"this becomes a heavy kluif for the basketball team of Harvard." "vanavond are Holy cross the large favourite in the game against the Crimson." "but Harvard Crimson have important weapons." "Marcus Blake are such a weapon." "want make as Harvard n chances, Blake must play well." "but he is possible that, belief me." "he makes most of the points and catches most of the rebounds." "Holy cross must realise that danger." "are there news?" " Nothing." "and in its chamber?" " The tel. tinkled 20time." "experts become game dispenser." " Expert?" "he involves already its plough-enjoyed in the game." "but I do not see warming up m.." "you are the game dispenser." " And Alan then?" "manage you it or not?" "Verdomme." "Alarm has not descended." "Jawel, I heard loud music." " Not where." "It buzzs n halfuur." "you it has sometimes turned off?" "prefer you basketball sometimes above n good wip?" "with who you had the best wip?" "I thought of you, but now you say t..." "Verdomme." "Alan Jensen can defend well." "Look how he laughs." "Harvard revive with its return." "but Holy lead cross still in the game." "we were bad." " Holy cross are well." "no, we were bad." " We will humiliate Dartmouth." "we can lose." " Then we must play tennis will." "we never obtain the tennis team." " IJshockey then." "I do not skate." " Swim." "zwarten skate and swim." "are not possible you everything have." " I not." "You, however." "who was those cheerleader?" " You miss also nothing." "only a low pass." "do not bend your wills, hé?" " I follow my principles." "Who?" "2Cindy Bandolini." " Family of Andrew?" "Da's its father." "Why?" " Why?" "he leads the mafia in half of V.S." "nonsenses." "He sells immovable property." "someone names strange with n..." " Brigand still no is." "Say that did she?" "she can know it." " Yes." "them will not admit that he kills." "your wills frightened make me, so that you can decorate r." "you are crazy." "I do not know ten reasons for with its to go." "well played." "yes, but it made a difference 30points." "you were well." "And you terrible." " Marcus." "Pleasant." "bowls to Holy cross." "Then you can to the NBA." "this only addresses gokkers." " What?" "Ivy League." "That only interests you if you have betted." "of it weet I nothing." "I have zwemtraining." "swim?" "Can zwarten can swim?" "beliefs not in stereotypes." " I do not believe." "such as all italianen are gangsters." " They are jealous on italianen." "beers in the flask." " Dieetcola." "and ma were half-Joods, half-zwart and 25% Asian such as your weet." "that is 125%." "And I weet that not." "what weet I not yet concerning you?" " Can imagine itself more than you." "put that s harder." "there were n tornado." "Houses and farms which seemed this way strong as hardwerkende people who lived, were wiped away as if..." " My parents." "the dodental increases." "One zoekt to deads under the puin." "I must unfortunately communicate that there eleven deads and 50gewonden are, zwaargewonden also many." "no connections." " Must wait then you." "I must do more." "this are your of the." "We expect n quiet flight." "the tornado is what will lie and will not disturb our flight." "we have three stewards to border." "Sheri, Joanne and mark will serve you." "you are not insured therefore and you have to still money three survive months." "we save ourselves, however." " Was possible it more terrible." "could a nuclear bomb fall there." "Lend no money can you?" "make you no care, I say." "You must return to school." "hear there you." " I did not know if you lived still." "if we are dead, to ring we." " Can lend money you?" "already are you for the, I can give still a package for trousers you." "questions no two times the same." " I find that I must help." "return then for the game against Dartmouth." "I cannot believe that you get no loan to rebuild house your stomme." " Hou, I said." "where they want that you will live?" "On n school?" "who they are?" "The government?" "The banks?" "nobody is us what chargeable." " I, however." "Oké." "If you are realm, can come help you our." "not only we have problems." "Nobody has a house." "we appreciate your aid, but you can do nothing." "return." "We save ourselves, however." "Heidegger and Kierkegaard make n difference between fear and apprehension." "apprehensions have you in the hand, how intense that also is, because apprehension is always the apprehension for something, a physical reality." "A fiasco, sickness, poverty, loss... if the cause of apprehension disappears, apprehension disappears also." "fears are the feeling of fright without concrete cause." "fears are the apprehension for nothing." "no changes in one's life can weaken the strength of that unexplainable vacuum." "such states of conscience call we madness, or in sickness leathers, psychosis." "why use you that?" " It brings me dense." "dichter where?" " At." "and what are it?" " That weet I as I the range." "this is voorsmaakjes." " What?" "broke out." "Marihuana." "Orgasms." "apprehensions are n neurose, fear n psychosis." "apprehensions hear at home in the environment of that rationally what to understand is." "fears are something what intellectual intangible is." "for you its sexes and drugs therefore the same." "by both exceed themselves you." " You mean n well feeling, hé?" "that is not it." "it goes further." "Weet you, I zoek contact with my inner self." "with that what sits behind the façade which I represent the world" "I want escape from my dwangbuis." "you do not understand it, hé?" " Tuurlijk, however." "where you think that my lesson concerned?" "have already thought you ever of that your façade perhaps nothing sits?" "A vacuum?" "want select that I." "because we stand impotent against fear, uses we medecines, the antipsychotica, of which prozac are most known." "what has still used you outside marihuana?" "little." "A beetje of this and that." " Have you already used LSD?" "do not do that." "It can make you crazy for living." "think you?" " I weet it." "everyone calls it benign." " Benign?" "what does not work against fear?" "what is a ridiculous response to that yawning inner vacuum?" "Dat zijn woorden." "Words." "a girlfriend of me, Sandy Kean, chemistry studies and work." " Makes it." "she compose it according to the original formula." "she are not you girlfriend." "And consider that spul as cyanide." "words sound cacophonically and lose their meaning." "words of a lot of votes which haunt by one's spirit." "votes which do not want be silent." "votes which typify all forms of madness." "useruser users there its from 1960s which live still." "who is lucky, tail on the mounts of nepal to the space." "the rest shouts his pain from if they are not anaesthetised." "that is drug addicts." " No, people if you and I." "because those words are betekenisloos and only consonances are that our pursue, become that fear still more unbearable." "this way come we at the Austrian philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein." "its largest contributions were that he removed to the validity of language with n devastating attacks." "are you amorous on me?" "that ask you because your stoned become." "you ask that question this way all of a sudden." " What is the answer?" "I have no answer." "you have slept with others?" " What wants you that I say?" "Yes or no?" "I want truth." " Not where." "where you thought to?" " To you." "on end." "Did you think other little girl of n?" "no, to my parents." "Da's perverse." " Not sexual." "a tornado sloopte their house." " Insured?" "no." " How much money needs them?" "100,000dollars." " Where do they obtain that?" "of me." " Have do you so much money?" "not yet." " Where you does it obtain?" "no ideas." " Do you have here rich friends?" "there are enough directeurszoons n complete build city." "not my friends." " And little girls?" "what is there with them?" " Do you go for with rich little girls?" "outside you have I still a little girl." " Who?" "Cindy." " Cindy which?" "Bandolini." "Cheerleader at Holy cross." "families of that for the?" " Who?" "that of on the news." "Andrew Bandolini." "that is its father." "But he sells immovable property." "and I am engineer." " It sits you transversely." "that I have another one." " Your zit there far beside." "Hoezo?" " Question him for the money." "Andrew?" "I have never met m.." "Cindy have already met m.." "Question it to her." "Alan." " I must speak you." "what?" "My father gives never 100,000dollars you." "even not to me." "He only takes." "do not give, but lend." "I pay back on time, with interest." "on which period?" " Over six months." "you will have then 100,000dollars if you do not have them now?" "I need them." " That is something else." "it is not because you have them necessary, that you get them." "I will ask it, but he will say that I dream." "how come you to that car?" "won on n lotteries." "In pa's golf club." "that is be lucky." " That is be possible." "you have grown up here?" "Monte x, minus 5,955." "Danny The Hooch, minus 9,000." "The Russian, plus 6,000." "Danny Hollywood, minus 39,340." "Vegas Burner, plus 17,650." "The doctor, minus 6,266." " What gives that in sum?" "in sum deserve we 365,254dollars." "a good week." " Not bad." "say it but if you what wants." "papa love this music." "hellos, Russell." "Hello, papa." " Day, dear." "this is Alan Jensen, a good friend." "yes?" "How well?" " Papa." "He wants intimidate you." "are possible that he easily." " Is he not gaaf?" "yes, very gaaf." "do not seem he on n koorknaapje?" " Very certain." "he seems..." " An angel?" "no, you see it in churches." " A cross?" "no." " Seraf." "seraf." " A sheriff in a church?" "no, seraf, idiot." " Where hou you yourself busy...?" "what does you?" " I am student." "nice." "Where?" " Harvard." "what studies you there?" " Philosophy." "Oh, yes?" "Interesting." "a good attempt." " Attempt?" "he does not help me." " The rest cannot know t." "differently questions them him graces." " Does he lend dollars me 100,000?" "no, he gives them you." " Really where?" "thank." " Gladly done." "you get of it no spite." " I hope t." "how you do that, philosophy studies?" "you study t work of people said that something important concerning the sense of living." "healthy verstand, morality, love, language... and how you handle." " Did you know this?" "and you?" " A part of it." "which part?" " The first." "and you, Russell?" " I think of idiots and sheriffs." "Weet you what I think?" "All those things that does that philosophy, are not its task." "My friend is archbishop." "dichter at god cannot you come here." "if he was here, he would say that the church the same as philosophy does." "Not?" "certain." " Only one nipple says something like that." "guard to your words." " I did not want be impolite." "wrote the pope in a book what can and what cannot." "mines aunt have it." " Religion does not exclude philosophy." "what means you?" "sometimes overlap or stimulate them each other." "where you have found him?" " On n basketball field." "are you also cheerleader?" " No, I play." "as what?" " game dispenser." "at t teams of Harvard?" "the day after tomorrow will win you against Dartmouth?" "yes." " With which difference?" "ten points?" " Is that any question?" "I guess." "What means you?" " Nothing." "have you hunger?" " Yes." "And you?" "I rammel." "you were therefore the game dispenser then Holy cross Harvard humiliated?" "when I get the money, think you?" "for the game." " Which game?" "can choose you." " Molars?" "to sell." " Sales?" "teddy?" "Do you see a basketball player in him?" "not to external." "There - he knows what." "saw playing you m. already?" " Yesterday." "Your wax late." "were you also late?" " I come never late, papa." "will bring I your lunch?" "have you hunger?" " No." "do not stop, this is nice." " Does he does want that I lose on purpose?" "mines father want nothing of you." "You want what of him." "100,000dollars for your parents." "he thought that you wanted do something for him thank him." "maybe we can talk about this later." "why brought with you him?" "his parents lost their house." "He needs 100,000 dollars to help them." "are we the red cross?" " I thought... you are my for the." "I weet exactly what you thought." "Jesus Christ, intentionally losing the game." " Who said anything about losing?" "Harvard are favoriet certainly with 7points win difference." "cares that win Harvard with less difference than it is expected." "what kind of n worp was that?" " That is not well." "what made them piece now?" "who brak grannies old fruit scale?" " I threw the ball and..." "I was it." "Sorry, football are not my strongest side." "Verdorie, Alan." "I get there regret of that I it has him in demand." "I will say that you are at laf." "yes, that you have been guessed." "you have lain." " About what?" "you said that I intimidated you." "But I do not intimidate you totally." "You do, but I am of region." " And why?" "mines parents lost their house." " I wanted that I could help you." "Good Luck." "if I do t and play badly, coach replace Preston takes me out." "you have influence on the others." " This becomes demonisch." "you are present in higher environments." " You also, I thought." "wanted you nevertheless to the other side?" "Did you think that not?" "this is a crime." " That is a word." "that money and that house in kansas are real." "we can end up in cell." " Are you in or out?" "you get half for the game and the rest afterwards." "you sound as a n profession." " I know what I'm doing." "who is there?" " It's Alan." "I need to talk with you." "come I inconvenient?" " Very bad." "you wondered yourself you nevertheless where we would finish?" "where?" " In the standings." "if we are bad, what determines it then?" "what?" " The score?" "Winning or losing?" "or we now win or lose and with which difference, determines nothing." "and that ask you for 4u?" " I need to know." "are you high?" " No." "Can you keep a secret" " Aha" "There's only one reason for I play basketball." "what's that?" "go what to rest." "Chesney, I need to tell you what happen." "I cannot speak you." "Alan, you must leave." "I got the money from Cindy's father, just like you had presented." "beautiful." "Leave now." " Why?" "go now." " Do you expect someone?" "that contracts you nothing." " Is who this?" "It's my mother." " Yes, that thought I already." "she's beautiful." " Yes, she is beautiful." "she have a tormented can." " Give that here." "where she is?" " In the hospital." "why?" " LSD, all right?" "she had no luck." " Was how old you?" "I was 6years." "This is another time possible?" "I want that you leave." "Oké, guard." " Alan, I think it." "say me what has you to hide." " Nothing." "what wants hide you?" " Alan, go." "why you behave yourself this way?" " Leave." "everyone must learn its fear know." "It is n adventure." "if you do not want to the hel, belief the only solution is." "Hegel." "Inner certainty anticipates infinity." "fears are the possibility for freedom." "Soren Kierkegaard." "reveal fears nothing and leave everything what seems sneak away." "its forgetting." "Heidegger." "fears reveal nothing." "Possibility to freedom." "The oblivion of beeing." "have you no astronomieles?" "late." "I will sleep just then the sun already on was." "because you sewed someone?" "Were you high?" "I have run think." " Depressed?" "no, I was what in the war." " This will remedy that." "have succeeded it?" "pure." "Exact 5,000microgram pure Lsd-25." "just like the Swiss LSD from 1960s." "you can buy this nowhere." "Then they also stopped t in suikerklontjes." "5,000by tablet?" " Take there by time." "leave even acting on." "And keep them in your frigidaire." "this is not the moment try it." "want open you the door?" "you can see what hides there in you." "you have tried it?" " Yes." "It exceeds ordinary LSD." "I must play tomorrow." " A reason too more." "trip in the game against Dartmouth." "You seize chance." "my heads must remain clear." " LSD keeps t meermaals clear." "how much must I pay?" " Not at all." "It's my gift." "who is it?" " Cindy." "Can back in an hour?" " NO." "I need to talk to you now." "r.D. Long once wrote that sanity was a cosy lie." "Wittgenstein were appropriate that on words." "languages are n cosy lie." "approach words and indicate." "They claim reveal." "but they always at least partially veil." "even what I say now, are differently understood by each individual toehoorder." "I forgot that you have here work." " That is my girlfriend, Kelly." "she settle everything." "The customers love female voice n." "only leave our even." " You say it but." "do not forget ring Seymour." " Beautiful substance." "thank, sweetie." " I come." "Who is it?" "I wondered myself where you remained." "have you it?" "7,800?" " 6,800." "no, 7.800." "I wanted 4,000on Stanford and 3,800on Kentucky." "no, 2,800 on Kentucky." "why we would talk still?" "could not persuade Wittgenstein themselves of usefulness." "So if words are without meening, what remains then?" "With nothing." "vacua." "That brings us at existentialisme." "we must forge ourselves from the depth of that void." "3,800." "We rang Tuesday with Kelly." "which 4,000rang we Sunday." "We rang Kelly." "we spoke its Monday." " Teddy, where does it have you?" "teddy, I gok already two years at you and you deceived me never." "want hear you the prerecording?" " Prerecording?" "which tape?" " Have you taken t?" "Yes I tape it." "it can be a mistake." " That is possible." "I grant you the advantage of the doubt." "To later." "yes, to later." "hufter." "did you ever something incorrect because you found that you had do it?" "which sin wants commit you?" " It was n theoretical question." "your wills it me do not say." "if you have mysteries, I must there also for you have." "what secrets I do have for you?" " It contracts me nothing." "what wants do you?" "according to me proceed it how will far your goes." "I want go this way far possible." " Do you think that you will not crack?" "why to that always think you?" "Why are you this way frightened?" "the angle is life easy." "your mows too much philosophers." " Confidence is good." "Arrogance... are arrogant." " Dangerous." "where think you to?" "I now gladly would sew you." " You are so kind." "how many students have already sewed you?" "do not excite something like that you or weet you certain if I find you particular?" "how much?" " This year?" "each years?" " Perhaps none." "looks in my eyes." " I do." "if I screw you." " Now I become frightened." "looks in my eyes." "Look not the other side." "looks in my eyes." "Who were they?" "Do not stop." "Remain look at." "who were those people at you?" " Which people?" "want you something?" "Cola or...?" " Do you have tequila?" "Not at work." "What would you say father if I drink work during t?" "that bring at n interesting question me." "Can I trust you?" "natural." "you will not talk with my father or your girlfriend?" "I am as a priest at the biecht." "I want use 250,000dollars on a game." "You get 25,000." "give the ball high." "what higher." "Man are u OK?" " That's a hard question." "a strange answer." "Wat is er?" " Nothing." "cover we Dartmouth?" " That must." "it nevertheless determines nothing in the cosmic order or Harvard Dartmouth cover or not?" "I am lose it tired." "You must you pride have." "you only play for little girls." "Sta ik onder ede in de rechtbank?" "I play for little girls and to win." "What have do you today?" "Damn." "interests?" "I want deserve nothing." "Forget that 25,000dollars." "I stand." " And why do you say yourself father nothing?" "parts which inside-information nevertheless with him." "this is my matter." "If you do not participate, I zoek, however, n other one." "Harvard had 'n matig seizoen." "but today can save them their face and their pride." "how feel themselves you?" "Well?" " Well." "will cover we Dartmouth?" " But count." "they must control the dynamic two-high rolling mill of Dartmouth." "I saw you stepping never in the family matter." "I appeal only as a n." " What means that?" "at such a large bet want I it apply in advance." "Oké." " Which game?" "Dartmouth-Harvard." "many witnesses there its." "and the game have started." "Jensen zoekt Blake, but that the ball loses." "Dartmouth with a fast counter-attack." "And they score." "Jensen and Blake found each other not." "and we saw them already frequently beautiful samenspelen." "and also now a found oneself pass." "Dartmouth-Harvard, for 250,000dollars." "You are just like your father." "are that n compliment?" " The highest." "Jensen and Blake have it with difficulty." "Jensen provide the ball at Blake." "that hesitate, cuts nevertheless to and scores." "Marcus Blake are the ASTRE." "win you as Dartmouth win or with less than 7points loses." "yes, I am no groentje." "you can fixed well winners predict if you use so much." "Jensen zoekt Blake. n bad pass and ball loss." "Marcus Blake is the superstar and must the ball get." "Doesn't your friend, Alan, play for Harvard?" "Blake conquer the ball." "And he scores a fast counter-attack." "he defends and creates offensive possibilities." "now an attack of the piglet green." "a pass." "The player follows the rear touchline and scores." "how do you think your boyfriend will feel if he knew about this?" "he hate it." "But that does not happen." "Just between us." "Ok?" "a bad worp." "Blake have the rebound and start the attack." "but he suffers ball loss." "the score and the score are equal, 33-33." "seem Blake inattentive." "Jensen zoekt Blake." "A negligent pass." "Blake lose the ball and follow the counter-attack now." "Dartmouth set-up an attack." "here are Harmon." "And to Webber." "the ball under the ring and to." "a jump and the score." "JesusChrist, what nevertheless does you?" " That final is fenomenaal." "The game start in a few hours." "Don't you know what's going on?" " I already what's going on." "you are stoned." "I cannot believe you did this." "I will not improve myself now am able feel." "the money?" "50,000dollars for the game and 50,000afterwards." "if my pa loses money, get you nothing." "Where's the money Cindy?" "Blake beyond the verdediger." "He scores." "And also still wrong." "what now?" "Have you become all of a sudden tough?" "Don't fuck with my dad." "He not somebody you wanna disappoint, I promise you." "Blake can bring back Harvard to on two points." "Jensen and Blake change a can with each other." "Blake go by his knees and the ball flies by exactly." "Dartmouth 68, Harvard 66, with seconden still 45to play." "the players play the ball by to each other." "the ball goes to the they side." "Harmon?" "Driepunter?" "a bad worp and a chance for Harvard." "Seconden still 11." "they are behind two points." "Marcus Blake ask for the ball." "Jensen do not give him and go its own chance." "he misses." "It is beyond and Harvard lose." "and why Marcus Blake got the ball not passed?" "give Alan Jensen had its for the the ball." "nobody weet what him inspired." "Blake shake no hands and go to the kleedkamer." "and he is right." "He is the star fo this team and would have had throw." "he did not get the ball and Harvard lose." "We are without delay." "Proficiat." " Thanks." "I had luck." "that needs everyone." " This is mine money?" "the most." " What you mean?" "it is 100,000dollars too a little." "Kelly are the rest will obtain." "them bring it." " When?" "Right now, a couple hours." "Them weet nothing, only that you have money too well." "who is there?" " Marcus." "still sit you in the well?" " It was bad." "Sorry." "why?" " Because we lost." "whose debt was that?" " Of everyone." "Wrong, was mine." " Everyone blown t." "you played good." "I lost the game." "if I play well, to win we." " This is meaningless." "what?" " This." "Everyone was bad." "unless on purpose were." "Unless on purpose were, I said." "it was n game." " I am not stupid." "had asked me for aid." " I sit in the nests." "I want high passes." " Leg that gone." "you put me for schut." " Leg." "do not lie." "What is your problems?" " What it is also, it is beyond." "must take I it personal?" " Takes it not personal." "why not?" " Because it wasn't against you, it wasn't against anynobody." "Was for some people who needed help." " One-time thing?" "one-time thing." "succeeded." "Now you can buy your parents a home." "you do as if we lost have." "Where you going?" " Kansas." "cannot that wait?" "Don't we will celebrate this?" "I have just what if to celebrate they have this money." "and it in kansas city... one clear skyes and 13degrees celsius." "normal countries we in kansas city for 14u. 13central times." "relax themselves you but and enjoy your flight." "hello, dear." "Council s where I am?" "I have something for you." "A hundred." " Hundred what?" "100,000 for a house." " Alan, how do you come to that?" "that is a long tale." " You have enough time tell it." "I have lent it." " 100,000dollars?" "who you that would lend?" " We must thank him." "I'd like an answer for my question, son." " It is of an anonymous teacher." "hairs father are rich." "There is no interest or period." "if you something did resistance workers, bring back it then." "I just told you exactly how I come there to." "it is important that you always truth tells." "more important than a house, oké?" " I tell truth." "grant me the pleasure of knowing that I have helped." "Come here." "teddy, I wait in my flat for my money." "where is my money?" "Where do you sit?" "Bel me." "Them is there." "I come." "have you it?" " What?" "the money." "What you had thought?" "where re you going?" "Where is my money?" "what now does you?" " So who was the player, Alan Jensen?" "give to money t." " How much m. paid you?" "you put my patience on the test." " I gok frequently, just like you." "that, however." "Now me give my fucking money." "I want speak teddy." " Get for that you still time." "How much did you pay Alan Jensen to dump the game?" "Get out of my apartment." " I dont think so." "no?" "Then gooi I you." "Kelly Morgan, F.B.I." " I dont care who you are." "you do not know you antagonist." " Nevertheless." "my fathers assassinate you." " If you are malignant, you help us." "have you n command book?" "Then am silent I." " That would be very foolish." "if you are good, I you leave separately." " Fuck you." "That's not nice and not intelligent." " You re hurting me." "if you do not behave yourself, push down I you." "this is nothing for little girls." "With golf I you cover." "permanently, however." "Remain at the reality." "if you do not want escape from the country, you must cooperate." "lustres, smeris." "You have nothing on me." "we have you and your father." "All the rest is talk." "then need you me not." "publicities." "It is large news if you testify against your father and... ..it help keeping you out of jail." "Your father enters cell." "You really wanna go with him?" "you are angry." " You is father a saint?" "he do not do as if he your friend is put you then in the back." "pulp A small meid." "can I high become?" " It's against the law." "extend my sentence then but." "you must relax you and pleasure to make." "I can make pleasure." " What's that suppose to mean?" "what you but want." " You are a little weird, arent you?" "fs.B.I.- agents are nevertheless good?" " That are we also." "we maintain the law." " But I do not will betray my pa." "hallucinate I or became you more pleasant?" "I zoek the best manner to deliver you." "I'm coming crazy, but I believe you." " It's the truth." "do not take me evil." "Can I will sit here?" "Go ahead." " The air ways are free." "how it makes you?" "you have here something." "we have already met each other?" "yes, on..." "A gum?" "Yeah, we met at the..." " yes, on... can I you what questions?" " That is what I want reach." "what as...?" "I do not say that I would be possible it or want... but what if I remind myself burdening facts concerning Alan Jensen?" "concerning basketball, but also with drugs and sex." "a sensational tale." "Two months voorpaginanieuws." "Can I get my father out totally clean an myself?" "tell me everything and I do my best." "Why dont you suck my dick?" "you get n day time for reflection." "Alan, if you have our treasons, I will torture you." "I let eat itself you eye balls." "if they say you that I have confessed everything, are that lain." "Deny therefore everything." "go it?" "want you a doctor?" " I am doctor." "Dr. Jensen." "I know you because you were my patient." "I prescribed well spul you." "What drug did u take?" " Good question." "with which sniffing you?" " A plane." "It caught me." "I am late." " No problem." "what is that?" " I'm working in this big case." "want you hearing?" " You cannot talk." "or can be I you at this matter of usefulness?" "we would use your never." " Constant." "Where is teddy?" "no ideas." "He follows the other fscent." "and?" " What order do you?" "a cola." " Pure?" "I have service." " Bacardi and lemon, on the rocks." "stand then the Cream team?" " What?" "how old are you?" " What thinks you?" "29years." " Not bad." "are you dissatisfied concerning us?" "Do you do want someone else?" "can sew others you better?" " Differently." "and how much are possible it differently, if I can ask that?" "less than your will." " Why wants I that there much is?" "it excites you if of me many think you other men with." "and it excite teddy and that excites you still more." "And what about you?" "Do you claim innocence about this?" "No, I cannot help satisfy it that only triootjes you." "you are hardvochtig." "Are you angry on me?" "because you are distant." " Hoezo?" "early them distant." "you do not say me what stands on t band." "twist you for the hot brij and you are not righteously and do not ask me for aid at your matter." "you a very well f.B.I.- policewoman is." "I will remember that." "What stands there on the band?" "Gangsters." " Shocking." "follow the f.B.I. pace-delicate?" "who?" "Andrew Bandolini?" " How did you know that?" "I did not know it." " You just guess." "his names rose in me." "living is only chance." " This is, however, a strange chance." "just like I your age guessed." "Bowl to the point." "questions what your will." "Consider differently but as sex." "on a student." "Inconspicuous." "know you the name?" " Alan Jensen." "Vaguely familiar." "What he has done wrong?" " He is bad." "are that n heavily or light indictable offence?" " We can lock up him long." "why you do not do that?" " He can be much more useful." "how?" " Use you imagination." "to catch Bandolini." "but what are the link between n student and the mafia?" "you would not believe it nevertheless." " I am this tired." "Speak." "it will gamble among others." " Sorry." "Sorry." "can help I you?" " No, it goes, however." "it really regrets me." "forget it, it does not give." "I must nevertheless go." "It is oké." "See u later." "hellos." "Can I offer you to lift n?" "with a car?" "no, no small spaces." " It is a large luxeauto." "then feel I locked up." " You ll be fine." "It is n beautiful car." "it is free." "Where do you wanna go?" " Do I know you?" "we sat exactly two hours together." " Who are you?" "lustres." "Step and then answers I already you asks and you answer my questions." "Bowl, it becomes nice." "Fun ride." "That beautiful lady brings you where your will." "bowls, it becomes nice." "It is oké." "Ziezo." "no little boxes." "it is too small." "I want." "how this opens?" " Not." "can open you t gatekeeper?" "I want to my chamber." " We want you what questions." "he took drugs which damage his perception capacity." "have I something sexual with you done?" "not yet, but your weet never if you answer correctly." "which drug has taken you?" " He is entirely gone." "we have never screwed?" " Certain." "you would know t still." "Does it does want you?" " Which drug took you?" "want you my penis in you?" " Do you do want my stick in your reet?" "yes or no?" " If we know each other better." "which drug has taken you?" " And how happens that?" "learn know and other one people?" "Another one know?" "I want the correct answers on the correct questions." "that is words and that..." " did you swallow ECSTASY?" "Did you smoke crack?" "you LSD has swallowed?" "zoek you Alan?" " Who are you?" "Chesney and you are Cindy." " How did you know that?" "Alan talk constantly concerning your." " He never spoke concerning you." "need you aid?" "we re looking for Alan." " Is not there." "Do you have n message?" "or why you wait not even in my chamber?" "there are it still what asked." "If you consider yourself, klop then but." "you know my motto." "If you have beer, I have enough time." "Hou nevertheless your head." "if I can ask that, did you have an arrangment to meet him here?" "no." "You?" "He can be therefore everywhere." " And do everything." "unless..." "How weet I which you are?" "I am its docente." " Unless they took along m.." "the f.B.I. therefore." " Why wants the f.B.I. Alan?" "no ideas." "Can you help me?" " No." "Do you believe this asshole?" " Oh, man." "here are one-way traffic." "you must reverse." " I have none." "reverses." "and rapidly what." "it is oké." "I..." "Verdomme." " Go aside." "your fathers studied here, that is an advantage." "But it is heavy." "but all those asians?" "I here binnenraken." "perhaps do not want study I here." " This is Harvard." "and the other schools where we were?" "Duke was a lot more fun than Harvard." "Honey, Harvard is a great callingcard." "It opens doors." "here tie you relations to which you go along complete life." "the students are astonishing." "They are the besten." "Excuse me." "already francs." "I studied here in 1973." "I zat in dunster house." "this are my for the." "I wanted that them Harvard met student." "I chose you randomly, because you have here experience." "she obtained 1520..." " Do not say my points." "maths were bad." " Does he study here, however?" "yes, he has experienced this process." "Letters of recommendation; say she got a letter from Hilary." "Hilary not even know me, pa." "on the search were them under the impression of your." "you bring me in embarrassment." " You embarrass yourself you too fast." "if they ask you weak sides in n question conversation, say then:" "I embarrass myself too fast." " I manage such a question conversation." "in the summer go them to an indian reserve." "excuse me." "I hate this things." "Excuse me." "lustres..." " Hello?" "if I was you, I would deliver myself and sing." "I would sing a high do, here on Harvard square." "sing AIDA." "pa..." " I must hang now." "them obtained 1520." " He is high." "how weet you that?" " Look to his eyes." "pa?" "bowls, pa." "pa?" "pa, bowl." " Oké." "Thanks." "men of Harvard." "Man of the river." "Flow, river Charles." "along the river." "Flow, river." "Man of Harvard." "flows but, river Charles." "Flow but." "Oh, shit." "Mr Al Franklyn, right?" "I it will do following." "I, Alan Jensen, allow your for the to Harvard." "I do not dissuade you go." "Leave your father you under do not press put." "he does oddly." " The ground is a crazy person house." "what did you take?" "Are u ok?" " What can we do to help you?" "flows but." "Course to the bank of the river." "Run Charles, river run." "Run, run." "for this reason stopped I with drugs." " I also." "you have stopped?" "yes." "I use only still what marihuana and cocaine." "Oh, hi." " I need to talk with you." "terrible." "I have found truth." "problems there its." "I must speak you." "I also." "Now." " I am at your." "I only feel love." "Who wants as first?" "Or all together?" "we have other agendas." "that is astonishing." " That is kleren." "what is there?" "You seem crazy." "That cannot permit itself you now." "there a lot of dangerous shit going down and you re in the middle of it." "she are my docente." "Did you took LSD?" "You took LSD." "we finish if we look in mekaars look at." "this is serious." "They can throw your of school or in cell." "I zat already my complete life fixed." "Now I am free." "JesusChrist, did u get it from Sandy?" "Did you swallow more than one?" "How much did u take?" "15,000microgram." "15,000microgram." "Are u tryng to destroy yourself?" "The f.B.I. you want arrest." "I have escaped." " What're you talking about?" "them brought me to their bldg.." " They?" "Who is she?" "you are jealous, hé?" " How hot them?" "Kelly." " Terrible." "they will stand here this way, if they are not here already." "are there a reverse gear?" "I know a expedient." "He is terrible." "LSD." "Verdomme." "If you want my aid, concentrate you then on the reality." "on what your head does not sit." "There is a reverse gear?" "I know a expedient." " Tone him." "but I sit in you and you in me." "That weet you." "Did you sign anything?" "You has n talked into prerecording?" "waarheen?" " Words have no meaning." "you have therefore written nothing or have said?" "are not possible that I. I do not believe in words." "work to we outside its." "bring you our to the voordeur?" " Lifts to." "who waits there?" " Think who you?" "the sky. air." "The lights of the city." "we go to the doctor about which I spoke." "I am not sick." " Yes." "then nevertheless get that the doctor in me sits." "This is gonna be a disaster." " The more so if he confessed." "you start irritate me." " Sorry, are you sometimes his rescuer?" "we can cooperate, but then you must be honest." "Goes that?" "I only take in they which took in me." "Oké, me says then who considered your plannetje." "which game, i dont know what you re talking about?" "Listen Cindy if you have any..." "I dont have shot that concerns you." "Return to your class room." "this goes your petje." "Sandy?" "I took the three tablets, 15,000microgram." "it is the answer, isn't it?" "The answer to every question." "lead it directly to god." "you has there also been." "I am at god." "I feel a total clarity, a total wisdom." "a purification of spirit, body and soul." "I feel myself this way beautiful." "Why you hasn't this rather given me?" "astonishing." "I run concerning street and I see the large plan." "such as are." "Block-systems, pixels... perfectly." "revelations, truth, wisdom, beauty, eternity... what is the longest sniffing which made someone ever?" "Sandy?" "sometimes it never ends." "Sometimes it never ends." "Alan, sometimes it never stops." "I want Dr. Reese speak." "With Chesney Cort." "Please tell him that is urgent." "hellos, Kelly." "Are you now at teddy?" "which band?" "No, I you have not stolen stomme band." "Chesney, those votes are not silent." "if no silence follows there, I want die." "what is there, dear?" " Everything." "I have him." "He stands at n tel.." "Sit down." "What's the matter?" "Tell me, please." " It regrets me." "555-1525." "Bel him now." " Oké, oké." "it is strange." "you are the only person in my life that i'm giving to and never taking from." "and you take in me more than my largest enemy." "it can come still well, hé?" " Yes?" "I come." "Mr.." "Jensen, we have to still settle something." "trust never crippled those four languages speak." "I want you what questions." "What was the first lesson which I learned you?" "put no little matter on where you not from moved if wrongly runs." "I have never violated that rule." "And now you violated for me." "if your will goes, you must this signs." "you do not have read it." " I cannot read." "Andrew Bandolini bought you to lose to." "only he enters cell." " Where he hears." "as if I sit in a dwangbuis." "belong there he." "Sign the booklet." "differently cannot help we you." "I must to the doctor." "He must save me." "the votes." "continue last this indefinitely?" "if you sign everything..." "Oh, Jesus." " Shit." "Alan Jensen." "I insure to a thing for I you something say or do." "I have never known the pain which you suffer now." "but I all have treated those years many patients." "I promise that you on or other manner your pain vanavond disappears." "When did you take this LSD?" " Yesterday, I think." "the time are..." " How did you come?" "a studente chemistry had the Swiss formula." "of sandoz-laboratoria?" " Yes." "In suikerklontjes." "how much?" " 15,000microgram." "certainly know?" " Yes. 15,000microgram." "can drive off you those votes?" " Yes." "You must sign this." "what stands there?" "by the medecines of Dr. Reese, hou I him not responsible for my" "no seconde longer." " Sign then." "stoppers the votes if I die?" " Natural." "what give you me?" " Antidote." "I you hoef not to say what." "You this nevertheless never more uses." "go you pace." "can help I you?" " We're looking for Alan Jensen." "everyone zoekt him." " Who still?" "we will kill who?" " He is called Alan." "the basketballer which were in t house?" " Yes, the basketballer." "who are you?" " Agents of the f.B.I." "Verdorie, the f.B.I. What has he done wrong?" "why he must dead?" " That is certainly not yet." "just as Andrew say it." " You do it." "why?" " It is your turn." "you previous have then killed?" " Weet you still which that were?" "Of course I remember." " Who?" "put you me on the test?" " Who?" "those knul of Pione." " And who shot?" "I did." " You?" "No more voices?" "Just yours." "And mine." "real." "You have saved me." " You save yourself." "they who 15,000microgram LSD can survive... have the complexing of an ox." " And that is necessary." "because your other problems have not disappeared." "why continue look at you but by the raampje?" "I gladly do that." " What bekijk you?" "nature and flowers." " Since when hou you of it?" "you can remain have subsided here to the storm." "your weet nevertheless that as from today LSD as cyanide for you is?" "must stop you totally with drugs to use." "are it my breath?" "He stinks, hé?" " Not where." "are that better?" "for us are our conscience something obvious." "it develops subtly and slowly as from our birth until the time we remembered forms and that formulate." "we forget how frail that is what we have built, this thing called ' I ', the self." "we forget how with difficulty you can it heropbouwen such as the piece is." "treat it with respect." "I remind myself still that I from f.B.I." " À ÿ ¿bldg.jumped." "this bands interest you permanently." "apparently listen the f.B.I. Bandolini's house already n time finished." "this conversations took place on the day that you will ask your loan." "where do young bring him?" " His parents lost their house." "he wants money." " Are we the red cross?" "he is not there." "He is not stupid." "He studies." "think you that he will wait for us?" "how weet he that we zoeken him?" "Alan do everything for the money, even sell a game." "we gamble for n million." "Alan get the house and we deserve a million on a day." "I was too slack for you after your mothers." "it is impermeable." " That only says n foolishly." "all that misery." "Why did you give so much I apply?" "which little girl does have now already n million?" "I am silent." " Do that." "if he lives here, he returns." " Do we do have wait up to Easter?" "want will drive you rondjes to we m." "to encounter?" "if you t commissions you this way of its house, lend you m. then that amount." "Da's not nice." "And you learned me give away nothing zomaar." "that's my little girl." "she are deadlier than I thought." " You chose her." "that is true, but you chose that two F.B.I. agents who try to force me against Bandolini." "and he even devised this not and wanted its for the stop." "yes, they must explain m. holy." " You do not defend them nevertheless?" "teddy and Kelly?" " Yes, that." "no, but your group also not." "bowls, do not bicker concerning the lacks of our friends." "we must obtain you." " You know them improve then I." "I do not think that they leave me after a pleasant request with rest." "that depends of it." " What you have in mind?" "hellos, Chesney." "Tonight?" "wait just as, oké?" "that sounds very captivating and exciting." "How leaves?" "I buy and construction property well in V.S. Canada and Mexico." "and my most recent acquisition is the Pila Island hotel." "couples that which knul the first does not return ten years?" "What then?" "what thinks you?" " Understands you what I means?" "no, what?" " We have no plan." "You dont have a plan, I do." " Do you do want inform me then?" "we say that Andrew wait in a restaurant with a proposal and that he must come along." "We get him in the car peacefully, quitely we drive to Donnie's, deads him and dumps him." "at Donnie's?" " Yes, where differently?" "can I you still what questions?" "Because you are the largest lul which I know." "why we do not shoot down him ordinary on the street?" "contacts." " Hoezo?" "people hear the shots." "Couple of no stupid questions." "it offends my intellect." " There its sound silencing devices." "we sat wait for your." " That to see I. What is there?" "Andrew wait in n restaurant." "go then but." " No, with you." "sold them to U.S. during draining." "since when have been you?" " Not yet this way long." "see you terribly." "This is Joe." "Joe, this is Elaine." "It's a pleasure to meet u, ma'me." " Idem." "Elaine are my oldest girlfriend." "can you only leave our even?" "visits a time my range hotel." " How are you called in fact?" "Chesney." " Juliet." "say that to Andrew I everything under control have." "this is a camera." "Those make photograph." "It is no weapon." "I weet not what you think and for which you want stop me... rats." "No, at the f.B.I. Do you think that we that do not know?" "I go that to solve." "If your will, you can go along to look at." "but bowls not too dense." "can pick up you here nobody?" " Yes, if you want that." "are you after that in search?" "I have hunger." " What is this?" "It's a pleasure vacation for u?" "you are paid for this." "I am no amateur." "or we kill that hufter now immediately, in this chamber, or we wait to..." " Tomorrow morning." "then are the f.B.I. gone." " And if he takes in us?" "no, he asked exactly go along." "go along you to my house?" " You must to mijne." "only live you?" " Yes, but there still people come." "want him 14follow you hours?" " We do not have follow him." "but when he offered it, he did not know that we would snap at." "if he what to hide had, he would not ask it." "say that you understand it." " Yes." "thank you." " What wants do you?" "when?" " That 14hours." "we can what to will eat." " Where do you go naartoe?" "I will regulate something." "I cannot come too late." "I ring you tomorrow, however." "trust you him?" " I weet what has happened." "Oh fuck." "Why black blank and no colour photograph?" "More authentic and more incriminating." "I you had expected role chair in n." " I had luck." "had you more than that." "You had a mole, n informant, n traitor." "a traitor?" "Chesney?" "I do not find." "she are my rescuer." "And what is you then?" "agents." "To infiltrate and arrest our work is." "What about Bandolini?" " To him I am a traitor." "Who give this shit?" "we catch him for practise." " That is everything." "because Mr.." "Jensen all cards has, or photograph." "even Bandolini not." " What requires you then?" "leave me with rest." "Forget everything." "For an everyone clean slate." "what you think?" " We have been sewed." "have we a choice?" " No." "Oké, you go vrijuit." "but looks always." "those clicks can be a ball which zooms to your head." "I will remember that." "Oh, yes, still a thing." "I sale the next game also." "But now I deserve." "are possible you also what to deserve." "You saw how easy it went." "why not?" "Just three of us will know it and I will say nothing." "cannot say those things we aloud." "must we nod if we are hebberig?" "you take this, hé?" "You carry microfoontje, hé?" "no, he keeps us crazily for." " You do not sell that game." "how it feels crawl?" "hoping that your zwakheid you become not fatal?" "that nobody leaves you suffering because that excites him?" "and you punish your sin." " You are completely right." "you have a clean slate." "And now do as if we do not know each other." "a clean slate." "Nice shot." "are you only?" "I expected the Italian army." "Da's a racial stereotype." "Sorry that it had run this way." "had?" "That a very interesting way to put in it." "as if we nothing to say have concerning our destiny." "Interesting." "especially because, if I give no useful information you, you ring your fathers, or Mario, or Russell, or how they are called also." "and they come shoot down me then." "but that are not then your debt." " This is too profound for me." "Sorry, I forgot that you but n cheerleader is that only to basketball think." "this have happened because you asked my father for money." "I thought that he sold property well." "accuse nobody, because then of it brawl comes." "I do not accuse him, but you." " You are disturbed." "tell you family and friends but that the f.B.I. the matter late rests." "you nothing will hear more of them." "Are u serious?" "How have you succeeded in this?" "Modern technology." " They never...?" "you hear of it nothing more." " Concerning everything?" "concerning this matter." "I could regulate no pass to kill further and this way." "but I there to work." " You are n strange." "everyone cannot be normal." "If that exists." "this became nevertheless nothing." "You did not will ask me at marriage, hé?" "not real." " Then it expired good." "well said." " You are sweet." "thank." "Fortunately you did not let me kill." "I am no sweet lijk." "I must go." "take you time." "you me has saved two times." " Saved, never." "Helped, maybe." "you saved my spirit and my life." "That can make up for I never." "that sounds as a farewell." " No." "I canker you." "I endure no compliments." "now embarrass themselves you still more, if I excuse myself." "for which?" " Because I that triootje concluded." "survive that I, however." "It was nevertheless almost beyond." "say s, why you chose...?" " Teddy and Kelly?" "Or the sex?" "understand the sex I still, already are you bizarder... then you?" "You are 22. we it still s will compare if you 28are." "and for which...?" " Why two FBI-agents?" "because they were that." " I do not want be impolite." "indicated impolitely." "I manage it." " You then is a forager?" "you discovered what you excite and do it, as long as it hurts nobody." "What about love?" "Don't you don't want amorous become?" "yes, but there you do not toekan force yourself." "are possible we that?" " Become amorously?" "not?" " With each other?" "Of course with each other." " Do not exclude that I." "yes, thus I it feels also." "I would not exclude it." "but I find that I have reflected enough concerning living, healthy verstand, madness and death." "I must zoeken something concrete, something where I am well in and where I am possible of life." " Any ideas?" "yes." "I came yesterday evening, when I will sleep." "think you that?" " I do not say that it is for always." "or for n years." "I will try t." " Well for you." "that photograph of yesterday tellen not." "Do want do you as a first pose?" "gladly." " Will stand there." "the small film is on." " Later more than." "I hope so." "I want see more things." "I want gone of indulgencing in navel-gazing in my own vacuum." "I want see the world, to seize and perhaps enriches." "I want look at to you, inside and out, of each angle." "signs still nothing." "Perhaps consider themselves you." "no talks of." " I must teach will." "Tonight at 8?" " Tonight at 8." "looks to water." "Does it see you?" "Is that not beautiful?" "can take I what photograph?" "looks, Brandon." "Wants you that they make a photograph of you?" "can make I your photograph?" "did not indicate frightened." "But it is n photograph." "bowls what dense." " Will look at to his camera." "bowls here." "pose now as a strong man." "well this way." "sometimes never stop it." "are everything oké?" "everything are in order." "I hope you're right."