"The Shaman is calling the God" "We shall come back three days later to check the body" "If still intact, it will be a tragedy" "His soul may remain a captive to this world of suffering" "If eaten completely by the wolves, however his soul will be released and ascended to the sky" "Wolves are messengers to the heaven" "I am not sure if my job as a psychiatrist brought me to the depression" "Or my depression led me to the job" "Anyway I will record some stories I have heard" "And my reflection on them" "If I cannot finish by deciding to move on" "This will be the last voyage of my life" "So are you asking about your son?" "Yes" "But he should have to depart to plutonian territories" "Yes... plutonian..." "Do you mean that he couldn't make it to the heaven and ended up in hell because he was too small?" "It is not like that..." "Take a break" "You have not been eating anything" "Thank you my dear" "No need to push so hard now" "Your son will take care of you" "Yeah, but he is hard working too" "Traveling all the time" "Isn't that a sign of promise?" "You are always so kind" "Heaven and hell are the same concept of different interpretations" "There are many universes of the kind" "Full moon will wane" "Reunions mingle with separations" "Storms and disasters may strike anytime" "But there is a sign for everything" "Today is October 9th" "A good day for travel but bad for burial" "Let Lady Red who can tell everything" "Get you the answers and point the way" "Write down your name, birthday and the birth time" "I will be with you soon" "Hi mom mom" "Jayson!" "Yes, I am in Taiwan" "Free for the weekend and now in a beautiful place" "I see" "It is called Nine Portion" "Nine what?" "Portion" "Very well, son, very well" "Yeah, bye bye" "Bye bye" "Here you are!" "I have been looking for you everywhere" "Why?" "Have you heard about the bus turnover in Taiwan?" "You told me that your son..." "You bitch!" "You witch!" "Why your heart so evil?" "Shut up!" "Change" "Hello." "Sorry I am late" "It is okay." "Please sit down over here" "That is your seat" "Change" "And change" "Hello" "And change" "Hello, Ryo" "Petra, how are you?" "I am fine, thank you." "But I broke my leg" "You just broke your leg?" "Yes" "What happened?" "I was riding on a bicycle and fell off" "Everything is okay?" "Yeah" "As you requested I want to show the last painting of my father" "It is beautiful" "Let me see it, very nice!" "It is the Queen of Holland..." "I can only write" "That is why I am fascinated by men who can draw" "I can do nothing but draw" "Dear Sebastian" "As you know I am a columnist of love stories" "I need inspirations, but I am not in the mood for love" "I am sorry if I have given you wrong signals" "Change" "I am going for a walk" "Thank you" "How do you like your birthday present, mom?" "I love everything from you, my dear" "Isn't that enough?" "You know, for some of us" "The feeling of pleasure is like the mist in the morning" "And that of sorrow the ocean in the evening" "By the way, my dear, I want to get something for you from town too" "Hello, this is Leni" "Is she still alive?" "This is not the way to love" "Change!" "We can" "You mean it?" "Hey!" "How are you?" "Just bringing your stuff" "Because you forgot them" "Yes, indeed" "I hope everything is still inside" "Yes, let me check" "Everything is still there" "Good" "Thank you." "Do you want some coffee or something else?" "No, you guys just go back to bed" "Okay" "Bye, see you later" "Bye" "By the way, I haven't got your name yet" "I don't have an English name" "They call me Ah-Drun in Chinese" "Shall I call you Adrian then?" "Whatever, I don't care" "This guy, he wrote a nineteen thousand page suicide note" "At the end he shot himself" "An extreme nihilist he was" "Will you kill yourself?" "I don't know." "I am supposed to prevent people from doing that" "Can you?" "No one is immune from death" "One can never claim success doing my kind of job" "When is your lowest point in a day?" "Dawn." "Sometimes I just hate waking up" "You?" "Dusk." "I am always saddened by the fading beauty of the sunset" "Have you been taking any medicine or seeing a psychiatrist?" "I don't have the money" "And I don't care" "My ex wanted to go there" "But we parted before the trip" "Shall we?" "I can drive there and send you photos" "If your suicidal client did not get well soon enough" "I guess that is the only way to go" "Check out this new lottery machine" "With the 49 colorful numbered balls in order" "For the moment the whole city is waiting for" "I think I have to check you into the hospital" "Otherwise you will be in immediate danger" "It is my birthday, you know?" "I am forty eight" "Can you still hear me?" "Are you in pain?" "Are you afraid to die?" "But after you die, who will hire me?" "Decent souls rush to join the celestials" "Blessed people fear no demon" "Is that you, papa?" "Son, I am here to tell you there is a world beyond life" "I have been there with your uncle Dali" "Salvador Dali?" "Who else?" "Is this my dream?" "My imagination?" "Or just a projection of my wish?" "I can't tell the difference" "Death is when all differences dissolve" "Have you visited mom?" "I thought she has told you" "Papa" "I can't decide between you and mom" "Can you..." "Papa" "If someone as good as you would depart" "What is the point for my staying?" "Ryan, Ryan" "I have been watching all your movies" "I am your big fan" "I heard that you will be a director soon" "How is the new film going?" "Depression!" "What a year it has been!" "I can't take it any more!" "Thank you my friends" "Thank you my love" "Your kindness" "Your tenderness" "Your smile" "Your love" "Your everything!" "Everything?" "I have done nothing evil in my life" "Why should I end like this?" "Jayson!" "Hi mom mom" "I am in Taiwan" "Free for the weekend" "And now in a beautiful place" "Very well, son, very well" "Yeah" "Bye bye" "No matter where you are, I am closer to you now" "I like to see places" "That is the only thing keeping me going" "I don't care about life or death" "I am just curious what awaits me at the end" "Hello." "Who is it?" "I am Ryo." "I am looking for..." "You want Ah-Drun, right?" "He is dead!" "I see." "Is there a..." "No funeral, for everything is over" "Wait, you are his friend?" "If you want to do something for him" "You can deposit money to my account" "HSBC 448-1 68524-81 3" "Hello." "Do you want me to repeat?" "Hello..." "Hello..." "Is this my dream?" "My imagination?" "Or just a projection of my wish?"