"Hello." "You have breakfast?" "Hello." "Yes, thank you." "I picked mushrooms." "I make you fry?" "No, thank you." "I'm not hungry." "Thank you." "OK." "Good day." "By the way ... you have horses in the hotel?" "No, not horses." "Really?" "I've seen pictures on your site." "Yes, it's true." "There are many wild horses in the area." "In fact, it's just to illustrate the site." "I see." "Hello, Mr. Aydin." " Where have you been?" " I'm here." "The customer is there for breakfast, there is no one to serve him." "Where is Hidayet?" "Around." "I bring you your coffee, Mr. Aydin?" "Want your coffee?" "I found mushrooms." "Oh, where?" "Nihal is standing?" "Ms. Nihal got up early." "She took his breakfast." "She is in her room?" "I do not know." "I guess." "And Necla, she lifted?" "Ms. Necla has not yet fallen." "Good." "Brings my coffee in my office." "WINTER SLEEP" " It does not fear anything with the dogs?" " Do not worry, Mr. Aydin." "Ekrem!" "Ekrem!" "The horse I'll take for you is the strongest race Turkey." "Stop, I saw 600 pounds." "They had what age?" "In what state were their legs, tendons?" "And their lungs, their heart?" "You do not know anything." "You are going to buy one and then regret it." "You pay 500 and you resell 300." "I caught you a young, robust." "It will keep you company all your life." "What more?" " You can choose the color?" " Of course." "There is a choice." "I just have to check the hooves, to be sure it is sturdy." "I caught one, there are two years." "I did participate the endurance race of the Jockey Club." "He won the 80 km." "The guys laughed:" ""Looks like a donkey."" ""Donkeys guide the camels!" I told them." "That's Anatolian horses." "He put them 45 minutes." "They were hippies." " 45 minutes ..." " There were 27 horses." "These are the horses of our ancestors." "They are beautiful and durable." "We can do this when?" "When I have time and as the weather allows." "Next week?" "When the mud has dried." "I'll let you know." "And the other, he paid since the relaunch?" "No, Mr. Aydin, still nothing." "Thanks to the complaint, the lawyer says we will expel him in two months." "How are we going to do?" "The law is the tenant side." "They do not know all that, Mr. Aydin." "They did not even have a lawyer, I believe." "Sometimes I tell myself family heritage or not" "I should sell off everything." "They know you are tender, that's why they do not pay." "Otherwise, here, it does not exist, defaulters." "Do not pay the rent ..." "But, Hidayat, What can I do?" "What I am tender?" "I stick them a trial." "What to do?" "As a matter of fact, there would be plenty to do." "But nevermind ..." "Son of a bitch!" "Come here!" "Arise." "Not move or I'll glue you one." " What happened?" " I caught it." "Why it is tempered?" "He fell into the water." "He wanted to jump over the brook, he slipped." " He hurt?" " No, it's just wet." "And why he threw that stone?" "Tempered as it is, it is better to be brought back quickly, before he catches cold." "I'll tell you, Mr. Aydin." "OK." "Come down." " I'll tell them two words." " OK." "Hamdi Hodja!" "Returns." "Hello." "Hello." " What happen?" " Nothing." "The boy fell into the water, it was quickly brought back." " It happened where, how?" " Almost Issiz." "He slipped trying to jump over the creek." "What is he doing there?" "He hid to watch our car." "He threw a stone who broke the glass." "I could hardly hold the steering wheel and brake to avoid the accident." " My son Ilyas?" " Yes." "He broke a window with a stone?" "You can go see." "How a kid can break a window with a stone?" "To you tell me, Ismail." "He's your son, after all." "Cut the crap." "Say what you seek." "What I seek?" "The glass is there." "It is for you to explain." "This is not nothing, anyway." "We almost off the road, Ismail." "I should say anything?" "I am wrong?" "We will pay anyway." "It's not a question of money." "Call your son and ask him what took him." "He refuses to talk to us." "We almost stay with his shitty little pebble." "This is serious, Ismail." "Ilyas." "Come here." "It was you who threw that stone?" "Is that you?" "Ilyas!" "You threw that stone?" "Returns." "It was not worth it to do this." "We must not exaggerate either." "But it's important." "That's why I'm talking about it." "Hidayat." "And like that, okay?" "Is that better?" "You feel better?" "A slap against a broken window?" "That enough?" "Or I recall and I continue?" "What happens Ismail?" "Hidayet?" "Nothing, Hamdi." "The small fell into the water, they brought him back." "Badly we took." "Ilyas broke their glass." " Their window?" " Yes." "They came to make us pay." "I said that myself?" "I have not said that I brought for he was not cold?" "This is good." "The fridge and seized TV for rent misery." "That's not enough?" "You will take the small?" " Ismail, none of that with me." " What?" " Stop it back." " I back myself?" "Ismail, not looking me ..." "What you got, you?" " All right, get out!" " How can you talk to me?" "Cut the crap." "You just piss me home?" "Who do you think you are?" "I have no time to lose ..." " Let go of me, Hamdi." " Ismail!" "Bring up!" "You'll see!" "Do not add." "Ismail, I speak to you ..." "Let me go, I'll stuff it, this con." "Stop!" "I'll nab, the bastard!" "I'll rot your life!" "Get out, motherfucker!" " Jure not son of a bitch!" " Shut up!" "Ismail, enough, we go." "Come!" "Screw you!" "Make him go." " What a moron ..." " Monte." "You answer to a drunk ..." "But it does not stop swearing." "I'll see." "Crap." "Hidayat, I'm really sorry." "I'm as shocked as you." "I do not know what to say." "What happen?" "What is this circus?" "Beats me." "Without you it does not allow everything." "No ..." "The broken window, we will pay you." "Rent arrears also as soon as possible." "We have not forgotten." "I will come myself to pay you." "We are in a bad way." "We did not come to that." "It's something else." "But we do not forget our debts." "M. Aydin's father knew well." "He never had to complain about us." "We got along very well." "You could do without this gesture and we avoid shame." "Do not you think, Hidayet?" "We have our dignity." "None of that, please, Hamdi." "We said nothing for months." "It is for us to justify ourselves?" "All right, Hidayat." "But to send suddenly a bailiff ..." "You could talk to us." "Communication, it exists." "Hidayat, here we go." "We did not talk?" "How many times I told you, Hamdi?" "I told you or not?" "I told him a thousand times." "Enough is enough." "You will pay it later." "We do not tell you it was going to work out?" "So what?" "It has arranged?" "It was arranged, Hamdi?" "Come on, it's good." "Excuse me again, Mr. Aydin." "I'll settle this window history." "I will come myself to pay you." "You'll see that later." "No problem." "I'll quickly." "I'll come to see you when you arrange it." " OK." " Do not worry." "You're wasting your time with anyone." "Poor guy." "Species less than nothing." " Sorry again." " Less than nothing." "Come on, goodbye." "Good road." "Son of a bitch, asshole ..." "Fatma ..." "Come here." "What is this?" "In your opinion?" "Put it down." "Take that." "Pose." " I put them where?" " Behind the terrace." "Be careful, do not break them." "Softly." " Give me that." " It's okay." "I am going to replace the glass." " OK." " Anything else?" "Not." "I take an original or a generic?" "Where you going to find a home?" "Nowhere." "That's why I ask." "Huh?" "Come on, Hidayat." " We have guests?" " Levent, the teacher, is there." " They took the tea?" " And then they want coffee." "Hello." " It was your trip?" " Yes." " You need anything?" " No, thank you." " Are you hungry?" " No, thank you." "What are you doing?" "Not much." "My brother's tea." "How nice." "Thank God you're here, you." " This is sage, not the lime tree." " It will be fine." "Continue your work." "I go through magazines." "Yes, I beg you." "You write your editorial?" "I try." "I read it last week." "I liked." "Which one?" "The loss of the aesthetic sense in the villages of Anatolia ..." " OK." " It was good." "How you doing to find always interesting ideas?" "That you really enjoyed?" "Yes, it was good." "You see, it's not about money." "There has always been poverty." "Even three olives can be beautifully arranged in a dish or caught the bottom of a bag." "I see what you mean." "You know, we went at our tenant, the Hodja ..." "Yes?" "You should have seen the filth, a real mess." " Are you in?" " No, just the garden." "The house is in ruins." "Yet there was a woman who lives there." "Still, for a religious ..." "We must lead by example to the community, be clean, impeccable." "Who is it?" "I know him?" "Not." "An old tenant time of our father." "I do not recognize him in the street." "One type ladle, a little shabby." "I do not know, me ... religious must lead by example, right?" "Especially in the countryside." "Perhaps I should write about that?" "Just thinking about it, it gives me the creeps." "Yes, write about what you want." "More ... it would not be better to write for a major newspaper instead of that rag?" "With all the evil that you give yourself ..." "I do not feel give me harm." "I do not know, I see you pat all week on your computer," "I think ... if you do not pricked me this journal" "I do not even know it exists." "That's why." "I do not care of major newspapers." "My kingdom is admittedly small, but at least I am a king." "But who reads this newspaper?" "Who buys it?" "Sorry, my dear Necla, I disagree." "Not at all." "I get sometimes letters from readers that strengthen me in what I do." "Despite all the evil that I give myself, as you say," "I think it is worth it." " For example, yesterday ..." " Yes, but sometimes on the internet" "I see very bad authors get to extol." "Everyone has his little fan club." "It should not take that seriously." "In any case, it can not be a reference for you." "But hey, keep writing, I will not distract you." "I'll get there, quietly." "Not easy to mount with the mud." "You do not want to put gravel?" "I like to tourists, it's natural." "I do not tell you to tar." "The gravel, too, is natural." "I lose half my customers with gravel." "Already we have not many people winter ..." "Obviously with this mud!" "good if it discourages some." "A place like this, it must be earned." "A small sprint?" " OK." " Here we go." " Shall we?" " Yes." "Let's go." "You have grown or what?" " What?" " You've grown?" "Not at all." "My stomach is emancipated We do listen to me." " Watch out, not let yourself go." " And why?" "I buried my wife." "I'm on my own." "It is you who should make you worry, with a young and beautiful woman." "If this continues, we will ask you Nihal is if your daughter." "You're exaggerating, I'm not so bad." "Did not you see the carnage on your head?" "There is a little thing ..." "You know Garip, the village next door to you?" "Yes, but I have not been there." "No matter ..." "He has a daughter of an association who wrote to me." "I usually do not care this kind of approach." "But then I was hit, will know why." "It may be age." "I wonder whether to take it seriously." "I would like your opinion." "She asks what, a donation?" "Not much." "The question is ..." "Between Fatma." "... That is if it is sincere or is looking for something else." "As you're psychologist, you'll know to read between the lines, I'm sure." "That's all." "Mr. Aydin, I put it where your tea?" "On the table." " Let me see the letter." " She's on the computer." " Go on, read it." " OK." "Thank you, Fatma." "This is the area of Nihal, good works." "It is called?" "Yes, if you want." " It would be nice, right?" " Yes." "If available ..." "Nihal?" "Suavi Here, we discuss." "You can come if you're not busy?" "We need your lights." "Yes, in my office." "Okay, for now." " It happens." " Okay." "Suavi, how are you?" "Very well." "And you?" "Well, thank you." "It was long." "All is well?" "Yes, it will." "I do not go out of my farm." "What problems I may have?" "And you?" "Your activities?" "As usual, life goes on." "This time it will be me the secret of your youth and your eternal beauty." "That's very nice, thank you." "And your daughter, Sometimes it comes to you?" "From time to time." "She came to the end of his studies and death of his mother." "And that's it." " Always in London?" " Yes." "Why do not you go live with it?" "I?" "Do not talk about bad luck." "I can not stand her English husband who responds "Oh, lovely" to everything." "You exaggerate ..." "So I summed up for Nihal." "Suavi already knows." "I received a letter the other day." "One young woman who teaches sewing in a village in the area." "Basically, it asks for help." "I do not know what to think, I'd like your opinion." "Help for what?" "The letter is there, I read you?" "Yes, go ahead." "Okay, I read it." "So ..." "Here it is." ""Dear Mr. Aydin," ""First of all, I must tell you" ""I am your admirer" ""and I watch every week your editorial" ""in our local newspaper 'The Voice of the steppe'" ""eager to benefit from your wisdom and your bold ideas." ""We, the teachers the Technical Education Institute" ""are proud to count a person of your stature ... "" "etc., etc." "We spend all this ..." "And here we again:" ""Our group of teachers wanted to build a small building in Garip," ""our village so destitute, to teach sewing and writing" ""women of the village." ""The mayor has supported us as he could." ""But despite our best efforts and lack of resources," ""building remained unfinished." ""The prefecture rejected support our request." ""We are abandoned to our fate in the open steppe," ""with good intentions and hopes." ""Trying to find a solution," ""I remembered your article 'Flowers of the steppes'." ""To believe that you had written for us." ""We've all read back, to tears." ""Far be it from me tenderize you." ""Know that I do not feel no shame to bow" ""before a man of your status to seek help" ""in favor of left-nots these drylands," ""I am proud to be born." ""I will not waste your time." ""We know that you have links with affluent locals" ""and with the administration." ""You also have relationships to Istanbul." ""That's why we are writing." ""Thank you, whatever your answer." ""With all due respect."" "There you go." "That's it." "I do not know ..." "It looks like a good girl, intelligent, well-intentioned." "It is idealistic, persevering, courageous." "It probably deserves to be supported." "Can not find?" "Nihal?" "Frankly ..." "I can not find." "I receive every day emails like this." "Good." "What does not suit you, exactly?" "Well ... it would be luxury construct a building for, right?" "In a backwater ..." "Normally, the village mayor they find a place, they decorate it a bit and that's it." "I find there, she asks too much." "Even Prefecture does not help." "Now if we go by the logic Administration ..." "I do not know." "And Suavi, what do you say?" "I do not know what to say." "We could not meet you, I and other notables of the area to help them?" "Aydin, I have a significant head me?" "Only my belly that is notable." "And again, he emancipated!" "Anyway ..." "I must say that your reaction surprises me Nihal." "Why?" "Because ... thanks to you, this place is more like an NGO than a hotel." "Where are you getting at?" "Say ..." "How you, philanthropist patented, who have helped the smallest school in the region, rejettes so firmly that request?" "I do not understand." "Simple Explanation." "It is a matter of priority." "Primary schools of leaking roofs, broken windows." "Children wear gloves in class." "It seems logical to me to begin with, right?" "We are trying for months to raise funds, but it never made you interested." "And there, you have a sudden fit of generosity." "Well, I expect the world I'll leave you." "Suavi, spend me before you go?" "Of course." "So I do not greet you." "At right away." "You know what I think?" "Misery, poverty, it is a natural disaster." "God, somehow." "We can not oppose the destiny." "But God has endowed us with intelligence to address those issues." "That is true." "That's true, but still, there are people who came on earth for that." "You have to let them do their job." "You, you're a creative artist." "Why you'll meddle in this?" "Take care of your work." "Mr. Aydin, Hamdi is there." " What Hamdi?" " Hamdi Hodja, the imam." "I'm going." "You can get it here." "Rest a little." "I have plenty of things to do." "The work of the farm." "I'll walk Suavi." "You can install the Hodja here." "OK." "Welcome, Hamdi Hodja." "Thank you, Mr. Aydin." "You could keep your shoes." "It's not very clean here." "They were full of mud." "It's better that way." " I think you're slippers." " Do not bother." "One minute." "The floor is cold." "Fatma, you can bring slippers?" "With tea and cakes." "OK." "Sit down, Hamdi Hodja." "So Hamdi Hodja, I'm listening." "In fact, Mr. Aydin, I do not know where to start." "You came home the other day, it was a little ..." "Sorry ..." "Air is missing here." "I can?" "I open a little." "Yes?" "Really, I do not know how you say ..." "It was very embarrassing for us." "We're sorry, really." "But nobody thought wrong." "The boy made a mistake." "He took it badly what happened." "But it's a kid." "Of course." "You asked why he did that?" "Because this incident ... could have serious consequences." "Of course, I asked him." "So what?" "In fact, Mr. Aydin, it was very marked by the seizure." "That's why he made this mistake." "Especially because his father was beaten up." "Beat?" "When they came for the capture, of course, Ismail wanted to prevent." "And the police were there." "So it has degenerated." "I see." "So, this is our car taking, is that it?" "That's about it." "I'm sorry." "But now, the little one wants." "He regrets." "He wants to come kiss your hand." "It's no go." "It takes, really." "As I have said, we have always paid our debts." "I have a little money on me." "I came to pay for the window." "How much?" "No, it is not important." "You will see with Hidayat." "I do not know." "I think it's in the 70 pounds." "It is better to talk to Hidayat." "70 pounds?" "70 pounds for a single window?" "Yes." "And again, this is not an original part." "Hidayet can show you the invoice." "In fact ..." "I do not know if I have enough." "Wait, I check with Hidayat." "But hey, it does not matter, It can wait." "We will not make a fuss." "This is only a glass." "You think?" "In this case, I will not stagger." "I will pay all of a sudden." "It will be simpler." "Hello?" "Are you there?" "Nothing, actually." "I wanted to know the price of the repair of the glass." "I had retained 70 pounds." "Really?" "I was wrong then." "Okay, thank you." "No, it's not worth it." "I was wrong." "It was not 70 but 170 pounds." "170 pounds?" "How so?" "This is the price, that's all." "Hidayet can show you the invoice." "Though." "I have not asked if he had taken." "That's incredible." "Glass, still ..." "It's weird." "There is always a mistake, Mr. Aydin." "What is it?" "There were not men?" "No, we do not use it at the hotel." "Fatma took them home." "Will do." "As long as it keeps me touching the ground ..." "Where do I put the tea?" "There." "I take that." "Hamdi Hodja, come here." "Thank you." "Listen, Hamdi." "I own several houses and shops in town." "Not to me only, actually ..." "They also belong my sister Necla." "If I had to take care of it personally" "I could not work on my books and articles." "Do you understand?" "That's why Hidayat and lawyers caring for rent and trial." "I am not aware what they do." "And if I say, I forget." "The other day your brother elder or younger ..." "My older brother." "He said displaced things." "But things are clear ... not to mention the seizure," "I did not even know you were my tenants." "These procedures are automatic in case of unpaid rent." "Do you understand?" "But of course, Mr. Aydin, that goes without saying." "You have to do this." "You have been very forgiving to us." "But as Ismail out of prison, it has not been able to recover." "We do not give him a job." "I do not know why, but it's like that." "So we need a little time to return." "And then if you could just ensure that we may not be expelled ..." "We will find a solution quickly." "We are committed to this house." "I spent my entire childhood." "If you leave us a little time ..." "What can I say?" "I understand you, but ... you have to talk to Hidayat." "I am not aware of anything." "You spoke to Hidayet?" " No." " Talk to him." "Do you understand?" "Hidayet and lawyers are there." "It's not me you should come and see." "It is they who know everything." "Do not come back to me." "I do not want to mislead." ""In a country with 99% Muslims," ""the people did not he deserves religious" ""clean, educated, well behaved" ""that emit a reassuring image?" ""The weekly sermon prepared by our imams," ""through their readings," ""would be received by believers with pleasure and admiration" ""and raise them." ""Islam is a religion civilization and high culture. "" "So what?" "That's good." "It's not too hard, was it?" "Not." "Nothing that can be confusing?" "Not." "You do not talk directly from religion." "You speak of the practice, of those who apply." "And in the end, I say that Islam is a high cultural religion." "That's it." "Frankly, I do not care a bit." "But this is a sensitive subject." "This type was so pissed I could not help but write." "In fact, it has managed to become the subject of my article." "With this foul air, sneaky, always to tack ..." "See?" "I played an imam once I had good reviews." "And then, when I see this guy, I tell myself that I had it all wrong." "Full details escaped me." "You had seen this room?" "Which room?" "The one where I was an imam." ""Wounded Bird"." "I do not feel anything." "I went on stage seeking the toilet." "It had to be when I was abroad." "I came running:" ""Where are the restrooms?"" " No ..." "It was a comedy?" " Yes." " And before ..." " It tells me nothing." "I have a question to ask you." "Do not oppose evil, it inspires you what?" "How?" "What does not oppose evil for you?" "Do not oppose evil?" "How do you understand that?" "I do not know ..." "Make yourself attacked by robbers and you do not opposing you there?" "I guess that's it." "I do not want an example." "A logical definition." "I see no logic in that." "A logical definition ..." "Do not oppose evil, it remain indifferent to acts condemned by morality." "It suits you?" "And if we were make this absence opposition to evil the principle of our behavior, what would our lives?" "What would they look like?" "What would they look like?" "Thieves, killers, pulluleraient nerds, the world would be ablaze." " What's left?" " It would ... the crippled and crazy houses." "I know, me." "You may be right." "But I could not pass me as you do." "What I scrolled me?" "You should think about it." "You went fast." "There's nothing to do more." "It hurts you, you will not opposing you there." "That's it." "What else?" "I feel they hide their faces in the fight against evil." "As if we did not touch on all aspects." "Who, for example?" "Fatma, this honey is frozen." "There else?" "I'll see." "Otherwise, put it in hot water." "Instead of striving against evil, why not do the opposite?" "If you do not want that you steal this table, it may be best propose to the thief." "That may be a better solution." "So if I want to marry a girl for the money of his father, it should jump on my neck to counteract my cynical calculation." "Is that it?" "It might feel shame, remorse and acknowledge his fault." "We must give him the opportunity." "What nonsense!" "Let the crowds get slaughtered hoping remorse killers." "Even in a soap opera, it does not happen!" "You can say what you want." "My choice is made." "I see no reason to oppose the evil that would seek me personally." "Someone intends to kill me?" "Welcome!" "If I was defending myself, the murderer without departing grew up." "But you could stay alive." "It would perhaps be up?" "Not so sure, believe me." "We stop this discussion." "It depresses me." "You say what, Nihal?" "As a matter of fact, I do not understand the issue." "Where did you get this need?" "What makes you feel that way?" "This is not a need but an idea." "She wants to help the trouble making." "Do you mind?" "Is your solution to eradicate evil?" "Or to achieve peace?" "She wants to make life easier malefactors." "No, I say let luck to the one who hurt to feel regret." "A chance bastards, it's good!" "Do not pretend not understanding." "That's what I understand, my heart." "How did you do, my heart?" "That's what she said:" "Help the bastards, they may have shame." " That's not it." " That's what I understood." "How can you understand that?" "What do you understand?" "It is very clear what she says." "If you hurt me, a thief or anyone," "I do not show resistance and therefore," "I make it conscious ..." "But, stop!" "What fly has stung you?" "What is this story help the evil?" "Who said that?" "It's supposed to fight?" "You we provoked, there." "I tell you what I understand, my darling." "It's very simple to understand." "She said that if you hurt us, not to oppose it may encourage the thief to give up, to regret." "How is this possible?" "That's not the issue." "I say we can try." "Jews should have gone voluntarily in the camps, it would have rested Hitler." "He would have said:"They are already there, longer worth gassing "?" " Are you kidding?" " No, that's what I understand." "Helping criminals to do evil to make them regret it." "Never heard of such a thing!" "Either I do not understand, or you do not you expressed quite clearly." "Mr. Aydin ... they are still there." " Who?" " Hamdi." " What Hamdi?" "Hamdi Hodja?" " Yes." " Is he here?" " Yes, there." "I saw the other day." "He wants what?" "He tells me nothing." "He mysteries." "Please, not him." "You told him that I was there?" "I said that I would see." "Tell him I'm not there." "He may want to leave something." "It came yesterday too." "He left nothing." " He came yesterday?" " Yes." "You did not tell me?" "But if." "You were in bed, I returned." "Really?" " Small is still with him." " What a?" "One who broke our glass." "He was there yesterday too." "I feel it's going to be complicated." "You can talk to him." "They did all this way." "What do you fear?" "Nothing, that's not it." "He whines, he did not finish his sentences ..." "It annoys me." "But they are there." "We will not return." "Well, okay, let them in." "We'll see what he wants." "I'll apply your lesson, to see if I understood." "Hamdi arrives," "I will accept all of it without flinching." " But it does not hurt you." " Who knows?" "It is not yet known." "But I will leave me." "We'll see if I understood." " You're afraid he has a knife?" " May be!" "Between Hamdi Hodja." "Welcome, Mr. Hamdi." "Thank you." "Sorry to bother you." "You do not disturb us." "You buffet breakfast with us?" "Thank you, ma'am." "We did not go hungry." "Sit down." "Fatma brings tea for our guests." "And cakes for breakfast." "The valley is muddy." "Sorry, we are covered in mud." "What were you doing in the valley?" " You have arrived where?" " By the shortcut." "I saw two figures." "That was you?" " Surely." " Yikes!" "You have come to the foot of the village?" "So, why?" "Because it is far away." "Yes, it is far away." "That is true." "The last time too, you were on foot?" "Yesterday, I mean." "Yes." "Say ..." "Why did not you say anything?" "Hidayet could take you home." "I'm sorry." "There's nothing." "It is as sport to us." "There is no harm." "Aydin, they are standing ..." "Fatma brings tea there." "Sit down." "You do not have a moped?" "I'm going to buy a when it will get better." " It would be nice." " God willing." "Fortunately the house is next to the mosque." "Otherwise, five round trips per day, I would have struggled." "God bless you." "This is your son?" " It suits you." " No." "He is the son of my elder brother." "I have no children." "By dint of working, I have not been able to get married." "My destiny, I guess." "It will come." "You're young." "Ilyas is like my son." "Of course." "You're what class, Ilyas?" "Say it, my child." "Which class?" "CM2." "Mr. Aydin ..." "I go to the industrial area." " What for?" " Servicing the door." "It can not wait?" "If, but there is also the engine whines." "He whines?" "Yes, as a vibration noise." "This is perhaps the cylinders." "I would not want to damage the engine." "Okay, go ahead." "Mr. Aydin, as I have already said, since the incident, little is really sorry." " What incident?" " The broken glass." "It's ancient history." "But the poor little feels really bad, he feels guilty for that day." "It is not easy to apologize." "You have to be mature to learn to repent." "But as resentment persist, we can not find peace." "Our Prophet said:" ""Repentance is the penance."" "If someone convinces us she regrets his actions, we have no other choice to forgive him." "So, believe me." "Our Ilyas is smart and he has a heart of gold." "Despite his young age, he listened to my advice." "He thought about it and gave me reason." "And he wanted to come with me today to kiss your hand." "I said to him:" ""This is what you must do." ""Shows you regret and Mr. Aydin certainly forgive you. "" "Is not it?" "This is not necessary." "All that does not matter." "But if it is necessary." "Otherwise, it will be his fault." "This would be the worst danger." "Right, Ilyas?" "It's nothing." "I do not like the hand kissing." "My father also does not like it." "They fought for power kiss her hand." "Right, Necla?" "No, otherwise it would not be at peace." "Is not it, boy?" "Come on, come on, will kiss the hand of Mr. Aydin." "Ilyas?" "We did not say we would both without telling Dad?" "You want me to shame in front of everyone?" "Come on, my boy, will kiss the hand of Mr. Aydin." "Well, okay." "Come on, Ilyas." "Mr. Aydin expected." "Do not shoot!" "Soft." "Go ahead, shoot." "Let him breathe." "Stay away." "Wasabi." "It goes up the nose, right?" "In Japan too, we like spicy." "You do not eat in Japan?" "When I was little," "I did not like that." "But now I love wasabi." "How cold!" "I'm frozen to the bone." "What are you doing?" "Nothing." "Where is Aydin?" "I do not know." "Perhaps the village." "It is not in his office?" "Not." "I'll make some more coffee." "Want some?" "You want a coffee?" "I'll take, yes." "I do not know what to do with the new good." "She put the glasses that I love Dishwasher safe." "She broke both." "She told me." "They are so thin." "It's obvious they do not go in the dishwasher." "I will perhaps make him pay so that she understands." "Do not exaggerate." "Forget it." "I am not exaggerating." "There are objects that we take." "I had bought in Istanbul." "We find them anymore." "I understand, but these are just the glasses." "You may be right." "I do not know." "It may be you who reason." "I know I've become very irritable these days." "I'm worried." "What kind?" "There are too many things in my head." "My ex has become alcoholic." " Who?" "Necdet?" " Yes." "He always had a good run, right?" "That is true." "But he drinks more since our separation." "It seems that it starts in the morning." "You can not help it." "I know." "But sometimes" "I wonder if we are not worse since the divorce." "Him there, in this state, me here, unhappy ..." " This is really what you think?" " Say ..." "I am trying to understand where I planted me why we got there." "If you have not found, from the time," "Perhaps that is wrong is not on your side." "Do not you think?" "You want me to rally the flock those who believe that evil always comes from the other?" "Not." "But you're not necessarily fault either." "That's what I say." "Why deny that?" "Because I do not see any interest." "A sensible person should care as its share of responsibility." "I think a little of blindness can not hurt." "But hey, if you insist, where do you deceived Thee?" "I do not know." "I think, for example, if I had missed all the harm he did to me," "if I was not against me, divorcing, for example," "I would perhaps put facing the wrong." "I do not know." "I wonder what would have changed if I had acted differently." "You think that if you were not you opposed to the evil that was you, he was full of remorse of himself?" "Yes, you did say, that's what I think." "It may seem absurd but it is not." "Sorry, Necla, but that does not make sense." "I think after a certain age, People do not change." "On the contrary, bad habits settle." "So do not protest against evil only serves to reinforce the other in what he does." "I think he regrets now." "This is what makes me say that." "I feel it." "I think he would come find me, if the opportunity arose." "If I lived elsewhere, he would have already done." "But after all that has happened, he fears some Aydin." "You know what crosses my mind, sometimes?" "On the go and ask his forgiveness." "At Necdet?" "Yes." "But you did nothing wrong." "Exactly." "This is the beauty of it." "Put another embarrassment." "And perhaps the best out of him." "You should not have abused a little serials, lately?" "What relationship?" "Only where you see it." "But there is nothing to say." "It's your choice." "I find it absurd but if you want to, no one will stop you." "Do what you want." "But it will assume the consequences." "Do not forget that." "That's what I think." "These small expressions sarcastic, ambiguous, these small lip movements cynical ..." "I am really fed up." "I hate them." "Necla, do not go too far, please." "Basically, if I ask for forgiveness Necdet, it would be just to get rid you and all that." "I can see it now." "Nobody is going to stop me?" "Thank goodness!" "I do not need permission." "I am in my father here." "I go and I come as I want." "And" "I already morflé when I told you your truths." "And I am the only one." "looks" "Omar Sharif." "How?" "The photo." "This is Omar Sharif?" "Yes, he made a film here." "Here at the hotel?" "No, in the corner." "This is a very simple man." "He took pictures with everyone." " Really?" " Yes." "We do not believe that a star." "It is not like that." "What was this movie?" "I knew." "I do not want to say stupidity." "Hello." "Mr. Aydin, what movie they filmed here Omar Sharif?" " "Monsieur Ibrahim"." " That "Monsieur Ibrahim"." "That tells me something." "They turned where, exactly?" "In the vicinity." "At Ishtar, among others." " Ishtar?" " Yes." "Interesting." "I'll see where it is." "Where are the others?" "You mean Nihal and Necla?" "They were there earlier." "What are they doing?" "They were talking about." "They were there in the entrance." "Oh ..." "I came out a minute they were gone." "They spoke normally?" "How does it normally?" "No matter." " Make us tea." "Want some tea?" " Yes, thank you." "You can do?" "It's right next door, Ishtar." "In front of Akkoy." "All right, I've found." "It is 20 km away." "You know better than us, bravo." "No, that's not it ..." "What do you doing?" "Your job, I mean." "You guide?" "No, not at all." "I explore." "It's not hard motorcycle winter?" "Preferred when it is difficult." "Who's "we"?" "The motocross riders." "I see." "I made this stuff when I was in college." "Really?" "All Europe by hitchhiking with friends." "When rowing, we jumped on a train." "It was the big time." "We slept anywhere." "The world belonged to us." "Life seemed endless." "The energy of youth." "It's not my thing, the stop." "I need autonomy." "I want to support myself." "That's why I prefer the bike." "And you sleep in hotels?" "No, I have a tent, but then I did not want to mount it." "Here is a bit of a cave, as natural a tent." "And then I had stuff to write." "What do you write?" "What I saw." "Travel blog?" "There are also notes of trip." "These are the kinds of tests." "They will be published in book form." "That's good." "I also write a book." "Really?" "A large keypad, although seriously." ""History of Turkish theater."" "There has not been a serious study." "Alas." "I do a lot of research." "Archives, articles, books ..." "I'm almost done, it remains for me to write." " The hardest part is getting started." " That's right." " You are a former actor, right?" " Yes." "Hence the subject." "That's right, yes." "I prefer to say "actor"." "The actors are in disgrace these days." "I did 25 years on stage." "I can proudly say I have turned in any soap opera." "Despite tempting offers." "I have never forgotten that said Omar Sharif." "When he knew I was an actor, he told me with that look:" ""To play, to be honest."" "He's right." "Class ..." " By the way, we bought a horse." " Really?" "It can be mounted?" "He must rest for a few days." "Later, perhaps." "You stay long?" " Here?" " Yes." "I know." "I have not decided." "I live from day to day." "No tomorrow." "Otherwise, it's not a journey." "We lose the sense of adventure." "How to tell?" "A life all mapped is not a real life." "As the saying goes:" ""While we are busy making projects, life happens. "" "This is very true." "You did not have to go to the market Fatma?" "I told him to go alone." "I did not want." "Have you finished the book I lent you?" "Long." "So what?" "What do you think?" "It deserves to be translated?" "No, I do not find it worthwhile." "Can I ask you a question?" "Of course." "Unless the opposition to evil, in pity." "I have a nice seam." "I would like to write fast and send the paper." "Given your enthusiasm, it must be mine." "Not really." "This is a result of the latter, which aroused much interest." " Really?" " Yes." "According Vehbi." "He has received calls full of innuendo." "You know, your Vehbi." "It adds the reactions to give importance to his newspaper." "Your article was not controversy." "Indeed ... but you never know." "And why you thickets your nose in it?" "You're an actor, write about what you know." "Imagine that does not always choose what we write." "This is the subject that chooses you." "Of course, everyone is free to write on what he wants." "But then you reap what you sow." "How so?" "Between an expert point of view who devotes his life to a subject and that of an amateur, no picture." "You do not think that outsider may be relevant?" "Not in the field." "What material?" "I'll tell you:" "The other day," "I have carefully read the article you gave me." "I could not stop and I read the old ones." "So what?" "I may have been distracted before." "But there they seemed different." "What?" "I do not know ..." "Nihal has read them?" "I do not think so." "My articles do not interest him." "She has no interest writes to her husband?" "Should she?" "She reads them may secretly." "That's a kind." "This is a specialist the silent criticism." "Anyway, it would not be objective." "Let ..." " And so?" " As a matter of fact ..." "I would not have the courage." "That is to say?" "Well ... lecturing on topics that I know evil." "Give lessons?" "This is more serious than I thought, then." "I'm not saying they are bad." "It's something else." "Anything else?" "Another thing, what is it?" "They are ..." "Mediocre disembodied?" "I can not find the adjective." "Harmless?" "Is that what you mean?" "I do not know." "Maybe." "You are very generous today." "I try to be realistic." "That's good, bravo." "But I can stop being realistic." "Too late, the genie is out of the bottle." "You should know." "You ask me, I give you." "That's right, my faith." "Before, you made our admiration." "it was believed you would do great things, you percerais." "This did not happen." "The mountain gave birth to a mouse." "Sorry to disappoint." "You have nothing to do." "We had set the bar too high." "That's good, I feel reassured." "And "Flowers of the steppes"" "What did you think?" "While there, it is precisely this article that opened my eyes." "Tell me more." "How to tell?" "This syrupy romanticism, this naive self-persuasion, low ..." "No risk." "The author just looking ... at truism for the sake of convenience." "And this lyrical dressing that stinks sentimentality ..." "I see." "It's unbearable to you, actually." "I acknowledge that I do not like this style." "Listening to you, I should stop writing." "But no." "This is only my point of view." "Fortunately, other do not think like you." "Certainly." "Who?" "It intrigues you, I see." "No, it's because you mention." " I have not offended you?" " Not at all." "Are you sure?" "Just a little while." "Sometimes authors are very likely on their writings." "But I will survive, do not worry." "The trouble is that you do not do a clear critique says." "Seems that there is an implied in what you say." "It's annoying." "I think that it might be me you hate, not my articles." "This is absurd." "But it's true." "We must say that we are very different." "It must be recognized." "We have differences on everything on life." "I guess it is in order of things." "The older we get, the more we become fussy, hard." "So, finally, it is normal that you do not like them." "The opposite would have been amazing." "I might even be rejoicing." "Do you understand?" "Finally ..." "I do not want to dwell on the subject." "Amazing how are you always going out with a pirouette." "A good word to justify yourself, always." "You can stop, please?" "You had a question to ask arriving." "It is done." "What you wanted to know?" "The subject of the article you just sent." "No, I do not believe you." "If that was my question." "Either." "Religion, morality ..." "nothing that would interest you." "I see." "You found your scapegoat." "You're going to exploit it fully." "Record peace to this poor guy." "Necla, you start to get irritated." "Why do you say that?" "You what to do with religion, faith, spirituality?" "You have already set foot in a mosque?" "You have already prayed, to talk about spirituality?" "I have to go to the mosque to talk about religion?" "It's crazy, that!" "You say Mullah stinks feet." "What do you care?" "He made 10 km walk in the cold." "What it can do when he gets there?" "What do you mean?" "You know very well." "No, I do not understand." "Then I'll explain." "I do not think is right a man talks about spirituality, while he never cried on the grave of his parents, there has never been the same." "There are ways to cry you do not know." "OK." "So continues." "If only I had your ability to blindness" "I would find a lot of things newsworthy who would stand to be this boredom." "I do not understand you do not you tired of rehashing the same subjects." "Perseverance is the only way to deepen a subject, to create something new." "I do not know what trouble you speak." "I never had a second to annoy me." "In this day and age, the trouble is a sacred luxury." "And before, it was not?" "If agreed." "The problem has always was a luxury." "It suits you?" "How can we be at this point the antipodes?" "To believe that we are not brother and sister." "This is normal." "That's how all siblings." "One is a hard worker, the other lazy." "One is bright, the other beast." "One is sociable, the other introvert." "It's a fact." " So what?" " So, this is normal." "I still can not explain how could I leave Istanbul" "to come and bury me here with you." "I dépéris in this hole." "I feel good, where I have my room and my books." "It could be anywhere." "We know how to create a world in itself, occupation, or we do not know." "You're bored because you do nothing of your days." "You let yourself go." "It was good when you translating." "You do not even do it more." "Obviously, you're bored." "In life, you need a job, a passion." "It is said that idleness is the mother of all vices." "it depends what is known to work." "I do not think so it wants to say, stir the air." "What does that mean, then?" "When we reflect, it is very active." "Even if we do nothing." "So you're busy thinking, right?" "Maybe I do not know what to do." "I have no passions that drive me." "And you, what do you do?" "You're wasting your best years with things that do not concern you." "You did not start to tinker as an alchemist?" "Just to see you, it depresses me." "But what you have, Necla, damn it?" "You've raised the left foot?" "The more I take upon myself, more thou Acharnae." " Calm down." " Finally, let's see ..." "I understand why you divorced after so many years." "No man can bear such a viper's tongue." "Birds of a feather flock together." "How so?" " I understand it." " You mean that?" "Of your half." "You have become the same." "Now it is the turn of Nihal?" "I know you think that about me." "But I do not care." "This is my opinion." "Nothing like Nihal." "It lurks in giving tunes benefactor of angel." "While she goofs off." "Aside launch contemptuous looks." "It's our fault if you do nothing?" "Go on, do something, too." "Who you back?" "She struts and call it charity." "The woman redemption ritual who has never won his life." "What redemption is not known." "What do you want her to do?" "Charity, it is not throwing a bone to a hungry dog, is to share it with him when you have so hungry." "Everyone does what he can in his own way." "Where is the problem?" "Ask yourself what makes you work." "You're not listening to me." "What relationship?" "You keep digging where others have already found everything." "Stop you struggle in vain." "It is useless." "He shall go out anything new." "Tell me, you, which would again." "You're the great thinker, not me." "I will not teach you." "It is the universal interests me." "Even if it's déjà vu." "For once, be a little realistic." "Just this once." "It is you who speak of realism?" "Deal of art and help spiritual development, it's alchemy for you?" "Not." "That's what I said:" "If, you, the thinkers, you atteliez to more serious problems, the little things that haunt you would resolve themselves." "Taking the height to observe a city, also see the trees rivers, meadows ..." "But no, you hang a tiny dot, laziness and cowardice." "It turns round again." "We are not obliged to agree." "Why quarrel?" "You know what your problem is?" "For fear of suffering, you like you hide the face." "But, yes, that's it." "But we must have the courage to face the truth." "If you are looking to achieve truth sometimes you do not hesitate to destroy, my dear Aydin." "But good actor, you forgot the true, forgot to be yourself." "You exchange identity like a shirt." "We must learn to live with you." "You want me to be realistic?" "So listen to me." "You are doomed to loneliness and boredom for the rest of your life." "Because you're a coward, because you're lazy." " Me?" " Yes." "You live like a parasite, hooks to the other." "The whole world is indebted." "Who knows why." " You'll calm down?" " I am calm." "You think you can say and do what you want and others must accept it." " How is that possible?" " I do not want that at all." "Where you come from that?" "Realism?" "You're totally in without unknowingly." " Me?" " Yes." "It's the best." "I assure you, as soon as you walk out that door," "I pray that you do not spear me a pike that exasperates me." "When you're sitting behind me," "I feel your eyes looking the conflict for boredom." "My back went numb." "I have powers that escape me." "As if someone was rubbing my back his calloused hand." "It gives me chills, it prevents me from writing." "What are you talking about?" "You are obliged to be always as brittle?" "You want me, say so." "That's why you're all alone." "Neither husband nor friend, person." "Alone in the world." "Am I wrong?" "Enough realism or I continue?" "This is a very personal realism." "You're right." "Reflection as supreme activity." "We have heard it all." "The old excuse cowards and phonies." "You count thee away with this?" "Beautiful tirade." "Hello." " How is it going?" " Good and you?" "Well, thank you." "I would like to pay for the room." "Really?" "Yes, we leave early tomorrow morning." "Already?" " OK." "Already the start?" " Yes, sorry." " You will be missed." " Thank you." " You have rained here?" " Yes of course." "Was it good?" "Yes, I was very happy to stay in this hotel." "Very nice room." "The better." " How are you?" " Hi." "I did not know you were here." "It was I who invited Suavi." "I doubt it." "Something we celebrate?" "No, it was a meeting." " A meeting?" " Yes." "What a mystery!" "It is a military council?" "I had not told you?" "If ..." "When it?" "I do not know." "You had answered:"Hmm."" "I found strange it does not interest you." "I said "Hum"?" "I do not remember." "No matter." "It's not about you anyway." "You knew very well." " Nihal?" " Yes?" "You told me where exactly?" "I do not know." "Did you hear?" "That does not concern you!" "I take your coat?" "Where is Necla?" "In his room." "Why?" "She is angry?" "Not." "I can go to, if you want to." "Not." "She came down this morning?" "Surely." "Why you ask?" "All right, go ahead." "So what?" "I thought you did not go out." "But no, I assure you." "But I could not deny Nihal." "listen to watch out not to get fleeced." "They are insatiable and you can not say no." "I look so stupid as that?" "I warn my old friend." "I would not have to regret it." "Can I get a coffee?" "I drink my coffee and I'm off." "Rest." "No, not for me." " Just a little." " No way." " Levent!" "Between, welcome!" " Hello, friends." " How is it going?" " Well, thank you." "I take your coat." "Where were you, Mr. instit?" "I was leaving." "I was in the military office." "The wife of the commander was there." "So what?" "In public, these types pamper their wives." "But if given the opportunity, they would put them in bags and throw them into the water!" "Hello." "Aydin, the husband of Nihal." "Delighted." "I Levent, the teacher." " I suspected it." " Why?" "You often go." "I've heard of you." "I do not know what you do ..." "Nihal you explain the better, but raises funds to help underprivileged schools." "Since the arrival of Nihal, has made enormous progress." " Well done, bravo." " Thank you." "Do not stand, friends." "I beg you." "Levent, what you want to drink?" "I will of your delicious coffee liqueur." "Of course." "Someone else will?" "Suavi?" "Just now, thank you." "And I, a tea, Nihal." "Thank you." "So, Bulent, there are how many schools in the area?" "Levent, no Bulent." "Three in the center." "How many students?" "We, we have 75 ... 150 there ... in total, 250-300." "Why?" "That's it?" "I would have thought more." "Look, it's snowing!" "If this continues, it will be hard mounting the coast." "Aydin!" "Can you come?" "There is a lamp does not work in the kitchen." "I'm coming." "Which one?" "That?" "Forgiveness." "I said that to make you come." "Do not get me wrong, but it's supposed to be a private meeting." "So what?" "It should enable us to arrive the efforts together for months." "So what?" "You can leave us?" "Talk about what you want." "You have something to hide?" "That's not the issue." "You do not realize it is disrespectful?" "Why disrespectful?" "I simply say this is a private meeting." "You have to see it to believe it." "You're surrounded by men and you vires your husband." "Do not be ridiculous." "There are women in the room." "And others are coming." "But when you're here, it complicates things, that's all." "You meddle in everything." "Let us make our way." "If I organized a meeting of this kind and you came to it," "I would never have so rude with you." "I do not understand you." "I do not understand these things." "It's been a year since we work." "You never showed the slightest interest and in the end you arrive." "I do not understand what you seek." "I seek nothing." "I would have soon felt and I would be out of myself." "What makes me angry, it's your aplomb." "You dare tell me that." "I did not say in front of people." "I ask you here nicely." "What more?" "I do not know." "But I know that I, I never would've done that." "I'm sure." "The same old scenes that repeat." "I do not want it." "OK." "Do what you want." "I go, you can stay." "So what?" " I'm leaving." " Already?" "Go for It." "There may be black ice, it's dangerous." "It's okay." "You have to live dangerously." "Class ..." " Where are you going?" " We'll see." "Where the road will lead me." "Hidayat was down?" " Yes, I have checked out." " I do not say that for that." "You need anything?" "A snack?" "No, thank you." "Well ..." "That's it." " Good road." " Thank you." "Do not forget us." "Nihal, I mind?" "No need to hide things," "I have just one question." "I'm listening." "I was told that there had been a fundraiser yesterday." "Really?" "Yes." "So what?" "Why you did not tell me?" "I should do it?" "You did not have to, but it would have been nice." "Maybe I wanted to do a large donation." "I do not think so this is a good idea." "Everything is going well." "We do not need you, thank you." "But let's see ... we still need ..." "I am a rich man, after all." "What more natural than to support an educational project?" "We asked you to do anything." "But neither are you, darling." "And yet, you have created an entire committee home without telling me." "Right?" "Listen, Aydin, please." "We live in peace for two years, without regard to each other." "Why the sudden change?" "Yesterday you wanted to humiliate us, my guests and me." " I saw." " Who, me?" "Not on your life." "C'mon ..." "I have not slept all night." "If our disputes of the past were to resume," "I could not stay, know it." " Is that a threat?" " Why I would threaten you?" "I warn you, that's all." "Okay, you go." "Where would you go?" "When I can, I do not know." "I will go to Istanbul." "I will find a job, I will work." "My little Nihal ..." "You did not start rehashing the same, since the time?" "As if I was holding." "I have prevented you from leaving?" "Pars anytime." "You should try it." "A job at minimum wage." "8 am to 18 pm." "You'll see if you remain time and energy to save the world." "I will do it if necessary." "It's better than wasting my life and being the parasite an arrogant man." "Thanks to you, my life is completely empty." "I live in your hooks, I spend your money." "But that's the price of my freedom and my useless fidelity." "You know what it feels like can give the money to the other?" "No, I do not know." "You know why?" "Because I have always toiled not to know it." "I had no childhood or youth." "A life too easy, that's your problem." "Gratitude, it is unknown to you." "I ask you ... to stop these secret meetings in my house." "I only get close to my home." "These scoundrels go to their charity elsewhere." "Nobody will grow at night cheers at home." "I will not allow it." "This asshole instit did nothing to make." "The school needs this, that ..." "It only seeks to trap neurotic bad business, in your genre." "Why do not you understand me?" "Why are you unfair?" "I swear that my only goal, coming yesterday was to help you, to support you." "Aydin, leave me, I beg you." "It takes a bit of distance." "Either you go or I go." "Or we part, I do not know." "OK." "No need to shout." "I'm leaving anyway." "It is long since decided." "I'll stay a little in Istanbul." "I have things to do there for my book." "But your fundraising care." "This is very serious." "First I have to fix that." "So please, come sit." "We'll talk like civilized people." "Come on." "Nihal, I ask you kindly come sit down." "Come on." "Nihal, come here, dammit!" "Nihal, darling ..." "It is obvious that you assembled this group because you love people and that you are conscientious." "I see no conspiracy." "I will support you all the way." "I respect your intelligence and your heart." "Especially your heart." "But I can not let a sensitive operation, which could cause us unpredictable disaster, be completed by you and these vultures." "Despite all your good intentions." "Hell is paved with good intentions." "First, you lack experience." "You know nothing of life." "You packed you." "You let yourself be fooled." "You do everything on trust." "You've surrounded all these improbable acolytes." "It's a slippery slope, Nihal." "You want me to tell you frankly?" "There are two traps you have no way to avoid." "First, nothing will happen in schools." "And then you will lose lots of money because you do not know how." "Your name will be soiled." "The money, you tell me, it's nothing, I could pay." "But if your name, our name was dirty?" "Once that happens, nothing we can do against gossip." "They will accuse us of pocketing donations." "And there, you'll find yourself alone." "Gone, friends." "It will fall on us." "Where are you getting at?" "So I tell you this:" "This is fine, your fundraiser." "But frankly, it worries me a little." "These things are not made with the ardor of lovers." "That's why I felt obliged to intervene to avoid problems in the future." " The obligation?" " Yes." "I was leaving for Istanbul but first I have to take care of it." "This is serious, these issues." "This is not child's play." "There was so much business scam recently." "You know the new legislation?" "Do not beat around the bush." "What do you want?" "See the list of donations and expenditures." "And the names of your acolytes." "I'm sure they are reliable, but one is never too careful." "Are you serious here?" "Nihal, let's be reasonable, please." "You do not trust my experience and honesty?" "I do not understand what you seek." "What could I look?" "What interest would I?" "I'm just trying to avoid trouble to our family." "It is my right, right?" "Come on," "show me the list donations and expenditures," "I see immediately if there is a problem." "I want to see where you are." "I have nothing to hide from anyone." "Everything is there, will see." "That there?" "pardon, but I can not find my way there." "You do not have a picture of donations?" "There are all signed documents." "Nihal, darling ... you have no idea what you're doing." "How is that possible?" "You do not have a summary table?" "We must keep copies receipts to donors." "You have them?" "Not." "For donations of money or property, must systematically invoice or receipt." "You have established them?" "Either." "But it's very important." "Very important." "And if they want to deduct the donation their taxes?" "If one of them the tax fraud?" "It will fall on you and you'll end up in prison." "Sorry, but these details are crucial." "Receipts must be numbered and listed separately." "You did?" "I do not believe." "I'll take it all supported." "Go." "Do what you want." "OK." "I'll tell you what we'll do." "I take it all with me in my office." "I have the right software to check everything." "When I have peeled, I tell you." "OK?" "That part of it?" "Good." "You sure that's it?" "If there is anything else, I am too." "Take." "Take everything." "Let nothing." "That's all I had left in life." "Take it to me." "Take me everything." "But what happens to you, Nihal?" "Go ahead, help yourself!" "Everything is for you, take it!" "Do not forget that." "Look!" " Take all." " What are you doing?" "Nihal, darling ..." "You act like a child." "I do not know what to say." "When you know the importance of it, you come to thank me." "You'll see." "Nihal, listen ..." "I bring you all that." "I have not really looked." "A Change of Mind." "I'm not going to interfere in that." "To be honest, I'm too lazy." "I'm pretty busy like that." "So do as you see fit." "In fact, I'm leaving tomorrow." "It's decided." "At least until the end of winter." "The hotel is quiet." "Hidayat is there." "I leave tomorrow in Istanbul." "Nihal, stop, finally!" "I'm leaving." "What do you want more?" "Thank you." "Your altruism moves me to tears." "Remember?" "One day you told me that if I changed some things home," "you forgive me." "Remember?" "It means that, for you," "I have a fault to make me forgive." "So I would like in few words and quietly, in a way that I can understand," "Finally, you tell me what is my fault." "I'm too tired to talk." "Maybe later." "What kind of mistake?" "What I did to you?" "You tell me, you're young and beautiful, you want to live your life." "I'm older and you hate me for that." "That's my fault?" "I have not forced you to marry me." "I never restricts your freedom." "You lead your independent life, on your side of the house." "You even built this large committee here." "If you still want more freedom, take it." "I do not hold back." "Seriously." "If you want a divorce, I will not stop you." "I do not want any of that." "Of course I wanted to marry you." "Is not your fault being older than me." "I do not want to be free to love another." "I have always felt older than you." "But you're an insufferable man." "You're selfish, dismissive, cynical." "That's your fault." "It's possible." "That may be true, I do not know." "But at least, I sometimes to recognize my mistakes." "But I have never seen you admit any harm." "Am I wrong?" "If you intend to overwhelm me all night know that I have no strength to answer." "I do not want to overwhelm you." "But I repeat my question." "I want to know." "What is my fault?" "What kind of mistake?" "What I did to you?" "I agree you're a grown man, honest, fair, honest ..." "Overall, it's true." "I can not say anything against that." "But sometimes you use these qualities to stifle others belittle, humiliate, crush them." "Your great moral serves you to hate the world." "You hate believers because for you, believe is a sign archaic and ignorance." "You hate unbelievers because they have neither faith nor ideal." "The old reactionary seem to you, limited, unable to think freely." "Young people have for you too free thinking and are iconoclasts." "You sermons constantly the general interest, but you suspect everyone being a bandit and so you hate the people." "Which find favor in your eyes?" "If only for once, you could defend a position makes you uncomfortable or or a sense that do not flatter yourself." "It is not possible." "You always knew prevent our separation." "I guess it suited me." "I was too young to leave." "I had neither the courage nor in money." "Or a better place to go." "But you, you've never been remorseful proud to see a young woman in good health, dissolve in emptiness, boredom and fear?" "The early years, I was afraid." "Now I am ashamed." "I wasted my best years." "I lost all my qualities in my fight against you." "I became hard, harsh, timid, suspicious." "I do not know what to say." "I do not know if I can express anything." "Our paths have separated, under one roof." "Hit the Trail." "We could have a better life." "It's too late." "You can not understand." "You have to have grown up, like me, in a village without electricity to enjoy the happiness to be in a nice cozy as the latter, to listen to the voice of his wife, even if it is to agree scream of horror." "We had a lackluster youth." "We have not learned to be happy." "Or to make them happy, apparently." "But as I said, we were not malicious." "Our intentions were good, our innocent and pure dreams." "We just wanted a better world." "Pardon me, but I do believe you anymore." "I know this speech." "You're not on stage." "Everyone has good intentions." "But as you say, Hell is paved." "All this is gibberish." "I can not hear your romantic spiel." "Whenever you come away," "I know you offal your last card." "But I do not know what you want from me, basically." "Anyway," "I ask it again:" "Even if you see this activity as a lure or a female fad, leave me peace." "Because I do not have other consolation." "I spent my youth to fight against you." "Through this work, I have my confidence back." "I found a meaning the dreary existence that I have here." "A goal which I am very proud." "So let me that." "Nihal, darling ..." "You are a generous woman, fine, rational." "Everything you say sounds very sensible." "Really." "More ... idealise a man into a god to then blame him not to be a god," "Is not it unfair?" "I wanted to be this great actor Charismatic you dreamed." "But I'm not." "I am a simple man." "The worst part is that I intend to remain so." "Let ..." "I am leaving in the morning." "I will come back in the spring, do not worry." "But before leaving," "I want your list to make a donation." "Go ahead, I do not care." "The list is there, write what you want." "I made an anonymous donation." "I leave the money there." "OK?" "Nihal, I hope all will be well." "Do as you wish." "Do not forget that I'm here, if necessary." "But beware of the teacher." "It seems sneaky and manipulative." "I feel by far those." "I advise you to surround yourself with people with a conscience, principles, a moral sense." "One day you will understand me." "Conscience, morality, ideals, principles ..." "The purpose of life." "You have those words in his mouth." "You are abusing and uses in to hurt and humiliate people, to denigrate." "personally," "I think someone pounding these words is inevitably suspect." "I'm tired." "I want to sleep, if you allow." "Necla?" "Come on." "We should call to be safe, right?" "It's already done." "Flights are canceled, but the trains." "Are you sure?" "Yes, I have to have them." "Trains run smoothly." "Not to worry." "OK." "Let's go." "Hello." "The train to Istanbul circulates Is not it?" "Yes, it happens." "No delay?" "If, of course, half an hour to one hour." " Half an hour, an hour late?" " That's it." " Sure it happens?" " Yes, there is no reason." "Okay, thank you." " The train arrives with a delay ..." " I heard." "Your luggage is there." "I may be back to the hotel." "If they need me ..." " I stay or should I stay?" " How?" "If they need me at the hotel ..." "I stay or should I stay there with you?" "Rest." "Will you let me instead?" "There is an air flow there." "We are together." "You can shift you?" "Simply put you there." "And the road to go to Suavi?" " At the farm?" " Yes." "It's far, Mr. Aydin." "That's not my question." "It practicable?" "No, Mr. Aydin." "It would take the village road, can not." "Very well, then, let's go." "What a blast!" "Exprerience, I came to visit you." "You did well." "Come in, it's best." "Come in, come." " Thank you." " This way." " Sit down, warm up." " Thank you." "I expect Levent." "I thought it was him that sounded." "But with him, you never know." "It is capable of not coming." "See you all Saturday afternoon." "On Sunday morning, we go hunting." "Two old bachelors, what." "We support each other." "Suavi, I can extend my leg?" " I beg you." " I have a cramp." "Put the above, go ahead." "You're good here." "It's beautiful, warm, comfortable sofas ..." "You must be cold." "I have something for you." "One gulp, and forget the cold." "You tell me the news." "This is what we take for hunting." "One puts in our flanges." "There, the cold does not laugh." "The teacher is young, strong as an ox." "But me, I need fuel." "I think I'll avoid." "I do not usually." "You have a lime or sage?" "You will take in your home." "Here is me, the leader." "Well, okay." "Thank you." "This is my new guilty pleasure." "We deserve that, at our age." "I'm warmed up." "Thank you." "It heats well, this stove." "I will not heat everywhere." "Since the death of my wife, I closed parts" "I use to store." "I installed the stove here." "It became my refuge I just curl up." "And I save, suddenly." "By the way, what did you do for the letter?" "What letter?" "The one you read Nihal and me." "Daughter Garip who wanted to help." "I did nothing." "This is our teacher!" "Mr. Aydin, nice to see you!" "Thank you, Levent." " Do not get up." " I am numb leg." "As long as it's just that ..." "Hello." "We went in the corner, we visited him." "Very well." "The roads are difficult?" "Terrible." "I had a lot to come to harm." "Mr. Aydin, I'll wait outside." "OK." " Hidayet ..." " Yes, Mr. Aydin." "Come here." "Forgiveness." "listen do not tell anyone at home I'm there." "Of course not." "What do I tell them?" "Nothing." "But if asked?" "You invent." "No one must know I did not go." " OK." " I trust you." "I was very happy to meet you, the last time, but you disappeared." "Thank you." "Yes, I had an unexpected." "I had to sneak out." "I have better luck today." " This is for you." " Thank you." "Wood, it will put you back the ideas in place." "Hello?" "What's new?" "Listen ... do not tell Ms. Nihal or anyone, but we are at Suavi, on the farm." "There is no party." "He changed his mind." "I know, me." "You want to ask him?" "But why I lie?" "You're crazy?" "How you say?" "Do not start again, Fatma." "I'm trying to peel me out." "You delusions or what?" "Come on ..." "When I was little," "I was playing in the garden here and I felt that this life my parents would last indefinitely." "Where is this?" "When is this house was emptied?" "When do the little boy his mother became the lonely old drunkard?" "I got married." "I had a child." "Where are they?" "My wife underground, my daughter at the end of the world." "That's why I say:" "Since there are things we can not change, you have to be a little flexible." "Do not judge people." "Accept things as they are." "It's hot, right?" "You can open a little?" "Of course, opens the window." "We too will thereby Levent?" "OK." " Go ahead, I'll get something." " OK." "It's hot, I'm a little drunk ..." "I feel dizzy." "I would not have had to drink." "Too late." "Tell me, Levent, how old are you?" "35." " You do not!" " But if." "You have a family?" "My family is in Yozgat, home." "My mother and my older sister." "You did not get married?" "Say ... it is fate." "It did not." "I have not met the right person." "And I do not really have the means." "I'm in no hurry." "To live here, your salary widely enough." "That is true." "But I send half to my mother, that sets aside for my sister." "It is a priority for the wedding." "For me, we'll see later." "It's how long you're there?" "This is my fourth year." "You gonna stay?" "I could go, but you get used to." "And then there is the work with Nihal." "I can not leave him." "This is not a problem, that." "There will always be someone to replace you." "Of course, you're right." "When I was little, I stuttered." " Really?" " Yes." "I spent my childhood in silent." "That's why I talk too much, now." "So, sorry if I knock you down." "We must tell me." "But no, talk all you want." "You totally deserved it, my friend." "Anyway, I prefer to listen." "I have warned you." "Hot chestnuts!" "Cursed be that do not taste." "Hot to hot." "We used split chestnuts!" "Yes?" "Good Evening." "Sorry to bother you." "I just see Hamdi Hodja." "Is he here?" "A moment." "Ms. Nihal?" " Welcome." " Thank you." "Sorry, I was inside, I could not ..." "What can I do for you?" "It is I who apologize to come so late." "No, please." "Come in." "It's not too late?" "No, of course." "Come in, please." " Thank you." " Do not stay in the cold." "Thank you." "Go sit by the stove." "This is fine here, thank you." "It's cold near the door." "Keep your shoes." "Thank you." "I will not stay long." "As you like." "All is well, I hope, Ms. Nihal?" "Excuse me, but to see you alone ..." "I wanted to know how was Ilyas." "It worried us the other day." "We got the news, but I wanted to visit." "Ilyas is much better." "Thank God, he has no fever." "It goes very well." "We were worried, but yesterday he opened his eyes." "It is a little bored at home, as he missed school." "But it is well, thank you God." "It is not easy." "I was concerned to learn it was pneumonia." "But his mother had to take care of him." "He has taken his medication and it is healed, big boy." "That's it." "Thank you." "Mr. Aydin is not with you?" "No, I came alone." "Really?" "Welcome." "You must be cold." "It freezes." "It was tea ..." "Sevda!" "I go to the kitchen." " Do not bother." " I beg you." "You work?" "Is that it?" "Yes." " What is it?" " Some math." "Do you like math?" "Yes." "You want to do what?" "Engineer?" "Not." "What, then?" "Policeman." "Why?" "Good evening, madam." "Good Evening." "Who are you?" "Mom, Mrs. Nihal, the wife of our owner." "She reports on TV?" "No, Mom." "That's another story, that." "Come on, Mom." "I watched the imam." "I want my TV." "Ms. Nihal did not come for that." "She comes to visit Ilyas." " You knees hurt?" " Very." " Must cover." " I do not want." "OK." "You do not take me to the doctor." "Do not embarrass us before Ms. Nihal, Mom." " You do not want to go." " There were too many people." "I will not go there." "I want a private doctor." "But anyway ..." "I offered to take you there." "In our cousin Samet ..." "You forget what his mother did to me?" "His mother is his mother." "Him, he's a doctor." "I want a doctor come here." "Okay, I will bring one." "He will take care my mother's home." "Sevda, bring me my rosary." "I'm sorry." "I beg you." "Young, we are taught respect, later, compassion." "God bless our seniors." "If youth knew, if old age could ..." "I do not want bother you long." "I would like to talk to you." "I beg you." "Will you be it in private?" "Sure, why not?" "You can go next door but it might get cold." "This is not serious." "Let's go." "Sevda!" "Put wood in the fireplace." "I take your tea." " Thank you." " I beg you." "You have how many pieces?" "There were two." "Thereof was added." "Courtesy Your father-in late, Mr. Sami." "We have three rooms now." "This is my room." "It's colder there." "It was a fireplace." "I turn it on when the winter is harsh." "Fortunately, not this year." "That is true." "Hamdi, I would ask you something." "I beg you." "Your younger brother, Ismail ..." " My older brother ..." " Oh, sorry." "What does he do for a living?" "He did more work." "Before, he was in the mine, Tozlu." "But unfortunately, He got into trouble." "It has been six months in prison." "Since he is unemployed." "If I may ... why he was in prison?" "What has he done?" "It's really embarrassing for me." "I do not want you see us like this." "But I will not hide God already knows." "The noise had to run, anyway." "There were thugs harassing his wife Sevda." "We only learned later." "One night, we heard Ismail who had risen to great sound." "He ran after the guy down the street." "I am ashamed to say ..." "They came to steal underwear Sevda of the string." "He could not catch them." "He lashed out at Sevda that night." "The poor man was not even report." "The next day at the market, crossing Ismail, these thugs mocked him." "Ismail took out his knife and injured one." "It took six months for that." "It has always been a bit wild." "Not one to be approached." "From prison it is even more wary and shy." "He does not talk to anybody in the village." "He got fired." "He shut and began to drink." "But not at home." "He does not work." "We had to pay for the operation and allowances for the guy." "There has been much indebted." "As we only have my salary, it is difficult." "We could not pay the rent." "I understand Mr. Aydin." "Trouble we created him with these months in arrears." "But I hope to find a second job." "I understand." "I hope it will work out." "Exactly, my visit has to do with that." "I do not want to keep you, It's late." "Take that and accept it." "What is it?" "Open." "What is it?" "Do not get me wrong." "I want to give you this money." "Take it, please." "Yes, but I do not understand." "Why this money?" "Why you give us?" "Do not worry." "I do not want anything in return, or that you reimburse me." "Accept it as a friendly support." "I'm sorry, Ms. Nihal." "I do not know what to say." "This is a large sum." "How can I accept it?" "There are almost enough to buy a house." " What will people say?" " Mr. Hamdi ..." "No one will know." "It will stay between you and me." "Welcome." "Thank you." " Sorry to bother you so late." " I beg you." "Ismail, Mrs. Nihal, the wife of Mr. Aydin." "I know, it warned me." "What happen?" "Come sit." "Come on." "Ms. Nihal was worried for Ilyas." "She came to visit him." "It's there for." "And that?" "Ms. Nihal brought us the money." "It's very nice." "What's the occasion?" "Do not get me wrong." "There is no specific reason." "I thought you needed it." "You might get your things." "Mr. Aydin, what he said?" "It is not know." "And he did not know." "Very well." "But all that money ... it's not too much?" "It corresponds to what?" "What you thought bringing us so much money?" " I have not thought of." " Excuse him." "We are sorry." "It is a little surprised." "Ismail, you do not want you put water on your face?" "No, it's okay." "I'll get you some coffee, then." "It will do you good." "Ms. Nihal, I bring you another tea." "It is cool." " Do not bother." " Yes, yes." "Sevda ..." "So ... let's see ... if the account is good." "That it must be for ... the small Ilyas who risked his life to save the wounded pride of his father." "And this ... for selflessness brother Hamdi who went to kneel apologetically to have four mouths to feed." "This ... for Ismail dad drunk who was beaten up in front of her son and the shame of his family." "But it still remains." "That's our heroine, Ms. Nihal that relieves his conscience giving alms to those who are less fortunate than her." "So the account is good." "You have calculated." "It's really nice of you." "But what you remember," "Ms. Nihal," "is that you have in front of you dirty drunkard unable to appreciate your generosity." "When I see all that," "I look ..." "I say, it's not a life we have, this is a bad room." "It is a kind of life!" " That's right." " I am not mistaken?" "You're right." "We must stand up." "Straight, upright." "Stiff as stakes." "And say, "Go, go, hits!" "Hit me if you want. "" "Standing, like real men." "We will not yield, we will not whine." "Stand up!" "It's like that, Mr. Aydin." "Today, our moral values come religions, many reject and deny, all around the world." "If I am against these values, why I still base my life on it?" "In this case, it is completely bogus, my life." "So either we need to strengthen the basis of these values, either have to create new ones." "Suavi, brother, must be created." " It's good if you can create them." " Yes, but listen ..." "We try to live better, but there are not that miss you, you looking mess." "So when you cross their path, it's frictions, inevitably." "But those who are strong, innovative, they go forward, they do not care." "Oddly, the conflict, it feeds them." "They are flexible enough to accept it." "The conflict, it opens their mind, it nourishes creativity." "When I see them," "I think they do not care critics because they are brave." "We should do the same." "Of course, one could say:" ""You drink like holes, you empiffrez you" ""and after, you want to help poor school. "" "But we must not listen to them, we must move forward." "For example, during the earthquake, there are six, when you have not opened Hotel victims but relief, to make you money ..." "This is what some have thought." "It's interesting what he says." "They even blame you to be rich." " It is possible." " Wait ..." "One second, please." "What's the connection?" "How did you come by that?" "I give an example." "You insinuating something here?" "If we did not welcome the victims there was reason ..." "What's insinuations, without knowing anything about the story?" "Hundreds of people landed from abroad, it was necessary to put where?" "Could accommodate where?" "These people trapped under the rubble, which would have left?" " I said nothing." " Nobody thinks that." "I gave an example." "Frankly, I'm surprised you, this kind of judgment, Bulent." " I do not judge." " That's not good." "I may have misspoken." "I meant ..." " You evil words, Levent." " But no." "There is truth in what you said, but you've misspoken." "I'm just saying that there are people like this ..." "What to do with me and my hotel?" "I'm just saying people can say ..." "More ... wait ..." "This is exactly what I say." "I can not stop making donations years." "Bravo, but I not talking about that." "Just yesterday," "I gave a large sum for fundraising." "Besides, I have always done anonymously discretion." " That's right." " Well Done." "But I did not say otherwise." "He misspoke." "I continue to stuff me this kind of innuendo and sarcasm," "Just because we have a little money?" "I wanted to say:" "There are people like that and I fuck!" "I too Fuck them." "But it is not possible to judge without knowing the situation." "I misspoke." "A bit of morality and conscience, Please!" "Come on, my boy, Tell him your misspoke." "It has nothing, is absurd." "That's not what he meant." "What is morality and conscience come to that?" "I can not tolerate this kind of judgment." "If you attack him personally ..." "Listen, I closed for fifteen years." "My words beyond my thought." "I should have shut up." "It is normal that I do attack because I have the money?" "It was I who invented the world?" "This is the system!" "God created it that way." "What can I do about myself?" "In nature either, there is no justice." "Here as elsewhere." " I mean those who ..." " I have nothing to do." "I wanted to say the same thing, and you leave me morality and conscience." " I had trouble expressing myself." " He would not ..." "He thought not bad." "You let yourself go, little one." "But you said things well, too." "Must first think." " That's right." " We can not ..." "I ... whatever." "We ate well, drank well." "I'll go to bed." "I have not slept in two days." "Come, my boy, I'll give you a blanket." "Thank you, my friend." "The pochtron will stop to break your ears." "I'll shut up, but before leaving, under your control, dear Mr. Aydin ..." "I beg you." "I will quote Shakespeare, in conclusion." ""Consciousness ..." ""is just a word to the use of loose" ""invented first to keep the strong in awe." ""That our strong arms be our conscience," ""our swords our law."" "Good night." "Minute." "Allow me then to contribute this evening with these words, in reply:" ""Our relentless fate" ""is the disillusionment in all our businesses." ""Every morning I conceive of brilliant projects" ""I spend my day to wander."" "That's it." "You shoot at you well again." "It's okay?" "It's nothing, relax." " Let yourself go." " Sorry." " It's nothing." " I'm sorry." "Look at this mess." "It's nothing, leave it, come on." " I'm sorry." " Stepping Out." "Come take a good breath of fresh air in the snow, it'll do you good." "Come, my friend, come." "Come on, do not force." "Come on." " I'm sorry." " Stepping Out." "Follow me." "So far we advance and that's it." "It must be light, it does not sink." " Hidayet, stop." " What up?" "Pull over." "I'm afraid we can not leave." " Back off a little." " What?" "Make a reverse." "Stop." "Mr. Aydin?" "Nothing, that's good, let's go." "Fatma!" "Nihal ..." "I do not party." "I could not." "I become old or crazy, and then another man?" "No matter what you'll think." "I do not know." "But this new man in me holding me back." "You either do not hunt me." "I know now nothing'm in Istanbul." "Everything is foreign to me, there as elsewhere." "Know that I have no one else than you." "I miss you every minute, at every moment." "I will never confess to you, my pride stop me." "I know it would be terrible, if not impossible for me, to separate me from you." "Just as I know than you love me." "I know our past will not return." "I do not regret it." "Take me as a servant, as a slave." "Continue our life together, even in your own way." "Forgive me." ""History of Turkish theater"" "artistic Director" "Director of photography mounting scenario" "Inspired by the new Anton Chekhov" "Co-producers" "National co-producers executive producer producer director"