"We're having a baby!" "'What have you done,Siobhan?" "' You've had me transferred." "No." "I've had you promoted." "It's mine,isn't it?" "Were you ever planning to tell me?" "just get me out of your life and let your beloved husband dote on someone else's child." "It's not yours." "Not you." "No." "just... please." "'Look,Simon,I never thought I'd say this,but." "Thank you." "You're a good friend." "Aren't I just?" "So you want me to share?" "I get this... thingin my  head that I can't get rid of." "You knew Sam,come on,in your heart you knew!" "The note,my handwriting..." "I know I promised never to speak about it,but... don't you think I should... tell him?" "What john wanted?" "What you did for him?" "I think he'd never forgive you." "She was sleeping with Dad." "They were in love." " Please..." " Get out!" "'I am suspended pending investigation. '" "God,I'm in such deep shit." "'He was in a lot of pain,so he asked me. '" "And when someone you love asks you to do something,you do it." "I'm sorry." "I don't want to lose you." "'He was my husband." "He was involved in the 9/I1 attacks. '" "Imagine that Paul hadn't died,that he was alive, and he did what he promised me he would,he left you." "'It's not about the money." "I will never like that woman,but her little boy's." "Well,they should be Paul's responsibility, and he's not here,so they're mine." "Daddy!" "PauU" "MISTUESSES Season01 Episode06" "# I never loved nobody fully" "# Always one foot on the ground" "# And by protecting my heart truly" "# I got lost... in the sounds" "# I hear in my mind" "# All of these voices" "# I hear in my mind" "# All of these words" "# I hear in my mind" "# All of this music" "# And it breaks my heart" "# And it breaks my heart... #" "Hi." "Hey,hey." "You're all right." "'Are you sure?" "'" "Trudi,are you absolutely sure?" "Yes." "And you haven't told anyone?" "No,no!" "I don't want anyone to know yet." "Well,do you want me to go there with you?" "I can talk to Paul,you don't have to do anything." "What do you want me to do?" "You can make this not be happening." "0h,make it this morning again." "I knew." "I knew he wasn't dead." "I felt it." "How could he do that to his babies?" "How could he walk away?" "I don't know." "That's something you have to ask him." "For your own peace of mind." "I can't believe you fell for it,Siobhan." "Were you flattered cos he came back for more?" "Is that where you're going now?" "To be with him?" "No,of course not." "Where are you going?" "I don't know." "Don't lie to me." "I'm not going to be with him." "He hates me as much as you do now." "I don't hate you." "I love you." "Hari." "Please forgive me." "Please." "I'll do anything." "Please,just..." "How can I forgive you with that baby inside you?" "Call me any time,OK?" "Call me in the middle ofthe night if you need me." "OK." "Iwill." " Come here." " Thank you." " I love you." " Take care." "OK." " Bye,honey." "Bye." " See you." "£¨'Feeling Good' by Nina Simone£©" " Oh,my God!" " Oh,my God!" "Oh,my God." " Hey." " Hi." "I need to talk to you." "What you did for my dad,I understand that it was to help him." "And it was his choice not to include me." "I understand that." "Good." "I'm glad." "But Mum,she doesn't see it like that." "She says that she never consented to the overdose." "She's lying." "She says that you tricked her." "Sam,she's lying to you." "I spoke to her and I spoke to john and she gave her consent." "How do I know that?" "How do I know who to trust?" "If you think for one second that I'm capable of that, of deceiving her somehow into shortening his life, then you can just get out of here now!" "Whose hand was he holding when you gave him the overdose,yours or hers?" "0h,God." "You know,I sit there in that room for hours,seeing it over and over." "Who where his last words to,you or her?" "You've got to stop this." "The weirdest thing is that when I see it,it's you I'm looking at." "Not him or her,just you." "I'm looking at your face." "To see what you're feeling." "Sam,you have got to stop doing this." "I love you." "Don't you understand that?" "Since he died,all I wanted to know was what really happened." "But now I know,it doesn't matter any more." "IjU5t_ I I I need to know that you care about me." "Yes,I care about you." "I care about you much more than I should." "Tell me howl can help you." "I got you into this mess." "You can't." "I've got to get through it on my own." "You've got to go." "Are you sure this is OK?" "0f course." "I'lljust text Alex and tell her not to come." "No,no." "I can stay at Trudi's." "No,no,really." "Look,I'm here to help." "So do you want to talk,or... ?" "Ijust need time to think." "0n my own,y'know?" "OK,well,I can always meet Alex somewhere else." "D'you mind?" "No!" "Infact,it's a good excuse to,um, take her somewhere a bit more adventurous." "OK." "What is this place?" "I don't know." "It's some event Simon's got me to help out with." " Your life is all glamour" " I know." "I have to go." "Look,just two more minutes." "Why?" "Is that when the foot-fetishists show up?" "No,because then it'll be... my birthday." " Serious?" " Totally." "Let's go for dinner." "Oh,Lisa's already arranged to goto dinner." "But..." "I can treat you to a fancy lunch... um,at a very swanky hotel." "Swankier than this?" "Aw,happy birthday,baby." "Hi." "You can't sleep?" "No." "Aw,poor thing." "Budge up." "No funny stuff,all right?" "That is so homophobic." "You'd never say that about a guy friend who was climbing into bed with you." "I wish I had,actually." "So have you decided what you want to do?" "I never thought I'd agree to a termination." "But if Hari is willing to forgive me then I think I should do what he wants." "Don't just do that to punish yourself." "Siobhan,no matter what mistakes you've made, you've got to forgive yourself." "Well,I want to do anything I can... to put it right." "For everybody." "Yeah." "Look!" "It's breakfast from my secret lover." "Does she do this every day?" "No,it's,um,it's my birthday." "God. 0h,I'm sorry." "I think I can forgive you,just this once." "You have had rather a lot on your mind." "Why didn't you say?" "Because..." "I want to spend the day with Alex,and it's embarrassing." "Come here!" " Happy birthday." " Thank you!" "Thank you,Katie." "No,I'm all right." "Look,I'll call you back,OK?" " Bye,see you later." " All right." " Bye,girls. - Bye-bye,Mummy." " Hello,darling." " Hey." "It's so good to see you." "So how are you this bright and sunny morning?" "Bright and sunny!" "Good." "You look a bit tired." "Beautiful,ofcourse,as usual." "I wasjust up in the night,y'know,thinking." "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "Well,I've got to get to a meeting." " We'll catch up later,yeah?" " OK,yeah." "Bye,sweetie,bye." "I KNOW PAUL`S ALIVE TELL HIM TO COME to the house" "OK." "Come in." "Hi." "You wanted to talk to me?" "I've had to send in the case notes on john Grey for the review,but,er..." "I couldn't find any records for the morphine doses that you gave him." "No." "You didn't take any notes for your own records?" "I'm afraid there aren't any." "Are you going to deny it?" "I was acting in the patient's best interest..." "at all times." "An overdose will be hard to prove,but... what about the other allegation?" "The affair?" "Are you going to deny that as well?" "There's nothing to deny." "I don't know what's gone on between you and the Grey family." "I don't want to know." "But,Katie,you are a good doctor." "I don't want to lose you." "Thank you." "Where's Dominic?" "Where have all his things gone?" "Defected." "To Barron and Tyndall." "I'm afraid it means you'll havetopickup theHendersoncase ." "I'll need a full report by close of play on Friday,OK?" "No problem." "You really didn't know?" "No,I..." "I thought he'd have told you since you were behind his promotion here." "He was pretty furious about it - thought it would be perceived as falling upwards." "Anyway..." "Hey,Secret Santa." "jessica!" "Hi." "You've met my wife,Miranda?" "Haven't you?" " jessica!" " Yeah,hi." "Hi." "Lovely to see you again." "Nice shoes." "Anyway,there's someone I'd like you to meet." "Yeah,so this guy's..." "Simon,I've warned you about her." "What's she doing here?" "Darling,I told you,she's a lesbian!" "She hates men." "She thinks I'm a total prat." "Miranda!" "Going out?" "yeah." "I've an appointment." "I know." "The clock's ticking." "'Hi." "It's Katie." "'C-C-Can you call me?" "just tell me what's going on. '" "'OK?" "Bye." "1 message received" "ok" "I'm really sorry about that." "I can't believe she thinks I'm sleeping with you,now that we're just..." "Good friends?" "Look,I'm supposed to meet Alex for lunch, but if you need to speak to your wife..." "No,I can't." "We're about to present the trophy." "Hi,Alex." "'Hi." "Is two 0'clock 0K?" "'" "Two o'clock." "Yeah,that'd be great." "Brilliant." "See you then." " 'Can't wait." "Bye." " ' Bye." "Hi." "Come in." "I thought you were the cleaner." "You haven't got any floozies around,have you?" "Only you." "Dominic,I wanted to apologise to you for having you transferred." "And for everything." "I thought you'd be pleased." "I've cleared the field for you." "You're safe." "You've got away with it." "I haven't." "I told Hari." "I couldn't do that to him." "Itjust took me a while to understand that,and what that means." "He wants me to have a termination." "Shit." "are you going to do what he wants?" "I think so." "I think I owe him that much." "Siobhan,much as I've always loved to torture you with your Catholic guilt, this isn't all your fault." "I could have stayed away from you." "I'm the one who made those promises." "I'm the one who has to pay." " Trudi..." " Don't." "Don't you come near me." "So..." "what do you want,Trudi?" "What do I want?" "!" "Why d'you want to see me?" "I want to know what happened." "I want to know why you did this!" "I was in a mess." "She was pregnant and so were you." "And she was threatening to tell you." "And then... ithappened." "I thought it was a way out,but it wasn't." "A way out?" "All those thousands of people who died - a way out?" "!" "Listen..." "thanks for coming." "I'm glad we don't have to leave this hating each other." "Well,goodbye,Dominic." " It's was..." " I know what it was." "Bye,Siobhan." "Hello." "Katie,are you busy?" " Can you meet me?" " Yeah,sure." "Listen,have you seen Trudi?" "No." "Not for a couple of days." "Where d'you want me to come?" "The clinic on Newington Street." "OK." "Bye." "It's Cathy's little rabbit." "I got her this." "In New York." "I remember the day I gave it to her." "She was sitting on that little wooden bike in the garden." "She hugged it straightaway." "And she's never stopped hugging it, because she knew her daddy gave it to her." "Yeah,we used to talk about that a lot." "About how much you loved her to bring it back all that way." "She used to take it everywhere." "The amount of times we had to haul everyone out of the house at bed-tim because she'd left it somewhere." "And she still can't sleep without it." "I'm sorry." "How could you do it to her?" "To your own babies?" "To me?" "Trudi,I wanted to come home." "The very next day,I wanted to come home." "But I didn't." "And day by day it got harder until it was..." "I couldn't." "It was too late." "Too late to have a relationship with your children?" "!" "To make any contact at all?" "!" "The world is full of men who do exactly the same." "They don't pretend to be dead!" "At least their kids know that they're just selfish pricks!" "Is that better?" "Yes!" "It is." "It is hard enough bringing up two kids on your own, but to find out I've lied to them..." "You haven't lied." "You didn't know." "Yes,I did." "Because I told them that you were some great hero who... who loved them more than anything." "We have celebrated your birthday..." "I AM SO SORRY" "Look around you,Paul,you have turned our whole lives into a lie." " How'd it go?" " Fine." "Thanks for coming with me." "What did they give you?" "0h,Siobhan..." "Are you sure you want to do this?" "I need to take some water with these." "Good afternoon,ma'am." " Hi." " This way." "Thanks." "There you are." "What can I get you?" "Some water,please." "Siobhan,you don't have to take it right now,this second." "You know ifl don't take it today it will be too late." "But what if you can't get pregnant again?" "Well,we'll... adopt,or something." "Are you absolutely sure this is what you want?" "This is the last thing I could possibly want." "But Hari is my husband." "I love him and I've hurt him so badly." "I have to do whatever he asks me to make it right." "I have to do this." "This is such a horrible choice." "I know." "But if I take this,then everything will be back to normal." "I'll still be with Hari." "We'll still be trying for a baby." "But will you ever forgive him?" "I don't know." "Then don't take it,Siobhan." "Don't." "Isn't there any chance that Hari will take you back?" "Not with this baby,no." "No." "However much you love Hari, and however much you want to make things right, this baby does exist," "and you have to do what feels right for you." "Otherwise you will never forgive yourself." "Hi." "Alex called me - she can't get away." "She's going to try and join us for dessert." "But how about if I buy..." "She's stuck somewhere with Lisa, she didn't want to leave you just sitting here alone." "What,so she thought she'd just humiliate me instead by sending you?" "jessica,it's your birthday." "Let me buy you lunch." "No way." "Come on." "It would be my absolute pleasure." "Why?" "Because we're... just good friends now,aren't we?" "All right,fine." "You can be my... fag hag." "I've got to go." "Got to get to this review." "How d'you think it will go?" "0h,Siobhan..." "Gemma is now saying she had nothing to do with john's death, that I did it without her consent - which is rubbish." "It's what he wanted and it's what she wanted too." "Well,it's her word against yours." "And..." "Well,whatever they believe,I know..." "I know in my heart I did it for the best reasons." "But to stand up there and lie about my relationship with john..." "I don't think I can do that." "And will he be there?" "Sam?" "And do they know about you two?" "No,no." "Think he might tell them?" "I don't think so." "Not unless..." "Well,he wants to know whether we're going to stay together." "And are you?" "I don't know." "What I feel for him is so intense, but I don't know whether that's because he's john's son,and I want to help him." "He's so vulnerable..." "Katie,whatever you may feel about him, for the time being don't you think you ought to say whatever he wants to hear?" "You need to deny the affair." "Trudi,hi." "Hi,Katie." "Yeah,it's me." "Mm-hm,he's here." "just be careful." "I've got to go to this review, but do you want me to get one of the girls to come over?" "No,no." "Please,don't tell anyone yet." "Please." "I..." "Ijust need to deal with this on my own." "And,er... goodlucktoday." "I'll see you later at jess's,yeah?" "OK,all right." "Bye." "So... howaboutsomepudding?" "Tell me what's happening tonight?" "Big night out with the girls?" "No." "What,no plans?" "That's not like you." "No." "But then none of this is like me,really,is it?" "Not really,no." "That's why I've always lived like I do." "Like a slapper?" "The girls sait'sbecauseIhave  a commitment problem,I mean..." "Committing to a married lesbian probably isn't quite what they had in mind No," "I guess not." "What is it about her that's so different?" "When I'm with her,I..." "I'm this part of me that I didn't even know was there." "I mean,all the stuffl like about myself,you know... ?" "Fun,sexy,insouciant..." "Yeah,all that bollocks." "It's like that'sjust this big disguise and... and underneath everything I'm..." "I'm just a big softy." "And Alex is the only one who's ever been able to get right through to that." "Sounds like love to me." "Or maybe I just want her so badly because... .." "because I knowl can never really have her." "I don't know." "But I think maybe that's the reason why blokes are so fascinated by you,jess." "Maybe." "Or maybe they're just picturing me naked." "Happy birthday." "She's not coming,is she?" "No..." "Thank you." "I CARRY YOUR HEART" "I never stopped thinking about you." "You and Cathy and..." "littleGina." "Who y0u've never even seen!" "Yes,I have." "I watched her at school." "I watched all of you together." "When I see how wonderfully y0u've taken care of them..." "I've got no right to even thank you,but..." "I do recognise... what an amazing person you are." "You're a great mum,Trude." "And I was a good wife,too." "Yeah,I know." "I know." "I want to go back." "To who I was." "0h,God." "Until a couple of months ago," "I would have done anything to have you back." "ButnowI..." "I..." "I want to be their father." "How?" "Where?" "Sally and I are splitting up." "That's why she needed the money." "Now,you could come out there,just for a holiday,just to see." "So now you're going to abandon him,your son?" "No. 0f course not." "I'm still going to see him,but... we could start a new life." "We could start again." "And what would you like me to say to the girls?" "'I'm sorry.Your daddy's not dead, he just forgot all about you for the last six years." "' I don't know." "Please,will you just think about it?" "I owe the girls that - to be their father again." "For them to have both their parents." "0h,I can't think about this any more." "Look,I have to pick up the girls and you have to leave." "And I want my keys back." "*****" "We could meet somewhere in public - they don't have to see me." "I..." "Ijust want to see you all together,one more time." "I'll think about it." "Thank you." "I never stopped loving you,Trudi." "Ah,Alex!" "'jess,I am so sorry. '" "No,I'm having a lovely birthday." "You missed a gorgeous lunch." "'Can I see you tonight?" "'" "Tonight?" "Yeah,I'd love to." "I thought you were busy." "'Before I go out." "Unless y0u've got plans?" "' No." "No plans." "All right,then,I'll see you later at mine." " 'See you later." " ' Bye." "Oh,great!" "She's going to come over on her way out." "Great." "Hari..." "I went to the clinic,to do what you asked me to." "I can't do it,Hari." "I can't." "This baby... it'spartofmenow." "And I'm afraid that if I destroy it,I'll destroy us too." "I understand." "Hari... .." "you're my best friend,you're the love of my life, and I don't want to lose you." "And I can't bring up someone else's baby." "Not someone you did that with." "Yeah." "I'm sorry." "So that's it,then?" "Ten years of marriage,all our plans... ?" "I never minded the idea of..." "growing older because I always knew it would be with you." "It's all I ever wanted." "That can't happen." "Not any more." "bye_" "This panel is called to assess the fitness to practice of Dr Katherine Roden." "The panel will enquire into the following allegations - firstly,that in treating your patient, john Grey, for N-stage cancer you brought his life to an end earlier than would have occurred naturally." "Secondly,that you conducted a sexual relationship with Mr Grey and that in so doing your conduct was inapproprite and an abuse of trust." "Regarding the first allegation, the compliant was made by the patient's wife,Mrs Gemma Grey." "Mrs Grey,Dr Roden has been your family doctor since 1992" "That's right." "And since his diagnosis with terminal cancer she has been helping to manage his pain-relief?" "Yes." "His care was shared between Dr Roden and the hospital doctors." "What is your view of Dr Roden's treatment of your husband?" "The last time she came to the house, john was awake and fully alert." "She gave him a dose of morphine and after that he lost consciousness and died within 30 minutes." "Now,he was on a dose of... . ." "1,000mg of morphine a day?" "Yes." "But I've no doubt that the last dose she gave him was much higher." "Well,did you see the amount she gave him?" "No." "But I've no doubt in my mind that she shortened his life." "Mrs Grey,were you and your husband made aware that morphine, even at the prescribed dosage, can have the effect of shortening life?" "Yes,I was aware of that." "We both were." "But we didn't want to go beyond that." "We wanted to let nature take its course." "Perhaps because of." ". .their relationship," "Dr Roden felt she had the right to decide when my husband should die." "Hey." "I'm sorry I'm late." "y0U|¡¯S 0I' |" "T|i|¡¯I?" "Now,your fridge contains Nigella Lawson's superlative cottage pie, mine's got oven chips and pizza,so it's not really..." "Yours." " You're sure?" " Yes." "Girls,come on." "OK,let's go." "Right..." "Hang on,these are supposed to cook at gas mark 8 for 15 minutes and I've put the pizza on at gas mark 6." "It doesn't matter,does it?" "Are you all right?" "Is it Sally?" "Do you want to talk about it?" "W-W-What can I do?" "Make it yesterday." "Was it awful?" "Why is this happening now?" "This is supposed to be the good part." "Because that's what life does to us." "What?" "Itjust hands us big piles of crap at regular intervals?" "Yes,along with all the wonderful stuff." "I mean,you and me,we know about them both,don't we?" "That's why I love being with you." "Richard..." "I love you,Trudi,and I will take care of you." "Richard,Paul's alive." "Hey." "There you go." "Thanks." "You can take a seat." "No,no." "Ijust dropped round to bring some of her stuff." "Phone charger,address book,vitamins." "So..." "is this really the end of everything?" "It seems like it." "Hari!" "It'sjust one mistake out of,what, ten years of the best marriage I've ever known." "It's someone else's baby." "I know." "Yeah,I know." "But do you... thinkyou could ever feel differently?" "I wish I could." "How's your..." "loveaffair?" "Yeah,it's all right." "You're hurting someone,jess." "Even if they don't know it,you're hurting everyone." "Thanks for the drink." "Dr Roden,I see there aren't any notes of the morphine doses you gave Mr Grey." "Can you explain this omission?" "I,um..." "I gave the doses that the consultant ordered, and I initialled the chart." "You'll see my initials on it." "Wouldn't you normally also keep notes of the doses for your own records?" "Normally I would,yes." "But in this instance you didn't?" "Can you offer us any explanation for this departure from normal procedure?" "No,I'm afraid I can't." "Dr Roden,Mr Grey was terminally ill,he was going to die, but nevertheless it is imperative that a doctor differentiates between actively ending a patient's life and letting them die without distress." "Yes,I am very well aware of that." "Especially in this case." "Did you take steps to end Mr Grey's life by exceeding the stated dose of 1,000mg of morphine, as Mrs Grey has suggested?" "No." "Mrs Grey is entirely mistaken in accusing me." "Now,I completely understand her grief,and distress, but she should know that I gave her husband the highest standard of care that I could possibly give." "Siobhan Dylan." "Trudi,why didn't you tell me?" "Well,I wanted to deal with it on my one." "So what... what happened?" "What did he say?" "That it was a big mistake,and once he'd done it he couldn't come back." "What?" "And you believed him?" "Well,I believed..." "I believed how sorry he was." "Trudi,he comes here,with that woman, and tries to take money from you,money for your children,who he abandoned." "No!" "I'll give the money back." "All of it." "But can't you see?" "You can't trust him." "He's reeling you in." "This is why I needed to deal with this alone." "So you think I'm too jealous,and insecure,is that it?" "Well,are you?" "Yes,ofcourse I am." "You were married to him for donkey's years,but that's not why I'm..." "He hurt you and he hurt your children." "And that can't be undone in an afternoon." "No,it can't." "But... he'stheirdad ." "I have to do what's best for them." "He doesn't even know them." "Well,he wants to know them now." "Trudi,he's supposed to be dead." "How's that going to work" "I don't know." "Hello." "Happy birthday,baby!" "# Happy birthday to you. # 0h,happy birthday." "I'm so sorry about earlier." "I just got stuck talking to my mother-in-law and looking at wedding photographs." "So where does Lisa think you are right now?" "Aw,let's not talk about Lisa." "Moving on to the second charge of inappropriate conduct." "Mr Grey... could you tell us when you began to suspect that your father had conducted a sexual affair with Dr Roden?" "I was extremely distressed when my father passed away." "And,um,in that distress," "I started to think he was having an affair." "I now know that I was mistaken." "Dr Roden..." "do you admit the charge?" "I..." "I..." "Sorry." "Sorry." "Did you have a sexual relationship with your patient,john Grey?" "Yes." "I am truly sorry... . ." "for all the distress and the pain that I've caused." "And I greatly regret all the lies and deceit." "But I fell in love." "And I can't regret that... .." "0r pretend that it didn't exist." "I can't lie about that any more." "The panel will adjourn to consider its verdict." "Hello,Paul." "I need to see you." "So is this how it's always going to be?" "What?" "Wildly exciting,romantic,and sexy?" "No,I meant the bit after that." "You know,the bit where you leave and I'm just left feeling... . ." "shit." "I don't know." "I thought you were the expert." "So did I." "I've spent my entire life trying to find the right person." "And just when I thought I'd found her..." "you showed up." "Well,I've spent my whole life looking for all the wrong people,and..." "meaningless fun,and then you showed up." "And ever since I met you... . ." "I've wanted you all to myself." "I've told you,I can't." "I-I-I can't do that to Lisa." "You told me that I should value myself more." "Well,this doesn't feel like valuing myself." "This doesn't feel good." "I'm so sorry." "I love you." "But it hurts." "I know." "It hurts me too." "Then it's hurting all three of us." "We should stop." "Hari..." "Thanks for coming." "How are you feeling?" "All right." "Look,Siobhan,erm..." "I know this is going to be hard..." "I know." "I'm so sorry." "I know that sometimes... it's going to seem like it'sjust not going to work." "But we've worked too hard to try and make a life together, to make our marriage work,to just throw it all away." "The baby... ?" "I want to try and make it work." "And I'll love your baby because it's part of you." "D'you mean that?" "I mean it." "I mean it." "Hari..." "I thought I'd lost you." "I love you,Siobhan." "Come home." "Come home..." "both of you." "Hello." "Hi." "Where are you?" "Paul." "Are the kids here?" "Is that why you wanted to meet me?" "No." "It'sjust a bit frantic here." "OK." "What did you say to them?" "Nothing yet." "You want me to tell them the truth?" "What?" "Aeyouwillingtodothat?" "Yeah." "Good." "This is Paul Malloy." "Mr Malloy..." " Bye." " Trudi?" "!" "Trudi..." "Trudi!" "Trudi!" "Hey." "Thanks for coming to meet me." "It's OK." "So what happened?" "Are you still a doctor?" "just." "They dismissed the charges of shortening his life,but,um..." "I've been suspended for 12 months for the other..." "You could have got away with it." "Maybe." "But I had to tell the truth." "I understand." "It's not the truth that I wanted... but I understand." "Thanks." "And thanks for helping." "So where does that leave us,Katie?" "Oh,Sam." "There'sjust so many reasons why we shouldn't be together, and however much we care about each other," "Ijust can't see how it could possibly work." "Have a little faith." "Look,I'm,um,I'm going to go away for a while,so you can... really work out what this means." "You and me." "Who knows what this means." "jess?" "Hey." "Happy birthday!" "Happy birthday!" "Hi!" "Hi!" "Darling,what's wrong?" "It's OK." "I've,um..." "Oh,my God!" ". ." "I split up with Alex." " 0h,sweetheart." " I know,I know." "0h,no." "What happened?" "Well..." "she didn't want to leave her wife, and I didn't want to be second best,so... it's the right thing to do." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Well,here's to not being second best." "Thank you." "Thank you." "Hey,did you know Hari was here earlier?" "He wants me to come home." "That's great news!" " Come on,have a little drink." " OK.*" " No,tiny!" " Where's my presents?" "You can't have any till Trudi comes." "Oh,but she's gone AWOL." "She'll be here." "Please!" "All right,then." "All right." "just one." "OK." " What is it?" " Go on." "Oh,my God!" "It's camp,isn't it?" "Yeah!" "It's great." " I should go in." " Yeah." "D'you want to come and meet them?" "I'd love to,but maybe when things have settled down." "Yeah,you're right." "See you back at yours,yeah?" "Go on,then." "'Aw,you made me a cake!" "'" "No,it's patisserie,I'm afraid." "Happy birthday,jess." "Thank you." "0h,let's have a look." "0h,it's fantastic." "Thank you." "Here,let me get you a drink." "I am going to have five slices cos now I have an excuse to get as fat as I like!" "Are you all right?" "I've just lost a million quid." "But no,I'm pretty good,considering." "Are you all right?" "I will be." "Hey,Trudes." "0h,thank you!" "Bubbles." "Fantastic bubbles." "Happy birthday." "Thank you." " Are you OK?" " Yeah,I'll be all right." "Here it comes."