" Previously on saved..." " He's breathing go get 'em, kid." "Go be president." "Things that are perfect always fall apart." "How'd you know about the infusion?" "The mother said Sack froze." "She said if anything bad happened, she wanted you to have this." "What happened in there?" "You gotta give me some room to breathe." "If you want to do this, you've gotta work with somebody that you know has your back." "Every time things go south for you, you run to your parents." "Well, I'm the parent!" "There are things that you don't know about me." "Officer!" "What we got here?" "Shish-Kabob." "?" "Yeah, thanks." " BP's on the ground." "We're gonna need to start a line." " Ok." "Breathing's shallow." "You have cutters?" "Let's get him down, but carefully." "We gotta keep this, uh, bar here stable." "Medic 712, 28-year-old male, impaled by rebar in the lower abdomen." "Unknown time down." "He's unresponsive." "GCS 112." " Here." " Stop that bleeding." "Just put your hand right there." "Suction ain't cutting' it." "I can't intubate him cause his jaw's broken." " I'm gonna cric him." " Of course, you are." "Maybe you'd like to do it." "Just ask your family to hire somebody." "Ooh, no good deed goes unpunished, right?" "I need 30 seconds." "Keep it smooth." "Keep it smooth." "The cricoid cartilage, thyroid cartilage, cricothyroid membrane." "Nice work, miss Alden." "Good." "Alice." "I've been watching you... work, I mean." "You're good." "Do you know that?" "You wouldn't be willing to part with your notes on this... for a night?" "I'm a little behind." "Right." "Cool." "I would not be willing." "Tutor me then." "Uh..." " I don't think so." "No time." " Fine." "Dinner it is, tonight." "I'll pick you up at 7:00." "Hey." "You missed all the fun." "Motorcyclist on a stick." " Do you know what today is?" " Wednesday?" "No, it's our anniversary." "We don't have an anniversary." "Sorry about the box." " Wyatt." " Open it." "This is not a good time." "Open it later." "You seem a little amped up." "With work." "Well, whatever you're taking, I'd reduce it by half." "Sorry, Wyatt." "I gotta go." "Seriously, are you ok?" "Compared to what?" "Didn't Kroll ban that thing?" "He cannot ban the run god." "It's a chubby wood thing." "She has powers." "Please." "Somebody bought it at a garage sale." "The day she showed up," "I was at the bottom of the sea, all right?" "One bad call after another." "So I asked her for help." "Next call, drowning victim, 12-year-old girl." "She had been down 7 minutes." "7 minutes, Ange." "And we brought her back." "Miracle save." "The run god takes care of us." "Disrespect her at your own risk." "Don't tell me you believe in that." "No." "Dude, we just got toned." "So are you guys on speaking terms?" "Not exactly." "Well, unfortunately, we are." "It's my brother, Omar." "It's his leg." "Muchos de sangre." "A lot of blood." "A lot of blood, a lot of blood." "Dude, he did not fall off a ladder, bro." "We didn't want no cops." " What happened?" " Nada." "So, looks like he clipped the, uh, femoral artery." "Gotta control that bleedin'." "Ok, let's see here." "Pedal pulse is weak, but palpable." " How old are you, Omar?" " 15." "15?" "Yeah?" "Can you feel this?" "No one's leavin'." "Fix him here." "We don't have the equipment, and we're not doctors, my man." "Fix him here." "Still on the lithium?" "Oh, god, no." "I was gaining weight, had some hand tremors, you know?" "And now?" "My own cocktail valproate with a splash of olanzapine." "It's a miracle." "I'd forgotten what it was like to have a full night's sleep." " Does this hurt?" " Mm-Mmm." "And how many months since your levels were checked?" "A while." "What's "A while"?" " It's a while." " Come on, come on." "A..." "A year, maybe." "A year?" "You're supposed to get checked quarterly..." "Liver function, thyroid." "You're right, you're right, you're right." "Or is this something you don't get?" "Mother?" "Who told you to call 911?" "He's my brother, man!" "He's our homeboy." "Por vida, and we decide for him, and he's not goin'." "Isn't that right, Omar?" "Hey, it's ok, man." "I don't feel no pain." "That's 'cause your adrenaline's flowin'." "Gotta get to the hospital." "You're losin' blood like a son of a bitch." " I'm cold." " He's in shock." "Let's put him on this, uh, chair and get him out of here." "Hey, hotshot, do the math!" "Gunshot wound plus ER." "Equals cops!" "Put him down!" " Hey, hey, hey, hey!" " Easy, easy." "Omar, you are goin' to the ER, and by the power vested in me by the state of Oregon," "I am placing you under medical arrest." "No, no, no, you ain't a cop, man." "You can't do that." "Look, I just did it, and if you interfere, any of you, it's a felony." "It's a violation of section 8, paragraph 6, subsection 4-G of the Oregon paramedic penal code." "What kind of bullshit is this?" "Look, 5 to 7 in a supermax... minimum." "I'm lettin' you go this time, man." "Next time, I won't be so easy." "They'll have the results back in a couple of hours, mother." "Why are you here?" " I thought it would be fun to have you as my doctor." " Fun?" "You could have had these meds checked back east." "If I had called, you would have said no, and we haven't seen each other for 3 years." "Now, is that natural?" "I think about it all the time." "The illness..." " I wasn't in control." " You could have been." "Bipolar is treatable if you'd stay on the meds." "On the right meds." "The right meds." "And these are my new religion." "I am stable." "None of my sweet, intoxicating highs, but no bad lows for months now, and I wanted you to see." "Oh, come on." "Stop waiting for the other shoe to drop." " You know, you're impossible." " Yes, I am, but it's my only fault." "I know I did damage to you." "To us." "Please let us try and clear the decks." "Will it change anything?" "We've been down this road." "Please, come and have dinner with me tomorrow night." "My treat." "Hey, you shouldn't have done that, man." "All part of a day's work." "Ignacio, he's..." "he's got a long memory." "Yeah?" "And probably a short life." "So, who shot you, Omar?" "Just curious." "Uh... it was an accident." "Oh, yeah?" "I..." "I was cleaning a gun." "It just went off." "Uh-huh." "How come there's no, uh... powder burns on the wound?" " How's he doin'back there?" " His BP's 100, pal." "He's a little tachy, but he's managing'." "You know he's right?" "That poker play-actin' crap of yours, one day, it's gonna kick you in the ass." "We had to get the duck to the pond, whatever it takes." "Anyone can lie." "The trick is knowin' when to lie." "Right, Omar?" "Sure." "I get it, Denise." "There are no such thing as cheap apartments, just apartments." "I can't hang in there." "I gave mine up already." "I need something, anything, by tomorrow." "Find me a place." "That's why you're the broker." "Ok." "Broker?" "You movin'?" "Just need a bigger place, so Cam can have his own room, you know?" "Not that it's any of your business." "Private school, bigger apartment." "What's next?" "A yacht." "Did I ask you?" "Ok." "All right." "So what's the statute of limitations on this fight?" "Wow." "Really?" "That's the best you can do?" "I'll think about it." "That's the best I can do." "Uh, you want to buy me some food?" "You know, anything with sugar." "Stop tip-toeing." "Hell, I'm manic depressive, not contagious." "It's good to see you." "You look fine." "Well, off the record, I am feeling so good," "I may go back to the times, or start a reporter's blog." "What do you think?" "I think it sound great." "Damn it, mom." "I looked all over." "I told you to wait." "Well, I thought you had forgotten all about me, and look who I found." "Come on." "Back to bed." "This place can't revolve around you." "Why not?" "Wyatt." "What you two talking about?" "Nothin'." "Her plans for the future." "She seems ok." "Great, even." "Great lasts about 5 seconds, then it's Jericho." "The walls come tumblin' down." "Did you like my present?" "Ok, I'm skipping cubings for now." "I'm staying with long on pharm review, cruise on immuno, and stratanicki on bio-chem." "Long?" "I need to borrow this." "If you return it." "When do I borrow and not return?" "Hi, mom." "How are you?" "I can tell." "Whatever you bought, you have to take it back." "Yes, the coats, all the shoes." "All." "Flip-flops, too." "Can I call you back?" "I'm studying." "Board exam's coming up." "Yes." "A very big deal." "Now, you take care of yourself, and take your meds." "Is she up or down?" "Above the clouds." "She sleeps 2 hours a night max." "Decides the kitchen cabinets need redoing, takes off all the doors, gets bored, forgets them." "New concept..." "Doorless kitchen." "What are you doing?" "Ok, 2:00 to 6:00, we study." "7:00 to 12:00, we do... somethin' else." "We have 35 days until boards." "I'm not putting a drop of energy into anything but this." "You're a gunner, Alice." "Nothin' but the medicine." "For you, it's genetic." "Doesn't come easy for me." "You don't think that I need to study, too?" "9..." "Too bad." "We lose." "No studying." "No low numbers." "You're kidding." "The house cheats." "We win." "We're studying." "Wyatt?" "Wyatt." "Where'd you go?" "Medic 712, possible MI..." "So much for lunch." "They're in here." "I'm the janitor." "I'm the one that called." " All I used were 2 packets of sugar." " He only used 2." "And it was like Baghdad." "Bam!" "It was like Iraq." "Just tell me what happened." "Well, we were doing, uh..." "an experiment, uh, for extra credit." "And, uh, you know," "I did exactly what Mr. Stanks did in class." "I don't know what went wrong." "What kind of chemicals did you use?" "Only the 2 packets of sugar." " No, Jason, it was a sugar impersonator." " Right." "And a little potassium chlorate." "Ow!" "What is that?" "A little sulfuric acid." "Are you ok?" "Sir, close off this room now." "Move away, all of you, to the hall." "Uh, well... this isn't it." "Come on." "What do you mean?" "This is it." "Look." "Hey, lover, you don't return my phone calls anymore?" "Placing phony 911 calls is a felony, Misha." "So is everything I love." "Where are your goons?" "You need goons." "I think I finally figured out a way you can be useful to me." "I've got a game, very exclusive, very fat." "You go in, charm them, drop a few hands, then you kill them." "It's not nice to hustle people, Mish." "This guy, when you're done," "I want him walking out without his ass." "Why?" "What'd he do to you?" "You don't want to get into my business." "Take this guy down, your debt is clear." "It's not for me." "I'm not a stake horse." "When I play, I play for myself, period." "That's a luxury people in debt don't have." "Misha thinks it would be a good idea if you actually gave this some thought." "Wyatt thought about it." "The answer's no." "You under the impression you can pick and choose?" "The clock is ticking." "What part of no did you not understand?" "There a problem?" "I do love it when men are able to show affection." "Think more, Wyatt." "So how are you and Wyatt anyway?" "There is no me and Wyatt." "It's me and Daniel, remember?" "And I am looking forward to meeting him." "Must be complicated working together." "Daniel?" "Wyatt." "I don't think about it really." "We're friends is all." "We don't exactly work together." "We..." "We cross paths." "It's not the same." " Well, if it were me..." " It's not." "Look, we've worked through it in a civilized way." "Everything's fine." "Mom, we have to postpone dinner tonight." "You can't avoid this forever." "It's not that." "Your blood panel, the results are out of whack." "A little anemia, platelet count low, white count elevated." "Because you're on these meds, we have to rule out certain things." "It's probably nothing, but I want you to have a bone marrow biopsy... tomorrow." "Sweetheart, do I have cancer?" "Ok, listen up." "Sulfuric acid has a thermic reaction to water so first we will brush you off in the yellow zone over there." "You need to remove your clothes down to your underwear here," "The rest in the yellow zone." "Uh, why do we even have to do this?" "I mean, no big deal." "It was just an experiment." "That's right, an experiment." "Really?" "Things have changed since I went to school." "I never knew you got extra credit for manufacturing crystal meth." "Now get out of those clothes." "What about you?" "Hmm?" "Oh, uh, it didn't get on me, except for my shoes." "Nobody's looking, gorgeous, and I'm sure as hell not gonna jump your bones, am I?" "Now take off your damn clothes, so we can get out of here." "They are sacred, ok?" "They're for protection, like when you wear a cross." "Ok." "I get it." "This place look familiar?" "Hey, man, it's not a war zone." "Oh, really?" "Better safe than dead." "Do you know who shot you?" "Can you give us anything to go on?" "Hey, Jorge." "You know this guy?" "Yeah, we ran on his brother earlier." "Can you talk, Jorge?" "I'm talking." "Talkin', not sayin' anything." "Entry left upper quadrant." "Rigidity with guarding on palp." "Possibly spleen." "I'm gonna roll you a little bit here, Jorge." "Just hold on a second, buddy." "No exit wound." "Not much we can do here." "Let's load and go." "Hang in there, Jorge." "If I die, tell him, uh, to set himself straight." "You're not goin' anywhere." "Ignacio did this, didn't he?" "You care about your brother?" "You tell the cops what happened." " The truth." " The truth... won't change anything." "Hey." "Wake up, Jorge." "Open your eyes." "Open your eyes, Jorge!" "Hey, Sack, get this truck moving'." "He just went out." "Hang in there." "2 minutes." "Yeah, piece of cake." "What took you so long?" "Piece of cake." "Figures, and here I only thought I got two right..." "Name and school." "Oh, we're done." "No more boards." "No more class work." "Just medical rotations from now on." "It's amazing." "For the next 2 weeks, we're not crackin' anymore books," " only bottles." " What?" "You ok?" "I need to sit down." "Ok." "I don't know." "I just got dizzy for a second." "Blood drained out on me." "It's probably just simple syncope." "Thank you, Dr. Cole." "Have you eaten anything?" "I'm just stressed." "We're workaholics in training." "We better get used to it." "I'll be ok." "I can't go with you tonight." "I have to pack." "I'm leaving early for Connecticut." "My mother's maniac again." "Can this be?" "I'm jealous of your mother?" "I got you a present." "To bring you luck." "It's either an ancient guardian or the perfect woman for you." "One who doesn't talk back." "Do you know how much I'm gonna miss you?" " Not exactly." " Me, neither." "18-year-old male, GSW to abdomen,..." "Welcome to the neighborhood, Sack." "Good luck in your new home." "I got your note." "Amazing, these things." "No one can blow your story on a clerical error anymore, except yourself." "We have to stop meeting like this." "Why are you still here anyway?" "Biopsy." "White count high, platelets low." "It could be nothin'." "Or something." "Wyatt, I came out here to make corrections." "I wanted you to know how sorry I am." "Is there something to be sorry for?" "You and Ally." "Not exactly your fault." "I admire you, how you've dealt with everything and stayed on good terms." "It hasn't been easy." "We've tried to be mature about it." "And you have." "It's impressive." "Sometimes things don't work out." "Things?" "That what you call it?" "Well, maybe it's all for the best." "I mean, you know, honestly, how much attention could Ally have given it with medical school and all?" "You mean the relationship, I guess?" "Yeah, in a manner of speaking." "Maybe it was timing." "Exactly, timing." "Timing is what we're talking about." "I'm not sure what we're talkin' about." "Well, it's just that a baby can, uh, you know, take a lot of time, and pregnancy can make you feel unfocused, you know." "Oh, god, you didn't know." "That's why she went home, isn't it?" " She said everything was fine between..." " Isn't it?" "I've said too much." "No, maybe you haven't said enough." "No, I'm sorry, wyatt." "I'm sorry." "The report, it's not here." "It's right there." "Yo, I'm looking for Jorge Padilla." "Yeah, just give me a sec." "No, I need to sign." "It's not right here." "Well, where is it?" "Well, that's why I'm asking you." "Security?" "Hey, ambulance driver!" "I told you there'd be a next time!" "You owe me, man." "I owe you?" "!" "You're right!" "And I'll take it back right now." "Yeah?" "But we saved Jorge's life." "Good news." "You're only facing attempted murder charges." "What?" "Did I even know you?" "What?" "What are you talking about?" "When were you gonna tell me?" "About?" "Fine, ok." "Who's Madonna?" "What?" " Mick Jagger?" "Simon Cowell?" " This is crazy." "No, no, no." "I just want to see if you're conscious, if your mind still works because, right now, I'm not so sure." "Let me tell you about this woman that I knew, the one who made me want to wake up every day, that last person I wanted to talk to every night." "She told me she had to go home because her mother was crazy, but that... was a lie." "When she came back, she told me our relationship was over because she needed something different, and that was a lie, too." "Wasn't it?" "You went home because you were pregnant." "You went home to get an abortion." "Was it even mine?" "Are you finished?" "I don't know what my mother told you, you know, she's on dangerous levels of valproate, at times delusional, mood swings from here to Rhode Island..." "This isn't about her." "Boy, you..." "You really got me, didn't you?" "You came in here and said, "Alice, I'm sorry, but your mother," who I know is crazy," ""just told me something weird, and I wanted to hear your side of it."" "The options were, was it true, was it not true?" "My good friend Wyatt just came in here and chose one, indicted me, made himself judge and jury." "Well, if you can do that, then no." "You never did know me, Wyatt." "You don't know anything!" "I'm pissed at you." "Me?" "What did I do?" "We're partners." "There are no secrets between partners." "What about Rosie?" "That's different." "Why?" "Because I say it is." "It's private." " What are you making?" " Shrimp salad." "No." "Bacalhau..." "Forget shrimp." "You want cod." "Because I said so." "Why didn't you tell me you spoke spanish?" "You never asked." "I feel so violated." "It's like wiretapping or something, like you been secretly listening in." "Like when you called me a spoiled little white boy?" "Nothing I haven't said in english." "So where'd you learn?" "I did my mission in Albuquerque, and the church gives you language training before you go, and, uh, I met this girl." "She was from Guadalajara, and she helped me with my spanish." "Among other things, no doubt." "So, maybe you're no virgin after all." " No secrets, remember?" " That's different." " Why?" " Because I said so." "I have the test results." "Should I file my own obit?" "You have a urinary tract infection." "Could have come from anywhere." "Like sex, for example." "Well, what can I say?" "He's french, and he's been..." "Way too much information." "Ok, out with it." "It doesn't even matter if you're on the meds, you're not on the meds... you're a walking natural disaster." "It's why I moved so far away." " How could I know you hadn't told him?" " It never changes." "The tension of waiting to see if you'll crash and I'll have to talk you off a ledge again," "Or you've cut off all your eyelashes." "There's never a mystery if the other shoe will drop." "It always does." "Are you gonna hold onto that forever?" "You know what it's like?" "You light yourself on fire, and then hope I die of smoke inhalation." "Why didn't you mind your own business?" "Why did you have to say anything to Wyatt?" "Why?" "Why?" "Why?" "Why?" "Why?" "Why didn't you tell him the truth?" "You know what?" "I've spent my whole career digging for information, and you know what I've learned?" "There are lots of lies out there..." "Little white lies and bald face lies and lies of convenience." "People lie for all sorts of reasons, but they only tell the truth for one." "It's a choice, Alice." "It's all just a choice." "What's up?" "Since when did you ever give a damn how we packed the jump bag?" "See?" "There you go." "You're doin' it." "Whenever you're in a crappy mood, you go dark, and you go cold." "Maybe you need a boost from the run god." "There's a thought." "No!" "Misha?" "The game is still on?" "I'm in." "What do you care?" "I'm on a roll, ok?" "So... how's your mother?" "What did the tests show?" "A common bladder infection." "She evidently has an active social life." "She's gonna go home tomorrow." "I..." "I, uh..." "I finally opened your present." "You came here to tell me that?" "A secret decoder ring?" "Yeah, I found it on Ebay." "I thought that we needed to find a... better way to communicate." "Yeah, I know what time it is, Misha." "Got it." "I'll be there." "Game?" "I need a drink." "Long?" "Oh, yeah." "Your pharmacology book." "You can have it back now." "I'm finished with it." "You were pregnant." "Yes." "Why didn't you tell me?" "I tried to, but you were drunk." "Remember?" "Everybody in the class is stoked, you know, that they finished the boards." "Wyatt, are you drunk?" "I wouldn't define it as drunk." "I mean, intoxicated, hammered, obliterated, happy maybe." "But drunk?" "No way." "Can you please just be serious for one minute?" "It's important." "Ok, serious for one... minute." "Now it's 58 seconds," " 56..." " Wyatt?" "Ahh..." "Ally." "Wyatt!" "Oh." "P.J.!" "Excuse me, sweetheart, but I need to clean the bathroom now." "It is just a mess." "You just cleaned it 3 hours ago." "And I'll clean it in another 3 hours." "You have no idea how quickly microbes can multiply." "I was drunk then." "I wasn't drunk the next day." "By then, it was too late." "Too late for what?" "Did you have an appointment at a clinic that you couldn't change?" " Wyatt, please." " Did your mother know?" "Well, of course, she knew." "She..." "She wasn't gonna let her daughter throw away a promising medical career over a little thing like a baby." "Did she drive you to get the abortion?" "Not exactly." "How could you not tell me?" "I don't know." "I..." "I wasn't ready to." "I had to think." "Think about what?" "What to do." "I knew you'd be furious." "There's no question what you'll do!" "I knew you'd say that." "You will be a terrific mother." "The day I found out I was pregnant with you was the single best day of my life." "Now, have you thought about names?" "No, of course, you haven't." "You don't even know the sex yet, but for a boy," "I always liked Liam." "And, uh, of course it would be wonderful af it was a girl, too, so maybe Alyssa?" "I..." "I wanted to name you that, but your father wanted something simpler, so... not that I dislike Alice." "I mean, you really are an Alice." "So, now, come on." "Come on." "Right now, let's go out and celebrate." "My treat." "The things is, her hope gave me hope that everything might be ok." "It was like she had given me permission to think about what a life with you might be like." "A real life." "I never expected this." "If you..." "No, no, no, not if, when... when you have this baby," "I promise I will let you see it whenever you want." "Mom." "Very liberal visitation rights." "Lower your expectations." "Wyatt and I haven't even talked about it." "Oh, he'll be thrilled." "Yes!" "Can you believe it?" "No, I just found out." "I'm gonna be a grandmother." "We're already working on names." "What do you think about Alyssa?" "Oh, maybe Babette!" "No, I've gotta go, Jenna." "Just think about it." "Live on stage, totally nude." " Babette!" " Phoebe?" "You're really happy, aren't you?" "Oh, god, what's to be unhappy about?" "I can't buy back that one minute." "I saw the signs, but she was... so happy." "I just wanted to believe that she could really be my mother." "I needed to believe it." "For that one minute, I guess..." "My... my need just took over, like I lost all reason." "I should have never let her drive." "Ohh... just like that... it was over." "I lost the baby." "I went to the ER, some bruises, checking for internal injuries... and a DNC." "So there was no decision left to make, except one." "To tell me or not." "How could I when I hadn't before?" "It was better just to pretend it didn't happen and go on." "So I lied." "I'm sorry... but that's just too easy." "That's the one thing it wasn't." "Yeah, tell me the truth." "Come on." "Why won't you tell me the truth, huh?" " I've tried!" " No, no, no!" "I deserve at least that!" " Wyatt, please." " Tell me!" "Tell me!" "You deserve everything." "Everything." "I knew it would always be there, the part you, part me that never happened." "So..." "I killed our future." "I killed us." "I should have known." "The house always wins." "It really was our anniversary." "10:30, Misha." "Are we here to jerk off or play?" "Whatever pleases you." "Ah, nice of you to show." "This is your idea of table presence?" "I would have bought you a suit." "Nice watch." "Can we play?" "It's your room." "Just a fun game." "That girl, who is she?" "I don't know." "Think she's from Connecticut." "First year med." "Think her name's Alice something." "Thanks to FRM Team for the Transcript"