"Don't let my eyes see the lies, take me dear life," "Executive for thy servant word given to them that fear thee," "Remove from me the threat of shame, because thy are good laws," "The Secrets" "Rachel, that's enough." "We must be strong, for the sake of father." "Father." "Drink, it's important." "My youngest daughter, Noami." "In late summer, with God's help." "Together we will celebrate at her wedding with Michael." "With God's help..." "Naomi, I know that losing a mother is a very big impact." "But my mother decided that the wedding she'll be glad to help." "Is that why you dragged me here?" "It's hard to..." " I understand that it is difficult, but it's necessary." "I'm sorry, but I can't think about anything." "Well, yes, for that I am here, I've been thinking about us." "Isaac, Jonathan, you disgrace my grandfather!" "I didn't see... just pretend that I'm not here, I'm going." "It's all right, touching without intent is not a crime." "No, God forbid, I had in mind..." "It is clear that you follow the rules." "Noami?" "There is no one more modest than Noami." "In 5 years she was afraid to go to the synagogue in black patent leather shoes because she decided that they reflected..." " Rachel!" "I feel that it's women's talk, I'll come back to your father, sorry." ""Women's talk..." to make us both Kvochek." "Noami, you have the most eligible bachelor, the most demanded." "I bet for the last 7 years, Michael will be the head of the Yeshiva, like your father." "And you and your children four, maybe five, with God's help you will wait for him all evening." " Rachel, enough, enough, now!" "What is "enough"?" "What's wrong?" "Easy!" "You said "The head of the Yeshiva?"" "Do you remember when I was little, I wanted to become head of the Yeshiva, like the Pope." "Well, you were little." "How would you caressing his chin, as if you have a beard?" "Nomichka!" "Why aren't you asleep?" "It's late." "I'm not tired, "Moreover, it's reassuring."" "Let us help you." "No, father, why?" "Go to bed, it was a hard week." "We have fallen hard week." "We must come back to ourselves." "to direct Halakhic thought..." "I don't talk, you like to read the lecture, right?" "I like to listen to you as you read the lecture." "No.. maybe, instead, to teach Gemara list?" "The notes said:" "Why try to share grief and sorrow?" "For there is no sorrow without sorrow," "In fact, "and shall be comforted" here means "and repent"" "but the question is..." " Father... sorry, to interrupting you but I want to ask you one thing," "Ask me about what?" "Wedding..." "If you could..." "A little delay, don't cancel, but only postponed so that I, maybe..." "I'll be learning at the Midrash." "Nomichka can't you give the feelings to take power over life." "Months which we have gone through... can even shake the faith." " No, no, father, my faith is strong!" "But before having a family," "I wish to be given study completely." "I want to experience God that had given you not for awhile but.." "to stay a bit longer there and in a place where nothing will distract my attention, in an atmosphere of holiness." "Naomi, there is no limit to have my pride  joy," "I am able to have given you the love of learning." "You absolutely don't need Midrash." "Your mother, bright her memory." "I'm not graduated, when I married her," "She was a wonderful wife, a devoted mother." "There is nothing more important than starting a family." " I know." ""The wisdom of a woman to builds a family,"" " I know." "But, father, "One can't take a woman to wife without her consent,"" "Even when you were small when you asked for a question, the answer you already knew." "What is Midrash?" "Great Commandment - always happy, sister, sing." "No, no, believe me, if I start to sing, there will be no more excitement." "Why?" "Sing." "Everyone is singing, you don't know how to sing?" ""Nobody has the right to pace yourself." Sing." " No, no..." "Excuse me, you pulls it out of context." ""Nobody can knock out a post to keep from falling in public," Understand?" "I like the one who fasts?" "And?" "It will not certainly hurt me." "What mastery of the material." "Bravo." "Say, there, on the mountain." " Is it safe?" "What a special place..." "Excuse me?" "Yes?" "Where is Midrash "Daat Emet"?" " Over there, good luck." " Thank you." "Sorry..." "I'm sorry, I accidentally heard." "I'm not listening." "God forbid, it's just that I, too, in "Daat Emet"." "Is it far from here?" ""Do you want to catch a taxi pool their savings?"" "I understand that there is within walking distance." "Naomi." " Shane." "You can call me "Shane-shmeyna" (fatty)." "I say this as long as you yourself didn't think about it." "Not that I am such a "shmeyna"(fat), but I should lose weight in a few places..." "Look, what a beauty." "Do you think this is a sign for us?" "I'm engaged." " What, engaged to be married?" "Congratulations!" "By the way, if your husband has a pair of unmarried friends even if not very successful at this stage I'm ready to accept it." "My unmarried girlfriends have asked me to pray here for them." "They have heard that in Safed is a direct relationship with the Lord." "What do you want?" " Help me." "What do you want?" "Explain to you over and over again!" "Impossible!" "Goodbye!" "Bye!" " If you don't want to help, what can we do?" "God tells me "No," so are you?" ""God said." God said."" " I don't know what God said." "I only know his laws, you know?" "I have a lot of work." "Bye." "You are an intelligent man." "Smart, please tell me what to do?" "I am so sorry that I did." "Please believe me!" "No hands!" "No..." " God knows..." " No hands!" "Want?" "No, thanks." "I have here a lot, then if you want." "Hi." " Hi." "Is this the sixth room?" " Yes." "My name is Sigi." " Shane." "Welcome." "Naomi." " Sigi." "Oh, thank God that I'm here." "Shall I?" "This Sheina." "Make yourself at home." " Thank you." "How does it feel in this spiritual city, eh?" "Already met Ravvinshu?" "We've had our conversation half an hour ago," "This woman is a saint, she saved me." "If I had not met her in my life, everything would have been much worse." "They say she's a big expert on the Torah and also a master matchmaking." "You forgot to bless." "Blessed to the Lord, the Creator of the fruit of the tree." "I am in religion recently and, of course, doing a lot of blunders." "I often forgot, you let me know, okay?" "Don't be shy, I swear that I will not be rude." "It is forbidden to curse, because of this, always say:" ""Don't formally give up."" "About how, exactly." "Thank you for telling me." "It's true, it's important." "Don't formally give up, thank you." "I am very, very proud of you, that you came here." "Is there someone who just told his parents:" ""I want to go studying in the Midrash, and parents without controversy said:" ""Please, come, teach"?" "Of course not." "It is clear that there were family members who were against and said that you squander your time on studying that she had no practical application." "it is not a profession, no degree and no job." "So why should you, dear girl, to go against the flow?" "Yes, here, this "Daat Emet"." "Rabi Meir interprets "Levaviha":" ""Two hearts for two kinds of motives - bad motives and good intentions"," "So, God is present with us and good things, and not very good," "Big well done and I want to..." "Please, come, here is the place, come on," "I want to delve into sugiyu, Why say "and fall in love, "will not show"" "in the sense of "you show the heavens" or "almost" in the sense of "Honor thy father and mother"?" "Why love?" "Maybe someone else?" "Girls!" "Oh, please." "In the book of Deuteronomy, chapter 32, I think, or 33, it is written:" "and "do out of fear, because the one who makes love and "do out of fear, because the one who makes love compensated handsomely." "In other words..." "What is it?" "There's a dog here?" ""I can't believe... her's cellphone?" "Sorry, we don't have a lot of prohibitions but with a mobile phone - only in the room, okay?" "Is that clear?" "There, the same one," "What is she doing?" " Looks like a Jacuzzi suite," "Oh, I'm talking shit today, sorry, this is because the first day, the excitement..." "Sorry, this is our room, do you need help?" "Your room windows open?" "Yes." " Excellent, you only have three, so there is a place for me," "The room that they gave me, the windows does not open, and I smoke, and they prevents," "Do you smoke?" "Cigarettes?" "No, smoked fish," "Is that a problem?" "There are a lot of problems, Naomi has an asthma," "Ok, just for this window, no?" "In the winter, its gonna be very cold and we can't leave the windows open," "In Europe, the winter is much colder." "But I always slept there with windows open," "In addition, if you have asthma, you need air, isn't it?" "Don't look at me like that," "In Europe I've not heard about respect for others?" " No, Shane," "What a bitch!" " Wait, girls, first, "love thy neighbor," "Come closer, you can take a seat next to me," "Thank you." " Please." "Girls, I beg you to stay together, not to be lost." "Why should I stay in this hole?" "We learn throughout the day and still have to prepare and distribute food to the needy," "There is a limit!" "And the Lord alone will be exalted in that day," "And Jacob was left alone, and wrestled a man with from sunset to sunrise..." "When Rabbi Court established Midrash, it was important." "The girls come not only to take from Safed, but also gave something for themselves, and so we took the patronage over a soup kitchen, which makes a truly holy cause," "Crazy?" "Say, you're normal?" ""What's the problem?"" "Sorry, it was an accident." " Random, but it hurt." " I said, casually." "What's the problem?" "Sorry, it was an accident." " Excellent, even the answers match." "I'm warning you," " Oh, I'm afraid, afraid!" "Oh... your mother!" " Oh, forgive me, forgive me." "Good heavens, you're crazy poshodili?" "The girls at your age? "What an insolence!"" "That I could help you, I need your help, Michal." "Michelle, rather than Michal." "Michelle." "I understand that you are not in their desire to come here," "And the fact that your father had told me," "I realized that in Beit Jacob in Lyon were difficulties," "There were no difficulties, there have been disagreements." "Understand this behavior, as this afternoon, you will here a bad name and greatly complicate the suit." "Stop it, for this has sent me here?" "Don't worry." "I'll make it so that you will receive a donation from my father and without any courtship, okay?" "What kind of cold that is?" "With it, you completely mad?" "Freezer same!" "Michal, you can close the window? "It's cold," "Michal!" "Michal, so it is impossible, then you that" " Siberia?" "Michel!" "Michelle, rather than Michal." "Also, what do you want?" "Put on a sweater." "At night-gown to put on a sweater?" "If we consider as you look difference in general, no." "What?" "Michel, four of us in the room, you can't smoke on the street?" "Thank you very much for having ruined my last cigarette." "I did complained about the noises when eating biscuits at night?" "More chocolate, more biscuits, you don't have enough dinner?" "The whole night chewing." ""Whoever insults the friend of the people, truly shed his blood,"" " Tell." "tsitiruesh you all the time because you don't have any of his own thoughts?" "Quiet, girls, calm down, bring the spirit and inquire with this," " Sigi..." "As I recall, your number are not generally in the room." "So what?" "Have you got a problem...?" "My only problem is that I wanted to smoke a cigarette before going to bed." "and now they are gone." "Tell me, working there at least one store at a time in this hole?" "I hate people who invent new laws." "It seems few of the laws of Halacha." "Such girls, Naomi think that..." "I don't know how it is in Hebrew, but in French it:" ""My shit does not smell,"" " What?" "You said you smell shit?" "What, you understand French" " Well, so..." "My grandmother , she spoke French with my mother, so we don't understand," " A, ..." "A shop there." " A-ha, OK." "And you speak good in Hebrew?" "And that, I was born in Israel." "She was here until the bat mitzvah, and then we moved to France." "because my father works there and lived with my family." "Say, you're family is not a religious, right?" "Am I right?" " Actually, no, I just have been feeling, what a shame." "No matter what I do, I will neve be able to look righteous." "Are you alluding to the fact that you had something with boys?" "I don't want to talk about it." "But why?" "After all, what you did, it was for love, right?" "All that lay people think that this love - is really just a passion," "How cool!" "Okay, let's go." "Do me a favor, buy me a Marlboro." " Don't ask." "Why?" "What did they add?" "You can't play klezmer, like Elvis Presler." "Presley, Elvis Presley." "Well, well, Presley." " How do you know about Elvis Presley?" "What, he also played with his mother at the wedding?" "Ogonyok not there?" "Please." "Merci." "Do you speak French?" " Yes?" "I'm from Paris, and you?" " From Lyon," "Where not only lived the last years." "You're here on vacation?" "No, I'm learning here." "And what do you study?" "How to be a good wife and mother under the laws of Halacha?" "No." "I asked because when I was in Safed a few years ago." "There's no higher education institutions for girls." "We are studying the Torah and the Talmud -- as well as men." "But I thought that men-orthodox" "Wmen are not allowed to study Talmud and rabbis." "As Catholics, they prefer to keep all the knowledge to themselves." "True, this is a real revolution." "So you learn at the rabbi?" "It's already late, I'm bothering you, sorry." "Good night." " Good night." "What kind of hallucination?" "No, I figeyu from this city." "There is always someone more insane you," "Hawa, Shifra, Shlomit." "Shane, Sigi..." "The woman, we carry the food, it has some problems." "so I should send it to someone very responsible as you." "It turns out that she was in jail for many years abroad." "This morning, we called and asked him to make it to the list." "She doesn't speak Hebrew." "so she asked to have sent someone who spoke French." "So I fastened to you Michal." "You are in the same room, right?" "Yes." "A woman who was in jail." " What she had done?" "As far as I knew she killed someone." "But she's not dangerous, she is very ill." "Good morning." "What?" " Good morning." "E-uh..." "Good morning, to you too." "Interestingly, is she single or serial killer?" "A ravvinsha not say whom she killed, isn't it?" "Killed, What is the difference?" "No difference, just wondering." "Coming!" "And, already met!" "Yes, on the area." "What do you know her?" "We brought you food," "We will be happy to assist you with packages," " Can you explain what is happening?" "I just offered to help to disassemble packets." "Collate?" "But we're not asked to analyze packets, they said just bring food." "What's problems?" "Are you afraid?" "Would you like to drink a tea?" "Everything here is kosher, I'm a vegetarian." "Yes, thank you." "How long you live here?" "Almost two months." "But I lived here many years ago." "Why?" "She lived with one man." "In a quarter of artists." "All cleaned, we should go." "What "go"?" "I'll make tea," "Cake, anything, Naomi?" " Drink." "It's ugly, it's not polite, you're sitting here and not drink anything." "Michelle, that's enough!" "What's wrong?" "I'll bring anything?" "No, no, it will pass." "She prays for me?" "She reads the psalms for you." "Each passage is devoted to some part of the body." "And all this she knows by heart?" "And you?" " Me?" "I gave her a candle to no good." "It is a talent, with courtesy from her problems." "But in all that relates to the Torah, it is genius." "Thank you." "Does it help?" " Probably." "However, this is usually the very place." "Michelle, we must go, we have a lesson." "Okay, well, I just need the toilet." "Excuse me, but where is the toilet?" "On your left." "I'm sorry, there are no doors." "After I went to prison, I can't stand the door." "Sit, sit!" "Sorry..." "Thank you for the words that you said." "You know... a lot of secrets." "Secrets?" "No, it's no secret." "Teaching!" "Come!" " Wait, let's have a little talk." "Michelle, we're late." " Just a little more, we're not late, we have plenty of time." "You can?" "When the doctor found that I had a bad heart." "He advised me not to smoke." "But when I've got diagnosed with cancer." "He said that I can do whatever I want." "Do you suffer from both diseases?" "When God is angry, he really angry." "What she says?" "I don't know, in addition.. his namemwas Ephraim, and he learns in the Yeshiva near us." "Ravvinsha said that he was a good guy." "It is already bad sign, I went already to many good guys." "Each should provide more terrifying than the previous one." "True, but why did you decide for him?" ""Give him a chance."" "With this approach, you only scare of him." "Believe me, it's not my approach is to frightenening." "I look awful!" "There are two things in my body that I most hate:" "Chin." "I know who she killed." "What?" " I went to the internet and found the materials on this process." "Big sensation in France!" "So who did she kill?" "Amen." "She killed this artist, about whom we talked." "A certain Joseph Cohen." "He was her lover." "What?" "She killed him in Safed?" " No, no." "She was married to a kind of accountant." "They had a normal life:" "Home, Kids, Car and suddenly she became acquainted with this artist." "Much love." "She left her husband and children." "traveled with him here, they lived in Safed for three years." "And then he left her and returned to France." "She went after him." "As it is written in the newspaper:" ""His skull was broken with a blunt instrument."" "At trial, she said that this is not it, that they quarreled, and he slipped." "Slipped?" "Well, yes, usually slips when you are beaten on the head." "It shattered his skull?" "Yes, she said." "Is this some kind of romantic, right?" "Girls, girls, forgive me!" "I am very pleased to be your "tidings" tonight." "We congratulate Bracha, our beloved teacher." "Last night, she became engaged." ""Many daughters have done virtuously, but you surpassed them all."" "Excellent." "Now farewell to my engagement." "According to the statistics can't be two news of the groom in one day." "But why?" "Maybe it should be." "Come on, ask her to bless you." "Well, Shane come on." "I don't want." "Well, Sigi, enough." "And the Lord alone will be exalted in that day." "And Jacob was left alone." "and a man wrestled with him until the rising of the dawn..." "It is amazing that this woman was killed because of love." "You might have to kill her husband if he gave you?" "I'm not able to kill," " I'm talking hypothetically." "For example, we're talking about a great love." "which you can't live, without." "I never thought about it." "What do you think about love?" "What, you don't love your fiance?" "So you give this up?" "Such a beautiful, smart, successful, how're you?" "Smart?" "Me?" "I thought that I was a biscuit, which is better to be alone that recite sayings." "Listen.The bat mitzvah mother bought me a poster." "in a gilded frame, very beautiful." "And on the poster was written:" ""God, shut up, please, my big mouth before it's too late."" "Which one of you interested in?" "Painting or artist?" "Sorry." "Ravvinsha had told us a little." "I searched on the internet..." "Don't believe everything you read." "Journalists chase for the sensational." "But they are not interested." "Not that I am not guilty of the crime." "But I'm only defending myself." "I did not kill him." "And even after 15 years in prison..." "Naomi, bring some water." "What's wrong with her?" "Why did you reopen her wounds?" "You see it on this bad." "I did nothing, she told me." "Sorry, that reminded you." "all this," " They say... that time heals all." "But I'm being mercilessly," "Now, when my time is almost struck." "Thought that I would die." "but God will never forgive me." "Horrifies me." "If only..." "Somebody could help me." "Feel God." "talk with him..." "Maybe..." "Maybe, you?" "Maybe, you can?" "Naomi, wait, let's talk." " What do you want to talk about?" "About what?" "This poor woman pleads with us to help her." "She has no one to whom it would be necessary." " She has no one, because she's a killer." "How can you be so mean?" "Have you got no heart?" "She is looking for redemption." "She is looking for the path to forgiveness." "It should be between her and God." "It's not our business." "Look, all of this can't be accidental." "You putting off the wedding and decide to come here in Safed." "And, although I automatically against anything to suggests his father to come here." "And this poor fellow, who lived most of his life in France, also comes." "and lives in an apartment directly opposite our Midrash." " Well?" "And Ravvinsha takes you and me, and send both of us to help her." "Bringing her food, rather than help her." "Well, call it "bring food," as you like." "Where is the logic?" "Why is it suddenly now she remembered." "that she needed forgiveness from the Lord, and what kind of questions:" "that we know and what we don't know?" "All this seems to me very suspicious." "What's suspicious?" ""It's just your paranoia, Naomi."" "What do you want?" "So that together we have found for her purification." "Chance to improve before his death." "Tell me, are you crazy?" "Cleansing?" "You know what you mean?" ""You think I'm a baba, Naomi?" "Ooops, a sense of humor!" "Cool, welcome to the club!" "The first sign of humanity," " Michel..." "Okay, you know what?" "Maybe I don't know what I'm saying." "but all say that you're so brilliant, and it seemed to me that for you." "Not too difficult to reveal the secret of the book and search." "What?" "Tell me, are you crazy?" "Every second person in recent times become a great specialist." "On the secret books, it's just ridiculous." "To do this, we need many years." "Full ownership of material Mishnah and Gemara." "Well, as I noticed you possess the material well enough." "And even then it can be dangerous," " I'm not asking you to create a golem." "Me, in the end, I want the both of us to do a good deed." "Please..." "Please..." "Despite the fact that repentance atones for all sins, there are crimes that forgiveness." "Comes in its hour, and there are crimes that don't ever say goodbye..." "And?" "And the Rambam says about 4 stages of repentance:" "1) recognize their sin 2) to express regret 3) oral confession, 4) the obligation not to commit sin in the future." "Excellent!" "So, no problems!" " No, there is a problem." "Because even Ari no remedy for a malicious murder." "There is a man who's wife of his brother after his death." "I see that you learn, what you learn?" "There's a fix for the cases of insanity." "But killing for love." " This is not insanity?" "And this is not Ari said that for every crime in this world is correct?" "Bad man to be alone." "Come, learn with them." "What are you doing?" "What is taught dear friend?" " Don't teach, just looking." "Maybe I can help?" "If you get confused, ask." "Naomi!" " Yes?" "We've not talked quietly, Maybe you see us tonight?" "Let's talk a little bit," " With pleasure." " Fine." "I live in Safed for almost 20 years." "But I was still touched by the power of his holiness and spirituality." "Sit down, please." " Thank you." "I feel that for your low view of hiding a big pain, right?" "My mom died 10 years ago, bless her." "But still a huge gaping void." "The first year is very difficult." "I think you made a very sensible move, coming here." "I hope so." "Blessed to You, Lord our God, King of the universe..." " Amen." "When I was about your age there was no such possibility." "And I know that the process of our liberation is more complicated." "Than the release of secular women." "Because we are faced not only the male power." "and Halacha, which was written by men 2000 years ago." "In accordance with the contemporaneous views on the situation of women." "I hope, I'm not trying to frighten you." "No, no, vice versa." "We are now a quiet revolution." "You can't speak loudly, but perhaps if the Lord wants already in our generation woman becomes a rabbi, hereby rabbi." "Imagine..." "Naomi." "that she wanted?" "Anything, simply." "Listen, I've extolled about the correction." "and I have an excellent idea." "You should listen." "Come, come." "I have a great idea, I must tell you." "I froze." " Well, the window will remain closed until passover, I promise not to give up." "Would you like a blanket?" "I thought about this, first of all - "Ritual purity."" "We need to take her to the mikvah." "Not easy, but in the mikvah with living water." "Where's the water from natural sources." "Where is the mastery of the material?" "Well, not only are you're so smart?" "And I thought that we should take her to the mikvah Ari." "Listen, this is interesting, but Ari Mikvah." " Mikvah is only for men." "and women are forbidden to dive into it." " I know." "But I have a plan." "Do you want to listen?" "I'm not sure." "And how do you know that this water cleanse me?" "Inside, I mean." "This is not a profanation?" "Women make ablution after a month." "But it's different." "This blood is not mine." "She wants to understand what needs water." "Patch is filled with symbolic acts." "The whole idea is to enter into another state of consciousness." "And give the mikvah water purification from ritual impurity." "She said that the water washes mikvah ritual impurity." "It's symbolizes rebirth," " It's like being born again." "But women's entrance to the mikvah is prohibited, isn't it?" "No guards?" " Yes, but we go at night." "I heard that for 400 shekels." "Guard may temporarily fall asleep." "I'll bring the tea." "Your mother... she took you one day with him to the Mikvah?" "Once." "when I was 8 years old." "Because I'm tired of it." "I have to comb you, that there was no knots." "Do you have a comb?" "My children..." "Don't they want to see me." "They hate me." "All these years I'm trying to establish contact with them." "I'd wrote them letters." "And they are... nothing." "Children are not able to understand a mother's love." "Even to a bad mother." "No love can compare with it." "You don't understand..." "I'll call Michelle." "Are you okay?" "I don't understand a word of what she says, don't leave me alone with her." "Ok, ok, calm down." "This recipe is the name Anouk Kesner." "But none of you Anouk Kesner." "True, but she has sent us for medicine." "She had severe pain and finished tablets." "Do you want me to give your number to her?" "I need it in writting." "Go back to her and bring the power of attorney." "But we have a lesson in fifteen minutes." "Wait a minute, I'm with you now." "And, we met on the stairs, right?" "What you're a local pharmacist?" " Six "m"." " What?" " "M", 6 letters "m"." "I have a habit: when I say the phrase, I believe the number of letters "m"." "But there were six." "This is a hobby." "Lovely..." "One "m"." "Listen, it's great but we're in a hurry." "Sorry, I'm here with your nonsense." "How can I help you?" "There is a woman..." " You can't help." "We are from the Midrash." "Did you see how we go with baskets." "Nosim food for Anouk Kesner, tell her." "Yes, it's true, everything is normal, they are from the Midrash, I saw that all very well." "Not good." "I'll do it, but it is wrong." ""This is wrong."" "You know, I heard you muzitsiruesh." "You play wonderfully." "Thank you." "Where did you hear how we play?" "At a certain event?" "Bar Mitzvah?" "No, I saw you in the window." "You played with some aunts." "No, not really my aunt, that's my mother." "It takes a long time?" " Just a minute." "We need to undress." "Prayer." "and plunge into the water in a fetal position." "Can only pray, speak not." "Generally, you must enter the water alone." "But since you are ill." "Naomi thought that the more we plunge with you." "I never thought that it would be so difficult." "For many years no one has seen me naked." "In my youth, I was very proud of own my body." "but now no, it betrayed me." "What she says?" "It's difficult to undress." "She is ashamed of her own body." "My mother, bless her, saying that it's immersion in the Mikvah." "Taught her to be at peace with my body." "And after birth, and during the illness, tell her." "She says..." " Wait!" "I rely on it." "My God ." "As the water Mikvah purifies me..." "Let me wash away all sin and crime..." "In comparison with the real sin..." "Blessed to You, My Lord, King of the universe." "Commanded us to dive in the Mikvah." "You're not good feeling?" "You want pain?" "I didn't hurt." "I don't understand why... but no pain." "When I was in the water." "I felt as it enters into my body and purifies me." "I don't understand, but I feel it." "Tell her that what she did... even if I don't understand how she did it... that she had!" "She is from this truth was better." "It was very hard, right?" "I think..." "What do you think?" "Look at her." "I know it's late, but I want to continue." "She wants to continue now." "Why is this?" "She should go and rest, but I..." "We should think and understand." "But, what to say to her?" "When continue?" "Tell her that she should go to sleep, and so are we." "She said that you need to rest." "Better not to argue with her." "Be not afraid, But I wish to ask you..." "So much time has passed since then, as someone..." "I want to hug you." "Please." "Don't panic." "She wants to embrace." "At first, I'm, okay?" ""In order to remove the disease from a sick soul,"" "It should come to repentance exhaustion and fasting, wallet and ash." "whipping and dipping, "So says Ari, and the Rambam says:"" ""There will never be him full forgiveness, if not pass it through the pain."" "For it is said: "whip punish them for their sins, plagues - for the crime,"" "I mean, what does that mean?" "This means that any process of correction requires suffering and that we need to pace yourself consciously and with love to break in myself that led us to sin, you know?" "Michelle, go to sleep." "Well, it is clear then, that I will not leave you here alone." "Wake me up before prayer." "Clearly, this is very much frightened her." "Not frightened, if it is serious." "Michelle, just don't try on me." "Nonsense." "This is not a problem." "Ah, Colette..." "That's the whole idea." "Good day." " Hello." "Safed - the small town." "Meet all the time." "4 "m"." "What?" "4 letters "m"." "Be careful, this can become a habit." "I have it started on the lessons in the Yeshiva." "If I didn't think the letter "m", I would just fall asleep." "Tell me when you play next time, we can come to listen." "Really?" " Yes." "What?" ""What?" You're just trying to confuse his head." "Me?" " Yes." "And who postponed a meeting with her fiance?" "Already twice?" "Don't remind me about this." "He will arrive next week." "This is exactly." "This is not a problem." "He is a decent guy." "Just me so far nothing to say." "And I don't want to be alone with him." "So, maybe I'll go with you?" "What?" " Why is it, Michelle?" "What?" "Listen, this may be so great." "I'll talk to ravvinshey, so she got me an interview with "pharmacist"" "and go together." "I don't understand, How do you find a fix for that is beyond rehabilitation?" "Don't "found", and "found"." "Naomi simply genius!" "It relied on the definition of the Ari, that for every sin is correct." "and smashed it on 4 different fixes:" "for the dying, who can't get out of this world for the deceased, who has been anathema, for women, caused the death of her son and for whom there is no shelter in the coming world," "I took basic exhaustion: fasting, confession and purification, and created a new patch." "Simply genius!" "Understand?" "This is what Ravvinsha said about women who change the world!" "You are right." " You're a genius." " How you managed to hide it from me?" "I am grateful to Him, Blessed is He who has given me the opportunity to live with you in the same room." " It's worth to go for this in Midrash." " Yes." " And the groom, of course." "We go with you." " Michel said it was nothing." "I know that we have agreed not to tell anyone, but Sigi and Shane." " Aby who is not." "Michelle, this is wrong." "In fact there's a big difference, whether they will go or not, eh?" "No." "So what's the matter?" "That you are confused?" "Naomi, are you all right?" "Are you okay?" "You're not mad at me, aren't you?" "What is it?" "What is it?" "Snap it, crazy." "This is for me." "What does it mean for me?" "How can I do to fix someone else, if you yourself..." "Sit down, sit down." "Raise up your hands." "You're crazy." "Why?" "I am a horrible person, I think only about themselves." "Stop." " I am in Mikvah suddenly realized it." "You know that I didn't cry at my mother's funeral?" "Enough!" "I have an ointment." "It's prickly." "It is unpleasant to wear, but that's the point." "Tortured body to break down barriers standing between you and the truth." "You're okay?" "You have been fasting since yesterday, huh?" "But with all these drugs." "if you will feel bad" "You can stop the post." " I don't want." "I want to perform the ritual in detail." "Don't disappoint me!" "Open, Naomi." "Maybe it will seem to you pathos." "but every time I hear a knock at the door, I think, he is my son, who came to make a surprise for me," "When I hear the steps, or a car, I ran to the window -- see if it was him." "From this kind of thing is very painful." "Okay, it is necessary..." "There is something else." "I am afraid that the truth will shock you..." "But to help me, you need to know everything." "What is she doing?" "There is something that she hid from us." "There is something, That it hid from us." "Whatever it was, we didn't run away." "Right?" "The last memory of Joseph and how that was between us." "Several paintings, which he left here in Safed," "Art Gallery." "I'm not able to throw them away, don't know why." "Before you clean me and give me your forgiveness..." "I should show them to you." "even if they are repugnant to you." "Probably, and for this I must apologize." "From this picture the feeling that it's causing you pain." "But your face is ecstatic, elated." "The body has its own life It is not always possible to own them," "I told you that I hate my own body," "I think that is something hiding from me," "Hiding what?" "Maybe add a little red?" " Well, Michelle..." "No, why?" " It will be very nice." "No, I don't use all of this." " Add." "Be excellent." " No, I don't go." " You will not hurt." "Okay, but a little bit, Michelle, A little bit!" " I just gently put," "How are you?" " Good, How are you?" "Thank God, Your father asked..." "What have you got on the lips?" "You don't like it?" "You have all the girls so they go?" "Your father is conducting a series of challenging lectures on the wisdom and justice and then we discuss the whole night until morning parse every word," "Yes, and we have the same thing." "Really?" "Yes, but what kind of dismissive facial expression?" "God forbid, not dismissive," "Just understand that it's impossible to compare the lessons learned in Midrash and your father's lecture." "and a group of friends we have - in terms of communication with you." "What do you think I could not learn from you?" "Well, yes, you're something special." " And other "women frivolous"?" "Dura?" "It's not, I said." "It is written in tractate Shabbat." "Hi." "Forgive me for being late." "Everything is normal." "I still come for half an hour earlier..." "So it's not that important to wait an hour or half hour." "Conversely, waiting times have a special sweetness," "You know, for me it was a big surprise that Ravvinsha talked to my mom," "I understand that you're not a local, because it's not accepted that..." "I apologize if anything confused you or your mother," "No, don't apologize for that." "It's alright." "Tell me, can I ask you something personal?" "What's the great gift, as I am still not married?" "How could it be that Yeshiva... works... how to say it... playing?" " A-ah, why I klezmer, and not a rabbi?" "Santa Berl, my mother's father, was a renowned klezmer and..." "My grandmother always wanted to kill him, because he was at the turn." "but my childhood was very fond of his music," "I don't know, do you know that the music that comes from the heart elevates you higher than a prayer." "Kabbalists say so." " Is it?" "Interesting." "13 "m"," " Michelle?" "Naomi!" "Not believe my eyes." "What are you doing here?" "It's Michael." "Very nice." " Very nice." "There are no seats available..." "You can join us." "You don't mind?" "Sure, sure." "Sit down." "Very nice." " Very nice." "Yankees Meydlish." " Michael Resnick." "I think that we are familiar." "Yankees brilliantly plays the clarinet." "Thank you." "Klezmer?" "Wonderful." "But before that I was in "Ponoviche"," "So what?" "It didn't work with study, and you started..." "Exactly, yes." "I am in Bnei Brak, in Yeshiva of her father." "Prior to that he studied in Atarat Israel, in Jerusalem." "I ierusalimets initially." "Ah-a, Jerusalem bug?" "This Klezmer expression?" " I'm hungry!" "Waiter!" "Jerusalem bug!" "Where have you been all my life?" "I have the bill?" "Half," "Nothing, everything is fine, I'll pay." "I insist that in half," " No, everything is okay." "Can Klezmer is not much out of favor but earning a good, thank God." "Waiter... can I?" "Your store..." " This is not the store it's a pharmacy." "No pharmacy." "Your store in the unbuttoned pants." "The last bus will leave soon, so we asked to make a payment." "I'll pay." "Half." "I cry." " I ask." "In half." "I cry." " I beg you." "Half." "What's so funny?" "I'm sorry, it's just..." "No, it's because of me." "I beg your pardon?" "I just told her an anecdote." "Naomi!" "You have a year of mourning..." "Look!" "Where you are going!" "Look!" "What you're doing!" "Forgive me, forgive me." "What's so funny?" "Naomi, what are you tense up?" " I'm fine." "No." " Yes." "No." "I can see." "Shane and Sigi not saying anything," " They're not connected." "Sigi become sensitive, even fanatical." " Enough, Michele." "I beg you." "Let's focus." "Lord truly fulfills his words." "and all created soul praise Him." "How disgusting." " But you admit that..." "Because of this, I feel disgusted." "And all created soul praise Him, God truly performs his words." "And don't go back to sin, to this sin forever." "I repent remorseful, and with all my heart," "And I'm ready" "Wear rags." "Its flesh to correct what that I was spoiled in the higher spheres of the saints," "Thy will be done." "Lord and God of our fathers, because I am sending all worthy intentions putting on rags," "And lighten four sacred thorns, holy antiquity holy place... ancient holy, holy place..." "What's wrong?" "After mother's funeral..." "I was shocked." "It may sounds crazy, but..." "I saw her there." "I wanted to stay and embrace her, I didn't want to breathe again." "Now you understand why?" "Now I understand why I returned to Safed." "I knew that this place, which will bring me closer to God." "Years have passed since then, as I could breathe again without my chest feel pain," "What is she saying?" " She says you're a genius." "I get dressed..." "What is it?" "Someone is playing." "What was he playing here?" "He wants someone Zakadrit?" "This insolence." "Immodest - to play so close to the girls." "How romantic..." "I kept thinking about the next patch," "You too?" "I don't know." "What you don't know?" "It seems to us to hide the truth." "What does this mean?" "Maybe it took some time." "but in the end she told us about Joseph and showed these pictures." " Michel..." "He is not a Jew." "What?" "How do you know?" " Because in the photo with the children on her wearing a cross." "And if it doesn't tell us the truth, then the correction is generally inappropriate." "What she really wants from us..." "this worries me." "Well, Naomi..." " What?" "You're the most intelligent girl in the world, however, but sometimes you think too much." "Well, that excites you." "There are important senses." "Even if he is not Jewish," "Maybe it's why she's not telling us because I was afraid that we aren't going to help her," "Right?" "What a nice..." " What?" "Always, when you think, so do the eyebrows." "Michel, leave, don't, you're the visitor." "As a "guest"?" "Just explained to me that I'm as a member of the family." "Don't, leave me." " No, no!" "So he was just being polite?" "Now I'm really feel like a guest." "Your friend just like you, impossible to argue with." "We eat, you are ready, the same taste, like my mother." "Both the same love and pleasure, that she carried to the Shabat." "Thanks, Dad." " You should teach Naomi." "And me, too." "I love to learn to cook, I really want you to teach me." "I remember that went into the kitchen on Thursday." "and my mother was standing with her hands covering her head, completely lost." "So what?" "Sometimes my mother used in a bad mood." "This can happen to anyone." "Why always the poor?" " Not bad." "I didn't think that will turn out of place," "It's clear." "Hard to cope with grief when it overwhelms us." "But we can't give up." "So they say:" "the great commandment - to be happy always." "Great joy and - always keep the commandments." "Tomorrow morning, Naomi, we'll stay at home and learn together." "And your dear friend can join us." "Good night all," " Good night." " Come on, Michael." "Naomi, when you have to stop..." " What is your wonderful father." "Good for you." "In the family of my father..." "Festive meal - as business." "They ate and went about his business," "Does anyone want two children used in good condition?" "What?" "What?" " Mom, he beats me." " So don't play with him." "Come here!" "You know, I have never remained a friend for the night." " Really?" "I feel like in 6 grade." "Oh-oh-oh!" "You haven't done your homework!" "Oh, you're have her hair, I have a photograph," "Well, Michelle, will suffice." " Should remain the same photo on the memory of the sixth grade." "What do you think?" "About mum." "Worried that you find yourself in the midst of family drama." "Just... memories... which I had not even suspected." "I hope that you're not confused," "Nothing, I am special for family drama." "Massage my back." "YOu want it?" "Rav Yosef Bar Hiya said:" "Women - which they had received?" "They sent sons to the synagogue, and husbands in the house of prayer," "What does it mean, exactly?" "As a woman reaches her place in the Garden of Eden?" "We know that a man reaches the place in the Garden." "Through study and performance of the commandments." "Why women be liberated?" "It may be that women..." "I am very sorry..." "My father was talking to uncles this morning and told them that I am here and they are terribly offended that I didn't come visited them, and I agreed with them that they will come, will fetch me" "and I will be with them until the end of the holidays, and even uncomfortable." "So what happened yesterday." " Nothing." "Michelle, let's talk about it." "Michel, wait a minute." "Me inconvenient, they are waiting," " What, are you angry?" "Why are you running away?" "I'll sleep in the living room." "It's not connected absolutely not." " Well, the truth!" "You're always talking about feelings, and suddenly don't feel?" "Naomi, calm down, let's talk about this in Safed, okay?" "Tell my father thank you very much." "Michel!" "Now, when we were alone." "Naomi, I want to ask you about something." "You said last night about how my mother was sitting in the kitchen and cries," "What do you mean by that?" "I wanted to say that... that the tragedy of my mother is that... maybe you can help her but as a cry for help was a quiet, it was convenient to simply didn't hear and continue to let her cook, wash..." "Ignore." "Not that we did it out of bad intentions, but..." "Naomi, what happened to my mother it was a tragedy." "But it decided to heaven." "Why are you always looking for my sin?" "Because I feel that I..." " But you said "we"" "In plural." "In fact, you say it." "I'm guilty too." "This is what you say, right?" "Anouk..." "You're returned to the end of recess." "You too." "I was at Anouk." "She's not at home." " I know, I was there." "And where is she?" " I don't know." "You tried to call the hospital?" "I sat... and suddenly felt a pain in the chest." "I was covered with cold sweat." "and my heart began to beat very fast." "I've tried to stand up..." "Somehow I managed to call an ambulance." "I was scared..." "I don't have time to complete." "And I was thinking the both of you," "I was thinking about you and your children." "I asked the doctor to allow me to return home." "They can no longer help me." "But we have a challenge that we must fulfill." "Condition is not good." "I lived alone for so long." "Loneliness - is a punishment." "But, perhaps, thanks to you... due to the fact that you have done for me." "possible..." "I can see her son again and her daughter." "Before they die." "It's my desire." "Do you mind if I turn off the light?" " No." "Phew!" "I can't take it anymore." "Let's talk." " You said there was nothing to talk about." "Why are you doing this whole story?" "History?" "What's this to you - a common thing?" "How many times have you got already?" " Are you crazy?" "Never in my life..." "Even in imaginations." " I also never thought about this." "I don't even know that you can feel both," "What was it for you" " A game?" " God forbid!" "But this is forbidden..." " No one says that it's forbidden." "I checked." "It can't be!" " Fact!" "The book "Shulchan Aruch" forbids homosexuality." "So it is written:" ""Sodomy" and not "Zhenolozhstvo"." "Because what happens destruction of the seed." "According to Rashi, this "Evil act before the eyes of the Lord,"" "For women, there is no seed, so there is no ban." "So what we did... there is nothing terrible about that?" " Yes!" "If you've ever opened a book..." "Why are you talking to me like that?" "Look at me, seeing me." "I'm all worn out." "You really never cry!" "If I could..." "I don't want." "What do you want from me?" "To forgive me." "Coming!" "Michelle?" "Mom, let's forget the past." "Either way, it is impossible to change, and I love you." "This flowers for you." " Thank you." "Do you remember what flowers I love." "A kiss?" " Not a question..." "Coming!" "Open." "My son, Michael, arrived." "Surprise me." "He is there to be inspected." "Go look at him!" " What happened?" "Her son arrived." " Her son?" "What a wonderful surprise!" "These amazing girls who are helping me so!" "Here no one." "It can't be." "He was there." "He should be there." "You're kidding me." "He was in the bathroom." "Michelle?" "I don't understand." "Michel, bring water." "In the hospital, it shoved a ton of pills." "But I thought..." "My son..." "I thought..." "I was sure..." "Excuse me." "You need to rest." "Let's continue." "Is the only thing that protects me against myself." "Without you, I would have gone crazy." "I'm ready." "This fix is much more complex than the previous one." "I know tonight I will meet with the truth." "Since the absolute truth." "And I know that truth resides in me." "But I don't know how to find it." "Therefore, we chose the cave Shem and Avery." "This special place Safed." "This is a real place?" " Yes." "According to tradition, this is the first Beit Midrash." "When we still believed in idols and were Gentiles staying here and looking for the truth." "We brought our Tanach to give your strength during the ceremony." "Thank you, I need it." "Look, the woman at the gravestones, which the heroine..." "Although it is impossible to forget that it is a killer, but still..." "But it is clear that she should go to the end, otherwise it is worthless." "I have confessed to repentance." "Guardian of Israel." "Keep the rest of Israel." "The guard of Israel, a remnant of Israel." "with love, with love, with love say: "Shema Yisrael"." "The most terrible thing I've done." "was - leave the children." "Even if I'd not have such intention." "In a terrible things." "As... the taking of life... a long time..." "I could not admit it." "Don't stop, go, all this filth, all these dirty pictures." "everything to which he forced you, if he is forced." "It's not important." "Translate it." "Continue." "All this dirt, dirty pictures, all of which he forced you." "Liberate yourself." "I want to purify." "With all sincerity." "But I loved Joseph," "Tested passion to Joseph." "I don't know why, but..." "I don't feel the need to ask for a pardon, I don't regret it." "Wait a minute, what is this "regrette rien"?" "What she does not repent?" "The love is a love." "And I loved Joseph." " Sigi enough." "Tell her to stop." "What is it, Michelle?" "What she's saying?" "She says that love - is not that what should repent." "These nasty pictures of her - this is love?" "This is disgusting!" "You should explain to her!" "Sigi, why now?" "Process!" " It's not love!" "We can't continue until she repents." " Sigi, calm down." "But she said that the pictures..." "I am calm, I am quite calm!" "This is a fix." "Let her pass it as it feels." "What "as it feels?" I also feel different things." "but I don't do this." " Sigi, calm down." " If we keep quiet about it." "Therefore, all that she did this Frenchman - this is normal." "Listen, this is not good!" "God is very angry!" " Sigi, why now?" "It was easy to say that I regret." "but we decided to tell the truth, God is not..." "Don't tell me "Dieu"!" "Let's not say "Dieu"!" "Don't talk about God!" "I really..." " Sigi, stop it!" "She can't decide herself what she's sorry for, but what remains unrepentant." "Sigi, it's none of your business." " If she was not telling the truth." "and not repent all you need to leave here immediately." "because it leads us to the desecration of sacred sites and still holds the Tanach!" "Leave, Sigi, what are you doing?" "You doing a mistake, this is a fix, Sigi!" "You both pridurochnye, from a religious family!" "Fuck off, Sigi!" "Well, wake up..." "And came to me this Gojko." "and I requested that I saved her from hell." "but I can't help it, because according to the Halachah she posited the death penalty." "least because only one sin of adultery." "not to mention the murder." " But she did not kill." "Hush!" "Now listen to me carefully." "You have caused considerable damage." "Few months in Midrash, and already engaged in "intimate knowledge"." "This teaches them here?" "This is a great shame." "But the correction that I made, based on the views of Ari and the Rambam." "Do you compare yourself and the Holy Ari?" "The venerable Rabbi, I of course, once they partition and, of course, they no longer return to that woman." "But who will bring her food?" " Someone else!" "Only because of respect for your father, I don't ask your exclusion from Midrash and the closure of the Midrash." "But if one more time, at least once..." "It is clear, it is clear, respected Rabbi." "Both Naomi and Michal." "They don't want to, I removed them from Midrash." "Right?" "Right!" "?" "Coming!" "I understand that you're mad at me, but I had to tell Ravvinshe." "God willing, someday you'll understand what I was sent to rescue you." "I don't expect that you will understand this immediately." " Really?" "As one donoschitsy, which is hardly a religious some six months." "I find it hard to believe that God has appointed you as his personal secretary." "You're disgusted to me," " Come on, girls, please." "Michelle?" "Michelle?" "Oh, how you frightened me, crazy!" "Hi." "I missed you." " Me too." " What shall we do?" "I don't know, I always think about it." "I called her after the evening prayer, from the toilet." " And?" "Judging by his voice, she's quite unfortunate and weak..." "I told her that we no longer can." "She did not understand." "All the time talking about the latest patch." "I don't know how, but we must, right?" "In spite of everything." "Since you have about "no matter what", I have news." "What?" "I'm not getting married." "Are you serious?" "I would like to go studying, and if you agreed to live with me if we don't succumb to panic..." "Together we can begin to search for an apartment." "What, scared?" "Yes, a little1" "Look, it is clear that if we live together, and some of us want have an affair with a guy, then it is possible." " Okay." " Okay." "If you don't want, you're not obliged." "Why are you such a fool?" "Hello, says Moshe paramedic in the ambulance." "Here, Mrs..." "What is your name?" "How?" "Anouk?" "Anouk," "She is now on his way to the hospital and asked you to come." "What? "Ordzhens" (urgent)?" "What is ordzhens?" "Did you see how you come out?" "I don't think." "Thank you for coming." "But before I die." "we must finish what we began." "I want to be ready to meet God." "What she says?" "She wants the last patch." "Tell her that there's nothing there." "I did not bring the book." "Well, I'll tell her that we'll come back later." "Sorry." "We are going to come back here later in the evening." "but if there is any deterioration..." "Anouk Kesner..." "You can contact me?" "I'll give you my number..." "Michelle, she can't call you, today is Friday." "Well, put the phone on vibrate mode, I see a number, and then we will come." "What is vibration?" "What you'll walk with a mobile phone?" "Is prohibited." "I know what is forbidden, but because it is about saving lives, isn't it?" "Write down?" " Michelle, wait." "And if she calls in the middle of a meeting Saturday?" "What we say Ravvinshe?" "What will we do?" "Michelle, now!" "Angels, messengers of God," "King of Kings saint" "Blessed be He," "Peace be with you, the angels, servants, messengers of God," "King of Kings saint" "Blessed be He," "Wear your best clothes, light a candle with a blessing," "Finish all the work and don't do any work," "To enjoy the choicest viands " "game, poultry and fish," "Peace to you, the angels, servants, messengers of God," "King of Kings saint" "Blessed be He," "Peace to you, the angels, servants," "Where are you going?" "Mad?" "Now?" "Sorry, girls." "I understand that the Sabbath, but she just insisted that you came." "Blessed art thou, Lord our God, the lord of the universe, has sanctified us with His commandments and gave us the commandment of the washing of hands," "Amen." "Naomi..." "Don't leave." "We are here together." "We are with you." "God is not angry at me." "My girls." "Dear mine." "Thank you." "Blessed is the righteous judge," "Dear girls, I too grieve the inevitable expulsion" "Naomi and Michal from the Midrash." "But let us not dwell on this and get back to school." "Please open treatise Berachot." "because I want to have to start, Chapter 54." "Wait, wait a minute!" "What luck that I caught you!" "I just heard on the morning of the pharmacy, what happened to you." "and quickly ran up to tell you "hello"," "You're cute..." "I would prefer that you say "impressive, courageous and unforgettable"" "But "darling" too good." "I brought you something." "This is so you don't forget Safed." "Not in the best quality, but it's not bad." " Thank you." "You really very, very nice." "And..." "And... an impressive and courageous... uh... very manly." "I've brought you a letter." "that you had that honor on the road." "But you open it later." "Okay, I just don't want to miss the plane." "No, no of course." "Have a safe journey." "Thank you." " Bye." "Please drive." "I'm so lonesome for you." "My beauty," "Look, what a beautiful house, I arranged for us, eh?" "You probably tortured after the plane," "Want to drink?" "Nothing?" "Where are your suitcases?" "And why don't you want me to fetch you up from the airport?" "Michelle, you frighten me." "What happened?" "What happened, dear?" "I'd not come today." "What does this mean?" "And when?" "You've said that..." " Four days ago." "And where have you been?" "In Safed." "I..." "I don't understand." "I'm terribly sorry." " What?" "Michelle, what happened?" "I don't know where to start." "Where to start?" "Explain what happened?" "Well, Michelle, I'm worried!" "Listen." "I've thought about it." "Well?" "I don't like that." "What does "that"? "That" - is what?" ""That" what?" ""That" - is that, Michelle?" "Well, I'll just say this." "Tell me." "You're an awful, awful, awful way to me." "but I'm going to marry Yankee." "I just couldn't do it." "Do you understand?" "I just want to..." "I want to have a normal family." "I'm not normal?" "Michelle?" "I'm not normal?" "Naomi?" "What are you doing here?" "I went to look for his father in Yeshiva." "I was told that he does not leave the house for a week." "With him everything is normal?" "With a small property of his daughter will take the food, and the sons return to the gates." " Father, I don't want to interrupt, but..." "Dad, if you are currently in a bad time, then..." "Something to drink?" "Hot or cold?" "I'll go put the kettle on." "Another cake was left on Saturday." "Nothing better than pie can't relieve the tension." "I think I better go." " No, no, stay here." "If a visitor and have something to say to anyone was is, first of all, you," "I'll go lie down." "Dad..." "Michael..." "You know that I really respect you." "and very much appreciate you." " Say, Naomi, do you even know what to do?" "Do you know how much damage you caused me?" "My family?" "His father?" "Who gave you everything." "I'm sorry, I'm not going to..." " Not going!" "Such a smart woman like you, and not going?" "All that happened - the result of your unbelief." "Unbelief?" " Incorrect!" "Do you have another word for these systematic attempts damage and erode the path of life envisaged by the Torah?" "Sat rabbis, the sages, the like of which is not in our generation," "Sat rabbis, the sages, the like of which is not in our generation." "join this idiot dream that a woman can become a rabbi?" "Who authorized you?" "Okay, I like," "But your father..." "Your father is filled with feelings of guilt." "His heart has eaten guilt for what he did teach you," "If he has a sense of guilt, it is not so, believe me." "Tell me, what are you talking about?" "You're completely lose your mind?" "How dare you do?" "How?" "You know that you lose everything?" "It's worth it?" "Openly..." "Free room - on the left." "You can quietly watch the apartment." "Hello, Naomi." "I beg your pardon, that without a call and that like so broke, I... just knew that if I call you, then you'll never want to see me, and... door will be opened, to avoid "leaving alone"" "so that you can feel comfortable." "if ever you feel comfortable with me now." "What do you want?" "In fact, I've come not because of me, I came, rather, because of Michelle." "I know that she doesn't dare to come here, and... decided to do it for her." "Okay, I'll not beat around the bush." "I know that we will send you an invitation by mail, but..." "I came personally to ask you to come to the wedding." "Thanks, but I can't." "I expected you to say this, but..." "I want to say that you are very important to her." "and Michelle will be very unhappy if you don't come." "She loves you." "She loves you even more than me." "You were talking about me?" "If you mean it, if I knew then" " Yes, I know." "I was shocked when she told me." "I was even shocked, I will not lie to you..." "And I don't understand why she tells me this." "I know that she loves you, spiritual love." "I don't want to talk about it." "By the way, you don't need to worry." "Nobody knows it but only me." "I understand that you are suffering and angry..." "I can't come, whether I want or don't want." "And if I come, only to destroy." "I can't control myself." "I beg you to leave." "Can I say one last thing?" "You know, I'm not very big specials in love affairs, but... in music, I understand a little." "in music you always taught how to play," "But sometimes wrong - it's also correct." "Opens her mouth with wisdom, and gentle instruction on her tongue," "She oversees her household, and eateth not the bread of idleness," "Opens her mouth with wisdom, and gentle instruction on her tongue," "She oversees her household, and eateth not the bread of idleness," "Children arise up, and cherish her husband gets up and praises her:" "Much was wives virtuous, But you have surpassed all of them." "Children arise up, and cherish her husband gets up and praises her:" "Many daughters have done virtuously, but you surpassed them all," "Naomi, wait." "I had a premonition that you go here on his way to a Michal's wedding." "Michelle." "Naomi, look a few years back remember everything that happened, and understand that I was right." "that there is no other way, Naomi." "You know how many rabbis would be happy to destroy the Midrash?" "When you grow up you realize that the walls can't penetrate his head." "And in order to achieve a higher goal..." "That's Ok - leave the woman in the hour of death, just so nobody angry?" "God forbid, no one would leave her." "We continued to send her food, even though they knew that it was not..." "What she was not Jewish." "Well, tell me, because the whole point, right?" "I understand that you feel you remind me when I was your age." "No, I'm not like you." "I am not a coward." "Surely the barren and rejoice when her children were happy to gather around her," "Blessed art Thou, our Lord, pleasing her sons of Zion." " Amen." "Give a great joy for those who love what you have bestowed upon his creatures in the Garden of Eden," "Blessed art Thou, our Lord, pleasing the bride and groom." " Amen." "Blessed art thou, Lord, Lord of the universe, who has blessed us with His commandments, forbade us to fiancés and allowed us through our wives and Chuppah kidushin," "Blessed are You, Lord, our God, sanctify Israel, his people, through hupu and kidushin," "Blessed art thou, Lord, our God, the lord of the universe..." "The voice of joy and the voice of gladness," "voice of the bridegroom and the voice of the bride," "Blessed art thou, our Lord... gladdens the groom and bride." " Amen." "If I forget you Jerusalem, may my right hand wither." "Let my tongue cleave to the roof, if not I will remember you, if not Jerusalem will lift to the top of my fun," "Congratulations" "Want to dance?" "In Michel is a nephew, with whom she wants to introduce me," "Charles." "How romantic sounds." " Charles, eh?" "Put me down." "I'm sorry, Shane." "Thank you for coming." "You forgive me?" " No." "SUBTITLE  TRANSLATED BY SISTERLOP"