"BLIND SPOT" "I guess you don't smoke." "No." "Do you often go to the movies?" "I go to plays more often." "We're closing." "Which way are you going?" "Do you want to go for a drink?" "Sure, there's a nice bar here." "I have to admit I don't have a lot of money." "Are you one of those?" "Sorry, maybe we'll see each other again." "I can offer you a drink." "Or don't you like that?" "Although I don't have any money at all." "So you're one of those too." "Come with me." "My parents aren't home." "Nice room." "Is the whole house yours?" "Yes." "My father's rich." "Is he a banker?" "No, a heart specialist." "My mother's a doctor too, but she's become a housewife." "What do your parents do?" "My father has a bicycle shop in the province." "I don't visit them very often." "Maybe twice a year." "Don't you get along with them?" "We get along fine." "But that's the past and the future's here." "To your health..." "Daniëlle." "Daniëlle." "What's your name?" "What does it matter?" "Do you study?" "No, let me guess." "You own an antique shop." "Or you design clothes." "No, you're a psychic." "First, I want to know your name." "My name is Marc Anthony." "I have come to bury Caesar." "He was my friend, but Brutus says he was ambitious." "Beautiful." "Is your name Caesar?" "No, Mark." "Let me guess what you do." "You wanted to become an actor." "You went to the school of acting." "And now you want to be a director." "How do you know that?" "Well?" "Well what?" "Did I guess correctly what you do?" "That sounds revolutionary." "Slavic Languages and Literature." "Russian and Serbo-Croatian." "That's what they speak in Yugoslavia." "Yes, you must think I'm stupid." "And so I should." "Psychic..." "Come." "What?" "We have mice in the attic." "Can you go and check?" "I just heard one." "Maybe it got trapped." "Are you sure there are mouse traps here?" "If my parents could see me at this hour..." "Are your parents strict?" "My mother died when I was 15." "Heart attack." "My father would say I was crazy to look for mouse traps that don't exist." "Just because someone called Daniëlle is too scared..." "Now what?" "TWO MONTHS LATER" "Hello." "Hello." "How are you?" "Good now that I see you." "Can't you miss me for one day?" "Hardly." "Are your parents home?" "Of course not." "I have a surprise for you." "Give it back to me if you don't like it." "Nice, tea." "Look inside." "Mint tea." "Smells nice." "Thank you." "Look between the tea bags." "Do you get it?" "No." "It's the key to my house." "It's starting to look good." "I liked how it looked before too." "This gives more atmosphere." "How did you tell your parents you're moving in with me?" "I left a note." "What are you thinking?" "Nothing." "You can't think nothing." "I feel a thought come up." "What thought?" "I don't know yet." "Is it there yet?" "Yes." "Is it a good thought?" "Yes." "What is it about?" "I won't tell." "Why not?" "They're my thoughts." "We share everything." "Not thoughts." "That's a kind of cheating." "You can't tell thoughts." "My thoughts are always memories." "My thought has become a memory too." "My mother used to keep everything in a big scrapbook." "She even bought scrapbooks for my children." "She never knew I knew." "Where I'm from, they used to say..." "'When a child is born, someone in the family will die within a year.'" "It tended to be the other way around." "Someone died and a child was born." "It didn't apply to our family." "Say something cheerful." "You never talk about your mother." "I'll give you a present." "It's symbolic." "What is it?" "A sweet thought." "What was the thought you didn't want to tell me?" "That we'll always stay together." "Always is a big word." "Always!" "TWO YEARS LATER" "Hello." "Hello." "How are you?" "Not bad." "You look a bit pale." "Are you sick?" "No, a bit tired." "How's Mark?" "What did you want to talk to me about?" "Do you want a drink, Paul?" "A beer, please." "Who likes beer?" "Do you know what's nice?" "Parfait d'amour." "Have you never had it?" "No." "One parfait d'amour." "Maybe I won't like it." "Of course you will." "Drink it carefully." "Nice and sweet." "What's wrong?" "What time is it?" "Do you have to go already?" "I'll show you something that's scientifically wrong." "What's one plus one?" "Two." "Always?" "Except maybe in love." "Forget love." "Look." "This is one drop." "And this is another drop." "Two drops." "But it's still one drop." "What's wrong, Daniëlle?" "You didn't call me for strange drinks and riddles." "What's wrong?" "I have problems with Mark." "Are you having a fight?" "No, no fight." "I think we have to split up." "I don't know how to tell him." "He's so sensitive and vulnerable." "You're his best friend." "That's why I wanted to talk to you first." "What time is it?" "Half past 7." "Let me call Mark." "Put a stroke behind my name." "Hi, it's me." "Can you pick me up?" "I'm at Paul's." "I'm too tired to walk." "Ok, see you soon." "I'm rather tired." "Do you mind if I lay down?" "Of course not." "All yours." "Paul?" "Do you think not telling something is lying?" "Maybe, what do you mean?" "Take the bed you invented." "What if it would be a failure?" "Would you admit it?" "But this is just a model." "I still have to work on it." "That's not what I mean." "What do you mean?" "Never mind." "It's not important." "I just feel like talking." "About anything." "Do you want milk and sugar in your tea?" "Sugar." "A lot?" "Normal." "How do you feel?" "Alright." "If you really have problems with Mark, you can stay here." "It's tiny but I'd like to help." "I went to the doctor this morning." "And you won't tell him?" "It's sweet of you to listen to me." "I needed to talk to someone about it." "You don't mind, do you?" "I'd like to help you." "Thanks for listening." "Bye." "Daniëlle, wait." "A present." "A joke." "Thanks for looking after her." "But I'm trying to help." "What did you do today, darling?" "I got up at 9 and I got some milk." "I had breakfast, read the paper, did the dishes... talked to Tanja on the phone, went into the city... returned library books and had tea with Paul." "And then you picked me up, darling." "First you want me to pick you up and then you walk." "Why did I have to pick you up?" "What do you want?" "I want ice cream and herring." "Don't be silly." "Get in." "The milkman was mean this morning." "He said I had zits in my face." "And the paper only talked about sports." "I broke three glasses and Tanja was very mean." "She said you were insensitive." "The library was closed, so I threw the books in the canal." "The tea was sour but Paul was nice." "I could hardly resist him." "And then you picked me up." "Shall I make tea?" "Hey, hello." "Shall I make tea?" "Don't you want to know what I did today?" "I worked on a new review." "If something's wrong, we can talk about it." "What happened?" "Why do you act so strange." "You've been acting like a stranger for weeks." "When I want to help, you don't talk to me." "What do I care?" "I didn't marry you!" "Of course we're not married." "Aren't we modern?" "Modern young people." "Freedom!" "No feelings, no responsibility, no loyalty." "Why don't you tell me what happened?" "I'm too tired now." "I'll tell you tomorrow." "Really." "I'm too tired now." "Please, I don't want to talk." "We love each other." "Can't you stop typing?" "It echoes through my head." "It's giving me a headache." "My head hurts." "Hello, dad." "Mark speaking." "I'm in a phone booth." "I only have one quarter." "I wanted to say I'll know tomorrow." "I will." "Bye." "I'm getting up." "Wait a moment." "Don't you want to make love?" "No." "Why not?" "You don't have to use your body to prove you love me." "You've done that for years." "How do you feel?" "Alright." "You were going to tell me what happened yesterday." "You promised to tell." "Why do you keep thinking I have something to tell you?" "Because I know you." "I'm not mean." "I'm mean to you." "Be nice and tell me one thing." "Do you still love me?" "That would be easier if you weren't always acting." "Let me see if you're awake." "Why have you been drinking so much, lately?" "Why don't you get undressed at night?" "Why don't you tell me what happened?" "Why don't you answer the phone?" "Mark speaking." "For you." "Daniëlle speaking." "What did she want?" "About that study trip to Yugoslavia." "Someone's sick and I can take their place." "That's not possible, is it?" "Money's never a problem." "Stupid of me." "I almost forgot your father." "Daddy the professor finances study trips." "Need 1000 guilders?" "Here's 2000." "And give that dick of yours something too." "Have fun." "Why did you buy those flowers and throw them out?" "What happened yesterday?" "I'll tell you exactly." "I was at Paul's and he asked if we were happy together." "Why did he ask that?" "Are you happy, Mark?" "How do you mean?" "The way I said it." "Are you happy?" "You can't answer that question." "I still want to know." "Sometimes I'm very happy." "And why is that, do you think?" "Because of you, of course." "Not just me." "No, also because of what you can give me." "I alone can't make you happy." "Listen." "I'll bring you all the flowers I didn't pick for you." "I offer you all the love I didn't have for you." "I give you all the children I didn't make for you." "Happiness lies in the unlikely." "Do you like it?" "Will you write about our relationship?" "Maybe." "Don't forget to say I'm giving you a hard time." "It's sad and original." "That's what people like." "You're very encouraging." "Mark?" "What do you think our relationship will be like in the future?" "In five years, we'll have split up." "All relationships that last longer than two years, go wrong." "Pseudo artistic bullshit." "Look around you." "Everyone we know has divorced at least once." "Look at the ideal relationship of your ideal parents." "Where are you going?" "To my ideal parents." "To talk about money matters." "Don't you understand you can't go to Yugoslavia now?" "No, why not?" "You haven't been looking well lately." "A holiday in Yugoslavia will do me good then." "I want you to be checked out by a doctor before you go." "I'll ask my father." "He's not a doctor." "He's a money specialist." "Dad's gone to a congress in Miami, USA." "I'll be back on December 22." "On Dec 21, mum will be off to Spain with uncle Fred." "I'll be back in 5 weeks." "Daniëlle has gone to Yugoslavia and will never be back." "Dear Mark." "When I'll be back in 3 weeks, I won't come back to you." "Isn't it working, sir?" "Are you alright?" "I wanted to have my picture taken." "Yes, of course." "I'd fallen asleep." "I was afraid something had happened." "This is such a scary neighbourhood." "Maybe dangerous for young ladies." "This is my favourite spot." "I won't be long." "I'll be on my way." "Don't you have a dog?" "My wife was completely blind." "She had a guide-dog." "I couldn't use it." "But she died 2 years ago." "And the dog's dead too." "I'm home alone." "We had a very good marriage." "We were married for 20 years." "We never argued." "It was always pleasant." "But you can't change things." "No, you can't." "Now I go for walks here." "At home it's nice too, isn't it?" "It's not nice to be home alone at my age." "I like to meet people." "Nice conversations." "Want to have your picture taken with me?" "So you'll remember our conversation." "That's a nice idea." "I'll go in first." "Can you find it?" "I'll sit next to you." "I'll sit half on your lap." "Are you alright?" "What do you think of Daniëlle, Paul?" "I think she's very nice." "Did you notice anything about her yesterday?" "No, what do you mean?" "She didn't say anything special to you?" "No, not that I can remember." "I think Daniëlle's pregnant, but afraid to tell me." "True?" "You'd have to ask her." "Got drunk and sick and puked the pill out." "But the love was unstoppable." "You know how it goes in a frivolous mood." "She's afraid I don't want the child." "Maybe she doesn't want the child herself." "You may know a lot about machines, but women are something else." "Of course she wants the child." "Maybe you should talk to Daniëlle." "I don't need to talk to her." "We have no problems." "Maybe she doesn't want the child because she has doubts about your relationship." "Nonsense, she's just afraid she'll lose her freedom because of the child." "I can imagine." "The difference between you and me is that I understand Daniëlle." "The difference is that I know Daniëlle isn't happy with you." "I'll convince her today that there's a future for our relationship." "Couple 45-35 y/o wants to meet other couple." "Fons Anders, nice to meet you." "This is my wife Joke." "Hello, Daniëlle." "I've invited Fons and Joke for a talk." "Have a seat." "Thanks." "Shall we start right away?" "Yes, the start's always difficult." "This is a very Calvinistic country, after all." "Most people can't handle our ideas yet." "Number one is discretion." "No partner-swapping without discretion." "What did you say?" "No partner-swapping without discretion." "Partner-swapping." "Yes." "I thought I'd misheard." "I have to check on the chicken." "Come with me, Mark?" "Partner-swapping... are you out of your mind?" "You don't understand." "What did you say?" "You don't understand." "Speak up, I don't understand!" "You don't understand!" "True, I don't understand at all!" "We don't have to sleep with them right away." "What a pity, I was looking forward to that hip Fons guy!" "They're here to explain how to save a relationship that's gotten stuck." "You're acting like a boy from the province who has to prove he's mature." "I just want to solve our problems!" "Talk about them to me first then!" "I want to show you proof." "You've already proven you're childish." "You humiliate me and you're abusing those people." "I'm not abusing anyone!" "You're not?" "Then I'll have to sleep with Fons and you with Joke." "Let me." "How's the chicken?" "I'd love a nice snack." "How's the little chicken doing?" "I hope it won't take long!" "Daniëlle's quite a feathery chook." "Should we continue or come back later?" "Alright, number 2." "Love." "Love for each other." "Our theory's based on love." "Right, Joke?" "Love can't be limited to one person." "Love's a feeling, an energy in motion." "The world would look a lot better if people loved each other more." "Many relationships have ended because they were no open marriages." "In an open marriage, love and sex are in harmony." "Without any jealousy." "Why limit sex to one person?" "There are millions of people in the world." "Why share your love and sex with only one person?" "When you don't limit sex and love, you can become transcendental." "That's our theory." "Right, Joke?" "We don't normally see such young people." "Normally, they're our own age." "But we really like young people." "Yes, they keep us young too." "We'll keep up with you." "Mark, play a record, for atmosphere." "I'd love some music." "Do you also take your theories to the street?" "It's the same with music as with people." "Everyone has their preferences." "But in bed we're all the same." "Or doesn't that fit in your theory?" "Do you have children, Fons?" "Yes, two." "A boy and a girl." "This is the boy." "He's eleven." "I've got nice pictures." "Look." "Here he was three." "And this is an old picture of mine." "Still the same chubby face." "That's it!" "Get out!" "Fuck off!" "Hurry!" "I've never seen anything like this." "I could see you two had problems, but... so did we once." "At least we found a way to solve them." "Come, Joke." "Damn!" "That's the future of all relationships." "Partner-swapping, cheating, separate holidays, divorce." "Everybody we know had one of those problems." "And it's the children who suffer." "Would you let a child suffer from its parents?" "You'd have to find another father." "I don't have doubts, you do." "You don't mean what you're saying." "Why do you live with me if that's our future?" "It's good that I'm going to Yugoslavia." "Gives us time to think about us." "Why didn't you tell me earlier that you're pregnant?" "Why didn't you ask me earlier?" "You can't hide anything from me." "I know you too well." "Do you want the child?" "Don't you?" "I can make up my own mind." "You have to choose too." "Abortion's an easy solution." "I thought we felt the same about that." "Of course, we're too young and our house's too small." "So that's the most important thing." "Why are you so hostile?" "You know your father and the rest of your family want this child." "I don't care about my family in this case." "It's between you and me." "None of my family's business." "Ok, we won't discuss it anymore." "Why don't you answer?" "I don't want to talk to anyone." "I thought chatting was your hobby." "Not now." "Are you expecting a phone call?" "Not that I know." "You don't want me to know about it." "You're talking nonsense." "I can see it in your eyes." "Tell me who's calling." "Nobody, stop nagging!" "Is that a new phase in our relationship?" "Secrets and intrigue?" "Now they'll think we're not home." "My father was going to call." "Why?" "I told him you might be pregnant and that we'd know today." "You know what it means to him." "But it's between you and me." "You shouldn't have told him without asking me." "I'll tell him it was a false alarm." "Why did you invite those people without asking me?" "I thought it would help." "By never asking me, you've changed my feelings towards you." "But we love each other." "I have to mail a letter." "Hello." "Hello." "Have you got brochures about Yugoslavia?" "Certainly." "Please." "Does it have prices?" "Yes, it does." "Thanks, bye." "Bye." "I have an appointment." "What's your name?" "Daniëlle Sandberg." "I'll call the doctor." "Hello, Daniëlle." "How are you?" "Fine." "Your boyfriend didn't come?" "No, he had to work." "Did you think about it well?" "You stuck to your decision?" "Yes." "You don't need to worry." "It's a minor procedure." "Afterwards, you stay here for an hour and then you can go home." "And in a couple of days you can go on holiday to Yugoslavia." "Shall we go?" "Yes." "Hello." "Hello." "Which machine can I use?" "Is it white or colour?" "It's all the same colour." "Do you know how the machine works?" "Yes, no problem." "Let me know if you need help." "All the machines are available." "I'll pick one." "Is this machine available?" "First the prewash and then we'll see what the main act is." "I sat down next to you, because that lady fancies me." "Do you have a TV guide?" "Channel 1." "Crime and Modern Man." "What's it about?" "A survey about deviant behaviour of men." "Pimps, murderers, child abductors, rapists." "Am I one of them?" "That's what we're trying to find out." "Do you want to fill it in?" "No thanks, you won't catch me that easily." "Why are activist women always so unfriendly?" "I wasn't referring to you personally." "You think every man's your enemy, but they can be your friend too." "Or do you prefer women?" "I've never been cheated on by a woman." "So all men are cheats?" "Do you think I'm a cheat?" "You're crazy." "You're crazy yourself." "I didn't mean it." "I'm in a bad mood." "I wrecked my car this afternoon." "Bang, against a tree." "Just like that." "I was ok, but my car wasn't." "Can I make it up by giving you a gift?" "My name's Mark." "What's yours?" "Anette Urk." "I bet you have a tiny room with a terrible landlady." "And no way to really dry your laundry." "Another night under clammy sheets." "The dryers are working here." "I'll make up for my rudeness." "Come with me." "I have a big attic." "You can dry your laundry." "I'll make a cup of tea and I'll complete your survey." "Alright?" "Come in and don't mind the mess." "I can't hang out my laundry in this mess." "Leave that up to me." "How do you feel about relationships?" "Not well." "And men?" "Not well either." "Sex?" "Never." "Never had it?" "Too often." "What's typically male?" "Possessiveness." "What's typically female?" "Fighting for freedom." "Men have to shave every day." "Typically male joke." "Not nice." "Cheated too often." "Own fault?" "Too naive." "Too beautiful." "Heard that too often." "Too sexy." "Superficialities." "Love?" "Purely mental." "Always?" "Yes." "And I?" "Do you have a girlfriend?" "Why do you ask?" "Do you?" "No, why?" "I don't want to cheat on another woman." "What is it?" "Did I do something wrong?" "Am I not pretty enough?" "Who's that?" "Nobody." "Is anybody there?" "Who was it?" "Someone walked away." "But who?" "No one, my mother." "She's old-fashioned." "She can't see you." "I'll call you." "This way." "I'm afraid of heights." "Who do I get downstairs?" "I don't know." "Bye." "Do you know who I am?" "I'm Mr Nobody from Nowhere." "There was a lot wrong with him, but nothing bothered him." "I wanted to make you jealous." "You're right." "I can't do it." "I'm too shy." "About that trip to Yugoslavia..." "Maybe it's better if you didn't go." "It's already six weeks now and..." "Understand that I only love you." "Mark, do you never doubt us?" "No." "There's always doubt." "Everyone leaves you sooner or later." "And then what?" "Then you're alone again." "And then what?" "Then it starts all over again." "So there's always hope." "There's hope, but no solution." "What do you want to do tonight?" "See a movie, have dinner somewhere?" "Let's make a decision." "What about?" "A decision about us." "This is not the moment to make a decision." "The decision already has been made." "What do you mean?" "The decision has been made, but there are no words to talk about it." "I don't understand." "I wish I was as honest as you." "What would you say?" "That I don't love you anymore." "Of course you love me." "You were jealous just now." "You remain yourself, in spite of all your rudeness." "But I'm only mean." "Tell me what I have to do." "I'll do anything you say." "Why are you so helpless, suddenly?" "Because I love you so much." "We can get married if you want." "You've always known I wanted the child." "Besides, it would..." "Let's go home." "That little house drives me crazy." "It feels like a prison." "Is that why you ran off?" "I want to talk to people." "I want to have a good time." "There's no one here." "At home, you can talk to me." "I can't talk to you." "Happiness lies in the unlikely." "Everything 's broken." "It's one big mess here." "And it stinks too." "Don't you think it stinks?" "It stinks of piss." "Why don't you fuck off?" "Why don't you tell them a crazy man's destroying their toilets?" "Take it easy." "I haven't done anything to you." "You're all wet." "Dry yourself." "I don't mind." "Here's a coin." "You can get a hanky from the machine." "They have these machines in the army too." "For the officers." "But they don't have to pay." "Did you hurt yourself?" "No." "Ok, bye." "Wait... are there any MP's in the bar?" "I didn't see any." "Is there a girl?" "Beautiful?" "Blonde, long hair?" "Here." "Do you think she's beautiful?" "I do know another girl." "No, keep it." "She's decided to break up with me." "Once a woman has taken that decision, that's it." "Are you sure I can't help you?" "No." "Let's go." "Why?" "There's a strange guy in the toilet." "He might cause problems when he sees you." "Why problems?" "His girlfriend broke up with him." "He's got a knife." "So what?" "You'd better leave." "She can stay." "We were just leaving." "She's ok." "She can stay." "Let's go, Daniëlle." "I'm coming." "Goodbye." "You're ok." "Do you like this sweater?" "Not bad." "And this one?" "Also nice!" "And this?" "Daniëlle, please." "What are you doing?" "I'm thinking." "Do you like this sweater?" "Too cold for the season." "It's a lot warmer in Yugoslavia." "Three weeks isn't that long." "We talked about it." "It's impossible!" "You don't want the child, but then you want to go to Yugoslavia for 3 weeks." "And this?" "Incredibly ugly!" "I'll get it." "Mark, are you there?" "I think it's Anette." "I'm not in." "I don't want to see her." "Isn't Mark home?" "No, he isn't." "But I'll help you get your things." "Who are you?" "Daniëlle." "Do you come here a lot?" "Quite often." "How do you know Mark?" "We've been living together for two years." "I'm sorry." "It seemed better to tell you." "Of course." "You take it rather well." "Aren't you angry?" "You've been cheated upon." "I've only been used." "They're all the same." "One becomes a member of the action committee to be close to you... the other one follows you for 2000 kilometres just to talk to you." "But after the fuck comes the hangover." "Get your stuff and thank you." "Come see me when you're in the area." "It's always the same." "It's always the same ones who buy it." "What do you mean?" "You went with Mark although you hardly knew him." "Isn't Daniëlle home?" "Hello Paul, how are you?" "I wanted to talk to Daniëlle." "She'll be here in a bit." "I'll show you something you'll like." "Across the street, someone has the same strange equipment as you." "My bed fell down this afternoon." "Bang, on the floor!" "Just like that." "I'm alright, but my bed's wrecked." "Do you feel sorry for yourself?" "I'm alright." "You've got more reason to feel sorry." "What do you mean?" "Things between Daniëlle and you." "She asked me how to tell you about the abortion." "It would be better if the abortion never happened." "Well, it can't be changed now." "It would be better if you left now." "I'd like to talk to Mark first." "I'm sorry, he's really not home." "There's someone here for you, Daniëlle." "Who?" "A friend of yours." "Have a look." "I'll look after Anette." "Are you dumping me in the gutter again?" "I thought he already knew." "You'd better leave now." "You can always stay with me if you're in trouble." "I'd like to help you." "It's not your fault." "Asshole!" "I can explain everything." "I'll explain everything." "Catch a fly." "There are thousands of them around us." "You'd always have had doubts." "That's why I had to choose for you." "I wanted you to make a decision about us." "That's why I didn't tell you." "You don't know what you're missing out on." "And they're flying all around us, for free." "I was afraid you'd make me doubt it." "Don't you hear them buzz?" "Thousands of flies." "Try to catch one." "Well done." "Now pull the legs out carefully." "For how much will you sell the fly?" "And for how much do you sell me?" "Better a doubter than a fraud." "I'm sorry." "That's not enough." "I wanted to help you." "How long have you been saying goodbye to me?" "And how long have you been lying to yourself by saying you still love me?" "Mark, listen to me." "I know you're in there." "Open up, come on." "I wouldn't have gone to Yugoslavia without telling you." "It's hard to find the right words." "15 December, minus. 16 December, minus." "17 December, minus." "18 December, minus. 19 December, plus." "20 December, minus." "Today, minus." "Maybe one day was worth it this week." "And of that one day, only a few minutes were good." "But I love you." "Because you're afraid to be alone." "Everybody's afraid to be alone." "Why do you say that?" "I'm happy when you laugh." "I'm happy when you look at me." "I'm happy when you talk about the weather." "Do I give you that feeling more than someone else?" "I wouldn't be with you otherwise." "Why do you want to leave then?" "To find out if I want to come back." "Or to stay away forever." "Let's try one more time." "I won't go to Yugoslavia." "You've collected some beautiful words, Daniëlle." "Do you want me to go?" "Do you want me to stay?" "Mark?" "What are you thinking?" "That you can look at the looking, but you can't listen to the listening." "And what are you thinking now?" "That you can't listen to the listening, but you can think of the thinking." "And what do you think now?" "That you can think of the thinking, but you can't feel the feeling." "Do you feel what I feel?" "No." "I can't feel what you feel." "Let's go home." "Let's go away from here." "Maybe we shouldn't have done it." "What?" "Maybe we should have had the baby." "Don't worry." "We took the right decision." "We love each other, so a child is normal." "Please, let's not start again." "As long as that abortion won't haunt us forever." "Of course not." "We've discussed it." "You can't fight against the past and every relationship gets a past." "I want to be close to you." "We are close." "When I'm close to you, it's not close enough." "Can't you feel me?" "Don't you feel my warmth?" "I can feel your warmth, but I want to feel you." "Let's go to sleep." "I'm tired." "Dark, isn't it?" "Yes, goodnight." "This is what blind people see." "What's wrong?" "Never mind." "Daniëlle speaking." "Who?" "Did something happen?" "Ok..." "Leidseplein police station." "Yes, I'll bring them." "I'm here for Mark Jonkman." "That's nice, Miss." "How can I help you?" "I got a phone call that he's here." "Oh, the boy with no pants." "You're his girlfriend?" "Yes." "We found him in the street with no pants." "If you brought pants, he's free to go." "Yes, I brought pants." "Good." "Did you two fight?" "No." "Are you sure?" "Yes, we didn't fight." "People often come here when they have nowhere to sleep." "So if you two had a fight, we'll keep him here tonight." "And we'll solve it tomorrow." "No, thanks." "So you still love him?" "Yes." "Good, sign here." "I'll show you where he is." "Hello, we're closing!" "The hotel's closing!" "Go ahead." "You're lucky with such a nice girlfriend." "Hurry, before she changes her mind." "Tell me what to do and I'll do it." "I'll do exactly as you say." "I don't know."