"It was gained in June in the fight" "The demonstrators were of all types" "Not only labourers and students" "Everyone supported the demonstration" "Even the school authorities" "Went out to help in the demonstration" "I myself was wounded by the violence of the police" "Thus the gap between faculty and students" "And our sad distance began to disappear" "To the extent that even young Nozawa" "Has to come to me now and asked me to be the go-between for his marriage" "We were enemies then but now we find that we have the same opinions" "Of what it was all about and for" "Post-war Japan will actually began on that June 15" "The mistakes of the first post-war 15 years help us start anew this year This young couple also met during that fight and will begin a new life with their nation" "Thank you" "Please help yourselves" "I am here as MC" "This year I ran into Nozawa for the first time in years" "During that demonstration and our generation either marries very early or very late which doesn't seem to be a very healthy tendency" "The bride is from a younger generation" "I envy Nozawa of his luck in this matter Her passion for the fight will make him greater than the rest of us" "Some of us just gave up... we will begin with greetings from those of her generation" "Brides's friend" "Miss Saito, please" "First, congratulations!" "It's an old worn out word but I feel that it expresses our feelings" "Once more, congratulations!" "During demonstrations" "We fought with Reiko and when the going got rough we all sang together" "Let's sing that song" "Why're you hiding?" "I'm not hiding!" "A student, huh?" "What about you?" "Same as you" "I came to my friend's wedding" "Same song We have always sung" "When did we begin?" "How far philosophy?" "It would seem to be outside our action" "But it isn't" "When you decide if general and special are the same or not" "You find all sorts of people going around making philosophical decisions that reality proves totally impractical in the twinkling of an explosive eye" "Facism outside doesn't bother peace inside" "Your theories are OK" "But join hands with us" "We're about to start" "Go ahead" "We've just begun here" "Theorizing won't help the group feeling" "Lots of girls here" "What's that to do with Marxism?" "What's dancing to do with revolution?" "Go-getters, huh?" "Last year you called us Fencesitters" "Now we're gogetters?" "Since the Korean war things are talked over" "Policies have changed" "So we're holding meetings" "But don't separate from the rest" "Singing together brings unity" "Student movements need mass feeling" "What do you think?" "I think you're right" "Then say something" "I'm a member" "I can't go against the group" "It takes courage to stay out of that" "Don't like singing and dancing anyway" "Thank you" "We used to sing that in school" "Next please..." "Everyone..." "Ota!" "The police are looking for you" "Yes" "For the June incident" "You shouldn't be here" "They'll get me anyway" "I went to the demonstration" "Less than 500 here 1 100th of Security Treaty Demonstration" "Congratulations, Reiko" "I will tell about how you got together" "What's the matter?" "During the Security Treaty Demonstration one girl student's death has been verified" "And two of her friends probably..." "For the girl who was killed..." "Let us have a moment of silence" "Attention, everyone" "Take off your hats Reporters too please" "In respect for the dead" "Policemen too if you have feelings" "Let's stop fighting" "Let's stop the war" "We who have feelings silence, please" "Silence is over" "20000 are waiting at the gate" "Let's go around front to help them get in" "Get ahold of yourself" "Sorry I forced you to come" "Shut up" "Take us to hospital?" "Come on" "I'm going back" "You have to go with Kitami" "Don't give police your name" "Does it hurt?" "Don't feel good" "She brought me" "That was in June" "And she's worried about me now" "Too many sacrifices" "Even though we stopped" "Ike's visit" "I'm glad I went" "But one death means" "Our methods were wrong" "We have to be more careful" "I'll die for it" "Don't worry" "Take a rest" "If we can stop the security treaty" "Don't get excited" "The people're with us, we'll win" "If the fencesitters don't get in our way" "Wrong" "Even if they do" "Wrong again" "It is those who try to break us up from inside" "That will cause our loss" "If there's a loss" "But the Security Treaty" "Was passed on June 15" "Where is he?" "He left" "He was always nervous" "And ran away on the night of June 18" "And hasn't come back" "Nozawa went to look for him" "But he wasn't in his apartment" "Nozawa?" "That reporter" "He said he'd look at school today" "He wasn't there" "Maybe got picked up" "Oh no!" "He's not well yet" "I'm worried" "And he's very excited" "Good evening" "How is that?" "Back?" "You must be tired" "Is there any other place?" "I don't know where else he might be" "What do yo mean?" "That's slanderous!" "Slander?" "That is the truth" "Proof is just an optimist" "I saw you at the demonstration" "Yelling to break up" "Neither of you had much to do with it" "It's your mood of" "Happy peacefulness" "That makes me mad" "By July 8 Reiko was no longer a part of our movement" "And Kitami, who was with you after June 15" "Suddenly disappeared" "What happened to him?" "I don't know" "He is nothing to me" "Just a classmate" "A friend" "I can't account for his movements" "Is that really true?" "Oh, really?" "One of our movement comrades is missing" "You don't care?" "Is that all right?" "You're the one who brought him on June 15" "And now you can just forget him" "And lose yourself in comfy home life?" "Home life won't" "Change our beliefs" "Can't we marry during the movement work?" "Don't change the subject" "I cannot forgive you people who have just broken up after the fight and gone on your merry way" "And forgotten all about the ideals" "We stood for and the things we fought for" "I can't forgive you!" "What can you say to the few students who are still fighting today?" "Ota!" "That attitude of yours is what is really bad for the movement" "You make the futre difficult" "You can't talk to me like that!" "When we were giving our very blood at the Diet" "You were on your way home" "What were you doing when we" "Finally broke up all bloody in the rain at Yurakucho?" "You're all at odds" "Just like we were in school, huh?" "Always dissension" "In political movements are always betrayers" "You shut up" "We'll never become like you are" "Leave Kitami up to us" "And tonight, let us celebrate" "Nozawa and Reiko's marriage" "She is not responsible for Kitami's actions" "You look for him" "I, as Reiko's friend" "Wish to greet you" "It's quite a shock for those of us" "Who demonstrated with Reiko to see her" "Suddenly all dressed up in a white wedding day" "Only a few months later" "She always said marriage was outdated" "And we're alone in the end" "Do you hear it too?" "I think alone together is better than alone all alone" "So congratulations" "Who are you?" "Takao" "From hades" "Former Hegelian who is now" "A reporter" "Should show more respect" "Toura talks too much when he's drunk" "If he is really Takao" "He's a ghost" "Please leave me now Mr Nozawa" "It's best for the family" "Wait" "I am not done" "I want you all to answer one question" "Do you really believe" "You are right forgetting a friend and settling down to sweet home life?" "What do you have to give up for that sweet life?" "I just saw him outside" "He has something to say too" "Takumi, huh?" "You invite him?" "Of course not" "He had left our group" "How did he know?" "How unusual" "I ran into him at the demonstration" "It's been ten years, hasn't it?" "It's so memorable" "Glad you're well, Toura" "Nakayama, Misako and Nozawa" "It's especially good to see you 3" "I'd like to tear" "You 3 to pieces" "What are you talking about," "Takumi?" "Take that back" "Let him talk" "You drunk?" "What he wants to ask" "Is what one person" "Can do for another" "I ask that too This relates to Kitami" "You don't know about him" "You're an academician" "Toura and I changed our view of people due to that incident" "What'd you come here for?" "Let's discuss this" "Privately later" "Didn't you come for the wedding?" "Yes, to take off all our masks" "And have a real celebration" "You all listen too" "It's been almost ten years" "It was a very foggy night" "The muddy Korean war kept going" "Japan's freedom was being turned backward" "We were taught to fight against that" "And took up arms to enter that struggle" "That night was very foggy too" "A spy!" "A spy!" "A spy was caught" "I thought I heard something funny" "Didn't take anything worth any money" "Only documents" "Things for democratic research only" "He's a police spy!" "A general meeting" "That's the report" "What shall we do?" "No opinions?" "Execution committee's work" "No objection" "Appoint a chairman" "I object" "The chairman has set his mind" "He's not qualified" "Who would steal documents?" "What thief would go after students?" "Takumi's wrong!" "The government's trying" "To stop our movement" "Yesterday a police spy was caught" "They are covering schools everywhere" "Spys are being caught everywhere" "It's the secreat police all over again" "It's imperialist America and our government" "That's what we want" "A general strike for" "Militarism is regaining ground" "How can Takumi remain" "Objective in all this?" "You trust too much in our power" "You for the government way of doing things?" "Nobody here is!" "We're all for freedom" "And peace, aren't we?" "Why do you remain so detached then?" "You talk like the enemy" "Don't change the subject" "That's right" "We must find out whether he's a spy" "We must act with care" "Are you saying we are wrong?" "If we keep him locked up as a spy" "We may get locked up for illegal detention" "We'll fight if that happens" "We were the guard group on the fifth day" "It's our turn" "Sleep till 3, huh?" "How're things?" "He won't talk" "Hey, spy" "You're taking up our precious study time" "But no matter how you try" "You can't stop history" "We'll wipe you out when" "Our time comes to rule" "I'm no spy" "Why'd you steal documents?" "Cause they'd make you money?" "Just cause you'd get all worked up" "Hit me if you want" "As much as you want" "What'd you think you'll accomplish?" "How could I be a spy?" "Then why'd you steal documents?" "That's spy work" "I'm not a student" "I work for a living" "Then you should join our movement" "You're you on their side?" "Impudent thief!" "We'll beat him over to our side" "This included, don't you think" "Nakayama's acting too much like a dictator?" "We who know how we think don't mind" "But those still uncertain don't like him" "Why?" "He's convincing enough to be a real leader" "It's whether you believe or not" "But in politics" "When you force your own opinions" "You can't bring the enemies together" "They'll follow a leader" "But a leader needs the support of everyone" "To maintain himself as a real leader" "But Nakayama's way is not politics" "We're zero without organization" "You scared?" "Just not interested" "I just feel separate and nihilistic" "Don't be a traitor" "Here you are" "Hasn't he confessed?" "Not yet" "He thinks we'll lose" "They brainwashed him" "Don't you know you're an enemy of your own?" "Japan's been sold to the USA" "Saw a shadow back there" "Maybe nothing at all" "Let's have a look" "Nobody's there" "Let's go, Takao" "I'll go too" "Takao looks strangely at her" "She likes Nozawa" "So I told him to forget her" "Because Nozawa's better" "Looking and a talker" "Takumi" "What's going to happen?" "We can't stop the bill from passing" "I don't know" "All I know is that it's all black" "They may go back to pre-war law" "Can't we organize our strength better?" "Don't think it'll do any good watching this guy" "I want to fight better" "Talk it over with Nakayama?" "That'll do no good" "But if you go nihilist on us" "The future's all black" "Nihilist?" "How long do you plan to keep him?" "It's the decision of the dorm" "If you don't let him go soon" "Things'll be bad for you later" "Nozawa says I am wrong..." "Why don't you say that to Nakayama?" "But I can't go against the self- government of the dorm" "Nobody listens to me" "They're all waiting" "For word from the underground" "He got away" "Shut the gate!" "We students took up arms and fought" "Months after bloody May Day" "We fought in the cities and on the farms" "Desiring only the freedom of Japan" "But our friends got caught" "One after another And our plans failed" "And one day we were informed" "That our policies had all been wrong" "We felt cheated go-getters Nakayama and Nozawa started messing with girls" "Never dreamed thing'd end up like this" "When we were in jail" "Do we lead the masses or let them lead us?" "In any case," "Nozawa and Nakayama are nothing but religionists" "What if they became ministers of education?" "I can't forgive leftists'" "Sudden policy change" "How was it?" "Nobody's seen him" "His mother's worried" "Where's Takao disappeared to?" "I heard something weird" "I heard the party interrogated him" "I heard that maybe" "Takao himself" "Is the real spy" "Have you heard anything?" "I got picked up right after the spy thing" "And since I quit the party once they don't trust me now" "Do they torture people in interrogations?" "No, they just question you pretty strongly" "I don't' understand Nakayama" "Conservatives quit" "When they goof up" "But he hasn't quit" "I hate his type" "If only Takao was that impudent" "He doesn't drink or enjoy time with girls" "He's brooding" "Nozawa and Misako don't care who knows about them" "Think they'll marry?" "Nozawa couldn't afford it now" "Nakayama could though" "You been reading there all along?" "Yes, why?" "I'm a coward" "I went out so I'd have an excuse for not going to Nakayama's wedding" "You drunk?" "Must be the first time you ever drank so much" "Shall I bring water?" "He's dead" "You find him?" "I carried him here to keep others from seeing him" "Didn't he say anything?" "Humor had it that Takao sounded" "The buzzer that let the spy get away" "And then that Takao was the real spy" "Then he disappeared" "Before long" "Then several months later showed up dead" "But why did Nozawa and" "Misako stay so quiet?" "They weren't there at that time either" "Then did Takao commit suicide" "Because he was suspected?" "That's right" "That's a lie" "Kitami won't do that" "We haven't been accused" "You seem to get a kick out of digging up the past" "That's sordid" "What do you mean by 'the past'?" "It's a matter of responsibility" "You think" "Misako and I pressed the buzzer" "But we didn't" "We couldn't have" "If that's what you thought" "Why didn't you say so then?" "Why bring it up now?" "That's right!" "Because you and Nakayama" "Had flawless authority" "Those days you were party leaders we had to hide our suspicions" "Coward" "You kind ruins all" "Japan's revolutions" "Keeping quiet causes mistakes" "We couldn't talk freely then" "That's an excuse" "You've no right to talk" "That's not so" "Those who made mistakes in the past have the right" "To question to avoid" "Mistakes in future" "And you must answer" "That's how we make our ideals rich" "No one has yet answered the" "Question why Takao was the one who had to take the bame for it all you know nothing nobody blamed him he was just weak and scared" "Everybody was scared in those days" "I think he suspected us and tried to make us uncomfortable" "He thought Nozawa and I were in love" "and was jealous" "When the buzzer rang and the spy got away we thought Takao did it to pay us back" "Explain why you thought that" "Explaining is the only way to prove your innocence" "I'll explain That is a good chance" "A good chance?" "But later in a different place" "To those concerned only" "That's a good idea" "Why not here?" "You people can never speak freely" "Like Mr Takumi said" "Since the past and future both belong to us" "It is necessary forfor us all to hear" "What you have to say Even if it hurts people?" "Don't put on airs" "You ignored Takao who loved you sincerely" "And went around with Nozawa and the others" "All women are alike" "They just want to protect themselves" "Misako" "Tell us everything" "Don't do it" "You don't have to" "Go along with other" "Tell us" "Nobody there" "Eyes playing tricks" "Get ahold of yourself" "Where's Sakamaki?" "He's sleeping" "I hate him" "He just pretends to have theories" "The party doesn't trust him" "But some agree with him" "Takumi and Toura are on his side" "You going?" "I'll have a look around" "Wha'ts he thinking?" "He's sacred and confused" "About keeping the spy?" "Maybe..." "He's most afraid of taking... arms to fight" "Aren't you?" "Stupid" "No way to win but to take up arms and fight" "The people are arming themselves" "Takao says funny things" "Funny things?" "Still got the spy?" "For some time yet" "Should let him go" "Keeping him won't do any good" "Let it to us" "It's our responisibility" "He's nice" "But stupid" "He didn't let him loose" "Are you happy to know the truth?" "I've always had deep respect for your passion" "But have been critical" "Of your strategy" "You have argued about what weapons to use" "And have even fought among yourselves about it" "And I am glad to see that in these days of peace" "You have chosen a long lasting quiet policy" "All must join to make a student movement real" "I've heard that the new policy demands that movement members also be excellent students" "I am most happy for this development" "I firmly believe that this new policy" "Will bring students and faculty closer together" "It is good that some of you are marrying" "To make a small movement nucleus within society" "Because a married couple is the most basic social unit" "Mr and Mrs Nakayama are a good example" "They've continued to" "Be very active" "And this wedding today will also be successful congratulations" "Is what Misako said, true or not?" "Did she lie or didn't she?" "Nozawa, I knew you and Misako like each other" "But wondered how far you'd gone" "How about it?" "Is Misako telling the truth?" "What're you afraid of?" "Our friend Takao lost hope and died" "We've come this far so let's carry it through" "All the way to the end" "All right" "Misako is telling the truth" "But I have more to say" "And planned to get married" "When the poor days were over" "And we could embrace in the sunlight" "And I believed we would" "We made love in her cold little room" "Until one night after a dance..." "You went to Takao's home town?" "Were you worried about him?" "Of course" "I didn't know that" "I was worried" "But didn't give up the fight just for him" "But then you were never really into the fight as I see it" "That's a fight?" "Right, the basis of a fight anyway" "You don't even join that" "Let's call it a day" "And fight fresh again tomorrow" "Drop by my apartment?" "You leaving the dorm?" "We've got to start studying" "And my time as chairman is up" "So I'm moving out" "What about you?" "I haven't enough money" "Shostakovich is the greatest socialist" "Realism music" "He's popular in America too" "Real genius overcomes ideological barriers" "You've bought a lot of stuff" "Dad was happy I'm going to study" "So he sent me lots of money" "This is great" "I have hardly read any of these books" "But it's strange that everybody is" "Going back to studying again" "Why strange?" "Does it mean we haven't studied at all up to now?" "Of course not" "It just means we'll studying harder now" "That's what's important" "Wasn't our movement a kind of studying?" "Don't' you think talks can keep peace right?" "Things have changed" "I know that" "But I feel strange about it all" "You're not a member" "So you can't understand the inside situation" "You're actually an outsider" "Really?" "Why don't you join?" "I'm not forcing you" "We'll be seen" "It's all right" "They all know about us" "No" "Then come to my room" "I'm going home" "Why?" "Everyone's there" "They'll go to the library" "They're happy for us" "I don't like that" "Why?" "I just don't" "You were happy at Nakayama's" "What do you mean?" "You like Nakayama?" "Why do you talk like that?" "You know I belong only to you" "Then come on" "No" "You're persistent!" "Come on, let's talk it over quietly" "Tomorrow" "I'll walk you home" "I'll go alone" "Why?" "Because I want to!" "Misako was happy at Nakayama's" "I couldn't give her anything" "But filth and squalor" "All we had was fight for peace and democracy" "Socialist realism?" "What was all the singing and dancing about?" "Everything we fought against was gaining ground" "Was I really a memberfo the revolution?" "What was left in me?" "Spies and revolution" "All had disappeared" "Songs of peace, with messes?" "Nothing left for me" "A wind's come up" "Blow you crazy wind Blow all you please" "The singing came from some far away land" "I felt a deep floom but couldn't tell" "Why I felt that way" "And I didn't want to know why" "I went to work for a new paper" "Everybody got married and settled down" "But my heart wouldn't be quiet" "The security treaty fight finally" "Excited me" "I felt I could somehow make up for the mistakes of our movements here" "I found hope for a renewal of spirit" "Though I took no definite action" "And couldn't believe in people" "While I knew the fight would be lost" "I put myself in the center of it" "Don't worry" "It's not good for you" "He'll be back soon" "You get well and come back to fight" "You never looked for Kitami" "Except hoping you wouldn't find him" "You're wrong" "That's not true" "You have something to say?" "You don't understand" "I went back 10 years that night" "Covered with blood along you people" "And that attracted me to Reiko" "Don't make me laugh" "For 10 years you mess around" "With your peace revolution" "But you don't' understand the real situation in Japan" "What a bunch of Stalin zombies you are" "You call this a wedding?" "It's a funeral" "Reiko, stay away from these zombies" "Kitami's alive" "We know where he is" "He disappeared for several months" "I saw him two weeks ago" "Why didn't you say so?" "You are far from Kitami's way of thinking" "You don't understand him" "I'm leaving" "Where to?" "The diet, of course" "You're not well yet" "There're only 2 hours left" "Come with me" "You're the one who brought me to the fight" "That's a little pain" "The treaty'll be passed whether we go or not" "Is that the way you felt all along" "Working in the fight?" "It's a cold fact" "In spite of the fight" "The treaty will be passed" "You never said that to me before" "That's because it was your first time" "Everything we've ever fought for" "Except one has been passed in" "Spite of our fight against it" "In all this time" "And so I feel deep down that this time we will fail once more" "I was happy when you agreed to join us" "But now that you are so enthusiastic" "I find it hard to keep up with you" "I'm going" "I have to" "It's not just me" "Ota and Kawasaki feel the same" "Really?" "But I bet the people in front of the" "Diet feel the same as I do today" "I'm going" "Oh wait" "The students sat there" "They didn't move" "Nothing was happening" "I didn't feel like joining them" "I was too excited" "I walked around" "Many felt that something would" "Stop the passing of the treaty naturally" "But time moved on without our help" "There was a strange silence at midnight" "I wanted to go around" "Asking people what we should do" "How should we act from now on" "And when the Socialist Party announced agreement" "I just felt helpless" "I tried to remember your faces" "To establish my own position" "But all I could feel was that it was all stupid and that" "I have no connection with you all" "But Kitami..." "But everyone felt the same disconnection" "From the very beginning it is not a feeling you only had" "But the problem is..." "To find out how to get rid of that feeling" "While we all work together" "For the cause in the movement" "But I'm different" "I just wonder if you people really were" "Against the passing of the treaty" "Going to demonstrations with failing feelings" "And thinking just being there will" "Stop the treaty for passing" "Is a very weak and silly way of doing things" "I didn't have any feeling of victory" "But I didn't feel failure either" "But I can't participate that way" "Kitami's problem is not Reiko's fault only" "It's a problem of leader policy" "We not only lost one life" "But lost the support of people like him as well" "Then why did Kitami participate in our demonstrations?" "Why support the movement?" "You always say" "The public's weak" "And we're tired." "Let's call it a day" "That's what the other parties want" "That's not front line thinking" "Kitami wasn't' really supporting your thinking" "He just chose your demonstration" "As a means to express his own anger" "He has nothing to do with world revolution" "Then what is your position that couldn't change Kitami?" "Why didn't you go to the demonstration?" "Have you found something better?" "No" "Then what you just said is simply careless jabber" "Anyway the Security Treaty fight" "Brought about a change in public movements" "And the problem remains how to" "Organize the public power of those like Kitami" "We can't solve it by uniting our efforts" "Today this young couple" "Have received a shock" "But we hope that it will only prove to make them stronger in their united efforts" "As usual, you have avoided the real problem" "Nothing at all has been solved today" "If you set up a unity fight in this confusion" "It will only fall apart at once" "We have to show our wounds to each other" "More clearly in order to have real unity" "Your irresponsible ideals of unity" "Are what killed Takao as well" "Here you are" "Just what have I done in life?" "What should I do now?" "Maybe I'm just one big illusion" "Strategy has changed" "But the leaders remain" "But we're not living in an illusion" "But why this feeling of helplessness?" "I wanted to go hand in hand with the rest" "Wanted to?" "Did he say something to you about the spy?" "I don't want to talk about that" "He's in a rage" "The change in policy got to him too?" "Impossible" "They're happy" "They never look back" "They go along with the main stream and spread poison" "I'll get them one day" "Get them?" "I have to think so" "The walls are thick" "I'm done for" "False despair is the same as false hope" "The sun sets in the west" "Time flows by, it flows on, black" "And still the sun riseth not" "The eastern sky is black as black can be" "That song was the last I heard of his voice" "That's right" "He was all along" "He saw Rojin as saying that knowing despair is knowing self" "He was a modernist" "And interpreted Rojin as his own... decadence" "But Rojin expresses oriental nihilism" "Takao recognized that" "He wasn't a modernist" "That's bourgeois" "Rojin's revolutionary" "It was that incident" "That sent Takao toward death" "What incident?" "Takao didn't let the spy go" "Don't lie" "Why didn't you, Nozawa and Mr  Mrs Takayama" "Work to stop stupid rumors?" "We said nothing" "Liar" "Saying nothing indicate approval" "Takumi, what are you trying to say?" "You slanderer, you want to break us up with slanderer?" "What do you all think?" "Isn't it clear what killed Takao?" "He was killed by the imperialists" "It's the world-wide peace-Loving Americanism that is gaining in" "Strength and oppressing the lives" "Of we Japanese and making the lives of our youth hopeless" "That's what killed Takao" "He couldn't take it" "While mourning for Takao" "We must overcome his weakness" "And work for a bright future" "But Takumi is trying to ignore the issue" "And break us up by blaming Takao's death on us" "Do you all believe it is our fault?" "No we don't" "Takumi has just forgotten who the enemy is" "Shut Takumi up" "Why do you try to excite people like that?" "You lack the politician's sincere" "Desire for truth" "I came to propose we look squarely at truth" "This is Takao's will" "Did you see anyone?" "No one special" "Just Nozawa and Misako" "You guarding the spy?" "They say he's a spy" "Don't you think so?" "I definitely do not" "You're certain, huh" "The others want to keep him just in case he is" "Do you think he's a spy?" "I just don't know" "I'm waiting for your decision" "Why don't you take responsibility for him" "Make him promise to stop and let him go?" "Probably a good idea" "Let me go" "I'm no spy" "You're not so strong" "And he was fighting hard" "But Takao... why didn't you fight hard too?" "It is because you didn't believe he was a spy?" "He felt that, and it helped him get away" "That soft way of thinking put you on the side of the spy" "Your actions in this case make it look as though you are the real spy" "But Nakayama" "What made you believe he was a spy?" "Are you still against our unified opinion?" "If you are, that means you are an enemy spy" "We demand that you judge yourself" "Write about what softened you into a spy" "It will become a lesson for our movement" "If you refuse, we'll have to get rid of you publicly" "As an imperialist spy" "Think it over" "Nobody sided with him" "Even I don't have the strength to help him" "Nobody knows what happened to the spy" "What if he wasn't really a spy?" "If not, we killed one of our friends" "And wounded a stranger without reason" "I want us to keep an eye on Kitami for a time" "You're exaggerating a single aspect" "If Takao was right" "Why didn't he stand up against us and fight for his life?" "I lived through a lot of criticism" "But I never lost sight of the revolution's real final purpose" "That's right" "Nakayama and I may have mistakes" "But it was because we gave all to the cause" "You're making a lot of noise" "But you stayed outside of the movement always criticizing" "But you're just a bully" "Shut up" "Can't you give up your defiant pose?" "Did you have theories and purpose as leaders?" "You say you never lost sight of purpose?" "Don't' make me laugh" "I don't want to hear your beliefs" "How could you possibly understand our fight to the death in those days?" "You were off in an ivory tower" "Where no one could even approach you" "From which you coldly watched Takao die" "Resting in your happy home" "Happy home?" "Don't make me laugh" "Our life together is one big lie" "After we broke up on June 15" "We watched TV" "And saw students being hurt" "And when I asked him if breaking up hadn't been a mistake" "His only answer was to try to make love to me" "He won't even recognize a person's character" "And he calls himself an out-front leader!" "I made up my mind to divorce him" "I have learned something about authority" "So you have character?" "If you had, Takao wouldn't have died" "Toura!" "Misako's telling the truth" "June 15 convinced me that" "Nakayama is not really one of the avant-garde" "And I'm not a bully on the outside" "Of the movement but fought on the front lines" "I agree" "When the police attacked the faculty" "I realized that the ready-made avant-garde was no longer capable of leadership" "That's right" "But talking to idiots like these is absolutely useless" "A complete waste of time" "Takumi, why do you talk about the past?" "We must get rid of people like Takayama" "And build a new avant-garde" "I respect you" "What you did on the 15th" "But it is Nakayama's party" "That can work with and develop the unions" "So Nakayama must take responsibility for reforming the larger organization" "Soft and sloppy" "Is the attitude they took toward the victims of the 15th a revolutionary stand?" "Do they know they were wrong?" "Ota" "We must discuss Kitami's problem" "Rather than talk about big problems" "We should solve the little ones first" "Where're you going?" "To Kitami's place" "Let's go tell everyone" "That Ota's been caught" "But then what?" "Anyway let's go" "You come too, Kawasaki" "Let's stop more trouble" "Stay here, Kawasaki" "Those who break through our control" "And do demonstrations aren't our responsibility" "Ota and those like him are simply irresponsible rablle" "Rousers who have lost contact... with reality" "Which is what will get them in real trouble" "They go on playing with fire with their Petit bourgeois demonstrations" "Without any bread-winning power at all" "And they never know what it is all about" "Until they actually join the party" "And see what the unions are really up against" "They don't know what unity really means" "And end up being mere clowns who help" "The cause of the enemy far more" "You are enemies of the people" "You must realize that the only way to win" "Is to unify under a single banner"