"INSPIRE" "EXPIRE" "Do not know why these collections are so obsessive for me." "I honestly do not know." "More likely is that all they were, I only remember one." "At night my uncle brought a boot for me." "Flows of material boots." "There was so much euphoria ..." "A feeling of omnipotence joined them, perhaps." "It meant they could walk for more roads impassable." "I could not wait until morning." "I ..." "I put them on and damaged." "Early in the morning I was away." "He had a fur coat made a mess." "I hated it, thought it was for girls, but he had those boots." "I do not remember what it was this smell of tar." "No, do not know." "He was alone ..." "I started walking with my beautiful boots on ponds, covered with a thin layer of ice." "The boots are not stained." "Each pool was a game for them." "I knocked on thin ice and splashed water staying dry as a god." "Here I am, approaching the next puddle, and suddenly ..." "Taking a step on the ice, sinking to the chest in the icy water." "It was a real pain." "I could not calm down in an hour or two." "My grandmother, my uncle, everyone tried to calm myself." "I ..." "I was sunk by the disaster." "Then I fell asleep." "I woke up because the room was filled flooded with sunlight." "Grandma sat at the head touching my hair." "She did so gently." "I choked her tenderness." "I jumped and hugged her, kissed her and again I began to mourn." "I was crying from happiness, because someone loved me." "And at night ..." "At night I felt the deepest sorrow." "Yes, I was lying." "My body felt." "It seemed too small for me." "And to grow needed so long ..." "forever" "And there was another day." "The day of my father's funeral." "I was 15 then." "After his death I felt nothing, I did not notice anything around me." "And on the bus, when we went to the cemetery ..." "This music ..." "Suddenly I saw myself, I saw everything very clearly." "The coffin, and there was my father, in the coffin." "The flowers ..." "did not look or smell like flowers." "People who do not like people I knew." "And the houses, which from the window the bus looked like ..." "As ..." "And my uncle ... was protesting all the time." "He was changing and changing seats." "He sought a seat further away or closer the open window." "And I was there." "Well, something around me all the time." "I mean artificial people, the doll, which once was my father." "I remember." "Remember I could not stand it." "I jumped, I shouted that if he could sit and, would kill him." "He was ready to kill him." "Yes just to see once real blood." "To view this strange and sad day some truth." "At that time I was in love with a girl not much older than me and was not in my circle." "I had no illusions about our relationship, for who I was and who she was." "And after the funeral, almost night she suddenly came to my house." "She came that day." "I found my father's room." "I was lying, hiding them all." "She entered." "She took my hand." "For too long, all night she held me in her hand." "We were silent." "We were silent." "Those two days ..." "were equally incredible." "Every second was full facts, feelings." "I can not explain." "From that day, the day of the funeral of my father" "I began to notice that someone or something" "I was stripped of lively feelings appeared to be inexhaustible in childhood." "Damn!" "I've gone too far." "He would not talk about it." "I fear this is everything that was going to tell you." "Sometimes at night I think as if he had died long ago." "It's so scary and unpleasant." "I feel so cold and empty." "Stop!" "Stop!" "Stop!" "Are you hiding something." "Is your relationship with women?" "Now you have a wife." "It definitely is!" "Sex?" "No, no." "No sex." "What you have ..." "I understand." "I say ... mu-jer." "Wait." "I'll tell you." "I was in love." "I got married." "The loved." "After the break, I can not." "If I could." "If I knew how." "I followed your story closely." "You need a woman." "Woman." "Life." "Feelings." "Miss, Hello!" "My name is Alexey." "Hello." "Marry me." "My car is almost new." "I have a room and money." "What do you think my offer?" "Are you stupid?" "No." "Well, come on." "At the dock near the hotel." "No, I'm not stupid." "Neither schizophrenic." "Only I am alone." "A lone gray wolf." "I need a lot a person next to me." "very dear." "A person very close, warm and loved." "That desire is too broad." "Almost unreal." "It's real!" "Why not?" "Even at age 7 lived in paradise, and despite a string of strange events and accidents, and although it was the only family Lytkariny alive." "This time Dad bought a new car." "The "Volga" white with huge seats, a deer on the hood." "We could go anywhere, The Volga, the Urals or the south in general." "But that day we went to a picnic." "Me, my brother Seryoga," "Dad, Mom, Grandpa and Grandma." "We reached a small meadow, right here, not far from the city." "We set up camp." "We had so much fun!" "We played badminton, volleyball, singing ..." ""Svetit neznakomaya zvezda, snova my ... "Yes" "And then it was time for the barbecue." "The grandmother was the best in this, and my father went to the forest." "He was an inventor, you know ..." "And only 20 meters away." "And suddenly that tremble and roar!" "We all ran." "And in the place where the grandmother was doing the barbecue was a large crater." "Grandmother was dead." "She died of a ruptured aorta." "Everyone thought it was a meteorite." "But was not." "What happened?" "Dad called experts." "There was a large piece of frozen shit." "Can you imagine?" "It was a frozen piece of shit someone dropped from an airplane." "The fate ..." "No, please." "Listen, why I did the proposition just me?" "Well, firstly because you are beautiful." "Y. .." "I make the offer to any woman." "You mean you do not mind who is beside you?" "Well ... at all." "I see." "I'll think." "Hey," "Anybody?" "Hello!" "Stop!" "Sit!" "Did you wait long?" "No, not really. "At last you come?" "And it happened quickly." "What shall I call?" "Very easy." "Vera." "It is my name." "I am Mikhail." "It is my name." "Nice to meet you, Mikhail." " Strange place." " Yes" "This raises some memories in me." "It is as if he had lived before." "Yes, I'm in the process of purchasing having experienced this before." "Someone wants to change something, and me ..." "I would like everything remained the same." "It appears that you are very rich." "No." "Not really." "I'm just trying." "I happen to have some friends who agree to help me." "I am an architect." "And why do you need all this?" "Why?" "I want that." "Listen, how many do unusual questions?" "Sorry." "It looks exactly like a prostitute." "You know, prostitutes are also different." "There are some that cost $100, another 200, another 800." "I work with individual orders." "Yes, I know." "Do you prefer having the money first, no?" "Yes you know that after problems arise frequently." "Neither you nor I need them, right?" "Sure ..." "Sure." "There you are." "We agreed to 10 hours." "You can check it." "Time began." "No." "We have felt first to speak in one way or another, as humans do." "Just talk." " Well, can I take off my gloves?" " Yes" "Thank you." "Please." "Just talk." "Well, just talk." "A joke." "Three guys are: a Russian, a Frenchman and a Swede." "They begin to brag." "The French guy, I live in Marseille and I have a yacht that does not fit in the Mediterranean." "The Russian type:" "And I have a plane and live in Krasnoyarsk." "I have a private plane, the shadow of which covers all of Siberia." "The Swedish rate:" "I live in Stockholm and my dick is 80 cm." "There is a pause." "The French guy:" "Well guys, I lied." "I live in Marseille" "But my boat can not navigate only in the Dardanelles." "The Russian type:" "Okay, guys, I lied." "I live in Krasnoyarsk and I have a plane, the shadow their wing covers only Krasnoyarsk." "And look at the Swedish type." "He says:" "I must confess, guys, I also lied." "I do not live in Stockholm." "Get it?" "He does not live in Stockholm!" " A very funny joke." " A silly joke." "Very funny." "Listen, can you come with a customer?" "I noticed that you also do a lot of questions." "No, why?" "Well, I ..." "While I ..." "just ask" "Do you feel an orgasm with a client?" "Do not understand why questions that." "Is it important?" "Very important." "Did you feel it?" " Yes, I felt it." "Once." " Tell me!" "How was it?" "How?" "Tell me." "It was a strange fancy of the customer." "Well, strange to me." "He was a former client, I could not refuse." "He asked me to take a taxi and come to his house in the center." "Well, I went." "Everything was dark there." "I went in and felt someone behind me." "I went inside and took the elevator." "The man was behind me." "Then I remember what happened, can I pushed the stop button ..." "Well, he fucked me and I ran." "What happened next?" "Then I went on the floor." "He was waiting." "There was something like a Chinese feast." "Alcohol, tea ..." "He behaved as if there were nothing happened between us." "But you know, every time he touched me or hugged me, I ran." "I never had anything like this with anyone." "But are you sure it was him in the elevator?" "You know, honestly, I do not care." "Why?" "Because there was a mystery." "And could be anyone." "He made me feel absolutely helpless and absolutely free." "But I still think that you thought not just once." "Hey, why did you become a prostitute?" "Why?" "How I became a prostitute, I can tell you." "I was born in the province." "In a dirty city no bigger than a coin of 5 kopecks." "Lenin street, any street close." "Girls in miniskirts and lingerie old." "Guys with fake Adidas and wool socks." "Maison de la culture called Butcher, clubs with the usual fights, with common toilets for boys and girls." "Port and a blockbuster in the bushes." "My mother became an alcoholic drunk and died." "At age 15 my father raped me, and a week later he was arrested because he had stolen a truckload of scrap metal." "And in two months he was murdered in prison." "At age 16, I gave birth a beautiful blonde girl." "And threw it into the river at night." "I left everything and went to Moscow to study circus school." "I dreamed of becoming a magician." "But the trick failed and became a prostitute." "Oh, yes." "And you live in Stockholm." "I'm lying, of course." "Actually it was not." "I was born in a wonderful family, I had a good education," "I married for love and lived 7 years of happy marriage." "And then something happened." "My husband and I separated." "We did and I became a prostitute." "Are you married?" "Divorced." ""Marriage unhappy?" "No, rather I would say very happy." "Why break then?" "Something happened, after which we could not live together." "Sex?" "No, not exactly." "Before I met my future wife, already married." "And she had a son ... a boy." "And the breakup was a torture for us three." "Her's son was small, did not understand." "My ex-wife was chasing me and I was literally hiding." "Me and my future wife decided to leave." "In August." "A friend had a house on the coast and decided to hide." "Seemed to help resolve the situation." "The kind of place where everything is in order ..." "She took the train and I was coming later by car." "There were a few things to do." "It was not important." "I was alone." "It was night." "I felt terribly sorry, lonely, embarrassed." "And I ... actually fleeing my first wife and my son." "I drank and rang the doorbell." "It was her." "Entered." "I poured vodka." "She drank." "She was silent." "Both were." "And I understood that if she returned to ask me, I ..." "And I saw that made me turn with her and my son." "She was ready for anything." "I mean literally everything." "And the desire came over me." "I said that relations with that woman was over." "There was more." "Her eyes were revived, looked at me." "I was using her body for all night, in every way ... on the floor in the bathroom, on the table." "I felt a fantastically wild pleasure incredible, great pleasure." "It was dirty, but I felt pleasure." "Morning." "Resaca." "She was dressed in the kitchen." "I left, I was going to buy gifts for the child and again ..." "As soon as she left, I went out and I drove like a madman all night." "I made it." "At home I found my future wife." "I went to fetch her." "The beach." "The place in silence." "The sea." "The moonlight." "She was sitting alone." "She seemed happy." "She took my hand and pulled upwards." "Forests, rocks." "It was dark, very dark." "And here something happened that I could not explain so far." "We were on top, I could not see her but I felt her, that somewhere far away is the sea ..." "Yes .." "And she said, "Come, let's jump." "And jumped." "Ringing in my ears, and I remember how we got into the water." "How we reached the coast ..." "How we started making love." "We were trembling." "At first cold, then with passion." "And suddenly everything was gone." "That instinct disappeared ..." "We were already husband and wife." "She turned around so romantic So clean ..." "I felt sick with this cleanup." "Loco realize pleasure you're ruining someone's life ... that was what destroyed my second happy marriage." "Although I loved my wife y. .." "even more, I still love her." "Go fast!" "It is terribly heavy ..." "What is this?" "So, so, here, here we go!" "Bathroom." "Men!" "Where did you bring?" "In the bathroom." "Where you going?" "Do it now ..." "I can not!" "Come on!" "How provoking!" "Attention!" "Let it be where you are!" "Careful." "Thus." "Come on." "Put it down..." "A sea is a strange thing." "Everything is so similar." "Once I went to sea with my friends." "He was there almost every year for vacation." "My boyfriend went to visit there." "I had an affair with him." "I waited for him." " Me!" " Well, what happens?" " Do not come!" " I love you!" "She is sitting in your car." "It will come!" "What?" " Will you come?" " Quiet, please!" " Will you come?" " Stop, please!" "Prior to his arrival some people came ... old friends, artists, poets." "Wine, barbecue ..." "well, it was very nice." "I was very drunk!" "And suddenly there came the sort of local hero beach." "I had something with him for some time, but it still meant something." "I'm a girl." "He began to address, to embrace me." "And I was waiting for my boyfriend." "I told him to jodiese and was in the house." "The homeowner was sitting drinking vodka, just for some reason." "And I was so drunk!" "And I saw an apple." "I wanted to eat it." "I went and grabbed the table, and began to eat." "And then I realized, you know, he began to pull down my pants." "And did not understand what was happening." "And then, a girl, her daughter, came running and yelling "Mama!" "Mama!" "Daddy is taking away women's pants! "" "And then the horror began." "Women screaming!" "Fight!" "Local hero pursued by the owner ran ..." "I also hit in the face." "I ran away." "I remember nothing afterwards." "I ran through the woods." "I reached a kind of bay." "Three young boys." "The boys with motorcycles." "Sitting by the fire, bikes with them." "I sat with them and drank wine." "Not remember anything else again." "And then I remember fuck all three." "You know, they raped me." "I felt good fun!" "Then I went back in the morning to my room." "The guests were gone." "And in the evening it was my boyfriend." "And we were walking all night along the beach." "Listen, man, land!" "I feel sick." "You know that dream that haunts me many years." "I am on a trolley and I suddenly realize that everyone stares at me." "I do not understand what is happening." "And then I look at myself, there may be something wrong with my clothes ..." "And I see that I'm completely naked!" "Can you imagine?" ""And I'm so ashamed of being naked!" "And I can not do anything because I have to go until the next stop." "And this feeling of shame is amazing!" "And I go to the next stop." "Everyone stares at me." "What folly!" "I reach the first door and rang the first bell." "And there are people watching out the window at the naked woman," "And it opens the door." "And I need some clothes, a coat, I do not know ..." "I hate to go by boat." "Why do you ask?" "I had to do it once." "I had to go urgently from a small town in St. Petersburg." "No matter what, would arrive soon." "I need to go to St. Petersburg." "When does the next boat?" "Within 15 minutes, departs the Agitator, pier 7." "The best cabin." "Here, take the money as appropriate." " Can I?" " Sign." "Here is warm blankets, will be cold at night." " Bring me tea." " Okay." ""At night?" "Wait, what time will we arrive tomorrow at St. Petersburg?" "Tomorrow!" "You kidding!" "We will not get up in 4 days." "Mamma mia!" "I should have taken the train, if needed to be morning in St. Pt." "No." "And what is your name?" "Anna." "Anna?" "I need tea." "Do you have vodka?" "Vodka?" "Yes, we have." "That's it." "When I got home seemed reached space." "I spent 5 minutes trying turn on the phone." "Really." "Then I had to go back to the city by car." "You know that car is much faster." "I left early in the afternoon and at night I was home." "A man lives his life really only until 6." "Why?" "At least one like me." "Why to 6?" "Because after all is action or crime." "You start to apologize for your life start to lie." "You have a choice, and you have to make a choice while dismissing the other." "And until 6 not your fault." "You will apologize in advance as a soldier on the front." "Almost like a saint." "Listen "is a long history?" "I'll fall asleep." "Not so long ..." "I'm summarizing." "... clean." "Too ill." "I think dance is not common here." "Not what I asked!" "Yes, a shot." "And you can not stop the bullet." "Is already in his heart." "The man is speaking, says nothing, barely moves." "You can not understand how he got from among the people gathered as pelmeni *." "[traditional Russian dish]" "And only he, exactly it." "Just him." "Yes .. and I only had two shirts and a shirt." "Good!" "Good!" "Good boy!" "You understand." "Yes, exactly, just a shirt, but it was to use daily." "The other was of flannel." "Flannel." "But that was longer holiday." "The T-shirt." "I had a pair of pants." "Just a couple." "Yes, those pants I inherited Dad those pants." "No." "It was after next year at school." "At that time I already had two pairs of trousers, socks." "Well ..." "Raincoat ..." "That was later." "But mohair scarf!" "He had been dreaming all his life with mohair scarf!" "I bought recently." "Ugh, hairy, yes." "That's right." "And the hat is still alive." "Well, that day the whole family was there:" "brother, grandmother   Oh, no, my grandmother had died." "The grandfather's sister." "So we went to collect mushrooms." "Our father knew where to look." "We took the motorcycle and drove fast, was near the city." "So I had two shirts." "We stopped at a small field and began to rain a little, and suddenly began a horrible downpour." "Well, everyone ran for cover under the fir tree." "We were my brother and I, and I said, I feel that something is wrong, my heart feels that something will happen." "He said, come under the awning, everything is fine." "We moved only 2 m, suddenly there was a flash." "And who is it, Vera?" "He just took me to the hotel." "He looked like a maniac." "Well, the whole family died, cardiac arrest." "Only my brother and I were living Lytkariny family, like two trees in a big avenue." ""Topolya, Topolya ..."" "Vera, get me out of here." "We're leaving." "Come, sit." "Sit a while." " Sit down." " I will not." "Sit down." "We are already seated." "All ..." " Yes, well ..." " I'm fine." "Already we have sat Adelante!" "Arriba!" "Arriba!" "Come, come ..." " Give me your hand." " I love ... here." " All right here." " Here." "No, better go to bed, took off our clothes ..." " Vera ..." " Well, all right." " Wait." " Are you going?" "Yes, yes." "Okay, now go." "Come!" "Op-pa!" "Vera, no ..." "Well, I'll do it myself." "Listen ..." "I have to do something ..." "I have to do something." "Dime." "No, I will not." " Want a joke?" " A joke ..." "One .. two ... one ..." "Like it?" "Wait." "I do not drink much." "Do not drink?" "I see." "Want more jokes?" "Look!" "What I have in the bag?" "Ay-ay-ay!" "What's in the bag?" "One!" "Two!" "Oy!" "Vera, let me touch it ..." "As a "hocus-pocus."" "I'm a bad magician." "Vera, calm down!" "Listen, I gotta tell you something important." "Dime." "I fell." "And now you undress." "Waw!" "Why drink so much?" "I like it." "It is an argument." "Listen, you always do with clothes?" "I like it." "Cermet * real!" "[ceramic]" "Well, guys: only two frames." "Five tapes!" "Well." "How can I test?" "Why try?" "They are new!" "Touch it!" "Play!" "Are you crazy?" " Come on, I shoot." " I wear it." "You see!" "Through!" "Aha, and the other side of the wall!" "I told you!" "What's behind the wall?" "I know what is behind the wall!" "Okay, wait ..." "A scratch." "It's nothing." "A scratch." "I want to tell you how I met my future second wife." "It was a gunshot." "Directly in the heart." "That day we became husband and wife." "I've heard that story somewhere." "It looks like a fairy tale, right?" "Yes it is." "And you know what I saw in his eyes?" "Myself." "There ..." "Shah was just like, like me." "Are you OK?" "Yes, very well." "Okay." "All those 7 years ..." "Those 7 years spent as an hour we did not separate for a minute." "We were as inspired and expired." "Of course I understand it, is dangerous." "You can ... you may gasp." "You can not." "It may be the end." "Sure." "While you want to feel free, begin to suffer, begin to be afraid." "And exactly the same time find someone else." "She." "Think it's an opportunity to continue love." "It is an expiry, a way out." "Es .." "... put aside the limits." "And you ... you're flying there, And you're jumping!" "I knew it." "I knew that was the end." "That's the end!" "I ... exactly why I left off." "I held you in my arms, y. .." "And you slip like sand." "But see what happens?" "And the point is that we are still one." "Understand?" "And when I was losing, I was missing." "Do not you understand?" "I thought so then." "I know." "Vera, hello!" "I'm glad you come." "I too am glad to see you." "But I have no time." "In 40 minutes you are my husband." "So tell me what you want." "But I told you over the phone." "I want to decorate the bathroom with tissue." "You've already seen." "Well, no-show." "This is Kira." "You said you'd be here half an hour." "I'm waiting in the car." "More than an hour ago you were here." "Is it so hard to watch the clock?" "Calling on the phone and say not to expect?" "I have to postpone the appointments, I'm late everywhere." "Slow?" "If so, can you tell me?" "And I dedicate to my business." "It's easy, eh?" "Sorry." "You became something too important in my life." "I ate, talked and drank, I thought like you." "I began to hate." "I could not understand where was I and where were you." "I could fuck myself." "And I needed a person, that could give me the opportunity to regain the feelings, to find myself." "And this person was her." "I am happy." "You hear me?" "I hear you, my love." "I see nothing wrong with that." "I like her a lot." "Everything is very good!" "And that's fine they tell me everything." "Do you love me, love me, right?" "That is all." "What do you need?" "Is my approval?" "This is nonsense." "If you need it, I okay?" "Go." "Go!" "Hey, I understand this." "Okay!" "Go!" "That's it." "Do you still love me?" "Open!" "Open!" "Get out!" "Misha, stop!" "Wait!" "Why did you do?" "Four days, Misha." "Four horrible days." "It's over." "All my life, all my dreams and thoughts, everything was ruined." "The heart was like a dried fruit." "As painful." "So desperate." "So you want to know why I'm like?" "Well, no." "Why?" "Because I want you to know." "Ok." "May I have permission?" "You are so kind!" "No, really interests me." "Are you really interested?" "Then, listen." "I am a normal healthy woman." "Just like you." "Normal, right?" "But I am as a person without more." "A nobody." "Why say that?" "Calla." "You will start telling lies, I know." "You know that I had a sister?" "No, I think she taught me this." "She was very beautiful." "She was everything to me, what I shall never be, Understand?" "She was two years older than me." "I loved her and she let me love her." "And suddenly all over." "She changed." "Everything had changed, hair, eyes, body, the smell." "I didn't recognize." "She wanted so I pulled as a sick dog begging for her love." "But she only laughed at me." "She married and I was left alone." "And now when I meet a woman like her" "I become very sick dog." "I don't want that anymore." "Get out of my life." "Get out of my life." "Wait!" "Stop!" "Please wait!" "Stop!" "Wait for me, Vera!" "Please wait!" "Stop!" "Please forgive me!" "Only you left me scared." "Forgive me!" "Please forgive me!" "Vera!" "We broke the next day she left." "We were at home." "I told her I had made a grave mistake ..." "She's not for me." "I told her I could not see her." "She became angry and went to St. Petersburg, I think." "What?" "I don't know." "You feel bad with me." "Why?" "I don't know." "But I love you." "I've never loved anyone like you I don't want you to feel bad." "I know." "It is not easy to live life and be honest with yourself." "And I'll go for 6 or 7 days." "If you want, we'll go together." "Well, leave it." "Have time to think about everything." "But whatever you decide will pain for one of us." "To me, if you're going." "And for him, if you stay." "It's your choice!" "I love you." "I love you." "I didn't know how to get back to her." "I dialed her number every 3 minutes." "But she didn't answer." "I've been waiting a long time." "I nearly went crazy." "Stop!" "Wait!" "I'll go with you!" "Wait!" "Don't know a thing." "You may not remember." "When we were on the road the window on my side was open." "You wore buckled up." "You had to leave the car by the front glass, no?" "I saw this swamp when you came here." "You remembered the place." "Why?" "Do not know." "I just thought ..." "No, I thought ... felt." "That if you go off the road here you can die on that marsh." "You die, you can kill ..." "Well, probably I was very good reasons then." "Very good reason!" "Probably just wanted to kill the evidence." "You know, I thought I knew myself, I knew you even you." "The 7 years we were together create a world where ..." "We were allowed to do anything, where I ... every action in this universe could only bring happiness, could extend it." "Not understood in those 7 years I expected from you." "Exactly that!" "My freedom without limit, your freedom without limit." "Harmony." "Without wishing to ... accidentally ..." "I was pushing it." "Talking to you about certain things." "Deep inside me there   a kind of demon, yes." "And when you believe in the devil, you do ..." "I was scared." "Well, I am not a God, I'm just a man, a weak man." "What would be next?" "Well I would kill you ... magnanimously ... or guilt." "So what I decided." "It would be better for you die they see me as I am." "Sorry." "You know, one day I saw on the subway how they stuck the leg of a dog in the escalator." "The dog was howling." "Howling terribly." "Well, it's understandable." "It was very painful." "But you know, the dog was howling and you feel weird." "You understand ..." "is a physical pain." "They try to help the dog." "The people are nice." "A dog and a man ..." "There is a wall between them." "You know, when I could not stand it anymore, remember this howl." "Neighbors called the police." "The police called the doctors." "They wanted to help." "Now I can hear you scream." "I too am crying now." "How else can one hear us?" "How can we do?" "The time is over." "Our time is over." "Hello!" "You have not closed the door, and the bar is closed." "Do you mind if I go?" "Can I sit?" "Just wanted to tell a story." "You know, I had a perfect brother, Serega, test driver." "four hops, two decorations." "And in that cold, sunny day he came out and the sky was murdered." "He fell a large icicle and stuck to the floor." "He lay 35 minutes until police arrived and physicians." "Where's your girl?" "Is not he here?" " She's gone." " Has she gone?" "If you can, tell this story." "Will fix everything." "Listen!" "Listen, why do this?" "Why?" "Go to foreigners, tell them horror stories that nobody believes." "Nobody needs it!" "Tell me why?" "Yes, I agree, surprisingly." "You're right and sometimes I feel ..." "But what do I do?" "It's no fun telling people that die within two months." "That my time ..." "I'm feeling ... ends." "No one will hear me." "And time goes." "I'm off." "It is not   how he was thinking." "Suddenly, in an instant!" "A banal accident." "My solitude ended." "And I found a huge piece of metal." "The first long I did not feel alone." "He had no time to feel." "Could this be the greatest proof of love?" "This house ..." "Remember?" "The wanted to buy." "Next week I make the last payment and abandonment." "If you like ..." "No, not love." "If you decide ..." "I'll be waiting all the time you need." "Someday we may understand something ..."