"Does Océane know" "I had a brother?" "We prefer to wait." "I'm in debt to you." "Miloslaw." "Open her mouth." "Mrs. Fleurant didn't come." "This is the second time." "What am I missing?" "Béatrice, it's me." "Call me." "I wanted to warn you." "Béatrice cracks under pressure." "She's not reliable." " So you regret it?" " Yes." "I'm too old." " Béatrice..." " Sorry" "I wasted your time." "Hello." "I'm sorry you had to wait." "I had an emergency." "I know what it's like." "You're doing good?" "Not really, no." "You seem relaxed, though." "I had time to think about something else than my problems while you were out." "Really?" "Like what?" "My young colleague, who I told you about, has someone in his life." "I was right." "There was something fishy." "He only wanted to get closer to me because I have some authority and power." "He introduced her?" "No." "I saw her by accident." "She picked him up after work." "You deduced she was his girlfriend, his wife?" "Yes." "A beautiful girl." "Young." "Very pretty." "The kind of girl he needs." "Really?" "Did you talk it over with him?" "No..." "Not really, no." "I just told him I didn't want to... to..." "I didn't want to." "Why didn't you simply tell him about your suspicions?" "What would I say to him?" "I feel ridiculous enough." " Ridiculous?" " Yes." "Ridiculous." "I feel like a heartbroken teen, whose heartthrob is seeing someone else." "Are you heartbroken?" "Can we change the subject?" "Alright." "Have you talked to your father?" "That's not nice." "What are you scribbling?" "I'm rearranging the timetable." "It's not good." "You really don't want to work with Olivier-Luc." "That's not the problem." "It's just the way it turns out." "What?" "I don't always have to be his supervisor." " What does he think about it?" " He doesn't know yet." "Does Dr. Rioux know?" "Give me some time." "I'll talk to her." "Good luck." "It's none of my business, but talk to your father." "This whole thing isn't right." "You're right." "It's none of your business." "He's worried." "What does he want to tell me?" "I don't know." "I know." "He wants to talk about my not going to the reception." "He expected to see you there." "It's natural." "He read your speech." "Listen to me." "What Christophe wants to tell me, I've heard it all my life." "So excuse me for not wanting to hear it once again." "I'm sorry." "What about Jean's death?" " Have you talked to Christophe?" " Not yet." "It's not the right time." "You and I will make a deal." "Tell him to talk to Océane about Jean." "I will answer his calls and settle this business." "I'm not against you, Béatrice." "Me neither." "OK?" "Thanks, Oli." " You have everything?" " Yes." "Do you want to come?" "It's from 5 to 7." "I work until after 7." "Come on!" "It's my first concert." "We only have 6 songs." "I'm busy, Caro." "OK, it's up to you." "You know where to find me." "OK." "Invoice" "Overdue rent notice" "My dear Are you free?" "Call my dear." "Thank you." " Hello?" " Hi, what's up?" " What do you want?" " Are you busy?" "I was reading a document and I have to go back to work in 5 minutes." "I can call later." "Gin, you're the only one who calls me." "What do you want?" "Well..." "It's about the project I told you about." "Meditation and massage for elderly people." "Your "Gin-Energy" thing." "OK, I get it." "I'm sorry, I'm kidding." "It's a great project, but the name sounds too New Age." " But, you know, do what you want." " I don't know..." "It's complicated." " Are you OK?" " Sure." "You sound weird." "I don't want to bother you." "I'll talk to you later." "OK." " Bye, my dear." " Bye." "What's this?" "Jean-Gilbert corrects the mistakes." "This isn't school." "It kind of is, Anju." ""What is well conceived is clearly said," ""and the words to say it flow with ease"." "OK, but the files are illegible now." "Erase and correct." "It's simple." "Aren't you overreacting?" "It's for their own good." "Mr. Larose." "It's "would have been", not "would of been"." "Are you the language police?" "He wants to be a doctor and can't even write properly." "Are you going to see me now?" "Yes, Mr. Dostie." "Right away." "Véro." "Hello." "This is Ginette." "Am I bothering you?" "Listen, I'm going to need a little help after all." "What's the lab number?" "48-12." "Thank you, Dr. Clément." "Do you have a minute?" " Yes." " I'd like to speak to you." "Well..." "Here I am." "Otherwise, you'll have to wait." "OK." "I'll see you later." "Why is it so hard for you to talk to your young colleague?" "Stop." "He's not that young." "Alright." "I didn't go after him." "He started this little game." "Little game?" "What?" "No, nothing." "You had lost all hope in love before you met him?" "I just didn't think about it." "That was the case for 8 years?" "Oh, boy!" "You don't forget anything." "Not that kind of declaration." "You never really told me about your last relationship." "My last relationship was just like the previous ones:" "a big mistake." "What do you mean?" "The men who court me don't see the real Béatrice." "Who do they see?" "The strong woman, the doctor." "The one who helps people." "Isn't that you?" "You of all people should know I'm not just that." "OK." "Why don't they see the real Béatrice?" "Because she's hidden." " Why don't you let her out?" " She's not fit to be seen." "Who would want to love that?" "So?" "So, after a couple of dates, when I realize it won't work," "I end the relationship." "And?" "And I just stand there, with a heart that started beating" "but has no reason to anymore." "Once I realized that, I stopped responding to men's advances." "Until recently." "Yes." "But... that doesn't change anything." "It's a waste of heart beats." "If I remember correctly, your colleague saw the other Béatrice." "That didn't discourage him." "I can't help making a connection between your childhood and your present." "I'm not going to like this, but go ahead." "You attach importance to your colleague's age and, at the same time, you feel the relationship between the two of you has no future." "It makes me think of your brother." "What?" "You loved your brother." "He played a dangerous game and he kind of abandoned you when he died." "One thing is certain:" "that relationship had no future." "No." "No, no, no!" "Why does it upset you so much?" "Because you bring my brother up." "I thought I was pathetic, but now I'm starting to think you're the one who's pathetic." "What happened with your brother set a pattern that you follow unconsciously." "A pattern?" "OK..." "You think that if you get carried away by a feeling of love, something will happen that'll ruin everything." "That's what happens usually." "And I can't waste my time playing games with an intern who will leave in six months." "He's going to leave?" "To go where?" "He will continue his training at a different hospital." "So it's not worth getting emotionally involved." "Something like that." "You said he made you feel good." "What are you afraid of?" "What you call fear, I call lucidity." "Alright." "However, there's one thing you'll have to take care of." " What?" " Your heart beats." "What will you do about that?" "Constipation?" "Yes." "Flatulence?" "Bloating?" "Nausea?" " Vomiting?" " It hurts." "38.5." "We're going to do a scan, but I think it's appendicitis." "You're going to need surgery." "Can't you just give me something for the pain?" "I have to go home." "My wife is sick." "She can't stay alone." "I'll put your bag here." "I can't let you leave." "Can't you call someone?" "A neighbor?" "A relative?" "She needs me." "If you end up with a peritonitis, you won't be able to take care of her." "Am I going to die?" "Of course not." "Now calm down if you want us to heal you." "Dr. Clément is on her way." "Don't worry." "You'll be just fine." "Dr. Clément's the best." "I'll be right back." "I'll pay you back." "I just need some time." "I have to pay the rent, but I've lost so many clients." "It's OK, Ginette." "Take your time." " Here." " Thank you." "Just one thing." "Yes?" "I'd like you to keep an eye on Béatrice." " Meaning?" " Take care of her." "She's been all over the place lately." "I don't understand." "She runs away, she's back with her ex." " She's not..." " Anyway!" "She ignores me." "I believe she needs someone to take care of her." "She doesn't need that." "She's not 9." "I know, Ginette." "Is that a condition for your loan?" "What?" "No!" "Of course not." "Not at all." "I'm worried, that's all." "And you're her aunt." "She loves you." "I love her very much, too." "Thank you." "Mr. Dostie's ultrasound revealed an appendicitis." "As an extern, you're not supposed to make a diagnosis." "Oh, I'm sorry." "It's just that it was so obvious." "Be careful how you speak to them, too." "Put yourself in their shoes." "Jean-Gilbert told you that?" "The patient was anxious after your visit." "He didn't seem to understand it could get worse." "Yes, but Mr. Dostie has a problem." "He's in charge of his disabled wife." "What can you do to help him with that problem?" "I don't know." "I'm not a social worker." "Really?" "Oh..." "You think..." "Yes." "Come on, hurry up." "OK, thank you." "Where can I find a social worker?" "Lose the attitude and ask me to page her." "Can you page her, please?" "Anju." "Have you seen my patient?" "No." "Is this a joke?" "Lucie!" " Did you move my patient?" " No." "I haven't seen him." "Oh, shit." "Don't tell me he left." "He must be here somewhere." "Sure you didn't see him?" "Grey hair, in his sixties." " No." " Can you help me find him?" "Look at the back." "I'll check the bathroom." "I can't find him." "What happened?" "I don't know." "Maybe he's in the triage room." "It can't be true..." "Véro." "Véro, he's here!" "Mr. Dostie, are you alright?" "Are you OK?" "What happened?" "I was..." "I was feeling sick." "I fell." "Let's get you a bed." "I didn't want to worry you." "Everything's going to be OK." "Take him to bed number 7." "I can't have surgery." "My wife has fallen off her wheelchair before." "I was at the grocer's." "We'll find a solution for your wife." "Easy..." "It's going to be fine." "OK?" "Your belongings are here." "We're going to help you." "Breathe, breathe." "For a disabled lady." " Yes." " Véro!" "That would be perfect." "Alright, I'll call you back with the details." " Well..." " Any news?" "They'll take care of the lady." "Can I see his file, please?" "He's having surgery today." "It will have to wait a couple of days." " Is that a joke?" " No." "Unbelievable." "He has an appendicitis." "He's going to blow up." "Maybe a volunteer can help us?" "It's not their job." "It's not in their labor agreement?" "You should've told me it was urgent." "I'll call the CSSS." "They have volunteers." "Tell them I need one for yesterday." "Anything else, miss?" "Umm... no." "I'm sorry, I'm a little bit nervous." "Dr. Laveaux, a patient needs stitches." "Come see me, afterwards." "Yes, Dr. Clément." "Am I missing something?" "No." "Anju, go fill in the form with the patient in bed 6." "As for you, Véronique, Mr. Dostie is in the operating room." "His wife's with a volunteer." "Everything's OK." "Great." "Thank you." "Just one more thing: good job." "What's happened to the timetable?" "Béatrice made some changes." "She has issues with her intern." "Issues?" "What kind of issues?" "Right." "I'll talk to her." "What's this?" "That's Jean-Gilbert's obsession." "He corrects everybody's faults." "Even Béatrice's." "He harasses absolutely everybody." "Must look good in the baby doctors' files." "But no one makes the corrections." "So it stays all studded." "Not for long." "Tell Jean-Gilbert to make them do the corrections right now." "I want perfectly legible files on my desk tonight." "Alright." "Yes, hello?" "Does "across" have two Cs?" "No." "Yes." "OK." "Yes?" " You wanted to see me?" " Didn't you want to see me?" "Yes." "I would like you to reconsider your decision." "You took a risk going out with me instead of..." "Don't make it more difficult than it already is." "I don't understand." "You look upset and I don't even know why." "It's just that I don't play those games." " "Those games"?" " Yes." "What games?" "Seduction, maneuvers to stay in the teacher's good graces." "Many supervisors do that in hospitals and other places, but I don't." "You think I'm using you?" "OK." "I understand." "I'll leave you alone and try to forget what I just heard." "I'd like to know what made you change your mind, though." "I told you I wasn't available." "And you're not available either." "I'm not available?" "Excuse me." "Am I interrupting?" "No." "I was settling something with Dr. Laveaux, but I'm done now." "Yes." " All right, Béa?" " Yes." "It's just that..." "Looking for something to do so you don't have to speak to me?" "Yes." "Something like that." "Béa." "The timetable is perfect as it is." "Alright?" "OK." "Dr. Clément." " Dr. Jodoin." " Dr. Rioux." " Hi." " Hi." "All right?" "Yes." "I don't want you to get angry." "Why would I?" "Because of what I have to tell you." "Go ahead." "I had a conversation with Béatrice regarding..." "Jean." "She would like Océane to know." "What business is it of hers?" "Béatrice is your daughter and Océane's sister." "Raising my daughter is none of her business." "She doesn't even answer my calls." "Honey, can we talk about it calmly?" "What happened was awful." "You have no idea." "I don't want to traumatize Océane." "She's only 9." "I understand, but we can go slowly." "Océane is my daughter, too." "I don't want to lie to her." "She will find out, eventually." "Just tell me that secret won't last forever." "That secret is none of your business, either." "What are you scared of?" "Listen, I'm in a rush." "I have a patient at 4." "After my brother's accident, my father decided no one would talk about it." "Everything concerning Jean, the circumstances of his death" "and how it affected me had to be silenced" "so as not to hurt my mom." "And you had to suffer from peritonitis to get yourself heard." "Yes." "Like Véro's patient." "He was asking for help." "Sorry?" "Oh, nothing." "I was thinking about one of our patients." "I just realized something about him." "Oh, boy!" "If I bring my work into your office, it'll become crowded." "Why does your father's silence hurt you even to this day?" "Because... it's as if he has erased everything that happened." "When I see him with Isabelle and Océane," "I feel that is his life, as if... he didn't have one before." "I feel..." "I'm not part of that life." "He's moved on to something else." "He replaced my mother." "He replaced Jean, too." "And you were left an orphan of brother." "Yes." "Yes." "And if I stop thinking about him," "he will be erased forever." "I can't let that happen." "I don't want him to disappear." "Accepting that someone is gone for good is called "mourning", Béatrice." "Why are you unable to let go?" "So?" "What did Jodoin want?" "He wanted to talk about Miloslaw and you." "He doesn't give up." "What a leech." "I asked Miloslaw to help me once, it was a very specific case." "Béa, do you think I'm worried about what Jodoin might say?" "On the other hand..." "What?" "Your father came to see me." "He wanted to talk about your designation as ER director." "He believes the job is too demanding for you." "Anything else?" "He thinks you can't handle the pressure and you're not reliable." ""Not reliable"..." "What do you think about that?" "I think that issues like the one with Jodoin and Miloslaw are part of daily ER pressures." "You'll have to learn how to handle that." "Build yourself an armor, because it's inevitable." "However, regarding Christophe," "I don't know what to say." "He didn't look good." "I don't know what's going on between you two, but it's not doing you any good." "I'm going to follow your advice." "I'll build myself an armor." "Why were you so hurt by what your father said?" "I don't know." "Your own father tells your boss you're not reliable!" "And I shouldn't be upset about it?" "I've heard that nonsense long enough." "When I couldn't control my mother, when I couldn't make Jean do his homework." "Until he died and even afterwards, I wasn't "reliable"." "I didn't want to upset you." "My father is like an octopus." "He spreads his tentacles everywhere in my life." "He's always been like that." "Now I understand why you're so prone to..." " To what?" "To think nothing's going to work, that it's not worth trying." "It's my reality." "I'm not particularly successful in my personal life." "Apart from my job, nothing really works out." "Alright." "We'll have to stop now." "Can I ask you to do an exercise?" " Again?" " Only if you want to." "Go ahead." "Search your memory and try to remember any occasion when a relationship did turn out as you expected." "Oh, boy!" "It could take weeks, even months." "There must be some." "You don't recognize them yet." "OK." "What should I do with them, if I ever find them?" "Try to keep it in mind." "Make a list, if you want." "If you have any doubts, read it." "What am I going to win?" "Maybe some confidence." "Or pleasure." "Why don't you salute me?" "Relax." "I just want to talk to Véronique." "Me?" "Do you know if Mr. Dostie is still at the hospital?" "The appendicitis case?" "I think he is, yes." "Why?" "He's going to need help on a regular basis." "I think he's at the end of his tether." "Can you settle that with the social worker?" "OK, yes." "Can we do that, though?" "When you realize someone needs help, you must do something." "Yes." "OK." "Thank you, Dr. Clément." "You're welcome." "Béatrice?" "Isn't this your day off?" "It is." "I just came to tell Véronique something." "How are you?" "I'm good." "What about you?" "I'm fine." "Just a bit tired." "See you tomorrow." "See you, Béa." "There's something I wanted to tell you." "She's not his girlfriend." "What?" "The young lady you saw with Dr. Laveaux, it's not what you think." "What do you mean?" "Béatrice, I saw you." "I know you." "She's not his girlfriend?" "I asked him." "You know, a man to man thing." "And?" "He started laughing and said:" ""Caroline is my roommate"." "His roommate?" "Oh, OK..." "I don't care, anyway." "Has something happened to Madeleine?" " Why are you here?" " Everything's OK, Mr. Dostie." "I wanted..." "I wanted to apologize." "I wasn't nice to you when you got here." "I understand." "You're busy." "I wouldn't do your job." "I didn't even finish high-school." "You have a big heart anyway." "You were worried about your wife and I..." "I was thinking about myself." "Don't worry about that." "I also wanted to tell you that the volunteers who are taking care of your wife" "offer a "time-off service", as they call it." "They could pop in several times a week." "You could take a break." "Really?" "But I have no money." "It's free of charge." "It's a social service." "It can be tough sometimes." "Very tough." "Hello?" "Yes." "What did you...?" "No, no." "Calm down." "I'm on my way." "Yes, yes." "It's alright." "Don't worry." "This is Béatrice Clément." "Leave a message." "Alco-Anon can help you" "Something clicks into place." "My doctor told me something." "He said: "Even if you make mistakes with your child," ""even the worst mistakes," ""you'll never be the cause of his problems." ""Get that idea out of your head, then you'll be able to help him"." "No, no, no..." "I don't have an education." "That's true." "But I'm not for sale." "I'm poor, but I'm not for sale." " What are you talking about?" " Forget it." "I know what I mean." "You're right." "I might have drunk too much." "I don't know." "Emptying a whole bottle of wine is not a great idea." "I also had a beer." "I'm sorry, it was a stupid thing to do." "Don't worry." "You need to pull yourself together." "What do you want?" "Coffee?" "Eggs?" "Toast?" "You're making me breakfast?" "I don't know." "That's all I can cook." "You really suck!" "Go ahead, make fun of me if it makes you feel better." "Come on..." "What's the matter?" "I was determined not to cry, but the thing is..." "I feel so bad." "Why don't my projects ever work out?" "I'm not the right person to ask." "I really am not." "Wait." "It's my pager." "It's the hospital." "What's going on?" "Damn!" "I lost my cell." "Pass me yours." "It's right here." "Take it." "Dr. Clément." "What?" "Go straight down the hall." "Then turn left after the counter." " Thank you, Dr..." " Laveaux." "Laveaux?" "You're Dr. Laveaux?" "Yes." "Why?" "No reason." "It's just that..." "Subtitles:" "Eclair Media"