"# I can't be held responsible #" "# For the things I say #" "# For I am just #" "# A vessel in vain #" "# And I can't be held responsible #" "# For the things I see #" "# For I am just #" "# A vessel in vain #" "# No boat out on no ocean #" "# No name there on no hull #" "# And it's not a strain at all #" "# To remember #" "# Those that I've left behind #" "# They're all standing #" "# Right here beside me now #" "# And most of them #" "# With a smile #" "# My ideals #" "# Have got me on the run #" "# Towards my connection #" "# With everyone #" "# My ideals #" "# Have got me on the run #" "# Towards my connection #" "# With everyone #" "# My ideals #" "# Have got me on the run #" "# It's my connection #" "# With everyone #" "# Such free reign #" "# For a vessel in vain #" "God will forgive them." "He'll forgive them and allow them into heaven." "I can't live with that." "Anthony, you don't mess about with that fire, mate." "No." "Here you go, mate." "I'll help you in." "I've got to go to..." "Oh, you did well there, lad." "You've really earned that." "Anthony." "Anthony." "Hey, all right, mate!" "Just do me a quick favor, mate, on the way down to the shop, all right?" "Oh, no, I've got to go towards Stiletto." "It'll take you 5 minutes." "Now, come here!" "Here's one, bro." "Morning, Gage." "All right." "Fucking great pills, man." "Yeah, I'll have to do you for that." "That's 15 for the single one." "Fucking go gambling, mate?" "All right, man." "Enjoy yourself, man." "Okay, Weir." "Yeah, can I have two?" "Sweet." "Cheers, Gage." "Can I help you, mate?" "Sorry?" "What the fuck are you looking at?" "You, you cunt!" "See you in a bit, yeah?" "Hang in." "Hang in." "I ain't gonna fucking do it, am I?" "Don't worry." "I likes you anyway." "Sonny." "Cheers, man." "Have any more?" "No, I don't, man." "Taste that beer before you drink it." "It just isn't enough, admit it." "Just seen old Jane in town." "Have you?" "Good man." "Deal 'em out." "She had a hot skirt on." "She's randy for you." "She might as well not wear anything." "Really?" "I'll be on my floor tonight on that skirt." "See you happy chaps later." "10:00 about." "Don't get pulled." "I won't." "Take it easy, Herb." "See you, mate." "Sorry about over there, mate." "I really just lost the head there." "I don't know what happened to me." "I just don't know what come over me." "Sorry." "Shouting at you was the wrong thing." "It's all right, man." "What's your name?" "It's Herbie." "No." "What's your name?" "No, it... it is." "I'm called Herbie, man." "Whoa, me, I'm really sorry." "I'm really ashamed of myself for losing control." "Okay, mate." "All right." "Under the bridge water." "Yeah." "Let it flow." "All right, mate." "They spit-roasted me on video." "Sense of life, man." "He's still alive..." ""Janie and Gretchen living..." ""getting each other off at the shower time, and they really want you to join in. "" "I would if I had a shower." "You know what I mean?" "Oh, Jesus." "I love English cock." "Do you?" "You guys have really tasty spunk." "Oh, she's a little slut." "Dirty cow." "Not today, thanks." "Herbie, dickhead." "Yeah, all right." "Herbie." ""Janet loves alfresco fun, so why not join her as she spreads herself wide in the open air?"" "What's alfresco?" "Alfresco, that's up your anus, ain't it?" "Is it?" "In the anal." ""Fancy a tit fuck?"" "No, thanks." ""I love taking his cock deep so his shaven balls are in me face. "" "Hi, chaps." "Righto." "Herb." "Herbie." "Herb, Herb." "Hey, I'm all skin up." "Man, I got some gear." "Yeah, put it together." "Let's do some of Sonny's gear." "You need to chill out." "Don't take fucking much elation." "Uh, you've had enough of that." "Check on your stuff and don't touch the action." "Don't touch the action." "Fuckin' hell." "I was in farm today, man." "Listen, Tuff." "Was in farm." "I'm listening." "I'm listening." "Doing me dealing, right?" "You know what I mean?" "Had to scout about and stuff, and as soon as I waltz in, there was this fucking bloke having a bit of a butcher's at me." "Went over, like, "Do you want a fucking picture?" "What's going on?" He's like, "Huh?"" "Mongrel can hardly speak." "And then I says, "Listen." "What the fuckin' hell are you looking at?"" "He goes, "You, you cunt!"" "Get out." "Seriously, man." "So I go down to club seeking Sonny, don't I?" "So I'm coming out... coming out back of the club." "You know where the stairs are?" "Yeah." "Was on me phone." "Next minute, "Aah," he's right there." "I'm fucking like a ghost, man." "What that?" "Faint now, dead." "Know what I mean?" "So I faint now." "Know what I mean?" "Were you sweating, though?" "I was like whoa, but he starts apologizing." "The guy comes up to you, more or less threatens you." "Then he jumps out on you going to fucking work, and you shake his hand?" "That's what I mean." "Freaky, innit?" "No, you're fucking freaky." "You know what I think it is?" "I've been racking me brains all bastard day." "Yeah, it's a local lunatic, innit?" "Hey, Tuff." "Anthony's brother." "It was Anthony's brother, man." "Stop it!" "Don't crowd him." "Don't crowd him, all right?" "You're making him nervous." "I know you got to go, but let me just say one thing, all right?" "I don't mind." "I just don't like when people are just fucking rude." "You know what I'm saying?" "I'm sorry I hit you before." "I didn't mean to." "Yeah?" "There's no blood, is there?" "Huh?" "Huh?" "Yeah!" "That isn't a bloodstain." "That isn't a bloodstain, is it?" "At this pace, it'll give you the appetite of an artist." "No, no, no." "Trust me." "I don't like one of these things here." "Blow for me, mate." "I don't want him to do any more." "Oh, come on, man." "He don't want to do any more." "No, but listen." "What you got to do is, if you do want..." "Has he gone?" "Did I miss it?" "Did I miss the other one?" "He's real fucking paranoid." "Come on." "Keep your hands off of him." "It was weird in town today, weren't it?" "Weren't it?" "Don't change, does it?" "No, sure as shit no." "No, it weren't." "What are them little lines in your hair?" "What, them?" "You did them." "I certainly did not." "Yeah, you did." "No, I didn't." "When you cut it." "Are you trying to look like a gangster?" "No, I'm gonna grow it anyway." "What are you growing it like?" "Don't know." "Long hair." "Like Bon Jovi." "No." "I'm gonna have to go back to town in a bit, mate, to sort some business out." "I don't want to go, Richard." "You don't have to." "Is that Sonny's stuff, yeah?" "He's gonna go mad." "He's not gonna go mad." "Sonny can share." "Oh, no, man." "We got to do an experiment for the mix." "And you have been chosen as the lead astronaut." "Fucking opinion as a connoisseur." "Go on, have a go at that." "Whoa, what you up to?" "Come on, give me it." "Come on." "Come on." "Let me into your thoughts." "It's an interesting one, this." "Give me your thoughts." "Come on." "Don't think about it too much." "Byzantine period." "Byzantine period." "I'll give you a clue, man." "Italy." "Italy?" "Italy." "It's for the Italians." "It's for the Italians." "But you say that now." "# It's amore #" "It's fucking parmesan cheese!" "You dirty bastard." "Fuck off." "Fuck you." "All right, I'm off." "I'm off, Gage." "Are you sure you can make it?" "Yeah." "I'll strut my way and all that." "You must be fucking cursed." "I'll fucking nightmare you." "See you in a bit, yeah?" "See you in a bit." "Hey, take care." "See you in a bit." "Say hello to Sonny." "Yeah, I will, mate." "Oh, man, he's off his fucking trolley." "Have you seen him?" "Fuckin' hell." "Fuckin' hell, man." "Fuckin' hell!" "Tuff!" "Tuff!" "Listen!" "There's a man standing at the door with massive eyes." "It looks like his fucking eyes are on fire." "Come on." "Come on." "He was still down there." "Shh!" "He was..." "He was still there." "He had a mask." "He had a mask." "His eyes were massive!" "Like an elephant." "Well, where is he?" "He was still there when the door closed." "He had this big suit on, man." "Massive eyes, man, I'm telling you." "You think this is funny, Herbie?" "You guys really run around like fools, either of you." "I ain't jokin'." "What can I say?" "I'm not making it up!" "He had massive eyes!" "I'm stopping here tonight." "You're not stopping at my house." "I'm stopping here." "Just let me stop here!" "I'm not gonna piss about, am I?" "Get your fucking stuff and get..." "Fuckin' hell, man." "What the fuck's that?" "What the fuck was I telling you?" "He fucking broke into me fucking flat." "Hey!" "Hey!" "Where's Sonny's gear?" "We'll find you, bastard!" "What's up?" "Where's Sonny's gear, man?" "We'll find you!" "Fuckin' hell." "Where was it, man?" "It was on the fucking table." "Where's Sonny's gear?" "Check your pockets." "Check your pockets." "I don't fucking have it." "I didn't go out with it, did I?" "Check 'em anyway, you twat!" "These just fell down." "Haven't got the food." "What was her name?" "Cynthia." "No." "Ruby." "Ruby." "No." "She had a break, and it broke in two." "That was a dog." "She's a fucking dog!" "Spoke with her for 21/2 hours." "You lay the fuck off." "You fell asleep." "You fell asleep." "Fell a-fuckin'- sleep." "Get in the door." "You fell asleep." "Listen, you fuckin' A." "# It's all right #" "# I'm feeling strange #" "# When monkey ran high #" "# I feel it coming #" "# Something new #" "# Never thought I'd find another man like that #" "# Yeah #" "Man, I was enjoying that." "Right, Herbie, I think you better tell him, innit?" "I've gotta tell him?" "It's your story." "Well, I know." "You guys can help tell it." "Well, we don't know it, do we?" "We don't know the story." "Just tell him the gear's gone." "End of story." "Full stop." "Straight in with that." "He's gonna think I'm on it, isn't he?" "You're supposed to give him the bad news first, man." "'Cause you can't do anything about it." "Just tell him about the drugs, man." "He's figuring it's funny." "He's gonna go apeshit over that." "The flat's been trashed, it's been painted on the wall." "Yeah, tell him about the elephant, what?" "Don't mention the elephant." "Don't mention the elephant," "Herbie." "Honestly." "Give a shout." "Give a shout." "Sonny, mate?" "Sonny, it's like an emergency." "Gotta tell you somethin'." "Well, he's banging about now, is he?" "We're coming back." "Banging?" "What are you..." "Who's banging on the fucking door?" "You, eh?" "What's all here?" "I didn't bang on the door, man." "Well?" "Are you all right, mate?" "I'm all right." "What you want?" "Sonny, we need to have a word inside." "We'll have a word." "What you want?" "Well, go inside, eh?" "Best we go inside, Sonny." "It won't take long, mate." "Get in." "We need to speak to you." "Eh?" "Not out here, man." "All right, who banged on the door?" "I didn't bang on the door." "Herbie, don't..." "Who banged on the door?" "I don't know." "I didn't bang on the door." "Herbie, I'm gonna ask you one more time." "I didn't do it, man." "I didn't bang on your door." "Fucking pills and everything." "How many pills?" "What are they?" "Put a few of these in?" "Yeah." "Do you know why people give kids drugs?" "So they can control their minds." "Because they're fucking weak-minded themselves." "They're not even animals, mate." "Fuck it." "I'll just put all that in." "Look at that, mate." "Fuckin' hell." "That's acid." "Yeah." "What you gonna do with it?" "I'm gonna give 'em a super-duper fuckin' dose." "I'm gonna send 'em to space, man." "Yeah." "The space you ain't fucking coming back though, baby." "No." "Cheeky bastard, though, wrecking' our flat." "Did you see what he did to his face?" "Come in and put that on his face." "He don't even nit-know, do you know what I mean?" "You know what I think, he's maybe fuckin' mental bastard..." "If he can get in here and do that one..." "He can do what he wants." "He's trained, man." "I told ya." "He's not gonna buy this story anyway." "He's pissed off." "Oh, here he comes." "Aye, Sonny." "How's it goin' now, man?" "Still a little bit there." "Well, I thought we had a deal, fellas." "What do you mean, a deal?" "That's not us." "We ain't done that." "He came 'round me flat, man." "He came 'round me flat and wrecked it." "Put all this writing on the wall." "Smashed me lamp." "Have you touched my gear?" "Have you been using my gear, mate?" "We went out the flat, left it on the table for five minutes." "Hav you been usin'..." "I'm not asking you that." "I'm askin' if you've been usin' the gear." "No, I don't get off your gear, we sell it." "I don't touch it." "Tuff?" "I ain't touched it, man." "I ain't touched it." "He's seen the geezer." "Tell 'em, Herbie." "That's what I'm sayin'." "This guy follows us all day." "We go bang off the edge, we see the elephant..." "It's an elephant?" "Eh?" "Elephant?" "Fuck." "Fire away, mate." "Fast as you can." "Go on." "So, at the club, the other night, and he said that and stuff, he followed me..." "Said what?" "He called me a cunt." "Okay." "And I saw him earlier in the day, mate." "Out the back of your club when I come and seen you." "He was at my club?" "Yeah, he was at your club at the back." "Same fellow?" "Same guy." "But I'm thinking about this all day, man, 'cause it's weird, you know what I mean?" "So that's when, you know, I went to Tuff's to just chill out, man, you know what I mean?" "Sort me head out and stuff." "And that's when I come downstairs, and this thing's there, it's right there at the glass, mate." "What's this thing?" "This elephant thing." "Fuckin' hell." "I told him not to mention fuckin' elephants." "Now, the problem I have is my gear's gone, and you're talkin' about elephants, okay?" "Just nice and easy, tell me what it is, and we'll deal." "I'm saying..." "Who is the elephant man?" "It's..." "It's..." "Anthony's brother, innit?" "It's Anthony's brother." "I swear man." "I swear, it's Anthony's brother Richard." "Hello." "Hello." "...and you talked to me, and you become my friend, and then you let these fucking idiots maul you and touch you and feel you?" "What's wrong with you?" "You know why your brother left?" "Because you are a retard." "That's what he told me." "That's what he told the neighborhood." ""My brother Anthony is a fucking retard," ""so I'm going to go into the army and I'm gonna run a fucking million miles away. "" "I'm telling you, you are fucking difficult to deal with." "And when you're here, you've got to abide by my rules." "Okay?" "Well, here I have a special game for you." "It's a very special game, okay?" "We play Anthony sucks Sonny's dick." "I put this big cock in your mouth and you suck it." "You wanna play that game?" "Or if you don't wanna play that game, you can have the mystery prize." "Now what's it gonna be?" "Huh?" "What's it gonna be?" "You have got three seconds to answer." "It is suck my cock or mystery prize." "What you wanna play?" "1, 2..." "What is it?" "What do you want to play?" "I'll play the mystery..." "You're such a fuckin' idiot." "Does it work?" "No, it's a piece of shit." "Oh, that's a shame." "Don't go climbing' in it." "No, I won't." "Look at that." "I think I could use that... for somethin'." "Proper, that." "It's a bit blunt." "Blunt." "It's old." "Did you see him?" "Well, I didn't actually see him, no." "But Herbie saw him." "I mean, he was fuckin' scared, man." "I've not seen him." "We were outside the flat when he did it." "It's only Herbie who's seen him." "I mean, how did he get here?" "Do you know what I mean?" "He's clever, man." "How's he got in here?" "How clever is that?" "Do you know what I mean?" "He's done his flat in three minutes." "Sorry to barge in." "Just want a quick word with these three twats!" "What the fuck are you on about?" "We had an agreement." "No pissing about." "Right?" "Well, who's done that, you twats?" "What's so bloody funny, eh?" "It's not just that." "Find out how did that, you fuckin' twats!" "Find out..." "Leave him alone!" "Leave him alone!" "Shut up, will you?" "Shut up!" "I'll tell him in me own time." "Herbie tells us we have a little visitor in town." "Tell him what we have, Herbie." "Anthony's brother's back." "That's who it is." "He's messing with us." "If you're winding me up, you twat..." "No, he's like a commando, man." "Hang on." "Hang on." "Coming through the window." "Sonny, are they telling the truth?" "Are they right or what?" "Who'd have the balls to do that?" "Eh?" "What's it say, man?" "Never mind what it says." "Eh, listen, you pikey cunt." "Shut up." "What about the girl?" "Aye." "Patti?" "Yeah." "Where's she?" "She's a fucking slag, man." "Big-mouthed slag." "Yeah, big mouth." "Someone's..." "You're having a laugh." "No, I'm not." "I'm not fucking Norma." "I mean..." "No, I'm not doing it." "Now can I go downstairs, please?" "If that is your choice, what can I do?" "What can you do?" "Get out!" "You give my fucking set of keys?" "What keys?" "No, Sonny!" "Please!" "Don't lie to me, Patti." "Don't lie to me." "I'll do it!" "Ah!" "I'll do anything!" "You wanna fuck him?" "Huh, do ya?" "Hey." "It's been a while, hasn't it?" "There's all my boys." "Yay!" "That's a cute little urchin." "She's a sweetheart." "What are you doing there?" "Get him out of my home." "Where's your key?" "He's behaving." "He's sane." "Just do as your told." "Tell me the truth." "Ah!" "What are you doing?" "Not shagged." "No one's squatting." "Please, just..." "You look your age." "You can piss off, you." "She sounded honest, right?" "Cow!" "It's only a fucking shag!" "A fucking shag with a... fucking hell!" "Congratulations." "No, you ain't going anywhere." "We have things to do." "Whoa!" "Slow the car!" "Slow the car!" "He's fucking there!" "Go down there, boy." "Back up." "Just stay here, all right?" "I'll do this." "Hey man, how you doin'?" "Rich." "You okay?" "Yeah?" "You know the lads had this ridiculous idea th..." "Yeah, it was me." "Oh, it was?" "Thought so." "What are you up to?" "Moochin' about." "Moochin' about?" "In my house?" "Do you always paint men like women?" "What are you doin', lad?" "That's my concern." "Not with me in my house." "Where are you staying?" "Motson's farm." "Gonna come and see me, are ya?" "Maybe I will." "Oh." "You're not afraid of me, are ya?" "Why doesn't he just chin him?" "He's weighing him up." "He's weighing him up." "Shut up." "You're making me very nervous, Richard." "Well, you should be." "If I were you," "I'd get in that fuckin' car, and I'd get out of here, man." "I'd gather them goonies and get whatever you've got, and come at me... 'cause I'm gonna fucking hit you all." "I don't like being threatened, Richard." "I'm not threatening you, mate." "It's beyond fucking words." "I watched over you when you were asleep, and I looked at your fucking neck, and I was that far away from slicing it." "You're fucking there, mate!" "So get in that car and fuck off." "You get to me first." "I just might." "What's he doing?" "He's coming back." "He's coming back." "Is that it?" "He ain't goin' away, fellas." "It's that simple." "I saw him." "I looked right in the eye, and he ain't the same guy that left." "Did he mention us?" "Yeah, he did." "He invited us all over whenever we wanna go and see him." "Said, "Please come and see me." "Invite the lads. "" "Quite poetic, isn't he?" "Fuckin' invited us." "Mental." "Where's he at?" "He's at Mottson's." "The farm?" "Yeah." "Well, what you want us to do?" "Yeah, I think we just go up there, and we... we get him out of the fuckin' house, and I take a pop and..." "Gonna fucking shoot him?" "Anyone who's got any better ideas, I'd love to hear 'em." "And what will you..." "How we gonna get him out?" "You can say, "Please come out, I'm gonna shoot you. "" "I don't know." "You tell me." "Just say to him we want the gig." "Offer him some money to..." "I think just knock on the door, get him out, and I just take a pop." "It's that simple." "Serious shit, Sonny." "What are we gonna do?" "What can we do?" "Just warn him or something." "He ain't goin' away." "He's gotta get done." "I fucking can't believe this, man." "I can." "I been awake a bit too long, I think." "Got any..." "Sandwiches'd help, John." "Like, food and..." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Help yourself down at the bar." "Bring some up, will you?" "You know I'm with you, Sonny." "All the way." "You know that." "It's fucked up." "Oh, for fuck's sake, let's do something." "I'm gonna go fucking stir-crazy." "Man, come on, something, anything." "Cards." "Come on." "Sonny, game of cards?" "Sorted." "Come on, John." "Yeah, why not, eh?" "Might as well find us some jelly." "Seems like shit-all for dinner." "Sonny!" "Come here!" "It's..." "It's Timbo, man." "Oh!" "Oh, God." "Take care of the latch." "Take care of the latch!" "I'm doin' it." "# Watch the dark clouds bruising #" "# Bellies flushed with water #" "# They swell above your heads #" "# Pull your coats around you #" "# Feel the wind cut through them #" "# Scraping at your bones #" "# Hold her in the falling rain #" "# Hold him like you've never done #" "# Let this be a moment #" "# That you won't forget #" "# That you won't forget all your life #" "# Till you die #" "Good luck, Al." "See you in a bit, Al, yeah?" "Good luck, man." "All right, man." "Oof!" "Hello, pig mud." "He's got an ax!" "A fucking ax!" "We're sortin' this out, man." "I'll say when it's sorted." "We can... we can sort this out." "We just need to talk about it." "You've got some guts coming to my door in that shape." "I've got money for you, man." "Sonny, fucking nail him, will ya?" "Fucking nail him." "I'm gonna take your fat belly and I'm gonna rub it in the fucking mud, you gack!" "You fucking shot Al, you twat!" "You shot fucking Al!" "What the fuck?" "You fucking shot him!" "Drive!" "Al!" "Okay, now." "Al!" "Alan!" "Fuck this whole thing!" "You shot him..." "Alan!" "Alan!" "Go on, suck it, suck it, suck it." "How you feeling?" "You can't be sick off that hit." "I'll sit with him." "Make him stand up." "He needs to get up." "Let's see if he stays, okay?" "The fucking gear box is gone, man." "We're fucked." "We're fucking stranded here, man." "We're gonna have to walk back into town, aren't we?" "What are you talking about, man?" "He's waiting for us." "He's gonna fucking kill us, man." "Well, where are you gonna go, man?" "There." "Where?" "Fucking there, anywhere." "I don't care, man." "That's off in the fucking middle of fucking nowhere." "We're in the middle of nowhere with him." "Fucking..." "You shot Al, man!" "It was an accident." "You saw him, Herbie!" "You saw it!" "He'll be calling the police, man." "Herb, come on, man." "Herb, fucking go with me." "We're better off in town, man." "Soz, man, come on." "Let's fuck off." "Tuff, man, what am I gonna do out there?" "I might as well be walking off the edge of a cliff." "Fucking come on!" "Tuff, get a grip, will ya?" "Come back to town with us." "We're all gonna fucking die with him!" "You... fuck off!" "You're gonna fucking die!" "Tuff!" "Do you remember when you came to our school and did that run, Richard?" "I do, yeah." "Good day that was, wasn't it?" "You was the best." "You made the most money, didn't ya?" "About 300 quid, I think." "Do you remember when you played football?" "I do, yeah." "You was the best then as well, weren't ya?" "Who was that little lad that kept showing his arse whenever he got the ball?" "That's Michael." "Michael Parks." "They tried to hold me hand, didn't they, mate?" "Yeah, didn't they?" "They all held your hand." "I didn't." "I know you didn't." "Don't need to, do I?" "# When the dust has settled #" "# Will you make it back #" "# Our days were numbered #" "# Our days were wrapped #" "# We fall and we're lost #" "# Through alien nights #" "# Today's darkest cloud #" "# Was yesterday's light #" "# Afterlight #" "Now we should check this place out." "Make sure no one's in there." "Fuckin' hell, mate." "Here you are, mate." "Sonny, have you got one bigger, man?" "Huh?" "Got something bigger?" "That's the whole point, though." "The thing is with this little fucking thing, these aren't..." "You can't see." "You got it?" "You know what I mean?" "You just put it here." "Just fucking got it here." "And you just..." "No fucking nasty cut, you know what I mean?" "It's proper army edition there." "We'll have a look up here." "He's in the fucking army now, innit?" "Huh?" "He's in the fucking army." "Yeah." "All right in here, mate." "Sonny?" "What's wrong, mate?" "Here's not in here, mate." "There's nothing there." "Are you sure, man?" "There?" "What's going on?" "Hmm." "Fucking Tuff, man." "What's he run off for?" "What a fool." "Do you actually think he's coming to town?" "Yeah, I bet he turns up in a bit." "Shouldn't have fucking left him, should we?" "He's a fucking lazy bastard." "He wouldn't walk that far, now would he?" "Do you want some in there, Gage?" "Just put some in there, yeah." "Just up to the line." "You see that line." "To the line..." "Stop!" "Whoa, whoa, whoa." "Yeah." "Ohh..." "Okay now." "I can't me head around it." "The soldier here is fucking rank, man." "That's disgusting." "I could taste that." "Fucking hell." "I can taste it in me beer." "I still don't feel well after sitting here." "I'm not fucking going downstairs on me own." "Got any more pots for washing?" "Here." "Put that in." "Right, that's the recycling'." "Put them up for tomorrow." "You may wanna keep things like this." "Want all of this to go in the washing?" "That's a washing." "They're clean." "They're not smelly, mate." "Oh, no." "That one stinks." "If I can only savor this one..." "You could if you want." "When your friends were pot leavers and you kept half the things like that, there could be a corkscrew there." "What?" "You drink those from the pint." "Well, isn't it for lager?" "Ahh." "For lager." "I used to do this all the time, you know." "Not much lift in their bollocks." "We'll turn 'em up." "...you behemoth." "Come on." "Now, if you get the plastic, you see, the plastic's 5... 3 pence, and the glass is 5 pence, so if you put the 3 to the 5, you lose fuckin' money." "You gotta put the 5's and the 3's separate." "So remember, the glass is 5." "Have you fed these fish?" "I fed them this morning." "Yeah?" "Yeah." "Does my face look all right?" "I don't feel good, man." "Huh?" "Take it off of me, man." "I don't need it." "Take it off of me." "Take it off of me." "I don't feel good." "Take it off." "I don't want it." "Hang on." "I'm done." "I'm outta here." "Sonny, what does my face look like?" "Feels like..." "loose." "Is it blotchy or something?" "That's a bit red, this eye." "I'd go and get that eye checked if I were you." "Have you fed the fish?" "I fed them this morning, man." "One of 'em looks like a shark." "Raaah!" "# Sunny sunny sunny days with you #" "Help." "Help me." "You're the devil." "I wish I fucking was." "Jesus." "No." "You a devil?" "Jesus." "Don't..." "Don't touch me." "Do you like to party?" "Get up and fucking dance." "Get up and dance at my party." "Get your fat up." "Look at ya!" "Come on." "Come on!" "Have a dance." "He doesn't know." "He's just trying." "With a mind that's fucked up for ages." "Did you think you could get away with it?" "You fuckin' did, man." "You can come with me." "Help." "Up." "Sit up!" "Fucking chin up." "Sit up, man." "Pay attention." "Up on your feet, you." "Whoa." "Don't you know who I am?" "Can I go?" "Well, you're going." "You're going." "Are you going?" "No." "I'm gonna do it all for you now." "I'm gonna take it all away from you." "You just look at me like that." "That's it, mate." "That's it." "You just stand there and don't move." "I gotta fucki" shut you off." "Hey." "Sit there." "There's something I want to show you." "It's just between me and you." "Just stay there." "Wipe your nose." "Open it." "Open it." "What is it?" "Open it." "Who is he?" "That's not Joe." "It's hard to believe, isn't it?" "Do you want to give him a kiss?" "No." "Say something to him." "It's your last chance." "Are you frightened?" "Want me to close it?" "I'm sorry, mate." "Yeah." "It's hard losing somebody close to you, isn't it?" "Do you want me to show it to you?" "Yeah..." "Yeah." "What did you do that for?" "He tried to run away." "Do you know why you're alive?" "You're a good man." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Yeah." "I'll give you a deal." "You tell me what I want to know, and I'll let you live." "Will you?" "There's one more." "Where is he?" "Where he lives?" "No." "Fuckin' hell." "That's them." "That's them in there." "Where's you?" "Where are you?" "I'm here." "Yeah." "You're here." "Tell me I can go." "What would you have said?" "I'll help ya." "Well, then..." "I've gone all straight." "That don't matter." "West End." "You fuckin' lying to me?" "No." "I'll come after ya." "Aye." "I know it's West End." "You know I'll come after you, don't ya?" "That's why I know you're telling the truth." "You'll let me live, won't you now?" "I promised you." "You did, didn't ya?" "Yeah." "And I don't go back on my word, mate." "Honest?" "Put it there." "Eh?" "Yeah." "Not this time, pal." "That's it, mate." "Let it out." "Let it all out." "That's it." "Is that for me?" "No." "Tell the truth." "No." "It don't matter anyway, does it?" "Does it, now?" "Well, no, not now." "I wouldn't have done that." "Oh, no, mate." "Fuck it." "Come here." "Uhh!" "# There is blood on my face #" "# There is cursed in my eye #" "# There is no one in the place #" "# But no one said good-bye #" "# This is how I start another day in my kingdom #" "# There is hate in my heart #" "# This is how my day starts #" "# There is blood on my hands #" "# From the murder of a man #" "# This is how I start another day in my kingdom #" "Lads!" "Yeah." "Here now." "I told you an hour." "Where have you been?" "The park." "What's that?" "A mask." "Take it off." "What are you doing with that on?" "Where'd you get that from?" "A soldier." "What?" "A soldier." "What is that?" "A knife." "I know it's a knife." "What you doing with a knife?" "Soldier gave us them." "What do you mean, a soldier gave it to you?" "He said he knew Dad." "He said he knew Dad, did he?" "Really?" "Mark!" "Mark!" "What?" "Come down here now!" "Come on." "We're gonna drive down there now." "Definitely not trash diving, is it?" "No." "Come on, mate." "You'll know him if you see him?" "Yeah." "Hi." "Can I help ya?" "Hello, love." "Is Mark available?" "No, he's just gone out with the lads, actually." "Oh, that's a shame." "Can I tell him who's calling?" "Yeah, my name's Richard." "I'm an old friend of his from years ago." "Was you in the park this morning?" "Yeah, yeah." "Did you meet my lads?" "I did." "Absolutely brilliant lads." "Yeah." "Crackers." "They are crackers." "Yeah, they've been shouted at today." "Oh, right." "Yeah, 'cause they came back with a mask and a knife." "So I was a bit upset, to be honest." "It was blunt." "I know, but it's a bit irresponsible, isn't it?" "I was really worried." "You're a good mother." "Yeah." "Yeah, I am a good mother." "Good one, then." "Sorry." "Can I ask your name again?" "My name's Richard." "And... just tell him that you called, yeah?" "Yeah." "I'll be around anyway." "Right, okay." "Anthony's brother." "Anthony's brother, right." "Yeah." "Yeah." "Ta." "Hello." "What are you doing sitting' there in the dark?" "I'm waiting for you lot." "How you doing, lads?" "All right." "You gonna go upstairs and play on your computer before tea?" "Okay." "There's no one up there." "No, that's 'cause he's been here." "He what?" "Do you mean he's been here?" "No, as soon as you left, he came." "What?" "Been inside?" "No, he didn't come inside." "He was fine." "He wasn't... he wasn't..." "It was a bit weird." "What'd he say?" "He said, "Tell him Richard called. "" "And you don't know him?" "No, I've never seen him before in me life." "Never." "But he did ask for you." "He said, uh," ""He used to knock about with his brother years ago:" "Anthony. "" "Leave him alone." "What?" "Hey, soft, man." "What is it, babe?" "What's wrong?" "I do know him." "Get off!" "Get off!" "I know who he is." "Anthony." "He was just a kid, just a... young lad." "I mean, he was a simple kid." "He wasn't..." "Do you know what I mean?" "He wasn't as..." "He was just... too simple to know what he was doing." "Until Rich went in the army." "And Anthony used to hang about with us, like..." "We just had a laugh with him, we had a laugh with him." "But Sonny was just... just everything." "Everything was too far." "Everything he took too far." "And Anthony just didn't know what was happening." "He didn't know where he was." "He was..." "He wasn't like..." "He just didn't understand at all." "He just... just..." "He didn't understand any of it." "We... all got in a van and... we were dropping acid and..." "And Sonny gave him some..." "And I could see it was going wrong." "I could see..." "I could see Anthony's face, and it was all..." "He was tripping out of his mind, this kid." "You're all right, mate." "He don't mind me." "Fall in!" "No!" "No!" "Anthony, stop shouting." "Because every time you shout, your mother gets sick." "And then Richard might get a bullet in the army." "And we don't want that, do we?" "Move from there, you're dead." "Don't fuckin' move!" "Come on!" "Get a move on!" "I was the last one..." "I could have stayed." "I could have stayed." "I could have kept with him." "But everybody got back in the van." "Left him." "I didn't want to leave him." "We found him." "He's killed himself." "He's done himself." "Get up." "Don't make a noise." "Get up." "Where are your car keys?" "If you make a noise, I'll push this in your spine." "Get in." "Here." "Do you remember me?" "Yeah." "Why have I brought you here?" "This is where Anthony was..." "Was?" "When he what?" "Come on, have the bollocks to say it." "Where he hung himself." "Why him?" "'Cause he was weak." "'Cause he was a spastic." "He wasn't a spastic." "He fuckin' was a spastic." "He was a fuckin' nana." "He looked up to you." "Well, he was a fuckin' embarrassment to me." "What did you do to him?" "What did you do?" "We were..." "I said you!" "What did you fuckin' do?" "Not them cocks." "I didn't stop it." "I didn't stop it." "Well, I wish you had... 'cause you could have stopped a lot of carnage." "What do you mean?" "They're all fuckin' dead." "I executed them." "And you're the last one." "Now I'm the monster." "Was he calling for me?" "When you were torturing him, was he calling for me?" "Yeah." "Was he screaming my name?" "Yeah, he was." "He still is." "I love you, Anthony." "I love you, kid, but I can't do him." "I can't do him." "I'm sorry." "Take this from me." "No." "You take it." "No." "I don't want it." "If you don't take this knife from me," "I'm gonna do something awful with it." "Take it." "Take it." "Take it." "You... you were supposed to be a monster." "Now I'm the fuckin' beast." "There's blood on my hands." "Look what you made me do." "No." "No." "Come on." "Stick that knife in me." "No." "I can't." "Please." "I don't know what else I'm capable of doing." "I've got kids." "I've got children." "Hyah!" "I just wanna lie with my brother." "Where are you?" "No." "Yeah." "It's okay." "It's okay." "Come on." "Please." "Please." "Please." "Look what I've become." "I've done terrible things with it." "Please." "Think of your children." "That's it." "Come on." "I want you to help me." "Come on." "Come on." "Yeah, yeah, yeah." "Put that fuckin' knife in me." "Come on." "I need you to." "There's no other way to end it." "Think of your children." "Stick it in me, please." "Come on." "Please." "Please." "Please."