"What I was thinking ..." "Not that it's up to me." "We have no story board after all." "The idea is that we watch The Perfect Human." "Then you and I will formulate a few obstructions." "We'll make the same film, " "The Perfect Human, five times." "Shall we watch it?" "Are you up to it?" "I've seen it at least 20 times." "How fantastic." "Yes, there he is." "Who is he?" "What can he do?" "What does he want?" "Why is he moving like that?" "How does he move that way?" "Watch him." "Watch him now." "And now." "Watch him all the time." "Now the music has gone." "No music any more." "The perfect human in a room without any limits, without anything." "And a voice saying a few words." "This voice, saying these words." "Watch him now." "Watch him all the time." "A little gem that we are now going to ruin." " That's the way it's got to be." " A good perversion to cultivate." "My first obstruction, which you can write down right away   is that no single edit may be longer than 12 frames." "I'd like to try ..." "Do you remember all the questions in the film?" "In the narration you wrote there were some questions." ""What is this human doing?" "Why has the music ..."" "I want them answered." "Now I'm going to have to think a bit." "I need to think for a moment." "Film Jorgen a bit in the meantime." "Good to have a cigar like this." "Because it is   it keeps you occupied." "Manually." "While you think." "I have a cigar in Haiti after supper." "As a real treat, I have a Havana." " Where is Xuba in relation to ...?" " Xuba is very near Haiti." "I've never been to Xuba." "So the film must be shot in Xuba." "Obviously." "Xarsten?" "Will the budget allow the first film to be shot in Xuba?" "Whether you go and how you work will be up to you." "I'd prefer to build a room there." "Or we could use a screen." "What a pity ..." "In that case you can't do that." "Really?" "I'd better not tell you what I am going to do, then ..." " You've said it." " No set ..." " OK." " Right." "Don't say any more, Jorgen." "I can't wait to see the film." "It'll be fantastic." " That's the first one, then." " Yes." "Bon voyage, Jorgen." "See you in ... well ... lt's completely insane." "No edit more than 12 frames long." "Damn it ... lt's totally destructive." "What the hell does he expect me to do?" "He's ruining it from the start." "It'll be a spastic film." "This is too hard." "It really is." "Just the odd car." "Just the odd car." "Another one." "Along the waterfront." "It's ridiculous getting up so early." "Look." "She is going to lie down." "How will she lie down?" "She lies down like that." "Like that." "We're in Xuba." "We're going for a real hombre." "Hombre cubano." " What's her name?" " Vivian." "She looks nice." "We'll just wait for Dan." " Have they explained?" " No, not yet." "She looks great." "I'm Dan." "The photographer." "She's a dancer." " The others will be here later." " So we don't have to decide yet." "Does she know the phone number?" "... José knows." "We are going to watch the perfect human at work." "How does such a human work?" "We're going to look and see." "We're going to investigate." "We're going to see   what the perfect human looks like and what it can do." "He's brought the photos of the second woman." "He says it's a bad photo and that she is very beautiful." "She certainly is." "And he says she's got nice ... tits." "My goodness." " And then there are these." " I don't think we'll want them." "No ... no." "Will it work, Dan?" "In Xlaus Nissen's original he wipes it on paper." "But it looks messy." "He could have a bowl of water off camera." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Around my left hand a circle of blurred white flames was shining." "I observed carefully the left side of my own dark jacket." "In the centre of my heart there was a tiny white point." "I don't know what it means." "We've got things under control, ... I reckon." "The 12 frames are a paper tiger." "You've no idea what it'll be like using 12 frames?" "No." "I certainly haven't." "I certainly haven't." "Hello ..." "Jorgen." "You're looking great." "That's not good." "Bad sign." "You ought to look battered." "People who've been tripped up look battered." "Like I should've been walking on crutches." "I can't wait to show it to you, I must say." " l'm already skeptical." " Of course you are." " I can't see how you ..." " No, you can't." "You can't imagine how we worked round things." "One always feels furious when it turns out that there are solutions." " 12 frames ..." " That was vicious of me." "Satanic." "And I had to answer the questions in the narration." "Somewhere I'd never been before, namely Xuba." "And we weren't allowed to build a set." "Four ... that's quite a few obstacles for a single obstruction." "Maybe." "Next time we'll have to use a few more." "Be careful, Jorgen." "You've already exposed yourself." "I've been warned not to expose myself straight away." "And so you start by doing so." "Next time we'll use five obstructions." " l'm ready if you are." " l'm ready to show you." "The first obstruction." "Xuba ..." "Xuba." "Havana." "Xigar." "Man." "Woman." "Havana." "Xuba." "This voice is saying these words." "Woman." "Xigar." "Man." "Here is the perfect human." "Here is the perfect human." "We are going to investigate what the perfect human looks like and can do." "We are looking at the perfect human being." "The perfect human is getting undressed." "Tie, jacket." "Shoes." "Trousers." "Shirt." "Movement." "Here is the perfect human." "Here is the perfect human." "We are looking at the perfect human." "We are looking at the perfect human." "An eye." "Look at this human's eye." "And now a mouth." "A mouth." "The perfect human is moving in a room." "There is music in the room." "There isn't any music in the room." "There is music in the room." "This is how he moves." "Why is he moving like that?" "Because women like it when he moves like that." "An ear." "That's what an ear looks like." "Again, an ear." "And again, a mouth." "Footsteps." "She lies down." "How will she lie down?" "She lies down like this." "This is how she lies down." "What is the perfect human thinking?" "is he thinking about happiness?" "Death?" "Love?" "About what he is going to do tonight?" "About the woman, perhaps?" "About what it's like to touch her skin." "Maybe he is thinking about her eyes, her legs, her mouth." "Perhaps he is thinking about what she said to him." "Her words." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Around my left hand   a circle   of blurred white flames was shining." "I observed carefully   the left side of my own dark jacket." "In the centre of my heart there was a tiny white point." "I don't know   what it means." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Yes ..." "I made a complete mess of those obstructions." "Yes." " The 12 frames were a gift." " Yes." "That's how I took them." "It was like watching an old Leth film. interesting." "Well, Jorgen, so far you have passed the test." " l'm pleased to hear it." " So I've made us a little snack." "Good." "And a little vodka I'm specially looking forward to." "I've got a penchant for alcohol, as you know." " Always before 12 noon." " That's when it works best." " Wow, caviar." "How splendid." " We should use bone spoons." "Using metal for caviar is completely wrong." "We're going to have to have you really on the ropes." "It's up to you how much you want to help me or not." " I think you should help me." " So you say." "But   I think I should take care not to give you any cards." "Because you'll inevitably use them against me." "It's similar to therapy   where you might say the same applies." "But why go?" "If you don't give the therapist the cards?" "My plan is to proceed from the perfect to the human, right?" "That's my agenda." "Actually I want to "banalize" you." "But how the hell do we do that?" " I don't know." " No, you don't." "But that's what I want you to help me to do." "We may be able to do so by finding things that hurt." "Like the 12 frames." "I can't identify my soft spots in advance." " The 12 frames were a soft spot." " Absolutely." "The highly affected distance you maintain   to the things you describe ..." "That's what I want to get rid of in my next obstruction." " lt's not merely a pose." " Not at all." "But I'd like to put your ethics to the test." " Yes." " That might be interesting." "We talk so much about the ethics of the observer ..." "The observer is my role, of course." " lt's my instinct." " I want to move you on from there." "To make you empathize." "I'd like to send you to the most miserable place on earth." "That won't cause you any problems." "You're good at going to the most miserable places." "As long as there is a hotel." "I can't say. lt's up to you to define the most miserable place." "Xan you think of any places, any themes one cannot exploit?" "No." " No, not off hand." " No." "Not off hand." "But I'm not that uncivilized." "I may say there are no limits." "But there might be situations ..." "Would you film a dying child in a refugee camp   and add the words from A Perfect Human?" "No, I wouldn't." "I'm not perverse." "There is a degree of perversion in ..." " ln maintaining a distance?" " ln the way you do things." "How far are you prepared to go if you're not describing something?" "It'd be worth a laboratory experiment." "Would anything rub off?" "I want you to go close to a few really harrowing things." "Dramas from real life that you refrain from filming." " You've done so before." " Yes, it's a fascinating discipline." "How close can you get?" "And when you come back   you have to tell the story." "Let's say the man is you." "You play Xlaus Nissen." "The meal will be there but not the woman." "It'll be rather Pinter-like, having her not there." "But the meal will be there." " Have you thought it over?" " Yes, I think I have." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Lars von Trier has this romantic notion   that I'll be so affected   by being placed in a situation where a social drama is going on   beside you." "He wants to quantify   how much it rubs off, how much it affects me." "Will it be visible?" "Will it be quantifiable?" "But I think it's pure romanticism." "Obviously there is no physiological law." "There is no physical law that states   that you can witness so much   that you reach the limit where you break down." "We're on our way to the red light district, Falkland Road." "It's a horror scene that I saw a few years ago." "Do you have ten rupees?" "It's unfortunate I can't open the window." "That's the kind of scene Lars von Trier wants." "That's what he'd like." "That scene." "Damn it." "And he can have it." "Damn it." "And he can have it." "It'll be a tough film to make." "It's a tough challenge." "Because   no matter what we film, no matter what I say to you, to the camera,   it will still be a game." "It will still involve stepping right up close   and then showing that distance." "I am so cool." "I can go through with it." "It doesn't bother me to play the perfect human   against practically any background." "That's just the way it is." "Why is joy so whimsical?" "Why is happiness so brief?" "Why did you leave me?" "I'd get into deep water if I tried to imitate him." "But he is my model." "It is his scene." "A scene I wrote for him but which he completely improvised." "I didn't write it." "I didn't write it." "I didn't ask him to do what he did." "I told him to eat   and finish the scene." "That was all." "Just eat." "That's why I regard Xlaus Nissen as such an eminent actor." "He plays with emptiness, plays with nothing." "He plays with the fragments and crumbs he can find." "Ingenious." "What he does is ingenious." "Walks, runs, jumps, falls." "Walks, lies down, lies down." " Any corrections?" " lt looks great." "How about falling?" " What?" " Falling." "Like he does." "I can't ..." "Fall down there?" "No, I bloody well can't." " Are you chickening out?" " I can't do that." "Hell, no." "No." "I could try falling here ..." ""And this is how he falls."" "Terrible." "Really terrible." ""Gets up again ... gets up again."" ""Gets up."" "We'll have to do it at the very end, that's for sure." "We'll have to remember to do it." "How does he fall?" "This is how he falls." "Are you taking some Valium along tomorrow?" "Yes, I am." "Just to be on the safe side." "I don't take it regularly." "Not at all." "But things may get so enervating   that it'll be good to have some in my bag just in case." "If I can't ... if I can't control my nerves or something." "Now I'm just waiting for Dan to send for me." "Then I'll go over, take the cork out of the Xhablis,   and move some fish onto my plate and maybe even eat a little of it." " l'm ready for that." " No Valium?" "No Valium." "The transparent screen we stretched out   provided an image area,   a framing of reality,   which was both concrete and incredibly subtle and artful." "It was a very elegant, playful response   to the whole idea of the project   which involved the distance that had been introduced   and which we wanted to minimize during this particular obstruction." "We wanted to minimize the distance between the perfect and the human." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Around my right hand   a circle of blurred white flames was shining." "I observed carefully   the left side of my own dark jacket." "In the centre of my heart there was a tiny white point." "I don't know what it means." "The perfect human has to eat and drink." "We are going to watch a meal." "The wine looks splendid in the glass." "And onto the plate   lovely fish, with rice, onions, lemon, and a green sauce." "With it, a bottle of Xhablis." "How does the perfect human eat?" "The fish is a beautiful sight on a table." "It deserves to lie on silver." "Dinner is served." "Now the meal must go, piece by piece,   into the mouth." "It tastes good and its consistency is good." "Bon appetit." "Why is joy so whimsical?" "Happiness so brief?" "Why did you leave me?" "Why did you go away?" "Very, very, very tasty." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Don't get your hopes up of understanding in a few days." "No." "I'm sorry, Jorgen, but I am going to have to speak harshly." "Regrettably." "You know how fond I am of you   and how little I want to." " lt was not the film I asked for." " l'll be damned." "Let's hear why not." "One of the rules I asked for was that we shouldn't see those people." "Yes, but I interpreted that loosely." "I have to say I disapprove." "I'm going to have to send you back, you know." " You can't ..." " l'm afraid I'll have to." "I'm afraid I have no option." " lt's a place I can't go back to." " Find somewhere worse, then." "The whole idea was that we mustn't see them." "I am disappointed, Jorgen." "I am disappointed." "I thought it was a highly successful balancing act." "It's a marvelous film." "I love it." "But I don't think it followed the rules." "Obviously this is a sophistic game." "I put up a screen and screened off this bit of real life." "And Dan Holmberg had the ingenious idea   of making the screen transparent." "I do understand." "And this film is most likely much better   than the other would be." "But I asked for the other one." "Maybe we can make it differently." "One always tries to make a better film ..." "That's what you mustn't do." "You always try to be too good." "This is therapy, not a film competition with yourself." "You've made the best film." "I assume the best was the first." "There's no doubt that that is the film." "We're using it to go back in time   to see where we can goad you and examine it." "When I left here last time I was in shock." "I thought "lt's impossible."" ""Yet another suicidal situation."" ""lt's too hard." "I've no desire to do it."" ""How can I find the desire?" lt was really harsh of you." "Even so, an idea soon came to me." "I asked myself, "Where are the most awful places I've seen?"" "The first place to occur to me was a horrific experience   of the red light district, Bombay." "I'd seen it a few years previously." "I'd seen it 6 or 7 years ago." "I thought it a horror beyond compare." "The kind of thing you run away from, screaming." "I am not afraid of prostitutes in general." "But this was a picture from hell." "We shot the film." "I was cold-blooded and had no scruples." "I thought "Damn it, we can do this."" "Then I had a night after that." "Two nights." "I had one of those rare nightmares you remember when you wake up." "The analytical thought occurred to me   that there was something Faust-like about it." "A pact." "Something diabolical, some kind of alchemy." "By going to the limits   you also pay the price of going to the point   where fear transforms into madness, to put it bluntly." " where fear transforms into madness, to put it bluntly." "When you have to avoid sleep   so as not to fall back into that nightmare, you're in deep shit." "You are my hero." "There's no doubt about it." " That was the background." " l'd never dare anything like it." " But I didn't expose myself enough?" " You really exposed yourself." "But I don't think you were true to what mattered most to me." " I wasn't true to the idea?" " No." "OK, that's a harsh statement." "How about reconsidering?" " I have considered." " When did you do that?" "Since I saw the film." "I have to think the way I do." "I'm sorry. lt's not just because I'm being stubborn." "Make the same film again, but with a background." "It'd be deadly to do the same thing again." " With me again, for example." " Maybe." " I don't want to." "I can't." " You've put me into a spot." "We haven't achieved what I wanted." "So I have to punish you somehow." "What should the punishment be?" "What should it be?" "It should fit the crime." "Yes, but what kind of method should be applied?" "I can't say." "I prefer you to make the decisions." "So make a film with no rules from me." "That would be mean." "That would be no good." "That's the way it's going to have to be, Jorgen." "I am sorry, but to assert my authority   l'll have to ask you to make that film again the way you think best " " The Perfect Human in 2002." "Just make it." " How diabolical." " Yes." " And I'll have to ..." " You're entirely free." " That seems to be the meanest way." " Teacher is offended." "Yes, and your punishment is to make a free-style film." "I don't like it. I'd rather have something to hang onto." "All right, shoot it in Bombay against a white wall, or do it your way." "I don't know what to say." "Apart from the fact that ..." " lt's below the belt." " lt is." "It certainly is." " That's how it's got to be." " lt's bad." "All I can say is "Good luck."" "Listen to the sound of the human attending to personal hygiene." "Listen to the perfect human living, listen to its sounds." "What is this human thinking about?" "Where is it?" "I'll just phone Marianne." "Marianne, I'm trying to find out where it is." "Oh, here." "There's 60." "So I have to carry on." "Yes, it's down there." "Where can I get down to the next floor, Madame?" "It must be around here." "What is the perfect human like to touch?" "What is the skin like?" "is it smooth?" "is it warm?" "is it soft?" "is it dry?" "is it well cared-for?" "What is the skin on the chin like?" "What is it like on the legs?" "On the arms?" "On the throat?" "I'm really pleased with him." "He looks great." "His attitude to the job is refreshing." "He is well ..." "well bruised as a person." "He has experience of life." "He has lived a life." "His story is fantastic." "He played the lead in La collectionneuse, " " Erik Rohmer's most important film." "The Nymphomaniac, as it was known in Denmark." "They can be moved at random." "Magic chairs, eh?" "I see it as a kind of ghostly ballet   with the chairs." "We know it's a set-up." "We go up to them and move them around ... haphazardly." "into a new, interesting arrangement." "It may be best if they're facing the front." "But we can do as we please." ""Somebody has moved them around in the dark," right?" "A mystery." "That's the idea we're keeping from the original scene." "And he'll end up sitting on one of them." "Look, this is what an ear looks like." "And here's a pair of knees." "And here is a foot." "Again, an ear." "Here's an eye." "Look at this human's eye." "And here comes a mouth." "A mouth." "And again, a mouth." ""Repetez plusieurs fois." A woman on a chair in a room." "She does nothing." "She gets up." "She leaves the frame." "Repeated several times." "We've shot that." "Strange cars arriving at a group of buildings." "A wood, a field, a beach." "We haven't done that yet." "A house lit up in the darkness." "Murmuring in the darkness." "Piano music ... we'll make that fit." "But this one..." "On the back seat, a woman, lets herself be undressed ..." "We've done that." "We certainly have." "It's very much a dialogue,   playing back and forth across the net." "He serves hard and we return as hard as nails." "That's the way it is." "He serves hard again." "A deadly serve." "And we have to pull our best shot out of the bag to return his serve." " You say you've something for me?" " Yes." "The third obstruction." "If you're ready to show me, I'm ready to watch." "Right then." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Hello, M. Rukov." "How are you?" "Are there any messages for 41 1?" "No, not at present, I am afraid." "Me, I am a woman One of the best" "One of the richest in love" "One of the most experienced." "Me, who is always loyal Me, who is always friendly" "Me, who is always sensitive Me, who is very much in love" "Me, who is very elegant I am one of the most beautiful women I have lots of affection for other people I have a lot of feeling I am a woman with great strength of spirit" "With the three films you've made not a mark has been left on you." "They may have hurt, but you're unmarked." "I want us to figure out how to make a film that leaves a mark on you." "But not if you don't want to, of course." "You may prefer to regard it like working with an actor." "Where you push me to extremes ..." "The greatest gift an actor can give you is to screw up." "I want the same kind of gift as I get from an actor   when he does a scene in a way he hates   but which is great for me because it came as if through the machine " " that the actor is in that situation,   and in which he has done the good stuff, too." "It's like chopping cabbage in the mincer   after making vanilla biscuits in order to clean it." " To clean it." " Yes." "The last crumbs would be forced out that nobody liked." "As a kind of sacrifice to this film   l'd like to achieve that feeling of a tortoise on its back." "Yes. "Tortoise." l'll write it down." "The trouble is you're so clever that whatever I say inspires you." " Yes." "I can't help it." " No, we can't avoid it." "But if you think about the technique you use ... lt's inclination." "I isolate places and things that I want to examine precisely." "That's my method." "I frame them precisely." "I wait for the right moment." "As you know, I believe strongly in waiting and observing." "What the hell do I do when I am at work?" "What is it that means everything?" "Because sometimes everything suddenly turns out to be crap." "Pure crap." "And when I ask why,   the answer is because of something I couldn't control." "It's of no interest if control is the only thing." "I believe blindly that if you arrange a sluice or a frame   something will happen that you can't control." "I love it when things get out of control." "I'm going to make a very, very, very simple rule for the next film." "I can't imagine it'll be anything but crap." "No." "And let's say it'll be all right if it is crap." "I'd be thrilled if it was crap." "But there is one single condition." "It's got to be a cartoon." "Yes." "The great advantage of doing it as a cartoon   is that you'll be faced with loads of decisions." "The aesthetics and all that." "It can only turn out to be crap." " I hate cartoons." " I hate cartoons, too." " I hate cartoons." " I hate cartoons." "I can't be bothered to invent the technology or learn about it." "Absolutely not." "Nor will I spend time at a stupid drawing board or whatever." "No damned way." "No." "Hi." "Things are going well." "I'm in the taxi." "It's pretty wild." "I've got to make a cartoon." "I've got to make a cartoon." "Yes." "Yes." "Yes, it's way out of line." "Yes, just out of his head came this idea of a cartoon." "I said "l hate cartoons." l've never seen one I liked." "And he said he felt exactly the same way; he doesn't like cartoons at all." "Not at all." "So, you know ..." "I could see the logic of it, damn it." "So ... you know ..." "We discussed it. I'm not allowed to use any clever artistic devices." "You know, like Picasso   or casual brush strokes." "It has to be a cartoon of the kind we don't like." "Yes, damn it, I am being serious." "We mustn't film anything new." "Let's turn that to our advantage." "OK, we mustn't use anything new." "We'll use some old stuff   but it mustn't look as if it's been recycled or repeated." "We'll use it actively." "We'll write a new text into it,   a new context, and breathe freshness into it." "It's not exactly what Lars von Trier has asked us to do." "On the contrary." "He might prefer not to have any freshness,   inspiration, ideas or poetry." "He'd like it to be sloppy or stupid." "It ought to be stupid." "But I can't do that." "I refuse to." "We must make something of it." "I think it's an interesting exercise, actually." "That's what I feel at the moment." "We're on our way to meet Bob Sabiston." "It'll be exciting." "We're all tense and excited." "He received Xamilla's film sequences a few days ago, " " I got them three days ago,   and you haven't seen them at all." "We know that we want him to suggest ways   of making a cartoon based on The Perfect Human." "Has he already got a few ideas?" "Has he anything to show us?" "It'll be exciting to meet him." "A man we contacted simply because of his reputation,   and with whom we have corresponded." "That's the solution we have come up with." "Do you think it will be crap this time?" "No, I don't think so." "I think we'll make something interesting." "Lars von Trier may well be very disappointed." "Or furious." "Or however he reacts." "Although we can't control it entirely and cartoons are boring,   we can't help becoming involved instinctively   and looking for a solution that nevertheless satisfies us." "So I'm afraid it won't be a load of crap." "Look ... the perfect human is moving in a room." "The perfect human can move in a room." "The room has no limits." "It is brilliantly lit." "It is an empty room." "Here there are no limits." "Here there is nothing." " Hi, Jorgen." " Hi, Lars." "I've phoned you because we're going to watch your little film." " Yes, we are." " Are you ready?" "I can't wait. lt's ready and I can't wait to show it to you." " You sound a little too happy." " I am very pleased with it." "But I await your judgement." "Shall we watch it?" "Yes. I'm ready to start." "I'm pressing PLAY now." "Me, too." "Disinclination." "Disinclination." "I am smoking a cigarette." "I am thinking about you." "I am thinking about your knee." "The feeling of holding you behind the knee." "I am smoking a cigarette." "Also today I experienced something   that I hope to understand in a few days." "Around my left hand a circle of blurred white flames was shining." "In the centre of my heart there was a tiny white point." "I don't know what it means." "We've finished, Jorgen." "Yes, so have I." "You are a tease, Jorgen." "But we'll get back to that." "I think it's a beautiful film." "It's amusing seeing him put his jacket on several times." "It's that MTV cartoon strip universe." "It's fine." "I had prepared myself for this situation, I must admit." "I feel obliged to bring things full circle." "I had hoped you would." "And I do so   because I've been the pedagogical motive force in all this, eh?" "The ultimate obstruction   will be that you do nothing at all   apart from being credited as the director   and you read a narration script written by me." "That's all you have to do." "I have to say that the material I need for the film has been shot." "It's the material we shot while doing these obstructions." "Hopefully we captured something human as we talked." "So that's the idea and I can't imagine you're objecting." "Not at all." "I think it's fantastic." "You can sink back into your Haiti depression with a clear conscience." " OK, Lars." " Give them all my regards." "And I'll eat the damned caviar." "Well, he was very pleased with it." "He admitted that it was a cartoon." "There was no reason   to make a big deal out of what we'd done." "Obviously not." "No point in my criticizing or praising my own work." "It would have been superfluous;" "he had no objections." "There are just a few areas in life on which I think I'm an expert." "One of them is Jorgen Leth." "I think I know considerably more about him   than he does." "So this entire project   has been a "Help Jorgen Leth" Project." "I have to narrate a script Lars von Trier had written for me." "As the fifth obstruction." "He is going to direct me." "It's fiction, really." "A letter to him from me   starting with the words "Dear, silly Lars."" "It'll be the voice over for some sequences   that Xamilla is collecting and assembling." "It's a very special way of doing it." "He doesn't want to see Xamilla's work   until we meet the day after tomorrow." "You look happier and happier ..." "But you'll be forcing me to speak quickly." "Oh, no. lt must come from within." "You're just like those actors, all nervous." "Don't be." "All your guilt I have taken upon me." "You are guiltless." "You are like a little child." "You don't have to do a thing." "Those are the conditions." "No rehearsing." "Jorgen gets the rush of Sartre and Hemmingway's historical wings   to waft away the discomfort and insecurity   because he hasn't the guts to take wing for himself." "You put the stress on "take wing" instead of "himself."" "You're doing everything you can to evade the text." "It's "take wing for himself. " That's the point." "You are really wriggling." "In my filmic upbringing,   what Jorgen calls the rules of the game have always been vital." "They are something he introduced to my universe." "They are limitations or self-flagellation, if you like." "I wanted to impose this flagellation on Jorgen." "I've told you many times "Make something that's crap."" " And I didn't ..." " So I hope this will be crap." " lt's very exciting." " The words are powerful." " lt's been written." " lt's finished." "With a few comments about the way the film will be edited." "Illustratively vis-à-vis the words." "That's important because it's something I don't see you doing." " Your rules tell you not to." " I don't do that, no." "It'll be fun using the visuals illustratively." "Shall we just watch it?" "Dear, silly Lars, you thought you could trip me up." "I hope you understand better now after more than a couple of days." "You say your obstructions had no underlying plan." "But you had a theory." "You thought, "This is Jorgen." "Just what is Jorgen?"" ""Jorgen is a wretch, just like me."" "He'd made the film you felt more akin to than any other,   "So I must be from the same family as Jorgen."" "Just as you wanted to be chastised, you would now chastise Jorgen." "It was a personal assault." "Don't pretend it wasn't." "You thought "Jorgen is trying to hide his true self   behind his provocative, perverse perfection."" ""He wants to conceal his angst   behind a personal fiction of rows of Armani suits on hangers,   protecting him through his months of depression on Haiti."" ""Jorgen gets the rush of Sartre and Hemmingway's historical wings   to wave away the discomfort and that damned insecurity   because he hasn't the guts to take wing for himself."" ""l see through him."" "It was arrogant, but I realize it was meant kindly." "You wanted to get into where the scream was,   and let it out." ""He is the most beautiful bird but just doesn't believe it."" ""l'll chase him till he takes wing."" "You ordered me around and issued prohibitions   to distract me, to penetrate my armor." ""We could distract Jorgen by getting him to make a film."" ""This is how the Perfect Human makes a film, watch him now ..."" ""Then he'd give himself away for sure ... or what if I provoke him?"" ""Film him with his guard up and we'll find all the gaps."" "But no matter how odd the clarinet sounded   you could not see behind my eyes." "No matter how close you got   you couldn't see beneath the skin of my hand   to the nerves and most delicate blood vessels." "Nothing was revealed and nothing helped." "I didn't come staggering out of the ruins to thank you, Lars." "Or did I?" "You've got me now." "You're forcing me to read your words." "So let's get it over with." "Dear Lars, thank you for your obstructions." "They've shown me what I really am, an abject, human human." "I try to fool the world because I don't want to be part of it." "My trick is cheap and I repeat it endlessly." "If I go on telling the viewer what I see,   like a prisoner of war repeating his name and number,   without adding anything ..." "emotions are far too dangerous,   the world and I will fall for it." "I call it art   but I am certain that I cannot do a thing." "I only do all this so I can put up with myself." "My films are bluff." "A hideaway, Lars." "Thank you for chastising me so lovingly." "Was that nice?" "Does it make any difference?" "Maybe you put words into other people's mouths   to get out of saying them yourself." "No, it makes no difference, and you know it." "Your theory didn't stand up, Lars." "Your pedagogical mission didn't get to grips." "My hand shook less, obstruction by obstruction." "I grew more sure of myself as we receded   from the person my first film was really about to anybody but you." "You say I didn't dare to find my way   into what I so dishonestly and skillfully conceal   and you imagine to be so valuable." "But it's no good." "The dishonest person was you, Lars." "You only saw what you wanted to see." "The skepticism you felt about yourself must go for me, too." "But you exposed yourself." "You wanted to make me human, but that's what I am." "You got me to play along but you let me get on the defensive." "As we all know, it's the attacker who really exposes himself." "The truth is, you got it wrong." "I obstructed you, no matter how much you wanted the opposite." "And you fell flat on your face." "How does the perfect human fall?" "This is how the perfect human falls."