"Me-gan!" "Me-gan!" "Me-gan!" "Get up, Get up." "We have to go outside." "What's the matter baby?" "Okay sweetheart go check in the house, see if she's in there." "Megan!" "When's she going to get back?" "Oh Buddy, she's gonna come back." "You know what we'll put some water in her bowl, you know some food." "She's gonna get hungry she's going to have to come back to eat right?" "Im hungry right now." "Are you hungry?" "You know I'm so hungy I could just eat your hand." "Yeah, no no just let me have bite of your hand okay?" "Just one bite." "How come I can't have one bite?" "Just one finger." "You've got five of them." "Okay we've got to be quiet when we wake up mommy okay." "Do you want to get thrown?" "Do you want to get thrown?" "I want to get next to mommy." "No!" "NO!" "We're tigers!" "I'm sleeping." "Stop!" "It's too early." "We're tigers!" "I wanna get to sleep for a little while." "NO, make pretty music." "I must get my breakfast." "Here comes your oatmeal." "Alright picky." "That's beautiful." "You ready to eat?" "You gotta eat up okay?" "You can't be late today." "Blow on it first." "I don't like it..." "Why don't you like it." "It just yucky." "Baby what did you do just put water in that?" "Yeah its instant oatmeal." "Yeah but you've got to soak the oats." "They're fine." "Yeah delicious, you eat it." "Here, come on let's eat like leopards that'll make it better." "Here just eat the raisins okay?" "At least." "Oh come on Dean!" "I don't have to clean up after 2 kids." "Frankie, Frankie use a spoon honey." "What do you mean use a spoon?" "Come on sue a spoon you know how to use a spoon." "We're eating like leopards." "Hey that's mine!" "Show your daddy how you use a spoon." "You're a big girl now huh you know how to use a spoon." "WHat do you mean you're a big girl." "You're a big girl now sweetheart so don't have any fun." "Stick it on your face." "Frankie we're leaving in two minutes." "Come on don't eat like that, come on." "Come on come on." "Okay if that's how you're gonna eat, breakfast is over." "No!" "Dad was doing it!" "I know your dad was doing it." "Come on kiddo." "I was doing it!" "Daddy you made me in trouble!" "I'm sorry!" "Let's go, let's go, we're late we're late." "Do you wanna wear this one?" "Yes." "Okay but we gotta be fast." "Ready?" "ONE!" "TWO!" "You're going to do it!" "You did it in eight!" "Whoopsies!" "Silly mommy" "Hey Frankie you gonna be good for miss Alex today?" "You promise?" "Okay I love you like crazy." "I love you like crazy." "Oh, really?" "Cause I love you like CRAAAZZZYY!" "Okay guys, we gotta go." "We're gonna be late." "See ya at the recital dad!" "Hey Cin, put your seat belt on." "Hey Cindy put your seatbelt on!" "I got it." "Would you please put your seatbelt on?" "This road is crazy alright!" "Watch out for this guy..." "Watch out for this fucking asshole!" "Hey fuck you!" "Why don't you slow down you fucking jackass!" "Motherfucker!" "You're gonna kill somebody asshole!" "Hey there you are." "Oh hi!" "Sorry..." "I'm almost done here." "Did you get a... do you have a second?" " Yeha sure." "Did you get a chance to talk it over with your family yet?" "Umm... no, I mean you know I will." "I will." "That's okay." "No pressure,just you know You know, its just a good opportunity." "I should know for sure by Monday." "By Monday, alright." "I've got to have my best nurse up there with me." "Is it your first baby?" "Yeah." "So exciting I know, isn't it?" "You know what you're having yet?" "No." "No?" "Do you want to know or are you going to wait for a surprise." "We want to know. surprise enough, huh?" "Let's see..." "It's a girl!" "Is that good news?" "What's wrong?" "I found Megan." "How many times did I tell you to lock the fucking gate?" "Huh?" "Bravo!" "Hey, I had an idea..." "I thought maybe you should go visit your grandpa today." "What do you think?" "Yay!" "Did you find Megan?" "No." "But I was thinking that maybe she moved out to Hollywood and became one of those movie dogs..." "You think?" "You think she moved out to Hollywood to be a movie dog?" "She had the looks don't you think?" "Maybe that's what happened huh." "Hi sweetheart how are you?" "Look what I have for you!" "Aren't you coming up?" "I can't smoke around the oxygen tank." "Go say goodbye to Daddy." "You're not going to see him until tomorrow." "Watch out for the water." "Okay go you're clear!" "Bye Dad!" "By buddy." "Hey, I love you." "I love you." "Have fun okay buddy." "Okay." "You remember what to do when Pa snores right?" "Cover his mouth and hold his nose." "That's my girl." "Go have fun!" "Alright, run to mama." "Come on you can do it!" "Come on sweetie pie." "Yayyyyy, that was great." "That was great." "Alright you ready to go inside?" "So what's with him, you two fighting again?" "We'll talk about it later..." "Why isn't daddy coming in?" "I don't know." "Mr. Benatti, good to meet you." " Have a seat." "So what kind of job are you applying for?" "Driver... helper.. packer?" "Whatever, one that pays." "DO you have any experience at all?" "Sure." "Where have you worked?" "I mean, you know, I've helped people move before." "You mean what are my jobs?" "But you've never had any moving experience?" "No." "So I guess that'll be no experience." "Okay." "Where are you from?" "Florida." "And how long have you been here?" "2 years." "And where are you living?" " I live in Brooklyn." "Can you get here everyday?" "Yeah, I'll get here." " I need you here by 7am." "I'll get here." "Ready?" "There you go." "Good job!" "You're a man amongst men." "No homo!" "Sit up son!" "Sit up, sit up!" "Don't wory about it, you aint a professional yet." "How do you meet girls?" " I just walk right up and talk to them." "Whatever comes in my mind in that moment." "He honks the horn" " I gets out the truck." "Or he screams out, like, choclate thunder." "You see I don't know..." "I feel like men are more romantic than women." "When we get married we marry one girl." "Cause we're resistent the whole way until we meet one girl and we think I'd be an idiot if I didn't marry this girl she's so great." "But it seems like girls get to a place where they just kidna pick the best option or something." "I know girls that married they're like." "Oh he's got a good job." "I mean they spend their whole life looking for Prince Charming and then they marry the guy who's got a good job and is gonna stick around." "Take your share and go home okay?" "Let's call it a good night." "Thanks Jamie..." "Lemme tell you something." "When I get old I'm gonna look good." "When you get old you're gonna look like him." " What do you mean when you get old?" "It's gonna be a long time... another fifty years at least." "Man it look like world war three in this motherfucker." "Box everything in the kitchen, bag everything upstairs, let's get the truck loaded, up to Pennsylvania and back by tonight." "This is a small, small room here." "How's all the stuff gonna fit in here?" " It's probably not gonna... so strip the furniture Ill bring you boxes you start unpacking and placing... flatten all the cartons and we'll get em outta here." " What happens to all the other stuff?" "Not out problem." "Come on, come on, hurry it up." "Gotta go, gotta go, gotta go." "I don't understand what you're trying to say." "We got to go." "We got another job to do, we gotta go." "Dean you ready?" "Let's get outta here okay?" "Job's over, here I'll give you your pay." "One hundred, and ten, and twenty is part of your tip okay?" "Let's go we've got a 2 hour ride back to the city." "Hey!" "Walter!" "Don't be mad okay?" "I opened some of your stuff, I hope that's okay." "You wanna walk in here?" "You don't wanna get wheeled in here." "This is your new house." "I hung your uniform I hope that's okay." "It's just so handsome you know?" "I noticed you had a lot of matches so I just hung them on the wall, if you don't like it you can just rip em down, its tape." "Do you wanna sit down in the chair." "Here let me get this out of your way." "You got it?" "Okay Walter I gotta go or I'm gonna get in trouble but let me show you a few things okay?" "That's you shoes, see?" " Yo, Dean we gotta go alright?" "Okay, okay." "I'll meet you in the truck." " Okay." "He's not the boss of me, by the way." "All your stuff's in here thats your pants, sweaters, shirts." "Hey Walter is this your wife?" "She was a beautiful woman!" "Umm.." "Okay, nice to meet ya." "Thank you." "Good luck here." "ll see ya down the road." "I'm sorry, I know." "Don't be sorry baby." "Ohh fuck." "I'm just tired you know." "I'm just fucking tired." "Come on boy!" " Too girly?" "Yeah." "Well, no I think it's a, maybe we just need to put some, something like a nice blanket." "OK. -you think it's a good idea?" " Yeah, let's go get a blanet." "Can you take the trash out.?" "Sure." "You remember where we put that..." "I got an idea." "Hello?" "want to see if I can reserve a room for the night... tonight." "I have a gift certificate..." "What's our options?" "They have cupid's cove." "I'm not going to some cheesy sex motel, I'm on call tomorrow." "What else... that's it?" "There's a future room." "Can you hold on one second." "Baby will you make the decision please." " Im on call tomorrow I can't go." "Baby please listen to me for a second." "Can you hang on one second." "Listen to me for one second, would you stop cleaning for one minute." "I'm asking you..." "Please." "Let's get outta here, we gotta get outta here." "We have to get out of this house." "Let's go get drunk and make love." "Now do you want the Cupid's Cove... or do you want the future room." "Make a decision baby please." "I don't want to get in the car at 7:30 and drive for 2 hours." " Okay I'll make the decision." "The future room." "For 2." "Periera." "You're crazy." "Thanks." "Pack you bags baby we're going to the future!" "Is that Cindy Heller?" "Bobby Ontario?" " How are you?" "Im good." "How are you?" " I'm... you know I'm hanging in there." "Wow!" "Its been a while." "So how bout you?" " Here, been here, stayed here, never left here." "Here's good, here's good." "Ahh... married?" "Married." " That's crazy." "Lucky guy." "Have you been faithful to him?" "That's a strange question to ask someone you haven't seen in forever." "Yeah well you know..." "Seriously." "Yes." " Yes you have or yes you haven't?" "Yes..." "I haven't." "I mean I have..." "I have been..." "Why are you looking at me like that?" "I'm not looking at you like anything." " Oh, Okay" "Come on, let's go." "Let's go." "What you thinking?" "What's on your mind?" "You're never going to guess who I saw at the liquor mart." "Richard Greico?" "No but good guess." "Jon Bon Jovi?" "Bobby Ontario." "The fuck was he doing there?" " I dunno..." "I mean... buying liquor I guess." "Jesus!" "How come your just telling me now?" " Cause I'm telling you now." "How come you didn't tell me while we were there?" "I don't know cause I was flustered and I'm telling you now." "You talked to him?" "No..." "I mean like, hi, by, how are you..." "How are you?" "Yeah he asked me how I was." " And you told him?" "I mean I didn't want to but we were stuck there in the same store buying things together at the same time." "I wish you'd seen him then you wouldn't feel so bad." "He's fat..." "What do you I care?" "I don't know." " What do I care if he's fat or not." "What does that mean?" "Make me feel better?" " I don't know!" "Cause he's a loser!" "What does that have to do with me?" "Whether he's a loser or he's fat or not?" "What the fuck do I care?" "What?" "!" "What are you saying that for?" "That would make me feel better he's fat?" "So what if he was in good shape I shouldn't that I wouldn't that I shouldn't feel good?" "I said the wrong thing." "I'm nervous okay?" " What do you mean your nervous?" "I feel funny, because you feel funny." "You're nervous cause I feel funny?" "What does that mean." "Yes." "I feel like I said the wrong thing..." "I feel like I shouldn't have said anything." "Really?" "That's an option?" "You run into Bobby Ontario and it's an option not to tell me?" "I feel like you're upset and I upset you and I'm sorry." "And I said the wrong thing." "Baby you do whatever you want." "Okay." "I'm sorry." "Stop, fuck." "What are you doing?" " I gotta pee." "Where this person's house!" "?" " Fuck you!" "Fuck me?" "Hi" "What are you doing?" " Research." "Really, researach?" "supposed to be a quadriplegic?" "Quads can't use their arms." "I'm a paraplegic." "Really?" "Hi." "Why do you always have to act like such a freak all the time?" "Come over." "Come on." "I can't." "You know you want it." " I can't I have to go get Grandma." "I just came to say hi." "Call you later." " Yeah." "Whatever!" "Ope" " I thought you were your Dad!" " Just us." "How was the beauty parlour?" " Oh lovely, Just lovely." "What did it feel like when you fell in love?" "Oh dear." "I don't think I found it." " Even with grandpa?" "Maybe a little in the beginning." "He didn't really have any regard for me as a person." "You've gotta be careful of that." "You've gotta be very careful that the person you fall in love... is worth it... to you." "I don't ever want to be like my parents." "I know that they must have loved eachother at one time right?" "Did thy just get it all out of the way before the had me?" "Are we s'pposed to eat this garbage?" "!" "Huh?" "!" "Im sorry." "Do you want me to make you some eggs?" "I want you to enjoy your Goddamn dinner!" "How do you trust your feeling... when they just disappear like that." "I think the only way you can find out is to have the feeling." "You're a good person Cindy," "I think you have the right to say yes I do trust I trust myself." "What?" "Shit!" "What what?" "Fuck!" "Fuck!" "Im sorry." "Somehow she didn't want to confess to him that she was so weary of all those people who'd seem to want to care about her." "He touched her cheek gently, caressingly." "Her heart was bitting so loudly that surely he could hear it." "Arms up!" "He smooths your hair back the touch of his fingers sending waves of awareness through her." "He was going to kiss her... that whas what she wanted, wasn't it?" "So why that she feel as if she trembled on the edge of the precimes ready to top ower in an instant." "Then his lips founds hers and she stopped thinking at all." "Only feeling." "Feeling the tenderness of his kiss, the strength of his arms around her, the steady beat of his heart under her hand as she turned into his arms." "There is a precipice and she was falling head over heels." "Falling in love with him." "Chapter 11." " Hi!" "Hi." "I want a cigarette." "No Gramma its bed time." "You're in bed you can't have a cigarette now okay." "Do you want me to keep reading or are you tired." "I need a cigarette!" "Wonderful!" "I was glad." "See you around!" "Excuse me." "Excuse me can I talk to you for a second?" " Why?" "You think I stole that money don't you?" "Yeah you do." "No." "Look I've stolen money before, I know what it feels like to get busted and this is what that feels like." "and this is what that feels like." "I have a job, okay, this is my job." " Okay I got it." "I make money." "I got it." "Money I can take girls out on dates with." "Just so you know." " Good to know." "Okay." "What's your name?" " Go away." ""Go away"?" "Go away." " That's a weird name." "Hold on a second," "I wanna give you something." "Look at that." "That's my business card." "I don't have a phone... or a phone number... but if you call this number right here... and ask for me... they'll tell me you've called." "Great." "Who should I say is calling?" "Wow." "Where are we huh?" "We're inside a robot's vagina." "Was this the only one that they had?" "I told you they had cupid's cove or this." "You want me to see if we can get cupid's cove?" "I'm making a drink." "There's no windows." "Cool bed huh?" "Check this out." "The bed turns!" "Hey did you see this?" "Hey, look at me!" "I don't think there's a fridge." "This is how they laugh in the future." "Like this." "I thought the whole point of coming here was to have a night without kids." "Hello?" "Yeah hold on." "Here sweetheart it's your mommy she wants to talk to you." "Hi mom." "Yes." " Hi Sweetie." "Tak." "Okay honey... don't forget to potty before you get into bed... bye..." "I love you..." "Hey frankie this is how they laugh in the future!" "You try it!" "Are you tooting?" "Frankie!" "Frankie..." "Love you like crazy, I gotta go okay, kiss kiss." "Pa-pa!" "What are you doing?" "What?" "What does it look like I'm doing?" "Gettin' all wet and naked..." "I'm gonna go order some food, you want some?" " You know what I like." "Can you close the door?" "What are you doing?" " What does it look like I'm doing?" "Enough." "What are you so grumpy about?" "Oh I don't know?" "I don't know why..." "Do you want a drink?" " Yes please." "Hi how are you?" "Fine thank you." " Your Gramma aren't you." "Its great to meet you." "Cindy come on could you talk to me for five minutes please." "I don't want to talk to you anymore." " Gramma you know you have an amazing granddaughter?" "Of course I do." " She's unbelievable." "Cindy I got these for you." "Will you please take them?" "Cindy, come on." "Could you give me five minutes?" "This is ridiculous you're not even gonna talk to me?" "Come on, Cindy!" "I'm trying to say sorry and you're acting like a total bitch!" "I don't know I just feel like I should stop thinking about it but I can't." "Maybe I've seen too many movies you know, love at first sight." "Anyone call?" "No." "Thanks!" "What do you think about love at first sight?" "You think you can love somebody just by looking at 'em?" "But the thing is, man, I felt like I knew her." "You know." "You ever get that feeling?" "Yeah like you've seen her before and you just know her..." "Yeah." "Yeah it's a feeling... but the thing is, you actually don't know her." "Yeah I don't, right?" "Right." "I felt like I did though." "If you get a little pussy, I think the mental-ness will get out your head." "I'm too much in my head, right?" " Yeah, too much." "Yeah, you already know where she live at, right?" " No she was just like visiting her grandmother." "So why don't you go back to that grandmother and ask her where she lives." "I should go back, right?" "Yeah." "If you like her, yeah" "She just seems different you know?" "I don't know." "Wait." "How different?" "I dunno, I just got a feeling about her." "You know when a song comes on and you just gotta dance?" "Yeah." " Yeah." "Hi." "Do you know what happened to Walter?" " Who?" "Walter?" "he's the gentlemen that just moved in across the hall about a month ago." "I don't know anything about anyone named Walter." " Oh," "Hey, can I ask you something else?" "What's the story with that girl that was in here like a month ago." "The young blonde." "I gave her my card but she never called." "What's her name?" "Cindy." "Cindy." "Will you tell her I say hi?" "OK, yeah." "Shit!" "Do you think I could sit down because all these other seats are taken?" "Okay..." "Hey, thanks..." "You know I just talked to your grandmother..." "That sounds weird, huh?" " Yeah." "Okay let me put it into context." "I went out there to see Walter who's not there anymore." "That's why I talked to her..." "You know what happened to that guy Walter?" "Yeah, you know what happened to that guy walter?" "No I don't know what happened to that guy Walter." "No, what happened?" "You gotta do it like that?" "What do you expect?" " What do you mean?" "They're old!" "Do you want to live like that?" "Like what?" "No home?" "Yeah.." "No I don't..." "But I'm not getting old and he's a dummy for dying." "Walter's a dummy for dying?" "Walter's a dummy for dying?" " Yeah." "What are you gonna do, wise guy?" "Not do it..." "Are you gonna die?" " Definitely." "Hmm?" "What'd you say?" " I said definitely." "Well with that kind of attitude you will." "Don't do it!" "It's for suckers." "Don't do it." "What are you gonna do?" " Just not do it." "I went out there to give him this." "Isn't that nice?" "I found it." "Is that him?" "Yeah, and his lady." "Isn't he handsome?" "Look at her she's so pretty." "So she's probably nuts then..." "In my experience the prettier a girl is, the more nuts she is." "Which makes you insane..." "You're probably nutty-coo-coo crazy..." "Its not your fault." "Everybody treats you different." "Like you make jokes and people laugh anyway even though they're not funny." "That's gotta make you nuts." "I like how you can compliment and insult someone at the same time." "In equal measure." " What's an insult about that?" "That I'm crazy and I'm not funny." "I don't know if you're not funny, tell me a joke." "So there's a child molester and a little boy walking into the woods." "The child molester and the little boy keep walking further and further and its getting darker and darker and they're going deeper and deeper into the woods and the little boy looks up at the child molester and he says:" "gee mister I'm getting scared!" "And the child molester looks down at him and says:" "you think you're scared kid?" "I gotta walk outta here alone." "You don't think that's funny?" "No." "I'm sorry." " I do." "You get along with your grandma huh?" "Yeah, she makes me laugh..." "Nobody else talks in my family." "And when they talk, they just yell." "I'm never getting married." "This is a nice place you live." "You like it?" "It's alright." "Where you wanna go?" " I wanna go away to school." "What are you gonna study?" " Medicine." "Really?" "Yeah really!" " Yeah right!" "Yeah right?" "Girls that look like you don't go and study medicine." "What do I look like?" "Girls like you are super-models." "You got any, like, talents?" " Like hidden talents?" "Washington, Adams, Jefferson, Madison, Monroe, Adams," "Jackson, Van Buren, Harrison, Tyler, Polk i Taylor..." "That's all presidents." "Fillmore, Pierce, Buchanan!" "Lincoln, Johnson, Grant i Hayes." "Garfield, Arthur, Cleveland, Harrison, Cleveland, McKinley, Roosevelt, Taft," "Wilsong, Harding, Coolidge i Hoover!" "Franklin D. Roosevelt, Harry S. Truman, Dwight D. Eisenhower," "John F. Kennedy, Lyndon Johnson, Richard Nixon," "Ford, Carter, Reagan, Clinton, Bush!" "That was rad." "Can you dance?" "You can tap dance?" " Can you?" "No." "Here, I'll play a song and you dance." "OK?" "Come here." "Come here, like this, right here behind the heart." "In front of the heart." "I can't really sing..." "I have to sing goofy in order to sing like I'd to sing stupid." "Okey?" "OK." "You're actually good!" "OK, slow dance, slow dance to this part." "You're not gonna eat that?" " Why don't you do something..." "What do you mean?" " I don't know." "What does that mean?" "I don't know." "Why don't I do something?" "Like what?" "I don't know." "You're so good at so many things, you could do anything you wanted to do you're good at everything that you do, isn't there something else you wanna do?" "Than what?" "Than be a husband, to be Frankie's dad?" "What do you want me to do?" "In your dream scenario of me doing whatI'm good at, what would that be?" "I don't know, you're so good at so many things, you can do so many things." "You have such capacity." " For what?" "You can sing, you can draw, you can..." "Dance." "Listen I didn't wanna be somebody's husband and I didn't wanna be somebody's dad." "That wasn't my goal in life." "For some guys it is..." "Wasn't mine." "But somehow, It was what I wanted." "I didn't know that and now it's all I wanna do..." "I don't want to do anything else it's what I want to do." "I work so I can do that." "I'd like to see you have a job where you didn't have to start drinking at 8 o'clock in the morning to go to it." "No, I have a job that I can drink at 8 o'clock in the morning." "What a luxury, you know." "I get up for work, I have a beer, I go to work, I paint somebody's house they're excited about it." "I come home, I get to be with you." "That's like... this is the dream!" "It doesn't ever disappoint you?" "Why?" "Why would it disappoint me?" "Because you have all this potential." "I could still do whatever I could do, so what, Why do you have to fucking make money off your potential?" "Look, I'm not even saying you have to make money off it." "Don't you miss it?" "What does potential mean?" "What does even potential mean?" "What does that mean?" "Potential for what?" "To turn it into what?" "You know, we rarely sit down and have an adult conversation." "Because every time we do you take what I say and you turn it around into something that I didn't mean." "You just twist it." "Start Blabbing, blah blah blah blah blah." "If you're not interested in what I have to say then maybe I just shouldn't say anything." "That's funny, huh?" "What's funny about that?" " Good luck." "I'd like to see you think about what you say instead of saying what you think all the time." "Good luck, give it a try!" "What are you doin?" "You wanna fight me?" " Yeah I wanna fight you." "Okay, there you go..." " On your back." "On your back motherfucker!" "Cheers, you're the best." "You drunk?" "You drunk, drunk?" "Don't go to sleep, hey!" "Stay awake!" "Look at me look at me, you awake?" "You awake?" "I gotta go pee my diddy, I'll be back." "You okay?" " Help me out!" "I may or may not have fallen, come here." "come here come here!" "Hey beautiful come here!" "I will not hurt." "This is funny..." "That was a huge mistake." "Come here, you saucy little minx!" "You are so beautiful." "You are so beautiful." "You wanna have another baby with me?" "You wanna make another baby with me?" "I wanna have another baby with you." "Do you... you want to have another baby?" "... I want another child." "No..." "Dean..." "Wait a second." "What?" " Stop..." "Shut your beautiful mouth." "Fuck!" "What are you doing?" "What's the matter with you?" "Come here." "Baby, baby..." "Why are you doing?" "It hurts!" "What do you want, how much rejection am I supposed to take?" "I deserve affection." "I'm good to you and to Frankie and I don't deserve this!" "Why are you doing?" "What do you want?" "That's how you want it?" "This is how you want it?" "C'mon." "Baby I can't do it like this, I can't fucking do it like this." "I can't fucking do it like this." "Stop... stop..." "Don't give me this shit, this fuckin like you can have my body bullshit..." "I don't want that" "I want you..." "I'm not gonna do it like this." "What do you want me to rape you?" "I want you to stop." "Is that what you want?" " Stop it.!" "You want me to hit you?" "Stop it." "What's the matter with you?" " Fucking stop it!" "Stop it." "You want me to hit you?" "Yeah hit me.!" "Is that what you want?" " Yeah, that's what I want." "Would that make it okay for you to treat me like this?" "Yeah that's what I want baby, hit me." "Is that what you want!" "I'm not gonna do it." "I'm not gonna fuckin do it!" "Okay!" "I don't give a shit how much you want it, I'm not gonna do it, okay," "I'm not gonna do it!" "You want me to hit you?" "I'm not gonna do it!" "I love you." "Open the door!" "Open the door!" "Hey!" "Open the door!" "Open the door!" "Open the door!" "Go!" "No, no!" "What is wrong?" "What kind of operation are you in?" "Do not touch the young lady in my cab." "Please sir!" "Don't touch her back there Please." " Thank you." "Come on!" "Why not?" " Sir!" "Please there's no sex in my taxi!" "Do not touch the young lady in my taxi!" "I will have you know that she was putting the moves on me." "That's not true..." "Would you believe a face like this?" "I mean look at this face?" "I will not have you trying something that's wrong in my car!" "What's wrong?" "This is my car and it's just like my home." "You're in my home now, okay?" "Its not my business what you do with this girl but you're not gonna do it in my cab." "My God!" "Bravo." "Give me a chance." "Dean." "You okay?" "Yeah, you okay?" " Yeah, you okay?" "You gonna talk to me or not?" "You gonna tell me what's goin' on?" "You're not gonna tell me?" "I don't know what you want me to say!" " I want you to tell me what's going on..." "I wanna know!" "You got me feeling sick you know?" "I'm very intuitive." "I know there's something up." "You're not gonna tell me?" " I don't know what to do." "Stop!" "Stop, stop!" "No, no no, stop!" "You gonna tell me?" "!" " Stop!" "Come down!" "You gonna tell me?" "Just come down!" "I'm not kidding you!" " You're not gonna tell me what it is?" "Please come down!" "Please stop." "HYou want me to go over the edge?" " No, I want you to come down!" " Tell me what it is." "Come on, its dangerous!" " You gonna tell me?" "No." "NO!" "STOP!" "Please come on!" "Im pregnant!" "Stop, come back please!" "Please come down." "Is it mine?" "I don't know." "I don't know." " You don't know?" "Maybe..." "Maybe?" " Probably not." "What are you gonna do?" "What am I gonna do?" " What are you gonna do?" "I don't know..." "You're gonna have it?" "You're not gonna have it?" "What are you gonna do?" "You thought about this?" "I don't know." "You don't know?" "You've opted for vacuum-aspiration abortion today." "I'm just going to ask you a few questions." "They're sensitive in nature so if at any time you're uncomfortable, you just let me know, okay?" "At what age were you when you first had intercourse?" "...Thirteen." "Okay..." "That's not unusual." "How many sexual partners would you say you've had from when you first began?" "...Maybe... 20... 25..." "Okay." "Do you know which partner you were with when you became pregnant?" "And is that partner supportive to you?" "No." "Good, okay, now I'm going to put my hand on your belly..." "Then I'm going to introduce a finger... your going to feel this... okay there you are..." "Alright... that's it, okay, there we are..." "deep breathing, that's it..." "Alright I feel the uterus." "Its probably 11.5 To 12 weeks." "It's in a safe position for the procedure." "Okay I'm going to insert a speculum." "It's gonna couse some pressure." "Here it goes... this is it..." "I know it's uncomfortable..." "I know it's uncomfortable." "As much as you can relax the easier it goes, okay." "It's set... good work." "Keep that breathing, breath hard..." "The next thing I'm gonna do is give you some local anesthesia." "Its a little uncomfortable..." "Now I'm going to give you the first injection, take a giant breath and cough." "Good, breath... cough." "Okay, fine..." "Ol'll put that down and let it take effect." "Breathe deeply and slowly..." "I'm going to apply and instrument so I can hold the cervix still." "You shouldn't feel this, maybe a little pressure, little move" "I can't!" "Hunny, are you OK?" " Cindy?" "Stop, Stop..." " Okay, okay!" "Okay I'm stopping, i will stop." "Alright you wanna sit up, okay, alright." "You want me to just stop the whole procedure, is that correct?" "Alright, I'm going to step out." "Do you wanna put your things back on?" " Can I see my friend?" "Who?" "Can I see my friend?" " Sure, honney." "Let's do it." "Let's be a family." "Let's be a family." "You don't have to do this, you know?" "It's not your fault." "I love you." "I love you too." "Hey it's me Cindy." "Hi." "who else did you call?" "I'm out of town." "What time is it?" "Six... seven, eight, nine?" "I could be there at nine, I'm coming if I can be there at 9." "Cindy?" "!" "Cin?" "I'm gonna fuckin kill her..." "This is your private wake-up call." "Okay." "Thank you." "Cin?" "Yeah... where's the nearest bus station?" "Sunday, 23:16" "I just want to say to you, thanks for making all bets off and freeing me of my human decency." "All your shit's going in the trash your books are gonna be ripped up." "We'll go to war, see who'll win." "I know who the fucker is, ok?" "And I'm gonna destroy him." "Sunday, 23:58 h." "ou probably don't know what you did." "I want you to hear something." "Y I have never cursed at a girl in my life..." "FUCK YOU!" "FUCK YOU BITCH!" "YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?" "I'M GONNA FIND HIM AND I'M GONNA FUCKING END HIM." "He's not gonna look so beautiful to you when I'm done," "Okay?" "End of messages." "Hey, I'm looking for Dean." "The Dean, I'm looking for Dean." "Yeah, I'm Dean." "Your little boy's gonna call me daddy now." "You fuckin piece of shit, bitch!" "Yeah, fuck him up, little pussy!" "Dr. Feinberg's Office." "Okay, when were you looking to come in?" "Oh." "Busy!" "Haven't sat down yet, what do you have?" "Can you walk with me?" "A woman in 5 who's Hispanic and doesn't speak much English and she's complaining of pain in her left breast." "Alright, I'll be in in a minute." "Oh, hey, you know what I was thinking?" "I realize it might be hard for you to move the whole family up to Riverdale cause your daughter's still in school and everything and I thought maybe you get an apartment." "You know, work during the week, drive home on the weekends." "Wouldn't have to worry about being lonely." "We could hang out together, get dinner sometimes." "Anyway that was not a proposition... it was just... uh..." " I'm married." "Just trying to uh..." "Just trying to help." "I thought you wanted me here because I'm good at my job." "Yeah, I know, look, anyway, I'll, uh, see you in a minute." "Ther's nothing else I can do." "I can't do that over the phone, I can't do that over the phone." "Hold on one second." "Sir, could you just fill that out and when you're done bring it back up to me?" "I don't need that." "Can you hang on just one second, please?" "Okay, thank you." "I was looking for my wife." "I don't need that." "Okay, and who is your wife?" " Cynthia." "Oh, you must be Dean." "Okay, yeah, let me get her and she'll be right with you." "Cindy, sweetie, you have a visitor." "Who?" "It's your husband." "I think he's been drinking." "Hi..." "Oh, there you are." " What are you doing here?" "Oh, well, you're awful friendly right now aren't ya?" "No, just surprised to see you." " So this is where the smiles happen." "This the smile room?" "Huh?" "You take off, you leave me, you tell me what's going on?" "I was so goddamn worried, I thought something mighta happened to Frankie!" "I dunno what the hell happened." "Meems, can you give me a few?" "You just take off like that?" "Yeah, Meems, can you give her a few?" "I don't know if there's an emergency..." "You're just gone!" "Frankie's fine." "Come on, lets go." "Well, good to know." "Cindy, I'm here if you need me." "Hey, come on, lets go, can you give me a hand with these?" " Don't let him brainwash you." ""Don't let him brainwash you?"?" " Can you give me a hand?" "Look, okay, I know everything got fucked up last night, okay?" "I can't believe you'd show up here drunk!" " Hey, I'm talking to you!" "I know that..." " Can you drive?" "What?" "I said can you drive?" "!" "What kinda question is that?" "Of course I can drive." "I know how to drive..." "Take the keys, go home." " You don't even care if I fuckin' can drive." "You'd love it if I got into a Goddamned accident!" " Yeah I'd love it." "I'd just love it, you're so right." "Thats the point, you got no time for me anymore." "You give it all to this fuckin place." "And these fuckin people who don't give a shit about you." "Do they!" "?" "Hey!" "Just go home!" "Hey, come here for a second, I'm gonna come in there!" "I'm gonna come in!" "Alright, I'm coming in." "I'll be with you in just one second, okay?" "Are you okay?" "Is he gone?" "I fucking hate him." "Why don't you just give her a couple of minutes." "NO!" "Dean you can't come back here." "Dean, you can't be back here." "God!" "Dean!" "You can't be back here." " It's okay, you're okay..." "I can't do this, I can't take this shit." "Come outside with me for one minute." " I can't take this shit anymore.!" " Just come outside." "I cannot take this shit." "I am not going outside with you." "I've had it..." " Come outside and talk with me..." "I'm up to here, I'm done, okay?" "I'm done!" " Let's go outside..." "Look, no..." "I am done." "I'm done with this, I'm done being angry like this." "I'm done with you being drunk like this." "I am DONE!" " I'm closing the door." "Don't close the door." " Mimi?" "Are you OK?" "Hey, don't talk to Mimi." "Hey Mimi, you know what?" "We're gonna take a little minute, we're just gonna take a second..." "You know what, this is why I don't talk to you..." "cause you go from here to here in no time at all." "NO." "This is why you talk to me." "Cause I'm here, this is the only reason you're talking to me." "You fuckin asshole..." "I'm a fuckin asshole?" " Yeah, you are fucking asshole!" " You can call me stupid?" "I'm so out of love with you." "I've got nothing left for you, nothing, nothing." "There is nothing here for you." "I don't love you..." "Don't say stuff you can't take back." " You fucking asked for it, you asked me!" "I talk to you." "I couldn't drive you crazy unless you loved me..." "I gave you the goddamn answer and you don't like it." "That's why I don't fucking talk to you." "Are you gonna hit me?" "No I'm not gonna hit you, you're the bad guy,not me asshole." "I'm the bad guy?" " Yeah, asshole!" "Fuck you!" "Fuck you, fuck you!" "I'm more man than you are, you fucking cunt." "Don't say that shit about being a man." " I am, I am." "I can handle it." "What is it with this shit and being a man?" "Yeah, what is that?" "What is that?" "What does it even mean?" "!" "What does it mean?" "Open the door!" "You're scaring us, you're scaring us." "Don't say that stuff." "Don't say that stuff." "Be a man!" "What is that shit?" "Don't bully people." "I'll be a man." "You want me to be a man?" "Evo." " Oh, just stop it." "I'm a big man!" " Get out!" "Stop it!" "No, I'm the man!" " Stop it." "Come on... this is what man looks like." "Excuse me!" "Excuse me!" "What are you doing?" "!" " Who are you, by the way?" "Hey, take it easy, who am I?" "I'm a doctor, I work here." "I'm Dr. Feinberg." " You're fuckin Dr. Feinberg!" "?" "You've been emailing my wife?" "!" " Excuse me?" "You're the guy emailing my wife?" "!" "I'm gonna hit you in five seconds..." " Take it easy," "I'm gonna hit you in five seconds..." " Mimi, call the cops. -5." "5... 4..." "GET OUT!" "3... 2..." " They're coming... 2..." "Think about your wife, will you?" "I'm sorry..." "Just get up." "What the fuck's the matter with you?" "You got a glass jaw or something?" "You can't take one hit?" "It's one hit!" "What is wrong with you?" "!" "Oh my God, you fucking son of a bitch!" "You fucking asshole!" "You son of a bitch!" "I fucking hate you!" "That's enough." "Just leave, please!" "Cindy, would you get out of here?" "You are done here, get out!" "I'm trying to take him!" "I'm trying to take him!" "She's done?" "!" "You're gonna fire my wife?" "!" "Hey!" "This is between you and me, motherfucker, don't you fucking blame her for that shit!" "Yeah, you're going to jail my friend!" " I'm going to jail?" " Please, come with me." "Please come with me..." "Just take the hell out of here!" " That's it, keep moving." "Give me the keys." "I fucking want a divorce!" "Where are you going?" "!" "What the fuck are you doing!" "?" "G. Heller." " You must be Dean." "Yeah." "I didn't know if it was pot luck so I brought an eggplant." "Very funny, come in..." "Thank you." "Let me see," "I don't know what you're talking about" " Let me see." "See what?" "Let me see..." "Does it hurt?" "Yeah." "Like right now, when you're doing that." "Sorry!" "Cindy doesn't usually bring her dates home for dinner." "So, uh, I'm thinking this might be serious." "Don't listen to him." " Well, I hope so." "You hope so." " Yes sir." "I mean I'm pretty serious." "What do your folks do, Dean?" "Well, my mother, I don't know, to be honest, what she does." "My father is a janitor." "And a very talented musician." "What does he play?" "Everything." "he can kind of play a little bit of everything, he's one of those people." "So you don't see your mother?" " No I don't." "Why?" "Not that it's my business..." " No, I understand you asking." "I don't really talk about it very often, to be honest" "She just..." "When I was, whatever, 10" "My father and her just decided that it wasn't gonna work out." "and... she met somebody and I think..." "you know..." "That was that." "You graduate from high school, Dean?" " Well, sir, uh... no, I didn't, I didn't." "But I didn't feel like there was a place for me there, to be honest." "I don't think high school is all its cracked up to be." "Cindy's studying..." "I know." "She's..." " It's exciting." "She's about the smartest person I ever met." "How's it going?" "It's good.." "Yeah?" "Uh huh, its really good." "There's one teacher in particular that I've really enjoyed getting to know" "She says that I have a lot of potential." " What's her name?" "Professor Comstock." " Comstock!" "What's so funny about that?" "Teachers, they just always have these names you know?" "Its never like..." "I don't know..." "They always have these names." "Comstock!" " Is that funny?" "Yeah." "I don't know why." "Sorry." " What course is that?" "It's a biology course." "That's good." "Cindy wants to be a doctor." "I know, that's, uh... she'd be a great doctor." "I wish she'd be my doctor..." "I'd trust her." "A lot of these doctors, they're just in it for the money." "It would make me relieved if someone like Cindy was my doctor, or my kid's doctor." "She's got a lot ahead of her, it's really exciting." "I know I'm not good enough for you." " Stop it." "It's true, I'm not." "Baby, it's true." "It's not, you're hurting my feelings." "Don't say that." "No, but nobody is." "So as long as... that's the case I want the job." "Baby!" "What?" " I got you a present." "That's it." "Boom!" "Oh, baby." "Did you make it?" "Well, I didn't make it, but I got us a song." "You know like our song that will just be for you and me..." "Becouse everyone's got songs..." "But they're lame and they all share them." "It's disgusting..." "But not us." "We've got our own song." " We have our own song." "What is it?" "You wanna listen to it?" "I love you." "Stop it!" " I love you too!" "Listen!" "Baby!" "Are you OK?" " I don't want to talk to you." "I can't play right now, okay?" "What's going on, Dean?" "Hey, leave her alone..." "Hey!" "You can't lock me out of my own house!" "I don't have my oxygen out here!" "You know, it's not just us, we got a little girl we gotta think about." "I know, I am thinking about her." "I can't do this anymore." "I can't do this anymore." "Baby, you're just thinking about yourself." "What about Frankie?" "You want her to grow up in a broken home?" "Is that what you want?" " I am thinking about Frankie." "You're not thinking about Frankie." " I am." "You're not." "Is this how you want her to grow up?" "I don't want her to grow up in a home where her parents treat each other like this." "Don't..." "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." "Baby, I'm sorry..." " I can't do this anymore!" "I know." "Baby I'm just fighting you know." "Fighting for my family." "I don't know what to do, I don't know what else to do." "Tell me what to do, tell me what to do." " I don't know what to do." " Tell me how I should be." " I don't know." "Just tell me, I'll do it." "I'll do it." "I don't know what to say" "I'm so sorry, I don't know what else to do." " I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do it, just tell me..." "We're not good together, we're not good anymore." "Don't say that, baby..." "The way that we treat each other!" "Don't say that, baby..." " I can't stop, you can't stop, I can't stop," "I don't know what else to do." " I can stop." "Come here." "No!" ", No!" "Come here, just come here..." " No, no, no..." "What are you thinking?" "I just wish they'd hurry up so you can't change your mind." "Let's go, lets go..." "Baby, you made a promise to me, okay?" "You said for better or worse." "You said that." "You said it." "It was a promise." "I'm sorry." "Now this is my worst." "okay this is my worst." " I'm sorry." "But I'm gonna get better." "You just got to give me a chance to get better." "Come here please." "Please face one another..." "I'm sorry..." "I love you so much..." "Dean, I give you this ring..." " As a symbol..." "As a symbol..." "Of my solemn vow..." " Of my solemn vow..." "And everlasting love..." " And everlasting love." "For as much as you have consented in holy wedlock before God" "I do, in the power vested in me" "I pronounce you husband and wife." "You may kiss the bride." "Baby, baby..." "You've got to just give me some space." " Thank you." "You're welcome!" "Hey Frankie, come back!" "Daddy!" "Daddy!" "Frankie, you got to go back, okay?" "Daddy, Daddy!" "Where is she?" " She ran after Dean..." "Go back to your mom please." "Go back to your mom." " Just come back!" "You want to race?" "Okay." " Ready, 1.. 2.. 3... go!" "Oh sweetheart, it's okay, no, no, don't cry, it's okay." "Who's my big girl?" "I love him." " I know baby..." "Mommy's got you, don't cry, it's okay."