"You are much too big." "You take up room for two people." "Understand what I'm saying." "Do you drink this?" "Japanese tea." "Green tea." "In Japanese it's called ryoku-cha." "Repeat: ryoku-cha ." "Foreigners can't appreciate the taste." " I think he doesn't understand you." " That's right." "Always the same trouble." "Always people like him." "It's always people like him who cause trouble." "Lots of work." "How far to go?" " A ten minutes' drive." " Enjoy the landscape while it lasts." "Your life is going to be a lot shorter." "The Japanese drink Japanese tea." "It's their Japanese soul." "Do you get me?" "Get me?" "The Japanese soul." "It's hot in here." "Don't look so arrogant." "Not so arrogant." "That's how we do things here." "O special kamikaze attack!" "Either you go or you stay" "It may be our last good-bye" "But still we smile" "We leave with a roar" "We'll fight without weapons as godlike angels" "O special kamikaze" "Attack" "no known relatives" "Jack knows everything but he pretends he knows nothing." "But sweet." "I..." "I was also alone." "I fell in love." "But that love was a finite love." "That's how I see it." "Is it OK to come inside you?" "We were only together for a short time." "But..." "But like animals." "Desire." "Desire." "Tiger." "Tiger?" "Give me a tongue kiss." "Turn that crap off, Keiko." "Has he been here?" "Oh no..." "You're not lying to me?" "I never lie to you." "I'll never give you a divorce." "Who is she?" "You're lying." "I never lie to you." "Well, I'd better go home." "Call me if you hear from him." "I will." "Are you OK?" "Oh yes." "Kame Pizza. 2600 yen." "Keep the change." "Just out of bed?" " Eating it with your boyfriend?" " Yes." "When he's left, will you go out with me?" "I have to work." "I've got to get to work." "What's the time?" "I've got to get to work." "Bring back cigarettes and chocolates." "Don't grind your teeth ln regret" "Because lt takes so long until the final blow" "Such being in love will never never happen again." "He is going to die, but..." "I..." "He is going to die and I'm proud of it." "I didn't like it anymore." "There was nothing in that room." "No curtain." "He fucked me against my will." "I couldn't stop crying." "But he put his dick inside me." "My head kept banging against the wall." "But I couldn't feel any pain." "He fucked me while I was crying." "I was nineteen years old." "I was four." "I was three." "I was two years old." "He just kept fucking me." "I looked on as if I was dead." "Tied up in the closet." "Holding my father's hand." "Raped speechless." "I am five." "I am fifteen." "I am forty." "I am a boy." "A girl." "I am a woman." "My defiant gaze embraces you, the spectator with the savvy I picked up at work." "With the anger of a wilful child." "With the erased hurt of the adolescent." "Looking for her own pleasure with the power of a woman." "Have I been abused?" "Have I been loved?" "I desire." "I am desired." "I am beautiful." "I am ugly." "I use your image of me." "The image you have, I use." "Whatever you think I am is not what I am." "He fucked me like that until he was done." "He untied my hands." "I pushed him off me." "I locked myself up in the bathroom." "He banged at the door." ""I love you."" ""I love you." "So let me in."" "I was not in control." "Stupid." "Like a child." "I let him in." "I wanted to deny it." "I wanted his love, not his hate." "I wanted so badly for it to be OK." "It wasn't." "I tried hitting him." "But he held my hands." "He acted like I was a lunatic." ""What's wrong with you?" he kept asking." ""You just fucking raped me."" "Daddy, will you..." " ...fuck me?" " Louder." "Daddy, will you fuck me?" "Louder." "The room was sparse." "A dirty futon, and an even filthier cover slumped like dead weight alongside the window." "From the window you saw a brick wall that looked into the room." "A TV on a milk crate with broken limbs reflecting my naked body amidst dirt balls caked with hair and madness." "When that happened nothing stopped." "The roaches continued to crawl." "Something about him kept me cornered." "I never wanted to see him again." "So I waited." "Like when a gun is directed at you, you hold your breath." "He stared at me and raped me." "But something about him..." "Stop it, I said." "I felt dirtied." "When I got frantic he just smiled." "I remember everything." "I wanted love." "With love, everything would have been all right." "You don't understand at all." "This little girl went to heaven" "Thls little girl went to hell" "This little girl didn't go she went nowhere" "That little girl was a bridesmaid" "That little girl was a wife" "That little girl was no one" "She became nothing" "The little girls all loved him" "The little girls lost him" "But" "One little girl lived with him" "Lived with him in love" "Happily ever bruised" "Thank you." "Sorry it was a bit confusing." "We clicked." "You were sweet, nice and good at it." "Thanks for the tea." "The police were at Center Street asking for you." "So they'll be here, too." "Just a matter of time." "Two more days." "OK." "And he was inside me a long time..." "His last wife was me." "I liked it." "But..." "But I loved him." "Hello." "Kelko, are you in?" "If you're ln, please pick up the phone." "I have a premonition of something bad happening." "Call me." "Please." "Tuesday 12:36 p.m." "Hello, hello." "Keiko, are you in?" "If you're ln, please pick up the phone." "I have a premonition of something bad happening." "Hello." "Call me." "Only one million yen?" "He isn't worth more." "Give him two more days." "Make it worth my while." "The soap bubble has gone" "It never flew, but lt's gone" "Straight after lt was born" "It burst and was gone" "Breeze, breeze, do not blow" "Let the soap bubble float" "The soap bubble ls gone" "It never flew, but lt's gone" "Straight after lt was born" "no known relatives" "I never lied to you."