"Good evening." "Good evening." "Will you dance with me?" "Dance?" "O.K." "Are you on the bride's side?" " Are you on the bride's side?" " Yes but I get kind of irritated by the girl." "Hope you're not one of her relatives or something?" "No I'm a friend of the groom, from high-school." "Meeting someone is really tough." "I wish there was a system where you could load everything quickly into the brain." " We'd save a lot of time." " Let's make it faster." "How?" "We'll choose three things about ourselves to tell." " What kind of things?" " Private things." " I'll go first." "Then you carry on, O. K?" " I'm not sure." "What's there to be sure about?" "It's easy, I'm starting..." "I can cook great fish." " Is that private?" " Sure it is." "I cook great fish stew." "Your turn?" "I'm terrified of knives." "That doesn't count." "Everyone's scared of knives." "My thing's different." "I never use a knife." "If anyone puts a knife near me on the table, I change." " You're kidding!" " No, really." "O.K. Give me another one." " But it's not my turn." " Forget turns." "Who cares..." "All right." "I'm terrified of the morning call to prayer." "What's wrong with the morning call to prayer?" "Sometimes I wake up very early at the crack of dawn when it's all quiet and dark." "Shadows on the walls." "Exactly at that point, the morning call to prayer starts." "And there is a recurring dream I have." "I'm in a crowded place, could be anywhere." "Everything's normal, and then something happens." "Everyone suddenly vanishes." "And I'm left alone." " It's ridiculous, ha?" " No, I have dreams like that..." " Excuse me?" " Excuse me?" "What did you just say?" "I was saying in my dreams I go to mountains..." "No, you were saying something else..." "And in the dream the sky is reddish at the time of DAWN." "THE VOICE" "Derya." "We're here..." "It was a nice wedding." "Good for them." "I wish them happiness and a long life, that's all that matters." "You're right." "My brother says we should call him when we get home." "I'll be heading to London in two days to see Taner and his family." "How nice, you must have missed your granddaughter." "Taner bought a computer for us." "I use it to talk to them." "It has that thing, a camera." "But it's not as good as real of course..." "There was a bakery at the corner." "I used to buy pastries from it." "This neighborhood still feels like home to me." "What a pity." "Onur is still a bit weird." "He still couldn't get over it." "Mom, isn't that normal?" "His wife died in his arms." "And he's such a handsome boy." "He has a good job and everything..." "He could get anybody that he wants." "You keep disapproving..." "You're both the same, nobody's good enough for you." "Mom!" "What happened to that boy?" "You were dancing." " He went off." " Why?" "The song ended." "He seemed to be a good boy." "Stop calling him "boy", mom!" "He's a grown-up man!" "Ltjust came out like that." "I didn't mean it." "Obviously, things always comes out from your mouth 'just like that'..." "Gizem." "My sweetie." "Where is grandma, where is grandma?" "How are you mom?" "Was the wedding good?" "Yes it was." "Derya, come and talk to your brother." "I'm in the bathroom." "Wake up!" "Mom." "Mom, was that you calling?" "Mom." "Mom." "Hold this." "Or you'll end up alone..." " Good morning." " Good morning." "Did you have dreams last night?" "Aha." "You kept muttering in your sleep." "What did you dream about?" "I don't remember." "I was running around all over the place." "Why were you running?" " I was running away from someone." " Who?" "No idea." "What kind of person, honey?" "What was the face like?" "The clothes?" "You can't interpret the dreams without the details, can you?" "I can't remember, mom." "You didn't talk to that boy last night, remember?" "That got to you." "You keep scaring these boys away." "I wonder what you've said to him..." "You don't like anybody." "You act weirdly..." "Derya..." "Lies..." "They are all lies..." " What?" " What?" "What sweetie?" "What did you say?" "Derya, what happened?" "Derya what's wrong?" "I don't know mom, I feel bad." "Hold my hand." "Sweetie." "I didn't mean to upset you." "I didn't mean to break your heart." "But it's time to find someone to share your life with." "You can't keep saying, I don't like this, I don't like that..." "Or you'll end up alone..." "All right fine." "Enough said..." "This one or this one?" "This one." "Yes of course that's the one." "Serkan keeps insisting this is the one." "He pissed off without saying his name, ha?" "Yep." "What was his problem?" " I told him about myself." " Aha." "Now I see." "You told him about your dreams, right?" "Dreams, knives and morning call to prayer." "You're incredible." "What was the other guy's name?" "You scared him offjust like this." "How many times do I have to tell you?" "Don't spill all your secrets right away." " Derya, are you O. K?" " Not really." "What's wrong?" "Never mind." "Men don't get it." "They are kids when they're 10, they are kids when they are 60." "You get them a car, two days later they break the thing." "Why?" "Because their desires are satisfied." "Hide it first, show it later." "Hide it first, show it later." "That's the secret." "I guess I really don't get men." " Good morning." " Good morning Mr. Onur." " Your brother's daughter's name was Gizem, right?" " Yes." " Two and a half years old?" " Aha." "What was that about?" "You looked very intimate?" " Intimate?" "With Onur?" " Onur?" "Don't be ridiculous Filiz." "He used to be our neighbor you know." "He used to love me a lot, when we were kids." "I think he still does." "So you have an influential person behind you, that's good." "I have a question, have you been to his room lately?" " Yes." " Have you checked his desk?" "Why?" "Why should I?" "He used to have a photo of his late wife on his desk; now its gone..." "Isn't that normal Filiz?" "It's been over a year since the accident." "A year has passed." "Accidents, dear wives, and the mourning has been forgotten." "And now he's hitting on you." "Hitting on me, nooo!" "Mind your own business will you?" "Come on!" "I just sat down..." "Good morning, Filiz speaking." "How may I help you?" "Did you not wake up yet?" "Wake up!" "Are you O. K?" "I'm O.K." "I did push the button actually, but..." "I didn't understand what happened..." "Never mind." "Go and wash your face if you like." "I'm checking it right now..." "Speak." "Why don't you speak now?" "Speak!" "Are you going nuts?" "Have you lost it?" "Could you please tell me your mother's maiden name?" "Yes." "That's right." "Good morning, Derya speaking, how may I help you?" "I'm listening." "Honey." "I'm O.K., I'm leaving..." "But why?" "What if I want to see my love?" "O.K. Kisses..." "My date with Serkan is off." "Don't get on." "Don't get on!" "Don't!" "Don't get on!" "Don't!" "Derya are you O. K?" "Don't get on!" "Don't get on!" "What do you want from me?" "We'll play a game." "Which game?" "Cold-warm, do you know how to play?" "Warm when I get closer, and cold as I get further away, right?" "Yes, for instance now cold..." "Cold, cold." "Warm, warm." "Warm." "Cold." "Warm." "Warm." "Warm." "Foto Safak (Dawn)" "Cold." "Cold, don't." "Warm." "Warm." "Warm, warmer." "Warmer, it will burn your hand." "How can I help you?" "I..." "I wanted to get some film." "One of these..." "I thought everyone is using digital nowadays." "No-one's asked for these for quite a long time now." "I can sell it all to you if you like..." " Is it someone you know?" " Yep." "This boy is a close friend of mine..." "I was surprised to see him here." "Can I buy this?" "Take it, it's yours." "Free of charge..." "Thank you." "It's still dark." "Where were you?" "Where have you been sweetie?" "Never mind." "It's a long story." "I was worried." "And you didn't give me a call." "Mom." "I'm sometimes harsh on you, I'm sorry." "Actually it's me I'm angry at, but I take it out on you." "Something's happening..." "What is it sweetie?" "Now I won't be able to leave you..." "No, no, no." "It's all in here." "I'll manage." "I'm just a little tense these days..." "It's still dark." "What?" " Don't you remember?" " No." "But I told you about this." "You were five..." "We're in bed asleep." "It's about 2.a.m. Or something." "I woke to your screaming voice." "Mom, mom." "I rushed out of bed and come running to your room." "You're standing beside the bed." "I'm scared." "It's so dark." "Well why don't you turn on the light?" "I don't know, you turn it on." "What's there to know, look I'll turn this switch and everything will be all right." "I turn the lights on, you looked at the light and then at me and you said..." "It's still dark." "You were stubborn like that, you see." "And you still are stubborn like that." " Shall I go to bed?" " Yes sweetie." "I still have things to do." "Mom." "We were very close with Onur and his family, right?" "They were like a part of the family?" "Sure." "Then why don't we have any childhood photos with him?" "What do you mean?" "If we were that close, why don't we have any photos together?" "I don't know." "I guess we never thought of that." "When Onur and his family moved out of here, he was six." "You were not even three then." "Never mind." "(hearing voices from nowhere)" "(The Mystery of Voices with Sait Ersoz)" "You cannot run away from me." "You can't stop me from talking." "Take that thing off, you're driving me crazy." "I am looking at you." "We're trying to get a wedding dress here." "Are you in a depression or something?" "Middle age crisis!" "Filiz." "O.K. Shut up." "It's beautiful isn't it?" "There is something wrong with you." "Where did that come from?" "What happened to you?" "You're bored." " Nothing." " Tell her that you're bored." "What do you mean "nothing"?" "Like I don't notice?" "I'm a bit down." "You're not down, you're bored." "Why, what happened?" " You're bored." " I'm bored." "Good for you." " What does that mean?" " Nothing." "You're bored of me?" "Yes, you're bored of her." "No Filiz, it's just these wedding arrangements are a bit..." "Boring for you." "If we were to talk about your wedding one day maybe you wouldn't be bored." "Filiz wait." "You got me wrong." "She's got you right." "For God's sake, will you shut up!" "Filiz." "Derya!" "You didn't put the headset on?" "If you like, I'll give you a couple of days off." "You can even go to London with your mom, to clear your head?" " I'm fine, thank you." " You're sure?" "The photo." "Show him the photo." "Onur." "Mr Onur." "I was buying some film for my camera yesterday and I found this." "Where did this come from?" "It was on the table under the glass in the photographer's shop." "It's been there for years." "I recognized you at first sight." "Time changes people." "Look, who'd believe that this little cute fellow is me..." "Hello, this is Derya, how can I help you?" "Yes." "Mr. Kemal, can I get your credit card number please?" "Mr. Kemal I'm sorry, I cannot hear you?" "Can you hear me now?" "Follow Onur!" "Don't let him go." "Your transaction is almost completed." "Who are you?" "What do you want from me?" "I've done whatever you've asked for, why don't you leave me alone?" "You will learn to listen to me." "No." " Hush." " I'm going crazy." "I will go away when we're done." "Promise." "Cahide." "What Cahide?" "Who the fuck is Cahide?" "Warm." "Cahide." "Good evening sister." "Give me your wallet." "Will you risk your life for three bucks?" "What are you doing here at this time of the day?" "It's not very safe to walk around here at night." "Now I'm off." "If you turn your back and look, I swear I'll cut your throat." "What's happening?" "Are you O. K?" "Look what the world has become." "I don't get it." "Thank you." "40 years ago a young woman would go out and go anywhere at any time." "Nobody would even care to look." "Now, they try to rob you, rape you right in the middle of the city..." "In fact I don't like to talk about the past." "In the good old days, everything was bla bla..." "Like the old ladies..." "Right?" "If you ask the elderly, they say everything's heading for worse." "The world is coming to an end." "Why?" "I don't know." "Because they're getting worse." "Do you get it?" "Time is running out." "Look." "Tick tack, tick tack, tick tack and before you know it, they throw you into the grave." "God forbid!" "We'll get there eventually." "Do you live alone?" "My late husband left this world quite early, at the age of 46." "So much raki, so many women, such little life..." "I've been living alone since then." "I think it's the best." "Do you have children?" "I do but they're only good for themselves." "They say tailors cannot stitch their own clothes;" "I've raised so many children but my own children are no good for me." "Then you must be a teacher." "No, I was a wet nurse." "You're surprised." "Is there still something as a wet nurse?" "They stopped profession altogether after me." "Of course there is..." "This is a very interesting job." "You find it interesting because you don't know." "Some mothers don't have breast milk some die, some are sick..." "So many stories." "There is a whole life in this album." "I don't remember their names." "My brain is still functioning however I forget the names and the faces." " You probably breast-fed this one a lot." " He dried me out." "This is a very beautiful woman isn't she?" "Yes beauty doesn't always come with good fortune." "I wonder who she is." "I don't remember." "All is history." "Do you remember her?" "It's all gone." "I probably breast-fed this guy, but I don't remember his name." "Onur." "How do you know?" "From the cake." "My eyes are not like they used to be." " I didn't ask your name." " Cahide." "Mrs. Cahide do you ever hear a voice?" "Coming from nowhere, talking to you?" "You mean like a crazy woman?" "No no no I didn't mean that." "You thought, an old woman, living alone..." "Not at all, I didn't mean that." "Just pretend I never asked, O. K?" "Thank you." "Good night." "I hear my late husband's voice." "He keeps calling me." "Are you hearing a voice?" "No I don't." "I've been very peaceful in the last hour." "What is normal?" "Who is normal?" "I don't know anybody who is normal." "I'm not normal." "I keep hearing voices." "It doesn't happen to you?" "Someone speaking to you?" "It sure happens to me." "If you have an answer, text to 8990." "You're on Perception FM." "My name is Sait." ""Divine Voices" are about to start." "Mr. Sait." "Hello." " I don't talk outside of the show." " But this is very important." "It always is." "I'm hearing a voice." "What voice?" "I don't know." "It's a very weird voice." "It's like it's coming from inside my head." "What does your doctor say?" "You are also hearing voices, right?" " Where did that come from?" " You just said it on the radio." "I'd say anything to get your attention." "I will do even a somersault if necessary." "So that you text a message and the sponsor earns money out of it." "You said that you heard a voice coming from nowhere." "Everyone does." "Mine is not like that." "It keeps talking, and it doesn't want my good." "How do you know?" "He took me to a street." "A burglar attacked me there." "And he made me fight with my best friend." "That's how you know!" "There is a very famous artist." "He drinks like mad." "A very strong drink, absinth, almost pure alcohol." "The drink works like a poison in human body." "Because he drinks a lot, his nervous system gets affected." "He sees the world more yellow, more bright." "What happens next?" "He makes incredible paintings." "His paintings make art history." "His name is Vincent Van Gogh." "Ever heard of Van Gogh?" "I have." "Now you tell me did Van Gogh do a good job by poisoning himself or not?" "You can't know what the voice will do." "It might save you or it might kill you." "But maybe even your death will be good for something." "But you also had a voice." "What a stubborn girl you are." "All right I had a voice." "So you're not crazy." "Or you're not the only crazy person." "Relax." "So you won't help me." "I can't honey, no one can." "But I can play a song for you if you like." "Lies." "From Evanescence, play that one." "Here." "It all happened here..." "Derya sweetie where have you been?" "Say hi to Onur." "Hello, welcome." " Where are you going?" "Come and join us." " I'll be right there." "Did you know that our odor memory is the strongest one?" "When you enter the house, what strikes you first is a familiar smell." "But I clean the house every week." "I don't mean that, it's not a bad smell." "It's a unique smell which you cannot find at any other place." "It reminds me of my childhood." "I've been to Arzu's grave today." " Has it been a year already?" " It's been a year and two months." "I just felt like visiting her." "It's so weird to see her name on a tombstone." "Onur, my sweet child it really breaks my heart to see you like this." "You loved your wife, and she loved you back." "I understand that but now it's time to come back to reality." "You can't die with the dead and you can't spend your life alone." "You mean I should find someone else." "I don't think that I can." "I never really understood this thing between people anyway." "Why?" "Why does it work with some people and not with others?" "How do some people get together?" "How come they become the most crucial thing in your life and then you get seperated or they die?" "Where does all the love, all the words of affection, all the love-making, all the sacrifices, all the labour go?" "What happens to all the love that you feel?" "Doesn't anybody miss it?" "Why doesn't anybody care about this?" "This is for Gizem." "It's a bit large, but she can wear it in a couple of months if it doesn't fit now." "Thank you Mr. Onur." "Thanks son." "I still couldn't get used to this Mr." "You used to call me by my name or as brother." "It doesn't sound good to call you as brother when we're in the office." "I should go now." "Should I drive you to the airport tomorrow?" "I already asked for a cab." "You didn't eat your dessert?" "Mom." "What was that?" "What was what?" "You both acted weird, as if you were tense or something..." "Why sweetie, he came to drop the present he got for Gizem." "Don't you think that's weird?" "He was a bit drunk..." "I guess he drinks a lot these days." "He's not the same Onur anymore, the accident really changed him..." "Never mind, the real question is what you are up to?" "When do you get out of the office and when do you get home?" "Mr driver, I need to get off." "Could you open the door?" "Mom." "Mom, what are you doing?" "Derya." "Yes?" "I..." "Maybe I shouldn't go?" "Oooo..." "But you'll be left alone." "Mom, I'm a grown-up girl, I can stay alone." "Who is a grown-up?" "You're still a child." " You say "you should get married"..." " Sweetie." "You know what I mean!" "Mom..." "There is something wrong with Onur." "Like what?" "I don't know, it seems like he has a problem." "It's as if he's asking for help." "A voice inside me says so." "I'm having these dreams." "Won't you tell me?" "Don't get me wrong mom, it's not a love story or anything..." "God forbid..." "I mean Onur is a good boy, but it seems like he's lost his direction." "Since he caused the death of his wife in that accident he never really recovered." "OK mom, you don't get it." "We'll talk later." " Derya sweetie..." " Mom please." "I can't explain because I myself don't understand it as well." "You haven't slept all night, how will you be able to go to work?" "I'll sleep for a couple of hours now." "You'll forget about me when you see Gizem." "How can I forget you sweetie?" "Go now." "I will keep worrying about you now." "Don't think about me." "Onur wants you." "I can't hold it." "He wants you." "You don't know it he does." "You will follow him." "You have no other choice." "Good morning." "Filiz, you wouldn't be angry at me if you knew." "Why don't you tell me then?" "Wouldn't I comprehend?" "It's not about your comprehension, it's about mine." "Good morning, Filiz speaking." "How can I help you?" "You can be a little bit more understanding." "Could you hold on a second?" "And you can be a better a friend." "I'm listening." "Mrs Funda, is there anything else I can help you with?" "Thank you for calling." "Have a nice day." "Hi Derya." "Hi I had brought you pastries, the ones that you love..." "Thanks." "Though it's already noon..." "Thanks anyway." "I had some errands to run in the morning." "That's why I was late." "Last night my mom was a bit weird." "She's right." "I was so full that it all came pouring out." "Are you feeling OK now?" "Yes, I'm fine." "It's almost over." "I see." " I should get back to my desk." " See you." "See you." "Don't let him go." "Mr. Onur, can I ask you something?" "Derya, at least call me by my first name when we are alone." "Shall we go to a movie some day?" "Or to dinner maybe?" "Sure." "Tonight is a bit difficult, but we might do it tomorrow." "Allright." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "You're the one who told me to follow him." "I have nothing to do with it." "Derya is in love with Onur." "Derya is in love with Onur." "What happened now, ha?" "Hello." "Derya." "Onur." "Are you OK?" "I'm fine." "I'm not fine." "Life is hard, too hard..." "If there is anything that I can do, if you'd like to talk about it..." "No, there is nothing to talk about." "There in nothing to talk about." "I I just want to be silent." "Just to be silent in peace." "Silent, in peace." "I just want to smile and look and be quiet." "No talking, no confessions." "Understand?" "OK, I am quiet." "Derya, I love you very much." "Don't get me wrong, nothing like that." "I love you very much, that's why we will be silent OK?" "Hello." "I'm such an idiot." "Not at all." "It's my stupidity, how could I trust him?" "You fell in love." "Fuck love." "What does he say?" "Is there someone else?" "Supposedly no." "So what?" "What's his explanation?" "That he's overwhelmed, that he cannot breathe that it's early for marriage." "I don't believe a word he says." "Hide it first, show it later." "You say that his desire is dead?" "Maybe." "What am I supposed to do with the wedding dress?" "If you want it so much you can wear it some other time." "I'll never fall in love again." "Filiz, do you remember the time Ferit left you when we were 14?" "You said exactly the same thing." "I did, didn't I?" "I won't be able to go to work in this state." "You should go, you're late." "You're sure?" "Thanks for coming." "Would you like some coffee?" "No thanks." "Give it a try." "This is different." "Have a nice evening, see you tomorrow." "Derya." "Shall we go for a drink?" "Sure." "Where?" "Somewhere you've never been before." "Put your scarf on, it's always windy out here." "Wow, this is amazing." "When I'm too stressed, I come up here." "Actually I've been here quite often lately." "Sometimes I never want to come down." "Ever been on a plane?" "I flew to London, to my brother's..." "When you look down humans are like bacteria, ...they are everywhere." "But if you look closer you see the thieves and murderers among us." "There are people killing their most loved ones in the most brutal ways you can imagine." "But that's not always the case." "Anyone can kill anybody at any moment." "But I believe there are more good people than evil." "At least most of us are trying to be good." "We listen to each other, we help each other." "We act together." "Take the neanderthal man." "One man against one lion." "If we wouldn't learn to live together, trust each other we'd go extinct." "Animals don't trust each other." "What do we do?" "We trust in our fellow humans." "What happens next?" "All for nothing." "You find out that the one you trust the most is a stranger." "And you've been lied to, for all your life." "I'm scared Derya." "I think they will fire me." "Discipline, performance, bla bla..." "I'm sure you'll get a betterjob." "Fuck the job..." "That's the least of my worries." "I'm living on the edge Derya." "What are you doing?" "The edge of the world." "Onur!" "Onur be careful!" "Onur be careful..." "We share a strange destiny with you." "Do you remember me from our childhood?" "I was like a real brother to you then..." "Do you remember?" "No." "None." "Zilch." "My parents used to leave me with yours." "We used to sleep in the same room." "Don't you remember?" "You're cold, you're shivering." "Shall I give you a lift home?" "Only if I drive the car?" "We'll get you a cab now but I think you should stay." "Your hair used to smell like cookies when we were kids." "You are different person now." "I'm still the same." "Wake up." "Cold." "Leave me alone." "What do you still want from me?" "We'll play one last game." " Go away." " It's almost over." "Go away." "Then I will go away." "Cold." "Cold." "Warm." "Cold." "Warm..." "Warmer." "Cold." "Cold." "Drop it." "Drop the letter." "What happened?" "You couldn't sleep?" "Strange isn't it?" "Not the kind of letter from a woman deeply in love with her husband." "I'm leaving you, you son of a bitch." "I love HIM." "HE is the man of my life." "The guy whom she calls as the man of her life IS the real son of a bitch." "And I'm ready to devote my life to HIM." "You ruined my life, now fuck off to hell." "These foreign school graduates." "Even their writing sounds like subtitled movies." "Signed by A." "A of Arzu." "Yes, it's true Derya." "My late wife, the love of my life whom we'd lost in a tragic traffic accident last year was cheating on me." "She was cheating on me." "Do you get where we're heading to?" "It wasn't planned." "We were fighting in the car." "I just hit her in the face like this." "She stopping moving." "I was still joking saying that if I knew that it would be that easy, I'd kill her earlier." "In fact she was really gone..." "At first I wanted to die as well." "Then I thought that I should live and I made a plan." "She was just lying there as she's sleeping." "I went and hit to an electric pole." "Her head hit the windscreen because she wasn't wearing the security belt." "You know the rest." "The poor widower, mourning husband etc etc..." "So, your childhood friend is a murderer." "...a murderer who's losing it because of this." "Now what?" "I don't know anything..." "Derya!" "Stop." "We were going to wake up this morning and have a good long breakfast." "Maybe we would have breakfast together every day from now on..." "We still can do it." "Can we?" "You've learned a big secret." "Can you keep it for the rest of your life?" "Can you carry this?" "You can't, can you?" "Then why did you come here?" "Nobody has entered this fucking house for over a year." "Only you did." "Why?" "I can't tell you." "You'll think I'm crazy, you won't understand..." "In this life, no-one can understand you better than I do, don't you see?" "Do you know what I had to go through for your sake?" "He knows." "All these years I've kept your secret." "They put the poison in my throat." "...it wouldn't go, I couldn't get rid of it." "Do you get this?" "Onur is a murderer." "What a big secret!" "Shall I tell you the real big secret?" "It's about your mom and your dad." "Warm." "Shut up." " Warm." " Shut up!" "You are the one who should shut up!" "But first you will learn who you are and what has happened..." "You don't know what really happened with your mom and dad." "Look at the situation you put me in!" "You're going to make me murder the person I want to protect I value the most in this world." "Don't shoot." "Don't come any closer." "All right, you shoot me." "Don't shoot." "One of us has to be shot." "This is our destiny." "We should do as we were taught." "Don't shoot." "What happened to my mom and dad?" "Your mother hid everything from you." "Don't shoot." "Sorry." "...your grandmother." "Don't shoot." "If you had searched the box..." "Don't shoot!" "Onur." "Onur." "Look at the box." "We've come to the end." "Mr. Onur claimed that the shooting was unintentional and that you didn't know that it was loaded." "He won't press charges." "Is there anything else you want to add?" "It's just..." "Can I visit Onur in the hospital?" "The police won't let you." "Mr. Onur has made some confessions like he has murdered his wife." "Mr. Onur is having a nervous breakdown." "The police has started an investigation and he's being kept under probation." "I almost died because of curiosity." "What the hell is happening?" "Your mobile was off too..." "So much has happened." "Can I tell you all about it later?" "Are you OK?" "I guess so, how about you?" "I'm eating a box of chocolate every day." "I'm sending stupid messages to Serkan." "Let's not talk about me after all that you've gone through." "I should go and get some sleep..." "If you like I can..." "No, it's better if I stay alone." "What should I do?" "See you." "How are you Derya, are you OK?" " I'm fine." " You look a bit quiet." "I'm fine..." "I had something to say to my mother but if she's busy..." "No, she is not, she was cooking." "Let me get her." " Mom." " Yes." "Could you come for a minute..." "It's Derya." " Derya." " See you later." " See you later." " Sweetie, my dear..." "What happened?" "Why aren't you looking at me?" " I had the same dream last night." " Which dream?" "The one where I'm left all alone." "Let's hear it then..." "I'm home quite young, two years old or something." "I'm playing with my toys." "My mom and dad are also there." "Then they were gone." "Where did we go to?" "I'm not talking about you grandma." "I said my mother and my father!" "Did Onur tell you?" "No, he couldn't." "I found this." "I gave it to him." "You told him, why didn't you tell me?" "Sweetie..." "Onur was a witness." "He saw the whole incident..." "What incident?" "Why did you hide it from me?" "What should we have done?" "What do you mean, you should've told me!" "You were so young, what were we supposed to tell you?" "You were supposed to say that my mom and dad were gone." "Sweetie how would it make it any better?" "It would have been real!" "It would have been worse, why don't you get it?" "So now it's better?" "I'm scared of all kinds of stupid stuff I'm always left alone in my dreams." "Is this what you call better?" "Derya." "All these years you've lied to me." "All these years." "What was I supposed to say?" "That your father is a murderer that he killed your mother..." "Mom." "I'm OK, I'm OK, don't worry." "Derya." "I'm fine, I'm here." "Your father was a troubled man." "We warned your mother, she wouldn't listen." "She said that she was in love." "You were born." "He got worse." "He got fired." "Fight after fight with your mother..." "After a while he lost it completely." "One night in the room downstairs he killed my precious daughter!" "Stabbed he has stabbed her." "Onur was staying with us that night." "He often did." "His parents and I had gone to the movies that night." "We found you in the living room." "You had embraced each other and were crying like hell." "He had locked you inside and ran away like that." "Onur couldn't speak for days." "He was in a shock." "They soon caught him." "He got life imprisonment." "Died in prison of a heart attack." "Was I supposed to tell you these?" "I shall come back home tomorrow." "There is no need." " I'm hanging up." " Derya." "Yes." "Call me mom once, you never did." "I'm hanging up mom." "Allright." "You won't call me mom again if you don't want to." "Derya." "You promised." "You promised that you would go away." "Let's talk for a while and then I'll go." "Why do you all do this?" "Why do you all lie?" " Let's just talk." " Leave me alone!" "I will go." "I will leave you." "Talk if you will." "Let's see what happens when I don't hear you." "I thought you weren't able to hold knives." "You look very beautiful." " Will you shut up?" " Let's talk for a while then I will shut up." "Forever." "Don't do it." "Don't do it." "Don't." "Don't!" "Stop it!" "Stop!" "Another dream." "It's not..." "It's a dream, you talk like the voice..." "If you don't like it I'll change it." "Looks real, but turns out to be a dream." "I thought it was vice versa." "The things you dream about turn out to be real." "YOU were" "THE VOICE?" "YOU and ME are the same thing." "We grew up together, remember?" "I was always with you." "I always tried to talk to you." "But you started to listen only when I changed my voice." "What good did it do?" "You've changed." "You're not the same person anymore." "You're not afraid anymore." "What will I do now?" "Relax." "Don't ask questions." "I'm here." "Come rest for a while." "Don't talk like that any more OK?" "Your real voice is more beautiful." "I am a refugee" "I have no other place but my heart to use as a shelter, as a home." "I am a refugee." "I have taken my heart as a shelter." "No casualties in here even if there is a war." "I'm at a place... where all dreams... go to eternity and to an end." "I'm at a place where all wishes can come true." "I am a refugee." "I'm living in my heart." "I'm not a prisoner, I'm not a slave." "I live within myself." "I am a refugee." "There are no boundaries here." "No winning and no losing." "That's why there is no power greater than this power..." "I am a refugee." "I have no other place but my heart to use as a shelter, as a home." "I'm at a place where all memories are dried and kept safe in books." "I'm at a place where all words are free of sentences without hurting." "I am a refugee." "I'm living in my heart." "I'm not a prisoner, I'm not a slave." "I live within myself." "I am a refugee." "There are no boundaries here." "No winning and no losing." "That's why there is no power greater than this power..."