"Yan!" "We're here." "Get off" "This way" "Chi-an." "He's here." "You're Cheung Wai-Ming, right?" "Welcome to New Life Center" "Everyone who passes through these doors is a new being in Christ" "Really" "I am Chi-an." "I'm in charge here" "I hope you will take this chance to rehabilitate" "Let me take care of some paperwork first" "Keung, take the new brother in to get changed" "Follow me" "Change into this" "Come on" "Your underwear too" "Don't we need to have rectal examination?" "We're Christians, we don't do that" "Put on this disposable underwear" "What's your name?" "Ming" "I'm Keung." "I'll be taking care of you." "If there's anything you don't understand or if you need anything let me know" "Okay" " Are you hungry?" " No" "It's a long time to go before dinner." "You'd better eat something." "Come, I'll make you some instant noodles This is new boy privilege" "Thank you" "How about you?" "I'm not hungry" "What are you in for?" "What do you mean?" "What did you do to get in here?" "Drugs, of course." "What did you expect?" "That I got in here for speeding?" "Be careful with my hair." "You know how to cut hair?" "Not really" "You were a hairdresser before?" "I learnt it in jail" "We have to say grace first" "Thank you Jesus for this wonderful food" "And for giving us the chance to live together and share in your salvation" "Amen" "This tastes worse than my wife's cooking" "Did you forget the salt?" "Why don't you do the cooking tomorrow?" "You're Ming, right?" "Are you settling down okay?" "Okay" "What did you do before?" "I was in sales" "Can I help you?" "I want to try this on" " What waist size are you?" " 31 inches" "What do you think?" " I'll take it." "I want to alter the length." " Sure" "41 inches" "Keep this receipt with you" ""I get off at 7pm"" "What's your name?" "Call me Yan" "Your family isn't home?" "My mom's playing mah-jong" "Fai, can you share with us?" "When I got out last time I was determined to quit" "But when I saw my friends again I couldn't resist and went back to drugs" "The most difficult thing to resist is not the physical craving but the mental one" "I take it because I feel bored" "Now that you know Jesus you have him for company whenever you feel lonely" "How about you, Ming Why did you choose drugs?" "I don't know" "Have you thought about how you can stay off drugs in the future?" "Not really" "Then I suggest you give this serious thought in the next few months" "Let's pray for Jesus to give us strength to resist drugs' temptation" "We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ" "What are you following me for?" "I'm just going to pee" "Our rules says new boys have to be supervised 24 hours a day" "Why, you're afraid I'm going to run away?" "We're in the middle of nowhere, where can you go?" "A lot of brothers come to get off heroin when they withdraw they're capable of anything so they need someone to look after them." "I don't suffer withdrawals" "I know, Chi-an said you're into Ecstacy and ketamine" "That's right" "That's no big deal" "I know." "So why are you still following me?" "I told you, it's the rules" "I won't look at you, ok?" "Keung, what does it feel like to be on heroin?" "Wonderful." "You're floating on a cloud, nothing touches you" "Sounds great" "But then you come back down with a crash" "Can't sleep?" "Let me pray for you" "No need, really" "Just close your eyes Leave me alone" "I want to try this on" "I thought I'd never see you again" "I'm sorry about what happened to your mom..." "It's in the past, don't mention it again" "I've moved to a new apartment" "I have a roommate now He's also gay" "So when are you gonna invite me to your new home?" " Leaving already?" " Yes" "Why don't you stay the night?" "No, I have to check on my dad" "Quite a crowd" "They're all Cyrus' friends" "This is your friend?" "I know, you're Yan." "I'm Ming's roommate" "My name is Cyrus" "I should be leaving now" "So soon?" "Why don't you stay and party with us?" " Maybe next time" " Let me see you out" "I want to introduce you to a friend" " This is Wilfred" " Sit down" " How old are you?" " 22" " Was that your boyfriend?" " Kind of" " You're quite good looking" " Of course he is" "I'll go and get a drink" " Haven't seen him before" " Yes, he just moved in" "Kinda cute, isn't he?" "Remember me?" "I'm Wilfred" " What a coincidence" " Actually Cyrus told me you work here" "I came especially to see you" " What time do you get off work?" " About now" "Let's go to dinner together" "I almost forgot, I got this for you this afternoon" "Don't be nervous." "No strings attached" "You're shy, you're not a virgin, are you?" "Of course not" "Guess what?" "I was a virgin till I was 27" "Look at me now, I'm old and flabby" "I have no future as a gay man" "But I have one thing:" "Money" "Don't get me wrong, I not the sort who thinks money can buy everything" "I know it only buys very little but I'm satisfied with that little bit" "Open it" "What are you thinking?" "This is the first time I've slept with someone for money" "What does it feel like?" "Not much different than normal" "You're a nice person." "I would have done it for free" "Really?" "You're so sweet" "Why are you guys so lifeless?" "We've been working all day, that's why" "No problem let's pray for God to energize us" "We only just prayed this morning" "Let's pray in tongues" "I'm warning you" "Don't mess with Chi-an" "I'm not afraid of him" "He's one to bear grudges" "I'm not exactly the easy going type either" "Somebody might see us" "That hurts" "Don't ever leave me" "Open that can for me" " Try some" " No!" "Tastes great" "Yan, why don't we move in together?" "Maybe later" "Don't you want to?" "It's not that" "But who's gonna take care of my father?" "Ok, forget it, then" "Ming, I don't mean it that way" "Don't be like that" "Wipe your mouth" "I'm off to work" "Sure, go ahead" "What's up with this?" "Don't worry, you just have to watch" "Just watch?" "Well you can applaud if you think we're doing well" "You're not swimming?" "The water is too cold" "Are you kidding?" "You're ok?" "Fine" "You've lost weight recently" "I wanna to ask you-if one day I don't look like the way I do now would you still like me?" "What are you talking about?" "Like, if I broke my nose or if I'd lost all my teeth, like this" "That's ridiculous" "Why would you lose your teeth?" "Have you found a job yet?" "I'm still looking." "You're ok with money?" "At least I don't need to borrow from you" "That's not what I meant" "If you need anything just tell me" "I'm fine, I can take care of myself" "This is Room 103" "Call an ambulance, make it quick!" "How are you?" "Isn't this pretty?" "Quite elegant" " Like me?" " If you say so" "You ought to be more careful" "I was fine, Jason panicked" "Has Yan been here?" "You didn't tell him, did you?" "Being hospitalized is a big deal of course I'd tell your boyfriend" "You big-mouth" "Hi, Yan" "Are you okay?" "What happened?" "I ate something bad" "Told you not to mix Viagra with poppers but you don't listen..." "What did he say?" "Enough, Cyrus, please leave" "Ok, I'm sure you guys have a lot to talk about" "What did he mean?" "Yan, I have something to tell you" "What do you want me to say?" "Say what you want." "Why did you keep it a secret from me?" "'Cause I knew you'd react this way" "So it's my fault?" "Is it the money?" "If you need cash you can let me know" "I'd lent it to you" "I suppose you'd find it more touching if I'd said I'm doing this to pay for my mom's operation?" "There are so many jobs out there, why do you have to do this?" "It's just a job" "It's just a job, it's no different from being a salesperson" "You've just told me you're a prostitute" "How'd you expect me to react?" "Be supportive?" "Why can't you accept me?" "I sleep with the clients but I won't fall in love with them" "Sorry, I can't accept it" "He's back" "Get ready" "You made it" "What a great shirt Of course" "Let's eat" "We're all like radios" "God speaks to us all the time we just have to set the dial to the right channel to hear him" "But you may ask, how do I know I'm listening to the voice of God?" "How do I know the voice inside my head is not just me talking to myself or perhaps even the voice of the devil?" "Let me tell you, the devil only tells you what you want to hear" "If you hear voices that tell you to go out and party and take drugs then it's most likely the devil's voice" "God tells us things we don't want to hear" "Let's worship, and pray that God will show us how to listen to his voice" "Open our eyes o Lord" "Lift our ears to hear you" "We desire to do your will God" "And as we go in your name we bring healing and proclaim that the kingdom of our God is near" "O lord come empower you church we will be obedient to your call let your kingdom come let your will be done..." "Keung" "What's up?" "I'm hungry, make me some noodles" "Didn't you eat enough a dinner?" "Please" "You're not allowed to smoke here" "Haven't had one in a while just pretend you didn't see it" "If you live here you ought to follow the rules" "Just let me finish this" "Chi-an is here" "What are you doing here?" "It's past midnight" "Ming is hungry So I'm making him noodles" "Have you been smoking?" "No" "Let me see your hands" "Step aside!" "Ming has only just been here a while" "How can you ask him to burn rocks?" "He can't take it" "Please leave my office if you can't speak to me calmly" "Fine, now I'm calm" "I've seen plenty of youths like him" "If you let him off easy he'll just get worse" "The centre has its rules he needs to learn to follow them or else face the consequences" "Ok, fine, I'll go up and help him" "Wait, I haven't finished yet" "This is his first offence and he has been punished enough" "Go up to the hills and tell him he can come down now" "Chi-an said you can go back" "Fine, I'll help you" "How much longer do you have to be here?" "I came voluntarily, I can leave whenever I want" "You actually want to be here?" "Why?" "I promised my mom" "My father left us when we were young" "My mom had to work two jobs to raise the whole family" "I started hanging out with the wrong crowd when I was 11 or 12" "Then I started taking heroin in all these years the only thing I ever brought my mom was trouble" "So I wanted to something for her" "How come I haven't seen your mom visit you in all this time?" "She died last year, liver cancer" "She worked too hard before she died she said the person she worried about the most was me" "Are you crazy, messing with that stuff again?" "It hurts!" "Ming, look, this flat is quite cheap" "Let's move out together" "What about your dad?" "I'll think of something" "Do you want to?" "Sorry, I'm meeting Cyrus for tea" "Now?" "We arranged it days ago I'd almost forgotten" "I'll call you, ok?" "What a coincidence" "I want to speak with you" "Sure, let's find a place to sit down" "We can talk here" "I want you to stop doing what you do with Ming" "What do you mean?" "I know you've introduced him to clients and you even supply him with drugs, right?" "I didn't force him to do anything he doesn't want to do" "Don't you know this affects our relationship?" "You think you understand Ming?" "You don't even know what he wants" "Don't be so somber" "I can get a maid to take care of you" "Father, let me wash up" "That's alright, let me do it," "I might as well get used to taking care of myself from now on" "I'll come back and visit often" "I don't need a visitor" "I want my own son" "I'm over 30 now, I need to have my own life" "What kind of life is that?" "Come on" "Where is this?" "You'll see" "What is this?" "Our home." "I signed the lease already." "Everything's paid for" "You want to move out too, right?" "That was then" "What do you want from me?" "Cyrus told me you went to see him" "You still don't accept me, do you?" "I just don't want you to die!" "Let go of me" "Who do you think you are?" "Not even my mom tells me what to do" "I'm happy with my life now" "What about our lives?" "Aren't we happy together?" "Let's just call it quits" "Don't do this" "This is Constable Au from Yaumatei district" "We suspect drug activities at this premise" "We need to search it" "Don't move" "Turn off the music" "Turn on the lights" "Sit back down!" "Ming, you have a visitor" "Me?" " Haven't seen you in a while" " Yeah" "You look healthy" "Yeah, they feed us well here" "Do you still have trouble sleeping?" "No, I sleep pretty well now" "I miss you a lot" "I know" "I didn't know they'd impose such a heavy sentence" "All I wanted to do was to give you a warning so you'd stay off drugs" "What are you talking about?" "It was me who called the police, but I didn't mean to..." "You fucking bastard!" "Ming, have you gone crazy?" "Calm down, I didn't mean for things to turn out this way" "Don't you ever show yourself again" "Just leave!" "I didn't mean to..." "Stop it!" "What's up?" "You're on hunger strike?" "I don't have an appetite" "Just eat something" "Come on, or it'll get cold" " Have you ever been betrayed?" " Of course" "What did you do about it?" "Beat him up, just like you" "And if you're still unsatisfied think of all the bad things you've done to others then maybe you'll feel better" "Whoever comes to Christ is a new man in him" "Even though Brother Keung will no longer be living with us" "He will always be living through Christ" "Let us bless Brother Keung" "Thank you, all" "Take care" "You too" "I thought you weren't going to see me off" "Don't argue with Chi-an so much from now on, ok?" "Sure" "Let's have dinner when you get out" "Alright" "You promise?" " Take care" " You too" "Ming, come here" "I'll never come back for sure!" "Long time no see" " How are you?" " Great" "This is my girlfriend Jackie" "He's my brother from rehab" "I prepared your room for you Go check it out" "Sure" " Is it ok?" " Yeah" " Have you eaten?" " No" "Jackie, can you make some noodles for Ming?" "We'd just run out" "No problem, we'll go out to eat" "Jackie doesn't seem to like having me here." "Don't mind her." "I pay the rent" "I can invite whoever I want to stay." "As soon as I find a job I'll get out of here." "There's no hurry" "You've just gotten out, you shouldn't be living alone" "It's too easy to fall off the wagon." "What will you have?" "Fried rice noodles" " Anything else?" " Seafood noodles" "Have you thought about what kind of job you want to find?" "Not really" "Why don't you try and get a job as a junior at our salon?" "Sure" "How known have you known Jackie?" "A few months" "She works at the salon too" "Jackie is a little cool to strangers" "But she's ok once you get to know her" "I'm sure she is" "Is it always this busy here?" "Yeah, me and Jackie eat here all the time" "That's better than having instant noodles" "She doesn't want to cook sometimes" "Have you thought about finding a girlfriend?" "That takes time" "Sure, take your time" "It's great to have a girlfriend" "Do I have to do this?" "That's what the boss said, grin and bear it" "That's like using me as guinea pig" "It's simple, only washing hair" "Water's cold" "Adjust the water temperature first" "Use more force, you wimp" "That hurts" "Use your fingertips, dummy!" "Jackie, why don't you show him?" "Pay attention!" "You're much better" "Of course, I'm not clumsy like him" "That feels good" "Watch and learn" "Are you coming with us?" "I still have this customer to serve" "I'll call you guys later" "I can stay and help you" " No, you go on ahead" " Alright" "Call me when you're done" "What's up?" "Can't hear you, louder!" "You can't leave yet?" "It's been 2 hours She sure has a lot of hair" "Do whatever you want" "I don't care" "Don't fucking bother to come!" "Get up, sing with me" "This is my favorite song" "Is she ok?" "She's had a bit too much to drink" "I told her not to drink so much" "She's too willful to listen" "I want to thank you for taking care of me at the rehab and letting me live here now" "Don't mention it we're brothers, remember?" "Do you still go to church?" "Are you ok?" "Let me help you" "Wash the tomatoes for me" "How did you party?" "What do you mean?" "What kind of drugs did you take?" "E, K, that sort of thing" "Where did you go?" "We mostly partied at home" "Sometimes we go to Lan Kwai Fong" "Did you go to PP much?" "What's that?" "Don't bullshit me" "I knew you're gay as soon as I saw you" "Is dinner ready?" "Almost, go set the table" "Don't worry, my lips are sealed" "Here's the rice" "What kind of soup is that?" "Pumpkin" " Looks good" " Of course, I made it" "I made this especially for you" " Is it good?" " Quite good" " Am I a good cook?" " Yeah, you are" "Praise me" "Come on" "You're a good cook and an excellent girlfriend" "You left out the part about being great in bed" "Have a try, it's great stuff" "You're not scared, are you?" "What do you call a toothpick with a wig" " I don't know" " A match" " I don't get it" " Never mind" "What are you two doing?" "There're no customers so I'm washing her hair" "I asked him to do it" "You guys had better be careful, the boss might come back any moment" "Don't worry, we heard him say he's going to Shenzhen for the weekend" "He's probably visiting prostitutes" "Thanks for visiting Do come again next time!" "Nothing much, just sitting at home watching TV" "What, tonight?" "Who else is going?" "I'll call you back" "Who was it?" "It's Kay." "She wants to know if we want to go to Tribeca tonight" "Let's go together" "No, I have the early shift tomorrow" "Alright, I'll tell them I can't come then" " You can go if you want" " I don't want to go alone" "Hey you have nothing to do Why don't you come with me?" "Yeah, you have the day off tomorrow" "Sure" "I'll meet you guys there I'm bringing a cute guy..." "Keep an eye on her for me" "I haven't had so much fun in ages" "You're still up?" "That's my last card." "I still have six left." "Have you been cheating?" "I don't have any money left." "This is gonna cost you" "I can give you my underwear" "Who needs that?" "It probably stinks" "Come here" "I kissed Keung here last night Don't I smell nice?" "You're crazy" "I knew you have the hots for Keung" "What are you talking about?" "I've liked you for a long time" "What are you doing?" "I see you're not all gay" "Is dinner ready yet?" "I'm starving" "There's food in the fridge You can heat it up" "You've eaten?" "I'm going to bed" "I want to talk to you" "I have nothing to say to you" "What's wrong with you?" "Just leave me alone" " Are you happy being with me?" " Yes" "Let's get married" "I'm thirsty, please buy me a drink" " What do you want?" " Any kind of soft drinks" " Ming, what would you have?" " Anything's fine" "I'll go get it" "So what's going on with us?" "I don't know what you're talking about" "You can't pretend nothing happened" "I had a few drinks that night You're not taking it seriously, are you?" "You don't need to be afraid of what Keung thinks" "I'm finished with him" "Are you nuts or what?" "Soft drinks for you" "I'll take this to the kitchen" "Jackie, be honest with me" "Is something going on between you and Ming?" " None of your business" " What do you mean by that?" "What are you doing?" "Let go of me" " I said let go" " What do you want?" " Listen to me" " Why don't you go and ask him?" "Keung, what are you doing here?" "Mrs. Lam has been under the hair processor for over an hour" "Look what you've done!" "My hair is ruined" " I'm sorry" " What a jerk" "Let me fix this for you" "It's all ready" "Try the beef, it's quite fresh" "Sure" "I want to make a toast to you" "Why?" " I'm sorry" " Nothing to be sorry for" "Girls like Jackie can't be kept in a cage" "They'd eventually die" "If it wasn't you it would have been someone else" "It's just women, right?" "Plenty of fish in the ocean" "Any beer left?" "Yeah, I'll go and get some more" "$190, thanks" "See you" "Keung, I'm disappointed in you" "What are you talking about?" "I came out of the same rehab as you You can't fool me" "I'm not going to ask you for the money back" "But don't bother coming to work tomorrow" "Keung, are you back?" "Are you alright?" "What are you doing?" "This stuff's gonna kill you!" "Leave me the fuck alone" "That was only so-so" "Can't think of why they cast that guy" "What are you having?" "Why don't I take you back to the rehab?" "If you want to help me lend me $1000" "I'd just paid the rent I don't have any money left" " Have some water" " Thanks" "This is a nice place" "What have you been doing?" "Nothing much, just surfing the net and watching movies at home" "I'm out of work, you have any clients?" "Haven't touched that in a while" "My case is being appealed I can't do anything" "You're short of money?" "I'm not doing so well myself" " Maybe you can go online to find clients" " I'll give it a try" "Let me try" "We really had fun back then, didn't we?" " I have to go" " Wait" "Drop by whenever you want" "I'm taking off" "Who are you looking for?" " You just got out?" " Yeah" " How have you been?" " Not bad" "Father, I'll close up, you go home first" "I made dinner already Just heat it up in the microwave" "Be careful" "Are you still mad at me?" " I've forgotten about that a long time ago" " Really?" "Really?" "What time do you get off?" "I just need to pack up" "Let's have dinner together Where'd you like to eat?" "I want to borrow some money" "What?" "So you only thought of me when you needed money" "It's really important It's for a friend of mine" "What friend?" "Your new boyfriend?" "None of your business" "Just lend me $2000." "I'll pay you back" "So what will it be?" "Let's start over again" "What's gone is gone" "Why?" "Don't you understand how much I care for you?" "Everything I've done is for your own good" "No, everything you've done is for your own good." "I really love you" "What are you doing?" "Don't" "Don't you believe how much I love you?" "How do you feel?" "Can't move" "Don't fight it Let it take you along" "Is it worth doing this to yourself over a girl?" "You're not me." "You don't know how I feel." "I thought I could be with her for the rest of my life" "But I can't even control what happens the next day" "There are many people in this world who still cares about you" "Why are you so good to me?" "'Cause you're my brother" "I don't deserve to be your brother" "I don't want to see you again" "Get out of here" "Get out!" "I don't want to see you" "You little shit, what are you doing?" "Yan, just leave" "What's the big deal?" "Get with the times" "How dare you do such a disgusting thing at home?" "You dishonor your dead father's memory" "He's fucking dead." "What does he care?" "Don't you dare come back if you step out of that door" "I'll never come back for sure!" "Mom!" "Ming" "What is it?" "Ming, I'm sorry" "Keung, what's the matter?" "What have you done?"