"My sweet love." "At last." "My hope." "How I loved you." "so how long have you been here?" "A couple of months." "How do you like it so far?" "I like it." " Do you have any children?" " I have a daughter." "She's 10." " I bet it's hard being a single mom." "I know my daughter's a little younger but it would be fun for them to get together, maybe." "It's kind of a hard age to move away from someplace." "Honest." "what's going on here?" "We're doing a little remedial work." "Remedial work?" "We're looking to make sure there's no toxins." "I got stuff on my house." "Kids acting strange." "Sometimes we see tar" "Coming out in the cracks in the patio." "The neighbors here. they had their house in escrow." "They pulled out." "The buyers pulled out." "Yeah." "That's too bad." "The reports from the lab came in." "It showed the presence of lead and cadmium" "In the surface soil and in the dust" "In the schoolyards..." "I've had it blonde and brown and pink and red." "Me, I could never dye my hair unless my mum says I can." "My mum doesn't care." "My mom's pretty cool." "of course." "there is a love That is like a stream that goes dry" "When rain no longer feeds it." "But there is a love That is like a spring coming up from the earth." "The first is human love." "the second is divine love" "And has its source above." "The husband is to love his wife" "As Christ loved the church." "And give his life for her." "He does not find her lovely -- he makes her lovely." "But there is a grace that comes in such a marriage." "I got married when I was 17." "And I had a child." "But my husband" "Started running after other women." "And he left us" "And went to Canary Islands." "And other priests have told me that" "In the eyes of the church I'm still married to that man." "They said I couldn't have the sacraments." "I want to be a wife." "I don't even know why I was with him in the first place." "Then it sunk in." "I didn't really want to tell my dad" "Because I knew he would start yelling." "I'd never give her up." "Ever." "You see that red band in the sky right there?" "And you see that blue down below it?" "That's the earth's shadow on the atmosphere." "Look." "You see what I'm talking about?" "Stop for a second." "You see?" "Tatiana... ather, I'm going to pray for you." "Thank you very much." "So you will receive the gift of joy." "Me?" "Because you're so unhappy." "'cause you don't come out too much." "Do you get lonely all the time." "or most of the time" "When ain't nobody around?" "So what you got to say about it?" "You gotta have a little more excitement." "Just like when me and you are around, and there ain't nobody around." ""Hey!"" "The power hits you, brother." "It always hits me." "You can just say, "hey, power," and it hits me." "Hits me before I can get it out." "(speaks in tongues) see, the devil don't know what I'm saying." "And you won't know and I won't know." "I can feel the warmth of the light, brother." "That's spiritual." "I'm feeling more than just natural light." "Feeling the spiritual light, see?" "I can almost touch that light." "coming right from the sky." "The parish has grown a lot." "And we really need more room" "For the community to get together." "We have plays." "we have dinners." "We have parties." "We have CCD." "In the parish hall." "we have parties." "if I would have known it was there... everything that's happening... man is in revolt against god." "The prophet husea saw" "In the breakdown of his marriage" "The spiritual infidelity of his people." "In that broken marriage. we see the pattern of our world." "We wish to live inside the safety of the laws." "We fear to choose." "Jesus" "Insists on choice." "The one thing he condemns utterly ls avoiding the choice." "To choose is to commit yourself." "And to commit yourself is to run the risk-- ls to run the risk of failure." "The risk of sin." "the risk of betrayal." "But Jesus can deal with all of those." "Forgiveness he never denies us." "The man who makes a mistake" "Can repent." "But the man who hesitates." "Who does nothing." "Who buries his talent" "In the earth..." "With him." "he can do nothing." "these guys live around here." "I mean." "They're perfectly happy until somebody comes around" " Asking questions." "And it makes everybody nervous..." "Ain't this is our property?" "Can't we do what we want to do with it?" "I tell my husband to get us out of here." "but where we gonna go?" "They got all these lawyers." "these big time lawyers." "And we can't get no help." "Even the dog is acting funny." "We've been on this house for a long time." "you're out at the ranch up there?" "I've been there for some time." "Some of these creeks and rivers" "You talk to my sister, right?" "I'm going over to the..." "The tall grass prairie now." "The ranch is going into receivership." "it's going bankrupt." "Nu, he claimed he didn't want to have kids" "While he was in school." "She hadn't changed." "So many student loans." "gambling debts" "And this ranch that's falling apart." "I caught you on the right day then." "Kind." "I had a child..." "A little girl." "She died." "My father." "He said to read romans." ""All things work together for good."" "He believed that." "Will you pray with me?" "I had no faith." "You knew." "Were you afraid?" "My mother says I'm chasing moonbeams." " Is that what she said?" "I told her I'd rather" "Have a moonbeam than" "The life I had before." "Do you want this?" "Do you know what you want?" "I can't afford" "To make mistakes with men anymore." "I want you to come more often." "Can you?" "I've been waiting for you." " I felt wild." "I don't know." "What are you laughing at?" "You." " Me?" " You make me laugh." " you make me happy." "You took me." "Nu." "Girl." "Little girl." "Fool." "Here I am." "Yes." "tell her." "I trust you." "I want to be your wife." "I love you." "Walk away." "I thought I knew you." "Now I don't think you ever were." "What we had was nothing." "You made it into nothing." "Pleasure." " lust." "Ma'am, if you'll come over here." "Sir, if you'll be on this side, please." "You all have rings for each other?" "...To love, honor and cherish you..." "Be faithful only to you..." "As long as we both shall live." "And I do promise before these witnesses..." "And I do promise before these witnesses To love, honor and cherish you To love, honor and cherish you To be faithful only to you To be faithful only to you As long as we both shall live." "...As long as we both shall live." "The divine presence..." "Which sleeps in each man." "each woman." "You say..." ""Christ said this." "Christ said that." what do you say?" "And what you say." "Does it come from god within?" "Answer that" "Which is of god." "In every woman." "every man." "Know each other in that love" "That never changes." "I'd like to show you here on the monitor..." " this is the area of your uterus" "And the IUD that you have in place there." "We feel like one of the less risky procedures" "That we can do is to remove this device." "And we see if those symptoms don't resolve." "I think something that" "You and your husband need to consider ls with the absence of the IUD.." "Is this a time that you may want to think about children?" "Or is there another means for contraception?" "So I don't need to have a hysterectomy?" "That's the good news." "Thank you." "Would you like to have children?" "Someday." "God gave us marriage as a holy mystery..." "In which a man and woman are joined together..." "And become one." "And with affection and tenderness..." "Freely give themselves to each other." "This ring I give you... ls a sign of our constant faith Is a sign of our constant faith And abiding love." "...And abiding love." "Go." "we pray thy blessings upon them" "And upon this food which we are about to eat." "Would you like one?" "things have gotten worse." "In and out of prisons like this." "I don't know what happened." "I was drunk." "If I had done this." "I'm not saying I did." "I might've, I could've." "I'm asking for forgiveness, father." "I can't help myself." "If you need me to kneel down." "I'll kneel down." "I want to be free." "That sun is just right in my eyes." "I can fight, I will fight." "I can fight with my feet and hands." "They think they're really about something." "but they ain't." "You gonna open that bible and preach to me now?" "Love is not only a feeling." "Love is a duty." "You shall love." "Love is a command." "And you say." ""I can't command my emotions." "They come and go like clouds."" "To that, Christ says." ""You shall love" "Whether you like it or not." "You fear your love has died."" ""it perhaps is waiting to be transformed" "Into something higher."" "he's killing me!" "I'm sorry." "you want me to die?" "Here!" "Why don't you have them?" "I'm frightened." "give me your blessing, father." "I've hurt people." "I know what I am." "I thought you went away." "Forgive me." "Please." "Don't take up with anybody during the first six months." "Don't stop talking to people." "That's the first mistake that I see people make in my practice." "Sometimes you eat the bear." "And sometimes the bear eats you." "You can't feel sorry for yourself." " once we get her served That'll start the process." "Because there's no children involved." "This could be a fairly rapid process." "If that's what you want." "And I don't want you to lose hope..." "Quintana:" "It's very hard to be" "The one who loves less." "The one who's stronger." "You have to struggle with yourself." "You have to struggle with your own..." "Strength." "Why?" "I saw you." "Again." "They are sending me away." "I won't be here for long." "They are sending me to western Kansas." "Western Kansas?" "What are you gonna do in Western Kansas?" "A lot of people around here ls going to be missing you." "we need people like you here in Bartlesville." "To preach the gospel." "That's why we have churches." "I feel a lot of burning." "you know..." "I pray but sometimes I don't hear him." "I don't think he hears me."