"The heat shut off too early again." "The bed was a little clammy." "Hans had goose bumps." "This time I watched the chandelier." "I still don't know why... but it always works out" "better." "This morning was routine." "The man from across the street was early today." "So he took more time looking my way." "I'd really love to know... what his name is." "I can't stand Tuesdays." "Coming home late today?" "Of course - it's Tuesday." " You'll keep dinner warm?" " Of course." "He'll be in his usual bad mood when he returns." "Maria!" "Maria!" "Where have you been?" "I need to get up." "It's about time I wash your pajamas, dad." "I'll decide when to change them." "Fine." "Finished!" "Tomorrow, tomorrow." "I'm staying in bed today." "You need some movement, dad." " Your back..." " I said I'm staying in bed!" "Here." "...Japanese and American amusement parks already have computer animated adventures, also known as "rides. "" "Paying visitors experience these risks in the flesh, strapped into moving seats." "What's going on here?" "No breakfast today?" "It was nice outside today." "The air is cool." "The crowds didn't bother me." "I'm trying to hear my heart beat... but my steps are so loud." "$19.76" "$780" "Can you at least get out of bed for half an hour?" "You're not supposed to stay in bed all the time." "You know, your muscles... your skin needs to breathe." "Come on, I'll move the chair to the window and make you some tea." "At least let me turn you over." "Well, now I can finally wash your pajamas." "You think that's funny?" "No.." "You think that's funny?" " No." " Why not?" "It's really very funny." "You're hurting me!" "It's not funny, it's not funny!" "Schmidt." "I..." "I'm sorry, my name is Dieter Polman." "Please, what is your name?" "What?" "I mean, I'm calling because.. are you the lady from the third floor?" "Yes." "That's Schmidt, yes..." "Schmidt." "I mean, that's not- not your full name is it?" "My full name?" "Your first name.. your first name is what I need." " With whom am I speaking please?" " Oh." "I'm sorry" " Dieter Polman." "First floor of the rear house." "I... we always see each other." "I mean, earlier at the window..." "I'm calling because - you've also got a problem." "That is, with the heating system." "Maria." "Pardon?" "Maria." "My first name." "Maria..." " You were about to say something." " What?" "You were just about to say something." "The heating system." "The heating system?" "The heating system has been defective for over a year." "I thought I would file a complaint with the management." "So I wanted to ask all the tenants of the house to kindly sign it." "Hello?" "Are you still there?" "Yes." "You know... back here in the rear house things are even more uncomfortable." "With.." "I mean with the cold." "Naturally." "So I thought, that is if you don't mind..." " I thought I'd drop by quickly and..." " No." "That's not possible." " No?" " No." "I'll come over." "Oh, sure." "Of course, be glad to, thank you." "I mean, that'd be great." "When?" "What?" "When?" "Tomorrow." "Tomorrow, before noon." "Ok." "Ok, I don't..." "I'm not working tomorrow anyway." "Perfect." "So I guess I'll see you tomorrow." "Cognac?" "I need money." "What?" "You heard me" " I need money." "I know you've been stashing some away on the side." " I need it" " Me?" "Stop pretending, where is it?" "You lost everything at poker again." "That's none of your business." "How much have you got?" " I don't have any money." " You're lying." "I know that you always keep the change when you go shopping." "I reviewed the receipts." "That's not true" " I always give it back to you." "Stop lying to me." "Where is it?" "I don't have any money." "Honest." "Maria..." "Maria..." "Maria!" "Got to go." "What is it?" "I'm freezing!" "You've forgotten something." "What?" "Oh, yes." "You didn't eat anything." "Too tough." "Sorry." "Can I bring you something else?" "Forget it." "Goodnight." "He didn't find it." "I knew it was a good hiding place." "I hate it when he touches my things." "Bye." "I'll go to him in a little bit..." "I don't even know what to wear." "Wait." "Please, Wait." "I'm here." "I wanted to..." "I didn't know..." "Wouldn't you like to come inside?" "Please." "Please, this way." "Thank you." "Coffee?" " So quiet." " Sorry?" "It's nice and quiet here." "I'm sorry." "I, I don't have many visitors." "I mean..." "I usually have so much to do, I don't get a chance to." " I mean to meet friends and, and.." " I meant your apartment." "I see." "You're on the garden side." "We've got the street out front." "Yes." "You read much?" "Yes." "No, actually I don't." "I collect everything that's been published then archive it in a book." "You're writing a book?" "No... it's a lexicon... reference book." "I list the names of anyone that ever published anything, and what they wrote." "Wait a minute." "You see?" "Here's the name- and this is what they wrote." "You wrote all this?" "I don't actually write anything." "I just make the lists." "And you do this... all alone?" "Must take ages." "21 years." "Sadly, I've only reached "P"" "I can barely manage 3 letters every 4 years." "When I hit "W" I'll start collecting my pension." "Besides, I'm in the office during the day." "Cookie?" " No thanks." " They're really good, my mother baked them." "Your mother." "She mails them to me twice a year." "And your mother?" "I mean..." "Does she live in town?" "My mother?" " I'm sorry, I didn't want to..." " My mother died." " Oh, that's..." " When I came into the world." "You mean when you were born?" "That's... terrible..." "I mean." "Terrible." "That must be difficult to deal with." "What?" "That..." "That you can't do anything about it." "What do you mean?" "You see..." "How should I say it, without any fault of your own." "Guilt..." "Guilt over what?" "No" " I just mean..." "I'm sorry, it's none of my business." "Forget it." "You know, I've been watching you from down here." "Afternoons you sit at the window and smoke a cigarette." "I'm sorry, but I need to leave now." "No, wait." "Wait" " I didn't want to..." "Please excuse me, goodbye." "But" " I didn't want to..." "I felt so hot all of a sudden." "Why was I afraid?" "Maria?" "Maria!" "Alright, everything's ok!" "I've got her back!" "Your wife..." "We lost her." "I'm very sorry." "But the child is alive." "Help me." "Maria?" "Maria!" "What was that noise?" "Maria?" "It's ok" " I just dropped something." "Dear Fomimo," "Lydia went away today and left you behind." "I won't be able to talk to her anymore, so I'll write to you instead." "I'll write everything down- now you're the only friend I've got." "I have to go to bed now." "Good night Fomimo." "Yours, Maria." "I couldn't sleep tonight." "Then I heard noises coming from dad's room." "I thought maybe he was sick." "He just had a bad night's sleep, I think." "Damnit!" "What is this?" "What is this?" "The soap." "What did I tell you?" "What did I tell you?" "A house without soap is..." "Is the house of poor people." "We have company tonight." "Should I offer them this pitiful piece of soap?" " I'll go buy some." " Sunday." "It is Sunday." "Do I have to constantly repeat myself?" "You're staying in your room today." "Can I please listen to my radio program?" "Would you rather be locked in the closet?" "I couldn't fall asleep." "I thought about school." "This is the man's letter to Cortés." "Dated October 30, 1520..." "Today Mrs. Dagath scolded me because I was focused on the rise and fall of my breath." "Maria!" "Wake up, child." "Would you be kind enough to answer my question!" "Sorry, I didn't hear the question." "Today a letter arrived from Mrs. Dagath." "I'm not sure what it said, but dad was angry." "I never want to see a letter like that again." "Oh, Maria..." "Please turn on the radio." ".. because I'm unemployed." "But are you still a musician?" "Yes, I am still a musician." "That is, I may not be..." "If I once was, I can't be." "To be... or not to be... that is the question." "Cutlet." "Hamlet." "Ham Cutlet." "Hello?" "Maria!" "Maria!" "Who was that?" "Nobody." "What?" "Nobody!" "Your turn, yup." " Oh boy..." " Two!" "Two, you sure?" "You boys would like to know wouldn't you?" "I've had enough." "I'm out." "Sure, ok." "Fine." "That's it." "Show your cards." "Fomimo..." "I'm so afraid." "I've got a horrible illness." "What's the matter girl?" "We're hungry." "I'll be right there!" "Hey!" "Hey Maria, come here." "Come on, sit with us for a while." "What's the matter?" "Why are you so shy today?" "Darling." "Precious." "The whole time I was thinking..." "Dear God, please don't let them notice." "This "Heinz" just stared at me the whole time." "It lasted an eternity." "I almost died." "Strange..." "I had a dream last week that I would die." "It wasn't so bad." "I just... fell." "Really far." "For a long time." "At first I was dizzy." "But then... it turned into a pleasant sensation." "Where do you go when you die?" "What?" "When you die." "How should I know?" "To paradise." "I would hope so for your mother's sake." "In paradise?" "What do you do in paradise?" "No more work, that's for sure." "But you're already in paradise." "No more school, no worries." "I'd like to be in your shoes." "What do I do now, without school?" "First learn to take care of the household." "Later you can work at home for the company." "The questions you ask." "Remember the electric bill and take out the garbage." "Fomimo" "I don't know where to start..." "This boy came to the door... an old classmate." "Hello?" "Yes, Hi." "I need to drop something off." "Oh it's you." "Here's the invitation for our graduation party." "Do I know you?" "We had some class together." "Just take it." "Juergen." "You work for the post office now?" "Nah, stupid Dagath unloaded this crap on me." "A constructive farewell to the class." "Are you alone?" "My dad will be back from work soon." "Got anything to drink?" "I'm dying here." "Don't talk much, do you?" "I never heard you say a word in class." "Got a boyfriend?" "Would have surpised me." "You've probably never kissed anyone." "Am I right?" "Kissing is an art form." "Would you like to be an artist?" "You need to open your mouth... and close your eyes." "You nutcase." "Asshole." "You want to keep her!" "You want to keep your daughter all to yourself!" "Dad?" "Dad?" "Ms. Jacobs?" "Ms. Jacobs." "Your father had a stroke." "Do you know what that means?" "He'll pull through it." "I'm not sure how much damage was done." "It was a bad stroke." "I'm fairly certain he'll be partially, possibly even completely paralyzed." "And up... there you go, you see, it'll work fine." "Be glad you still have your left arm... and your daughter is taking care of you." "Well then, all the best Mr. Jacobs." "Don't worry." "You'll manage." "Bye." "Maria." "I need to use the toilet." "This thing has a brake!" "Hurry it up." "Come on, hurry up!" "That goat explained it to you earlier!" "I'll let you know when I'm finished." "Get out of here!" "How am I supposed to shit... with my idiot daughter hanging around." "Is that ok?" "No..." "I.." "I won't be looked down on." "Don't think for a minute that I forgive you." "I didn't forget." "Forget what?" "Forget what." "Don't play the innocent one." "That's right... just run away." "Just run away!" "Maria." "Maria!" "Maria!" "Heinz showed up again this evening." "But something was different." "Hello." "You look nice." "Your clock is fast." "By exactly..." "Two and a half minutes." "I thought... something isn't right." "So, how's he doing?" "And don't forget, Heinz" "I own this apartment." "It's paid off." "You'll be tucked into a cosy bed, as they say." "Not to worry." "Maria." "Heinz... wants to make us an offer." "Do you want- me to be happy again?" "Yes." "He would like to ask you- to become his wife." "His wife?" "What's going on here?" "I said, what's going on here?" "Where is my dinner?" "Where is my money?" "Your money?" "I must be hearing things." "I'd like to have my dinner now." "What's going on with your father?" "What would be going on?" "Why is the door closed?" "The draft was bothering him." "I'm going right up." "Hurry up, I'm hungry." "Dad?" "Leave." "Get out of here." "Where did all this paper crap come from?" "They're my old things." "I'll clean them up." "Maybe we should go on another trip?" "To the beach or something?" "Hello." " I wanted to..." " One moment." "One moment." "Just a second." "Hi." "Good morning." "Would you like to come in?" " I'm not bothering you?" " Not at all." "Really, no- not at all." "I just wanted to apologize about yesterday." "I see." "But there's nothing to apologize for." "I mean, no big deal." "I was just worried because you..." "Drink coffee?" "I mean, with me... now?" "No photograph today?" "Did you like it?" " You know..." " Tasty?" "Pardon?" "The cookies..." "Oh, yes." "Yummy." "Sorry." "What?" "You wanted to say something, I interrupted." "I wanted to say that I've remembered it." "What?" "All those things about my mother." "Things?" "Yes." "You asked me yesterday about my mother." "And then I realized I hadn't thought about it in a long time." "Not just about my mother about everything." ".. my mother." "I just stopped thinking about it." "...the situation at home." "... about my mother." "No one knows about it." "...I just stopped thinking about it." "... you sit here all alone with your books." ".. but it's totally different with you." "... what do you do mornings after you leave?" "...now I know what I need to do." "... and that's why you ask me these questions and act oddly." "So now I know what you do." "I don't write..." "I..." "I don't compose anything..." "I don't create anything..." "I'm a collector." "I understand." "I am too." "Is that right?" "What do you collect?" "Nothing special..." "Insects, for example." "Butterflies?" "Insects." "Ordinary ones." "Want to see what I collect?" "Lists." "Your lists are wonderful." "You don't think it's... boring?" "I mean..." "Just the opposite" "I'm impressed that you make all these lists." "I wouldn't know how" "I wouldn't even know why." "You do it so... purposefully." "What about you?" "What?" "I mean, what do you do?" "I don't know." "Nothing really." "I'm a... housewife." "And your husband?" "What?" "I mean, where is he now?" "I don't know." "Gone." "I have to go." "I have to go." "Do have any idea what time it is?" "What's going on here?" "Where have you been?" "Go on, speak up." " I was in the rear house, because of the heating system." " Because of the heating system?" "They want to file a complaint." "I had to sign it." "At this hour?" "Where did that dress come from?" "You gave it to me." "Put away the bread, I already ate." "Give it to your father." "Things better be in order the next time I come home." "I don't know what's wrong with you, but I know I don't like it." "Hello?" "Oh." "Good afternoon." "No, he's not here." "I don't know." "Yes, that could be." "Sorry." "Goodbye." "Hi." "Come on in." "Would you like some coffee?" "Please shut the door." "The draft..." "Anybody home?" "I mean... are you alone?" "Lets go into the living room." "Have a seat." "I called... several times." " I didn't know if..." " I went to bed early last night." "I had a dream." "About you." "Really?" "Tell me." "About your face..." "About our kiss..." "Want to see my insects?" "What?" "My collection..." "Oh." "Yes, I'd like to." "I've been collecting them for a long time, but just the ones I've caught myself." "I've arranged them by species and then by size." "Silly, isn't it?" "You think it's silly." "No." "No." "I mean..." "You have..." "You have a lot of them around here." "You're right..." "That's new." "The coffee." "Subs by zendenker @ SMZ."