"LONGING" "You should see the fish !" "Hi !" "Don't you look good !" "I'm off today, so I dressed up!" "Here's to spice it." "The white man's wishes will be fulfilled." "The food's ready, it's in the fridge." "Should we eat first?" "We can eat later." "First comes work, then comes fun." " Turn that down !" " What?" "Come here." "Kiss, but just with the tips of your tongues." "Now lick his nipples." " Is that visible?" " Of course!" "Tim, are you listening to our music again?" "I'm gathering information." "The band is over." "We sucked !" "We did not!" "No one listened like they should have." "What can you expect from a band in Hagen?" "A waste of time!" " Nena's from Hagen too!" " Yeah, exactly!" "Stop talking about music!" "My stocks have sunk and I'm broke." "Your stocks are even less important than our music!" "Well, you can afford it." "Should we go for a sail?" "Over here!" "Some great fish !" "Maria !" "Listen to this!" " It's so loud !" " Listen to this!" "Do you like it?" " Who was that?" " Our band." "It's good !" "Are you watching that crap again?" "Like a million other Brazilians who can only bear their poverty if it's in color." "Like him?" "What did the test say?" "You'll have to learn to kick with your left foot." "Don't worry." "It's a catastrophe!" "These Novelas are so unrealistic!" "Have you ever noticed that blacks are either reggae musicians, soccer players or slaves?" " Did you ever..." " Fuck..." "Ouch !" "I'll do the chat today." "Come a little closer." " Is Maria gone already?" " She's gone." "He wants to see more of your bodies." "Are you looking for fish again?" "The next time at the waterfall, are you going to jump or not?" " Probably." " I'm not jumping." "You'd probably go bungee jumping !" "I've always wanted to do that!" "What's the point?" "To get a T-shirt that says:" "I did it!" "Forget it!" "Did you turn off the computer this morning?" "I forgot." "It's your turn on the chat today." "You can show what they asked for yesterday." "We agreed to keep doing it as long as it was still fun." "I agree." "We should keep what's in our pants to ourselves." "If the jerks pay more, then I'll show more." "There aren't many left." "Three weeks ago we had twice as many customers." "There are tons of other boys on the net." "You have to show more, now." " We don't have to do anything." " You don't." "Your money grows on trees." "I'm broke." "Just like the music biz, top or flop." " I'm done." " See you tomorrow." "That someone to fall for?" "I could, but he's too young." " Can we finally go?" " I'm done." "Then get going." "Maybe we should try to play music again?" "I'm working on it." "Come on, you're just drowning yourself in noise." "I'm researching the ultimate sound." "You two can just hang out all summer." "I'm going to look for work." "I'll take care of everything while we're here." "You and your fucking money!" " Hi, we're back." " Hello." "Here's the house allowance for next week." "Anything else?" "Why are you here, anyway?" " To help you." " I don't need your help." "Without me you wouldn't have a job." "My people always have something for me." "But definitely 100 Real less a month." "I have my family." "Family?" "One child from a macho Brazilian who deserted you?" "And one from a fat German who sent you back when he was tired of fucking you." "My Umbanda helps me." "That's my belief and it soothes my soul." "And I'm still looking for mine." "I'm still the boss here." "The day will come when your wealth and power won't be enough." "You, too!" "Read this!" ""Journalist Murders Girlfriend."" ""Three weeks later accusations dropped."" "Murderers always get off here." "Big mouth feeds the fish." "Leaving already?" "What are you doing?" "I was hot, I went swimming." "Goodnight." " Where are you going?" " Into town." "Listen to my music." "Pretty late!" "What were you going?" "I bought some postcards." "What's up?" "Nothing, that's what." "One failure after another." "We can help him." "Come on, let's start." "So that Erik can earn some money again." "Maybe I'll show my dick today." "What does this cost?" "Nine Real." "I do have more." "And how much is this?" "Maria, can you tell me what the paper says?" "What do you want it to say?" "If anything happened." "What do you think happened?" "Maybe an accident." "Corrupt politicians..." "corrupt police officers..." "No deaths in Paraty?" "No, no deaths, only corruption." "In Rio there are often dead bodies, even on the beach, but not in Paraty." " What's going on here?" " Nothing." " Is something wrong?" " No." "I'm in love." "Great!" "That's why the "good" mood?" "What does he look like?" "Big dick?" "No idea." " Then bring him around." " Some other time." "I didn't know you could operate a computer." "Just because I'm a domestic doesn't mean I'm stupid !" " What are you writing?" " An email." " To whom?" " To my boyfriend." "Do you care?" "Why don't you like Brazil?" "How do you figure that?" "Someone who is searching for his soul." "Please, you and your gods!" "Your Macumba can't help either." "I have money, and my father happens to have a house in Brazil." "So I am doing something worthwhile here." "Just by chance?" "Write your email." "The banana cake will take a bit." "Actually, I wanted you to look at the paper for me again." "Same as always." "Just like yesterday, I know already." "Corrupt politicians, corrupt police..." "It's always the same." "No murders?" "No, no murders." " Hi, sweetheart!" " Hello, how are you?" "Good." "So tell me, what are the Germans up to?" "They go swimming, take walks, eat..." "hang around the house all day." "Even our offering to the gods didn't help." "Something strange is going on." "One guy harasses me with his weird music, the other one is always looking for dead people, and the third one has a big problem." " I'll figure that one out, too." " For sure." "How much?" "Give me the newspaper." "In German?" ""Journalist Murders Girlfriend."" ""Three weeks later accusations dropped."" "I've heard that already." "Cyrus, our savior to the world, told us about it." "See anything else in there?" "No..." "Yes!" ""Corpse found washed up" ""in Castelo Bay."" "Keep reading." ""The male body" ""had been in the water" ""for a number of days." ""A knife was found plunged in the upper chest." ""Drowning was the actual cause of death."" ""The burial will take place" ""at 11:00 at the cemetery."" "Are you involved?" "Me?" "What do you mean?" "No!" "Do you want me to come?" "We're taking the boat out." "Can't, no time." "Morning sex is supposedly the best." "Do you know where Erik's going?" "The ways of God defy reason." "Beloved friend, now is the time that we must say farewell." "Your time on this earth will remain in our memories forever." "Your broad, innocent smile was as joyous as the songs of the birds in the trees." "We can still hear your footsteps." "Yet you have been taken from us." "You have become a rose of rare beauty in the otherworld." "The silence of your grave elicits a cry of deepest longing from our hearts." "He was murdered." "Murdered for no reason." "Mom, this is a good friend from Germany." "I've told you about him." "You're so attractive." "Just like my eldest son." "He was just as handsome." "So handsome and good." "He was my son's friend." "What are you doing today?" "Nothing." "We wanted to go sailing but it's not important." "Why not come with me?" "I'll show you something." "What?" "Something to hear and touch." "Please, cut the religious crap." "Just wait." "Maybe you'll find something." "Where were you?" "You should have come." "Maria took us to a procession." "To rid people of their sins and help them look to the future." "The music was cool, you could really get off on it." "I was bored to death." "What?" "Is the TV broken?" "Let's get started." "The camera is working." "Here's what you missed." "Ladies and gentlemen, now we go live to Paraty." "What's going on with you?" "Oh, nothing." "Something's definitely wrong with you." " Miguel is in Rio." " Who is Miguel?" " Him!" "Oh, him!" "Newly in love and already separated." " I have to tell him something." " I'd rather show him something !" "Something more important." "Go and tell him what you have to say!" "Then come back and bring him with you !" "Maria, when will you take us with you again?" " Still interested in music?" " Of course, yeah !" "Want to hear some Brazilian rap?" "I know a band." "They're practicing today." "If you want, I can take you." "Erik's driving to Rio today." "Is he looking for dead people in Rio now?" "Dead people?" "What do you mean?" "He's looking for Miguel." "I wanted to give him a couple of CDs." "Maria, can I borrow your bicycle?" "I'll be right back and then we can leave, OK?" " I forgot something." " What?" "Here's a CD player and a few CDs." "Listen to this one first." "Thanks." "Can you manage without it?" "I have another one." "What a fucked up life we have here, in this Brazil, the "land of the holy cross"." "I must be a hell of a sinner for God to let me be born into such an inhumane country." "Where are the morals, where's the humanity that this white religion preaches?" "How is it for blacks in this society?" "And for the poor, the prostitutes?" "And above all, what about black homosexuals?" "We are the minority, and we suffer with the native Indians." "We suffer with the one burned by the sons of the rich in the capital city." "And my friends, countless gays and prostitutes have been murdered." "Let's stick with the problems of blacks in society." "And especially the problems of black homosexuals." "Blacks are oppressed in all sectors of society." "Very few become heroes." "You can count them on one hand." "Sometimes, when they talk about a good black man, they say he has a white soul." "Then even when they commit crimes, it's considered acceptable." "Yet we are mocked and sneered at." "They think we're devils." "And our religion Caandomblé is damned, though it's a combination of so many religions." "People forget how much the native Indians and blacks have suffered, how much blood was lost." "How many abortions were done so that white women wouldn't bear any black children." "There's so much than needs to be accounted for." "I still want to discuss the question of black homosexuals in this society." "It's humiliating how this society despises us." "Even blacks hate us." "A lot of blacks have set opinions." "Being black is hard enough, black and gay is too much." "Being either one is punishment enough." "Are you being paid white money, or do you let him fuck you for free?" "He probably has good connections." "Ask him if he can organize a show for us in Europe." "Well, to tell you the truth..." "I love this guy." "Everyone is entitled to his own gods." "Have you sacrificed anything to Yemanja, our water god?" "We must never stop believing in humanity and brotherhood." "Gays are people too, they have souls and feelings." "Blacks have all that as well, and they have their African identity." "Our roots still lie in the heart of Africa." "May we never lose our pride!" "Our gay pride, our black pride!" "Sometimes I feel..." "like a criminal." "And I ask myself, what is my crime?" "Why am I treated like scum, like a leper, just because I'm gay?" "Why this ostracism?" "Sometimes I feel like a piece of garbage, more foul smelling than this rotting society." "However, I hope that in the midst of this sewer, recognition may somehow blossom." "And with it equality in a truly free and happy society." "We'd better take care of him, darling." "And if you come to our show, you'll get to see what a great body a queen can have!" "See ya later." "I wish you lots of luck with your little German." "Can you introduce me to this nice boy?" "What the heck, I'll introduce myself !" "What's up, honey?" "What a queen!" "If Erik isn't here, we won't have any customers left." " Where are you going?" " Going to play music again." "Who is that?" " My mother." " I know her." "Forgive me, that was a joke." "She was a domestic for your father and he screwed her, right?" "I don't know, but you're probably right." "I have a lot of contacts and I know lots of people on the net." "I'll help you look." "No time for sorrow." "If the computer doesn't help, we can always ask the gods." "Don't bother us." "We haven't found anything yet." "The guys in the band are great, thanks." "Go sing and let us work." "How nice that you're here too." "Were you a good friend of my son's?" "Come to me here." "Now you are my son too, come!" "Don't cry, my child." "God gives and takes in equal measure." "God is great and almighty." "I did it." "I did it." "Everything will be all right." "Don't cry." "Come here, my son." "He is so sad." "He can't accept that your brother is dead." " Do you want some juice?" " Yes." "You're with me, now." "Mother, we'll be leaving." "Where is she now?" "She's still travelling." "Hey, last week you were with his brother!" " What did you say?" " He was out with your brother." "I think it's time to integrate computers with tradition." "You got used to things here?" "Maria's shown me things I never wanted to see before." "And I heard some great music that blew me away!" " It's no fun without Erik." " True." "It would be more fun showing you my new band." " What do you mean, "new band"?" " You only think of yourself." "It's over." "Things between me and Miguel are over." "Mother..." "Why does life not let you choose who to fall in love with?" "Life would be so boring, my son." "God knows what he's doing." "I'm longing..." "I'm longing, longing..." "I'm longing for my family, for my city" "I'm longing..." "I'm longing for my neighbourhood friends" "On the road, north, southeast, northeast, south..." "It looks like I'm not coming back but I want to..." "I'm longing..." "People, I want it gone, my longing..." " What's up?" " I'm fine, and you?" "What's going on with Cyrus's mother?" "Do you think he would be a good father?" "Oh, my sweethearts, what a life!" " I caught a fish !" " Yes, a big one!" "No, he's gone." "She rides with the wind over mountain and sea" "Not just hear about her but have her next to me" "She overcomes all boundaries, crosses every canyon" "She lives in my heart..." "longing" "She calls your name, night and day" "I can't find sleep, she's put me on the path" "She overcomes all boundaries, crosses every canyon" "She takes me to you..." "my longing."