"THE BOARDED WINDOW written by dialogues by starring music" "cinematography directed by" "Want some?" "Only mice eat so early." "What's new?" "Show me." ""Day 174:" "Not wishing anything else and experiencing the great harmony of what you have." "Is this enough for the happiness?" "It would mean that happiness is connected to" "'I don't want', not "I want'." "Still, I constantly desire something;" "even today." "I want to sink into this great harmony deeper and deeper." "Even more, I want to lose myself in it." "But not to lose myself."" "I will dictate you something." "Write it down." "Be sure to do it." "The brainsick young lady shall not be attached to anyone, at all." "Well, write it down." "Stop it." "Don't persuade yourself." "You're just drowning in self-pity instead of truly getting ill!" "You are not ill!" "You have merely been told so!" "They've done it easily, very easily." "Yes, I was told so..." "Better sleep already until evening." "Exactly!" "Sleep is the best for madness!" "Are you taking a shortcut or are you going thorugh a meadow?" "Through a meadow." "Why are you asking?" "I saw poppies there once." "Since then they have already faded." "Exactly, there should be poppy -heads already." "Bring me some." "I need to boil some poppies." "What for?" "I can't sleep." "You?" " Yes." "I can't sleep at all." "I am just dreaming constantly." "Hallucinating..." "I recall..." "Anna, what is it for?" "Why do you want to get back to it?" "It's exhausting." "I am not getting back to it." "It gets back to me." "Lurking, bursting the second I close my eyes." "I can't forget it." "I've explained it to you so many times - they're just the delusions." "And you are talking about it as if it was a reality." "You know well that this is not a delusion." "My mother really died giving birth to me." "And she really was deranged." "Yes, but you couldn't have seen that." "It's just your imagination which created this image from your father's stories, cojectures, or whatever." "Don't tell yourself you have seen that." "I have really seen that." "I must have seen that." "Too many details are stuck in my head." "It haunts me too clearly in my dreams." "If you have to eat through your mother, and breath through her, then maybe you can see as well." "Do you want to get back?" "You will have your doctor always near you." "Maybe it's this house driving you..." "As you please." "Anna?" "Anna!" "Anna, has anything happened?" "Can't you hear me?" "You can't answer?" "And she roars... she roars... and she roars right away... and she wears off." "Silence." "And the silence wanders." "Anna!" "Anna!" "You're alive." "Anna?" "KARAGARGA subtitles 2015"