"I'm looking for... for a young woman." "Se jumped off te bridge today..." "O... o se's ere" "But visiting ours are over for today so come back tomorrow after nine, come back tomorrow." ""LOSS"" "Tis is your new ome now." "Your room is at te end of te all." "Not tere." "Tat's my room." "I would like it to stay tat way." "You can read tis book." "His room is furnised so well." "Wat was tere before?" "A cild's room..." "Wen I still ad ope," "I went to many doctors, tried all kinds of treatments." "I persuaded my usband to decorate a room in pink - curtains, wallpaper, carpet - everyting pink." "I used to go to curc often ten." "To pray to te Virgin Mary." "It seemed tat Mary would bless me wit a daugter..." "I imagined er taking er first steps, er first words - mummy," "mummy..." "Unfortunately..." "Tat accident caused too muc damage to my body." "Too muc..." "It's a miracle I survived." "A small tree stopped te car." "If it ad kept rolling, we wouldn't be talking ere rigt now." "And were did it come from..." "Tere were no oters around." "Te only one on te woIe slope." "And we it it." "It saved my life, but it didn't let me go." "blocked te door." "Te same tree blocked te door." "Let me out!" "Te car started to burn, te fire reaced my leg, and I couldn't get away." "But tat's not te worst ting." "Te worst is..." "I can't ave any cildren." "So many times tat i would wake up dreaming, and run to te ciId's room." "And it was empty." "Always empty..." "You wanted a girl so muc." "Wy ave you adopted a boy?" "I don't know." "I didn't coose im." "I Iooked at im, and e fell into my eart." "I feel tat we belong togeter..." "He is so my own, my own..." "Tanks." "Witout your elp Paul wouldn't be sleeping ere now." "It's no trouble, te orpanage director is an old friend." "Connections, darling." "I've waited for so long, now I feel uneasy." "Leg started playing up again." "You aven't been to te doctor, ave you?" "I'Il go now." "I must be strong and eaity." "For im." "Everyting will be fine." "Take care of yourself and paul." "I'Il prove you were not wrong appointing me as manager." "Are you going to work now?" "I don't ave anyting else to do." "My ome is empty witout work;" "no one waits for me." "You ave paul, I ave my work." "Get out of my ome!" "I let you in as a uman, but no - you are a parasite." "Get out of my sigt, freak!" "Stop barking, bitc." "Old ag..." "Damn you..." "I won't see you ere anymore!" "I can't get it up for you anyway." "I'lI find were to go." "Tere's a queue of tem waiting for me." "You - ungrateful assoIe!" "You stole my jewellery..." "give me back my gold!" "You ear?" "Give it back!" "Hey, were... ey..." "I said, tree days." "Tree days." "Give me." "Listen!" "Hey!" "Give me a drink." "Don't sout." "Just look at it." "Wat you are looking at ?" "Barking Bitces do not wear ceap jewellery." "Pour a glass!" "O, Trojan orse..." "Mrs. Teacer..." "Pamela Anderson witout tits..." "Te fallen Angel..." "Here is a true friend - remembers all women better tan I do." "I ave some fun and trow tem out of my mind." "But e saves." "And not only te name and pone number." "Brunette, blonde, wit tits, witout, fat or slim." ""critical days"" "You know, I would make sort notes." "And e saves." "Reliably like a Swiss bank." "And now wenever i'm in need - a royal menu - coose watever you want." "He ad been a real entertainer..." "until e betrayed me." "You know, my wife read te SMS." "And ten carefully went troug te woIe list." "I lost my wife, my business..." "O well, tat's te way it is." "Now e's redeeming is guilt." "Now e is my provider." "hello, Yurate?" "Haven't you missed te old love?" "O, you see..." "We sould meet." "Yea..." "Were?" "I would gladly see you at your place." "So wat if it's ome?" "O, your principle - no dates at ome." "But my principle - no dates at otels." "Too bad, too bad, bye ten..." "VaIda." "VaIda..." "Wo's Valda?" "Retard!" "Go to te mental ospital..." "Again, tey didn't allow me to see you..." "But it is as it sould be." "You would only get excited, but I can't take you back yet." "I still don't ave a ome." "Were would I take you?" "I don't ave te money to feed you." "To dress you." "As soon as I return wit te money..." "You need a moter... I'lI do everyting so tat you'lI ave a mum..." "Life is so unfair, VaIda... lt's taken so many years to realize tat you're te woman of my Iife." "Tat was my biggest mistake to leave you." "And wen i finally divorced my wife and I found you, you're flying away!" "Tomorrow." "For Ireland." "Have a drink, a small one." "So it won't urt so muc, ok?" "Maybe you'lI also put someting on te table?" "As you see, it's almost empty." "I don't ave anyting." "I'm not ere to drink anyway..." "Just don't get so upset... I just didn't expect to find you wit your suitcases packed." "I can wait for you." "Fly to Ireland and try your luck." "So wat?" "I can even stay ere." "until you come back." "I'Il take care of everyting ere." "Te apartment is not mine." "O..." "Ten I'Il buy a ouse on a lake, and will wait for you tere." "Are you sure you ave noting left in your bar?" "I don't ave it." "Maybe you could lend me some money until tomorrow?" "I'm flying away." "So wy couldn't you find me earlier?" "My business is triving." "I could ave supported you." "Listen, wen you return, I'lI eip you get on your feet." "O, VaIda..." "Are you taking tis one wit you?" "I was supposed to give it to my little son..." "But I didn't manage to see im." "So, you're a moter!" "We must drink to it..." "Damn it..." "Listen, if you don't take it wit you, we can sell it." "I'Il give you te money back." "I'lI buy you a bigger one." "Twice te size." "Agreed?" "If I ad a son and you were is teddy-bear, I wouldn't sell you for te world." "But wat can one expect from tat mad woman." "How could I ave ad er...?" "One ting i can do - l can sell." "I knock at te tird door and say:" ""Teddy-bear?"" " Tey answer, "bottle..." So, to Ireland!" "Ben, can I ask you someting... mmmm" "could you do someting for me?" "Anyting, baby, anyting." "Visit my little boy wile I'm in Ireland." "Make sure everyting is aIrigt and no one is urting im." "No problem." "I'Il visit im." "I'lI buy im a teddy-bear, twice as big." "So now, ere's to your little bunny." "Please visit im, visit our cild..." "OK" "Your son." "OK, sure." "Are you going to sit ere all nigt?" "well, it's up to you but wat for?" "Te doctor will be ere tomorrow." "It doesn't work." "It's red." "I'm so screwed..." "Tere's nobody to call, nobody." "Tose wo didn't talk won't talk anyway." "Tose wo did talk..." "well, it wouId've been better if..." "Man, you're te best!" "You know, I'm screwed." "Wait!" "I will pay." "Tomorrow..." "Seriously!" "I'm one of tose wo know ow to make money." "And you do a good job." "I respect tose wo work well." "But tey work teir woIe life and don't ave any money." "I ave none myself." "Wy?" "Because I don't want any." "If I want it, I can ave it." "Wat day is it, e?" "For you every day is a Sunday..." "It's Saturday." "really?" "It's really Saturday?" "hello!" "Working." "really..." "So wat if it's a Saturday?" "It's not only me, oters are working too." "Wat do you want?" "No, I can't today." "Tomorrow?" "Tat's anoter matter..." "Get out!" "Did I make it clear?" "Go... immediately!" "Wow, we are so brave..." "I'Il call security." "Wat?" "You...!" "?" "Wo do you tink you are to treat me like a dog?" "Miserable wore..." "Doormat!" "Let me go, please, Ben!" "So now" " Ben..." "Please..." "You beg... I didn't come ere to figt wit you." "I came ere like a normal uman being." "And you...?" "See wat you've driven me to." "How dare you?" "My old maid, you aven't canged abits - still working on Saturdays, aren't you?" "Happens..." "paul, I'm ome..." "Wat you are doing?" "Wat appened?" "A plant..." "It's noting!" "We'Il grow a new one." "It's all rigt, I'm not going to punis you..." "Tey punised you at te orpanage?" "Yes." "We agreed, you stay alone wile I go to te doctor." "I ad to go, my little one..." "Ladies and Gentleman, Air BaItic fIigt BT 669 from Vilnius as just landed." "Wat's e doing ere?" "I can't clean." "He's in a way." "He's a friend of tat girl wo jumped off te bridge." "Did se do it because of im?" "probably, now look at im." "Wat was e tinking?" "Us women sould know better wo are we failing for." "Yea sure, it's always te woman's fault and men are always te innocent ones." "But tis one doesn't look innocent at all." "Wit air like tat." "Tat and earring." "I wouldn't want to meet im in a dark street." "Yes... no, I won't be." "Me too." ""Not everyone wo says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter te kingdom of eaven, but only e wo does te will of my Fater wo is in eaven."" "Mary responded wit perfect obedience to te warning of God." "Mary - te woman wo said "fiat"- "let it be"." "Se is unesitating in er fait:" ""appiIy confided", blessed, because se "listened to God's word and kept it"." "So let's follow er, te traveller of fait, wo devoted all er life to Jesus Crist." "In yout Mary awaits for Him togeter wit te Jewis nation." "During te Annunciation, se accepts Him in er womb wit indescribable love." "Te woman of Nazaret Iistens and "oIds all His words in er eart"." "Wit er moterIy concern, se follows Jesus troug te years of is public life." "finally se sacrifices erself on calvary and demonstrates te conquering fait." "Te Curc looks at Mary and sees a Moter and an example in er." "Let's look at Mary wit fait as welI." "Te Holy Mary knows te true and te most important troubles of ours." "Like on te wedding day of Kana se guides us to Jesus:" ""Do wat He tells you to do"." "Like on te wedding day of Kana se guides us to Jesus:" ""Do wat He tells you to do"..." "Someting from today's special, please." "OK, ok ok, I'Il tell tis once again but for te last time." "So ere I am." "I'm walking from Robbie's." "You know Robbie's?" "Wit a terrible angover." "And ten I lifted my eyes - te crucifix standing on te bridge." "Yea, o God" " I tink - government as gone nuts." "And ere tis crucifix starts tippling over." "God - l tink - it's not te government, it's me getting delirious." "And ten I rub my eyes and I see tat it's - it's not a crucifix but a woman standing, a woman wit er arms stretced to te sides." "And straigt into te water!" "I don't know wat appened wit me, but I just felt, I just felt like I'm swimming." "And I dived... and pulled er out." "Tat's all." " Amazing story..." "Wy do you ave only one leg?" "Wen l was younger, I ad a terrible accident." "Te car went off te road at full speed." "Te land and te sky turned over, and ten - darkness... lf it wasn't for my boyfriend, I would ave burnt alive." "He rused to save me and pulled me out." "He was barely alive - ad many bones broken, but e ignored te pain." "He was not afraid, aItoug te car could ave blown up at any moment." "But my leg was too badly urt, so it ad to be cut off." "So were is e?" "Wo?" "My boyfriend?" "I don't know." "It was a very long time ago." "Tings ave canged and we're not togeter anymore." "Wy do you ask?" "If e was ere wit us, I wouldn't be afraid of anyting." "Wat are you afraid of?" "I don't know." "Nora, ow are you doing?" "How's life?" "Fine." "Good." "I'm appy for you." "I'm setting up a new business." "I managed to secure a bank loan." "On very good terms." "So my only problem now is cas." "You know ow tings are, you ave to pay someone for tis and for tat." "So maybe you could lend me some cas?" "Let's say a tousand?" "Just lend." "For a couple of weeks, no longer." "We could even agree on some interest." "We won't agree on anyting." "At least seven undred ten." "I'Il pay you back eigt undred." "Don't call me anymore." "is tis all you can do?" "Tat's it?" "To te man wo jumped into te fire for you?" "Wit broken arms... and a crack in te ead." "To pull you out of te damned burning car, rigt?" "If you'd watced te road, you wouldn't ave ad to rescue me." "And you wouldn't ave crippled me for te rest of my Iife." "I've told you a tousand times - tat wasn't my fault." "A cyclist appeared from nowere, rigt in front of us." "A boy." "Blond aired." "Wit a ligt coloured sweater." "Rigt in my way, so wat souId I ave done?" "Run im over?" "Yes, I told te police tat tere was a cyclist." "I did tat for you." "But, Ben, tere was nobody tere." "You didn't see im." "And now you don't..." "Instead of me you cose a piece of sit even worse tan me!" "You kicked me out and put a wore in te director's place." "Yea, my wore. I used to fuck er for small bonuses wenever I wanted." "Tere's no place in te office were I aven't fucked er on te desks, under tem, in te doorways..." "Nora, you're te only saint in tis world!" "Look, be fair wit me ten - give me at least a undred." "At least fifty." "Mate, do you know Dostoyevsky?" "Does e come ere often?" ""Don't believe in women's tears" - is words." "Good words." "Rigt." "I squeezed everyting I could from im." "If I don't repay te debt in tree days - it's yours." "Alrigt." "So get me someting to drink, to eat." "Let te last supper begin!" "Ben!" "Don't leave me!" "My leg..." "Stop!" "Are you crazy?" "Are you tired of living?" "Help!" "Se's dying." "I'Il call for anoter ambulance." "I don't need anoter ambulance!" "Se's dying." "Tere's a woman in labour, dying, and a baby." "Se can't wait." "I said a person is dying." "help!" " Good morning!" " Good morning, tanks." "You've been waiting ere since yesterday?" "And you are tis lady's..." "Pardon me?" "all rigt." "Look, I don't want to disappoint you, but from my experience, and I've been working ere for twenty years, tere is no point in waiting." "Until se completes er treatment, se won't even talk to you." "And not because of wat you are or are not." "Se's ill since birt." "It's te result of birt injury." "And now te illness is at its peak." "Se as been resisting eip and is not eating and we ave to force er to take er medication." "I don't recommend you to see er rigt now." "It will cause you just unnecessary stress." "Besides, you don't look good yourself." "I tougt you came to see me." "Ok, go ome and take care of yourself." "Te pen!" "Te pen belongs to te ospital." "I'lI eat if you leave." "I... I've got a job for you." "will I ave a job?" "will I ave a real job?" "Coffee?" "Tea?" "Wat did you drink wit Ben?" "Wit Ben?" "Wen you were discussing business?" "Mostly coffee." "Would you Iike some?" "And anyting wit te coffee?" "Brandy?" "Ben would ave some everyday." "And you?" "Have you ever seen me drunk?" "Wen you were wit Ben... lt's ard to say no wen asked by te director." "And you would never say no to im, wen e demanded?" "Did e treaten you?" "To cut your pay?" "To refuse to give bonuses?" "To sack you?" "Wat you're on about?" "Did you ever say "no" to your boss and te owner of te company?" "Wen regarding business..." "And wen not regarding business?" "Entertainment?" "Playing beind my back?" "You ad to?" "Maybe a lonely lady wanted some fun?" "So convenient - a lover always nearby." "And so useful - te boss." "You became Ben's lover and now you try to be a friend of mine..." "Nora, someone as slandered me." "Tere will always be someone unappy wit te boss." "By law, I ave to inform an employee two weeks before dismissing tem." "You ave two weeks to and over te business." "Nora..." "Two weeks." "Nora!" "You know, Laima, ow I managed to get past security?" "He let me in, wit a smile of satisfaction." "You know wy?" "Because wen I was in tat cair..." "Wen l was te boss ere, everyone believed wat I said." "My every word." "But you've canged everyting ere - te furniture, carpets, safe code..." "To remove any reminder of me, yea?" "And even te desk on wic I used to fuck you..." "Ben... I understand." "Canges must be made." "You ave to look to te future." "I'm becoming a new person now as weIl." "You know, I don't drink anymore." "well, I used to drink because tere was a reason for it." "Now I ave a serious reason to quit." "Laima, you know, I'm a fater." "Look into my eyes!" "Now I'm responsible not only for myself." "I ave to take care of my son, of is future." "So wy don't you believe me?" "Take a look." "Did I make tis up?" "Name, surname - well, te surname is is moter's." "Te year of birt, everyting, te orpanage - take a look." "Is tis some figment of my imagination?" "Isn't it te trut?" "Paul? "Tryse" orpanage?" "Yea, Paul..." "Did Nora tell you?" "Wat does Nora ave to do wit tis?" "Se never ad any ciIdren and se never will." "Tat's ow God is punising er." "And e'lI punis you too." "Cild's moter said me." "Tat slut." "Se gave birt witout telling me a ting and turned te baby over to te orpanage." "Can you believe it?" "Left for Ireland... "I'm going to earn about a million;" "I'lI come and take te baby back."" "Se'lI take te baby back, is tat it?" "I'm taking te cild myself." "I'Il put my son on is feet." "Madam director, te cild needs support and I need eip." "Back to your place!" "Alrigt, just go back!" "Laima!" "Laima!" "You tink you've embarrassed me?" "You ave embarrassed yourself." "bloody prig!" "Don't ask, my dear." "An orpanage is a wole Iot of trouble." "And everyting is on my soulders." "I only ear "director, director"..." "Everyone comes to me wit teir problems... I guess tat is every director's burden." "So ow's our boy doing?" "How's Paul?" "Paul?" "He's fine..." "Tere's just someting about Nora... I don't want to talk beind er back, but..." "Se wanted tat cild so badly, but se's not able to communicate wit im at all." "Se'lI learn." "Of course se will get used to im." "But rumour as it tat paul's moter sowed up and tat se wants im back." "Nonsense." "But Paul does ave a moter." "Wo doesn't?" "Peraps Adam and Eve?" "is se alive?" "Not for im." "You can be sure of tat." "Besides, se doesn't ave any rigt to te cild." "Se could never find out were e is, even if se really wants to find im." "Ok, I see." "Everyting seems to be clear ere." "Te law is on our side." "So I won't even tell Nora." "Wy make an unnecessary fuss?" "So tank you for te good news." "Bye!" "Could somebody tell me weter we ave me a cleaner or not?" "No one as trown away te rubbis for a wole week!" "Or maybe I ave to do it myself?" "It's not enoug tat I'm doing your work too?" "I don't care wo is guilty or wo's responsible - if it doesn't improve everybody will suffer." "Don't disturb er!" "He wasn't disturbing me at all." "He plays te organ very well." "Stop buttering me up;" "I don't like it." "He's not going to be an organ player." "all tat's important to me is for im to associate wit te priest." "I started out working as a room maid too." "Now I ave my own otel wit my usband." "If you want to get aead, you've got to ang on wit your claws and teet." "Our priest - e's a oly man." "He just as one weakness." "He trusts in te onesty of oters too muc." "But in your case, maybe e wasn't wrong." "Don't disappoint im." "Don't disappoint your priest." "is it Valda?" "Sorry?" "Valda, wo..." "Do you ave a son called Paul?" "Wat's appened to im?" "Noting's appened to im." "Noting." "I'Il return soon." "I already ave a job." "I'lI earn money and will take im back." "Are you sure, Paul is all rigt?" "Paul will never be all rigt unless e is reunited wit is real moter." "Wit you." "But tere are obstacles in te way." "Your Paul as been adopted." "Adopted... ow?" "Just like tat." "Adopted." "Taken from te orpanage." "Now e lives wit a family." "But... tis can't be true..." "It's not fair..." "I will return..." "I ad to leave to earn some money..." "But I..." "It can't be true." "We also tink tat tis isn't fair." "And we tink tis injustice be rectified." "You see our organization elps to reunite ciIdren wit teir parents and make sure tey live togeter." "really?" "You do tat?" "And will you elp me?" "We ave experience;" "we've elped a Iot of families." "I'm sure we'lI be able to elp you too." "all we need is for you to return to vilnius, at least for a sort time." "So wen?" "Witin a week." "Witin a week?" "So soon?" "Can't it be delayed?" "At least for a mont?" "If we delay, we'lI miss te deadline and lose te rigt to figt for Paul." "Can't you start witout me?" "And I'Il come as soon as I can." "Not a cance." "We must ave your autorization." "You must ave." "O my God..." "It was so ard to get tis job." "And if I leave..." "Maybe te fater?" "Maybe Paul's fater could represent me?" "It's lunc time." "I came to pray." "But I don't know a single prayer." "But I can pray in my own words, can't I?" "It seems to me tat you eard me." "You really did ear me." "You sent me elp." "Now everyting will be all rigt. I can feel it." "Everyting will really be all rigt." "I've only prayed once in my life, wen I was about six." "I asked God to return my moter." "Se died giving birt to me..." "Te ambulance came too late." "Tere was an accident on te way and tey stopped to elp out." "Tey saved somebody else;" "meanwile my mum..." "I never celebrate my birtday." "I only mention te date of my moter's deat." "I never saw er but I remember er." "I don't remember my fater." "He raised me until I was ten..." "I don't recall..." "I don't remember;" "I don't remember a ting..." "A fater..." "A fater..." "Benny, Benny... we're closing..." "let's go." "Let's go..." "Go, go." "Let's go... wo's tere?" "Me, only me..." "Look, 20 litas, for te worst beggar." "Give me a drink, quick." "You still owe me for te pone, yes?" "all rigt." "It's for you." "calls all te time." "Valda again." "Se's called maybe 20 times." "hello" "Ben... at last." "I'm calling about our son, our paul..." "He's been adopted." "But don't worry." "Everyting's aIrigt." "Tere's someone wo can elp us." "I just need you as te fater to write a statement." "You, on te oter end." "Cut te crap!" "No one is listening to you." "I don't know you and you don't know me." "Nobody cares ere about your cild, your problems and any oter crap." "And forget tis number. lt's gone." "Amen." "Se's no eip to me." "Se's nuts." "Se needs eip erseIf." "Keep away from people wose fortune turns its ass towards tem!" "Dostoyevsky said tat?" "I said it." "And wat about Laima?" "Wat about Laima?" "Laima's called as welI." "Here you are!" "I won't be ere tomorrow, and te day after." "Wat do you mean you won't be ere?" "You asked for money in advance, I've paid you, and you won't be ere?" "I'm flying away." "I must go back." "I'Il work for te money." "Twice as ard." "I'Il tell te priest tat e was wrong about you." "Laima, my dearest..." "Stop, tat's enoug." "Not a single drop more." "You need to tink clearly." "I'm speaking about your future ere." "Since wen do you care about my future?" "From te day wen Nora crused you like some worm." "Don't mention tat name, unless you want to make me mad." "You treated er like a queen and se sowed you te door." "Se robbed you of your business." "Se didn't lift a finger to elp you." "Wat could I do?" "I was afraid of te tax inspector, but tat cripple turned out to be worse." "But te worst ting was se got into my pone." "Tat's a disaster." "If I couId, I would strangle er wit my own ands..." "Wait, Ben..." "I know a better way." "Wat way?" "Listen, man, can you turn te music up?" "Sure." "Done." "Laima, I'm coming..." "Stop pusing..." "hello." "It's Valda." "It's about Paul." "Remember, you told me you'd eip me get Paul back." "And I said I couldn't return from Dublin." "If you can't, you can't." "No, no. I'm coming back." "I'm already at te airport." "Tat's ow muc you need im, if it's taken you so long, you bitc." "You're too Iate. I've already got everyting I need from you." "I don't give a damn if you vanis off te face of te eart." "And tere's no suc organization watsoever, you idiot." "You'lI never see your ciId again." "Te moter as turned up..." "I already ave te fater." "Ladies and Gentlemen, your fligt to Vilnius Number BT 668 is ready for boarding;" "please proceed to gate number 52." "Te fIigt is operated by AIR baltic." "We kindly ask you to present your boarding pass, your passport for inspection at te gate." "We wis you pleasant fIigt wit air BALTIC" ""lf everybody sould be atoned, so te eternal armony would be received, ten wat do cildren ave to do wit it?" "tell me wat ciIdren ave to do wit it?"" "Wat do ciIdren ave to do wit it?" "Dostoyevsky wrote tis:" ""tell me wat do cildren ave to do wit it?"" ""It's totally unclear wy tey sould suffer and be atoned for tat eternal armony."" ""It's not wort te eternal armony", "even te tears of a suffering cild"." "Do you love cildren?" "Take your and away from my leg." "And slow down." "Wat are you doing?" "Don't... you won't make it!" "But if I do, you'lI ave to kiss me." "Don't Ben..." "O God, you won't make it..." "O God...!" "Stop te car!" "Laima..." "Laima, give me someting to drink..." "Anyting..." "I'm dying..." "Die, bastard, die." "I'Il finis you off." "Wat's your problem?" "You don't know?" "Maybe you don't even remember." "I came to get you out of tis sit..." "Took you off te streets... I fed you, gave you drink ..." "and you... raped me like some animal..." "You freak..." "Renegade..." "You raped me in my own ouse..." "You call tat rape?" "We've done te same a undred times." "Sut up..." "Laima!" "Laima, give me someting to drink..." "Water doesn't elp..." "I'Il do anyting, watever you tell me..." "Just give me someting to drink..." "Of course you will, you will do everyting I tell you." "Wy are we outside my old ome?" "Tey souId ave parked furter away." "Let's go." "Wat we are waiting for?" "Sitting ere like idiots." "We're waiting for Nora." "At tis time of day se goes out for a walk." "Wit te cild." "Wat ciId?" "Paul, it's time to take a walk." "I'lI be finised in a minute." "Wat are you drawing?" "A parrot." "Te legs didn't fit." "So I drew tem on te oter side." "A parrot as to ave legs." "Adopted im..." "Sediditerownway." "How many times did I tell er - we don't ave a kid and we don't need one." "So wy te elI take on someone else's kid?" "Some people would tink it's teir's." "You remember VaIda, se told you about your son?" "Te dimwit?" "Se was just ranting." "Se wasn't ranting." "Tat boy is your son." "Nora adopted your son." "Just like you at a face." "Maybe tat's wy Nora cose im, because is face looked so familiar." "His face - tat's te best proof." "I don't ave any kids." "Maybe, maybe not." "We'Il get tests and if we ave te proof." "Tests?" "Tere won't be any tests." "Listen to me." "We ave to pray tat tat boy is your son." "Ten we can claim our rigt to im." "Wat for?" "To get Nora." "Yesterday you wanted to crus er." "Your ex-wife would do anyting to keep tat kid." "Se won't ave any feelings for im." "Don't underestimate er." "Se'Il give im back and get anoter." "Won't appen." "But if it does, wat ten?" "I'lI be stuck wit a ciId." "And ten tat idiot will return from Ireland and claim cild support." "I migt even be ordered to support er!" "Fuck you all..." "Wait a moment, were are you going?" "Help me and I'lI save you." "You won't ave to do anyting." "Just give a sample of your blood." "I'lI stay as manager, I'Il make you a consultant." "Get a decent salary and live your own life." "You idiot, don't lose tis opportunity." "If you don't, you'lI never get back wat se's taken from you." "You want to live on te streets?" "Like some beggar?" "You'lI rot in eIl;" "you'lI cease to be uman." "Come back to te car." "I ave vodka." "You'Il feel better." "I'd rater die of abstinence tan get involved wit you." "Bitces!" "You've always been a pussy..." "or a worm..." "Get te elI out of ere..." "Sut up!" "I said - sut up!" "Stop te car!" "I said, stop!" "Wat's up?" "Wy did we ave to stop?" "calm down." "Everyting will be ok." "calm down." "It's ok." "Eiter you take me ome, or I'Il walk." "Wat's up?" "Just stop it." "Do you ear?" "Everyting is..." "Fuck!" "Visiting te parisioners for Cristmas?" "I'Il make some tea." "I don't ave anyting else." "It's not very spacious." "But I live alone so tere's no need for more space." "It's expensive to rent, but I don't ave anyting to save for." "I tidied up for Cristmas." "Had a cIear-out." "Don't want any decorations." "I'lI work trougout te celebrations." "Wat do I need a Cristmas tree for... tat gIitters..." "I could've taken time off. I refused." "I don't like olidays." "I prefer to work and afterwards I only ave time to sleep." "I work on Sundays as weIl." "Tat's wy you don't see me at Mass..." "Wen I work and sleep, I don't tink." "I ave some cookies." "Fater, I lied." "I told you tat I remember my mum, but I don't remember my fater." "I do remember." "I remember only im." "Always drunk." "He never used to drink." "Wen mum was alive." "Tat's wat people say." "He loved er very muc." "I never saw im sober, only drunk." "He'd go straigt to bed from te kitcen." "But sometimes e'd come to me." "He'd pat my ead... ten e'd start feeling between my legs." "I'd pretend to sleep." "I was too scared to remove is ands or to turn away." "So I'lI arrange to ave Sundays off so tat i can attend te service." "Paul..." "Wat are you doing ere?" "Have you come to see me off?" "Just for me?" "I only want one ting - l want paul to smile." "I've never seen im smile." "I'lI do everyting so tat e can smile." "Wat is tis?" "A letter?" "Is it for me?" "I'm sitting in te ospitaI like it's some court room." "Wat will te verdict be?" "Wat will I learn in te morning?" "Did you survive?" "Is tere any ope for me?" "I was by te waterfall." "Tat's te place were I feel closer to God." "Not a curc." "But I didn't dare pray to te Lord for a miracle since I adn't raised a finger to save you." "I did not dare to ask again since I ad already asked once to elp in my Iife." "I was ten years old." "I was riding a bicycle from my grandma's." "I was wearing a knitted sweater." "Te Iigt one, almost wite." "I was urrying to see my mum;" "in my mind I was already ome." "suddenly a car appeared from around te corner." "I braked ard and managed to stop, but te car veered to te side and flew off te road." "Tere was a woman trapped inside te car." "I eard er orribIe cries." "I knew I ad to do someting, to elp er someow, but... I was routed to te spot, Iying on te ground." "I started praying." "Fervently, passionately." "I asked God to perform a miracle and save tat woman." "I gave my word tat if God would listen to me I'd give everyting to Him, all my Iife." "In te morning I eard people say tat te woman ad survived." "For a Iong time I tougt tat tis was te miracle sent to me by God." "But over time I've become convinced tat a miracle was given to tat woman in te burning car, and I ave to admit my eIpIessness and betrayal." "Unless I do tat, I will always stay caugt up in tat nigt on November 3rd of 1981." "Unless I do tat, I will always stay caugt up in tat nigt on November 3rd of 1981." "You're worsiping a baby wrapped in simple linen in a stable." "Is tis baby te Son of God?" "Is tis stable a palace, and te manger a trone?" "Te Lord's trone is in Heaven, but you're looking for im in a stable in moter's ands." "We do not scorn eiter te stable or te simple linen." "Be exalted, o Lord and accept our gifts." "I, Baltazar, ave brougt fragrant myrr." "I, MeIcior, ave brougt royal gold." "I, Casper, ave brougt you incense, offered to God." "Zip up your jacket." "It's stuck... lt's cold outside." "You can't go outside like tat wit your jacket open." "Tanks." "My ands are full and a cild is a ciId, you know." "You were te best performer." "Didn't I tell you, mum?" "You did, baby, you did." "Let me congratulate you." "But let oters praise you, not yourself..." "Be appy..." "Let's go." "O my God..." "I tougt you'd gone forever." "Wy aren't you getting treatment?" "You tink if you're sick, you can make everyone else sick as welI?" "Wat were te doctors tinking?" "Keeping you for a wile and ten releasing you." "Even toug tey can see you're still ill." "Do you understand wat i'm saying?" "Do you understand tat you don't ave a son at our orpanage?" "paul is not your son." "Understand?" "You don't ave a cild." "YOU DON'T!" "It's just your imagination." "A dream." "Are you going to terrorize me?" "You realise you're forcing me to take drastic action, yea?" "You want tat?" "Do you want to be locked up by force?" "My Paul already as a moter." "A loving moter..."