffy eyes... and blotchy skin like everyone else." "I guess God just figured that chubby thighs were enough." "Look, this isn't gonna just go away." "We have to talk about this." "Okay." "Whereyou going?" "I wanna brush my teeth." "Dorothy, sit down." "Oh, by the way-- No, please, sit." "Dorothy, in the first place," "I want you to know that what happened last night was the most beautiful, wonderful, crazy thing that's ever happened to me, and I'll never forget it oryou." "Doris." "What?" "My name is Doris." "Your name is Doris?" "Yes." "I've been calling you Dorothy all night." "I know." "Why didn'tyou tell me earlier?" "I didn't know we were gonna end up" "And then I did try and tell you, butyou weren't listening." "When?" "It was right in the middle of everything." "Itwas incredible, wasn't it?" "It was... nice." "I mean, especially the last time." "I know, I'm an animal." "I don't know what came over me." "I mean, I was-- what-- Wait, what was wrong with the first two times?" "Well, the first time was a little fast." "And, um, thesecond time-- [ Chuckling]" "Listen, I really feel funny talking about this." "It was a verybeautiFul thing, Doris." "There was nothing ugly or disgusting about what we did." "Then how come you look so down in the dumps?" "Because mywife is going to kill me." "Well, how's she gonna find out?" "She knows already." "You said she was in NewJersey." "It doesn't matter." "She knows." "How?" "Was it as incredible foryou as it was for me?" "Do all men like to talk about it a lot afterwards?" "Why?" "You think I'm some kind of a pervert or something?" "Oh, no!" "I was just curious." "See, I was a virgin when I got married." "Well, at least sort of." "Sort of?" "Well, I was pregnant, but I don't count that." "Doris, that counts!" "No, I mean it was by the man that I married." "Oh, I see." "I'm sorry." "Oh, that's all right." "See, Harry and me were gonna get married anyway." "That just speeded things up a little bit." "It turns out I get pregnant ifwe drink out ofthe same cup." "What's the matter?" "Nothing." "I-I-I-I'm fine." "I'm allright." "Doris?" "What?" "I think I'm in love with you." "I mean, it's crazy." "It's really crazy." "I don't even know ifyou've read Catcherin the Rye." "Oh, no, I didn't even finish high school." "There." "You see?" "I don't even care, and I'm really a snob about education." "Of course, I should have known this would happen." "When it comes to life, I have a brown thumb." "What doyou mean?" "I mean nothing I ever do turns out right." "[WaterRunning]" "First time-- First time I had sex, I was 1 8 years old." "We were in the backseat of a parked 1 938 Dodge sedan." "Right in the middle ofit, we were rear-ended." "Oh." "And you didn't have any insurance?" "No, that's not exactly what I mean." "I mean" "Oh." "Look, take last night." "You know what the radio was playing while we were making love?" "No." ""Ifl Knew You Were Coming, I'd Have Baked A Cake."" "So?" "So that's gonna be our song." "Is it?" "No." "I mean, other people would have gotten "Be My Love" or "Some Enchanted Evening."" "Me, I get "Ifl Knew You Were Coming, I'd Have Baked A Cake."" "What is it?" "I reallywant to take a bath now." "Oh, I'm so-- Oh, I see." "I'm sorry." "It's okay." "Yeah." "Okay." "Oh, sure." "I'll" " I'll wait out-- I'll be out" "[ Gasps ] Wow!" "We're in big trouble, Doris." "Huh?" "I really think I've fallen in love with you." " You wanna know what kind ofluck I have?" " Yeah." "I'm happily married!" "Areyou Jewish?" "No." "Then how come you feel so guilty?" "Don'tyou feel guilty?" "You kidding?" "Halfmy high school became nuns." "I guess the Catholics have rules about this sort ofthing." "Oh, yeah, we have rules about everything." "That's what's so great about being Catholic." "You always know whereyou stand." "I tell you, Doris, I feel like slitting mywrists." " Areyou Italian?" " What's with you and nationalities?" "Nothing." "You'rejust so emotional." "I happen to be a C.P.A. Oh?" "I could be as logical as the next person." "Oh." "Well, you don't strike me as the accountant type." "It's very simple." "Mywhole life has been a mess." "Figures always come out right." "What areyou?" "Oh, I'm Irish." "Well, they're emotional." "Why aren'tyou yelling or crying or something?" "I did all ofthat before in the bathroom." "Crying?" "Nope." "Yelling." "I didn't hearyou." "I stuffed a towel in my mouth." "I'm sorry." "It's all right." "No sense crying over spilt milk." "Yeah, you're right." "How comewe feel so terrible?" "Because we're two decent, honest people, and this thing is tearing us apart." "I mean, I know it wasn't our fault, but I" "I keep seeing the faces of my children and the look ofbetrayal in their eyes." "I keep thinking about mymarriage vows, the trust my wife has placed in me... and all the experiences we've shared together." "And you know the worst part of it all?" "What?" "While I'm thinking all this," "I have this fantastic hard-on." "I reallywish you hadn't said that." "I'm sorry." "I think we should be totally honest with each other." "It's not that." "It's that I have to go to confession." "You know" "W-We're both crazy." "You know that, don't you?" "I mean, this sort ofthing happens every day to millions of people." "You don't use actual names in confession, doyou?" "No." "Doris, may I askyou something?" "Sure." "Would you go to bed with me again?" "Oh, George, I can't." "Why not?" "'Cause we'd just feel worse afterwards." "Oh, no." "I'm over that now." "I just remembered something." "What?" "The Russians have the bomb." "We could all be dead tomorrow." "George, I think you're clutching at straws." "Doris, don'tyou understand?" "No." "We're two grown-up people." "We have absolutely nothing to be ashamed or afraid of." "[Loud Knocking]" "Oh, my God!" "Oh, my God!" "Oh, my God!" "Oh, my God!" "[Knocking Continues ] What are we gonna do?" "What are we gonna do?" "[Knocking]" "Uh" " Coming!" "My hat." "My bag." "What?" "My hat!" "My bag!" "Be right there." "Wait a minute!" "Wait a minute!" "Where are you going?" "Okay." " Don't go in the bathroom." " Why not?" "That's the first place they'd look." "Oh!" "Oh, hello." "[Man ] Oh, goodmorning, Mr. Peters." " I've gotyourbreakFast." "Didyou have a good night?" " Yes." "Fine, fine." "Uh, y-you know, I think I heard an owl out here." "[ George Continues Talking, Indistinct ]" "I'm a C.P.A. When you work hard allyear, it's great to get back to nature." "I really loved it." "That's right." "Wel l, thank you, Mr. Chal mers." "You're welcome." "Have a nice day, now." "Thankyou." "You too." " Enjoy the view." " Yes, I will." "I'lljust wanderaround bymyselF." "Doris?" "Doris?" "Have you got a woman in there?" "It's okay." "It was old Mr. Chalmers with my breakfast." "I was very calm." "He didn't suspect a thing." "He didn't ask about the girdle." " What?" " Girdle." "Oh, great!" "Now he probably thinks I'm a homo." "Oh, well." "What do you care?" "I stay here everyyear." "Oh, yeah?" "How come?" "I have a friend who went into the wine business near here." "I fly out the same weekend everyyear to do his books." "From New Jersey?" "He was my first client." "It's sort of a sentimental thing." "Oh, I see." "Uh, Doris, I'd like to tell you something." "Okay." "You probably think I do this sort ofthing all the time." "I know I must appear very smooth and glib and sexual." "But since I've been married, this is theveryfirst time I've done this." "Ah, sure." "Don't worry." "I could tell." "Listen, would you mind ifl had a little ofyour breakfast?" "Sure." "I'm not hungry." "Thankyou." "Even when I was single, I was no goodat quick, superfiicial affairs." "I always had to like the person" " What do you mean, you could tell?" " I n what way could you tell?" " What?" "Oh." "Uh, well, it was just little things, you know, like when you tried to takeyour pants off overyour shoes... and t-- tripped and hityour head on the coffee table." "Just little things like that." "It's great to be totally honest with another person, isn't it?" "It sure is." "Doris, I haven't been totally honest with you." "You haven't?" " I told you I was a married man with two children." " You're not?" "I'm a married man with three children." "I thought it would make me seem less married." "All right, I didn't think it through, all right?" "There's been like a lead weight inside me all morning." "I mean, denying little Debbie like that!" "I was under a certain stress or I wouldn't have done it." "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry." "Y-You understand?" "Sure." "We all do dopey things sometimes." "Well..." "[ Sighs ]" "I really should be going." "The nuns are gonna bewondering what happened to me." "Nuns?" "Did you say nuns?" "Yeah, somehow itjust didn't seem right to bring up last night, but I was on myway to retreat." "Retreat?" "Yeah." "See, it's right near here." "I go everyyear at this time when Harry takes the kids to Bakersfield." "What's in Bakersfield?" "His mother." "It's her birthday." "Doesn't she mind thatyou don't go?" "No, she hates me." "'Cause I got pregnant." "Her son had something to do with that." "Yeah, she blocks that out ofher mind." "See, he was in his firstyear of dental college... and he had to quit and take a job selling waterless cooking." "So now everyyear on her birthday, I just go on retreat." "To think about God?" "Well, him too, sure, but also about myself... 'cause, see, I got pregnant when I was just 1 8, so I've never really had any time to just think." "You know, I mean, about, well, what I think about." "Never mind." "I don't know what I'm trying to say." "Sometimes I think I'm crazy." "Why?" "Oh." "Well, okay, like, take my life." "Now, we live in a two-bedroom duplex in downtown Oakland, and we have a 1 948 Studebaker, a blond, three-piece dinette set," "Motorola TV." "We go bowling at least once a week." "I mean, what more could anyone ask for?" "But sometimes... things get me down." "Oh, I don't know." "It's dumb." "I don't think it's dumb." "You don't?" "No." "You know, I can really talk toyou." "It's just amazing." "I find myselfsaying things toyou that I didn't even know I thought." "I noticed thatyesterday right afterwe met in the restaurant." "We had instant rapport." "Did you notice that too?" "No, but I know we really hit it off." "See, Harry's not much of a talker, you know." "How 'bout yourwife?" "Do you two get to talk a lot?" "Uh" " Uh, Doris, it's only natural... that we should be curious about each other's husband and wife, but-but rather than dwelling on it and letting it spoil everything, why-- why don't we-- why don't we do this?" "I'll tell you two stories about mywife-- one showing the worst side ofher, the other showing the best side ofher." "You do the same thing aboutyourhusband, and then let's Forget it." "Okay." "I'll go First." "I'll start with the worst side." "Okay." "Phyllis knows about us." "Oh, you said that before." "How could she know?" "She's got this thing in her head!" "Like a plate?" "A plate?" "Oh, my uncle has one ofthose." "He was wounded in the war, and they put this steel plate in his head." "Now he says he can always tell when it's going to rain." "I'm in big trouble, Doris." "Why?" "Because I find everything you say absolutely fascinating." "Come on!" "Tell me aboutyourwife's steel plate." "No, no, it's not a plate." "It's more like a bell." "A bell." "I could be a million miles away." "Ifl look at anotherwoman, it goes offlike an alarm." "Oh, I see." "I just know that last night at exactly 1 :22 a.m., she sat bolt upright in bed... with her head going ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding!" "Howdoyouknow it was 1:22?" "Because I have peripheral vision, and I noticed mywatch said 4:47." "Oh." "Well, okay, now, tell me, um, something nice about her." "Well... she made me believe in myself." "It's probably hard foryou to imagine this, but there was a time I was very insecure." "How did she do that-- makeyou believe in yourself?" "She married me." "Oh." "Yes, well, that was very nice ofher." "Oh, no, no, no." "I meant bolstering you up and all, you know?" "Okay, your turn." "Tell me the worst story first." "Okay." "Um" "Ooh, this is hard." "To pick one?" "No, to think of one." "See, Harry's the salt ofthe earth." "Everybody says so." "Look, you owe me at least one rotten story." "Oh, okay." "Uh" "Well, I don't know." "This isn't really rotten, but" " Okay?" "All right." "Now, this was on our fourth anniversary." "We decided that we'd have some people over to help celebrate." "So Harry doesn't usually drink, but that night he had three beers." "It was after the Gillette fights." "Well, I just overheard him talking to some ofthe guys, and he said that his-- his time in the army were the bestyears ofhis life." "What's wrong with that?" "A lot of guys feel that way about the service." "Harrywas in the army for fouryears, and three of'em were spent in a Japanese prison camp!" "Okay." "Now doyou want to hear the story about the good side ofhim?" "Not particularly." "Aw, come on." "You have to." "I don't wantyou to get the wrong impression ofhim." "Okay, iFyou insist." "I do." "Okay." "Harry's this, like, big, heavyset kind of guy, you know" "I reallywish you hadn't told me that." "Why?" "Oh!" "No, don't worry." "He's gentle as a puppy." "Anyway, uh, last year he got this great idea... that he'd take Tony out to fly a kite." "See, Tony's our four-year-old." "And so theywent out to the park to fly a kite, but there wasn't anywind." "So it's about an hour later, and I was on myway home from the laundromat." "I passed by... and I see Tony sound asleep in the car." "I look out in the park." "There's Harry all alone in the park, all red in the face and out ofbreath, and he's just pounding up and down... with this huge kite dragging on the ground behind him." "Oh, I don't know." "Itjust really got to me." "Yeah, I know." "Helen has some nice qualities too." "Who's Helen?" "Mywife." "You said her name was Phyllis." "I know." "I lied." "Phyllis!" "Helen!" "What's the difference?" "I'm married!" "Look, I was nervous." "I was afraid you'd try to look me up or something." "I didn't want to leave any clues." "Is your name really George?" "Well, of course it is." "You think I'd lie about my own name?" "Yes." "That would be crazy!" "Well, you're pretty crazy." "It's funny, isn't it?" "Here we are in a hotel room, gazing into each other's eyes." "We're both married, and we have six kids between us." "Do you have any pictures?" "What?" "Pictures ofyour kids." "Yeah, but I don't think this is the time or place." "Come on, come on." "Ifyou show meyours, I'll showyou mine." "I keep mine in this little folder we got free from Kodak." "Where's yours?" "You have to take the whole wallet." "[ Chuckling ]" "Ahh!" "Ohh." "Is that the oldest one with the glasses and baggy tights?" "Yeah, that's Michael." "Funny-looking kid, isn't he?" "No." "What does he wanna be, Superman?" "No, Peter Pan." "I'm kinda worried about him." "Why is this one's face all scrunched up?" "That's Paul." "That was taken on a roller coaster." "Isn't it natural looking?" "Right after that he threw up." "Yeah, he's really, um" "I guess he" " I guess he takes after Harry." "No, both of us, really." "What's your little girl's name?" "Debbie." "That was on her second birthday." "We were trying to get her to blow out the candles." "She's got her hand in the cake." "Neat is not her strong suit." "Ohh." "You have great-looking kids, George." "Thankyou." "So doyou." "Thankyou." "Okay, but this is the last time." "[Man ] !" "Hello!" "!" "The seasons have come andgone!" "!" "And the world goes tumbling on!" "!" "Look what's happened since I last sawyoursmile!" "[ Woman ] !" "Hello!" "!" "Love's invited us back here!" "!" "The same as she did lastyear!" "!" "To come and spend!" "!" "A while!" "[ Man ]!" "And the last time I Felt like this!" "[ Woman ]!" "The very last time!" "[ Man ] !" "I was Falling in love!" "[ Woman ] !" "I was Falling!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "Falling and Feeling!" "!" "I'd never Fall in love again!" "[ Man ]!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "[ Woman ]!" "The very last time!" "[ Man ] !" "Was long before I knew!" "[ Woman ] !" "What I'm Feeling!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "What I'm Feeling now with you!" "Be sure and tel I me before you come out." "[ Doris ] Right now." "Wait a m i nute." "Not yet." "I'm getting bored." "Okay, come on out." "!" "[ Piano ] !" "IFI knewyou were coming I'd have baked a cake!" "!" "Baked a cake Baked a cake!" "!" "IFI knewyou were coming I'd have baked a cake!" "!" "How d'you do How d'you do How d'you do!" "That's wonderful." "Happy anniversary, darling." "Blow out the candles and make a wish." "All right." "What'd you wish?" "[ Laughs ] I only have one wish." "What?" "Thatyou keep on showing up here everyyear." "[Cork Pops ]" "What?" "You hate my hair, don'tyou?" "I told you, I loveyour hair." "Really?" "I don't know." "next time I'm going to go into the city to get it done." "How are the suburbs?" "Oh, muddy, mostly." "[ Chuckles ] Right now everyone's very excited." "next week they're gonna connect the sewers." "[ Laughing ]" "It's not exactly the life ofScott and Zelda, but we're surviving." "Uh, let's go over there." "Scott and Zelda, huh?" "You started reading." "Oh, you don't know the half ofit." "I've joined the Book ofthe Month Club." "Good foryou!" "Sometimes I even take the alternate selections." "[ Chortling ] Thankyou." "Good evening, Mr. Peters, ma'am." "Hello, Mr. Chalmers." "Nice to seeyou again." "Good to be back." "Well, how 'boutyou?" "Areyou still in NewJersey?" "No." "We moved to Connecticut." "Really?" "We bought a barn and converted it." "Oh, what's it like?" "Drafty." "[ Laughing ]" "Helen's got the decorating bug now." "I have this mental picture ofher at my funeral, as they're closing the lid to my coffin, throwing in two fabric swatches... and yelling out, "Which one doyou like?" [ Laughing ]" "That's the bad story about her." "What else is new?" "Oh, how's Michael?" "[ Sighs ] Crazy as ever." "He had this homework assignment to write about what he did on his summervacation." "Trouble was, he wrote what he actually did." "What?" "Tried to get laid." "[ Laughs ]" "Hewrote in great comic detail about his unfortunate tendency... to get an erection on all forms of public transportation." "The school almost suspended him." "You're crazy about him, aren'tyou?" "He's a veryweird kid, Doris." "You know what?" "I think that one really gets toyou." "Come on, now." "Admit it." "All right, I admit it." "He's a nice kid." "There." "Was that so hard?" "Mmm." "What was that for?" "For everything." "For this." "For one beautiful weekend everyyearwith no cares, no ties, no responsibilities." "Thankyou, Doris." "Doris." "[ Sighs ] Gee, and I just got all dressed up." "Mmm." "[ Rings ] Oh, somebody has a rotten sense oftiming." "[ Rings ]" "Damn." "Hello?" "Yes, this is Daddy!" "Is there anything wrong?" "Funny?" "That's probably because Daddywas just, uh, uh" "I have a frog in my throat, sweetheart." "[ Clearing Throat ]" "Uh... wh" "Oh, it came out, huh?" "Ohh." "Well, of course the tooth fairywill come." "Well, tonight, of course." "Well, sweetheart, I wish Daddy could find it foryou, but I'm, uh..." "I'm working." "Honey, does Mommy knowyou called?" "Oh, I'll try." "Yes, I loveyou too, sweetheart." "Yes, I do!" "Very much!" "Ye" "Okay." "[KissingSounds ]" "Okay, bye." "Oh, God, I feel so guilty!" "Was that Debbie?" "Her tooth came out, and she can't find it, and she's afraid the tooth fairy won't know." "Oh, God, that thin, reedy little voice!" "You know what that does to me?" "Sure, that cheerful look on your face doesn't fool me for a minute." "You think this is funny?" "Doris, my little girl, said, "I loveyou, Daddy,"" "and I answered her in a voice still hoarse with passion." "I get the picture, George." "Don'tyou ever feel guilty?" "Sometimes." "Well, you never say anything." "Well, I just handle it in a different way." "How?" "Privately." "Boy, something like this really brings you up short." "I mean, look at this." "Look at me." "Look." "I tell you, Doris, when she started talking about the tooth fairy, that affected me in a very profound manner." "On top ofwhich, I have indigestion you won't believe." "It hit me that hard, you know?" "I have three children too, you know, George?" "What doyou want me to do?" "It would be terrific ifyou stopped talking about it." "It is only making you feel worse." "I can't feel worse!" "That pure little voice-- No, you're right." "Oh!" "No, forget it." "Change the subject." "So t-tell me about the good story about Harry." "He went bankrupt." "How can you go bankrupt selling TV sets?" "Harry has one little failing as a salesman." "It's a compulsion to talk people out ofthings that they can't really afford." "He kind oflacks the killer instinct." "Actually, it's one ofthe things about him that I like best." "Oh, listen." "Something just occurred to me." "Instead of my leaving at my usual time, would you mind ifl left a little earlier?" "When didyou have in mind?" "There's a plane in half an hour." "You want to leave 23 hours early?" "There's a connecting flight from San Francisco in 90 minutes." "I know how you feel." "Really, I do." "I wouldn't suggest it ifyou weren't a mother and didn't understand." "It wouldn't even occur to me if-ifthis crisis hadn't come up." "I don't mean Just the tooth Fairy." "She could have swallowed the tooth." "It could be lodged God knows where." "Uh... have you seen my hairbrush?" "Doris, I'm probably doingyou a big Favor." "IFI didstay, I probably wouldn't be very good company." "I'm thinking oFyou too." "With the way I'm Feeling-- You probably understand." "You feel somewhat rejected, ri ght?" "I understand." "Really, I do." "I just want you to know that my leaving has nothing to do with you and me." "This is an emergency!" "I have a sick child at home!" "Will you stop?" "This has nothing to do with the goddamn tooth Fairy!" "You are simply feeling guilty, and you wanna get as far from me as possible." "All right!" "I feel guilty, yes!" "Is that so strange?" "Doris, we're cheating." "Once a year we lie to our families... and sneak offto a hotel in California... and commit adultery!" "Not that I want to stop doing it." "Butyes, I feel guilty." "I admit it." "You admit it?" "You take out ads." "I'll betyou stop strangers on the street!" "Y-You probably have a scarlet "A" embroidered... onyourjockeyshorts." "You go around like an open nerve saying," ""Yes, I'm cheating, but look how guilty I feel, so I must really be a nice guy."" "Then" " Then to top it all, you have the incredible arrogance... ofthinking you're the only person in the world with a conscience." "Well, that doesn't makeyou a nice guy, George!" "You know what that makes you?" "A horse's ass!" "I liked you a lot better before you joined the Book ofthe Month Club." "Yes, I'll just bet you did." " Look, can we discuss this in the car?" " The car?" "I really hate to askyou, Doris, but I need a lift to the airport." "Cheer up, Doris." "It's not the end ofthe world." "I'm not leaving you permanently." "I'll seeyou neXtyear." "No, I don't think you will." "Just because I have to leave early oneyear, you're willing to throw away a lifetime ofweekends?" "How can you be so casual?" "I don't see any point in going on." "Don't do that to me." "Don't try to manipulate me." "I get enough ofthat at home." "What's the sense of meeting in guilt and remorse, huh?" "Whatjoy is there in that?" "Look, I have a commitment there." "And you have none here?" "Here?" "I thought our only commitment here was to show up everyyear." "Nice and tidy, huh?" "Just two friendly sex partners that meet everyyear and touch and let go." "Is that it?" "So maybe I was kidding myself." " I'm human." " So am I." "[ThunderRumbling] But you're different." "You're stronger." "Y-You seem able to take care ofyourself." "Listen, I'm gonna tell you something." "In the pastyear, I've picked up the phone to call you 1 0 times." "I couldn't stop thinking aboutyou." "You kept slipping over into my real life, and it scared the hell out of me." "More to the point, I felt guilty." "So I decided that we shouldn't see each other anymore." "I wasn't even going to come, but I thought at least I owed you an explanation, so I came." "When you walked through the door, I knew I couldn't go through with it, that no matter what the price," "I was willing to pay it." "[ Engine Starts ] You better get on your plane." "[ Engine Starts ]" "I loveyou, Doris." "I'm an idiot." "I suspect I'm deeply neurotic and I'm no bargain, but I do loveyou." "Will you let me stay?" "[Man ] !" "Oh, the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "I was Falling in love!" "!" "Falling and Feeling!" "!" "I'd never Fall in love again!" "[ Woman ] !" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "Was long before I knew!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With you!" "!" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With!" "!" "You!" "[ George ] No, ofcourse I haven 't left Helen." "I'm on a business trip." "I come up here everyyear." "I am not running away From the problem." "Of course I know it's serious." "I sti I I don't think that's any reason to call me long distance and try" "Yes, I saw a doctor." "He said" " He said it's no big deal." "He said every man has this problem at one time or another and" "Look, ifwe have to discuss this, you might as well learn to pronounce it correctly." "It's impotence, not im-po-tence." "It is not something you have to nip in the bud!" "Yes, of-- of course I'm gonna try to do something about it." "Would you let me handle this in my own way?" "Would you pl" " May I" "I" " I'm gonna be fine, all right?" "I'm gonna-- I'm gonna be okay." "I can feel it." "I know it." "I'm seeing someone out here who's an eXpert." "[ EXhales ]" "I'm gonna hang up now!" "Good-bye, Mother!" "Hello, Mr. Chalmers." "Afternoon, ma'am." "George?" "Be right out, darling." "[ Knob Clicks ]" "!" "[Radio:" "Instrumental]" "[Radio:" "Tuning]" "!" "[Dramatic Violin ]" "!" "[ OrchestraJoins In ]" "[ Radio:" "Tuning] How are you, lover?" "[ Radio Clicks Off]" "Guess what." "Oh, my God!" "What did you do to yourself?" "Well, I can't take all the credit." "It was sort of a mutual effort." "George, whenyou haven't seen an old Friend in a wholeyear, isn't it customary to give 'em a kiss hello?" "What?" "A kiss?" "Kiss?" "Oh, yeah." "Oh, sorry." "Oh." "Ohh." "You okay, pal?" "Oh, I 'm fine." "I'm fine." "I'm just a little surprised." "You're surprised." "I insisted upon visiting the dead rabbit's grave." "George, how comeyou're wearing your robe and pajamas in the afternoon?" "I'm rehearsing a Noel Coward play." "Is there something onyourmind?" "Uh, no, not anymore." "No." "You must be eight months pregnant." "exactly." "Oh, come on!" "It's not all that tragic." "We can find some otherway to communicate." "Great." "Great." "You got any ideas?" "Is there something else bothering you?" "No." "Mm-mmm." "No." "Well, you know, everyyear it is always a little awkward... when we first meet." "We manage to take care ofthat with a lot ofheavy breathing between the sheets." "Uh, Doris, uh-- ifwe're not gonna do it, doyou mind ifwe don't talk about it?" "No, I just meant maybe we need something else to help break the ice." "Well, I'm wide open to suggestions." "Okay." "How 'bout this?" "How about if, uh, ifl tell you some deep, dark secret about myself... that I've never toldanyone before, and thenyou tell me some secret aboutyourselF." " I've had enough surprises." " You're gonna like this one." "I've been having sex dreams about you." "Oh, yeah?" "Almost everynight too." "What kind of sex dreams?" "That's what's so strange." "They're always the same." "I mean, we're making love, but it's always underwater." "It's in caves, grottos, swimming pools, but always underwater." "Isn't that weird?" "I think it probably has something to do with my being pregnant." "Always underwater, huh?" "Come on." "You tell me some deep, dark secret aboutyourself." "I can't swim." "I'll start with the good story about her." "You've never done that before." "You must be mellowing." "Doris, doyou mind?" "No, I don't mind." "We went to London, and as we were checking into the hotel, there was a man in a formal coat and striped pants... standing at the front entrance ofthe hotel." "Helen handed him her suitcase and breezed into the lobby." "The man followed her in and politely explained that not only didn't he work at the hotel, but that he was the Danish ambassador." "And without batting an eye, Helen said," ""Well, that's marvelous!" "You can tell us the good places to eat in Copenhagen."" "And he did!" "The point is, it doesn't bother her at all... ifshe makes a total ass ofherself." "I really admire that." "And what is it thatyou don't admire?" "It's that damn sense ofhumor ofhers." "Good." "These are always the stories I like best." "We'd been to a party, and we'd had a few drinks." "So we went to bed and we started making love, and nothing happened." "I mean, for me." "I mean, I couldn't" "Well, you get the picture." "Yeah." "It was no big deal." "I mean, we laughed about it." "Then about a halfhour later, just as I was going to sleep," "Helen turned to me and said, "It's funny." "When I married a C.P.A., I always thought it would be his eyes that would go first."" "Well... she was just trying to makeyou feel better." "Well, it didn't." "Some things aren't funny." "What I'm trying to say is the thing that bugs me the most about Helen... is that she broke my pecker." " You're impotent." " Slightly." "That's five people who know." "You, me, Helen andhermother." "Who's the fifth?" "Chet Huntley." "I'm sure her mother has given him the bulletin for the 6:00 news." "Honey, when did this happen?" "Happen?" "Doris, we're not talking about a throughway accident." "You don't wake up one morning and say, "Shoot, the family jewels have gone on the blink."" "It's a gradual thing." "And how's Helen reacting to it?" "We haven't discussed it much." "I got the impression she regards it as a lapse in one's social responsibility." "Rather like letting your partner down in tennis by not holding your serve." "I'll be all right." "The patient's not dead, just resting." "Doris, that statement hardly calls for congratulations." "No, I need help getting up." "Is there anything I can say that would makeyou feel any better?" "You can say anythingyou want except, "It's all inyourhead. "" "I'm no doctor, but I have a great sense of direction." "What shall we talk about?" "Anything but sex." "How do you feel being pregnant?" "Oh, catatonic, incredulous, angry, pragmatic and... finally maternal." "Pretty much in that order." "Yourvocabulary is improving." "Oh, you don't know." "You happen to be speaking to a high school graduate." "No kidding." "How come?" "I was confined to my bed for the first three months of my pregnancy, so it shouldn't be a total loss, I took a correspondence course." "You're really something, you know that?" " There's kind of an ironic twist to all this." " What?" "I didn't graduate from high school the first time because I got pregnant." "Now I did graduate from high school because I got pregnant." "I don't know." "That kind of appeals to my sense of order." "Harrystillselling real estate?" "No." "Insurance." "He likes it, though." "Gives him a chance to look up all his old army buddies." "Areyou comfortable in that position?" "When you're in my condition, you're not comfortable in any position." "Come on." "Sit overhere." "[ Sighs ]" "Oh, that's good." "Now, tell me, how are the kids?" "They're fine." "Michael just got a job with the Associated Press." "Really?" "Oh, that's terrific!" "Isn't that great?" "Gee, I feel so proud ofhim." "[ Chuckling ]" "What?" "George, why areyou looking at me like that?" "No reason." "I ju" " It's too-- I was won-- uh" "Fir-First I was try-- Nothing!" "Forget it." "It's all right." "Just, uh, tell me the-- tell me the other story about Harry." "You know." "George, what is it?" "You're still doing it." "It's obscene!" "What is?" "When I touched you just now, I started to get excited." "What kind of a pervert am I?" "Staring at a 200-pound pregnant woman, and I'm getting hot." "Well, I'll tell you something." "That is about the nicest thing anybody's said to me in months." "It's not funny, Doris." "I really got toya, huh, fella?" "Uh, would you excuse me?" "!" "[ Classical ]" "That's incredible!" "Areyou as good as I think you are?" "How good doyou think I am?" "Sensational." "I'm not as good as you think I am." "But that piano's been sitting here for 1 0 years, and you've hardly touched it." "Why tonight?" "It beats a cold shower." "You mean, you play to relieve sexual tension?" "You don't even get this good without a lot of practice." "You're gonna be exhausted." "That's the idea." "I've got a better idea." "Come on." "Doris-- Come on." "It's all right." "It'll be okay." "But-- Butyou can't" "Well, I know that." "Well, then how" "Well, we can work something out, can't we?" "Oh." "What" " What is it?" "Aah!" "[ Moans ] For God's sake, what is it?" "[ Whimpering ] Doris, what the hell is the matter?" "If memory serves me correctly, I just had a labor pain." "You can't have." "It must be indigestion." "No." "There's a difference." "Indigestion doesn't makeyour eyes bug out." "You can't be in labor." "When" " When's the baby due?" "Not Foranothermonth, but" "Oh!" "Oh, my God!" "What have I done?" "What have you done?" "I brought this on with my selfishness." "Oh, don't be ridiculous." "You had nothing to do with it." "Doris, don't treat me like a child." "Will you stop getting excited?" "excited?" "I thought I had problems with my sex life before." "Can you imagine what this is gonna do to it?" "Just" " Will you just" "Ohh." "Oh, I think I'd better lie down." "What kind ofa man am I?" "What kind ofa man would do a thing like this?" "May I say something?" "Doris, I appreciate whatyou're trying to do, but nothing you can say would make me feel any better." "I'm not trying to makeyou feel any better." "I'm gonna have a baby." "I know that." "No." "I mean now." "I have a history of short labor." "Oh, no!" "No, no, no!" "No, no, no, no!" "Oh, no!" "No!" "[Shrieks ]" "[ Moaning, Grunting ]" "[Panting]" " How do you feel?" " [ Continues Panting ]" "Like I'm gonna have a baby." "Maybe it's a false alarm." "It's a false alarm." "That's all." "No." "No." "No." "Now,just get ahold ofyourself, honey, and get on the phone... and find out where the nearest hospital is." "Hospital?" "You wanna go to a hospital?" "George, like it or not," "I am going to have a baby!" "But we're not married." "That's going to look odd." "Will you get on the phone, please, and find out where the hospital is!" "[ Mumbles Apologetically]" " Well, where areyou going?" " To the bathroom!" "Why?" "It's hard to explain." "Hello." "Mr. Chalmers, this is George." "Uh, where's the nearest hospital?" "Uh, well, it's-- it's mywife." "Something unexpected came up." "She got pregnant, and now she's gonna have the baby." "That far?" "All right." "Look." "Get him on the phone right away, will ya?" "Doris, areyou all right?" "Doris?" "Doris, answer me!" "I'm busy!" "Oh,Jesus!" "Hello?" "Yes, yes!" "Uh, hello." "Uh... hello." "Um, I'm here at the Sea Shadows Inn just outside of Mendocino." "I was in my room before, and I heard this groaning from the next room." "And, um, well, I knock on the door, and I found this lady-- who I've never seen before in my life-- uh, in labor." "Doyou have to know that?" "George Peters." "So" " George Peters." "Peters." "I don't know." "I didn't time them." "Three or four minutes apart, I guess." "I don't know." "All right." "Uh" " Uh, hold on." "Doris?" "Doris, who's your doctor?" "Joseph Harrington." "Uh,Joseph Harrington." "In Oakland." "In, uh-- in Oakland." "534-071 1." "534-071 1." "Um" " Yes, uh, I-I have a car." "I'd be glad to take her over there." "Sure." "Uh, could you-- could you just answer one question?" "Would" " Would erotic contact in the last stages of pregnancy... bring on premature" "No reason." "Just interested." "Just, you know" "Okay." "I'll get her right over there." "Okay." "Bye." "All right." "It's okay." "They're gonna call your doctor, and he's gonna meet us at the hospital." "We're not gonna make it to the hospital." "Mywaterjust broke." "Oh, my God!" "We're gonna have to find a doctor in the area." "Oh, my" " Ohh, my God." "[ Groaning ] You look awful!" "What ifwe can't find one?" "You're not gonna faint, areyou?" "Doris, I'm not a cabdriver!" "I don't know how to deliver babies!" "George, this is no time to start acting like Butterfly McQueen." " Now, you just get on the phone and find a doctor." " [ Moaning ]" "[ Both Moaning, Panting ]" "Ohh." "Hello." "Uh, Mr. Chalmers, where's the nearest doctor?" "Well, get" " Look." "Get him on the phone for me, will you?" "This is an emergency." "[ Yelps ]" "It's all right." "It's okay." "Hold on." "Hold on." "It's okay, baby." "No!" "No!" "This will teach you to fool around with a married woman!" "Shh!" "What's the matterwith you?" "Get that down!" "Get down!" "Get down!" "Put that down!" "Calm down." "relax." "Just keep that down." "Hel" "[ Moans ] What doyou mean, his answering service?" "W" " No, no." "Wait." "Wait a second." "You don't understand." "This is an emergency." "She's in the last stages oflabor!" "Well, get in your car and drive down to the goddamn pier and get him!" "Just get him!" "It's okay." "It's all right." "[Yelping ]" "relax." "[ Groans ]" "He's" " The doctor's on his boat, but he's just down-- down the road, and, uh-- and, uh-- Chalmers is gonna drive down there in his" "[ Moaning ] God-- in his car and get him." "He'll be right here." "[ Yelps ] What?" "[ Yelps Louder] What?" "What?" "What?" "What?" "I feel the baby!" "No!" "[ Crying ]" "George, I'm scared." "Honey, do something." " I'll be right back." " George, don't leave me." " I'm right here, baby." "I'm right here." " George!" "What are those for?" "We're gonna have a baby." " "We"?" " Yeah, but I'm gonna need your help." "Give me your hand." "Look into my eyes." "You're gonna be fine." "There's nothing to worry about." "We're together." "Okay." "You think I play the piano well?" "Yeah." "Wait till you see the way I deliver babies." "Hey, man." "What doya say?" "Mmm." "So... wanna fuck?" "What?" "You didn't understand the question?" "Of course I did." "I just think it's a damned odd way to start a conversation." "Oh." "Gee, I thought it was a great little icebreaker." "Aren'tyou horny afteryour long flight?" "I didn't fly." "I drove." "From Connecticut?" "No." "From Los Angeles." "We moved to Beverly Hills about six months ago." "Ohh." "How come?" "A number ofreasons." "I got tired oFstanding knee-deep in the snow... trying to scrape the ice off my windshield with a credit card." "Besides, there are people here with a lot of moneywho don't know what to do with it." "And you tell 'em?" "I'm what theycall a business manager." " How's it goin'?" " Can't complain." "Why?" "You look kind oFshitty." "Is everything all right?" "When did you start dressing like an I ndian?" "You look like a refugee from the Sunset Strip." "Oh, no." "I've gone back to school" " Berkeley." "Why?" "Why?" "You mean, what do I want to be when I grow up?" "Well, you have to admit it's a bit odd becoming a schoolgirl atyour age." "Hey, listen." "You think it's easy being the only one in your class with clear skin?" "What madeyou do it?" "Actually, it was a dinnerparty that made me decide." "Harry's boss invited us over for dinner, and I just freaked." "Why?" "Well, I'd spent so much time at home with the kids that I reallywasn't sure..." "I was capable of carrying on an intelligent conversation with anyone over the age offive." "So, anyway, we went, and I got seated right next to the boss." "But, you know, I surprised myself." "I mean, he talked and I talked." "It was just like a regular conversation." "I thought everything was cool, till I noticed that he was looking at me in kind ofa weird way." "I looked down at his plate and discovered that all the time we had been talking," "I'd been cutting up his meat for him." "That's when I decided that I'd better get out ofthe house." "Yeah, but why school?" "Oh, I don't know." "I felt restless and undirected, and I thought school would give me some answers." "What sort of answers?" "You know, like where it's really at." "Jesus." "What?" "That expression." "Okay." "I wanted to find out who the hell I am." "You don't get answers like that from the classroom." "Well, I'm not in a classroom all the time." "I'll tell ya, the protests and demonstrations... are a learning experience in themselves." "Protests against what?" "The war." "Didn'tyou hear about it?" "It was in all the papers." "Demonstrations aren't gonna stop the war." "Oh, really?" "Haveyou got a better idea?" "Look, I didn't drive all the way up here to discuss politics." "Well, so far you've turned down sex and politics." "Would you like to try religion?" "I think I'll try a Librium." "[WaterRunning]" "[ Chattering ]" "Jesus." "Ohh." "Honey, why areyou so uptight?" "That's another expression I hate." ""Uptight"?" "There's no such word." "You remind me of my mother." "When I was nine, I asked her what "fuck" meant." "You know what she said?" ""There's no such word."" "And nowyou know there is, you feel compelled to use it in every other sentence?" "What is bugging you?" ""Bugging" me?" "I'll tell you what's bugging me." "The blacks are burning down the cities." "There's a Harvard professor telling my kids the onlyway to happiness... is to become doped-up zombies." "And I have a teenage son with hair so long that from the back, he looks exactly like Yvonne De Carlo." "You know that's a sign of age, don'tyou?" "What is?" "When you start worrying about the declining morality oftheyoung." "Besides, there is nothing you can do about it." "We can start setting some examples." "[ Gulping ]" "[ Chuckles ] As I recall, when you were a littleyounger, you were not exactly a monk about thatsort oFthing." "That was different." "Our relationship is not based on a casual one-night stand." "No." "It's been 1 5 one-night stands." "It's not the same." "We shared things." "My God." "I helped deliveryour child." "Remember?" "Remember?" "I consider that our finest hour." " How is she?" " Georgette?" "Ooh, she's very healthy, very noisy and very spoiled." "Don'tyou feel guilty leaving her alone when you go to school?" "No." "Harry's home a lot." "How does Harry feel about all this?" "Oh." "When I told him I wanted to go back to school to get some identity, he said to me, "You want identity, go build a bridge, invent penicillin." "Just get off my back."" "I always said Harry had a good head on his shoulders." "That was supposed to be the bad story about him." "How's Helen?" "Helen's fine, just fine." "Hmm." "Why don'tyou tell me a story that shows how really rotten she can be?" "That's not likeyou." "I know, but it seems like we need something to bring us together." "I thought a really lousy story about Helen would makeyou appreciate me more." "Okay." "As you know, she has this funny sense ofhumor." "By funny, I take it you mean peculiar." "Right." "And it comes out at the most inappropriate times." "I had just signed this client-- very proper, very old money." "Helen and I were invited to his house for cocktails with him and his wife." "Well, it was all pretty awkward, but we managed to get through the drinks all right." "Then, as we were leaving, instead ofwalking out the front door," "I walked into the hall closet." "Well, that wasn't so bad." "Anybody could've done that." "My mistake was I stayed in there." "You stayed in the closet?" "I wasn't sure anybody had seen me go in." "Aha." "I guess I figured I'd stay in there until they'd all gone away." "All right." "Maybe I didn't think things through." "I was there a minute before I realized I had probably misjudged the situation." "And then when I came out, the three ofthem were just staring at me." "Well, it was pretty awkward, but I probably could've carried it off except for Helen." " You know what she did?" " What?" " She peed on the carpet." " [ Laughing ]" "She did what?" "Well, not right away." "First, she started to laugh." "Her face was all screwed up." "She was holding her sides." "Tears were streaming down her cheeks." "And then she peed all over the carpet." "What did you say?" "I said, "You'll have to excuse mywife." "Ever since her last pregnancy, she's had a problem."" "Then I offered to have the rug cleaned." " Did that help?" " No." "They said they had a maid, and it wouldn't be necessary." "[ Continues Laughing ]" "You think this is funny?" "Listen." "I've been meaning to tell you this for a long time." "I just love Helen." "Would she come off anyworse ifl told you I lost the account?" "Oh, George, when did you get so stuffy?" "Stuffy?" "Yeah." "Am I stuffy because I don't like mywife to urinate on my client's carpet?" "Well, I didn't mean just that, honey, but" "Well, look atyou." "You just scream establishment." "I am not a faddist." " What doyou mean?" " I mean I have no desire to be those middle-aged idiots... who walk around in bell-bottomed trousers and Prince Valiant haircuts... saying "ciao."" "Well, I wasn't just talking about fashion." "I was talking aboutyour attitudes." "My attitudes are the same as they always were." "I haven't changed at all." "Oh, yes, you have." "You used to be kind of, well, crazy and insecure... and a terrible liar, but awfully human." "Nowyou" " I don't know." "You just seem so sure ofyourself." " That's the last thing I am." " Oh, yeah?" "Ipickedup one of Helen's magazines the other day, and there was this article... telling women what sort of orgasms they should have." "It was called "The Big 'O."'" "You know what really got me about that?" "This was a magazine my mother used to buy for its fruitcake recipes." "Well, the times, in fact, are a-changing, darling." "Too fast." "I don't know." "Twenty, thirtyyears ago, we had standards." "Maybe theywere black and white, but at least theywere standards." "Now" "It's so confusing." "Well" "That's at least a step in the right direction." "When did I suddenly become so appealing?" "When you went from pompous to confused." "All right." "Now, tell me, sir." "What's your pleasure?" "A walk by the ocean... or a good book... or... me?" "You." "Oh, I thought you'd never ask." "What?" "Doris, you're not wearing a bra." "[ Chuckles ]" "George, you're so 40s." "I'm a very old-fashioned man." "next, you'll be telling meyou voted for Goldwater." "I did." "You're putting me on." "No." "Of course not." "What areyou doing?" "Ifyou think I'm going to bed with any son ofa bitch whovoted for Goldwater, you're crazy." "Doris, don't do this to me." "Not now." "How could you vote for a man like that?" "Yuck!" "Can we discuss this later?" "No." "We'll discuss it right now." " Why did you vote for him?" " Because I have a son who wants to be a rock musician." "What kind of reason is that?" "The best one I can come up with in my condition." "I'm sorry, George, you're gonna have to do a whole lot better than that." "All right." "He wanted to end the war, okay?" "Sure, by destroying the country." "He never said that." "That's the trouble with you people." "You never listen." "It's a civil war." "We have no right being there in the first place." "Oh, I'm so sick ofhearing that liberal crap." "We have the bomb." "Why don't we use it?" "Areyou serious?" "You're damned right I am." "Wipe the sons ofbitches offthe face ofthe earth." "Oh, my God!" "I don't know anything aboutyou!" " What kind of man areyou?" " Right now, a very frustrated one." "All this time, I thought I was going to bed with a liberal Democrat." "Wait a minute." "You told meyou worked for Stevenson." "That was years ago." "So what happened?" "What changed you?" "I grew up." "Oh, yeah?" "Well, as far as I'm concerned, you didn't turn out too hot." "Let's just forget it, huh?" "Oh, I'm not gonna forget it!" "I mean, being stuffy and old-fashioned is one thing, but being a fascist is another." "I am not a fascist!" "Well, you're advocating mass murder!" "Let's just drop it." "No, I'm not-- I'm not going to drop it." "You stand for everything that I'm against." "Maybeyou're against the wrong things." "Butyou used to believe as I do." "Now, what happened?" "I changed!" "But why?" "Because Michael was killed!" "How?" "He was helping a wounded man onto a Red Cross helicopter, and a sniper killed him." "[ Whimpering ] When?" "[ Snorting ]" "We got word during a Fourth ofJuly party." "Helen went completely to pieces." "I thought I was in shock and that I'd feel it later, you know?" "I never did." "[ Sighs ] I've never shed a tear." "All I've ever been able to feel is blind anger." "I neversheda tear." "Isn't that something?" "He was my son." "I love him." "[ Crying ] And for the life of me..." "I can't seem to cry for him." "Oh." "Doris, I'm sorry." "No." "[ Continues Crying ]" "About-- About everything." "I've been a bit on edge lately." "Just seems to be one damn" "[Man ] !" "Dreams make promises!" "!" "They can't keep!" "!" "They can swindleyou!" "!" "Whileyou sleep!" "!" "And the morning Finds you!" "!" "Wondering why!" "!" "It seems!" "!" "When we're young in dreams we trust!" "!" "Maybe growing up is just!" "!" "Kissing certain dreams!" "!" "Good-bye!" "You know, it's amazi ng how good it can be after 2 1 years, isn't it?" "Well, iFyou add up all the times we actually made it together, we're still on our honeymoon." "[ Kissing ] [ Kissing ]" "Did I tell you I'm a grandmother?" "No." "But I think you picked a weird time to announce it." "Congratulations." "Thankyou." "Anyway, you're theyoungest-looking grandmother I've had a peak experience with." "Well, my mother thanks you." "My father thanks you." "My hairdresser thanks you." "And my plastic surgeon thanks you." "When Harry says, "You're not the girl I married," he doesn't know how right he is." "Didn't Harry likeyour old nose?" "Harry thinks this is my old nose." "He never noticed?" "No." "Isn't that pathetic?" "I mean, a new dress or something, I could understand, but a whole nose?" "Well, to be totally honest, I don't see any difference either." "Well, I don't care." "It's sure different From myside." "Makes me Feel more attractive." "Anyway, that's this year's bad story about Harry." "Have you got one about Helen?" "Well, there was this loud party next door." "Helen couldn't sleep." "And, uh, she didn't wanna take a sleeping pill... because she had to get up at 6:00 in the morning." "So she took a couple of pills and stuffed them in her ears." "What?" "During the night, the pills melted." "Then the next day, while the doctorwas digging the stuff out ofher ears, he said, "You know, these can be taken orally."" "Helenjust laughed." "She didn't care." "I'll tell you something." "Ifthat's the worst story you can tell about yourwife, you must be a very happy man." "Well, let's just say I've discovered the potential for happiness." "[ Telephone Ringing ]" "Yes, Liz?" "No, honey." "It's 60 guests, not 1 6." "There's no problem." "We've catered parties for her lots oftimes." "It" "I know, but she puts little tables around her swimming pool, and then there's room on the patio for the buffet." "Right." "It's a brunch." "Right." "That's okay." "Sure." "Uh, Liz, did Harry call?" "Okay." "You know where to reach me, huh?" "I'm sorry." "It was a busyweekend, and I had to leave a number." "Does Harry knowyou're here?" "No." "Harry still thinks I go on retreat." "Don't worry." "I'm not worried." "Yeah?" "Then why are you frowning?" "I'm getting bad vibes again." "Again?" "Yeah." "When you first walked in, I picked up on your high tension level." "Then afterwe made love, I sensed a certain anxiety reduction, but, uh, now I'm getting definite negative Feedback." "When did you go into analysis?" " How did you know I was in analysis?" "J ust a wild guess." "What made you start?" "My value system changed." "One day, I took a look at my $1 50,000 house... and the three cars in the garage and the swimming pool and the gardeners, and I asked myself, "Why?"" "I mean, did I really want the whole status trip?" "So I decided to try to find out what I did want and who I was." "Soyou went from analysis to Esalen to Gestalt... to encounter groups to transactional to nirvana, huh?" "Just because some people are trying to widen their emotional horizons... doesn't make the experience any less valid." "I've learned a lot." "So I've noticed." "For one thing, you've learned to talk as though you're reasoning with somebody... about to jump from a high ledge." "Okay, okay." "I know sometimes I tend to overcompensate for my emotionalism." "Occasionally, there's a loss of spontaneity." "I'm working on that." "Well, I'm glad to hear it." "What else haveyou learned?" "That behind the walls I've built around myself," "I'm a warm, caring, loving human being." "Well, I could've told you that 20 years ago." "Tell me." "How's Helen reacting toyourvoyage ofself-discovery?" "Well, at first, she tended to overreact." "Oh, yeah?" "In what way?" "She threw a grapefruit at me in the supermarket." "Listen." "It's only natural that there'd be some interpersonal conflicts to work through, but now it's cool." " Helen's into pottery." " Oh." "And what areyou doing for a living?" "!" "[Piano ]" " We live very simply, Doris." "We don't need much." "What bread we do need, I can provide by simple, honest labor." "Like what?" "I play cocktail piano in a singles bar in the Valley." "[Telephone Ringing]" "Yes, Liz?" "No." "No." "Tell 'em that's our final offer." "Oh, that's a lot ofbull." "I know it's a good piece of property, but he needs us more than we need him." "[ Sighs ]" "Well, ifhe doesn't like it, tell him to shove it." "And don't worry." "He won't." "Okay, hon." "Thanks." "Anything else?" "All right." "Well, I'll be at this number." "Okay." "I'm buying another store." "Why?" " Money." " Is that whyyou went into business?" "To make money?" "No." "I wanted power too." "I take ityou are forwomen's liberation?" " Hey, I'm for any kind ofliberation." " That's a cop-out." "Women have always been exploited by men, and you know it." "Doris, we've all been shafted, and by the same things." "Look." "Let me lay this on you." "I go to a woman doctor." "Oh, yeah?" "First time she gave me a rectal examination, she said, "Am I hurting you or areyou tense?"" "I said, "I'm tense." She said, "Areyou tense because I'm a woman?"" "I said, "No." "I get tense when anybody does that to me."" "See what I mean?" "Well, I don't know about that, but I do know in this country, nobody takes a woman seriously... until she has enough money to back up her mouth." "Hey, I think it's great to have a hobby." "A hobby?" "We grossed a half million the firstyear." "Doris, don't misunderstand me." "Ifthat's whatyou want, I'm very happy foryou." "I'm just not into the moneything anymore." "Doyou ever get the feeling we're drifting apart?" "No." "In manyways, I've never felt closer toyou." "I don't know." "Somehow it seems to me our lives are out of sync." "Look." "We all realize our potential in different ways at different times." "The important thing is, does whatyou do giveyou a sense offulfillment?" "Well, I'm working on it." "And you have everything you want?" "With one minor exception." "Somewhere along the way, I seem to have lost my husband." " Lost him?" " Well, I don't know ifl lost him... or I simply misplaced him." "He left home four days ago, and I haven't heard from him since." "How doyou feel about that?" "George, do me a favor." "Stop talking as though you're leading a human potential group." "It really pisses me off." "That's cool." "What's cool?" "Foryou to transfer your feelings ofhostility and aggression from Harry to me." "As long as you know that's whatyou're doing." "You know something?" "You're really beginning to get on my nerves." "That's cool too." "Jesus." "I mean it." "At least it's honest." "Total honesty is the key to everything." "Really?" "Areyou being totally honest with Helen?" " I'm trying." " Oh, yeah?" "Haveyou told her about us?" "No, but I could." "I think today she's mature enough to handle it." "George, you're full ofshit." "I can buythat." "I mean, ifyou're being totally honest." "Believe me." "I am being totally honest." "Well, at least it's a start." "And what about all that other garbage?" ""I don't know ifl lost him or simply misplaced him."" "What kind of crap is that?" "All right." "You've got a point." "So how doyou feel about all this?" "You're doing it again!" "[ Sighs ] Okay." "I think-- Don't tell me howyou think." "Tell me howyou feel." "Like I've been kicked in the stomach." "What else?" "Angry." "Hurt." "Betrayed." "And, okay, a little guilty." "But I'll tell you something." "I really resent the fact that he's making me feel guilty." "Whydoyou Feel resentment?" "Well, look." "I didn't marry Harry because he had a good head for business." "Okay." "So it turns out that I do, or maybe I was lucky." "I don't know." "The point is, I don't love him any less just 'cause he's a failure as a provider, so why should he love me less just 'cause I'm a success?" "Haveyou told him you still love him?" "Love him." "What's he think I've been hanging around for 27 years for?" "Wouldit beso hard to let him knowyou understand howhe Feels?" "Right now it would, yes." "Do you want him back?" "I don't know." "But ask me again tomorrow, and I'll probably give you a different answer." "Why?" "Because tomorrow I won't have you." " I'm always with you in spirit." " Thanks a lot." "It's kind of difficult to putyour cold feet on somebody's spirit, especiallywhen they're 400 miles away." "Is that a proposal, Doris?" "Areyou interested?" "Areyou?" "I've always thought we'd make a nice couple." "You didn't answer the question." "I was the one who proposed." "Well, don't look so panicky, George." "I was only three-quarters serious." "Well, when you're completely serious, ask me again." "I bet you say that to all the girls." "No." "Thankyou." "You hungry?" "Yes." "Well, you're in luck." "Because today, your lunch is being catered by the chicest, most expensive French delicatessen in all ofSan Francisco." "How did we swing that?" "The owner's got a thing forya." "It's out in the trunk of my car." "Can I help?" "Why, you could set the table and turn on some nice music... and when I come back, make me laugh, huh?" "I'll try." "Don't worry." "Ifyou can't make me laugh, just hold my hand." "[Telephone Ringing]" "Hello?" "Uh, no, she's not here right now." "Who's this?" "Harry?" "Um" "Uh, would you-- would you just hold on for a minute, please?" "Hello?" "Harry, we're two mature adult human beings, and I've decided to be honest." "No." "Doris is not here right now, but I'd like to talk toyou." "Because I know thatyou and Doris are having a pretty rough time right now, and" "Uh, we're very close friends." "I've known Doris for 20 years, and I feel that through her, I knowyou." "We've been meeting this same weekend for 20 years." "The retreat?" "Uh, yeah." "I'll, uh-- I'll get to that in a minute, but, um, first I'd like to tell you something, Harry." "She loves you." "Well, I just know." "Look." "Maybe ifl told you a story she told me this morning, maybe it would helpyou understand." "Uh, a few months ago, Doris was supposed to act as den mother... foryour 1 0-year-old daughter and her Indian Guide group." "And Doris was a little late." "She was hung up at the store, and she got home about two hours late." "When she walked into the house, she looked in the living room, and you know what she saw?" "A rather overweight, balding, middle-aged man with a feather on his head... sitting cross-legged on the floor, very gravely and gently... telling a circle oftotally absorbed girls what it was like... to be in a World War II Japanese prison camp." "And she turned around and went outside and got in her car... and thanked God for being married to a man likeyou." "Areyou still there, Harry?" "Yeah, well, look." "Sometimes married people get into an emotional straitjacket, and it's kind ofhard for them to express how they truly feel about each other." "Total honesty is the key." "Yes, I've known Doris for 20 years, and I'm not ashamed to admit that it's been one ofthe most intimate, satisfying experiences of my life." "My name?" "My name is Father Michael O'Herlihy." "Right." "Oh." "It never changes, does it?" "About the only thing that doesn't." "I find that comforting." "Even old Chalmers hasn't changed." "He must be 75 by now." "You rememberwhen we first met?" "Even then, we called him old Chalmers." "He must've been the same age then that we are now." "That I don't find so comforting." "We were veryyoung." "Yeah." "Have we changed much?" "Oh, sure we have." "I grew up with you." "Remember all those dumb lies I used to tell?" "Yeah." "How about me?" "Have I grown up too?" "I had the feeling you were already grown up when we met." "Why is it every time I look atyou, I want to put my hands all overyou?" "That's another thing that hasn't changed." "You always were a sex maniac." "I'll start a fire." "Okay." "You know, I figured out with the cost offirewood today, it's cheaper to buy furniture, break it up and burn it." "Are things that tight?" "No." "I'm okay." "I've been doing some teaching at U.C.L.A. Ah." "What?" "Music?" "Accounting." "With the way things are happening out there, it seems that figures are still the onlythings that don't lie." "Doris, why'd you sell your business?" "How did you know about that?" "I'll tellyou later." "What madeyou do it?" "A chain bought me out." "It was just the right offer at the right time." "But what do you do with yourself now?" "Oh, I read and watch TV.... and visit my grandchildren, play a little golf." "You know, all the jet set stuff." "I thought you loved working." "Well, there was another factor." "Harry had a heart attack." "It turned out to be a mild one, but he needed me at the time, so" "Besides, it's not like I'm in permanent retirement." "There's a local election in a couple of months, and I've been approached to run." "On what ticket?" "Independent." "Figures." "Harry's okay now?" "Oh, yeah." "He runs four miles a day and has a body like Mark Spitz." "Unfortunately, he still has a face like Ernest Borgnine, but" "How's everything with you and Harry emotionally?" "Comfortable." "Comfortable?" "Well, that's not such a bad state to be in." "That word's been given a bad reputation by theyoung." "Where's your luggage?" "Still in the car?" "I didn't bring any." "I can't stay." "Why not?" "Look, I have a lot to say... and a very short time to say it, so I'd better start." "In the first place, it turns out that..." "Helen found out about us 1 0 years ago." "When did you learn that?" "Two months ago." "And she never confronted you with it before?" "No." "What made her tellyou now?" "She didn't." "We have a very close friend, Connie." " Did" " Have I ever mentioned her?" " No." "Well, Connie told me." "All those years, and she never even hinted that she knew." "I guess that's the nicest story I've ever told about her." " Yourwife is an amazing woman." " She passed away, Doris." "I lost hersix months ago." "It was veryFast." "I'm sorry to blurt it out like that." "I couldn't think of a graceful way to tell you." "It's so strange." "I never even met Helen, and I feel like I've just lost my best friend." "Are the kids okay?" "The kids are great." "If it weren't for them," "I don't know if I'd have gotten through this whole thing." "I wish you'd tried to reach me." "Well, I did." "That's how I found out you'd sold the store." "They gave me your home number, and I" "I let the phone ring four times, and then I hung up." "But I felt better knowing you were there ifl needed you." "Oh, I wish you'd spoken to me." "Well, I didn't want to intrude." "I didn't think I had the right." "That's just terrible." "We should've been together." "You know, I've been thinking about us a lot lately, everything we've been through together, things we've shared, times we've helped each other." "Did you know we made love 1 1 3 times?" "What?" "I figured that out on my Bomar calculator." "[ Scoffs ]" "I think it's wonderful when people know each other that well." "You know, there's nothing aboutyou I don't know." "You take two sugars, right?" "No." "One." "Okay." "Uh" "Oh, well, okay." "Maybe I don't know everything about you." "You know, I don't know who your favorite movie stars are." "And I couldn't remember the name ofyour favorite perfume." " I racked my brain, and I couldn't think ofit." " That's funny." "It's My Sin." "But I do know that in 26 years, I've never been out oflove with you." "I think that's incredible." "So what doyou say, Doris?" "You wanna get married?" "[ Gulps ]" "Married?" "We shouldn't even be doing this." "I'm serious." "Oh, my God." "You are." "Well, what'd you think I was, just a summer romance?" "A simpleyes willdo." "There is no such thing, my love." "What is it?" "I was just thinking ofhow many times I've dreamed ofyour asking me this." "You know, that's pulled me through a lot ofbad times." "I wanna thankyou forthat." "What did you say those other times?" "I always said yes." "Why areyou hesitating now?" "Doyou realize I'm offering you the opportunity... to marry a man who has known you for 26 years... and can't walk byyou without wanting to grabyour ass?" "You always were a sweet talker." "Doris, will you marry me?" "I can't." "Whynot?" "I'm already married." "You feel you have to staywith him because he needs you?" "No." "No." "It's a lot ofthings." "Affection." "Respect." "And a sense of continuity." "I mean, we share all the same memories." "It's comfortable." "Goddamn it." "I was the one who broughtyou back together siXyears ago." "Why did I do such a stupid thing?" "Whywas I so generous?" "Becauseyou Felt the same way then about Helen as I do now about Harry, that's why." "And besides, ifyou hadn't, you might've been stuck with me for good, and that idea scared you to death." "You always could see through me, couldn'tyou?" "But that's okay, 'cause..." "I've always loved what I've seen." "Well, I wantyou now." "You can still have me once a year, same time, same place." "Doris, I needa wife." "I'm just not the kind of man who can live alone." "What I'm trying to say is that withoutyou, I'll probably end up with Connie." "Look, she knows all about us, and, uh, she's not the kind of person... who would go along with it." "I guess what I'm trying to say is that... we'll never see each other again." "Doris, for God's sake, marry me." "I can't." "I wish there were something I could say that would makeyou... burst into tears and run awaywith me." "Well, you know us Irish." "We never cry." "Yeah, well" "I have to catch a plane." "Who were your favorite movie stars?" "Laurence Olivier." "Marlon Brando." "Cary Grant." "Lon McCallister." "[ Crying ]" " [DoorOpening]" " Okay." "I'm back, goddamn it." " What about Connie?" " Connie is 87 years old." "What?" "Look." "I wanted you to marry me, and I figured ifyou thought somebody else wanted me, I'd stand a better chance." "[Laughing] Okay." "Maybe I didn't think things through." "I was desperate, okay?" "Look." "I don't even wanna discuss it." "I'm back, and I'm gonna keep coming back... everyyear until our bones are too brittle to risk contact." "[ Sniffling ]" "[Man ] !" "Hello!" "!" "It allstarted with hello!" "!" "On an evening long ago!" "!" "When an unexpectedsmile!" "!" "Caught my eye!" "[ Woman ] !" "Hello!" "!" "IFI'd smiled and looked away!" "!" "We would not be here today!" "!" "To never say good-bye!" "[ Man ] !" "For the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "I was Falling in love!" "[ Woman ] !" "I was Falling!" "!" "Falling and Feeling I'd never Fall in love again!" "!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "[ Man ] !" "Was long before I knew!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With you!" "!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "!" "I was Falling in love!" "!" "I was Falling!" "!" "Falling and Feeling!" "!" "I'd never Fall in love again!" "!" "Yes, the last time I Felt like this!" "[ Man ] !" "Was long before I knew!" "[ Man, Woman ] !" "What I'm Feeling now!" "!" "With you!"