"First Trimester" "We're doing a game." "Oscar chooses the yellow team." "Gregory blue." "Assign them but to." "Victor." "Hugo." " Thomas." "Cyprien." " Yoann." "Amaury." "Choose one of them." " Thomas." "Damien." "In summery blue evening I will set off" "Pricked ears of corn I enter the short grass" "Dreamy I will feel the coolness" "My head will be bathed in the evening breeze" "I will not speak, I will think of nothing" "Infinite love will awaken in me" "I will go far far away" "As a wanderer, happy as a woman in nature" "Thank you, Damien." "Rimbaud teaches us here..." "Tomorrow." "Had Good day?" " Yes." "And you?" "Especially flu." "And you?" " Rimbaud." "I think more so beautiful." "The mosquito nets are there." " Chic." "There are all soldiers with malaria." " Swallow your Nivaquine?" "Yes, doctor." "Will I leave?" " Please." "Day, guy." "It also makes it more romantic." "New blouse?" " Do you like it?" "Nice that you see it." " I always see everything." "Are you home for Christmas?" " Maybe." "But I do not want to give false hope again." "I'm assuming that you're coming." "I feel lonely in bed." "Have you red bra?" " How do you know that'?" "I feel." "Paulo?" "Oh, come on." "Always shield your face." "Otherwise you will not soon see out." "That's one." "Two:" "Do not open your body." "Always in a corner." "And make sure you are standing firmly on your legs." "Three: your fingers." "If you keep them so they break down like that." "Keep them always slightly curved." "Clear?" "And now firmly on your legs." "Assume the position." "And attacks." "You are now firmer." "Feel that?" "Harder now." "Push, push." "Man, what are you raised." "Take me and me trying to throw." "Very well." "Bravo." "Do not make stupid soldier." " Dom not." "I have an emergency at Le Casset." "You do not have to wait." " Beware of avalanches." "I'm a big girl." " I hope so." "Make sure you get money." "Hello." "Doctor Delille?" "We continue." "There is too much snow." "Times are tough." " I can do that for you." "Fine, thank you." "This is the warmest room." "What's wrong?" " I feel miserable." "What else?" "Deep breath." "Pneumonia." "I've been a while in the morning sick." "Morning nauseous?" " You, since a month." "Now fever." "Lie down again." "I have given Metacam against the fever." " I do not know that." "An anti-inflammatory for animals." "That can not hurt in small doses?" "We had nothing else." "It can backfire." " He wants to be a veterinarian." "Funny, I come from the countryside." "My parents were farmers." "Grain, no cattle like you." "Niel allergic to penicillin?" " No." "If you come from here?" " No, from the Beauce." "Doctor?" "Please." "Thanks for coming." "And we can pay later." "Does not know." " I'll kill him myself." "Not too exaggerated?" " No, he finds beautiful." "Here, you." "Wait, Damien." "Put these on." "You can not get sick." "Hey." "Have you come running?" " And by bus." "How long do you do about that?" " One and a half hour." "Brave, though." " I love the mountains." "I get antibiotics Trend mother soon." "I'll call her." "Goodbye." "2x2 Min..." "Plug "" "Plus 2x..." "Is... minus 12." "Yes." "And then?" "Then..." "Can someone help him?" "Come on, Damien." "It is a quadratic equation." "That's minus 2x2..." "Plus 2x..." "Plus 12 = zero." "D is equal to B2..." "Minus 4ac." "Ready." "You're dumber than I thought." "Two tasks." "Determine the intersection points with the x-axis, and then both of ordinates." "Sit down." "Working." "What is this, Damien?" "What is wrong with you?" "What is this?" "Nothing." "I tripped." " Stumbled?" "Do you think I had to kick?" "Damien has certainly done nothing?" "And you're just stumbled?" "And?" "Nothing." "He is not online." "Wait." "Come look." "Come with me." "Are you ready?" "Taste." "Blessed." "I knew that chicken." " What?" "I have seen that his neck was reversed, most recently at the farm of Chardoul." "Chardoul?" "Do you Thomas?" "He's in my class." "Do you pay in chicken?" "It was not my idea." "You want to help the world." " That's just my job." "And you should be paid for." "What is it like?" " Who?" "That boy outing class." "Thomas." "Very alone." "He sat on the agricultural college, but now wants to do science." "He's adopted." " No idea." "He wants to be a veterinarian." "You know a lot." "I found him very nice." "A beautiful boy." "He's probably popular with the girls." "He is interested in anyone, not even in girls." "I give you bring the drugs to his mother." "I do not go there." "As he turned that chicken neck..." "And you like." " Yes." "And then..." "As you weigh buddy, you can tell how distillation works." "First, determine the weight of 't empty flask to then calculate the density." "From my mother." "I mean the doctor." "Fuck off." "Why?" "I would not be seen with you." "Damien..." "Towards the face, keep your hands like that." "Open and short strokes." "And so the body..." "The body now." "Can stop." "Okay." "Physical go forward." "But work also to your institution." "Institution?" " You moans like a girl." "I have your medicine." "Antibiotics and paracetamol." "Do you feel better?" "The fever is less, right?" " No, still the same." "Let's see..." "These take three times a day if you're in pain." "And it between the afternoon and evening." "And this was there too." "Plus a note." "'Christine, think of the pregnancy. "" "Do away." "So you see more?" "Can I ask you something?" " Go ahead." "Is mommy been pregnant before me?" " A couple of times." "But it went wrong." "Otherwise I would not have been here." " No that's right." "See if it's better." "Careful." "Get him." "Come on, Thomas." "Caps, guys." "Stop." "Bedaar." "Stop. stop now." "Ready now." "Go there." "And you there." "Madame Delille, you sit down." "As I said, Thomas and Damien fought in gym class." "Not for the first time." " No?" "Hopefully be the last time." "If not, I'll send you a temporary school." "Both." "A question for you, Thomas." "It is less." "Lower grades, and uninterested, according to the teachers." "You're on your own." "Are there any problems?" "Where are your parents?" " His mother is ill." "But he does enormous, however." "Three hours travel time each day, in the evening he works on the farm." "He was moved internally." "But he said no." "Right?" "Why?" " Because I'm home at my sentence." "So yeah..." "Are you waiting here in the hallway, Thomas?" "Damien, tell us why you fight so often." "We can not each other." " That is not enough." "There must be more." "We're here with the three of us among themselves." "Tell me Thomas bothers you?" " No." "You already know who the culprit is?" "It is probably here to bullying, and that would be serious." "It's hypothetical." "But I rather like Thomas the bully." "How do you recognize a bully?" "Thomas Damien has tripped during French." "Now I had begun." "Get in." "Get in, I said." "There is over too much snow." "It works best." "Boarding ahead." "I'm going to look at your mother." "Have you done the test?" "The pregnancy test." " Makes no sense." "I need to know because of the antibiotics." "It makes no sense." "I do not risk it." " If I'm pregnant, it is already dead." "I'm not leaving until you have done the test." "Af." "Damien?" "Why did not you stay in the car?" "Tom?" "Promise to stop fighting." "Give each other a hand." "Come on." "Better." "Give a real hand." "I want to talk to you here." "Your mother is a few days to the hospital." "She's interweaving." "Are you sure?" "You bet." "Day, boy." "Good to see you." " You too." "That shoot." "Pretty soon you're taller than me." "Had a good trip?" "Glad to be home?" " Absolutely." "For more light, I put a mirror in the window." "It seems so spacious." "You have you indulged in the decoration." "Not pretty?" " Yes." "Happy." "About an hour back." " Where are you going?" "Training with Paulo." " What is this obsession?" "I want to defend myself." "I understand that you're good at attacking." "Just like you." " No." "My work has nothing to do with your scuffles." "I understand that you have detested anyone." "But someone tackle?" "Explain." "It's over anyway." " I am happy with that." "Stay." "We need to talk." "Sit down." "Tom's mother goes to the hospital." "Tom can stay here as long." "Then he can learn better." "Why did you tell me anything?" " I do now." "But why?" " With the three hour journey succeed'm not." "He could use some help." "And your stuff is still over?" "He does not want it anyway." "Because he hates me." "Who could have something against you?" "Wait." "We go for a ride." "Give your lessons me?" " Toe say, with this snow?" "The next time." "Paulo wants to buy your car." " That is not for sale." "We're going Paulo say hello." "Come on." "Hello, Tom." "I'm Damien's father." "Everything good?" "Hello." "Was path not too bad?" " Was okay." "Fortunate." "Do you want coffee?" " Please." "Is that a bear?" " Absolutely." "The skeleton is in a museum in Toulouse." "He nel death." "Probably ie cases." "The result of the autopsy is still inside." "You coffee?" "I have seen a bear." " You, at night in the snow." "In your dream." "Learning prefer harder instead of hanging out in the woods." "Sit down." "Tom, pack the honey?" "When you stay will'm doing good." "Thanks." "No thanks." "You do not seem very enthusiastic." " Why should I live with you?" "A private room." "Near school and hospital." "Ideal for learning." "I want to be now you're sick you." " And I want you to get your degree." "You must my son..." " He will me being sausage." "Consider your tone." "He wants to help you." "I do not need help." "But I do." "Will you help me please?" "Pilot in the Air Force?" " No, the Army." "80 percent of the pilots is in the army." "Why this choice?" "I was on my 17th already become a pilot." "It was like a sore thumb." "Combat Pilot?" " No, not so much a fighter pilot." "But the civil aviation did not seem interesting." "I wanted more adventure." "It was the military academy." "The army thus." " Yes." "If I fail, I'm in the Foreign Legion." "Travel." "You wanted to be a veterinarian?" "Given my grades will not succeed." "I do not believe that." "You should never give up." "Hey, that's my tree." "See?" "Never give up." "It's a beautiful, right?" "It is Paulo." "Second Trimester" "Make sure you make all your homework." "Read everything carefully." "Permanent seat?" " No, it is not." "You walk at the same firm." " Logically, if you distracts us." "I was a boulder in trigonometry." " You have been a good student." "My parents were paying through the nose at the private school." "So I wanted to get high marks." "But I was unhappy." "I'm going to Paulo." "Take Tom." "And if you stay here." "Paulo." "We'll practice on dodging." "Tom, you try to hit him first." "Starting position." "And cover your face well." "Better start." "Well dodged, Damien." "Once again, Tom." "Moving, Damien." "Very well." "Fine, but do not go so." "One more time?" "Starting position." "Forward." "Feel once." "Boy or girl?" " A girl." "I want to go home." "Not you'?" "When you go home?" " In three days." "But you'd better stay with the doctor." "It is better for school." "And it can take homework eye." "I want to help mom and take care of you." "I miss the mountains." "The doctor arranged for me to get home care every day." "She arranges everything." "It's better this way?" "Yes, though." "Nice move." "Mom wants an extra room." "What is it good for?" "You are kidding me." "Are you pregnant?" "Of course not." "And we're not that old." "Would you not like it?" " Not really." "I got it for my purposes." "I'm not back yet." "So think about it." "Are you on the fly at the moment?" " For five days." "Dust in the turbine." "A miracle that is happening only." "We are waiting for parts." "Rommel, chopper." " Respect my stuff." "Ask the Americans." "Those still swap everything from drink?" "Throw your beer in the battle." " They are always willing to help." "But they have left." "We're on our own." "One gave me his hat." "Like what? "" "Quite." " He is for you." "Really?" "Cool, thanks." "Has he been through war?" " Wait..." "Given the stench..." "Goor." "Tell me aaa." "Looks good." "Other side." "Also good." "Pharyngitis." "Matter of a few days." "Dress it on." "On the farm durable and here half dead." "Yesterday went to your mother?" "It must take bed rest." "But I expect that it goes well this time." "She also believes in it." "Finally a real child." " There are no illegitimate children." "If you're sick tonight, we do tomorrow physics?" "Thanks." "It smells like weed." "Who is sick should not smoke." "What will my mother say?" "I'll show you something." "Are you scared?" "Come." "Have you addressed that?" "So she could take care of you?" "If you like pathetic?" "Tell me..." "It was nice..." "When they examined you?" "Did you stiff?" "Not here." "You're right here." "I decide where is." "Are you coming?" "We are going through." " Not with the rain." "We quit." "Torrential rains never last long." "I want to go to the lake for a swim." "Do you know that?" " Me too cold." "Where have you been?" "I was to my father." " I to Paulo." "Not very muscular for all that training." " Nonsense." "I defeat you still arm wrestling." " I do not think so." "Ready?" "One, two..." "Three." "You have cheated." "Now with Tom." " Come on." "Are you sure?" "Ready?" "On your mark, start." "Bravo." " You, he's strong." "What's for dinner? "" " No idea." "I waited for you." "Then I'm going to make pasta." "Was it planned that your husband so quickly had to leave again?" "No, but a phone call and he's gone within 24 hours." "The army goes." "How long?" " A small four months." "Heard something?" " They have to say it's going well." "Cheers." "I ask you something?" "Why did you then let me stumble?" " That's so long ago." "If I do, I get maybe." "I do not know why." "I thought you were arrogant." "I did not like the way you looked at me." "I am now to you." "I am now accustomed." "Like that earring." "Is not that beautiful?" " I'm learning." "May I?" "What are you doing?" " I put it in the summer time." "I give back the created mock exams." "Tom has the highest rating." "Would you please stand up?" "I am pleased to  you..." "To be able to give a 7%." "A difficult subject, "conflicts and tensions in the Middle East."" "But you wrote a good piece." "My compliments." "Dan Chloé." "Your rating has fallen slightly lower." "Just above average." "Spend the next time a little more attention to the building." "Can you drive?" " Yes." "Why?" "Will you take me somewhere?" " I'm learning." "I ask you something else never." "I want to." " Spoiled kid." "I'm not your boy." "You want my mother sees this?" "Follow the 618." "Up to the D3." "That left." "Where are we?" " The distance was not that bad." "Wait here." "Yes, it was easy to find." "How old are you?" " Nineteen." "You're too young." " I'm 19." "I do not believe that." "You've lied too." "You're not 25." "True, I rounded it down." "Do you live alone?" " Yes." "It seemed all too beautiful." "I usually get until the summer run." "Fresh supply." "A little too fresh." "Have you ever done?" " No." "Kissing can." "No." "Riding." "Is this all yours?" "A robot stable?" "Can I look?" "How many pieces?" " 130 here, and my father even more." "Including calves: 200." "They never come out?" " No." "No hoof problems?" " I clean them daily." "What are those blue things?" " Who operate the robot doors." "How does that work?" "The stall is divided into three separate zones." "From the sleeping area and determine what the blue badges open doors:" "Which to the milking robot or to the feed." "That is dependent on the time and the milk potency." "Its estimated production is 11.5 kg." "Now she sits on 0.9." "And after udder udder." "Everything goes directly to the milk tank." " They go there themselves?" "In the sleep zone is no feed or water." "So they have to go through the milking robot" "What is the average production?" " Some up to 60 kilos per day." "And it works day and night?" " You, 365 days a year." "You've made a friend." "He told why you were there." "Surprised?" " Nothing surprises me yours." "I want to know if I fall to men or only to you." "You must be more his type." "Has he tried to get hold of you?" " Nobody arrested me." "Never forget that." "No, after the first tunnel straight." "What are you doing here?" " If Tom can not drive..." "Your father's car to go home." "I hope it's not too bad." "How could he fall?" "Move your fingers once." "Does it hurt here?" " No." "And here?" " No." "And here?" "Come on." "Sit down." "No, not there." "Here." "And you here." "Do your T-shirt." "Hurry up." "What is this?" "You too: shirt off." "Help him." "What are those bruises?" "They're already here." "You have fought." "Where do you do that?" " In the mountains." "A place I know." "Does this nonsense long?" "Tomorrow I'll bring you home." "Wait..." "Give it." "I'm hungry." "Not you?" "Yes." "Thank you not told where we were." "It was not easy." "She asked on." " She always wants to know everything." "But she does not know everything." "Nobody knows anything." "Only you." "What do you say to my parents?" " That all goes well in school." "And this?" " You've fallen." "No more." "It's OK." "What do you mean?" "Tell." "Do not Stop as the aroused." "There were ground fighting again." "Our guys have a lot cashed." "The bearded men want to fight man to man." "They know that helicopters means betting that we can get our own people." "We are three times flown to retrieve wounded." "A sergeant was hit in the stomach." "He did not make it." "It went violently to it." "Many impacts in our choppers." "But I'm fine." "They do not last long catfish." "They become exhausted and soon withdraw." "Then we can relax again, and continue with our volleyball tournament." "Everyone participates." "We have a team of pilots and technicians." "The General has a large ham offered for the winners." "So they go for it." "That is more attractive than our rations." "And how are you?" "I miss you." "I you too." "I have your perfume often." "They tease me with it." "But it does me good." "I have to go to the briefing tomorrow." "Duty calls." "Yes, and my patients are waiting." "I love you." " I love you too." "Thomas, what are you late." "I'm sorry." " What happened?" "I broke my wrist." " In Spanish." "What happened?" "Tengo la muñeca casada." "No, that's not good." "Casadabetekent 'married'." "Tengo la muñeca rota." "Your wrist is broken." "Sit down quickly." "You're late." "Get somebody in." " He must go to the emergency room." "Damien?" "I have bitten my tongue." " I know everything." "Tom is expelled." "For a headbutt?" " With a broken jaw..." "You had so looked." " I felt nothing of it." "Nonsense." "Does something terribly hurt." "Mouth Open." "I'll check." "You have to say no 'aaa'." ", Stitching is not required." "But you have to rinse your mouth." "They said the first aid too." "Is Tom really expelled from school?" "Yes, makes sense right?" "Inside." "I should not have to ask him at home." "You have not defended you, I heard." "Why he slapped so hard?" "I tried to kiss him." "Do you say nothing?" "No, I'm listening." "What should I say?" "The sheep are upstairs." " Just out of school?" "I am expelled." "What?" " Sent school." "What have you been up to?" " Does not matter." "It is better this way." "And then your final exam?" "How do you do that?" " With home study." "Do not worry." "I now know how to learn." "Do not tell your mother, you know." "Why?" "Why?" "That's not good for her." "Because of the baby?" " Yes." "I hope that this child will soon become sufficient in your eyes." "Third trimester" "I had to hurry home from the Director." "A call from the army." "They come here." "Shit, you do not mean." "Good afternoon." "I'm the social worker of the regiment." "Present rifle." "Turn left." "Down pillows." "Captain Nathan Delille..." "On behalf of the Secretary of Defense..." "We distinguish you with the Cross of Merit." "Captain Nathan Delille..." "On behalf of the President of the Republic..." "We appoint you a knight in the Legion of Honor." "For the fallen." "Tom, come help out." "Bow my tie once." "Not ready?" " I'm not going." "That can not do." " My wrist still hurts." "I'm staying with you." "If I could, I would go." "Let your mother do it." "Go ahead." "That goes very far." "Look, Tom..." "He has helped us, and you take home." "So you go along." "With a heart full of sadness I say goodbye to my good old friend." "I recall here the husband, father, friend." "With his sudden death us a man who was loving slip..." "Protective and a good man." "Nathan consolation your comrades who were unable to save your life." "Comforted wife." "Comfort your son..." "Which must miss his hero of a father." "I wanted to say I've been thinking about you..." "Because of your father." "Do not." "Quiet." "Relax." "Come on." "Try to get some sleep." "Are you hungry?" "Do you want coffee?" " Please, yes." "Fine you're here." "I'll stay with her." "Then you can go to school." "She can not be alone." "Paulo will soon come along." " That's a soldier." "Not a good idea." "That stupid clothes." " Pull something from me." "Is that?" " Of course." "We go outside." "We go outside." "Thank you." "What?" "You have nothing said." " I do not know what." "Everybody talks a ways away." "That's why I want to be and not see my family." "They say it will get better with time." "I know that." "I hope so too." "But I also know..." "I will not be accepted death..." "But I think occasionally unresponsive." "Leather moment of forgetfulness will be fine..." "But are followed by sadness when I realize again that he is dead." "And you wanted me to see the mountains..." "Better luck next time." "Do you understand my notes?" " Yes, I want to take any chances." "I know everything." "Are you back in your old room?" " Yes." "Look, watch my father." "I do not dare to do." "You can choose a tombstone and a stone with an inscription." "Is that the easiest?" " Yes." "Ofiets..." "In the spirit of that great tomb." " No, the simple grave." "If you see there..." " The pink marble?" "How long does it take?" " A week or two, three." "Thanks." "On my own I had 't have." " And Damien then?" "I'd rather save it to him." "The Latin 'Desirat' desire means:" "regret the absence of something." "The best definition of Leibniz:" "'The turmoil one feels..." "By the absence of something that would give him joy..." "We call desire." "Desire as consciously strive for a particular purpose is inherent in man. "" "I will read a passage about desire from Plato's Symposium." "He says, "When a man and a woman come together..." "Is the kind of existence." "But if two men get together, they find satisfaction in their relationship. "" "Satisfaction." "Satisfaction in their relationship." "Yes, yes, you are so annoying." "It is a compulsory subject." " Okay then." "Continue." "The difference between desire and need:" "'Need is natural, necessary, vital." "Desire is not of natural origin..." "Artificial, incidentally..." "Superfluous. "" "Suffering from vertigo?" " No." "It's really worth it." "I used to see the city only from above." "Do you see your home?" " No." "There." "Four blocks past the church." "Do you see it?" "Yes, I see it." "So down is easier." "I do not live here anymore." "Are you moving?" " Yes." "Far away?" " Preferably, yes." "But you can not say anything against Damien." " Why are you telling 't it?" "I am afraid he will be sad for you." "Careful with wine and drugs." " I'd rather drink." "Better than a mother who drinks a depressed mother, right?" "I'm tired of his patient." "Doctor his is better." "So you go back to work?" "Do you feel capable?" "I think it's scary." "But we'll see." "I'm broken." "We walked a lot today." "Eetje not?" " No." "I fall to sleep." "A good sign." "Then I have to take a pill." "Day, Tom." "Why have not eaten?" "You have to go, Tom." "If she goes back to work, you do not have to stay." "What do you mean?" "I'm in love with you." "Do you hear me?" "You ashamed." "But I do not feel ashamed." "You think I'm pathetic." " Do not bother, you talk too much." "You did not even know I was scared." "How did you get here?" "By bus and on foot, just like you." "Not lost?" " No, as you see." "I wanted to see." " Not so close." "Day, Damien." "Coffee?" " We'll fix the fence." "After coffee." "Will you help me?" "Come." "Enter the bar once." "Pull on the thread." "Why did you leave?" "Your mother does not need me anymore." "I do not mean." "What do you mean?" "Tonight." " Pull tight." "Was it a one-off?" "Do you regret?" "No." "It was to comfort me?" "That is failed." "I am even sadder." "Then, it's not a good idea." "Yes, it's okay." "Let's go." "Not here." "Continue." "We have replaced the rusty pieces of wire." "I learned everything." "There are not many more farms in the mountains." "Yes, the big companies on the little ones eat." "How is Marianne?" "She's back at work?" "Take your first few cherries for her?" "And how are you?" " You mean the baby?" "Good." "I can hardly believe that this time it seems to go well." "Strange to do so quietly." "You're always welcome." "Will you bring him back down?" "I have helped you." "Now I have to learn." "I'll bring you back." " Not necesarry." "I can go back on foot." "One of these I should give the news." "Handsome he is here, huh?" "But they wanted a photograph in uniform." "Careful." "I've sorted them." "These are from before the army." "His hair was longer." "They could have saved him." " Stop." "A dijwond is not fatal." " However, if the artery is hit." "I think nothing of it." "They have not stopped the bleeding." "File a lawsuit." "No, Damien, it was war." "Warfare was his profession." "The old hero story." "The heroic warrior." "Bad luck for the home front." " Stop." "I can not stand it anymore." "You expecting someone?" "You here?" "Is everything okay?" "What is going on?" "What is it?" "She's in labor." "They left at three." "Why are not you gone?" " Because..." "It does not save it." " Of course it is." "It's really good." "The baby is almost full term." "The danger has passed." "I get dressed and let's go." "Do not let me down." "Of course not." "See?" "It went well." "Come on." "Do your little sister's fixed." " No." "Of course." "Come here and hold her." "Stand there." "Come on, baby." "Come on." "You see." "He says nothing." "I'll leave you together." "It's all thanks to you." "Yes, really." "Hello." "You have red eyes." " I have cried." "I cry very often." " I am proud that I have a sensitive son." "Do not bullshit." " You, really." "This is in Lyon." "This practice I can take over." "Do you want to leave?" " Yes." "Tom can come as often as he wants." "That he will not." "You have too little confidence." "Trust that?" " In yourself, in others, in life."