"Rose." "I have something to tell you." "Someone is in love with you." "A divorcee like me?" "It's true." "He told you to tell me didn't he?" "Don't you fool me." "Let me ask you something," "The name Rose." "Why not Rose something." "Why?" "It's kind of short." "Rose Rose-siblor." "Rose-buntook." "Sapparose." "Whenever I hear it, I want to add something." "Add it in your mind." "You are a dreamer, aren't you?" "Come on Rose." "If we are not a dreamer, how can we paint?" "Right?" "Aren't you sometimes lonely, Rose?" "Not at all." "I have many friends." "And I've got you." "But I know that you are lonely." "By looking in your eyes." "Don't you want to get marry again?" "Are you crazy?" "Don't you want to be happy?" "I'm married once." "I have children." "I'd be bored of having happiness again." "I don't like to see any divorcee." "How much that one paid you to be the matchmaker?" "So you know already?" "Know what?" "Know that someone likes you." "Hello." "Rose, it's Pat." "What is it?" "I miss you." "Are you listening?" "Yes, I am." "Where are you calling from?" "Are you drunk?" "A bit." "What are you doing?" "Are you working?" "I am about to go to bed." "Come on, Rose." "Get dressed." "I'll pick you up." "Wait." "Where are you taking me this I ate?" "It's only 11 p.m." "I'm lonely, want to dance, want to drink." "Want to talk to you." "Are you alone?" "Come on." "There is plenty of time before closing time." "Have you been here?" "Never." "Whom did you come with?" "Someone I know." "You will soon find out." "I've got her for you." "You asked about her the whole night, right?" "Oh!" "It's you." "Hi!" "Professor." "Have a seat, please." "Come on." "Dance with him." "Cigarette?" "I'm sorry." "So clumsy." "Always knock things off." "So careless." "That's okay." "I'm sometimes careless as well." "It's not that bad." "Just don't be careless with your life." "Come on, Pat." "I'll be back." "Want to dance?" "I can't dance with this tempo." "Like it?" "What?" "I said, do you like this place?" "Oh!" "Yes." "Do you?" "Yes." "Kind of like it." "But I can't come often." "A Professor's salary is not enough to go out like this." "You were professor once, weren't you?" "Yes." "It was so relax at that time." "Didn't have to work hard like nowadays." "If it was a relax job, why did you quit?" "I have to take care of my children." "The professor's salary was not enough." "Why didn't your ex-husband help with the support?" "He wanted to take the children, but I didn't let him." "Even Angarn is a strange man." "But his poetry is so beautiful." "Listen." "Losing you is like the shattering of the finest jewel." "What is there to look for on Earth, ...not even in the sky rest my face onto the sand." "Isn't it beautiful - losing you is like shattering of the finest Jewel." "When I was studying here, ...we could memorized Anger's poetry by heart." "I also like his painting as well as his poetry." "He has greater imagination than someone like us, ...which sometimes is so shallow." "Angarn wrote poetry." "And did some beautiful wall painting." "Can I sit with you?" "Please." "But here I am, doing commercial art!" "An evening like this, some whiskey will be good." "Half bottle of Mae Khong, and 2 soda." "Why don't you do the pure art like Angarn." "Well, I have to raise 3 children." "He didn't help me with that, ...and let me as I'm pleased." "Did you see that girl?" "There." "She is my ex-wife." "Very lustful." "See." "Almost dark she still hanging around." "Have you ever met a promiscuous woman?" "No one is ever promiscuous than her." "She was once my wife, really." "I had her since she was in school." "She was something." "I had a crush on her for a while." "I even asked for her hand, ...and have some kids." "Want a glass?" "She likes those young men." "Those bastards." "Long hair, shabby dressed, ...but she likes it." "Look at her." "So snobbish." "Want to slap her." "She takes all of my kids." "I miss my kids." "She didn't let me see them at all." "Such a malicious, ...with a beautiful face like that, ...she is the most evil-minded one." "Real evil." "That's a sin." "Pat." "Where have you been?" "How did you get in here?" "I disguised as an ant." "Almost got kill by you." "You always joke around." "Look at this." "What does it say?" "Who could read that?" "This is the original copy of Suwannee Sukontha." "Have you ever read hers?" "I don't read much." "May I ask you something?" "Why are you like to read so much?" "It gives me pleasure." "I know the world from the book." "How much can you learn from book?" "More than you, that for sure." "At least, I'm older." "You always said that." "I can never catch up with you, can I?" "Never." "When I'm 50." "You will only be 40." "Walking around with young girls." "So, what would you say?" "If I kiss the old lady?" "Enough that's enough." "It's late." "I have to go back now?" "When can I stay here without being sent away?" "Yes?" "It's me." "Yes." "I thought you have left already." "You are so quiet." "Get dress." "Hurry up." "Mattanin and Kampol are waiting." "Really?" "Yes." "They have been waiting for quite sometime already." "Look like they're going to..." "...ask you out for shopping." "We just went yesterday." "Umm." "Hurry up." "Don't make them wait long." "Ok." "Where are you going so early?" "Coming to see you." "Where were you last night?" "I called the whole night but your sister said you were not in." "Yeah." "Where have you been?" "I went for a drink." "Where?" "Many places." "Why are you here so early?" "I'm going to apply for a job, ...and they have 2 available positions, ...want to apply for that with me?" "Too lazy." "You're going let your sister take care of you for the rest of your life." "Think so." "Go shopping with me, then." "I'm looking for a companion." "OK." "That's fine." "Let's have some brownie, Pat." "I'm craving for some brownie." "Is it good?" "It is." "Better than this one?" "One" "Don't be crazy." "...two...one, two." "Don't." "What is this?" "You call this illustrated drawing?" "Not good at all." "I can't figure out what it is." "You'd better practice more next time." "The readers want to look at the beautiful drawing." "Don't be so artistic." "Not working today." "Went already." "What about you?" "Uh..." "I." "Not painting?" "Uh...not doing any artistic work?" "I envy you that you don't have to do any mass market piece have a chance to do arts, to teach students to understand in art." "I really envy you, Chid Chua." "What make you have such a bad mood?" "It's still so early." "Did I provoke you?" "My apology if I did so." "Go on." "I want to hear you out." "You can reproach me or whoever." "And you're not going to say thing back, ...no matter what I say?" "Were you go out again?" "Where?" "Like where we went that night." "No, I didn't." "When would I have chance to take you out like that again?" "You don't ask." "What if I ask, will you come?" "I'm not free." "Have to work for the mass market?" "I'm going home." "Where is it?" "Up country." "I miss my kids." "Here comes our Mom." "Hi there!" "I miss you so much." "I miss you too." "It took you so long to come." "I miss you too, Mom." "Did you buy me any toys?" "Bag load." "Why don't you come to visit me?" "I've got a lot of work." "Which will generate more money." "And then we can be together." "When will you be rich?" "Soon." "Go to sleep." "Don't forget your homework." "Put on some powder." "Mommy." "I will dance to day." "Really." "What dance?" "Rabbit dance." "School bus is here." "Hurry up or you will be late." "Bye." "Mom." "Mom, bye." "Hello, teacher." "Bye." "Be good." "Careful." "There you go." "Rose." "Why did you run away from me?" "Answer me, why are you avoiding me?" "I didn't run away." "I came to see my kids." "Oh." "I missed you." "Know that?" "Couldn't you tell me where you are going?" "I looked all over for you." "Like a drug addict." "Who?" "I think he looks like an addict." "Who is this?" "That' mom and myself." "This is Noi and Look Moo." "What about this?" "That's you." "I want to go down to play with Uncle Pat." "It's late." "It's time for bed." "I want him to teach me the chicken dance." "That I will do at school." "Tomorrow will be fine." "I really like him." "He's much better Than any of your friends." "She's such a brilliant dancer." "Yes." "Let me carry your hat." "How did I do?" "You did so well." "What about me?" "You are brilliant too." "What about me?" "You are the best." "Give me a kiss." "Thank you so much." "For what?" "For practicing the dance with Noi." "He is always a shy kid." "Thank you." "Tell me what you want for a reward." "I'll give it to you but don't be too expensive." "I don't have much money." "Don't have to give me anything." "Just show me around." "Haven't been to any places yet." "Wow, So beautiful." "Like it's angry at someone." "Such anger and wanting to commit suicide." "Like you, when you're mad." "Not a bit." "The waterfall is neither mad or angry." "It's more like a suicidal." "Rose." "Watch out." "You're going to fall." "What if I really fall?" "I'll let you fall." "You should've said that you'd jump if I fall." "Or something likes that." "I don't like to say what others says." "Chidchua probably would've said that." "Seriously, If I want to die I'd commit suicide here." "Really." "This place is so beautiful." "I'm totally obsessed." "Rose." "Let's get back home." "It's going to rain." "There's a shelter here." "Are you cold?" "Rain won't last long around here." "But I am freezing." "I would've caught a cold." "Come on, I'll dry your hair." "Getting goose bumps?" "I'll put this on for you." "Why are you crying?" "No, I'm not." "Look." "You have tears all over." "Don't cry." "Chidchua." "Have you seen Pat anywhere around?" "Not at all." "I want to see him." "He disappeared into thin air." "May have gone with Rose." "He likes Rose?" "I don't know." "Both are gone together." "You're imagine thing." "Pat has a girlfriend already, doesn't he?" "Oh." "Mattanin?" "So beautiful and so rich." "So?" "I don't think it's for real." "He may have felled for that black-widow." "Rose is dying to have a husband." "Why don't you try her, Chidchua?" "She's for free." "Better than go to a whore." "We are men." "There's nothing we can loose." "And, what are you working on?" "I'm not so sure." "I haven't seen him much." "Oh." "Um." "Why don't you try talking to him?" "You're his best friend right?" "Yes, I'll try to." "Do you really love Rose?" "I don't know." "It's hard to say, you know Kampol." "Can't really say that it's love." "It's." "You're not in love with her." "It's just a crush." "For fun, it is okay." "But it's not for real." "Are you all right?" "I'm okay." "Where's Pat?" "Sitting over there." "How come?" "I'm not sure." "Toy was just asking him about Rose." "He went crazy and walked over there." "He's in a serious condition." "Want me to get him?" "You know what bring this to him." "Okay." "Thank you." "Why are you sitting here?" "Why not sitting with your friends?" "I get tired of them sometimes." "Do you get tired of me as well?" "I will never be tired of you." "Hello, is that you Pat?" "Is that Somnuk's residence?" "No." "I'm sorry, wrong number." "Good day ma'am, what would you like to have?" "What's the specialties here?" "Phad Thai with fresh shrimp or Kao Kluuk Kapi." "You said you are coming." "Or else I would die." "What would you like to order ma'am?" "A glass of beer, please." "Anything else?" "Who's she?" "Who's who?" "That woman in the restaurant." "She is staring at you." "Somebody I know." "May I have a minute?" "Okay." "Yes." "But don't be too long." "Okay." "Rose," "...I'm here to buy some book." "Oh, really." "Rose, have you been here long?" "Long enough." "You understand me, right?" "Yes, I do." "Now I know why I didn't see you much." "Wait!" "What did I do wrong?" "Wrong?" "Ask yourself." "I don't see where I am." "What about what we had done." "Wait!" "Rose!" "I don't really know myself yet of what I really want." "I know that we had good time together." "Nothing more than that." "I hope you would understand me." "Yes, I do now." "Give me some time." "I don't want to." "You understand me, right?" "Yes, I understand you." "Got to go." "Be my guest." "I'm so glad to get this painting of yours." "Because I myself am a big impressionism fan." "The lines and colors tells a lot about you." "If I have many of then." "I think I'd know you much better." "And I'll be back again." "I like you a lot." "You're the cutest artist in this whole world." "You don't wear your hair long." "And you dress up nicely." "See you again." "Goodbye." "Bye." "Long live Homosexual." "He's just here for the paintings." "Not that he likes you, Chidchua?" "Hey, Rose!" "Where have you been?" "Want to go get some drink?" "You're pretty weird today." "I'm not feeling so high." "Wanting to talk to somebody." "You can go nuts staying alone." "What's the matter?" "Missing your kids?" "It's not about them." "Can you let me know?" "Why would you just go drinking for?" "Let's go out." "Drinking, dancing and enjoying the music." "Just do them all." "Want to go?" "I sold some paintings today." "Pretty rich." "Let's go then." "Good." "So I can stop this madness." "Come on, dance with me." "Please." "How're you doing?" "Having fun?" "Yeah." "Thanks, for taking me out." "Come with me again some other times." "That was pretty much it." "I feel sorry for the waste of your money." "Don't worry." "Better to spend it on going to the sea, waterfall or mountain." "You want to come with me?" "Have you ever been to Phu Kradung?" "I'll take you there." "Want to come?" "When is it?" "Soon." "Going with the students." "Come with us, Rose." "Yes, the sooner the better." "If not I might change my mind." "Are you easily bored?" "Yes, I am not a rational person." "I do what I please." "I though you weren't coming, Rose." "I said I would." "Even though, I was still worried." "But I'm here now." "Hey, come and sit here." "Take a seat." "Here, take the bags." "Let's sit and talk here." "Did you bring any spare sweater for me?" "Yes." "Where's Pat?" "Did you bring any for him?" "Is he here?" "So is she." "Drunk and asleep over there." "This trip to Phu Kradung, ...is fun even when we're still in Bangkok." "Hey, let's get some drink Rose." "I really wanted to get drunk, Suda." "Look at Chidchua." "Sanan got hold of him." "So is Pat." "That Mattanin lady is holding him tight." "Poor Pat." "He's not going to make it this time." "Where's Chidchua?" "He's sitting over there." "I really want to know that an artist, ...is he always enjoying everything?" "Why aren't you sitting here?" "How can you let the lady sit by herself?" "I want to drink." "No, don't." "You've had so many drinks." "Let's go back to over seat." "Sit down, sit down." "Come on, Pat." "You can sit here." "You guys are a very heavy drinker." "Both females, and males." "Good at chasing men too." "Right, Rose" "Let's go, Pat." "Luckily I have a nice gentleman taking care of me here." "Or I would've make it." "Pat's got a pretty girlfriend." "She should be named Matana." "Because she has the beauty of the rose." "But is she as nice as her prettiness?" "Should be." "Or else Pat won't fall for her." "Stop talking about them." "What's so much to gossip about?" "Pat." "Don't get up." "You want them to see us together?" "I saw you sleeping" "Watching you for quite a while." "And someone passed so I had to." "Not to be seen." "Go then." "Wait." "Wait for me." "Let go!" "No!" "Are you mad?" "I said let go." "Don't shout." "Or I'll kiss again." "Oh." "Let go of me!" "I don't love you at all." "I don't mind." "No." "Who are you save it for?" "That guy doesn't love you." "And you don't love him." "You just have a crush on him." "I know well." "I know who I love." "But he doesn't love you." "How fabulous." "Pat is." "No." "Damn it, you." "Okay!" "Time's up." "Just one pose you must be bored." "Ah!" "Come on Thursday." "There's a drawing model." "Changes the pose every ten minutes." "And I'll be back again." "I'm leaving." "Bye." "Finished?" "Yes." "How many poses?" "Just one." "But from different angles." "Have you had anything to eat yet?" "Not yet." "Are you hungry?" "A little bit." "No, don't!" "We'll be seen." "If no one can see, would you let me kiss you?" "Right?" "Tell me." "Is it necessary for you to know everything that I'm thinking of?" "Sometimes it is." "But I don't think so." "I like to have secrets." "What for?" "For." "Being mysterious." "Having finesse." "That's impossible." "Your eyes bares all." "And what does my eyes tell you now?" "It says you barely love Chidchua." "How can it be?" "I only like you, that's all." "Let alone love." "Love." "Easily changed." "But to likes, that's what lasts." "You're going to marry me." "Only because of like?" "Yes, that's enough." "For a divorcee like me." "Hey." "Pat!" "Hello!" "Pi Roj." "Hey!" "Pat." "Why are you on your own today?" "Where's Mattanin?" "Don't you know she went to study abroad?" "Really?" "Since when?" "A month already." "Went straight after we came down from Phu Kradung." "Do you miss her?" "A little." "Miss her my ass." "Pat went partying right after Mattanin's flight took off." "Pat is unlike Chidchua." "His love is whole-heartedly." "Oh!" "I heard that Chidchua is getting married to Rose?" "Hey!" "Pat, you're leaving?" "I have something to do." "What's wrong with him?" "Don't you know?" "Pat had a thing for Rose once." "That figures." "Pat." "Isn't Chidchua here?" "Oh, he went to his Italian lesson." "I was just passing by." "Heard his voice so I came in." "He bought it for his Italian lesson." "Seriously." "He will try to win a scholarship to go abroad." "Are you letting of him go?" "Can you stand missing him?" "People who go abroad are pretty lone some." "What about her!" "Doesn't she get lonely?" "I'm not really going to marry her." "Giving her a chance, Rose." "If she meets somebody else." "She can get married." "While still loving her?" "So you work here now Rose?" "Illustrated drawings." "Not always." "Sometimes I work here." "Sometimes I work at home." "Umh!" "Pat, sing a song." "Any song." "So I can listen to it while I'm working." "A Failed love." "Would be buried and decorated by wreath." "The wounded like cut." "Keep the pain to make a wreath." "Throw away the past." "Rose." "Are you up?" "Light me a cigarette." "I'll draw you a flower some other days." "Thank you." "You're going away for a long time." "I'll be old when you return." "Now I am old." "You're not old at all." "Really." "Rose." "I never thought you have kids." "Three of them." "Do you ever love them?" "If I stay with them." "I would maybe." "My kids are really sweet." "You'll love them." "Anyway, on their holidays." "I'll take them to Bangkok." "And we'll take them to the Beach." "Or to Koh Samed that you like." "Before you go abroad." "Please." "Please." "But I'm going soon." "Uh." "I'm not sure if we can make it." "Will you wait for me Rose?" "When are you leaving?" "Soon." "They haven't told me yet." "I will miss you." "Why don't you come with me?" "So we can live our lives like we want." "No one would know that you're a divorcee." "And wouldn't even know you have kids." "Why don't you just marry young girls then?" "Why do you love me?" "I'm not even single." "I have 3 kids to take care of." "Whose voice is that?" "Pat's I recorded it." "I have started classes." "The Italian language that I studied from Home doesn't work here." "In have to go back to the language classroom again." "That made me waste another semester." "Even though I want to come back to you." "All the time that I am here." "I never laid eyes on other woman." "I only think of you." "I would never love anyone else." "I will marry you once I get back." "I think I will love your children." "But we should have our own baby." "Miss you a lot," "Chidchua." "1,230 baht sir" "Rose" "Hey!" "Pat." "Delivering things for Chidchua?" "What about you?" "Shirt." "Mattanin told me that it's very expensive there." "When is she coming back?" "A couple of years maybe." "And Chidchua?" "He just left." "That was quite a while ago." "Don't you feel like it's been years?" "For those who are lovers." "282 baht sir." "Thank you." "I heard you've been going out a lot." "Me?" "Yes, you." "How come you never ask me out?" "I don't know where to find you." "Now you've found me." "Ah!" "Pat, the children are coming this summer." "Want to take them out?" "Sure." "Do you have that free time?" "Where will you go?" "Anywhere." "Hua Hin, Prachuab, Cha Am, Krabi" "Oh!" "Don't forget to take someone with you." "Or you'll get bored of us young kids and elderly woman." "About the thing you asked." "I still can't make up my mind." "If I should go or not." "I miss you very much." "But I'm concerned about the kids." "And at the same time, about you too." "Pat told me to go to you, as soon as possible." "He said people who go abroad often cheat." "Because they can't stand the loneliness." "Even so," "I'm not so sure." "If I should go or not." "I might not be going." "I don't know how long it will be..." "before I meet you." "When I think of such a long period of time." "I feel so down." "Sometimes I think that you don't want to be with me." "So you ran away." "I take the children to Krabi." "Pat is here as well." "Toi was supposed to come too." "But then he got caught up with something." "I miss you." "If you were here, I would be more happy." "The sea here is beautiful." "But your Samed is more beautiful." "However, the children like it here." "Pat can get along with them greatly." "It made me think, If you were him," "Would you play with my children?" "With love and missing you." "Rose." "Food's ready." "Don't run kids." "Look, sand gets in the house." "It's still hot." "Eat!" "Take a seat." "What's that mom?" "What kind of shell is it?" "Oyster." "Eat and you'll turn into wind and disappear into thin air." "Is it true, uncle Pat?" "Then I'm not having any." "Or else I won't be with mom." "Tie your legs to the table." "I have to warn you." "No, it's ok." "Really." "He was just kidding." "Pat's gone again lately." "Back to the divorcee I guess." "I don't really know much about him." "You know that he went to see Rose often?" "Surely do." "He'll be doomed for life." "Just because of Rose." "Look, Chidchua wasn't gone for long back to Pat again." "Is there such a thing?" "Ask him to go to Krabi with her." "Together, alone." "Rose is surely a somebody." "Boyfriends surrounding her." "I have heard she'll follow Chidchua to Italy." "And having her passport made right now?" "Are you sure?" "Pat's a thousand times more hotter than Chidchua." "I really don't know what to do." "I don't want to force anybody." "Pat, do you think the kids will like the toys that I bought?" "Definitely." "You're spoiling your kids, you know that?" "I'm just trying to make it up to them." "If only they're here with me in Bangkok." "I wouldn't try to please them this much." "And the other thing, I'm leaving soon." "Don't know how long I'll see them again." "Seriously, what do you plan to do at Italy." "Chidchua guarantees that I won't starve to death." "But I can't take him for granted." "I'm taking them up country." "And be with them for the last time, Before the flight." "Are you with me?" "I sure am." "Fast decision." "Aren't you afraid that there will be rumors about us?" "Who cares." "Why should we give a damn?" "Right, Rose?" "Let's pick some flowers So the kids can take them to school." "I'm lazy." "This is a cute one." "Here, I got some flowers for you." "Oh wow, It's beautiful." "I want the green one." "Okay." "How much is all of this?" "80 baht" "They slipped." "That's okay." "Take mind." "It slipped too." "It's gone." "Go!" "We're here." "Come on." "Jump." "Whose is this?" "It's mine." "Okay." "Turn your back." "Great!" "Bye bye." "Uncle Pat." "Bye Bye." "See you in the evening." "Where are we going today?" "I don't know, Wat Julamanee?" "We went." "It was you who took me." "Then where?" "Waterfall?" "It won't rain today, Rose." "Okay." "Haven't heard back from Chidchua lately." "Yeah." "I wrote him back." "Talking about my kids." "But I said I'll go for sure." "Just waiting for his letter saying when he's ready for me to go." "I told him I'd wait here." "Not in Bangkok." "I'll stay with my kids until I go." "But he hasn't written back yet." "Got a new girl perhaps?" "Nah." "He's not a playboy like you." "Let's get going." "I don't want to go back yet." "What's the rush?" "Need to pick up the kids." "Afraid he'll find out?" "Don't worry about that." "Just a Kiss." "You crazy." "I hate you." "Did you hear that?" "Really hate me now?" "Tell me so, like that." "And I'll leave for sure." "Don't be mad at me, my dear Rose." "I won't do it again." "I swear." "You'll get to go to Italy like you hoped." "Not worrying about me." "So you can go see Chidchua like um...untouched." "When we get back home, I'll go to Bangkok as soon as possible." "Don't want to be around to make myself suffer." "Rose." "Answer me." "Tell me I'm a bastard, mean, or anything." "Don't just keep quiet." "You can slap me on the face." "Have you ever told Chidchua that we had something going on?" "Men will get angry most when cheated on." "Don't say it." "What was that for?" "Wasn't it you who left me for Mattanin?" "It has always been my complex." "That I'm not young I'm older than you." "So you left for someone else." "When someone love me why shouldn't I not love him back letting others saying I'm flirting." "Got married, Dumped by my husband." "Having a lover, was also dumped by him." "Says who?" "Who said that I dumped you?" "Am I worth that much for you?" "Works, I have none." "When someone else suits you." "I have to give way." "You left me and saying so you left me because the other was prettier and richer." "You were the one who left me." "Don't forget that." "At that time I still had nothing going on with Mattanin." "She was chasing after me." "At Phu Kradung." "Me!" "Heartbroken." "Had a wife, she left for somebody else." "Don't say that." "Isn't it so." "Were you not my wife?" "Or that sleeping together you'd deny it." "I only tested to see what you would do and you dumped me to love Chidchua." "Stop it." "What's the point of arguing?" "It's over and done." "True." "But don't you feel relieved to be able to speak it out?" "Not really." "Whatever we're saying it won't help work the situation out." "You've got to go to Italy." "Yes." "Let's get going." "Yes." "Grandma, I want to have ice cream." "Grandma, I want to have ice cream." "Okay." "I'll buy you some." "Don't be naughty." "What's that?" "Another road accident?" "Don't stop, Rose." "I'll stop and have a look." "What happened here?" "A truck hit a school bus." "Excuse me." "This letter." "Will be the last one I think I would write you from Europe." "But I'm not sure if it will be the last one to you or not." "I am totally confused." "With the letter you wrote me." "I am sorry to let you down many times." "You know that I am being selfish." "Sometimes when I read your letter, concerning your children it made me think of something bad." "Until your last letter that you wrote about your children." "I am sure of myself now that I don't love your children." "Maybe because I am just a child myself for not accepting the truth that you already have children." "I have been fooling myself because when we were together it looked like there was only you." "The part you wrote about how much you love your kids made me sure that I have never loved them at all." "And knowing that we both are responsible for changed my thoughts about you." "They're all changed." "What I'm thinking right now are two totally different ways." "One is to." "Break up with you right now." "Or keeping the promise." "No matter how painful it may be." "Later on." "I'm not sure which path I should choose." "My feelings for you." "Are trying to stop my selfishness all the time." "Which means my heart has already chosen to break up with you." "Does he know?" "That your children." "I'll write him a letter for you, okay?" "No, don't." "Why not Rose?" "Because they are always on my mind." "It's like they're still here." "The three of them." "If he dislike them it's useless to explain." "Will you reply to his letter?" "I think you should tell him." "No." "Don't." "I can see it clearly now." "That's it." "It's over." "I have to go." "Are you sure?" "Are you okay by yourself?" "Yes." "I'll turn on the television okay?" "It can be your company." "Excuse Me." "Excuse Me." "Taxi!" "Taxi!" "Send him abroad, Ornchorn." "You think it would work?" "Sure it would." "Or he will be taken by Rose." "Oops!" "What is it?" "The ink stained." "You always stain things, don't you?" "Good that it didn't stain the original copy." "Rose!" "Where you going?" "The music is finished." "I'll change it for you." "Don't spoil me." "Or else when I go abroad, I would get use to it." "I won't be gone for long." "Just to please my Sister." "But I will be back." "Will you wait for me?" "We will be together again when I am back." "I told you not to live with me here." "No Sister will be pleased, with divorcee like me." "Who is also older than you?" "You don't believe me?" "That's why she sends you away." "To separate us." "She wouldn't think like that." "She must have seen me not doing anything." "Behaving like a pimp." "Living with your allowances." "She may be ashamed of me." "That's why she sends me away." "I will come back." "And then we will have a kid of our own." "Just one." "Make it as cute as Look Moo." "So she can be my real kid." "Don't cry, Rose." "Wait for me." "I will write you every week." "Not to say everyday." "Like Chidchua did." "I'm a steady person." "When I come back we will move out of here to be together..." "We don't care what other says or think." "We will be together forever." "Just wait and see." "I will believe you." "I will."