"(SOBS)" "(INHALES DEEPLY)" "(SOBS)" "(SIGHS)" "(MUFFLED) Jai?" "Are you OK?" "Do you wanna go somewhere and talk?" "(CLEARER) Jai?" "You don't have to be here." "(SOUND RETURNS TO NORMAL) I'm OK." "It's nothing." "(SNIFFS)" "(SIGHS)" "Holly's died." "That's not nothing." "We were hardly official." "You were seeing each other." "I mean, you were about to take her to Paris." "Just leave it, OK?" "(SIGHS)" "Why aren't they working?" "They're getting a collection together to send some flowers to Butler's." "Well, leave me out of it." "Bottling things up won't help, Jai!" "And neither will you going on about stuff that I can't change!" "(JAI BREATHES DEEPLY)" "(BEEPS)" "Have you slept at all?" "Nah." "No, not really." "(SIGHS)" "Fancy a brew?" "No, I'll do it." "(SIGHS) Babe." "Holly knew that you loved her." "Please don't beat yourself up." "I'm fine." "I'm just tired, all right?" "(SIGHS) How's me mum, anyway?" "She asked for a coffee, but I think it was mostly so she could be alone." "Have you heard from anyone?" "No." "Well..." "Cain said he'd be back when he left last night, so..." "Well, that's good." "He has been a big help." "Despite everything." "Look, I'm gonna go get some air, wake up a bit." "(SIGHS)" "There's an order sheet in the van." "Oh, right." "I'll pack it up." "I just need to feed the herd and I'll give you a hand." "Morning." "Y'all right?" "Weren't really expecting anyone." "Well, we can't just sit on our backsides, can we?" "Keeping the farm going's something we can get on with." "Ross and Finn will be here in a bit too." "Me mum will appreciate it." "Cheers." "It was his idea." "How's your mum?" "Not up yet." "Right." "Well, we'll crack on." "Give her time." "Ta." "I was dreaming." "I'm gonna go through her room again." "For what good it will do." "Do you want me to help?" "No." "Erm, Chas called." "Do you want her to come round?" "No, she's gonna go and see Belle." "And Belle needs her." "And you tell Chas to keep her in sight." "Always." "(Good.)" "Erm...how's Adam?" "He's beat himself up." "For not forgiving her." "Oh." "(BREATHES DEEPLY)" "I'm so glad I told her I loved her before she went to the wedding." "At least I'll always have that." "Oh." "(SOBS)" "Will you please just hurry up with that piece of toast?" "Look, I let you sleep in because of yesterday, yeah?" "Today I've told school you're gonna be in before lunch." "I wanna see Moira." "Well, maybe tomorrow." "It's not fair." "She's gonna think I don't care." "Just eat!" "Maybe Cain should move back in with her." "Cos she's got no-one else." "Seriously, mate, just eat." "(CLUNKING)" "Hey." "You should have called." "Well, I had the van." "Just wanted to get back as quick as I could." "Is there any news?" "I've not been up there yet, no." "Right, well, I'll grab a shower and we'll head out." "Adam must be a mess." "Can you tell Moira I wanted to see her?" "Yeah." "Go on." "Grab your coat and go." "Bag." "So, er..." "Cain left pretty early this morning." "Yeah." "Well, he's getting people to help up at Butler's, so..." "What?" "Her daughter just died, yeah?" "Grow up." "An addict?" "Ex." "I can't believe it." "She seemed to have it all sorted." "Certainly puts mine and Paddy's issues into perspective, doesn't it?" "What issues?" "Well, we thought he might've gone by the time we got back." "I just don't want it to be awkward at work." "He understands that you've moved on." "And he just wants what's best for the business." "That'd be very grown up, as long as he can put his money where his mouth is." "Well, he did ask for the divorce." "And you've got me and Pearl there as a support." "So..." "don't worry about things so much." "Mm." "Well, right now it seems silly even mentioning it." "After Holly." "You all right?" "I thought you might be hungry." "What you looking for?" "(SIGHS) I don't know." "Something." "A diary, a note, a name." "Some explanation as to why she was happy one day, and then..." "Look." "(SIGHS)" "What about this guy she was seeing, Mum?" "(SIGHS)" "I don't know his name." "I was hoping she might have written it down or something." "Do you think she took him to the wedding?" "She didn't say so." "But if he did go, I mean... he might know who she got the drugs from." "Yeah." "Or maybe he's the guy that she scored off." "I could make a few calls, Mum." "(SIGHS)" "The police have her phone." "I don't have any of her numbers." "Well, what about the friend whose wedding it was?" "She mentioned the name Pingu." "Do you know her?" "Nah." "Look, we'll get some answers." "I promise." "From everyone at the factory." "Have you got any more vases?" "I don't know." "How's your mum?" "Look, babe, do you know anyone called Pingu?" "No." "Why?" "I just need to find out." "Adam, are you OK?" "Mate, I'm so sorry." "Casserole from Diane." "Comfort food always was the best." "Are you OK?" "Is there anything I can do?" "Erm..." "Help me find more vases?" "I just can't believe she's gone." "I know." "I keep thinking that she's gonna come back any minute, you know?" "I don't even know how you and your mum are coping." "I'm just glad you're here." "Hello, love." "Are you all right?" "Yeah." "Yeah." "Well, it's just, um..." "There's a photo in Smithy that's, erm, that's been moved." "Right." "In fact, there's quite a bit that's been moved." "Are you..." "You're the only one who's been in there, right?" "At least she won't have to cook for weeks." "Yeah, as long as she likes casserole." "What you doing with them?" "Just thought some food would be better than flowers." "Food she's gotta pluck first, dozy!" "Don't worry about it." "I'll take it back with me and get Marlon to do it." "How's Belle doing?" "All right." "She didn't say much." "Well, she's being looked after." "That's the main thing." "I don't know how he's keeping it together." "To be honest, I'm really worried about him." "Aaron will keep an eye on him." "We all will." "Did you know anything about this?" "Is that Holly's?" "She was packing to go somewhere." "Her passport was in it." "She must have been in some kind of trouble." "Or maybe it's stuff she never unpacked." "Yeah, but everything brings more questions." "Did she take somebody to the wedding?" "Who did she get her drugs from?" "Leave it to the police - it's their job." "It was my job was to keep her safe." "And I failed." "Shouldn't you be getting back to Charity anway?" "Adam." "What?" "I mean, the last thing we need is her doing her nut up here cos you're hanging around Mum." "Oh, I'm sorry, hadn't you heard?" "Him and Charity are together." "I'm going to do afternoon rounds." "Will you two be OK?" "Yeah, I think we've proven that we can work together as professionals." "Yeah, it's been OK." "Otherwise there's scalpels and horse tranquillisers in case I cross the line. (LAUGHS)" "Paddy. (LAUGHS)" "Bit of a late lunch there, Pearl." "I'm so sorry." "Well, I'm only messing, there's no need to look guilty." "Well if she does, it's because of the position you put her in." "Making her lie for you." "Me and Chas... well, we didn't put back the things the way it was." "Eh?" "What are you talking about?" "While we've been away, he trespassed in our house." "Right." "It's my house." "Technically." "And he went ape - chucking all our things all over the place." "You what?" "I can explain." "Will you give us a minute?" "All of you...please." "From you to Charity in what?" "Mm?" "Two months?" "Hard to believe he felt anything for you at all, Mum." "Uh, just tell me what needs doing next and I'll get on with it, yeah?" "Tell Joanie they're lovely." "Thanks." "All right, come on." "Lunch is over." "I say when lunch is over." "Moira, I was gonna tell you." "(SIGHS)" "In my own time." "I think you should go, don't you?" "I just wanted to go and get a biscuit to dip in me tea." "And I couldn't find them." "Everything was different." "And it had all been moved, and there was loads of new stuff in there as well." "It - it didn't feel like our home." "It stopped being our home when you slept with Tess." "I know." "I didn't ask for any of this." "You couldn't keep it your trousers - Please." "..and now you think it's OK to just smash up my stuff." "I just..." "As I said, it didn't feel like our home because it felt like everything we'd lost." "I went a bit bonkers and I threw some stuff around, and... had a bit of a cry, and then Chas made me have a good look at... what I'd done, and what I'd caused." "You lied to me, Paddy." "You told me that you were OK with how things are." "What was I supposed to say?" "I'm sorry." "I'm sorry that things got so on top of you." "I'm sorry." "I think I probably just needed to do it to move on." "And Chas and Pearl helped me tidy everything up, and we... we didn't think you needed to know." "Yeah." "I can see why you'd think that." "But in the end... people always find out." "Hello, stranger." "Don't give me any stick." "I'm not." "How is she?" "Aware that we're now an item." "Adam told her." "And why didn't you?" "You know, I could take a break for ten minutes if you like?" "We could, I dunno, go for a walk or something?" "Go for a walk?" "(SIGHS) Look, I wish there was something I could say." ""I'll see you later?"" "Well, you wanna be careful what you wish for." "Hi." "You got homework?" "Can I have a break first?" "You wanna try working for a living!" "That was about me, not you." "Cain." "Yeah?" "I need a favour." "So where is he?" "Doing his rounds." "It's sorted." "Sorted how?" "He had a bit of a meltdown." "I feel for him, to be honest." "Wait a minute." "He smashed up our home and you feel sorry for him?" "He's lost everything." "And he knows he's messed up." "Yes, but you can't let him off the hook." "Well, he has to watch us being happy, doesn't he?" "Mm?" "And that is punishment enough." "To be honest, I don't really wanna talk about him any more." "That's fair enough." "And you'll be divorced soon anyway." "Maybe tonight I can think of something to take your mind off him altogether." "I'll see you later." "Absolutely." "Are you OK?" "Hi." "Ooh." "Thanks." "I needed that." "I made you this." "Oh." "Noah..." "It's lovely." "I liked living here." "You were like a bonus mum when mine was in prison." "I think Holly was really lucky to have you." "(LAUGHS)" "Well, I'm not sure she'd agree with you." "Noah." "Why don't you wait in the car?" "Have I made things worse?" "(LAUGHS)" "No, of course not." "Here." "Thank you for coming." "And thank you for the lovely card." "(SIGHS)" "It's not your fault." "(SOBS) Hey." "Erm..." "Quick word of advice." "Yeah, whatever." "You wanna watch yourself." "I'm a lawyer and I've seen plenty of divorces." "Trust me, they can be hell." "Can ruin a bloke's life." "There you go." "No, it's all right." "Nah, you're all right." "Don't need your sympathy." "Well, have it anyway." "Come on, let's go sit with Paddy." "Mate, I need your help." "Ignore Charity, mate, she's " "Nah, nah, it's not her." "Look, I'm pretty sure that Holly went to the wedding with somebody." "And I think it was the guy that she got the drugs from." "How can you be sure?" "Because it's the only thing that makes sense." "Now, I need to find out whose wedding it was and who the guy was." "Why?" "What are you gonna do?" "I'm gonna find him." "And then I'm gonna kill him." "I should have known." "When I went into the room for the first time." "It was too quiet." "(SIGHS)" "Maybe if I'd have gone over to her, or... or if an ambulance got there right away." "I think it would still have been too late." "We don't know that." "Not for sure." "What good does it do, going round in circles like this?" "I might have saved her." "Like I said, you weren't to blame." "Then who was?" "Go on." "I know you're itching to say it." ""I told you so."" ""Once a junkie always a junkie."" "Are you happy now?" "All she ever got from you is," ""You are a worthless druggie." "No good to anybody."" "Well, she believed you, right to the end!" "It's got to be somebody's fault, and if it's not mine..." "I mean, did it ever occur to you to protect Holly too?" "To make her feel worthy of your love?" "Hm?" "I'll come back later when you've calmed down." "No, you won't." "We needed you!" "But you weren't there." "And now she's dead!" "And you think she deserves it!" "Stop it." "(PANTING)" "You're still in shock." "Get out." "Get out and stay out!" "Get out!" "(PANTING) subtitles by Deluxe"