"My love, my love!" "How was I?" "Did you record it?" "I'm so nervous..." "Poor Rafael, he'll never write for TV again." "If I win another one, they are going to hate me." "Raffy, pour me a drink, I'm thirsty." "Thank you for looking after my teddy bear." "No, don't thank me." "He took care of me." "I told him everything." "I'm filing for divorce." "I don't know why I married again." "Jorge is so sweet..." "He doesn't have a clue." "You're mad and drunk." "Let's go home." "Shit, don't touch me!" "Let me, I'll go." "Help!" "Help!" "My boy friend wants to kill himself!" "Downstairs, downstairs!" "Take it easy, please!" "What are you doing here?" "Get the hell out!" "Leave me alone!" "I'm going to kill myself!" "Lucia!" "Get out of here!" "You stop the neighbors, I'll take care of him." "Everything will be OK." "You can go back home." "No, don't call the cops." "Damian's father is well-known." "Call his mother." "405-1092." "Bring a glass of water." "From the kitchen." "Hurry up!" "Lift up your head." "Come on..." "Help me." "Grab him from the other side." "To the mattress." "Easy..." "Sit down, come on." "Don't pull him!" "We've been together for two years." "But I met another man... and Damian can't understand..." "He can't cope with his own self." "I can't bear it anymore." " What happened?" " My poor boy..." "What are you doing here?" "I live upstairs." "Is he Damian?" "QUE SERA SERA" "I am considering you for the score of my next film." "You too?" "Okay, yes." "All right, good." "I brought you the script and these video tapes." "I'm in a mess, Maria." "A real fuck-up." "That's why I wanted to see you." "I don't know where to start." "By the end?" "By the end..." "First I met her father, through Tita." "By the way, did you know I won two tickets to Paris?" " No kidding?" " Great!" "We could go together." "Like old times." " I don't think so." " Why?" "You've told me nothing yet." "This man tells me his daughter sings." "She wants to study piano." "And Tita spoke so much about me..." "I haven't given lessons for quite some time." "It takes up time I need to compose." "She is so young, so beautiful..." "And now... she's going to have a baby... and she says it's mine." "And now you'll tell me she is a schoolgirl as I was then..." "The baby we refused to have." "I left Rafael, you know." "Stop torturing yourself, Marisa." "What's over is over." "We were too young." "We couldn't." "Let the past be the past." "No, I didn't know." "What?" "That you left Rafael." "When?" "Give me a cigarette." " Since when do you smoke?" " As of today." "I don't know why I married." "Illusion is a bad advisor." "You had no illusions." "I thought I had." "We're past our time for almost everything." "Do you remember how far away 40 seemed?" "A child... what will you do?" "I don't know." "That's why I wanted to see you." "I need your help." "She could be lying." "I hardly know her." "And Rafael?" "Nothing extraordinary." "My best friend..." "And what is the film about?" "It's a love story between... and old and crazy musician... who falls for a girl... who wants to study piano..." "Crazy, my ass!" "No, don't go yet." "I have an appointment." "I'm seeing Marisa." "Want me to tell her anything?" "Pedro, how are you?" "I'm in the middle of a misunderstanding." "No, tomorrow I'm not recording." "You and Schumann are such good company." "This is my first concert in ages." " One drops so many things." " Tennis, for example." " Then I could beat you now." " Very probably." "You mean it?" "Would you dare?" "I would." " To play tennis!" " Whenever you wanat." "Well, I'm leaving..." "Madame won't be back." "Since when do you call her Madame?" "Can you tell me where she has gone?" "To a rehearsal." "Why didn't you tell me this before?" "Why have I been sitting here for 2 hours like a jerk?" "I don't know." "Do you know who I am?" "We all know who you are." "I'm also an actress, but you're the lucky one." "Now tell me, where is she?" "I don't know." "Nini!" "Yes?" "Would you make me a coffee?" "Nothing matters more to me than my son." "The day he was born I said:" "He's mine!" "And sometimes I wonder how I'd feel... if something terrible happened to him." "One shouldn't have just one child." "At least he's guaranteed to be the favorite." "Two years ago... he left home." "You remember how hard school was for him?" "Well, that never changed." "I graduated again with him." "He always loved the stage." "But to become an acrobat..." "He has a perfect body and an uncertain future." "So there I am... helping him with his dreams." "And are you doing all right?" "Yes, the office steams ahead." "Divorce is ever on the rise, and that's my speciality." "Me, of all people." "But women trust me." "And they're right." "I stand up for them fiercely." "And you?" "You're still with your father's firm?" "No, we sold it last year." "A good thing, I was neglecting my family." "I was a workaholic and I forgot about everybody." "I forgot my daughters, my wife..." "I'll always be just a businessman." "Now I own part of a bookstore." "What d'you think I should do with Lola?" "Forgive her." "And let her see the girls at will." "You know you're wrong with Lola." "You played it so straight with me..." "You weren't possessive, no pressure." "I've kept what you wrote when we parted." "Do you remember?" "I loved you so much..." "I didn't think I'd never survive our break-up." "You were so important to my life..." "My first great love." "I had forgotten about this." "Some memories just get stuck in the past." "I was desperate." "So was I." "Many times I thought I'd look for you." "It was best you didn't." "I remained with Emilio, it worked out in the end." "Was there anyone else, when you divorced?" "Sorry for asking." "No, there wasn't anyone, and I don't mind you asking." "Lola is wonderfull." "But sometimes one is not so lucky." "Take your time." "Isn't this place divine?" "Nini!" "Who's been messing up my desk?" "Okay." "Thanks, Nini." "Haven't I told you before to mind your own business?" "May I know why you stood me up?" "I suppose I didn't want to see you." " What can we talk about?" " I don't deserve this." "You're my best friend." "I trusted you." "I also trusted you." "I trusted you more!" "Isn't Rafael enough?" "What more do you want?" "What's mine." "I want the role Rafael wrote for me." "I need that role." "I've been dreaming obout it." "Nobody else can do it." "That role is no longer yours." "You lost it!" "In fact, it was never yours." "She was always 20 years old." "It's true, I was ready to concede." "I thought that having a TV star would be good for the film." "But I was wrong." "Can you stop lying?" "All this..." "Fuck it!" "This is because of Rafael!" "You can think what you like." "I'm tired." "I'm going to bed." "Jorge wants to take the girls away from me." "I'm desperate." "You must help me." "Where are the girls?" "At home with him." "He kicked me out like a dog." "Rafael's rented a one-room flat." "It's pathetic." "I need to stay here one night at least." "All I want is to see my babies." "I have nowhere to go." "I can't go back." "No, it's all right." "It's very late, but..." "I thought you might still be up." "Mother, please don't shout at me." "I know you're deaf." "No." "I'm not drunk." "I have problems, mom." "Problems inside my head." "Yes, I have work." "Can you hear me?" "We can have lunch tomorrow and I'll tell you everything." "Don't worry, I'm okay." "A little blue, that's all." "Thank you, mom." "I love you very much." "Hello, this is Marisa." "I'm out, you can leave your message." "Hello Marisa." "I must see you." "I miss you." "Please call me, so we can meet." "I promise you..." "I won't make a scene." "I just want to see you." "All I do is listen to Serrat and cry." "I do nothing else but think of you to flatter you and to be known" "I took pencil and paper and wrote the values of your love" "I looked for a song and got lost in a heap of worn-out words" "I do nothing else but think of you" "and nothing else comes up." "Now... ready for the act." "Yes, I like it." "Hold it now." "Tght-rope walkers!" "Down, Luciano." "Look up, Sulla." "Good, go back a little." "Open up..." "You will do it, won't you?" "Ready to close." "Out you go..." "And the color..." "Oh, excuse me." " Hello!" " How are you?" " Everything okay?" " Yes, and you?" "Working a lot." " That was nice." " Wasn't it?" " Ready to climb up to the trapeze?" " Yes." "Vicky, you introduce him." " Do stay, Jorge." " But of course." "This is Damian, the boy who'll do the trapeze part." "Ivan, our choreographer." " Nervous?" " A little bit." "Okay, go get changed..." " Want him right away?" " Yes." "He told me he won't see me again." "I just want to see her, hug her, forgive her." "Why can't things be as they were?" "I know I was wrong..." "I got carried away... but I never wanted Jorge to know." "Do you have paper tissues?" "Lola and I had this unbreakable commitment." "I was always faithful." "In ten years I never..." "and not because..." "It was because I never wanted." "That was our agreement." "Once he said... we had to allow ourselves... other affairs." "That it had been like that with his previous relationships." "Idiot..." "He wanted to show off..." "I told him he was completely mad." "I know she's an extremely attractive woman, desirable..." "I desire her." "It's not easy to be her husband... but I need her, deeply." "I'm cold." "The girls can't live without me." "Where can my mother be?" "The problem is that I miss Lola in my bed." "I want to hold her." "I want to smell her..." "How long will you be away?" "I'll be a few days at Marisa's." "Mom and Dad have to talk." "Why don't you talk here?" "They can't because we are here." "Can't we go to granny's?" "Mom and Dad are separating." "Mom and Dad are not separating." "We need some time apart." "Isn't it the same?" "I don't want you to go." "I don't want to go either." "It isn't the same, you know." "I need a strong hug." "Don't cry, mom." "Will you come everey day?" "Yes." "Soon everything will be like it was." "Ceci sees you on TV and cries." "I don't." "I've told you what happens on TV is not true." " Are you real?" " Yes, I'm real." "Before you quarrelled, she also cried." "She's a cry-baby." "Like me." "What are you doing here?" "What are YOU doing here?" "I live here." "The owner is a friend of my mother's." "How are you?" "I want to meet him." " I came alone." " Show me the bastard!" "Let's go out." "I want to know what he looks like." " What for?" " Just to know!" "To compare myself, to see if he suits you... or if he is a sonofabitch..." "He is not a sonofabitch!" "And I'm in love with him." "You can't be." "He's old enough to be your father." "When did you stop loving me?" "From one moment to the next?" "Does he think he can buy immortality... by getting a young beauty?" "You realize you're talking about your old man?" "I mean every old man in the world." "They leave us a world without ideals and also without girls." "I must go." "Try to understand." "I don't want to." " Too bad for you." " Don't leave me." "I put up with you." "What about the cocaine?" "It was never easy." "I'm clean now." "I've got a job, I train every day, I get paid..." "Congratulations." "This isn't the end of the world." " You'll make it." " Not without you." "Please..." "let me be happy." "Have a look!" "You came out wonderful!" "I sent them to Jorge." "Home and to the store." "Do you think he'll call us?" "The one who does call is Rafael." "And his mom." "They keep leaving messages." "She to him, desperate." "He to me, desperate." "He needs attention." "Are you kidding?" "I live the moment." "And I have no room for Rafael." "Will you come early tonight?" "They're showing the commercial, and..." "I'd like to watch it with you." "Yes, I'll be home early." "The girl to play Gaia will audit today." "The boy Jorge brought is extraordinary." "He's 22." "Each one must take his place, don't you think?" "Sorry." "Do I sound like Carlos?" "You nerd!" "My heart opens up to your love like flowers to kisses from the dawn" "Here I am a lonely star in my boundless sky of darkness" "There you stand a soul offered to birds' flight" "I love you and I want to love you forever" "You'll beat them all, you'll see." "The part is yours, I'm sure." "You'll be a star, and what will I do?" " Don't say that." " Why?" "I don't want to be a star." "It scares me." "I don't like to shine more than others." "You know what I want?" "I want to work, make some money... and be happy." "To love... be loved... and live." "That's what matters most to me." "The rest... is empty talk." " I love you, Juan." " I love you, baby." "We're going to have a baby, right?" "Absolutely perfect." "Lovely, ma'am, lovely." "Thank you." "D'you need anything else, ma'am?" " No, thanks." " Then I'm off." "Divine!" "Perfect!" "Stunning!" "Damian, remember that until the film is over... you have no feelings or sex." "So let go of the lady." "Why don't you give her the role of my girlfriend?" "Look at this couple." "Yes, I listened to them." "Not all of them." "Some I scratch off." "No, I can't." "I'm in bed." "You have nowhere to go?" "No, I have no room." "Lola's staying here." "You want to speak to her?" "He rang off." "Why does everybody want to live with me?" "Well, I'm off to bed." "You can do what you like..." "but each in his own bed." "No fooling around with my film." "She's right." "Let's not mess things up." "I love you, you know." "But I'm very depressed, you know." "I've got to get my daughters back." "And me, Lucia." "Let's toast." "For this moment of closeness, and... may all our dreams come true." "His people nourished with celestial bread... to eternally sing His mercy... as Saint Theresa." "For Jesus Christ, Our Lord..." "The Lord be with you." "The blessing of God Almighty... who is Father, Son and Holy Ghost... may descend upon you." "May we go in peace." "I'm glad you called." "You had forgotten about me." "I think I lost a couple of parishioners since you left." "Don't say that." " Do you attend Mass?" " No, I'm sorry." "You're not the only one." "I'll have to change my marketing strategy." "I'm pregnant." "And I don't know by whom." "With Damian things were going from bad to worse." "I met Juan, who's divine... and I moved in with him." "With Juan?" "Yes." "I told him this child is his." "But maybe it's Damian's." "You want to have it?" "I'd never get rid of it." "How is Damian?" "As always." "Now he's got a job on a film... he's better, cared for..." "Juan is divine." "He's older... he makes me feel safe." "He's a musician." "I think he loves me." "Have you spoken to the old folks?" "No." "Mother asked me why I didn't drop Damian." "I didn't say a word about either." "How far are you into it?" "One month." " Have you absolved me?" " No." "What penance, Father?" "Come and see me more often... and carry on singing." " What's the girl's name?" " Lucia Roca." "I know her from somewhere." "She has little experience... but you also think she's the best." "I want you to see these sketches." "I worked all night." "I think we've got it." "I hope you like them." "We must make Damian meet Lucia." "Here's Lucia's data." "She has no agent." "You must see her brother." "He's a priest." "What?" "Do business with a priest?" "First time it happens to me." "Tell him to come and bless the set." "We could do with God's blessing." "I want to see those sketches." "I'll call you later." "Malaver's resigned from the Film Institute." "Yes." "This is a mess." "Olivares could be the replacement." "Why don't you propose yourself?" "Aw, come on." "What are we going to do?" "Don't worry." "I have a solution for everything." "Congratulations, Sophie, they're excellent!" "You press Pedro to cough up the money." "Just as you imagined them." "¡Yes!" "What a young voice." "A beautiful voice." "I'm Emilio, Damian's father." "I'd like to have dinner with you tonight." "Or tomorrow... or the day after." "Call me on my mobile phone." "445-9020." "And say yes." "Thank you." "MARISA NAGUIL FACES A NEW CHALLENGE" "What happened to us, baby?" " Have you forgiven me?" " No." "I swear I'd like to, but..." "I thought you loved me." "I don't know what's wrong with me." "But I never knew why..." "I never wanted you to know." "We had a deal, Lola." "How the hell can I trust you again?" "You weren't mistaken when you trusted me." "I was wrong." "And I spoiled everything." "Jorge, give me another chance, please." "I miss you so much." "If I lose you, I'll die." "I dream about you every night." "All I want in life is to be with you." "With you and the girls." "Remember when I was expecting Ceci?" "I love you." "I love you, teddy bear." "I think that in spite of everything you do, too." "Please, forgive me." "I can't sleep without you." "The house is empty since you left." "I can't continue living like this." "How could I?" "Do you want... do you want to try?" "Look." " Nabokov." " Nabokov." "The composer, not Lolita's." "Oh, I see." "You read Lolita, didn't you?" "No." "This Nabokov, the musician... was a great friend of Stravinsky's." "I bought that book in London... in a second-hand bookstore." "I was just married, was a student..." "My passion for Stravinsky is a fulfilling passion." "Apollo..." "Apollo was like my first love." "He's always been my favorite." " Hey!" "What's the matter?" " I'm nervous." "Take it easy, Lucia." "Marisa says the acrobat is tops." "You'll love him." "And if you don't like him... pretend you do." "That's acting, I suppose." "It's all so strange..." " Why?" " Because Damian is an acrobat." " Yes?" "So?" " He got a job on a film..." "What if it's this one?" "Please, with the number of films being shot..." "What do I do with Marisa?" "Have you known her for long?" " A coffee." " All right." "No, sorry." "Make it a..." "No, better a coffee." "Thank you." "Don't you remember me?" "Of course, excuse me." "You're Jorge's friend." "Some friend." "Sorry." "I keep saying sorry." "I feel ridiculous." " How are you?" " Nothing." "Nothing right." "I screw up everything I do." "I was about to call my mom." "I tell her I'll visit her..." "I don't show up... then I call her to say I couldn't... then to say when I'll come... and that's how the day lingers on... until night comes and perhaps I can... overcome insomnia, and catch some sleep." "The bad part is waking up." "Have I bored you already?" "No, certainly not." "I'm expecting my son." "Damian, you remember." "He's started work on a film... and we're going to dinner together." "Is Damian Roco?" "Yes!" "How do you know?" "Well, while cooped up in alcohol, calling my mom... and leaving messages nobody answers..." "I know many things." "Did you read the script?" "Yes, I liked it." "It's sort of magic." "I like it." "I am like that when I write." "Did you really write it?" "Why are you so sad now?" "I'm not sad now." "I was born sad." "Life has made me weary." "I'm a writer and I live as such." "I drink, and I hope the muses... will inspire my work." " Won't you have a drink?" " Yes, please." "What will you have?" "A margarita." "Perhaps I'll be able to understand the acrobatics of my son's heart." "Who's playing Gaia?" "A good, new actress..." "They'll be meeting soon." "Between ourselves..." "I hope they fall in love." "Damian must forget Lucia." "They'll fall in love." "I promise." "That's what the story is about." "He's my Damian." "He's your Damian." " Let's go." "I can't." " Where are you going?" "I won't permit it." "It's written down, you must do it." "You must do it, Lucia." "Hello, I thought you'd gone out." "I was in my room." "Am I bothering you?" "What's the matter?" "Juan is going to have a son." "I got rid of the only baby I was ever about to have." "Why, Lola?" "How could I?" "You were too young to know." "So many years married to Juan, pretending... music and my films were everything that mattered..." "We were so selfish..." "You were scared." "Anyway, you're still young." "No." "And much less to have a child." "The ghosts came back a while ago." "They're all dead." "What are you talking about?" "Father, mother, my little child... uncles, aunts, they're all gone." "We were all here, that early morning... before the TV waiting to see Neil Armstrong... step on the moon for the first time." "Juan played the piano, and hugged me, because... next day..." "I wanted to go to the moon, and never return!" "Hernan and Marie came with us..." "We were all such great friends." "We did everything together... and the entire time Juan rattled on about Stravinsky." "Hernan is the one who crashed on a motorbike?" "I miss Marie." "The day I knew she was dying..." "I was doing screen tests for my last film." "A week later she went into hospital... and I was shooting that film." "Since the day she died..." "I think of death every single day." "Of my death." "How it will be..." "If I'll be scared..." "I can't... know if I'll know beforehand." "Follow me." "You're not going to die because you're an artist." "What is this old bag doing here?" "An old bag that destroyed your life." " What are you doing?" " To hell with all the people... the people who kill joy." "To hell with them, and this one, too." "No, not the wedding!" "There, step on it." "More, more, more!" "And stop talking about death!" "Come, let's get drunk." "I made up with Jorge." "Really?" "Why does good news always make me cry?" "That's feeling." "I'm very happy." "And very scared." "I hope everything turns out all right." "It will." "Is he coming to get you?" "With the girls?" "Let's lay out the cards." " Poor Rafael." " Stop pitying him." "Rafael is the son I never had." "He's a handsome, alcoholic... talented child." " He's a pain in the ass." " That too." "Somebody is in danger." " Rafael?" " Could be." "He'd do anything to draw attention." "Mine or yours?" "Beautiful..." "I see great love between the stars of your film." "Damian falls for the girl." "Thank God you didn't give me the role." "Juan is not fathering any child." "You're trying to console me." "Cards speak for themselves." "The action takes place in a circus." "It is a love story between..." "Gaia, that's me, and Roco... a trapeze artist born in the circus." "Not Gaia." "She arrives there for other reasons." "She's an orphan." "And you, have got a boyfriend?" "What?" "Ah, no." "I've no boyfriend... but I'm very much in love with Roco." "Although I think I'm in love with a magician... who's much older than me and plays the violin." "Plays the violin." "No, I play the trapeze." "My character was born in the circus." "Gaia is a very romantic, magical character..." "I'm in love with her, but..." "How did you get the part?" "Through Jorge, the neighbor who saved my life... and who introduced me to Marisa." "Everybody has helped me." "Had you met Lucia before?" "No, we had never met before." "I've known Damian for a long time." "Falling in love on a film set is a great fiction." "There are many..." "Liz Taylor and Richard Burton..." "Katherine Hepburn and Spencer Tracy..." "Faye Dunaway and Johnny Depp..." "Tanguito and... what was her name?" "To be famous?" "I don't know." "Why do you ask?" "Must we talk about this?" "I can refuse to answer." "The subject was the film, not my life." "Can you leave me alone?" "I'm through with this." "Stop!" "Hold him!" "Incredible!" "Astonishing!" "An interview with a young actor... has turned into chaos." "At least you're here safe from your screw-ups." "I miss you so much." "So does Nini." "And your mother?" "She's expecting me for dinner." "Lola saw it in the cards." "Your accident." "If you were trying to kill yourself, you goofed it." "Thank you." "How's the film going?" "Better than you." "Showing no pain." "My wounds may not be showing, but any moment I'll produce... a brain hemorrhage." " You like it?" " I think it's excellent." " Does it hurt?" " It does." "Sorry." "If this is being an actor, I'd prefer not to." "Better than finding yourself in the paper as an obituary." "I told you I quit." "You did tell me." "But is it true?" "It is." "My heart opens up to your love like flowers to kisses from the dawn" "Here am I a lonely star in my boundless sky of darkness" "There you stand a soul offered to birds' flight" "I love you and I want to love you forever" "I want to go with you I want to fly to the universe beyond the moon" "I see myself in you I give you my love to adore you forever to wrap myself in your silence" "my love my love" "I love you I love you..." " Are you very busy?" " What a pleasant surprise!" "No, I've just received these books." "Bioy will be signing today." " How are you?" " Very well." "I wanted to know how you were doing." "As I was on my way... to the law courts..." "The old excuse..." " You haven't changed." " I wish." "Now I dare say I came to see you." "Much less romantic." "How did you know I'd be here today?" "Thank you." "One time each." "What a nice party!" "It's a real blast." "You're a wonderful dancer." " Happy birthday." " Thank you." "You know something?" "It's not my birthday." "In fact, I've stopped having birthdays." "But you're difficult." "So I invented a party..." "I hope you aren't upset with me." "I wanted you to know, that's all." "I like cinema." "And your films, they're very good." "Furthermore, I never give up on... a beautiful woman." "A real admirer." "Damian was a happy excuse." "Almost perfect." "He told me you were alone." "Something difficult to believe." "And you?" "Me?" "I'll be a grandfather." "Difficult to believe." "So young..." "With Lucia?" "The cards were right." "What cards?" "Nothing." "Congratulations." "I'd like to do something." "With me?" "With your film." "And you can't refuse." "I'm certain." "When you get to know me better... and you'll want to..." "Will I?" "You'll see I don't give up easily." "But tonight I'll direct." "Marisa and Emilio look at each other." "I say: "Shall we go?"" "You answer: "And your guests?"" "And I answer: " I don't care, I don't know them. "" "Then you and I..." "The action occurs, let's say, in a circus" "Ah..." "no, I'm not dating." "I think I'm in love with another character, the magician... who is much older than I am and plays the violin." "Did I tell you he plays the violin?" "All I want is to see her, to hold her... to forgive her." " What happened with Rafael?" " Nothing too great:" "...my best friend." "And the winner is!" " Why can't everything go back to what it used to be?" " I told him everything" "Tomorrow I'll file for divorce." " Let's go home." " Let go, bastard." " Leave me alone!" " Easy." " Leave me alone!" " Drop that..." "I'm going to kill myself!" "Lucía!" "I met another man..." "and Damián doesn't understand it." "And now she says she's going to have a baby." "And she says it's mine." "The child we didn't want to have." "I want the part Rafael wrote for me!" "Hello, Marisa." "You can't be in love with a guy who could be your father." " I miss you." " He was never yours, Lola!" "The girl was always 20." "They leave us a world without ideals, no one to follow... and they want to leave us without chicks!" "Sebastián." " Do you forgive me?" " No." "I was looking for a song and I got lost" "I am cold." "In a maze of empty words." "Al I do is think about you" "And I can't think of anything." "Where is my mum?" "DIARY OF A SHOOTING SET" "¡Video!" "Silence, please." "I don't know how it occurred to me." "I always say these days... that we talk so much about the movie, it's got to do with... many years waiting for the moment..." "of having wanted, fantasized... of having worked different positions in different projects... and at one point, since I'm a bit of a kamikaze I just went for it and..." "Writing is the first thing." "Having the idea and writing it down." "Actually doing it was something else." "I decided, and just went for it." "Cut!" "My love, my love..." "How was I?" "Did you have a good time?" "Poor Rafael didn't get it, they didn't know he wouldn't write again..." " for television." " If I get another one, they'll hate me." "I'm dead tired." "I told him everything." "Jorge is so sweet... he didn't suspect a thing." "You are crazy and you're drunk." " Let's go home." " Let go, bastard!" "Don't touch me!" " What is the movie about?" " It's a love story... between an old geezer, a musician who falls in love with a girl... who wants to learn how to play the piano and..." "Old geezer, my ass!" "Here I am, a solitary star." "On my endlessly dark sky." "I've studied singing and I intend to continue... it's something I love to do and I don't feel inhibited." "So I felt at ease with the part." "In the movie within the movie... in "Leaping Hearts"... where I audition to sing, and have to scenes singing." "I met another man and..." "Damián does not understand it and... he can't stand himself." "What are you doing here?" "Fuck off!" "We came to help you." " Leave me alone!" " Easy." " Leave me alone!" " Drop that..." "I'm going to kill myself!" "It was very nice." "The character is called Lucía." "She is a girl... of 23, Teresa told me." "I think that should be up to the audience." "She lives an intense situation for someone her age." "She is pregnant, and tells her boyfriend she no longer wants to be with him." "She falls in love with someone else." "And I see her in the movie..." "The first time I saw it I said:" ""She's old"." "A person who's sad, sour, very tense." "And I said:" ""I was wrong... what's this?"" "Then I said: " It's OK, she's living up... to the circumstances"."Something very dramatic is happening to her"." "And as the story unfolds, luckily... she grows happier, she finds her balance... and she grows less tense." "Do you dare?" "I felt good acting." "I love acting... and I felt very much at ease because I gave this character... a very intense emotional life." "It was a challenge to remain relaxed and let things happen and emotions run down I felt at ease working." "With all the other pressures involved in shooting a film..." "I give actors a space to create, to express, very relaxed... with a lot of silence and concentration, and with a lot of contention." "And I could give myself that... because the team was already trained for that when my turn came... to act in the movie." "As a director Terese can really contain people... and an actor finds that soothing." "You only have to worry... about your part, which in itself is quite a task... and demands a very special concentration." "Her merit is that she soothes actors... and she achieves the necessary mood for one to work." "The problem is that I miss Lola in my bed at night." "I miss the warmth of her body next to mine, I miss her smell, I miss her..." ""Puma" is a great actor, you have to... with care, you can get anything out of him." "He needs you to ask of him, he likes to be asked." "He likes being demanded: " No, give me something else" And he likes it." "When you see Teresa seeing her actors she is in them... and it is then that she stops worrying about herself and it's a marvelous woman" "I discovered in her as a director." "I think that's the most valuable part of the movie... how each actor achieves what he or she achieves... because the right conditions are created to allow this." "He told me he doesn't want to see me again." "Why can't everything go back to what it used to be?" "Where is my mum?" "Mi character is a director who's been directing for a while... and that's not my case, it was my first movie as a director." "But being an entrepreneur, a woman eager to do things and being on the creative side of things" "Marisa us very much like me." "I think all the female characters in the story... are about women with the same restlessness, such is today's woman." " Good!" " How much time do we have?" "We can go on for a while." "This is an informal chat." " Girls." " Dowe need this to talk?" "You may chose not to use it, but you won't be heard." "What shall I do, mimicking?" "The action happens at a circus and it is a love story... between Gaia, my part, and Rocco, who is a trapeze artist... born into a circus and who always lived there." "Silence, please." "We're rolling." "Action..." "From the moment the script was finished and I started talking with the people... it took six months to have it ready." "It's really no that long." "6 weeks of pre-production, 6 weeks shooting... and about 8 weeks editing." "I delayed the opening... because I wanted to take distance from the film." "I always wanted to release it in the year 2000." "It wasn't too long a period but it's been two years since the project began." "I pretend the camera is not there." "I have to stay natural..." "I am natural." "Let is start, let it start..." "What do you want to talk about?" "Really." "There is something I'd like to ask Cecilia to tell us..." " in this informal chat." " Find out." "What you were saying just now about the songs." "And something that's happening to you as an actress who directs." "I like being behind the scenes, off the stage... and behind the camera as well." "With my boyfriend we are writing a script" "I like that very much." "I began... by writing a story." "Well... we are experimenting... and I'm having a good time." "This is very creative for me..." " and very different." "Let me ask something:" "We are actors... and the three of us try something else, related to the freedom of generating or inventing a place to move with more freedom." "As if we actors were in passive places, sometimes... where we are told what to do, but we are not told enough..." " which is not very gratifying." " No, but also... we are talking about individual projects in the case of us three... it's like we are trying other places, experimenting other position." " Yes..." "Direction... you are also director as well as an actor... and it seems that in "taking the risk" one dares to change..." " "I try the other side"" " I think the "motor" is what you say." "Having more freedom to express and making our own mistakes... instead of someone else making mistakes for you." "In the case of the director until you have the final cut, and saying what I want to tell, and what do I look" "Perhaps based in the previous relationship between "Puma" and I and that beautiful working relation we achieved in the short film... it was that she called me for this part and she told me, which is flattering... and touches me deeply, that she wrote it thinking about me." "It's not enough with what you've done with Rafael?" "What else do you want?" "I want what's mine!" "The part that Rafael wrote for me!" " Please!" " I need that part!" "I've been dreaming for a year with that part!" "Nobody knows it like I do!" " I must do it!" " That part is no longer yours." "You lost it!" "In fact, it was never yours, Lola." " The girl was always 20!" " In writing each of the women..." "I gave them some traits of mine or that I know in other women... and perhaps, other men." "When you write... you spread your own energy on many characters... the range opens." "I hope they fall in love." "Damián must forget Lucía." "They'll fall in love, I promise." "That's what the story is all about." "Hello?" "Hello..." "Hello..." "Hello, Marisa." "I need to see you." "I miss you." "They say this is one of your best works as an actress." "You only directed yourself this time." "This comes to my mind now:" "Being the director... and asking so much respect for others, when it came to me..." "I had to wait to see what happened." "The space was created and the actors helped me a lot." "My mates." "That's also good." "When you are creating a story... and creating a scene with another actor, and you are also the director... the other also looks at you as an observer..." "Do you love me?" "Do you want to try?" "Congratulations." "I'd like to do something." " With me?" " With your movie." "Cut!" "[SEC. 77" " INT." "Bookstore JORGE" " DAY]" "Action!" "Thanks." "Once each." "This is the first time I'm involved in a project... in which I can't think about the end, I'm enjoying the process." "...100%" "Cut..." "You did it" " I heard - from the point of view of the director." "You know what I mean?" "You can focus by editing... at any point." " A thousand things, you can do a thousand movies..." " with the same footage." " And you did... what?" "Like Troufeau in "American Night"?" "Like a director... all the time answering questions..." " or did you do a mix?" " I, really..." "I was impressed by what was given to me, and what surprised me most... was finding Teresa in her debut as a director... which is one of the highlights of this release." "I know her as a producer and actress." "Here I discovered her as a director." "Not only for her work, but as a woman taking care of her actors... and this is what you see in the documentary when you see her... seeing her actors as her creatures, and that's how she loves them." "Also, this is a movie within a movie." "I was very touched when I first saw it, when he showed it to me." "The feeling was that rather than a "backstage" or a "making of"... it was a homage." "You know, when you are through seeing something and you say:" "Aunt Adela... what is this fucking old gezzer doing here?" " What are you doing?" " What am I doing?" "Fuck all the people who block creativity." "I wanted to go to the moon and never come back." "My heart opens up to your love like flowers kissed by dawn." "Here I am, lonely star, in my endlessly dark sky." "There you are, a soul given to the flight of birds." "What else do you want to know?" "See the movie!" "Go and see the movie!" "After all this, they'll see it." "After all this you've got to see "Leaping Hearts"." "What do you want to know?" "Who works in it?" "Goity, Madam." "The bald guy with glasses." "Awada is the one with a beard." "Negro Gomez is the acrobat." "It's called "Leaping Hearts"... because there is a likeness between all the pirouettes one does... to accommodate the spiritual problems" " Right?" " And there are some gorgeous circus scenes." "What Juan Pablo Gomez does at the trapeze is incredible, gorgeous." " Who else?" " Virgina Innocenti..." " An actress playing the actress part." " She's very famous." " She does it well." " Then there is Antonio Grimau who is so handsome." " Yes!" " And he plays the handsome as well." " He's a killer seducing." "When Grimau appears the first time the camera pans his back... and the women go..." "Y love you and want to love you forever." "I want to fly with you to the universe beyond the moon." "I'm yours, I give you my love." "To adore you and illuminate me." "To get wrapped in your silence." "My love, my love..." "I love you." "I love you." "He took me to a place I don't know." "We drove around for a while before getting there." "It was like a loft, untidy, but with good vibes." "He was very quiet." "And then he... took my hand very gently and... he took me to the bed and sat me down there." "I was very... nervous and very excited at the same time." "I caressed her face and her hair... and got close to smell her." "She smelt... a sweet perfume... soft, like her skin." "He started caressing my legs, very gently." "I asked him if he usually did this." "I lied to her..." "I told her I did." "I didn't dare tell her it was my first time." " She asked me if I was married." " He looked like a married man to me." "I didn't want to ask, didn't want to talk about me." "But anyway, he wouldn't stop touching me." "I offered her something to drink, I needed a drink..." "I was so nervous." "I was fascinated." "I'd been watching her for days." "Well... from the restaurant where I usually read the paper and eat breakfast." "I would see her come." "He told me he never came to that part of town, that he was there by chance." "That he saw me go in and waited to see if I came out." "All the time touching me." "I did nothing." "I let him carry on and got more and more excited." "His voice in my ear." "I realized his voice made me feel horny." "I didn't want him to stop talking to me." "No... she didn't accept a drink, a coffee, nothing." "I approached her with the glass in my hand and downed the drink in one gulp." "And then I started caressing her." "She was so sweet her eyes." "I caressed them." "Her lips... her lips..." " He kissed me." " I kissed her." "He kissed me and kissed me... with a passion I no longer remembered." "I died with his kisses." "I held him close, I didn't want him to go." "He kissed me all over the body." "I liked her lips." "I was careful." "I think..." "I mean..." "I kissed her gently, gently..." "Trying to feel her mouth, I sensed she like it." "We did it again and again..." "we couldn't stop." "I couldn't stop." "He asked me to get dressed." "To put the skirt and the blouse on, no underwear." "I did it and..." "he looked at me." "The he took me by the hand, led me to the kitchen... and he sat me on the counter, right by the sink." "I understood, I opened the tap and..." "She asked me if I liked movies and I said yes..." "I liked movies a lot." "I understood the code." "I said the words and he acted." "I was thrilled we both liked the same... it was like an amazing ping pong, exhausting... fascinating." ""91/2 Weeks", "The Postman Always calls Twice"..." "With "El Imperio de los Sentidos" he quite didn't remember..." "With "Atame" it was fun because he would talk to me with an accent." "And with "Tacones Lejanos" we went real wild." "It had been so long since..." "I think I never before had..." "What is this?" "What is this?" "I don't know that man." "I'd never seen him before." "Here... we've spoken many times about me and my husband." "You know that lately..." "But I love him." "He is my husband and I am with him because I love him." "Everything's fine with my wife." "She's really sweet." "I can't complain." "But this is very intense, something new, something forgotten." "It's been years sincew something like this happned to me." "It's..." "I am an honest guy:" "I like being honest." "But this shattered my brain." "I know where to find her, we didn't agree to meet again, but..." "I dropped her at a corner and saw her take a taxi." "I can't stop seeing her." "I'm scared." "I'm afraid this could be the beginning of something unknown to me." "I don't know, a trend towards..." "I am afraid of having fallen in love with this woman..." "I know nothing about yet." "How many hours in my life could I invest in this?" "It's dangerous game." "How many hours a day I am alone in the street?" "How many guys drive around alone?" "How many guys want me?" "What if today's accident turns into a routine?" "What happened today was really an accident or am I... a slut?" "You can use that color there, right?" "Dad's home!" "Kiss... kiss..." "Go with your sister, go." "Be good." "Beautiful alheli bud, if only you knew about my pain loved me back and calmed my suffering." "Because you know that without you life means nothing to me." "You really know it, alheli bud." "Beautiful alheli bud, if only you knew about my pain loved me back and calmed my suffering." "Because you know that without you life means nothing to me." "You really know it, alheli bud." "Help!" "THE OWNERS OF THE KINKY FANTASIES" "If only you knew about my pain loved me back and calmed my suffering." "Because you know that without you life means nothing to me." "You really know it, alheli bud." "Beautiful alheli bud, if only you knew about my pain loved me back and calmed my suffering." "Because you know that without you life means nothing to me." "You really know it, alheli bud."