"PORTRAIT OF YOUTH" "What have you been doing?" "Traveling." "Roaming two years giving up high school?" "Think of your diligent friends." "I'll take the college entrance exam." "Bring it here!" "Bring it here, I say!" "Who's he?" "Say hello to your uncle." "You're Joon-su?" "I'm your uncle." "Mother left a will." "Here's your share." "That's all I can do for you." "It'll cover your registration fees twice." "You're the hope of our family." "Please stop disappointing me." "You won't be young forever." "I have nothing to cherish in my hometown anymore." "My brother wanting to get a reward from me..." "My mother's death..." "Chung-nim, my cousin and first love, who's gone..." "So I parted from my hometown that spring." "You read books even in the pits?" "I need miners, not scholars!" "Are you going to read all these books?" "You're borrowing every book." "Let me borrow this first." "Just one more day!" "There are so many books to read." "Don't you crave a drink of alcohol?" "We all do!" "Our life is brilliant sunshine..." "It's awesome." "Stop it." "Don't make me nervous." "Let's drink a girl's sweet liquor." "Scissors-rock-kerchief!" "Scissors-rock-kerchief!" "You'll buy, poet!" "We trust you." "Go ahead." "One moment." "You've dropped a book." "I don't have any to drop..." "My books're in the lecture room." "This... book..." "Look deep in your heart when you are happy." "You'll realize the thing that gives you joy..." "Is the thing that gave you sorrow." "A prophet by Kahlil Gibran" "It must be yours." "You know how, don't you?" "Yes, it's mine." "What do you want?" "I could use some sweet liquor." "Do you want her buy your drink?" "I need some money and a date for paying it back." "All right." "Pay me back here 24 hours from now." "Here... 24 hours from now." "I guess this is yours." "Isn't this yours, missy?" "Missy?" "Drop it." "I'm Cho Heh-yon, sophomore in French Literature." "Heh-yon." "I'm..." "You're Lee Young-hoon, junior in Korean Literature, a poet." "You're quite popular among girls." "Are you a Don Juan?" "I want to pay you back." "Do you need a bodyguard?" "All right, I give up." "Enjoy yourself, Heh-yon." "Please jot down what I'm saying." "Beg pardon?" "You want a date, don't you?" "Yes, I do." "Write it down, then Equality should rule." "Dutch treat should rule." "Take me home after every date." "We'll have a legal friendship." "Don't we need such a provision?" "Equality should rule..." "What was your third pledge?" "I'll take you home after every date." "Good!" "Good night" "Good night. poet." "Good night." "What was the phrase?" "Drunk steps...?" "By my ex-love's house?" "Right!" "Now I can memorize that poet of yours." "Good night." "Drunk steps by my ex-love's house." "Afraid might shed tears, I turned away." "The door that can't be opened." "My hand's frozen before the gate." "Sorry, I'm late" "What time is it now?" "Sorry, sir." "Park is angry." "Does he have to go to college?" "Sorry, sir." "Please pick up a watch founding at a washroom on Jun. 9th." "The finder of lost property will get 10% of its value." "What are you plotting?" "Where there's a will, there's alcohol." "How much can we spend?" "10% is 30,000Won." "We'll use more than that." "Right!" "Let's go and spend more!" "We're decent, so we'll demand only 10% ." "Be conscious, have a conscious..." "Please go." "In-choi!" "You're here." "I thought you dropped dead in the toilet." "You're alive!" "So you're going abroad for further study." "You're mean... uncovering my background." "You were a fighter before you served in the army." "You're a coward now!" "It was a absolute deception." "There are three kinds of political apathy." "Elusive apathy, non-political apathy... and anti-political apathy." "To which do you belong?" "So you want to define our relationship." "All right!" "I hate standardization..." "or the logic that..." "Justice and courage are the monopoly of participants." "The intellect with no action is a coward." "Isn't ideology a deformation of antagonism between the two Great Powers?" "I envy your courage." "But you should recognize the existence of others." "Sure..." "I want to maintain our relationship." "But we're not in a humdrum age, remember." "Let's go underground!" "Cheers to chaos!" "They look at literature as a piece of rotten fish." "They're merely larvae of the warble fly." "They're sweating to push their heads into the literary world." "Clarify the reason why you wrote this." "Are you trying to make zombies out of us?" "You'd better have a good excuse if you don't want to die." "All right, I've written it." "I'm sick and tired of you!" "I can't write anything but on democracy and justice?" "Here's my definition of you." "You're a snob acting like a truth seeker." "You're a capricious coward attacking others." "Get out!" "You're disgusting!" "Let me say a word before I leave." "Close the closet, bastard!" "Don't force anything on anyone who wants to debate." "Everyone has his own pain." "Shut up, chap!" "Get up, son of bitch, coward!" "Stop it!" "Shame on you, so-called literature!" "Stop it!" "Save your strength for a bigger fight!" "You've violated Article 3." "I've taken you home." "Will you come in?" "Crazy!" "I don't go into a wolf's den." "I'll go home and read your book." "Bye." "Do you love me?" "No." "You're so courageous." "Do you love me?" "Do I love you?" "What's this?" "Go home and read the book, princess." "Well... bye." "The room won't collapse." "Come in." "You're admirable..." "working and studying." "I seem to have struck a wall in my writing." "I heard about your club." "I Don't mind it." "You can write." "Pep up!" "Do you want to know about the two women who came to see me?" "Will you tell me?" "The older one is my mother and the younger my fiancee." "My mother loves her." "You seem to be in a fog." "I was happy in a wealthy family before." "Then my gratitude was replaced by scorn and resentment." "One day I threw stones in the street." "My father forced me to join the army." "I got a dishonorable discharge 4 years later." "My friends all got jobs and married." "Shall I make a restart with younger friends?" "I didn't know you had such a history." "He can despise me." "He's a fighter and I a betrayer." "A girl student paid your rental this afternoon." "Who?" "A pretty girl." "She didn't mention her name." "I simply received it with pleasure." "Young-hoon!" "What's eating you?" "You don't want me to take part in the beauty contest!" "I can't change it now." "I've already registered." "It's like to an animal fair." "What did you say?" "Your money!" "I won't let you pay my rent." "I found you were 3 months overdue." "But alright, I don't want to make you unhappy." "Anyway, I want to say something." "Go ahead." "Please don't try to tame me to your own way." "The rich aren't criminals read this, read that..." "I'm a proud girl, too." "I wanted you to be different from other girls." "Why did you want that?" "I take part in an animal fair." "You're a highbrow." "Look at the triumphant general." "What do you say?" "Do you like it?" "Let's go have a drink." "Behave!" "Do you want a drink, too" "Yes, I do." "Think of those girls." "They're looking at us." "Birdbrain!" "Let me take care of them." "Look, Kyong-geun!" "Kyong-geun!" "Women have a right to hit their wild husbands." "Women are free to choose outmoded foreign articles." "Women are free to confuse liberation with sexual depravity." "Women can be ignorant about the use of cosmetics..." "Brush your teeth!" "You really stink!" "Let's go." "Drink!" "Get some drink!" "Drink!" "In the name of the cost of drink!" "All right... drink!" "Wait here." "Hey!" "Hey!" "What are you doing?" "What are you doing?" "Stealing, sir." "What for?" "To drink it." "You should pay." "No, I must steal..." "For Villon." "Who's Vi-ryong?" "Villon, the poet!" "Bring him here and I'll let you have it." "I'll steal it." "You can't because I'm here." "I... can... this way!" "Hey!" "Hey!" "Ask Vi-ryong to pay me." "I'm here, brother!" "Kim!" "Kim!" "Wrong number!" "Long time no see." "Who are the handsome boys?" "Your lovers." "Come on in!" "Easy, easy." "Hey... you can't cheat me." "Don't try attack me at dawn." "I'm drunk." "Don't try anything funny." "Come on!" "Take off your clothes!" "Oh, my luck!" "He's a no good punk!" "How about you, honey?" "Would you like to...honey?" "My apology." "I won't blame you." "Diehard!" "Hey-yon." "Kim is dead, Young-hoon." "Wait." "Young-hoon?" "Please keep his books." "He wanted it." "Did he?" "After serving in the army he changed so much." "He was a man of despair..." "We've been too indifferent..." "We should've cared him more...." "Pleased keep his books for the sake of him." "No, it's silly." "In a way, we killed him." "What shall we do?" "What shall we do?" "Sorry my brother want to use the room." "Here's what's left from the deposit money." "Please don't keep drinking." "Let's dance." "It's very easy." "I don't know how." "May I dance with you this piece?" "Excuse me." "Go ahead." "I'll be back soon." "Are you good at golfing?" "No, not yet." "How about horse riding?" "I have good horses at my villa." "I could invite you any time." "Aren't you going away to Carolina?" "She has a habit of poking in." "Isn't surgery your major?" "I'll start practice there, Carolina I think I'll drive a Cadillac." "Phew, a Cadillac!" "There's still a bunch of poor people around." "Are you thinking of driving a Cadillac there?" "Young-hoon!" "Listen!" "Don't you care about the big difference?" "Have you ever thought of the poor?" "You're not sober." "Please have a rest." "I'm drunk because I drank whiskey for the first time!" "I'm nauseous because of you!" "Please!" "I'm so sorry." "Did you have to do that?" "Did you do it to be proud?" "Go!" "You belong over there." "Fish can only live in water!" "Let's go." "You're my partner today." "You may go now." "Heh-yon..." "Let's get married." "You don't want to see me again." "I know." "I'm tired." "Let's break up." "We'd need more time." "Please get in touch." "We don't need cowards." "Let's take part in healing pain!" "Take part!" "Take part!" "The riot police is coming!" "It's Ha Kyong-geun!" "Oust the violent police!" "Get out!" "Get out!" "Get out, get out!" "Don't come nearer!" "Get out, get out!" "Oust the violent police!" "No, Kyong-geun!" "No!" "The school was shut down." "Everyone left for his own destination leaving Heh-yon." "I can talk about that winter now." "In a way, I was forced to make up my mind." "I was to drink a bitter glass of wine or give up." "Finally I left." "Seoul in despair..." "with a terrible drug in my bag." "No!" "You can't move the tomb!" "Don't!" "I've got a permit from County Office!" "This is the end of Lee family!" "Come out here!" "Please." "I have a right to move my wife's tomb." "Her death was an expression of regret for her marriage." "She's not your wife anymore." "You've killed her." "My grandfather was a servant for your family!" "What's wrong with that?" "Don't!" "We'll do it!" "I Get started!" "No!" "Hey Yoon!" "My old friend!" "Wait for me in the car." "You're all here." "Hello, Young-joon." "Please sit down." "Say hello to him." "How do you do?" "Oh, Young-hoon!" "Grown up, already!" "Let's shake!" "We're proud of him." "Have a drink." "He get scholarships and supports himself." "Have a drink." "Do you have to move the tomb somewhere else?" "It's my wife." "Yes, I know how you feel" "Young-joon, you could've been a captain perhaps." "Who's that?" "Isn't she Chung-nim?" "Sister..." "Father wanted to see you so much." "Is that Chung-nim's daughter?" "It must be." "Chung-nim is impossible." "Please come to me." "Get out of here!" "Please, sir." "Please let her..." "Let me go!" "No" "We'll be in trouble!" "Get out of here." "Uncle..." "Get out, you here?" "Get out!" "You shouldn't come here!" "Please let her take part in the funeral, uncle." "No, get out!" "You disgraced the family with a married man!" "Now you're raising the man's daughter!" "Uncle..." "Get out!" "Don't step into the house!" "Uncle..." "You can't come here as long as I live." "Get out!" "I'm here for my father's funeral, not to see you." "Your father's funeral?" "You don't have face?" "Uncle." "Do you want a title in a declining family?" "My father is dead and there's no one to succeed him." "Get out of here!" "Please stop!" "Hands off!" "How dare you!" "Hands off!" "Please sir." "Chung-nim is gone." "Please be yourself, sir." "Chung-nim!" "Sister!" "No!" "Cheers to your first love and my sister." "I knew you loved her." "Where does she live now?" "She works at a health center in Chunsan." "My father didn't allow her to visit him." "He was forced by his relatives." "Her lover, your teacher, left for Seoul, I guess." "After he left, Chung-nim gave birth to a child." "Please go and see her." "This is her address." "You should meet at least once." "I want another drink." "Sure." "Her first love was gorgeous and tragic." "Your first love was quiet and lonely." "Young-hoon!" "Young-hoon!" "Young-hoon!" "Did I keep you waiting?" "Oh!" "It rains!" "Please forgive me, father." "Father... father..." "Father, father..." "Sister..." "I'm leaving now." "Go." "Hurry to come in." "Come out, you!" "Now!" "Please." "Hands off." "What's up, Kim?" "He touched her things." "More than 20 times, whenever he shifted gears." "Less than 10 times!" "So you refused to tip?" "You should tip her if you did that." "If you don't, I'll touch yours." "Go ahead" "You stayed still I thought you loved it." "Hey, It won't harm to touch you a bit!" "Go ahead touch his..." "Drop it now." "Come in!" "Kim!" "Oh my, that bitch!" "Bitch." "I Let's get in." "Today is your lucky day!" "You nasty gal!" "When would they finish their meal?" "I They're so slow." "Snappy!" "Did you order food, dear?" "It'll be here soon." "Why didn't you feel it?" "I know it's miserable!" "Who's this man?" "Say hello to him." "He's one of us." "Is he really one of us?" "An errand boy." "And a servant?" "You look like his servant." "He looks like a white turnip." "He's mine." "Don't try to have him." "It's not the name, but the act that counts." "Miss Yoon, be prepared to receive guests." "She says powder your faces." "Bitches." "Remove your panties and bras from there!" "You don't get startled!" "You're a real man!" "This is for you." "Go ahead." "No, thanks." "Don't you like me serving you?" "What's wrong?" "'Cause I'm a whore?" "Have some of this." "Ah..." "What are you thinking?" "Young-hoon!" "Right?" "Aren't you a poet?" "A college student?" "I know just by looking." "You're here to do 'hard' work." "I was in love with a student once." "The man should be a poet by now." "We parted for the sake of each other." "Miss Yoon." "Oh, thank you for calling me Miss Yoon." "I hate the men around here." "I mean it." "Please call me Kyong-ah That's my name." "Hey!" "Hey!" "You look bored!" "I've got some food and drink for you." "Do you want to get married, Min?" "Maybe but you're out." "Have you been to your lover's place?" "Take care of your own partner, please." "Don't say that to a gentleman, Yoon." "Can't you address me as Miss Yoon for a change?" "Why do you take a piss so often?" "Please!" "Wow, what are these?" "Aren't they teats?" "Wake up, Myon Chief !" "Let's see." "Let's change partners." "She keeps peeing I do over there." "Yoon!" "You come here." "You don't want a fight, do you?" "So don't take a piss so often!" "Mr. Deputy, let's have some real fun with them." "Let's do that, why not!" "Sing a song, Yoon." "Maybe my song is too good for you." "Is it why they hold their hands tight cause they hated the parting at harbor?" "Parting by the sea is always sad." "Man is a boat and woman the port..." "He's leaving without any word." "Please be yourself." "Hands off me!" "No!" "I can't leave my house till I die!" "The state wants it for the people." "I don't want a dam here." "All I want is my house!" "What's this?" "What's going on?" "I Hey, Stop him!" "Please leave, Mr. Song!" "Ruining one's business?" "No!" "I won't leave here!" "You shouldn't have come here." "Calm down, please." "It's just like my past, damn it!" "I worked as an errand boy for weeks that autumn." "I spent days without much thinking... in vanity and despair." "Do you remember?" "You took the same train with me two weeks ago." "Do you want a drink?" "Is this your book ?" "Are you running away from something?" "You don't look like a knife sharpener." "Commodity prices are soaring." "It's good for farmers, isn't it?" "Please get this." "Is the knife sharpener gone?" "He left at dawn after finishing the job." "Do you want him?" "No." "Good morning, boy." "Did you get a lot of delicious stuff?" "Crazy!" "Are you jealous?" "Show yours to him." "Don't try anything with your bust bombs." "What?" "You shut up!" "I say behave, bitch!" "Mind your own business, bitch." "Darn!" "You can't say anything about me showing off!" "You, you're a highbrow!" "Oh, my!" "Bitches." "I'll be short-lived because of you!" "You're like a dog ready to defecate!" "Yes, I'm ready..." "Is sung' s mom in the toilet again?" "Why does she always cry in the toilet?" "She misses her son!" "Every morning?" "Every morning when her breasts are swollen." "Why didn't you call the distillery and order it?" "Don't let me talk..." "short breath..." "Take a break here!" "I'm so happy to see you out here." "Young-hoon !" "Push hard!" "You eat a lot Where's your stamina?" "What a lousy world!" "Some lost their houses because of the dam." "My hometown is under the reservoir water now." "My parent's graves are under there, too." "Bunch of miserable people..." "You tight, Kyong-ah." "Kyong-ah?" "That's not my real name." "My name isn't Kyong-ah." "You should know my name." "It's Chum-soon Isn't it lousy?" "No, it's pretty." "That's what my grandmother said." "Let's go, Miss Yoon." "Thank you for calling me Miss Yoon." "Call me again and I'll sing a song." "Miss Yoon." "Good." "Is it why they hold their hands tight cause they hated the parting at harbor." "Appetizing!" "Come here and eat with us, Young-hoon!" "Go see the Deputy." "No!" "I don't like him." "Go!" "You can't live if you don't serve." "Bastard!" "He just comes by any time." "You're a damn bitch!" "Take off your dress!" "You know I can't do that." "I put out the light." "Let's get closer together." "This isn't a joke." "You go ahead first, Choi!" "All right, let me." "Don't ask others to do it." "Agreed?" "Nonsense!" "We don't want to see only your flat chest." "Take off your dresses one by one!" "All right, if you say so." "Don't!" "I won't!" "You go ahead and strip yourself." "Don't say that to elderly gentlemen." "Elderly gentlemen?" "I can quit any time!" "This is a lousy job." "Let's get out!" "Please, Miss Yoon." "We could be your fathers, you know." "What the hell are you talking about?" "Do you strip your daughters while enjoying your drinks?" "Behave, bumpkins!" "What?" "You're a good girl." "Sit down." "Let's go, girls." "Tear it off!" "You're the cheapest punk I've ever seen." "You bitch!" "Kill him!" "That bitches!" "They're driving me crazy!" "Who the hell are you?" "You can't stop me!" "Let me go!" "Just let me go!" "Stop it, man." "Will you let him go?" "I'm so sorry." "Forgive me, sir." "Look at your mouth." "Your eye and face!" "Is it so terrible?" "Thank you so much." "Miss Yoon." "That's okay!" "I did it for our friendship." "I may be fired." "I should've stripped." "Do you want to show the scar on your belly?" "They wouldn't see you again if you show scar." "What shall I do?" "Don't worry!" "I should've pulled their hair out!" "Are you vomiting again?" "Young-hoon is crazy about you." "Miss Yoon." "Oh, I've been making a vain effort." "Have fun with him, Yoon." "Young-hoon's father is a big businessman, you see." "He's a college student gaining experience." "Oh, really!" "Don't be burdened." "I owed you." "Forget it." "I'm a lady of the brothel anyway." "I'm leaving." "You don't know anything, all right?" "I want to see my child." "Sorry and thank you." "Wait!" "Keep it." "Money is useless to me." "Please go now." "I won't forget you." "There were contradictions and chaos everywhere." "There was also warmth and purity." "Time came for me to leave that place." "I felt..." "Someone crying out to me, 'make up your mind!" "'" "Bye, friend." "So long." "Good luck" "Take care." "I'm leaving, too." "Please go back." "No." "I'm not running away like Sung's mother." "I don't owe the owner anything." "The dam project is finished anyway." "What?" "Oh, you!" "The knife sharpener, right?" "I had you sharpen some ten knives, remember?" "Won't you say hello?" "Let's go, Young-hoon." "Let's go." "A travelling companion?" "What?" "We're going away." "Where are you headed?" "I just follow the road." "To sharpen knives, you mean?" "Every house here has a rubstone." "So you sharpen knives by the road!" "Are you possibly going to kill someone?" "You're fishy." "Please answer me." "You maybe right." "What?" "Who are you going to kill?" "Shave with your sharpened knife." "Now I know it!" "Your wife is playing with love!" "She's eloped with another man." "You've got a nice smiling face." "Don't harm anyone." "They say... you can hate a man but not his crime." "Are you smiling because I'm ignorant?" "Didn't I say it right?" "You're right." "I only finished elementary school." "But I did quite well." "Phew, a college student!" "There's no food." "Wait." "Hold it tight." "Well-fermented." "Try it, Young-hoon." "Give it to him." "You won't eat stolen food." "Never mind, then!" "Please, man." "Any woman would offer 'kimchi'." "My grandmother often had soju wine and kimchi." "Did you live with her?" "She passed away." "I've got no one to share with." "And my hometown has been submerged by the dam." "Was what I said before wrong?" "Weren't you mixed up with some crime?" "Oh..." "I see." "You can hate a man's crime..." "Oh, I know!" "I know what you are!" "You're from the prison house!" "Miss Yoon!" "You're a man with a past..." "Let's go." "That's too much." "I have an eye." "Ex-cons are human, too." "Let's hitchhike to go somewhere to eat." "Lunch, I mean." "Here comes a truck." "Stop!" "It stopped." "Stop!" "Sir!" "Stop!" "It stopped." "Come!" "Thank you!" "Let's go." "Quick, Young-hoon, Mister!" "Look, Miss Yoon!" "Stop!" "You bastards!" "What happened, Miss Yoon?" "They put off their pants!" "I could've cut their cocks!" "Here." "Your knife." "What's that?" "I grabbed the pants when they threw them to me!" "I can't go further." "Hungry, cold and tired..." "It's cold." "It'll be dark soon." "Follow me." "I'll find a place to stay." "Sorry I can't treat you properly." "Thank you for the delicious food." "Oh, I'm so happy now." "Mister, please sharpen our knives here." "Forget it." "We slice only vegetables." "How about a shave man?" "Would you give them a place to sleep?" "Dear me!" "What's this?" "Please, Young-ja." "She loves to meet people." "I'm sorry." "No, I'm sorry." "Please go and sleep." "I can't forget those 14 years!" "I lost everything while he lived with his family." "Do you know how my parents passed away?" "They starved to death." "I've been suffering as an ex-convict." "I can't forget all those years." "Let's blame the political situation." "Revenge isn't the only way..." "No!" "Give it to me." "I'll sing a song for you." "Please." "Good girl." "Let's move." "It'll be warm." "I'll sing now To the port..." "Let me try again water, water cock..." "I'll heard you talking to him quite by chance." "There was a time when a friend betrayed me." "Are you going to seek him?" "I'll sleep here." "Miss Yoon." "I can't sleep there." "Tears fall and..." "I thought I was the only homeless girl." "Fire!" "Fire!" "Come down!" "Is everybody out?" "Well, We're checking on it." "I don't see Young-ja." "Really?" "Where is she?" "Wait here." "Young-ja!" "By yourself, Young-ja!" "Blanket!" "Young-ja..." "Wake up, Young-ja!" "Young-ja!" "Young-ja..." "Isn't this the road to Daejin?" "I'm going this way." "Let me say good bye." "Stop any wrongdoing." "Let's part." "You can't be with me forever." "I know." "The pastor asked me to stay." "In the church?" "I don't want to work in a liquor joint again." "No hometown to go back..." "I wish I could get married." "Where are you headed?" "Well..." "Daejin?" "Why the sea in winter?" "Why not take a but or something?" "You go first." "I'll leave after you." "Please." "I'll see you off." "Bye, Miss Yoon." "Young-hoon!" "Young hoon!" "Young-hoon!" "Young hoon!" "Young-hoon!" "Young hoon!" "Young hoon!" "Young-hoon, it's me!" "Young-hoon..." "No, young-hoon!" "Don't sleep." "Wake up." "It's so cold." "Is anyone here?" "Help!" "Don't sleep." "Wake up." "Don't sleep." "Wake up." "Wake up, Young-hoon!" "Don't sleep." "Wake up." "You should live." "Wake up, Young-hoon!" "Wake up, Young-hoon!" "Young-hoon..." "Young-hoon, are you awake?" "Young-hoon..." "Oh, Young-hoon..." "I thought you were dying." "You followed me...." "I felt uneasy and left the church and..." "There was only one road and I looked for you every where." "You're alive." "I'm so happy for you." "I'll get yarn and knit sweaters..." "Fore the church people." "I can do something for them, you know." "Thank you so much." "I'll leave first this time." "It's the better way to part." "Bye." "Miss Yoon." "I know you've got a drug." "I thought of killing myself, too." "I know it all." "Don't kill yourself." "Even I go on living..." "Let me confess." "I lied to you." "My lover wasn't a poet." "He deceived me." "Please promise me that you won't take your own life." "I promise." "Good!" "Please come to the church after you succeed." "I'm leaving now." "Good luck, Young-hoon." "I was all mixed up." "I didn't know where I was headed." "Sentimentalism, blind daring..." "I accused myself for such senses." "Hey, that's not the road." "Come here." "Hey!" "Hey!" "Be careful." "We'd better stay here tonight." "Why are you here on the mountain?" "And why are you going to the sea?" "How old do you think I am?" "Forty-five or six?" "You're making me ten years older... prison made me" "Then?" "I'm about to kill someone." "I had two friends just like you." "One of them became a pastor." "The other dreamed of revolution with me." "We dreamed of some grandeur revolution at that time." "We were the prime movers of a certain incident." "Then someone betrayed us." "Later I learned it was one of my friend." "We spent dreadful years in prison." "One of us made a knife." "A vengeful knife." "This is it." "We vowed for revenge with this." "One of us was released with the knife five years later." "He had a family and he finally gave up." "The second and the third also gave up." "Finally the knife was passed to me." "It's been a long time." "Is he in Daejin?" "Yes." "But it's odd." "Feel like I'm going to the wrong way wasting my time..." "And I keep meeting you instead." "Put these small soap pieces in your shoes." "It's daybreak." "Don't follow me closely." "Hope you'll not go back to prison." "Find the substance of your nihility." "Young-hoon..." "Yes, I'm Young-hoon." "Do you still love Rachmaninoff?" "So you're majoring in Korean literature." "You once timidly said you'd become a writer." "It was your influence." "I memorized all the phrases you read me... all..." "We shared literature and music... now, it's alcohol." "I love to drink once in a while." "Aren't you seeing him again?" "I wish I could enjoy." "Rachmaninoff with you again." "I'm thinking of giving up literature." "I'm so confused." "My attitude, the meaning of literature..." "It's a chaos." "The campus is a scorched ground." "Everyone around me rose with banners." "My friends chose death." "I've lost my ideals." "I can't keep reading and writing." "All hope is gone!" "Yes, things are losing their meanings." "It's despair." "But despair could be replaced by fervor." "And fervor could mean a fresh start." "I want to confess..." "I saw you in that peach orchard then..." "It's so clear." "Peach blossoms all over and..." "I really don't know what's what." "Let's go back." "It's time to end the play." "Existence doesn't exist without continuation." "A glass of wine should be emptied." "Despair is the real start of existence." "Have you found the substance of nihility and despair?" "Have you finished your revenge?" "Well..." "What have you done?" "I've given up obsession." "My friend, his wife and children were paupers." "He asked me to take his life." "You wouldn't kill him anyway." "What have you given up?" "My sentiment which was plagued before ripening." "What are you going to do?" "Settle somewhere perhaps." "What about you?" "I'll go back to school." "Things will continue." "I must go back." "Good luck." "Take care."